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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/20714-8.txt b/20714-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b7b0f75 --- /dev/null +++ b/20714-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,10684 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Other Main-Travelled Roads, by Hamlin Garland + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Other Main-Travelled Roads + +Author: Hamlin Garland + +Release Date: March 1, 2007 [EBook #20714] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK OTHER MAIN-TRAVELLED ROADS *** + + + + +Produced by Roger Frank and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + +[Illustration: DADDY DEERING] + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +OTHER MAIN-TRAVELLED ROADS + +HAMLIN GARLAND +SUNSET EDITION + +HARPER & BROTHERS +NEW YORK AND LONDON + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +COPYRIGHT, 1892, 1899, 1910, BY HAMLIN GARLAND + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +PRAIRIE FOLKS + +PIONEERS + + They rise to mastery of wind and snow; + They go like soldiers grimly into strife, + To colonize the plain; they plough and sow, + And fertilize the sod with their own life + As did the Indian and the buffalo. + +SETTLERS + + Above them soars a dazzling sky, + In winter blue and clear as steel, + In summer like an arctic sea + Wherein vast icebergs drift and reel + And melt like sudden sorcery. + + Beneath them plains stretch far and fair, + Rich with sunlight and with rain; + Vast harvests ripen with their care + And fill with overplus of grain + Their square, great bins. + + Yet still they strive! I see them rise + At dawn-light, going forth to toil: + The same salt sweat has filled my eyes, + My feet have trod the self-same soil + Behind the snarling plough. + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +PREFACE + +Nearly all the stories in this volume were written at the same time and +under the same impulse as those which compose its companion volume, +_Main-Travelled Roads_--and the entire series was the result of a +summer-vacation visit to my old home in Iowa, to my father's farm in +Dakota, and, last of all, to my birthplace in Wisconsin. This happened +in 1887. I was living at the time in Boston, and had not seen the West +for several years, and my return to the scenes of my boyhood started me +upon a series of stories delineative of farm and village life as I knew +it and had lived it. I wrote busily during the two years that followed, +and in this revised definitive edition of _Main-Travelled Roads_ and its +companion volume, _Other Main-Travelled Roads_ (compiled from other +volumes which now go out of print), the reader will find all of the +short stories which came from my pen between 1887 and 1889. + +It remains to say that, though conditions have changed somewhat since +that time, yet for the hired man and the renter farm life in the West is +still a stern round of drudgery. My pages present it--not as the summer +boarder or the young lady novelist sees it--but as the working farmer +endures it. + +Not all the scenes of _Other Main-Travelled Roads_ are of farm life, +though rural subjects predominate; and the village life touched upon +will be found less forbidding in color. In this I am persuaded my view +is sound; for, no matter how hard the villager works, he is not lonely. +He suffers in company with his fellows. So much may be called a gain. +Then, too, I admit youth and love are able to transform a bleak prairie +town into a poem, and to make of a barbed-wire lane a highway of +romance. + + HAMLIN GARLAND. + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Contents + + PAGE + +Introductory Verse v +Preface vii +William Bacon's Man 3 +Elder Pill, Preacher 29 +A Day of Grace 65 +Lucretia Burns 81 +Daddy Deering 119 +A Stop-Over at Tyre 143 +A Division in the Coolly 203 +A Fair Exile 245 +An Alien in the Pines 263 +Before the Low Green Door 293 +A Preacher's Love Story 305 +An Afterword: of Winds, Snows, and The Stars 350 + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + + + + +WILLIAM BACON'S MAN + +I + + +The yellow March sun lay powerfully on the bare Iowa prairie, where the +ploughed fields were already turning warm and brown, and only here and +there in a corner or on the north side of the fence did the sullen +drifts remain, and they were so dark and low that they hardly appeared +to break the mellow brown of the fields. + +There passed also an occasional flock of geese, cheerful harbingers of +spring, and the prairie-chickens had set up their morning symphony, +wide-swelling, wonderful with its prophecy of the new birth of grass and +grain and the springing life of all breathing things. The crow passed +now and then, uttering his resonant croak, but the crane had not yet +sent forth his bugle note. + +Lyman Gilman rested on his axe-helve at the woodpile of Farmer Bacon to +listen to the music around him. In a vague way he was powerfully moved +by it. He heard the hens singing their weird, raucous, monotonous song, +and saw them burrowing in the dry chip-dust near him. He saw the young +colts and cattle frisking in the sunny space around the straw-stacks, +absorbed through his bare arms and uncovered head the heat of the sun, +and felt the soft wooing of the air so deeply that he broke into an +unwonted exclamation:-- + +"Glory! we'll be seeding by Friday, sure." + +This short and disappointing soliloquy was, after all, an expression of +deep emotion. To the Western farmer the very word "seeding" is a poem. +And these few words, coming from Lyman Gilman, meant more and expressed +more than many a large and ambitious springtime song. + +But the glory of all the slumbrous landscape, the stately beauty of the +sky with its masses of fleecy vapor, were swept away by the sound of a +girl's voice humming, "Come to the Saviour," while she bustled about the +kitchen near by. The windows were open. Ah! what suggestion to these +dwellers in a rigorous climate was in the first unsealing of the +windows! How sweet it was to the pale and weary women after their long +imprisonment! + +As Lyman sat down on his maple log to hear better, a plump face appeared +at the window, and a clear, girl-voice said:-- + +"Smell anything, Lime?" + +He snuffed the air. "Cookies, by the great horn spoons!" he yelled, +leaping up. "Bring me some, an' see me eat; it'll do ye good." + +"Come an' get 'm," laughed the face at the window. + +"Oh, it's nicer out here, Merry Etty. What's the rush? Bring me out +some, an' set down on this log." + +With a nod Marietta disappeared, and soon came out with a plate of +cookies in one hand and a cup of milk in the other. + +"Poor little man, he's all tired out, ain't he?" + +Lime, taking the cue, collapsed in a heap, and said feebly, "Bread, +bread!" + +"Won't milk an' cookies do as well?" + +He brushed off the log and motioned her to sit down beside him, but she +hesitated a little and colored a little. + +"Oh, Lime, s'pose somebody should see us?" + +"Let 'em. What in thunder do we care? Sit down an' gimme a holt o' them +cakes. I'm just about done up. I couldn't 'a' stood it another minute." + +She sat down beside him with a laugh and a pretty blush. She was in her +apron, and the sleeves of her dress were rolled to her elbows, +displaying the strong, round arms. Wholesome and sweet she looked and +smelled, the scent of the cooking round her. Lyman munched a couple of +the cookies and gulped a pint of milk before he spoke. + +"Whadda we care who sees us sittin' side b' side? Ain't we goin' t' be +married soon?" + +"Oh, them cookies in the oven!" she shrieked, leaping up and running to +the house. She looked back as she reached the kitchen door, however, and +smiled with a flushed face. Lime slapped his knee and roared with +laughter at his bold stroke. + +"Ho! ho!" he laughed. "Didn't I do it slick? Ain't nothin' green in _my_ +eye, I guess." In an intense and pleasurable abstraction he finished the +cookies and the milk. Then he yelled:-- + +"Hey! Merry--Merry Etty!" + +"Whadda ye want?" sang the girl from the window, her face still rosy +with confusion. + +"Come out here and git these things." + +The girl shook her head, with a laugh. + +"Come out an' git 'm, 'r, by jingo, I'll throw 'em at ye! Come on, now!" + +The girl looked at the huge, handsome fellow, the sun falling on his +golden hair and beard, and came slowly out to him--came creeping along +with her hand outstretched for the plate which Lime, with a laugh in his +sunny blue eyes, extended at the full length of his bare arm. The girl +made a snatch at it, but his left hand caught her by the wrist, and away +went cup and plate as he drew her to him and kissed her in spite of her +struggles. + +"My! ain't you strong!" she said, half ruefully and half admiringly, as +she shrugged her shoulders. "If you'd use a little more o' _that_ +choppin' wood, Dad wouldn't 'a' lost s' much money by yeh." + +Lime grew grave. + +"There's the hog in the fence, Merry; what's yer dad goin' t' say--" + +"About what?" + +"About our gitt'n married this spring." + +"I guess you'd better find out what _I'm_ a-goin' t' say, Lime Gilman, +'fore you pitch into Dad." + +"I _know_ what you're a-goin' t' say." + +"No, y' don't." + +"Yes, but I _do_, though." + +"Well, ask me, and see, if you think you're so smart. Jest as like 's +not, you'll slip up." + +"All right; here goes. Marietty Bacon, ain't you an' Lime Gilman goin' +t' be married?" + +"No, sir, we ain't," laughed the girl, snatching up the plate and +darting away to the house, where she struck up "Weevily Wheat," and went +busily on about her cooking. Lime threw a kiss at her, and fell to work +on his log with startling energy. + +Lyman looked forward to his interview with the old man with as much +trepidation as he had ever known, though commonly he had little fear of +anything--but a girl. + +Marietta was not only the old man's only child, but his housekeeper, his +wife having at last succumbed to the ferocious toil of the farm. It was +reasonable to suppose, therefore, that he would surrender his claim on +the girl reluctantly. Rough as he was, he loved Marietta strongly, and +would find it exceedingly hard to get along without her. + +Lyman mused on these things as he drove the gleaming axe into the huge +maple logs. He was something more than the usual hired man, being a +lumberman from the Wisconsin pineries, where he had sold out his +interest in a camp not three weeks before the day he began work for +Bacon. He had a nice "little wad o' money" when he left the camp and +started for La Crosse, but he had been robbed in his hotel the first +night in the city, and was left nearly penniless. It was a great blow to +him, for, as he said, every cent of that money "stood fer hard knocks +an' poor feed. When I smelt of it I could jest see the cold, frosty +mornin's and the late nights. I could feel the hot sun on my back like +it was when I worked in the harvest-field. By jingo! It kind o' made my +toes curl up." + +But he went resolutely out to work again, and here he was chopping wood +in old man Bacon's yard, thinking busily on the talk which had just +passed between Marietta and himself. + +"By jingo!" he said all at once, stopping short, with the axe on his +shoulder. "If I hadn't 'a' been robbed I wouldn't 'a' come here--I +never'd met Merry. Thunder and jimson root! Wasn't that a narrow +escape?" + +And then he laughed so heartily that the girl looked out of the window +again to see what in the world he was doing. He had his hat in his hand +and was whacking his thigh with it. + +"Lyman Gilman, what in the world ails you to-day? It's perfectly +ridiculous the way you yell and talk t' y'rself out there on the chips. +You beat the hens, I declare if you don't." + +Lime put on his hat and walked up to the window, and, resting his great +bare arms on the sill, and his chin on his arms, said:-- + +"Merry, I'm goin' to tackle 'Dad' this afternoon. He'll be sittin' up +the new seeder, and I'm goin' t' climb right on the back of his neck. +He's jest _got_ t' give me a chance." + +Marietta looked sober in sympathy. + +"Well! P'raps it's best to have it over with, Lime, but someway I feel +kind o' scary about it." + +Lime stood for a long time looking in at the window, watching the +light-footed girl as she set the table in the middle of the sun-lighted +kitchen floor. The kettle hissed, the meat sizzled, sending up a +delicious odor; a hen stood in the open door and sang a sort of cheery +half-human song, while to and fro moved the sweet-faced, lithe, and +powerful girl, followed by the smiling eyes at the window. + +"Merry, you look purty as a picture. You look just like the wife I be'n +a-huntin' for all these years, sure's shootin'." + +Marietta colored with pleasure. + +"Does Dad pay you to stand an' look at me an' say pretty things t' the +cook?" + +"No, he don't. But I'm willin' t' do it without pay. I could just stand +here till kingdom come an' look at you. Hello! I hear a wagon. I guess I +better hump into that woodpile." + +"I think so too. Dinner's most ready, and Dad 'll be here soon." + +Lime was driving away furiously at a tough elm log when Farmer Bacon +drove into the yard with a new seeder in his wagon. Lime whacked away +busily while Bacon stabled the team, and in a short time Marietta +called, in a long-drawn, musical fashion:-- + +"Dinner-r-r!" + +After sozzling their faces at the well the two men went in and sat down +at the table. Bacon was not much of a talker at any time, and at +meal-time, in seeding, eating was the main business in hand; therefore +the meal was a silent one, Marietta and Lime not caring to talk on +general topics. The hour was an anxious one for her, and an important +one for him. + +"Wal, now, Lime, seedun' 's the nex' thing," said Bacon, as he shoved +back his chair and glared around from under his bushy eyebrows. "We +can't do too much this afternoon. That seeder's got t' be set up an' a +lot o' seed-wheat cleaned up. You unload the machine while I feed the +pigs." + +Lime sat still till the old man was heard outside calling "Oo-ee, +poo-ee" to the pigs in the yard; then he smiled at Marietta, but she +said:-- + +"He's got on one of his fits, Lime; I don't b'lieve you'd better tackle +him t'-day." + +"Don't you worry; I'll fix him. Come, now, give me a kiss." + +"Why, you great thing! You--took--" + +"I know, but I want you to _give_ 'em to me. Just walk right up to me +an' give me a smack t' bind the bargain." + +"I ain't made any bargain," laughed the girl. Then, feeling the force of +his tender tone, she added: "Will you behave, and go right off to your +work?" + +"Jest like a little man--hope t' die!" + +"_Lime!_" roared the old man from the barn. + +"Hello!" replied Lime, grinning joyously and winking at the girl, as +much as to say, "This would paralyze the old man if he saw it." + +He went out to the shed where Bacon was at work, as serene as if he had +not a fearful task on hand. He was apprehensive that the father might +"gig back" unless rightly approached, and so he awaited a good +opportunity. + +The right moment seemed to present itself along about the middle of the +afternoon. Bacon was down on the ground under the machine, tightening +some burrs. This was a good chance for two reasons. In the first place, +the keen, almost savage eyes were no longer where they could glare on +him, and in spite of his cool exterior Lime had just as soon not have +the old man looking at him. + +Besides, the old farmer had been telling about his "river eighty," which +was without a tenant; the man who had taken it, having lost his wife, +had grown disheartened and had given it up. + +"It's an almighty good chance for a man with a small family. Good house +an' barn, good land. A likely young feller with a team an' a woman could +do tiptop on that eighty. If he wanted more, I'd let him have an eighty +j'inun'--" + +"I'd like t' try that m'self," said Lime, as a feeler. The old fellow +said nothing in reply for a moment. + +"Ef you had a team an' tools an' a woman, I'd jest as lief you'd have it +as anybody." + +"Sell me your blacks, and I'll pay half down--the balance in the fall. I +can pick up some tools, and as for a woman, Merry Etty an' me have +talked that over to-day. She's ready to--ready to marry me whenever you +say go." + +There was an ominous silence under the seeder, as if the father could +not believe his ears. + +"What's--what's that!" he stuttered. "Who'd you say? What about Merry +Etty?" + +"She's agreed to marry me." + +"The hell you say!" roared Bacon, as the truth burst upon him. "So +that's what you do when I go off to town and leave you to chop wood. So +you're goun' to git married, hey?" + +He was now where Lime could see him, glaring up into his smiling blue +eyes. Lime stood his ground. + +"Yes, sir. That's the calculation." + +"Well, I guess I'll have somethin' t' say about that," said Bacon, +nodding his head violently. + +"I rather expected y' would. Blaze away. Your privilege--my bad luck. +Sail in ol' man. What's y'r objection to me fer a son-in-law?" + +"Don't you worry, young feller. I'll come at it soon enough," went on +Bacon, as he turned up another burr in a very awkward corner. In his +nervous excitement the wrench slipped, banging his knuckle. + +"Ouch! Thunder--m-m-m!" howled and snarled the wounded man. + +"What's the matter? Bark y'r knuckle?" queried Lime, feeling a mighty +impulse to laugh. But when he saw the old savage straighten up and glare +at him he sobered. Bacon was now in a frightful temper. The veins in his +great, bare, weather-beaten neck swelled dangerously. + +"Jest let me say right here that I've had enough o' you. You can't live +on the same acre with my girl another day." + +"What makes ye think I can't?" It was now the young man's turn to draw +himself up, and as he faced the old man, his arms folded and each vast +hand grasping an elbow, he looked like a statue of red granite, and the +hands resembled the paws of a crouching lion; but his eyes smiled. + +"I don't _think_, I know ye won't." + +"What's the objection to me?" + +"Objection? Hell! What's the inducement? My hired man, an' not three +shirts to yer back!" + +"That's another; I've got four. Say, old man, did you ever work out for +a living?" + +"That's none o' your business," growled Bacon a little taken down. "I've +worked an' scraped, an' got t'gether a little prop'ty here, an' they +ain't no sucker like you goun' to come 'long here, an' live off me, an' +spend my prop'ty after I'm dead. You can jest bet high on that." + +"Who's goin' t' live on ye?" + +"You're aimun' to." + +"I ain't, neither." + +"Yes, y'are. You've loafed on me ever since I hired ye." + +"That's a--" Lime checked himself for Marietta's sake, and the enraged +father went on:-- + +"I hired ye t' cut wood, an' you've gone an' fooled my daughter away +from me. Now you just figger up what I owe ye, and git out o' here. Ye +can't go too soon t' suit _me_." + +Bacon was renowned as the hardest man to handle in Cedar County, and +though he was getting old, he was still a terror to his neighbors when +roused. He was honest, temperate, and a good neighbor until something +carried him off his balance; then he became as cruel as a panther and as +savage as a grisly. All this Lime knew, but it did not keep his anger +down so much as did the thought of Marietta. His silence infuriated +Bacon, who yelled hoarsely:-- + +"Git out o' this!" + +"Don't be in a rush, ol' man--" + +Bacon hurled himself upon Lime, who threw out one hand and stopped him, +while he said in a low voice:-- + +"Stay right where you are, ol' man. I'm dangerous. It's for Merry's +sake--" + +The infuriated old man struck at him. Lime warded off the blow, and with +a sudden wrench and twist threw him to the ground with frightful force. +Before Bacon could rise, Marietta, who had witnessed the scene, came +flying from the house. + +"Lime! Father! What are you doing?" + +"I--couldn't help it, Merry. It was him 'r me," said Lime, almost sadly. + +"Dad, ain't you got no sense? What 're you thinking of? You jest stop +right now. I won't have it." + +He rose while she clung to him; he seemed a little dazed. It was the +first time he had ever been thrown, and he could not but feel a certain +respect for his opponent, but he could not give way. + +"Pack up yer duds," he snarled, "an' git off'n my land. I'll have the +money fer ye when ye come back. I'll give ye jest five minutes to git +clear o' here. Merry, you stay here." + +The young man saw it was useless to remain, as it would only excite the +old man; and so, with a look of apology, not without humor, at Marietta, +he went to the house to get his valise. The girl wept silently while the +father raged up and down. His mood frightened her. + +"I thought ye had more sense than t' take up with such a dirty houn'." + +"He ain't a houn'," she blazed forth, "and he's just as good and clean +as you are." + +"Shut up! Don't let me hear another word out o' your head. I'm boss here +yet, I reckon." + +Lime came out with his valise in his hand. + +"Good-by, Merry," he said cheerily. She started to go to him, but her +father's rough grasp held her. + +"Set _down_, an' stay there." + +Lime was going out of the gate. + +"Here! Come and get y'r money," yelled the old man, extending some +bills. "Here's twenty--" + +"Go to thunder with your money," retorted Lime. "I've had my pay for my +month's work." As he said that, he thought of the sunny kitchen and the +merry girl, and his throat choked. Good-by to the sweet girl whose smile +was so much to him, and to the happy noons and nights her eyes had made +for him. He waved his hat at her as he stood in the open gate, and the +sun lighted his handsome head into a sort of glory in her eyes. Then he +turned and walked rapidly off down the road, not looking back. + +The girl, when she could no longer see him, dashed away, and, sobbing +violently, entered the house. + + +II + + +There was just a suspicion of light in the east, a mere hint of a glow, +when Lyman walked cautiously around the corner of the house and tapped +at Marietta's window. She was sleeping soundly and did not hear, for she +had been restless during the first part of the night. He tapped again, +and the girl woke without knowing what woke her. + +Lyman put the blade of his pocket-knife under the window and raised it a +little, and then placed his lips to the crack, and spoke in a sepulchral +tone, half groan, half whisper:-- + +"Merry! Merry Etty!" + +The dazed girl sat up in bed and listened, while her heart almost stood +still. + +"Merry, it's me--Lime. Come to the winder." The girl hesitated, and +Lyman spoke again. + +"Come, I hain't got much time. This is your last chance t' see me. It's +now 'r never." + +The girl slipped out of bed, and, wrapping herself in a shawl, crept to +the window. + +"Boost on that winder," commanded Lyman. She raised it enough to admit +his head, which came just above the sill; then she knelt on the floor by +the window. + +Her eyes stared wide and dark. + +"Lime, what in the world do you mean--" + +"I mean business," he replied. "I ain't no last year's chicken; I know +when the old man sleeps the soundest." He chuckled pleasantly. + +"How 'd y' fool old Rove?" + +"Never mind about that now; they's something more important on hand. +You've got t' go with me." + +She drew back, "Oh, Lime, I can't!" + +He thrust a great arm in and caught her by the wrist. + +"Yes, y' can. This is y'r last chance. If I go off without ye t'night, I +never come back. What makes ye gig back? Are ye 'fraid o' me?" + +"N-no; but--but--" + +"But what, Merry Etty?" + +"It ain't right to go an' leave Dad all alone. Where y' goin' t' take +me, anyhow?" + +"Milt Jennings let me have his horse an' buggy; they're down the road a +piece, an' we'll go right down to Rock River and be married by sun-up." + +The girl still hesitated, her firm, boyish will unwontedly befogged. +Resolute as she was, she could not at once accede to his demand. + +"Come, make up your mind soon. The old man 'll fill me with buck-shot if +he catches sight o' me." He drew her arm out of the window and laid his +bearded cheek to it. "Come, little one, we're made for each other; God +knows it. Come! It's him 'r me." + +The girl's head dropped, consented. + +"That's right! Now a kiss to bind the bargain. There! What, cryin'? No +more o' that, little one. Now I'll give you jest five minutes to git on +your Sunday-go-t'-meetin' clo'es. Quick, there goes a rooster. It's +gittin' white in the east." + +The man turned his back to the window and gazed at the western sky with +a wealth of unuttered and unutterable exultation in his heart. Far off a +rooster gave a long, clear blast--would it be answered in the barn? Yes; +some wakeful ear had caught it, and now the answer came faint, muffled, +and drowsy. The dog at his feet whined uneasily as if suspecting +something wrong. The wind from the south was full of the wonderful odor +of springing grass, warm, brown earth, and oozing sap. Overhead, to the +west, the stars were shining in the cloudless sky, dimmed a little in +brightness by the faint silvery veil of moisture in the air. The man's +soul grew very tender as he stood waiting for his bride. He was rough, +illiterate, yet there was something fine about him after all, a kind of +simplicity and a gigantic, leonine tenderness. + +He heard his sweetheart moving about inside, and mused: "The old man +won't hold out when he finds we're married. He can't get along without +her. If he does, why, I'll rent a farm here, and we'll go to work +housekeepin'. I can git the money. She shan't always be poor," he ended, +and the thought was a vow. + +The window was raised again, and the girl's voice was heard low and +tremulous:-- + +"Lime, I'm ready, but I wish we didn't--" + +He put his arm around her waist and helped her out, and did not put her +down till they reached the road. She was completely dressed, even to +her hat and shoes, but she mourned:-- + +"My hair is every-which-way; Lime, how can I be married so?" + +They were nearing the horse and buggy now, and Lime laughed. "Oh, we'll +stop at Jennings's and fix up. Milt knows what's up, and has told his +mother by this time. So just laugh as jolly as you can." + +Soon they were in the buggy, the impatient horse swung into the road at +a rattling pace, and as Marietta leaned back in the seat, thinking of +what she had done, she cried lamentably, in spite of all the caresses +and pleadings of her lover. + +But the sun burst up from the plain, the prairie-chickens took up their +mighty chorus on the hills, robins met them on the way, flocks of wild +geese, honking cheerily, drove far overhead toward the north, and, with +these sounds of a golden spring day in her ears, the bride grew +cheerful, and laughed. + + +III + + +At about the time the sun was rising, Farmer Bacon, roused from his +sleep by the crowing of the chickens on the dry knolls in the fields as +well as by those in the barn-yard, rolled out of bed wearily, wondering +why he should feel so drowsy. Then he remembered the row with Lime and +his subsequent inability to sleep with thinking over it. There was a +dull pain in his breast, which made him uncomfortable. + +As was his usual custom, he went out into the kitchen and built the fire +for Marietta, filled the tea-kettle with water, and filled the +water-bucket in the sink. Then he went to her bedroom door and knocked +with his knuckles as he had done for years in precisely the same +fashion. + +Rap--rap--rap. "Hello, Merry! Time t' git up. Broad daylight, an' birds +asingun.'" + +Without waiting for an answer he went out to the barn and worked away at +his chores. He took such delight in the glorious morning and the +turbulent life of the farmyard that his heart grew light and he hummed a +tune which sounded like the merry growl of a lion. "Poo-ee, poo-ee," he +called to the pigs as they swarmed across the yard. + +"Ahrr! you big, fat rascals, them hams o' yourn is clear money. One of +ye shall go t' buy Merry a new dress," he said as he glanced at the +house and saw the smoke pouring out the stovepipe. "Merry's a good girl; +she's stood by her old pap when other girls 'u'd 'a' gone back on 'im." + +While currying horses he went all over the ground of the quarrel +yesterday, and he began to see it in a different light. He began to see +that Lyman was a good man and an able man, and that his own course was a +foolish one. + +"When I git mad," he confessed to himself, "I don't know any thin'. But +I won't give her up. She ain't old 'nough t' marry yet--and, besides, I +need her." + +After finishing his chores, as usual, he went to the well and washed his +face and hands, then entered the kitchen--to find the tea-kettle boiling +over, and no signs of breakfast anywhere, and no sign of the girl. + +"Well, I guess she felt sleepy this mornin'. Poor gal! Mebbe she cried +half the night." + +"Merry!" he called gently, at the door. + +"Merry, m' gal! Pap needs his breakfast." + +There was no reply, and the old man's face stiffened into a wild +surprise. He knocked heavily again and got no reply, and, with a white +face and shaking hand, he flung the door open and gazed at the empty +bed. His hand dropped to his side; his head turned slowly from the bed +to the open window; he rushed forward and looked out on the ground, +where he saw the tracks of a man. + +He fell heavily into the chair by the bed, while a deep groan broke from +his stiff and twitching lips. + +"She's left me! She's left me!" + +For a long half-hour the iron-muscled old man sat there motionless, +hearing not the songs of the hens or the birds far out in the brilliant +sunshine. He had lost sight of his farm, his day's work, and felt no +hunger for food. He did not doubt that her going was final. He felt that +she was gone from him forever. If she ever came back it would not be as +his daughter, but as the wife of Gilman. She had deserted him, fled in +the night like a thief; his heart began to harden again, and he rose +stiffly. His native stubbornness began to assert itself, the first great +shock over, and he went out to the kitchen, and prepared, as best he +could, a breakfast, and sat down to it. In some way his appetite failed +him, and he fell to thinking over his past life, of the death of his +wife, and the early death of his only boy. He was still trying to think +what his life would be in the future without his girl, when two +carriages drove into the yard. It was about the middle of the forenoon, +and the prairie-chickens had ceased to boom and squawk; in fact, that +was why he knew, for he had been sitting two hours at the table. Before +he could rise he heard swift feet and a merry voice and Marietta burst +through the door. + +"Hello, Pap! How you makin' out with break--" She saw a look on his face +that went to her heart like a knife. She saw a lonely and deserted old +man sitting at his cold and cheerless breakfast, and with a remorseful +cry she ran across the floor and took him in her arms, kissing him again +and again, while Mr. John Jennings and his wife stood in the door. + +"Poor ol' Pap! Merry couldn't leave you. She's come back to stay as long +as he lives." + +The old man remained cold and stern. His deep voice had a relentless +note in it as he pushed her away from him, noticing no one else. + +"But how do you come back t' me?" + +The girl grew rosy, but she stood proudly up. + +"I come back the wife of a _man_, Pap; a wife like my mother, an' this +t' hang beside hers;" and she laid down a rolled piece of parchment. + +"Take it an' go," growled he; "take yer lazy lubber an' git out o' my +sight. I raised ye, took keer o' ye when ye was little, sent ye t' +school, bought ye dresses,--done everythin' fer ye I could, 'lowin' t' +have ye stand by me when I got old,--but no, ye must go back on yer ol' +pap, an' go off in the night with a good-f'r-nothin' houn' that nobuddy +knows anything about--a feller that never done a thing fer ye in the +world--" + +"What did you do for mother that she left _her_ father and mother and +went with you? How much did you have when you took her away from her +good home an' brought her away out here among the wolves an' Indians? +I've heard you an' her say a hundred times that you didn't have a chair +in the house. Now, why do you talk so t' me when I want t' git--when +Lime comes and asks for me?" + +The old man was staggered. He looked at the smiling face of John +Jennings and the tearful eyes of Mrs. Jennings, who had returned with +Lyman. But his heart hardened again as he caught sight of Lime looking +in at him. His absurd pride would not let him relent. Lime saw it, and +stepped forward. + +"Ol' man, I want t' take a little inning now. I'm a fair, square man. I +asked ye fer Merry as a man should. I told you I'd had hard luck, when I +first came here. I had five thousand dollars in clean cash stole from +me. I hain't got a thing now except credit, but that's good fer enough +t' stock a little farm with. Now, I wan' to be fair and square in this +thing. You wan' to rent a farm; I need one. Let me have the river +eighty, or I'll take the whole business on a share of a third, an' Merry +Etty and I to stay here with you jest as if nothin' 'd happened. Come, +now, what d' y' say?" + +There was something winning in the sturdy bearing of the man as he stood +before the father, who remained silent and grim. + +"Or if you don't do that, why, there's nothin' left fer Merry an' me but +to go back to La Crosse, where I can have my choice of a dozen farms. +Now this is the way things is standin'. I don't want to be underhanded +about this thing--" + +"That's a fair offer," said Mr. Jennings in the pause which followed. +"You'd better do it, neighbor Bacon. Nobuddy need know how things stood; +they were married in my house--I thought that would be best. You can't +live without your girl," he went on, "any more 'n I could without my +boy. You'd better--" + +The figure at the table straightened up. Under his tufted eyebrows his +keen gray eyes flashed from one to the other. His hands knotted. + +"Go slow!" went on the smooth voice of Jennings, known all the country +through as a peacemaker. "Take time t' think it over. Stand out, an' +you'll live here alone without chick 'r child; give in, and this house +'ll bubble over with noise and young ones. Now is short, and forever's a +long time to feel sorry in." + +The old man at the table knitted his eyebrows, and a distorted, +quivering, ghastly smile broke out on his face. His chest heaved; then +he burst forth:-- + +"Gal, yank them gloves off, an' git me something to eat--breakfus 'r +dinner, I don't care which. Lime, you infernal idiot, git out there and +gear up them horses. What in thunder you foolun' round about hyere in +seed'n'? Come, hustle, all o' ye!" + +And they all shouted in laughter, while the old man strode unsteadily +but resolutely out toward the barn, followed by the bridegroom, who was +still laughing--but silently. + + + + +ELDER PILL, PREACHER + +I + + +Old man Bacon was pinching forked barbs on a wire fence one rainy day in +July, when his neighbor Jennings came along the road on his way to town. +Jennings never went to town except when it rained too hard to work +outdoors, his neighbors said; and of old man Bacon it was said he +_never_ rested _nights_ nor Sundays. + +Jennings pulled up. "Good morning, neighbor Bacon." + +"Mornin'," rumbled the old man without looking up. + +"Taking it easy, as usual, I see. Think it's going to clear up?" + +"May, an' may not. Don't make much differunce t' me," growled Bacon, +discouragingly. + +"Heard about the plan for a church?" + +"Naw." + +"Well, we're goin' to hire Elder Pill from Douglass to come over and +preach every Sunday afternoon at the schoolhouse, an' we want help t' +pay him--the laborer is worthy of his hire." + +"Sometimes he is an' then agin he ain't. Y' needn't look t' me f'r a +dollar. I ain't got no intrust in y'r church." + +"Oh, yes, you have--besides, y'r sister--" + +"She ain't got no more time 'n I have t' go t' church. We're obleeged to +do 'bout all we c'n stand t' pay our debts, let alone tryun' to support +a preacher." And the old man shut the pinchers up on a barb with a +vicious grip. + +Easy-going Mr. Jennings laughed in his silent way. "I guess you'll help +when the time comes," he said, and, clucking to his team, drove off. + +"I guess I won't," muttered the grizzled old giant as he went on with +his work. Bacon was what is called land poor in the West, that is, he +had more land than money; still he was able to give if he felt disposed. +It remains to say that he was _not_ disposed, being a sceptic and a +scoffer. It angered him to have Jennings predict so confidently that he +would help. + +The sun was striking redly through a rift in the clouds, about three +o'clock in the afternoon, when he saw a man coming up the lane, walking: +on the grass at the side of the road, and whistling merrily. The old man +looked at him from under his huge eyebrows with some curiosity. As he +drew near, the pedestrian ceased to whistle, and, just as the farmer +expected him to pass, he stopped and said, in a free and easy style:-- + +"How de do? Give me a chaw t'baccer. I'm Pill, the new minister. I take +fine-cut when I can get it," he said, as Bacon put his hand into his +pocket. "Much obliged. How goes it?" + +"Tollable, tollable," said the astounded farmer, looking hard at Pill as +he flung a handful of tobacco into his mouth. + +"Yes, I'm the new minister sent around here to keep you fellows in the +traces and out of hell-fire. Have y' fled from the wrath?" he asked, in +a perfunctory way. + +"You are, eh?" said Bacon, referring back to his profession. + +"I am, just! How do you like that style of barb fence? Ain't the twisted +wire better?" + +"I s'pose they be, but they cost more." + +"Yes, costs more to go to heaven than to hell. You'll think so after I +board with you a week. Narrow the road that leads to light, and broad +the way that leads--how's your soul anyway, brother?" + +"Soul's all right. I find more trouble to keep m' body go'n." + +"Give us your hand; so do I. All the same we must prepare for the next +world. We're gettin' old; lay not up your treasures where moth and rust +corrupt and thieves break through and steal." + +Bacon was thoroughly interested in the preacher, and was studying him +carefully. He was tall, straight, and superbly proportioned; +broad-shouldered, wide-lunged, and thewed like a Chippewa. His rather +small steel-blue eyes twinkled, and his shrewd face and small head, set +well back, completed a remarkable figure. He wore his reddish beard in +the usual way of Western clergymen, with mustache chopped close. + +Bacon spoke slowly:-- + +"You look like a good, husky man to pitch in the barn-yard; you've too +much muscle f'r preachun'." + +"Come and hear me next Sunday, and if you say so then, I'll quit," +replied Mr. Pill, quietly. "I give ye my word for it. I believe in +preachers havin' a little of the flesh and the devil; they can +sympathize better with the rest of ye." The sarcasm was lost on Bacon, +who continued to look at him. Suddenly he said, as if with an +involuntary determination:-- + +"Where ye go'n' to stay t'night?" + +"I don't know; do you?" was the quick reply. + +"I reckon ye can hang out with me, 'f ye feel like ut. We ain't very +purty, at our house, but we eat. You go along down the road and tell 'em +I sent yeh. Ye'll find an' ol' dusty Bible round some'rs--I s'pose ye +spend y'r spare time read'n' about Joshua an' Dan'l--" + +"I spend more time reading men. Well, I'm off! I'm hungrier 'n a gray +wolf in a bear-trap." And off he went as he came. But he did not +whistle; he chewed. + +Bacon felt as if he had made too much of a concession, and had a strong +inclination to shout after him, and retract his invitation; but he did +not, only worked on, with an occasional bear-like grin. There was +something captivating in this fellow's free and easy way. + +When he came up to the house an hour or two later, in singular good +humor for him, he found the Elder in the creamery, with his niece +Eldora, who was not more won by him than was his sister Jane Buttles, he +was so genial and put on so few religious frills. + +Mrs. Buttles never put on frills of any kind. She was a most frightful +toiler, only excelled (if excelled at all) by her brother. Unlovely at +her best, when about her work in her faded calico gown and flat shoes, +hair wisped into a slovenly knot, she was depressing. But she was a good +woman, of sterling integrity, and ambitious for her girl. She was very +glad of the chance to take charge of her brother's household after +Marietta married. + +Eldora was as attractive as her mother was depressing. She was very +young at this time and had the physical perfection--at least as regards +body--that her parents must have had in youth. She was above the average +height of woman, with strong swell of bosom and glorious, erect carriage +of head. Her features were coarse, but regular and pleasing, and her +manner boyish. + +Elder Pill was on the best terms with them as he watched the milk being +skimmed out of the "submerged cans" ready for the "caaves and hawgs," as +Mrs. Buttles called them. + +"Uncle told you t' come here 'nd stay t' supper, did he? What's come +over him?" said the girl, with a sort of audacious humor. + +"Bill has an awful grutch agin preachers," said Mrs. Buttles, as she +wiped her hands on her apron. "I declare, I don't see how--" + +"_Some_ preachers, not _all_ preachers," laughed Pill, in his mellow +nasal. "There are preachers, and then again preachers. I'm one o' the +t'other kind." + +"I sh'd think y' was," laughed the girl. + +"Now, Eldory, you run right t' the pig-pen with that milk, whilst I go +in an' set the tea on." + +Mr. Pill seized the can of milk, saying, with a twang: "Show me the way +that I may walk therein," and, accompanied by the laughing girl, made +rapid way to the pig-pen just as the old man set up a ferocious shout to +call the hired hand out of the corn-field. + +"How'd y' come to send _him_ here?" asked Mrs. Buttles, nodding toward +Pill. + +"Damfino! I kind o' liked him--no nonsense about him," answered Bacon, +going into temporary eclipse behind his hands as he washed his face at +the cistern. + +At the supper table Pill was "easy as an old shoe"; ate with his knife, +talked about fatting hogs, suggested a few points on raising clover, +told of pioneer experiences in Michigan, and soon won them--hired man +and all--to a most favorable opinion of himself. But he did not trench +on religious matters at all. + +The hired man in his shirt-sleeves, and smelling frightfully of tobacco +and sweat (as did Bacon), sat with open mouth, at times forgetting to +eat, in his absorbing interest in the minister's yarns. + +"Yes, I've got a family, too much of a family, in fact--that is, I think +so sometimes when I'm pinched. Our Western people are so indigent--in +plain terms, poor--they _can't_ do any better than they do. But we pull +through--we pull through! John, you look like a stout fellow, but I'll +bet a hat I can _down_ you three out of five." + +"I bet you can't," grinned the hired man. It was the climax of all, that +bet. + +"I'll take y' in hand an' flop y' both," roared Bacon from his +lion-like throat, his eyes glistening with rare good-nature from the +shadow of his gray brows. But he admired the minister's broad shoulders +at the same time. If this fellow panned out as he promised, he was a +rare specimen. + +After supper the Elder played a masterly game of croquet with Eldora, +beating her with ease; then he wandered out to the barn and talked +horses with the hired man, and finished by stripping off his coat and +putting on one of Mrs. Buttles's aprons to help milk the cows. + +But at breakfast the next morning, when the family were about pitching +into their food as usual without ceremony, the visitor spoke in an +imperious tone and with lifted hand. "_Wait!_ Let us look to the Lord +for His blessing." + +They waited till the grace was said, but it threw a depressing +atmosphere over the group; evidently they considered the trouble begun. +At the end of the meal the minister asked:-- + +"Have you a Bible in the house?" + +"I reckon there's one around somewhere. Elly, go 'n see 'f y' can't +raise one," said Mrs. Buttles, indifferently. + +"Have you any objection to family devotion?" asked Pill, as the book was +placed in his hands by the girl. + +"No; have all you want," said Bacon, as he rose from the table and +passed out the door. + +"I guess I'll see the thing through," said the hand. + +"It ain't just square to leave the women folks to bear the brunt of it." + +It was shortly after breakfast that the Elder concluded he'd walk up to +Brother Jennings's and see about church matters. + +"I shall expect you, Brother Bacon, to be at the service at 2.30." + +"All right, go ahead expectun'," responded Bacon, with an inscrutable +sidewise glance. + +"You promised, you remember?" + +"The--devil--I did!" the old man snarled. + +The Elder looked back with a smile, and went off whistling in the warm, +bright morning. + + +II + + +The schoolhouse down on the creek was known as "Hell's Corners" all +through the county, because of the frequent rows that took place therein +at "corkuses" and the like, and also because of the number of teachers +that had been "ousted" by the boys. In fact, it was one of those places +still to be found occasionally in the West, far from railroads and +schools, where the primitive ignorance and ferocity of men still prowl, +like the panthers which are also found sometimes in the deeps of the +Iowa timber lands. + +The most of this ignorance and ferocity, however, was centred in the +family of Dixons, a dark-skinned, unsavory group of Missourians. It +consisted of old man Dixon and wife, and six sons, all man-grown, +great, gaunt, sinewy fellows, with no education, but superstitious as +savages. If anything went wrong in "Hell's Corners" everybody knew that +the Dixons were "on the rampage again." The school-teachers were warned +against the Dixons, and the preachers were besought to convert the +Dixons. + +In fact, John Jennings, as he drove Pill to the schoolhouse next day, +said:-- + +"If you can convert the Dixon boys, Elder, I'll give you the best horse +in my barn." + +"I work not for such hire," said Mr. Pill, with a look of deep solemnity +on his face, belied, indeed, by a twinkle in his small, keen eye--a +twinkle which made Milton Jennings laugh candidly. + +There was considerable curiosity, expressed by a murmur of lips and +voices, as the minister's tall figure entered the door and stood for a +moment in a study of the scene before him. It was a characteristically +Western scene. The women sat on one side of the schoolroom, the men on +the other; the front seats were occupied by squirming boys and girls in +their Sunday splendor. + +On the back, to the right, were the young men, in their best vests, with +paper collars and butterfly neckties, with their coats unbuttoned, their +hair plastered down in a fascinating wave on their brown foreheads. Not +a few were in their shirt-sleeves. The older men sat immediately between +the youths and boys, talking in hoarse whispers across the aisles about +the state of the crops and the county ticket, while the women in much +the same way conversed about the children and raising onions and +strawberries. It was their main recreation, this Sunday meeting. + +"Brethren!" rang out the imperious voice of the minister, "let us pray." + +The audience thoroughly enjoyed the Elder's prayer. He was certainly +gifted in that direction, and his petition grew genuinely eloquent as +his desires embraced the "ends of the earth and the utterm'st parts of +the seas thereof." But in the midst of it a clatter was heard, and five +or six strapping fellows filed in with loud thumpings of their brogans. + +Shortly after they had settled themselves with elaborate impudence on +the back seat, the singing began. Just as they were singing the last +verse, every individual voice wavered and all but died out in +astonishment to see William Bacon come in--an unheard-of thing! And with +a clean shirt, too! Bacon, to tell the truth, was feeling as much out of +place as a cat in a bath-tub, and looked uncomfortable, even shamefaced, +as he sidled in, his shapeless hat gripped nervously in both hands; +coatless and collarless, his shirt open at his massive throat. The girls +tittered, of course, and the boys hammered each other's ribs, moved by +the unusual sight. Milton Jennings, sitting beside Bettie Moss, said:-- + +"Well! may I jump straight up and never come down!" + +And Shep Watson said: "May I never see the back o' my neck!" Which +pleased Bettie so much that she grew quite purple with efforts to +conceal her laughter; she always enjoyed a joke on her father. + +But all things have an end, and at last the room became quiet as Mr. +Pill began to read the Scripture, wondering a little at the commotion. +He suspected that those dark-skinned, grinning fellows on the back seat +were the Dixon boys, and knew they were bent on fun. The physique of the +minister being carefully studied, the boys began whispering among +themselves, and at last, just as the sermon opened, they began to push +the line of young men on the long seat over toward the girls' side, +squeezing Milton against Bettie. This pleasantry encouraged one of them +to whack his neighbor over the head with his soft hat, causing great +laughter and disturbance. The preacher stopped. His cool, penetrating +voice sounded strangely unclerical as he said:-- + +"There are some fellows here to-day to have fun with me. If they don't +keep quiet, they'll have more fun than they can hold." (At this point a +green crab-apple bounded up the aisle.) "I'm not to be bulldozed." + +He pulled off his coat and laid it on the table before him, and, amid a +wondering silence, took off his cuffs and collar, saying:-- + +"I can preach the word of the Lord just as well without my coat, and I +can throw rowdies out the door a little better in my shirt-sleeves." + +Had the Dixon boys been a little shrewder as readers of human character, +or if they had known why old William Bacon was there, they would have +kept quiet; but it was not long before they began to push again, and at +last one of them gave a squeak, and a tussle took place. The preacher +was in the midst of a sentence:-- + +"An evil deed, brethren, is like unto a grain of mustard seed. It is +small, but it grows steadily, absorbing its like from the earth and air, +sending out roots and branches, till at last--" + +There was a scuffle and a snicker. Mr. Pill paused, and gazed intently +at Tom Dixon, who was the most impudent and strongest of the gang; then +he moved slowly down on the astonished young savage. As he came his eyes +seemed to expand like those of an eagle in battle, steady, remorseless, +unwavering, at the same time that his brows shut down over them--a +glance that hushed every breath. The awed and astonished ruffians sat as +if paralyzed by the unuttered yet terribly ferocious determination of +the preacher's eyes. His right hand was raised, the other was clenched +at his waist. There was a sort of solemnity in his approach, like a +tiger creeping upon a foe. + +At last, after what seemed minutes to the silent, motionless +congregation, his raised hand came down on the shoulder of the leader +with the exact, resistless precision of the tiger's paw, and the ruffian +was snatched from his seat to the floor sprawling. Before he could rise, +the steel-like grip of the roused preacher sent him halfway to the door, +and then out into the dirt of the road. + +Turning, Pill strode down the aisle once more. The half-risen +congregation made way for him, curiously. When he came within reach of +Dick, the fellow struck savagely out at the preacher, only to have his +blow avoided by a lithe, lightning-swift movement of the body above the +hips (a trained boxer's trick), and to find himself lying bruised and +dazed on the floor. + +By this time the other brothers had recovered from their stupor, and, +with wild curses, leaped over the benches toward the fearless preacher. + +But now a new voice was heard in the sudden uproar--a new but familiar +voice. It was the mighty voice of William Bacon, known far and wide as a +terrible antagonist, a man who had never been whipped. He was like a +wild beast excited to primitive savagery by the smell of blood. + +"Stand _back_, you hell-hounds!" he said, leaping between them and the +preacher. "You know me. Lay another hand on that man an', by the livun' +God, you answer t' me. Back thear!" + +Some of the men cheered, most stood irresolute. The women crowded +together, the children began to scream with terror, while through it all +Pill dragged his last assailant toward the door. + +Bacon made his way down to where the Dixons had halted, undecided what +to do. If the preacher had the air and action of the tiger, Bacon looked +the grisly bear--his eyebrows working up and down, his hands clenched +into frightful bludgeons, his breath rushing through his hairy nostrils. + +"Git out o' hyare," he growled. "You've run things here jest about long +enough. Git out!" + +His hands were now on the necks of two of the boys and he was hustling +them toward the door. + +"If you want 'o whip the preacher, meet him in the public road--one at a +time; he'll take care o' himself. Out with ye," he ended, kicking them +out. "Show your faces here agin, an' I'll break ye in two." + +The non-combative farmers now began to see the humor of the whole +transaction, and began to laugh; but they were cut short by the calm +voice of the preacher at his desk:-- + +"But a _good_ deed, brethren, is like unto a grain of wheat planted in +good earth, that bringeth forth fruit in due season an hundred fold." + + +III + + +Mr. Pill, with all his seeming levity, was a powerful hand at revivals, +as was developed at the "protracted" meetings at the Grove during +December. Indeed, such was the pitiless intensity of his zeal that a +gloom was cast over the whole township; the ordinary festivities stopped +or did not begin at all. + +The lyceum, which usually began by the first week in December, was put +entirely out of the question, as were the spelling-schools and +"exhibitions." The boys, it is true, still drove the girls to meeting in +the usual manner; but they all wore a furtive, uneasy air, and their +laughter was not quite genuine at its best, and died away altogether +when they came near the schoolhouse, and they hardly recovered from the +effects of the preaching till a mile or two had been spun behind the +shining runners. It took all the magic of the jingle of the bells and +the musical creak of the polished steel on the snow to win them back to +laughter. + +As for Elder Pill, he was as a man transformed. He grew more intense +each night, and strode back and forth behind his desk and pounded the +Bible like an assassin. No more games with the boys, no more poking the +girls under the chin! When he asked for a chew of tobacco now it was +with an air which said: "I ask it as sustenance that will give me +strength for the Lord's service," as if the demands of the flesh had +weakened the spirit. + +Old man Bacon overtook Milton Jennings early one Monday morning, as +Milton was marching down toward the Seminary at Rock River. It was +intensely cold and still, so cold and still that the ring of the cold +steel of the heavy sleigh, the snort of the horses, and the old man's +voice came with astonishing distinctness to the ears of the hurrying +youth, and it seemed a very long time before the old man came up. + +"Climb on!" he yelled, out of his frosty beard. He was seated on the +"hind bob" of a wood-sleigh, on a couple of blankets. Milton clambered +on, knowing well he'd freeze to death there. + +"Reckon I heerd you prowlun' around the front door with my girl last +night," Bacon said at length. "The way you both 'tend out t' meetun' +ought 'o sanctify yeh; must 'a' stayed to the after-meetun', didn't +yeh?" + +"Nope. The front part was enough for--" + +"Danged if I was any more fooled with a man in m' life. I b'lieve the +whole thing is a little scheme on the bretheren t' raise a dollar." + +"Why so?" + +"Waal, y' see, Pill ain't got much out o' the app'intment thus fur, and +he ain't likely to, if he don't shake 'em up a leetle. Borrud ten +dollars o' me t'other day." + +Well, thought Milton, whatever his real motive is, Elder Pill is earning +all he gets. Standing for two or three hours in his place night after +night, arguing, pleading, even commanding them to be saved. + +Milton was describing the scenes of the meeting to Bradley Talcott and +Douglas Radbourn the next day, and Radbourn, a young law student, +said:-- + +"I'd like to see him. He must be a character." + +"Let's make up a party and go out," said Milton, eagerly. + +"All right; I'll speak to Lily Graham." + +Accordingly, that evening a party of students, in a large sleigh, drove +out toward the schoolhouse, along the drifted lanes and through the +beautiful aisles of the snowy woods. A merry party of young people, who +had no sense of sin to weigh them down. Even Radbourn and Lily joined in +the songs which they sang to the swift clanging of the bells, until the +lights of the schoolhouse burned redly through the frosty air. + +Not a few of the older people present felt scandalized by the singing +and by the dancing of the "town girls," who could not for the life of +them take the thing seriously. The room was so little, and hot, and +smoky, and the men looked so queer in their rough coats and hair +every-which-way. + +But they took their seats demurely on the back seat, and joined in the +opening songs, and listened to the halting prayers of the brethren and +the sonorous prayers of the Elder, with commendable gravity. Miss Graham +was a devout Congregationalist, and hushed the others into gravity when +their eyes began to dance dangerously. + +However, as Mr. Pill warmed to his work, the girls grew sober enough. He +awed them, and frightened them with the savagery of his voice and +manner. His small gray eyes were like daggers unsheathed, and his small, +round head took on a cat-like ferocity, as he strode to and fro, hurling +out his warnings and commands in a hoarse howl that terrified the +sinner, and drew "amens" of admiration from the saints. + +"Atavism; he has gone back to the era of the medicine man," Radbourn +murmured. + +As the speaker went on, foam came upon his thin lips; his lifted hand +had prophecy and threatening in it. His eyes reflected flames; his voice +had now the tone of the implacable, vindictive judge. He gloated on the +pictures that his words called up. By the power of his imagination the +walls widened, the floor was no longer felt, the crowded room grew still +as death, every eye fixed on the speaker's face. + +"I tell you, you must repent or die. I can see the great judgment angel +now!" he said, stopping suddenly and pointing above the stovepipe. "I +can see him as he stands weighing your souls as a man 'ud weigh wheat +and chaff. Wheat goes into the Father's garner; chaff is blown to hell's +devouring flame! I can see him _now_! He seizes a poor, damned, +struggling soul by the _neck_, he holds him over the flaming forge of +_hell_ till his bones melt like wax; he shrivels like thread in the +flame of a candle; he is nothing but a charred husk, and the angel +flings him back into _outer darkness_; life was not in him." + +It was this astonishing figure, powerfully acted, that scared poor Tom +Dixon into crying out for mercy. The effect upon others was painful. To +see so great a sinner fall terror-stricken seemed like a providential +stroke of confirmatory evidence, and nearly a dozen other young people +fell crying, whereat the old people burst out into amens of spasmodic +fervor, while the preacher, the wild light still in his eyes, tore up +and down, crying above the tumult:-- + +"The Lord is come with _power_! His hand is visible _here_. Shout +_aloud_ and spare _not_. Fall before him as _dust_ to his feet! +Hypocrites, vipers, scoffers! the _lash_ o' the _Lord_ is on ye!" + +In the intense pause which followed as he waited with expectant, +uplifted face--a pause so deep even the sobbing sinners held their +breath--a dry, drawling, utterly matter-of-fact voice broke the intense +hush. + +"S-a-y, Pill, ain't you a-bearun' down on the boys a _leetle too_ hard?" + +The preacher's extended arm fell as if life had gone out of it. His face +flushed and paled; the people laughed hysterically, some of them with +the tears of terror still on their cheeks; but Radbourn said, "Bravo, +Bacon!" + +Pill recovered himself. + +"Not hard enough for _you_, neighbor Bacon." + +Bacon rose, retaining the same dry, prosaic tone:-- + +"I ain't bitin' that kind of a hook, an' I ain't goin' to be _yanked_ +into heaven when I c'n _slide_ into hell. Waal! I must be goin'; I've +got a new-milk's cow that needs tendin' to." + +The effect of all this was very great. From being at the very mouth of +the furnace, quivering with fear and captive to morbid imaginings, +Bacon's dry intonation brought them all back to earth again. They +perceived something of the absurdity of the whole situation. + +Pill was beaten for the first time in his life. He had been struck below +the belt by a good-natured giant. The best he could do, as Bacon +shuffled calmly out, was to stammer: "Will some one please sing?" And +while they sang, he stood in deep thought. Just as the last verse was +quivering into silence, the full, deep tones of Radbourn's voice rose +above the bustle of feet and clatter of seats:-- + +"And all _that_ he preaches in the name of Him who came bringing peace +and good-will to men." + +Radbourn's tone had in it reproach and a noble suggestion. The people +looked at him curiously. The deacons nodded their heads together in +counsel, and when they turned to the desk Pill was gone! + +"Gee whittaker! That was tough," said Milton to Radbourn; "knocked the +wind out o' him like a cannon-ball. What'll he do now?" + +"He can't do anything but acknowledge his foolishness." + +"You no business t' come here an' 'sturb the Lord's meetin'," cried old +Daddy Brown to Radbourn. "You're a sinner and a scoffer." + +"I thought Bacon was the disturbing ele--" + +"You're just as bad!" + +"He's all _right_," said William Councill. "I've got sick, m'self, of +bein' _scared_ into religion. I never was so fooled in a man in my life. +If I'd tell you what Pill said to me the other day, when we was in +Robie's store, you'd fall in a fit. An' to hear him talkin' here +t'night, is enough to make a horse laugh." + +"You're all in league with the devil," said the old man, wildly; and so +the battle raged on. + +Milton and Radbourn escaped from it, and got out into the clear, cold, +untainted night. + +"The heat of the furnace doesn't reach as far as the horses," Radbourn +moralized, as he aided in unhitching the shivering team. "In the vast, +calm spaces of the stars, among the animals, such scenes as we have just +seen are impossible." He lifted his hand in a lofty gesture. The light +fell on his pale face and dark eyes. The girls were a little indignant +and disposed to take the preacher's part. They thought Bacon had no +right to speak out that way, and Miss Graham uttered her protest, as +they whirled away on the homeward ride with pleasant jangle of bells. + +"But the secret of it all was," said Radbourn in answer, "Pill knew he +was acting a part. I don't mean that he meant to deceive, but he got +excited, and his audience responded as an audience does to an actor of +the first class, and he was for the time in earnest; his imagination +_did_ see those horrors,--he was swept away by his own words. But when +Bacon spoke, his dry tone and homely words brought everybody, preacher +and all, back to the earth with a thump! Everybody saw, that after +weeping and wailing there for an hour, they'd go home, feed the calves, +hang up the lantern, put out the cat, wind the clock, and go to bed. In +other words, they all came back out of their barbaric _powwow_ to their +natural modern selves." + +This explanation had palpable truth, but Lily perceived that it had +wider application than to the meeting they had just left. + +"They'll be music around this clearing to-morrow," said Milton, with a +sigh; "wish I was at home this week." + +"But what'll become of Mr. Pill?" + +"Oh, he'll come out all right," Radbourn assured her, and Milton's clear +tenor rang out as he drew Eileen closer to his side:-- + + "O silver moon, O silver moon, + You set, you set too soon-- + The morrow day is far away, + The night is but begun." + + +IV + + +The news, grotesquely exaggerated, flew about the next day, and at +night, though it was very cold and windy, the house was jammed to +suffocation. On these lonely prairies life is so devoid of anything but +work, dramatic entertainments are so few, and appetite so keen, that a +temperature of twenty degrees below zero is no bar to a trip of ten +miles. The protracted meeting was the only recreation for many of them. +The gossip before and after service was a delight not to be lost, and +this last sensation was dramatic enough to bring out old men and women +who had not dared to go to church in winter for ten years. + +Long before seven o'clock, the schoolhouse blazed with light and buzzed +with curious speech. Team after team drove up to the door, and as the +drivers leaped out to receive the women, they said in low but eager +tones to the bystanders:-- + +"Meeting begun yet?" + +"Nope!" + +"What kind of a time y' havin' over here, any way?" + +"A mighty solumn time," somebody would reply with a low laugh. + +By seven o'clock every inch of space was occupied; the air was +frightful. The kerosene lamps gave off gas and smoke, the huge stove +roared itself into an angry red on its jack-oak grubs, and still people +crowded in at the door. + +Discussion waxed hot as the stove; two or three Universalists boldly +attacked everybody who came their way. A tall man stood on a bench in +the corner, and, thumping his Bible wildly with his fist, exclaimed, at +the top of his voice:-- + +"There is _no_ hell at _all_! The Bible says the _wicked_ perish +_utterly_. They are _consumed_ as _ashes_ when they die. They _perish_ +as _dogs_!" + +"What kind o' docterin' is that?" asked a short man of Councill. + +"I d'know. It's ol' Sam Richards. Calls himself a +Christian--Christadelphian 'r some new-fangled name." + +At last people began to inquire, "Well, ain't he comin'?" + +"Most time f'r the Elder to come, ain't it?" + +"Oh, I guess he's preparin' a sermon." + +John Jennings pushed anxiously to Daddy Brown. + +"Ain't the Elder comin'?" + +"I d'know. He didn't stay at my house." + +"He didn't?" + +"No. Thought he went home with you." + +"I ain't see 'im 't all. I'll ask Councill. Brother Councill, seen +anything of the Elder?" + +"No. Didn't he go home with Bensen?" + +"I d'n know. I'll see." + +This was enough to start the news that "Pill had skipped." + +This the deacons denied, saying "he'd come or send word." + +Outside, on the leeward side of the house, the young men who couldn't +get in stood restlessly, now dancing a jig, now kicking their huge boots +against the underpinning to warm their toes. They talked spasmodically +as they swung their arms about their chests, speaking from behind their +huge buffalo-coat collars. + +The wind roared through the creaking oaks; the horses stirred +complainingly, the bells on their backs crying out querulously; the +heads of the fortunates inside were shadowed outside on the snow, and +the restless young men amused themselves betting on which head was +Bensen and which Councill. + +At last some one pounded on the desk inside. The suffocating but lively +crowd turned with painful adjustment toward the desk, from whence Deacon +Bensen's high, smooth voice sounded:-- + +"Brethren an' sisters, Elder Pill hain't come--and, as it's about eight +o'clock, he probably won't come to-night. After the disturbances last +night, it's--a--a--we're all the more determined to--the--a--need of +reforming grace is more felt than ever. Let us hope nothing has happened +to the Elder. I'll go see to-morrow, and if he is unable to come--I'll +see Brother Wheat, of Cresco. After prayer by Brother Jennings, we will +adjourn till to-morrow night. Brother Jennings, will you lead us in +prayer?" (Some one snickered.) "I hope the disgraceful--a--scenes of +last night will not be repeated." + +"Where's Pill?" demanded a voice in the back part of the room. "That's +what I want to know." + +"He's a bad pill," said another, repeating a pun already old. + +"I guess so! He borrowed twenty dollars o' me last week," said the first +voice. + +"He owes me for a pig," shouted a short man, excitedly. "I believe he's +skipped to get rid o' his debts." + +"So do I. I allus said he was a mighty queer preacher." + +"He'd bear watchin' was my idee fust time I ever see him." + +"Careful, brethren--_careful_. He may come at any minute." + +"I don't care if he does. I'd bone him f'r pay f'r that shote, preacher +'r no preacher," said Bartlett, a little nervously. + +High words followed this, and there was prospect of a fight. The +pressure of the crowd, however, was so great it was well-nigh impossible +for two belligerents to get at each other. The meeting broke up at last, +and the people, chilly, soured, and disappointed at the lack of +developments, went home saying Pill was _scaly_; no preacher who chawed +terbacker was to be trusted, and when it was learned that the horse and +buggy he drove he owed Jennings and Bensen for, everybody said, "He's a +fraud." + + +V + + +In the meantime, Andrew Pill was undergoing the most singular and awful +mental revolution. + +When he leaped blindly into his cutter and gave his horse the rein, he +was wild with rage and shame, and a sort of fear. As he sat with bent +head, he did not hear the tread of the horse, and did not see the trees +glide past. The rabbit leaped away under the shadow of the thick groves +of young oaks; the owl, scared from its perch, went fluttering off into +the cold, crisp air; but he saw only the contemptuous, quizzical face of +old William Bacon--one shaggy eyebrow lifted, a smile showing through +his shapeless beard. + +He saw the colorless, handsome face of Radbourn, and his look of +reproach and note of suggestion--Radbourn, one of the best thinkers in +Rock River, and the most generally admired young man in Rock County. + +When he saw and heard Bacon, his hurt pride flamed up in wrath, but the +calm voice of Radbourn, and the look in his stern, accusing eyes, made +his head fall in thought. As he rode, things grew clearer. As a matter +of fact, his whole system of religious thought was like the side of a +shelving sand-bank--in unstable equilibrium--needing only a touch to +send it slipping into a shapeless pile at the river's edge. That touch +had been given, and he was now in the midst of the motion of his falling +faith. He didn't know how much would stand when the sloughing ended. + +Andrew Pill had been a variety of things, a farmer, a dry-goods +merchant, and a travelling salesman, but in a revival quite like this of +his own, he had been converted and his life changed. He now desired to +help his fellow-men to a better life, and willingly went out among the +farmers, where pay was small. It was not true, therefore, that he had +gone into it because there was little work and good pay. He was really +an able man, and would have been a success in almost anything he +undertook; but his reading and thought, his easy intercourse with men +like Bacon and Radbourn, had long since undermined any real faith in the +current doctrine of retribution, and to-night, as he rode into the +night, he was feeling it all and suffering it all, forced to acknowledge +at last what had been long moving. + +The horse took the wrong road, and plodded along steadily, carrying him +away from his home, but he did not know it for a long time. When at last +he looked up and saw the road leading out upon the wide plain between +the belts of timber, leading away to Rock River, he gave a sigh of +relief. He could not meet his wife then; he must have a chance to think. + +Over him, the glittering, infinite sky of winter midnight soared, +passionless, yet accusing in its calmness, sweetness, and majesty. What +was he that he could dogmatize on eternal life and the will of the Being +who stood behind that veil? And then would come rushing back that scene +in the schoolhouse, the smell of the steaming garments, the gases from +the lamps, the roar of the stove, the sound of his own voice, strident, +dominating, so alien to his present mood, he could only shudder at it. + +He was worn out with thinking when he drove into the stable at the +Merchants' House and roused up the sleeping hostler, who looked at him +suspiciously and demanded pay in advance. This seemed right in his +present mood. He was not to be trusted. + +When he flung himself face downward on his bed, the turmoil in his brain +was still going on. He couldn't hold one thought or feeling long; all +seemed slipping like water from his hands. + +He had in him great capacity for change, for growth. Circumstances had +been against his development thus far, but the time had come when growth +seemed to be defeat and failure. + + +VI + + +Radbourn was thinking about him, two days after, as he sat in his friend +Judge Brown's law office, poring over a volume of law. He saw that +Bacon's treatment had been heroic; he couldn't get the pitiful confusion +of the preacher's face out of his mind. But, after all, Bacon's seizing +of just that instant was a stroke of genius. + +Some one touched him on the arm and he turned. + +"Why--Elder--Mr. Pill, how de do? Sit down. Draw up a chair." + +There was trouble in the preacher's face. "Can I see you, Radbourn, +alone?" + +"Certainly; come right into this room. No one will disturb us there." + +"Now, what can I do for you?" he said, as they sat down. + +"I want to talk to you about--about religion," said Pill, with a little +timid pause in his voice. + +Radbourn looked grave. "I'm afraid you've come to a dangerous man." + +"I want you to tell me what you think. I know you're a student. I want +to talk about my case," pursued the preacher, with a curious hesitancy. +"I want to ask a few questions on things." + +"Very well; sail in. I'll do the best I can," said Radbourn. + +"I've been thinking a good deal since that night. I've come to the +conclusion that I don't believe what I've been preaching. I thought I +did, but I didn't. I don't know _what_ I believe. Seems as if the land +had slid from under my feet. What am I to do?" + +"Say so," replied Radbourn, his eyes kindling. "Say so, and get out of +it. There's nothing worse than staying where you are. What have you +saved from the general land-slide?" + +Pill smiled a little. "I don't know." + +"Want me to cross-examine you and see, eh? Very well, here goes." He +settled back with a smile. "You believe in square dealing between man +and man?" + +"Certainly." + +"You believe in good deeds, candor, and steadfastness?" + +"I do." + +"You believe in justice, equality of opportunity, and in liberty?" + +"Certainly I do." + +"You believe, in short, that a man should do unto others as he'd have +others do unto him; think right and live out his thoughts?" + +"All that I steadfastly believe." + +"Well, I guess your land-slide was mostly imaginary. The face of the +eternal rock is laid bare. You didn't recognize it at first, that's all. +One question more. You believe in getting at truth?" + +"Certainly." + +"Well, truth is only found from the generalizations of facts. Before +calling a thing true, study carefully all accessible facts. Make your +religion practical. The matter-of-fact tone of Bacon would have had no +force if you had been preaching an earnest morality in place of an +antiquated terrorism." + +"I know it, I know it," sighed Pill, looking down. + +"Well, now go back and tell 'em so. And then, if you can't keep your +place preaching what you do believe, get into something else. For the +sake of all morality and manhood, don't go on cursing yourself with +hypocrisy." + +Mr. Pill took a chew of tobacco rather distractedly, and said:-- + +"I'd like to ask you a few questions." + +"No, not now. You think out your present position yourself. Find out +just what you have saved from your land-slide." + +The elder man rose; he hardly seemed the same man who had dominated his +people a few days before. He turned with still greater embarrassment. + +"I want to ask a favor. I'm going back to my family. I'm going to say +something of what you've said, to my congregation--but--I'm in debt--and +the moment they know I'm a backslider, they're going to bear down on me +pretty heavy. I'd like to be independent." + +"I see. How much do you need?" mused Radbourn. + +"I guess two hundred would stave off the worst of them." + +"I guess Brown and I can fix that. Come in again to-night. Or no, I'll +bring it round to you." + +The two men parted with a silent pressure of the hand that meant more +than any words. + +When Mr. Pill told his wife that he could preach no more, she cried, and +gasped, and scolded till she was in danger of losing her breath +entirely. "A guinea-hen sort of a woman" Councill called her. "She can +talk more an' say less 'n any woman I ever see," was Bacon's verdict, +after she had been at dinner at his house. She was a perpetual irritant. + +Mr. Pill silenced her at last with a note of impatience approaching a +threat, and drove away to the Corners to make his confession without +her. It was Saturday night, and Elder Wheat was preaching as he entered +the crowded room. A buzz and mumble of surprise stopped the orator for a +few moments, and he shook hands with Mr. Pill dubiously, not knowing +what to think of it all, but as he was in the midst of a very effective +oratorical scene, he went on. + +The silent man at his side felt as if he were witnessing a burlesque of +himself as he listened to the pitiless and lurid description of torment +which Elder Wheat poured forth,--the same figures and threats he had +used a hundred times. He stirred uneasily in his seat, while the +audience paid so little attention that the perspiring little orator +finally called for a hymn, saying:-- + +"Elder Pill has returned from his unexpected absence, and will exhort in +his proper place." + +When the singing ended, Mr. Pill rose, looking more like himself than +since the previous Sunday. A quiet resolution was in his eyes and voice +as he said:-- + +"Elder Wheat has more right here than I have. I want 'o say that I'm +going to give up my church in Douglass and--" A murmur broke out, which +he silenced with his raised hand. "I find I don't believe any longer +what I've been believing and preaching. Hold on! let me go on. I don't +quite know where I'll bring up, but I think my religion will simmer down +finally to about this: A full half-bushel to the half-bushel and sixteen +ounces to the pound." Here two or three cheered. "Do unto others as +you'd have others do unto you." Applause from several, quickly +suppressed as the speaker went on, Elder Wheat listening as if +petrified, with his mouth open. + +"I'm going out of preaching, at least for the present. After things get +into shape with me again, I may set up to teach people how to live, but +just now I can't do it. I've got all I can do to instruct myself. Just +one thing more. I owe two or three of you here. I've got the money for +William Bacon, James Bartlett, and John Jennings. I turn the mare and +cutter over to Jacob Bensen, for the note he holds. I hain't got much +religion left, but I've got some morality. That's all I want to say +now." + +When he sat down there was a profound hush; then Bacon arose. + +"That's _man's_ talk, that is! An' I jest want 'o say, Andrew Pill, that +you kin jest forgit you owe me anything. An' if ye want any help come to +me. Y're jest gittun' ready to preach, 'n' I'm ready to give ye my +support." + +"That's the talk," said Councill. "I'm with ye on that." + +Pill shook his head. The painful silence which followed was broken by +the effusive voice of Wheat:-- + +"Let us pray--and remember our lost brother." + + * * * * * + +The urgings of the people were of no avail. Mr. Pill settled up his +affairs and moved to Cresco, where he went back into trade with a +friend, and for three years attended silently to his customers, lived +down their curiosity, and studied anew the problem of life. Then he +moved away, and no one knew whither. + +One day last year Bacon met Jennings on the road. + +"Heerd anything o' Pill lately?" + +"No, have you?" + +"Waal, yes. Brown told me he ran acrost him down in Eelinoy, doun' well, +too." + +"In dry goods?" + +"No, preachun'." + +"Preachun'?" + +"So Brown said. Kind of a free-f'r-all church, I reckon, from what Jedge +told me. Built a new church; fills it twice a Sunday. I'd like to hear +him, but he's got t' be too big a gun f'r us. Ben studyun', they say; +went t' school." + +Jennings drove sadly and thoughtfully on. + +"Rather stumps Brother Jennings," laughed Bacon, in a good-humored +growl. + + + + +A DAY OF GRACE + + +Sunday is the day for courtship on the prairie. It has also the piety of +cleanliness. It allows the young man to get back to a self-respecting +sweetness of person, and enables the girls to look as nature intended, +dainty and sweet as posies. + +The change from everyday clothing on the part of young workmen like Ben +Griswold was more than change; it approached transformation. It took +more than courage to go through the change,--it required love. + +Ben arose a little later on Sunday morning than on weekdays, but there +were the chores to do as usual. The horses must be watered, fed, and +curried, and the cows were to milk, but after breakfast Ben threw off +the cares of the hired hand. When he came down from the little garret +into which the hot August sun streamed redly, he was a changed creature. +Clean from tip to toe, newly shaven, wearing a crackling white shirt, a +linen collar and a new suit of store clothes, he felt himself a man +again, fit to meet maidens. + +His partner, being a married man, was slouching around in his tattered +and greasy brown denim overalls. He looked at Ben and grinned. + +"Got a tag on y'rself?" + +"No, why?" + +"Nobod'y know ye, if anything happened on the road. There's thirty +dollars gone to the dogs." He sighed. "Oh, well, you'll get over that, +just as I did." + +"I hope I won't get over liking to be clean," Ben said a little sourly. +"I won't be back to milk." + +"Didn't expect ye. That's the very time o' day the girls are +purtiest,--just about sundown. Better take Rock. I may want the old team +myself." + +Ben hitched up and drove off in the warm bright morning, with wonderful +elation, clean and self-respecting once more. His freshly shaven face +felt cool, and his new suit fitted him well. His heart took on a great +resolution, which was to call upon Grace. + +The thought of her made his brown hands shake, and he remembered how +many times he had sworn to visit her, but had failed of courage, though +it seemed she had invited him by word and look to do so. + +He overtook Milton Jennings on his way along the poplar-lined lane. + +"Hello, Milt, where you bound?" + +Milton glanced up with a curious look in his laughing eyes. From the +pockets of his long linen duster he drew a handful of beautiful scarlet +and yellow Siberian crab-apples. + +"See them crabs?" + +"Yes, I see 'em." + +Milton drew a similar handful out of his left pocket. "See those?" + +"What y' going to do with 'em?" + +"Take 'em home again." + +Something in Milton's voice led him to ask soberly:-- + +"What did you intend doing with 'em?" + +"Present 'em to Miss Cole." + +"Well, why didn't y' do it?" + +Milton showed his white teeth in a smile that was frankly derisive of +himself. + +"Well, when I got over there I found young Conley's sorrel hitched to +one post and Walt Brown's gray hitched to the other. I went in, but I +didn't stay long; in fact, I didn't sit down. I was afraid those +infernal apples would roll out o' my pockets. I was afraid they'd find +out I brought 'em over there for Miss Cole, like the darn fool I was." + +They both laughed heartily. Milton was always as severe upon himself as +upon any one else. + +"That's tough," said Ben, "but climb in, and let's go to Sunday-school." + +Milton got in, and they ate the apples as they rode along. + +The Grove schoolhouse was the largest in the township, and was the only +one with a touch of redeeming grace. It was in a lovely spot; great oaks +stood all about, and back of it the woods grew thick, and a clear creek +gurgled over its limestone bed not far away. + +To Ben and Milton there was a wondrous charm about the Grove +schoolhouse. It was the one place where the boys and girls met in +garments disassociated from toil. Sundays in summer, and on winter +nights at lyceums or protracted meetings, the boys came to see the +girls in their bright dresses, with their clear and (so it seemed) +scornful bright eyes. + +All through the service Ben sat where he could see Grace by turning his +head, but he had not the courage to do so. Once or twice he caught a +glimpse of the curve of her cheek and the delicate lines of her ear, and +a suffocating throb came into his throat. + +He wanted to ask her to go with him down to Cedarville to the Methodist +camp-meeting, but he knew it was impossible. He could not even say "good +day" when she took pains to pass near him after church. He nodded like a +great idiot, all ease and dignity lost, his throat too dry and hot to +utter a sound. + +He cursed his shyness as he went out after his horse. He saw her picking +her dainty way up the road with Conrad Sieger walking by her side. What +made it worse for Ben was a dim feeling that she liked him, and would go +with him if he had the courage to ask her. + +"Well, Ben," said Milton, "it's settled, we go to Rock River to-night to +the camp-meeting. Did you ask Grace?" + +"No, she's going with Con. It's just my blasted luck." + +"That's too bad. Well, come with us. Take Maud." + +As he rode away Ben passed Grace on the road. + +"Going to the camp-meeting, Con?" asked Milton, in merry voice. + +"I guess so," said Conrad, a handsome, but slow-witted German. + +As they went on Ben could have wept. His keener perception told him +there was a look of appeal in Grace's upturned eyes. + +He made a poor companion at dinner, and poor plain Maud knew his mind +was elsewhere. She was used to that and accepted it with a pathetic +attempt to color it differently. + +They got away about five o'clock. + +Ben drove the team, driving took his mind off his weakness and failure; +while Milton in the seclusion of the back seat of the carryall was happy +with Amelia Turner. + +It was growing dark as they entered upon the curving road along the +river which was a relief from the rectangular and sun-smitten roads of +the prairie. They lingered under the great oaks and elms which shaded +them. It would have been perfect Ben thought, if Grace had been beside +him in Maud's place. + +He wondered how he should manage to speak to Grace. There was a time +when it seemed easier. Now the consciousness of his love made the +simplest question seem like the great question of all. + +Other teams were on the road, some returning, some going. A camp-meeting +had come to be an annual amusement, like a circus, and young people from +all over the country drove down on Sundays, as if to some celebration +with fireworks. + +"There's the lane," said Milton. "See that team goin' in?" + +Ben pulled up and they looked at it doubtfully. It looked dangerously +miry. It was quite dark now and Ben said:-- + +"That's a scaly piece of road." + +"Oh, that's all right. Hark!" + +As they listened they could hear the voice of the exhorter nearly a mile +away. It pushed across the cool spaces with a wild and savage sound. The +young people thrilled with excitement. + +Insects were singing in the grass. Frogs with deepening chorus seemed to +announce the coming of night, and above these peaceful sounds came the +wild shouts of the far-off preacher, echoing through the cool green +arches of the splendid grove. + +The girls became silent, as the voice grew louder. + +Lights appeared ahead, and the road led up a slight hill to a gate. Ben +drove on under a grove of oaks, past dimly lighted tents, whose open +flaps showed tumbled beds and tables laden with crockery. Heavy women +were moving about inside, their shadows showing against the tent walls +like figures in a pantomime. + +The young people alighted in curious silence. As they stood a moment, +tying the team, the preacher lifted his voice in a brazen, clanging, +monotonous reiteration of worn phrases. + +"Come to the _Lord_! Come _now_! Come to the _light_! Jesus will give +it! _Now_ is the appointed time,--come to the _light_!" + +From a tent near by arose the groaning, gasping, gurgling scream of a +woman in mortal agony. + +"O my God!" + +It was charged with the most piercing distress. It cut to the heart's +palpitating centre like a poniard thrust. It had murder and outrage in +it. + +The girls clutched Ben and Milton. "Oh, let's go home!" + +"No, let's go and see what it all is." + +The girls hung close to the arms of the young men and they went down to +the tent and looked in. + +It was filled with a motley throng of people, most of them seated on +circling benches. A fringe of careless or scoffing onlookers stood back +against the tent wall. Many of them were strangers to Ben. + +Occasionally a Norwegian farm-hand, or a bevy of young people from some +near district, lifted the flap and entered with curious or laughing or +insolent faces. + +The tent was lighted dimly by kerosene lamps, hung in brackets against +the poles, and by stable lanterns set here and there upon the benches. + +Ben and Milton ushered the girls in and seated them a little way back. +The girls smiled, but only faintly. The undertone of women's cries moved +them in spite of their scorn of it all. + +"What cursed foolishness!" said Ben to Milton. + +Milton smiled, but did not reply. He only nodded toward the exhorter, a +man with a puffy jumble of features and the form of a gladiator, who was +uttering wild and explosive phrases. + +"Oh, my friends! I bless the Lord for the SHALL in the word. You SHALL +get light. You SHALL be saved. Oh, the SHALL in the word! You SHALL be +redeemed!" + +As he grew more excited, his hoarse voice rose in furious screams, as if +he were defying hell's legions. Foam lay on his lips and flew from his +mouth. At every repetition of the word "shall" he struck the desk a +resounding blow with his great palm. + +"He's a hard hitter," said Milton. + +At length he leaped, apparently in uncontrollable excitement, upon the +mourners' bench, and ran up and down close to the listening, moaning +audience. He walked with a furious rhythmic, stamping action, like a +Sioux in the war dance. Wild cries burst from his audience, antiphonal +with his own. + +"He 'SHALL' send light!" + +"_Send Thy arrows, O Lord._" + +"O God, come!" + +"He 'SHALL' keep His word!" + +One old negro woman, fat, powerful, and gloomy, suddenly arose and +uttered a scream that had the dignity and savagery of a mountain lion's +cry. It rang far out into the night. + +The exhorter continued his mad, furious, thumping, barbaric walk. + +Behind him a row of other exhorters sat, a relay ready to leap to his +aid. They urged on the tumult with wild cries. + +"A-men, brother." + +"YES, brother, YES!" clapping their hands in rhythm. + +The exhorter redoubled his fury. He was like a jaded actor rising at +applause, carried out of his self-command. + +Out of the obscure tumult of faces and tossing hands there came at last +certain recognizable features. The people were mainly farming folks of +the more ignorant sort, rude in dress and bearing, hard and bent with +toil. They were recognizably of a class subject to these low forms of +religious excitement which were once well-nigh universal. + +The outer fringe continued to smile scornfully and to jest, yet they +were awed, in a way, by this suddenly revealed deep of barbaric emotion. + +The girls were appalled by the increasing clangor. Milton was amused, +but Ben grew bitter. Something strong came out in him, too. His lip +curled in disgust. + +Suddenly, out of the level space of bowed shoulders, tossing hands, and +frenzied, upturned faces, a young girl leaped erect. She was strong and +handsome, powerful in the waist and shoulders. Her hair was braided like +a child's, and fell down her back in a single strand. Her head was +girlish, but her face looked old and drawn and tortured. + +She moaned pitifully; she clapped her hands with wild gestures, ending +in a quivering motion. The action grew to lightning-like quickness. Her +head seemed to set in its socket. Her whole body stiffened. Gasping +moans came from her clenched teeth as she fell to the ground and rolled +under the seats, wallowing in the muddy straw and beating her feet upon +the ground like a dying partridge. + +The people crowded about her, but the preacher, roared above the +tumult:-- + +"Si' down! Never mind that party. She's all right; she's in the hands of +the Lord!" + +The people settled into their seats, and the wild tumult went on again. +Ben rose to go over where the girl was and the others followed. + +A young man seated by the struggling sinner held her hand and fanned her +with his hat, while some girl friends, scared and sobbing, kept the +tossing limbs covered. She rolled from side to side restlessly, +thrusting forth her tongue as if her throat were dry. She looked like a +dying animal. + +Maud clung to Milton. + +"Oh, can't something be done?" + +"Her soul is burdened for _you_!" cried a wild old woman to the +impassive youth who clung to the frenzied girl's hand. + +A moment later, as the demoniacal chorus of yells, songs, incantations, +shrieks, groans, and prayers swelled high, a farmer's wife on the left +uttered a hoarse cry and stiffened and fell backward upon the ground. +She rolled her head from side to side. Her eyes turned in; her lips wore +a maniac's laugh, and her troubled brow made her look like the death +mask of a tortured murderer, the hell horror frozen on it. + +She sank at last into a hideous calm, with her strained and stiffened +hands pointing weirdly up. She was like marble. She did not move a +hair's breadth during the next two hours. + +Over to the left a young man leaped to his feet with a scream:-- + +"Jesus, _Jesus_, JESUS!" + +The great negress caught him in her arms as he fell, and laid him down, +then leaped up and down, shrieking:-- + +"O Jesus, come. Come, God's Lamb!" + +Around her a dozen women took up her cry. Most of them had no voices. +Their horrifying screams had become hoarse hisses, yet still they +strove. Scores of voices were mixed in the pandemonium of prayer. + +All order was lost. Three of the preachers now stood shouting before the +mourners' bench, two were in the aisles. + +One came down the aisle toward the girl with the braided hair. As he +came he prayed. Foam was on his lips, but his eyes were cool and +calculating; they betrayed him. + +As he came he fixed his gaze upon a woman seated near the prostrate +girl, and with a horrible outcry the victim leaped into the air and +stiffened as if smitten with epilepsy. She fell against some scared +boys, who let her fall, striking her head against the seats. She too +rolled down upon the straw and lay beside her sister. Both had round, +pretty, but childish faces. + +Milton's party retreated. They smiled no more; they were +horror-stricken. + +Squads of "workers" now moved down the aisles; in one they surrounded +two people, a tall, fair girl and a young man. + +"Why, it's Grace!" exclaimed Maud. + +Ben turned quickly, "Where?" + +They pointed her out. + +"She can't get away. See! Oh, boys, don't let them--" + +Ben pushed his way toward her, his face set in a fierce frown, bitter, +desperate. + +Grace stood silently beside one of the elders; a woman exhorter stood +before her. Conrad, overawed, had fallen into a trembling stupor; Grace +was defenseless. + +The elder's hand hovered over her head, on her face a deadly pallor had +settled, her eyes were cast down, she breathed painfully and trembled +from head to foot. She was about to fall, when Ben set his eyes upon +her. + +"Get out o' my way," he shouted, shouldering up the aisle. His words had +oaths, his fists were like mauls. + +"Grace!" he cried, and she heard. She looked up and saw him coming; the +red flamed over her face. + +The power of the preacher was gone. + +"Let me go," she cried, trying to wring herself loose. + +"You are going to hell. You are lost if you do not--" + +"God damn ye. Get out o' way. I'll kill ye if you lay a hand on her." + +With one thrust Ben cleared her tormentor from her arm. For one moment +the wordless young man looked into her eyes; then she staggered toward +him. He faced the preacher. + +"I'd smash hell out o' you for a leather cent," he said. In the tumult +his words were lost, but the look on his face was enough. The exhorter +fell away. + +Their retreat was unnoted in the tumult. At the door they looked back +for an instant at the scene. + +At the mourners' bench were six victims in all stages of induced +catalepsy, one man with head flung back, one with his hands pointing, +fixed in furious appeal. Another with bowed head was being worked upon +by a brother of hypnotic appeal. He struck with downward, positive +gestures on either side of the victim's head. + +Over another the negress towered, screaming with panther-like +ferocity:-- + +"Git under de blood! Git under de blood!" + +As she screamed she struck down at the mourner with her clenched fist. +On her face was the grin of a wildcat. + +Out under the cool, lofty oaks, the outcry was more inexpressibly +hellish, because overhead the wind rustled the sweet green leaves, +crickets were chirping, and the scent of flowering fields of buckwheat +was in the air. + +Grace grew calmer, but she clung with strange weakness to her lover. She +felt he had saved her from something, she did not know what, but it was +something terrifying to look back upon. + +Conrad was forgotten--set aside. Ben bundled him into the carryall and +took his place with Grace. He no longer hesitated, argued, or +apologized. He had claimed his own. + +On the long ride home, Grace lay within his right arm, and the young +man's tongue was unchained. He talked, and his spirit grew tender and +manly and husbandlike, as he told his plans and his hopes. Hell was very +far away, and Heaven was very near. + + + + +LUCRETIA BURNS + +I + + +Lucretia Burns had never been handsome, even in her days of early +girlhood, and now she was middle-aged, distorted with work and +child-bearing, and looking faded and worn as one of the boulders that +lay beside the pasture fence near where she sat milking a large white +cow. + +She had no shawl or hat and no shoes, for it was still muddy in the +little yard, where the cattle stood patiently fighting the flies and +mosquitoes swarming into their skins, already wet with blood. The +evening was oppressive with its heat, and a ring of just-seen +thunderheads gave premonitions of an approaching storm. + +She rose from the cow's side at last, and, taking her pails of foaming +milk, staggered toward the gate. The two pails hung from her lean arms, +her bare feet slipped on the filthy ground, her greasy and faded calico +dress showed her tired and swollen ankles, and the mosquitoes swarmed +mercilessly on her neck and bedded themselves in her colorless hair. + +The children were quarrelling at the well, and the sound of blows could +be heard. Calves were querulously calling for their milk, and little +turkeys, lost in a tangle of grass, were piping plaintively. + +The sun just setting struck through a long, low rift, like a boy peeping +beneath the eaves of a huge roof. Its light brought out Lucretia's face +as she leaned her sallow forehead on the top bar of the gate and looked +toward the west. + +It was a pitifully worn, almost tragic face--long, thin, sallow, +hollow-eyed. The mouth had long since lost the power to shape itself +into a kiss, and had a droop at the corners which seemed to announce a +breaking-down at any moment into a despairing wail. The collarless neck +and sharp shoulders showed painfully. + +She felt vaguely that the night was beautiful. The setting sun, the +noise of frogs, the nocturnal insects beginning to pipe--all in some way +called her girlhood back to her, though there was little in her girlhood +to give her pleasure. Her large gray eyes grew round, deep, and wistful +as she saw the illimitable craggy clouds grow crimson, roll slowly up, +and fire at the top. A childish scream recalled her. + +"Oh, my soul!" she half groaned, half swore, as she lifted her milk and +hurried to the well. Arriving there, she cuffed the children right and +left with all her remaining strength, saying in justification:-- + +"My soul! can't you--you young'uns, give me a minute's peace? Land +knows, I'm almost gone up; washin', an' milkin' six cows, and tendin' +you, and cookin' f'r _him_, ought 'o be enough f'r one day! Sadie, you +let him drink now 'r I'll slap your head off, you hateful thing! Why +can't you behave, when you know I'm jest about dead?" She was weeping +now, with nervous weakness. "Where's y'r pa?" she asked after a moment, +wiping her eyes with her apron. + +One of the group, the one cuffed last, sniffed out, in rage and grief:-- + +"He's in the corn-field; where'd ye s'pose he was?" + +"Good land! why don't the man work all night? Sile, you put that dipper +in that milk agin, an' I'll whack you till your head'll swim! Sadie, le' +go Pet, an' go 'n get them turkeys out of the grass 'fore it gits dark! +Bob, you go tell y'r dad if he wants the rest o' them cows milked he's +got 'o do it himself. I jest can't, and what's more, I _won't_," she +ended, rebelliously. + +Having strained the milk and fed the children, she took some skimmed +milk from the cans and started to feed the calves bawling strenuously +behind the barn. The eager and unruly brutes pushed and struggled to get +into the pails all at once, and in consequence spilt nearly all of the +milk on the ground. This was the last trial; the woman fell down on the +damp grass and moaned and sobbed like a crazed thing. The children came +to seek her and stood around like little partridges, looking at her in +scared silence, till at last the little one began to wail. Then the +mother rose wearily to her feet, and walked slowly back toward the +house. + +She heard Burns threshing his team at the well, with the sound of oaths. +He was tired, hungry, and ill-tempered, but she was too desperate to +care. His poor, overworked team did not move quickly enough for him, +and his extra long turn in the corn had made him dangerous. His eyes +gleamed wrathfully from his dust-laid face. + +"Supper ready?" he growled. + +"Yes, two hours ago." + +"Well, I can't help it!" he said, understanding her reproach. "That +devilish corn is gettin' too tall to plough again, and I've got 'o go +through it to-morrow or not at all. Cows milked?" + +"Part of 'em." + +"How many left?" + +"Three." + +"Hell! Which three?" + +"Spot, and Brin, and Cherry." + +"_Of_ course, left the three worst ones. I'll be damned if I milk a cow +to-night. I don't see why you play out jest the nights I need ye most." +Here he kicked a child out of the way. "Git out o' that! Hain't you got +no sense? I'll learn ye--" + +"Stop that, Sim Burns," cried the woman, snatching up the child. "You're +a reg'lar ol' hyeny,--that's what you are," she added defiantly, roused +at last from her lethargy. + +"You're a--beauty, that's what _you_ are," he said, pitilessly. "Keep +your brats out f'um under my feet." And he strode off to the barn after +his team, leaving her with a fierce hate in her heart. She heard him +yelling at his team in their stalls: "Git around there, damn yeh." + +The children had had their supper; so she took them to bed. She was +unusually tender to them, for she wanted to make up in some way for her +previous harshness. The ferocity of her husband had shown up her own +petulant temper hideously, and she sat and sobbed in the darkness a long +time beside the cradle where little Pet slept. + +She heard Burns come growling in and tramp about, but she did not rise. +The supper was on the table; he could wait on himself. There was an +awful feeling at her heart as she sat there and the house grew quiet. +She thought of suicide in a vague way; of somehow taking her children in +her arms and sinking into a lake somewhere, where she would never more +be troubled, where she could sleep forever, without toil or hunger. + +Then she thought of the little turkeys wandering in the grass, of the +children sleeping at last, of the quiet, wonderful stars. Then she +thought of the cows left unmilked, and listened to them stirring +uneasily in the yard. She rose, at last, and stole forth. She could not +rid herself of the thought that they would suffer. She knew what the +dull ache in the full breasts of a mother was, and she could not let +them stand at the bars all night moaning for relief. + +The mosquitoes had gone, but the frogs and katydids still sang, while +over in the west Venus shone. She was a long time milking the cows; her +hands were so tired she had often to stop and rest them, while the tears +fell unheeded into the pail. She saw and felt little of the external as +she sat there. She thought in vague retrospect of how sweet it seemed +the first time Sim came to see her; of the many rides to town with him +when he was an accepted lover; of the few things he had given her--a +coral breastpin and a ring. + +She felt no shame at her present miserable appearance; she was past +personal pride. She hardly felt as if the tall, strong girl, attractive +with health and hope, could be the same soul as the woman who now sat in +utter despair listening to the heavy breathing of the happy cows, +grateful for the relief from their burden of milk. + +She contrasted her lot with that of two or three women that she knew +(not a very high standard), who kept hired help, and who had fine houses +of four or five rooms. Even the neighbors were better off than she, for +they didn't have such quarrels. But she wasn't to blame--Sim +didn't--Then her mind changed to a dull resentment against "things." +Everything seemed against her. + +She rose at last and carried her second load of milk to the well, +strained it, washed out the pails, and, after bathing her tired feet in +a tub that stood there, she put on a pair of horrible shoes, without +stockings, and crept stealthily into the house. Sim did not hear her as +she slipped up the stairs to the little low unfinished chamber beside +her oldest children. She could not bear to sleep near _him_ that +night,--she wanted a chance to sob herself to quiet. + +As for Sim, he was a little disturbed, but would as soon have cut off +his head as acknowledged himself in the wrong. As he went to bed, and +found her still away, he yelled up the stairway:-- + +"Say, old woman, ain't ye comin' to bed?" Upon receiving no answer he +rolled his aching body into the creaking bed. "Do as y' damn please +about it. If y' want to sulk y' can." And in such wise the family grew +quiet in sleep, while the moist, warm air pulsed with the ceaseless +chime of the crickets. + + +II + + +When Sim Burns woke the next morning he felt a sharper twinge of +remorse. It was not a broad or well-defined feeling--just a sense that +he had been unduly irritable, not that on the whole he was not in the +right. Little Pet lay with the warm June sunshine filling his baby eyes, +curiously content in striking at flies that buzzed around his little +mouth. + +The man thrust his dirty, naked feet into his huge boots, and, without +washing his face or combing his hair, went out to the barn to do his +chores. + +He was a type of the average prairie farmer, and his whole surrounding +was typical of the time. He had a quarter-section of fine level land, +bought with incredible toil, but his house was a little box-like +structure, costing, perhaps, five hundred dollars. It had three rooms +and the ever-present summer kitchen at the back. It was unpainted and +had no touch of beauty,--a mere box. + +His stable was built of slabs and banked and covered with straw. It +looked like a den, was low and long, and had but one door in the end. +The cow-yard held ten or fifteen cattle of various kinds, while a few +calves were bawling from a pen near by. Behind the barn, on the west +and north, was a fringe of willows forming a "wind-break." A few broken +and discouraged fruit trees, standing here and there among the weeds, +formed the garden. In short, he was spoken of by his neighbors as "a +hard-working cuss, and tol'ably well fixed." + +No grace had come or ever could come into his life. Back of him were +generations of men like himself, whose main business had been to work +hard, live miserably, and beget children to take their places when they +died. + +His courtship had been delayed so long on account of poverty that it +brought little of humanizing emotion into his life. He never mentioned +his love-life now, or if he did, it was only to sneer obscenely at it. +He had long since ceased to kiss his wife or even speak kindly to her. +There was no longer any sanctity to life or love. He chewed tobacco and +toiled on from year to year without any very clearly defined idea of the +future. His life was mainly regulated from without. + +He was tall, dark, and strong, in a flat-chested, slouching sort of way, +and had grown neglectful of even decency in his dress. He wore the +American farmer's customary outfit of rough brown pants, hickory shirt, +and greasy wool hat. It differed from his neighbors' mainly in being a +little dirtier and more ragged. His grimy hands were broad and strong as +the clutch of a bear, and he was a "terrible feller to turn off work," +as Councill said. "I'd ruther have Sim Burns work for me one day than +some men three. He's a linger." He worked with unusual speed this +morning, and ended by milking all the cows himself as a sort of savage +penance for his misdeeds the previous evening, muttering in +self-defence:-- + +"Seems 's if ever' cussid thing piles on to me at once. That corn, the +road-tax, and hayin' comin' on, and now _she_ gits her back up--" + +When he went back to the well he sloshed himself thoroughly in the +horse-trough and went to the house. He found breakfast ready, but his +wife was not in sight. The older children were clamoring around the +uninviting breakfast table, spread with cheap ware and with boiled +potatoes and fried salt pork as the principal dishes. + +"Where's y'r ma?" he asked, with a threatening note in his voice, as he +sat down by the table. + +"She's in the bedroom." + +He rose and pushed open the door. The mother sat with the babe in her +lap, looking out of the window down across the superb field of timothy, +moving like a lake of purple water. She did not look around. She only +grew rigid. Her thin neck throbbed with the pulsing of blood to her +head. + +"What's got into you _now_?" he said, brutally. "Don't be a fool. Come +out and eat breakfast with me, an' take care o' y'r young ones." + +She neither moved nor made a sound. With an oath he turned on his heel and +went out to the table. Eating his breakfast in his usual wolfish fashion, +he went out into the hot sun with his team and riding-plough, not a +little disturbed by this new phase of his wife's "cantankerousness." He +ploughed steadily and sullenly all the forenoon, in the terrific heat +and dust. The air was full of tempestuous threats, still and sultry, one +of those days when work is a punishment. When he came in at noon he +found things the same--dinner on the table, but his wife out in the +garden with the youngest child. + +"I c'n stand it as long as _she_ can," he said to himself, in the +hearing of the children, as he pushed back from the table and went back +to work. + +When he had finished the field of corn it was after sundown, and he came +up to the house, hot, dusty, his shirt wringing wet with sweat, and his +neck aching with the work of looking down all day at the corn-rows. His +mood was still stern. The multitudinous lift, and stir, and sheen of the +wide, green field had been lost upon him. + +"I wonder if she's milked them cows," he muttered to himself. He gave a +sigh of relief to find she had. But she had done so not for his sake, +but for the sake of the poor, patient dumb brutes. + +When he went to the bedroom after supper, he found that the cradle and +his wife's few little boxes and parcels--poor, pathetic properties!--had +been removed to the garret, which they called a chamber, and he knew he +was to sleep alone again. + +"She'll git over it, I guess." He was very tired, but he didn't feel +quite comfortable enough to sleep. The air was oppressive. His shirt, +wet in places, and stiff with dust in other places, oppressed him more +than usual; so he rose and removed it, getting a clean one out of a +drawer. This was an unusual thing for him, for he usually slept in the +same shirt which he wore in his day's work; but it was Saturday night, +and he felt justified in the extravagance. + + * * * * * + +In the meanwhile poor Lucretia was brooding over her life in a most +dangerous fashion. All she had done and suffered for Simeon Burns came +back to her till she wondered how she had endured it all. All day long +in the midst of the glorious summer landscape she brooded. + +"I hate him," she thought, with a fierce blazing up through the murk of +her musing. "I hate t' live. But they ain't no hope. I'm tied down. I +can't leave the children, and I ain't got no money. I couldn't make a +living out in the world. I ain't never seen anything an' don't know +anything." + +She was too simple and too unknowing to speculate on the loss of her +beauty, which would have brought her competency once--if sold in the +right market. As she lay in her little attic bed, she was still sullenly +thinking, wearily thinking of her life. She thought of a poor old horse +which Sim had bought once, years before, and put to the plough when it +was too old and weak to work. She could see her again as in a vision, +that poor old mare, with sad head drooping, toiling, toiling, till at +last she could no longer move, and lying down under the harness in the +furrow, groaned under the whip,--and died. + +Then she wondered if her own numbness and despair meant death, and she +held her breath to think harder upon it. She concluded at last, grimly, +that she didn't care--only for the children. + +The air was frightfully close in the little attic, and she heard the low +mutter of the rising storm in the west. She forgot her troubles a +little, listening to the far-off gigantic footsteps of the tempest. + +_Boom_, _boom_, _boom_, it broke nearer and nearer, as if a vast cordon +of cannon was being drawn around the horizon. Yet she was conscious only +of pleasure. She had no fear. At last came the sweep of cool, fragrant +storm-wind, a short and sudden dash of rain, and then in the cool, sweet +hush which followed, the worn and weary woman fell into a deep sleep. + + +III + + +When she woke the younger children were playing about on the floor in +their night-clothes, and little Pet was sitting in a square of sunshine, +intent on one of his shoes. He was too young to know how poor and +squalid his surroundings were,--the patch of sunshine flung on the floor +glorified it all. He--little animal--was happy. + +The poor of the Western prairies lie almost as unhealthily close +together as do the poor of the city tenements. In the small hut of the +peasant there is as little chance to escape close and tainting contact +as in the coops and dens of the North End of proud Boston. In the midst +of oceans of land, floods of sunshine and gulfs of verdure, the farmer +lives in two or three small rooms. Poverty's eternal cordon is ever +round the poor. + +"Ma, why didn't you sleep with Pap last night?" asked Bob, the +seven-year-old, when he saw she was awake at last. She flushed a dull +red. + +"You hush, will yeh? Because--I--it was too warm--and there was a storm +comin'. You never mind askin' such questions. Is he gone out?" + +"Yup. I heerd him callin' the pigs. It's Sunday, ain't it, ma?" + +The fact seemed to startle her. + +"Why, yes, so it is! Wal! Now, Sadie, you jump up an' dress quick 's y' +can, an' Bob an' Sile, you run down an' bring s'm' water," she +commanded, in nervous haste, beginning to dress. In the middle of the +room there was scarce space to stand beneath the rafters. + +When Sim came in for his breakfast he found it on the table, but his +wife was absent. + +"Where's y'r ma?" he asked, with a little less of the growl in his +voice. + +"She's upstairs with Pet." + +The man ate his breakfast in dead silence, till at last Bob ventured to +say:-- + +"What makes ma ac' so?" + +"Shut up!" was the brutal reply. The children began to take sides with +the mother--all but the oldest girl, who was ten years old. To her the +father turned now for certain things to be done, treating her in his +rough fashion as a housekeeper, and the girl felt flattered and docile +accordingly. + +They were pitiably clad; like many farm-children, indeed, they could +hardly be said to be clad at all. Sadie had on but two garments, a sort +of undershirt of cotton and a faded calico dress, out of which her bare, +yellow little legs protruded, lamentably dirty and covered with +scratches. + +The boys also had two garments, a hickory shirt and a pair of pants like +their father's, made out of brown denim by the mother's never-resting +hands--hands that in sleep still sewed, and skimmed, and baked, and +churned. The boys had gone to bed without washing their feet, which now +looked like toads, calloused, brown, and chapped. + +Part of this the mother saw with her dull eyes as she came down, after +seeing the departure of Sim up the road with the cows. It was a +beautiful Sunday morning, and the woman might have sung like a bird if +men had been as kind to her as Nature. But she looked dully out upon the +seas of ripe grasses, tangled and flashing with dew, out of which the +bobolinks and larks sprang. The glorious winds brought her no melody, no +perfume, no respite from toil and care. + +She thought of the children she saw in the town,--children of the +merchant and banker, clean as little dolls, the boys in knickerbocker +suits, the girls in dainty white dresses,--and a vengeful bitterness +sprang up in her heart. She soon put the dishes away, but felt too tired +and listless to do more. + +"Taw-bay-wies! Pet want ta-aw-bay-wies!" cried the little one, tugging +at her dress. + +Listlessly, mechanically she took him in her arms, and went out into the +garden, which was fragrant and sweet with dew and sun. After picking +some berries for him, she sat down on the grass under the row of +cottonwoods, and sank into a kind of lethargy. A kingbird chattered and +shrieked overhead, the grasshoppers buzzed in the grasses, strange +insects with ventriloquistic voices sang all about her--she could not +tell where. + +"Ma, can't I put on my clean dress?" insisted Sadie. + +"I don't care," said the brooding woman, darkly. "Leave me alone." + +Oh, if she could only lie here forever, escaping all pain and weariness! +The wind sang in her ears; the great clouds, beautiful as heavenly +ships, floated far above in the vast, dazzling deeps of blue sky; the +birds rustled and chirped around her; leaping insects buzzed and +clattered in the grass and in the vines and bushes. The goodness and +glory of God was in the very air, the bitterness and oppression of man +in every line of her face. + +But her quiet was broken by Sadie, who came leaping like a fawn down +through the grass. + +"Oh, ma, Aunt Maria and Uncle William are coming. They've jest turned +in." + +"I don't care if they be!" she answered in the same dully irritated way. +"What're they comin' here to-day for, I wan' to know." She stayed there +immovably, till Mrs. Councill came down to see her, piloted by two or +three of the children. Mrs. Councill, a jolly, large-framed woman, +smiled brightly, and greeted her in a loud, jovial voice. She made the +mistake of taking the whole matter lightly; her tone amounted to +ridicule. + +"Sim says you've been having a tantrum, Creeshy. Don't know what for, he +says." + +"He don't," said the wife, with a sullen flash in her eyes. "_He_ don't +know why! Well, then, you just tell him what I say. I've lived in hell +long enough. I'm done. I've slaved here day in and day out f'r twelve +years without pay,--not even a decent word. I've worked like no nigger +ever worked 'r could work and live. I've given him all I had, 'r ever +expect to have. I'm wore out. My strength is gone, my patience is gone. +I'm done with it,--that's a _part_ of what's the matter." + +"My sakes, Lucreeshy! You mustn't talk that way." + +"But I _will_" said the woman, as she supported herself on one palm and +raised the other. "I've _got_ to talk that way." She was ripe for an +explosion like this. She seized upon it with eagerness. "They ain't no +use o' livin' this way, anyway. I'd take poison if it wa'n't f'r the +young ones." + +"Lucreeshy Burns!" + +"Oh, I mean it." + +"Land sakes alive, I b'lieve you're goin' crazy!" + +"I shouldn't wonder if I was. I've had enough t' drive an Indian crazy. +Now you jest go off an' leave me 'lone. I ain't no mind to visit,--they +ain't no way out of it' and I'm tired o' trying to _find_ a way. Go off +an' let me be." + +Her tone was so bitterly hopeless that the great, jolly face of Mrs. +Councill stiffened into a look of horror such as she had not known for +years. The children, in two separate groups, could be heard rioting. +Bees were humming around the clover in the grass, and the kingbird +chattered ceaselessly from the Lombardy poplar tip. Both women felt all +this peace and beauty of the morning dimly, and it disturbed Mrs. +Councill because the other was so impassive under it all. At last, after +a long and thoughtful pause, Mrs. Councill asked a question whose answer +she knew would decide it all--asked it very kindly and softly:-- + +"Creeshy, are you comin' in?" + +"No," was the short and sullenly decisive answer. Mrs. Councill knew +that was the end, and so rose with a sigh, and went away. + +"Wal, good-by," she said, simply. + +Looking back, she saw Lucretia lying at length, with closed eyes and +hollow cheeks. She seemed to be sleeping, half buried in the grass. She +did not look up nor reply to her sister-in-law, whose life was one of +toil and trouble also, but not so hard and helpless as Lucretia's. By +contrast with most of her neighbors, she seemed comfortable. + +"Sim Burns, what you ben doin' to that woman?" she burst out, as she +waddled up to where the two men were sitting under a cottonwood tree, +talking and whittling after the manner of farmers. + +"Nawthin' 's fur 's I know," answered Burns, not quite honestly, and +looking uneasy. + +"You needn't try t' git out of it like that, Sim Burns," replied his +sister. "That woman never got into that fit f'r _nawthin_'." + +"Wal, if you know more about it than I do, whadgy ask _me_ fur?" he +replied, angrily. + +"Tut, tut!" put in Councill, "hold y'r horses! Don't git on y'r ear, +children! Keep cool, and don't spile y'r shirts. Most likely you're all +t' blame. Keep cool an' swear less." + +"Wal, I'll bet Sim's more to blame than she is. Why, they ain't a +harder-workin' woman in the hull State of Ioway than she is--" + +"Except Marm Councill." + +"Except nobody. Look at her, jest skin and bones." + +Councill chuckled in his vast way. "That's so, mother; measured in that +way, she leads over you. You git fat on it." + +She smiled a little, her indignation oozing away. She never "_could_ +stay mad," her children were accustomed to tell her. Burns refused to +talk any more about the matter, and the visitors gave it up, and got out +their team and started for home, Mrs. Councill firing this parting +shot:-- + +"The best thing you can do to-day is t' let her alone. Mebbe the +children 'll bring her round ag'in. If she does come round, you see 't +you treat her a little more 's y' did when you was a-courtin' her." + +"This way," roared Councill, putting his arm around his wife's waist. +She boxed his ears, while he guffawed and clucked at his team. + +Burns took a measure of salt and went out into the pasture to salt the +cows. On the sunlit slope of the field, where the cattle came running +and bawling to meet him, he threw down the salt in handfuls, and then +lay down to watch them as they eagerly licked it up, even gnawing a bare +spot in the sod in their eagerness to get it all. + +Burns was not a drinking man; he was hard-working, frugal; in fact, he +had no extravagances except his tobacco. His clothes he wore until they +all but dropped from him; and he worked in rain and mud, as well as dust +and sun. It was this suffering and toiling all to no purpose that made +him sour and irritable. He didn't see why he should have so little after +so much hard work. + +He was puzzled to account for it all. His mind--the average mind--was +weary with trying to solve an insoluble problem. His neighbors, who had +got along a little better than himself, were free with advice and +suggestion as to the cause of his persistent poverty. + +Old man Bacon, the hardest-working man in the county, laid it to Burns's +lack of management. Jim Butler, who owned a dozen farms (which he had +taken on mortgages), and who had got rich by buying land at government +price and holding for a rise, laid all such cases as Burns's to "lack of +enterprise, foresight." + +But the larger number, feeling themselves in the same boat with Burns, +said:-- + +"I d' know. Seems as if things get worse an' worse. Corn an' wheat +gittin' cheaper 'n' cheaper. Machinery eatin' up profits--got to _have_ +machinery to harvest the cheap grain, an' then the machinery eats up +profits. Taxes goin' up. Devil to pay all round; I d' know what in +thunder _is_ the matter." + +The Democrats said protection was killing the farmers; the Republicans +said no. The Grangers growled about the middle-men; the Greenbackers +said there wasn't circulating medium enough, and, in the midst of it +all, hard-working, discouraged farmers, like Simeon Burns, worked on, +unable to find out what really was the matter. + +And there, on this beautiful Sabbath morning, Sim sat and thought and +thought, till he rose with an oath and gave it up. + + +IV + + +It was hot and brilliant again the next morning as Douglas Radbourn +drove up the road with Lily Graham, the teacher of the school in the +little white schoolhouse. It was blazing hot, even though not yet nine +o'clock, and the young farmers ploughing beside the fence looked +longingly and somewhat bitterly at Radbourn seated in a fine top-buggy +beside a beautiful creature in lace and cambric. + +Very beautiful the town-bred "schoolma'am" looked to those grimy, sweaty +fellows, superb fellows too, physically, with bare red arms and +leather-colored faces. She was as if builded of the pink and white +clouds soaring far up there in the morning sky. So cool, and sweet, and +dainty. + +As she came in sight, their dusty and sweaty shirts grew biting as the +poisoned shirt of the Norse myth, their bare feet in the brown dirt grew +distressingly flat and hoof-like, and their huge, dirty, brown, chapped +and swollen hands grew so repulsive that the mere remote possibility of +some time in the far future standing a chance of having an introduction +to her, caused them to wipe their palms on their trousers' legs +stealthily. + +Lycurgus Banks swore when he saw Radbourn: "That cuss thinks he's ol' +hell this morning. He don't earn his living. But he's just the kind of +cuss to get holt of all the purty girls." + +Others gazed with simple, sad wistfulness upon the slender figure, pale, +sweet face, and dark eyes of the young girl, feeling that to have talk +with such a fairylike creature was a happiness too great to ever be +their lot. And when she had passed they went back to work with a sigh +and feeling of loss. + +As for Lily, she felt a pang of pity for these people. She looked at +this peculiar form of poverty and hardship much as the fragile, tender +girl of the city looks upon the men laying a gas-main in the streets. +She felt, sympathetically, the heat and grime, and, though but the +faintest idea of what it meant to wear such clothing came to her, she +shuddered. Her eyes had been opened to these things by Radbourn, a +classmate at the Seminary. + +The young fellow knew that Lily was in love with him, and made distinct +effort to keep the talk upon impersonal subjects. He liked her very +much, probably because she listened so well. + +"Poor fellows," sighed Lily, almost unconsciously, "I hate to see them +working there in the dirt and hot sun. It seems a hopeless sort of life, +doesn't it?" + +"Oh, but this is the most beautiful part of the year," said Radbourn. +"Think of them in the mud, in the sleet; think of them husking corn in +the snow, a bitter wind blowing; think of them a month later in the +harvest; think of them imprisoned here in winter!" + +"Yes, it's dreadful! But I never felt it so keenly before. You have +opened my eyes to it. Of course, I've been on a farm but not to live +there." + +"Writers and orators have lied so long about 'the idyllic' in farm life, +and said so much about the 'independent American farmer,' that he +himself has remained blind to the fact that he's one of the +hardest-working and poorest-paid men in America. See the houses they +live in,--hovels." + +"Yes, yes, I know," said Lily; a look of deeper pain swept over her +face. "And the fate of the poor women; oh, the fate of the women!" + +"Yes, it's a matter of statistics," went on Radbourn, pitilessly, "that +the wives of the American farmers fill our insane asylums. See what a +life they lead, most of them; no music, no books. Seventeen hours a day +in a couple of small rooms--dens. Now there is Sim Burns! What a +travesty of a home! Yet there are a dozen just as bad in sight. He works +like a fiend--so does his wife--and what is their reward? Simply a hole +to hibernate in and to sleep and eat in in summer. A dreary present and +a well-nigh hopeless future. No, they have a future, if they knew it, +and we must tell them." + +"I know Mrs. Burns," Lily said, after a pause; "she sends several +children to my school. Poor, pathetic little things, half-clad and +wistful-eyed. They make my heart ache; they are so hungry for love, and +so quick to learn." + +As they passed the Burns farm, they looked for the wife, but she was not +to be seen. The children had evidently gone up to the little white +schoolhouse at the head of the lane. Radbourn let the reins fall slack +as he talked on. He did not look at the girl; his eyebrows were drawn +into a look of gloomy pain. + +"It isn't so much the grime that I abhor, nor the labor that crooks +their backs and makes their hands bludgeons. It's the horrible waste of +life involved in it all. I don't believe God intended a man to be bent +to plough-handles like that, but that isn't the worst of it. The worst +of it is, these people live lives approaching automata. They become +machines to serve others more lucky or more unscrupulous than +themselves. What is the world of art, of music, of literature, to these +poor devils,--to Sim Burns and his wife there, for example? Or even to +the best of these farmers?" + +The girl looked away over the shimmering lake of yellow-green corn. A +choking came into her throat. Her gloved hand trembled. + +"What is such a life worth? It's all very comfortable for us to say, +'They don't feel it.' How do we know what they feel? What do we know of +their capacity for enjoyment of art and music? They never have leisure +or opportunity. The master is very glad to be taught by preacher, and +lawyer, and novelist, that his slaves are contented and never feel any +longings for a higher life. These people live lives but little higher +than their cattle--are _forced_ to live so. Their hopes and aspirations +are crushed out, their souls are twisted and deformed just as toil +twists and deforms their bodies. They are on the same level as the city +laborer. The very religion they hear is a soporific. They are taught to +be content here that they may be happy hereafter. Suppose there isn't +any hereafter?" + +"Oh, don't say that, please!" Lily cried. + +"But I don't _know_ that there is," he went on remorselessly, "and I do +know that these people are being robbed of something more than money, of +all that makes life worth living. The promise of milk and honey in +Canaan is all very well, but I prefer to have mine here; then I'm sure +of it." + +"What can we do?" murmured the girl. + +"Do? Rouse these people for one thing; preach _discontent_, a noble +discontent." + +"It will only make them unhappy." + +"No, it won't; not if you show them the way out. If it does, it's better +to be unhappy striving for higher things, like a man, than to be content +in a wallow like swine." + +"But what _is_ the way out?" + +This was sufficient to set Radbourn upon his hobbyhorse. He outlined his +plan of action: the abolition of all indirect taxes, the State control +of all privileges the private ownership of which interfered with the +equal rights of all. He would utterly destroy speculative holdings of +the earth. He would have land everywhere brought to its best use, by +appropriating all ground rents to the use of the state, etc., etc., to +which the girl listened with eager interest, but with only partial +comprehension. + +As they neared the little schoolhouse, a swarm of midgets in pink +dresses, pink sun-bonnets, and brown legs, came rushing to meet their +teacher, with that peculiar devotion the children in the country develop +for a refined teacher. + +Radbourn helped Lily out into the midst of the eager little scholars, +who swarmed upon her like bees on a lump of sugar, till even Radbourn's +gravity gave way, and he smiled into her lifted eyes,--an unusual smile, +that strangely enough stopped the smile on her own lips, filling her +face with a wistful shadow, and her breath came hard for a moment, and +she trembled. + +She loved that cold, stern face, oh, so much! and to have him smile was +a pleasure that made her heart leap till she suffered a smothering pain. +She turned to him to say:-- + +"I am very thankful, Mr. Radbourn, for another pleasant ride," adding in +a lower tone, "it was a very great pleasure; you always give me so much. +I feel stronger and more hopeful." + +"I'm glad you feel so. I was afraid I was prosy with my land doctrine." + +"Oh, no! Indeed no! You have given me a new hope; I am exalted with the +thought; I shall try to think it all out and apply it." + +And so they parted, the children looking on and slyly whispering among +themselves. Radbourn looked back after a while, but the bare white hive +had absorbed its little group, and was standing bleak as a tombstone and +hot as a furnace on the naked plain in the blazing sun. + +"America's pitiful boast!" said the young radical, looking back at it. +"Only a miserable hint of what it might be." + +All that forenoon, as Lily faced her noisy group of barefooted children, +she was thinking of Radbourn, of his almost fierce sympathy for these +poor, supine farmers, hopeless and in some cases content in their narrow +lives. The children almost worshipped the beautiful girl who came to +them as a revelation of exquisite neatness and taste,--whose very voice +and intonation awed them. + +They noted, unconsciously of course, every detail. Snowy linen, touches +of soft color, graceful lines of bust and side, the slender fingers that +could almost speak, so beautifully flexile were they. Lily herself +sometimes, when she shook the calloused, knotted, stiffened hands of the +women, shuddered with sympathetic pain to think that the crowning wonder +and beauty of God's world should be so maimed and distorted from its +true purpose. + +Even in the children before her she could see the inherited results of +fruitless labor, and, more pitiful yet, in the bent shoulders of the +older ones she could see the beginnings of deformity that would soon be +permanent; and as these thoughts came to her, she clasped the wondering +children to her side, with a convulsive wish to make life a little +brighter for them. + +"How is your mother to-day?" she asked of Sadie Burns, as she was eating +her luncheon on the drab-colored table near the open window. + +"Purty well," said Sadie, in a hesitating way. + +Lily was looking out, and listening to the gophers whistling as they +raced to and fro. She could see Bob Burns lying at length on the grass +in the pasture over the fence, his heels waving in the air, his hands +holding a string which formed a snare. It was like fishing to young +Izaak Walton. + +It was very still and hot, and the cheep and trill of the gophers and +the chatter of the kingbirds alone broke the silence. A cloud of +butterflies were fluttering about a pool near; a couple of big flies +buzzed and mumbled on the pane. + +"What ails your mother?" Lily asked, recovering herself and looking at +Sadie, who was distinctly ill at ease. + +"Oh, I dunno," Sadie replied, putting one bare foot across the other. + +Lily insisted. + +"She 'n' pa's had an awful row--" + +"Sadie!" said the teacher, warningly, "what language!" + +"I mean they quarrelled, an' she don't speak to him any more." + +"Why, how dreadful!" + +"An' pa, he's awful cross; and she won't eat when he does, an' I haf to +wait on table." + +"I believe I'll go down and see her this noon," said Lily to herself, as +she divined a little of the state of affairs in the Burns family. + + +V + + +Sim was mending the pasture fence as Lily came down the road toward him. +He had delayed going to dinner to finish his task, and was just about +ready to go when Lily spoke to him. + +"Good morning, Mr. Burns. I am just going down to see Mrs. Burns. It +must be time to go to dinner,--aren't you ready to go? I want to talk +with you." + +Ordinarily he would have been delighted with the idea of walking down +the road with the schoolma'am, but there was something in her look which +seemed to tell him that she knew all about his trouble, and, besides, he +was not in good humor. + +"Yes, in a minnit--soon's I fix up this hole. Them shotes, I b'lieve, +would go through a keyhole, if they could once get their snoots in." + +He expanded on this idea as he nailed away, anxious to gain time. He +foresaw trouble for himself. He couldn't be rude to this sweet and +fragile girl. If a _man_ had dared to attack him on his domestic +shortcomings, he could have fought. The girl stood waiting for him, her +large, steady eyes full of thought, gazing down at him from the shadow +of her broad-brimmed hat. + +"The world is so full of misery anyway, that we ought to do the best we +can to make it less," she said at last, in a musing tone, as if her +thoughts had unconsciously taken on speech. She had always appealed to +him strongly, and never more so than in this softly uttered +abstraction--that it was an abstraction added to its power with him. + +He could find no words for reply, but picked up his hammer and nail-box, +and slouched along the road by her side, listening without a word to her +talk. + +"Christ was patient, and bore with his enemies. Surely we ought to bear +with our--friends," she went on, adapting her steps to his. He took off +his torn straw hat and wiped his face on his sleeve, being much +embarrassed and ashamed. Not knowing how to meet such argument, he kept +silent. + +"How _is_ Mrs. Burns!" said Lily at length, determined to make him +speak. The delicate meaning in the emphasis laid on _is_ did not escape +him. + +"Oh, she's all right--I mean she's done her work jest the same as ever. +I don't see her much--" + +"I didn't know--I was afraid she was sick. Sadie said she was acting +strangely." + +"No, she's well enough--but--" + +"But what is the trouble? Won't you let me help you, _won't_ you?" she +pleaded. + +"Can't anybody help us. We've got 'o fight it out, I s'pose," he +replied, a gloomy note of resentment creeping into his voice. "She's +ben in a devil of a temper f'r a week." + +"Haven't you been in the same kind of a temper too?" demanded Lily, +firmly but kindly. "I think most troubles of this kind come from bad +temper on both sides. Don't you? Have you done your share at being kind +and patient?" + +They had reached the gate now, and she laid her hand on his arm to stop +him. He looked down at the slender gloved hand on his arm, feeling as if +a giant had grasped him; then he raised his eyes to her face, flushing a +purplish red as he remembered his grossness. It seemed monstrous in the +presence of this girl-advocate. Her face was like silver; her eyes +seemed pools of tears. + +"I don't s'pose I have," he said at last, pushing by her. He could not +have faced her glance another moment. His whole air conveyed the +impression of destructive admission. Lily did not comprehend the extent +of her advantage or she would have pursued it further. As it was she +felt a little hurt as she entered the house. The table was set, but Mrs. +Burns was nowhere to be seen. Calling her softly, the young girl passed +through the shabby little living-room to the oven-like bedroom which +opened off it, but no one was about. She stood for a moment shuddering +at the wretchedness of the room. + +Going back to the kitchen, she found Sim about beginning on his dinner. +Little Pet was with him; the rest of the children were at the +schoolhouse. + +"Where is she?" + +"I d' know. Out in the garden, I expect. She don't eat with me now. I +never see her. She don't come near _me_. I ain't seen her since +Saturday." + +Lily was shocked inexpressibly and began to see more clearly the +magnitude of the task she had set herself to do. But it must be done; +she felt that a tragedy was not far off. It must be averted. + +"Mr. Burns, what have you done? What _have_ you done?" she asked in +terror and horror. + +"Don't lay it all to _me_! She hain't done nawthin' but complain f'r ten +years. I couldn't do nothin' to suit her. She was always naggin' me." + +"I don't think Lucretia Burns would nag anybody. I don't say you're +_all_ to blame, but I'm afraid you haven't acknowledged you were _any_ +to blame. I'm afraid you've not been patient with her. I'm going out to +bring her in. If she comes, will you _say_ you were _part_ to blame? You +needn't beg her pardon--just say you'll try to be better. Will you do +it? Think how much she has done for you! Will you?" + +He remained silent, and looked discouragingly rude. His sweaty, dirty +shirt was open at the neck, his arms were bare, his scraggly teeth were +yellow with tobacco, and his uncombed hair lay tumbled about on his +high, narrow head. His clumsy, unsteady hands played with the dishes on +the table. His pride was struggling with his sense of justice; he knew +he ought to consent, and yet it was so hard to acknowledge himself to +blame. The girl went on in a voice piercingly sweet, trembling with pity +and pleading. + +"What word can I carry to her from you? I'm going to go and see her. If +I could take a word from _you_, I know she would come back to the table. +Shall I tell her you feel to blame?" + +The answer was a long time coming; at last the man nodded an assent, the +sweat pouring from his purple face. She had set him thinking; her +victory was sure. + +Lily almost ran out into the garden and to the strawberry patch, where +she found Lucretia in her familiar, colorless, shapeless dress, picking +berries in the hot sun, the mosquitoes biting her neck and hands. + +"Poor, pathetic, dumb sufferer!" the girl thought as she ran up to her. + +She dropped her dish as she heard Lily coming, and gazed up into the +tender, pitying face. Not a word was spoken, but something she saw there +made her eyes fill with tears, and her throat swell. It was pure +sympathy. She put her arms around the girl's neck and sobbed for the +first time since Friday night. Then they sat down on the grass under the +hedge, and she told her story, interspersed with Lily's horrified +comments. + +When it was all told, the girl still sat listening. She heard Radbourn's +calm, slow voice again. It helped her not to hate Burns; it helped her +to pity and understand him. + +"You must remember that such toil brutalizes a man; it makes him +callous, selfish, unfeeling, necessarily. A fine nature must either +adapt itself to its hard surroundings or die. Men who toil terribly in +filthy garments day after day and year after year cannot easily keep +gentle; the frost and grime, the heat and cold, will soon or late enter +into their souls. The case is not all in favor of the suffering wives +and against the brutal husbands. If the farmer's wife is dulled and +crazed by her routine, the farmer himself is degraded and brutalized." + +As well as she could Lily explained all this to the woman, who lay with +her face buried in the girl's lap. Lily's arms were about her thin +shoulders in an agony of pity. + +"It's hard, Lucretia, I know,--more than you can bear,--but you mustn't +forget what Sim endures too. He goes out in the storms and in the heat +and dust. His boots are hard, and see how his hands are all bruised and +broken by his work! He was tired and hungry when he said that--he didn't +really mean it." + +The wife remained silent. + +"Mr. Radbourn says work, as things go now, _does_ degrade a man in spite +of himself. He says men get coarse and violent in spite of themselves, +just as women do when everything goes wrong in the house,--when the +flies are thick, and the fire won't burn, and the irons stick to the +clothes. You see, you both suffer. Don't lay up this fit of temper +against Sim--will you?" + +The wife lifted her head and looked away. Her face was full of hopeless +weariness. + +"It ain't this once. It ain't that 't all. It's having no let-up. Just +goin' the same thing right over 'n' over--no hope of anything better." + +"If you had hope of another world--" + +"Don't talk that. I don't want that kind o' comfert. I want a decent +chance here. I want 'o rest an' be happy _now_." Lily's big eyes were +streaming with tears. What should she say to the desperate woman? +"What's the use? We might jest as well die--all of us." + +The woman's livid face appalled the girl. She was gaunt, heavy-eyed, +nerveless. Her faded dress settled down over her limbs, showing the +swollen knees and thin calves; her hands, with distorted joints, +protruded painfully from her sleeves. All about her was the ever +recurring wealth and cheer of nature that knows no favor,--the bees and +flies buzzing in the sun, the jay and the kingbird in the poplars, the +smell of strawberries, the motion of lush grass, the shimmer of +corn-blades tossed gayly as banners in a conquering army. + +Like a flash of keener light, a sentence shot across the girl's mind: +"Nature knows no title-deed. The bounty of her mighty hands falls as the +sunlight falls, copious, impartial; her seas carry all ships; her air is +for all lips, her lands for all feet." + +"Poverty and suffering such as yours will not last." There was something +in the girl's voice that roused the woman. She turned her dull eyes upon +the youthful face. + +Lily took her hand in both hers as if by a caress she could impart her +own faith. + +"Look up, dear. When nature is so good and generous, man must come to be +better, surely. Come, go in the house again. Sim is there; he expects +you; he told me to tell you he was sorry." Lucretia's face twitched a +little at that, but her head was bent. "Come; you can't live this way. +There isn't any other place to go to." + +No, that was the bitterest truth. Where on this wide earth, with its +forth-shooting fruits and grains, its fragrant lands and shining seas, +could this dwarfed, bent, broken, middle-aged woman go? Nobody wanted +her, nobody cared for her. But the wind kissed her drawn lips as readily +as those of the girl, and the blooms of clover nodded to her as if to a +queen. + +Lily had said all she could. Her heart ached with unspeakable pity and a +sort of terror. + +"Don't give up, Lucretia. This may be the worst hour of your life. Live +and bear with it all for Christ's sake,--for your children's sake. Sim +told me to tell you he was to blame. If you will only see that you are +both to blame and yet neither to blame, then you can rise above it. Try, +dear!" + +Something that was in the girl imparted itself to the wife, +electrically. She pulled herself together, rose silently, and started +toward the house. Her face was rigid, but no longer sullen. Lily +followed her slowly, wonderingly. + +As she neared the kitchen door, she saw Sim still sitting at the table; +his face was unusually grave and soft. She saw him start and shove back +his chair, saw Lucretia go to the stove and lift the tea-pot, and heard +her say, as she took her seat beside the baby:-- + +"Want some more tea?" + +She had become a wife and mother again, but in what spirit the puzzled +girl could not say. + + + + +DADDY DEERING + +I + + +They were threshing on Farmer Jennings's place when Daddy made his very +characteristic appearance. Milton, a boy of thirteen, was gloomily +holding sacks for the measurer, and the glory of the October day was +dimmed by the suffocating dust, and poisoned by the smarting beards and +chaff which had worked their way down his neck. The bitterness of the +dreaded task was deepened also by contrast with the gambols of his +cousin Billy, who was hunting rats with Growler amid the last sheaves of +the stack bottom. The piercing shrieks of Billy, as he clapped his hands +in murderous glee, mingled now and again with the barking of the dog. + +The machine seemed to fill the world with its snarling boom, which +became a deafening yell when the cylinder ran empty for a moment. It was +nearly noon, and the men were working silently, with occasional glances +toward the sun to see how near dinner-time it was. The horses, dripping +with sweat, and with patches of foam under their harness, moved round +and round steadily to the cheery whistle of the driver. + +The wild, imperious song of the bell-metal cog-wheel had sung into +Milton's ears till it had become a torture, and every time he lifted his +eyes to the beautiful far-off sky, where the clouds floated like ships, +a lump of rebellious anger rose in his throat. Why should he work in +this choking dust and deafening noise while the hawks could sail and +sweep from hill to hill with nothing to do but play? + +Occasionally his uncle, the feeder, smiled down upon him, his face black +as a negro, great goggles of glass and wire-cloth covering his merry +eyes. His great good-nature shone out in the flash of his white teeth, +behind his dusky beard, and he tried to encourage Milton with his smile. +He seemed tireless to the other hands. He was so big and strong. He had +always been Milton's boyish hero. So Milton crowded back the tears that +came into his eyes, and would not let his uncle see how childish he was. + +A spectator riding along the road would have remarked upon the lovely +setting for this picturesque scene--the low swells of prairie, shrouded +with faint, misty light from the unclouded sky, the flaming colors of +the trees, the faint sound of cow-bells, and the cheery sound of the +machine. But to be a tourist and to be a toiler in a scene like this are +quite different things. + +They were anxious to finish the setting by noon, and so the feeder was +crowding the cylinder to its limit, rolling the grain in with slow and +apparently effortless swaying from side to side, half buried in the +loose yellow straw. But about eleven o'clock the machine came to a +stand, to wait while a broken tooth was being replaced, and Milton fled +from the terrible dust beside the measuring spout, and was shaking the +chaff out of his clothing, when he heard a high, snappy, nasal voice +call down from the straw-pile. A tall man, with a face completely masked +in dust, was speaking to Mr. Jennings:-- + +"Say, young man, I guess you'll haf to send another man up here. It's +poorty stiff work f'r two; yes, sir, poorty stiff." + +"There, there! I thought you'd cry 'cavy,'" laughed Mr. Jennings. "I +told you it wasn't the place for an old man." + +"Old man," snarled the figure in the straw. "I ain't so old but I can +daown you, sir,--yessir, condemmit, yessir!" + +"I'm your man," replied Jennings, smiling up at him. + +The man rolled down the side of the stack, disappearing in a cloud of +dust and chaff. When he came to light, Milton saw a tall, gaunt old man +of sixty years of age, or older. Nothing could be seen but a dusty +expanse of face, ragged beard, and twinkling, sharp little eyes. His +color was lost, his eyes half hid. Without waiting for ceremony, the men +clenched. The crowd roared with laughter, for though Jennings was the +younger, the older man was a giant still, and the struggle lasted for +some time. He made a gallant fight, but his breath gave out, and he lay +at last flat on his back. + +"I wish I was your age, young man," he said ruefully, as he rose. "I'd +knock the heads o' these young scamps t'gether,--yessir!--I could do it, +too!" + +"Talk's a good dog, uncle," said a young man. + +The old man turned on him so ferociously that he fled. + +"Run, condemn yeh! I own y' can beat me at that." + +His face was not unpleasant, though his teeth were mainly gone, and his +skin the color of leather and wrinkled as a pan of cream. His eyes had a +certain sparkle of fun that belied his rasping voice, which seemed to +have the power to lift a boy clean off his feet. His frame was bent and +thin, but of great height and breadth, bony and tough as hickory. At +some far time vast muscles must have rolled on those giant limbs, but +toil had bent and stiffened him. + +"Never been sick a day 'n my life; no, sir!" he said, in his rapid, +rasping, emphatic way, as they were riding across the stubble to dinner. +"And, by gol! I c'n stand as long at the tail of a stacker as any man, +sir. Dummed if I turn my hand for any man in the state; no, sir; no, +sir! But if I do two men's works, I am goin' to have two men's +pay--that's all, sir!" + +Jennings laughed and said: "All right, uncle. I'll send another man up +there this afternoon." + +The old man seemed to take a morbid delight in the hard and dirty +places, and his endurance was marvellous. He could stand all day at the +tail of a stacker, tirelessly pushing the straw away with an indifferent +air, as if it were all mere play. + +He measured the grain the next day, because it promised to be a noisier +and dustier job than working in the straw, and it was in this capacity +that Milton came to know and to hate him, and to associate him with +that most hated of all tasks, the holding of sacks. To a twelve-year-old +boy it seems to be the worst job in the world. + +All day, while the hawks wheel and dip in the glorious air, and the +trees glow like banks of roses; all day, while the younger boys are +tumbling about the sunlit straw, to be forced to stand holding sacks, +like a convict, was maddening. Daddy, whose rugged features, bent +shoulders, and ragged cap loomed through the suffocating, blinding dust, +necessarily came to seem like the jailer who held the door to freedom. + +And when the dust and noise and monotony seemed the very hardest to +bear, the old man's cackling laugh was sure to rise above the howl of +the cylinder. + +"Nem mind, sonny! Chaff ain't pizen; dust won't hurt ye a mite." And +when Milton was unable to laugh, the old man tweaked his ear with his +leathery thumb and finger. + +Then he shouted long, disconnected yarns, to which Milton could make +neither head nor tail, and which grew at last to be inaudible to him, +just as the steady boom and snarl of the great machine did. Then he fell +to studying the old man's clothes, which were a wonder to him. He spent +a good deal of time trying to discover which were the original sections +of the coat, and especially of the vest, which was ragged and yellow +with age, with the cotton batting working out; and yet Daddy took the +greatest care of it, folding it carefully and putting it away during the +heat of the day out of reach of the crickets. + +One of his peculiarities, as Mrs. Jennings learned on the second day, +was his habit of coming to breakfast. But he always earned all he got, +and more too; and, as it was probable that his living at home was +frugal, Mrs. Jennings smiled at his thrift, and quietly gave him his +breakfast if he arrived late, which was not often. + +He had bought a little farm not far away, and settled down into a mode +of life which he never afterward changed. As he was leaving at the end +of the third day, he said:-- + +"Now, sir, if you want any bootcherin' done, I'm y'r man. I don't turn +m' hand over f'r any man in the state; no, sir! I c'n git a hawg on the +gambrils jest a leetle quicker'n any other man I ever see; yes, sir; by +gum!" + +"All right, uncle; I'll send for you when I'm ready to kill." + + +II + + +Hog-killing was one of the events of a boy's life on a Western farm, and +Daddy was destined to be associated in the minds of Shep and Milton with +another disagreeable job, that of building the fire and carrying water. + +It was very early on a keen, biting morning in November when Daddy came +driving into the yard with his rude, long-runnered sled, one horse half +his length behind the other in spite of the driver's clucking. He was +delighted to catch the boys behind in the preparation. + +"A-a-h-h-r-r-h-h!" he rasped out, "you lazy vagabon's? Why ain't you got +that fire blazin'? What the devil do y' mean, you rascals! Here it is +broad daylight, and that fire not built. I vum, sir, you need a +thrashin', the whole kit an bilun' of ye; yessir! Come, come, come! +hustle now, stir your boots! hustle y'r boots--ha! ha! ha!" + +It was of no use to plead cold weather and damp chips. + +"What has that got to do with it, sir? I vum, sir, when I was your age, +I could make a fire of green red-oak; yessir! Don't talk to me of colds! +Stir your stumps and get warm, sir!" + +The old man put up his horses (and fed them generously with oats), and +then went to the house to ask for "a leetle something hot--mince pie or +sassidge." His request was very modest, but, as a matter of fact, he sat +down and ate a very hearty breakfast, while the boys worked away at the +fire under the big kettle. + +The hired man, under Daddy's direction, drew the bob-sleighs into +position on the sunny side of the corn-crib, and arranged the barrel at +the proper slant, while the old man ground his knives, Milton turning +the grindstone--another hateful task, which Daddy's stories could not +alleviate. + +Daddy never finished a story. If he started in to tell about a horse +trade, it infallibly reminded him of a cattle trade, and talking of +cattle switched him off upon logging, and logging reminded him of some +heavy snow-storm he had known. Each parenthesis outgrew its proper +limits, till he forgot what should have been the main story. His stories +had some compensation, for when he stopped to try to recollect where he +was, the pressure on the grindstone was released. + +At last the water was hot, and the time came to seize the hogs. This was +the old man's great moment. He stood in the pen and shrieked with +laughter while the hired men went rolling, one after the other, upon the +ground, or were bruised against the fence by the rush of the burly +swine. + +"You're a fine lot," he laughed. "Now, then, sir, _grab 'im_! Why don't +ye nail 'im? I vum, sir, if I couldn't do better'n that, sir, I'd sell +out; I would, sir, by gol! Get out o' the way!" + +With a lofty scorn he waved aside all help and stalked like a gladiator +toward the pigs huddled in one corner of the pen. And when the selected +victim was rushing by him, his long arm and great bony hand swept out, +caught him by the ear, and flung him upon his side, squealing with +deafening shrillness. But in spite of his smiling concealment of effort, +Daddy had to lean against the fence and catch his breath even while he +boasted:-- + +"I'm an old codger, sir, but I'm worth--a dozen o' you--spindle-legged +chaps; dum me if I ain't, sir!" + +His pride in his ability to catch and properly kill a hog was as genuine +as the old knight-errant's pride in his ability to stick a knife into +another steel-clothed brigand like himself. When the slain shote was +swung upon the planking on the sled before the barrel, Daddy rested, +while the boys filled the barrel with water from the kettle. + +There was always a weird charm about this stage of the work to the boys. +The sun shone warm and bright in the lee of the corn-crib; the steam +rose up, white and voluminous, from the barrel; the eaves dropped +steadily; the hens ventured near, nervously, but full of curiosity, +while the men laughed and joked with Daddy, starting him off on long +stories, and winking at each other when his back was turned. + +At last he mounted his planking, selecting Mr. Jennings to pull upon the +other handle of the hog-hook. He considered he conferred a distinct +honor in this selection. + +"The time's been, sir, when I wouldn't thank any man for his help. No, +sir, wouldn't thank 'im." + +"What do you do with these things?" asked one of the men, kicking two +iron candlesticks which the old man laid conveniently near. + +"Scrape a hawg with them, sir. What do y' s'pose, you numskull?" + +"Well, I never saw anything--" + +"You'll have a chance mighty quick, sir. Grab ahold, sir! Swing 'im +around--there! Now easy, easy! Now then, one, two; one, two--that's +right." + +While he dipped the porker in the water, pulling with his companion +rhythmically upon the hook, he talked incessantly, mixing up scraps of +stories and boastings of what he could do, with commands of what he +wanted the other man to do. + +"The best man I ever worked with. _Now turn 'im, turn 'im!_" he yelled, +reaching over Jennings's wrist. "Grab under my wrist. There! won't ye +never learn how to turn a hawg? _Now out with 'im!_" was his next wild +yell, as the steaming hog was jerked out of the water upon the planking. +"Now try the hair on them ears! Beautiful scald," he said, clutching his +hand full of bristles and beaming with pride. "Never see anything finer. +Here, Bub, a pail of hot water, quick! Try one of them candlesticks! +They ain't no better scraper than the bottom of an old iron candlestick; +no, sir! Dum your new-fangled scrapers! I made a bet once with old Jake +Ridgeway that I could scrape the hair off'n two hawgs, by gum, quicker'n +he could one. Jake was blowin' about a new scraper he had.... + +"Yes, yes, yes, dump it right into the barrel. Condemmit! Ain't you got +no gumption?... So Sim Smith, he held the watch. Sim was a mighty good +hand t' work with; he was about the only man I ever sawed with who +didn't ride the saw. He could jerk a crosscut saw.... Now let him in +again, now, _he-ho_, once again! _Rool him over now_; that foreleg needs +a tech o' water. Now out with him again; that's right, that's right! By +gol, a beautiful scald as ever I see!" + +Milton, standing near, caught his eye again. "Clean that ear, sir! What +the devil you standin' there for?" He returned to his story after a +pause. "A--n--d Jake, he scraped away--_hyare_!" he shouted suddenly, +"don't ruggle the skin like that! Can't you see the way I do it? Leave +it smooth as a baby, sir--yessir!" + +He worked on in this way all day, talking unceasingly, never shirking a +hard job, and scarcely showing fatigue at any moment. + +"I'm short o' breath a leetle, that's all; never git tired, but my wind +gives out. Dum cold got on me, too." + +He ate a huge supper of liver and potatoes, still working away hard at +an ancient horse trade, and when he drove off at night, he had not yet +finished a single one of the dozen stories he had begun. + + +III + + +But pitching grain and hog-killing were on the lower levels of his art, +for above all else Daddy loved to be called upon to play the fiddle for +dances. He "officiated" for the first time at a dance given by one of +the younger McTurgs. They were all fiddlers themselves,--had been for +three generations,--but they seized the opportunity of helping Daddy and +at the same time of relieving themselves of the trouble of furnishing +the music while the rest danced. + +Milton attended this dance, and saw Daddy for the first time earning his +money pleasantly. From that time on the associations around his +personality were less severe, and they came to like him better. He came +early, with his old fiddle in a time-worn white-pine box. His hair was +neatly combed to the top of his long, narrow head, and his face was very +clean. The boys all greeted him with great pleasure, and asked him where +he would sit. + +"Right on that table, sir; put a chair up there." + +He took his chair on the kitchen-table as if it were a throne. He wore +huge moccasins of moose-hide on his feet, and for special occasions like +this added a paper collar to his red woollen shirt. He took off his coat +and laid it across his chair for a cushion. It was all very funny to the +young people, but they obeyed him laughingly, and while they "formed +on," he sawed his violin and coaxed it up to concert pitch, and twanged +it and banged it into proper tunefulness. + +"A-a-a-ll ready there!" he rasped out, with prodigious force. "Everybody +git into his place!" Then, lifting one huge foot, he put the fiddle +under his chin, and, raising his bow till his knuckles touched the +strings, he yelled, "Already, G'LANG!" and brought his foot down with a +startling bang on the first note. _Rye doodle duo, doodle doo_. + +As he went on and the dancers fell into rhythm, the clatter of heavy +boots seemed to thrill him with old-time memories, and he kept +boisterous time with his foot, while his high, rasping nasal rang high +above the confusion of tongues and heels and swaying forms. + +"_Ladies_' gran' change! Four hands round! _Balance_ all! _Elly_-man +left! Back to play-cis." + +His eyes closed in a sort of intoxication of pleasure, but he saw all +that went on in some miraculous way. + +"_First_ lady lead to the right--_toodle rum rum!_ _Gent_ foller after +(step along thar)! Four hands round--" + +The boys were immensely pleased with him. They delighted in his antics +rather than in his tunes, which were exceedingly few and simple. They +seemed never to be able to get enough of one tune which he called +"Honest John," and which he played in his own way, accompanied by a +chant which he meant, without a doubt, to be musical. + +"HON-ers tew your pardners--_tee teedle deedle dee dee dee dee_! Stand +up straight an' put on your style! _Right_ an' left four--" + +The hat was passed by the floor-manager during the evening, and Daddy +got nearly three dollars, which delighted Milton very much. + +At supper he insisted on his prerogative, which was to take the +prettiest girl out to supper. + +"Look-a-here, Daddy, ain't that crowdin' the mourners?" objected the +others. + +"What do you mean by that, sir? No, sir! Always done it, in Michigan and +Yark State both; yes, sir." + +He put on his coat ceremoniously, while the tittering girls stood about +the room waiting. He did not delay. His keen eyes had made selection +long before, and, approaching Rose Watson with old-fashioned, elaborate +gallantry, he said: "_May_ I have the pleasure?" and marched out +triumphantly, amidst shouts of laughter. + +His shrill laugh rang high above the rest at the table, as he said: "I'm +the youngest man in this crowd, sir! Demmit, I bet a hat I c'n dance +down any man in this crowd; yes, sir. The old man can do it yet." + +They all took sides in order to please him. + +"I'll bet he can," said Hugh McTurg; "I'll bet a dollar on Daddy." + +"I'll take the bet," said Joe Randall, and with great noise the match +was arranged to come the first thing after supper. + +"All right, sir; any time, sir. I'll let you know the old man is on +earth yet." + +While the girls were putting away the supper dishes, the young man lured +Daddy out into the yard for a wrestling-match, but some others objected. + +"Oh, now, that won't do! If Daddy was a young man--" + +"What do you mean, sir? I am young enough for you, sir. Just let me get +ahold o' you, sir, and I'll show you, you young rascal! you dem +jackanapes!" he ended, almost shrieking with rage, as he shook his fist +in the face of his grinning tormentors. + +His friends held him back with much apparent alarm, and ordered the +other fellows away. + +"There, there, Daddy, I wouldn't mind him! I wouldn't dirty my hands on +him; he ain't worth it. Just come inside, and we'll have that +dancing-match now." + +Daddy reluctantly returned to the house, and, having surrendered his +violin to Hugh McTurg, was ready for the contest. As he stepped into the +middle of the room he was not altogether ludicrous. His rusty trousers +were bagged at the knee, and his red woollen stockings showed between +the tops of his moccasins and his pantaloon legs, and his coat, utterly +characterless as to color and cut, added to the stoop in his shoulders; +and yet there was a rude sort of grace and a certain dignity about his +bearing which kept down laughter. They were to have a square dance of +the old-fashioned sort. + +"_Farrm_ on," he cried, and the fiddler struck up the first note of the +Virginia Reel. Daddy led out Rose, and the dance began. He straightened +up till his tall form towered above the rest of the boys like a +weather-beaten pine tree, as he balanced and swung and led and called +off the changes with a voice full of imperious command. + +The fiddler took a malicious delight toward the last in quickening the +time of the good old dance, and that put the old man on his mettle. + +"Go it, ye young rascal!" he yelled. He danced like a boy and yelled +like a demon, catching a laggard here and there, and hurling them into +place like tops, while he kicked and stamped, wound in and out and waved +his hands in the air with a gesture which must have dated back to the +days of Washington. At last, flushed, breathless, but triumphant, he +danced a final breakdown to the tune of "Leather Breeches," to show he +was unsubdued. + + +IV + + +But these rare days passed away. As the country grew older it lost the +wholesome simplicity of pioneer days, and Daddy got a chance to play but +seldom. He no longer pleased the boys and girls--his music was too +monotonous and too simple. He felt this very deeply. Once in a while he +broke forth in protest against the changes. + +"The boys I used to trot on m' knee are gittin' too high-toned. They +wouldn't be found dead with old Deering, and then the preachers are +gittin' thick, and howlin' agin dancin', and the country's filling up +with Dutchmen, so't I'm left out." + +As a matter of fact, there were few homes now where Daddy could sit on +the table, in his ragged vest and rusty pantaloons, and play "Honest +John," while the boys thumped about the floor. There were few homes +where the old man was even a welcome visitor, and he felt this rejection +keenly. The women got tired of seeing him about, because of his +uncleanly habits of spitting, and his tiresome stories. Many of the old +neighbors died or moved away, and the young people went West or to the +cities. Men began to pity him rather than laugh at him, which hurt him +more than their ridicule. They began to favor him at threshing or at the +fall hog-killing. + +"Oh, you're getting old, Daddy; you'll have to give up this heavy work. +Of course, if you feel able to do it, why, all right! Like to have you +do it, but I guess we'll have to have a man to do the heavy lifting, I +s'pose." + +"I s'pose not, sir! I am jest as able to yank a hawg as ever, sir; yes, +sir, demmit--demmit! Do you think I've got one foot in the grave?" + +Nevertheless, Daddy often failed to come to time on appointed days, and +it was painful to hear him trying to explain, trying to make light of it +all. + +"M' caugh wouldn't let me sleep last night. A goldum leetle, nasty, +ticklin' caugh, too; but it kept me awake, fact was, an'--well, m' wife, +she said I hadn't better come. But don't you worry, sir; it won't happen +again, sir; no, sir." + +His hands got stiffer year by year, and his simple tunes became +practically a series of squeaks and squalls. There came a time when the +fiddle was laid away almost altogether, for his left hand got caught in +the cog-wheels of the horse-power, and all four of the fingers on that +hand were crushed. Thereafter he could only twang a little on the +strings. It was not long after this that he struck his foot with the axe +and lamed himself for life. + +As he lay groaning in bed, Mr. Jennings went in to see him and tried to +relieve the old man's feelings by telling him the number of times he had +practically cut his feet off, and said he knew it was a terrible hard +thing to put up with. + +"Gol dummit, it ain't the pain," the old sufferer yelled, "it's the dum +awkwardness. I've chopped all my life; I can let an axe in up to the +maker's name, and hew to a hair-line; yes, sir! It was jest them dum new +mittens my wife made; they was s' slippery," he ended with a groan. + +As a matter of fact, the one accident hinged upon the other. It was the +failure of his left hand, with its useless fingers, to do its duty, that +brought the axe down upon his foot. The pain was not so much physical as +mental. To think that he, who could hew to a hair-line, right and left +hand, should cut his own foot like a ten-year-old boy--that scared him. +It brought age and decay close to him. For the first time in his life +he felt that he was fighting a losing battle. + +A man like this lives so much in the flesh, that when his limbs begin to +fail him everything else seems slipping away. He had gloried in his +strength. He had exulted in the thrill of his life-blood and in the +swell of his vast muscles; he had clung to the idea that he was strong +as ever, till this last blow came upon him, and then he began to think +and to tremble. + +When he was able to crawl about again, he was a different man. He was +gloomy and morose, snapping and snarling at all that came near him, like +a wounded bear. He was alone a great deal of the time during the winter +following his hurt. Neighbors seldom went in, and for weeks he saw no +one but his hired hand, and the faithful, dumb little old woman, his +wife, who moved about without any apparent concern or sympathy for his +suffering. The hired hand, whenever he called upon the neighbors, or +whenever questions were asked, said that Daddy hung around over the +stove most of the time, paying no attention to any one or anything. "He +ain't dangerous 't all," he said, meaning that Daddy was not dangerously +ill. + +Milton rode out from school one winter day with Bill, the hand, and was +so much impressed with his story of Daddy's condition that he rode home +with him. He found the old man sitting bent above the stove, wrapped in +a quilt, shivering and muttering to himself. He hardly looked up when +Milton spoke to him, and seemed scarcely to comprehend what he said. + +Milton was much alarmed at the terrible change, for the last time he had +seen him he had towered above him, laughingly threatening to "warm his +jacket," and now here he sat, a great hulk of flesh, his mind flickering +and flaring under every wind of suggestion, soon to go out altogether. + +In reply to questions he only muttered with a trace of his old spirit: +"I'm all right. Jest as good a man as I ever was, only I'm cold. I'll be +all right when spring comes, so 't I c'n git outdoors. Somethin' to warm +me up, yessir; I'm cold, that's all." + +The young fellow sat in awe before him, but the old wife and Bill moved +about the room, taking very little interest in what the old man said or +did. Bill at last took down the violin. "I'll wake him up," he said. +"This always fetches the old feller. Now watch 'im." + +"Oh, don't do that!" Milton said in horror. But Bill drew the bow across +the strings with the same stroke that Daddy always used when tuning up. + +He lifted his head as Bill dashed into "Honest John," in spite of +Milton's protest. He trotted his feet after a little and drummed with +his hands on the arms of his chair, then smiled a little in a pitiful +way. Finally he reached out his right hand for the violin and took it +into his lap. He tried to hold the neck with his poor, old, mutilated +left hand, and burst into tears. + +"Don't you do that again, Bill," Milton said. "It's better for him to +forget that. Now you take the best care of him you can to-night. I don't +think he's going to live long; I think you ought to go for the doctor +right off." + +"Oh, he's been like this for the last two weeks; he ain't sick, he's +jest old, that's all," replied Bill, brutally. + +And the old lady, moving about without passion and without speech, +seemed to confirm this; and yet Milton was unable to get the picture of +the old man out of his mind. He went home with a great lump in his +throat. + + * * * * * + +The next morning, while they were at breakfast, Bill burst wildly into +the room. + +"Come over there, all of you; we want you." + +They all looked up much scared. "What's the matter, Bill?" + +"Daddy's killed himself," said Bill, and turned to rush back, followed +by Mr. Jennings and Milton. + +While on the way across the field Bill told how it all happened. + +"He wouldn't go to bed, the old lady couldn't make him, and when I got +up this morning I didn't think nothin' about it. I s'posed, of course, +he'd gone to bed all right; but when I was going out to the barn I +stumbled across something in the snow, and I felt around, and there he +was. He got hold of my revolver someway. It was on the shelf by the +washstand, and I s'pose he went out there so 't we wouldn't hear him. I +dassn't touch him," he said, with a shiver; "and the old woman, she jest +slumped down in a chair an' set there--wouldn't do a thing--so I come +over to see you." + +Milton's heart swelled with remorse. He felt guilty because he had not +gone directly for the doctor. To think that the old sufferer had killed +himself was horrible and seemed impossible. + +The wind was blowing the snow, cold and dry, across the yard, but the +sun shone brilliantly upon the figure in the snow as they came up to it. +There Daddy lay. The snow was in his scant hair and in the hollow of his +wide, half-naked chest. A pistol was in his hand, but there was no mark +upon him, and Milton's heart leaped with quick relief. It was delirium, +not suicide. + +There was a sort of majesty in the figure half buried in the snow. His +hands were clenched, and there was a frown of resolution on his face, as +if he had fancied Death coming, and had gone defiantly forth to meet +him. + + +A STOP-OVER AT TYRE + +I + + +Albert Lohr was studying the motion of the ropes and lamps, and +listening to the rumble of the wheels and the roar of the ferocious wind +against the pane of glass that his head touched. It was the midnight +train from Marion rushing toward Warsaw like some savage thing +unchained, creaking, shrieking, and clattering through the wild storm +which possessed the whole Mississippi Valley. + +Albert lost sight of the lamps at last, and began to wonder what his +future would be. "First I must go through the university at Madison; +then I'll study law, go into politics, and perhaps some time I may go to +Washington." + +In imagination he saw that wonderful city. As a Western boy, Boston to +him was historic, New York was the great metropolis, but Washington was +the great American city, and political greatness the only fame. + +The car was nearly empty: save here and there the wide-awake Western +drummer, and a woman with four fretful children, the train was as +deserted as it was frightfully cold. The engine shrieked warningly at +intervals, the train rumbled hollowly over short bridges and across +pikes, swung round the hills, and plunged with wild warnings past little +towns hid in the snow, with only here and there a light shining dimly. + +One of the drummers now and then rose up from his cramped bed on the +seats, and swore cordially at the railway company for not heating the +cars. The woman with the children inquired for the tenth time, "Is the +next station Lodi?" + +"Yes, ma'am, it is," snarled the drummer, as he jerked viciously at the +strap on his valise; "and darned glad I am, too, I can tell yeh! I'll be +stiff as a car-pin if I stay in this infernal ice-chest another hour. I +wonder what the company think--" + +At Lodi several people got on, among them a fat man with a pretty +daughter, who appeared to be abnormally wide awake--considering the time +of night. She saw Albert for the same reason that he saw her--they were +both young and good-looking. + +The student began his musings again, modified by this girl's face. He +had left out the feminine element; obviously he must recapitulate. He'd +study law, yes; but that would not prevent going to sociables and church +fairs. And at these fairs the chances were good for a meeting with a +girl. Her father must be influential--county judge or district attorney. +Marriage would open new avenues-- + +He was roused by the sound of his own name. + +"Is Albert Lohr in this car?" shouted the brakeman, coming in, enveloped +in a cloud of fine snow. + +"Yes, here!" called Albert. + +"Here's a telegram for you." + +Albert snatched the envelope with a sudden fear of disaster at home; but +it was dated "Tyre": + + "Get off at Tyre. I'll be there. + "HARTLEY." + +"Well, now, that's fun!" said Albert, looking at the brakeman. "When do +we reach there?" + +"About 2.20." + +"Well, by thunder! A pretty time o' night!" + +The brakeman grinned sympathetically. "Any answer?" he asked, at length. + +"No; that is, none that will do the matter justice." + +"Hartley friend o' yours?" + +"Yes; know him?" + +"Yes; he boarded where I did in Warsaw." + +When he came back again, the brakeman said to Albert, in a hesitating +way: + +"Ain't going t' stop off long, I s'pose?" + +"May an' may not; depends on Hartley. Why?" + +"Well, I've got an aunt there that keeps boarders, and I kind o' like t' +send her one when I can. If you should happen to stay a few days, go an' +see her. She sets up first-class grub, an' it wouldn't kill anybody, +anyhow, if you went up an' called." + +"Course not. If I stay long enough to make it pay I'll look her up sure. +I'm no Vanderbilt. I can't afford to stop at two-dollar-a-day hotels." + +The brakeman sat down opposite, encouraged by Albert's smile. + +"Y' see, my division ends at Warsaw, and I run back and forth here every +other day, but I don't get much chance to see them, and I ain't worth a +cuss f'r letter-writin'. Y' see, she's only aunt by marriage, but I like +her; an' I guess she's got about all she can stand up under, an' so I +like t' help her a little when I can. The old man died owning nothing +but the house, an' that left the old lady t' rustle f'r her livin'. +Dummed if she ain't sandy as old Sand. They're gitt'n' along purty--" + +The whistle blew for brakes, and, seizing his lantern, the brakeman +slammed out on the platform. + +"Tough night for twisting brakes," suggested Albert, when he came in +again. + +"Yes--on the freight." + +"Good heavens! I should say so. They don't run freight such nights as +this?" + +"Don't they? Well, I guess they don't stop for a storm like this if +they's any money to be made by sending her through. Many's the night +I've broke all night on top of the old wooden cars, when the wind was +sharp enough to shear the hair off a cast-iron mule--_woo-o-o!_ There's +where you need grit, old man," he ended, dropping into familiar speech. + +"Yes; or need a job awful bad." + +The brakeman was struck with this idea. "There's where you're right. A +fellow don't take that kind of a job for the fun of it. Not much! He +takes it because he's got to. That's as sure's you're a foot high. I +tell you, a feller's got t' rustle these days if he gits any kind of a +job--" + +"_Toot, too-o-o-o-t, toot!_" + +The station passed, the brakeman did not return, perhaps because he +found some other listener, perhaps because he was afraid of boring this +pleasant young fellow. + +Albert shuddered with a sympathetic pain as he thought of the heroic +fellows on the tops of icy cars, with hands straining at frosty brakes, +the wind cutting their faces like a sand-blast. Oh, those tireless hands +at the wheel and throttle!-- + +He looked at his watch; it was two o'clock; the next station was Tyre. +As he began to get his things together, the brakeman again addressed +him: + +"Oh, I forgot to say that the old lady's name is Welsh--Mrs. Robert +Welsh. Say I sent yeh, and it'll be all right." + +"Sure! I'll try her in the morning--that is, if I find out I'm going to +stay." + +Albert clutched his valise, and pulled his cap firmly down on his head. + +"Here goes!" he muttered. + +"Hold y'r breath!" shouted the brakeman. Albert swung himself to the +platform before the station--a platform of planks along which the snow +was streaming like water. + +"Good-night!" shouted the brakeman. + +"_Good_-night!" + +"All-l abo-o-o-ard!" called the conductor somewhere in the storm. The +brakeman swung his lantern, the train drew off into the blinding whirl, +and its lights were soon lost in the clouds of snow. + +No more desolate place could well be imagined. A level plain, apparently +bare of houses, swept by a ferocious wind; a dingy little den called a +station--no other shelter in sight; no sign of life save the dull glare +of two windows to the left, alternately lost and found in the storm. + +Albert's heart contracted with a sudden fear; the outlook was appalling. + +"Where's the town?" he asked of a dimly seen figure with a lantern--a +man evidently locking the station door, his only refuge. + +"Over there," was the surly reply. + +"How far?" + +"'Bout a mile." + +"A mile!" + +"That's what I said--a mile." + +"Well, I'll be blanked!" + +"Well, y' better be doing something besides standing here, 'r y' 'll +freeze t' death. I'd go over to the Arteeshun House an' go t' bed if I +was in your fix." + +"Well, where _is_ the Artesian House?" + +"See them lights?" + +"I see them lights." + +"Well, they're it." + +"Oh, wouldn't your grammar make Old Grammaticuss curl up, though!" + +"What say?" queried the man bending his head toward Albert, his form +being almost lost in the snow that streamed against them both. + +"I said I guessed I'd try it," grinned the youth, invisibly. + +"Well, I would if I was in your fix. Keep right close after me; they's +some ditches here, and the foot-bridges are none too wide." + +"The Artesian is owned by the railway, eh?" + +"Yup." + +"And you're the clerk?" + +"Yup; nice little scheme, ain't it?" + +"Well, it'll do," replied Albert. + +The man laughed without looking around. + +In the little bar-room, lighted by a vilely smelling kerosene lamp, the +clerk, hitherto a shadow and a voice, came to light as a middle-aged man +with a sullen face slightly belied by a sly twinkle in his eyes. + +"This beats all the winters I ever _did_ see. It don't do nawthin' but +blow, _blow_. Want to go to bed, I s'pose. Well, come along." + +He took up one of the absurd little lamps and tried to get more light +out of it. + +"Dummed if a white bean wouldn't be better." + +"Spit on it!" suggested Albert. + +"I'd throw the whole business out o' the window for a cent!" growled the +man. + +"Here's y'r cent," said the boy. + +"You're mighty frisky f'r a feller gitt'n' off'n a midnight train," +replied the man, as he tramped along a narrow hallway. He spoke in a +voice loud enough to awaken every sleeper in the house. + +"Have t' be, or there'd be a pair of us." + +"You'll laugh out o' the other side o' y'r mouth when you saw away on +one o' the bell-collar steaks this house puts up," ended the clerk, as +he put the lamp down. + +"Sufficient unto the morn is the evil thereof,'" called Albert after +him. + +He was awakened the next morning by the cooks pounding steak down in the +kitchen and wrangling over some division of duty. It was a vile place at +any time, but on a morning like this it was appalling. The water was +frozen, the floor like ice, the seven-by-nine glass frosted so that he +couldn't see to comb his hair. + +"All that got me out of bed," he remarked to the clerk, "was the thought +of leaving." + +The breakfast was incredibly bad--so much worse than he expected that +Albert was forced to admit he had never seen its like. He fled from the +place without a glance behind, and took passage in an omnibus for the +town, a mile away. It was terribly cold, the thermometer registering +twenty below zero; but the sun was very brilliant, and the air still. + +The driver pulled up before a very ambitious wooden hotel entitled "The +Eldorado," and Albert dashed in at the door and up to the stove, with +both hands covering his ears. + +As he stood there, frantic with pain, kicking his toes and rubbing his +hands, he heard a chuckle--a slow, sly, insulting chuckle--turned, and +saw Hartley standing in the doorway, visibly exulting over his misery. + +"Hello, Bert! that you?" + +"What's left of me. Say, you're a good one, you are? Why didn't you +telegraph me at Marion? A deuce of a night I've had of it!" + +"Do ye good," laughed Hartley, a tall, alert, handsome fellow nearly +thirty years of age. + +After a short and vigorous "blowing up," Albert asked: "Well, now, +what's the meaning of all this, anyhow? Why this change from Racine?" + +"Well, you see, I got wind of another fellow going to work this county +for a _Life of Logan_, and thinks I, 'By jinks! I'd better drop in ahead +of him with Blaine's _Twenty Tears_.' I telegraphed f'r territory, got +it, and telegraphed to stop you." + +"You did it. When did you come down?" + +"Last night, six o'clock." + +Albert was getting warmer and better-natured. + +"Well, I'm here; what are you going t' do with me?" + +"I'll use you some way. First thing is to find a boarding-place where we +can work in a couple o' books on the bill." + +"Well, I don't know about that, but I'm going to look up a place a +brakeman gave me a pointer on." + +"All right; here goes!" + +Scarcely any one was stirring on the streets. The wind was pitilessly +cold, though not strong. The snow under their feet cried out with a note +like glass and steel. The windows of the stores were thick with frost, +and Albert shivered with a sense of homelessness. He had never +experienced anything like this before. "I don't want much of this," he +muttered, through his scarf. + +Mrs. Welsh lived in a large frame house standing on the edge of a bank, +and as the young men waited at the door they could look down on the +meadow-land, where the river lay blue and hard as steel. + +A pale little girl, ten or twelve years of age, opened the door. + +"Is this where Mrs. Welsh lives?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Will you ask her to come here a moment?" + +"Yes, sir," piped the little one. "Won't you come in and sit down by the +fire?" she added, with a quaint air of hospitality. + +The room was the usual village sitting-room. A cylinder heater full of +wood stood at one side of it. A rag carpet, much faded, covered the +floor. The paper on the wall was like striped candy, and the chairs were +nondescript; but everything was clean--worn more with brushing than with +use. + +A slim woman of fifty, with hollow eyes and a patient smile, came in, +wiping her hands on her apron. + +"How d'ye do? Did you want to see me?" + +"Yes," said Hartley, smiling. "The fact is, we're book agents, and +looking for a place to board." + +"Well--a--I--yes, I keep boarders." + +"I was sent here by a brakeman on the midnight express," put in Bert, + +"Oh, Tom," said the woman, her face clearing. "Tom's always sending us +people. Why, yes; I've got room for you, I guess--this room here." She +pushed open a folding door leading into what had been her parlor. + +"You can have this." + +"And the price?" + +"Four dollars." + +"Eight dollars f'r the two of us. All right; we'll be with you a week or +two if we have luck." + +Mrs. Welsh smiled. "Excuse me, won't you? I've got to be at my baking; +make y'rselves at home." + +Bert remarked how much she looked like his own mother in the back. She +had the same tired droop in the shoulders, the same colorless dress, +characterless with much washing. + +"Certainly. I feel at home already," replied Bert. "Now, Jim," he said, +after she left the room, "I'm going t' stay right here while you go and +order our trunks around--just t' pay you off f'r last night." + +"All right," said Hartley cheerily, going out. + +After getting warm, Bert returned to the sitting-room, and sat down at +the parlor organ and played a gospel hymn or two from the Moody and +Sankey hymnal. He was in the midst of the chorus of _Let Your Lower +Lights_, etc., when a young woman entered the room. She had a +whisk-broom in her hand, and stood a picture of gentle surprise. Bert +wheeled about on his stool. + +"I thought it was Stella," she began. + +"I'm a book agent," Bert explained. "I might as well out with it. There +are two of us. Come here to board." + +"Oh!" said the girl, with some relief. She was very fair and very +slight, almost frail. Her eyes were of the sunniest blue, her face pale +and somewhat thin, but her lips showed scarlet, and her teeth were fine. +Bert liked her and smiled. + +"A book agent is the next thing to a burglar, I know; but still--" + +"Oh, I didn't mean that, but I _was_ surprised. When did you come?" + +"Just a few moments ago. Am I in your way?" he inquired, with elaborate +solicitude. + +"Oh no! Please go on. You play very well. It is seldom young men play at +all." + +"I had to at college; the other fellows all wanted to sing. You play, of +course." + +"When I have time." She sighed. There was a weary droop in her voice; +she seemed aware of it, and said more brightly: + +"You mean Madison, I suppose?" + +"Yes; I'm in my second year." + +"I went there two years. Then I had to quit and come home to help +mother." + +"Did you? That's why I'm out here on this infernal book business--to get +money to go on with." + +She looked at him with interest now, noticing his fine eyes and waving +brown hair. + +"It's dreadful, isn't it? But you've got a hope to go back. I haven't." +She ended with a sigh, a far-off expression in her eyes. "It almost +killed me to give it up. I don't s'pose I'd know any of the scholars +you know. Even the teachers are not the same. Oh, yes--Sarah Shaw; I +think she's back for the normal course." + +"Oh yes!" exclaimed Bert, "I know Sarah. We boarded on the same street; +used t' go home together after class. An awful nice girl, too." + +"She's a worker. She teaches school. I can't do that, for mother needs +me at home." There was another pause, broken by the little girl, who +called: + +"Maud, mamma wants you." + +Maud rose and went out, with a tired smile on her face that emphasized +her resemblance to her mother. Bert couldn't forget that smile, and he +was still thinking about the girl, and what her life must be, when +Hartley came in. + +"By jinks! It's _snifty_, as dad used to say. You can't draw a long +breath through your nostrils without freezing y'r nose solid as a +bottle," he announced, throwing off his coat. "By-the-way, I've just +found out why you was so anxious to get into this house. Another case o' +girl, hey?" + +Bert blushed; he couldn't help it, notwithstanding his innocence in this +case. "I didn't know it myself till about ten minutes ago," he +protested. + +Hartley winked prodigiously. + +"Don't tell me! Is she pretty?" + +The girl returned at this moment with an armful of wood. + +"Let _me_ put it in," cried Hartley, springing up. "Excuse me. My name +is Hartley, book agent: Blaine's _Twenty Years_, plain cloth, sprinkled +edges, three dollars; half calf, three fifty. This is my friend Mr. +Lohr, of Marion; German extraction, soph at the university." + +The girl bowed and smiled, and pushed by him toward the door of the +parlor. Hartley followed her in, and Bert could hear them rattling away +at the stove. + +"Won't you sit down and play for us?" asked Hartley, after they returned +to the sitting-room. The persuasive music of the book agent was in his +fine voice. + +"Oh no! It's nearly dinner-time, and I must help about the table." + +"Now make yourselves at home," said Mrs. Welsh, appearing at the door +leading to the kitchen; "if you want anything, just let me know." + +"All right. We will," replied Hartley. + +By the time the dinner-bell rang they were feeling at home in their new +quarters. At the table they met the usual group of village boarders: the +Brann brothers, newsdealers; old man Troutt, who ran the +livery-stable--and smelled of it; and a small, dark, and wizened woman +who kept the millinery store. The others, who came in late, were clerks +in the stores near by. + +Maud served the dinner, while Stella and her mother waited upon the +table. Albert admired the hands of the girl, which no amount of work +could quite rob of their essential shapeliness. She was not more than +twenty, he decided, but she looked older, so wistful was her face. + +"They's one thing ag'in' yeh," Troutt, the liveryman, remarked to +Hartley: "we've jest been worked for one o' the goldingedest schemes you +_ever_ see! 'Bout six munce ago s'm' fellers come all through here +claimin' t' be after information about the county and the leadin' +citizens; wanted t' write a history, an' wanted all the pitchers of the +leading men, old settlers, an' so on. You paid ten dollars, an' you had +a book an' your pitcher in it." + +"I know the scheme," grinned Hartley. + +"Wal, sir, I s'pose them fellers roped in every man in this town. I +don't s'pose they got out with a cent less'n one thousand dollars. An' +when the book come--wal!" Here he stopped to roar. "I don't s'pose you +ever see a madder lot o' men in your life. In the first place, they got +the names and the pitchers mixed so that I was Judge Ricker, an' Judge +Ricker was ol' man Daggett. Didn't the judge swear--oh, it was awful!" + +"I should say so." + +"An the pitchers that wa'n't mixed was so goldinged _black_ you couldn't +tell 'em from niggers. You know how kind o' lily-livered Lawyer Ransom +is? Wal, he looked like ol' black Joe; he was the maddest man of the +hull bi'lin'. He throwed the book in the fire, and tromped around like a +blind bull." + +"It wasn't a success, I take it, then. Why, I should 'a' thought they'd +'a' nabbed the fellows." + +"Not much! They was too keen for that. They didn't deliver the books +theirselves; they hired Dick Bascom to do it f'r them. 'Course, Dick +wa'n't t' blame." + +"No; I never tried it before," Albert was saying to Maud, at their end +of the table. "Hartley offered me a job, and as I needed money, I came. +I don't know what he's going to do with me, now I'm here." + +Albert did not go out after dinner with Hartley; it was too cold. He +had brought his books with him, planning to keep up with his class, if +possible, and was deep in "Cæsar" when a timid knock came upon the door. + +"Come!" he called, student fashion, + +Maud entered, her face aglow. + +"How natural that sounds!" she said. + +Albert sprang up to take the wood from her arms. "I wish you'd let me do +that," he said, pleadingly, as she refused his aid. + +"I wasn't sure you were in. Were you reading?" + +"Cæsar," he replied, holding up the book. "I am conditioned on Latin. +I'm going over the 'Commentaries' again." + +"I thought I knew the book," she laughed. + +"You read Latin?" + +"Yes, a little--Vergil." + +"Maybe you can help me out on these _oratia obliqua_. They bother me +yet. I hate these 'Cæsar saids.' I like Vergil better." + +She stood at his shoulder while he pointed out the knotty passage. She +read it easily, and he thanked her. It was amazing how well acquainted +they felt after this. + +The wind roared outside in the bare maples, and the fire boomed in its +pent place within, but these young people had forgotten time and place. +The girl sank into a chair almost unconsciously as they talked of +Madison--a great city to them--of the Capitol building, of the splendid +campus, of the lakes, and the gay sailing there in summer and +ice-boating in winter. + +"Oh, it makes me homesick!" cried the girl, with a deep sigh. "It was +the happiest, sunniest time of all my life. Oh, those walks and talks! +Those recitations in the dear, chalky old rooms! Oh, _how_ I would like +to go back over that hollow door-stone again!" + +She broke off, with tears in her eyes, and he was obliged to cough two +or three times before he could break the silence. + +"I know just how you feel. The first spring when I went back on the farm +it seemed as if I couldn't stand it. I thought I'd go crazy. The days +seemed forty-eight hours long. It was so lonesome, and so dreary on +rainy days! But of course I expected to go back; that's what kept me up. +I don't think I could have stood it if I hadn't had hope." + +"I've given it up now," she said, plaintively; "it's no use hoping." + +"Why don't you teach?" he asked, deeply affected by her voice and +manner. + +"I did teach here for a year, but I couldn't endure the strain; I'm not +very strong, and the boys were so rude. If I could teach in a +seminary--teach Latin and English--I should be happy, I think. But I +can't leave mother now." + +She was a wholly different girl in Albert's eyes as she said this. Her +cheap dress, her check apron, could not hide the pure intellectual flame +of her spirit. Her large, blue eyes were deep with thought, and the pale +face, lighted by the glow of the fire, was as lovely as a rose. Almost +before he knew it, he was telling her of his life. + +"I don't see how I endured it as long as I did," he went on. "It was +nothing but work, work, and dust or mud the whole year round; farm-life, +especially on a dairy farm, is slavery." + +"Yes," she agreed, "that is true. Father was a carpenter, and I've +always lived here; but we have people who are farmers, and I know how it +is with them." + +"Why, when I think of it now it makes me crawl! To think of getting up +in the morning before daylight, and going out to the barn to do chores, +to get ready to go into the field to work! Working, wasting y'r life on +dirt. Waiting and tending on cows seven hundred times a year. Goin' +round and round in a circle, and never getting out. You needn't talk to +me of the poetry of a farmer's life." + +"It's just the same for us women," she corroborated. "Think of us going +around the house day after day, and doing just the same things over an' +over, year after year! That's the whole of most women's lives. +Dishwashing almost drives me crazy." + +"I know it," said Albert; "but somebody has t' do it. And if a fellow's +folks are workin' hard, why, of course he can't lay around and study. +They're not to blame. I don't know that anybody's to blame." + +"I don't suppose anybody is, but it makes me sad to see mother going +around as she does, day after day. She won't let me do as much as I +would." The girl looked at her slender hands. "You see, I'm not very +strong. It makes my heart ache to see her going around in that quiet, +patient way; she's so good." + +"I know, I know! I've felt just like that about my mother and father, +too." + +There was a long pause, full of deep feeling, and then the girl +continued in a low, hesitating voice: + +"Mother's had an awful hard time since father died. We had to go to +keeping boarders, which was hard--very hard for mother." The boy felt a +sympathetic lump in his throat as the girl went on again: "But she +doesn't complain, and she didn't want me to come home from school; but +of course I couldn't do anything else." + +It didn't occur to either of them that any other course was open, nor +that there was any special heroism or self-sacrifice in the act; it was +simply _right_. + +"Well, I'm not going to drudge all my life," said Albert, at last. "I +know it's kind o' selfish, but I can't live on a farm. I've made up my +mind to study law and enter the bar. Lawyers manage to get hold of +enough to live on decently, and that's more than you can say of the +farmers. And they live in town, where something is going on once in a +while, anyway." + +In the pause which followed, footsteps were heard on the walk outside, +and the girl sprang up with a beautiful blush. + +"My stars! I didn't think--I forgot--I must go." + +Hartley burst into the room shortly after she left it, in his usual +breeze. + +"Hul-_lo!_ Still at the Latin, hey?" + +"Yes," said Bert, with ease. "How goes it?" + +"Oh, I'm whooping 'er up! I'm getting started in great shape. Been up +to the court-house and roped in three of the county officials. In these +small towns the big man is the politician or the clergyman. I've nailed +the politicians through the ear; now you must go for the ministers to +head the list--that's your lay-out." + +"How 'm I t' do it?" asked Bert, in an anxious tone. "I can't sell books +if they don't want 'em." + +"Why, cert! That's the trick. Offer a big discount. Say full calf, two +fifty; morocco, two ninety. Regular discount to the clergy, ye know. Oh, +they're on to that little racket--no trouble. If you can get a few of +these leaders of the flock, the rest will follow like lambs to the +slaughter. Tra-la-la--who-o-o-_ish_, whish!" + +Albert laughed at Hartley as he plunged his face into the ice-cold +water, puffing and wheezing. + +"Jeemimy Crickets! but ain't that water cold! I worked Rock River this +way last month, and made a boomin' success. If you take hold here in +the--" + +"Oh, I'm all ready to stand anything short of being kicked out." + +"No danger of that if you're a real book agent. It's the snide that gets +kicked. You've got t' have some savvy in this, just like any other +business." He stopped in his dressing to say, "We've struck a great +boarding-place, hey?" + +"Looks like it." + +"I begin t' cotton to the old lady a'ready. Good 'eal like mother used +t' be 'fore she broke down. Didn't the old lady have a time of it +raisin' me? Phewee! Patient! Job wasn't a patchin'. But the test is +goin' t' come on the biscuit; if her biscuit comes up t' mother's I'm +hern till death." + +He broke off to comb his hair, a very nice bit of work in his case. + + +II + + +There was no discernible reason why the little town should have been +called Tyre, and yet its name was as characteristically American as its +architecture. It had the usual main street lined with low brick or +wooden stores--a street which developed into a road running back up a +wide, sandy valley away from the river. Being a county town, it had a +court-house in a yard near the centre of the town, and a big summer +hotel. Curiously shaped and oddly distributed hills rose abruptly out of +the valley sand, forming a sort of amphitheatre in which the village +lay. These square-topped hills ended at a common level, showing that +they were not the result of an upheaval, but were the remains of the +original stratification formations left standing after the scooping +action of the post-glacial floods had ceased. + +Some of them looked like ruined walls of castles ancient as hills, on +whose massive tops time had sown sturdy oaks and cedars. They lent a +distinct air of romance to the landscape at all times; but when in +summer graceful vines clambered over their rugged sides, and underbrush +softened their broken lines, it was not at all difficult to imagine them +the remains of an unrecorded and very war-like people. + +Even now, in winter, with yellow-brown and green cedars standing starkly +upon their summits, these towers possessed a distinct charm, and in the +early morning when the trees glistened with frost, or at evening when +the white light of the sun was softened and violet shadows lay along the +snow, the whole valley was a delight to the eye, full of distinct and +lasting charm. + +In the campaign which Hartley began, Albert did his best, and his best +was done unconsciously; for the simplicity of his manner--all unknown to +himself--was the most potent factor in securing consideration. + +"I'm not a book agent," he said to one of the clergymen to whom he first +appealed; "I'm a student trying to sell a good book and make a little +money to help me to complete my course at the university." + +In this way he secured three clergymen to head the list, much to the +delight and admiration of Hartley. + +"Good! Now corral the alumni of the place. Work the fraternal racket to +the bitter end. Oh, say! there's a sociable to-morrow night; I guess +we'd better go, hadn't we?" + +"Go alone?" + +"Alone? No! Take some girls. I'm going to take neighbor Pickett's +daughter; she's homely as a hedge fence, but I'll take her for business +reasons." + +"Hartley, you're an infernal fraud!" + +"Nothing of the kind--I'm a salesman," ended Hartley, with a laugh. + +After supper the following day, as Albert was still lingering at the +table with the girls and Mrs. Welsh, he said to Maud: + +"Are you going to the sociable?" + +"No; I guess not." + +"Would you go if I asked you?" + +"Try me and see!" answered the girl, with a laugh, her color rising. + +"All right. Miss Welsh, will you attend the festivity of the evening +under my guidance and protection?" + +"Yes, thank you; but I must wash the dishes first." + +"I'll wash the dishes; you go get ready," said Mrs. Welsh. + +Albert felt that he had one of the loveliest girls in the room as he led +Maud down the floor of the vestry of the church. Her cheeks were +glowing, and her eyes shining with maidenly delight as they took seats +at the table to sip a little coffee and nibble a bit of cake. + +Maud introduced him to a number of young people who had been students at +the university. They received him cordially, and in a very short time he +was enjoying himself very well indeed. He was reminded rather +disagreeably of his office, however, by seeing Hartley surrounded by a +laughing crowd of the more frolicsome young people. He winked at Albert, +as much as to say, "Good stroke of business." + +The evening passed away with songs, games, and recitations, and it was +nearly eleven o'clock when the young people began to wander off toward +home in pairs. Albert and Maud were among the first of the young folks +to bid the rest good-night. + +The night was clear and keen but perfectly still, and the young people, +arm in arm, walked slowly homeward under the bare maples, in delicious +companionship. Albert held Maud's arm close to his side. + +"Are you cold?" he asked, in a low voice. + +"No, thank you; the night is lovely," she replied; then added, with a +sigh, "I don't like sociables so well as I used to--they tire me out." + +"We stayed too long." + +"It wasn't that; I'm getting so they seem kind o' silly." + +"Well, I feel a little that way myself," he confessed. + +"But there is so little to see here in Tyre at any time--no music, no +theatres. I like theatres, don't you?" + +"I can't go half enough." + +"But nothing worth seeing ever comes into these little towns--and then +we're all so poor, anyway." + +The lamp, turned low, was emitting a terrible odor as they entered the +sitting-room. + +"My goodness! it's almost twelve o'clock! Good-night!" She held out her +hand. + +"Good-night!" he said, taking it, and giving it a cordial pressure which +she remembered long. + +"Good-night!" she repeated, softly, going up the stairs. + +Hartley, who came in a few minutes later, found his partner sitting +thoughtfully by the fire, with his coat and shoes off, evidently in deep +abstraction. + +"Well, I got away at last--much as ever. Great scheme, that sociable, +eh? I saw your little girl introducing you right and left." + +"Say, Hartley, I wish you'd leave her out of this thing; I don't like +the way you speak of her when--" + +"Phew! You don't? Oh, all right! I'm mum as an oyster--only keep it up! +Get into all the church sociables you can; there's nothing like it." + + * * * * * + +Hartley soon had canvassers out along the country roads, and was working +every house in town. The campaign promised to lengthen into a +month--perhaps longer. Albert especially became a great favorite. Every +one declared there had never been such book agents in the town. "They're +such gentlemanly fellows. They don't press anybody to buy. They don't +rush about and 'poke their noses where they're not wanted.' They are +more like merchants with books to sell." The only person who failed to +see the attraction in them was Ed Brann, who was popularly supposed to +be engaged to Maud. He grew daily more sullen and repellent, toward +Albert noticeably so. + +One evening about six, after coming in from a long walk about town, +Albert entered his room without lighting his lamp, lay down on the bed, +and fell asleep. He had been out late the night before with Maud at a +party, and slumber came almost instantly. + +Maud came in shortly, hearing no response to her knock, and after +hanging some towels on the rack went out without seeing the sleeper. In +the sitting-room she met Ed Brann. He was a stalwart young man with +curling black hair, and a heavy face at its best, but set and sullen +now. His first words held a menace: + +"Say, Maud, I want t' talk to you." + +"Very well; what is it, Ed?" replied the girl, quietly. + +"I want to know how often you're going to be out till twelve o'clock +with this book agent?" + +Perhaps it was the derisive inflection on "book agent" that woke Albert. +Brann's tone was brutal--more brutal even than his words, and the girl +turned pale and her breath quickened. + +"Why, Ed, what's the matter?" + +"Matter is just this: you ain't got any business goin' around with that +feller with my ring on your finger, that's all." He ended with an +unmistakable threat in his voice. + +"Very well," said the girl, after a pause, curiously quiet; "then I +won't; here's your ring." + +The man's bluster disappeared instantly. Bert could tell by the change +in his voice, which was incredibly great, as he pleaded: + +"Oh, don't do that, Maud; I didn't mean to say that; I was mad--I'm +sorry." + +"I'm _glad_ you did it _now_, so I can know you. Take your ring, Ed; I +never 'll wear it again." + +Albert had heard all this, but he did not know how the girl looked as +she faced the man. In the silence which followed she scornfully passed +him and went out into the kitchen. Brann went out and did not return at +supper. + +Young people of this sort are not self-analysts, and Maud did not +examine closely into causes. She was astonished to find herself more +indignant than grieved. She broke into an angry wail as she went to her +mother's bosom: + +"Mother! mother!" + +"Why, what's the matter, Maudie? Tell me. There, there! don't cry, pet! +Who's been hurtin' my poor little bird?" + +"Ed has; he said--he said--" + +"There, there! poor child! Have you been quarrelling again? Never mind; +it'll come out all right." + +"No, it won't--not the way you mean," the girl declared. "I've given him +back his ring, and I'll never wear it again." + +The mother could not understand with what wounding brutality the man's +tone had fallen upon the girl's spirit, and Maud could not explain +sufficiently to justify herself. Mrs. Welsh consoled herself with the +idea that it was only a lover's quarrel--one of the little jars sure to +come when two natures are settling together--and that all would be +mended in a day or two. + +Albert, being no more of a self-analyst than Maud, simply said, "Served +him right," and dwelt no more upon it for the time. + +At supper, however, he was extravagantly gay, and to himself +unaccountably so. He joked Troutt till Maud begged him to stop, and +after the rest had gone he remained seated at the table, enjoying the +indignant color in her face and the flash of her infrequent smile, which +it was such a pleasure to provoke. He volunteered to help wash the +dishes. + +"Thank you, but I'm afraid you'd be more bother than help," she replied. + +"Thank _you_, but you don't know me. I ain't so green as I look by no +manner o' means. I've been doing my own housekeeping for four terms." + +"I know all about that," laughed the girl. "You young men rooming do +precious little cooking and no dish-washing at all." + +"That's a base calumny! I made it a point to wash every dish in the +house, except the spider, once a week; had a regular cleaning-up day." + +"And about the spider?" + +"I wiped that out nicely with a newspaper every time I wanted to use +it." + +"Oh, horrors!--Mother, listen to that!" + +"Why, what more could you ask? You wouldn't have me wipe it _six_ times +a day, would you?" + +"I wonder it didn't poison you," commented Mrs. Welsh. + +"Takes more'n that to poison a student," laughed Albert, as he went out. + +The next afternoon he came bursting into the kitchen, where Maud stood +with her sleeves rolled up, deep in the dishpan. + +"Don't you want a sleigh-ride?" he asked, boyishly eager. + +She looked up with shining eyes. + +"Oh, wouldn't I! Can you get along, mother?" + +"Certainly, child. Go on. The air will do you good." + +"W'y, Maud!" said the little girl, "you said you didn't want to when +Ed--" + +Mrs. Welsh silenced her, and said: + +"Run right along, dear; it's just the nicest time o' day. Are there many +teams out?" + +"They're just beginning to come out," said Albert. "I'll have a cutter +around here in about two jiffies; be on hand, sure." + +Troutt was standing in the sunny doorway of his stable when the young +fellow dashed up to him. + +"Hullo, Uncle Troutt! Harness your fastest nag into your swellest outfit +instanter." + +"Aha! Goin' t' take y'r girl out, hey?" + +"Yes; and I want to do it in style." + +"I guess ol' Dan's the horse for you. Gentle as a kitten and as knowin' +as a fox. Drive him with one hand--left hand." The old man laughed till +his long, faded beard flapped up and down and quivered with the stress +of his enjoyment of his joke. He ended by hitching a vicious-looking +sorrel to a gay, duck-bellied cutter, saying, as he gave up the reins: + +"Now, be keerful. Dan's foxy; he's all right when he sees you've got the +reins, but don't drop 'em." + +"Don't you worry about me; I grew up with horses," said the +over-confident youth, leaping into the sleigh and gathering up the +lines. "Stand aside, my lord, and let the cortége pass. Hoop-la!" + +The brute gave a tearing lunge, and was out of the doorway before the +old man could utter another word. Albert thrilled with pleasure as he +felt the reins stiffen in his hands, and saw the traces swing slack +beside the thills. + +"If he keeps this up he'll do," he said aloud. + +As he turned up at the gate Maud came gayly down the path, muffled to +the eyes. + +"Oh, what a nice cutter! But the horse--is he gentle?" she asked, as she +climbed in. + +"As a cow," Albert replied.--"Git out o' this, Bones!" + +The main street was already filled with wood sleighs, bob-sleds filled +with children, and men in light cutters, out for a race. Laughter was on +the air, and the jingle-jangle of bells. The sun was dazzling in its +brightness, and the gay wraps and scarfs lighted up the scene with +flecks of color. Loafers on the sidewalks fired familiar phrases at the +teams as they passed: + +"Step up, Bones!" + +"Let 'er _go_, Gallagher!" + +"Get there, Eli," and the like. + +But what cared the drivers? If the shouts were insolent they laid them +to envy, and if they were pleasant they smiled in reply. + +Albert and Maud had made two easy turns up and down the street when a +man driving a span of large Black Hawk horses dashed up a side street +and whirled in just before them. The man was a superb driver, and sat +with the reins held carelessly but securely in his left hand, guiding +the team more by his voice than by the bit. + +"_Hel_-lo!" cried Bert; "that looks like Brann." + +"It is," said Maud. + +"Cracky! that's a fine team--Black Hawks, both of them. I wonder if ol' +sorrel can pass 'em?" + +"Oh, please don't try!" pleaded the girl. + +"Why not?" + +"Because--because I'm afraid." + +"Afraid of what?" + +"Afraid something 'll happen." + +"Something _is_ sure to happen; I'm goin' to pass him if old Bones has +any _git_ to him." + +"It'll make him mad." + +"Who mad? Brann?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, s'pose it does, who cares?" + +There were a dozen similar rigs moving up or down the street, and +greetings passed from sleigh to sleigh. Everybody except Brann welcomed +Albert with sincere pleasure, and exchanged rustic jokes with him. As +they slowed up at the upper end of the street and began to turn, a man +on the sidewalk said, confidentially: + +"Say, cap', if you handle that old rack o' bones just right, he'll +distance anything on this road. When you want him to do his best let him +have the rein; don't pull a pound. I used to own 'im--I know 'im." + +The old sorrel came round "gauming," his ugly head thrown up, his great +red mouth open, his ears laid back. Brann and the young doctor of the +place were turning together, a little farther up the street. The blacks, +responding to their driver's word, came down with flying hoofs, their +great glossy breasts flecked with foam, their jaws champing. + +"Come on, crow-bait!" yelled Brann, insultingly, as he came down past +the doctor, and seemed about to pass Albert and Maud. There was hate in +the glare of his eyes. + +But he did not pass. The old sorrel seemed to lengthen; to the +spectators his nose appeared to be glued to the glossy side of Brann's +off black. + +"See them blacks trot!" shouted Albert, in ungrammatical enthusiasm. + +"See that old sorrel shake himself!" yelled the loafers. + +The doctor came tearing down with a spirited bay, a magnificent stepper. +As he drew along so that Bert could catch a glimpse of the mare's neck, +he thrilled with delight. There was the thoroughbred's lacing of veins; +the proud fling of her knees and the swell of her neck showed that she +was far from doing her best. There was a wild light in her eyes. + +These were the fast teams of the town. All interest was centred in them. + +"Clear the track!" yelled the loafers. + +"The doc's good f'r 'em." + +"If she don't break." + +Albert was pulling at the sorrel heavily, absorbed in seeing, as well as +he could for the flung snowballs, the doctor's mare draw slowly, foot by +foot, past the blacks. Suddenly Brann gave a shrill yell and stood up in +his sleigh. The gallant little bay broke and fell behind; Brann laughed, +the blacks trotted on, their splendid pace unchanged. + +"Let the sorrel out!" yelled somebody. + +"Let him loose!" yelled Troutt on the corner, quivering with excitement. +"Let him go!" + +Albert, remembering what the fellow had said, let the reins loose. The +old sorrel's teeth came together with a snap; his head lowered and his +tail rose; he shot abreast of the blacks. Maud, frightened into silence, +covered her head with the robe to escape the flying snow. The sorrel +drew steadily ahead and was passing the blacks when Brann turned. + +"Durn y'r old horse!" he yelled through his shut teeth, and laid the +whip across the sorrel's hips. The blacks broke wildly, but, strange to +say, the old sorrel increased his speed. Again Brann struck, but the +lash fell on Bert's outstretched wrists. He did not see that the blacks +were crowding him to the gutter, but he heard a warning cry. + +"Look _out_, there!" + +Before he could turn to look, the cutter seemed to be blown up by a +bomb. He rose in the air like a vaulter, and when he fell the light went +out. + +The next that he heard was a curious soft murmur of voices, out of which +a sweet, agonized girl-voice broke: + +"Oh, where's the doctor? He's dead--oh, he's dead! _Can't_ you hurry?" + +Next came a quick, authoritative voice, still far away, and a hush +followed it; then an imperative order: + +"Stand out o' the way! What do you think you can do by crowding on top +of him?" + +"Stand back! stand back!" other voices called. + +Then he felt something cold on his scalp: they were taking his cap off +and putting snow on his head; then the doctor--he knew him now--said: + +"Let me take him!" + +A dull, throbbing ache came into his head, and as this grew the noise of +voices became more distinct, and he could hear sobbing. Then he opened +his lids, but the glare of the sunlight struck them shut again; he saw +only Maud's face, agonized, white, and wet with tears, looking down into +his. + +They raised him a little more, and he again opened his eyes on the +circle of hushed and excited men thronging about him. He saw Brann, with +wild, scared face, standing in his cutter and peering over the heads of +the crowd. + +"How do you feel now?" asked the doctor. + +"Can you hear us? Albert, do you know me?" called the girl. + +His lips moved stiffly, but he smiled a little, and at length whispered +slowly, "Yes; I guess--I'm all--right." + +"Put him into my cutter; Maud, get in here, too," the doctor commanded. +The crowd opened as the doctor and Troutt helped the wounded man into +the sleigh. The pain in his head grew worse, but Albert's perception of +things sharpened in proportion; he closed his eyes to the sun, but in +the shadow of Maud's breast opened them again and looked up at her. He +felt a vague, child-like pleasure in knowing that she was holding him in +her arms; he thought of his mother--"how it would frighten her if she +knew." + +"Hello!" called a breathless, hearty voice, "what the deuce y' been +doing with my pardner? Bert, old fellow, are you there?" Hartley asked, +clinging to the edge of the moving cutter, and peering into his friend's +face. Albert smiled. + +"I'm here--what there is left of me," he replied, faintly. + +"Glory! How did it happen?" he asked of the girl. + +"I don't know--I couldn't see--we ran into a culvert," replied Maud. + +"Weren't you hurt?" + +"Not a bit. I stayed in the cutter." + +Albert groaned, and tried to rise, but the girl gently yet firmly +restrained him. Hartley was walking beside the doctor, talking loudly. +"It was a devilish thing to do; the scoundrel ought to be jugged!" + +Albert tried again to rise. "I'm bleeding yet; I'm soaking you; let me +get up!" + +The girl shuddered, but remained firm. + +"No; we're 'most home." + +She felt no shame, but a certain exaltation as she looked into the faces +about her. She gazed unrecognizingly upon her nearest girl friends, and +they, gazing upon her white face and unresponsive eyes, spoke in awed +whispers. + +At the gate the crowd gathered and waited with deepest interest. It was +enthralling romance to them. + +"Ed Brann done it," said one. + +"How?" asked another. + +"With the butt end of his whip." + +"That's a lie! His team ran into Lohr's rig." + +"Not much; Ed crowded him into the ditch." + +"What fer?" + +"Cause Bert cut him out with Maud." + +"Come, get out of the way! Don't stand there gabbing," yelled Hartley, +as he took Albert in his arms and, together with the doctor, lifted him +out of the sleigh. + +"Goodness sakes alive! Ain't it terrible! How is he?" asked an old lady, +peering at him as he passed. + +On the porch stood Mrs. Welsh, supported by Ed Brann. + +"She's all right, I tell you. He ain't hurt much, either; just stunned a +little, that's all." + +"Maud! child!" cried the mother, as Maud appeared, followed by a bevy of +girls. + +"_I'm_ all right, mother," she said, running into the trembling arms +outstretched toward her; "but, oh, poor Albert!" + +After the wounded man disappeared into the house the crowd dispersed. +Brann went off by the way of the alley; he was not prepared to meet the +questions of his accusers. + +"Now, what in ---- you been up to?" was the greeting of his brother, as +he re-entered the shop. + +"Nothing." + +"Welting a man on the head with a whip-stock ain't anything, hey?" + +"I didn't touch him. We was racing, and he run into the culvert." + +"Hank says he saw you strike him." + +"He lies! I was strikin' the horse to make him break!" + +"Oh, yeh was!" sneered the older man. "Well, I hope you understand that +this'll ruin you in this town. If you didn't strike him, they'll say you +run him into the culvert, 'n' every man, woman, 'n' child'll be down on +you, and _me_ f'r bein' related to you. They all know how you feel +toward him for cuttin' you out with Maud Welsh." + +"Oh, don't bear down on him too hard, Joe. He didn't mean t' do any +harm," said Troutt, who had followed Ed down to the store. "I guess the +young feller 'll come out all right. Just go kind o' easy till we see +how he turns out. If he dies, why, it'll haf t' be looked into." + +Ed turned pale and swallowed hastily. "If he should die I'll be a +murderer," he thought. He acknowledged that hate was in his heart, and +he shivered as he remembered the man's white face with the bright red +stream flowing down behind his ear and over his cheek. It almost seemed +to him that he _had_ struck him, so close had the accident followed upon +the fall of his whip. + + +III + + +Albert sank into a feverish sleep that night, with a vague perception of +four figures in the room--Maud, her mother, Hartley, and the young +doctor. When he awoke fully in the morning his head felt prodigiously +hot and heavy. + +It was early dawn, and the lamp was burning brightly. Outside, a man's +feet could be heard on the squealing snow--a sound which told how still +and cold it was. A team passed with a jingle of bells. + +Albert raised his head and looked about. Hartley was lying on the sofa, +rolled up in his overcoat and some extra quilts. He had lain down at +last, worn with watching. Albert felt a little weak, and fell back on +his pillow, thinking about the strange night he had passed--a night more +filled with strange happenings than the afternoon. + +As the light grew in the room his mind cleared, and lifting his muscular +arm he opened and shut his hand, saying aloud, in his old boyish manner: + +"I guess I'm all here." + +"What's that?" called Hartley, rolling out of bed. "Did you ask for +anything?" + +"Give me some water, Jim; my mouth is dry as a powder-mill." + +"How yeh feelin', anyway, pardner?" said Hartley, as he brought the +water. + +"First-rate, Jim; I guess I'll be all right." + +"Well, I guess you'd better keep quiet." + +He threw on his coat next, and went out into the kitchen, returning soon +with some hot water, with which he began to bathe his partner's face and +hands as tenderly as a woman. + +"There; now I guess you're in shape f'r grub--feel any like grub?--Come +in," he called, in answer to a knock on the door. + +Mrs. Welsh entered. + +"How is he?" she whispered, anxiously. + +"Oh, I'm all right," replied Albert. + +"I'm glad to find you so much better," she said, going to his bedside. +"I've hardly slep', I was so much worried about you. Your breakfast is +ready, Mr. Hartley. I've got something special for Albert." + +A few minutes later Maud entered with a platter, followed closely by her +mother. + +The girl came forward timidly, but when Albert turned his eyes on her +and called, cheerily, "Good morning!" she flamed out in rosy color and +recoiled. She had expected to see him pale, dull-eyed, and with a weak +voice, but there was little to indicate invalidism in his firm greeting. +She gave place to Mrs. Welsh, who prepared his breakfast. She was +smitten dumb by his tone, and hardly dared look at him as he sat propped +up in bed. + +However, though he was feeling absurdly well, there was a good deal of +bravado in his tone and manner, for he ate but little, and soon sank +back on the bed. + +"I feel better when my head is low," he explained, in a faint voice. + +"Can't I do something?" asked the girl, her courage reviving as she +perceived how ill and faint he really was. + +"I guess you better write to his folks," said Mrs. Welsh. + +"No, don't do that," he protested, opening his eyes; "it will only worry +them, and do me no good. I'll be all right in a few days. You needn't +waste your time on me; Hartley will wait on me." + +"Don't mind him," said Mrs. Welsh. "I'm his mother now, and he's goin' +to do just as I tell him to--aren't you, Albert?" + +He dropped his eyelids in assent, and went off into a doze. It was all +very pleasant to be thus waited upon. Hartley was devotion itself, and +the doctor removed his bandages with the care and deliberation of a man +with a moderate practice; besides, he considered Albert a personal +friend. + +Hartley, after the doctor had gone, said with some hesitation: + +"Well, now, pard, I _ought_ to go out and see a couple o' fellows I +promised t' meet this morning." + +"All right, Jim; all right. You go right ahead on business; I'm goin' t' +sleep, anyway, and I'll be all right in a day or two." + +"Well, I will; but I'll run in every hour 'r two and see if you don't +want something. You're in good hands, anyway, when I'm gone." + + * * * * * + +"Won't you read to me?" pleaded Albert, one afternoon, when Maud came in +with her mother to brush up the room. "It's getting rather slow business +layin' here like this." + +"Shall I, mother?" + +"Why, of course, Maud." + +So Maud got a book, and sat down over by the stove, quite distant from +the bed, and read to him from _The Lady of the Lake_, while the mother, +like a piece of tireless machinery, moved about the house at the +never-ending succession of petty drudgeries which wear the heart and +soul out of so many wives and mothers, making life to them a pilgrimage +from stove to pantry, from pantry to cellar, and from cellar to +garret--a life that deadens and destroys, coarsens and narrows, till the +flesh and bones are warped to the expression of the wronged and cheated +soul. + +Albert's selfishness was in a way excusable. He enjoyed beyond measure +the sound of the girl's soft voice and the sight of her graceful head +bent over the page. He lay, looking and listening dreamily, till the +voice and the sunlit head were lost in a deep, sweet sleep. + +The girl sat with closed book, looking at his face as he slept. It was a +curious study to her, a young man--_this_ young man, asleep. His brown +lashes lay on his cheek as placid as those of a child. As she looked she +gained courage to go over softly and peer down on him. How boyish he +seemed! How little to be feared! A boy outside uttered a shout, and she +hurried away, pale and breathless. As she paused in the door and looked +back at the undisturbed sleeper, she smiled, and the pink came back into +her thin face. + +Albert's superb young blood began to assert itself, and on the afternoon +of the fifth day he was able to sit in his rocking-chair before the fire +and read a little, though he professed that his eyes were not strong, in +order that Maud should read for him. This she did as often as she could +leave her other work, which was "not half often enough," the invalid +grumbled. + +"More than you deserve," she found courage to say. + +Hartley let nothing interfere with the book business. "You take it +easy," he repeated. "Don't you worry--your pay goes on just the same. +You're doing well right where you are. By jinks! biggest piece o' luck," +he went on, half in earnest. "Why, I can't turn around without taking an +order--fact! Turned in a book on the livery bill, so that's all fixed. +We'll make a clear hundred dollars out o' that little bump o' yours." + +"Little bump! Say, now, that's--" + +"Keep it up--put it on! Don't hurry about getting well. I don't need you +to canvass, and I guess you enjoy being waited on." He ended with a sly +wink and cough. + +Yes, convalescence was delicious, with Maud reading to him, bringing his +food, and singing for him; all that marred his peace was the stream of +people who came to inquire how he was getting along. The sympathy was +largely genuine, as Hartley could attest, but it bored the invalid. He +had rather be left in quiet with Walter Scott and Maud. In the light of +common day the accident was hurrying to be a dream. + +At the end of a week he was quite himself again, though he still had +difficulty in wearing his hat. It was not till the second Sunday after +the accident that he appeared in the dining-room for the first time, +with a large travelling-cap concealing the suggestive bandages. He +looked pale and thin, but his eyes danced with joy. + +Maud's eyes dilated with instant solicitude. The rest sprang up in +surprise, with shouts of delight, as hearty as brethren. + +"Ginger! I'm glad t' see yeh!" said Troutt, so sincerely that he looked +almost winning to the boy. The rest crowded around, shaking hands. + +"Oh, I'm on deck again." + +Ed Brann came in a moment later with his brother, and there was a +significant little pause--a pause which grew painful till Albert turned +and saw Brann, and called out: + +"Hello, Ed! How are you? Didn't know you were here." + +As he held out his hand, Brann, his face purple with shame and +embarrassment, lumbered heavily across the room and took it, muttering +some poor apology. + +"Hope y' don't blame me." + +"Of course not--fortunes o' war. Nobody to blame; just my +carelessness.--Yes; I'll take turkey," he said to Maud, as he sank into +the seat of honor. + +The rest laughed, but Brann remained standing near Albert's chair. He +had not finished yet. + +"I'm mighty glad you don't lay it up against me, Lohr; an' I want to say +the doctor's bill is all right; you un'erstand, it's _all right_." + +Albert looked at him a moment in surprise. He understood that this, +coming from a man like Brann, meant more than a thousand prayers from a +ready apologist. It was a terrible victory, and he was disposed to make +it as easy for his rival as he could. + +"Oh, all right, Ed; only I'd calculated to cheat him out o' part of +it--I'd planned to turn in a couple o' Blaine's _Twenty Years_ on the +bill." + +Hartley roared, and the rest joined in, but not even Albert perceived +all that it meant. It meant that the young savage had surrendered his +claim in favor of the man he had all but killed. The struggle had been +prodigious, but he had snatched victory out of defeat; his better nature +had conquered. + +No one ever gave him credit for it; and when he went West in the spring, +people said his passion for Maud had been superficial. In truth, he had +loved the girl as sincerely as he had hated his rival. That he could +rise out of the barbaric in his love and his hate was heroic. + +When Albert went to ride again, it was on melting snow, with the slowest +horse Troutt had. Maud was happier than she had been since she left +school, and fuller of color and singing. She dared not let a golden +moment pass now without hearing it ring full, and she dared not think +how short this day of happiness might be. + + +IV + + +At the end of the fifth week of their stay in Tyre a suspicion of spring +was in the wind as it swept the southern exposure of the valley. March +was drawing to a close, and there was more than a suggestion of April in +the rapidly melting snow which still lay on the hills and under the +cedars and tamaracks in the swamps. Patches of green grass, appearing on +the sunny side of the road where the snow had melted, led to predictions +of spring from the loafers beginning to sun themselves on the +salt-barrels and shoe-boxes outside the stores. + +A group sitting about the blacksmith shop were discussing it. + +"It's an early seedin'--now mark my words," said Troutt, as he threw his +knife into the soft ground at his feet. "The sun is crossing the line +earlier this spring than it did last." + +"Yes; an' I heard a crow to-day makin' that kind of a--a spring noise +that sort o'--I d' know what--kind o' goes all through a feller." + +"And there's Uncle Sweeney, an' that settles it; spring's comin' sure!" +said Troutt, pointing at an old man, much bent, hobbling down the +street. "When _he_ gits out the frogs ain't fur behind." + +"We'll be gittin' on to the ground by next Monday," said Sam Dingley to +a crowd who were seated on the newly painted harrows and seeders which +Svend & Johnson had got out ready for the spring trade. "Svend & +Johnson's Agricultural Implement Depot" was on the north side of the +street, and on a spring day the yard was one of the pleasantest +loafing-places that could be imagined, especially if one wished company. + +Albert wished to be alone. Something in the touch and tone of this +spring afternoon made him restless and inclined to strange thoughts. He +took his way out along the road which followed the river-bank, and in +the outskirts of the village threw himself down on a bank of grass which +the snows had protected, and which had already a tinge of green because +of its wealth of sun. + +The willows had thrown out their tiny light-green flags, though their +roots were under the ice, and some of the hardwood twigs were tinged +with red. There was a faint but magical odor of uncovered earth in the +air, and the touch of the wind was like a caress from a moist, magnetic +hand. + +The boy absorbed the light and heat of the sun as some wild thing might. +With his hat over his face, his hands folded on his breast, he lay as +still as a statue. He did not listen at first, he only felt; but at +length he rose on his elbow and listened. The ice cracked and fell along +the bank with a long, hollow, booming crash; a crow cawed, and a jay +answered it from the willows below. A flight of sparrows passed, +twittering innumerably. The boy shuddered with a strange, wistful +longing, and a realization of the flight of time. + +He could have wept, he could have sung, but he only shuddered and lay +silent under the stress of that strange, sweet passion which quickened +his heart, deepened his eyes, and made his breath come and go with a +quivering sound. Across the dazzling blue arch of the sky the crow +flapped, sending down his prophetic, jubilant note; the breeze, as soft +and sweet as April, stirred in his hair; the hills, deep in their dusky +blue, seemed miles away; and the voices of the care-free skaters on the +melting ice of the river below came to the ear subdued to a unity with +the scene. + +Suddenly a fear seized upon the boy--a horror! Life, life was passing! +Life that can be lived only once, and lost, is lost forever! Life, that +fatal gift of the Invisible Powers to man--a path, with youth and joy +and hope at its eastern gate, and despair, regret, and death at its low +western portal! + +The boy caught a momentary glimpse of his real significance. "I am only +a gnat, a speck in the sun, a youth facing the millions of great and +wise and wealthy!" He leaped up in a frenzy. "Oh, I mustn't stay here! I +must get back to my studies. Life is slipping by me, and I am doing +nothing, being nothing!" + +His face, as pale as death, shone with passionate resolution, and his +hands were clinched in silent vow. + +But on his way back he met the jocund party of skaters going home from +the river, and with the easy shift and change of youth joined in their +ringing laughter. The weird power of the wind's voice was gone, and he +sank to the level of the unthinking boy again. However, the problem was +only put off, not solved. + +That night Hartley said: "Well, pardner, we're getting 'most ready to +pull out. Someways I always get restless when these warm days begin." +This was as sentimental as Hartley ever got; or, if he ever felt more +sentiment, he concealed it carefully. + +"I s'pose it must 'a' been in spring that those old chaps, on their +steeds and in their steel shirts, started out for to rescue some damsel, +hey?" he ended, with a grin. "Now, that's the way I feel--just like +striking out for, say, Oshkosh. That little piece of lofty tumbling of +yours was a big boom, and no mistake. Why, your share o' this campaign +will be a hundred and twenty dollars sure." + +"More'n I've earned," replied Bert. + +"No, it ain't. You've done your duty like a man. Done as much in your +way as I have. Now, if you want to try another county with me, say so. +I'll make a thousand dollars this year out o' this thing." + +"I guess I'll go back to school." + +"All right; I don't blame you for wanting to do that." + +"I guess, with what I can earn for father, I can pull through the year. +I _must_ get back. I'm awfully obliged to you, Jim." + +"That'll do on that," said Hartley, shortly; "you don't owe me anything. +We'll finish delivery to-morrow, and be ready to pull out on Friday or +Sat." + +There was an acute pain in Albert's breast somewhere; he had not +analyzed his case at all, and did not now, but the idea of going +affected him strongly. It had been so pleasant, that daily return to a +lovely girlish presence. + +"Yes, sir," Hartley was going on, "I'm going to just quietly leave a +book on her centre-table. I don't know as it'll interest her much, but +it'll show we appreciate the grub, and so on. By jinks! you don't seem +to realize what a worker that woman is! Up five o'clock in the +morning--By-the-way, you've been going around with the girl a good deal, +and she's introduced you to some first-rate sales; now, if you want to +leave her a little something, make it a morocco copy, and charge it to +the firm." + +Albeit knew that he meant well, but he couldn't, somehow, help saying, +ironically: + +"Thanks, but I guess _one_ copy of Blaine's _Twenty Years_ will be +enough in the house, especially--" + +"Well, give her anything you please, and charge it up to the firm. I +don't insist on Blaine; only suggested that because--" + +"I guess I can stand the expense of a present." + +"I didn't say you couldn't, man! But _I_ want a hand in this thing. +Don't be so turrible keen t' snap a feller up," complained Hartley, +turning on him. "What the thunder is the matter of you, anyway? I like +the girl, and she's been good to us all round; she tended you like an +angel--" + +"There, there! That's enough o' that," put in Albert, hastily. "For +God's sake, don't whang away on that string forever, as if I didn't know +it!" + +Hartley stared at him as he turned away. + +"Well, by jinks! What _is_ the matter o' you?" + +He was too busy to dwell upon it much, but concluded his partner was +homesick. + +Albert was beginning to have a vague underconsciousness of his real +feeling toward the girl, but he fought off the acknowledgment of it as +long as possible. His mind moved in a circle, coming back to the one +point ceaselessly--a dreary prospect, in which that slender girl-figure +had no place--and each time the prospect grew more intolerably blank, +and the pain in his heart more acute and throbbing. + +When he faced her that night, after they had returned from a final walk +down by the river, he was as far from a solution as ever. He had avoided +all reference to their separation, and now he stood as a man might at +the parting of the ways, saying: "I will not choose; I cannot choose. I +will wait for some sign, some chance thing, to direct me." + +They stood opposite each other, each feeling that there was more to be +said: the girl tender, her eyes cast down, holding her hands to the +fire; he shivering, but not with cold. He had a vague knowledge of the +vast importance of the moment, and he hesitated to speak. + +"It's almost spring again, isn't it? And you've been here"--she paused +and looked up with a daring smile--"seems as if you'd been here always." + +It was about half-past eight. Mrs. Welsh was setting her bread in the +kitchen; they could hear her moving about. Hartley was down-town +finishing up his business. They were almost alone in the house. Albert's +throat grew dry and his limbs trembled. His pause was ominous. The +girl's smile died away as he took a seat without looking at her. + +"Well, Maud, I suppose you know--we're going away to-morrow." + +"Oh, must you? But you'll come back?" + +"I don't expect to--I don't see how I can. I may never see you again." + +"Oh, don't say that!" cried the girl, her face as white as silver, her +clasped hands straining. + +"I must go--I must!" he muttered, not daring to look upon her face. + +"Oh, what can I do--_we_ do--without you! I can't bear it!" + +She stopped, and sank back into a chair, her breath coming heavily from +her twitching lips, the unnoticed tears falling from her staring, +pitiful, wild, appealing eyes, her hands nervously twisting her gloves. + +There was a long silence. Each was undergoing a self-revelation; each +was trying to face a future without the other. + +"I must go!" he repeated, aimlessly, mechanically. "What can I do here?" + +The girl's heavy breathing deepened into a wild little moaning sound, +inexpressibly pitiful, her hungry eyes fixed on his face. She gave way +first, and flung herself down upon her knees at his side, her hands +seeking his neck. + +"Albert, I can't _live_ without you now! Take me with you! Don't leave +me!" + +He stooped suddenly and took her in his arms, raised her, and kissed her +hair. + +"I didn't mean it, Maud; I'll never leave you--never! Don't cry!" + +She drew his head down and kissed his lips, then turned her face to his +breast--then joy and confidence came back to her. + +"I know now what you meant," she cried, gayly, raising herself and +looking into his face; "you were trying to scare me; trying to make me +show how much I--cared for you--first!" There was a soft smile on her +lips and a tender light in her eyes. "But I don't mind it." + +"I guess I didn't know myself what I meant," he answered, with a grave +smile. + +When Mrs. Welsh came in, they were sitting on the sofa, talking in low +voices of their future. He was grave and subdued, while she was radiant +with love and hope. The future had no terrors for her, but the boy +unconsciously felt the gravity of life somehow deepened by the +revelation of her love. + +"Why, Maud!" Mrs. Welsh exclaimed, "what are you doing?" + +"Oh, mother, I'm so happy--just as happy as a bird!" she cried, rushing +into her mother's arms. + +"Why, why!--what is it? You're crying, dear!" + +"No, I'm not; I'm laughing--see!" + +Mrs. Welsh turned her dim eyes on the girl, who shook the tears from her +lashes with the action of a bird shaking water from its wings. She +seemed to shake off her trouble at the same moment. + +Mrs. Welsh understood perfectly. "I'm very glad, too, dearie," she said, +simply, looking at the young man with motherly love irradiating her worn +face. Albert went to her, and she kissed him, while the happy girl put +her arms about them both in an ecstatic hug. + +"_Now_ you've got a son, mother." + +"But I've lost a daughter--my first-born." + +"Oh, wait till you hear our plans! He's going to settle down +here--aren't you, Albert?" + +Then she went away and left the young people alone. They had a sweet, +intimate talk of an hour, full of plans and hopes and confidences, and +then he kissed his radiant love good-night, and, going into his own +room, sat down by the stove and there pondered on the change that had +come into his life. + +Already he sighed with the stress of care, the press of thought, which +came upon him. The longing uneasiness of the boy had given place to +another unrest--the unrest of the man who must face the world in earnest +now, planning for food and shelter. To go back to school was out of the +question. To expect help from his father, overworked and burdened with +debt, was impossible. He must go to work, and go to work to aid _her_. A +living must be wrung from this town. All the home and all the property +Mrs. Welsh had were here, and wherever Maud went the mother must follow. + +He was in the midst of his mental turmoil when Hartley came in, humming +the _Mulligan Guards_. + +"In the dark, hey?" + +"Completely in the dark." + +"Well, light up, light up!" + +"I'm trying to." + +"What the deuce do you mean by that tone? What's been going on here +since my absence?" + +Albert did not reply, and Hartley shuffled about after a match, lighted +the lamp, threw his coat and hat in the corner, and then said: + +"Well, I've got everything straightened up. Been freezing out old +Daggett; the old skeesix has been promisin' f'r a week, and I just said, +'Old man, I'll camp right down with you here till you fork over,' and he +did. By-the-way, everybody I talked with to-day about leaving said, +'What's Lohr going to do with that girl?' I told 'em I didn't know; do +you? It seems you've been thicker'n I supposed." + +"I'm going to marry her," said Albert, calmly, but his voice sounded +strained and hoarse. + +"What's that?" yelled Hartley. + +"Sh! don't raise the neighbors. I'm going to marry her." + +"Well, by jinks! When? Say, looky here! Well, I swanny!" exclaimed +Hartley, helplessly. "When?" + +"Right away; some time this summer--June, maybe." + +Hartley thrust his hands into his trousers pockets, stretched out his +legs, and stared at his friend in vast amaze. + +"You're givin' me guff!" + +"I'm in dead earnest." + +"I thought you was going through college all so fast?" + +"Well, I've made up my mind it isn't any use to try," replied Albert, +listlessly. + +"What y' goin' t' do here, or are y' goin' t' take the girl away with +yeh?" + +"She can't leave her mother. We'll run this boarding-house for the +present. I'll try for the principalship of the school here. Raff is +going to resign, they say. If I can't get that, I'll go into a law +office. Don't worry about me." + +"But why go into this so quick? Why not put it off fifteen or twenty +years?" asked Hartley, trying to get back to cheerful voice. + +"What would be the use? At the end of a year I'd be just about as poor +as I am now." + +"Can't y'r father step in and help you?" + +"No. There are three boys and two girls, all younger than I, to be +looked out for, and he has all he can carry. Besides, _she_ needs me +right here and right now, and if I can do anything to make life easier +for her I'm going t' do it. Besides," he ended, in a peculiar tone, "we +don't feel as if we could live apart much longer." + +"But, great Scott! man, you can't--" + +"Now, hold on, Jim! I've thought this thing all over, and I've made up +my mind. It ain't any use to go on talking about it. What good would it +do me to go to school another year? I'd come out without a dollar, and +no more fitted for earning a living for her than I am now! And, besides +all that, I couldn't draw a free breath thinking of her workin' away +here to keep things moving, liable at any minute to break down." + +Hartley gazed at him in despair, and with something like awe. It was a +tremendous transformation in the young, ambitious student. + +Like most men in America, and especially Western men, he still clung to +the idea that a man was entirely responsible for his success or failure +in life. He had not admitted that conditions of society might be so +adverse that only men of most exceptional endowments, and willing and +able to master many of the best and deepest and most sacred of their +inspirations and impulses, could succeed. + +Of the score of specially promising young fellows who had been with him +at school, seventeen had dropped out and down. Most of them had married +and gone back to farming, or to earn a precarious living in the small, +dull towns where farmers trade and traders farm. Conditions were too +adverse; they simply weakened and slipped slowly back into dulness and +an ox-like or else a fretful patience. Thinking of these men, and +thinking their failure due to themselves alone, Hartley could not endure +the idea of his friend adding one more to the list of failures. He +sprang up at last. + +"Say, Bert, you might just as well hang y'rself, and done with it! Why, +it's suicide! I can't allow it. I started in at college bravely, and +failed because I'd let it go too long. I couldn't study--couldn't get +down to it; but you--why, old man, I'd _bet_ on you!" He had a tremor in +his voice. "I hate like thunder to see you give up your plans. Say, you +can't afford to do this; it's too much to pay." + +"No, it isn't." + +"I say it is--and, besides, you'd get over this in a week--" + +"Jim!" called Albert, warningly, sharply. + +"All right," said Jim, in the tone of a man who knows it's all +wrong--"all right; but the time 'll come when you'll wish I'd--You ain't +doin' the girl enough good to make up for the harm you're doin' +yourself." He broke off again, and said in a tone of finality: "I'm +done. I'm all through, and I c'n see you're through with Jim Hartley. +All right!" + +"Darn curious," he muttered to himself, "that boy should get caught just +at this time, and not with some o' those girls in Marion. Well, it's +none o' my funeral," he ended, with a sigh; for it had stirred him to +the bottom of his sunny nature, after all. A dozen times, as he lay +there beside his equally sleepless companion, he started to say +something more in deprecation of the step, but each time stifled the +opening word into a groan. + +It would not be true to say that love had come to Albert Lohr as a +relaxing influence, but it had changed the direction of his energies so +radically as to make his whole life seem weaker and lower. As long as +his love-dreams went out toward a vague and ideal woman, supposedly +higher and grander than himself, he was spurred on to face the terrible +sheer escarpment of social eminence; but when he met, by accident, the +actual woman who was to inspire his future efforts, the difficulties he +faced took on solid reality. His aspirations fell to the earth, their +wings clipped, and became, perforce, submissive beasts at the plough. +The force that moved so much of his thought was transformed into other +energy. + +The table was very gay at dinner next day. Maud was standing at the +highest point of her girlhood dreams. Her flushed cheeks and shining +eyes made her seem almost a child, and Hartley wondered at her, and +relented a little in the face of such happiness. + +"They're gay as larks now," thought Hartley to himself, as he joined in +the laughter; "but that won't help 'em any ten years from now." + +He could hardly speak next day as he shook hands at the station with his +friend. + +"Good-by, ol' man; I hope it'll come out all right, but I'm afraid--But +there! I promised not to say anything about it. Good-by till we meet in +Congress," he ended, in a resolute attempt to conceal his dismay. + +"Can't you come to the wedding, Jim? We've decided on June. You see, +they need a man around the house, so we--You'll come, won't you, old +fellow? And don't mind my being a little crusty last night." + +"Oh yes; I'll come," Jim said, in a tone which concealed a desire to +utter one more protest, but to himself he said: + +"That ends him! He's jumped into a hole and pulled the hole in after +him. A man can't marry a family like that at his age, and pull out of +it. He _may_, but I doubt it. Well, as I remarked before, it's none o' +my funeral so long as _he's_ satisfied." + +But he said it with a painful lump in his throat, and he could not bring +himself to feel that Albert's course was right, and felt himself to be +somehow culpable in the case. + + + + +A DIVISION IN THE COOLLY + + +A funeral is a depressing affair under the best circumstances, but a +funeral in a lonely farm-house in March, the roads full of slush, the +ragged gray clouds leaping the sullen hills like eagles, is tragic. + +The teams arrived splashed with mud, the women blue with cold under +their scanty cotton-quilt lap robes, their hats set awry by the wind. +They scurried into the house, to sit and shiver in the best room, where +all the chairs that could contrive to stand erect, and all of any sort +that could be borrowed, were crammed in together to seat the women +folks. + +The men drove out to the barn, and having blanketed their teams with lap +robes, picked their way through the slush of the yard over to the lee +side of the haystack, where the pale sun occasionally shone. + +They spoke of "diseased" Williams, as if Diseased were his Christian +name. They whittled shingles or stalks of straw as they talked. + +Sooner or later, after each new arrival, they branched off upon +politics, and the McKinley Bill was handled gingerly. If any one, in his +zeal, raised his voice above a certain pitch, some one said "Hish!" and +the newcomer's voice sank again to that abnormal quiet which falls now +and again on these loud-voiced folk of the wind and open spaces. + +The boys hung around the kitchen and smoke-house, playing sly jokes upon +each other in order to provoke that explosion of laughter so thoroughly +enjoyed by those who can laugh noiselessly. + +A snort of this sort brought Deacon Williams out to reprimand them, +"Boys, boys, you should have more respect for the dead." + +The preacher came. The choir raised a wailing chant for the dead, but +the group by the haystack did not move. + +Occasionally they came back, after talking about seeding and the price +of hogs, to the discussion of the dead man's affairs. + +"I s'pose his property will go to Emmy and Serry, half and half." + +"I expec' so. He always said so, an' John wa'n't a man to whiffle about +every day." + +"Well, Emmy won't make no fuss, but if Ike don't git more'n his half, +I'll eat the greaser." + +"Who's ex-e_cu_tor?" + +"Deacon Williams, I expect." + +"Well, the Deacon's a slick one," some one observed, as if that were an +excellent quality in an executor. + +"They ain't no love lost between Bill Gray and Harkey, I don't expect." + +"No, I don't think they is." + +"Ike don't seem to please people. It's queer, too. He tries awful hard." + +The voice of the preacher within, raised to a wild shout, interrupted +them. + +"The Elder's gettin' warmed up," said one of the story-tellers, pausing +in his talk. "And so I told Bill if he wanted the cord-wood--" + +The sun shone warmer, and the chickens _caw-cawed_ feebly. The colts +whinnied, and a couple of dogs rolled and tumbled in wild frolic, while +the voice of the preacher sounded dolefully or in humming monotone. + +Meanwhile, in the house, in the best room and in the best seats near the +coffin, the women, in their black, worn dresses, with wrinkled, sallow +faces and gnarled hands, sat shivering. Theirs was to be the luxury of +the ceremony. + +The carpet was damp and muddy, the house was chill, and the damp wind +filled them all with ague; but they had so much to see and talk about, +that time passed rapidly. Each one entering was studied critically to +see whether dress and deportment were proper to the occasion or not, and +if one of the girls smiled a little as she entered, some one was sure to +whisper:-- + +"Heartless thing, how _can_ she?" + +There were a few young men, only enough to help out on the singing, and +they remained mainly in the kitchen where they were seen occasionally in +anxious consultation with Deacon Williams. + +The girls looked serious, but a little sly, as if they could smile if +the boys looked their way or if one of the old women should cough her +store teeth out. + +Upstairs the family were seated in solemn silence, the two nieces, Emma +and Sarah, and Emma's husband, Harkey, and Sarah's children--deceased +Williams had no wife. These people sat in stony immobility, except when +Harkey looked at his watch, and said:-- + +"Seem slow gitten here." + +Occasionally women came up the stairway and flung themselves upon the +necks of the mourning nieces, who submitted to it without apparent +disgust or astonishment, and sank back into the same icy calm after +their visitors had "straightened their things," and retired to the +reserved seats below. + +Deacon Williams, small, quick, with sunny blue-gray eyes belying the +gloomy curve of his mouth, was everywhere; arranging for bearers, +selecting hymns, conferring with the family, keeping abstracted old +women off the seats reserved for the mourners, and maintaining an +anxious lookout for the minister. + +The Deacon was a distant relative of the dead man, and it was generally +admitted that he "would have a time of it" in administering upon the +estate. + +At last the word was whispered about that the Elder was coming. Word was +sent to the smoke-house and to the haystack to call the stragglers in. +They came slowly, and finding the rooms all filled considered themselves +absolved from a disagreeable duty, and went back to the sunny side of +the haystack, where they smoked their pipes in ruminative enjoyment. + +The Elder, upon entering, took his place beside the coffin, the foot of +which he used for a pulpit on which to lay his Bible and his hymn-book. +A noise of whispering, rustling, scraping of feet arose as some old men +crowded in among the women, and then the room became silent. + +The Elder took his seat and glanced round upon them all with solemn +unrecognizing severity, while the mourners came down the creaking pine +stairway in proper order of procedure. + +Everybody noticed the luxury of new dresses on the nieces and the new +suits on the children. Everybody knew the feeling which led to these +extravagances. Death, after all, was a majestic visitor, and money was +not to stand in the way of a decent showing. Some of the girls smiled +slyly at Isaac's gloves, which were too small and would go only halfway +on, a fact he tried to conceal by keeping his hands folded. Each boy was +provided with a large new stiff cotton handkerchief, which occupied +immense space in outside pockets, crumpled as they were into a rustling +ball with cruel salient angles like a Chinese puzzle. + +The Elder had attended two funerals that week, and like a jaded actor +came lamely to his work. His prayer was not entirely satisfactory to the +older people, they had expected a "little more power." + +He was a thin-faced man, with weak brown eyes and a mouth like a gopher, +that is, with very prominent upper teeth. His black coat was worn and +shiny, and hung limply, as if at some other period he had been fatter, +or as if it had belonged to some other man. + +The choir with instinctive skill had selected a wailing hymn, only +slightly higher in development than the chant of the Indians, sweet, +plaintive at times, barbaric in its moving cadences. They sang it well, +in meditative march, looking out of the windows during its interminable +length. + +Then the Elder read some passages of the Scripture in his "funeral +voice," which was entirely different from his "marriage voice" and his +"Sunday voice." It had deep cadences in it and chanting inflections, not +unlike the negro preachers or the keeners at Irish wakes. + +Then he gave out the hymn, which all joined in singing, rising to their +feet with much trouble. After they had settled down again he took out a +large carefully ironed handkerchief and laid it on the coffin as who +should say, "If you have tears, prepare to shed them now." + +The absurdity of all this did not appear to his listeners, though they +well knew he cared very little about the dead man, who was a very +retiring person. + +The Elder on his part understood that his audience was before him for +the pleasure of weeping, for the delight of seeing agonized faces and +hearing wild grief-laden wailing. They were there to feel the delicious +creeping thrill of horror and fear, roused by the presence of the corpse +and the near shadow of the hovering angel of death. + +The Elder led off by some purely perfunctory remarks about the deceased, +about his kindness, and his honesty. This caused the nieces to wipe away +a sparse tear or two, and he was encouraged as if by slight applause. He +developed as usual the idea that in the midst of life we are in death, +that no man can tell when his time will come. He told two or three +grewsome stories of sudden death. His voice now rose in a wild chant now +sank to a hoarse whisper. + +The blowing of noses, low sobbings, and fervent amens from the old men +thickened encouragingly, and he entered upon more impassioned flights. +His voice, naturally sonorous, deepened in powerful song till the men +seated comfortably on their haunches out by the haystack could plainly +hear his words. "Oh, my brethren, what will you do in that last day?" + +Sarah's boys, without in the least understanding what it all meant, +began to weep also and to use their handkerchiefs, so smooth and shining +they were useless as so much legal-cap writing paper. + +Their misery would have been enhanced had they known that out in the +wagon-shed under cover of the Elder's voice the other boys were having a +game of mummelly peg in the warm, dry ground. Their fresh young souls +laughed at death as the early robins out in the hedge near by defied the +winds of March. + +Having harrowed the poor sensation-loving souls as thoroughly as could +be desired, the Elder began the process of "letting them down easy." He +remembered that the Lord was merciful; that the deceased could approach +him with confidence; that there was a life beyond the tomb, a life of +eternal rest (the allurement of all hard-working humanity). + +Slowly the snuffling and sobbing ceased, the handkerchiefs took longer +and longer intervals of rest, and when in conclusion the preacher said, +"Let us pray," the old men looked at each other with fervent +satisfaction. "It's been a blessed time--a blessed time!" + +The pretty girl who sang the soprano looked very interesting with her +wet eyelashes, the tears stopped halfway in their course down her +rounded cheek. The closing hymn promised endless peace and rest, but was +voiced in the same tragic and hopeless music with which the service +opened. + +Deacon Williams came out to say, "All parties desiring to view the +_remains_, will now have an opportunity." He had the hospitable tone of +a host inviting his guests in to dinner. + +Viewing the remains was considered a religious duty, and the men from +outside, and even the boys from behind the smoke-house, felt constrained +to come in and pass in shuddering horror before the still face whose +breath did not dim the glass above it. Most of them hurried by the box +with only a swift side glance down at the strange thing within. + +Then the bearers lifted the coffin and slipped it into the +platform-spring wagon, which was backed up to the door. The other teams +loaded up, and the procession moved off, down the perilously muddy road +toward the village burying-ground. + +In this way was John Williams, a hard-working, honorable Welshman, +buried. His death furnished forth a sombre, dramatic entertainment such +as he himself had ceremoniously attended many times. The funeral +trotters whom he had seen at every funeral in the valley were now in at +his death, and would be at each other's death, until the black and +yellow earth claimed them all. + +A ceremony almost as interesting to the gossips as the burial was the +reading of the will, to which only the family were invited. After the +return of Emma, her husband, and Sarah from the cemetery, Deacon +Williams read the dead man's bequests, seated in the best room, which +was still littered with chairs and damp with mud. + +The will was simple and not a surprise to any one. It gave equal +division of all the property to the nieces. + +"Well, now, when'll we have the settlement?" asked the Deacon. + +"Just's you say, Deacon," said Emma, meekly. + +"Suit yourself," said Harkey; "only it 'ad better come soon. Sooner the +better--seedin's coming on." + +"Well, to-morrow is Friday, why not Saturday?" + +"All right, Saturday." All agreed. + +As Harkey drove off down the road he said to his wife: "The sooner we +have it, the fewer things 'll git carried off. The Deacon don't favor me +none, and Bill Gray is sweet on Serry, and he'll bear watchin'." + +The Deacon on his part took his chin in his fist and looked after +Harkey. "Seemed a little bit anxious, 'cordin' to _my_ notion," he said, +with a smile. + + +II + + +Saturday was deliciously warm and springlike, the hens woke in the early +dawn with a jocund note in their throats, and the young cattle frisked +about the barn-yard, moved to action by the electrical influences of the +south wind. + +"Clear as a bell overhead," Deacon Williams said. + +But Jack Dunlap, Sarah's hand, said, "Nobody travels that way." + +Long before dawn the noise of the melting water could be heard running +with musical tinkle under the ice. The ponds crashed and boomed in long +reverberating explosions, as the sinking water heaved it up and let it +fall with crackling roar; flights of ducks flashed over, cackling +breathlessly as they scurried straight into the north. + +Deacon and Sarah arrived early and took possession, for Sarah was to +have the eighty which included the house. They were busy getting things +ready for the partition. The Deacon, assisted by Jack, the hired man, +was busy hauling the machinery out of the shed into the open air, while +Sarah and a couple of neighbors' girls, with skirts tucked up and towels +on their heads, were scouring up pots and pans and dusting furniture in +the kitchen. + +The girls, strong and handsome in their unsapped animal vigor, enjoyed +the innocent display of their bare arms and petticoats. + +People from Sand Lake passing by wondered what was going on. Gideon +Turner had the courage to pull up and call out, for the satisfaction of +his wife:-- + +"What's going on here this fine morning?" + +"Oh, we're goin' to settle up the estate!" said Sarah. "Why! how de do, +Mrs. Turner?" + +"W'y, it's you, is it, Serry?" + +"Yes; it's me,--what they is left of me. I been here sence six o'clock. +I'm getting things ready for the division. Deacon Williams is the +ex-e_cu_tor, you know." + +"Aha! Less see, you divide equally, I hear." + +"Near's we can get at it. Uncle left me the house eighty, and the valley +eighty to Emmy. Deacon's goin' to parcel out the belongin's." + +Turner looked sly. "How'd Harkey feel?" + +Sarah smiled. "I don't know and care less. He'll make trouble if he can, +but I don't see how he can. He agreed to have the Deacon do the +dividin', and he'll have to stand by it so far as I can see." + +Mrs. Turner looked dubious. "Well, you know Ike Harkey. He looks as +though sugar wouldn't melt in his mouth, but I tell you I'd hate to have +dealin's with him." + +Turner broke in: "Well, we must be movin'. I s'pose you'll move right +in?" + +"Yes. Just as soon's as this thing's settled." + +"Well, good-by. Come up." + +"You come down." + +Sarah was a heavy, good-natured woman, a widow with "a raft of +children." Probably for that reason her uncle had left her the house, +which was large and comfortable. As she stood looking down the road, one +of the girls came out to the gate. She was a plump, strong creature, a +neighbor's girl who had volunteered to help. + +"Anybody coming?" + +"Yes. I guess--no, it's going the other way. Ain't it a nice day?" + +That was as far as she could carry the utterance of her feeling, but all +the morning she had felt the wonderful power of the air. The sun had +risen incredibly warm. The wind was in the south, and the crackling, +booming roar of ice in the ponds and along the river was like winter +letting go its iron grip upon the land. Even the old cows shook their +horns, and made comical attempts to frisk with the yearlings. Sarah knew +it was foolish, but she felt like a girl that morning--and Bill was +coming up the road. + +In the midst of the joy of the spring day stood the house, desolate and +empty, out of which its owner had been carried to a bed in the cold, +clinging clay of the little burying-ground. + +The girls and Sarah worked swiftly, brushing, cleaning, setting aside, +giving little thought to even the beauty of the morning, which entered +their blood unconsciously. + +"Well, how goes it?" asked a quick, jovial voice. + +The girls gave screams of affected fright. + +"Why, Deacon! You nearly scared the life out of us." + +Deacon Williams was always gallant. + +"I didn't know I was given to scaring the ladies," he said. "Well, who's +here?" + +"Nobody but us so far." + +"Hain't seen nothing o' Harkey?" + +"Not a thing. He sent word he'd be on hand, though." + +"M--, well, we've got the machinery invoiced. Guess I'll look around and +kind o' get the household things in my mind's eye," said the Deacon, +taking on the air of a public functionary. + +"All right. We'll have everything ready here in a few minutes." + +They returned to work, dusting and scrubbing. The girls with their +banter put death into the background as an obscure and infrequent +incident of old age. + +Sarah again studied the road down the Coolly. + +"Well there! I see a team coming up the Coolly now; wonder if it's +Emmy." + +"Looks more like Bill Gray's team," said one of the girls, looking slyly +at Sarah, who grew very red. + +"Oh, you're too sharp, ain't you?" + +It was perfectly ridiculous (to the young people) to see these +middle-aged lovers courting like sixteen-year-olds, and they had no +mercy on either Bill or Sarah. + +Bill drove up in leisurely way, his horses steaming, his wagon-wheels +loaded with mud. Mrs. Gray was with him, her jolly face shining like the +morning sun. + +"Hello, folkses, are you all here?" + +"Good morning, Mrs. Gray," said the Deacon, approaching to help her out. +"Hello, Bill, nice morning." + +Bill looked at Sarah for a moment. "Bully good," he said, leaving his +mother to scramble down the wagon-wheel alone--at least so far as he was +concerned, but the Deacon stood below courageously. + +Mrs. Gray cried out in her loud good humor: "Look out, Deacon, don't git +too near me--if I should fall on you there wouldn't be a grease spot +left. _There!_ I'm all right now," she said, having reached ground +without accident. She shook her dress and looked briskly around. "Wal, +what you done, anyway? Emmy's folks come yet?" + +"No, but I guess that's them comin' now. I hope Ike won't come, though." + +Mrs. Gray stared at the Deacon. "Why not?" + +"Well, he's just sure to make a fuss," said Jack, "he's so afraid he +won't get his share." + +Bill chewed on a straw and looked at Sarah abstractedly. + +"Well, what's t' be done?" inquired Mrs. Gray, after a pause. + +"Can't do much till Emmy gets here," said Sarah. + +"Oh, I guess we can. Bill, you put out y'r team, we won't get away 'fore +dinner." + +The men drove off to the barn, leaving the women to pick their way on +chips and strips of board laid in the mud, to the safety of the +chip-pile, and thence to the kitchen, which was desolately littered with +utensils. + +Deacon assumed command with the same alertness, and with the same sunny +gleam in his eye, with which he directed the funeral a few days before. + +"Now, Bill, put out your team and help Jack and me pen them hogs. Women +folks 'll git things ready here." + +Emma came at last, driven by Harkey's brother and his hired man. They +were both brawny fellows, rude and irritable, and the Deacon lifted his +eyebrows and whistled when he saw them drive in with a lumber wagon. + +The women swarmed out to greet Emma, who was a thin, irritable, feeble +woman. + +"Better late than never. Where's Ike?" inquired Mrs. Gray. + +"Well, he--couldn't git away very well--he's got t' clean up some +seed-oats," she answered nervously. After the men drove off, however, +she added: "He thought he hadn't ought to come; he didn't want to cause +no aidgewise feelin's, so he thought he hadn't better come--he'd just +leave it to you, Deacon." + +The Deacon said, "All right, all right! We'll fix it up!" but he didn't +feel so sure of it after that, though he set to work bravely. + +The sun, growing warmer, fell with pleasant gleam around the kitchen +door and around the chip-pile where the hens were burrowing. The men +worked in their shirt-sleeves. + +"Well, now, we'll share the furniture an' stuff next," said the Deacon, +looking around upon his little interested semicircle of spectators. +"Now, put Emmy's things over there and Serry's things over here. I'll +call 'em off, and, if they's no objection, you girls can pass 'em over." + +He cleared his throat and began in the voice of one in authority:-- + +"Thirteen pans, six to Emmy, seven to Serry;" then hastened to add: +"I'll balance that by giving the biggest of the two kittles to Emmy. +Rollin' pin and cake board to Serry, two flat-irons to Emmy, small tub +to Emmy, large one to Serry, balanced by the tin water pail. Dozen +clo'se-pins; half an' half, six o' one, half-dozen t'other," he said +with a smile at his own joke, while the others actively placed the +articles in separate piles. + +"Stove to Serry, because she has the house, bureau to Emmy." + +At this point Mrs. Gray said, "I guess that ain't quite even, Deacon; +the bureau ain't worth much." + +"Oh, no, no, that's all right! Let her have it," Emma protested +nervously. + +"Give her an extry tick, anyway," said Sarah, not to be outdone in +magnanimity. + +"Settle that between ye," said the Deacon. + +He warmed to his work now, and towels, pans, crockery, brooms, mirrors, +pillows, and bedticks were rapidly set aside in two groups on the soft +soil. The poverty of the home could best be seen in the display of its +pitiful furniture. + +The two nieces looked on impassively, standing side by side. The men +came to move the bureau and other heavy things and looked on, while the +lighter things were being handed over by Mrs. Gray and the girls. + +At noon they sat down in the empty kitchen and ate a cold snack--at +least, the women took seats, the men stood around and lunched on hunks +of boiled beef and slices of bread. There was an air of constraint upon +the male portion of the party not shared by Mrs. Gray and the girls. + +"Well, that settles things in the house," beamed the Deacon as he came +out with the women trailing behind him; "an' now in about two jerks of +a dead lamb's tail, we'll git at the things out in the barn." + +"Wal, we don't know much about machines and things, but I guess we'd +better go out and keep you men from fightin'," said Mrs. Gray, shaking +with fun; "Ike didn't come because he didn't want to make any trouble, +but I guess he might just as well 'a' come as send two such critters as +Jim 'n' Hank." + +The women laughed at her frankness, and in very good humor they all went +out to the barn-yard. + +"Now, these things can't be laid out fast as I call 'em off, but we'll +do the best we can." + +"Let's try the stawk first," said Jim. + +The women stood around with shawls pinned over their heads while the +division of the stock went forward. The young men came often within +chaffing distance of the girls. + +There were nine shotes nearly of a size, and the Deacon said, "I'll give +Serry the odd shote." + +"Why so?" asked Jim Harkey, a sullen-faced man of thirty. + +"Because a shote is hard to carry off and I can balance--" + +"Well, I guess you can balance f'r Em 'bout as well as f'r Serry." + +The Deacon was willing to yield a point. "Any objection, Bill? If not, +why--" + +"Nope, let her go," said Bill. + +"What 'ave _you_ got to say 'bout it?" asked Jim, insolently. + +Bill turned his slow bulk. "I guess I've a good 'eal to say--haven't I, +Serry?" + +Sarah reddened, but stood beside him bravely. "I guess you have, Bill, +about as much as _I_ have." There was a moment of dramatic tension and +the girls tingled with sympathy. + +"Let 'er go," said Bill, splitting a straw with his knife. He had not +proposed to Sarah before and he felt an unusual exaltation to think it +came so easy after all. + +When they reached the cattle, Jim objected to striking a balance with a +"farrer cow," and threw the Deacon's nice calculation all out of joint. + +"Let it go, Jim," pleaded Emma. + +"I won't do it," Ike said--"I mean I know he don't want no farrer cow, +he's got two now." + +The Deacon was a little nettled. "I guess that's going to stand," he +said sharply. + +Jim swore a little but gave in, and came back with an access of ill +humor on a division of the horses. + +"But I've give you the four heavy horses to balance the four others and +the two-year-old," said the Deacon. + +"I'll be damned if I stand that," said Jim. + +"I guess you'll have to," said the Deacon. + +Emma pleaded, "Let it go, Jim, don't make a fuss." + +Jim raged on, "I'll be cawn-demmed if I'll stand it. I don't--Ike don't +want them spavined old crows; they're all ring-boned and got the +heaves." His long repressed ill-nature broke out. + +"Toh, toh!" said the Deacon, "Don't kick over the traces now. We'll fix +it up some way." + +Emma tried to stop Jim, but he shook her off and continued to walk back +and forth behind the horses munching on quietly, unconscious of any +dispute about their value. + +Bill sat on the oat box in his hulking way, his heels thumping a tune, +his small gray eyes watching the angry man. + +"Don't make a darn fool of yourself," he said placidly. + +Jim turned, glad of the chance for a row, "You better keep out of this." + +Bill continued to thump, the palms of his big hands resting on the edge +of the box. "I'm in it," he said conclusively. + +"Well, you git out of it! I ain't goin' to be bulldozed--that ain't what +I come here for." + +"No, I see it ain't," said Bill. "If you're after a row you can have it +right here. You won't find a better place." + +"There, there," urged the Deacon. "What's the use? Keep cool and don't +tear your shirts." + +Mrs. Gray went up to Jim and took him by the arm. "You need a good +spankin' to make you good-natured," she said. "I think the Deacon has +done first rate, and you ought 'o--" + +"Let go o' me," he snarled, raising his hand as if to strike her. + +Bill's big boot lunged out, catching Harkey in the ribs, and if the +Deacon had not sprung to his assistance Jim would have been trampled to +pieces by the scared horse under whose feet he found himself. He was +wild with dizzy, breathless rage. + +"Who hit me?" he demanded. + +Bill's shapeless hulk straightened up and stood beside him as if his +pink flesh had suddenly turned to oak. Out of his fat cheeks his gray +eyes glared. + +"I did. Want another?" + +The Deacon and Jack came between and prevented the encounter which would +have immediately followed. Bill went on:-- + +"They cain't no man lay a hand on my mother and live long after it." He +was thoroughly awake now. There was no slouch to his action at that +moment, and Jim was secretly pleased to have the encounter go by. + +"You come here for a fuss and you can have it, both of you," Bill went +on in unusual eloquence. "Deacon's tried to do the square thing, Emmy's +tried to do the square thing, and Serry's kep' quiet, but you've been +sour and ugly the whole time, and now it's goin' to stop." + +"This ain't the last of this thing," said Jim. + +"You never'll have a better time," said Bill. + +Mrs. Gray and the Deacon turned in now to quiet Bill, and the settlement +went on. Jim kept close watch on the proceedings, and muttered his +dissent to his friends, but was careful not to provoke Bill further. + +In dividing the harnesses they came upon a cow-bell hanging on a nail. +The Deacon jingled it as he passed. "Goes with the bell-cow," he said, +and nothing further was said of it. Jim apparently did not consider it +worth quarrelling about. + +At last the work was done, a terribly hard day's work. The machines and +utensils were piled in separate places, the cattle separated, and the +grain measured. As they were about to leave, the Deacon said finally:-- + +"If there's any complaint to make, let's have it right now. I want this +settlement to _be_ a settlement. Is everybody satisfied?" + +"I am," said Emmy. "Ain't you, Serry?" + +"Why, of course," said Sarah, who was a little slower of speech. "I +think the Deacon has done first rate. I ain't a word of fault to find, +have you, Bill?" + +"Nope, not an ioty," said Bill, readily. + +Jim did not agree in so many words, but, as he said nothing, the Deacon +ended:-- + +"Well, that settles it. It ain't goin' to rain, so you can leave these +things right here till Monday. I guess I'll be gettin' out for home. +Good evening, everybody." + +Emma drove away down the road with Jim, but Sarah remained to straighten +up the house. Harkey's hired hand went home with Dade Walker who +considered that walk the pleasant finish to a very interesting day's +work. She sympathized for the time with the Harkey faction. + +Sunday forenoon, when Bill and Sarah drove up to the farm to put things +in order in the house, they found Ike Harkey walking around with that +queer side glance he had, studying the piles of furniture, and mentally +weighing the pigs. + +He greeted them smoothly: "Yes, yes, I'm _purr_fickly satisfied, +_purr_fickly! Not a word to say--better'n I expected," he added. + +Bill was not quite keen enough to perceive the insult which lay in that +final clause, and Sarah dared not inform him for fear of trouble. + +As Harkey drove away, however, Bill had a dim feeling of dissatisfaction +with him. + +"He's too gol-dang polite, that feller is; I don't like such +butter-mouth chaps--they'd steal the cents off'n a dead nigger's eyes." + + +III + + +The second Sunday after the partition of goods the entire Coolly turned +out to church in spite of the muddy road. The men, after driving up to +the door of the little white church and helping the women to alight, +drove out to the sheds along the fence and gathered in knots beside +their wagons in the warm spring sun. It was very pleasant there, and the +men leaned with relaxed muscles upon the wagon-wheels, or sat on the +fence with jack-knives in hand. The horses, weary with six days seeding, +slept with closed eyes and drooping lips. Generally the talk was upon +spring work, each man bragging of the number of acres he had sown during +the week, but this morning the talk was all about the division which had +come between the nieces of "deceased Williams." They discussed it slowly +as one might eat a choice pudding in order to extract the flavor from +each spoonful. + +"What is it all about, anyhow?" asked Jim Cranby. "I ain't heard nothing +about it." He had stood in open-mouthed perplexity trying to catch a +clew. Coming late, he found it baffling. + +"That shows where he lives; a man might as well live in a well as up in +Molasses Gap," said one of the younger men, pointing up to the Coolly. +"Why, Ike Harkey is kicking about the six shotes the Deacon put off on +him." + +"No, it wasn't the shotes, it was a farrer cow," put in Clint Stone. + +"Well, _I_ heard it was a shote." + +"So did I," said another. + +"Well, Bill Gray told Jinks Ike had stole a cow-bell that belonged to +the black farrer cow," said another late comer. + +"Stole a cow-bell," and they all drew closer together. This was really +worth while! + +"Yes, sir; Jinks told me he heard Bill say so yesterday. That's the way +I heard it." + +"Well, I'll be cussed, if that ain't small business for Ike Harkey!" + +"How did it happen?" asked Cranby, with sharpened appetite. + +"Well, I didn't hear no p'rtic'lars, but it seems the bell was hangin' +on a peg in the barn, and when they got home from church it was gone, +hide an' hair. Bill is dead sure Ike took it." + +"Say, there'll be fun over that yet, won't they," said one of the +fellows, with a grin. + +"Well, Ike better keep out of Bill's way, that's all." + +"Well--I ain't takin' sides. Some young'un may have took it." + +"Well, let's go in, boys; I see the Elder's come. By gum, there's +Harkey!" They all looked toward Harkey, who had just driven up to the +door. + +Harkey came into church holding his smooth, serious face a little one +side, in his usual way, quiet and dignified, as if he were living up to +his Sunday suit of clothes. He seemed to be unconscious of the attitude +in which he stood toward most of his neighbors. + +Bill and Sarah were not present, and that gave additional color to the +story of trouble between the sisters. + +After the sermon Deacon Harkey led the Sunday School, and the critics of +his action were impressed more than usual with his smooth and quiet +utterance. Emma seemed more than ordinarily worn and dispirited. + +It was perfectly natural that Mrs. Gray should be the last person to +know of the division which had slowly set in between the two sisters and +their factions. Charitable and guileless herself, it was difficult for +her to conceive of slander and envy. + +Nevertheless, a division had come about, slowly, but decisively. The +entire Coolly was involved in the discussion before Mrs. Gray gave it +any serious attention, but one day, when Sarah came in upon her and +poured out a mingled flood of sorrow and invective, the good soul was +aghast. + +"Well, well, I swan! There, there! I wouldn't make so much fuss over +it!" she said, stripping her hands out of the biscuit dough in order to +go over and pat Sarah on the shoulder. "After all that to-do gettin' +settled, seems 's if you ought 'o _stay_ settled. Good land! It ain't +anything to have a fuss over, anyway!" + +"But it is _our_ cow-bell. It belonged on the black farrer cow, that Jim +turned his nose up at, and he sneaked around and got it just to spite +us." + +"Oh, I guess not," she replied incredulously. + +"Well, he did; and Emmy put him up to it, and I know she did," said +Sarah in a lamentable voice. + +"Sary Ann," said Mrs. Gray, as sharply as any one ever heard her speak, +"that's a pretty way to talk about your sister, ain't it?" + +"Well, Mrs. Jim Harkey said--" + +"You never mind what Mrs. Jim Harkey said; she's a _snoop_ and everybody +knows it." + +"But she wouldn't tell that, if it weren't so." + +"Well, I tell you, I wouldn't pay no attention to what she said, and I +wouldn't make such a fuss over an old cow-bell, anyway." + +"But the cow-bell is only the starting point; she ain't been near the +house since, and she says all kinds of mean, nasty things about us." + +"All comes through Mrs. Jim, I suppose," said Mrs. Gray, with some +sarcasm. + +"No, it don't. She told Dade Walker that I got all the biggest +flat-irons, when she knows I offered her the bureau. I did everything I +could to make her feel satisfied." + +"I know you did, and now you must just keep cool till I see Emmy +myself." + +When Mrs. Gray started out on her mission of pacification, she found it +to be entirely out of her control. The Coolly was actively partisan. One +party stood by the Harkeys, and another took Sarah's part, while the +_tertium quid_ said it was "all darn foolishness." + +Mrs. Gray was appalled at the state of affairs, but struggled to +maintain a neutral position. In May, when Bill and Sarah were married, +things had reached such a stage that Emma was not invited to the wedding +supper. Nothing could have cut deeper than this neglect, and thereafter +adherents of the third remove declined to speak when passing; some even +refused to nod. The Harkey faction also condemned the early marriage of +Bill and Sarah as unseemly. + +Soon after, Emma came again to see Mrs. Gray, salty with tears, and +crushed with the slight Sarah had put upon her. She was a plain pale +woman, anyway, and weeping made her pitiable. She explained the +situation with her head on Mrs. Gray's lap:-- + +"She never has been to see me since that day, and--but I hoped she'd +come and see me, but she never sent me any invitation to her wedding." +She choked with sobs at the memory of it. + +Mrs. Gray realized the enormity of the offence, and she could only put +her arms around Emma's back and say, "There, there, I wouldn't take on +so about it." As a matter of fact, she had striven to have Bill send an +invitation to his brother-in-law, but Bill was inflexible on that point. +With the sound of the stolen cow-bell ringing in his ears, he could not +bring himself to ask Ike Harkey into his house. + +After Emma grew a little calmer, Mrs. Gray tried again to bridge the +chasm. "Now, I just believe if you would go to Sarah--" + +"I can't do that! She'd slam the door in my face. Jim's wife says Sarah +said I shouldn't pick a single currant out of the garden this year!" + +"I don't go much on what Jim's wife says," put in Mrs. Gray, guardedly. +She had begun to feel that Jim's wife was the main disturbing element. + +The sisters really suffered from their separation. They had been so used +to running in at all times of the day that each missed the other +wofully. It had been their habit whenever they needed each other to help +cook, or cut a dress, to hang a cloth out of the chamber window, a sign +which was sure to bring help post-haste; but now nothing would induce +either of them to make the first concession. + +Two or three times when Emma, feeling especially lonely, was on the +point of hanging out the signal, she was prevented by the thought of +some cruel message Mrs. Jim had brought. Jim lived on Ike's farm in a +small house that had been Emma's first home, and Mrs. Jim was almost as +much in her house as in her own. She had no children, and was a +mischief-maker, not so much from ill will as from a love of dramatic +situations; it was her life, this dramatic play of loves and hates +among her friends and neighbors. + +Emma feared her husband, too; he was so self-contained, and so +inexorably moral, at least in appearance. He sweetly said he bore no ill +will toward the Grays, but he must insist that his wife should not visit +them until they apologized. He took the matter very serenely, however. + +The sound of the cow-bell was a constant daily irritation to Bill; he +was slow to wrath, but the bell seemed to rasp on his tenderest nerve; +it had a curiously exultant sound heard in the early morning--it seemed +to voice Harkey's triumph. Bill's friends were astonished at the change +in him. He grew dark and thunderous with wrath whenever Harkey's name +was mentioned. + +One day Ike's cattle broke out of the pasture into Bill's young oats, +and though Ike hurried after them, it seemed to Bill he might have got +them out a little quicker than he did. He said nothing then, however, +but when a few days later they broke in again, he went over there in +very bad humor. + +"I want this thing stopped," he said. + +Ike was mending the fence. He smiled in his sweet way, and said +smoothly, "I'm sorry, but when they once git a taste of grain it's +pretty hard to keep 'em--" + +"Well, there ought to be a new fence here," said Bill. "That fence is as +rotten as a pumpkin." + +"I s'pose they had; yes, sir, that's so," Harkey assented quickly. "I'm +ready to build my half, you know," he said, "any time--any time you +are." + +"Well, I'll build mine to-morrow," said Bill. "I can't have your cattle +pasturing on my oats." + +"All right, all right. I'll have mine done as quick as yourn." + +"Well, see't you do; I don't want my grain all tramped into the ground +and I ain't a-goin' to have it." + +Harkey hastily gathered up his tools, saying, "Yes, yes, all right." + +"You might send home that cow-bell of mine while you're about it," Bill +called after him, but Harkey did not reply or turn around. + + +IV + + +The line fence ran up the bluff toward the summit of the ridge to the +east. On each side it was set with smooth green slopes of pasture and +pleasant squares of wheat, until it reached the woods and ran under the +oaks and walnuts and birches to the cliffs of lichen-spotted stone which +topped the summit. + +Bill walked the full length of the fence to see how much of the old +material could be used. He recognized the bell on one of Harkey's +cattle, and he grew wrathful at the sight of another cow peacefully +gnawing the fresh, green grass, with the bell, which belonged to the +black cow, on her neck. + +It was mid-spring. Everywhere was the vivid green of the Wisconsin +landscape; the slopes were like carefully tended lawns, without stumps +or stones; the groves rose up the hills, pink and gray and green in +softly rounded billows of cherry bloom and tender oak and elm foliage. +Here and there under the forest tender plants and flowers had sprung up, +slender and succulent like all productions of a rich and shadowed soil. + +Early the next morning Bill and his two hands began to work in the +meadow, working toward the ridge; Harkey and his brother and their hands +began at the ridge and worked down toward the meadow; each party could +hear the axes of the other ringing in the still, beautiful spring air. + +Bill's hired hand, on his way to the spring about the middle of the +forenoon, met Jim Harkey, who said wickedly in answer to a jocular +greeting:-- + +"Don't give me none of your lip now; we'll break your necks for two +cents." + +The hand came to Bill with the story. "Bill, they're on the fight." + +"Oh, I guess not." + +"Well, they be. We better not run up against them to-day if we don't +want trouble." + +"Well, I ain't goin' to dodge 'em," said Bill; "I ain't in that +business; if they want fight, we'll accommodate 'em with the best we've +got in the shop." + +At noon, Harkey's gang went to dinner a little earlier, and, as they +came down the path quite near, Jim said with a sneer:-- + +"You managed to git the easiest half of the fence, didn't yeh?" + +"We took the half that belongs to us," said Bill. "_We_ don't take what +don't belong to us." + +"Cow-bells, for instance," put in Bill's hired hand, with a provoking +intonation. + +Jim stopped and his face twisted with rage; Ike paused a little farther +on down the path. Jim came closer. + +"Say, I know what you're driving at and you're a liar, and for a leather +cent I'd lick you like hell!" + +"You can't do it. You don't weigh enough." + +"Oh, shut up, Jack," called Bill. "Go about y'r business," he said to +Jim, "or I'll take a hand." + +Jim's face flamed into a wild wrath. His lips lifted at the corners like +a wolf's as he leaped the fence with a wild spring and lunged against +Bill's breast. The larger man went down, but his great arms closed about +his assailant's neck with a bear-like grip. Jim could neither rise nor +strike; with a fury no animal could equal he pressed his hands upon +Bill's throat and thrust his elbow into his mouth in the attempt to +strangle him. He meant murder. + +Jack faced the other men, who came running up. Ike seized a stake, and +was about to leap over, when Jack raised an axe in the air. + +"Stand off!" he yelled, and his voice rang through the woods; he noticed +how harsh and wild it sounded in the silence. He heard a grunting sound, +and gave one glance at the two men writhing amid the ferns silent as +grappling bull-dogs. + +Bill had fallen in the brake and seemed wedged in. At last there came +into his heart a terrible shiver, a blind desperation that uncoiled all +the strength in his great bulk. Then he seemed to bound from the +ground, as he twisted the other man under him, and shook himself free. + +He dragged one great maul of a fist free and drove it at the face +beneath him. Jim saw it coming and turned his head. The blow fell on his +neck and his carnivorous grin smoothed out as if sleep had suddenly +fallen upon him. He drew a long, shuddering breath, his muscles +quivered, and his clenched hands fell open. + +Bill rose upon his knees and looked at him. A deep awe fell upon him. In +the pause he heard the robins rioting from the trees in the lower +valley, and the woodpecker cried resoundingly. + +"You've killed him!" cried Ike, as he climbed hastily over the fence. + +Bill did not reply. The men faced each other in solemn silence, all wish +for murder going out of their hearts. The sobbing cry of the mourning +dove, which they had been hearing all day, suddenly assumed new meaning. + +"_Ah, woe, woe is me!_" it cried. + +"Bring water!" shouted Ike, kneeling beside his brother. + +Bill knelt there with him, while the rest dashed water upon Jim's face. + +At last he began to breathe like a fretful, waking child, and looking up +into the scared faces above him, motioned the water away from him. The +angry look came back into his face, but it was mixed with perplexity. + +He touched his hand to his face and brought it down covered with blood. +"How much am I hurt?" he said fiercely. + +"Oh, nothing much," Ike hastened to say; "it's just a scratch." + +Jim struggled to his elbow and looked around him. It all seemed to come +back to him. "Did he do it fair?" he demanded of his companions. + +"Oh, yes; it was fair enough," said Ike. + +Jim looked at Jack. "That _thing_ didn't hit me with his axe, did he?" + +Jack grinned. "No, but I was just a-goin' to when Bill belted you one," +was the frank and convincing reply. + +Jim got up slowly and faced Bill. "Well, that settles it; it's all +right! You're a better man than I am. That's all I've got to say." + +He climbed back over the fence and led the way down to dinner without +looking back. + +"What give ye that lick on the side o' the head, Jim?" his wife asked, +when he sat down at the dinner-table. + +"Never you mind," he replied surlily, but he added, "Ike's axe come off, +and give me a side-winder." + +Bill carefully removed all marks of his struggle and walked into dinner +shamefacedly, all muscle gone out of his bulk of fat. His sudden return +to primeval savagery grew monstrous in the cheerful kitchen, with its +noise of hearty children, sizzling meat, and the clatter of dishes. + +The stove was not drawing well and Sarah did not notice anything out of +the way with Bill. + +"I never see such a hateful thing in all my life," she said, referring +to the stove. "That rhubarb duff won't be fit for a hog to eat; the +undercrust ain't baked the least bit yet, and I have had it in there +since fifteen minutes after 'leven." + +Bill said generously, "Oh, well, never mind, Serry; we'll worry it down +some way." + + +V + + +All through July and August Mrs. Jim Harkey seemed to renew her +endeavors to keep the sisters apart; she still carried spiteful tales to +and fro, amplifying them with an irresistible histronic tendency. It had +become a matter of self-exoneration with her then. She could not stop +now without seeming to admit she had been mischief-making in the past. +If the sisters should come together, her lies would instantly appear. + +Emma grew morose, irritable, and melancholy; she was suffering for her +sister's wholesome presence, and yet, being under the dominion of the +mischief-maker, dared not send word or even mention the name of her +sister in the presence of the Harkeys. + +Mrs. Jim came up to the house to stay as Emma got too ill to work, and +took charge of the house. The children hated her fiercely, and there +were noisy battles in the kitchen constantly wearing upon the nerves of +the sick woman who lay in the restricted gloom of the sitting room +bed-chamber, within hearing of every squall. + +There were moments of peace only when Ike was in the house. Smooth as he +was, Jim's wife was afraid of him. There was something compelling in his +low-toned voice; his presence subdued but did not remove strife. + +His silencing of the tumult hardly arose out of any consideration for +his wife, but rather from his inability to enjoy his paper while the +clamor of war was going on about him. + +He was not a tender man, and yet he prided himself on being a very calm +and even-tempered man. He kept out of Bill's way, and considered himself +entirely justified in his position regarding the cow-bell. It is +doubtful if he would have accepted an apology. + +Emma suffered acutely from Mrs. Harkey's visits. Something mean and +wearying went out from her presence, and her sharp, bold face was a +constant irritation. Sometimes when she thought herself alone, Emma +crawled to the window which looked up the Coolly, toward Sarah's home, +and sat there silently longing to send out a cry for help. But at the +sound of Jane Harkey's step she fled back into bed like a frightened +child. + +She became more and more childish and more flighty in her thoughts as +her time of trial drew near, and she became more subject to her jailer. +She grew morbidly silent, and her large eyes were restless and full of +pleading. + +One day she heard Mrs. Smith talking out in the kitchen. + +"How is Emmy to-day, Mrs. Jim?" + +"Well, not extry. She ain't likely to come out as well as usual this +time, I don't think," was the brutally incautious reply; "she's pretty +well run down, and I wouldn't be surprised if she had some trouble." + +"I suppose Sarah will be down to help you," said Mrs. Smith. + +"Well, I guess not--not after what she's told." + +"What has she told?" asked Mrs. Smith, in her sweet and friendly voice. + +"Why, she said she wouldn't set foot in this house if we all _died_." + +"I never heard her say that, and I don't believe she ever _did_ say it," +said Mrs. Smith, firmly. + +Emma's heart glowed with a swift rush of affection toward her sister and +Mrs. Smith; she wanted to cry out her faith in Sarah, but she dared not. + +Mrs. Harkey slammed the oven door viciously. "Well, you can believe it +or not, just as you like; I heard her say it." + +"Well, I didn't, so I can't believe it." + +When Mrs. Smith came in, Emma was ready to weep, so sweet and cheery was +her visitor's face. + +She found no chance to talk with her, however, for Mrs. Harkey kept near +them during her visit. Once, while Mrs. Jim ran out to look at the pies, +Mrs. Smith whispered: "Don't you believe what they say about Sarah. +She's just as kind as can be--I know she is. She's looking down this +way every day, and I know she'd come down instanter if you'd send for +her. I'm going up that way, and--" + +She found no further chance to say anything, but from that moment Emma +began to think of letting Sarah know how much she needed her. She +planned to hang out the cloth as she used to. She exaggerated its +importance in the way of an invalid, until it attained the significance +of an act of treason. She felt like a criminal even in thinking about +it. + +Several times in the night she dreamed she had put the cloth out and +that Jim and his wife had seen it and torn it down. She awoke two or +three times to find herself sitting up in bed staring out of the window, +through which the moon shone and the multitudinous sounds of the +mid-summer insects came sonorously. + +Once her husband said, "What's the matter? It seems to me you'd rest +better if you'd lay down and keep quiet." His voice was low enough, but +it had a peculiar inflection, which made her sink back into bed by his +side, shivering with fear and weeping silently. + +The next day Jim and her husband both went off to town, and Jim's wife, +after about ten o'clock, said:-- + +"Now, Emmy, I'm going down to Smith's to get a dress pattern, and I want +you to keep quiet right here in bed. I'll be right back; I'll set some +water here, and I guess you won't want anything else until I get back. +I'll run right down and right back." + +After hearing the door close, Emma lay for a few minutes listening, +waiting until she felt sure Mrs. Harkey was well out of the yard, then +she crept out of bed and crawled to the window. Mrs. Jim was far down +the road; she could see her blue dress and her pink sunbonnet. + +The sick woman seized the sheet and pulled it from the bed; the clothes +came with it, but she did not mind that. She pulled herself painfully up +the stairway and across the rough floor of the chamber to the window +which looked toward her sister's house, and with a wild exultation flung +the sheet far out and dropped on her knees beside the open window. + +She moaned and cried wildly as she waved the sheet. The note of a scared +child was in her voice. + +"Oh, Serry, come quick! Oh, I _need_ you, Serry! I didn't mean to be +mean; I want to see you _so_! Oh, dear, oh, dear! Oh, Serry, come +quick!" + +Then space and the world slipped away, and she knew nothing of time +again until she heard the anxious voice of Sarah below. + +"Emmy, where _are_ you, Emmy?" + +"Here I be, Serry." + +With swift, heavy tread Sarah hurried up the stairs, and the dear old +face shone upon her again; those kind gray eyes full of anxiety and of +love. + +Emma looked up like a child entreating to be lifted. Her look so +pitifully eager went to the younger sister's maternal heart. + +"You poor, dear soul! Why didn't you send for me before?" + +"Oh, Serry, don't leave me again, will you?" + +When Mrs. Harkey returned she found Sarah sitting by Emma's side in the +bed-chamber. Sarah looked at her with all the grimness her jolly fat +face could express. + +"You ain't needed _here_," she said coldly. "If you want to do anything, +find a man and send him for the Doctor--quick. If she dies you'll be her +murderer." + +Mrs. Harkey was subdued by the bitterness of accusation in Sarah's face +as well as by Emma's condition. She hurried down the Coolly and sent a +boy wildly galloping toward the town. Then she went home and sat down by +her own hearthstone feeling deeply injured. + +When the Doctor came he found a poor little boy baby crying in Sarah's +arms. It was Emma's seventh child, but the ever sufficing mother-love +looked from her eyes undimmed, limitless as the air. + +"Will it live, Doctor? It's so little," she said, with a sigh. + +"Oh, yes, I suppose so!" said the Doctor, as if its living were not +entirely a blessing to itself or others. "Yes, I've seen lots of lusty +children begin life like that. But," he said to Sarah at the door, "she +needs better care than the babe!" + +"She'll git it," said Sarah, with deep solemnity, "if I have to move +over here--and live." + + + + +A FAIR EXILE + + +The train was ambling across the hot, russet plain. The wind, strong and +warm and dry, sweeping up from the south, carried with it the subtle +odor of September grass and gathered harvests. Out of the unfenced roads +the dust arose in long lines, like smoke from some hidden burning which +the riven earth revealed. The fields were tenanted with thrashing crews, +the men diminished by distance to pygmies, the long belt of the engine +flapping and shining like a ribbon in the flaming sunlight. + +The freight-cars on the accommodation train jostled and rocked about and +heaved up laterally till they resembled a long line of awkward, +frightened, galloping buffaloes. The one coach was scantily filled with +passengers, mainly poorly clothed farmers and their families. + +A young man seated well back in the coach was looking dreamily out of +the window, and the conductor, a keen-eyed young fellow, after passing +him several times, said, in a friendly way: + +"Going up to Boomtown, I imagine." + +"Yes--if we ever get there." + +"Oh, we'll get there. We won't have much more switching. We've only got +an empty car or two to throw in at the junction." + +"Well, I'm glad of that. I'm a little impatient, because I've got a case +coming up in court, and I'm not exactly fixed for it." + +"Your name is Allen, I believe." + +"Yes; J. H. Allen, of Sioux City." + +"I thought so. I've heard you speak." + +The young lawyer was a tall, slender, dark-eyed man, rather sombre in +appearance. He did not respond to the invitation in the conductor's +voice. + +"When do you reach the junction?" + +"Next stop. We're only a few minutes late. Expect to meet friends +there?" + +"No; thought I'd get a lunch, that's all." + +At the junction the car became pretty well filled with people. Two or +three Norwegian families came clattering in, the mothers clothed in +heavy shawls and cheap straw hats, the flaxen-haired children in faded +cottonade and blue denims. They filled nearly half the seats. Several +drummers came in, laughing loudly, bearing heavy valises. Then Allen +heard, above the noise, the shrill but sweet voice of a girl, and caught +the odor of violets as two persons passed him and took a seat just +before him. + +The man he knew by sight and reputation as a very brilliant young +lawyer--Edward Benson, of Heron Lake. The girl he knew instantly to be +utterly alien to this land and people. She was like a tropic bird seen +amid the scant foliage of northern hills. There was evidence of great +care and taste in every fold of her modish dress. Her hat was simple but +in the latest city fashion, and her gloves were spotless. She gave off +an odor of cleanliness and beauty. + +She was very young and slender. Her face was piquant but not +intellectual, and scarcely beautiful. It pleased rather by its life and +motion and oddity than by its beauty. She looked at her companion in a +peculiar way--trustfully, almost reverently--and yet with a touch of +coquetry which seemed perfectly native to every turn of her body or +glance of her eyes. + +Her companion was a fine Western type of self-made man. He was tall and +broad-shouldered, but walked a little stooping, like a man of fifty. He +wore a long Prince Albert frock-coat, hanging loosely from his rather +square shoulders. His white vest was noticeably soiled by his watch +chain, and his tie was disarranged. + +His face was very fine and good. His eyes were gray-blue, deep and +quiet, but slightly smiling, as were his lips, which his golden-brown +mustache shaded but did not hide. He was kept smiling in this quizzical +way by the nervous chatter of the girl beside him. His profile, which +was the view Allen had of him, was striking. His strong, straight nose +and abrupt forehead formed a marked contrast to the rather characterless +nose and retreating forehead of the girl. + +The first words that Allen distinguished out of the merry war in which +they seemed engaged were spoken in the tone of pretty petulance such +women use--a coquette's defence. + +"You did! you did! you _did_! _Now_! You know you did! You told me +that! You told me you despised girls like me!" + +"I said I despised women who had no object in life but dress," he +replied, rather soberly. + +"But you were hopping on me; you meant me, now! You can't deny it! You +despise me, I know you do!" She challenged his flattery in her pouting +self-depreciation. + +The young man tried to stop her in her course, to change her mood, which +was descending to real feeling. His low words were lost in the rumble of +the car. + +"Yes, yes, try to smooth it over; but you can't fool me any more. But I +don't want you to flatter me and lie to me the way Judge Stearns did," +she added, with a sudden change of manner. "I like you because you're +straight." + +The phrase with which she ended seemed to take on a new meaning, uttered +by those red lips in childish pout. + +"Now, why are you down on the judge? I don't see," said the man, as if +she had gone back to an old attack. + +"Well, if you'd seen what I have, you'd understand." She turned away and +looked out of the window. "Oh, this terrible country! I'd die out here +in six weeks. I know I should." + +The young lawyer was not to be turned aside. + +"Of course, I'm pleased to have you throw the judge over and employ me, +but, all the same, I think you do him an injustice. He's a good, square +man." + +"Square man!" she said, turning to him with a sudden fury in her eyes. +"Do you call it square for a man--married, and gray-haired, too--to take +up with a woman like Mrs. Shellberg? Say, do you, now?" + +"Well, I don't quite believe--" + +"Oh, I _lie_, do I?" she cried, with another swift change to reproach. +"You can't take my word for Mrs. Shellberg's visits to his office." + +"But he was her lawyer." + +"But you know what kind of a woman she is! She didn't need to go there +every day or two, did she? What did he always receive her in his private +office for? Come, now, tell me that!" + +"I don't know that he did," persisted the lawyer. + +A sort of convulsion passed over her face, her little hands clinched, +and the tears started into her eyes. Her voice was very quiet. + +"You think I lie, then?" + +"I think you are mistaken, just as other jealous women have--" + +"You think I'm jealous, do you?" + +"You act like a jeal--" + +"Jealous of that gray-haired old wretch? No, sir! I--I--" She struggled +to express herself. "I liked him, and I hated to lose all my faith in +men. I thought he was good and honest when he prayed--Oh, I've seen him +pray in church, the old hypocrite!" Her fury returned at the +recollection. + +Her companion's face grew grave. The smile went out of his eyes, leaving +them dark and sorrowful. + +"I understand you now," he said, at last. She turned to look at him. +"My practice in the divorce business out here has almost destroyed my +faith in women. If it weren't for my wife and sister--" + +She broke in eagerly: "Now I _know_ you know what I mean. Sometimes I +think men are--devils!" She thrust this word forth, and her little face +grew dark and strained. "But the judge kept me from thinking--I never +loved my father; he didn't care for me; all he wanted to do was to make +ten thousand barrels of beer a year and sell it; and the judge seemed +like a father to me till _she_ came and destroyed my faith in him." + +"But--well, let Mrs. S. go. There are lots of good men and pure women in +the world. It's dangerous to think there aren't--especially for a +handsome young woman like you. You can't afford to keep in that kind of +a mood long." + +She looked at him curiously. "That's what I like about you," she said, +soberly. "You talk to me as if I had some sense--as if I were a human +being. If you were to flatter me, now, and make love to me, I never +would believe in any man again." + +He smiled again in his frank, good way, and drew a picture from his +pocket. It was a picture of a woman bending down over a laughing, naked +child, sprawling frogwise in her lap. The woman's face was broad and +intellectual and handsome. The look of splendid maternity was in her +eyes. They both looked at the picture in silence. The girl sighed. + +"I wish I was as good as that woman looks." + +"You can be if you try." + +"Not with a big Chicago brewer for a father, and a husband that beats +you whenever the mood takes him." + +"I admit that's hard. I think the atmosphere of that Heron Lake hotel +isn't any great help to you." + +"Oh, they're a gay lot there! We fight like cats and dogs." A look of +slyness and boldness came over her face. "Mrs. Shellberg hates me as +hard as I do her. She used to go around telling: 'It's very peculiar, +you know'"--she imitated her rival's voice--"'but no matter which end of +the dining-room I sit, all the men look that way!'" + +The young lawyer laughed at her in spite of himself. + +And she went on: "But they don't, now. That's the reason she hates me," +she said, in conclusion. "The men don't notice her when I'm around." + +To hear her fresh young lips utter those words with their vile +inflections was like taking a sudden glimpse into the underworld, where +harlots dwell and the spirits of unrestrained lusts dance in the shadowy +recesses of the human heart. + +Allen, hearing this fragmentary conversation, fascinated yet uneasy, +looked at the pair with wonder. They seemed quite unconscious of their +public situation. + +The young lawyer looked straight before him, while the girl, swept on by +her ignoble rage, displayed still more of the moral ulceration which had +been injected into her young life. + +"I don't see what men find about her to like--unless it is her eyes. +She's got beautiful eyes. But she's vulgar--ugh! The stories she +tells--right before men, too! She'd kill any one that got ahead of her, +that woman would! And yet she'll come into my room and cry and cry, and +say: 'Don't take him away from me! Leave him to me!' Ugh! It makes me +sick." She stamped her foot, then added, irrelevantly: "She wears a wig, +too. I suppose that old fool of a judge thinks it's her own hair." + +The lawyer sat in stony silence. His grave face was accusing in its set +expression, and she felt it, and was spurred on to do still deeper +injustice to herself--an insane perversity. + +"Not that I care a cent--I'm not jealous of her. I ain't so bad off for +company as she is. She can't take anybody away from me, but she must go +and break down my faith in the judge." + +She bit her lips to keep from crying out. She looked out of the window +again, seeking control. + +The "divorce colony" never appeared more sickening in its inner +corruptions than when delineated by this dainty young girl. Allen could +see the swarming men about the hotels; he could see their hot, leering +eyes and smell their liquor-laden breaths as they named the latest +addition to the colony or boasted of their associations with those +already well known. + +The girl turned suddenly to her companion. + +"How do those people live out here on their farms?" + +She pointed at a small shanty where the whole family stood to watch the +train go by. + +"By eating boiled potatoes and salt pork." + +"Salt pork!" she echoed, as if salt pork were old boot-heels or bark or +hay. "Why, it takes four hours for salt pork to digest!" + +He laughed again at her childish irrelevancy. "So much the better for +the poor. Where'd you learn all that, anyway?" + +"At school. Oh, you needn't look so incredulous! I went to +boarding-school. I learned a good deal more than you think." + +"Well, so I see. Now, I should have said pork digested in three hours, +speaking from experience." + +"Well, it don't. What do the women do out here?" + +"They work like the men, only more so." + +"Do they have any new things?" + +"Not very often, I'm afraid." + +She sighed. After a pause, she said: + +"You were raised on a farm?" + +"Yes. In Minnesota." + +"Did you do work like that?" She pointed at a thrashing-machine in the +field. + +"Yes, I ploughed and sowed and reaped and mowed. I wasn't on the farm +for my health." + +"You're very strong, aren't you?" she asked, admiringly. + +"In a slab-sided kind of a way--yes." + +Her eyes grew abstracted. + +"I like strong men. Ollie was a little man, not any taller than I am, +but when he was drunk he was what men call a--a holy terror. He struck +me with the water-pitcher once--that was just before baby was born. I +wish he'd killed me." She ended in a sudden reaction to hopeless +bitterness. "It would have saved me all these months of life in this +terrible country." + +"It might have saved you from more than you think," he said, quietly, +tenderly. + +"What do you mean?" + +"You've been brought up against women and men who have defiled you. +They've made your future uncertain." + +"Do you think it's so bad as that? Tell me!" she insisted, seeing his +hesitation. + +"You're on the road to hell!" he said, in a voice that was very low, but +it reached her. It was full of pain and grave reprimand and gentleness. +"You've been poisoned. You're in need of a good man's help. You need the +companionship of good, earnest women instead of painted harlots." + +Her voice shook painfully as she replied: + +"You don't think I'm _all_ bad?" + +"You're not bad at all--you're simply reckless. _You_ are not to blame. +It depends upon yourself now, though, whether you keep a true woman or +go to hell with Mrs. Shellberg." + +The conductor eyed them, as he passed, with an unpleasant light in his +eyes, and the drummers a few seats ahead turned to look at them. The tip +had passed along from lip to lip. They were like wild beasts roused by +the presence of prey. Their eyes gleamed with relentless lust. They eyed +the little creature with ravening eyes. Her helplessness was their +opportunity. + +Allen, sitting there, entered into the terror and the tragedy of the +girl's life. He imagined her reckless, prodigal girlhood; the coarse, +rich father; the marriage, when a thoughtless girl, with a drunken, +dissolute boy; the quarrels, brutal beatings; the haste to secure a +divorce; the contamination of the crowded hotels in Heron Lake, where +this slender young girl--naturally pure, alert, quick of impulse--was +like a lamb among lustful wolves. His heart ached for her. + +The deep, slow voice of the lawyer sounded on. His eyes, turned toward +her, had no equivocal look. He was a brother speaking to a younger +sister. The tears fell down her cheeks, upon her folded hands. Her +widely opened eyes seemed to look out into a night of storms. + +"Oh, what shall I do?" she moaned. "I wish I was dead--and baby, too!" + +"Live for the baby--let him help you out." + +"Oh, he can't! I don't care enough for him. I wish I was like other +mothers, but I'm not. I can't shut myself up with a baby. I'm too +young." + +He saw that. She was seeking the love of a man, not the care of a child. +She had the wifely passion, but not the mother's love. He was silent; +the case baffled him. + +"Oh, I wish you could help me! I wish I had you to help me all the time! +I do! I don't care what you think--_I do! I do!_" + +"Our home is open to you and baby, too," he said, slowly. "My wife knows +about you, and--" + +"Who told her--did you?" she flashed out again, angrily, jealously. + +"Yes. My wife is my other self," he replied, quietly. + +She stared at him, breathing heavily, then looked out of the window +again. At last she turned to him. She seemed to refer to his invitation. + +"Oh, this terrible land! Oh, I couldn't stay here! I'd go insane. +Perhaps I'm going insane, anyway. Don't you think so?" + +"No, I think you're a little nervous, that's all." + +"Oh! Do you think I'll get my divorce?" + +"Certainly, without question." + +"Can I wait and go back with you?" + +"I shall not return for several days. Perhaps you couldn't bear to wait +in this little town; it's not much like the city." + +"Oh, dear! But I can't go about alone. I hate these men, they stare at +me so! I wish I was a man. It's awful to be a woman, don't you think so? +Please don't laugh." + +The young lawyer was far from laughing, but this was her only way of +defending herself. These pert, bird-like ways formed her shield against +ridicule and misprision. + +He said, slowly, "Yes, it's an awful thing to be a woman, but then it's +an awful responsibility to be a man." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I mean that we are responsible, as the dominant sex, for every tragic, +incomplete woman's life." + +"Don't you blame Mrs. Shellberg?" she said, forcing him to a concrete +example with savage swiftness. + +"No. She had a poor father and a poor husband, and she must earn her own +living some way." + +"She could cook, or nurse, or something like that." + +"It isn't easy to find opportunity to cook or nurse. If it were as easy +to earn a living in a pure way as it is in a vicious way, all men would +be rich and virtuous. But what had you planned to do after your +divorce?" + +"Oh, I'm going to travel for two years. Then I'll try to settle down." + +"What you need is a good husband, and a little cottage where you'd have +to cook your own food--and tend the baby." + +"I wouldn't cook for any man living," she broke in, to express her +bitterness that he could so coldly dispose of her future. "Oh, this +terrible train! Can't it go faster? If I'd realized what a trip this +was, I wouldn't have started." + +"This is the route you all go," he replied, with grim humor, and his +words pictured a ceaseless stream of divorcées. + +She resented his classing her with the rest, but she simply said: "You +despise me, don't you? But what can we do? You can't expect us to live +with men we hate, can you? That would be worse than Mrs. Shellberg." + +"No, I don't expect that of you. I'd issue a divorce coupon with every +marriage certificate, and done with it," he said, in desperate disgust. +"Then this whole cursed business would be done away with. It isn't a +question of our laxity of divorce laws," he said, after a pause, "it's a +question of the senseless severity of the laws in other States. That's +what throws this demoralizing business into our hands here." + +"It pays, don't it? I know I've paid for everything I've had." + +"Yes, that's the demoralizing thing. It draws a gang of conscienceless +attorneys here, and it draws us who belong here off into dirty work, and +it brings us into contact with men and women--I'm sick of the whole +business." + +She had hardly followed him in his generalizations. She brought him back +to the personal. + +"You're sick of me, I know you are!" She leaned her head on the +window-pane. Her eyes closed. "Oh, I wish my heart would stop beating!" +she said, in a tense, profoundly significant tone. + +Allen, sitting so close behind them, was forced to overhear, so +piercingly sweet was her voice. He trembled for fear some one else might +hear her. It seemed like profanation that any one but God should listen +to this outcry of a quivering, writhing soul. + +She faced her companion again. "You're the only man I know, now, that I +respect, and you despise me." + +"No, I don't; I pity you." + +"That's worse. I want you to help me. Oh, if you could go with me, or if +I could be with you!" Her gloved hands strained together in the agony of +her desire. + +His calm lips did not waver. He did not smile, even about the eyes. He +knew her cry sprang from her need of a brother, not from the passion of +a woman. + +"Our home is yours just as long as you can bear the monotony of our +simple lives," he said, in his quiet way, but it was deep-throated and +unmistakable in its sincerity. + +She laid her hand on his arm and clasped it hard, then turned away her +head, and they rode in silence. + +After they left the car Allen sat, with savage eyes and grimly set +mouth, going over the problem again and again. He saw that young and +helpless creature walking the gantlet between endless ranks of lustful, +remorseless men, snatching at her in selfish, bestial desire. + +It made him bitter and despairing to think that women should be +helpless--that they should need some man to protect them against some +other man. He cursed the laws and traditions that had kept women +subordinate and trivial and deceptive and vacillating. He wished they +could be raised to the level of the brutes till, like the tigress or +she-wolf, they could not only defend themselves, but their young. + +He tried to breathe a sigh of relief that she had gone out of his life, +but he could not. It was not so easy to shake off the shadow of his +responsibility. He followed her in imagination on her downward path till +he saw her stretching out her hands in pitiful need to casual +acquaintances--alone and without hope; still petite, still dainty in +spite of all, still with flashes of wit, and then-- + +He shuddered. "O my God! Upon whom does the burden of guilt lie?" + + * * * * * + +On the night of his return he sat among his romping babes, debating +whether he should tell the story to his wife or not. As the little ones +grew weary the noise of the autumn wind--the lonely, woful, moaning +prairie wind--came to his ears, and he shuddered. His wife observed it. + +"What is it, Joe? Did you get a chill?" + +"Oh no. The wind sounds a little lonesome to-night, that's all." But he +took his little girl into his arms and held her close. + + + + +AN ALIEN IN THE PINES + +I + + +A man and a woman were pacing up and down the wintry station platform, +waiting for a train. On every side the snow lay a stained and crumpled +blanket, with here and there a light or a chimney to show the village +sleeping beneath. + +The sky was a purple-black hemisphere, out of which the stars glittered +almost white. The wind came out of the west, cold but amiable; the +cracked bell of a switch-engine gurgled querulously at intervals, +followed by the bumping of coupling freight-cars; roosters were crowing, +and sleepy train-men were assembling in sullen silence. + +The couple walked with arms locked like lovers, but the tones of their +voices had the quality which comes after marriage. They were man and +wife. + +The woman's clear voice arose. "Oh, Ed, isn't this delicious? What one +misses by not getting up early!" + +"Sleep, for instance," laughed her husband. + +"Don't drag me down. You know what I mean. Let's get up early every +morning while we're up here in the woods." + +"Shouldn't wonder if we had to. There'll be a lot to do, and I want to +get back to Chicago by the 1st of February." + +"This is an experience! Isn't it still? When is our train due?" + +"Due now; I think that is our headlight up the track." + +As he spoke an engine added its voice to the growing noise of the +station, and drew solemnly down the frosty steel. + +An eruption of shapeless forms of men from the depot filled the one +general coach of the train. They nearly all were dressed in some sort of +fur coat, and all had the look of men accustomed to out-door +life--powerful, loud-voiced, unrefined. They were, in fact, travelling +men, business men, the owners of mills or timber. The stolid or patient +ox-like faces of some Norwegian workmen, dressed in gay Mackinac +jackets, were sprinkled about. + +The young wife was a fine type of woman anywhere, but these surroundings +made her seem very dainty and startlingly beautiful. Her husband had the +fair skin of a city man, but his powerful shoulders and firm step +denoted health and wholesome living. They were both good to look at. + +They soon felt the reaction to sleepiness which comes to those not +accustomed to early rising, and the wife, soothed by the clank of the +train, leaned her head on her husband's shoulder and dozed. He looked +out upon the landscape, glad that his wife was not observing it. He did +not know such desolation existed in Wisconsin. + +On every side were the evidences of a ruined forest land. A landscape of +flat wastes, of thinned and burned and uprooted trees. A desolate and +apparently useless land. + +Here and there a sawmill stood gray and sagging, surrounded by little +cabins of unpainted wood, to testify to the time when great pines stood +all about, and the ring of the swamper's axe was heard in the intervals +of silence between the howls of a saw. + +To the north the swells grew larger. Birch and tamarack swamps +alternated with dry ridges on which an inferior pine still grew. The +swamps were dense tangles of broken and uprooted trees. Slender +pike-like stumps of fire-devastated firs rose here and there, black and +grim skeletons of trees. + +It was a land that had been sheared by the axe, torn by the winds, and +blasted by fire. + +Off to the west low blue ridges rose, marking the boundaries of the +valley which had been washed out ages ago by water. After the floods +pine forest had sprung up, and these in their turn had been sheared away +by man. It lay now awaiting the plough and seeder of the intrepid +pioneer. + +Suddenly the wife awoke and sat up. "Why, we haven't had any breakfast!" + +He smiled at her childish look of bewilderment. "I've been painfully +aware of it for some time back. I've been suffering for food while you +slept." + +"Why didn't you get into the basket?" + +"How could I, with you on my manly bosom?" + +She colored up a little. They had not been married long, evidently. "How +considerate you are!" + +They were soon eating a breakfast with the spirit of picnickers. +Occasionally she looked out of the window. + +"What a wild country!" she said. He did not emphasize its qualities to +her; rather, he distracted her attention from its desolation. + +The train roared round its curves, conforming with the general course of +the river. On every hand were thickening signs of active lumber +industry. They flashed by freight trains loaded with logs or lumber or +ties. Mills in operation grew thicker. + +The car echoed with the talk of lumber. A brisk man with a red mustache +was exhibiting a model of a machine to cut certain parts of machinery +out of "two by fours." Another was describing a new shingle-mill he had +just built. + +A couple of elderly men, one a German, were discussing the tariff on +lumber. The workmen mainly sat silent. + +"It's all so strange!" the young wife said, again and again. + +"Yes, it isn't exactly the Lake Shore Drive." + +"I like it. I wish I could smell the pines." + +"You'll have all the pines you can stand before we get back to Chicago." + +"No, sir; I'm going to enjoy every moment of it; and you're going to let +me help, you know--look over papers, and all that. I'm the heiress, you +must remember," she added, wickedly. + +"Well, we won't quarrel about that until we see how the legacy turns +out. It may not be worth my time up here. I shall charge you roundly as +your lawyer, depend on that." + +The outlook grew more attractive as the train sped on. Old Mosinee rose, +a fine rounded blue shape, on the left. + +"Why, there's a mountain! I didn't know Wisconsin had such a mountain as +that." + +"Neither did I. This valley is fine. Now, if your uncle's estates only +included that hill!" + +The valley made off to the northwest with a bold, large, and dignified +movement. The coloring, blue and silver, purple-brown and bronze-green, +was harmonious with the grouping of lines. It was all fresh and vital, +wholesome and very impressive. + +From this point the land grew wilder--that is to say, more primeval. +There was more of Nature and less of man. The scar of the axe was here +and there, but the forest predominated. The ridges of pine foliages +broke against the sky, miles and miles, in splendid sweep. + +"This must be lovely in summer," the wife said, again and again, as they +flashed by some lake set among the hills. + +"It's fine now," he replied, feeling the thrill of the sportsman. "I'd +like to shoulder a rifle and plunge into those snowy vistas. How it +brings the wild spirit out in a man! Women never feel that delight." + +"Oh, yes, we do," she replied, glad that something remained yet +unexplained between them. "We feel just like men, only we haven't the +strength of mind to demand a share of it with you." + +"Yes, you feel it at this distance. You'd come back mighty quick the +second night out." + +She did not relish his laughter, and so looked away out of the window. +"Just think of it--Uncle Edwin lived here thirty years!" + +He forebore to notice her inconsistency. "Yes, the wilderness is all +right for a vacation, but I prefer Chicago for the year round." + +When they came upon Ridgeley, both cried out with delight. + +"Oh, what a dear, picturesque little town!" she said. + +"Well, well! I wonder how they came to build a town without a row of +battlemented stores?" + +It lay among and upon the sharp, low, stumpy pine ridges in haphazard +fashion, like a Swiss village. A small brook ran through it, smothered +here and there in snow. A sawmill was the largest figure of the town, +and the railway station was the centre. There was not an inch of painted +board in the village. Everywhere the clear yellow of the pine flamed +unstained by time. Lumber piles filled all the lower levels near the +creek. Evidently the town had been built along logging roads, and there +was something grateful and admirable in its irregular arrangement. The +houses, moreover, were all modifications of the logging camps; even the +drug store stood with its side to the street. All about were stumps and +fringes of pines, which the lumbermen, for some good reason, had passed +by. Charred boles stood purple-black out of the snow. + +It was all green and gray and blue and yellow-white and stern. The sky +was not more illimitable than the rugged forest which extended on every +hand. + +"Oh, this is glorious--glorious!" said the wife. "Do I own some of this +town?" she asked, as they rose to go out. + +"I reckon you do." + +"Oh, I'm so glad!" + +As they stepped out on the platform, a large man in corduroy and +wolf-skin faced them like a bandit. + +"Hello, Ed!" + +"Hello, Jack! Well, we've found you. My wife, Mr. Ridgeley. We've come +up to find out how much you've embezzled," he said, as Ridgeley pulled +off an immense glove to shake hands all round. + +"Well, come right over to the hotel. It ain't the Auditorium, but then, +again, it ain't like sleeping outdoors." + +As they moved along they heard the train go off, and then the sound of +the saw resumed its domination of the village noises. + +"Was the town named after you, or you after the town?" asked Field. + +"Named after me. Old man didn't want it named after him; would kill it," +he said. + +Mr. and Mrs. Field found the hotel quite comfortable and the dinner +wholesome. They beamed upon each other. + +"It's going to be delightful," they said. + +Ridgeley was a bachelor, and made his home at the hotel also. That night +he said: "Now we'll go over the papers and records of your uncle's +property, and then we'll go out and see if the property is all there. I +imagine this is to be a searching investigation." + +"You may well think it. My wife is inexorable." + +As night fell, the wife did not feel so safe and well pleased. The loud +talking in the office below and the occasional whooping of a crowd of +mill-hands going by made her draw her chair nearer and lay her fingers +in her husband's palm. + +He smiled indulgently. "Don't be frightened, my dear. These men are not +half so bad as they sound." + + +II + + +Mrs. Field sat in the inner room of Ridgeley's office, waiting for the +return of her husband with the team. They were going out for a drive. + +Ridgeley was working at his books, and he had forgotten her presence. + +She could not but feel a deep admiration for his powerful frame and his +quick, absorbed action as he moved about from his safe to his desk. He +was a man of great force and ready decision. + +Suddenly the door opened and a stranger entered. He had a sullen and +bitter look on his thin, dark face. Ridgeley's quick eyes measured him, +and his hand softly turned the key in his money drawer, and as he faced +about he swung shut the door of the safe. + +The stranger saw all this with eyes as keen as Ridgeley's. A cheerless +and strange smile came upon his face. + +"Don't be alarmed," he said. "I'm low, but I ain't as low as that." + +"Well, sir, what can I do for you?" asked Ridgeley. Mrs. Field half +rose, feeling something tense and menacing in the attitude of the two +men. + +But the intruder quietly answered, "You can give me a job if you want +to." + +Ridgeley remained alert. His eyes ran over the man's tall frame. He +looked strong and intelligent, although his eyes were fevered and dull. + +"What kind of a job?" + +"Any kind that will take me out into the woods and keep me there." + +There was a self-accusing tone in his voice that Ridgeley felt. + +"What's your object? You look like a man who could do something else. +What brings you here?" + +The man turned with a sudden resolution to punish himself. His voice +expressed a terrible loathing. + +"Whiskey, that's what. It's a hell of a thing to say, but I can't let +liquor alone when I can smell it. I'm no common hand, or I wouldn't be +if I--But let that go. I can swing an axe, and I'm ready to work. That's +enough. Now the question is, can you find a place for me?" + +Ridgeley mused a little. The young fellow stood there, statuesque, +rebellious. + +Then Ridgeley said, "I guess I can help you out that much." He picked up +a card and a pencil. "What shall I call you?" + +"Oh, call me Williams; that ain't my name, but it'll do." + +"What you been doing?" + +"Everything part of the time, drinking the rest. Was in a livery-stable +down at Wausau last week. It came over me, when I woke yesterday, that I +was gone to hell if I stayed in town. So I struck out; and I don't care +for myself, but I've got a woman to look out for--" He stopped abruptly. +His recklessness of mood had its limits, after all. + +Ridgeley pencilled on a card. "Give this to the foreman of No. 6. The +men over at the mill will show you the teams." + +The man started toward the door with the card in his hand. He turned +suddenly. + +"One thing more. I want you to send ten dollars of my pay every two +weeks to this address." He took an envelope out of his pocket. "It don't +matter what I say or do after this, I want that money sent. The rest +will keep me in tobacco and clothing. You understand?" + +Ridgeley nodded. "Perfectly. I've seen such cases before." + +The man went out and down the walk with a hurried, determined air, as if +afraid to trust his own resolution. + +As Ridgeley turned toward his desk he met Mrs. Field, who faced him with +tears of fervent sympathy in her eyes. + +"Isn't it awful?" she said, in a half whisper. "Poor fellow, what will +become of him?" + +"Oh, I don't know. He'll get along some way. Such fellows do. I've had +'em before. They try it awhile here; then they move. I can't worry about +them." + +Mrs. Field was not listening to his shifty words. "And then, think of +his wife--how she must worry." + +Ridgeley smiled. "Perhaps it's his mother or a sister." + +"Anyway, it's awful. Can't something be done for him?" + +"I guess we've done about all that can be done." + +"Oh, I wish I could help him! I'll tell Ed about him." + +"Don't worry about him, Mrs. Field; he ain't worth it." + +"Oh yes, he is. I feel he's been a fine fellow, and then he's so +self-accusing." + +Her own happiness was so complete, she could not bear to think of +others' misery. She told her husband about Williams, and ended by +asking, "Can't we do something to help the poor fellow?" + +Field was not deeply concerned. "No; he's probably past help. Such men +are so set in their habits, nothing but a miracle or hypnotism can save +them. He'll end up as a 'lumber Jack,' as the townsmen call the hands in +the camps." + +"But he isn't that, Edward. He's finer, some way. You feel he is. Ask +Mr. Ridgeley." + +Ridgeley merely said: "Yes, he seemed to me to be more than a common +hand. But, all the same, it won't be two weeks before he'll be in here +as drunk as a wild cat, wanting to shoot me for holding back his money." + +In this way Williams came to be to Mrs. Field a very important figure in +the landscape of that region. She often spoke of him, and on the +following Saturday night, when Field came home, she anxiously asked, "Is +Williams in town?" + +"No, he hasn't shown up yet." + +She clapped her hands in delight. "Good! good! He's going to win his +fight." + +Field laughed. "Don't bet on Williams too soon. We'll hear from him +before the week is out." + +"When are we going to visit the camp?" she asked, changing the subject. + +"As soon as it warms up a little. It is too cold for you." + +She had a laugh at him. "You were the one who wanted to 'plunge into the +snowy vistas.'" + +He evaded her joke on him by assuming a careless tone. "I'm not plunging +as much as I was; the snow is too deep." + +"When you go I want to go with you--I want to see Williams." + +"Ha!" he snorted, melodramatically. "She scorns me faithful heart. She +turns--" + +Mrs. Field smiled faintly. "Don't joke about it, Ed. I can't get that +wife out of my mind." + + +III + + +A few very cold gray days followed, and then the north wind cleared the +sky; and, though it was still cold, it was pleasant. The sky had only a +small white cloud here and there to make its blueness the more profound. + +Ridgeley dashed up to the door with a hardy little pair of broncos +hitched to a light pair of bobs, and Mrs. Field was tucked in like a +babe in a cradle. + +Almost the first thing she asked was, "How is Williams?" + +"Oh, he's getting on nicely. He refused to sleep with his bunk-mate, and +finally had to lick him, I understand, to shut him up. Challenged the +whole camp, then, to let him alone or take a licking. They let him +alone, Lawson says. G'lang there, you rats!" + +Mrs. Field said no more, for the air was whizzing by her ears, and she +hardly dared look out, so keen was the wind; but as soon as they entered +the deeps of the forest it was profoundly still. + +The ride that afternoon was a glory she never forgot. Everywhere +yellow-greens and purple shadows. The sun in a burnished blue sky +flooded the forests with light, striking down through even the thickest +pines to lay in fleckings of radiant white and gold upon the snow. + +The trail (it was not a road) ran like a graceful furrow over the +hills, around little lakes covered deep with snow, through tamarack +swamps where the tracks of wild things thickened, over ridges of tall +pine clear of brush, and curving everywhere amid stumps, where +dismantled old shanties marked the site of the older logging camps. +Sometimes they met teams going to the store. Sometimes they crossed +logging roads--wide, smooth tracks artificially iced, down which +mountainous loads of logs were slipping, creaking, and groaning. +Sometimes they heard the dry click-clock of the woodsmen's axes or the +crash of falling trees deep in the wood. When they reached the first +camp Ridgeley pulled up the steaming horses at the door and shouted, +"Hello, the camp!" + +A tall old man with a long red beard came out. He held one bare red arm +above his eyes. He wore an apron. + +"Hello, Sandy!" + +"Hello, Mr. Ridgeley!" + +"Ready for company?" + +"Am always ready for company," he said, with a Scotch accent. + +"Well, we're coming in to get warm." + +"Vera weel." + +As they went in, under the roofed shed between the cook's shanty and the +other and larger shanty, Mrs. Field sniffed. Sandy led them past a large +pyramid composed of the scraps of beef bones, egg-shells, cans, and tea +grounds left over during the winter. In the shed itself hung great slabs +of beef. + +It was all as untidy and suggestive of slaughter as the nest of a brood +of eagles. + +Sandy was beginning dinner on a huge stove spotted with rust and pancake +batter. All about was the litter of his preparation. Beef--beef on all +sides, and tin dishes and bare benches and huge iron cooking-pans. + +Mrs. Field was glad to get out into the sunlight again. "What a horrible +place! Are they all like that?" + +"No, my camps are not like that--or, I should say, _our_ camps," +Ridgeley added, with a smile. + +"Not a gay place at all," said Field, in exaggerated reserve. + +But Mrs. Field found her own camps not much better. True, the refuse was +not raised in pyramidal shape before the front door, and the beef was a +little more orderly, but the low log huts, the dim cold light, the dingy +walls and floors, the lack of any womanly or home touch, the tin dishes, +the wholesale cooking, all struck upon her with terrible force. + +"Do human beings live here?" she asked Ridgeley, when he opened the door +of the main shanty of No. 6. + +"Forty creatures of the men kind sleep and house here," he replied. + +"To which the socks and things give evidence," said Field, promptly, +pointing toward the huge stove which sat like a rusty-red cheese in the +centre of the room. Above it hung scores of ragged gray and red socks +and Mackinac boots and jackets which had been washed by the men +themselves. + +Around were the grimy bunks where the forty men slept like tramps in a +steamer's hold. The quilts were grimy, and the posts greasy and shining +with the touch of hands. There were no chairs--only a kind of rude stool +made of boards. There were benches near the stove, nailed to the rough +floor. In each bunk, hanging to a peg, was the poor little +imitation-leather hand-bag which contained the whole wardrobe of each +man, exclusive of the tattered socks and shirts hanging over the stove. + +The room was chill and cold and gray. It had only two small windows. Its +doors were low. Even Mrs. Field was forced to stoop in entering. This +helped to make it seem like a den. There were roller-towels in the +corner and wash-basins, and a grindstone which made it seem like a +barn. It was, in fact, more cheerless than a barn, and less wholesome. + +"Doesn't that hay in the bunks get a--a--sometimes?" asked Field. + +"Well, yes, I shouldn't wonder, though the men are pretty strict about +that. They keep pretty free from bugs, I think. However, I shouldn't +want to run no river chances on the thing myself." Ridgeley smiled at +Mrs. Field's shudder of horror. + +"Is this the place?" The men laughed. She had asked that question so +many times before. + +"Yes, _this_ is where Mr. Williams hangs out. Say, Field, you'll need to +make some new move to hold your end up against Williams." + +Mrs. Field felt hurt and angry at his rough joke. In the dim corner a +cough was heard, and as a yellow head raised itself over the bunk-board +a man presented a ghastly face. His big blue eyes fixed themselves on +the lovely woman with a look of childish wonder. + +"Hello, Gus--didn't see you! What's the matter--sick?" + +"Yah, ai baen hwick two days. Ai tank ai lack to hav doketer." + +"All right, I'll send him up. What seems the matter?" + +As they talked, Mrs. Field again chilled with the cold gray +comfortlessness of it all: to be sick in such a place! The silent +appearance of the man out of his grim corner was startling. She was glad +when they drove out into the woods again, where the clear sunshine fell +and the pines stood against the blazing winter sky motionless as iron +trees. Her pleasure in the ride was growing less. To her delicate sense +this life was sordid, not picturesque. She wondered how Williams endured +it. They arrived at No. 8 just as the men were trailing down the road to +work, after eating their dinner. Their gay-colored jackets of Mackinac +wool stood out like trumpet notes in the prevailing white and blue and +bronze-green. + +The boss and the sealer came out and met them, and after introductions +they went into the shanty to dinner. The cook was a deft young +Norwegian--a clean, quick, gentlemanly fellow with a fine brown +mustache. He cleared a place for them at one end of the long table, and +they sat down. + +It was a large camp, but much like the others. On the table were the +same cheap iron forks, the tin plates, and the small tin basins (for +tea) which made up the dinner-set. Basins of brown sugar stood about. + +"Good gracious! Do people still eat brown sugar? Why, I haven't seen any +of that for ages!" cried Mrs. Field. + +The stew was good and savory, and the bread fair. The tea was not all +clover, but it tasted of the tin. Mrs. Field said: + +"Beef, beef--everywhere beef. One might suppose a menagerie of desert +animals ate here. Edward, we must make things more comfortable for our +men. They must have cups to drink out of; these basins are horrible." + +It was humorous to the men, this housewifely suggestion. + +"Oh, make it napkins, Allie!" + +"You can laugh, but I sha'n't rest after seeing this. If you thought I +was going to say, 'Oh, how picturesque!' you're mistaken. I think it's +barbarous." + +She was getting impatient of their patronizing laughter, as if she were +a child. They changed their manner to one of acquiescence, but thought +of her as a child just the same. + +After dinner they all went out to see the crew working. It was the +biggest crew anywhere in the neighborhood. Ridgeley got out and hitched +the team to a tree, and took Field up to the skidway. Mrs. Field +remained in the sleigh. + +Near her "the swamping team," a span of big, deep-red oxen, came and +went among the green tops of the fallen pines. They crawled along their +trails in the snow like some strange machinery, and the boy in a blue +jacket moved almost as listlessly. Somewhere in the tangle of refuse +boughs the swampers' axes click-clocked, saws uttered their grating, +rhythmic snarl, and great trees at intervals shivered, groaned, and fell +with soft, rushing, cracking sweeps into the deep snow, and the swampers +swarmed upon them like Lilliputians attacking a giant enemy. + +There was something splendid (though tragic) in the work, but the +thought of the homelessness of the men, their terrible beds, and their +long hours of toil oppressed the delicate and refined woman. She began +to take on culpability. She was partly in authority now, and this system +must be changed. She was deep in plans for improvement, in shanties and +in sleeping-places, when the men returned. + +Ridgeley was saying: "No, we control about thirty thousand acres of pine +as good as that. It ain't what it was twenty years ago, but it's worth +money, after all." + +It was getting near to dark as they reached No. 6 again, and Ridgeley +drew up and helped them out and into the cook's shanty. + +Mrs. Field was introduced to the cook, a short, rather sullen, but +intelligent man. He stood over the red-hot stove, laying great slices of +beef in a huge dripping-pan. He had a taffler, or assistant, in the +person of a half-grown boy, at whom he jerked rough orders like hunks of +stove wood. Some hit the boy and produced noticeable effects, others did +not. + +Meanwhile a triumphant sunset was making the west one splendor of purple +and orange and crimson, which came over the cool green rim of the pines +like the _Valhalla March_ in Wagner. + +Mrs. Field sat there in the dim room by the window, seeing that splendor +flush and fade, and thinking how dangerous it was to ask where one's +wealth comes from in the world. Outside, the voices of the men +thickened; they were dropping in by twos and fours, with teams and on +foot. + +The assistant arranged the basins in rows, and put one of the iron forks +and knives on either side of each plate, and filled the sugar-basins, +and dumped in the cold beans, and split the bread into slabs, and put +small pots of tea here and there ready for the hands of the men. + +At last, when the big pans of toast, the big plates of beef, were placed +steaming on the table, the cook called Field and Ridgeley, and said: + +"Set right here at the end." He raised his arm to a ring which dangled +on a wire. "Now look out; you'll see 'em come--sidewise." He jerked the +ring, and disappeared into the kitchen. + +A sudden tumult, shouts, trampling, laughter, and the door burst open +and they streamed in: Norwegians, French, half-breeds--dark-skinned +fellows, all of them, save the Norwegians. They came like a flood, but +they fell silent at sight of a woman, so beautiful and strange to them. + +All words ceased. They sank into place beside the table with the thump +of falling sand-bags. They were all in their shirt-sleeves, but with +faces cleanly washed, and the most of them had combed their hair; but +they seemed very wild and hairy to Mrs. Field. She looked at her husband +and Ridgeley with a grateful pleasure; it was so restful to have them +close beside her. + +The men ate like hungry dogs. They gorged in silence. Nothing was heard +but the clank of knives on tin plates, the drop of heavy platters of +food, and the occasional muttered words of some one asking for the bread +or the gravy. + +As they ate they furtively looked with great curiosity and admiration up +at the dainty woman. Their eyes were bright and large, and gleamed out +of the obscure brown of their dimly lighted faces with savage +intensity--so it seemed to Mrs. Field, and she dropped her eyes before +their glare. + +Her husband and Ridgeley tried to enter into conversation with those +sitting near. Ridgeley seemed on good terms with them all, and ventured +a joke or word, at which they laughed with terrific energy, and fell as +suddenly silent again. + +As Mrs. Field looked up the second time she saw the dark, strange face +of Williams a few places down, and opposite her. His eyes were fixed on +her husband's hands with a singular intensity. Her eyes followed his, +and the beauty of her husband's hands came to her again with new force. +They were perfectly shaped, supple, warm-colored, and strong. Their +color and deftness stood out in vivid contrast to the heavy, brown, +cracked, and calloused, paw-like hands of the workmen. + +Why should Williams study her husband's hands? If he had looked at her +she would not have been surprised. The other men she could read. They +expressed either frank, simple admiration or furtive desire. But this +man looked at her husband, and his eyes fell often upon his own hands, +which trembled with fatigue. He handled his knife clumsily, and yet she +could see he, too, had a fine hand--a slender, powerful hand, like that +people call an artist hand--a craftsman-like hand. + +He saw her looking at him, and he flashed one enigmatical glance into +her eyes, and rose to go out. + +"How you getting on, Williams?" Ridgeley asked. + +Williams resented his question. "Oh, I'm all right," he said, sullenly. + +The meal was all over in an incredibly short time. One by one, two by +two, they rose heavily and lumbered out with one last, wistful look at +Mrs. Field. She will never know how seraphic she seemed sitting there +amid those rough surroundings--the dim, red light of the kerosene lamp +falling across her clear pallor, out of which her dark eyes shone with +liquid softness, made deeper and darker by her half-sorrowful tenderness +for these homeless fellows. + +An hour later, as they were standing at the door, just ready to take to +their sleigh, they heard the scraping of a fiddle. + +"Oh, some one is going to play!" Mrs. Field cried, with visions of the +rollicking good times she had heard so much about, and of which she had +seen nothing so far. "Can't I look in?" + +Ridgeley was dubious. "I'll go and see," he said, and entered the door. +"Boys, Mrs. Field wants to look in a minute. Go on with your fiddling, +Sam--only I wanted to see that you weren't sitting around in dishabill." + +This seemed a good joke, and they all howled and haw-hawed gleefully. + +"So go right ahead with your evening prayers. All but--you understand!" + +"All right, captain," said Sam, the man with the fiddle. + +When Mrs. Field looked in, two men were furiously grinding axes; several +were sewing on ragged garments; all were smoking; some were dressing +chapped or bruised fingers. The atmosphere was horrible. The socks and +shirts were steaming above the huge stove; the smoke and stench for a +moment were sickening, but Ridgeley pushed them just inside the door. + +"It's better out of the draught." + +Sam jigged away on the violin. The men kept time with the cranks of the +grindstone, and all faces turned with bashful smiles and bold grins at +Mrs. Field. Most of them shrank a little from her look, like shy +animals. + +Ridgeley threw open the window. "In the old days," he explained to Mrs. +Field, "we used a fireplace, and that kept the air better." + +As her sense of smell became deadened the air seemed a little more +tolerable to Mrs. Field. + +"Oh, we must change all this," she said. "It is horrible." + +"Play us a tune," said Sam, extending the violin to Field. He did not +think Field could play. It was merely a shot in the dark on his part. + +Field took it and looked at it and sounded it. On every side the men +turned face in eager expectancy. + +"He can play, that feller." + +"I'll bet he can. He handles her as if he knew her." + +"You bet your life. Tune up, Cap." + +Williams came from the obscurity somewhere, and looked over the +shoulders of the men. + +"Down in front!" somebody called, and the men took seats on the benches, +leaving Field standing with the violin in hand. He smiled around upon +them in a frank, pleased way, quite ready to show his skill. He played +_Annie Laurie_, and a storm of applause broke out. + +"_Hoo-ray!_ Bully for you!" + +"Sam, you're out of it!" + +"Sam, your name is Mud!" + +"Give us another, Cap!" + +"It ain't the same fiddle!" + +He played again some simple tune, and he played it with the touch which +showed the skilled amateur. As he played, Mrs. Field noticed a growing +restlessness on Williams' part. He moved about uneasily. He gnawed at +his finger-nails. His eyes glowed with a singular fire. His hands +drummed and fingered. At last he approached, and said, roughly: + +"Let me take that fiddle a minute." + +"Oh, cheese it, Williams!" the men cried. "Let the other man play." + +"What do _you_ want to do with the fiddle--think it's a music-box?" +asked Sam, its owner. + +"Go to hell!" said Williams. As Field gave the violin over to him, his +hands seemed to tremble with eagerness. + +He raised his bow, and struck into an imposing, brilliant strain, and +the men fell back in astonishment. + +"Well, I'll be damned!" gasped the owner of the violin. + +"Keep quiet, Sam." + +Mrs. Field looked at her husband. "Why, Ed, he is playing _Sarasate_!" + +"That's what he is," he returned, slangily, too much astonished to do +more than gaze. Williams played on. + +There was a faint defect in the high notes, as if his fingers did not +touch the strings properly, but his bow action showed cultivation and +breadth of feeling. As he struck into one of those difficult +octave-leaping movements his face became savage. On the E string a +squeal broke forth; he flung the violin into Sam's lap with a ferocious +curse, and then, extending his hands, hard, crooked to fit the +axe-helve, calloused and chapped, he said to Field: + +"Look at my hands! Lovely things to play with, aren't they?" + +His voice trembled with passion. He turned and went outside. As he +passed Mrs. Field his head was bowed, and he was uttering a groaning cry +like one suffering physical pain. + +"That's what drink does for a man," Ridgeley said, as they watched +Williams disappear down the swampers' trail. + +"That man has been a violinist," said Field. "What's he doing up here?" + +"Came to get away from himself, I guess," Ridgeley replied. + +"I'm afraid he's failed," said Field, as he put his arm about his wife +and led her to the sleigh. + +The ride home was made mainly in silence. "Oh, the splendid stillness!" +the woman kept saying in her heart. "Oh, the splendid moonlight, the +marvellous radiance!" Everywhere a heavenly serenity--not a footstep, +not a bell, not a cry, not a cracking tree--nothing but vivid light, +white snow dappled and lined with shadows, and trees etched against a +starlit sky. Unutterable splendor of light and sheen and shadow. Wide +wastes of snow so white the stumps stood like columns of charcoal. A +night of Nature's making, when she is tired of noise and blare of color. + +And in the midst of it stood the camp, with its reek of obscenity, foul +odors, and tobacco smoke, to which a tortured soul must return. + + +IV + + +The following Saturday afternoon, as Ridgeley and Field entered the +office, Williams rose to meet them. He looked different--finer some way, +Field imagined. At any rate, he was perfectly sober. He was freshly +shaven, and though his clothes were rough, he appeared the man of +education he really was. His manner was cold and distant. + +"I'd like to be paid off, Mr. Ridgeley," he said. "I guess what's left +of my pay will take me out of this." + +"Where do you propose to go?" Ridgeley asked, with kindly interest. + +Williams must have perceived his kindliness, for he answered: "I'm going +home to my wife, to my violin. I am going to try living once more." + +After he had gone out, Field said, "I wonder if he'll do it?" + +"Oh, I shouldn't wonder. I've seen men brace up just as mysteriously as +that and stay right by their resolutions. I thought he didn't look like +a common lumber Jack when he came in." + +"Ed, your playing did it!" Mrs. Field cried, when she heard of Williams' +resolution. "Oh, how happy his wife will be! She'll save him yet!" + +"Well, I don't know; depends on what kind of a woman she is." + + + + +BEFORE THE LOW GREEN DOOR + + +Matilda Bent was dying; there was no doubt of that now, if there had +been before. The gruff old physician--one of the many overworked and +underpaid country doctors--shook his head and pushed by Joe Bent, her +husband, as he passed through the room which served as dining-room, +sitting-room, and parlor. The poor fellow slouched back to his chair by +the stove as if dazed, and before he could speak again the doctor was +gone. + +Mrs. Ridings was just coming up the walk as the doctor stepped out of +the door. + +"Oh, doctor, how is she?" + +"She is a dying woman, madam." + +"Oh, don't say that, doctor! What's the matter?" + +"Cancer." + +"Then the news was true--" + +"I don't know anything of the news, Mrs. Ridings, but Mrs. Bent is dying +from the effects of a cancer primarily, which she has had for +years--since her last child, which died in infancy, you remember." + +"But, doctor, she never told me--" + +"Neither did she tell me. But no matter now. I have done all I can for +her. If you can make death any easier for her, go and do it. You will +find some opiate powders there with directions. Keep the pain down at +all hazards. Don't let her suffer; that is useless. She is likely to +last a day or two; but if any change comes to-night, send for me." + +When the good matron entered the dowdy, suffocating little room where +Matilda Bent lay gasping for breath, she was sick for a moment with +sympathetic pain. There the dying woman lay, her world narrowed to four +close walls, propped up on the pillows near the one little window. Her +eyes seemed very large and bright, and the brow, made prominent by the +sinking away of the cheeks, gave evidence that it was an uncommon woman +who lay there quietly waiting the death angel. + +She smiled, and lifted her eyebrows in a ghastly way. + +"Oh, Marthy!" she breathed. + +"Matildy, I didn't know you was so bad or I'd 'a' come before. Why +didn't you let me know?" said Mrs. Ridings, kneeling by the bed and +taking the ghostly hands of the sufferer in her own warm and soft palms. +She shuddered as she kissed the thin lips. + +"I think you'll soon be around ag'in," she added, in the customary +mockery of an attempt at cheer. The other woman started slightly, turned +her head, and gazed on her old friend long and intently. The hollowness +of her neighbor's words stung her. + +"I hope not, Marthy--I'm ready to go. I want to go. I don't care to +live." + +The two women communed by looking for a long time in each other's eyes, +as if to get at the very secretest desires and hopes of the heart. Tears +fell from Martha's eyes upon the cold and nerveless hands of her +friend--poor, faithful hands, hacked and knotted and worn by thirty +years of ceaseless daily toil. They lay there motionless upon the +coverlet, pathetic protest for all the world to see. + +"Oh, Matildy, I wish I could do something for you! I want to help you +so! I feel so bad that I didn't come before! Ain't they somethin'?" + +"Yes, Marthy--jest set there--till I die--it won't be long," whispered +the pale lips. The sufferer, as usual, was calmer than her visitor, and +her eyes were thoughtful. + +"I will! I will! But oh, must you go? Can't somethin' be done? Don't yo' +want the minister to be sent for?" + +"No, I'm all ready. I ain't afraid to die. I ain't worth savin' now. Oh, +Marthy, I never thought I'd come to this--did you? I never thought I'd +die--so early in life--and die--unsatisfied." + +She lifted her head a little as she gasped out these words with an +intensity of utterance that thrilled her hearer--a powerful, penetrating +earnestness that burned like fire. + +"Are you satisfied?" pursued the steady lips. "My life's a failure, +Marthy--I've known it all along--all but my children. Oh, Marthy, +what'll become o' them? This is a hard world." + +The amazed Martha could only chafe the hands, and note sorrowfully the +frightful changes in the face of her friend. The weirdly calm, slow +voice began to shake a little. + +"I'm dyin', Marthy, without ever gittin' to the sunny place we +girls--used to think--we'd git to, by-an'-by. I've been a-gittin' deeper +'n' deeper--in the shade--till it's most dark. They ain't been no +rest--n'r hope f'r me, Marthy--none. I ain't--" + +"There, there, Tillie, don't talk so--don't, dear! Try to think how +bright it'll be over there--" + +"I don't know nawthin' about over there; I'm talkin' about here. I ain't +had no chance here, Marthy." + +"He will heal all your care--" + +"He can't wipe out my sufferin's here." + +"Yes, He can, and He will. He can wipe away every tear and heal every +wound." + +"No--he--can't. God Himself can't wipe out what has been. Oh, Mattie, if +I was only there!--in the past--if I was only young and purty ag'in! You +know how tall I was! How we used to run--oh, Mattie, if I was only +there! The world was all bright then--wasn't it? We didn't expect--to +work all our days. Life looked like a meadow, full of daisies and pinks, +and the nicest ones and the sweetest birds were just a little ways +on--where the sun was--it didn't look--wasn't we happy?" + +"Yes, yes, dear. But you mustn't talk so much." The good woman thought +Matilda's mind was wandering. "Don't you want some med'cine? Is your +fever risin'?" + +"But the daisies and pinks all turned to weeds," she went on, waiting a +little, "when we picked 'em. An' the sunny place--has been always behind +me, and the dark before me. Oh, if I was only there--in the sun--where +the pinks and daisies are!" + +"You mustn't talk so, Mattie! Think about your children! You ain't sorry +y'had them? They've been a comfort to y'? You ain't sorry you had 'em?" + +"I ain't glad," was the unhesitating reply of the failing woman; and +then she went on, in growing excitement: "They'll haf to grow old jest +as I have--git bent and gray, an' die. They ain't be'n much comfort to +me: the boys are like their father, and Julyie's weak. They ain't no +happiness--for such as me and them." + +She paused for breath, and Mrs. Ridings, not knowing what to say, did +better than speak. She fell to stroking the poor face and the hands, +getting more restless each moment. It was as if Matilda Fletcher had +been silent so long, had borne so much without complaint, that now it +burst from her in a torrent not to be stayed. All her most secret doubts +and her sweetest hopes seemed trembling on her lips or surging in her +brain, racking her poor, emaciated frame for utterence. Now that death +was sure, she was determined to rid her bosom of its perilous stuff. +Martha was appalled. + +"I used to think--that when I got married I'd be perfectly happy; but I +never have been happy sence. It was the beginning of trouble to me. I +never found things better than they looked; they was always worse. I've +gone further an' further from the sunshiny meadow, an' the birds an' +flowers--and I'll never git back to 'em again, never!" She ended with a +sob and a low wail. + +Her face was horrifying with its intensity of pathetic regret. Her +straining, wide-open eyes seemed to be seeing those sunny spots in the +meadow. + +"Mattie, sometimes when I'm asleep I think I am back there ag'in--and +you girls are there--an' we're pullin' off the leaves of the wild +sunflower--'rich man, poor man, beggar man'--and I hear you all laugh +when I pull off the last leaf; and then I come to myself--and I'm an +old, dried-up woman, dyin'--unsatisfied!" + +"I've felt that way a little myself, Matildy," confessed the watcher, in +a scared whisper. + +"I knew it, Mattie; I knew you'd know how I felt. Things have been +better for you. You ain't had to live in an old log house all your life, +an' work yourself to skin an' bone for a man you don't respect nor +like." + +"Matildy Bent, take that back! Take it back, for mercy sake! Don't you +dare die thinkin' that--don't you dare!" + +Bent, hearing her voice rising, came to the door, and the wife, +recognizing his step, cried out: + +"Don't let him in! Don't! I can't bear him--keep him out; I don't want +to see him ag'in." + +"Who do you mean? Not Joe?" + +"Yes! Him!" + +Had the dying woman confessed to murder, good Martha could not have been +more shocked. She could not understand this terrible revulsion in +feeling, for she herself had been absolutely loyal to her husband +through all the trials which had come upon them. + +But she met Bent at the threshold, and, closing the door, went out with +him into the summer kitchen, where the rest of the family were sitting. +A gloomy silence fell on them all after the greetings were over. The men +were smoking; all were seated in chairs tipped back against the wall. +Joe Bent, a smallish man, with a weak, good-natured face, asked, in a +hoarse whisper: + +"How is she, Mis' Ridings?" + +"She seems quite strong, Mr. Bent. I think you had all better go to bed; +if I want you, I can call you. Doctor give me directions." + +"All right," responded the relieved man. "I'll sleep on the lounge in +the other room. If you want me, just rap on the door." + +When, after making other arrangements, Martha went back to the bedroom, +she was startled to hear the sick woman muttering to herself, or perhaps +because she had forgotten Martha's absence. + +"But the shadows on the meadow didn't stay; they passed on, and then the +sun was all the brighter on the flowers. We used to string +sweet-williams on spears of grass--don't you remember?" + +Martha gave her a drink of the opiate in the glass, adjusted her on the +pillow, and threw open the window, even to the point of removing the +screen, and the gibbous moon flooded the room with light. She did not +light a lamp, for its flame would heat the room. Besides, the moonlight +was sufficient. It fell on the face of the sick woman till she looked +like a thing of marble--all but her dark eyes. + +"Does the moon hurt you, Tilly? Shall I put down the curtain?" + +The woman heard with difficulty, and when the question was repeated, +said slowly: + +"No, I like it." After a little: "Don't you remember, Mattie, how +beautiful the moonlight seemed? It seemed to promise happiness--and +love--but it never come for us. It makes me dream of the past now--just +as it did of the future then; an' the whip-poor-wills, too--" + +The night was perfectly beautiful, such a night as makes dying an +infinite sorrow. The summer was at its liberalest. Innumerable insects +of the nocturnal sort were singing in unison with the frogs in the +pools. A whip-poor-will called, and its neighbor answered like an echo. +The leaves of the trees, glossy from the late rain, moved musically to +the light west wind, and the exquisite perfume of many flowers came in +on the breeze. + +When the failing woman sank into silence, Martha leaned her elbow on the +window-sill, and, gazing far into the great deeps of space, gave herself +up to unwonted musings upon the problems of human life. She sighed +deeply at times. She found herself at moments in the almost terrifying +position of a human soul in space. Not a wife, not a mother, but just a +soul facing the questions which harass philosophers. As she realized her +condition of mind she apprehended something of the thinking of the +woman on the bed. Matilda had gone beyond--or far back--of the wife and +mother. + +The hours wore on; the dying woman stirred uneasily now and then, +whispering a word or phrase which related to her girlhood--never to her +later life. Once she said: + +"Mother, hold me. I'm so tired." + +Martha took the thin form in her arms, and, laying her head close beside +the sunken cheek, sang, in half breath, a lullaby till the sufferer grew +quiet again. + +The lustrous moon passed over the house, leaving the room dark, and +still the patient watcher sat beside the bed, listening to the slow +breathing of the dying one. The cool air grew almost chill; the east +began to lighten, and with the coming light the tide of life sank in the +dying body. The head, hitherto restlessly turning, ceased to move. The +eyes grew quiet and began to soften like a sleeper's. + +"How are you now, dear?" asked the watcher several times, bending over +the bed, and bathing back the straying hair. + +"I'm tired--tired, mother--turn me," she murmured drowsily, with heavy +lids drooping. + +Martha patted the pillows once again, and turned her friend's face to +the wall. The poor, tortured, restless brain slowly stopped its grinding +whirl, and the thin limbs, heavy with years of hopeless toil, +straightened out in an endless sleep. + +Matilda Fletcher had found rest. + + + + +A PREACHER'S LOVE STORY + +I + + +The train drew out of the great Van Buren Street depot at 4.30 of a dark +day in late October. A tall young man, with a timid look in his eyes, +was almost the last passenger to get on, and his pale face wore a +worried look as he dropped into an empty seat and peered out at the +squalid city reeling past in the mist. + +The buildings grew smaller, and vacant lots appeared stretching away in +flat spaces, broken here and there by ridges of ugly, squat, little +tenement blocks. Over this landscape vast banners of smoke streamed, +magnified by the misty rain which was driven in from the lake. + +At last there came a swell of land clothed on with trees. It was still +light enough for him to see that they were burr oaks, and the young +student's heart thrilled at sight of them. His forehead smoothed out, +and his eyes grew tender with boyish memories. + +He was seated thus, with head leaning against the pane, when another +young man came down the aisle from the smoking-car and took a seat +beside him with a pleasant word. + +He was a handsome young fellow of twenty three or four. His face was +large and beardless, and he had a bold and keen look, in spite of the +bang of yellow hair which hung over his forehead. Some commonplaces +passed between them, and then silence fell on each. The conductor coming +through the car, the smooth-faced young fellow put up a card to be +punched, and the student handed up a ticket, simply saying, "Kesota." + +After a decent pause the younger man said, "Going to Kesota, are you?" + +"Yes." + +"So am I. I live there, in fact." + +"Do you? Then perhaps you can tell me the name of your County +Superintendent. I'm looking for a school." He smiled frankly. "I'm just +out of Jackson University, and--" + +"That so? I'm an Ann Arbor man myself." They took a moment for mutual +warming up. "Yes, I know the Superintendent. Why not come right up to my +boarding-place, and to-morrow I'll introduce you? Looking for a school, +eh? What kind of a school?" + +"Oh, a village school, or even a country school. It's too late to get a +good place; but I've been sick, and--" + +"Yes, the good positions are all snapped up; still, you might by +accident hit on something. I know Mott; he'll do all he can for you. +By-the-way, my name's Allen." + +The young student understood this hint and spoke. "Mine is Stacey." + +The younger man mused a few minutes, as if he had forgotten his new +acquaintance. Suddenly he roused up. + +"Say, would you take a country school several miles out?" + +"I think I would, if nothing better offered." + +"Well, in my old district they're without a teacher. It's six miles out, +and it isn't a lovely neighborhood! However, they will pay fifty dollars +a month; that's ten dollars extra for the scrimmages. They wanted me to +teach this winter--my sister tackles it in summer--but, great Peter! I +can't waste my time teaching school, when I can run up to Chicago and +take a shy at the pit and make a whole term's wages in thirty minutes!" + +"I don't understand," said Stacey. + +"Wheat Exchange. I've got a lot of friends in the pit, and I can come in +any time on a little deal. I'm no Jim Keene, but I hope to get cash +enough to handle five thousand. I wanted the old gent to start me up in +it, but he said, 'Nix come arouse.' Fact is, I dropped the money he gave +me to go through college with." He smiled at Stacey's disapproving look. +"Yes, indeedy; there's where the jar came into our tender relations. Oh, +I call on the Governor--always when I've got a wad. I have fun with +him." He smiled brightly. "Ask him if he don't need a little cash to pay +for hog-killin', or something like that." He laughed again. "No, I +didn't graduate at Ann Arbor. Funny how things go, ain't it? I was on my +way back the third year, when I stopped in to see the pit--it's one o' +the sights of Chicago, you know--and Billy Krans saw me looking over the +rail, I went in, won, and then took a flyer on December. Come a big +slump, and I failed to materialize at school." + +"What did you do then?" asked Stacey, to whom this did not seem +humorous. + +"I wrote a contrite letter to the Governor, stating case, requesting +forgiveness--and money. No go! Couldn't raise neither. I then wrote, +casting him off. 'You are no longer father of mine.'" He smiled again +radiantly. "You should have seen me the next time I went home! Plug hat! +Imported suit! Gold watch! Diamond shirt-stud! Cost me $200 to paralyze +the General, but I did it. My glory absolutely turned him white as a +sheet. I knew what he thought, so I said: 'Perfectly legitimate, Dad. +The walls of Joliet are not gaping for me.' That about half-fetched +him--calling him _Dad_, I mean; but he can't get reconciled to my +business. 'Too many ups and downs,' he says. Fact is, he thinks it's +gambling, and I don't argue the case with him. I'm on my way home now to +stay over Sunday." + +The train whistled, and Allen looked out into the darkness. "We're +coming to the crossing. Now, I can't go up to the boarding-place when +you do, but I'll give you directions, and you tell the landlady I sent +you, and it'll be all right. Allen, you remember--Herman Allen." + +Following directions, Stacey came at length to a two-story frame house +situated on the edge of the bank, with its back to the river. It stood +alone, with vacant lots all about. A pleasant-faced woman answered the +ring. + +He explained briefly. "How do you do? I'm a teacher, and I'd like to get +board here a few days while passing my examinations. Mr. Herman Allen +sent me." + +The woman's quick eye and ear were satisfied. "All right. Walk in, sir. +I'm pretty full, but I expect I can accommodate you--if you don't mind +Mr. Allen for a room-mate." + +"Oh, not at all," he said, while taking off his coat. + +"Come right in this way. Supper will be ready soon." + +He went into a comfortable sitting-room, where a huge open fire of soft +coal was blazing magnificently. The walls were papered in florid +patterns, and several enlarged portraits were on the walls. The fire was +the only adornment; all else was cheap, and some of it was tawdry. + +Stacey spread his thin hands to the blaze, while the landlady sat down a +moment, out of politeness, to chat, scanning him keenly. She was a +handsome woman, strong, well-rounded, about forty years of age, with +quick, gray eyes, and a clean, firm-lipped mouth. + +"Did you just get in?" + +"Yes. I've been on the road all day," he said, on an impulse of +communication. "Indeed, I'm just out of college." + +"Is that so!" exclaimed Mrs. Mills, stopping her rocking in an access of +interest. "What college?" + +"Jackson University. I've been sick, and only came West--" + +There came a look into her face that transformed and transfigured her. +"_My_ boy was in Ann Arbor. He was killed on the train on his way home +one day." She stopped, for fear of breaking into a quaver, and smiled +brightly. "That's why I always like college boys. They all stop here +with me." She rose hastily. "Well, you'll excuse me, won't you, and I'll +go an' 'tend to supper." + +There was a great deal that was feminine in Stacey, and he felt at once +the pathos of the woman's life. He looked a refined, studious, rather +delicate young man, as he sat low in his chair and observed the light +and heat of the fire. His large head was heavy with learning, and his +dark eyes deep with religious fervor. + +Several young women entered, and the room was filled with the clatter of +tongues. Herman came in a few moments later, his face in a girlish glow +of color. Everybody rushed at him with loud outcry. He was evidently a +great favorite. He threw his arms about Mrs. Mills, giving her a hearty +hug. The girls pretended to be shocked when he reached out for them, but +they were not afraid of him. They hung on his arms and besieged him with +questions till he cried out, in jolly perplexity: + +"Girls, girls! This will never do!" + +Mrs. Mills brushed out his damp yellow curls with her hands. "You're all +wet." + +"Girls, if you'll let me sit down, I'll take one on each knee," he said, +pleadingly, and they released him. + +Stacey grew red with sympathetic embarrassment, and shrank away into a +corner. + +"Go get supper ready," commanded Herman. And it was only after they had +left him that he said to Stacey: "Oh, you found your way all right." He +took a seat by the fire and surveyed his wet shoes. "I took a run up to +Mott's house--only a half block out o' the way. He said they'd be +tickled to have you at Cyene. By-the-way, you're a theolog, aren't you?" +Wallace nodded, and Herman went on: "So I told Mott. He said you might +work up a society out there at Cyene." + +"Is there a church there?" + +"Used to be, but--say, I tell you what you do: you go out with me +to-morrow, and I'll give you a history of the township." + +The ringing of the bell took them all out into the cheerful dining-room +in a good-natured scramble. Mrs. Mills put Stacey at one end of the +table, near a young woman who looked like a teacher, and he had full +sweep of the table, which was surrounded by bright and happy faces. The +station-hand was there, and a couple of grocery clerks, and a brakeman +sat at Stacey's right hand. They all seemed very much at home, and +called one another by their Christian names, and there was very obvious +courtship on the part of several young couples. + +Stacey escaped from the table as soon as possible, and returned to his +seat beside the fire. He was young enough to enjoy the chatter of the +girls, but his timidity made him glad they paid so little attention to +him. The rain had changed to sleet outside and hammered at the window +viciously, but the blazing fire and the romping young people set it at +defiance. The landlady came to the door of the dining-room, dish and +cloth in hand, to share in each outburst of laughter, and not +infrequently the hired girl peered over her shoulder with a broad smile +on her face. A little later, having finished their work, they both came +in and took active part in the light-hearted fun. + +Herman and one of the girls were having a great struggle over some +trifle he had snatched from her hand, and the rest stood about laughing +to see her desperate attempts to recover it. This was a familiar form of +courtship in Kesota, and an evening filled with such romping was +considered a "cracking good time." After the girl, red and dishevelled, +had given up, Herman sat down at the organ, and they all sang Moody and +Sankey hymns, negro melodies, and college songs till ten o'clock. Then +Mrs. Mills called, "Come, now, boys and girls!" and they all said +good-night, like obedient children. + +Herman and Wallace went up to their bedroom together. + +"Say, Stacey, have you got a policy?" Wallace shook his head. "And don't +want any, I suppose. Well, I just asked you as a matter of form. You +see," he went on, winking at Wallace comically, "nominally I'm an +insurance agent, but practically I'm a 'lamb'--but I get a mouthful o' +fur myself occasionally. What I'm working for is to get on that Wheat +Exchange. That's where you get life! I'd rather be an established broker +in that howling mob than go to Congress." + +He rose on his elbow in bed and looked at Wallace, who was rising from a +silent prayer. + +"Say, why didn't you shout? I forgot all about it--I mean your +profession." + +Wallace crept into bed beside his communicative bedfellow in silence. +He didn't know how to deal with such spirits. + +"Say," called Herman suddenly, as Wallace was about dropping off to +sleep, "you ain't got no picnic, old man!" + +"Why, what do you mean?" + +"Wait till you see Cyene Church. Oh, it's a daisy snarl!" + +"I wish you'd tell me about it." + +"Oh, it's quiet now. The calmness of death," said Herman. "Well, you +see, it came this way. The church is made up of Baptists and Methodists, +and the Methodists wanted an organ, because, you understand, father was +the head centre, and Mattie is the only girl among the Methodists who +can play. The old man has got a head like a mule. He can't be switched +off, once he makes up his mind. Deacon Marsden, he don't believe in +anything above tuning-forks, and he's tighter'n the bark on a bulldog. +He stood out like a sore thumb, and Dad wouldn't give an inch. + +"You see, they held meetings every other Sunday. So Dad worked up the +organ business and got one, and then locked it up when the Baptists held +their services. Things went from bad to worse. They didn't speak as they +passed by--that is, the old folks; we young folks didn't care a +continental whether school kept or not. Well, upshot is, the church died +out. The wind blew the horse-sheds down, and there they lie--and the +church is standing there empty as an--old boot--and--Say, Stacey--by +Jinks!--are you a Baptist?" + +"Yes." + +"Oh, Peter! ain't that lovely!" He chuckled shamelessly, and went off to +sleep without another word. + + +II + + +Herman was still sleeping when Stacey rose and dressed and went down to +breakfast. Mrs. Mills defended Herman against the charge of laziness: +"He's probably been out late all the week." + +Stacey found Mott in the county court-house, and a perfunctory +examination soon put him in possession of a certificate. There was no +question of his attainments. + +Herman met him at dinner-time. + +"Well, elder, I'm going down to get a rig to go out home in. It's +colder'n a blue whetstone, so put on all the clothes you've got. Gimme +your check, and I'll get your traps. Have you seen Mott?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, then, everything's all fixed." + +He turned up about three o'clock, seated on the spring seat of a lumber +wagon beside a woman, who drove the powerful team. Whether she was young +or old could not be told through her wraps. She wore a cap and a thick, +faded cloak. + +Mrs. Mills hurried to the door. "Why, Mattie Allen! What you doin' out +such a day as this? Come in here instanter!" + +"Can't stop!" called a clear, boyish voice. "Too late!" + +"Well, land o' stars, you'll freeze!" + +When Wallace reached the wagon side, Herman said, "My sister, Stacey." + +The girl slipped her strong, brown hand out of her huge glove and gave +him a friendly grip. "Get right in," she said. "Herman, you're going to +stand up behind." + +Herman appealed to Mrs. Mills for sympathy. "This is what comes of +having plebeian connections." + +"Oh, dry up," laughed the girl, "or I'll make you drive." + +Stacey scrambled in awkwardly beside her. She was not at all +embarrassed, apparently. + +"Tuck yourself in tight. It's mighty cold on the prairie." + +"Why didn't you come down with the baroosh?" grumbled Herman. + +"Well, the corn was contracted for, and father wasn't able to come--he +had another attack of neuralgia last night, after he got the corn +loaded, so I had to come." + +"Sha'n't I drive for you?" asked Wallace. + +"No, thank you. You'll have all you can do to keep from freezing." She +studied his thin coat and worn gloves with keen glance. He could see +only her pink cheeks, strong nose, and dark, smiling eyes. + +It was one of those terrible Illinois days when the temperature drops +suddenly to zero, and the churned mud of the highways hardens into +scoriac rock, which cripples the horses and sends the heavy wagons +booming and thundering along like mad things. The wind was keen as a +saw-bladed sword, and smote incessantly. The desolate sky was one thick, +impenetrable mass of swiftly flying clouds. + +When they swung out upon the long pike leading due north, Wallace drew +his breath with a gasp, and bent his head to the wind. + +"Pretty strong, isn't it?" shouted Mattie. + +"Oh, the farmer's life is the life for me, tra-la!" sang Herman, from +his shelter behind the seat. + +Mattie turned. "What do you think of _Penelope_ this month?" + +"She's a-gitten there," said Herman, pounding his shoe heels. + +"She's too smart for young Corey. She ought to marry a man like +Bromfield. My, wouldn't they talk!" + +"Did y' get the second bundle of magazines last Saturday?" + +"Yes; and Dad found something in the _Popular Science_ that made him +mad, and he burned it." + +"Did 'e? Tum-la-la! Oh, the farmer's life for me!" + +"Are you cold?" she asked Wallace. + +He turned a purple face upon her. "No--not much." + +"I guess you better slip right down under the blankets," she advised. + +The wind blew gray out of the north--a wild blast which stopped the +young student's blood in his veins. He hated to give up, but he could no +longer hold the blankets over his knees, so he slipped down into the +corner of the box, with his back to the wind, while Mattie drew the +blankets over his head, slapped the reins down on the backs of the +snorting horses, and encouraged them with shouts like a man: "Get out o' +this, Dan! Hup there, Nellie!" + +The wagon boomed and rattled. The floor of the box seemed beaten with a +maul. The glimpses Wallace had of the land appalled him, it was so flat +and gray and bare. + +Herman sang at the top of his voice, and danced, and pounded his feet +against the wagon box. "This ends it! If I can't come home without +freezing to death, I don't come. I should have hired a rig, irrespective +of you--" + +The girl laughed. "Oh, you're getting thin-blooded, Herman. Life in the +city has taken the starch all out of you." + +"Better grow limp in a great city than freeze stiff in the country," he +replied. + +An hour's ride brought them into a yard before a large, gray-white frame +house. + +Herman sprang out to meet a tall old man with head muffled up. "Hello, +Dad! Take the team. We're just naturally froze solid--at least, I am. +This is Mr. Stacey, the new teacher." + +"How de do? Run in; I'll take the horses." + +Herman and Wallace stumbled toward the house, stiff and bent. + +Herman flung his arms about a tall woman in the kitchen door. "Hello, +muz!" he said. "This is Mr. Stacey, the new teacher." + +Mattie came in soon with a boyish rush, gleeful as a happy babe. She +unwound the scarf from her head and neck, and hung up her cap and cloak +like a man, but she gave her hair a little touch of feminine care, and +came forward with both palms pressed to her burning cheeks. + +"Did you suffer, child?" asked Mrs. Allen. + +"No; I enjoyed it." + +Herman looked at Stacey. "I believe on my life she did." + +"Oh, it's fun. I don't get a chance to do anything so exciting very +often." + +Herman clicked his tongue. "Exciting? Well, well!" + +"You must remember things are slower here," Mattie explained. + +She came to light much younger than Stacey thought her. She was not +eighteen, but her supple and splendid figure was fully matured. Her hair +hung down her back in a braid, which gave a distinct touch of +childishness to her. + +"Sis, you're still a-growin'," Herman said, as he put his arm around her +waist and looked up at her. + +She seemed to realize for the first time that Stacey was a young man, +and her eyes fell. + +"Well, now, set up the chairs, child," said Mrs. Allen. + +When the young teacher returned from his cold spare room off the parlor +the family sat waiting for him. They all drew up noisily, and Allen +said: + +"Ask the blessing, sir?" + +Wallace said grace. + +As Allen passed the potatoes he continued: + +"My son tells me you are a minister of the gospel." + +"I have studied for it." + +"What denomination?" + +"Tut, tut!" warned Herman. "Don't start any theological rabbits +to-night, Dad. With jaw swelled up you won't be able to hold your own." + +"I'm a Baptist," Stacey answered. + +The old man's face grew grim. It had been ludicrous before with its +swollen jaw. "Baptist!" He turned a stern look upon his son, whose smile +angered him. "Didn't you know no more'n to bring a Baptist preacher into +this house?" + +"There, there, father!" began the wife. + +"Be quiet. I'm boss of this shanty, and I won't have you bringing--" + +Herman struck in: "Don't make a show of yourself, old man. Never mind +the old gent, Stacey; he's mumpy to-day, anyhow." + +Stacey rose. "I guess I--I'd better not stay--I--" + +"Oh no, no! Sit down! It's all right. The old man's a little acid at me. +He doesn't mean it." + +Stacey got his coat and hat. His heart was swollen with indignation. He +felt as if something fine were lost to him, and the land outside was so +desolate! + +Mrs. Allen was in tears; but the old man, having taken his stand, was +going to keep it. + +Herman lost his temper a little. "Well, Dad, you're a little the +cussedest Christian I ever knew! Stacey, sit down. Don't you be a fool +just because he is--" + +Stacey was buttoning his coat with trembling hands when Martha went up +to him. + +"Don't go," she said. "Father's sick and cross. He'll be sorry for this +to-morrow." + +Wallace looked into her frank, kindly eyes, and hesitated. + +Herman said: "Dad, you are a lovely follower of Christ! You'll apologize +for this, or I'll never set foot on your threshold again." + +Stacey still hesitated. He was hurt and angry, but being naturally of a +sweet and gentle nature, he grew sad, and, yielding to the pressure of +the girl's hand on his arm, he began to unbutton his overcoat. + +She helped him with it, and hung it back on the nail, and her mother and +Herman tried to restore something of the brightness which had been lost; +but Allen sat grimly eating, his chin pushed down like a hog's snout. + +After supper, as his father was about retiring to his bedroom, Herman +fixed his bright eyes on him, and something very hard and masterful came +into his face. + +"Old man, you and I haven't had a settlement on this thing yet. I'll see +you later." + +Allen shrank before his son's look, but shuffled sullenly off without +uttering a word. + +Herman turned to Wallace. "Stacey, I want to beg your pardon for getting +you into this scrape. I didn't suppose the old gentleman would act like +that. The older he gets, the more his New Hampshire granite shows. I +hope you won't lay it up against me." + +Wallace was too conscientious to say he didn't mind it, but he took +Herman's hand in a quick clasp. + +"Let's have a song," proposed Herman. "Music hath charms to soothe the +savage breast, to charm a rock, and split a cabbage." + +They went into the best room, where a fire was blazing, and Mattie and +Herman sang hymns and old-fashioned love-songs and college glees +wonderfully intermingled. They ended with _Lorena_, a wailing, extra +sentimental love-song current in war times, and when they looked around +there was a lofty look on the face of the young preacher--a look of +exaltation, of consecration and resolve. + + +III + + +The next morning, at breakfast, Herman said, as he seized a hot biscuit, +"We'll dispense with grace this morning, and till after the war is +over." But Wallace blessed his bread in a silent prayer, and Mattie +thought it very brave of him to do so. + +Herman was full of mockery. "The sun rises just the same, whether it's +'sprinkling' or 'immersion.' It's lucky Nature don't take a hand in +these theological contests. She doesn't even referee the scrap; she +never seems to care whether you are sparring for points or fighting to a +finish. What you theologic middle-weights are really fighting for I +can't see--and I don't care, till you fall over the ropes on to my +corns." + +Stacey listened in a daze to Herman's tirade. He knew it was addressed +to Allen, and that it deprecated war, and that it was mocking. The fresh +face and smiling lips of the young girl seemed to put other affairs very +far away. It was such a beautiful thing to sit at table with a lovely +girl. + +After breakfast he put on his cap and coat, and went out into the clear, +cold November air. All about him the prairie outspread, marked with +farm-houses and lined with leafless hedges. Artificial groves surrounded +each homestead, and these relieved, to some degree, the desolateness of +the fields. + +Down the road he saw the spire of a small white church, and as he walked +briskly toward it, Herman's description of it came to his mind. + +As he drew near, the ruined sheds, the rotting porch, and the windows +boarded up told a sorry story, and his face grew sad. He tried one of +the doors, and found it open. Some tramp had broken the lock. The inside +was even more desolate than the outside. It was littered with rotting +straw and plum stones and melon seeds. Obscene words were scrawled on +the walls, and even on the pulpit itself. + +Taken altogether, it was an appalling picture to the young servant of +the Man of Galilee--a blunt reminder of the inherent ferocity and +depravity of man. + +As he pondered the fire burned, and there rose again the flame of his +resolution. He lifted his face and prayed that he might be the one to +bring these people into the living union of the Church of Christ. + +His blood set toward his heart with tremulous action. + +His eyes glowed with zeal like that of the prophets of the Middle Ages. +He saw the people united once more in this desecrated hall. He heard the +bells ringing, the sound of song, the voices of love and fellowship +filling the anterooms where hate had scrawled hideous blasphemy against +woman and against God. + +As he sat there Herman came in, his keen eyes seeking out every stain +and evidence of vandalism. + +"Cheerful prospect, isn't it?" + +Wallace looked up with the blaze of his resolution still in his eyes. +His pale face was sweet and solemn. + +"Oh, how these people need Christ!" + +Herman turned away. "They need killing--about two dozen of 'em. I'd like +to have the job of indicating which ones. I wouldn't miss the old man, +you bet!" he added, with cordial resentment. + +Wallace was helpless in the face of such reckless thought, and so sat +silently watching the handsome young fellow as he walked about. + +"Well, now, Stacey, I guess you'll need to move. I had another session +with the old man, but he won't give in, so I'm off for Chicago. Mother's +brother, George Chapman, who lives about as near the schoolhouse on the +other side, will take you in. I guess we'd better go right down now and +see about it. I've said good-by to the old man--for good this time; we +didn't shake hands, either," he said, as they started down the road +together. He was very stern and hard. Something of the father was hidden +under his laughing exterior. + +Stacey regretted deeply the necessity which drove him out of Allen's +house. Mrs. Allen and Mattie had appealed to him very strongly. For +years he had lived far from young women, and there was a magical power +in the intimate home actions of this young girl. Her bare head, with +simple arrangement of hair, someway seemed the most beautiful thing he +had ever seen. + +He thought of her that night, as he sat at the table with Chapman and +his aged mother. They lived alone, and their lives were curiously +silent. Once in a while a low-voiced question, and that was all. George +read the _Popular Science, Harper's Monthly Magazine_, and the _Open +Court_, and brooded over them with slow intellectual movement. It was +wonderful the amount of information he secreted from these periodicals. +He was better informed than many college graduates. He had little +curiosity about the young stranger. He understood that he was to teach +the school; beyond that he did not care to go. + +He tried Wallace once or twice on the latest discoveries of John Fiske +and Edison, and then gave him up and retired to his seat beside the +sitting-room stove. + +On the following Monday morning school began, and as Wallace took his +way down the lane the wrecked church came again to his eyes. He walked +past it with slow feet. His was a deeply religious nature, one that +sorrowed easily over sin. Suffering of the poor did not trouble him; +hunger seemed a little thing beside losing one's everlasting soul. +Therefore, to come from his studies upon such a monument of human +depravity as this rotting church was to receive a shock and to hear a +call to action. + +Approaching the schoolhouse, his thought took a turn toward the +scholars and toward Mattie. He had forgotten to ask her if she intended +to be one of his pupils. + +There were several children already gathered at the weather-beaten door +as he came up. It was all very American--the box-like house of white, +the slender teacher approaching, the roughly clad urchins waiting. + +He said, "Good morning, scholars!" + +They chorused a queer croak in reply--hesitating, inarticulate, shy. He +unlocked the door and entered the cold, bare room--familiar, unlovely, +with a certain power of primitive associations. In such a room he had +studied his primer and his Ray's Arithmetic. In such a room he had made +gradual recession from the smallest front seat to the back wall seat; +and from one side of such a room to the other he had furtively +worshipped a graceful, girlish head. + +He allowed himself but a moment of such dreaming before assuming +command, and with his ready helpers a fire was soon started. Other +children came in, timorous as rabbits, slipping by, each with an eye +fixed on him like a scared chicken. They pre-empted their seats by +putting down books and slates, and there arose sly wars for possession, +which he watched with amusement--it was so like his own life at that +age. + +He assumed control as nearly in the manner of the old-time teachers as +he could recall, and the work of his teaching was begun. The day passed +quickly, and, as he walked homeward again, there stood that rotting +church, and in his mind there rose a surging emotion larger than he +could himself comprehend--a desire to rebuild it by uniting the warring +factions, of whose lack of Christianity this deserted chapel was a fatal +witness. + + +IV + + +Now this mystical thing happened. As this son of a line of preachers +brooded on this unlovely strife among men, he lost the equipoise of the +scholar and student of modern history. He grew narrower and more +intense. The burden of his responsibility as a preacher of Christ grew +daily more insupportable. + +Toward the end of the week he announced preaching in the schoolhouse on +Sunday afternoon, and at the hour set he found the room crowded with +people of all ages and sorts. + +His heart grew heavy as he looked out over the room--on women nursing +querulous children, on the grizzled faces of grim-looking men, who +studied him with keen, unsympathetic eyes. He had hard, unfriendly +material to work with. There were but few of the opposite camp present, +while the Baptist leaders were all there, with more curiosity than +sympathy in their faces. + +They exulted to think the next preacher to come among them as an +evangelist should be a Baptist. + +After the singing, which would have dribbled away into failure but for +Mattie, Wallace rose, looking very white and weak, and began his +prayer. Some of the boys laughed when his voice stuck in his throat, but +he went on to the end of an earnest supplication, feeling he had not +touched them at all. + +While they sang again, he sat looking down at them with dry throat and +staring eyes. How hard, how unchristian-like, they all were. What could +he say to them? He saw Mattie gazing up at him, and on the front seat +sat three beautiful little girls huddled together with hands clasped; +inexpressibly dainty by contrast. As he looked at them the thought came +to him, What is the goodness of a girl--of a child? It is not +partisan--it is not of creeds, of articles--it is goodness of thought, +of deeds. His face lighted up with the inward feeling of this idea, and +he rose resolutely. + +"Friends, with the help of Christ I am come among you to do you good. I +shall hold meetings each night here in the schoolhouse until we can +unite and rebuild the church again. Let me say now, friends, that I was +educated a Baptist. My father was a faithful worker in the Baptist +Church, and so was his father before him. I was educated in a Baptist +college, and I came here hoping to build up a Baptist Church." He +paused. + +"But I see my mistake. I am here to build up a Church of Christ, of good +deeds and charity and peace, and so I here say I am no longer a Baptist +or Methodist. I am only a preacher, and I will not rest until I rebuild +the church which stands rotting away there." His voice rang with +determination as he uttered those words. + +The people listened. There was no movement now. Even the babies seemed +to feel the need of being silent. When he began again it was to describe +that hideous wreck. He delineated the falling plaster, the litter around +the pulpit, the profanation of the walls. "It is a symbol of your sinful +hearts!" he cried. + +Much more he said, carried out of himself by his passion. It was as if +the repentant spirit of his denominational fathers were speaking through +him; and yet he was not so impassioned that he did not see, or at least +feel, the eyes of the strong young girl fixed upon him; his resolutions +were spoken to her, and a swift response seemed to leap from her eyes. + +When it was over, some of the Methodists and one of the Baptists came up +to shake hands with him, awkwardly wordless, and the pressure of their +hands helped him. Many of the Baptist brethren slipped outside to +discuss the matter. Some were indignant, others much moved. + +Allen went by him with an audible grunt of derision, with a dark scowl +on his face, but Mattie smiled at him, with tears still in her eyes. She +had been touched by his vibrant voice; she had no sins to repent of. + +The skeptics of the neighborhood were quite generally sympathetic. +"You've struck the right trail now, parson," said Chapman, as they +walked homeward together. "The days of the old-time denominationalism +are about played out." + +But the young preacher was not so sure of it, now that his inspiration +was gone. He remembered his debt to his college, to his father, to the +denomination, and it was not easy to set aside the grip of such +memories. + +He sat late revolving the whole situation in his mind. When he went to +bed his problem was still with him, and involved itself with his dreams; +but always the young girl smiled upon him with sympathetic eyes and told +him to go on--or so it seemed to him. + +He was silent at breakfast. He went to school with a feeling that a +return to teaching little tow-heads to count and spell was now +impossible. He sat at his scarred and dingy desk while they took their +places, and his eyes had a passionate intensity of prayer in them which +awed his pupils. He had assumed new grandeur and terror in their eyes. +When they were seated he bowed his head and uttered a short plea for +grace, and then he looked at them again. + +On the low front seat, with dangling legs and red, round faces, sat the +little ones. Some way he could not call them to his knees and teach them +to spell; he felt as if he ought to call them to him, as Christ did, to +teach them love and reverence. It was impossible that they should not be +touched by this hideous neighborhood strife. + +Behind them sat the older children, some of them with rough, hard, sly +faces. One or two grinned rudely and nudged each other. The older girls +sat with bated breath; they perceived something strange in the air. Most +of them had heard his sermon of the night before. + +At last he broke silence. "Children, there is something I must say to +you this morning. I'm going to have meeting here to-night, and it may +be I shall not be your teacher any more--I mean in school. I wish you'd +go home to-day and tell your people to come to church here to-night. I +wish you'd all come yourselves. I want you to be good. I want you to +love God and be good. I want you to go home and tell your people the +teacher can't teach children how to read till he has taught the older +people to be kind and generous. You may put your books away, and school +will be dismissed." + +The wondering children obeyed--some with glad promptness, others with +sadness, for they had already come to like their teacher very much. + +As he sat by the door and watched them file out, it was as if he were a +king abdicating a throne, and these his faithful subjects. + +Mrs. Allen came over with Mattie to see him that day. She was a good +woman, gentle and prayerful, and she said, with much emotion: + +"Oh, Mr. Stacey, I do hope you can patch things up here. If you could +only touch his heart! He don't mean to do wrong, but he's so set in his +ways--if he says a thing he sticks to it." + +Stacey turned to Mattie for a word of encouragement, but she only looked +away. It was impossible for her to put into words her feeling in the +matter, which was more of admiration for his courage than for any part +of his religious zeal. He was so different from other men. + +It did him good to have these women come, and he repeated his vow: + +"By the grace of our Lord, I am going to rebuild the Cyene Church!" and +his face paled and his eyes grew luminous. + +The girl shivered with emotion. He seemed to recede from her as he +spoke, and to grow larger, too. Such nobility of purpose was new and +splendid to her. + + * * * * * + +The revival was wondrously dramatic. The little schoolhouse was crowded +to the doors night by night. The reek of stable-stained coats and boots, +the smell of strong tobacco, the effluvia of many breaths, the heat, the +closeness were forgotten in the fervor of the young evangelist's +utterances. His voice took on wild emotional cadences which sounded deep +places in the heart. To these people, long unused to religious oratory, +it was like the return of John and Isaiah. It was poetry and the drama, +and processions and apocalyptic visions. This youth had the histrionic +spell, too, and his slender body lifted and dilated, and his head took +on majesty and power, and the fling of his white hand was a challenge +and an appeal. + +A series of stirring events took place on the third night. + +On Wednesday Jacob Turner rose and asked the prayers of his neighbors, +and was followed by two Baptist spearmen of the front rank. On Thursday +the women were weeping on one another's bosoms; only one or two of the +men held out--old Deacon Allen and his antagonist, Stewart Marsden. +Grim-visaged old figures they were, placed among repentant men and +weeping women. They sat like rocks in the rush of the two factions +moving toward each other for peaceful union. Granitic, narrow, keen of +thrust, they seemed unmoved, while all around them, one by one, skeptics +acknowledged the pathos and dignity of the preacher's views of life and +death. + +Meanwhile the young evangelist lived at high pressure. He grew thinner +and whiter each night. He toiled in the daytime to formulate his +thoughts for the evening. He could not sleep till far toward morning. +The food he ate did him little good, while his heart went out constantly +to his people in strenuous supplication. It was testimony of his human +quality that he never for one moment lost that shining girl face out of +his thought. He looked for it there night after night. It was his +inspiration in speaking, as at the first. + +On the nights when Mattie was not there his speech was labored (as the +elders noticed), but on the blessed nights when she came and sang, her +voice, amid all the rest, came to him, and uttered poetry and peace like +a rill of cool, sweet water. And afterward, when he walked home under +the stars, his mind went with her, she was so strong and lithe and good +to see. He did not realize the worshipping attitude the girl took before +his divine duties. + +At last the great day came--the great night. + +In some way, perhaps by the growing mass of rushing emotion set in +action by some deep-going phrase, or perhaps by some interior slow +weakening of stubborn will, Deacon Allen gave way; and when the preacher +called for penitents, the old man struggled to his feet, his seamed, +weather-beaten face full of grotesque movement. He broke out: + +"Brethren, pray for me; I'm a miserable sinner. I want to confess my +sins--here--before ye all." He broke into sobbing terrible to hear. "My +heart is made--flesh again--by the blessed power of Christ...." + +He struggled to get his voice. One or two cried, "Praise God!" but most +of them sat silent, awed into immobility. + +The old man walked up the aisle. "I've been rebellious--and now I want +to shake hands with you all--and I ask your prayers." He bent down and +thrust his hand to Marsden, his enemy, while the tears streamed down his +face. + +Marsden turned white with a sort of fear, but he rose awkwardly and +grasped the outstretched hand, and at the touch of palms every soul rose +as if by electric shock. "Amens!" burst forth. The preacher began a +fervent prayer, and came down toward the grizzled, weeping old men, and +they all embraced, while some old lady with sweet, quavering voice +raised a triumphal hymn, in which all joined, and found grateful relief +from their emotional tension. + +Allen turned to Mattie and his wife. "My boy--send for him--Herman." + +It seemed as if the people could not go away. The dingy little +schoolhouse was like unto the shining temple of God's grace, and the +regenerated seemed to fear that to go home might permit a return to hate +and strife. So they clung around the young preacher and would not let +him go. + +At last he came out, with Allen holding to his arm. "You must come home +with us to-night," he pleaded, and the young minister with glad heart +consented, for he hoped he might walk beside Mattie; but this was not +possible. There were several others in the group, and they moved off two +and two up the deep hollows which formed the road in the snow. + +The young minister walked with head uplifted to the stars, hearing +nothing of the low murmur of talk, conscious only of his great plans, +his happy heart, and the strong young girl who walked before him. + +In the warm kitchen into which they came he lost something of his +spiritual tension, and became more humanly aware of the significance of +sitting again with these people. He gave the girl his coat and hat, and +then watched her slip off her knitted hood and her cloak. Her eyes shone +with returning laughter, and her cheeks were flushed with blood. + +Looking upon her, the young evangelist lost his look of exaltation, his +eyes grew soft and his limbs relaxed. His silence was no longer rapt--it +was the silence of delicious, drowsy reverie. + + +V + + +The next morning he did not rise at all. The collapse had come. The bad +air, the nervous strain, the lack of sleep, had worn down his slender +store of strength, and when the great victory came he fell like a tree +whose trunk has been slowly gnawed across by teeth of silent saw. His +drowse deepened into torpor. + +In the bright winter morning, seated in a gay cutter behind a bay colt +strung with slashing bells, Mattie drove to Kesota for the doctor. She +felt the discord between the joyous jangle of the bells, the stream of +sunlight, and the sparkle of snow crystals, but it only added to the +poignancy of her anxiety. + +She had not yet reached self-consciousness in her regard for the young +preacher--she thought of him as a noble human being, liable to death, +and she chirped again and again to the flying colt, whose broad hoofs +flung the snow in stinging showers against her face. + +A call at the doctor's house set him jogging out along the lanes, while +she sent a telegram to Herman. As she whirled bay Tom into the road to +go home her heart rose in relief that was almost exaltation. She loved +horses. She always sang under her breath, chiming to the beat of their +bells, when alone, and now she loosened the rein and hummed an old +love-song, while the powerful young horse squared away in a trot which +was twelve miles an hour. + +In such air, in such sun, who could die? Her good animal strength rose +dominant over fear of death. + +She came upon the doctor swinging along in his old blue cutter, dozing +in country-doctor style, making up for lost sleep. + +"Out o' the way, doctor!" she gleefully called. + +The doctor roused up and looked around with a smile. He was not beyond +admiring such a girl as that. He snapped his whip-lash lightly on old +Sofia's back, who looked up surprised, and, seeming to comprehend +matters, began to reach out broad, flat, thin legs in a pace which the +proud colt respected. She came of illustrious line, did Sofia, +scant-haired and ungracious as she now was. + +"Don't run over me!" called the doctor, ironically, and, with Sofia +still leading, they swung into the yard. + +Mattie went in with the doctor, while Allen looked after both horses. +They found Chapman attending Wallace, who lay in a dazed +quiet--conscious, but not definitely aware of material things. + +The doctor looked his patient over carefully. Then he asked, "Who is the +yoong mon?" + +"He's been teaching here, or, rather, preaching." + +"When did this coom on?" + +"Last night. Wound up a big revival last night, I believe. Kind o' caved +in, I reckon." + +"That's all. Needs rest. He'll be wearin' a wood jacket if he doosna +leave off preachin'." + +"Regular jamboree. I couldn't stop him. One of these periodical +neighborhood 'awakenings,' they call it." + +"They have need of it here, na doot." + +"Well, they need something--love for God--or man." + +"M--well! It's lettle I can do. The wumman can do more, if the mon'll be +eatin' what they cuke for 'im," said the candid old Scotchman. "Mak' 'im +eat! Mak' 'im eat!" + +Once more Tom pounded along the shining road to Kesota to meet the +six-o'clock train from Chicago. + +Herman, magnificently clothed in fur-lined ulster and cap, alighted with +unusually grave face, and hurried toward Mattie. + +"Well, what is it, Sis? Mother sick?" + +"No; it's the teacher. He is unconscious. I've been for the doctor. Oh, +we were scared!" + +He looked relieved, but a little chagrined. "Oh, well, I don't see why I +should be yanked out of my boots by a telegram because the teacher is +sick! He isn't kin--yet." + +For the first time a feeling of confusion swept over Mattie, and her +face flushed. + +Herman's keen eyes half closed as he looked into her face. + +"Mat--what--what! Now look here--how's this? Where's Ben Holly's claim?" + +"He never had any." She shifted ground quickly. "Oh, Herman, we had a +wonderful time last night! Father and Uncle Marsden shook hands--" + +"What!" shouted Herman, as he fell in a limp mass against the cutter. +"Bring a physician--I'm stricken." + +"Don't act so! Everybody's looking." + +"They'd better look. I'm drowning while they wait." + +She untied the horse and came back. + +"Climb in there and stop your fooling, and I'll tell you all about it." + +He crawled in with tearing groans of mock agony, and then leaned his +head against her shoulder. "Well, go on, Sis; I can bear it now." + +She nudged him to make him sit up. + +"Well, you know we've had a revival." + +"So you wrote. Must have been a screamer to fetch Dad and old Marsden. A +regular Pentecost of Shinar." + +"It was--I mean it was beautiful. I saw father was getting stirred up. +He prayed almost all day yesterday, and at night--Well, I can't tell +you, but Wallace talked, oh, so beautiful and tender!" + +"She calls him Wallace?" mused Herman, like a comedian. "Hush! And then +came the hand-shaking, and then the minister came home with us because +father asked him to, and stayed because he liked the chicken." + +The girl was hurt, and she showed it. "If you make fun, I won't tell you +another word," she said. + +"Away Chicago! enter Cyene! Well, come, I won't fool any more." + +"Then after Wallace--I mean--" + +"Let it stand. Come to the murder." + +"Then father came and asked me to send for you, and mother cried, and so +did he. And, oh, Hermie, he's so sweet and kind! Don't make fun of him, +will you? It's splendid to have him give in, and everybody feels glad +that the district will be all friendly again." + +Herman did not gibe now. His voice was gentle. The pathos in the scene +appealed to him. "So the old man sent for me himself, did he?" + +"Yes; he could hardly wait till morning. But this morning, when we came +to call the teacher, he didn't answer, and father went in and found him +unconscious. Then I went for the doctor." + +Bay Tom whirled along in the splendid dusk, his nostrils flaring ghostly +banners of steam on the cold, crisp air. The stars overhead were points +of green and blue and crimson light, low-hung, changing each moment. +Their influence entered the soul of the mocking young fellow. He felt +very solemn, almost melancholy, for a moment. + +"Well, Sis, I've got something to tell you all. I'm going to tell it to +you by degrees. I'm going to be married." + +"Oh!" she gasped, with quick, indrawn breath. "Who?" + +"Don't be ungrammatical, whatever you do. She's a cashier in a +restaurant, and she's a fine girl," he added, steadily, as if combating +a prejudice. He forgot for the moment that such prejudices did not exist +in Cyene. + +Sis was instantly tender, and very, very serious. + +"Of course she is, or you wouldn't care for her. Oh, I'd like to see +her!" + +"I'll take you up some day and show her to you." + +"Oh, will you? Oh, when can I go?" She was smitten into gravity again. +"Not till the teacher is well." + +Herman pretended to be angry. "Dog take the teacher, the old +spindle-legs! If I'd known he was going to raise such a ruction in our +quiet and peaceful neighborhood, I never would have brought him here." + +Mattie did not laugh; she pondered. She never quite understood her +brother when he went off on those queer tirades, which might be a joke +or an insult. He had grown away from her in his city life. + +They rode on in silence the rest of the way, except now and then an +additional question from Mattie concerning his sweetheart. + +As they neared the farm-house she lost interest in all else but the +condition of the young minister. They could see the light burning dimly +in his room, and in the parlor and kitchen as well, and this unusual +lighting stirred the careless young man deeply. It was associated in his +mind with death and birth, and also with great joy. The house was +lighted so the night his elder brother died, and it looked so to him +when he whirled into the yard with the doctor when Mattie was born. + +"Oh, I hope he isn't worse!" said the girl, with deep feeling. + +Herman put his arm about her, and she knew he knew. + +"So do I, Sis." + +Allen came to the door as they drove in, and the careless boy realized +suddenly the emotional tension his father was in. As the old man came to +the sleigh-side he could not speak. His fingers trembled as he took the +outstretched hand of his boy. + +Herman's voice shook a little: + +"Well, Dad, Mattie says the war is over." + +The old man tried to speak, but only coughed and then he blew his nose. +At last he said, brokenly: + +"Go right in; your mother's waitin'." + +It was singularly dramatic to the youth. To come from the careless, +superficial life of his city companions into contact with such primeval +passions as these made him feel like a spectator at some new and +powerful and tragic play. + +His mother fell upon his neck and cried, while Mattie stood by pale and +anxious. Inside the parlor could be heard the mumble of men's voices. + +In such wise do death and the fear of death fall upon country homes. All +day the house had swarmed with people. All day this mother had looked +forward to the reconciliation of her husband with her son. All day had +the pale and silent minister of God kept his corpse-like calm, while all +about the white snow gleamed, and radiant shadows filled every hollow, +and the cattle bawled and frisked in the barn-yard, and the fowls +cackled joyously, what time the mild, soft wind breathed warmly over the +land. + +Mattie cried out to her mother, in quick, low voice, "Oh mother, how is +he?" + +"He ain't no worse. The doctor says there's no immediate danger." + +The girl brought her hands together girlishly, and said: "Oh, I'm so +glad. Is he awake?" + +"No; he's asleep." + +"Is the doctor still here?" + +"Yes." + +"I guess I'll step in," said Herman. + +The doctor and George Chapman sat beside the hard-coal heater, talking +in low voices. The old doctor was permitting himself the luxury of a +story of pioneer life. He arose with automatic courtesy, and shook hands +with Herman. + +"How's the sick man getting on?" + +"Vera well--vera well--consederin' the mon is a complete +worn-out--that's all--naethin' more. Thes floom-a-didale bezniss of +rantin' away on the fear o' the Laird for sax weeks wull have worn out +the frame of a bool-dawg." + +Herman and Chapman smiled. "I hope you'll tell him that." + +"Na fear, yoong mon," said the grim old warrior. "Weel, now, ai'll juist +be takin' anither look at him." + +Herman went in with the doctor, and stood looking on while the old man +peered and felt about. He came out soon, and, leaving a few directions +with Herman and Chapman, took his departure. Everything seemed +favorable, he said. + +There was no longer poignancy of anxiety in Mattie's mind, she was too +much of a child to imagine the horror of loss, but she was grave and gay +by turns. Her healthy and wholesome nature continually reasserted itself +over the power of her newly attained woman's interest in the young +preacher. She went to bed and slept dreamlessly, while Herman yawned and +inwardly raged at the fix in which circumstances had placed him. + +Like many another lover, days away from his sweetheart were lost days. +He wondered how she would take all this life in Cyene. It would be good +fun to bring her down, anyway, and hear her talk. He planned such a +trip, and grew so interested in the thought he forgot his patient. + +In the early dawn Wallace rallied and woke. Herman heard the rustle of +the pillow, and turned to find the sick man's eyes looking at him +fixedly, calm but puzzled. Herman's lips slowly changed into a beautiful +boyish smile. "Hello, old man! How do you find yourself?" His hearty, +humorous greeting seemed to do the sick man good. Herman approached the +bed. "Know where you are?" Wallace slowly put out a hand, and Herman +took it. "You're coming on all right. Want some breakfast? Make it +bucks?" he said, in Chicago restaurant slang. "White wings--sunny--one +up coff." + +All this was good tonic for Wallace, and an hour later he sipped broth, +while Mrs. Allen and the Deacon and Herman stood watching the process +with apparently consuming interest. Mattie was still soundly sleeping. + +Now began delicious days of convalescence, during which Wallace looked +peacefully out at the coming and going of the two women, each possessing +powerful appeal to him: one the motherly presence which had been denied +him for many years, the other something he had never permitted himself +to hope for--a sweetheart's daily companionship. + +He lay there planning his church, and also his home. Into the thought of +a new church came shyly but persistently the thought of a fireside of +his own, with this young girl sitting in the glow of it waiting for him. +His life possessed little romance. He had earned his own way through +school and to college. His slender physical energies had been taxed to +their utmost at every stage of his climb, but now it seemed as though +some blessed rest and peace were at hand. + +Meanwhile, the bitter partisans met each other coming and going out of +the gate of the Allen estate, and the goodness of God shone in their +softened faces. Herman was skeptical of its lasting quality, but was +forced to acknowledge that it was a lovely light. He it was who made the +electrical suggestion to rebuild the church as an evidence of good +faith. "You say you're regenerated. Well, prove it--go ahead and +regenerate the church," he said. + +The enthusiasm of the neighborhood took flame. It should be done. A +meeting was called. Everybody subscribed money or work. It was a +generous outpouring of love and faith. + +It was Herman also who counselled secrecy. "It would be a nice thing to +surprise him," he said. "We'll agree to keep the scheme from him at +home, if you don't give it away." + +They set to work like bees. The women came down one day and took +possession with brooms and mops and soap, and while the carpenters +repaired the windows they fell savagely upon the grime of the seats and +floors. The walls of the church echoed with woman's gossip and girlish +laughter. Everything was scoured, from the door-hinges to the altar +rails. New doors were hung and a new stove secured, and then came the +painters to put a new coat of paint on the inside. The cold weather +forbade repainting the outside. + +The sheds were rebuilt by men whose hearts glowed with old-time fire. It +was like pioneer days, when "barn-raisings" and "bees" made life worth +while in a wild, stern land. The old men were moved to tears, and the +younger rough men shouted cheery, boisterous cries to hide their own +deep emotion. Hand met hand in heartiness never shown before. Neighbors +frequented one another's homes, and the old times of visiting and +brotherly love came back upon them. Nothing marred the perfect beauty of +their revival--save the fear of its evanescence. It seemed too good to +last. + +Meanwhile love of another and merrier sort went on. The young men and +maidens turned prayer-meeting into trysts and scrubbing-bees into +festivals. They rode from house to house under glittering stars, over +sparkling snows, singing: + + "Hallelujah! 'tis done: + I believe on the Son; + I am saved by the blood + Of the Crucified One." + +And their rejoicing chorus was timed to the clash of bells on swift +young horses. Who shall say they did not right? Did the Galilean forbid +love and joy? + +No matter. God's stars, the mysterious night, the bells, the watchful +bay of dogs, the sting of snow, the croon of loving voices, the clasp of +tender arms, the touch of parting lips--these things, these joys +outweigh death and hell, and all that makes the criminal tremble. Being +saved, they must of surety rejoice. + +And through it all Wallace crawled slowly back to life and strength. He +ate of Mother Allen's chicken-broth and of toast from Mattie's +care-taking hand, and gradually reassumed color and heart. His solemn +eyes watched the young girl with an intensity which seemed to take her +strength from her. She would gladly have given her blood for him, if it +had occurred to her, or if it had been suggested as a good thing; +instead, she gave him potatoes baked to a nicety, and buttered toast +that would melt on the tongue, and, on the whole, they served the +purpose. + +One day a smartly dressed man called to see Wallace. Mattie recognized +him as the Baptist clergyman from Kesota. He came in, and, introducing +himself said he had heard of the excellent work of Mr. Stacey, and that +he would like to speak with him. + +Wallace was sitting in a rocking-chair in the parlor. Herman was in +Chicago, and there was no one but Mrs. Allen and Mattie in the house. + +The Kesota minister introduced himself to Wallace, and then entered upon +a long eulogium upon his work in Cyene. He asked after his credentials, +his plans, his connections, and then he said: + +"You've done a _fine_ work in softening the hearts of these people. We +had almost _despaired_ of doing anything with them. Yes, you have done a +_won-der-ful work_, and now we must reorganize a regular society here. I +will be out again when you get stronger, and we'll see about it." + +Wallace was too weak to take any stand in the talk, and so allowed him +to get up and go away without protest or explanation of his own plans. + +When Herman came down on Saturday, he told him of the Baptist minister's +visit and the proposition. Herman stretched his legs out toward the fire +and put his hands in his pockets. Then he rose and took a strange +attitude, such as Wallace had seen in comic pictures--it was, in fact, +the attitude of a Bowery tough. + +"Say, look here! If you want 'o set dis community by de ears agin, you +do dat ting--see? You play dat confidence game and dey'll rat ye--sure! +You invite us to come into a non-partisan deal--see?--and den you +springs your own platform on us in de joint corkus--and we won't stand +it! Dis goes troo de way it began, or we don't play--see?" + +Out of all this Wallace deduced his own feeling--that continued peace +and good-will lay in keeping clear of all doctrinal debates and +disputes--the love of Christ, the desire to do good and to be clean. +These emotions had been roused far more deeply than he realized, and he +lifted his face to God in the hope that no lesser thing should come in +to mar the beauty of His Church. + +There came a day when he walked out in the sunshine, and heard the hens +caw-cawing about the yard, and saw the young colts playing about the +barn. And the splendor of the winter day dazzled him as if he were +looking upon the broad-flung robe of the Lord Most High. Everywhere the +snow lay ridged with purple and brown hedges. Smoke rose peacefully from +chimneys, and the sound of boys skating on a near-by pond added the +human element. + +The trouble of concealing the work of the community upon the church +increased daily, and Mattie feared that some hint of it had come to him. +She had her plan. She wanted to drive him down herself, and let him see +the reburnished temple alone. But this was impossible. On the day when +he seemed able to go, her father drove them all down. Marsden was there +also, and several of his women-folks, putting down a new carpet on the +platform. As they drew near the church, Wallace said: + +"Why, they've fixed up the sheds!" + +Mattie nodded. She was trembling with the delicious excitement of +it--she wanted him hurried into the church at once. He had hardly time +to think before he was whirled up to the new porch, and Marsden came +out, followed by several women. He was bewildered by it all. Marsden +helped him out with hearty voice, sounding: + +"Careful now! Don't hurry!" + +Mattie took one arm, and so he entered the church. Everything repainted! +Everything warm and bright and cozy! + +The significance of it came to him like a wave of light, and he took his +seat in the pulpit chair and stared at them all with a look on his pale +face which moved them more than words. He was like a man transfigured by +an inward glow. His eyes for an instant flamed with this marvellous +fire, then darkened, softened with tears, and his voice came back in a +sob of joy, and he could only say: + +"Friends--brethren!" + +Marsden, after much coughing, said: + +"We all united on this. We wanted to have you come to the church +and--Well, we couldn't bear to have you see it again the way it was." + +He understood it now. It was the sign of a united community. It set the +seal of Christ's victory over evil passions, and the young preacher's +head bowed in prayer, and they all knelt, while his weak voice returned +thanks to the Lord for his gifts. + +Then they all rose and shook off the oppressive solemnity, and he had +time to look around at all the changes. At last he turned to Mattie and +reached out his hand--he had the boldness of a man in the shadow of some +mighty event which makes false modesty and conventions shadowy things of +little importance. His sharpened interior sense read her clear soul, and +he knew she was his, therefore he reached her his hand, and she came to +him with a flush on her face, which died out as she stood proudly by his +side, while he said: + +"And Martha shall help me." + +Therefore, this good thing happened--that in the midst of his fervor and +his consecration to God's work, the love of woman found a place. + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +AN AFTERWORD: OF WINDS, SNOWS, AND THE STARS + + O witchery of the winter night + (With broad moon shouldering to the west) + + In the city streets the west wind sweeps + Before my feet in rustling flight; + The midnight snows in untracked heaps + Lie cold and desolate and white. + I stand and wait with upturned eyes, + Awed with the splendor of the skies + And star-trained progress of the moon. + + The city walls dissolve like smoke + Beneath the magic of the moon, + And age falls from me like a cloak; + I hear sweet girlish voices ring + Clear as some softly stricken string-- + (The moon is sailing to the west.) + The sleigh-bells clash in homeward flight; + With frost each horse's breast is white-- + (The big moon sinking to the west.) + + "Good night, Lettie!" + "Good night, Ben!" + (The moon is sinking at the west.) + "Good night, my sweetheart." 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Other Main-Travelled Roads + +Author: Hamlin Garland + +Release Date: March 1, 2007 [EBook #20714] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK OTHER MAIN-TRAVELLED ROADS *** + + + + +Produced by Roger Frank and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 400px; padding-top: 1em; padding-bottom: 1em"> +<a name="illus-001" id="illus-001"></a> +<img src="images/illus-fpc.jpg" alt="DADDY DEERING" title="" width="400" height="610" /><br /> +<span class="caption">DADDY DEERING</span> +</div> + +<hr class='major' /> + +<table width="400" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" summary="" border="1"><tr><td> +<p class="titleblock" style="margin-top: 40px; font-size: 200%; margin-bottom: 0px; ">OTHER</p> +<p class="titleblock" style="margin-top: 0px; font-size: 200%; margin-bottom: 0px; ">MAIN-TRAVELLED</p> +<p class="titleblock" style="margin-top: 0px; font-size: 200%; margin-bottom: 60px; ">ROADS</p> +<p class="titleblock" style="margin-top: 0px; font-size: 160%; margin-bottom: 0px; ">HAMLIN GARLAND</p> +<p class="titleblock" style="margin-top: 0px; font-size: 140%; margin-bottom: 80px; ">SUNSET EDITION</p> +<p class="titleblock"><img src="images/illus-emb.png" width="95" height="114" alt="emblem" /></p> +<p class="titleblock" style="margin-top: 80px; font-size: 140%; margin-bottom: 0px; letter-spacing: .2em;">HARPER & BROTHERS</p> +<p class="titleblock" style="margin-top: 0px; font-size: 120%; margin-bottom: 40px; letter-spacing: .2em;">NEW YORK AND LONDON</p> +</td></tr></table> + +<hr class='major' /> + +<p style="margin-top:20px; margin-bottom: 20px; font-size: 75%; text-align: center">COPYRIGHT, 1892, 1899, 1910, BY HAMLIN GARLAND</p> + +<hr class='major' /> + +<div> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="INTRO" id="INTRO">v</a></span> +<h3>PRAIRIE FOLKS</h3> +</div> + +<div style="margin:auto; width:20em;"> +<p class="center" style="font-size: smaller">PIONEERS.</p> +<p style="margin-left:2em"> +They rise to mastery of wind and snow;<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">They go like soldiers grimly into strife,</span><br /> +To colonize the plain; they plow and sow,<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And fertilize the sod with their own life</span><br /> +As did the Indian and the buffalo.<br /> +</p> + +<p class="center" style="font-size: smaller">SETTLERS.</p> + +<p style="margin-left:2em"> +Above them soars a dazzling sky,<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">In winter blue and clear as steel,</span><br /> +In summer like an Arctic sea<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Wherein vast icebergs drift and reel</span><br /> +And melt like sudden sorcery.<br /> +<br /> +Beneath them plains stretch far and fair,<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Rich with sunlight and with rain;</span><br /> +Vast harvests ripen with their care<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And fill with overplus of grain</span><br /> +Their square, great bins.<br /> +<br /> +Yet still they strive! I see them rise<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">At dawn-light, going forth to toil:</span><br /> +The same salt sweat has filled my eyes,<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">My feet have trod the self-same soil</span><br /> +Behind the snarling plough.</p> +</div> + +<hr class='major' /> +<div> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_vii" id="Page_vii">vii</a></span> +<h3>PREFACE</h3> +</div> + +<p>Nearly all the stories in this volume were written at the same time and +under the same impulse as those which compose its companion volume, +<i>Main-Travelled Roads</i>—and the entire series was the result of a +summer-vacation visit to my old home in Iowa, to my father's farm in +Dakota, and, last of all, to my birthplace in Wisconsin. This happened +in 1887. I was living at the time in Boston, and had not seen the West +for several years, and my return to the scenes of my boyhood started me +upon a series of stories delineative of farm and village life as I knew +it and had lived it. I wrote busily during the two years that followed, +and in this revised definitive edition of <i>Main-Travelled Roads</i> and its +companion volume, <i>Other Main-Travelled Roads</i> (compiled from other +volumes which now go out of print), the reader will find all of the +short stories which came from my pen between 1887 and 1889.</p> + +<p>It remains to say that, though conditions have changed somewhat since +that time, yet for the hired man and the renter farm life in the West is +still a stern round of drudgery. My pages present it—not as the summer +boarder or the young lady novelist sees it—but as the working farmer +endures it.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_viii" id="Page_viii">viii</a></span> +Not all the scenes of <i>Other Main-Travelled Roads</i> are of farm life, +though rural subjects predominate; and the village life touched upon +will be found less forbidding in color. In this I am persuaded my view +is sound; for, no matter how hard the villager works, he is not lonely. +He suffers in company with his fellows. So much may be called a gain. +Then, too, I admit youth and love are able to transform a bleak prairie +town into a poem, and to make of a barbed-wire lane a highway of +romance.</p> + +<p style="text-align: right"><span class="smcap">Hamlin Garland.</span> +</p> + +<hr class='major' /> + +<h2><a name="Contents" id="Contents"></a>Contents</h2> +<div class="smcap"> +<table border="0" width="500" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" summary="Contents"> +<col style="width:85%;" /> +<col style="width:15%;" /> +<tr> + <td class="pr" align="right"> </td> + <td align="right"><span style="font-size: 80%">PAGE</span></td> +</tr> +<tr><td align="left">Introductory Verse</td><td align="right"><a href="#INTRO">v</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left">William Bacon's Man</td><td align="right"><a href="#WILLIAM_BACONS_MAN">3</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left">Elder Pill, Preacher</td><td align="right"><a href="#ELDER_PILL_PREACHER">25</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left">A Day of Grace</td><td align="right"><a href="#A_DAY_OF_GRACE">65</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left">Lucretia Burns</td><td align="right"><a href="#LUCRETIA_BURNS">81</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left">Daddy Deering</td><td align="right"><a href="#DADDY_DEERING">119</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left">A Stop-Over at Tyre</td><td align="right"><a href="#A_STOP-OVER_AT_TYRE">143</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left">A Division in the Coolly</td><td align="right"><a href="#A_DIVISION_IN_THE_COOLLY">203</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left">A Fair Exile</td><td align="right"><a href="#A_FAIR_EXILE">245</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left">An Alien in the Pines</td><td align="right"><a href="#AN_ALIEN_IN_THE_PINES">263</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left">Before the Low Green Door</td><td align="right"><a href="#BEFORE_THE_LOW_GREEN_DOOR">293</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left">A Preacher's Love Story</td><td align="right"><a href="#A_PREACHERS_LOVE_STORY">305</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align="left">An Afterword: of Winds, Snows, and the Stars</td><td align="right"><a href="#AFTERWORD">350</a></td></tr> +</table> +</div> + +<hr class="major" /> +<div style="margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 1em; padding-bottom: 1em"> +<a name="WILLIAM_BACONS_MAN" id="WILLIAM_BACONS_MAN"></a> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">3</a></span> +<h2>WILLIAM BACON'S MAN</h2> +</div> + +<h4>I</h4> + +<p>The yellow March sun lay powerfully on the bare Iowa prairie, where the +ploughed fields were already turning warm and brown, and only here and +there in a corner or on the north side of the fence did the sullen +drifts remain, and they were so dark and low that they hardly appeared +to break the mellow brown of the fields.</p> + +<p>There passed also an occasional flock of geese, cheerful harbingers of +spring, and the prairie-chickens had set up their morning symphony, +wide-swelling, wonderful with its prophecy of the new birth of grass and +grain and the springing life of all breathing things. The crow passed +now and then, uttering his resonant croak, but the crane had not yet +sent forth his bugle note.</p> + +<p>Lyman Gilman rested on his axe-helve at the woodpile of Farmer Bacon to +listen to the music around him. In a vague way he was powerfully moved +by it. He heard the hens singing their weird, raucous, monotonous song, +and saw them burrowing in the dry chip-dust near him. He saw the young +colts and cattle frisking in the sunny space around the straw-stacks, +absorbed through his bare arms and uncovered head the heat of the sun, +and felt the soft wooing of the air so deeply that he broke into an +unwonted exclamation:—</p> + +<p>"Glory! we'll be seeding by Friday, sure."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">4</a></span></p> + +<p>This short and disappointing soliloquy was, after all, an expression of +deep emotion. To the Western farmer the very word "seeding" is a poem. +And these few words, coming from Lyman Gilman, meant more and expressed +more than many a large and ambitious springtime song.</p> + +<p>But the glory of all the slumbrous landscape, the stately beauty of the +sky with its masses of fleecy vapor, were swept away by the sound of a +girl's voice humming, "Come to the Saviour," while she bustled about the +kitchen near by. The windows were open. Ah! what suggestion to these +dwellers in a rigorous climate was in the first unsealing of the +windows! How sweet it was to the pale and weary women after their long +imprisonment!</p> + +<p>As Lyman sat down on his maple log to hear better, a plump face appeared +at the window, and a clear, girl-voice said:—</p> + +<p>"Smell anything, Lime?"</p> + +<p>He snuffed the air. "Cookies, by the great horn spoons!" he yelled, +leaping up. "Bring me some, an' see me eat; it'll do ye good."</p> + +<p>"Come an' get 'm," laughed the face at the window.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's nicer out here, Merry Etty. What's the rush? Bring me out +some, an' set down on this log."</p> + +<p>With a nod Marietta disappeared, and soon came out with a plate of +cookies in one hand and a cup of milk in the other.</p> + +<p>"Poor little man, he's all tired out, ain't he?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">5</a></span></p> + +<p>Lime, taking the cue, collapsed in a heap, and said feebly, "Bread, +bread!"</p> + +<p>"Won't milk an' cookies do as well?"</p> + +<p>He brushed off the log and motioned her to sit down beside him, but she +hesitated a little and colored a little.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Lime, s'pose somebody should see us?"</p> + +<p>"Let 'em. What in thunder do we care? Sit down an' gimme a holt o' them +cakes. I'm just about done up. I couldn't 'a' stood it another minute."</p> + +<p>She sat down beside him with a laugh and a pretty blush. She was in her +apron, and the sleeves of her dress were rolled to her elbows, +displaying the strong, round arms. Wholesome and sweet she looked and +smelled, the scent of the cooking round her. Lyman munched a couple of +the cookies and gulped a pint of milk before he spoke.</p> + +<p>"Whadda we care who sees us sittin' side b' side? Ain't we goin' t' be +married soon?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, them cookies in the oven!" she shrieked, leaping up and running to +the house. She looked back as she reached the kitchen door, however, and +smiled with a flushed face. Lime slapped his knee and roared with +laughter at his bold stroke.</p> + +<p>"Ho! ho!" he laughed. "Didn't I do it slick? Ain't nothin' green in <i>my</i> +eye, I guess." In an intense and pleasurable abstraction he finished the +cookies and the milk. Then he yelled:—</p> + +<p>"Hey! Merry—Merry Etty!"</p> + +<p>"Whadda ye want?" sang the girl from the window, her face still rosy +with confusion.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">6</a></span></p> + +<p>"Come out here and git these things."</p> + +<p>The girl shook her head, with a laugh.</p> + +<p>"Come out an' git 'm, 'r, by jingo, I'll throw 'em at ye! Come on, now!"</p> + +<p>The girl looked at the huge, handsome fellow, the sun falling on his +golden hair and beard, and came slowly out to him—came creeping along +with her hand outstretched for the plate which Lime, with a laugh in his +sunny blue eyes, extended at the full length of his bare arm. The girl +made a snatch at it, but his left hand caught her by the wrist, and away +went cup and plate as he drew her to him and kissed her in spite of her +struggles.</p> + +<p>"My! ain't you strong!" she said, half ruefully and half admiringly, as +she shrugged her shoulders. "If you'd use a little more o' <i>that</i> +choppin' wood, Dad wouldn't 'a' lost s' much money by yeh."</p> + +<p>Lime grew grave.</p> + +<p>"There's the hog in the fence, Merry; what's yer dad goin' t' say—"</p> + +<p>"About what?"</p> + +<p>"About our gitt'n married this spring."</p> + +<p>"I guess you'd better find out what <i>I'm</i> a-goin' t' say, Lime Gilman, +'fore you pitch into Dad."</p> + +<p>"I <i>know</i> what you're a-goin' t' say."</p> + +<p>"No, y' don't."</p> + +<p>"Yes, but I <i>do</i>, though."</p> + +<p>"Well, ask me, and see, if you think you're so smart. Jest as like 's +not, you'll slip up."</p> + +<p>"All right; here goes. Marietty Bacon, ain't you an' Lime Gilman goin' +t' be married?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">7</a></span></p> + +<p>"No, sir, we ain't," laughed the girl, snatching up the plate and +darting away to the house, where she struck up "Weevily Wheat," and went +busily on about her cooking. Lime threw a kiss at her, and fell to work +on his log with startling energy.</p> + +<p>Lyman looked forward to his interview with the old man with as much +trepidation as he had ever known, though commonly he had little fear of +anything—but a girl.</p> + +<p>Marietta was not only the old man's only child, but his housekeeper, his +wife having at last succumbed to the ferocious toil of the farm. It was +reasonable to suppose, therefore, that he would surrender his claim on +the girl reluctantly. Rough as he was, he loved Marietta strongly, and +would find it exceedingly hard to get along without her.</p> + +<p>Lyman mused on these things as he drove the gleaming axe into the huge +maple logs. He was something more than the usual hired man, being a +lumberman from the Wisconsin pineries, where he had sold out his +interest in a camp not three weeks before the day he began work for +Bacon. He had a nice "little wad o' money" when he left the camp and +started for La Crosse, but he had been robbed in his hotel the first +night in the city, and was left nearly penniless. It was a great blow to +him, for, as he said, every cent of that money "stood fer hard knocks +an' poor feed. When I smelt of it I could jest see the cold, frosty +mornin's and the late nights. I could feel the hot sun on my back like +it was when I worked in the harvest-field. By jingo! It kind o' made my +toes curl up."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">8</a></span></p> + +<p>But he went resolutely out to work again, and here he was chopping wood +in old man Bacon's yard, thinking busily on the talk which had just +passed between Marietta and himself.</p> + +<p>"By jingo!" he said all at once, stopping short, with the axe on his +shoulder. "If I hadn't 'a' been robbed I wouldn't 'a' come here—I +never'd met Merry. Thunder and jimson root! Wasn't that a narrow +escape?"</p> + +<p>And then he laughed so heartily that the girl looked out of the window +again to see what in the world he was doing. He had his hat in his hand +and was whacking his thigh with it.</p> + +<p>"Lyman Gilman, what in the world ails you to-day? It's perfectly +ridiculous the way you yell and talk t' y'rself out there on the chips. +You beat the hens, I declare if you don't."</p> + +<p>Lime put on his hat and walked up to the window, and, resting his great +bare arms on the sill, and his chin on his arms, said:—</p> + +<p>"Merry, I'm goin' to tackle 'Dad' this afternoon. He'll be sittin' up +the new seeder, and I'm goin' t' climb right on the back of his neck. +He's jest <i>got</i> t' give me a chance."</p> + +<p>Marietta looked sober in sympathy.</p> + +<p>"Well! P'raps it's best to have it over with, Lime, but someway I feel +kind o' scary about it."</p> + +<p>Lime stood for a long time looking in at the window, watching the +light-footed girl as she set the table in the middle of the sun-lighted +kitchen floor. The kettle<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">9</a></span> hissed, the meat sizzled, sending up a +delicious odor; a hen stood in the open door and sang a sort of cheery +half-human song, while to and fro moved the sweet-faced, lithe, and +powerful girl, followed by the smiling eyes at the window.</p> + +<p>"Merry, you look purty as a picture. You look just like the wife I be'n +a-huntin' for all these years, sure's shootin'."</p> + +<p>Marietta colored with pleasure.</p> + +<p>"Does Dad pay you to stand an' look at me an' say pretty things t' the +cook?"</p> + +<p>"No, he don't. But I'm willin' t' do it without pay. I could just stand +here till kingdom come an' look at you. Hello! I hear a wagon. I guess I +better hump into that woodpile."</p> + +<p>"I think so too. Dinner's most ready, and Dad 'll be here soon."</p> + +<p>Lime was driving away furiously at a tough elm log when Farmer Bacon +drove into the yard with a new seeder in his wagon. Lime whacked away +busily while Bacon stabled the team, and in a short time Marietta +called, in a long-drawn, musical fashion:—</p> + +<p>"Dinner-r-r!"</p> + +<p>After sozzling their faces at the well the two men went in and sat down +at the table. Bacon was not much of a talker at any time, and at +meal-time, in seeding, eating was the main business in hand; therefore +the meal was a silent one, Marietta and Lime not caring to talk on +general topics. The hour was an anxious one for her, and an important +one for him.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">10</a></span></p> + +<p>"Wal, now, Lime, seedun' 's the nex' thing," said Bacon, as he shoved +back his chair and glared around from under his bushy eyebrows. "We +can't do too much this afternoon. That seeder's got t' be set up an' a +lot o' seed-wheat cleaned up. You unload the machine while I feed the +pigs."</p> + +<p>Lime sat still till the old man was heard outside calling "Oo-ee, +poo-ee" to the pigs in the yard; then he smiled at Marietta, but she +said:—</p> + +<p>"He's got on one of his fits, Lime; I don't b'lieve you'd better tackle +him t'-day."</p> + +<p>"Don't you worry; I'll fix him. Come, now, give me a kiss."</p> + +<p>"Why, you great thing! You—took—"</p> + +<p>"I know, but I want you to <i>give</i> 'em to me. Just walk right up to me +an' give me a smack t' bind the bargain."</p> + +<p>"I ain't made any bargain," laughed the girl. Then, feeling the force of +his tender tone, she added: "Will you behave, and go right off to your +work?"</p> + +<p>"Jest like a little man—hope t' die!"</p> + +<p>"<i>Lime!</i>" roared the old man from the barn.</p> + +<p>"Hello!" replied Lime, grinning joyously and winking at the girl, as +much as to say, "This would paralyze the old man if he saw it."</p> + +<p>He went out to the shed where Bacon was at work, as serene as if he had +not a fearful task on hand. He was apprehensive that the father might +"gig back" unless rightly approached, and so he awaited a good +opportunity.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">11</a></span></p> + +<p>The right moment seemed to present itself along about the middle of the +afternoon. Bacon was down on the ground under the machine, tightening +some burrs. This was a good chance for two reasons. In the first place, +the keen, almost savage eyes were no longer where they could glare on +him, and in spite of his cool exterior Lime had just as soon not have +the old man looking at him.</p> + +<p>Besides, the old farmer had been telling about his "river eighty," which +was without a tenant; the man who had taken it, having lost his wife, +had grown disheartened and had given it up.</p> + +<p>"It's an almighty good chance for a man with a small family. Good house +an' barn, good land. A likely young feller with a team an' a woman could +do tiptop on that eighty. If he wanted more, I'd let him have an eighty +j'inun'—"</p> + +<p>"I'd like t' try that m'self," said Lime, as a feeler. The old fellow +said nothing in reply for a moment.</p> + +<p>"Ef you had a team an' tools an' a woman, I'd jest as lief you'd have it +as anybody."</p> + +<p>"Sell me your blacks, and I'll pay half down—the balance in the fall. I +can pick up some tools, and as for a woman, Merry Etty an' me have +talked that over to-day. She's ready to—ready to marry me whenever you +say go."</p> + +<p>There was an ominous silence under the seeder, as if the father could +not believe his ears.</p> + +<p>"What's—what's that!" he stuttered. "Who'd you say? What about Merry +Etty?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">12</a></span></p> + +<p>"She's agreed to marry me."</p> + +<p>"The hell you say!" roared Bacon, as the truth burst upon him. "So +that's what you do when I go off to town and leave you to chop wood. So +you're goun' to git married, hey?"</p> + +<p>He was now where Lime could see him, glaring up into his smiling blue +eyes. Lime stood his ground.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir. That's the calculation."</p> + +<p>"Well, I guess I'll have somethin' t' say about that," said Bacon, +nodding his head violently.</p> + +<p>"I rather expected y' would. Blaze away. Your privilege—my bad luck. +Sail in ol' man. What's y'r objection to me fer a son-in-law?"</p> + +<p>"Don't you worry, young feller. I'll come at it soon enough," went on +Bacon, as he turned up another burr in a very awkward corner. In his +nervous excitement the wrench slipped, banging his knuckle.</p> + +<p>"Ouch! Thunder—m-m-m!" howled and snarled the wounded man.</p> + +<p>"What's the matter? Bark y'r knuckle?" queried Lime, feeling a mighty +impulse to laugh. But when he saw the old savage straighten up and glare +at him he sobered. Bacon was now in a frightful temper. The veins in his +great, bare, weather-beaten neck swelled dangerously.</p> + +<p>"Jest let me say right here that I've had enough o' you. You can't live +on the same acre with my girl another day."</p> + +<p>"What makes ye think I can't?" It was now the young man's turn to draw +himself up, and as he faced<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">13</a></span> the old man, his arms folded and each vast +hand grasping an elbow, he looked like a statue of red granite, and the +hands resembled the paws of a crouching lion; but his eyes smiled.</p> + +<p>"I don't <i>think</i>, I know ye won't."</p> + +<p>"What's the objection to me?"</p> + +<p>"Objection? Hell! What's the inducement? My hired man, an' not three +shirts to yer back!"</p> + +<p>"That's another; I've got four. Say, old man, did you ever work out for +a living?"</p> + +<p>"That's none o' your business," growled Bacon a little taken down. "I've +worked an' scraped, an' got t'gether a little prop'ty here, an' they +ain't no sucker like you goun' to come 'long here, an' live off me, an' +spend my prop'ty after I'm dead. You can jest bet high on that."</p> + +<p>"Who's goin' t' live on ye?"</p> + +<p>"You're aimun' to."</p> + +<p>"I ain't, neither."</p> + +<p>"Yes, y'are. You've loafed on me ever since I hired ye."</p> + +<p>"That's a—" Lime checked himself for Marietta's sake, and the enraged +father went on:—</p> + +<p>"I hired ye t' cut wood, an' you've gone an' fooled my daughter away +from me. Now you just figger up what I owe ye, and git out o' here. Ye +can't go too soon t' suit <i>me</i>."</p> + +<p>Bacon was renowned as the hardest man to handle in Cedar County, and +though he was getting old, he was still a terror to his neighbors when +roused. He was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">14</a></span> honest, temperate, and a good neighbor until something +carried him off his balance; then he became as cruel as a panther and as +savage as a grisly. All this Lime knew, but it did not keep his anger +down so much as did the thought of Marietta. His silence infuriated +Bacon, who yelled hoarsely:—</p> + +<p>"Git out o' this!"</p> + +<p>"Don't be in a rush, ol' man—"</p> + +<p>Bacon hurled himself upon Lime, who threw out one hand and stopped him, +while he said in a low voice:—</p> + +<p>"Stay right where you are, ol' man. I'm dangerous. It's for Merry's +sake—"</p> + +<p>The infuriated old man struck at him. Lime warded off the blow, and with +a sudden wrench and twist threw him to the ground with frightful force. +Before Bacon could rise, Marietta, who had witnessed the scene, came +flying from the house.</p> + +<p>"Lime! Father! What are you doing?"</p> + +<p>"I—couldn't help it, Merry. It was him 'r me," said Lime, almost sadly.</p> + +<p>"Dad, ain't you got no sense? What 're you thinking of? You jest stop +right now. I won't have it."</p> + +<p>He rose while she clung to him; he seemed a little dazed. It was the +first time he had ever been thrown, and he could not but feel a certain +respect for his opponent, but he could not give way.</p> + +<p>"Pack up yer duds," he snarled, "an' git off'n my land. I'll have the +money fer ye when ye come back. I'll give ye jest five minutes to git +clear o' here. Merry, you stay here."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">15</a></span></p> + +<p>The young man saw it was useless to remain, as it would only excite the +old man; and so, with a look of apology, not without humor, at Marietta, +he went to the house to get his valise. The girl wept silently while the +father raged up and down. His mood frightened her.</p> + +<p>"I thought ye had more sense than t' take up with such a dirty houn'."</p> + +<p>"He ain't a houn'," she blazed forth, "and he's just as good and clean +as you are."</p> + +<p>"Shut up! Don't let me hear another word out o' your head. I'm boss here +yet, I reckon."</p> + +<p>Lime came out with his valise in his hand.</p> + +<p>"Good-by, Merry," he said cheerily. She started to go to him, but her +father's rough grasp held her.</p> + +<p>"Set <i>down</i>, an' stay there."</p> + +<p>Lime was going out of the gate.</p> + +<p>"Here! Come and get y'r money," yelled the old man, extending some +bills. "Here's twenty—"</p> + +<p>"Go to thunder with your money," retorted Lime. "I've had my pay for my +month's work." As he said that, he thought of the sunny kitchen and the +merry girl, and his throat choked. Good-by to the sweet girl whose smile +was so much to him, and to the happy noons and nights her eyes had made +for him. He waved his hat at her as he stood in the open gate, and the +sun lighted his handsome head into a sort of glory in her eyes. Then he +turned and walked rapidly off down the road, not looking back.</p> + +<p>The girl, when she could no longer see him, dashed away, and, sobbing +violently, entered the house.</p> + +<div> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">16</a></span> +<h4>II</h4> +</div> + +<p>There was just a suspicion of light in the east, a mere hint of a glow, +when Lyman walked cautiously around the corner of the house and tapped +at Marietta's window. She was sleeping soundly and did not hear, for she +had been restless during the first part of the night. He tapped again, +and the girl woke without knowing what woke her.</p> + +<p>Lyman put the blade of his pocket-knife under the window and raised it a +little, and then placed his lips to the crack, and spoke in a sepulchral +tone, half groan, half whisper:—</p> + +<p>"Merry! Merry Etty!"</p> + +<p>The dazed girl sat up in bed and listened, while her heart almost stood +still.</p> + +<p>"Merry, it's me—Lime. Come to the winder." The girl hesitated, and +Lyman spoke again.</p> + +<p>"Come, I hain't got much time. This is your last chance t' see me. It's +now 'r never."</p> + +<p>The girl slipped out of bed, and, wrapping herself in a shawl, crept to +the window.</p> + +<p>"Boost on that winder," commanded Lyman. She raised it enough to admit +his head, which came just above the sill; then she knelt on the floor by +the window.</p> + +<p>Her eyes stared wide and dark.</p> + +<p>"Lime, what in the world do you mean—"</p> + +<p>"I mean business," he replied. "I ain't no last<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">17</a></span> year's chicken; I know +when the old man sleeps the soundest." He chuckled pleasantly.</p> + +<p>"How 'd y' fool old Rove?"</p> + +<p>"Never mind about that now; they's something more important on hand. +You've got t' go with me."</p> + +<p>She drew back, "Oh, Lime, I can't!"</p> + +<p>He thrust a great arm in and caught her by the wrist.</p> + +<p>"Yes, y' can. This is y'r last chance. If I go off without ye t'night, I +never come back. What makes ye gig back? Are ye 'fraid o' me?"</p> + +<p>"N-no; but—but—"</p> + +<p>"But what, Merry Etty?"</p> + +<p>"It ain't right to go an' leave Dad all alone. Where y' goin' t' take +me, anyhow?"</p> + +<p>"Milt Jennings let me have his horse an' buggy; they're down the road a +piece, an' we'll go right down to Rock River and be married by sun-up."</p> + +<p>The girl still hesitated, her firm, boyish will unwontedly befogged. +Resolute as she was, she could not at once accede to his demand.</p> + +<p>"Come, make up your mind soon. The old man 'll fill me with buck-shot if +he catches sight o' me." He drew her arm out of the window and laid his +bearded cheek to it. "Come, little one, we're made for each other; God +knows it. Come! It's him 'r me."</p> + +<p>The girl's head dropped, consented.</p> + +<p>"That's right! Now a kiss to bind the bargain. There! What, cryin'? No +more o' that, little one.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">18</a></span> Now I'll give you jest five minutes to git on +your Sunday-go-t'-meetin' clo'es. Quick, there goes a rooster. It's +gittin' white in the east."</p> + +<p>The man turned his back to the window and gazed at the western sky with +a wealth of unuttered and unutterable exultation in his heart. Far off a +rooster gave a long, clear blast—would it be answered in the barn? Yes; +some wakeful ear had caught it, and now the answer came faint, muffled, +and drowsy. The dog at his feet whined uneasily as if suspecting +something wrong. The wind from the south was full of the wonderful odor +of springing grass, warm, brown earth, and oozing sap. Overhead, to the +west, the stars were shining in the cloudless sky, dimmed a little in +brightness by the faint silvery veil of moisture in the air. The man's +soul grew very tender as he stood waiting for his bride. He was rough, +illiterate, yet there was something fine about him after all, a kind of +simplicity and a gigantic, leonine tenderness.</p> + +<p>He heard his sweetheart moving about inside, and mused: "The old man +won't hold out when he finds we're married. He can't get along without +her. If he does, why, I'll rent a farm here, and we'll go to work +housekeepin'. I can git the money. She shan't always be poor," he ended, +and the thought was a vow.</p> + +<p>The window was raised again, and the girl's voice was heard low and +tremulous:—</p> + +<p>"Lime, I'm ready, but I wish we didn't—"</p> + +<p>He put his arm around her waist and helped her out, and did not put her +down till they reached the road.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">19</a></span> She was completely dressed, even to +her hat and shoes, but she mourned:—</p> + +<p>"My hair is every-which-way; Lime, how can I be married so?"</p> + +<p>They were nearing the horse and buggy now, and Lime laughed. "Oh, we'll +stop at Jennings's and fix up. Milt knows what's up, and has told his +mother by this time. So just laugh as jolly as you can."</p> + +<p>Soon they were in the buggy, the impatient horse swung into the road at +a rattling pace, and as Marietta leaned back in the seat, thinking of +what she had done, she cried lamentably, in spite of all the caresses +and pleadings of her lover.</p> + +<p>But the sun burst up from the plain, the prairie-chickens took up their +mighty chorus on the hills, robins met them on the way, flocks of wild +geese, honking cheerily, drove far overhead toward the north, and, with +these sounds of a golden spring day in her ears, the bride grew +cheerful, and laughed.</p> + +<h4>III</h4> + +<p>At about the time the sun was rising, Farmer Bacon, roused from his +sleep by the crowing of the chickens on the dry knolls in the fields as +well as by those in the barn-yard, rolled out of bed wearily, wondering +why he should feel so drowsy. Then he remembered the row with Lime and +his subsequent inability to sleep with thinking over it. There was a +dull pain in his breast, which made him uncomfortable.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">20</a></span></p> + +<p>As was his usual custom, he went out into the kitchen and built the fire +for Marietta, filled the tea-kettle with water, and filled the +water-bucket in the sink. Then he went to her bedroom door and knocked +with his knuckles as he had done for years in precisely the same +fashion.</p> + +<p>Rap—rap—rap. "Hello, Merry! Time t' git up. Broad daylight, an' birds +asingun.'"</p> + +<p>Without waiting for an answer he went out to the barn and worked away at +his chores. He took such delight in the glorious morning and the +turbulent life of the farmyard that his heart grew light and he hummed a +tune which sounded like the merry growl of a lion. "Poo-ee, poo-ee," he +called to the pigs as they swarmed across the yard.</p> + +<p>"Ahrr! you big, fat rascals, them hams o' yourn is clear money. One of +ye shall go t' buy Merry a new dress," he said as he glanced at the +house and saw the smoke pouring out the stovepipe. "Merry's a good girl; +she's stood by her old pap when other girls 'u'd 'a' gone back on 'im."</p> + +<p>While currying horses he went all over the ground of the quarrel +yesterday, and he began to see it in a different light. He began to see +that Lyman was a good man and an able man, and that his own course was a +foolish one.</p> + +<p>"When I git mad," he confessed to himself, "I don't know any thin'. But +I won't give her up. She ain't old 'nough t' marry yet—and, besides, I +need her."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">21</a></span></p> + +<p>After finishing his chores, as usual, he went to the well and washed his +face and hands, then entered the kitchen—to find the tea-kettle boiling +over, and no signs of breakfast anywhere, and no sign of the girl.</p> + +<p>"Well, I guess she felt sleepy this mornin'. Poor gal! Mebbe she cried +half the night."</p> + +<p>"Merry!" he called gently, at the door.</p> + +<p>"Merry, m' gal! Pap needs his breakfast."</p> + +<p>There was no reply, and the old man's face stiffened into a wild +surprise. He knocked heavily again and got no reply, and, with a white +face and shaking hand, he flung the door open and gazed at the empty +bed. His hand dropped to his side; his head turned slowly from the bed +to the open window; he rushed forward and looked out on the ground, +where he saw the tracks of a man.</p> + +<p>He fell heavily into the chair by the bed, while a deep groan broke from +his stiff and twitching lips.</p> + +<p>"She's left me! She's left me!"</p> + +<p>For a long half-hour the iron-muscled old man sat there motionless, +hearing not the songs of the hens or the birds far out in the brilliant +sunshine. He had lost sight of his farm, his day's work, and felt no +hunger for food. He did not doubt that her going was final. He felt that +she was gone from him forever. If she ever came back it would not be as +his daughter, but as the wife of Gilman. She had deserted him, fled in +the night like a thief; his heart began to harden again, and he rose +stiffly. His native stubbornness began to assert itself, the first great +shock over, and he went out to the kitchen, and prepared, as best he +could, a breakfast, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">22</a></span> sat down to it. In some way his appetite failed +him, and he fell to thinking over his past life, of the death of his +wife, and the early death of his only boy. He was still trying to think +what his life would be in the future without his girl, when two +carriages drove into the yard. It was about the middle of the forenoon, +and the prairie-chickens had ceased to boom and squawk; in fact, that +was why he knew, for he had been sitting two hours at the table. Before +he could rise he heard swift feet and a merry voice and Marietta burst +through the door.</p> + +<p>"Hello, Pap! How you makin' out with break—" She saw a look on his face +that went to her heart like a knife. She saw a lonely and deserted old +man sitting at his cold and cheerless breakfast, and with a remorseful +cry she ran across the floor and took him in her arms, kissing him again +and again, while Mr. John Jennings and his wife stood in the door.</p> + +<p>"Poor ol' Pap! Merry couldn't leave you. She's come back to stay as long +as he lives."</p> + +<p>The old man remained cold and stern. His deep voice had a relentless +note in it as he pushed her away from him, noticing no one else.</p> + +<p>"But how do you come back t' me?"</p> + +<p>The girl grew rosy, but she stood proudly up.</p> + +<p>"I come back the wife of a <i>man</i>, Pap; a wife like my mother, an' this +t' hang beside hers;" and she laid down a rolled piece of parchment.</p> + +<p>"Take it an' go," growled he; "take yer lazy lubber an' git out o' my +sight. I raised ye, took keer o' ye<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">23</a></span> when ye was little, sent ye t' +school, bought ye dresses,—done everythin' fer ye I could, 'lowin' t' +have ye stand by me when I got old,—but no, ye must go back on yer ol' +pap, an' go off in the night with a good-f'r-nothin' houn' that nobuddy +knows anything about—a feller that never done a thing fer ye in the +world—"</p> + +<p>"What did you do for mother that she left <i>her</i> father and mother and +went with you? How much did you have when you took her away from her +good home an' brought her away out here among the wolves an' Indians? +I've heard you an' her say a hundred times that you didn't have a chair +in the house. Now, why do you talk so t' me when I want t' git—when +Lime comes and asks for me?"</p> + +<p>The old man was staggered. He looked at the smiling face of John +Jennings and the tearful eyes of Mrs. Jennings, who had returned with +Lyman. But his heart hardened again as he caught sight of Lime looking +in at him. His absurd pride would not let him relent. Lime saw it, and +stepped forward.</p> + +<p>"Ol' man, I want t' take a little inning now. I'm a fair, square man. I +asked ye fer Merry as a man should. I told you I'd had hard luck, when I +first came here. I had five thousand dollars in clean cash stole from +me. I hain't got a thing now except credit, but that's good fer enough +t' stock a little farm with. Now, I wan' to be fair and square in this +thing. You wan' to rent a farm; I need one. Let me have the river +eighty, or I'll take the whole business on a share of a third, an' Merry +Etty and I to stay here with you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">24</a></span> jest as if nothin' 'd happened. Come, +now, what d' y' say?"</p> + +<p>There was something winning in the sturdy bearing of the man as he stood +before the father, who remained silent and grim.</p> + +<p>"Or if you don't do that, why, there's nothin' left fer Merry an' me but +to go back to La Crosse, where I can have my choice of a dozen farms. +Now this is the way things is standin'. I don't want to be underhanded +about this thing—"</p> + +<p>"That's a fair offer," said Mr. Jennings in the pause which followed. +"You'd better do it, neighbor Bacon. Nobuddy need know how things stood; +they were married in my house—I thought that would be best. You can't +live without your girl," he went on, "any more 'n I could without my +boy. You'd better—"</p> + +<p>The figure at the table straightened up. Under his tufted eyebrows his +keen gray eyes flashed from one to the other. His hands knotted.</p> + +<p>"Go slow!" went on the smooth voice of Jennings, known all the country +through as a peacemaker. "Take time t' think it over. Stand out, an' +you'll live here alone without chick 'r child; give in, and this house +'ll bubble over with noise and young ones. Now is short, and forever's a +long time to feel sorry in."</p> + +<p>The old man at the table knitted his eyebrows, and a distorted, +quivering, ghastly smile broke out on his face. His chest heaved; then +he burst forth:—</p> + +<p>"Gal, yank them gloves off, an' git me something to eat—breakfus 'r +dinner, I don't care which. Lime, you infernal idiot, git out there and +gear up them horses. What in thunder you foolun' round about hyere in +seed'n'? Come, hustle, all o' ye!"</p> + +<p>And they all shouted in laughter, while the old man strode unsteadily +but resolutely out toward the barn, followed by the bridegroom, who was +still laughing—but silently.</p> + +<hr class="major" /> +<div style="margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 1em; padding-bottom: 1em"> +<a name="ELDER_PILL_PREACHER" id="ELDER_PILL_PREACHER"></a> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">25</a></span> +<h2>ELDER PILL, PREACHER</h2> +</div> + +<div> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">29</a></span> +<h4>I</h4> +</div> + +<p>Old man Bacon was pinching forked barbs on a wire fence one rainy day in +July, when his neighbor Jennings came along the road on his way to town. +Jennings never went to town except when it rained too hard to work +outdoors, his neighbors said; and of old man Bacon it was said he +<i>never</i> rested <i>nights</i> nor Sundays.</p> + +<p>Jennings pulled up. "Good morning, neighbor Bacon."</p> + +<p>"Mornin'," rumbled the old man without looking up.</p> + +<p>"Taking it easy, as usual, I see. Think it's going to clear up?"</p> + +<p>"May, an' may not. Don't make much differunce t' me," growled Bacon, +discouragingly.</p> + +<p>"Heard about the plan for a church?"</p> + +<p>"Naw."</p> + +<p>"Well, we're goin' to hire Elder Pill from Douglass to come over and +preach every Sunday afternoon at the schoolhouse, an' we want help t' +pay him—the laborer is worthy of his hire."</p> + +<p>"Sometimes he is an' then agin he ain't. Y' needn't look t' me f'r a +dollar. I ain't got no intrust in y'r church."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, you have—besides, y'r sister—"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">30</a></span></p> + +<p>"She ain't got no more time 'n I have t' go t' church. We're obleeged to +do 'bout all we c'n stand t' pay our debts, let alone tryun' to support +a preacher." And the old man shut the pinchers up on a barb with a +vicious grip.</p> + +<p>Easy-going Mr. Jennings laughed in his silent way. "I guess you'll help +when the time comes," he said, and, clucking to his team, drove off.</p> + +<p>"I guess I won't," muttered the grizzled old giant as he went on with +his work. Bacon was what is called land poor in the West, that is, he +had more land than money; still he was able to give if he felt disposed. +It remains to say that he was <i>not</i> disposed, being a sceptic and a +scoffer. It angered him to have Jennings predict so confidently that he +would help.</p> + +<p>The sun was striking redly through a rift in the clouds, about three +o'clock in the afternoon, when he saw a man coming up the lane, walking: +on the grass at the side of the road, and whistling merrily. The old man +looked at him from under his huge eyebrows with some curiosity. As he +drew near, the pedestrian ceased to whistle, and, just as the farmer +expected him to pass, he stopped and said, in a free and easy style:—</p> + +<p>"How de do? Give me a chaw t'baccer. I'm Pill, the new minister. I take +fine-cut when I can get it," he said, as Bacon put his hand into his +pocket. "Much obliged. How goes it?"</p> + +<p>"Tollable, tollable," said the astounded farmer, looking hard at Pill as +he flung a handful of tobacco into his mouth.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">31</a></span></p> + +<p>"Yes, I'm the new minister sent around here to keep you fellows in the +traces and out of hell-fire. Have y' fled from the wrath?" he asked, in +a perfunctory way.</p> + +<p>"You are, eh?" said Bacon, referring back to his profession.</p> + +<p>"I am, just! How do you like that style of barb fence? Ain't the twisted +wire better?"</p> + +<p>"I s'pose they be, but they cost more."</p> + +<p>"Yes, costs more to go to heaven than to hell. You'll think so after I +board with you a week. Narrow the road that leads to light, and broad +the way that leads—how's your soul anyway, brother?"</p> + +<p>"Soul's all right. I find more trouble to keep m' body go'n."</p> + +<p>"Give us your hand; so do I. All the same we must prepare for the next +world. We're gettin' old; lay not up your treasures where moth and rust +corrupt and thieves break through and steal."</p> + +<p>Bacon was thoroughly interested in the preacher, and was studying him +carefully. He was tall, straight, and superbly proportioned; +broad-shouldered, wide-lunged, and thewed like a Chippewa. His rather +small steel-blue eyes twinkled, and his shrewd face and small head, set +well back, completed a remarkable figure. He wore his reddish beard in +the usual way of Western clergymen, with mustache chopped close.</p> + +<p>Bacon spoke slowly:—</p> + +<p>"You look like a good, husky man to pitch in the barn-yard; you've too +much muscle f'r preachun'."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">32</a></span></p> + +<p>"Come and hear me next Sunday, and if you say so then, I'll quit," +replied Mr. Pill, quietly. "I give ye my word for it. I believe in +preachers havin' a little of the flesh and the devil; they can +sympathize better with the rest of ye." The sarcasm was lost on Bacon, +who continued to look at him. Suddenly he said, as if with an +involuntary determination:—</p> + +<p>"Where ye go'n' to stay t'night?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know; do you?" was the quick reply.</p> + +<p>"I reckon ye can hang out with me, 'f ye feel like ut. We ain't very +purty, at our house, but we eat. You go along down the road and tell 'em +I sent yeh. Ye'll find an' ol' dusty Bible round some'rs—I s'pose ye +spend y'r spare time read'n' about Joshua an' Dan'l—"</p> + +<p>"I spend more time reading men. Well, I'm off! I'm hungrier 'n a gray +wolf in a bear-trap." And off he went as he came. But he did not +whistle; he chewed.</p> + +<p>Bacon felt as if he had made too much of a concession, and had a strong +inclination to shout after him, and retract his invitation; but he did +not, only worked on, with an occasional bear-like grin. There was +something captivating in this fellow's free and easy way.</p> + +<p>When he came up to the house an hour or two later, in singular good +humor for him, he found the Elder in the creamery, with his niece +Eldora, who was not more won by him than was his sister Jane Buttles, he +was so genial and put on so few religious frills.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Buttles never put on frills of any kind. She was a most frightful +toiler, only excelled (if excelled at all)<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">33</a></span> by her brother. Unlovely at +her best, when about her work in her faded calico gown and flat shoes, +hair wisped into a slovenly knot, she was depressing. But she was a good +woman, of sterling integrity, and ambitious for her girl. She was very +glad of the chance to take charge of her brother's household after +Marietta married.</p> + +<p>Eldora was as attractive as her mother was depressing. She was very +young at this time and had the physical perfection—at least as regards +body—that her parents must have had in youth. She was above the average +height of woman, with strong swell of bosom and glorious, erect carriage +of head. Her features were coarse, but regular and pleasing, and her +manner boyish.</p> + +<p>Elder Pill was on the best terms with them as he watched the milk being +skimmed out of the "submerged cans" ready for the "caaves and hawgs," as +Mrs. Buttles called them.</p> + +<p>"Uncle told you t' come here 'nd stay t' supper, did he? What's come +over him?" said the girl, with a sort of audacious humor.</p> + +<p>"Bill has an awful grutch agin preachers," said Mrs. Buttles, as she +wiped her hands on her apron. "I declare, I don't see how—"</p> + +<p>"<i>Some</i> preachers, not <i>all</i> preachers," laughed Pill, in his mellow +nasal. "There are preachers, and then again preachers. I'm one o' the +t'other kind."</p> + +<p>"I sh'd think y' was," laughed the girl.</p> + +<p>"Now, Eldory, you run right t' the pig-pen with that milk, whilst I go +in an' set the tea on."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">34</a></span></p> + +<p>Mr. Pill seized the can of milk, saying, with a twang: "Show me the way +that I may walk therein," and, accompanied by the laughing girl, made +rapid way to the pig-pen just as the old man set up a ferocious shout to +call the hired hand out of the corn-field.</p> + +<p>"How'd y' come to send <i>him</i> here?" asked Mrs. Buttles, nodding toward +Pill.</p> + +<p>"Damfino! I kind o' liked him—no nonsense about him," answered Bacon, +going into temporary eclipse behind his hands as he washed his face at +the cistern.</p> + +<p>At the supper table Pill was "easy as an old shoe"; ate with his knife, +talked about fatting hogs, suggested a few points on raising clover, +told of pioneer experiences in Michigan, and soon won them—hired man +and all—to a most favorable opinion of himself. But he did not trench +on religious matters at all.</p> + +<p>The hired man in his shirt-sleeves, and smelling frightfully of tobacco +and sweat (as did Bacon), sat with open mouth, at times forgetting to +eat, in his absorbing interest in the minister's yarns.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I've got a family, too much of a family, in fact—that is, I think +so sometimes when I'm pinched. Our Western people are so indigent—in +plain terms, poor—they <i>can't</i> do any better than they do. But we pull +through—we pull through! John, you look like a stout fellow, but I'll +bet a hat I can <i>down</i> you three out of five."</p> + +<p>"I bet you can't," grinned the hired man. It was the climax of all, that +bet.</p> + +<p>"I'll take y' in hand an' flop y' both," roared Bacon<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">35</a></span> from his +lion-like throat, his eyes glistening with rare good-nature from the +shadow of his gray brows. But he admired the minister's broad shoulders +at the same time. If this fellow panned out as he promised, he was a +rare specimen.</p> + +<p>After supper the Elder played a masterly game of croquet with Eldora, +beating her with ease; then he wandered out to the barn and talked +horses with the hired man, and finished by stripping off his coat and +putting on one of Mrs. Buttles's aprons to help milk the cows.</p> + +<p>But at breakfast the next morning, when the family were about pitching +into their food as usual without ceremony, the visitor spoke in an +imperious tone and with lifted hand. "<i>Wait!</i> Let us look to the Lord +for His blessing."</p> + +<p>They waited till the grace was said, but it threw a depressing +atmosphere over the group; evidently they considered the trouble begun. +At the end of the meal the minister asked:—</p> + +<p>"Have you a Bible in the house?"</p> + +<p>"I reckon there's one around somewhere. Elly, go 'n see 'f y' can't +raise one," said Mrs. Buttles, indifferently.</p> + +<p>"Have you any objection to family devotion?" asked Pill, as the book was +placed in his hands by the girl.</p> + +<p>"No; have all you want," said Bacon, as he rose from the table and +passed out the door.</p> + +<p>"I guess I'll see the thing through," said the hand.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">36</a></span></p> + +<p>"It ain't just square to leave the women folks to bear the brunt of it."</p> + +<p>It was shortly after breakfast that the Elder concluded he'd walk up to +Brother Jennings's and see about church matters.</p> + +<p>"I shall expect you, Brother Bacon, to be at the service at 2.30."</p> + +<p>"All right, go ahead expectun'," responded Bacon, with an inscrutable +sidewise glance.</p> + +<p>"You promised, you remember?"</p> + +<p>"The—devil—I did!" the old man snarled.</p> + +<p>The Elder looked back with a smile, and went off whistling in the warm, +bright morning.</p> + +<h4>II</h4> + +<p>The schoolhouse down on the creek was known as "Hell's Corners" all +through the county, because of the frequent rows that took place therein +at "corkuses" and the like, and also because of the number of teachers +that had been "ousted" by the boys. In fact, it was one of those places +still to be found occasionally in the West, far from railroads and +schools, where the primitive ignorance and ferocity of men still prowl, +like the panthers which are also found sometimes in the deeps of the +Iowa timber lands.</p> + +<p>The most of this ignorance and ferocity, however, was centred in the +family of Dixons, a dark-skinned, unsavory group of Missourians. It +consisted of old man Dixon and wife, and six sons, all man-grown,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">37</a></span> +great, gaunt, sinewy fellows, with no education, but superstitious as +savages. If anything went wrong in "Hell's Corners" everybody knew that +the Dixons were "on the rampage again." The school-teachers were warned +against the Dixons, and the preachers were besought to convert the +Dixons.</p> + +<p>In fact, John Jennings, as he drove Pill to the schoolhouse next day, +said:—</p> + +<p>"If you can convert the Dixon boys, Elder, I'll give you the best horse +in my barn."</p> + +<p>"I work not for such hire," said Mr. Pill, with a look of deep solemnity +on his face, belied, indeed, by a twinkle in his small, keen eye—a +twinkle which made Milton Jennings laugh candidly.</p> + +<p>There was considerable curiosity, expressed by a murmur of lips and +voices, as the minister's tall figure entered the door and stood for a +moment in a study of the scene before him. It was a characteristically +Western scene. The women sat on one side of the schoolroom, the men on +the other; the front seats were occupied by squirming boys and girls in +their Sunday splendor.</p> + +<p>On the back, to the right, were the young men, in their best vests, with +paper collars and butterfly neckties, with their coats unbuttoned, their +hair plastered down in a fascinating wave on their brown foreheads. Not +a few were in their shirt-sleeves. The older men sat immediately between +the youths and boys, talking in hoarse whispers across the aisles about +the state of the crops and the county ticket, while the women in much<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">38</a></span> +the same way conversed about the children and raising onions and +strawberries. It was their main recreation, this Sunday meeting.</p> + +<p>"Brethren!" rang out the imperious voice of the minister, "let us pray."</p> + +<p>The audience thoroughly enjoyed the Elder's prayer. He was certainly +gifted in that direction, and his petition grew genuinely eloquent as +his desires embraced the "ends of the earth and the utterm'st parts of +the seas thereof." But in the midst of it a clatter was heard, and five +or six strapping fellows filed in with loud thumpings of their brogans.</p> + +<p>Shortly after they had settled themselves with elaborate impudence on +the back seat, the singing began. Just as they were singing the last +verse, every individual voice wavered and all but died out in +astonishment to see William Bacon come in—an unheard-of thing! And with +a clean shirt, too! Bacon, to tell the truth, was feeling as much out of +place as a cat in a bath-tub, and looked uncomfortable, even shamefaced, +as he sidled in, his shapeless hat gripped nervously in both hands; +coatless and collarless, his shirt open at his massive throat. The girls +tittered, of course, and the boys hammered each other's ribs, moved by +the unusual sight. Milton Jennings, sitting beside Bettie Moss, said:—</p> + +<p>"Well! may I jump straight up and never come down!"</p> + +<p>And Shep Watson said: "May I never see the back o' my neck!" Which +pleased Bettie so much that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">39</a></span> she grew quite purple with efforts to +conceal her laughter; she always enjoyed a joke on her father.</p> + +<p>But all things have an end, and at last the room became quiet as Mr. +Pill began to read the Scripture, wondering a little at the commotion. +He suspected that those dark-skinned, grinning fellows on the back seat +were the Dixon boys, and knew they were bent on fun. The physique of the +minister being carefully studied, the boys began whispering among +themselves, and at last, just as the sermon opened, they began to push +the line of young men on the long seat over toward the girls' side, +squeezing Milton against Bettie. This pleasantry encouraged one of them +to whack his neighbor over the head with his soft hat, causing great +laughter and disturbance. The preacher stopped. His cool, penetrating +voice sounded strangely unclerical as he said:—</p> + +<p>"There are some fellows here to-day to have fun with me. If they don't +keep quiet, they'll have more fun than they can hold." (At this point a +green crab-apple bounded up the aisle.) "I'm not to be bulldozed."</p> + +<p>He pulled off his coat and laid it on the table before him, and, amid a +wondering silence, took off his cuffs and collar, saying:—</p> + +<p>"I can preach the word of the Lord just as well without my coat, and I +can throw rowdies out the door a little better in my shirt-sleeves."</p> + +<p>Had the Dixon boys been a little shrewder as readers of human character, +or if they had known why old William Bacon was there, they would have +kept quiet; but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">40</a></span> it was not long before they began to push again, and at +last one of them gave a squeak, and a tussle took place. The preacher +was in the midst of a sentence:—</p> + +<p>"An evil deed, brethren, is like unto a grain of mustard seed. It is +small, but it grows steadily, absorbing its like from the earth and air, +sending out roots and branches, till at last—"</p> + +<p>There was a scuffle and a snicker. Mr. Pill paused, and gazed intently +at Tom Dixon, who was the most impudent and strongest of the gang; then +he moved slowly down on the astonished young savage. As he came his eyes +seemed to expand like those of an eagle in battle, steady, remorseless, +unwavering, at the same time that his brows shut down over them—a +glance that hushed every breath. The awed and astonished ruffians sat as +if paralyzed by the unuttered yet terribly ferocious determination of +the preacher's eyes. His right hand was raised, the other was clenched +at his waist. There was a sort of solemnity in his approach, like a +tiger creeping upon a foe.</p> + +<p>At last, after what seemed minutes to the silent, motionless +congregation, his raised hand came down on the shoulder of the leader +with the exact, resistless precision of the tiger's paw, and the ruffian +was snatched from his seat to the floor sprawling. Before he could rise, +the steel-like grip of the roused preacher sent him halfway to the door, +and then out into the dirt of the road.</p> + +<p>Turning, Pill strode down the aisle once more. The half-risen +congregation made way for him, curiously.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">41</a></span> When he came within reach of +Dick, the fellow struck savagely out at the preacher, only to have his +blow avoided by a lithe, lightning-swift movement of the body above the +hips (a trained boxer's trick), and to find himself lying bruised and +dazed on the floor.</p> + +<p>By this time the other brothers had recovered from their stupor, and, +with wild curses, leaped over the benches toward the fearless preacher.</p> + +<p>But now a new voice was heard in the sudden uproar—a new but familiar +voice. It was the mighty voice of William Bacon, known far and wide as a +terrible antagonist, a man who had never been whipped. He was like a +wild beast excited to primitive savagery by the smell of blood.</p> + +<p>"Stand <i>back</i>, you hell-hounds!" he said, leaping between them and the +preacher. "You know me. Lay another hand on that man an', by the livun' +God, you answer t' me. Back thear!"</p> + +<p>Some of the men cheered, most stood irresolute. The women crowded +together, the children began to scream with terror, while through it all +Pill dragged his last assailant toward the door.</p> + +<p>Bacon made his way down to where the Dixons had halted, undecided what +to do. If the preacher had the air and action of the tiger, Bacon looked +the grisly bear—his eyebrows working up and down, his hands clenched +into frightful bludgeons, his breath rushing through his hairy nostrils.</p> + +<p>"Git out o' hyare," he growled. "You've run things here jest about long +enough. Git out!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">42</a></span></p> + +<p>His hands were now on the necks of two of the boys and he was hustling +them toward the door.</p> + +<p>"If you want 'o whip the preacher, meet him in the public road—one at a +time; he'll take care o' himself. Out with ye," he ended, kicking them +out. "Show your faces here agin, an' I'll break ye in two."</p> + +<p>The non-combative farmers now began to see the humor of the whole +transaction, and began to laugh; but they were cut short by the calm +voice of the preacher at his desk:—</p> + +<p>"But a <i>good</i> deed, brethren, is like unto a grain of wheat planted in +good earth, that bringeth forth fruit in due season an hundred fold."</p> + +<h4>III</h4> + +<p>Mr. Pill, with all his seeming levity, was a powerful hand at revivals, +as was developed at the "protracted" meetings at the Grove during +December. Indeed, such was the pitiless intensity of his zeal that a +gloom was cast over the whole township; the ordinary festivities stopped +or did not begin at all.</p> + +<p>The lyceum, which usually began by the first week in December, was put +entirely out of the question, as were the spelling-schools and +"exhibitions." The boys, it is true, still drove the girls to meeting in +the usual manner; but they all wore a furtive, uneasy air, and their +laughter was not quite genuine at its best, and died away altogether +when they came near the schoolhouse, and they hardly recovered from the +effects of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">43</a></span> preaching till a mile or two had been spun behind the +shining runners. It took all the magic of the jingle of the bells and +the musical creak of the polished steel on the snow to win them back to +laughter.</p> + +<p>As for Elder Pill, he was as a man transformed. He grew more intense +each night, and strode back and forth behind his desk and pounded the +Bible like an assassin. No more games with the boys, no more poking the +girls under the chin! When he asked for a chew of tobacco now it was +with an air which said: "I ask it as sustenance that will give me +strength for the Lord's service," as if the demands of the flesh had +weakened the spirit.</p> + +<p>Old man Bacon overtook Milton Jennings early one Monday morning, as +Milton was marching down toward the Seminary at Rock River. It was +intensely cold and still, so cold and still that the ring of the cold +steel of the heavy sleigh, the snort of the horses, and the old man's +voice came with astonishing distinctness to the ears of the hurrying +youth, and it seemed a very long time before the old man came up.</p> + +<p>"Climb on!" he yelled, out of his frosty beard. He was seated on the +"hind bob" of a wood-sleigh, on a couple of blankets. Milton clambered +on, knowing well he'd freeze to death there.</p> + +<p>"Reckon I heerd you prowlun' around the front door with my girl last +night," Bacon said at length. "The way you both 'tend out t' meetun' +ought 'o sanctify yeh; must 'a' stayed to the after-meetun', didn't +yeh?"</p> + +<p>"Nope. The front part was enough for—"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">44</a></span></p> + +<p>"Danged if I was any more fooled with a man in m' life. I b'lieve the +whole thing is a little scheme on the bretheren t' raise a dollar."</p> + +<p>"Why so?"</p> + +<p>"Waal, y' see, Pill ain't got much out o' the app'intment thus fur, and +he ain't likely to, if he don't shake 'em up a leetle. Borrud ten +dollars o' me t'other day."</p> + +<p>Well, thought Milton, whatever his real motive is, Elder Pill is earning +all he gets. Standing for two or three hours in his place night after +night, arguing, pleading, even commanding them to be saved.</p> + +<p>Milton was describing the scenes of the meeting to Bradley Talcott and +Douglas Radbourn the next day, and Radbourn, a young law student, +said:—</p> + +<p>"I'd like to see him. He must be a character."</p> + +<p>"Let's make up a party and go out," said Milton, eagerly.</p> + +<p>"All right; I'll speak to Lily Graham."</p> + +<p>Accordingly, that evening a party of students, in a large sleigh, drove +out toward the schoolhouse, along the drifted lanes and through the +beautiful aisles of the snowy woods. A merry party of young people, who +had no sense of sin to weigh them down. Even Radbourn and Lily joined in +the songs which they sang to the swift clanging of the bells, until the +lights of the schoolhouse burned redly through the frosty air.</p> + +<p>Not a few of the older people present felt scandalized by the singing +and by the dancing of the "town girls," who could not for the life of +them take the thing seriously. The room was so little, and hot, and +smoky,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">45</a></span> and the men looked so queer in their rough coats and hair +every-which-way.</p> + +<p>But they took their seats demurely on the back seat, and joined in the +opening songs, and listened to the halting prayers of the brethren and +the sonorous prayers of the Elder, with commendable gravity. Miss Graham +was a devout Congregationalist, and hushed the others into gravity when +their eyes began to dance dangerously.</p> + +<p>However, as Mr. Pill warmed to his work, the girls grew sober enough. He +awed them, and frightened them with the savagery of his voice and +manner. His small gray eyes were like daggers unsheathed, and his small, +round head took on a cat-like ferocity, as he strode to and fro, hurling +out his warnings and commands in a hoarse howl that terrified the +sinner, and drew "amens" of admiration from the saints.</p> + +<p>"Atavism; he has gone back to the era of the medicine man," Radbourn +murmured.</p> + +<p>As the speaker went on, foam came upon his thin lips; his lifted hand +had prophecy and threatening in it. His eyes reflected flames; his voice +had now the tone of the implacable, vindictive judge. He gloated on the +pictures that his words called up. By the power of his imagination the +walls widened, the floor was no longer felt, the crowded room grew still +as death, every eye fixed on the speaker's face.</p> + +<p>"I tell you, you must repent or die. I can see the great judgment angel +now!" he said, stopping suddenly and pointing above the stovepipe. "I +can see him as he stands weighing your souls as a man 'ud weigh wheat<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">46</a></span> +and chaff. Wheat goes into the Father's garner; chaff is blown to hell's +devouring flame! I can see him <i>now</i>! He seizes a poor, damned, +struggling soul by the <i>neck</i>, he holds him over the flaming forge of +<i>hell</i> till his bones melt like wax; he shrivels like thread in the +flame of a candle; he is nothing but a charred husk, and the angel +flings him back into <i>outer darkness</i>; life was not in him."</p> + +<p>It was this astonishing figure, powerfully acted, that scared poor Tom +Dixon into crying out for mercy. The effect upon others was painful. To +see so great a sinner fall terror-stricken seemed like a providential +stroke of confirmatory evidence, and nearly a dozen other young people +fell crying, whereat the old people burst out into amens of spasmodic +fervor, while the preacher, the wild light still in his eyes, tore up +and down, crying above the tumult:—</p> + +<p>"The Lord is come with <i>power</i>! His hand is visible <i>here</i>. Shout +<i>aloud</i> and spare <i>not</i>. Fall before him as <i>dust</i> to his feet! +Hypocrites, vipers, scoffers! the <i>lash</i> o' the <i>Lord</i> is on ye!"</p> + +<p>In the intense pause which followed as he waited with expectant, +uplifted face—a pause so deep even the sobbing sinners held their +breath—a dry, drawling, utterly matter-of-fact voice broke the intense +hush.</p> + +<p>"S-a-y, Pill, ain't you a-bearun' down on the boys a <i>leetle too</i> hard?"</p> + +<p>The preacher's extended arm fell as if life had gone out of it. His face +flushed and paled; the people<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">47</a></span> laughed hysterically, some of them with +the tears of terror still on their cheeks; but Radbourn said, "Bravo, +Bacon!"</p> + +<p>Pill recovered himself.</p> + +<p>"Not hard enough for <i>you</i>, neighbor Bacon."</p> + +<p>Bacon rose, retaining the same dry, prosaic tone:—</p> + +<p>"I ain't bitin' that kind of a hook, an' I ain't goin' to be <i>yanked</i> +into heaven when I c'n <i>slide</i> into hell. Waal! I must be goin'; I've +got a new-milk's cow that needs tendin' to."</p> + +<p>The effect of all this was very great. From being at the very mouth of +the furnace, quivering with fear and captive to morbid imaginings, +Bacon's dry intonation brought them all back to earth again. They +perceived something of the absurdity of the whole situation.</p> + +<p>Pill was beaten for the first time in his life. He had been struck below +the belt by a good-natured giant. The best he could do, as Bacon +shuffled calmly out, was to stammer: "Will some one please sing?" And +while they sang, he stood in deep thought. Just as the last verse was +quivering into silence, the full, deep tones of Radbourn's voice rose +above the bustle of feet and clatter of seats:—</p> + +<p>"And all <i>that</i> he preaches in the name of Him who came bringing peace +and good-will to men."</p> + +<p>Radbourn's tone had in it reproach and a noble suggestion. The people +looked at him curiously. The deacons nodded their heads together in +counsel, and when they turned to the desk Pill was gone!</p> + +<p>"Gee whittaker! That was tough," said Milton to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">48</a></span> Radbourn; "knocked the +wind out o' him like a cannon-ball. What'll he do now?"</p> + +<p>"He can't do anything but acknowledge his foolishness."</p> + +<p>"You no business t' come here an' 'sturb the Lord's meetin'," cried old +Daddy Brown to Radbourn. "You're a sinner and a scoffer."</p> + +<p>"I thought Bacon was the disturbing ele—"</p> + +<p>"You're just as bad!"</p> + +<p>"He's all <i>right</i>," said William Councill. "I've got sick, m'self, of +bein' <i>scared</i> into religion. I never was so fooled in a man in my life. +If I'd tell you what Pill said to me the other day, when we was in +Robie's store, you'd fall in a fit. An' to hear him talkin' here +t'night, is enough to make a horse laugh."</p> + +<p>"You're all in league with the devil," said the old man, wildly; and so +the battle raged on.</p> + +<p>Milton and Radbourn escaped from it, and got out into the clear, cold, +untainted night.</p> + +<p>"The heat of the furnace doesn't reach as far as the horses," Radbourn +moralized, as he aided in unhitching the shivering team. "In the vast, +calm spaces of the stars, among the animals, such scenes as we have just +seen are impossible." He lifted his hand in a lofty gesture. The light +fell on his pale face and dark eyes. The girls were a little indignant +and disposed to take the preacher's part. They thought Bacon had no +right to speak out that way, and Miss Graham uttered her protest, as +they whirled away on the homeward ride with pleasant jangle of bells.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">49</a></span></p> + +<p>"But the secret of it all was," said Radbourn in answer, "Pill knew he +was acting a part. I don't mean that he meant to deceive, but he got +excited, and his audience responded as an audience does to an actor of +the first class, and he was for the time in earnest; his imagination +<i>did</i> see those horrors,—he was swept away by his own words. But when +Bacon spoke, his dry tone and homely words brought everybody, preacher +and all, back to the earth with a thump! Everybody saw, that after +weeping and wailing there for an hour, they'd go home, feed the calves, +hang up the lantern, put out the cat, wind the clock, and go to bed. In +other words, they all came back out of their barbaric <i>powwow</i> to their +natural modern selves."</p> + +<p>This explanation had palpable truth, but Lily perceived that it had +wider application than to the meeting they had just left.</p> + +<p>"They'll be music around this clearing to-morrow," said Milton, with a +sigh; "wish I was at home this week."</p> + +<p>"But what'll become of Mr. Pill?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, he'll come out all right," Radbourn assured her, and Milton's clear +tenor rang out as he drew Eileen closer to his side:—</p> + +<p style="margin-left: 2em"> +"O silver moon, O silver moon,<br /> +You set, you set too soon—<br /> +The morrow day is far away,<br /> +The night is but begun." +</p> + +<div> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">50</a></span> +<h4>IV</h4> +</div> + +<p>The news, grotesquely exaggerated, flew about the next day, and at +night, though it was very cold and windy, the house was jammed to +suffocation. On these lonely prairies life is so devoid of anything but +work, dramatic entertainments are so few, and appetite so keen, that a +temperature of twenty degrees below zero is no bar to a trip of ten +miles. The protracted meeting was the only recreation for many of them. +The gossip before and after service was a delight not to be lost, and +this last sensation was dramatic enough to bring out old men and women +who had not dared to go to church in winter for ten years.</p> + +<p>Long before seven o'clock, the schoolhouse blazed with light and buzzed +with curious speech. Team after team drove up to the door, and as the +drivers leaped out to receive the women, they said in low but eager +tones to the bystanders:—</p> + +<p>"Meeting begun yet?"</p> + +<p>"Nope!"</p> + +<p>"What kind of a time y' havin' over here, any way?"</p> + +<p>"A mighty solumn time," somebody would reply with a low laugh.</p> + +<p>By seven o'clock every inch of space was occupied; the air was +frightful. The kerosene lamps gave off gas and smoke, the huge stove +roared itself into an angry<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">51</a></span> red on its jack-oak grubs, and still people +crowded in at the door.</p> + +<p>Discussion waxed hot as the stove; two or three Universalists boldly +attacked everybody who came their way. A tall man stood on a bench in +the corner, and, thumping his Bible wildly with his fist, exclaimed, at +the top of his voice:—</p> + +<p>"There is <i>no</i> hell at <i>all</i>! The Bible says the <i>wicked</i> perish +<i>utterly</i>. They are <i>consumed</i> as <i>ashes</i> when they die. They <i>perish</i> +as <i>dogs</i>!"</p> + +<p>"What kind o' docterin' is that?" asked a short man of Councill.</p> + +<p>"I d'know. It's ol' Sam Richards. Calls himself a +Christian—Christadelphian 'r some new-fangled name."</p> + +<p>At last people began to inquire, "Well, ain't he comin'?"</p> + +<p>"Most time f'r the Elder to come, ain't it?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I guess he's preparin' a sermon."</p> + +<p>John Jennings pushed anxiously to Daddy Brown.</p> + +<p>"Ain't the Elder comin'?"</p> + +<p>"I d'know. He didn't stay at my house."</p> + +<p>"He didn't?"</p> + +<p>"No. Thought he went home with you."</p> + +<p>"I ain't see 'im 't all. I'll ask Councill. Brother Councill, seen +anything of the Elder?"</p> + +<p>"No. Didn't he go home with Bensen?"</p> + +<p>"I d'n know. I'll see."</p> + +<p>This was enough to start the news that "Pill had skipped."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">52</a></span></p> + +<p>This the deacons denied, saying "he'd come or send word."</p> + +<p>Outside, on the leeward side of the house, the young men who couldn't +get in stood restlessly, now dancing a jig, now kicking their huge boots +against the underpinning to warm their toes. They talked spasmodically +as they swung their arms about their chests, speaking from behind their +huge buffalo-coat collars.</p> + +<p>The wind roared through the creaking oaks; the horses stirred +complainingly, the bells on their backs crying out querulously; the +heads of the fortunates inside were shadowed outside on the snow, and +the restless young men amused themselves betting on which head was +Bensen and which Councill.</p> + +<p>At last some one pounded on the desk inside. The suffocating but lively +crowd turned with painful adjustment toward the desk, from whence Deacon +Bensen's high, smooth voice sounded:—</p> + +<p>"Brethren an' sisters, Elder Pill hain't come—and, as it's about eight +o'clock, he probably won't come to-night. After the disturbances last +night, it's—a—a—we're all the more determined to—the—a—need of +reforming grace is more felt than ever. Let us hope nothing has happened +to the Elder. I'll go see to-morrow, and if he is unable to come—I'll +see Brother Wheat, of Cresco. After prayer by Brother Jennings, we will +adjourn till to-morrow night. Brother Jennings, will you lead us in +prayer?" (Some one snickered.) "I hope the disgraceful—a—scenes of +last night will not be repeated."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">53</a></span></p> + +<p>"Where's Pill?" demanded a voice in the back part of the room. "That's +what I want to know."</p> + +<p>"He's a bad pill," said another, repeating a pun already old.</p> + +<p>"I guess so! He borrowed twenty dollars o' me last week," said the first +voice.</p> + +<p>"He owes me for a pig," shouted a short man, excitedly. "I believe he's +skipped to get rid o' his debts."</p> + +<p>"So do I. I allus said he was a mighty queer preacher."</p> + +<p>"He'd bear watchin' was my idee fust time I ever see him."</p> + +<p>"Careful, brethren—<i>careful</i>. He may come at any minute."</p> + +<p>"I don't care if he does. I'd bone him f'r pay f'r that shote, preacher +'r no preacher," said Bartlett, a little nervously.</p> + +<p>High words followed this, and there was prospect of a fight. The +pressure of the crowd, however, was so great it was well-nigh impossible +for two belligerents to get at each other. The meeting broke up at last, +and the people, chilly, soured, and disappointed at the lack of +developments, went home saying Pill was <i>scaly</i>; no preacher who chawed +terbacker was to be trusted, and when it was learned that the horse and +buggy he drove he owed Jennings and Bensen for, everybody said, "He's a +fraud."</p> + +<div> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">54</a></span> +<h4>V</h4> +</div> + +<p>In the meantime, Andrew Pill was undergoing the most singular and awful +mental revolution.</p> + +<p>When he leaped blindly into his cutter and gave his horse the rein, he +was wild with rage and shame, and a sort of fear. As he sat with bent +head, he did not hear the tread of the horse, and did not see the trees +glide past. The rabbit leaped away under the shadow of the thick groves +of young oaks; the owl, scared from its perch, went fluttering off into +the cold, crisp air; but he saw only the contemptuous, quizzical face of +old William Bacon—one shaggy eyebrow lifted, a smile showing through +his shapeless beard.</p> + +<p>He saw the colorless, handsome face of Radbourn, and his look of +reproach and note of suggestion—Radbourn, one of the best thinkers in +Rock River, and the most generally admired young man in Rock County.</p> + +<p>When he saw and heard Bacon, his hurt pride flamed up in wrath, but the +calm voice of Radbourn, and the look in his stern, accusing eyes, made +his head fall in thought. As he rode, things grew clearer. As a matter +of fact, his whole system of religious thought was like the side of a +shelving sand-bank—in unstable equilibrium—needing only a touch to +send it slipping into a shapeless pile at the river's edge. That touch +had been given, and he was now in the midst of the motion of his falling +faith. He didn't know how much would stand when the sloughing ended.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">55</a></span></p> + +<p>Andrew Pill had been a variety of things, a farmer, a dry-goods +merchant, and a travelling salesman, but in a revival quite like this of +his own, he had been converted and his life changed. He now desired to +help his fellow-men to a better life, and willingly went out among the +farmers, where pay was small. It was not true, therefore, that he had +gone into it because there was little work and good pay. He was really +an able man, and would have been a success in almost anything he +undertook; but his reading and thought, his easy intercourse with men +like Bacon and Radbourn, had long since undermined any real faith in the +current doctrine of retribution, and to-night, as he rode into the +night, he was feeling it all and suffering it all, forced to acknowledge +at last what had been long moving.</p> + +<p>The horse took the wrong road, and plodded along steadily, carrying him +away from his home, but he did not know it for a long time. When at last +he looked up and saw the road leading out upon the wide plain between +the belts of timber, leading away to Rock River, he gave a sigh of +relief. He could not meet his wife then; he must have a chance to think.</p> + +<p>Over him, the glittering, infinite sky of winter midnight soared, +passionless, yet accusing in its calmness, sweetness, and majesty. What +was he that he could dogmatize on eternal life and the will of the Being +who stood behind that veil? And then would come rushing back that scene +in the schoolhouse, the smell of the steaming garments, the gases from +the lamps, the roar of the stove, the sound of his own voice, strident, +dominating,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">56</a></span> so alien to his present mood, he could only shudder at it.</p> + +<p>He was worn out with thinking when he drove into the stable at the +Merchants' House and roused up the sleeping hostler, who looked at him +suspiciously and demanded pay in advance. This seemed right in his +present mood. He was not to be trusted.</p> + +<p>When he flung himself face downward on his bed, the turmoil in his brain +was still going on. He couldn't hold one thought or feeling long; all +seemed slipping like water from his hands.</p> + +<p>He had in him great capacity for change, for growth. Circumstances had +been against his development thus far, but the time had come when growth +seemed to be defeat and failure.</p> + +<h4>VI</h4> + +<p>Radbourn was thinking about him, two days after, as he sat in his friend +Judge Brown's law office, poring over a volume of law. He saw that +Bacon's treatment had been heroic; he couldn't get the pitiful confusion +of the preacher's face out of his mind. But, after all, Bacon's seizing +of just that instant was a stroke of genius.</p> + +<p>Some one touched him on the arm and he turned.</p> + +<p>"Why—Elder—Mr. Pill, how de do? Sit down. Draw up a chair."</p> + +<p>There was trouble in the preacher's face. "Can I see you, Radbourn, +alone?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly; come right into this room. No one will disturb us there."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">57</a></span></p> + +<p>"Now, what can I do for you?" he said, as they sat down.</p> + +<p>"I want to talk to you about—about religion," said Pill, with a little +timid pause in his voice.</p> + +<p>Radbourn looked grave. "I'm afraid you've come to a dangerous man."</p> + +<p>"I want you to tell me what you think. I know you're a student. I want +to talk about my case," pursued the preacher, with a curious hesitancy. +"I want to ask a few questions on things."</p> + +<p>"Very well; sail in. I'll do the best I can," said Radbourn.</p> + +<p>"I've been thinking a good deal since that night. I've come to the +conclusion that I don't believe what I've been preaching. I thought I +did, but I didn't. I don't know <i>what</i> I believe. Seems as if the land +had slid from under my feet. What am I to do?"</p> + +<p>"Say so," replied Radbourn, his eyes kindling. "Say so, and get out of +it. There's nothing worse than staying where you are. What have you +saved from the general land-slide?"</p> + +<p>Pill smiled a little. "I don't know."</p> + +<p>"Want me to cross-examine you and see, eh? Very well, here goes." He +settled back with a smile. "You believe in square dealing between man +and man?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly."</p> + +<p>"You believe in good deeds, candor, and steadfastness?"</p> + +<p>"I do."</p> + +<p>"You believe in justice, equality of opportunity, and in liberty?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">58</a></span></p> + +<p>"Certainly I do."</p> + +<p>"You believe, in short, that a man should do unto others as he'd have +others do unto him; think right and live out his thoughts?"</p> + +<p>"All that I steadfastly believe."</p> + +<p>"Well, I guess your land-slide was mostly imaginary. The face of the +eternal rock is laid bare. You didn't recognize it at first, that's all. +One question more. You believe in getting at truth?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly."</p> + +<p>"Well, truth is only found from the generalizations of facts. Before +calling a thing true, study carefully all accessible facts. Make your +religion practical. The matter-of-fact tone of Bacon would have had no +force if you had been preaching an earnest morality in place of an +antiquated terrorism."</p> + +<p>"I know it, I know it," sighed Pill, looking down.</p> + +<p>"Well, now go back and tell 'em so. And then, if you can't keep your +place preaching what you do believe, get into something else. For the +sake of all morality and manhood, don't go on cursing yourself with +hypocrisy."</p> + +<p>Mr. Pill took a chew of tobacco rather distractedly, and said:—</p> + +<p>"I'd like to ask you a few questions."</p> + +<p>"No, not now. You think out your present position yourself. Find out +just what you have saved from your land-slide."</p> + +<p>The elder man rose; he hardly seemed the same man who had dominated his +people a few days before. He turned with still greater embarrassment.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">59</a></span></p> + +<p>"I want to ask a favor. I'm going back to my family. I'm going to say +something of what you've said, to my congregation—but—I'm in debt—and +the moment they know I'm a backslider, they're going to bear down on me +pretty heavy. I'd like to be independent."</p> + +<p>"I see. How much do you need?" mused Radbourn.</p> + +<p>"I guess two hundred would stave off the worst of them."</p> + +<p>"I guess Brown and I can fix that. Come in again to-night. Or no, I'll +bring it round to you."</p> + +<p>The two men parted with a silent pressure of the hand that meant more +than any words.</p> + +<p>When Mr. Pill told his wife that he could preach no more, she cried, and +gasped, and scolded till she was in danger of losing her breath +entirely. "A guinea-hen sort of a woman" Councill called her. "She can +talk more an' say less 'n any woman I ever see," was Bacon's verdict, +after she had been at dinner at his house. She was a perpetual irritant.</p> + +<p>Mr. Pill silenced her at last with a note of impatience approaching a +threat, and drove away to the Corners to make his confession without +her. It was Saturday night, and Elder Wheat was preaching as he entered +the crowded room. A buzz and mumble of surprise stopped the orator for a +few moments, and he shook hands with Mr. Pill dubiously, not knowing +what to think of it all, but as he was in the midst of a very effective +oratorical scene, he went on.</p> + +<p>The silent man at his side felt as if he were witnessing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">60</a></span> a burlesque of +himself as he listened to the pitiless and lurid description of torment +which Elder Wheat poured forth,—the same figures and threats he had +used a hundred times. He stirred uneasily in his seat, while the +audience paid so little attention that the perspiring little orator +finally called for a hymn, saying:—</p> + +<p>"Elder Pill has returned from his unexpected absence, and will exhort in +his proper place."</p> + +<p>When the singing ended, Mr. Pill rose, looking more like himself than +since the previous Sunday. A quiet resolution was in his eyes and voice +as he said:—</p> + +<p>"Elder Wheat has more right here than I have. I want 'o say that I'm +going to give up my church in Douglass and—" A murmur broke out, which +he silenced with his raised hand. "I find I don't believe any longer +what I've been believing and preaching. Hold on! let me go on. I don't +quite know where I'll bring up, but I think my religion will simmer down +finally to about this: A full half-bushel to the half-bushel and sixteen +ounces to the pound." Here two or three cheered. "Do unto others as +you'd have others do unto you." Applause from several, quickly +suppressed as the speaker went on, Elder Wheat listening as if +petrified, with his mouth open.</p> + +<p>"I'm going out of preaching, at least for the present. After things get +into shape with me again, I may set up to teach people how to live, but +just now I can't do it. I've got all I can do to instruct myself. Just +one thing more. I owe two or three of you here. I've got the money for +William Bacon, James Bartlett, and John<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">61</a></span> Jennings. I turn the mare and +cutter over to Jacob Bensen, for the note he holds. I hain't got much +religion left, but I've got some morality. That's all I want to say +now."</p> + +<p>When he sat down there was a profound hush; then Bacon arose.</p> + +<p>"That's <i>man's</i> talk, that is! An' I jest want 'o say, Andrew Pill, that +you kin jest forgit you owe me anything. An' if ye want any help come to +me. Y're jest gittun' ready to preach, 'n' I'm ready to give ye my +support."</p> + +<p>"That's the talk," said Councill. "I'm with ye on that."</p> + +<p>Pill shook his head. The painful silence which followed was broken by +the effusive voice of Wheat:—</p> + +<p>"Let us pray—and remember our lost brother."</p> + +<hr class="minor" /> + +<p>The urgings of the people were of no avail. Mr. Pill settled up his +affairs and moved to Cresco, where he went back into trade with a +friend, and for three years attended silently to his customers, lived +down their curiosity, and studied anew the problem of life. Then he +moved away, and no one knew whither.</p> + +<p>One day last year Bacon met Jennings on the road.</p> + +<p>"Heerd anything o' Pill lately?"</p> + +<p>"No, have you?"</p> + +<p>"Waal, yes. Brown told me he ran acrost him down in Eelinoy, doun' well, +too."</p> + +<p>"In dry goods?"</p> + +<p>"No, preachun'."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">62</a></span></p> + +<p>"Preachun'?"</p> + +<p>"So Brown said. Kind of a free-f'r-all church, I reckon, from what Jedge +told me. Built a new church; fills it twice a Sunday. I'd like to hear +him, but he's got t' be too big a gun f'r us. Ben studyun', they say; +went t' school."</p> + +<p>Jennings drove sadly and thoughtfully on.</p> + +<p>"Rather stumps Brother Jennings," laughed Bacon, in a good-humored +growl.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">63</a></span></p> + +<hr class="major" /> +<div style="margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 1em; padding-bottom: 1em"> +<a name="A_DAY_OF_GRACE" id="A_DAY_OF_GRACE"></a> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">65</a></span> +<h2>A DAY OF GRACE</h2> +</div> + +<p>Sunday is the day for courtship on the prairie. It has also the piety of +cleanliness. It allows the young man to get back to a self-respecting +sweetness of person, and enables the girls to look as nature intended, +dainty and sweet as posies.</p> + +<p>The change from everyday clothing on the part of young workmen like Ben +Griswold was more than change; it approached transformation. It took +more than courage to go through the change,—it required love.</p> + +<p>Ben arose a little later on Sunday morning than on weekdays, but there +were the chores to do as usual. The horses must be watered, fed, and +curried, and the cows were to milk, but after breakfast Ben threw off +the cares of the hired hand. When he came down from the little garret +into which the hot August sun streamed redly, he was a changed creature. +Clean from tip to toe, newly shaven, wearing a crackling white shirt, a +linen collar and a new suit of store clothes, he felt himself a man +again, fit to meet maidens.</p> + +<p>His partner, being a married man, was slouching around in his tattered +and greasy brown denim overalls. He looked at Ben and grinned.</p> + +<p>"Got a tag on y'rself?"</p> + +<p>"No, why?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">66</a></span></p> + +<p>"Nobod'y know ye, if anything happened on the road. There's thirty +dollars gone to the dogs." He sighed. "Oh, well, you'll get over that, +just as I did."</p> + +<p>"I hope I won't get over liking to be clean," Ben said a little sourly. +"I won't be back to milk."</p> + +<p>"Didn't expect ye. That's the very time o' day the girls are +purtiest,—just about sundown. Better take Rock. I may want the old team +myself."</p> + +<p>Ben hitched up and drove off in the warm bright morning, with wonderful +elation, clean and self-respecting once more. His freshly shaven face +felt cool, and his new suit fitted him well. His heart took on a great +resolution, which was to call upon Grace.</p> + +<p>The thought of her made his brown hands shake, and he remembered how +many times he had sworn to visit her, but had failed of courage, though +it seemed she had invited him by word and look to do so.</p> + +<p>He overtook Milton Jennings on his way along the poplar-lined lane.</p> + +<p>"Hello, Milt, where you bound?"</p> + +<p>Milton glanced up with a curious look in his laughing eyes. From the +pockets of his long linen duster he drew a handful of beautiful scarlet +and yellow Siberian crab-apples.</p> + +<p>"See them crabs?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I see 'em."</p> + +<p>Milton drew a similar handful out of his left pocket. "See those?"</p> + +<p>"What y' going to do with 'em?"</p> + +<p>"Take 'em home again."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">67</a></span></p> + +<p>Something in Milton's voice led him to ask soberly:—</p> + +<p>"What did you intend doing with 'em?"</p> + +<p>"Present 'em to Miss Cole."</p> + +<p>"Well, why didn't y' do it?"</p> + +<p>Milton showed his white teeth in a smile that was frankly derisive of +himself.</p> + +<p>"Well, when I got over there I found young Conley's sorrel hitched to +one post and Walt Brown's gray hitched to the other. I went in, but I +didn't stay long; in fact, I didn't sit down. I was afraid those +infernal apples would roll out o' my pockets. I was afraid they'd find +out I brought 'em over there for Miss Cole, like the darn fool I was."</p> + +<p>They both laughed heartily. Milton was always as severe upon himself as +upon any one else.</p> + +<p>"That's tough," said Ben, "but climb in, and let's go to Sunday-school."</p> + +<p>Milton got in, and they ate the apples as they rode along.</p> + +<p>The Grove schoolhouse was the largest in the township, and was the only +one with a touch of redeeming grace. It was in a lovely spot; great oaks +stood all about, and back of it the woods grew thick, and a clear creek +gurgled over its limestone bed not far away.</p> + +<p>To Ben and Milton there was a wondrous charm about the Grove +schoolhouse. It was the one place where the boys and girls met in +garments disassociated from toil. Sundays in summer, and on winter +nights at lyceums or protracted meetings, the boys came to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">68</a></span> see the +girls in their bright dresses, with their clear and (so it seemed) +scornful bright eyes.</p> + +<p>All through the service Ben sat where he could see Grace by turning his +head, but he had not the courage to do so. Once or twice he caught a +glimpse of the curve of her cheek and the delicate lines of her ear, and +a suffocating throb came into his throat.</p> + +<p>He wanted to ask her to go with him down to Cedarville to the Methodist +camp-meeting, but he knew it was impossible. He could not even say "good +day" when she took pains to pass near him after church. He nodded like a +great idiot, all ease and dignity lost, his throat too dry and hot to +utter a sound.</p> + +<p>He cursed his shyness as he went out after his horse. He saw her picking +her dainty way up the road with Conrad Sieger walking by her side. What +made it worse for Ben was a dim feeling that she liked him, and would go +with him if he had the courage to ask her.</p> + +<p>"Well, Ben," said Milton, "it's settled, we go to Rock River to-night to +the camp-meeting. Did you ask Grace?"</p> + +<p>"No, she's going with Con. It's just my blasted luck."</p> + +<p>"That's too bad. Well, come with us. Take Maud."</p> + +<p>As he rode away Ben passed Grace on the road.</p> + +<p>"Going to the camp-meeting, Con?" asked Milton, in merry voice.</p> + +<p>"I guess so," said Conrad, a handsome, but slow-witted German.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">69</a></span></p> + +<p>As they went on Ben could have wept. His keener perception told him +there was a look of appeal in Grace's upturned eyes.</p> + +<p>He made a poor companion at dinner, and poor plain Maud knew his mind +was elsewhere. She was used to that and accepted it with a pathetic +attempt to color it differently.</p> + +<p>They got away about five o'clock.</p> + +<p>Ben drove the team, driving took his mind off his weakness and failure; +while Milton in the seclusion of the back seat of the carryall was happy +with Amelia Turner.</p> + +<p>It was growing dark as they entered upon the curving road along the +river which was a relief from the rectangular and sun-smitten roads of +the prairie. They lingered under the great oaks and elms which shaded +them. It would have been perfect Ben thought, if Grace had been beside +him in Maud's place.</p> + +<p>He wondered how he should manage to speak to Grace. There was a time +when it seemed easier. Now the consciousness of his love made the +simplest question seem like the great question of all.</p> + +<p>Other teams were on the road, some returning, some going. A camp-meeting +had come to be an annual amusement, like a circus, and young people from +all over the country drove down on Sundays, as if to some celebration +with fireworks.</p> + +<p>"There's the lane," said Milton. "See that team goin' in?"</p> + +<p>Ben pulled up and they looked at it doubtfully. It<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">70</a></span> looked dangerously +miry. It was quite dark now and Ben said:—</p> + +<p>"That's a scaly piece of road."</p> + +<p>"Oh, that's all right. Hark!"</p> + +<p>As they listened they could hear the voice of the exhorter nearly a mile +away. It pushed across the cool spaces with a wild and savage sound. The +young people thrilled with excitement.</p> + +<p>Insects were singing in the grass. Frogs with deepening chorus seemed to +announce the coming of night, and above these peaceful sounds came the +wild shouts of the far-off preacher, echoing through the cool green +arches of the splendid grove.</p> + +<p>The girls became silent, as the voice grew louder.</p> + +<p>Lights appeared ahead, and the road led up a slight hill to a gate. Ben +drove on under a grove of oaks, past dimly lighted tents, whose open +flaps showed tumbled beds and tables laden with crockery. Heavy women +were moving about inside, their shadows showing against the tent walls +like figures in a pantomime.</p> + +<p>The young people alighted in curious silence. As they stood a moment, +tying the team, the preacher lifted his voice in a brazen, clanging, +monotonous reiteration of worn phrases.</p> + +<p>"Come to the <i>Lord</i>! Come <i>now</i>! Come to the <i>light</i>! Jesus will give +it! <i>Now</i> is the appointed time,—come to the <i>light</i>!"</p> + +<p>From a tent near by arose the groaning, gasping, gurgling scream of a +woman in mortal agony.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">71</a></span></p> + +<p>"O my God!"</p> + +<p>It was charged with the most piercing distress. It cut to the heart's +palpitating centre like a poniard thrust. It had murder and outrage in +it.</p> + +<p>The girls clutched Ben and Milton. "Oh, let's go home!"</p> + +<p>"No, let's go and see what it all is."</p> + +<p>The girls hung close to the arms of the young men and they went down to +the tent and looked in.</p> + +<p>It was filled with a motley throng of people, most of them seated on +circling benches. A fringe of careless or scoffing onlookers stood back +against the tent wall. Many of them were strangers to Ben.</p> + +<p>Occasionally a Norwegian farm-hand, or a bevy of young people from some +near district, lifted the flap and entered with curious or laughing or +insolent faces.</p> + +<p>The tent was lighted dimly by kerosene lamps, hung in brackets against +the poles, and by stable lanterns set here and there upon the benches.</p> + +<p>Ben and Milton ushered the girls in and seated them a little way back. +The girls smiled, but only faintly. The undertone of women's cries moved +them in spite of their scorn of it all.</p> + +<p>"What cursed foolishness!" said Ben to Milton.</p> + +<p>Milton smiled, but did not reply. He only nodded toward the exhorter, a +man with a puffy jumble of features and the form of a gladiator, who was +uttering wild and explosive phrases.</p> + +<p>"Oh, my friends! I bless the Lord for the SHALL in the word. You SHALL +get light. You SHALL<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">72</a></span> be saved. Oh, the SHALL in the word! You SHALL be +redeemed!"</p> + +<p>As he grew more excited, his hoarse voice rose in furious screams, as if +he were defying hell's legions. Foam lay on his lips and flew from his +mouth. At every repetition of the word "shall" he struck the desk a +resounding blow with his great palm.</p> + +<p>"He's a hard hitter," said Milton.</p> + +<p>At length he leaped, apparently in uncontrollable excitement, upon the +mourners' bench, and ran up and down close to the listening, moaning +audience. He walked with a furious rhythmic, stamping action, like a +Sioux in the war dance. Wild cries burst from his audience, antiphonal +with his own.</p> + +<p>"He 'SHALL' send light!"</p> + +<p>"<i>Send Thy arrows, O Lord.</i>"</p> + +<p>"O God, come!"</p> + +<p>"He 'SHALL' keep His word!"</p> + +<p>One old negro woman, fat, powerful, and gloomy, suddenly arose and +uttered a scream that had the dignity and savagery of a mountain lion's +cry. It rang far out into the night.</p> + +<p>The exhorter continued his mad, furious, thumping, barbaric walk.</p> + +<p>Behind him a row of other exhorters sat, a relay ready to leap to his +aid. They urged on the tumult with wild cries.</p> + +<p>"A-men, brother."</p> + +<p>"YES, brother, YES!" clapping their hands in rhythm.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">73</a></span></p> + +<p>The exhorter redoubled his fury. He was like a jaded actor rising at +applause, carried out of his self-command.</p> + +<p>Out of the obscure tumult of faces and tossing hands there came at last +certain recognizable features. The people were mainly farming folks of +the more ignorant sort, rude in dress and bearing, hard and bent with +toil. They were recognizably of a class subject to these low forms of +religious excitement which were once well-nigh universal.</p> + +<p>The outer fringe continued to smile scornfully and to jest, yet they +were awed, in a way, by this suddenly revealed deep of barbaric emotion.</p> + +<p>The girls were appalled by the increasing clangor. Milton was amused, +but Ben grew bitter. Something strong came out in him, too. His lip +curled in disgust.</p> + +<p>Suddenly, out of the level space of bowed shoulders, tossing hands, and +frenzied, upturned faces, a young girl leaped erect. She was strong and +handsome, powerful in the waist and shoulders. Her hair was braided like +a child's, and fell down her back in a single strand. Her head was +girlish, but her face looked old and drawn and tortured.</p> + +<p>She moaned pitifully; she clapped her hands with wild gestures, ending +in a quivering motion. The action grew to lightning-like quickness. Her +head seemed to set in its socket. Her whole body stiffened. Gasping +moans came from her clenched teeth as she fell to the ground and rolled +under the seats, wallowing in the muddy straw and beating her feet upon +the ground like a dying partridge.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">74</a></span></p> + +<p>The people crowded about her, but the preacher, roared above the +tumult:—</p> + +<p>"Si' down! Never mind that party. She's all right; she's in the hands of +the Lord!"</p> + +<p>The people settled into their seats, and the wild tumult went on again. +Ben rose to go over where the girl was and the others followed.</p> + +<p>A young man seated by the struggling sinner held her hand and fanned her +with his hat, while some girl friends, scared and sobbing, kept the +tossing limbs covered. She rolled from side to side restlessly, +thrusting forth her tongue as if her throat were dry. She looked like a +dying animal.</p> + +<p>Maud clung to Milton.</p> + +<p>"Oh, can't something be done?"</p> + +<p>"Her soul is burdened for <i>you</i>!" cried a wild old woman to the +impassive youth who clung to the frenzied girl's hand.</p> + +<p>A moment later, as the demoniacal chorus of yells, songs, incantations, +shrieks, groans, and prayers swelled high, a farmer's wife on the left +uttered a hoarse cry and stiffened and fell backward upon the ground. +She rolled her head from side to side. Her eyes turned in; her lips wore +a maniac's laugh, and her troubled brow made her look like the death +mask of a tortured murderer, the hell horror frozen on it.</p> + +<p>She sank at last into a hideous calm, with her strained and stiffened +hands pointing weirdly up. She was like marble. She did not move a +hair's breadth during the next two hours.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">75</a></span></p> + +<p>Over to the left a young man leaped to his feet with a scream:—</p> + +<p>"Jesus, <i>Jesus</i>, <span class="smcap">Jesus</span>!"</p> + +<p>The great negress caught him in her arms as he fell, and laid him down, +then leaped up and down, shrieking:—</p> + +<p>"O Jesus, come. Come, God's Lamb!"</p> + +<p>Around her a dozen women took up her cry. Most of them had no voices. +Their horrifying screams had become hoarse hisses, yet still they +strove. Scores of voices were mixed in the pandemonium of prayer.</p> + +<p>All order was lost. Three of the preachers now stood shouting before the +mourners' bench, two were in the aisles.</p> + +<p>One came down the aisle toward the girl with the braided hair. As he +came he prayed. Foam was on his lips, but his eyes were cool and +calculating; they betrayed him.</p> + +<p>As he came he fixed his gaze upon a woman seated near the prostrate +girl, and with a horrible outcry the victim leaped into the air and +stiffened as if smitten with epilepsy. She fell against some scared +boys, who let her fall, striking her head against the seats. She too +rolled down upon the straw and lay beside her sister. Both had round, +pretty, but childish faces.</p> + +<p>Milton's party retreated. They smiled no more; they were +horror-stricken.</p> + +<p>Squads of "workers" now moved down the aisles; in one they surrounded +two people, a tall, fair girl and a young man.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">76</a></span></p> + +<p>"Why, it's Grace!" exclaimed Maud.</p> + +<p>Ben turned quickly, "Where?"</p> + +<p>They pointed her out.</p> + +<p>"She can't get away. See! Oh, boys, don't let them—"</p> + +<p>Ben pushed his way toward her, his face set in a fierce frown, bitter, +desperate.</p> + +<p>Grace stood silently beside one of the elders; a woman exhorter stood +before her. Conrad, overawed, had fallen into a trembling stupor; Grace +was defenseless.</p> + +<p>The elder's hand hovered over her head, on her face a deadly pallor had +settled, her eyes were cast down, she breathed painfully and trembled +from head to foot. She was about to fall, when Ben set his eyes upon +her.</p> + +<p>"Get out o' my way," he shouted, shouldering up the aisle. His words had +oaths, his fists were like mauls.</p> + +<p>"Grace!" he cried, and she heard. She looked up and saw him coming; the +red flamed over her face.</p> + +<p>The power of the preacher was gone.</p> + +<p>"Let me go," she cried, trying to wring herself loose.</p> + +<p>"You are going to hell. You are lost if you do not—"</p> + +<p>"God damn ye. Get out o' way. I'll kill ye if you lay a hand on her."</p> + +<p>With one thrust Ben cleared her tormentor from her arm. For one moment +the wordless young man looked into her eyes; then she staggered toward +him. He faced the preacher.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">77</a></span></p> + +<p>"I'd smash hell out o' you for a leather cent," he said. In the tumult +his words were lost, but the look on his face was enough. The exhorter +fell away.</p> + +<p>Their retreat was unnoted in the tumult. At the door they looked back +for an instant at the scene.</p> + +<p>At the mourners' bench were six victims in all stages of induced +catalepsy, one man with head flung back, one with his hands pointing, +fixed in furious appeal. Another with bowed head was being worked upon +by a brother of hypnotic appeal. He struck with downward, positive +gestures on either side of the victim's head.</p> + +<p>Over another the negress towered, screaming with panther-like +ferocity:—</p> + +<p>"Git under de blood! Git under de blood!"</p> + +<p>As she screamed she struck down at the mourner with her clenched fist. +On her face was the grin of a wildcat.</p> + +<p>Out under the cool, lofty oaks, the outcry was more inexpressibly +hellish, because overhead the wind rustled the sweet green leaves, +crickets were chirping, and the scent of flowering fields of buckwheat +was in the air.</p> + +<p>Grace grew calmer, but she clung with strange weakness to her lover. She +felt he had saved her from something, she did not know what, but it was +something terrifying to look back upon.</p> + +<p>Conrad was forgotten—set aside. Ben bundled him into the carryall and +took his place with Grace. He no longer hesitated, argued, or +apologized. He had claimed his own.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">78</a></span></p> + +<p>On the long ride home, Grace lay within his right arm, and the young +man's tongue was unchained. He talked, and his spirit grew tender and +manly and husbandlike, as he told his plans and his hopes. Hell was very +far away, and Heaven was very near.</p> + +<hr class="major" /> +<div style="margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 1em; padding-bottom: 1em"> +<a name="LUCRETIA_BURNS" id="LUCRETIA_BURNS"></a> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">81</a></span> +<h2>LUCRETIA BURNS</h2> +</div> + +<h4>I</h4> + +<p>Lucretia Burns had never been handsome, even in her days of early +girlhood, and now she was middle-aged, distorted with work and +child-bearing, and looking faded and worn as one of the boulders that +lay beside the pasture fence near where she sat milking a large white +cow.</p> + +<p>She had no shawl or hat and no shoes, for it was still muddy in the +little yard, where the cattle stood patiently fighting the flies and +mosquitoes swarming into their skins, already wet with blood. The +evening was oppressive with its heat, and a ring of just-seen +thunderheads gave premonitions of an approaching storm.</p> + +<p>She rose from the cow's side at last, and, taking her pails of foaming +milk, staggered toward the gate. The two pails hung from her lean arms, +her bare feet slipped on the filthy ground, her greasy and faded calico +dress showed her tired and swollen ankles, and the mosquitoes swarmed +mercilessly on her neck and bedded themselves in her colorless hair.</p> + +<p>The children were quarrelling at the well, and the sound of blows could +be heard. Calves were querulously calling for their milk, and little +turkeys, lost in a tangle of grass, were piping plaintively.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">82</a></span></p> + +<p>The sun just setting struck through a long, low rift, like a boy peeping +beneath the eaves of a huge roof. Its light brought out Lucretia's face +as she leaned her sallow forehead on the top bar of the gate and looked +toward the west.</p> + +<p>It was a pitifully worn, almost tragic face—long, thin, sallow, +hollow-eyed. The mouth had long since lost the power to shape itself +into a kiss, and had a droop at the corners which seemed to announce a +breaking-down at any moment into a despairing wail. The collarless neck +and sharp shoulders showed painfully.</p> + +<p>She felt vaguely that the night was beautiful. The setting sun, the +noise of frogs, the nocturnal insects beginning to pipe—all in some way +called her girlhood back to her, though there was little in her girlhood +to give her pleasure. Her large gray eyes grew round, deep, and wistful +as she saw the illimitable craggy clouds grow crimson, roll slowly up, +and fire at the top. A childish scream recalled her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, my soul!" she half groaned, half swore, as she lifted her milk and +hurried to the well. Arriving there, she cuffed the children right and +left with all her remaining strength, saying in justification:—</p> + +<p>"My soul! can't you—you young'uns, give me a minute's peace? Land +knows, I'm almost gone up; washin', an' milkin' six cows, and tendin' +you, and cookin' f'r <i>him</i>, ought 'o be enough f'r one day! Sadie, you +let him drink now 'r I'll slap your head off, you hateful thing! Why +can't you behave, when you know I'm jest about dead?" She was weeping +now, with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">83</a></span> nervous weakness. "Where's y'r pa?" she asked after a moment, +wiping her eyes with her apron.</p> + +<p>One of the group, the one cuffed last, sniffed out, in rage and grief:—</p> + +<p>"He's in the corn-field; where'd ye s'pose he was?"</p> + +<p>"Good land! why don't the man work all night? Sile, you put that dipper +in that milk agin, an' I'll whack you till your head'll swim! Sadie, le' +go Pet, an' go 'n get them turkeys out of the grass 'fore it gits dark! +Bob, you go tell y'r dad if he wants the rest o' them cows milked he's +got 'o do it himself. I jest can't, and what's more, I <i>won't</i>," she +ended, rebelliously.</p> + +<p>Having strained the milk and fed the children, she took some skimmed +milk from the cans and started to feed the calves bawling strenuously +behind the barn. The eager and unruly brutes pushed and struggled to get +into the pails all at once, and in consequence spilt nearly all of the +milk on the ground. This was the last trial; the woman fell down on the +damp grass and moaned and sobbed like a crazed thing. The children came +to seek her and stood around like little partridges, looking at her in +scared silence, till at last the little one began to wail. Then the +mother rose wearily to her feet, and walked slowly back toward the +house.</p> + +<p>She heard Burns threshing his team at the well, with the sound of oaths. +He was tired, hungry, and ill-tempered, but she was too desperate to +care. His poor, overworked team did not move quickly enough for him,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">84</a></span> +and his extra long turn in the corn had made him dangerous. His eyes +gleamed wrathfully from his dust-laid face.</p> + +<p>"Supper ready?" he growled.</p> + +<p>"Yes, two hours ago."</p> + +<p>"Well, I can't help it!" he said, understanding her reproach. "That +devilish corn is gettin' too tall to plough again, and I've got 'o go +through it to-morrow or not at all. Cows milked?"</p> + +<p>"Part of 'em."</p> + +<p>"How many left?"</p> + +<p>"Three."</p> + +<p>"Hell! Which three?"</p> + +<p>"Spot, and Brin, and Cherry."</p> + +<p>"<i>Of</i> course, left the three worst ones. I'll be damned if I milk a cow +to-night. I don't see why you play out jest the nights I need ye most." +Here he kicked a child out of the way. "Git out o' that! Hain't you got +no sense? I'll learn ye—"</p> + +<p>"Stop that, Sim Burns," cried the woman, snatching up the child. "You're +a reg'lar ol' hyeny,—that's what you are," she added defiantly, roused +at last from her lethargy.</p> + +<p>"You're a—beauty, that's what <i>you</i> are," he said, pitilessly. "Keep +your brats out f'um under my feet." And he strode off to the barn after +his team, leaving her with a fierce hate in her heart. She heard him +yelling at his team in their stalls: "Git around there, damn yeh."</p> + +<p>The children had had their supper; so she took them<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">85</a></span> to bed. She was +unusually tender to them, for she wanted to make up in some way for her +previous harshness. The ferocity of her husband had shown up her own +petulant temper hideously, and she sat and sobbed in the darkness a long +time beside the cradle where little Pet slept.</p> + +<p>She heard Burns come growling in and tramp about, but she did not rise. +The supper was on the table; he could wait on himself. There was an +awful feeling at her heart as she sat there and the house grew quiet. +She thought of suicide in a vague way; of somehow taking her children in +her arms and sinking into a lake somewhere, where she would never more +be troubled, where she could sleep forever, without toil or hunger.</p> + +<p>Then she thought of the little turkeys wandering in the grass, of the +children sleeping at last, of the quiet, wonderful stars. Then she +thought of the cows left unmilked, and listened to them stirring +uneasily in the yard. She rose, at last, and stole forth. She could not +rid herself of the thought that they would suffer. She knew what the +dull ache in the full breasts of a mother was, and she could not let +them stand at the bars all night moaning for relief.</p> + +<p>The mosquitoes had gone, but the frogs and katydids still sang, while +over in the west Venus shone. She was a long time milking the cows; her +hands were so tired she had often to stop and rest them, while the tears +fell unheeded into the pail. She saw and felt little of the external as +she sat there. She thought in vague retrospect of how sweet it seemed +the first time Sim came to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">86</a></span> see her; of the many rides to town with him +when he was an accepted lover; of the few things he had given her—a +coral breastpin and a ring.</p> + +<p>She felt no shame at her present miserable appearance; she was past +personal pride. She hardly felt as if the tall, strong girl, attractive +with health and hope, could be the same soul as the woman who now sat in +utter despair listening to the heavy breathing of the happy cows, +grateful for the relief from their burden of milk.</p> + +<p>She contrasted her lot with that of two or three women that she knew +(not a very high standard), who kept hired help, and who had fine houses +of four or five rooms. Even the neighbors were better off than she, for +they didn't have such quarrels. But she wasn't to blame—Sim +didn't—Then her mind changed to a dull resentment against "things." +Everything seemed against her.</p> + +<p>She rose at last and carried her second load of milk to the well, +strained it, washed out the pails, and, after bathing her tired feet in +a tub that stood there, she put on a pair of horrible shoes, without +stockings, and crept stealthily into the house. Sim did not hear her as +she slipped up the stairs to the little low unfinished chamber beside +her oldest children. She could not bear to sleep near <i>him</i> that +night,—she wanted a chance to sob herself to quiet.</p> + +<p>As for Sim, he was a little disturbed, but would as soon have cut off +his head as acknowledged himself in the wrong. As he went to bed, and +found her still away, he yelled up the stairway:<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">87</a></span>—</p> + +<p>"Say, old woman, ain't ye comin' to bed?" Upon receiving no answer he +rolled his aching body into the creaking bed. "Do as y' damn please +about it. If y' want to sulk y' can." And in such wise the family grew +quiet in sleep, while the moist, warm air pulsed with the ceaseless +chime of the crickets.</p> + +<h4>II</h4> + +<p>When Sim Burns woke the next morning he felt a sharper twinge of +remorse. It was not a broad or well-defined feeling—just a sense that +he had been unduly irritable, not that on the whole he was not in the +right. Little Pet lay with the warm June sunshine filling his baby eyes, +curiously content in striking at flies that buzzed around his little +mouth.</p> + +<p>The man thrust his dirty, naked feet into his huge boots, and, without +washing his face or combing his hair, went out to the barn to do his +chores.</p> + +<p>He was a type of the average prairie farmer, and his whole surrounding +was typical of the time. He had a quarter-section of fine level land, +bought with incredible toil, but his house was a little box-like +structure, costing, perhaps, five hundred dollars. It had three rooms +and the ever-present summer kitchen at the back. It was unpainted and +had no touch of beauty,—a mere box.</p> + +<p>His stable was built of slabs and banked and covered with straw. It +looked like a den, was low and long, and had but one door in the end. +The cow-yard held ten or fifteen cattle of various kinds, while a few +calves<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">88</a></span> were bawling from a pen near by. Behind the barn, on the west +and north, was a fringe of willows forming a "wind-break." A few broken +and discouraged fruit trees, standing here and there among the weeds, +formed the garden. In short, he was spoken of by his neighbors as "a +hard-working cuss, and tol'ably well fixed."</p> + +<p>No grace had come or ever could come into his life. Back of him were +generations of men like himself, whose main business had been to work +hard, live miserably, and beget children to take their places when they +died.</p> + +<p>His courtship had been delayed so long on account of poverty that it +brought little of humanizing emotion into his life. He never mentioned +his love-life now, or if he did, it was only to sneer obscenely at it. +He had long since ceased to kiss his wife or even speak kindly to her. +There was no longer any sanctity to life or love. He chewed tobacco and +toiled on from year to year without any very clearly defined idea of the +future. His life was mainly regulated from without.</p> + +<p>He was tall, dark, and strong, in a flat-chested, slouching sort of way, +and had grown neglectful of even decency in his dress. He wore the +American farmer's customary outfit of rough brown pants, hickory shirt, +and greasy wool hat. It differed from his neighbors' mainly in being a +little dirtier and more ragged. His grimy hands were broad and strong as +the clutch of a bear, and he was a "terrible feller to turn off work," +as Councill said. "I'd ruther have Sim Burns work for me one day than +some men three. He's a linger." He worked<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">89</a></span> with unusual speed this +morning, and ended by milking all the cows himself as a sort of savage +penance for his misdeeds the previous evening, muttering in +self-defence:—</p> + +<p>"Seems 's if ever' cussid thing piles on to me at once. That corn, the +road-tax, and hayin' comin' on, and now <i>she</i> gits her back up—"</p> + +<p>When he went back to the well he sloshed himself thoroughly in the +horse-trough and went to the house. He found breakfast ready, but his +wife was not in sight. The older children were clamoring around the +uninviting breakfast table, spread with cheap ware and with boiled +potatoes and fried salt pork as the principal dishes.</p> + +<p>"Where's y'r ma?" he asked, with a threatening note in his voice, as he +sat down by the table.</p> + +<p>"She's in the bedroom."</p> + +<p>He rose and pushed open the door. The mother sat with the babe in her +lap, looking out of the window down across the superb field of timothy, +moving like a lake of purple water. She did not look around. She only +grew rigid. Her thin neck throbbed with the pulsing of blood to her +head.</p> + +<p>"What's got into you <i>now</i>?" he said, brutally. "Don't be a fool. Come +out and eat breakfast with me, an' take care o' y'r young ones."</p> + +<p>She neither moved nor made a sound. With an oath he turned on his heel and +went out to the table. Eating his breakfast in his usual wolfish fashion, +he went out into the hot sun with his team and riding-plough, not a +little disturbed by this new phase of his wife's "cantankerousness."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">90</a></span> He +ploughed steadily and sullenly all the forenoon, in the terrific heat +and dust. The air was full of tempestuous threats, still and sultry, one +of those days when work is a punishment. When he came in at noon he +found things the same—dinner on the table, but his wife out in the +garden with the youngest child.</p> + +<p>"I c'n stand it as long as <i>she</i> can," he said to himself, in the +hearing of the children, as he pushed back from the table and went back +to work.</p> + +<p>When he had finished the field of corn it was after sundown, and he came +up to the house, hot, dusty, his shirt wringing wet with sweat, and his +neck aching with the work of looking down all day at the corn-rows. His +mood was still stern. The multitudinous lift, and stir, and sheen of the +wide, green field had been lost upon him.</p> + +<p>"I wonder if she's milked them cows," he muttered to himself. He gave a +sigh of relief to find she had. But she had done so not for his sake, +but for the sake of the poor, patient dumb brutes.</p> + +<p>When he went to the bedroom after supper, he found that the cradle and +his wife's few little boxes and parcels—poor, pathetic properties!—had +been removed to the garret, which they called a chamber, and he knew he +was to sleep alone again.</p> + +<p>"She'll git over it, I guess." He was very tired, but he didn't feel +quite comfortable enough to sleep. The air was oppressive. His shirt, +wet in places, and stiff with dust in other places, oppressed him more +than usual; so he rose and removed it, getting a clean one<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">91</a></span> out of a +drawer. This was an unusual thing for him, for he usually slept in the +same shirt which he wore in his day's work; but it was Saturday night, +and he felt justified in the extravagance.</p> + +<hr class="minor" /> + +<p>In the meanwhile poor Lucretia was brooding over her life in a most +dangerous fashion. All she had done and suffered for Simeon Burns came +back to her till she wondered how she had endured it all. All day long +in the midst of the glorious summer landscape she brooded.</p> + +<p>"I hate him," she thought, with a fierce blazing up through the murk of +her musing. "I hate t' live. But they ain't no hope. I'm tied down. I +can't leave the children, and I ain't got no money. I couldn't make a +living out in the world. I ain't never seen anything an' don't know +anything."</p> + +<p>She was too simple and too unknowing to speculate on the loss of her +beauty, which would have brought her competency once—if sold in the +right market. As she lay in her little attic bed, she was still sullenly +thinking, wearily thinking of her life. She thought of a poor old horse +which Sim had bought once, years before, and put to the plough when it +was too old and weak to work. She could see her again as in a vision, +that poor old mare, with sad head drooping, toiling, toiling, till at +last she could no longer move, and lying down under the harness in the +furrow, groaned under the whip,—and died.</p> + +<p>Then she wondered if her own numbness and despair meant death, and she +held her breath to think harder<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">92</a></span> upon it. She concluded at last, grimly, +that she didn't care—only for the children.</p> + +<p>The air was frightfully close in the little attic, and she heard the low +mutter of the rising storm in the west. She forgot her troubles a +little, listening to the far-off gigantic footsteps of the tempest.</p> + +<p><i>Boom</i>, <i>boom</i>, <i>boom</i>, it broke nearer and nearer, as if a vast cordon +of cannon was being drawn around the horizon. Yet she was conscious only +of pleasure. She had no fear. At last came the sweep of cool, fragrant +storm-wind, a short and sudden dash of rain, and then in the cool, sweet +hush which followed, the worn and weary woman fell into a deep sleep.</p> + +<h4>III</h4> + +<p>When she woke the younger children were playing about on the floor in +their night-clothes, and little Pet was sitting in a square of sunshine, +intent on one of his shoes. He was too young to know how poor and +squalid his surroundings were,—the patch of sunshine flung on the floor +glorified it all. He—little animal—was happy.</p> + +<p>The poor of the Western prairies lie almost as unhealthily close +together as do the poor of the city tenements. In the small hut of the +peasant there is as little chance to escape close and tainting contact +as in the coops and dens of the North End of proud Boston. In the midst +of oceans of land, floods of sunshine and gulfs of verdure, the farmer +lives in two<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">93</a></span> or three small rooms. Poverty's eternal cordon is ever +round the poor.</p> + +<p>"Ma, why didn't you sleep with Pap last night?" asked Bob, the +seven-year-old, when he saw she was awake at last. She flushed a dull +red.</p> + +<p>"You hush, will yeh? Because—I—it was too warm—and there was a storm +comin'. You never mind askin' such questions. Is he gone out?"</p> + +<p>"Yup. I heerd him callin' the pigs. It's Sunday, ain't it, ma?"</p> + +<p>The fact seemed to startle her.</p> + +<p>"Why, yes, so it is! Wal! Now, Sadie, you jump up an' dress quick 's y' +can, an' Bob an' Sile, you run down an' bring s'm' water," she +commanded, in nervous haste, beginning to dress. In the middle of the +room there was scarce space to stand beneath the rafters.</p> + +<p>When Sim came in for his breakfast he found it on the table, but his +wife was absent.</p> + +<p>"Where's y'r ma?" he asked, with a little less of the growl in his +voice.</p> + +<p>"She's upstairs with Pet."</p> + +<p>The man ate his breakfast in dead silence, till at last Bob ventured to +say:—</p> + +<p>"What makes ma ac' so?"</p> + +<p>"Shut up!" was the brutal reply. The children began to take sides with +the mother—all but the oldest girl, who was ten years old. To her the +father turned now for certain things to be done, treating her in his +rough fashion as a housekeeper, and the girl felt flattered and docile +accordingly.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">94</a></span></p> + +<p>They were pitiably clad; like many farm-children, indeed, they could +hardly be said to be clad at all. Sadie had on but two garments, a sort +of undershirt of cotton and a faded calico dress, out of which her bare, +yellow little legs protruded, lamentably dirty and covered with +scratches.</p> + +<p>The boys also had two garments, a hickory shirt and a pair of pants like +their father's, made out of brown denim by the mother's never-resting +hands—hands that in sleep still sewed, and skimmed, and baked, and +churned. The boys had gone to bed without washing their feet, which now +looked like toads, calloused, brown, and chapped.</p> + +<p>Part of this the mother saw with her dull eyes as she came down, after +seeing the departure of Sim up the road with the cows. It was a +beautiful Sunday morning, and the woman might have sung like a bird if +men had been as kind to her as Nature. But she looked dully out upon the +seas of ripe grasses, tangled and flashing with dew, out of which the +bobolinks and larks sprang. The glorious winds brought her no melody, no +perfume, no respite from toil and care.</p> + +<p>She thought of the children she saw in the town,—children of the +merchant and banker, clean as little dolls, the boys in knickerbocker +suits, the girls in dainty white dresses,—and a vengeful bitterness +sprang up in her heart. She soon put the dishes away, but felt too tired +and listless to do more.</p> + +<p>"Taw-bay-wies! Pet want ta-aw-bay-wies!" cried the little one, tugging +at her dress.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">95</a></span></p> + +<p>Listlessly, mechanically she took him in her arms, and went out into the +garden, which was fragrant and sweet with dew and sun. After picking +some berries for him, she sat down on the grass under the row of +cottonwoods, and sank into a kind of lethargy. A kingbird chattered and +shrieked overhead, the grasshoppers buzzed in the grasses, strange +insects with ventriloquistic voices sang all about her—she could not +tell where.</p> + +<p>"Ma, can't I put on my clean dress?" insisted Sadie.</p> + +<p>"I don't care," said the brooding woman, darkly. "Leave me alone."</p> + +<p>Oh, if she could only lie here forever, escaping all pain and weariness! +The wind sang in her ears; the great clouds, beautiful as heavenly +ships, floated far above in the vast, dazzling deeps of blue sky; the +birds rustled and chirped around her; leaping insects buzzed and +clattered in the grass and in the vines and bushes. The goodness and +glory of God was in the very air, the bitterness and oppression of man +in every line of her face.</p> + +<p>But her quiet was broken by Sadie, who came leaping like a fawn down +through the grass.</p> + +<p>"Oh, ma, Aunt Maria and Uncle William are coming. They've jest turned +in."</p> + +<p>"I don't care if they be!" she answered in the same dully irritated way. +"What're they comin' here to-day for, I wan' to know." She stayed there +immovably, till Mrs. Councill came down to see her, piloted by two or +three of the children. Mrs. Councill, a jolly, large-framed woman, +smiled brightly, and greeted her in a loud, jovial<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">96</a></span> voice. She made the +mistake of taking the whole matter lightly; her tone amounted to +ridicule.</p> + +<p>"Sim says you've been having a tantrum, Creeshy. Don't know what for, he +says."</p> + +<p>"He don't," said the wife, with a sullen flash in her eyes. "<i>He</i> don't +know why! Well, then, you just tell him what I say. I've lived in hell +long enough. I'm done. I've slaved here day in and day out f'r twelve +years without pay,—not even a decent word. I've worked like no nigger +ever worked 'r could work and live. I've given him all I had, 'r ever +expect to have. I'm wore out. My strength is gone, my patience is gone. +I'm done with it,—that's a <i>part</i> of what's the matter."</p> + +<p>"My sakes, Lucreeshy! You mustn't talk that way."</p> + +<p>"But I <i>will</i>" said the woman, as she supported herself on one palm and +raised the other. "I've <i>got</i> to talk that way." She was ripe for an +explosion like this. She seized upon it with eagerness. "They ain't no +use o' livin' this way, anyway. I'd take poison if it wa'n't f'r the +young ones."</p> + +<p>"Lucreeshy Burns!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I mean it."</p> + +<p>"Land sakes alive, I b'lieve you're goin' crazy!"</p> + +<p>"I shouldn't wonder if I was. I've had enough t' drive an Indian crazy. +Now you jest go off an' leave me 'lone. I ain't no mind to visit,—they +ain't no way out of it' and I'm tired o' trying to <i>find</i> a way. Go off +an' let me be."</p> + +<p>Her tone was so bitterly hopeless that the great, jolly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">97</a></span> face of Mrs. +Councill stiffened into a look of horror such as she had not known for +years. The children, in two separate groups, could be heard rioting. +Bees were humming around the clover in the grass, and the kingbird +chattered ceaselessly from the Lombardy poplar tip. Both women felt all +this peace and beauty of the morning dimly, and it disturbed Mrs. +Councill because the other was so impassive under it all. At last, after +a long and thoughtful pause, Mrs. Councill asked a question whose answer +she knew would decide it all—asked it very kindly and softly:—</p> + +<p>"Creeshy, are you comin' in?"</p> + +<p>"No," was the short and sullenly decisive answer. Mrs. Councill knew +that was the end, and so rose with a sigh, and went away.</p> + +<p>"Wal, good-by," she said, simply.</p> + +<p>Looking back, she saw Lucretia lying at length, with closed eyes and +hollow cheeks. She seemed to be sleeping, half buried in the grass. She +did not look up nor reply to her sister-in-law, whose life was one of +toil and trouble also, but not so hard and helpless as Lucretia's. By +contrast with most of her neighbors, she seemed comfortable.</p> + +<p>"Sim Burns, what you ben doin' to that woman?" she burst out, as she +waddled up to where the two men were sitting under a cottonwood tree, +talking and whittling after the manner of farmers.</p> + +<p>"Nawthin' 's fur 's I know," answered Burns, not quite honestly, and +looking uneasy.</p> + +<p>"You needn't try t' git out of it like that, Sim Burns,"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">98</a></span> replied his +sister. "That woman never got into that fit f'r <i>nawthin</i>'."</p> + +<p>"Wal, if you know more about it than I do, whadgy ask <i>me</i> fur?" he +replied, angrily.</p> + +<p>"Tut, tut!" put in Councill, "hold y'r horses! Don't git on y'r ear, +children! Keep cool, and don't spile y'r shirts. Most likely you're all +t' blame. Keep cool an' swear less."</p> + +<p>"Wal, I'll bet Sim's more to blame than she is. Why, they ain't a +harder-workin' woman in the hull State of Ioway than she is—"</p> + +<p>"Except Marm Councill."</p> + +<p>"Except nobody. Look at her, jest skin and bones."</p> + +<p>Councill chuckled in his vast way. "That's so, mother; measured in that +way, she leads over you. You git fat on it."</p> + +<p>She smiled a little, her indignation oozing away. She never "<i>could</i> +stay mad," her children were accustomed to tell her. Burns refused to +talk any more about the matter, and the visitors gave it up, and got out +their team and started for home, Mrs. Councill firing this parting +shot:—</p> + +<p>"The best thing you can do to-day is t' let her alone. Mebbe the +children 'll bring her round ag'in. If she does come round, you see 't +you treat her a little more 's y' did when you was a-courtin' her."</p> + +<p>"This way," roared Councill, putting his arm around his wife's waist. +She boxed his ears, while he guffawed and clucked at his team.</p> + +<p>Burns took a measure of salt and went out into the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">99</a></span> pasture to salt the +cows. On the sunlit slope of the field, where the cattle came running +and bawling to meet him, he threw down the salt in handfuls, and then +lay down to watch them as they eagerly licked it up, even gnawing a bare +spot in the sod in their eagerness to get it all.</p> + +<p>Burns was not a drinking man; he was hard-working, frugal; in fact, he +had no extravagances except his tobacco. His clothes he wore until they +all but dropped from him; and he worked in rain and mud, as well as dust +and sun. It was this suffering and toiling all to no purpose that made +him sour and irritable. He didn't see why he should have so little after +so much hard work.</p> + +<p>He was puzzled to account for it all. His mind—the average mind—was +weary with trying to solve an insoluble problem. His neighbors, who had +got along a little better than himself, were free with advice and +suggestion as to the cause of his persistent poverty.</p> + +<p>Old man Bacon, the hardest-working man in the county, laid it to Burns's +lack of management. Jim Butler, who owned a dozen farms (which he had +taken on mortgages), and who had got rich by buying land at government +price and holding for a rise, laid all such cases as Burns's to "lack of +enterprise, foresight."</p> + +<p>But the larger number, feeling themselves in the same boat with Burns, +said:—</p> + +<p>"I d' know. Seems as if things get worse an' worse. Corn an' wheat +gittin' cheaper 'n' cheaper. Machinery eatin' up profits—got to <i>have</i> +machinery to harvest<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">100</a></span> the cheap grain, an' then the machinery eats up +profits. Taxes goin' up. Devil to pay all round; I d' know what in +thunder <i>is</i> the matter."</p> + +<p>The Democrats said protection was killing the farmers; the Republicans +said no. The Grangers growled about the middle-men; the Greenbackers +said there wasn't circulating medium enough, and, in the midst of it +all, hard-working, discouraged farmers, like Simeon Burns, worked on, +unable to find out what really was the matter.</p> + +<p>And there, on this beautiful Sabbath morning, Sim sat and thought and +thought, till he rose with an oath and gave it up.</p> + +<h4>IV</h4> + +<p>It was hot and brilliant again the next morning as Douglas Radbourn +drove up the road with Lily Graham, the teacher of the school in the +little white schoolhouse. It was blazing hot, even though not yet nine +o'clock, and the young farmers ploughing beside the fence looked +longingly and somewhat bitterly at Radbourn seated in a fine top-buggy +beside a beautiful creature in lace and cambric.</p> + +<p>Very beautiful the town-bred "schoolma'am" looked to those grimy, sweaty +fellows, superb fellows too, physically, with bare red arms and +leather-colored faces. She was as if builded of the pink and white +clouds soaring far up there in the morning sky. So cool, and sweet, and +dainty.</p> + +<p>As she came in sight, their dusty and sweaty shirts<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">101</a></span> grew biting as the +poisoned shirt of the Norse myth, their bare feet in the brown dirt grew +distressingly flat and hoof-like, and their huge, dirty, brown, chapped +and swollen hands grew so repulsive that the mere remote possibility of +some time in the far future standing a chance of having an introduction +to her, caused them to wipe their palms on their trousers' legs +stealthily.</p> + +<p>Lycurgus Banks swore when he saw Radbourn: "That cuss thinks he's ol' +hell this morning. He don't earn his living. But he's just the kind of +cuss to get holt of all the purty girls."</p> + +<p>Others gazed with simple, sad wistfulness upon the slender figure, pale, +sweet face, and dark eyes of the young girl, feeling that to have talk +with such a fairylike creature was a happiness too great to ever be +their lot. And when she had passed they went back to work with a sigh +and feeling of loss.</p> + +<p>As for Lily, she felt a pang of pity for these people. She looked at +this peculiar form of poverty and hardship much as the fragile, tender +girl of the city looks upon the men laying a gas-main in the streets. +She felt, sympathetically, the heat and grime, and, though but the +faintest idea of what it meant to wear such clothing came to her, she +shuddered. Her eyes had been opened to these things by Radbourn, a +classmate at the Seminary.</p> + +<p>The young fellow knew that Lily was in love with him, and made distinct +effort to keep the talk upon impersonal subjects. He liked her very +much, probably because she listened so well.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">102</a></span></p> + +<p>"Poor fellows," sighed Lily, almost unconsciously, "I hate to see them +working there in the dirt and hot sun. It seems a hopeless sort of life, +doesn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, but this is the most beautiful part of the year," said Radbourn. +"Think of them in the mud, in the sleet; think of them husking corn in +the snow, a bitter wind blowing; think of them a month later in the +harvest; think of them imprisoned here in winter!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it's dreadful! But I never felt it so keenly before. You have +opened my eyes to it. Of course, I've been on a farm but not to live +there."</p> + +<p>"Writers and orators have lied so long about 'the idyllic' in farm life, +and said so much about the 'independent American farmer,' that he +himself has remained blind to the fact that he's one of the +hardest-working and poorest-paid men in America. See the houses they +live in,—hovels."</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, I know," said Lily; a look of deeper pain swept over her +face. "And the fate of the poor women; oh, the fate of the women!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, it's a matter of statistics," went on Radbourn, pitilessly, "that +the wives of the American farmers fill our insane asylums. See what a +life they lead, most of them; no music, no books. Seventeen hours a day +in a couple of small rooms—dens. Now there is Sim Burns! What a +travesty of a home! Yet there are a dozen just as bad in sight. He works +like a fiend—so does his wife—and what is their reward? Simply a hole +to hibernate in and to sleep and eat in in summer. A dreary present and +a well-nigh hopeless future. No,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">103</a></span> they have a future, if they knew it, +and we must tell them."</p> + +<p>"I know Mrs. Burns," Lily said, after a pause; "she sends several +children to my school. Poor, pathetic little things, half-clad and +wistful-eyed. They make my heart ache; they are so hungry for love, and +so quick to learn."</p> + +<p>As they passed the Burns farm, they looked for the wife, but she was not +to be seen. The children had evidently gone up to the little white +schoolhouse at the head of the lane. Radbourn let the reins fall slack +as he talked on. He did not look at the girl; his eyebrows were drawn +into a look of gloomy pain.</p> + +<p>"It isn't so much the grime that I abhor, nor the labor that crooks +their backs and makes their hands bludgeons. It's the horrible waste of +life involved in it all. I don't believe God intended a man to be bent +to plough-handles like that, but that isn't the worst of it. The worst +of it is, these people live lives approaching automata. They become +machines to serve others more lucky or more unscrupulous than +themselves. What is the world of art, of music, of literature, to these +poor devils,—to Sim Burns and his wife there, for example? Or even to +the best of these farmers?"</p> + +<p>The girl looked away over the shimmering lake of yellow-green corn. A +choking came into her throat. Her gloved hand trembled.</p> + +<p>"What is such a life worth? It's all very comfortable for us to say, +'They don't feel it.' How do we know what they feel? What do we know of +their capacity for enjoyment of art and music? They<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">104</a></span> never have leisure +or opportunity. The master is very glad to be taught by preacher, and +lawyer, and novelist, that his slaves are contented and never feel any +longings for a higher life. These people live lives but little higher +than their cattle—are <i>forced</i> to live so. Their hopes and aspirations +are crushed out, their souls are twisted and deformed just as toil +twists and deforms their bodies. They are on the same level as the city +laborer. The very religion they hear is a soporific. They are taught to +be content here that they may be happy hereafter. Suppose there isn't +any hereafter?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't say that, please!" Lily cried.</p> + +<p>"But I don't <i>know</i> that there is," he went on remorselessly, "and I do +know that these people are being robbed of something more than money, of +all that makes life worth living. The promise of milk and honey in +Canaan is all very well, but I prefer to have mine here; then I'm sure +of it."</p> + +<p>"What can we do?" murmured the girl.</p> + +<p>"Do? Rouse these people for one thing; preach <i>discontent</i>, a noble +discontent."</p> + +<p>"It will only make them unhappy."</p> + +<p>"No, it won't; not if you show them the way out. If it does, it's better +to be unhappy striving for higher things, like a man, than to be content +in a wallow like swine."</p> + +<p>"But what <i>is</i> the way out?"</p> + +<p>This was sufficient to set Radbourn upon his hobbyhorse. He outlined his +plan of action: the abolition of all indirect taxes, the State control +of all privileges<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">105</a></span> the private ownership of which interfered with the +equal rights of all. He would utterly destroy speculative holdings of +the earth. He would have land everywhere brought to its best use, by +appropriating all ground rents to the use of the state, etc., etc., to +which the girl listened with eager interest, but with only partial +comprehension.</p> + +<p>As they neared the little schoolhouse, a swarm of midgets in pink +dresses, pink sun-bonnets, and brown legs, came rushing to meet their +teacher, with that peculiar devotion the children in the country develop +for a refined teacher.</p> + +<p>Radbourn helped Lily out into the midst of the eager little scholars, +who swarmed upon her like bees on a lump of sugar, till even Radbourn's +gravity gave way, and he smiled into her lifted eyes,—an unusual smile, +that strangely enough stopped the smile on her own lips, filling her +face with a wistful shadow, and her breath came hard for a moment, and +she trembled.</p> + +<p>She loved that cold, stern face, oh, so much! and to have him smile was +a pleasure that made her heart leap till she suffered a smothering pain. +She turned to him to say:—</p> + +<p>"I am very thankful, Mr. Radbourn, for another pleasant ride," adding in +a lower tone, "it was a very great pleasure; you always give me so much. +I feel stronger and more hopeful."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you feel so. I was afraid I was prosy with my land doctrine."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no! Indeed no! You have given me a new<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">106</a></span> hope; I am exalted with the +thought; I shall try to think it all out and apply it."</p> + +<p>And so they parted, the children looking on and slyly whispering among +themselves. Radbourn looked back after a while, but the bare white hive +had absorbed its little group, and was standing bleak as a tombstone and +hot as a furnace on the naked plain in the blazing sun.</p> + +<p>"America's pitiful boast!" said the young radical, looking back at it. +"Only a miserable hint of what it might be."</p> + +<p>All that forenoon, as Lily faced her noisy group of barefooted children, +she was thinking of Radbourn, of his almost fierce sympathy for these +poor, supine farmers, hopeless and in some cases content in their narrow +lives. The children almost worshipped the beautiful girl who came to +them as a revelation of exquisite neatness and taste,—whose very voice +and intonation awed them.</p> + +<p>They noted, unconsciously of course, every detail. Snowy linen, touches +of soft color, graceful lines of bust and side, the slender fingers that +could almost speak, so beautifully flexile were they. Lily herself +sometimes, when she shook the calloused, knotted, stiffened hands of the +women, shuddered with sympathetic pain to think that the crowning wonder +and beauty of God's world should be so maimed and distorted from its +true purpose.</p> + +<p>Even in the children before her she could see the inherited results of +fruitless labor, and, more pitiful yet,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">107</a></span> in the bent shoulders of the +older ones she could see the beginnings of deformity that would soon be +permanent; and as these thoughts came to her, she clasped the wondering +children to her side, with a convulsive wish to make life a little +brighter for them.</p> + +<p>"How is your mother to-day?" she asked of Sadie Burns, as she was eating +her luncheon on the drab-colored table near the open window.</p> + +<p>"Purty well," said Sadie, in a hesitating way.</p> + +<p>Lily was looking out, and listening to the gophers whistling as they +raced to and fro. She could see Bob Burns lying at length on the grass +in the pasture over the fence, his heels waving in the air, his hands +holding a string which formed a snare. It was like fishing to young +Izaak Walton.</p> + +<p>It was very still and hot, and the cheep and trill of the gophers and +the chatter of the kingbirds alone broke the silence. A cloud of +butterflies were fluttering about a pool near; a couple of big flies +buzzed and mumbled on the pane.</p> + +<p>"What ails your mother?" Lily asked, recovering herself and looking at +Sadie, who was distinctly ill at ease.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I dunno," Sadie replied, putting one bare foot across the other.</p> + +<p>Lily insisted.</p> + +<p>"She 'n' pa's had an awful row—"</p> + +<p>"Sadie!" said the teacher, warningly, "what language!"</p> + +<p>"I mean they quarrelled, an' she don't speak to him any more."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">108</a></span></p> + +<p>"Why, how dreadful!"</p> + +<p>"An' pa, he's awful cross; and she won't eat when he does, an' I haf to +wait on table."</p> + +<p>"I believe I'll go down and see her this noon," said Lily to herself, as +she divined a little of the state of affairs in the Burns family.</p> + +<h4>V</h4> + +<p>Sim was mending the pasture fence as Lily came down the road toward him. +He had delayed going to dinner to finish his task, and was just about +ready to go when Lily spoke to him.</p> + +<p>"Good morning, Mr. Burns. I am just going down to see Mrs. Burns. It +must be time to go to dinner,—aren't you ready to go? I want to talk +with you."</p> + +<p>Ordinarily he would have been delighted with the idea of walking down +the road with the schoolma'am, but there was something in her look which +seemed to tell him that she knew all about his trouble, and, besides, he +was not in good humor.</p> + +<p>"Yes, in a minnit—soon's I fix up this hole. Them shotes, I b'lieve, +would go through a keyhole, if they could once get their snoots in."</p> + +<p>He expanded on this idea as he nailed away, anxious to gain time. He +foresaw trouble for himself. He couldn't be rude to this sweet and +fragile girl. If a <i>man</i> had dared to attack him on his domestic +shortcomings, he could have fought. The girl stood waiting for him, her +large, steady eyes full of thought, gazing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">109</a></span> down at him from the shadow +of her broad-brimmed hat.</p> + +<p>"The world is so full of misery anyway, that we ought to do the best we +can to make it less," she said at last, in a musing tone, as if her +thoughts had unconsciously taken on speech. She had always appealed to +him strongly, and never more so than in this softly uttered +abstraction—that it was an abstraction added to its power with him.</p> + +<p>He could find no words for reply, but picked up his hammer and nail-box, +and slouched along the road by her side, listening without a word to her +talk.</p> + +<p>"Christ was patient, and bore with his enemies. Surely we ought to bear +with our—friends," she went on, adapting her steps to his. He took off +his torn straw hat and wiped his face on his sleeve, being much +embarrassed and ashamed. Not knowing how to meet such argument, he kept +silent.</p> + +<p>"How <i>is</i> Mrs. Burns!" said Lily at length, determined to make him +speak. The delicate meaning in the emphasis laid on <i>is</i> did not escape +him.</p> + +<p>"Oh, she's all right—I mean she's done her work jest the same as ever. +I don't see her much—"</p> + +<p>"I didn't know—I was afraid she was sick. Sadie said she was acting +strangely."</p> + +<p>"No, she's well enough—but—"</p> + +<p>"But what is the trouble? Won't you let me help you, <i>won't</i> you?" she +pleaded.</p> + +<p>"Can't anybody help us. We've got 'o fight it out, I s'pose," he +replied, a gloomy note of resentment creeping<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">110</a></span> into his voice. "She's +ben in a devil of a temper f'r a week."</p> + +<p>"Haven't you been in the same kind of a temper too?" demanded Lily, +firmly but kindly. "I think most troubles of this kind come from bad +temper on both sides. Don't you? Have you done your share at being kind +and patient?"</p> + +<p>They had reached the gate now, and she laid her hand on his arm to stop +him. He looked down at the slender gloved hand on his arm, feeling as if +a giant had grasped him; then he raised his eyes to her face, flushing a +purplish red as he remembered his grossness. It seemed monstrous in the +presence of this girl-advocate. Her face was like silver; her eyes +seemed pools of tears.</p> + +<p>"I don't s'pose I have," he said at last, pushing by her. He could not +have faced her glance another moment. His whole air conveyed the +impression of destructive admission. Lily did not comprehend the extent +of her advantage or she would have pursued it further. As it was she +felt a little hurt as she entered the house. The table was set, but Mrs. +Burns was nowhere to be seen. Calling her softly, the young girl passed +through the shabby little living-room to the oven-like bedroom which +opened off it, but no one was about. She stood for a moment shuddering +at the wretchedness of the room.</p> + +<p>Going back to the kitchen, she found Sim about beginning on his dinner. +Little Pet was with him; the rest of the children were at the +schoolhouse.</p> + +<p>"Where is she?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">111</a></span></p> + +<p>"I d' know. Out in the garden, I expect. She don't eat with me now. I +never see her. She don't come near <i>me</i>. I ain't seen her since +Saturday."</p> + +<p>Lily was shocked inexpressibly and began to see more clearly the +magnitude of the task she had set herself to do. But it must be done; +she felt that a tragedy was not far off. It must be averted.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Burns, what have you done? What <i>have</i> you done?" she asked in +terror and horror.</p> + +<p>"Don't lay it all to <i>me</i>! She hain't done nawthin' but complain f'r ten +years. I couldn't do nothin' to suit her. She was always naggin' me."</p> + +<p>"I don't think Lucretia Burns would nag anybody. I don't say you're +<i>all</i> to blame, but I'm afraid you haven't acknowledged you were <i>any</i> +to blame. I'm afraid you've not been patient with her. I'm going out to +bring her in. If she comes, will you <i>say</i> you were <i>part</i> to blame? You +needn't beg her pardon—just say you'll try to be better. Will you do +it? Think how much she has done for you! Will you?"</p> + +<p>He remained silent, and looked discouragingly rude. His sweaty, dirty +shirt was open at the neck, his arms were bare, his scraggly teeth were +yellow with tobacco, and his uncombed hair lay tumbled about on his +high, narrow head. His clumsy, unsteady hands played with the dishes on +the table. His pride was struggling with his sense of justice; he knew +he ought to consent, and yet it was so hard to acknowledge himself to +blame. The girl went on in a voice piercingly sweet, trembling with pity +and pleading.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">112</a></span></p> + +<p>"What word can I carry to her from you? I'm going to go and see her. If +I could take a word from <i>you</i>, I know she would come back to the table. +Shall I tell her you feel to blame?"</p> + +<p>The answer was a long time coming; at last the man nodded an assent, the +sweat pouring from his purple face. She had set him thinking; her +victory was sure.</p> + +<p>Lily almost ran out into the garden and to the strawberry patch, where +she found Lucretia in her familiar, colorless, shapeless dress, picking +berries in the hot sun, the mosquitoes biting her neck and hands.</p> + +<p>"Poor, pathetic, dumb sufferer!" the girl thought as she ran up to her.</p> + +<p>She dropped her dish as she heard Lily coming, and gazed up into the +tender, pitying face. Not a word was spoken, but something she saw there +made her eyes fill with tears, and her throat swell. It was pure +sympathy. She put her arms around the girl's neck and sobbed for the +first time since Friday night. Then they sat down on the grass under the +hedge, and she told her story, interspersed with Lily's horrified +comments.</p> + +<p>When it was all told, the girl still sat listening. She heard Radbourn's +calm, slow voice again. It helped her not to hate Burns; it helped her +to pity and understand him.</p> + +<p>"You must remember that such toil brutalizes a man; it makes him +callous, selfish, unfeeling, necessarily. A fine nature must either +adapt itself to its hard surroundings or die. Men who toil terribly in +filthy garments day after day and year after year cannot easily keep<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">113</a></span> +gentle; the frost and grime, the heat and cold, will soon or late enter +into their souls. The case is not all in favor of the suffering wives +and against the brutal husbands. If the farmer's wife is dulled and +crazed by her routine, the farmer himself is degraded and brutalized."</p> + +<p>As well as she could Lily explained all this to the woman, who lay with +her face buried in the girl's lap. Lily's arms were about her thin +shoulders in an agony of pity.</p> + +<p>"It's hard, Lucretia, I know,—more than you can bear,—but you mustn't +forget what Sim endures too. He goes out in the storms and in the heat +and dust. His boots are hard, and see how his hands are all bruised and +broken by his work! He was tired and hungry when he said that—he didn't +really mean it."</p> + +<p>The wife remained silent.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Radbourn says work, as things go now, <i>does</i> degrade a man in spite +of himself. He says men get coarse and violent in spite of themselves, +just as women do when everything goes wrong in the house,—when the +flies are thick, and the fire won't burn, and the irons stick to the +clothes. You see, you both suffer. Don't lay up this fit of temper +against Sim—will you?"</p> + +<p>The wife lifted her head and looked away. Her face was full of hopeless +weariness.</p> + +<p>"It ain't this once. It ain't that 't all. It's having no let-up. Just +goin' the same thing right over 'n' over—no hope of anything better."</p> + +<p>"If you had hope of another world—"</p> + +<p>"Don't talk that. I don't want that kind o' comfert.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">114</a></span> I want a decent +chance here. I want 'o rest an' be happy <i>now</i>." Lily's big eyes were +streaming with tears. What should she say to the desperate woman? +"What's the use? We might jest as well die—all of us."</p> + +<p>The woman's livid face appalled the girl. She was gaunt, heavy-eyed, +nerveless. Her faded dress settled down over her limbs, showing the +swollen knees and thin calves; her hands, with distorted joints, +protruded painfully from her sleeves. All about her was the ever +recurring wealth and cheer of nature that knows no favor,—the bees and +flies buzzing in the sun, the jay and the kingbird in the poplars, the +smell of strawberries, the motion of lush grass, the shimmer of +corn-blades tossed gayly as banners in a conquering army.</p> + +<p>Like a flash of keener light, a sentence shot across the girl's mind: +"Nature knows no title-deed. The bounty of her mighty hands falls as the +sunlight falls, copious, impartial; her seas carry all ships; her air is +for all lips, her lands for all feet."</p> + +<p>"Poverty and suffering such as yours will not last." There was something +in the girl's voice that roused the woman. She turned her dull eyes upon +the youthful face.</p> + +<p>Lily took her hand in both hers as if by a caress she could impart her +own faith.</p> + +<p>"Look up, dear. When nature is so good and generous, man must come to be +better, surely. Come, go in the house again. Sim is there; he expects +you; he told me to tell you he was sorry." Lucretia's face twitched a +little at that, but her head was bent. "Come; you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">115</a></span> can't live this way. +There isn't any other place to go to."</p> + +<p>No, that was the bitterest truth. Where on this wide earth, with its +forth-shooting fruits and grains, its fragrant lands and shining seas, +could this dwarfed, bent, broken, middle-aged woman go? Nobody wanted +her, nobody cared for her. But the wind kissed her drawn lips as readily +as those of the girl, and the blooms of clover nodded to her as if to a +queen.</p> + +<p>Lily had said all she could. Her heart ached with unspeakable pity and a +sort of terror.</p> + +<p>"Don't give up, Lucretia. This may be the worst hour of your life. Live +and bear with it all for Christ's sake,—for your children's sake. Sim +told me to tell you he was to blame. If you will only see that you are +both to blame and yet neither to blame, then you can rise above it. Try, +dear!"</p> + +<p>Something that was in the girl imparted itself to the wife, +electrically. She pulled herself together, rose silently, and started +toward the house. Her face was rigid, but no longer sullen. Lily +followed her slowly, wonderingly.</p> + +<p>As she neared the kitchen door, she saw Sim still sitting at the table; +his face was unusually grave and soft. She saw him start and shove back +his chair, saw Lucretia go to the stove and lift the tea-pot, and heard +her say, as she took her seat beside the baby:—</p> + +<p>"Want some more tea?"</p> + +<p>She had become a wife and mother again, but in what spirit the puzzled +girl could not say.</p> + +<hr class="major" /> +<div style="margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 1em; padding-bottom: 1em"> +<a name="DADDY_DEERING" id="DADDY_DEERING"></a> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">119</a></span> +<h2>DADDY DEERING</h2> +</div> + +<h4>I</h4> + +<p>They were threshing on Farmer Jennings's place when Daddy made his very +characteristic appearance. Milton, a boy of thirteen, was gloomily +holding sacks for the measurer, and the glory of the October day was +dimmed by the suffocating dust, and poisoned by the smarting beards and +chaff which had worked their way down his neck. The bitterness of the +dreaded task was deepened also by contrast with the gambols of his +cousin Billy, who was hunting rats with Growler amid the last sheaves of +the stack bottom. The piercing shrieks of Billy, as he clapped his hands +in murderous glee, mingled now and again with the barking of the dog.</p> + +<p>The machine seemed to fill the world with its snarling boom, which +became a deafening yell when the cylinder ran empty for a moment. It was +nearly noon, and the men were working silently, with occasional glances +toward the sun to see how near dinner-time it was. The horses, dripping +with sweat, and with patches of foam under their harness, moved round +and round steadily to the cheery whistle of the driver.</p> + +<p>The wild, imperious song of the bell-metal cog-wheel had sung into +Milton's ears till it had become a torture, and every time he lifted his +eyes to the beautiful far-off<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">120</a></span> sky, where the clouds floated like ships, +a lump of rebellious anger rose in his throat. Why should he work in +this choking dust and deafening noise while the hawks could sail and +sweep from hill to hill with nothing to do but play?</p> + +<p>Occasionally his uncle, the feeder, smiled down upon him, his face black +as a negro, great goggles of glass and wire-cloth covering his merry +eyes. His great good-nature shone out in the flash of his white teeth, +behind his dusky beard, and he tried to encourage Milton with his smile. +He seemed tireless to the other hands. He was so big and strong. He had +always been Milton's boyish hero. So Milton crowded back the tears that +came into his eyes, and would not let his uncle see how childish he was.</p> + +<p>A spectator riding along the road would have remarked upon the lovely +setting for this picturesque scene—the low swells of prairie, shrouded +with faint, misty light from the unclouded sky, the flaming colors of +the trees, the faint sound of cow-bells, and the cheery sound of the +machine. But to be a tourist and to be a toiler in a scene like this are +quite different things.</p> + +<p>They were anxious to finish the setting by noon, and so the feeder was +crowding the cylinder to its limit, rolling the grain in with slow and +apparently effortless swaying from side to side, half buried in the +loose yellow straw. But about eleven o'clock the machine came to a +stand, to wait while a broken tooth was being replaced, and Milton fled +from the terrible dust beside the measuring spout, and was shaking the +chaff<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">121</a></span> out of his clothing, when he heard a high, snappy, nasal voice +call down from the straw-pile. A tall man, with a face completely masked +in dust, was speaking to Mr. Jennings:—</p> + +<p>"Say, young man, I guess you'll haf to send another man up here. It's +poorty stiff work f'r two; yes, sir, poorty stiff."</p> + +<p>"There, there! I thought you'd cry 'cavy,'" laughed Mr. Jennings. "I +told you it wasn't the place for an old man."</p> + +<p>"Old man," snarled the figure in the straw. "I ain't so old but I can +daown you, sir,—yessir, condemmit, yessir!"</p> + +<p>"I'm your man," replied Jennings, smiling up at him.</p> + +<p>The man rolled down the side of the stack, disappearing in a cloud of +dust and chaff. When he came to light, Milton saw a tall, gaunt old man +of sixty years of age, or older. Nothing could be seen but a dusty +expanse of face, ragged beard, and twinkling, sharp little eyes. His +color was lost, his eyes half hid. Without waiting for ceremony, the men +clenched. The crowd roared with laughter, for though Jennings was the +younger, the older man was a giant still, and the struggle lasted for +some time. He made a gallant fight, but his breath gave out, and he lay +at last flat on his back.</p> + +<p>"I wish I was your age, young man," he said ruefully, as he rose. "I'd +knock the heads o' these young scamps t'gether,—yessir!—I could do it, +too!"</p> + +<p>"Talk's a good dog, uncle," said a young man.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">122</a></span></p> + +<p>The old man turned on him so ferociously that he fled.</p> + +<p>"Run, condemn yeh! I own y' can beat me at that."</p> + +<p>His face was not unpleasant, though his teeth were mainly gone, and his +skin the color of leather and wrinkled as a pan of cream. His eyes had a +certain sparkle of fun that belied his rasping voice, which seemed to +have the power to lift a boy clean off his feet. His frame was bent and +thin, but of great height and breadth, bony and tough as hickory. At +some far time vast muscles must have rolled on those giant limbs, but +toil had bent and stiffened him.</p> + +<p>"Never been sick a day 'n my life; no, sir!" he said, in his rapid, +rasping, emphatic way, as they were riding across the stubble to dinner. +"And, by gol! I c'n stand as long at the tail of a stacker as any man, +sir. Dummed if I turn my hand for any man in the state; no, sir; no, +sir! But if I do two men's works, I am goin' to have two men's +pay—that's all, sir!"</p> + +<p>Jennings laughed and said: "All right, uncle. I'll send another man up +there this afternoon."</p> + +<p>The old man seemed to take a morbid delight in the hard and dirty +places, and his endurance was marvellous. He could stand all day at the +tail of a stacker, tirelessly pushing the straw away with an indifferent +air, as if it were all mere play.</p> + +<p>He measured the grain the next day, because it promised to be a noisier +and dustier job than working in the straw, and it was in this capacity +that Milton came to know and to hate him, and to associate him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">123</a></span> with +that most hated of all tasks, the holding of sacks. To a twelve-year-old +boy it seems to be the worst job in the world.</p> + +<p>All day, while the hawks wheel and dip in the glorious air, and the +trees glow like banks of roses; all day, while the younger boys are +tumbling about the sunlit straw, to be forced to stand holding sacks, +like a convict, was maddening. Daddy, whose rugged features, bent +shoulders, and ragged cap loomed through the suffocating, blinding dust, +necessarily came to seem like the jailer who held the door to freedom.</p> + +<p>And when the dust and noise and monotony seemed the very hardest to +bear, the old man's cackling laugh was sure to rise above the howl of +the cylinder.</p> + +<p>"Nem mind, sonny! Chaff ain't pizen; dust won't hurt ye a mite." And +when Milton was unable to laugh, the old man tweaked his ear with his +leathery thumb and finger.</p> + +<p>Then he shouted long, disconnected yarns, to which Milton could make +neither head nor tail, and which grew at last to be inaudible to him, +just as the steady boom and snarl of the great machine did. Then he fell +to studying the old man's clothes, which were a wonder to him. He spent +a good deal of time trying to discover which were the original sections +of the coat, and especially of the vest, which was ragged and yellow +with age, with the cotton batting working out; and yet Daddy took the +greatest care of it, folding it carefully and putting it away during the +heat of the day out of reach of the crickets.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">124</a></span></p> + +<p>One of his peculiarities, as Mrs. Jennings learned on the second day, +was his habit of coming to breakfast. But he always earned all he got, +and more too; and, as it was probable that his living at home was +frugal, Mrs. Jennings smiled at his thrift, and quietly gave him his +breakfast if he arrived late, which was not often.</p> + +<p>He had bought a little farm not far away, and settled down into a mode +of life which he never afterward changed. As he was leaving at the end +of the third day, he said:—</p> + +<p>"Now, sir, if you want any bootcherin' done, I'm y'r man. I don't turn +m' hand over f'r any man in the state; no, sir! I c'n git a hawg on the +gambrils jest a leetle quicker'n any other man I ever see; yes, sir; by +gum!"</p> + +<p>"All right, uncle; I'll send for you when I'm ready to kill."</p> + +<h4>II</h4> + +<p>Hog-killing was one of the events of a boy's life on a Western farm, and +Daddy was destined to be associated in the minds of Shep and Milton with +another disagreeable job, that of building the fire and carrying water.</p> + +<p>It was very early on a keen, biting morning in November when Daddy came +driving into the yard with his rude, long-runnered sled, one horse half +his length behind the other in spite of the driver's clucking. He was +delighted to catch the boys behind in the preparation.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">125</a></span></p> + +<p>"A-a-h-h-r-r-h-h!" he rasped out, "you lazy vagabon's? Why ain't you got +that fire blazin'? <span class="smcap">What</span> the devil do y' mean, you rascals! Here it is +broad daylight, and that fire not built. I vum, sir, you need a +thrashin', the whole kit an bilun' of ye; yessir! Come, come, come! +hustle now, stir your boots! hustle y'r boots—ha! ha! ha!"</p> + +<p>It was of no use to plead cold weather and damp chips.</p> + +<p>"What has that got to do with it, sir? I vum, sir, when I was your age, +I could make a fire of green red-oak; yessir! Don't talk to me of colds! +Stir your stumps and get warm, sir!"</p> + +<p>The old man put up his horses (and fed them generously with oats), and +then went to the house to ask for "a leetle something hot—mince pie or +sassidge." His request was very modest, but, as a matter of fact, he sat +down and ate a very hearty breakfast, while the boys worked away at the +fire under the big kettle.</p> + +<p>The hired man, under Daddy's direction, drew the bob-sleighs into +position on the sunny side of the corn-crib, and arranged the barrel at +the proper slant, while the old man ground his knives, Milton turning +the grindstone—another hateful task, which Daddy's stories could not +alleviate.</p> + +<p>Daddy never finished a story. If he started in to tell about a horse +trade, it infallibly reminded him of a cattle trade, and talking of +cattle switched him off upon logging, and logging reminded him of some +heavy snow-storm he had known. Each parenthesis<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">126</a></span> outgrew its proper +limits, till he forgot what should have been the main story. His stories +had some compensation, for when he stopped to try to recollect where he +was, the pressure on the grindstone was released.</p> + +<p>At last the water was hot, and the time came to seize the hogs. This was +the old man's great moment. He stood in the pen and shrieked with +laughter while the hired men went rolling, one after the other, upon the +ground, or were bruised against the fence by the rush of the burly +swine.</p> + +<p>"You're a fine lot," he laughed. "Now, then, sir, <i>grab 'im</i>! Why don't +ye nail 'im? I vum, sir, if I couldn't do better'n that, sir, I'd sell +out; I would, sir, by gol! Get out o' the way!"</p> + +<p>With a lofty scorn he waved aside all help and stalked like a gladiator +toward the pigs huddled in one corner of the pen. And when the selected +victim was rushing by him, his long arm and great bony hand swept out, +caught him by the ear, and flung him upon his side, squealing with +deafening shrillness. But in spite of his smiling concealment of effort, +Daddy had to lean against the fence and catch his breath even while he +boasted:—</p> + +<p>"I'm an old codger, sir, but I'm worth—a dozen o' you—spindle-legged +chaps; dum me if I ain't, sir!"</p> + +<p>His pride in his ability to catch and properly kill a hog was as genuine +as the old knight-errant's pride in his ability to stick a knife into +another steel-clothed brigand like himself. When the slain shote was +swung upon the planking on the sled before the barrel, Daddy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">127</a></span> rested, +while the boys filled the barrel with water from the kettle.</p> + +<p>There was always a weird charm about this stage of the work to the boys. +The sun shone warm and bright in the lee of the corn-crib; the steam +rose up, white and voluminous, from the barrel; the eaves dropped +steadily; the hens ventured near, nervously, but full of curiosity, +while the men laughed and joked with Daddy, starting him off on long +stories, and winking at each other when his back was turned.</p> + +<p>At last he mounted his planking, selecting Mr. Jennings to pull upon the +other handle of the hog-hook. He considered he conferred a distinct +honor in this selection.</p> + +<p>"The time's been, sir, when I wouldn't thank any man for his help. No, +sir, wouldn't thank 'im."</p> + +<p>"What do you do with these things?" asked one of the men, kicking two +iron candlesticks which the old man laid conveniently near.</p> + +<p>"Scrape a hawg with them, sir. What do y' s'pose, you numskull?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I never saw anything—"</p> + +<p>"You'll have a chance mighty quick, sir. Grab ahold, sir! Swing 'im +around—there! Now easy, easy! Now then, one, two; one, two—that's +right."</p> + +<p>While he dipped the porker in the water, pulling with his companion +rhythmically upon the hook, he talked incessantly, mixing up scraps of +stories and boastings of what he could do, with commands of what he +wanted the other man to do.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">128</a></span></p> + +<p>"The best man I ever worked with. <i>Now turn 'im, turn 'im!</i>" he yelled, +reaching over Jennings's wrist. "Grab under my wrist. There! won't ye +never learn how to turn a hawg? <i>Now out with 'im!</i>" was his next wild +yell, as the steaming hog was jerked out of the water upon the planking. +"Now try the hair on them ears! Beautiful scald," he said, clutching his +hand full of bristles and beaming with pride. "Never see anything finer. +Here, Bub, a pail of hot water, quick! Try one of them candlesticks! +They ain't no better scraper than the bottom of an old iron candlestick; +no, sir! Dum your new-fangled scrapers! I made a bet once with old Jake +Ridgeway that I could scrape the hair off'n two hawgs, by gum, quicker'n +he could one. Jake was blowin' about a new scraper he had....</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, yes, dump it right into the barrel. Condemmit! Ain't you got +no gumption?... So Sim Smith, he held the watch. Sim was a mighty good +hand t' work with; he was about the only man I ever sawed with who +didn't ride the saw. He could jerk a crosscut saw.... Now let him in +again, now, <i>he-ho</i>, once again! <i>Rool him over now</i>; that foreleg needs +a tech o' water. Now out with him again; that's right, that's right! By +gol, a beautiful scald as ever I see!"</p> + +<p>Milton, standing near, caught his eye again. "Clean that ear, sir! What +the devil you standin' there for?" He returned to his story after a +pause. "A—n—d Jake, he scraped away—<i>hyare</i>!" he shouted suddenly, +"don't ruggle the skin like that! Can't you see the way I do it? Leave +it smooth as a baby, sir—yessir!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">129</a></span></p> + +<p>He worked on in this way all day, talking unceasingly, never shirking a +hard job, and scarcely showing fatigue at any moment.</p> + +<p>"I'm short o' breath a leetle, that's all; never git tired, but my wind +gives out. Dum cold got on me, too."</p> + +<p>He ate a huge supper of liver and potatoes, still working away hard at +an ancient horse trade, and when he drove off at night, he had not yet +finished a single one of the dozen stories he had begun.</p> + +<h4>III</h4> + +<p>But pitching grain and hog-killing were on the lower levels of his art, +for above all else Daddy loved to be called upon to play the fiddle for +dances. He "officiated" for the first time at a dance given by one of +the younger McTurgs. They were all fiddlers themselves,—had been for +three generations,—but they seized the opportunity of helping Daddy and +at the same time of relieving themselves of the trouble of furnishing +the music while the rest danced.</p> + +<p>Milton attended this dance, and saw Daddy for the first time earning his +money pleasantly. From that time on the associations around his +personality were less severe, and they came to like him better. He came +early, with his old fiddle in a time-worn white-pine box. His hair was +neatly combed to the top of his long, narrow head, and his face was very +clean. The boys all greeted him with great pleasure, and asked him where +he would sit.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">130</a></span></p> + +<p>"Right on that table, sir; put a chair up there."</p> + +<p>He took his chair on the kitchen-table as if it were a throne. He wore +huge moccasins of moose-hide on his feet, and for special occasions like +this added a paper collar to his red woollen shirt. He took off his coat +and laid it across his chair for a cushion. It was all very funny to the +young people, but they obeyed him laughingly, and while they "formed +on," he sawed his violin and coaxed it up to concert pitch, and twanged +it and banged it into proper tunefulness.</p> + +<p>"A-a-a-ll ready there!" he rasped out, with prodigious force. "Everybody +git into his place!" Then, lifting one huge foot, he put the fiddle +under his chin, and, raising his bow till his knuckles touched the +strings, he yelled, "Already, <span class="smcap">G'LANG</span>!" and brought his foot down with a +startling bang on the first note. <i>Rye doodle duo, doodle doo</i>.</p> + +<p>As he went on and the dancers fell into rhythm, the clatter of heavy +boots seemed to thrill him with old-time memories, and he kept +boisterous time with his foot, while his high, rasping nasal rang high +above the confusion of tongues and heels and swaying forms.</p> + +<p>"<i>Ladies</i>' gran' change! <span class="smcap">Four</span> hands round! <i>Balance</i> all! <i>Elly</i>-man +left! Back to play-cis."</p> + +<p>His eyes closed in a sort of intoxication of pleasure, but he saw all +that went on in some miraculous way.</p> + +<p>"<i>First</i> lady lead to the right—<i>toodle rum rum!</i> <i>Gent</i> foller after +(step along thar)! Four hands round—"</p> + +<p>The boys were immensely pleased with him. They delighted in his antics +rather than in his tunes, which<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">131</a></span> were exceedingly few and simple. They +seemed never to be able to get enough of one tune which he called +"Honest John," and which he played in his own way, accompanied by a +chant which he meant, without a doubt, to be musical.</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Hon</span>-ers tew your pardners—<i>tee teedle deedle dee dee dee dee</i>! Stand +up straight an' put on your style! <i>Right</i> an' left four—"</p> + +<p>The hat was passed by the floor-manager during the evening, and Daddy +got nearly three dollars, which delighted Milton very much.</p> + +<p>At supper he insisted on his prerogative, which was to take the +prettiest girl out to supper.</p> + +<p>"Look-a-here, Daddy, ain't that crowdin' the mourners?" objected the +others.</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by that, sir? No, sir! Always done it, in Michigan and +Yark State both; yes, sir."</p> + +<p>He put on his coat ceremoniously, while the tittering girls stood about +the room waiting. He did not delay. His keen eyes had made selection +long before, and, approaching Rose Watson with old-fashioned, elaborate +gallantry, he said: "<i>May</i> I have the pleasure?" and marched out +triumphantly, amidst shouts of laughter.</p> + +<p>His shrill laugh rang high above the rest at the table, as he said: "I'm +the youngest man in this crowd, sir! Demmit, I bet a hat I c'n dance +down any man in this crowd; yes, sir. The old man can do it yet."</p> + +<p>They all took sides in order to please him.</p> + +<p>"I'll bet he can," said Hugh McTurg; "I'll bet a dollar on Daddy."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">132</a></span></p> + +<p>"I'll take the bet," said Joe Randall, and with great noise the match +was arranged to come the first thing after supper.</p> + +<p>"All right, sir; any time, sir. I'll let you know the old man is on +earth yet."</p> + +<p>While the girls were putting away the supper dishes, the young man lured +Daddy out into the yard for a wrestling-match, but some others objected.</p> + +<p>"Oh, now, that won't do! If Daddy was a young man—"</p> + +<p>"What do you mean, sir? I am young enough for you, sir. Just let me get +ahold o' you, sir, and I'll show you, you young rascal! you dem +jackanapes!" he ended, almost shrieking with rage, as he shook his fist +in the face of his grinning tormentors.</p> + +<p>His friends held him back with much apparent alarm, and ordered the +other fellows away.</p> + +<p>"There, there, Daddy, I wouldn't mind him! I wouldn't dirty my hands on +him; he ain't worth it. Just come inside, and we'll have that +dancing-match now."</p> + +<p>Daddy reluctantly returned to the house, and, having surrendered his +violin to Hugh McTurg, was ready for the contest. As he stepped into the +middle of the room he was not altogether ludicrous. His rusty trousers +were bagged at the knee, and his red woollen stockings showed between +the tops of his moccasins and his pantaloon legs, and his coat, utterly +characterless as to color and cut, added to the stoop in his shoulders; +and yet there was a rude sort of grace and a certain dignity<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">133</a></span> about his +bearing which kept down laughter. They were to have a square dance of +the old-fashioned sort.</p> + +<p>"<i>Farrm</i> on," he cried, and the fiddler struck up the first note of the +Virginia Reel. Daddy led out Rose, and the dance began. He straightened +up till his tall form towered above the rest of the boys like a +weather-beaten pine tree, as he balanced and swung and led and called +off the changes with a voice full of imperious command.</p> + +<p>The fiddler took a malicious delight toward the last in quickening the +time of the good old dance, and that put the old man on his mettle.</p> + +<p>"Go it, ye young rascal!" he yelled. He danced like a boy and yelled +like a demon, catching a laggard here and there, and hurling them into +place like tops, while he kicked and stamped, wound in and out and waved +his hands in the air with a gesture which must have dated back to the +days of Washington. At last, flushed, breathless, but triumphant, he +danced a final breakdown to the tune of "Leather Breeches," to show he +was unsubdued.</p> + +<h4>IV</h4> + +<p>But these rare days passed away. As the country grew older it lost the +wholesome simplicity of pioneer days, and Daddy got a chance to play but +seldom. He no longer pleased the boys and girls—his music was too +monotonous and too simple. He felt this very deeply. Once in a while he +broke forth in protest against the changes.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">134</a></span></p> + +<p>"The boys I used to trot on m' knee are gittin' too high-toned. They +wouldn't be found dead with old Deering, and then the preachers are +gittin' thick, and howlin' agin dancin', and the country's filling up +with Dutchmen, so't I'm left out."</p> + +<p>As a matter of fact, there were few homes now where Daddy could sit on +the table, in his ragged vest and rusty pantaloons, and play "Honest +John," while the boys thumped about the floor. There were few homes +where the old man was even a welcome visitor, and he felt this rejection +keenly. The women got tired of seeing him about, because of his +uncleanly habits of spitting, and his tiresome stories. Many of the old +neighbors died or moved away, and the young people went West or to the +cities. Men began to pity him rather than laugh at him, which hurt him +more than their ridicule. They began to favor him at threshing or at the +fall hog-killing.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you're getting old, Daddy; you'll have to give up this heavy work. +Of course, if you feel able to do it, why, all right! Like to have you +do it, but I guess we'll have to have a man to do the heavy lifting, I +s'pose."</p> + +<p>"I s'pose not, sir! I am jest as able to yank a hawg as ever, sir; yes, +sir, demmit—demmit! Do you think I've got one foot in the grave?"</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, Daddy often failed to come to time on appointed days, and +it was painful to hear him trying to explain, trying to make light of it +all.</p> + +<p>"M' caugh wouldn't let me sleep last night. A goldum<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">135</a></span> leetle, nasty, +ticklin' caugh, too; but it kept me awake, fact was, an'—well, m' wife, +she said I hadn't better come. But don't you worry, sir; it won't happen +again, sir; no, sir."</p> + +<p>His hands got stiffer year by year, and his simple tunes became +practically a series of squeaks and squalls. There came a time when the +fiddle was laid away almost altogether, for his left hand got caught in +the cog-wheels of the horse-power, and all four of the fingers on that +hand were crushed. Thereafter he could only twang a little on the +strings. It was not long after this that he struck his foot with the axe +and lamed himself for life.</p> + +<p>As he lay groaning in bed, Mr. Jennings went in to see him and tried to +relieve the old man's feelings by telling him the number of times he had +practically cut his feet off, and said he knew it was a terrible hard +thing to put up with.</p> + +<p>"Gol dummit, it ain't the pain," the old sufferer yelled, "it's the dum +awkwardness. I've chopped all my life; I can let an axe in up to the +maker's name, and hew to a hair-line; yes, sir! It was jest them dum new +mittens my wife made; they was s' slippery," he ended with a groan.</p> + +<p>As a matter of fact, the one accident hinged upon the other. It was the +failure of his left hand, with its useless fingers, to do its duty, that +brought the axe down upon his foot. The pain was not so much physical as +mental. To think that he, who could hew to a hair-line, right and left +hand, should cut his own foot like a ten-year-old boy—that scared him. +It brought age<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">136</a></span> and decay close to him. For the first time in his life +he felt that he was fighting a losing battle.</p> + +<p>A man like this lives so much in the flesh, that when his limbs begin to +fail him everything else seems slipping away. He had gloried in his +strength. He had exulted in the thrill of his life-blood and in the +swell of his vast muscles; he had clung to the idea that he was strong +as ever, till this last blow came upon him, and then he began to think +and to tremble.</p> + +<p>When he was able to crawl about again, he was a different man. He was +gloomy and morose, snapping and snarling at all that came near him, like +a wounded bear. He was alone a great deal of the time during the winter +following his hurt. Neighbors seldom went in, and for weeks he saw no +one but his hired hand, and the faithful, dumb little old woman, his +wife, who moved about without any apparent concern or sympathy for his +suffering. The hired hand, whenever he called upon the neighbors, or +whenever questions were asked, said that Daddy hung around over the +stove most of the time, paying no attention to any one or anything. "He +ain't dangerous 't all," he said, meaning that Daddy was not dangerously +ill.</p> + +<p>Milton rode out from school one winter day with Bill, the hand, and was +so much impressed with his story of Daddy's condition that he rode home +with him. He found the old man sitting bent above the stove, wrapped in +a quilt, shivering and muttering to himself. He hardly looked up when +Milton spoke to him, and seemed scarcely to comprehend what he said.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">137</a></span></p> + +<p>Milton was much alarmed at the terrible change, for the last time he had +seen him he had towered above him, laughingly threatening to "warm his +jacket," and now here he sat, a great hulk of flesh, his mind flickering +and flaring under every wind of suggestion, soon to go out altogether.</p> + +<p>In reply to questions he only muttered with a trace of his old spirit: +"I'm all right. Jest as good a man as I ever was, only I'm cold. I'll be +all right when spring comes, so 't I c'n git outdoors. Somethin' to warm +me up, yessir; I'm cold, that's all."</p> + +<p>The young fellow sat in awe before him, but the old wife and Bill moved +about the room, taking very little interest in what the old man said or +did. Bill at last took down the violin. "I'll wake him up," he said. +"This always fetches the old feller. Now watch 'im."</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't do that!" Milton said in horror. But Bill drew the bow across +the strings with the same stroke that Daddy always used when tuning up.</p> + +<p>He lifted his head as Bill dashed into "Honest John," in spite of +Milton's protest. He trotted his feet after a little and drummed with +his hands on the arms of his chair, then smiled a little in a pitiful +way. Finally he reached out his right hand for the violin and took it +into his lap. He tried to hold the neck with his poor, old, mutilated +left hand, and burst into tears.</p> + +<p>"Don't you do that again, Bill," Milton said. "It's better for him to +forget that. Now you take the best care of him you can to-night. I don't +think he's going<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">138</a></span> to live long; I think you ought to go for the doctor +right off."</p> + +<p>"Oh, he's been like this for the last two weeks; he ain't sick, he's +jest old, that's all," replied Bill, brutally.</p> + +<p>And the old lady, moving about without passion and without speech, +seemed to confirm this; and yet Milton was unable to get the picture of +the old man out of his mind. He went home with a great lump in his +throat.</p> + +<hr class="minor" /> + +<p>The next morning, while they were at breakfast, Bill burst wildly into +the room.</p> + +<p>"Come over there, all of you; we want you."</p> + +<p>They all looked up much scared. "What's the matter, Bill?"</p> + +<p>"Daddy's killed himself," said Bill, and turned to rush back, followed +by Mr. Jennings and Milton.</p> + +<p>While on the way across the field Bill told how it all happened.</p> + +<p>"He wouldn't go to bed, the old lady couldn't make him, and when I got +up this morning I didn't think nothin' about it. I s'posed, of course, +he'd gone to bed all right; but when I was going out to the barn I +stumbled across something in the snow, and I felt around, and there he +was. He got hold of my revolver someway. It was on the shelf by the +washstand, and I s'pose he went out there so 't we wouldn't hear him. I +dassn't touch him," he said, with a shiver; "and the old woman, she jest +slumped down in a chair an' set there—wouldn't do a thing—so I come +over to see you."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">139</a></span></p> + +<p>Milton's heart swelled with remorse. He felt guilty because he had not +gone directly for the doctor. To think that the old sufferer had killed +himself was horrible and seemed impossible.</p> + +<p>The wind was blowing the snow, cold and dry, across the yard, but the +sun shone brilliantly upon the figure in the snow as they came up to it. +There Daddy lay. The snow was in his scant hair and in the hollow of his +wide, half-naked chest. A pistol was in his hand, but there was no mark +upon him, and Milton's heart leaped with quick relief. It was delirium, +not suicide.</p> + +<p>There was a sort of majesty in the figure half buried in the snow. His +hands were clenched, and there was a frown of resolution on his face, as +if he had fancied Death coming, and had gone defiantly forth to meet +him.</p> + +<hr class="major" /> +<div style="margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 1em; padding-bottom: 1em"> +<a name="A_STOP-OVER_AT_TYRE" id="A_STOP-OVER_AT_TYRE"></a> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">143</a></span> +<h2>A STOP-OVER AT TYRE</h2> +</div> + +<h4>I</h4> + +<p>Albert Lohr was studying the motion of the ropes and lamps, and +listening to the rumble of the wheels and the roar of the ferocious wind +against the pane of glass that his head touched. It was the midnight +train from Marion rushing toward Warsaw like some savage thing +unchained, creaking, shrieking, and clattering through the wild storm +which possessed the whole Mississippi Valley.</p> + +<p>Albert lost sight of the lamps at last, and began to wonder what his +future would be. "First I must go through the university at Madison; +then I'll study law, go into politics, and perhaps some time I may go to +Washington."</p> + +<p>In imagination he saw that wonderful city. As a Western boy, Boston to +him was historic, New York was the great metropolis, but Washington was +the great American city, and political greatness the only fame.</p> + +<p>The car was nearly empty: save here and there the wide-awake Western +drummer, and a woman with four fretful children, the train was as +deserted as it was frightfully cold. The engine shrieked warningly at +intervals, the train rumbled hollowly over short bridges<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">144</a></span> and across +pikes, swung round the hills, and plunged with wild warnings past little +towns hid in the snow, with only here and there a light shining dimly.</p> + +<p>One of the drummers now and then rose up from his cramped bed on the +seats, and swore cordially at the railway company for not heating the +cars. The woman with the children inquired for the tenth time, "Is the +next station Lodi?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, ma'am, it is," snarled the drummer, as he jerked viciously at the +strap on his valise; "and darned glad I am, too, I can tell yeh! I'll be +stiff as a car-pin if I stay in this infernal ice-chest another hour. I +wonder what the company think—"</p> + +<p>At Lodi several people got on, among them a fat man with a pretty +daughter, who appeared to be abnormally wide awake—considering the time +of night. She saw Albert for the same reason that he saw her—they were +both young and good-looking.</p> + +<p>The student began his musings again, modified by this girl's face. He +had left out the feminine element; obviously he must recapitulate. He'd +study law, yes; but that would not prevent going to sociables and church +fairs. And at these fairs the chances were good for a meeting with a +girl. Her father must be influential—county judge or district attorney. +Marriage would open new avenues—</p> + +<p>He was roused by the sound of his own name.</p> + +<p>"Is Albert Lohr in this car?" shouted the brakeman, coming in, enveloped +in a cloud of fine snow.</p> + +<p>"Yes, here!" called Albert.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">145</a></span></p> + +<p>"Here's a telegram for you."</p> + +<p>Albert snatched the envelope with a sudden fear of disaster at home; but +it was dated "Tyre":</p> + +<div style="margin:auto; width:12em"> +<p style="text-align:left; margin-bottom:0">"Get off at Tyre. I'll be there.</p> +<p class="smcap" style="text-align:right; margin-top:0">Hartley</p> +</div> + +<p>"Well, now, that's fun!" said Albert, looking at the brakeman. "When do +we reach there?"</p> + +<p>"About 2.20."</p> + +<p>"Well, by thunder! A pretty time o' night!"</p> + +<p>The brakeman grinned sympathetically. "Any answer?" he asked, at length.</p> + +<p>"No; that is, none that will do the matter justice."</p> + +<p>"Hartley friend o' yours?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; know him?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; he boarded where I did in Warsaw."</p> + +<p>When he came back again, the brakeman said to Albert, in a hesitating +way:</p> + +<p>"Ain't going t' stop off long, I s'pose?"</p> + +<p>"May an' may not; depends on Hartley. Why?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I've got an aunt there that keeps boarders, and I kind o' like t' +send her one when I can. If you should happen to stay a few days, go an' +see her. She sets up first-class grub, an' it wouldn't kill anybody, +anyhow, if you went up an' called."</p> + +<p>"Course not. If I stay long enough to make it pay I'll look her up sure. +I'm no Vanderbilt. I can't afford to stop at two-dollar-a-day hotels."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">146</a></span></p> + +<p>The brakeman sat down opposite, encouraged by Albert's smile.</p> + +<p>"Y' see, my division ends at Warsaw, and I run back and forth here every +other day, but I don't get much chance to see them, and I ain't worth a +cuss f'r letter-writin'. Y' see, she's only aunt by marriage, but I like +her; an' I guess she's got about all she can stand up under, an' so I +like t' help her a little when I can. The old man died owning nothing +but the house, an' that left the old lady t' rustle f'r her livin'. +Dummed if she ain't sandy as old Sand. They're gitt'n' along purty—"</p> + +<p>The whistle blew for brakes, and, seizing his lantern, the brakeman +slammed out on the platform.</p> + +<p>"Tough night for twisting brakes," suggested Albert, when he came in +again.</p> + +<p>"Yes—on the freight."</p> + +<p>"Good heavens! I should say so. They don't run freight such nights as +this?"</p> + +<p>"Don't they? Well, I guess they don't stop for a storm like this if +they's any money to be made by sending her through. Many's the night +I've broke all night on top of the old wooden cars, when the wind was +sharp enough to shear the hair off a cast-iron mule—<i>woo-o-o!</i> There's +where you need grit, old man," he ended, dropping into familiar speech.</p> + +<p>"Yes; or need a job awful bad."</p> + +<p>The brakeman was struck with this idea. "There's where you're right. A +fellow don't take that kind of a job for the fun of it. Not much! He +takes it because he's got to. That's as sure's you're a foot high. I +tell<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">147</a></span> you, a feller's got t' rustle these days if he gits any kind of a +job—"</p> + +<p>"<i>Toot, too-o-o-o-t, toot!</i>"</p> + +<p>The station passed, the brakeman did not return, perhaps because he +found some other listener, perhaps because he was afraid of boring this +pleasant young fellow.</p> + +<p>Albert shuddered with a sympathetic pain as he thought of the heroic +fellows on the tops of icy cars, with hands straining at frosty brakes, +the wind cutting their faces like a sand-blast. Oh, those tireless hands +at the wheel and throttle!—</p> + +<p>He looked at his watch; it was two o'clock; the next station was Tyre. +As he began to get his things together, the brakeman again addressed +him:</p> + +<p>"Oh, I forgot to say that the old lady's name is Welsh—Mrs. Robert +Welsh. Say I sent yeh, and it'll be all right."</p> + +<p>"Sure! I'll try her in the morning—that is, if I find out I'm going to +stay."</p> + +<p>Albert clutched his valise, and pulled his cap firmly down on his head.</p> + +<p>"Here goes!" he muttered.</p> + +<p>"Hold y'r breath!" shouted the brakeman. Albert swung himself to the +platform before the station—a platform of planks along which the snow +was streaming like water.</p> + +<p>"Good-night!" shouted the brakeman.</p> + +<p>"<i>Good</i>-night!"</p> + +<p>"All-l abo-o-o-ard!" called the conductor somewhere in the storm. The +brakeman swung his lantern, the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">148</a></span> train drew off into the blinding whirl, +and its lights were soon lost in the clouds of snow.</p> + +<p>No more desolate place could well be imagined. A level plain, apparently +bare of houses, swept by a ferocious wind; a dingy little den called a +station—no other shelter in sight; no sign of life save the dull glare +of two windows to the left, alternately lost and found in the storm.</p> + +<p>Albert's heart contracted with a sudden fear; the outlook was appalling.</p> + +<p>"Where's the town?" he asked of a dimly seen figure with a lantern—a +man evidently locking the station door, his only refuge.</p> + +<p>"Over there," was the surly reply.</p> + +<p>"How far?"</p> + +<p>"'Bout a mile."</p> + +<p>"A mile!"</p> + +<p>"That's what I said—a mile."</p> + +<p>"Well, I'll be blanked!"</p> + +<p>"Well, y' better be doing something besides standing here, 'r y' 'll +freeze t' death. I'd go over to the Arteeshun House an' go t' bed if I +was in your fix."</p> + +<p>"Well, where <i>is</i> the Artesian House?"</p> + +<p>"See them lights?"</p> + +<p>"I see them lights."</p> + +<p>"Well, they're it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, wouldn't your grammar make Old Grammaticuss curl up, though!"</p> + +<p>"What say?" queried the man bending his head toward<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">149</a></span> Albert, his form +being almost lost in the snow that streamed against them both.</p> + +<p>"I said I guessed I'd try it," grinned the youth, invisibly.</p> + +<p>"Well, I would if I was in your fix. Keep right close after me; they's +some ditches here, and the foot-bridges are none too wide."</p> + +<p>"The Artesian is owned by the railway, eh?"</p> + +<p>"Yup."</p> + +<p>"And you're the clerk?"</p> + +<p>"Yup; nice little scheme, ain't it?"</p> + +<p>"Well, it'll do," replied Albert.</p> + +<p>The man laughed without looking around.</p> + +<p>In the little bar-room, lighted by a vilely smelling kerosene lamp, the +clerk, hitherto a shadow and a voice, came to light as a middle-aged man +with a sullen face slightly belied by a sly twinkle in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"This beats all the winters I ever <i>did</i> see. It don't do nawthin' but +blow, <i>blow</i>. Want to go to bed, I s'pose. Well, come along."</p> + +<p>He took up one of the absurd little lamps and tried to get more light +out of it.</p> + +<p>"Dummed if a white bean wouldn't be better."</p> + +<p>"Spit on it!" suggested Albert.</p> + +<p>"I'd throw the whole business out o' the window for a cent!" growled the +man.</p> + +<p>"Here's y'r cent," said the boy.</p> + +<p>"You're mighty frisky f'r a feller gitt'n' off'n a midnight train," +replied the man, as he tramped along a narrow hallway. He spoke in a +voice loud enough to awaken every sleeper in the house.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">150</a></span></p> + +<p>"Have t' be, or there'd be a pair of us."</p> + +<p>"You'll laugh out o' the other side o' y'r mouth when you saw away on +one o' the bell-collar steaks this house puts up," ended the clerk, as +he put the lamp down.</p> + +<p>"Sufficient unto the morn is the evil thereof,'" called Albert after +him.</p> + +<p>He was awakened the next morning by the cooks pounding steak down in the +kitchen and wrangling over some division of duty. It was a vile place at +any time, but on a morning like this it was appalling. The water was +frozen, the floor like ice, the seven-by-nine glass frosted so that he +couldn't see to comb his hair.</p> + +<p>"All that got me out of bed," he remarked to the clerk, "was the thought +of leaving."</p> + +<p>The breakfast was incredibly bad—so much worse than he expected that +Albert was forced to admit he had never seen its like. He fled from the +place without a glance behind, and took passage in an omnibus for the +town, a mile away. It was terribly cold, the thermometer registering +twenty below zero; but the sun was very brilliant, and the air still.</p> + +<p>The driver pulled up before a very ambitious wooden hotel entitled "The +Eldorado," and Albert dashed in at the door and up to the stove, with +both hands covering his ears.</p> + +<p>As he stood there, frantic with pain, kicking his toes and rubbing his +hands, he heard a chuckle—a slow, sly, insulting chuckle—turned, and +saw Hartley standing in the doorway, visibly exulting over his misery.</p> + +<p>"Hello, Bert! that you?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">151</a></span></p> + +<p>"What's left of me. Say, you're a good one, you are? Why didn't you +telegraph me at Marion? A deuce of a night I've had of it!"</p> + +<p>"Do ye good," laughed Hartley, a tall, alert, handsome fellow nearly +thirty years of age.</p> + +<p>After a short and vigorous "blowing up," Albert asked: "Well, now, +what's the meaning of all this, anyhow? Why this change from Racine?"</p> + +<p>"Well, you see, I got wind of another fellow going to work this county +for a <i>Life of Logan</i>, and thinks I, 'By jinks! I'd better drop in ahead +of him with Blaine's <i>Twenty Tears</i>.' I telegraphed f'r territory, got +it, and telegraphed to stop you."</p> + +<p>"You did it. When did you come down?"</p> + +<p>"Last night, six o'clock."</p> + +<p>Albert was getting warmer and better-natured.</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm here; what are you going t' do with me?"</p> + +<p>"I'll use you some way. First thing is to find a boarding-place where we +can work in a couple o' books on the bill."</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know about that, but I'm going to look up a place a +brakeman gave me a pointer on."</p> + +<p>"All right; here goes!"</p> + +<p>Scarcely any one was stirring on the streets. The wind was pitilessly +cold, though not strong. The snow under their feet cried out with a note +like glass and steel. The windows of the stores were thick with frost, +and Albert shivered with a sense of homelessness. He had never +experienced anything like this before. "I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">152</a></span> don't want much of this," he +muttered, through his scarf.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Welsh lived in a large frame house standing on the edge of a bank, +and as the young men waited at the door they could look down on the +meadow-land, where the river lay blue and hard as steel.</p> + +<p>A pale little girl, ten or twelve years of age, opened the door.</p> + +<p>"Is this where Mrs. Welsh lives?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"Will you ask her to come here a moment?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir," piped the little one. "Won't you come in and sit down by the +fire?" she added, with a quaint air of hospitality.</p> + +<p>The room was the usual village sitting-room. A cylinder heater full of +wood stood at one side of it. A rag carpet, much faded, covered the +floor. The paper on the wall was like striped candy, and the chairs were +nondescript; but everything was clean—worn more with brushing than with +use.</p> + +<p>A slim woman of fifty, with hollow eyes and a patient smile, came in, +wiping her hands on her apron.</p> + +<p>"How d'ye do? Did you want to see me?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Hartley, smiling. "The fact is, we're book agents, and +looking for a place to board."</p> + +<p>"Well—a—I—yes, I keep boarders."</p> + +<p>"I was sent here by a brakeman on the midnight express," put in Bert,</p> + +<p>"Oh, Tom," said the woman, her face clearing. "Tom's always sending us +people. Why, yes; I've got<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">153</a></span> room for you, I guess—this room here." She +pushed open a folding door leading into what had been her parlor.</p> + +<p>"You can have this."</p> + +<p>"And the price?"</p> + +<p>"Four dollars."</p> + +<p>"Eight dollars f'r the two of us. All right; we'll be with you a week or +two if we have luck."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Welsh smiled. "Excuse me, won't you? I've got to be at my baking; +make y'rselves at home."</p> + +<p>Bert remarked how much she looked like his own mother in the back. She +had the same tired droop in the shoulders, the same colorless dress, +characterless with much washing.</p> + +<p>"Certainly. I feel at home already," replied Bert. "Now, Jim," he said, +after she left the room, "I'm going t' stay right here while you go and +order our trunks around—just t' pay you off f'r last night."</p> + +<p>"All right," said Hartley cheerily, going out.</p> + +<p>After getting warm, Bert returned to the sitting-room, and sat down at +the parlor organ and played a gospel hymn or two from the Moody and +Sankey hymnal. He was in the midst of the chorus of <i>Let Your Lower +Lights</i>, etc., when a young woman entered the room. She had a +whisk-broom in her hand, and stood a picture of gentle surprise. Bert +wheeled about on his stool.</p> + +<p>"I thought it was Stella," she began.</p> + +<p>"I'm a book agent," Bert explained. "I might as well out with it. There +are two of us. Come here to board."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">154</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh!" said the girl, with some relief. She was very fair and very +slight, almost frail. Her eyes were of the sunniest blue, her face pale +and somewhat thin, but her lips showed scarlet, and her teeth were fine. +Bert liked her and smiled.</p> + +<p>"A book agent is the next thing to a burglar, I know; but still—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I didn't mean that, but I <i>was</i> surprised. When did you come?"</p> + +<p>"Just a few moments ago. Am I in your way?" he inquired, with elaborate +solicitude.</p> + +<p>"Oh no! Please go on. You play very well. It is seldom young men play at +all."</p> + +<p>"I had to at college; the other fellows all wanted to sing. You play, of +course."</p> + +<p>"When I have time." She sighed. There was a weary droop in her voice; +she seemed aware of it, and said more brightly:</p> + +<p>"You mean Madison, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; I'm in my second year."</p> + +<p>"I went there two years. Then I had to quit and come home to help +mother."</p> + +<p>"Did you? That's why I'm out here on this infernal book business—to get +money to go on with."</p> + +<p>She looked at him with interest now, noticing his fine eyes and waving +brown hair.</p> + +<p>"It's dreadful, isn't it? But you've got a hope to go back. I haven't." +She ended with a sigh, a far-off expression in her eyes. "It almost +killed me to give it up. I don't s'pose I'd know any of the scholars +you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">155</a></span> know. Even the teachers are not the same. Oh, yes—Sarah Shaw; I +think she's back for the normal course."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes!" exclaimed Bert, "I know Sarah. We boarded on the same street; +used t' go home together after class. An awful nice girl, too."</p> + +<p>"She's a worker. She teaches school. I can't do that, for mother needs +me at home." There was another pause, broken by the little girl, who +called:</p> + +<p>"Maud, mamma wants you."</p> + +<p>Maud rose and went out, with a tired smile on her face that emphasized +her resemblance to her mother. Bert couldn't forget that smile, and he +was still thinking about the girl, and what her life must be, when +Hartley came in.</p> + +<p>"By jinks! It's <i>snifty</i>, as dad used to say. You can't draw a long +breath through your nostrils without freezing y'r nose solid as a +bottle," he announced, throwing off his coat. "By-the-way, I've just +found out why you was so anxious to get into this house. Another case o' +girl, hey?"</p> + +<p>Bert blushed; he couldn't help it, notwithstanding his innocence in this +case. "I didn't know it myself till about ten minutes ago," he +protested.</p> + +<p>Hartley winked prodigiously.</p> + +<p>"Don't tell me! Is she pretty?"</p> + +<p>The girl returned at this moment with an armful of wood.</p> + +<p>"Let <i>me</i> put it in," cried Hartley, springing up. "Excuse me. My name +is Hartley, book agent: Blaine's <i>Twenty Years</i>, plain cloth, sprinkled +edges, three dollars;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">156</a></span> half calf, three fifty. This is my friend Mr. +Lohr, of Marion; German extraction, soph at the university."</p> + +<p>The girl bowed and smiled, and pushed by him toward the door of the +parlor. Hartley followed her in, and Bert could hear them rattling away +at the stove.</p> + +<p>"Won't you sit down and play for us?" asked Hartley, after they returned +to the sitting-room. The persuasive music of the book agent was in his +fine voice.</p> + +<p>"Oh no! It's nearly dinner-time, and I must help about the table."</p> + +<p>"Now make yourselves at home," said Mrs. Welsh, appearing at the door +leading to the kitchen; "if you want anything, just let me know."</p> + +<p>"All right. We will," replied Hartley.</p> + +<p>By the time the dinner-bell rang they were feeling at home in their new +quarters. At the table they met the usual group of village boarders: the +Brann brothers, newsdealers; old man Troutt, who ran the +livery-stable—and smelled of it; and a small, dark, and wizened woman +who kept the millinery store. The others, who came in late, were clerks +in the stores near by.</p> + +<p>Maud served the dinner, while Stella and her mother waited upon the +table. Albert admired the hands of the girl, which no amount of work +could quite rob of their essential shapeliness. She was not more than +twenty, he decided, but she looked older, so wistful was her face.</p> + +<p>"They's one thing ag'in' yeh," Troutt, the liveryman, remarked to +Hartley: "we've jest been worked for one o' the goldingedest schemes you +<i>ever</i> see! 'Bout six munce ago s'm' fellers come all through here +claimin' t' be after<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">157</a></span> information about the county and the leadin' +citizens; wanted t' write a history, an' wanted all the pitchers of the +leading men, old settlers, an' so on. You paid ten dollars, an' you had +a book an' your pitcher in it."</p> + +<p>"I know the scheme," grinned Hartley.</p> + +<p>"Wal, sir, I s'pose them fellers roped in every man in this town. I +don't s'pose they got out with a cent less'n one thousand dollars. An' +when the book come—wal!" Here he stopped to roar. "I don't s'pose you +ever see a madder lot o' men in your life. In the first place, they got +the names and the pitchers mixed so that I was Judge Ricker, an' Judge +Ricker was ol' man Daggett. Didn't the judge swear—oh, it was awful!"</p> + +<p>"I should say so."</p> + +<p>"An the pitchers that wa'n't mixed was so goldinged <i>black</i> you couldn't +tell 'em from niggers. You know how kind o' lily-livered Lawyer Ransom +is? Wal, he looked like ol' black Joe; he was the maddest man of the +hull bi'lin'. He throwed the book in the fire, and tromped around like a +blind bull."</p> + +<p>"It wasn't a success, I take it, then. Why, I should 'a' thought they'd +'a' nabbed the fellows."</p> + +<p>"Not much! They was too keen for that. They didn't deliver the books +theirselves; they hired Dick Bascom to do it f'r them. 'Course, Dick +wa'n't t' blame."</p> + +<p>"No; I never tried it before," Albert was saying to Maud, at their end +of the table. "Hartley offered me a job, and as I needed money, I came. +I don't know what he's going to do with me, now I'm here."</p> + +<p>Albert did not go out after dinner with Hartley; it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">158</a></span> was too cold. He +had brought his books with him, planning to keep up with his class, if +possible, and was deep in "Cæsar" when a timid knock came upon the door.</p> + +<p>"Come!" he called, student fashion,</p> + +<p>Maud entered, her face aglow.</p> + +<p>"How natural that sounds!" she said.</p> + +<p>Albert sprang up to take the wood from her arms. "I wish you'd let me do +that," he said, pleadingly, as she refused his aid.</p> + +<p>"I wasn't sure you were in. Were you reading?"</p> + +<p>"Cæsar," he replied, holding up the book. "I am conditioned on Latin. +I'm going over the 'Commentaries' again."</p> + +<p>"I thought I knew the book," she laughed.</p> + +<p>"You read Latin?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, a little—Vergil."</p> + +<p>"Maybe you can help me out on these <i>oratia obliqua</i>. They bother me +yet. I hate these 'Cæsar saids.' I like Vergil better."</p> + +<p>She stood at his shoulder while he pointed out the knotty passage. She +read it easily, and he thanked her. It was amazing how well acquainted +they felt after this.</p> + +<p>The wind roared outside in the bare maples, and the fire boomed in its +pent place within, but these young people had forgotten time and place. +The girl sank into a chair almost unconsciously as they talked of +Madison—a great city to them—of the Capitol building, of the splendid +campus, of the lakes, and the gay sailing there in summer and +ice-boating in winter.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">159</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, it makes me homesick!" cried the girl, with a deep sigh. "It was +the happiest, sunniest time of all my life. Oh, those walks and talks! +Those recitations in the dear, chalky old rooms! Oh, <i>how</i> I would like +to go back over that hollow door-stone again!"</p> + +<p>She broke off, with tears in her eyes, and he was obliged to cough two +or three times before he could break the silence.</p> + +<p>"I know just how you feel. The first spring when I went back on the farm +it seemed as if I couldn't stand it. I thought I'd go crazy. The days +seemed forty-eight hours long. It was so lonesome, and so dreary on +rainy days! But of course I expected to go back; that's what kept me up. +I don't think I could have stood it if I hadn't had hope."</p> + +<p>"I've given it up now," she said, plaintively; "it's no use hoping."</p> + +<p>"Why don't you teach?" he asked, deeply affected by her voice and +manner.</p> + +<p>"I did teach here for a year, but I couldn't endure the strain; I'm not +very strong, and the boys were so rude. If I could teach in a +seminary—teach Latin and English—I should be happy, I think. But I +can't leave mother now."</p> + +<p>She was a wholly different girl in Albert's eyes as she said this. Her +cheap dress, her check apron, could not hide the pure intellectual flame +of her spirit. Her large, blue eyes were deep with thought, and the pale +face, lighted by the glow of the fire, was as lovely as a rose. Almost +before he knew it, he was telling her of his life.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">160</a></span></p> + +<p>"I don't see how I endured it as long as I did," he went on. "It was +nothing but work, work, and dust or mud the whole year round; farm-life, +especially on a dairy farm, is slavery."</p> + +<p>"Yes," she agreed, "that is true. Father was a carpenter, and I've +always lived here; but we have people who are farmers, and I know how it +is with them."</p> + +<p>"Why, when I think of it now it makes me crawl! To think of getting up +in the morning before daylight, and going out to the barn to do chores, +to get ready to go into the field to work! Working, wasting y'r life on +dirt. Waiting and tending on cows seven hundred times a year. Goin' +round and round in a circle, and never getting out. You needn't talk to +me of the poetry of a farmer's life."</p> + +<p>"It's just the same for us women," she corroborated. "Think of us going +around the house day after day, and doing just the same things over an' +over, year after year! That's the whole of most women's lives. +Dishwashing almost drives me crazy."</p> + +<p>"I know it," said Albert; "but somebody has t' do it. And if a fellow's +folks are workin' hard, why, of course he can't lay around and study. +They're not to blame. I don't know that anybody's to blame."</p> + +<p>"I don't suppose anybody is, but it makes me sad to see mother going +around as she does, day after day. She won't let me do as much as I +would." The girl looked at her slender hands. "You see, I'm not very +strong. It makes my heart ache to see her going around in that quiet, +patient way; she's so good."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">161</a></span></p> + +<p>"I know, I know! I've felt just like that about my mother and father, +too."</p> + +<p>There was a long pause, full of deep feeling, and then the girl +continued in a low, hesitating voice:</p> + +<p>"Mother's had an awful hard time since father died. We had to go to +keeping boarders, which was hard—very hard for mother." The boy felt a +sympathetic lump in his throat as the girl went on again: "But she +doesn't complain, and she didn't want me to come home from school; but +of course I couldn't do anything else."</p> + +<p>It didn't occur to either of them that any other course was open, nor +that there was any special heroism or self-sacrifice in the act; it was +simply <i>right</i>.</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm not going to drudge all my life," said Albert, at last. "I +know it's kind o' selfish, but I can't live on a farm. I've made up my +mind to study law and enter the bar. Lawyers manage to get hold of +enough to live on decently, and that's more than you can say of the +farmers. And they live in town, where something is going on once in a +while, anyway."</p> + +<p>In the pause which followed, footsteps were heard on the walk outside, +and the girl sprang up with a beautiful blush.</p> + +<p>"My stars! I didn't think—I forgot—I must go."</p> + +<p>Hartley burst into the room shortly after she left it, in his usual +breeze.</p> + +<p>"Hul-<i>lo!</i> Still at the Latin, hey?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Bert, with ease. "How goes it?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm whooping 'er up! I'm getting started in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">162</a></span> great shape. Been up +to the court-house and roped in three of the county officials. In these +small towns the big man is the politician or the clergyman. I've nailed +the politicians through the ear; now you must go for the ministers to +head the list—that's your lay-out."</p> + +<p>"How 'm I t' do it?" asked Bert, in an anxious tone. "I can't sell books +if they don't want 'em."</p> + +<p>"Why, cert! That's the trick. Offer a big discount. Say full calf, two +fifty; morocco, two ninety. Regular discount to the clergy, ye know. Oh, +they're on to that little racket—no trouble. If you can get a few of +these leaders of the flock, the rest will follow like lambs to the +slaughter. Tra-la-la—who-o-o-<i>ish</i>, whish!"</p> + +<p>Albert laughed at Hartley as he plunged his face into the ice-cold +water, puffing and wheezing.</p> + +<p>"Jeemimy Crickets! but ain't that water cold! I worked Rock River this +way last month, and made a boomin' success. If you take hold here in +the—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm all ready to stand anything short of being kicked out."</p> + +<p>"No danger of that if you're a real book agent. It's the snide that gets +kicked. You've got t' have some savvy in this, just like any other +business." He stopped in his dressing to say, "We've struck a great +boarding-place, hey?"</p> + +<p>"Looks like it."</p> + +<p>"I begin t' cotton to the old lady a'ready. Good 'eal like mother used +t' be 'fore she broke down. Didn't the old lady have a time of it +raisin' me? Phewee! Patient! Job wasn't a patchin'. But the test is +goin' t' come on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">163</a></span> the biscuit; if her biscuit comes up t' mother's I'm +hern till death."</p> + +<p>He broke off to comb his hair, a very nice bit of work in his case.</p> + +<h4>II</h4> + +<p>There was no discernible reason why the little town should have been +called Tyre, and yet its name was as characteristically American as its +architecture. It had the usual main street lined with low brick or +wooden stores—a street which developed into a road running back up a +wide, sandy valley away from the river. Being a county town, it had a +court-house in a yard near the centre of the town, and a big summer +hotel. Curiously shaped and oddly distributed hills rose abruptly out of +the valley sand, forming a sort of amphitheatre in which the village +lay. These square-topped hills ended at a common level, showing that +they were not the result of an upheaval, but were the remains of the +original stratification formations left standing after the scooping +action of the post-glacial floods had ceased.</p> + +<p>Some of them looked like ruined walls of castles ancient as hills, on +whose massive tops time had sown sturdy oaks and cedars. They lent a +distinct air of romance to the landscape at all times; but when in +summer graceful vines clambered over their rugged sides, and underbrush +softened their broken lines, it was not at all difficult to imagine them +the remains of an unrecorded and very war-like people.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">164</a></span></p> + +<p>Even now, in winter, with yellow-brown and green cedars standing starkly +upon their summits, these towers possessed a distinct charm, and in the +early morning when the trees glistened with frost, or at evening when +the white light of the sun was softened and violet shadows lay along the +snow, the whole valley was a delight to the eye, full of distinct and +lasting charm.</p> + +<p>In the campaign which Hartley began, Albert did his best, and his best +was done unconsciously; for the simplicity of his manner—all unknown to +himself—was the most potent factor in securing consideration.</p> + +<p>"I'm not a book agent," he said to one of the clergymen to whom he first +appealed; "I'm a student trying to sell a good book and make a little +money to help me to complete my course at the university."</p> + +<p>In this way he secured three clergymen to head the list, much to the +delight and admiration of Hartley.</p> + +<p>"Good! Now corral the alumni of the place. Work the fraternal racket to +the bitter end. Oh, say! there's a sociable to-morrow night; I guess +we'd better go, hadn't we?"</p> + +<p>"Go alone?"</p> + +<p>"Alone? No! Take some girls. I'm going to take neighbor Pickett's +daughter; she's homely as a hedge fence, but I'll take her for business +reasons."</p> + +<p>"Hartley, you're an infernal fraud!"</p> + +<p>"Nothing of the kind—I'm a salesman," ended Hartley, with a laugh.</p> + +<p>After supper the following day, as Albert was still<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">165</a></span> lingering at the +table with the girls and Mrs. Welsh, he said to Maud:</p> + +<p>"Are you going to the sociable?"</p> + +<p>"No; I guess not."</p> + +<p>"Would you go if I asked you?"</p> + +<p>"Try me and see!" answered the girl, with a laugh, her color rising.</p> + +<p>"All right. Miss Welsh, will you attend the festivity of the evening +under my guidance and protection?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, thank you; but I must wash the dishes first."</p> + +<p>"I'll wash the dishes; you go get ready," said Mrs. Welsh.</p> + +<p>Albert felt that he had one of the loveliest girls in the room as he led +Maud down the floor of the vestry of the church. Her cheeks were +glowing, and her eyes shining with maidenly delight as they took seats +at the table to sip a little coffee and nibble a bit of cake.</p> + +<p>Maud introduced him to a number of young people who had been students at +the university. They received him cordially, and in a very short time he +was enjoying himself very well indeed. He was reminded rather +disagreeably of his office, however, by seeing Hartley surrounded by a +laughing crowd of the more frolicsome young people. He winked at Albert, +as much as to say, "Good stroke of business."</p> + +<p>The evening passed away with songs, games, and recitations, and it was +nearly eleven o'clock when the young people began to wander off toward +home in pairs. Albert and Maud were among the first of the young folks +to bid the rest good-night.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">166</a></span></p> + +<p>The night was clear and keen but perfectly still, and the young people, +arm in arm, walked slowly homeward under the bare maples, in delicious +companionship. Albert held Maud's arm close to his side.</p> + +<p>"Are you cold?" he asked, in a low voice.</p> + +<p>"No, thank you; the night is lovely," she replied; then added, with a +sigh, "I don't like sociables so well as I used to—they tire me out."</p> + +<p>"We stayed too long."</p> + +<p>"It wasn't that; I'm getting so they seem kind o' silly."</p> + +<p>"Well, I feel a little that way myself," he confessed.</p> + +<p>"But there is so little to see here in Tyre at any time—no music, no +theatres. I like theatres, don't you?"</p> + +<p>"I can't go half enough."</p> + +<p>"But nothing worth seeing ever comes into these little towns—and then +we're all so poor, anyway."</p> + +<p>The lamp, turned low, was emitting a terrible odor as they entered the +sitting-room.</p> + +<p>"My goodness! it's almost twelve o'clock! Good-night!" She held out her +hand.</p> + +<p>"Good-night!" he said, taking it, and giving it a cordial pressure which +she remembered long.</p> + +<p>"Good-night!" she repeated, softly, going up the stairs.</p> + +<p>Hartley, who came in a few minutes later, found his partner sitting +thoughtfully by the fire, with his coat and shoes off, evidently in deep +abstraction.</p> + +<p>"Well, I got away at last—much as ever. Great scheme, that sociable, +eh? I saw your little girl introducing you right and left."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">167</a></span></p> + +<p>"Say, Hartley, I wish you'd leave her out of this thing; I don't like +the way you speak of her when—"</p> + +<p>"Phew! You don't? Oh, all right! I'm mum as an oyster—only keep it up! +Get into all the church sociables you can; there's nothing like it."</p> + +<hr class="minor" /> + +<p>Hartley soon had canvassers out along the country roads, and was working +every house in town. The campaign promised to lengthen into a +month—perhaps longer. Albert especially became a great favorite. Every +one declared there had never been such book agents in the town. "They're +such gentlemanly fellows. They don't press anybody to buy. They don't +rush about and 'poke their noses where they're not wanted.' They are +more like merchants with books to sell." The only person who failed to +see the attraction in them was Ed Brann, who was popularly supposed to +be engaged to Maud. He grew daily more sullen and repellent, toward +Albert noticeably so.</p> + +<p>One evening about six, after coming in from a long walk about town, +Albert entered his room without lighting his lamp, lay down on the bed, +and fell asleep. He had been out late the night before with Maud at a +party, and slumber came almost instantly.</p> + +<p>Maud came in shortly, hearing no response to her knock, and after +hanging some towels on the rack went out without seeing the sleeper. In +the sitting-room she met Ed Brann. He was a stalwart young man with +curling black hair, and a heavy face at its best, but set and sullen +now. His first words held a menace:<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">168</a></span></p> + +<p>"Say, Maud, I want t' talk to you."</p> + +<p>"Very well; what is it, Ed?" replied the girl, quietly.</p> + +<p>"I want to know how often you're going to be out till twelve o'clock +with this book agent?"</p> + +<p>Perhaps it was the derisive inflection on "book agent" that woke Albert. +Brann's tone was brutal—more brutal even than his words, and the girl +turned pale and her breath quickened.</p> + +<p>"Why, Ed, what's the matter?"</p> + +<p>"Matter is just this: you ain't got any business goin' around with that +feller with my ring on your finger, that's all." He ended with an +unmistakable threat in his voice.</p> + +<p>"Very well," said the girl, after a pause, curiously quiet; "then I +won't; here's your ring."</p> + +<p>The man's bluster disappeared instantly. Bert could tell by the change +in his voice, which was incredibly great, as he pleaded:</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't do that, Maud; I didn't mean to say that; I was mad—I'm +sorry."</p> + +<p>"I'm <i>glad</i> you did it <i>now</i>, so I can know you. Take your ring, Ed; I +never 'll wear it again."</p> + +<p>Albert had heard all this, but he did not know how the girl looked as +she faced the man. In the silence which followed she scornfully passed +him and went out into the kitchen. Brann went out and did not return at +supper.</p> + +<p>Young people of this sort are not self-analysts, and Maud did not +examine closely into causes. She was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">169</a></span> astonished to find herself more +indignant than grieved. She broke into an angry wail as she went to her +mother's bosom:</p> + +<p>"Mother! mother!"</p> + +<p>"Why, what's the matter, Maudie? Tell me. There, there! don't cry, pet! +Who's been hurtin' my poor little bird?"</p> + +<p>"Ed has; he said—he said—"</p> + +<p>"There, there! poor child! Have you been quarrelling again? Never mind; +it'll come out all right."</p> + +<p>"No, it won't—not the way you mean," the girl declared. "I've given him +back his ring, and I'll never wear it again."</p> + +<p>The mother could not understand with what wounding brutality the man's +tone had fallen upon the girl's spirit, and Maud could not explain +sufficiently to justify herself. Mrs. Welsh consoled herself with the +idea that it was only a lover's quarrel—one of the little jars sure to +come when two natures are settling together—and that all would be +mended in a day or two.</p> + +<p>Albert, being no more of a self-analyst than Maud, simply said, "Served +him right," and dwelt no more upon it for the time.</p> + +<p>At supper, however, he was extravagantly gay, and to himself +unaccountably so. He joked Troutt till Maud begged him to stop, and +after the rest had gone he remained seated at the table, enjoying the +indignant color in her face and the flash of her infrequent smile, which +it was such a pleasure to provoke. He volunteered to help wash the +dishes.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">170</a></span></p> + +<p>"Thank you, but I'm afraid you'd be more bother than help," she replied.</p> + +<p>"Thank <i>you</i>, but you don't know me. I ain't so green as I look by no +manner o' means. I've been doing my own housekeeping for four terms."</p> + +<p>"I know all about that," laughed the girl. "You young men rooming do +precious little cooking and no dish-washing at all."</p> + +<p>"That's a base calumny! I made it a point to wash every dish in the +house, except the spider, once a week; had a regular cleaning-up day."</p> + +<p>"And about the spider?"</p> + +<p>"I wiped that out nicely with a newspaper every time I wanted to use +it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, horrors!—Mother, listen to that!"</p> + +<p>"Why, what more could you ask? You wouldn't have me wipe it <i>six</i> times +a day, would you?"</p> + +<p>"I wonder it didn't poison you," commented Mrs. Welsh.</p> + +<p>"Takes more'n that to poison a student," laughed Albert, as he went out.</p> + +<p>The next afternoon he came bursting into the kitchen, where Maud stood +with her sleeves rolled up, deep in the dishpan.</p> + +<p>"Don't you want a sleigh-ride?" he asked, boyishly eager.</p> + +<p>She looked up with shining eyes.</p> + +<p>"Oh, wouldn't I! Can you get along, mother?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly, child. Go on. The air will do you good."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">171</a></span></p> + +<p>"W'y, Maud!" said the little girl, "you said you didn't want to when +Ed—"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Welsh silenced her, and said:</p> + +<p>"Run right along, dear; it's just the nicest time o' day. Are there many +teams out?"</p> + +<p>"They're just beginning to come out," said Albert. "I'll have a cutter +around here in about two jiffies; be on hand, sure."</p> + +<p>Troutt was standing in the sunny doorway of his stable when the young +fellow dashed up to him.</p> + +<p>"Hullo, Uncle Troutt! Harness your fastest nag into your swellest outfit +instanter."</p> + +<p>"Aha! Goin' t' take y'r girl out, hey?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; and I want to do it in style."</p> + +<p>"I guess ol' Dan's the horse for you. Gentle as a kitten and as knowin' +as a fox. Drive him with one hand—left hand." The old man laughed till +his long, faded beard flapped up and down and quivered with the stress +of his enjoyment of his joke. He ended by hitching a vicious-looking +sorrel to a gay, duck-bellied cutter, saying, as he gave up the reins:</p> + +<p>"Now, be keerful. Dan's foxy; he's all right when he sees you've got the +reins, but don't drop 'em."</p> + +<p>"Don't you worry about me; I grew up with horses," said the +over-confident youth, leaping into the sleigh and gathering up the +lines. "Stand aside, my lord, and let the cortége pass. Hoop-la!"</p> + +<p>The brute gave a tearing lunge, and was out of the doorway before the +old man could utter another word. Albert thrilled with pleasure as he +felt the reins stiffen<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">172</a></span> in his hands, and saw the traces swing slack +beside the thills.</p> + +<p>"If he keeps this up he'll do," he said aloud.</p> + +<p>As he turned up at the gate Maud came gayly down the path, muffled to +the eyes.</p> + +<p>"Oh, what a nice cutter! But the horse—is he gentle?" she asked, as she +climbed in.</p> + +<p>"As a cow," Albert replied.—"Git out o' this, Bones!"</p> + +<p>The main street was already filled with wood sleighs, bob-sleds filled +with children, and men in light cutters, out for a race. Laughter was on +the air, and the jingle-jangle of bells. The sun was dazzling in its +brightness, and the gay wraps and scarfs lighted up the scene with +flecks of color. Loafers on the sidewalks fired familiar phrases at the +teams as they passed:</p> + +<p>"Step up, Bones!"</p> + +<p>"Let 'er <i>go</i>, Gallagher!"</p> + +<p>"Get there, Eli," and the like.</p> + +<p>But what cared the drivers? If the shouts were insolent they laid them +to envy, and if they were pleasant they smiled in reply.</p> + +<p>Albert and Maud had made two easy turns up and down the street when a +man driving a span of large Black Hawk horses dashed up a side street +and whirled in just before them. The man was a superb driver, and sat +with the reins held carelessly but securely in his left hand, guiding +the team more by his voice than by the bit.</p> + +<p>"<i>Hel</i>-lo!" cried Bert; "that looks like Brann."</p> + +<p>"It is," said Maud.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">173</a></span></p> + +<p>"Cracky! that's a fine team—Black Hawks, both of them. I wonder if ol' +sorrel can pass 'em?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, please don't try!" pleaded the girl.</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>"Because—because I'm afraid."</p> + +<p>"Afraid of what?"</p> + +<p>"Afraid something 'll happen."</p> + +<p>"Something <i>is</i> sure to happen; I'm goin' to pass him if old Bones has +any <i>git</i> to him."</p> + +<p>"It'll make him mad."</p> + +<p>"Who mad? Brann?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Well, s'pose it does, who cares?"</p> + +<p>There were a dozen similar rigs moving up or down the street, and +greetings passed from sleigh to sleigh. Everybody except Brann welcomed +Albert with sincere pleasure, and exchanged rustic jokes with him. As +they slowed up at the upper end of the street and began to turn, a man +on the sidewalk said, confidentially:</p> + +<p>"Say, cap', if you handle that old rack o' bones just right, he'll +distance anything on this road. When you want him to do his best let him +have the rein; don't pull a pound. I used to own 'im—I know 'im."</p> + +<p>The old sorrel came round "gauming," his ugly head thrown up, his great +red mouth open, his ears laid back. Brann and the young doctor of the +place were turning together, a little farther up the street. The blacks, +responding to their driver's word, came down with flying hoofs, their +great glossy breasts flecked with foam, their jaws champing.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">174</a></span></p> + +<p>"Come on, crow-bait!" yelled Brann, insultingly, as he came down past +the doctor, and seemed about to pass Albert and Maud. There was hate in +the glare of his eyes.</p> + +<p>But he did not pass. The old sorrel seemed to lengthen; to the +spectators his nose appeared to be glued to the glossy side of Brann's +off black.</p> + +<p>"See them blacks trot!" shouted Albert, in ungrammatical enthusiasm.</p> + +<p>"See that old sorrel shake himself!" yelled the loafers.</p> + +<p>The doctor came tearing down with a spirited bay, a magnificent stepper. +As he drew along so that Bert could catch a glimpse of the mare's neck, +he thrilled with delight. There was the thoroughbred's lacing of veins; +the proud fling of her knees and the swell of her neck showed that she +was far from doing her best. There was a wild light in her eyes.</p> + +<p>These were the fast teams of the town. All interest was centred in them.</p> + +<p>"Clear the track!" yelled the loafers.</p> + +<p>"The doc's good f'r 'em."</p> + +<p>"If she don't break."</p> + +<p>Albert was pulling at the sorrel heavily, absorbed in seeing, as well as +he could for the flung snowballs, the doctor's mare draw slowly, foot by +foot, past the blacks. Suddenly Brann gave a shrill yell and stood up in +his sleigh. The gallant little bay broke and fell behind; Brann laughed, +the blacks trotted on, their splendid pace unchanged.</p> + +<p>"Let the sorrel out!" yelled somebody.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">175</a></span></p> + +<p>"Let him loose!" yelled Troutt on the corner, quivering with excitement. +"Let him go!"</p> + +<p>Albert, remembering what the fellow had said, let the reins loose. The +old sorrel's teeth came together with a snap; his head lowered and his +tail rose; he shot abreast of the blacks. Maud, frightened into silence, +covered her head with the robe to escape the flying snow. The sorrel +drew steadily ahead and was passing the blacks when Brann turned.</p> + +<p>"Durn y'r old horse!" he yelled through his shut teeth, and laid the +whip across the sorrel's hips. The blacks broke wildly, but, strange to +say, the old sorrel increased his speed. Again Brann struck, but the +lash fell on Bert's outstretched wrists. He did not see that the blacks +were crowding him to the gutter, but he heard a warning cry.</p> + +<p>"Look <i>out</i>, there!"</p> + +<p>Before he could turn to look, the cutter seemed to be blown up by a +bomb. He rose in the air like a vaulter, and when he fell the light went +out.</p> + +<p>The next that he heard was a curious soft murmur of voices, out of which +a sweet, agonized girl-voice broke:</p> + +<p>"Oh, where's the doctor? He's dead—oh, he's dead! <i>Can't</i> you hurry?"</p> + +<p>Next came a quick, authoritative voice, still far away, and a hush +followed it; then an imperative order:</p> + +<p>"Stand out o' the way! What do you think you can do by crowding on top +of him?"</p> + +<p>"Stand back! stand back!" other voices called.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">176</a></span></p> + +<p>Then he felt something cold on his scalp: they were taking his cap off +and putting snow on his head; then the doctor—he knew him now—said:</p> + +<p>"Let me take him!"</p> + +<p>A dull, throbbing ache came into his head, and as this grew the noise of +voices became more distinct, and he could hear sobbing. Then he opened +his lids, but the glare of the sunlight struck them shut again; he saw +only Maud's face, agonized, white, and wet with tears, looking down into +his.</p> + +<p>They raised him a little more, and he again opened his eyes on the +circle of hushed and excited men thronging about him. He saw Brann, with +wild, scared face, standing in his cutter and peering over the heads of +the crowd.</p> + +<p>"How do you feel now?" asked the doctor.</p> + +<p>"Can you hear us? Albert, do you know me?" called the girl.</p> + +<p>His lips moved stiffly, but he smiled a little, and at length whispered +slowly, "Yes; I guess—I'm all—right."</p> + +<p>"Put him into my cutter; Maud, get in here, too," the doctor commanded. +The crowd opened as the doctor and Troutt helped the wounded man into +the sleigh. The pain in his head grew worse, but Albert's perception of +things sharpened in proportion; he closed his eyes to the sun, but in +the shadow of Maud's breast opened them again and looked up at her. He +felt a vague, child-like pleasure in knowing that she was holding him in +her arms; he thought of his mother—"how it would frighten her if she +knew."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">177</a></span></p> + +<p>"Hello!" called a breathless, hearty voice, "what the deuce y' been +doing with my pardner? Bert, old fellow, are you there?" Hartley asked, +clinging to the edge of the moving cutter, and peering into his friend's +face. Albert smiled.</p> + +<p>"I'm here—what there is left of me," he replied, faintly.</p> + +<p>"Glory! How did it happen?" he asked of the girl.</p> + +<p>"I don't know—I couldn't see—we ran into a culvert," replied Maud.</p> + +<p>"Weren't you hurt?"</p> + +<p>"Not a bit. I stayed in the cutter."</p> + +<p>Albert groaned, and tried to rise, but the girl gently yet firmly +restrained him. Hartley was walking beside the doctor, talking loudly. +"It was a devilish thing to do; the scoundrel ought to be jugged!"</p> + +<p>Albert tried again to rise. "I'm bleeding yet; I'm soaking you; let me +get up!"</p> + +<p>The girl shuddered, but remained firm.</p> + +<p>"No; we're 'most home."</p> + +<p>She felt no shame, but a certain exaltation as she looked into the faces +about her. She gazed unrecognizingly upon her nearest girl friends, and +they, gazing upon her white face and unresponsive eyes, spoke in awed +whispers.</p> + +<p>At the gate the crowd gathered and waited with deepest interest. It was +enthralling romance to them.</p> + +<p>"Ed Brann done it," said one.</p> + +<p>"How?" asked another.</p> + +<p>"With the butt end of his whip."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">178</a></span></p> + +<p>"That's a lie! His team ran into Lohr's rig."</p> + +<p>"Not much; Ed crowded him into the ditch."</p> + +<p>"What fer?"</p> + +<p>"Cause Bert cut him out with Maud."</p> + +<p>"Come, get out of the way! Don't stand there gabbing," yelled Hartley, +as he took Albert in his arms and, together with the doctor, lifted him +out of the sleigh.</p> + +<p>"Goodness sakes alive! Ain't it terrible! How is he?" asked an old lady, +peering at him as he passed.</p> + +<p>On the porch stood Mrs. Welsh, supported by Ed Brann.</p> + +<p>"She's all right, I tell you. He ain't hurt much, either; just stunned a +little, that's all."</p> + +<p>"Maud! child!" cried the mother, as Maud appeared, followed by a bevy of +girls.</p> + +<p>"<i>I'm</i> all right, mother," she said, running into the trembling arms +outstretched toward her; "but, oh, poor Albert!"</p> + +<p>After the wounded man disappeared into the house the crowd dispersed. +Brann went off by the way of the alley; he was not prepared to meet the +questions of his accusers.</p> + +<p>"Now, what in —— you been up to?" was the greeting of his brother, as +he re-entered the shop.</p> + +<p>"Nothing."</p> + +<p>"Welting a man on the head with a whip-stock ain't anything, hey?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't touch him. We was racing, and he run into the culvert."</p> + +<p>"Hank says he saw you strike him."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">179</a></span></p> + +<p>"He lies! I was strikin' the horse to make him break!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yeh was!" sneered the older man. "Well, I hope you understand that +this'll ruin you in this town. If you didn't strike him, they'll say you +run him into the culvert, 'n' every man, woman, 'n' child'll be down on +you, and <i>me</i> f'r bein' related to you. They all know how you feel +toward him for cuttin' you out with Maud Welsh."</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't bear down on him too hard, Joe. He didn't mean t' do any +harm," said Troutt, who had followed Ed down to the store. "I guess the +young feller 'll come out all right. Just go kind o' easy till we see +how he turns out. If he dies, why, it'll haf t' be looked into."</p> + +<p>Ed turned pale and swallowed hastily. "If he should die I'll be a +murderer," he thought. He acknowledged that hate was in his heart, and +he shivered as he remembered the man's white face with the bright red +stream flowing down behind his ear and over his cheek. It almost seemed +to him that he <i>had</i> struck him, so close had the accident followed upon +the fall of his whip.</p> + +<h4>III</h4> + +<p>Albert sank into a feverish sleep that night, with a vague perception of +four figures in the room—Maud, her mother, Hartley, and the young +doctor. When he awoke fully in the morning his head felt prodigiously +hot and heavy.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">180</a></span></p> + +<p>It was early dawn, and the lamp was burning brightly. Outside, a man's +feet could be heard on the squealing snow—a sound which told how still +and cold it was. A team passed with a jingle of bells.</p> + +<p>Albert raised his head and looked about. Hartley was lying on the sofa, +rolled up in his overcoat and some extra quilts. He had lain down at +last, worn with watching. Albert felt a little weak, and fell back on +his pillow, thinking about the strange night he had passed—a night more +filled with strange happenings than the afternoon.</p> + +<p>As the light grew in the room his mind cleared, and lifting his muscular +arm he opened and shut his hand, saying aloud, in his old boyish manner:</p> + +<p>"I guess I'm all here."</p> + +<p>"What's that?" called Hartley, rolling out of bed. "Did you ask for +anything?"</p> + +<p>"Give me some water, Jim; my mouth is dry as a powder-mill."</p> + +<p>"How yeh feelin', anyway, pardner?" said Hartley, as he brought the +water.</p> + +<p>"First-rate, Jim; I guess I'll be all right."</p> + +<p>"Well, I guess you'd better keep quiet."</p> + +<p>He threw on his coat next, and went out into the kitchen, returning soon +with some hot water, with which he began to bathe his partner's face and +hands as tenderly as a woman.</p> + +<p>"There; now I guess you're in shape f'r grub—feel any like grub?—Come +in," he called, in answer to a knock on the door.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">181</a></span></p> + +<p>Mrs. Welsh entered.</p> + +<p>"How is he?" she whispered, anxiously.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm all right," replied Albert.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad to find you so much better," she said, going to his bedside. +"I've hardly slep', I was so much worried about you. Your breakfast is +ready, Mr. Hartley. I've got something special for Albert."</p> + +<p>A few minutes later Maud entered with a platter, followed closely by her +mother.</p> + +<p>The girl came forward timidly, but when Albert turned his eyes on her +and called, cheerily, "Good morning!" she flamed out in rosy color and +recoiled. She had expected to see him pale, dull-eyed, and with a weak +voice, but there was little to indicate invalidism in his firm greeting. +She gave place to Mrs. Welsh, who prepared his breakfast. She was +smitten dumb by his tone, and hardly dared look at him as he sat propped +up in bed.</p> + +<p>However, though he was feeling absurdly well, there was a good deal of +bravado in his tone and manner, for he ate but little, and soon sank +back on the bed.</p> + +<p>"I feel better when my head is low," he explained, in a faint voice.</p> + +<p>"Can't I do something?" asked the girl, her courage reviving as she +perceived how ill and faint he really was.</p> + +<p>"I guess you better write to his folks," said Mrs. Welsh.</p> + +<p>"No, don't do that," he protested, opening his eyes; "it will only worry +them, and do me no good. I'll be all right in a few days. You needn't +waste your time on me; Hartley will wait on me."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">182</a></span></p> + +<p>"Don't mind him," said Mrs. Welsh. "I'm his mother now, and he's goin' +to do just as I tell him to—aren't you, Albert?"</p> + +<p>He dropped his eyelids in assent, and went off into a doze. It was all +very pleasant to be thus waited upon. Hartley was devotion itself, and +the doctor removed his bandages with the care and deliberation of a man +with a moderate practice; besides, he considered Albert a personal +friend.</p> + +<p>Hartley, after the doctor had gone, said with some hesitation:</p> + +<p>"Well, now, pard, I <i>ought</i> to go out and see a couple o' fellows I +promised t' meet this morning."</p> + +<p>"All right, Jim; all right. You go right ahead on business; I'm goin' t' +sleep, anyway, and I'll be all right in a day or two."</p> + +<p>"Well, I will; but I'll run in every hour 'r two and see if you don't +want something. You're in good hands, anyway, when I'm gone."</p> + +<hr class="minor" /> + +<p>"Won't you read to me?" pleaded Albert, one afternoon, when Maud came in +with her mother to brush up the room. "It's getting rather slow business +layin' here like this."</p> + +<p>"Shall I, mother?"</p> + +<p>"Why, of course, Maud."</p> + +<p>So Maud got a book, and sat down over by the stove, quite distant from +the bed, and read to him from <i>The Lady of the Lake</i>, while the mother, +like a piece of tireless machinery, moved about the house at the +never-ending<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">183</a></span> succession of petty drudgeries which wear the heart and +soul out of so many wives and mothers, making life to them a pilgrimage +from stove to pantry, from pantry to cellar, and from cellar to +garret—a life that deadens and destroys, coarsens and narrows, till the +flesh and bones are warped to the expression of the wronged and cheated +soul.</p> + +<p>Albert's selfishness was in a way excusable. He enjoyed beyond measure +the sound of the girl's soft voice and the sight of her graceful head +bent over the page. He lay, looking and listening dreamily, till the +voice and the sunlit head were lost in a deep, sweet sleep.</p> + +<p>The girl sat with closed book, looking at his face as he slept. It was a +curious study to her, a young man—<i>this</i> young man, asleep. His brown +lashes lay on his cheek as placid as those of a child. As she looked she +gained courage to go over softly and peer down on him. How boyish he +seemed! How little to be feared! A boy outside uttered a shout, and she +hurried away, pale and breathless. As she paused in the door and looked +back at the undisturbed sleeper, she smiled, and the pink came back into +her thin face.</p> + +<p>Albert's superb young blood began to assert itself, and on the afternoon +of the fifth day he was able to sit in his rocking-chair before the fire +and read a little, though he professed that his eyes were not strong, in +order that Maud should read for him. This she did as often as she could +leave her other work, which was "not half often enough," the invalid +grumbled.</p> + +<p>"More than you deserve," she found courage to say.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">184</a></span></p> + +<p>Hartley let nothing interfere with the book business. "You take it +easy," he repeated. "Don't you worry—your pay goes on just the same. +You're doing well right where you are. By jinks! biggest piece o' luck," +he went on, half in earnest. "Why, I can't turn around without taking an +order—fact! Turned in a book on the livery bill, so that's all fixed. +We'll make a clear hundred dollars out o' that little bump o' yours."</p> + +<p>"Little bump! Say, now, that's—"</p> + +<p>"Keep it up—put it on! Don't hurry about getting well. I don't need you +to canvass, and I guess you enjoy being waited on." He ended with a sly +wink and cough.</p> + +<p>Yes, convalescence was delicious, with Maud reading to him, bringing his +food, and singing for him; all that marred his peace was the stream of +people who came to inquire how he was getting along. The sympathy was +largely genuine, as Hartley could attest, but it bored the invalid. He +had rather be left in quiet with Walter Scott and Maud. In the light of +common day the accident was hurrying to be a dream.</p> + +<p>At the end of a week he was quite himself again, though he still had +difficulty in wearing his hat. It was not till the second Sunday after +the accident that he appeared in the dining-room for the first time, +with a large travelling-cap concealing the suggestive bandages. He +looked pale and thin, but his eyes danced with joy.</p> + +<p>Maud's eyes dilated with instant solicitude. The rest sprang up in +surprise, with shouts of delight, as hearty as brethren.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">185</a></span></p> + +<p>"Ginger! I'm glad t' see yeh!" said Troutt, so sincerely that he looked +almost winning to the boy. The rest crowded around, shaking hands.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm on deck again."</p> + +<p>Ed Brann came in a moment later with his brother, and there was a +significant little pause—a pause which grew painful till Albert turned +and saw Brann, and called out:</p> + +<p>"Hello, Ed! How are you? Didn't know you were here."</p> + +<p>As he held out his hand, Brann, his face purple with shame and +embarrassment, lumbered heavily across the room and took it, muttering +some poor apology.</p> + +<p>"Hope y' don't blame me."</p> + +<p>"Of course not—fortunes o' war. Nobody to blame; just my +carelessness.—Yes; I'll take turkey," he said to Maud, as he sank into +the seat of honor.</p> + +<p>The rest laughed, but Brann remained standing near Albert's chair. He +had not finished yet.</p> + +<p>"I'm mighty glad you don't lay it up against me, Lohr; an' I want to say +the doctor's bill is all right; you un'erstand, it's <i>all right</i>."</p> + +<p>Albert looked at him a moment in surprise. He understood that this, +coming from a man like Brann, meant more than a thousand prayers from a +ready apologist. It was a terrible victory, and he was disposed to make +it as easy for his rival as he could.</p> + +<p>"Oh, all right, Ed; only I'd calculated to cheat him out o' part of +it—I'd planned to turn in a couple o' Blaine's <i>Twenty Years</i> on the +bill."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">186</a></span></p> + +<p>Hartley roared, and the rest joined in, but not even Albert perceived +all that it meant. It meant that the young savage had surrendered his +claim in favor of the man he had all but killed. The struggle had been +prodigious, but he had snatched victory out of defeat; his better nature +had conquered.</p> + +<p>No one ever gave him credit for it; and when he went West in the spring, +people said his passion for Maud had been superficial. In truth, he had +loved the girl as sincerely as he had hated his rival. That he could +rise out of the barbaric in his love and his hate was heroic.</p> + +<p>When Albert went to ride again, it was on melting snow, with the slowest +horse Troutt had. Maud was happier than she had been since she left +school, and fuller of color and singing. She dared not let a golden +moment pass now without hearing it ring full, and she dared not think +how short this day of happiness might be.</p> + +<h4>IV</h4> + +<p>At the end of the fifth week of their stay in Tyre a suspicion of spring +was in the wind as it swept the southern exposure of the valley. March +was drawing to a close, and there was more than a suggestion of April in +the rapidly melting snow which still lay on the hills and under the +cedars and tamaracks in the swamps. Patches of green grass, appearing on +the sunny side of the road where the snow had melted, led to predictions +of spring<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">187</a></span> from the loafers beginning to sun themselves on the +salt-barrels and shoe-boxes outside the stores.</p> + +<p>A group sitting about the blacksmith shop were discussing it.</p> + +<p>"It's an early seedin'—now mark my words," said Troutt, as he threw his +knife into the soft ground at his feet. "The sun is crossing the line +earlier this spring than it did last."</p> + +<p>"Yes; an' I heard a crow to-day makin' that kind of a—a spring noise +that sort o'—I d' know what—kind o' goes all through a feller."</p> + +<p>"And there's Uncle Sweeney, an' that settles it; spring's comin' sure!" +said Troutt, pointing at an old man, much bent, hobbling down the +street. "When <i>he</i> gits out the frogs ain't fur behind."</p> + +<p>"We'll be gittin' on to the ground by next Monday," said Sam Dingley to +a crowd who were seated on the newly painted harrows and seeders which +Svend & Johnson had got out ready for the spring trade. "Svend & +Johnson's Agricultural Implement Depot" was on the north side of the +street, and on a spring day the yard was one of the pleasantest +loafing-places that could be imagined, especially if one wished company.</p> + +<p>Albert wished to be alone. Something in the touch and tone of this +spring afternoon made him restless and inclined to strange thoughts. He +took his way out along the road which followed the river-bank, and in +the outskirts of the village threw himself down on a bank of grass which +the snows had protected, and which had already a tinge of green because +of its wealth of sun.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">188</a></span></p> + +<p>The willows had thrown out their tiny light-green flags, though their +roots were under the ice, and some of the hardwood twigs were tinged +with red. There was a faint but magical odor of uncovered earth in the +air, and the touch of the wind was like a caress from a moist, magnetic +hand.</p> + +<p>The boy absorbed the light and heat of the sun as some wild thing might. +With his hat over his face, his hands folded on his breast, he lay as +still as a statue. He did not listen at first, he only felt; but at +length he rose on his elbow and listened. The ice cracked and fell along +the bank with a long, hollow, booming crash; a crow cawed, and a jay +answered it from the willows below. A flight of sparrows passed, +twittering innumerably. The boy shuddered with a strange, wistful +longing, and a realization of the flight of time.</p> + +<p>He could have wept, he could have sung, but he only shuddered and lay +silent under the stress of that strange, sweet passion which quickened +his heart, deepened his eyes, and made his breath come and go with a +quivering sound. Across the dazzling blue arch of the sky the crow +flapped, sending down his prophetic, jubilant note; the breeze, as soft +and sweet as April, stirred in his hair; the hills, deep in their dusky +blue, seemed miles away; and the voices of the care-free skaters on the +melting ice of the river below came to the ear subdued to a unity with +the scene.</p> + +<p>Suddenly a fear seized upon the boy—a horror! Life, life was passing! +Life that can be lived only once, and lost, is lost forever! Life, that +fatal gift of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">189</a></span> Invisible Powers to man—a path, with youth and joy +and hope at its eastern gate, and despair, regret, and death at its low +western portal!</p> + +<p>The boy caught a momentary glimpse of his real significance. "I am only +a gnat, a speck in the sun, a youth facing the millions of great and +wise and wealthy!" He leaped up in a frenzy. "Oh, I mustn't stay here! I +must get back to my studies. Life is slipping by me, and I am doing +nothing, being nothing!"</p> + +<p>His face, as pale as death, shone with passionate resolution, and his +hands were clinched in silent vow.</p> + +<p>But on his way back he met the jocund party of skaters going home from +the river, and with the easy shift and change of youth joined in their +ringing laughter. The weird power of the wind's voice was gone, and he +sank to the level of the unthinking boy again. However, the problem was +only put off, not solved.</p> + +<p>That night Hartley said: "Well, pardner, we're getting 'most ready to +pull out. Someways I always get restless when these warm days begin." +This was as sentimental as Hartley ever got; or, if he ever felt more +sentiment, he concealed it carefully.</p> + +<p>"I s'pose it must 'a' been in spring that those old chaps, on their +steeds and in their steel shirts, started out for to rescue some damsel, +hey?" he ended, with a grin. "Now, that's the way I feel—just like +striking out for, say, Oshkosh. That little piece of lofty tumbling of +yours was a big boom, and no mistake. Why, your share o' this campaign +will be a hundred and twenty dollars sure."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">190</a></span></p> + +<p>"More'n I've earned," replied Bert.</p> + +<p>"No, it ain't. You've done your duty like a man. Done as much in your +way as I have. Now, if you want to try another county with me, say so. +I'll make a thousand dollars this year out o' this thing."</p> + +<p>"I guess I'll go back to school."</p> + +<p>"All right; I don't blame you for wanting to do that."</p> + +<p>"I guess, with what I can earn for father, I can pull through the year. +I <i>must</i> get back. I'm awfully obliged to you, Jim."</p> + +<p>"That'll do on that," said Hartley, shortly; "you don't owe me anything. +We'll finish delivery to-morrow, and be ready to pull out on Friday or +Sat."</p> + +<p>There was an acute pain in Albert's breast somewhere; he had not +analyzed his case at all, and did not now, but the idea of going +affected him strongly. It had been so pleasant, that daily return to a +lovely girlish presence.</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir," Hartley was going on, "I'm going to just quietly leave a +book on her centre-table. I don't know as it'll interest her much, but +it'll show we appreciate the grub, and so on. By jinks! you don't seem +to realize what a worker that woman is! Up five o'clock in the +morning—By-the-way, you've been going around with the girl a good deal, +and she's introduced you to some first-rate sales; now, if you want to +leave her a little something, make it a morocco copy, and charge it to +the firm."</p> + +<p>Albeit knew that he meant well, but he couldn't, somehow, help saying, +ironically:<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">191</a></span></p> + +<p>"Thanks, but I guess <i>one</i> copy of Blaine's <i>Twenty Years</i> will be +enough in the house, especially—"</p> + +<p>"Well, give her anything you please, and charge it up to the firm. I +don't insist on Blaine; only suggested that because—"</p> + +<p>"I guess I can stand the expense of a present."</p> + +<p>"I didn't say you couldn't, man! But <i>I</i> want a hand in this thing. +Don't be so turrible keen t' snap a feller up," complained Hartley, +turning on him. "What the thunder is the matter of you, anyway? I like +the girl, and she's been good to us all round; she tended you like an +angel—"</p> + +<p>"There, there! That's enough o' that," put in Albert, hastily. "For +God's sake, don't whang away on that string forever, as if I didn't know +it!"</p> + +<p>Hartley stared at him as he turned away.</p> + +<p>"Well, by jinks! What <i>is</i> the matter o' you?"</p> + +<p>He was too busy to dwell upon it much, but concluded his partner was +homesick.</p> + +<p>Albert was beginning to have a vague underconsciousness of his real +feeling toward the girl, but he fought off the acknowledgment of it as +long as possible. His mind moved in a circle, coming back to the one +point ceaselessly—a dreary prospect, in which that slender girl-figure +had no place—and each time the prospect grew more intolerably blank, +and the pain in his heart more acute and throbbing.</p> + +<p>When he faced her that night, after they had returned from a final walk +down by the river, he was as far from a solution as ever. He had avoided +all reference to their<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">192</a></span> separation, and now he stood as a man might at +the parting of the ways, saying: "I will not choose; I cannot choose. I +will wait for some sign, some chance thing, to direct me."</p> + +<p>They stood opposite each other, each feeling that there was more to be +said: the girl tender, her eyes cast down, holding her hands to the +fire; he shivering, but not with cold. He had a vague knowledge of the +vast importance of the moment, and he hesitated to speak.</p> + +<p>"It's almost spring again, isn't it? And you've been here"—she paused +and looked up with a daring smile—"seems as if you'd been here always."</p> + +<p>It was about half-past eight. Mrs. Welsh was setting her bread in the +kitchen; they could hear her moving about. Hartley was down-town +finishing up his business. They were almost alone in the house. Albert's +throat grew dry and his limbs trembled. His pause was ominous. The +girl's smile died away as he took a seat without looking at her.</p> + +<p>"Well, Maud, I suppose you know—we're going away to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Oh, must you? But you'll come back?"</p> + +<p>"I don't expect to—I don't see how I can. I may never see you again."</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't say that!" cried the girl, her face as white as silver, her +clasped hands straining.</p> + +<p>"I must go—I must!" he muttered, not daring to look upon her face.</p> + +<p>"Oh, what can I do—<i>we</i> do—without you! I can't bear it!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">193</a></span></p> + +<p>She stopped, and sank back into a chair, her breath coming heavily from +her twitching lips, the unnoticed tears falling from her staring, +pitiful, wild, appealing eyes, her hands nervously twisting her gloves.</p> + +<p>There was a long silence. Each was undergoing a self-revelation; each +was trying to face a future without the other.</p> + +<p>"I must go!" he repeated, aimlessly, mechanically. "What can I do here?"</p> + +<p>The girl's heavy breathing deepened into a wild little moaning sound, +inexpressibly pitiful, her hungry eyes fixed on his face. She gave way +first, and flung herself down upon her knees at his side, her hands +seeking his neck.</p> + +<p>"Albert, I can't <i>live</i> without you now! Take me with you! Don't leave +me!"</p> + +<p>He stooped suddenly and took her in his arms, raised her, and kissed her +hair.</p> + +<p>"I didn't mean it, Maud; I'll never leave you—never! Don't cry!"</p> + +<p>She drew his head down and kissed his lips, then turned her face to his +breast—then joy and confidence came back to her.</p> + +<p>"I know now what you meant," she cried, gayly, raising herself and +looking into his face; "you were trying to scare me; trying to make me +show how much I—cared for you—first!" There was a soft smile on her +lips and a tender light in her eyes. "But I don't mind it."</p> + +<p>"I guess I didn't know myself what I meant," he answered, with a grave +smile.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">194</a></span></p> + +<p>When Mrs. Welsh came in, they were sitting on the sofa, talking in low +voices of their future. He was grave and subdued, while she was radiant +with love and hope. The future had no terrors for her, but the boy +unconsciously felt the gravity of life somehow deepened by the +revelation of her love.</p> + +<p>"Why, Maud!" Mrs. Welsh exclaimed, "what are you doing?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, mother, I'm so happy—just as happy as a bird!" she cried, rushing +into her mother's arms.</p> + +<p>"Why, why!—what is it? You're crying, dear!"</p> + +<p>"No, I'm not; I'm laughing—see!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Welsh turned her dim eyes on the girl, who shook the tears from her +lashes with the action of a bird shaking water from its wings. She +seemed to shake off her trouble at the same moment.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Welsh understood perfectly. "I'm very glad, too, dearie," she said, +simply, looking at the young man with motherly love irradiating her worn +face. Albert went to her, and she kissed him, while the happy girl put +her arms about them both in an ecstatic hug.</p> + +<p>"<i>Now</i> you've got a son, mother."</p> + +<p>"But I've lost a daughter—my first-born."</p> + +<p>"Oh, wait till you hear our plans! He's going to settle down +here—aren't you, Albert?"</p> + +<p>Then she went away and left the young people alone. They had a sweet, +intimate talk of an hour, full of plans and hopes and confidences, and +then he kissed his radiant love good-night, and, going into his own +room, sat down<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">195</a></span> by the stove and there pondered on the change that had +come into his life.</p> + +<p>Already he sighed with the stress of care, the press of thought, which +came upon him. The longing uneasiness of the boy had given place to +another unrest—the unrest of the man who must face the world in earnest +now, planning for food and shelter. To go back to school was out of the +question. To expect help from his father, overworked and burdened with +debt, was impossible. He must go to work, and go to work to aid <i>her</i>. A +living must be wrung from this town. All the home and all the property +Mrs. Welsh had were here, and wherever Maud went the mother must follow.</p> + +<p>He was in the midst of his mental turmoil when Hartley came in, humming +the <i>Mulligan Guards</i>.</p> + +<p>"In the dark, hey?"</p> + +<p>"Completely in the dark."</p> + +<p>"Well, light up, light up!"</p> + +<p>"I'm trying to."</p> + +<p>"What the deuce do you mean by that tone? What's been going on here +since my absence?"</p> + +<p>Albert did not reply, and Hartley shuffled about after a match, lighted +the lamp, threw his coat and hat in the corner, and then said:</p> + +<p>"Well, I've got everything straightened up. Been freezing out old +Daggett; the old skeesix has been promisin' f'r a week, and I just said, +'Old man, I'll camp right down with you here till you fork over,' and he +did. By-the-way, everybody I talked with to-day about leaving said, +'What's Lohr going to do with that girl?' I told<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">196</a></span> 'em I didn't know; do +you? It seems you've been thicker'n I supposed."</p> + +<p>"I'm going to marry her," said Albert, calmly, but his voice sounded +strained and hoarse.</p> + +<p>"What's that?" yelled Hartley.</p> + +<p>"Sh! don't raise the neighbors. I'm going to marry her."</p> + +<p>"Well, by jinks! When? Say, looky here! Well, I swanny!" exclaimed +Hartley, helplessly. "When?"</p> + +<p>"Right away; some time this summer—June, maybe."</p> + +<p>Hartley thrust his hands into his trousers pockets, stretched out his +legs, and stared at his friend in vast amaze.</p> + +<p>"You're givin' me guff!"</p> + +<p>"I'm in dead earnest."</p> + +<p>"I thought you was going through college all so fast?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I've made up my mind it isn't any use to try," replied Albert, +listlessly.</p> + +<p>"What y' goin' t' do here, or are y' goin' t' take the girl away with +yeh?"</p> + +<p>"She can't leave her mother. We'll run this boarding-house for the +present. I'll try for the principalship of the school here. Raff is +going to resign, they say. If I can't get that, I'll go into a law +office. Don't worry about me."</p> + +<p>"But why go into this so quick? Why not put it off fifteen or twenty +years?" asked Hartley, trying to get back to cheerful voice.</p> + +<p>"What would be the use? At the end of a year I'd be just about as poor +as I am now."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">197</a></span></p> + +<p>"Can't y'r father step in and help you?"</p> + +<p>"No. There are three boys and two girls, all younger than I, to be +looked out for, and he has all he can carry. Besides, <i>she</i> needs me +right here and right now, and if I can do anything to make life easier +for her I'm going t' do it. Besides," he ended, in a peculiar tone, "we +don't feel as if we could live apart much longer."</p> + +<p>"But, great Scott! man, you can't—"</p> + +<p>"Now, hold on, Jim! I've thought this thing all over, and I've made up +my mind. It ain't any use to go on talking about it. What good would it +do me to go to school another year? I'd come out without a dollar, and +no more fitted for earning a living for her than I am now! And, besides +all that, I couldn't draw a free breath thinking of her workin' away +here to keep things moving, liable at any minute to break down."</p> + +<p>Hartley gazed at him in despair, and with something like awe. It was a +tremendous transformation in the young, ambitious student.</p> + +<p>Like most men in America, and especially Western men, he still clung to +the idea that a man was entirely responsible for his success or failure +in life. He had not admitted that conditions of society might be so +adverse that only men of most exceptional endowments, and willing and +able to master many of the best and deepest and most sacred of their +inspirations and impulses, could succeed.</p> + +<p>Of the score of specially promising young fellows who had been with him +at school, seventeen had dropped out and down. Most of them had married +and gone back<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">198</a></span> to farming, or to earn a precarious living in the small, +dull towns where farmers trade and traders farm. Conditions were too +adverse; they simply weakened and slipped slowly back into dulness and +an ox-like or else a fretful patience. Thinking of these men, and +thinking their failure due to themselves alone, Hartley could not endure +the idea of his friend adding one more to the list of failures. He +sprang up at last.</p> + +<p>"Say, Bert, you might just as well hang y'rself, and done with it! Why, +it's suicide! I can't allow it. I started in at college bravely, and +failed because I'd let it go too long. I couldn't study—couldn't get +down to it; but you—why, old man, I'd <i>bet</i> on you!" He had a tremor in +his voice. "I hate like thunder to see you give up your plans. Say, you +can't afford to do this; it's too much to pay."</p> + +<p>"No, it isn't."</p> + +<p>"I say it is—and, besides, you'd get over this in a week—"</p> + +<p>"Jim!" called Albert, warningly, sharply.</p> + +<p>"All right," said Jim, in the tone of a man who knows it's all +wrong—"all right; but the time 'll come when you'll wish I'd—You ain't +doin' the girl enough good to make up for the harm you're doin' +yourself." He broke off again, and said in a tone of finality: "I'm +done. I'm all through, and I c'n see you're through with Jim Hartley. +All right!"</p> + +<p>"Darn curious," he muttered to himself, "that boy should get caught just +at this time, and not with some o' those girls in Marion. Well, it's +none o' my funeral,"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">199</a></span> he ended, with a sigh; for it had stirred him to +the bottom of his sunny nature, after all. A dozen times, as he lay +there beside his equally sleepless companion, he started to say +something more in deprecation of the step, but each time stifled the +opening word into a groan.</p> + +<p>It would not be true to say that love had come to Albert Lohr as a +relaxing influence, but it had changed the direction of his energies so +radically as to make his whole life seem weaker and lower. As long as +his love-dreams went out toward a vague and ideal woman, supposedly +higher and grander than himself, he was spurred on to face the terrible +sheer escarpment of social eminence; but when he met, by accident, the +actual woman who was to inspire his future efforts, the difficulties he +faced took on solid reality. His aspirations fell to the earth, their +wings clipped, and became, perforce, submissive beasts at the plough. +The force that moved so much of his thought was transformed into other +energy.</p> + +<p>The table was very gay at dinner next day. Maud was standing at the +highest point of her girlhood dreams. Her flushed cheeks and shining +eyes made her seem almost a child, and Hartley wondered at her, and +relented a little in the face of such happiness.</p> + +<p>"They're gay as larks now," thought Hartley to himself, as he joined in +the laughter; "but that won't help 'em any ten years from now."</p> + +<p>He could hardly speak next day as he shook hands at the station with his +friend.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">200</a></span></p> + +<p>"Good-by, ol' man; I hope it'll come out all right, but I'm afraid—But +there! I promised not to say anything about it. Good-by till we meet in +Congress," he ended, in a resolute attempt to conceal his dismay.</p> + +<p>"Can't you come to the wedding, Jim? We've decided on June. You see, +they need a man around the house, so we—You'll come, won't you, old +fellow? And don't mind my being a little crusty last night."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes; I'll come," Jim said, in a tone which concealed a desire to +utter one more protest, but to himself he said:</p> + +<p>"That ends him! He's jumped into a hole and pulled the hole in after +him. A man can't marry a family like that at his age, and pull out of +it. He <i>may</i>, but I doubt it. Well, as I remarked before, it's none o' +my funeral so long as <i>he's</i> satisfied."</p> + +<p>But he said it with a painful lump in his throat, and he could not bring +himself to feel that Albert's course was right, and felt himself to be +somehow culpable in the case.</p> + +<hr class="major" /> +<div style="margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 1em; padding-bottom: 1em"> +<a name="A_DIVISION_IN_THE_COOLLY" id="A_DIVISION_IN_THE_COOLLY"></a> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">203</a></span> +<h2>A DIVISION IN THE COOLLY</h2> +</div> + +<p>A funeral is a depressing affair under the best circumstances, but a +funeral in a lonely farm-house in March, the roads full of slush, the +ragged gray clouds leaping the sullen hills like eagles, is tragic.</p> + +<p>The teams arrived splashed with mud, the women blue with cold under +their scanty cotton-quilt lap robes, their hats set awry by the wind. +They scurried into the house, to sit and shiver in the best room, where +all the chairs that could contrive to stand erect, and all of any sort +that could be borrowed, were crammed in together to seat the women +folks.</p> + +<p>The men drove out to the barn, and having blanketed their teams with lap +robes, picked their way through the slush of the yard over to the lee +side of the haystack, where the pale sun occasionally shone.</p> + +<p>They spoke of "diseased" Williams, as if Diseased were his Christian +name. They whittled shingles or stalks of straw as they talked.</p> + +<p>Sooner or later, after each new arrival, they branched off upon +politics, and the McKinley Bill was handled gingerly. If any one, in his +zeal, raised his voice above a certain pitch, some one said "Hish!" and +the newcomer's voice sank again to that abnormal quiet which falls now +and again on these loud-voiced folk of the wind and open spaces.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">204</a></span></p> + +<p>The boys hung around the kitchen and smoke-house, playing sly jokes upon +each other in order to provoke that explosion of laughter so thoroughly +enjoyed by those who can laugh noiselessly.</p> + +<p>A snort of this sort brought Deacon Williams out to reprimand them, +"Boys, boys, you should have more respect for the dead."</p> + +<p>The preacher came. The choir raised a wailing chant for the dead, but +the group by the haystack did not move.</p> + +<p>Occasionally they came back, after talking about seeding and the price +of hogs, to the discussion of the dead man's affairs.</p> + +<p>"I s'pose his property will go to Emmy and Serry, half and half."</p> + +<p>"I expec' so. He always said so, an' John wa'n't a man to whiffle about +every day."</p> + +<p>"Well, Emmy won't make no fuss, but if Ike don't git more'n his half, +I'll eat the greaser."</p> + +<p>"Who's ex-e<i>cu</i>tor?"</p> + +<p>"Deacon Williams, I expect."</p> + +<p>"Well, the Deacon's a slick one," some one observed, as if that were an +excellent quality in an executor.</p> + +<p>"They ain't no love lost between Bill Gray and Harkey, I don't expect."</p> + +<p>"No, I don't think they is."</p> + +<p>"Ike don't seem to please people. It's queer, too. He tries awful hard."</p> + +<p>The voice of the preacher within, raised to a wild shout, interrupted +them.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">205</a></span></p> + +<p>"The Elder's gettin' warmed up," said one of the story-tellers, pausing +in his talk. "And so I told Bill if he wanted the cord-wood—"</p> + +<p>The sun shone warmer, and the chickens <i>caw-cawed</i> feebly. The colts +whinnied, and a couple of dogs rolled and tumbled in wild frolic, while +the voice of the preacher sounded dolefully or in humming monotone.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, in the house, in the best room and in the best seats near the +coffin, the women, in their black, worn dresses, with wrinkled, sallow +faces and gnarled hands, sat shivering. Theirs was to be the luxury of +the ceremony.</p> + +<p>The carpet was damp and muddy, the house was chill, and the damp wind +filled them all with ague; but they had so much to see and talk about, +that time passed rapidly. Each one entering was studied critically to +see whether dress and deportment were proper to the occasion or not, and +if one of the girls smiled a little as she entered, some one was sure to +whisper:—</p> + +<p>"Heartless thing, how <i>can</i> she?"</p> + +<p>There were a few young men, only enough to help out on the singing, and +they remained mainly in the kitchen where they were seen occasionally in +anxious consultation with Deacon Williams.</p> + +<p>The girls looked serious, but a little sly, as if they could smile if +the boys looked their way or if one of the old women should cough her +store teeth out.</p> + +<p>Upstairs the family were seated in solemn silence, the two nieces, Emma +and Sarah, and Emma's husband,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">206</a></span> Harkey, and Sarah's children—deceased +Williams had no wife. These people sat in stony immobility, except when +Harkey looked at his watch, and said:—</p> + +<p>"Seem slow gitten here."</p> + +<p>Occasionally women came up the stairway and flung themselves upon the +necks of the mourning nieces, who submitted to it without apparent +disgust or astonishment, and sank back into the same icy calm after +their visitors had "straightened their things," and retired to the +reserved seats below.</p> + +<p>Deacon Williams, small, quick, with sunny blue-gray eyes belying the +gloomy curve of his mouth, was everywhere; arranging for bearers, +selecting hymns, conferring with the family, keeping abstracted old +women off the seats reserved for the mourners, and maintaining an +anxious lookout for the minister.</p> + +<p>The Deacon was a distant relative of the dead man, and it was generally +admitted that he "would have a time of it" in administering upon the +estate.</p> + +<p>At last the word was whispered about that the Elder was coming. Word was +sent to the smoke-house and to the haystack to call the stragglers in. +They came slowly, and finding the rooms all filled considered themselves +absolved from a disagreeable duty, and went back to the sunny side of +the haystack, where they smoked their pipes in ruminative enjoyment.</p> + +<p>The Elder, upon entering, took his place beside the coffin, the foot of +which he used for a pulpit on which to lay his Bible and his hymn-book. +A noise of whispering, rustling, scraping of feet arose as some old men<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">207</a></span> +crowded in among the women, and then the room became silent.</p> + +<p>The Elder took his seat and glanced round upon them all with solemn +unrecognizing severity, while the mourners came down the creaking pine +stairway in proper order of procedure.</p> + +<p>Everybody noticed the luxury of new dresses on the nieces and the new +suits on the children. Everybody knew the feeling which led to these +extravagances. Death, after all, was a majestic visitor, and money was +not to stand in the way of a decent showing. Some of the girls smiled +slyly at Isaac's gloves, which were too small and would go only halfway +on, a fact he tried to conceal by keeping his hands folded. Each boy was +provided with a large new stiff cotton handkerchief, which occupied +immense space in outside pockets, crumpled as they were into a rustling +ball with cruel salient angles like a Chinese puzzle.</p> + +<p>The Elder had attended two funerals that week, and like a jaded actor +came lamely to his work. His prayer was not entirely satisfactory to the +older people, they had expected a "little more power."</p> + +<p>He was a thin-faced man, with weak brown eyes and a mouth like a gopher, +that is, with very prominent upper teeth. His black coat was worn and +shiny, and hung limply, as if at some other period he had been fatter, +or as if it had belonged to some other man.</p> + +<p>The choir with instinctive skill had selected a wailing hymn, only +slightly higher in development than the chant of the Indians, sweet, +plaintive at times, barbaric in its<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">208</a></span> moving cadences. They sang it well, +in meditative march, looking out of the windows during its interminable +length.</p> + +<p>Then the Elder read some passages of the Scripture in his "funeral +voice," which was entirely different from his "marriage voice" and his +"Sunday voice." It had deep cadences in it and chanting inflections, not +unlike the negro preachers or the keeners at Irish wakes.</p> + +<p>Then he gave out the hymn, which all joined in singing, rising to their +feet with much trouble. After they had settled down again he took out a +large carefully ironed handkerchief and laid it on the coffin as who +should say, "If you have tears, prepare to shed them now."</p> + +<p>The absurdity of all this did not appear to his listeners, though they +well knew he cared very little about the dead man, who was a very +retiring person.</p> + +<p>The Elder on his part understood that his audience was before him for +the pleasure of weeping, for the delight of seeing agonized faces and +hearing wild grief-laden wailing. They were there to feel the delicious +creeping thrill of horror and fear, roused by the presence of the corpse +and the near shadow of the hovering angel of death.</p> + +<p>The Elder led off by some purely perfunctory remarks about the deceased, +about his kindness, and his honesty. This caused the nieces to wipe away +a sparse tear or two, and he was encouraged as if by slight applause. He +developed as usual the idea that in the midst of life we are in death, +that no man can tell when his time<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">209</a></span> will come. He told two or three +grewsome stories of sudden death. His voice now rose in a wild chant now +sank to a hoarse whisper.</p> + +<p>The blowing of noses, low sobbings, and fervent amens from the old men +thickened encouragingly, and he entered upon more impassioned flights. +His voice, naturally sonorous, deepened in powerful song till the men +seated comfortably on their haunches out by the haystack could plainly +hear his words. "Oh, my brethren, what will you do in that last day?"</p> + +<p>Sarah's boys, without in the least understanding what it all meant, +began to weep also and to use their handkerchiefs, so smooth and shining +they were useless as so much legal-cap writing paper.</p> + +<p>Their misery would have been enhanced had they known that out in the +wagon-shed under cover of the Elder's voice the other boys were having a +game of mummelly peg in the warm, dry ground. Their fresh young souls +laughed at death as the early robins out in the hedge near by defied the +winds of March.</p> + +<p>Having harrowed the poor sensation-loving souls as thoroughly as could +be desired, the Elder began the process of "letting them down easy." He +remembered that the Lord was merciful; that the deceased could approach +him with confidence; that there was a life beyond the tomb, a life of +eternal rest (the allurement of all hard-working humanity).</p> + +<p>Slowly the snuffling and sobbing ceased, the handkerchiefs took longer +and longer intervals of rest, and when in conclusion the preacher said, +"Let us pray," the old<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">210</a></span> men looked at each other with fervent +satisfaction. "It's been a blessed time—a blessed time!"</p> + +<p>The pretty girl who sang the soprano looked very interesting with her +wet eyelashes, the tears stopped halfway in their course down her +rounded cheek. The closing hymn promised endless peace and rest, but was +voiced in the same tragic and hopeless music with which the service +opened.</p> + +<p>Deacon Williams came out to say, "All parties desiring to view the +<i>remains</i>, will now have an opportunity." He had the hospitable tone of +a host inviting his guests in to dinner.</p> + +<p>Viewing the remains was considered a religious duty, and the men from +outside, and even the boys from behind the smoke-house, felt constrained +to come in and pass in shuddering horror before the still face whose +breath did not dim the glass above it. Most of them hurried by the box +with only a swift side glance down at the strange thing within.</p> + +<p>Then the bearers lifted the coffin and slipped it into the +platform-spring wagon, which was backed up to the door. The other teams +loaded up, and the procession moved off, down the perilously muddy road +toward the village burying-ground.</p> + +<p>In this way was John Williams, a hard-working, honorable Welshman, +buried. His death furnished forth a sombre, dramatic entertainment such +as he himself had ceremoniously attended many times. The funeral +trotters whom he had seen at every funeral in the valley were now in at +his death, and would be at each other's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">211</a></span> death, until the black and +yellow earth claimed them all.</p> + +<p>A ceremony almost as interesting to the gossips as the burial was the +reading of the will, to which only the family were invited. After the +return of Emma, her husband, and Sarah from the cemetery, Deacon +Williams read the dead man's bequests, seated in the best room, which +was still littered with chairs and damp with mud.</p> + +<p>The will was simple and not a surprise to any one. It gave equal +division of all the property to the nieces.</p> + +<p>"Well, now, when'll we have the settlement?" asked the Deacon.</p> + +<p>"Just's you say, Deacon," said Emma, meekly.</p> + +<p>"Suit yourself," said Harkey; "only it 'ad better come soon. Sooner the +better—seedin's coming on."</p> + +<p>"Well, to-morrow is Friday, why not Saturday?"</p> + +<p>"All right, Saturday." All agreed.</p> + +<p>As Harkey drove off down the road he said to his wife: "The sooner we +have it, the fewer things 'll git carried off. The Deacon don't favor me +none, and Bill Gray is sweet on Serry, and he'll bear watchin'."</p> + +<p>The Deacon on his part took his chin in his fist and looked after +Harkey. "Seemed a little bit anxious, 'cordin' to <i>my</i> notion," he said, +with a smile.</p> + +<h4>II</h4> + +<p>Saturday was deliciously warm and springlike, the hens woke in the early +dawn with a jocund note in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">212</a></span> their throats, and the young cattle frisked +about the barn-yard, moved to action by the electrical influences of the +south wind.</p> + +<p>"Clear as a bell overhead," Deacon Williams said.</p> + +<p>But Jack Dunlap, Sarah's hand, said, "Nobody travels that way."</p> + +<p>Long before dawn the noise of the melting water could be heard running +with musical tinkle under the ice. The ponds crashed and boomed in long +reverberating explosions, as the sinking water heaved it up and let it +fall with crackling roar; flights of ducks flashed over, cackling +breathlessly as they scurried straight into the north.</p> + +<p>Deacon and Sarah arrived early and took possession, for Sarah was to +have the eighty which included the house. They were busy getting things +ready for the partition. The Deacon, assisted by Jack, the hired man, +was busy hauling the machinery out of the shed into the open air, while +Sarah and a couple of neighbors' girls, with skirts tucked up and towels +on their heads, were scouring up pots and pans and dusting furniture in +the kitchen.</p> + +<p>The girls, strong and handsome in their unsapped animal vigor, enjoyed +the innocent display of their bare arms and petticoats.</p> + +<p>People from Sand Lake passing by wondered what was going on. Gideon +Turner had the courage to pull up and call out, for the satisfaction of +his wife:—</p> + +<p>"What's going on here this fine morning?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, we're goin' to settle up the estate!" said Sarah. "Why! how de do, +Mrs. Turner?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">213</a></span></p> + +<p>"W'y, it's you, is it, Serry?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; it's me,—what they is left of me. I been here sence six o'clock. +I'm getting things ready for the division. Deacon Williams is the +ex-e<i>cu</i>tor, you know."</p> + +<p>"Aha! Less see, you divide equally, I hear."</p> + +<p>"Near's we can get at it. Uncle left me the house eighty, and the valley +eighty to Emmy. Deacon's goin' to parcel out the belongin's."</p> + +<p>Turner looked sly. "How'd Harkey feel?"</p> + +<p>Sarah smiled. "I don't know and care less. He'll make trouble if he can, +but I don't see how he can. He agreed to have the Deacon do the +dividin', and he'll have to stand by it so far as I can see."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Turner looked dubious. "Well, you know Ike Harkey. He looks as +though sugar wouldn't melt in his mouth, but I tell you I'd hate to have +dealin's with him."</p> + +<p>Turner broke in: "Well, we must be movin'. I s'pose you'll move right +in?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Just as soon's as this thing's settled."</p> + +<p>"Well, good-by. Come up."</p> + +<p>"You come down."</p> + +<p>Sarah was a heavy, good-natured woman, a widow with "a raft of +children." Probably for that reason her uncle had left her the house, +which was large and comfortable. As she stood looking down the road, one +of the girls came out to the gate. She was a plump, strong creature, a +neighbor's girl who had volunteered to help.</p> + +<p>"Anybody coming?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">214</a></span></p> + +<p>"Yes. I guess—no, it's going the other way. Ain't it a nice day?"</p> + +<p>That was as far as she could carry the utterance of her feeling, but all +the morning she had felt the wonderful power of the air. The sun had +risen incredibly warm. The wind was in the south, and the crackling, +booming roar of ice in the ponds and along the river was like winter +letting go its iron grip upon the land. Even the old cows shook their +horns, and made comical attempts to frisk with the yearlings. Sarah knew +it was foolish, but she felt like a girl that morning—and Bill was +coming up the road.</p> + +<p>In the midst of the joy of the spring day stood the house, desolate and +empty, out of which its owner had been carried to a bed in the cold, +clinging clay of the little burying-ground.</p> + +<p>The girls and Sarah worked swiftly, brushing, cleaning, setting aside, +giving little thought to even the beauty of the morning, which entered +their blood unconsciously.</p> + +<p>"Well, how goes it?" asked a quick, jovial voice.</p> + +<p>The girls gave screams of affected fright.</p> + +<p>"Why, Deacon! You nearly scared the life out of us."</p> + +<p>Deacon Williams was always gallant.</p> + +<p>"I didn't know I was given to scaring the ladies," he said. "Well, who's +here?"</p> + +<p>"Nobody but us so far."</p> + +<p>"Hain't seen nothing o' Harkey?"</p> + +<p>"Not a thing. He sent word he'd be on hand, though."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">215</a></span></p> + +<p>"M—, well, we've got the machinery invoiced. Guess I'll look around and +kind o' get the household things in my mind's eye," said the Deacon, +taking on the air of a public functionary.</p> + +<p>"All right. We'll have everything ready here in a few minutes."</p> + +<p>They returned to work, dusting and scrubbing. The girls with their +banter put death into the background as an obscure and infrequent +incident of old age.</p> + +<p>Sarah again studied the road down the Coolly.</p> + +<p>"Well there! I see a team coming up the Coolly now; wonder if it's +Emmy."</p> + +<p>"Looks more like Bill Gray's team," said one of the girls, looking slyly +at Sarah, who grew very red.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you're too sharp, ain't you?"</p> + +<p>It was perfectly ridiculous (to the young people) to see these +middle-aged lovers courting like sixteen-year-olds, and they had no +mercy on either Bill or Sarah.</p> + +<p>Bill drove up in leisurely way, his horses steaming, his wagon-wheels +loaded with mud. Mrs. Gray was with him, her jolly face shining like the +morning sun.</p> + +<p>"Hello, folkses, are you all here?"</p> + +<p>"Good morning, Mrs. Gray," said the Deacon, approaching to help her out. +"Hello, Bill, nice morning."</p> + +<p>Bill looked at Sarah for a moment. "Bully good," he said, leaving his +mother to scramble down the wagon-wheel alone—at least so far as he was +concerned, but the Deacon stood below courageously.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gray cried out in her loud good humor: "Look out, Deacon, don't git +too near me—if I should fall on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">216</a></span> you there wouldn't be a grease spot +left. <i>There!</i> I'm all right now," she said, having reached ground +without accident. She shook her dress and looked briskly around. "Wal, +what you done, anyway? Emmy's folks come yet?"</p> + +<p>"No, but I guess that's them comin' now. I hope Ike won't come, though."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gray stared at the Deacon. "Why not?"</p> + +<p>"Well, he's just sure to make a fuss," said Jack, "he's so afraid he +won't get his share."</p> + +<p>Bill chewed on a straw and looked at Sarah abstractedly.</p> + +<p>"Well, what's t' be done?" inquired Mrs. Gray, after a pause.</p> + +<p>"Can't do much till Emmy gets here," said Sarah.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I guess we can. Bill, you put out y'r team, we won't get away 'fore +dinner."</p> + +<p>The men drove off to the barn, leaving the women to pick their way on +chips and strips of board laid in the mud, to the safety of the +chip-pile, and thence to the kitchen, which was desolately littered with +utensils.</p> + +<p>Deacon assumed command with the same alertness, and with the same sunny +gleam in his eye, with which he directed the funeral a few days before.</p> + +<p>"Now, Bill, put out your team and help Jack and me pen them hogs. Women +folks 'll git things ready here."</p> + +<p>Emma came at last, driven by Harkey's brother and his hired man. They +were both brawny fellows, rude and irritable, and the Deacon lifted his +eyebrows and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">217</a></span> whistled when he saw them drive in with a lumber wagon.</p> + +<p>The women swarmed out to greet Emma, who was a thin, irritable, feeble +woman.</p> + +<p>"Better late than never. Where's Ike?" inquired Mrs. Gray.</p> + +<p>"Well, he—couldn't git away very well—he's got t' clean up some +seed-oats," she answered nervously. After the men drove off, however, +she added: "He thought he hadn't ought to come; he didn't want to cause +no aidgewise feelin's, so he thought he hadn't better come—he'd just +leave it to you, Deacon."</p> + +<p>The Deacon said, "All right, all right! We'll fix it up!" but he didn't +feel so sure of it after that, though he set to work bravely.</p> + +<p>The sun, growing warmer, fell with pleasant gleam around the kitchen +door and around the chip-pile where the hens were burrowing. The men +worked in their shirt-sleeves.</p> + +<p>"Well, now, we'll share the furniture an' stuff next," said the Deacon, +looking around upon his little interested semicircle of spectators. +"Now, put Emmy's things over there and Serry's things over here. I'll +call 'em off, and, if they's no objection, you girls can pass 'em over."</p> + +<p>He cleared his throat and began in the voice of one in authority:—</p> + +<p>"Thirteen pans, six to Emmy, seven to Serry;" then hastened to add: +"I'll balance that by giving the biggest of the two kittles to Emmy. +Rollin' pin and cake board to Serry, two flat-irons to Emmy, small tub +to Emmy,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">218</a></span> large one to Serry, balanced by the tin water pail. Dozen +clo'se-pins; half an' half, six o' one, half-dozen t'other," he said +with a smile at his own joke, while the others actively placed the +articles in separate piles.</p> + +<p>"Stove to Serry, because she has the house, bureau to Emmy."</p> + +<p>At this point Mrs. Gray said, "I guess that ain't quite even, Deacon; +the bureau ain't worth much."</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, no, that's all right! Let her have it," Emma protested +nervously.</p> + +<p>"Give her an extry tick, anyway," said Sarah, not to be outdone in +magnanimity.</p> + +<p>"Settle that between ye," said the Deacon.</p> + +<p>He warmed to his work now, and towels, pans, crockery, brooms, mirrors, +pillows, and bedticks were rapidly set aside in two groups on the soft +soil. The poverty of the home could best be seen in the display of its +pitiful furniture.</p> + +<p>The two nieces looked on impassively, standing side by side. The men +came to move the bureau and other heavy things and looked on, while the +lighter things were being handed over by Mrs. Gray and the girls.</p> + +<p>At noon they sat down in the empty kitchen and ate a cold snack—at +least, the women took seats, the men stood around and lunched on hunks +of boiled beef and slices of bread. There was an air of constraint upon +the male portion of the party not shared by Mrs. Gray and the girls.</p> + +<p>"Well, that settles things in the house," beamed the Deacon as he came +out with the women trailing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">219</a></span> behind him; "an' now in about two jerks of +a dead lamb's tail, we'll git at the things out in the barn."</p> + +<p>"Wal, we don't know much about machines and things, but I guess we'd +better go out and keep you men from fightin'," said Mrs. Gray, shaking +with fun; "Ike didn't come because he didn't want to make any trouble, +but I guess he might just as well 'a' come as send two such critters as +Jim 'n' Hank."</p> + +<p>The women laughed at her frankness, and in very good humor they all went +out to the barn-yard.</p> + +<p>"Now, these things can't be laid out fast as I call 'em off, but we'll +do the best we can."</p> + +<p>"Let's try the stawk first," said Jim.</p> + +<p>The women stood around with shawls pinned over their heads while the +division of the stock went forward. The young men came often within +chaffing distance of the girls.</p> + +<p>There were nine shotes nearly of a size, and the Deacon said, "I'll give +Serry the odd shote."</p> + +<p>"Why so?" asked Jim Harkey, a sullen-faced man of thirty.</p> + +<p>"Because a shote is hard to carry off and I can balance—"</p> + +<p>"Well, I guess you can balance f'r Em 'bout as well as f'r Serry."</p> + +<p>The Deacon was willing to yield a point. "Any objection, Bill? If not, +why—"</p> + +<p>"Nope, let her go," said Bill.</p> + +<p>"What 'ave <i>you</i> got to say 'bout it?" asked Jim, insolently.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">220</a></span></p> + +<p>Bill turned his slow bulk. "I guess I've a good 'eal to say—haven't I, +Serry?"</p> + +<p>Sarah reddened, but stood beside him bravely. "I guess you have, Bill, +about as much as <i>I</i> have." There was a moment of dramatic tension and +the girls tingled with sympathy.</p> + +<p>"Let 'er go," said Bill, splitting a straw with his knife. He had not +proposed to Sarah before and he felt an unusual exaltation to think it +came so easy after all.</p> + +<p>When they reached the cattle, Jim objected to striking a balance with a +"farrer cow," and threw the Deacon's nice calculation all out of joint.</p> + +<p>"Let it go, Jim," pleaded Emma.</p> + +<p>"I won't do it," Ike said—"I mean I know he don't want no farrer cow, +he's got two now."</p> + +<p>The Deacon was a little nettled. "I guess that's going to stand," he +said sharply.</p> + +<p>Jim swore a little but gave in, and came back with an access of ill +humor on a division of the horses.</p> + +<p>"But I've give you the four heavy horses to balance the four others and +the two-year-old," said the Deacon.</p> + +<p>"I'll be damned if I stand that," said Jim.</p> + +<p>"I guess you'll have to," said the Deacon.</p> + +<p>Emma pleaded, "Let it go, Jim, don't make a fuss."</p> + +<p>Jim raged on, "I'll be cawn-demmed if I'll stand it. I don't—Ike don't +want them spavined old crows; they're all ring-boned and got the +heaves." His long repressed ill-nature broke out.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">221</a></span></p> + +<p>"Toh, toh!" said the Deacon, "Don't kick over the traces now. We'll fix +it up some way."</p> + +<p>Emma tried to stop Jim, but he shook her off and continued to walk back +and forth behind the horses munching on quietly, unconscious of any +dispute about their value.</p> + +<p>Bill sat on the oat box in his hulking way, his heels thumping a tune, +his small gray eyes watching the angry man.</p> + +<p>"Don't make a darn fool of yourself," he said placidly.</p> + +<p>Jim turned, glad of the chance for a row, "You better keep out of this."</p> + +<p>Bill continued to thump, the palms of his big hands resting on the edge +of the box. "I'm in it," he said conclusively.</p> + +<p>"Well, you git out of it! I ain't goin' to be bulldozed—that ain't what +I come here for."</p> + +<p>"No, I see it ain't," said Bill. "If you're after a row you can have it +right here. You won't find a better place."</p> + +<p>"There, there," urged the Deacon. "What's the use? Keep cool and don't +tear your shirts."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gray went up to Jim and took him by the arm. "You need a good +spankin' to make you good-natured," she said. "I think the Deacon has +done first rate, and you ought 'o—"</p> + +<p>"Let go o' me," he snarled, raising his hand as if to strike her.</p> + +<p>Bill's big boot lunged out, catching Harkey in the ribs,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">222</a></span> and if the +Deacon had not sprung to his assistance Jim would have been trampled to +pieces by the scared horse under whose feet he found himself. He was +wild with dizzy, breathless rage.</p> + +<p>"Who hit me?" he demanded.</p> + +<p>Bill's shapeless hulk straightened up and stood beside him as if his +pink flesh had suddenly turned to oak. Out of his fat cheeks his gray +eyes glared.</p> + +<p>"I did. Want another?"</p> + +<p>The Deacon and Jack came between and prevented the encounter which would +have immediately followed. Bill went on:—</p> + +<p>"They cain't no man lay a hand on my mother and live long after it." He +was thoroughly awake now. There was no slouch to his action at that +moment, and Jim was secretly pleased to have the encounter go by.</p> + +<p>"You come here for a fuss and you can have it, both of you," Bill went +on in unusual eloquence. "Deacon's tried to do the square thing, Emmy's +tried to do the square thing, and Serry's kep' quiet, but you've been +sour and ugly the whole time, and now it's goin' to stop."</p> + +<p>"This ain't the last of this thing," said Jim.</p> + +<p>"You never'll have a better time," said Bill.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gray and the Deacon turned in now to quiet Bill, and the settlement +went on. Jim kept close watch on the proceedings, and muttered his +dissent to his friends, but was careful not to provoke Bill further.</p> + +<p>In dividing the harnesses they came upon a cow-bell hanging on a nail. +The Deacon jingled it as he passed.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">223</a></span> "Goes with the bell-cow," he said, +and nothing further was said of it. Jim apparently did not consider it +worth quarrelling about.</p> + +<p>At last the work was done, a terribly hard day's work. The machines and +utensils were piled in separate places, the cattle separated, and the +grain measured. As they were about to leave, the Deacon said finally:—</p> + +<p>"If there's any complaint to make, let's have it right now. I want this +settlement to <i>be</i> a settlement. Is everybody satisfied?"</p> + +<p>"I am," said Emmy. "Ain't you, Serry?"</p> + +<p>"Why, of course," said Sarah, who was a little slower of speech. "I +think the Deacon has done first rate. I ain't a word of fault to find, +have you, Bill?"</p> + +<p>"Nope, not an ioty," said Bill, readily.</p> + +<p>Jim did not agree in so many words, but, as he said nothing, the Deacon +ended:—</p> + +<p>"Well, that settles it. It ain't goin' to rain, so you can leave these +things right here till Monday. I guess I'll be gettin' out for home. +Good evening, everybody."</p> + +<p>Emma drove away down the road with Jim, but Sarah remained to straighten +up the house. Harkey's hired hand went home with Dade Walker who +considered that walk the pleasant finish to a very interesting day's +work. She sympathized for the time with the Harkey faction.</p> + +<p>Sunday forenoon, when Bill and Sarah drove up to the farm to put things +in order in the house, they found Ike Harkey walking around with that +queer side glance<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">224</a></span> he had, studying the piles of furniture, and mentally +weighing the pigs.</p> + +<p>He greeted them smoothly: "Yes, yes, I'm <i>purr</i>fickly satisfied, +<i>purr</i>fickly! Not a word to say—better'n I expected," he added.</p> + +<p>Bill was not quite keen enough to perceive the insult which lay in that +final clause, and Sarah dared not inform him for fear of trouble.</p> + +<p>As Harkey drove away, however, Bill had a dim feeling of dissatisfaction +with him.</p> + +<p>"He's too gol-dang polite, that feller is; I don't like such +butter-mouth chaps—they'd steal the cents off'n a dead nigger's eyes."</p> + +<h4>III</h4> + +<p>The second Sunday after the partition of goods the entire Coolly turned +out to church in spite of the muddy road. The men, after driving up to +the door of the little white church and helping the women to alight, +drove out to the sheds along the fence and gathered in knots beside +their wagons in the warm spring sun. It was very pleasant there, and the +men leaned with relaxed muscles upon the wagon-wheels, or sat on the +fence with jack-knives in hand. The horses, weary with six days seeding, +slept with closed eyes and drooping lips. Generally the talk was upon +spring work, each man bragging of the number of acres he had sown during +the week, but this morning the talk was all about the division which had +come between the nieces of "deceased Williams." They discussed it slowly +as one might eat<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">225</a></span> a choice pudding in order to extract the flavor from +each spoonful.</p> + +<p>"What is it all about, anyhow?" asked Jim Cranby. "I ain't heard nothing +about it." He had stood in open-mouthed perplexity trying to catch a +clew. Coming late, he found it baffling.</p> + +<p>"That shows where he lives; a man might as well live in a well as up in +Molasses Gap," said one of the younger men, pointing up to the Coolly. +"Why, Ike Harkey is kicking about the six shotes the Deacon put off on +him."</p> + +<p>"No, it wasn't the shotes, it was a farrer cow," put in Clint Stone.</p> + +<p>"Well, <i>I</i> heard it was a shote."</p> + +<p>"So did I," said another.</p> + +<p>"Well, Bill Gray told Jinks Ike had stole a cow-bell that belonged to +the black farrer cow," said another late comer.</p> + +<p>"Stole a cow-bell," and they all drew closer together. This was really +worth while!</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir; Jinks told me he heard Bill say so yesterday. That's the way +I heard it."</p> + +<p>"Well, I'll be cussed, if that ain't small business for Ike Harkey!"</p> + +<p>"How did it happen?" asked Cranby, with sharpened appetite.</p> + +<p>"Well, I didn't hear no p'rtic'lars, but it seems the bell was hangin' +on a peg in the barn, and when they got home from church it was gone, +hide an' hair. Bill is dead sure Ike took it."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">226</a></span></p> + +<p>"Say, there'll be fun over that yet, won't they," said one of the +fellows, with a grin.</p> + +<p>"Well, Ike better keep out of Bill's way, that's all."</p> + +<p>"Well—I ain't takin' sides. Some young'un may have took it."</p> + +<p>"Well, let's go in, boys; I see the Elder's come. By gum, there's +Harkey!" They all looked toward Harkey, who had just driven up to the +door.</p> + +<p>Harkey came into church holding his smooth, serious face a little one +side, in his usual way, quiet and dignified, as if he were living up to +his Sunday suit of clothes. He seemed to be unconscious of the attitude +in which he stood toward most of his neighbors.</p> + +<p>Bill and Sarah were not present, and that gave additional color to the +story of trouble between the sisters.</p> + +<p>After the sermon Deacon Harkey led the Sunday School, and the critics of +his action were impressed more than usual with his smooth and quiet +utterance. Emma seemed more than ordinarily worn and dispirited.</p> + +<p>It was perfectly natural that Mrs. Gray should be the last person to +know of the division which had slowly set in between the two sisters and +their factions. Charitable and guileless herself, it was difficult for +her to conceive of slander and envy.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, a division had come about, slowly, but decisively. The +entire Coolly was involved in the discussion before Mrs. Gray gave it +any serious attention, but one day, when Sarah came in upon her and +poured out a mingled flood of sorrow and invective, the good soul was +aghast.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">227</a></span></p> + +<p>"Well, well, I swan! There, there! I wouldn't make so much fuss over +it!" she said, stripping her hands out of the biscuit dough in order to +go over and pat Sarah on the shoulder. "After all that to-do gettin' +settled, seems 's if you ought 'o <i>stay</i> settled. Good land! It ain't +anything to have a fuss over, anyway!"</p> + +<p>"But it is <i>our</i> cow-bell. It belonged on the black farrer cow, that Jim +turned his nose up at, and he sneaked around and got it just to spite +us."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I guess not," she replied incredulously.</p> + +<p>"Well, he did; and Emmy put him up to it, and I know she did," said +Sarah in a lamentable voice.</p> + +<p>"Sary Ann," said Mrs. Gray, as sharply as any one ever heard her speak, +"that's a pretty way to talk about your sister, ain't it?"</p> + +<p>"Well, Mrs. Jim Harkey said—"</p> + +<p>"You never mind what Mrs. Jim Harkey said; she's a <i>snoop</i> and everybody +knows it."</p> + +<p>"But she wouldn't tell that, if it weren't so."</p> + +<p>"Well, I tell you, I wouldn't pay no attention to what she said, and I +wouldn't make such a fuss over an old cow-bell, anyway."</p> + +<p>"But the cow-bell is only the starting point; she ain't been near the +house since, and she says all kinds of mean, nasty things about us."</p> + +<p>"All comes through Mrs. Jim, I suppose," said Mrs. Gray, with some +sarcasm.</p> + +<p>"No, it don't. She told Dade Walker that I got all the biggest +flat-irons, when she knows I offered her the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">228</a></span> bureau. I did everything I +could to make her feel satisfied."</p> + +<p>"I know you did, and now you must just keep cool till I see Emmy +myself."</p> + +<p>When Mrs. Gray started out on her mission of pacification, she found it +to be entirely out of her control. The Coolly was actively partisan. One +party stood by the Harkeys, and another took Sarah's part, while the +<i>tertium quid</i> said it was "all darn foolishness."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gray was appalled at the state of affairs, but struggled to +maintain a neutral position. In May, when Bill and Sarah were married, +things had reached such a stage that Emma was not invited to the wedding +supper. Nothing could have cut deeper than this neglect, and thereafter +adherents of the third remove declined to speak when passing; some even +refused to nod. The Harkey faction also condemned the early marriage of +Bill and Sarah as unseemly.</p> + +<p>Soon after, Emma came again to see Mrs. Gray, salty with tears, and +crushed with the slight Sarah had put upon her. She was a plain pale +woman, anyway, and weeping made her pitiable. She explained the +situation with her head on Mrs. Gray's lap:—</p> + +<p>"She never has been to see me since that day, and—but I hoped she'd +come and see me, but she never sent me any invitation to her wedding." +She choked with sobs at the memory of it.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gray realized the enormity of the offence, and she could only put +her arms around Emma's back and say, "There, there, I wouldn't take on +so about it." As<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">229</a></span> a matter of fact, she had striven to have Bill send an +invitation to his brother-in-law, but Bill was inflexible on that point. +With the sound of the stolen cow-bell ringing in his ears, he could not +bring himself to ask Ike Harkey into his house.</p> + +<p>After Emma grew a little calmer, Mrs. Gray tried again to bridge the +chasm. "Now, I just believe if you would go to Sarah—"</p> + +<p>"I can't do that! She'd slam the door in my face. Jim's wife says Sarah +said I shouldn't pick a single currant out of the garden this year!"</p> + +<p>"I don't go much on what Jim's wife says," put in Mrs. Gray, guardedly. +She had begun to feel that Jim's wife was the main disturbing element.</p> + +<p>The sisters really suffered from their separation. They had been so used +to running in at all times of the day that each missed the other +wofully. It had been their habit whenever they needed each other to help +cook, or cut a dress, to hang a cloth out of the chamber window, a sign +which was sure to bring help post-haste; but now nothing would induce +either of them to make the first concession.</p> + +<p>Two or three times when Emma, feeling especially lonely, was on the +point of hanging out the signal, she was prevented by the thought of +some cruel message Mrs. Jim had brought. Jim lived on Ike's farm in a +small house that had been Emma's first home, and Mrs. Jim was almost as +much in her house as in her own. She had no children, and was a +mischief-maker, not so much from ill will as from a love of dramatic +situations;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">230</a></span> it was her life, this dramatic play of loves and hates +among her friends and neighbors.</p> + +<p>Emma feared her husband, too; he was so self-contained, and so +inexorably moral, at least in appearance. He sweetly said he bore no ill +will toward the Grays, but he must insist that his wife should not visit +them until they apologized. He took the matter very serenely, however.</p> + +<p>The sound of the cow-bell was a constant daily irritation to Bill; he +was slow to wrath, but the bell seemed to rasp on his tenderest nerve; +it had a curiously exultant sound heard in the early morning—it seemed +to voice Harkey's triumph. Bill's friends were astonished at the change +in him. He grew dark and thunderous with wrath whenever Harkey's name +was mentioned.</p> + +<p>One day Ike's cattle broke out of the pasture into Bill's young oats, +and though Ike hurried after them, it seemed to Bill he might have got +them out a little quicker than he did. He said nothing then, however, +but when a few days later they broke in again, he went over there in +very bad humor.</p> + +<p>"I want this thing stopped," he said.</p> + +<p>Ike was mending the fence. He smiled in his sweet way, and said +smoothly, "I'm sorry, but when they once git a taste of grain it's +pretty hard to keep 'em—"</p> + +<p>"Well, there ought to be a new fence here," said Bill. "That fence is as +rotten as a pumpkin."</p> + +<p>"I s'pose they had; yes, sir, that's so," Harkey assented quickly. "I'm +ready to build my half, you know," he said, "any time—any time you +are."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">231</a></span></p> + +<p>"Well, I'll build mine to-morrow," said Bill. "I can't have your cattle +pasturing on my oats."</p> + +<p>"All right, all right. I'll have mine done as quick as yourn."</p> + +<p>"Well, see't you do; I don't want my grain all tramped into the ground +and I ain't a-goin' to have it."</p> + +<p>Harkey hastily gathered up his tools, saying, "Yes, yes, all right."</p> + +<p>"You might send home that cow-bell of mine while you're about it," Bill +called after him, but Harkey did not reply or turn around.</p> + +<h4>IV</h4> + +<p>The line fence ran up the bluff toward the summit of the ridge to the +east. On each side it was set with smooth green slopes of pasture and +pleasant squares of wheat, until it reached the woods and ran under the +oaks and walnuts and birches to the cliffs of lichen-spotted stone which +topped the summit.</p> + +<p>Bill walked the full length of the fence to see how much of the old +material could be used. He recognized the bell on one of Harkey's +cattle, and he grew wrathful at the sight of another cow peacefully +gnawing the fresh, green grass, with the bell, which belonged to the +black cow, on her neck.</p> + +<p>It was mid-spring. Everywhere was the vivid green of the Wisconsin +landscape; the slopes were like carefully tended lawns, without stumps +or stones; the groves rose up the hills, pink and gray and green in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">232</a></span> +softly rounded billows of cherry bloom and tender oak and elm foliage. +Here and there under the forest tender plants and flowers had sprung up, +slender and succulent like all productions of a rich and shadowed soil.</p> + +<p>Early the next morning Bill and his two hands began to work in the +meadow, working toward the ridge; Harkey and his brother and their hands +began at the ridge and worked down toward the meadow; each party could +hear the axes of the other ringing in the still, beautiful spring air.</p> + +<p>Bill's hired hand, on his way to the spring about the middle of the +forenoon, met Jim Harkey, who said wickedly in answer to a jocular +greeting:—</p> + +<p>"Don't give me none of your lip now; we'll break your necks for two +cents."</p> + +<p>The hand came to Bill with the story. "Bill, they're on the fight."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I guess not."</p> + +<p>"Well, they be. We better not run up against them to-day if we don't +want trouble."</p> + +<p>"Well, I ain't goin' to dodge 'em," said Bill; "I ain't in that +business; if they want fight, we'll accommodate 'em with the best we've +got in the shop."</p> + +<p>At noon, Harkey's gang went to dinner a little earlier, and, as they +came down the path quite near, Jim said with a sneer:—</p> + +<p>"You managed to git the easiest half of the fence, didn't yeh?"</p> + +<p>"We took the half that belongs to us," said Bill. "<i>We</i> don't take what +don't belong to us."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">233</a></span></p> + +<p>"Cow-bells, for instance," put in Bill's hired hand, with a provoking +intonation.</p> + +<p>Jim stopped and his face twisted with rage; Ike paused a little farther +on down the path. Jim came closer.</p> + +<p>"Say, I know what you're driving at and you're a liar, and for a leather +cent I'd lick you like hell!"</p> + +<p>"You can't do it. You don't weigh enough."</p> + +<p>"Oh, shut up, Jack," called Bill. "Go about y'r business," he said to +Jim, "or I'll take a hand."</p> + +<p>Jim's face flamed into a wild wrath. His lips lifted at the corners like +a wolf's as he leaped the fence with a wild spring and lunged against +Bill's breast. The larger man went down, but his great arms closed about +his assailant's neck with a bear-like grip. Jim could neither rise nor +strike; with a fury no animal could equal he pressed his hands upon +Bill's throat and thrust his elbow into his mouth in the attempt to +strangle him. He meant murder.</p> + +<p>Jack faced the other men, who came running up. Ike seized a stake, and +was about to leap over, when Jack raised an axe in the air.</p> + +<p>"Stand off!" he yelled, and his voice rang through the woods; he noticed +how harsh and wild it sounded in the silence. He heard a grunting sound, +and gave one glance at the two men writhing amid the ferns silent as +grappling bull-dogs.</p> + +<p>Bill had fallen in the brake and seemed wedged in. At last there came +into his heart a terrible shiver, a blind desperation that uncoiled all +the strength in his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">234</a></span> great bulk. Then he seemed to bound from the +ground, as he twisted the other man under him, and shook himself free.</p> + +<p>He dragged one great maul of a fist free and drove it at the face +beneath him. Jim saw it coming and turned his head. The blow fell on his +neck and his carnivorous grin smoothed out as if sleep had suddenly +fallen upon him. He drew a long, shuddering breath, his muscles +quivered, and his clenched hands fell open.</p> + +<p>Bill rose upon his knees and looked at him. A deep awe fell upon him. In +the pause he heard the robins rioting from the trees in the lower +valley, and the woodpecker cried resoundingly.</p> + +<p>"You've killed him!" cried Ike, as he climbed hastily over the fence.</p> + +<p>Bill did not reply. The men faced each other in solemn silence, all wish +for murder going out of their hearts. The sobbing cry of the mourning +dove, which they had been hearing all day, suddenly assumed new meaning.</p> + +<p>"<i>Ah, woe, woe is me!</i>" it cried.</p> + +<p>"Bring water!" shouted Ike, kneeling beside his brother.</p> + +<p>Bill knelt there with him, while the rest dashed water upon Jim's face.</p> + +<p>At last he began to breathe like a fretful, waking child, and looking up +into the scared faces above him, motioned the water away from him. The +angry look came back into his face, but it was mixed with perplexity.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">235</a></span></p> + +<p>He touched his hand to his face and brought it down covered with blood. +"How much am I hurt?" he said fiercely.</p> + +<p>"Oh, nothing much," Ike hastened to say; "it's just a scratch."</p> + +<p>Jim struggled to his elbow and looked around him. It all seemed to come +back to him. "Did he do it fair?" he demanded of his companions.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes; it was fair enough," said Ike.</p> + +<p>Jim looked at Jack. "That <i>thing</i> didn't hit me with his axe, did he?"</p> + +<p>Jack grinned. "No, but I was just a-goin' to when Bill belted you one," +was the frank and convincing reply.</p> + +<p>Jim got up slowly and faced Bill. "Well, that settles it; it's all +right! You're a better man than I am. That's all I've got to say."</p> + +<p>He climbed back over the fence and led the way down to dinner without +looking back.</p> + +<p>"What give ye that lick on the side o' the head, Jim?" his wife asked, +when he sat down at the dinner-table.</p> + +<p>"Never you mind," he replied surlily, but he added, "Ike's axe come off, +and give me a side-winder."</p> + +<p>Bill carefully removed all marks of his struggle and walked into dinner +shamefacedly, all muscle gone out of his bulk of fat. His sudden return +to primeval savagery grew monstrous in the cheerful kitchen, with its +noise of hearty children, sizzling meat, and the clatter of dishes.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">236</a></span></p> + +<p>The stove was not drawing well and Sarah did not notice anything out of +the way with Bill.</p> + +<p>"I never see such a hateful thing in all my life," she said, referring +to the stove. "That rhubarb duff won't be fit for a hog to eat; the +undercrust ain't baked the least bit yet, and I have had it in there +since fifteen minutes after 'leven."</p> + +<p>Bill said generously, "Oh, well, never mind, Serry; we'll worry it down +some way."</p> + +<h4>V</h4> + +<p>All through July and August Mrs. Jim Harkey seemed to renew her +endeavors to keep the sisters apart; she still carried spiteful tales to +and fro, amplifying them with an irresistible histronic tendency. It had +become a matter of self-exoneration with her then. She could not stop +now without seeming to admit she had been mischief-making in the past. +If the sisters should come together, her lies would instantly appear.</p> + +<p>Emma grew morose, irritable, and melancholy; she was suffering for her +sister's wholesome presence, and yet, being under the dominion of the +mischief-maker, dared not send word or even mention the name of her +sister in the presence of the Harkeys.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Jim came up to the house to stay as Emma got too ill to work, and +took charge of the house. The children hated her fiercely, and there +were noisy battles in the kitchen constantly wearing upon the nerves of +the sick woman who lay in the restricted<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">237</a></span> gloom of the sitting room +bed-chamber, within hearing of every squall.</p> + +<p>There were moments of peace only when Ike was in the house. Smooth as he +was, Jim's wife was afraid of him. There was something compelling in his +low-toned voice; his presence subdued but did not remove strife.</p> + +<p>His silencing of the tumult hardly arose out of any consideration for +his wife, but rather from his inability to enjoy his paper while the +clamor of war was going on about him.</p> + +<p>He was not a tender man, and yet he prided himself on being a very calm +and even-tempered man. He kept out of Bill's way, and considered himself +entirely justified in his position regarding the cow-bell. It is +doubtful if he would have accepted an apology.</p> + +<p>Emma suffered acutely from Mrs. Harkey's visits. Something mean and +wearying went out from her presence, and her sharp, bold face was a +constant irritation. Sometimes when she thought herself alone, Emma +crawled to the window which looked up the Coolly, toward Sarah's home, +and sat there silently longing to send out a cry for help. But at the +sound of Jane Harkey's step she fled back into bed like a frightened +child.</p> + +<p>She became more and more childish and more flighty in her thoughts as +her time of trial drew near, and she became more subject to her jailer. +She grew morbidly silent, and her large eyes were restless and full of +pleading.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">238</a></span></p> + +<p>One day she heard Mrs. Smith talking out in the kitchen.</p> + +<p>"How is Emmy to-day, Mrs. Jim?"</p> + +<p>"Well, not extry. She ain't likely to come out as well as usual this +time, I don't think," was the brutally incautious reply; "she's pretty +well run down, and I wouldn't be surprised if she had some trouble."</p> + +<p>"I suppose Sarah will be down to help you," said Mrs. Smith.</p> + +<p>"Well, I guess not—not after what she's told."</p> + +<p>"What has she told?" asked Mrs. Smith, in her sweet and friendly voice.</p> + +<p>"Why, she said she wouldn't set foot in this house if we all <i>died</i>."</p> + +<p>"I never heard her say that, and I don't believe she ever <i>did</i> say it," +said Mrs. Smith, firmly.</p> + +<p>Emma's heart glowed with a swift rush of affection toward her sister and +Mrs. Smith; she wanted to cry out her faith in Sarah, but she dared not.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Harkey slammed the oven door viciously. "Well, you can believe it +or not, just as you like; I heard her say it."</p> + +<p>"Well, I didn't, so I can't believe it."</p> + +<p>When Mrs. Smith came in, Emma was ready to weep, so sweet and cheery was +her visitor's face.</p> + +<p>She found no chance to talk with her, however, for Mrs. Harkey kept near +them during her visit. Once, while Mrs. Jim ran out to look at the pies, +Mrs. Smith whispered: "Don't you believe what they say about Sarah. +She's just as kind as can be—I know she is.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">239</a></span> She's looking down this +way every day, and I know she'd come down instanter if you'd send for +her. I'm going up that way, and—"</p> + +<p>She found no further chance to say anything, but from that moment Emma +began to think of letting Sarah know how much she needed her. She +planned to hang out the cloth as she used to. She exaggerated its +importance in the way of an invalid, until it attained the significance +of an act of treason. She felt like a criminal even in thinking about +it.</p> + +<p>Several times in the night she dreamed she had put the cloth out and +that Jim and his wife had seen it and torn it down. She awoke two or +three times to find herself sitting up in bed staring out of the window, +through which the moon shone and the multitudinous sounds of the +mid-summer insects came sonorously.</p> + +<p>Once her husband said, "What's the matter? It seems to me you'd rest +better if you'd lay down and keep quiet." His voice was low enough, but +it had a peculiar inflection, which made her sink back into bed by his +side, shivering with fear and weeping silently.</p> + +<p>The next day Jim and her husband both went off to town, and Jim's wife, +after about ten o'clock, said:—</p> + +<p>"Now, Emmy, I'm going down to Smith's to get a dress pattern, and I want +you to keep quiet right here in bed. I'll be right back; I'll set some +water here, and I guess you won't want anything else until I get back. +I'll run right down and right back."</p> + +<p>After hearing the door close, Emma lay for a few<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">240</a></span> minutes listening, +waiting until she felt sure Mrs. Harkey was well out of the yard, then +she crept out of bed and crawled to the window. Mrs. Jim was far down +the road; she could see her blue dress and her pink sunbonnet.</p> + +<p>The sick woman seized the sheet and pulled it from the bed; the clothes +came with it, but she did not mind that. She pulled herself painfully up +the stairway and across the rough floor of the chamber to the window +which looked toward her sister's house, and with a wild exultation flung +the sheet far out and dropped on her knees beside the open window.</p> + +<p>She moaned and cried wildly as she waved the sheet. The note of a scared +child was in her voice.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Serry, come quick! Oh, I <i>need</i> you, Serry! I didn't mean to be +mean; I want to see you <i>so</i>! Oh, dear, oh, dear! Oh, Serry, come +quick!"</p> + +<p>Then space and the world slipped away, and she knew nothing of time +again until she heard the anxious voice of Sarah below.</p> + +<p>"Emmy, where <i>are</i> you, Emmy?"</p> + +<p>"Here I be, Serry."</p> + +<p>With swift, heavy tread Sarah hurried up the stairs, and the dear old +face shone upon her again; those kind gray eyes full of anxiety and of +love.</p> + +<p>Emma looked up like a child entreating to be lifted. Her look so +pitifully eager went to the younger sister's maternal heart.</p> + +<p>"You poor, dear soul! Why didn't you send for me before?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">241</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, Serry, don't leave me again, will you?"</p> + +<p>When Mrs. Harkey returned she found Sarah sitting by Emma's side in the +bed-chamber. Sarah looked at her with all the grimness her jolly fat +face could express.</p> + +<p>"You ain't needed <i>here</i>," she said coldly. "If you want to do anything, +find a man and send him for the Doctor—quick. If she dies you'll be her +murderer."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Harkey was subdued by the bitterness of accusation in Sarah's face +as well as by Emma's condition. She hurried down the Coolly and sent a +boy wildly galloping toward the town. Then she went home and sat down by +her own hearthstone feeling deeply injured.</p> + +<p>When the Doctor came he found a poor little boy baby crying in Sarah's +arms. It was Emma's seventh child, but the ever sufficing mother-love +looked from her eyes undimmed, limitless as the air.</p> + +<p>"Will it live, Doctor? It's so little," she said, with a sigh.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, I suppose so!" said the Doctor, as if its living were not +entirely a blessing to itself or others. "Yes, I've seen lots of lusty +children begin life like that. But," he said to Sarah at the door, "she +needs better care than the babe!"</p> + +<p>"She'll git it," said Sarah, with deep solemnity, "if I have to move +over here—and live."</p> + +<hr class="major" /> +<div style="margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 1em; padding-bottom: 1em"> +<a name="A_FAIR_EXILE" id="A_FAIR_EXILE"></a> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">245</a></span> +<h2>A FAIR EXILE</h2> +</div> + +<p>The train was ambling across the hot, russet plain. The wind, strong and +warm and dry, sweeping up from the south, carried with it the subtle +odor of September grass and gathered harvests. Out of the unfenced roads +the dust arose in long lines, like smoke from some hidden burning which +the riven earth revealed. The fields were tenanted with thrashing crews, +the men diminished by distance to pygmies, the long belt of the engine +flapping and shining like a ribbon in the flaming sunlight.</p> + +<p>The freight-cars on the accommodation train jostled and rocked about and +heaved up laterally till they resembled a long line of awkward, +frightened, galloping buffaloes. The one coach was scantily filled with +passengers, mainly poorly clothed farmers and their families.</p> + +<p>A young man seated well back in the coach was looking dreamily out of +the window, and the conductor, a keen-eyed young fellow, after passing +him several times, said, in a friendly way:</p> + +<p>"Going up to Boomtown, I imagine."</p> + +<p>"Yes—if we ever get there."</p> + +<p>"Oh, we'll get there. We won't have much more switching. We've only got +an empty car or two to throw in at the junction."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">246</a></span></p> + +<p>"Well, I'm glad of that. I'm a little impatient, because I've got a case +coming up in court, and I'm not exactly fixed for it."</p> + +<p>"Your name is Allen, I believe."</p> + +<p>"Yes; J. H. Allen, of Sioux City."</p> + +<p>"I thought so. I've heard you speak."</p> + +<p>The young lawyer was a tall, slender, dark-eyed man, rather sombre in +appearance. He did not respond to the invitation in the conductor's +voice.</p> + +<p>"When do you reach the junction?"</p> + +<p>"Next stop. We're only a few minutes late. Expect to meet friends +there?"</p> + +<p>"No; thought I'd get a lunch, that's all."</p> + +<p>At the junction the car became pretty well filled with people. Two or +three Norwegian families came clattering in, the mothers clothed in +heavy shawls and cheap straw hats, the flaxen-haired children in faded +cottonade and blue denims. They filled nearly half the seats. Several +drummers came in, laughing loudly, bearing heavy valises. Then Allen +heard, above the noise, the shrill but sweet voice of a girl, and caught +the odor of violets as two persons passed him and took a seat just +before him.</p> + +<p>The man he knew by sight and reputation as a very brilliant young +lawyer—Edward Benson, of Heron Lake. The girl he knew instantly to be +utterly alien to this land and people. She was like a tropic bird seen +amid the scant foliage of northern hills. There was evidence of great +care and taste in every fold of her modish dress. Her hat was simple but +in the latest city fashion, and her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">247</a></span> gloves were spotless. She gave off +an odor of cleanliness and beauty.</p> + +<p>She was very young and slender. Her face was piquant but not +intellectual, and scarcely beautiful. It pleased rather by its life and +motion and oddity than by its beauty. She looked at her companion in a +peculiar way—trustfully, almost reverently—and yet with a touch of +coquetry which seemed perfectly native to every turn of her body or +glance of her eyes.</p> + +<p>Her companion was a fine Western type of self-made man. He was tall and +broad-shouldered, but walked a little stooping, like a man of fifty. He +wore a long Prince Albert frock-coat, hanging loosely from his rather +square shoulders. His white vest was noticeably soiled by his watch +chain, and his tie was disarranged.</p> + +<p>His face was very fine and good. His eyes were gray-blue, deep and +quiet, but slightly smiling, as were his lips, which his golden-brown +mustache shaded but did not hide. He was kept smiling in this quizzical +way by the nervous chatter of the girl beside him. His profile, which +was the view Allen had of him, was striking. His strong, straight nose +and abrupt forehead formed a marked contrast to the rather characterless +nose and retreating forehead of the girl.</p> + +<p>The first words that Allen distinguished out of the merry war in which +they seemed engaged were spoken in the tone of pretty petulance such +women use—a coquette's defence.</p> + +<p>"You did! you did! you <i>did</i>! <i>Now</i>! You know you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">248</a></span> did! You told me +that! You told me you despised girls like me!"</p> + +<p>"I said I despised women who had no object in life but dress," he +replied, rather soberly.</p> + +<p>"But you were hopping on me; you meant me, now! You can't deny it! You +despise me, I know you do!" She challenged his flattery in her pouting +self-depreciation.</p> + +<p>The young man tried to stop her in her course, to change her mood, which +was descending to real feeling. His low words were lost in the rumble of +the car.</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, try to smooth it over; but you can't fool me any more. But I +don't want you to flatter me and lie to me the way Judge Stearns did," +she added, with a sudden change of manner. "I like you because you're +straight."</p> + +<p>The phrase with which she ended seemed to take on a new meaning, uttered +by those red lips in childish pout.</p> + +<p>"Now, why are you down on the judge? I don't see," said the man, as if +she had gone back to an old attack.</p> + +<p>"Well, if you'd seen what I have, you'd understand." She turned away and +looked out of the window. "Oh, this terrible country! I'd die out here +in six weeks. I know I should."</p> + +<p>The young lawyer was not to be turned aside.</p> + +<p>"Of course, I'm pleased to have you throw the judge over and employ me, +but, all the same, I think you do him an injustice. He's a good, square +man."</p> + +<p>"Square man!" she said, turning to him with a sudden<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">249</a></span> fury in her eyes. +"Do you call it square for a man—married, and gray-haired, too—to take +up with a woman like Mrs. Shellberg? Say, do you, now?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't quite believe—"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I <i>lie</i>, do I?" she cried, with another swift change to reproach. +"You can't take my word for Mrs. Shellberg's visits to his office."</p> + +<p>"But he was her lawyer."</p> + +<p>"But you know what kind of a woman she is! She didn't need to go there +every day or two, did she? What did he always receive her in his private +office for? Come, now, tell me that!"</p> + +<p>"I don't know that he did," persisted the lawyer.</p> + +<p>A sort of convulsion passed over her face, her little hands clinched, +and the tears started into her eyes. Her voice was very quiet.</p> + +<p>"You think I lie, then?"</p> + +<p>"I think you are mistaken, just as other jealous women have—"</p> + +<p>"You think I'm jealous, do you?"</p> + +<p>"You act like a jeal—"</p> + +<p>"Jealous of that gray-haired old wretch? No, sir! I—I—" She struggled +to express herself. "I liked him, and I hated to lose all my faith in +men. I thought he was good and honest when he prayed—Oh, I've seen him +pray in church, the old hypocrite!" Her fury returned at the +recollection.</p> + +<p>Her companion's face grew grave. The smile went out of his eyes, leaving +them dark and sorrowful.</p> + +<p>"I understand you now," he said, at last. She turned<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">250</a></span> to look at him. +"My practice in the divorce business out here has almost destroyed my +faith in women. If it weren't for my wife and sister—"</p> + +<p>She broke in eagerly: "Now I <i>know</i> you know what I mean. Sometimes I +think men are—devils!" She thrust this word forth, and her little face +grew dark and strained. "But the judge kept me from thinking—I never +loved my father; he didn't care for me; all he wanted to do was to make +ten thousand barrels of beer a year and sell it; and the judge seemed +like a father to me till <i>she</i> came and destroyed my faith in him."</p> + +<p>"But—well, let Mrs. S. go. There are lots of good men and pure women in +the world. It's dangerous to think there aren't—especially for a +handsome young woman like you. You can't afford to keep in that kind of +a mood long."</p> + +<p>She looked at him curiously. "That's what I like about you," she said, +soberly. "You talk to me as if I had some sense—as if I were a human +being. If you were to flatter me, now, and make love to me, I never +would believe in any man again."</p> + +<p>He smiled again in his frank, good way, and drew a picture from his +pocket. It was a picture of a woman bending down over a laughing, naked +child, sprawling frogwise in her lap. The woman's face was broad and +intellectual and handsome. The look of splendid maternity was in her +eyes. They both looked at the picture in silence. The girl sighed.</p> + +<p>"I wish I was as good as that woman looks."</p> + +<p>"You can be if you try."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">251</a></span></p> + +<p>"Not with a big Chicago brewer for a father, and a husband that beats +you whenever the mood takes him."</p> + +<p>"I admit that's hard. I think the atmosphere of that Heron Lake hotel +isn't any great help to you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, they're a gay lot there! We fight like cats and dogs." A look of +slyness and boldness came over her face. "Mrs. Shellberg hates me as +hard as I do her. She used to go around telling: 'It's very peculiar, +you know'"—she imitated her rival's voice—"'but no matter which end of +the dining-room I sit, all the men look that way!'"</p> + +<p>The young lawyer laughed at her in spite of himself.</p> + +<p>And she went on: "But they don't, now. That's the reason she hates me," +she said, in conclusion. "The men don't notice her when I'm around."</p> + +<p>To hear her fresh young lips utter those words with their vile +inflections was like taking a sudden glimpse into the underworld, where +harlots dwell and the spirits of unrestrained lusts dance in the shadowy +recesses of the human heart.</p> + +<p>Allen, hearing this fragmentary conversation, fascinated yet uneasy, +looked at the pair with wonder. They seemed quite unconscious of their +public situation.</p> + +<p>The young lawyer looked straight before him, while the girl, swept on by +her ignoble rage, displayed still more of the moral ulceration which had +been injected into her young life.</p> + +<p>"I don't see what men find about her to like—unless it is her eyes. +She's got beautiful eyes. But she's vulgar—ugh! The stories she +tells—right before men, too!<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">252</a></span> She'd kill any one that got ahead of her, +that woman would! And yet she'll come into my room and cry and cry, and +say: 'Don't take him away from me! Leave him to me!' Ugh! It makes me +sick." She stamped her foot, then added, irrelevantly: "She wears a wig, +too. I suppose that old fool of a judge thinks it's her own hair."</p> + +<p>The lawyer sat in stony silence. His grave face was accusing in its set +expression, and she felt it, and was spurred on to do still deeper +injustice to herself—an insane perversity.</p> + +<p>"Not that I care a cent—I'm not jealous of her. I ain't so bad off for +company as she is. She can't take anybody away from me, but she must go +and break down my faith in the judge."</p> + +<p>She bit her lips to keep from crying out. She looked out of the window +again, seeking control.</p> + +<p>The "divorce colony" never appeared more sickening in its inner +corruptions than when delineated by this dainty young girl. Allen could +see the swarming men about the hotels; he could see their hot, leering +eyes and smell their liquor-laden breaths as they named the latest +addition to the colony or boasted of their associations with those +already well known.</p> + +<p>The girl turned suddenly to her companion.</p> + +<p>"How do those people live out here on their farms?"</p> + +<p>She pointed at a small shanty where the whole family stood to watch the +train go by.</p> + +<p>"By eating boiled potatoes and salt pork."</p> + +<p>"Salt pork!" she echoed, as if salt pork were old<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">253</a></span> boot-heels or bark or +hay. "Why, it takes four hours for salt pork to digest!"</p> + +<p>He laughed again at her childish irrelevancy. "So much the better for +the poor. Where'd you learn all that, anyway?"</p> + +<p>"At school. Oh, you needn't look so incredulous! I went to +boarding-school. I learned a good deal more than you think."</p> + +<p>"Well, so I see. Now, I should have said pork digested in three hours, +speaking from experience."</p> + +<p>"Well, it don't. What do the women do out here?"</p> + +<p>"They work like the men, only more so."</p> + +<p>"Do they have any new things?"</p> + +<p>"Not very often, I'm afraid."</p> + +<p>She sighed. After a pause, she said:</p> + +<p>"You were raised on a farm?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. In Minnesota."</p> + +<p>"Did you do work like that?" She pointed at a thrashing-machine in the +field.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I ploughed and sowed and reaped and mowed. I wasn't on the farm +for my health."</p> + +<p>"You're very strong, aren't you?" she asked, admiringly.</p> + +<p>"In a slab-sided kind of a way—yes."</p> + +<p>Her eyes grew abstracted.</p> + +<p>"I like strong men. Ollie was a little man, not any taller than I am, +but when he was drunk he was what men call a—a holy terror. He struck +me with the water-pitcher once—that was just before baby was born. I +wish he'd killed me." She ended in a sudden reaction<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">254</a></span> to hopeless +bitterness. "It would have saved me all these months of life in this +terrible country."</p> + +<p>"It might have saved you from more than you think," he said, quietly, +tenderly.</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"You've been brought up against women and men who have defiled you. +They've made your future uncertain."</p> + +<p>"Do you think it's so bad as that? Tell me!" she insisted, seeing his +hesitation.</p> + +<p>"You're on the road to hell!" he said, in a voice that was very low, but +it reached her. It was full of pain and grave reprimand and gentleness. +"You've been poisoned. You're in need of a good man's help. You need the +companionship of good, earnest women instead of painted harlots."</p> + +<p>Her voice shook painfully as she replied:</p> + +<p>"You don't think I'm <i>all</i> bad?"</p> + +<p>"You're not bad at all—you're simply reckless. <i>You</i> are not to blame. +It depends upon yourself now, though, whether you keep a true woman or +go to hell with Mrs. Shellberg."</p> + +<p>The conductor eyed them, as he passed, with an unpleasant light in his +eyes, and the drummers a few seats ahead turned to look at them. The tip +had passed along from lip to lip. They were like wild beasts roused by +the presence of prey. Their eyes gleamed with relentless lust. They eyed +the little creature with ravening eyes. Her helplessness was their +opportunity.</p> + +<p>Allen, sitting there, entered into the terror and the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">255</a></span> tragedy of the +girl's life. He imagined her reckless, prodigal girlhood; the coarse, +rich father; the marriage, when a thoughtless girl, with a drunken, +dissolute boy; the quarrels, brutal beatings; the haste to secure a +divorce; the contamination of the crowded hotels in Heron Lake, where +this slender young girl—naturally pure, alert, quick of impulse—was +like a lamb among lustful wolves. His heart ached for her.</p> + +<p>The deep, slow voice of the lawyer sounded on. His eyes, turned toward +her, had no equivocal look. He was a brother speaking to a younger +sister. The tears fell down her cheeks, upon her folded hands. Her +widely opened eyes seemed to look out into a night of storms.</p> + +<p>"Oh, what shall I do?" she moaned. "I wish I was dead—and baby, too!"</p> + +<p>"Live for the baby—let him help you out."</p> + +<p>"Oh, he can't! I don't care enough for him. I wish I was like other +mothers, but I'm not. I can't shut myself up with a baby. I'm too +young."</p> + +<p>He saw that. She was seeking the love of a man, not the care of a child. +She had the wifely passion, but not the mother's love. He was silent; +the case baffled him.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I wish you could help me! I wish I had you to help me all the time! +I do! I don't care what you think—<i>I do! I do!</i>"</p> + +<p>"Our home is open to you and baby, too," he said, slowly. "My wife knows +about you, and—"</p> + +<p>"Who told her—did you?" she flashed out again, angrily, jealously.</p> + +<p>"Yes. My wife is my other self," he replied, quietly.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">256</a></span></p> + +<p>She stared at him, breathing heavily, then looked out of the window +again. At last she turned to him. She seemed to refer to his invitation.</p> + +<p>"Oh, this terrible land! Oh, I couldn't stay here! I'd go insane. +Perhaps I'm going insane, anyway. Don't you think so?"</p> + +<p>"No, I think you're a little nervous, that's all."</p> + +<p>"Oh! Do you think I'll get my divorce?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly, without question."</p> + +<p>"Can I wait and go back with you?"</p> + +<p>"I shall not return for several days. Perhaps you couldn't bear to wait +in this little town; it's not much like the city."</p> + +<p>"Oh, dear! But I can't go about alone. I hate these men, they stare at +me so! I wish I was a man. It's awful to be a woman, don't you think so? +Please don't laugh."</p> + +<p>The young lawyer was far from laughing, but this was her only way of +defending herself. These pert, bird-like ways formed her shield against +ridicule and misprision.</p> + +<p>He said, slowly, "Yes, it's an awful thing to be a woman, but then it's +an awful responsibility to be a man."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"I mean that we are responsible, as the dominant sex, for every tragic, +incomplete woman's life."</p> + +<p>"Don't you blame Mrs. Shellberg?" she said, forcing him to a concrete +example with savage swiftness.</p> + +<p>"No. She had a poor father and a poor husband, and she must earn her own +living some way."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">257</a></span></p> + +<p>"She could cook, or nurse, or something like that."</p> + +<p>"It isn't easy to find opportunity to cook or nurse. If it were as easy +to earn a living in a pure way as it is in a vicious way, all men would +be rich and virtuous. But what had you planned to do after your +divorce?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm going to travel for two years. Then I'll try to settle down."</p> + +<p>"What you need is a good husband, and a little cottage where you'd have +to cook your own food—and tend the baby."</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't cook for any man living," she broke in, to express her +bitterness that he could so coldly dispose of her future. "Oh, this +terrible train! Can't it go faster? If I'd realized what a trip this +was, I wouldn't have started."</p> + +<p>"This is the route you all go," he replied, with grim humor, and his +words pictured a ceaseless stream of divorcées.</p> + +<p>She resented his classing her with the rest, but she simply said: "You +despise me, don't you? But what can we do? You can't expect us to live +with men we hate, can you? That would be worse than Mrs. Shellberg."</p> + +<p>"No, I don't expect that of you. I'd issue a divorce coupon with every +marriage certificate, and done with it," he said, in desperate disgust. +"Then this whole cursed business would be done away with. It isn't a +question of our laxity of divorce laws," he said, after a pause, "it's a +question of the senseless severity of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">258</a></span> laws in other States. That's +what throws this demoralizing business into our hands here."</p> + +<p>"It pays, don't it? I know I've paid for everything I've had."</p> + +<p>"Yes, that's the demoralizing thing. It draws a gang of conscienceless +attorneys here, and it draws us who belong here off into dirty work, and +it brings us into contact with men and women—I'm sick of the whole +business."</p> + +<p>She had hardly followed him in his generalizations. She brought him back +to the personal.</p> + +<p>"You're sick of me, I know you are!" She leaned her head on the +window-pane. Her eyes closed. "Oh, I wish my heart would stop beating!" +she said, in a tense, profoundly significant tone.</p> + +<p>Allen, sitting so close behind them, was forced to overhear, so +piercingly sweet was her voice. He trembled for fear some one else might +hear her. It seemed like profanation that any one but God should listen +to this outcry of a quivering, writhing soul.</p> + +<p>She faced her companion again. "You're the only man I know, now, that I +respect, and you despise me."</p> + +<p>"No, I don't; I pity you."</p> + +<p>"That's worse. I want you to help me. Oh, if you could go with me, or if +I could be with you!" Her gloved hands strained together in the agony of +her desire.</p> + +<p>His calm lips did not waver. He did not smile, even about the eyes. He +knew her cry sprang from her need of a brother, not from the passion of +a woman.</p> + +<p>"Our home is yours just as long as you can bear<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">259</a></span> the monotony of our +simple lives," he said, in his quiet way, but it was deep-throated and +unmistakable in its sincerity.</p> + +<p>She laid her hand on his arm and clasped it hard, then turned away her +head, and they rode in silence.</p> + +<p>After they left the car Allen sat, with savage eyes and grimly set +mouth, going over the problem again and again. He saw that young and +helpless creature walking the gantlet between endless ranks of lustful, +remorseless men, snatching at her in selfish, bestial desire.</p> + +<p>It made him bitter and despairing to think that women should be +helpless—that they should need some man to protect them against some +other man. He cursed the laws and traditions that had kept women +subordinate and trivial and deceptive and vacillating. He wished they +could be raised to the level of the brutes till, like the tigress or +she-wolf, they could not only defend themselves, but their young.</p> + +<p>He tried to breathe a sigh of relief that she had gone out of his life, +but he could not. It was not so easy to shake off the shadow of his +responsibility. He followed her in imagination on her downward path till +he saw her stretching out her hands in pitiful need to casual +acquaintances—alone and without hope; still petite, still dainty in +spite of all, still with flashes of wit, and then—</p> + +<p>He shuddered. "O my God! Upon whom does the burden of guilt lie?"</p> + +<hr class="minor" /> + +<p>On the night of his return he sat among his romping babes, debating +whether he should tell the story to his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">260</a></span> wife or not. As the little ones +grew weary the noise of the autumn wind—the lonely, woful, moaning +prairie wind—came to his ears, and he shuddered. His wife observed it.</p> + +<p>"What is it, Joe? Did you get a chill?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no. The wind sounds a little lonesome to-night, that's all." But he +took his little girl into his arms and held her close.</p> + +<hr class="major" /> +<div style="margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 1em; padding-bottom: 1em"> +<a name="AN_ALIEN_IN_THE_PINES" id="AN_ALIEN_IN_THE_PINES"></a> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">263</a></span> +<h2>AN ALIEN IN THE PINES</h2> +</div> + +<h4>I</h4> + +<p>A man and a woman were pacing up and down the wintry station platform, +waiting for a train. On every side the snow lay a stained and crumpled +blanket, with here and there a light or a chimney to show the village +sleeping beneath.</p> + +<p>The sky was a purple-black hemisphere, out of which the stars glittered +almost white. The wind came out of the west, cold but amiable; the +cracked bell of a switch-engine gurgled querulously at intervals, +followed by the bumping of coupling freight-cars; roosters were crowing, +and sleepy train-men were assembling in sullen silence.</p> + +<p>The couple walked with arms locked like lovers, but the tones of their +voices had the quality which comes after marriage. They were man and +wife.</p> + +<p>The woman's clear voice arose. "Oh, Ed, isn't this delicious? What one +misses by not getting up early!"</p> + +<p>"Sleep, for instance," laughed her husband.</p> + +<p>"Don't drag me down. You know what I mean. Let's get up early every +morning while we're up here in the woods."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">264</a></span></p> + +<p>"Shouldn't wonder if we had to. There'll be a lot to do, and I want to +get back to Chicago by the 1st of February."</p> + +<p>"This is an experience! Isn't it still? When is our train due?"</p> + +<p>"Due now; I think that is our headlight up the track."</p> + +<p>As he spoke an engine added its voice to the growing noise of the +station, and drew solemnly down the frosty steel.</p> + +<p>An eruption of shapeless forms of men from the depot filled the one +general coach of the train. They nearly all were dressed in some sort of +fur coat, and all had the look of men accustomed to out-door +life—powerful, loud-voiced, unrefined. They were, in fact, travelling +men, business men, the owners of mills or timber. The stolid or patient +ox-like faces of some Norwegian workmen, dressed in gay Mackinac +jackets, were sprinkled about.</p> + +<p>The young wife was a fine type of woman anywhere, but these surroundings +made her seem very dainty and startlingly beautiful. Her husband had the +fair skin of a city man, but his powerful shoulders and firm step +denoted health and wholesome living. They were both good to look at.</p> + +<p>They soon felt the reaction to sleepiness which comes to those not +accustomed to early rising, and the wife, soothed by the clank of the +train, leaned her head on her husband's shoulder and dozed. He looked +out upon the landscape, glad that his wife was not observing it. He did +not know such desolation existed in Wisconsin.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">265</a></span></p> + +<p>On every side were the evidences of a ruined forest land. A landscape of +flat wastes, of thinned and burned and uprooted trees. A desolate and +apparently useless land.</p> + +<p>Here and there a sawmill stood gray and sagging, surrounded by little +cabins of unpainted wood, to testify to the time when great pines stood +all about, and the ring of the swamper's axe was heard in the intervals +of silence between the howls of a saw.</p> + +<p>To the north the swells grew larger. Birch and tamarack swamps +alternated with dry ridges on which an inferior pine still grew. The +swamps were dense tangles of broken and uprooted trees. Slender +pike-like stumps of fire-devastated firs rose here and there, black and +grim skeletons of trees.</p> + +<p>It was a land that had been sheared by the axe, torn by the winds, and +blasted by fire.</p> + +<p>Off to the west low blue ridges rose, marking the boundaries of the +valley which had been washed out ages ago by water. After the floods +pine forest had sprung up, and these in their turn had been sheared away +by man. It lay now awaiting the plough and seeder of the intrepid +pioneer.</p> + +<p>Suddenly the wife awoke and sat up. "Why, we haven't had any breakfast!"</p> + +<p>He smiled at her childish look of bewilderment. "I've been painfully +aware of it for some time back. I've been suffering for food while you +slept."</p> + +<p>"Why didn't you get into the basket?"</p> + +<p>"How could I, with you on my manly bosom?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">266</a></span></p> + +<p>She colored up a little. They had not been married long, evidently. "How +considerate you are!"</p> + +<p>They were soon eating a breakfast with the spirit of picnickers. +Occasionally she looked out of the window.</p> + +<p>"What a wild country!" she said. He did not emphasize its qualities to +her; rather, he distracted her attention from its desolation.</p> + +<p>The train roared round its curves, conforming with the general course of +the river. On every hand were thickening signs of active lumber +industry. They flashed by freight trains loaded with logs or lumber or +ties. Mills in operation grew thicker.</p> + +<p>The car echoed with the talk of lumber. A brisk man with a red mustache +was exhibiting a model of a machine to cut certain parts of machinery +out of "two by fours." Another was describing a new shingle-mill he had +just built.</p> + +<p>A couple of elderly men, one a German, were discussing the tariff on +lumber. The workmen mainly sat silent.</p> + +<p>"It's all so strange!" the young wife said, again and again.</p> + +<p>"Yes, it isn't exactly the Lake Shore Drive."</p> + +<p>"I like it. I wish I could smell the pines."</p> + +<p>"You'll have all the pines you can stand before we get back to Chicago."</p> + +<p>"No, sir; I'm going to enjoy every moment of it; and you're going to let +me help, you know—look over papers, and all that. I'm the heiress, you +must remember," she added, wickedly.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">267</a></span></p> + +<p>"Well, we won't quarrel about that until we see how the legacy turns +out. It may not be worth my time up here. I shall charge you roundly as +your lawyer, depend on that."</p> + +<p>The outlook grew more attractive as the train sped on. Old Mosinee rose, +a fine rounded blue shape, on the left.</p> + +<p>"Why, there's a mountain! I didn't know Wisconsin had such a mountain as +that."</p> + +<p>"Neither did I. This valley is fine. Now, if your uncle's estates only +included that hill!"</p> + +<p>The valley made off to the northwest with a bold, large, and dignified +movement. The coloring, blue and silver, purple-brown and bronze-green, +was harmonious with the grouping of lines. It was all fresh and vital, +wholesome and very impressive.</p> + +<p>From this point the land grew wilder—that is to say, more primeval. +There was more of Nature and less of man. The scar of the axe was here +and there, but the forest predominated. The ridges of pine foliages +broke against the sky, miles and miles, in splendid sweep.</p> + +<p>"This must be lovely in summer," the wife said, again and again, as they +flashed by some lake set among the hills.</p> + +<p>"It's fine now," he replied, feeling the thrill of the sportsman. "I'd +like to shoulder a rifle and plunge into those snowy vistas. How it +brings the wild spirit out in a man! Women never feel that delight."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, we do," she replied, glad that something remained yet +unexplained between them. "We feel<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">268</a></span> just like men, only we haven't the +strength of mind to demand a share of it with you."</p> + +<p>"Yes, you feel it at this distance. You'd come back mighty quick the +second night out."</p> + +<p>She did not relish his laughter, and so looked away out of the window. +"Just think of it—Uncle Edwin lived here thirty years!"</p> + +<p>He forebore to notice her inconsistency. "Yes, the wilderness is all +right for a vacation, but I prefer Chicago for the year round."</p> + +<p>When they came upon Ridgeley, both cried out with delight.</p> + +<p>"Oh, what a dear, picturesque little town!" she said.</p> + +<p>"Well, well! I wonder how they came to build a town without a row of +battlemented stores?"</p> + +<p>It lay among and upon the sharp, low, stumpy pine ridges in haphazard +fashion, like a Swiss village. A small brook ran through it, smothered +here and there in snow. A sawmill was the largest figure of the town, +and the railway station was the centre. There was not an inch of painted +board in the village. Everywhere the clear yellow of the pine flamed +unstained by time. Lumber piles filled all the lower levels near the +creek. Evidently the town had been built along logging roads, and there +was something grateful and admirable in its irregular arrangement. The +houses, moreover, were all modifications of the logging camps; even the +drug store stood with its side to the street. All about were stumps and +fringes of pines, which the lumbermen, for some<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">269</a></span> good reason, had passed +by. Charred boles stood purple-black out of the snow.</p> + +<p>It was all green and gray and blue and yellow-white and stern. The sky +was not more illimitable than the rugged forest which extended on every +hand.</p> + +<p>"Oh, this is glorious—glorious!" said the wife. "Do I own some of this +town?" she asked, as they rose to go out.</p> + +<p>"I reckon you do."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm so glad!"</p> + +<p>As they stepped out on the platform, a large man in corduroy and +wolf-skin faced them like a bandit.</p> + +<p>"Hello, Ed!"</p> + +<p>"Hello, Jack! Well, we've found you. My wife, Mr. Ridgeley. We've come +up to find out how much you've embezzled," he said, as Ridgeley pulled +off an immense glove to shake hands all round.</p> + +<p>"Well, come right over to the hotel. It ain't the Auditorium, but then, +again, it ain't like sleeping outdoors."</p> + +<p>As they moved along they heard the train go off, and then the sound of +the saw resumed its domination of the village noises.</p> + +<p>"Was the town named after you, or you after the town?" asked Field.</p> + +<p>"Named after me. Old man didn't want it named after him; would kill it," +he said.</p> + +<p>Mr. and Mrs. Field found the hotel quite comfortable and the dinner +wholesome. They beamed upon each other.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">270</a></span></p> + +<p>"It's going to be delightful," they said.</p> + +<p>Ridgeley was a bachelor, and made his home at the hotel also. That night +he said: "Now we'll go over the papers and records of your uncle's +property, and then we'll go out and see if the property is all there. I +imagine this is to be a searching investigation."</p> + +<p>"You may well think it. My wife is inexorable."</p> + +<p>As night fell, the wife did not feel so safe and well pleased. The loud +talking in the office below and the occasional whooping of a crowd of +mill-hands going by made her draw her chair nearer and lay her fingers +in her husband's palm.</p> + +<p>He smiled indulgently. "Don't be frightened, my dear. These men are not +half so bad as they sound."</p> + +<h4>II</h4> + +<p>Mrs. Field sat in the inner room of Ridgeley's office, waiting for the +return of her husband with the team. They were going out for a drive.</p> + +<p>Ridgeley was working at his books, and he had forgotten her presence.</p> + +<p>She could not but feel a deep admiration for his powerful frame and his +quick, absorbed action as he moved about from his safe to his desk. He +was a man of great force and ready decision.</p> + +<p>Suddenly the door opened and a stranger entered. He had a sullen and +bitter look on his thin, dark face. Ridgeley's quick eyes measured him, +and his hand softly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">271</a></span> turned the key in his money drawer, and as he faced +about he swung shut the door of the safe.</p> + +<p>The stranger saw all this with eyes as keen as Ridgeley's. A cheerless +and strange smile came upon his face.</p> + +<p>"Don't be alarmed," he said. "I'm low, but I ain't as low as that."</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, what can I do for you?" asked Ridgeley. Mrs. Field half +rose, feeling something tense and menacing in the attitude of the two +men.</p> + +<p>But the intruder quietly answered, "You can give me a job if you want +to."</p> + +<p>Ridgeley remained alert. His eyes ran over the man's tall frame. He +looked strong and intelligent, although his eyes were fevered and dull.</p> + +<p>"What kind of a job?"</p> + +<p>"Any kind that will take me out into the woods and keep me there."</p> + +<p>There was a self-accusing tone in his voice that Ridgeley felt.</p> + +<p>"What's your object? You look like a man who could do something else. +What brings you here?"</p> + +<p>The man turned with a sudden resolution to punish himself. His voice +expressed a terrible loathing.</p> + +<p>"Whiskey, that's what. It's a hell of a thing to say, but I can't let +liquor alone when I can smell it. I'm no common hand, or I wouldn't be +if I—But let that go. I can swing an axe, and I'm ready to work. That's +enough. Now the question is, can you find a place for me?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">272</a></span></p> + +<p>Ridgeley mused a little. The young fellow stood there, statuesque, +rebellious.</p> + +<p>Then Ridgeley said, "I guess I can help you out that much." He picked up +a card and a pencil. "What shall I call you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, call me Williams; that ain't my name, but it'll do."</p> + +<p>"What you been doing?"</p> + +<p>"Everything part of the time, drinking the rest. Was in a livery-stable +down at Wausau last week. It came over me, when I woke yesterday, that I +was gone to hell if I stayed in town. So I struck out; and I don't care +for myself, but I've got a woman to look out for—" He stopped abruptly. +His recklessness of mood had its limits, after all.</p> + +<p>Ridgeley pencilled on a card. "Give this to the foreman of No. 6. The +men over at the mill will show you the teams."</p> + +<p>The man started toward the door with the card in his hand. He turned +suddenly.</p> + +<p>"One thing more. I want you to send ten dollars of my pay every two +weeks to this address." He took an envelope out of his pocket. "It don't +matter what I say or do after this, I want that money sent. The rest +will keep me in tobacco and clothing. You understand?"</p> + +<p>Ridgeley nodded. "Perfectly. I've seen such cases before."</p> + +<p>The man went out and down the walk with a hurried, determined air, as if +afraid to trust his own resolution.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">273</a></span></p> + +<p>As Ridgeley turned toward his desk he met Mrs. Field, who faced him with +tears of fervent sympathy in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Isn't it awful?" she said, in a half whisper. "Poor fellow, what will +become of him?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know. He'll get along some way. Such fellows do. I've had +'em before. They try it awhile here; then they move. I can't worry about +them."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Field was not listening to his shifty words. "And then, think of +his wife—how she must worry."</p> + +<p>Ridgeley smiled. "Perhaps it's his mother or a sister."</p> + +<p>"Anyway, it's awful. Can't something be done for him?"</p> + +<p>"I guess we've done about all that can be done."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I wish I could help him! I'll tell Ed about him."</p> + +<p>"Don't worry about him, Mrs. Field; he ain't worth it."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, he is. I feel he's been a fine fellow, and then he's so +self-accusing."</p> + +<p>Her own happiness was so complete, she could not bear to think of +others' misery. She told her husband about Williams, and ended by +asking, "Can't we do something to help the poor fellow?"</p> + +<p>Field was not deeply concerned. "No; he's probably past help. Such men +are so set in their habits, nothing but a miracle or hypnotism can save +them. He'll end up as a 'lumber Jack,' as the townsmen call the hands in +the camps."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">274</a></span></p> + +<p>"But he isn't that, Edward. He's finer, some way. You feel he is. Ask +Mr. Ridgeley."</p> + +<p>Ridgeley merely said: "Yes, he seemed to me to be more than a common +hand. But, all the same, it won't be two weeks before he'll be in here +as drunk as a wild cat, wanting to shoot me for holding back his money."</p> + +<p>In this way Williams came to be to Mrs. Field a very important figure in +the landscape of that region. She often spoke of him, and on the +following Saturday night, when Field came home, she anxiously asked, "Is +Williams in town?"</p> + +<p>"No, he hasn't shown up yet."</p> + +<p>She clapped her hands in delight. "Good! good! He's going to win his +fight."</p> + +<p>Field laughed. "Don't bet on Williams too soon. We'll hear from him +before the week is out."</p> + +<p>"When are we going to visit the camp?" she asked, changing the subject.</p> + +<p>"As soon as it warms up a little. It is too cold for you."</p> + +<p>She had a laugh at him. "You were the one who wanted to 'plunge into the +snowy vistas.'"</p> + +<p>He evaded her joke on him by assuming a careless tone. "I'm not plunging +as much as I was; the snow is too deep."</p> + +<p>"When you go I want to go with you—I want to see Williams."</p> + +<p>"Ha!" he snorted, melodramatically. "She scorns me faithful heart. She +turns—"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">275</a></span></p> + +<p>Mrs. Field smiled faintly. "Don't joke about it, Ed. I can't get that +wife out of my mind."</p> + +<h4>III</h4> + +<p>A few very cold gray days followed, and then the north wind cleared the +sky; and, though it was still cold, it was pleasant. The sky had only a +small white cloud here and there to make its blueness the more profound.</p> + +<p>Ridgeley dashed up to the door with a hardy little pair of broncos +hitched to a light pair of bobs, and Mrs. Field was tucked in like a +babe in a cradle.</p> + +<p>Almost the first thing she asked was, "How is Williams?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, he's getting on nicely. He refused to sleep with his bunk-mate, and +finally had to lick him, I understand, to shut him up. Challenged the +whole camp, then, to let him alone or take a licking. They let him +alone, Lawson says. G'lang there, you rats!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Field said no more, for the air was whizzing by her ears, and she +hardly dared look out, so keen was the wind; but as soon as they entered +the deeps of the forest it was profoundly still.</p> + +<p>The ride that afternoon was a glory she never forgot. Everywhere +yellow-greens and purple shadows. The sun in a burnished blue sky +flooded the forests with light, striking down through even the thickest +pines to lay in fleckings of radiant white and gold upon the snow.</p> + +<p>The trail (it was not a road) ran like a graceful furrow<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">276</a></span> over the +hills, around little lakes covered deep with snow, through tamarack +swamps where the tracks of wild things thickened, over ridges of tall +pine clear of brush, and curving everywhere amid stumps, where +dismantled old shanties marked the site of the older logging camps. +Sometimes they met teams going to the store. Sometimes they crossed +logging roads—wide, smooth tracks artificially iced, down which +mountainous loads of logs were slipping, creaking, and groaning. +Sometimes they heard the dry click-clock of the woodsmen's axes or the +crash of falling trees deep in the wood. When they reached the first +camp Ridgeley pulled up the steaming horses at the door and shouted, +"Hello, the camp!"</p> + +<p>A tall old man with a long red beard came out. He held one bare red arm +above his eyes. He wore an apron.</p> + +<p>"Hello, Sandy!"</p> + +<p>"Hello, Mr. Ridgeley!"</p> + +<p>"Ready for company?"</p> + +<p>"Am always ready for company," he said, with a Scotch accent.</p> + +<p>"Well, we're coming in to get warm."</p> + +<p>"Vera weel."</p> + +<p>As they went in, under the roofed shed between the cook's shanty and the +other and larger shanty, Mrs. Field sniffed. Sandy led them past a large +pyramid composed of the scraps of beef bones, egg-shells, cans, and tea +grounds left over during the winter. In the shed itself hung great slabs +of beef.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">277</a></span></p> + +<p>It was all as untidy and suggestive of slaughter as the nest of a brood +of eagles.</p> + +<p>Sandy was beginning dinner on a huge stove spotted with rust and pancake +batter. All about was the litter of his preparation. Beef—beef on all +sides, and tin dishes and bare benches and huge iron cooking-pans.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Field was glad to get out into the sunlight again. "What a horrible +place! Are they all like that?"</p> + +<p>"No, my camps are not like that—or, I should say, <i>our</i> camps," +Ridgeley added, with a smile.</p> + +<p>"Not a gay place at all," said Field, in exaggerated reserve.</p> + +<p>But Mrs. Field found her own camps not much better. True, the refuse was +not raised in pyramidal shape before the front door, and the beef was a +little more orderly, but the low log huts, the dim cold light, the dingy +walls and floors, the lack of any womanly or home touch, the tin dishes, +the wholesale cooking, all struck upon her with terrible force.</p> + +<p>"Do human beings live here?" she asked Ridgeley, when he opened the door +of the main shanty of No. 6.</p> + +<p>"Forty creatures of the men kind sleep and house here," he replied.</p> + +<p>"To which the socks and things give evidence," said Field, promptly, +pointing toward the huge stove which sat like a rusty-red cheese in the +centre of the room. Above it hung scores of ragged gray and red socks +and Mackinac boots and jackets which had been washed by the men +themselves.</p> + +<p>Around were the grimy bunks where the forty men<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">278</a></span> slept like tramps in a +steamer's hold. The quilts were grimy, and the posts greasy and shining +with the touch of hands. There were no chairs—only a kind of rude stool +made of boards. There were benches near the stove, nailed to the rough +floor. In each bunk, hanging to a peg, was the poor little +imitation-leather hand-bag which contained the whole wardrobe of each +man, exclusive of the tattered socks and shirts hanging over the stove.</p> + +<p>The room was chill and cold and gray. It had only two small windows. Its +doors were low. Even Mrs. Field was forced to stoop in entering. This +helped to make it seem like a den. There were roller-towels in the +corner and wash-basins, and a grindstone which made it seem like a +barn. It was, in fact, more cheerless than a barn, and less wholesome.</p> + +<p>"Doesn't that hay in the bunks get a—a—sometimes?" asked Field.</p> + +<p>"Well, yes, I shouldn't wonder, though the men are pretty strict about +that. They keep pretty free from bugs, I think. However, I shouldn't +want to run no river chances on the thing myself." Ridgeley smiled at +Mrs. Field's shudder of horror.</p> + +<p>"Is this the place?" The men laughed. She had asked that question so +many times before.</p> + +<p>"Yes, <i>this</i> is where Mr. Williams hangs out. Say, Field, you'll need to +make some new move to hold your end up against Williams."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Field felt hurt and angry at his rough joke. In the dim corner a +cough was heard, and as a yellow head<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">279</a></span> raised itself over the bunk-board +a man presented a ghastly face. His big blue eyes fixed themselves on +the lovely woman with a look of childish wonder.</p> + +<p>"Hello, Gus—didn't see you! What's the matter—sick?"</p> + +<p>"Yah, ai baen hwick two days. Ai tank ai lack to hav doketer."</p> + +<p>"All right, I'll send him up. What seems the matter?"</p> + +<p>As they talked, Mrs. Field again chilled with the cold gray +comfortlessness of it all: to be sick in such a place! The silent +appearance of the man out of his grim corner was startling. She was glad +when they drove out into the woods again, where the clear sunshine fell +and the pines stood against the blazing winter sky motionless as iron +trees. Her pleasure in the ride was growing less. To her delicate sense +this life was sordid, not picturesque. She wondered how Williams endured +it. They arrived at No. 8 just as the men were trailing down the road to +work, after eating their dinner. Their gay-colored jackets of Mackinac +wool stood out like trumpet notes in the prevailing white and blue and +bronze-green.</p> + +<p>The boss and the sealer came out and met them, and after introductions +they went into the shanty to dinner. The cook was a deft young +Norwegian—a clean, quick, gentlemanly fellow with a fine brown +mustache. He cleared a place for them at one end of the long table, and +they sat down.</p> + +<p>It was a large camp, but much like the others. On the table were the +same cheap iron forks, the tin plates,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">280</a></span> and the small tin basins (for +tea) which made up the dinner-set. Basins of brown sugar stood about.</p> + +<p>"Good gracious! Do people still eat brown sugar? Why, I haven't seen any +of that for ages!" cried Mrs. Field.</p> + +<p>The stew was good and savory, and the bread fair. The tea was not all +clover, but it tasted of the tin. Mrs. Field said:</p> + +<p>"Beef, beef—everywhere beef. One might suppose a menagerie of desert +animals ate here. Edward, we must make things more comfortable for our +men. They must have cups to drink out of; these basins are horrible."</p> + +<p>It was humorous to the men, this housewifely suggestion.</p> + +<p>"Oh, make it napkins, Allie!"</p> + +<p>"You can laugh, but I sha'n't rest after seeing this. If you thought I +was going to say, 'Oh, how picturesque!' you're mistaken. I think it's +barbarous."</p> + +<p>She was getting impatient of their patronizing laughter, as if she were +a child. They changed their manner to one of acquiescence, but thought +of her as a child just the same.</p> + +<p>After dinner they all went out to see the crew working. It was the +biggest crew anywhere in the neighborhood. Ridgeley got out and hitched +the team to a tree, and took Field up to the skidway. Mrs. Field +remained in the sleigh.</p> + +<p>Near her "the swamping team," a span of big, deep-red oxen, came and +went among the green tops of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">281</a></span> fallen pines. They crawled along their +trails in the snow like some strange machinery, and the boy in a blue +jacket moved almost as listlessly. Somewhere in the tangle of refuse +boughs the swampers' axes click-clocked, saws uttered their grating, +rhythmic snarl, and great trees at intervals shivered, groaned, and fell +with soft, rushing, cracking sweeps into the deep snow, and the swampers +swarmed upon them like Lilliputians attacking a giant enemy.</p> + +<p>There was something splendid (though tragic) in the work, but the +thought of the homelessness of the men, their terrible beds, and their +long hours of toil oppressed the delicate and refined woman. She began +to take on culpability. She was partly in authority now, and this system +must be changed. She was deep in plans for improvement, in shanties and +in sleeping-places, when the men returned.</p> + +<p>Ridgeley was saying: "No, we control about thirty thousand acres of pine +as good as that. It ain't what it was twenty years ago, but it's worth +money, after all."</p> + +<p>It was getting near to dark as they reached No. 6 again, and Ridgeley +drew up and helped them out and into the cook's shanty.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Field was introduced to the cook, a short, rather sullen, but +intelligent man. He stood over the red-hot stove, laying great slices of +beef in a huge dripping-pan. He had a taffler, or assistant, in the +person of a half-grown boy, at whom he jerked rough orders like hunks of +stove wood. Some hit the boy and produced noticeable effects, others did +not.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">282</a></span></p> + +<p>Meanwhile a triumphant sunset was making the west one splendor of purple +and orange and crimson, which came over the cool green rim of the pines +like the <i>Valhalla March</i> in Wagner.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Field sat there in the dim room by the window, seeing that splendor +flush and fade, and thinking how dangerous it was to ask where one's +wealth comes from in the world. Outside, the voices of the men +thickened; they were dropping in by twos and fours, with teams and on +foot.</p> + +<p>The assistant arranged the basins in rows, and put one of the iron forks +and knives on either side of each plate, and filled the sugar-basins, +and dumped in the cold beans, and split the bread into slabs, and put +small pots of tea here and there ready for the hands of the men.</p> + +<p>At last, when the big pans of toast, the big plates of beef, were placed +steaming on the table, the cook called Field and Ridgeley, and said:</p> + +<p>"Set right here at the end." He raised his arm to a ring which dangled +on a wire. "Now look out; you'll see 'em come—sidewise." He jerked the +ring, and disappeared into the kitchen.</p> + +<p>A sudden tumult, shouts, trampling, laughter, and the door burst open +and they streamed in: Norwegians, French, half-breeds—dark-skinned +fellows, all of them, save the Norwegians. They came like a flood, but +they fell silent at sight of a woman, so beautiful and strange to them.</p> + +<p>All words ceased. They sank into place beside the table with the thump +of falling sand-bags. They were<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">283</a></span> all in their shirt-sleeves, but with +faces cleanly washed, and the most of them had combed their hair; but +they seemed very wild and hairy to Mrs. Field. She looked at her husband +and Ridgeley with a grateful pleasure; it was so restful to have them +close beside her.</p> + +<p>The men ate like hungry dogs. They gorged in silence. Nothing was heard +but the clank of knives on tin plates, the drop of heavy platters of +food, and the occasional muttered words of some one asking for the bread +or the gravy.</p> + +<p>As they ate they furtively looked with great curiosity and admiration up +at the dainty woman. Their eyes were bright and large, and gleamed out +of the obscure brown of their dimly lighted faces with savage +intensity—so it seemed to Mrs. Field, and she dropped her eyes before +their glare.</p> + +<p>Her husband and Ridgeley tried to enter into conversation with those +sitting near. Ridgeley seemed on good terms with them all, and ventured +a joke or word, at which they laughed with terrific energy, and fell as +suddenly silent again.</p> + +<p>As Mrs. Field looked up the second time she saw the dark, strange face +of Williams a few places down, and opposite her. His eyes were fixed on +her husband's hands with a singular intensity. Her eyes followed his, +and the beauty of her husband's hands came to her again with new force. +They were perfectly shaped, supple, warm-colored, and strong. Their +color and deftness stood out in vivid contrast to the heavy, brown, +cracked, and calloused, paw-like hands of the workmen.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">284</a></span></p> + +<p>Why should Williams study her husband's hands? If he had looked at her +she would not have been surprised. The other men she could read. They +expressed either frank, simple admiration or furtive desire. But this +man looked at her husband, and his eyes fell often upon his own hands, +which trembled with fatigue. He handled his knife clumsily, and yet she +could see he, too, had a fine hand—a slender, powerful hand, like that +people call an artist hand—a craftsman-like hand.</p> + +<p>He saw her looking at him, and he flashed one enigmatical glance into +her eyes, and rose to go out.</p> + +<p>"How you getting on, Williams?" Ridgeley asked.</p> + +<p>Williams resented his question. "Oh, I'm all right," he said, sullenly.</p> + +<p>The meal was all over in an incredibly short time. One by one, two by +two, they rose heavily and lumbered out with one last, wistful look at +Mrs. Field. She will never know how seraphic she seemed sitting there +amid those rough surroundings—the dim, red light of the kerosene lamp +falling across her clear pallor, out of which her dark eyes shone with +liquid softness, made deeper and darker by her half-sorrowful tenderness +for these homeless fellows.</p> + +<p>An hour later, as they were standing at the door, just ready to take to +their sleigh, they heard the scraping of a fiddle.</p> + +<p>"Oh, some one is going to play!" Mrs. Field cried, with visions of the +rollicking good times she had heard so much about, and of which she had +seen nothing so far. "Can't I look in?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">285</a></span></p> + +<p>Ridgeley was dubious. "I'll go and see," he said, and entered the door. +"Boys, Mrs. Field wants to look in a minute. Go on with your fiddling, +Sam—only I wanted to see that you weren't sitting around in dishabill."</p> + +<p>This seemed a good joke, and they all howled and haw-hawed gleefully.</p> + +<p>"So go right ahead with your evening prayers. All but—you understand!"</p> + +<p>"All right, captain," said Sam, the man with the fiddle.</p> + +<p>When Mrs. Field looked in, two men were furiously grinding axes; several +were sewing on ragged garments; all were smoking; some were dressing +chapped or bruised fingers. The atmosphere was horrible. The socks and +shirts were steaming above the huge stove; the smoke and stench for a +moment were sickening, but Ridgeley pushed them just inside the door.</p> + +<p>"It's better out of the draught."</p> + +<p>Sam jigged away on the violin. The men kept time with the cranks of the +grindstone, and all faces turned with bashful smiles and bold grins at +Mrs. Field. Most of them shrank a little from her look, like shy +animals.</p> + +<p>Ridgeley threw open the window. "In the old days," he explained to Mrs. +Field, "we used a fireplace, and that kept the air better."</p> + +<p>As her sense of smell became deadened the air seemed a little more +tolerable to Mrs. Field.</p> + +<p>"Oh, we must change all this," she said. "It is horrible."</p> + +<p>"Play us a tune," said Sam, extending the violin to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">286</a></span> Field. He did not +think Field could play. It was merely a shot in the dark on his part.</p> + +<p>Field took it and looked at it and sounded it. On every side the men +turned face in eager expectancy.</p> + +<p>"He can play, that feller."</p> + +<p>"I'll bet he can. He handles her as if he knew her."</p> + +<p>"You bet your life. Tune up, Cap."</p> + +<p>Williams came from the obscurity somewhere, and looked over the +shoulders of the men.</p> + +<p>"Down in front!" somebody called, and the men took seats on the benches, +leaving Field standing with the violin in hand. He smiled around upon +them in a frank, pleased way, quite ready to show his skill. He played +<i>Annie Laurie</i>, and a storm of applause broke out.</p> + +<p>"<i>Hoo-ray!</i> Bully for you!"</p> + +<p>"Sam, you're out of it!"</p> + +<p>"Sam, your name is Mud!"</p> + +<p>"Give us another, Cap!"</p> + +<p>"It ain't the same fiddle!"</p> + +<p>He played again some simple tune, and he played it with the touch which +showed the skilled amateur. As he played, Mrs. Field noticed a growing +restlessness on Williams' part. He moved about uneasily. He gnawed at +his finger-nails. His eyes glowed with a singular fire. His hands +drummed and fingered. At last he approached, and said, roughly:</p> + +<p>"Let me take that fiddle a minute."</p> + +<p>"Oh, cheese it, Williams!" the men cried. "Let the other man play."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">287</a></span></p> + +<p>"What do <i>you</i> want to do with the fiddle—think it's a music-box?" +asked Sam, its owner.</p> + +<p>"Go to hell!" said Williams. As Field gave the violin over to him, his +hands seemed to tremble with eagerness.</p> + +<p>He raised his bow, and struck into an imposing, brilliant strain, and +the men fell back in astonishment.</p> + +<p>"Well, I'll be damned!" gasped the owner of the violin.</p> + +<p>"Keep quiet, Sam."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Field looked at her husband. "Why, Ed, he is playing <i>Sarasate</i>!"</p> + +<p>"That's what he is," he returned, slangily, too much astonished to do +more than gaze. Williams played on.</p> + +<p>There was a faint defect in the high notes, as if his fingers did not +touch the strings properly, but his bow action showed cultivation and +breadth of feeling. As he struck into one of those difficult +octave-leaping movements his face became savage. On the E string a +squeal broke forth; he flung the violin into Sam's lap with a ferocious +curse, and then, extending his hands, hard, crooked to fit the +axe-helve, calloused and chapped, he said to Field:</p> + +<p>"Look at my hands! Lovely things to play with, aren't they?"</p> + +<p>His voice trembled with passion. He turned and went outside. As he +passed Mrs. Field his head was bowed, and he was uttering a groaning cry +like one suffering physical pain.</p> + +<p>"That's what drink does for a man," Ridgeley said, as they watched +Williams disappear down the swampers' trail.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">288</a></span></p> + +<p>"That man has been a violinist," said Field. "What's he doing up here?"</p> + +<p>"Came to get away from himself, I guess," Ridgeley replied.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid he's failed," said Field, as he put his arm about his wife +and led her to the sleigh.</p> + +<p>The ride home was made mainly in silence. "Oh, the splendid stillness!" +the woman kept saying in her heart. "Oh, the splendid moonlight, the +marvellous radiance!" Everywhere a heavenly serenity—not a footstep, +not a bell, not a cry, not a cracking tree—nothing but vivid light, +white snow dappled and lined with shadows, and trees etched against a +starlit sky. Unutterable splendor of light and sheen and shadow. Wide +wastes of snow so white the stumps stood like columns of charcoal. A +night of Nature's making, when she is tired of noise and blare of color.</p> + +<p>And in the midst of it stood the camp, with its reek of obscenity, foul +odors, and tobacco smoke, to which a tortured soul must return.</p> + +<h4>IV</h4> + +<p>The following Saturday afternoon, as Ridgeley and Field entered the +office, Williams rose to meet them. He looked different—finer some way, +Field imagined. At any rate, he was perfectly sober. He was freshly +shaven, and though his clothes were rough, he appeared the man of +education he really was. His manner was cold and distant.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">289</a></span></p> + +<p>"I'd like to be paid off, Mr. Ridgeley," he said. "I guess what's left +of my pay will take me out of this."</p> + +<p>"Where do you propose to go?" Ridgeley asked, with kindly interest.</p> + +<p>Williams must have perceived his kindliness, for he answered: "I'm going +home to my wife, to my violin. I am going to try living once more."</p> + +<p>After he had gone out, Field said, "I wonder if he'll do it?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I shouldn't wonder. I've seen men brace up just as mysteriously as +that and stay right by their resolutions. I thought he didn't look like +a common lumber Jack when he came in."</p> + +<p>"Ed, your playing did it!" Mrs. Field cried, when she heard of Williams' +resolution. "Oh, how happy his wife will be! She'll save him yet!"</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know; depends on what kind of a woman she is."</p> + +<hr class="major" /> +<div style="margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 1em; padding-bottom: 1em"> +<a name="BEFORE_THE_LOW_GREEN_DOOR" id="BEFORE_THE_LOW_GREEN_DOOR"></a> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">293</a></span> +<h2>BEFORE THE LOW GREEN DOOR</h2> +</div> + +<p>Matilda Bent was dying; there was no doubt of that now, if there had +been before. The gruff old physician—one of the many overworked and +underpaid country doctors—shook his head and pushed by Joe Bent, her +husband, as he passed through the room which served as dining-room, +sitting-room, and parlor. The poor fellow slouched back to his chair by +the stove as if dazed, and before he could speak again the doctor was +gone.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ridings was just coming up the walk as the doctor stepped out of +the door.</p> + +<p>"Oh, doctor, how is she?"</p> + +<p>"She is a dying woman, madam."</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't say that, doctor! What's the matter?"</p> + +<p>"Cancer."</p> + +<p>"Then the news was true—"</p> + +<p>"I don't know anything of the news, Mrs. Ridings, but Mrs. Bent is dying +from the effects of a cancer primarily, which she has had for +years—since her last child, which died in infancy, you remember."</p> + +<p>"But, doctor, she never told me—"</p> + +<p>"Neither did she tell me. But no matter now. I have done all I can for +her. If you can make death<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">294</a></span> any easier for her, go and do it. You will +find some opiate powders there with directions. Keep the pain down at +all hazards. Don't let her suffer; that is useless. She is likely to +last a day or two; but if any change comes to-night, send for me."</p> + +<p>When the good matron entered the dowdy, suffocating little room where +Matilda Bent lay gasping for breath, she was sick for a moment with +sympathetic pain. There the dying woman lay, her world narrowed to four +close walls, propped up on the pillows near the one little window. Her +eyes seemed very large and bright, and the brow, made prominent by the +sinking away of the cheeks, gave evidence that it was an uncommon woman +who lay there quietly waiting the death angel.</p> + +<p>She smiled, and lifted her eyebrows in a ghastly way.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Marthy!" she breathed.</p> + +<p>"Matildy, I didn't know you was so bad or I'd 'a' come before. Why +didn't you let me know?" said Mrs. Ridings, kneeling by the bed and +taking the ghostly hands of the sufferer in her own warm and soft palms. +She shuddered as she kissed the thin lips.</p> + +<p>"I think you'll soon be around ag'in," she added, in the customary +mockery of an attempt at cheer. The other woman started slightly, turned +her head, and gazed on her old friend long and intently. The hollowness +of her neighbor's words stung her.</p> + +<p>"I hope not, Marthy—I'm ready to go. I want to go. I don't care to +live."</p> + +<p>The two women communed by looking for a long time<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">295</a></span> in each other's eyes, +as if to get at the very secretest desires and hopes of the heart. Tears +fell from Martha's eyes upon the cold and nerveless hands of her +friend—poor, faithful hands, hacked and knotted and worn by thirty +years of ceaseless daily toil. They lay there motionless upon the +coverlet, pathetic protest for all the world to see.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Matildy, I wish I could do something for you! I want to help you +so! I feel so bad that I didn't come before! Ain't they somethin'?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Marthy—jest set there—till I die—it won't be long," whispered +the pale lips. The sufferer, as usual, was calmer than her visitor, and +her eyes were thoughtful.</p> + +<p>"I will! I will! But oh, must you go? Can't somethin' be done? Don't yo' +want the minister to be sent for?"</p> + +<p>"No, I'm all ready. I ain't afraid to die. I ain't worth savin' now. Oh, +Marthy, I never thought I'd come to this—did you? I never thought I'd +die—so early in life—and die—unsatisfied."</p> + +<p>She lifted her head a little as she gasped out these words with an +intensity of utterance that thrilled her hearer—a powerful, penetrating +earnestness that burned like fire.</p> + +<p>"Are you satisfied?" pursued the steady lips. "My life's a failure, +Marthy—I've known it all along—all but my children. Oh, Marthy, +what'll become o' them? This is a hard world."</p> + +<p>The amazed Martha could only chafe the hands, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">296</a></span> note sorrowfully the +frightful changes in the face of her friend. The weirdly calm, slow +voice began to shake a little.</p> + +<p>"I'm dyin', Marthy, without ever gittin' to the sunny place we +girls—used to think—we'd git to, by-an'-by. I've been a-gittin' deeper +'n' deeper—in the shade—till it's most dark. They ain't been no +rest—n'r hope f'r me, Marthy—none. I ain't—"</p> + +<p>"There, there, Tillie, don't talk so—don't, dear! Try to think how +bright it'll be over there—"</p> + +<p>"I don't know nawthin' about over there; I'm talkin' about here. I ain't +had no chance here, Marthy."</p> + +<p>"He will heal all your care—"</p> + +<p>"He can't wipe out my sufferin's here."</p> + +<p>"Yes, He can, and He will. He can wipe away every tear and heal every +wound."</p> + +<p>"No—he—can't. God Himself can't wipe out what has been. Oh, Mattie, if +I was only there!—in the past—if I was only young and purty ag'in! You +know how tall I was! How we used to run—oh, Mattie, if I was only +there! The world was all bright then—wasn't it? We didn't expect—to +work all our days. Life looked like a meadow, full of daisies and pinks, +and the nicest ones and the sweetest birds were just a little ways +on—where the sun was—it didn't look—wasn't we happy?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, dear. But you mustn't talk so much." The good woman thought +Matilda's mind was wandering. "Don't you want some med'cine? Is your +fever risin'?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">297</a></span></p> + +<p>"But the daisies and pinks all turned to weeds," she went on, waiting a +little, "when we picked 'em. An' the sunny place—has been always behind +me, and the dark before me. Oh, if I was only there—in the sun—where +the pinks and daisies are!"</p> + +<p>"You mustn't talk so, Mattie! Think about your children! You ain't sorry +y'had them? They've been a comfort to y'? You ain't sorry you had 'em?"</p> + +<p>"I ain't glad," was the unhesitating reply of the failing woman; and +then she went on, in growing excitement: "They'll haf to grow old jest +as I have—git bent and gray, an' die. They ain't be'n much comfort to +me: the boys are like their father, and Julyie's weak. They ain't no +happiness—for such as me and them."</p> + +<p>She paused for breath, and Mrs. Ridings, not knowing what to say, did +better than speak. She fell to stroking the poor face and the hands, +getting more restless each moment. It was as if Matilda Fletcher had +been silent so long, had borne so much without complaint, that now it +burst from her in a torrent not to be stayed. All her most secret doubts +and her sweetest hopes seemed trembling on her lips or surging in her +brain, racking her poor, emaciated frame for utterence. Now that death +was sure, she was determined to rid her bosom of its perilous stuff. +Martha was appalled.</p> + +<p>"I used to think—that when I got married I'd be perfectly happy; but I +never have been happy sence. It was the beginning of trouble to me. I +never found things better than they looked; they was always worse. I've +gone further an' further from the sunshiny meadow,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">298</a></span> an' the birds an' +flowers—and I'll never git back to 'em again, never!" She ended with a +sob and a low wail.</p> + +<p>Her face was horrifying with its intensity of pathetic regret. Her +straining, wide-open eyes seemed to be seeing those sunny spots in the +meadow.</p> + +<p>"Mattie, sometimes when I'm asleep I think I am back there ag'in—and +you girls are there—an' we're pullin' off the leaves of the wild +sunflower—'rich man, poor man, beggar man'—and I hear you all laugh +when I pull off the last leaf; and then I come to myself—and I'm an +old, dried-up woman, dyin'—unsatisfied!"</p> + +<p>"I've felt that way a little myself, Matildy," confessed the watcher, in +a scared whisper.</p> + +<p>"I knew it, Mattie; I knew you'd know how I felt. Things have been +better for you. You ain't had to live in an old log house all your life, +an' work yourself to skin an' bone for a man you don't respect nor +like."</p> + +<p>"Matildy Bent, take that back! Take it back, for mercy sake! Don't you +dare die thinkin' that—don't you dare!"</p> + +<p>Bent, hearing her voice rising, came to the door, and the wife, +recognizing his step, cried out:</p> + +<p>"Don't let him in! Don't! I can't bear him—keep him out; I don't want +to see him ag'in."</p> + +<p>"Who do you mean? Not Joe?"</p> + +<p>"Yes! Him!"</p> + +<p>Had the dying woman confessed to murder, good Martha could not have been +more shocked. She could not understand this terrible revulsion in +feeling, for she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">299</a></span> herself had been absolutely loyal to her husband +through all the trials which had come upon them.</p> + +<p>But she met Bent at the threshold, and, closing the door, went out with +him into the summer kitchen, where the rest of the family were sitting. +A gloomy silence fell on them all after the greetings were over. The men +were smoking; all were seated in chairs tipped back against the wall. +Joe Bent, a smallish man, with a weak, good-natured face, asked, in a +hoarse whisper:</p> + +<p>"How is she, Mis' Ridings?"</p> + +<p>"She seems quite strong, Mr. Bent. I think you had all better go to bed; +if I want you, I can call you. Doctor give me directions."</p> + +<p>"All right," responded the relieved man. "I'll sleep on the lounge in +the other room. If you want me, just rap on the door."</p> + +<p>When, after making other arrangements, Martha went back to the bedroom, +she was startled to hear the sick woman muttering to herself, or perhaps +because she had forgotten Martha's absence.</p> + +<p>"But the shadows on the meadow didn't stay; they passed on, and then the +sun was all the brighter on the flowers. We used to string +sweet-williams on spears of grass—don't you remember?"</p> + +<p>Martha gave her a drink of the opiate in the glass, adjusted her on the +pillow, and threw open the window, even to the point of removing the +screen, and the gibbous moon flooded the room with light. She did not +light a lamp, for its flame would heat the room. Besides, the moonlight +was sufficient. It fell on the face of the sick<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">300</a></span> woman till she looked +like a thing of marble—all but her dark eyes.</p> + +<p>"Does the moon hurt you, Tilly? Shall I put down the curtain?"</p> + +<p>The woman heard with difficulty, and when the question was repeated, +said slowly:</p> + +<p>"No, I like it." After a little: "Don't you remember, Mattie, how +beautiful the moonlight seemed? It seemed to promise happiness—and +love—but it never come for us. It makes me dream of the past now—just +as it did of the future then; an' the whip-poor-wills, too—"</p> + +<p>The night was perfectly beautiful, such a night as makes dying an +infinite sorrow. The summer was at its liberalest. Innumerable insects +of the nocturnal sort were singing in unison with the frogs in the +pools. A whip-poor-will called, and its neighbor answered like an echo. +The leaves of the trees, glossy from the late rain, moved musically to +the light west wind, and the exquisite perfume of many flowers came in +on the breeze.</p> + +<p>When the failing woman sank into silence, Martha leaned her elbow on the +window-sill, and, gazing far into the great deeps of space, gave herself +up to unwonted musings upon the problems of human life. She sighed +deeply at times. She found herself at moments in the almost terrifying +position of a human soul in space. Not a wife, not a mother, but just a +soul facing the questions which harass philosophers. As she realized her +condition of mind she apprehended something of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">301</a></span> the thinking of the +woman on the bed. Matilda had gone beyond—or far back—of the wife and +mother.</p> + +<p>The hours wore on; the dying woman stirred uneasily now and then, +whispering a word or phrase which related to her girlhood—never to her +later life. Once she said:</p> + +<p>"Mother, hold me. I'm so tired."</p> + +<p>Martha took the thin form in her arms, and, laying her head close beside +the sunken cheek, sang, in half breath, a lullaby till the sufferer grew +quiet again.</p> + +<p>The lustrous moon passed over the house, leaving the room dark, and +still the patient watcher sat beside the bed, listening to the slow +breathing of the dying one. The cool air grew almost chill; the east +began to lighten, and with the coming light the tide of life sank in the +dying body. The head, hitherto restlessly turning, ceased to move. The +eyes grew quiet and began to soften like a sleeper's.</p> + +<p>"How are you now, dear?" asked the watcher several times, bending over +the bed, and bathing back the straying hair.</p> + +<p>"I'm tired—tired, mother—turn me," she murmured drowsily, with heavy +lids drooping.</p> + +<p>Martha patted the pillows once again, and turned her friend's face to +the wall. The poor, tortured, restless brain slowly stopped its grinding +whirl, and the thin limbs, heavy with years of hopeless toil, +straightened out in an endless sleep.</p> + +<p>Matilda Fletcher had found rest.</p> + +<hr class="major" /> +<div style="margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 1em; padding-bottom: 1em"> +<a name="A_PREACHERS_LOVE_STORY" id="A_PREACHERS_LOVE_STORY"></a> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">305</a></span> +<h2>A PREACHER'S LOVE STORY</h2> +</div> + +<h4>I</h4> + +<p>The train drew out of the great Van Buren Street depot at 4.30 of a dark +day in late October. A tall young man, with a timid look in his eyes, +was almost the last passenger to get on, and his pale face wore a +worried look as he dropped into an empty seat and peered out at the +squalid city reeling past in the mist.</p> + +<p>The buildings grew smaller, and vacant lots appeared stretching away in +flat spaces, broken here and there by ridges of ugly, squat, little +tenement blocks. Over this landscape vast banners of smoke streamed, +magnified by the misty rain which was driven in from the lake.</p> + +<p>At last there came a swell of land clothed on with trees. It was still +light enough for him to see that they were burr oaks, and the young +student's heart thrilled at sight of them. His forehead smoothed out, +and his eyes grew tender with boyish memories.</p> + +<p>He was seated thus, with head leaning against the pane, when another +young man came down the aisle from the smoking-car and took a seat +beside him with a pleasant word.</p> + +<p>He was a handsome young fellow of twenty three or<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306">306</a></span> four. His face was +large and beardless, and he had a bold and keen look, in spite of the +bang of yellow hair which hung over his forehead. Some commonplaces +passed between them, and then silence fell on each. The conductor coming +through the car, the smooth-faced young fellow put up a card to be +punched, and the student handed up a ticket, simply saying, "Kesota."</p> + +<p>After a decent pause the younger man said, "Going to Kesota, are you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"So am I. I live there, in fact."</p> + +<p>"Do you? Then perhaps you can tell me the name of your County +Superintendent. I'm looking for a school." He smiled frankly. "I'm just +out of Jackson University, and—"</p> + +<p>"That so? I'm an Ann Arbor man myself." They took a moment for mutual +warming up. "Yes, I know the Superintendent. Why not come right up to my +boarding-place, and to-morrow I'll introduce you? Looking for a school, +eh? What kind of a school?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, a village school, or even a country school. It's too late to get a +good place; but I've been sick, and—"</p> + +<p>"Yes, the good positions are all snapped up; still, you might by +accident hit on something. I know Mott; he'll do all he can for you. +By-the-way, my name's Allen."</p> + +<p>The young student understood this hint and spoke. "Mine is Stacey."</p> + +<p>The younger man mused a few minutes, as if he had forgotten his new +acquaintance. Suddenly he roused up.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_307" id="Page_307">307</a></span></p> + +<p>"Say, would you take a country school several miles out?"</p> + +<p>"I think I would, if nothing better offered."</p> + +<p>"Well, in my old district they're without a teacher. It's six miles out, +and it isn't a lovely neighborhood! However, they will pay fifty dollars +a month; that's ten dollars extra for the scrimmages. They wanted me to +teach this winter—my sister tackles it in summer—but, great Peter! I +can't waste my time teaching school, when I can run up to Chicago and +take a shy at the pit and make a whole term's wages in thirty minutes!"</p> + +<p>"I don't understand," said Stacey.</p> + +<p>"Wheat Exchange. I've got a lot of friends in the pit, and I can come in +any time on a little deal. I'm no Jim Keene, but I hope to get cash +enough to handle five thousand. I wanted the old gent to start me up in +it, but he said, 'Nix come arouse.' Fact is, I dropped the money he gave +me to go through college with." He smiled at Stacey's disapproving look. +"Yes, indeedy; there's where the jar came into our tender relations. Oh, +I call on the Governor—always when I've got a wad. I have fun with +him." He smiled brightly. "Ask him if he don't need a little cash to pay +for hog-killin', or something like that." He laughed again. "No, I +didn't graduate at Ann Arbor. Funny how things go, ain't it? I was on my +way back the third year, when I stopped in to see the pit—it's one o' +the sights of Chicago, you know—and Billy Krans saw me looking over the +rail, I went in, won, and then took a flyer on December. Come a big +slump, and I failed to materialize at school."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_308" id="Page_308">308</a></span></p> + +<p>"What did you do then?" asked Stacey, to whom this did not seem +humorous.</p> + +<p>"I wrote a contrite letter to the Governor, stating case, requesting +forgiveness—and money. No go! Couldn't raise neither. I then wrote, +casting him off. 'You are no longer father of mine.'" He smiled again +radiantly. "You should have seen me the next time I went home! Plug hat! +Imported suit! Gold watch! Diamond shirt-stud! Cost me $200 to paralyze +the General, but I did it. My glory absolutely turned him white as a +sheet. I knew what he thought, so I said: 'Perfectly legitimate, Dad. +The walls of Joliet are not gaping for me.' That about half-fetched +him—calling him <i>Dad</i>, I mean; but he can't get reconciled to my +business. 'Too many ups and downs,' he says. Fact is, he thinks it's +gambling, and I don't argue the case with him. I'm on my way home now to +stay over Sunday."</p> + +<p>The train whistled, and Allen looked out into the darkness. "We're +coming to the crossing. Now, I can't go up to the boarding-place when +you do, but I'll give you directions, and you tell the landlady I sent +you, and it'll be all right. Allen, you remember—Herman Allen."</p> + +<p>Following directions, Stacey came at length to a two-story frame house +situated on the edge of the bank, with its back to the river. It stood +alone, with vacant lots all about. A pleasant-faced woman answered the +ring.</p> + +<p>He explained briefly. "How do you do? I'm a teacher, and I'd like to get +board here a few days while passing my examinations. Mr. Herman Allen +sent me."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_309" id="Page_309">309</a></span></p> + +<p>The woman's quick eye and ear were satisfied. "All right. Walk in, sir. +I'm pretty full, but I expect I can accommodate you—if you don't mind +Mr. Allen for a room-mate."</p> + +<p>"Oh, not at all," he said, while taking off his coat.</p> + +<p>"Come right in this way. Supper will be ready soon."</p> + +<p>He went into a comfortable sitting-room, where a huge open fire of soft +coal was blazing magnificently. The walls were papered in florid +patterns, and several enlarged portraits were on the walls. The fire was +the only adornment; all else was cheap, and some of it was tawdry.</p> + +<p>Stacey spread his thin hands to the blaze, while the landlady sat down a +moment, out of politeness, to chat, scanning him keenly. She was a +handsome woman, strong, well-rounded, about forty years of age, with +quick, gray eyes, and a clean, firm-lipped mouth.</p> + +<p>"Did you just get in?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I've been on the road all day," he said, on an impulse of +communication. "Indeed, I'm just out of college."</p> + +<p>"Is that so!" exclaimed Mrs. Mills, stopping her rocking in an access of +interest. "What college?"</p> + +<p>"Jackson University. I've been sick, and only came West—"</p> + +<p>There came a look into her face that transformed and transfigured her. +"<i>My</i> boy was in Ann Arbor. He was killed on the train on his way home +one day." She stopped, for fear of breaking into a quaver, and smiled<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_310" id="Page_310">310</a></span> +brightly. "That's why I always like college boys. They all stop here +with me." She rose hastily. "Well, you'll excuse me, won't you, and I'll +go an' 'tend to supper."</p> + +<p>There was a great deal that was feminine in Stacey, and he felt at once +the pathos of the woman's life. He looked a refined, studious, rather +delicate young man, as he sat low in his chair and observed the light +and heat of the fire. His large head was heavy with learning, and his +dark eyes deep with religious fervor.</p> + +<p>Several young women entered, and the room was filled with the clatter of +tongues. Herman came in a few moments later, his face in a girlish glow +of color. Everybody rushed at him with loud outcry. He was evidently a +great favorite. He threw his arms about Mrs. Mills, giving her a hearty +hug. The girls pretended to be shocked when he reached out for them, but +they were not afraid of him. They hung on his arms and besieged him with +questions till he cried out, in jolly perplexity:</p> + +<p>"Girls, girls! This will never do!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Mills brushed out his damp yellow curls with her hands. "You're all +wet."</p> + +<p>"Girls, if you'll let me sit down, I'll take one on each knee," he said, +pleadingly, and they released him.</p> + +<p>Stacey grew red with sympathetic embarrassment, and shrank away into a +corner.</p> + +<p>"Go get supper ready," commanded Herman. And it was only after they had +left him that he said to Stacey: "Oh, you found your way all right." He +took a seat<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_311" id="Page_311">311</a></span> by the fire and surveyed his wet shoes. "I took a run up to +Mott's house—only a half block out o' the way. He said they'd be +tickled to have you at Cyene. By-the-way, you're a theolog, aren't you?" +Wallace nodded, and Herman went on: "So I told Mott. He said you might +work up a society out there at Cyene."</p> + +<p>"Is there a church there?"</p> + +<p>"Used to be, but—say, I tell you what you do: you go out with me +to-morrow, and I'll give you a history of the township."</p> + +<p>The ringing of the bell took them all out into the cheerful dining-room +in a good-natured scramble. Mrs. Mills put Stacey at one end of the +table, near a young woman who looked like a teacher, and he had full +sweep of the table, which was surrounded by bright and happy faces. The +station-hand was there, and a couple of grocery clerks, and a brakeman +sat at Stacey's right hand. They all seemed very much at home, and +called one another by their Christian names, and there was very obvious +courtship on the part of several young couples.</p> + +<p>Stacey escaped from the table as soon as possible, and returned to his +seat beside the fire. He was young enough to enjoy the chatter of the +girls, but his timidity made him glad they paid so little attention to +him. The rain had changed to sleet outside and hammered at the window +viciously, but the blazing fire and the romping young people set it at +defiance. The landlady came to the door of the dining-room, dish and +cloth in hand, to share in each outburst of laughter, and not +infrequently the hired girl peered over her shoulder with a broad<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_312" id="Page_312">312</a></span> smile +on her face. A little later, having finished their work, they both came +in and took active part in the light-hearted fun.</p> + +<p>Herman and one of the girls were having a great struggle over some +trifle he had snatched from her hand, and the rest stood about laughing +to see her desperate attempts to recover it. This was a familiar form of +courtship in Kesota, and an evening filled with such romping was +considered a "cracking good time." After the girl, red and dishevelled, +had given up, Herman sat down at the organ, and they all sang Moody and +Sankey hymns, negro melodies, and college songs till ten o'clock. Then +Mrs. Mills called, "Come, now, boys and girls!" and they all said +good-night, like obedient children.</p> + +<p>Herman and Wallace went up to their bedroom together.</p> + +<p>"Say, Stacey, have you got a policy?" Wallace shook his head. "And don't +want any, I suppose. Well, I just asked you as a matter of form. You +see," he went on, winking at Wallace comically, "nominally I'm an +insurance agent, but practically I'm a 'lamb'—but I get a mouthful o' +fur myself occasionally. What I'm working for is to get on that Wheat +Exchange. That's where you get life! I'd rather be an established broker +in that howling mob than go to Congress."</p> + +<p>He rose on his elbow in bed and looked at Wallace, who was rising from a +silent prayer.</p> + +<p>"Say, why didn't you shout? I forgot all about it—I mean your +profession."</p> + +<p>Wallace crept into bed beside his communicative bedfellow<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_313" id="Page_313">313</a></span> in silence. +He didn't know how to deal with such spirits.</p> + +<p>"Say," called Herman suddenly, as Wallace was about dropping off to +sleep, "you ain't got no picnic, old man!"</p> + +<p>"Why, what do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"Wait till you see Cyene Church. Oh, it's a daisy snarl!"</p> + +<p>"I wish you'd tell me about it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's quiet now. The calmness of death," said Herman. "Well, you +see, it came this way. The church is made up of Baptists and Methodists, +and the Methodists wanted an organ, because, you understand, father was +the head centre, and Mattie is the only girl among the Methodists who +can play. The old man has got a head like a mule. He can't be switched +off, once he makes up his mind. Deacon Marsden, he don't believe in +anything above tuning-forks, and he's tighter'n the bark on a bulldog. +He stood out like a sore thumb, and Dad wouldn't give an inch.</p> + +<p>"You see, they held meetings every other Sunday. So Dad worked up the +organ business and got one, and then locked it up when the Baptists held +their services. Things went from bad to worse. They didn't speak as they +passed by—that is, the old folks; we young folks didn't care a +continental whether school kept or not. Well, upshot is, the church died +out. The wind blew the horse-sheds down, and there they lie—and the +church is standing there empty as an—old boot—and—Say, Stacey—by +Jinks!—are you a Baptist?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_314" id="Page_314">314</a></span></p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Peter! ain't that lovely!" He chuckled shamelessly, and went off to +sleep without another word.</p> + +<h4>II</h4> + +<p>Herman was still sleeping when Stacey rose and dressed and went down to +breakfast. Mrs. Mills defended Herman against the charge of laziness: +"He's probably been out late all the week."</p> + +<p>Stacey found Mott in the county court-house, and a perfunctory +examination soon put him in possession of a certificate. There was no +question of his attainments.</p> + +<p>Herman met him at dinner-time.</p> + +<p>"Well, elder, I'm going down to get a rig to go out home in. It's +colder'n a blue whetstone, so put on all the clothes you've got. Gimme +your check, and I'll get your traps. Have you seen Mott?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, everything's all fixed."</p> + +<p>He turned up about three o'clock, seated on the spring seat of a lumber +wagon beside a woman, who drove the powerful team. Whether she was young +or old could not be told through her wraps. She wore a cap and a thick, +faded cloak.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Mills hurried to the door. "Why, Mattie Allen! What you doin' out +such a day as this? Come in here instanter!"</p> + +<p>"Can't stop!" called a clear, boyish voice. "Too late!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_315" id="Page_315">315</a></span></p> + +<p>"Well, land o' stars, you'll freeze!"</p> + +<p>When Wallace reached the wagon side, Herman said, "My sister, Stacey."</p> + +<p>The girl slipped her strong, brown hand out of her huge glove and gave +him a friendly grip. "Get right in," she said. "Herman, you're going to +stand up behind."</p> + +<p>Herman appealed to Mrs. Mills for sympathy. "This is what comes of +having plebeian connections."</p> + +<p>"Oh, dry up," laughed the girl, "or I'll make you drive."</p> + +<p>Stacey scrambled in awkwardly beside her. She was not at all +embarrassed, apparently.</p> + +<p>"Tuck yourself in tight. It's mighty cold on the prairie."</p> + +<p>"Why didn't you come down with the baroosh?" grumbled Herman.</p> + +<p>"Well, the corn was contracted for, and father wasn't able to come—he +had another attack of neuralgia last night, after he got the corn +loaded, so I had to come."</p> + +<p>"Sha'n't I drive for you?" asked Wallace.</p> + +<p>"No, thank you. You'll have all you can do to keep from freezing." She +studied his thin coat and worn gloves with keen glance. He could see +only her pink cheeks, strong nose, and dark, smiling eyes.</p> + +<p>It was one of those terrible Illinois days when the temperature drops +suddenly to zero, and the churned mud of the highways hardens into +scoriac rock, which cripples the horses and sends the heavy wagons +booming and thundering along like mad things. The wind was keen<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_316" id="Page_316">316</a></span> as a +saw-bladed sword, and smote incessantly. The desolate sky was one thick, +impenetrable mass of swiftly flying clouds.</p> + +<p>When they swung out upon the long pike leading due north, Wallace drew +his breath with a gasp, and bent his head to the wind.</p> + +<p>"Pretty strong, isn't it?" shouted Mattie.</p> + +<p>"Oh, the farmer's life is the life for me, tra-la!" sang Herman, from +his shelter behind the seat.</p> + +<p>Mattie turned. "What do you think of <i>Penelope</i> this month?"</p> + +<p>"She's a-gitten there," said Herman, pounding his shoe heels.</p> + +<p>"She's too smart for young Corey. She ought to marry a man like +Bromfield. My, wouldn't they talk!"</p> + +<p>"Did y' get the second bundle of magazines last Saturday?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; and Dad found something in the <i>Popular Science</i> that made him +mad, and he burned it."</p> + +<p>"Did 'e? Tum-la-la! Oh, the farmer's life for me!"</p> + +<p>"Are you cold?" she asked Wallace.</p> + +<p>He turned a purple face upon her. "No—not much."</p> + +<p>"I guess you better slip right down under the blankets," she advised.</p> + +<p>The wind blew gray out of the north—a wild blast which stopped the +young student's blood in his veins. He hated to give up, but he could no +longer hold the blankets over his knees, so he slipped down into the +corner of the box, with his back to the wind, while Mattie drew the +blankets over his head, slapped the reins<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_317" id="Page_317">317</a></span> down on the backs of the +snorting horses, and encouraged them with shouts like a man: "Get out o' +this, Dan! Hup there, Nellie!"</p> + +<p>The wagon boomed and rattled. The floor of the box seemed beaten with a +maul. The glimpses Wallace had of the land appalled him, it was so flat +and gray and bare.</p> + +<p>Herman sang at the top of his voice, and danced, and pounded his feet +against the wagon box. "This ends it! If I can't come home without +freezing to death, I don't come. I should have hired a rig, irrespective +of you—"</p> + +<p>The girl laughed. "Oh, you're getting thin-blooded, Herman. Life in the +city has taken the starch all out of you."</p> + +<p>"Better grow limp in a great city than freeze stiff in the country," he +replied.</p> + +<p>An hour's ride brought them into a yard before a large, gray-white frame +house.</p> + +<p>Herman sprang out to meet a tall old man with head muffled up. "Hello, +Dad! Take the team. We're just naturally froze solid—at least, I am. +This is Mr. Stacey, the new teacher."</p> + +<p>"How de do? Run in; I'll take the horses."</p> + +<p>Herman and Wallace stumbled toward the house, stiff and bent.</p> + +<p>Herman flung his arms about a tall woman in the kitchen door. "Hello, +muz!" he said. "This is Mr. Stacey, the new teacher."</p> + +<p>Mattie came in soon with a boyish rush, gleeful as a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_318" id="Page_318">318</a></span> happy babe. She +unwound the scarf from her head and neck, and hung up her cap and cloak +like a man, but she gave her hair a little touch of feminine care, and +came forward with both palms pressed to her burning cheeks.</p> + +<p>"Did you suffer, child?" asked Mrs. Allen.</p> + +<p>"No; I enjoyed it."</p> + +<p>Herman looked at Stacey. "I believe on my life she did."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's fun. I don't get a chance to do anything so exciting very +often."</p> + +<p>Herman clicked his tongue. "Exciting? Well, well!"</p> + +<p>"You must remember things are slower here," Mattie explained.</p> + +<p>She came to light much younger than Stacey thought her. She was not +eighteen, but her supple and splendid figure was fully matured. Her hair +hung down her back in a braid, which gave a distinct touch of +childishness to her.</p> + +<p>"Sis, you're still a-growin'," Herman said, as he put his arm around her +waist and looked up at her.</p> + +<p>She seemed to realize for the first time that Stacey was a young man, +and her eyes fell.</p> + +<p>"Well, now, set up the chairs, child," said Mrs. Allen.</p> + +<p>When the young teacher returned from his cold spare room off the parlor +the family sat waiting for him. They all drew up noisily, and Allen +said:</p> + +<p>"Ask the blessing, sir?"</p> + +<p>Wallace said grace.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_319" id="Page_319">319</a></span></p> + +<p>As Allen passed the potatoes he continued:</p> + +<p>"My son tells me you are a minister of the gospel."</p> + +<p>"I have studied for it."</p> + +<p>"What denomination?"</p> + +<p>"Tut, tut!" warned Herman. "Don't start any theological rabbits +to-night, Dad. With jaw swelled up you won't be able to hold your own."</p> + +<p>"I'm a Baptist," Stacey answered.</p> + +<p>The old man's face grew grim. It had been ludicrous before with its +swollen jaw. "Baptist!" He turned a stern look upon his son, whose smile +angered him. "Didn't you know no more'n to bring a Baptist preacher into +this house?"</p> + +<p>"There, there, father!" began the wife.</p> + +<p>"Be quiet. I'm boss of this shanty, and I won't have you bringing—"</p> + +<p>Herman struck in: "Don't make a show of yourself, old man. Never mind +the old gent, Stacey; he's mumpy to-day, anyhow."</p> + +<p>Stacey rose. "I guess I—I'd better not stay—I—"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, no! Sit down! It's all right. The old man's a little acid at me. +He doesn't mean it."</p> + +<p>Stacey got his coat and hat. His heart was swollen with indignation. He +felt as if something fine were lost to him, and the land outside was so +desolate!</p> + +<p>Mrs. Allen was in tears; but the old man, having taken his stand, was +going to keep it.</p> + +<p>Herman lost his temper a little. "Well, Dad, you're a little the +cussedest Christian I ever knew! Stacey, sit down. Don't you be a fool +just because he is—"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_320" id="Page_320">320</a></span></p> + +<p>Stacey was buttoning his coat with trembling hands when Martha went up +to him.</p> + +<p>"Don't go," she said. "Father's sick and cross. He'll be sorry for this +to-morrow."</p> + +<p>Wallace looked into her frank, kindly eyes, and hesitated.</p> + +<p>Herman said: "Dad, you are a lovely follower of Christ! You'll apologize +for this, or I'll never set foot on your threshold again."</p> + +<p>Stacey still hesitated. He was hurt and angry, but being naturally of a +sweet and gentle nature, he grew sad, and, yielding to the pressure of +the girl's hand on his arm, he began to unbutton his overcoat.</p> + +<p>She helped him with it, and hung it back on the nail, and her mother and +Herman tried to restore something of the brightness which had been lost; +but Allen sat grimly eating, his chin pushed down like a hog's snout.</p> + +<p>After supper, as his father was about retiring to his bedroom, Herman +fixed his bright eyes on him, and something very hard and masterful came +into his face.</p> + +<p>"Old man, you and I haven't had a settlement on this thing yet. I'll see +you later."</p> + +<p>Allen shrank before his son's look, but shuffled sullenly off without +uttering a word.</p> + +<p>Herman turned to Wallace. "Stacey, I want to beg your pardon for getting +you into this scrape. I didn't suppose the old gentleman would act like +that. The older he gets, the more his New Hampshire granite shows. I +hope you won't lay it up against me."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_321" id="Page_321">321</a></span></p> + +<p>Wallace was too conscientious to say he didn't mind it, but he took +Herman's hand in a quick clasp.</p> + +<p>"Let's have a song," proposed Herman. "Music hath charms to soothe the +savage breast, to charm a rock, and split a cabbage."</p> + +<p>They went into the best room, where a fire was blazing, and Mattie and +Herman sang hymns and old-fashioned love-songs and college glees +wonderfully intermingled. They ended with <i>Lorena</i>, a wailing, extra +sentimental love-song current in war times, and when they looked around +there was a lofty look on the face of the young preacher—a look of +exaltation, of consecration and resolve.</p> + +<h4>III</h4> + +<p>The next morning, at breakfast, Herman said, as he seized a hot biscuit, +"We'll dispense with grace this morning, and till after the war is +over." But Wallace blessed his bread in a silent prayer, and Mattie +thought it very brave of him to do so.</p> + +<p>Herman was full of mockery. "The sun rises just the same, whether it's +'sprinkling' or 'immersion.' It's lucky Nature don't take a hand in +these theological contests. She doesn't even referee the scrap; she +never seems to care whether you are sparring for points or fighting to a +finish. What you theologic middle-weights are really fighting for I +can't see—and I don't care, till you fall over the ropes on to my +corns."</p> + +<p>Stacey listened in a daze to Herman's tirade. He<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_322" id="Page_322">322</a></span> knew it was addressed +to Allen, and that it deprecated war, and that it was mocking. The fresh +face and smiling lips of the young girl seemed to put other affairs very +far away. It was such a beautiful thing to sit at table with a lovely +girl.</p> + +<p>After breakfast he put on his cap and coat, and went out into the clear, +cold November air. All about him the prairie outspread, marked with +farm-houses and lined with leafless hedges. Artificial groves surrounded +each homestead, and these relieved, to some degree, the desolateness of +the fields.</p> + +<p>Down the road he saw the spire of a small white church, and as he walked +briskly toward it, Herman's description of it came to his mind.</p> + +<p>As he drew near, the ruined sheds, the rotting porch, and the windows +boarded up told a sorry story, and his face grew sad. He tried one of +the doors, and found it open. Some tramp had broken the lock. The inside +was even more desolate than the outside. It was littered with rotting +straw and plum stones and melon seeds. Obscene words were scrawled on +the walls, and even on the pulpit itself.</p> + +<p>Taken altogether, it was an appalling picture to the young servant of +the Man of Galilee—a blunt reminder of the inherent ferocity and +depravity of man.</p> + +<p>As he pondered the fire burned, and there rose again the flame of his +resolution. He lifted his face and prayed that he might be the one to +bring these people into the living union of the Church of Christ.</p> + +<p>His blood set toward his heart with tremulous action.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_323" id="Page_323">323</a></span></p> + +<p>His eyes glowed with zeal like that of the prophets of the Middle Ages. +He saw the people united once more in this desecrated hall. He heard the +bells ringing, the sound of song, the voices of love and fellowship +filling the anterooms where hate had scrawled hideous blasphemy against +woman and against God.</p> + +<p>As he sat there Herman came in, his keen eyes seeking out every stain +and evidence of vandalism.</p> + +<p>"Cheerful prospect, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>Wallace looked up with the blaze of his resolution still in his eyes. +His pale face was sweet and solemn.</p> + +<p>"Oh, how these people need Christ!"</p> + +<p>Herman turned away. "They need killing—about two dozen of 'em. I'd like +to have the job of indicating which ones. I wouldn't miss the old man, +you bet!" he added, with cordial resentment.</p> + +<p>Wallace was helpless in the face of such reckless thought, and so sat +silently watching the handsome young fellow as he walked about.</p> + +<p>"Well, now, Stacey, I guess you'll need to move. I had another session +with the old man, but he won't give in, so I'm off for Chicago. Mother's +brother, George Chapman, who lives about as near the schoolhouse on the +other side, will take you in. I guess we'd better go right down now and +see about it. I've said good-by to the old man—for good this time; we +didn't shake hands, either," he said, as they started down the road +together. He was very stern and hard. Something of the father was hidden +under his laughing exterior.</p> + +<p>Stacey regretted deeply the necessity which drove him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_324" id="Page_324">324</a></span> out of Allen's +house. Mrs. Allen and Mattie had appealed to him very strongly. For +years he had lived far from young women, and there was a magical power +in the intimate home actions of this young girl. Her bare head, with +simple arrangement of hair, someway seemed the most beautiful thing he +had ever seen.</p> + +<p>He thought of her that night, as he sat at the table with Chapman and +his aged mother. They lived alone, and their lives were curiously +silent. Once in a while a low-voiced question, and that was all. George +read the <i>Popular Science, Harper's Monthly Magazine</i>, and the <i>Open +Court</i>, and brooded over them with slow intellectual movement. It was +wonderful the amount of information he secreted from these periodicals. +He was better informed than many college graduates. He had little +curiosity about the young stranger. He understood that he was to teach +the school; beyond that he did not care to go.</p> + +<p>He tried Wallace once or twice on the latest discoveries of John Fiske +and Edison, and then gave him up and retired to his seat beside the +sitting-room stove.</p> + +<p>On the following Monday morning school began, and as Wallace took his +way down the lane the wrecked church came again to his eyes. He walked +past it with slow feet. His was a deeply religious nature, one that +sorrowed easily over sin. Suffering of the poor did not trouble him; +hunger seemed a little thing beside losing one's everlasting soul. +Therefore, to come from his studies upon such a monument of human +depravity as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_325" id="Page_325">325</a></span> this rotting church was to receive a shock and to hear a +call to action.</p> + +<p>Approaching the schoolhouse, his thought took a turn toward the +scholars and toward Mattie. He had forgotten to ask her if she intended +to be one of his pupils.</p> + +<p>There were several children already gathered at the weather-beaten door +as he came up. It was all very American—the box-like house of white, +the slender teacher approaching, the roughly clad urchins waiting.</p> + +<p>He said, "Good morning, scholars!"</p> + +<p>They chorused a queer croak in reply—hesitating, inarticulate, shy. He +unlocked the door and entered the cold, bare room—familiar, unlovely, +with a certain power of primitive associations. In such a room he had +studied his primer and his Ray's Arithmetic. In such a room he had made +gradual recession from the smallest front seat to the back wall seat; +and from one side of such a room to the other he had furtively +worshipped a graceful, girlish head.</p> + +<p>He allowed himself but a moment of such dreaming before assuming +command, and with his ready helpers a fire was soon started. Other +children came in, timorous as rabbits, slipping by, each with an eye +fixed on him like a scared chicken. They pre-empted their seats by +putting down books and slates, and there arose sly wars for possession, +which he watched with amusement—it was so like his own life at that +age.</p> + +<p>He assumed control as nearly in the manner of the old-time teachers as +he could recall, and the work of his teaching was begun. The day passed +quickly, and, as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_326" id="Page_326">326</a></span> he walked homeward again, there stood that rotting +church, and in his mind there rose a surging emotion larger than he +could himself comprehend—a desire to rebuild it by uniting the warring +factions, of whose lack of Christianity this deserted chapel was a fatal +witness.</p> + +<h4>IV</h4> + +<p>Now this mystical thing happened. As this son of a line of preachers +brooded on this unlovely strife among men, he lost the equipoise of the +scholar and student of modern history. He grew narrower and more +intense. The burden of his responsibility as a preacher of Christ grew +daily more insupportable.</p> + +<p>Toward the end of the week he announced preaching in the schoolhouse on +Sunday afternoon, and at the hour set he found the room crowded with +people of all ages and sorts.</p> + +<p>His heart grew heavy as he looked out over the room—on women nursing +querulous children, on the grizzled faces of grim-looking men, who +studied him with keen, unsympathetic eyes. He had hard, unfriendly +material to work with. There were but few of the opposite camp present, +while the Baptist leaders were all there, with more curiosity than +sympathy in their faces.</p> + +<p>They exulted to think the next preacher to come among them as an +evangelist should be a Baptist.</p> + +<p>After the singing, which would have dribbled away into failure but for +Mattie, Wallace rose, looking very<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_327" id="Page_327">327</a></span> white and weak, and began his +prayer. Some of the boys laughed when his voice stuck in his throat, but +he went on to the end of an earnest supplication, feeling he had not +touched them at all.</p> + +<p>While they sang again, he sat looking down at them with dry throat and +staring eyes. How hard, how unchristian-like, they all were. What could +he say to them? He saw Mattie gazing up at him, and on the front seat +sat three beautiful little girls huddled together with hands clasped; +inexpressibly dainty by contrast. As he looked at them the thought came +to him, What is the goodness of a girl—of a child? It is not +partisan—it is not of creeds, of articles—it is goodness of thought, +of deeds. His face lighted up with the inward feeling of this idea, and +he rose resolutely.</p> + +<p>"Friends, with the help of Christ I am come among you to do you good. I +shall hold meetings each night here in the schoolhouse until we can +unite and rebuild the church again. Let me say now, friends, that I was +educated a Baptist. My father was a faithful worker in the Baptist +Church, and so was his father before him. I was educated in a Baptist +college, and I came here hoping to build up a Baptist Church." He +paused.</p> + +<p>"But I see my mistake. I am here to build up a Church of Christ, of good +deeds and charity and peace, and so I here say I am no longer a Baptist +or Methodist. I am only a preacher, and I will not rest until I rebuild +the church which stands rotting away there." His voice rang with +determination as he uttered those words.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_328" id="Page_328">328</a></span></p> + +<p>The people listened. There was no movement now. Even the babies seemed +to feel the need of being silent. When he began again it was to describe +that hideous wreck. He delineated the falling plaster, the litter around +the pulpit, the profanation of the walls. "It is a symbol of your sinful +hearts!" he cried.</p> + +<p>Much more he said, carried out of himself by his passion. It was as if +the repentant spirit of his denominational fathers were speaking through +him; and yet he was not so impassioned that he did not see, or at least +feel, the eyes of the strong young girl fixed upon him; his resolutions +were spoken to her, and a swift response seemed to leap from her eyes.</p> + +<p>When it was over, some of the Methodists and one of the Baptists came up +to shake hands with him, awkwardly wordless, and the pressure of their +hands helped him. Many of the Baptist brethren slipped outside to +discuss the matter. Some were indignant, others much moved.</p> + +<p>Allen went by him with an audible grunt of derision, with a dark scowl +on his face, but Mattie smiled at him, with tears still in her eyes. She +had been touched by his vibrant voice; she had no sins to repent of.</p> + +<p>The skeptics of the neighborhood were quite generally sympathetic. +"You've struck the right trail now, parson," said Chapman, as they +walked homeward together. "The days of the old-time denominationalism +are about played out."</p> + +<p>But the young preacher was not so sure of it, now that his inspiration +was gone. He remembered his debt to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_329" id="Page_329">329</a></span> his college, to his father, to the +denomination, and it was not easy to set aside the grip of such +memories.</p> + +<p>He sat late revolving the whole situation in his mind. When he went to +bed his problem was still with him, and involved itself with his dreams; +but always the young girl smiled upon him with sympathetic eyes and told +him to go on—or so it seemed to him.</p> + +<p>He was silent at breakfast. He went to school with a feeling that a +return to teaching little tow-heads to count and spell was now +impossible. He sat at his scarred and dingy desk while they took their +places, and his eyes had a passionate intensity of prayer in them which +awed his pupils. He had assumed new grandeur and terror in their eyes. +When they were seated he bowed his head and uttered a short plea for +grace, and then he looked at them again.</p> + +<p>On the low front seat, with dangling legs and red, round faces, sat the +little ones. Some way he could not call them to his knees and teach them +to spell; he felt as if he ought to call them to him, as Christ did, to +teach them love and reverence. It was impossible that they should not be +touched by this hideous neighborhood strife.</p> + +<p>Behind them sat the older children, some of them with rough, hard, sly +faces. One or two grinned rudely and nudged each other. The older girls +sat with bated breath; they perceived something strange in the air. Most +of them had heard his sermon of the night before.</p> + +<p>At last he broke silence. "Children, there is something I must say to +you this morning. I'm going to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_330" id="Page_330">330</a></span> have meeting here to-night, and it may +be I shall not be your teacher any more—I mean in school. I wish you'd +go home to-day and tell your people to come to church here to-night. I +wish you'd all come yourselves. I want you to be good. I want you to +love God and be good. I want you to go home and tell your people the +teacher can't teach children how to read till he has taught the older +people to be kind and generous. You may put your books away, and school +will be dismissed."</p> + +<p>The wondering children obeyed—some with glad promptness, others with +sadness, for they had already come to like their teacher very much.</p> + +<p>As he sat by the door and watched them file out, it was as if he were a +king abdicating a throne, and these his faithful subjects.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Allen came over with Mattie to see him that day. She was a good +woman, gentle and prayerful, and she said, with much emotion:</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Stacey, I do hope you can patch things up here. If you could +only touch his heart! He don't mean to do wrong, but he's so set in his +ways—if he says a thing he sticks to it."</p> + +<p>Stacey turned to Mattie for a word of encouragement, but she only looked +away. It was impossible for her to put into words her feeling in the +matter, which was more of admiration for his courage than for any part +of his religious zeal. He was so different from other men.</p> + +<p>It did him good to have these women come, and he repeated his vow:</p> + +<p>"By the grace of our Lord, I am going to rebuild the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_331" id="Page_331">331</a></span> Cyene Church!" and +his face paled and his eyes grew luminous.</p> + +<p>The girl shivered with emotion. He seemed to recede from her as he +spoke, and to grow larger, too. Such nobility of purpose was new and +splendid to her.</p> + +<hr class="minor" /> + +<p>The revival was wondrously dramatic. The little schoolhouse was crowded +to the doors night by night. The reek of stable-stained coats and boots, +the smell of strong tobacco, the effluvia of many breaths, the heat, the +closeness were forgotten in the fervor of the young evangelist's +utterances. His voice took on wild emotional cadences which sounded deep +places in the heart. To these people, long unused to religious oratory, +it was like the return of John and Isaiah. It was poetry and the drama, +and processions and apocalyptic visions. This youth had the histrionic +spell, too, and his slender body lifted and dilated, and his head took +on majesty and power, and the fling of his white hand was a challenge +and an appeal.</p> + +<p>A series of stirring events took place on the third night.</p> + +<p>On Wednesday Jacob Turner rose and asked the prayers of his neighbors, +and was followed by two Baptist spearmen of the front rank. On Thursday +the women were weeping on one another's bosoms; only one or two of the +men held out—old Deacon Allen and his antagonist, Stewart Marsden. +Grim-visaged old figures they were, placed among repentant men and +weeping women. They sat like rocks in the rush of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_332" id="Page_332">332</a></span> two factions +moving toward each other for peaceful union. Granitic, narrow, keen of +thrust, they seemed unmoved, while all around them, one by one, skeptics +acknowledged the pathos and dignity of the preacher's views of life and +death.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile the young evangelist lived at high pressure. He grew thinner +and whiter each night. He toiled in the daytime to formulate his +thoughts for the evening. He could not sleep till far toward morning. +The food he ate did him little good, while his heart went out constantly +to his people in strenuous supplication. It was testimony of his human +quality that he never for one moment lost that shining girl face out of +his thought. He looked for it there night after night. It was his +inspiration in speaking, as at the first.</p> + +<p>On the nights when Mattie was not there his speech was labored (as the +elders noticed), but on the blessed nights when she came and sang, her +voice, amid all the rest, came to him, and uttered poetry and peace like +a rill of cool, sweet water. And afterward, when he walked home under +the stars, his mind went with her, she was so strong and lithe and good +to see. He did not realize the worshipping attitude the girl took before +his divine duties.</p> + +<p>At last the great day came—the great night.</p> + +<p>In some way, perhaps by the growing mass of rushing emotion set in +action by some deep-going phrase, or perhaps by some interior slow +weakening of stubborn will, Deacon Allen gave way; and when the preacher +called for penitents, the old man struggled to his feet, his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_333" id="Page_333">333</a></span> seamed, +weather-beaten face full of grotesque movement. He broke out:</p> + +<p>"Brethren, pray for me; I'm a miserable sinner. I want to confess my +sins—here—before ye all." He broke into sobbing terrible to hear. "My +heart is made—flesh again—by the blessed power of Christ...."</p> + +<p>He struggled to get his voice. One or two cried, "Praise God!" but most +of them sat silent, awed into immobility.</p> + +<p>The old man walked up the aisle. "I've been rebellious—and now I want +to shake hands with you all—and I ask your prayers." He bent down and +thrust his hand to Marsden, his enemy, while the tears streamed down his +face.</p> + +<p>Marsden turned white with a sort of fear, but he rose awkwardly and +grasped the outstretched hand, and at the touch of palms every soul rose +as if by electric shock. "Amens!" burst forth. The preacher began a +fervent prayer, and came down toward the grizzled, weeping old men, and +they all embraced, while some old lady with sweet, quavering voice +raised a triumphal hymn, in which all joined, and found grateful relief +from their emotional tension.</p> + +<p>Allen turned to Mattie and his wife. "My boy—send for him—Herman."</p> + +<p>It seemed as if the people could not go away. The dingy little +schoolhouse was like unto the shining temple of God's grace, and the +regenerated seemed to fear that to go home might permit a return to hate +and strife. So they clung around the young preacher and would not let +him go.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_334" id="Page_334">334</a></span></p> + +<p>At last he came out, with Allen holding to his arm. "You must come home +with us to-night," he pleaded, and the young minister with glad heart +consented, for he hoped he might walk beside Mattie; but this was not +possible. There were several others in the group, and they moved off two +and two up the deep hollows which formed the road in the snow.</p> + +<p>The young minister walked with head uplifted to the stars, hearing +nothing of the low murmur of talk, conscious only of his great plans, +his happy heart, and the strong young girl who walked before him.</p> + +<p>In the warm kitchen into which they came he lost something of his +spiritual tension, and became more humanly aware of the significance of +sitting again with these people. He gave the girl his coat and hat, and +then watched her slip off her knitted hood and her cloak. Her eyes shone +with returning laughter, and her cheeks were flushed with blood.</p> + +<p>Looking upon her, the young evangelist lost his look of exaltation, his +eyes grew soft and his limbs relaxed. His silence was no longer rapt—it +was the silence of delicious, drowsy reverie.</p> + +<h4>V</h4> + +<p>The next morning he did not rise at all. The collapse had come. The bad +air, the nervous strain, the lack of sleep, had worn down his slender +store of strength, and when the great victory came he fell like a tree +whose<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_335" id="Page_335">335</a></span> trunk has been slowly gnawed across by teeth of silent saw. His +drowse deepened into torpor.</p> + +<p>In the bright winter morning, seated in a gay cutter behind a bay colt +strung with slashing bells, Mattie drove to Kesota for the doctor. She +felt the discord between the joyous jangle of the bells, the stream of +sunlight, and the sparkle of snow crystals, but it only added to the +poignancy of her anxiety.</p> + +<p>She had not yet reached self-consciousness in her regard for the young +preacher—she thought of him as a noble human being, liable to death, +and she chirped again and again to the flying colt, whose broad hoofs +flung the snow in stinging showers against her face.</p> + +<p>A call at the doctor's house set him jogging out along the lanes, while +she sent a telegram to Herman. As she whirled bay Tom into the road to +go home her heart rose in relief that was almost exaltation. She loved +horses. She always sang under her breath, chiming to the beat of their +bells, when alone, and now she loosened the rein and hummed an old +love-song, while the powerful young horse squared away in a trot which +was twelve miles an hour.</p> + +<p>In such air, in such sun, who could die? Her good animal strength rose +dominant over fear of death.</p> + +<p>She came upon the doctor swinging along in his old blue cutter, dozing +in country-doctor style, making up for lost sleep.</p> + +<p>"Out o' the way, doctor!" she gleefully called.</p> + +<p>The doctor roused up and looked around with a smile. He was not beyond +admiring such a girl as that.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_336" id="Page_336">336</a></span> He snapped his whip-lash lightly on old +Sofia's back, who looked up surprised, and, seeming to comprehend +matters, began to reach out broad, flat, thin legs in a pace which the +proud colt respected. She came of illustrious line, did Sofia, +scant-haired and ungracious as she now was.</p> + +<p>"Don't run over me!" called the doctor, ironically, and, with Sofia +still leading, they swung into the yard.</p> + +<p>Mattie went in with the doctor, while Allen looked after both horses. +They found Chapman attending Wallace, who lay in a dazed +quiet—conscious, but not definitely aware of material things.</p> + +<p>The doctor looked his patient over carefully. Then he asked, "Who is the +yoong mon?"</p> + +<p>"He's been teaching here, or, rather, preaching."</p> + +<p>"When did this coom on?"</p> + +<p>"Last night. Wound up a big revival last night, I believe. Kind o' caved +in, I reckon."</p> + +<p>"That's all. Needs rest. He'll be wearin' a wood jacket if he doosna +leave off preachin'."</p> + +<p>"Regular jamboree. I couldn't stop him. One of these periodical +neighborhood 'awakenings,' they call it."</p> + +<p>"They have need of it here, na doot."</p> + +<p>"Well, they need something—love for God—or man."</p> + +<p>"M—well! It's lettle I can do. The wumman can do more, if the mon'll be +eatin' what they cuke for 'im," said the candid old Scotchman. "Mak' 'im +eat! Mak' 'im eat!"</p> + +<p>Once more Tom pounded along the shining road to Kesota to meet the +six-o'clock train from Chicago.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_337" id="Page_337">337</a></span></p> + +<p>Herman, magnificently clothed in fur-lined ulster and cap, alighted with +unusually grave face, and hurried toward Mattie.</p> + +<p>"Well, what is it, Sis? Mother sick?"</p> + +<p>"No; it's the teacher. He is unconscious. I've been for the doctor. Oh, +we were scared!"</p> + +<p>He looked relieved, but a little chagrined. "Oh, well, I don't see why I +should be yanked out of my boots by a telegram because the teacher is +sick! He isn't kin—yet."</p> + +<p>For the first time a feeling of confusion swept over Mattie, and her +face flushed.</p> + +<p>Herman's keen eyes half closed as he looked into her face.</p> + +<p>"Mat—what—what! Now look here—how's this? Where's Ben Holly's claim?"</p> + +<p>"He never had any." She shifted ground quickly. "Oh, Herman, we had a +wonderful time last night! Father and Uncle Marsden shook hands—"</p> + +<p>"What!" shouted Herman, as he fell in a limp mass against the cutter. +"Bring a physician—I'm stricken."</p> + +<p>"Don't act so! Everybody's looking."</p> + +<p>"They'd better look. I'm drowning while they wait."</p> + +<p>She untied the horse and came back.</p> + +<p>"Climb in there and stop your fooling, and I'll tell you all about it."</p> + +<p>He crawled in with tearing groans of mock agony, and then leaned his +head against her shoulder. "Well, go on, Sis; I can bear it now."</p> + +<p>She nudged him to make him sit up.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_338" id="Page_338">338</a></span></p> + +<p>"Well, you know we've had a revival."</p> + +<p>"So you wrote. Must have been a screamer to fetch Dad and old Marsden. A +regular Pentecost of Shinar."</p> + +<p>"It was—I mean it was beautiful. I saw father was getting stirred up. +He prayed almost all day yesterday, and at night—Well, I can't tell +you, but Wallace talked, oh, so beautiful and tender!"</p> + +<p>"She calls him Wallace?" mused Herman, like a comedian. "Hush! And then +came the hand-shaking, and then the minister came home with us because +father asked him to, and stayed because he liked the chicken."</p> + +<p>The girl was hurt, and she showed it. "If you make fun, I won't tell you +another word," she said.</p> + +<p>"Away Chicago! enter Cyene! Well, come, I won't fool any more."</p> + +<p>"Then after Wallace—I mean—"</p> + +<p>"Let it stand. Come to the murder."</p> + +<p>"Then father came and asked me to send for you, and mother cried, and so +did he. And, oh, Hermie, he's so sweet and kind! Don't make fun of him, +will you? It's splendid to have him give in, and everybody feels glad +that the district will be all friendly again."</p> + +<p>Herman did not gibe now. His voice was gentle. The pathos in the scene +appealed to him. "So the old man sent for me himself, did he?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; he could hardly wait till morning. But this morning, when we came +to call the teacher, he didn't answer, and father went in and found him +unconscious. Then I went for the doctor."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_339" id="Page_339">339</a></span></p> + +<p>Bay Tom whirled along in the splendid dusk, his nostrils flaring ghostly +banners of steam on the cold, crisp air. The stars overhead were points +of green and blue and crimson light, low-hung, changing each moment. +Their influence entered the soul of the mocking young fellow. He felt +very solemn, almost melancholy, for a moment.</p> + +<p>"Well, Sis, I've got something to tell you all. I'm going to tell it to +you by degrees. I'm going to be married."</p> + +<p>"Oh!" she gasped, with quick, indrawn breath. "Who?"</p> + +<p>"Don't be ungrammatical, whatever you do. She's a cashier in a +restaurant, and she's a fine girl," he added, steadily, as if combating +a prejudice. He forgot for the moment that such prejudices did not exist +in Cyene.</p> + +<p>Sis was instantly tender, and very, very serious.</p> + +<p>"Of course she is, or you wouldn't care for her. Oh, I'd like to see +her!"</p> + +<p>"I'll take you up some day and show her to you."</p> + +<p>"Oh, will you? Oh, when can I go?" She was smitten into gravity again. +"Not till the teacher is well."</p> + +<p>Herman pretended to be angry. "Dog take the teacher, the old +spindle-legs! If I'd known he was going to raise such a ruction in our +quiet and peaceful neighborhood, I never would have brought him here."</p> + +<p>Mattie did not laugh; she pondered. She never quite understood her +brother when he went off on those queer tirades, which might be a joke +or an insult. He had grown away from her in his city life.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_340" id="Page_340">340</a></span></p> + +<p>They rode on in silence the rest of the way, except now and then an +additional question from Mattie concerning his sweetheart.</p> + +<p>As they neared the farm-house she lost interest in all else but the +condition of the young minister. They could see the light burning dimly +in his room, and in the parlor and kitchen as well, and this unusual +lighting stirred the careless young man deeply. It was associated in his +mind with death and birth, and also with great joy. The house was +lighted so the night his elder brother died, and it looked so to him +when he whirled into the yard with the doctor when Mattie was born.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I hope he isn't worse!" said the girl, with deep feeling.</p> + +<p>Herman put his arm about her, and she knew he knew.</p> + +<p>"So do I, Sis."</p> + +<p>Allen came to the door as they drove in, and the careless boy realized +suddenly the emotional tension his father was in. As the old man came to +the sleigh-side he could not speak. His fingers trembled as he took the +outstretched hand of his boy.</p> + +<p>Herman's voice shook a little:</p> + +<p>"Well, Dad, Mattie says the war is over."</p> + +<p>The old man tried to speak, but only coughed and then he blew his nose. +At last he said, brokenly:</p> + +<p>"Go right in; your mother's waitin'."</p> + +<p>It was singularly dramatic to the youth. To come from the careless, +superficial life of his city companions into contact with such primeval +passions as these made<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_341" id="Page_341">341</a></span> him feel like a spectator at some new and +powerful and tragic play.</p> + +<p>His mother fell upon his neck and cried, while Mattie stood by pale and +anxious. Inside the parlor could be heard the mumble of men's voices.</p> + +<p>In such wise do death and the fear of death fall upon country homes. All +day the house had swarmed with people. All day this mother had looked +forward to the reconciliation of her husband with her son. All day had +the pale and silent minister of God kept his corpse-like calm, while all +about the white snow gleamed, and radiant shadows filled every hollow, +and the cattle bawled and frisked in the barn-yard, and the fowls +cackled joyously, what time the mild, soft wind breathed warmly over the +land.</p> + +<p>Mattie cried out to her mother, in quick, low voice, "Oh mother, how is +he?"</p> + +<p>"He ain't no worse. The doctor says there's no immediate danger."</p> + +<p>The girl brought her hands together girlishly, and said: "Oh, I'm so +glad. Is he awake?"</p> + +<p>"No; he's asleep."</p> + +<p>"Is the doctor still here?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"I guess I'll step in," said Herman.</p> + +<p>The doctor and George Chapman sat beside the hard-coal heater, talking +in low voices. The old doctor was permitting himself the luxury of a +story of pioneer life. He arose with automatic courtesy, and shook hands +with Herman.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_342" id="Page_342">342</a></span></p> + +<p>"How's the sick man getting on?"</p> + +<p>"Vera well—vera well—consederin' the mon is a complete +worn-out—that's all—naethin' more. Thes floom-a-didale bezniss of +rantin' away on the fear o' the Laird for sax weeks wull have worn out +the frame of a bool-dawg."</p> + +<p>Herman and Chapman smiled. "I hope you'll tell him that."</p> + +<p>"Na fear, yoong mon," said the grim old warrior. "Weel, now, ai'll juist +be takin' anither look at him."</p> + +<p>Herman went in with the doctor, and stood looking on while the old man +peered and felt about. He came out soon, and, leaving a few directions +with Herman and Chapman, took his departure. Everything seemed +favorable, he said.</p> + +<p>There was no longer poignancy of anxiety in Mattie's mind, she was too +much of a child to imagine the horror of loss, but she was grave and gay +by turns. Her healthy and wholesome nature continually reasserted itself +over the power of her newly attained woman's interest in the young +preacher. She went to bed and slept dreamlessly, while Herman yawned and +inwardly raged at the fix in which circumstances had placed him.</p> + +<p>Like many another lover, days away from his sweetheart were lost days. +He wondered how she would take all this life in Cyene. It would be good +fun to bring her down, anyway, and hear her talk. He planned such a +trip, and grew so interested in the thought he forgot his patient.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_343" id="Page_343">343</a></span></p> + +<p>In the early dawn Wallace rallied and woke. Herman heard the rustle of +the pillow, and turned to find the sick man's eyes looking at him +fixedly, calm but puzzled. Herman's lips slowly changed into a beautiful +boyish smile. "Hello, old man! How do you find yourself?" His hearty, +humorous greeting seemed to do the sick man good. Herman approached the +bed. "Know where you are?" Wallace slowly put out a hand, and Herman +took it. "You're coming on all right. Want some breakfast? Make it +bucks?" he said, in Chicago restaurant slang. "White wings—sunny—one +up coff."</p> + +<p>All this was good tonic for Wallace, and an hour later he sipped broth, +while Mrs. Allen and the Deacon and Herman stood watching the process +with apparently consuming interest. Mattie was still soundly sleeping.</p> + +<p>Now began delicious days of convalescence, during which Wallace looked +peacefully out at the coming and going of the two women, each possessing +powerful appeal to him: one the motherly presence which had been denied +him for many years, the other something he had never permitted himself +to hope for—a sweetheart's daily companionship.</p> + +<p>He lay there planning his church, and also his home. Into the thought of +a new church came shyly but persistently the thought of a fireside of +his own, with this young girl sitting in the glow of it waiting for him. +His life possessed little romance. He had earned his own way through +school and to college. His slender physical<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_344" id="Page_344">344</a></span> energies had been taxed to +their utmost at every stage of his climb, but now it seemed as though +some blessed rest and peace were at hand.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, the bitter partisans met each other coming and going out of +the gate of the Allen estate, and the goodness of God shone in their +softened faces. Herman was skeptical of its lasting quality, but was +forced to acknowledge that it was a lovely light. He it was who made the +electrical suggestion to rebuild the church as an evidence of good +faith. "You say you're regenerated. Well, prove it—go ahead and +regenerate the church," he said.</p> + +<p>The enthusiasm of the neighborhood took flame. It should be done. A +meeting was called. Everybody subscribed money or work. It was a +generous outpouring of love and faith.</p> + +<p>It was Herman also who counselled secrecy. "It would be a nice thing to +surprise him," he said. "We'll agree to keep the scheme from him at +home, if you don't give it away."</p> + +<p>They set to work like bees. The women came down one day and took +possession with brooms and mops and soap, and while the carpenters +repaired the windows they fell savagely upon the grime of the seats and +floors. The walls of the church echoed with woman's gossip and girlish +laughter. Everything was scoured, from the door-hinges to the altar +rails. New doors were hung and a new stove secured, and then came the +painters to put a new coat of paint on the inside. The cold weather +forbade repainting the outside.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_345" id="Page_345">345</a></span></p> + +<p>The sheds were rebuilt by men whose hearts glowed with old-time fire. It +was like pioneer days, when "barn-raisings" and "bees" made life worth +while in a wild, stern land. The old men were moved to tears, and the +younger rough men shouted cheery, boisterous cries to hide their own +deep emotion. Hand met hand in heartiness never shown before. Neighbors +frequented one another's homes, and the old times of visiting and +brotherly love came back upon them. Nothing marred the perfect beauty of +their revival—save the fear of its evanescence. It seemed too good to +last.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile love of another and merrier sort went on. The young men and +maidens turned prayer-meeting into trysts and scrubbing-bees into +festivals. They rode from house to house under glittering stars, over +sparkling snows, singing:</p> + +<p style="margin-left: 2em"> +"Hallelujah! 'tis done:<br /> +I believe on the Son;<br /> +I am saved by the blood<br /> +Of the Crucified One."<br /> +</p> + +<p>And their rejoicing chorus was timed to the clash of bells on swift +young horses. Who shall say they did not right? Did the Galilean forbid +love and joy?</p> + +<p>No matter. God's stars, the mysterious night, the bells, the watchful +bay of dogs, the sting of snow, the croon of loving voices, the clasp of +tender arms, the touch of parting lips—these things, these joys +outweigh death and hell, and all that makes the criminal tremble. Being +saved, they must of surety rejoice.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_346" id="Page_346">346</a></span></p> + +<p>And through it all Wallace crawled slowly back to life and strength. He +ate of Mother Allen's chicken-broth and of toast from Mattie's +care-taking hand, and gradually reassumed color and heart. His solemn +eyes watched the young girl with an intensity which seemed to take her +strength from her. She would gladly have given her blood for him, if it +had occurred to her, or if it had been suggested as a good thing; +instead, she gave him potatoes baked to a nicety, and buttered toast +that would melt on the tongue, and, on the whole, they served the +purpose.</p> + +<p>One day a smartly dressed man called to see Wallace. Mattie recognized +him as the Baptist clergyman from Kesota. He came in, and, introducing +himself said he had heard of the excellent work of Mr. Stacey, and that +he would like to speak with him.</p> + +<p>Wallace was sitting in a rocking-chair in the parlor. Herman was in +Chicago, and there was no one but Mrs. Allen and Mattie in the house.</p> + +<p>The Kesota minister introduced himself to Wallace, and then entered upon +a long eulogium upon his work in Cyene. He asked after his credentials, +his plans, his connections, and then he said:</p> + +<p>"You've done a <i>fine</i> work in softening the hearts of these people. We +had almost <i>despaired</i> of doing anything with them. Yes, you have done a +<i>won-der-ful work</i>, and now we must reorganize a regular society here. I +will be out again when you get stronger, and we'll see about it."</p> + +<p>Wallace was too weak to take any stand in the talk,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_347" id="Page_347">347</a></span> and so allowed him +to get up and go away without protest or explanation of his own plans.</p> + +<p>When Herman came down on Saturday, he told him of the Baptist minister's +visit and the proposition. Herman stretched his legs out toward the fire +and put his hands in his pockets. Then he rose and took a strange +attitude, such as Wallace had seen in comic pictures—it was, in fact, +the attitude of a Bowery tough.</p> + +<p>"Say, look here! If you want 'o set dis community by de ears agin, you +do dat ting—see? You play dat confidence game and dey'll rat ye—sure! +You invite us to come into a non-partisan deal—see?—and den you +springs your own platform on us in de joint corkus—and we won't stand +it! Dis goes troo de way it began, or we don't play—see?"</p> + +<p>Out of all this Wallace deduced his own feeling—that continued peace +and good-will lay in keeping clear of all doctrinal debates and +disputes—- the love of Christ, the desire to do good and to be clean. +These emotions had been roused far more deeply than he realized, and he +lifted his face to God in the hope that no lesser thing should come in +to mar the beauty of His Church.</p> + +<p>There came a day when he walked out in the sunshine, and heard the hens +caw-cawing about the yard, and saw the young colts playing about the +barn. And the splendor of the winter day dazzled him as if he were +looking upon the broad-flung robe of the Lord Most High. Everywhere the +snow lay ridged with purple and brown hedges. Smoke rose peacefully from +chimneys,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_348" id="Page_348">348</a></span> and the sound of boys skating on a near-by pond added the +human element.</p> + +<p>The trouble of concealing the work of the community upon the church +increased daily, and Mattie feared that some hint of it had come to him. +She had her plan. She wanted to drive him down herself, and let him see +the reburnished temple alone. But this was impossible. On the day when +he seemed able to go, her father drove them all down. Marsden was there +also, and several of his women-folks, putting down a new carpet on the +platform. As they drew near the church, Wallace said:</p> + +<p>"Why, they've fixed up the sheds!"</p> + +<p>Mattie nodded. She was trembling with the delicious excitement of +it—she wanted him hurried into the church at once. He had hardly time +to think before he was whirled up to the new porch, and Marsden came +out, followed by several women. He was bewildered by it all. Marsden +helped him out with hearty voice, sounding:</p> + +<p>"Careful now! Don't hurry!"</p> + +<p>Mattie took one arm, and so he entered the church. Everything repainted! +Everything warm and bright and cozy!</p> + +<p>The significance of it came to him like a wave of light, and he took his +seat in the pulpit chair and stared at them all with a look on his pale +face which moved them more than words. He was like a man transfigured by +an inward glow. His eyes for an instant flamed with this marvellous +fire, then darkened, softened with tears, and his voice came back in a +sob of joy, and he could only say:<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_349" id="Page_349">349</a></span></p> + +<p>"Friends—brethren!"</p> + +<p>Marsden, after much coughing, said:</p> + +<p>"We all united on this. We wanted to have you come to the church +and—Well, we couldn't bear to have you see it again the way it was."</p> + +<p>He understood it now. It was the sign of a united community. It set the +seal of Christ's victory over evil passions, and the young preacher's +head bowed in prayer, and they all knelt, while his weak voice returned +thanks to the Lord for his gifts.</p> + +<p>Then they all rose and shook off the oppressive solemnity, and he had +time to look around at all the changes. At last he turned to Mattie and +reached out his hand—he had the boldness of a man in the shadow of some +mighty event which makes false modesty and conventions shadowy things of +little importance. His sharpened interior sense read her clear soul, and +he knew she was his, therefore he reached her his hand, and she came to +him with a flush on her face, which died out as she stood proudly by his +side, while he said:</p> + +<p>"And Martha shall help me."</p> + +<p>Therefore, this good thing happened—that in the midst of his fervor and +his consecration to God's work, the love of woman found a place.</p> + +<hr class="major" /> +<div style="margin: auto; text-align: center; padding-top: 1em; padding-bottom: 1em"> +<a name="AFTERWORD" id="AFTERWORD"></a> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_350" id="Page_350">350</a></span> +<p class="center" style="font-size:160%">AN AFTERWORD:<br /> +<span style="font-size:90%">OF WINDS, SNOWS AND THE STARS</span></p> +</div> + +<p style="margin:auto; width:20em; font-style:italic"> +O witchery of the winter night<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">(With broad moon shouldering to the west)!</span><br /> +<br /> +In city streets the west wind sweeps<br /> +Before my feet in rustling flight;<br /> +The midnight snows in untracked heaps<br /> +Lie cold and desolate and white.<br /> +I stand and wait with upturned eyes,<br /> +Awed with the splendor of the skies<br /> +And star-trained progress of the moon.<br /> +<br /> +The city walls dissolve like smoke<br /> +Beneath the magic of the moon,<br /> +And age falls from me like a cloak;<br /> +I hear sweet girlish voices ring,<br /> +Clear as some softly stricken string—<br /> +(The moon is sailing to the west.)<br /> +The sleigh-bells clash in homeward flight;<br /> +With frost each horse's breast is white—<br /> +(The big moon sinking to the west.)</p> +<p class="center" style="font-size: smaller; letter-spacing: 3em; margin-top: 0.5em; margin-bottom: 0.5em">*****</p> +<p style="margin:auto; width:20em; font-style:italic"> +<span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">"Good night, Lettie!"</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2.5em;">"Good night, Ben!"</span><br /> +(The moon is sinking at the west.)<br /> +"Good night, my sweetheart," Once again<br /> +The parting kiss while comrades wait<br /> +Impatient at the roadside gate,<br /> +And the red moon sinks beyond the west.</p> + +<p style='text-align: center; margin-top: 2em; margin-bottom: 3em;'>THE END</p> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Other Main-Travelled Roads, by Hamlin Garland + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK OTHER MAIN-TRAVELLED ROADS *** + +***** This file should be named 20714-h.htm or 20714-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/2/0/7/1/20714/ + +Produced by Roger Frank and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Other Main-Travelled Roads + +Author: Hamlin Garland + +Release Date: March 1, 2007 [EBook #20714] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK OTHER MAIN-TRAVELLED ROADS *** + + + + +Produced by Roger Frank and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + +[Illustration: DADDY DEERING] + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +OTHER MAIN-TRAVELLED ROADS + +HAMLIN GARLAND +SUNSET EDITION + +HARPER & BROTHERS +NEW YORK AND LONDON + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +COPYRIGHT, 1892, 1899, 1910, BY HAMLIN GARLAND + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +PRAIRIE FOLKS + +PIONEERS + + They rise to mastery of wind and snow; + They go like soldiers grimly into strife, + To colonize the plain; they plough and sow, + And fertilize the sod with their own life + As did the Indian and the buffalo. + +SETTLERS + + Above them soars a dazzling sky, + In winter blue and clear as steel, + In summer like an arctic sea + Wherein vast icebergs drift and reel + And melt like sudden sorcery. + + Beneath them plains stretch far and fair, + Rich with sunlight and with rain; + Vast harvests ripen with their care + And fill with overplus of grain + Their square, great bins. + + Yet still they strive! I see them rise + At dawn-light, going forth to toil: + The same salt sweat has filled my eyes, + My feet have trod the self-same soil + Behind the snarling plough. + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +PREFACE + +Nearly all the stories in this volume were written at the same time and +under the same impulse as those which compose its companion volume, +_Main-Travelled Roads_--and the entire series was the result of a +summer-vacation visit to my old home in Iowa, to my father's farm in +Dakota, and, last of all, to my birthplace in Wisconsin. This happened +in 1887. I was living at the time in Boston, and had not seen the West +for several years, and my return to the scenes of my boyhood started me +upon a series of stories delineative of farm and village life as I knew +it and had lived it. I wrote busily during the two years that followed, +and in this revised definitive edition of _Main-Travelled Roads_ and its +companion volume, _Other Main-Travelled Roads_ (compiled from other +volumes which now go out of print), the reader will find all of the +short stories which came from my pen between 1887 and 1889. + +It remains to say that, though conditions have changed somewhat since +that time, yet for the hired man and the renter farm life in the West is +still a stern round of drudgery. My pages present it--not as the summer +boarder or the young lady novelist sees it--but as the working farmer +endures it. + +Not all the scenes of _Other Main-Travelled Roads_ are of farm life, +though rural subjects predominate; and the village life touched upon +will be found less forbidding in color. In this I am persuaded my view +is sound; for, no matter how hard the villager works, he is not lonely. +He suffers in company with his fellows. So much may be called a gain. +Then, too, I admit youth and love are able to transform a bleak prairie +town into a poem, and to make of a barbed-wire lane a highway of +romance. + + HAMLIN GARLAND. + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Contents + + PAGE + +Introductory Verse v +Preface vii +William Bacon's Man 3 +Elder Pill, Preacher 29 +A Day of Grace 65 +Lucretia Burns 81 +Daddy Deering 119 +A Stop-Over at Tyre 143 +A Division in the Coolly 203 +A Fair Exile 245 +An Alien in the Pines 263 +Before the Low Green Door 293 +A Preacher's Love Story 305 +An Afterword: of Winds, Snows, and The Stars 350 + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + + + + +WILLIAM BACON'S MAN + +I + + +The yellow March sun lay powerfully on the bare Iowa prairie, where the +ploughed fields were already turning warm and brown, and only here and +there in a corner or on the north side of the fence did the sullen +drifts remain, and they were so dark and low that they hardly appeared +to break the mellow brown of the fields. + +There passed also an occasional flock of geese, cheerful harbingers of +spring, and the prairie-chickens had set up their morning symphony, +wide-swelling, wonderful with its prophecy of the new birth of grass and +grain and the springing life of all breathing things. The crow passed +now and then, uttering his resonant croak, but the crane had not yet +sent forth his bugle note. + +Lyman Gilman rested on his axe-helve at the woodpile of Farmer Bacon to +listen to the music around him. In a vague way he was powerfully moved +by it. He heard the hens singing their weird, raucous, monotonous song, +and saw them burrowing in the dry chip-dust near him. He saw the young +colts and cattle frisking in the sunny space around the straw-stacks, +absorbed through his bare arms and uncovered head the heat of the sun, +and felt the soft wooing of the air so deeply that he broke into an +unwonted exclamation:-- + +"Glory! we'll be seeding by Friday, sure." + +This short and disappointing soliloquy was, after all, an expression of +deep emotion. To the Western farmer the very word "seeding" is a poem. +And these few words, coming from Lyman Gilman, meant more and expressed +more than many a large and ambitious springtime song. + +But the glory of all the slumbrous landscape, the stately beauty of the +sky with its masses of fleecy vapor, were swept away by the sound of a +girl's voice humming, "Come to the Saviour," while she bustled about the +kitchen near by. The windows were open. Ah! what suggestion to these +dwellers in a rigorous climate was in the first unsealing of the +windows! How sweet it was to the pale and weary women after their long +imprisonment! + +As Lyman sat down on his maple log to hear better, a plump face appeared +at the window, and a clear, girl-voice said:-- + +"Smell anything, Lime?" + +He snuffed the air. "Cookies, by the great horn spoons!" he yelled, +leaping up. "Bring me some, an' see me eat; it'll do ye good." + +"Come an' get 'm," laughed the face at the window. + +"Oh, it's nicer out here, Merry Etty. What's the rush? Bring me out +some, an' set down on this log." + +With a nod Marietta disappeared, and soon came out with a plate of +cookies in one hand and a cup of milk in the other. + +"Poor little man, he's all tired out, ain't he?" + +Lime, taking the cue, collapsed in a heap, and said feebly, "Bread, +bread!" + +"Won't milk an' cookies do as well?" + +He brushed off the log and motioned her to sit down beside him, but she +hesitated a little and colored a little. + +"Oh, Lime, s'pose somebody should see us?" + +"Let 'em. What in thunder do we care? Sit down an' gimme a holt o' them +cakes. I'm just about done up. I couldn't 'a' stood it another minute." + +She sat down beside him with a laugh and a pretty blush. She was in her +apron, and the sleeves of her dress were rolled to her elbows, +displaying the strong, round arms. Wholesome and sweet she looked and +smelled, the scent of the cooking round her. Lyman munched a couple of +the cookies and gulped a pint of milk before he spoke. + +"Whadda we care who sees us sittin' side b' side? Ain't we goin' t' be +married soon?" + +"Oh, them cookies in the oven!" she shrieked, leaping up and running to +the house. She looked back as she reached the kitchen door, however, and +smiled with a flushed face. Lime slapped his knee and roared with +laughter at his bold stroke. + +"Ho! ho!" he laughed. "Didn't I do it slick? Ain't nothin' green in _my_ +eye, I guess." In an intense and pleasurable abstraction he finished the +cookies and the milk. Then he yelled:-- + +"Hey! Merry--Merry Etty!" + +"Whadda ye want?" sang the girl from the window, her face still rosy +with confusion. + +"Come out here and git these things." + +The girl shook her head, with a laugh. + +"Come out an' git 'm, 'r, by jingo, I'll throw 'em at ye! Come on, now!" + +The girl looked at the huge, handsome fellow, the sun falling on his +golden hair and beard, and came slowly out to him--came creeping along +with her hand outstretched for the plate which Lime, with a laugh in his +sunny blue eyes, extended at the full length of his bare arm. The girl +made a snatch at it, but his left hand caught her by the wrist, and away +went cup and plate as he drew her to him and kissed her in spite of her +struggles. + +"My! ain't you strong!" she said, half ruefully and half admiringly, as +she shrugged her shoulders. "If you'd use a little more o' _that_ +choppin' wood, Dad wouldn't 'a' lost s' much money by yeh." + +Lime grew grave. + +"There's the hog in the fence, Merry; what's yer dad goin' t' say--" + +"About what?" + +"About our gitt'n married this spring." + +"I guess you'd better find out what _I'm_ a-goin' t' say, Lime Gilman, +'fore you pitch into Dad." + +"I _know_ what you're a-goin' t' say." + +"No, y' don't." + +"Yes, but I _do_, though." + +"Well, ask me, and see, if you think you're so smart. Jest as like 's +not, you'll slip up." + +"All right; here goes. Marietty Bacon, ain't you an' Lime Gilman goin' +t' be married?" + +"No, sir, we ain't," laughed the girl, snatching up the plate and +darting away to the house, where she struck up "Weevily Wheat," and went +busily on about her cooking. Lime threw a kiss at her, and fell to work +on his log with startling energy. + +Lyman looked forward to his interview with the old man with as much +trepidation as he had ever known, though commonly he had little fear of +anything--but a girl. + +Marietta was not only the old man's only child, but his housekeeper, his +wife having at last succumbed to the ferocious toil of the farm. It was +reasonable to suppose, therefore, that he would surrender his claim on +the girl reluctantly. Rough as he was, he loved Marietta strongly, and +would find it exceedingly hard to get along without her. + +Lyman mused on these things as he drove the gleaming axe into the huge +maple logs. He was something more than the usual hired man, being a +lumberman from the Wisconsin pineries, where he had sold out his +interest in a camp not three weeks before the day he began work for +Bacon. He had a nice "little wad o' money" when he left the camp and +started for La Crosse, but he had been robbed in his hotel the first +night in the city, and was left nearly penniless. It was a great blow to +him, for, as he said, every cent of that money "stood fer hard knocks +an' poor feed. When I smelt of it I could jest see the cold, frosty +mornin's and the late nights. I could feel the hot sun on my back like +it was when I worked in the harvest-field. By jingo! It kind o' made my +toes curl up." + +But he went resolutely out to work again, and here he was chopping wood +in old man Bacon's yard, thinking busily on the talk which had just +passed between Marietta and himself. + +"By jingo!" he said all at once, stopping short, with the axe on his +shoulder. "If I hadn't 'a' been robbed I wouldn't 'a' come here--I +never'd met Merry. Thunder and jimson root! Wasn't that a narrow +escape?" + +And then he laughed so heartily that the girl looked out of the window +again to see what in the world he was doing. He had his hat in his hand +and was whacking his thigh with it. + +"Lyman Gilman, what in the world ails you to-day? It's perfectly +ridiculous the way you yell and talk t' y'rself out there on the chips. +You beat the hens, I declare if you don't." + +Lime put on his hat and walked up to the window, and, resting his great +bare arms on the sill, and his chin on his arms, said:-- + +"Merry, I'm goin' to tackle 'Dad' this afternoon. He'll be sittin' up +the new seeder, and I'm goin' t' climb right on the back of his neck. +He's jest _got_ t' give me a chance." + +Marietta looked sober in sympathy. + +"Well! P'raps it's best to have it over with, Lime, but someway I feel +kind o' scary about it." + +Lime stood for a long time looking in at the window, watching the +light-footed girl as she set the table in the middle of the sun-lighted +kitchen floor. The kettle hissed, the meat sizzled, sending up a +delicious odor; a hen stood in the open door and sang a sort of cheery +half-human song, while to and fro moved the sweet-faced, lithe, and +powerful girl, followed by the smiling eyes at the window. + +"Merry, you look purty as a picture. You look just like the wife I be'n +a-huntin' for all these years, sure's shootin'." + +Marietta colored with pleasure. + +"Does Dad pay you to stand an' look at me an' say pretty things t' the +cook?" + +"No, he don't. But I'm willin' t' do it without pay. I could just stand +here till kingdom come an' look at you. Hello! I hear a wagon. I guess I +better hump into that woodpile." + +"I think so too. Dinner's most ready, and Dad 'll be here soon." + +Lime was driving away furiously at a tough elm log when Farmer Bacon +drove into the yard with a new seeder in his wagon. Lime whacked away +busily while Bacon stabled the team, and in a short time Marietta +called, in a long-drawn, musical fashion:-- + +"Dinner-r-r!" + +After sozzling their faces at the well the two men went in and sat down +at the table. Bacon was not much of a talker at any time, and at +meal-time, in seeding, eating was the main business in hand; therefore +the meal was a silent one, Marietta and Lime not caring to talk on +general topics. The hour was an anxious one for her, and an important +one for him. + +"Wal, now, Lime, seedun' 's the nex' thing," said Bacon, as he shoved +back his chair and glared around from under his bushy eyebrows. "We +can't do too much this afternoon. That seeder's got t' be set up an' a +lot o' seed-wheat cleaned up. You unload the machine while I feed the +pigs." + +Lime sat still till the old man was heard outside calling "Oo-ee, +poo-ee" to the pigs in the yard; then he smiled at Marietta, but she +said:-- + +"He's got on one of his fits, Lime; I don't b'lieve you'd better tackle +him t'-day." + +"Don't you worry; I'll fix him. Come, now, give me a kiss." + +"Why, you great thing! You--took--" + +"I know, but I want you to _give_ 'em to me. Just walk right up to me +an' give me a smack t' bind the bargain." + +"I ain't made any bargain," laughed the girl. Then, feeling the force of +his tender tone, she added: "Will you behave, and go right off to your +work?" + +"Jest like a little man--hope t' die!" + +"_Lime!_" roared the old man from the barn. + +"Hello!" replied Lime, grinning joyously and winking at the girl, as +much as to say, "This would paralyze the old man if he saw it." + +He went out to the shed where Bacon was at work, as serene as if he had +not a fearful task on hand. He was apprehensive that the father might +"gig back" unless rightly approached, and so he awaited a good +opportunity. + +The right moment seemed to present itself along about the middle of the +afternoon. Bacon was down on the ground under the machine, tightening +some burrs. This was a good chance for two reasons. In the first place, +the keen, almost savage eyes were no longer where they could glare on +him, and in spite of his cool exterior Lime had just as soon not have +the old man looking at him. + +Besides, the old farmer had been telling about his "river eighty," which +was without a tenant; the man who had taken it, having lost his wife, +had grown disheartened and had given it up. + +"It's an almighty good chance for a man with a small family. Good house +an' barn, good land. A likely young feller with a team an' a woman could +do tiptop on that eighty. If he wanted more, I'd let him have an eighty +j'inun'--" + +"I'd like t' try that m'self," said Lime, as a feeler. The old fellow +said nothing in reply for a moment. + +"Ef you had a team an' tools an' a woman, I'd jest as lief you'd have it +as anybody." + +"Sell me your blacks, and I'll pay half down--the balance in the fall. I +can pick up some tools, and as for a woman, Merry Etty an' me have +talked that over to-day. She's ready to--ready to marry me whenever you +say go." + +There was an ominous silence under the seeder, as if the father could +not believe his ears. + +"What's--what's that!" he stuttered. "Who'd you say? What about Merry +Etty?" + +"She's agreed to marry me." + +"The hell you say!" roared Bacon, as the truth burst upon him. "So +that's what you do when I go off to town and leave you to chop wood. So +you're goun' to git married, hey?" + +He was now where Lime could see him, glaring up into his smiling blue +eyes. Lime stood his ground. + +"Yes, sir. That's the calculation." + +"Well, I guess I'll have somethin' t' say about that," said Bacon, +nodding his head violently. + +"I rather expected y' would. Blaze away. Your privilege--my bad luck. +Sail in ol' man. What's y'r objection to me fer a son-in-law?" + +"Don't you worry, young feller. I'll come at it soon enough," went on +Bacon, as he turned up another burr in a very awkward corner. In his +nervous excitement the wrench slipped, banging his knuckle. + +"Ouch! Thunder--m-m-m!" howled and snarled the wounded man. + +"What's the matter? Bark y'r knuckle?" queried Lime, feeling a mighty +impulse to laugh. But when he saw the old savage straighten up and glare +at him he sobered. Bacon was now in a frightful temper. The veins in his +great, bare, weather-beaten neck swelled dangerously. + +"Jest let me say right here that I've had enough o' you. You can't live +on the same acre with my girl another day." + +"What makes ye think I can't?" It was now the young man's turn to draw +himself up, and as he faced the old man, his arms folded and each vast +hand grasping an elbow, he looked like a statue of red granite, and the +hands resembled the paws of a crouching lion; but his eyes smiled. + +"I don't _think_, I know ye won't." + +"What's the objection to me?" + +"Objection? Hell! What's the inducement? My hired man, an' not three +shirts to yer back!" + +"That's another; I've got four. Say, old man, did you ever work out for +a living?" + +"That's none o' your business," growled Bacon a little taken down. "I've +worked an' scraped, an' got t'gether a little prop'ty here, an' they +ain't no sucker like you goun' to come 'long here, an' live off me, an' +spend my prop'ty after I'm dead. You can jest bet high on that." + +"Who's goin' t' live on ye?" + +"You're aimun' to." + +"I ain't, neither." + +"Yes, y'are. You've loafed on me ever since I hired ye." + +"That's a--" Lime checked himself for Marietta's sake, and the enraged +father went on:-- + +"I hired ye t' cut wood, an' you've gone an' fooled my daughter away +from me. Now you just figger up what I owe ye, and git out o' here. Ye +can't go too soon t' suit _me_." + +Bacon was renowned as the hardest man to handle in Cedar County, and +though he was getting old, he was still a terror to his neighbors when +roused. He was honest, temperate, and a good neighbor until something +carried him off his balance; then he became as cruel as a panther and as +savage as a grisly. All this Lime knew, but it did not keep his anger +down so much as did the thought of Marietta. His silence infuriated +Bacon, who yelled hoarsely:-- + +"Git out o' this!" + +"Don't be in a rush, ol' man--" + +Bacon hurled himself upon Lime, who threw out one hand and stopped him, +while he said in a low voice:-- + +"Stay right where you are, ol' man. I'm dangerous. It's for Merry's +sake--" + +The infuriated old man struck at him. Lime warded off the blow, and with +a sudden wrench and twist threw him to the ground with frightful force. +Before Bacon could rise, Marietta, who had witnessed the scene, came +flying from the house. + +"Lime! Father! What are you doing?" + +"I--couldn't help it, Merry. It was him 'r me," said Lime, almost sadly. + +"Dad, ain't you got no sense? What 're you thinking of? You jest stop +right now. I won't have it." + +He rose while she clung to him; he seemed a little dazed. It was the +first time he had ever been thrown, and he could not but feel a certain +respect for his opponent, but he could not give way. + +"Pack up yer duds," he snarled, "an' git off'n my land. I'll have the +money fer ye when ye come back. I'll give ye jest five minutes to git +clear o' here. Merry, you stay here." + +The young man saw it was useless to remain, as it would only excite the +old man; and so, with a look of apology, not without humor, at Marietta, +he went to the house to get his valise. The girl wept silently while the +father raged up and down. His mood frightened her. + +"I thought ye had more sense than t' take up with such a dirty houn'." + +"He ain't a houn'," she blazed forth, "and he's just as good and clean +as you are." + +"Shut up! Don't let me hear another word out o' your head. I'm boss here +yet, I reckon." + +Lime came out with his valise in his hand. + +"Good-by, Merry," he said cheerily. She started to go to him, but her +father's rough grasp held her. + +"Set _down_, an' stay there." + +Lime was going out of the gate. + +"Here! Come and get y'r money," yelled the old man, extending some +bills. "Here's twenty--" + +"Go to thunder with your money," retorted Lime. "I've had my pay for my +month's work." As he said that, he thought of the sunny kitchen and the +merry girl, and his throat choked. Good-by to the sweet girl whose smile +was so much to him, and to the happy noons and nights her eyes had made +for him. He waved his hat at her as he stood in the open gate, and the +sun lighted his handsome head into a sort of glory in her eyes. Then he +turned and walked rapidly off down the road, not looking back. + +The girl, when she could no longer see him, dashed away, and, sobbing +violently, entered the house. + + +II + + +There was just a suspicion of light in the east, a mere hint of a glow, +when Lyman walked cautiously around the corner of the house and tapped +at Marietta's window. She was sleeping soundly and did not hear, for she +had been restless during the first part of the night. He tapped again, +and the girl woke without knowing what woke her. + +Lyman put the blade of his pocket-knife under the window and raised it a +little, and then placed his lips to the crack, and spoke in a sepulchral +tone, half groan, half whisper:-- + +"Merry! Merry Etty!" + +The dazed girl sat up in bed and listened, while her heart almost stood +still. + +"Merry, it's me--Lime. Come to the winder." The girl hesitated, and +Lyman spoke again. + +"Come, I hain't got much time. This is your last chance t' see me. It's +now 'r never." + +The girl slipped out of bed, and, wrapping herself in a shawl, crept to +the window. + +"Boost on that winder," commanded Lyman. She raised it enough to admit +his head, which came just above the sill; then she knelt on the floor by +the window. + +Her eyes stared wide and dark. + +"Lime, what in the world do you mean--" + +"I mean business," he replied. "I ain't no last year's chicken; I know +when the old man sleeps the soundest." He chuckled pleasantly. + +"How 'd y' fool old Rove?" + +"Never mind about that now; they's something more important on hand. +You've got t' go with me." + +She drew back, "Oh, Lime, I can't!" + +He thrust a great arm in and caught her by the wrist. + +"Yes, y' can. This is y'r last chance. If I go off without ye t'night, I +never come back. What makes ye gig back? Are ye 'fraid o' me?" + +"N-no; but--but--" + +"But what, Merry Etty?" + +"It ain't right to go an' leave Dad all alone. Where y' goin' t' take +me, anyhow?" + +"Milt Jennings let me have his horse an' buggy; they're down the road a +piece, an' we'll go right down to Rock River and be married by sun-up." + +The girl still hesitated, her firm, boyish will unwontedly befogged. +Resolute as she was, she could not at once accede to his demand. + +"Come, make up your mind soon. The old man 'll fill me with buck-shot if +he catches sight o' me." He drew her arm out of the window and laid his +bearded cheek to it. "Come, little one, we're made for each other; God +knows it. Come! It's him 'r me." + +The girl's head dropped, consented. + +"That's right! Now a kiss to bind the bargain. There! What, cryin'? No +more o' that, little one. Now I'll give you jest five minutes to git on +your Sunday-go-t'-meetin' clo'es. Quick, there goes a rooster. It's +gittin' white in the east." + +The man turned his back to the window and gazed at the western sky with +a wealth of unuttered and unutterable exultation in his heart. Far off a +rooster gave a long, clear blast--would it be answered in the barn? Yes; +some wakeful ear had caught it, and now the answer came faint, muffled, +and drowsy. The dog at his feet whined uneasily as if suspecting +something wrong. The wind from the south was full of the wonderful odor +of springing grass, warm, brown earth, and oozing sap. Overhead, to the +west, the stars were shining in the cloudless sky, dimmed a little in +brightness by the faint silvery veil of moisture in the air. The man's +soul grew very tender as he stood waiting for his bride. He was rough, +illiterate, yet there was something fine about him after all, a kind of +simplicity and a gigantic, leonine tenderness. + +He heard his sweetheart moving about inside, and mused: "The old man +won't hold out when he finds we're married. He can't get along without +her. If he does, why, I'll rent a farm here, and we'll go to work +housekeepin'. I can git the money. She shan't always be poor," he ended, +and the thought was a vow. + +The window was raised again, and the girl's voice was heard low and +tremulous:-- + +"Lime, I'm ready, but I wish we didn't--" + +He put his arm around her waist and helped her out, and did not put her +down till they reached the road. She was completely dressed, even to +her hat and shoes, but she mourned:-- + +"My hair is every-which-way; Lime, how can I be married so?" + +They were nearing the horse and buggy now, and Lime laughed. "Oh, we'll +stop at Jennings's and fix up. Milt knows what's up, and has told his +mother by this time. So just laugh as jolly as you can." + +Soon they were in the buggy, the impatient horse swung into the road at +a rattling pace, and as Marietta leaned back in the seat, thinking of +what she had done, she cried lamentably, in spite of all the caresses +and pleadings of her lover. + +But the sun burst up from the plain, the prairie-chickens took up their +mighty chorus on the hills, robins met them on the way, flocks of wild +geese, honking cheerily, drove far overhead toward the north, and, with +these sounds of a golden spring day in her ears, the bride grew +cheerful, and laughed. + + +III + + +At about the time the sun was rising, Farmer Bacon, roused from his +sleep by the crowing of the chickens on the dry knolls in the fields as +well as by those in the barn-yard, rolled out of bed wearily, wondering +why he should feel so drowsy. Then he remembered the row with Lime and +his subsequent inability to sleep with thinking over it. There was a +dull pain in his breast, which made him uncomfortable. + +As was his usual custom, he went out into the kitchen and built the fire +for Marietta, filled the tea-kettle with water, and filled the +water-bucket in the sink. Then he went to her bedroom door and knocked +with his knuckles as he had done for years in precisely the same +fashion. + +Rap--rap--rap. "Hello, Merry! Time t' git up. Broad daylight, an' birds +asingun.'" + +Without waiting for an answer he went out to the barn and worked away at +his chores. He took such delight in the glorious morning and the +turbulent life of the farmyard that his heart grew light and he hummed a +tune which sounded like the merry growl of a lion. "Poo-ee, poo-ee," he +called to the pigs as they swarmed across the yard. + +"Ahrr! you big, fat rascals, them hams o' yourn is clear money. One of +ye shall go t' buy Merry a new dress," he said as he glanced at the +house and saw the smoke pouring out the stovepipe. "Merry's a good girl; +she's stood by her old pap when other girls 'u'd 'a' gone back on 'im." + +While currying horses he went all over the ground of the quarrel +yesterday, and he began to see it in a different light. He began to see +that Lyman was a good man and an able man, and that his own course was a +foolish one. + +"When I git mad," he confessed to himself, "I don't know any thin'. But +I won't give her up. She ain't old 'nough t' marry yet--and, besides, I +need her." + +After finishing his chores, as usual, he went to the well and washed his +face and hands, then entered the kitchen--to find the tea-kettle boiling +over, and no signs of breakfast anywhere, and no sign of the girl. + +"Well, I guess she felt sleepy this mornin'. Poor gal! Mebbe she cried +half the night." + +"Merry!" he called gently, at the door. + +"Merry, m' gal! Pap needs his breakfast." + +There was no reply, and the old man's face stiffened into a wild +surprise. He knocked heavily again and got no reply, and, with a white +face and shaking hand, he flung the door open and gazed at the empty +bed. His hand dropped to his side; his head turned slowly from the bed +to the open window; he rushed forward and looked out on the ground, +where he saw the tracks of a man. + +He fell heavily into the chair by the bed, while a deep groan broke from +his stiff and twitching lips. + +"She's left me! She's left me!" + +For a long half-hour the iron-muscled old man sat there motionless, +hearing not the songs of the hens or the birds far out in the brilliant +sunshine. He had lost sight of his farm, his day's work, and felt no +hunger for food. He did not doubt that her going was final. He felt that +she was gone from him forever. If she ever came back it would not be as +his daughter, but as the wife of Gilman. She had deserted him, fled in +the night like a thief; his heart began to harden again, and he rose +stiffly. His native stubbornness began to assert itself, the first great +shock over, and he went out to the kitchen, and prepared, as best he +could, a breakfast, and sat down to it. In some way his appetite failed +him, and he fell to thinking over his past life, of the death of his +wife, and the early death of his only boy. He was still trying to think +what his life would be in the future without his girl, when two +carriages drove into the yard. It was about the middle of the forenoon, +and the prairie-chickens had ceased to boom and squawk; in fact, that +was why he knew, for he had been sitting two hours at the table. Before +he could rise he heard swift feet and a merry voice and Marietta burst +through the door. + +"Hello, Pap! How you makin' out with break--" She saw a look on his face +that went to her heart like a knife. She saw a lonely and deserted old +man sitting at his cold and cheerless breakfast, and with a remorseful +cry she ran across the floor and took him in her arms, kissing him again +and again, while Mr. John Jennings and his wife stood in the door. + +"Poor ol' Pap! Merry couldn't leave you. She's come back to stay as long +as he lives." + +The old man remained cold and stern. His deep voice had a relentless +note in it as he pushed her away from him, noticing no one else. + +"But how do you come back t' me?" + +The girl grew rosy, but she stood proudly up. + +"I come back the wife of a _man_, Pap; a wife like my mother, an' this +t' hang beside hers;" and she laid down a rolled piece of parchment. + +"Take it an' go," growled he; "take yer lazy lubber an' git out o' my +sight. I raised ye, took keer o' ye when ye was little, sent ye t' +school, bought ye dresses,--done everythin' fer ye I could, 'lowin' t' +have ye stand by me when I got old,--but no, ye must go back on yer ol' +pap, an' go off in the night with a good-f'r-nothin' houn' that nobuddy +knows anything about--a feller that never done a thing fer ye in the +world--" + +"What did you do for mother that she left _her_ father and mother and +went with you? How much did you have when you took her away from her +good home an' brought her away out here among the wolves an' Indians? +I've heard you an' her say a hundred times that you didn't have a chair +in the house. Now, why do you talk so t' me when I want t' git--when +Lime comes and asks for me?" + +The old man was staggered. He looked at the smiling face of John +Jennings and the tearful eyes of Mrs. Jennings, who had returned with +Lyman. But his heart hardened again as he caught sight of Lime looking +in at him. His absurd pride would not let him relent. Lime saw it, and +stepped forward. + +"Ol' man, I want t' take a little inning now. I'm a fair, square man. I +asked ye fer Merry as a man should. I told you I'd had hard luck, when I +first came here. I had five thousand dollars in clean cash stole from +me. I hain't got a thing now except credit, but that's good fer enough +t' stock a little farm with. Now, I wan' to be fair and square in this +thing. You wan' to rent a farm; I need one. Let me have the river +eighty, or I'll take the whole business on a share of a third, an' Merry +Etty and I to stay here with you jest as if nothin' 'd happened. Come, +now, what d' y' say?" + +There was something winning in the sturdy bearing of the man as he stood +before the father, who remained silent and grim. + +"Or if you don't do that, why, there's nothin' left fer Merry an' me but +to go back to La Crosse, where I can have my choice of a dozen farms. +Now this is the way things is standin'. I don't want to be underhanded +about this thing--" + +"That's a fair offer," said Mr. Jennings in the pause which followed. +"You'd better do it, neighbor Bacon. Nobuddy need know how things stood; +they were married in my house--I thought that would be best. You can't +live without your girl," he went on, "any more 'n I could without my +boy. You'd better--" + +The figure at the table straightened up. Under his tufted eyebrows his +keen gray eyes flashed from one to the other. His hands knotted. + +"Go slow!" went on the smooth voice of Jennings, known all the country +through as a peacemaker. "Take time t' think it over. Stand out, an' +you'll live here alone without chick 'r child; give in, and this house +'ll bubble over with noise and young ones. Now is short, and forever's a +long time to feel sorry in." + +The old man at the table knitted his eyebrows, and a distorted, +quivering, ghastly smile broke out on his face. His chest heaved; then +he burst forth:-- + +"Gal, yank them gloves off, an' git me something to eat--breakfus 'r +dinner, I don't care which. Lime, you infernal idiot, git out there and +gear up them horses. What in thunder you foolun' round about hyere in +seed'n'? Come, hustle, all o' ye!" + +And they all shouted in laughter, while the old man strode unsteadily +but resolutely out toward the barn, followed by the bridegroom, who was +still laughing--but silently. + + + + +ELDER PILL, PREACHER + +I + + +Old man Bacon was pinching forked barbs on a wire fence one rainy day in +July, when his neighbor Jennings came along the road on his way to town. +Jennings never went to town except when it rained too hard to work +outdoors, his neighbors said; and of old man Bacon it was said he +_never_ rested _nights_ nor Sundays. + +Jennings pulled up. "Good morning, neighbor Bacon." + +"Mornin'," rumbled the old man without looking up. + +"Taking it easy, as usual, I see. Think it's going to clear up?" + +"May, an' may not. Don't make much differunce t' me," growled Bacon, +discouragingly. + +"Heard about the plan for a church?" + +"Naw." + +"Well, we're goin' to hire Elder Pill from Douglass to come over and +preach every Sunday afternoon at the schoolhouse, an' we want help t' +pay him--the laborer is worthy of his hire." + +"Sometimes he is an' then agin he ain't. Y' needn't look t' me f'r a +dollar. I ain't got no intrust in y'r church." + +"Oh, yes, you have--besides, y'r sister--" + +"She ain't got no more time 'n I have t' go t' church. We're obleeged to +do 'bout all we c'n stand t' pay our debts, let alone tryun' to support +a preacher." And the old man shut the pinchers up on a barb with a +vicious grip. + +Easy-going Mr. Jennings laughed in his silent way. "I guess you'll help +when the time comes," he said, and, clucking to his team, drove off. + +"I guess I won't," muttered the grizzled old giant as he went on with +his work. Bacon was what is called land poor in the West, that is, he +had more land than money; still he was able to give if he felt disposed. +It remains to say that he was _not_ disposed, being a sceptic and a +scoffer. It angered him to have Jennings predict so confidently that he +would help. + +The sun was striking redly through a rift in the clouds, about three +o'clock in the afternoon, when he saw a man coming up the lane, walking: +on the grass at the side of the road, and whistling merrily. The old man +looked at him from under his huge eyebrows with some curiosity. As he +drew near, the pedestrian ceased to whistle, and, just as the farmer +expected him to pass, he stopped and said, in a free and easy style:-- + +"How de do? Give me a chaw t'baccer. I'm Pill, the new minister. I take +fine-cut when I can get it," he said, as Bacon put his hand into his +pocket. "Much obliged. How goes it?" + +"Tollable, tollable," said the astounded farmer, looking hard at Pill as +he flung a handful of tobacco into his mouth. + +"Yes, I'm the new minister sent around here to keep you fellows in the +traces and out of hell-fire. Have y' fled from the wrath?" he asked, in +a perfunctory way. + +"You are, eh?" said Bacon, referring back to his profession. + +"I am, just! How do you like that style of barb fence? Ain't the twisted +wire better?" + +"I s'pose they be, but they cost more." + +"Yes, costs more to go to heaven than to hell. You'll think so after I +board with you a week. Narrow the road that leads to light, and broad +the way that leads--how's your soul anyway, brother?" + +"Soul's all right. I find more trouble to keep m' body go'n." + +"Give us your hand; so do I. All the same we must prepare for the next +world. We're gettin' old; lay not up your treasures where moth and rust +corrupt and thieves break through and steal." + +Bacon was thoroughly interested in the preacher, and was studying him +carefully. He was tall, straight, and superbly proportioned; +broad-shouldered, wide-lunged, and thewed like a Chippewa. His rather +small steel-blue eyes twinkled, and his shrewd face and small head, set +well back, completed a remarkable figure. He wore his reddish beard in +the usual way of Western clergymen, with mustache chopped close. + +Bacon spoke slowly:-- + +"You look like a good, husky man to pitch in the barn-yard; you've too +much muscle f'r preachun'." + +"Come and hear me next Sunday, and if you say so then, I'll quit," +replied Mr. Pill, quietly. "I give ye my word for it. I believe in +preachers havin' a little of the flesh and the devil; they can +sympathize better with the rest of ye." The sarcasm was lost on Bacon, +who continued to look at him. Suddenly he said, as if with an +involuntary determination:-- + +"Where ye go'n' to stay t'night?" + +"I don't know; do you?" was the quick reply. + +"I reckon ye can hang out with me, 'f ye feel like ut. We ain't very +purty, at our house, but we eat. You go along down the road and tell 'em +I sent yeh. Ye'll find an' ol' dusty Bible round some'rs--I s'pose ye +spend y'r spare time read'n' about Joshua an' Dan'l--" + +"I spend more time reading men. Well, I'm off! I'm hungrier 'n a gray +wolf in a bear-trap." And off he went as he came. But he did not +whistle; he chewed. + +Bacon felt as if he had made too much of a concession, and had a strong +inclination to shout after him, and retract his invitation; but he did +not, only worked on, with an occasional bear-like grin. There was +something captivating in this fellow's free and easy way. + +When he came up to the house an hour or two later, in singular good +humor for him, he found the Elder in the creamery, with his niece +Eldora, who was not more won by him than was his sister Jane Buttles, he +was so genial and put on so few religious frills. + +Mrs. Buttles never put on frills of any kind. She was a most frightful +toiler, only excelled (if excelled at all) by her brother. Unlovely at +her best, when about her work in her faded calico gown and flat shoes, +hair wisped into a slovenly knot, she was depressing. But she was a good +woman, of sterling integrity, and ambitious for her girl. She was very +glad of the chance to take charge of her brother's household after +Marietta married. + +Eldora was as attractive as her mother was depressing. She was very +young at this time and had the physical perfection--at least as regards +body--that her parents must have had in youth. She was above the average +height of woman, with strong swell of bosom and glorious, erect carriage +of head. Her features were coarse, but regular and pleasing, and her +manner boyish. + +Elder Pill was on the best terms with them as he watched the milk being +skimmed out of the "submerged cans" ready for the "caaves and hawgs," as +Mrs. Buttles called them. + +"Uncle told you t' come here 'nd stay t' supper, did he? What's come +over him?" said the girl, with a sort of audacious humor. + +"Bill has an awful grutch agin preachers," said Mrs. Buttles, as she +wiped her hands on her apron. "I declare, I don't see how--" + +"_Some_ preachers, not _all_ preachers," laughed Pill, in his mellow +nasal. "There are preachers, and then again preachers. I'm one o' the +t'other kind." + +"I sh'd think y' was," laughed the girl. + +"Now, Eldory, you run right t' the pig-pen with that milk, whilst I go +in an' set the tea on." + +Mr. Pill seized the can of milk, saying, with a twang: "Show me the way +that I may walk therein," and, accompanied by the laughing girl, made +rapid way to the pig-pen just as the old man set up a ferocious shout to +call the hired hand out of the corn-field. + +"How'd y' come to send _him_ here?" asked Mrs. Buttles, nodding toward +Pill. + +"Damfino! I kind o' liked him--no nonsense about him," answered Bacon, +going into temporary eclipse behind his hands as he washed his face at +the cistern. + +At the supper table Pill was "easy as an old shoe"; ate with his knife, +talked about fatting hogs, suggested a few points on raising clover, +told of pioneer experiences in Michigan, and soon won them--hired man +and all--to a most favorable opinion of himself. But he did not trench +on religious matters at all. + +The hired man in his shirt-sleeves, and smelling frightfully of tobacco +and sweat (as did Bacon), sat with open mouth, at times forgetting to +eat, in his absorbing interest in the minister's yarns. + +"Yes, I've got a family, too much of a family, in fact--that is, I think +so sometimes when I'm pinched. Our Western people are so indigent--in +plain terms, poor--they _can't_ do any better than they do. But we pull +through--we pull through! John, you look like a stout fellow, but I'll +bet a hat I can _down_ you three out of five." + +"I bet you can't," grinned the hired man. It was the climax of all, that +bet. + +"I'll take y' in hand an' flop y' both," roared Bacon from his +lion-like throat, his eyes glistening with rare good-nature from the +shadow of his gray brows. But he admired the minister's broad shoulders +at the same time. If this fellow panned out as he promised, he was a +rare specimen. + +After supper the Elder played a masterly game of croquet with Eldora, +beating her with ease; then he wandered out to the barn and talked +horses with the hired man, and finished by stripping off his coat and +putting on one of Mrs. Buttles's aprons to help milk the cows. + +But at breakfast the next morning, when the family were about pitching +into their food as usual without ceremony, the visitor spoke in an +imperious tone and with lifted hand. "_Wait!_ Let us look to the Lord +for His blessing." + +They waited till the grace was said, but it threw a depressing +atmosphere over the group; evidently they considered the trouble begun. +At the end of the meal the minister asked:-- + +"Have you a Bible in the house?" + +"I reckon there's one around somewhere. Elly, go 'n see 'f y' can't +raise one," said Mrs. Buttles, indifferently. + +"Have you any objection to family devotion?" asked Pill, as the book was +placed in his hands by the girl. + +"No; have all you want," said Bacon, as he rose from the table and +passed out the door. + +"I guess I'll see the thing through," said the hand. + +"It ain't just square to leave the women folks to bear the brunt of it." + +It was shortly after breakfast that the Elder concluded he'd walk up to +Brother Jennings's and see about church matters. + +"I shall expect you, Brother Bacon, to be at the service at 2.30." + +"All right, go ahead expectun'," responded Bacon, with an inscrutable +sidewise glance. + +"You promised, you remember?" + +"The--devil--I did!" the old man snarled. + +The Elder looked back with a smile, and went off whistling in the warm, +bright morning. + + +II + + +The schoolhouse down on the creek was known as "Hell's Corners" all +through the county, because of the frequent rows that took place therein +at "corkuses" and the like, and also because of the number of teachers +that had been "ousted" by the boys. In fact, it was one of those places +still to be found occasionally in the West, far from railroads and +schools, where the primitive ignorance and ferocity of men still prowl, +like the panthers which are also found sometimes in the deeps of the +Iowa timber lands. + +The most of this ignorance and ferocity, however, was centred in the +family of Dixons, a dark-skinned, unsavory group of Missourians. It +consisted of old man Dixon and wife, and six sons, all man-grown, +great, gaunt, sinewy fellows, with no education, but superstitious as +savages. If anything went wrong in "Hell's Corners" everybody knew that +the Dixons were "on the rampage again." The school-teachers were warned +against the Dixons, and the preachers were besought to convert the +Dixons. + +In fact, John Jennings, as he drove Pill to the schoolhouse next day, +said:-- + +"If you can convert the Dixon boys, Elder, I'll give you the best horse +in my barn." + +"I work not for such hire," said Mr. Pill, with a look of deep solemnity +on his face, belied, indeed, by a twinkle in his small, keen eye--a +twinkle which made Milton Jennings laugh candidly. + +There was considerable curiosity, expressed by a murmur of lips and +voices, as the minister's tall figure entered the door and stood for a +moment in a study of the scene before him. It was a characteristically +Western scene. The women sat on one side of the schoolroom, the men on +the other; the front seats were occupied by squirming boys and girls in +their Sunday splendor. + +On the back, to the right, were the young men, in their best vests, with +paper collars and butterfly neckties, with their coats unbuttoned, their +hair plastered down in a fascinating wave on their brown foreheads. Not +a few were in their shirt-sleeves. The older men sat immediately between +the youths and boys, talking in hoarse whispers across the aisles about +the state of the crops and the county ticket, while the women in much +the same way conversed about the children and raising onions and +strawberries. It was their main recreation, this Sunday meeting. + +"Brethren!" rang out the imperious voice of the minister, "let us pray." + +The audience thoroughly enjoyed the Elder's prayer. He was certainly +gifted in that direction, and his petition grew genuinely eloquent as +his desires embraced the "ends of the earth and the utterm'st parts of +the seas thereof." But in the midst of it a clatter was heard, and five +or six strapping fellows filed in with loud thumpings of their brogans. + +Shortly after they had settled themselves with elaborate impudence on +the back seat, the singing began. Just as they were singing the last +verse, every individual voice wavered and all but died out in +astonishment to see William Bacon come in--an unheard-of thing! And with +a clean shirt, too! Bacon, to tell the truth, was feeling as much out of +place as a cat in a bath-tub, and looked uncomfortable, even shamefaced, +as he sidled in, his shapeless hat gripped nervously in both hands; +coatless and collarless, his shirt open at his massive throat. The girls +tittered, of course, and the boys hammered each other's ribs, moved by +the unusual sight. Milton Jennings, sitting beside Bettie Moss, said:-- + +"Well! may I jump straight up and never come down!" + +And Shep Watson said: "May I never see the back o' my neck!" Which +pleased Bettie so much that she grew quite purple with efforts to +conceal her laughter; she always enjoyed a joke on her father. + +But all things have an end, and at last the room became quiet as Mr. +Pill began to read the Scripture, wondering a little at the commotion. +He suspected that those dark-skinned, grinning fellows on the back seat +were the Dixon boys, and knew they were bent on fun. The physique of the +minister being carefully studied, the boys began whispering among +themselves, and at last, just as the sermon opened, they began to push +the line of young men on the long seat over toward the girls' side, +squeezing Milton against Bettie. This pleasantry encouraged one of them +to whack his neighbor over the head with his soft hat, causing great +laughter and disturbance. The preacher stopped. His cool, penetrating +voice sounded strangely unclerical as he said:-- + +"There are some fellows here to-day to have fun with me. If they don't +keep quiet, they'll have more fun than they can hold." (At this point a +green crab-apple bounded up the aisle.) "I'm not to be bulldozed." + +He pulled off his coat and laid it on the table before him, and, amid a +wondering silence, took off his cuffs and collar, saying:-- + +"I can preach the word of the Lord just as well without my coat, and I +can throw rowdies out the door a little better in my shirt-sleeves." + +Had the Dixon boys been a little shrewder as readers of human character, +or if they had known why old William Bacon was there, they would have +kept quiet; but it was not long before they began to push again, and at +last one of them gave a squeak, and a tussle took place. The preacher +was in the midst of a sentence:-- + +"An evil deed, brethren, is like unto a grain of mustard seed. It is +small, but it grows steadily, absorbing its like from the earth and air, +sending out roots and branches, till at last--" + +There was a scuffle and a snicker. Mr. Pill paused, and gazed intently +at Tom Dixon, who was the most impudent and strongest of the gang; then +he moved slowly down on the astonished young savage. As he came his eyes +seemed to expand like those of an eagle in battle, steady, remorseless, +unwavering, at the same time that his brows shut down over them--a +glance that hushed every breath. The awed and astonished ruffians sat as +if paralyzed by the unuttered yet terribly ferocious determination of +the preacher's eyes. His right hand was raised, the other was clenched +at his waist. There was a sort of solemnity in his approach, like a +tiger creeping upon a foe. + +At last, after what seemed minutes to the silent, motionless +congregation, his raised hand came down on the shoulder of the leader +with the exact, resistless precision of the tiger's paw, and the ruffian +was snatched from his seat to the floor sprawling. Before he could rise, +the steel-like grip of the roused preacher sent him halfway to the door, +and then out into the dirt of the road. + +Turning, Pill strode down the aisle once more. The half-risen +congregation made way for him, curiously. When he came within reach of +Dick, the fellow struck savagely out at the preacher, only to have his +blow avoided by a lithe, lightning-swift movement of the body above the +hips (a trained boxer's trick), and to find himself lying bruised and +dazed on the floor. + +By this time the other brothers had recovered from their stupor, and, +with wild curses, leaped over the benches toward the fearless preacher. + +But now a new voice was heard in the sudden uproar--a new but familiar +voice. It was the mighty voice of William Bacon, known far and wide as a +terrible antagonist, a man who had never been whipped. He was like a +wild beast excited to primitive savagery by the smell of blood. + +"Stand _back_, you hell-hounds!" he said, leaping between them and the +preacher. "You know me. Lay another hand on that man an', by the livun' +God, you answer t' me. Back thear!" + +Some of the men cheered, most stood irresolute. The women crowded +together, the children began to scream with terror, while through it all +Pill dragged his last assailant toward the door. + +Bacon made his way down to where the Dixons had halted, undecided what +to do. If the preacher had the air and action of the tiger, Bacon looked +the grisly bear--his eyebrows working up and down, his hands clenched +into frightful bludgeons, his breath rushing through his hairy nostrils. + +"Git out o' hyare," he growled. "You've run things here jest about long +enough. Git out!" + +His hands were now on the necks of two of the boys and he was hustling +them toward the door. + +"If you want 'o whip the preacher, meet him in the public road--one at a +time; he'll take care o' himself. Out with ye," he ended, kicking them +out. "Show your faces here agin, an' I'll break ye in two." + +The non-combative farmers now began to see the humor of the whole +transaction, and began to laugh; but they were cut short by the calm +voice of the preacher at his desk:-- + +"But a _good_ deed, brethren, is like unto a grain of wheat planted in +good earth, that bringeth forth fruit in due season an hundred fold." + + +III + + +Mr. Pill, with all his seeming levity, was a powerful hand at revivals, +as was developed at the "protracted" meetings at the Grove during +December. Indeed, such was the pitiless intensity of his zeal that a +gloom was cast over the whole township; the ordinary festivities stopped +or did not begin at all. + +The lyceum, which usually began by the first week in December, was put +entirely out of the question, as were the spelling-schools and +"exhibitions." The boys, it is true, still drove the girls to meeting in +the usual manner; but they all wore a furtive, uneasy air, and their +laughter was not quite genuine at its best, and died away altogether +when they came near the schoolhouse, and they hardly recovered from the +effects of the preaching till a mile or two had been spun behind the +shining runners. It took all the magic of the jingle of the bells and +the musical creak of the polished steel on the snow to win them back to +laughter. + +As for Elder Pill, he was as a man transformed. He grew more intense +each night, and strode back and forth behind his desk and pounded the +Bible like an assassin. No more games with the boys, no more poking the +girls under the chin! When he asked for a chew of tobacco now it was +with an air which said: "I ask it as sustenance that will give me +strength for the Lord's service," as if the demands of the flesh had +weakened the spirit. + +Old man Bacon overtook Milton Jennings early one Monday morning, as +Milton was marching down toward the Seminary at Rock River. It was +intensely cold and still, so cold and still that the ring of the cold +steel of the heavy sleigh, the snort of the horses, and the old man's +voice came with astonishing distinctness to the ears of the hurrying +youth, and it seemed a very long time before the old man came up. + +"Climb on!" he yelled, out of his frosty beard. He was seated on the +"hind bob" of a wood-sleigh, on a couple of blankets. Milton clambered +on, knowing well he'd freeze to death there. + +"Reckon I heerd you prowlun' around the front door with my girl last +night," Bacon said at length. "The way you both 'tend out t' meetun' +ought 'o sanctify yeh; must 'a' stayed to the after-meetun', didn't +yeh?" + +"Nope. The front part was enough for--" + +"Danged if I was any more fooled with a man in m' life. I b'lieve the +whole thing is a little scheme on the bretheren t' raise a dollar." + +"Why so?" + +"Waal, y' see, Pill ain't got much out o' the app'intment thus fur, and +he ain't likely to, if he don't shake 'em up a leetle. Borrud ten +dollars o' me t'other day." + +Well, thought Milton, whatever his real motive is, Elder Pill is earning +all he gets. Standing for two or three hours in his place night after +night, arguing, pleading, even commanding them to be saved. + +Milton was describing the scenes of the meeting to Bradley Talcott and +Douglas Radbourn the next day, and Radbourn, a young law student, +said:-- + +"I'd like to see him. He must be a character." + +"Let's make up a party and go out," said Milton, eagerly. + +"All right; I'll speak to Lily Graham." + +Accordingly, that evening a party of students, in a large sleigh, drove +out toward the schoolhouse, along the drifted lanes and through the +beautiful aisles of the snowy woods. A merry party of young people, who +had no sense of sin to weigh them down. Even Radbourn and Lily joined in +the songs which they sang to the swift clanging of the bells, until the +lights of the schoolhouse burned redly through the frosty air. + +Not a few of the older people present felt scandalized by the singing +and by the dancing of the "town girls," who could not for the life of +them take the thing seriously. The room was so little, and hot, and +smoky, and the men looked so queer in their rough coats and hair +every-which-way. + +But they took their seats demurely on the back seat, and joined in the +opening songs, and listened to the halting prayers of the brethren and +the sonorous prayers of the Elder, with commendable gravity. Miss Graham +was a devout Congregationalist, and hushed the others into gravity when +their eyes began to dance dangerously. + +However, as Mr. Pill warmed to his work, the girls grew sober enough. He +awed them, and frightened them with the savagery of his voice and +manner. His small gray eyes were like daggers unsheathed, and his small, +round head took on a cat-like ferocity, as he strode to and fro, hurling +out his warnings and commands in a hoarse howl that terrified the +sinner, and drew "amens" of admiration from the saints. + +"Atavism; he has gone back to the era of the medicine man," Radbourn +murmured. + +As the speaker went on, foam came upon his thin lips; his lifted hand +had prophecy and threatening in it. His eyes reflected flames; his voice +had now the tone of the implacable, vindictive judge. He gloated on the +pictures that his words called up. By the power of his imagination the +walls widened, the floor was no longer felt, the crowded room grew still +as death, every eye fixed on the speaker's face. + +"I tell you, you must repent or die. I can see the great judgment angel +now!" he said, stopping suddenly and pointing above the stovepipe. "I +can see him as he stands weighing your souls as a man 'ud weigh wheat +and chaff. Wheat goes into the Father's garner; chaff is blown to hell's +devouring flame! I can see him _now_! He seizes a poor, damned, +struggling soul by the _neck_, he holds him over the flaming forge of +_hell_ till his bones melt like wax; he shrivels like thread in the +flame of a candle; he is nothing but a charred husk, and the angel +flings him back into _outer darkness_; life was not in him." + +It was this astonishing figure, powerfully acted, that scared poor Tom +Dixon into crying out for mercy. The effect upon others was painful. To +see so great a sinner fall terror-stricken seemed like a providential +stroke of confirmatory evidence, and nearly a dozen other young people +fell crying, whereat the old people burst out into amens of spasmodic +fervor, while the preacher, the wild light still in his eyes, tore up +and down, crying above the tumult:-- + +"The Lord is come with _power_! His hand is visible _here_. Shout +_aloud_ and spare _not_. Fall before him as _dust_ to his feet! +Hypocrites, vipers, scoffers! the _lash_ o' the _Lord_ is on ye!" + +In the intense pause which followed as he waited with expectant, +uplifted face--a pause so deep even the sobbing sinners held their +breath--a dry, drawling, utterly matter-of-fact voice broke the intense +hush. + +"S-a-y, Pill, ain't you a-bearun' down on the boys a _leetle too_ hard?" + +The preacher's extended arm fell as if life had gone out of it. His face +flushed and paled; the people laughed hysterically, some of them with +the tears of terror still on their cheeks; but Radbourn said, "Bravo, +Bacon!" + +Pill recovered himself. + +"Not hard enough for _you_, neighbor Bacon." + +Bacon rose, retaining the same dry, prosaic tone:-- + +"I ain't bitin' that kind of a hook, an' I ain't goin' to be _yanked_ +into heaven when I c'n _slide_ into hell. Waal! I must be goin'; I've +got a new-milk's cow that needs tendin' to." + +The effect of all this was very great. From being at the very mouth of +the furnace, quivering with fear and captive to morbid imaginings, +Bacon's dry intonation brought them all back to earth again. They +perceived something of the absurdity of the whole situation. + +Pill was beaten for the first time in his life. He had been struck below +the belt by a good-natured giant. The best he could do, as Bacon +shuffled calmly out, was to stammer: "Will some one please sing?" And +while they sang, he stood in deep thought. Just as the last verse was +quivering into silence, the full, deep tones of Radbourn's voice rose +above the bustle of feet and clatter of seats:-- + +"And all _that_ he preaches in the name of Him who came bringing peace +and good-will to men." + +Radbourn's tone had in it reproach and a noble suggestion. The people +looked at him curiously. The deacons nodded their heads together in +counsel, and when they turned to the desk Pill was gone! + +"Gee whittaker! That was tough," said Milton to Radbourn; "knocked the +wind out o' him like a cannon-ball. What'll he do now?" + +"He can't do anything but acknowledge his foolishness." + +"You no business t' come here an' 'sturb the Lord's meetin'," cried old +Daddy Brown to Radbourn. "You're a sinner and a scoffer." + +"I thought Bacon was the disturbing ele--" + +"You're just as bad!" + +"He's all _right_," said William Councill. "I've got sick, m'self, of +bein' _scared_ into religion. I never was so fooled in a man in my life. +If I'd tell you what Pill said to me the other day, when we was in +Robie's store, you'd fall in a fit. An' to hear him talkin' here +t'night, is enough to make a horse laugh." + +"You're all in league with the devil," said the old man, wildly; and so +the battle raged on. + +Milton and Radbourn escaped from it, and got out into the clear, cold, +untainted night. + +"The heat of the furnace doesn't reach as far as the horses," Radbourn +moralized, as he aided in unhitching the shivering team. "In the vast, +calm spaces of the stars, among the animals, such scenes as we have just +seen are impossible." He lifted his hand in a lofty gesture. The light +fell on his pale face and dark eyes. The girls were a little indignant +and disposed to take the preacher's part. They thought Bacon had no +right to speak out that way, and Miss Graham uttered her protest, as +they whirled away on the homeward ride with pleasant jangle of bells. + +"But the secret of it all was," said Radbourn in answer, "Pill knew he +was acting a part. I don't mean that he meant to deceive, but he got +excited, and his audience responded as an audience does to an actor of +the first class, and he was for the time in earnest; his imagination +_did_ see those horrors,--he was swept away by his own words. But when +Bacon spoke, his dry tone and homely words brought everybody, preacher +and all, back to the earth with a thump! Everybody saw, that after +weeping and wailing there for an hour, they'd go home, feed the calves, +hang up the lantern, put out the cat, wind the clock, and go to bed. In +other words, they all came back out of their barbaric _powwow_ to their +natural modern selves." + +This explanation had palpable truth, but Lily perceived that it had +wider application than to the meeting they had just left. + +"They'll be music around this clearing to-morrow," said Milton, with a +sigh; "wish I was at home this week." + +"But what'll become of Mr. Pill?" + +"Oh, he'll come out all right," Radbourn assured her, and Milton's clear +tenor rang out as he drew Eileen closer to his side:-- + + "O silver moon, O silver moon, + You set, you set too soon-- + The morrow day is far away, + The night is but begun." + + +IV + + +The news, grotesquely exaggerated, flew about the next day, and at +night, though it was very cold and windy, the house was jammed to +suffocation. On these lonely prairies life is so devoid of anything but +work, dramatic entertainments are so few, and appetite so keen, that a +temperature of twenty degrees below zero is no bar to a trip of ten +miles. The protracted meeting was the only recreation for many of them. +The gossip before and after service was a delight not to be lost, and +this last sensation was dramatic enough to bring out old men and women +who had not dared to go to church in winter for ten years. + +Long before seven o'clock, the schoolhouse blazed with light and buzzed +with curious speech. Team after team drove up to the door, and as the +drivers leaped out to receive the women, they said in low but eager +tones to the bystanders:-- + +"Meeting begun yet?" + +"Nope!" + +"What kind of a time y' havin' over here, any way?" + +"A mighty solumn time," somebody would reply with a low laugh. + +By seven o'clock every inch of space was occupied; the air was +frightful. The kerosene lamps gave off gas and smoke, the huge stove +roared itself into an angry red on its jack-oak grubs, and still people +crowded in at the door. + +Discussion waxed hot as the stove; two or three Universalists boldly +attacked everybody who came their way. A tall man stood on a bench in +the corner, and, thumping his Bible wildly with his fist, exclaimed, at +the top of his voice:-- + +"There is _no_ hell at _all_! The Bible says the _wicked_ perish +_utterly_. They are _consumed_ as _ashes_ when they die. They _perish_ +as _dogs_!" + +"What kind o' docterin' is that?" asked a short man of Councill. + +"I d'know. It's ol' Sam Richards. Calls himself a +Christian--Christadelphian 'r some new-fangled name." + +At last people began to inquire, "Well, ain't he comin'?" + +"Most time f'r the Elder to come, ain't it?" + +"Oh, I guess he's preparin' a sermon." + +John Jennings pushed anxiously to Daddy Brown. + +"Ain't the Elder comin'?" + +"I d'know. He didn't stay at my house." + +"He didn't?" + +"No. Thought he went home with you." + +"I ain't see 'im 't all. I'll ask Councill. Brother Councill, seen +anything of the Elder?" + +"No. Didn't he go home with Bensen?" + +"I d'n know. I'll see." + +This was enough to start the news that "Pill had skipped." + +This the deacons denied, saying "he'd come or send word." + +Outside, on the leeward side of the house, the young men who couldn't +get in stood restlessly, now dancing a jig, now kicking their huge boots +against the underpinning to warm their toes. They talked spasmodically +as they swung their arms about their chests, speaking from behind their +huge buffalo-coat collars. + +The wind roared through the creaking oaks; the horses stirred +complainingly, the bells on their backs crying out querulously; the +heads of the fortunates inside were shadowed outside on the snow, and +the restless young men amused themselves betting on which head was +Bensen and which Councill. + +At last some one pounded on the desk inside. The suffocating but lively +crowd turned with painful adjustment toward the desk, from whence Deacon +Bensen's high, smooth voice sounded:-- + +"Brethren an' sisters, Elder Pill hain't come--and, as it's about eight +o'clock, he probably won't come to-night. After the disturbances last +night, it's--a--a--we're all the more determined to--the--a--need of +reforming grace is more felt than ever. Let us hope nothing has happened +to the Elder. I'll go see to-morrow, and if he is unable to come--I'll +see Brother Wheat, of Cresco. After prayer by Brother Jennings, we will +adjourn till to-morrow night. Brother Jennings, will you lead us in +prayer?" (Some one snickered.) "I hope the disgraceful--a--scenes of +last night will not be repeated." + +"Where's Pill?" demanded a voice in the back part of the room. "That's +what I want to know." + +"He's a bad pill," said another, repeating a pun already old. + +"I guess so! He borrowed twenty dollars o' me last week," said the first +voice. + +"He owes me for a pig," shouted a short man, excitedly. "I believe he's +skipped to get rid o' his debts." + +"So do I. I allus said he was a mighty queer preacher." + +"He'd bear watchin' was my idee fust time I ever see him." + +"Careful, brethren--_careful_. He may come at any minute." + +"I don't care if he does. I'd bone him f'r pay f'r that shote, preacher +'r no preacher," said Bartlett, a little nervously. + +High words followed this, and there was prospect of a fight. The +pressure of the crowd, however, was so great it was well-nigh impossible +for two belligerents to get at each other. The meeting broke up at last, +and the people, chilly, soured, and disappointed at the lack of +developments, went home saying Pill was _scaly_; no preacher who chawed +terbacker was to be trusted, and when it was learned that the horse and +buggy he drove he owed Jennings and Bensen for, everybody said, "He's a +fraud." + + +V + + +In the meantime, Andrew Pill was undergoing the most singular and awful +mental revolution. + +When he leaped blindly into his cutter and gave his horse the rein, he +was wild with rage and shame, and a sort of fear. As he sat with bent +head, he did not hear the tread of the horse, and did not see the trees +glide past. The rabbit leaped away under the shadow of the thick groves +of young oaks; the owl, scared from its perch, went fluttering off into +the cold, crisp air; but he saw only the contemptuous, quizzical face of +old William Bacon--one shaggy eyebrow lifted, a smile showing through +his shapeless beard. + +He saw the colorless, handsome face of Radbourn, and his look of +reproach and note of suggestion--Radbourn, one of the best thinkers in +Rock River, and the most generally admired young man in Rock County. + +When he saw and heard Bacon, his hurt pride flamed up in wrath, but the +calm voice of Radbourn, and the look in his stern, accusing eyes, made +his head fall in thought. As he rode, things grew clearer. As a matter +of fact, his whole system of religious thought was like the side of a +shelving sand-bank--in unstable equilibrium--needing only a touch to +send it slipping into a shapeless pile at the river's edge. That touch +had been given, and he was now in the midst of the motion of his falling +faith. He didn't know how much would stand when the sloughing ended. + +Andrew Pill had been a variety of things, a farmer, a dry-goods +merchant, and a travelling salesman, but in a revival quite like this of +his own, he had been converted and his life changed. He now desired to +help his fellow-men to a better life, and willingly went out among the +farmers, where pay was small. It was not true, therefore, that he had +gone into it because there was little work and good pay. He was really +an able man, and would have been a success in almost anything he +undertook; but his reading and thought, his easy intercourse with men +like Bacon and Radbourn, had long since undermined any real faith in the +current doctrine of retribution, and to-night, as he rode into the +night, he was feeling it all and suffering it all, forced to acknowledge +at last what had been long moving. + +The horse took the wrong road, and plodded along steadily, carrying him +away from his home, but he did not know it for a long time. When at last +he looked up and saw the road leading out upon the wide plain between +the belts of timber, leading away to Rock River, he gave a sigh of +relief. He could not meet his wife then; he must have a chance to think. + +Over him, the glittering, infinite sky of winter midnight soared, +passionless, yet accusing in its calmness, sweetness, and majesty. What +was he that he could dogmatize on eternal life and the will of the Being +who stood behind that veil? And then would come rushing back that scene +in the schoolhouse, the smell of the steaming garments, the gases from +the lamps, the roar of the stove, the sound of his own voice, strident, +dominating, so alien to his present mood, he could only shudder at it. + +He was worn out with thinking when he drove into the stable at the +Merchants' House and roused up the sleeping hostler, who looked at him +suspiciously and demanded pay in advance. This seemed right in his +present mood. He was not to be trusted. + +When he flung himself face downward on his bed, the turmoil in his brain +was still going on. He couldn't hold one thought or feeling long; all +seemed slipping like water from his hands. + +He had in him great capacity for change, for growth. Circumstances had +been against his development thus far, but the time had come when growth +seemed to be defeat and failure. + + +VI + + +Radbourn was thinking about him, two days after, as he sat in his friend +Judge Brown's law office, poring over a volume of law. He saw that +Bacon's treatment had been heroic; he couldn't get the pitiful confusion +of the preacher's face out of his mind. But, after all, Bacon's seizing +of just that instant was a stroke of genius. + +Some one touched him on the arm and he turned. + +"Why--Elder--Mr. Pill, how de do? Sit down. Draw up a chair." + +There was trouble in the preacher's face. "Can I see you, Radbourn, +alone?" + +"Certainly; come right into this room. No one will disturb us there." + +"Now, what can I do for you?" he said, as they sat down. + +"I want to talk to you about--about religion," said Pill, with a little +timid pause in his voice. + +Radbourn looked grave. "I'm afraid you've come to a dangerous man." + +"I want you to tell me what you think. I know you're a student. I want +to talk about my case," pursued the preacher, with a curious hesitancy. +"I want to ask a few questions on things." + +"Very well; sail in. I'll do the best I can," said Radbourn. + +"I've been thinking a good deal since that night. I've come to the +conclusion that I don't believe what I've been preaching. I thought I +did, but I didn't. I don't know _what_ I believe. Seems as if the land +had slid from under my feet. What am I to do?" + +"Say so," replied Radbourn, his eyes kindling. "Say so, and get out of +it. There's nothing worse than staying where you are. What have you +saved from the general land-slide?" + +Pill smiled a little. "I don't know." + +"Want me to cross-examine you and see, eh? Very well, here goes." He +settled back with a smile. "You believe in square dealing between man +and man?" + +"Certainly." + +"You believe in good deeds, candor, and steadfastness?" + +"I do." + +"You believe in justice, equality of opportunity, and in liberty?" + +"Certainly I do." + +"You believe, in short, that a man should do unto others as he'd have +others do unto him; think right and live out his thoughts?" + +"All that I steadfastly believe." + +"Well, I guess your land-slide was mostly imaginary. The face of the +eternal rock is laid bare. You didn't recognize it at first, that's all. +One question more. You believe in getting at truth?" + +"Certainly." + +"Well, truth is only found from the generalizations of facts. Before +calling a thing true, study carefully all accessible facts. Make your +religion practical. The matter-of-fact tone of Bacon would have had no +force if you had been preaching an earnest morality in place of an +antiquated terrorism." + +"I know it, I know it," sighed Pill, looking down. + +"Well, now go back and tell 'em so. And then, if you can't keep your +place preaching what you do believe, get into something else. For the +sake of all morality and manhood, don't go on cursing yourself with +hypocrisy." + +Mr. Pill took a chew of tobacco rather distractedly, and said:-- + +"I'd like to ask you a few questions." + +"No, not now. You think out your present position yourself. Find out +just what you have saved from your land-slide." + +The elder man rose; he hardly seemed the same man who had dominated his +people a few days before. He turned with still greater embarrassment. + +"I want to ask a favor. I'm going back to my family. I'm going to say +something of what you've said, to my congregation--but--I'm in debt--and +the moment they know I'm a backslider, they're going to bear down on me +pretty heavy. I'd like to be independent." + +"I see. How much do you need?" mused Radbourn. + +"I guess two hundred would stave off the worst of them." + +"I guess Brown and I can fix that. Come in again to-night. Or no, I'll +bring it round to you." + +The two men parted with a silent pressure of the hand that meant more +than any words. + +When Mr. Pill told his wife that he could preach no more, she cried, and +gasped, and scolded till she was in danger of losing her breath +entirely. "A guinea-hen sort of a woman" Councill called her. "She can +talk more an' say less 'n any woman I ever see," was Bacon's verdict, +after she had been at dinner at his house. She was a perpetual irritant. + +Mr. Pill silenced her at last with a note of impatience approaching a +threat, and drove away to the Corners to make his confession without +her. It was Saturday night, and Elder Wheat was preaching as he entered +the crowded room. A buzz and mumble of surprise stopped the orator for a +few moments, and he shook hands with Mr. Pill dubiously, not knowing +what to think of it all, but as he was in the midst of a very effective +oratorical scene, he went on. + +The silent man at his side felt as if he were witnessing a burlesque of +himself as he listened to the pitiless and lurid description of torment +which Elder Wheat poured forth,--the same figures and threats he had +used a hundred times. He stirred uneasily in his seat, while the +audience paid so little attention that the perspiring little orator +finally called for a hymn, saying:-- + +"Elder Pill has returned from his unexpected absence, and will exhort in +his proper place." + +When the singing ended, Mr. Pill rose, looking more like himself than +since the previous Sunday. A quiet resolution was in his eyes and voice +as he said:-- + +"Elder Wheat has more right here than I have. I want 'o say that I'm +going to give up my church in Douglass and--" A murmur broke out, which +he silenced with his raised hand. "I find I don't believe any longer +what I've been believing and preaching. Hold on! let me go on. I don't +quite know where I'll bring up, but I think my religion will simmer down +finally to about this: A full half-bushel to the half-bushel and sixteen +ounces to the pound." Here two or three cheered. "Do unto others as +you'd have others do unto you." Applause from several, quickly +suppressed as the speaker went on, Elder Wheat listening as if +petrified, with his mouth open. + +"I'm going out of preaching, at least for the present. After things get +into shape with me again, I may set up to teach people how to live, but +just now I can't do it. I've got all I can do to instruct myself. Just +one thing more. I owe two or three of you here. I've got the money for +William Bacon, James Bartlett, and John Jennings. I turn the mare and +cutter over to Jacob Bensen, for the note he holds. I hain't got much +religion left, but I've got some morality. That's all I want to say +now." + +When he sat down there was a profound hush; then Bacon arose. + +"That's _man's_ talk, that is! An' I jest want 'o say, Andrew Pill, that +you kin jest forgit you owe me anything. An' if ye want any help come to +me. Y're jest gittun' ready to preach, 'n' I'm ready to give ye my +support." + +"That's the talk," said Councill. "I'm with ye on that." + +Pill shook his head. The painful silence which followed was broken by +the effusive voice of Wheat:-- + +"Let us pray--and remember our lost brother." + + * * * * * + +The urgings of the people were of no avail. Mr. Pill settled up his +affairs and moved to Cresco, where he went back into trade with a +friend, and for three years attended silently to his customers, lived +down their curiosity, and studied anew the problem of life. Then he +moved away, and no one knew whither. + +One day last year Bacon met Jennings on the road. + +"Heerd anything o' Pill lately?" + +"No, have you?" + +"Waal, yes. Brown told me he ran acrost him down in Eelinoy, doun' well, +too." + +"In dry goods?" + +"No, preachun'." + +"Preachun'?" + +"So Brown said. Kind of a free-f'r-all church, I reckon, from what Jedge +told me. Built a new church; fills it twice a Sunday. I'd like to hear +him, but he's got t' be too big a gun f'r us. Ben studyun', they say; +went t' school." + +Jennings drove sadly and thoughtfully on. + +"Rather stumps Brother Jennings," laughed Bacon, in a good-humored +growl. + + + + +A DAY OF GRACE + + +Sunday is the day for courtship on the prairie. It has also the piety of +cleanliness. It allows the young man to get back to a self-respecting +sweetness of person, and enables the girls to look as nature intended, +dainty and sweet as posies. + +The change from everyday clothing on the part of young workmen like Ben +Griswold was more than change; it approached transformation. It took +more than courage to go through the change,--it required love. + +Ben arose a little later on Sunday morning than on weekdays, but there +were the chores to do as usual. The horses must be watered, fed, and +curried, and the cows were to milk, but after breakfast Ben threw off +the cares of the hired hand. When he came down from the little garret +into which the hot August sun streamed redly, he was a changed creature. +Clean from tip to toe, newly shaven, wearing a crackling white shirt, a +linen collar and a new suit of store clothes, he felt himself a man +again, fit to meet maidens. + +His partner, being a married man, was slouching around in his tattered +and greasy brown denim overalls. He looked at Ben and grinned. + +"Got a tag on y'rself?" + +"No, why?" + +"Nobod'y know ye, if anything happened on the road. There's thirty +dollars gone to the dogs." He sighed. "Oh, well, you'll get over that, +just as I did." + +"I hope I won't get over liking to be clean," Ben said a little sourly. +"I won't be back to milk." + +"Didn't expect ye. That's the very time o' day the girls are +purtiest,--just about sundown. Better take Rock. I may want the old team +myself." + +Ben hitched up and drove off in the warm bright morning, with wonderful +elation, clean and self-respecting once more. His freshly shaven face +felt cool, and his new suit fitted him well. His heart took on a great +resolution, which was to call upon Grace. + +The thought of her made his brown hands shake, and he remembered how +many times he had sworn to visit her, but had failed of courage, though +it seemed she had invited him by word and look to do so. + +He overtook Milton Jennings on his way along the poplar-lined lane. + +"Hello, Milt, where you bound?" + +Milton glanced up with a curious look in his laughing eyes. From the +pockets of his long linen duster he drew a handful of beautiful scarlet +and yellow Siberian crab-apples. + +"See them crabs?" + +"Yes, I see 'em." + +Milton drew a similar handful out of his left pocket. "See those?" + +"What y' going to do with 'em?" + +"Take 'em home again." + +Something in Milton's voice led him to ask soberly:-- + +"What did you intend doing with 'em?" + +"Present 'em to Miss Cole." + +"Well, why didn't y' do it?" + +Milton showed his white teeth in a smile that was frankly derisive of +himself. + +"Well, when I got over there I found young Conley's sorrel hitched to +one post and Walt Brown's gray hitched to the other. I went in, but I +didn't stay long; in fact, I didn't sit down. I was afraid those +infernal apples would roll out o' my pockets. I was afraid they'd find +out I brought 'em over there for Miss Cole, like the darn fool I was." + +They both laughed heartily. Milton was always as severe upon himself as +upon any one else. + +"That's tough," said Ben, "but climb in, and let's go to Sunday-school." + +Milton got in, and they ate the apples as they rode along. + +The Grove schoolhouse was the largest in the township, and was the only +one with a touch of redeeming grace. It was in a lovely spot; great oaks +stood all about, and back of it the woods grew thick, and a clear creek +gurgled over its limestone bed not far away. + +To Ben and Milton there was a wondrous charm about the Grove +schoolhouse. It was the one place where the boys and girls met in +garments disassociated from toil. Sundays in summer, and on winter +nights at lyceums or protracted meetings, the boys came to see the +girls in their bright dresses, with their clear and (so it seemed) +scornful bright eyes. + +All through the service Ben sat where he could see Grace by turning his +head, but he had not the courage to do so. Once or twice he caught a +glimpse of the curve of her cheek and the delicate lines of her ear, and +a suffocating throb came into his throat. + +He wanted to ask her to go with him down to Cedarville to the Methodist +camp-meeting, but he knew it was impossible. He could not even say "good +day" when she took pains to pass near him after church. He nodded like a +great idiot, all ease and dignity lost, his throat too dry and hot to +utter a sound. + +He cursed his shyness as he went out after his horse. He saw her picking +her dainty way up the road with Conrad Sieger walking by her side. What +made it worse for Ben was a dim feeling that she liked him, and would go +with him if he had the courage to ask her. + +"Well, Ben," said Milton, "it's settled, we go to Rock River to-night to +the camp-meeting. Did you ask Grace?" + +"No, she's going with Con. It's just my blasted luck." + +"That's too bad. Well, come with us. Take Maud." + +As he rode away Ben passed Grace on the road. + +"Going to the camp-meeting, Con?" asked Milton, in merry voice. + +"I guess so," said Conrad, a handsome, but slow-witted German. + +As they went on Ben could have wept. His keener perception told him +there was a look of appeal in Grace's upturned eyes. + +He made a poor companion at dinner, and poor plain Maud knew his mind +was elsewhere. She was used to that and accepted it with a pathetic +attempt to color it differently. + +They got away about five o'clock. + +Ben drove the team, driving took his mind off his weakness and failure; +while Milton in the seclusion of the back seat of the carryall was happy +with Amelia Turner. + +It was growing dark as they entered upon the curving road along the +river which was a relief from the rectangular and sun-smitten roads of +the prairie. They lingered under the great oaks and elms which shaded +them. It would have been perfect Ben thought, if Grace had been beside +him in Maud's place. + +He wondered how he should manage to speak to Grace. There was a time +when it seemed easier. Now the consciousness of his love made the +simplest question seem like the great question of all. + +Other teams were on the road, some returning, some going. A camp-meeting +had come to be an annual amusement, like a circus, and young people from +all over the country drove down on Sundays, as if to some celebration +with fireworks. + +"There's the lane," said Milton. "See that team goin' in?" + +Ben pulled up and they looked at it doubtfully. It looked dangerously +miry. It was quite dark now and Ben said:-- + +"That's a scaly piece of road." + +"Oh, that's all right. Hark!" + +As they listened they could hear the voice of the exhorter nearly a mile +away. It pushed across the cool spaces with a wild and savage sound. The +young people thrilled with excitement. + +Insects were singing in the grass. Frogs with deepening chorus seemed to +announce the coming of night, and above these peaceful sounds came the +wild shouts of the far-off preacher, echoing through the cool green +arches of the splendid grove. + +The girls became silent, as the voice grew louder. + +Lights appeared ahead, and the road led up a slight hill to a gate. Ben +drove on under a grove of oaks, past dimly lighted tents, whose open +flaps showed tumbled beds and tables laden with crockery. Heavy women +were moving about inside, their shadows showing against the tent walls +like figures in a pantomime. + +The young people alighted in curious silence. As they stood a moment, +tying the team, the preacher lifted his voice in a brazen, clanging, +monotonous reiteration of worn phrases. + +"Come to the _Lord_! Come _now_! Come to the _light_! Jesus will give +it! _Now_ is the appointed time,--come to the _light_!" + +From a tent near by arose the groaning, gasping, gurgling scream of a +woman in mortal agony. + +"O my God!" + +It was charged with the most piercing distress. It cut to the heart's +palpitating centre like a poniard thrust. It had murder and outrage in +it. + +The girls clutched Ben and Milton. "Oh, let's go home!" + +"No, let's go and see what it all is." + +The girls hung close to the arms of the young men and they went down to +the tent and looked in. + +It was filled with a motley throng of people, most of them seated on +circling benches. A fringe of careless or scoffing onlookers stood back +against the tent wall. Many of them were strangers to Ben. + +Occasionally a Norwegian farm-hand, or a bevy of young people from some +near district, lifted the flap and entered with curious or laughing or +insolent faces. + +The tent was lighted dimly by kerosene lamps, hung in brackets against +the poles, and by stable lanterns set here and there upon the benches. + +Ben and Milton ushered the girls in and seated them a little way back. +The girls smiled, but only faintly. The undertone of women's cries moved +them in spite of their scorn of it all. + +"What cursed foolishness!" said Ben to Milton. + +Milton smiled, but did not reply. He only nodded toward the exhorter, a +man with a puffy jumble of features and the form of a gladiator, who was +uttering wild and explosive phrases. + +"Oh, my friends! I bless the Lord for the SHALL in the word. You SHALL +get light. You SHALL be saved. Oh, the SHALL in the word! You SHALL be +redeemed!" + +As he grew more excited, his hoarse voice rose in furious screams, as if +he were defying hell's legions. Foam lay on his lips and flew from his +mouth. At every repetition of the word "shall" he struck the desk a +resounding blow with his great palm. + +"He's a hard hitter," said Milton. + +At length he leaped, apparently in uncontrollable excitement, upon the +mourners' bench, and ran up and down close to the listening, moaning +audience. He walked with a furious rhythmic, stamping action, like a +Sioux in the war dance. Wild cries burst from his audience, antiphonal +with his own. + +"He 'SHALL' send light!" + +"_Send Thy arrows, O Lord._" + +"O God, come!" + +"He 'SHALL' keep His word!" + +One old negro woman, fat, powerful, and gloomy, suddenly arose and +uttered a scream that had the dignity and savagery of a mountain lion's +cry. It rang far out into the night. + +The exhorter continued his mad, furious, thumping, barbaric walk. + +Behind him a row of other exhorters sat, a relay ready to leap to his +aid. They urged on the tumult with wild cries. + +"A-men, brother." + +"YES, brother, YES!" clapping their hands in rhythm. + +The exhorter redoubled his fury. He was like a jaded actor rising at +applause, carried out of his self-command. + +Out of the obscure tumult of faces and tossing hands there came at last +certain recognizable features. The people were mainly farming folks of +the more ignorant sort, rude in dress and bearing, hard and bent with +toil. They were recognizably of a class subject to these low forms of +religious excitement which were once well-nigh universal. + +The outer fringe continued to smile scornfully and to jest, yet they +were awed, in a way, by this suddenly revealed deep of barbaric emotion. + +The girls were appalled by the increasing clangor. Milton was amused, +but Ben grew bitter. Something strong came out in him, too. His lip +curled in disgust. + +Suddenly, out of the level space of bowed shoulders, tossing hands, and +frenzied, upturned faces, a young girl leaped erect. She was strong and +handsome, powerful in the waist and shoulders. Her hair was braided like +a child's, and fell down her back in a single strand. Her head was +girlish, but her face looked old and drawn and tortured. + +She moaned pitifully; she clapped her hands with wild gestures, ending +in a quivering motion. The action grew to lightning-like quickness. Her +head seemed to set in its socket. Her whole body stiffened. Gasping +moans came from her clenched teeth as she fell to the ground and rolled +under the seats, wallowing in the muddy straw and beating her feet upon +the ground like a dying partridge. + +The people crowded about her, but the preacher, roared above the +tumult:-- + +"Si' down! Never mind that party. She's all right; she's in the hands of +the Lord!" + +The people settled into their seats, and the wild tumult went on again. +Ben rose to go over where the girl was and the others followed. + +A young man seated by the struggling sinner held her hand and fanned her +with his hat, while some girl friends, scared and sobbing, kept the +tossing limbs covered. She rolled from side to side restlessly, +thrusting forth her tongue as if her throat were dry. She looked like a +dying animal. + +Maud clung to Milton. + +"Oh, can't something be done?" + +"Her soul is burdened for _you_!" cried a wild old woman to the +impassive youth who clung to the frenzied girl's hand. + +A moment later, as the demoniacal chorus of yells, songs, incantations, +shrieks, groans, and prayers swelled high, a farmer's wife on the left +uttered a hoarse cry and stiffened and fell backward upon the ground. +She rolled her head from side to side. Her eyes turned in; her lips wore +a maniac's laugh, and her troubled brow made her look like the death +mask of a tortured murderer, the hell horror frozen on it. + +She sank at last into a hideous calm, with her strained and stiffened +hands pointing weirdly up. She was like marble. She did not move a +hair's breadth during the next two hours. + +Over to the left a young man leaped to his feet with a scream:-- + +"Jesus, _Jesus_, JESUS!" + +The great negress caught him in her arms as he fell, and laid him down, +then leaped up and down, shrieking:-- + +"O Jesus, come. Come, God's Lamb!" + +Around her a dozen women took up her cry. Most of them had no voices. +Their horrifying screams had become hoarse hisses, yet still they +strove. Scores of voices were mixed in the pandemonium of prayer. + +All order was lost. Three of the preachers now stood shouting before the +mourners' bench, two were in the aisles. + +One came down the aisle toward the girl with the braided hair. As he +came he prayed. Foam was on his lips, but his eyes were cool and +calculating; they betrayed him. + +As he came he fixed his gaze upon a woman seated near the prostrate +girl, and with a horrible outcry the victim leaped into the air and +stiffened as if smitten with epilepsy. She fell against some scared +boys, who let her fall, striking her head against the seats. She too +rolled down upon the straw and lay beside her sister. Both had round, +pretty, but childish faces. + +Milton's party retreated. They smiled no more; they were +horror-stricken. + +Squads of "workers" now moved down the aisles; in one they surrounded +two people, a tall, fair girl and a young man. + +"Why, it's Grace!" exclaimed Maud. + +Ben turned quickly, "Where?" + +They pointed her out. + +"She can't get away. See! Oh, boys, don't let them--" + +Ben pushed his way toward her, his face set in a fierce frown, bitter, +desperate. + +Grace stood silently beside one of the elders; a woman exhorter stood +before her. Conrad, overawed, had fallen into a trembling stupor; Grace +was defenseless. + +The elder's hand hovered over her head, on her face a deadly pallor had +settled, her eyes were cast down, she breathed painfully and trembled +from head to foot. She was about to fall, when Ben set his eyes upon +her. + +"Get out o' my way," he shouted, shouldering up the aisle. His words had +oaths, his fists were like mauls. + +"Grace!" he cried, and she heard. She looked up and saw him coming; the +red flamed over her face. + +The power of the preacher was gone. + +"Let me go," she cried, trying to wring herself loose. + +"You are going to hell. You are lost if you do not--" + +"God damn ye. Get out o' way. I'll kill ye if you lay a hand on her." + +With one thrust Ben cleared her tormentor from her arm. For one moment +the wordless young man looked into her eyes; then she staggered toward +him. He faced the preacher. + +"I'd smash hell out o' you for a leather cent," he said. In the tumult +his words were lost, but the look on his face was enough. The exhorter +fell away. + +Their retreat was unnoted in the tumult. At the door they looked back +for an instant at the scene. + +At the mourners' bench were six victims in all stages of induced +catalepsy, one man with head flung back, one with his hands pointing, +fixed in furious appeal. Another with bowed head was being worked upon +by a brother of hypnotic appeal. He struck with downward, positive +gestures on either side of the victim's head. + +Over another the negress towered, screaming with panther-like +ferocity:-- + +"Git under de blood! Git under de blood!" + +As she screamed she struck down at the mourner with her clenched fist. +On her face was the grin of a wildcat. + +Out under the cool, lofty oaks, the outcry was more inexpressibly +hellish, because overhead the wind rustled the sweet green leaves, +crickets were chirping, and the scent of flowering fields of buckwheat +was in the air. + +Grace grew calmer, but she clung with strange weakness to her lover. She +felt he had saved her from something, she did not know what, but it was +something terrifying to look back upon. + +Conrad was forgotten--set aside. Ben bundled him into the carryall and +took his place with Grace. He no longer hesitated, argued, or +apologized. He had claimed his own. + +On the long ride home, Grace lay within his right arm, and the young +man's tongue was unchained. He talked, and his spirit grew tender and +manly and husbandlike, as he told his plans and his hopes. Hell was very +far away, and Heaven was very near. + + + + +LUCRETIA BURNS + +I + + +Lucretia Burns had never been handsome, even in her days of early +girlhood, and now she was middle-aged, distorted with work and +child-bearing, and looking faded and worn as one of the boulders that +lay beside the pasture fence near where she sat milking a large white +cow. + +She had no shawl or hat and no shoes, for it was still muddy in the +little yard, where the cattle stood patiently fighting the flies and +mosquitoes swarming into their skins, already wet with blood. The +evening was oppressive with its heat, and a ring of just-seen +thunderheads gave premonitions of an approaching storm. + +She rose from the cow's side at last, and, taking her pails of foaming +milk, staggered toward the gate. The two pails hung from her lean arms, +her bare feet slipped on the filthy ground, her greasy and faded calico +dress showed her tired and swollen ankles, and the mosquitoes swarmed +mercilessly on her neck and bedded themselves in her colorless hair. + +The children were quarrelling at the well, and the sound of blows could +be heard. Calves were querulously calling for their milk, and little +turkeys, lost in a tangle of grass, were piping plaintively. + +The sun just setting struck through a long, low rift, like a boy peeping +beneath the eaves of a huge roof. Its light brought out Lucretia's face +as she leaned her sallow forehead on the top bar of the gate and looked +toward the west. + +It was a pitifully worn, almost tragic face--long, thin, sallow, +hollow-eyed. The mouth had long since lost the power to shape itself +into a kiss, and had a droop at the corners which seemed to announce a +breaking-down at any moment into a despairing wail. The collarless neck +and sharp shoulders showed painfully. + +She felt vaguely that the night was beautiful. The setting sun, the +noise of frogs, the nocturnal insects beginning to pipe--all in some way +called her girlhood back to her, though there was little in her girlhood +to give her pleasure. Her large gray eyes grew round, deep, and wistful +as she saw the illimitable craggy clouds grow crimson, roll slowly up, +and fire at the top. A childish scream recalled her. + +"Oh, my soul!" she half groaned, half swore, as she lifted her milk and +hurried to the well. Arriving there, she cuffed the children right and +left with all her remaining strength, saying in justification:-- + +"My soul! can't you--you young'uns, give me a minute's peace? Land +knows, I'm almost gone up; washin', an' milkin' six cows, and tendin' +you, and cookin' f'r _him_, ought 'o be enough f'r one day! Sadie, you +let him drink now 'r I'll slap your head off, you hateful thing! Why +can't you behave, when you know I'm jest about dead?" She was weeping +now, with nervous weakness. "Where's y'r pa?" she asked after a moment, +wiping her eyes with her apron. + +One of the group, the one cuffed last, sniffed out, in rage and grief:-- + +"He's in the corn-field; where'd ye s'pose he was?" + +"Good land! why don't the man work all night? Sile, you put that dipper +in that milk agin, an' I'll whack you till your head'll swim! Sadie, le' +go Pet, an' go 'n get them turkeys out of the grass 'fore it gits dark! +Bob, you go tell y'r dad if he wants the rest o' them cows milked he's +got 'o do it himself. I jest can't, and what's more, I _won't_," she +ended, rebelliously. + +Having strained the milk and fed the children, she took some skimmed +milk from the cans and started to feed the calves bawling strenuously +behind the barn. The eager and unruly brutes pushed and struggled to get +into the pails all at once, and in consequence spilt nearly all of the +milk on the ground. This was the last trial; the woman fell down on the +damp grass and moaned and sobbed like a crazed thing. The children came +to seek her and stood around like little partridges, looking at her in +scared silence, till at last the little one began to wail. Then the +mother rose wearily to her feet, and walked slowly back toward the +house. + +She heard Burns threshing his team at the well, with the sound of oaths. +He was tired, hungry, and ill-tempered, but she was too desperate to +care. His poor, overworked team did not move quickly enough for him, +and his extra long turn in the corn had made him dangerous. His eyes +gleamed wrathfully from his dust-laid face. + +"Supper ready?" he growled. + +"Yes, two hours ago." + +"Well, I can't help it!" he said, understanding her reproach. "That +devilish corn is gettin' too tall to plough again, and I've got 'o go +through it to-morrow or not at all. Cows milked?" + +"Part of 'em." + +"How many left?" + +"Three." + +"Hell! Which three?" + +"Spot, and Brin, and Cherry." + +"_Of_ course, left the three worst ones. I'll be damned if I milk a cow +to-night. I don't see why you play out jest the nights I need ye most." +Here he kicked a child out of the way. "Git out o' that! Hain't you got +no sense? I'll learn ye--" + +"Stop that, Sim Burns," cried the woman, snatching up the child. "You're +a reg'lar ol' hyeny,--that's what you are," she added defiantly, roused +at last from her lethargy. + +"You're a--beauty, that's what _you_ are," he said, pitilessly. "Keep +your brats out f'um under my feet." And he strode off to the barn after +his team, leaving her with a fierce hate in her heart. She heard him +yelling at his team in their stalls: "Git around there, damn yeh." + +The children had had their supper; so she took them to bed. She was +unusually tender to them, for she wanted to make up in some way for her +previous harshness. The ferocity of her husband had shown up her own +petulant temper hideously, and she sat and sobbed in the darkness a long +time beside the cradle where little Pet slept. + +She heard Burns come growling in and tramp about, but she did not rise. +The supper was on the table; he could wait on himself. There was an +awful feeling at her heart as she sat there and the house grew quiet. +She thought of suicide in a vague way; of somehow taking her children in +her arms and sinking into a lake somewhere, where she would never more +be troubled, where she could sleep forever, without toil or hunger. + +Then she thought of the little turkeys wandering in the grass, of the +children sleeping at last, of the quiet, wonderful stars. Then she +thought of the cows left unmilked, and listened to them stirring +uneasily in the yard. She rose, at last, and stole forth. She could not +rid herself of the thought that they would suffer. She knew what the +dull ache in the full breasts of a mother was, and she could not let +them stand at the bars all night moaning for relief. + +The mosquitoes had gone, but the frogs and katydids still sang, while +over in the west Venus shone. She was a long time milking the cows; her +hands were so tired she had often to stop and rest them, while the tears +fell unheeded into the pail. She saw and felt little of the external as +she sat there. She thought in vague retrospect of how sweet it seemed +the first time Sim came to see her; of the many rides to town with him +when he was an accepted lover; of the few things he had given her--a +coral breastpin and a ring. + +She felt no shame at her present miserable appearance; she was past +personal pride. She hardly felt as if the tall, strong girl, attractive +with health and hope, could be the same soul as the woman who now sat in +utter despair listening to the heavy breathing of the happy cows, +grateful for the relief from their burden of milk. + +She contrasted her lot with that of two or three women that she knew +(not a very high standard), who kept hired help, and who had fine houses +of four or five rooms. Even the neighbors were better off than she, for +they didn't have such quarrels. But she wasn't to blame--Sim +didn't--Then her mind changed to a dull resentment against "things." +Everything seemed against her. + +She rose at last and carried her second load of milk to the well, +strained it, washed out the pails, and, after bathing her tired feet in +a tub that stood there, she put on a pair of horrible shoes, without +stockings, and crept stealthily into the house. Sim did not hear her as +she slipped up the stairs to the little low unfinished chamber beside +her oldest children. She could not bear to sleep near _him_ that +night,--she wanted a chance to sob herself to quiet. + +As for Sim, he was a little disturbed, but would as soon have cut off +his head as acknowledged himself in the wrong. As he went to bed, and +found her still away, he yelled up the stairway:-- + +"Say, old woman, ain't ye comin' to bed?" Upon receiving no answer he +rolled his aching body into the creaking bed. "Do as y' damn please +about it. If y' want to sulk y' can." And in such wise the family grew +quiet in sleep, while the moist, warm air pulsed with the ceaseless +chime of the crickets. + + +II + + +When Sim Burns woke the next morning he felt a sharper twinge of +remorse. It was not a broad or well-defined feeling--just a sense that +he had been unduly irritable, not that on the whole he was not in the +right. Little Pet lay with the warm June sunshine filling his baby eyes, +curiously content in striking at flies that buzzed around his little +mouth. + +The man thrust his dirty, naked feet into his huge boots, and, without +washing his face or combing his hair, went out to the barn to do his +chores. + +He was a type of the average prairie farmer, and his whole surrounding +was typical of the time. He had a quarter-section of fine level land, +bought with incredible toil, but his house was a little box-like +structure, costing, perhaps, five hundred dollars. It had three rooms +and the ever-present summer kitchen at the back. It was unpainted and +had no touch of beauty,--a mere box. + +His stable was built of slabs and banked and covered with straw. It +looked like a den, was low and long, and had but one door in the end. +The cow-yard held ten or fifteen cattle of various kinds, while a few +calves were bawling from a pen near by. Behind the barn, on the west +and north, was a fringe of willows forming a "wind-break." A few broken +and discouraged fruit trees, standing here and there among the weeds, +formed the garden. In short, he was spoken of by his neighbors as "a +hard-working cuss, and tol'ably well fixed." + +No grace had come or ever could come into his life. Back of him were +generations of men like himself, whose main business had been to work +hard, live miserably, and beget children to take their places when they +died. + +His courtship had been delayed so long on account of poverty that it +brought little of humanizing emotion into his life. He never mentioned +his love-life now, or if he did, it was only to sneer obscenely at it. +He had long since ceased to kiss his wife or even speak kindly to her. +There was no longer any sanctity to life or love. He chewed tobacco and +toiled on from year to year without any very clearly defined idea of the +future. His life was mainly regulated from without. + +He was tall, dark, and strong, in a flat-chested, slouching sort of way, +and had grown neglectful of even decency in his dress. He wore the +American farmer's customary outfit of rough brown pants, hickory shirt, +and greasy wool hat. It differed from his neighbors' mainly in being a +little dirtier and more ragged. His grimy hands were broad and strong as +the clutch of a bear, and he was a "terrible feller to turn off work," +as Councill said. "I'd ruther have Sim Burns work for me one day than +some men three. He's a linger." He worked with unusual speed this +morning, and ended by milking all the cows himself as a sort of savage +penance for his misdeeds the previous evening, muttering in +self-defence:-- + +"Seems 's if ever' cussid thing piles on to me at once. That corn, the +road-tax, and hayin' comin' on, and now _she_ gits her back up--" + +When he went back to the well he sloshed himself thoroughly in the +horse-trough and went to the house. He found breakfast ready, but his +wife was not in sight. The older children were clamoring around the +uninviting breakfast table, spread with cheap ware and with boiled +potatoes and fried salt pork as the principal dishes. + +"Where's y'r ma?" he asked, with a threatening note in his voice, as he +sat down by the table. + +"She's in the bedroom." + +He rose and pushed open the door. The mother sat with the babe in her +lap, looking out of the window down across the superb field of timothy, +moving like a lake of purple water. She did not look around. She only +grew rigid. Her thin neck throbbed with the pulsing of blood to her +head. + +"What's got into you _now_?" he said, brutally. "Don't be a fool. Come +out and eat breakfast with me, an' take care o' y'r young ones." + +She neither moved nor made a sound. With an oath he turned on his heel and +went out to the table. Eating his breakfast in his usual wolfish fashion, +he went out into the hot sun with his team and riding-plough, not a +little disturbed by this new phase of his wife's "cantankerousness." He +ploughed steadily and sullenly all the forenoon, in the terrific heat +and dust. The air was full of tempestuous threats, still and sultry, one +of those days when work is a punishment. When he came in at noon he +found things the same--dinner on the table, but his wife out in the +garden with the youngest child. + +"I c'n stand it as long as _she_ can," he said to himself, in the +hearing of the children, as he pushed back from the table and went back +to work. + +When he had finished the field of corn it was after sundown, and he came +up to the house, hot, dusty, his shirt wringing wet with sweat, and his +neck aching with the work of looking down all day at the corn-rows. His +mood was still stern. The multitudinous lift, and stir, and sheen of the +wide, green field had been lost upon him. + +"I wonder if she's milked them cows," he muttered to himself. He gave a +sigh of relief to find she had. But she had done so not for his sake, +but for the sake of the poor, patient dumb brutes. + +When he went to the bedroom after supper, he found that the cradle and +his wife's few little boxes and parcels--poor, pathetic properties!--had +been removed to the garret, which they called a chamber, and he knew he +was to sleep alone again. + +"She'll git over it, I guess." He was very tired, but he didn't feel +quite comfortable enough to sleep. The air was oppressive. His shirt, +wet in places, and stiff with dust in other places, oppressed him more +than usual; so he rose and removed it, getting a clean one out of a +drawer. This was an unusual thing for him, for he usually slept in the +same shirt which he wore in his day's work; but it was Saturday night, +and he felt justified in the extravagance. + + * * * * * + +In the meanwhile poor Lucretia was brooding over her life in a most +dangerous fashion. All she had done and suffered for Simeon Burns came +back to her till she wondered how she had endured it all. All day long +in the midst of the glorious summer landscape she brooded. + +"I hate him," she thought, with a fierce blazing up through the murk of +her musing. "I hate t' live. But they ain't no hope. I'm tied down. I +can't leave the children, and I ain't got no money. I couldn't make a +living out in the world. I ain't never seen anything an' don't know +anything." + +She was too simple and too unknowing to speculate on the loss of her +beauty, which would have brought her competency once--if sold in the +right market. As she lay in her little attic bed, she was still sullenly +thinking, wearily thinking of her life. She thought of a poor old horse +which Sim had bought once, years before, and put to the plough when it +was too old and weak to work. She could see her again as in a vision, +that poor old mare, with sad head drooping, toiling, toiling, till at +last she could no longer move, and lying down under the harness in the +furrow, groaned under the whip,--and died. + +Then she wondered if her own numbness and despair meant death, and she +held her breath to think harder upon it. She concluded at last, grimly, +that she didn't care--only for the children. + +The air was frightfully close in the little attic, and she heard the low +mutter of the rising storm in the west. She forgot her troubles a +little, listening to the far-off gigantic footsteps of the tempest. + +_Boom_, _boom_, _boom_, it broke nearer and nearer, as if a vast cordon +of cannon was being drawn around the horizon. Yet she was conscious only +of pleasure. She had no fear. At last came the sweep of cool, fragrant +storm-wind, a short and sudden dash of rain, and then in the cool, sweet +hush which followed, the worn and weary woman fell into a deep sleep. + + +III + + +When she woke the younger children were playing about on the floor in +their night-clothes, and little Pet was sitting in a square of sunshine, +intent on one of his shoes. He was too young to know how poor and +squalid his surroundings were,--the patch of sunshine flung on the floor +glorified it all. He--little animal--was happy. + +The poor of the Western prairies lie almost as unhealthily close +together as do the poor of the city tenements. In the small hut of the +peasant there is as little chance to escape close and tainting contact +as in the coops and dens of the North End of proud Boston. In the midst +of oceans of land, floods of sunshine and gulfs of verdure, the farmer +lives in two or three small rooms. Poverty's eternal cordon is ever +round the poor. + +"Ma, why didn't you sleep with Pap last night?" asked Bob, the +seven-year-old, when he saw she was awake at last. She flushed a dull +red. + +"You hush, will yeh? Because--I--it was too warm--and there was a storm +comin'. You never mind askin' such questions. Is he gone out?" + +"Yup. I heerd him callin' the pigs. It's Sunday, ain't it, ma?" + +The fact seemed to startle her. + +"Why, yes, so it is! Wal! Now, Sadie, you jump up an' dress quick 's y' +can, an' Bob an' Sile, you run down an' bring s'm' water," she +commanded, in nervous haste, beginning to dress. In the middle of the +room there was scarce space to stand beneath the rafters. + +When Sim came in for his breakfast he found it on the table, but his +wife was absent. + +"Where's y'r ma?" he asked, with a little less of the growl in his +voice. + +"She's upstairs with Pet." + +The man ate his breakfast in dead silence, till at last Bob ventured to +say:-- + +"What makes ma ac' so?" + +"Shut up!" was the brutal reply. The children began to take sides with +the mother--all but the oldest girl, who was ten years old. To her the +father turned now for certain things to be done, treating her in his +rough fashion as a housekeeper, and the girl felt flattered and docile +accordingly. + +They were pitiably clad; like many farm-children, indeed, they could +hardly be said to be clad at all. Sadie had on but two garments, a sort +of undershirt of cotton and a faded calico dress, out of which her bare, +yellow little legs protruded, lamentably dirty and covered with +scratches. + +The boys also had two garments, a hickory shirt and a pair of pants like +their father's, made out of brown denim by the mother's never-resting +hands--hands that in sleep still sewed, and skimmed, and baked, and +churned. The boys had gone to bed without washing their feet, which now +looked like toads, calloused, brown, and chapped. + +Part of this the mother saw with her dull eyes as she came down, after +seeing the departure of Sim up the road with the cows. It was a +beautiful Sunday morning, and the woman might have sung like a bird if +men had been as kind to her as Nature. But she looked dully out upon the +seas of ripe grasses, tangled and flashing with dew, out of which the +bobolinks and larks sprang. The glorious winds brought her no melody, no +perfume, no respite from toil and care. + +She thought of the children she saw in the town,--children of the +merchant and banker, clean as little dolls, the boys in knickerbocker +suits, the girls in dainty white dresses,--and a vengeful bitterness +sprang up in her heart. She soon put the dishes away, but felt too tired +and listless to do more. + +"Taw-bay-wies! Pet want ta-aw-bay-wies!" cried the little one, tugging +at her dress. + +Listlessly, mechanically she took him in her arms, and went out into the +garden, which was fragrant and sweet with dew and sun. After picking +some berries for him, she sat down on the grass under the row of +cottonwoods, and sank into a kind of lethargy. A kingbird chattered and +shrieked overhead, the grasshoppers buzzed in the grasses, strange +insects with ventriloquistic voices sang all about her--she could not +tell where. + +"Ma, can't I put on my clean dress?" insisted Sadie. + +"I don't care," said the brooding woman, darkly. "Leave me alone." + +Oh, if she could only lie here forever, escaping all pain and weariness! +The wind sang in her ears; the great clouds, beautiful as heavenly +ships, floated far above in the vast, dazzling deeps of blue sky; the +birds rustled and chirped around her; leaping insects buzzed and +clattered in the grass and in the vines and bushes. The goodness and +glory of God was in the very air, the bitterness and oppression of man +in every line of her face. + +But her quiet was broken by Sadie, who came leaping like a fawn down +through the grass. + +"Oh, ma, Aunt Maria and Uncle William are coming. They've jest turned +in." + +"I don't care if they be!" she answered in the same dully irritated way. +"What're they comin' here to-day for, I wan' to know." She stayed there +immovably, till Mrs. Councill came down to see her, piloted by two or +three of the children. Mrs. Councill, a jolly, large-framed woman, +smiled brightly, and greeted her in a loud, jovial voice. She made the +mistake of taking the whole matter lightly; her tone amounted to +ridicule. + +"Sim says you've been having a tantrum, Creeshy. Don't know what for, he +says." + +"He don't," said the wife, with a sullen flash in her eyes. "_He_ don't +know why! Well, then, you just tell him what I say. I've lived in hell +long enough. I'm done. I've slaved here day in and day out f'r twelve +years without pay,--not even a decent word. I've worked like no nigger +ever worked 'r could work and live. I've given him all I had, 'r ever +expect to have. I'm wore out. My strength is gone, my patience is gone. +I'm done with it,--that's a _part_ of what's the matter." + +"My sakes, Lucreeshy! You mustn't talk that way." + +"But I _will_" said the woman, as she supported herself on one palm and +raised the other. "I've _got_ to talk that way." She was ripe for an +explosion like this. She seized upon it with eagerness. "They ain't no +use o' livin' this way, anyway. I'd take poison if it wa'n't f'r the +young ones." + +"Lucreeshy Burns!" + +"Oh, I mean it." + +"Land sakes alive, I b'lieve you're goin' crazy!" + +"I shouldn't wonder if I was. I've had enough t' drive an Indian crazy. +Now you jest go off an' leave me 'lone. I ain't no mind to visit,--they +ain't no way out of it' and I'm tired o' trying to _find_ a way. Go off +an' let me be." + +Her tone was so bitterly hopeless that the great, jolly face of Mrs. +Councill stiffened into a look of horror such as she had not known for +years. The children, in two separate groups, could be heard rioting. +Bees were humming around the clover in the grass, and the kingbird +chattered ceaselessly from the Lombardy poplar tip. Both women felt all +this peace and beauty of the morning dimly, and it disturbed Mrs. +Councill because the other was so impassive under it all. At last, after +a long and thoughtful pause, Mrs. Councill asked a question whose answer +she knew would decide it all--asked it very kindly and softly:-- + +"Creeshy, are you comin' in?" + +"No," was the short and sullenly decisive answer. Mrs. Councill knew +that was the end, and so rose with a sigh, and went away. + +"Wal, good-by," she said, simply. + +Looking back, she saw Lucretia lying at length, with closed eyes and +hollow cheeks. She seemed to be sleeping, half buried in the grass. She +did not look up nor reply to her sister-in-law, whose life was one of +toil and trouble also, but not so hard and helpless as Lucretia's. By +contrast with most of her neighbors, she seemed comfortable. + +"Sim Burns, what you ben doin' to that woman?" she burst out, as she +waddled up to where the two men were sitting under a cottonwood tree, +talking and whittling after the manner of farmers. + +"Nawthin' 's fur 's I know," answered Burns, not quite honestly, and +looking uneasy. + +"You needn't try t' git out of it like that, Sim Burns," replied his +sister. "That woman never got into that fit f'r _nawthin_'." + +"Wal, if you know more about it than I do, whadgy ask _me_ fur?" he +replied, angrily. + +"Tut, tut!" put in Councill, "hold y'r horses! Don't git on y'r ear, +children! Keep cool, and don't spile y'r shirts. Most likely you're all +t' blame. Keep cool an' swear less." + +"Wal, I'll bet Sim's more to blame than she is. Why, they ain't a +harder-workin' woman in the hull State of Ioway than she is--" + +"Except Marm Councill." + +"Except nobody. Look at her, jest skin and bones." + +Councill chuckled in his vast way. "That's so, mother; measured in that +way, she leads over you. You git fat on it." + +She smiled a little, her indignation oozing away. She never "_could_ +stay mad," her children were accustomed to tell her. Burns refused to +talk any more about the matter, and the visitors gave it up, and got out +their team and started for home, Mrs. Councill firing this parting +shot:-- + +"The best thing you can do to-day is t' let her alone. Mebbe the +children 'll bring her round ag'in. If she does come round, you see 't +you treat her a little more 's y' did when you was a-courtin' her." + +"This way," roared Councill, putting his arm around his wife's waist. +She boxed his ears, while he guffawed and clucked at his team. + +Burns took a measure of salt and went out into the pasture to salt the +cows. On the sunlit slope of the field, where the cattle came running +and bawling to meet him, he threw down the salt in handfuls, and then +lay down to watch them as they eagerly licked it up, even gnawing a bare +spot in the sod in their eagerness to get it all. + +Burns was not a drinking man; he was hard-working, frugal; in fact, he +had no extravagances except his tobacco. His clothes he wore until they +all but dropped from him; and he worked in rain and mud, as well as dust +and sun. It was this suffering and toiling all to no purpose that made +him sour and irritable. He didn't see why he should have so little after +so much hard work. + +He was puzzled to account for it all. His mind--the average mind--was +weary with trying to solve an insoluble problem. His neighbors, who had +got along a little better than himself, were free with advice and +suggestion as to the cause of his persistent poverty. + +Old man Bacon, the hardest-working man in the county, laid it to Burns's +lack of management. Jim Butler, who owned a dozen farms (which he had +taken on mortgages), and who had got rich by buying land at government +price and holding for a rise, laid all such cases as Burns's to "lack of +enterprise, foresight." + +But the larger number, feeling themselves in the same boat with Burns, +said:-- + +"I d' know. Seems as if things get worse an' worse. Corn an' wheat +gittin' cheaper 'n' cheaper. Machinery eatin' up profits--got to _have_ +machinery to harvest the cheap grain, an' then the machinery eats up +profits. Taxes goin' up. Devil to pay all round; I d' know what in +thunder _is_ the matter." + +The Democrats said protection was killing the farmers; the Republicans +said no. The Grangers growled about the middle-men; the Greenbackers +said there wasn't circulating medium enough, and, in the midst of it +all, hard-working, discouraged farmers, like Simeon Burns, worked on, +unable to find out what really was the matter. + +And there, on this beautiful Sabbath morning, Sim sat and thought and +thought, till he rose with an oath and gave it up. + + +IV + + +It was hot and brilliant again the next morning as Douglas Radbourn +drove up the road with Lily Graham, the teacher of the school in the +little white schoolhouse. It was blazing hot, even though not yet nine +o'clock, and the young farmers ploughing beside the fence looked +longingly and somewhat bitterly at Radbourn seated in a fine top-buggy +beside a beautiful creature in lace and cambric. + +Very beautiful the town-bred "schoolma'am" looked to those grimy, sweaty +fellows, superb fellows too, physically, with bare red arms and +leather-colored faces. She was as if builded of the pink and white +clouds soaring far up there in the morning sky. So cool, and sweet, and +dainty. + +As she came in sight, their dusty and sweaty shirts grew biting as the +poisoned shirt of the Norse myth, their bare feet in the brown dirt grew +distressingly flat and hoof-like, and their huge, dirty, brown, chapped +and swollen hands grew so repulsive that the mere remote possibility of +some time in the far future standing a chance of having an introduction +to her, caused them to wipe their palms on their trousers' legs +stealthily. + +Lycurgus Banks swore when he saw Radbourn: "That cuss thinks he's ol' +hell this morning. He don't earn his living. But he's just the kind of +cuss to get holt of all the purty girls." + +Others gazed with simple, sad wistfulness upon the slender figure, pale, +sweet face, and dark eyes of the young girl, feeling that to have talk +with such a fairylike creature was a happiness too great to ever be +their lot. And when she had passed they went back to work with a sigh +and feeling of loss. + +As for Lily, she felt a pang of pity for these people. She looked at +this peculiar form of poverty and hardship much as the fragile, tender +girl of the city looks upon the men laying a gas-main in the streets. +She felt, sympathetically, the heat and grime, and, though but the +faintest idea of what it meant to wear such clothing came to her, she +shuddered. Her eyes had been opened to these things by Radbourn, a +classmate at the Seminary. + +The young fellow knew that Lily was in love with him, and made distinct +effort to keep the talk upon impersonal subjects. He liked her very +much, probably because she listened so well. + +"Poor fellows," sighed Lily, almost unconsciously, "I hate to see them +working there in the dirt and hot sun. It seems a hopeless sort of life, +doesn't it?" + +"Oh, but this is the most beautiful part of the year," said Radbourn. +"Think of them in the mud, in the sleet; think of them husking corn in +the snow, a bitter wind blowing; think of them a month later in the +harvest; think of them imprisoned here in winter!" + +"Yes, it's dreadful! But I never felt it so keenly before. You have +opened my eyes to it. Of course, I've been on a farm but not to live +there." + +"Writers and orators have lied so long about 'the idyllic' in farm life, +and said so much about the 'independent American farmer,' that he +himself has remained blind to the fact that he's one of the +hardest-working and poorest-paid men in America. See the houses they +live in,--hovels." + +"Yes, yes, I know," said Lily; a look of deeper pain swept over her +face. "And the fate of the poor women; oh, the fate of the women!" + +"Yes, it's a matter of statistics," went on Radbourn, pitilessly, "that +the wives of the American farmers fill our insane asylums. See what a +life they lead, most of them; no music, no books. Seventeen hours a day +in a couple of small rooms--dens. Now there is Sim Burns! What a +travesty of a home! Yet there are a dozen just as bad in sight. He works +like a fiend--so does his wife--and what is their reward? Simply a hole +to hibernate in and to sleep and eat in in summer. A dreary present and +a well-nigh hopeless future. No, they have a future, if they knew it, +and we must tell them." + +"I know Mrs. Burns," Lily said, after a pause; "she sends several +children to my school. Poor, pathetic little things, half-clad and +wistful-eyed. They make my heart ache; they are so hungry for love, and +so quick to learn." + +As they passed the Burns farm, they looked for the wife, but she was not +to be seen. The children had evidently gone up to the little white +schoolhouse at the head of the lane. Radbourn let the reins fall slack +as he talked on. He did not look at the girl; his eyebrows were drawn +into a look of gloomy pain. + +"It isn't so much the grime that I abhor, nor the labor that crooks +their backs and makes their hands bludgeons. It's the horrible waste of +life involved in it all. I don't believe God intended a man to be bent +to plough-handles like that, but that isn't the worst of it. The worst +of it is, these people live lives approaching automata. They become +machines to serve others more lucky or more unscrupulous than +themselves. What is the world of art, of music, of literature, to these +poor devils,--to Sim Burns and his wife there, for example? Or even to +the best of these farmers?" + +The girl looked away over the shimmering lake of yellow-green corn. A +choking came into her throat. Her gloved hand trembled. + +"What is such a life worth? It's all very comfortable for us to say, +'They don't feel it.' How do we know what they feel? What do we know of +their capacity for enjoyment of art and music? They never have leisure +or opportunity. The master is very glad to be taught by preacher, and +lawyer, and novelist, that his slaves are contented and never feel any +longings for a higher life. These people live lives but little higher +than their cattle--are _forced_ to live so. Their hopes and aspirations +are crushed out, their souls are twisted and deformed just as toil +twists and deforms their bodies. They are on the same level as the city +laborer. The very religion they hear is a soporific. They are taught to +be content here that they may be happy hereafter. Suppose there isn't +any hereafter?" + +"Oh, don't say that, please!" Lily cried. + +"But I don't _know_ that there is," he went on remorselessly, "and I do +know that these people are being robbed of something more than money, of +all that makes life worth living. The promise of milk and honey in +Canaan is all very well, but I prefer to have mine here; then I'm sure +of it." + +"What can we do?" murmured the girl. + +"Do? Rouse these people for one thing; preach _discontent_, a noble +discontent." + +"It will only make them unhappy." + +"No, it won't; not if you show them the way out. If it does, it's better +to be unhappy striving for higher things, like a man, than to be content +in a wallow like swine." + +"But what _is_ the way out?" + +This was sufficient to set Radbourn upon his hobbyhorse. He outlined his +plan of action: the abolition of all indirect taxes, the State control +of all privileges the private ownership of which interfered with the +equal rights of all. He would utterly destroy speculative holdings of +the earth. He would have land everywhere brought to its best use, by +appropriating all ground rents to the use of the state, etc., etc., to +which the girl listened with eager interest, but with only partial +comprehension. + +As they neared the little schoolhouse, a swarm of midgets in pink +dresses, pink sun-bonnets, and brown legs, came rushing to meet their +teacher, with that peculiar devotion the children in the country develop +for a refined teacher. + +Radbourn helped Lily out into the midst of the eager little scholars, +who swarmed upon her like bees on a lump of sugar, till even Radbourn's +gravity gave way, and he smiled into her lifted eyes,--an unusual smile, +that strangely enough stopped the smile on her own lips, filling her +face with a wistful shadow, and her breath came hard for a moment, and +she trembled. + +She loved that cold, stern face, oh, so much! and to have him smile was +a pleasure that made her heart leap till she suffered a smothering pain. +She turned to him to say:-- + +"I am very thankful, Mr. Radbourn, for another pleasant ride," adding in +a lower tone, "it was a very great pleasure; you always give me so much. +I feel stronger and more hopeful." + +"I'm glad you feel so. I was afraid I was prosy with my land doctrine." + +"Oh, no! Indeed no! You have given me a new hope; I am exalted with the +thought; I shall try to think it all out and apply it." + +And so they parted, the children looking on and slyly whispering among +themselves. Radbourn looked back after a while, but the bare white hive +had absorbed its little group, and was standing bleak as a tombstone and +hot as a furnace on the naked plain in the blazing sun. + +"America's pitiful boast!" said the young radical, looking back at it. +"Only a miserable hint of what it might be." + +All that forenoon, as Lily faced her noisy group of barefooted children, +she was thinking of Radbourn, of his almost fierce sympathy for these +poor, supine farmers, hopeless and in some cases content in their narrow +lives. The children almost worshipped the beautiful girl who came to +them as a revelation of exquisite neatness and taste,--whose very voice +and intonation awed them. + +They noted, unconsciously of course, every detail. Snowy linen, touches +of soft color, graceful lines of bust and side, the slender fingers that +could almost speak, so beautifully flexile were they. Lily herself +sometimes, when she shook the calloused, knotted, stiffened hands of the +women, shuddered with sympathetic pain to think that the crowning wonder +and beauty of God's world should be so maimed and distorted from its +true purpose. + +Even in the children before her she could see the inherited results of +fruitless labor, and, more pitiful yet, in the bent shoulders of the +older ones she could see the beginnings of deformity that would soon be +permanent; and as these thoughts came to her, she clasped the wondering +children to her side, with a convulsive wish to make life a little +brighter for them. + +"How is your mother to-day?" she asked of Sadie Burns, as she was eating +her luncheon on the drab-colored table near the open window. + +"Purty well," said Sadie, in a hesitating way. + +Lily was looking out, and listening to the gophers whistling as they +raced to and fro. She could see Bob Burns lying at length on the grass +in the pasture over the fence, his heels waving in the air, his hands +holding a string which formed a snare. It was like fishing to young +Izaak Walton. + +It was very still and hot, and the cheep and trill of the gophers and +the chatter of the kingbirds alone broke the silence. A cloud of +butterflies were fluttering about a pool near; a couple of big flies +buzzed and mumbled on the pane. + +"What ails your mother?" Lily asked, recovering herself and looking at +Sadie, who was distinctly ill at ease. + +"Oh, I dunno," Sadie replied, putting one bare foot across the other. + +Lily insisted. + +"She 'n' pa's had an awful row--" + +"Sadie!" said the teacher, warningly, "what language!" + +"I mean they quarrelled, an' she don't speak to him any more." + +"Why, how dreadful!" + +"An' pa, he's awful cross; and she won't eat when he does, an' I haf to +wait on table." + +"I believe I'll go down and see her this noon," said Lily to herself, as +she divined a little of the state of affairs in the Burns family. + + +V + + +Sim was mending the pasture fence as Lily came down the road toward him. +He had delayed going to dinner to finish his task, and was just about +ready to go when Lily spoke to him. + +"Good morning, Mr. Burns. I am just going down to see Mrs. Burns. It +must be time to go to dinner,--aren't you ready to go? I want to talk +with you." + +Ordinarily he would have been delighted with the idea of walking down +the road with the schoolma'am, but there was something in her look which +seemed to tell him that she knew all about his trouble, and, besides, he +was not in good humor. + +"Yes, in a minnit--soon's I fix up this hole. Them shotes, I b'lieve, +would go through a keyhole, if they could once get their snoots in." + +He expanded on this idea as he nailed away, anxious to gain time. He +foresaw trouble for himself. He couldn't be rude to this sweet and +fragile girl. If a _man_ had dared to attack him on his domestic +shortcomings, he could have fought. The girl stood waiting for him, her +large, steady eyes full of thought, gazing down at him from the shadow +of her broad-brimmed hat. + +"The world is so full of misery anyway, that we ought to do the best we +can to make it less," she said at last, in a musing tone, as if her +thoughts had unconsciously taken on speech. She had always appealed to +him strongly, and never more so than in this softly uttered +abstraction--that it was an abstraction added to its power with him. + +He could find no words for reply, but picked up his hammer and nail-box, +and slouched along the road by her side, listening without a word to her +talk. + +"Christ was patient, and bore with his enemies. Surely we ought to bear +with our--friends," she went on, adapting her steps to his. He took off +his torn straw hat and wiped his face on his sleeve, being much +embarrassed and ashamed. Not knowing how to meet such argument, he kept +silent. + +"How _is_ Mrs. Burns!" said Lily at length, determined to make him +speak. The delicate meaning in the emphasis laid on _is_ did not escape +him. + +"Oh, she's all right--I mean she's done her work jest the same as ever. +I don't see her much--" + +"I didn't know--I was afraid she was sick. Sadie said she was acting +strangely." + +"No, she's well enough--but--" + +"But what is the trouble? Won't you let me help you, _won't_ you?" she +pleaded. + +"Can't anybody help us. We've got 'o fight it out, I s'pose," he +replied, a gloomy note of resentment creeping into his voice. "She's +ben in a devil of a temper f'r a week." + +"Haven't you been in the same kind of a temper too?" demanded Lily, +firmly but kindly. "I think most troubles of this kind come from bad +temper on both sides. Don't you? Have you done your share at being kind +and patient?" + +They had reached the gate now, and she laid her hand on his arm to stop +him. He looked down at the slender gloved hand on his arm, feeling as if +a giant had grasped him; then he raised his eyes to her face, flushing a +purplish red as he remembered his grossness. It seemed monstrous in the +presence of this girl-advocate. Her face was like silver; her eyes +seemed pools of tears. + +"I don't s'pose I have," he said at last, pushing by her. He could not +have faced her glance another moment. His whole air conveyed the +impression of destructive admission. Lily did not comprehend the extent +of her advantage or she would have pursued it further. As it was she +felt a little hurt as she entered the house. The table was set, but Mrs. +Burns was nowhere to be seen. Calling her softly, the young girl passed +through the shabby little living-room to the oven-like bedroom which +opened off it, but no one was about. She stood for a moment shuddering +at the wretchedness of the room. + +Going back to the kitchen, she found Sim about beginning on his dinner. +Little Pet was with him; the rest of the children were at the +schoolhouse. + +"Where is she?" + +"I d' know. Out in the garden, I expect. She don't eat with me now. I +never see her. She don't come near _me_. I ain't seen her since +Saturday." + +Lily was shocked inexpressibly and began to see more clearly the +magnitude of the task she had set herself to do. But it must be done; +she felt that a tragedy was not far off. It must be averted. + +"Mr. Burns, what have you done? What _have_ you done?" she asked in +terror and horror. + +"Don't lay it all to _me_! She hain't done nawthin' but complain f'r ten +years. I couldn't do nothin' to suit her. She was always naggin' me." + +"I don't think Lucretia Burns would nag anybody. I don't say you're +_all_ to blame, but I'm afraid you haven't acknowledged you were _any_ +to blame. I'm afraid you've not been patient with her. I'm going out to +bring her in. If she comes, will you _say_ you were _part_ to blame? You +needn't beg her pardon--just say you'll try to be better. Will you do +it? Think how much she has done for you! Will you?" + +He remained silent, and looked discouragingly rude. His sweaty, dirty +shirt was open at the neck, his arms were bare, his scraggly teeth were +yellow with tobacco, and his uncombed hair lay tumbled about on his +high, narrow head. His clumsy, unsteady hands played with the dishes on +the table. His pride was struggling with his sense of justice; he knew +he ought to consent, and yet it was so hard to acknowledge himself to +blame. The girl went on in a voice piercingly sweet, trembling with pity +and pleading. + +"What word can I carry to her from you? I'm going to go and see her. If +I could take a word from _you_, I know she would come back to the table. +Shall I tell her you feel to blame?" + +The answer was a long time coming; at last the man nodded an assent, the +sweat pouring from his purple face. She had set him thinking; her +victory was sure. + +Lily almost ran out into the garden and to the strawberry patch, where +she found Lucretia in her familiar, colorless, shapeless dress, picking +berries in the hot sun, the mosquitoes biting her neck and hands. + +"Poor, pathetic, dumb sufferer!" the girl thought as she ran up to her. + +She dropped her dish as she heard Lily coming, and gazed up into the +tender, pitying face. Not a word was spoken, but something she saw there +made her eyes fill with tears, and her throat swell. It was pure +sympathy. She put her arms around the girl's neck and sobbed for the +first time since Friday night. Then they sat down on the grass under the +hedge, and she told her story, interspersed with Lily's horrified +comments. + +When it was all told, the girl still sat listening. She heard Radbourn's +calm, slow voice again. It helped her not to hate Burns; it helped her +to pity and understand him. + +"You must remember that such toil brutalizes a man; it makes him +callous, selfish, unfeeling, necessarily. A fine nature must either +adapt itself to its hard surroundings or die. Men who toil terribly in +filthy garments day after day and year after year cannot easily keep +gentle; the frost and grime, the heat and cold, will soon or late enter +into their souls. The case is not all in favor of the suffering wives +and against the brutal husbands. If the farmer's wife is dulled and +crazed by her routine, the farmer himself is degraded and brutalized." + +As well as she could Lily explained all this to the woman, who lay with +her face buried in the girl's lap. Lily's arms were about her thin +shoulders in an agony of pity. + +"It's hard, Lucretia, I know,--more than you can bear,--but you mustn't +forget what Sim endures too. He goes out in the storms and in the heat +and dust. His boots are hard, and see how his hands are all bruised and +broken by his work! He was tired and hungry when he said that--he didn't +really mean it." + +The wife remained silent. + +"Mr. Radbourn says work, as things go now, _does_ degrade a man in spite +of himself. He says men get coarse and violent in spite of themselves, +just as women do when everything goes wrong in the house,--when the +flies are thick, and the fire won't burn, and the irons stick to the +clothes. You see, you both suffer. Don't lay up this fit of temper +against Sim--will you?" + +The wife lifted her head and looked away. Her face was full of hopeless +weariness. + +"It ain't this once. It ain't that 't all. It's having no let-up. Just +goin' the same thing right over 'n' over--no hope of anything better." + +"If you had hope of another world--" + +"Don't talk that. I don't want that kind o' comfert. I want a decent +chance here. I want 'o rest an' be happy _now_." Lily's big eyes were +streaming with tears. What should she say to the desperate woman? +"What's the use? We might jest as well die--all of us." + +The woman's livid face appalled the girl. She was gaunt, heavy-eyed, +nerveless. Her faded dress settled down over her limbs, showing the +swollen knees and thin calves; her hands, with distorted joints, +protruded painfully from her sleeves. All about her was the ever +recurring wealth and cheer of nature that knows no favor,--the bees and +flies buzzing in the sun, the jay and the kingbird in the poplars, the +smell of strawberries, the motion of lush grass, the shimmer of +corn-blades tossed gayly as banners in a conquering army. + +Like a flash of keener light, a sentence shot across the girl's mind: +"Nature knows no title-deed. The bounty of her mighty hands falls as the +sunlight falls, copious, impartial; her seas carry all ships; her air is +for all lips, her lands for all feet." + +"Poverty and suffering such as yours will not last." There was something +in the girl's voice that roused the woman. She turned her dull eyes upon +the youthful face. + +Lily took her hand in both hers as if by a caress she could impart her +own faith. + +"Look up, dear. When nature is so good and generous, man must come to be +better, surely. Come, go in the house again. Sim is there; he expects +you; he told me to tell you he was sorry." Lucretia's face twitched a +little at that, but her head was bent. "Come; you can't live this way. +There isn't any other place to go to." + +No, that was the bitterest truth. Where on this wide earth, with its +forth-shooting fruits and grains, its fragrant lands and shining seas, +could this dwarfed, bent, broken, middle-aged woman go? Nobody wanted +her, nobody cared for her. But the wind kissed her drawn lips as readily +as those of the girl, and the blooms of clover nodded to her as if to a +queen. + +Lily had said all she could. Her heart ached with unspeakable pity and a +sort of terror. + +"Don't give up, Lucretia. This may be the worst hour of your life. Live +and bear with it all for Christ's sake,--for your children's sake. Sim +told me to tell you he was to blame. If you will only see that you are +both to blame and yet neither to blame, then you can rise above it. Try, +dear!" + +Something that was in the girl imparted itself to the wife, +electrically. She pulled herself together, rose silently, and started +toward the house. Her face was rigid, but no longer sullen. Lily +followed her slowly, wonderingly. + +As she neared the kitchen door, she saw Sim still sitting at the table; +his face was unusually grave and soft. She saw him start and shove back +his chair, saw Lucretia go to the stove and lift the tea-pot, and heard +her say, as she took her seat beside the baby:-- + +"Want some more tea?" + +She had become a wife and mother again, but in what spirit the puzzled +girl could not say. + + + + +DADDY DEERING + +I + + +They were threshing on Farmer Jennings's place when Daddy made his very +characteristic appearance. Milton, a boy of thirteen, was gloomily +holding sacks for the measurer, and the glory of the October day was +dimmed by the suffocating dust, and poisoned by the smarting beards and +chaff which had worked their way down his neck. The bitterness of the +dreaded task was deepened also by contrast with the gambols of his +cousin Billy, who was hunting rats with Growler amid the last sheaves of +the stack bottom. The piercing shrieks of Billy, as he clapped his hands +in murderous glee, mingled now and again with the barking of the dog. + +The machine seemed to fill the world with its snarling boom, which +became a deafening yell when the cylinder ran empty for a moment. It was +nearly noon, and the men were working silently, with occasional glances +toward the sun to see how near dinner-time it was. The horses, dripping +with sweat, and with patches of foam under their harness, moved round +and round steadily to the cheery whistle of the driver. + +The wild, imperious song of the bell-metal cog-wheel had sung into +Milton's ears till it had become a torture, and every time he lifted his +eyes to the beautiful far-off sky, where the clouds floated like ships, +a lump of rebellious anger rose in his throat. Why should he work in +this choking dust and deafening noise while the hawks could sail and +sweep from hill to hill with nothing to do but play? + +Occasionally his uncle, the feeder, smiled down upon him, his face black +as a negro, great goggles of glass and wire-cloth covering his merry +eyes. His great good-nature shone out in the flash of his white teeth, +behind his dusky beard, and he tried to encourage Milton with his smile. +He seemed tireless to the other hands. He was so big and strong. He had +always been Milton's boyish hero. So Milton crowded back the tears that +came into his eyes, and would not let his uncle see how childish he was. + +A spectator riding along the road would have remarked upon the lovely +setting for this picturesque scene--the low swells of prairie, shrouded +with faint, misty light from the unclouded sky, the flaming colors of +the trees, the faint sound of cow-bells, and the cheery sound of the +machine. But to be a tourist and to be a toiler in a scene like this are +quite different things. + +They were anxious to finish the setting by noon, and so the feeder was +crowding the cylinder to its limit, rolling the grain in with slow and +apparently effortless swaying from side to side, half buried in the +loose yellow straw. But about eleven o'clock the machine came to a +stand, to wait while a broken tooth was being replaced, and Milton fled +from the terrible dust beside the measuring spout, and was shaking the +chaff out of his clothing, when he heard a high, snappy, nasal voice +call down from the straw-pile. A tall man, with a face completely masked +in dust, was speaking to Mr. Jennings:-- + +"Say, young man, I guess you'll haf to send another man up here. It's +poorty stiff work f'r two; yes, sir, poorty stiff." + +"There, there! I thought you'd cry 'cavy,'" laughed Mr. Jennings. "I +told you it wasn't the place for an old man." + +"Old man," snarled the figure in the straw. "I ain't so old but I can +daown you, sir,--yessir, condemmit, yessir!" + +"I'm your man," replied Jennings, smiling up at him. + +The man rolled down the side of the stack, disappearing in a cloud of +dust and chaff. When he came to light, Milton saw a tall, gaunt old man +of sixty years of age, or older. Nothing could be seen but a dusty +expanse of face, ragged beard, and twinkling, sharp little eyes. His +color was lost, his eyes half hid. Without waiting for ceremony, the men +clenched. The crowd roared with laughter, for though Jennings was the +younger, the older man was a giant still, and the struggle lasted for +some time. He made a gallant fight, but his breath gave out, and he lay +at last flat on his back. + +"I wish I was your age, young man," he said ruefully, as he rose. "I'd +knock the heads o' these young scamps t'gether,--yessir!--I could do it, +too!" + +"Talk's a good dog, uncle," said a young man. + +The old man turned on him so ferociously that he fled. + +"Run, condemn yeh! I own y' can beat me at that." + +His face was not unpleasant, though his teeth were mainly gone, and his +skin the color of leather and wrinkled as a pan of cream. His eyes had a +certain sparkle of fun that belied his rasping voice, which seemed to +have the power to lift a boy clean off his feet. His frame was bent and +thin, but of great height and breadth, bony and tough as hickory. At +some far time vast muscles must have rolled on those giant limbs, but +toil had bent and stiffened him. + +"Never been sick a day 'n my life; no, sir!" he said, in his rapid, +rasping, emphatic way, as they were riding across the stubble to dinner. +"And, by gol! I c'n stand as long at the tail of a stacker as any man, +sir. Dummed if I turn my hand for any man in the state; no, sir; no, +sir! But if I do two men's works, I am goin' to have two men's +pay--that's all, sir!" + +Jennings laughed and said: "All right, uncle. I'll send another man up +there this afternoon." + +The old man seemed to take a morbid delight in the hard and dirty +places, and his endurance was marvellous. He could stand all day at the +tail of a stacker, tirelessly pushing the straw away with an indifferent +air, as if it were all mere play. + +He measured the grain the next day, because it promised to be a noisier +and dustier job than working in the straw, and it was in this capacity +that Milton came to know and to hate him, and to associate him with +that most hated of all tasks, the holding of sacks. To a twelve-year-old +boy it seems to be the worst job in the world. + +All day, while the hawks wheel and dip in the glorious air, and the +trees glow like banks of roses; all day, while the younger boys are +tumbling about the sunlit straw, to be forced to stand holding sacks, +like a convict, was maddening. Daddy, whose rugged features, bent +shoulders, and ragged cap loomed through the suffocating, blinding dust, +necessarily came to seem like the jailer who held the door to freedom. + +And when the dust and noise and monotony seemed the very hardest to +bear, the old man's cackling laugh was sure to rise above the howl of +the cylinder. + +"Nem mind, sonny! Chaff ain't pizen; dust won't hurt ye a mite." And +when Milton was unable to laugh, the old man tweaked his ear with his +leathery thumb and finger. + +Then he shouted long, disconnected yarns, to which Milton could make +neither head nor tail, and which grew at last to be inaudible to him, +just as the steady boom and snarl of the great machine did. Then he fell +to studying the old man's clothes, which were a wonder to him. He spent +a good deal of time trying to discover which were the original sections +of the coat, and especially of the vest, which was ragged and yellow +with age, with the cotton batting working out; and yet Daddy took the +greatest care of it, folding it carefully and putting it away during the +heat of the day out of reach of the crickets. + +One of his peculiarities, as Mrs. Jennings learned on the second day, +was his habit of coming to breakfast. But he always earned all he got, +and more too; and, as it was probable that his living at home was +frugal, Mrs. Jennings smiled at his thrift, and quietly gave him his +breakfast if he arrived late, which was not often. + +He had bought a little farm not far away, and settled down into a mode +of life which he never afterward changed. As he was leaving at the end +of the third day, he said:-- + +"Now, sir, if you want any bootcherin' done, I'm y'r man. I don't turn +m' hand over f'r any man in the state; no, sir! I c'n git a hawg on the +gambrils jest a leetle quicker'n any other man I ever see; yes, sir; by +gum!" + +"All right, uncle; I'll send for you when I'm ready to kill." + + +II + + +Hog-killing was one of the events of a boy's life on a Western farm, and +Daddy was destined to be associated in the minds of Shep and Milton with +another disagreeable job, that of building the fire and carrying water. + +It was very early on a keen, biting morning in November when Daddy came +driving into the yard with his rude, long-runnered sled, one horse half +his length behind the other in spite of the driver's clucking. He was +delighted to catch the boys behind in the preparation. + +"A-a-h-h-r-r-h-h!" he rasped out, "you lazy vagabon's? Why ain't you got +that fire blazin'? What the devil do y' mean, you rascals! Here it is +broad daylight, and that fire not built. I vum, sir, you need a +thrashin', the whole kit an bilun' of ye; yessir! Come, come, come! +hustle now, stir your boots! hustle y'r boots--ha! ha! ha!" + +It was of no use to plead cold weather and damp chips. + +"What has that got to do with it, sir? I vum, sir, when I was your age, +I could make a fire of green red-oak; yessir! Don't talk to me of colds! +Stir your stumps and get warm, sir!" + +The old man put up his horses (and fed them generously with oats), and +then went to the house to ask for "a leetle something hot--mince pie or +sassidge." His request was very modest, but, as a matter of fact, he sat +down and ate a very hearty breakfast, while the boys worked away at the +fire under the big kettle. + +The hired man, under Daddy's direction, drew the bob-sleighs into +position on the sunny side of the corn-crib, and arranged the barrel at +the proper slant, while the old man ground his knives, Milton turning +the grindstone--another hateful task, which Daddy's stories could not +alleviate. + +Daddy never finished a story. If he started in to tell about a horse +trade, it infallibly reminded him of a cattle trade, and talking of +cattle switched him off upon logging, and logging reminded him of some +heavy snow-storm he had known. Each parenthesis outgrew its proper +limits, till he forgot what should have been the main story. His stories +had some compensation, for when he stopped to try to recollect where he +was, the pressure on the grindstone was released. + +At last the water was hot, and the time came to seize the hogs. This was +the old man's great moment. He stood in the pen and shrieked with +laughter while the hired men went rolling, one after the other, upon the +ground, or were bruised against the fence by the rush of the burly +swine. + +"You're a fine lot," he laughed. "Now, then, sir, _grab 'im_! Why don't +ye nail 'im? I vum, sir, if I couldn't do better'n that, sir, I'd sell +out; I would, sir, by gol! Get out o' the way!" + +With a lofty scorn he waved aside all help and stalked like a gladiator +toward the pigs huddled in one corner of the pen. And when the selected +victim was rushing by him, his long arm and great bony hand swept out, +caught him by the ear, and flung him upon his side, squealing with +deafening shrillness. But in spite of his smiling concealment of effort, +Daddy had to lean against the fence and catch his breath even while he +boasted:-- + +"I'm an old codger, sir, but I'm worth--a dozen o' you--spindle-legged +chaps; dum me if I ain't, sir!" + +His pride in his ability to catch and properly kill a hog was as genuine +as the old knight-errant's pride in his ability to stick a knife into +another steel-clothed brigand like himself. When the slain shote was +swung upon the planking on the sled before the barrel, Daddy rested, +while the boys filled the barrel with water from the kettle. + +There was always a weird charm about this stage of the work to the boys. +The sun shone warm and bright in the lee of the corn-crib; the steam +rose up, white and voluminous, from the barrel; the eaves dropped +steadily; the hens ventured near, nervously, but full of curiosity, +while the men laughed and joked with Daddy, starting him off on long +stories, and winking at each other when his back was turned. + +At last he mounted his planking, selecting Mr. Jennings to pull upon the +other handle of the hog-hook. He considered he conferred a distinct +honor in this selection. + +"The time's been, sir, when I wouldn't thank any man for his help. No, +sir, wouldn't thank 'im." + +"What do you do with these things?" asked one of the men, kicking two +iron candlesticks which the old man laid conveniently near. + +"Scrape a hawg with them, sir. What do y' s'pose, you numskull?" + +"Well, I never saw anything--" + +"You'll have a chance mighty quick, sir. Grab ahold, sir! Swing 'im +around--there! Now easy, easy! Now then, one, two; one, two--that's +right." + +While he dipped the porker in the water, pulling with his companion +rhythmically upon the hook, he talked incessantly, mixing up scraps of +stories and boastings of what he could do, with commands of what he +wanted the other man to do. + +"The best man I ever worked with. _Now turn 'im, turn 'im!_" he yelled, +reaching over Jennings's wrist. "Grab under my wrist. There! won't ye +never learn how to turn a hawg? _Now out with 'im!_" was his next wild +yell, as the steaming hog was jerked out of the water upon the planking. +"Now try the hair on them ears! Beautiful scald," he said, clutching his +hand full of bristles and beaming with pride. "Never see anything finer. +Here, Bub, a pail of hot water, quick! Try one of them candlesticks! +They ain't no better scraper than the bottom of an old iron candlestick; +no, sir! Dum your new-fangled scrapers! I made a bet once with old Jake +Ridgeway that I could scrape the hair off'n two hawgs, by gum, quicker'n +he could one. Jake was blowin' about a new scraper he had.... + +"Yes, yes, yes, dump it right into the barrel. Condemmit! Ain't you got +no gumption?... So Sim Smith, he held the watch. Sim was a mighty good +hand t' work with; he was about the only man I ever sawed with who +didn't ride the saw. He could jerk a crosscut saw.... Now let him in +again, now, _he-ho_, once again! _Rool him over now_; that foreleg needs +a tech o' water. Now out with him again; that's right, that's right! By +gol, a beautiful scald as ever I see!" + +Milton, standing near, caught his eye again. "Clean that ear, sir! What +the devil you standin' there for?" He returned to his story after a +pause. "A--n--d Jake, he scraped away--_hyare_!" he shouted suddenly, +"don't ruggle the skin like that! Can't you see the way I do it? Leave +it smooth as a baby, sir--yessir!" + +He worked on in this way all day, talking unceasingly, never shirking a +hard job, and scarcely showing fatigue at any moment. + +"I'm short o' breath a leetle, that's all; never git tired, but my wind +gives out. Dum cold got on me, too." + +He ate a huge supper of liver and potatoes, still working away hard at +an ancient horse trade, and when he drove off at night, he had not yet +finished a single one of the dozen stories he had begun. + + +III + + +But pitching grain and hog-killing were on the lower levels of his art, +for above all else Daddy loved to be called upon to play the fiddle for +dances. He "officiated" for the first time at a dance given by one of +the younger McTurgs. They were all fiddlers themselves,--had been for +three generations,--but they seized the opportunity of helping Daddy and +at the same time of relieving themselves of the trouble of furnishing +the music while the rest danced. + +Milton attended this dance, and saw Daddy for the first time earning his +money pleasantly. From that time on the associations around his +personality were less severe, and they came to like him better. He came +early, with his old fiddle in a time-worn white-pine box. His hair was +neatly combed to the top of his long, narrow head, and his face was very +clean. The boys all greeted him with great pleasure, and asked him where +he would sit. + +"Right on that table, sir; put a chair up there." + +He took his chair on the kitchen-table as if it were a throne. He wore +huge moccasins of moose-hide on his feet, and for special occasions like +this added a paper collar to his red woollen shirt. He took off his coat +and laid it across his chair for a cushion. It was all very funny to the +young people, but they obeyed him laughingly, and while they "formed +on," he sawed his violin and coaxed it up to concert pitch, and twanged +it and banged it into proper tunefulness. + +"A-a-a-ll ready there!" he rasped out, with prodigious force. "Everybody +git into his place!" Then, lifting one huge foot, he put the fiddle +under his chin, and, raising his bow till his knuckles touched the +strings, he yelled, "Already, G'LANG!" and brought his foot down with a +startling bang on the first note. _Rye doodle duo, doodle doo_. + +As he went on and the dancers fell into rhythm, the clatter of heavy +boots seemed to thrill him with old-time memories, and he kept +boisterous time with his foot, while his high, rasping nasal rang high +above the confusion of tongues and heels and swaying forms. + +"_Ladies_' gran' change! Four hands round! _Balance_ all! _Elly_-man +left! Back to play-cis." + +His eyes closed in a sort of intoxication of pleasure, but he saw all +that went on in some miraculous way. + +"_First_ lady lead to the right--_toodle rum rum!_ _Gent_ foller after +(step along thar)! Four hands round--" + +The boys were immensely pleased with him. They delighted in his antics +rather than in his tunes, which were exceedingly few and simple. They +seemed never to be able to get enough of one tune which he called +"Honest John," and which he played in his own way, accompanied by a +chant which he meant, without a doubt, to be musical. + +"HON-ers tew your pardners--_tee teedle deedle dee dee dee dee_! Stand +up straight an' put on your style! _Right_ an' left four--" + +The hat was passed by the floor-manager during the evening, and Daddy +got nearly three dollars, which delighted Milton very much. + +At supper he insisted on his prerogative, which was to take the +prettiest girl out to supper. + +"Look-a-here, Daddy, ain't that crowdin' the mourners?" objected the +others. + +"What do you mean by that, sir? No, sir! Always done it, in Michigan and +Yark State both; yes, sir." + +He put on his coat ceremoniously, while the tittering girls stood about +the room waiting. He did not delay. His keen eyes had made selection +long before, and, approaching Rose Watson with old-fashioned, elaborate +gallantry, he said: "_May_ I have the pleasure?" and marched out +triumphantly, amidst shouts of laughter. + +His shrill laugh rang high above the rest at the table, as he said: "I'm +the youngest man in this crowd, sir! Demmit, I bet a hat I c'n dance +down any man in this crowd; yes, sir. The old man can do it yet." + +They all took sides in order to please him. + +"I'll bet he can," said Hugh McTurg; "I'll bet a dollar on Daddy." + +"I'll take the bet," said Joe Randall, and with great noise the match +was arranged to come the first thing after supper. + +"All right, sir; any time, sir. I'll let you know the old man is on +earth yet." + +While the girls were putting away the supper dishes, the young man lured +Daddy out into the yard for a wrestling-match, but some others objected. + +"Oh, now, that won't do! If Daddy was a young man--" + +"What do you mean, sir? I am young enough for you, sir. Just let me get +ahold o' you, sir, and I'll show you, you young rascal! you dem +jackanapes!" he ended, almost shrieking with rage, as he shook his fist +in the face of his grinning tormentors. + +His friends held him back with much apparent alarm, and ordered the +other fellows away. + +"There, there, Daddy, I wouldn't mind him! I wouldn't dirty my hands on +him; he ain't worth it. Just come inside, and we'll have that +dancing-match now." + +Daddy reluctantly returned to the house, and, having surrendered his +violin to Hugh McTurg, was ready for the contest. As he stepped into the +middle of the room he was not altogether ludicrous. His rusty trousers +were bagged at the knee, and his red woollen stockings showed between +the tops of his moccasins and his pantaloon legs, and his coat, utterly +characterless as to color and cut, added to the stoop in his shoulders; +and yet there was a rude sort of grace and a certain dignity about his +bearing which kept down laughter. They were to have a square dance of +the old-fashioned sort. + +"_Farrm_ on," he cried, and the fiddler struck up the first note of the +Virginia Reel. Daddy led out Rose, and the dance began. He straightened +up till his tall form towered above the rest of the boys like a +weather-beaten pine tree, as he balanced and swung and led and called +off the changes with a voice full of imperious command. + +The fiddler took a malicious delight toward the last in quickening the +time of the good old dance, and that put the old man on his mettle. + +"Go it, ye young rascal!" he yelled. He danced like a boy and yelled +like a demon, catching a laggard here and there, and hurling them into +place like tops, while he kicked and stamped, wound in and out and waved +his hands in the air with a gesture which must have dated back to the +days of Washington. At last, flushed, breathless, but triumphant, he +danced a final breakdown to the tune of "Leather Breeches," to show he +was unsubdued. + + +IV + + +But these rare days passed away. As the country grew older it lost the +wholesome simplicity of pioneer days, and Daddy got a chance to play but +seldom. He no longer pleased the boys and girls--his music was too +monotonous and too simple. He felt this very deeply. Once in a while he +broke forth in protest against the changes. + +"The boys I used to trot on m' knee are gittin' too high-toned. They +wouldn't be found dead with old Deering, and then the preachers are +gittin' thick, and howlin' agin dancin', and the country's filling up +with Dutchmen, so't I'm left out." + +As a matter of fact, there were few homes now where Daddy could sit on +the table, in his ragged vest and rusty pantaloons, and play "Honest +John," while the boys thumped about the floor. There were few homes +where the old man was even a welcome visitor, and he felt this rejection +keenly. The women got tired of seeing him about, because of his +uncleanly habits of spitting, and his tiresome stories. Many of the old +neighbors died or moved away, and the young people went West or to the +cities. Men began to pity him rather than laugh at him, which hurt him +more than their ridicule. They began to favor him at threshing or at the +fall hog-killing. + +"Oh, you're getting old, Daddy; you'll have to give up this heavy work. +Of course, if you feel able to do it, why, all right! Like to have you +do it, but I guess we'll have to have a man to do the heavy lifting, I +s'pose." + +"I s'pose not, sir! I am jest as able to yank a hawg as ever, sir; yes, +sir, demmit--demmit! Do you think I've got one foot in the grave?" + +Nevertheless, Daddy often failed to come to time on appointed days, and +it was painful to hear him trying to explain, trying to make light of it +all. + +"M' caugh wouldn't let me sleep last night. A goldum leetle, nasty, +ticklin' caugh, too; but it kept me awake, fact was, an'--well, m' wife, +she said I hadn't better come. But don't you worry, sir; it won't happen +again, sir; no, sir." + +His hands got stiffer year by year, and his simple tunes became +practically a series of squeaks and squalls. There came a time when the +fiddle was laid away almost altogether, for his left hand got caught in +the cog-wheels of the horse-power, and all four of the fingers on that +hand were crushed. Thereafter he could only twang a little on the +strings. It was not long after this that he struck his foot with the axe +and lamed himself for life. + +As he lay groaning in bed, Mr. Jennings went in to see him and tried to +relieve the old man's feelings by telling him the number of times he had +practically cut his feet off, and said he knew it was a terrible hard +thing to put up with. + +"Gol dummit, it ain't the pain," the old sufferer yelled, "it's the dum +awkwardness. I've chopped all my life; I can let an axe in up to the +maker's name, and hew to a hair-line; yes, sir! It was jest them dum new +mittens my wife made; they was s' slippery," he ended with a groan. + +As a matter of fact, the one accident hinged upon the other. It was the +failure of his left hand, with its useless fingers, to do its duty, that +brought the axe down upon his foot. The pain was not so much physical as +mental. To think that he, who could hew to a hair-line, right and left +hand, should cut his own foot like a ten-year-old boy--that scared him. +It brought age and decay close to him. For the first time in his life +he felt that he was fighting a losing battle. + +A man like this lives so much in the flesh, that when his limbs begin to +fail him everything else seems slipping away. He had gloried in his +strength. He had exulted in the thrill of his life-blood and in the +swell of his vast muscles; he had clung to the idea that he was strong +as ever, till this last blow came upon him, and then he began to think +and to tremble. + +When he was able to crawl about again, he was a different man. He was +gloomy and morose, snapping and snarling at all that came near him, like +a wounded bear. He was alone a great deal of the time during the winter +following his hurt. Neighbors seldom went in, and for weeks he saw no +one but his hired hand, and the faithful, dumb little old woman, his +wife, who moved about without any apparent concern or sympathy for his +suffering. The hired hand, whenever he called upon the neighbors, or +whenever questions were asked, said that Daddy hung around over the +stove most of the time, paying no attention to any one or anything. "He +ain't dangerous 't all," he said, meaning that Daddy was not dangerously +ill. + +Milton rode out from school one winter day with Bill, the hand, and was +so much impressed with his story of Daddy's condition that he rode home +with him. He found the old man sitting bent above the stove, wrapped in +a quilt, shivering and muttering to himself. He hardly looked up when +Milton spoke to him, and seemed scarcely to comprehend what he said. + +Milton was much alarmed at the terrible change, for the last time he had +seen him he had towered above him, laughingly threatening to "warm his +jacket," and now here he sat, a great hulk of flesh, his mind flickering +and flaring under every wind of suggestion, soon to go out altogether. + +In reply to questions he only muttered with a trace of his old spirit: +"I'm all right. Jest as good a man as I ever was, only I'm cold. I'll be +all right when spring comes, so 't I c'n git outdoors. Somethin' to warm +me up, yessir; I'm cold, that's all." + +The young fellow sat in awe before him, but the old wife and Bill moved +about the room, taking very little interest in what the old man said or +did. Bill at last took down the violin. "I'll wake him up," he said. +"This always fetches the old feller. Now watch 'im." + +"Oh, don't do that!" Milton said in horror. But Bill drew the bow across +the strings with the same stroke that Daddy always used when tuning up. + +He lifted his head as Bill dashed into "Honest John," in spite of +Milton's protest. He trotted his feet after a little and drummed with +his hands on the arms of his chair, then smiled a little in a pitiful +way. Finally he reached out his right hand for the violin and took it +into his lap. He tried to hold the neck with his poor, old, mutilated +left hand, and burst into tears. + +"Don't you do that again, Bill," Milton said. "It's better for him to +forget that. Now you take the best care of him you can to-night. I don't +think he's going to live long; I think you ought to go for the doctor +right off." + +"Oh, he's been like this for the last two weeks; he ain't sick, he's +jest old, that's all," replied Bill, brutally. + +And the old lady, moving about without passion and without speech, +seemed to confirm this; and yet Milton was unable to get the picture of +the old man out of his mind. He went home with a great lump in his +throat. + + * * * * * + +The next morning, while they were at breakfast, Bill burst wildly into +the room. + +"Come over there, all of you; we want you." + +They all looked up much scared. "What's the matter, Bill?" + +"Daddy's killed himself," said Bill, and turned to rush back, followed +by Mr. Jennings and Milton. + +While on the way across the field Bill told how it all happened. + +"He wouldn't go to bed, the old lady couldn't make him, and when I got +up this morning I didn't think nothin' about it. I s'posed, of course, +he'd gone to bed all right; but when I was going out to the barn I +stumbled across something in the snow, and I felt around, and there he +was. He got hold of my revolver someway. It was on the shelf by the +washstand, and I s'pose he went out there so 't we wouldn't hear him. I +dassn't touch him," he said, with a shiver; "and the old woman, she jest +slumped down in a chair an' set there--wouldn't do a thing--so I come +over to see you." + +Milton's heart swelled with remorse. He felt guilty because he had not +gone directly for the doctor. To think that the old sufferer had killed +himself was horrible and seemed impossible. + +The wind was blowing the snow, cold and dry, across the yard, but the +sun shone brilliantly upon the figure in the snow as they came up to it. +There Daddy lay. The snow was in his scant hair and in the hollow of his +wide, half-naked chest. A pistol was in his hand, but there was no mark +upon him, and Milton's heart leaped with quick relief. It was delirium, +not suicide. + +There was a sort of majesty in the figure half buried in the snow. His +hands were clenched, and there was a frown of resolution on his face, as +if he had fancied Death coming, and had gone defiantly forth to meet +him. + + +A STOP-OVER AT TYRE + +I + + +Albert Lohr was studying the motion of the ropes and lamps, and +listening to the rumble of the wheels and the roar of the ferocious wind +against the pane of glass that his head touched. It was the midnight +train from Marion rushing toward Warsaw like some savage thing +unchained, creaking, shrieking, and clattering through the wild storm +which possessed the whole Mississippi Valley. + +Albert lost sight of the lamps at last, and began to wonder what his +future would be. "First I must go through the university at Madison; +then I'll study law, go into politics, and perhaps some time I may go to +Washington." + +In imagination he saw that wonderful city. As a Western boy, Boston to +him was historic, New York was the great metropolis, but Washington was +the great American city, and political greatness the only fame. + +The car was nearly empty: save here and there the wide-awake Western +drummer, and a woman with four fretful children, the train was as +deserted as it was frightfully cold. The engine shrieked warningly at +intervals, the train rumbled hollowly over short bridges and across +pikes, swung round the hills, and plunged with wild warnings past little +towns hid in the snow, with only here and there a light shining dimly. + +One of the drummers now and then rose up from his cramped bed on the +seats, and swore cordially at the railway company for not heating the +cars. The woman with the children inquired for the tenth time, "Is the +next station Lodi?" + +"Yes, ma'am, it is," snarled the drummer, as he jerked viciously at the +strap on his valise; "and darned glad I am, too, I can tell yeh! I'll be +stiff as a car-pin if I stay in this infernal ice-chest another hour. I +wonder what the company think--" + +At Lodi several people got on, among them a fat man with a pretty +daughter, who appeared to be abnormally wide awake--considering the time +of night. She saw Albert for the same reason that he saw her--they were +both young and good-looking. + +The student began his musings again, modified by this girl's face. He +had left out the feminine element; obviously he must recapitulate. He'd +study law, yes; but that would not prevent going to sociables and church +fairs. And at these fairs the chances were good for a meeting with a +girl. Her father must be influential--county judge or district attorney. +Marriage would open new avenues-- + +He was roused by the sound of his own name. + +"Is Albert Lohr in this car?" shouted the brakeman, coming in, enveloped +in a cloud of fine snow. + +"Yes, here!" called Albert. + +"Here's a telegram for you." + +Albert snatched the envelope with a sudden fear of disaster at home; but +it was dated "Tyre": + + "Get off at Tyre. I'll be there. + "HARTLEY." + +"Well, now, that's fun!" said Albert, looking at the brakeman. "When do +we reach there?" + +"About 2.20." + +"Well, by thunder! A pretty time o' night!" + +The brakeman grinned sympathetically. "Any answer?" he asked, at length. + +"No; that is, none that will do the matter justice." + +"Hartley friend o' yours?" + +"Yes; know him?" + +"Yes; he boarded where I did in Warsaw." + +When he came back again, the brakeman said to Albert, in a hesitating +way: + +"Ain't going t' stop off long, I s'pose?" + +"May an' may not; depends on Hartley. Why?" + +"Well, I've got an aunt there that keeps boarders, and I kind o' like t' +send her one when I can. If you should happen to stay a few days, go an' +see her. She sets up first-class grub, an' it wouldn't kill anybody, +anyhow, if you went up an' called." + +"Course not. If I stay long enough to make it pay I'll look her up sure. +I'm no Vanderbilt. I can't afford to stop at two-dollar-a-day hotels." + +The brakeman sat down opposite, encouraged by Albert's smile. + +"Y' see, my division ends at Warsaw, and I run back and forth here every +other day, but I don't get much chance to see them, and I ain't worth a +cuss f'r letter-writin'. Y' see, she's only aunt by marriage, but I like +her; an' I guess she's got about all she can stand up under, an' so I +like t' help her a little when I can. The old man died owning nothing +but the house, an' that left the old lady t' rustle f'r her livin'. +Dummed if she ain't sandy as old Sand. They're gitt'n' along purty--" + +The whistle blew for brakes, and, seizing his lantern, the brakeman +slammed out on the platform. + +"Tough night for twisting brakes," suggested Albert, when he came in +again. + +"Yes--on the freight." + +"Good heavens! I should say so. They don't run freight such nights as +this?" + +"Don't they? Well, I guess they don't stop for a storm like this if +they's any money to be made by sending her through. Many's the night +I've broke all night on top of the old wooden cars, when the wind was +sharp enough to shear the hair off a cast-iron mule--_woo-o-o!_ There's +where you need grit, old man," he ended, dropping into familiar speech. + +"Yes; or need a job awful bad." + +The brakeman was struck with this idea. "There's where you're right. A +fellow don't take that kind of a job for the fun of it. Not much! He +takes it because he's got to. That's as sure's you're a foot high. I +tell you, a feller's got t' rustle these days if he gits any kind of a +job--" + +"_Toot, too-o-o-o-t, toot!_" + +The station passed, the brakeman did not return, perhaps because he +found some other listener, perhaps because he was afraid of boring this +pleasant young fellow. + +Albert shuddered with a sympathetic pain as he thought of the heroic +fellows on the tops of icy cars, with hands straining at frosty brakes, +the wind cutting their faces like a sand-blast. Oh, those tireless hands +at the wheel and throttle!-- + +He looked at his watch; it was two o'clock; the next station was Tyre. +As he began to get his things together, the brakeman again addressed +him: + +"Oh, I forgot to say that the old lady's name is Welsh--Mrs. Robert +Welsh. Say I sent yeh, and it'll be all right." + +"Sure! I'll try her in the morning--that is, if I find out I'm going to +stay." + +Albert clutched his valise, and pulled his cap firmly down on his head. + +"Here goes!" he muttered. + +"Hold y'r breath!" shouted the brakeman. Albert swung himself to the +platform before the station--a platform of planks along which the snow +was streaming like water. + +"Good-night!" shouted the brakeman. + +"_Good_-night!" + +"All-l abo-o-o-ard!" called the conductor somewhere in the storm. The +brakeman swung his lantern, the train drew off into the blinding whirl, +and its lights were soon lost in the clouds of snow. + +No more desolate place could well be imagined. A level plain, apparently +bare of houses, swept by a ferocious wind; a dingy little den called a +station--no other shelter in sight; no sign of life save the dull glare +of two windows to the left, alternately lost and found in the storm. + +Albert's heart contracted with a sudden fear; the outlook was appalling. + +"Where's the town?" he asked of a dimly seen figure with a lantern--a +man evidently locking the station door, his only refuge. + +"Over there," was the surly reply. + +"How far?" + +"'Bout a mile." + +"A mile!" + +"That's what I said--a mile." + +"Well, I'll be blanked!" + +"Well, y' better be doing something besides standing here, 'r y' 'll +freeze t' death. I'd go over to the Arteeshun House an' go t' bed if I +was in your fix." + +"Well, where _is_ the Artesian House?" + +"See them lights?" + +"I see them lights." + +"Well, they're it." + +"Oh, wouldn't your grammar make Old Grammaticuss curl up, though!" + +"What say?" queried the man bending his head toward Albert, his form +being almost lost in the snow that streamed against them both. + +"I said I guessed I'd try it," grinned the youth, invisibly. + +"Well, I would if I was in your fix. Keep right close after me; they's +some ditches here, and the foot-bridges are none too wide." + +"The Artesian is owned by the railway, eh?" + +"Yup." + +"And you're the clerk?" + +"Yup; nice little scheme, ain't it?" + +"Well, it'll do," replied Albert. + +The man laughed without looking around. + +In the little bar-room, lighted by a vilely smelling kerosene lamp, the +clerk, hitherto a shadow and a voice, came to light as a middle-aged man +with a sullen face slightly belied by a sly twinkle in his eyes. + +"This beats all the winters I ever _did_ see. It don't do nawthin' but +blow, _blow_. Want to go to bed, I s'pose. Well, come along." + +He took up one of the absurd little lamps and tried to get more light +out of it. + +"Dummed if a white bean wouldn't be better." + +"Spit on it!" suggested Albert. + +"I'd throw the whole business out o' the window for a cent!" growled the +man. + +"Here's y'r cent," said the boy. + +"You're mighty frisky f'r a feller gitt'n' off'n a midnight train," +replied the man, as he tramped along a narrow hallway. He spoke in a +voice loud enough to awaken every sleeper in the house. + +"Have t' be, or there'd be a pair of us." + +"You'll laugh out o' the other side o' y'r mouth when you saw away on +one o' the bell-collar steaks this house puts up," ended the clerk, as +he put the lamp down. + +"Sufficient unto the morn is the evil thereof,'" called Albert after +him. + +He was awakened the next morning by the cooks pounding steak down in the +kitchen and wrangling over some division of duty. It was a vile place at +any time, but on a morning like this it was appalling. The water was +frozen, the floor like ice, the seven-by-nine glass frosted so that he +couldn't see to comb his hair. + +"All that got me out of bed," he remarked to the clerk, "was the thought +of leaving." + +The breakfast was incredibly bad--so much worse than he expected that +Albert was forced to admit he had never seen its like. He fled from the +place without a glance behind, and took passage in an omnibus for the +town, a mile away. It was terribly cold, the thermometer registering +twenty below zero; but the sun was very brilliant, and the air still. + +The driver pulled up before a very ambitious wooden hotel entitled "The +Eldorado," and Albert dashed in at the door and up to the stove, with +both hands covering his ears. + +As he stood there, frantic with pain, kicking his toes and rubbing his +hands, he heard a chuckle--a slow, sly, insulting chuckle--turned, and +saw Hartley standing in the doorway, visibly exulting over his misery. + +"Hello, Bert! that you?" + +"What's left of me. Say, you're a good one, you are? Why didn't you +telegraph me at Marion? A deuce of a night I've had of it!" + +"Do ye good," laughed Hartley, a tall, alert, handsome fellow nearly +thirty years of age. + +After a short and vigorous "blowing up," Albert asked: "Well, now, +what's the meaning of all this, anyhow? Why this change from Racine?" + +"Well, you see, I got wind of another fellow going to work this county +for a _Life of Logan_, and thinks I, 'By jinks! I'd better drop in ahead +of him with Blaine's _Twenty Tears_.' I telegraphed f'r territory, got +it, and telegraphed to stop you." + +"You did it. When did you come down?" + +"Last night, six o'clock." + +Albert was getting warmer and better-natured. + +"Well, I'm here; what are you going t' do with me?" + +"I'll use you some way. First thing is to find a boarding-place where we +can work in a couple o' books on the bill." + +"Well, I don't know about that, but I'm going to look up a place a +brakeman gave me a pointer on." + +"All right; here goes!" + +Scarcely any one was stirring on the streets. The wind was pitilessly +cold, though not strong. The snow under their feet cried out with a note +like glass and steel. The windows of the stores were thick with frost, +and Albert shivered with a sense of homelessness. He had never +experienced anything like this before. "I don't want much of this," he +muttered, through his scarf. + +Mrs. Welsh lived in a large frame house standing on the edge of a bank, +and as the young men waited at the door they could look down on the +meadow-land, where the river lay blue and hard as steel. + +A pale little girl, ten or twelve years of age, opened the door. + +"Is this where Mrs. Welsh lives?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Will you ask her to come here a moment?" + +"Yes, sir," piped the little one. "Won't you come in and sit down by the +fire?" she added, with a quaint air of hospitality. + +The room was the usual village sitting-room. A cylinder heater full of +wood stood at one side of it. A rag carpet, much faded, covered the +floor. The paper on the wall was like striped candy, and the chairs were +nondescript; but everything was clean--worn more with brushing than with +use. + +A slim woman of fifty, with hollow eyes and a patient smile, came in, +wiping her hands on her apron. + +"How d'ye do? Did you want to see me?" + +"Yes," said Hartley, smiling. "The fact is, we're book agents, and +looking for a place to board." + +"Well--a--I--yes, I keep boarders." + +"I was sent here by a brakeman on the midnight express," put in Bert, + +"Oh, Tom," said the woman, her face clearing. "Tom's always sending us +people. Why, yes; I've got room for you, I guess--this room here." She +pushed open a folding door leading into what had been her parlor. + +"You can have this." + +"And the price?" + +"Four dollars." + +"Eight dollars f'r the two of us. All right; we'll be with you a week or +two if we have luck." + +Mrs. Welsh smiled. "Excuse me, won't you? I've got to be at my baking; +make y'rselves at home." + +Bert remarked how much she looked like his own mother in the back. She +had the same tired droop in the shoulders, the same colorless dress, +characterless with much washing. + +"Certainly. I feel at home already," replied Bert. "Now, Jim," he said, +after she left the room, "I'm going t' stay right here while you go and +order our trunks around--just t' pay you off f'r last night." + +"All right," said Hartley cheerily, going out. + +After getting warm, Bert returned to the sitting-room, and sat down at +the parlor organ and played a gospel hymn or two from the Moody and +Sankey hymnal. He was in the midst of the chorus of _Let Your Lower +Lights_, etc., when a young woman entered the room. She had a +whisk-broom in her hand, and stood a picture of gentle surprise. Bert +wheeled about on his stool. + +"I thought it was Stella," she began. + +"I'm a book agent," Bert explained. "I might as well out with it. There +are two of us. Come here to board." + +"Oh!" said the girl, with some relief. She was very fair and very +slight, almost frail. Her eyes were of the sunniest blue, her face pale +and somewhat thin, but her lips showed scarlet, and her teeth were fine. +Bert liked her and smiled. + +"A book agent is the next thing to a burglar, I know; but still--" + +"Oh, I didn't mean that, but I _was_ surprised. When did you come?" + +"Just a few moments ago. Am I in your way?" he inquired, with elaborate +solicitude. + +"Oh no! Please go on. You play very well. It is seldom young men play at +all." + +"I had to at college; the other fellows all wanted to sing. You play, of +course." + +"When I have time." She sighed. There was a weary droop in her voice; +she seemed aware of it, and said more brightly: + +"You mean Madison, I suppose?" + +"Yes; I'm in my second year." + +"I went there two years. Then I had to quit and come home to help +mother." + +"Did you? That's why I'm out here on this infernal book business--to get +money to go on with." + +She looked at him with interest now, noticing his fine eyes and waving +brown hair. + +"It's dreadful, isn't it? But you've got a hope to go back. I haven't." +She ended with a sigh, a far-off expression in her eyes. "It almost +killed me to give it up. I don't s'pose I'd know any of the scholars +you know. Even the teachers are not the same. Oh, yes--Sarah Shaw; I +think she's back for the normal course." + +"Oh yes!" exclaimed Bert, "I know Sarah. We boarded on the same street; +used t' go home together after class. An awful nice girl, too." + +"She's a worker. She teaches school. I can't do that, for mother needs +me at home." There was another pause, broken by the little girl, who +called: + +"Maud, mamma wants you." + +Maud rose and went out, with a tired smile on her face that emphasized +her resemblance to her mother. Bert couldn't forget that smile, and he +was still thinking about the girl, and what her life must be, when +Hartley came in. + +"By jinks! It's _snifty_, as dad used to say. You can't draw a long +breath through your nostrils without freezing y'r nose solid as a +bottle," he announced, throwing off his coat. "By-the-way, I've just +found out why you was so anxious to get into this house. Another case o' +girl, hey?" + +Bert blushed; he couldn't help it, notwithstanding his innocence in this +case. "I didn't know it myself till about ten minutes ago," he +protested. + +Hartley winked prodigiously. + +"Don't tell me! Is she pretty?" + +The girl returned at this moment with an armful of wood. + +"Let _me_ put it in," cried Hartley, springing up. "Excuse me. My name +is Hartley, book agent: Blaine's _Twenty Years_, plain cloth, sprinkled +edges, three dollars; half calf, three fifty. This is my friend Mr. +Lohr, of Marion; German extraction, soph at the university." + +The girl bowed and smiled, and pushed by him toward the door of the +parlor. Hartley followed her in, and Bert could hear them rattling away +at the stove. + +"Won't you sit down and play for us?" asked Hartley, after they returned +to the sitting-room. The persuasive music of the book agent was in his +fine voice. + +"Oh no! It's nearly dinner-time, and I must help about the table." + +"Now make yourselves at home," said Mrs. Welsh, appearing at the door +leading to the kitchen; "if you want anything, just let me know." + +"All right. We will," replied Hartley. + +By the time the dinner-bell rang they were feeling at home in their new +quarters. At the table they met the usual group of village boarders: the +Brann brothers, newsdealers; old man Troutt, who ran the +livery-stable--and smelled of it; and a small, dark, and wizened woman +who kept the millinery store. The others, who came in late, were clerks +in the stores near by. + +Maud served the dinner, while Stella and her mother waited upon the +table. Albert admired the hands of the girl, which no amount of work +could quite rob of their essential shapeliness. She was not more than +twenty, he decided, but she looked older, so wistful was her face. + +"They's one thing ag'in' yeh," Troutt, the liveryman, remarked to +Hartley: "we've jest been worked for one o' the goldingedest schemes you +_ever_ see! 'Bout six munce ago s'm' fellers come all through here +claimin' t' be after information about the county and the leadin' +citizens; wanted t' write a history, an' wanted all the pitchers of the +leading men, old settlers, an' so on. You paid ten dollars, an' you had +a book an' your pitcher in it." + +"I know the scheme," grinned Hartley. + +"Wal, sir, I s'pose them fellers roped in every man in this town. I +don't s'pose they got out with a cent less'n one thousand dollars. An' +when the book come--wal!" Here he stopped to roar. "I don't s'pose you +ever see a madder lot o' men in your life. In the first place, they got +the names and the pitchers mixed so that I was Judge Ricker, an' Judge +Ricker was ol' man Daggett. Didn't the judge swear--oh, it was awful!" + +"I should say so." + +"An the pitchers that wa'n't mixed was so goldinged _black_ you couldn't +tell 'em from niggers. You know how kind o' lily-livered Lawyer Ransom +is? Wal, he looked like ol' black Joe; he was the maddest man of the +hull bi'lin'. He throwed the book in the fire, and tromped around like a +blind bull." + +"It wasn't a success, I take it, then. Why, I should 'a' thought they'd +'a' nabbed the fellows." + +"Not much! They was too keen for that. They didn't deliver the books +theirselves; they hired Dick Bascom to do it f'r them. 'Course, Dick +wa'n't t' blame." + +"No; I never tried it before," Albert was saying to Maud, at their end +of the table. "Hartley offered me a job, and as I needed money, I came. +I don't know what he's going to do with me, now I'm here." + +Albert did not go out after dinner with Hartley; it was too cold. He +had brought his books with him, planning to keep up with his class, if +possible, and was deep in "Caesar" when a timid knock came upon the door. + +"Come!" he called, student fashion, + +Maud entered, her face aglow. + +"How natural that sounds!" she said. + +Albert sprang up to take the wood from her arms. "I wish you'd let me do +that," he said, pleadingly, as she refused his aid. + +"I wasn't sure you were in. Were you reading?" + +"Caesar," he replied, holding up the book. "I am conditioned on Latin. +I'm going over the 'Commentaries' again." + +"I thought I knew the book," she laughed. + +"You read Latin?" + +"Yes, a little--Vergil." + +"Maybe you can help me out on these _oratia obliqua_. They bother me +yet. I hate these 'Caesar saids.' I like Vergil better." + +She stood at his shoulder while he pointed out the knotty passage. She +read it easily, and he thanked her. It was amazing how well acquainted +they felt after this. + +The wind roared outside in the bare maples, and the fire boomed in its +pent place within, but these young people had forgotten time and place. +The girl sank into a chair almost unconsciously as they talked of +Madison--a great city to them--of the Capitol building, of the splendid +campus, of the lakes, and the gay sailing there in summer and +ice-boating in winter. + +"Oh, it makes me homesick!" cried the girl, with a deep sigh. "It was +the happiest, sunniest time of all my life. Oh, those walks and talks! +Those recitations in the dear, chalky old rooms! Oh, _how_ I would like +to go back over that hollow door-stone again!" + +She broke off, with tears in her eyes, and he was obliged to cough two +or three times before he could break the silence. + +"I know just how you feel. The first spring when I went back on the farm +it seemed as if I couldn't stand it. I thought I'd go crazy. The days +seemed forty-eight hours long. It was so lonesome, and so dreary on +rainy days! But of course I expected to go back; that's what kept me up. +I don't think I could have stood it if I hadn't had hope." + +"I've given it up now," she said, plaintively; "it's no use hoping." + +"Why don't you teach?" he asked, deeply affected by her voice and +manner. + +"I did teach here for a year, but I couldn't endure the strain; I'm not +very strong, and the boys were so rude. If I could teach in a +seminary--teach Latin and English--I should be happy, I think. But I +can't leave mother now." + +She was a wholly different girl in Albert's eyes as she said this. Her +cheap dress, her check apron, could not hide the pure intellectual flame +of her spirit. Her large, blue eyes were deep with thought, and the pale +face, lighted by the glow of the fire, was as lovely as a rose. Almost +before he knew it, he was telling her of his life. + +"I don't see how I endured it as long as I did," he went on. "It was +nothing but work, work, and dust or mud the whole year round; farm-life, +especially on a dairy farm, is slavery." + +"Yes," she agreed, "that is true. Father was a carpenter, and I've +always lived here; but we have people who are farmers, and I know how it +is with them." + +"Why, when I think of it now it makes me crawl! To think of getting up +in the morning before daylight, and going out to the barn to do chores, +to get ready to go into the field to work! Working, wasting y'r life on +dirt. Waiting and tending on cows seven hundred times a year. Goin' +round and round in a circle, and never getting out. You needn't talk to +me of the poetry of a farmer's life." + +"It's just the same for us women," she corroborated. "Think of us going +around the house day after day, and doing just the same things over an' +over, year after year! That's the whole of most women's lives. +Dishwashing almost drives me crazy." + +"I know it," said Albert; "but somebody has t' do it. And if a fellow's +folks are workin' hard, why, of course he can't lay around and study. +They're not to blame. I don't know that anybody's to blame." + +"I don't suppose anybody is, but it makes me sad to see mother going +around as she does, day after day. She won't let me do as much as I +would." The girl looked at her slender hands. "You see, I'm not very +strong. It makes my heart ache to see her going around in that quiet, +patient way; she's so good." + +"I know, I know! I've felt just like that about my mother and father, +too." + +There was a long pause, full of deep feeling, and then the girl +continued in a low, hesitating voice: + +"Mother's had an awful hard time since father died. We had to go to +keeping boarders, which was hard--very hard for mother." The boy felt a +sympathetic lump in his throat as the girl went on again: "But she +doesn't complain, and she didn't want me to come home from school; but +of course I couldn't do anything else." + +It didn't occur to either of them that any other course was open, nor +that there was any special heroism or self-sacrifice in the act; it was +simply _right_. + +"Well, I'm not going to drudge all my life," said Albert, at last. "I +know it's kind o' selfish, but I can't live on a farm. I've made up my +mind to study law and enter the bar. Lawyers manage to get hold of +enough to live on decently, and that's more than you can say of the +farmers. And they live in town, where something is going on once in a +while, anyway." + +In the pause which followed, footsteps were heard on the walk outside, +and the girl sprang up with a beautiful blush. + +"My stars! I didn't think--I forgot--I must go." + +Hartley burst into the room shortly after she left it, in his usual +breeze. + +"Hul-_lo!_ Still at the Latin, hey?" + +"Yes," said Bert, with ease. "How goes it?" + +"Oh, I'm whooping 'er up! I'm getting started in great shape. Been up +to the court-house and roped in three of the county officials. In these +small towns the big man is the politician or the clergyman. I've nailed +the politicians through the ear; now you must go for the ministers to +head the list--that's your lay-out." + +"How 'm I t' do it?" asked Bert, in an anxious tone. "I can't sell books +if they don't want 'em." + +"Why, cert! That's the trick. Offer a big discount. Say full calf, two +fifty; morocco, two ninety. Regular discount to the clergy, ye know. Oh, +they're on to that little racket--no trouble. If you can get a few of +these leaders of the flock, the rest will follow like lambs to the +slaughter. Tra-la-la--who-o-o-_ish_, whish!" + +Albert laughed at Hartley as he plunged his face into the ice-cold +water, puffing and wheezing. + +"Jeemimy Crickets! but ain't that water cold! I worked Rock River this +way last month, and made a boomin' success. If you take hold here in +the--" + +"Oh, I'm all ready to stand anything short of being kicked out." + +"No danger of that if you're a real book agent. It's the snide that gets +kicked. You've got t' have some savvy in this, just like any other +business." He stopped in his dressing to say, "We've struck a great +boarding-place, hey?" + +"Looks like it." + +"I begin t' cotton to the old lady a'ready. Good 'eal like mother used +t' be 'fore she broke down. Didn't the old lady have a time of it +raisin' me? Phewee! Patient! Job wasn't a patchin'. But the test is +goin' t' come on the biscuit; if her biscuit comes up t' mother's I'm +hern till death." + +He broke off to comb his hair, a very nice bit of work in his case. + + +II + + +There was no discernible reason why the little town should have been +called Tyre, and yet its name was as characteristically American as its +architecture. It had the usual main street lined with low brick or +wooden stores--a street which developed into a road running back up a +wide, sandy valley away from the river. Being a county town, it had a +court-house in a yard near the centre of the town, and a big summer +hotel. Curiously shaped and oddly distributed hills rose abruptly out of +the valley sand, forming a sort of amphitheatre in which the village +lay. These square-topped hills ended at a common level, showing that +they were not the result of an upheaval, but were the remains of the +original stratification formations left standing after the scooping +action of the post-glacial floods had ceased. + +Some of them looked like ruined walls of castles ancient as hills, on +whose massive tops time had sown sturdy oaks and cedars. They lent a +distinct air of romance to the landscape at all times; but when in +summer graceful vines clambered over their rugged sides, and underbrush +softened their broken lines, it was not at all difficult to imagine them +the remains of an unrecorded and very war-like people. + +Even now, in winter, with yellow-brown and green cedars standing starkly +upon their summits, these towers possessed a distinct charm, and in the +early morning when the trees glistened with frost, or at evening when +the white light of the sun was softened and violet shadows lay along the +snow, the whole valley was a delight to the eye, full of distinct and +lasting charm. + +In the campaign which Hartley began, Albert did his best, and his best +was done unconsciously; for the simplicity of his manner--all unknown to +himself--was the most potent factor in securing consideration. + +"I'm not a book agent," he said to one of the clergymen to whom he first +appealed; "I'm a student trying to sell a good book and make a little +money to help me to complete my course at the university." + +In this way he secured three clergymen to head the list, much to the +delight and admiration of Hartley. + +"Good! Now corral the alumni of the place. Work the fraternal racket to +the bitter end. Oh, say! there's a sociable to-morrow night; I guess +we'd better go, hadn't we?" + +"Go alone?" + +"Alone? No! Take some girls. I'm going to take neighbor Pickett's +daughter; she's homely as a hedge fence, but I'll take her for business +reasons." + +"Hartley, you're an infernal fraud!" + +"Nothing of the kind--I'm a salesman," ended Hartley, with a laugh. + +After supper the following day, as Albert was still lingering at the +table with the girls and Mrs. Welsh, he said to Maud: + +"Are you going to the sociable?" + +"No; I guess not." + +"Would you go if I asked you?" + +"Try me and see!" answered the girl, with a laugh, her color rising. + +"All right. Miss Welsh, will you attend the festivity of the evening +under my guidance and protection?" + +"Yes, thank you; but I must wash the dishes first." + +"I'll wash the dishes; you go get ready," said Mrs. Welsh. + +Albert felt that he had one of the loveliest girls in the room as he led +Maud down the floor of the vestry of the church. Her cheeks were +glowing, and her eyes shining with maidenly delight as they took seats +at the table to sip a little coffee and nibble a bit of cake. + +Maud introduced him to a number of young people who had been students at +the university. They received him cordially, and in a very short time he +was enjoying himself very well indeed. He was reminded rather +disagreeably of his office, however, by seeing Hartley surrounded by a +laughing crowd of the more frolicsome young people. He winked at Albert, +as much as to say, "Good stroke of business." + +The evening passed away with songs, games, and recitations, and it was +nearly eleven o'clock when the young people began to wander off toward +home in pairs. Albert and Maud were among the first of the young folks +to bid the rest good-night. + +The night was clear and keen but perfectly still, and the young people, +arm in arm, walked slowly homeward under the bare maples, in delicious +companionship. Albert held Maud's arm close to his side. + +"Are you cold?" he asked, in a low voice. + +"No, thank you; the night is lovely," she replied; then added, with a +sigh, "I don't like sociables so well as I used to--they tire me out." + +"We stayed too long." + +"It wasn't that; I'm getting so they seem kind o' silly." + +"Well, I feel a little that way myself," he confessed. + +"But there is so little to see here in Tyre at any time--no music, no +theatres. I like theatres, don't you?" + +"I can't go half enough." + +"But nothing worth seeing ever comes into these little towns--and then +we're all so poor, anyway." + +The lamp, turned low, was emitting a terrible odor as they entered the +sitting-room. + +"My goodness! it's almost twelve o'clock! Good-night!" She held out her +hand. + +"Good-night!" he said, taking it, and giving it a cordial pressure which +she remembered long. + +"Good-night!" she repeated, softly, going up the stairs. + +Hartley, who came in a few minutes later, found his partner sitting +thoughtfully by the fire, with his coat and shoes off, evidently in deep +abstraction. + +"Well, I got away at last--much as ever. Great scheme, that sociable, +eh? I saw your little girl introducing you right and left." + +"Say, Hartley, I wish you'd leave her out of this thing; I don't like +the way you speak of her when--" + +"Phew! You don't? Oh, all right! I'm mum as an oyster--only keep it up! +Get into all the church sociables you can; there's nothing like it." + + * * * * * + +Hartley soon had canvassers out along the country roads, and was working +every house in town. The campaign promised to lengthen into a +month--perhaps longer. Albert especially became a great favorite. Every +one declared there had never been such book agents in the town. "They're +such gentlemanly fellows. They don't press anybody to buy. They don't +rush about and 'poke their noses where they're not wanted.' They are +more like merchants with books to sell." The only person who failed to +see the attraction in them was Ed Brann, who was popularly supposed to +be engaged to Maud. He grew daily more sullen and repellent, toward +Albert noticeably so. + +One evening about six, after coming in from a long walk about town, +Albert entered his room without lighting his lamp, lay down on the bed, +and fell asleep. He had been out late the night before with Maud at a +party, and slumber came almost instantly. + +Maud came in shortly, hearing no response to her knock, and after +hanging some towels on the rack went out without seeing the sleeper. In +the sitting-room she met Ed Brann. He was a stalwart young man with +curling black hair, and a heavy face at its best, but set and sullen +now. His first words held a menace: + +"Say, Maud, I want t' talk to you." + +"Very well; what is it, Ed?" replied the girl, quietly. + +"I want to know how often you're going to be out till twelve o'clock +with this book agent?" + +Perhaps it was the derisive inflection on "book agent" that woke Albert. +Brann's tone was brutal--more brutal even than his words, and the girl +turned pale and her breath quickened. + +"Why, Ed, what's the matter?" + +"Matter is just this: you ain't got any business goin' around with that +feller with my ring on your finger, that's all." He ended with an +unmistakable threat in his voice. + +"Very well," said the girl, after a pause, curiously quiet; "then I +won't; here's your ring." + +The man's bluster disappeared instantly. Bert could tell by the change +in his voice, which was incredibly great, as he pleaded: + +"Oh, don't do that, Maud; I didn't mean to say that; I was mad--I'm +sorry." + +"I'm _glad_ you did it _now_, so I can know you. Take your ring, Ed; I +never 'll wear it again." + +Albert had heard all this, but he did not know how the girl looked as +she faced the man. In the silence which followed she scornfully passed +him and went out into the kitchen. Brann went out and did not return at +supper. + +Young people of this sort are not self-analysts, and Maud did not +examine closely into causes. She was astonished to find herself more +indignant than grieved. She broke into an angry wail as she went to her +mother's bosom: + +"Mother! mother!" + +"Why, what's the matter, Maudie? Tell me. There, there! don't cry, pet! +Who's been hurtin' my poor little bird?" + +"Ed has; he said--he said--" + +"There, there! poor child! Have you been quarrelling again? Never mind; +it'll come out all right." + +"No, it won't--not the way you mean," the girl declared. "I've given him +back his ring, and I'll never wear it again." + +The mother could not understand with what wounding brutality the man's +tone had fallen upon the girl's spirit, and Maud could not explain +sufficiently to justify herself. Mrs. Welsh consoled herself with the +idea that it was only a lover's quarrel--one of the little jars sure to +come when two natures are settling together--and that all would be +mended in a day or two. + +Albert, being no more of a self-analyst than Maud, simply said, "Served +him right," and dwelt no more upon it for the time. + +At supper, however, he was extravagantly gay, and to himself +unaccountably so. He joked Troutt till Maud begged him to stop, and +after the rest had gone he remained seated at the table, enjoying the +indignant color in her face and the flash of her infrequent smile, which +it was such a pleasure to provoke. He volunteered to help wash the +dishes. + +"Thank you, but I'm afraid you'd be more bother than help," she replied. + +"Thank _you_, but you don't know me. I ain't so green as I look by no +manner o' means. I've been doing my own housekeeping for four terms." + +"I know all about that," laughed the girl. "You young men rooming do +precious little cooking and no dish-washing at all." + +"That's a base calumny! I made it a point to wash every dish in the +house, except the spider, once a week; had a regular cleaning-up day." + +"And about the spider?" + +"I wiped that out nicely with a newspaper every time I wanted to use +it." + +"Oh, horrors!--Mother, listen to that!" + +"Why, what more could you ask? You wouldn't have me wipe it _six_ times +a day, would you?" + +"I wonder it didn't poison you," commented Mrs. Welsh. + +"Takes more'n that to poison a student," laughed Albert, as he went out. + +The next afternoon he came bursting into the kitchen, where Maud stood +with her sleeves rolled up, deep in the dishpan. + +"Don't you want a sleigh-ride?" he asked, boyishly eager. + +She looked up with shining eyes. + +"Oh, wouldn't I! Can you get along, mother?" + +"Certainly, child. Go on. The air will do you good." + +"W'y, Maud!" said the little girl, "you said you didn't want to when +Ed--" + +Mrs. Welsh silenced her, and said: + +"Run right along, dear; it's just the nicest time o' day. Are there many +teams out?" + +"They're just beginning to come out," said Albert. "I'll have a cutter +around here in about two jiffies; be on hand, sure." + +Troutt was standing in the sunny doorway of his stable when the young +fellow dashed up to him. + +"Hullo, Uncle Troutt! Harness your fastest nag into your swellest outfit +instanter." + +"Aha! Goin' t' take y'r girl out, hey?" + +"Yes; and I want to do it in style." + +"I guess ol' Dan's the horse for you. Gentle as a kitten and as knowin' +as a fox. Drive him with one hand--left hand." The old man laughed till +his long, faded beard flapped up and down and quivered with the stress +of his enjoyment of his joke. He ended by hitching a vicious-looking +sorrel to a gay, duck-bellied cutter, saying, as he gave up the reins: + +"Now, be keerful. Dan's foxy; he's all right when he sees you've got the +reins, but don't drop 'em." + +"Don't you worry about me; I grew up with horses," said the +over-confident youth, leaping into the sleigh and gathering up the +lines. "Stand aside, my lord, and let the cortege pass. Hoop-la!" + +The brute gave a tearing lunge, and was out of the doorway before the +old man could utter another word. Albert thrilled with pleasure as he +felt the reins stiffen in his hands, and saw the traces swing slack +beside the thills. + +"If he keeps this up he'll do," he said aloud. + +As he turned up at the gate Maud came gayly down the path, muffled to +the eyes. + +"Oh, what a nice cutter! But the horse--is he gentle?" she asked, as she +climbed in. + +"As a cow," Albert replied.--"Git out o' this, Bones!" + +The main street was already filled with wood sleighs, bob-sleds filled +with children, and men in light cutters, out for a race. Laughter was on +the air, and the jingle-jangle of bells. The sun was dazzling in its +brightness, and the gay wraps and scarfs lighted up the scene with +flecks of color. Loafers on the sidewalks fired familiar phrases at the +teams as they passed: + +"Step up, Bones!" + +"Let 'er _go_, Gallagher!" + +"Get there, Eli," and the like. + +But what cared the drivers? If the shouts were insolent they laid them +to envy, and if they were pleasant they smiled in reply. + +Albert and Maud had made two easy turns up and down the street when a +man driving a span of large Black Hawk horses dashed up a side street +and whirled in just before them. The man was a superb driver, and sat +with the reins held carelessly but securely in his left hand, guiding +the team more by his voice than by the bit. + +"_Hel_-lo!" cried Bert; "that looks like Brann." + +"It is," said Maud. + +"Cracky! that's a fine team--Black Hawks, both of them. I wonder if ol' +sorrel can pass 'em?" + +"Oh, please don't try!" pleaded the girl. + +"Why not?" + +"Because--because I'm afraid." + +"Afraid of what?" + +"Afraid something 'll happen." + +"Something _is_ sure to happen; I'm goin' to pass him if old Bones has +any _git_ to him." + +"It'll make him mad." + +"Who mad? Brann?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, s'pose it does, who cares?" + +There were a dozen similar rigs moving up or down the street, and +greetings passed from sleigh to sleigh. Everybody except Brann welcomed +Albert with sincere pleasure, and exchanged rustic jokes with him. As +they slowed up at the upper end of the street and began to turn, a man +on the sidewalk said, confidentially: + +"Say, cap', if you handle that old rack o' bones just right, he'll +distance anything on this road. When you want him to do his best let him +have the rein; don't pull a pound. I used to own 'im--I know 'im." + +The old sorrel came round "gauming," his ugly head thrown up, his great +red mouth open, his ears laid back. Brann and the young doctor of the +place were turning together, a little farther up the street. The blacks, +responding to their driver's word, came down with flying hoofs, their +great glossy breasts flecked with foam, their jaws champing. + +"Come on, crow-bait!" yelled Brann, insultingly, as he came down past +the doctor, and seemed about to pass Albert and Maud. There was hate in +the glare of his eyes. + +But he did not pass. The old sorrel seemed to lengthen; to the +spectators his nose appeared to be glued to the glossy side of Brann's +off black. + +"See them blacks trot!" shouted Albert, in ungrammatical enthusiasm. + +"See that old sorrel shake himself!" yelled the loafers. + +The doctor came tearing down with a spirited bay, a magnificent stepper. +As he drew along so that Bert could catch a glimpse of the mare's neck, +he thrilled with delight. There was the thoroughbred's lacing of veins; +the proud fling of her knees and the swell of her neck showed that she +was far from doing her best. There was a wild light in her eyes. + +These were the fast teams of the town. All interest was centred in them. + +"Clear the track!" yelled the loafers. + +"The doc's good f'r 'em." + +"If she don't break." + +Albert was pulling at the sorrel heavily, absorbed in seeing, as well as +he could for the flung snowballs, the doctor's mare draw slowly, foot by +foot, past the blacks. Suddenly Brann gave a shrill yell and stood up in +his sleigh. The gallant little bay broke and fell behind; Brann laughed, +the blacks trotted on, their splendid pace unchanged. + +"Let the sorrel out!" yelled somebody. + +"Let him loose!" yelled Troutt on the corner, quivering with excitement. +"Let him go!" + +Albert, remembering what the fellow had said, let the reins loose. The +old sorrel's teeth came together with a snap; his head lowered and his +tail rose; he shot abreast of the blacks. Maud, frightened into silence, +covered her head with the robe to escape the flying snow. The sorrel +drew steadily ahead and was passing the blacks when Brann turned. + +"Durn y'r old horse!" he yelled through his shut teeth, and laid the +whip across the sorrel's hips. The blacks broke wildly, but, strange to +say, the old sorrel increased his speed. Again Brann struck, but the +lash fell on Bert's outstretched wrists. He did not see that the blacks +were crowding him to the gutter, but he heard a warning cry. + +"Look _out_, there!" + +Before he could turn to look, the cutter seemed to be blown up by a +bomb. He rose in the air like a vaulter, and when he fell the light went +out. + +The next that he heard was a curious soft murmur of voices, out of which +a sweet, agonized girl-voice broke: + +"Oh, where's the doctor? He's dead--oh, he's dead! _Can't_ you hurry?" + +Next came a quick, authoritative voice, still far away, and a hush +followed it; then an imperative order: + +"Stand out o' the way! What do you think you can do by crowding on top +of him?" + +"Stand back! stand back!" other voices called. + +Then he felt something cold on his scalp: they were taking his cap off +and putting snow on his head; then the doctor--he knew him now--said: + +"Let me take him!" + +A dull, throbbing ache came into his head, and as this grew the noise of +voices became more distinct, and he could hear sobbing. Then he opened +his lids, but the glare of the sunlight struck them shut again; he saw +only Maud's face, agonized, white, and wet with tears, looking down into +his. + +They raised him a little more, and he again opened his eyes on the +circle of hushed and excited men thronging about him. He saw Brann, with +wild, scared face, standing in his cutter and peering over the heads of +the crowd. + +"How do you feel now?" asked the doctor. + +"Can you hear us? Albert, do you know me?" called the girl. + +His lips moved stiffly, but he smiled a little, and at length whispered +slowly, "Yes; I guess--I'm all--right." + +"Put him into my cutter; Maud, get in here, too," the doctor commanded. +The crowd opened as the doctor and Troutt helped the wounded man into +the sleigh. The pain in his head grew worse, but Albert's perception of +things sharpened in proportion; he closed his eyes to the sun, but in +the shadow of Maud's breast opened them again and looked up at her. He +felt a vague, child-like pleasure in knowing that she was holding him in +her arms; he thought of his mother--"how it would frighten her if she +knew." + +"Hello!" called a breathless, hearty voice, "what the deuce y' been +doing with my pardner? Bert, old fellow, are you there?" Hartley asked, +clinging to the edge of the moving cutter, and peering into his friend's +face. Albert smiled. + +"I'm here--what there is left of me," he replied, faintly. + +"Glory! How did it happen?" he asked of the girl. + +"I don't know--I couldn't see--we ran into a culvert," replied Maud. + +"Weren't you hurt?" + +"Not a bit. I stayed in the cutter." + +Albert groaned, and tried to rise, but the girl gently yet firmly +restrained him. Hartley was walking beside the doctor, talking loudly. +"It was a devilish thing to do; the scoundrel ought to be jugged!" + +Albert tried again to rise. "I'm bleeding yet; I'm soaking you; let me +get up!" + +The girl shuddered, but remained firm. + +"No; we're 'most home." + +She felt no shame, but a certain exaltation as she looked into the faces +about her. She gazed unrecognizingly upon her nearest girl friends, and +they, gazing upon her white face and unresponsive eyes, spoke in awed +whispers. + +At the gate the crowd gathered and waited with deepest interest. It was +enthralling romance to them. + +"Ed Brann done it," said one. + +"How?" asked another. + +"With the butt end of his whip." + +"That's a lie! His team ran into Lohr's rig." + +"Not much; Ed crowded him into the ditch." + +"What fer?" + +"Cause Bert cut him out with Maud." + +"Come, get out of the way! Don't stand there gabbing," yelled Hartley, +as he took Albert in his arms and, together with the doctor, lifted him +out of the sleigh. + +"Goodness sakes alive! Ain't it terrible! How is he?" asked an old lady, +peering at him as he passed. + +On the porch stood Mrs. Welsh, supported by Ed Brann. + +"She's all right, I tell you. He ain't hurt much, either; just stunned a +little, that's all." + +"Maud! child!" cried the mother, as Maud appeared, followed by a bevy of +girls. + +"_I'm_ all right, mother," she said, running into the trembling arms +outstretched toward her; "but, oh, poor Albert!" + +After the wounded man disappeared into the house the crowd dispersed. +Brann went off by the way of the alley; he was not prepared to meet the +questions of his accusers. + +"Now, what in ---- you been up to?" was the greeting of his brother, as +he re-entered the shop. + +"Nothing." + +"Welting a man on the head with a whip-stock ain't anything, hey?" + +"I didn't touch him. We was racing, and he run into the culvert." + +"Hank says he saw you strike him." + +"He lies! I was strikin' the horse to make him break!" + +"Oh, yeh was!" sneered the older man. "Well, I hope you understand that +this'll ruin you in this town. If you didn't strike him, they'll say you +run him into the culvert, 'n' every man, woman, 'n' child'll be down on +you, and _me_ f'r bein' related to you. They all know how you feel +toward him for cuttin' you out with Maud Welsh." + +"Oh, don't bear down on him too hard, Joe. He didn't mean t' do any +harm," said Troutt, who had followed Ed down to the store. "I guess the +young feller 'll come out all right. Just go kind o' easy till we see +how he turns out. If he dies, why, it'll haf t' be looked into." + +Ed turned pale and swallowed hastily. "If he should die I'll be a +murderer," he thought. He acknowledged that hate was in his heart, and +he shivered as he remembered the man's white face with the bright red +stream flowing down behind his ear and over his cheek. It almost seemed +to him that he _had_ struck him, so close had the accident followed upon +the fall of his whip. + + +III + + +Albert sank into a feverish sleep that night, with a vague perception of +four figures in the room--Maud, her mother, Hartley, and the young +doctor. When he awoke fully in the morning his head felt prodigiously +hot and heavy. + +It was early dawn, and the lamp was burning brightly. Outside, a man's +feet could be heard on the squealing snow--a sound which told how still +and cold it was. A team passed with a jingle of bells. + +Albert raised his head and looked about. Hartley was lying on the sofa, +rolled up in his overcoat and some extra quilts. He had lain down at +last, worn with watching. Albert felt a little weak, and fell back on +his pillow, thinking about the strange night he had passed--a night more +filled with strange happenings than the afternoon. + +As the light grew in the room his mind cleared, and lifting his muscular +arm he opened and shut his hand, saying aloud, in his old boyish manner: + +"I guess I'm all here." + +"What's that?" called Hartley, rolling out of bed. "Did you ask for +anything?" + +"Give me some water, Jim; my mouth is dry as a powder-mill." + +"How yeh feelin', anyway, pardner?" said Hartley, as he brought the +water. + +"First-rate, Jim; I guess I'll be all right." + +"Well, I guess you'd better keep quiet." + +He threw on his coat next, and went out into the kitchen, returning soon +with some hot water, with which he began to bathe his partner's face and +hands as tenderly as a woman. + +"There; now I guess you're in shape f'r grub--feel any like grub?--Come +in," he called, in answer to a knock on the door. + +Mrs. Welsh entered. + +"How is he?" she whispered, anxiously. + +"Oh, I'm all right," replied Albert. + +"I'm glad to find you so much better," she said, going to his bedside. +"I've hardly slep', I was so much worried about you. Your breakfast is +ready, Mr. Hartley. I've got something special for Albert." + +A few minutes later Maud entered with a platter, followed closely by her +mother. + +The girl came forward timidly, but when Albert turned his eyes on her +and called, cheerily, "Good morning!" she flamed out in rosy color and +recoiled. She had expected to see him pale, dull-eyed, and with a weak +voice, but there was little to indicate invalidism in his firm greeting. +She gave place to Mrs. Welsh, who prepared his breakfast. She was +smitten dumb by his tone, and hardly dared look at him as he sat propped +up in bed. + +However, though he was feeling absurdly well, there was a good deal of +bravado in his tone and manner, for he ate but little, and soon sank +back on the bed. + +"I feel better when my head is low," he explained, in a faint voice. + +"Can't I do something?" asked the girl, her courage reviving as she +perceived how ill and faint he really was. + +"I guess you better write to his folks," said Mrs. Welsh. + +"No, don't do that," he protested, opening his eyes; "it will only worry +them, and do me no good. I'll be all right in a few days. You needn't +waste your time on me; Hartley will wait on me." + +"Don't mind him," said Mrs. Welsh. "I'm his mother now, and he's goin' +to do just as I tell him to--aren't you, Albert?" + +He dropped his eyelids in assent, and went off into a doze. It was all +very pleasant to be thus waited upon. Hartley was devotion itself, and +the doctor removed his bandages with the care and deliberation of a man +with a moderate practice; besides, he considered Albert a personal +friend. + +Hartley, after the doctor had gone, said with some hesitation: + +"Well, now, pard, I _ought_ to go out and see a couple o' fellows I +promised t' meet this morning." + +"All right, Jim; all right. You go right ahead on business; I'm goin' t' +sleep, anyway, and I'll be all right in a day or two." + +"Well, I will; but I'll run in every hour 'r two and see if you don't +want something. You're in good hands, anyway, when I'm gone." + + * * * * * + +"Won't you read to me?" pleaded Albert, one afternoon, when Maud came in +with her mother to brush up the room. "It's getting rather slow business +layin' here like this." + +"Shall I, mother?" + +"Why, of course, Maud." + +So Maud got a book, and sat down over by the stove, quite distant from +the bed, and read to him from _The Lady of the Lake_, while the mother, +like a piece of tireless machinery, moved about the house at the +never-ending succession of petty drudgeries which wear the heart and +soul out of so many wives and mothers, making life to them a pilgrimage +from stove to pantry, from pantry to cellar, and from cellar to +garret--a life that deadens and destroys, coarsens and narrows, till the +flesh and bones are warped to the expression of the wronged and cheated +soul. + +Albert's selfishness was in a way excusable. He enjoyed beyond measure +the sound of the girl's soft voice and the sight of her graceful head +bent over the page. He lay, looking and listening dreamily, till the +voice and the sunlit head were lost in a deep, sweet sleep. + +The girl sat with closed book, looking at his face as he slept. It was a +curious study to her, a young man--_this_ young man, asleep. His brown +lashes lay on his cheek as placid as those of a child. As she looked she +gained courage to go over softly and peer down on him. How boyish he +seemed! How little to be feared! A boy outside uttered a shout, and she +hurried away, pale and breathless. As she paused in the door and looked +back at the undisturbed sleeper, she smiled, and the pink came back into +her thin face. + +Albert's superb young blood began to assert itself, and on the afternoon +of the fifth day he was able to sit in his rocking-chair before the fire +and read a little, though he professed that his eyes were not strong, in +order that Maud should read for him. This she did as often as she could +leave her other work, which was "not half often enough," the invalid +grumbled. + +"More than you deserve," she found courage to say. + +Hartley let nothing interfere with the book business. "You take it +easy," he repeated. "Don't you worry--your pay goes on just the same. +You're doing well right where you are. By jinks! biggest piece o' luck," +he went on, half in earnest. "Why, I can't turn around without taking an +order--fact! Turned in a book on the livery bill, so that's all fixed. +We'll make a clear hundred dollars out o' that little bump o' yours." + +"Little bump! Say, now, that's--" + +"Keep it up--put it on! Don't hurry about getting well. I don't need you +to canvass, and I guess you enjoy being waited on." He ended with a sly +wink and cough. + +Yes, convalescence was delicious, with Maud reading to him, bringing his +food, and singing for him; all that marred his peace was the stream of +people who came to inquire how he was getting along. The sympathy was +largely genuine, as Hartley could attest, but it bored the invalid. He +had rather be left in quiet with Walter Scott and Maud. In the light of +common day the accident was hurrying to be a dream. + +At the end of a week he was quite himself again, though he still had +difficulty in wearing his hat. It was not till the second Sunday after +the accident that he appeared in the dining-room for the first time, +with a large travelling-cap concealing the suggestive bandages. He +looked pale and thin, but his eyes danced with joy. + +Maud's eyes dilated with instant solicitude. The rest sprang up in +surprise, with shouts of delight, as hearty as brethren. + +"Ginger! I'm glad t' see yeh!" said Troutt, so sincerely that he looked +almost winning to the boy. The rest crowded around, shaking hands. + +"Oh, I'm on deck again." + +Ed Brann came in a moment later with his brother, and there was a +significant little pause--a pause which grew painful till Albert turned +and saw Brann, and called out: + +"Hello, Ed! How are you? Didn't know you were here." + +As he held out his hand, Brann, his face purple with shame and +embarrassment, lumbered heavily across the room and took it, muttering +some poor apology. + +"Hope y' don't blame me." + +"Of course not--fortunes o' war. Nobody to blame; just my +carelessness.--Yes; I'll take turkey," he said to Maud, as he sank into +the seat of honor. + +The rest laughed, but Brann remained standing near Albert's chair. He +had not finished yet. + +"I'm mighty glad you don't lay it up against me, Lohr; an' I want to say +the doctor's bill is all right; you un'erstand, it's _all right_." + +Albert looked at him a moment in surprise. He understood that this, +coming from a man like Brann, meant more than a thousand prayers from a +ready apologist. It was a terrible victory, and he was disposed to make +it as easy for his rival as he could. + +"Oh, all right, Ed; only I'd calculated to cheat him out o' part of +it--I'd planned to turn in a couple o' Blaine's _Twenty Years_ on the +bill." + +Hartley roared, and the rest joined in, but not even Albert perceived +all that it meant. It meant that the young savage had surrendered his +claim in favor of the man he had all but killed. The struggle had been +prodigious, but he had snatched victory out of defeat; his better nature +had conquered. + +No one ever gave him credit for it; and when he went West in the spring, +people said his passion for Maud had been superficial. In truth, he had +loved the girl as sincerely as he had hated his rival. That he could +rise out of the barbaric in his love and his hate was heroic. + +When Albert went to ride again, it was on melting snow, with the slowest +horse Troutt had. Maud was happier than she had been since she left +school, and fuller of color and singing. She dared not let a golden +moment pass now without hearing it ring full, and she dared not think +how short this day of happiness might be. + + +IV + + +At the end of the fifth week of their stay in Tyre a suspicion of spring +was in the wind as it swept the southern exposure of the valley. March +was drawing to a close, and there was more than a suggestion of April in +the rapidly melting snow which still lay on the hills and under the +cedars and tamaracks in the swamps. Patches of green grass, appearing on +the sunny side of the road where the snow had melted, led to predictions +of spring from the loafers beginning to sun themselves on the +salt-barrels and shoe-boxes outside the stores. + +A group sitting about the blacksmith shop were discussing it. + +"It's an early seedin'--now mark my words," said Troutt, as he threw his +knife into the soft ground at his feet. "The sun is crossing the line +earlier this spring than it did last." + +"Yes; an' I heard a crow to-day makin' that kind of a--a spring noise +that sort o'--I d' know what--kind o' goes all through a feller." + +"And there's Uncle Sweeney, an' that settles it; spring's comin' sure!" +said Troutt, pointing at an old man, much bent, hobbling down the +street. "When _he_ gits out the frogs ain't fur behind." + +"We'll be gittin' on to the ground by next Monday," said Sam Dingley to +a crowd who were seated on the newly painted harrows and seeders which +Svend & Johnson had got out ready for the spring trade. "Svend & +Johnson's Agricultural Implement Depot" was on the north side of the +street, and on a spring day the yard was one of the pleasantest +loafing-places that could be imagined, especially if one wished company. + +Albert wished to be alone. Something in the touch and tone of this +spring afternoon made him restless and inclined to strange thoughts. He +took his way out along the road which followed the river-bank, and in +the outskirts of the village threw himself down on a bank of grass which +the snows had protected, and which had already a tinge of green because +of its wealth of sun. + +The willows had thrown out their tiny light-green flags, though their +roots were under the ice, and some of the hardwood twigs were tinged +with red. There was a faint but magical odor of uncovered earth in the +air, and the touch of the wind was like a caress from a moist, magnetic +hand. + +The boy absorbed the light and heat of the sun as some wild thing might. +With his hat over his face, his hands folded on his breast, he lay as +still as a statue. He did not listen at first, he only felt; but at +length he rose on his elbow and listened. The ice cracked and fell along +the bank with a long, hollow, booming crash; a crow cawed, and a jay +answered it from the willows below. A flight of sparrows passed, +twittering innumerably. The boy shuddered with a strange, wistful +longing, and a realization of the flight of time. + +He could have wept, he could have sung, but he only shuddered and lay +silent under the stress of that strange, sweet passion which quickened +his heart, deepened his eyes, and made his breath come and go with a +quivering sound. Across the dazzling blue arch of the sky the crow +flapped, sending down his prophetic, jubilant note; the breeze, as soft +and sweet as April, stirred in his hair; the hills, deep in their dusky +blue, seemed miles away; and the voices of the care-free skaters on the +melting ice of the river below came to the ear subdued to a unity with +the scene. + +Suddenly a fear seized upon the boy--a horror! Life, life was passing! +Life that can be lived only once, and lost, is lost forever! Life, that +fatal gift of the Invisible Powers to man--a path, with youth and joy +and hope at its eastern gate, and despair, regret, and death at its low +western portal! + +The boy caught a momentary glimpse of his real significance. "I am only +a gnat, a speck in the sun, a youth facing the millions of great and +wise and wealthy!" He leaped up in a frenzy. "Oh, I mustn't stay here! I +must get back to my studies. Life is slipping by me, and I am doing +nothing, being nothing!" + +His face, as pale as death, shone with passionate resolution, and his +hands were clinched in silent vow. + +But on his way back he met the jocund party of skaters going home from +the river, and with the easy shift and change of youth joined in their +ringing laughter. The weird power of the wind's voice was gone, and he +sank to the level of the unthinking boy again. However, the problem was +only put off, not solved. + +That night Hartley said: "Well, pardner, we're getting 'most ready to +pull out. Someways I always get restless when these warm days begin." +This was as sentimental as Hartley ever got; or, if he ever felt more +sentiment, he concealed it carefully. + +"I s'pose it must 'a' been in spring that those old chaps, on their +steeds and in their steel shirts, started out for to rescue some damsel, +hey?" he ended, with a grin. "Now, that's the way I feel--just like +striking out for, say, Oshkosh. That little piece of lofty tumbling of +yours was a big boom, and no mistake. Why, your share o' this campaign +will be a hundred and twenty dollars sure." + +"More'n I've earned," replied Bert. + +"No, it ain't. You've done your duty like a man. Done as much in your +way as I have. Now, if you want to try another county with me, say so. +I'll make a thousand dollars this year out o' this thing." + +"I guess I'll go back to school." + +"All right; I don't blame you for wanting to do that." + +"I guess, with what I can earn for father, I can pull through the year. +I _must_ get back. I'm awfully obliged to you, Jim." + +"That'll do on that," said Hartley, shortly; "you don't owe me anything. +We'll finish delivery to-morrow, and be ready to pull out on Friday or +Sat." + +There was an acute pain in Albert's breast somewhere; he had not +analyzed his case at all, and did not now, but the idea of going +affected him strongly. It had been so pleasant, that daily return to a +lovely girlish presence. + +"Yes, sir," Hartley was going on, "I'm going to just quietly leave a +book on her centre-table. I don't know as it'll interest her much, but +it'll show we appreciate the grub, and so on. By jinks! you don't seem +to realize what a worker that woman is! Up five o'clock in the +morning--By-the-way, you've been going around with the girl a good deal, +and she's introduced you to some first-rate sales; now, if you want to +leave her a little something, make it a morocco copy, and charge it to +the firm." + +Albeit knew that he meant well, but he couldn't, somehow, help saying, +ironically: + +"Thanks, but I guess _one_ copy of Blaine's _Twenty Years_ will be +enough in the house, especially--" + +"Well, give her anything you please, and charge it up to the firm. I +don't insist on Blaine; only suggested that because--" + +"I guess I can stand the expense of a present." + +"I didn't say you couldn't, man! But _I_ want a hand in this thing. +Don't be so turrible keen t' snap a feller up," complained Hartley, +turning on him. "What the thunder is the matter of you, anyway? I like +the girl, and she's been good to us all round; she tended you like an +angel--" + +"There, there! That's enough o' that," put in Albert, hastily. "For +God's sake, don't whang away on that string forever, as if I didn't know +it!" + +Hartley stared at him as he turned away. + +"Well, by jinks! What _is_ the matter o' you?" + +He was too busy to dwell upon it much, but concluded his partner was +homesick. + +Albert was beginning to have a vague underconsciousness of his real +feeling toward the girl, but he fought off the acknowledgment of it as +long as possible. His mind moved in a circle, coming back to the one +point ceaselessly--a dreary prospect, in which that slender girl-figure +had no place--and each time the prospect grew more intolerably blank, +and the pain in his heart more acute and throbbing. + +When he faced her that night, after they had returned from a final walk +down by the river, he was as far from a solution as ever. He had avoided +all reference to their separation, and now he stood as a man might at +the parting of the ways, saying: "I will not choose; I cannot choose. I +will wait for some sign, some chance thing, to direct me." + +They stood opposite each other, each feeling that there was more to be +said: the girl tender, her eyes cast down, holding her hands to the +fire; he shivering, but not with cold. He had a vague knowledge of the +vast importance of the moment, and he hesitated to speak. + +"It's almost spring again, isn't it? And you've been here"--she paused +and looked up with a daring smile--"seems as if you'd been here always." + +It was about half-past eight. Mrs. Welsh was setting her bread in the +kitchen; they could hear her moving about. Hartley was down-town +finishing up his business. They were almost alone in the house. Albert's +throat grew dry and his limbs trembled. His pause was ominous. The +girl's smile died away as he took a seat without looking at her. + +"Well, Maud, I suppose you know--we're going away to-morrow." + +"Oh, must you? But you'll come back?" + +"I don't expect to--I don't see how I can. I may never see you again." + +"Oh, don't say that!" cried the girl, her face as white as silver, her +clasped hands straining. + +"I must go--I must!" he muttered, not daring to look upon her face. + +"Oh, what can I do--_we_ do--without you! I can't bear it!" + +She stopped, and sank back into a chair, her breath coming heavily from +her twitching lips, the unnoticed tears falling from her staring, +pitiful, wild, appealing eyes, her hands nervously twisting her gloves. + +There was a long silence. Each was undergoing a self-revelation; each +was trying to face a future without the other. + +"I must go!" he repeated, aimlessly, mechanically. "What can I do here?" + +The girl's heavy breathing deepened into a wild little moaning sound, +inexpressibly pitiful, her hungry eyes fixed on his face. She gave way +first, and flung herself down upon her knees at his side, her hands +seeking his neck. + +"Albert, I can't _live_ without you now! Take me with you! Don't leave +me!" + +He stooped suddenly and took her in his arms, raised her, and kissed her +hair. + +"I didn't mean it, Maud; I'll never leave you--never! Don't cry!" + +She drew his head down and kissed his lips, then turned her face to his +breast--then joy and confidence came back to her. + +"I know now what you meant," she cried, gayly, raising herself and +looking into his face; "you were trying to scare me; trying to make me +show how much I--cared for you--first!" There was a soft smile on her +lips and a tender light in her eyes. "But I don't mind it." + +"I guess I didn't know myself what I meant," he answered, with a grave +smile. + +When Mrs. Welsh came in, they were sitting on the sofa, talking in low +voices of their future. He was grave and subdued, while she was radiant +with love and hope. The future had no terrors for her, but the boy +unconsciously felt the gravity of life somehow deepened by the +revelation of her love. + +"Why, Maud!" Mrs. Welsh exclaimed, "what are you doing?" + +"Oh, mother, I'm so happy--just as happy as a bird!" she cried, rushing +into her mother's arms. + +"Why, why!--what is it? You're crying, dear!" + +"No, I'm not; I'm laughing--see!" + +Mrs. Welsh turned her dim eyes on the girl, who shook the tears from her +lashes with the action of a bird shaking water from its wings. She +seemed to shake off her trouble at the same moment. + +Mrs. Welsh understood perfectly. "I'm very glad, too, dearie," she said, +simply, looking at the young man with motherly love irradiating her worn +face. Albert went to her, and she kissed him, while the happy girl put +her arms about them both in an ecstatic hug. + +"_Now_ you've got a son, mother." + +"But I've lost a daughter--my first-born." + +"Oh, wait till you hear our plans! He's going to settle down +here--aren't you, Albert?" + +Then she went away and left the young people alone. They had a sweet, +intimate talk of an hour, full of plans and hopes and confidences, and +then he kissed his radiant love good-night, and, going into his own +room, sat down by the stove and there pondered on the change that had +come into his life. + +Already he sighed with the stress of care, the press of thought, which +came upon him. The longing uneasiness of the boy had given place to +another unrest--the unrest of the man who must face the world in earnest +now, planning for food and shelter. To go back to school was out of the +question. To expect help from his father, overworked and burdened with +debt, was impossible. He must go to work, and go to work to aid _her_. A +living must be wrung from this town. All the home and all the property +Mrs. Welsh had were here, and wherever Maud went the mother must follow. + +He was in the midst of his mental turmoil when Hartley came in, humming +the _Mulligan Guards_. + +"In the dark, hey?" + +"Completely in the dark." + +"Well, light up, light up!" + +"I'm trying to." + +"What the deuce do you mean by that tone? What's been going on here +since my absence?" + +Albert did not reply, and Hartley shuffled about after a match, lighted +the lamp, threw his coat and hat in the corner, and then said: + +"Well, I've got everything straightened up. Been freezing out old +Daggett; the old skeesix has been promisin' f'r a week, and I just said, +'Old man, I'll camp right down with you here till you fork over,' and he +did. By-the-way, everybody I talked with to-day about leaving said, +'What's Lohr going to do with that girl?' I told 'em I didn't know; do +you? It seems you've been thicker'n I supposed." + +"I'm going to marry her," said Albert, calmly, but his voice sounded +strained and hoarse. + +"What's that?" yelled Hartley. + +"Sh! don't raise the neighbors. I'm going to marry her." + +"Well, by jinks! When? Say, looky here! Well, I swanny!" exclaimed +Hartley, helplessly. "When?" + +"Right away; some time this summer--June, maybe." + +Hartley thrust his hands into his trousers pockets, stretched out his +legs, and stared at his friend in vast amaze. + +"You're givin' me guff!" + +"I'm in dead earnest." + +"I thought you was going through college all so fast?" + +"Well, I've made up my mind it isn't any use to try," replied Albert, +listlessly. + +"What y' goin' t' do here, or are y' goin' t' take the girl away with +yeh?" + +"She can't leave her mother. We'll run this boarding-house for the +present. I'll try for the principalship of the school here. Raff is +going to resign, they say. If I can't get that, I'll go into a law +office. Don't worry about me." + +"But why go into this so quick? Why not put it off fifteen or twenty +years?" asked Hartley, trying to get back to cheerful voice. + +"What would be the use? At the end of a year I'd be just about as poor +as I am now." + +"Can't y'r father step in and help you?" + +"No. There are three boys and two girls, all younger than I, to be +looked out for, and he has all he can carry. Besides, _she_ needs me +right here and right now, and if I can do anything to make life easier +for her I'm going t' do it. Besides," he ended, in a peculiar tone, "we +don't feel as if we could live apart much longer." + +"But, great Scott! man, you can't--" + +"Now, hold on, Jim! I've thought this thing all over, and I've made up +my mind. It ain't any use to go on talking about it. What good would it +do me to go to school another year? I'd come out without a dollar, and +no more fitted for earning a living for her than I am now! And, besides +all that, I couldn't draw a free breath thinking of her workin' away +here to keep things moving, liable at any minute to break down." + +Hartley gazed at him in despair, and with something like awe. It was a +tremendous transformation in the young, ambitious student. + +Like most men in America, and especially Western men, he still clung to +the idea that a man was entirely responsible for his success or failure +in life. He had not admitted that conditions of society might be so +adverse that only men of most exceptional endowments, and willing and +able to master many of the best and deepest and most sacred of their +inspirations and impulses, could succeed. + +Of the score of specially promising young fellows who had been with him +at school, seventeen had dropped out and down. Most of them had married +and gone back to farming, or to earn a precarious living in the small, +dull towns where farmers trade and traders farm. Conditions were too +adverse; they simply weakened and slipped slowly back into dulness and +an ox-like or else a fretful patience. Thinking of these men, and +thinking their failure due to themselves alone, Hartley could not endure +the idea of his friend adding one more to the list of failures. He +sprang up at last. + +"Say, Bert, you might just as well hang y'rself, and done with it! Why, +it's suicide! I can't allow it. I started in at college bravely, and +failed because I'd let it go too long. I couldn't study--couldn't get +down to it; but you--why, old man, I'd _bet_ on you!" He had a tremor in +his voice. "I hate like thunder to see you give up your plans. Say, you +can't afford to do this; it's too much to pay." + +"No, it isn't." + +"I say it is--and, besides, you'd get over this in a week--" + +"Jim!" called Albert, warningly, sharply. + +"All right," said Jim, in the tone of a man who knows it's all +wrong--"all right; but the time 'll come when you'll wish I'd--You ain't +doin' the girl enough good to make up for the harm you're doin' +yourself." He broke off again, and said in a tone of finality: "I'm +done. I'm all through, and I c'n see you're through with Jim Hartley. +All right!" + +"Darn curious," he muttered to himself, "that boy should get caught just +at this time, and not with some o' those girls in Marion. Well, it's +none o' my funeral," he ended, with a sigh; for it had stirred him to +the bottom of his sunny nature, after all. A dozen times, as he lay +there beside his equally sleepless companion, he started to say +something more in deprecation of the step, but each time stifled the +opening word into a groan. + +It would not be true to say that love had come to Albert Lohr as a +relaxing influence, but it had changed the direction of his energies so +radically as to make his whole life seem weaker and lower. As long as +his love-dreams went out toward a vague and ideal woman, supposedly +higher and grander than himself, he was spurred on to face the terrible +sheer escarpment of social eminence; but when he met, by accident, the +actual woman who was to inspire his future efforts, the difficulties he +faced took on solid reality. His aspirations fell to the earth, their +wings clipped, and became, perforce, submissive beasts at the plough. +The force that moved so much of his thought was transformed into other +energy. + +The table was very gay at dinner next day. Maud was standing at the +highest point of her girlhood dreams. Her flushed cheeks and shining +eyes made her seem almost a child, and Hartley wondered at her, and +relented a little in the face of such happiness. + +"They're gay as larks now," thought Hartley to himself, as he joined in +the laughter; "but that won't help 'em any ten years from now." + +He could hardly speak next day as he shook hands at the station with his +friend. + +"Good-by, ol' man; I hope it'll come out all right, but I'm afraid--But +there! I promised not to say anything about it. Good-by till we meet in +Congress," he ended, in a resolute attempt to conceal his dismay. + +"Can't you come to the wedding, Jim? We've decided on June. You see, +they need a man around the house, so we--You'll come, won't you, old +fellow? And don't mind my being a little crusty last night." + +"Oh yes; I'll come," Jim said, in a tone which concealed a desire to +utter one more protest, but to himself he said: + +"That ends him! He's jumped into a hole and pulled the hole in after +him. A man can't marry a family like that at his age, and pull out of +it. He _may_, but I doubt it. Well, as I remarked before, it's none o' +my funeral so long as _he's_ satisfied." + +But he said it with a painful lump in his throat, and he could not bring +himself to feel that Albert's course was right, and felt himself to be +somehow culpable in the case. + + + + +A DIVISION IN THE COOLLY + + +A funeral is a depressing affair under the best circumstances, but a +funeral in a lonely farm-house in March, the roads full of slush, the +ragged gray clouds leaping the sullen hills like eagles, is tragic. + +The teams arrived splashed with mud, the women blue with cold under +their scanty cotton-quilt lap robes, their hats set awry by the wind. +They scurried into the house, to sit and shiver in the best room, where +all the chairs that could contrive to stand erect, and all of any sort +that could be borrowed, were crammed in together to seat the women +folks. + +The men drove out to the barn, and having blanketed their teams with lap +robes, picked their way through the slush of the yard over to the lee +side of the haystack, where the pale sun occasionally shone. + +They spoke of "diseased" Williams, as if Diseased were his Christian +name. They whittled shingles or stalks of straw as they talked. + +Sooner or later, after each new arrival, they branched off upon +politics, and the McKinley Bill was handled gingerly. If any one, in his +zeal, raised his voice above a certain pitch, some one said "Hish!" and +the newcomer's voice sank again to that abnormal quiet which falls now +and again on these loud-voiced folk of the wind and open spaces. + +The boys hung around the kitchen and smoke-house, playing sly jokes upon +each other in order to provoke that explosion of laughter so thoroughly +enjoyed by those who can laugh noiselessly. + +A snort of this sort brought Deacon Williams out to reprimand them, +"Boys, boys, you should have more respect for the dead." + +The preacher came. The choir raised a wailing chant for the dead, but +the group by the haystack did not move. + +Occasionally they came back, after talking about seeding and the price +of hogs, to the discussion of the dead man's affairs. + +"I s'pose his property will go to Emmy and Serry, half and half." + +"I expec' so. He always said so, an' John wa'n't a man to whiffle about +every day." + +"Well, Emmy won't make no fuss, but if Ike don't git more'n his half, +I'll eat the greaser." + +"Who's ex-e_cu_tor?" + +"Deacon Williams, I expect." + +"Well, the Deacon's a slick one," some one observed, as if that were an +excellent quality in an executor. + +"They ain't no love lost between Bill Gray and Harkey, I don't expect." + +"No, I don't think they is." + +"Ike don't seem to please people. It's queer, too. He tries awful hard." + +The voice of the preacher within, raised to a wild shout, interrupted +them. + +"The Elder's gettin' warmed up," said one of the story-tellers, pausing +in his talk. "And so I told Bill if he wanted the cord-wood--" + +The sun shone warmer, and the chickens _caw-cawed_ feebly. The colts +whinnied, and a couple of dogs rolled and tumbled in wild frolic, while +the voice of the preacher sounded dolefully or in humming monotone. + +Meanwhile, in the house, in the best room and in the best seats near the +coffin, the women, in their black, worn dresses, with wrinkled, sallow +faces and gnarled hands, sat shivering. Theirs was to be the luxury of +the ceremony. + +The carpet was damp and muddy, the house was chill, and the damp wind +filled them all with ague; but they had so much to see and talk about, +that time passed rapidly. Each one entering was studied critically to +see whether dress and deportment were proper to the occasion or not, and +if one of the girls smiled a little as she entered, some one was sure to +whisper:-- + +"Heartless thing, how _can_ she?" + +There were a few young men, only enough to help out on the singing, and +they remained mainly in the kitchen where they were seen occasionally in +anxious consultation with Deacon Williams. + +The girls looked serious, but a little sly, as if they could smile if +the boys looked their way or if one of the old women should cough her +store teeth out. + +Upstairs the family were seated in solemn silence, the two nieces, Emma +and Sarah, and Emma's husband, Harkey, and Sarah's children--deceased +Williams had no wife. These people sat in stony immobility, except when +Harkey looked at his watch, and said:-- + +"Seem slow gitten here." + +Occasionally women came up the stairway and flung themselves upon the +necks of the mourning nieces, who submitted to it without apparent +disgust or astonishment, and sank back into the same icy calm after +their visitors had "straightened their things," and retired to the +reserved seats below. + +Deacon Williams, small, quick, with sunny blue-gray eyes belying the +gloomy curve of his mouth, was everywhere; arranging for bearers, +selecting hymns, conferring with the family, keeping abstracted old +women off the seats reserved for the mourners, and maintaining an +anxious lookout for the minister. + +The Deacon was a distant relative of the dead man, and it was generally +admitted that he "would have a time of it" in administering upon the +estate. + +At last the word was whispered about that the Elder was coming. Word was +sent to the smoke-house and to the haystack to call the stragglers in. +They came slowly, and finding the rooms all filled considered themselves +absolved from a disagreeable duty, and went back to the sunny side of +the haystack, where they smoked their pipes in ruminative enjoyment. + +The Elder, upon entering, took his place beside the coffin, the foot of +which he used for a pulpit on which to lay his Bible and his hymn-book. +A noise of whispering, rustling, scraping of feet arose as some old men +crowded in among the women, and then the room became silent. + +The Elder took his seat and glanced round upon them all with solemn +unrecognizing severity, while the mourners came down the creaking pine +stairway in proper order of procedure. + +Everybody noticed the luxury of new dresses on the nieces and the new +suits on the children. Everybody knew the feeling which led to these +extravagances. Death, after all, was a majestic visitor, and money was +not to stand in the way of a decent showing. Some of the girls smiled +slyly at Isaac's gloves, which were too small and would go only halfway +on, a fact he tried to conceal by keeping his hands folded. Each boy was +provided with a large new stiff cotton handkerchief, which occupied +immense space in outside pockets, crumpled as they were into a rustling +ball with cruel salient angles like a Chinese puzzle. + +The Elder had attended two funerals that week, and like a jaded actor +came lamely to his work. His prayer was not entirely satisfactory to the +older people, they had expected a "little more power." + +He was a thin-faced man, with weak brown eyes and a mouth like a gopher, +that is, with very prominent upper teeth. His black coat was worn and +shiny, and hung limply, as if at some other period he had been fatter, +or as if it had belonged to some other man. + +The choir with instinctive skill had selected a wailing hymn, only +slightly higher in development than the chant of the Indians, sweet, +plaintive at times, barbaric in its moving cadences. They sang it well, +in meditative march, looking out of the windows during its interminable +length. + +Then the Elder read some passages of the Scripture in his "funeral +voice," which was entirely different from his "marriage voice" and his +"Sunday voice." It had deep cadences in it and chanting inflections, not +unlike the negro preachers or the keeners at Irish wakes. + +Then he gave out the hymn, which all joined in singing, rising to their +feet with much trouble. After they had settled down again he took out a +large carefully ironed handkerchief and laid it on the coffin as who +should say, "If you have tears, prepare to shed them now." + +The absurdity of all this did not appear to his listeners, though they +well knew he cared very little about the dead man, who was a very +retiring person. + +The Elder on his part understood that his audience was before him for +the pleasure of weeping, for the delight of seeing agonized faces and +hearing wild grief-laden wailing. They were there to feel the delicious +creeping thrill of horror and fear, roused by the presence of the corpse +and the near shadow of the hovering angel of death. + +The Elder led off by some purely perfunctory remarks about the deceased, +about his kindness, and his honesty. This caused the nieces to wipe away +a sparse tear or two, and he was encouraged as if by slight applause. He +developed as usual the idea that in the midst of life we are in death, +that no man can tell when his time will come. He told two or three +grewsome stories of sudden death. His voice now rose in a wild chant now +sank to a hoarse whisper. + +The blowing of noses, low sobbings, and fervent amens from the old men +thickened encouragingly, and he entered upon more impassioned flights. +His voice, naturally sonorous, deepened in powerful song till the men +seated comfortably on their haunches out by the haystack could plainly +hear his words. "Oh, my brethren, what will you do in that last day?" + +Sarah's boys, without in the least understanding what it all meant, +began to weep also and to use their handkerchiefs, so smooth and shining +they were useless as so much legal-cap writing paper. + +Their misery would have been enhanced had they known that out in the +wagon-shed under cover of the Elder's voice the other boys were having a +game of mummelly peg in the warm, dry ground. Their fresh young souls +laughed at death as the early robins out in the hedge near by defied the +winds of March. + +Having harrowed the poor sensation-loving souls as thoroughly as could +be desired, the Elder began the process of "letting them down easy." He +remembered that the Lord was merciful; that the deceased could approach +him with confidence; that there was a life beyond the tomb, a life of +eternal rest (the allurement of all hard-working humanity). + +Slowly the snuffling and sobbing ceased, the handkerchiefs took longer +and longer intervals of rest, and when in conclusion the preacher said, +"Let us pray," the old men looked at each other with fervent +satisfaction. "It's been a blessed time--a blessed time!" + +The pretty girl who sang the soprano looked very interesting with her +wet eyelashes, the tears stopped halfway in their course down her +rounded cheek. The closing hymn promised endless peace and rest, but was +voiced in the same tragic and hopeless music with which the service +opened. + +Deacon Williams came out to say, "All parties desiring to view the +_remains_, will now have an opportunity." He had the hospitable tone of +a host inviting his guests in to dinner. + +Viewing the remains was considered a religious duty, and the men from +outside, and even the boys from behind the smoke-house, felt constrained +to come in and pass in shuddering horror before the still face whose +breath did not dim the glass above it. Most of them hurried by the box +with only a swift side glance down at the strange thing within. + +Then the bearers lifted the coffin and slipped it into the +platform-spring wagon, which was backed up to the door. The other teams +loaded up, and the procession moved off, down the perilously muddy road +toward the village burying-ground. + +In this way was John Williams, a hard-working, honorable Welshman, +buried. His death furnished forth a sombre, dramatic entertainment such +as he himself had ceremoniously attended many times. The funeral +trotters whom he had seen at every funeral in the valley were now in at +his death, and would be at each other's death, until the black and +yellow earth claimed them all. + +A ceremony almost as interesting to the gossips as the burial was the +reading of the will, to which only the family were invited. After the +return of Emma, her husband, and Sarah from the cemetery, Deacon +Williams read the dead man's bequests, seated in the best room, which +was still littered with chairs and damp with mud. + +The will was simple and not a surprise to any one. It gave equal +division of all the property to the nieces. + +"Well, now, when'll we have the settlement?" asked the Deacon. + +"Just's you say, Deacon," said Emma, meekly. + +"Suit yourself," said Harkey; "only it 'ad better come soon. Sooner the +better--seedin's coming on." + +"Well, to-morrow is Friday, why not Saturday?" + +"All right, Saturday." All agreed. + +As Harkey drove off down the road he said to his wife: "The sooner we +have it, the fewer things 'll git carried off. The Deacon don't favor me +none, and Bill Gray is sweet on Serry, and he'll bear watchin'." + +The Deacon on his part took his chin in his fist and looked after +Harkey. "Seemed a little bit anxious, 'cordin' to _my_ notion," he said, +with a smile. + + +II + + +Saturday was deliciously warm and springlike, the hens woke in the early +dawn with a jocund note in their throats, and the young cattle frisked +about the barn-yard, moved to action by the electrical influences of the +south wind. + +"Clear as a bell overhead," Deacon Williams said. + +But Jack Dunlap, Sarah's hand, said, "Nobody travels that way." + +Long before dawn the noise of the melting water could be heard running +with musical tinkle under the ice. The ponds crashed and boomed in long +reverberating explosions, as the sinking water heaved it up and let it +fall with crackling roar; flights of ducks flashed over, cackling +breathlessly as they scurried straight into the north. + +Deacon and Sarah arrived early and took possession, for Sarah was to +have the eighty which included the house. They were busy getting things +ready for the partition. The Deacon, assisted by Jack, the hired man, +was busy hauling the machinery out of the shed into the open air, while +Sarah and a couple of neighbors' girls, with skirts tucked up and towels +on their heads, were scouring up pots and pans and dusting furniture in +the kitchen. + +The girls, strong and handsome in their unsapped animal vigor, enjoyed +the innocent display of their bare arms and petticoats. + +People from Sand Lake passing by wondered what was going on. Gideon +Turner had the courage to pull up and call out, for the satisfaction of +his wife:-- + +"What's going on here this fine morning?" + +"Oh, we're goin' to settle up the estate!" said Sarah. "Why! how de do, +Mrs. Turner?" + +"W'y, it's you, is it, Serry?" + +"Yes; it's me,--what they is left of me. I been here sence six o'clock. +I'm getting things ready for the division. Deacon Williams is the +ex-e_cu_tor, you know." + +"Aha! Less see, you divide equally, I hear." + +"Near's we can get at it. Uncle left me the house eighty, and the valley +eighty to Emmy. Deacon's goin' to parcel out the belongin's." + +Turner looked sly. "How'd Harkey feel?" + +Sarah smiled. "I don't know and care less. He'll make trouble if he can, +but I don't see how he can. He agreed to have the Deacon do the +dividin', and he'll have to stand by it so far as I can see." + +Mrs. Turner looked dubious. "Well, you know Ike Harkey. He looks as +though sugar wouldn't melt in his mouth, but I tell you I'd hate to have +dealin's with him." + +Turner broke in: "Well, we must be movin'. I s'pose you'll move right +in?" + +"Yes. Just as soon's as this thing's settled." + +"Well, good-by. Come up." + +"You come down." + +Sarah was a heavy, good-natured woman, a widow with "a raft of +children." Probably for that reason her uncle had left her the house, +which was large and comfortable. As she stood looking down the road, one +of the girls came out to the gate. She was a plump, strong creature, a +neighbor's girl who had volunteered to help. + +"Anybody coming?" + +"Yes. I guess--no, it's going the other way. Ain't it a nice day?" + +That was as far as she could carry the utterance of her feeling, but all +the morning she had felt the wonderful power of the air. The sun had +risen incredibly warm. The wind was in the south, and the crackling, +booming roar of ice in the ponds and along the river was like winter +letting go its iron grip upon the land. Even the old cows shook their +horns, and made comical attempts to frisk with the yearlings. Sarah knew +it was foolish, but she felt like a girl that morning--and Bill was +coming up the road. + +In the midst of the joy of the spring day stood the house, desolate and +empty, out of which its owner had been carried to a bed in the cold, +clinging clay of the little burying-ground. + +The girls and Sarah worked swiftly, brushing, cleaning, setting aside, +giving little thought to even the beauty of the morning, which entered +their blood unconsciously. + +"Well, how goes it?" asked a quick, jovial voice. + +The girls gave screams of affected fright. + +"Why, Deacon! You nearly scared the life out of us." + +Deacon Williams was always gallant. + +"I didn't know I was given to scaring the ladies," he said. "Well, who's +here?" + +"Nobody but us so far." + +"Hain't seen nothing o' Harkey?" + +"Not a thing. He sent word he'd be on hand, though." + +"M--, well, we've got the machinery invoiced. Guess I'll look around and +kind o' get the household things in my mind's eye," said the Deacon, +taking on the air of a public functionary. + +"All right. We'll have everything ready here in a few minutes." + +They returned to work, dusting and scrubbing. The girls with their +banter put death into the background as an obscure and infrequent +incident of old age. + +Sarah again studied the road down the Coolly. + +"Well there! I see a team coming up the Coolly now; wonder if it's +Emmy." + +"Looks more like Bill Gray's team," said one of the girls, looking slyly +at Sarah, who grew very red. + +"Oh, you're too sharp, ain't you?" + +It was perfectly ridiculous (to the young people) to see these +middle-aged lovers courting like sixteen-year-olds, and they had no +mercy on either Bill or Sarah. + +Bill drove up in leisurely way, his horses steaming, his wagon-wheels +loaded with mud. Mrs. Gray was with him, her jolly face shining like the +morning sun. + +"Hello, folkses, are you all here?" + +"Good morning, Mrs. Gray," said the Deacon, approaching to help her out. +"Hello, Bill, nice morning." + +Bill looked at Sarah for a moment. "Bully good," he said, leaving his +mother to scramble down the wagon-wheel alone--at least so far as he was +concerned, but the Deacon stood below courageously. + +Mrs. Gray cried out in her loud good humor: "Look out, Deacon, don't git +too near me--if I should fall on you there wouldn't be a grease spot +left. _There!_ I'm all right now," she said, having reached ground +without accident. She shook her dress and looked briskly around. "Wal, +what you done, anyway? Emmy's folks come yet?" + +"No, but I guess that's them comin' now. I hope Ike won't come, though." + +Mrs. Gray stared at the Deacon. "Why not?" + +"Well, he's just sure to make a fuss," said Jack, "he's so afraid he +won't get his share." + +Bill chewed on a straw and looked at Sarah abstractedly. + +"Well, what's t' be done?" inquired Mrs. Gray, after a pause. + +"Can't do much till Emmy gets here," said Sarah. + +"Oh, I guess we can. Bill, you put out y'r team, we won't get away 'fore +dinner." + +The men drove off to the barn, leaving the women to pick their way on +chips and strips of board laid in the mud, to the safety of the +chip-pile, and thence to the kitchen, which was desolately littered with +utensils. + +Deacon assumed command with the same alertness, and with the same sunny +gleam in his eye, with which he directed the funeral a few days before. + +"Now, Bill, put out your team and help Jack and me pen them hogs. Women +folks 'll git things ready here." + +Emma came at last, driven by Harkey's brother and his hired man. They +were both brawny fellows, rude and irritable, and the Deacon lifted his +eyebrows and whistled when he saw them drive in with a lumber wagon. + +The women swarmed out to greet Emma, who was a thin, irritable, feeble +woman. + +"Better late than never. Where's Ike?" inquired Mrs. Gray. + +"Well, he--couldn't git away very well--he's got t' clean up some +seed-oats," she answered nervously. After the men drove off, however, +she added: "He thought he hadn't ought to come; he didn't want to cause +no aidgewise feelin's, so he thought he hadn't better come--he'd just +leave it to you, Deacon." + +The Deacon said, "All right, all right! We'll fix it up!" but he didn't +feel so sure of it after that, though he set to work bravely. + +The sun, growing warmer, fell with pleasant gleam around the kitchen +door and around the chip-pile where the hens were burrowing. The men +worked in their shirt-sleeves. + +"Well, now, we'll share the furniture an' stuff next," said the Deacon, +looking around upon his little interested semicircle of spectators. +"Now, put Emmy's things over there and Serry's things over here. I'll +call 'em off, and, if they's no objection, you girls can pass 'em over." + +He cleared his throat and began in the voice of one in authority:-- + +"Thirteen pans, six to Emmy, seven to Serry;" then hastened to add: +"I'll balance that by giving the biggest of the two kittles to Emmy. +Rollin' pin and cake board to Serry, two flat-irons to Emmy, small tub +to Emmy, large one to Serry, balanced by the tin water pail. Dozen +clo'se-pins; half an' half, six o' one, half-dozen t'other," he said +with a smile at his own joke, while the others actively placed the +articles in separate piles. + +"Stove to Serry, because she has the house, bureau to Emmy." + +At this point Mrs. Gray said, "I guess that ain't quite even, Deacon; +the bureau ain't worth much." + +"Oh, no, no, that's all right! Let her have it," Emma protested +nervously. + +"Give her an extry tick, anyway," said Sarah, not to be outdone in +magnanimity. + +"Settle that between ye," said the Deacon. + +He warmed to his work now, and towels, pans, crockery, brooms, mirrors, +pillows, and bedticks were rapidly set aside in two groups on the soft +soil. The poverty of the home could best be seen in the display of its +pitiful furniture. + +The two nieces looked on impassively, standing side by side. The men +came to move the bureau and other heavy things and looked on, while the +lighter things were being handed over by Mrs. Gray and the girls. + +At noon they sat down in the empty kitchen and ate a cold snack--at +least, the women took seats, the men stood around and lunched on hunks +of boiled beef and slices of bread. There was an air of constraint upon +the male portion of the party not shared by Mrs. Gray and the girls. + +"Well, that settles things in the house," beamed the Deacon as he came +out with the women trailing behind him; "an' now in about two jerks of +a dead lamb's tail, we'll git at the things out in the barn." + +"Wal, we don't know much about machines and things, but I guess we'd +better go out and keep you men from fightin'," said Mrs. Gray, shaking +with fun; "Ike didn't come because he didn't want to make any trouble, +but I guess he might just as well 'a' come as send two such critters as +Jim 'n' Hank." + +The women laughed at her frankness, and in very good humor they all went +out to the barn-yard. + +"Now, these things can't be laid out fast as I call 'em off, but we'll +do the best we can." + +"Let's try the stawk first," said Jim. + +The women stood around with shawls pinned over their heads while the +division of the stock went forward. The young men came often within +chaffing distance of the girls. + +There were nine shotes nearly of a size, and the Deacon said, "I'll give +Serry the odd shote." + +"Why so?" asked Jim Harkey, a sullen-faced man of thirty. + +"Because a shote is hard to carry off and I can balance--" + +"Well, I guess you can balance f'r Em 'bout as well as f'r Serry." + +The Deacon was willing to yield a point. "Any objection, Bill? If not, +why--" + +"Nope, let her go," said Bill. + +"What 'ave _you_ got to say 'bout it?" asked Jim, insolently. + +Bill turned his slow bulk. "I guess I've a good 'eal to say--haven't I, +Serry?" + +Sarah reddened, but stood beside him bravely. "I guess you have, Bill, +about as much as _I_ have." There was a moment of dramatic tension and +the girls tingled with sympathy. + +"Let 'er go," said Bill, splitting a straw with his knife. He had not +proposed to Sarah before and he felt an unusual exaltation to think it +came so easy after all. + +When they reached the cattle, Jim objected to striking a balance with a +"farrer cow," and threw the Deacon's nice calculation all out of joint. + +"Let it go, Jim," pleaded Emma. + +"I won't do it," Ike said--"I mean I know he don't want no farrer cow, +he's got two now." + +The Deacon was a little nettled. "I guess that's going to stand," he +said sharply. + +Jim swore a little but gave in, and came back with an access of ill +humor on a division of the horses. + +"But I've give you the four heavy horses to balance the four others and +the two-year-old," said the Deacon. + +"I'll be damned if I stand that," said Jim. + +"I guess you'll have to," said the Deacon. + +Emma pleaded, "Let it go, Jim, don't make a fuss." + +Jim raged on, "I'll be cawn-demmed if I'll stand it. I don't--Ike don't +want them spavined old crows; they're all ring-boned and got the +heaves." His long repressed ill-nature broke out. + +"Toh, toh!" said the Deacon, "Don't kick over the traces now. We'll fix +it up some way." + +Emma tried to stop Jim, but he shook her off and continued to walk back +and forth behind the horses munching on quietly, unconscious of any +dispute about their value. + +Bill sat on the oat box in his hulking way, his heels thumping a tune, +his small gray eyes watching the angry man. + +"Don't make a darn fool of yourself," he said placidly. + +Jim turned, glad of the chance for a row, "You better keep out of this." + +Bill continued to thump, the palms of his big hands resting on the edge +of the box. "I'm in it," he said conclusively. + +"Well, you git out of it! I ain't goin' to be bulldozed--that ain't what +I come here for." + +"No, I see it ain't," said Bill. "If you're after a row you can have it +right here. You won't find a better place." + +"There, there," urged the Deacon. "What's the use? Keep cool and don't +tear your shirts." + +Mrs. Gray went up to Jim and took him by the arm. "You need a good +spankin' to make you good-natured," she said. "I think the Deacon has +done first rate, and you ought 'o--" + +"Let go o' me," he snarled, raising his hand as if to strike her. + +Bill's big boot lunged out, catching Harkey in the ribs, and if the +Deacon had not sprung to his assistance Jim would have been trampled to +pieces by the scared horse under whose feet he found himself. He was +wild with dizzy, breathless rage. + +"Who hit me?" he demanded. + +Bill's shapeless hulk straightened up and stood beside him as if his +pink flesh had suddenly turned to oak. Out of his fat cheeks his gray +eyes glared. + +"I did. Want another?" + +The Deacon and Jack came between and prevented the encounter which would +have immediately followed. Bill went on:-- + +"They cain't no man lay a hand on my mother and live long after it." He +was thoroughly awake now. There was no slouch to his action at that +moment, and Jim was secretly pleased to have the encounter go by. + +"You come here for a fuss and you can have it, both of you," Bill went +on in unusual eloquence. "Deacon's tried to do the square thing, Emmy's +tried to do the square thing, and Serry's kep' quiet, but you've been +sour and ugly the whole time, and now it's goin' to stop." + +"This ain't the last of this thing," said Jim. + +"You never'll have a better time," said Bill. + +Mrs. Gray and the Deacon turned in now to quiet Bill, and the settlement +went on. Jim kept close watch on the proceedings, and muttered his +dissent to his friends, but was careful not to provoke Bill further. + +In dividing the harnesses they came upon a cow-bell hanging on a nail. +The Deacon jingled it as he passed. "Goes with the bell-cow," he said, +and nothing further was said of it. Jim apparently did not consider it +worth quarrelling about. + +At last the work was done, a terribly hard day's work. The machines and +utensils were piled in separate places, the cattle separated, and the +grain measured. As they were about to leave, the Deacon said finally:-- + +"If there's any complaint to make, let's have it right now. I want this +settlement to _be_ a settlement. Is everybody satisfied?" + +"I am," said Emmy. "Ain't you, Serry?" + +"Why, of course," said Sarah, who was a little slower of speech. "I +think the Deacon has done first rate. I ain't a word of fault to find, +have you, Bill?" + +"Nope, not an ioty," said Bill, readily. + +Jim did not agree in so many words, but, as he said nothing, the Deacon +ended:-- + +"Well, that settles it. It ain't goin' to rain, so you can leave these +things right here till Monday. I guess I'll be gettin' out for home. +Good evening, everybody." + +Emma drove away down the road with Jim, but Sarah remained to straighten +up the house. Harkey's hired hand went home with Dade Walker who +considered that walk the pleasant finish to a very interesting day's +work. She sympathized for the time with the Harkey faction. + +Sunday forenoon, when Bill and Sarah drove up to the farm to put things +in order in the house, they found Ike Harkey walking around with that +queer side glance he had, studying the piles of furniture, and mentally +weighing the pigs. + +He greeted them smoothly: "Yes, yes, I'm _purr_fickly satisfied, +_purr_fickly! Not a word to say--better'n I expected," he added. + +Bill was not quite keen enough to perceive the insult which lay in that +final clause, and Sarah dared not inform him for fear of trouble. + +As Harkey drove away, however, Bill had a dim feeling of dissatisfaction +with him. + +"He's too gol-dang polite, that feller is; I don't like such +butter-mouth chaps--they'd steal the cents off'n a dead nigger's eyes." + + +III + + +The second Sunday after the partition of goods the entire Coolly turned +out to church in spite of the muddy road. The men, after driving up to +the door of the little white church and helping the women to alight, +drove out to the sheds along the fence and gathered in knots beside +their wagons in the warm spring sun. It was very pleasant there, and the +men leaned with relaxed muscles upon the wagon-wheels, or sat on the +fence with jack-knives in hand. The horses, weary with six days seeding, +slept with closed eyes and drooping lips. Generally the talk was upon +spring work, each man bragging of the number of acres he had sown during +the week, but this morning the talk was all about the division which had +come between the nieces of "deceased Williams." They discussed it slowly +as one might eat a choice pudding in order to extract the flavor from +each spoonful. + +"What is it all about, anyhow?" asked Jim Cranby. "I ain't heard nothing +about it." He had stood in open-mouthed perplexity trying to catch a +clew. Coming late, he found it baffling. + +"That shows where he lives; a man might as well live in a well as up in +Molasses Gap," said one of the younger men, pointing up to the Coolly. +"Why, Ike Harkey is kicking about the six shotes the Deacon put off on +him." + +"No, it wasn't the shotes, it was a farrer cow," put in Clint Stone. + +"Well, _I_ heard it was a shote." + +"So did I," said another. + +"Well, Bill Gray told Jinks Ike had stole a cow-bell that belonged to +the black farrer cow," said another late comer. + +"Stole a cow-bell," and they all drew closer together. This was really +worth while! + +"Yes, sir; Jinks told me he heard Bill say so yesterday. That's the way +I heard it." + +"Well, I'll be cussed, if that ain't small business for Ike Harkey!" + +"How did it happen?" asked Cranby, with sharpened appetite. + +"Well, I didn't hear no p'rtic'lars, but it seems the bell was hangin' +on a peg in the barn, and when they got home from church it was gone, +hide an' hair. Bill is dead sure Ike took it." + +"Say, there'll be fun over that yet, won't they," said one of the +fellows, with a grin. + +"Well, Ike better keep out of Bill's way, that's all." + +"Well--I ain't takin' sides. Some young'un may have took it." + +"Well, let's go in, boys; I see the Elder's come. By gum, there's +Harkey!" They all looked toward Harkey, who had just driven up to the +door. + +Harkey came into church holding his smooth, serious face a little one +side, in his usual way, quiet and dignified, as if he were living up to +his Sunday suit of clothes. He seemed to be unconscious of the attitude +in which he stood toward most of his neighbors. + +Bill and Sarah were not present, and that gave additional color to the +story of trouble between the sisters. + +After the sermon Deacon Harkey led the Sunday School, and the critics of +his action were impressed more than usual with his smooth and quiet +utterance. Emma seemed more than ordinarily worn and dispirited. + +It was perfectly natural that Mrs. Gray should be the last person to +know of the division which had slowly set in between the two sisters and +their factions. Charitable and guileless herself, it was difficult for +her to conceive of slander and envy. + +Nevertheless, a division had come about, slowly, but decisively. The +entire Coolly was involved in the discussion before Mrs. Gray gave it +any serious attention, but one day, when Sarah came in upon her and +poured out a mingled flood of sorrow and invective, the good soul was +aghast. + +"Well, well, I swan! There, there! I wouldn't make so much fuss over +it!" she said, stripping her hands out of the biscuit dough in order to +go over and pat Sarah on the shoulder. "After all that to-do gettin' +settled, seems 's if you ought 'o _stay_ settled. Good land! It ain't +anything to have a fuss over, anyway!" + +"But it is _our_ cow-bell. It belonged on the black farrer cow, that Jim +turned his nose up at, and he sneaked around and got it just to spite +us." + +"Oh, I guess not," she replied incredulously. + +"Well, he did; and Emmy put him up to it, and I know she did," said +Sarah in a lamentable voice. + +"Sary Ann," said Mrs. Gray, as sharply as any one ever heard her speak, +"that's a pretty way to talk about your sister, ain't it?" + +"Well, Mrs. Jim Harkey said--" + +"You never mind what Mrs. Jim Harkey said; she's a _snoop_ and everybody +knows it." + +"But she wouldn't tell that, if it weren't so." + +"Well, I tell you, I wouldn't pay no attention to what she said, and I +wouldn't make such a fuss over an old cow-bell, anyway." + +"But the cow-bell is only the starting point; she ain't been near the +house since, and she says all kinds of mean, nasty things about us." + +"All comes through Mrs. Jim, I suppose," said Mrs. Gray, with some +sarcasm. + +"No, it don't. She told Dade Walker that I got all the biggest +flat-irons, when she knows I offered her the bureau. I did everything I +could to make her feel satisfied." + +"I know you did, and now you must just keep cool till I see Emmy +myself." + +When Mrs. Gray started out on her mission of pacification, she found it +to be entirely out of her control. The Coolly was actively partisan. One +party stood by the Harkeys, and another took Sarah's part, while the +_tertium quid_ said it was "all darn foolishness." + +Mrs. Gray was appalled at the state of affairs, but struggled to +maintain a neutral position. In May, when Bill and Sarah were married, +things had reached such a stage that Emma was not invited to the wedding +supper. Nothing could have cut deeper than this neglect, and thereafter +adherents of the third remove declined to speak when passing; some even +refused to nod. The Harkey faction also condemned the early marriage of +Bill and Sarah as unseemly. + +Soon after, Emma came again to see Mrs. Gray, salty with tears, and +crushed with the slight Sarah had put upon her. She was a plain pale +woman, anyway, and weeping made her pitiable. She explained the +situation with her head on Mrs. Gray's lap:-- + +"She never has been to see me since that day, and--but I hoped she'd +come and see me, but she never sent me any invitation to her wedding." +She choked with sobs at the memory of it. + +Mrs. Gray realized the enormity of the offence, and she could only put +her arms around Emma's back and say, "There, there, I wouldn't take on +so about it." As a matter of fact, she had striven to have Bill send an +invitation to his brother-in-law, but Bill was inflexible on that point. +With the sound of the stolen cow-bell ringing in his ears, he could not +bring himself to ask Ike Harkey into his house. + +After Emma grew a little calmer, Mrs. Gray tried again to bridge the +chasm. "Now, I just believe if you would go to Sarah--" + +"I can't do that! She'd slam the door in my face. Jim's wife says Sarah +said I shouldn't pick a single currant out of the garden this year!" + +"I don't go much on what Jim's wife says," put in Mrs. Gray, guardedly. +She had begun to feel that Jim's wife was the main disturbing element. + +The sisters really suffered from their separation. They had been so used +to running in at all times of the day that each missed the other +wofully. It had been their habit whenever they needed each other to help +cook, or cut a dress, to hang a cloth out of the chamber window, a sign +which was sure to bring help post-haste; but now nothing would induce +either of them to make the first concession. + +Two or three times when Emma, feeling especially lonely, was on the +point of hanging out the signal, she was prevented by the thought of +some cruel message Mrs. Jim had brought. Jim lived on Ike's farm in a +small house that had been Emma's first home, and Mrs. Jim was almost as +much in her house as in her own. She had no children, and was a +mischief-maker, not so much from ill will as from a love of dramatic +situations; it was her life, this dramatic play of loves and hates +among her friends and neighbors. + +Emma feared her husband, too; he was so self-contained, and so +inexorably moral, at least in appearance. He sweetly said he bore no ill +will toward the Grays, but he must insist that his wife should not visit +them until they apologized. He took the matter very serenely, however. + +The sound of the cow-bell was a constant daily irritation to Bill; he +was slow to wrath, but the bell seemed to rasp on his tenderest nerve; +it had a curiously exultant sound heard in the early morning--it seemed +to voice Harkey's triumph. Bill's friends were astonished at the change +in him. He grew dark and thunderous with wrath whenever Harkey's name +was mentioned. + +One day Ike's cattle broke out of the pasture into Bill's young oats, +and though Ike hurried after them, it seemed to Bill he might have got +them out a little quicker than he did. He said nothing then, however, +but when a few days later they broke in again, he went over there in +very bad humor. + +"I want this thing stopped," he said. + +Ike was mending the fence. He smiled in his sweet way, and said +smoothly, "I'm sorry, but when they once git a taste of grain it's +pretty hard to keep 'em--" + +"Well, there ought to be a new fence here," said Bill. "That fence is as +rotten as a pumpkin." + +"I s'pose they had; yes, sir, that's so," Harkey assented quickly. "I'm +ready to build my half, you know," he said, "any time--any time you +are." + +"Well, I'll build mine to-morrow," said Bill. "I can't have your cattle +pasturing on my oats." + +"All right, all right. I'll have mine done as quick as yourn." + +"Well, see't you do; I don't want my grain all tramped into the ground +and I ain't a-goin' to have it." + +Harkey hastily gathered up his tools, saying, "Yes, yes, all right." + +"You might send home that cow-bell of mine while you're about it," Bill +called after him, but Harkey did not reply or turn around. + + +IV + + +The line fence ran up the bluff toward the summit of the ridge to the +east. On each side it was set with smooth green slopes of pasture and +pleasant squares of wheat, until it reached the woods and ran under the +oaks and walnuts and birches to the cliffs of lichen-spotted stone which +topped the summit. + +Bill walked the full length of the fence to see how much of the old +material could be used. He recognized the bell on one of Harkey's +cattle, and he grew wrathful at the sight of another cow peacefully +gnawing the fresh, green grass, with the bell, which belonged to the +black cow, on her neck. + +It was mid-spring. Everywhere was the vivid green of the Wisconsin +landscape; the slopes were like carefully tended lawns, without stumps +or stones; the groves rose up the hills, pink and gray and green in +softly rounded billows of cherry bloom and tender oak and elm foliage. +Here and there under the forest tender plants and flowers had sprung up, +slender and succulent like all productions of a rich and shadowed soil. + +Early the next morning Bill and his two hands began to work in the +meadow, working toward the ridge; Harkey and his brother and their hands +began at the ridge and worked down toward the meadow; each party could +hear the axes of the other ringing in the still, beautiful spring air. + +Bill's hired hand, on his way to the spring about the middle of the +forenoon, met Jim Harkey, who said wickedly in answer to a jocular +greeting:-- + +"Don't give me none of your lip now; we'll break your necks for two +cents." + +The hand came to Bill with the story. "Bill, they're on the fight." + +"Oh, I guess not." + +"Well, they be. We better not run up against them to-day if we don't +want trouble." + +"Well, I ain't goin' to dodge 'em," said Bill; "I ain't in that +business; if they want fight, we'll accommodate 'em with the best we've +got in the shop." + +At noon, Harkey's gang went to dinner a little earlier, and, as they +came down the path quite near, Jim said with a sneer:-- + +"You managed to git the easiest half of the fence, didn't yeh?" + +"We took the half that belongs to us," said Bill. "_We_ don't take what +don't belong to us." + +"Cow-bells, for instance," put in Bill's hired hand, with a provoking +intonation. + +Jim stopped and his face twisted with rage; Ike paused a little farther +on down the path. Jim came closer. + +"Say, I know what you're driving at and you're a liar, and for a leather +cent I'd lick you like hell!" + +"You can't do it. You don't weigh enough." + +"Oh, shut up, Jack," called Bill. "Go about y'r business," he said to +Jim, "or I'll take a hand." + +Jim's face flamed into a wild wrath. His lips lifted at the corners like +a wolf's as he leaped the fence with a wild spring and lunged against +Bill's breast. The larger man went down, but his great arms closed about +his assailant's neck with a bear-like grip. Jim could neither rise nor +strike; with a fury no animal could equal he pressed his hands upon +Bill's throat and thrust his elbow into his mouth in the attempt to +strangle him. He meant murder. + +Jack faced the other men, who came running up. Ike seized a stake, and +was about to leap over, when Jack raised an axe in the air. + +"Stand off!" he yelled, and his voice rang through the woods; he noticed +how harsh and wild it sounded in the silence. He heard a grunting sound, +and gave one glance at the two men writhing amid the ferns silent as +grappling bull-dogs. + +Bill had fallen in the brake and seemed wedged in. At last there came +into his heart a terrible shiver, a blind desperation that uncoiled all +the strength in his great bulk. Then he seemed to bound from the +ground, as he twisted the other man under him, and shook himself free. + +He dragged one great maul of a fist free and drove it at the face +beneath him. Jim saw it coming and turned his head. The blow fell on his +neck and his carnivorous grin smoothed out as if sleep had suddenly +fallen upon him. He drew a long, shuddering breath, his muscles +quivered, and his clenched hands fell open. + +Bill rose upon his knees and looked at him. A deep awe fell upon him. In +the pause he heard the robins rioting from the trees in the lower +valley, and the woodpecker cried resoundingly. + +"You've killed him!" cried Ike, as he climbed hastily over the fence. + +Bill did not reply. The men faced each other in solemn silence, all wish +for murder going out of their hearts. The sobbing cry of the mourning +dove, which they had been hearing all day, suddenly assumed new meaning. + +"_Ah, woe, woe is me!_" it cried. + +"Bring water!" shouted Ike, kneeling beside his brother. + +Bill knelt there with him, while the rest dashed water upon Jim's face. + +At last he began to breathe like a fretful, waking child, and looking up +into the scared faces above him, motioned the water away from him. The +angry look came back into his face, but it was mixed with perplexity. + +He touched his hand to his face and brought it down covered with blood. +"How much am I hurt?" he said fiercely. + +"Oh, nothing much," Ike hastened to say; "it's just a scratch." + +Jim struggled to his elbow and looked around him. It all seemed to come +back to him. "Did he do it fair?" he demanded of his companions. + +"Oh, yes; it was fair enough," said Ike. + +Jim looked at Jack. "That _thing_ didn't hit me with his axe, did he?" + +Jack grinned. "No, but I was just a-goin' to when Bill belted you one," +was the frank and convincing reply. + +Jim got up slowly and faced Bill. "Well, that settles it; it's all +right! You're a better man than I am. That's all I've got to say." + +He climbed back over the fence and led the way down to dinner without +looking back. + +"What give ye that lick on the side o' the head, Jim?" his wife asked, +when he sat down at the dinner-table. + +"Never you mind," he replied surlily, but he added, "Ike's axe come off, +and give me a side-winder." + +Bill carefully removed all marks of his struggle and walked into dinner +shamefacedly, all muscle gone out of his bulk of fat. His sudden return +to primeval savagery grew monstrous in the cheerful kitchen, with its +noise of hearty children, sizzling meat, and the clatter of dishes. + +The stove was not drawing well and Sarah did not notice anything out of +the way with Bill. + +"I never see such a hateful thing in all my life," she said, referring +to the stove. "That rhubarb duff won't be fit for a hog to eat; the +undercrust ain't baked the least bit yet, and I have had it in there +since fifteen minutes after 'leven." + +Bill said generously, "Oh, well, never mind, Serry; we'll worry it down +some way." + + +V + + +All through July and August Mrs. Jim Harkey seemed to renew her +endeavors to keep the sisters apart; she still carried spiteful tales to +and fro, amplifying them with an irresistible histronic tendency. It had +become a matter of self-exoneration with her then. She could not stop +now without seeming to admit she had been mischief-making in the past. +If the sisters should come together, her lies would instantly appear. + +Emma grew morose, irritable, and melancholy; she was suffering for her +sister's wholesome presence, and yet, being under the dominion of the +mischief-maker, dared not send word or even mention the name of her +sister in the presence of the Harkeys. + +Mrs. Jim came up to the house to stay as Emma got too ill to work, and +took charge of the house. The children hated her fiercely, and there +were noisy battles in the kitchen constantly wearing upon the nerves of +the sick woman who lay in the restricted gloom of the sitting room +bed-chamber, within hearing of every squall. + +There were moments of peace only when Ike was in the house. Smooth as he +was, Jim's wife was afraid of him. There was something compelling in his +low-toned voice; his presence subdued but did not remove strife. + +His silencing of the tumult hardly arose out of any consideration for +his wife, but rather from his inability to enjoy his paper while the +clamor of war was going on about him. + +He was not a tender man, and yet he prided himself on being a very calm +and even-tempered man. He kept out of Bill's way, and considered himself +entirely justified in his position regarding the cow-bell. It is +doubtful if he would have accepted an apology. + +Emma suffered acutely from Mrs. Harkey's visits. Something mean and +wearying went out from her presence, and her sharp, bold face was a +constant irritation. Sometimes when she thought herself alone, Emma +crawled to the window which looked up the Coolly, toward Sarah's home, +and sat there silently longing to send out a cry for help. But at the +sound of Jane Harkey's step she fled back into bed like a frightened +child. + +She became more and more childish and more flighty in her thoughts as +her time of trial drew near, and she became more subject to her jailer. +She grew morbidly silent, and her large eyes were restless and full of +pleading. + +One day she heard Mrs. Smith talking out in the kitchen. + +"How is Emmy to-day, Mrs. Jim?" + +"Well, not extry. She ain't likely to come out as well as usual this +time, I don't think," was the brutally incautious reply; "she's pretty +well run down, and I wouldn't be surprised if she had some trouble." + +"I suppose Sarah will be down to help you," said Mrs. Smith. + +"Well, I guess not--not after what she's told." + +"What has she told?" asked Mrs. Smith, in her sweet and friendly voice. + +"Why, she said she wouldn't set foot in this house if we all _died_." + +"I never heard her say that, and I don't believe she ever _did_ say it," +said Mrs. Smith, firmly. + +Emma's heart glowed with a swift rush of affection toward her sister and +Mrs. Smith; she wanted to cry out her faith in Sarah, but she dared not. + +Mrs. Harkey slammed the oven door viciously. "Well, you can believe it +or not, just as you like; I heard her say it." + +"Well, I didn't, so I can't believe it." + +When Mrs. Smith came in, Emma was ready to weep, so sweet and cheery was +her visitor's face. + +She found no chance to talk with her, however, for Mrs. Harkey kept near +them during her visit. Once, while Mrs. Jim ran out to look at the pies, +Mrs. Smith whispered: "Don't you believe what they say about Sarah. +She's just as kind as can be--I know she is. She's looking down this +way every day, and I know she'd come down instanter if you'd send for +her. I'm going up that way, and--" + +She found no further chance to say anything, but from that moment Emma +began to think of letting Sarah know how much she needed her. She +planned to hang out the cloth as she used to. She exaggerated its +importance in the way of an invalid, until it attained the significance +of an act of treason. She felt like a criminal even in thinking about +it. + +Several times in the night she dreamed she had put the cloth out and +that Jim and his wife had seen it and torn it down. She awoke two or +three times to find herself sitting up in bed staring out of the window, +through which the moon shone and the multitudinous sounds of the +mid-summer insects came sonorously. + +Once her husband said, "What's the matter? It seems to me you'd rest +better if you'd lay down and keep quiet." His voice was low enough, but +it had a peculiar inflection, which made her sink back into bed by his +side, shivering with fear and weeping silently. + +The next day Jim and her husband both went off to town, and Jim's wife, +after about ten o'clock, said:-- + +"Now, Emmy, I'm going down to Smith's to get a dress pattern, and I want +you to keep quiet right here in bed. I'll be right back; I'll set some +water here, and I guess you won't want anything else until I get back. +I'll run right down and right back." + +After hearing the door close, Emma lay for a few minutes listening, +waiting until she felt sure Mrs. Harkey was well out of the yard, then +she crept out of bed and crawled to the window. Mrs. Jim was far down +the road; she could see her blue dress and her pink sunbonnet. + +The sick woman seized the sheet and pulled it from the bed; the clothes +came with it, but she did not mind that. She pulled herself painfully up +the stairway and across the rough floor of the chamber to the window +which looked toward her sister's house, and with a wild exultation flung +the sheet far out and dropped on her knees beside the open window. + +She moaned and cried wildly as she waved the sheet. The note of a scared +child was in her voice. + +"Oh, Serry, come quick! Oh, I _need_ you, Serry! I didn't mean to be +mean; I want to see you _so_! Oh, dear, oh, dear! Oh, Serry, come +quick!" + +Then space and the world slipped away, and she knew nothing of time +again until she heard the anxious voice of Sarah below. + +"Emmy, where _are_ you, Emmy?" + +"Here I be, Serry." + +With swift, heavy tread Sarah hurried up the stairs, and the dear old +face shone upon her again; those kind gray eyes full of anxiety and of +love. + +Emma looked up like a child entreating to be lifted. Her look so +pitifully eager went to the younger sister's maternal heart. + +"You poor, dear soul! Why didn't you send for me before?" + +"Oh, Serry, don't leave me again, will you?" + +When Mrs. Harkey returned she found Sarah sitting by Emma's side in the +bed-chamber. Sarah looked at her with all the grimness her jolly fat +face could express. + +"You ain't needed _here_," she said coldly. "If you want to do anything, +find a man and send him for the Doctor--quick. If she dies you'll be her +murderer." + +Mrs. Harkey was subdued by the bitterness of accusation in Sarah's face +as well as by Emma's condition. She hurried down the Coolly and sent a +boy wildly galloping toward the town. Then she went home and sat down by +her own hearthstone feeling deeply injured. + +When the Doctor came he found a poor little boy baby crying in Sarah's +arms. It was Emma's seventh child, but the ever sufficing mother-love +looked from her eyes undimmed, limitless as the air. + +"Will it live, Doctor? It's so little," she said, with a sigh. + +"Oh, yes, I suppose so!" said the Doctor, as if its living were not +entirely a blessing to itself or others. "Yes, I've seen lots of lusty +children begin life like that. But," he said to Sarah at the door, "she +needs better care than the babe!" + +"She'll git it," said Sarah, with deep solemnity, "if I have to move +over here--and live." + + + + +A FAIR EXILE + + +The train was ambling across the hot, russet plain. The wind, strong and +warm and dry, sweeping up from the south, carried with it the subtle +odor of September grass and gathered harvests. Out of the unfenced roads +the dust arose in long lines, like smoke from some hidden burning which +the riven earth revealed. The fields were tenanted with thrashing crews, +the men diminished by distance to pygmies, the long belt of the engine +flapping and shining like a ribbon in the flaming sunlight. + +The freight-cars on the accommodation train jostled and rocked about and +heaved up laterally till they resembled a long line of awkward, +frightened, galloping buffaloes. The one coach was scantily filled with +passengers, mainly poorly clothed farmers and their families. + +A young man seated well back in the coach was looking dreamily out of +the window, and the conductor, a keen-eyed young fellow, after passing +him several times, said, in a friendly way: + +"Going up to Boomtown, I imagine." + +"Yes--if we ever get there." + +"Oh, we'll get there. We won't have much more switching. We've only got +an empty car or two to throw in at the junction." + +"Well, I'm glad of that. I'm a little impatient, because I've got a case +coming up in court, and I'm not exactly fixed for it." + +"Your name is Allen, I believe." + +"Yes; J. H. Allen, of Sioux City." + +"I thought so. I've heard you speak." + +The young lawyer was a tall, slender, dark-eyed man, rather sombre in +appearance. He did not respond to the invitation in the conductor's +voice. + +"When do you reach the junction?" + +"Next stop. We're only a few minutes late. Expect to meet friends +there?" + +"No; thought I'd get a lunch, that's all." + +At the junction the car became pretty well filled with people. Two or +three Norwegian families came clattering in, the mothers clothed in +heavy shawls and cheap straw hats, the flaxen-haired children in faded +cottonade and blue denims. They filled nearly half the seats. Several +drummers came in, laughing loudly, bearing heavy valises. Then Allen +heard, above the noise, the shrill but sweet voice of a girl, and caught +the odor of violets as two persons passed him and took a seat just +before him. + +The man he knew by sight and reputation as a very brilliant young +lawyer--Edward Benson, of Heron Lake. The girl he knew instantly to be +utterly alien to this land and people. She was like a tropic bird seen +amid the scant foliage of northern hills. There was evidence of great +care and taste in every fold of her modish dress. Her hat was simple but +in the latest city fashion, and her gloves were spotless. She gave off +an odor of cleanliness and beauty. + +She was very young and slender. Her face was piquant but not +intellectual, and scarcely beautiful. It pleased rather by its life and +motion and oddity than by its beauty. She looked at her companion in a +peculiar way--trustfully, almost reverently--and yet with a touch of +coquetry which seemed perfectly native to every turn of her body or +glance of her eyes. + +Her companion was a fine Western type of self-made man. He was tall and +broad-shouldered, but walked a little stooping, like a man of fifty. He +wore a long Prince Albert frock-coat, hanging loosely from his rather +square shoulders. His white vest was noticeably soiled by his watch +chain, and his tie was disarranged. + +His face was very fine and good. His eyes were gray-blue, deep and +quiet, but slightly smiling, as were his lips, which his golden-brown +mustache shaded but did not hide. He was kept smiling in this quizzical +way by the nervous chatter of the girl beside him. His profile, which +was the view Allen had of him, was striking. His strong, straight nose +and abrupt forehead formed a marked contrast to the rather characterless +nose and retreating forehead of the girl. + +The first words that Allen distinguished out of the merry war in which +they seemed engaged were spoken in the tone of pretty petulance such +women use--a coquette's defence. + +"You did! you did! you _did_! _Now_! You know you did! You told me +that! You told me you despised girls like me!" + +"I said I despised women who had no object in life but dress," he +replied, rather soberly. + +"But you were hopping on me; you meant me, now! You can't deny it! You +despise me, I know you do!" She challenged his flattery in her pouting +self-depreciation. + +The young man tried to stop her in her course, to change her mood, which +was descending to real feeling. His low words were lost in the rumble of +the car. + +"Yes, yes, try to smooth it over; but you can't fool me any more. But I +don't want you to flatter me and lie to me the way Judge Stearns did," +she added, with a sudden change of manner. "I like you because you're +straight." + +The phrase with which she ended seemed to take on a new meaning, uttered +by those red lips in childish pout. + +"Now, why are you down on the judge? I don't see," said the man, as if +she had gone back to an old attack. + +"Well, if you'd seen what I have, you'd understand." She turned away and +looked out of the window. "Oh, this terrible country! I'd die out here +in six weeks. I know I should." + +The young lawyer was not to be turned aside. + +"Of course, I'm pleased to have you throw the judge over and employ me, +but, all the same, I think you do him an injustice. He's a good, square +man." + +"Square man!" she said, turning to him with a sudden fury in her eyes. +"Do you call it square for a man--married, and gray-haired, too--to take +up with a woman like Mrs. Shellberg? Say, do you, now?" + +"Well, I don't quite believe--" + +"Oh, I _lie_, do I?" she cried, with another swift change to reproach. +"You can't take my word for Mrs. Shellberg's visits to his office." + +"But he was her lawyer." + +"But you know what kind of a woman she is! She didn't need to go there +every day or two, did she? What did he always receive her in his private +office for? Come, now, tell me that!" + +"I don't know that he did," persisted the lawyer. + +A sort of convulsion passed over her face, her little hands clinched, +and the tears started into her eyes. Her voice was very quiet. + +"You think I lie, then?" + +"I think you are mistaken, just as other jealous women have--" + +"You think I'm jealous, do you?" + +"You act like a jeal--" + +"Jealous of that gray-haired old wretch? No, sir! I--I--" She struggled +to express herself. "I liked him, and I hated to lose all my faith in +men. I thought he was good and honest when he prayed--Oh, I've seen him +pray in church, the old hypocrite!" Her fury returned at the +recollection. + +Her companion's face grew grave. The smile went out of his eyes, leaving +them dark and sorrowful. + +"I understand you now," he said, at last. She turned to look at him. +"My practice in the divorce business out here has almost destroyed my +faith in women. If it weren't for my wife and sister--" + +She broke in eagerly: "Now I _know_ you know what I mean. Sometimes I +think men are--devils!" She thrust this word forth, and her little face +grew dark and strained. "But the judge kept me from thinking--I never +loved my father; he didn't care for me; all he wanted to do was to make +ten thousand barrels of beer a year and sell it; and the judge seemed +like a father to me till _she_ came and destroyed my faith in him." + +"But--well, let Mrs. S. go. There are lots of good men and pure women in +the world. It's dangerous to think there aren't--especially for a +handsome young woman like you. You can't afford to keep in that kind of +a mood long." + +She looked at him curiously. "That's what I like about you," she said, +soberly. "You talk to me as if I had some sense--as if I were a human +being. If you were to flatter me, now, and make love to me, I never +would believe in any man again." + +He smiled again in his frank, good way, and drew a picture from his +pocket. It was a picture of a woman bending down over a laughing, naked +child, sprawling frogwise in her lap. The woman's face was broad and +intellectual and handsome. The look of splendid maternity was in her +eyes. They both looked at the picture in silence. The girl sighed. + +"I wish I was as good as that woman looks." + +"You can be if you try." + +"Not with a big Chicago brewer for a father, and a husband that beats +you whenever the mood takes him." + +"I admit that's hard. I think the atmosphere of that Heron Lake hotel +isn't any great help to you." + +"Oh, they're a gay lot there! We fight like cats and dogs." A look of +slyness and boldness came over her face. "Mrs. Shellberg hates me as +hard as I do her. She used to go around telling: 'It's very peculiar, +you know'"--she imitated her rival's voice--"'but no matter which end of +the dining-room I sit, all the men look that way!'" + +The young lawyer laughed at her in spite of himself. + +And she went on: "But they don't, now. That's the reason she hates me," +she said, in conclusion. "The men don't notice her when I'm around." + +To hear her fresh young lips utter those words with their vile +inflections was like taking a sudden glimpse into the underworld, where +harlots dwell and the spirits of unrestrained lusts dance in the shadowy +recesses of the human heart. + +Allen, hearing this fragmentary conversation, fascinated yet uneasy, +looked at the pair with wonder. They seemed quite unconscious of their +public situation. + +The young lawyer looked straight before him, while the girl, swept on by +her ignoble rage, displayed still more of the moral ulceration which had +been injected into her young life. + +"I don't see what men find about her to like--unless it is her eyes. +She's got beautiful eyes. But she's vulgar--ugh! The stories she +tells--right before men, too! She'd kill any one that got ahead of her, +that woman would! And yet she'll come into my room and cry and cry, and +say: 'Don't take him away from me! Leave him to me!' Ugh! It makes me +sick." She stamped her foot, then added, irrelevantly: "She wears a wig, +too. I suppose that old fool of a judge thinks it's her own hair." + +The lawyer sat in stony silence. His grave face was accusing in its set +expression, and she felt it, and was spurred on to do still deeper +injustice to herself--an insane perversity. + +"Not that I care a cent--I'm not jealous of her. I ain't so bad off for +company as she is. She can't take anybody away from me, but she must go +and break down my faith in the judge." + +She bit her lips to keep from crying out. She looked out of the window +again, seeking control. + +The "divorce colony" never appeared more sickening in its inner +corruptions than when delineated by this dainty young girl. Allen could +see the swarming men about the hotels; he could see their hot, leering +eyes and smell their liquor-laden breaths as they named the latest +addition to the colony or boasted of their associations with those +already well known. + +The girl turned suddenly to her companion. + +"How do those people live out here on their farms?" + +She pointed at a small shanty where the whole family stood to watch the +train go by. + +"By eating boiled potatoes and salt pork." + +"Salt pork!" she echoed, as if salt pork were old boot-heels or bark or +hay. "Why, it takes four hours for salt pork to digest!" + +He laughed again at her childish irrelevancy. "So much the better for +the poor. Where'd you learn all that, anyway?" + +"At school. Oh, you needn't look so incredulous! I went to +boarding-school. I learned a good deal more than you think." + +"Well, so I see. Now, I should have said pork digested in three hours, +speaking from experience." + +"Well, it don't. What do the women do out here?" + +"They work like the men, only more so." + +"Do they have any new things?" + +"Not very often, I'm afraid." + +She sighed. After a pause, she said: + +"You were raised on a farm?" + +"Yes. In Minnesota." + +"Did you do work like that?" She pointed at a thrashing-machine in the +field. + +"Yes, I ploughed and sowed and reaped and mowed. I wasn't on the farm +for my health." + +"You're very strong, aren't you?" she asked, admiringly. + +"In a slab-sided kind of a way--yes." + +Her eyes grew abstracted. + +"I like strong men. Ollie was a little man, not any taller than I am, +but when he was drunk he was what men call a--a holy terror. He struck +me with the water-pitcher once--that was just before baby was born. I +wish he'd killed me." She ended in a sudden reaction to hopeless +bitterness. "It would have saved me all these months of life in this +terrible country." + +"It might have saved you from more than you think," he said, quietly, +tenderly. + +"What do you mean?" + +"You've been brought up against women and men who have defiled you. +They've made your future uncertain." + +"Do you think it's so bad as that? Tell me!" she insisted, seeing his +hesitation. + +"You're on the road to hell!" he said, in a voice that was very low, but +it reached her. It was full of pain and grave reprimand and gentleness. +"You've been poisoned. You're in need of a good man's help. You need the +companionship of good, earnest women instead of painted harlots." + +Her voice shook painfully as she replied: + +"You don't think I'm _all_ bad?" + +"You're not bad at all--you're simply reckless. _You_ are not to blame. +It depends upon yourself now, though, whether you keep a true woman or +go to hell with Mrs. Shellberg." + +The conductor eyed them, as he passed, with an unpleasant light in his +eyes, and the drummers a few seats ahead turned to look at them. The tip +had passed along from lip to lip. They were like wild beasts roused by +the presence of prey. Their eyes gleamed with relentless lust. They eyed +the little creature with ravening eyes. Her helplessness was their +opportunity. + +Allen, sitting there, entered into the terror and the tragedy of the +girl's life. He imagined her reckless, prodigal girlhood; the coarse, +rich father; the marriage, when a thoughtless girl, with a drunken, +dissolute boy; the quarrels, brutal beatings; the haste to secure a +divorce; the contamination of the crowded hotels in Heron Lake, where +this slender young girl--naturally pure, alert, quick of impulse--was +like a lamb among lustful wolves. His heart ached for her. + +The deep, slow voice of the lawyer sounded on. His eyes, turned toward +her, had no equivocal look. He was a brother speaking to a younger +sister. The tears fell down her cheeks, upon her folded hands. Her +widely opened eyes seemed to look out into a night of storms. + +"Oh, what shall I do?" she moaned. "I wish I was dead--and baby, too!" + +"Live for the baby--let him help you out." + +"Oh, he can't! I don't care enough for him. I wish I was like other +mothers, but I'm not. I can't shut myself up with a baby. I'm too +young." + +He saw that. She was seeking the love of a man, not the care of a child. +She had the wifely passion, but not the mother's love. He was silent; +the case baffled him. + +"Oh, I wish you could help me! I wish I had you to help me all the time! +I do! I don't care what you think--_I do! I do!_" + +"Our home is open to you and baby, too," he said, slowly. "My wife knows +about you, and--" + +"Who told her--did you?" she flashed out again, angrily, jealously. + +"Yes. My wife is my other self," he replied, quietly. + +She stared at him, breathing heavily, then looked out of the window +again. At last she turned to him. She seemed to refer to his invitation. + +"Oh, this terrible land! Oh, I couldn't stay here! I'd go insane. +Perhaps I'm going insane, anyway. Don't you think so?" + +"No, I think you're a little nervous, that's all." + +"Oh! Do you think I'll get my divorce?" + +"Certainly, without question." + +"Can I wait and go back with you?" + +"I shall not return for several days. Perhaps you couldn't bear to wait +in this little town; it's not much like the city." + +"Oh, dear! But I can't go about alone. I hate these men, they stare at +me so! I wish I was a man. It's awful to be a woman, don't you think so? +Please don't laugh." + +The young lawyer was far from laughing, but this was her only way of +defending herself. These pert, bird-like ways formed her shield against +ridicule and misprision. + +He said, slowly, "Yes, it's an awful thing to be a woman, but then it's +an awful responsibility to be a man." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I mean that we are responsible, as the dominant sex, for every tragic, +incomplete woman's life." + +"Don't you blame Mrs. Shellberg?" she said, forcing him to a concrete +example with savage swiftness. + +"No. She had a poor father and a poor husband, and she must earn her own +living some way." + +"She could cook, or nurse, or something like that." + +"It isn't easy to find opportunity to cook or nurse. If it were as easy +to earn a living in a pure way as it is in a vicious way, all men would +be rich and virtuous. But what had you planned to do after your +divorce?" + +"Oh, I'm going to travel for two years. Then I'll try to settle down." + +"What you need is a good husband, and a little cottage where you'd have +to cook your own food--and tend the baby." + +"I wouldn't cook for any man living," she broke in, to express her +bitterness that he could so coldly dispose of her future. "Oh, this +terrible train! Can't it go faster? If I'd realized what a trip this +was, I wouldn't have started." + +"This is the route you all go," he replied, with grim humor, and his +words pictured a ceaseless stream of divorcees. + +She resented his classing her with the rest, but she simply said: "You +despise me, don't you? But what can we do? You can't expect us to live +with men we hate, can you? That would be worse than Mrs. Shellberg." + +"No, I don't expect that of you. I'd issue a divorce coupon with every +marriage certificate, and done with it," he said, in desperate disgust. +"Then this whole cursed business would be done away with. It isn't a +question of our laxity of divorce laws," he said, after a pause, "it's a +question of the senseless severity of the laws in other States. That's +what throws this demoralizing business into our hands here." + +"It pays, don't it? I know I've paid for everything I've had." + +"Yes, that's the demoralizing thing. It draws a gang of conscienceless +attorneys here, and it draws us who belong here off into dirty work, and +it brings us into contact with men and women--I'm sick of the whole +business." + +She had hardly followed him in his generalizations. She brought him back +to the personal. + +"You're sick of me, I know you are!" She leaned her head on the +window-pane. Her eyes closed. "Oh, I wish my heart would stop beating!" +she said, in a tense, profoundly significant tone. + +Allen, sitting so close behind them, was forced to overhear, so +piercingly sweet was her voice. He trembled for fear some one else might +hear her. It seemed like profanation that any one but God should listen +to this outcry of a quivering, writhing soul. + +She faced her companion again. "You're the only man I know, now, that I +respect, and you despise me." + +"No, I don't; I pity you." + +"That's worse. I want you to help me. Oh, if you could go with me, or if +I could be with you!" Her gloved hands strained together in the agony of +her desire. + +His calm lips did not waver. He did not smile, even about the eyes. He +knew her cry sprang from her need of a brother, not from the passion of +a woman. + +"Our home is yours just as long as you can bear the monotony of our +simple lives," he said, in his quiet way, but it was deep-throated and +unmistakable in its sincerity. + +She laid her hand on his arm and clasped it hard, then turned away her +head, and they rode in silence. + +After they left the car Allen sat, with savage eyes and grimly set +mouth, going over the problem again and again. He saw that young and +helpless creature walking the gantlet between endless ranks of lustful, +remorseless men, snatching at her in selfish, bestial desire. + +It made him bitter and despairing to think that women should be +helpless--that they should need some man to protect them against some +other man. He cursed the laws and traditions that had kept women +subordinate and trivial and deceptive and vacillating. He wished they +could be raised to the level of the brutes till, like the tigress or +she-wolf, they could not only defend themselves, but their young. + +He tried to breathe a sigh of relief that she had gone out of his life, +but he could not. It was not so easy to shake off the shadow of his +responsibility. He followed her in imagination on her downward path till +he saw her stretching out her hands in pitiful need to casual +acquaintances--alone and without hope; still petite, still dainty in +spite of all, still with flashes of wit, and then-- + +He shuddered. "O my God! Upon whom does the burden of guilt lie?" + + * * * * * + +On the night of his return he sat among his romping babes, debating +whether he should tell the story to his wife or not. As the little ones +grew weary the noise of the autumn wind--the lonely, woful, moaning +prairie wind--came to his ears, and he shuddered. His wife observed it. + +"What is it, Joe? Did you get a chill?" + +"Oh no. The wind sounds a little lonesome to-night, that's all." But he +took his little girl into his arms and held her close. + + + + +AN ALIEN IN THE PINES + +I + + +A man and a woman were pacing up and down the wintry station platform, +waiting for a train. On every side the snow lay a stained and crumpled +blanket, with here and there a light or a chimney to show the village +sleeping beneath. + +The sky was a purple-black hemisphere, out of which the stars glittered +almost white. The wind came out of the west, cold but amiable; the +cracked bell of a switch-engine gurgled querulously at intervals, +followed by the bumping of coupling freight-cars; roosters were crowing, +and sleepy train-men were assembling in sullen silence. + +The couple walked with arms locked like lovers, but the tones of their +voices had the quality which comes after marriage. They were man and +wife. + +The woman's clear voice arose. "Oh, Ed, isn't this delicious? What one +misses by not getting up early!" + +"Sleep, for instance," laughed her husband. + +"Don't drag me down. You know what I mean. Let's get up early every +morning while we're up here in the woods." + +"Shouldn't wonder if we had to. There'll be a lot to do, and I want to +get back to Chicago by the 1st of February." + +"This is an experience! Isn't it still? When is our train due?" + +"Due now; I think that is our headlight up the track." + +As he spoke an engine added its voice to the growing noise of the +station, and drew solemnly down the frosty steel. + +An eruption of shapeless forms of men from the depot filled the one +general coach of the train. They nearly all were dressed in some sort of +fur coat, and all had the look of men accustomed to out-door +life--powerful, loud-voiced, unrefined. They were, in fact, travelling +men, business men, the owners of mills or timber. The stolid or patient +ox-like faces of some Norwegian workmen, dressed in gay Mackinac +jackets, were sprinkled about. + +The young wife was a fine type of woman anywhere, but these surroundings +made her seem very dainty and startlingly beautiful. Her husband had the +fair skin of a city man, but his powerful shoulders and firm step +denoted health and wholesome living. They were both good to look at. + +They soon felt the reaction to sleepiness which comes to those not +accustomed to early rising, and the wife, soothed by the clank of the +train, leaned her head on her husband's shoulder and dozed. He looked +out upon the landscape, glad that his wife was not observing it. He did +not know such desolation existed in Wisconsin. + +On every side were the evidences of a ruined forest land. A landscape of +flat wastes, of thinned and burned and uprooted trees. A desolate and +apparently useless land. + +Here and there a sawmill stood gray and sagging, surrounded by little +cabins of unpainted wood, to testify to the time when great pines stood +all about, and the ring of the swamper's axe was heard in the intervals +of silence between the howls of a saw. + +To the north the swells grew larger. Birch and tamarack swamps +alternated with dry ridges on which an inferior pine still grew. The +swamps were dense tangles of broken and uprooted trees. Slender +pike-like stumps of fire-devastated firs rose here and there, black and +grim skeletons of trees. + +It was a land that had been sheared by the axe, torn by the winds, and +blasted by fire. + +Off to the west low blue ridges rose, marking the boundaries of the +valley which had been washed out ages ago by water. After the floods +pine forest had sprung up, and these in their turn had been sheared away +by man. It lay now awaiting the plough and seeder of the intrepid +pioneer. + +Suddenly the wife awoke and sat up. "Why, we haven't had any breakfast!" + +He smiled at her childish look of bewilderment. "I've been painfully +aware of it for some time back. I've been suffering for food while you +slept." + +"Why didn't you get into the basket?" + +"How could I, with you on my manly bosom?" + +She colored up a little. They had not been married long, evidently. "How +considerate you are!" + +They were soon eating a breakfast with the spirit of picnickers. +Occasionally she looked out of the window. + +"What a wild country!" she said. He did not emphasize its qualities to +her; rather, he distracted her attention from its desolation. + +The train roared round its curves, conforming with the general course of +the river. On every hand were thickening signs of active lumber +industry. They flashed by freight trains loaded with logs or lumber or +ties. Mills in operation grew thicker. + +The car echoed with the talk of lumber. A brisk man with a red mustache +was exhibiting a model of a machine to cut certain parts of machinery +out of "two by fours." Another was describing a new shingle-mill he had +just built. + +A couple of elderly men, one a German, were discussing the tariff on +lumber. The workmen mainly sat silent. + +"It's all so strange!" the young wife said, again and again. + +"Yes, it isn't exactly the Lake Shore Drive." + +"I like it. I wish I could smell the pines." + +"You'll have all the pines you can stand before we get back to Chicago." + +"No, sir; I'm going to enjoy every moment of it; and you're going to let +me help, you know--look over papers, and all that. I'm the heiress, you +must remember," she added, wickedly. + +"Well, we won't quarrel about that until we see how the legacy turns +out. It may not be worth my time up here. I shall charge you roundly as +your lawyer, depend on that." + +The outlook grew more attractive as the train sped on. Old Mosinee rose, +a fine rounded blue shape, on the left. + +"Why, there's a mountain! I didn't know Wisconsin had such a mountain as +that." + +"Neither did I. This valley is fine. Now, if your uncle's estates only +included that hill!" + +The valley made off to the northwest with a bold, large, and dignified +movement. The coloring, blue and silver, purple-brown and bronze-green, +was harmonious with the grouping of lines. It was all fresh and vital, +wholesome and very impressive. + +From this point the land grew wilder--that is to say, more primeval. +There was more of Nature and less of man. The scar of the axe was here +and there, but the forest predominated. The ridges of pine foliages +broke against the sky, miles and miles, in splendid sweep. + +"This must be lovely in summer," the wife said, again and again, as they +flashed by some lake set among the hills. + +"It's fine now," he replied, feeling the thrill of the sportsman. "I'd +like to shoulder a rifle and plunge into those snowy vistas. How it +brings the wild spirit out in a man! Women never feel that delight." + +"Oh, yes, we do," she replied, glad that something remained yet +unexplained between them. "We feel just like men, only we haven't the +strength of mind to demand a share of it with you." + +"Yes, you feel it at this distance. You'd come back mighty quick the +second night out." + +She did not relish his laughter, and so looked away out of the window. +"Just think of it--Uncle Edwin lived here thirty years!" + +He forebore to notice her inconsistency. "Yes, the wilderness is all +right for a vacation, but I prefer Chicago for the year round." + +When they came upon Ridgeley, both cried out with delight. + +"Oh, what a dear, picturesque little town!" she said. + +"Well, well! I wonder how they came to build a town without a row of +battlemented stores?" + +It lay among and upon the sharp, low, stumpy pine ridges in haphazard +fashion, like a Swiss village. A small brook ran through it, smothered +here and there in snow. A sawmill was the largest figure of the town, +and the railway station was the centre. There was not an inch of painted +board in the village. Everywhere the clear yellow of the pine flamed +unstained by time. Lumber piles filled all the lower levels near the +creek. Evidently the town had been built along logging roads, and there +was something grateful and admirable in its irregular arrangement. The +houses, moreover, were all modifications of the logging camps; even the +drug store stood with its side to the street. All about were stumps and +fringes of pines, which the lumbermen, for some good reason, had passed +by. Charred boles stood purple-black out of the snow. + +It was all green and gray and blue and yellow-white and stern. The sky +was not more illimitable than the rugged forest which extended on every +hand. + +"Oh, this is glorious--glorious!" said the wife. "Do I own some of this +town?" she asked, as they rose to go out. + +"I reckon you do." + +"Oh, I'm so glad!" + +As they stepped out on the platform, a large man in corduroy and +wolf-skin faced them like a bandit. + +"Hello, Ed!" + +"Hello, Jack! Well, we've found you. My wife, Mr. Ridgeley. We've come +up to find out how much you've embezzled," he said, as Ridgeley pulled +off an immense glove to shake hands all round. + +"Well, come right over to the hotel. It ain't the Auditorium, but then, +again, it ain't like sleeping outdoors." + +As they moved along they heard the train go off, and then the sound of +the saw resumed its domination of the village noises. + +"Was the town named after you, or you after the town?" asked Field. + +"Named after me. Old man didn't want it named after him; would kill it," +he said. + +Mr. and Mrs. Field found the hotel quite comfortable and the dinner +wholesome. They beamed upon each other. + +"It's going to be delightful," they said. + +Ridgeley was a bachelor, and made his home at the hotel also. That night +he said: "Now we'll go over the papers and records of your uncle's +property, and then we'll go out and see if the property is all there. I +imagine this is to be a searching investigation." + +"You may well think it. My wife is inexorable." + +As night fell, the wife did not feel so safe and well pleased. The loud +talking in the office below and the occasional whooping of a crowd of +mill-hands going by made her draw her chair nearer and lay her fingers +in her husband's palm. + +He smiled indulgently. "Don't be frightened, my dear. These men are not +half so bad as they sound." + + +II + + +Mrs. Field sat in the inner room of Ridgeley's office, waiting for the +return of her husband with the team. They were going out for a drive. + +Ridgeley was working at his books, and he had forgotten her presence. + +She could not but feel a deep admiration for his powerful frame and his +quick, absorbed action as he moved about from his safe to his desk. He +was a man of great force and ready decision. + +Suddenly the door opened and a stranger entered. He had a sullen and +bitter look on his thin, dark face. Ridgeley's quick eyes measured him, +and his hand softly turned the key in his money drawer, and as he faced +about he swung shut the door of the safe. + +The stranger saw all this with eyes as keen as Ridgeley's. A cheerless +and strange smile came upon his face. + +"Don't be alarmed," he said. "I'm low, but I ain't as low as that." + +"Well, sir, what can I do for you?" asked Ridgeley. Mrs. Field half +rose, feeling something tense and menacing in the attitude of the two +men. + +But the intruder quietly answered, "You can give me a job if you want +to." + +Ridgeley remained alert. His eyes ran over the man's tall frame. He +looked strong and intelligent, although his eyes were fevered and dull. + +"What kind of a job?" + +"Any kind that will take me out into the woods and keep me there." + +There was a self-accusing tone in his voice that Ridgeley felt. + +"What's your object? You look like a man who could do something else. +What brings you here?" + +The man turned with a sudden resolution to punish himself. His voice +expressed a terrible loathing. + +"Whiskey, that's what. It's a hell of a thing to say, but I can't let +liquor alone when I can smell it. I'm no common hand, or I wouldn't be +if I--But let that go. I can swing an axe, and I'm ready to work. That's +enough. Now the question is, can you find a place for me?" + +Ridgeley mused a little. The young fellow stood there, statuesque, +rebellious. + +Then Ridgeley said, "I guess I can help you out that much." He picked up +a card and a pencil. "What shall I call you?" + +"Oh, call me Williams; that ain't my name, but it'll do." + +"What you been doing?" + +"Everything part of the time, drinking the rest. Was in a livery-stable +down at Wausau last week. It came over me, when I woke yesterday, that I +was gone to hell if I stayed in town. So I struck out; and I don't care +for myself, but I've got a woman to look out for--" He stopped abruptly. +His recklessness of mood had its limits, after all. + +Ridgeley pencilled on a card. "Give this to the foreman of No. 6. The +men over at the mill will show you the teams." + +The man started toward the door with the card in his hand. He turned +suddenly. + +"One thing more. I want you to send ten dollars of my pay every two +weeks to this address." He took an envelope out of his pocket. "It don't +matter what I say or do after this, I want that money sent. The rest +will keep me in tobacco and clothing. You understand?" + +Ridgeley nodded. "Perfectly. I've seen such cases before." + +The man went out and down the walk with a hurried, determined air, as if +afraid to trust his own resolution. + +As Ridgeley turned toward his desk he met Mrs. Field, who faced him with +tears of fervent sympathy in her eyes. + +"Isn't it awful?" she said, in a half whisper. "Poor fellow, what will +become of him?" + +"Oh, I don't know. He'll get along some way. Such fellows do. I've had +'em before. They try it awhile here; then they move. I can't worry about +them." + +Mrs. Field was not listening to his shifty words. "And then, think of +his wife--how she must worry." + +Ridgeley smiled. "Perhaps it's his mother or a sister." + +"Anyway, it's awful. Can't something be done for him?" + +"I guess we've done about all that can be done." + +"Oh, I wish I could help him! I'll tell Ed about him." + +"Don't worry about him, Mrs. Field; he ain't worth it." + +"Oh yes, he is. I feel he's been a fine fellow, and then he's so +self-accusing." + +Her own happiness was so complete, she could not bear to think of +others' misery. She told her husband about Williams, and ended by +asking, "Can't we do something to help the poor fellow?" + +Field was not deeply concerned. "No; he's probably past help. Such men +are so set in their habits, nothing but a miracle or hypnotism can save +them. He'll end up as a 'lumber Jack,' as the townsmen call the hands in +the camps." + +"But he isn't that, Edward. He's finer, some way. You feel he is. Ask +Mr. Ridgeley." + +Ridgeley merely said: "Yes, he seemed to me to be more than a common +hand. But, all the same, it won't be two weeks before he'll be in here +as drunk as a wild cat, wanting to shoot me for holding back his money." + +In this way Williams came to be to Mrs. Field a very important figure in +the landscape of that region. She often spoke of him, and on the +following Saturday night, when Field came home, she anxiously asked, "Is +Williams in town?" + +"No, he hasn't shown up yet." + +She clapped her hands in delight. "Good! good! He's going to win his +fight." + +Field laughed. "Don't bet on Williams too soon. We'll hear from him +before the week is out." + +"When are we going to visit the camp?" she asked, changing the subject. + +"As soon as it warms up a little. It is too cold for you." + +She had a laugh at him. "You were the one who wanted to 'plunge into the +snowy vistas.'" + +He evaded her joke on him by assuming a careless tone. "I'm not plunging +as much as I was; the snow is too deep." + +"When you go I want to go with you--I want to see Williams." + +"Ha!" he snorted, melodramatically. "She scorns me faithful heart. She +turns--" + +Mrs. Field smiled faintly. "Don't joke about it, Ed. I can't get that +wife out of my mind." + + +III + + +A few very cold gray days followed, and then the north wind cleared the +sky; and, though it was still cold, it was pleasant. The sky had only a +small white cloud here and there to make its blueness the more profound. + +Ridgeley dashed up to the door with a hardy little pair of broncos +hitched to a light pair of bobs, and Mrs. Field was tucked in like a +babe in a cradle. + +Almost the first thing she asked was, "How is Williams?" + +"Oh, he's getting on nicely. He refused to sleep with his bunk-mate, and +finally had to lick him, I understand, to shut him up. Challenged the +whole camp, then, to let him alone or take a licking. They let him +alone, Lawson says. G'lang there, you rats!" + +Mrs. Field said no more, for the air was whizzing by her ears, and she +hardly dared look out, so keen was the wind; but as soon as they entered +the deeps of the forest it was profoundly still. + +The ride that afternoon was a glory she never forgot. Everywhere +yellow-greens and purple shadows. The sun in a burnished blue sky +flooded the forests with light, striking down through even the thickest +pines to lay in fleckings of radiant white and gold upon the snow. + +The trail (it was not a road) ran like a graceful furrow over the +hills, around little lakes covered deep with snow, through tamarack +swamps where the tracks of wild things thickened, over ridges of tall +pine clear of brush, and curving everywhere amid stumps, where +dismantled old shanties marked the site of the older logging camps. +Sometimes they met teams going to the store. Sometimes they crossed +logging roads--wide, smooth tracks artificially iced, down which +mountainous loads of logs were slipping, creaking, and groaning. +Sometimes they heard the dry click-clock of the woodsmen's axes or the +crash of falling trees deep in the wood. When they reached the first +camp Ridgeley pulled up the steaming horses at the door and shouted, +"Hello, the camp!" + +A tall old man with a long red beard came out. He held one bare red arm +above his eyes. He wore an apron. + +"Hello, Sandy!" + +"Hello, Mr. Ridgeley!" + +"Ready for company?" + +"Am always ready for company," he said, with a Scotch accent. + +"Well, we're coming in to get warm." + +"Vera weel." + +As they went in, under the roofed shed between the cook's shanty and the +other and larger shanty, Mrs. Field sniffed. Sandy led them past a large +pyramid composed of the scraps of beef bones, egg-shells, cans, and tea +grounds left over during the winter. In the shed itself hung great slabs +of beef. + +It was all as untidy and suggestive of slaughter as the nest of a brood +of eagles. + +Sandy was beginning dinner on a huge stove spotted with rust and pancake +batter. All about was the litter of his preparation. Beef--beef on all +sides, and tin dishes and bare benches and huge iron cooking-pans. + +Mrs. Field was glad to get out into the sunlight again. "What a horrible +place! Are they all like that?" + +"No, my camps are not like that--or, I should say, _our_ camps," +Ridgeley added, with a smile. + +"Not a gay place at all," said Field, in exaggerated reserve. + +But Mrs. Field found her own camps not much better. True, the refuse was +not raised in pyramidal shape before the front door, and the beef was a +little more orderly, but the low log huts, the dim cold light, the dingy +walls and floors, the lack of any womanly or home touch, the tin dishes, +the wholesale cooking, all struck upon her with terrible force. + +"Do human beings live here?" she asked Ridgeley, when he opened the door +of the main shanty of No. 6. + +"Forty creatures of the men kind sleep and house here," he replied. + +"To which the socks and things give evidence," said Field, promptly, +pointing toward the huge stove which sat like a rusty-red cheese in the +centre of the room. Above it hung scores of ragged gray and red socks +and Mackinac boots and jackets which had been washed by the men +themselves. + +Around were the grimy bunks where the forty men slept like tramps in a +steamer's hold. The quilts were grimy, and the posts greasy and shining +with the touch of hands. There were no chairs--only a kind of rude stool +made of boards. There were benches near the stove, nailed to the rough +floor. In each bunk, hanging to a peg, was the poor little +imitation-leather hand-bag which contained the whole wardrobe of each +man, exclusive of the tattered socks and shirts hanging over the stove. + +The room was chill and cold and gray. It had only two small windows. Its +doors were low. Even Mrs. Field was forced to stoop in entering. This +helped to make it seem like a den. There were roller-towels in the +corner and wash-basins, and a grindstone which made it seem like a +barn. It was, in fact, more cheerless than a barn, and less wholesome. + +"Doesn't that hay in the bunks get a--a--sometimes?" asked Field. + +"Well, yes, I shouldn't wonder, though the men are pretty strict about +that. They keep pretty free from bugs, I think. However, I shouldn't +want to run no river chances on the thing myself." Ridgeley smiled at +Mrs. Field's shudder of horror. + +"Is this the place?" The men laughed. She had asked that question so +many times before. + +"Yes, _this_ is where Mr. Williams hangs out. Say, Field, you'll need to +make some new move to hold your end up against Williams." + +Mrs. Field felt hurt and angry at his rough joke. In the dim corner a +cough was heard, and as a yellow head raised itself over the bunk-board +a man presented a ghastly face. His big blue eyes fixed themselves on +the lovely woman with a look of childish wonder. + +"Hello, Gus--didn't see you! What's the matter--sick?" + +"Yah, ai baen hwick two days. Ai tank ai lack to hav doketer." + +"All right, I'll send him up. What seems the matter?" + +As they talked, Mrs. Field again chilled with the cold gray +comfortlessness of it all: to be sick in such a place! The silent +appearance of the man out of his grim corner was startling. She was glad +when they drove out into the woods again, where the clear sunshine fell +and the pines stood against the blazing winter sky motionless as iron +trees. Her pleasure in the ride was growing less. To her delicate sense +this life was sordid, not picturesque. She wondered how Williams endured +it. They arrived at No. 8 just as the men were trailing down the road to +work, after eating their dinner. Their gay-colored jackets of Mackinac +wool stood out like trumpet notes in the prevailing white and blue and +bronze-green. + +The boss and the sealer came out and met them, and after introductions +they went into the shanty to dinner. The cook was a deft young +Norwegian--a clean, quick, gentlemanly fellow with a fine brown +mustache. He cleared a place for them at one end of the long table, and +they sat down. + +It was a large camp, but much like the others. On the table were the +same cheap iron forks, the tin plates, and the small tin basins (for +tea) which made up the dinner-set. Basins of brown sugar stood about. + +"Good gracious! Do people still eat brown sugar? Why, I haven't seen any +of that for ages!" cried Mrs. Field. + +The stew was good and savory, and the bread fair. The tea was not all +clover, but it tasted of the tin. Mrs. Field said: + +"Beef, beef--everywhere beef. One might suppose a menagerie of desert +animals ate here. Edward, we must make things more comfortable for our +men. They must have cups to drink out of; these basins are horrible." + +It was humorous to the men, this housewifely suggestion. + +"Oh, make it napkins, Allie!" + +"You can laugh, but I sha'n't rest after seeing this. If you thought I +was going to say, 'Oh, how picturesque!' you're mistaken. I think it's +barbarous." + +She was getting impatient of their patronizing laughter, as if she were +a child. They changed their manner to one of acquiescence, but thought +of her as a child just the same. + +After dinner they all went out to see the crew working. It was the +biggest crew anywhere in the neighborhood. Ridgeley got out and hitched +the team to a tree, and took Field up to the skidway. Mrs. Field +remained in the sleigh. + +Near her "the swamping team," a span of big, deep-red oxen, came and +went among the green tops of the fallen pines. They crawled along their +trails in the snow like some strange machinery, and the boy in a blue +jacket moved almost as listlessly. Somewhere in the tangle of refuse +boughs the swampers' axes click-clocked, saws uttered their grating, +rhythmic snarl, and great trees at intervals shivered, groaned, and fell +with soft, rushing, cracking sweeps into the deep snow, and the swampers +swarmed upon them like Lilliputians attacking a giant enemy. + +There was something splendid (though tragic) in the work, but the +thought of the homelessness of the men, their terrible beds, and their +long hours of toil oppressed the delicate and refined woman. She began +to take on culpability. She was partly in authority now, and this system +must be changed. She was deep in plans for improvement, in shanties and +in sleeping-places, when the men returned. + +Ridgeley was saying: "No, we control about thirty thousand acres of pine +as good as that. It ain't what it was twenty years ago, but it's worth +money, after all." + +It was getting near to dark as they reached No. 6 again, and Ridgeley +drew up and helped them out and into the cook's shanty. + +Mrs. Field was introduced to the cook, a short, rather sullen, but +intelligent man. He stood over the red-hot stove, laying great slices of +beef in a huge dripping-pan. He had a taffler, or assistant, in the +person of a half-grown boy, at whom he jerked rough orders like hunks of +stove wood. Some hit the boy and produced noticeable effects, others did +not. + +Meanwhile a triumphant sunset was making the west one splendor of purple +and orange and crimson, which came over the cool green rim of the pines +like the _Valhalla March_ in Wagner. + +Mrs. Field sat there in the dim room by the window, seeing that splendor +flush and fade, and thinking how dangerous it was to ask where one's +wealth comes from in the world. Outside, the voices of the men +thickened; they were dropping in by twos and fours, with teams and on +foot. + +The assistant arranged the basins in rows, and put one of the iron forks +and knives on either side of each plate, and filled the sugar-basins, +and dumped in the cold beans, and split the bread into slabs, and put +small pots of tea here and there ready for the hands of the men. + +At last, when the big pans of toast, the big plates of beef, were placed +steaming on the table, the cook called Field and Ridgeley, and said: + +"Set right here at the end." He raised his arm to a ring which dangled +on a wire. "Now look out; you'll see 'em come--sidewise." He jerked the +ring, and disappeared into the kitchen. + +A sudden tumult, shouts, trampling, laughter, and the door burst open +and they streamed in: Norwegians, French, half-breeds--dark-skinned +fellows, all of them, save the Norwegians. They came like a flood, but +they fell silent at sight of a woman, so beautiful and strange to them. + +All words ceased. They sank into place beside the table with the thump +of falling sand-bags. They were all in their shirt-sleeves, but with +faces cleanly washed, and the most of them had combed their hair; but +they seemed very wild and hairy to Mrs. Field. She looked at her husband +and Ridgeley with a grateful pleasure; it was so restful to have them +close beside her. + +The men ate like hungry dogs. They gorged in silence. Nothing was heard +but the clank of knives on tin plates, the drop of heavy platters of +food, and the occasional muttered words of some one asking for the bread +or the gravy. + +As they ate they furtively looked with great curiosity and admiration up +at the dainty woman. Their eyes were bright and large, and gleamed out +of the obscure brown of their dimly lighted faces with savage +intensity--so it seemed to Mrs. Field, and she dropped her eyes before +their glare. + +Her husband and Ridgeley tried to enter into conversation with those +sitting near. Ridgeley seemed on good terms with them all, and ventured +a joke or word, at which they laughed with terrific energy, and fell as +suddenly silent again. + +As Mrs. Field looked up the second time she saw the dark, strange face +of Williams a few places down, and opposite her. His eyes were fixed on +her husband's hands with a singular intensity. Her eyes followed his, +and the beauty of her husband's hands came to her again with new force. +They were perfectly shaped, supple, warm-colored, and strong. Their +color and deftness stood out in vivid contrast to the heavy, brown, +cracked, and calloused, paw-like hands of the workmen. + +Why should Williams study her husband's hands? If he had looked at her +she would not have been surprised. The other men she could read. They +expressed either frank, simple admiration or furtive desire. But this +man looked at her husband, and his eyes fell often upon his own hands, +which trembled with fatigue. He handled his knife clumsily, and yet she +could see he, too, had a fine hand--a slender, powerful hand, like that +people call an artist hand--a craftsman-like hand. + +He saw her looking at him, and he flashed one enigmatical glance into +her eyes, and rose to go out. + +"How you getting on, Williams?" Ridgeley asked. + +Williams resented his question. "Oh, I'm all right," he said, sullenly. + +The meal was all over in an incredibly short time. One by one, two by +two, they rose heavily and lumbered out with one last, wistful look at +Mrs. Field. She will never know how seraphic she seemed sitting there +amid those rough surroundings--the dim, red light of the kerosene lamp +falling across her clear pallor, out of which her dark eyes shone with +liquid softness, made deeper and darker by her half-sorrowful tenderness +for these homeless fellows. + +An hour later, as they were standing at the door, just ready to take to +their sleigh, they heard the scraping of a fiddle. + +"Oh, some one is going to play!" Mrs. Field cried, with visions of the +rollicking good times she had heard so much about, and of which she had +seen nothing so far. "Can't I look in?" + +Ridgeley was dubious. "I'll go and see," he said, and entered the door. +"Boys, Mrs. Field wants to look in a minute. Go on with your fiddling, +Sam--only I wanted to see that you weren't sitting around in dishabill." + +This seemed a good joke, and they all howled and haw-hawed gleefully. + +"So go right ahead with your evening prayers. All but--you understand!" + +"All right, captain," said Sam, the man with the fiddle. + +When Mrs. Field looked in, two men were furiously grinding axes; several +were sewing on ragged garments; all were smoking; some were dressing +chapped or bruised fingers. The atmosphere was horrible. The socks and +shirts were steaming above the huge stove; the smoke and stench for a +moment were sickening, but Ridgeley pushed them just inside the door. + +"It's better out of the draught." + +Sam jigged away on the violin. The men kept time with the cranks of the +grindstone, and all faces turned with bashful smiles and bold grins at +Mrs. Field. Most of them shrank a little from her look, like shy +animals. + +Ridgeley threw open the window. "In the old days," he explained to Mrs. +Field, "we used a fireplace, and that kept the air better." + +As her sense of smell became deadened the air seemed a little more +tolerable to Mrs. Field. + +"Oh, we must change all this," she said. "It is horrible." + +"Play us a tune," said Sam, extending the violin to Field. He did not +think Field could play. It was merely a shot in the dark on his part. + +Field took it and looked at it and sounded it. On every side the men +turned face in eager expectancy. + +"He can play, that feller." + +"I'll bet he can. He handles her as if he knew her." + +"You bet your life. Tune up, Cap." + +Williams came from the obscurity somewhere, and looked over the +shoulders of the men. + +"Down in front!" somebody called, and the men took seats on the benches, +leaving Field standing with the violin in hand. He smiled around upon +them in a frank, pleased way, quite ready to show his skill. He played +_Annie Laurie_, and a storm of applause broke out. + +"_Hoo-ray!_ Bully for you!" + +"Sam, you're out of it!" + +"Sam, your name is Mud!" + +"Give us another, Cap!" + +"It ain't the same fiddle!" + +He played again some simple tune, and he played it with the touch which +showed the skilled amateur. As he played, Mrs. Field noticed a growing +restlessness on Williams' part. He moved about uneasily. He gnawed at +his finger-nails. His eyes glowed with a singular fire. His hands +drummed and fingered. At last he approached, and said, roughly: + +"Let me take that fiddle a minute." + +"Oh, cheese it, Williams!" the men cried. "Let the other man play." + +"What do _you_ want to do with the fiddle--think it's a music-box?" +asked Sam, its owner. + +"Go to hell!" said Williams. As Field gave the violin over to him, his +hands seemed to tremble with eagerness. + +He raised his bow, and struck into an imposing, brilliant strain, and +the men fell back in astonishment. + +"Well, I'll be damned!" gasped the owner of the violin. + +"Keep quiet, Sam." + +Mrs. Field looked at her husband. "Why, Ed, he is playing _Sarasate_!" + +"That's what he is," he returned, slangily, too much astonished to do +more than gaze. Williams played on. + +There was a faint defect in the high notes, as if his fingers did not +touch the strings properly, but his bow action showed cultivation and +breadth of feeling. As he struck into one of those difficult +octave-leaping movements his face became savage. On the E string a +squeal broke forth; he flung the violin into Sam's lap with a ferocious +curse, and then, extending his hands, hard, crooked to fit the +axe-helve, calloused and chapped, he said to Field: + +"Look at my hands! Lovely things to play with, aren't they?" + +His voice trembled with passion. He turned and went outside. As he +passed Mrs. Field his head was bowed, and he was uttering a groaning cry +like one suffering physical pain. + +"That's what drink does for a man," Ridgeley said, as they watched +Williams disappear down the swampers' trail. + +"That man has been a violinist," said Field. "What's he doing up here?" + +"Came to get away from himself, I guess," Ridgeley replied. + +"I'm afraid he's failed," said Field, as he put his arm about his wife +and led her to the sleigh. + +The ride home was made mainly in silence. "Oh, the splendid stillness!" +the woman kept saying in her heart. "Oh, the splendid moonlight, the +marvellous radiance!" Everywhere a heavenly serenity--not a footstep, +not a bell, not a cry, not a cracking tree--nothing but vivid light, +white snow dappled and lined with shadows, and trees etched against a +starlit sky. Unutterable splendor of light and sheen and shadow. Wide +wastes of snow so white the stumps stood like columns of charcoal. A +night of Nature's making, when she is tired of noise and blare of color. + +And in the midst of it stood the camp, with its reek of obscenity, foul +odors, and tobacco smoke, to which a tortured soul must return. + + +IV + + +The following Saturday afternoon, as Ridgeley and Field entered the +office, Williams rose to meet them. He looked different--finer some way, +Field imagined. At any rate, he was perfectly sober. He was freshly +shaven, and though his clothes were rough, he appeared the man of +education he really was. His manner was cold and distant. + +"I'd like to be paid off, Mr. Ridgeley," he said. "I guess what's left +of my pay will take me out of this." + +"Where do you propose to go?" Ridgeley asked, with kindly interest. + +Williams must have perceived his kindliness, for he answered: "I'm going +home to my wife, to my violin. I am going to try living once more." + +After he had gone out, Field said, "I wonder if he'll do it?" + +"Oh, I shouldn't wonder. I've seen men brace up just as mysteriously as +that and stay right by their resolutions. I thought he didn't look like +a common lumber Jack when he came in." + +"Ed, your playing did it!" Mrs. Field cried, when she heard of Williams' +resolution. "Oh, how happy his wife will be! She'll save him yet!" + +"Well, I don't know; depends on what kind of a woman she is." + + + + +BEFORE THE LOW GREEN DOOR + + +Matilda Bent was dying; there was no doubt of that now, if there had +been before. The gruff old physician--one of the many overworked and +underpaid country doctors--shook his head and pushed by Joe Bent, her +husband, as he passed through the room which served as dining-room, +sitting-room, and parlor. The poor fellow slouched back to his chair by +the stove as if dazed, and before he could speak again the doctor was +gone. + +Mrs. Ridings was just coming up the walk as the doctor stepped out of +the door. + +"Oh, doctor, how is she?" + +"She is a dying woman, madam." + +"Oh, don't say that, doctor! What's the matter?" + +"Cancer." + +"Then the news was true--" + +"I don't know anything of the news, Mrs. Ridings, but Mrs. Bent is dying +from the effects of a cancer primarily, which she has had for +years--since her last child, which died in infancy, you remember." + +"But, doctor, she never told me--" + +"Neither did she tell me. But no matter now. I have done all I can for +her. If you can make death any easier for her, go and do it. You will +find some opiate powders there with directions. Keep the pain down at +all hazards. Don't let her suffer; that is useless. She is likely to +last a day or two; but if any change comes to-night, send for me." + +When the good matron entered the dowdy, suffocating little room where +Matilda Bent lay gasping for breath, she was sick for a moment with +sympathetic pain. There the dying woman lay, her world narrowed to four +close walls, propped up on the pillows near the one little window. Her +eyes seemed very large and bright, and the brow, made prominent by the +sinking away of the cheeks, gave evidence that it was an uncommon woman +who lay there quietly waiting the death angel. + +She smiled, and lifted her eyebrows in a ghastly way. + +"Oh, Marthy!" she breathed. + +"Matildy, I didn't know you was so bad or I'd 'a' come before. Why +didn't you let me know?" said Mrs. Ridings, kneeling by the bed and +taking the ghostly hands of the sufferer in her own warm and soft palms. +She shuddered as she kissed the thin lips. + +"I think you'll soon be around ag'in," she added, in the customary +mockery of an attempt at cheer. The other woman started slightly, turned +her head, and gazed on her old friend long and intently. The hollowness +of her neighbor's words stung her. + +"I hope not, Marthy--I'm ready to go. I want to go. I don't care to +live." + +The two women communed by looking for a long time in each other's eyes, +as if to get at the very secretest desires and hopes of the heart. Tears +fell from Martha's eyes upon the cold and nerveless hands of her +friend--poor, faithful hands, hacked and knotted and worn by thirty +years of ceaseless daily toil. They lay there motionless upon the +coverlet, pathetic protest for all the world to see. + +"Oh, Matildy, I wish I could do something for you! I want to help you +so! I feel so bad that I didn't come before! Ain't they somethin'?" + +"Yes, Marthy--jest set there--till I die--it won't be long," whispered +the pale lips. The sufferer, as usual, was calmer than her visitor, and +her eyes were thoughtful. + +"I will! I will! But oh, must you go? Can't somethin' be done? Don't yo' +want the minister to be sent for?" + +"No, I'm all ready. I ain't afraid to die. I ain't worth savin' now. Oh, +Marthy, I never thought I'd come to this--did you? I never thought I'd +die--so early in life--and die--unsatisfied." + +She lifted her head a little as she gasped out these words with an +intensity of utterance that thrilled her hearer--a powerful, penetrating +earnestness that burned like fire. + +"Are you satisfied?" pursued the steady lips. "My life's a failure, +Marthy--I've known it all along--all but my children. Oh, Marthy, +what'll become o' them? This is a hard world." + +The amazed Martha could only chafe the hands, and note sorrowfully the +frightful changes in the face of her friend. The weirdly calm, slow +voice began to shake a little. + +"I'm dyin', Marthy, without ever gittin' to the sunny place we +girls--used to think--we'd git to, by-an'-by. I've been a-gittin' deeper +'n' deeper--in the shade--till it's most dark. They ain't been no +rest--n'r hope f'r me, Marthy--none. I ain't--" + +"There, there, Tillie, don't talk so--don't, dear! Try to think how +bright it'll be over there--" + +"I don't know nawthin' about over there; I'm talkin' about here. I ain't +had no chance here, Marthy." + +"He will heal all your care--" + +"He can't wipe out my sufferin's here." + +"Yes, He can, and He will. He can wipe away every tear and heal every +wound." + +"No--he--can't. God Himself can't wipe out what has been. Oh, Mattie, if +I was only there!--in the past--if I was only young and purty ag'in! You +know how tall I was! How we used to run--oh, Mattie, if I was only +there! The world was all bright then--wasn't it? We didn't expect--to +work all our days. Life looked like a meadow, full of daisies and pinks, +and the nicest ones and the sweetest birds were just a little ways +on--where the sun was--it didn't look--wasn't we happy?" + +"Yes, yes, dear. But you mustn't talk so much." The good woman thought +Matilda's mind was wandering. "Don't you want some med'cine? Is your +fever risin'?" + +"But the daisies and pinks all turned to weeds," she went on, waiting a +little, "when we picked 'em. An' the sunny place--has been always behind +me, and the dark before me. Oh, if I was only there--in the sun--where +the pinks and daisies are!" + +"You mustn't talk so, Mattie! Think about your children! You ain't sorry +y'had them? They've been a comfort to y'? You ain't sorry you had 'em?" + +"I ain't glad," was the unhesitating reply of the failing woman; and +then she went on, in growing excitement: "They'll haf to grow old jest +as I have--git bent and gray, an' die. They ain't be'n much comfort to +me: the boys are like their father, and Julyie's weak. They ain't no +happiness--for such as me and them." + +She paused for breath, and Mrs. Ridings, not knowing what to say, did +better than speak. She fell to stroking the poor face and the hands, +getting more restless each moment. It was as if Matilda Fletcher had +been silent so long, had borne so much without complaint, that now it +burst from her in a torrent not to be stayed. All her most secret doubts +and her sweetest hopes seemed trembling on her lips or surging in her +brain, racking her poor, emaciated frame for utterence. Now that death +was sure, she was determined to rid her bosom of its perilous stuff. +Martha was appalled. + +"I used to think--that when I got married I'd be perfectly happy; but I +never have been happy sence. It was the beginning of trouble to me. I +never found things better than they looked; they was always worse. I've +gone further an' further from the sunshiny meadow, an' the birds an' +flowers--and I'll never git back to 'em again, never!" She ended with a +sob and a low wail. + +Her face was horrifying with its intensity of pathetic regret. Her +straining, wide-open eyes seemed to be seeing those sunny spots in the +meadow. + +"Mattie, sometimes when I'm asleep I think I am back there ag'in--and +you girls are there--an' we're pullin' off the leaves of the wild +sunflower--'rich man, poor man, beggar man'--and I hear you all laugh +when I pull off the last leaf; and then I come to myself--and I'm an +old, dried-up woman, dyin'--unsatisfied!" + +"I've felt that way a little myself, Matildy," confessed the watcher, in +a scared whisper. + +"I knew it, Mattie; I knew you'd know how I felt. Things have been +better for you. You ain't had to live in an old log house all your life, +an' work yourself to skin an' bone for a man you don't respect nor +like." + +"Matildy Bent, take that back! Take it back, for mercy sake! Don't you +dare die thinkin' that--don't you dare!" + +Bent, hearing her voice rising, came to the door, and the wife, +recognizing his step, cried out: + +"Don't let him in! Don't! I can't bear him--keep him out; I don't want +to see him ag'in." + +"Who do you mean? Not Joe?" + +"Yes! Him!" + +Had the dying woman confessed to murder, good Martha could not have been +more shocked. She could not understand this terrible revulsion in +feeling, for she herself had been absolutely loyal to her husband +through all the trials which had come upon them. + +But she met Bent at the threshold, and, closing the door, went out with +him into the summer kitchen, where the rest of the family were sitting. +A gloomy silence fell on them all after the greetings were over. The men +were smoking; all were seated in chairs tipped back against the wall. +Joe Bent, a smallish man, with a weak, good-natured face, asked, in a +hoarse whisper: + +"How is she, Mis' Ridings?" + +"She seems quite strong, Mr. Bent. I think you had all better go to bed; +if I want you, I can call you. Doctor give me directions." + +"All right," responded the relieved man. "I'll sleep on the lounge in +the other room. If you want me, just rap on the door." + +When, after making other arrangements, Martha went back to the bedroom, +she was startled to hear the sick woman muttering to herself, or perhaps +because she had forgotten Martha's absence. + +"But the shadows on the meadow didn't stay; they passed on, and then the +sun was all the brighter on the flowers. We used to string +sweet-williams on spears of grass--don't you remember?" + +Martha gave her a drink of the opiate in the glass, adjusted her on the +pillow, and threw open the window, even to the point of removing the +screen, and the gibbous moon flooded the room with light. She did not +light a lamp, for its flame would heat the room. Besides, the moonlight +was sufficient. It fell on the face of the sick woman till she looked +like a thing of marble--all but her dark eyes. + +"Does the moon hurt you, Tilly? Shall I put down the curtain?" + +The woman heard with difficulty, and when the question was repeated, +said slowly: + +"No, I like it." After a little: "Don't you remember, Mattie, how +beautiful the moonlight seemed? It seemed to promise happiness--and +love--but it never come for us. It makes me dream of the past now--just +as it did of the future then; an' the whip-poor-wills, too--" + +The night was perfectly beautiful, such a night as makes dying an +infinite sorrow. The summer was at its liberalest. Innumerable insects +of the nocturnal sort were singing in unison with the frogs in the +pools. A whip-poor-will called, and its neighbor answered like an echo. +The leaves of the trees, glossy from the late rain, moved musically to +the light west wind, and the exquisite perfume of many flowers came in +on the breeze. + +When the failing woman sank into silence, Martha leaned her elbow on the +window-sill, and, gazing far into the great deeps of space, gave herself +up to unwonted musings upon the problems of human life. She sighed +deeply at times. She found herself at moments in the almost terrifying +position of a human soul in space. Not a wife, not a mother, but just a +soul facing the questions which harass philosophers. As she realized her +condition of mind she apprehended something of the thinking of the +woman on the bed. Matilda had gone beyond--or far back--of the wife and +mother. + +The hours wore on; the dying woman stirred uneasily now and then, +whispering a word or phrase which related to her girlhood--never to her +later life. Once she said: + +"Mother, hold me. I'm so tired." + +Martha took the thin form in her arms, and, laying her head close beside +the sunken cheek, sang, in half breath, a lullaby till the sufferer grew +quiet again. + +The lustrous moon passed over the house, leaving the room dark, and +still the patient watcher sat beside the bed, listening to the slow +breathing of the dying one. The cool air grew almost chill; the east +began to lighten, and with the coming light the tide of life sank in the +dying body. The head, hitherto restlessly turning, ceased to move. The +eyes grew quiet and began to soften like a sleeper's. + +"How are you now, dear?" asked the watcher several times, bending over +the bed, and bathing back the straying hair. + +"I'm tired--tired, mother--turn me," she murmured drowsily, with heavy +lids drooping. + +Martha patted the pillows once again, and turned her friend's face to +the wall. The poor, tortured, restless brain slowly stopped its grinding +whirl, and the thin limbs, heavy with years of hopeless toil, +straightened out in an endless sleep. + +Matilda Fletcher had found rest. + + + + +A PREACHER'S LOVE STORY + +I + + +The train drew out of the great Van Buren Street depot at 4.30 of a dark +day in late October. A tall young man, with a timid look in his eyes, +was almost the last passenger to get on, and his pale face wore a +worried look as he dropped into an empty seat and peered out at the +squalid city reeling past in the mist. + +The buildings grew smaller, and vacant lots appeared stretching away in +flat spaces, broken here and there by ridges of ugly, squat, little +tenement blocks. Over this landscape vast banners of smoke streamed, +magnified by the misty rain which was driven in from the lake. + +At last there came a swell of land clothed on with trees. It was still +light enough for him to see that they were burr oaks, and the young +student's heart thrilled at sight of them. His forehead smoothed out, +and his eyes grew tender with boyish memories. + +He was seated thus, with head leaning against the pane, when another +young man came down the aisle from the smoking-car and took a seat +beside him with a pleasant word. + +He was a handsome young fellow of twenty three or four. His face was +large and beardless, and he had a bold and keen look, in spite of the +bang of yellow hair which hung over his forehead. Some commonplaces +passed between them, and then silence fell on each. The conductor coming +through the car, the smooth-faced young fellow put up a card to be +punched, and the student handed up a ticket, simply saying, "Kesota." + +After a decent pause the younger man said, "Going to Kesota, are you?" + +"Yes." + +"So am I. I live there, in fact." + +"Do you? Then perhaps you can tell me the name of your County +Superintendent. I'm looking for a school." He smiled frankly. "I'm just +out of Jackson University, and--" + +"That so? I'm an Ann Arbor man myself." They took a moment for mutual +warming up. "Yes, I know the Superintendent. Why not come right up to my +boarding-place, and to-morrow I'll introduce you? Looking for a school, +eh? What kind of a school?" + +"Oh, a village school, or even a country school. It's too late to get a +good place; but I've been sick, and--" + +"Yes, the good positions are all snapped up; still, you might by +accident hit on something. I know Mott; he'll do all he can for you. +By-the-way, my name's Allen." + +The young student understood this hint and spoke. "Mine is Stacey." + +The younger man mused a few minutes, as if he had forgotten his new +acquaintance. Suddenly he roused up. + +"Say, would you take a country school several miles out?" + +"I think I would, if nothing better offered." + +"Well, in my old district they're without a teacher. It's six miles out, +and it isn't a lovely neighborhood! However, they will pay fifty dollars +a month; that's ten dollars extra for the scrimmages. They wanted me to +teach this winter--my sister tackles it in summer--but, great Peter! I +can't waste my time teaching school, when I can run up to Chicago and +take a shy at the pit and make a whole term's wages in thirty minutes!" + +"I don't understand," said Stacey. + +"Wheat Exchange. I've got a lot of friends in the pit, and I can come in +any time on a little deal. I'm no Jim Keene, but I hope to get cash +enough to handle five thousand. I wanted the old gent to start me up in +it, but he said, 'Nix come arouse.' Fact is, I dropped the money he gave +me to go through college with." He smiled at Stacey's disapproving look. +"Yes, indeedy; there's where the jar came into our tender relations. Oh, +I call on the Governor--always when I've got a wad. I have fun with +him." He smiled brightly. "Ask him if he don't need a little cash to pay +for hog-killin', or something like that." He laughed again. "No, I +didn't graduate at Ann Arbor. Funny how things go, ain't it? I was on my +way back the third year, when I stopped in to see the pit--it's one o' +the sights of Chicago, you know--and Billy Krans saw me looking over the +rail, I went in, won, and then took a flyer on December. Come a big +slump, and I failed to materialize at school." + +"What did you do then?" asked Stacey, to whom this did not seem +humorous. + +"I wrote a contrite letter to the Governor, stating case, requesting +forgiveness--and money. No go! Couldn't raise neither. I then wrote, +casting him off. 'You are no longer father of mine.'" He smiled again +radiantly. "You should have seen me the next time I went home! Plug hat! +Imported suit! Gold watch! Diamond shirt-stud! Cost me $200 to paralyze +the General, but I did it. My glory absolutely turned him white as a +sheet. I knew what he thought, so I said: 'Perfectly legitimate, Dad. +The walls of Joliet are not gaping for me.' That about half-fetched +him--calling him _Dad_, I mean; but he can't get reconciled to my +business. 'Too many ups and downs,' he says. Fact is, he thinks it's +gambling, and I don't argue the case with him. I'm on my way home now to +stay over Sunday." + +The train whistled, and Allen looked out into the darkness. "We're +coming to the crossing. Now, I can't go up to the boarding-place when +you do, but I'll give you directions, and you tell the landlady I sent +you, and it'll be all right. Allen, you remember--Herman Allen." + +Following directions, Stacey came at length to a two-story frame house +situated on the edge of the bank, with its back to the river. It stood +alone, with vacant lots all about. A pleasant-faced woman answered the +ring. + +He explained briefly. "How do you do? I'm a teacher, and I'd like to get +board here a few days while passing my examinations. Mr. Herman Allen +sent me." + +The woman's quick eye and ear were satisfied. "All right. Walk in, sir. +I'm pretty full, but I expect I can accommodate you--if you don't mind +Mr. Allen for a room-mate." + +"Oh, not at all," he said, while taking off his coat. + +"Come right in this way. Supper will be ready soon." + +He went into a comfortable sitting-room, where a huge open fire of soft +coal was blazing magnificently. The walls were papered in florid +patterns, and several enlarged portraits were on the walls. The fire was +the only adornment; all else was cheap, and some of it was tawdry. + +Stacey spread his thin hands to the blaze, while the landlady sat down a +moment, out of politeness, to chat, scanning him keenly. She was a +handsome woman, strong, well-rounded, about forty years of age, with +quick, gray eyes, and a clean, firm-lipped mouth. + +"Did you just get in?" + +"Yes. I've been on the road all day," he said, on an impulse of +communication. "Indeed, I'm just out of college." + +"Is that so!" exclaimed Mrs. Mills, stopping her rocking in an access of +interest. "What college?" + +"Jackson University. I've been sick, and only came West--" + +There came a look into her face that transformed and transfigured her. +"_My_ boy was in Ann Arbor. He was killed on the train on his way home +one day." She stopped, for fear of breaking into a quaver, and smiled +brightly. "That's why I always like college boys. They all stop here +with me." She rose hastily. "Well, you'll excuse me, won't you, and I'll +go an' 'tend to supper." + +There was a great deal that was feminine in Stacey, and he felt at once +the pathos of the woman's life. He looked a refined, studious, rather +delicate young man, as he sat low in his chair and observed the light +and heat of the fire. His large head was heavy with learning, and his +dark eyes deep with religious fervor. + +Several young women entered, and the room was filled with the clatter of +tongues. Herman came in a few moments later, his face in a girlish glow +of color. Everybody rushed at him with loud outcry. He was evidently a +great favorite. He threw his arms about Mrs. Mills, giving her a hearty +hug. The girls pretended to be shocked when he reached out for them, but +they were not afraid of him. They hung on his arms and besieged him with +questions till he cried out, in jolly perplexity: + +"Girls, girls! This will never do!" + +Mrs. Mills brushed out his damp yellow curls with her hands. "You're all +wet." + +"Girls, if you'll let me sit down, I'll take one on each knee," he said, +pleadingly, and they released him. + +Stacey grew red with sympathetic embarrassment, and shrank away into a +corner. + +"Go get supper ready," commanded Herman. And it was only after they had +left him that he said to Stacey: "Oh, you found your way all right." He +took a seat by the fire and surveyed his wet shoes. "I took a run up to +Mott's house--only a half block out o' the way. He said they'd be +tickled to have you at Cyene. By-the-way, you're a theolog, aren't you?" +Wallace nodded, and Herman went on: "So I told Mott. He said you might +work up a society out there at Cyene." + +"Is there a church there?" + +"Used to be, but--say, I tell you what you do: you go out with me +to-morrow, and I'll give you a history of the township." + +The ringing of the bell took them all out into the cheerful dining-room +in a good-natured scramble. Mrs. Mills put Stacey at one end of the +table, near a young woman who looked like a teacher, and he had full +sweep of the table, which was surrounded by bright and happy faces. The +station-hand was there, and a couple of grocery clerks, and a brakeman +sat at Stacey's right hand. They all seemed very much at home, and +called one another by their Christian names, and there was very obvious +courtship on the part of several young couples. + +Stacey escaped from the table as soon as possible, and returned to his +seat beside the fire. He was young enough to enjoy the chatter of the +girls, but his timidity made him glad they paid so little attention to +him. The rain had changed to sleet outside and hammered at the window +viciously, but the blazing fire and the romping young people set it at +defiance. The landlady came to the door of the dining-room, dish and +cloth in hand, to share in each outburst of laughter, and not +infrequently the hired girl peered over her shoulder with a broad smile +on her face. A little later, having finished their work, they both came +in and took active part in the light-hearted fun. + +Herman and one of the girls were having a great struggle over some +trifle he had snatched from her hand, and the rest stood about laughing +to see her desperate attempts to recover it. This was a familiar form of +courtship in Kesota, and an evening filled with such romping was +considered a "cracking good time." After the girl, red and dishevelled, +had given up, Herman sat down at the organ, and they all sang Moody and +Sankey hymns, negro melodies, and college songs till ten o'clock. Then +Mrs. Mills called, "Come, now, boys and girls!" and they all said +good-night, like obedient children. + +Herman and Wallace went up to their bedroom together. + +"Say, Stacey, have you got a policy?" Wallace shook his head. "And don't +want any, I suppose. Well, I just asked you as a matter of form. You +see," he went on, winking at Wallace comically, "nominally I'm an +insurance agent, but practically I'm a 'lamb'--but I get a mouthful o' +fur myself occasionally. What I'm working for is to get on that Wheat +Exchange. That's where you get life! I'd rather be an established broker +in that howling mob than go to Congress." + +He rose on his elbow in bed and looked at Wallace, who was rising from a +silent prayer. + +"Say, why didn't you shout? I forgot all about it--I mean your +profession." + +Wallace crept into bed beside his communicative bedfellow in silence. +He didn't know how to deal with such spirits. + +"Say," called Herman suddenly, as Wallace was about dropping off to +sleep, "you ain't got no picnic, old man!" + +"Why, what do you mean?" + +"Wait till you see Cyene Church. Oh, it's a daisy snarl!" + +"I wish you'd tell me about it." + +"Oh, it's quiet now. The calmness of death," said Herman. "Well, you +see, it came this way. The church is made up of Baptists and Methodists, +and the Methodists wanted an organ, because, you understand, father was +the head centre, and Mattie is the only girl among the Methodists who +can play. The old man has got a head like a mule. He can't be switched +off, once he makes up his mind. Deacon Marsden, he don't believe in +anything above tuning-forks, and he's tighter'n the bark on a bulldog. +He stood out like a sore thumb, and Dad wouldn't give an inch. + +"You see, they held meetings every other Sunday. So Dad worked up the +organ business and got one, and then locked it up when the Baptists held +their services. Things went from bad to worse. They didn't speak as they +passed by--that is, the old folks; we young folks didn't care a +continental whether school kept or not. Well, upshot is, the church died +out. The wind blew the horse-sheds down, and there they lie--and the +church is standing there empty as an--old boot--and--Say, Stacey--by +Jinks!--are you a Baptist?" + +"Yes." + +"Oh, Peter! ain't that lovely!" He chuckled shamelessly, and went off to +sleep without another word. + + +II + + +Herman was still sleeping when Stacey rose and dressed and went down to +breakfast. Mrs. Mills defended Herman against the charge of laziness: +"He's probably been out late all the week." + +Stacey found Mott in the county court-house, and a perfunctory +examination soon put him in possession of a certificate. There was no +question of his attainments. + +Herman met him at dinner-time. + +"Well, elder, I'm going down to get a rig to go out home in. It's +colder'n a blue whetstone, so put on all the clothes you've got. Gimme +your check, and I'll get your traps. Have you seen Mott?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, then, everything's all fixed." + +He turned up about three o'clock, seated on the spring seat of a lumber +wagon beside a woman, who drove the powerful team. Whether she was young +or old could not be told through her wraps. She wore a cap and a thick, +faded cloak. + +Mrs. Mills hurried to the door. "Why, Mattie Allen! What you doin' out +such a day as this? Come in here instanter!" + +"Can't stop!" called a clear, boyish voice. "Too late!" + +"Well, land o' stars, you'll freeze!" + +When Wallace reached the wagon side, Herman said, "My sister, Stacey." + +The girl slipped her strong, brown hand out of her huge glove and gave +him a friendly grip. "Get right in," she said. "Herman, you're going to +stand up behind." + +Herman appealed to Mrs. Mills for sympathy. "This is what comes of +having plebeian connections." + +"Oh, dry up," laughed the girl, "or I'll make you drive." + +Stacey scrambled in awkwardly beside her. She was not at all +embarrassed, apparently. + +"Tuck yourself in tight. It's mighty cold on the prairie." + +"Why didn't you come down with the baroosh?" grumbled Herman. + +"Well, the corn was contracted for, and father wasn't able to come--he +had another attack of neuralgia last night, after he got the corn +loaded, so I had to come." + +"Sha'n't I drive for you?" asked Wallace. + +"No, thank you. You'll have all you can do to keep from freezing." She +studied his thin coat and worn gloves with keen glance. He could see +only her pink cheeks, strong nose, and dark, smiling eyes. + +It was one of those terrible Illinois days when the temperature drops +suddenly to zero, and the churned mud of the highways hardens into +scoriac rock, which cripples the horses and sends the heavy wagons +booming and thundering along like mad things. The wind was keen as a +saw-bladed sword, and smote incessantly. The desolate sky was one thick, +impenetrable mass of swiftly flying clouds. + +When they swung out upon the long pike leading due north, Wallace drew +his breath with a gasp, and bent his head to the wind. + +"Pretty strong, isn't it?" shouted Mattie. + +"Oh, the farmer's life is the life for me, tra-la!" sang Herman, from +his shelter behind the seat. + +Mattie turned. "What do you think of _Penelope_ this month?" + +"She's a-gitten there," said Herman, pounding his shoe heels. + +"She's too smart for young Corey. She ought to marry a man like +Bromfield. My, wouldn't they talk!" + +"Did y' get the second bundle of magazines last Saturday?" + +"Yes; and Dad found something in the _Popular Science_ that made him +mad, and he burned it." + +"Did 'e? Tum-la-la! Oh, the farmer's life for me!" + +"Are you cold?" she asked Wallace. + +He turned a purple face upon her. "No--not much." + +"I guess you better slip right down under the blankets," she advised. + +The wind blew gray out of the north--a wild blast which stopped the +young student's blood in his veins. He hated to give up, but he could no +longer hold the blankets over his knees, so he slipped down into the +corner of the box, with his back to the wind, while Mattie drew the +blankets over his head, slapped the reins down on the backs of the +snorting horses, and encouraged them with shouts like a man: "Get out o' +this, Dan! Hup there, Nellie!" + +The wagon boomed and rattled. The floor of the box seemed beaten with a +maul. The glimpses Wallace had of the land appalled him, it was so flat +and gray and bare. + +Herman sang at the top of his voice, and danced, and pounded his feet +against the wagon box. "This ends it! If I can't come home without +freezing to death, I don't come. I should have hired a rig, irrespective +of you--" + +The girl laughed. "Oh, you're getting thin-blooded, Herman. Life in the +city has taken the starch all out of you." + +"Better grow limp in a great city than freeze stiff in the country," he +replied. + +An hour's ride brought them into a yard before a large, gray-white frame +house. + +Herman sprang out to meet a tall old man with head muffled up. "Hello, +Dad! Take the team. We're just naturally froze solid--at least, I am. +This is Mr. Stacey, the new teacher." + +"How de do? Run in; I'll take the horses." + +Herman and Wallace stumbled toward the house, stiff and bent. + +Herman flung his arms about a tall woman in the kitchen door. "Hello, +muz!" he said. "This is Mr. Stacey, the new teacher." + +Mattie came in soon with a boyish rush, gleeful as a happy babe. She +unwound the scarf from her head and neck, and hung up her cap and cloak +like a man, but she gave her hair a little touch of feminine care, and +came forward with both palms pressed to her burning cheeks. + +"Did you suffer, child?" asked Mrs. Allen. + +"No; I enjoyed it." + +Herman looked at Stacey. "I believe on my life she did." + +"Oh, it's fun. I don't get a chance to do anything so exciting very +often." + +Herman clicked his tongue. "Exciting? Well, well!" + +"You must remember things are slower here," Mattie explained. + +She came to light much younger than Stacey thought her. She was not +eighteen, but her supple and splendid figure was fully matured. Her hair +hung down her back in a braid, which gave a distinct touch of +childishness to her. + +"Sis, you're still a-growin'," Herman said, as he put his arm around her +waist and looked up at her. + +She seemed to realize for the first time that Stacey was a young man, +and her eyes fell. + +"Well, now, set up the chairs, child," said Mrs. Allen. + +When the young teacher returned from his cold spare room off the parlor +the family sat waiting for him. They all drew up noisily, and Allen +said: + +"Ask the blessing, sir?" + +Wallace said grace. + +As Allen passed the potatoes he continued: + +"My son tells me you are a minister of the gospel." + +"I have studied for it." + +"What denomination?" + +"Tut, tut!" warned Herman. "Don't start any theological rabbits +to-night, Dad. With jaw swelled up you won't be able to hold your own." + +"I'm a Baptist," Stacey answered. + +The old man's face grew grim. It had been ludicrous before with its +swollen jaw. "Baptist!" He turned a stern look upon his son, whose smile +angered him. "Didn't you know no more'n to bring a Baptist preacher into +this house?" + +"There, there, father!" began the wife. + +"Be quiet. I'm boss of this shanty, and I won't have you bringing--" + +Herman struck in: "Don't make a show of yourself, old man. Never mind +the old gent, Stacey; he's mumpy to-day, anyhow." + +Stacey rose. "I guess I--I'd better not stay--I--" + +"Oh no, no! Sit down! It's all right. The old man's a little acid at me. +He doesn't mean it." + +Stacey got his coat and hat. His heart was swollen with indignation. He +felt as if something fine were lost to him, and the land outside was so +desolate! + +Mrs. Allen was in tears; but the old man, having taken his stand, was +going to keep it. + +Herman lost his temper a little. "Well, Dad, you're a little the +cussedest Christian I ever knew! Stacey, sit down. Don't you be a fool +just because he is--" + +Stacey was buttoning his coat with trembling hands when Martha went up +to him. + +"Don't go," she said. "Father's sick and cross. He'll be sorry for this +to-morrow." + +Wallace looked into her frank, kindly eyes, and hesitated. + +Herman said: "Dad, you are a lovely follower of Christ! You'll apologize +for this, or I'll never set foot on your threshold again." + +Stacey still hesitated. He was hurt and angry, but being naturally of a +sweet and gentle nature, he grew sad, and, yielding to the pressure of +the girl's hand on his arm, he began to unbutton his overcoat. + +She helped him with it, and hung it back on the nail, and her mother and +Herman tried to restore something of the brightness which had been lost; +but Allen sat grimly eating, his chin pushed down like a hog's snout. + +After supper, as his father was about retiring to his bedroom, Herman +fixed his bright eyes on him, and something very hard and masterful came +into his face. + +"Old man, you and I haven't had a settlement on this thing yet. I'll see +you later." + +Allen shrank before his son's look, but shuffled sullenly off without +uttering a word. + +Herman turned to Wallace. "Stacey, I want to beg your pardon for getting +you into this scrape. I didn't suppose the old gentleman would act like +that. The older he gets, the more his New Hampshire granite shows. I +hope you won't lay it up against me." + +Wallace was too conscientious to say he didn't mind it, but he took +Herman's hand in a quick clasp. + +"Let's have a song," proposed Herman. "Music hath charms to soothe the +savage breast, to charm a rock, and split a cabbage." + +They went into the best room, where a fire was blazing, and Mattie and +Herman sang hymns and old-fashioned love-songs and college glees +wonderfully intermingled. They ended with _Lorena_, a wailing, extra +sentimental love-song current in war times, and when they looked around +there was a lofty look on the face of the young preacher--a look of +exaltation, of consecration and resolve. + + +III + + +The next morning, at breakfast, Herman said, as he seized a hot biscuit, +"We'll dispense with grace this morning, and till after the war is +over." But Wallace blessed his bread in a silent prayer, and Mattie +thought it very brave of him to do so. + +Herman was full of mockery. "The sun rises just the same, whether it's +'sprinkling' or 'immersion.' It's lucky Nature don't take a hand in +these theological contests. She doesn't even referee the scrap; she +never seems to care whether you are sparring for points or fighting to a +finish. What you theologic middle-weights are really fighting for I +can't see--and I don't care, till you fall over the ropes on to my +corns." + +Stacey listened in a daze to Herman's tirade. He knew it was addressed +to Allen, and that it deprecated war, and that it was mocking. The fresh +face and smiling lips of the young girl seemed to put other affairs very +far away. It was such a beautiful thing to sit at table with a lovely +girl. + +After breakfast he put on his cap and coat, and went out into the clear, +cold November air. All about him the prairie outspread, marked with +farm-houses and lined with leafless hedges. Artificial groves surrounded +each homestead, and these relieved, to some degree, the desolateness of +the fields. + +Down the road he saw the spire of a small white church, and as he walked +briskly toward it, Herman's description of it came to his mind. + +As he drew near, the ruined sheds, the rotting porch, and the windows +boarded up told a sorry story, and his face grew sad. He tried one of +the doors, and found it open. Some tramp had broken the lock. The inside +was even more desolate than the outside. It was littered with rotting +straw and plum stones and melon seeds. Obscene words were scrawled on +the walls, and even on the pulpit itself. + +Taken altogether, it was an appalling picture to the young servant of +the Man of Galilee--a blunt reminder of the inherent ferocity and +depravity of man. + +As he pondered the fire burned, and there rose again the flame of his +resolution. He lifted his face and prayed that he might be the one to +bring these people into the living union of the Church of Christ. + +His blood set toward his heart with tremulous action. + +His eyes glowed with zeal like that of the prophets of the Middle Ages. +He saw the people united once more in this desecrated hall. He heard the +bells ringing, the sound of song, the voices of love and fellowship +filling the anterooms where hate had scrawled hideous blasphemy against +woman and against God. + +As he sat there Herman came in, his keen eyes seeking out every stain +and evidence of vandalism. + +"Cheerful prospect, isn't it?" + +Wallace looked up with the blaze of his resolution still in his eyes. +His pale face was sweet and solemn. + +"Oh, how these people need Christ!" + +Herman turned away. "They need killing--about two dozen of 'em. I'd like +to have the job of indicating which ones. I wouldn't miss the old man, +you bet!" he added, with cordial resentment. + +Wallace was helpless in the face of such reckless thought, and so sat +silently watching the handsome young fellow as he walked about. + +"Well, now, Stacey, I guess you'll need to move. I had another session +with the old man, but he won't give in, so I'm off for Chicago. Mother's +brother, George Chapman, who lives about as near the schoolhouse on the +other side, will take you in. I guess we'd better go right down now and +see about it. I've said good-by to the old man--for good this time; we +didn't shake hands, either," he said, as they started down the road +together. He was very stern and hard. Something of the father was hidden +under his laughing exterior. + +Stacey regretted deeply the necessity which drove him out of Allen's +house. Mrs. Allen and Mattie had appealed to him very strongly. For +years he had lived far from young women, and there was a magical power +in the intimate home actions of this young girl. Her bare head, with +simple arrangement of hair, someway seemed the most beautiful thing he +had ever seen. + +He thought of her that night, as he sat at the table with Chapman and +his aged mother. They lived alone, and their lives were curiously +silent. Once in a while a low-voiced question, and that was all. George +read the _Popular Science, Harper's Monthly Magazine_, and the _Open +Court_, and brooded over them with slow intellectual movement. It was +wonderful the amount of information he secreted from these periodicals. +He was better informed than many college graduates. He had little +curiosity about the young stranger. He understood that he was to teach +the school; beyond that he did not care to go. + +He tried Wallace once or twice on the latest discoveries of John Fiske +and Edison, and then gave him up and retired to his seat beside the +sitting-room stove. + +On the following Monday morning school began, and as Wallace took his +way down the lane the wrecked church came again to his eyes. He walked +past it with slow feet. His was a deeply religious nature, one that +sorrowed easily over sin. Suffering of the poor did not trouble him; +hunger seemed a little thing beside losing one's everlasting soul. +Therefore, to come from his studies upon such a monument of human +depravity as this rotting church was to receive a shock and to hear a +call to action. + +Approaching the schoolhouse, his thought took a turn toward the +scholars and toward Mattie. He had forgotten to ask her if she intended +to be one of his pupils. + +There were several children already gathered at the weather-beaten door +as he came up. It was all very American--the box-like house of white, +the slender teacher approaching, the roughly clad urchins waiting. + +He said, "Good morning, scholars!" + +They chorused a queer croak in reply--hesitating, inarticulate, shy. He +unlocked the door and entered the cold, bare room--familiar, unlovely, +with a certain power of primitive associations. In such a room he had +studied his primer and his Ray's Arithmetic. In such a room he had made +gradual recession from the smallest front seat to the back wall seat; +and from one side of such a room to the other he had furtively +worshipped a graceful, girlish head. + +He allowed himself but a moment of such dreaming before assuming +command, and with his ready helpers a fire was soon started. Other +children came in, timorous as rabbits, slipping by, each with an eye +fixed on him like a scared chicken. They pre-empted their seats by +putting down books and slates, and there arose sly wars for possession, +which he watched with amusement--it was so like his own life at that +age. + +He assumed control as nearly in the manner of the old-time teachers as +he could recall, and the work of his teaching was begun. The day passed +quickly, and, as he walked homeward again, there stood that rotting +church, and in his mind there rose a surging emotion larger than he +could himself comprehend--a desire to rebuild it by uniting the warring +factions, of whose lack of Christianity this deserted chapel was a fatal +witness. + + +IV + + +Now this mystical thing happened. As this son of a line of preachers +brooded on this unlovely strife among men, he lost the equipoise of the +scholar and student of modern history. He grew narrower and more +intense. The burden of his responsibility as a preacher of Christ grew +daily more insupportable. + +Toward the end of the week he announced preaching in the schoolhouse on +Sunday afternoon, and at the hour set he found the room crowded with +people of all ages and sorts. + +His heart grew heavy as he looked out over the room--on women nursing +querulous children, on the grizzled faces of grim-looking men, who +studied him with keen, unsympathetic eyes. He had hard, unfriendly +material to work with. There were but few of the opposite camp present, +while the Baptist leaders were all there, with more curiosity than +sympathy in their faces. + +They exulted to think the next preacher to come among them as an +evangelist should be a Baptist. + +After the singing, which would have dribbled away into failure but for +Mattie, Wallace rose, looking very white and weak, and began his +prayer. Some of the boys laughed when his voice stuck in his throat, but +he went on to the end of an earnest supplication, feeling he had not +touched them at all. + +While they sang again, he sat looking down at them with dry throat and +staring eyes. How hard, how unchristian-like, they all were. What could +he say to them? He saw Mattie gazing up at him, and on the front seat +sat three beautiful little girls huddled together with hands clasped; +inexpressibly dainty by contrast. As he looked at them the thought came +to him, What is the goodness of a girl--of a child? It is not +partisan--it is not of creeds, of articles--it is goodness of thought, +of deeds. His face lighted up with the inward feeling of this idea, and +he rose resolutely. + +"Friends, with the help of Christ I am come among you to do you good. I +shall hold meetings each night here in the schoolhouse until we can +unite and rebuild the church again. Let me say now, friends, that I was +educated a Baptist. My father was a faithful worker in the Baptist +Church, and so was his father before him. I was educated in a Baptist +college, and I came here hoping to build up a Baptist Church." He +paused. + +"But I see my mistake. I am here to build up a Church of Christ, of good +deeds and charity and peace, and so I here say I am no longer a Baptist +or Methodist. I am only a preacher, and I will not rest until I rebuild +the church which stands rotting away there." His voice rang with +determination as he uttered those words. + +The people listened. There was no movement now. Even the babies seemed +to feel the need of being silent. When he began again it was to describe +that hideous wreck. He delineated the falling plaster, the litter around +the pulpit, the profanation of the walls. "It is a symbol of your sinful +hearts!" he cried. + +Much more he said, carried out of himself by his passion. It was as if +the repentant spirit of his denominational fathers were speaking through +him; and yet he was not so impassioned that he did not see, or at least +feel, the eyes of the strong young girl fixed upon him; his resolutions +were spoken to her, and a swift response seemed to leap from her eyes. + +When it was over, some of the Methodists and one of the Baptists came up +to shake hands with him, awkwardly wordless, and the pressure of their +hands helped him. Many of the Baptist brethren slipped outside to +discuss the matter. Some were indignant, others much moved. + +Allen went by him with an audible grunt of derision, with a dark scowl +on his face, but Mattie smiled at him, with tears still in her eyes. She +had been touched by his vibrant voice; she had no sins to repent of. + +The skeptics of the neighborhood were quite generally sympathetic. +"You've struck the right trail now, parson," said Chapman, as they +walked homeward together. "The days of the old-time denominationalism +are about played out." + +But the young preacher was not so sure of it, now that his inspiration +was gone. He remembered his debt to his college, to his father, to the +denomination, and it was not easy to set aside the grip of such +memories. + +He sat late revolving the whole situation in his mind. When he went to +bed his problem was still with him, and involved itself with his dreams; +but always the young girl smiled upon him with sympathetic eyes and told +him to go on--or so it seemed to him. + +He was silent at breakfast. He went to school with a feeling that a +return to teaching little tow-heads to count and spell was now +impossible. He sat at his scarred and dingy desk while they took their +places, and his eyes had a passionate intensity of prayer in them which +awed his pupils. He had assumed new grandeur and terror in their eyes. +When they were seated he bowed his head and uttered a short plea for +grace, and then he looked at them again. + +On the low front seat, with dangling legs and red, round faces, sat the +little ones. Some way he could not call them to his knees and teach them +to spell; he felt as if he ought to call them to him, as Christ did, to +teach them love and reverence. It was impossible that they should not be +touched by this hideous neighborhood strife. + +Behind them sat the older children, some of them with rough, hard, sly +faces. One or two grinned rudely and nudged each other. The older girls +sat with bated breath; they perceived something strange in the air. Most +of them had heard his sermon of the night before. + +At last he broke silence. "Children, there is something I must say to +you this morning. I'm going to have meeting here to-night, and it may +be I shall not be your teacher any more--I mean in school. I wish you'd +go home to-day and tell your people to come to church here to-night. I +wish you'd all come yourselves. I want you to be good. I want you to +love God and be good. I want you to go home and tell your people the +teacher can't teach children how to read till he has taught the older +people to be kind and generous. You may put your books away, and school +will be dismissed." + +The wondering children obeyed--some with glad promptness, others with +sadness, for they had already come to like their teacher very much. + +As he sat by the door and watched them file out, it was as if he were a +king abdicating a throne, and these his faithful subjects. + +Mrs. Allen came over with Mattie to see him that day. She was a good +woman, gentle and prayerful, and she said, with much emotion: + +"Oh, Mr. Stacey, I do hope you can patch things up here. If you could +only touch his heart! He don't mean to do wrong, but he's so set in his +ways--if he says a thing he sticks to it." + +Stacey turned to Mattie for a word of encouragement, but she only looked +away. It was impossible for her to put into words her feeling in the +matter, which was more of admiration for his courage than for any part +of his religious zeal. He was so different from other men. + +It did him good to have these women come, and he repeated his vow: + +"By the grace of our Lord, I am going to rebuild the Cyene Church!" and +his face paled and his eyes grew luminous. + +The girl shivered with emotion. He seemed to recede from her as he +spoke, and to grow larger, too. Such nobility of purpose was new and +splendid to her. + + * * * * * + +The revival was wondrously dramatic. The little schoolhouse was crowded +to the doors night by night. The reek of stable-stained coats and boots, +the smell of strong tobacco, the effluvia of many breaths, the heat, the +closeness were forgotten in the fervor of the young evangelist's +utterances. His voice took on wild emotional cadences which sounded deep +places in the heart. To these people, long unused to religious oratory, +it was like the return of John and Isaiah. It was poetry and the drama, +and processions and apocalyptic visions. This youth had the histrionic +spell, too, and his slender body lifted and dilated, and his head took +on majesty and power, and the fling of his white hand was a challenge +and an appeal. + +A series of stirring events took place on the third night. + +On Wednesday Jacob Turner rose and asked the prayers of his neighbors, +and was followed by two Baptist spearmen of the front rank. On Thursday +the women were weeping on one another's bosoms; only one or two of the +men held out--old Deacon Allen and his antagonist, Stewart Marsden. +Grim-visaged old figures they were, placed among repentant men and +weeping women. They sat like rocks in the rush of the two factions +moving toward each other for peaceful union. Granitic, narrow, keen of +thrust, they seemed unmoved, while all around them, one by one, skeptics +acknowledged the pathos and dignity of the preacher's views of life and +death. + +Meanwhile the young evangelist lived at high pressure. He grew thinner +and whiter each night. He toiled in the daytime to formulate his +thoughts for the evening. He could not sleep till far toward morning. +The food he ate did him little good, while his heart went out constantly +to his people in strenuous supplication. It was testimony of his human +quality that he never for one moment lost that shining girl face out of +his thought. He looked for it there night after night. It was his +inspiration in speaking, as at the first. + +On the nights when Mattie was not there his speech was labored (as the +elders noticed), but on the blessed nights when she came and sang, her +voice, amid all the rest, came to him, and uttered poetry and peace like +a rill of cool, sweet water. And afterward, when he walked home under +the stars, his mind went with her, she was so strong and lithe and good +to see. He did not realize the worshipping attitude the girl took before +his divine duties. + +At last the great day came--the great night. + +In some way, perhaps by the growing mass of rushing emotion set in +action by some deep-going phrase, or perhaps by some interior slow +weakening of stubborn will, Deacon Allen gave way; and when the preacher +called for penitents, the old man struggled to his feet, his seamed, +weather-beaten face full of grotesque movement. He broke out: + +"Brethren, pray for me; I'm a miserable sinner. I want to confess my +sins--here--before ye all." He broke into sobbing terrible to hear. "My +heart is made--flesh again--by the blessed power of Christ...." + +He struggled to get his voice. One or two cried, "Praise God!" but most +of them sat silent, awed into immobility. + +The old man walked up the aisle. "I've been rebellious--and now I want +to shake hands with you all--and I ask your prayers." He bent down and +thrust his hand to Marsden, his enemy, while the tears streamed down his +face. + +Marsden turned white with a sort of fear, but he rose awkwardly and +grasped the outstretched hand, and at the touch of palms every soul rose +as if by electric shock. "Amens!" burst forth. The preacher began a +fervent prayer, and came down toward the grizzled, weeping old men, and +they all embraced, while some old lady with sweet, quavering voice +raised a triumphal hymn, in which all joined, and found grateful relief +from their emotional tension. + +Allen turned to Mattie and his wife. "My boy--send for him--Herman." + +It seemed as if the people could not go away. The dingy little +schoolhouse was like unto the shining temple of God's grace, and the +regenerated seemed to fear that to go home might permit a return to hate +and strife. So they clung around the young preacher and would not let +him go. + +At last he came out, with Allen holding to his arm. "You must come home +with us to-night," he pleaded, and the young minister with glad heart +consented, for he hoped he might walk beside Mattie; but this was not +possible. There were several others in the group, and they moved off two +and two up the deep hollows which formed the road in the snow. + +The young minister walked with head uplifted to the stars, hearing +nothing of the low murmur of talk, conscious only of his great plans, +his happy heart, and the strong young girl who walked before him. + +In the warm kitchen into which they came he lost something of his +spiritual tension, and became more humanly aware of the significance of +sitting again with these people. He gave the girl his coat and hat, and +then watched her slip off her knitted hood and her cloak. Her eyes shone +with returning laughter, and her cheeks were flushed with blood. + +Looking upon her, the young evangelist lost his look of exaltation, his +eyes grew soft and his limbs relaxed. His silence was no longer rapt--it +was the silence of delicious, drowsy reverie. + + +V + + +The next morning he did not rise at all. The collapse had come. The bad +air, the nervous strain, the lack of sleep, had worn down his slender +store of strength, and when the great victory came he fell like a tree +whose trunk has been slowly gnawed across by teeth of silent saw. His +drowse deepened into torpor. + +In the bright winter morning, seated in a gay cutter behind a bay colt +strung with slashing bells, Mattie drove to Kesota for the doctor. She +felt the discord between the joyous jangle of the bells, the stream of +sunlight, and the sparkle of snow crystals, but it only added to the +poignancy of her anxiety. + +She had not yet reached self-consciousness in her regard for the young +preacher--she thought of him as a noble human being, liable to death, +and she chirped again and again to the flying colt, whose broad hoofs +flung the snow in stinging showers against her face. + +A call at the doctor's house set him jogging out along the lanes, while +she sent a telegram to Herman. As she whirled bay Tom into the road to +go home her heart rose in relief that was almost exaltation. She loved +horses. She always sang under her breath, chiming to the beat of their +bells, when alone, and now she loosened the rein and hummed an old +love-song, while the powerful young horse squared away in a trot which +was twelve miles an hour. + +In such air, in such sun, who could die? Her good animal strength rose +dominant over fear of death. + +She came upon the doctor swinging along in his old blue cutter, dozing +in country-doctor style, making up for lost sleep. + +"Out o' the way, doctor!" she gleefully called. + +The doctor roused up and looked around with a smile. He was not beyond +admiring such a girl as that. He snapped his whip-lash lightly on old +Sofia's back, who looked up surprised, and, seeming to comprehend +matters, began to reach out broad, flat, thin legs in a pace which the +proud colt respected. She came of illustrious line, did Sofia, +scant-haired and ungracious as she now was. + +"Don't run over me!" called the doctor, ironically, and, with Sofia +still leading, they swung into the yard. + +Mattie went in with the doctor, while Allen looked after both horses. +They found Chapman attending Wallace, who lay in a dazed +quiet--conscious, but not definitely aware of material things. + +The doctor looked his patient over carefully. Then he asked, "Who is the +yoong mon?" + +"He's been teaching here, or, rather, preaching." + +"When did this coom on?" + +"Last night. Wound up a big revival last night, I believe. Kind o' caved +in, I reckon." + +"That's all. Needs rest. He'll be wearin' a wood jacket if he doosna +leave off preachin'." + +"Regular jamboree. I couldn't stop him. One of these periodical +neighborhood 'awakenings,' they call it." + +"They have need of it here, na doot." + +"Well, they need something--love for God--or man." + +"M--well! It's lettle I can do. The wumman can do more, if the mon'll be +eatin' what they cuke for 'im," said the candid old Scotchman. "Mak' 'im +eat! Mak' 'im eat!" + +Once more Tom pounded along the shining road to Kesota to meet the +six-o'clock train from Chicago. + +Herman, magnificently clothed in fur-lined ulster and cap, alighted with +unusually grave face, and hurried toward Mattie. + +"Well, what is it, Sis? Mother sick?" + +"No; it's the teacher. He is unconscious. I've been for the doctor. Oh, +we were scared!" + +He looked relieved, but a little chagrined. "Oh, well, I don't see why I +should be yanked out of my boots by a telegram because the teacher is +sick! He isn't kin--yet." + +For the first time a feeling of confusion swept over Mattie, and her +face flushed. + +Herman's keen eyes half closed as he looked into her face. + +"Mat--what--what! Now look here--how's this? Where's Ben Holly's claim?" + +"He never had any." She shifted ground quickly. "Oh, Herman, we had a +wonderful time last night! Father and Uncle Marsden shook hands--" + +"What!" shouted Herman, as he fell in a limp mass against the cutter. +"Bring a physician--I'm stricken." + +"Don't act so! Everybody's looking." + +"They'd better look. I'm drowning while they wait." + +She untied the horse and came back. + +"Climb in there and stop your fooling, and I'll tell you all about it." + +He crawled in with tearing groans of mock agony, and then leaned his +head against her shoulder. "Well, go on, Sis; I can bear it now." + +She nudged him to make him sit up. + +"Well, you know we've had a revival." + +"So you wrote. Must have been a screamer to fetch Dad and old Marsden. A +regular Pentecost of Shinar." + +"It was--I mean it was beautiful. I saw father was getting stirred up. +He prayed almost all day yesterday, and at night--Well, I can't tell +you, but Wallace talked, oh, so beautiful and tender!" + +"She calls him Wallace?" mused Herman, like a comedian. "Hush! And then +came the hand-shaking, and then the minister came home with us because +father asked him to, and stayed because he liked the chicken." + +The girl was hurt, and she showed it. "If you make fun, I won't tell you +another word," she said. + +"Away Chicago! enter Cyene! Well, come, I won't fool any more." + +"Then after Wallace--I mean--" + +"Let it stand. Come to the murder." + +"Then father came and asked me to send for you, and mother cried, and so +did he. And, oh, Hermie, he's so sweet and kind! Don't make fun of him, +will you? It's splendid to have him give in, and everybody feels glad +that the district will be all friendly again." + +Herman did not gibe now. His voice was gentle. The pathos in the scene +appealed to him. "So the old man sent for me himself, did he?" + +"Yes; he could hardly wait till morning. But this morning, when we came +to call the teacher, he didn't answer, and father went in and found him +unconscious. Then I went for the doctor." + +Bay Tom whirled along in the splendid dusk, his nostrils flaring ghostly +banners of steam on the cold, crisp air. The stars overhead were points +of green and blue and crimson light, low-hung, changing each moment. +Their influence entered the soul of the mocking young fellow. He felt +very solemn, almost melancholy, for a moment. + +"Well, Sis, I've got something to tell you all. I'm going to tell it to +you by degrees. I'm going to be married." + +"Oh!" she gasped, with quick, indrawn breath. "Who?" + +"Don't be ungrammatical, whatever you do. She's a cashier in a +restaurant, and she's a fine girl," he added, steadily, as if combating +a prejudice. He forgot for the moment that such prejudices did not exist +in Cyene. + +Sis was instantly tender, and very, very serious. + +"Of course she is, or you wouldn't care for her. Oh, I'd like to see +her!" + +"I'll take you up some day and show her to you." + +"Oh, will you? Oh, when can I go?" She was smitten into gravity again. +"Not till the teacher is well." + +Herman pretended to be angry. "Dog take the teacher, the old +spindle-legs! If I'd known he was going to raise such a ruction in our +quiet and peaceful neighborhood, I never would have brought him here." + +Mattie did not laugh; she pondered. She never quite understood her +brother when he went off on those queer tirades, which might be a joke +or an insult. He had grown away from her in his city life. + +They rode on in silence the rest of the way, except now and then an +additional question from Mattie concerning his sweetheart. + +As they neared the farm-house she lost interest in all else but the +condition of the young minister. They could see the light burning dimly +in his room, and in the parlor and kitchen as well, and this unusual +lighting stirred the careless young man deeply. It was associated in his +mind with death and birth, and also with great joy. The house was +lighted so the night his elder brother died, and it looked so to him +when he whirled into the yard with the doctor when Mattie was born. + +"Oh, I hope he isn't worse!" said the girl, with deep feeling. + +Herman put his arm about her, and she knew he knew. + +"So do I, Sis." + +Allen came to the door as they drove in, and the careless boy realized +suddenly the emotional tension his father was in. As the old man came to +the sleigh-side he could not speak. His fingers trembled as he took the +outstretched hand of his boy. + +Herman's voice shook a little: + +"Well, Dad, Mattie says the war is over." + +The old man tried to speak, but only coughed and then he blew his nose. +At last he said, brokenly: + +"Go right in; your mother's waitin'." + +It was singularly dramatic to the youth. To come from the careless, +superficial life of his city companions into contact with such primeval +passions as these made him feel like a spectator at some new and +powerful and tragic play. + +His mother fell upon his neck and cried, while Mattie stood by pale and +anxious. Inside the parlor could be heard the mumble of men's voices. + +In such wise do death and the fear of death fall upon country homes. All +day the house had swarmed with people. All day this mother had looked +forward to the reconciliation of her husband with her son. All day had +the pale and silent minister of God kept his corpse-like calm, while all +about the white snow gleamed, and radiant shadows filled every hollow, +and the cattle bawled and frisked in the barn-yard, and the fowls +cackled joyously, what time the mild, soft wind breathed warmly over the +land. + +Mattie cried out to her mother, in quick, low voice, "Oh mother, how is +he?" + +"He ain't no worse. The doctor says there's no immediate danger." + +The girl brought her hands together girlishly, and said: "Oh, I'm so +glad. Is he awake?" + +"No; he's asleep." + +"Is the doctor still here?" + +"Yes." + +"I guess I'll step in," said Herman. + +The doctor and George Chapman sat beside the hard-coal heater, talking +in low voices. The old doctor was permitting himself the luxury of a +story of pioneer life. He arose with automatic courtesy, and shook hands +with Herman. + +"How's the sick man getting on?" + +"Vera well--vera well--consederin' the mon is a complete +worn-out--that's all--naethin' more. Thes floom-a-didale bezniss of +rantin' away on the fear o' the Laird for sax weeks wull have worn out +the frame of a bool-dawg." + +Herman and Chapman smiled. "I hope you'll tell him that." + +"Na fear, yoong mon," said the grim old warrior. "Weel, now, ai'll juist +be takin' anither look at him." + +Herman went in with the doctor, and stood looking on while the old man +peered and felt about. He came out soon, and, leaving a few directions +with Herman and Chapman, took his departure. Everything seemed +favorable, he said. + +There was no longer poignancy of anxiety in Mattie's mind, she was too +much of a child to imagine the horror of loss, but she was grave and gay +by turns. Her healthy and wholesome nature continually reasserted itself +over the power of her newly attained woman's interest in the young +preacher. She went to bed and slept dreamlessly, while Herman yawned and +inwardly raged at the fix in which circumstances had placed him. + +Like many another lover, days away from his sweetheart were lost days. +He wondered how she would take all this life in Cyene. It would be good +fun to bring her down, anyway, and hear her talk. He planned such a +trip, and grew so interested in the thought he forgot his patient. + +In the early dawn Wallace rallied and woke. Herman heard the rustle of +the pillow, and turned to find the sick man's eyes looking at him +fixedly, calm but puzzled. Herman's lips slowly changed into a beautiful +boyish smile. "Hello, old man! How do you find yourself?" His hearty, +humorous greeting seemed to do the sick man good. Herman approached the +bed. "Know where you are?" Wallace slowly put out a hand, and Herman +took it. "You're coming on all right. Want some breakfast? Make it +bucks?" he said, in Chicago restaurant slang. "White wings--sunny--one +up coff." + +All this was good tonic for Wallace, and an hour later he sipped broth, +while Mrs. Allen and the Deacon and Herman stood watching the process +with apparently consuming interest. Mattie was still soundly sleeping. + +Now began delicious days of convalescence, during which Wallace looked +peacefully out at the coming and going of the two women, each possessing +powerful appeal to him: one the motherly presence which had been denied +him for many years, the other something he had never permitted himself +to hope for--a sweetheart's daily companionship. + +He lay there planning his church, and also his home. Into the thought of +a new church came shyly but persistently the thought of a fireside of +his own, with this young girl sitting in the glow of it waiting for him. +His life possessed little romance. He had earned his own way through +school and to college. His slender physical energies had been taxed to +their utmost at every stage of his climb, but now it seemed as though +some blessed rest and peace were at hand. + +Meanwhile, the bitter partisans met each other coming and going out of +the gate of the Allen estate, and the goodness of God shone in their +softened faces. Herman was skeptical of its lasting quality, but was +forced to acknowledge that it was a lovely light. He it was who made the +electrical suggestion to rebuild the church as an evidence of good +faith. "You say you're regenerated. Well, prove it--go ahead and +regenerate the church," he said. + +The enthusiasm of the neighborhood took flame. It should be done. A +meeting was called. Everybody subscribed money or work. It was a +generous outpouring of love and faith. + +It was Herman also who counselled secrecy. "It would be a nice thing to +surprise him," he said. "We'll agree to keep the scheme from him at +home, if you don't give it away." + +They set to work like bees. The women came down one day and took +possession with brooms and mops and soap, and while the carpenters +repaired the windows they fell savagely upon the grime of the seats and +floors. The walls of the church echoed with woman's gossip and girlish +laughter. Everything was scoured, from the door-hinges to the altar +rails. New doors were hung and a new stove secured, and then came the +painters to put a new coat of paint on the inside. The cold weather +forbade repainting the outside. + +The sheds were rebuilt by men whose hearts glowed with old-time fire. It +was like pioneer days, when "barn-raisings" and "bees" made life worth +while in a wild, stern land. The old men were moved to tears, and the +younger rough men shouted cheery, boisterous cries to hide their own +deep emotion. Hand met hand in heartiness never shown before. Neighbors +frequented one another's homes, and the old times of visiting and +brotherly love came back upon them. Nothing marred the perfect beauty of +their revival--save the fear of its evanescence. It seemed too good to +last. + +Meanwhile love of another and merrier sort went on. The young men and +maidens turned prayer-meeting into trysts and scrubbing-bees into +festivals. They rode from house to house under glittering stars, over +sparkling snows, singing: + + "Hallelujah! 'tis done: + I believe on the Son; + I am saved by the blood + Of the Crucified One." + +And their rejoicing chorus was timed to the clash of bells on swift +young horses. Who shall say they did not right? Did the Galilean forbid +love and joy? + +No matter. God's stars, the mysterious night, the bells, the watchful +bay of dogs, the sting of snow, the croon of loving voices, the clasp of +tender arms, the touch of parting lips--these things, these joys +outweigh death and hell, and all that makes the criminal tremble. Being +saved, they must of surety rejoice. + +And through it all Wallace crawled slowly back to life and strength. He +ate of Mother Allen's chicken-broth and of toast from Mattie's +care-taking hand, and gradually reassumed color and heart. His solemn +eyes watched the young girl with an intensity which seemed to take her +strength from her. She would gladly have given her blood for him, if it +had occurred to her, or if it had been suggested as a good thing; +instead, she gave him potatoes baked to a nicety, and buttered toast +that would melt on the tongue, and, on the whole, they served the +purpose. + +One day a smartly dressed man called to see Wallace. Mattie recognized +him as the Baptist clergyman from Kesota. He came in, and, introducing +himself said he had heard of the excellent work of Mr. Stacey, and that +he would like to speak with him. + +Wallace was sitting in a rocking-chair in the parlor. Herman was in +Chicago, and there was no one but Mrs. Allen and Mattie in the house. + +The Kesota minister introduced himself to Wallace, and then entered upon +a long eulogium upon his work in Cyene. He asked after his credentials, +his plans, his connections, and then he said: + +"You've done a _fine_ work in softening the hearts of these people. We +had almost _despaired_ of doing anything with them. Yes, you have done a +_won-der-ful work_, and now we must reorganize a regular society here. I +will be out again when you get stronger, and we'll see about it." + +Wallace was too weak to take any stand in the talk, and so allowed him +to get up and go away without protest or explanation of his own plans. + +When Herman came down on Saturday, he told him of the Baptist minister's +visit and the proposition. Herman stretched his legs out toward the fire +and put his hands in his pockets. Then he rose and took a strange +attitude, such as Wallace had seen in comic pictures--it was, in fact, +the attitude of a Bowery tough. + +"Say, look here! If you want 'o set dis community by de ears agin, you +do dat ting--see? You play dat confidence game and dey'll rat ye--sure! +You invite us to come into a non-partisan deal--see?--and den you +springs your own platform on us in de joint corkus--and we won't stand +it! Dis goes troo de way it began, or we don't play--see?" + +Out of all this Wallace deduced his own feeling--that continued peace +and good-will lay in keeping clear of all doctrinal debates and +disputes--the love of Christ, the desire to do good and to be clean. +These emotions had been roused far more deeply than he realized, and he +lifted his face to God in the hope that no lesser thing should come in +to mar the beauty of His Church. + +There came a day when he walked out in the sunshine, and heard the hens +caw-cawing about the yard, and saw the young colts playing about the +barn. And the splendor of the winter day dazzled him as if he were +looking upon the broad-flung robe of the Lord Most High. Everywhere the +snow lay ridged with purple and brown hedges. Smoke rose peacefully from +chimneys, and the sound of boys skating on a near-by pond added the +human element. + +The trouble of concealing the work of the community upon the church +increased daily, and Mattie feared that some hint of it had come to him. +She had her plan. She wanted to drive him down herself, and let him see +the reburnished temple alone. But this was impossible. On the day when +he seemed able to go, her father drove them all down. Marsden was there +also, and several of his women-folks, putting down a new carpet on the +platform. As they drew near the church, Wallace said: + +"Why, they've fixed up the sheds!" + +Mattie nodded. She was trembling with the delicious excitement of +it--she wanted him hurried into the church at once. He had hardly time +to think before he was whirled up to the new porch, and Marsden came +out, followed by several women. He was bewildered by it all. Marsden +helped him out with hearty voice, sounding: + +"Careful now! Don't hurry!" + +Mattie took one arm, and so he entered the church. Everything repainted! +Everything warm and bright and cozy! + +The significance of it came to him like a wave of light, and he took his +seat in the pulpit chair and stared at them all with a look on his pale +face which moved them more than words. He was like a man transfigured by +an inward glow. His eyes for an instant flamed with this marvellous +fire, then darkened, softened with tears, and his voice came back in a +sob of joy, and he could only say: + +"Friends--brethren!" + +Marsden, after much coughing, said: + +"We all united on this. We wanted to have you come to the church +and--Well, we couldn't bear to have you see it again the way it was." + +He understood it now. It was the sign of a united community. It set the +seal of Christ's victory over evil passions, and the young preacher's +head bowed in prayer, and they all knelt, while his weak voice returned +thanks to the Lord for his gifts. + +Then they all rose and shook off the oppressive solemnity, and he had +time to look around at all the changes. At last he turned to Mattie and +reached out his hand--he had the boldness of a man in the shadow of some +mighty event which makes false modesty and conventions shadowy things of +little importance. His sharpened interior sense read her clear soul, and +he knew she was his, therefore he reached her his hand, and she came to +him with a flush on her face, which died out as she stood proudly by his +side, while he said: + +"And Martha shall help me." + +Therefore, this good thing happened--that in the midst of his fervor and +his consecration to God's work, the love of woman found a place. + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +AN AFTERWORD: OF WINDS, SNOWS, AND THE STARS + + O witchery of the winter night + (With broad moon shouldering to the west) + + In the city streets the west wind sweeps + Before my feet in rustling flight; + The midnight snows in untracked heaps + Lie cold and desolate and white. + I stand and wait with upturned eyes, + Awed with the splendor of the skies + And star-trained progress of the moon. + + The city walls dissolve like smoke + Beneath the magic of the moon, + And age falls from me like a cloak; + I hear sweet girlish voices ring + Clear as some softly stricken string-- + (The moon is sailing to the west.) + The sleigh-bells clash in homeward flight; + With frost each horse's breast is white-- + (The big moon sinking to the west.) + + "Good night, Lettie!" + "Good night, Ben!" + (The moon is sinking at the west.) + "Good night, my sweetheart." 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