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| author | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 01:45:02 -0700 |
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| committer | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 01:45:02 -0700 |
| commit | c791f47fd5c5783f5f3da68f75a11a86c77e30e7 (patch) | |
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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Play the Game! + +Author: Ruth Comfort Mitchell + +Release Date: May 27, 2007 [EBook #21625] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK PLAY THE GAME! *** + + + + +Produced by Martin Pettit and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was +produced from images generously made available by The +Internet Archive/American Libraries.) + + + + + + +PLAY THE GAME! + +BY + +RUTH COMFORT MITCHELL + + +[Illustration: Publisher's logo] + + +D. APPLETON AND COMPANY + +NEW YORK :: LONDON :: 1924 + +COPYRIGHT, 1921, BY + +D. APPLETON AND COMPANY + + +Copyright, 1920, by The Crowell Publishing Company + +PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA + + * * * * * + +TO MY BROTHERS + + * * * * * + +Books by + +RUTH COMFORT MITCHELL + + * * * * * + +CORDUROY + +NARRATIVES IN VERSE + +JANE JOURNEYS ON + +PLAY THE GAME + + * * * * * + +D. APPLETON AND COMPANY + + +New York London + + * * * * * + + + + +PLAY THE GAME! + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +There was no denying the fact that Honor Carmody liked the boys. No one +ever attempted to deny it, least of all Honor herself. + +When she finished grammar school her mother and her gay young stepfather +told her they had decided to send her to Marlborough rather than to the +Los Angeles High School. + +The child looked utterly aghast. "Oh," she said, "I wouldn't like that +at all. I don't believe I _could_. I couldn't _bear_ it!" + +"My dear," her mother chided, "don't be silly! It's a quite wonderful +school, known all over the country. Girls are sent there from Chicago +and New York, and even Boston. You'll be with the best girls, the very +nicest----" + +"That's just it," Honor interrupted, forlornly. + +"What do you mean?" + +"_Girls._ Just girls. Oodles and oodles of nothing but girls. Honestly, +Muzzie, I don't think I could _stand_ it." She was a large, substantial +young creature with a broad brow and hearty coloring and candid eyes. +Her stepfather was sure she would never have her mother's beauty, but he +was almost equally sure that she would never need it. He studied her +closely and her actions and reactions intrigued him. He laughed, now, +and his wife turned mildly shocked eyes on him. + +"Stephen, dear! Don't encourage her in being queer. I don't like her to +be queer." Mrs. Lorimer was not in the least queer herself, unless, +indeed, it was queer to be startlingly lovely and girlish and appealing +at forty-one, with a second husband and six children. She was not an +especially motherly person except in moments of reproof and then she +always spoke in a remote third person. "Honor, Mother wants you to be +more with girls." Then, as if to make it clear that she was not merely +advancing a personal whim,--"You need to be more with girls." + +"Why?" + +"Why--why because Mother says you do." Mrs. Lorimer did not like to +argue. She always got out of breath and warm-looking. + +Her daughter dropped on the floor at her feet. Mrs. Lorimer had small, +happy-looking, lily-of-the-field hands and Honor took one of them +between her hard brown paws and squeezed it. "I know, but--_why_ do you +say so? I don't know anything about girls. Why should I, when I've had +eight boy cousins and five boy brothers and"--she gave Stephen Lorimer a +brief, friendly grin--"and two boy fathers!" Her stepfather was not +really younger than his wife but he was incurably boyish. The girl grew +earnest. "Please, _pretty-please_, let me go to L. A. High! I've counted +on it so! And"--she was as intent and free from self-consciousness as a +terrier at a rat hole--"all the boys I know are going to L. A. High! And +_Jimsy's_ going, and he'll _need_ me!" + +Her stepfather laughed again and lighted a cigarette. "She has you +there, Mildred. He will need her." + +"Of course he will." Honor turned a grateful face to him. "I'll have to +do all his English and Latin for him, so he can get signed up every week +and play football!" + +Mrs. Lorimer did not see why her daughter's finishing need be curtailed +by young James King's athletic activities and she started in to say so +with vigor and emphasis, but her husband held up his long beautifully +modeled hand rather in the manner of a traffic policeman and stopped +her. + +"Look here, Mildred," he said, "suppose you and I convene in special +session and consider this thing from all angles and then let her know +what it comes to,--shall we? Run along, Top Step!" + +"All right, Stepper," said the child, relievedly. "_You_ explain it to +her." She went contentedly away and a moment later they heard her robust +young voice lifted on the lawn next door,--"Jim-_zee_! Oh, Jimsy! +Come-mawn-_out_!" + +"You see?" Mrs. Lorimer wanted rather inaccurately to know. "That's what +we've got to stop, Stephen." + +He smiled. "But--as your eldest offspring just now inquired--why?" + +"_Why?_" She lifted her hands and let them fall into her lap again, palm +upward, and regarded him in gentle exasperation. "Stephen, you know, +really, sometimes I feel that you are not a bit of help to me with the +children." + +"Sometimes you do, I daresay," he granted her, serenely, "but most of +the time you must be simply starry-eyed with gratitude over the +brilliant way I manage them. Come along over here and we'll talk it +over!" He patted the place beside him on the couch. + +"You mean," said his wife a little sulkily, going, nevertheless, "that +you'll talk me over!" + +"That is my secret hope," said Stephen Lorimer. + +It was all quite true. He did manage her children and their +children--there were three of each--with astonishing ease and success. +They amused him, and adored him. He understood them utterly. Honor was +seven when her own father died and nine when her mother married again. +Stephen Lorimer would never forget her first inspection of him. +Nursemaids had done their worst on the subject of stepfathers; fairy +tales had presented the pattern. He knew exactly what was going on in +her mind, and--quite as earnestly beneath his persiflage as he had set +himself to woo the widow--he set himself to win her daughter. It was a +matter of moments only before he saw the color coming back into her +square little face and the horror seeping out of her eyes. It was a +matter of days only until she sought him out and told him, in her +mother's presence, that she believed she liked him better than her first +father. + +"Honor, _dear_! You--you mustn't, really----" Mildred Lorimer insisted +with herself on being shocked. + +"Don't _you_, Muzzie? Don't you like him better?" the child wanted +persistently to know. "He was very nice, of course; I did like him +awfully. But he was always 'way off Down Town ... at The Office. We +didn't have any fun with him. Stepper's always home. I'm glad we married +a newspaper one this time." + +"Stephen, that dreadful name.... What will people think?" + +Her new husband didn't in the least care. He and Honor had gravely +considered on that first day what they should call each other. It seemed +to Stephen Lorimer that it was hardly fair to the gentleman who had +stayed so largely at The Office to have his big little daughter and his +tiny sons calling his successor Father or Dad, and _Papa_ with all its +shades and shifts of accent left him cold. "Let's see, Honor. +'Stepfather' as a salutation sounds rather accusing, doesn't it? +'Step-pa,' now, is less austere, but----" + +"Oh, Stephen, _dear_!" They were not consulting Mrs. Lorimer at all. + +"I've got it! It's an inspiration! 'Stepper!' Neat, crisp, brisk. Means, +if any one should ask you, 'Step-pa' and also, literally, stepper; a +stepper; one who steps--into another's place." + +"_Stephen_----" + +"Well, haven't I, my dear?" He considered the three young Carmodys, +nine, seven, and five. "Steps yourselves, aren't you? Honor's the top +step and----" + +"Oh, Stepper, call me Top Step! I like that." + +"Right. And Billy's Bottom Step and Ted's the Tweeny! Now we're all +set!" + +"Yes," said Honor, contentedly. She herded her little brothers out of +the room and came back alone. "But--what'll I tell people you _are_?" + +"Why, I think," he considered, "you're young enough and trusting enough +to call me A Writer." + +"I mean, are you Muzzie's step-husband, too?" + +It was the first time she had seen the lightness leave his eyes. "No. +_No._ I am your moth--I am her husband. There is no step there." He got +up and walked over to where his wife was sitting and towered over her. +He was a tall man and he looked especially tall at that moment. "Her +plain--husband. Extremely plain, as it happens"--he was himself again +for an instant--"but--_her husband_." It seemed to the child that he had +forgotten which one of them had asked him the question and was +addressing himself to her mother by mistake. He seemed at once angry and +demanding and anxious, and she had never seen her mother so pink. +However, her question had been answered and she had affairs of her own. +She went away without a backward glance so she did not see her +stepfather drop to his knees beside the chair and gather the quiet woman +roughly into his arms, nor hear his insistent voice. "Her husband. The +_first--husband--she--ever had. Say it, Mildred. Say it._" + +And now Honor was thirteen and a half, and tardily ready for High +School, and there were three little Lorimers, twins and a six months' +old single. Stephen Lorimer, who had been a singularly footloose world +rover, had settled down securely in the old Carmody house on South +Figueroa Street. He was intensely proud of his paternity, personal and +vicarious, and took it not seriously but joyously. He was dramatic +critic and special writer for the leading newspaper of Los Angeles, and +theoretically he worked by night and slept by day, but as a matter of +puzzling fact he did not sleep at all, unless one counted his brief +morning naps. His eyes, in consequence, seemed never to be quite open, +but nothing, nevertheless, escaped them. + +An outsider, looking in on them now, the erect, hot-cheeked, imperious +woman, a little insolent always of her beauty, and the lolling, lounging +man with the drooping lids, would have placed his odds unhesitatingly +on her winning of any point she might have in mind. Even Mildred Lorimer +herself, after four years and a half of being married to him, thought +she would win out over him this time. Honor was the only daughter she +had, the only daughter she would ever have, for she had definitely +decided, at forty-one, to cease her dealings with the long-legged bird +who had flapped six times to her roof, and it seemed intolerable to her +that--with five boys--her one girl should be so robustly ungirlish. + +"Now, then, let's have it. You want Honor to go to Marlborough. As she +herself asked and I myself repeated,--why?" + +"And as I answered you both," said his wife, trying hard to keep the +conversation spinning lightly in the air as he did, "it's because I want +her to be more like other girls." + +"And I," said her husband, "do not." This was the place for Mildred +Lorimer to fling her own _why_ but her husband was too quick for her. +"Because she is so much finer and sounder and saner and sweeter as she +is. Mildred, I have never seen any living creature so selfless. What was +the word they coined in that play about Mars?--'_Otherdom?_' That's it, +yes; otherdom. That's Honor Carmody. She could have finished grammar +school at twelve, but Jimsy needed her help." + +"That's just it! Can't you see how wrong that is?" + +"No. I'm too much occupied with seeing how right it is. Good Lord, my +dear, in a world given over to the first person perpendicular, can't you +see the amazing beauty and rarity of your child's soul? Every day and +all day long she gives herself,--to you, to me, to the kiddies, to her +friends. She is the eternal mother." Mildred Lorimer was not the eternal +mother. She was not in fact a mother at all. The physical fact of +motherhood had six times descended upon her and she was doing her +gentle, well-bred, conscientious best in six lively directions, but +under it all she was forever Helen, forever the best beloved. She was +getting rather beyond her depth but she was not giving up. Stephen, in +discussion, had an elusive way of soaring into hazy generalities. She +brought him down. + +"I can't see why it should make her any less unselfish to attend the +best girls' school than to--to run with the boys." She brought out the +little vulgarism with a faint curl of her lovely lip. + +"'Run with the boys!' That has a positively Salem flavor, hasn't it? +Almost as deadly, that 'with,' as 'after,'" He loved words, Stephen +Lorimer; he played with them and juggled them. "Yet isn't that exactly +what the girls of to-day must and should do? Isn't it what the girls of +to-morrow--naturally, unrebuked--will do? Not running after them, slyly +or brazenly; not sitting at home, crimped and primped and curled, +waiting to be run after. No," he said hotly, getting up and beginning to +swallow up the room from wall to wall with his long strides, "_no_! With +them. Running with them, chin in, chest out, sound, conditioned, +unashamed!" He believed that he meant to write a tremendous book, one +day, Honor's stepfather. He often reeled off whole chapters in his mind, +warm and glowing. It was only when he got it down on paper that it +cooled and congealed. "Running with them in the race--for the race----" +his hurtling promenade took him to the window and he paused for an +instant. "Come here, Mildred. Look at her!" + +Mildred Lorimer came to join him. On the shabby, rusty lawn of the King +place, next door, all the rustier for its nearness to their own emerald +turf, sat Honor Carmody and Jimsy King, jointly and severally lacing up +a football. + +"Yes, look at her!" said her mother with feeling. + +"Leave her alone, Mildred. Leave her alive!" + +The two children were utterly absorbed. The boy was half a head taller +than the girl, heavier, sturdier, of a startling beauty. There was a +stubborn, much reviled wave in his bronze hair and his eyes were a dark +hazel flecked with black. His skin was bronze, too, bronzed by many +Catalina summer and winter swims at Ocean Park. It made his teeth seem +very white and flashing. + +The window was open to the soft Southern California air, and the voices +came across to the watchers. + +"_Hold_ it!" + +"I _am_ holding it!" + +A handsome man of forty came up the tree-shaded street, not quite +steadily, and turned into the King's walk. His hat was pulled low over +his eyes and the collar of his coat was turned up in spite of the +mildness of the day. He nodded to the boy and girl as he went past them +and on into the house. + +"_Again!_" said Mrs. Lorimer, tragically. "That's the second time this +week!" + +"Rough on the kid," said her husband. "See him now." + +Jimsy King had turned his head and was following his father's slow +progress up the steps and across the porch and into the house. "Be in in +a minute, Dad!" he called after him. + +"Loyal little beggar. I saw him steering him up Broadway one morning, +just at school time. Pluck." + +Honor had looked after James King, the elder, too, and then at his son, +and then at the football in her hands again. "Hurry up," she commanded. +"Pull it tighter! _Tighter!_ Do you call that pulling?" Inexorably she +got his attention back to the subject in hand. + +"That makes it all the worse," said Mrs. Lorimer. "Of course they're +only children--babies, really--but I couldn't have anything.... It's bad +blood, Stephen. I _couldn't_ have my child interested in one of the +'Wild Kings'!" + +"Well, you won't have, if you're wise. Let 'em alone. Let 'em lace +footballs on the front lawn ... and they won't hold hands on the side +porch! Why, woman dear, like the well-known Mr. Job, the thing you +greatly fear you'll bring to pass! Shut her up in a girls' school--even +the best and sanest--and you'll make boys suddenly into creatures of +romance, remote, desirable. Don't emphasize and underline for her. She's +as clean as a star and as unself-conscious as a puppy! Don't hurry her +into what one of those English play-writing chaps calls--Granville +Barker, isn't it?--Yes,--_Madras House_--'the barnyard drama of sex.... +Male and female created He them ... but men and women are a long time +in the making!'" + +The lacing of the football was finished. The boy lifted his head and +looked soberly at the door through which his father had entered, not +quite steadily. Then he drew a long breath, threw back his shining +bronze head, said something in a low tone to the girl, and ran into the +house. + +Honor Carmody got to her feet and stood looking after him, the odd +mothering look in her square child's face. She stood so for long +moments, without moving, and her mother and her stepfather watched her. + +Suddenly Stephen Lorimer flung the window up as far as it would go and +leaned out. + +"It's all right, Top Step," he called, meeting the leaping gladness of +her glance. "We've decided, your mother and I. You're going to L. A. +High! You're going----" but now he dropped his voice and spoke only for +the woman beside him, slipping a penitent and conciliatory arm about +her, his eyes impish, "you're going to run with the boys!" + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +The "Wild Kings" had lived in their fine old house ever since the +neighborhood could remember. The first and probably the wildest of them +had come out from Virginia when Los Angeles was still a drowsing Spanish +village, bringing with him an aged and excellent cellar and a flock of +negro servants. Honor's Carmody grandmother could remember the +picturesqueness of his entourage, of James King himself, the +hard-riding, hard-drinking, soft-spoken cavalier with his proud, pale +wife and his slim, high-stepping horses and his grinning blacks. The +general conviction was, Grandmother Carmody said, that he had come--or +been sent--west to make a fresh start. There was something rather +pathetically naïve about that theory. There could never be a fresh start +for the "Wild Kings" in a world of excellent cellars and playing cards. +In a surprisingly short time he had re-created his earlier atmosphere +for himself--an atmosphere of charm and cheer and color ... and pride +and shame and misery, in which his wife and children lived and moved and +had their being. In the early eighties he built the big beautiful house +on South Figueroa Street, moved the last of his negro servitors and the +last of his cellar and his young family into it and died. Since that day +Kings had come and gone in it, big, bonny creatures, liked and sighed +over, and the house was shabby now, cracked and peeling for the want of +paint, the walks grass-grown, the lawn frowzy, lank and stringy curtains +at the dim windows. There were only three bottles of the historic cellar +left now, precious, cob-webbed; there was only one of the blacks, an +ancient, crabbed crone of the second generation, with a witch's hand at +cookery and a witch's temper. And there were only James King III and +James King IV, his son, Honor's Jimsy, left of the line in the old home. +The negress fed and mended them; an infrequent Japanese came in to make +futile efforts on house and garden. + +The neighbors said, "How do you do, Mr. King? Like summer, really, isn't +it?" and looked hastily away. One never could be sure of finding him +quite himself. Even if he walked quite steadily he might not be able to +talk quite steadily, but he was always a King, always sure of his +manner, be he ever so unsure of his feet or his tongue. He had been +worse since his wife died, when the boy was still a toddler. She was a +slim, sandy-haired Scotch girl with steady eyes and a prominent chin, +who had married him to reform him, and the neighbors were beginning to +think she was in a fair way to compass it when she died. No one had ever +been able to pity Jeanie King; she had been as proud as the pale lady +who came with the first "Wild King" from Virginia. There was that about +the Kings; it had to be granted that their women always stuck; they must +have had compensating traits and graces. No King wife ever gave up or +deserted save by death, and no King wife ever wept on a neighbor's +shoulder. + +And now they had all wandered back to Virginia or up to Alaska or down +to Mexico, and there was not an uncle or cousin of his tribe left in Los +Angeles for Jimsy King; only his bad, beloved father, coming home at +noon in rumpled evening dress, but wearing it better and more handily, +for all that, than any other man on the block. + +It was agreed that there was no chance for Jimsy to escape the heritage +of his blood. People were kind about it, but very firm. "If his mother +had lived he might have had a chance, the poor boy," Mrs. Lorimer would +sigh, "but with that father, and that home life, and that example----" + +"My dear," said Stephen Lorimer, "can't you see what you are doing? By +_you_ I mean the neighborhood. You are holding his heredity up like a +hoop for him to jump through!" + +Honor's stepfather held that there might be a generous share of the +firm-chinned Scotch mother in Jimsy. Certainly it was a fighting chance; +he was living in a day of less warmth and color than his father and his +forbears; there were more outlets for his interest and his energy. His +father, for instance, had not played football. Jimsy had played as soon +as he could walk alone--football, baseball, basketball, handball, water +polo; life was a hard and tingling game to him. "It's an even chance," +said Stephen Lorimer, "and if Honor's palling with him can swing it, can +we square it with ourselves to take her away from him?" He carried his +point, as usual, and the boy and the girl started in at Los Angeles High +on the same day. Honor decided on the subjects which Jimsy could most +safely take--the things he was strongest in, the weak subjects in which +she was strong. There was an inexorable rule about being signed up by +every teacher for satisfactory work on Friday afternoon before a +Saturday football game; it was as a law of the Medes and Persians; even +the teachers who adored him most needs must abide by it. There was no +cajoling any of them; even the pretty, ridiculously young thing who +taught Spanish maintained a Gibraltar-like firmness. + +"You'll simply have to study, Jimsy, that's all," said Honor. + +"Study, yes, but that's not learning, Skipper!" (She had been that ever +since her first entirely seaworthy summer at Catalina.) "I can study, if +I have to, but that's not saying I'll get anything into my sconce! I'm +pretty slow in the head!" + +"I know you are," said Honor, sighing. "Of course, you've been so busy +with other things. Think what you've done in athletics!" + +"Fast on the feet and slow in the head," he grinned. "Well, I'll die +trying. But you've got to stand by, Skipper." + +"Of course. I'll do your Latin and English and part of your Spanish." + +"Gee, you're a brick." + +"It's nothing." She dismissed it briefly. "It's my way of doing +something, Jimsy, that's all. It's the only way I can be on the team." +She glowed pinkly at the thought. "When I sit up on the bleachers and +see you make a touchdown and hear 'em yell--why I'm _there_! I'm on the +team because I've helped a little to keep you on the team! It almost +makes up for having to be a girl. Just for the moment, I'm not sitting +up high, clean and starched and safe; I'm on the field, hot and muddy +and with my nose bleeding, _doing_ something for L. A.! I'm _there_!" + +Jimsy slapped her on the shoulder like a man and brother. "You're +_there_ all the time, Skipper! You're there a million!" + +He made the first team the first day he went out to practice. There was +no denying him. He captained the team the second year and every year +until he graduated, a year late for all his friend's unwearying toil. As +a matter of fact they did not make a special effort to get him through +on time; the team needed him, the squad needed him, L. A. needed him. It +was more like a college than a High School in those days, with its +numbers and its spirit, that strong, intangible evidence of things not +seen. There was something about it, a concentrated essence of Jimsy King +and hundreds of lesser Jimsy Kings, which made it practically +unconquerable. In the year before his final one the team reached its +shining perfection and held it to the end. It is still a name to conjure +with at the school on the hill, Jimsy King's. The old teachers remember; +the word comes down. "A regular old-time L. A. team--the fighting +spirit. Like the days of Jimsy King!" + +Other teams might score on them; frequently they could not, but when +they did the rooting section was not dashed. It lifted up its multiple +voice, young, insolent, unafraid, in mocking song, and Honor Carmody, +just on the edge of the section, beside her stepfather, sang with them: + + + _You can't beat L. A. High!_ + _You can't beat L. A. High!_ + _Use your team to get up steam_ + _But you can't beat L. A. High!_ + + +It rolled out over the football field and echoed away in the soft +Southern California air. It was gay, inexorable; you _couldn't_ beat +L. A. High, field or bleachers. + +Stephen Lorimer never missed a game. His wife went once and never again. + +"I suppose I am too sensitive," she said, "but I can't help it. It's the +way I'm made. I simply cannot endure seeing anything so brutal. I can't +understand those young girls ... and the _mothers_!" Two of her own were +on the second team, now, but she never saw them play, and they came in +the back way, after games and practice, sneaking up to Honor's room with +their black eyes and their gory noses for her capable first aid. She +was not one, Mildred Lorimer, into whose blood something of the iron had +entered. Her boys bewildered her as they grew and toughened out of baby +fiber. She was a little unhappy about it, but she was more beautiful +than she had ever been in her life, and freer, with the last little +Lorimer shifting sturdily for himself and his father more in love with +her than ever. She had more or less resigned her active motherhood to +him. The things she might have done for Honor, the selection of her +frocks and hats, the color scheme of her room, her parties, the girl at +seventeen did efficiently for herself. Her childish squareness of face +and figure was rounding out rather splendidly and she had a sure and +dependable sense of what to wear. Her things were good in line and +color, smartly simple. She had thick braids of honey-colored hair wound +round her head; her brow was broad and calm, her gray eyes serene; she +had a fresh and hearty color. Stephen Lorimer believed that she had a +voice. She sang like one of the mocking birds in her garden, joyously, +radiantly, riotously, and her stepfather, who knew amazingly many great +persons, persuaded a famous artist to hear her when she gave her concert +in Los Angeles. + +"Yes," she said, nodding her head, "it is a voice. It is a voice. A +little teaching, yes; this Barrett woman who was once my pupil, she will +be safe with her. Not too much; not too much singing. Finish your +school, my little one. Then you shall come over to me for a year, yes? +We shall see what we shall see!" She patted her cheek and sent her out +of the room ahead of Stephen. + +"Well?" he wanted to know. + +"But yes, a voice, as I have said. Send her to me when her schooling is +over." + +"She has a future?" + +The great contralto shrugged her thick shoulders. "I fear not. I think +not." + +His face lengthened. "Why?" + +"Because, my friend, she will care more for living. She will not care so +greatly to _get_, that large child. She will only _give_. She has not +the fine relentless selfishness to make the artist. Well, we shall see. +Life may break her. Send her to me. In two years, yes? No, no, I will +have no thanks. It is so small a thing to do.... One grows fat and old; +it is good to have youngness near. Now, go, my friend. I shall gargle my +throat and sleep." She gave him a hot, plump hand to kiss. + +Honor was not especially impressed. She rather thought, when the time +came, she should prefer to go to Stanford, but she liked her music +lessons, meanwhile. It filled up her time, the business of singing, in +that last year when she was more or less marking time and helping Jimsy +through. + +Her stepfather watched her with growing amazement. So far as any one +might judge, and to Mrs. Lorimer's tearful relief, Honor's attitude +toward the last of the "Wild Kings" was at seventeen what it had been at +twelve, at six. + +"I was right, wasn't I?" Stephen wanted to know. + +"Well ... if you can only keep on being right about it! I'm so thankful +about her singing. That year abroad will be wonderful. She'll meet new +people ... real men." + +"Young Jimsy is exhibiting every known symptom of becoming a real man." + +"Yes, but he's a King." + +"That appears to be the universal opinion regarding him." + +"Stephen _dear_, don't be ridiculous! You've always been as bewitched +about the boy as Honor herself." Mrs. Lorimer was dressed for a luncheon +and her husband, heavy-eyed and flushed of face, had cut short his late +morning sleep to drive her. She was still for him the everlasting Helen. + +"Mildred," he said, quitting the battlefield for the eternal balcony, +"do you know that you are lovelier this instant than you were the day I +married you?" + +Mrs. Lorimer knew it quite well. It was due somewhat to good management +as well as luck, and she liked having the results appreciated. She let +him kiss her, carefully, because she had her hat on. + +The elder James King did not seem to age with the years. "He is," +Stephen Lorimer said facetiously, "only too well preserved!" His manner +and mode of life remained the same, save that he lost more heavily at +cards. For the first time in its history the old King place was +mortgaged. In a day when every one who was any one, as Honor's mother +put it, was getting a motor car, the Kings had none. Jimsy, of course, +rode regally in every one else's. The Lorimers had two, an electric in +which Honor's mother glided softly with her little whirring bell from +clubs to luncheons and from luncheons to teas, and a rough and ready +seven-passenger affair into which the whole tribe might be piled, and +which Honor Carmody drove better than her stepfather, who was apt to +dream at the wheel. On Sundays Stephen Lorimer took them all, Jimsy, +Honor, Billy and Ted Carmody, the Lorimer twins and the last little +Lorimer, on motor picnics to the beach. They drove to Santa Monica, down +the Palisades, up the narrow, winding, wave-washed road to the Malibou +Ranch and built a fire and broiled chops and made coffee and baked +potatoes, after their swim, ate like refugees and slept like puppies on +the sand. In the afternoon, when they came back to the gracious old +house in its wide garden on South Figueroa Street Mildred Lorimer would +be waiting, in a frock he loved, to give her husband his tea, cool, +lovely, remote from the rougher fun of life. + +In the evenings--Sunday evenings--Honor held her joyous At Homes. Three +or four favored girls and a dozen boys came to supper, a loud, hilarious +meal. Takasugi, the cook, and Kada, the second boy, were given their +freedom. Honor, in the quaint aprons her stepfather had picked up here +and there over the world, pink, capable, with the assistance of Jimsy +and her biggest brothers, got supper. + +It was a lively feast. Jimsy King, in one of Kada's white jackets, +waited on the table. They ate enormously, and when they had finished +they pronounced their ungodly grace--a thunderous tattoo on the table +edge, begun with palms and finished with elbows-- + + + None-but-the-righteous-shall-be-SAVED!-- + + +followed, while the cups and plates were still leaping and shuddering, +with its secular second verse-- + + + My-sister-Mary-walks-like-THIS! + + +"Well, Top Step," said Stephen one of those evenings, "eleven boys +beside the stand-by Jimsy. Fair to middling popularity, I should say!" + +"Popularity?" She opened her candid eyes wide at him. "Why, Stepper, you +know it's not that! They don't come to see me! They don't mind me, of +course, but it's the eats, and meeting each other,--and mostly Jimsy, I +guess! Mercy,--the chocolate's boiling over!" + +She clearly believed it, and it was more or less true. The Carmody home +of a Sunday night was a sort of glorified club house without rules or +dues or by-laws. It was the thing to do, if one were so lucky. It rather +placed a boy in the scheme of things to be one of "the Sunday-night +bunch." Jimsy was the Committee on Membership. + +"Let's have that Burke boy out to supper Sunday, shan't we?" Honor would +say. "He's doing so well on the team." + +"No," Jimsy would answer, definitely. "Not at the house, Skipper." Honor +accepted his judgments unquestioningly. Some way, with the deep wisdom +of boys, he knew, better than she could, that the young Burke person was +better on the field than in the drawing-room. There was nothing snobbish +in their gatherings; shabby boys came, girls who had made their own +little dimity dresses. It was the intangible, inexorable caste of the +best boyhood, and Honor knew, comfortably, that her particular King +could do no wrong. + +The rooting section had a special yell for Jimsy, when he had sped down +the field to a touchdown or kicked a difficult goal. It followed the +regular High School yell, hair-lifting in its fierceness: + + + King! King! King! + K-I-N-G, King! + G-I-N-K, Gink! + He's the King Gink! + He's the King Gink! + He's the King Gink! + K-I-N-G, King! KING! + + +and Honor utterly agreed with them. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +The house across the street from the Carmody place was suddenly sold. +People were curious and a little anxious. Every one on that block had +been there for a generation or so; there was a sense of permanence about +them all--even the Kings. + +"Eastern people," said Mrs. Lorimer. "A mother, rather delicate-looking, +and one son, eighteen or nineteen I should say. He's frail-looking, too, +and he limps a little. I imagine they're very nice. Everything about +them"--her magazine reading had taken her quite reasonably to a front +window the day the newcomers' furniture was uncrated and carried +in--"seems very nice." She hoped, if it developed that they really were +desirable that they would be permanent. Los Angeles was coming to have +such a floating population.... + +Honor and Jimsy observed the boy from across the street, a slim, modish +person. "Gee," said Jimsy, "it must be fierce to be lame!--to have your +body not--not do what you tell it to! I wonder what he does? He can't do +_anything_, can he?" His eyes were deep with honest pity. + +"Oh, I suppose he sort of fills in with other things," Honor conceded. +"I expect, if people can't do the things that count most, they go in for +other things. He seems awfully keen about his two cars." + +"They're peaches, both of 'em," said Jimsy without envy. + +"And of course he has time to be a wonder at school, if he wants to be." + +"Yep. Looks as if he might be a shark at it." He grinned. "Slow on his +feet but fast in the head." + +"Muzzie's going to call on his mother, and then we'd better ask him to +supper, hadn't we? He must be horribly lonesome." + +"I'll float over and see him," the last King suggested, "and sort of +size him up. Give him the once-over. We don't want to start anything +unless he's O. K. Might as well go now, I guess." + +"All right. Come in afterward and tell me what you think of him." + +He nodded and swung off across the street. It was an hour before he came +back, glowing. "Gee, Skipper, I'm strong for that kid! Name's Van Meter, +Carter Van Meter. He's got a head on him, that boy! He's been +everywhere and seen everything--three times abroad--Canada, Mexico! You +ought to hear him talk--not a bit up-stagy, no side at all, but +interesting! I asked him for supper, Sunday night. You'll be crazy about +him--all the bunch will!" Thus Jimsy King on the day Carter Van Meter +limped into his life; thus Jimsy King through the years which followed, +worshiping humbly the things he did not have in himself, belittling his +own gifts, enlarging his own lacks, glorifying his friend. He had never +had a deeply intimate boy friend before; the team was his friend, the +squad; Honor had sufficed for a nearer tie. It was to be different, now; +a sharing. She was to resent a little in the beginning, before she, too, +came under the spell of the boy from the East. + +Mrs. Lorimer came smiling back from her call. "_Very_ nice," she told +her husband and her daughter, "really charming. And her things are quite +wonderful ... rare rugs ... portraits of ancestors. A widow. Here for +her health, and the boy's health; he's never been strong. All she has in +the world ... wrapped up in him. _Very_ Eastern!"--she laughed at the +memory. "She said, 'And from what part of the East do you come, Mrs. +Lorimer?' When I said I was born here in Los Angeles she almost +_gasped_, and then she flushed and said, 'Oh, really? Is it possible? +But I met some people on shipboard, once--the time before last when I +was crossing--who were natives, and they were _quite_ delightful.'" + +"The word 'native' intrigues them," said Stephen, drawing off her long, +limp suede gloves and smoothing them. "I daresay she'll be looking for +war whoops and tomahawks. And if it comes to that, we can furnish the +former, especially Sunday night." + +"Muzzie, did you meet the boy?" Honor wanted to know. + +"Yes. He came in for tea with us. A beautifully mannered boy. Very much +at ease. We must have him here, Honor." + +"Yes, Jimsy's already asked him for Sunday night, Muzzie. Jimsy likes +him." + +"Well, he may. He has a something ... I don't know what it is, exactly, +but he will be good for all of you." + +"We'll be good for him, too," said her daughter, calmly. "It must be +fearfully dull for him, not knowing any one, and being lame." + +He came to supper, a trim young glass of fashion, and it was he, the +stranger, who was entirely at his ease, and the "bunch," the gay, +accustomed bunch, which was a little shy and constrained. Jimsy stood +sponsor for him and Honor was an earnest hostess. He said he enjoyed +himself; certainly he made himself gently agreeable to Mrs. Lorimer, to +the girls. Honor's stepfather observed him with his undying curiosity. +He was a plain boy with a look of past pain in his colorless face, a +shadowed bitterness in his eyes, a droop at the corners of his mouth +when he was not speaking. For all his two motor cars and his rare old +rugs and the portraits of ancestors and his idolized only sonship, life +had clearly withheld from him the things he had wanted most. There was a +baffled imperiousness about him, Stephen decided. + +"A clever youngster," he told his wife, watching him from across the +room. "Brains. But I don't like him." + +"Stephen! Why not?" + +He shook his head. "I don't know yet. But I know. I had a curious sense, +as he came limping into the room to-night, of '_Enter the villain_.'" + +"My dear,--that poor, frail boy, with his lovely, gentle manners!" + +"I know. It does sound rather piffle. Daresay I'm wrong. The kids will +size him up." + +When Carter Van Meter came to tell his hostess good-by, he smiled +winningly. "This has been very jolly, Mrs. Lorimer. It was good of you +to let me come. Mother asked me to say how much she appreciated it. +But"--he hesitated--"May I come in some afternoon when--just you and +Miss Honor are here?" He looked wistful, and frailer at the end of the +evening than he had at the beginning. + +"Of course you may, my dear boy!" Mrs. Lorimer gave him the glory of her +special smile. "Come soon!" + +He came the next day but one, and as her mother was at a bridge +afternoon it was Honor who entertained him. She had just come home from +High School and she wore a middy blouse and a short skirt and looked +less than her years. "Let's sit in the garden, shan't we?--I hate being +indoors a minute more than I can help!" She led the way across the +green, springy lawn to the little rustic building over which the vivid +Bougainvillæa climbed and swarmed, and he followed at his halted pace. +"Besides, we can see Jimsy from here when he comes by from football +practice, and call him in. I just didn't happen to go to watch practice +to-day, and now"--she smiled at him,--"I'm glad I didn't." There was +something intensely pitiful about this lad to her mothering young heart, +for all his poise and pride. + +He waited gravely until she had established herself on a bench before +he sat. "Tell me about this fellow King. Every one seems very keen about +him." + +Honor leaned back and took a serge-clad knee between two tanned hands. +"Well, I don't know how to begin! He's--well, he's just Jimsy King, +that's all! But it's more than any other boy in the world." + +"You're great friends, aren't you?" + +"Jimsy and I? I should say we are! We've known each other ever +since--well, before we could walk or talk! Our nurses used to take us +out together in our buggies. We were born next door--in these two +houses, on the same day. Jimsy's just about an hour older than I am!" + +"I have never had many friends," said Carter Van Meter. "I've been +moving about so much, traveling ... other things have interfered." He +never referred, directly or indirectly, to his ill health or his limp. + +"Well, you can have all you want now," said Honor, generously. "And +Jimsy likes you!" She bestowed that like a decoration. "Honestly, I +never knew him to take such a fancy to any one before in all his life. +He likes every one, you know,--I mean, he never dislikes anybody, but he +never gets crushes. So, it means something to have him keen about you. +If _he's_ for you, _everybody_ will be for you." + +"Why do people like him so?" + +"Can't help it," said Honor, briefly. "Even _teachers_. He's not +terribly clever at school, and of course he doesn't have as much time to +study as some do, but the teachers are all keen about him. They know +what he is. I expect that's what counts, don't you? Not what people +have, or do, or know; what they _are_. Why, one time I happened to be in +the Vice-Principal's office about something, and it was a noontime, and +there was a wild rough-house down in the yard. Honestly, you couldn't +hear yourself _think_! The Principal--he was a new man, just come--kept +looking out of the window, and getting more and more nervous, and +finally he said, 'Shouldn't we stop that, Mrs. Dalton?' And she looked +out and laughed and said, 'Jimsy King's in it, and he'll stop it before +we need to notice it!' _That's_ what teachers think of him, and the +boys--I believe they'd cut up into inch pieces for him." + +"I suppose it's a good deal on account of his football. He's on the +team, isn't he?" His eyes disdained teams. + +"On the team? He _is_ the team! Captain last year and this,--and next! +Wait till you see him play. He's the fastest full back we've ever had, +since anybody can remember. There'll be a game Saturday. We play +Redlands. Will you come, and sit with Stepper and me?" + +"Thanks. I don't care very much for----" he stopped, held up by the +growing amaze in her face. "Yes, I'd like very much to go with you and +Mr. Lorimer. I don't care much about watching games where I don't know +the people"--he retrieved and amended his earlier sentence--"but you'll +explain everything to me." + +She grinned. "I'm afraid I won't be very nice about talking to you. I +get simply wild, at games. I'm right down there, in it. I've never +gotten over not being a boy! But Jimsy's wonderful about letting me have +as much share in it as I can. You'll hear all sorts of tales about him, +when you come to know people,--plays he's made and games he's won, and +how he never, _never_ loses his head or his temper, no matter what the +other team does. If we should ever have another war, I expect he'd be a +great general." Her face broke into mirth again at a memory. "Once, we +were playing Pomona--imagine a high school playing a college and +_beating_ them!--and somebody was out for a minute, and Jimsy was +standing waiting, with his arms folded across his chest, and he had on +a head guard, and it was very still, and suddenly a girl's voice piped +up--'_Oh, doesn't he look just like Napoleon?_' He's never heard the +last of it; it fusses him awfully. I never knew anybody so modest. I +suppose it's because he's always been the leader, the head of things, +ever since he started kindergarten. He's _used_ to it; it seems just +natural to him." + +The new boy shifted his position uneasily. + +Honor thought perhaps he was suffering; his face looked pinched. "Shall +we go in the house? Would you be more comf"--she caught herself +up--"perhaps you're not used to being out of doors all the time? Eastern +people find this glaring sun tiresome sometimes." + +"It's very nice here. You go to Los Angeles High School, too?" He didn't +care about changing his position but he wanted intensely to change the +subject, even if he had started it by his query. "Odd, isn't it, that +you don't go to a girls' school?" + +Honor laughed. "That's what Muzzie thinks. She did want me to go, but I +didn't want to, and Stepper--my stepfather, you know,--stood up for me. +I never liked girls very much when I was little. I do now, of course. +I've two or three girl friends who are _wonders_. I adore them. But I +still like boys best. I suppose"--he saw that her mind came back like a +needle to the pole--"it's on account of Jimsy. Wait till you really know +him! You will be just the same. Honestly, he's the bravest, gamest +person in the world. Once, a couple of years ago, Stepper noticed that +he was limping, and he made him go to see the doctor. The doctor told us +about it afterwards--he's the doctor who took care of our mothers when +we were born. Jimsy came in and said, 'Doc, I've got a kind of a sore +leg.' And the doctor looked at it and said, 'You've got a broken leg, +that's what you've got! Go straight home and I'll come out and put it in +a plaster cast.' You see"--she illustrated by putting the tips of her +two forefingers together--"it was really broken, cracked through, but it +hadn't slipped by. Well, the doctor had to stay and finish his office +hours, and about an hour later he looked up and there was Jimsy, and he +said, 'Say, Doc, would you just as soon set this leg to-morrow? You see, +I've got a date to take Skipper--he always calls me Skipper--to a dance +to-night. I won't dance, but I'll just----' and the doctor just roared +at him and told him to go home that instant, and Jimsy went out, but +when the doctor got to his house he wasn't there, and he had to wait +about half an hour for him, and he was _furious_--he's got a terrible +temper but he's the dearest old thing, really. Pretty soon Jimsy came +wandering in with his arms full of books and games and puzzles and +things he'd got to amuse himself while he was laid up! Of course the +doctor expected him to keep perfectly still in bed, but he found he +could make a sort of a raft of two table extension boards and slide +downstairs to his meals. He had an awful time getting up again, but he +didn't care. The first day he was laid up he had exactly nineteen people +to see him, and he took the bandages off the leg and all the boys and +teachers wrote their autographs and sentiments on the cast. He called it +his Social Register and his Guest Book!" Honor was too happily deep in +her reminiscences to see that her new friend was a little bored. + +He got suddenly to his feet. "Yes. He must be an unusual fellow. But I'd +like to hear you sing. Won't you come into the house and sing something +for me?" + +"All right," said Honor. "I love to sing, but I haven't studied very +much yet, and I haven't any decent songs. Why doesn't somebody write +some?--Songs _about_ something? Not just maudling along about 'heart' +and 'part' and that kind of stuff! Come on! There's Stepper at the piano +now. He'll play for me." + +It was mellow in the long living-room after the brazen afternoon sun +outside, a livable, lovable room. Stephen Lorimer had an open book on +the music rack and he was thumping some rather stirring chords. + +"Stepper," said Honor, "here's Carter Van Meter, and he wants me to sing +for him, and I was just saying how I hated all these mushy old songs. +Can't you find me something different?" + +"I have," said her stepfather. "I've got the words here and I'm messing +about for some music to go with them." + +Honor looked out as she passed the window on her way to the piano. "Wait +a minute! Here's Jimsy! I'll call him!" She sped to the door and hailed +him, and he came swiftly in. "Hello! How was practice?" + +"Fair. Burke was better. Tried him on the end. 'Lo, Mr. Lorimer. 'Lo, +Carter!" + +"I've got a poem here you'll all like," said Stephen Lorimer. "No, you +needn't shuffle your feet, Jimsy. It's your kind. Sit down, all of you. +I'll read it." + +"So long as it hasn't got any 'whate'ers' and yestereves' and +'beauteous,'" the last King grinned. "Shoot!" + +"It's an English thing, by Henry Newbolt,--about cricket, but that +doesn't matter. It's the thing itself. I may not have the words +exactly,--I read it over there, and copied it down in my diary, from +memory." He looked at the boys and the girl; Honor was waiting eagerly, +sure of anything he might bring her; Jimsy King, fresh from the sweating +realities of the gridiron, was good-humoredly tolerant; Carter Van Meter +was courteously attentive, with his oddly mature air of social poise. He +began to read, to recite, rather, his eyes on their faces: + + + There's a breathless hush in the Close to-night, + Ten to make and the match to win; + A bumping pitch and a blinding light, + An hour to play and the last man in, + And it's not for the sake of a ribboned coat + Or the selfish hope of a season's fame, + But his Captain's hand on his shoulder smote-- + Play up! Play up! and--Play the Game! + + +Jimsy King, who was lolling on the couch, sat up, his eyes kindling. +"Gee...." he breathed. Honor's cheeks were scarlet and she was breathing +hard and fast. Only the new boy was unmoved, his pale face still pale, +his shadowed eyes calm. Stephen Lorimer kept that picture of them always +in his heart; it was, he came to think, symbol and prophecy. He swung +into the second verse, his voice warming: + + + The sand of the desert is sodden red; + Red with the wreck of a square that broke; + The gatling's jammed and the colonel dead, + And the regiment blind with dust and smoke: + The River of Death has brimmed his banks; + And England's far, and Honor a name, + But the voice of a school boy rallies the ranks-- + Play up! Play up! and--Play the Game! + + +His own voice shook a little on the last line and he was a trifle amused +at his emotionalism. He tried to bring the moment sanely back to the +commonplace. "Corking for a song, Top Step. I'll hammer out some chords +... doesn't need much." He looked again through the strangely charged +atmosphere of the quiet room, at the three big children. Jimsy King was +on his feet, shaken out of the serene insolence of his young stoicism, +his hands opening and shutting, swallowing hard, and Honor, the +boy-girl, Jimsy's sturdy Skipper, was crying, frankly, unashamed, +unaware, the tears welling up out of her wide eyes, rolling down her +bright cheeks. Only Carter Van Meter sat as before, a little withdrawn, +a little aloof, in the shadow. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +When they told Marcia Van Meter (Mrs. Horace Flack) that her little boy +would always be lame, that not one of the great surgeon-wizards on +either side of the Atlantic--not all the king's horses and all the +king's men could ever weight or wrench or force the small, thin left leg +down to the length of the right, she vowed to herself that she would +make it up to him. She was a pretty thing, transparently frail and +ethereal-looking, who had always projected herself passionately into the +lives of those about her--her father's and mother's--the young husband's +who had died soon after her son was born--and now her boy's. While he +was less than ten years old it seemed to her that she compassed it; if +he could not race and run with his contemporaries he rode the smartest +of ponies and drove clever little traps; if he might not join in the +rough sports out of doors he had a houseful of brilliant mechanical +toys; he lived like a little Prince--like a little American Prince with +a magic bottomless purse at his command. But when he left his little +boyhood behind she discovered her futility; she discovered the small, +pitiful purchasing power of money, after all. She could not buy him +bodily strength and beauty; she could not buy him fellowship in the +world of boys; he was forever looking out at it, wistfully, +disdainfully, bitterly, through his plate glass window. + +She spent herself untiringly for him,--playmates, gifts, tutors, +journeys. Her happiest moments were those in which he said, "Mother, I'd +like one of those wireless jiggers,"--or a new saddle-horse, or a new +roadster--and she was able to answer, "Dearest, I'll get it for you! +Mother'll get it for you to-morrow!" + +But the days when she could spell omnipotence for him were fading away. +He wanted now, increasingly, things beyond her gift. He was a clever +boy, proud, poised. He learned early to wear a mask of indifference +about his lameness, to affect a coolness for sports which came, +eventually, to be genuine. He studied easily and well; he could talk +with a brilliancy beyond his years. He learned--astonishingly, at his +age--to get his deepest satisfactions from creature comforts--his +quietly elegant clothes, his food, his surroundings. Mrs. Van Meter had +high hopes of the move to Los Angeles; he was to be benefited, body and +brain. She was a little anxious at finding they had moved into a +neighborhood of boys and girls; Carter was happier with older people, +but he seemed to like these lively, robust creatures surprisingly. +Weeks, months, a year, went by. Carter, less than a year older than +Jimsy King but two years ahead of him in his studies, was doing some +special work at the University of Southern California, but his time was +practically his own--to spend with Honor and Jimsy. Honor and Jimsy +showed, each of them, the imprint of their association with him. They +had come to care more for the things he held high ... books ... theaters +... dinners at the Crafts Alexandria ... Grand Opera records on the +victrola ... more careful dress. + +"Carter has really done a great deal for those children," Mildred +Lorimer told her husband, complacently. + +"Yes," Stephen admitted. "It's true. He has. And"--he sighed--"they +haven't done a thing for him." + +"Stephen dear,--what could they do--crude children that they are, beside +a boy with his advantages? What could they do for him?--Make him play +football? What did you expect them to do?" + +"I don't know," he said, moodily, "but at any rate they haven't done +it." + +Jimsy King was going--by the grace of his own frantic eleventh hour +efforts and his teachers' clemency and Honor Carmody--to graduate. +Barring calamities, he would possess a diploma in February. Honor was +tremendously earnest about it; Carter, to whom learning came as easily +as the air he breathed, faintly amused. She thought, sometimes, for +brief, traitorous moments, that Carter wasn't always good for Jimsy. + +"You see," she explained to her stepfather, "Carter doesn't realize how +hard Jimsy has to grind for all he gets. Even now, Stepper, after being +here a year, he actually doesn't realize the importance of Jimsy's +getting signed up to play. It's a strange thing, with all his +cleverness, but he doesn't, and he's always taking Jimsy out on parties +and rides and things, and he gets behind in everything. I think I'll +just have to speak to him about it." + +He nodded. "That's a good idea, Top Step. Do that." + +She grew still more sober. "Another thing, Stepper ... about--about Mr. +King's--trouble. Of course, you and I have never believed that Jimsy +_had_ to inherit it, have we?" + +"No. Not if people let him alone. His life, his training, his +environment, are very different--more wholesome, vital. The energy which +his grandfather and his uncles and his father had to find a vent for in +cards and drink Jimsy's sweated out in athletics." + +"Yes. But--just the same--isn't it better for Jimsy to keep away +from--from those things?" + +"Naturally. Better for anybody." + +She sighed. "Carter doesn't think so. He says the world is full of +it--Jimsy must learn to be near it and let it alone." + +"That's true, in a sense, T. S...." + +"I know. But--sometimes I think Carter deliberately takes Jimsy places +to--test him. Of course he thinks he's doing right, but it worries me." + +Stephen Lorimer smoked in silence. He had his own ideas. "Better have +that talk with him," he said. + +Honor found the talk oddly disturbing. Carter was very sweet about it as +he always was with her, but he held stubbornly to his own opinion. + +"Look here, Honor, you can't follow Jimsy through the world like a +nursemaid, you know." + +"Carter! I don't mean----" + +"He's got to meet and face these things, to fight what somebody calls +'the battle of his blood.' You mustn't wrap him up in cotton wool. If +he's going, to be bowled over he might as well find it out. He must take +his chances--just as any other fellow--just as I must." + +"Oh, but, Carter, you know you're strong, and----" + +Suddenly his pale face was stung with hot color. "Honor," he leaned +forward, "you think I'm strong, in _any_ way? You don't consider me +an--utter weakling?" + +She looked with comprehending tenderness at his crimson face. "Why, +Carter, dear! You know I've never thought you that! There are more ways +of being--being strong than--than just with muscles and bones!" + +He reached out and took one of her firm, tanned hands in his, and she +had never seen him so winningly wistful, so wistfully winning. "I +thought," he said, very low, "that was the only kind of strength that +counted with you. Then--I do count with you, Honor? I do?" + +She was a little startled, a little frightened, wholly uncomfortable. +There was something in Carter's voice she didn't understand ... something +she didn't want to understand. She pulled her hand away and managed her +boyish grin. "Of course you do,--goose! And you'll count more if you'll +help me to look after Jimsy and have him graduate on time!" She got up +quickly as her stepfather came into the room, and Carter went home, +crossing the street with the rather pathetic arrogance of his halting +gait, his head held high, tilted a little back, which gave him the +expression of looking down on a world of swift striders. + +He found his mother reading before a low fire. "Well, dearest?" She +smiled up at him, yearningly. + +He stood looking down at her, his face working. "Mother, I want Honor +Carmody." + +"Carter!" + +"I want Honor Carmody." He rode over her murmured protests. "I know I'm +only nineteen. I know I'm too young--she's too young. I'd expect to +wait, of course. But--_I want her_." + +Marcia Van Meter's heart cried out to her to say again as she had said +all through his little-boy days, "Dearest, Mother'll get her for you! +Mother'll get her for you to-morrow!" But instead her gaze went down to +the page she had been reading ... the last scene in "Ghosts," where +Oswald Alving says: + +"_Mother, give me the sun! The sun!! The Sun!!!_" She shivered and shut +the book with emphasis and threw it on a near-by chair. She spoke +brightly, reassuringly. "I'm sure she's devoted to you, dear. You are +the best of friends, and that's enough for the present, isn't it?" + +"No." + +"Dearest, you've said yourself that you realize you're too young for +anything serious, yet. Why can't you wait contentedly, until----" + +"There's some one else. There's Jimsy." + +"Carter, I'm sure they're like brother and sister. They have been +playmates all their lives. That sort of thing rarely merges into +romance." + +"Doesn't it?" His voice was seeking, hungry. "Honestly?" + +"_Very_ rarely, dear, believe me!" She sped to comfort him. "Besides, +her people, her mother, would never want anything of that sort ... the +taint in his blood ... the reputation of his family.... Mrs. Lorimer +says they've always been called the 'Wild Kings.' Of course Jimsy seems +quite all right, so far, and I hope and pray he always may be--he's a +dear boy and I'm very fond of him--but, as he grows older and is beset +by more temptations----" + +The boy relaxed a little from his pale rigidity and sat down opposite +his mother. He held out his hands to the fire and she saw that they were +trembling. "Yes," he said, "I've thought of that. I've thought of that. +Perhaps, when he gets to college--up at Stanford, away from Honor--I've +thought of that!" He bent his head, staring into the fire. + +His mother did not see the expression on his face. "Besides, dear, +Honor's going abroad next year, for her voice. She'll meet new people, +form new ties----" + +"That doesn't cheer me up very much, Mother." + +"I mean," she hastened, "it will break up the life-long intimacy with +Jimsy. And perhaps you and I can go over for the summer, and take her to +Switzerland with us. Wouldn't that be jolly? You know, dear," she +hesitated, delicately, "while we know that money isn't everything, you +are going to have far more to offer a girl, some day, than poor Jimsy +King." + +"And less," said Carter Van Meter. + +He found Honor a little constrained at their next meeting and he hurried +to put her at her old time ease with him. He steered the talk on to the +coming football game and Honor was herself. Los Angeles High School, +champion of Southern California, was to meet Greenmount, the northern +champion, and nothing else in the world mattered very much to her and to +Jimsy. + +"It's so perfect, Carter, to have it come in Jimsy's last year,--to win +the State Championship for L. A. just before he leaves." + +"Sure of winning?" + +"It will be pretty stiff going. They're awfully good, Greenmount. Not as +good as we are, on the whole, but they've got a punter--Gridley--who's a +perfect _wizard_! If they can get within a mile of our goal, he can put +it over! But--we've got to win. We've simply got to--and 'You can't beat +L. A. High!'" + +She went to watch football practice every afternoon and Carter nearly +always went with her. In the evenings Jimsy came over for her help with +his lessons. He had studied harder and better, this last year; his fine +brain was waking, catching up with his body, but he was busier than +ever, too, and his "Skipper" had still to be on deck. He was discovered, +that last year, to have an unsuspected talent, Jimsy King. He could act. +His class-play was an ambitious one, a late New York success, a play of +sport and youngness, and Jimsy played the lead. "No," the pretty Spanish +teacher said, "he didn't play that part; he _was_ it!" It was going to +be fine for him at Stanford, Honor's mothering thought raced ahead. The +more he had to do, the more things he was interested in.... + +He came in grinning a few nights before the championship game. "Say, +Skipper, what do you think they gave me on that essay? A _B_. A measly +_B_. Made me so sore I darn near told 'em who wrote it!" + +"Jimsy! You wrote it yourself, really. I just smoothed it up a little." + +"Yep, just a little! Well, either they're wise, or they just figured it +couldn't be a top-notcher if I'd written it!" He cast himself on the +couch. "Gee, Skipper, I can't work to-night! I'm a dying man! That +dinner Carter bought me last night----" + +"Jimsy! You didn't--break training?" + +"No. But I skated pretty close to the edge. You know, it's funny, but +when I'm out with Carter I feel like such a boob, not daring to eat this +or that, or smoke or--or anything." Heresy this, from the three years' +captain of L. A. High who had never considered any sacrifice worth a +murmur which kept him fit for the real business of life. "Somehow, he's +so keen, he makes me wish I had more in my head and--and less in my +heels! You know what I mean, Skipper. He does make me look like a simp, +doesn't he?" + +"No," said Honor, definitely. "Why, Jimsy, you're a million times +bigger person than Carter. Everybody knows that. _Knowing_ things isn't +everything--knowing what to wear and how to order meals at the +Alexandria and reading all the new books and having been to Europe. +Those things just fill in for him; they make up--a little--for the +things you've had." + +"Do you mean that, Skipper? Is that straight?" + +"Of course, Jimsy--cross my heart!" It was curious, the way she was +having to comfort Jimsy for not being Carter, and Carter for not being +Jimsy. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +It rained the day of the game. It had been sulking and threatening for +twenty-four hours, and Honor wakened to the sound of a sluicing +downpour. She ran to her window, which looked out on the garden. The +long leaves of the banana tree were flapping wetly and the Bougainvillæa +on the summerhouse looked soaked and sodden. Somewhere a mocking bird +was singing deliriously, making his tuneful fun of the weather. Honor +went down to breakfast with a sober face. + +They had a house-guest, a friend of her stepfather's, an Englishwoman, a +novelist. She was a brisk, ruddy-skinned creature, with crisp sentences +and sturdy legs in thick stockings, and she was taking a keen interest +in American sport. "Oh, I say," she greeted Honor, "isn't this bad for +your match?" + +"Yes, Miss Bruce-Drummond, it is. We were hoping for a dry field. +They're more used to playing in the mud than we are. But it'll be all +right." + +"I'm fearfully keen about it.--No, thank you--my mother was Scotch, you +see, and I don't take sugar to my porridge. Salt, please!" She turned to +Stephen Lorimer. "I've been meaning to ask you what you think of Arnold +Bennett over here?" + +Honor's stepfather flung himself zestfully into the discussion. He liked +clever women and he knew a lot of them, but he had been at some pains +not to marry one. Mildred Lorimer, beside the shining copper coffee +percolator, looked a lovely Vesta of the hearth and home. + +Honor wished she might take a pleat in the fore-noon. She didn't see how +she was going to get through the hours between breakfast and the time to +start for the game. It was a relief to see Jimsy coming across the lawn +at ten o'clock. She ran out to meet him. + +"Hello, Jimsy!" + +"'Lo, Skipper. Isn't this weather the deuce?" + +"Beastly, but it doesn't really matter. We're certain to----" she broke +off and looked closely at him. "Jimsy, what's the matter?" + +"Oh ... nothing." + +"Yes, there is! Come on in the house. There's no one home. Stepper's +driving Miss Bruce-Drummond and Muzzie's being marcelled." She did not +speak again until they were in the living room. "Now, tell me." + +"Why--it's nothing, really. Feeling kind of seedy, that's all. Didn't +have much sleep." + +"Jimsy! You didn't--you weren't out with Carter?" + +"Just for a little while. We went to a Movie. Coach told us to--keep our +minds off the game. But I was home and in the house at nine-thirty. It +was--Dad. He came in about midnight. I--I didn't go to bed at all." + +"_Oh_...." Her eyes yearned over him, over them both. "Jimsy, I'm so +terribly sorry. Is he--how is he now?" + +"Sleeping. I guess he'll sleep all day. Gee--I wish I could!" His young +face looked gray and strained. + +The girl drew a long breath. "Jimsy, you've got to sleep now. You've got +to put it--you've got to put your father away--out of your mind. You +don't belong to him to-day; you belong to the team; you belong to +L. A.... No matter what's happening to _you_, you've got to do your +best--and--and _be_ your best." + +"If I can," he said, haggardly. + +"Lie down on the couch." + +"Oh, I don't want to lie down, Skipper--I'll just----" + +"Lie down on the couch, Jimsy!" She herded him firmly to the couch, +tucked a soft, flat pillow under his head, threw a light afghan over +him. Then she opened a window wide to the wet sweet air and drew the +other shades down, and came to sit on the floor beside him, talking all +the time, softly, lazily, about the English lady novelist who didn't +take sugar "to" her porridge ... about the giddy mocking bird, singing +in the rain ... about a new book which Carter thought was wonderful and +which she couldn't see through at all ... until his quick, burdened +breathing yielded to a long relaxing sigh like that of a tired puppy, +and the hope of L. A. High and the last of the "Wild Kings" slept. She +mounted rigid guard over him for three hours, banishing the returned +stepfather and house-guest, keeping her noisy little brothers at bay. +She had ordered a strictly training-table luncheon for one o'clock for +her charge, and while the clock was striking the hour Kada brought the +tray. Jimsy was still sleeping. Honor looked at him, hesitating, then +she ran to the piano and struck her stepfather's rousing chords and +began to sing: + + + There's a breathless hush in the Close to-night, + Ten to make and the match to win-- + + +At the first line he stirred, at the second he rubbed his eyes, and at +the third he was sitting up and listening. She swung into the finish, +and as always, it ran away with her. She had never gotten over the first +choking thrill at the words: + + + _Play up! Play up! and--Play the Game!_ + + +Jimsy King came to stand beside her. His hair was mussed and his face +flushed, and there was a sleep-crease on one cheek, but his eyes were +clear and steady. "It's O. K., Skipper," he said. "I can. I'm going to. +I will." + +Carter Van Meter drove Honor and Stephen Lorimer and Miss Bruce-Drummond +in his newest car and the four of them sat together on the edge of the +rooting section. + +It was still raining a little, teasingly, reluctant to leave off +altogether, and the field was a batter of mud. The rooting section of +L. A. High was damp but undaunted. The yell leaders, vehement, piercingly +vocal, conducted them into thunderous challenges: + + + _Ali beebo! Ali by-bo!_ + _Ali beebo by-bo bum!_ + _Catch 'em in a rat trap,_ + _Put 'em in a cat trap,_ + _Catch 'em in a cat trap,_ + _Put 'em in a rat trap!_ + _Ali beebo! Ali by-bo!_ + _Ali beebo by-bo bum!_ + + +The bleachers rocked and creaked and swayed with the rhythm of it. "My +word!" said Miss Bruce-Drummond. She listened fascinatedly to their +deafening repertoire. Greenmount's supporters, a rather forlorn little +group of substitutes, with the coach and trainer and a teacher or two, +and a pert fox terrier wearing their colors on his collar, elicitated a +brief, passing pity from Honor. They looked strange and friendless, +these smart Northern prep-schoolers. The L. A. rooters conscientiously +gave their opponents' yell and received a spatter of applause. The +Northerners trotted out on the field and were hospitably cheered. + +"There, Stepper," said Honor, tensely, "that's Gridley--the tallest +one,--see? Last on the right?" + +"So, that's the boy with the beamish boot, eh?" + +"Yes. He mustn't get a chance. He _mustn't_." + +Miss Bruce-Drummond looked at her friend's stepdaughter. "You're +frightfully keen about it, aren't you?" + +"Yes," said Honor, briefly. + +"I daresay I shall find it very different from Rugby, but I expect I +shall be able to follow it if you'll explain a bit." + +Honor did not answer. She was standing up, yelling with all the strength +of her lusty young lungs, as the Southern champions came out. Then the +rooting section made everything that they had said and done before seem +like a lullaby; it seemed to the Englishwoman she had never known there +could be such noise. Her head hummed with it: + + + King! King! King! + K-I-N-G, King! + G-I-N-K, Gink! + He's the King Gink! + He's the King Gink! + He's the King Gink! + K-I-N-G, King! KING! + + +Honor sat down again, her fists clenched, her lower lip between her +teeth. If only it were time to begin ... time for the kick-off! This was +always the worse part, just before.... It was L. A.'s kick-off. The +whistle sounded, mercifully, and with the solid, satisfying impact of +leather against leather she relaxed. It was on. It had started. All the +weeks of waiting for the championship game were over. This was the game, +and it was just like any other game; Jimsy was there--here, there, +everywhere, and they would fight, fight. And you couldn't beat L. A. +High. The mud was horrible. It took grace and fleetness and made a mock +of them; both teams were playing raggedly. Well, of course they would, +at first; it was so frightfully important. They would shake down into +form in a moment. + +"I don't believe," cut in the fresh, crisp voice of Miss Bruce-Drummond, +"that I quite understand what a 'down' is. Would you mind explaining it +to me?" + +"Why," said Honor, without turning her head, "they have three downs in +which to make----" she was on her feet again, screaming, "Come on! Come +on! Come--oh----" + +Jimsy King, with the mud-smeared ball under his arm, had made fifteen +precious yards before he was tackled. He was up in a flash, wiping the +mud off his face, grinning. The rooters split the soft air asunder. + +Stephen Lorimer looked at Honor and at Carter Van Meter. He always felt +sorry for the boy at a game; he looked paler and frailer than ever in +contrast with the hearty young savages on the field, and he was never +able really to give himself to the agony and wild joy of it. + +Honor forced herself to sit still, her elbows on her knees, her hot face +propped on her clenched hands. They were playing better now, all of +them, but it wasn't brilliant football; it couldn't be. It would be a +battle of dogged endurance. + +"I say, my dear, is _that_ a down?" the English novelist wanted to know. + +"Yes," said Honor, patiently. "That's a down, and now there'll be +another because they have----" again she cut short her explanation and +caught hold of her stepfather's arm. "Stepper! Look! _Gridley isn't +playing!_" + +He stared. "Really, Top Step? Why, they surely----" + +"I tell you he isn't playing. See,--there he is, on the side-lines, in +the purple sweater!" + +"Well, so much the better for L. A.," said Carter, easily. + +Honor shook her head. "I don't understand it." She began, oddly, to feel +herself enveloped in a fog of depression, of foreboding. Again and again +her eyes left the play to rest unhappily on the silent figure in the +purple sweater. Jimsy was playing well; every man on the team was +playing well; but they were not gaining. Jimsy King, on whose heels were +always the wings of Mercury, could not get up speed in that mud,--a +brief flash, no more. She began to bargain with the gods of the +gridiron; at first she had been concerned with scoring in the first five +minutes of play; then she had remodeled her petition ... to score in the +first half. Now, her throat dry, she was aching with the fear of being +scored upon ... counting the minutes yet to play, speeding them in her +heart. It was raining hard again. The rooting section, in spite of the +frantic effort of the hoarse yell leaders, was slowing down. What was +it?--The rain? The mud? Was Jimsy not himself, not the King Gink? Was +his heart with his father in the darkened room in the old King house? + +"Of course, I'm not up on this at all, but I'm rather afraid your young +friends are getting the worst of it, my dear!" said Miss Bruce-Drummond, +cheerily. + +"It's the longest first half I ever saw in my life," said Honor, between +clenched teeth. + +"Ah, yes,--I daresay it does seem so to you, but I expect they keep the +time very carefully, don't you?" She looked the girl over interestedly. +"The psychology of this sort of thing is ver-r-ry entertaining," she +said to Stephen Lorimer. + +"Less than five minutes, T. S.," said her stepfather, comfortingly. + +"You know, I'm afraid you'll think me fearfully dull," said the +Englishwoman, conversationally, "but I'm still not quite clear about a +'down.' _Would_ you mind telling me the next time they do one?--Just +when it begins, and when it ends?" + +"One's ended now," said Honor, bitterly, "and we've lost the ball,--on +our twenty yard line. We've lost the ball." + +"Ah, well, my dear, I daresay you'll soon get it back!" + +Honor sprang to her feet with a cry which made people turn and look at +her. "Look there! _Look!_ See what they're doing?" One of the Greenmount +players had been called out by the coach and had splashed his way to the +side-lines, to be patted wetly on the back and wrapped in a damp +blanket. That was well enough. That was the usual thing. But the +unusual, the astounding thing was that two of the Greenmount team had +slopped to the side-lines and picked up Gridley, divested now of his +purple sweater, bodily, in their arms, and carried him, dry-shod, over +the slithering mud. Honor gave a gasping moan. "I _knew_...." There was +a dead, sick silence on the bleachers. The rain sluiced down. Somewhere +in a near-by garden another giddy mocking bird sang deliriously in the +stillness. Tenderly as two nurses with a sick man, the bearers set +Gridley down. Slowly, solemnly, he stepped off the distance to the +quarter back; briskly, but with dreadful thoroughness, the men who had +carried him wiped the mud from his feet with a towel and took their +places to defend him from the wild-eyed L. A. men, poised, breathless, +menacing. There was a muttering roar from the bleachers, hoarsely +pleading, commanding--"Block-that-kick! _Block-that-kick!_ +BLOCK-THAT-KICK!" The kneeling quarter back opened his muddy hands; the +muddied oval came sailing lazily into them.... There was the gentle thud +of Gridley's toe against the leather, and then--unbelievably, +unbearably, it was an accomplished fact, a finished thing. Gridley had +executed his place kick. They were scored on. It stood there on the +board, glaring white letters and figures on black: + + + GREENMOUNT 4 L. A. HIGH 0 + + +At first Honor's own woe engulfed her utterly. For the first instant she +wasn't even aware of Jimsy King, standing alone, his arms folded across +his chest, staring down the field; of his men, wiping the mud out of +their eyes and looking at him, looking to him; of the stunned rooters. +But at the second breath she was awake, alive again, tense, tingling, +bursting with her message for them all, keeping herself by main force in +her place. Jimsy King never saw any one in a game; he never knew any one +in a game; people ceased to exist for him while he was on the field. But +to-day, in this difficult hour, she was to see him turn and face the +bleachers and rake them with his aghast and startled eyes until he found +her. She was on her feet, in her white jersey suit and her blue hat and +scarf--L. A.'s colors--waving to him, looking down at him with all her +gallant soul in her eyes. It seemed to her as if she must be saying it +aloud; as if she must be singing it: + + + _Play up! Play up! and--Play the Game!_ + + +Then the bleachers and the players saw the Captain of the L. A. team +turn and wade briskly down the field to Gridley. They saw him hold out +his muddy hand; they heard his clear, "Peach of a kick!" They saw him +give the Northerner's hand a hearty shake; they saw him fling up his +head, and grin, and face the grandstand for a second, his eyes +seeking.... They saw him rally his men with a snapped-out order,--and +then they were on their feet, shouting, screaming, stamping, cheering: + + + KING! KING! KING! + + +The yell leaders couldn't get hold of them; there was no need. Every man +was his own yell leader. They yelled for Gridley and for Greenmount (why +worry, when Jimsy clearly wasn't worried?) and for their own team, man +by man, and the call of time for the first half failed to make the +faintest dent in their enthusiasm. + +"But"--said Miss Bruce-Drummond, her mouth close to Honor's ear--"you +haven't won, have you?" + +"Not yet!" Honor shouted. "Wait!" She began to sing with the rest: + + + _You can't beat L. A. High!_ + _You can't beat L. A. High!_ + _Use your team to get up steam,_ + _But you can't beat L. A. High!_ + + +It was gay, mocking, scatheless, inexorable. You _couldn't_ beat L. A. +High. Honor swayed and swung to it. Use your team and your tricks and +your dry-shod men to kick, but you couldn't beat L. A. High. And it +appeared, in fact, that you couldn't, for Jimsy King's team went into +the second half like happy young tigers, against men who were a little +tired, a little overconfident, and in the first ten minutes of play the +King Gink, mud-smeared beyond recognition, grinning, went over the line +for a touchdown, and nobody minded much Burke's missing the goal because +they had won anyway: + + + GREENMOUNT 4 L. A. HIGH 5 + + +and the championship, the state championship, stayed south, and it +suddenly stopped raining and the sun came out gloriously after the +reckless manner of Southern California suns, and everything was for the +best in the best of all possible worlds. + +Honor, star-eyed, more utterly and completely happy and content than she +had ever been in her life, turned penitently to Miss Bruce-Drummond. +"When we get home," she said, "I'll explain to you exactly what a 'down' +is!" + +They waited to see the joyous serpentine, to watch Jimsy's struggles to +get down from the shoulders of his adorers who bore him the length of +the field and back, and then Carter drove them home and went back for +the Captain, who would be showered and dressed by that time. They were +both dining with Honor, but Jimsy looked in on his father first. + +"Gusty says he's slept all day," he reported to Honor. He kept looking +at her, with an odd intensity, all through the lively meal. She had +changed her wet white jersey for one of her long-lined, cleverly simple +frocks of L. A. blue, and her honey-colored braids were like a crown +above her serene forehead. + +"You know, Stephen," said Miss Bruce-Drummond while they were having +their coffee in the living room, "of course you know that both those +lads are in love with your nice girl." + +"Do you see it, too?" + +She laughed. "I may not know what a 'down' is, but I've still reasonably +sharp eyes in my head. And the odd thing is that she doesn't know it." + +"Isn't it amazing? I'm watching, and wondering." + +"It's a pretty time o' life, Stephen," said one of the clever women he +hadn't wanted to marry. + +"'Youth's sweet-scented manuscript,' Ethel," said Honor's stepfather. + +"Jimsy, will you come here a minute?" Honor called from the dining-room +door. + +"Yes, Skipper!" He was there at a bound. + +"Don't you think your father would like this water-ice? I think he +could--I believe he might enjoy it." + +He took the little covered tray out of her hands. "I'll bet he will, +Skipper. You're a brick. Come on over with me, will you--and wait on the +porch?" + +She looked back into the roomful. "Had I better? I don't suppose they'll +miss me for a minute----" + +But Carter Van Meter was coming toward them, threading his way among +people and furniture with his slight, halting limp. He looked from one +to the other, questioningly. + +"Taking this over to my Dad," Jimsy explained. "Back in a shake." + +"I see. How about a ride to the beach? Supper at the ship-hotel? +Celebrate a little?" + +"Deuce of a lot of work for Monday," Jimsy frowned. "Haven't studied a +lick this week." + +Carter laughed. "Oh, Monday's--Monday! Come along! We can't"--he turned +to Honor--"be by ourselves to-night, with the celeb. here. Honor has to +stay and play-pretty with her." + +"Well ... if we don't make it too late----" + +Jimsy turned and sped away with Honor's offering for James King. + +Honor looked at Carter. His eyes were very bright; he looked more +excited, now, some way, than he had at the game. Poor old Carter. He +wanted, she supposed, to do something for Jimsy ... to give him a +wonderful party ... to spend money on him ... to excel and to shine in +_his_ way. But--the ship-hotel--and his father over there all day in the +darkened room--For the first time in her honest life she stooped to +guile. "I'll be down in a minute, Carter," she said and ran upstairs, +through the hall, down the backstairs, cut through the kitchen and +across the wet and springy lawn to the King place. + +She waited in the shadow of the house until he came out. + +"Jimsy!" + +"Skipper!" + +"I slipped out--sh ... Jimsy, I--_please_ don't go with Carter to-night! +I don't mean to interfere or--or nag, Jimsy,--you know that, don't you?" +She slipped a little on the wet grass in her thin slippers, and laid +hold of his arm to steady herself. "But--it worries me. You're the +finest, the most wonderful person in the world, and I trust you more +than I trust myself, but--I know how boys are about--things--and--" she +turned her face to the dark house where so many "Wild Kings" had lived +and moved and had their unhappy being--"I couldn't _bear_ it if----" + +It began to rain again, softly, and they moved unconsciously toward the +shelter of the porch. + +"You were so splendid to-day! I haven't had a chance to tell you ... +shaking hands with him, being so----" + +"You made me," said Jimsy King. Then, at her murmured protest. "You did. +You made me, just as you've made me do every decent thing I've ever +done. I'm just beginning to see it. I guess I'm the blindest bat that +ever lived. Of course I won't go with Cart' to-night. I won't do +anything you don't----" + +Honor had mounted two steps, to be under the roof of the porch, and now, +turning sharply in her gladness, the wet slipper slipped again, and she +would have fallen if he had not caught her. + +"_Skipper!_" + +"It's--it's all right!" said Honor in a breathless whisper. "I'm all +right, Jimsy. Let me----" + +But Jimsy King would not let her go. He held her fast with all his +football strength and all his eighteen years of living and loving, and +he said over and over in the new, strange voice she had never heard +before, "_Skipper! Skipper! Skipper!_" + +"Jimsy ... what--what is happening to us? Jimsy, dear, we never +before--Jimsy, are we--are we--_Is this being--in love_?" + +And the mocking-bird of the morning, mounted on the wet Bougainvillæa on +the summerhouse in Honor's garden, explained to them in a mad, exultant, +thrilling burst of song. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +"At least," Mildred Lorimer wept, "at _least_, Stephen, make them keep +it a secret! Make them promise not to tell a living soul--and not to act +in such a way as to let people suspect! I think"--she lifted tragic, +reproachful eyes to him--"you ought to do what you can, now, considering +that it's all your fault." + +"Some day," said her husband, sturdily, "it will be all my cleverness +... all my glory. I did honestly believe it was a cradle chumship which +wouldn't last, Mildred. I thought it would break of its own length. But +I'm glad it hasn't." + +"Stephen, how _can_ you? One of the 'Wild Kings'--I cannot bear it. I +simply cannot bear it." She clutched at her hope. "She must go abroad +even sooner than we planned--and _stay_ abroad. Stephen, you will make +them keep it a secret from every one?" + +"They've already told Carter. Told him just after they'd told me." + +"Oh, poor, poor Carter!" There was a note of fresh woe in her voice. + +He turned sharply to look at her. "So, that's where the pointed patent +leather pinches, Mildred?" + +"What do you mean?" + +"You've been hoping it would be Carter?" + +"Dearest, I've looked upon them all as children.... It was the merest +... idea ... thought. Mrs. Van Meter is devoted to Honor, Carter is an +unusual boy, and they're exceptional people. And he--of course, I mean +in his boyish way--_adores_ Honor. This will be a cruel blow for him." +She grieved. "Poor, frail boy...." + +Stephen Lorimer smoked in silence for a moment. "I fancy Carter will not +give up hope. There's nothing frail about his disposition. His will +doesn't limp." + +"Well, I certainly hope he doesn't consider it final. I don't. I +consider it a silly boy-and-girl piece of sentimental nonsense, and I +shall do everything in my power to break it up. I consider that my +child's happiness is at stake." + +"Yes," said her husband, "so do I." He got up and went round to his +wife's chair and put penitent arms about her and comforted her. After +all, he could afford to be magnanimous. He was going to win his point +in the end, and meanwhile it would be an excellent thing for the +youngsters to have Mildred doing everything in her pretty power to break +it up. She might just as well, he believed, try to put out the hearth +fire with the bellows. + +With her daughter she became motherly and admonitory in her official +third person. "Mother wants only your happiness; you know that, dear." + +"Well, then, there's nothing to worry about," said Honor, comfortably, +"for you want me to be happy and I can't be happy unless it's with +Jimsy, so you'll have to want me to have Jimsy, Muzzie!" + +"Mother wants real happiness for you, Honor, genuine, lasting happiness. +That's why she wants you to be sure. And you cannot possibly be sure at +your age." + +"Yes, I can, Muzzie," said Honor, patiently. "Surer than sure. +Why,--haven't I always had Jimsy,--ever since I can remember? _Before_ I +can remember? He's part of everything that's ever happened to me. I +can't imagine what things would be like without him. _I won't imagine +it!_" Her eyes darkened and her mouth grew taut. + +"But you'll promise Mother to keep it a secret? You'll promise me +faithfully?" + +"Of course, Muzzie, if you want me to, but I can't see what difference +it makes. I'll never be any surer than I am now,--and I can't ever know +Jimsy any better than I do now. Why"--she laughed--"it isn't as if I had +fallen in love at eighteen, with a new person, some one I'd just met, or +some one I'd known only a little while, like Carter! If I felt like this +about Carter I'd think it was reasonable to 'wait' and be 'sure.'" She +was aware of a new expression on her mother's lovely face and +interpreted it in her own fashion. "I'm sorry if you don't like our +telling Carter, Muzzie. We did it before you asked us not to, you know. +He's always with us and I'm sure he'd have found out, anyway." She +smiled. "Carter's funny about it. He acts--amused--as if he were years +and years older, and we were babies playing in a sand box or making mud +pies." It was clear that his amusement amused her, just as her mother's +admonition amused her: nothing annoyed or disturbed her,--her serenity +was too deep for that. Her fine placidity was lighted now with an inner +flame, but she was very quiet about her happiness; she was not very +articulate in her joy. + +"Mother cannot let you go about unchaperoned with Jimsy, Honor. People +would very soon suspect----" + +"I don't think they would, Muzzie," said Honor, calmly. "None of the +other mothers are so particular, you know. Most of the girls go on walks +and rides alone. But we won't, if you'd rather not. Stepper will go with +us, or Billy, or Ted." + +Mrs. Lorimer sighed. She could envisage just how much efficient, +deterrent chaperonage her husband would supply. + +She watched them set off for the Malibou Ranch the next Sunday morning +rather complacently, however. She had seen to it that Carter was of the +party. To be sure, he was in the tonneau with Stephen Lorimer and the +young Carmodys and Lorimers and the heroic-sized lunch box and the +thermos case, while Jimsy and Honor sat in front, but at least he was +there. There would be no ignoring Carter, as they might well ignore her +husband and sons. + +Carter, talking easily and intelligently to his host about the growing +problem of Mexico, quietly watched the two in front. They were not +talking very much. Jimsy was driving and he kept his eyes on the road +for the most part, and Honor sat very straight, her hands in her lap. +Only once Carter saw, from the line of his arm, that Jimsy had put his +left hand over hers, and when it happened he stopped short in the middle +of his neat sentence and an instant later he said, coloring +faintly,--"I beg your pardon, Mr. Lorimer,--you were saying?" + +Stephen Lorimer felt an intense pity for him but he did not see any +present or future help for his misery. Therefore, when they had finished +their gypsy luncheon and the younger boys were settling it by a wild +rough-house before their swim and Jimsy rose and said, "Want to walk up +the coast, Skipper?" and Honor said, "Yes,--just as soon as I've put +these things away," he went deliberately and seated himself beside +Carter and began to read aloud to him from the Sunday paper. + +He looked up from the sheet to watch the boy's face as the others set +off. Carter pulled himself to his feet. He ran his tongue over his lips +in rare embarrassment. "I--don't you feel like a stroll, too, Mr. +Lorimer? After that enormous lunch, I----" + +Honor's stepfather grinned. "Well, I don't feel like a stroll in that +direction, Carter. Let 'em alone,--shan't we?" He included him in the +attitude of affectionate indulgence. "I've been there myself, and you +will be there--if you haven't been already." He patted the sand beside +him. "Sit down, old man. This editorial sounds promising." + +But Carter would not be denied. "Mr. Lorimer, you don't consider +it--_serious_, do you?" + +"About the most serious matter in the world, I should say, Carter." + +The boy refused the generalization. "I mean, between Honor and Jimsy?" +He was visibly expecting a negative answer. "I know that Mrs. Lorimer +doesn't." + +"Well, I disagree with her. I should say, with average youngsters of +their age that it was as transient as--as the measles. But they aren't +average, Carter." + +"I know that. At least, Honor isn't." + +"Nor Jimsy. I sometimes think, Carter, that fellows of our type, yours +and mine," he was not looking at him now, he was running his long +fingers lazily through the hot and shining sand, "are apt to be a little +contemptuous in our minds of his sort. Being rather long on brain, we +fancy, we allow ourselves a scorn of the more or less unadorned brawn. +And yet,--they're the salt of the earth, Carter; they're the cities set +on hills. They do the world's red-blooded vital jobs while we--think. +And Honor's not clever either; you know that, Carter. All the sense and +balance and character in the world, Top Step, God love her, but not a +flash of brilliancy. They're capitally suited. Sane, sound, sweet; +gloriously fit and healthy young animals--" this was calculated cruelty; +Carter might as well face things; there would be a girl, waiting now +somewhere, no doubt, who wouldn't mind his limp, but Honor must have a +mate of her own vigorous breed,--Honor who had always and would always +"run with the boys,"--"who will produce their own sort again." + +The boy's mouth was twisted. "And--and how about his blood--his +heredity? Isn't he one of the 'Wild Kings'?" + +"You know," Stephen lighted a cigarette, "I don't believe he is! He's +got their looks and their charm, but I'm convinced he's two-thirds +Scotch mother,--that sturdy soul who would have saved his father if +death hadn't tricked her. And I'm rather a radical about heredity, +anyway, Carter. It's gruesomely overrated, I think. What is it?--Clammy +hands reaching out from the grave to clutch at warm young flesh--and +pollute it? Not while there are living hands to beat them off!" He began +to get vehement and warm. There was to be a chapter on heredity in that +book of his, one day. "It's a bogy. It goes down before environment as +the dark before the dawn. Why, environment's a vital, flesh and blood +thing, fighting with and for us every instant! I could take the +offspring of Philip the Second and Great Catherine and make a--a Frances +Willard or a Jane Addams of her,--_if_ people didn't sit about like +crows, cawing about her parents and her blood and her heritage. Even +dry, statistical scientists are beginning----" + +And while like the Ancient Mariner he held Carter Van Meter on the sunny +sand Honor and Jimsy walked sedately up the shore. They were a little +ill at ease, both of them. It was the first time since--as Honor put it +to herself--"it had happened" that they had been quite alone with each +other in the hard, bright daylight. There had been delectable moments on +the stairs, on the porch, stolen seconds in the summerhouse, but here +they were on a blazing Sunday afternoon under a turquoise sky, with a +salt and hearty wind stinging their faces, all by themselves. They would +not be quite out of sight of the rest, though, until they rounded the +next turn in the curving road. Jimsy looked back over his shoulder, +obviously taking note of the fact. He knew that Honor knew it, too, and +the sight of her hot cheeks, her resolute avoidance of his eyes put him +suddenly at ease. + +"I guess," he said, casually, "this is kind of like Italy. Fair enough, +isn't it?" + +"Heavenly," said Honor, a little breathlessly. "Italy! Just think, +Jimsy,--next year at this time I'll _be_ in Italy!" + +"Gee," he said, solemn and aghast, "_gee_!" They had passed the turn and +instantly he had her in a tense, vise-like hug. "No, you won't. No, you +won't. _I won't let you._ I won't let you go 'way off there, alone, +without me. I won't let you, Skipper, do you hear?" Suddenly he stopped +talking and began to kiss her. Presently he laughed. "I've always known +I was a poor nut, Skipper, but to think it took me eighteen years to +discover what it would be like to kiss you!" He took up his task again. + +"Oh," said Honor, gasping, pushing him away with her hands against his +chest--"you wouldn't have had _time_!" + +"I could have dropped Spanish or Math'," he grinned. "Come on,--let's go +further up the coast. Some of those kids will be tagging after us, or +Carter." + +"Not Carter. Stepper's reading to him. He won't let him come." + +"One peach of a scout, Stephen Lorimer is," said the boy, warmly. "Best +scout in the world." + +"He's the best friend we've got in the world, Jimsy," she said gravely. + +"I know it. Your mother's pretty much peeved about it, Skipper." + +"Yes, she is, just now. Poor Muzzie! I'm afraid I've never pleased her +very much. But she gets over things. She'll get over it when--when she +finds that we _don't_ get over it!" She held out her hand to him and he +took it in a hard grip, and they swung along at a fine stride, up the +twisting shore road. They came at last to the great gate which led into +the Malibou Ranch and they halted there and went down into a little +pocket of rocks and sand and sun and sat down with their faces to the +shining sea. + +He kissed her again. "No; you can't go to Italy, Skipper. That's +settled." + +"Then--what are we going to do, Jimsy dear?" + +"Why, we'll just get--" his bright face clouded over. "Good Lord, I'm +talking like a nit-wit. We've got to wait, that's all. What could I do +now? Run up alleys with groceries? Take care of gardens?" + +"Not _my_ garden! You don't know a tulip from a cauliflower!" + +"No, I'll have to learn to do something with my head and my hands,--not +just my legs! I guess life isn't all football, Skipper." + +"But I guess it's all a sort of game, Jimsy, and we have to 'play' it! +And it wouldn't be playing the game for our people or for ourselves to +do something silly and reckless. This thing--caring for each other--is +the wisest, biggest thing in our lives, and we've got to keep it that, +haven't we?" + +He nodded solemnly. "That's right, Skipper. We have. I guess we'll just +have to grit our teeth and wait--_gee_--three years, anyway, till I'm +twenty-one! That's the deuce of a long time, isn't it? Lord, why wasn't +I born five years before you? Then it would be O. K. Loads of girls are +married at eighteen." + +"You weren't born five years before me because then it would have +spoiled everything," said Honor, securely confident of the eternal +rightness of the scheme of things. "You would have been marching around +in overalls when I was born, and when I was ten you would have been +fifteen, and you wouldn't have _looked_ at me,--and now you'd be through +college and engaged to some wonderful Stanford girl! No, it's perfectly +all right as it is, Jimsy. Only, we've just got to be sensible." + +"Well, I'll tell you one thing right now, Skipper, I'm not going to wait +five or six years. I'm going to go two years to college, enough to bat a +little more knowledge into my poor bean, and then I'm coming out and get +a job,--and get you!" He illustrated the final achievement by catching +her in his arms again. + +When she could get her breath Honor said, "But we needn't worry about +all of it now, dear. We haven't got to wait the four--or six years--all +at once! Just a month, a week, a day at a time. And the time will +fly,--you'll see! You'll have to work like a demon----" + +"And you won't be there to help me!" + +"And there'll be football all fall and baseball all spring, and +theatricals, and we'll write to each other every day, won't we?" + +"Of course. But I write such bone-headed boob letters, Skipper." + +"I won't care what they're like, Jimsy, so long as you tell me things." + +"_Gee_ ... I'm going to be lost up there without you, Skipper." + +"You'll have Carter, dear." + +"I know. That'll help a lot. Honestly, I don't know how a fellow with a +head like his puts up with me. He forgets more every night when he goes +to sleep than I'll ever know. He's a wonder. Yes, it sure--will help a +lot to have Carter. But it won't be you." + +"Jimsy, have you told--your father?" + +He nodded. "Last night. He was--he's been feeling great these last few +days. He was sitting at his desk, looking over some old letters and +papers, and I went in and--and told him." + +"What did he say?" + +"He didn't say anything at first. He just sat still for a long time, +staring at the things he'd been reading. And then he got out a little +old leather box that he said was my mother's and unlocked it and took +out a ring." Jimsy thrust a hand deep into a trouser pocket and brought +out a twist of tissue paper, yellowed and broken with age. He unwrapped +it and laid a slender gold ring on Honor's palm. + +"_Jimsy!_" It was an exquisite bit of workmanship, cunningly carved and +chased, with a look of mellow age. There were two clasped hands,--not +the meaningless models for wedding cakes, slim, tapering, faultless, but +two cleverly vital looking hands, a man's and a woman's, the one rugged +and strong, the other slender and firm, and the wrists, masculine and +feminine, merging at the opposite side of the circle into one. "Oh ..." +Honor breathed, "it's wonderful...." + +"Yes. It's a very old Italian ring. It was my great-grandmother's, +first. It always goes to the wife of the eldest son. My Dad says it's +supposed to mean love and marriage and--and everything--'the endless +circle of creation,' he said, when I asked him what it meant, but first +he just said, 'Give this to your girl and tell her to _hold hard_. Tell +her we're a bad lot, but no King woman ever let go.'" + +Suddenly and without warning, as on the day when Stephen Lorimer had +first read the Newbolt poem to them, Honor began to cry. + +"Skipper! Skipper, _dearest_--" she was in the young iron clasp of his +arms and his cheek was pressed down on her hair. "What is it? Skipper, +tell me!" + +"Oh," she sobbed, clinging to him, "I can't bear it, Jimsy! All the +years--all those splendid men, all those faithful women, 'holding hard' +against--against----" + +He gathered her closer. "My Dad's the last of 'em, Skipper. He's the +last 'Wild King.' It stops with him. I told him that, and he believes +me. Do you believe me, Skipper?" + +She stopped sobbing and looked up at him for a long moment, her wet eyes +solemn, her breath coming in little gasps. Then--"I do believe you, +Jimsy," she said. "_I'll never stop believing you._" + +He kissed her gravely. "And now I'll show you the secret of the ring." +He took it from her and pressed a hidden spring. The clasped hands +slowly parted, revealing a small intensely blue sapphire. "That's for +'constancy,' my Dad says." He put it on her finger. "It just fits!" + +"Yes. And it just fits--us, too, Jimsy. The jewel hidden ... the way we +must keep our secret. Muzzie won't let me wear it here, but I'll wear it +the minute I leave here,--and every minute of my life. It was wonderful +for your father to let us have it--when we're so young and have so long +to wait!" + +"He said--you know, he was different from anything he's ever been +before, Skipper, more--more like his old self, I guess--he said it would +help us to wait." + +"It will," said Honor, contentedly, tucking her hand into his again. +They sat silently then, looking out at the bright sea. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Honor was surprised and pleased to find how little she minded living +abroad, after all. They had arrived, the boy and herself, in the months +between their secret understanding and their separation, at the amazed +conclusion that it was going to be easier to be apart until that bright +day when they might be entirely and forever together. At the best, three +interminable years stretched bleakly between them and marriage; they had +to mark time as best they could. She liked Florence, she liked the +mountainous _Signorina_, her stepfather's friend, and she liked her +work. If it had not been for Jimsy King she would without doubt have +loved it, but there was room in her simple and single-track +consciousness for only one engrossing and absorbing affection. She wrote +to him every day, bits of her daily living, and mailed a fat letter +every week, and every week or oftener came his happy scrawl from +Stanford. Things went with him there as they had gone at L. A. +High,--something less, naturally, of hero worship and sovereignty, but +a steadily rising tide of triumph. He chronicled these happenings +briefly and without emphasis. "Skipper dear," he would write in his +crude and hybrid hand, "I've made the Freshman team all right and it's a +pretty fair to middling bunch and I guess we'll stack up pretty well +against the Berkeley babes from what I hear, and they made me captain. +It seems kind of natural, and I have three fellows from the L. A. +team,--Burke and Estrada and Finley." + +He was madly rushed by the best fraternities and chose naturally the +same one as Carter Van Meter,--one of the best and oldest and most +powerful. He made the baseball team in the spring, and the second fall +the San Francisco papers' sporting pages ran his picture often and +hailed him as the Cardinal's big man. Honor read hungrily every scrap of +print which came to her,--her stepfather taking care that every mention +of Jimsy King reached her. It was in his Sophomore year that he played +the lead in the college play and Honor read the newspapers limp and +limber--"James King in the lead did a remarkable piece of work." "King, +Stanford's football star, surprised his large following by his really +brilliant performance." "Well-known college athlete demonstrates his +ability to act." Honor knew the play and she could shut her eyes and +see him and hear him in the hero's part, and her love and pride warmed +her like a fire. + +She had not gone home that first summer. Mildred Lorimer and Carter's +mother managed that, between them, in spite of Stephen's best efforts, +and, that decided, Jimsy King went with his father to visit one of the +uncles at his great _hacienda_ in old Mexico. Mrs. Van Meter and her son +spent his vacation on the Continent and had Honor with them the greater +part of the time. She met their steamer at Naples and Carter could see +the shining gladness of her face long before he could reach her and +speak to her, and he glowed so that his mother's eyes were wet. + +"Honor!" He had no words for that first moment, the fluent Carter. He +could only hold both her hands and look at her. + +But Honor had words. She gave back the grip of his hands and beamed on +him. "Carter! Carter, _dear_! Oh, but it's wonderful to see you! It's +_next_ best to having Jimsy himself!" + +Marcia Van Meter winced with sympathy, but her son managed himself very +commendably. They went to Sorrento first, and stayed a week in a mellow +old hotel above the pink cliffs, and the boy and girl sat in the garden +which looked like a Maxfield Parrish drawing and drove up to the old +monastery at Deserto and wandered through the silk and coral shops and +took the little steamer across to Capri for the day while Mrs. Van Meter +rested from the crossing. She was happier that summer than she had been +since Carter's little-boy days, for she was giving him, in so far as she +might, what he wanted most in all the world, and she saw his courage and +confidence growing daily. She was a little nervous about Roman fever, so +they left Italy for Paris, and then went on to Switzerland, and for the +first few days she was supremely content with her choice,--Carter gained +color and vigor in the sun and snow, and Honor glowed and bloomed, but +she presently saw her mistake. Switzerland was not the place to throw +Honor and Carter together,--Switzerland filled to overflowing with +knickerbockered, hard muscled, mountain climbing men and women; Honor +who should have been climbing with the best of them; who would be, if +Jimsy King were with them; and her son, in the smart incongruities of +his sport clothes ... limping, his proud young head held high. + +They found Miss Bruce-Drummond at Zermatt, brown as a berry and hard as +nails with her season's work, and she was heartily glad to see Honor. + +"Well, my dear,--fancy finding you here! Your stepfather wrote me you +were studying in Florence and I've been meaning to write you. What luck, +your turning up now! The friend who came on with me has been called +home, and you shall do some climbs with me!" + +"Shall I?" Honor wanted to know of her hostess, but it was Carter who +answered. + +"Of course! Don't bother about us,--we'll amuse ourselves well enough +while you're hiking,--won't we, Mater?" He was charming about it and yet +Honor felt his keen displeasure. + +"Yes, do go, dear," said Mrs. Van Meter, quickly. "Make the most of it, +for I think we'll be moving on in a very few days. I--I haven't said +anything about it because you and Carter have been so happy here, but +the altitude troubles me.... I've been really very wretched." + +"Oh," said Honor penitently, "we'll go down right away, Mrs. Van +Meter,--_to-day_! Why didn't you tell us?" + +"It hasn't been serious," said Carter's mother, conscientiously, "it's +just that I know I will be more comfortable at sea level." It was +entirely true; she would be more comfortable at sea level or anywhere +else, so long as she took Carter out of that picture and framed him +suitably again. "But we needn't hurry so madly, dear. Suppose we go on +Friday? That will give you a day with your friend." She sent Carter for +her cloak and Honor and the Englishwoman strolled to the end of the +veranda. + +"I don't believe we ought to wait even a day, if she feels the altitude +so," said Honor, troubled. "She's really very frail." + +"I expect she can stick it a day," said Miss Bruce-Drummond, calmly. +"She looks fit enough. But--I say--where's the other one? Where's your +boy?" + +The warm and happy color flooded the girl's face. "Jimsy is in Mexico +with his father, visiting their relatives there on a big ranch." + +"You haven't thrown him over, have you?" + +"Thrown Jimsy over? Thrown--" she stopped and drew a long breath. "I +could just as easily throw _myself_ over. Why, we--_belong_! We're part +of each other. I just--can't think of myself without thinking of +Jimsy--or of Jimsy without thinking of me." She said it quite simply and +steadily and smiled when she finished. + +"I see," said the novelist. "Yes. I see. But you're both frightfully +young, aren't you? I expect your people will make you wait a long time, +won't they?" + +"Well," said Honor, earnestly, "we're going to try our very best to +wait three years,--three from the time when we found out we were in love +with each other, you know,--two years longer now. Then we'll be +twenty-one." She spoke as if every one should be satisfied then, if they +dragged out separate existences until they had attained that hoary age, +and Miss Bruce-Drummond, hard on forty-one, grinned with entire good +nature. + +"And I daresay they'll keep you over here all the while,--not let you go +home for holidays, for fear you might lose your heads and bolt for +Gretna Green?" + +"Mercy, no!" Her eyes widened, startled. "I shall go home for all summer +next year! I meant to go this year, but Muzzie thought I ought to stay, +to be with Carter and Mrs. Van Meter, when they'd made such lovely plans +for me,--and it was really all right, this time, because Jimsy ought to +be with his father on the Mexican trip." Her smooth brow registered a +fleeting worry over James King the elder. "But next summer it'll be +home, and Catalina Island, and Jimsy!" + +But it wasn't home for her next summer, after all. Mildred Lorimer +decided that she wanted three months on the Continent with her husband +and her daughter. + +"Right," said Stephen Lorimer, amiably, "so long as we take the boy +along." + +"You mean Rodney?" she wanted to know, not looking at him. (Rodney was +the youngest Lorimer.) + +"I mean Jimsy King, naturally, as you quite well know, Sapphira," he +answered, pulling her down beside him on the couch and making her face +him. + +"Stephen, I don't think Mr. King can afford to send him." + +"Then we'll take him." + +"Jimsy wouldn't let us. He is very proud,--I admire it in him." + +"Do you, my dear? Then, can't you manage to admire some of his other +nice young virtues and graces?" + +"I do, Stephen. I give the boy credit for all he is, but----" + +"But you don't intend to let him marry your daughter if by the hookiest +hook and crookedest crook you can prevent it. I observed your Star +Chamber sessions with Mrs. Van Meter last year; I saw you wave her and +her son hopefully away; I observed, smiling with intense internal glee, +that you welcomed them back with deep if skillfully dissembled +disappointment. Top Step, God love her, sat tight. Don't you know your +own child yet, Mildred? Don't you know the well and favorably known +chemical action of absence on young and juicy hearts? Don't you +know"--he broke off to stare at her, flushed and a little breathless as +she always was in discussions and unbelievably youthful and beautiful +still, and finished in quite another key--"that you're getting +positively lovelier with each ridiculous birthday--and your aged and +infirm spouse more and more besottedly in love with you?" + +She did not melt because she was tremendously in earnest. She was +pledged in her deepest heart to break up what she felt was Honor's silly +sentimentality--sentimentality with a dark and sinister background of +mortgages and young widows and Wild Kings and shabby, down-at-the-heel +houses and lawns. + +"Woman," said Stephen Lorimer, "did you hear what I said? It was a +rather neat speech, I thought. However, as you did not give it the rapt +attention it merited I will now repeat it, with appropriate gestures." +He caught her in his arms as youthfully as Jimsy might have done with +Honor, and told her again, between kisses. "You lovely, silly, stubborn +thing, kiss your wise husband once more in a manner expressive of your +admiration for his unfailing sapience, and he will then, with surprising +agility for one of his years, lope across the intervening lawn and tell +James King that his son goes to Europe with us in June." He grinned back +at her from the door. "You'll do your little worst to prevent it, my +dear, that I know, but Jimsy King goes with us!" + +Honor and Jimsy wrote each other rapturously on receipt of the news, but +they were not fluent or expressive, either of them, and they could only +underline and put in a reckless number of exclamation points. "_Gee_," +wrote Jimsy King, "isn't it immense? Skipper, I can't tell you how I +feel--but, by golly, I can _show_ you when I get there!" + +And Honor, reading that line, grew rosily pink to the roots of her +honey-colored hair and flung herself into an hour of practice with such +fire and fervor that the _Signorina_ came and beamed in the doorway. + +"So," she nodded. "News? Good or bad?" + +"Good," said Honor, swinging round on the piano stool. "The best in the +world!" + +"So? Well, it does not greatly matter which, my small one. It does not +signify so much whether one feels joy or grief, so long as one feels. To +feel ... that is to live, and to live is to sing!" + +Honor sprang up and ran to her and put her arm as far around her as it +would go. She was a delicious person to hug, the _Signorina_, warm and +soft and smelling faintly of rare and costly scents. + +"_So?_" said the great singer again. "It is of some comfort, then, to +embrace so much of fatness, when your arms ache to feel muscles and hard +flesh? There, there, my good small one," she patted her with a puffy and +jeweled hand, "I jest, but I rejoice. It is all good for the voice, +this." + +"_Signorina_," said Honor, honestly, "I've told you and told you, but +you don't seem to believe me, that I'm only studying to fill up the time +until they'll let me marry Jimsy. I love it, of course, and I'll always +keep it up, as much as I can without neglecting more important things, +but----" + +"Mother of our Lord," said the Italian, lifting her hands to heaven, +"'more important things' says this babe with the voice of gold, who, by +the grace of God and my training might one day wake the world!" + +"More important to _me_," said Honor, firmly. "I know it must seem silly +to you, _Signorina_, dear, but if you were in love----" + +"Mothers of all the holy saints," said the fat woman, lifting her hands +again, "when have I not been in love? Have I not had three husbands +already, and another even now dawning on the horizon, not to +mention--but there, that is not for pink young ears. I will say this to +you, small one. Every woman should marry. Every artist _must_ marry. Run +home, then, in another year, and wed the young savage, and have done +with it. Stay a year with him--two if you like--until there is an infant +savage. Then you shall come back and give yourself in earnest to the +business of singing." + +But Honor, scarlet-cheeked, shook her head. "I can't imagine coming back +from--from _that_, _Signorina_!" Her eyes envisaged it and the happy +color rose and rose in her face. "But I've got a good lesson for you +to-day! Shall I begin?" + +"Begin, then, my good small one," said her teacher indulgently, "and for +the rest, we shall see what we shall see!" + +Honor flung herself into her work as never before, and counted the weeks +and days and hours until the time when Jimsy should come to her, and +Jimsy, finishing up a sound, triumphant Sophomore year, saw everything +through a hazy front drop of his Skipper on the pier at Naples. + +But Jimsy King did not go abroad with Mr. and Mrs. Lorimer, after all, +and Honor did not see him through the whole dragging summer. Stephen +Lorimer, sick with disappointment for his stepdaughter, would have +found relief in fixing the blame on his wife, for her lovely and +complacent face mirrored her satisfaction at the turn of events, but he +could hardly hold her responsible. James King was taken suddenly, +alarmingly ill with pneumonia two days before they left Los Angeles to +catch their steamer at New York, and it was manifestly impossible for +his son to leave him. The doctors gave scant hope of his recovery. + +Therefore, it was Carter Van Meter who took Jimsy's ticket off his hands +and Jimsy's place in the party and the summer plans, leaving his happy +mother to spend three flutteringly hopeful months alone. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +James King, greatly to the surprise of his physicians, did not die, but +he hovered on the brink of it for many thin weeks and his son gave up +his entire vacation to be with him. The letters he sent Honor were brief +bulletins of his father's condition, explosive regrets at having to give +up his summer with her, but Jimsy was not a letter writer. In order +properly to fill up more than a page it was necessary for him to be able +to say, "Had a bully practice to-day," or, "Saw old Duffy last night and +he told me all about--" He was not good at producing epistolary bulk out +of empty and idle days. Stephen Lorimer, often beside Honor when she +opened and read these messages in English Cathedral towns or beside +Scotch lakes, ached with sympathy for these young lovers under his +benevolent wing because of their inability to set themselves down on +paper. He knew that his stepdaughter was very nearly as limited as the +boy. + +"Ethel," he said to Miss Bruce-Drummond who had met up with them for a +week-end at Stirling, "those poor children are so pitifully what Gelett +Burgess calls 'the gagged and wordless folk'; it would be so much +easier--and safer--for them if they belonged to his 'caste of the +articulate.'" + +She nodded. "Yes. It's rather frightful, really, to separate people who +have no means of communication. Especially when--" she broke off, +looking at Carter who was pointing out to Honor what he believed to be +the Field of Bannockburn. + +Stephen Lorimer shook his head. "No danger there," he said comfortably. +"Top Step is sorry for him--a creature of another, paler world ... +infinitely beneath her bright and beamish boy's. No, I feel a lot safer +to have Carter with her than with Jimsy King." + +The Englishwoman stared. "Really?" + +"Yes. I daresay I exaggerate, but I've always seen something sinister +about that youth." + +Miss Bruce-Drummond looked at Carter Van Meter and observed the way in +which he was looking at Honor. "He wants her frightfully, doesn't he, +poor thing?" + +"He wants her frightfully but he isn't a poor thing in the very least. +He is an almost uncannily clever and subtle young person for his years, +with a very large income and a fanatically devoted mother behind him, +and he's had everything he ever wanted all his life except physical +perfection,--and my good Top Step." + +"Ah, yes, but what can he do, after all?" + +Honor's stepfather shrugged. "He knows that she would not be allowed to +marry the lad if he went the way of the other 'Wild Kings,'--that she is +too sound and sane to insist on it. And I think--I thought even in their +High School days--that he deliberately steers Jimsy into danger." + +"My word!" said the novelist, hotly. "What are you going to do about it, +Stephen?" + +"Watch. Wait. Stand ready. I shall make it my business to drop in at the +fraternity house once or twice next season, when I go north to San +Francisco,--and into other fraternity houses, and put my ear to the +ground. And if I find what I fear to find I'll take it up with both the +lads, face to face, and then I'll send for Honor." + +"Right!" said Miss Bruce-Drummond, her fine, fresh-colored face glowing. +"And I'll run down to Florence at the Christmas holidays and take her to +Rome with me, shall I?" + +"It will be corking of you, Ethel." + +"I shall love doing it." + +He looked at her appreciatively. She would love doing it; she loved +life and people, Ethel Bruce-Drummond, and she was able therefore to put +life and people, warm and living, on to her pages. She was as fit and +hardy as a splendid boy, her cheeks round and ruddy, her eyes bright, +her fine bare hands brown and strong, her sturdy ankles sturdier than +ever in her heavy knitted woolen hose and her stout Scotch brogues. He +had known and counted on her for almost twenty years--and he had married +Mildred Carmody. "Ethel," he said, suddenly, "in that book of mine I +mean to have----" + +"Ah, yes, that book of yours, Stephen! Slothful creature! You know quite +well you'll never do it." + +"Never do it! Why,"--he was indignant--"I've got tons of it done +already, in my head! It only wants writing down." + +"Yes, yes," said his friend, penitently, "I make no doubt. It only wants +writing down. Well?" + +"I'm going to have a chapter on friendship, and insert a really novel +idea. Friendship has never been properly praised,--begging pardon in +passing of Mr. Emerson and his ilk. I'm going to suggest that it be +given dignity and weight by having licenses and ceremonies, just as +marriage has. It has a better right, you know, really. It's a much saner +and more probable vow--to remain friends all one's life, than in love. +In genuine friendship there is indeed no variableness, neither shadow or +turning. You and I, now, might quite safely have taken out our +friendship license and plighted our troth,--twenty years, isn't it?" + +"Yes," said Miss Bruce-Drummond, gently, "it's twenty years, Stephen, +and that's a quite beautiful idea. You must surely put it in your book, +old dear." Her keen eyes, looking away across the ancient battlefields +were a little less keen than usual, but Stephen Lorimer did not notice +that because he was looking at his watch. + +"Do you know it's nearly five, woman, and Mildred waiting tea for us at +the Stirling Arms?" So he called to the boy and girl and fell into step +beside his friend and swung down the hill to his tea and his wife, a +little thrilled still, as he always would be to the day of his death, at +being with her again after even the least considerable absence. + +It seemed to Honor Carmody that three solid summers had been welded +together for her soul's discipline that year; there were assuredly +ninety-three endless days in July. She was not quite sure whether having +Carter with them made it harder for her or easier. He was an +accomplished traveler; things moved more smoothly for his presence, +and--as she wrote Jimsy--he knew everything about everywhere. On the +whole, it was pleasanter, more like home, more like the good days on +South Figueroa Street, to have him about; she could sometimes almost +cajole herself into thinking Jimsy must be there, too, in the next room, +hurrying up the street, a little late for dinner, but there, near them. +It was only when Carter talked to her of Jimsy that she grew anxious, +even acutely unhappy. It wasn't, she would decide, thinking it over +later, lying awake in the dark, so much what Carter had said--it was +what he hadn't said in words. It was the thing that sounded in his +voice, that was far back in his eyes. + +"Yes," he would say, smiling in reminiscence, "that was a party! Nothing +ever like it at Stanford before in the memory of the oldest inhabitant, +they say. And old Jimsy--I wish you could have seen him! No, I don't +really, for you wouldn't have approved and the poor old scout would have +been in for a lecture, but it was----" + +"Carter," Honor would interrupt, "do you mean, can you possibly mean +that Jimsy--that he's--" She found she couldn't say it after all; she +couldn't put it into the ugly definite words. + +"Oh, nothing serious, Honor! Nothing for you to worry about! He has to +do more or less as others do, a man of his prominence in college. It's +unavoidable. Of course, it might be better if he could steer clear of +that sort of thing altogether--" he would stop at a point like that and +frown into space for a moment, as if remembering, weighing, considering, +and Honor's heart would sink coldly. Then he would brighten again and +lay a reassuring hand on her sleeve. "But you mustn't worry. Jimsy's got +a level head on his shoulders, and he has too much at stake to go too +far. He'll be all right in the end, Honor, I'm sure of that. And you +know I'll always keep an eye on him!". + +And Honor twisting on her finger the ring with the clasped hands and the +hidden blue stone of constancy which she always wore except when her +mother was with her, would manage a smile and say, "I know how devoted +you are to him, Carter. You couldn't help it, could you?--Every one is. +And you mean to help him; I know that. I _am_ grateful. It's next best +to being with him myself." Then, because she couldn't trust herself to +talk very much about Jimsy, she would resolutely change the subject and +Carter would write home to his hoping mother that Honor really seemed to +be having a happy summer and to enjoy everything, and that she was not +very keen to talk much about Jimsy. + +He did not hear the talk she had with her stepfather the night before +they were to sail for home. It came after her hour of fruitless pleading +with her mother to be allowed to go back with them. Mildred Lorimer had +stood firm, and Stephen had been silent and Carter had sided with +Honor's mother. + +"It really would be rather a shame, Honor,--much as we'd love having you +with us on the trip home. You're coming on so wonderfully with your +work, the _Signorina_ says. She intends to have you in concert this +winter, and coming home would spoil that, wouldn't it?" He was very +sensible about it. + +Honor had managed to ask Stephen to see her alone, after the rest had +gone to their rooms. They were sailing from Genoa because they had +wanted to bring Honor back to Italy and the _Signorina_ had joined them +at the port and would take the girl back to Florence with her. Honor +went upstairs and came down again in fifteen minutes and found him +waiting for her in the lounge. + +He got up and came to meet her and took her hands into his solid and +reassuring clasp. "This is pretty rough, Top Step. You don't have to +tell me." + +She did not, indeed. Her young face was drained of all its color that +night and her eyes looked strained. It was mildly warm and the windows +were open, but she was shivering a little. "Stepper, dear, I don't want +to be a goose----" + +"You're not, Top Step." + +"But I'm anxious. When Jimsy gave me this ring, and told me what he had +told his father--that he was not going to be another 'Wild King' and +asked me if I believed him, I told him I'd never stop believing him, and +I won't, Skipper. I won't!" + +"Right, T. S." + +"But--things Carter says,--things he doesn't say--Stepper, I think Jimsy +needs me _now_." + +The man was silent for a long moment. He could, of course, assert his +authority or at least his power, since the girl was Mildred's child and +not his, break with his good friend, the _Signorina_, and take Honor +home. But, after all, what would that accomplish, unless she went to +Stanford? He began to think aloud. "Even if you came home with us, Top +Step, you wouldn't be near him, would you, unless you went to college? +And you'd hardly care to do that now--to enter your Freshman year two +years behind the boys." + +"No." + +"And if you stayed in Los Angeles--you might almost as well be here. +The number of miles doesn't matter." + +"But--perhaps Jimsy wouldn't stay at Stanford then. Oh, Stepper, dear, +haven't we waited long enough?" + +"He's only twenty, T. S." + +She sighed. "Being young is the cruelest thing in the world!" + +"You are blaspheming!" said her stepfather, sternly. "T. S., that's the +only stupid and wicked thing you've ever said in the years I've known +you! Don't ever dare to say it--or think it--again! Being young is the +most golden and glorious thing in the world! Being young--" he ran a +worried hand over his thinning hair and sighed. "Ah, well, you'll know, +some day. Meanwhile, girl, it looks as if you'd have to stick. That's +your part in 'playing the game!' But I promise you this. I shall keep an +eye on things for you; keep in touch with the boy, see him, hear from +him, hear _of_ him, and if the time comes when I believe that his need +of you is instant and vital, I'll write--no, I'll cable you to come." + +"Stepper!" The comfort in her eyes warmed him. + +"It's a promise, Top Step"--he grinned,--"as you used to say when I +first knew you--'cross-my-heart, +hope-never-to-see-the-back-of-my-neck!' Now, hop along to bed,--and +trust me!" + +The lift in the little hotel put its head under its wing at ten-thirty +and it was now almost eleven, so Honor set out on foot to do the three +flights between her and her room. She ran lightly because she felt +suddenly eased of a crushing burden; Stepper, good old Stepper, was on +guard; Stepper was standing watch for her. There was a little +writing-room and sun parlor on the second floor, dim now, with only one +shaded light still burning, and as she crossed it a figure rose so +startlingly from a deep chair that she smothered a small cry. + +"It's I," said Carter. He stepped between her and the stairway. + +"Cartie! You did make me jump!" Honor smiled at him; she was so cozily +at peace for the moment that she had an increased tenderness for their +frail friend. "It was so still in the hotel it might be the 'night +before Christmas,'--'not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse.' +You'd better go to bed," she added, maternally. "You look pale and +tired." + +"I'm not tired," he said shortly. He continued to stand between her and +the stairs. + +"Well--_I'm_ sleepy," she said, moving to pass him. "Good----" + +But Carter was quicker. He caught hold of her by her arms and held her +in a tense grip. "Honor, Honor, _Honor_!" he said, choking. + +"Why,--Cartie! You--please--" She tried to free herself. + +"Honor, I can't help it. I've got to speak. I've got to know. Don't +you--couldn't you--care at all for me, Honor?" + +"Carter! Not--not the way you mean! Of course I'm fond of you, but----" + +"I don't want that!" He shook her, roughly, and his voice was harsh. "I +want you to care the way I care. And I'm going to make you!" + +"Carter," she was not angry with him, only unhappy, "do you think this +is fair? Do you think you're being square with Jimsy?" + +"No," he said, hotly, "and I don't care. I don't care for anything but +you. Honor, you don't love Jimsy King. I know it. It's just a silly, +boy-and-girl thing--you must realize that, now you're away from him! +Your mother doesn't want you to marry him. What can he give you or do +for you? And he'll go the way of his father and all his family--I've +tried to lie to you, but I'm telling you the truth now, Honor. He's +drinking already, and he'll grow worse and worse. Give him up, Honor! +Give him up before he spoils your life, and let me--" with all his +strength, far more than she would have thought it possible for him to +have, he tried to pull her into his arms, to reach her lips. + +But Jimsy's Skipper, for all her two soft years in Europe, had not lost +her swimming, hiking, driving, out-of-door vigor, and her muscles were +better than his. + +"I'm going to kiss you," said Carter, huskily. "I've wanted to kiss you +for years ... always ... and I'm going to kiss you now!" + +"No, you're not, Carter," said Honor. She got her arms out of his grasp +and caught his wrists in her hands. She was very white and her eyes were +cold. "You see? You're weak. You're weak in your arms, Carter, just as +you're weak in your--in your character, in your friendship! And I +despise weakness." She dropped his wrists and saw him sit down, limply, +in the nearest chair and cover his face with his hands. Then she walked +to the stairs and went up without a backward glance. + +He was pallid and silent at breakfast next morning and Honor was careful +not to look at him. It was beginning to seem, in the eight o'clock +sunlight, as if the happening of the night before must have been a +horrid dream, and her sense of anger and scorn gradually gave way to +pity. After all ... poor old Carter, who had so little ... Jimsy, who +had so much! What Carter had said in his tirade about Jimsy's drinking +she did not believe; it was simply temper; angry exaggeration. Mildred +Lorimer, looking at Carter's white face and the gray shadows under his +eyes and observing Honor's manner toward him, sighed audibly and was a +little distant when she bade her daughter farewell. She loved her eldest +born devotedly, but there were moments when she couldn't help but feel +that Honor was not very much of a comfort to her.... + +Stephen held the girl's hands hard and looked deep into her eyes. +"Remember what I said, Top Step, 'Cross-my-heart!'" + +"I'll remember, Stepper, dear! _Thanks!_" She turned to Carter and held +out a steady hand. "My love to your mother, Carter, and I do hope you'll +have a jolly crossing." + +"Will you read this, please?" He lifted his heavy eyes to her face and +slipped a note into her hand. She nodded and tucked it into her blouse. +Then she stood with the _Signorina_, on the pier, waving, and with misty +eyes watching the steamer melting away and away into the blue water. +When she was alone she read the little letter. + + + "Dear Honor--" Carter had written in a ragged scrawl unlike his + usual firm hand--"Will you try to forgive me? You are the kindest + and least bitter person in the world; I know you can forgive me. + But--and this will be harder--can you forget last night? I promise + to deserve it, if you will. Will you pretend to yourself that it + never happened, and just remember the good days we've had this + summer, and that--in spite of my losing my head--I'm your friend, + and Jimsy's friend? Will you, Honor?" + + +And Honor Carmody, looking with blurred eyes at the sea, wished she +might wave again and reassuringly to the boy on the steamer, facing the +long voyage so drearily. Then she realized that she still could, in a +sense, wave to him. The steamer stopped at Naples and she could send a +telegram to him there, and he would not have to cross the wide ocean +under that guilty weight. She put on her hat and sped to the telegraph +office, and there, because his note had ended with a question--had been +indeed all a question--and because she was the briefest of feminine +creatures, and because the _Signorina_ was waiting luncheon for her and +did not enjoy waiting, she wired the one word, "Yes," and signed her +name. + +"Carter got a telegram," said Mildred Lorimer to her husband. "I wonder +what it could have been. Did he say?" + +"He didn't mention it," said Stephen. "About those silk shirts which +weren't finished, I daresay. Certainly not bad news, by the look of +him." + +When Carter Van Meter reached Los Angeles and his tearfully happy mother +he drew her into the library and closed the door. "Mater," he said with +an odd air of intense repressed excitement, "I'm going to show you +something, but you must promise me on your honor not to breathe it to a +living soul, least of all, Mrs. Lorimer." + +"Oh, dearest," gasped his mother, "I promise faithfully----" + +He took Honor's telegram out of his wallet and unfolded it and smoothed +it out for her to read the single word it contained. Then, at her glad +cry, "Sh ... Mater! It isn't--exactly--what you think. I can't explain +now. But it's a hope; it may--I believe it will, one day--lead to the +thing we both want!" He folded it again carefully into its creases and +put it back into his wallet and he was breathing hard. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +Ethel Bruce-Drummond was better than her word. She did not wait for the +Christmas holidays but went down to Florence early in December for +Honor's first concert, and she wrote many pages to Stephen Lorimer. + + + Of course you know by this time that the concert was a + success--you'll have had Honor's modest cable and the explosive and + expensive one from the fat lark! They are sending you translations + from the Italian papers, and clippings in English, and copies of + some of the notes she's had from the more important musical people, + and I really can't add anything to that side of it. You know, my + dear Stephen, when it comes to music I'm confessedly ignorant,--not + quite, perhaps, like that fabled countryman of mine who said he + could not tell whether the band were playing "God Save the Weasel" + or "Pop Goes the Queen," but bad enough in all truth. Therefore, I + keep cannily out of all discussion of Honor's voice. I gather, + however, that it has surprised every one, even the _Signorina_, and + that there is no doubt at all about her making a genuine success + if she wants to hew to the line. She has had, I hear, several + rather unusual offers already. But of course she hasn't the + faintest intention of doing anything in the world but the thing her + heart is set upon. It's rather pathetic, really. There's something + a little like Trilby about her; she does seem to be singing under + enchantment. What she really is like, though, is a lantern-jawed + young Botticelli Madonna. She's lost a goodish bit of flesh, I + should say, and her color's not so high, and she might easily have + walked out of one of the canvases in the Pitti or the Ufizzi, or + the Belli Arti. Her hair is Botticelli hair, and that "reticence of + the flesh" of which one of your American novelists + speaks--Harrison, isn't it?--and that faint austerity. + + She sang quantities of _arias_ and groups of songs of all nations, + and at the end she did some American Indian things,--the native + melodies themselves arranged in modern fashion. I expect you know + them. The words are very simple and touching and the Italian + translations are sufficiently funny. Well, the very last of all was + something about a captive Indian maid, and a young chap here who + clearly adores her and whom she hasn't even taken in upon her + retina played a wailing, haunting accompaniment on the flute. As + nearly as I can remember it went something like: + + + From the Land of the Sky Blue Water + They brought a captive maid. + Her eyes were deep as the--(I can't remember what, Stephen) + But she was not afraid. + I go to her tent in the evening + And woo her with my flute, + But she dreams of the Sky Blue Water, + And the captive maid is mute. + + + My dear Stephen, I give you my word that I very nearly put my nose + in the air and howled. She _is_ a captive maid--captive to her + talent and the fat song-bird and her mother's ambition and yours, + and her mother's determination not to let her marry her lad, and to + that Carter chap, and the boy playing the flute--the whole network + of you,--but she's dreaming of the Sky Blue Water, and dreaming is + doing with that child. You'd best make up your minds to it, and + settle some money on them and marry them off. My word, Stephen, is + there so much of it lying about in the world that you can afford to + be reckless with it? I arrived too late to see her before the + concert, and I went behind--together with the bulk of the American + and English colonies--directly it was over. She was tremendously + glad to see me; I was a sort of link, you know. When I started in + to tell her how splendidly she'd sung and how every one was + rejoicing she said, "Yes,--thanks--isn't every one sweet? But did + Stepper write you that Jimsy was 'Varsity Captain this year, and + that they beat Berkeley twelve to five? And that Jimsy made _both_ + touchdowns? Do you remember that game you saw with us--and how + Jimsy ran down the field and shook hands with the boy who'd scored + on us? And how that gave every one confidence again, and we won? We + _always_ won!"--and standing there with her arms full of flowers + and all sorts of really important people waiting to pat her on the + head, she hummed that old battle song: + + + _You can't beat L. A. High!_ + _You can't beat L. A. High!_ + + + and her eyes filled up with tears and she gave me her jolly little + grin and said, "Oh, Miss Bruce-Drummond, I can hardly wait to get + back to real living again!" + + +Honor was honestly happy over her success. It was good to satisfy--and +more than satisfy--the kind _Signorina_ and all the genial and +interested people she had come to know there; to send her program and +her clippings home to her mother; it was jolly to be asked out to +luncheon and dinner and tea and to be made much of; it was best of all +to have something tangible to give up for Jimsy. If she had failed, +going back to him and settling quietly down with him would have seemed +like running to sanctuary; now--with definite promises and hard figures +offered her--it was more than a gesture of renunciation. She could +understand adoring a life of that sort if she hadn't Jimsy; as it was +she listened sedately to the _Signorina's_ happy burblings and said at +intervals: + +"But you know, _Signorina_ dear, that I'm going to give it up and be +married next year?" + +"You cannot give it up, my poor small one. It will not give you up. It +has you, one may truly say, by the throat!" + +There was no use in arguing with her. The interim had to be filled until +summer and home. She would do, docilely, whatever the _Signorina_ +wished. + +Jimsy was happy and congratulatory about her concert but he took it no +more seriously than Honor herself. His letters were full, in those days, +of the unrest at Stanford. Certain professors had taken a determined +stand against drinking; there was much agitation and bitterness on both +sides. Jimsy was all for freedom; he resented dictation; he could hoe +his own row and so could other fellows; the faculty had no right to +treat them like a kindergarten. Honor answered calmly and soothingly; +she managed to convey without actually setting it down on the page that +Jimsy King of all people in the world should take care not to ally +himself with the "wets," and he wrote back that he was keeping out of +the whole mess. + +It came, therefore, as a fearful shock, the letters and newspapers' +account of the expelling of James King of Los Angeles, 'Varsity Captain +and prominent in college theatricals, from Stanford University for +marching in a parade of protest against the curtailing of drinking! She +was alone in her room when she opened her mail and she sat very still +for minutes with her eyes shut, her fingers gripping the tiny clasped +hands on her ring. At last, "_I'll never stop believing in you_," she +said, almost aloud. + +Then she read Jimsy's own version of it. She always kept his letter for +the last, childishly, on the nursery theorem of "First the worst, second +the same, last the best of all the game." + + + "Skipper dearest," he wrote, in a hasty and stumbling scrawl, "I'm + so mad I can hardly see to write. I'd have killed that prof if it + hadn't been for Carter. This is how it happened. I'd been keeping + out of the whole mess as I told you I would. That night I was + digging out something at the Library and on my way back to the + House I saw a gang of fellows in a sort of parade, and some one at + the end caught hold of me and dragged me in. I asked him what the + big idea was and he said he didn't know, and I was sleepy and when + we came to the House I dropped out and went in. I wasn't in it ten + minutes and I didn't even know what it was about. But when they + called for every one who was in the parade next day I had to show + up, of course. Well, they asked me about it and I told them just + how it happened, and they said all right, then, I could go. I was + surprised and thankful, I can tell you, because they'd been + chopping off heads right and left, some of the best men in college. + Well, just as I was going out through the door the old prof called + me back and said he had one more thing to ask me. Did I consider + that his committee was absolutely right and justified in everything + they'd done? Well, Skipper, what could I say? I said just what + you'd have said and what you'd have wanted me to say--that I did + think they had been too severe and in some cases unjust and they + canned me for it." + + +There was a letter from Stephen Lorimer, grave and distressed, +substantiating everything that Jimsy had written. (He had taken the +first train north and gone into the matter thoroughly with the men at +the fraternity house, simmering with red rage, and the committee, +regretful but adamant.) The college career, the gay, brilliant, adored +college career of Jimsy King was at an end. Honor's stepfather had taken +great care to have the real facts in Jimsy's case printed--he sent the +clipping from the Los Angeles paper--and he had spent an evening with +James King, setting forth the truth of the case. But the fact remained +for the majority of people, gaining in sinister weight with every +repetition, that the last of the "Wild Kings" had been expelled from +Stanford University for drinking. + + + "Top Step," her stepfather wrote, "I'm sick with rage and + indignation. Your mother is taking it very hard--as is most every + one else. 'Expelled' is not a pretty word. I'm doing my level best + to put the truth before the public, to show that your boy is really + something of a hero in this matter, in that he might be snugly safe + at this moment if he had been willing to tell a politic lie. You'll + be unhappy over this, T. S., that's inevitable, but--I give you my + word--you need not hang your head. Jimsy played the game." + + +Carter, who had written seldom since the happening of the summer in +spite of her kind and casual replies to his letters, sent her now six +reassuring pages. She was not to worry. Jimsy was really doing very +well, as far as the drinking went, and he--Carter--would not let him do +anything foolish or desperate in his indignation. Three times he +repeated that she must not be anxious. A dozen times in the letter he +showed her where she might well be anxious. The word beat itself in upon +her brain until she could endure it no longer, and she went out through +the pretty streets of Florence to the cable office and sent Stephen +Lorimer one of her brief and urgent messages, "_Anxious_." Two days +later she had his answer and it was as short as her own had been, +"_Come_." + +There was a stormy scene with the _Signorina_. The waves of her fury +rolled up and up and broke, crashing, over Honor's rocklike calm. At +last, breathless, her fat face mottled with temper, "Go, then," said the +singer, and went out of the room with heavy speed and slammed the door +resoundingly. But she went with Honor to her steamer at Naples and +embraced her forgivingly. "Go with God," she wept. "Live a little; it is +best, perhaps. Then, my good small one, come back to me." + +Like all simple and direct persons Honor found relief in action. The +packing of her trunks and bags, the securing of tickets, cabling, had +all given her a sense of comfort. They were tangible evidences of her +progress toward Jimsy. The ocean trip was difficult; there was nothing +to _do_. Nevertheless the sea's large calm communicated itself to her; +for the greater portion of the voyage she was at peace. The situation +with Jimsy must have been grave for her stepfather to think it necessary +to send for her, but nothing could be so bad that she could not right it +when she was actually with Jimsy. She would never leave him again, she +told herself. + + + Feyther an' mither may a' gey mad, + But whistle an' I'll come to ye, my lad! + + +Her mother, her poor, lovely mother, to whom she had been always such a +disappointment, would be mad enough in all conscience, but Stepper would +stand by. And nothing--no thing, no person, mattered beside Jimsy. +Friends of her mother met her steamer in New York and put her on her +train, and friends of Stephen Lorimer met her in Chicago and drove and +dined her and saw her off on the Santa Fe. She began to have at once a +warm sense of the West and home. The California poppies on the china in +the dining-car made her happy out of all proportion. When they picked up +the desert she relaxed and settled back in her seat with a sigh and a +smile. The blessed brown, the delicious dryness! The little jig-saw +hills standing pertly up against the sky; the tiny, low-growing desert +flowers; the Indian villages in the distance, the track workers' camps +close by with Mexican women and babies waving in the doorways; even a +lean gray coyote, loping homeward, looking back over his shoulder at the +train, helped to make up the sum of her joy. _The West!_ How had she +endured being away from it so long?--From its breadth and bigness, its +sweep and space and freedom? She would never go away again. She and +Jimsy would live here always, a part of it, belonging. + +She stopped worrying. She was home, and Jimsy was waiting for her, and +everything would come right. + +At San Bernardino her mother and stepfather and her brothers came on +board, surprising her. She had had a definite picture of them at the +Santa Fe station in Los Angeles and their sudden appearance almost +bewildered her. Her mother was a trifle tearful and reproachful but she +was radiantly beautiful in her winter plumage. Stephen's handclasp was +solid and comforting. Her little brothers had grown out of all belief, +and her big brothers were heroic size, and they were all a little shy +with her after the excitement of the first greetings. She wondered why +Jimsy had not come out with them but at once she told herself that it +was better so; it would have been hard for them to have their first hour +together under so many eyes,--her mother's especially. Jimsy would be +waiting at the station. But he was not. There were three or four of her +girl friends with their arms full of flowers and one or two older boys +who had finished college and were in business. They made much of her and +she greeted them warmly for all the cold fear which had laid hold of her +heart. + +Then came the drive home, the surprising number of new business +buildings, the amazing growth of the city toward Seventh Street, the +lamentable intrusion of apartment houses and utilitarian edifices on +beautiful old Figueroa. Honor looked and listened and commented +intelligently, but--_where was Jimsy?_ + +The old house looked mellow and beautiful; the Japanese garden was a +symphony of green plush sod and brilliant color--the Bougainvillæa +almost smothering the little summerhouse and a mocking-bird who must be +a grandson of the one of her betrothal night was singing his giddy heart +out. Kada was waiting in the doorway, bowing stiffly, sucking in his +breath, beaming; the cook just behind him, following him in sound and +gesture, and the Japanese gardener, hat in hand, stood at the foot of +the steps as she passed to say, "How-do? Veree glod! Veree glod! Tha's +nize you coming home! Veree glod!" + +Honor shook hands with them all. Then she turned to look at her +stepfather and he followed her into his study. + +"And we've got three new dogs, Honor, and two cats, and----" the +smallest Lorimer besieged her at the door but she did not turn. She was +very white now and trembling. + +"Stepper, where is Jimsy?" + +"Top Step, I--it's like Evangeline, rather, isn't it? He went straight +through from the north without even stopping over here. He's gone to +Mexico, to his uncle's ranch. And Carter got a leave of absence and went +with him. I--you want the truth, don't you, Top Step?" + +"Yes," said Honor. + +"I'm afraid Jimsy rather ran amuck, in the bitterness of it all. His +father took it very hard, in spite of my explanations to him, and wrote +the boy a harsh letter; that started things, I fancy. That's when I +cabled you. Carter telephoned his mother from the station here as they +went through--they were on that special from San Francisco to Mexico +City--and she told your mother that Jimsy was pretty well shot to pieces +and that Carter didn't dare leave him alone." + +"Didn't he write me?" + +"He may have, of course, T. S., but there's nothing here for you. Mrs. +Van Meter told Carter that I had cabled for you, so Jimsy knows." + +"Yes." She stood still, her hat and cloak on, deliberating. "Do the +trains go to Mexico every day, Stepper?" + +"Why, yes, I believe they do, but you needn't wait to write, T. S. You +can telegraph, and let----" + +"I didn't mean about writing," said Honor, quietly. "I meant about +going. Will you see if I can leave to-day, Stepper? Then I won't unpack +at all, you see, and that will save time." + +"Top Step, I know what this means to you, but--your mother.... Do you +think you'd better?" + +"I am going to Mexico," said Honor. "I am going to Jimsy." + +"I'll find out about trains and reservations," said her stepfather. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +For a few moments it moved and concerned Honor to see that she was the +cause of the first serious quarrel between her mother and her +stepfather. She was shocked to see her mother's wild weeping and Stephen +Lorimer's grim jaw and to hear the words between them, but nothing could +really count with her in those hours. + +She took her mother in her arms and kissed her and spoke to her as she +had to her little brothers in the years gone by, when they were hurt or +sorry. "There, there, Muzzie _dear_! You can't help it. You must just +stop caring so. It isn't your fault." + +"People will think--people will say----" sobbed Mildred Lorimer. + +"No one will blame you, dear. Every one knows what a trial I've always +been to you." + +"You have, Honor! You have! You've never been a comfort to me--not since +you were a tiny child. And even then you were tomboyish and rough and +queer." + +"I know, Muzzie." + +"I never heard of anything so brazen in all my life--running after him +to Mexico--to visit people you never laid eyes on in all your days, +utter strangers to you----" + +"Jimsy's aunt and uncle, Muzzie." + +"Utter strangers to _you_, forcing yourself upon them, without even +telegraphing to know if they can have you----" + +"No. I don't want Jimsy to know I'm coming." + +"Where's your pride, Honor Carmody? When he's done such dreadful things +and got himself expelled from college--a young man never lives _that_ +down as long as he lives!--and gone the way of all the 'Wild Kings,' and +hasn't even written to you! That's the thing I can't understand--your +running after him when he's dropped you--gone without a word or a line +to you." + +"He may have written, Muzzie. Letters are lost, you know, sometimes." + +"Very seldom. _Very_ seldom!" Mrs. Lorimer hotly proclaimed her faith in +her government's efficiency. "I haven't lost three letters in forty +years. No. He's jilted you, Honor. That's the ugly, shameful truth, and +you're too blind to see it. If you knew the things Carter told his +mother----" + +"I don't want to know them, Muzzie." + +"Of course you don't. That's just it! Blind! Blind and +stubborn,--determined to wreck and ruin your whole life. And I must +stand by, helpless, and see you do it. And the _danger_ of the thing! +With Diaz out of the country it's in the hands of the brigands. You'll +be murdered ... or worse! Well--I know whose head your blood will be on. +Not mine, thank Heaven!" There was very little that day, Mildred Lorimer +felt, that she could thank Heaven for. It was not using her well. + +"You know that Stepper will give me letters and telegraph ahead to the +train people," said Honor. "And you mustn't believe all the hysterical +tales in the newspapers, Muzzie dear. Here's Stepper now." + +Stephen Lorimer was turning the car in at the driveway and a moment +later he came into the house. He looked very tired but he smiled at his +stepdaughter. "You're in luck, Top Step! I've just come from the Mexican +Consulate. Met some corking people there, Mexicans, starting home +to-morrow. They'll be with you until the last day of your trip! Mother +and father and daughter,--Menéndez is the name. Fascinating creatures. +I've got your reservations, in the same car with them! Mildred," he +turned to his wife, still speaking cheerily but begging for absolution +with his tired eyes, "Señora Menéndez--Menéndez y García is the whole +name--sent her compliments and said to tell you she would 'guard your +daughter as her own.' Doesn't that make you feel better about it?" + +"She can defend her from bandits, I suppose?" + +"My dear, there will be Señor Menéndez, and they tell me the tales of +violence are largely newspaper stuff,--as I've told you repeatedly. They +will not only look after Honor all the way but they will telegraph to +friends to meet her at Córdoba and drive her out to the Kings' +_rancho_--I explained that she wished to surprise her friends. I don't +mind telling you now that I should have gone with her myself if these +people hadn't turned up." + +"Stepper, dear!" + +"And I'll go now, T. S., if you like." + +"No, Stepper. I'd rather go alone, really--as long as I'm going to be so +well looked after, and Muzzie needn't worry." + +"'Needn't worry!'" said Mildred Lorimer, lifting her hands and letting +them fall into her lap. + +"Honestly, Muzzie, you needn't. If you do, it's because you let +yourself. You must know that I'll be safe with these people." + +"Your bodily safety isn't all," her mother, driven from that corner, +veered swiftly. "The thing itself is the worst. The _idea_ of it--when I +think--after all that was in the paper, and every one talking about it +and pitying you--_pitying_ you, Honor!" + +Her daughter got up suddenly and crossed over to her mother. "Every one +but you, Muzzie? Can't you manage to--pity me--a little? I think I could +stand being pitied, just now." It was indeed a day for being mothered. +There was a need which even the best and most understanding of +stepfathers could not fill, and Mildred Lorimer, looking into her white +face and her mourning eyes melted suddenly and allowed herself to be +cuddled and somewhat comforted but the heights of comforting Honor she +could not scale. + +"I think," said the girl at length, "I'd like to go up to my room and +rest for a little while, if you don't mind, Muzzie,--and Stepper." + +"Right, T. S. You'll want to be fresh for to-morrow." + +"Do, dear--and I'll have Kada bring you up some tea. Rest until dinner +time, because Mrs. Van Meter's dining with us," she broke off as she saw +the small quiver which passed over her daughter's face and defended +herself. "I had to ask her, Honor. I couldn't--in common decency--avoid +it. She's so devoted to you, and think what she's done for you, Honor!" + +Honor sighed. "Very well. But will you make her promise not to let +Carter know I am coming?" + +"My dear, how could she? You'll be there yourself as soon as a letter." + +"She might telegraph." She turned to her stepfather. "Will you make her +promise, Stepper?" + +"I will, Top Step. Run along and rest. I daresay there will be some of +the Old Guard in to see you this evening." He walked with her to the +door and opened it for her. The small amenities of life had always his +devoted attention. He smiled down at her. "_Rest!_" he said. + +"I can rest, now, Stepper." It was true. When she reached the haven of +her big blue room she found herself relaxed and relieved. Again the +direct simplicity of her nature upheld her; she had not found Jimsy, but +she would find him; she was going to him without a day's delay; she +could "rest in action." + +The soft-footed, soft-voiced Kada brought her a tea tray and arranged it +deftly on a small table by the window. He smiled incessantly and kept +sucking in his breath in his shy and respectful pleasure. "Veree glod," +he said as the gardener had said before him, "Veree _glod_! I lige veree +moach you comin' home! Now when thad Meestair Jeemsie comin' home too, +happy days all those days!" He had brought her two kinds of tiny +sandwiches which she had favored in the old tea times, chopped olives +and nuts in one, cream cheese and dates in the other, and there was a +plate of paper-thin cookies and some salted almonds and he had put a +half blown red rose on the shining napkin. + +"Kada, you are very kind. You always do everything so beautifully! How +are you coming on with your painting?" + +"Veree glod, thank-you-veree-moach!" He bowed in still delight. + +"You must show me your pictures in the morning, Kada." + +"Thank-you-veree-moach! Soon I have one thousand dollar save', can go +study Art School." + +"That's fine, Kada!" + +"_Bud_"--his serene face clouded over--"veree sod leavin' theeze house! +When you stayin' home an' thad Meestair Jeemsie here I enjoy to work +theeze house; is merry from moach comedy!"' + +He bowed himself out, still drawing in his breath and Honor smiled. +"Merry from much comedy" the house had been in the old gay days; dark +from much tragedy it seemed to-day. What would it be to her when she +came back again? But, little by little, the old room soothed and stilled +her. There were the sedate four-poster bed and the demure dresser and +the little writing desk, good mahogany all of them; come by devious +paths from a Virginia plantation; the cool blue of walls and rugs and +hangings; the few pictures she had loved; three framed photographs of +the Los Angeles football squad; a framed photograph of Jimsy in his +class play; a bowl of dull blue pottery filled now with lavish winter +roses. It was like a steadying hand on her shoulder, that sane and +simple girlhood room. + +The window gave on the garden and the King house beyond it. She wondered +whether she should see James King before she went to Mexico. She felt +she could hardly face him gently,--Jimsy's father who had failed him in +his dark hour. In view of what his own life had been! She leaned forward +and watched intently. It was the doctor's motor, the same seasoned old +car, which was stopping before the house of the "Wild Kings," and she +saw the physician hurry up the untidy path and disappear into the house. +James King was ill again. She would have to see him, then. Perhaps he +would have a good message for Jimsy. She finished her tea and slipped +into her old blue kimono, still hanging in the closet, turned back the +embroidered spread and laid herself down upon the bed. She took Jimsy's +ring out of the little jewel pocket where she carried it and put it on +her finger. "I will never take it off again," she said to herself. Then +she fell asleep. + +"Fresh as paint, T. S.," said her stepfather when she came down. + +"My dear, what an adorable frock," said her mother. "You never got +_that_ in Italy!" + +"But I did, Muzzie!" Honor was penitently glad of the sign of +fellowship. "There's a really lovely little shop in the Via Tournabouni. +Wait till my big trunk comes and you see what I found for you there! Oh, +here's Mrs. Van Meter!" + +She hurried to the door to greet Carter's mother. Marcia Van Meter +kissed her warmly and exclaimed over her. She was thinner but it was +becoming, and her gown suited her perfectly, and--they were seated at +dinner now--was that an Italian ring? + +"Yes," said Honor, slowly, looking first at her mother, "it is an +Italian ring, a very old one. Jimsy gave it to me. It has been in the +King family for generations. Isn't it lovely?" + +"_Lovely_," said Mrs. Van Meter, coloring. She changed the subject +swiftly but she did not really seem disconcerted. Indeed, her manner +toward Honor during the meal and the hour that followed was +affectionate to the point, almost, of seeming proprietary and maternal. +Some boys and girls came in later and Mrs. Van Meter rose to go. "I'll +run home, now, my dear, and leave you with your young friends." + +"I'll go across the street with you, Mrs. Van Meter," said Stephen +Lorimer, flinging his cigarette into the fire. He had already extracted +her promise not to telegraph Carter but he meant to hear it again. + +"Thanks, Mr. Lorimer, but I'm going to ask Honor to step over with me. I +have a tiny parcel for Carter and a message. Will you come, Honor?" + +She slipped her arm through the girl's and gave it a little squeeze as +they crossed the wide street. "Hasn't the city changed and grown, my +dear? Look at the number of motors in sight at this moment! One hardly +dares cross the street. I declare, it makes me feel almost as if I were +in the East again." She gave her a small, tissue wrapped parcel for her +son and came out on to the steps again with her. "Be careful about +crossing, Honor!" + +"Yes," said Honor, lightly. "That would hardly do,--to come alone from +Italy and then get myself run over on my own street. What's that +Kipling thing Stepper quotes: + + + To sail unscathed from a heathen land + And be robbed on a Christian coast! + + +Well, good-night, Mrs. Van Meter, and good-by, and I'll write you how +Carter is!" + +The older woman put her arms about her and held her close. "Dearest +girl, Carter told me not to breathe to any one, not even to your mother, +about--about what happened last summer--and--and what he asked you, and +I haven't, but I _must_ tell you how glad...." then, at the bewilderment +in Honor's face in the light of the porch lamp,--"he showed me the +telegram you sent him to the steamer." + +"Oh,--I remember!" Her brief wire to him, promising to forgive and +forget his wild words of the evening before. She had quite forgiven, and +she had so nearly forgotten that she could not imagine, at first, what +his mother meant. And now, because the older woman was trembling, and +because Carter must have told her of how he had lost control of himself +and been for a moment false to his friend, she gave back the warm +embrace and kissed the pale cheek. "Yes. And I _meant_ it, Mrs. Van +Meter!" + +"You _blessed_ child!" Marcia Van Meter wiped her eyes. "You've made me +very happy." + +Honor ran across Figueroa Street between flashing headlights on +automobiles, and her heart was soft within her. _Poor_ old Cartie! How +he must have grieved and reproached himself, and how seriously he must +have taken it, to tell his mother! Fancy not forgiving people! Her +stepfather had marked a passage for her in her pocket "R. L. S."... +"The man who cannot forgive any mortal thing is a green hand in life," +Stevenson had said. Honor believed him. She could even forgive James +King, poor, proud, miserable James King, for failing Jimsy. It was +because he cared so much. As she started up her own walk some one called +to her from the steps of the King house. + +"That you, Honor?" + +"Yes, Doctor! I just came home to-day. How are you?" She ran over to +shake hands with him. "Is Mr. King very sick?" + +"He's dying." + +"Oh, Doctor _Deering_!" + +"Yes. No mistake about it this time. Wants to see you. Old nigger woman +told him you were home. Will you come now?" + +"Of course." She followed him into the house and up the long, shabbily +carpeted stairs. She had never seen a dying person and she began to +shiver. + +As if he read her thought the doctor spoke. "Isn't going to die while +you're here. Not for a week--perhaps two weeks. But he'll never be up +again." His voice was gruff and his brow was furrowed. He had been with +Jeanie King when Jimsy was born and when she died, and he had cherished +and scorned James King for long years. + +There was a chair beside the bed and Honor seated herself there in +silence. Presently the sick man opened his eyes and his worn and ravaged +look of his son caught at her heart. + +"So," he said somberly, "you came home." + +"Yes, Mr. King. I came because Jimsy was in trouble, and to-morrow I'm +going to him." + +His eyes widened and slow, difficult color came into his sharply boned +face. "You're going ... to Mexico?" + +"Yes; alone." + +The color crept up and up until it reached the graying hair, crisply +waved, like Jimsy's. "No King woman ever ... held harder ... than that!" +he gasped. "You're a good girl, Honor Carmody. They knew ... what to ... +name you, didn't they?" + +She leaned nearer, holding her hand so that the rays of the night light +fell on the ring. "Didn't you know I'd 'hold hard' when you let Jimsy +give me this?" + +He hauled himself up on an elbow and stared at it with tragic eyes. +"Jeanie wore it five years.... My mother wore it thirty.... Honor +Carmody, you're a good girl.... You make me ... ashamed.... Tell the boy +that ... I'm sorry ... that letter. Bring him back ... in time...." He +fell back, limp, gasping, and the doctor signaled to the girl to go. As +she was slipping through the door the sick man spoke again, querulously. +"Damn that mocking-bird ... make somebody shoot him!... There was one +singing when Jimsy was born ... and when Jeanie went ... and this one +now, mocking, mocking...." + +She ran back to him. "Oh, Mr. King," she said, with shy fervor, "he +isn't making fun of _us_!--Only of the bad, hard things! One sang out +near Fiesta Park the day we thought Greenmount would win the +championship, and one was singing the night Jimsy and I found out that +we loved each other,--and this one was singing when I came home to-day!" +It was a long speech for Honor and she was a little shy and breathless. +"I _know_ he doesn't mean it the way you think! He's telling us that +the sad, hard, terrible things are not the real things!" Suddenly she +bent and kissed his cold forehead. "Oh, Mr. King, if you listen to him +with--with your _heart_--you'll hear it! He's mocking at trouble and +disgrace,--and misunderstanding and silly pride! He's--_hear him +now!_--he's mocking at pain and sorrow and--and _death_!" + +Then she ran out of the room and down the long stairs and across the +lawn to her own house, where a noisy and jubilant section of the Old +Guard waited. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +It was happily clear at breakfast that Stephen Lorimer had more or less +made his peace--and Honor's peace--with his wife. Like his beloved Job, +whom he knew almost by heart, he had ordered his cause and filled his +mouth with arguments, and Mildred Lorimer had come to see something +rather splendidly romantic in her daughter's quest for her true love. +Stephen, who never appeared at breakfast, was down on time, heavy-eyed +and flushed, and Honor saw with a pang, in the stern morning light, that +he was middle-aged. Her gay young stepfather! His spirit had put a +period at nineteen, but his tired body was settling back into the slack +lines of the late fifties. Her mother had changed but little, thanks to +the unruffled serenity of her spirit and the skillful hands which cared +for her. + +"Muzzie," Honor had said, meeting her alone in the morning, "you are a +marvel! Why, you haven't a single gray hair!" + +"It's--well, I suppose it's because I have it taken care of," said Mrs. +Lorimer, flushing faintly. "It's not a dye. It's not in the least a +dye--it simply _keeps_ the original color in the hair, that's all. I +wouldn't think of using a dye. In the first place, they say it's really +dangerous,--it seeps into the brain and affects your mind, and in the +second place it gives your face a hard look, always,--and besides, I +don't approve of it. But this thing Madame uses for me is _perfectly_ +harmless, Honor." + +"It's perfectly charming, Muzzie," said her daughter, giving her a +hearty hug. It was a good world this morning. The breakfast table was +gay, and Kada beamed. Takasugi had made countless pop-overs--Honor's +favorites--and Kada was slipping in and out with heaping plates of them. +"Pop-all-overs" the littlest Lorimer called them, steaming, +golden-hearted. Honor had sung for them and the Old Guard the night +before and even the smallest of the boys was impressed and was treating +her this morning with an added deference which flowered in many passings +of the marmalade and much brotherly banter. The girl herself was +radiant. Nothing could be very wrong in a world like this. Suppose Jimsy +had slipped once--twice--half a dozen times, when she was far away +across the water? One swallow didn't make a spring and one slip (or +several) didn't make a "Wild King" out of Jimsy. She was going to find +him and talk it over and straighten it out and bring him back here where +he belonged, where they both belonged, where they would stay. His +expulsion from Stanford really simplified matters, when you came to +think of it; now there need be no tiresome talk of waiting until he +graduated from college. And she had not the faintest intention of going +back to Italy. Just as soon as Jimsy could find something to do (and her +good Stepper would see to that) they would be married and move into the +old King house, and _how_ she would love opening it up to the sun and +air and making it gay with new colors! All this in her quiet mind while +she breakfasted sturdily with her noisy tribe. Good to be with them +again, better still to be coming back to them, to stay with them, to +live beside them, always. + +Her train went at ten and the boys would be in school and her mother had +an appointment with the lady whose ministrations kept her hair at its +natural tint and Honor would not hear of her breaking it, so it was her +stepfather only who took her to the station. She was rather glad of that +and it made her put an unconscious extra fervor, remorsefully, into her +farewells to the rest. Just as she was leaving her room there was a +thump on her door and a simultaneous opening of it. Ted, her eldest +Carmody brother, came in and closed the door behind him. He was a Senior +at L. A. High, a football star of the second magnitude and a personable +youth in all ways, and her heart warmed to him. + +"Ted,--dear! I thought you'd gone to school!" + +"I'm just going. Sis,--I"--he came close to her, his bonny young face +suddenly scarlet--"I just wanted to say--I know why you're going down +there, and--and I'm for you a million! He's all right, old Jimsy. Don't +you let anybody tell you he isn't. I--you're a sport to pike down there +all by yourself. _You're all right_, Sis! I'm strong for you!" + +"Ted!" The distance between them melted; she felt the hug of his hard +young arms and there was a lump in her throat and tears in her eyes, but +she fought them back. He would be aghast at her if she cried. He +wouldn't be for her a million any longer. She must not break down though +she felt more like it than at any time since her arrival. She kept +silent and let him pat her clumsily and heavily till she could command +her voice. "I'm glad you want me to go, Teddy." + +"You bet I do. You stick, Sis! _And don't you let Carter spill the +beans!_" + +"Why, Ted, he----" + +"You keep an eye on that bird," said the boy, grimly. "You keep your +lamps lit!" + +She repeated his words to her stepfather as they drove to the station. +"Why do you suppose he said that, Stepper?" + +Stephen Lorimer shrugged. "I don't think he meant anything specific, +T. S., but you know the kids have never cared for Carter." + +"I know; it's that he isn't their type. They haven't understood him." + +"Or--it's that they have." + +"Stepper! You, too?" Honor was driving and she did not turn her head to +look at him, but he knew the expression of her face from the tone of her +voice. "Do you mean that, seriously?" + +"I think I do, T. S. Look here,--we might as well talk things over +straight from the shoulder this morning. Shall we?" + +"Please do, Stepper." She turned into a quieter street and drove more +slowly, so that she was able to face him for an instant, her face +troubled. + +"Want me to drive?" + +"No,--I like the feel of the wheel again, after so long. You talk, +Stepper." + +"Well, T. S., I've no tangible charge to make against Carter, save that +his influence has been consistently bad for Jimsy since the first day +he limped into our ken. Consistently and--_persistently_ bad, T. S. You +know--since we're not dealing in persiflage this morning--that Carter is +quite madly, crazily, desperately in love with you?" + +"I--yes, I suppose that's what you'd call it, Stepper. He--rather lost +his head last summer,--the night before you sailed." + +"But the night before we sailed," said her stepfather, drawing from his +neatly card-indexed memory, "it was with me that you held a little last +session." + +"Yes,--but on my way upstairs. The lift had stopped, you know. I was +frightfully angry at him and said something cruel, but the next morning +he looked so white and wretched and wrote me such a pathetic letter, +asking me to forgive and forget and all that sort of thing, and I sent +him a wire to the steamer, saying I would." + +"Ah! That was his telegram. We wondered." + +"And he's been very nice since, in the few letters I've had from him." + +"I daresay. But Ted's right, Top Step. In the parlance of the saints you +_do_ 'want to keep your lamps lit.' Carter, denied health and strength +and physical glory, has had everything else he's ever wanted except +you,--and he hasn't given you up yet." + +Honor nodded, her face flushed, her eyes straight ahead. + +"And now--more plain talk, T. S. This is a fine, sporting, rather +spectacular thing you're doing, going down to Mexico after Jimsy, and +I'm absolutely with you, but--if the worst should be true--if the boy +really has gone to pieces--you won't marry him?" + +"No," said the girl steadily, after an instant's pause. "If Jimsy should +be--like his father--I wouldn't marry him, Stepper. There shouldn't +be--any _more_ 'Wild Kings.' But I'd never marry any one else, and--oh, +but it would be a long time to live, Stepper, dear!" + +"I'm betting you'll find him in good shape,--and keep him so, Top Step. +At any rate, however it comes out, you'll always be glad you went." + +"I know I will." + +"Yes; you're that sort of woman, T. S.,--the 'whither thou goest' kind. +I believe women may roughly be divided into two classes; those who +passively let themselves be loved; those who actively love. The former +have the easier time of it, my dear." His tired eyes visioned his wife, +now closeted with Madame. He sighed once and then he smiled. "And they +get just as much in return, let me tell you,--more, I really believe. +But I want you to promise me one thing." + +"What?" + +"That you'll never give up your singing. Keep it always, T. S. There'll +be times when you need it--to run away to--to hide in." + +She nodded, soberly. + +His eyes began to kindle. "Every woman ought to have something! Men +have. It should be with women as with men--love a thing apart in their +lives, not their whole existence! Then they wouldn't agonize and wear on +each other so! I believe there's a chapter in that, for my book, Top +Step." + +"I'm sure there is," said Honor, warmly. They had reached the station +now and a red cap came bounding for her bags. "And I won't even try to +thank you, Stepper, dear, for all----" + +"Don't be a goose, T. S.,--look! There are your Mexicans!" + +Honor followed his eyes. "Aren't they _delicious_?" They hurried toward +them. "The girl's adorable!" + +"They all are." Stephen Lorimer performed the introductions with proper +grace and seriousness and they all stood about in strained silence until +the Señora was nervously sure they ought to be getting on board. "Might +as well, T. S.," her stepfather said. She was looking rather white, he +thought, and they might as well have the parting over. Honor was very +steady about it. "Good-by, Stepper. I'll write you at once, and you'll +keep us posted about Mr. King?" She stood on the observation platform, +waving to him, gallantly smiling, and he managed his own whimsical grin +until her train curved out of sight. One in a thousand, his Top Step. +How she had added to the livableness of life for him since the day she +had gravely informed her mother that she believed she liked him better +than her own father, that busy gentleman who had stayed so largely Down +Town at The Office! Stephen Lorimer was too intensely and healthily +interested in the world he was living in to indulge in pallid curiosity +about the one beyond, but now his mind entertained a brief wonder ... +did he know, that long dead father of Honor Carmody, about this glorious +girl of his? Did he see her now, setting forth on this quest; this +pilgrimage to her True Love, as frankly and freely as she would have +gone to nurse him in sickness? He grinned and gave himself a shake as he +went back to the machine,--he had lost too much sleep lately. He would +turn in for a nap before luncheon; Mildred would not be out of her +Madame's deft hands until noon. + +The family of Menéndez y García beamed upon Honor with shy cordiality. +Señor Menéndez was a dapper little gentleman, got up with exquisite care +from the perfect flower on his lapel to his small cloth-topped patent +leather shoes, but his wife was older and larger and had a tiny, stern +mustache which made her seem the more male and dominant figure of the +two. Mariquita, the girl, was all father, and she had been a year in a +Los Angeles convent. The mother wore rich but dowdy black and an +impossible headgear, a rather hawklike affair which appeared to have +alighted by mistake on the piles of dusky hair where it was shakily +balancing itself, but Mariquita's narrow blue serge was entirely modish, +and her tan pumps, and sheer amber silk hose, and her impudent hat. The +Señor spent a large portion of his time in the smoker and the Señora +bent over a worn prayer book or murmured under her breath as her fingers +slipped over the beads in her lap, but the girl chattered unceasingly. +Her English was fluent but she had kept an intriguing accent. + +"Ees he not beautiful, Mees Carmody, my Pápa?" She pushed the accent +forward to the first syllable. "And my poor _Madrecita_ of a homely to +chill the blood? _But_ a saint, my mawther. Me, I am not so good. Also +_gracias a Dios_, I am not so----" she leaned forward to regard herself +in the narrow strip of mirror between the windows and--a wary eye on the +Señora--applied a lip stick to her ripe little mouth. She wanted at once +to know about Honor's sweethearts. "_A fe mia_--in all your life but one +_novio_? Me, I have now seex. So many have I since I am twelve years I +can no longer count for you!" She shrugged her perilously plump little +shoulders. "One! Jus' like I mus' have a new hat, I mus' have a new +_novio_!" + +They were all a little formal with her until after they had left El Paso +and crossed the Mexican border at Juarez, when their manner became at +once easy, hospitable, proprietary. They pointed out the features of the +landscape and the stations where they paused, they plied her unceasingly +with the things they purchased every time the train hesitated long +enough for _vendadors_ to hold up their wares at the windows,--_fresas_ +(the famous strawberries in little leaf baskets), _higos_ (fat figs), +_helado_ (a thin and over-sweet ice cream), and the delectable _Cajeta +de Celaya_, the candy made of milk and fruit paste and magic. They were +behind time and the train seemed to loiter in serenest unconcern. Señor +Menéndez came back from the smoker with a graver face every day. The +men who came on board from the various towns brought tales of unrest and +feverish excitement, of violence, even, in some localities. + +If his friends could not be sure of meeting Honor at Córdoba and driving +her to the Kings' _hacienda_ the Señor himself would escort her, after +seeing his wife and daughter home. Honor assured him that she was not +afraid, that she would be quite safe, and she was thoroughly convinced +of it herself; nothing would be allowed to happen to her on her way to +Jimsy. + +"Your father is so good," she said gratefully to Mariquita. + +"Yes," she smiled. "My Pápa ees of a deeferent good; he ees glad-good, +an' my _Madrecita_ ees sad-good. Me--I am _bad_-good! You know, I mus' +go to church wiz my mawther, but my Pápa, he weel not go. He nevair say +'No' to my mawther; he ees _too_ kind. Jus' always on the church day he +is seek. _So_ seek ees my poor Pápa on the church day!" She flung back +her head and laughed and showed her short little white teeth. + +But Señor Menéndez had an answer to his telegram on the morning of the +day on which they were to part; his friend, the eminent _Profesor_, +Hidalgo Morales, accompanied by his daughter, Señorita Refugio, would +without fail be waiting for Miss Carmody when her train reached Córdoba +and would see her safely into the hands of her friends. Honor said +good-by reluctantly to the family of Menéndez y García; the beautiful +little father kissed her hand and the grave mother gave her a blessing +and Mariquita embraced her passionately and kissed her on both cheeks +and produced several entirely genuine tears. She saw them greeted by a +flock of relatives and friends on the platform but they waved devotedly +to her as long as she could see them. Then she had a quiet and solitary +day and in the silence the old anxieties thrust out their heads again, +but she drove them sturdily back, forcing herself to pay attention to +the picture slipping by the car window,--the lovely languid _tierra +caliente_ which was coming to meet her. The old _Profesor_ and his +daughter were waiting for her; shy, kindly, earnest, less traveled than +the Menéndez', with a covered carriage which looked as if it might be a +relic of the days of Maximilian. Conversation drowsed on the long drive +to the Kings' coffee plantation; the Señorita spoke no English and +Honor's High School Spanish got itself annoyingly mixed with Italian, +and the old gentleman, after minute inquiries as to her journey and the +state of health of his cherished friend, Señor Felipe Hilario Menéndez +y García, sank into placid thought. It was a ridiculous day for winter, +even to a Southern Californian, and the tiny villages through which they +passed looked like gay and shabby stage settings. + +The _Profesor_ roused at last. "We arrive, Señorita," he announced, with +a wave of his hand. They turned in at a tall gateway of lacy ironwork +and Honor's heart leaped--"_El Pozo_." Richard King. + +"The name is given because of the old well," the Mexican explained. "It +is very ancient, very deep--without bottom, the _peóns_ believe." They +drew up before a charming house of creamy pink plaster and red tiles, +rioted over by flowering vines. "I wait but to make sure that Señor or +Señora King is at home." A soft-eyed Mexican woman came to the door and +smiled at them, and there was a rapid exchange of liquid sentence. "They +are both at home, Señorita. We bid you farewell." + +The servant, wide-eyed and curious, had come at his command to take +Honor's bags. + +"Oh--but--surely you'll wait? Won't you come in and rest? It was such a +long, warm drive, and you must be tired." + +He bowed, hat in hand, shaking his handsome silver head. "We leave you +to the embraces of your friends, Señorita. One day we will do ourselves +the honor to call upon you, and Señor and Señora King, whom it is our +privilege to know very slightly. For the present, we are content to have +served you." + +"Oh," said Honor in her hearty and honest voice, holding out a frank +hand, "this is the _kindest_ country! _Every one_ has been so good to +me! I wish I could thank you enough!" + +The old gentleman stood very straight and a dark color surged up in his +swarthy face. "Then, dear young lady, you will perhaps have the +graciousness to say a pleasant word for us in that country of yours +which does not love us too well! You will perhaps say we are not all +barbarians." He gave an order to his coachman and the quaint old +carriage turned slowly and precisely and started on its long return +trip, the _Profesor_, still bareheaded, bowing, his daughter beaming and +kissing her hand. Honor held herself rigidly to the task of seeing them +off. Then--_Jimsy!_ Where was he? She had had a childish feeling that he +would be instantly visible when she got there; she had come from Italy +to Mexico,--from Florence to a coffee plantation beyond Córdoba in the +_tierra caliente_ to find him,--and journeys ended in lovers' meeting, +every wise man's son--and daughter--knew. The nods and becks and +wreathed smiles of the serving woman brought her back to earth. + +"Señora King?" She asked, dutifully, for her hostess--her unconscious +hostess--first. + +"_Si Señorita! Pronto!_" The servant beckoned her into a dim, cool +_sala_ and disappeared. "Well, I know what that means," Honor told +herself. "'Right away.' Oh, I _hope_ it's right away!" + +But it was not. The Kings, like all sensible people, were at their +_siesta_; twenty racking moments went by before they came in. Richard +King was older than Jimsy's father but he had the same look of race and +pride, and his wife was a plain, rather tired-looking Englishwoman with +very white teeth and broodingly tender blue eyes which belied the +briskness of her manner. + +"I am Honor Carmody." + +"You are----" Mrs. King came forward, frowning a little. + +"I--I am engaged to your nephew--to Jimsy King. I think you must have +heard of me." + +"My dear, of course we have! How very nice to see you! But--how--and +where did you----" + +The girl interrupted breathlessly. "Oh, please,--I'll tell you +everything, in a minute. But I must know about him! I came from Italy +because--because of his trouble at college. Is he--is he----" she kept +telling herself that she was Honor Carmody, the tomboy-girl who never +cried or made scenes--Jimsy's Skipper--her dear Stepper's Top Step; she +was not a silly creature in a novel; she would not scream and beg them +to tell her--_tell her_--even if they stood there staring at her for +hours longer. And then she heard Richard King saying in a voice very +like his brother's, a little like Jimsy's: + +"Why, the boy's all right! Ab-so-lutely all right! Isn't he, Madeline? +Steady as a clock. That college nonsense----" + +And then Honor found herself leaning back in a marvelously comfortable +chair by an open window and Mr. King was fanning her slowly and strongly +and Mrs. King was making her drink something cool and pungent, and +telling her it was the long, hot drive out from Córdoba in the heat of +the day and that she mustn't try to talk for a little while. Honor +obeyed them docilely for what she was sure was half an hour and which +was in fact five minutes and then she sat up straight and decisively. +"I'm _perfectly_ all right now, thank you. Will you tell me where I can +find Jimsy?" + +"I expect he's taking his nap down at the old well. I'll send for him. +You must be quiet, my dear." + +She got to her feet and let them see how steady she was. "_Please_ let +me go to him!" + +"But Josita will fetch him in less time, my dear, and we'll have Carter +called, too, and----" Mrs. King stopped abruptly at the look in the +girl's eyes. "Josita will show you the way," she said in quite another +tone. "You must carry my sunshade and not walk too quickly." + +Honor tried not to walk too quickly but she kept catching up with the +Mexican serving woman and passing her on the path, and falling back +again with a smile of apology, and the woman smiled in return, showing +white, even teeth. It was not as long a walk as it seemed, but their +pace made it consume ten interminable minutes. At length the twisting +walk twisted once more and gave on a cleared space, meltingly green, +breathlessly still, an ancient stone well in its center. + +Josita gestured with a brown hand. "_Alla esta Señorito Don Diego! +Adios, Señorita!_" + +"_Gracias!_" Honor managed. + +"_Te nada!_" She smiled and turned back along the way they had come. "It +is nothing!" she had said. Nothing to have brought her on the last stage +of her long quest! Jimsy was asleep in the deep grass in the shade. She +went nearer to him, stepping softly, hardly breathing. He was stretched +at ease, his sleeves rolled high on his tanned arms, his tanned throat +bare, his crisp hair rolling back from his brow in the old stubborn +wave, his thick lashes on his cheek. His skin was as clean and clear as +a little boy's; he looked a little boy, sleeping there. She leaned over +him and he stirred and sighed happily, as if dimly aware of her +nearness. She tried to speak to him, to say--"Jimsy!" but she found she +could not manage it, even in a whisper. So she sat down beside him and +gathered him into her arms. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +They had a whole hour entirely to themselves and it went far toward +restoring the years that the locusts had eaten. It was characteristic of +them both that they talked little, even after the long ache of silence. +For Jimsy, it was enough to have her there, in his arms, utterly his--to +know that she had come to him alone and unafraid across land and sea; +and for Honor the journey's end was to find him clear-eyed and +clean-skinned and steady. Stephen Lorimer was right when he applied +Gelett Burgess' "caste of the articulate" against them; they were very +nearly of the "gagged and wordless folk." Yet their silence was a rather +fine thing in its way; it expressed them--their simplicity, their large +faith. It was not in them to make reproaches. It did not occur to Jimsy +to say--"But why didn't you let me know you were coming?--At least you +might have let me have the comfort of knowing you were on this side of +the ocean!" And Honor never dreamed of saying "But Jimsy,--to rush from +Stanford down here without sending me a line!" + +Therefore it was somewhat remarkable that it came out, in the brief +speeches between the long stillnesses, that Honor knew that Carter had +telephoned to his mother as they passed through Los Angeles, and that +Mrs. Van Meter had spoken of Honor's return, and she had naturally +supposed he would tell Jimsy; and that Jimsy had written her a ten page +letter, telling with merciless detail of the one wild party of protest +in which he had taken part, of his horror and remorse, of his +determination to go to his people in Mexico and stay until he was +certain he had himself absolutely in hand and had made up his mind about +his future. + +"Well, it will be sent back to me from Florence," said Honor, +contentedly. + +"Funny it wasn't there almost as soon as you were--I sent it so long +ago!--The night after that party, and I didn't leave for over two weeks, +and that makes it--well, anyhow, it's had time to be back. But it +doesn't matter now." + +"No, it doesn't matter, now, Jimsy. I won't read it when it does come, +because it's all ancient history--ancient history that--that never +really happened at all! But I'm glad you wrote me, dear!" She rubbed +her cheek against his bronzed face. + +"Of course I'd tell you everything about it, Skipper." + +"Of course you would, Jimsy." + +They were just beginning to talk about the future--beyond hurrying back +to Jimsy's father--when Carter came for them. He called to them before +he came limping into the little cleared space, which was partly his tact +in not wanting to come upon them unannounced, and partly because he +didn't want, for his own sake, to find them as he knew he would find +them, without warning. As a matter of fact, while Honor lifted her head +with its ruffled honey-colored braids from Jimsy's shoulder, he kept his +arm about her in brazen serenity. + +Carter's eyes contracted for an instant, but he came close to them and +held out his hand. "Honor! This is glorious! But why didn't you wire and +let us meet you? We never dreamed of your coming! Of course, the mater +told me you were on your way home, but I didn't tell old Jimsy here, as +long as you hadn't. I knew you meant some sort of surprise. I thought +he'd hear from you from L. A. by any mail, now." + +"Say, Cart', remember that long letter I wrote Skipper, the night after +the big smear?" + +"Surely I do," Carter nodded. + +"Well, she never got it." + +"It passed her, of course. It will come back,--probably follow her down +here." + +"Oh, it'll show up sometime. I gave it to you to mail, didn't I?" + +"Yes, I remember it distinctly, because it was the fattest one of yours +I ever handled." + +He grinned ruefully. "Yep. Had a lot on my chest that night." + +"Mrs. King thought you ought to rest before dinner, Honor." + +"At least I ought to make myself decent!" She smoothed the collar +Jimsy's arms had crumpled, the hair his shoulder had rubbed from its +smooth plaits. "She must think I'm weird enough as it is!" + +But the Richard Kings had lived long enough in the turbulent _tierra +caliente_ to take startling things pretty much for granted. Honor's +coming was now a happily accepted fact. A cool, dim room had been made +ready for her,--a smooth floor of dull red tiles, some astonishingly +good pieces of furniture which had come, Mrs. King told her when she +took her up, from the Government pawnshop in Mexico City and dated back +to the brief glories of Maximilian's period, and a cool bath in a tin +tub. + +"You are so good," said Honor. "Taking me in like this! It was a +dreadful thing to do, but--I had to come to him." + +The Englishwoman put her hand on her shoulder. "My dear, it was a +topping thing to do. I--" her very blue eyes were pools of +understanding. "I should have done it. And we're no end pleased to have +you! We get fearfully dull, and three young people are a feast! We'll +have a lot of parties and divide you generously with our friends and +neighbors--neighbors twenty miles away, my dear! We'll do some +theatricals,--Carter says your boy is quite marvelous at that sort of +thing." + +"Oh, he _is,"_ said Honor, warmly, "but I'm afraid we ought to hurry +back to his father!" + +"I'll have Richard telegraph. Of course, if he's really bad, you'll have +to go, but we do want you to stay on!" She was moving about the big +room, giving a brisk touch here and there. "Have your cold dip and rest +an hour, my dear. Dinner's at eight. Josita will come to help you." She +opened the door and stood an instant on the threshold. Then she came +back and took Honor's face between her hands and looked long at her. +"You'll do," she said. "You'll do, my girl! There's no--no royal road +with these Kings of ours--but they're worth it!" She dropped a brisk +kiss on the smooth young brow and went swiftly out of the room. + +To the keen delight of the hosts there was a fourth guest at dinner, a +man who was stopping at another _hacienda_ and had come in to tea and +been cajoled into staying for dinner and the night. He was a personage +from Los Angeles, an Easterner who had brought an invalid wife there +fifteen years earlier, had watched her miraculous return to pink plump +health and become the typical California-convert. He had established a +branch of his gigantic business there and himself rolled semiannually +from coast to coast in his private car. Honor and Jimsy were a little +awed by touching elbows with greatness but he didn't really bother them +very much, for they were too entirely absorbed in each other. He seemed, +however, considerably interested in them and looked at them and listened +to them genially. The Kings were thirstily eager for news of the +northern world; books, plays, games, people--they drank up names and +dates and details. + +"We must take a run up to the States this year," said Richard King. + +"It would be jolly, old dear," said his wife, levelly, her wise eyes on +his steady hands. "If the coffee crop runs to it!" + +"There you have it," he growled. "If the coffee crop is bad we can't +afford to go,--and if it's good we can't afford to leave it!" + +"But we needn't mind when we've house parties like this! My word, +Rich'--fancy having four house guests at one and the same blessed time!" +She led the way into the long _sala_ for coffee. + +"Yes,--isn't it great? Drink?" Richard King held up a half filled +decanter toward his guest. + +The personage shook his head. "Not this weather, thanks. That enchanted +well of yours does me better. Wonderful water, isn't it?" + +"Water's all right, but it's a deuce of a nuisance having to carry every +drop of it up to the house." + +"Really? Isn't it piped?" + +"Ah, but it will be one day, Rich'! I expect the first big coffee crop +will go there, rather than in a trip to the States. But it is rather a +bother, meanwhile." + +"But you have no labor question here." + +"Haven't we though? With old Diaz gone the old order is changed. This +bunch I have here now are bad ones," King shook his head. "They may +revolute any minute." + +"Oh, Rich'--not really?" + +"I daresay they'll lack the energy when it comes to a show-down, +Madeline. But this man Villa is a picturesque figure, you know. He +appeals to the _peón_ imagination." + +The guest was interested. "Yes. Isn't it true that there's a sort of +Robin Hood quality about him--steals from the rich to give to the +poor--that sort of thing?" + +"That's more or less true, but the herd believes it utterly." He sighed. +"It was a black day for us when Diaz sailed." + +Jimsy King had been listening. "But, Uncle Rich', they _have_ had a +rotten deal, haven't they?" + +His uncle shrugged. "Got to treat 'em like cattle, boy. It's what they +are." + +"Well, it's what they'll always be if you keep on treating 'em that +way!" Jimsy spoke hotly and his uncle turned amused eyes on him. + +"Don't let that Yaqui fill you up with his red tales!" + +"But you'll admit the Yaquis have been abused?" + +"Well, I believe they have. They're a cut above the _peón_ in +intelligence and spirit. But--can't have omelette without breaking +eggs." He turned again to his elder guest. "This boy here has been +palling about with a Yaqui Indian he made me take in when he was here +last time." + +The great man nodded. "Yes,--I've seen them together. Magnificent +specimen, isn't he?" + +"They are wonderfully built, most of them. This chap was pretty badly +used by his master--they are virtually slaves, you know,--and bolted, +and Jimsy found him one night----" + +The boy got up and came over to them. "Starving, and almost dead with +weakness and his wounds,--beaten almost to death and one of his ears +hacked off! And Uncle Rich' took him in and kept him for me." + +His uncle grinned and flung an arm across his shoulder. "And had the +devil--and many _pesos_ to pay to the local _jefe_ and the naturally +peevish gentleman who lost him. But at that I'll have to admit he's the +best man on the _rancho_ to-day." He threw a teasing look at Honor, +glowing and misty-eyed over Jimsy's championing of the oppressed. "The +only trouble is, I suppose Jimsy will take him with him when he sets up +housekeeping for himself. What do you think, Maddy? Could Yaqui Juan be +taught to buttle?" + +"No butlers for us, Uncle Rich'!" Jimsy was red but unabashed. "We might +rent him for a movie star and live on his earnings. We aren't very clear +yet as to what we _will_ live on!" + +The personage looked at him gravely. "You are going to settle in Los +Angeles?" + +"_Yes!_" said Jimsy and Honor in a breath. The good new life coming +which would be the good old life over again, only better! + +"Oh," said Mrs. King, "I forgot,--I asked them to come up from the +quarters and make music for you! They're here now! Look!" She went to +the window and the others followed. The garden was filled with vaguely +seen figures, massed in groups, and there was a soft murmur of voices +and the tentative strumming of guitars. "Shall we come out on the +veranda? You'll want a _rebozo_, Honor,--the nights are sharp." She +called back to the serving woman. "Put out the lights, Josita." + +They sat in the dusk and looked out into the veiled and shadowy spaces +and the dim singers lifted up their voices. The moon would rise late; +there was no light save the tiny pin points of the cigarettes; it gave +the music an elfin, eerie quality. + +"Pretty crude after Italy, eh, Honor?" Richard King wanted to know. + +"Oh, it's delicious, Mr. King! Please ask them to sing another!" + +"May we have the _Golondrina_?" the eldest guest wanted to know. + +"Well--how about it, Maddy? Think we're all cheerful enough? We know +that two of us are! All right!" He called down the request and it seemed +to Honor that a little quiver went through the singers in the shadow. +The guitars broke into a poignant, sobbing melody. + +"I don't know what the words mean," said the personage under his breath. +"I don't believe I want to know. I fancy every one fits his own words to +it." + +"Or his own need," said Richard King's wife. She slipped her hand into +her husband's. The melody rose and fell, sobbed and soared. Honor drew +closer to Jimsy and he put his arm about her and held her hard. "Yes," +he whispered. "I know." The man who had asked for _Golondrina_ sat with +bent head and his cigar went out. Only Carter Van Meter, as once long +ago in Los Angeles, seemed unmoved, unstirred, scatheless. + +There was a little silence after the music. Then the personage said, +"You know, I fancy that's Mexico, that song!" + +Jimsy King wheeled to face him through the dusk. "Yes, sir! It's true! +That _is_ Mexico,--everything that's been done to her,--and everything +she'll do, some day!" + +"It's--beautiful and terrible," said Honor. "I had to keep telling +myself that we are all safe and happy, and that nothing is going to +happen to us!" + +Carter laughed and got quickly to his feet. "I suggest indoors and +lights--and Honor! Honor must sing for us!" + +She never needed urging; she sang as gladly as a bird on a bush. The +Kings were parched for music; they begged for another and another. She +had almost to reproduce her recital in Florence. Jimsy listened, rapt +and proud, and at the end he said--"Not too tired for one more, Skipper? +Our song?" + +"Never too tired for that, Jimsy!" She sat down again and struck her +stepfather's ringing, rousing chords. Instantly it ceased, there in the +room, to be Mexico; it was as if a wind off the sea blew past them. The +first verse had them all erect in their chairs. She swung into the +second, holding a taut rein on herself: + + + The sand of the desert is sodden red; + Red with the wreck of a square that broke; + The gatling's jammed and the colonel dead, + And the regiment blind with dust and smoke: + The River of Death has brimmed his banks; + And England's far and Honor's a name, + But the voice of a school boy rallies the ranks-- + Play up! Play up! and--Play the Game! + + +Honor sat still at the piano. She did not mean to lift her eyes until +she could be sure they would not run over. Why did that song always +sweep her away so?--from the first moment Stepper had read her the words +in the old house on South Figueroa Street, all those years ago? Why had +she always the feeling that it had a special meaning for her and for +Jimsy--a warning, a challenge? Jimsy came over to stand beside her, +comfortably silent, and then, surprisingly, the personage came to stand +beside Jimsy. + +"I've been wondering," he said, "if you hadn't better come in to see me +one day, when we're all back in Los Angeles? You haven't any definite +plans for your future, have you?" + +"No, sir," said Jimsy. "Only that I've got to get something--quick!" He +looked at Honor, listening star-eyed. + +The great man smiled. "I see. Well, I think I can interest you. I've +watched you play football, King. I played football, forty years ago. I +like the breed. My boys are all girls, worse luck--though they're the +finest in the world----" + +"Oh, _yes_," said Honor, warmly. + +"But I like boys. And I like you, Jimsy King." He held out his hand. +"You come to me, and if you're the lad I think you are, you'll stay." + +"Oh, I'll come!" Jimsy stammered, flushed and incoherent. "I'll come! +I'll--I'll sweep out or scrub floors--or--or anything! But--I'm afraid +you don't----" he looked unhappily at Honor. + +"Yes, Jimsy. He's got to know." + +Jimsy King stood up very straight and tall. "You've got to know that I +was kicked out of college two months ago, for marching in a parade +against----" + +"For telling the truth," cried Honor, hot cheeked, "when a cowardly lie +would have saved him!" + +"But just the same, I was kicked out of college, and----" + +"Lord bless you, boy," said the personage, and it was the first time +they had heard him laugh aloud, "I know you were! And that's one reason +why I want you. _So was I!_" + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +There were telegrams from Stephen Lorimer and the doctor; James King's +condition remained unchanged. Honor and Jimsy decided to return at once, +but Richard King flatly refused to let them go. The next train after +Honor's had been held up just beyond Córdoba by a band of brigands, +supposed to be a section of Villistas, the passengers robbed and +mistreated and three of the train men killed. + +"Not a step without an escort," said Jimsy's uncle. + +Then Jimsy's new friend came to the rescue. He was eager to get home but +cannily aware of his own especial risk,--two wealthy Americans having +been recently taken and held for ransom. He had influence at the +Capital; he wrote and telegraphed and the replies were suave and +reassuring; reliable escort would be furnished as soon as +possible,--within the week, it was hoped. Meanwhile, there was nothing +for it but to wait. He went back to the _hacienda_ where he had been +visiting, and life--the merry, lyrical life of _El Pozo_, moved forward. +Jimsy's only woe was that he was condemned by her own decision to share +Honor lavishly with his uncle and aunt and their friends and Carter. +"Skipper, after all these years, leaving me for a darn' tea!" + +"Jimsy, dear," she scolded him, "you know that it's the very least I can +do, now isn't it--honestly? Think how lovely she's been to us, and how +much it means to her, having people here. And we've got all our lives +ahead of us, Jimsy! Be good! And besides"--she colored a little and +hesitated--"it's--not kind to Cartie." Then, at the sobering of his +face, "You know he--cares for me, Jimsy, and I don't believe it's just +cricket for us to--to sort of wave our happiness in his face all the +time." + +He sighed crossly. "But--good Lord, Skipper,--he's got to get used to +it!" + +"Of course,--but need we--rub it in, just now?" The fact was that Honor +was anxious. Carter was pallid, haggard, morose. The brief flare of +composure with which he had greeted her was gone; he showed visibly and +unpleasantly what he was suffering at the sight of their vivid and +hearty happiness. Mrs. King had commented pityingly on it to Honor and +it was simply not in the girl to go on adding to his misery. She began +to be very firm with Jimsy about their long walks or rides alone; she +accepted all Mrs. King's invitations and plans for them; she included +Carter whenever it was possible. These restrictions had naturally the +result of making Jimsy the more ardent in their scant privacy, and +Honor, amazingly free from coquetry though she was, must have sensed it. +Perhaps the truth was that she had in her, after all, something of +Mildred Lorimer's feeling for values and conventions; having flown from +Florence to Córdoba to her lover she was reclaiming a little of her +aloofness and cool ladyhood by this discipline. But she was entirely +honest in her wish to spare Carter so far as possible. Once, when Jimsy +was briefly away with his Yaqui henchman she asked Carter to walk with +her, but he decided for the dim _sala;_ the heat which seemed to +invigorate and vitalize Jimsy left him limp and spent. + +He brushed her generalities roughly aside. "Are you happy, Honor?" + +She lifted her candid eyes to his bleak young face. "Yes, Cartie. +Happier than ever before--and I've been happy all my life." + +He was silent for a moment as if sorting out and considering the things +he might say to her. "Well, you have a marvelous effect on Jimsy. I +don't believe he's taken a drop since you've been here." + +"He hasn't touched a drop since he came to Mexico, Carter,--Mr. King +told me that, and Jimsy told me himself!" Honor was a little declamatory +in her pride and he raised his eyebrows. + +"Really?" He limped over to the table where the smoking things were and +the decanter of whiskey and siphon of soda. "Let me have a look...." He +picked up the decanter and held it to the light. "The last time I looked +at it, it came just to the top of the design here,--and it does yet. +Yes, it's just where it was." + +"Carter! I call that spying!" + +He turned back to her without temper. "I call it looking after my +friend," he said gently. "I don't suppose you've let him tell you very +much about what happened at college?" + +"No, Carter. What's the use of it, now? He wrote it all to me, but the +letter must have passed me. It's a closed chapter now." + +"I hope to God it will stay closed," he said, haggardly. "But I'm +afraid, Honor; I'm horribly afraid for you." + +"I'm not afraid, Carter,--for myself or for Jimsy." She got up and +walked to the window; she was aware that she hated the dimness of the +_sala_; she wanted the honest heat of the sun. "Look!" she said, gladly. +Carter limped slowly to join her. Jimsy King was swinging toward them +through the brazen three o'clock glare, his Yaqui Juan by his side. They +were a sightly and eye-filling pair. They might have been done in bronze +for studies of Yesterday and To-day. "_Look_!" said Honor again. "Oh, +Carter, do you think any--any horrible dead trait--any clammy dead +hand--can reach up out of the grave to pull him down?" + +Carter was silent. + +A high and cleanly anger rose in the girl. "Carter, I don't want to hurt +you,--oh, I know I hurt you all the time, in one way, and I can't help +that,--I don't want to be unkind, but--are you sure it isn't because +you--care--for me that you have this hopeless feeling about Jimsy?" She +faced him squarely and made him meet her eyes. "Carter! Tell me." + +His unhappy gaze struggled with her level look and slipped away. "Of +course I want you myself, Honor. I want you--horribly, unbearably, but I +do honestly feel it's wrong for you to marry Jimsy King." + +"But, Carter--see how nearly his father won out! Every one says that if +his mother had lived--And his Uncle Richard! He's absolutely free from +it, now. And the very look of Jimsy is enough to show you----" + +But Carter had turned and was staring moodily at the decanter. "It comes +so suddenly, Honor ... with such frightful unexpectedness. Remember, +when we were youngsters, the World's Biggest Snake, 'Samson,'--exhibited +in a vacant store on Main Street, and how keen we all were about him?" + +Honor kindled to the memory. "I adored him. He had a head like a nice +setter's and he wasn't cold or slimy a bit!" + +"Remember what the man told us about his hunger? How he'd go three +months without anything, and then devour twenty live rabbits and +chickens and cats?" + +She nodded, frowning. "I know. It was awful." + +"But the point was the suddenness. They never knew when the hunger would +seize him. The fellow said that it came like a flash. He was gentle as a +lamb for weeks on end--and then it came. He'd pounce on the keeper's pet +rabbit--his dog--the man himself if he were within reach. He was an +utterly changed creature; he was just--an _appetite_." He stood staring +somberly at the decanter. "That's the way it comes, Honor." + +It seemed to be getting dimmer and dimmer in the _sala_. Honor found +herself wishing with all her heart for her stepfather. Stephen Lorimer +would know how to answer; how to parry,--to combat this thing. She felt +her own weapons clumsy and blunt, but such as they were she would use +them. + +"But it isn't coming ever again, Carter! I tell you it isn't coming! And +I want you to stop saying and thinking that it is! Now I'm going to +Jimsy!" + +In the wide out-of-doors, under the unbelievably blue sky and the +stinging sun, with Jimsy and Yaqui Juan, life was sound and whole again. +The Indian, tall as a pine, looked at her with eyes of respectful +adoration and smiled his slow, melancholy smile, as she swung off with +the boy, down the path which led to the old well. + +"Juan approves of me, doesn't he?" said Honor, contentedly. + +"Of course; you're my woman!" She loved his happy impudence. "Aren't +you, Skipper?" They had passed the twist in the path--the path which was +like a moist green tunnel through the tropic jungle--which hid them from +the house and she halted and went swiftly into his arms. + +"Yes, Jimsy! _Yes!_ And--I've been stingy and mean to you but I won't +be, any more. Carter must just--stand things." + +"_Skipper!_" He wasn't facile with words, Jimsy King, but he was able to +make himself clear. + +"Jimsy, isn't it wonderful--the all-rightness of everything? Being +together again, and----" + +"Going to be together always! And my job waiting! Isn't the old boy a +wonder? I saw him, just now. He says he's heard from Mexico City and +it's O. K. to start Thursday. They're going to send the escort." + +"In two days," said Honor, blissfully, "we'll be on our way home! Jimsy, +in two days!" + +But in two days dizzyingly, terrifyingly much had happened. The pleasant +little comedy of life at _El Pozo_ had changed to melodrama, crude and +strident. They had been attacked by a band of _insurrectos_, a wing of +Villa's hectic army, presumably; the _peóns_, with the exception of the +house servants and Yaqui Juan, had gone gleefully over to the enemy; +Richard King had been wounded in his hot-headed defense of his +_hacienda_, shot through the shoulder, and was running a temperature; +the telephone wires were cut; infinitely worse than all, the besiegers +had taken possession of the well and they were entirely without water. + +There had been, of course, the usual supply in the house at the time of +the attack and it had been made to last as long as was humanly possible, +the lion's share going to the wounded man, but they had arrived, now, at +the point of actual suffering. His rôle of helpless inaction was an +intolerable one for Jimsy King to play. To know that--less than a +quarter of a mile away, down the moist green path through the tropic +verdure--was the well; to see Honor's dry lips and strained eyes, +Carter's deathly pallor, to hear his uncle, out of his head, mercifully, +most of the time, begging for water, meant a constant battle with +himself not to rush out, to make one frantic try at least, but he knew +that the deeper courage of patient waiting was required of him. They +could only conjecture what the invaders meant to do,--whether they +intended to have them die of thirst, whether they meant to rush the +house when it suited their pleasure--raggedly fortified and guarded by +Jimsy and Carter and the half dozen of the faithful. Jimsy had talked +the latter probability over steadily with Honor and she understood. + +"Jimsy," she managed not to let her teeth chatter, "it's like a play +or--or a Wild West tale, isn't it? Like a 'Frank Merriwell'--remember +when you used to adore those things?" + +"No, Skipper, it's not like a 'Frank Merriwell'; he could always _do_ +something...." Jimsy's strong teeth ground together. + +"Yes--'Blooey, blooey! Fifteen more redskins bit the dust!'" + +"Skipper, you _wonder_! You brick!" + +"Jimsy, I--there's no use talking about things that may never happen, +because _of course_ help will get here, but if it should not--if they +should rush us, and we couldn't keep them out"--her hoarse voice +faltered but her eyes held his--"you won't--you wouldn't let them--take +me, Jimsy?" + +"No, Skipper." + +"Promise, Jimsy?" + +"Promise, Skipper. 'Cross my heart!'" The old good foolish words of the +old safe days, here, now, in this hideous and garish present! + +With that pledge she was visibly able to give herself to a livelier +hope. "But of course Yaqui Juan got through to the Grants' _hacienda_! +Can you imagine him failing us, Jimsy?" + +He shook his head. "He'll make it if any man living could." The Indian +had slipped through the _insurrectos_ in the first hour, as soon as it +had been known that the wires were cut. Unless the Grants, too, were +besieged, they would be able to telephone for help for _El Pozo_, and +if they were likewise in duress, Yaqui Juan would go on to the next +_rancho_,--on and on until he could set the wheels of rescue in motion. +"I wish to God I had his job. _Doing something_----" + +Carter came into the _sala_. He was terrifyingly white but with an +admirable composure. "Steady, old boy," he said, putting his frail hand +on Jimsy's shoulder. "Sit tight! We depend on you. And you're doing"--he +looked at the decanter, as if measuring its contents with his +eye--"gloriously, splendidly, old son! I know the strain you're under. +You're a bigger man even than I thought you were, Jimsy." + +Honor went away to sit with Mrs. King and the sick man and both boys +stared unhappily after her. "If Skipper were only out of this----" Jimsy +groaned. + +"And whose fault is it that she's in it?" Carter snarled. Two red spots +sprang into his white cheeks. + +"Why--Cart'!" Jimsy backed away from him, staring. + +"Whose fault is it, I say?" Carter followed him. "If she hadn't been +terrified over you, if she hadn't the insane idea of duty and loyalty to +you, would she have come? Would she?" + +Jimsy King sat down and looked at him, aghast. "Good Lord, +Cart'--that's the truth! That shows what a mutt I am. It hasn't struck +me before. It's all my fault." + +"Whatever happens to Honor--_whatever happens to her_--and death +wouldn't be the worst thing, would it?--it's your fault. Do you hear +what I say? It's all your fault!" In all the years since he had known +him Jimsy had never seen Carter Van Meter like this,--cool Carter, with +his little elegancies of dress and manner, his studied detachment. This +was a different person altogether,--hot-eyed, white-lipped, snarling. +"Your fault if she dies here, dies of thirst; your fault if they get in +here and carry her off, those filthy brutes out there." + +"They'll never ... get her," said Jimsy King. His face was scarlet and +he was breathing hard and clenching and unclenching his hands. + +"Yes," Carter sneered, "yes! I know what you mean! You feel very heroic +about it. You feel like a hero in a movie, don't you? Noble of you, +isn't it? Slay the heroine with your own hands rather than let her----" + +"Oh, for God's sake, Cart'!" Jimsy got up and came toward him. "Cut it +out! What's the good of talking like that? We're in it now, all of us, +and we've got to stick it out. I know it's harder on you because you're +not strong, but----" + +"Damn you! 'Not strong--' Not built like an ox--muscles in my brain +instead of my legs! Because I cared for something else besides rolling +around in the mud with a leather ball in my arms----" + +"Key down, old boy." Jimsy was cool now, unresentful; he understood. +Poor old Cart' ... he couldn't stand much suffering. + +"That's how you got Honor, when she was a child, with no sense of +values, but you haven't held her! You can't hold her." + +"Cart', I'm not going to get sore at you. I know you're about all in. +You don't know what you're saying." + +"Don't I? Don't I? You listen to me. Honor Carmody never really loved +you; it was a silly boy-and-girl, calf love affair, and when she +realized it she stood by, of course,--she's that sort. She kept the +letter of her promise, but she couldn't keep the spirit." + +"Key down, old top," said Jimsy King again, grinning. "I'm not going to +get sore, but I don't want to use up my breath laughing at you. +_Skipper_--going back on me!" He did laugh, ringingly. + +"She hasn't gone back on you; except in her heart. Good God, Jimsy +King, what do you think you are to hold a girl like that--with her +talent and her success and her future? She's only stuck by you because +it was her creed, that's all." + +"Look here, Cart', I'm not going to argue with you. It's not on the +square to Skipper even to talk about it, but don't be a crazy fool. +Would she have come to me here--from Italy, if she didn't----" + +"Yes. Yes, she would! She's pledged to see it through--to stand by you +as all the other miserable women have stood by the men of your +family,--if you're cad enough to let her." + +That caught and stuck. "If I'm--cad enough to let her," said Jimsy in a +curiously flat voice. But the mood passed in a flash. "It's no use +talking like that, Carter. Of course I know I'm not good enough or +brainy enough--or _anything_ enough for Skipper, but she thinks I am, +and----" + +"You poor fool, she doesn't think so. I tell you she's only standing by +because she said she would. I tell you she cares for some one else." + +"That's a lie," said Jimsy King with emphasis but without passion. The +statement was too grotesque for any feeling over it. + +Carter stopped raving and snarling and became very cool and coherent. +"I think I can prove it to you," he said, quietly. + +"You can't," said Jimsy, turning and walking toward the door. + +"Are you afraid to listen?" He asked it very quietly. + +"No," said Jimsy King, wheeling. "I'm not afraid. Go ahead. Get it off +your chest." + +"Well, in the first place,--hasn't she kept you at arm's length here? +Hasn't she insisted on being with other people all the time,--on having +me with you?" + +"Cart', I hate to say it, but that's because she's sorry for you." + +"And for herself." + +The murky dimness of the _sala_ was pressing in on Jimsy as it had on +the girl, that other day. He was worn with vigil and torn with thirst, +sick with dread of what might any moment come to them,--with remorse for +bringing Honor there, tormented with his helplessness to save her. Even +at his best he was no match for the other's cleverness and now he was in +the dust, blaming and hating himself. He stood there in silence, +listening, and Carter's hoarse voice, Carter's plausible words, went on +and on. "But I don't believe it," Jimsy would say at intervals. "She +doesn't care for you, Cart'. She's all mine, Skipper is. She doesn't +care for you." + +"Wait!" Carter took out his wallet of limp leather with his initials on +it in delicately wrought gold letters and opened it. "I didn't mean to +show you this, but I see that I must. It was last summer. I--I lost my +head the night before we sailed, and let Honor see.... Then I asked +her.... I didn't say, 'Will you marry me?' because I knew there was no +hope of that so long as she thought there was a chance of saving you by +standing by you. I asked her--something else. And she sent me this wire +to the boat at Naples." + +Jimsy did not put out his hand to take the slip of paper which Carter +unfolded and smoothed and held toward him. It was utterly still in the +_sala_ but from an upper room came the sound of Richard King's voice, +faint, thick, begging for water, and from somewhere in the distance a +muffled shot ... three shots. + +Carter held the message up before Jimsy's eyes: + + + Carter Van Meter care Purser S. S. _Canopic Naples_ + Yes. + HONOR. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +If Stephen Lorimer, far to the north in the safe serenity of the old +house of South Figueroa Street, could have envisaged the three of them +that day his chief concern would not have been for their bodily danger. +It would have seemed to him that the intangible cloud settling down over +them was a more tragic and sinister thing than the _insurrectos_ +besieging them, than the thirst which was cracking their lips and +swelling and blackening their tongues. + +He was to remember and marvel, long afterward, that his thought on that +date had tugged uneasily toward them all day and evening. Conditions, so +far as he knew, were favorable; the escort for the personage would be a +stout one and under his wing the boy and girl would be safe, and James +King was waiting for them, spinning out his thread of life until they +should come to him. Nevertheless, he found himself acutely unhappy +regarding them, aware of an urgent and instant need of being with them. + +They had never, in all their blithe young lives, needed him so cruelly. +He could not have driven back the bandits, but he could have driven back +the clouds of doubt and misery and misunderstanding; he could not have +given them water for their parched throats but he could have given them +to drink of the waters of understanding; he could have relieved the +drought in their wrung young hearts. He would have seen, as only a +looker-on could see, what was happening to them. He would have yearned +over Honor, fronting the bright face of danger so gallantly but stunned +and crushed by the change in Jimsy, over Jimsy himself, setting out to +do an incredibly stupid, incredibly noble deed, absolutely convinced by +the sight of her one-word telegram that she loved Carter (and humbly +realizing that she might well love Carter, the brilliant Carter, better +than his unilluminated self), seeing the thing simply and objectively as +he would be sure to do, deciding on his course and pursuing it as +definitely as he would take a football over the line for a touchdown. He +would even have yearned over Carter, at the very moment when the youth +fulfilled his ancient distrust of him. He would have understood as even +Carter himself did not, by what gradual and destructive processes he had +arrived at the point of his outbreak to Jimsy; would have realized in +how far his physical suffering--infinitely harder for him than for the +others--had broken down his moral fiber; how utterly his very real love +for Honor had engulfed every other thought and feeling. And he would +have seen, in the last analysis, that Carter was sincere; he had come at +last to believe his own fabrications; he honestly believed that Honor's +betrothed would go the way of all the "Wild Kings"; that Honor would be +ruining her life in marrying him. + +But Stephen Lorimer was hundreds and thousands of miles away from them +that day of their bitter need, making tentative notes for a chapter on +young love for his unborn book, listening to the inevitable mocking-bird +in the Japanese garden, waiting for Mildred Lorimer to give him his tea +... wearing the latest of his favorites among her gowns.... + +Madeline King was spent with her vigil and Honor had coaxed her to lie +down for an hour and let her take the chair beside Richard King's bed. + +"Very well, my dear. I'll rest for an hour. I'll do it because I know I +may want my strength more, later on." She seemed to have aged ten years +since the day Honor had come to _El Pozo_, but she came of fighting +blood, this English wife of Jimsy's uncle. "I'm frightfully sorry you're +let in for this, Honor, but it's no end of a comfort, having you. Call +me if he rouses. I daresay I shan't really sleep." + +Honor sat on beside him, fanning him until her arm ached, resting it +until he stirred again, trying to wet her dry lips with her thickened +tongue. She wasn't thinking; she was merely waiting, standing it. It was +a relief not to talk, but she must talk when she was with the boys +again; it helped to keep them up, to keep an air of normality about +things. + +Jimsy King had read the message Carter held up to him and gone away +without comment, and Carter had stayed on in the _sala_. It was almost +an hour before Jimsy came back. Honor's stepfather would have marked and +marveled at the change so brief a little space of time had been able to +register in the bonny boy's face. The flesh seemed to have paled and +receded and the bones seemed more sharply modeled; more insistent; and +the eyes looked very old and at the same time pitifully young. He was +very quiet and sure of himself. + +"Jimsy," said Carter, "I shouldn't have told you, _now_, but I went off +my head." + +Jimsy nodded. "The time doesn't matter, Cart'. I just want to ask you +one thing, straight from the shoulder. I've been thinking and thinking +... trying to take it in. Sometimes I seem to get it for a minute, that +Skipper cares for you instead of me, and then it's gone again. All I can +seem to hang on to is that telegram." The painful calm of his face +flickered and broke up for an instant and there was an answering +disturbance in Carter's own. "I keep seeing that ... all the time. But +there's no use talking about it. What I want to ask you is this, +Cart'"--he went on slowly in his hoarse and roughened voice--"you +honestly think Skipper is sticking to me only because she thinks it's +the thing to do? Because she thinks she must keep her word?" + +Carter swallowed hard and tried to moisten his aching throat, and he did +not look at his friend. + +"Is that what you honestly believe, Cart'?" + +Carter brought his eyes back with an effort and his heart contracted. +Jimsy King--_Jimsy King_--the boy he had envied and hated and loved by +turns all these years; Jimsy King, idolized, adored in the old safe +days--the old story book days-- + + + King! King! King! + K-I-N-G, KING! + G-I-N-K, GINK! + He's the King Gink! + He's the King Gink! + He's the King Gink! + K-I-N-G, King! KING! + + +The Jimsy King, the young prince who had had everything that all the +wealth of Ali Baba's cave couldn't compass for Carter Van Meter ... +standing here before him now, his face drained of its color and joy, +begging him for a hope. There was a long moment when he hesitated, when +the forces within him fought breathlessly and without quarter, but--long +ago Stephen Lorimer had said of him--"_there's nothing frail about his +disposition ... his will doesn't limp._" He wrenched his gaze away +before he answered, but he answered steadily. + +"That is what I believe." + +Jimsy was visibly and laboriously working it out. "Then, she's only +sticking to me because she thinks I'm worth saving. If she thought I was +a regular 'Wild King,' if she believed what her mother and a lot of +other people have always believed, she'd let go of me." + +"I believe she would," said Carter. + +"Then," said Jimsy King, "it's really pretty simple. She's only got to +realize--to _see_--that I'm not worth hanging on to; that it's too late. +That's all." + +"What do you mean?" + +He walked over to the little table and picked up the decanter of whisky +and looked at it, and the scorn and loathing in his ravaged young face +were things to marvel at, but Honor Carmody, coming into the room at +that moment, could not see his expression. His back was toward her and +she saw the decanter in his hand. + +"_Jimsy!_" She said it very low, catching her breath. + +His first motion was to put it down but instead he held it up to the +fast fading light at the window and grinned. "It's makin' faces at me, +Skipper!" + +"_Jimsy_," she said again, and this time he put it down. + +Honor began hastily to talk. "Do you think Juan will try to come back, +or will he wait and come with the soldiers?" + +"He'll come back," said Jimsy with conviction. "He must have found the +wires down at the first place he tried, or he'd have been here before +this. Yes--as soon as he's got his message through, he'll come back to +us. I hope to God he brings water." + +"But did he realize about the well? He got away at the very first, you +know, and they weren't holding the well, then." + +"He'll have his own canteen, won't he?" said Jimsy crossly. + +Honor's eyes mothered him. "Mrs. King really slept," she said +cheerfully. "She said she had a good nap, and dreamed!" She sat down in +a low chair and made herself relax comfortably; only her eyes were +tense. She never did fussy things with her hands, Honor Carmody; no one +had ever seen her with a needle or a crochet hook. She was either doing +things, vital, definite things which required motion, or she was still, +and she rested people who were near her. "Well, he'll be here soon +then," she said contentedly. "And so will the soldiers. Our Big Boss +will have us on his mind, Jimsy. He'll figure out some way to help us. +Just think--in another day--perhaps in another hour, this will all be +over, like a nightmare, and we'll be back to regular living again. And +_won't_ we be glad that we all stood it so decently?" It was a stiff, +small smile with her cracked lips but a stout one. "You know, I'm pretty +proud of all of us! And won't Stepper be proud of us? And your dad, +Jimsy, and your mother, Cartie!" Her kind eyes warmed. "I'm glad she +hasn't had to know about it until we're all safe again." She was so +hoarse that she had to stop and rest and she looked hopefully from one +to the other, clearly expecting them to take up the burden of talk. But +they were silent and presently she went on again. "You know, boys, it's +like being in a book or a play, isn't it? We're--_characters_--now, not +just plain people! I suppose I'm the leading lady (though Mrs. King's +the real _heroine_) and we've got two heroes and no villain. The +_insurrectos_ are the villain--the villain in bunches." Suddenly she sat +forward in her chair, her eyes brightening and a little color flooding +her face. "Boys, it's our song come true! Now I know why I always got so +thrilled over that second verse,--even the first time Stepper read it to +us,--remember how it just bowled me over? And it seemed so remote from +anything that could touch our lives,--yet here we are, in just such a +tight place." They were listening now. "There isn't any desert or +regiment or gatling, and Mr. King isn't dead, only dreadfully hurt, but +it fits, just the same! We've got this thirst to stand ... and it's a +good deal, isn't it? Those _insurrectos_ down there,--planning we don't +know what, perhaps to rush the house any moment-- + + + The River of Death has brimmed his banks; + And England's far, and Honor's a name-- + + +That means to us that L. A. is far, and South Figueroa Street ... all +the safe happy things that didn't seem wonderful then...." + +"'_Honor's a name_,'" said Jimsy under his breath. + +"Oh," said the girl, "I never noticed that before! Isn't that funny? +Well-- + + + The voice of a school boy rallies the ranks! + + +That fits! And won't we be thankful all our lives--all our snug, safe, +prosy lives--that we were sporting now?-- That we all played the +game?" Her eyes were on Jimsy, reassuring him, staying him. "When this +is all over----" + +He cut roughly into her sentence. "Oh, for God's sake, Skipper, let's +not talk!" + +Again he had to bear the mothering of her understanding eyes. "All +right, Jimsy. We won't talk, then. We'll sit here together"--she changed +to the chair nearest his and put her hand on his arm--"and wait for Juan +and----" + +He sprang to his feet. "I wish you'd leave me alone!" he said. "I wish +you'd go upstairs and stay with Aunt Maddy and Uncle Rich'. I want to be +by myself." + +She did not stir. "I think I'll stay with you, Jimsy." + +His voice was ugly now. "When I don't want you? When I tell you I'd +rather be alone?" + +Honor was still for a long moment. She rose and went to the door but +she turned to look at him, a steady, intent scrutiny. "All right, Jimsy. +I'll go. I'll leave you alone. I'll leave you alone because--I know I +_can_ leave you alone." She seemed to have forgotten Carter's presence. +She held up the hand which wore the old Italian ring with the hidden +blue stone of constancy. "I'm 'holding hard,' Jimsy." + +Soon after dark Yaqui Juan came. He had been waiting for three hours, +trying to get past the sentries; it had been impossible while there was +any light. He was footsore and weary and had only a little water in his +canteen, but he had found the telephone wires still up at the second +_hacienda_, the owner had got the message off for him, and help was +assuredly on the way to them. There was the off chance, of course, that +the soldiers might be held up by another wing of the _insurrectos_, but +there was every reason to hope for their arrival next day. Jimsy King +sent the Yaqui up to Honor with the canteen, and the Indian returned to +say that the Señorita had not touched one drop but had given it to the +master. + +Carter dragged himself away to his room and Jimsy and Yaqui Juan talked +long together in the quiet _sala_. It was a cramped and halting +conversation with the Indian's scant English and the American's halting +Spanish; sometimes they were unable to understand each other, but they +came at last to some sort of agreement, though Juan shook his head +mutinously again and again, murmuring--"_No, no! Señor Don Diego! No!_" + +It was almost midnight when Jimsy called them all down into the _sala_. +They came, wondering, one by one, Carter, Mrs. King,--Richard King had +fallen asleep after his half dozen swallows of water--and Honor, and +Josita, her head muffled in her _rebozo_, her brown fingers busy with +her beads. + +Jimsy King was standing in the middle of the room, standing insecurely, +his legs far apart, the decanter in his hand, the decanter which had +been more than half full when Honor left the room and had now less than +an inch of liquor in it. Yaqui Juan, his face sullen, his eyes black and +bitter, crouched on the floor, his arms about his knees. + +Honor did not speak at all. She just stood still, looking at Jimsy until +it seemed as if she were all eyes. _"It comes so suddenly_,"--Carter had +told her--"like the boa constrictor's hunger ... _and then he was +just--an appetite_." + +"Ladies'n gem'mum," said Jimsy, thickly, "goin' shing you lil' song!" +Then, in his hoarse and baffled voice he sang Stanford's giddy old saga, +"The Son of a Gambolier." + +They all stiffened with horror and disgust. Mrs. King wept and Josita +mumbled a frightened prayer, and Carter, red and vehement, went to him +and tried to take the decanter away from him. Only Honor Carmody made no +sign. + + + I'm a son of a son of a son of a gun of a son of a Gambolier, + + +sang Jimsy King. He looked at every one but Honor. + + + Like every honest fellow, I love my lager beer---- + + +--"And my 'skee!" he patted the decanter. + +Madeline King put her arms about Honor. "Come away, my dear," she said. +"Come upstairs." + +"No," Jimsy protested. "Don' go 'way. Got somep'n tell you. Shee this +fool Injun here? Know wha' he's goin' do? Goin' slide out'n creep down +to ol' well. Says _insur_--_insur-rectos_ all pretty drunk now ... +pretty sleepy.... Fool Injun's goin' take three--four--'leven canteens +... bring water back for you. Not f' me! _I_ got somep'n better. 'Sides, +he'll get killed ... nice'n dead ... _fancy_ dead ... cut ears off ... +cut tongue out firs'! Not f' me! _I'm_ goin' sleep pret' soon. Firs' +I'll shing you lil' more!" Again the rasping travesty of melody: + + + Some die of drinkin' whisky, + Some die of drinkin' beer! + Some die of diabetes, + An' some---- + + +"Shut up, you drunken fool!" said Carter, furiously. + +"Oh," said Jimsy, blinking his eyes rapidly, bowing deeply. "Ladies +present. I shee. My mishtake. My mishtake, ladies! Well, guesh I go +sleep now. Come on. Yac', put me to bed 'fore you go. Give you lil' +treat. All work'n no play makes Yac' a dull boy!" He roared over his own +wit. The Indian, his face impassive, had risen to his feet and now Jimsy +cast himself into his arms and insisted on kissing him good-night, +clinging all the while to the decanter with its half inch of whisky. + +Carter wrenched it away from him. "You'll kill yourself," he said, in +cold disgust. + +"Well," said his friend, reasonably, "ishn't that the big idea? Wouldn' +you razzer drink yourself to death'n die of thirst?" + +They were making for the door now in a zigzag course, and when they +passed Honor, Jimsy stayed their progress. He held out his hand and +spoke to her, but he did not meet her eyes. "Gimme ring," he said, +crossly. + +"What do you mean?" said Honor. + +"Gimme back ring ... busted word ... busted engagement ... want ring +_anyway_ ... maybe nozzer girl ... _you_ can't tell!" His hoarse voice +rose querulously. "Gimme ring, I shay!" + +Honor shrank back from him against Mrs. King. "Jimsy," she said, "when +the boy that gave me this ring comes and asks me for it, he can have it. +_You_ can't!" + +His legs seemed to give way beneath him, at that, and Yaqui Juan half +led, half dragged him out of the room. + +Mrs. King wept again but Honor's eyes were dry. Carter started to speak +to her but she stopped him. "Please, Carter ... I can't ... talk. I +think I'd like to be alone." + +"Oh, my dear, please come up with me," Mrs. King begged, "it's so cold +here, and----" + +"I have to be alone," said Honor in her worn voice. + +"Then you must have this," said the older woman, finding comfort in +wrapping her in her own _serape_. It was a gay thing, striped in red and +white and green, the Mexican colors; it looked as if it had been made +to wear in happy days. + +They went away and left her alone in the _sala_. She didn't know how +long she had sat there when she saw a muffled figure crawling across the +veranda. She opened the door and stepped out, nodding to the _peón_ on +guard there, leaning on his gun. "Juan?" she called softly. + +The crouching, cringing figure hesitated. "Si," came the soft whisper. +He kept his head shrouded. She knew that he was sick with shame for the +lad he had worshiped; he did not want to meet her gaze. She could +understand that. It did not seem to her that she could ever meet any +one's eyes again--kind Mrs. King's, Carter's--her dear Stepper's. +Suddenly it came to her with a positive sense of relief and escape that +perhaps there would be no need for facing any one after to-night.... +Perhaps this was to be the last night of all nights. It might well be, +when Jimsy King slept in a drunken stupor and a Yaqui Indian slave went +out with his life in his hands to help them. She crossed the veranda and +leaned down and laid her hand on the covered head. Her throat was so +swollen now that she could hardly make herself heard. "_Tu es amigo +leal, Juan_," she said. "Good friend; good friend!" Then in her careful +Spanish--"Go with God!" + +He had been always an impassive creature, Yaqui Juan, his own personal +sufferings added to the native stoicism of his race, but he made an odd, +smothered sound now, and caught up the trailing end of her bright +_serape_ and pressed his face against it for an instant. Then he crept +away into the soft blackness of the tropic night and Honor went back +into the empty _sala_. She wished that she had seen his face; she was +mournfully sure she would never see it again. It did not seem humanly +possible for any one to go into the very midst of their besiegers +encamped about the well, fill the canteens and return alive, but it was +a gallant and splendid try, and she would have liked a memory of his +grave face. It would have blotted out the look of Jimsy King's face, +singing his tipsy song. She thought she would keep on seeing that as +long as she lived, and that made it less terrible to think that she +might not live many more hours. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +They would not leave her alone. Carter came to stay with her and she +sent him away, and then Madeline King came, her very blue eyes red +rimmed and deep with understanding, but Honor could not talk with her +nor listen to her. She went away, shaking her head, and Josita came in +her place. Honor did not mind the little Mexican serving woman. She did +not try to talk to her. She just crouched on the floor at her feet and +prayers slipped from her tongue and her fingers: + + + _Padre Nuestra qui estás en los cielos--_ + + +and presently: + + + _Santa Maria--_ + + +Honor found herself listening a little scornfully. Was there indeed a +Father in the heavens or anywhere else who concerned Himself about +things like this? Josita seemed to think so. She was in terror, but she +was clinging to something ... somewhere.... Honor decided that she did +not mind the murmur of her voice; she could go on with her thinking just +the same. _Jimsy._ _Jimsy King_--Jimsy--"Wild"--King. What was she going +to do? What had she promised Stepper that day on the way to the train? +It all came back to her like a scene on the screen--the busy +streets--the feel of the wheel in her hands again--Stepper's slow +voice--"But, if the worst should be true, if the boy really has gone to +pieces, you won't marry him?" And her own words--"No; if Jimsy should +be--like his father--I wouldn't marry him, Stepper. There shouldn't be +any _more_ 'Wild Kings.'" + +That was her promise to her stepfather, her best friend. But what had +been her promise to Jimsy, that day on the shore below the Malibou Ranch +when they sat in the little pocket of rocks and sand and sun, and he had +given her the ring with the clasped hands? Hadn't she said--"I do +believe you, Jimsy. I'll never stop believing you!" Yes, but how was she +to go on believing that he would not do the thing she saw him do? How +compass that? Her love and loyalty began to fling themselves against +that solid wall of ugly fact and to fall back, bruised, breathless. + +Jimsy King of the hard muscles and wingèd heels, the essence of +strength and sunny power; Jimsy King, collapsed in the arms of Yaqui +Juan, failing her in the hour of her direst need. Jimsy, her lover, who +had promised her she should never go alive into those dark and terrible +hands ... Jimsy, who could not lift a finger now to defend her, or to +put her beyond their grasp. It became intolerable to sit still. She +sprang up and began to walk swiftly from wall to wall of the big room, +her heels tapping sharply on the smooth red tiles. Josita lifted +mournful eyes to stare at her for an instant and then returned to her +beads. Honor paused and looked out of the window. She could see nothing +through the inky blackness. Perhaps Yaqui Juan was creeping back to them +now, the canteens of precious water hung about his neck,--and perhaps he +was dead. There had been no shots, but they would not necessarily shoot +him. There were other ... awfuller ways. And Jimsy King was asleep. What +would he be like when he wakened, when he came to himself again? Could +he ever face her? Would he _live_?... And suppose she cast him +off,--then, what? She would go back to Italy, to the mountainous +_Signorina_. She would embrace her warmly and there would emanate from +her the faint odor of expensive soap and rare and costly scents, and +she would pat her with a puffy hand and say--"So, my good small one? The +sun has set, no? Ah, then, it does not signify whether one feel joy or +sorrow, so long as one feels. To feel ... that is to live, and to live +is to sing!" And she would go to work again, and sing in concert, and +take the place offered to her in the opera. And some day, when she went +for a holiday to Switzerland (she supposed she would still go on +holidays; people did, no matter what had happened to them) she would +meet Ethel Bruce-Drummond, hale and frank as the wind off the snow, and +she would say--"But where's your boy? I say, you haven't thrown him +over, have you?" + +Well, could you throw over what fell away from you? Could you? She +realized that she was gripping the old ring with the thumb and fingers +of her right hand, literally "holding hard." Was this what James King +had meant? Had Jeanie King, Jimsy's firm-chinned Scotch mother who so +nearly saved her man, had she held on in times like this? Surely no +"Wild King" had ever failed his woman as Jimsy had failed her, in the +face of such hideous danger. But did that absolve her? After all (her +love and loyalty flung themselves again against the wall and it seemed +to give, to sway) _was_ it Jimsy who had failed her? Wasn't it the +taint in his blood, the dead hands reaching up out of the grave, the +cruel certainty that had hemmed him in all his days,--the bitter +man-made law that he must follow in the unsteady footsteps of his +forbears? + +It wasn't Jimsy! Not _himself_; not the real boy, not the real man. It +was the pitiful counterpart of him. The real Jimsy was there, +underneath, buried for the moment,--buried forever unless she stood by! +(The wall was swaying now, giving way, crumbling.) Her pride in him was +gone, perhaps, and something of her triumphant faith, but her loyalty +was there and her love was there, bruised and battered and breathless; +not the rosy, untried, laughing love of that far-away day in the sand +and sun; a grave love, scarred, weary, argus-eyed. (The wall was down +now, a heap of stones and mortar.) She went upstairs to Jimsy's room and +knocked on the door. There was no answer. She knocked again, and after +an instant she tried to open it. It was locked, and she could not rouse +him, and a sense of bodily sickness overcame her for the moment. + +Madeline King came out of her husband's room and hurried to her. "Ah, I +wouldn't, my dear," she said. "Wait until he--wait a little while." She +put her arm about her and pulled her gently away. + +"I'll wait," said Honor in her rasping whisper. "I'll wait for him, no +matter how long it is." + +The Englishwoman's eyes filled. "My dear!" she said. "Do you mind +sitting with Richard a few moments? I find it steadies me to move about +a bit." + +"Of course I'll sit with him," said Honor, docilely, "but I'll always be +waiting for Jimsy." She sat down beside Richard King and took up the +fan. + +"He's been better ever since that bit of water," said his wife, +thankfully. "And Juan will fetch us more! Good soul! If ever we come out +of this, Rich' must do something very splendid for him." + +Carter went down into the _sala_. Honor had asked him to leave her, but +he found that he could not stay away from her; the remembrance of her +eyes when she looked at Jimsy was intolerable in the loneliness of his +own room. The big living room was empty but he supposed Honor would be +back presently, and he sat down in an easy chair and leaned his head +back and stared at the ceiling. He had arrived, very nearly, at the end +of his endurance. He knew it himself and he was husbanding his failing +strength as best he could. All his life, at times of illness or stress, +he had been subject to fainting fits; miraculously, in these dreadful +days, he had not fainted once, but now waves were rising about him, +almost submerging him. If the Indian came soon with the water ... if he +could once drink his fill ... if he could drink even a few drops ... he +could hold out. But the Indian had been gone for more than an hour, and +there was grave doubt of his ever coming back. + +His eyes, skimming the ceiling, dropped to the shelves of books which +ran about the room and rose almost to meet it. They came to a startled +halt on a vase of ferns on a high shelf. A vase of ferns. There must +have been water in it. _Perhaps there was water in it now!_ He was so +weak that it was a tremendous effort for him to drag himself out of his +chair and across the room, to climb up on the book ladder and reach for +it. He grew so dizzy that it seemed as if he must drop it. He shook it. +_Water!_ He lifted out the ferns and looked. It was almost full. He +stood there with it in his hand, his eyes on the doors. He wanted with +all his heart to call Honor, to share it. His heart and his mind wanted +to call her, but his hands lifted the vase to his dry lips and he drank +in great gulps. He stopped himself before he was half satisfied. He was +equal to that. Then he put the ferns back in the vase and the vase back +on the shelf and went into the hall and called upstairs to her. + +Honor came at once. "Oh, Carter, has Juan come?" + +"No, not yet! But I think--I hope--I've made a discovery! Look!" He +pointed to the vase. + +She caught her breath. "There might be water in it?" + +"Yes, I'm sure there is." Again, more steadily this time, he mounted the +little sliding book ladder and reached for the vase, and Honor stood +watching him with wide eyes, her cracked lips parted. + +"_Water?_" she whispered. + +He nodded solemnly, shaking the tall vase for her to hear the heartening +sound of it. When he stood on the floor he held it toward her. "You +first, Honor." + +"No." She was trembling. "We'll pour it out into a pitcher. If there's +enough to divide, we'll all have some. If there's just a little, we'll +give it to Mr. King." She went away, walking a little unsteadily, +putting out a hand here and there against the wall or the back of a +chair, and in a moment she came back with a tall glass pitcher. +"Careful, Cartie ... mustn't spill a drop...." + +There was less than a cupful of dark, stale water, with bits of fern +fronds floating in it. + +"Only enough for him," said Honor, her chin quivering. "Oh, Cartie, I'm +so thirsty ... so crazy thirsty...." + +"You must take it yourself," said Carter, sternly. "Every drop." He held +the pitcher up to her. + +Honor hesitated. "Cartie, I couldn't trust myself to drink it out of the +pitcher ... I'm afraid ... but I'll pour out about two teaspoonfuls for +each of us...." She poured an inch of water into a tiny glass. "You +first, Carter." + +"No," said Carter, "I'm not going to touch it. It's for you and the +Kings." + +"Carter! You're wonderful!" She drank her pitiful portion in three sips. +"There ... now you, please, Cartie! Just one swallow!" + +But Carter shook his head. "No; I don't need it. Shall I take this to +Mrs. King?" + +"Yes." Her sad eyes knighted him. + +Carter took the pitcher of water to Mrs. King without touching a drop of +it and helped her to strain the fern bits out of it through a +handkerchief before she began to give it to her husband in spoonfuls. +With the first sip he ceased his uneasy murmuring and she smiled up at +the boy. "Thank you, Carter. It's very splendid of you. Won't you take a +sip for yourself?" + +Carter said he did not need it. + +"You do look fresher, really. You've stood this thing extraordinarily +well. Did you give Honor some?" + +"She would take only a taste." + +Madeline King's eyes filled. "This is a black night for her, Carter. The +thirst--and the _insurrectos_--are the least of it for Honor." + +Carter's eyes were bleak. "But she had to know it some time. She had to +find it out, sooner or later. She couldn't have gone on with it, Mrs. +King." + +She sighed. "I never was so astounded, so disappointed in all my life. +One simply cannot take it in. He has been so absolutely steady ever +since he came down,--and so fine all through this trouble! And to fail +us now, when we need him so,--with Honor in such danger--" She gave her +husband the last of the water and then laid on his forehead the damp +handkerchief through which she had strained it. "It will break his +uncle's heart. He was no end proud of him." + +"She had to know it some time," said Carter, stubbornly. "Is there +anything I can do, Mrs. King?" + +"Nothing, Carter." + +"Then I'll go back to Honor." + +Something in his expression, in the way his dry lips said it, made the +woman smile pityingly. "Carter, I--I'm frightfully sorry for you, too." + +He drew himself up with something of the old concealing pride. "I'm +quite all right, thank you." + +She was not rebuffed. "You are quite all wretched," she said, "you poor +lad, and I'm no end sorry, but--Carter, don't think this ill wind of +Jimsy's will blow you any good." + +He flushed hotly through his strained pallor. + +"Ah," said the Englishwoman, gently, "you were counting on it. It's no +good, Carter. It's no good. Not with Honor Carmody." + +Carter did not answer her in words but there was angry denial in the +tilt of his head as he limped away, and she looked after him sadly. + +He found Honor limply relaxed in a long wicker chair. "Carter," she +whispered, "I wish I'd asked you to give Jimsy a taste of that water." + +"You think he deserves it?" He couldn't keep the sneer out of his voice. + +"No," she answered him honestly. "I don't think he deserves it ... but +he needs it." + +The words repeated themselves over and over in the other's mind. He +didn't deserve it, but he needed it. That was the way--the weak, +sentimental, womanish way in which she would reason it out about +herself, he supposed ... Jimsy King didn't deserve her, but he needed +her. He was deep in his bitter reflections when he realized that she +was speaking to him. + +"Cartie, I must tell you how fine I think you are! You were splendid ... +about the water ... not taking any ... when I know how you're +suffering." She had to speak slowly, and if Stephen Lorimer had stood +out in the hall he would never have recognized his Top Step's voice. "Of +course we believe help is coming ... that we'll be safe in a few hours +... but because we may not be ... this is the time for telling the +truth, isn't it, Carter? I want to tell you ... how I respect you.... +Once I said you were weak, when I was angry at you.... But now I know +you're strong ... stronger than--Jimsy ... with the best kind of +strength. I want you to know that I know that, Carty." + +"_Honor_!" The truth and the lie spun round and round in his aching +head; he _was_ stronger than Jimsy King; he hadn't made a drunken beast +of himself; suppose he had taken the first sip of the water?--He hadn't +taken it all. He was a better man than Jimsy King. He made a swift +motion toward her, saying her name brokenly in his choked voice, but he +crumpled suddenly and slid from his chair to the floor and was still. + +Honor flew to the foot of the stairs and called Mrs. King. "Carter has +fainted! Will you help me?" + +Mrs. King called the Mexican guard in from the porch to lift him to the +couch, and she and the girl fanned him and chafed his thin wrists. When +he came to himself he was intensely chagrined. "I'm all right," he said +impatiently, sitting up. "I wish you wouldn't bother." + +"Lie still for a bit," said Mrs. King. "You've had a nasty faint." + +Honor saw his painful flush. "Cartie, it's no wonder you fainted,--I +feel as if I might, any minute. And I did nearly faint once, didn't I, +Mrs. King? The day I arrived here--remember?" She remembered all too +keenly herself ... the instant of relaxed blackness that followed on the +sound of Richard King's hearty voice--"Why, the boy's all right! +Ab-so-lutely all right! Isn't he, Madeline? Steady as a clock. That +college nonsense--" And the contrast between that day of faith +triumphant and this dark night was so sharp and cruel that she could not +talk any more, even to comfort Carter. They were all silent, so that +they clearly heard the unlocking, the opening, the closing of the door +of Jimsy's room, and then a step--a swift, sure step upon the stair. + +Then Yaqui Juan walked into the _sala_. + +"_Juan!_" They sprang at him, galvanized into life and vigor at the +sight of him. But he stood still, staring at them with a look of scorn +and dislike, his arms folded across his chest. + +"_Juan_," Mrs. King faltered,--"_no agua_?" It was incredible. He was +back, safely back, untouched, not even breathing hard. Where was the +water he had risked his life to bring them? The Englishwoman began to +cry, childishly, whimpering. "I can't bear it ... I can't bear it ... I +wanted it for Rich' ... for Rich'!" + +The Indian did not speak, but his scornful, accusing eyes, raking them +all, came to rest on Honor, fixing her with pitiless intensity. + +The girl was shaking so that she could hardly stand; she caught hold of +the back of a tall chair to steady herself. "Juan,--you came out of +Señor Don Diego's room?" she whispered. + +"_Si, Señorita._" He was watching the dawning light in her face, but the +sternness of his own did not soften. + +"You didn't go at all," wept Mrs. King, rocking to and fro and wringing +her hands. "You didn't go at all!" + +"_No, Señora._" + +Honor Carmody screamed, a hoarse, exultant shout. It was as she had +screamed in the old good days when Jimsy King, the ball clutched to his +side, tore down the field and went over the line for a touchdown. "Jimsy +went! Jimsy went! _Jimsy went!_ It was Jimsy! _Jimsy!_" She flung her +arms over her head, swaying unsteadily on her feet. Tears streamed from +her eyes and ran down over her white cheeks and into her parched mouth. +In that instant there was room for no fear, no terror; they would come +later, frantic, unbearable. Now there was only pride, pride and faith +and clean joy. "Jimsy! _Jimsy!_" Her legs gave way beneath her and she +slipped to the floor, but she did not cease her hoarse and pitiful +shouting. + +"How could he?" said Carter Van Meter. "It was impossible--in that +condition! Honor, he couldn't----" + +But Yaqui Juan strode to the little table where the empty decanter +stood, stooped, picked up a rough jug of decorative Mexican pottery from +an under shelf. Then, pausing until he saw that all their eyes were upon +him, he slowly poured its contents back into the decanter. The liquor +rose and rose until it reached the exact spot which Carter had pointed +out to Honor--the top of the design engraved on the glass. "_Mira_!" +said the Indian, sternly. + +"_God_," said Carter Van Meter. + +"He was acting! He was acting!" wept Mrs. King. + +But Jimsy's Skipper sat on the floor, waving her arms, swaying her body +like a yell leader, still shouting his name in her cracked voice, and +then, crazily, her eyes wide as if she visualized a field, far away, a +game, a gallant figure speeding to victory, she sang: + + + _You can't beat L. A. High!_ + _You can't beat L. A. High!_ + _Use your team to get up steam_ + _But you cant beat L. A. High!_ + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +The Indian looked at Honor and the bitterness in his eyes melted a +little. "_Esta una loca_," he said. + +It was quite true. She was a madwoman for the moment. They tried to +control her, to calm her, but she did not see or hear them. "Let her +alone," said Mrs. King. "At least she is happy, Carter. She'll realize +his danger in a minute, poor thing." She turned to Yaqui Juan at the +sound of his voice. He told her that he was going out after his young +lord. He was going to find Señor Don Diego, alive or dead. He had +promised him not to leave the locked room for two hours; he had kept his +word as long as he could endure it. Señor Don Diego had had time to come +back unless he had been captured. Now he, Yaqui Juan, whom the young +master had once saved, would go to him, to bring him back, or to die +with him. The solemn, grandiloquent words had nothing of melodrama in +them, falling from his grave lips. He took no pains to conceal his deep +scorn for them all. + +Madeline King thought of her husband, wounded, helpless. "Oh, +Juan--must you leave us? If--if something has happened to him it only +means your life, too!" + +"_Voy_!" said the Indian, "_I go_!" He turned and looked again at Honor, +this time with a warming pity in his bronze face. "_I will bring back +your man, Señorita_," he said in Spanish. "And this great strong +one"--he pierced Carter through with his black gaze--"shall guard you +till I come again." Then he smiled and flung at him that stinging +Spanish proverb which runs, "In the country of the blind the one-eyed +man is king!" Then he went out of the house, dropping to his hands and +knees, hugging the shadows, creeping along the tunnel of tropic green +which led to the ancient well. + +Honor stopped her wild singing and shouting then, but she still sat on +the floor, striking her hands softly together, her dry lips parted in a +smile of utter peace. + +"Come, Honor, take this chair!" Carter urged her, bending over her. + +"I don't want a chair, Cartie," she said, gently. "I'm just waiting for +Jimsy." She looked up and caught the expression on Madeline King's face. +"Oh, you mustn't worry," she said, contentedly. "He'll bring him back. +Yaqui Juan will. He'll bring him back _safe_. Why, what kind of a God +would that be?--To let anything happen to him, _now_?" Her defense was +impregnable. + +"Let her alone," said Mrs. King again. "She'll realize, soon enough, +poor child. Stay with her, Carter. I must go back to my husband." She +went away with a backward, pitying glance which yet held understanding. +She knew that danger and death and thirst were smaller things than +shame, this wife of a King who had held hard in her day. + +Carter sat down and watched her drearily. He wasn't thinking now. He was +nothing at all but one burning, choking thirst, one aching resentment +... Jimsy King, who had won, after all ... who had won alive or dead. + +Honor was silent for the most part but she was wholly serene. Sometimes +she spoke and her speech was harder to hear than her happy stillness. +"You know, Cartie, I can be glad it happened." She seemed to speak more +easily now, almost as if her thirst had been slaked; her voice was +clearer, steadier. "I should never have known how much I cared. It was +easy enough, wasn't it, to look at my ring and talk about 'holding hard' +when there wasn't really anything to hold _for_? I really found out +about caring to-night ... what it means. I guess I never really loved +him before to-night, Carter." She was not looking at him, hardly talking +to him; she seemed rather to be thinking aloud. Even if she had looked +him full in the face she would not have realized what she was doing to +him; there was only one realization for her now. "I guess I just loved +what he _was_--his glorious body and his eyes and the way his hair +_will_ wave--and what he could _do_--the winning, the people cheering +him. But to-night, when I thought--when I believed the very worst thing +in the world of him--when I thought he had failed me--then I found out. +Then I knew I loved--_him_." She leaned her head back against the arm of +the chair, and her hands rested, palm upward, in her lap. "It's worth +everything that's happened, to know that." She was mercifully still +again. Carter thought once that she must be asleep, she was breathing so +softly and evenly, but after a long pause she asked, with a shade of +difference in her tone, "How long has Juan been gone, Carter?" + +He looked at his watch. "Twenty minutes. Perhaps half an hour." + +Honor rose to her feet. "Well, then," she said with conviction, "they'll +be here soon! Any minute, now." + +"They may not come." He could not help saying it. + +"Oh, they'll come! They'll come very--" she stopped short at the sound +of a shot. "What was that?" she asked, childishly. + +"That was a shot," said Carter, watching her face. + +"But it wouldn't hurt Jimsy or Juan. They're nearly here! That was far +away, wasn't it, Carter?" Still her bright serenity held fear at bay. + +"Not very far, Honor." He wanted to see that calm of hers broken up; he +wanted cruelly to make her sense the danger. + +"But, Cartie," she explained to him, patiently, "you know nothing is +going to happen to Jimsy now, when I've just begun really to care for +him!" She opened the door and stepped out on the veranda, and he +followed her. "See--it's almost morning!" The east was gray and there +was a drowsy twittering of birds. + +"It's the false dawn," said Carter stubbornly. "Listen--" another shot +rang out, then three in quick succession. "I believe they're chasing +Juan!" + +The Mexican who was on guard held up a hand, commanding them to listen. +They held their breath. Through the soft silence they began to get the +sound of running feet, stumbling feet, running with difficulty, and in +another moment, up the green lane came Yaqui Juan, bent almost double +with the weight of Jimsy King across his back. + +"Honor!" Carter tried to catch her. "Come back! You mustn't--Are you +crazy?" + +But Honor and the Mexican who had been on guard at the steps were +running, side by side, to meet them. Yaqui Juan flung a word to the +_peón_ and he stood with his gun leveled, covering the path. + +"_Mira_!" said the Indian, proudly. "_Señorita_, I have brought back +your man!" + +"Skipper," cried Jimsy King in a strong voice, "get in the house! Get +_in_! I'm all right!" + +Then, unaccountably, inconsistently, all the terror she had not suffered +before laid hold on her. "Jimsy! You're hurt! You're wounded!" + +"Just a cut on the leg, Skipper! That's why I was so slow. It's nothing, +I tell you,--get in the house!" + +But Honor, running beside them, trying to carry a part of him, kept pace +beside them until Yaqui Juan had carried Jimsy into the house and up the +stairs and laid him on his own bed. + +"There are five canteens," said Jimsy. "Here--one's for you, Skipper. +Take the rest to Mrs. King, Juan. Skipper, drink it. Just a little at +first, you know--careful! Don't you hear what I'm saying to you? +Drink--the water--out of this canteen!" + +Mechanically, her eyes always on his face, Honor loosened the cap and +opened the canteen and drank. + +"There,--that's enough!" said Jimsy, sharply. "Now, wait five minutes +before you take any more." He took the canteen away from her. "Sit +down!" He was not meeting her eyes. + +"Did you have any, Jimsy?" + +"Gallons. I didn't have any trouble to speak of, really. Only one fellow +actually on guard. We had a little rough-house. He struck me in the leg, +and it bled a lot. That's what kept me. And it took--some time--with +him." + +"Jimsy, is it bad? Is it still bleeding? Let me see!" + +He pushed her away, almost roughly. "It's all right. Juan tied it up. +It'll do. I guess you can have a little more water, now,--but take it +slowly.... There! Now you'd better go and see about the rest. Don't let +them take too much at first." + +"I'm not going away," said Honor, quietly. "I'm not going to leave you +again, ever." She pulled her chair close beside the bed and took his +hand in both of hers. "Jimsy, I know. I know everything." + +"That darn' Indian," said Jimsy, crossly. "If he'd stayed in here, with +the door locked! I'd have been back in half an hour longer." + +"And he poured the whisky back into the decanter. Oh, Jimsy----" + +"Well, I suppose it was a fool stunt, but I knew I could put it over. I +did a booze-fighter in the Junior play,--and I guess it comes pretty +easy!" He turned away from her, his face to the wall. "I'd like to be +alone, now, Skipper. You'd better look after Cart'. Watch him on the +water. He'll kill himself if he takes too much." + +"Jimsy, I'm not going to leave you." + +He lifted himself on his elbow. "Skipper, dear," he said gently, "what's +the use? I suppose I took a crazy kid way to show you I wasn't worth +your sticking to, and I guess I'm not, if it comes to that, but the fact +remains, and we can't get away from it." + +"What fact, Jimsy?" + +"That you--care--for Carter." + +"Jimsy, have you lost your senses? I--care for _Carter_?" + +"He told me." + +"Then," said Honor, her eyes darkening, "he told you a lie." + +He dropped back on the pillow. He had lost a lot of blood before Yaqui +Juan found him and tied up his cut, and he looked white and spent. "Oh, +Skipper, please.... Let's not drag it out. I saw your message to him." + +"What message?" + +"The one you sent to the steamer, after he'd lost his head and told you +he loved you,--and--and asked you if you loved him." Difficult words; +grotesque and meaningless, but he must manage with them. "I'm not +blaming you, Skipper. I know I'm slow in the head beside Cart' and he +can give you a lot that I can't. And nothing--hanging over him. You'd +have played the game through to the last gun; I know that. But it +wouldn't have been right for any of us. I'm glad Cart' blew up and told +me." + +Honor laid his hand gently back on the bedspread of exquisite Mexican +drawnwork and stood up. "Carter showed you the telegram I sent him from +Genoa?" + +"Yes. He carries it always in his wallet." + +"He told you it meant that I loved him?" + +"Skipper, don't feel like that about it. It had to come out, some time." +His voice sounded weary and weak. + +She bent over him, speaking gently. "Be quiet, Jimsy; lie still. I'm +going to bring Carter up here." + +"Oh, Skipper, what's the use? You--you make me wish that greaser had +finished me, down at the well. Please----" + +"Wait!" + +He heard her feet in the hall, flying down the stairs, and he turned his +face to the wall again, his young mouth quivering. + +She found Carter lying on the wide couch, one arm trailing limply over +the side of it, the emptied canteen dangling from his hand, and he was +breathing with difficulty. His face was darkly mottled and congested but +Honor did not notice it. "Carter," she said, "I want you to come with me +and tell Jimsy how you lied to him. I want you to tell him what my +message really meant." + +"I--can't come--now," he gasped. "I can't--" he tried to raise himself +but he fell back on the pillows. + +"Then give me your wallet," she said, implacably, bending over him. + +"No, _no_! It isn't there--wait! By and by I'll----" but his eyes +betrayed him. + +Roughly, with fierce haste, she thrust her hand into his coat pocket and +pulled out his wallet of limp leather with the initials in slimly +wrought gold letters. + +"Please, Honor! Please,--let me--I'll give you--I'll find it--" he +clutched at her dress but she stepped back from the couch and he lost +his balance and fell heavily to the floor. + +When she pulled out the bit of closely folded paper with a sharp sound +of triumph there came with it a thick letter which dropped on the red +tiles. He snatched at it but Honor's downward swoop was swifter. She +stood staring at it, her eyes opening wider and wider, turning the plump +letter in her hands. + +"Jimsy's letter to me," she said at last in a flat, curious tone. "The +one he gave you to mail." She was not exclamatory. She was too utterly +stunned for that. She seemed to be considering a course of action, her +brows drawn. "I won't tell Jimsy; I'm--afraid of what he'd do. I'll let +him go on believing in you, if you go away." + +He looked up at her from his horrid huddle on the floor, through his +bloodshot eyes, the boy who had taught her so much about books and plays +and dinners in restaurants and the right sort of music to admire, and it +seemed to him that her long known, long loved face was a wholly strange +one, sharply chiseled from cold stone. + +"If you'll go away," she went on, "I won't tell him about the letter." +She was looking at him curiously, as if she had never seen him before. +"All these years I've been sorry for you because you limped. But I +haven't been sorry enough. I see now; it's--your soul that limps. Well, +you must limp away, out of our lives. I won't have you near us. You've +tried and tried to drag him down but something--somewhere--has held him +up! As soon as help comes-to-morrow--to-day--I'm going to marry him, +here, in Mexico, and I'll never leave him again as long as we live. Do +you hear?" + +She turned to go, but he made a smothered, inarticulate sound and she +looked down at him, and down and down, to the depths where he lay. "You +poor--thing," she said, gently. "Oh, you poor thing!" + +She ran up to Jimsy and sat down on the edge of his bed and gathered him +into her arms, so that his head rested on her breast. "Carter--poor +Carter," she said, "is too weak to come upstairs now, but I am going to +tell you the whole truth, and you are going to believe me. Listen, +dearest----" + +They were still like that, still talking, when Madeline King rushed into +the room. "Children," she cried, "oh, my dears--haven't you heard them? +Don't you know?" + +"No," they told her, smiling with courteous young attention. + +"They're here--the soldiers! It's all right!" She was crying +contentedly. "Rich' is conscious,--he understands. My dears, we're +saved! I tell you we're saved!" + +"Oh, we knew that," said Honor, gravely. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Play the Game!, by Ruth Comfort Mitchell + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK PLAY THE GAME! *** + +***** This file should be named 21625-8.txt or 21625-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/1/6/2/21625/ + +Produced by Martin Pettit and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was +produced from images generously made available by The +Internet Archive/American Libraries.) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Play the Game! + +Author: Ruth Comfort Mitchell + +Release Date: May 27, 2007 [EBook #21625] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK PLAY THE GAME! *** + + + + +Produced by Martin Pettit and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was +produced from images generously made available by The +Internet Archive/American Libraries.) + + + + + + +</pre> + + +<h1>PLAY THE GAME!</h1> + +<h3>BY</h3> + +<h2>RUTH COMFORT MITCHELL</h2> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p class="center"><img src="images/004.png" width='86' height='100' alt=" Publishers logo" /></p> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<h3>D. APPLETON AND COMPANY</h3> + +<h4>NEW YORK :: LONDON :: 1924</h4> + +<hr class="smler" /> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<h4>COPYRIGHT, 1921, BY</h4> + +<h3>D. APPLETON AND COMPANY</h3> + +<p class="tbrk"> </p> + +<p class="center">Copyright, 1920, by The Crowell Publishing Company<br /> +PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA</p> + +<hr class="smler" /> + +<h3>TO<br />MY BROTHERS</h3> + +<hr /> + +<table border='1' cellspacing='0' cellpadding='5' summary='books by author'> + <tr> + <td class="center">Books by<br />RUTH COMFORT MITCHELL</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="center"><br />CORDUROY<br />NARRATIVES IN VERSE<br />JANE JOURNEYS ON<br />PLAY THE GAME<br /> </td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="center">D. APPLETON AND COMPANY<br />New York London</td> + </tr> +</table> + +<hr /> + +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> + +<div class="index"> +<ul> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV</a></li> +<li><a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI</a></li> +</ul> +</div> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[Pg 1]</a></span></p> + +<h1>PLAY THE GAME!</h1> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I</h2> + +<p>There was no denying the fact that Honor Carmody liked the boys. No one +ever attempted to deny it, least of all Honor herself.</p> + +<p>When she finished grammar school her mother and her gay young stepfather +told her they had decided to send her to Marlborough rather than to the +Los Angeles High School.</p> + +<p>The child looked utterly aghast. "Oh," she said, "I wouldn't like that +at all. I don't believe I <i>could</i>. I couldn't <i>bear</i> it!"</p> + +<p>"My dear," her mother chided, "don't be silly! It's a quite wonderful +school, known all over the country. Girls are sent there from Chicago +and New York, and even Boston. You'll be with the best girls, the very +nicest——"</p> + +<p>"That's just it," Honor interrupted, forlornly.</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[Pg 2]</a></span></p><p>"<i>Girls.</i> Just girls. Oodles and oodles of nothing but girls. Honestly, +Muzzie, I don't think I could <i>stand</i> it." She was a large, substantial +young creature with a broad brow and hearty coloring and candid eyes. +Her stepfather was sure she would never have her mother's beauty, but he +was almost equally sure that she would never need it. He studied her +closely and her actions and reactions intrigued him. He laughed, now, +and his wife turned mildly shocked eyes on him.</p> + +<p>"Stephen, dear! Don't encourage her in being queer. I don't like her to +be queer." Mrs. Lorimer was not in the least queer herself, unless, +indeed, it was queer to be startlingly lovely and girlish and appealing +at forty-one, with a second husband and six children. She was not an +especially motherly person except in moments of reproof and then she +always spoke in a remote third person. "Honor, Mother wants you to be +more with girls." Then, as if to make it clear that she was not merely +advancing a personal whim,—"You need to be more with girls."</p> + +<p>"Why?"</p> + +<p>"Why—why because Mother says you do." Mrs. Lorimer did not like to +argue. She always got out of breath and warm-looking.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[Pg 3]</a></span></p><p>Her daughter dropped on the floor at her feet. Mrs. Lorimer had small, +happy-looking, lily-of-the-field hands and Honor took one of them +between her hard brown paws and squeezed it. "I know, but—<i>why</i> do you +say so? I don't know anything about girls. Why should I, when I've had +eight boy cousins and five boy brothers and"—she gave Stephen Lorimer a +brief, friendly grin—"and two boy fathers!" Her stepfather was not +really younger than his wife but he was incurably boyish. The girl grew +earnest. "Please, <i>pretty-please</i>, let me go to L. A. High! I've counted +on it so! And"—she was as intent and free from self-consciousness as a +terrier at a rat hole—"all the boys I know are going to L. A. High! And +<i>Jimsy's</i> going, and he'll <i>need</i> me!"</p> + +<p>Her stepfather laughed again and lighted a cigarette. "She has you +there, Mildred. He will need her."</p> + +<p>"Of course he will." Honor turned a grateful face to him. "I'll have to +do all his English and Latin for him, so he can get signed up every week +and play football!"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorimer did not see why her daughter's finishing need be curtailed +by young James King's athletic activities and she started in to say so +with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</a></span> vigor and emphasis, but her husband held up his long beautifully +modeled hand rather in the manner of a traffic policeman and stopped +her.</p> + +<p>"Look here, Mildred," he said, "suppose you and I convene in special +session and consider this thing from all angles and then let her know +what it comes to,—shall we? Run along, Top Step!"</p> + +<p>"All right, Stepper," said the child, relievedly. "<i>You</i> explain it to +her." She went contentedly away and a moment later they heard her robust +young voice lifted on the lawn next door,—"Jim-<i>zee</i>! Oh, Jimsy! +Come-mawn-<i>out</i>!"</p> + +<p>"You see?" Mrs. Lorimer wanted rather inaccurately to know. "That's what +we've got to stop, Stephen."</p> + +<p>He smiled. "But—as your eldest offspring just now inquired—why?"</p> + +<p>"<i>Why?</i>" She lifted her hands and let them fall into her lap again, palm +upward, and regarded him in gentle exasperation. "Stephen, you know, +really, sometimes I feel that you are not a bit of help to me with the +children."</p> + +<p>"Sometimes you do, I daresay," he granted her, serenely, "but most of +the time you must be simply starry-eyed with gratitude over the +brilliant way I manage them. Come along over here and we'll talk<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span> it +over!" He patted the place beside him on the couch.</p> + +<p>"You mean," said his wife a little sulkily, going, nevertheless, "that +you'll talk me over!"</p> + +<p>"That is my secret hope," said Stephen Lorimer.</p> + +<p>It was all quite true. He did manage her children and their +children—there were three of each—with astonishing ease and success. +They amused him, and adored him. He understood them utterly. Honor was +seven when her own father died and nine when her mother married again. +Stephen Lorimer would never forget her first inspection of him. +Nursemaids had done their worst on the subject of stepfathers; fairy +tales had presented the pattern. He knew exactly what was going on in +her mind, and—quite as earnestly beneath his persiflage as he had set +himself to woo the widow—he set himself to win her daughter. It was a +matter of moments only before he saw the color coming back into her +square little face and the horror seeping out of her eyes. It was a +matter of days only until she sought him out and told him, in her +mother's presence, that she believed she liked him better than her first +father.</p> + +<p>"Honor, <i>dear</i>! You—you mustn't, really——" Mildred Lorimer insisted +with herself on being shocked.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span></p><p>"Don't <i>you</i>, Muzzie? Don't you like him better?" the child wanted +persistently to know. "He was very nice, of course; I did like him +awfully. But he was always 'way off Down Town ... at The Office. We +didn't have any fun with him. Stepper's always home. I'm glad we married +a newspaper one this time."</p> + +<p>"Stephen, that dreadful name.... What will people think?"</p> + +<p>Her new husband didn't in the least care. He and Honor had gravely +considered on that first day what they should call each other. It seemed +to Stephen Lorimer that it was hardly fair to the gentleman who had +stayed so largely at The Office to have his big little daughter and his +tiny sons calling his successor Father or Dad, and <i>Papa</i> with all its +shades and shifts of accent left him cold. "Let's see, Honor. +'Stepfather' as a salutation sounds rather accusing, doesn't it? +'Step-pa,' now, is less austere, but——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Stephen, <i>dear</i>!" They were not consulting Mrs. Lorimer at all.</p> + +<p>"I've got it! It's an inspiration! 'Stepper!' Neat, crisp, brisk. Means, +if any one should ask you, 'Step-pa' and also, literally, stepper; a +stepper; one who steps—into another's place."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span></p><p>"<i>Stephen</i>——"</p> + +<p>"Well, haven't I, my dear?" He considered the three young Carmodys, +nine, seven, and five. "Steps yourselves, aren't you? Honor's the top +step and——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Stepper, call me Top Step! I like that."</p> + +<p>"Right. And Billy's Bottom Step and Ted's the Tweeny! Now we're all +set!"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Honor, contentedly. She herded her little brothers out of +the room and came back alone. "But—what'll I tell people you <i>are</i>?"</p> + +<p>"Why, I think," he considered, "you're young enough and trusting enough +to call me A Writer."</p> + +<p>"I mean, are you Muzzie's step-husband, too?"</p> + +<p>It was the first time she had seen the lightness leave his eyes. "No. +<i>No.</i> I am your moth—I am her husband. There is no step there." He got +up and walked over to where his wife was sitting and towered over her. +He was a tall man and he looked especially tall at that moment. "Her +plain—husband. Extremely plain, as it happens"—he was himself again +for an instant—"but—<i>her husband</i>." It seemed to the child that he had +forgotten which one of them had asked him the question and was +addressing himself to her mother by mistake. He seemed at once angry and +demanding and anxious,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span> and she had never seen her mother so pink. +However, her question had been answered and she had affairs of her own. +She went away without a backward glance so she did not see her +stepfather drop to his knees beside the chair and gather the quiet woman +roughly into his arms, nor hear his insistent voice. "Her husband. The +<i>first—husband—she—ever had. Say it, Mildred. Say it.</i>"</p> + +<p>And now Honor was thirteen and a half, and tardily ready for High +School, and there were three little Lorimers, twins and a six months' +old single. Stephen Lorimer, who had been a singularly footloose world +rover, had settled down securely in the old Carmody house on South +Figueroa Street. He was intensely proud of his paternity, personal and +vicarious, and took it not seriously but joyously. He was dramatic +critic and special writer for the leading newspaper of Los Angeles, and +theoretically he worked by night and slept by day, but as a matter of +puzzling fact he did not sleep at all, unless one counted his brief +morning naps. His eyes, in consequence, seemed never to be quite open, +but nothing, nevertheless, escaped them.</p> + +<p>An outsider, looking in on them now, the erect, hot-cheeked, imperious +woman, a little insolent always of her beauty, and the lolling, lounging +man with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span> the drooping lids, would have placed his odds unhesitatingly +on her winning of any point she might have in mind. Even Mildred Lorimer +herself, after four years and a half of being married to him, thought +she would win out over him this time. Honor was the only daughter she +had, the only daughter she would ever have, for she had definitely +decided, at forty-one, to cease her dealings with the long-legged bird +who had flapped six times to her roof, and it seemed intolerable to her +that—with five boys—her one girl should be so robustly ungirlish.</p> + +<p>"Now, then, let's have it. You want Honor to go to Marlborough. As she +herself asked and I myself repeated,—why?"</p> + +<p>"And as I answered you both," said his wife, trying hard to keep the +conversation spinning lightly in the air as he did, "it's because I want +her to be more like other girls."</p> + +<p>"And I," said her husband, "do not." This was the place for Mildred +Lorimer to fling her own <i>why</i> but her husband was too quick for her. +"Because she is so much finer and sounder and saner and sweeter as she +is. Mildred, I have never seen any living creature so selfless. What was +the word they coined in that play about Mars?—'<i>Otherdom?</i>' That's it, +yes; otherdom. That's Honor Carmody.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span> She could have finished grammar +school at twelve, but Jimsy needed her help."</p> + +<p>"That's just it! Can't you see how wrong that is?"</p> + +<p>"No. I'm too much occupied with seeing how right it is. Good Lord, my +dear, in a world given over to the first person perpendicular, can't you +see the amazing beauty and rarity of your child's soul? Every day and +all day long she gives herself,—to you, to me, to the kiddies, to her +friends. She is the eternal mother." Mildred Lorimer was not the eternal +mother. She was not in fact a mother at all. The physical fact of +motherhood had six times descended upon her and she was doing her +gentle, well-bred, conscientious best in six lively directions, but +under it all she was forever Helen, forever the best beloved. She was +getting rather beyond her depth but she was not giving up. Stephen, in +discussion, had an elusive way of soaring into hazy generalities. She +brought him down.</p> + +<p>"I can't see why it should make her any less unselfish to attend the +best girls' school than to—to run with the boys." She brought out the +little vulgarism with a faint curl of her lovely lip.</p> + +<p>"'Run with the boys!' That has a positively Salem flavor, hasn't it? +Almost as deadly, that 'with,' as 'after,'" He loved words, Stephen +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span>Lorimer; he played with them and juggled them. "Yet isn't that exactly +what the girls of to-day must and should do? Isn't it what the girls of +to-morrow—naturally, unrebuked—will do? Not running after them, slyly +or brazenly; not sitting at home, crimped and primped and curled, +waiting to be run after. No," he said hotly, getting up and beginning to +swallow up the room from wall to wall with his long strides, "<i>no</i>! With +them. Running with them, chin in, chest out, sound, conditioned, +unashamed!" He believed that he meant to write a tremendous book, one +day, Honor's stepfather. He often reeled off whole chapters in his mind, +warm and glowing. It was only when he got it down on paper that it +cooled and congealed. "Running with them in the race—for the race——" +his hurtling promenade took him to the window and he paused for an +instant. "Come here, Mildred. Look at her!"</p> + +<p>Mildred Lorimer came to join him. On the shabby, rusty lawn of the King +place, next door, all the rustier for its nearness to their own emerald +turf, sat Honor Carmody and Jimsy King, jointly and severally lacing up +a football.</p> + +<p>"Yes, look at her!" said her mother with feeling.</p> + +<p>"Leave her alone, Mildred. Leave her alive!"</p> + +<p>The two children were utterly absorbed. The boy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span> was half a head taller +than the girl, heavier, sturdier, of a startling beauty. There was a +stubborn, much reviled wave in his bronze hair and his eyes were a dark +hazel flecked with black. His skin was bronze, too, bronzed by many +Catalina summer and winter swims at Ocean Park. It made his teeth seem +very white and flashing.</p> + +<p>The window was open to the soft Southern California air, and the voices +came across to the watchers.</p> + +<p>"<i>Hold</i> it!"</p> + +<p>"I <i>am</i> holding it!"</p> + +<p>A handsome man of forty came up the tree-shaded street, not quite +steadily, and turned into the King's walk. His hat was pulled low over +his eyes and the collar of his coat was turned up in spite of the +mildness of the day. He nodded to the boy and girl as he went past them +and on into the house.</p> + +<p>"<i>Again!</i>" said Mrs. Lorimer, tragically. "That's the second time this +week!"</p> + +<p>"Rough on the kid," said her husband. "See him now."</p> + +<p>Jimsy King had turned his head and was following his father's slow +progress up the steps and across the porch and into the house. "Be in in +a minute, Dad!" he called after him.</p> + +<p>"Loyal little beggar. I saw him steering him up<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span> Broadway one morning, +just at school time. Pluck."</p> + +<p>Honor had looked after James King, the elder, too, and then at his son, +and then at the football in her hands again. "Hurry up," she commanded. +"Pull it tighter! <i>Tighter!</i> Do you call that pulling?" Inexorably she +got his attention back to the subject in hand.</p> + +<p>"That makes it all the worse," said Mrs. Lorimer. "Of course they're +only children—babies, really—but I couldn't have anything.... It's bad +blood, Stephen. I <i>couldn't</i> have my child interested in one of the +'Wild Kings'!"</p> + +<p>"Well, you won't have, if you're wise. Let 'em alone. Let 'em lace +footballs on the front lawn ... and they won't hold hands on the side +porch! Why, woman dear, like the well-known Mr. Job, the thing you +greatly fear you'll bring to pass! Shut her up in a girls' school—even +the best and sanest—and you'll make boys suddenly into creatures of +romance, remote, desirable. Don't emphasize and underline for her. She's +as clean as a star and as unself-conscious as a puppy! Don't hurry her +into what one of those English play-writing chaps calls—Granville +Barker, isn't it?—Yes,—<i>Madras House</i>—'the barnyard drama of sex.... +Male and female created<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span> He them ... but men and women are a long time +in the making!'"</p> + +<p>The lacing of the football was finished. The boy lifted his head and +looked soberly at the door through which his father had entered, not +quite steadily. Then he drew a long breath, threw back his shining +bronze head, said something in a low tone to the girl, and ran into the +house.</p> + +<p>Honor Carmody got to her feet and stood looking after him, the odd +mothering look in her square child's face. She stood so for long +moments, without moving, and her mother and her stepfather watched her.</p> + +<p>Suddenly Stephen Lorimer flung the window up as far as it would go and +leaned out.</p> + +<p>"It's all right, Top Step," he called, meeting the leaping gladness of +her glance. "We've decided, your mother and I. You're going to L. A. +High! You're going——" but now he dropped his voice and spoke only for +the woman beside him, slipping a penitent and conciliatory arm about +her, his eyes impish, "you're going to run with the boys!"</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II</h2> + +<p>The "Wild Kings" had lived in their fine old house ever since the +neighborhood could remember. The first and probably the wildest of them +had come out from Virginia when Los Angeles was still a drowsing Spanish +village, bringing with him an aged and excellent cellar and a flock of +negro servants. Honor's Carmody grandmother could remember the +picturesqueness of his entourage, of James King himself, the +hard-riding, hard-drinking, soft-spoken cavalier with his proud, pale +wife and his slim, high-stepping horses and his grinning blacks. The +general conviction was, Grandmother Carmody said, that he had come—or +been sent—west to make a fresh start. There was something rather +pathetically naïve about that theory. There could never be a fresh start +for the "Wild Kings" in a world of excellent cellars and playing cards. +In a surprisingly short time he had re-created his earlier atmosphere +for himself—an atmosphere of charm and cheer and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> color ... and pride +and shame and misery, in which his wife and children lived and moved and +had their being. In the early eighties he built the big beautiful house +on South Figueroa Street, moved the last of his negro servitors and the +last of his cellar and his young family into it and died. Since that day +Kings had come and gone in it, big, bonny creatures, liked and sighed +over, and the house was shabby now, cracked and peeling for the want of +paint, the walks grass-grown, the lawn frowzy, lank and stringy curtains +at the dim windows. There were only three bottles of the historic cellar +left now, precious, cob-webbed; there was only one of the blacks, an +ancient, crabbed crone of the second generation, with a witch's hand at +cookery and a witch's temper. And there were only James King III and +James King IV, his son, Honor's Jimsy, left of the line in the old home. +The negress fed and mended them; an infrequent Japanese came in to make +futile efforts on house and garden.</p> + +<p>The neighbors said, "How do you do, Mr. King? Like summer, really, isn't +it?" and looked hastily away. One never could be sure of finding him +quite himself. Even if he walked quite steadily he might not be able to +talk quite steadily, but he was always a King, always sure of his +manner, be he ever so unsure of his feet or his tongue. He had been +worse<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> since his wife died, when the boy was still a toddler. She was a +slim, sandy-haired Scotch girl with steady eyes and a prominent chin, +who had married him to reform him, and the neighbors were beginning to +think she was in a fair way to compass it when she died. No one had ever +been able to pity Jeanie King; she had been as proud as the pale lady +who came with the first "Wild King" from Virginia. There was that about +the Kings; it had to be granted that their women always stuck; they must +have had compensating traits and graces. No King wife ever gave up or +deserted save by death, and no King wife ever wept on a neighbor's +shoulder.</p> + +<p>And now they had all wandered back to Virginia or up to Alaska or down +to Mexico, and there was not an uncle or cousin of his tribe left in Los +Angeles for Jimsy King; only his bad, beloved father, coming home at +noon in rumpled evening dress, but wearing it better and more handily, +for all that, than any other man on the block.</p> + +<p>It was agreed that there was no chance for Jimsy to escape the heritage +of his blood. People were kind about it, but very firm. "If his mother +had lived he might have had a chance, the poor boy," Mrs. Lorimer would +sigh, "but with that father, and that home life, and that example——"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span></p><p>"My dear," said Stephen Lorimer, "can't you see what you are doing? By +<i>you</i> I mean the neighborhood. You are holding his heredity up like a +hoop for him to jump through!"</p> + +<p>Honor's stepfather held that there might be a generous share of the +firm-chinned Scotch mother in Jimsy. Certainly it was a fighting chance; +he was living in a day of less warmth and color than his father and his +forbears; there were more outlets for his interest and his energy. His +father, for instance, had not played football. Jimsy had played as soon +as he could walk alone—football, baseball, basketball, handball, water +polo; life was a hard and tingling game to him. "It's an even chance," +said Stephen Lorimer, "and if Honor's palling with him can swing it, can +we square it with ourselves to take her away from him?" He carried his +point, as usual, and the boy and the girl started in at Los Angeles High +on the same day. Honor decided on the subjects which Jimsy could most +safely take—the things he was strongest in, the weak subjects in which +she was strong. There was an inexorable rule about being signed up by +every teacher for satisfactory work on Friday afternoon before a +Saturday football game; it was as a law of the Medes and Persians; even +the teachers who adored him most<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> needs must abide by it. There was no +cajoling any of them; even the pretty, ridiculously young thing who +taught Spanish maintained a Gibraltar-like firmness.</p> + +<p>"You'll simply have to study, Jimsy, that's all," said Honor.</p> + +<p>"Study, yes, but that's not learning, Skipper!" (She had been that ever +since her first entirely seaworthy summer at Catalina.) "I can study, if +I have to, but that's not saying I'll get anything into my sconce! I'm +pretty slow in the head!"</p> + +<p>"I know you are," said Honor, sighing. "Of course, you've been so busy +with other things. Think what you've done in athletics!"</p> + +<p>"Fast on the feet and slow in the head," he grinned. "Well, I'll die +trying. But you've got to stand by, Skipper."</p> + +<p>"Of course. I'll do your Latin and English and part of your Spanish."</p> + +<p>"Gee, you're a brick."</p> + +<p>"It's nothing." She dismissed it briefly. "It's my way of doing +something, Jimsy, that's all. It's the only way I can be on the team." +She glowed pinkly at the thought. "When I sit up on the bleachers and +see you make a touchdown and hear 'em yell—why I'm <i>there</i>! I'm on the +team because I've helped a little to keep you on the team! It almost +makes up<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span> for having to be a girl. Just for the moment, I'm not sitting +up high, clean and starched and safe; I'm on the field, hot and muddy +and with my nose bleeding, <i>doing</i> something for L. A.! I'm <i>there</i>!"</p> + +<p>Jimsy slapped her on the shoulder like a man and brother. "You're +<i>there</i> all the time, Skipper! You're there a million!"</p> + +<p>He made the first team the first day he went out to practice. There was +no denying him. He captained the team the second year and every year +until he graduated, a year late for all his friend's unwearying toil. As +a matter of fact they did not make a special effort to get him through +on time; the team needed him, the squad needed him, L. A. needed him. It +was more like a college than a High School in those days, with its +numbers and its spirit, that strong, intangible evidence of things not +seen. There was something about it, a concentrated essence of Jimsy King +and hundreds of lesser Jimsy Kings, which made it practically +unconquerable. In the year before his final one the team reached its +shining perfection and held it to the end. It is still a name to conjure +with at the school on the hill, Jimsy King's. The old teachers remember; +the word comes down. "A regular old-time L. A. team—the fighting +spirit. Like the days of Jimsy King!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span></p><p>Other teams might score on them; frequently they could not, but when +they did the rooting section was not dashed. It lifted up its multiple +voice, young, insolent, unafraid, in mocking song, and Honor Carmody, +just on the edge of the section, beside her stepfather, sang with them:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div><i>You can't beat L. A. High!</i></div> +<div><i>You can't beat L. A. High!</i></div> +<div><i>Use your team to get up steam</i></div> +<div><i>But you can't beat L. A. High!</i></div> +</div></div> + +<p>It rolled out over the football field and echoed away in the soft +Southern California air. It was gay, inexorable; you <i>couldn't</i> beat L. +A. High, field or bleachers.</p> + +<p>Stephen Lorimer never missed a game. His wife went once and never again.</p> + +<p>"I suppose I am too sensitive," she said, "but I can't help it. It's the +way I'm made. I simply cannot endure seeing anything so brutal. I can't +understand those young girls ... and the <i>mothers</i>!" Two of her own were +on the second team, now, but she never saw them play, and they came in +the back way, after games and practice, sneaking up to Honor's room with +their black eyes and their gory<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span> noses for her capable first aid. She +was not one, Mildred Lorimer, into whose blood something of the iron had +entered. Her boys bewildered her as they grew and toughened out of baby +fiber. She was a little unhappy about it, but she was more beautiful +than she had ever been in her life, and freer, with the last little +Lorimer shifting sturdily for himself and his father more in love with +her than ever. She had more or less resigned her active motherhood to +him. The things she might have done for Honor, the selection of her +frocks and hats, the color scheme of her room, her parties, the girl at +seventeen did efficiently for herself. Her childish squareness of face +and figure was rounding out rather splendidly and she had a sure and +dependable sense of what to wear. Her things were good in line and +color, smartly simple. She had thick braids of honey-colored hair wound +round her head; her brow was broad and calm, her gray eyes serene; she +had a fresh and hearty color. Stephen Lorimer believed that she had a +voice. She sang like one of the mocking birds in her garden, joyously, +radiantly, riotously, and her stepfather, who knew amazingly many great +persons, persuaded a famous artist to hear her when she gave her concert +in Los Angeles.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said, nodding her head, "it is a voice.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> It is a voice. A +little teaching, yes; this Barrett woman who was once my pupil, she will +be safe with her. Not too much; not too much singing. Finish your +school, my little one. Then you shall come over to me for a year, yes? +We shall see what we shall see!" She patted her cheek and sent her out +of the room ahead of Stephen.</p> + +<p>"Well?" he wanted to know.</p> + +<p>"But yes, a voice, as I have said. Send her to me when her schooling is +over."</p> + +<p>"She has a future?"</p> + +<p>The great contralto shrugged her thick shoulders. "I fear not. I think +not."</p> + +<p>His face lengthened. "Why?"</p> + +<p>"Because, my friend, she will care more for living. She will not care so +greatly to <i>get</i>, that large child. She will only <i>give</i>. She has not +the fine relentless selfishness to make the artist. Well, we shall see. +Life may break her. Send her to me. In two years, yes? No, no, I will +have no thanks. It is so small a thing to do.... One grows fat and old; +it is good to have youngness near. Now, go, my friend. I shall gargle my +throat and sleep." She gave him a hot, plump hand to kiss.</p> + +<p>Honor was not especially impressed. She rather thought, when the time +came, she should prefer to go<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span> to Stanford, but she liked her music +lessons, meanwhile. It filled up her time, the business of singing, in +that last year when she was more or less marking time and helping Jimsy +through.</p> + +<p>Her stepfather watched her with growing amazement. So far as any one +might judge, and to Mrs. Lorimer's tearful relief, Honor's attitude +toward the last of the "Wild Kings" was at seventeen what it had been at +twelve, at six.</p> + +<p>"I was right, wasn't I?" Stephen wanted to know.</p> + +<p>"Well ... if you can only keep on being right about it! I'm so thankful +about her singing. That year abroad will be wonderful. She'll meet new +people ... real men."</p> + +<p>"Young Jimsy is exhibiting every known symptom of becoming a real man."</p> + +<p>"Yes, but he's a King."</p> + +<p>"That appears to be the universal opinion regarding him."</p> + +<p>"Stephen <i>dear</i>, don't be ridiculous! You've always been as bewitched +about the boy as Honor herself." Mrs. Lorimer was dressed for a luncheon +and her husband, heavy-eyed and flushed of face, had cut short his late +morning sleep to drive her. She was still for him the everlasting Helen.</p> + +<p>"Mildred," he said, quitting the battlefield for the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> eternal balcony, +"do you know that you are lovelier this instant than you were the day I +married you?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorimer knew it quite well. It was due somewhat to good management +as well as luck, and she liked having the results appreciated. She let +him kiss her, carefully, because she had her hat on.</p> + +<p>The elder James King did not seem to age with the years. "He is," +Stephen Lorimer said facetiously, "only too well preserved!" His manner +and mode of life remained the same, save that he lost more heavily at +cards. For the first time in its history the old King place was +mortgaged. In a day when every one who was any one, as Honor's mother +put it, was getting a motor car, the Kings had none. Jimsy, of course, +rode regally in every one else's. The Lorimers had two, an electric in +which Honor's mother glided softly with her little whirring bell from +clubs to luncheons and from luncheons to teas, and a rough and ready +seven-passenger affair into which the whole tribe might be piled, and +which Honor Carmody drove better than her stepfather, who was apt to +dream at the wheel. On Sundays Stephen Lorimer took them all, Jimsy, +Honor, Billy and Ted Carmody, the Lorimer twins and the last little +Lorimer, on motor picnics to the beach. They drove to Santa Monica, down +the Palisades, up the narrow, winding,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span> wave-washed road to the Malibou +Ranch and built a fire and broiled chops and made coffee and baked +potatoes, after their swim, ate like refugees and slept like puppies on +the sand. In the afternoon, when they came back to the gracious old +house in its wide garden on South Figueroa Street Mildred Lorimer would +be waiting, in a frock he loved, to give her husband his tea, cool, +lovely, remote from the rougher fun of life.</p> + +<p>In the evenings—Sunday evenings—Honor held her joyous At Homes. Three +or four favored girls and a dozen boys came to supper, a loud, hilarious +meal. Takasugi, the cook, and Kada, the second boy, were given their +freedom. Honor, in the quaint aprons her stepfather had picked up here +and there over the world, pink, capable, with the assistance of Jimsy +and her biggest brothers, got supper.</p> + +<p>It was a lively feast. Jimsy King, in one of Kada's white jackets, +waited on the table. They ate enormously, and when they had finished +they pronounced their ungodly grace—a thunderous tattoo on the table +edge, begun with palms and finished with elbows—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>None-but-the-righteous-shall-be-<span class="smcap">Saved</span>!—</div> +</div></div> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span></p><p>followed, while the cups and plates were still leaping and shuddering, +with its secular second verse—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>My-sister-Mary-walks-like-<span class="smcap">This</span>!</div> +</div></div> + +<p>"Well, Top Step," said Stephen one of those evenings, "eleven boys +beside the stand-by Jimsy. Fair to middling popularity, I should say!"</p> + +<p>"Popularity?" She opened her candid eyes wide at him. "Why, Stepper, you +know it's not that! They don't come to see me! They don't mind me, of +course, but it's the eats, and meeting each other,—and mostly Jimsy, I +guess! Mercy,—the chocolate's boiling over!"</p> + +<p>She clearly believed it, and it was more or less true. The Carmody home +of a Sunday night was a sort of glorified club house without rules or +dues or by-laws. It was the thing to do, if one were so lucky. It rather +placed a boy in the scheme of things to be one of "the Sunday-night +bunch." Jimsy was the Committee on Membership.</p> + +<p>"Let's have that Burke boy out to supper Sunday, shan't we?" Honor would +say. "He's doing so well on the team."</p> + +<p>"No," Jimsy would answer, definitely. "Not at the house, Skipper." Honor +accepted his judgments<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span> unquestioningly. Some way, with the deep wisdom +of boys, he knew, better than she could, that the young Burke person was +better on the field than in the drawing-room. There was nothing snobbish +in their gatherings; shabby boys came, girls who had made their own +little dimity dresses. It was the intangible, inexorable caste of the +best boyhood, and Honor knew, comfortably, that her particular King +could do no wrong.</p> + +<p>The rooting section had a special yell for Jimsy, when he had sped down +the field to a touchdown or kicked a difficult goal. It followed the +regular High School yell, hair-lifting in its fierceness:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>King! King! King!</div> +<div>K-I-N-G, King!</div> +<div>G-I-N-K, Gink!</div> +<div>He's the King Gink!</div> +<div>He's the King Gink!</div> +<div>He's the King Gink!</div> +<div>K-I-N-G, King! KING!</div> +</div></div> + +<p>and Honor utterly agreed with them.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III</h2> + +<p>The house across the street from the Carmody place was suddenly sold. +People were curious and a little anxious. Every one on that block had +been there for a generation or so; there was a sense of permanence about +them all—even the Kings.</p> + +<p>"Eastern people," said Mrs. Lorimer. "A mother, rather delicate-looking, +and one son, eighteen or nineteen I should say. He's frail-looking, too, +and he limps a little. I imagine they're very nice. Everything about +them"—her magazine reading had taken her quite reasonably to a front +window the day the newcomers' furniture was uncrated and carried +in—"seems very nice." She hoped, if it developed that they really were +desirable that they would be permanent. Los Angeles was coming to have +such a floating population....</p> + +<p>Honor and Jimsy observed the boy from across the street, a slim, modish +person. "Gee," said Jimsy, "it must be fierce to be lame!—to have your<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> +body not—not do what you tell it to! I wonder what he does? He can't do +<i>anything</i>, can he?" His eyes were deep with honest pity.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I suppose he sort of fills in with other things," Honor conceded. +"I expect, if people can't do the things that count most, they go in for +other things. He seems awfully keen about his two cars."</p> + +<p>"They're peaches, both of 'em," said Jimsy without envy.</p> + +<p>"And of course he has time to be a wonder at school, if he wants to be."</p> + +<p>"Yep. Looks as if he might be a shark at it." He grinned. "Slow on his +feet but fast in the head."</p> + +<p>"Muzzie's going to call on his mother, and then we'd better ask him to +supper, hadn't we? He must be horribly lonesome."</p> + +<p>"I'll float over and see him," the last King suggested, "and sort of +size him up. Give him the once-over. We don't want to start anything +unless he's O. K. Might as well go now, I guess."</p> + +<p>"All right. Come in afterward and tell me what you think of him."</p> + +<p>He nodded and swung off across the street. It was an hour before he came +back, glowing. "Gee, Skipper, I'm strong for that kid! Name's Van Meter, +Carter Van Meter. He's got a head on him,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> that boy! He's been +everywhere and seen everything—three times abroad—Canada, Mexico! You +ought to hear him talk—not a bit up-stagy, no side at all, but +interesting! I asked him for supper, Sunday night. You'll be crazy about +him—all the bunch will!" Thus Jimsy King on the day Carter Van Meter +limped into his life; thus Jimsy King through the years which followed, +worshiping humbly the things he did not have in himself, belittling his +own gifts, enlarging his own lacks, glorifying his friend. He had never +had a deeply intimate boy friend before; the team was his friend, the +squad; Honor had sufficed for a nearer tie. It was to be different, now; +a sharing. She was to resent a little in the beginning, before she, too, +came under the spell of the boy from the East.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorimer came smiling back from her call. "<i>Very</i> nice," she told +her husband and her daughter, "really charming. And her things are quite +wonderful ... rare rugs ... portraits of ancestors. A widow. Here for +her health, and the boy's health; he's never been strong. All she has in +the world ... wrapped up in him. <i>Very</i> Eastern!"—she laughed at the +memory. "She said, 'And from what part of the East do you come, Mrs. +Lorimer?' When I said I was born here in Los Angeles she almost<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span> +<i>gasped</i>, and then she flushed and said, 'Oh, really? Is it possible? +But I met some people on shipboard, once—the time before last when I +was crossing—who were natives, and they were <i>quite</i> delightful.'"</p> + +<p>"The word 'native' intrigues them," said Stephen, drawing off her long, +limp suede gloves and smoothing them. "I daresay she'll be looking for +war whoops and tomahawks. And if it comes to that, we can furnish the +former, especially Sunday night."</p> + +<p>"Muzzie, did you meet the boy?" Honor wanted to know.</p> + +<p>"Yes. He came in for tea with us. A beautifully mannered boy. Very much +at ease. We must have him here, Honor."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Jimsy's already asked him for Sunday night, Muzzie. Jimsy likes +him."</p> + +<p>"Well, he may. He has a something ... I don't know what it is, exactly, +but he will be good for all of you."</p> + +<p>"We'll be good for him, too," said her daughter, calmly. "It must be +fearfully dull for him, not knowing any one, and being lame."</p> + +<p>He came to supper, a trim young glass of fashion, and it was he, the +stranger, who was entirely at his ease, and the "bunch," the gay, +accustomed bunch, which was a little shy and constrained. Jimsy stood<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span> +sponsor for him and Honor was an earnest hostess. He said he enjoyed +himself; certainly he made himself gently agreeable to Mrs. Lorimer, to +the girls. Honor's stepfather observed him with his undying curiosity. +He was a plain boy with a look of past pain in his colorless face, a +shadowed bitterness in his eyes, a droop at the corners of his mouth +when he was not speaking. For all his two motor cars and his rare old +rugs and the portraits of ancestors and his idolized only sonship, life +had clearly withheld from him the things he had wanted most. There was a +baffled imperiousness about him, Stephen decided.</p> + +<p>"A clever youngster," he told his wife, watching him from across the +room. "Brains. But I don't like him."</p> + +<p>"Stephen! Why not?"</p> + +<p>He shook his head. "I don't know yet. But I know. I had a curious sense, +as he came limping into the room to-night, of '<i>Enter the villain</i>.'"</p> + +<p>"My dear,—that poor, frail boy, with his lovely, gentle manners!"</p> + +<p>"I know. It does sound rather piffle. Daresay I'm wrong. The kids will +size him up."</p> + +<p>When Carter Van Meter came to tell his hostess good-by, he smiled +winningly. "This has been very<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span> jolly, Mrs. Lorimer. It was good of you +to let me come. Mother asked me to say how much she appreciated it. +But"—he hesitated—"May I come in some afternoon when—just you and +Miss Honor are here?" He looked wistful, and frailer at the end of the +evening than he had at the beginning.</p> + +<p>"Of course you may, my dear boy!" Mrs. Lorimer gave him the glory of her +special smile. "Come soon!"</p> + +<p>He came the next day but one, and as her mother was at a bridge +afternoon it was Honor who entertained him. She had just come home from +High School and she wore a middy blouse and a short skirt and looked +less than her years. "Let's sit in the garden, shan't we?—I hate being +indoors a minute more than I can help!" She led the way across the +green, springy lawn to the little rustic building over which the vivid +Bougainvillæa climbed and swarmed, and he followed at his halted pace. +"Besides, we can see Jimsy from here when he comes by from football +practice, and call him in. I just didn't happen to go to watch practice +to-day, and now"—she smiled at him,—"I'm glad I didn't." There was +something intensely pitiful about this lad to her mothering young heart, +for all his poise and pride.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span></p><p>He waited gravely until she had established herself on a bench before +he sat. "Tell me about this fellow King. Every one seems very keen about +him."</p> + +<p>Honor leaned back and took a serge-clad knee between two tanned hands. +"Well, I don't know how to begin! He's—well, he's just Jimsy King, +that's all! But it's more than any other boy in the world."</p> + +<p>"You're great friends, aren't you?"</p> + +<p>"Jimsy and I? I should say we are! We've known each other ever +since—well, before we could walk or talk! Our nurses used to take us +out together in our buggies. We were born next door—in these two +houses, on the same day. Jimsy's just about an hour older than I am!"</p> + +<p>"I have never had many friends," said Carter Van Meter. "I've been +moving about so much, traveling ... other things have interfered." He +never referred, directly or indirectly, to his ill health or his limp.</p> + +<p>"Well, you can have all you want now," said Honor, generously. "And +Jimsy likes you!" She bestowed that like a decoration. "Honestly, I +never knew him to take such a fancy to any one before in all his life. +He likes every one, you know,—I mean, he never dislikes anybody, but he +never gets crushes.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> So, it means something to have him keen about you. +If <i>he's</i> for you, <i>everybody</i> will be for you."</p> + +<p>"Why do people like him so?"</p> + +<p>"Can't help it," said Honor, briefly. "Even <i>teachers</i>. He's not +terribly clever at school, and of course he doesn't have as much time to +study as some do, but the teachers are all keen about him. They know +what he is. I expect that's what counts, don't you? Not what people +have, or do, or know; what they <i>are</i>. Why, one time I happened to be in +the Vice-Principal's office about something, and it was a noontime, and +there was a wild rough-house down in the yard. Honestly, you couldn't +hear yourself <i>think</i>! The Principal—he was a new man, just come—kept +looking out of the window, and getting more and more nervous, and +finally he said, 'Shouldn't we stop that, Mrs. Dalton?' And she looked +out and laughed and said, 'Jimsy King's in it, and he'll stop it before +we need to notice it!' <i>That's</i> what teachers think of him, and the +boys—I believe they'd cut up into inch pieces for him."</p> + +<p>"I suppose it's a good deal on account of his football. He's on the +team, isn't he?" His eyes disdained teams.</p> + +<p>"On the team? He <i>is</i> the team! Captain last year and this,—and next! +Wait till you see him play.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span> He's the fastest full back we've ever had, +since anybody can remember. There'll be a game Saturday. We play +Redlands. Will you come, and sit with Stepper and me?"</p> + +<p>"Thanks. I don't care very much for——" he stopped, held up by the +growing amaze in her face. "Yes, I'd like very much to go with you and +Mr. Lorimer. I don't care much about watching games where I don't know +the people"—he retrieved and amended his earlier sentence—"but you'll +explain everything to me."</p> + +<p>She grinned. "I'm afraid I won't be very nice about talking to you. I +get simply wild, at games. I'm right down there, in it. I've never +gotten over not being a boy! But Jimsy's wonderful about letting me have +as much share in it as I can. You'll hear all sorts of tales about him, +when you come to know people,—plays he's made and games he's won, and +how he never, <i>never</i> loses his head or his temper, no matter what the +other team does. If we should ever have another war, I expect he'd be a +great general." Her face broke into mirth again at a memory. "Once, we +were playing Pomona—imagine a high school playing a college and +<i>beating</i> them!—and somebody was out for a minute, and Jimsy was +standing waiting, with his arms folded across his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> chest, and he had on +a head guard, and it was very still, and suddenly a girl's voice piped +up—'<i>Oh, doesn't he look just like Napoleon?</i>' He's never heard the +last of it; it fusses him awfully. I never knew anybody so modest. I +suppose it's because he's always been the leader, the head of things, +ever since he started kindergarten. He's <i>used</i> to it; it seems just +natural to him."</p> + +<p>The new boy shifted his position uneasily.</p> + +<p>Honor thought perhaps he was suffering; his face looked pinched. "Shall +we go in the house? Would you be more comf"—she caught herself +up—"perhaps you're not used to being out of doors all the time? Eastern +people find this glaring sun tiresome sometimes."</p> + +<p>"It's very nice here. You go to Los Angeles High School, too?" He didn't +care about changing his position but he wanted intensely to change the +subject, even if he had started it by his query. "Odd, isn't it, that +you don't go to a girls' school?"</p> + +<p>Honor laughed. "That's what Muzzie thinks. She did want me to go, but I +didn't want to, and Stepper—my stepfather, you know,—stood up for me. +I never liked girls very much when I was little. I do now, of course. +I've two or three girl friends who are <i>wonders</i>. I adore them. But I +still like<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span> boys best. I suppose"—he saw that her mind came back like a +needle to the pole—"it's on account of Jimsy. Wait till you really know +him! You will be just the same. Honestly, he's the bravest, gamest +person in the world. Once, a couple of years ago, Stepper noticed that +he was limping, and he made him go to see the doctor. The doctor told us +about it afterwards—he's the doctor who took care of our mothers when +we were born. Jimsy came in and said, 'Doc, I've got a kind of a sore +leg.' And the doctor looked at it and said, 'You've got a broken leg, +that's what you've got! Go straight home and I'll come out and put it in +a plaster cast.' You see"—she illustrated by putting the tips of her +two forefingers together—"it was really broken, cracked through, but it +hadn't slipped by. Well, the doctor had to stay and finish his office +hours, and about an hour later he looked up and there was Jimsy, and he +said, 'Say, Doc, would you just as soon set this leg to-morrow? You see, +I've got a date to take Skipper—he always calls me Skipper—to a dance +to-night. I won't dance, but I'll just——' and the doctor just roared +at him and told him to go home that instant, and Jimsy went out, but +when the doctor got to his house he wasn't there, and he had to wait +about half an hour for him, and he was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> <i>furious</i>—he's got a terrible +temper but he's the dearest old thing, really. Pretty soon Jimsy came +wandering in with his arms full of books and games and puzzles and +things he'd got to amuse himself while he was laid up! Of course the +doctor expected him to keep perfectly still in bed, but he found he +could make a sort of a raft of two table extension boards and slide +downstairs to his meals. He had an awful time getting up again, but he +didn't care. The first day he was laid up he had exactly nineteen people +to see him, and he took the bandages off the leg and all the boys and +teachers wrote their autographs and sentiments on the cast. He called it +his Social Register and his Guest Book!" Honor was too happily deep in +her reminiscences to see that her new friend was a little bored.</p> + +<p>He got suddenly to his feet. "Yes. He must be an unusual fellow. But I'd +like to hear you sing. Won't you come into the house and sing something +for me?"</p> + +<p>"All right," said Honor. "I love to sing, but I haven't studied very +much yet, and I haven't any decent songs. Why doesn't somebody write +some?—Songs <i>about</i> something? Not just maudling along about 'heart' +and 'part' and that kind of stuff! Come on! There's Stepper at the piano +now. He'll play for me."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span></p><p>It was mellow in the long living-room after the brazen afternoon sun +outside, a livable, lovable room. Stephen Lorimer had an open book on +the music rack and he was thumping some rather stirring chords.</p> + +<p>"Stepper," said Honor, "here's Carter Van Meter, and he wants me to sing +for him, and I was just saying how I hated all these mushy old songs. +Can't you find me something different?"</p> + +<p>"I have," said her stepfather. "I've got the words here and I'm messing +about for some music to go with them."</p> + +<p>Honor looked out as she passed the window on her way to the piano. "Wait +a minute! Here's Jimsy! I'll call him!" She sped to the door and hailed +him, and he came swiftly in. "Hello! How was practice?"</p> + +<p>"Fair. Burke was better. Tried him on the end. 'Lo, Mr. Lorimer. 'Lo, +Carter!"</p> + +<p>"I've got a poem here you'll all like," said Stephen Lorimer. "No, you +needn't shuffle your feet, Jimsy. It's your kind. Sit down, all of you. +I'll read it."</p> + +<p>"So long as it hasn't got any 'whate'ers' and yestereves' and +'beauteous,'" the last King grinned. "Shoot!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span></p><p>"It's an English thing, by Henry Newbolt,—about cricket, but that +doesn't matter. It's the thing itself. I may not have the words +exactly,—I read it over there, and copied it down in my diary, from +memory." He looked at the boys and the girl; Honor was waiting eagerly, +sure of anything he might bring her; Jimsy King, fresh from the sweating +realities of the gridiron, was good-humoredly tolerant; Carter Van Meter +was courteously attentive, with his oddly mature air of social poise. He +began to read, to recite, rather, his eyes on their faces:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>There's a breathless hush in the Close to-night,</div> +<div>Ten to make and the match to win;</div> +<div>A bumping pitch and a blinding light,</div> +<div>An hour to play and the last man in,</div> +<div>And it's not for the sake of a ribboned coat</div> +<div>Or the selfish hope of a season's fame,</div> +<div>But his Captain's hand on his shoulder smote—</div> +<div>Play up! Play up! and—Play the Game!</div> +</div></div> + +<p>Jimsy King, who was lolling on the couch, sat up, his eyes kindling. +"Gee...." he breathed. Honor's cheeks were scarlet and she was breathing +hard and fast. Only the new boy was unmoved, his pale face still pale, +his shadowed eyes calm. Stephen Lorimer kept that picture of them always +in his heart;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> it was, he came to think, symbol and prophecy. He swung +into the second verse, his voice warming:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>The sand of the desert is sodden red;</div> +<div>Red with the wreck of a square that broke;</div> +<div>The gatling's jammed and the colonel dead,</div> +<div>And the regiment blind with dust and smoke:</div> +<div>The River of Death has brimmed his banks;</div> +<div>And England's far, and Honor a name,</div> +<div>But the voice of a school boy rallies the ranks—</div> +<div>Play up! Play up! and—Play the Game!</div> +</div></div> + +<p>His own voice shook a little on the last line and he was a trifle amused +at his emotionalism. He tried to bring the moment sanely back to the +commonplace. "Corking for a song, Top Step. I'll hammer out some chords +... doesn't need much." He looked again through the strangely charged +atmosphere of the quiet room, at the three big children. Jimsy King was +on his feet, shaken out of the serene insolence of his young stoicism, +his hands opening and shutting, swallowing hard, and Honor, the +boy-girl, Jimsy's sturdy Skipper, was crying, frankly, unashamed, +unaware, the tears welling up out of her wide eyes, rolling down her +bright cheeks. Only Carter Van Meter sat as before, a little withdrawn, +a little aloof, in the shadow.</p> + +<hr /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV</h2> + +<p>When they told Marcia Van Meter (Mrs. Horace Flack) that her little boy +would always be lame, that not one of the great surgeon-wizards on +either side of the Atlantic—not all the king's horses and all the +king's men could ever weight or wrench or force the small, thin left leg +down to the length of the right, she vowed to herself that she would +make it up to him. She was a pretty thing, transparently frail and +ethereal-looking, who had always projected herself passionately into the +lives of those about her—her father's and mother's—the young husband's +who had died soon after her son was born—and now her boy's. While he +was less than ten years old it seemed to her that she compassed it; if +he could not race and run with his contemporaries he rode the smartest +of ponies and drove clever little traps; if he might not join in the +rough sports out of doors he had a houseful of brilliant mechanical +toys; he lived like a little Prince—like a little American Prince with +a magic<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span> bottomless purse at his command. But when he left his little +boyhood behind she discovered her futility; she discovered the small, +pitiful purchasing power of money, after all. She could not buy him +bodily strength and beauty; she could not buy him fellowship in the +world of boys; he was forever looking out at it, wistfully, +disdainfully, bitterly, through his plate glass window.</p> + +<p>She spent herself untiringly for him,—playmates, gifts, tutors, +journeys. Her happiest moments were those in which he said, "Mother, I'd +like one of those wireless jiggers,"—or a new saddle-horse, or a new +roadster—and she was able to answer, "Dearest, I'll get it for you! +Mother'll get it for you to-morrow!"</p> + +<p>But the days when she could spell omnipotence for him were fading away. +He wanted now, increasingly, things beyond her gift. He was a clever +boy, proud, poised. He learned early to wear a mask of indifference +about his lameness, to affect a coolness for sports which came, +eventually, to be genuine. He studied easily and well; he could talk +with a brilliancy beyond his years. He learned—astonishingly, at his +age—to get his deepest satisfactions from creature comforts—his +quietly elegant clothes, his food, his surroundings. Mrs. Van Meter had +high hopes<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span> of the move to Los Angeles; he was to be benefited, body and +brain. She was a little anxious at finding they had moved into a +neighborhood of boys and girls; Carter was happier with older people, +but he seemed to like these lively, robust creatures surprisingly. +Weeks, months, a year, went by. Carter, less than a year older than +Jimsy King but two years ahead of him in his studies, was doing some +special work at the University of Southern California, but his time was +practically his own—to spend with Honor and Jimsy. Honor and Jimsy +showed, each of them, the imprint of their association with him. They +had come to care more for the things he held high ... books ... theaters +... dinners at the Crafts Alexandria ... Grand Opera records on the +victrola ... more careful dress.</p> + +<p>"Carter has really done a great deal for those children," Mildred +Lorimer told her husband, complacently.</p> + +<p>"Yes," Stephen admitted. "It's true. He has. And"—he sighed—"they +haven't done a thing for him."</p> + +<p>"Stephen dear,—what could they do—crude children that they are, beside +a boy with his advantages? What could they do for him?—Make him play +football? What did you expect them to do?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span></p><p>"I don't know," he said, moodily, "but at any rate they haven't done +it."</p> + +<p>Jimsy King was going—by the grace of his own frantic eleventh hour +efforts and his teachers' clemency and Honor Carmody—to graduate. +Barring calamities, he would possess a diploma in February. Honor was +tremendously earnest about it; Carter, to whom learning came as easily +as the air he breathed, faintly amused. She thought, sometimes, for +brief, traitorous moments, that Carter wasn't always good for Jimsy.</p> + +<p>"You see," she explained to her stepfather, "Carter doesn't realize how +hard Jimsy has to grind for all he gets. Even now, Stepper, after being +here a year, he actually doesn't realize the importance of Jimsy's +getting signed up to play. It's a strange thing, with all his +cleverness, but he doesn't, and he's always taking Jimsy out on parties +and rides and things, and he gets behind in everything. I think I'll +just have to speak to him about it."</p> + +<p>He nodded. "That's a good idea, Top Step. Do that."</p> + +<p>She grew still more sober. "Another thing, Stepper ... about—about Mr. +King's—trouble. Of course, you and I have never believed that Jimsy +<i>had</i> to inherit it, have we?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span></p><p>"No. Not if people let him alone. His life, his training, his +environment, are very different—more wholesome, vital. The energy which +his grandfather and his uncles and his father had to find a vent for in +cards and drink Jimsy's sweated out in athletics."</p> + +<p>"Yes. But—just the same—isn't it better for Jimsy to keep away +from—from those things?"</p> + +<p>"Naturally. Better for anybody."</p> + +<p>She sighed. "Carter doesn't think so. He says the world is full of +it—Jimsy must learn to be near it and let it alone."</p> + +<p>"That's true, in a sense, T. S...."</p> + +<p>"I know. But—sometimes I think Carter deliberately takes Jimsy places +to—test him. Of course he thinks he's doing right, but it worries me."</p> + +<p>Stephen Lorimer smoked in silence. He had his own ideas. "Better have +that talk with him," he said.</p> + +<p>Honor found the talk oddly disturbing. Carter was very sweet about it as +he always was with her, but he held stubbornly to his own opinion.</p> + +<p>"Look here, Honor, you can't follow Jimsy through the world like a +nursemaid, you know."</p> + +<p>"Carter! I don't mean——"</p> + +<p>"He's got to meet and face these things, to fight what somebody calls +'the battle of his blood.' You<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> mustn't wrap him up in cotton wool. If +he's going, to be bowled over he might as well find it out. He must take +his chances—just as any other fellow—just as I must."</p> + +<p>"Oh, but, Carter, you know you're strong, and——"</p> + +<p>Suddenly his pale face was stung with hot color. "Honor," he leaned +forward, "you think I'm strong, in <i>any</i> way? You don't consider me +an—utter weakling?"</p> + +<p>She looked with comprehending tenderness at his crimson face. "Why, +Carter, dear! You know I've never thought you that! There are more ways +of being—being strong than—than just with muscles and bones!"</p> + +<p>He reached out and took one of her firm, tanned hands in his, and she +had never seen him so winningly wistful, so wistfully winning. "I +thought," he said, very low, "that was the only kind of strength that +counted with you. Then—I do count with you, Honor? I do?"</p> + +<p>She was a little startled, a little frightened, wholly uncomfortable. +There was something in Carter's voice she didn't understand ... something +she didn't want to understand. She pulled her hand away and managed her +boyish grin. "Of course you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span> do,—goose! And you'll count more if you'll +help me to look after Jimsy and have him graduate on time!" She got up +quickly as her stepfather came into the room, and Carter went home, +crossing the street with the rather pathetic arrogance of his halting +gait, his head held high, tilted a little back, which gave him the +expression of looking down on a world of swift striders.</p> + +<p>He found his mother reading before a low fire. "Well, dearest?" She +smiled up at him, yearningly.</p> + +<p>He stood looking down at her, his face working. "Mother, I want Honor +Carmody."</p> + +<p>"Carter!"</p> + +<p>"I want Honor Carmody." He rode over her murmured protests. "I know I'm +only nineteen. I know I'm too young—she's too young. I'd expect to +wait, of course. But—<i>I want her</i>."</p> + +<p>Marcia Van Meter's heart cried out to her to say again as she had said +all through his little-boy days, "Dearest, Mother'll get her for you! +Mother'll get her for you to-morrow!" But instead her gaze went down to +the page she had been reading ... the last scene in "Ghosts," where +Oswald Alving says:</p> + +<p>"<i>Mother, give me the sun! The sun!! The Sun!!!</i>" She shivered and shut +the book with emphasis and threw it on a near-by chair. She spoke<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> +brightly, reassuringly. "I'm sure she's devoted to you, dear. You are +the best of friends, and that's enough for the present, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"Dearest, you've said yourself that you realize you're too young for +anything serious, yet. Why can't you wait contentedly, until——"</p> + +<p>"There's some one else. There's Jimsy."</p> + +<p>"Carter, I'm sure they're like brother and sister. They have been +playmates all their lives. That sort of thing rarely merges into +romance."</p> + +<p>"Doesn't it?" His voice was seeking, hungry. "Honestly?"</p> + +<p>"<i>Very</i> rarely, dear, believe me!" She sped to comfort him. "Besides, +her people, her mother, would never want anything of that sort ... the +taint in his blood ... the reputation of his family.... Mrs. Lorimer +says they've always been called the 'Wild Kings.' Of course Jimsy seems +quite all right, so far, and I hope and pray he always may be—he's a +dear boy and I'm very fond of him—but, as he grows older and is beset +by more temptations——"</p> + +<p>The boy relaxed a little from his pale rigidity and sat down opposite +his mother. He held out his hands to the fire and she saw that they were +trembling.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span> "Yes," he said, "I've thought of that. I've thought of that. +Perhaps, when he gets to college—up at Stanford, away from Honor—I've +thought of that!" He bent his head, staring into the fire.</p> + +<p>His mother did not see the expression on his face. "Besides, dear, +Honor's going abroad next year, for her voice. She'll meet new people, +form new ties——"</p> + +<p>"That doesn't cheer me up very much, Mother."</p> + +<p>"I mean," she hastened, "it will break up the life-long intimacy with +Jimsy. And perhaps you and I can go over for the summer, and take her to +Switzerland with us. Wouldn't that be jolly? You know, dear," she +hesitated, delicately, "while we know that money isn't everything, you +are going to have far more to offer a girl, some day, than poor Jimsy +King."</p> + +<p>"And less," said Carter Van Meter.</p> + +<p>He found Honor a little constrained at their next meeting and he hurried +to put her at her old time ease with him. He steered the talk on to the +coming football game and Honor was herself. Los Angeles High School, +champion of Southern California, was to meet Greenmount, the northern +champion, and nothing else in the world mattered very much to her and to +Jimsy.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span></p><p>"It's so perfect, Carter, to have it come in Jimsy's last year,—to win +the State Championship for L. A. just before he leaves."</p> + +<p>"Sure of winning?"</p> + +<p>"It will be pretty stiff going. They're awfully good, Greenmount. Not as +good as we are, on the whole, but they've got a punter—Gridley—who's a +perfect <i>wizard</i>! If they can get within a mile of our goal, he can put +it over! But—we've got to win. We've simply got to—and 'You can't beat +L. A. High!'"</p> + +<p>She went to watch football practice every afternoon and Carter nearly +always went with her. In the evenings Jimsy came over for her help with +his lessons. He had studied harder and better, this last year; his fine +brain was waking, catching up with his body, but he was busier than +ever, too, and his "Skipper" had still to be on deck. He was discovered, +that last year, to have an unsuspected talent, Jimsy King. He could act. +His class-play was an ambitious one, a late New York success, a play of +sport and youngness, and Jimsy played the lead. "No," the pretty Spanish +teacher said, "he didn't play that part; he <i>was</i> it!" It was going to +be fine for him at Stanford, Honor's mothering thought raced ahead. The +more<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span> he had to do, the more things he was interested in....</p> + +<p>He came in grinning a few nights before the championship game. "Say, +Skipper, what do you think they gave me on that essay? A <i>B</i>. A measly +<i>B</i>. Made me so sore I darn near told 'em who wrote it!"</p> + +<p>"Jimsy! You wrote it yourself, really. I just smoothed it up a little."</p> + +<p>"Yep, just a little! Well, either they're wise, or they just figured it +couldn't be a top-notcher if I'd written it!" He cast himself on the +couch. "Gee, Skipper, I can't work to-night! I'm a dying man! That +dinner Carter bought me last night——"</p> + +<p>"Jimsy! You didn't—break training?"</p> + +<p>"No. But I skated pretty close to the edge. You know, it's funny, but +when I'm out with Carter I feel like such a boob, not daring to eat this +or that, or smoke or—or anything." Heresy this, from the three years' +captain of L. A. High who had never considered any sacrifice worth a +murmur which kept him fit for the real business of life. "Somehow, he's +so keen, he makes me wish I had more in my head and—and less in my +heels! You know what I mean, Skipper. He does make me look like a simp, +doesn't he?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Honor, definitely. "Why, Jimsy,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> you're a million times +bigger person than Carter. Everybody knows that. <i>Knowing</i> things isn't +everything—knowing what to wear and how to order meals at the +Alexandria and reading all the new books and having been to Europe. +Those things just fill in for him; they make up—a little—for the +things you've had."</p> + +<p>"Do you mean that, Skipper? Is that straight?"</p> + +<p>"Of course, Jimsy—cross my heart!" It was curious, the way she was +having to comfort Jimsy for not being Carter, and Carter for not being +Jimsy.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V</h2> + +<p>It rained the day of the game. It had been sulking and threatening for +twenty-four hours, and Honor wakened to the sound of a sluicing +downpour. She ran to her window, which looked out on the garden. The +long leaves of the banana tree were flapping wetly and the Bougainvillæa +on the summerhouse looked soaked and sodden. Somewhere a mocking bird +was singing deliriously, making his tuneful fun of the weather. Honor +went down to breakfast with a sober face.</p> + +<p>They had a house-guest, a friend of her stepfather's, an Englishwoman, a +novelist. She was a brisk, ruddy-skinned creature, with crisp sentences +and sturdy legs in thick stockings, and she was taking a keen interest +in American sport. "Oh, I say," she greeted Honor, "isn't this bad for +your match?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Miss Bruce-Drummond, it is. We were hoping for a dry field. +They're more used to playing in the mud than we are. But it'll be all +right."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span></p><p>"I'm fearfully keen about it.—No, thank you—my mother was Scotch, you +see, and I don't take sugar to my porridge. Salt, please!" She turned to +Stephen Lorimer. "I've been meaning to ask you what you think of Arnold +Bennett over here?"</p> + +<p>Honor's stepfather flung himself zestfully into the discussion. He liked +clever women and he knew a lot of them, but he had been at some pains +not to marry one. Mildred Lorimer, beside the shining copper coffee +percolator, looked a lovely Vesta of the hearth and home.</p> + +<p>Honor wished she might take a pleat in the fore-noon. She didn't see how +she was going to get through the hours between breakfast and the time to +start for the game. It was a relief to see Jimsy coming across the lawn +at ten o'clock. She ran out to meet him.</p> + +<p>"Hello, Jimsy!"</p> + +<p>"'Lo, Skipper. Isn't this weather the deuce?"</p> + +<p>"Beastly, but it doesn't really matter. We're certain to——" she broke +off and looked closely at him. "Jimsy, what's the matter?"</p> + +<p>"Oh ... nothing."</p> + +<p>"Yes, there is! Come on in the house. There's no one home. Stepper's +driving Miss <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span>Bruce-Drummond and Muzzie's being marcelled." She did not +speak again until they were in the living room. "Now, tell me."</p> + +<p>"Why—it's nothing, really. Feeling kind of seedy, that's all. Didn't +have much sleep."</p> + +<p>"Jimsy! You didn't—you weren't out with Carter?"</p> + +<p>"Just for a little while. We went to a Movie. Coach told us to—keep our +minds off the game. But I was home and in the house at nine-thirty. It +was—Dad. He came in about midnight. I—I didn't go to bed at all."</p> + +<p>"<i>Oh</i>...." Her eyes yearned over him, over them both. "Jimsy, I'm so +terribly sorry. Is he—how is he now?"</p> + +<p>"Sleeping. I guess he'll sleep all day. Gee—I wish I could!" His young +face looked gray and strained.</p> + +<p>The girl drew a long breath. "Jimsy, you've got to sleep now. You've got +to put it—you've got to put your father away—out of your mind. You +don't belong to him to-day; you belong to the team; you belong to +L. A.... No matter what's happening to <i>you</i>, you've got to do your +best—and—and <i>be</i> your best."</p> + +<p>"If I can," he said, haggardly.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span></p><p>"Lie down on the couch."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't want to lie down, Skipper—I'll just——"</p> + +<p>"Lie down on the couch, Jimsy!" She herded him firmly to the couch, +tucked a soft, flat pillow under his head, threw a light afghan over +him. Then she opened a window wide to the wet sweet air and drew the +other shades down, and came to sit on the floor beside him, talking all +the time, softly, lazily, about the English lady novelist who didn't +take sugar "to" her porridge ... about the giddy mocking bird, singing +in the rain ... about a new book which Carter thought was wonderful and +which she couldn't see through at all ... until his quick, burdened +breathing yielded to a long relaxing sigh like that of a tired puppy, +and the hope of L. A. High and the last of the "Wild Kings" slept. She +mounted rigid guard over him for three hours, banishing the returned +stepfather and house-guest, keeping her noisy little brothers at bay. +She had ordered a strictly training-table luncheon for one o'clock for +her charge, and while the clock was striking the hour Kada brought the +tray. Jimsy was still sleeping. Honor looked at him, hesitating, then +she ran to the piano and struck her stepfather's rousing chords and +began to sing:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span><div>There's a breathless hush in the Close to-night,</div> +<div>Ten to make and the match to win—</div> +</div></div> + +<p>At the first line he stirred, at the second he rubbed his eyes, and at +the third he was sitting up and listening. She swung into the finish, +and as always, it ran away with her. She had never gotten over the first +choking thrill at the words:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div><i>Play up! Play up! and—Play the Game!</i></div> +</div></div> + +<p>Jimsy King came to stand beside her. His hair was mussed and his face +flushed, and there was a sleep-crease on one cheek, but his eyes were +clear and steady. "It's O. K., Skipper," he said. "I can. I'm going to. +I will."</p> + +<p>Carter Van Meter drove Honor and Stephen Lorimer and Miss Bruce-Drummond +in his newest car and the four of them sat together on the edge of the +rooting section.</p> + +<p>It was still raining a little, teasingly, reluctant to leave off +altogether, and the field was a batter of mud. The rooting section of L. +A. High was damp but undaunted. The yell leaders, vehement, piercingly +vocal, conducted them into thunderous challenges:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span><div><i>Ali beebo! Ali by-bo!</i></div> +<div><i>Ali beebo by-bo bum!</i></div> +<div><i>Catch 'em in a rat trap,</i></div> +<div><i>Put 'em in a cat trap,</i></div> +<div><i>Catch 'em in a cat trap,</i></div> +<div><i>Put 'em in a rat trap!</i></div> +<div><i>Ali beebo! Ali by-bo!</i></div> +<div><i>Ali beebo by-bo bum!</i></div> +</div></div> + +<p>The bleachers rocked and creaked and swayed with the rhythm of it. "My +word!" said Miss Bruce-Drummond. She listened fascinatedly to their +deafening repertoire. Greenmount's supporters, a rather forlorn little +group of substitutes, with the coach and trainer and a teacher or two, +and a pert fox terrier wearing their colors on his collar, elicitated a +brief, passing pity from Honor. They looked strange and friendless, +these smart Northern prep-schoolers. The L. A. rooters conscientiously +gave their opponents' yell and received a spatter of applause. The +Northerners trotted out on the field and were hospitably cheered.</p> + +<p>"There, Stepper," said Honor, tensely, "that's Gridley—the tallest +one,—see? Last on the right?"</p> + +<p>"So, that's the boy with the beamish boot, eh?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. He mustn't get a chance. He <i>mustn't</i>."</p> + +<p>Miss Bruce-Drummond looked at her friend's <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span>stepdaughter. "You're +frightfully keen about it, aren't you?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Honor, briefly.</p> + +<p>"I daresay I shall find it very different from Rugby, but I expect I +shall be able to follow it if you'll explain a bit."</p> + +<p>Honor did not answer. She was standing up, yelling with all the strength +of her lusty young lungs, as the Southern champions came out. Then the +rooting section made everything that they had said and done before seem +like a lullaby; it seemed to the Englishwoman she had never known there +could be such noise. Her head hummed with it:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>King! King! King!</div> +<div>K-I-N-G, King!</div> +<div>G-I-N-K, Gink!</div> +<div>He's the King Gink!</div> +<div>He's the King Gink!</div> +<div>He's the King Gink!</div> +<div>K-I-N-G, King! KING!</div> +</div></div> + +<p>Honor sat down again, her fists clenched, her lower lip between her +teeth. If only it were time to begin ... time for the kick-off! This was +always the worse part, just before.... It was L. A.'s kick-off. The +whistle sounded, mercifully, and with the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span> solid, satisfying impact of +leather against leather she relaxed. It was on. It had started. All the +weeks of waiting for the championship game were over. This was the game, +and it was just like any other game; Jimsy was there—here, there, +everywhere, and they would fight, fight. And you couldn't beat L. A. +High. The mud was horrible. It took grace and fleetness and made a mock +of them; both teams were playing raggedly. Well, of course they would, +at first; it was so frightfully important. They would shake down into +form in a moment.</p> + +<p>"I don't believe," cut in the fresh, crisp voice of Miss Bruce-Drummond, +"that I quite understand what a 'down' is. Would you mind explaining it +to me?"</p> + +<p>"Why," said Honor, without turning her head, "they have three downs in +which to make——" she was on her feet again, screaming, "Come on! Come +on! Come—oh——"</p> + +<p>Jimsy King, with the mud-smeared ball under his arm, had made fifteen +precious yards before he was tackled. He was up in a flash, wiping the +mud off his face, grinning. The rooters split the soft air asunder.</p> + +<p>Stephen Lorimer looked at Honor and at Carter Van Meter. He always felt +sorry for the boy at a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span> game; he looked paler and frailer than ever in +contrast with the hearty young savages on the field, and he was never +able really to give himself to the agony and wild joy of it.</p> + +<p>Honor forced herself to sit still, her elbows on her knees, her hot face +propped on her clenched hands. They were playing better now, all of +them, but it wasn't brilliant football; it couldn't be. It would be a +battle of dogged endurance.</p> + +<p>"I say, my dear, is <i>that</i> a down?" the English novelist wanted to know.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Honor, patiently. "That's a down, and now there'll be +another because they have——" again she cut short her explanation and +caught hold of her stepfather's arm. "Stepper! Look! <i>Gridley isn't +playing!</i>"</p> + +<p>He stared. "Really, Top Step? Why, they surely——"</p> + +<p>"I tell you he isn't playing. See,—there he is, on the side-lines, in +the purple sweater!"</p> + +<p>"Well, so much the better for L. A.," said Carter, easily.</p> + +<p>Honor shook her head. "I don't understand it." She began, oddly, to feel +herself enveloped in a fog of depression, of foreboding. Again and again +her eyes left the play to rest unhappily on the silent<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span> figure in the +purple sweater. Jimsy was playing well; every man on the team was +playing well; but they were not gaining. Jimsy King, on whose heels were +always the wings of Mercury, could not get up speed in that mud,—a +brief flash, no more. She began to bargain with the gods of the +gridiron; at first she had been concerned with scoring in the first five +minutes of play; then she had remodeled her petition ... to score in the +first half. Now, her throat dry, she was aching with the fear of being +scored upon ... counting the minutes yet to play, speeding them in her +heart. It was raining hard again. The rooting section, in spite of the +frantic effort of the hoarse yell leaders, was slowing down. What was +it?—The rain? The mud? Was Jimsy not himself, not the King Gink? Was +his heart with his father in the darkened room in the old King house?</p> + +<p>"Of course, I'm not up on this at all, but I'm rather afraid your young +friends are getting the worst of it, my dear!" said Miss Bruce-Drummond, +cheerily.</p> + +<p>"It's the longest first half I ever saw in my life," said Honor, between +clenched teeth.</p> + +<p>"Ah, yes,—I daresay it does seem so to you, but I expect they keep the +time very carefully, don't you?" She looked the girl over interestedly. +"The <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span>psychology of this sort of thing is ver-r-ry entertaining," she +said to Stephen Lorimer.</p> + +<p>"Less than five minutes, T. S.," said her stepfather, comfortingly.</p> + +<p>"You know, I'm afraid you'll think me fearfully dull," said the +Englishwoman, conversationally, "but I'm still not quite clear about a +'down.' <i>Would</i> you mind telling me the next time they do one?—Just +when it begins, and when it ends?"</p> + +<p>"One's ended now," said Honor, bitterly, "and we've lost the ball,—on +our twenty yard line. We've lost the ball."</p> + +<p>"Ah, well, my dear, I daresay you'll soon get it back!"</p> + +<p>Honor sprang to her feet with a cry which made people turn and look at +her. "Look there! <i>Look!</i> See what they're doing?" One of the Greenmount +players had been called out by the coach and had splashed his way to the +side-lines, to be patted wetly on the back and wrapped in a damp +blanket. That was well enough. That was the usual thing. But the +unusual, the astounding thing was that two of the Greenmount team had +slopped to the side-lines and picked up Gridley, divested now of his +purple sweater, bodily, in their arms, and carried him, dry-shod, over +the slithering mud. Honor gave a gasping moan.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> "I <i>knew</i>...." There was +a dead, sick silence on the bleachers. The rain sluiced down. Somewhere +in a near-by garden another giddy mocking bird sang deliriously in the +stillness. Tenderly as two nurses with a sick man, the bearers set +Gridley down. Slowly, solemnly, he stepped off the distance to the +quarter back; briskly, but with dreadful thoroughness, the men who had +carried him wiped the mud from his feet with a towel and took their +places to defend him from the wild-eyed L. A. men, poised, breathless, +menacing. There was a muttering roar from the bleachers, hoarsely +pleading, commanding—"Block-that-kick! <i>Block-that-kick!</i> +<span class="smcap">Block-That-Kick!</span>" The kneeling quarter back opened his muddy hands; the +muddied oval came sailing lazily into them.... There was the gentle thud +of Gridley's toe against the leather, and then—unbelievably, +unbearably, it was an accomplished fact, a finished thing. Gridley had +executed his place kick. They were scored on. It stood there on the +board, glaring white letters and figures on black:</p> + +<p class="center">GREENMOUNT 4 L. A. HIGH 0</p> + +<p>At first Honor's own woe engulfed her utterly. For the first instant she +wasn't even aware of Jimsy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> King, standing alone, his arms folded across +his chest, staring down the field; of his men, wiping the mud out of +their eyes and looking at him, looking to him; of the stunned rooters. +But at the second breath she was awake, alive again, tense, tingling, +bursting with her message for them all, keeping herself by main force in +her place. Jimsy King never saw any one in a game; he never knew any one +in a game; people ceased to exist for him while he was on the field. But +to-day, in this difficult hour, she was to see him turn and face the +bleachers and rake them with his aghast and startled eyes until he found +her. She was on her feet, in her white jersey suit and her blue hat and +scarf—L. A.'s colors—waving to him, looking down at him with all her +gallant soul in her eyes. It seemed to her as if she must be saying it +aloud; as if she must be singing it:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div><i>Play up! Play up! and—Play the Game!</i></div> +</div></div> + +<p>Then the bleachers and the players saw the Captain of the L. A. team +turn and wade briskly down the field to Gridley. They saw him hold out +his muddy hand; they heard his clear, "Peach of a kick!" They saw him +give the Northerner's hand a hearty shake; they saw him fling up his +head, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> grin, and face the grandstand for a second, his eyes +seeking.... They saw him rally his men with a snapped-out order,—and +then they were on their feet, shouting, screaming, stamping, cheering:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>KING! KING! KING!</div> +</div></div> + +<p>The yell leaders couldn't get hold of them; there was no need. Every man +was his own yell leader. They yelled for Gridley and for Greenmount (why +worry, when Jimsy clearly wasn't worried?) and for their own team, man +by man, and the call of time for the first half failed to make the +faintest dent in their enthusiasm.</p> + +<p>"But"—said Miss Bruce-Drummond, her mouth close to Honor's ear—"you +haven't won, have you?"</p> + +<p>"Not yet!" Honor shouted. "Wait!" She began to sing with the rest:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div><i>You can't beat L. A. High!</i></div> +<div><i>You can't beat L. A. High!</i></div> +<div><i>Use your team to get up steam,</i></div> +<div><i>But you can't beat L. A. High!</i></div> +</div></div> + +<p>It was gay, mocking, scatheless, inexorable. You <i>couldn't</i> beat L. A. +High. Honor swayed and swung to it. Use your team and your tricks and +your <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span>dry-shod men to kick, but you couldn't beat L. A. High. And it +appeared, in fact, that you couldn't, for Jimsy King's team went into +the second half like happy young tigers, against men who were a little +tired, a little overconfident, and in the first ten minutes of play the +King Gink, mud-smeared beyond recognition, grinning, went over the line +for a touchdown, and nobody minded much Burke's missing the goal because +they had won anyway:</p> + +<p class="center">GREENMOUNT 4 L. A. HIGH 5</p> + +<p>and the championship, the state championship, stayed south, and it +suddenly stopped raining and the sun came out gloriously after the +reckless manner of Southern California suns, and everything was for the +best in the best of all possible worlds.</p> + +<p>Honor, star-eyed, more utterly and completely happy and content than she +had ever been in her life, turned penitently to Miss Bruce-Drummond. +"When we get home," she said, "I'll explain to you exactly what a 'down' +is!"</p> + +<p>They waited to see the joyous serpentine, to watch Jimsy's struggles to +get down from the shoulders of his adorers who bore him the length of +the field and back, and then Carter drove them home and went back<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span> for +the Captain, who would be showered and dressed by that time. They were +both dining with Honor, but Jimsy looked in on his father first.</p> + +<p>"Gusty says he's slept all day," he reported to Honor. He kept looking +at her, with an odd intensity, all through the lively meal. She had +changed her wet white jersey for one of her long-lined, cleverly simple +frocks of L. A. blue, and her honey-colored braids were like a crown +above her serene forehead.</p> + +<p>"You know, Stephen," said Miss Bruce-Drummond while they were having +their coffee in the living room, "of course you know that both those +lads are in love with your nice girl."</p> + +<p>"Do you see it, too?"</p> + +<p>She laughed. "I may not know what a 'down' is, but I've still reasonably +sharp eyes in my head. And the odd thing is that she doesn't know it."</p> + +<p>"Isn't it amazing? I'm watching, and wondering."</p> + +<p>"It's a pretty time o' life, Stephen," said one of the clever women he +hadn't wanted to marry.</p> + +<p>"'Youth's sweet-scented manuscript,' Ethel," said Honor's stepfather.</p> + +<p>"Jimsy, will you come here a minute?" Honor called from the dining-room +door.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span></p><p>"Yes, Skipper!" He was there at a bound.</p> + +<p>"Don't you think your father would like this water-ice? I think he +could—I believe he might enjoy it."</p> + +<p>He took the little covered tray out of her hands. "I'll bet he will, +Skipper. You're a brick. Come on over with me, will you—and wait on the +porch?"</p> + +<p>She looked back into the roomful. "Had I better? I don't suppose they'll +miss me for a minute——"</p> + +<p>But Carter Van Meter was coming toward them, threading his way among +people and furniture with his slight, halting limp. He looked from one +to the other, questioningly.</p> + +<p>"Taking this over to my Dad," Jimsy explained. "Back in a shake."</p> + +<p>"I see. How about a ride to the beach? Supper at the ship-hotel? +Celebrate a little?"</p> + +<p>"Deuce of a lot of work for Monday," Jimsy frowned. "Haven't studied a +lick this week."</p> + +<p>Carter laughed. "Oh, Monday's—Monday! Come along! We can't"—he turned +to Honor—"be by ourselves to-night, with the celeb. here. Honor has to +stay and play-pretty with her."</p> + +<p>"Well ... if we don't make it too late——"</p> + +<p>Jimsy turned and sped away with Honor's offering for James King.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span></p><p>Honor looked at Carter. His eyes were very bright; he looked more +excited, now, some way, than he had at the game. Poor old Carter. He +wanted, she supposed, to do something for Jimsy ... to give him a +wonderful party ... to spend money on him ... to excel and to shine in +<i>his</i> way. But—the ship-hotel—and his father over there all day in the +darkened room—For the first time in her honest life she stooped to +guile. "I'll be down in a minute, Carter," she said and ran upstairs, +through the hall, down the backstairs, cut through the kitchen and +across the wet and springy lawn to the King place.</p> + +<p>She waited in the shadow of the house until he came out.</p> + +<p>"Jimsy!"</p> + +<p>"Skipper!"</p> + +<p>"I slipped out—sh ... Jimsy, I—<i>please</i> don't go with Carter to-night! +I don't mean to interfere or—or nag, Jimsy,—you know that, don't you?" +She slipped a little on the wet grass in her thin slippers, and laid +hold of his arm to steady herself. "But—it worries me. You're the +finest, the most wonderful person in the world, and I trust you more +than I trust myself, but—I know how boys are about—things—and—" she +turned her face to the dark<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span> house where so many "Wild Kings" had lived +and moved and had their unhappy being—"I couldn't <i>bear</i> it if——"</p> + +<p>It began to rain again, softly, and they moved unconsciously toward the +shelter of the porch.</p> + +<p>"You were so splendid to-day! I haven't had a chance to tell you ... +shaking hands with him, being so——"</p> + +<p>"You made me," said Jimsy King. Then, at her murmured protest. "You did. +You made me, just as you've made me do every decent thing I've ever +done. I'm just beginning to see it. I guess I'm the blindest bat that +ever lived. Of course I won't go with Cart' to-night. I won't do +anything you don't——"</p> + +<p>Honor had mounted two steps, to be under the roof of the porch, and now, +turning sharply in her gladness, the wet slipper slipped again, and she +would have fallen if he had not caught her.</p> + +<p>"<i>Skipper!</i>"</p> + +<p>"It's—it's all right!" said Honor in a breathless whisper. "I'm all +right, Jimsy. Let me——"</p> + +<p>But Jimsy King would not let her go. He held her fast with all his +football strength and all his eighteen years of living and loving, and +he said over and over in the new, strange voice she had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span> never heard +before, "<i>Skipper! Skipper! Skipper!</i>"</p> + +<p>"Jimsy ... what—what is happening to us? Jimsy, dear, we never +before—Jimsy, are we—are we—<i>Is this being—in love</i>?"</p> + +<p>And the mocking-bird of the morning, mounted on the wet Bougainvillæa on +the summerhouse in Honor's garden, explained to them in a mad, exultant, +thrilling burst of song.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI</h2> + +<p>"At least," Mildred Lorimer wept, "at <i>least</i>, Stephen, make them keep +it a secret! Make them promise not to tell a living soul—and not to act +in such a way as to let people suspect! I think"—she lifted tragic, +reproachful eyes to him—"you ought to do what you can, now, considering +that it's all your fault."</p> + +<p>"Some day," said her husband, sturdily, "it will be all my cleverness +... all my glory. I did honestly believe it was a cradle chumship which +wouldn't last, Mildred. I thought it would break of its own length. But +I'm glad it hasn't."</p> + +<p>"Stephen, how <i>can</i> you? One of the 'Wild Kings'—I cannot bear it. I +simply cannot bear it." She clutched at her hope. "She must go abroad +even sooner than we planned—and <i>stay</i> abroad. Stephen, you will make +them keep it a secret from every one?"</p> + +<p>"They've already told Carter. Told him just after they'd told me."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span></p><p>"Oh, poor, poor Carter!" There was a note of fresh woe in her voice.</p> + +<p>He turned sharply to look at her. "So, that's where the pointed patent +leather pinches, Mildred?"</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"You've been hoping it would be Carter?"</p> + +<p>"Dearest, I've looked upon them all as children.... It was the merest +... idea ... thought. Mrs. Van Meter is devoted to Honor, Carter is an +unusual boy, and they're exceptional people. And he—of course, I mean +in his boyish way—<i>adores</i> Honor. This will be a cruel blow for him." +She grieved. "Poor, frail boy...."</p> + +<p>Stephen Lorimer smoked in silence for a moment. "I fancy Carter will not +give up hope. There's nothing frail about his disposition. His will +doesn't limp."</p> + +<p>"Well, I certainly hope he doesn't consider it final. I don't. I +consider it a silly boy-and-girl piece of sentimental nonsense, and I +shall do everything in my power to break it up. I consider that my +child's happiness is at stake."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said her husband, "so do I." He got up and went round to his +wife's chair and put penitent arms about her and comforted her. After +all, he could afford to be magnanimous. He was going to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span> win his point +in the end, and meanwhile it would be an excellent thing for the +youngsters to have Mildred doing everything in her pretty power to break +it up. She might just as well, he believed, try to put out the hearth +fire with the bellows.</p> + +<p>With her daughter she became motherly and admonitory in her official +third person. "Mother wants only your happiness; you know that, dear."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, there's nothing to worry about," said Honor, comfortably, +"for you want me to be happy and I can't be happy unless it's with +Jimsy, so you'll have to want me to have Jimsy, Muzzie!"</p> + +<p>"Mother wants real happiness for you, Honor, genuine, lasting happiness. +That's why she wants you to be sure. And you cannot possibly be sure at +your age."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I can, Muzzie," said Honor, patiently. "Surer than sure. +Why,—haven't I always had Jimsy,—ever since I can remember? <i>Before</i> I +can remember? He's part of everything that's ever happened to me. I +can't imagine what things would be like without him. <i>I won't imagine +it!</i>" Her eyes darkened and her mouth grew taut.</p> + +<p>"But you'll promise Mother to keep it a secret? You'll promise me +faithfully?"</p> + +<p>"Of course, Muzzie, if you want me to, but I can't<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> see what difference +it makes. I'll never be any surer than I am now,—and I can't ever know +Jimsy any better than I do now. Why"—she laughed—"it isn't as if I had +fallen in love at eighteen, with a new person, some one I'd just met, or +some one I'd known only a little while, like Carter! If I felt like this +about Carter I'd think it was reasonable to 'wait' and be 'sure.'" She +was aware of a new expression on her mother's lovely face and +interpreted it in her own fashion. "I'm sorry if you don't like our +telling Carter, Muzzie. We did it before you asked us not to, you know. +He's always with us and I'm sure he'd have found out, anyway." She +smiled. "Carter's funny about it. He acts—amused—as if he were years +and years older, and we were babies playing in a sand box or making mud +pies." It was clear that his amusement amused her, just as her mother's +admonition amused her: nothing annoyed or disturbed her,—her serenity +was too deep for that. Her fine placidity was lighted now with an inner +flame, but she was very quiet about her happiness; she was not very +articulate in her joy.</p> + +<p>"Mother cannot let you go about unchaperoned with Jimsy, Honor. People +would very soon suspect——"</p> + +<p>"I don't think they would, Muzzie," said Honor,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> calmly. "None of the +other mothers are so particular, you know. Most of the girls go on walks +and rides alone. But we won't, if you'd rather not. Stepper will go with +us, or Billy, or Ted."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Lorimer sighed. She could envisage just how much efficient, +deterrent chaperonage her husband would supply.</p> + +<p>She watched them set off for the Malibou Ranch the next Sunday morning +rather complacently, however. She had seen to it that Carter was of the +party. To be sure, he was in the tonneau with Stephen Lorimer and the +young Carmodys and Lorimers and the heroic-sized lunch box and the +thermos case, while Jimsy and Honor sat in front, but at least he was +there. There would be no ignoring Carter, as they might well ignore her +husband and sons.</p> + +<p>Carter, talking easily and intelligently to his host about the growing +problem of Mexico, quietly watched the two in front. They were not +talking very much. Jimsy was driving and he kept his eyes on the road +for the most part, and Honor sat very straight, her hands in her lap. +Only once Carter saw, from the line of his arm, that Jimsy had put his +left hand over hers, and when it happened he stopped short in the middle +of his neat sentence<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> and an instant later he said, coloring +faintly,—"I beg your pardon, Mr. Lorimer,—you were saying?"</p> + +<p>Stephen Lorimer felt an intense pity for him but he did not see any +present or future help for his misery. Therefore, when they had finished +their gypsy luncheon and the younger boys were settling it by a wild +rough-house before their swim and Jimsy rose and said, "Want to walk up +the coast, Skipper?" and Honor said, "Yes,—just as soon as I've put +these things away," he went deliberately and seated himself beside +Carter and began to read aloud to him from the Sunday paper.</p> + +<p>He looked up from the sheet to watch the boy's face as the others set +off. Carter pulled himself to his feet. He ran his tongue over his lips +in rare embarrassment. "I—don't you feel like a stroll, too, Mr. +Lorimer? After that enormous lunch, I——"</p> + +<p>Honor's stepfather grinned. "Well, I don't feel like a stroll in that +direction, Carter. Let 'em alone,—shan't we?" He included him in the +attitude of affectionate indulgence. "I've been there myself, and you +will be there—if you haven't been already." He patted the sand beside +him. "Sit down, old man. This editorial sounds promising."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span></p><p>But Carter would not be denied. "Mr. Lorimer, you don't consider +it—<i>serious</i>, do you?"</p> + +<p>"About the most serious matter in the world, I should say, Carter."</p> + +<p>The boy refused the generalization. "I mean, between Honor and Jimsy?" +He was visibly expecting a negative answer. "I know that Mrs. Lorimer +doesn't."</p> + +<p>"Well, I disagree with her. I should say, with average youngsters of +their age that it was as transient as—as the measles. But they aren't +average, Carter."</p> + +<p>"I know that. At least, Honor isn't."</p> + +<p>"Nor Jimsy. I sometimes think, Carter, that fellows of our type, yours +and mine," he was not looking at him now, he was running his long +fingers lazily through the hot and shining sand, "are apt to be a little +contemptuous in our minds of his sort. Being rather long on brain, we +fancy, we allow ourselves a scorn of the more or less unadorned brawn. +And yet,—they're the salt of the earth, Carter; they're the cities set +on hills. They do the world's red-blooded vital jobs while we—think. +And Honor's not clever either; you know that, Carter. All the sense and +balance and character in the world, Top Step, God love her, but not a +flash of brilliancy. They're <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span>capitally suited. Sane, sound, sweet; +gloriously fit and healthy young animals—" this was calculated cruelty; +Carter might as well face things; there would be a girl, waiting now +somewhere, no doubt, who wouldn't mind his limp, but Honor must have a +mate of her own vigorous breed,—Honor who had always and would always +"run with the boys,"—"who will produce their own sort again."</p> + +<p>The boy's mouth was twisted. "And—and how about his blood—his +heredity? Isn't he one of the 'Wild Kings'?"</p> + +<p>"You know," Stephen lighted a cigarette, "I don't believe he is! He's +got their looks and their charm, but I'm convinced he's two-thirds +Scotch mother,—that sturdy soul who would have saved his father if +death hadn't tricked her. And I'm rather a radical about heredity, +anyway, Carter. It's gruesomely overrated, I think. What is it?—Clammy +hands reaching out from the grave to clutch at warm young flesh—and +pollute it? Not while there are living hands to beat them off!" He began +to get vehement and warm. There was to be a chapter on heredity in that +book of his, one day. "It's a bogy. It goes down before environment as +the dark before the dawn. Why, environment's a vital, flesh and blood +thing, fighting with and for us every instant! I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span> could take the +offspring of Philip the Second and Great Catherine and make a—a Frances +Willard or a Jane Addams of her,—<i>if</i> people didn't sit about like +crows, cawing about her parents and her blood and her heritage. Even +dry, statistical scientists are beginning——"</p> + +<p>And while like the Ancient Mariner he held Carter Van Meter on the sunny +sand Honor and Jimsy walked sedately up the shore. They were a little +ill at ease, both of them. It was the first time since—as Honor put it +to herself—"it had happened" that they had been quite alone with each +other in the hard, bright daylight. There had been delectable moments on +the stairs, on the porch, stolen seconds in the summerhouse, but here +they were on a blazing Sunday afternoon under a turquoise sky, with a +salt and hearty wind stinging their faces, all by themselves. They would +not be quite out of sight of the rest, though, until they rounded the +next turn in the curving road. Jimsy looked back over his shoulder, +obviously taking note of the fact. He knew that Honor knew it, too, and +the sight of her hot cheeks, her resolute avoidance of his eyes put him +suddenly at ease.</p> + +<p>"I guess," he said, casually, "this is kind of like Italy. Fair enough, +isn't it?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span></p><p>"Heavenly," said Honor, a little breathlessly. "Italy! Just think, +Jimsy,—next year at this time I'll <i>be</i> in Italy!"</p> + +<p>"Gee," he said, solemn and aghast, "<i>gee</i>!" They had passed the turn and +instantly he had her in a tense, vise-like hug. "No, you won't. No, you +won't. <i>I won't let you.</i> I won't let you go 'way off there, alone, +without me. I won't let you, Skipper, do you hear?" Suddenly he stopped +talking and began to kiss her. Presently he laughed. "I've always known +I was a poor nut, Skipper, but to think it took me eighteen years to +discover what it would be like to kiss you!" He took up his task again.</p> + +<p>"Oh," said Honor, gasping, pushing him away with her hands against his +chest—"you wouldn't have had <i>time</i>!"</p> + +<p>"I could have dropped Spanish or Math'," he grinned. "Come on,—let's go +further up the coast. Some of those kids will be tagging after us, or +Carter."</p> + +<p>"Not Carter. Stepper's reading to him. He won't let him come."</p> + +<p>"One peach of a scout, Stephen Lorimer is," said the boy, warmly. "Best +scout in the world."</p> + +<p>"He's the best friend we've got in the world, Jimsy," she said gravely.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span></p><p>"I know it. Your mother's pretty much peeved about it, Skipper."</p> + +<p>"Yes, she is, just now. Poor Muzzie! I'm afraid I've never pleased her +very much. But she gets over things. She'll get over it when—when she +finds that we <i>don't</i> get over it!" She held out her hand to him and he +took it in a hard grip, and they swung along at a fine stride, up the +twisting shore road. They came at last to the great gate which led into +the Malibou Ranch and they halted there and went down into a little +pocket of rocks and sand and sun and sat down with their faces to the +shining sea.</p> + +<p>He kissed her again. "No; you can't go to Italy, Skipper. That's +settled."</p> + +<p>"Then—what are we going to do, Jimsy dear?"</p> + +<p>"Why, we'll just get—" his bright face clouded over. "Good Lord, I'm +talking like a nit-wit. We've got to wait, that's all. What could I do +now? Run up alleys with groceries? Take care of gardens?"</p> + +<p>"Not <i>my</i> garden! You don't know a tulip from a cauliflower!"</p> + +<p>"No, I'll have to learn to do something with my head and my hands,—not +just my legs! I guess life isn't all football, Skipper."</p> + +<p>"But I guess it's all a sort of game, Jimsy, and we have to 'play' it! +And it wouldn't be playing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span> the game for our people or for ourselves to +do something silly and reckless. This thing—caring for each other—is +the wisest, biggest thing in our lives, and we've got to keep it that, +haven't we?"</p> + +<p>He nodded solemnly. "That's right, Skipper. We have. I guess we'll just +have to grit our teeth and wait—<i>gee</i>—three years, anyway, till I'm +twenty-one! That's the deuce of a long time, isn't it? Lord, why wasn't +I born five years before you? Then it would be O. K. Loads of girls are +married at eighteen."</p> + +<p>"You weren't born five years before me because then it would have +spoiled everything," said Honor, securely confident of the eternal +rightness of the scheme of things. "You would have been marching around +in overalls when I was born, and when I was ten you would have been +fifteen, and you wouldn't have <i>looked</i> at me,—and now you'd be through +college and engaged to some wonderful Stanford girl! No, it's perfectly +all right as it is, Jimsy. Only, we've just got to be sensible."</p> + +<p>"Well, I'll tell you one thing right now, Skipper, I'm not going to wait +five or six years. I'm going to go two years to college, enough to bat a +little more knowledge into my poor bean, and then I'm coming out and get +a job,—and get you!" He illustrated the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> final achievement by catching +her in his arms again.</p> + +<p>When she could get her breath Honor said, "But we needn't worry about +all of it now, dear. We haven't got to wait the four—or six years—all +at once! Just a month, a week, a day at a time. And the time will +fly,—you'll see! You'll have to work like a demon——"</p> + +<p>"And you won't be there to help me!"</p> + +<p>"And there'll be football all fall and baseball all spring, and +theatricals, and we'll write to each other every day, won't we?"</p> + +<p>"Of course. But I write such bone-headed boob letters, Skipper."</p> + +<p>"I won't care what they're like, Jimsy, so long as you tell me things."</p> + +<p>"<i>Gee</i> ... I'm going to be lost up there without you, Skipper."</p> + +<p>"You'll have Carter, dear."</p> + +<p>"I know. That'll help a lot. Honestly, I don't know how a fellow with a +head like his puts up with me. He forgets more every night when he goes +to sleep than I'll ever know. He's a wonder. Yes, it sure—will help a +lot to have Carter. But it won't be you."</p> + +<p>"Jimsy, have you told—your father?"</p> + +<p>He nodded. "Last night. He was—he's been<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span> feeling great these last few +days. He was sitting at his desk, looking over some old letters and +papers, and I went in and—and told him."</p> + +<p>"What did he say?"</p> + +<p>"He didn't say anything at first. He just sat still for a long time, +staring at the things he'd been reading. And then he got out a little +old leather box that he said was my mother's and unlocked it and took +out a ring." Jimsy thrust a hand deep into a trouser pocket and brought +out a twist of tissue paper, yellowed and broken with age. He unwrapped +it and laid a slender gold ring on Honor's palm.</p> + +<p>"<i>Jimsy!</i>" It was an exquisite bit of workmanship, cunningly carved and +chased, with a look of mellow age. There were two clasped hands,—not +the meaningless models for wedding cakes, slim, tapering, faultless, but +two cleverly vital looking hands, a man's and a woman's, the one rugged +and strong, the other slender and firm, and the wrists, masculine and +feminine, merging at the opposite side of the circle into one. "Oh ..." +Honor breathed, "it's wonderful...."</p> + +<p>"Yes. It's a very old Italian ring. It was my great-grandmother's, +first. It always goes to the wife of the eldest son. My Dad says it's +supposed to mean love and marriage and—and everything—'the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> endless +circle of creation,' he said, when I asked him what it meant, but first +he just said, 'Give this to your girl and tell her to <i>hold hard</i>. Tell +her we're a bad lot, but no King woman ever let go.'"</p> + +<p>Suddenly and without warning, as on the day when Stephen Lorimer had +first read the Newbolt poem to them, Honor began to cry.</p> + +<p>"Skipper! Skipper, <i>dearest</i>—" she was in the young iron clasp of his +arms and his cheek was pressed down on her hair. "What is it? Skipper, +tell me!"</p> + +<p>"Oh," she sobbed, clinging to him, "I can't bear it, Jimsy! All the +years—all those splendid men, all those faithful women, 'holding hard' +against—against——"</p> + +<p>He gathered her closer. "My Dad's the last of 'em, Skipper. He's the +last 'Wild King.' It stops with him. I told him that, and he believes +me. Do you believe me, Skipper?"</p> + +<p>She stopped sobbing and looked up at him for a long moment, her wet eyes +solemn, her breath coming in little gasps. Then—"I do believe you, +Jimsy," she said. "<i>I'll never stop believing you.</i>"</p> + +<p>He kissed her gravely. "And now I'll show you the secret of the ring." +He took it from her and pressed a hidden spring. The clasped hands +slowly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span> parted, revealing a small intensely blue sapphire. "That's for +'constancy,' my Dad says." He put it on her finger. "It just fits!"</p> + +<p>"Yes. And it just fits—us, too, Jimsy. The jewel hidden ... the way we +must keep our secret. Muzzie won't let me wear it here, but I'll wear it +the minute I leave here,—and every minute of my life. It was wonderful +for your father to let us have it—when we're so young and have so long +to wait!"</p> + +<p>"He said—you know, he was different from anything he's ever been +before, Skipper, more—more like his old self, I guess—he said it would +help us to wait."</p> + +<p>"It will," said Honor, contentedly, tucking her hand into his again. +They sat silently then, looking out at the bright sea.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII</h2> + +<p>Honor was surprised and pleased to find how little she minded living +abroad, after all. They had arrived, the boy and herself, in the months +between their secret understanding and their separation, at the amazed +conclusion that it was going to be easier to be apart until that bright +day when they might be entirely and forever together. At the best, three +interminable years stretched bleakly between them and marriage; they had +to mark time as best they could. She liked Florence, she liked the +mountainous <i>Signorina</i>, her stepfather's friend, and she liked her +work. If it had not been for Jimsy King she would without doubt have +loved it, but there was room in her simple and single-track +consciousness for only one engrossing and absorbing affection. She wrote +to him every day, bits of her daily living, and mailed a fat letter +every week, and every week or oftener came his happy scrawl from +Stanford. Things went with him there as they had gone at L. A. +High,—something less, naturally, of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span> hero worship and sovereignty, but +a steadily rising tide of triumph. He chronicled these happenings +briefly and without emphasis. "Skipper dear," he would write in his +crude and hybrid hand, "I've made the Freshman team all right and it's a +pretty fair to middling bunch and I guess we'll stack up pretty well +against the Berkeley babes from what I hear, and they made me captain. +It seems kind of natural, and I have three fellows from the L. A. +team,—Burke and Estrada and Finley."</p> + +<p>He was madly rushed by the best fraternities and chose naturally the +same one as Carter Van Meter,—one of the best and oldest and most +powerful. He made the baseball team in the spring, and the second fall +the San Francisco papers' sporting pages ran his picture often and +hailed him as the Cardinal's big man. Honor read hungrily every scrap of +print which came to her,—her stepfather taking care that every mention +of Jimsy King reached her. It was in his Sophomore year that he played +the lead in the college play and Honor read the newspapers limp and +limber—"James King in the lead did a remarkable piece of work." "King, +Stanford's football star, surprised his large following by his really +brilliant performance." "Well-known college athlete demonstrates his +ability to act." Honor knew the play and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span> she could shut her eyes and +see him and hear him in the hero's part, and her love and pride warmed +her like a fire.</p> + +<p>She had not gone home that first summer. Mildred Lorimer and Carter's +mother managed that, between them, in spite of Stephen's best efforts, +and, that decided, Jimsy King went with his father to visit one of the +uncles at his great <i>hacienda</i> in old Mexico. Mrs. Van Meter and her son +spent his vacation on the Continent and had Honor with them the greater +part of the time. She met their steamer at Naples and Carter could see +the shining gladness of her face long before he could reach her and +speak to her, and he glowed so that his mother's eyes were wet.</p> + +<p>"Honor!" He had no words for that first moment, the fluent Carter. He +could only hold both her hands and look at her.</p> + +<p>But Honor had words. She gave back the grip of his hands and beamed on +him. "Carter! Carter, <i>dear</i>! Oh, but it's wonderful to see you! It's +<i>next</i> best to having Jimsy himself!"</p> + +<p>Marcia Van Meter winced with sympathy, but her son managed himself very +commendably. They went to Sorrento first, and stayed a week in a mellow +old hotel above the pink cliffs, and the boy and girl sat<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> in the garden +which looked like a Maxfield Parrish drawing and drove up to the old +monastery at Deserto and wandered through the silk and coral shops and +took the little steamer across to Capri for the day while Mrs. Van Meter +rested from the crossing. She was happier that summer than she had been +since Carter's little-boy days, for she was giving him, in so far as she +might, what he wanted most in all the world, and she saw his courage and +confidence growing daily. She was a little nervous about Roman fever, so +they left Italy for Paris, and then went on to Switzerland, and for the +first few days she was supremely content with her choice,—Carter gained +color and vigor in the sun and snow, and Honor glowed and bloomed, but +she presently saw her mistake. Switzerland was not the place to throw +Honor and Carter together,—Switzerland filled to overflowing with +knickerbockered, hard muscled, mountain climbing men and women; Honor +who should have been climbing with the best of them; who would be, if +Jimsy King were with them; and her son, in the smart incongruities of +his sport clothes ... limping, his proud young head held high.</p> + +<p>They found Miss Bruce-Drummond at Zermatt, brown as a berry and hard as +nails with her season's work, and she was heartily glad to see Honor.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span></p><p>"Well, my dear,—fancy finding you here! Your stepfather wrote me you +were studying in Florence and I've been meaning to write you. What luck, +your turning up now! The friend who came on with me has been called +home, and you shall do some climbs with me!"</p> + +<p>"Shall I?" Honor wanted to know of her hostess, but it was Carter who +answered.</p> + +<p>"Of course! Don't bother about us,—we'll amuse ourselves well enough +while you're hiking,—won't we, Mater?" He was charming about it and yet +Honor felt his keen displeasure.</p> + +<p>"Yes, do go, dear," said Mrs. Van Meter, quickly. "Make the most of it, +for I think we'll be moving on in a very few days. I—I haven't said +anything about it because you and Carter have been so happy here, but +the altitude troubles me.... I've been really very wretched."</p> + +<p>"Oh," said Honor penitently, "we'll go down right away, Mrs. Van +Meter,—<i>to-day</i>! Why didn't you tell us?"</p> + +<p>"It hasn't been serious," said Carter's mother, conscientiously, "it's +just that I know I will be more comfortable at sea level." It was +entirely true; she would be more comfortable at sea level or anywhere +else, so long as she took Carter out of that picture and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span> framed him +suitably again. "But we needn't hurry so madly, dear. Suppose we go on +Friday? That will give you a day with your friend." She sent Carter for +her cloak and Honor and the Englishwoman strolled to the end of the +veranda.</p> + +<p>"I don't believe we ought to wait even a day, if she feels the altitude +so," said Honor, troubled. "She's really very frail."</p> + +<p>"I expect she can stick it a day," said Miss Bruce-Drummond, calmly. +"She looks fit enough. But—I say—where's the other one? Where's your +boy?"</p> + +<p>The warm and happy color flooded the girl's face. "Jimsy is in Mexico +with his father, visiting their relatives there on a big ranch."</p> + +<p>"You haven't thrown him over, have you?"</p> + +<p>"Thrown Jimsy over? Thrown—" she stopped and drew a long breath. "I +could just as easily throw <i>myself</i> over. Why, we—<i>belong</i>! We're part +of each other. I just—can't think of myself without thinking of +Jimsy—or of Jimsy without thinking of me." She said it quite simply and +steadily and smiled when she finished.</p> + +<p>"I see," said the novelist. "Yes. I see. But you're both frightfully +young, aren't you? I expect your people will make you wait a long time, +won't they?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span></p><p>"Well," said Honor, earnestly, "we're going to try our very best to +wait three years,—three from the time when we found out we were in love +with each other, you know,—two years longer now. Then we'll be +twenty-one." She spoke as if every one should be satisfied then, if they +dragged out separate existences until they had attained that hoary age, +and Miss Bruce-Drummond, hard on forty-one, grinned with entire good +nature.</p> + +<p>"And I daresay they'll keep you over here all the while,—not let you go +home for holidays, for fear you might lose your heads and bolt for +Gretna Green?"</p> + +<p>"Mercy, no!" Her eyes widened, startled. "I shall go home for all summer +next year! I meant to go this year, but Muzzie thought I ought to stay, +to be with Carter and Mrs. Van Meter, when they'd made such lovely plans +for me,—and it was really all right, this time, because Jimsy ought to +be with his father on the Mexican trip." Her smooth brow registered a +fleeting worry over James King the elder. "But next summer it'll be +home, and Catalina Island, and Jimsy!"</p> + +<p>But it wasn't home for her next summer, after all. Mildred Lorimer +decided that she wanted three<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> months on the Continent with her husband +and her daughter.</p> + +<p>"Right," said Stephen Lorimer, amiably, "so long as we take the boy +along."</p> + +<p>"You mean Rodney?" she wanted to know, not looking at him. (Rodney was +the youngest Lorimer.)</p> + +<p>"I mean Jimsy King, naturally, as you quite well know, Sapphira," he +answered, pulling her down beside him on the couch and making her face +him.</p> + +<p>"Stephen, I don't think Mr. King can afford to send him."</p> + +<p>"Then we'll take him."</p> + +<p>"Jimsy wouldn't let us. He is very proud,—I admire it in him."</p> + +<p>"Do you, my dear? Then, can't you manage to admire some of his other +nice young virtues and graces?"</p> + +<p>"I do, Stephen. I give the boy credit for all he is, but——"</p> + +<p>"But you don't intend to let him marry your daughter if by the hookiest +hook and crookedest crook you can prevent it. I observed your Star +Chamber sessions with Mrs. Van Meter last year; I saw you wave her and +her son hopefully away; I observed, smiling with intense internal glee, +that you welcomed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span> them back with deep if skillfully dissembled +disappointment. Top Step, God love her, sat tight. Don't you know your +own child yet, Mildred? Don't you know the well and favorably known +chemical action of absence on young and juicy hearts? Don't you +know"—he broke off to stare at her, flushed and a little breathless as +she always was in discussions and unbelievably youthful and beautiful +still, and finished in quite another key—"that you're getting +positively lovelier with each ridiculous birthday—and your aged and +infirm spouse more and more besottedly in love with you?"</p> + +<p>She did not melt because she was tremendously in earnest. She was +pledged in her deepest heart to break up what she felt was Honor's silly +sentimentality—sentimentality with a dark and sinister background of +mortgages and young widows and Wild Kings and shabby, down-at-the-heel +houses and lawns.</p> + +<p>"Woman," said Stephen Lorimer, "did you hear what I said? It was a +rather neat speech, I thought. However, as you did not give it the rapt +attention it merited I will now repeat it, with appropriate gestures." +He caught her in his arms as youthfully as Jimsy might have done with +Honor, and told her again, between kisses. "You lovely, silly, stubborn +thing, kiss your wise husband once more in a manner<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span> expressive of your +admiration for his unfailing sapience, and he will then, with surprising +agility for one of his years, lope across the intervening lawn and tell +James King that his son goes to Europe with us in June." He grinned back +at her from the door. "You'll do your little worst to prevent it, my +dear, that I know, but Jimsy King goes with us!"</p> + +<p>Honor and Jimsy wrote each other rapturously on receipt of the news, but +they were not fluent or expressive, either of them, and they could only +underline and put in a reckless number of exclamation points. "<i>Gee</i>," +wrote Jimsy King, "isn't it immense? Skipper, I can't tell you how I +feel—but, by golly, I can <i>show</i> you when I get there!"</p> + +<p>And Honor, reading that line, grew rosily pink to the roots of her +honey-colored hair and flung herself into an hour of practice with such +fire and fervor that the <i>Signorina</i> came and beamed in the doorway.</p> + +<p>"So," she nodded. "News? Good or bad?"</p> + +<p>"Good," said Honor, swinging round on the piano stool. "The best in the +world!"</p> + +<p>"So? Well, it does not greatly matter which, my small one. It does not +signify so much whether one feels joy or grief, so long as one feels. To +feel ... that is to live, and to live is to sing!"</p> + +<p>Honor sprang up and ran to her and put her arm<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> as far around her as it +would go. She was a delicious person to hug, the <i>Signorina</i>, warm and +soft and smelling faintly of rare and costly scents.</p> + +<p>"<i>So?</i>" said the great singer again. "It is of some comfort, then, to +embrace so much of fatness, when your arms ache to feel muscles and hard +flesh? There, there, my good small one," she patted her with a puffy and +jeweled hand, "I jest, but I rejoice. It is all good for the voice, +this."</p> + +<p>"<i>Signorina</i>," said Honor, honestly, "I've told you and told you, but +you don't seem to believe me, that I'm only studying to fill up the time +until they'll let me marry Jimsy. I love it, of course, and I'll always +keep it up, as much as I can without neglecting more important things, +but——"</p> + +<p>"Mother of our Lord," said the Italian, lifting her hands to heaven, +"'more important things' says this babe with the voice of gold, who, by +the grace of God and my training might one day wake the world!"</p> + +<p>"More important to <i>me</i>," said Honor, firmly. "I know it must seem silly +to you, <i>Signorina</i>, dear, but if you were in love——"</p> + +<p>"Mothers of all the holy saints," said the fat woman, lifting her hands +again, "when have I not been in love? Have I not had three husbands +already, and another even now dawning on the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> horizon, not to +mention—but there, that is not for pink young ears. I will say this to +you, small one. Every woman should marry. Every artist <i>must</i> marry. Run +home, then, in another year, and wed the young savage, and have done +with it. Stay a year with him—two if you like—until there is an infant +savage. Then you shall come back and give yourself in earnest to the +business of singing."</p> + +<p>But Honor, scarlet-cheeked, shook her head. "I can't imagine coming back +from—from <i>that</i>, <i>Signorina</i>!" Her eyes envisaged it and the happy +color rose and rose in her face. "But I've got a good lesson for you +to-day! Shall I begin?"</p> + +<p>"Begin, then, my good small one," said her teacher indulgently, "and for +the rest, we shall see what we shall see!"</p> + +<p>Honor flung herself into her work as never before, and counted the weeks +and days and hours until the time when Jimsy should come to her, and +Jimsy, finishing up a sound, triumphant Sophomore year, saw everything +through a hazy front drop of his Skipper on the pier at Naples.</p> + +<p>But Jimsy King did not go abroad with Mr. and Mrs. Lorimer, after all, +and Honor did not see him through the whole dragging summer. Stephen +Lorimer, sick with disappointment for his stepdaughter,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span> would have +found relief in fixing the blame on his wife, for her lovely and +complacent face mirrored her satisfaction at the turn of events, but he +could hardly hold her responsible. James King was taken suddenly, +alarmingly ill with pneumonia two days before they left Los Angeles to +catch their steamer at New York, and it was manifestly impossible for +his son to leave him. The doctors gave scant hope of his recovery.</p> + +<p>Therefore, it was Carter Van Meter who took Jimsy's ticket off his hands +and Jimsy's place in the party and the summer plans, leaving his happy +mother to spend three flutteringly hopeful months alone.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII</h2> + +<p>James King, greatly to the surprise of his physicians, did not die, but +he hovered on the brink of it for many thin weeks and his son gave up +his entire vacation to be with him. The letters he sent Honor were brief +bulletins of his father's condition, explosive regrets at having to give +up his summer with her, but Jimsy was not a letter writer. In order +properly to fill up more than a page it was necessary for him to be able +to say, "Had a bully practice to-day," or, "Saw old Duffy last night and +he told me all about—" He was not good at producing epistolary bulk out +of empty and idle days. Stephen Lorimer, often beside Honor when she +opened and read these messages in English Cathedral towns or beside +Scotch lakes, ached with sympathy for these young lovers under his +benevolent wing because of their inability to set themselves down on +paper. He knew that his stepdaughter was very nearly as limited as the +boy.</p> + +<p>"Ethel," he said to Miss Bruce-Drummond who<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span> had met up with them for a +week-end at Stirling, "those poor children are so pitifully what Gelett +Burgess calls 'the gagged and wordless folk'; it would be so much +easier—and safer—for them if they belonged to his 'caste of the +articulate.'"</p> + +<p>She nodded. "Yes. It's rather frightful, really, to separate people who +have no means of communication. Especially when—" she broke off, +looking at Carter who was pointing out to Honor what he believed to be +the Field of Bannockburn.</p> + +<p>Stephen Lorimer shook his head. "No danger there," he said comfortably. +"Top Step is sorry for him—a creature of another, paler world ... +infinitely beneath her bright and beamish boy's. No, I feel a lot safer +to have Carter with her than with Jimsy King."</p> + +<p>The Englishwoman stared. "Really?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. I daresay I exaggerate, but I've always seen something sinister +about that youth."</p> + +<p>Miss Bruce-Drummond looked at Carter Van Meter and observed the way in +which he was looking at Honor. "He wants her frightfully, doesn't he, +poor thing?"</p> + +<p>"He wants her frightfully but he isn't a poor thing in the very least. +He is an almost uncannily clever and subtle young person for his years, +with a very<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span> large income and a fanatically devoted mother behind him, +and he's had everything he ever wanted all his life except physical +perfection,—and my good Top Step."</p> + +<p>"Ah, yes, but what can he do, after all?"</p> + +<p>Honor's stepfather shrugged. "He knows that she would not be allowed to +marry the lad if he went the way of the other 'Wild Kings,'—that she is +too sound and sane to insist on it. And I think—I thought even in their +High School days—that he deliberately steers Jimsy into danger."</p> + +<p>"My word!" said the novelist, hotly. "What are you going to do about it, +Stephen?"</p> + +<p>"Watch. Wait. Stand ready. I shall make it my business to drop in at the +fraternity house once or twice next season, when I go north to San +Francisco,—and into other fraternity houses, and put my ear to the +ground. And if I find what I fear to find I'll take it up with both the +lads, face to face, and then I'll send for Honor."</p> + +<p>"Right!" said Miss Bruce-Drummond, her fine, fresh-colored face glowing. +"And I'll run down to Florence at the Christmas holidays and take her to +Rome with me, shall I?"</p> + +<p>"It will be corking of you, Ethel."</p> + +<p>"I shall love doing it."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span></p><p>He looked at her appreciatively. She would love doing it; she loved +life and people, Ethel Bruce-Drummond, and she was able therefore to put +life and people, warm and living, on to her pages. She was as fit and +hardy as a splendid boy, her cheeks round and ruddy, her eyes bright, +her fine bare hands brown and strong, her sturdy ankles sturdier than +ever in her heavy knitted woolen hose and her stout Scotch brogues. He +had known and counted on her for almost twenty years—and he had married +Mildred Carmody. "Ethel," he said, suddenly, "in that book of mine I +mean to have——"</p> + +<p>"Ah, yes, that book of yours, Stephen! Slothful creature! You know quite +well you'll never do it."</p> + +<p>"Never do it! Why,"—he was indignant—"I've got tons of it done +already, in my head! It only wants writing down."</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes," said his friend, penitently, "I make no doubt. It only wants +writing down. Well?"</p> + +<p>"I'm going to have a chapter on friendship, and insert a really novel +idea. Friendship has never been properly praised,—begging pardon in +passing of Mr. Emerson and his ilk. I'm going to suggest that it be +given dignity and weight by having licenses and ceremonies, just as +marriage has. It has a better right, you know, really. It's a much saner +and more<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span> probable vow—to remain friends all one's life, than in love. +In genuine friendship there is indeed no variableness, neither shadow or +turning. You and I, now, might quite safely have taken out our +friendship license and plighted our troth,—twenty years, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Miss Bruce-Drummond, gently, "it's twenty years, Stephen, +and that's a quite beautiful idea. You must surely put it in your book, +old dear." Her keen eyes, looking away across the ancient battlefields +were a little less keen than usual, but Stephen Lorimer did not notice +that because he was looking at his watch.</p> + +<p>"Do you know it's nearly five, woman, and Mildred waiting tea for us at +the Stirling Arms?" So he called to the boy and girl and fell into step +beside his friend and swung down the hill to his tea and his wife, a +little thrilled still, as he always would be to the day of his death, at +being with her again after even the least considerable absence.</p> + +<p>It seemed to Honor Carmody that three solid summers had been welded +together for her soul's discipline that year; there were assuredly +ninety-three endless days in July. She was not quite sure whether having +Carter with them made it harder for her or<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span> easier. He was an +accomplished traveler; things moved more smoothly for his presence, +and—as she wrote Jimsy—he knew everything about everywhere. On the +whole, it was pleasanter, more like home, more like the good days on +South Figueroa Street, to have him about; she could sometimes almost +cajole herself into thinking Jimsy must be there, too, in the next room, +hurrying up the street, a little late for dinner, but there, near them. +It was only when Carter talked to her of Jimsy that she grew anxious, +even acutely unhappy. It wasn't, she would decide, thinking it over +later, lying awake in the dark, so much what Carter had said—it was +what he hadn't said in words. It was the thing that sounded in his +voice, that was far back in his eyes.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he would say, smiling in reminiscence, "that was a party! Nothing +ever like it at Stanford before in the memory of the oldest inhabitant, +they say. And old Jimsy—I wish you could have seen him! No, I don't +really, for you wouldn't have approved and the poor old scout would have +been in for a lecture, but it was——"</p> + +<p>"Carter," Honor would interrupt, "do you mean, can you possibly mean +that Jimsy—that he's—" She found she couldn't say it after all; she +couldn't put it into the ugly definite words.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span></p><p>"Oh, nothing serious, Honor! Nothing for you to worry about! He has to +do more or less as others do, a man of his prominence in college. It's +unavoidable. Of course, it might be better if he could steer clear of +that sort of thing altogether—" he would stop at a point like that and +frown into space for a moment, as if remembering, weighing, considering, +and Honor's heart would sink coldly. Then he would brighten again and +lay a reassuring hand on her sleeve. "But you mustn't worry. Jimsy's got +a level head on his shoulders, and he has too much at stake to go too +far. He'll be all right in the end, Honor, I'm sure of that. And you +know I'll always keep an eye on him!".</p> + +<p>And Honor twisting on her finger the ring with the clasped hands and the +hidden blue stone of constancy which she always wore except when her +mother was with her, would manage a smile and say, "I know how devoted +you are to him, Carter. You couldn't help it, could you?—Every one is. +And you mean to help him; I know that. I <i>am</i> grateful. It's next best +to being with him myself." Then, because she couldn't trust herself to +talk very much about Jimsy, she would resolutely change the subject and +Carter would write home to his hoping mother that Honor really seemed to +be having a happy <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span>summer and to enjoy everything, and that she was not +very keen to talk much about Jimsy.</p> + +<p>He did not hear the talk she had with her stepfather the night before +they were to sail for home. It came after her hour of fruitless pleading +with her mother to be allowed to go back with them. Mildred Lorimer had +stood firm, and Stephen had been silent and Carter had sided with +Honor's mother.</p> + +<p>"It really would be rather a shame, Honor,—much as we'd love having you +with us on the trip home. You're coming on so wonderfully with your +work, the <i>Signorina</i> says. She intends to have you in concert this +winter, and coming home would spoil that, wouldn't it?" He was very +sensible about it.</p> + +<p>Honor had managed to ask Stephen to see her alone, after the rest had +gone to their rooms. They were sailing from Genoa because they had +wanted to bring Honor back to Italy and the <i>Signorina</i> had joined them +at the port and would take the girl back to Florence with her. Honor +went upstairs and came down again in fifteen minutes and found him +waiting for her in the lounge.</p> + +<p>He got up and came to meet her and took her hands into his solid and +reassuring clasp. "This is pretty rough, Top Step. You don't have to +tell me."</p> + +<p>She did not, indeed. Her young face was drained<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span> of all its color that +night and her eyes looked strained. It was mildly warm and the windows +were open, but she was shivering a little. "Stepper, dear, I don't want +to be a goose——"</p> + +<p>"You're not, Top Step."</p> + +<p>"But I'm anxious. When Jimsy gave me this ring, and told me what he had +told his father—that he was not going to be another 'Wild King' and +asked me if I believed him, I told him I'd never stop believing him, and +I won't, Skipper. I won't!"</p> + +<p>"Right, T. S."</p> + +<p>"But—things Carter says,—things he doesn't say—Stepper, I think Jimsy +needs me <i>now</i>."</p> + +<p>The man was silent for a long moment. He could, of course, assert his +authority or at least his power, since the girl was Mildred's child and +not his, break with his good friend, the <i>Signorina</i>, and take Honor +home. But, after all, what would that accomplish, unless she went to +Stanford? He began to think aloud. "Even if you came home with us, Top +Step, you wouldn't be near him, would you, unless you went to college? +And you'd hardly care to do that now—to enter your Freshman year two +years behind the boys."</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"And if you stayed in Los Angeles—you might<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span> almost as well be here. +The number of miles doesn't matter."</p> + +<p>"But—perhaps Jimsy wouldn't stay at Stanford then. Oh, Stepper, dear, +haven't we waited long enough?"</p> + +<p>"He's only twenty, T. S."</p> + +<p>She sighed. "Being young is the cruelest thing in the world!"</p> + +<p>"You are blaspheming!" said her stepfather, sternly. "T. S., that's the +only stupid and wicked thing you've ever said in the years I've known +you! Don't ever dare to say it—or think it—again! Being young is the +most golden and glorious thing in the world! Being young—" he ran a +worried hand over his thinning hair and sighed. "Ah, well, you'll know, +some day. Meanwhile, girl, it looks as if you'd have to stick. That's +your part in 'playing the game!' But I promise you this. I shall keep an +eye on things for you; keep in touch with the boy, see him, hear from +him, hear <i>of</i> him, and if the time comes when I believe that his need +of you is instant and vital, I'll write—no, I'll cable you to come."</p> + +<p>"Stepper!" The comfort in her eyes warmed him.</p> + +<p>"It's a promise, Top Step"—he grinned,—"as you used to say when I +first knew you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span>—'cross-my-heart, +hope-never-to-see-the-back-of-my-neck!' Now, hop along to bed,—and +trust me!"</p> + +<p>The lift in the little hotel put its head under its wing at ten-thirty +and it was now almost eleven, so Honor set out on foot to do the three +flights between her and her room. She ran lightly because she felt +suddenly eased of a crushing burden; Stepper, good old Stepper, was on +guard; Stepper was standing watch for her. There was a little +writing-room and sun parlor on the second floor, dim now, with only one +shaded light still burning, and as she crossed it a figure rose so +startlingly from a deep chair that she smothered a small cry.</p> + +<p>"It's I," said Carter. He stepped between her and the stairway.</p> + +<p>"Cartie! You did make me jump!" Honor smiled at him; she was so cozily +at peace for the moment that she had an increased tenderness for their +frail friend. "It was so still in the hotel it might be the 'night +before Christmas,'—'not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse.' +You'd better go to bed," she added, maternally. "You look pale and +tired."</p> + +<p>"I'm not tired," he said shortly. He continued to stand between her and +the stairs.</p> + +<p>"Well—<i>I'm</i> sleepy," she said, moving to pass him. "Good——"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span></p><p>But Carter was quicker. He caught hold of her by her arms and held her +in a tense grip. "Honor, Honor, <i>Honor</i>!" he said, choking.</p> + +<p>"Why,—Cartie! You—please—" She tried to free herself.</p> + +<p>"Honor, I can't help it. I've got to speak. I've got to know. Don't +you—couldn't you—care at all for me, Honor?"</p> + +<p>"Carter! Not—not the way you mean! Of course I'm fond of you, but——"</p> + +<p>"I don't want that!" He shook her, roughly, and his voice was harsh. "I +want you to care the way I care. And I'm going to make you!"</p> + +<p>"Carter," she was not angry with him, only unhappy, "do you think this +is fair? Do you think you're being square with Jimsy?"</p> + +<p>"No," he said, hotly, "and I don't care. I don't care for anything but +you. Honor, you don't love Jimsy King. I know it. It's just a silly, +boy-and-girl thing—you must realize that, now you're away from him! +Your mother doesn't want you to marry him. What can he give you or do +for you? And he'll go the way of his father and all his family—I've +tried to lie to you, but I'm telling you the truth now, Honor. He's +drinking already, and he'll grow worse and worse. Give him up, Honor! +Give him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> up before he spoils your life, and let me—" with all his +strength, far more than she would have thought it possible for him to +have, he tried to pull her into his arms, to reach her lips.</p> + +<p>But Jimsy's Skipper, for all her two soft years in Europe, had not lost +her swimming, hiking, driving, out-of-door vigor, and her muscles were +better than his.</p> + +<p>"I'm going to kiss you," said Carter, huskily. "I've wanted to kiss you +for years ... always ... and I'm going to kiss you now!"</p> + +<p>"No, you're not, Carter," said Honor. She got her arms out of his grasp +and caught his wrists in her hands. She was very white and her eyes were +cold. "You see? You're weak. You're weak in your arms, Carter, just as +you're weak in your—in your character, in your friendship! And I +despise weakness." She dropped his wrists and saw him sit down, limply, +in the nearest chair and cover his face with his hands. Then she walked +to the stairs and went up without a backward glance.</p> + +<p>He was pallid and silent at breakfast next morning and Honor was careful +not to look at him. It was beginning to seem, in the eight o'clock +sunlight, as if the happening of the night before must have been a +horrid dream, and her sense of anger and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> scorn gradually gave way to +pity. After all ... poor old Carter, who had so little ... Jimsy, who +had so much! What Carter had said in his tirade about Jimsy's drinking +she did not believe; it was simply temper; angry exaggeration. Mildred +Lorimer, looking at Carter's white face and the gray shadows under his +eyes and observing Honor's manner toward him, sighed audibly and was a +little distant when she bade her daughter farewell. She loved her eldest +born devotedly, but there were moments when she couldn't help but feel +that Honor was not very much of a comfort to her....</p> + +<p>Stephen held the girl's hands hard and looked deep into her eyes. +"Remember what I said, Top Step, 'Cross-my-heart!'"</p> + +<p>"I'll remember, Stepper, dear! <i>Thanks!</i>" She turned to Carter and held +out a steady hand. "My love to your mother, Carter, and I do hope you'll +have a jolly crossing."</p> + +<p>"Will you read this, please?" He lifted his heavy eyes to her face and +slipped a note into her hand. She nodded and tucked it into her blouse. +Then she stood with the <i>Signorina</i>, on the pier, waving, and with misty +eyes watching the steamer melting away and away into the blue water. +When she was alone she read the little letter.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span></p><blockquote><p>"Dear Honor—" Carter had written in a ragged scrawl unlike his +usual firm hand—"Will you try to forgive me? You are the kindest +and least bitter person in the world; I know you can forgive me. +But—and this will be harder—can you forget last night? I promise +to deserve it, if you will. Will you pretend to yourself that it +never happened, and just remember the good days we've had this +summer, and that—in spite of my losing my head—I'm your friend, +and Jimsy's friend? Will you, Honor?"</p></blockquote> + +<p>And Honor Carmody, looking with blurred eyes at the sea, wished she +might wave again and reassuringly to the boy on the steamer, facing the +long voyage so drearily. Then she realized that she still could, in a +sense, wave to him. The steamer stopped at Naples and she could send a +telegram to him there, and he would not have to cross the wide ocean +under that guilty weight. She put on her hat and sped to the telegraph +office, and there, because his note had ended with a question—had been +indeed all a question—and because she was the briefest of feminine +creatures, and because the <i>Signorina</i> was waiting luncheon for her and +did not enjoy waiting, she wired the one word, "Yes," and signed her +name.</p> + +<p>"Carter got a telegram," said Mildred Lorimer to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> her husband. "I wonder +what it could have been. Did he say?"</p> + +<p>"He didn't mention it," said Stephen. "About those silk shirts which +weren't finished, I daresay. Certainly not bad news, by the look of +him."</p> + +<p>When Carter Van Meter reached Los Angeles and his tearfully happy mother +he drew her into the library and closed the door. "Mater," he said with +an odd air of intense repressed excitement, "I'm going to show you +something, but you must promise me on your honor not to breathe it to a +living soul, least of all, Mrs. Lorimer."</p> + +<p>"Oh, dearest," gasped his mother, "I promise faithfully——"</p> + +<p>He took Honor's telegram out of his wallet and unfolded it and smoothed +it out for her to read the single word it contained. Then, at her glad +cry, "Sh ... Mater! It isn't—exactly—what you think. I can't explain +now. But it's a hope; it may—I believe it will, one day—lead to the +thing we both want!" He folded it again carefully into its creases and +put it back into his wallet and he was breathing hard.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX</h2> + +<p>Ethel Bruce-Drummond was better than her word. She did not wait for the +Christmas holidays but went down to Florence early in December for +Honor's first concert, and she wrote many pages to Stephen Lorimer.</p> + +<blockquote><p>Of course you know by this time that the concert was a +success—you'll have had Honor's modest cable and the explosive and +expensive one from the fat lark! They are sending you translations +from the Italian papers, and clippings in English, and copies of +some of the notes she's had from the more important musical people, +and I really can't add anything to that side of it. You know, my +dear Stephen, when it comes to music I'm confessedly ignorant,—not +quite, perhaps, like that fabled countryman of mine who said he +could not tell whether the band were playing "God Save the Weasel" +or "Pop Goes the Queen," but bad enough in all truth. Therefore, I +keep cannily out of all discussion of Honor's voice. I gather, +however, that it has surprised every one, even the <i>Signorina</i>, and +that there is no doubt at all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span> about her making a genuine success +if she wants to hew to the line. She has had, I hear, several +rather unusual offers already. But of course she hasn't the +faintest intention of doing anything in the world but the thing her +heart is set upon. It's rather pathetic, really. There's something +a little like Trilby about her; she does seem to be singing under +enchantment. What she really is like, though, is a lantern-jawed +young Botticelli Madonna. She's lost a goodish bit of flesh, I +should say, and her color's not so high, and she might easily have +walked out of one of the canvases in the Pitti or the Ufizzi, or +the Belli Arti. Her hair is Botticelli hair, and that "reticence of +the flesh" of which one of your American novelists +speaks—Harrison, isn't it?—and that faint austerity.</p> + +<p>She sang quantities of <i>arias</i> and groups of songs of all nations, +and at the end she did some American Indian things,—the native +melodies themselves arranged in modern fashion. I expect you know +them. The words are very simple and touching and the Italian +translations are sufficiently funny. Well, the very last of all was +something about a captive Indian maid, and a young chap here who +clearly adores her and whom she hasn't even taken in upon her +retina played a wailing, haunting accompaniment on the flute. As +nearly as I can remember it went something like:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>From the Land of the Sky Blue Water</div> +<div>They brought a captive maid.</div> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span><div>Her eyes were deep as the—(I can't remember what, Stephen)</div> +<div>But she was not afraid.</div> +<div>I go to her tent in the evening</div> +<div>And woo her with my flute,</div> +<div>But she dreams of the Sky Blue Water,</div> +<div>And the captive maid is mute.</div> +</div></div> + +<p>My dear Stephen, I give you my word that I very nearly put my nose +in the air and howled. She <i>is</i> a captive maid—captive to her +talent and the fat song-bird and her mother's ambition and yours, +and her mother's determination not to let her marry her lad, and to +that Carter chap, and the boy playing the flute—the whole network +of you,—but she's dreaming of the Sky Blue Water, and dreaming is +doing with that child. You'd best make up your minds to it, and +settle some money on them and marry them off. My word, Stephen, is +there so much of it lying about in the world that you can afford to +be reckless with it? I arrived too late to see her before the +concert, and I went behind—together with the bulk of the American +and English colonies—directly it was over. She was tremendously +glad to see me; I was a sort of link, you know. When I started in +to tell her how splendidly she'd sung and how every one was +rejoicing she said, "Yes,—thanks—isn't every one sweet? But did +Stepper write you that Jimsy was 'Varsity Captain this year, and +that they beat Berkeley twelve to five? And<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span> that Jimsy made <i>both</i> +touchdowns? Do you remember that game you saw with us—and how +Jimsy ran down the field and shook hands with the boy who'd scored +on us? And how that gave every one confidence again, and we won? We +<i>always</i> won!"—and standing there with her arms full of flowers +and all sorts of really important people waiting to pat her on the +head, she hummed that old battle song:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div><i>You can't beat L. A. High!</i></div> +<div><i>You can't beat L. A. High!</i></div> +</div></div> + +<p>and her eyes filled up with tears and she gave me her jolly little +grin and said, "Oh, Miss Bruce-Drummond, I can hardly wait to get +back to real living again!"</p></blockquote> + +<p>Honor was honestly happy over her success. It was good to satisfy—and +more than satisfy—the kind <i>Signorina</i> and all the genial and +interested people she had come to know there; to send her program and +her clippings home to her mother; it was jolly to be asked out to +luncheon and dinner and tea and to be made much of; it was best of all +to have something tangible to give up for Jimsy. If she had failed, +going back to him and settling quietly down with him would have seemed +like running to sanctuary;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span> now—with definite promises and hard figures +offered her—it was more than a gesture of renunciation. She could +understand adoring a life of that sort if she hadn't Jimsy; as it was +she listened sedately to the <i>Signorina's</i> happy burblings and said at +intervals:</p> + +<p>"But you know, <i>Signorina</i> dear, that I'm going to give it up and be +married next year?"</p> + +<p>"You cannot give it up, my poor small one. It will not give you up. It +has you, one may truly say, by the throat!"</p> + +<p>There was no use in arguing with her. The interim had to be filled until +summer and home. She would do, docilely, whatever the <i>Signorina</i> +wished.</p> + +<p>Jimsy was happy and congratulatory about her concert but he took it no +more seriously than Honor herself. His letters were full, in those days, +of the unrest at Stanford. Certain professors had taken a determined +stand against drinking; there was much agitation and bitterness on both +sides. Jimsy was all for freedom; he resented dictation; he could hoe +his own row and so could other fellows; the faculty had no right to +treat them like a kindergarten. Honor answered calmly and soothingly; +she managed to convey without actually setting it down on the page that +Jimsy King of all people in the world<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span> should take care not to ally +himself with the "wets," and he wrote back that he was keeping out of +the whole mess.</p> + +<p>It came, therefore, as a fearful shock, the letters and newspapers' +account of the expelling of James King of Los Angeles, 'Varsity Captain +and prominent in college theatricals, from Stanford University for +marching in a parade of protest against the curtailing of drinking! She +was alone in her room when she opened her mail and she sat very still +for minutes with her eyes shut, her fingers gripping the tiny clasped +hands on her ring. At last, "<i>I'll never stop believing in you</i>," she +said, almost aloud.</p> + +<p>Then she read Jimsy's own version of it. She always kept his letter for +the last, childishly, on the nursery theorem of "First the worst, second +the same, last the best of all the game."</p> + +<blockquote><p>"Skipper dearest," he wrote, in a hasty and stumbling scrawl, "I'm +so mad I can hardly see to write. I'd have killed that prof if it +hadn't been for Carter. This is how it happened. I'd been keeping +out of the whole mess as I told you I would. That night I was +digging out something at the Library and on my way back to the +House I saw a gang of fellows in a sort of parade, and some one at +the end caught hold of me and dragged me in. I asked him what<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> the +big idea was and he said he didn't know, and I was sleepy and when +we came to the House I dropped out and went in. I wasn't in it ten +minutes and I didn't even know what it was about. But when they +called for every one who was in the parade next day I had to show +up, of course. Well, they asked me about it and I told them just +how it happened, and they said all right, then, I could go. I was +surprised and thankful, I can tell you, because they'd been +chopping off heads right and left, some of the best men in college. +Well, just as I was going out through the door the old prof called +me back and said he had one more thing to ask me. Did I consider +that his committee was absolutely right and justified in everything +they'd done? Well, Skipper, what could I say? I said just what +you'd have said and what you'd have wanted me to say—that I did +think they had been too severe and in some cases unjust and they +canned me for it."</p></blockquote> + +<p>There was a letter from Stephen Lorimer, grave and distressed, +substantiating everything that Jimsy had written. (He had taken the +first train north and gone into the matter thoroughly with the men at +the fraternity house, simmering with red rage, and the committee, +regretful but adamant.) The college career, the gay, brilliant, adored +college career of Jimsy King was at an end. Honor's stepfather had taken +great care to have the real facts in Jimsy's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span> case printed—he sent the +clipping from the Los Angeles paper—and he had spent an evening with +James King, setting forth the truth of the case. But the fact remained +for the majority of people, gaining in sinister weight with every +repetition, that the last of the "Wild Kings" had been expelled from +Stanford University for drinking.</p> + +<blockquote><p>"Top Step," her stepfather wrote, "I'm sick with rage and +indignation. Your mother is taking it very hard—as is most every +one else. 'Expelled' is not a pretty word. I'm doing my level best +to put the truth before the public, to show that your boy is really +something of a hero in this matter, in that he might be snugly safe +at this moment if he had been willing to tell a politic lie. You'll +be unhappy over this, T. S., that's inevitable, but—I give you my +word—you need not hang your head. Jimsy played the game."</p></blockquote> + +<p>Carter, who had written seldom since the happening of the summer in +spite of her kind and casual replies to his letters, sent her now six +reassuring pages. She was not to worry. Jimsy was really doing very +well, as far as the drinking went, and he—Carter—would not let him do +anything foolish or desperate in his indignation. Three times he +repeated that she must not be anxious. A dozen times<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span> in the letter he +showed her where she might well be anxious. The word beat itself in upon +her brain until she could endure it no longer, and she went out through +the pretty streets of Florence to the cable office and sent Stephen +Lorimer one of her brief and urgent messages, "<i>Anxious</i>." Two days +later she had his answer and it was as short as her own had been, +"<i>Come</i>."</p> + +<p>There was a stormy scene with the <i>Signorina</i>. The waves of her fury +rolled up and up and broke, crashing, over Honor's rocklike calm. At +last, breathless, her fat face mottled with temper, "Go, then," said the +singer, and went out of the room with heavy speed and slammed the door +resoundingly. But she went with Honor to her steamer at Naples and +embraced her forgivingly. "Go with God," she wept. "Live a little; it is +best, perhaps. Then, my good small one, come back to me."</p> + +<p>Like all simple and direct persons Honor found relief in action. The +packing of her trunks and bags, the securing of tickets, cabling, had +all given her a sense of comfort. They were tangible evidences of her +progress toward Jimsy. The ocean trip was difficult; there was nothing +to <i>do</i>. Nevertheless the sea's large calm communicated itself to her; +for the greater portion of the voyage she was at peace. The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span> situation +with Jimsy must have been grave for her stepfather to think it necessary +to send for her, but nothing could be so bad that she could not right it +when she was actually with Jimsy. She would never leave him again, she +told herself.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>Feyther an' mither may a' gey mad,</div> +<div>But whistle an' I'll come to ye, my lad!</div> +</div></div> + +<p>Her mother, her poor, lovely mother, to whom she had been always such a +disappointment, would be mad enough in all conscience, but Stepper would +stand by. And nothing—no thing, no person, mattered beside Jimsy. +Friends of her mother met her steamer in New York and put her on her +train, and friends of Stephen Lorimer met her in Chicago and drove and +dined her and saw her off on the Santa Fe. She began to have at once a +warm sense of the West and home. The California poppies on the china in +the dining-car made her happy out of all proportion. When they picked up +the desert she relaxed and settled back in her seat with a sigh and a +smile. The blessed brown, the delicious dryness! The little jig-saw +hills standing pertly up against the sky; the tiny, low-growing desert +flowers; the Indian villages in the distance, the track workers' camps<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span> +close by with Mexican women and babies waving in the doorways; even a +lean gray coyote, loping homeward, looking back over his shoulder at the +train, helped to make up the sum of her joy. <i>The West!</i> How had she +endured being away from it so long?—From its breadth and bigness, its +sweep and space and freedom? She would never go away again. She and +Jimsy would live here always, a part of it, belonging.</p> + +<p>She stopped worrying. She was home, and Jimsy was waiting for her, and +everything would come right.</p> + +<p>At San Bernardino her mother and stepfather and her brothers came on +board, surprising her. She had had a definite picture of them at the +Santa Fe station in Los Angeles and their sudden appearance almost +bewildered her. Her mother was a trifle tearful and reproachful but she +was radiantly beautiful in her winter plumage. Stephen's handclasp was +solid and comforting. Her little brothers had grown out of all belief, +and her big brothers were heroic size, and they were all a little shy +with her after the excitement of the first greetings. She wondered why +Jimsy had not come out with them but at once she told herself that it +was better so; it would have been hard for them to have their first hour +together under<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> so many eyes,—her mother's especially. Jimsy would be +waiting at the station. But he was not. There were three or four of her +girl friends with their arms full of flowers and one or two older boys +who had finished college and were in business. They made much of her and +she greeted them warmly for all the cold fear which had laid hold of her +heart.</p> + +<p>Then came the drive home, the surprising number of new business +buildings, the amazing growth of the city toward Seventh Street, the +lamentable intrusion of apartment houses and utilitarian edifices on +beautiful old Figueroa. Honor looked and listened and commented +intelligently, but—<i>where was Jimsy?</i></p> + +<p>The old house looked mellow and beautiful; the Japanese garden was a +symphony of green plush sod and brilliant color—the Bougainvillæa +almost smothering the little summerhouse and a mocking-bird who must be +a grandson of the one of her betrothal night was singing his giddy heart +out. Kada was waiting in the doorway, bowing stiffly, sucking in his +breath, beaming; the cook just behind him, following him in sound and +gesture, and the Japanese gardener, hat in hand, stood at the foot of +the steps as she passed to say, "How-do? Veree glod! Veree glod! Tha's +nize you coming home! Veree glod!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span></p><p>Honor shook hands with them all. Then she turned to look at her +stepfather and he followed her into his study.</p> + +<p>"And we've got three new dogs, Honor, and two cats, and——" the +smallest Lorimer besieged her at the door but she did not turn. She was +very white now and trembling.</p> + +<p>"Stepper, where is Jimsy?"</p> + +<p>"Top Step, I—it's like Evangeline, rather, isn't it? He went straight +through from the north without even stopping over here. He's gone to +Mexico, to his uncle's ranch. And Carter got a leave of absence and went +with him. I—you want the truth, don't you, Top Step?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Honor.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid Jimsy rather ran amuck, in the bitterness of it all. His +father took it very hard, in spite of my explanations to him, and wrote +the boy a harsh letter; that started things, I fancy. That's when I +cabled you. Carter telephoned his mother from the station here as they +went through—they were on that special from San Francisco to Mexico +City—and she told your mother that Jimsy was pretty well shot to pieces +and that Carter didn't dare leave him alone."</p> + +<p>"Didn't he write me?"</p> + +<p>"He may have, of course, T. S., but there's <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span>nothing here for you. Mrs. +Van Meter told Carter that I had cabled for you, so Jimsy knows."</p> + +<p>"Yes." She stood still, her hat and cloak on, deliberating. "Do the +trains go to Mexico every day, Stepper?"</p> + +<p>"Why, yes, I believe they do, but you needn't wait to write, T. S. You +can telegraph, and let——"</p> + +<p>"I didn't mean about writing," said Honor, quietly. "I meant about +going. Will you see if I can leave to-day, Stepper? Then I won't unpack +at all, you see, and that will save time."</p> + +<p>"Top Step, I know what this means to you, but—your mother.... Do you +think you'd better?"</p> + +<p>"I am going to Mexico," said Honor. "I am going to Jimsy."</p> + +<p>"I'll find out about trains and reservations," said her stepfather.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X</h2> + +<p>For a few moments it moved and concerned Honor to see that she was the +cause of the first serious quarrel between her mother and her +stepfather. She was shocked to see her mother's wild weeping and Stephen +Lorimer's grim jaw and to hear the words between them, but nothing could +really count with her in those hours.</p> + +<p>She took her mother in her arms and kissed her and spoke to her as she +had to her little brothers in the years gone by, when they were hurt or +sorry. "There, there, Muzzie <i>dear</i>! You can't help it. You must just +stop caring so. It isn't your fault."</p> + +<p>"People will think—people will say——" sobbed Mildred Lorimer.</p> + +<p>"No one will blame you, dear. Every one knows what a trial I've always +been to you."</p> + +<p>"You have, Honor! You have! You've never been a comfort to me—not since +you were a tiny child. And even then you were tomboyish and rough and +queer."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span></p><p>"I know, Muzzie."</p> + +<p>"I never heard of anything so brazen in all my life—running after him +to Mexico—to visit people you never laid eyes on in all your days, +utter strangers to you——"</p> + +<p>"Jimsy's aunt and uncle, Muzzie."</p> + +<p>"Utter strangers to <i>you</i>, forcing yourself upon them, without even +telegraphing to know if they can have you——"</p> + +<p>"No. I don't want Jimsy to know I'm coming."</p> + +<p>"Where's your pride, Honor Carmody? When he's done such dreadful things +and got himself expelled from college—a young man never lives <i>that</i> +down as long as he lives!—and gone the way of all the 'Wild Kings,' and +hasn't even written to you! That's the thing I can't understand—your +running after him when he's dropped you—gone without a word or a line +to you."</p> + +<p>"He may have written, Muzzie. Letters are lost, you know, sometimes."</p> + +<p>"Very seldom. <i>Very</i> seldom!" Mrs. Lorimer hotly proclaimed her faith in +her government's efficiency. "I haven't lost three letters in forty +years. No. He's jilted you, Honor. That's the ugly, shameful truth, and +you're too blind to see it. If you knew the things Carter told his +mother——"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span></p><p>"I don't want to know them, Muzzie."</p> + +<p>"Of course you don't. That's just it! Blind! Blind and +stubborn,—determined to wreck and ruin your whole life. And I must +stand by, helpless, and see you do it. And the <i>danger</i> of the thing! +With Diaz out of the country it's in the hands of the brigands. You'll +be murdered ... or worse! Well—I know whose head your blood will be on. +Not mine, thank Heaven!" There was very little that day, Mildred Lorimer +felt, that she could thank Heaven for. It was not using her well.</p> + +<p>"You know that Stepper will give me letters and telegraph ahead to the +train people," said Honor. "And you mustn't believe all the hysterical +tales in the newspapers, Muzzie dear. Here's Stepper now."</p> + +<p>Stephen Lorimer was turning the car in at the driveway and a moment +later he came into the house. He looked very tired but he smiled at his +stepdaughter. "You're in luck, Top Step! I've just come from the Mexican +Consulate. Met some corking people there, Mexicans, starting home +to-morrow. They'll be with you until the last day of your trip! Mother +and father and daughter,—Menéndez is the name. Fascinating creatures. +I've got your reservations, in the same car with them! Mildred," he +turned to his wife, still speaking cheerily but begging<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span> for absolution +with his tired eyes, "Señora Menéndez—Menéndez y García is the whole +name—sent her compliments and said to tell you she would 'guard your +daughter as her own.' Doesn't that make you feel better about it?"</p> + +<p>"She can defend her from bandits, I suppose?"</p> + +<p>"My dear, there will be Señor Menéndez, and they tell me the tales of +violence are largely newspaper stuff,—as I've told you repeatedly. They +will not only look after Honor all the way but they will telegraph to +friends to meet her at Córdoba and drive her out to the Kings' +<i>rancho</i>—I explained that she wished to surprise her friends. I don't +mind telling you now that I should have gone with her myself if these +people hadn't turned up."</p> + +<p>"Stepper, dear!"</p> + +<p>"And I'll go now, T. S., if you like."</p> + +<p>"No, Stepper. I'd rather go alone, really—as long as I'm going to be so +well looked after, and Muzzie needn't worry."</p> + +<p>"'Needn't worry!'" said Mildred Lorimer, lifting her hands and letting +them fall into her lap.</p> + +<p>"Honestly, Muzzie, you needn't. If you do, it's because you let +yourself. You must know that I'll be safe with these people."</p> + +<p>"Your bodily safety isn't all," her mother, driven<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span> from that corner, +veered swiftly. "The thing itself is the worst. The <i>idea</i> of it—when I +think—after all that was in the paper, and every one talking about it +and pitying you—<i>pitying</i> you, Honor!"</p> + +<p>Her daughter got up suddenly and crossed over to her mother. "Every one +but you, Muzzie? Can't you manage to—pity me—a little? I think I could +stand being pitied, just now." It was indeed a day for being mothered. +There was a need which even the best and most understanding of +stepfathers could not fill, and Mildred Lorimer, looking into her white +face and her mourning eyes melted suddenly and allowed herself to be +cuddled and somewhat comforted but the heights of comforting Honor she +could not scale.</p> + +<p>"I think," said the girl at length, "I'd like to go up to my room and +rest for a little while, if you don't mind, Muzzie,—and Stepper."</p> + +<p>"Right, T. S. You'll want to be fresh for to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Do, dear—and I'll have Kada bring you up some tea. Rest until dinner +time, because Mrs. Van Meter's dining with us," she broke off as she saw +the small quiver which passed over her daughter's face and defended +herself. "I had to ask her, Honor. I couldn't—in common decency—avoid +it. She's so<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span> devoted to you, and think what she's done for you, Honor!"</p> + +<p>Honor sighed. "Very well. But will you make her promise not to let +Carter know I am coming?"</p> + +<p>"My dear, how could she? You'll be there yourself as soon as a letter."</p> + +<p>"She might telegraph." She turned to her stepfather. "Will you make her +promise, Stepper?"</p> + +<p>"I will, Top Step. Run along and rest. I daresay there will be some of +the Old Guard in to see you this evening." He walked with her to the +door and opened it for her. The small amenities of life had always his +devoted attention. He smiled down at her. "<i>Rest!</i>" he said.</p> + +<p>"I can rest, now, Stepper." It was true. When she reached the haven of +her big blue room she found herself relaxed and relieved. Again the +direct simplicity of her nature upheld her; she had not found Jimsy, but +she would find him; she was going to him without a day's delay; she +could "rest in action."</p> + +<p>The soft-footed, soft-voiced Kada brought her a tea tray and arranged it +deftly on a small table by the window. He smiled incessantly and kept +sucking in his breath in his shy and respectful pleasure. "Veree glod," +he said as the gardener had said before him, "Veree <i>glod</i>! I lige veree +moach you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span> comin' home! Now when thad Meestair Jeemsie comin' home too, +happy days all those days!" He had brought her two kinds of tiny +sandwiches which she had favored in the old tea times, chopped olives +and nuts in one, cream cheese and dates in the other, and there was a +plate of paper-thin cookies and some salted almonds and he had put a +half blown red rose on the shining napkin.</p> + +<p>"Kada, you are very kind. You always do everything so beautifully! How +are you coming on with your painting?"</p> + +<p>"Veree glod, thank-you-veree-moach!" He bowed in still delight.</p> + +<p>"You must show me your pictures in the morning, Kada."</p> + +<p>"Thank-you-veree-moach! Soon I have one thousand dollar save', can go +study Art School."</p> + +<p>"That's fine, Kada!"</p> + +<p>"<i>Bud</i>"—his serene face clouded over—"veree sod leavin' theeze house! +When you stayin' home an' thad Meestair Jeemsie here I enjoy to work +theeze house; is merry from moach comedy!"'</p> + +<p>He bowed himself out, still drawing in his breath and Honor smiled. +"Merry from much comedy" the house had been in the old gay days; dark +from much tragedy it seemed to-day. What would it be to her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> when she +came back again? But, little by little, the old room soothed and stilled +her. There were the sedate four-poster bed and the demure dresser and +the little writing desk, good mahogany all of them; come by devious +paths from a Virginia plantation; the cool blue of walls and rugs and +hangings; the few pictures she had loved; three framed photographs of +the Los Angeles football squad; a framed photograph of Jimsy in his +class play; a bowl of dull blue pottery filled now with lavish winter +roses. It was like a steadying hand on her shoulder, that sane and +simple girlhood room.</p> + +<p>The window gave on the garden and the King house beyond it. She wondered +whether she should see James King before she went to Mexico. She felt +she could hardly face him gently,—Jimsy's father who had failed him in +his dark hour. In view of what his own life had been! She leaned forward +and watched intently. It was the doctor's motor, the same seasoned old +car, which was stopping before the house of the "Wild Kings," and she +saw the physician hurry up the untidy path and disappear into the house. +James King was ill again. She would have to see him, then. Perhaps he +would have a good message for Jimsy. She finished her tea and slipped +into her old blue kimono, still hanging in the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span> closet, turned back the +embroidered spread and laid herself down upon the bed. She took Jimsy's +ring out of the little jewel pocket where she carried it and put it on +her finger. "I will never take it off again," she said to herself. Then +she fell asleep.</p> + +<p>"Fresh as paint, T. S.," said her stepfather when she came down.</p> + +<p>"My dear, what an adorable frock," said her mother. "You never got +<i>that</i> in Italy!"</p> + +<p>"But I did, Muzzie!" Honor was penitently glad of the sign of +fellowship. "There's a really lovely little shop in the Via Tournabouni. +Wait till my big trunk comes and you see what I found for you there! Oh, +here's Mrs. Van Meter!"</p> + +<p>She hurried to the door to greet Carter's mother. Marcia Van Meter +kissed her warmly and exclaimed over her. She was thinner but it was +becoming, and her gown suited her perfectly, and—they were seated at +dinner now—was that an Italian ring?</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Honor, slowly, looking first at her mother, "it is an +Italian ring, a very old one. Jimsy gave it to me. It has been in the +King family for generations. Isn't it lovely?"</p> + +<p>"<i>Lovely</i>," said Mrs. Van Meter, coloring. She changed the subject +swiftly but she did not really seem disconcerted. Indeed, her manner +toward<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span> Honor during the meal and the hour that followed was +affectionate to the point, almost, of seeming proprietary and maternal. +Some boys and girls came in later and Mrs. Van Meter rose to go. "I'll +run home, now, my dear, and leave you with your young friends."</p> + +<p>"I'll go across the street with you, Mrs. Van Meter," said Stephen +Lorimer, flinging his cigarette into the fire. He had already extracted +her promise not to telegraph Carter but he meant to hear it again.</p> + +<p>"Thanks, Mr. Lorimer, but I'm going to ask Honor to step over with me. I +have a tiny parcel for Carter and a message. Will you come, Honor?"</p> + +<p>She slipped her arm through the girl's and gave it a little squeeze as +they crossed the wide street. "Hasn't the city changed and grown, my +dear? Look at the number of motors in sight at this moment! One hardly +dares cross the street. I declare, it makes me feel almost as if I were +in the East again." She gave her a small, tissue wrapped parcel for her +son and came out on to the steps again with her. "Be careful about +crossing, Honor!"</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Honor, lightly. "That would hardly do,—to come alone from +Italy and then get myself<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span> run over on my own street. What's that +Kipling thing Stepper quotes:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>To sail unscathed from a heathen land</div> +<div>And be robbed on a Christian coast!</div> +</div></div> + +<p>Well, good-night, Mrs. Van Meter, and good-by, and I'll write you how +Carter is!"</p> + +<p>The older woman put her arms about her and held her close. "Dearest +girl, Carter told me not to breathe to any one, not even to your mother, +about—about what happened last summer—and—and what he asked you, and +I haven't, but I <i>must</i> tell you how glad...." then, at the bewilderment +in Honor's face in the light of the porch lamp,—"he showed me the +telegram you sent him to the steamer."</p> + +<p>"Oh,—I remember!" Her brief wire to him, promising to forgive and +forget his wild words of the evening before. She had quite forgiven, and +she had so nearly forgotten that she could not imagine, at first, what +his mother meant. And now, because the older woman was trembling, and +because Carter must have told her of how he had lost control of himself +and been for a moment false to his friend, she gave back the warm +embrace and kissed the pale cheek. "Yes. And I <i>meant</i> it, Mrs. Van +Meter!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span></p><p>"You <i>blessed</i> child!" Marcia Van Meter wiped her eyes. "You've made me +very happy."</p> + +<p>Honor ran across Figueroa Street between flashing headlights on +automobiles, and her heart was soft within her. <i>Poor</i> old Cartie! How +he must have grieved and reproached himself, and how seriously he must +have taken it, to tell his mother! Fancy not forgiving people! Her +stepfather had marked a passage for her in her pocket "R. L. S."... +"The man who cannot forgive any mortal thing is a green hand in life," +Stevenson had said. Honor believed him. She could even forgive James +King, poor, proud, miserable James King, for failing Jimsy. It was +because he cared so much. As she started up her own walk some one called +to her from the steps of the King house.</p> + +<p>"That you, Honor?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, Doctor! I just came home to-day. How are you?" She ran over to +shake hands with him. "Is Mr. King very sick?"</p> + +<p>"He's dying."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Doctor <i>Deering</i>!"</p> + +<p>"Yes. No mistake about it this time. Wants to see you. Old nigger woman +told him you were home. Will you come now?"</p> + +<p>"Of course." She followed him into the house and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> up the long, shabbily +carpeted stairs. She had never seen a dying person and she began to +shiver.</p> + +<p>As if he read her thought the doctor spoke. "Isn't going to die while +you're here. Not for a week—perhaps two weeks. But he'll never be up +again." His voice was gruff and his brow was furrowed. He had been with +Jeanie King when Jimsy was born and when she died, and he had cherished +and scorned James King for long years.</p> + +<p>There was a chair beside the bed and Honor seated herself there in +silence. Presently the sick man opened his eyes and his worn and ravaged +look of his son caught at her heart.</p> + +<p>"So," he said somberly, "you came home."</p> + +<p>"Yes, Mr. King. I came because Jimsy was in trouble, and to-morrow I'm +going to him."</p> + +<p>His eyes widened and slow, difficult color came into his sharply boned +face. "You're going ... to Mexico?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; alone."</p> + +<p>The color crept up and up until it reached the graying hair, crisply +waved, like Jimsy's. "No King woman ever ... held harder ... than that!" +he gasped. "You're a good girl, Honor Carmody. They knew ... what to ... +name you, didn't they?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span></p><p>She leaned nearer, holding her hand so that the rays of the night light +fell on the ring. "Didn't you know I'd 'hold hard' when you let Jimsy +give me this?"</p> + +<p>He hauled himself up on an elbow and stared at it with tragic eyes. +"Jeanie wore it five years.... My mother wore it thirty.... Honor +Carmody, you're a good girl.... You make me ... ashamed.... Tell the boy +that ... I'm sorry ... that letter. Bring him back ... in time...." He +fell back, limp, gasping, and the doctor signaled to the girl to go. As +she was slipping through the door the sick man spoke again, querulously. +"Damn that mocking-bird ... make somebody shoot him!... There was one +singing when Jimsy was born ... and when Jeanie went ... and this one +now, mocking, mocking...."</p> + +<p>She ran back to him. "Oh, Mr. King," she said, with shy fervor, "he +isn't making fun of <i>us</i>!—Only of the bad, hard things! One sang out +near Fiesta Park the day we thought Greenmount would win the +championship, and one was singing the night Jimsy and I found out that +we loved each other,—and this one was singing when I came home to-day!" +It was a long speech for Honor and she was a little shy and breathless. +"I <i>know</i> he doesn't mean it the way you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span> think! He's telling us that +the sad, hard, terrible things are not the real things!" Suddenly she +bent and kissed his cold forehead. "Oh, Mr. King, if you listen to him +with—with your <i>heart</i>—you'll hear it! He's mocking at trouble and +disgrace,—and misunderstanding and silly pride! He's—<i>hear him +now!</i>—he's mocking at pain and sorrow and—and <i>death</i>!"</p> + +<p>Then she ran out of the room and down the long stairs and across the +lawn to her own house, where a noisy and jubilant section of the Old +Guard waited.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI</h2> + +<p>It was happily clear at breakfast that Stephen Lorimer had more or less +made his peace—and Honor's peace—with his wife. Like his beloved Job, +whom he knew almost by heart, he had ordered his cause and filled his +mouth with arguments, and Mildred Lorimer had come to see something +rather splendidly romantic in her daughter's quest for her true love. +Stephen, who never appeared at breakfast, was down on time, heavy-eyed +and flushed, and Honor saw with a pang, in the stern morning light, that +he was middle-aged. Her gay young stepfather! His spirit had put a +period at nineteen, but his tired body was settling back into the slack +lines of the late fifties. Her mother had changed but little, thanks to +the unruffled serenity of her spirit and the skillful hands which cared +for her.</p> + +<p>"Muzzie," Honor had said, meeting her alone in the morning, "you are a +marvel! Why, you haven't a single gray hair!"</p> + +<p>"It's—well, I suppose it's because I have it taken<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span> care of," said Mrs. +Lorimer, flushing faintly. "It's not a dye. It's not in the least a +dye—it simply <i>keeps</i> the original color in the hair, that's all. I +wouldn't think of using a dye. In the first place, they say it's really +dangerous,—it seeps into the brain and affects your mind, and in the +second place it gives your face a hard look, always,—and besides, I +don't approve of it. But this thing Madame uses for me is <i>perfectly</i> +harmless, Honor."</p> + +<p>"It's perfectly charming, Muzzie," said her daughter, giving her a +hearty hug. It was a good world this morning. The breakfast table was +gay, and Kada beamed. Takasugi had made countless pop-overs—Honor's +favorites—and Kada was slipping in and out with heaping plates of them. +"Pop-all-overs" the littlest Lorimer called them, steaming, +golden-hearted. Honor had sung for them and the Old Guard the night +before and even the smallest of the boys was impressed and was treating +her this morning with an added deference which flowered in many passings +of the marmalade and much brotherly banter. The girl herself was +radiant. Nothing could be very wrong in a world like this. Suppose Jimsy +had slipped once—twice—half a dozen times, when she was far away +across the water? One swallow didn't make a spring and one slip (or +several) didn't<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> make a "Wild King" out of Jimsy. She was going to find +him and talk it over and straighten it out and bring him back here where +he belonged, where they both belonged, where they would stay. His +expulsion from Stanford really simplified matters, when you came to +think of it; now there need be no tiresome talk of waiting until he +graduated from college. And she had not the faintest intention of going +back to Italy. Just as soon as Jimsy could find something to do (and her +good Stepper would see to that) they would be married and move into the +old King house, and <i>how</i> she would love opening it up to the sun and +air and making it gay with new colors! All this in her quiet mind while +she breakfasted sturdily with her noisy tribe. Good to be with them +again, better still to be coming back to them, to stay with them, to +live beside them, always.</p> + +<p>Her train went at ten and the boys would be in school and her mother had +an appointment with the lady whose ministrations kept her hair at its +natural tint and Honor would not hear of her breaking it, so it was her +stepfather only who took her to the station. She was rather glad of that +and it made her put an unconscious extra fervor, remorsefully, into her +farewells to the rest. Just as she was leaving her room there was a +thump on her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> door and a simultaneous opening of it. Ted, her eldest +Carmody brother, came in and closed the door behind him. He was a Senior +at L. A. High, a football star of the second magnitude and a personable +youth in all ways, and her heart warmed to him.</p> + +<p>"Ted,—dear! I thought you'd gone to school!"</p> + +<p>"I'm just going. Sis,—I"—he came close to her, his bonny young face +suddenly scarlet—"I just wanted to say—I know why you're going down +there, and—and I'm for you a million! He's all right, old Jimsy. Don't +you let anybody tell you he isn't. I—you're a sport to pike down there +all by yourself. <i>You're all right</i>, Sis! I'm strong for you!"</p> + +<p>"Ted!" The distance between them melted; she felt the hug of his hard +young arms and there was a lump in her throat and tears in her eyes, but +she fought them back. He would be aghast at her if she cried. He +wouldn't be for her a million any longer. She must not break down though +she felt more like it than at any time since her arrival. She kept +silent and let him pat her clumsily and heavily till she could command +her voice. "I'm glad you want me to go, Teddy."</p> + +<p>"You bet I do. You stick, Sis! <i>And don't you let Carter spill the +beans!</i>"</p> + +<p>"Why, Ted, he——"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span></p><p>"You keep an eye on that bird," said the boy, grimly. "You keep your +lamps lit!"</p> + +<p>She repeated his words to her stepfather as they drove to the station. +"Why do you suppose he said that, Stepper?"</p> + +<p>Stephen Lorimer shrugged. "I don't think he meant anything specific, T. +S., but you know the kids have never cared for Carter."</p> + +<p>"I know; it's that he isn't their type. They haven't understood him."</p> + +<p>"Or—it's that they have."</p> + +<p>"Stepper! You, too?" Honor was driving and she did not turn her head to +look at him, but he knew the expression of her face from the tone of her +voice. "Do you mean that, seriously?"</p> + +<p>"I think I do, T. S. Look here,—we might as well talk things over +straight from the shoulder this morning. Shall we?"</p> + +<p>"Please do, Stepper." She turned into a quieter street and drove more +slowly, so that she was able to face him for an instant, her face +troubled.</p> + +<p>"Want me to drive?"</p> + +<p>"No,—I like the feel of the wheel again, after so long. You talk, +Stepper."</p> + +<p>"Well, T. S., I've no tangible charge to make against Carter, save that +his influence has been <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span>consistently bad for Jimsy since the first day +he limped into our ken. Consistently and—<i>persistently</i> bad, T. S. You +know—since we're not dealing in persiflage this morning—that Carter is +quite madly, crazily, desperately in love with you?"</p> + +<p>"I—yes, I suppose that's what you'd call it, Stepper. He—rather lost +his head last summer,—the night before you sailed."</p> + +<p>"But the night before we sailed," said her stepfather, drawing from his +neatly card-indexed memory, "it was with me that you held a little last +session."</p> + +<p>"Yes,—but on my way upstairs. The lift had stopped, you know. I was +frightfully angry at him and said something cruel, but the next morning +he looked so white and wretched and wrote me such a pathetic letter, +asking me to forgive and forget and all that sort of thing, and I sent +him a wire to the steamer, saying I would."</p> + +<p>"Ah! That was his telegram. We wondered."</p> + +<p>"And he's been very nice since, in the few letters I've had from him."</p> + +<p>"I daresay. But Ted's right, Top Step. In the parlance of the saints you +<i>do</i> 'want to keep your lamps lit.' Carter, denied health and strength +and physical glory, has had everything else he's ever<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span> wanted except +you,—and he hasn't given you up yet."</p> + +<p>Honor nodded, her face flushed, her eyes straight ahead.</p> + +<p>"And now—more plain talk, T. S. This is a fine, sporting, rather +spectacular thing you're doing, going down to Mexico after Jimsy, and +I'm absolutely with you, but—if the worst should be true—if the boy +really has gone to pieces—you won't marry him?"</p> + +<p>"No," said the girl steadily, after an instant's pause. "If Jimsy should +be—like his father—I wouldn't marry him, Stepper. There shouldn't +be—any <i>more</i> 'Wild Kings.' But I'd never marry any one else, and—oh, +but it would be a long time to live, Stepper, dear!"</p> + +<p>"I'm betting you'll find him in good shape,—and keep him so, Top Step. +At any rate, however it comes out, you'll always be glad you went."</p> + +<p>"I know I will."</p> + +<p>"Yes; you're that sort of woman, T. S.,—the 'whither thou goest' kind. +I believe women may roughly be divided into two classes; those who +passively let themselves be loved; those who actively love. The former +have the easier time of it, my dear." His tired eyes visioned his wife, +now closeted<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span> with Madame. He sighed once and then he smiled. "And they +get just as much in return, let me tell you,—more, I really believe. +But I want you to promise me one thing."</p> + +<p>"What?"</p> + +<p>"That you'll never give up your singing. Keep it always, T. S. There'll +be times when you need it—to run away to—to hide in."</p> + +<p>She nodded, soberly.</p> + +<p>His eyes began to kindle. "Every woman ought to have something! Men +have. It should be with women as with men—love a thing apart in their +lives, not their whole existence! Then they wouldn't agonize and wear on +each other so! I believe there's a chapter in that, for my book, Top +Step."</p> + +<p>"I'm sure there is," said Honor, warmly. They had reached the station +now and a red cap came bounding for her bags. "And I won't even try to +thank you, Stepper, dear, for all——"</p> + +<p>"Don't be a goose, T. S.,—look! There are your Mexicans!"</p> + +<p>Honor followed his eyes. "Aren't they <i>delicious</i>?" They hurried toward +them. "The girl's adorable!"</p> + +<p>"They all are." Stephen Lorimer performed the introductions with proper +grace and seriousness and they all stood about in strained silence until +the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span> Señora was nervously sure they ought to be getting on board. "Might +as well, T. S.," her stepfather said. She was looking rather white, he +thought, and they might as well have the parting over. Honor was very +steady about it. "Good-by, Stepper. I'll write you at once, and you'll +keep us posted about Mr. King?" She stood on the observation platform, +waving to him, gallantly smiling, and he managed his own whimsical grin +until her train curved out of sight. One in a thousand, his Top Step. +How she had added to the livableness of life for him since the day she +had gravely informed her mother that she believed she liked him better +than her own father, that busy gentleman who had stayed so largely Down +Town at The Office! Stephen Lorimer was too intensely and healthily +interested in the world he was living in to indulge in pallid curiosity +about the one beyond, but now his mind entertained a brief wonder ... +did he know, that long dead father of Honor Carmody, about this glorious +girl of his? Did he see her now, setting forth on this quest; this +pilgrimage to her True Love, as frankly and freely as she would have +gone to nurse him in sickness? He grinned and gave himself a shake as he +went back to the machine,—he had lost too much sleep lately. He would +turn in for a nap before luncheon;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> Mildred would not be out of her +Madame's deft hands until noon.</p> + +<p>The family of Menéndez y Garcí­a beamed upon Honor with shy cordiality. +Señor Menéndez was a dapper little gentleman, got up with exquisite care +from the perfect flower on his lapel to his small cloth-topped patent +leather shoes, but his wife was older and larger and had a tiny, stern +mustache which made her seem the more male and dominant figure of the +two. Mariquita, the girl, was all father, and she had been a year in a +Los Angeles convent. The mother wore rich but dowdy black and an +impossible headgear, a rather hawklike affair which appeared to have +alighted by mistake on the piles of dusky hair where it was shakily +balancing itself, but Mariquita's narrow blue serge was entirely modish, +and her tan pumps, and sheer amber silk hose, and her impudent hat. The +Señor spent a large portion of his time in the smoker and the Señora +bent over a worn prayer book or murmured under her breath as her fingers +slipped over the beads in her lap, but the girl chattered unceasingly. +Her English was fluent but she had kept an intriguing accent.</p> + +<p>"Ees he not beautiful, Mees Carmody, my Pápa?" She pushed the accent +forward to the first syllable. "And my poor <i>Madrecita</i> of a homely to +chill the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span> blood? <i>But</i> a saint, my mawther. Me, I am not so good. Also +<i>gracias a Dios</i>, I am not so——" she leaned forward to regard herself +in the narrow strip of mirror between the windows and—a wary eye on the +Señora—applied a lip stick to her ripe little mouth. She wanted at once +to know about Honor's sweethearts. "<i>A fe mia</i>—in all your life but one +<i>novio</i>? Me, I have now seex. So many have I since I am twelve years I +can no longer count for you!" She shrugged her perilously plump little +shoulders. "One! Jus' like I mus' have a new hat, I mus' have a new +<i>novio</i>!"</p> + +<p>They were all a little formal with her until after they had left El Paso +and crossed the Mexican border at Juarez, when their manner became at +once easy, hospitable, proprietary. They pointed out the features of the +landscape and the stations where they paused, they plied her unceasingly +with the things they purchased every time the train hesitated long +enough for <i>vendadors</i> to hold up their wares at the windows,—<i>fresas</i> +(the famous strawberries in little leaf baskets), <i>higos</i> (fat figs), +<i>helado</i> (a thin and over-sweet ice cream), and the delectable <i>Cajeta +de Celaya</i>, the candy made of milk and fruit paste and magic. They were +behind time and the train seemed to loiter in serenest unconcern. Señor +Menéndez<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span> came back from the smoker with a graver face every day. The +men who came on board from the various towns brought tales of unrest and +feverish excitement, of violence, even, in some localities.</p> + +<p>If his friends could not be sure of meeting Honor at Córdoba and driving +her to the Kings' <i>hacienda</i> the Señor himself would escort her, after +seeing his wife and daughter home. Honor assured him that she was not +afraid, that she would be quite safe, and she was thoroughly convinced +of it herself; nothing would be allowed to happen to her on her way to +Jimsy.</p> + +<p>"Your father is so good," she said gratefully to Mariquita.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she smiled. "My Pápa ees of a deeferent good; he ees glad-good, +an' my <i>Madrecita</i> ees sad-good. Me—I am <i>bad</i>-good! You know, I mus' +go to church wiz my mawther, but my Pápa, he weel not go. He nevair say +'No' to my mawther; he ees <i>too</i> kind. Jus' always on the church day he +is seek. <i>So</i> seek ees my poor Pápa on the church day!" She flung back +her head and laughed and showed her short little white teeth.</p> + +<p>But Señor Menéndez had an answer to his telegram on the morning of the +day on which they were to part; his friend, the eminent <i>Profesor</i>, +Hidalgo Morales,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span> accompanied by his daughter, Señorita Refugio, would +without fail be waiting for Miss Carmody when her train reached Córdoba +and would see her safely into the hands of her friends. Honor said +good-by reluctantly to the family of Menéndez y García; the beautiful +little father kissed her hand and the grave mother gave her a blessing +and Mariquita embraced her passionately and kissed her on both cheeks +and produced several entirely genuine tears. She saw them greeted by a +flock of relatives and friends on the platform but they waved devotedly +to her as long as she could see them. Then she had a quiet and solitary +day and in the silence the old anxieties thrust out their heads again, +but she drove them sturdily back, forcing herself to pay attention to +the picture slipping by the car window,—the lovely languid <i>tierra +caliente</i> which was coming to meet her. The old <i>Profesor</i> and his +daughter were waiting for her; shy, kindly, earnest, less traveled than +the Menéndez', with a covered carriage which looked as if it might be a +relic of the days of Maximilian. Conversation drowsed on the long drive +to the Kings' coffee plantation; the Señorita spoke no English and +Honor's High School Spanish got itself annoyingly mixed with Italian, +and the old gentleman, after minute inquiries as to her journey and the +state of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span> health of his cherished friend, Señor Felipe Hilario Menéndez +y García, sank into placid thought. It was a ridiculous day for winter, +even to a Southern Californian, and the tiny villages through which they +passed looked like gay and shabby stage settings.</p> + +<p>The <i>Profesor</i> roused at last. "We arrive, Señorita," he announced, with +a wave of his hand. They turned in at a tall gateway of lacy ironwork +and Honor's heart leaped—"<i>El Pozo</i>." Richard King.</p> + +<p>"The name is given because of the old well," the Mexican explained. "It +is very ancient, very deep—without bottom, the <i>peóns</i> believe." They +drew up before a charming house of creamy pink plaster and red tiles, +rioted over by flowering vines. "I wait but to make sure that Señor or +Señora King is at home." A soft-eyed Mexican woman came to the door and +smiled at them, and there was a rapid exchange of liquid sentence. "They +are both at home, Señorita. We bid you farewell."</p> + +<p>The servant, wide-eyed and curious, had come at his command to take +Honor's bags.</p> + +<p>"Oh—but—surely you'll wait? Won't you come in and rest? It was such a +long, warm drive, and you must be tired."</p> + +<p>He bowed, hat in hand, shaking his handsome <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span>silver head. "We leave you +to the embraces of your friends, Señorita. One day we will do ourselves +the honor to call upon you, and Señor and Señora King, whom it is our +privilege to know very slightly. For the present, we are content to have +served you."</p> + +<p>"Oh," said Honor in her hearty and honest voice, holding out a frank +hand, "this is the <i>kindest</i> country! <i>Every one</i> has been so good to +me! I wish I could thank you enough!"</p> + +<p>The old gentleman stood very straight and a dark color surged up in his +swarthy face. "Then, dear young lady, you will perhaps have the +graciousness to say a pleasant word for us in that country of yours +which does not love us too well! You will perhaps say we are not all +barbarians." He gave an order to his coachman and the quaint old +carriage turned slowly and precisely and started on its long return +trip, the <i>Profesor</i>, still bareheaded, bowing, his daughter beaming and +kissing her hand. Honor held herself rigidly to the task of seeing them +off. Then—<i>Jimsy!</i> Where was he? She had had a childish feeling that he +would be instantly visible when she got there; she had come from Italy +to Mexico,—from Florence to a coffee plantation beyond Córdoba in the +<i>tierra caliente</i> to find him,—and journeys ended in lovers' meeting, +every wise man's son—and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span>daughter—knew. The nods and becks and +wreathed smiles of the serving woman brought her back to earth.</p> + +<p>"Señora King?" She asked, dutifully, for her hostess—her unconscious +hostess—first.</p> + +<p>"<i>Si Señorita! Pronto!</i>" The servant beckoned her into a dim, cool +<i>sala</i> and disappeared. "Well, I know what that means," Honor told +herself. "'Right away.' Oh, I <i>hope</i> it's right away!"</p> + +<p>But it was not. The Kings, like all sensible people, were at their +<i>siesta</i>; twenty racking moments went by before they came in. Richard +King was older than Jimsy's father but he had the same look of race and +pride, and his wife was a plain, rather tired-looking Englishwoman with +very white teeth and broodingly tender blue eyes which belied the +briskness of her manner.</p> + +<p>"I am Honor Carmody."</p> + +<p>"You are——" Mrs. King came forward, frowning a little.</p> + +<p>"I—I am engaged to your nephew—to Jimsy King. I think you must have +heard of me."</p> + +<p>"My dear, of course we have! How very nice to see you! But—how—and +where did you——"</p> + +<p>The girl interrupted breathlessly. "Oh, please,—I'll tell you +everything, in a minute. But I must know about him! I came from Italy +because<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span>—because of his trouble at college. Is he—is he——" she kept +telling herself that she was Honor Carmody, the tomboy-girl who never +cried or made scenes—Jimsy's Skipper—her dear Stepper's Top Step; she +was not a silly creature in a novel; she would not scream and beg them +to tell her—<i>tell her</i>—even if they stood there staring at her for +hours longer. And then she heard Richard King saying in a voice very +like his brother's, a little like Jimsy's:</p> + +<p>"Why, the boy's all right! Ab-so-lutely all right! Isn't he, Madeline? +Steady as a clock. That college nonsense——"</p> + +<p>And then Honor found herself leaning back in a marvelously comfortable +chair by an open window and Mr. King was fanning her slowly and strongly +and Mrs. King was making her drink something cool and pungent, and +telling her it was the long, hot drive out from Córdoba in the heat of +the day and that she mustn't try to talk for a little while. Honor +obeyed them docilely for what she was sure was half an hour and which +was in fact five minutes and then she sat up straight and decisively. +"I'm <i>perfectly</i> all right now, thank you. Will you tell me where I can +find Jimsy?"</p> + +<p>"I expect he's taking his nap down at the old well. I'll send for him. +You must be quiet, my dear."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span></p><p>She got to her feet and let them see how steady she was. "<i>Please</i> let +me go to him!"</p> + +<p>"But Josita will fetch him in less time, my dear, and we'll have Carter +called, too, and——" Mrs. King stopped abruptly at the look in the +girl's eyes. "Josita will show you the way," she said in quite another +tone. "You must carry my sunshade and not walk too quickly."</p> + +<p>Honor tried not to walk too quickly but she kept catching up with the +Mexican serving woman and passing her on the path, and falling back +again with a smile of apology, and the woman smiled in return, showing +white, even teeth. It was not as long a walk as it seemed, but their +pace made it consume ten interminable minutes. At length the twisting +walk twisted once more and gave on a cleared space, meltingly green, +breathlessly still, an ancient stone well in its center.</p> + +<p>Josita gestured with a brown hand. "<i>Alla esta Señorito Don Diego! +Adios, Señorita!</i>"</p> + +<p>"<i>Gracias!</i>" Honor managed.</p> + +<p>"<i>Te nada!</i>" She smiled and turned back along the way they had come. "It +is nothing!" she had said. Nothing to have brought her on the last stage +of her long quest! Jimsy was asleep in the deep grass in the shade. She +went nearer to him, stepping <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span>softly, hardly breathing. He was stretched +at ease, his sleeves rolled high on his tanned arms, his tanned throat +bare, his crisp hair rolling back from his brow in the old stubborn +wave, his thick lashes on his cheek. His skin was as clean and clear as +a little boy's; he looked a little boy, sleeping there. She leaned over +him and he stirred and sighed happily, as if dimly aware of her +nearness. She tried to speak to him, to say—"Jimsy!" but she found she +could not manage it, even in a whisper. So she sat down beside him and +gathered him into her arms.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII</h2> + +<p>They had a whole hour entirely to themselves and it went far toward +restoring the years that the locusts had eaten. It was characteristic of +them both that they talked little, even after the long ache of silence. +For Jimsy, it was enough to have her there, in his arms, utterly his—to +know that she had come to him alone and unafraid across land and sea; +and for Honor the journey's end was to find him clear-eyed and +clean-skinned and steady. Stephen Lorimer was right when he applied +Gelett Burgess' "caste of the articulate" against them; they were very +nearly of the "gagged and wordless folk." Yet their silence was a rather +fine thing in its way; it expressed them—their simplicity, their large +faith. It was not in them to make reproaches. It did not occur to Jimsy +to say—"But why didn't you let me know you were coming?—At least you +might have let me have the comfort of knowing you were on this side of +the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span> ocean!" And Honor never dreamed of saying "But Jimsy,—to rush from +Stanford down here without sending me a line!"</p> + +<p>Therefore it was somewhat remarkable that it came out, in the brief +speeches between the long stillnesses, that Honor knew that Carter had +telephoned to his mother as they passed through Los Angeles, and that +Mrs. Van Meter had spoken of Honor's return, and she had naturally +supposed he would tell Jimsy; and that Jimsy had written her a ten page +letter, telling with merciless detail of the one wild party of protest +in which he had taken part, of his horror and remorse, of his +determination to go to his people in Mexico and stay until he was +certain he had himself absolutely in hand and had made up his mind about +his future.</p> + +<p>"Well, it will be sent back to me from Florence," said Honor, +contentedly.</p> + +<p>"Funny it wasn't there almost as soon as you were—I sent it so long +ago!—The night after that party, and I didn't leave for over two weeks, +and that makes it—well, anyhow, it's had time to be back. But it +doesn't matter now."</p> + +<p>"No, it doesn't matter, now, Jimsy. I won't read it when it does come, +because it's all ancient history—ancient history that—that never +really happened<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> at all! But I'm glad you wrote me, dear!" She rubbed +her cheek against his bronzed face.</p> + +<p>"Of course I'd tell you everything about it, Skipper."</p> + +<p>"Of course you would, Jimsy."</p> + +<p>They were just beginning to talk about the future—beyond hurrying back +to Jimsy's father—when Carter came for them. He called to them before +he came limping into the little cleared space, which was partly his tact +in not wanting to come upon them unannounced, and partly because he +didn't want, for his own sake, to find them as he knew he would find +them, without warning. As a matter of fact, while Honor lifted her head +with its ruffled honey-colored braids from Jimsy's shoulder, he kept his +arm about her in brazen serenity.</p> + +<p>Carter's eyes contracted for an instant, but he came close to them and +held out his hand. "Honor! This is glorious! But why didn't you wire and +let us meet you? We never dreamed of your coming! Of course, the mater +told me you were on your way home, but I didn't tell old Jimsy here, as +long as you hadn't. I knew you meant some sort of surprise. I thought +he'd hear from you from L. A. by any mail, now."</p> + +<p>"Say, Cart', remember that long letter I wrote Skipper, the night after +the big smear?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span></p><p>"Surely I do," Carter nodded.</p> + +<p>"Well, she never got it."</p> + +<p>"It passed her, of course. It will come back,—probably follow her down +here."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it'll show up sometime. I gave it to you to mail, didn't I?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I remember it distinctly, because it was the fattest one of yours +I ever handled."</p> + +<p>He grinned ruefully. "Yep. Had a lot on my chest that night."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. King thought you ought to rest before dinner, Honor."</p> + +<p>"At least I ought to make myself decent!" She smoothed the collar +Jimsy's arms had crumpled, the hair his shoulder had rubbed from its +smooth plaits. "She must think I'm weird enough as it is!"</p> + +<p>But the Richard Kings had lived long enough in the turbulent <i>tierra +caliente</i> to take startling things pretty much for granted. Honor's +coming was now a happily accepted fact. A cool, dim room had been made +ready for her,—a smooth floor of dull red tiles, some astonishingly +good pieces of furniture which had come, Mrs. King told her when she +took her up, from the Government pawnshop in Mexico City and dated back +to the brief glories of Maximilian's period, and a cool bath in a tin +tub.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span></p><p>"You are so good," said Honor. "Taking me in like this! It was a +dreadful thing to do, but—I had to come to him."</p> + +<p>The Englishwoman put her hand on her shoulder. "My dear, it was a +topping thing to do. I—" her very blue eyes were pools of +understanding. "I should have done it. And we're no end pleased to have +you! We get fearfully dull, and three young people are a feast! We'll +have a lot of parties and divide you generously with our friends and +neighbors—neighbors twenty miles away, my dear! We'll do some +theatricals,—Carter says your boy is quite marvelous at that sort of +thing."</p> + +<p>"Oh, he <i>is,"</i> said Honor, warmly, "but I'm afraid we ought to hurry +back to his father!"</p> + +<p>"I'll have Richard telegraph. Of course, if he's really bad, you'll have +to go, but we do want you to stay on!" She was moving about the big +room, giving a brisk touch here and there. "Have your cold dip and rest +an hour, my dear. Dinner's at eight. Josita will come to help you." She +opened the door and stood an instant on the threshold. Then she came +back and took Honor's face between her hands and looked long at her. +"You'll do," she said. "You'll do, my girl! There's no—no royal road +with these Kings of ours—but they're worth it!" She<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span> dropped a brisk +kiss on the smooth young brow and went swiftly out of the room.</p> + +<p>To the keen delight of the hosts there was a fourth guest at dinner, a +man who was stopping at another <i>hacienda</i> and had come in to tea and +been cajoled into staying for dinner and the night. He was a personage +from Los Angeles, an Easterner who had brought an invalid wife there +fifteen years earlier, had watched her miraculous return to pink plump +health and become the typical California-convert. He had established a +branch of his gigantic business there and himself rolled semiannually +from coast to coast in his private car. Honor and Jimsy were a little +awed by touching elbows with greatness but he didn't really bother them +very much, for they were too entirely absorbed in each other. He seemed, +however, considerably interested in them and looked at them and listened +to them genially. The Kings were thirstily eager for news of the +northern world; books, plays, games, people—they drank up names and +dates and details.</p> + +<p>"We must take a run up to the States this year," said Richard King.</p> + +<p>"It would be jolly, old dear," said his wife, levelly, her wise eyes on +his steady hands. "If the coffee crop runs to it!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span></p><p>"There you have it," he growled. "If the coffee crop is bad we can't +afford to go,—and if it's good we can't afford to leave it!"</p> + +<p>"But we needn't mind when we've house parties like this! My word, +Rich'—fancy having four house guests at one and the same blessed time!" +She led the way into the long <i>sala</i> for coffee.</p> + +<p>"Yes,—isn't it great? Drink?" Richard King held up a half filled +decanter toward his guest.</p> + +<p>The personage shook his head. "Not this weather, thanks. That enchanted +well of yours does me better. Wonderful water, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"Water's all right, but it's a deuce of a nuisance having to carry every +drop of it up to the house."</p> + +<p>"Really? Isn't it piped?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, but it will be one day, Rich'! I expect the first big coffee crop +will go there, rather than in a trip to the States. But it is rather a +bother, meanwhile."</p> + +<p>"But you have no labor question here."</p> + +<p>"Haven't we though? With old Diaz gone the old order is changed. This +bunch I have here now are bad ones," King shook his head. "They may +revolute any minute."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Rich'—not really?"</p> + +<p>"I daresay they'll lack the energy when it comes<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span> to a show-down, +Madeline. But this man Villa is a picturesque figure, you know. He +appeals to the <i>peón</i> imagination."</p> + +<p>The guest was interested. "Yes. Isn't it true that there's a sort of +Robin Hood quality about him—steals from the rich to give to the +poor—that sort of thing?"</p> + +<p>"That's more or less true, but the herd believes it utterly." He sighed. +"It was a black day for us when Diaz sailed."</p> + +<p>Jimsy King had been listening. "But, Uncle Rich', they <i>have</i> had a +rotten deal, haven't they?"</p> + +<p>His uncle shrugged. "Got to treat 'em like cattle, boy. It's what they +are."</p> + +<p>"Well, it's what they'll always be if you keep on treating 'em that +way!" Jimsy spoke hotly and his uncle turned amused eyes on him.</p> + +<p>"Don't let that Yaqui fill you up with his red tales!"</p> + +<p>"But you'll admit the Yaquis have been abused?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I believe they have. They're a cut above the <i>peón</i> in +intelligence and spirit. But—can't have omelette without breaking +eggs." He turned again to his elder guest. "This boy here has been +palling about with a Yaqui Indian he made me take in when he was here +last time."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span></p><p>The great man nodded. "Yes,—I've seen them together. Magnificent +specimen, isn't he?"</p> + +<p>"They are wonderfully built, most of them. This chap was pretty badly +used by his master—they are virtually slaves, you know,—and bolted, +and Jimsy found him one night——"</p> + +<p>The boy got up and came over to them. "Starving, and almost dead with +weakness and his wounds,—beaten almost to death and one of his ears +hacked off! And Uncle Rich' took him in and kept him for me."</p> + +<p>His uncle grinned and flung an arm across his shoulder. "And had the +devil—and many <i>pesos</i> to pay to the local <i>jefe</i> and the naturally +peevish gentleman who lost him. But at that I'll have to admit he's the +best man on the <i>rancho</i> to-day." He threw a teasing look at Honor, +glowing and misty-eyed over Jimsy's championing of the oppressed. "The +only trouble is, I suppose Jimsy will take him with him when he sets up +housekeeping for himself. What do you think, Maddy? Could Yaqui Juan be +taught to buttle?"</p> + +<p>"No butlers for us, Uncle Rich'!" Jimsy was red but unabashed. "We might +rent him for a movie star and live on his earnings. We aren't very clear +yet as to what we <i>will</i> live on!"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span></p><p>The personage looked at him gravely. "You are going to settle in Los +Angeles?"</p> + +<p>"<i>Yes!</i>" said Jimsy and Honor in a breath. The good new life coming +which would be the good old life over again, only better!</p> + +<p>"Oh," said Mrs. King, "I forgot,—I asked them to come up from the +quarters and make music for you! They're here now! Look!" She went to +the window and the others followed. The garden was filled with vaguely +seen figures, massed in groups, and there was a soft murmur of voices +and the tentative strumming of guitars. "Shall we come out on the +veranda? You'll want a <i>rebozo</i>, Honor,—the nights are sharp." She +called back to the serving woman. "Put out the lights, Josita."</p> + +<p>They sat in the dusk and looked out into the veiled and shadowy spaces +and the dim singers lifted up their voices. The moon would rise late; +there was no light save the tiny pin points of the cigarettes; it gave +the music an elfin, eerie quality.</p> + +<p>"Pretty crude after Italy, eh, Honor?" Richard King wanted to know.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's delicious, Mr. King! Please ask them to sing another!"</p> + +<p>"May we have the <i>Golondrina</i>?" the eldest guest wanted to know.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span></p><p>"Well—how about it, Maddy? Think we're all cheerful enough? We know +that two of us are! All right!" He called down the request and it seemed +to Honor that a little quiver went through the singers in the shadow. +The guitars broke into a poignant, sobbing melody.</p> + +<p>"I don't know what the words mean," said the personage under his breath. +"I don't believe I want to know. I fancy every one fits his own words to +it."</p> + +<p>"Or his own need," said Richard King's wife. She slipped her hand into +her husband's. The melody rose and fell, sobbed and soared. Honor drew +closer to Jimsy and he put his arm about her and held her hard. "Yes," +he whispered. "I know." The man who had asked for <i>Golondrina</i> sat with +bent head and his cigar went out. Only Carter Van Meter, as once long +ago in Los Angeles, seemed unmoved, unstirred, scatheless.</p> + +<p>There was a little silence after the music. Then the personage said, +"You know, I fancy that's Mexico, that song!"</p> + +<p>Jimsy King wheeled to face him through the dusk. "Yes, sir! It's true! +That <i>is</i> Mexico,—everything that's been done to her,—and everything +she'll do, some day!"</p> + +<p>"It's—beautiful and terrible," said Honor. "I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span> had to keep telling +myself that we are all safe and happy, and that nothing is going to +happen to us!"</p> + +<p>Carter laughed and got quickly to his feet. "I suggest indoors and +lights—and Honor! Honor must sing for us!"</p> + +<p>She never needed urging; she sang as gladly as a bird on a bush. The +Kings were parched for music; they begged for another and another. She +had almost to reproduce her recital in Florence. Jimsy listened, rapt +and proud, and at the end he said—"Not too tired for one more, Skipper? +Our song?"</p> + +<p>"Never too tired for that, Jimsy!" She sat down again and struck her +stepfather's ringing, rousing chords. Instantly it ceased, there in the +room, to be Mexico; it was as if a wind off the sea blew past them. The +first verse had them all erect in their chairs. She swung into the +second, holding a taut rein on herself:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>The sand of the desert is sodden red;</div> +<div>Red with the wreck of a square that broke;</div> +<div>The gatling's jammed and the colonel dead,</div> +<div>And the regiment blind with dust and smoke:</div> +<div>The River of Death has brimmed his banks;</div> +<div>And England's far and Honor's a name,</div> +<div>But the voice of a school boy rallies the ranks—</div> +<div>Play up! Play up! and—Play the Game!</div> +</div></div> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span></p><p>Honor sat still at the piano. She did not mean to lift her eyes until +she could be sure they would not run over. Why did that song always +sweep her away so?—from the first moment Stepper had read her the words +in the old house on South Figueroa Street, all those years ago? Why had +she always the feeling that it had a special meaning for her and for +Jimsy—a warning, a challenge? Jimsy came over to stand beside her, +comfortably silent, and then, surprisingly, the personage came to stand +beside Jimsy.</p> + +<p>"I've been wondering," he said, "if you hadn't better come in to see me +one day, when we're all back in Los Angeles? You haven't any definite +plans for your future, have you?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir," said Jimsy. "Only that I've got to get something—quick!" He +looked at Honor, listening star-eyed.</p> + +<p>The great man smiled. "I see. Well, I think I can interest you. I've +watched you play football, King. I played football, forty years ago. I +like the breed. My boys are all girls, worse luck—though they're the +finest in the world——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, <i>yes</i>," said Honor, warmly.</p> + +<p>"But I like boys. And I like you, Jimsy King." He held out his hand. +"You come to me, and if you're the lad I think you are, you'll stay."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span></p><p>"Oh, I'll come!" Jimsy stammered, flushed and incoherent. "I'll come! +I'll—I'll sweep out or scrub floors—or—or anything! But—I'm afraid +you don't——" he looked unhappily at Honor.</p> + +<p>"Yes, Jimsy. He's got to know."</p> + +<p>Jimsy King stood up very straight and tall. "You've got to know that I +was kicked out of college two months ago, for marching in a parade +against——"</p> + +<p>"For telling the truth," cried Honor, hot cheeked, "when a cowardly lie +would have saved him!"</p> + +<p>"But just the same, I was kicked out of college, and——"</p> + +<p>"Lord bless you, boy," said the personage, and it was the first time +they had heard him laugh aloud, "I know you were! And that's one reason +why I want you. <i>So was I!</i>"</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII</h2> + +<p>There were telegrams from Stephen Lorimer and the doctor; James King's +condition remained unchanged. Honor and Jimsy decided to return at once, +but Richard King flatly refused to let them go. The next train after +Honor's had been held up just beyond Córdoba by a band of brigands, +supposed to be a section of Villistas, the passengers robbed and +mistreated and three of the train men killed.</p> + +<p>"Not a step without an escort," said Jimsy's uncle.</p> + +<p>Then Jimsy's new friend came to the rescue. He was eager to get home but +cannily aware of his own especial risk,—two wealthy Americans having +been recently taken and held for ransom. He had influence at the +Capital; he wrote and telegraphed and the replies were suave and +reassuring; reliable escort would be furnished as soon as +possible,—within the week, it was hoped. Meanwhile, there was nothing +for it but to wait. He went back to the <i>hacienda</i><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> where he had been +visiting, and life—the merry, lyrical life of <i>El Pozo</i>, moved forward. +Jimsy's only woe was that he was condemned by her own decision to share +Honor lavishly with his uncle and aunt and their friends and Carter. +"Skipper, after all these years, leaving me for a darn' tea!"</p> + +<p>"Jimsy, dear," she scolded him, "you know that it's the very least I can +do, now isn't it—honestly? Think how lovely she's been to us, and how +much it means to her, having people here. And we've got all our lives +ahead of us, Jimsy! Be good! And besides"—she colored a little and +hesitated—"it's—not kind to Cartie." Then, at the sobering of his +face, "You know he—cares for me, Jimsy, and I don't believe it's just +cricket for us to—to sort of wave our happiness in his face all the +time."</p> + +<p>He sighed crossly. "But—good Lord, Skipper,—he's got to get used to +it!"</p> + +<p>"Of course,—but need we—rub it in, just now?" The fact was that Honor +was anxious. Carter was pallid, haggard, morose. The brief flare of +composure with which he had greeted her was gone; he showed visibly and +unpleasantly what he was suffering at the sight of their vivid and +hearty happiness. Mrs. King had commented pityingly on it to Honor and +it was simply not in the girl to go on adding to his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span> misery. She began +to be very firm with Jimsy about their long walks or rides alone; she +accepted all Mrs. King's invitations and plans for them; she included +Carter whenever it was possible. These restrictions had naturally the +result of making Jimsy the more ardent in their scant privacy, and +Honor, amazingly free from coquetry though she was, must have sensed it. +Perhaps the truth was that she had in her, after all, something of +Mildred Lorimer's feeling for values and conventions; having flown from +Florence to Córdoba to her lover she was reclaiming a little of her +aloofness and cool ladyhood by this discipline. But she was entirely +honest in her wish to spare Carter so far as possible. Once, when Jimsy +was briefly away with his Yaqui henchman she asked Carter to walk with +her, but he decided for the dim <i>sala;</i> the heat which seemed to +invigorate and vitalize Jimsy left him limp and spent.</p> + +<p>He brushed her generalities roughly aside. "Are you happy, Honor?"</p> + +<p>She lifted her candid eyes to his bleak young face. "Yes, Cartie. +Happier than ever before—and I've been happy all my life."</p> + +<p>He was silent for a moment as if sorting out and considering the things +he might say to her. "Well,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> you have a marvelous effect on Jimsy. I +don't believe he's taken a drop since you've been here."</p> + +<p>"He hasn't touched a drop since he came to Mexico, Carter,—Mr. King +told me that, and Jimsy told me himself!" Honor was a little declamatory +in her pride and he raised his eyebrows.</p> + +<p>"Really?" He limped over to the table where the smoking things were and +the decanter of whiskey and siphon of soda. "Let me have a look...." He +picked up the decanter and held it to the light. "The last time I looked +at it, it came just to the top of the design here,—and it does yet. +Yes, it's just where it was."</p> + +<p>"Carter! I call that spying!"</p> + +<p>He turned back to her without temper. "I call it looking after my +friend," he said gently. "I don't suppose you've let him tell you very +much about what happened at college?"</p> + +<p>"No, Carter. What's the use of it, now? He wrote it all to me, but the +letter must have passed me. It's a closed chapter now."</p> + +<p>"I hope to God it will stay closed," he said, haggardly. "But I'm +afraid, Honor; I'm horribly afraid for you."</p> + +<p>"I'm not afraid, Carter,—for myself or for Jimsy." She got up and +walked to the window; she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> was aware that she hated the dimness of the +<i>sala</i>; she wanted the honest heat of the sun. "Look!" she said, gladly. +Carter limped slowly to join her. Jimsy King was swinging toward them +through the brazen three o'clock glare, his Yaqui Juan by his side. They +were a sightly and eye-filling pair. They might have been done in bronze +for studies of Yesterday and To-day. "<i>Look</i>!" said Honor again. "Oh, +Carter, do you think any—any horrible dead trait—any clammy dead +hand—can reach up out of the grave to pull him down?"</p> + +<p>Carter was silent.</p> + +<p>A high and cleanly anger rose in the girl. "Carter, I don't want to hurt +you,—oh, I know I hurt you all the time, in one way, and I can't help +that,—I don't want to be unkind, but—are you sure it isn't because +you—care—for me that you have this hopeless feeling about Jimsy?" She +faced him squarely and made him meet her eyes. "Carter! Tell me."</p> + +<p>His unhappy gaze struggled with her level look and slipped away. "Of +course I want you myself, Honor. I want you—horribly, unbearably, but I +do honestly feel it's wrong for you to marry Jimsy King."</p> + +<p>"But, Carter—see how nearly his father won out! Every one says that if +his mother had lived—And his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span> Uncle Richard! He's absolutely free from +it, now. And the very look of Jimsy is enough to show you——"</p> + +<p>But Carter had turned and was staring moodily at the decanter. "It comes +so suddenly, Honor ... with such frightful unexpectedness. Remember, +when we were youngsters, the World's Biggest Snake, 'Samson,'—exhibited +in a vacant store on Main Street, and how keen we all were about him?"</p> + +<p>Honor kindled to the memory. "I adored him. He had a head like a nice +setter's and he wasn't cold or slimy a bit!"</p> + +<p>"Remember what the man told us about his hunger? How he'd go three +months without anything, and then devour twenty live rabbits and +chickens and cats?"</p> + +<p>She nodded, frowning. "I know. It was awful."</p> + +<p>"But the point was the suddenness. They never knew when the hunger would +seize him. The fellow said that it came like a flash. He was gentle as a +lamb for weeks on end—and then it came. He'd pounce on the keeper's pet +rabbit—his dog—the man himself if he were within reach. He was an +utterly changed creature; he was just—an <i>appetite</i>." He stood staring +somberly at the decanter. "That's the way it comes, Honor."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span></p><p>It seemed to be getting dimmer and dimmer in the <i>sala</i>. Honor found +herself wishing with all her heart for her stepfather. Stephen Lorimer +would know how to answer; how to parry,—to combat this thing. She felt +her own weapons clumsy and blunt, but such as they were she would use +them.</p> + +<p>"But it isn't coming ever again, Carter! I tell you it isn't coming! And +I want you to stop saying and thinking that it is! Now I'm going to +Jimsy!"</p> + +<p>In the wide out-of-doors, under the unbelievably blue sky and the +stinging sun, with Jimsy and Yaqui Juan, life was sound and whole again. +The Indian, tall as a pine, looked at her with eyes of respectful +adoration and smiled his slow, melancholy smile, as she swung off with +the boy, down the path which led to the old well.</p> + +<p>"Juan approves of me, doesn't he?" said Honor, contentedly.</p> + +<p>"Of course; you're my woman!" She loved his happy impudence. "Aren't +you, Skipper?" They had passed the twist in the path—the path which was +like a moist green tunnel through the tropic jungle—which hid them from +the house and she halted and went swiftly into his arms.</p> + +<p>"Yes, Jimsy! <i>Yes!</i> And—I've been stingy and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span> mean to you but I won't +be, any more. Carter must just—stand things."</p> + +<p>"<i>Skipper!</i>" He wasn't facile with words, Jimsy King, but he was able to +make himself clear.</p> + +<p>"Jimsy, isn't it wonderful—the all-rightness of everything? Being +together again, and——"</p> + +<p>"Going to be together always! And my job waiting! Isn't the old boy a +wonder? I saw him, just now. He says he's heard from Mexico City and +it's O. K. to start Thursday. They're going to send the escort."</p> + +<p>"In two days," said Honor, blissfully, "we'll be on our way home! Jimsy, +in two days!"</p> + +<p>But in two days dizzyingly, terrifyingly much had happened. The pleasant +little comedy of life at <i>El Pozo</i> had changed to melodrama, crude and +strident. They had been attacked by a band of <i>insurrectos</i>, a wing of +Villa's hectic army, presumably; the <i>peóns</i>, with the exception of the +house servants and Yaqui Juan, had gone gleefully over to the enemy; +Richard King had been wounded in his hot-headed defense of his +<i>hacienda</i>, shot through the shoulder, and was running a temperature; +the telephone wires were cut; infinitely worse than all, the besiegers +had taken possession of the well and they were entirely without water.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span></p><p>There had been, of course, the usual supply in the house at the time of +the attack and it had been made to last as long as was humanly possible, +the lion's share going to the wounded man, but they had arrived, now, at +the point of actual suffering. His rôle of helpless inaction was an +intolerable one for Jimsy King to play. To know that—less than a +quarter of a mile away, down the moist green path through the tropic +verdure—was the well; to see Honor's dry lips and strained eyes, +Carter's deathly pallor, to hear his uncle, out of his head, mercifully, +most of the time, begging for water, meant a constant battle with +himself not to rush out, to make one frantic try at least, but he knew +that the deeper courage of patient waiting was required of him. They +could only conjecture what the invaders meant to do,—whether they +intended to have them die of thirst, whether they meant to rush the +house when it suited their pleasure—raggedly fortified and guarded by +Jimsy and Carter and the half dozen of the faithful. Jimsy had talked +the latter probability over steadily with Honor and she understood.</p> + +<p>"Jimsy," she managed not to let her teeth chatter, "it's like a play +or—or a Wild West tale, isn't it? Like a 'Frank Merriwell'—remember +when you used to adore those things?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span></p><p>"No, Skipper, it's not like a 'Frank Merriwell'; he could always <i>do</i> +something...." Jimsy's strong teeth ground together.</p> + +<p>"Yes—'Blooey, blooey! Fifteen more redskins bit the dust!'"</p> + +<p>"Skipper, you <i>wonder</i>! You brick!"</p> + +<p>"Jimsy, I—there's no use talking about things that may never happen, +because <i>of course</i> help will get here, but if it should not—if they +should rush us, and we couldn't keep them out"—her hoarse voice +faltered but her eyes held his—"you won't—you wouldn't let them—take +me, Jimsy?"</p> + +<p>"No, Skipper."</p> + +<p>"Promise, Jimsy?"</p> + +<p>"Promise, Skipper. 'Cross my heart!'" The old good foolish words of the +old safe days, here, now, in this hideous and garish present!</p> + +<p>With that pledge she was visibly able to give herself to a livelier +hope. "But of course Yaqui Juan got through to the Grants' <i>hacienda</i>! +Can you imagine him failing us, Jimsy?"</p> + +<p>He shook his head. "He'll make it if any man living could." The Indian +had slipped through the <i>insurrectos</i> in the first hour, as soon as it +had been known that the wires were cut. Unless the Grants, too, were +besieged, they would be able to telephone<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> for help for <i>El Pozo</i>, and +if they were likewise in duress, Yaqui Juan would go on to the next +<i>rancho</i>,—on and on until he could set the wheels of rescue in motion. +"I wish to God I had his job. <i>Doing something</i>——"</p> + +<p>Carter came into the <i>sala</i>. He was terrifyingly white but with an +admirable composure. "Steady, old boy," he said, putting his frail hand +on Jimsy's shoulder. "Sit tight! We depend on you. And you're doing"—he +looked at the decanter, as if measuring its contents with his +eye—"gloriously, splendidly, old son! I know the strain you're under. +You're a bigger man even than I thought you were, Jimsy."</p> + +<p>Honor went away to sit with Mrs. King and the sick man and both boys +stared unhappily after her. "If Skipper were only out of this——" Jimsy +groaned.</p> + +<p>"And whose fault is it that she's in it?" Carter snarled. Two red spots +sprang into his white cheeks.</p> + +<p>"Why—Cart'!" Jimsy backed away from him, staring.</p> + +<p>"Whose fault is it, I say?" Carter followed him. "If she hadn't been +terrified over you, if she hadn't the insane idea of duty and loyalty to +you, would she have come? Would she?"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span></p><p>Jimsy King sat down and looked at him, aghast. "Good Lord, +Cart'—that's the truth! That shows what a mutt I am. It hasn't struck +me before. It's all my fault."</p> + +<p>"Whatever happens to Honor—<i>whatever happens to her</i>—and death +wouldn't be the worst thing, would it?—it's your fault. Do you hear +what I say? It's all your fault!" In all the years since he had known +him Jimsy had never seen Carter Van Meter like this,—cool Carter, with +his little elegancies of dress and manner, his studied detachment. This +was a different person altogether,—hot-eyed, white-lipped, snarling. +"Your fault if she dies here, dies of thirst; your fault if they get in +here and carry her off, those filthy brutes out there."</p> + +<p>"They'll never ... get her," said Jimsy King. His face was scarlet and +he was breathing hard and clenching and unclenching his hands.</p> + +<p>"Yes," Carter sneered, "yes! I know what you mean! You feel very heroic +about it. You feel like a hero in a movie, don't you? Noble of you, +isn't it? Slay the heroine with your own hands rather than let her——"</p> + +<p>"Oh, for God's sake, Cart'!" Jimsy got up and came toward him. "Cut it +out! What's the good of talking like that? We're in it now, all of us, +and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span> we've got to stick it out. I know it's harder on you because you're +not strong, but——"</p> + +<p>"Damn you! 'Not strong—' Not built like an ox—muscles in my brain +instead of my legs! Because I cared for something else besides rolling +around in the mud with a leather ball in my arms——"</p> + +<p>"Key down, old boy." Jimsy was cool now, unresentful; he understood. +Poor old Cart' ... he couldn't stand much suffering.</p> + +<p>"That's how you got Honor, when she was a child, with no sense of +values, but you haven't held her! You can't hold her."</p> + +<p>"Cart', I'm not going to get sore at you. I know you're about all in. +You don't know what you're saying."</p> + +<p>"Don't I? Don't I? You listen to me. Honor Carmody never really loved +you; it was a silly boy-and-girl, calf love affair, and when she +realized it she stood by, of course,—she's that sort. She kept the +letter of her promise, but she couldn't keep the spirit."</p> + +<p>"Key down, old top," said Jimsy King again, grinning. "I'm not going to +get sore, but I don't want to use up my breath laughing at you. +<i>Skipper</i>—going back on me!" He did laugh, ringingly.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span></p><p>"She hasn't gone back on you; except in her heart. Good God, Jimsy +King, what do you think you are to hold a girl like that—with her +talent and her success and her future? She's only stuck by you because +it was her creed, that's all."</p> + +<p>"Look here, Cart', I'm not going to argue with you. It's not on the +square to Skipper even to talk about it, but don't be a crazy fool. +Would she have come to me here—from Italy, if she didn't——"</p> + +<p>"Yes. Yes, she would! She's pledged to see it through—to stand by you +as all the other miserable women have stood by the men of your +family,—if you're cad enough to let her."</p> + +<p>That caught and stuck. "If I'm—cad enough to let her," said Jimsy in a +curiously flat voice. But the mood passed in a flash. "It's no use +talking like that, Carter. Of course I know I'm not good enough or +brainy enough—or <i>anything</i> enough for Skipper, but she thinks I am, +and——"</p> + +<p>"You poor fool, she doesn't think so. I tell you she's only standing by +because she said she would. I tell you she cares for some one else."</p> + +<p>"That's a lie," said Jimsy King with emphasis but without passion. The +statement was too grotesque for any feeling over it.</p> + +<p>Carter stopped raving and snarling and became<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span> very cool and coherent. +"I think I can prove it to you," he said, quietly.</p> + +<p>"You can't," said Jimsy, turning and walking toward the door.</p> + +<p>"Are you afraid to listen?" He asked it very quietly.</p> + +<p>"No," said Jimsy King, wheeling. "I'm not afraid. Go ahead. Get it off +your chest."</p> + +<p>"Well, in the first place,—hasn't she kept you at arm's length here? +Hasn't she insisted on being with other people all the time,—on having +me with you?"</p> + +<p>"Cart', I hate to say it, but that's because she's sorry for you."</p> + +<p>"And for herself."</p> + +<p>The murky dimness of the <i>sala</i> was pressing in on Jimsy as it had on +the girl, that other day. He was worn with vigil and torn with thirst, +sick with dread of what might any moment come to them,—with remorse for +bringing Honor there, tormented with his helplessness to save her. Even +at his best he was no match for the other's cleverness and now he was in +the dust, blaming and hating himself. He stood there in silence, +listening, and Carter's hoarse voice, Carter's plausible words, went on +and on. "But I don't believe it," Jimsy would say at intervals. "She<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span> +doesn't care for you, Cart'. She's all mine, Skipper is. She doesn't +care for you."</p> + +<p>"Wait!" Carter took out his wallet of limp leather with his initials on +it in delicately wrought gold letters and opened it. "I didn't mean to +show you this, but I see that I must. It was last summer. I—I lost my +head the night before we sailed, and let Honor see.... Then I asked +her.... I didn't say, 'Will you marry me?' because I knew there was no +hope of that so long as she thought there was a chance of saving you by +standing by you. I asked her—something else. And she sent me this wire +to the boat at Naples."</p> + +<p>Jimsy did not put out his hand to take the slip of paper which Carter +unfolded and smoothed and held toward him. It was utterly still in the +<i>sala</i> but from an upper room came the sound of Richard King's voice, +faint, thick, begging for water, and from somewhere in the distance a +muffled shot ... three shots.</p> + +<p>Carter held the message up before Jimsy's eyes:</p> + +<blockquote><p class="center">Carter Van Meter care Purser S. S. <i>Canopic Naples</i></p> + +<p class="center">Yes.</p> + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Honor</span>.</p></blockquote> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV</h2> + +<p>If Stephen Lorimer, far to the north in the safe serenity of the old +house of South Figueroa Street, could have envisaged the three of them +that day his chief concern would not have been for their bodily danger. +It would have seemed to him that the intangible cloud settling down over +them was a more tragic and sinister thing than the <i>insurrectos</i> +besieging them, than the thirst which was cracking their lips and +swelling and blackening their tongues.</p> + +<p>He was to remember and marvel, long afterward, that his thought on that +date had tugged uneasily toward them all day and evening. Conditions, so +far as he knew, were favorable; the escort for the personage would be a +stout one and under his wing the boy and girl would be safe, and James +King was waiting for them, spinning out his thread of life until they +should come to him. Nevertheless, he found himself acutely unhappy +regarding them, aware of an urgent and instant need of being with them.</p> + +<p>They had never, in all their blithe young lives,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span> needed him so cruelly. +He could not have driven back the bandits, but he could have driven back +the clouds of doubt and misery and misunderstanding; he could not have +given them water for their parched throats but he could have given them +to drink of the waters of understanding; he could have relieved the +drought in their wrung young hearts. He would have seen, as only a +looker-on could see, what was happening to them. He would have yearned +over Honor, fronting the bright face of danger so gallantly but stunned +and crushed by the change in Jimsy, over Jimsy himself, setting out to +do an incredibly stupid, incredibly noble deed, absolutely convinced by +the sight of her one-word telegram that she loved Carter (and humbly +realizing that she might well love Carter, the brilliant Carter, better +than his unilluminated self), seeing the thing simply and objectively as +he would be sure to do, deciding on his course and pursuing it as +definitely as he would take a football over the line for a touchdown. He +would even have yearned over Carter, at the very moment when the youth +fulfilled his ancient distrust of him. He would have understood as even +Carter himself did not, by what gradual and destructive processes he had +arrived at the point of his outbreak to Jimsy; would have realized in +how far his physical suffering—infinitely harder for him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span> than for the +others—had broken down his moral fiber; how utterly his very real love +for Honor had engulfed every other thought and feeling. And he would +have seen, in the last analysis, that Carter was sincere; he had come at +last to believe his own fabrications; he honestly believed that Honor's +betrothed would go the way of all the "Wild Kings"; that Honor would be +ruining her life in marrying him.</p> + +<p>But Stephen Lorimer was hundreds and thousands of miles away from them +that day of their bitter need, making tentative notes for a chapter on +young love for his unborn book, listening to the inevitable mocking-bird +in the Japanese garden, waiting for Mildred Lorimer to give him his tea +... wearing the latest of his favorites among her gowns....</p> + +<p>Madeline King was spent with her vigil and Honor had coaxed her to lie +down for an hour and let her take the chair beside Richard King's bed.</p> + +<p>"Very well, my dear. I'll rest for an hour. I'll do it because I know I +may want my strength more, later on." She seemed to have aged ten years +since the day Honor had come to <i>El Pozo</i>, but she came of fighting +blood, this English wife of Jimsy's uncle. "I'm frightfully sorry you're +let in for this, Honor, but it's no end of a comfort, having you. Call +me if he rouses. I daresay I shan't really sleep."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span></p><p>Honor sat on beside him, fanning him until her arm ached, resting it +until he stirred again, trying to wet her dry lips with her thickened +tongue. She wasn't thinking; she was merely waiting, standing it. It was +a relief not to talk, but she must talk when she was with the boys +again; it helped to keep them up, to keep an air of normality about +things.</p> + +<p>Jimsy King had read the message Carter held up to him and gone away +without comment, and Carter had stayed on in the <i>sala</i>. It was almost +an hour before Jimsy came back. Honor's stepfather would have marked and +marveled at the change so brief a little space of time had been able to +register in the bonny boy's face. The flesh seemed to have paled and +receded and the bones seemed more sharply modeled; more insistent; and +the eyes looked very old and at the same time pitifully young. He was +very quiet and sure of himself.</p> + +<p>"Jimsy," said Carter, "I shouldn't have told you, <i>now</i>, but I went off +my head."</p> + +<p>Jimsy nodded. "The time doesn't matter, Cart'. I just want to ask you +one thing, straight from the shoulder. I've been thinking and thinking +... trying to take it in. Sometimes I seem to get it for a minute, that +Skipper cares for you instead of me, and then it's gone again. All I can +seem to hang on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span> to is that telegram." The painful calm of his face +flickered and broke up for an instant and there was an answering +disturbance in Carter's own. "I keep seeing that ... all the time. But +there's no use talking about it. What I want to ask you is this, +Cart'"—he went on slowly in his hoarse and roughened voice—"you +honestly think Skipper is sticking to me only because she thinks it's +the thing to do? Because she thinks she must keep her word?"</p> + +<p>Carter swallowed hard and tried to moisten his aching throat, and he did +not look at his friend.</p> + +<p>"Is that what you honestly believe, Cart'?"</p> + +<p>Carter brought his eyes back with an effort and his heart contracted. +Jimsy King—<i>Jimsy King</i>—the boy he had envied and hated and loved by +turns all these years; Jimsy King, idolized, adored in the old safe +days—the old story book days—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>King! King! King!</div> +<div>K-I-N-G, KING!</div> +<div>G-I-N-K, GINK!</div> +<div>He's the King Gink!</div> +<div>He's the King Gink!</div> +<div>He's the King Gink!</div> +<div>K-I-N-G, King! KING!</div> +</div></div> + +<p>The Jimsy King, the young prince who had had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span> everything that all the +wealth of Ali Baba's cave couldn't compass for Carter Van Meter ... +standing here before him now, his face drained of its color and joy, +begging him for a hope. There was a long moment when he hesitated, when +the forces within him fought breathlessly and without quarter, but—long +ago Stephen Lorimer had said of him—"<i>there's nothing frail about his +disposition ... his will doesn't limp.</i>" He wrenched his gaze away +before he answered, but he answered steadily.</p> + +<p>"That is what I believe."</p> + +<p>Jimsy was visibly and laboriously working it out. "Then, she's only +sticking to me because she thinks I'm worth saving. If she thought I was +a regular 'Wild King,' if she believed what her mother and a lot of +other people have always believed, she'd let go of me."</p> + +<p>"I believe she would," said Carter.</p> + +<p>"Then," said Jimsy King, "it's really pretty simple. She's only got to +realize—to <i>see</i>—that I'm not worth hanging on to; that it's too late. +That's all."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>He walked over to the little table and picked up the decanter of whisky +and looked at it, and the scorn and loathing in his ravaged young face +were things<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span> to marvel at, but Honor Carmody, coming into the room at +that moment, could not see his expression. His back was toward her and +she saw the decanter in his hand.</p> + +<p>"<i>Jimsy!</i>" She said it very low, catching her breath.</p> + +<p>His first motion was to put it down but instead he held it up to the +fast fading light at the window and grinned. "It's makin' faces at me, +Skipper!"</p> + +<p>"<i>Jimsy</i>," she said again, and this time he put it down.</p> + +<p>Honor began hastily to talk. "Do you think Juan will try to come back, +or will he wait and come with the soldiers?"</p> + +<p>"He'll come back," said Jimsy with conviction. "He must have found the +wires down at the first place he tried, or he'd have been here before +this. Yes—as soon as he's got his message through, he'll come back to +us. I hope to God he brings water."</p> + +<p>"But did he realize about the well? He got away at the very first, you +know, and they weren't holding the well, then."</p> + +<p>"He'll have his own canteen, won't he?" said Jimsy crossly.</p> + +<p>Honor's eyes mothered him. "Mrs. King really slept," she said +cheerfully. "She said she had a good<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span> nap, and dreamed!" She sat down in +a low chair and made herself relax comfortably; only her eyes were +tense. She never did fussy things with her hands, Honor Carmody; no one +had ever seen her with a needle or a crochet hook. She was either doing +things, vital, definite things which required motion, or she was still, +and she rested people who were near her. "Well, he'll be here soon +then," she said contentedly. "And so will the soldiers. Our Big Boss +will have us on his mind, Jimsy. He'll figure out some way to help us. +Just think—in another day—perhaps in another hour, this will all be +over, like a nightmare, and we'll be back to regular living again. And +<i>won't</i> we be glad that we all stood it so decently?" It was a stiff, +small smile with her cracked lips but a stout one. "You know, I'm pretty +proud of all of us! And won't Stepper be proud of us? And your dad, +Jimsy, and your mother, Cartie!" Her kind eyes warmed. "I'm glad she +hasn't had to know about it until we're all safe again." She was so +hoarse that she had to stop and rest and she looked hopefully from one +to the other, clearly expecting them to take up the burden of talk. But +they were silent and presently she went on again. "You know, boys, it's +like being in a book or a play, isn't it? We're—<i>characters</i>—now, not +just<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span> plain people! I suppose I'm the leading lady (though Mrs. King's +the real <i>heroine</i>) and we've got two heroes and no villain. The +<i>insurrectos</i> are the villain—the villain in bunches." Suddenly she sat +forward in her chair, her eyes brightening and a little color flooding +her face. "Boys, it's our song come true! Now I know why I always got so +thrilled over that second verse,—even the first time Stepper read it to +us,—remember how it just bowled me over? And it seemed so remote from +anything that could touch our lives,—yet here we are, in just such a +tight place." They were listening now. "There isn't any desert or +regiment or gatling, and Mr. King isn't dead, only dreadfully hurt, but +it fits, just the same! We've got this thirst to stand ... and it's a +good deal, isn't it? Those <i>insurrectos</i> down there,—planning we don't +know what, perhaps to rush the house any moment—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>The River of Death has brimmed his banks;</div> +<div>And England's far, and Honor's a name—</div> +</div></div> + +<p>That means to us that L. A. is far, and South Figueroa Street ... all +the safe happy things that didn't seem wonderful then...."</p> + +<p>"'<i>Honor's a name</i>,'" said Jimsy under his breath.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span></p><p>"Oh," said the girl, "I never noticed that before! Isn't that funny? +Well—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>The voice of a school boy rallies the ranks!</div> +</div></div> + +<p>That fits! And won't we be thankful all our lives—all our snug, safe, +prosy lives—that we were sporting now?— That we all played the +game?" Her eyes were on Jimsy, reassuring him, staying him. "When this +is all over——"</p> + +<p>He cut roughly into her sentence. "Oh, for God's sake, Skipper, let's +not talk!"</p> + +<p>Again he had to bear the mothering of her understanding eyes. "All +right, Jimsy. We won't talk, then. We'll sit here together"—she changed +to the chair nearest his and put her hand on his arm—"and wait for Juan +and——"</p> + +<p>He sprang to his feet. "I wish you'd leave me alone!" he said. "I wish +you'd go upstairs and stay with Aunt Maddy and Uncle Rich'. I want to be +by myself."</p> + +<p>She did not stir. "I think I'll stay with you, Jimsy."</p> + +<p>His voice was ugly now. "When I don't want you? When I tell you I'd +rather be alone?"</p> + +<p>Honor was still for a long moment. She rose and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span> went to the door but +she turned to look at him, a steady, intent scrutiny. "All right, Jimsy. +I'll go. I'll leave you alone. I'll leave you alone because—I know I +<i>can</i> leave you alone." She seemed to have forgotten Carter's presence. +She held up the hand which wore the old Italian ring with the hidden +blue stone of constancy. "I'm 'holding hard,' Jimsy."</p> + +<p>Soon after dark Yaqui Juan came. He had been waiting for three hours, +trying to get past the sentries; it had been impossible while there was +any light. He was footsore and weary and had only a little water in his +canteen, but he had found the telephone wires still up at the second +<i>hacienda</i>, the owner had got the message off for him, and help was +assuredly on the way to them. There was the off chance, of course, that +the soldiers might be held up by another wing of the <i>insurrectos</i>, but +there was every reason to hope for their arrival next day. Jimsy King +sent the Yaqui up to Honor with the canteen, and the Indian returned to +say that the Señorita had not touched one drop but had given it to the +master.</p> + +<p>Carter dragged himself away to his room and Jimsy and Yaqui Juan talked +long together in the quiet <i>sala</i>. It was a cramped and halting +conversation with the Indian's scant English and the American's halting +Spanish; sometimes they were unable to <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span>understand each other, but they +came at last to some sort of agreement, though Juan shook his head +mutinously again and again, murmuring—"<i>No, no! Señor Don Diego! No!</i>"</p> + +<p>It was almost midnight when Jimsy called them all down into the <i>sala</i>. +They came, wondering, one by one, Carter, Mrs. King,—Richard King had +fallen asleep after his half dozen swallows of water—and Honor, and +Josita, her head muffled in her <i>rebozo</i>, her brown fingers busy with +her beads.</p> + +<p>Jimsy King was standing in the middle of the room, standing insecurely, +his legs far apart, the decanter in his hand, the decanter which had +been more than half full when Honor left the room and had now less than +an inch of liquor in it. Yaqui Juan, his face sullen, his eyes black and +bitter, crouched on the floor, his arms about his knees.</p> + +<p>Honor did not speak at all. She just stood still, looking at Jimsy until +it seemed as if she were all eyes. <i>"It comes so suddenly</i>,"—Carter had +told her—"like the boa constrictor's hunger ... <i>and then he was +just—an appetite</i>."</p> + +<p>"Ladies'n gem'mum," said Jimsy, thickly, "goin' shing you lil' song!" +Then, in his hoarse and baffled voice he sang Stanford's giddy old saga, +"The Son of a Gambolier."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span></p><p>They all stiffened with horror and disgust. Mrs. King wept and Josita +mumbled a frightened prayer, and Carter, red and vehement, went to him +and tried to take the decanter away from him. Only Honor Carmody made no +sign.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>I'm a son of a son of a son of a gun of a son of a Gambolier,</div> +</div></div> + +<p>sang Jimsy King. He looked at every one but Honor.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>Like every honest fellow, I love my lager beer——</div> +</div></div> + +<p>—"And my 'skee!" he patted the decanter.</p> + +<p>Madeline King put her arms about Honor. "Come away, my dear," she said. +"Come upstairs."</p> + +<p>"No," Jimsy protested. "Don' go 'way. Got somep'n tell you. Shee this +fool Injun here? Know wha' he's goin' do? Goin' slide out'n creep down +to ol' well. Says <i>insur</i>—<i>insur-rectos</i> all pretty drunk now ... +pretty sleepy.... Fool Injun's goin' take three—four—'leven canteens +... bring water back for you. Not f' me! <i>I</i> got somep'n better. 'Sides, +he'll get killed ... nice'n dead ... <i>fancy</i> dead ... cut ears off ... +cut tongue out firs'! Not f' me! <i>I'm</i> goin' sleep pret' soon. Firs' +I'll<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span> shing you lil' more!" Again the rasping travesty of melody:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>Some die of drinkin' whisky,</div> +<div>Some die of drinkin' beer!</div> +<div>Some die of diabetes,</div> +<div>An' some——</div> +</div></div> + +<p>"Shut up, you drunken fool!" said Carter, furiously.</p> + +<p>"Oh," said Jimsy, blinking his eyes rapidly, bowing deeply. "Ladies +present. I shee. My mishtake. My mishtake, ladies! Well, guesh I go +sleep now. Come on. Yac', put me to bed 'fore you go. Give you lil' +treat. All work'n no play makes Yac' a dull boy!" He roared over his own +wit. The Indian, his face impassive, had risen to his feet and now Jimsy +cast himself into his arms and insisted on kissing him good-night, +clinging all the while to the decanter with its half inch of whisky.</p> + +<p>Carter wrenched it away from him. "You'll kill yourself," he said, in +cold disgust.</p> + +<p>"Well," said his friend, reasonably, "ishn't that the big idea? Wouldn' +you razzer drink yourself to death'n die of thirst?"</p> + +<p>They were making for the door now in a zigzag course, and when they +passed Honor, Jimsy stayed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span> their progress. He held out his hand and +spoke to her, but he did not meet her eyes. "Gimme ring," he said, +crossly.</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?" said Honor.</p> + +<p>"Gimme back ring ... busted word ... busted engagement ... want ring +<i>anyway</i> ... maybe nozzer girl ... <i>you</i> can't tell!" His hoarse voice +rose querulously. "Gimme ring, I shay!"</p> + +<p>Honor shrank back from him against Mrs. King. "Jimsy," she said, "when +the boy that gave me this ring comes and asks me for it, he can have it. +<i>You</i> can't!"</p> + +<p>His legs seemed to give way beneath him, at that, and Yaqui Juan half +led, half dragged him out of the room.</p> + +<p>Mrs. King wept again but Honor's eyes were dry. Carter started to speak +to her but she stopped him. "Please, Carter ... I can't ... talk. I +think I'd like to be alone."</p> + +<p>"Oh, my dear, please come up with me," Mrs. King begged, "it's so cold +here, and——"</p> + +<p>"I have to be alone," said Honor in her worn voice.</p> + +<p>"Then you must have this," said the older woman, finding comfort in +wrapping her in her own <i>serape</i>. It was a gay thing, striped in red and +white and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span> green, the Mexican colors; it looked as if it had been made +to wear in happy days.</p> + +<p>They went away and left her alone in the <i>sala</i>. She didn't know how +long she had sat there when she saw a muffled figure crawling across the +veranda. She opened the door and stepped out, nodding to the <i>peón</i> on +guard there, leaning on his gun. "Juan?" she called softly.</p> + +<p>The crouching, cringing figure hesitated. "Si," came the soft whisper. +He kept his head shrouded. She knew that he was sick with shame for the +lad he had worshiped; he did not want to meet her gaze. She could +understand that. It did not seem to her that she could ever meet any +one's eyes again—kind Mrs. King's, Carter's—her dear Stepper's. +Suddenly it came to her with a positive sense of relief and escape that +perhaps there would be no need for facing any one after to-night.... +Perhaps this was to be the last night of all nights. It might well be, +when Jimsy King slept in a drunken stupor and a Yaqui Indian slave went +out with his life in his hands to help them. She crossed the veranda and +leaned down and laid her hand on the covered head. Her throat was so +swollen now that she could hardly make herself heard. "<i>Tu es amigo +leal, Juan</i>," she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span> said. "Good friend; good friend!" Then in her careful +Spanish—"Go with God!"</p> + +<p>He had been always an impassive creature, Yaqui Juan, his own personal +sufferings added to the native stoicism of his race, but he made an odd, +smothered sound now, and caught up the trailing end of her bright +<i>serape</i> and pressed his face against it for an instant. Then he crept +away into the soft blackness of the tropic night and Honor went back +into the empty <i>sala</i>. She wished that she had seen his face; she was +mournfully sure she would never see it again. It did not seem humanly +possible for any one to go into the very midst of their besiegers +encamped about the well, fill the canteens and return alive, but it was +a gallant and splendid try, and she would have liked a memory of his +grave face. It would have blotted out the look of Jimsy King's face, +singing his tipsy song. She thought she would keep on seeing that as +long as she lived, and that made it less terrible to think that she +might not live many more hours.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV</h2> + +<p>They would not leave her alone. Carter came to stay with her and she +sent him away, and then Madeline King came, her very blue eyes red +rimmed and deep with understanding, but Honor could not talk with her +nor listen to her. She went away, shaking her head, and Josita came in +her place. Honor did not mind the little Mexican serving woman. She did +not try to talk to her. She just crouched on the floor at her feet and +prayers slipped from her tongue and her fingers:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div><i>Padre Nuestra qui estás en los cielos—</i></div> +</div></div> + +<p>and presently:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div><i>Santa Maria—</i></div> +</div></div> + +<p>Honor found herself listening a little scornfully. Was there indeed a +Father in the heavens or anywhere else who concerned Himself about +things like this? Josita seemed to think so. She was in terror,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span> but she +was clinging to something ... somewhere.... Honor decided that she did +not mind the murmur of her voice; she could go on with her thinking just +the same. <i>Jimsy.</i> <i>Jimsy King</i>—Jimsy—"Wild"—King. What was she going +to do? What had she promised Stepper that day on the way to the train? +It all came back to her like a scene on the screen—the busy +streets—the feel of the wheel in her hands again—Stepper's slow +voice—"But, if the worst should be true, if the boy really has gone to +pieces, you won't marry him?" And her own words—"No; if Jimsy should +be—like his father—I wouldn't marry him, Stepper. There shouldn't be +any <i>more</i> 'Wild Kings.'"</p> + +<p>That was her promise to her stepfather, her best friend. But what had +been her promise to Jimsy, that day on the shore below the Malibou Ranch +when they sat in the little pocket of rocks and sand and sun, and he had +given her the ring with the clasped hands? Hadn't she said—"I do +believe you, Jimsy. I'll never stop believing you!" Yes, but how was she +to go on believing that he would not do the thing she saw him do? How +compass that? Her love and loyalty began to fling themselves against +that solid wall of ugly fact and to fall back, bruised, breathless.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span></p><p>Jimsy King of the hard muscles and wingèd heels, the essence of +strength and sunny power; Jimsy King, collapsed in the arms of Yaqui +Juan, failing her in the hour of her direst need. Jimsy, her lover, who +had promised her she should never go alive into those dark and terrible +hands ... Jimsy, who could not lift a finger now to defend her, or to +put her beyond their grasp. It became intolerable to sit still. She +sprang up and began to walk swiftly from wall to wall of the big room, +her heels tapping sharply on the smooth red tiles. Josita lifted +mournful eyes to stare at her for an instant and then returned to her +beads. Honor paused and looked out of the window. She could see nothing +through the inky blackness. Perhaps Yaqui Juan was creeping back to them +now, the canteens of precious water hung about his neck,—and perhaps he +was dead. There had been no shots, but they would not necessarily shoot +him. There were other ... awfuller ways. And Jimsy King was asleep. What +would he be like when he wakened, when he came to himself again? Could +he ever face her? Would he <i>live</i>?... And suppose she cast him +off,—then, what? She would go back to Italy, to the mountainous +<i>Signorina</i>. She would embrace her warmly and there would emanate from +her the faint odor of expensive soap and rare and costly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span> scents, and +she would pat her with a puffy hand and say—"So, my good small one? The +sun has set, no? Ah, then, it does not signify whether one feel joy or +sorrow, so long as one feels. To feel ... that is to live, and to live +is to sing!" And she would go to work again, and sing in concert, and +take the place offered to her in the opera. And some day, when she went +for a holiday to Switzerland (she supposed she would still go on +holidays; people did, no matter what had happened to them) she would +meet Ethel Bruce-Drummond, hale and frank as the wind off the snow, and +she would say—"But where's your boy? I say, you haven't thrown him +over, have you?"</p> + +<p>Well, could you throw over what fell away from you? Could you? She +realized that she was gripping the old ring with the thumb and fingers +of her right hand, literally "holding hard." Was this what James King +had meant? Had Jeanie King, Jimsy's firm-chinned Scotch mother who so +nearly saved her man, had she held on in times like this? Surely no +"Wild King" had ever failed his woman as Jimsy had failed her, in the +face of such hideous danger. But did that absolve her? After all (her +love and loyalty flung themselves again against the wall and it seemed +to give, to sway) <i>was</i> it Jimsy who had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span> failed her? Wasn't it the +taint in his blood, the dead hands reaching up out of the grave, the +cruel certainty that had hemmed him in all his days,—the bitter +man-made law that he must follow in the unsteady footsteps of his +forbears?</p> + +<p>It wasn't Jimsy! Not <i>himself</i>; not the real boy, not the real man. It +was the pitiful counterpart of him. The real Jimsy was there, +underneath, buried for the moment,—buried forever unless she stood by! +(The wall was swaying now, giving way, crumbling.) Her pride in him was +gone, perhaps, and something of her triumphant faith, but her loyalty +was there and her love was there, bruised and battered and breathless; +not the rosy, untried, laughing love of that far-away day in the sand +and sun; a grave love, scarred, weary, argus-eyed. (The wall was down +now, a heap of stones and mortar.) She went upstairs to Jimsy's room and +knocked on the door. There was no answer. She knocked again, and after +an instant she tried to open it. It was locked, and she could not rouse +him, and a sense of bodily sickness overcame her for the moment.</p> + +<p>Madeline King came out of her husband's room and hurried to her. "Ah, I +wouldn't, my dear," she said. "Wait until he—wait a little while." She +put her arm about her and pulled her gently away.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span></p><p>"I'll wait," said Honor in her rasping whisper. "I'll wait for him, no +matter how long it is."</p> + +<p>The Englishwoman's eyes filled. "My dear!" she said. "Do you mind +sitting with Richard a few moments? I find it steadies me to move about +a bit."</p> + +<p>"Of course I'll sit with him," said Honor, docilely, "but I'll always be +waiting for Jimsy." She sat down beside Richard King and took up the +fan.</p> + +<p>"He's been better ever since that bit of water," said his wife, +thankfully. "And Juan will fetch us more! Good soul! If ever we come out +of this, Rich' must do something very splendid for him."</p> + +<p>Carter went down into the <i>sala</i>. Honor had asked him to leave her, but +he found that he could not stay away from her; the remembrance of her +eyes when she looked at Jimsy was intolerable in the loneliness of his +own room. The big living room was empty but he supposed Honor would be +back presently, and he sat down in an easy chair and leaned his head +back and stared at the ceiling. He had arrived, very nearly, at the end +of his endurance. He knew it himself and he was husbanding his failing +strength as best he could. All his life, at times of illness or stress, +he had been subject to fainting fits; miraculously, in these dreadful +days, he had not fainted once, but now waves were rising about him, +almost<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span> submerging him. If the Indian came soon with the water ... if he +could once drink his fill ... if he could drink even a few drops ... he +could hold out. But the Indian had been gone for more than an hour, and +there was grave doubt of his ever coming back.</p> + +<p>His eyes, skimming the ceiling, dropped to the shelves of books which +ran about the room and rose almost to meet it. They came to a startled +halt on a vase of ferns on a high shelf. A vase of ferns. There must +have been water in it. <i>Perhaps there was water in it now!</i> He was so +weak that it was a tremendous effort for him to drag himself out of his +chair and across the room, to climb up on the book ladder and reach for +it. He grew so dizzy that it seemed as if he must drop it. He shook it. +<i>Water!</i> He lifted out the ferns and looked. It was almost full. He +stood there with it in his hand, his eyes on the doors. He wanted with +all his heart to call Honor, to share it. His heart and his mind wanted +to call her, but his hands lifted the vase to his dry lips and he drank +in great gulps. He stopped himself before he was half satisfied. He was +equal to that. Then he put the ferns back in the vase and the vase back +on the shelf and went into the hall and called upstairs to her.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span></p><p>Honor came at once. "Oh, Carter, has Juan come?"</p> + +<p>"No, not yet! But I think—I hope—I've made a discovery! Look!" He +pointed to the vase.</p> + +<p>She caught her breath. "There might be water in it?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I'm sure there is." Again, more steadily this time, he mounted the +little sliding book ladder and reached for the vase, and Honor stood +watching him with wide eyes, her cracked lips parted.</p> + +<p>"<i>Water?</i>" she whispered.</p> + +<p>He nodded solemnly, shaking the tall vase for her to hear the heartening +sound of it. When he stood on the floor he held it toward her. "You +first, Honor."</p> + +<p>"No." She was trembling. "We'll pour it out into a pitcher. If there's +enough to divide, we'll all have some. If there's just a little, we'll +give it to Mr. King." She went away, walking a little unsteadily, +putting out a hand here and there against the wall or the back of a +chair, and in a moment she came back with a tall glass pitcher. +"Careful, Cartie ... mustn't spill a drop...."</p> + +<p>There was less than a cupful of dark, stale water, with bits of fern +fronds floating in it.</p> + +<p>"Only enough for him," said Honor, her chin<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span> quivering. "Oh, Cartie, I'm +so thirsty ... so crazy thirsty...."</p> + +<p>"You must take it yourself," said Carter, sternly. "Every drop." He held +the pitcher up to her.</p> + +<p>Honor hesitated. "Cartie, I couldn't trust myself to drink it out of the +pitcher ... I'm afraid ... but I'll pour out about two teaspoonfuls for +each of us...." She poured an inch of water into a tiny glass. "You +first, Carter."</p> + +<p>"No," said Carter, "I'm not going to touch it. It's for you and the +Kings."</p> + +<p>"Carter! You're wonderful!" She drank her pitiful portion in three sips. +"There ... now you, please, Cartie! Just one swallow!"</p> + +<p>But Carter shook his head. "No; I don't need it. Shall I take this to +Mrs. King?"</p> + +<p>"Yes." Her sad eyes knighted him.</p> + +<p>Carter took the pitcher of water to Mrs. King without touching a drop of +it and helped her to strain the fern bits out of it through a +handkerchief before she began to give it to her husband in spoonfuls. +With the first sip he ceased his uneasy murmuring and she smiled up at +the boy. "Thank you, Carter. It's very splendid of you. Won't you take a +sip for yourself?"</p> + +<p>Carter said he did not need it.</p> + +<p>"You do look fresher, really. You've stood this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span> thing extraordinarily +well. Did you give Honor some?"</p> + +<p>"She would take only a taste."</p> + +<p>Madeline King's eyes filled. "This is a black night for her, Carter. The +thirst—and the <i>insurrectos</i>—are the least of it for Honor."</p> + +<p>Carter's eyes were bleak. "But she had to know it some time. She had to +find it out, sooner or later. She couldn't have gone on with it, Mrs. +King."</p> + +<p>She sighed. "I never was so astounded, so disappointed in all my life. +One simply cannot take it in. He has been so absolutely steady ever +since he came down,—and so fine all through this trouble! And to fail +us now, when we need him so,—with Honor in such danger—" She gave her +husband the last of the water and then laid on his forehead the damp +handkerchief through which she had strained it. "It will break his +uncle's heart. He was no end proud of him."</p> + +<p>"She had to know it some time," said Carter, stubbornly. "Is there +anything I can do, Mrs. King?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing, Carter."</p> + +<p>"Then I'll go back to Honor."</p> + +<p>Something in his expression, in the way his dry lips said it, made the +woman smile pityingly. "Carter, I—I'm frightfully sorry for you, too."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span></p><p>He drew himself up with something of the old concealing pride. "I'm +quite all right, thank you."</p> + +<p>She was not rebuffed. "You are quite all wretched," she said, "you poor +lad, and I'm no end sorry, but—Carter, don't think this ill wind of +Jimsy's will blow you any good."</p> + +<p>He flushed hotly through his strained pallor.</p> + +<p>"Ah," said the Englishwoman, gently, "you were counting on it. It's no +good, Carter. It's no good. Not with Honor Carmody."</p> + +<p>Carter did not answer her in words but there was angry denial in the +tilt of his head as he limped away, and she looked after him sadly.</p> + +<p>He found Honor limply relaxed in a long wicker chair. "Carter," she +whispered, "I wish I'd asked you to give Jimsy a taste of that water."</p> + +<p>"You think he deserves it?" He couldn't keep the sneer out of his voice.</p> + +<p>"No," she answered him honestly. "I don't think he deserves it ... but +he needs it."</p> + +<p>The words repeated themselves over and over in the other's mind. He +didn't deserve it, but he needed it. That was the way—the weak, +sentimental, womanish way in which she would reason it out about +herself, he supposed ... Jimsy King didn't deserve her, but he needed +her. He was deep in his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> bitter reflections when he realized that she +was speaking to him.</p> + +<p>"Cartie, I must tell you how fine I think you are! You were splendid ... +about the water ... not taking any ... when I know how you're +suffering." She had to speak slowly, and if Stephen Lorimer had stood +out in the hall he would never have recognized his Top Step's voice. "Of +course we believe help is coming ... that we'll be safe in a few hours +... but because we may not be ... this is the time for telling the +truth, isn't it, Carter? I want to tell you ... how I respect you.... +Once I said you were weak, when I was angry at you.... But now I know +you're strong ... stronger than—Jimsy ... with the best kind of +strength. I want you to know that I know that, Carty."</p> + +<p>"<i>Honor</i>!" The truth and the lie spun round and round in his aching +head; he <i>was</i> stronger than Jimsy King; he hadn't made a drunken beast +of himself; suppose he had taken the first sip of the water?—He hadn't +taken it all. He was a better man than Jimsy King. He made a swift +motion toward her, saying her name brokenly in his choked voice, but he +crumpled suddenly and slid from his chair to the floor and was still.</p> + +<p>Honor flew to the foot of the stairs and called Mrs.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> King. "Carter has +fainted! Will you help me?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. King called the Mexican guard in from the porch to lift him to the +couch, and she and the girl fanned him and chafed his thin wrists. When +he came to himself he was intensely chagrined. "I'm all right," he said +impatiently, sitting up. "I wish you wouldn't bother."</p> + +<p>"Lie still for a bit," said Mrs. King. "You've had a nasty faint."</p> + +<p>Honor saw his painful flush. "Cartie, it's no wonder you fainted,—I +feel as if I might, any minute. And I did nearly faint once, didn't I, +Mrs. King? The day I arrived here—remember?" She remembered all too +keenly herself ... the instant of relaxed blackness that followed on the +sound of Richard King's hearty voice—"Why, the boy's all right! +Ab-so-lutely all right! Isn't he, Madeline? Steady as a clock. That +college nonsense—" And the contrast between that day of faith +triumphant and this dark night was so sharp and cruel that she could not +talk any more, even to comfort Carter. They were all silent, so that +they clearly heard the unlocking, the opening, the closing of the door +of Jimsy's room, and then a step—a swift, sure step upon the stair.</p> + +<p>Then Yaqui Juan walked into the <i>sala</i>.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span></p><p>"<i>Juan!</i>" They sprang at him, galvanized into life and vigor at the +sight of him. But he stood still, staring at them with a look of scorn +and dislike, his arms folded across his chest.</p> + +<p>"<i>Juan</i>," Mrs. King faltered,—"<i>no agua</i>?" It was incredible. He was +back, safely back, untouched, not even breathing hard. Where was the +water he had risked his life to bring them? The Englishwoman began to +cry, childishly, whimpering. "I can't bear it ... I can't bear it ... I +wanted it for Rich' ... for Rich'!"</p> + +<p>The Indian did not speak, but his scornful, accusing eyes, raking them +all, came to rest on Honor, fixing her with pitiless intensity.</p> + +<p>The girl was shaking so that she could hardly stand; she caught hold of +the back of a tall chair to steady herself. "Juan,—you came out of +Señor Don Diego's room?" she whispered.</p> + +<p>"<i>Si, Señorita.</i>" He was watching the dawning light in her face, but the +sternness of his own did not soften.</p> + +<p>"You didn't go at all," wept Mrs. King, rocking to and fro and wringing +her hands. "You didn't go at all!"</p> + +<p>"<i>No, Señora.</i>"</p> + +<p>Honor Carmody screamed, a hoarse, exultant shout.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span> It was as she had +screamed in the old good days when Jimsy King, the ball clutched to his +side, tore down the field and went over the line for a touchdown. "Jimsy +went! Jimsy went! <i>Jimsy went!</i> It was Jimsy! <i>Jimsy!</i>" She flung her +arms over her head, swaying unsteadily on her feet. Tears streamed from +her eyes and ran down over her white cheeks and into her parched mouth. +In that instant there was room for no fear, no terror; they would come +later, frantic, unbearable. Now there was only pride, pride and faith +and clean joy. "Jimsy! <i>Jimsy!</i>" Her legs gave way beneath her and she +slipped to the floor, but she did not cease her hoarse and pitiful +shouting.</p> + +<p>"How could he?" said Carter Van Meter. "It was impossible—in that +condition! Honor, he couldn't——"</p> + +<p>But Yaqui Juan strode to the little table where the empty decanter +stood, stooped, picked up a rough jug of decorative Mexican pottery from +an under shelf. Then, pausing until he saw that all their eyes were upon +him, he slowly poured its contents back into the decanter. The liquor +rose and rose until it reached the exact spot which Carter had pointed +out to Honor—the top of the design engraved on the glass. "<i>Mira</i>!" +said the Indian, sternly.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span></p><p>"<i>God</i>," said Carter Van Meter.</p> + +<p>"He was acting! He was acting!" wept Mrs. King.</p> + +<p>But Jimsy's Skipper sat on the floor, waving her arms, swaying her body +like a yell leader, still shouting his name in her cracked voice, and +then, crazily, her eyes wide as if she visualized a field, far away, a +game, a gallant figure speeding to victory, she sang:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div><i>You can't beat L. A. High!</i></div> +<div><i>You can't beat L. A. High!</i></div> +<div><i>Use your team to get up steam</i></div> +<div><i>But you cant beat L. A. High!</i></div> +</div></div> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span></p> + +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI</h2> + +<p>The Indian looked at Honor and the bitterness in his eyes melted a +little. "<i>Esta una loca</i>," he said.</p> + +<p>It was quite true. She was a madwoman for the moment. They tried to +control her, to calm her, but she did not see or hear them. "Let her +alone," said Mrs. King. "At least she is happy, Carter. She'll realize +his danger in a minute, poor thing." She turned to Yaqui Juan at the +sound of his voice. He told her that he was going out after his young +lord. He was going to find Señor Don Diego, alive or dead. He had +promised him not to leave the locked room for two hours; he had kept his +word as long as he could endure it. Señor Don Diego had had time to come +back unless he had been captured. Now he, Yaqui Juan, whom the young +master had once saved, would go to him, to bring him back, or to die +with him. The solemn, grandiloquent words had nothing of melodrama in +them, falling from his grave lips. He took no pains to conceal his deep +scorn for them all.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span></p><p>Madeline King thought of her husband, wounded, helpless. "Oh, +Juan—must you leave us? If—if something has happened to him it only +means your life, too!"</p> + +<p>"<i>Voy</i>!" said the Indian, "<i>I go</i>!" He turned and looked again at Honor, +this time with a warming pity in his bronze face. "<i>I will bring back +your man, Señorita</i>," he said in Spanish. "And this great strong +one"—he pierced Carter through with his black gaze—"shall guard you +till I come again." Then he smiled and flung at him that stinging +Spanish proverb which runs, "In the country of the blind the one-eyed +man is king!" Then he went out of the house, dropping to his hands and +knees, hugging the shadows, creeping along the tunnel of tropic green +which led to the ancient well.</p> + +<p>Honor stopped her wild singing and shouting then, but she still sat on +the floor, striking her hands softly together, her dry lips parted in a +smile of utter peace.</p> + +<p>"Come, Honor, take this chair!" Carter urged her, bending over her.</p> + +<p>"I don't want a chair, Cartie," she said, gently. "I'm just waiting for +Jimsy." She looked up and caught the expression on Madeline King's face. +"Oh, you mustn't worry," she said, contentedly.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> "He'll bring him back. +Yaqui Juan will. He'll bring him back <i>safe</i>. Why, what kind of a God +would that be?—To let anything happen to him, <i>now</i>?" Her defense was +impregnable.</p> + +<p>"Let her alone," said Mrs. King again. "She'll realize, soon enough, +poor child. Stay with her, Carter. I must go back to my husband." She +went away with a backward, pitying glance which yet held understanding. +She knew that danger and death and thirst were smaller things than +shame, this wife of a King who had held hard in her day.</p> + +<p>Carter sat down and watched her drearily. He wasn't thinking now. He was +nothing at all but one burning, choking thirst, one aching resentment +... Jimsy King, who had won, after all ... who had won alive or dead.</p> + +<p>Honor was silent for the most part but she was wholly serene. Sometimes +she spoke and her speech was harder to hear than her happy stillness. +"You know, Cartie, I can be glad it happened." She seemed to speak more +easily now, almost as if her thirst had been slaked; her voice was +clearer, steadier. "I should never have known how much I cared. It was +easy enough, wasn't it, to look at my ring and talk about 'holding hard' +when there wasn't really anything to hold <i>for</i>? I really found out +about <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span>caring to-night ... what it means. I guess I never really loved +him before to-night, Carter." She was not looking at him, hardly talking +to him; she seemed rather to be thinking aloud. Even if she had looked +him full in the face she would not have realized what she was doing to +him; there was only one realization for her now. "I guess I just loved +what he <i>was</i>—his glorious body and his eyes and the way his hair +<i>will</i> wave—and what he could <i>do</i>—the winning, the people cheering +him. But to-night, when I thought—when I believed the very worst thing +in the world of him—when I thought he had failed me—then I found out. +Then I knew I loved—<i>him</i>." She leaned her head back against the arm of +the chair, and her hands rested, palm upward, in her lap. "It's worth +everything that's happened, to know that." She was mercifully still +again. Carter thought once that she must be asleep, she was breathing so +softly and evenly, but after a long pause she asked, with a shade of +difference in her tone, "How long has Juan been gone, Carter?"</p> + +<p>He looked at his watch. "Twenty minutes. Perhaps half an hour."</p> + +<p>Honor rose to her feet. "Well, then," she said with conviction, "they'll +be here soon! Any minute, now."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span></p><p>"They may not come." He could not help saying it.</p> + +<p>"Oh, they'll come! They'll come very—" she stopped short at the sound +of a shot. "What was that?" she asked, childishly.</p> + +<p>"That was a shot," said Carter, watching her face.</p> + +<p>"But it wouldn't hurt Jimsy or Juan. They're nearly here! That was far +away, wasn't it, Carter?" Still her bright serenity held fear at bay.</p> + +<p>"Not very far, Honor." He wanted to see that calm of hers broken up; he +wanted cruelly to make her sense the danger.</p> + +<p>"But, Cartie," she explained to him, patiently, "you know nothing is +going to happen to Jimsy now, when I've just begun really to care for +him!" She opened the door and stepped out on the veranda, and he +followed her. "See—it's almost morning!" The east was gray and there +was a drowsy twittering of birds.</p> + +<p>"It's the false dawn," said Carter stubbornly. "Listen—" another shot +rang out, then three in quick succession. "I believe they're chasing +Juan!"</p> + +<p>The Mexican who was on guard held up a hand, commanding them to listen. +They held their breath. Through the soft silence they began to get the +sound<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> of running feet, stumbling feet, running with difficulty, and in +another moment, up the green lane came Yaqui Juan, bent almost double +with the weight of Jimsy King across his back.</p> + +<p>"Honor!" Carter tried to catch her. "Come back! You mustn't—Are you +crazy?"</p> + +<p>But Honor and the Mexican who had been on guard at the steps were +running, side by side, to meet them. Yaqui Juan flung a word to the +<i>peón</i> and he stood with his gun leveled, covering the path.</p> + +<p>"<i>Mira</i>!" said the Indian, proudly. "<i>Señorita</i>, I have brought back +your man!"</p> + +<p>"Skipper," cried Jimsy King in a strong voice, "get in the house! Get +<i>in</i>! I'm all right!"</p> + +<p>Then, unaccountably, inconsistently, all the terror she had not suffered +before laid hold on her. "Jimsy! You're hurt! You're wounded!"</p> + +<p>"Just a cut on the leg, Skipper! That's why I was so slow. It's nothing, +I tell you,—get in the house!"</p> + +<p>But Honor, running beside them, trying to carry a part of him, kept pace +beside them until Yaqui Juan had carried Jimsy into the house and up the +stairs and laid him on his own bed.</p> + +<p>"There are five canteens," said Jimsy. "Here—one's for you, Skipper. +Take the rest to Mrs. King,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span> Juan. Skipper, drink it. Just a little at +first, you know—careful! Don't you hear what I'm saying to you? +Drink—the water—out of this canteen!"</p> + +<p>Mechanically, her eyes always on his face, Honor loosened the cap and +opened the canteen and drank.</p> + +<p>"There,—that's enough!" said Jimsy, sharply. "Now, wait five minutes +before you take any more." He took the canteen away from her. "Sit +down!" He was not meeting her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Did you have any, Jimsy?"</p> + +<p>"Gallons. I didn't have any trouble to speak of, really. Only one fellow +actually on guard. We had a little rough-house. He struck me in the leg, +and it bled a lot. That's what kept me. And it took—some time—with +him."</p> + +<p>"Jimsy, is it bad? Is it still bleeding? Let me see!"</p> + +<p>He pushed her away, almost roughly. "It's all right. Juan tied it up. +It'll do. I guess you can have a little more water, now,—but take it +slowly.... There! Now you'd better go and see about the rest. Don't let +them take too much at first."</p> + +<p>"I'm not going away," said Honor, quietly. "I'm not going to leave you +again, ever." She pulled her chair close beside the bed and took his +hand in both of hers. "Jimsy, I know. I know everything."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span></p><p>"That darn' Indian," said Jimsy, crossly. "If he'd stayed in here, with +the door locked! I'd have been back in half an hour longer."</p> + +<p>"And he poured the whisky back into the decanter. Oh, Jimsy——"</p> + +<p>"Well, I suppose it was a fool stunt, but I knew I could put it over. I +did a booze-fighter in the Junior play,—and I guess it comes pretty +easy!" He turned away from her, his face to the wall. "I'd like to be +alone, now, Skipper. You'd better look after Cart'. Watch him on the +water. He'll kill himself if he takes too much."</p> + +<p>"Jimsy, I'm not going to leave you."</p> + +<p>He lifted himself on his elbow. "Skipper, dear," he said gently, "what's +the use? I suppose I took a crazy kid way to show you I wasn't worth +your sticking to, and I guess I'm not, if it comes to that, but the fact +remains, and we can't get away from it."</p> + +<p>"What fact, Jimsy?"</p> + +<p>"That you—care—for Carter."</p> + +<p>"Jimsy, have you lost your senses? I—care for <i>Carter</i>?"</p> + +<p>"He told me."</p> + +<p>"Then," said Honor, her eyes darkening, "he told you a lie."</p> + +<p>He dropped back on the pillow. He had lost a lot<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> of blood before Yaqui +Juan found him and tied up his cut, and he looked white and spent. "Oh, +Skipper, please.... Let's not drag it out. I saw your message to him."</p> + +<p>"What message?"</p> + +<p>"The one you sent to the steamer, after he'd lost his head and told you +he loved you,—and—and asked you if you loved him." Difficult words; +grotesque and meaningless, but he must manage with them. "I'm not +blaming you, Skipper. I know I'm slow in the head beside Cart' and he +can give you a lot that I can't. And nothing—hanging over him. You'd +have played the game through to the last gun; I know that. But it +wouldn't have been right for any of us. I'm glad Cart' blew up and told +me."</p> + +<p>Honor laid his hand gently back on the bedspread of exquisite Mexican +drawnwork and stood up. "Carter showed you the telegram I sent him from +Genoa?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. He carries it always in his wallet."</p> + +<p>"He told you it meant that I loved him?"</p> + +<p>"Skipper, don't feel like that about it. It had to come out, some time." +His voice sounded weary and weak.</p> + +<p>She bent over him, speaking gently. "Be quiet, Jimsy; lie still. I'm +going to bring Carter up here."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Skipper, what's the use? You—you make<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span> me wish that greaser had +finished me, down at the well. Please——"</p> + +<p>"Wait!"</p> + +<p>He heard her feet in the hall, flying down the stairs, and he turned his +face to the wall again, his young mouth quivering.</p> + +<p>She found Carter lying on the wide couch, one arm trailing limply over +the side of it, the emptied canteen dangling from his hand, and he was +breathing with difficulty. His face was darkly mottled and congested but +Honor did not notice it. "Carter," she said, "I want you to come with me +and tell Jimsy how you lied to him. I want you to tell him what my +message really meant."</p> + +<p>"I—can't come—now," he gasped. "I can't—" he tried to raise himself +but he fell back on the pillows.</p> + +<p>"Then give me your wallet," she said, implacably, bending over him.</p> + +<p>"No, <i>no</i>! It isn't there—wait! By and by I'll——" but his eyes +betrayed him.</p> + +<p>Roughly, with fierce haste, she thrust her hand into his coat pocket and +pulled out his wallet of limp leather with the initials in slimly +wrought gold letters.</p> + +<p>"Please, Honor! Please,—let me—I'll give you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span>—I'll find it—" he +clutched at her dress but she stepped back from the couch and he lost +his balance and fell heavily to the floor.</p> + +<p>When she pulled out the bit of closely folded paper with a sharp sound +of triumph there came with it a thick letter which dropped on the red +tiles. He snatched at it but Honor's downward swoop was swifter. She +stood staring at it, her eyes opening wider and wider, turning the plump +letter in her hands.</p> + +<p>"Jimsy's letter to me," she said at last in a flat, curious tone. "The +one he gave you to mail." She was not exclamatory. She was too utterly +stunned for that. She seemed to be considering a course of action, her +brows drawn. "I won't tell Jimsy; I'm—afraid of what he'd do. I'll let +him go on believing in you, if you go away."</p> + +<p>He looked up at her from his horrid huddle on the floor, through his +bloodshot eyes, the boy who had taught her so much about books and plays +and dinners in restaurants and the right sort of music to admire, and it +seemed to him that her long known, long loved face was a wholly strange +one, sharply chiseled from cold stone.</p> + +<p>"If you'll go away," she went on, "I won't tell him about the letter." +She was looking at him curiously,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span> as if she had never seen him before. +"All these years I've been sorry for you because you limped. But I +haven't been sorry enough. I see now; it's—your soul that limps. Well, +you must limp away, out of our lives. I won't have you near us. You've +tried and tried to drag him down but something—somewhere—has held him +up! As soon as help comes-to-morrow—to-day—I'm going to marry him, +here, in Mexico, and I'll never leave him again as long as we live. Do +you hear?"</p> + +<p>She turned to go, but he made a smothered, inarticulate sound and she +looked down at him, and down and down, to the depths where he lay. "You +poor—thing," she said, gently. "Oh, you poor thing!"</p> + +<p>She ran up to Jimsy and sat down on the edge of his bed and gathered him +into her arms, so that his head rested on her breast. "Carter—poor +Carter," she said, "is too weak to come upstairs now, but I am going to +tell you the whole truth, and you are going to believe me. Listen, +dearest——"</p> + +<p>They were still like that, still talking, when Madeline King rushed into +the room. "Children," she cried, "oh, my dears—haven't you heard them? +Don't you know?"</p> + +<p>"No," they told her, smiling with courteous young attention.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span></p><p>"They're here—the soldiers! It's all right!" She was crying +contentedly. "Rich' is conscious,—he understands. My dears, we're +saved! I tell you we're saved!"</p> + +<p>"Oh, we knew that," said Honor, gravely.</p> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Play the Game!, by Ruth Comfort Mitchell + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK PLAY THE GAME! *** + +***** This file should be named 21625-h.htm or 21625-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/1/6/2/21625/ + +Produced by Martin Pettit and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was +produced from images generously made available by The +Internet Archive/American Libraries.) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Play the Game! + +Author: Ruth Comfort Mitchell + +Release Date: May 27, 2007 [EBook #21625] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK PLAY THE GAME! *** + + + + +Produced by Martin Pettit and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was +produced from images generously made available by The +Internet Archive/American Libraries.) + + + + + + +PLAY THE GAME! + +BY + +RUTH COMFORT MITCHELL + + +[Illustration: Publisher's logo] + + +D. APPLETON AND COMPANY + +NEW YORK :: LONDON :: 1924 + +COPYRIGHT, 1921, BY + +D. APPLETON AND COMPANY + + +Copyright, 1920, by The Crowell Publishing Company + +PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA + + * * * * * + +TO MY BROTHERS + + * * * * * + +Books by + +RUTH COMFORT MITCHELL + + * * * * * + +CORDUROY + +NARRATIVES IN VERSE + +JANE JOURNEYS ON + +PLAY THE GAME + + * * * * * + +D. APPLETON AND COMPANY + + +New York London + + * * * * * + + + + +PLAY THE GAME! + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +There was no denying the fact that Honor Carmody liked the boys. No one +ever attempted to deny it, least of all Honor herself. + +When she finished grammar school her mother and her gay young stepfather +told her they had decided to send her to Marlborough rather than to the +Los Angeles High School. + +The child looked utterly aghast. "Oh," she said, "I wouldn't like that +at all. I don't believe I _could_. I couldn't _bear_ it!" + +"My dear," her mother chided, "don't be silly! It's a quite wonderful +school, known all over the country. Girls are sent there from Chicago +and New York, and even Boston. You'll be with the best girls, the very +nicest----" + +"That's just it," Honor interrupted, forlornly. + +"What do you mean?" + +"_Girls._ Just girls. Oodles and oodles of nothing but girls. Honestly, +Muzzie, I don't think I could _stand_ it." She was a large, substantial +young creature with a broad brow and hearty coloring and candid eyes. +Her stepfather was sure she would never have her mother's beauty, but he +was almost equally sure that she would never need it. He studied her +closely and her actions and reactions intrigued him. He laughed, now, +and his wife turned mildly shocked eyes on him. + +"Stephen, dear! Don't encourage her in being queer. I don't like her to +be queer." Mrs. Lorimer was not in the least queer herself, unless, +indeed, it was queer to be startlingly lovely and girlish and appealing +at forty-one, with a second husband and six children. She was not an +especially motherly person except in moments of reproof and then she +always spoke in a remote third person. "Honor, Mother wants you to be +more with girls." Then, as if to make it clear that she was not merely +advancing a personal whim,--"You need to be more with girls." + +"Why?" + +"Why--why because Mother says you do." Mrs. Lorimer did not like to +argue. She always got out of breath and warm-looking. + +Her daughter dropped on the floor at her feet. Mrs. Lorimer had small, +happy-looking, lily-of-the-field hands and Honor took one of them +between her hard brown paws and squeezed it. "I know, but--_why_ do you +say so? I don't know anything about girls. Why should I, when I've had +eight boy cousins and five boy brothers and"--she gave Stephen Lorimer a +brief, friendly grin--"and two boy fathers!" Her stepfather was not +really younger than his wife but he was incurably boyish. The girl grew +earnest. "Please, _pretty-please_, let me go to L. A. High! I've counted +on it so! And"--she was as intent and free from self-consciousness as a +terrier at a rat hole--"all the boys I know are going to L. A. High! And +_Jimsy's_ going, and he'll _need_ me!" + +Her stepfather laughed again and lighted a cigarette. "She has you +there, Mildred. He will need her." + +"Of course he will." Honor turned a grateful face to him. "I'll have to +do all his English and Latin for him, so he can get signed up every week +and play football!" + +Mrs. Lorimer did not see why her daughter's finishing need be curtailed +by young James King's athletic activities and she started in to say so +with vigor and emphasis, but her husband held up his long beautifully +modeled hand rather in the manner of a traffic policeman and stopped +her. + +"Look here, Mildred," he said, "suppose you and I convene in special +session and consider this thing from all angles and then let her know +what it comes to,--shall we? Run along, Top Step!" + +"All right, Stepper," said the child, relievedly. "_You_ explain it to +her." She went contentedly away and a moment later they heard her robust +young voice lifted on the lawn next door,--"Jim-_zee_! Oh, Jimsy! +Come-mawn-_out_!" + +"You see?" Mrs. Lorimer wanted rather inaccurately to know. "That's what +we've got to stop, Stephen." + +He smiled. "But--as your eldest offspring just now inquired--why?" + +"_Why?_" She lifted her hands and let them fall into her lap again, palm +upward, and regarded him in gentle exasperation. "Stephen, you know, +really, sometimes I feel that you are not a bit of help to me with the +children." + +"Sometimes you do, I daresay," he granted her, serenely, "but most of +the time you must be simply starry-eyed with gratitude over the +brilliant way I manage them. Come along over here and we'll talk it +over!" He patted the place beside him on the couch. + +"You mean," said his wife a little sulkily, going, nevertheless, "that +you'll talk me over!" + +"That is my secret hope," said Stephen Lorimer. + +It was all quite true. He did manage her children and their +children--there were three of each--with astonishing ease and success. +They amused him, and adored him. He understood them utterly. Honor was +seven when her own father died and nine when her mother married again. +Stephen Lorimer would never forget her first inspection of him. +Nursemaids had done their worst on the subject of stepfathers; fairy +tales had presented the pattern. He knew exactly what was going on in +her mind, and--quite as earnestly beneath his persiflage as he had set +himself to woo the widow--he set himself to win her daughter. It was a +matter of moments only before he saw the color coming back into her +square little face and the horror seeping out of her eyes. It was a +matter of days only until she sought him out and told him, in her +mother's presence, that she believed she liked him better than her first +father. + +"Honor, _dear_! You--you mustn't, really----" Mildred Lorimer insisted +with herself on being shocked. + +"Don't _you_, Muzzie? Don't you like him better?" the child wanted +persistently to know. "He was very nice, of course; I did like him +awfully. But he was always 'way off Down Town ... at The Office. We +didn't have any fun with him. Stepper's always home. I'm glad we married +a newspaper one this time." + +"Stephen, that dreadful name.... What will people think?" + +Her new husband didn't in the least care. He and Honor had gravely +considered on that first day what they should call each other. It seemed +to Stephen Lorimer that it was hardly fair to the gentleman who had +stayed so largely at The Office to have his big little daughter and his +tiny sons calling his successor Father or Dad, and _Papa_ with all its +shades and shifts of accent left him cold. "Let's see, Honor. +'Stepfather' as a salutation sounds rather accusing, doesn't it? +'Step-pa,' now, is less austere, but----" + +"Oh, Stephen, _dear_!" They were not consulting Mrs. Lorimer at all. + +"I've got it! It's an inspiration! 'Stepper!' Neat, crisp, brisk. Means, +if any one should ask you, 'Step-pa' and also, literally, stepper; a +stepper; one who steps--into another's place." + +"_Stephen_----" + +"Well, haven't I, my dear?" He considered the three young Carmodys, +nine, seven, and five. "Steps yourselves, aren't you? Honor's the top +step and----" + +"Oh, Stepper, call me Top Step! I like that." + +"Right. And Billy's Bottom Step and Ted's the Tweeny! Now we're all +set!" + +"Yes," said Honor, contentedly. She herded her little brothers out of +the room and came back alone. "But--what'll I tell people you _are_?" + +"Why, I think," he considered, "you're young enough and trusting enough +to call me A Writer." + +"I mean, are you Muzzie's step-husband, too?" + +It was the first time she had seen the lightness leave his eyes. "No. +_No._ I am your moth--I am her husband. There is no step there." He got +up and walked over to where his wife was sitting and towered over her. +He was a tall man and he looked especially tall at that moment. "Her +plain--husband. Extremely plain, as it happens"--he was himself again +for an instant--"but--_her husband_." It seemed to the child that he had +forgotten which one of them had asked him the question and was +addressing himself to her mother by mistake. He seemed at once angry and +demanding and anxious, and she had never seen her mother so pink. +However, her question had been answered and she had affairs of her own. +She went away without a backward glance so she did not see her +stepfather drop to his knees beside the chair and gather the quiet woman +roughly into his arms, nor hear his insistent voice. "Her husband. The +_first--husband--she--ever had. Say it, Mildred. Say it._" + +And now Honor was thirteen and a half, and tardily ready for High +School, and there were three little Lorimers, twins and a six months' +old single. Stephen Lorimer, who had been a singularly footloose world +rover, had settled down securely in the old Carmody house on South +Figueroa Street. He was intensely proud of his paternity, personal and +vicarious, and took it not seriously but joyously. He was dramatic +critic and special writer for the leading newspaper of Los Angeles, and +theoretically he worked by night and slept by day, but as a matter of +puzzling fact he did not sleep at all, unless one counted his brief +morning naps. His eyes, in consequence, seemed never to be quite open, +but nothing, nevertheless, escaped them. + +An outsider, looking in on them now, the erect, hot-cheeked, imperious +woman, a little insolent always of her beauty, and the lolling, lounging +man with the drooping lids, would have placed his odds unhesitatingly +on her winning of any point she might have in mind. Even Mildred Lorimer +herself, after four years and a half of being married to him, thought +she would win out over him this time. Honor was the only daughter she +had, the only daughter she would ever have, for she had definitely +decided, at forty-one, to cease her dealings with the long-legged bird +who had flapped six times to her roof, and it seemed intolerable to her +that--with five boys--her one girl should be so robustly ungirlish. + +"Now, then, let's have it. You want Honor to go to Marlborough. As she +herself asked and I myself repeated,--why?" + +"And as I answered you both," said his wife, trying hard to keep the +conversation spinning lightly in the air as he did, "it's because I want +her to be more like other girls." + +"And I," said her husband, "do not." This was the place for Mildred +Lorimer to fling her own _why_ but her husband was too quick for her. +"Because she is so much finer and sounder and saner and sweeter as she +is. Mildred, I have never seen any living creature so selfless. What was +the word they coined in that play about Mars?--'_Otherdom?_' That's it, +yes; otherdom. That's Honor Carmody. She could have finished grammar +school at twelve, but Jimsy needed her help." + +"That's just it! Can't you see how wrong that is?" + +"No. I'm too much occupied with seeing how right it is. Good Lord, my +dear, in a world given over to the first person perpendicular, can't you +see the amazing beauty and rarity of your child's soul? Every day and +all day long she gives herself,--to you, to me, to the kiddies, to her +friends. She is the eternal mother." Mildred Lorimer was not the eternal +mother. She was not in fact a mother at all. The physical fact of +motherhood had six times descended upon her and she was doing her +gentle, well-bred, conscientious best in six lively directions, but +under it all she was forever Helen, forever the best beloved. She was +getting rather beyond her depth but she was not giving up. Stephen, in +discussion, had an elusive way of soaring into hazy generalities. She +brought him down. + +"I can't see why it should make her any less unselfish to attend the +best girls' school than to--to run with the boys." She brought out the +little vulgarism with a faint curl of her lovely lip. + +"'Run with the boys!' That has a positively Salem flavor, hasn't it? +Almost as deadly, that 'with,' as 'after,'" He loved words, Stephen +Lorimer; he played with them and juggled them. "Yet isn't that exactly +what the girls of to-day must and should do? Isn't it what the girls of +to-morrow--naturally, unrebuked--will do? Not running after them, slyly +or brazenly; not sitting at home, crimped and primped and curled, +waiting to be run after. No," he said hotly, getting up and beginning to +swallow up the room from wall to wall with his long strides, "_no_! With +them. Running with them, chin in, chest out, sound, conditioned, +unashamed!" He believed that he meant to write a tremendous book, one +day, Honor's stepfather. He often reeled off whole chapters in his mind, +warm and glowing. It was only when he got it down on paper that it +cooled and congealed. "Running with them in the race--for the race----" +his hurtling promenade took him to the window and he paused for an +instant. "Come here, Mildred. Look at her!" + +Mildred Lorimer came to join him. On the shabby, rusty lawn of the King +place, next door, all the rustier for its nearness to their own emerald +turf, sat Honor Carmody and Jimsy King, jointly and severally lacing up +a football. + +"Yes, look at her!" said her mother with feeling. + +"Leave her alone, Mildred. Leave her alive!" + +The two children were utterly absorbed. The boy was half a head taller +than the girl, heavier, sturdier, of a startling beauty. There was a +stubborn, much reviled wave in his bronze hair and his eyes were a dark +hazel flecked with black. His skin was bronze, too, bronzed by many +Catalina summer and winter swims at Ocean Park. It made his teeth seem +very white and flashing. + +The window was open to the soft Southern California air, and the voices +came across to the watchers. + +"_Hold_ it!" + +"I _am_ holding it!" + +A handsome man of forty came up the tree-shaded street, not quite +steadily, and turned into the King's walk. His hat was pulled low over +his eyes and the collar of his coat was turned up in spite of the +mildness of the day. He nodded to the boy and girl as he went past them +and on into the house. + +"_Again!_" said Mrs. Lorimer, tragically. "That's the second time this +week!" + +"Rough on the kid," said her husband. "See him now." + +Jimsy King had turned his head and was following his father's slow +progress up the steps and across the porch and into the house. "Be in in +a minute, Dad!" he called after him. + +"Loyal little beggar. I saw him steering him up Broadway one morning, +just at school time. Pluck." + +Honor had looked after James King, the elder, too, and then at his son, +and then at the football in her hands again. "Hurry up," she commanded. +"Pull it tighter! _Tighter!_ Do you call that pulling?" Inexorably she +got his attention back to the subject in hand. + +"That makes it all the worse," said Mrs. Lorimer. "Of course they're +only children--babies, really--but I couldn't have anything.... It's bad +blood, Stephen. I _couldn't_ have my child interested in one of the +'Wild Kings'!" + +"Well, you won't have, if you're wise. Let 'em alone. Let 'em lace +footballs on the front lawn ... and they won't hold hands on the side +porch! Why, woman dear, like the well-known Mr. Job, the thing you +greatly fear you'll bring to pass! Shut her up in a girls' school--even +the best and sanest--and you'll make boys suddenly into creatures of +romance, remote, desirable. Don't emphasize and underline for her. She's +as clean as a star and as unself-conscious as a puppy! Don't hurry her +into what one of those English play-writing chaps calls--Granville +Barker, isn't it?--Yes,--_Madras House_--'the barnyard drama of sex.... +Male and female created He them ... but men and women are a long time +in the making!'" + +The lacing of the football was finished. The boy lifted his head and +looked soberly at the door through which his father had entered, not +quite steadily. Then he drew a long breath, threw back his shining +bronze head, said something in a low tone to the girl, and ran into the +house. + +Honor Carmody got to her feet and stood looking after him, the odd +mothering look in her square child's face. She stood so for long +moments, without moving, and her mother and her stepfather watched her. + +Suddenly Stephen Lorimer flung the window up as far as it would go and +leaned out. + +"It's all right, Top Step," he called, meeting the leaping gladness of +her glance. "We've decided, your mother and I. You're going to L. A. +High! You're going----" but now he dropped his voice and spoke only for +the woman beside him, slipping a penitent and conciliatory arm about +her, his eyes impish, "you're going to run with the boys!" + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +The "Wild Kings" had lived in their fine old house ever since the +neighborhood could remember. The first and probably the wildest of them +had come out from Virginia when Los Angeles was still a drowsing Spanish +village, bringing with him an aged and excellent cellar and a flock of +negro servants. Honor's Carmody grandmother could remember the +picturesqueness of his entourage, of James King himself, the +hard-riding, hard-drinking, soft-spoken cavalier with his proud, pale +wife and his slim, high-stepping horses and his grinning blacks. The +general conviction was, Grandmother Carmody said, that he had come--or +been sent--west to make a fresh start. There was something rather +pathetically naive about that theory. There could never be a fresh start +for the "Wild Kings" in a world of excellent cellars and playing cards. +In a surprisingly short time he had re-created his earlier atmosphere +for himself--an atmosphere of charm and cheer and color ... and pride +and shame and misery, in which his wife and children lived and moved and +had their being. In the early eighties he built the big beautiful house +on South Figueroa Street, moved the last of his negro servitors and the +last of his cellar and his young family into it and died. Since that day +Kings had come and gone in it, big, bonny creatures, liked and sighed +over, and the house was shabby now, cracked and peeling for the want of +paint, the walks grass-grown, the lawn frowzy, lank and stringy curtains +at the dim windows. There were only three bottles of the historic cellar +left now, precious, cob-webbed; there was only one of the blacks, an +ancient, crabbed crone of the second generation, with a witch's hand at +cookery and a witch's temper. And there were only James King III and +James King IV, his son, Honor's Jimsy, left of the line in the old home. +The negress fed and mended them; an infrequent Japanese came in to make +futile efforts on house and garden. + +The neighbors said, "How do you do, Mr. King? Like summer, really, isn't +it?" and looked hastily away. One never could be sure of finding him +quite himself. Even if he walked quite steadily he might not be able to +talk quite steadily, but he was always a King, always sure of his +manner, be he ever so unsure of his feet or his tongue. He had been +worse since his wife died, when the boy was still a toddler. She was a +slim, sandy-haired Scotch girl with steady eyes and a prominent chin, +who had married him to reform him, and the neighbors were beginning to +think she was in a fair way to compass it when she died. No one had ever +been able to pity Jeanie King; she had been as proud as the pale lady +who came with the first "Wild King" from Virginia. There was that about +the Kings; it had to be granted that their women always stuck; they must +have had compensating traits and graces. No King wife ever gave up or +deserted save by death, and no King wife ever wept on a neighbor's +shoulder. + +And now they had all wandered back to Virginia or up to Alaska or down +to Mexico, and there was not an uncle or cousin of his tribe left in Los +Angeles for Jimsy King; only his bad, beloved father, coming home at +noon in rumpled evening dress, but wearing it better and more handily, +for all that, than any other man on the block. + +It was agreed that there was no chance for Jimsy to escape the heritage +of his blood. People were kind about it, but very firm. "If his mother +had lived he might have had a chance, the poor boy," Mrs. Lorimer would +sigh, "but with that father, and that home life, and that example----" + +"My dear," said Stephen Lorimer, "can't you see what you are doing? By +_you_ I mean the neighborhood. You are holding his heredity up like a +hoop for him to jump through!" + +Honor's stepfather held that there might be a generous share of the +firm-chinned Scotch mother in Jimsy. Certainly it was a fighting chance; +he was living in a day of less warmth and color than his father and his +forbears; there were more outlets for his interest and his energy. His +father, for instance, had not played football. Jimsy had played as soon +as he could walk alone--football, baseball, basketball, handball, water +polo; life was a hard and tingling game to him. "It's an even chance," +said Stephen Lorimer, "and if Honor's palling with him can swing it, can +we square it with ourselves to take her away from him?" He carried his +point, as usual, and the boy and the girl started in at Los Angeles High +on the same day. Honor decided on the subjects which Jimsy could most +safely take--the things he was strongest in, the weak subjects in which +she was strong. There was an inexorable rule about being signed up by +every teacher for satisfactory work on Friday afternoon before a +Saturday football game; it was as a law of the Medes and Persians; even +the teachers who adored him most needs must abide by it. There was no +cajoling any of them; even the pretty, ridiculously young thing who +taught Spanish maintained a Gibraltar-like firmness. + +"You'll simply have to study, Jimsy, that's all," said Honor. + +"Study, yes, but that's not learning, Skipper!" (She had been that ever +since her first entirely seaworthy summer at Catalina.) "I can study, if +I have to, but that's not saying I'll get anything into my sconce! I'm +pretty slow in the head!" + +"I know you are," said Honor, sighing. "Of course, you've been so busy +with other things. Think what you've done in athletics!" + +"Fast on the feet and slow in the head," he grinned. "Well, I'll die +trying. But you've got to stand by, Skipper." + +"Of course. I'll do your Latin and English and part of your Spanish." + +"Gee, you're a brick." + +"It's nothing." She dismissed it briefly. "It's my way of doing +something, Jimsy, that's all. It's the only way I can be on the team." +She glowed pinkly at the thought. "When I sit up on the bleachers and +see you make a touchdown and hear 'em yell--why I'm _there_! I'm on the +team because I've helped a little to keep you on the team! It almost +makes up for having to be a girl. Just for the moment, I'm not sitting +up high, clean and starched and safe; I'm on the field, hot and muddy +and with my nose bleeding, _doing_ something for L. A.! I'm _there_!" + +Jimsy slapped her on the shoulder like a man and brother. "You're +_there_ all the time, Skipper! You're there a million!" + +He made the first team the first day he went out to practice. There was +no denying him. He captained the team the second year and every year +until he graduated, a year late for all his friend's unwearying toil. As +a matter of fact they did not make a special effort to get him through +on time; the team needed him, the squad needed him, L. A. needed him. It +was more like a college than a High School in those days, with its +numbers and its spirit, that strong, intangible evidence of things not +seen. There was something about it, a concentrated essence of Jimsy King +and hundreds of lesser Jimsy Kings, which made it practically +unconquerable. In the year before his final one the team reached its +shining perfection and held it to the end. It is still a name to conjure +with at the school on the hill, Jimsy King's. The old teachers remember; +the word comes down. "A regular old-time L. A. team--the fighting +spirit. Like the days of Jimsy King!" + +Other teams might score on them; frequently they could not, but when +they did the rooting section was not dashed. It lifted up its multiple +voice, young, insolent, unafraid, in mocking song, and Honor Carmody, +just on the edge of the section, beside her stepfather, sang with them: + + + _You can't beat L. A. High!_ + _You can't beat L. A. High!_ + _Use your team to get up steam_ + _But you can't beat L. A. High!_ + + +It rolled out over the football field and echoed away in the soft +Southern California air. It was gay, inexorable; you _couldn't_ beat +L. A. High, field or bleachers. + +Stephen Lorimer never missed a game. His wife went once and never again. + +"I suppose I am too sensitive," she said, "but I can't help it. It's the +way I'm made. I simply cannot endure seeing anything so brutal. I can't +understand those young girls ... and the _mothers_!" Two of her own were +on the second team, now, but she never saw them play, and they came in +the back way, after games and practice, sneaking up to Honor's room with +their black eyes and their gory noses for her capable first aid. She +was not one, Mildred Lorimer, into whose blood something of the iron had +entered. Her boys bewildered her as they grew and toughened out of baby +fiber. She was a little unhappy about it, but she was more beautiful +than she had ever been in her life, and freer, with the last little +Lorimer shifting sturdily for himself and his father more in love with +her than ever. She had more or less resigned her active motherhood to +him. The things she might have done for Honor, the selection of her +frocks and hats, the color scheme of her room, her parties, the girl at +seventeen did efficiently for herself. Her childish squareness of face +and figure was rounding out rather splendidly and she had a sure and +dependable sense of what to wear. Her things were good in line and +color, smartly simple. She had thick braids of honey-colored hair wound +round her head; her brow was broad and calm, her gray eyes serene; she +had a fresh and hearty color. Stephen Lorimer believed that she had a +voice. She sang like one of the mocking birds in her garden, joyously, +radiantly, riotously, and her stepfather, who knew amazingly many great +persons, persuaded a famous artist to hear her when she gave her concert +in Los Angeles. + +"Yes," she said, nodding her head, "it is a voice. It is a voice. A +little teaching, yes; this Barrett woman who was once my pupil, she will +be safe with her. Not too much; not too much singing. Finish your +school, my little one. Then you shall come over to me for a year, yes? +We shall see what we shall see!" She patted her cheek and sent her out +of the room ahead of Stephen. + +"Well?" he wanted to know. + +"But yes, a voice, as I have said. Send her to me when her schooling is +over." + +"She has a future?" + +The great contralto shrugged her thick shoulders. "I fear not. I think +not." + +His face lengthened. "Why?" + +"Because, my friend, she will care more for living. She will not care so +greatly to _get_, that large child. She will only _give_. She has not +the fine relentless selfishness to make the artist. Well, we shall see. +Life may break her. Send her to me. In two years, yes? No, no, I will +have no thanks. It is so small a thing to do.... One grows fat and old; +it is good to have youngness near. Now, go, my friend. I shall gargle my +throat and sleep." She gave him a hot, plump hand to kiss. + +Honor was not especially impressed. She rather thought, when the time +came, she should prefer to go to Stanford, but she liked her music +lessons, meanwhile. It filled up her time, the business of singing, in +that last year when she was more or less marking time and helping Jimsy +through. + +Her stepfather watched her with growing amazement. So far as any one +might judge, and to Mrs. Lorimer's tearful relief, Honor's attitude +toward the last of the "Wild Kings" was at seventeen what it had been at +twelve, at six. + +"I was right, wasn't I?" Stephen wanted to know. + +"Well ... if you can only keep on being right about it! I'm so thankful +about her singing. That year abroad will be wonderful. She'll meet new +people ... real men." + +"Young Jimsy is exhibiting every known symptom of becoming a real man." + +"Yes, but he's a King." + +"That appears to be the universal opinion regarding him." + +"Stephen _dear_, don't be ridiculous! You've always been as bewitched +about the boy as Honor herself." Mrs. Lorimer was dressed for a luncheon +and her husband, heavy-eyed and flushed of face, had cut short his late +morning sleep to drive her. She was still for him the everlasting Helen. + +"Mildred," he said, quitting the battlefield for the eternal balcony, +"do you know that you are lovelier this instant than you were the day I +married you?" + +Mrs. Lorimer knew it quite well. It was due somewhat to good management +as well as luck, and she liked having the results appreciated. She let +him kiss her, carefully, because she had her hat on. + +The elder James King did not seem to age with the years. "He is," +Stephen Lorimer said facetiously, "only too well preserved!" His manner +and mode of life remained the same, save that he lost more heavily at +cards. For the first time in its history the old King place was +mortgaged. In a day when every one who was any one, as Honor's mother +put it, was getting a motor car, the Kings had none. Jimsy, of course, +rode regally in every one else's. The Lorimers had two, an electric in +which Honor's mother glided softly with her little whirring bell from +clubs to luncheons and from luncheons to teas, and a rough and ready +seven-passenger affair into which the whole tribe might be piled, and +which Honor Carmody drove better than her stepfather, who was apt to +dream at the wheel. On Sundays Stephen Lorimer took them all, Jimsy, +Honor, Billy and Ted Carmody, the Lorimer twins and the last little +Lorimer, on motor picnics to the beach. They drove to Santa Monica, down +the Palisades, up the narrow, winding, wave-washed road to the Malibou +Ranch and built a fire and broiled chops and made coffee and baked +potatoes, after their swim, ate like refugees and slept like puppies on +the sand. In the afternoon, when they came back to the gracious old +house in its wide garden on South Figueroa Street Mildred Lorimer would +be waiting, in a frock he loved, to give her husband his tea, cool, +lovely, remote from the rougher fun of life. + +In the evenings--Sunday evenings--Honor held her joyous At Homes. Three +or four favored girls and a dozen boys came to supper, a loud, hilarious +meal. Takasugi, the cook, and Kada, the second boy, were given their +freedom. Honor, in the quaint aprons her stepfather had picked up here +and there over the world, pink, capable, with the assistance of Jimsy +and her biggest brothers, got supper. + +It was a lively feast. Jimsy King, in one of Kada's white jackets, +waited on the table. They ate enormously, and when they had finished +they pronounced their ungodly grace--a thunderous tattoo on the table +edge, begun with palms and finished with elbows-- + + + None-but-the-righteous-shall-be-SAVED!-- + + +followed, while the cups and plates were still leaping and shuddering, +with its secular second verse-- + + + My-sister-Mary-walks-like-THIS! + + +"Well, Top Step," said Stephen one of those evenings, "eleven boys +beside the stand-by Jimsy. Fair to middling popularity, I should say!" + +"Popularity?" She opened her candid eyes wide at him. "Why, Stepper, you +know it's not that! They don't come to see me! They don't mind me, of +course, but it's the eats, and meeting each other,--and mostly Jimsy, I +guess! Mercy,--the chocolate's boiling over!" + +She clearly believed it, and it was more or less true. The Carmody home +of a Sunday night was a sort of glorified club house without rules or +dues or by-laws. It was the thing to do, if one were so lucky. It rather +placed a boy in the scheme of things to be one of "the Sunday-night +bunch." Jimsy was the Committee on Membership. + +"Let's have that Burke boy out to supper Sunday, shan't we?" Honor would +say. "He's doing so well on the team." + +"No," Jimsy would answer, definitely. "Not at the house, Skipper." Honor +accepted his judgments unquestioningly. Some way, with the deep wisdom +of boys, he knew, better than she could, that the young Burke person was +better on the field than in the drawing-room. There was nothing snobbish +in their gatherings; shabby boys came, girls who had made their own +little dimity dresses. It was the intangible, inexorable caste of the +best boyhood, and Honor knew, comfortably, that her particular King +could do no wrong. + +The rooting section had a special yell for Jimsy, when he had sped down +the field to a touchdown or kicked a difficult goal. It followed the +regular High School yell, hair-lifting in its fierceness: + + + King! King! King! + K-I-N-G, King! + G-I-N-K, Gink! + He's the King Gink! + He's the King Gink! + He's the King Gink! + K-I-N-G, King! KING! + + +and Honor utterly agreed with them. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +The house across the street from the Carmody place was suddenly sold. +People were curious and a little anxious. Every one on that block had +been there for a generation or so; there was a sense of permanence about +them all--even the Kings. + +"Eastern people," said Mrs. Lorimer. "A mother, rather delicate-looking, +and one son, eighteen or nineteen I should say. He's frail-looking, too, +and he limps a little. I imagine they're very nice. Everything about +them"--her magazine reading had taken her quite reasonably to a front +window the day the newcomers' furniture was uncrated and carried +in--"seems very nice." She hoped, if it developed that they really were +desirable that they would be permanent. Los Angeles was coming to have +such a floating population.... + +Honor and Jimsy observed the boy from across the street, a slim, modish +person. "Gee," said Jimsy, "it must be fierce to be lame!--to have your +body not--not do what you tell it to! I wonder what he does? He can't do +_anything_, can he?" His eyes were deep with honest pity. + +"Oh, I suppose he sort of fills in with other things," Honor conceded. +"I expect, if people can't do the things that count most, they go in for +other things. He seems awfully keen about his two cars." + +"They're peaches, both of 'em," said Jimsy without envy. + +"And of course he has time to be a wonder at school, if he wants to be." + +"Yep. Looks as if he might be a shark at it." He grinned. "Slow on his +feet but fast in the head." + +"Muzzie's going to call on his mother, and then we'd better ask him to +supper, hadn't we? He must be horribly lonesome." + +"I'll float over and see him," the last King suggested, "and sort of +size him up. Give him the once-over. We don't want to start anything +unless he's O. K. Might as well go now, I guess." + +"All right. Come in afterward and tell me what you think of him." + +He nodded and swung off across the street. It was an hour before he came +back, glowing. "Gee, Skipper, I'm strong for that kid! Name's Van Meter, +Carter Van Meter. He's got a head on him, that boy! He's been +everywhere and seen everything--three times abroad--Canada, Mexico! You +ought to hear him talk--not a bit up-stagy, no side at all, but +interesting! I asked him for supper, Sunday night. You'll be crazy about +him--all the bunch will!" Thus Jimsy King on the day Carter Van Meter +limped into his life; thus Jimsy King through the years which followed, +worshiping humbly the things he did not have in himself, belittling his +own gifts, enlarging his own lacks, glorifying his friend. He had never +had a deeply intimate boy friend before; the team was his friend, the +squad; Honor had sufficed for a nearer tie. It was to be different, now; +a sharing. She was to resent a little in the beginning, before she, too, +came under the spell of the boy from the East. + +Mrs. Lorimer came smiling back from her call. "_Very_ nice," she told +her husband and her daughter, "really charming. And her things are quite +wonderful ... rare rugs ... portraits of ancestors. A widow. Here for +her health, and the boy's health; he's never been strong. All she has in +the world ... wrapped up in him. _Very_ Eastern!"--she laughed at the +memory. "She said, 'And from what part of the East do you come, Mrs. +Lorimer?' When I said I was born here in Los Angeles she almost +_gasped_, and then she flushed and said, 'Oh, really? Is it possible? +But I met some people on shipboard, once--the time before last when I +was crossing--who were natives, and they were _quite_ delightful.'" + +"The word 'native' intrigues them," said Stephen, drawing off her long, +limp suede gloves and smoothing them. "I daresay she'll be looking for +war whoops and tomahawks. And if it comes to that, we can furnish the +former, especially Sunday night." + +"Muzzie, did you meet the boy?" Honor wanted to know. + +"Yes. He came in for tea with us. A beautifully mannered boy. Very much +at ease. We must have him here, Honor." + +"Yes, Jimsy's already asked him for Sunday night, Muzzie. Jimsy likes +him." + +"Well, he may. He has a something ... I don't know what it is, exactly, +but he will be good for all of you." + +"We'll be good for him, too," said her daughter, calmly. "It must be +fearfully dull for him, not knowing any one, and being lame." + +He came to supper, a trim young glass of fashion, and it was he, the +stranger, who was entirely at his ease, and the "bunch," the gay, +accustomed bunch, which was a little shy and constrained. Jimsy stood +sponsor for him and Honor was an earnest hostess. He said he enjoyed +himself; certainly he made himself gently agreeable to Mrs. Lorimer, to +the girls. Honor's stepfather observed him with his undying curiosity. +He was a plain boy with a look of past pain in his colorless face, a +shadowed bitterness in his eyes, a droop at the corners of his mouth +when he was not speaking. For all his two motor cars and his rare old +rugs and the portraits of ancestors and his idolized only sonship, life +had clearly withheld from him the things he had wanted most. There was a +baffled imperiousness about him, Stephen decided. + +"A clever youngster," he told his wife, watching him from across the +room. "Brains. But I don't like him." + +"Stephen! Why not?" + +He shook his head. "I don't know yet. But I know. I had a curious sense, +as he came limping into the room to-night, of '_Enter the villain_.'" + +"My dear,--that poor, frail boy, with his lovely, gentle manners!" + +"I know. It does sound rather piffle. Daresay I'm wrong. The kids will +size him up." + +When Carter Van Meter came to tell his hostess good-by, he smiled +winningly. "This has been very jolly, Mrs. Lorimer. It was good of you +to let me come. Mother asked me to say how much she appreciated it. +But"--he hesitated--"May I come in some afternoon when--just you and +Miss Honor are here?" He looked wistful, and frailer at the end of the +evening than he had at the beginning. + +"Of course you may, my dear boy!" Mrs. Lorimer gave him the glory of her +special smile. "Come soon!" + +He came the next day but one, and as her mother was at a bridge +afternoon it was Honor who entertained him. She had just come home from +High School and she wore a middy blouse and a short skirt and looked +less than her years. "Let's sit in the garden, shan't we?--I hate being +indoors a minute more than I can help!" She led the way across the +green, springy lawn to the little rustic building over which the vivid +Bougainvillaea climbed and swarmed, and he followed at his halted pace. +"Besides, we can see Jimsy from here when he comes by from football +practice, and call him in. I just didn't happen to go to watch practice +to-day, and now"--she smiled at him,--"I'm glad I didn't." There was +something intensely pitiful about this lad to her mothering young heart, +for all his poise and pride. + +He waited gravely until she had established herself on a bench before +he sat. "Tell me about this fellow King. Every one seems very keen about +him." + +Honor leaned back and took a serge-clad knee between two tanned hands. +"Well, I don't know how to begin! He's--well, he's just Jimsy King, +that's all! But it's more than any other boy in the world." + +"You're great friends, aren't you?" + +"Jimsy and I? I should say we are! We've known each other ever +since--well, before we could walk or talk! Our nurses used to take us +out together in our buggies. We were born next door--in these two +houses, on the same day. Jimsy's just about an hour older than I am!" + +"I have never had many friends," said Carter Van Meter. "I've been +moving about so much, traveling ... other things have interfered." He +never referred, directly or indirectly, to his ill health or his limp. + +"Well, you can have all you want now," said Honor, generously. "And +Jimsy likes you!" She bestowed that like a decoration. "Honestly, I +never knew him to take such a fancy to any one before in all his life. +He likes every one, you know,--I mean, he never dislikes anybody, but he +never gets crushes. So, it means something to have him keen about you. +If _he's_ for you, _everybody_ will be for you." + +"Why do people like him so?" + +"Can't help it," said Honor, briefly. "Even _teachers_. He's not +terribly clever at school, and of course he doesn't have as much time to +study as some do, but the teachers are all keen about him. They know +what he is. I expect that's what counts, don't you? Not what people +have, or do, or know; what they _are_. Why, one time I happened to be in +the Vice-Principal's office about something, and it was a noontime, and +there was a wild rough-house down in the yard. Honestly, you couldn't +hear yourself _think_! The Principal--he was a new man, just come--kept +looking out of the window, and getting more and more nervous, and +finally he said, 'Shouldn't we stop that, Mrs. Dalton?' And she looked +out and laughed and said, 'Jimsy King's in it, and he'll stop it before +we need to notice it!' _That's_ what teachers think of him, and the +boys--I believe they'd cut up into inch pieces for him." + +"I suppose it's a good deal on account of his football. He's on the +team, isn't he?" His eyes disdained teams. + +"On the team? He _is_ the team! Captain last year and this,--and next! +Wait till you see him play. He's the fastest full back we've ever had, +since anybody can remember. There'll be a game Saturday. We play +Redlands. Will you come, and sit with Stepper and me?" + +"Thanks. I don't care very much for----" he stopped, held up by the +growing amaze in her face. "Yes, I'd like very much to go with you and +Mr. Lorimer. I don't care much about watching games where I don't know +the people"--he retrieved and amended his earlier sentence--"but you'll +explain everything to me." + +She grinned. "I'm afraid I won't be very nice about talking to you. I +get simply wild, at games. I'm right down there, in it. I've never +gotten over not being a boy! But Jimsy's wonderful about letting me have +as much share in it as I can. You'll hear all sorts of tales about him, +when you come to know people,--plays he's made and games he's won, and +how he never, _never_ loses his head or his temper, no matter what the +other team does. If we should ever have another war, I expect he'd be a +great general." Her face broke into mirth again at a memory. "Once, we +were playing Pomona--imagine a high school playing a college and +_beating_ them!--and somebody was out for a minute, and Jimsy was +standing waiting, with his arms folded across his chest, and he had on +a head guard, and it was very still, and suddenly a girl's voice piped +up--'_Oh, doesn't he look just like Napoleon?_' He's never heard the +last of it; it fusses him awfully. I never knew anybody so modest. I +suppose it's because he's always been the leader, the head of things, +ever since he started kindergarten. He's _used_ to it; it seems just +natural to him." + +The new boy shifted his position uneasily. + +Honor thought perhaps he was suffering; his face looked pinched. "Shall +we go in the house? Would you be more comf"--she caught herself +up--"perhaps you're not used to being out of doors all the time? Eastern +people find this glaring sun tiresome sometimes." + +"It's very nice here. You go to Los Angeles High School, too?" He didn't +care about changing his position but he wanted intensely to change the +subject, even if he had started it by his query. "Odd, isn't it, that +you don't go to a girls' school?" + +Honor laughed. "That's what Muzzie thinks. She did want me to go, but I +didn't want to, and Stepper--my stepfather, you know,--stood up for me. +I never liked girls very much when I was little. I do now, of course. +I've two or three girl friends who are _wonders_. I adore them. But I +still like boys best. I suppose"--he saw that her mind came back like a +needle to the pole--"it's on account of Jimsy. Wait till you really know +him! You will be just the same. Honestly, he's the bravest, gamest +person in the world. Once, a couple of years ago, Stepper noticed that +he was limping, and he made him go to see the doctor. The doctor told us +about it afterwards--he's the doctor who took care of our mothers when +we were born. Jimsy came in and said, 'Doc, I've got a kind of a sore +leg.' And the doctor looked at it and said, 'You've got a broken leg, +that's what you've got! Go straight home and I'll come out and put it in +a plaster cast.' You see"--she illustrated by putting the tips of her +two forefingers together--"it was really broken, cracked through, but it +hadn't slipped by. Well, the doctor had to stay and finish his office +hours, and about an hour later he looked up and there was Jimsy, and he +said, 'Say, Doc, would you just as soon set this leg to-morrow? You see, +I've got a date to take Skipper--he always calls me Skipper--to a dance +to-night. I won't dance, but I'll just----' and the doctor just roared +at him and told him to go home that instant, and Jimsy went out, but +when the doctor got to his house he wasn't there, and he had to wait +about half an hour for him, and he was _furious_--he's got a terrible +temper but he's the dearest old thing, really. Pretty soon Jimsy came +wandering in with his arms full of books and games and puzzles and +things he'd got to amuse himself while he was laid up! Of course the +doctor expected him to keep perfectly still in bed, but he found he +could make a sort of a raft of two table extension boards and slide +downstairs to his meals. He had an awful time getting up again, but he +didn't care. The first day he was laid up he had exactly nineteen people +to see him, and he took the bandages off the leg and all the boys and +teachers wrote their autographs and sentiments on the cast. He called it +his Social Register and his Guest Book!" Honor was too happily deep in +her reminiscences to see that her new friend was a little bored. + +He got suddenly to his feet. "Yes. He must be an unusual fellow. But I'd +like to hear you sing. Won't you come into the house and sing something +for me?" + +"All right," said Honor. "I love to sing, but I haven't studied very +much yet, and I haven't any decent songs. Why doesn't somebody write +some?--Songs _about_ something? Not just maudling along about 'heart' +and 'part' and that kind of stuff! Come on! There's Stepper at the piano +now. He'll play for me." + +It was mellow in the long living-room after the brazen afternoon sun +outside, a livable, lovable room. Stephen Lorimer had an open book on +the music rack and he was thumping some rather stirring chords. + +"Stepper," said Honor, "here's Carter Van Meter, and he wants me to sing +for him, and I was just saying how I hated all these mushy old songs. +Can't you find me something different?" + +"I have," said her stepfather. "I've got the words here and I'm messing +about for some music to go with them." + +Honor looked out as she passed the window on her way to the piano. "Wait +a minute! Here's Jimsy! I'll call him!" She sped to the door and hailed +him, and he came swiftly in. "Hello! How was practice?" + +"Fair. Burke was better. Tried him on the end. 'Lo, Mr. Lorimer. 'Lo, +Carter!" + +"I've got a poem here you'll all like," said Stephen Lorimer. "No, you +needn't shuffle your feet, Jimsy. It's your kind. Sit down, all of you. +I'll read it." + +"So long as it hasn't got any 'whate'ers' and yestereves' and +'beauteous,'" the last King grinned. "Shoot!" + +"It's an English thing, by Henry Newbolt,--about cricket, but that +doesn't matter. It's the thing itself. I may not have the words +exactly,--I read it over there, and copied it down in my diary, from +memory." He looked at the boys and the girl; Honor was waiting eagerly, +sure of anything he might bring her; Jimsy King, fresh from the sweating +realities of the gridiron, was good-humoredly tolerant; Carter Van Meter +was courteously attentive, with his oddly mature air of social poise. He +began to read, to recite, rather, his eyes on their faces: + + + There's a breathless hush in the Close to-night, + Ten to make and the match to win; + A bumping pitch and a blinding light, + An hour to play and the last man in, + And it's not for the sake of a ribboned coat + Or the selfish hope of a season's fame, + But his Captain's hand on his shoulder smote-- + Play up! Play up! and--Play the Game! + + +Jimsy King, who was lolling on the couch, sat up, his eyes kindling. +"Gee...." he breathed. Honor's cheeks were scarlet and she was breathing +hard and fast. Only the new boy was unmoved, his pale face still pale, +his shadowed eyes calm. Stephen Lorimer kept that picture of them always +in his heart; it was, he came to think, symbol and prophecy. He swung +into the second verse, his voice warming: + + + The sand of the desert is sodden red; + Red with the wreck of a square that broke; + The gatling's jammed and the colonel dead, + And the regiment blind with dust and smoke: + The River of Death has brimmed his banks; + And England's far, and Honor a name, + But the voice of a school boy rallies the ranks-- + Play up! Play up! and--Play the Game! + + +His own voice shook a little on the last line and he was a trifle amused +at his emotionalism. He tried to bring the moment sanely back to the +commonplace. "Corking for a song, Top Step. I'll hammer out some chords +... doesn't need much." He looked again through the strangely charged +atmosphere of the quiet room, at the three big children. Jimsy King was +on his feet, shaken out of the serene insolence of his young stoicism, +his hands opening and shutting, swallowing hard, and Honor, the +boy-girl, Jimsy's sturdy Skipper, was crying, frankly, unashamed, +unaware, the tears welling up out of her wide eyes, rolling down her +bright cheeks. Only Carter Van Meter sat as before, a little withdrawn, +a little aloof, in the shadow. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +When they told Marcia Van Meter (Mrs. Horace Flack) that her little boy +would always be lame, that not one of the great surgeon-wizards on +either side of the Atlantic--not all the king's horses and all the +king's men could ever weight or wrench or force the small, thin left leg +down to the length of the right, she vowed to herself that she would +make it up to him. She was a pretty thing, transparently frail and +ethereal-looking, who had always projected herself passionately into the +lives of those about her--her father's and mother's--the young husband's +who had died soon after her son was born--and now her boy's. While he +was less than ten years old it seemed to her that she compassed it; if +he could not race and run with his contemporaries he rode the smartest +of ponies and drove clever little traps; if he might not join in the +rough sports out of doors he had a houseful of brilliant mechanical +toys; he lived like a little Prince--like a little American Prince with +a magic bottomless purse at his command. But when he left his little +boyhood behind she discovered her futility; she discovered the small, +pitiful purchasing power of money, after all. She could not buy him +bodily strength and beauty; she could not buy him fellowship in the +world of boys; he was forever looking out at it, wistfully, +disdainfully, bitterly, through his plate glass window. + +She spent herself untiringly for him,--playmates, gifts, tutors, +journeys. Her happiest moments were those in which he said, "Mother, I'd +like one of those wireless jiggers,"--or a new saddle-horse, or a new +roadster--and she was able to answer, "Dearest, I'll get it for you! +Mother'll get it for you to-morrow!" + +But the days when she could spell omnipotence for him were fading away. +He wanted now, increasingly, things beyond her gift. He was a clever +boy, proud, poised. He learned early to wear a mask of indifference +about his lameness, to affect a coolness for sports which came, +eventually, to be genuine. He studied easily and well; he could talk +with a brilliancy beyond his years. He learned--astonishingly, at his +age--to get his deepest satisfactions from creature comforts--his +quietly elegant clothes, his food, his surroundings. Mrs. Van Meter had +high hopes of the move to Los Angeles; he was to be benefited, body and +brain. She was a little anxious at finding they had moved into a +neighborhood of boys and girls; Carter was happier with older people, +but he seemed to like these lively, robust creatures surprisingly. +Weeks, months, a year, went by. Carter, less than a year older than +Jimsy King but two years ahead of him in his studies, was doing some +special work at the University of Southern California, but his time was +practically his own--to spend with Honor and Jimsy. Honor and Jimsy +showed, each of them, the imprint of their association with him. They +had come to care more for the things he held high ... books ... theaters +... dinners at the Crafts Alexandria ... Grand Opera records on the +victrola ... more careful dress. + +"Carter has really done a great deal for those children," Mildred +Lorimer told her husband, complacently. + +"Yes," Stephen admitted. "It's true. He has. And"--he sighed--"they +haven't done a thing for him." + +"Stephen dear,--what could they do--crude children that they are, beside +a boy with his advantages? What could they do for him?--Make him play +football? What did you expect them to do?" + +"I don't know," he said, moodily, "but at any rate they haven't done +it." + +Jimsy King was going--by the grace of his own frantic eleventh hour +efforts and his teachers' clemency and Honor Carmody--to graduate. +Barring calamities, he would possess a diploma in February. Honor was +tremendously earnest about it; Carter, to whom learning came as easily +as the air he breathed, faintly amused. She thought, sometimes, for +brief, traitorous moments, that Carter wasn't always good for Jimsy. + +"You see," she explained to her stepfather, "Carter doesn't realize how +hard Jimsy has to grind for all he gets. Even now, Stepper, after being +here a year, he actually doesn't realize the importance of Jimsy's +getting signed up to play. It's a strange thing, with all his +cleverness, but he doesn't, and he's always taking Jimsy out on parties +and rides and things, and he gets behind in everything. I think I'll +just have to speak to him about it." + +He nodded. "That's a good idea, Top Step. Do that." + +She grew still more sober. "Another thing, Stepper ... about--about Mr. +King's--trouble. Of course, you and I have never believed that Jimsy +_had_ to inherit it, have we?" + +"No. Not if people let him alone. His life, his training, his +environment, are very different--more wholesome, vital. The energy which +his grandfather and his uncles and his father had to find a vent for in +cards and drink Jimsy's sweated out in athletics." + +"Yes. But--just the same--isn't it better for Jimsy to keep away +from--from those things?" + +"Naturally. Better for anybody." + +She sighed. "Carter doesn't think so. He says the world is full of +it--Jimsy must learn to be near it and let it alone." + +"That's true, in a sense, T. S...." + +"I know. But--sometimes I think Carter deliberately takes Jimsy places +to--test him. Of course he thinks he's doing right, but it worries me." + +Stephen Lorimer smoked in silence. He had his own ideas. "Better have +that talk with him," he said. + +Honor found the talk oddly disturbing. Carter was very sweet about it as +he always was with her, but he held stubbornly to his own opinion. + +"Look here, Honor, you can't follow Jimsy through the world like a +nursemaid, you know." + +"Carter! I don't mean----" + +"He's got to meet and face these things, to fight what somebody calls +'the battle of his blood.' You mustn't wrap him up in cotton wool. If +he's going, to be bowled over he might as well find it out. He must take +his chances--just as any other fellow--just as I must." + +"Oh, but, Carter, you know you're strong, and----" + +Suddenly his pale face was stung with hot color. "Honor," he leaned +forward, "you think I'm strong, in _any_ way? You don't consider me +an--utter weakling?" + +She looked with comprehending tenderness at his crimson face. "Why, +Carter, dear! You know I've never thought you that! There are more ways +of being--being strong than--than just with muscles and bones!" + +He reached out and took one of her firm, tanned hands in his, and she +had never seen him so winningly wistful, so wistfully winning. "I +thought," he said, very low, "that was the only kind of strength that +counted with you. Then--I do count with you, Honor? I do?" + +She was a little startled, a little frightened, wholly uncomfortable. +There was something in Carter's voice she didn't understand ... something +she didn't want to understand. She pulled her hand away and managed her +boyish grin. "Of course you do,--goose! And you'll count more if you'll +help me to look after Jimsy and have him graduate on time!" She got up +quickly as her stepfather came into the room, and Carter went home, +crossing the street with the rather pathetic arrogance of his halting +gait, his head held high, tilted a little back, which gave him the +expression of looking down on a world of swift striders. + +He found his mother reading before a low fire. "Well, dearest?" She +smiled up at him, yearningly. + +He stood looking down at her, his face working. "Mother, I want Honor +Carmody." + +"Carter!" + +"I want Honor Carmody." He rode over her murmured protests. "I know I'm +only nineteen. I know I'm too young--she's too young. I'd expect to +wait, of course. But--_I want her_." + +Marcia Van Meter's heart cried out to her to say again as she had said +all through his little-boy days, "Dearest, Mother'll get her for you! +Mother'll get her for you to-morrow!" But instead her gaze went down to +the page she had been reading ... the last scene in "Ghosts," where +Oswald Alving says: + +"_Mother, give me the sun! The sun!! The Sun!!!_" She shivered and shut +the book with emphasis and threw it on a near-by chair. She spoke +brightly, reassuringly. "I'm sure she's devoted to you, dear. You are +the best of friends, and that's enough for the present, isn't it?" + +"No." + +"Dearest, you've said yourself that you realize you're too young for +anything serious, yet. Why can't you wait contentedly, until----" + +"There's some one else. There's Jimsy." + +"Carter, I'm sure they're like brother and sister. They have been +playmates all their lives. That sort of thing rarely merges into +romance." + +"Doesn't it?" His voice was seeking, hungry. "Honestly?" + +"_Very_ rarely, dear, believe me!" She sped to comfort him. "Besides, +her people, her mother, would never want anything of that sort ... the +taint in his blood ... the reputation of his family.... Mrs. Lorimer +says they've always been called the 'Wild Kings.' Of course Jimsy seems +quite all right, so far, and I hope and pray he always may be--he's a +dear boy and I'm very fond of him--but, as he grows older and is beset +by more temptations----" + +The boy relaxed a little from his pale rigidity and sat down opposite +his mother. He held out his hands to the fire and she saw that they were +trembling. "Yes," he said, "I've thought of that. I've thought of that. +Perhaps, when he gets to college--up at Stanford, away from Honor--I've +thought of that!" He bent his head, staring into the fire. + +His mother did not see the expression on his face. "Besides, dear, +Honor's going abroad next year, for her voice. She'll meet new people, +form new ties----" + +"That doesn't cheer me up very much, Mother." + +"I mean," she hastened, "it will break up the life-long intimacy with +Jimsy. And perhaps you and I can go over for the summer, and take her to +Switzerland with us. Wouldn't that be jolly? You know, dear," she +hesitated, delicately, "while we know that money isn't everything, you +are going to have far more to offer a girl, some day, than poor Jimsy +King." + +"And less," said Carter Van Meter. + +He found Honor a little constrained at their next meeting and he hurried +to put her at her old time ease with him. He steered the talk on to the +coming football game and Honor was herself. Los Angeles High School, +champion of Southern California, was to meet Greenmount, the northern +champion, and nothing else in the world mattered very much to her and to +Jimsy. + +"It's so perfect, Carter, to have it come in Jimsy's last year,--to win +the State Championship for L. A. just before he leaves." + +"Sure of winning?" + +"It will be pretty stiff going. They're awfully good, Greenmount. Not as +good as we are, on the whole, but they've got a punter--Gridley--who's a +perfect _wizard_! If they can get within a mile of our goal, he can put +it over! But--we've got to win. We've simply got to--and 'You can't beat +L. A. High!'" + +She went to watch football practice every afternoon and Carter nearly +always went with her. In the evenings Jimsy came over for her help with +his lessons. He had studied harder and better, this last year; his fine +brain was waking, catching up with his body, but he was busier than +ever, too, and his "Skipper" had still to be on deck. He was discovered, +that last year, to have an unsuspected talent, Jimsy King. He could act. +His class-play was an ambitious one, a late New York success, a play of +sport and youngness, and Jimsy played the lead. "No," the pretty Spanish +teacher said, "he didn't play that part; he _was_ it!" It was going to +be fine for him at Stanford, Honor's mothering thought raced ahead. The +more he had to do, the more things he was interested in.... + +He came in grinning a few nights before the championship game. "Say, +Skipper, what do you think they gave me on that essay? A _B_. A measly +_B_. Made me so sore I darn near told 'em who wrote it!" + +"Jimsy! You wrote it yourself, really. I just smoothed it up a little." + +"Yep, just a little! Well, either they're wise, or they just figured it +couldn't be a top-notcher if I'd written it!" He cast himself on the +couch. "Gee, Skipper, I can't work to-night! I'm a dying man! That +dinner Carter bought me last night----" + +"Jimsy! You didn't--break training?" + +"No. But I skated pretty close to the edge. You know, it's funny, but +when I'm out with Carter I feel like such a boob, not daring to eat this +or that, or smoke or--or anything." Heresy this, from the three years' +captain of L. A. High who had never considered any sacrifice worth a +murmur which kept him fit for the real business of life. "Somehow, he's +so keen, he makes me wish I had more in my head and--and less in my +heels! You know what I mean, Skipper. He does make me look like a simp, +doesn't he?" + +"No," said Honor, definitely. "Why, Jimsy, you're a million times +bigger person than Carter. Everybody knows that. _Knowing_ things isn't +everything--knowing what to wear and how to order meals at the +Alexandria and reading all the new books and having been to Europe. +Those things just fill in for him; they make up--a little--for the +things you've had." + +"Do you mean that, Skipper? Is that straight?" + +"Of course, Jimsy--cross my heart!" It was curious, the way she was +having to comfort Jimsy for not being Carter, and Carter for not being +Jimsy. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +It rained the day of the game. It had been sulking and threatening for +twenty-four hours, and Honor wakened to the sound of a sluicing +downpour. She ran to her window, which looked out on the garden. The +long leaves of the banana tree were flapping wetly and the Bougainvillaea +on the summerhouse looked soaked and sodden. Somewhere a mocking bird +was singing deliriously, making his tuneful fun of the weather. Honor +went down to breakfast with a sober face. + +They had a house-guest, a friend of her stepfather's, an Englishwoman, a +novelist. She was a brisk, ruddy-skinned creature, with crisp sentences +and sturdy legs in thick stockings, and she was taking a keen interest +in American sport. "Oh, I say," she greeted Honor, "isn't this bad for +your match?" + +"Yes, Miss Bruce-Drummond, it is. We were hoping for a dry field. +They're more used to playing in the mud than we are. But it'll be all +right." + +"I'm fearfully keen about it.--No, thank you--my mother was Scotch, you +see, and I don't take sugar to my porridge. Salt, please!" She turned to +Stephen Lorimer. "I've been meaning to ask you what you think of Arnold +Bennett over here?" + +Honor's stepfather flung himself zestfully into the discussion. He liked +clever women and he knew a lot of them, but he had been at some pains +not to marry one. Mildred Lorimer, beside the shining copper coffee +percolator, looked a lovely Vesta of the hearth and home. + +Honor wished she might take a pleat in the fore-noon. She didn't see how +she was going to get through the hours between breakfast and the time to +start for the game. It was a relief to see Jimsy coming across the lawn +at ten o'clock. She ran out to meet him. + +"Hello, Jimsy!" + +"'Lo, Skipper. Isn't this weather the deuce?" + +"Beastly, but it doesn't really matter. We're certain to----" she broke +off and looked closely at him. "Jimsy, what's the matter?" + +"Oh ... nothing." + +"Yes, there is! Come on in the house. There's no one home. Stepper's +driving Miss Bruce-Drummond and Muzzie's being marcelled." She did not +speak again until they were in the living room. "Now, tell me." + +"Why--it's nothing, really. Feeling kind of seedy, that's all. Didn't +have much sleep." + +"Jimsy! You didn't--you weren't out with Carter?" + +"Just for a little while. We went to a Movie. Coach told us to--keep our +minds off the game. But I was home and in the house at nine-thirty. It +was--Dad. He came in about midnight. I--I didn't go to bed at all." + +"_Oh_...." Her eyes yearned over him, over them both. "Jimsy, I'm so +terribly sorry. Is he--how is he now?" + +"Sleeping. I guess he'll sleep all day. Gee--I wish I could!" His young +face looked gray and strained. + +The girl drew a long breath. "Jimsy, you've got to sleep now. You've got +to put it--you've got to put your father away--out of your mind. You +don't belong to him to-day; you belong to the team; you belong to +L. A.... No matter what's happening to _you_, you've got to do your +best--and--and _be_ your best." + +"If I can," he said, haggardly. + +"Lie down on the couch." + +"Oh, I don't want to lie down, Skipper--I'll just----" + +"Lie down on the couch, Jimsy!" She herded him firmly to the couch, +tucked a soft, flat pillow under his head, threw a light afghan over +him. Then she opened a window wide to the wet sweet air and drew the +other shades down, and came to sit on the floor beside him, talking all +the time, softly, lazily, about the English lady novelist who didn't +take sugar "to" her porridge ... about the giddy mocking bird, singing +in the rain ... about a new book which Carter thought was wonderful and +which she couldn't see through at all ... until his quick, burdened +breathing yielded to a long relaxing sigh like that of a tired puppy, +and the hope of L. A. High and the last of the "Wild Kings" slept. She +mounted rigid guard over him for three hours, banishing the returned +stepfather and house-guest, keeping her noisy little brothers at bay. +She had ordered a strictly training-table luncheon for one o'clock for +her charge, and while the clock was striking the hour Kada brought the +tray. Jimsy was still sleeping. Honor looked at him, hesitating, then +she ran to the piano and struck her stepfather's rousing chords and +began to sing: + + + There's a breathless hush in the Close to-night, + Ten to make and the match to win-- + + +At the first line he stirred, at the second he rubbed his eyes, and at +the third he was sitting up and listening. She swung into the finish, +and as always, it ran away with her. She had never gotten over the first +choking thrill at the words: + + + _Play up! Play up! and--Play the Game!_ + + +Jimsy King came to stand beside her. His hair was mussed and his face +flushed, and there was a sleep-crease on one cheek, but his eyes were +clear and steady. "It's O. K., Skipper," he said. "I can. I'm going to. +I will." + +Carter Van Meter drove Honor and Stephen Lorimer and Miss Bruce-Drummond +in his newest car and the four of them sat together on the edge of the +rooting section. + +It was still raining a little, teasingly, reluctant to leave off +altogether, and the field was a batter of mud. The rooting section of +L. A. High was damp but undaunted. The yell leaders, vehement, piercingly +vocal, conducted them into thunderous challenges: + + + _Ali beebo! Ali by-bo!_ + _Ali beebo by-bo bum!_ + _Catch 'em in a rat trap,_ + _Put 'em in a cat trap,_ + _Catch 'em in a cat trap,_ + _Put 'em in a rat trap!_ + _Ali beebo! Ali by-bo!_ + _Ali beebo by-bo bum!_ + + +The bleachers rocked and creaked and swayed with the rhythm of it. "My +word!" said Miss Bruce-Drummond. She listened fascinatedly to their +deafening repertoire. Greenmount's supporters, a rather forlorn little +group of substitutes, with the coach and trainer and a teacher or two, +and a pert fox terrier wearing their colors on his collar, elicitated a +brief, passing pity from Honor. They looked strange and friendless, +these smart Northern prep-schoolers. The L. A. rooters conscientiously +gave their opponents' yell and received a spatter of applause. The +Northerners trotted out on the field and were hospitably cheered. + +"There, Stepper," said Honor, tensely, "that's Gridley--the tallest +one,--see? Last on the right?" + +"So, that's the boy with the beamish boot, eh?" + +"Yes. He mustn't get a chance. He _mustn't_." + +Miss Bruce-Drummond looked at her friend's stepdaughter. "You're +frightfully keen about it, aren't you?" + +"Yes," said Honor, briefly. + +"I daresay I shall find it very different from Rugby, but I expect I +shall be able to follow it if you'll explain a bit." + +Honor did not answer. She was standing up, yelling with all the strength +of her lusty young lungs, as the Southern champions came out. Then the +rooting section made everything that they had said and done before seem +like a lullaby; it seemed to the Englishwoman she had never known there +could be such noise. Her head hummed with it: + + + King! King! King! + K-I-N-G, King! + G-I-N-K, Gink! + He's the King Gink! + He's the King Gink! + He's the King Gink! + K-I-N-G, King! KING! + + +Honor sat down again, her fists clenched, her lower lip between her +teeth. If only it were time to begin ... time for the kick-off! This was +always the worse part, just before.... It was L. A.'s kick-off. The +whistle sounded, mercifully, and with the solid, satisfying impact of +leather against leather she relaxed. It was on. It had started. All the +weeks of waiting for the championship game were over. This was the game, +and it was just like any other game; Jimsy was there--here, there, +everywhere, and they would fight, fight. And you couldn't beat L. A. +High. The mud was horrible. It took grace and fleetness and made a mock +of them; both teams were playing raggedly. Well, of course they would, +at first; it was so frightfully important. They would shake down into +form in a moment. + +"I don't believe," cut in the fresh, crisp voice of Miss Bruce-Drummond, +"that I quite understand what a 'down' is. Would you mind explaining it +to me?" + +"Why," said Honor, without turning her head, "they have three downs in +which to make----" she was on her feet again, screaming, "Come on! Come +on! Come--oh----" + +Jimsy King, with the mud-smeared ball under his arm, had made fifteen +precious yards before he was tackled. He was up in a flash, wiping the +mud off his face, grinning. The rooters split the soft air asunder. + +Stephen Lorimer looked at Honor and at Carter Van Meter. He always felt +sorry for the boy at a game; he looked paler and frailer than ever in +contrast with the hearty young savages on the field, and he was never +able really to give himself to the agony and wild joy of it. + +Honor forced herself to sit still, her elbows on her knees, her hot face +propped on her clenched hands. They were playing better now, all of +them, but it wasn't brilliant football; it couldn't be. It would be a +battle of dogged endurance. + +"I say, my dear, is _that_ a down?" the English novelist wanted to know. + +"Yes," said Honor, patiently. "That's a down, and now there'll be +another because they have----" again she cut short her explanation and +caught hold of her stepfather's arm. "Stepper! Look! _Gridley isn't +playing!_" + +He stared. "Really, Top Step? Why, they surely----" + +"I tell you he isn't playing. See,--there he is, on the side-lines, in +the purple sweater!" + +"Well, so much the better for L. A.," said Carter, easily. + +Honor shook her head. "I don't understand it." She began, oddly, to feel +herself enveloped in a fog of depression, of foreboding. Again and again +her eyes left the play to rest unhappily on the silent figure in the +purple sweater. Jimsy was playing well; every man on the team was +playing well; but they were not gaining. Jimsy King, on whose heels were +always the wings of Mercury, could not get up speed in that mud,--a +brief flash, no more. She began to bargain with the gods of the +gridiron; at first she had been concerned with scoring in the first five +minutes of play; then she had remodeled her petition ... to score in the +first half. Now, her throat dry, she was aching with the fear of being +scored upon ... counting the minutes yet to play, speeding them in her +heart. It was raining hard again. The rooting section, in spite of the +frantic effort of the hoarse yell leaders, was slowing down. What was +it?--The rain? The mud? Was Jimsy not himself, not the King Gink? Was +his heart with his father in the darkened room in the old King house? + +"Of course, I'm not up on this at all, but I'm rather afraid your young +friends are getting the worst of it, my dear!" said Miss Bruce-Drummond, +cheerily. + +"It's the longest first half I ever saw in my life," said Honor, between +clenched teeth. + +"Ah, yes,--I daresay it does seem so to you, but I expect they keep the +time very carefully, don't you?" She looked the girl over interestedly. +"The psychology of this sort of thing is ver-r-ry entertaining," she +said to Stephen Lorimer. + +"Less than five minutes, T. S.," said her stepfather, comfortingly. + +"You know, I'm afraid you'll think me fearfully dull," said the +Englishwoman, conversationally, "but I'm still not quite clear about a +'down.' _Would_ you mind telling me the next time they do one?--Just +when it begins, and when it ends?" + +"One's ended now," said Honor, bitterly, "and we've lost the ball,--on +our twenty yard line. We've lost the ball." + +"Ah, well, my dear, I daresay you'll soon get it back!" + +Honor sprang to her feet with a cry which made people turn and look at +her. "Look there! _Look!_ See what they're doing?" One of the Greenmount +players had been called out by the coach and had splashed his way to the +side-lines, to be patted wetly on the back and wrapped in a damp +blanket. That was well enough. That was the usual thing. But the +unusual, the astounding thing was that two of the Greenmount team had +slopped to the side-lines and picked up Gridley, divested now of his +purple sweater, bodily, in their arms, and carried him, dry-shod, over +the slithering mud. Honor gave a gasping moan. "I _knew_...." There was +a dead, sick silence on the bleachers. The rain sluiced down. Somewhere +in a near-by garden another giddy mocking bird sang deliriously in the +stillness. Tenderly as two nurses with a sick man, the bearers set +Gridley down. Slowly, solemnly, he stepped off the distance to the +quarter back; briskly, but with dreadful thoroughness, the men who had +carried him wiped the mud from his feet with a towel and took their +places to defend him from the wild-eyed L. A. men, poised, breathless, +menacing. There was a muttering roar from the bleachers, hoarsely +pleading, commanding--"Block-that-kick! _Block-that-kick!_ +BLOCK-THAT-KICK!" The kneeling quarter back opened his muddy hands; the +muddied oval came sailing lazily into them.... There was the gentle thud +of Gridley's toe against the leather, and then--unbelievably, +unbearably, it was an accomplished fact, a finished thing. Gridley had +executed his place kick. They were scored on. It stood there on the +board, glaring white letters and figures on black: + + + GREENMOUNT 4 L. A. HIGH 0 + + +At first Honor's own woe engulfed her utterly. For the first instant she +wasn't even aware of Jimsy King, standing alone, his arms folded across +his chest, staring down the field; of his men, wiping the mud out of +their eyes and looking at him, looking to him; of the stunned rooters. +But at the second breath she was awake, alive again, tense, tingling, +bursting with her message for them all, keeping herself by main force in +her place. Jimsy King never saw any one in a game; he never knew any one +in a game; people ceased to exist for him while he was on the field. But +to-day, in this difficult hour, she was to see him turn and face the +bleachers and rake them with his aghast and startled eyes until he found +her. She was on her feet, in her white jersey suit and her blue hat and +scarf--L. A.'s colors--waving to him, looking down at him with all her +gallant soul in her eyes. It seemed to her as if she must be saying it +aloud; as if she must be singing it: + + + _Play up! Play up! and--Play the Game!_ + + +Then the bleachers and the players saw the Captain of the L. A. team +turn and wade briskly down the field to Gridley. They saw him hold out +his muddy hand; they heard his clear, "Peach of a kick!" They saw him +give the Northerner's hand a hearty shake; they saw him fling up his +head, and grin, and face the grandstand for a second, his eyes +seeking.... They saw him rally his men with a snapped-out order,--and +then they were on their feet, shouting, screaming, stamping, cheering: + + + KING! KING! KING! + + +The yell leaders couldn't get hold of them; there was no need. Every man +was his own yell leader. They yelled for Gridley and for Greenmount (why +worry, when Jimsy clearly wasn't worried?) and for their own team, man +by man, and the call of time for the first half failed to make the +faintest dent in their enthusiasm. + +"But"--said Miss Bruce-Drummond, her mouth close to Honor's ear--"you +haven't won, have you?" + +"Not yet!" Honor shouted. "Wait!" She began to sing with the rest: + + + _You can't beat L. A. High!_ + _You can't beat L. A. High!_ + _Use your team to get up steam,_ + _But you can't beat L. A. High!_ + + +It was gay, mocking, scatheless, inexorable. You _couldn't_ beat L. A. +High. Honor swayed and swung to it. Use your team and your tricks and +your dry-shod men to kick, but you couldn't beat L. A. High. And it +appeared, in fact, that you couldn't, for Jimsy King's team went into +the second half like happy young tigers, against men who were a little +tired, a little overconfident, and in the first ten minutes of play the +King Gink, mud-smeared beyond recognition, grinning, went over the line +for a touchdown, and nobody minded much Burke's missing the goal because +they had won anyway: + + + GREENMOUNT 4 L. A. HIGH 5 + + +and the championship, the state championship, stayed south, and it +suddenly stopped raining and the sun came out gloriously after the +reckless manner of Southern California suns, and everything was for the +best in the best of all possible worlds. + +Honor, star-eyed, more utterly and completely happy and content than she +had ever been in her life, turned penitently to Miss Bruce-Drummond. +"When we get home," she said, "I'll explain to you exactly what a 'down' +is!" + +They waited to see the joyous serpentine, to watch Jimsy's struggles to +get down from the shoulders of his adorers who bore him the length of +the field and back, and then Carter drove them home and went back for +the Captain, who would be showered and dressed by that time. They were +both dining with Honor, but Jimsy looked in on his father first. + +"Gusty says he's slept all day," he reported to Honor. He kept looking +at her, with an odd intensity, all through the lively meal. She had +changed her wet white jersey for one of her long-lined, cleverly simple +frocks of L. A. blue, and her honey-colored braids were like a crown +above her serene forehead. + +"You know, Stephen," said Miss Bruce-Drummond while they were having +their coffee in the living room, "of course you know that both those +lads are in love with your nice girl." + +"Do you see it, too?" + +She laughed. "I may not know what a 'down' is, but I've still reasonably +sharp eyes in my head. And the odd thing is that she doesn't know it." + +"Isn't it amazing? I'm watching, and wondering." + +"It's a pretty time o' life, Stephen," said one of the clever women he +hadn't wanted to marry. + +"'Youth's sweet-scented manuscript,' Ethel," said Honor's stepfather. + +"Jimsy, will you come here a minute?" Honor called from the dining-room +door. + +"Yes, Skipper!" He was there at a bound. + +"Don't you think your father would like this water-ice? I think he +could--I believe he might enjoy it." + +He took the little covered tray out of her hands. "I'll bet he will, +Skipper. You're a brick. Come on over with me, will you--and wait on the +porch?" + +She looked back into the roomful. "Had I better? I don't suppose they'll +miss me for a minute----" + +But Carter Van Meter was coming toward them, threading his way among +people and furniture with his slight, halting limp. He looked from one +to the other, questioningly. + +"Taking this over to my Dad," Jimsy explained. "Back in a shake." + +"I see. How about a ride to the beach? Supper at the ship-hotel? +Celebrate a little?" + +"Deuce of a lot of work for Monday," Jimsy frowned. "Haven't studied a +lick this week." + +Carter laughed. "Oh, Monday's--Monday! Come along! We can't"--he turned +to Honor--"be by ourselves to-night, with the celeb. here. Honor has to +stay and play-pretty with her." + +"Well ... if we don't make it too late----" + +Jimsy turned and sped away with Honor's offering for James King. + +Honor looked at Carter. His eyes were very bright; he looked more +excited, now, some way, than he had at the game. Poor old Carter. He +wanted, she supposed, to do something for Jimsy ... to give him a +wonderful party ... to spend money on him ... to excel and to shine in +_his_ way. But--the ship-hotel--and his father over there all day in the +darkened room--For the first time in her honest life she stooped to +guile. "I'll be down in a minute, Carter," she said and ran upstairs, +through the hall, down the backstairs, cut through the kitchen and +across the wet and springy lawn to the King place. + +She waited in the shadow of the house until he came out. + +"Jimsy!" + +"Skipper!" + +"I slipped out--sh ... Jimsy, I--_please_ don't go with Carter to-night! +I don't mean to interfere or--or nag, Jimsy,--you know that, don't you?" +She slipped a little on the wet grass in her thin slippers, and laid +hold of his arm to steady herself. "But--it worries me. You're the +finest, the most wonderful person in the world, and I trust you more +than I trust myself, but--I know how boys are about--things--and--" she +turned her face to the dark house where so many "Wild Kings" had lived +and moved and had their unhappy being--"I couldn't _bear_ it if----" + +It began to rain again, softly, and they moved unconsciously toward the +shelter of the porch. + +"You were so splendid to-day! I haven't had a chance to tell you ... +shaking hands with him, being so----" + +"You made me," said Jimsy King. Then, at her murmured protest. "You did. +You made me, just as you've made me do every decent thing I've ever +done. I'm just beginning to see it. I guess I'm the blindest bat that +ever lived. Of course I won't go with Cart' to-night. I won't do +anything you don't----" + +Honor had mounted two steps, to be under the roof of the porch, and now, +turning sharply in her gladness, the wet slipper slipped again, and she +would have fallen if he had not caught her. + +"_Skipper!_" + +"It's--it's all right!" said Honor in a breathless whisper. "I'm all +right, Jimsy. Let me----" + +But Jimsy King would not let her go. He held her fast with all his +football strength and all his eighteen years of living and loving, and +he said over and over in the new, strange voice she had never heard +before, "_Skipper! Skipper! Skipper!_" + +"Jimsy ... what--what is happening to us? Jimsy, dear, we never +before--Jimsy, are we--are we--_Is this being--in love_?" + +And the mocking-bird of the morning, mounted on the wet Bougainvillaea on +the summerhouse in Honor's garden, explained to them in a mad, exultant, +thrilling burst of song. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +"At least," Mildred Lorimer wept, "at _least_, Stephen, make them keep +it a secret! Make them promise not to tell a living soul--and not to act +in such a way as to let people suspect! I think"--she lifted tragic, +reproachful eyes to him--"you ought to do what you can, now, considering +that it's all your fault." + +"Some day," said her husband, sturdily, "it will be all my cleverness +... all my glory. I did honestly believe it was a cradle chumship which +wouldn't last, Mildred. I thought it would break of its own length. But +I'm glad it hasn't." + +"Stephen, how _can_ you? One of the 'Wild Kings'--I cannot bear it. I +simply cannot bear it." She clutched at her hope. "She must go abroad +even sooner than we planned--and _stay_ abroad. Stephen, you will make +them keep it a secret from every one?" + +"They've already told Carter. Told him just after they'd told me." + +"Oh, poor, poor Carter!" There was a note of fresh woe in her voice. + +He turned sharply to look at her. "So, that's where the pointed patent +leather pinches, Mildred?" + +"What do you mean?" + +"You've been hoping it would be Carter?" + +"Dearest, I've looked upon them all as children.... It was the merest +... idea ... thought. Mrs. Van Meter is devoted to Honor, Carter is an +unusual boy, and they're exceptional people. And he--of course, I mean +in his boyish way--_adores_ Honor. This will be a cruel blow for him." +She grieved. "Poor, frail boy...." + +Stephen Lorimer smoked in silence for a moment. "I fancy Carter will not +give up hope. There's nothing frail about his disposition. His will +doesn't limp." + +"Well, I certainly hope he doesn't consider it final. I don't. I +consider it a silly boy-and-girl piece of sentimental nonsense, and I +shall do everything in my power to break it up. I consider that my +child's happiness is at stake." + +"Yes," said her husband, "so do I." He got up and went round to his +wife's chair and put penitent arms about her and comforted her. After +all, he could afford to be magnanimous. He was going to win his point +in the end, and meanwhile it would be an excellent thing for the +youngsters to have Mildred doing everything in her pretty power to break +it up. She might just as well, he believed, try to put out the hearth +fire with the bellows. + +With her daughter she became motherly and admonitory in her official +third person. "Mother wants only your happiness; you know that, dear." + +"Well, then, there's nothing to worry about," said Honor, comfortably, +"for you want me to be happy and I can't be happy unless it's with +Jimsy, so you'll have to want me to have Jimsy, Muzzie!" + +"Mother wants real happiness for you, Honor, genuine, lasting happiness. +That's why she wants you to be sure. And you cannot possibly be sure at +your age." + +"Yes, I can, Muzzie," said Honor, patiently. "Surer than sure. +Why,--haven't I always had Jimsy,--ever since I can remember? _Before_ I +can remember? He's part of everything that's ever happened to me. I +can't imagine what things would be like without him. _I won't imagine +it!_" Her eyes darkened and her mouth grew taut. + +"But you'll promise Mother to keep it a secret? You'll promise me +faithfully?" + +"Of course, Muzzie, if you want me to, but I can't see what difference +it makes. I'll never be any surer than I am now,--and I can't ever know +Jimsy any better than I do now. Why"--she laughed--"it isn't as if I had +fallen in love at eighteen, with a new person, some one I'd just met, or +some one I'd known only a little while, like Carter! If I felt like this +about Carter I'd think it was reasonable to 'wait' and be 'sure.'" She +was aware of a new expression on her mother's lovely face and +interpreted it in her own fashion. "I'm sorry if you don't like our +telling Carter, Muzzie. We did it before you asked us not to, you know. +He's always with us and I'm sure he'd have found out, anyway." She +smiled. "Carter's funny about it. He acts--amused--as if he were years +and years older, and we were babies playing in a sand box or making mud +pies." It was clear that his amusement amused her, just as her mother's +admonition amused her: nothing annoyed or disturbed her,--her serenity +was too deep for that. Her fine placidity was lighted now with an inner +flame, but she was very quiet about her happiness; she was not very +articulate in her joy. + +"Mother cannot let you go about unchaperoned with Jimsy, Honor. People +would very soon suspect----" + +"I don't think they would, Muzzie," said Honor, calmly. "None of the +other mothers are so particular, you know. Most of the girls go on walks +and rides alone. But we won't, if you'd rather not. Stepper will go with +us, or Billy, or Ted." + +Mrs. Lorimer sighed. She could envisage just how much efficient, +deterrent chaperonage her husband would supply. + +She watched them set off for the Malibou Ranch the next Sunday morning +rather complacently, however. She had seen to it that Carter was of the +party. To be sure, he was in the tonneau with Stephen Lorimer and the +young Carmodys and Lorimers and the heroic-sized lunch box and the +thermos case, while Jimsy and Honor sat in front, but at least he was +there. There would be no ignoring Carter, as they might well ignore her +husband and sons. + +Carter, talking easily and intelligently to his host about the growing +problem of Mexico, quietly watched the two in front. They were not +talking very much. Jimsy was driving and he kept his eyes on the road +for the most part, and Honor sat very straight, her hands in her lap. +Only once Carter saw, from the line of his arm, that Jimsy had put his +left hand over hers, and when it happened he stopped short in the middle +of his neat sentence and an instant later he said, coloring +faintly,--"I beg your pardon, Mr. Lorimer,--you were saying?" + +Stephen Lorimer felt an intense pity for him but he did not see any +present or future help for his misery. Therefore, when they had finished +their gypsy luncheon and the younger boys were settling it by a wild +rough-house before their swim and Jimsy rose and said, "Want to walk up +the coast, Skipper?" and Honor said, "Yes,--just as soon as I've put +these things away," he went deliberately and seated himself beside +Carter and began to read aloud to him from the Sunday paper. + +He looked up from the sheet to watch the boy's face as the others set +off. Carter pulled himself to his feet. He ran his tongue over his lips +in rare embarrassment. "I--don't you feel like a stroll, too, Mr. +Lorimer? After that enormous lunch, I----" + +Honor's stepfather grinned. "Well, I don't feel like a stroll in that +direction, Carter. Let 'em alone,--shan't we?" He included him in the +attitude of affectionate indulgence. "I've been there myself, and you +will be there--if you haven't been already." He patted the sand beside +him. "Sit down, old man. This editorial sounds promising." + +But Carter would not be denied. "Mr. Lorimer, you don't consider +it--_serious_, do you?" + +"About the most serious matter in the world, I should say, Carter." + +The boy refused the generalization. "I mean, between Honor and Jimsy?" +He was visibly expecting a negative answer. "I know that Mrs. Lorimer +doesn't." + +"Well, I disagree with her. I should say, with average youngsters of +their age that it was as transient as--as the measles. But they aren't +average, Carter." + +"I know that. At least, Honor isn't." + +"Nor Jimsy. I sometimes think, Carter, that fellows of our type, yours +and mine," he was not looking at him now, he was running his long +fingers lazily through the hot and shining sand, "are apt to be a little +contemptuous in our minds of his sort. Being rather long on brain, we +fancy, we allow ourselves a scorn of the more or less unadorned brawn. +And yet,--they're the salt of the earth, Carter; they're the cities set +on hills. They do the world's red-blooded vital jobs while we--think. +And Honor's not clever either; you know that, Carter. All the sense and +balance and character in the world, Top Step, God love her, but not a +flash of brilliancy. They're capitally suited. Sane, sound, sweet; +gloriously fit and healthy young animals--" this was calculated cruelty; +Carter might as well face things; there would be a girl, waiting now +somewhere, no doubt, who wouldn't mind his limp, but Honor must have a +mate of her own vigorous breed,--Honor who had always and would always +"run with the boys,"--"who will produce their own sort again." + +The boy's mouth was twisted. "And--and how about his blood--his +heredity? Isn't he one of the 'Wild Kings'?" + +"You know," Stephen lighted a cigarette, "I don't believe he is! He's +got their looks and their charm, but I'm convinced he's two-thirds +Scotch mother,--that sturdy soul who would have saved his father if +death hadn't tricked her. And I'm rather a radical about heredity, +anyway, Carter. It's gruesomely overrated, I think. What is it?--Clammy +hands reaching out from the grave to clutch at warm young flesh--and +pollute it? Not while there are living hands to beat them off!" He began +to get vehement and warm. There was to be a chapter on heredity in that +book of his, one day. "It's a bogy. It goes down before environment as +the dark before the dawn. Why, environment's a vital, flesh and blood +thing, fighting with and for us every instant! I could take the +offspring of Philip the Second and Great Catherine and make a--a Frances +Willard or a Jane Addams of her,--_if_ people didn't sit about like +crows, cawing about her parents and her blood and her heritage. Even +dry, statistical scientists are beginning----" + +And while like the Ancient Mariner he held Carter Van Meter on the sunny +sand Honor and Jimsy walked sedately up the shore. They were a little +ill at ease, both of them. It was the first time since--as Honor put it +to herself--"it had happened" that they had been quite alone with each +other in the hard, bright daylight. There had been delectable moments on +the stairs, on the porch, stolen seconds in the summerhouse, but here +they were on a blazing Sunday afternoon under a turquoise sky, with a +salt and hearty wind stinging their faces, all by themselves. They would +not be quite out of sight of the rest, though, until they rounded the +next turn in the curving road. Jimsy looked back over his shoulder, +obviously taking note of the fact. He knew that Honor knew it, too, and +the sight of her hot cheeks, her resolute avoidance of his eyes put him +suddenly at ease. + +"I guess," he said, casually, "this is kind of like Italy. Fair enough, +isn't it?" + +"Heavenly," said Honor, a little breathlessly. "Italy! Just think, +Jimsy,--next year at this time I'll _be_ in Italy!" + +"Gee," he said, solemn and aghast, "_gee_!" They had passed the turn and +instantly he had her in a tense, vise-like hug. "No, you won't. No, you +won't. _I won't let you._ I won't let you go 'way off there, alone, +without me. I won't let you, Skipper, do you hear?" Suddenly he stopped +talking and began to kiss her. Presently he laughed. "I've always known +I was a poor nut, Skipper, but to think it took me eighteen years to +discover what it would be like to kiss you!" He took up his task again. + +"Oh," said Honor, gasping, pushing him away with her hands against his +chest--"you wouldn't have had _time_!" + +"I could have dropped Spanish or Math'," he grinned. "Come on,--let's go +further up the coast. Some of those kids will be tagging after us, or +Carter." + +"Not Carter. Stepper's reading to him. He won't let him come." + +"One peach of a scout, Stephen Lorimer is," said the boy, warmly. "Best +scout in the world." + +"He's the best friend we've got in the world, Jimsy," she said gravely. + +"I know it. Your mother's pretty much peeved about it, Skipper." + +"Yes, she is, just now. Poor Muzzie! I'm afraid I've never pleased her +very much. But she gets over things. She'll get over it when--when she +finds that we _don't_ get over it!" She held out her hand to him and he +took it in a hard grip, and they swung along at a fine stride, up the +twisting shore road. They came at last to the great gate which led into +the Malibou Ranch and they halted there and went down into a little +pocket of rocks and sand and sun and sat down with their faces to the +shining sea. + +He kissed her again. "No; you can't go to Italy, Skipper. That's +settled." + +"Then--what are we going to do, Jimsy dear?" + +"Why, we'll just get--" his bright face clouded over. "Good Lord, I'm +talking like a nit-wit. We've got to wait, that's all. What could I do +now? Run up alleys with groceries? Take care of gardens?" + +"Not _my_ garden! You don't know a tulip from a cauliflower!" + +"No, I'll have to learn to do something with my head and my hands,--not +just my legs! I guess life isn't all football, Skipper." + +"But I guess it's all a sort of game, Jimsy, and we have to 'play' it! +And it wouldn't be playing the game for our people or for ourselves to +do something silly and reckless. This thing--caring for each other--is +the wisest, biggest thing in our lives, and we've got to keep it that, +haven't we?" + +He nodded solemnly. "That's right, Skipper. We have. I guess we'll just +have to grit our teeth and wait--_gee_--three years, anyway, till I'm +twenty-one! That's the deuce of a long time, isn't it? Lord, why wasn't +I born five years before you? Then it would be O. K. Loads of girls are +married at eighteen." + +"You weren't born five years before me because then it would have +spoiled everything," said Honor, securely confident of the eternal +rightness of the scheme of things. "You would have been marching around +in overalls when I was born, and when I was ten you would have been +fifteen, and you wouldn't have _looked_ at me,--and now you'd be through +college and engaged to some wonderful Stanford girl! No, it's perfectly +all right as it is, Jimsy. Only, we've just got to be sensible." + +"Well, I'll tell you one thing right now, Skipper, I'm not going to wait +five or six years. I'm going to go two years to college, enough to bat a +little more knowledge into my poor bean, and then I'm coming out and get +a job,--and get you!" He illustrated the final achievement by catching +her in his arms again. + +When she could get her breath Honor said, "But we needn't worry about +all of it now, dear. We haven't got to wait the four--or six years--all +at once! Just a month, a week, a day at a time. And the time will +fly,--you'll see! You'll have to work like a demon----" + +"And you won't be there to help me!" + +"And there'll be football all fall and baseball all spring, and +theatricals, and we'll write to each other every day, won't we?" + +"Of course. But I write such bone-headed boob letters, Skipper." + +"I won't care what they're like, Jimsy, so long as you tell me things." + +"_Gee_ ... I'm going to be lost up there without you, Skipper." + +"You'll have Carter, dear." + +"I know. That'll help a lot. Honestly, I don't know how a fellow with a +head like his puts up with me. He forgets more every night when he goes +to sleep than I'll ever know. He's a wonder. Yes, it sure--will help a +lot to have Carter. But it won't be you." + +"Jimsy, have you told--your father?" + +He nodded. "Last night. He was--he's been feeling great these last few +days. He was sitting at his desk, looking over some old letters and +papers, and I went in and--and told him." + +"What did he say?" + +"He didn't say anything at first. He just sat still for a long time, +staring at the things he'd been reading. And then he got out a little +old leather box that he said was my mother's and unlocked it and took +out a ring." Jimsy thrust a hand deep into a trouser pocket and brought +out a twist of tissue paper, yellowed and broken with age. He unwrapped +it and laid a slender gold ring on Honor's palm. + +"_Jimsy!_" It was an exquisite bit of workmanship, cunningly carved and +chased, with a look of mellow age. There were two clasped hands,--not +the meaningless models for wedding cakes, slim, tapering, faultless, but +two cleverly vital looking hands, a man's and a woman's, the one rugged +and strong, the other slender and firm, and the wrists, masculine and +feminine, merging at the opposite side of the circle into one. "Oh ..." +Honor breathed, "it's wonderful...." + +"Yes. It's a very old Italian ring. It was my great-grandmother's, +first. It always goes to the wife of the eldest son. My Dad says it's +supposed to mean love and marriage and--and everything--'the endless +circle of creation,' he said, when I asked him what it meant, but first +he just said, 'Give this to your girl and tell her to _hold hard_. Tell +her we're a bad lot, but no King woman ever let go.'" + +Suddenly and without warning, as on the day when Stephen Lorimer had +first read the Newbolt poem to them, Honor began to cry. + +"Skipper! Skipper, _dearest_--" she was in the young iron clasp of his +arms and his cheek was pressed down on her hair. "What is it? Skipper, +tell me!" + +"Oh," she sobbed, clinging to him, "I can't bear it, Jimsy! All the +years--all those splendid men, all those faithful women, 'holding hard' +against--against----" + +He gathered her closer. "My Dad's the last of 'em, Skipper. He's the +last 'Wild King.' It stops with him. I told him that, and he believes +me. Do you believe me, Skipper?" + +She stopped sobbing and looked up at him for a long moment, her wet eyes +solemn, her breath coming in little gasps. Then--"I do believe you, +Jimsy," she said. "_I'll never stop believing you._" + +He kissed her gravely. "And now I'll show you the secret of the ring." +He took it from her and pressed a hidden spring. The clasped hands +slowly parted, revealing a small intensely blue sapphire. "That's for +'constancy,' my Dad says." He put it on her finger. "It just fits!" + +"Yes. And it just fits--us, too, Jimsy. The jewel hidden ... the way we +must keep our secret. Muzzie won't let me wear it here, but I'll wear it +the minute I leave here,--and every minute of my life. It was wonderful +for your father to let us have it--when we're so young and have so long +to wait!" + +"He said--you know, he was different from anything he's ever been +before, Skipper, more--more like his old self, I guess--he said it would +help us to wait." + +"It will," said Honor, contentedly, tucking her hand into his again. +They sat silently then, looking out at the bright sea. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +Honor was surprised and pleased to find how little she minded living +abroad, after all. They had arrived, the boy and herself, in the months +between their secret understanding and their separation, at the amazed +conclusion that it was going to be easier to be apart until that bright +day when they might be entirely and forever together. At the best, three +interminable years stretched bleakly between them and marriage; they had +to mark time as best they could. She liked Florence, she liked the +mountainous _Signorina_, her stepfather's friend, and she liked her +work. If it had not been for Jimsy King she would without doubt have +loved it, but there was room in her simple and single-track +consciousness for only one engrossing and absorbing affection. She wrote +to him every day, bits of her daily living, and mailed a fat letter +every week, and every week or oftener came his happy scrawl from +Stanford. Things went with him there as they had gone at L. A. +High,--something less, naturally, of hero worship and sovereignty, but +a steadily rising tide of triumph. He chronicled these happenings +briefly and without emphasis. "Skipper dear," he would write in his +crude and hybrid hand, "I've made the Freshman team all right and it's a +pretty fair to middling bunch and I guess we'll stack up pretty well +against the Berkeley babes from what I hear, and they made me captain. +It seems kind of natural, and I have three fellows from the L. A. +team,--Burke and Estrada and Finley." + +He was madly rushed by the best fraternities and chose naturally the +same one as Carter Van Meter,--one of the best and oldest and most +powerful. He made the baseball team in the spring, and the second fall +the San Francisco papers' sporting pages ran his picture often and +hailed him as the Cardinal's big man. Honor read hungrily every scrap of +print which came to her,--her stepfather taking care that every mention +of Jimsy King reached her. It was in his Sophomore year that he played +the lead in the college play and Honor read the newspapers limp and +limber--"James King in the lead did a remarkable piece of work." "King, +Stanford's football star, surprised his large following by his really +brilliant performance." "Well-known college athlete demonstrates his +ability to act." Honor knew the play and she could shut her eyes and +see him and hear him in the hero's part, and her love and pride warmed +her like a fire. + +She had not gone home that first summer. Mildred Lorimer and Carter's +mother managed that, between them, in spite of Stephen's best efforts, +and, that decided, Jimsy King went with his father to visit one of the +uncles at his great _hacienda_ in old Mexico. Mrs. Van Meter and her son +spent his vacation on the Continent and had Honor with them the greater +part of the time. She met their steamer at Naples and Carter could see +the shining gladness of her face long before he could reach her and +speak to her, and he glowed so that his mother's eyes were wet. + +"Honor!" He had no words for that first moment, the fluent Carter. He +could only hold both her hands and look at her. + +But Honor had words. She gave back the grip of his hands and beamed on +him. "Carter! Carter, _dear_! Oh, but it's wonderful to see you! It's +_next_ best to having Jimsy himself!" + +Marcia Van Meter winced with sympathy, but her son managed himself very +commendably. They went to Sorrento first, and stayed a week in a mellow +old hotel above the pink cliffs, and the boy and girl sat in the garden +which looked like a Maxfield Parrish drawing and drove up to the old +monastery at Deserto and wandered through the silk and coral shops and +took the little steamer across to Capri for the day while Mrs. Van Meter +rested from the crossing. She was happier that summer than she had been +since Carter's little-boy days, for she was giving him, in so far as she +might, what he wanted most in all the world, and she saw his courage and +confidence growing daily. She was a little nervous about Roman fever, so +they left Italy for Paris, and then went on to Switzerland, and for the +first few days she was supremely content with her choice,--Carter gained +color and vigor in the sun and snow, and Honor glowed and bloomed, but +she presently saw her mistake. Switzerland was not the place to throw +Honor and Carter together,--Switzerland filled to overflowing with +knickerbockered, hard muscled, mountain climbing men and women; Honor +who should have been climbing with the best of them; who would be, if +Jimsy King were with them; and her son, in the smart incongruities of +his sport clothes ... limping, his proud young head held high. + +They found Miss Bruce-Drummond at Zermatt, brown as a berry and hard as +nails with her season's work, and she was heartily glad to see Honor. + +"Well, my dear,--fancy finding you here! Your stepfather wrote me you +were studying in Florence and I've been meaning to write you. What luck, +your turning up now! The friend who came on with me has been called +home, and you shall do some climbs with me!" + +"Shall I?" Honor wanted to know of her hostess, but it was Carter who +answered. + +"Of course! Don't bother about us,--we'll amuse ourselves well enough +while you're hiking,--won't we, Mater?" He was charming about it and yet +Honor felt his keen displeasure. + +"Yes, do go, dear," said Mrs. Van Meter, quickly. "Make the most of it, +for I think we'll be moving on in a very few days. I--I haven't said +anything about it because you and Carter have been so happy here, but +the altitude troubles me.... I've been really very wretched." + +"Oh," said Honor penitently, "we'll go down right away, Mrs. Van +Meter,--_to-day_! Why didn't you tell us?" + +"It hasn't been serious," said Carter's mother, conscientiously, "it's +just that I know I will be more comfortable at sea level." It was +entirely true; she would be more comfortable at sea level or anywhere +else, so long as she took Carter out of that picture and framed him +suitably again. "But we needn't hurry so madly, dear. Suppose we go on +Friday? That will give you a day with your friend." She sent Carter for +her cloak and Honor and the Englishwoman strolled to the end of the +veranda. + +"I don't believe we ought to wait even a day, if she feels the altitude +so," said Honor, troubled. "She's really very frail." + +"I expect she can stick it a day," said Miss Bruce-Drummond, calmly. +"She looks fit enough. But--I say--where's the other one? Where's your +boy?" + +The warm and happy color flooded the girl's face. "Jimsy is in Mexico +with his father, visiting their relatives there on a big ranch." + +"You haven't thrown him over, have you?" + +"Thrown Jimsy over? Thrown--" she stopped and drew a long breath. "I +could just as easily throw _myself_ over. Why, we--_belong_! We're part +of each other. I just--can't think of myself without thinking of +Jimsy--or of Jimsy without thinking of me." She said it quite simply and +steadily and smiled when she finished. + +"I see," said the novelist. "Yes. I see. But you're both frightfully +young, aren't you? I expect your people will make you wait a long time, +won't they?" + +"Well," said Honor, earnestly, "we're going to try our very best to +wait three years,--three from the time when we found out we were in love +with each other, you know,--two years longer now. Then we'll be +twenty-one." She spoke as if every one should be satisfied then, if they +dragged out separate existences until they had attained that hoary age, +and Miss Bruce-Drummond, hard on forty-one, grinned with entire good +nature. + +"And I daresay they'll keep you over here all the while,--not let you go +home for holidays, for fear you might lose your heads and bolt for +Gretna Green?" + +"Mercy, no!" Her eyes widened, startled. "I shall go home for all summer +next year! I meant to go this year, but Muzzie thought I ought to stay, +to be with Carter and Mrs. Van Meter, when they'd made such lovely plans +for me,--and it was really all right, this time, because Jimsy ought to +be with his father on the Mexican trip." Her smooth brow registered a +fleeting worry over James King the elder. "But next summer it'll be +home, and Catalina Island, and Jimsy!" + +But it wasn't home for her next summer, after all. Mildred Lorimer +decided that she wanted three months on the Continent with her husband +and her daughter. + +"Right," said Stephen Lorimer, amiably, "so long as we take the boy +along." + +"You mean Rodney?" she wanted to know, not looking at him. (Rodney was +the youngest Lorimer.) + +"I mean Jimsy King, naturally, as you quite well know, Sapphira," he +answered, pulling her down beside him on the couch and making her face +him. + +"Stephen, I don't think Mr. King can afford to send him." + +"Then we'll take him." + +"Jimsy wouldn't let us. He is very proud,--I admire it in him." + +"Do you, my dear? Then, can't you manage to admire some of his other +nice young virtues and graces?" + +"I do, Stephen. I give the boy credit for all he is, but----" + +"But you don't intend to let him marry your daughter if by the hookiest +hook and crookedest crook you can prevent it. I observed your Star +Chamber sessions with Mrs. Van Meter last year; I saw you wave her and +her son hopefully away; I observed, smiling with intense internal glee, +that you welcomed them back with deep if skillfully dissembled +disappointment. Top Step, God love her, sat tight. Don't you know your +own child yet, Mildred? Don't you know the well and favorably known +chemical action of absence on young and juicy hearts? Don't you +know"--he broke off to stare at her, flushed and a little breathless as +she always was in discussions and unbelievably youthful and beautiful +still, and finished in quite another key--"that you're getting +positively lovelier with each ridiculous birthday--and your aged and +infirm spouse more and more besottedly in love with you?" + +She did not melt because she was tremendously in earnest. She was +pledged in her deepest heart to break up what she felt was Honor's silly +sentimentality--sentimentality with a dark and sinister background of +mortgages and young widows and Wild Kings and shabby, down-at-the-heel +houses and lawns. + +"Woman," said Stephen Lorimer, "did you hear what I said? It was a +rather neat speech, I thought. However, as you did not give it the rapt +attention it merited I will now repeat it, with appropriate gestures." +He caught her in his arms as youthfully as Jimsy might have done with +Honor, and told her again, between kisses. "You lovely, silly, stubborn +thing, kiss your wise husband once more in a manner expressive of your +admiration for his unfailing sapience, and he will then, with surprising +agility for one of his years, lope across the intervening lawn and tell +James King that his son goes to Europe with us in June." He grinned back +at her from the door. "You'll do your little worst to prevent it, my +dear, that I know, but Jimsy King goes with us!" + +Honor and Jimsy wrote each other rapturously on receipt of the news, but +they were not fluent or expressive, either of them, and they could only +underline and put in a reckless number of exclamation points. "_Gee_," +wrote Jimsy King, "isn't it immense? Skipper, I can't tell you how I +feel--but, by golly, I can _show_ you when I get there!" + +And Honor, reading that line, grew rosily pink to the roots of her +honey-colored hair and flung herself into an hour of practice with such +fire and fervor that the _Signorina_ came and beamed in the doorway. + +"So," she nodded. "News? Good or bad?" + +"Good," said Honor, swinging round on the piano stool. "The best in the +world!" + +"So? Well, it does not greatly matter which, my small one. It does not +signify so much whether one feels joy or grief, so long as one feels. To +feel ... that is to live, and to live is to sing!" + +Honor sprang up and ran to her and put her arm as far around her as it +would go. She was a delicious person to hug, the _Signorina_, warm and +soft and smelling faintly of rare and costly scents. + +"_So?_" said the great singer again. "It is of some comfort, then, to +embrace so much of fatness, when your arms ache to feel muscles and hard +flesh? There, there, my good small one," she patted her with a puffy and +jeweled hand, "I jest, but I rejoice. It is all good for the voice, +this." + +"_Signorina_," said Honor, honestly, "I've told you and told you, but +you don't seem to believe me, that I'm only studying to fill up the time +until they'll let me marry Jimsy. I love it, of course, and I'll always +keep it up, as much as I can without neglecting more important things, +but----" + +"Mother of our Lord," said the Italian, lifting her hands to heaven, +"'more important things' says this babe with the voice of gold, who, by +the grace of God and my training might one day wake the world!" + +"More important to _me_," said Honor, firmly. "I know it must seem silly +to you, _Signorina_, dear, but if you were in love----" + +"Mothers of all the holy saints," said the fat woman, lifting her hands +again, "when have I not been in love? Have I not had three husbands +already, and another even now dawning on the horizon, not to +mention--but there, that is not for pink young ears. I will say this to +you, small one. Every woman should marry. Every artist _must_ marry. Run +home, then, in another year, and wed the young savage, and have done +with it. Stay a year with him--two if you like--until there is an infant +savage. Then you shall come back and give yourself in earnest to the +business of singing." + +But Honor, scarlet-cheeked, shook her head. "I can't imagine coming back +from--from _that_, _Signorina_!" Her eyes envisaged it and the happy +color rose and rose in her face. "But I've got a good lesson for you +to-day! Shall I begin?" + +"Begin, then, my good small one," said her teacher indulgently, "and for +the rest, we shall see what we shall see!" + +Honor flung herself into her work as never before, and counted the weeks +and days and hours until the time when Jimsy should come to her, and +Jimsy, finishing up a sound, triumphant Sophomore year, saw everything +through a hazy front drop of his Skipper on the pier at Naples. + +But Jimsy King did not go abroad with Mr. and Mrs. Lorimer, after all, +and Honor did not see him through the whole dragging summer. Stephen +Lorimer, sick with disappointment for his stepdaughter, would have +found relief in fixing the blame on his wife, for her lovely and +complacent face mirrored her satisfaction at the turn of events, but he +could hardly hold her responsible. James King was taken suddenly, +alarmingly ill with pneumonia two days before they left Los Angeles to +catch their steamer at New York, and it was manifestly impossible for +his son to leave him. The doctors gave scant hope of his recovery. + +Therefore, it was Carter Van Meter who took Jimsy's ticket off his hands +and Jimsy's place in the party and the summer plans, leaving his happy +mother to spend three flutteringly hopeful months alone. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +James King, greatly to the surprise of his physicians, did not die, but +he hovered on the brink of it for many thin weeks and his son gave up +his entire vacation to be with him. The letters he sent Honor were brief +bulletins of his father's condition, explosive regrets at having to give +up his summer with her, but Jimsy was not a letter writer. In order +properly to fill up more than a page it was necessary for him to be able +to say, "Had a bully practice to-day," or, "Saw old Duffy last night and +he told me all about--" He was not good at producing epistolary bulk out +of empty and idle days. Stephen Lorimer, often beside Honor when she +opened and read these messages in English Cathedral towns or beside +Scotch lakes, ached with sympathy for these young lovers under his +benevolent wing because of their inability to set themselves down on +paper. He knew that his stepdaughter was very nearly as limited as the +boy. + +"Ethel," he said to Miss Bruce-Drummond who had met up with them for a +week-end at Stirling, "those poor children are so pitifully what Gelett +Burgess calls 'the gagged and wordless folk'; it would be so much +easier--and safer--for them if they belonged to his 'caste of the +articulate.'" + +She nodded. "Yes. It's rather frightful, really, to separate people who +have no means of communication. Especially when--" she broke off, +looking at Carter who was pointing out to Honor what he believed to be +the Field of Bannockburn. + +Stephen Lorimer shook his head. "No danger there," he said comfortably. +"Top Step is sorry for him--a creature of another, paler world ... +infinitely beneath her bright and beamish boy's. No, I feel a lot safer +to have Carter with her than with Jimsy King." + +The Englishwoman stared. "Really?" + +"Yes. I daresay I exaggerate, but I've always seen something sinister +about that youth." + +Miss Bruce-Drummond looked at Carter Van Meter and observed the way in +which he was looking at Honor. "He wants her frightfully, doesn't he, +poor thing?" + +"He wants her frightfully but he isn't a poor thing in the very least. +He is an almost uncannily clever and subtle young person for his years, +with a very large income and a fanatically devoted mother behind him, +and he's had everything he ever wanted all his life except physical +perfection,--and my good Top Step." + +"Ah, yes, but what can he do, after all?" + +Honor's stepfather shrugged. "He knows that she would not be allowed to +marry the lad if he went the way of the other 'Wild Kings,'--that she is +too sound and sane to insist on it. And I think--I thought even in their +High School days--that he deliberately steers Jimsy into danger." + +"My word!" said the novelist, hotly. "What are you going to do about it, +Stephen?" + +"Watch. Wait. Stand ready. I shall make it my business to drop in at the +fraternity house once or twice next season, when I go north to San +Francisco,--and into other fraternity houses, and put my ear to the +ground. And if I find what I fear to find I'll take it up with both the +lads, face to face, and then I'll send for Honor." + +"Right!" said Miss Bruce-Drummond, her fine, fresh-colored face glowing. +"And I'll run down to Florence at the Christmas holidays and take her to +Rome with me, shall I?" + +"It will be corking of you, Ethel." + +"I shall love doing it." + +He looked at her appreciatively. She would love doing it; she loved +life and people, Ethel Bruce-Drummond, and she was able therefore to put +life and people, warm and living, on to her pages. She was as fit and +hardy as a splendid boy, her cheeks round and ruddy, her eyes bright, +her fine bare hands brown and strong, her sturdy ankles sturdier than +ever in her heavy knitted woolen hose and her stout Scotch brogues. He +had known and counted on her for almost twenty years--and he had married +Mildred Carmody. "Ethel," he said, suddenly, "in that book of mine I +mean to have----" + +"Ah, yes, that book of yours, Stephen! Slothful creature! You know quite +well you'll never do it." + +"Never do it! Why,"--he was indignant--"I've got tons of it done +already, in my head! It only wants writing down." + +"Yes, yes," said his friend, penitently, "I make no doubt. It only wants +writing down. Well?" + +"I'm going to have a chapter on friendship, and insert a really novel +idea. Friendship has never been properly praised,--begging pardon in +passing of Mr. Emerson and his ilk. I'm going to suggest that it be +given dignity and weight by having licenses and ceremonies, just as +marriage has. It has a better right, you know, really. It's a much saner +and more probable vow--to remain friends all one's life, than in love. +In genuine friendship there is indeed no variableness, neither shadow or +turning. You and I, now, might quite safely have taken out our +friendship license and plighted our troth,--twenty years, isn't it?" + +"Yes," said Miss Bruce-Drummond, gently, "it's twenty years, Stephen, +and that's a quite beautiful idea. You must surely put it in your book, +old dear." Her keen eyes, looking away across the ancient battlefields +were a little less keen than usual, but Stephen Lorimer did not notice +that because he was looking at his watch. + +"Do you know it's nearly five, woman, and Mildred waiting tea for us at +the Stirling Arms?" So he called to the boy and girl and fell into step +beside his friend and swung down the hill to his tea and his wife, a +little thrilled still, as he always would be to the day of his death, at +being with her again after even the least considerable absence. + +It seemed to Honor Carmody that three solid summers had been welded +together for her soul's discipline that year; there were assuredly +ninety-three endless days in July. She was not quite sure whether having +Carter with them made it harder for her or easier. He was an +accomplished traveler; things moved more smoothly for his presence, +and--as she wrote Jimsy--he knew everything about everywhere. On the +whole, it was pleasanter, more like home, more like the good days on +South Figueroa Street, to have him about; she could sometimes almost +cajole herself into thinking Jimsy must be there, too, in the next room, +hurrying up the street, a little late for dinner, but there, near them. +It was only when Carter talked to her of Jimsy that she grew anxious, +even acutely unhappy. It wasn't, she would decide, thinking it over +later, lying awake in the dark, so much what Carter had said--it was +what he hadn't said in words. It was the thing that sounded in his +voice, that was far back in his eyes. + +"Yes," he would say, smiling in reminiscence, "that was a party! Nothing +ever like it at Stanford before in the memory of the oldest inhabitant, +they say. And old Jimsy--I wish you could have seen him! No, I don't +really, for you wouldn't have approved and the poor old scout would have +been in for a lecture, but it was----" + +"Carter," Honor would interrupt, "do you mean, can you possibly mean +that Jimsy--that he's--" She found she couldn't say it after all; she +couldn't put it into the ugly definite words. + +"Oh, nothing serious, Honor! Nothing for you to worry about! He has to +do more or less as others do, a man of his prominence in college. It's +unavoidable. Of course, it might be better if he could steer clear of +that sort of thing altogether--" he would stop at a point like that and +frown into space for a moment, as if remembering, weighing, considering, +and Honor's heart would sink coldly. Then he would brighten again and +lay a reassuring hand on her sleeve. "But you mustn't worry. Jimsy's got +a level head on his shoulders, and he has too much at stake to go too +far. He'll be all right in the end, Honor, I'm sure of that. And you +know I'll always keep an eye on him!". + +And Honor twisting on her finger the ring with the clasped hands and the +hidden blue stone of constancy which she always wore except when her +mother was with her, would manage a smile and say, "I know how devoted +you are to him, Carter. You couldn't help it, could you?--Every one is. +And you mean to help him; I know that. I _am_ grateful. It's next best +to being with him myself." Then, because she couldn't trust herself to +talk very much about Jimsy, she would resolutely change the subject and +Carter would write home to his hoping mother that Honor really seemed to +be having a happy summer and to enjoy everything, and that she was not +very keen to talk much about Jimsy. + +He did not hear the talk she had with her stepfather the night before +they were to sail for home. It came after her hour of fruitless pleading +with her mother to be allowed to go back with them. Mildred Lorimer had +stood firm, and Stephen had been silent and Carter had sided with +Honor's mother. + +"It really would be rather a shame, Honor,--much as we'd love having you +with us on the trip home. You're coming on so wonderfully with your +work, the _Signorina_ says. She intends to have you in concert this +winter, and coming home would spoil that, wouldn't it?" He was very +sensible about it. + +Honor had managed to ask Stephen to see her alone, after the rest had +gone to their rooms. They were sailing from Genoa because they had +wanted to bring Honor back to Italy and the _Signorina_ had joined them +at the port and would take the girl back to Florence with her. Honor +went upstairs and came down again in fifteen minutes and found him +waiting for her in the lounge. + +He got up and came to meet her and took her hands into his solid and +reassuring clasp. "This is pretty rough, Top Step. You don't have to +tell me." + +She did not, indeed. Her young face was drained of all its color that +night and her eyes looked strained. It was mildly warm and the windows +were open, but she was shivering a little. "Stepper, dear, I don't want +to be a goose----" + +"You're not, Top Step." + +"But I'm anxious. When Jimsy gave me this ring, and told me what he had +told his father--that he was not going to be another 'Wild King' and +asked me if I believed him, I told him I'd never stop believing him, and +I won't, Skipper. I won't!" + +"Right, T. S." + +"But--things Carter says,--things he doesn't say--Stepper, I think Jimsy +needs me _now_." + +The man was silent for a long moment. He could, of course, assert his +authority or at least his power, since the girl was Mildred's child and +not his, break with his good friend, the _Signorina_, and take Honor +home. But, after all, what would that accomplish, unless she went to +Stanford? He began to think aloud. "Even if you came home with us, Top +Step, you wouldn't be near him, would you, unless you went to college? +And you'd hardly care to do that now--to enter your Freshman year two +years behind the boys." + +"No." + +"And if you stayed in Los Angeles--you might almost as well be here. +The number of miles doesn't matter." + +"But--perhaps Jimsy wouldn't stay at Stanford then. Oh, Stepper, dear, +haven't we waited long enough?" + +"He's only twenty, T. S." + +She sighed. "Being young is the cruelest thing in the world!" + +"You are blaspheming!" said her stepfather, sternly. "T. S., that's the +only stupid and wicked thing you've ever said in the years I've known +you! Don't ever dare to say it--or think it--again! Being young is the +most golden and glorious thing in the world! Being young--" he ran a +worried hand over his thinning hair and sighed. "Ah, well, you'll know, +some day. Meanwhile, girl, it looks as if you'd have to stick. That's +your part in 'playing the game!' But I promise you this. I shall keep an +eye on things for you; keep in touch with the boy, see him, hear from +him, hear _of_ him, and if the time comes when I believe that his need +of you is instant and vital, I'll write--no, I'll cable you to come." + +"Stepper!" The comfort in her eyes warmed him. + +"It's a promise, Top Step"--he grinned,--"as you used to say when I +first knew you--'cross-my-heart, +hope-never-to-see-the-back-of-my-neck!' Now, hop along to bed,--and +trust me!" + +The lift in the little hotel put its head under its wing at ten-thirty +and it was now almost eleven, so Honor set out on foot to do the three +flights between her and her room. She ran lightly because she felt +suddenly eased of a crushing burden; Stepper, good old Stepper, was on +guard; Stepper was standing watch for her. There was a little +writing-room and sun parlor on the second floor, dim now, with only one +shaded light still burning, and as she crossed it a figure rose so +startlingly from a deep chair that she smothered a small cry. + +"It's I," said Carter. He stepped between her and the stairway. + +"Cartie! You did make me jump!" Honor smiled at him; she was so cozily +at peace for the moment that she had an increased tenderness for their +frail friend. "It was so still in the hotel it might be the 'night +before Christmas,'--'not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse.' +You'd better go to bed," she added, maternally. "You look pale and +tired." + +"I'm not tired," he said shortly. He continued to stand between her and +the stairs. + +"Well--_I'm_ sleepy," she said, moving to pass him. "Good----" + +But Carter was quicker. He caught hold of her by her arms and held her +in a tense grip. "Honor, Honor, _Honor_!" he said, choking. + +"Why,--Cartie! You--please--" She tried to free herself. + +"Honor, I can't help it. I've got to speak. I've got to know. Don't +you--couldn't you--care at all for me, Honor?" + +"Carter! Not--not the way you mean! Of course I'm fond of you, but----" + +"I don't want that!" He shook her, roughly, and his voice was harsh. "I +want you to care the way I care. And I'm going to make you!" + +"Carter," she was not angry with him, only unhappy, "do you think this +is fair? Do you think you're being square with Jimsy?" + +"No," he said, hotly, "and I don't care. I don't care for anything but +you. Honor, you don't love Jimsy King. I know it. It's just a silly, +boy-and-girl thing--you must realize that, now you're away from him! +Your mother doesn't want you to marry him. What can he give you or do +for you? And he'll go the way of his father and all his family--I've +tried to lie to you, but I'm telling you the truth now, Honor. He's +drinking already, and he'll grow worse and worse. Give him up, Honor! +Give him up before he spoils your life, and let me--" with all his +strength, far more than she would have thought it possible for him to +have, he tried to pull her into his arms, to reach her lips. + +But Jimsy's Skipper, for all her two soft years in Europe, had not lost +her swimming, hiking, driving, out-of-door vigor, and her muscles were +better than his. + +"I'm going to kiss you," said Carter, huskily. "I've wanted to kiss you +for years ... always ... and I'm going to kiss you now!" + +"No, you're not, Carter," said Honor. She got her arms out of his grasp +and caught his wrists in her hands. She was very white and her eyes were +cold. "You see? You're weak. You're weak in your arms, Carter, just as +you're weak in your--in your character, in your friendship! And I +despise weakness." She dropped his wrists and saw him sit down, limply, +in the nearest chair and cover his face with his hands. Then she walked +to the stairs and went up without a backward glance. + +He was pallid and silent at breakfast next morning and Honor was careful +not to look at him. It was beginning to seem, in the eight o'clock +sunlight, as if the happening of the night before must have been a +horrid dream, and her sense of anger and scorn gradually gave way to +pity. After all ... poor old Carter, who had so little ... Jimsy, who +had so much! What Carter had said in his tirade about Jimsy's drinking +she did not believe; it was simply temper; angry exaggeration. Mildred +Lorimer, looking at Carter's white face and the gray shadows under his +eyes and observing Honor's manner toward him, sighed audibly and was a +little distant when she bade her daughter farewell. She loved her eldest +born devotedly, but there were moments when she couldn't help but feel +that Honor was not very much of a comfort to her.... + +Stephen held the girl's hands hard and looked deep into her eyes. +"Remember what I said, Top Step, 'Cross-my-heart!'" + +"I'll remember, Stepper, dear! _Thanks!_" She turned to Carter and held +out a steady hand. "My love to your mother, Carter, and I do hope you'll +have a jolly crossing." + +"Will you read this, please?" He lifted his heavy eyes to her face and +slipped a note into her hand. She nodded and tucked it into her blouse. +Then she stood with the _Signorina_, on the pier, waving, and with misty +eyes watching the steamer melting away and away into the blue water. +When she was alone she read the little letter. + + + "Dear Honor--" Carter had written in a ragged scrawl unlike his + usual firm hand--"Will you try to forgive me? You are the kindest + and least bitter person in the world; I know you can forgive me. + But--and this will be harder--can you forget last night? I promise + to deserve it, if you will. Will you pretend to yourself that it + never happened, and just remember the good days we've had this + summer, and that--in spite of my losing my head--I'm your friend, + and Jimsy's friend? Will you, Honor?" + + +And Honor Carmody, looking with blurred eyes at the sea, wished she +might wave again and reassuringly to the boy on the steamer, facing the +long voyage so drearily. Then she realized that she still could, in a +sense, wave to him. The steamer stopped at Naples and she could send a +telegram to him there, and he would not have to cross the wide ocean +under that guilty weight. She put on her hat and sped to the telegraph +office, and there, because his note had ended with a question--had been +indeed all a question--and because she was the briefest of feminine +creatures, and because the _Signorina_ was waiting luncheon for her and +did not enjoy waiting, she wired the one word, "Yes," and signed her +name. + +"Carter got a telegram," said Mildred Lorimer to her husband. "I wonder +what it could have been. Did he say?" + +"He didn't mention it," said Stephen. "About those silk shirts which +weren't finished, I daresay. Certainly not bad news, by the look of +him." + +When Carter Van Meter reached Los Angeles and his tearfully happy mother +he drew her into the library and closed the door. "Mater," he said with +an odd air of intense repressed excitement, "I'm going to show you +something, but you must promise me on your honor not to breathe it to a +living soul, least of all, Mrs. Lorimer." + +"Oh, dearest," gasped his mother, "I promise faithfully----" + +He took Honor's telegram out of his wallet and unfolded it and smoothed +it out for her to read the single word it contained. Then, at her glad +cry, "Sh ... Mater! It isn't--exactly--what you think. I can't explain +now. But it's a hope; it may--I believe it will, one day--lead to the +thing we both want!" He folded it again carefully into its creases and +put it back into his wallet and he was breathing hard. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +Ethel Bruce-Drummond was better than her word. She did not wait for the +Christmas holidays but went down to Florence early in December for +Honor's first concert, and she wrote many pages to Stephen Lorimer. + + + Of course you know by this time that the concert was a + success--you'll have had Honor's modest cable and the explosive and + expensive one from the fat lark! They are sending you translations + from the Italian papers, and clippings in English, and copies of + some of the notes she's had from the more important musical people, + and I really can't add anything to that side of it. You know, my + dear Stephen, when it comes to music I'm confessedly ignorant,--not + quite, perhaps, like that fabled countryman of mine who said he + could not tell whether the band were playing "God Save the Weasel" + or "Pop Goes the Queen," but bad enough in all truth. Therefore, I + keep cannily out of all discussion of Honor's voice. I gather, + however, that it has surprised every one, even the _Signorina_, and + that there is no doubt at all about her making a genuine success + if she wants to hew to the line. She has had, I hear, several + rather unusual offers already. But of course she hasn't the + faintest intention of doing anything in the world but the thing her + heart is set upon. It's rather pathetic, really. There's something + a little like Trilby about her; she does seem to be singing under + enchantment. What she really is like, though, is a lantern-jawed + young Botticelli Madonna. She's lost a goodish bit of flesh, I + should say, and her color's not so high, and she might easily have + walked out of one of the canvases in the Pitti or the Ufizzi, or + the Belli Arti. Her hair is Botticelli hair, and that "reticence of + the flesh" of which one of your American novelists + speaks--Harrison, isn't it?--and that faint austerity. + + She sang quantities of _arias_ and groups of songs of all nations, + and at the end she did some American Indian things,--the native + melodies themselves arranged in modern fashion. I expect you know + them. The words are very simple and touching and the Italian + translations are sufficiently funny. Well, the very last of all was + something about a captive Indian maid, and a young chap here who + clearly adores her and whom she hasn't even taken in upon her + retina played a wailing, haunting accompaniment on the flute. As + nearly as I can remember it went something like: + + + From the Land of the Sky Blue Water + They brought a captive maid. + Her eyes were deep as the--(I can't remember what, Stephen) + But she was not afraid. + I go to her tent in the evening + And woo her with my flute, + But she dreams of the Sky Blue Water, + And the captive maid is mute. + + + My dear Stephen, I give you my word that I very nearly put my nose + in the air and howled. She _is_ a captive maid--captive to her + talent and the fat song-bird and her mother's ambition and yours, + and her mother's determination not to let her marry her lad, and to + that Carter chap, and the boy playing the flute--the whole network + of you,--but she's dreaming of the Sky Blue Water, and dreaming is + doing with that child. You'd best make up your minds to it, and + settle some money on them and marry them off. My word, Stephen, is + there so much of it lying about in the world that you can afford to + be reckless with it? I arrived too late to see her before the + concert, and I went behind--together with the bulk of the American + and English colonies--directly it was over. She was tremendously + glad to see me; I was a sort of link, you know. When I started in + to tell her how splendidly she'd sung and how every one was + rejoicing she said, "Yes,--thanks--isn't every one sweet? But did + Stepper write you that Jimsy was 'Varsity Captain this year, and + that they beat Berkeley twelve to five? And that Jimsy made _both_ + touchdowns? Do you remember that game you saw with us--and how + Jimsy ran down the field and shook hands with the boy who'd scored + on us? And how that gave every one confidence again, and we won? We + _always_ won!"--and standing there with her arms full of flowers + and all sorts of really important people waiting to pat her on the + head, she hummed that old battle song: + + + _You can't beat L. A. High!_ + _You can't beat L. A. High!_ + + + and her eyes filled up with tears and she gave me her jolly little + grin and said, "Oh, Miss Bruce-Drummond, I can hardly wait to get + back to real living again!" + + +Honor was honestly happy over her success. It was good to satisfy--and +more than satisfy--the kind _Signorina_ and all the genial and +interested people she had come to know there; to send her program and +her clippings home to her mother; it was jolly to be asked out to +luncheon and dinner and tea and to be made much of; it was best of all +to have something tangible to give up for Jimsy. If she had failed, +going back to him and settling quietly down with him would have seemed +like running to sanctuary; now--with definite promises and hard figures +offered her--it was more than a gesture of renunciation. She could +understand adoring a life of that sort if she hadn't Jimsy; as it was +she listened sedately to the _Signorina's_ happy burblings and said at +intervals: + +"But you know, _Signorina_ dear, that I'm going to give it up and be +married next year?" + +"You cannot give it up, my poor small one. It will not give you up. It +has you, one may truly say, by the throat!" + +There was no use in arguing with her. The interim had to be filled until +summer and home. She would do, docilely, whatever the _Signorina_ +wished. + +Jimsy was happy and congratulatory about her concert but he took it no +more seriously than Honor herself. His letters were full, in those days, +of the unrest at Stanford. Certain professors had taken a determined +stand against drinking; there was much agitation and bitterness on both +sides. Jimsy was all for freedom; he resented dictation; he could hoe +his own row and so could other fellows; the faculty had no right to +treat them like a kindergarten. Honor answered calmly and soothingly; +she managed to convey without actually setting it down on the page that +Jimsy King of all people in the world should take care not to ally +himself with the "wets," and he wrote back that he was keeping out of +the whole mess. + +It came, therefore, as a fearful shock, the letters and newspapers' +account of the expelling of James King of Los Angeles, 'Varsity Captain +and prominent in college theatricals, from Stanford University for +marching in a parade of protest against the curtailing of drinking! She +was alone in her room when she opened her mail and she sat very still +for minutes with her eyes shut, her fingers gripping the tiny clasped +hands on her ring. At last, "_I'll never stop believing in you_," she +said, almost aloud. + +Then she read Jimsy's own version of it. She always kept his letter for +the last, childishly, on the nursery theorem of "First the worst, second +the same, last the best of all the game." + + + "Skipper dearest," he wrote, in a hasty and stumbling scrawl, "I'm + so mad I can hardly see to write. I'd have killed that prof if it + hadn't been for Carter. This is how it happened. I'd been keeping + out of the whole mess as I told you I would. That night I was + digging out something at the Library and on my way back to the + House I saw a gang of fellows in a sort of parade, and some one at + the end caught hold of me and dragged me in. I asked him what the + big idea was and he said he didn't know, and I was sleepy and when + we came to the House I dropped out and went in. I wasn't in it ten + minutes and I didn't even know what it was about. But when they + called for every one who was in the parade next day I had to show + up, of course. Well, they asked me about it and I told them just + how it happened, and they said all right, then, I could go. I was + surprised and thankful, I can tell you, because they'd been + chopping off heads right and left, some of the best men in college. + Well, just as I was going out through the door the old prof called + me back and said he had one more thing to ask me. Did I consider + that his committee was absolutely right and justified in everything + they'd done? Well, Skipper, what could I say? I said just what + you'd have said and what you'd have wanted me to say--that I did + think they had been too severe and in some cases unjust and they + canned me for it." + + +There was a letter from Stephen Lorimer, grave and distressed, +substantiating everything that Jimsy had written. (He had taken the +first train north and gone into the matter thoroughly with the men at +the fraternity house, simmering with red rage, and the committee, +regretful but adamant.) The college career, the gay, brilliant, adored +college career of Jimsy King was at an end. Honor's stepfather had taken +great care to have the real facts in Jimsy's case printed--he sent the +clipping from the Los Angeles paper--and he had spent an evening with +James King, setting forth the truth of the case. But the fact remained +for the majority of people, gaining in sinister weight with every +repetition, that the last of the "Wild Kings" had been expelled from +Stanford University for drinking. + + + "Top Step," her stepfather wrote, "I'm sick with rage and + indignation. Your mother is taking it very hard--as is most every + one else. 'Expelled' is not a pretty word. I'm doing my level best + to put the truth before the public, to show that your boy is really + something of a hero in this matter, in that he might be snugly safe + at this moment if he had been willing to tell a politic lie. You'll + be unhappy over this, T. S., that's inevitable, but--I give you my + word--you need not hang your head. Jimsy played the game." + + +Carter, who had written seldom since the happening of the summer in +spite of her kind and casual replies to his letters, sent her now six +reassuring pages. She was not to worry. Jimsy was really doing very +well, as far as the drinking went, and he--Carter--would not let him do +anything foolish or desperate in his indignation. Three times he +repeated that she must not be anxious. A dozen times in the letter he +showed her where she might well be anxious. The word beat itself in upon +her brain until she could endure it no longer, and she went out through +the pretty streets of Florence to the cable office and sent Stephen +Lorimer one of her brief and urgent messages, "_Anxious_." Two days +later she had his answer and it was as short as her own had been, +"_Come_." + +There was a stormy scene with the _Signorina_. The waves of her fury +rolled up and up and broke, crashing, over Honor's rocklike calm. At +last, breathless, her fat face mottled with temper, "Go, then," said the +singer, and went out of the room with heavy speed and slammed the door +resoundingly. But she went with Honor to her steamer at Naples and +embraced her forgivingly. "Go with God," she wept. "Live a little; it is +best, perhaps. Then, my good small one, come back to me." + +Like all simple and direct persons Honor found relief in action. The +packing of her trunks and bags, the securing of tickets, cabling, had +all given her a sense of comfort. They were tangible evidences of her +progress toward Jimsy. The ocean trip was difficult; there was nothing +to _do_. Nevertheless the sea's large calm communicated itself to her; +for the greater portion of the voyage she was at peace. The situation +with Jimsy must have been grave for her stepfather to think it necessary +to send for her, but nothing could be so bad that she could not right it +when she was actually with Jimsy. She would never leave him again, she +told herself. + + + Feyther an' mither may a' gey mad, + But whistle an' I'll come to ye, my lad! + + +Her mother, her poor, lovely mother, to whom she had been always such a +disappointment, would be mad enough in all conscience, but Stepper would +stand by. And nothing--no thing, no person, mattered beside Jimsy. +Friends of her mother met her steamer in New York and put her on her +train, and friends of Stephen Lorimer met her in Chicago and drove and +dined her and saw her off on the Santa Fe. She began to have at once a +warm sense of the West and home. The California poppies on the china in +the dining-car made her happy out of all proportion. When they picked up +the desert she relaxed and settled back in her seat with a sigh and a +smile. The blessed brown, the delicious dryness! The little jig-saw +hills standing pertly up against the sky; the tiny, low-growing desert +flowers; the Indian villages in the distance, the track workers' camps +close by with Mexican women and babies waving in the doorways; even a +lean gray coyote, loping homeward, looking back over his shoulder at the +train, helped to make up the sum of her joy. _The West!_ How had she +endured being away from it so long?--From its breadth and bigness, its +sweep and space and freedom? She would never go away again. She and +Jimsy would live here always, a part of it, belonging. + +She stopped worrying. She was home, and Jimsy was waiting for her, and +everything would come right. + +At San Bernardino her mother and stepfather and her brothers came on +board, surprising her. She had had a definite picture of them at the +Santa Fe station in Los Angeles and their sudden appearance almost +bewildered her. Her mother was a trifle tearful and reproachful but she +was radiantly beautiful in her winter plumage. Stephen's handclasp was +solid and comforting. Her little brothers had grown out of all belief, +and her big brothers were heroic size, and they were all a little shy +with her after the excitement of the first greetings. She wondered why +Jimsy had not come out with them but at once she told herself that it +was better so; it would have been hard for them to have their first hour +together under so many eyes,--her mother's especially. Jimsy would be +waiting at the station. But he was not. There were three or four of her +girl friends with their arms full of flowers and one or two older boys +who had finished college and were in business. They made much of her and +she greeted them warmly for all the cold fear which had laid hold of her +heart. + +Then came the drive home, the surprising number of new business +buildings, the amazing growth of the city toward Seventh Street, the +lamentable intrusion of apartment houses and utilitarian edifices on +beautiful old Figueroa. Honor looked and listened and commented +intelligently, but--_where was Jimsy?_ + +The old house looked mellow and beautiful; the Japanese garden was a +symphony of green plush sod and brilliant color--the Bougainvillaea +almost smothering the little summerhouse and a mocking-bird who must be +a grandson of the one of her betrothal night was singing his giddy heart +out. Kada was waiting in the doorway, bowing stiffly, sucking in his +breath, beaming; the cook just behind him, following him in sound and +gesture, and the Japanese gardener, hat in hand, stood at the foot of +the steps as she passed to say, "How-do? Veree glod! Veree glod! Tha's +nize you coming home! Veree glod!" + +Honor shook hands with them all. Then she turned to look at her +stepfather and he followed her into his study. + +"And we've got three new dogs, Honor, and two cats, and----" the +smallest Lorimer besieged her at the door but she did not turn. She was +very white now and trembling. + +"Stepper, where is Jimsy?" + +"Top Step, I--it's like Evangeline, rather, isn't it? He went straight +through from the north without even stopping over here. He's gone to +Mexico, to his uncle's ranch. And Carter got a leave of absence and went +with him. I--you want the truth, don't you, Top Step?" + +"Yes," said Honor. + +"I'm afraid Jimsy rather ran amuck, in the bitterness of it all. His +father took it very hard, in spite of my explanations to him, and wrote +the boy a harsh letter; that started things, I fancy. That's when I +cabled you. Carter telephoned his mother from the station here as they +went through--they were on that special from San Francisco to Mexico +City--and she told your mother that Jimsy was pretty well shot to pieces +and that Carter didn't dare leave him alone." + +"Didn't he write me?" + +"He may have, of course, T. S., but there's nothing here for you. Mrs. +Van Meter told Carter that I had cabled for you, so Jimsy knows." + +"Yes." She stood still, her hat and cloak on, deliberating. "Do the +trains go to Mexico every day, Stepper?" + +"Why, yes, I believe they do, but you needn't wait to write, T. S. You +can telegraph, and let----" + +"I didn't mean about writing," said Honor, quietly. "I meant about +going. Will you see if I can leave to-day, Stepper? Then I won't unpack +at all, you see, and that will save time." + +"Top Step, I know what this means to you, but--your mother.... Do you +think you'd better?" + +"I am going to Mexico," said Honor. "I am going to Jimsy." + +"I'll find out about trains and reservations," said her stepfather. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +For a few moments it moved and concerned Honor to see that she was the +cause of the first serious quarrel between her mother and her +stepfather. She was shocked to see her mother's wild weeping and Stephen +Lorimer's grim jaw and to hear the words between them, but nothing could +really count with her in those hours. + +She took her mother in her arms and kissed her and spoke to her as she +had to her little brothers in the years gone by, when they were hurt or +sorry. "There, there, Muzzie _dear_! You can't help it. You must just +stop caring so. It isn't your fault." + +"People will think--people will say----" sobbed Mildred Lorimer. + +"No one will blame you, dear. Every one knows what a trial I've always +been to you." + +"You have, Honor! You have! You've never been a comfort to me--not since +you were a tiny child. And even then you were tomboyish and rough and +queer." + +"I know, Muzzie." + +"I never heard of anything so brazen in all my life--running after him +to Mexico--to visit people you never laid eyes on in all your days, +utter strangers to you----" + +"Jimsy's aunt and uncle, Muzzie." + +"Utter strangers to _you_, forcing yourself upon them, without even +telegraphing to know if they can have you----" + +"No. I don't want Jimsy to know I'm coming." + +"Where's your pride, Honor Carmody? When he's done such dreadful things +and got himself expelled from college--a young man never lives _that_ +down as long as he lives!--and gone the way of all the 'Wild Kings,' and +hasn't even written to you! That's the thing I can't understand--your +running after him when he's dropped you--gone without a word or a line +to you." + +"He may have written, Muzzie. Letters are lost, you know, sometimes." + +"Very seldom. _Very_ seldom!" Mrs. Lorimer hotly proclaimed her faith in +her government's efficiency. "I haven't lost three letters in forty +years. No. He's jilted you, Honor. That's the ugly, shameful truth, and +you're too blind to see it. If you knew the things Carter told his +mother----" + +"I don't want to know them, Muzzie." + +"Of course you don't. That's just it! Blind! Blind and +stubborn,--determined to wreck and ruin your whole life. And I must +stand by, helpless, and see you do it. And the _danger_ of the thing! +With Diaz out of the country it's in the hands of the brigands. You'll +be murdered ... or worse! Well--I know whose head your blood will be on. +Not mine, thank Heaven!" There was very little that day, Mildred Lorimer +felt, that she could thank Heaven for. It was not using her well. + +"You know that Stepper will give me letters and telegraph ahead to the +train people," said Honor. "And you mustn't believe all the hysterical +tales in the newspapers, Muzzie dear. Here's Stepper now." + +Stephen Lorimer was turning the car in at the driveway and a moment +later he came into the house. He looked very tired but he smiled at his +stepdaughter. "You're in luck, Top Step! I've just come from the Mexican +Consulate. Met some corking people there, Mexicans, starting home +to-morrow. They'll be with you until the last day of your trip! Mother +and father and daughter,--Menendez is the name. Fascinating creatures. +I've got your reservations, in the same car with them! Mildred," he +turned to his wife, still speaking cheerily but begging for absolution +with his tired eyes, "Senora Menendez--Menendez y Garcia is the whole +name--sent her compliments and said to tell you she would 'guard your +daughter as her own.' Doesn't that make you feel better about it?" + +"She can defend her from bandits, I suppose?" + +"My dear, there will be Senor Menendez, and they tell me the tales of +violence are largely newspaper stuff,--as I've told you repeatedly. They +will not only look after Honor all the way but they will telegraph to +friends to meet her at Cordoba and drive her out to the Kings' +_rancho_--I explained that she wished to surprise her friends. I don't +mind telling you now that I should have gone with her myself if these +people hadn't turned up." + +"Stepper, dear!" + +"And I'll go now, T. S., if you like." + +"No, Stepper. I'd rather go alone, really--as long as I'm going to be so +well looked after, and Muzzie needn't worry." + +"'Needn't worry!'" said Mildred Lorimer, lifting her hands and letting +them fall into her lap. + +"Honestly, Muzzie, you needn't. If you do, it's because you let +yourself. You must know that I'll be safe with these people." + +"Your bodily safety isn't all," her mother, driven from that corner, +veered swiftly. "The thing itself is the worst. The _idea_ of it--when I +think--after all that was in the paper, and every one talking about it +and pitying you--_pitying_ you, Honor!" + +Her daughter got up suddenly and crossed over to her mother. "Every one +but you, Muzzie? Can't you manage to--pity me--a little? I think I could +stand being pitied, just now." It was indeed a day for being mothered. +There was a need which even the best and most understanding of +stepfathers could not fill, and Mildred Lorimer, looking into her white +face and her mourning eyes melted suddenly and allowed herself to be +cuddled and somewhat comforted but the heights of comforting Honor she +could not scale. + +"I think," said the girl at length, "I'd like to go up to my room and +rest for a little while, if you don't mind, Muzzie,--and Stepper." + +"Right, T. S. You'll want to be fresh for to-morrow." + +"Do, dear--and I'll have Kada bring you up some tea. Rest until dinner +time, because Mrs. Van Meter's dining with us," she broke off as she saw +the small quiver which passed over her daughter's face and defended +herself. "I had to ask her, Honor. I couldn't--in common decency--avoid +it. She's so devoted to you, and think what she's done for you, Honor!" + +Honor sighed. "Very well. But will you make her promise not to let +Carter know I am coming?" + +"My dear, how could she? You'll be there yourself as soon as a letter." + +"She might telegraph." She turned to her stepfather. "Will you make her +promise, Stepper?" + +"I will, Top Step. Run along and rest. I daresay there will be some of +the Old Guard in to see you this evening." He walked with her to the +door and opened it for her. The small amenities of life had always his +devoted attention. He smiled down at her. "_Rest!_" he said. + +"I can rest, now, Stepper." It was true. When she reached the haven of +her big blue room she found herself relaxed and relieved. Again the +direct simplicity of her nature upheld her; she had not found Jimsy, but +she would find him; she was going to him without a day's delay; she +could "rest in action." + +The soft-footed, soft-voiced Kada brought her a tea tray and arranged it +deftly on a small table by the window. He smiled incessantly and kept +sucking in his breath in his shy and respectful pleasure. "Veree glod," +he said as the gardener had said before him, "Veree _glod_! I lige veree +moach you comin' home! Now when thad Meestair Jeemsie comin' home too, +happy days all those days!" He had brought her two kinds of tiny +sandwiches which she had favored in the old tea times, chopped olives +and nuts in one, cream cheese and dates in the other, and there was a +plate of paper-thin cookies and some salted almonds and he had put a +half blown red rose on the shining napkin. + +"Kada, you are very kind. You always do everything so beautifully! How +are you coming on with your painting?" + +"Veree glod, thank-you-veree-moach!" He bowed in still delight. + +"You must show me your pictures in the morning, Kada." + +"Thank-you-veree-moach! Soon I have one thousand dollar save', can go +study Art School." + +"That's fine, Kada!" + +"_Bud_"--his serene face clouded over--"veree sod leavin' theeze house! +When you stayin' home an' thad Meestair Jeemsie here I enjoy to work +theeze house; is merry from moach comedy!"' + +He bowed himself out, still drawing in his breath and Honor smiled. +"Merry from much comedy" the house had been in the old gay days; dark +from much tragedy it seemed to-day. What would it be to her when she +came back again? But, little by little, the old room soothed and stilled +her. There were the sedate four-poster bed and the demure dresser and +the little writing desk, good mahogany all of them; come by devious +paths from a Virginia plantation; the cool blue of walls and rugs and +hangings; the few pictures she had loved; three framed photographs of +the Los Angeles football squad; a framed photograph of Jimsy in his +class play; a bowl of dull blue pottery filled now with lavish winter +roses. It was like a steadying hand on her shoulder, that sane and +simple girlhood room. + +The window gave on the garden and the King house beyond it. She wondered +whether she should see James King before she went to Mexico. She felt +she could hardly face him gently,--Jimsy's father who had failed him in +his dark hour. In view of what his own life had been! She leaned forward +and watched intently. It was the doctor's motor, the same seasoned old +car, which was stopping before the house of the "Wild Kings," and she +saw the physician hurry up the untidy path and disappear into the house. +James King was ill again. She would have to see him, then. Perhaps he +would have a good message for Jimsy. She finished her tea and slipped +into her old blue kimono, still hanging in the closet, turned back the +embroidered spread and laid herself down upon the bed. She took Jimsy's +ring out of the little jewel pocket where she carried it and put it on +her finger. "I will never take it off again," she said to herself. Then +she fell asleep. + +"Fresh as paint, T. S.," said her stepfather when she came down. + +"My dear, what an adorable frock," said her mother. "You never got +_that_ in Italy!" + +"But I did, Muzzie!" Honor was penitently glad of the sign of +fellowship. "There's a really lovely little shop in the Via Tournabouni. +Wait till my big trunk comes and you see what I found for you there! Oh, +here's Mrs. Van Meter!" + +She hurried to the door to greet Carter's mother. Marcia Van Meter +kissed her warmly and exclaimed over her. She was thinner but it was +becoming, and her gown suited her perfectly, and--they were seated at +dinner now--was that an Italian ring? + +"Yes," said Honor, slowly, looking first at her mother, "it is an +Italian ring, a very old one. Jimsy gave it to me. It has been in the +King family for generations. Isn't it lovely?" + +"_Lovely_," said Mrs. Van Meter, coloring. She changed the subject +swiftly but she did not really seem disconcerted. Indeed, her manner +toward Honor during the meal and the hour that followed was +affectionate to the point, almost, of seeming proprietary and maternal. +Some boys and girls came in later and Mrs. Van Meter rose to go. "I'll +run home, now, my dear, and leave you with your young friends." + +"I'll go across the street with you, Mrs. Van Meter," said Stephen +Lorimer, flinging his cigarette into the fire. He had already extracted +her promise not to telegraph Carter but he meant to hear it again. + +"Thanks, Mr. Lorimer, but I'm going to ask Honor to step over with me. I +have a tiny parcel for Carter and a message. Will you come, Honor?" + +She slipped her arm through the girl's and gave it a little squeeze as +they crossed the wide street. "Hasn't the city changed and grown, my +dear? Look at the number of motors in sight at this moment! One hardly +dares cross the street. I declare, it makes me feel almost as if I were +in the East again." She gave her a small, tissue wrapped parcel for her +son and came out on to the steps again with her. "Be careful about +crossing, Honor!" + +"Yes," said Honor, lightly. "That would hardly do,--to come alone from +Italy and then get myself run over on my own street. What's that +Kipling thing Stepper quotes: + + + To sail unscathed from a heathen land + And be robbed on a Christian coast! + + +Well, good-night, Mrs. Van Meter, and good-by, and I'll write you how +Carter is!" + +The older woman put her arms about her and held her close. "Dearest +girl, Carter told me not to breathe to any one, not even to your mother, +about--about what happened last summer--and--and what he asked you, and +I haven't, but I _must_ tell you how glad...." then, at the bewilderment +in Honor's face in the light of the porch lamp,--"he showed me the +telegram you sent him to the steamer." + +"Oh,--I remember!" Her brief wire to him, promising to forgive and +forget his wild words of the evening before. She had quite forgiven, and +she had so nearly forgotten that she could not imagine, at first, what +his mother meant. And now, because the older woman was trembling, and +because Carter must have told her of how he had lost control of himself +and been for a moment false to his friend, she gave back the warm +embrace and kissed the pale cheek. "Yes. And I _meant_ it, Mrs. Van +Meter!" + +"You _blessed_ child!" Marcia Van Meter wiped her eyes. "You've made me +very happy." + +Honor ran across Figueroa Street between flashing headlights on +automobiles, and her heart was soft within her. _Poor_ old Cartie! How +he must have grieved and reproached himself, and how seriously he must +have taken it, to tell his mother! Fancy not forgiving people! Her +stepfather had marked a passage for her in her pocket "R. L. S."... +"The man who cannot forgive any mortal thing is a green hand in life," +Stevenson had said. Honor believed him. She could even forgive James +King, poor, proud, miserable James King, for failing Jimsy. It was +because he cared so much. As she started up her own walk some one called +to her from the steps of the King house. + +"That you, Honor?" + +"Yes, Doctor! I just came home to-day. How are you?" She ran over to +shake hands with him. "Is Mr. King very sick?" + +"He's dying." + +"Oh, Doctor _Deering_!" + +"Yes. No mistake about it this time. Wants to see you. Old nigger woman +told him you were home. Will you come now?" + +"Of course." She followed him into the house and up the long, shabbily +carpeted stairs. She had never seen a dying person and she began to +shiver. + +As if he read her thought the doctor spoke. "Isn't going to die while +you're here. Not for a week--perhaps two weeks. But he'll never be up +again." His voice was gruff and his brow was furrowed. He had been with +Jeanie King when Jimsy was born and when she died, and he had cherished +and scorned James King for long years. + +There was a chair beside the bed and Honor seated herself there in +silence. Presently the sick man opened his eyes and his worn and ravaged +look of his son caught at her heart. + +"So," he said somberly, "you came home." + +"Yes, Mr. King. I came because Jimsy was in trouble, and to-morrow I'm +going to him." + +His eyes widened and slow, difficult color came into his sharply boned +face. "You're going ... to Mexico?" + +"Yes; alone." + +The color crept up and up until it reached the graying hair, crisply +waved, like Jimsy's. "No King woman ever ... held harder ... than that!" +he gasped. "You're a good girl, Honor Carmody. They knew ... what to ... +name you, didn't they?" + +She leaned nearer, holding her hand so that the rays of the night light +fell on the ring. "Didn't you know I'd 'hold hard' when you let Jimsy +give me this?" + +He hauled himself up on an elbow and stared at it with tragic eyes. +"Jeanie wore it five years.... My mother wore it thirty.... Honor +Carmody, you're a good girl.... You make me ... ashamed.... Tell the boy +that ... I'm sorry ... that letter. Bring him back ... in time...." He +fell back, limp, gasping, and the doctor signaled to the girl to go. As +she was slipping through the door the sick man spoke again, querulously. +"Damn that mocking-bird ... make somebody shoot him!... There was one +singing when Jimsy was born ... and when Jeanie went ... and this one +now, mocking, mocking...." + +She ran back to him. "Oh, Mr. King," she said, with shy fervor, "he +isn't making fun of _us_!--Only of the bad, hard things! One sang out +near Fiesta Park the day we thought Greenmount would win the +championship, and one was singing the night Jimsy and I found out that +we loved each other,--and this one was singing when I came home to-day!" +It was a long speech for Honor and she was a little shy and breathless. +"I _know_ he doesn't mean it the way you think! He's telling us that +the sad, hard, terrible things are not the real things!" Suddenly she +bent and kissed his cold forehead. "Oh, Mr. King, if you listen to him +with--with your _heart_--you'll hear it! He's mocking at trouble and +disgrace,--and misunderstanding and silly pride! He's--_hear him +now!_--he's mocking at pain and sorrow and--and _death_!" + +Then she ran out of the room and down the long stairs and across the +lawn to her own house, where a noisy and jubilant section of the Old +Guard waited. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +It was happily clear at breakfast that Stephen Lorimer had more or less +made his peace--and Honor's peace--with his wife. Like his beloved Job, +whom he knew almost by heart, he had ordered his cause and filled his +mouth with arguments, and Mildred Lorimer had come to see something +rather splendidly romantic in her daughter's quest for her true love. +Stephen, who never appeared at breakfast, was down on time, heavy-eyed +and flushed, and Honor saw with a pang, in the stern morning light, that +he was middle-aged. Her gay young stepfather! His spirit had put a +period at nineteen, but his tired body was settling back into the slack +lines of the late fifties. Her mother had changed but little, thanks to +the unruffled serenity of her spirit and the skillful hands which cared +for her. + +"Muzzie," Honor had said, meeting her alone in the morning, "you are a +marvel! Why, you haven't a single gray hair!" + +"It's--well, I suppose it's because I have it taken care of," said Mrs. +Lorimer, flushing faintly. "It's not a dye. It's not in the least a +dye--it simply _keeps_ the original color in the hair, that's all. I +wouldn't think of using a dye. In the first place, they say it's really +dangerous,--it seeps into the brain and affects your mind, and in the +second place it gives your face a hard look, always,--and besides, I +don't approve of it. But this thing Madame uses for me is _perfectly_ +harmless, Honor." + +"It's perfectly charming, Muzzie," said her daughter, giving her a +hearty hug. It was a good world this morning. The breakfast table was +gay, and Kada beamed. Takasugi had made countless pop-overs--Honor's +favorites--and Kada was slipping in and out with heaping plates of them. +"Pop-all-overs" the littlest Lorimer called them, steaming, +golden-hearted. Honor had sung for them and the Old Guard the night +before and even the smallest of the boys was impressed and was treating +her this morning with an added deference which flowered in many passings +of the marmalade and much brotherly banter. The girl herself was +radiant. Nothing could be very wrong in a world like this. Suppose Jimsy +had slipped once--twice--half a dozen times, when she was far away +across the water? One swallow didn't make a spring and one slip (or +several) didn't make a "Wild King" out of Jimsy. She was going to find +him and talk it over and straighten it out and bring him back here where +he belonged, where they both belonged, where they would stay. His +expulsion from Stanford really simplified matters, when you came to +think of it; now there need be no tiresome talk of waiting until he +graduated from college. And she had not the faintest intention of going +back to Italy. Just as soon as Jimsy could find something to do (and her +good Stepper would see to that) they would be married and move into the +old King house, and _how_ she would love opening it up to the sun and +air and making it gay with new colors! All this in her quiet mind while +she breakfasted sturdily with her noisy tribe. Good to be with them +again, better still to be coming back to them, to stay with them, to +live beside them, always. + +Her train went at ten and the boys would be in school and her mother had +an appointment with the lady whose ministrations kept her hair at its +natural tint and Honor would not hear of her breaking it, so it was her +stepfather only who took her to the station. She was rather glad of that +and it made her put an unconscious extra fervor, remorsefully, into her +farewells to the rest. Just as she was leaving her room there was a +thump on her door and a simultaneous opening of it. Ted, her eldest +Carmody brother, came in and closed the door behind him. He was a Senior +at L. A. High, a football star of the second magnitude and a personable +youth in all ways, and her heart warmed to him. + +"Ted,--dear! I thought you'd gone to school!" + +"I'm just going. Sis,--I"--he came close to her, his bonny young face +suddenly scarlet--"I just wanted to say--I know why you're going down +there, and--and I'm for you a million! He's all right, old Jimsy. Don't +you let anybody tell you he isn't. I--you're a sport to pike down there +all by yourself. _You're all right_, Sis! I'm strong for you!" + +"Ted!" The distance between them melted; she felt the hug of his hard +young arms and there was a lump in her throat and tears in her eyes, but +she fought them back. He would be aghast at her if she cried. He +wouldn't be for her a million any longer. She must not break down though +she felt more like it than at any time since her arrival. She kept +silent and let him pat her clumsily and heavily till she could command +her voice. "I'm glad you want me to go, Teddy." + +"You bet I do. You stick, Sis! _And don't you let Carter spill the +beans!_" + +"Why, Ted, he----" + +"You keep an eye on that bird," said the boy, grimly. "You keep your +lamps lit!" + +She repeated his words to her stepfather as they drove to the station. +"Why do you suppose he said that, Stepper?" + +Stephen Lorimer shrugged. "I don't think he meant anything specific, +T. S., but you know the kids have never cared for Carter." + +"I know; it's that he isn't their type. They haven't understood him." + +"Or--it's that they have." + +"Stepper! You, too?" Honor was driving and she did not turn her head to +look at him, but he knew the expression of her face from the tone of her +voice. "Do you mean that, seriously?" + +"I think I do, T. S. Look here,--we might as well talk things over +straight from the shoulder this morning. Shall we?" + +"Please do, Stepper." She turned into a quieter street and drove more +slowly, so that she was able to face him for an instant, her face +troubled. + +"Want me to drive?" + +"No,--I like the feel of the wheel again, after so long. You talk, +Stepper." + +"Well, T. S., I've no tangible charge to make against Carter, save that +his influence has been consistently bad for Jimsy since the first day +he limped into our ken. Consistently and--_persistently_ bad, T. S. You +know--since we're not dealing in persiflage this morning--that Carter is +quite madly, crazily, desperately in love with you?" + +"I--yes, I suppose that's what you'd call it, Stepper. He--rather lost +his head last summer,--the night before you sailed." + +"But the night before we sailed," said her stepfather, drawing from his +neatly card-indexed memory, "it was with me that you held a little last +session." + +"Yes,--but on my way upstairs. The lift had stopped, you know. I was +frightfully angry at him and said something cruel, but the next morning +he looked so white and wretched and wrote me such a pathetic letter, +asking me to forgive and forget and all that sort of thing, and I sent +him a wire to the steamer, saying I would." + +"Ah! That was his telegram. We wondered." + +"And he's been very nice since, in the few letters I've had from him." + +"I daresay. But Ted's right, Top Step. In the parlance of the saints you +_do_ 'want to keep your lamps lit.' Carter, denied health and strength +and physical glory, has had everything else he's ever wanted except +you,--and he hasn't given you up yet." + +Honor nodded, her face flushed, her eyes straight ahead. + +"And now--more plain talk, T. S. This is a fine, sporting, rather +spectacular thing you're doing, going down to Mexico after Jimsy, and +I'm absolutely with you, but--if the worst should be true--if the boy +really has gone to pieces--you won't marry him?" + +"No," said the girl steadily, after an instant's pause. "If Jimsy should +be--like his father--I wouldn't marry him, Stepper. There shouldn't +be--any _more_ 'Wild Kings.' But I'd never marry any one else, and--oh, +but it would be a long time to live, Stepper, dear!" + +"I'm betting you'll find him in good shape,--and keep him so, Top Step. +At any rate, however it comes out, you'll always be glad you went." + +"I know I will." + +"Yes; you're that sort of woman, T. S.,--the 'whither thou goest' kind. +I believe women may roughly be divided into two classes; those who +passively let themselves be loved; those who actively love. The former +have the easier time of it, my dear." His tired eyes visioned his wife, +now closeted with Madame. He sighed once and then he smiled. "And they +get just as much in return, let me tell you,--more, I really believe. +But I want you to promise me one thing." + +"What?" + +"That you'll never give up your singing. Keep it always, T. S. There'll +be times when you need it--to run away to--to hide in." + +She nodded, soberly. + +His eyes began to kindle. "Every woman ought to have something! Men +have. It should be with women as with men--love a thing apart in their +lives, not their whole existence! Then they wouldn't agonize and wear on +each other so! I believe there's a chapter in that, for my book, Top +Step." + +"I'm sure there is," said Honor, warmly. They had reached the station +now and a red cap came bounding for her bags. "And I won't even try to +thank you, Stepper, dear, for all----" + +"Don't be a goose, T. S.,--look! There are your Mexicans!" + +Honor followed his eyes. "Aren't they _delicious_?" They hurried toward +them. "The girl's adorable!" + +"They all are." Stephen Lorimer performed the introductions with proper +grace and seriousness and they all stood about in strained silence until +the Senora was nervously sure they ought to be getting on board. "Might +as well, T. S.," her stepfather said. She was looking rather white, he +thought, and they might as well have the parting over. Honor was very +steady about it. "Good-by, Stepper. I'll write you at once, and you'll +keep us posted about Mr. King?" She stood on the observation platform, +waving to him, gallantly smiling, and he managed his own whimsical grin +until her train curved out of sight. One in a thousand, his Top Step. +How she had added to the livableness of life for him since the day she +had gravely informed her mother that she believed she liked him better +than her own father, that busy gentleman who had stayed so largely Down +Town at The Office! Stephen Lorimer was too intensely and healthily +interested in the world he was living in to indulge in pallid curiosity +about the one beyond, but now his mind entertained a brief wonder ... +did he know, that long dead father of Honor Carmody, about this glorious +girl of his? Did he see her now, setting forth on this quest; this +pilgrimage to her True Love, as frankly and freely as she would have +gone to nurse him in sickness? He grinned and gave himself a shake as he +went back to the machine,--he had lost too much sleep lately. He would +turn in for a nap before luncheon; Mildred would not be out of her +Madame's deft hands until noon. + +The family of Menendez y Garci-a beamed upon Honor with shy cordiality. +Senor Menendez was a dapper little gentleman, got up with exquisite care +from the perfect flower on his lapel to his small cloth-topped patent +leather shoes, but his wife was older and larger and had a tiny, stern +mustache which made her seem the more male and dominant figure of the +two. Mariquita, the girl, was all father, and she had been a year in a +Los Angeles convent. The mother wore rich but dowdy black and an +impossible headgear, a rather hawklike affair which appeared to have +alighted by mistake on the piles of dusky hair where it was shakily +balancing itself, but Mariquita's narrow blue serge was entirely modish, +and her tan pumps, and sheer amber silk hose, and her impudent hat. The +Senor spent a large portion of his time in the smoker and the Senora +bent over a worn prayer book or murmured under her breath as her fingers +slipped over the beads in her lap, but the girl chattered unceasingly. +Her English was fluent but she had kept an intriguing accent. + +"Ees he not beautiful, Mees Carmody, my Papa?" She pushed the accent +forward to the first syllable. "And my poor _Madrecita_ of a homely to +chill the blood? _But_ a saint, my mawther. Me, I am not so good. Also +_gracias a Dios_, I am not so----" she leaned forward to regard herself +in the narrow strip of mirror between the windows and--a wary eye on the +Senora--applied a lip stick to her ripe little mouth. She wanted at once +to know about Honor's sweethearts. "_A fe mia_--in all your life but one +_novio_? Me, I have now seex. So many have I since I am twelve years I +can no longer count for you!" She shrugged her perilously plump little +shoulders. "One! Jus' like I mus' have a new hat, I mus' have a new +_novio_!" + +They were all a little formal with her until after they had left El Paso +and crossed the Mexican border at Juarez, when their manner became at +once easy, hospitable, proprietary. They pointed out the features of the +landscape and the stations where they paused, they plied her unceasingly +with the things they purchased every time the train hesitated long +enough for _vendadors_ to hold up their wares at the windows,--_fresas_ +(the famous strawberries in little leaf baskets), _higos_ (fat figs), +_helado_ (a thin and over-sweet ice cream), and the delectable _Cajeta +de Celaya_, the candy made of milk and fruit paste and magic. They were +behind time and the train seemed to loiter in serenest unconcern. Senor +Menendez came back from the smoker with a graver face every day. The +men who came on board from the various towns brought tales of unrest and +feverish excitement, of violence, even, in some localities. + +If his friends could not be sure of meeting Honor at Cordoba and driving +her to the Kings' _hacienda_ the Senor himself would escort her, after +seeing his wife and daughter home. Honor assured him that she was not +afraid, that she would be quite safe, and she was thoroughly convinced +of it herself; nothing would be allowed to happen to her on her way to +Jimsy. + +"Your father is so good," she said gratefully to Mariquita. + +"Yes," she smiled. "My Papa ees of a deeferent good; he ees glad-good, +an' my _Madrecita_ ees sad-good. Me--I am _bad_-good! You know, I mus' +go to church wiz my mawther, but my Papa, he weel not go. He nevair say +'No' to my mawther; he ees _too_ kind. Jus' always on the church day he +is seek. _So_ seek ees my poor Papa on the church day!" She flung back +her head and laughed and showed her short little white teeth. + +But Senor Menendez had an answer to his telegram on the morning of the +day on which they were to part; his friend, the eminent _Profesor_, +Hidalgo Morales, accompanied by his daughter, Senorita Refugio, would +without fail be waiting for Miss Carmody when her train reached Cordoba +and would see her safely into the hands of her friends. Honor said +good-by reluctantly to the family of Menendez y Garcia; the beautiful +little father kissed her hand and the grave mother gave her a blessing +and Mariquita embraced her passionately and kissed her on both cheeks +and produced several entirely genuine tears. She saw them greeted by a +flock of relatives and friends on the platform but they waved devotedly +to her as long as she could see them. Then she had a quiet and solitary +day and in the silence the old anxieties thrust out their heads again, +but she drove them sturdily back, forcing herself to pay attention to +the picture slipping by the car window,--the lovely languid _tierra +caliente_ which was coming to meet her. The old _Profesor_ and his +daughter were waiting for her; shy, kindly, earnest, less traveled than +the Menendez', with a covered carriage which looked as if it might be a +relic of the days of Maximilian. Conversation drowsed on the long drive +to the Kings' coffee plantation; the Senorita spoke no English and +Honor's High School Spanish got itself annoyingly mixed with Italian, +and the old gentleman, after minute inquiries as to her journey and the +state of health of his cherished friend, Senor Felipe Hilario Menendez +y Garcia, sank into placid thought. It was a ridiculous day for winter, +even to a Southern Californian, and the tiny villages through which they +passed looked like gay and shabby stage settings. + +The _Profesor_ roused at last. "We arrive, Senorita," he announced, with +a wave of his hand. They turned in at a tall gateway of lacy ironwork +and Honor's heart leaped--"_El Pozo_." Richard King. + +"The name is given because of the old well," the Mexican explained. "It +is very ancient, very deep--without bottom, the _peons_ believe." They +drew up before a charming house of creamy pink plaster and red tiles, +rioted over by flowering vines. "I wait but to make sure that Senor or +Senora King is at home." A soft-eyed Mexican woman came to the door and +smiled at them, and there was a rapid exchange of liquid sentence. "They +are both at home, Senorita. We bid you farewell." + +The servant, wide-eyed and curious, had come at his command to take +Honor's bags. + +"Oh--but--surely you'll wait? Won't you come in and rest? It was such a +long, warm drive, and you must be tired." + +He bowed, hat in hand, shaking his handsome silver head. "We leave you +to the embraces of your friends, Senorita. One day we will do ourselves +the honor to call upon you, and Senor and Senora King, whom it is our +privilege to know very slightly. For the present, we are content to have +served you." + +"Oh," said Honor in her hearty and honest voice, holding out a frank +hand, "this is the _kindest_ country! _Every one_ has been so good to +me! I wish I could thank you enough!" + +The old gentleman stood very straight and a dark color surged up in his +swarthy face. "Then, dear young lady, you will perhaps have the +graciousness to say a pleasant word for us in that country of yours +which does not love us too well! You will perhaps say we are not all +barbarians." He gave an order to his coachman and the quaint old +carriage turned slowly and precisely and started on its long return +trip, the _Profesor_, still bareheaded, bowing, his daughter beaming and +kissing her hand. Honor held herself rigidly to the task of seeing them +off. Then--_Jimsy!_ Where was he? She had had a childish feeling that he +would be instantly visible when she got there; she had come from Italy +to Mexico,--from Florence to a coffee plantation beyond Cordoba in the +_tierra caliente_ to find him,--and journeys ended in lovers' meeting, +every wise man's son--and daughter--knew. The nods and becks and +wreathed smiles of the serving woman brought her back to earth. + +"Senora King?" She asked, dutifully, for her hostess--her unconscious +hostess--first. + +"_Si Senorita! Pronto!_" The servant beckoned her into a dim, cool +_sala_ and disappeared. "Well, I know what that means," Honor told +herself. "'Right away.' Oh, I _hope_ it's right away!" + +But it was not. The Kings, like all sensible people, were at their +_siesta_; twenty racking moments went by before they came in. Richard +King was older than Jimsy's father but he had the same look of race and +pride, and his wife was a plain, rather tired-looking Englishwoman with +very white teeth and broodingly tender blue eyes which belied the +briskness of her manner. + +"I am Honor Carmody." + +"You are----" Mrs. King came forward, frowning a little. + +"I--I am engaged to your nephew--to Jimsy King. I think you must have +heard of me." + +"My dear, of course we have! How very nice to see you! But--how--and +where did you----" + +The girl interrupted breathlessly. "Oh, please,--I'll tell you +everything, in a minute. But I must know about him! I came from Italy +because--because of his trouble at college. Is he--is he----" she kept +telling herself that she was Honor Carmody, the tomboy-girl who never +cried or made scenes--Jimsy's Skipper--her dear Stepper's Top Step; she +was not a silly creature in a novel; she would not scream and beg them +to tell her--_tell her_--even if they stood there staring at her for +hours longer. And then she heard Richard King saying in a voice very +like his brother's, a little like Jimsy's: + +"Why, the boy's all right! Ab-so-lutely all right! Isn't he, Madeline? +Steady as a clock. That college nonsense----" + +And then Honor found herself leaning back in a marvelously comfortable +chair by an open window and Mr. King was fanning her slowly and strongly +and Mrs. King was making her drink something cool and pungent, and +telling her it was the long, hot drive out from Cordoba in the heat of +the day and that she mustn't try to talk for a little while. Honor +obeyed them docilely for what she was sure was half an hour and which +was in fact five minutes and then she sat up straight and decisively. +"I'm _perfectly_ all right now, thank you. Will you tell me where I can +find Jimsy?" + +"I expect he's taking his nap down at the old well. I'll send for him. +You must be quiet, my dear." + +She got to her feet and let them see how steady she was. "_Please_ let +me go to him!" + +"But Josita will fetch him in less time, my dear, and we'll have Carter +called, too, and----" Mrs. King stopped abruptly at the look in the +girl's eyes. "Josita will show you the way," she said in quite another +tone. "You must carry my sunshade and not walk too quickly." + +Honor tried not to walk too quickly but she kept catching up with the +Mexican serving woman and passing her on the path, and falling back +again with a smile of apology, and the woman smiled in return, showing +white, even teeth. It was not as long a walk as it seemed, but their +pace made it consume ten interminable minutes. At length the twisting +walk twisted once more and gave on a cleared space, meltingly green, +breathlessly still, an ancient stone well in its center. + +Josita gestured with a brown hand. "_Alla esta Senorito Don Diego! +Adios, Senorita!_" + +"_Gracias!_" Honor managed. + +"_Te nada!_" She smiled and turned back along the way they had come. "It +is nothing!" she had said. Nothing to have brought her on the last stage +of her long quest! Jimsy was asleep in the deep grass in the shade. She +went nearer to him, stepping softly, hardly breathing. He was stretched +at ease, his sleeves rolled high on his tanned arms, his tanned throat +bare, his crisp hair rolling back from his brow in the old stubborn +wave, his thick lashes on his cheek. His skin was as clean and clear as +a little boy's; he looked a little boy, sleeping there. She leaned over +him and he stirred and sighed happily, as if dimly aware of her +nearness. She tried to speak to him, to say--"Jimsy!" but she found she +could not manage it, even in a whisper. So she sat down beside him and +gathered him into her arms. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +They had a whole hour entirely to themselves and it went far toward +restoring the years that the locusts had eaten. It was characteristic of +them both that they talked little, even after the long ache of silence. +For Jimsy, it was enough to have her there, in his arms, utterly his--to +know that she had come to him alone and unafraid across land and sea; +and for Honor the journey's end was to find him clear-eyed and +clean-skinned and steady. Stephen Lorimer was right when he applied +Gelett Burgess' "caste of the articulate" against them; they were very +nearly of the "gagged and wordless folk." Yet their silence was a rather +fine thing in its way; it expressed them--their simplicity, their large +faith. It was not in them to make reproaches. It did not occur to Jimsy +to say--"But why didn't you let me know you were coming?--At least you +might have let me have the comfort of knowing you were on this side of +the ocean!" And Honor never dreamed of saying "But Jimsy,--to rush from +Stanford down here without sending me a line!" + +Therefore it was somewhat remarkable that it came out, in the brief +speeches between the long stillnesses, that Honor knew that Carter had +telephoned to his mother as they passed through Los Angeles, and that +Mrs. Van Meter had spoken of Honor's return, and she had naturally +supposed he would tell Jimsy; and that Jimsy had written her a ten page +letter, telling with merciless detail of the one wild party of protest +in which he had taken part, of his horror and remorse, of his +determination to go to his people in Mexico and stay until he was +certain he had himself absolutely in hand and had made up his mind about +his future. + +"Well, it will be sent back to me from Florence," said Honor, +contentedly. + +"Funny it wasn't there almost as soon as you were--I sent it so long +ago!--The night after that party, and I didn't leave for over two weeks, +and that makes it--well, anyhow, it's had time to be back. But it +doesn't matter now." + +"No, it doesn't matter, now, Jimsy. I won't read it when it does come, +because it's all ancient history--ancient history that--that never +really happened at all! But I'm glad you wrote me, dear!" She rubbed +her cheek against his bronzed face. + +"Of course I'd tell you everything about it, Skipper." + +"Of course you would, Jimsy." + +They were just beginning to talk about the future--beyond hurrying back +to Jimsy's father--when Carter came for them. He called to them before +he came limping into the little cleared space, which was partly his tact +in not wanting to come upon them unannounced, and partly because he +didn't want, for his own sake, to find them as he knew he would find +them, without warning. As a matter of fact, while Honor lifted her head +with its ruffled honey-colored braids from Jimsy's shoulder, he kept his +arm about her in brazen serenity. + +Carter's eyes contracted for an instant, but he came close to them and +held out his hand. "Honor! This is glorious! But why didn't you wire and +let us meet you? We never dreamed of your coming! Of course, the mater +told me you were on your way home, but I didn't tell old Jimsy here, as +long as you hadn't. I knew you meant some sort of surprise. I thought +he'd hear from you from L. A. by any mail, now." + +"Say, Cart', remember that long letter I wrote Skipper, the night after +the big smear?" + +"Surely I do," Carter nodded. + +"Well, she never got it." + +"It passed her, of course. It will come back,--probably follow her down +here." + +"Oh, it'll show up sometime. I gave it to you to mail, didn't I?" + +"Yes, I remember it distinctly, because it was the fattest one of yours +I ever handled." + +He grinned ruefully. "Yep. Had a lot on my chest that night." + +"Mrs. King thought you ought to rest before dinner, Honor." + +"At least I ought to make myself decent!" She smoothed the collar +Jimsy's arms had crumpled, the hair his shoulder had rubbed from its +smooth plaits. "She must think I'm weird enough as it is!" + +But the Richard Kings had lived long enough in the turbulent _tierra +caliente_ to take startling things pretty much for granted. Honor's +coming was now a happily accepted fact. A cool, dim room had been made +ready for her,--a smooth floor of dull red tiles, some astonishingly +good pieces of furniture which had come, Mrs. King told her when she +took her up, from the Government pawnshop in Mexico City and dated back +to the brief glories of Maximilian's period, and a cool bath in a tin +tub. + +"You are so good," said Honor. "Taking me in like this! It was a +dreadful thing to do, but--I had to come to him." + +The Englishwoman put her hand on her shoulder. "My dear, it was a +topping thing to do. I--" her very blue eyes were pools of +understanding. "I should have done it. And we're no end pleased to have +you! We get fearfully dull, and three young people are a feast! We'll +have a lot of parties and divide you generously with our friends and +neighbors--neighbors twenty miles away, my dear! We'll do some +theatricals,--Carter says your boy is quite marvelous at that sort of +thing." + +"Oh, he _is,"_ said Honor, warmly, "but I'm afraid we ought to hurry +back to his father!" + +"I'll have Richard telegraph. Of course, if he's really bad, you'll have +to go, but we do want you to stay on!" She was moving about the big +room, giving a brisk touch here and there. "Have your cold dip and rest +an hour, my dear. Dinner's at eight. Josita will come to help you." She +opened the door and stood an instant on the threshold. Then she came +back and took Honor's face between her hands and looked long at her. +"You'll do," she said. "You'll do, my girl! There's no--no royal road +with these Kings of ours--but they're worth it!" She dropped a brisk +kiss on the smooth young brow and went swiftly out of the room. + +To the keen delight of the hosts there was a fourth guest at dinner, a +man who was stopping at another _hacienda_ and had come in to tea and +been cajoled into staying for dinner and the night. He was a personage +from Los Angeles, an Easterner who had brought an invalid wife there +fifteen years earlier, had watched her miraculous return to pink plump +health and become the typical California-convert. He had established a +branch of his gigantic business there and himself rolled semiannually +from coast to coast in his private car. Honor and Jimsy were a little +awed by touching elbows with greatness but he didn't really bother them +very much, for they were too entirely absorbed in each other. He seemed, +however, considerably interested in them and looked at them and listened +to them genially. The Kings were thirstily eager for news of the +northern world; books, plays, games, people--they drank up names and +dates and details. + +"We must take a run up to the States this year," said Richard King. + +"It would be jolly, old dear," said his wife, levelly, her wise eyes on +his steady hands. "If the coffee crop runs to it!" + +"There you have it," he growled. "If the coffee crop is bad we can't +afford to go,--and if it's good we can't afford to leave it!" + +"But we needn't mind when we've house parties like this! My word, +Rich'--fancy having four house guests at one and the same blessed time!" +She led the way into the long _sala_ for coffee. + +"Yes,--isn't it great? Drink?" Richard King held up a half filled +decanter toward his guest. + +The personage shook his head. "Not this weather, thanks. That enchanted +well of yours does me better. Wonderful water, isn't it?" + +"Water's all right, but it's a deuce of a nuisance having to carry every +drop of it up to the house." + +"Really? Isn't it piped?" + +"Ah, but it will be one day, Rich'! I expect the first big coffee crop +will go there, rather than in a trip to the States. But it is rather a +bother, meanwhile." + +"But you have no labor question here." + +"Haven't we though? With old Diaz gone the old order is changed. This +bunch I have here now are bad ones," King shook his head. "They may +revolute any minute." + +"Oh, Rich'--not really?" + +"I daresay they'll lack the energy when it comes to a show-down, +Madeline. But this man Villa is a picturesque figure, you know. He +appeals to the _peon_ imagination." + +The guest was interested. "Yes. Isn't it true that there's a sort of +Robin Hood quality about him--steals from the rich to give to the +poor--that sort of thing?" + +"That's more or less true, but the herd believes it utterly." He sighed. +"It was a black day for us when Diaz sailed." + +Jimsy King had been listening. "But, Uncle Rich', they _have_ had a +rotten deal, haven't they?" + +His uncle shrugged. "Got to treat 'em like cattle, boy. It's what they +are." + +"Well, it's what they'll always be if you keep on treating 'em that +way!" Jimsy spoke hotly and his uncle turned amused eyes on him. + +"Don't let that Yaqui fill you up with his red tales!" + +"But you'll admit the Yaquis have been abused?" + +"Well, I believe they have. They're a cut above the _peon_ in +intelligence and spirit. But--can't have omelette without breaking +eggs." He turned again to his elder guest. "This boy here has been +palling about with a Yaqui Indian he made me take in when he was here +last time." + +The great man nodded. "Yes,--I've seen them together. Magnificent +specimen, isn't he?" + +"They are wonderfully built, most of them. This chap was pretty badly +used by his master--they are virtually slaves, you know,--and bolted, +and Jimsy found him one night----" + +The boy got up and came over to them. "Starving, and almost dead with +weakness and his wounds,--beaten almost to death and one of his ears +hacked off! And Uncle Rich' took him in and kept him for me." + +His uncle grinned and flung an arm across his shoulder. "And had the +devil--and many _pesos_ to pay to the local _jefe_ and the naturally +peevish gentleman who lost him. But at that I'll have to admit he's the +best man on the _rancho_ to-day." He threw a teasing look at Honor, +glowing and misty-eyed over Jimsy's championing of the oppressed. "The +only trouble is, I suppose Jimsy will take him with him when he sets up +housekeeping for himself. What do you think, Maddy? Could Yaqui Juan be +taught to buttle?" + +"No butlers for us, Uncle Rich'!" Jimsy was red but unabashed. "We might +rent him for a movie star and live on his earnings. We aren't very clear +yet as to what we _will_ live on!" + +The personage looked at him gravely. "You are going to settle in Los +Angeles?" + +"_Yes!_" said Jimsy and Honor in a breath. The good new life coming +which would be the good old life over again, only better! + +"Oh," said Mrs. King, "I forgot,--I asked them to come up from the +quarters and make music for you! They're here now! Look!" She went to +the window and the others followed. The garden was filled with vaguely +seen figures, massed in groups, and there was a soft murmur of voices +and the tentative strumming of guitars. "Shall we come out on the +veranda? You'll want a _rebozo_, Honor,--the nights are sharp." She +called back to the serving woman. "Put out the lights, Josita." + +They sat in the dusk and looked out into the veiled and shadowy spaces +and the dim singers lifted up their voices. The moon would rise late; +there was no light save the tiny pin points of the cigarettes; it gave +the music an elfin, eerie quality. + +"Pretty crude after Italy, eh, Honor?" Richard King wanted to know. + +"Oh, it's delicious, Mr. King! Please ask them to sing another!" + +"May we have the _Golondrina_?" the eldest guest wanted to know. + +"Well--how about it, Maddy? Think we're all cheerful enough? We know +that two of us are! All right!" He called down the request and it seemed +to Honor that a little quiver went through the singers in the shadow. +The guitars broke into a poignant, sobbing melody. + +"I don't know what the words mean," said the personage under his breath. +"I don't believe I want to know. I fancy every one fits his own words to +it." + +"Or his own need," said Richard King's wife. She slipped her hand into +her husband's. The melody rose and fell, sobbed and soared. Honor drew +closer to Jimsy and he put his arm about her and held her hard. "Yes," +he whispered. "I know." The man who had asked for _Golondrina_ sat with +bent head and his cigar went out. Only Carter Van Meter, as once long +ago in Los Angeles, seemed unmoved, unstirred, scatheless. + +There was a little silence after the music. Then the personage said, +"You know, I fancy that's Mexico, that song!" + +Jimsy King wheeled to face him through the dusk. "Yes, sir! It's true! +That _is_ Mexico,--everything that's been done to her,--and everything +she'll do, some day!" + +"It's--beautiful and terrible," said Honor. "I had to keep telling +myself that we are all safe and happy, and that nothing is going to +happen to us!" + +Carter laughed and got quickly to his feet. "I suggest indoors and +lights--and Honor! Honor must sing for us!" + +She never needed urging; she sang as gladly as a bird on a bush. The +Kings were parched for music; they begged for another and another. She +had almost to reproduce her recital in Florence. Jimsy listened, rapt +and proud, and at the end he said--"Not too tired for one more, Skipper? +Our song?" + +"Never too tired for that, Jimsy!" She sat down again and struck her +stepfather's ringing, rousing chords. Instantly it ceased, there in the +room, to be Mexico; it was as if a wind off the sea blew past them. The +first verse had them all erect in their chairs. She swung into the +second, holding a taut rein on herself: + + + The sand of the desert is sodden red; + Red with the wreck of a square that broke; + The gatling's jammed and the colonel dead, + And the regiment blind with dust and smoke: + The River of Death has brimmed his banks; + And England's far and Honor's a name, + But the voice of a school boy rallies the ranks-- + Play up! Play up! and--Play the Game! + + +Honor sat still at the piano. She did not mean to lift her eyes until +she could be sure they would not run over. Why did that song always +sweep her away so?--from the first moment Stepper had read her the words +in the old house on South Figueroa Street, all those years ago? Why had +she always the feeling that it had a special meaning for her and for +Jimsy--a warning, a challenge? Jimsy came over to stand beside her, +comfortably silent, and then, surprisingly, the personage came to stand +beside Jimsy. + +"I've been wondering," he said, "if you hadn't better come in to see me +one day, when we're all back in Los Angeles? You haven't any definite +plans for your future, have you?" + +"No, sir," said Jimsy. "Only that I've got to get something--quick!" He +looked at Honor, listening star-eyed. + +The great man smiled. "I see. Well, I think I can interest you. I've +watched you play football, King. I played football, forty years ago. I +like the breed. My boys are all girls, worse luck--though they're the +finest in the world----" + +"Oh, _yes_," said Honor, warmly. + +"But I like boys. And I like you, Jimsy King." He held out his hand. +"You come to me, and if you're the lad I think you are, you'll stay." + +"Oh, I'll come!" Jimsy stammered, flushed and incoherent. "I'll come! +I'll--I'll sweep out or scrub floors--or--or anything! But--I'm afraid +you don't----" he looked unhappily at Honor. + +"Yes, Jimsy. He's got to know." + +Jimsy King stood up very straight and tall. "You've got to know that I +was kicked out of college two months ago, for marching in a parade +against----" + +"For telling the truth," cried Honor, hot cheeked, "when a cowardly lie +would have saved him!" + +"But just the same, I was kicked out of college, and----" + +"Lord bless you, boy," said the personage, and it was the first time +they had heard him laugh aloud, "I know you were! And that's one reason +why I want you. _So was I!_" + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +There were telegrams from Stephen Lorimer and the doctor; James King's +condition remained unchanged. Honor and Jimsy decided to return at once, +but Richard King flatly refused to let them go. The next train after +Honor's had been held up just beyond Cordoba by a band of brigands, +supposed to be a section of Villistas, the passengers robbed and +mistreated and three of the train men killed. + +"Not a step without an escort," said Jimsy's uncle. + +Then Jimsy's new friend came to the rescue. He was eager to get home but +cannily aware of his own especial risk,--two wealthy Americans having +been recently taken and held for ransom. He had influence at the +Capital; he wrote and telegraphed and the replies were suave and +reassuring; reliable escort would be furnished as soon as +possible,--within the week, it was hoped. Meanwhile, there was nothing +for it but to wait. He went back to the _hacienda_ where he had been +visiting, and life--the merry, lyrical life of _El Pozo_, moved forward. +Jimsy's only woe was that he was condemned by her own decision to share +Honor lavishly with his uncle and aunt and their friends and Carter. +"Skipper, after all these years, leaving me for a darn' tea!" + +"Jimsy, dear," she scolded him, "you know that it's the very least I can +do, now isn't it--honestly? Think how lovely she's been to us, and how +much it means to her, having people here. And we've got all our lives +ahead of us, Jimsy! Be good! And besides"--she colored a little and +hesitated--"it's--not kind to Cartie." Then, at the sobering of his +face, "You know he--cares for me, Jimsy, and I don't believe it's just +cricket for us to--to sort of wave our happiness in his face all the +time." + +He sighed crossly. "But--good Lord, Skipper,--he's got to get used to +it!" + +"Of course,--but need we--rub it in, just now?" The fact was that Honor +was anxious. Carter was pallid, haggard, morose. The brief flare of +composure with which he had greeted her was gone; he showed visibly and +unpleasantly what he was suffering at the sight of their vivid and +hearty happiness. Mrs. King had commented pityingly on it to Honor and +it was simply not in the girl to go on adding to his misery. She began +to be very firm with Jimsy about their long walks or rides alone; she +accepted all Mrs. King's invitations and plans for them; she included +Carter whenever it was possible. These restrictions had naturally the +result of making Jimsy the more ardent in their scant privacy, and +Honor, amazingly free from coquetry though she was, must have sensed it. +Perhaps the truth was that she had in her, after all, something of +Mildred Lorimer's feeling for values and conventions; having flown from +Florence to Cordoba to her lover she was reclaiming a little of her +aloofness and cool ladyhood by this discipline. But she was entirely +honest in her wish to spare Carter so far as possible. Once, when Jimsy +was briefly away with his Yaqui henchman she asked Carter to walk with +her, but he decided for the dim _sala;_ the heat which seemed to +invigorate and vitalize Jimsy left him limp and spent. + +He brushed her generalities roughly aside. "Are you happy, Honor?" + +She lifted her candid eyes to his bleak young face. "Yes, Cartie. +Happier than ever before--and I've been happy all my life." + +He was silent for a moment as if sorting out and considering the things +he might say to her. "Well, you have a marvelous effect on Jimsy. I +don't believe he's taken a drop since you've been here." + +"He hasn't touched a drop since he came to Mexico, Carter,--Mr. King +told me that, and Jimsy told me himself!" Honor was a little declamatory +in her pride and he raised his eyebrows. + +"Really?" He limped over to the table where the smoking things were and +the decanter of whiskey and siphon of soda. "Let me have a look...." He +picked up the decanter and held it to the light. "The last time I looked +at it, it came just to the top of the design here,--and it does yet. +Yes, it's just where it was." + +"Carter! I call that spying!" + +He turned back to her without temper. "I call it looking after my +friend," he said gently. "I don't suppose you've let him tell you very +much about what happened at college?" + +"No, Carter. What's the use of it, now? He wrote it all to me, but the +letter must have passed me. It's a closed chapter now." + +"I hope to God it will stay closed," he said, haggardly. "But I'm +afraid, Honor; I'm horribly afraid for you." + +"I'm not afraid, Carter,--for myself or for Jimsy." She got up and +walked to the window; she was aware that she hated the dimness of the +_sala_; she wanted the honest heat of the sun. "Look!" she said, gladly. +Carter limped slowly to join her. Jimsy King was swinging toward them +through the brazen three o'clock glare, his Yaqui Juan by his side. They +were a sightly and eye-filling pair. They might have been done in bronze +for studies of Yesterday and To-day. "_Look_!" said Honor again. "Oh, +Carter, do you think any--any horrible dead trait--any clammy dead +hand--can reach up out of the grave to pull him down?" + +Carter was silent. + +A high and cleanly anger rose in the girl. "Carter, I don't want to hurt +you,--oh, I know I hurt you all the time, in one way, and I can't help +that,--I don't want to be unkind, but--are you sure it isn't because +you--care--for me that you have this hopeless feeling about Jimsy?" She +faced him squarely and made him meet her eyes. "Carter! Tell me." + +His unhappy gaze struggled with her level look and slipped away. "Of +course I want you myself, Honor. I want you--horribly, unbearably, but I +do honestly feel it's wrong for you to marry Jimsy King." + +"But, Carter--see how nearly his father won out! Every one says that if +his mother had lived--And his Uncle Richard! He's absolutely free from +it, now. And the very look of Jimsy is enough to show you----" + +But Carter had turned and was staring moodily at the decanter. "It comes +so suddenly, Honor ... with such frightful unexpectedness. Remember, +when we were youngsters, the World's Biggest Snake, 'Samson,'--exhibited +in a vacant store on Main Street, and how keen we all were about him?" + +Honor kindled to the memory. "I adored him. He had a head like a nice +setter's and he wasn't cold or slimy a bit!" + +"Remember what the man told us about his hunger? How he'd go three +months without anything, and then devour twenty live rabbits and +chickens and cats?" + +She nodded, frowning. "I know. It was awful." + +"But the point was the suddenness. They never knew when the hunger would +seize him. The fellow said that it came like a flash. He was gentle as a +lamb for weeks on end--and then it came. He'd pounce on the keeper's pet +rabbit--his dog--the man himself if he were within reach. He was an +utterly changed creature; he was just--an _appetite_." He stood staring +somberly at the decanter. "That's the way it comes, Honor." + +It seemed to be getting dimmer and dimmer in the _sala_. Honor found +herself wishing with all her heart for her stepfather. Stephen Lorimer +would know how to answer; how to parry,--to combat this thing. She felt +her own weapons clumsy and blunt, but such as they were she would use +them. + +"But it isn't coming ever again, Carter! I tell you it isn't coming! And +I want you to stop saying and thinking that it is! Now I'm going to +Jimsy!" + +In the wide out-of-doors, under the unbelievably blue sky and the +stinging sun, with Jimsy and Yaqui Juan, life was sound and whole again. +The Indian, tall as a pine, looked at her with eyes of respectful +adoration and smiled his slow, melancholy smile, as she swung off with +the boy, down the path which led to the old well. + +"Juan approves of me, doesn't he?" said Honor, contentedly. + +"Of course; you're my woman!" She loved his happy impudence. "Aren't +you, Skipper?" They had passed the twist in the path--the path which was +like a moist green tunnel through the tropic jungle--which hid them from +the house and she halted and went swiftly into his arms. + +"Yes, Jimsy! _Yes!_ And--I've been stingy and mean to you but I won't +be, any more. Carter must just--stand things." + +"_Skipper!_" He wasn't facile with words, Jimsy King, but he was able to +make himself clear. + +"Jimsy, isn't it wonderful--the all-rightness of everything? Being +together again, and----" + +"Going to be together always! And my job waiting! Isn't the old boy a +wonder? I saw him, just now. He says he's heard from Mexico City and +it's O. K. to start Thursday. They're going to send the escort." + +"In two days," said Honor, blissfully, "we'll be on our way home! Jimsy, +in two days!" + +But in two days dizzyingly, terrifyingly much had happened. The pleasant +little comedy of life at _El Pozo_ had changed to melodrama, crude and +strident. They had been attacked by a band of _insurrectos_, a wing of +Villa's hectic army, presumably; the _peons_, with the exception of the +house servants and Yaqui Juan, had gone gleefully over to the enemy; +Richard King had been wounded in his hot-headed defense of his +_hacienda_, shot through the shoulder, and was running a temperature; +the telephone wires were cut; infinitely worse than all, the besiegers +had taken possession of the well and they were entirely without water. + +There had been, of course, the usual supply in the house at the time of +the attack and it had been made to last as long as was humanly possible, +the lion's share going to the wounded man, but they had arrived, now, at +the point of actual suffering. His role of helpless inaction was an +intolerable one for Jimsy King to play. To know that--less than a +quarter of a mile away, down the moist green path through the tropic +verdure--was the well; to see Honor's dry lips and strained eyes, +Carter's deathly pallor, to hear his uncle, out of his head, mercifully, +most of the time, begging for water, meant a constant battle with +himself not to rush out, to make one frantic try at least, but he knew +that the deeper courage of patient waiting was required of him. They +could only conjecture what the invaders meant to do,--whether they +intended to have them die of thirst, whether they meant to rush the +house when it suited their pleasure--raggedly fortified and guarded by +Jimsy and Carter and the half dozen of the faithful. Jimsy had talked +the latter probability over steadily with Honor and she understood. + +"Jimsy," she managed not to let her teeth chatter, "it's like a play +or--or a Wild West tale, isn't it? Like a 'Frank Merriwell'--remember +when you used to adore those things?" + +"No, Skipper, it's not like a 'Frank Merriwell'; he could always _do_ +something...." Jimsy's strong teeth ground together. + +"Yes--'Blooey, blooey! Fifteen more redskins bit the dust!'" + +"Skipper, you _wonder_! You brick!" + +"Jimsy, I--there's no use talking about things that may never happen, +because _of course_ help will get here, but if it should not--if they +should rush us, and we couldn't keep them out"--her hoarse voice +faltered but her eyes held his--"you won't--you wouldn't let them--take +me, Jimsy?" + +"No, Skipper." + +"Promise, Jimsy?" + +"Promise, Skipper. 'Cross my heart!'" The old good foolish words of the +old safe days, here, now, in this hideous and garish present! + +With that pledge she was visibly able to give herself to a livelier +hope. "But of course Yaqui Juan got through to the Grants' _hacienda_! +Can you imagine him failing us, Jimsy?" + +He shook his head. "He'll make it if any man living could." The Indian +had slipped through the _insurrectos_ in the first hour, as soon as it +had been known that the wires were cut. Unless the Grants, too, were +besieged, they would be able to telephone for help for _El Pozo_, and +if they were likewise in duress, Yaqui Juan would go on to the next +_rancho_,--on and on until he could set the wheels of rescue in motion. +"I wish to God I had his job. _Doing something_----" + +Carter came into the _sala_. He was terrifyingly white but with an +admirable composure. "Steady, old boy," he said, putting his frail hand +on Jimsy's shoulder. "Sit tight! We depend on you. And you're doing"--he +looked at the decanter, as if measuring its contents with his +eye--"gloriously, splendidly, old son! I know the strain you're under. +You're a bigger man even than I thought you were, Jimsy." + +Honor went away to sit with Mrs. King and the sick man and both boys +stared unhappily after her. "If Skipper were only out of this----" Jimsy +groaned. + +"And whose fault is it that she's in it?" Carter snarled. Two red spots +sprang into his white cheeks. + +"Why--Cart'!" Jimsy backed away from him, staring. + +"Whose fault is it, I say?" Carter followed him. "If she hadn't been +terrified over you, if she hadn't the insane idea of duty and loyalty to +you, would she have come? Would she?" + +Jimsy King sat down and looked at him, aghast. "Good Lord, +Cart'--that's the truth! That shows what a mutt I am. It hasn't struck +me before. It's all my fault." + +"Whatever happens to Honor--_whatever happens to her_--and death +wouldn't be the worst thing, would it?--it's your fault. Do you hear +what I say? It's all your fault!" In all the years since he had known +him Jimsy had never seen Carter Van Meter like this,--cool Carter, with +his little elegancies of dress and manner, his studied detachment. This +was a different person altogether,--hot-eyed, white-lipped, snarling. +"Your fault if she dies here, dies of thirst; your fault if they get in +here and carry her off, those filthy brutes out there." + +"They'll never ... get her," said Jimsy King. His face was scarlet and +he was breathing hard and clenching and unclenching his hands. + +"Yes," Carter sneered, "yes! I know what you mean! You feel very heroic +about it. You feel like a hero in a movie, don't you? Noble of you, +isn't it? Slay the heroine with your own hands rather than let her----" + +"Oh, for God's sake, Cart'!" Jimsy got up and came toward him. "Cut it +out! What's the good of talking like that? We're in it now, all of us, +and we've got to stick it out. I know it's harder on you because you're +not strong, but----" + +"Damn you! 'Not strong--' Not built like an ox--muscles in my brain +instead of my legs! Because I cared for something else besides rolling +around in the mud with a leather ball in my arms----" + +"Key down, old boy." Jimsy was cool now, unresentful; he understood. +Poor old Cart' ... he couldn't stand much suffering. + +"That's how you got Honor, when she was a child, with no sense of +values, but you haven't held her! You can't hold her." + +"Cart', I'm not going to get sore at you. I know you're about all in. +You don't know what you're saying." + +"Don't I? Don't I? You listen to me. Honor Carmody never really loved +you; it was a silly boy-and-girl, calf love affair, and when she +realized it she stood by, of course,--she's that sort. She kept the +letter of her promise, but she couldn't keep the spirit." + +"Key down, old top," said Jimsy King again, grinning. "I'm not going to +get sore, but I don't want to use up my breath laughing at you. +_Skipper_--going back on me!" He did laugh, ringingly. + +"She hasn't gone back on you; except in her heart. Good God, Jimsy +King, what do you think you are to hold a girl like that--with her +talent and her success and her future? She's only stuck by you because +it was her creed, that's all." + +"Look here, Cart', I'm not going to argue with you. It's not on the +square to Skipper even to talk about it, but don't be a crazy fool. +Would she have come to me here--from Italy, if she didn't----" + +"Yes. Yes, she would! She's pledged to see it through--to stand by you +as all the other miserable women have stood by the men of your +family,--if you're cad enough to let her." + +That caught and stuck. "If I'm--cad enough to let her," said Jimsy in a +curiously flat voice. But the mood passed in a flash. "It's no use +talking like that, Carter. Of course I know I'm not good enough or +brainy enough--or _anything_ enough for Skipper, but she thinks I am, +and----" + +"You poor fool, she doesn't think so. I tell you she's only standing by +because she said she would. I tell you she cares for some one else." + +"That's a lie," said Jimsy King with emphasis but without passion. The +statement was too grotesque for any feeling over it. + +Carter stopped raving and snarling and became very cool and coherent. +"I think I can prove it to you," he said, quietly. + +"You can't," said Jimsy, turning and walking toward the door. + +"Are you afraid to listen?" He asked it very quietly. + +"No," said Jimsy King, wheeling. "I'm not afraid. Go ahead. Get it off +your chest." + +"Well, in the first place,--hasn't she kept you at arm's length here? +Hasn't she insisted on being with other people all the time,--on having +me with you?" + +"Cart', I hate to say it, but that's because she's sorry for you." + +"And for herself." + +The murky dimness of the _sala_ was pressing in on Jimsy as it had on +the girl, that other day. He was worn with vigil and torn with thirst, +sick with dread of what might any moment come to them,--with remorse for +bringing Honor there, tormented with his helplessness to save her. Even +at his best he was no match for the other's cleverness and now he was in +the dust, blaming and hating himself. He stood there in silence, +listening, and Carter's hoarse voice, Carter's plausible words, went on +and on. "But I don't believe it," Jimsy would say at intervals. "She +doesn't care for you, Cart'. She's all mine, Skipper is. She doesn't +care for you." + +"Wait!" Carter took out his wallet of limp leather with his initials on +it in delicately wrought gold letters and opened it. "I didn't mean to +show you this, but I see that I must. It was last summer. I--I lost my +head the night before we sailed, and let Honor see.... Then I asked +her.... I didn't say, 'Will you marry me?' because I knew there was no +hope of that so long as she thought there was a chance of saving you by +standing by you. I asked her--something else. And she sent me this wire +to the boat at Naples." + +Jimsy did not put out his hand to take the slip of paper which Carter +unfolded and smoothed and held toward him. It was utterly still in the +_sala_ but from an upper room came the sound of Richard King's voice, +faint, thick, begging for water, and from somewhere in the distance a +muffled shot ... three shots. + +Carter held the message up before Jimsy's eyes: + + + Carter Van Meter care Purser S. S. _Canopic Naples_ + Yes. + HONOR. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +If Stephen Lorimer, far to the north in the safe serenity of the old +house of South Figueroa Street, could have envisaged the three of them +that day his chief concern would not have been for their bodily danger. +It would have seemed to him that the intangible cloud settling down over +them was a more tragic and sinister thing than the _insurrectos_ +besieging them, than the thirst which was cracking their lips and +swelling and blackening their tongues. + +He was to remember and marvel, long afterward, that his thought on that +date had tugged uneasily toward them all day and evening. Conditions, so +far as he knew, were favorable; the escort for the personage would be a +stout one and under his wing the boy and girl would be safe, and James +King was waiting for them, spinning out his thread of life until they +should come to him. Nevertheless, he found himself acutely unhappy +regarding them, aware of an urgent and instant need of being with them. + +They had never, in all their blithe young lives, needed him so cruelly. +He could not have driven back the bandits, but he could have driven back +the clouds of doubt and misery and misunderstanding; he could not have +given them water for their parched throats but he could have given them +to drink of the waters of understanding; he could have relieved the +drought in their wrung young hearts. He would have seen, as only a +looker-on could see, what was happening to them. He would have yearned +over Honor, fronting the bright face of danger so gallantly but stunned +and crushed by the change in Jimsy, over Jimsy himself, setting out to +do an incredibly stupid, incredibly noble deed, absolutely convinced by +the sight of her one-word telegram that she loved Carter (and humbly +realizing that she might well love Carter, the brilliant Carter, better +than his unilluminated self), seeing the thing simply and objectively as +he would be sure to do, deciding on his course and pursuing it as +definitely as he would take a football over the line for a touchdown. He +would even have yearned over Carter, at the very moment when the youth +fulfilled his ancient distrust of him. He would have understood as even +Carter himself did not, by what gradual and destructive processes he had +arrived at the point of his outbreak to Jimsy; would have realized in +how far his physical suffering--infinitely harder for him than for the +others--had broken down his moral fiber; how utterly his very real love +for Honor had engulfed every other thought and feeling. And he would +have seen, in the last analysis, that Carter was sincere; he had come at +last to believe his own fabrications; he honestly believed that Honor's +betrothed would go the way of all the "Wild Kings"; that Honor would be +ruining her life in marrying him. + +But Stephen Lorimer was hundreds and thousands of miles away from them +that day of their bitter need, making tentative notes for a chapter on +young love for his unborn book, listening to the inevitable mocking-bird +in the Japanese garden, waiting for Mildred Lorimer to give him his tea +... wearing the latest of his favorites among her gowns.... + +Madeline King was spent with her vigil and Honor had coaxed her to lie +down for an hour and let her take the chair beside Richard King's bed. + +"Very well, my dear. I'll rest for an hour. I'll do it because I know I +may want my strength more, later on." She seemed to have aged ten years +since the day Honor had come to _El Pozo_, but she came of fighting +blood, this English wife of Jimsy's uncle. "I'm frightfully sorry you're +let in for this, Honor, but it's no end of a comfort, having you. Call +me if he rouses. I daresay I shan't really sleep." + +Honor sat on beside him, fanning him until her arm ached, resting it +until he stirred again, trying to wet her dry lips with her thickened +tongue. She wasn't thinking; she was merely waiting, standing it. It was +a relief not to talk, but she must talk when she was with the boys +again; it helped to keep them up, to keep an air of normality about +things. + +Jimsy King had read the message Carter held up to him and gone away +without comment, and Carter had stayed on in the _sala_. It was almost +an hour before Jimsy came back. Honor's stepfather would have marked and +marveled at the change so brief a little space of time had been able to +register in the bonny boy's face. The flesh seemed to have paled and +receded and the bones seemed more sharply modeled; more insistent; and +the eyes looked very old and at the same time pitifully young. He was +very quiet and sure of himself. + +"Jimsy," said Carter, "I shouldn't have told you, _now_, but I went off +my head." + +Jimsy nodded. "The time doesn't matter, Cart'. I just want to ask you +one thing, straight from the shoulder. I've been thinking and thinking +... trying to take it in. Sometimes I seem to get it for a minute, that +Skipper cares for you instead of me, and then it's gone again. All I can +seem to hang on to is that telegram." The painful calm of his face +flickered and broke up for an instant and there was an answering +disturbance in Carter's own. "I keep seeing that ... all the time. But +there's no use talking about it. What I want to ask you is this, +Cart'"--he went on slowly in his hoarse and roughened voice--"you +honestly think Skipper is sticking to me only because she thinks it's +the thing to do? Because she thinks she must keep her word?" + +Carter swallowed hard and tried to moisten his aching throat, and he did +not look at his friend. + +"Is that what you honestly believe, Cart'?" + +Carter brought his eyes back with an effort and his heart contracted. +Jimsy King--_Jimsy King_--the boy he had envied and hated and loved by +turns all these years; Jimsy King, idolized, adored in the old safe +days--the old story book days-- + + + King! King! King! + K-I-N-G, KING! + G-I-N-K, GINK! + He's the King Gink! + He's the King Gink! + He's the King Gink! + K-I-N-G, King! KING! + + +The Jimsy King, the young prince who had had everything that all the +wealth of Ali Baba's cave couldn't compass for Carter Van Meter ... +standing here before him now, his face drained of its color and joy, +begging him for a hope. There was a long moment when he hesitated, when +the forces within him fought breathlessly and without quarter, but--long +ago Stephen Lorimer had said of him--"_there's nothing frail about his +disposition ... his will doesn't limp._" He wrenched his gaze away +before he answered, but he answered steadily. + +"That is what I believe." + +Jimsy was visibly and laboriously working it out. "Then, she's only +sticking to me because she thinks I'm worth saving. If she thought I was +a regular 'Wild King,' if she believed what her mother and a lot of +other people have always believed, she'd let go of me." + +"I believe she would," said Carter. + +"Then," said Jimsy King, "it's really pretty simple. She's only got to +realize--to _see_--that I'm not worth hanging on to; that it's too late. +That's all." + +"What do you mean?" + +He walked over to the little table and picked up the decanter of whisky +and looked at it, and the scorn and loathing in his ravaged young face +were things to marvel at, but Honor Carmody, coming into the room at +that moment, could not see his expression. His back was toward her and +she saw the decanter in his hand. + +"_Jimsy!_" She said it very low, catching her breath. + +His first motion was to put it down but instead he held it up to the +fast fading light at the window and grinned. "It's makin' faces at me, +Skipper!" + +"_Jimsy_," she said again, and this time he put it down. + +Honor began hastily to talk. "Do you think Juan will try to come back, +or will he wait and come with the soldiers?" + +"He'll come back," said Jimsy with conviction. "He must have found the +wires down at the first place he tried, or he'd have been here before +this. Yes--as soon as he's got his message through, he'll come back to +us. I hope to God he brings water." + +"But did he realize about the well? He got away at the very first, you +know, and they weren't holding the well, then." + +"He'll have his own canteen, won't he?" said Jimsy crossly. + +Honor's eyes mothered him. "Mrs. King really slept," she said +cheerfully. "She said she had a good nap, and dreamed!" She sat down in +a low chair and made herself relax comfortably; only her eyes were +tense. She never did fussy things with her hands, Honor Carmody; no one +had ever seen her with a needle or a crochet hook. She was either doing +things, vital, definite things which required motion, or she was still, +and she rested people who were near her. "Well, he'll be here soon +then," she said contentedly. "And so will the soldiers. Our Big Boss +will have us on his mind, Jimsy. He'll figure out some way to help us. +Just think--in another day--perhaps in another hour, this will all be +over, like a nightmare, and we'll be back to regular living again. And +_won't_ we be glad that we all stood it so decently?" It was a stiff, +small smile with her cracked lips but a stout one. "You know, I'm pretty +proud of all of us! And won't Stepper be proud of us? And your dad, +Jimsy, and your mother, Cartie!" Her kind eyes warmed. "I'm glad she +hasn't had to know about it until we're all safe again." She was so +hoarse that she had to stop and rest and she looked hopefully from one +to the other, clearly expecting them to take up the burden of talk. But +they were silent and presently she went on again. "You know, boys, it's +like being in a book or a play, isn't it? We're--_characters_--now, not +just plain people! I suppose I'm the leading lady (though Mrs. King's +the real _heroine_) and we've got two heroes and no villain. The +_insurrectos_ are the villain--the villain in bunches." Suddenly she sat +forward in her chair, her eyes brightening and a little color flooding +her face. "Boys, it's our song come true! Now I know why I always got so +thrilled over that second verse,--even the first time Stepper read it to +us,--remember how it just bowled me over? And it seemed so remote from +anything that could touch our lives,--yet here we are, in just such a +tight place." They were listening now. "There isn't any desert or +regiment or gatling, and Mr. King isn't dead, only dreadfully hurt, but +it fits, just the same! We've got this thirst to stand ... and it's a +good deal, isn't it? Those _insurrectos_ down there,--planning we don't +know what, perhaps to rush the house any moment-- + + + The River of Death has brimmed his banks; + And England's far, and Honor's a name-- + + +That means to us that L. A. is far, and South Figueroa Street ... all +the safe happy things that didn't seem wonderful then...." + +"'_Honor's a name_,'" said Jimsy under his breath. + +"Oh," said the girl, "I never noticed that before! Isn't that funny? +Well-- + + + The voice of a school boy rallies the ranks! + + +That fits! And won't we be thankful all our lives--all our snug, safe, +prosy lives--that we were sporting now?-- That we all played the +game?" Her eyes were on Jimsy, reassuring him, staying him. "When this +is all over----" + +He cut roughly into her sentence. "Oh, for God's sake, Skipper, let's +not talk!" + +Again he had to bear the mothering of her understanding eyes. "All +right, Jimsy. We won't talk, then. We'll sit here together"--she changed +to the chair nearest his and put her hand on his arm--"and wait for Juan +and----" + +He sprang to his feet. "I wish you'd leave me alone!" he said. "I wish +you'd go upstairs and stay with Aunt Maddy and Uncle Rich'. I want to be +by myself." + +She did not stir. "I think I'll stay with you, Jimsy." + +His voice was ugly now. "When I don't want you? When I tell you I'd +rather be alone?" + +Honor was still for a long moment. She rose and went to the door but +she turned to look at him, a steady, intent scrutiny. "All right, Jimsy. +I'll go. I'll leave you alone. I'll leave you alone because--I know I +_can_ leave you alone." She seemed to have forgotten Carter's presence. +She held up the hand which wore the old Italian ring with the hidden +blue stone of constancy. "I'm 'holding hard,' Jimsy." + +Soon after dark Yaqui Juan came. He had been waiting for three hours, +trying to get past the sentries; it had been impossible while there was +any light. He was footsore and weary and had only a little water in his +canteen, but he had found the telephone wires still up at the second +_hacienda_, the owner had got the message off for him, and help was +assuredly on the way to them. There was the off chance, of course, that +the soldiers might be held up by another wing of the _insurrectos_, but +there was every reason to hope for their arrival next day. Jimsy King +sent the Yaqui up to Honor with the canteen, and the Indian returned to +say that the Senorita had not touched one drop but had given it to the +master. + +Carter dragged himself away to his room and Jimsy and Yaqui Juan talked +long together in the quiet _sala_. It was a cramped and halting +conversation with the Indian's scant English and the American's halting +Spanish; sometimes they were unable to understand each other, but they +came at last to some sort of agreement, though Juan shook his head +mutinously again and again, murmuring--"_No, no! Senor Don Diego! No!_" + +It was almost midnight when Jimsy called them all down into the _sala_. +They came, wondering, one by one, Carter, Mrs. King,--Richard King had +fallen asleep after his half dozen swallows of water--and Honor, and +Josita, her head muffled in her _rebozo_, her brown fingers busy with +her beads. + +Jimsy King was standing in the middle of the room, standing insecurely, +his legs far apart, the decanter in his hand, the decanter which had +been more than half full when Honor left the room and had now less than +an inch of liquor in it. Yaqui Juan, his face sullen, his eyes black and +bitter, crouched on the floor, his arms about his knees. + +Honor did not speak at all. She just stood still, looking at Jimsy until +it seemed as if she were all eyes. _"It comes so suddenly_,"--Carter had +told her--"like the boa constrictor's hunger ... _and then he was +just--an appetite_." + +"Ladies'n gem'mum," said Jimsy, thickly, "goin' shing you lil' song!" +Then, in his hoarse and baffled voice he sang Stanford's giddy old saga, +"The Son of a Gambolier." + +They all stiffened with horror and disgust. Mrs. King wept and Josita +mumbled a frightened prayer, and Carter, red and vehement, went to him +and tried to take the decanter away from him. Only Honor Carmody made no +sign. + + + I'm a son of a son of a son of a gun of a son of a Gambolier, + + +sang Jimsy King. He looked at every one but Honor. + + + Like every honest fellow, I love my lager beer---- + + +--"And my 'skee!" he patted the decanter. + +Madeline King put her arms about Honor. "Come away, my dear," she said. +"Come upstairs." + +"No," Jimsy protested. "Don' go 'way. Got somep'n tell you. Shee this +fool Injun here? Know wha' he's goin' do? Goin' slide out'n creep down +to ol' well. Says _insur_--_insur-rectos_ all pretty drunk now ... +pretty sleepy.... Fool Injun's goin' take three--four--'leven canteens +... bring water back for you. Not f' me! _I_ got somep'n better. 'Sides, +he'll get killed ... nice'n dead ... _fancy_ dead ... cut ears off ... +cut tongue out firs'! Not f' me! _I'm_ goin' sleep pret' soon. Firs' +I'll shing you lil' more!" Again the rasping travesty of melody: + + + Some die of drinkin' whisky, + Some die of drinkin' beer! + Some die of diabetes, + An' some---- + + +"Shut up, you drunken fool!" said Carter, furiously. + +"Oh," said Jimsy, blinking his eyes rapidly, bowing deeply. "Ladies +present. I shee. My mishtake. My mishtake, ladies! Well, guesh I go +sleep now. Come on. Yac', put me to bed 'fore you go. Give you lil' +treat. All work'n no play makes Yac' a dull boy!" He roared over his own +wit. The Indian, his face impassive, had risen to his feet and now Jimsy +cast himself into his arms and insisted on kissing him good-night, +clinging all the while to the decanter with its half inch of whisky. + +Carter wrenched it away from him. "You'll kill yourself," he said, in +cold disgust. + +"Well," said his friend, reasonably, "ishn't that the big idea? Wouldn' +you razzer drink yourself to death'n die of thirst?" + +They were making for the door now in a zigzag course, and when they +passed Honor, Jimsy stayed their progress. He held out his hand and +spoke to her, but he did not meet her eyes. "Gimme ring," he said, +crossly. + +"What do you mean?" said Honor. + +"Gimme back ring ... busted word ... busted engagement ... want ring +_anyway_ ... maybe nozzer girl ... _you_ can't tell!" His hoarse voice +rose querulously. "Gimme ring, I shay!" + +Honor shrank back from him against Mrs. King. "Jimsy," she said, "when +the boy that gave me this ring comes and asks me for it, he can have it. +_You_ can't!" + +His legs seemed to give way beneath him, at that, and Yaqui Juan half +led, half dragged him out of the room. + +Mrs. King wept again but Honor's eyes were dry. Carter started to speak +to her but she stopped him. "Please, Carter ... I can't ... talk. I +think I'd like to be alone." + +"Oh, my dear, please come up with me," Mrs. King begged, "it's so cold +here, and----" + +"I have to be alone," said Honor in her worn voice. + +"Then you must have this," said the older woman, finding comfort in +wrapping her in her own _serape_. It was a gay thing, striped in red and +white and green, the Mexican colors; it looked as if it had been made +to wear in happy days. + +They went away and left her alone in the _sala_. She didn't know how +long she had sat there when she saw a muffled figure crawling across the +veranda. She opened the door and stepped out, nodding to the _peon_ on +guard there, leaning on his gun. "Juan?" she called softly. + +The crouching, cringing figure hesitated. "Si," came the soft whisper. +He kept his head shrouded. She knew that he was sick with shame for the +lad he had worshiped; he did not want to meet her gaze. She could +understand that. It did not seem to her that she could ever meet any +one's eyes again--kind Mrs. King's, Carter's--her dear Stepper's. +Suddenly it came to her with a positive sense of relief and escape that +perhaps there would be no need for facing any one after to-night.... +Perhaps this was to be the last night of all nights. It might well be, +when Jimsy King slept in a drunken stupor and a Yaqui Indian slave went +out with his life in his hands to help them. She crossed the veranda and +leaned down and laid her hand on the covered head. Her throat was so +swollen now that she could hardly make herself heard. "_Tu es amigo +leal, Juan_," she said. "Good friend; good friend!" Then in her careful +Spanish--"Go with God!" + +He had been always an impassive creature, Yaqui Juan, his own personal +sufferings added to the native stoicism of his race, but he made an odd, +smothered sound now, and caught up the trailing end of her bright +_serape_ and pressed his face against it for an instant. Then he crept +away into the soft blackness of the tropic night and Honor went back +into the empty _sala_. She wished that she had seen his face; she was +mournfully sure she would never see it again. It did not seem humanly +possible for any one to go into the very midst of their besiegers +encamped about the well, fill the canteens and return alive, but it was +a gallant and splendid try, and she would have liked a memory of his +grave face. It would have blotted out the look of Jimsy King's face, +singing his tipsy song. She thought she would keep on seeing that as +long as she lived, and that made it less terrible to think that she +might not live many more hours. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +They would not leave her alone. Carter came to stay with her and she +sent him away, and then Madeline King came, her very blue eyes red +rimmed and deep with understanding, but Honor could not talk with her +nor listen to her. She went away, shaking her head, and Josita came in +her place. Honor did not mind the little Mexican serving woman. She did +not try to talk to her. She just crouched on the floor at her feet and +prayers slipped from her tongue and her fingers: + + + _Padre Nuestra qui estas en los cielos--_ + + +and presently: + + + _Santa Maria--_ + + +Honor found herself listening a little scornfully. Was there indeed a +Father in the heavens or anywhere else who concerned Himself about +things like this? Josita seemed to think so. She was in terror, but she +was clinging to something ... somewhere.... Honor decided that she did +not mind the murmur of her voice; she could go on with her thinking just +the same. _Jimsy._ _Jimsy King_--Jimsy--"Wild"--King. What was she going +to do? What had she promised Stepper that day on the way to the train? +It all came back to her like a scene on the screen--the busy +streets--the feel of the wheel in her hands again--Stepper's slow +voice--"But, if the worst should be true, if the boy really has gone to +pieces, you won't marry him?" And her own words--"No; if Jimsy should +be--like his father--I wouldn't marry him, Stepper. There shouldn't be +any _more_ 'Wild Kings.'" + +That was her promise to her stepfather, her best friend. But what had +been her promise to Jimsy, that day on the shore below the Malibou Ranch +when they sat in the little pocket of rocks and sand and sun, and he had +given her the ring with the clasped hands? Hadn't she said--"I do +believe you, Jimsy. I'll never stop believing you!" Yes, but how was she +to go on believing that he would not do the thing she saw him do? How +compass that? Her love and loyalty began to fling themselves against +that solid wall of ugly fact and to fall back, bruised, breathless. + +Jimsy King of the hard muscles and winged heels, the essence of +strength and sunny power; Jimsy King, collapsed in the arms of Yaqui +Juan, failing her in the hour of her direst need. Jimsy, her lover, who +had promised her she should never go alive into those dark and terrible +hands ... Jimsy, who could not lift a finger now to defend her, or to +put her beyond their grasp. It became intolerable to sit still. She +sprang up and began to walk swiftly from wall to wall of the big room, +her heels tapping sharply on the smooth red tiles. Josita lifted +mournful eyes to stare at her for an instant and then returned to her +beads. Honor paused and looked out of the window. She could see nothing +through the inky blackness. Perhaps Yaqui Juan was creeping back to them +now, the canteens of precious water hung about his neck,--and perhaps he +was dead. There had been no shots, but they would not necessarily shoot +him. There were other ... awfuller ways. And Jimsy King was asleep. What +would he be like when he wakened, when he came to himself again? Could +he ever face her? Would he _live_?... And suppose she cast him +off,--then, what? She would go back to Italy, to the mountainous +_Signorina_. She would embrace her warmly and there would emanate from +her the faint odor of expensive soap and rare and costly scents, and +she would pat her with a puffy hand and say--"So, my good small one? The +sun has set, no? Ah, then, it does not signify whether one feel joy or +sorrow, so long as one feels. To feel ... that is to live, and to live +is to sing!" And she would go to work again, and sing in concert, and +take the place offered to her in the opera. And some day, when she went +for a holiday to Switzerland (she supposed she would still go on +holidays; people did, no matter what had happened to them) she would +meet Ethel Bruce-Drummond, hale and frank as the wind off the snow, and +she would say--"But where's your boy? I say, you haven't thrown him +over, have you?" + +Well, could you throw over what fell away from you? Could you? She +realized that she was gripping the old ring with the thumb and fingers +of her right hand, literally "holding hard." Was this what James King +had meant? Had Jeanie King, Jimsy's firm-chinned Scotch mother who so +nearly saved her man, had she held on in times like this? Surely no +"Wild King" had ever failed his woman as Jimsy had failed her, in the +face of such hideous danger. But did that absolve her? After all (her +love and loyalty flung themselves again against the wall and it seemed +to give, to sway) _was_ it Jimsy who had failed her? Wasn't it the +taint in his blood, the dead hands reaching up out of the grave, the +cruel certainty that had hemmed him in all his days,--the bitter +man-made law that he must follow in the unsteady footsteps of his +forbears? + +It wasn't Jimsy! Not _himself_; not the real boy, not the real man. It +was the pitiful counterpart of him. The real Jimsy was there, +underneath, buried for the moment,--buried forever unless she stood by! +(The wall was swaying now, giving way, crumbling.) Her pride in him was +gone, perhaps, and something of her triumphant faith, but her loyalty +was there and her love was there, bruised and battered and breathless; +not the rosy, untried, laughing love of that far-away day in the sand +and sun; a grave love, scarred, weary, argus-eyed. (The wall was down +now, a heap of stones and mortar.) She went upstairs to Jimsy's room and +knocked on the door. There was no answer. She knocked again, and after +an instant she tried to open it. It was locked, and she could not rouse +him, and a sense of bodily sickness overcame her for the moment. + +Madeline King came out of her husband's room and hurried to her. "Ah, I +wouldn't, my dear," she said. "Wait until he--wait a little while." She +put her arm about her and pulled her gently away. + +"I'll wait," said Honor in her rasping whisper. "I'll wait for him, no +matter how long it is." + +The Englishwoman's eyes filled. "My dear!" she said. "Do you mind +sitting with Richard a few moments? I find it steadies me to move about +a bit." + +"Of course I'll sit with him," said Honor, docilely, "but I'll always be +waiting for Jimsy." She sat down beside Richard King and took up the +fan. + +"He's been better ever since that bit of water," said his wife, +thankfully. "And Juan will fetch us more! Good soul! If ever we come out +of this, Rich' must do something very splendid for him." + +Carter went down into the _sala_. Honor had asked him to leave her, but +he found that he could not stay away from her; the remembrance of her +eyes when she looked at Jimsy was intolerable in the loneliness of his +own room. The big living room was empty but he supposed Honor would be +back presently, and he sat down in an easy chair and leaned his head +back and stared at the ceiling. He had arrived, very nearly, at the end +of his endurance. He knew it himself and he was husbanding his failing +strength as best he could. All his life, at times of illness or stress, +he had been subject to fainting fits; miraculously, in these dreadful +days, he had not fainted once, but now waves were rising about him, +almost submerging him. If the Indian came soon with the water ... if he +could once drink his fill ... if he could drink even a few drops ... he +could hold out. But the Indian had been gone for more than an hour, and +there was grave doubt of his ever coming back. + +His eyes, skimming the ceiling, dropped to the shelves of books which +ran about the room and rose almost to meet it. They came to a startled +halt on a vase of ferns on a high shelf. A vase of ferns. There must +have been water in it. _Perhaps there was water in it now!_ He was so +weak that it was a tremendous effort for him to drag himself out of his +chair and across the room, to climb up on the book ladder and reach for +it. He grew so dizzy that it seemed as if he must drop it. He shook it. +_Water!_ He lifted out the ferns and looked. It was almost full. He +stood there with it in his hand, his eyes on the doors. He wanted with +all his heart to call Honor, to share it. His heart and his mind wanted +to call her, but his hands lifted the vase to his dry lips and he drank +in great gulps. He stopped himself before he was half satisfied. He was +equal to that. Then he put the ferns back in the vase and the vase back +on the shelf and went into the hall and called upstairs to her. + +Honor came at once. "Oh, Carter, has Juan come?" + +"No, not yet! But I think--I hope--I've made a discovery! Look!" He +pointed to the vase. + +She caught her breath. "There might be water in it?" + +"Yes, I'm sure there is." Again, more steadily this time, he mounted the +little sliding book ladder and reached for the vase, and Honor stood +watching him with wide eyes, her cracked lips parted. + +"_Water?_" she whispered. + +He nodded solemnly, shaking the tall vase for her to hear the heartening +sound of it. When he stood on the floor he held it toward her. "You +first, Honor." + +"No." She was trembling. "We'll pour it out into a pitcher. If there's +enough to divide, we'll all have some. If there's just a little, we'll +give it to Mr. King." She went away, walking a little unsteadily, +putting out a hand here and there against the wall or the back of a +chair, and in a moment she came back with a tall glass pitcher. +"Careful, Cartie ... mustn't spill a drop...." + +There was less than a cupful of dark, stale water, with bits of fern +fronds floating in it. + +"Only enough for him," said Honor, her chin quivering. "Oh, Cartie, I'm +so thirsty ... so crazy thirsty...." + +"You must take it yourself," said Carter, sternly. "Every drop." He held +the pitcher up to her. + +Honor hesitated. "Cartie, I couldn't trust myself to drink it out of the +pitcher ... I'm afraid ... but I'll pour out about two teaspoonfuls for +each of us...." She poured an inch of water into a tiny glass. "You +first, Carter." + +"No," said Carter, "I'm not going to touch it. It's for you and the +Kings." + +"Carter! You're wonderful!" She drank her pitiful portion in three sips. +"There ... now you, please, Cartie! Just one swallow!" + +But Carter shook his head. "No; I don't need it. Shall I take this to +Mrs. King?" + +"Yes." Her sad eyes knighted him. + +Carter took the pitcher of water to Mrs. King without touching a drop of +it and helped her to strain the fern bits out of it through a +handkerchief before she began to give it to her husband in spoonfuls. +With the first sip he ceased his uneasy murmuring and she smiled up at +the boy. "Thank you, Carter. It's very splendid of you. Won't you take a +sip for yourself?" + +Carter said he did not need it. + +"You do look fresher, really. You've stood this thing extraordinarily +well. Did you give Honor some?" + +"She would take only a taste." + +Madeline King's eyes filled. "This is a black night for her, Carter. The +thirst--and the _insurrectos_--are the least of it for Honor." + +Carter's eyes were bleak. "But she had to know it some time. She had to +find it out, sooner or later. She couldn't have gone on with it, Mrs. +King." + +She sighed. "I never was so astounded, so disappointed in all my life. +One simply cannot take it in. He has been so absolutely steady ever +since he came down,--and so fine all through this trouble! And to fail +us now, when we need him so,--with Honor in such danger--" She gave her +husband the last of the water and then laid on his forehead the damp +handkerchief through which she had strained it. "It will break his +uncle's heart. He was no end proud of him." + +"She had to know it some time," said Carter, stubbornly. "Is there +anything I can do, Mrs. King?" + +"Nothing, Carter." + +"Then I'll go back to Honor." + +Something in his expression, in the way his dry lips said it, made the +woman smile pityingly. "Carter, I--I'm frightfully sorry for you, too." + +He drew himself up with something of the old concealing pride. "I'm +quite all right, thank you." + +She was not rebuffed. "You are quite all wretched," she said, "you poor +lad, and I'm no end sorry, but--Carter, don't think this ill wind of +Jimsy's will blow you any good." + +He flushed hotly through his strained pallor. + +"Ah," said the Englishwoman, gently, "you were counting on it. It's no +good, Carter. It's no good. Not with Honor Carmody." + +Carter did not answer her in words but there was angry denial in the +tilt of his head as he limped away, and she looked after him sadly. + +He found Honor limply relaxed in a long wicker chair. "Carter," she +whispered, "I wish I'd asked you to give Jimsy a taste of that water." + +"You think he deserves it?" He couldn't keep the sneer out of his voice. + +"No," she answered him honestly. "I don't think he deserves it ... but +he needs it." + +The words repeated themselves over and over in the other's mind. He +didn't deserve it, but he needed it. That was the way--the weak, +sentimental, womanish way in which she would reason it out about +herself, he supposed ... Jimsy King didn't deserve her, but he needed +her. He was deep in his bitter reflections when he realized that she +was speaking to him. + +"Cartie, I must tell you how fine I think you are! You were splendid ... +about the water ... not taking any ... when I know how you're +suffering." She had to speak slowly, and if Stephen Lorimer had stood +out in the hall he would never have recognized his Top Step's voice. "Of +course we believe help is coming ... that we'll be safe in a few hours +... but because we may not be ... this is the time for telling the +truth, isn't it, Carter? I want to tell you ... how I respect you.... +Once I said you were weak, when I was angry at you.... But now I know +you're strong ... stronger than--Jimsy ... with the best kind of +strength. I want you to know that I know that, Carty." + +"_Honor_!" The truth and the lie spun round and round in his aching +head; he _was_ stronger than Jimsy King; he hadn't made a drunken beast +of himself; suppose he had taken the first sip of the water?--He hadn't +taken it all. He was a better man than Jimsy King. He made a swift +motion toward her, saying her name brokenly in his choked voice, but he +crumpled suddenly and slid from his chair to the floor and was still. + +Honor flew to the foot of the stairs and called Mrs. King. "Carter has +fainted! Will you help me?" + +Mrs. King called the Mexican guard in from the porch to lift him to the +couch, and she and the girl fanned him and chafed his thin wrists. When +he came to himself he was intensely chagrined. "I'm all right," he said +impatiently, sitting up. "I wish you wouldn't bother." + +"Lie still for a bit," said Mrs. King. "You've had a nasty faint." + +Honor saw his painful flush. "Cartie, it's no wonder you fainted,--I +feel as if I might, any minute. And I did nearly faint once, didn't I, +Mrs. King? The day I arrived here--remember?" She remembered all too +keenly herself ... the instant of relaxed blackness that followed on the +sound of Richard King's hearty voice--"Why, the boy's all right! +Ab-so-lutely all right! Isn't he, Madeline? Steady as a clock. That +college nonsense--" And the contrast between that day of faith +triumphant and this dark night was so sharp and cruel that she could not +talk any more, even to comfort Carter. They were all silent, so that +they clearly heard the unlocking, the opening, the closing of the door +of Jimsy's room, and then a step--a swift, sure step upon the stair. + +Then Yaqui Juan walked into the _sala_. + +"_Juan!_" They sprang at him, galvanized into life and vigor at the +sight of him. But he stood still, staring at them with a look of scorn +and dislike, his arms folded across his chest. + +"_Juan_," Mrs. King faltered,--"_no agua_?" It was incredible. He was +back, safely back, untouched, not even breathing hard. Where was the +water he had risked his life to bring them? The Englishwoman began to +cry, childishly, whimpering. "I can't bear it ... I can't bear it ... I +wanted it for Rich' ... for Rich'!" + +The Indian did not speak, but his scornful, accusing eyes, raking them +all, came to rest on Honor, fixing her with pitiless intensity. + +The girl was shaking so that she could hardly stand; she caught hold of +the back of a tall chair to steady herself. "Juan,--you came out of +Senor Don Diego's room?" she whispered. + +"_Si, Senorita._" He was watching the dawning light in her face, but the +sternness of his own did not soften. + +"You didn't go at all," wept Mrs. King, rocking to and fro and wringing +her hands. "You didn't go at all!" + +"_No, Senora._" + +Honor Carmody screamed, a hoarse, exultant shout. It was as she had +screamed in the old good days when Jimsy King, the ball clutched to his +side, tore down the field and went over the line for a touchdown. "Jimsy +went! Jimsy went! _Jimsy went!_ It was Jimsy! _Jimsy!_" She flung her +arms over her head, swaying unsteadily on her feet. Tears streamed from +her eyes and ran down over her white cheeks and into her parched mouth. +In that instant there was room for no fear, no terror; they would come +later, frantic, unbearable. Now there was only pride, pride and faith +and clean joy. "Jimsy! _Jimsy!_" Her legs gave way beneath her and she +slipped to the floor, but she did not cease her hoarse and pitiful +shouting. + +"How could he?" said Carter Van Meter. "It was impossible--in that +condition! Honor, he couldn't----" + +But Yaqui Juan strode to the little table where the empty decanter +stood, stooped, picked up a rough jug of decorative Mexican pottery from +an under shelf. Then, pausing until he saw that all their eyes were upon +him, he slowly poured its contents back into the decanter. The liquor +rose and rose until it reached the exact spot which Carter had pointed +out to Honor--the top of the design engraved on the glass. "_Mira_!" +said the Indian, sternly. + +"_God_," said Carter Van Meter. + +"He was acting! He was acting!" wept Mrs. King. + +But Jimsy's Skipper sat on the floor, waving her arms, swaying her body +like a yell leader, still shouting his name in her cracked voice, and +then, crazily, her eyes wide as if she visualized a field, far away, a +game, a gallant figure speeding to victory, she sang: + + + _You can't beat L. A. High!_ + _You can't beat L. A. High!_ + _Use your team to get up steam_ + _But you cant beat L. A. High!_ + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +The Indian looked at Honor and the bitterness in his eyes melted a +little. "_Esta una loca_," he said. + +It was quite true. She was a madwoman for the moment. They tried to +control her, to calm her, but she did not see or hear them. "Let her +alone," said Mrs. King. "At least she is happy, Carter. She'll realize +his danger in a minute, poor thing." She turned to Yaqui Juan at the +sound of his voice. He told her that he was going out after his young +lord. He was going to find Senor Don Diego, alive or dead. He had +promised him not to leave the locked room for two hours; he had kept his +word as long as he could endure it. Senor Don Diego had had time to come +back unless he had been captured. Now he, Yaqui Juan, whom the young +master had once saved, would go to him, to bring him back, or to die +with him. The solemn, grandiloquent words had nothing of melodrama in +them, falling from his grave lips. He took no pains to conceal his deep +scorn for them all. + +Madeline King thought of her husband, wounded, helpless. "Oh, +Juan--must you leave us? If--if something has happened to him it only +means your life, too!" + +"_Voy_!" said the Indian, "_I go_!" He turned and looked again at Honor, +this time with a warming pity in his bronze face. "_I will bring back +your man, Senorita_," he said in Spanish. "And this great strong +one"--he pierced Carter through with his black gaze--"shall guard you +till I come again." Then he smiled and flung at him that stinging +Spanish proverb which runs, "In the country of the blind the one-eyed +man is king!" Then he went out of the house, dropping to his hands and +knees, hugging the shadows, creeping along the tunnel of tropic green +which led to the ancient well. + +Honor stopped her wild singing and shouting then, but she still sat on +the floor, striking her hands softly together, her dry lips parted in a +smile of utter peace. + +"Come, Honor, take this chair!" Carter urged her, bending over her. + +"I don't want a chair, Cartie," she said, gently. "I'm just waiting for +Jimsy." She looked up and caught the expression on Madeline King's face. +"Oh, you mustn't worry," she said, contentedly. "He'll bring him back. +Yaqui Juan will. He'll bring him back _safe_. Why, what kind of a God +would that be?--To let anything happen to him, _now_?" Her defense was +impregnable. + +"Let her alone," said Mrs. King again. "She'll realize, soon enough, +poor child. Stay with her, Carter. I must go back to my husband." She +went away with a backward, pitying glance which yet held understanding. +She knew that danger and death and thirst were smaller things than +shame, this wife of a King who had held hard in her day. + +Carter sat down and watched her drearily. He wasn't thinking now. He was +nothing at all but one burning, choking thirst, one aching resentment +... Jimsy King, who had won, after all ... who had won alive or dead. + +Honor was silent for the most part but she was wholly serene. Sometimes +she spoke and her speech was harder to hear than her happy stillness. +"You know, Cartie, I can be glad it happened." She seemed to speak more +easily now, almost as if her thirst had been slaked; her voice was +clearer, steadier. "I should never have known how much I cared. It was +easy enough, wasn't it, to look at my ring and talk about 'holding hard' +when there wasn't really anything to hold _for_? I really found out +about caring to-night ... what it means. I guess I never really loved +him before to-night, Carter." She was not looking at him, hardly talking +to him; she seemed rather to be thinking aloud. Even if she had looked +him full in the face she would not have realized what she was doing to +him; there was only one realization for her now. "I guess I just loved +what he _was_--his glorious body and his eyes and the way his hair +_will_ wave--and what he could _do_--the winning, the people cheering +him. But to-night, when I thought--when I believed the very worst thing +in the world of him--when I thought he had failed me--then I found out. +Then I knew I loved--_him_." She leaned her head back against the arm of +the chair, and her hands rested, palm upward, in her lap. "It's worth +everything that's happened, to know that." She was mercifully still +again. Carter thought once that she must be asleep, she was breathing so +softly and evenly, but after a long pause she asked, with a shade of +difference in her tone, "How long has Juan been gone, Carter?" + +He looked at his watch. "Twenty minutes. Perhaps half an hour." + +Honor rose to her feet. "Well, then," she said with conviction, "they'll +be here soon! Any minute, now." + +"They may not come." He could not help saying it. + +"Oh, they'll come! They'll come very--" she stopped short at the sound +of a shot. "What was that?" she asked, childishly. + +"That was a shot," said Carter, watching her face. + +"But it wouldn't hurt Jimsy or Juan. They're nearly here! That was far +away, wasn't it, Carter?" Still her bright serenity held fear at bay. + +"Not very far, Honor." He wanted to see that calm of hers broken up; he +wanted cruelly to make her sense the danger. + +"But, Cartie," she explained to him, patiently, "you know nothing is +going to happen to Jimsy now, when I've just begun really to care for +him!" She opened the door and stepped out on the veranda, and he +followed her. "See--it's almost morning!" The east was gray and there +was a drowsy twittering of birds. + +"It's the false dawn," said Carter stubbornly. "Listen--" another shot +rang out, then three in quick succession. "I believe they're chasing +Juan!" + +The Mexican who was on guard held up a hand, commanding them to listen. +They held their breath. Through the soft silence they began to get the +sound of running feet, stumbling feet, running with difficulty, and in +another moment, up the green lane came Yaqui Juan, bent almost double +with the weight of Jimsy King across his back. + +"Honor!" Carter tried to catch her. "Come back! You mustn't--Are you +crazy?" + +But Honor and the Mexican who had been on guard at the steps were +running, side by side, to meet them. Yaqui Juan flung a word to the +_peon_ and he stood with his gun leveled, covering the path. + +"_Mira_!" said the Indian, proudly. "_Senorita_, I have brought back +your man!" + +"Skipper," cried Jimsy King in a strong voice, "get in the house! Get +_in_! I'm all right!" + +Then, unaccountably, inconsistently, all the terror she had not suffered +before laid hold on her. "Jimsy! You're hurt! You're wounded!" + +"Just a cut on the leg, Skipper! That's why I was so slow. It's nothing, +I tell you,--get in the house!" + +But Honor, running beside them, trying to carry a part of him, kept pace +beside them until Yaqui Juan had carried Jimsy into the house and up the +stairs and laid him on his own bed. + +"There are five canteens," said Jimsy. "Here--one's for you, Skipper. +Take the rest to Mrs. King, Juan. Skipper, drink it. Just a little at +first, you know--careful! Don't you hear what I'm saying to you? +Drink--the water--out of this canteen!" + +Mechanically, her eyes always on his face, Honor loosened the cap and +opened the canteen and drank. + +"There,--that's enough!" said Jimsy, sharply. "Now, wait five minutes +before you take any more." He took the canteen away from her. "Sit +down!" He was not meeting her eyes. + +"Did you have any, Jimsy?" + +"Gallons. I didn't have any trouble to speak of, really. Only one fellow +actually on guard. We had a little rough-house. He struck me in the leg, +and it bled a lot. That's what kept me. And it took--some time--with +him." + +"Jimsy, is it bad? Is it still bleeding? Let me see!" + +He pushed her away, almost roughly. "It's all right. Juan tied it up. +It'll do. I guess you can have a little more water, now,--but take it +slowly.... There! Now you'd better go and see about the rest. Don't let +them take too much at first." + +"I'm not going away," said Honor, quietly. "I'm not going to leave you +again, ever." She pulled her chair close beside the bed and took his +hand in both of hers. "Jimsy, I know. I know everything." + +"That darn' Indian," said Jimsy, crossly. "If he'd stayed in here, with +the door locked! I'd have been back in half an hour longer." + +"And he poured the whisky back into the decanter. Oh, Jimsy----" + +"Well, I suppose it was a fool stunt, but I knew I could put it over. I +did a booze-fighter in the Junior play,--and I guess it comes pretty +easy!" He turned away from her, his face to the wall. "I'd like to be +alone, now, Skipper. You'd better look after Cart'. Watch him on the +water. He'll kill himself if he takes too much." + +"Jimsy, I'm not going to leave you." + +He lifted himself on his elbow. "Skipper, dear," he said gently, "what's +the use? I suppose I took a crazy kid way to show you I wasn't worth +your sticking to, and I guess I'm not, if it comes to that, but the fact +remains, and we can't get away from it." + +"What fact, Jimsy?" + +"That you--care--for Carter." + +"Jimsy, have you lost your senses? I--care for _Carter_?" + +"He told me." + +"Then," said Honor, her eyes darkening, "he told you a lie." + +He dropped back on the pillow. He had lost a lot of blood before Yaqui +Juan found him and tied up his cut, and he looked white and spent. "Oh, +Skipper, please.... Let's not drag it out. I saw your message to him." + +"What message?" + +"The one you sent to the steamer, after he'd lost his head and told you +he loved you,--and--and asked you if you loved him." Difficult words; +grotesque and meaningless, but he must manage with them. "I'm not +blaming you, Skipper. I know I'm slow in the head beside Cart' and he +can give you a lot that I can't. And nothing--hanging over him. You'd +have played the game through to the last gun; I know that. But it +wouldn't have been right for any of us. I'm glad Cart' blew up and told +me." + +Honor laid his hand gently back on the bedspread of exquisite Mexican +drawnwork and stood up. "Carter showed you the telegram I sent him from +Genoa?" + +"Yes. He carries it always in his wallet." + +"He told you it meant that I loved him?" + +"Skipper, don't feel like that about it. It had to come out, some time." +His voice sounded weary and weak. + +She bent over him, speaking gently. "Be quiet, Jimsy; lie still. I'm +going to bring Carter up here." + +"Oh, Skipper, what's the use? You--you make me wish that greaser had +finished me, down at the well. Please----" + +"Wait!" + +He heard her feet in the hall, flying down the stairs, and he turned his +face to the wall again, his young mouth quivering. + +She found Carter lying on the wide couch, one arm trailing limply over +the side of it, the emptied canteen dangling from his hand, and he was +breathing with difficulty. His face was darkly mottled and congested but +Honor did not notice it. "Carter," she said, "I want you to come with me +and tell Jimsy how you lied to him. I want you to tell him what my +message really meant." + +"I--can't come--now," he gasped. "I can't--" he tried to raise himself +but he fell back on the pillows. + +"Then give me your wallet," she said, implacably, bending over him. + +"No, _no_! It isn't there--wait! By and by I'll----" but his eyes +betrayed him. + +Roughly, with fierce haste, she thrust her hand into his coat pocket and +pulled out his wallet of limp leather with the initials in slimly +wrought gold letters. + +"Please, Honor! Please,--let me--I'll give you--I'll find it--" he +clutched at her dress but she stepped back from the couch and he lost +his balance and fell heavily to the floor. + +When she pulled out the bit of closely folded paper with a sharp sound +of triumph there came with it a thick letter which dropped on the red +tiles. He snatched at it but Honor's downward swoop was swifter. She +stood staring at it, her eyes opening wider and wider, turning the plump +letter in her hands. + +"Jimsy's letter to me," she said at last in a flat, curious tone. "The +one he gave you to mail." She was not exclamatory. She was too utterly +stunned for that. She seemed to be considering a course of action, her +brows drawn. "I won't tell Jimsy; I'm--afraid of what he'd do. I'll let +him go on believing in you, if you go away." + +He looked up at her from his horrid huddle on the floor, through his +bloodshot eyes, the boy who had taught her so much about books and plays +and dinners in restaurants and the right sort of music to admire, and it +seemed to him that her long known, long loved face was a wholly strange +one, sharply chiseled from cold stone. + +"If you'll go away," she went on, "I won't tell him about the letter." +She was looking at him curiously, as if she had never seen him before. +"All these years I've been sorry for you because you limped. But I +haven't been sorry enough. I see now; it's--your soul that limps. Well, +you must limp away, out of our lives. I won't have you near us. You've +tried and tried to drag him down but something--somewhere--has held him +up! As soon as help comes-to-morrow--to-day--I'm going to marry him, +here, in Mexico, and I'll never leave him again as long as we live. Do +you hear?" + +She turned to go, but he made a smothered, inarticulate sound and she +looked down at him, and down and down, to the depths where he lay. "You +poor--thing," she said, gently. "Oh, you poor thing!" + +She ran up to Jimsy and sat down on the edge of his bed and gathered him +into her arms, so that his head rested on her breast. "Carter--poor +Carter," she said, "is too weak to come upstairs now, but I am going to +tell you the whole truth, and you are going to believe me. Listen, +dearest----" + +They were still like that, still talking, when Madeline King rushed into +the room. "Children," she cried, "oh, my dears--haven't you heard them? +Don't you know?" + +"No," they told her, smiling with courteous young attention. + +"They're here--the soldiers! It's all right!" She was crying +contentedly. "Rich' is conscious,--he understands. My dears, we're +saved! I tell you we're saved!" + +"Oh, we knew that," said Honor, gravely. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Play the Game!, by Ruth Comfort Mitchell + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK PLAY THE GAME! *** + +***** This file should be named 21625.txt or 21625.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/1/6/2/21625/ + +Produced by Martin Pettit and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net (This file was +produced from images generously made available by The +Internet Archive/American Libraries.) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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