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| author | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:31:55 -0700 |
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| committer | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:31:55 -0700 |
| commit | d3195551db38de7fa11ba094dd8ada0aea3157c1 (patch) | |
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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/26644-8.txt b/26644-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..4b108a8 --- /dev/null +++ b/26644-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,8672 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Friendship Village, by Zona Gale + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Friendship Village + +Author: Zona Gale + +Release Date: September 17, 2008 [EBook #26644] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE *** + + + + +Produced by David Garcia, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE + + BY ZONA GALE + + AUTHOR OF "THE LOVES OF PELLEAS AND ETTARRE" + + +NEW YORK +THE MACMILLAN COMPANY +1908 + +_All rights reserved_ + +Copyright, 1908, +By THE MACMILLAN COMPANY. + + +Set up and electrotyped. Published October, 1908. + +_Norwood Press +J. S. Cushing Co.--Berwick & Smith Co. +Norwood, Mass., U.S.A._ + + + + +To +EDITH, HARRIET, AND MUSA +AND THE TWO FOR WHOM IT COMES TOO LATE +GEORGIA AND HELEN +THIS BOOK IS LOVINGLY INSCRIBED + + + + +AUTHOR'S NOTE + + +Friendship Village is not known to me, nor are any of its people, save +in the comradeship which I offer here. But I commend for occupancy a +sweeter place. For us here the long Caledonia hills, the four rhythmic +spans of the bridge, the nearer river, the island where the first birds +build--these teach our windows the quiet and the opportunity of the +"home town," among the "home people." To those who have such a bond to +cherish I commend the little real home towns, their kindly, brooding +companionship, their doors to an efficiency as intimate as that of fairy +fingers. If there were shrines to these things, we would seek them. The +urgency is to recognize shrines. + +Portage, Wisconsin, +September, 1908. + +Certain of the following chapters have appeared in _The Outlook, The +Broadway Magazine, The Delineator, Everybody's, and Harper's Monthly +Magazine_. Thanks are due to the editors for their courteous permission +to reprint these chapters. + + + + +CONTENTS + + + I. The Side Door + + II. The Début + + III. Nobody Sick, Nobody Poor + + IV. Covers for Seven + + V. The Shadow of Good Things to Come + + VI. Stock + + VII. The Big Wind + + VIII. The Grandma Ladies + + IX. Not as the World Giveth + + X. Lonesome--I + + XI. Lonesome--II + + XII. Of the Sky and Some Rosemary + + XIII. Top Floor Back + + XIV. An Epilogue + + XV. The Tea Party + + XVI. What is That in thine Hand? + + XVII. Put on thy Beautiful Garments + + XVIII. In the Wilderness a Cedar + + XIX. Herself + + XX. The Hidings of Power + + + + +Friendship Village + + + + +I + +THE SIDE DOOR + + +It is as if Friendship Village were to say:-- + +"There is no help for it. A telephone line, antique oak chairs, kitchen +cabinets, a new doctor, and the like are upon us. But we shall be +mediæval directly--we and our improvements. Really, we are so now, if +you know how to look." + +And are we not so? We are one long street, rambling from sun to sun, +inheriting traits of the parent country roads which we unite. And we are +cross streets, members of the same family, properly imitative, proving +our ancestorship in a primeval genius for trees, or bursting out in +inexplicable weaknesses of Court-House, Engine-House, Town Hall, and +Telephone Office. Ultimately our stock dwindles out in a slaughter-yard +and a few detached houses of milkmen. The cemetery is delicately put +behind us, under a hill. There is nothing mediæval in all this, one +would say. But then see how we wear our rue:-- + +When one of us telephones, she will scrupulously ask for the number, not +the name, for it says so at the top of every page. "Give me one-one," +she will put it, with an impersonality as fine as if she were calling +for four figures. And Central will answer:-- + +"Well, I just saw Mis' Holcomb go 'crost the street. I'll call you, if +you want, when she comes back." + +Or, "I don't think you better ring the Helmans' just now. They were +awake 'most all night with one o' Mis' Helman's attacks." + +Or, "Doctor June's invited to Mis' Sykes's for tea. Shall I give him to +you there?" + +The telephone is modern enough. But in our use of it is there not a +flavour as of an Elder Time, to be caught by Them of Many Years from +Now? And already we may catch this flavour, as our Britain +great-great-lady grandmothers, and more, may have been conscious of the +old fashion of sitting in bowers. If only they were conscious like that! +To be sure of it would be to touch their hands in the margins of the +ballad books. + +Or we telephone to the Livery Barn and Boarding Stable for the little +blacks, celebrated for their self-control in encounters with the +Proudfits' motor-car. The stable-boy answers that the little blacks are +at "the funeral." And after he has gone off to ask his employer what is +in then, the employer, who in his unofficial moments is our neighbour, +our church choir bass, our landlord even, comes and tells us that, after +all, we may have the little blacks, and he himself brings them round at +once,--the same little blacks that we meant all along. And when, quite +naturally, we wonder at the boy's version, we learn: "Oh, why, the +blacks was standin' just acrost the street, waitin' at the church door, +hitched to the hearse. I took 'em out an' put in the bays. I says to +myself: 'The corp won't care.'" Someway the Proudfits' car and the +stable telephone must themselves have slipped from modernity to old +fashion before that incident shall quite come into its own. + +So it is with certain of our domestic ways. For example, Mis' Postmaster +Sykes--in Friendship Village every woman assumes for given name the +employment of her husband--has some fine modern china and much solid +silver in extremely good taste, so much, indeed, that she is wont to +confess to having cleaned forty, or sixty, or seventy-five +pieces--"seventy-five pieces of solid silver have I cleaned this +morning. You can say what you want to, nice things are a _rill_ care." +Yet--surely this is the proper conjunction--Mis' Sykes is currently +reported to rise in the night preceding the days of her house cleaning, +and to take her carpets out in the back yard, and there softly to sweep +and sweep them so that, at their official cleaning next day, the +neighbours may witness how little dirt is whipped out on the line. Ought +she not to have old-fashioned silver and egg-shell china and drop-leaf +mahogany to fit the practice? Instead of daisy and wild-rose patterns in +"solid," and art curtains, and mission chairs, and a white-enamelled +refrigerator, and a gas range. + +We have the latest funeral equipment,--black broadcloth-covered +supports, a coffin carriage for up-and-down the aisles, natural palms to +order, and the pulleys to "let them down slow"; and yet our individual +funeral capacity has been such that we can tell what every woman who has +died in Friendship for years has "done without": Mis' Grocer Stew, her +of all folks, had done without new-style flat-irons; Mis' Worth had used +the bread pan to wash dishes in; Mis' Jeweller Sprague--the _first_ Mis' +Sprague--had had only six bread and butter knives, her that could get +wholesale too.... And we have little maid-servants who answer our bells +in caps and trays, so to say; but this savour of jestership is +authentic, for any one of them is likely to do as of late did Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss's maid,--answer, at dinner-with-guests, that +there were no more mashed potatoes, "_or else_, there won't be any left +to warm up for your breakfasts." ... And though we have our daily +newspaper, receiving Associated Press service, yet, as Mis' Amanda +Toplady observed, it is "only _very_ lately that they have mentioned in +the _Daily_ the birth of a child, or anything that had anything of a +_tang_ to it." + +We put new wine in old bottles, but also we use new bottles to hold our +old wine. For, consider the name of our main street: is this Main or +Clark or Cook or Grand Street, according to the register of the main +streets of towns? Instead, for its half-mile of village life, the Plank +Road, macadamized and arc-lighted, is called Daphne Street. Daphne +Street! I love to wonder why. Did our dear Doctor June's father name it +when he set the five hundred elms and oaks which glorify us? Or did +Daphne herself take this way on the day of her flight, so that when they +came to draught the town, they recognized that it _was_ Daphne Street, +and so were spared the trouble of naming it? Or did the Future +anonymously toss us back the suggestion, thrifty of some day of her own +when she might remember us and say, "_Daphne Street!_" Already some of +us smile with a secret nod at something when we direct a stranger, "You +will find the Telegraph and Cable Office two blocks down, on Daphne +Street." "The Commercial Travellers' House, the Abigail Arnold Home +Bakery, the Post-office and Armoury are in the same block on Daphne +Street." Or, "The Electric Light Office is at the corner of Dunn and +Daphne." It is not wonderful that Daphne herself, foreseeing these +things, did not stay, but lifted her laurels somewhat nearer +Tempe,--although there are those of us who like to fancy that she is +here all the time in our Daphne-street magic: the fire bell, the tulip +beds, and the twilight bonfires. For how else, in all reason, has the +name persisted? + +Of late a new doctor has appeared--one may say, has abounded: a surgeon +who, such is his zeal, will almost perform an operation over the +telephone and, we have come somewhat cynically to believe, would prefer +doing so to not operating at all. As Calliope Marsh puts it:-- + +"He is great on operations, that little doctor. Let him go into any +house, an' some o' the family, seems though, has to be operated on, +usually inside o' twelve hours. It'll get so that as soon as he strikes +the front porch, they'll commence sterilizin' water. I donno but some'll +go an' put on the tea-kettle if they even see him drive past." + +_Why_ within twelve hours, we wonder when we hear the edict? Why never +fourteen hours, or six? How does it happen that no matter at what stage +of the malady the new doctor is called, the patient always has to be +operated on within twelve hours? Is it that everybody has a bunch and +goes about not knowing it until he appears? Or is he a kind of basanite +for bunches, and do they come out on us at the sight of him? There are +those of us who almost hesitate to take his hand, fearing that he will +fix us with his eye, point somewhere about, and tell us, "Within twelve +hours, _if_ you want your life your own." But in spite of his skill and +his modernity, in our midst there persist those who, in a scientific +night, would die rather than risk our advantages. + +Thus the New shoulders the Old, and our transition is still swift enough +to be a spectacle, as was its earlier phase which gave over our Middle +West to cabins and plough horses, with a tendency away from wigwams and +bob-whites. And in this local warfare between Old and New a chief figure +is Calliope Marsh--who just said that about the new doctor. She is a +little rosy wrinkled creature officially--though no other than +officially--pertaining to sixty years; mender of lace, seller of +extracts, and music teacher, but of the three she thinks of the last as +her true vocation. ("I come honestly by that," she says. "You know my +father before me was rill musical. I was babtized Calliope because a +circus with one come through the town the day't I was born.") And with +her, too, the grafting of to-morrow upon yesterday is unconscious; or +only momentarily conscious, as when she phrased it:-- + +"Land, land, I like New as well as anybody. But I want it should be put +in the Old kind o' gentle, like an _i_-dee in your mind, an' not sudden, +like a bullet in your brain." + +In her acceptance of innovations Calliope symbolizes the fine Friendship +tendency to scientific procedure, to the penetration of the unknown +through the known, the explication of mystery by natural law. And when +to the bright-figured paper and pictures of her little sitting room she +had added a print of the Mona Lisa, she observed:-- + +"She sort o' lifts me up, like somethin' I've thought of, myself. But I +don't see any sense in raisin' a question about what her smile means. I +told the agent so. 'Whenever I set for my photograph,' I says to him, 'I +always have that same silly smile on my face.'" + +With us all the Friendship idea prevails: we accept what Progress sends, +but we regard it in our own fashion. Our improvements, like our +entertainments, our funerals, our holidays, and our very loves, are but +Friendship Village exponents of the modern spirit. Perhaps, in a +tenderer significance than she meant, Calliope characterized us when she +said:-- + +"This town is more like a back door than a front--or, givin' it full +credit, _anyhow_, it's no more'n a side door, with no vines." + +For indeed, we are a kind of middle door to experience, minus the fuss +of official arriving and, too, without the old odours of the kitchen +savoury beds; but having, instead, a serene side-door existence, +partaking of both electric bells and of neighbours with shawls pinned +over their heads. + +Only at one point Calliope was wrong. There are vines, with tendrils and +flowers and many birds. + + + + +II + +THE DÉBUT + + +Mrs. Ricker, "washens, scrubben, work by the day or Our," as the sign of +her own lettering announced, had come into a little fortune by the death +of her first husband, Al Kitton, early divorced and late repentant. Just +before my arrival in Friendship she had bought a respectable frame house +in the heart of the village,--for a village will have a heart instead of +having a boulevard,--and with her daughter Emerel she had set up a +modest establishment with Ingrain carpets and parlour pieces, and a bit +of grass in front. Thus Emerel Kitton--we, in our simple, penultimate +way, called it Kitten--became a kind of heiress. She had been christened +Emma Ella, but her mother, of her love of order, had tidied the name to +Emerel, and Friendship had adopted the form, perhaps as having about it +something pleasing and jewel-like. Though Emerel was in the thirties at +the time of her inheritance, she was still pretty, shy, conformable; and +yet there was no disguising that she was nearly a spinster when, as soon +as the white house was settled, Mrs. Ricker issued invitations to her +daughter's coming-out party. + + You aRe Invite + to A + Comen Out Recep + Next wenesday Night at eigt + At Her Home + Emma Ella Kitton + Mrs. Ricker and Kitton + Pa + +the invitations said, and the "Pa" was divined to imply "Please answer." + +"It's Kitton's money an' it's his daughter. I hed to hev him in it +somehow," Mrs. Ricker explained her double signature. "You see," she +added, "up till now I ain't never been situate' so's Emerel _could_ come +out. I've always wanted to give her things, too, but 't seems like when +I've tried, everything's shook its fist at me. It ain't too late. Emerel +looks just like she did fifteen years ago, don't she?" + +It was at once observed that if Emerel shared her mother's enthusiasm +for the project, she did not betray it. But then no one knew much about +Emerel save that she was engaged, and had been so for some years, to big +Abe Daniel, the Methodist tenor, a circumstance wholly unconsidered in +the scheme of her début. + +Quite simply and with happy pride, Mrs. Ricker and Kitton issued her +invitations to every one in the village who had ever employed her. And +the village was divided against itself. + +"How can we?" Mis' Postmaster Sykes demanded, "I ask you. There's things +to omit an' there's things to observe. We should be The Laughing Stock." + +"The Laughing Stock," variously echoed her followers. + +On the other hand:-- + +"Land, o' course we'll all go," Mis' Amanda Toplady comfortably settled +it, "an' take Emerel a deboo present, civilized. The dear child." + +And to that many of us gladly assented, Timothy, big Amanda's little +husband, going so far as to add: + +"I do vum, the Sykeses feels the post-office like it was that much +oats." + +A day later Timothy's opinion seemed, he thought, to be verified. Mis' +Postmaster Sykes issued "written invites to an evening party, hot supper +and like that," as Friendship communicated it, to be given on the very +night of Emerel's début. + +Friendship was shaken. Never in the history of the village had two +social affairs been set for the same hour. Indeed, more than one hostess +had postponed an impending tea-party or thimble party or "afternoon +coffee" or "five o'clock supper" on hearing that another was planned for +the same day. And now, when there were those of us anxious to "do +something nice" for hard-working little Mrs. Ricker, the Sykeses had +deliberately sought the forbidden ground. And Society dare not deny Mis' +Sykes, for besides "being who she was" ("She's the leader in Friendship +if they _is_ a leader," we said, emphatically implying that there was +none), she kept two maids,--little young thing and a _rill_ hired +girl,--entertained "above the most," put out her sewing and wore, we +kept in the back of our minds, a bar pin, solid, with "four solitaires" +in it. And, "Oh, you know," Calliope Marsh admitted to me later, "Mis' +Sykes is rilly a great society woman. They isn't anybody's funeral that +she don't get to ride to the cemet'ry." + +Mrs. Ricker and Kitton accepted the situation with fine philosophy. + +"Of course," she said, "the whole town can dance to the Sykeses' +fiddlin' if they want. But it's a pretty pass if they do let anybody +step in before me that's washed for 'em an' cleaned their houses years +on end." + +My own course was pleasantly simple. Mrs. Ricker and Kitton had included +me on her list, accredited, no doubt, because a few weeks earlier she +had helped me to settle my belongings in Oldmoxon house, and since then +had twice swept for me, and was to come in a day or two to do so again. +As I had instantly accepted her invitation, I had no choice when Mis' +Sykes's "written invite" came, even though when it arrived Mis' Sykes +herself was calling on me. + +"Well said," she observed, when she saw a neighbour's little girl, her +temporary servitor, coming up my walk with the invitations in a paper +bag to be kept clean, "I meant to get my call made on you before your +invite got here. I hope you'll overlook taking us both together. I've +meant to call on you before, but I declare it looked like a mountain to +me to get started out. Don't you find your calls a rill chore?" + +But Mis' Sykes's visit was, she confessed, "Errand as well as Call." + +"The Friendship Married Ladies' Cemetery Improvement Sodality," she told +me, as she rose to go, "is to our wits' end to get up a new +entertainment. We want to give something, and we want it should be rill +new and spicey, but of course it has to be pretty quiet, owing to the +Cause--the Dead, so. It bars us from home-talent evenings or festivals +or like that. And the minute I saw the inside o' your house it come to +me: of course you know your house is differ'nt from Friendship. If I'd +been shot out of a gun into it, I wouldn't 'a' sensed I was in +Friendship at all. You've got nice things, all carved an' hard to dust. +The Oldmoxons use' to do a lot o' entertainin', an' everybody remembers +it, an' the house has been shut quite some time. Well, now, you've been +ask' to join the Sodality. An' if you was to announce an Evening Benefit +for it, here in your home, the whole town'd come out to it hot-foot. +We're owin' Zittelhof on Eph Cadoza's coffin yet, an' I shouldn't wonder +an' that one evening would pay him all off _and_, same time, get you +rill well acquainted. Don't you think it's a nice _i_-dea?" + +As I had come to Friendship chiefly to get away from everywhere, I +thought that I had never heard such a bad plan. But inasmuch as I was +obliged to refuse outright one invitation of my visitor's, about the +other I weakly temporized and promised to let her know. And she went +away, deploring my hasty acceptance of Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, although, +"How could you tell?" she strove to excuse me. "A person coming to a +strange town so, _of course_ they accept all their invitations good +faith. And then her signing her name that way might mislead you. It +gives a rill sensation of a hyphen. But still, the spelling--after all +you'd ought--" + +She looked at me with tardy suspicion. + +"Some geniuses can't spell very well, you know," I defended my +discrimination. + +"That's so," she admitted brightly; "I see you're literary." + +The next morning the other principal, Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, arrived to +keep her engagement with me. She was a little woman, suggesting wire, +which gave and sprang when she moved, and paper, which crackled when she +laughed. Her speech was all independence, confidence, self-possession; +but in her silences I have seldom seen so wistful a face as hers. + +In response to my question:-- + +"Oh," Mrs. Ricker and Kitton said brightly, "everything's goin' fine. I +s'pose the town's still decidin' between us, but up to now I ain't had +but one regrets that can't come--that's Mis' Stew. She wrote it was on +account o' domestic affliction, an' I hadn't heard what, so I went right +down. 'Seems nobody had died--she ain't much of any family, anyway. But +she'd wrote her letter out of a letter book, an' the only one she could +find regrettin' an invite give domestic affliction for the reason. She +said she didn't know a letter like that hed to be true, an' I don't know +as it does, either." + +She stood silent for a moment, searching my face. + +"Look-a-here," she said; "they's somethin' I thought of. Mebbe you've +heard of it bein' done in the City somewheres. Do you s'pose folks'd be +willin' to send Emerel's an' my funeral flowers to the comin' out party +_instead_?" + +"Funeral...?" I doubted. + +"Grave flowers," she explained. "You know, they're a perfect waste so +far's the General Dead is concerned. An' land knows, the fam'ly don't +sense 'em much more. Anyway, Emerel an' I ain't got any fam'ly. An' if +folks'd be willin' to send us what flowers they would send us if we died +_now_, then they'd do us some good. We'll never want 'em more'n we do +now, dead or alive. 'Least, I won't. Emerel, she don't seem to care. But +do you think it'd be all right if I was to mention it out around?" + +My desire to have this happen I did my best not to confuse with a +disinterested opinion. But indeed Mrs. Ricker and Kitton was seldom in +need of an opinion, as was proved that night by the appearance of this +notice in the Friendship _Daily_:-- + + All that would give flowers when dead please send same anyhow and + not expected to send same if we do die afterwards. + + MRS. RICKER AND KITTON. + +All of Friendship society which intended to accept Mis' Sykes's +invitation hastened with relieved eagerness to follow with flowers its +regrets to the "comen out recep." For every one was genuinely attached +to the little laundress and interested in her welfare--up to the point +of sacrificing social interests in the eyes of the Sykeses. Friendship +gardens were rich with Autumn, cosmos and salvia and opulent asters, and +on the morning of the two parties this store of sweetness was rifled for +the débutante. By noon Mrs. Ricker and Kitton was saying in awe, "Nobody +in Friendship ever had this many flowers, dead, or alive, or rich." And +although some of us grieved that Mis' Postmaster Sykes had shown what +she named her good-will by ordering from the town a pillow of white +carnations (but with no "wording"), Mrs. Ricker and Kitton received even +this suggestive token with simple-hearted delight. + +"It'll look lovely on the lamp shelf," she observed. "I've often planned +how nice my parlour'd trim up for a funeral." + +In the preparation for the two events, the one unconcerned and +unconsulted appeared to be the débutante herself. We never said +"Emerel's party"; we all said "Mis' Ricker's party." We knew that Mrs. +Ricker and Kitton was putting painstaking care on Emerel's coming-out +dress, which was to be a surprise, but otherwise Emerel was seldom even +mentioned in connection with her début. And whenever we saw her, it was +as Friendship had seen her for two years,--walking quietly with Abe +Daniel, her betrothed. + +"It's doin' things kind o' backwards," Calliope Marsh said, "engaged +first an' comin' out in society afterwards. But I donno as it's any more +backwards than ridin' to the cemet'ry feet first. What's what all +depends on what you agree on for What. If it ain't your soul you mean +about," she added cryptically. + +The Topladys and others of us who united to uphold Emerel, and +especially to uphold Emerel's mother, could not but realize that the +majority of Friendship society had regretted to decline the début party, +and had been pleased to accept the hospitality of the Postmaster +Sykeses. I dare say that this may have been partly why, in the usual +self-indulgence of challenge, I put on my prettiest frock for the party +and prepared to set out somewhat early, hoping for the amusement of +sharing in the finishing touches. But as I was leaving my house Calliope +Marsh arrived, buttoned tightly in her best gray henrietta, her cheeks +hot with some intense excitement. + +"Well," she said without preface, "they've done it. Emerel Kitton's +married. She's just married Abe at the parsonage to get out o' bein' +debooed. They've gone to take the train now." + +No one could fail to see what this would mean to Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, +and, rather than the newly married Emerel, it was she who absorbed our +speculation. + +"Mis' Ricker just slimpsed," Calliope told me. "I says to her: 'Look +here, Mis' Ricker, don't you go givin' in. Your kitchen's a sight with +the good things o' your hand--think o' that,' I told her; 'think how you +mortgaged your very funeral for to-night, an' brace yourself up,' An' +she says, awful pitiful: 'I _can't_, Calliope,' she says. ''T seems like +this slips the pins right out. They ain't nothin' to deboo with now, +anyway,' she told me. 'How can I?'" + +"Oh, poor Mrs. Ricker!" I exclaimed. + +Calliope looked at me intently. + +"Well," she said, "that's what I run in about. You're a stranger just +fresh come here. You ain't met folks much yet. An' Mis' Sykes, she's +just crazy to get a-hold o' you an' your house for the Sodality. An' the +only thing I could think of for Mis' Ricker--well, would you stand up +with Mis' Ricker to-night an' shake all their hands? An' sort o' leave +her deboo for _you_, you might say?" + +I think that I loved Calliope for this even before she understood my +assent. But she added something which puzzled me. + +"If I was you," she observed, "I'd do somethin' else to-night, too. You +could do it--or I could do it for you. You don't expect to let Mis' +Sykes hev the Sodality here, do you?" + +"I might have had it here," I said impulsively, "if she had not done +this to poor little Mrs. Ricker." + +"Would--would you give me the lief to say that?" Calliope asked +demurely. + +I had no objection in the world to any one knowing my opinion of Mis' +Postmaster Sykes's proceeding,--"one of her preposterousnesses," +Calliope called it,--and I said so, and set off for Mrs. Ricker's, while +Calliope herself flew somewhere else on some last mission. And, "Mis' +Sykes'd ought to be showed," she called to me over-shoulder. "That +woman's got a sinful pride. She'd wear fur in August to prove she could +afford to hev moths!" + +The Ricker parlour was a garden which sloped gently, as a garden should, +for the house was old and the parlour floor sagged toward the entrance +so that the front of the organ was propped on wooden blocks. The room +was bedizened with flowers, in dishes, tins, and gallon jars, so that it +seemed some way an alien thing, like a prune horse. On the lamp shelf +was the huge white carnation pillow, across which the hostess had +inscribed "welcom," in stems. + +Within ten minutes of the appointed hour all those who had been pleased +to accept were in the rooms, and Mrs. Ricker and Kitton and I, standing +among the funeral flowers, received the guests while Calliope, hovering +at the door, gave the key with: "Ain't you heard? Emerel's a bride +instead of a debbytant. Ain't it a rill joke? Married to-night an' we're +here to celebrate. Throw off your things." Then she hopelessly involved +them in a presentation to me, and between us we contrived to elide Mrs. +Ricker and Kitton from all save her perfunctory office, until her voice +and lips ceased their trembling. Poor little hostess, in her starched +lawn which had seemed to her adequate for her unpretentious rôle of +mother! All her humour and independence and self-possession had left +her, and in their stead, on what was to have been her great night, had +settled only the immemorial wistfulness. + +Although I did not then foresee it, the guests that evening were +destined to point me to many meanings, like sketches in the note-book of +a patient Pen. I am fond of remembering them as I saw them first: the +Topladys, that great Mis' Amanda, ponderous, majestic, and suggesting +black grosgrain, her beaming way of whole-hearted approval not quite +masking the critical, house-wife glances which she continually cast; and +little Timothy, her husband, who, in company, went quite out of his head +and could think of nothing to say save "Blisterin' Benson, what I think +is this: ain't everything movin' off nice?" Dear Doctor June, pastor +emeritus of Friendship, since he was so identified with all the village +interests that not many could tell from what church he had retired. (At +each of the three Friendship churches he rented a pew, and contributed +impartially to their beneficences; and, "seems to me the Lord would of," +he sometimes apologized for this.) Photographer Jimmy Sturgis, who stood +about with one eye shut, and who drove the 'bus, took charge of the +mail-bags, conducted a photograph gallery, and painted portraits. ("The +Dead From Photos a specialty," was tacked on the risers of the stairs +leading to his studio.) And Mis' Photographer Sturgis, who was an +invalid and "very, very seldom got out." (Not, I was to learn, an +invalid because of ill health, but by nature. She was an invalid as +other people are blond or brunette, and no more to be said about it.) +Miss Liddy Ember, the village seamstress, and her beautiful sister +Ellen, who was "not quite right," and whom Miss Liddy took about and +treated like a child until the times when Ellen "come herself again," +and then she quite overshadowed in personality little busy Miss Liddy. +Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, and Eppleby Holcomb, and the "Other" +Holcombs; Mis' Doctor Helman, the Gekerjecks, who "kept the drug store," +and scented the world with musk and essences. ("Musk on one handkerchief +and some kind o' flower scent on your other one," Mis' Gekerjeck was +wont to say, "then you can suit everybody, say who who will.")--These +and the others Mrs. Ricker and Kitton and I received, standing before +the white carnation pillow. And I, who had come to Friendship to get +away from everywhere, found myself the one to whom they did honour, as +they were to have honoured Emerel. + +When the hour for supper came, Mrs. Ricker and Kitton excused herself +because she must "see to gettin' it on to the plates," and Mis' Toplady, +Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, Calliope, and I "handed." We had all +lent silver and dishes--indeed, save at Mis' Sykes's (and of course at +the Proudfits' of Proudfit estate), there is rarely a Friendship party +at which the pantries of the guests are not represented, an arrangement +seeming almost to hold in anticipation certain social and political +ideals. (If the telephone yields us an invitation from those whom we +know best, we always answer: "Thank you. I will. What do you want me to +send over?" Is there such a matter-of-course federation on any +boulevard?) And after the guests had been served and the talk had been +resumed, we four who had "handed" sat down, with Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, +at meat, at a corner of the kitchen table. + +"Everything tastes like so much chips to me when I hev company, anyhow," +the hostess said sadly, "but to-night it's got the regular salt-pork +taste. When I'm nervous or got delegates or comin' down with anything, I +always taste salt pork." + +"Well, everything's all of a whirl to me," Calliope confessed, "an' I +should think your brains, Mis' Ricker, 'd be fair rarin' 'round in your +head." + +"Who didn't eat what?" Mrs. Ricker and Kitton asked listlessly. "I meant +to keep track when the plates come out, but I didn't. Did they all take +a-hold rill good?" + +"They wa'n't any mincin' 't _I_ see," Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss +assured her. "Everything you had was lovely, an' everybody made 'way +with all they got." + +We might have kept indefinitely on at these fascinating comparisons, but +some unaccountable stir and bustle and rise of talk in the other rooms +persuaded our attention. ("Can they be goin' _home_?" cried that great +Mis' Amanda Toplady. "If they are, I'll go bail Timothy Toplady started +it." And, "I bet they've broke the finger bowl," Mrs. Ricker and Kitton +prophesied darkly.) And then we all went in to see what had happened, +but it was what none of us could possibly have forecast: Crowding in the +parlour, overflowing into the sitting room, still entering from the +porch, were Postmaster and Mis' Postmaster Sykes and _all_ their guests. + +It was quite as if Wishes had gathered head and spirited them there. I +remember the white little face of Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, luminously +gratified to the point of triumph; and Mis' Sykes's brisk and cordial +"No reason why we shouldn't go to two receptions in an evening, like +they do in the City, Mis' Ricker, is they?" And the aplomb of the +hostess's self-respecting, corrective "_An'_ Kitton. 'Count of Al bein' +so thoughtful in death." And then to my amazement Mis' Postmaster Sykes +turned to me and held out both hands. + +"I _am_ so _glad_," she said, almost in the rhythm of certain exhausts, +"that you've decided to hev Sodality at your house. You must just let me +take a-hold of it for you and _run_ it. And I'm going to propose your +name the very next meeting we hev, can't I?" + + * * * * * + +I walked home with Calliope when we had left Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, +tired but triumphant. ("Land," the hostess said, "now it's turned out so +nice, I donno but I'm rill pleased Emerel's married. I'd hate to think +o' borrowin' all them things over again for a weddin'.") And in the dark +street Calliope said to me:-- + +"You see what I done, I guess. I told you Mis' Sykes was reg'lar +up-in-arms about usin' your house--though I think the rill reason is she +wants to get upstairs in it. You know how some are. So I marched myself +up there before the party, an' I told her you wasn't goin' to hev +Sodality sole because you thought she'd been so mean to Mis' Ricker. An' +I give her to understand sharp off 't she'd better do what she did do if +she wanted you in the Sodality at all. 'An',' s'I, 'I donno what she'll +think o' you anyway, not knowin' enough to go to two companies in one +evenin', like the City, even if one is your own.' She see reason. You +know, Mis' Sykes an' I are kind o' connections, but you can make even +your relations see sense if you go at 'em right. I donno," Calliope +ended doubtfully, "but I done wrong. An' yet I feel good friends with my +backbone too, like I'd done right!" + +And it was so that having come to Friendship Village to get away from +everywhere, I yet found myself abruptly launched in its society, +committed to its Sodality, and, best of all, friends with Calliope +Marsh. + + + + +III + +NOBODY SICK, NOBODY POOR + + +Two days before Thanksgiving the air was already filled with white +turkey feathers, and I stood at a window and watched until the +loneliness of my still house seemed like something pointing a mocking +finger at me. When I could bear it no longer I went out in the snow, and +through the soft drifts I fought my way up the Plank Road toward the +village. + +I had almost passed the little bundled figure before I recognized +Calliope. She was walking in the middle of the road, as in Friendship we +all walk in winter; and neither of us had umbrellas. I think that I +distrust people who put up umbrellas on a country road in a fall of +friendly flakes. + +Instead of inquiring perfunctorily how I did, she greeted me with a +fragment of what she had been thinking--which is always as if one were +to open a door of his mind to you instead of signing you greeting from a +closed window. + +"I just been tellin' myself," she looked up to say without preface, +"that if I could see one more good old-fashion' Thanksgivin', life'd +sort o' smooth out. An' land knows, it needs some smoothin' out for me." + +With this I remember that it was as if my own loneliness spoke for me. +At my reply Calliope looked at me quickly--as if I, too, had opened a +door. + +"Sometimes Thanksgivin' _is_ some like seein' the sun shine when you're +feelin' rill rainy yourself," she said thoughtfully. + +She held out her blue-mittened hand and let the flakes fall on it in +stars and coronets. + +"I wonder," she asked evenly, "if you'd help me get up a Thanksgivin' +dinner for a few poor sick folks here in Friendship?" + +In order to keep my self-respect, I recall that I was as ungracious as +possible. I think I said that the day meant so little to me that I was +willing to do anything to avoid spending it alone. A statement which +seems to me now not to bristle with logic. + +"That's nice of you," Calliope replied genially. Then she hesitated, +looking down Daphne Street, which the Plank Road had become, toward +certain white houses. There were the homes of Mis' Mayor Uppers, Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, and the Liberty sisters,--all substantial +dignified houses, typical of the simple prosperity of the countryside. + +"The only trouble," she added simply, "is that in Friendship I don't +know of a soul rill sick, nor a soul what you might call poor." + +At this I laughed, unwillingly enough. Dear Calliope! Here indeed was a +drawback to her project. + +"Honestly," she said reflectively, "Friendship can't seem to do anything +like any other town. When the new minister come here, he give out he was +goin' to do settlement work. An' his second week in the place he come to +me with a reg'lar hang-dog look. 'What kind of a town is this?' he says +to me, disgusted. 'They ain't nobody sick in it an' they ain't nobody +poor!' I guess he could 'a' got along without the poor--most of us can. +But we mostly like to hev a few sick to carry the flowers off our house +plants to, an' now an' then a tumbler o' jell. An' yet I've known weeks +at a time when they wasn't a soul rill flat down sick in Friendship. +It's so now. An' that's hard, when you're young an' enthusiastic, like +the minister." + +"But where are you going to find your guests then, Calliope?" I asked +curiously. + +"Well," she said brightly, "I was just plannin' as you come up with me. +An' I says to myself: 'God give me to live in a little bit of a place +where we've all got enough to get along on, an' Thanksgivin' finds us +all in health. It looks like He'd afflicted us by lettin' us hev nobody +to do for.' An' then it come to me that if we was to get up the +dinner,--with all the misery an' hunger they is in the world,--God in +His goodness would let some of it come our way to be fed. 'In the +wilderness a cedar,' you know--as Liddy Ember an' I was always tellin' +each other when we kep' shop together. An' so to-day I said to myself +I'd go to work an' get up the dinner an' trust there'd be eaters for +it." + +"Why, Calliope," I said, "Calliope!" + +"I ain't got much to do with, myself," she added apologetically; +"the most I've got in my sullar, I guess, is a gallon jar o' +watermelon pickles. I could give that. You don't think it sounds +irreverent--connectin' God with a big dinner, so?" she asked anxiously. + +And, at my reply:-- + +"Well, then," she said briskly, "let's step in an' see a few folks that +might be able to tell us of somebody to do for. Let's ask Mis' Mayor +Uppers an' Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, an' the Liberty girls." + +Because I was lonely and idle, and because I dreaded inexpressibly going +back to my still house, I went with her. Her ways were a kind of +entertainment, and I remember that I believed my leisure to be infinite. + +We turned first toward the big shuttered house of Mis' Mayor Uppers, to +whom, although her husband had been a year ago removed from office, +discredited, and had not since been seen in Friendship, we yet gave her +old proud title, as if she had been Former Lady Mayoress. For the +present mayor, Authority Hubblethwaite, was, as Calliope said, +"unconnect'." + +I watched Mis' Uppers in some curiosity while Calliope explained that +she was planning a dinner for the poor and sick,--"the lame and the sick +that's comfortable enough off to eat,"--and could she suggest some poor +and sick to ask? Mis' Uppers was like a vinegar cruet of mine, slim and +tall, with a little grotesquely puckered face for a stopper, as if the +whole known world were sour. + +"I'm sure," she said humbly, "it's a nice i-dea. But I declare, I'm put +to it to suggest. We ain't got nobody sick nor nobody poor in +Friendship, you know." + +"Don't you know of anybody kind o' hard up? Or somebody that, if they +ain't down sick, feels sort o' spindlin'?" Calliope asked anxiously. + +Mis' Uppers thought, rocking a little and running a pin in and out of a +fold of her skirt. + +"No," she said at length, "I don't know a soul. I think the church'd +give a good deal if a real poor family'd come here to do for. Since the +Cadozas went, we ain't known which way to look for poor. Mis' Ricker +gettin' her fortune so puts her beyond the wolf. An' Peleg Bemus, you +can't _get_ him to take anything. No, I don't know of anybody real +decently poor." + +"An' nobody sick?" Calliope pressed her wistfully. + +"Well, there's Mis' Crawford," admitted Mis' Uppers; "she had a spell o' +lumbago two weeks ago, but I see her pass the house to-day. Mis' Brady +was laid up with toothache, too, but the _Daily_ last night said she'd +had it out. An' Mis' Doctor Helman did have one o' her stomach attacks +this week, an' Elzabella got out her dyin' dishes an' her dyin' linen +from the still-room--you know how Mis' Doctor always brings out her nice +things when she's sick, so't if she should die an' the neighbours come +in, it'd all be shipshape. But she got better this time an' helped put +'em back. I declare it's hard to get up anything in the charity line +here." + +Calliope sat smiling a little, and I knew that it was because of her +secret certainty that "some o' the hunger" would come her way, to be +fed. + +"I can't help thinkin'," she said quietly, "that we'll find somebody. +An' I tell you what: if we do, can I count on you to help some?" + +Mis' Mayor Uppers flushed with quick pleasure. + +"Me, Calliope?" she said. And I remembered that they had told me how the +Friendship Married Ladies' Cemetery Improvement Sodality had been unable +to tempt Mis' Uppers to a single meeting since the mayor ran away. "Oh, +but I couldn't though," she said wistfully. + +"No need to go to the table if you don't want," Calliope told her. "Just +bake up somethin' for us an' bring it over. Make a couple o' your cherry +pies--did you get hold of any cherries to put up this year? Well, a +couple o' your cherry pies an' a batch o' your nice drop sponge cakes," +she directed. "Could you?" + +Mis' Mayor Uppers looked up with a kind of light in her eyes. + +"Why, yes," she said, "I could, I guess. I'll bake 'em Thanksgivin' +mornin'. I--I was wonderin' how I'd put in the day." + +When we stepped out in the snow again, Calliope's face was shining. +Sometimes now, when my faith is weak in any good thing, I remember her +look that November morning. But all that I thought then was how I was +being entertained that lonely day. + +The dear Liberty sisters were next, Lucy and Viny and Libbie Liberty. We +went to the side door,--there were houses in Friendship whose front +doors we tacitly understood that we were never expected to use,--and we +found the sisters down cellar, with shawls over their heads, feeding +their hens through the cellar window, opening on the glassed-in coop +under the porch. + +In Friendship it is a point of etiquette for a morning caller never to +interrupt the employment of a hostess. So we obeyed the summons of the +Liberty sisters to "come right down"; and we sat on a firkin and an +inverted tub while Calliope told her plan and the hens fought for +delectable morsels. + +"My grief!" said Libbie Liberty, tartly, "where you goin' to _get_ your +sick an' poor?" + +Mis' Viny, balancing on the window ledge to reach for eggs, looked back +at us. + +"Friendship's so comfortable that way," she said, "I don't see how you +can get up much of anything." + +And little Miss Lucy, kneeling on the floor of the cellar to measure +more feed, said without looking up:-- + +"You know, since mother died we ain't never done anything for holidays. +No--we can't seem to want to think about Thanksgiving or Christmas or +like that." + +They all turned their grave lined faces toward us. + +"We want to let the holidays just slip by without noticin'," Miss Viny +told us. "Seems like it hurts less that way." + +Libbie Liberty smiled wanly. + +"Don't you know," she said, "when you hold your hand still in hot water, +you don't feel how hot the water really is? But when you move around in +it some, it begins to burn you. Well, when we let Thanksgiving an' +Christmas alone, it ain't so bad. But when we start to move around in +'em--" + +Her voice faltered and stopped. + +"We miss mother terrible," Miss Lucy said simply. + +Calliope put her blue mitten to her mouth, but her eyes she might not +hide, and they were soft with sympathy. + +"I know--I know," she said. "I remember the first Christmas after my +mother died--I ached like the toothache all over me, an' I couldn't bear +to open my presents. Nor the next year I couldn't either--I couldn't +open my presents with any heart. But--" Calliope hesitated, "that second +year," she said, "I found somethin' I could do. I saw I could fix up +little things for other folks an' take some comfort in it. Like mother +would of." + +She was silent for a moment, looking thoughtfully at the three lonely +figures in the dark cellar of their house. + +"Your mother," she said abruptly, "stuffed the turkey for a year ago the +last harvest home." + +"Yes," they said. + +"Look here," said Calliope; "if I can get some poor folks together,--or +even _one_ poor folk, or hungry,--will you three come over to my house +an' stuff the turkey? The way--I can't help thinkin' the way your mother +would of, if she'd been here. An' then," Calliope went on briskly, +"could you bring some fresh eggs an' make a pan o' custard over to my +house? An' mebbe one o' you'd stir up a sunshine cake. You must know how +to make your mother's sunshine cake?" + +There was another silence in the cellar when Calliope had done, and for +a minute I wondered if, after all, she had not failed, and if the +bleeding of the three hearts might be so stanched. It was not +self-reliant Libbie Liberty who spoke first; it was gentle Miss Lucy. + +"I guess," she said, "I could, if we all do it. I know mother would of." + +"Yes," Miss Viny nodded, "mother would of." + +Libbie Liberty stood for a moment with compressed lips. + +"It seems like not payin' respect to mother," she began; and then shook +her head. "It ain't that," she said; "it's only missin' her when we +begin to step around the kitchen, bakin' up for a holiday." + +"I know--I know," Calliope said again. "That's why I said for you to +come over in my kitchen. You come over there an' stir up the sunshine +cake, too, an' bake it in my oven, so's we can hev it et hot. Will you +do that?" + +And after a little time they consented. If Calliope found any sick or +poor, they would do that. + +"We ain't gettin' many i-dees for guests," Calliope said, as we reached +the street, "but we're gettin' helpers, anyway. An' some dinner, too." + +Then we went to the house of Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss--called +so, of course, to distinguish her from the "Other" Holcombs. + +"Don't you be shocked at her," Calliope warned me, as we closed Mis' +Holcomb's gate behind us; "she's dreadful diff'r'nt an' bitter since +Abigail was married last month. She's got hold o' some kind of a Persian +book, in a decorated cover, from the City; an' now she says your soul is +like when you look in a lookin'-glass--that there ain't really nothin' +there. An' that the world's some wind an' the rest water, an' they ain't +no God only your own breath--oh, poor Mis' Holcomb!" said Calliope. "I +guess she ain't rill balanced. But we ought to go to see her. We always +consult Mis' Holcomb about everything." + +Poor Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss! I can see her now in her +comfortable dining room, where she sat cleaning her old silver, her +thin, veined hands as fragile as her grandmother's spoons. + +"Of course, you don't know," she said, when Calliope had unfolded her +plans, "how useless it all seems to me. What's the use--I keep sayin' to +myself now'-days; what's the use? You put so much pains on somethin', +an' then it goes off an' leaves you. Mebbe it dies, an' everything's all +wasted. There ain't anything to tie to. It's like lookin' in a glass all +the while. It's seemin', it ain't bein'. We ain't certain o' nothin' but +our breath, an' when that goes, what hev you got? What's the use o' +plannin' Thanksgivin' for anybody?" + +"Well, if you're hungry, it's kind o' nice to get fed up," said +Calliope, crisply. "Don't you know a soul that's hungry, Mame Bliss?" + +She shook her head. + +"No," she said, "I don't. Nor nobody sick in body." + +"Nobody sick in body," Calliope repeated absently. + +"Soul-sick an' soul-hungry you can't feed up," Mis' Holcomb added. + +"I donno," said Calliope, thoughtfully, "I donno but you can." + +"No," Mis' Holcomb went on; "your soul's like yourself in the glass: +they ain't anything there." + +"I donno," Calliope said again; "some mornin's when I wake up with the +sun shinin' in, I can feel my soul in me just as plain as plain." + +Mis' Holcomb sighed. + +"Life looks dreadful footless to me," she said. + +"Well," said Calliope, "sometimes life _is_ some like hearin' +firecrackers go off when you don't feel up to shootin' 'em yourself. +When I'm like that, I always think if I'd go out an' buy a bunch or two, +an' get somebody to give me a match, I could see more sense to things. +Look here, Mame Bliss; if I get hold o' any folks to give the dinner +for, will you help me some?" + +"Yes," Mis' Holcomb assented half-heartedly, "I'll help you. I ain't +nobody much in family, now Abigail's done what she has. They's only +Eppleby, an' he won't be home Thanksg'vin this year. So I ain't nothin' +else to do." + +"That's the _i_-dee," said Calliope, heartily; "if everything's foolish, +it's just as foolish doin' nothin' as doin' somethin'. Will you bring +over a kettleful o' boiled potatoes to my house Thanksgivin' noon? An' +mash 'em an' whip 'em in my kitchen? I'll hev the milk to put in. +You--you don't cook as much as some, do you, Mame?" + +Did Calliope ask her that purposely? I am almost sure that she did. Mis' +Holcomb's neck stiffened a little. + +"I guess I can cook a thing or two beside mash' potatoes," she said, and +thought for a minute. "How'd you like a pan o' 'scalloped oysters an' +some baked macaroni with plenty o' cheese?" she demanded. + +"Sounds like it'd go down awful easy," admitted Calliope, smiling. "It's +just what we need to carry the dinner off full sail," she added +earnestly. + +"Well, I ain't nothin' else to do an' I'll make 'em," Mis' Holcomb +promised. "Only it beats me who you can find to do for. If you don't get +anybody, let me know before I order the oysters." + +Calliope stood up, her little wrinkled face aglow; and I wondered at her +confidence. + +"You just go ahead an' order your oysters," she said. "That dinner's +goin' to come off Thanksgivin' noon at twelve o'clock. An' you be there +to help feed the hungry, Mame." + +When we were on the street again, Calliope looked at me with her way of +shy eagerness. + +"Could you hev the dinner up to your house," she asked me, "if I do +every bit o' the work?" + +"Why, Calliope," I said, amazed at her persistence, "have it there, of +course. But you haven't any guests yet." + +She nodded at me through the falling flakes. + +"You say you ain't got much to be thankful for," she said, "so I thought +mebbe you'd put in the time that way. Don't you worry about folks to eat +the dinner. I'll tell Mis' Holcomb an' the others to come to your +house--an I'll get the food an' the folks. Don't you worry! An' I'll +bring my watermelon pickles an' a bowl o' cream for Mis' Holcomb's +potatoes, an' I'll furnish the turkey--a big one. The rest of us'll get +the dinner in your kitchen Thanksgivin' mornin'. My!" she said, "seems +though life's smoothin' out fer me a'ready. Good-by--it's 'most noon." + +She hurried up Daphne Street in the snow, and I turned toward my lonely +house. But I remember that I was planning how I would make my table +pretty, and how I would add a delicacy or two from the City for this +strange holiday feast. And I found myself hurrying to look over certain +long-disused linen and silver, and to see whether my Cloth-o'-Gold rose +might be counted on to bloom by Thursday noon. + + + + +IV + +COVERS FOR SEVEN + + +"We'll set the table for seven folks," said Calliope, at my house on +Thanksgiving morning. + +"Seven!" I echoed. "But where in the world did you ever find seven, +Calliope?" + +"I found 'em," she answered. "I knew I could find hungry folks to do for +if I tried, an' I found 'em. You'll see. I sha'n't say another word. +They'll be here by twelve, sharp. Did the turkey come?" + +Yes, the turkey had come, and almost as she spoke the dear Liberty +sisters arrived to dress and stuff it, and to make ready the pan of +custard, and to "stir up" the sunshine cake. I could guess how the +pleasant bustle in my kitchen would hurt them by its holiday air, and I +carried them off to see my Cloth-o'-Gold rose which had opened in the +night, to the very crimson heart of it. And I told them of the seven +guests whom, after all, Calliope had actually contrived to marshal to +her dinner. And in the midst of our almost gay speculation on this, they +went at their share of the task. + +The three moved about their offices gravely at first, Libbie Liberty +keeping her back to us as she worked, Miss Viny scrupulously intent on +the delicate clatter of the egg-beater, Miss Lucy with eyes downcast on +the sage she rolled. I noted how Calliope made little excuses to pass +near each of them, with now a touch of the hand and now a pat on a +shoulder, and all the while she talked briskly of ways and means and +recipes, and should there be onions in the dressing or should there not +be? We took a vote on this and were about to chop the onions in when +Mis' Holcomb's little maid arrived at my kitchen door with a bowl of +oysters which Mis' Holcomb had had left from the 'scallop, an' wouldn't +we like 'em in the stuffin'? Roast turkey stuffed with oysters! I saw +Libbie Liberty's eyes brighten so delightedly that I brought out a jar +of seedless raisins and another of preserved cherries to add to the +custard, and then a bag of sweet almonds to be blanched and split for +the cake o' sunshine. Surely, one of us said, the seven guests could be +preparing for their Thanksgiving dinner with no more zest than we were +putting into that dinner for their sakes. + +"Seven guests!" we said over and again. "Calliope, how did you do it? +When everybody says there's nobody in Friendship that's either sick or +poor?" + +"Nobody sick, nobody poor!" Calliope exclaimed, piling a dish with +watermelon pickles. "Land, you might think that was the town motto. +Well, the town don't know everything. Don't you ask me so many +questions." + +Before eleven o'clock Mis' Mayor Uppers tapped at my back door, with two +deep-dish cherry pies in a basket, and a row of her delicate, feathery +sponge cakes and a jar of pineapple and pie-plant preserves "to chink +in." She drew a deep breath and stood looking about the kitchen. + +"Throw off your things an' help, Mis' Uppers," Calliope admonished her, +one hand on the cellar door. "I'm just goin' down for some sweet +potatoes Mis' Holcomb sent over this morning, an' you might get 'em +ready, if you will. We ain't goin' to let you off now, spite of what +you've done for us." + +So Mis' Mayor Uppers hung up her shawl and washed the sweet potatoes. +And my kitchen was fragrant with spices and flavourings and an odorous +oven, and there was no end of savoury business to be at. I found myself +glad of the interest of these others in the day and glad of the stirring +in my lonely house. Even if their bustle could not lessen my own +loneliness, it was pleasant, I said to myself, to see them quicken with +interest; and the whole affair entertained my infinite leisure. After +all, I was not required to be thankful. I merely loaned my house, cosey +in its glittering drifts of turkey feathers, and the day was no more and +no less to me than before, though I own that I did feel more than an +amused interest in Calliope's guests. Whom, in Friendship, had she found +"to do for," I detected myself speculating with real interest as in the +dining room, with one and another to help me, I made ready my table. My +prettiest dishes and silver, the Cloth-o'-Gold rose, and my +yellow-shaded candles made little auxiliary welcomes. Whoever Calliope's +guests were, we would do them honour and give them the best we had. And +in the midst of all came from the City the box with my gift of hothouse +fruit and a rosebud for every plate. + +"Calliope!" I cried, as I went back to the kitchen, "Calliope, it's +nearly twelve now. Tell us who the guests are, or we won't finish +dinner!" + +Calliope laughed and shook her head and opened the door for Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, who entered, followed by her little maid, +both laden with good things. + +"I prepared for seven," Mis' Holcomb said. "That was the word you sent +me--but where you got your seven sick an' poor in Friendship beats me. +I'll stay an' help for a while--but to me it all seems like so much +monkey work." + +We worked with a will that last half-hour, and the spirit of the kitchen +came upon them all. I watched them, amused and pleased at Mis' Mayor +Uppers's flushed anxiety over the sweet potatoes, at Libbie Liberty +furiously basting the turkey, and at Miss Lucy exclaiming with delight +as she unwrapped the rosebuds from their moss. But I think that Mis' +Holcomb pleased me most, for with the utensils of housewifery in her +hands she seemed utterly to have forgotten that there is no use in +anything at all. This was not wonderful in the presence of such a +feathery cream of mashed potatoes and such aromatic coffee as she made. +_There_ was something to tie to. Those were real, at any rate, and +beyond all seeming. + +Just before twelve Calliope caught off her apron and pulled down her +sleeves. + +"Now," she said, "I'm going to welcome the guests. I can--can't I?" she +begged me. "Everything's all ready but putting on. I won't need to come +out here again; when I ring the bell on the sideboard, dish it up an' +bring it in, all together--turkey ahead an' vegetables followin'. Mis' +Holcomb, you help 'em, won't you? An' then you can leave if you want. +Talk about an old-fashion' Thanksgivin'. My!" + +"Who _has_ she got?" Libbie Liberty burst out, basting the turkey. "I +declare, I'm nervous as a witch, I'm so curious!" + +And then the clock struck twelve, and a minute after we heard Calliope +tinkle a silvery summons on the call-bell. + +I remember that it was Mis' Holcomb herself--to whom nothing +mattered--who rather lost her head as we served our feast, and who was +about putting in dishes both her oysters and her macaroni instead of +carrying in the fair, brown, smoking bake pans. But at last we were +ready--Mis' Holcomb at our head with the turkey, the others following +with both hands filled, and I with the coffee-pot. As they gave the +signal to start, something--it may have been the mystery before us, or +the good things about us, or the mere look of the Thanksgiving snow on +the window-sills--seemed to catch at the hearts of them all, and they +laughed a little, almost joyously, those five for whom joy had seemed +done, and I found myself laughing too. + +So we six filed into the dining room to serve whomever Calliope had +found "to do for." I wonder that I had not guessed before. There stood +Calliope at the foot of the table, with its lighted candles and its +Cloth-o'-Gold rose, and the other six chairs were quite vacant. + +"Sit down!" Calliope cried to us, with tears and laughter in her voice. +"Sit down, all six of you. Don't you see? Didn't you know? Ain't we +soul-sick an' soul-hungry, all of us? An' I tell you, this is goin' to +do our souls good--an' our stomachs too!" + +Nobody dropped anything, even in the flood of our amazement. We managed +to get our savoury burden on the table, and some way we found ourselves +in the chairs--I at the head of my table where Calliope led me. And we +all talked at once, exclaiming and questioning, with sudden thanksgiving +in our hearts that in the world such things may be. + +"I was hungry an' sick," Calliope was telling, "for an old-fashion' +Thanksgivin'--or anything that'd smooth life out some. But I says to +myself, 'It looks like God had afflicted us by not givin' us anybody to +do for.' An' then I started out to find some poor an' some sick--an' +each one o' you knows what I found. An' I ask' myself before I got home +that day, 'Why not them an' me?' There's lots o' kinds o' things to do +on Thanksgivin' Day. Are you ever goin' to forgive me?" + +I think that we all answered at once. But what we all meant was what +Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss said, as she sat flushed and smiling +behind the coffee-cups:-- + +"I declare, I feel something like I ain't felt since I don't know when!" + +And Calliope nodded at her. + +"I guess that's your soul, Mame Bliss," she said. "You can always feel +it if you go to work an' act as if you got one. I'll take my coffee +clear." + + + + +V + +THE SHADOW OF GOOD THINGS TO COME + + +The Friendship accommodation reaches the village from the City at six +o'clock at night, and we call the train the Dick Dasher, because Dick +Dasher is its engineer. We "come out on the Dick Dasher" and we "go in +on the Through"; but the Through is a kind of institution, like +marriage, while the Dick Dasher is a thing more intimate, like one's +wedding. It was one winter night on the latter that I hardly heeded what +I overheard. + +"The Lord will provide, Delia," Doctor June was saying. + +"I ain't sure," came a piping answer, "as they is any Lord. An' don't +you tell anybody 'bout seein' me on this train. I'm goin' on +through--west." + + "Thy footfall is a silver thing, + West----west!" + +I said over to the beat of the wheels, but the words that I said over +were more insistent than the words that I heard. I was watching the eyes +of a motor-car carrying threads of streaming light, moving near the +track, swifter than the train. It belonged, as I divined, to the +Proudfits of Friendship, and it was carrying Madame Proudfit and her +daughter Clementina, after a day of shopping and visiting in the town. +And when I saw them returning home in this airy fashion,--as if they +were the soul and I in the stuffy Dick Dasher were the body,--I renewed +a certain distaste for them, since in their lives these Proudfits seemed +goblin-like, with no interest in any save their own picturesque +flittings. But while I shrugged at myself for judging them and held +firmly to my own opinion, as one will do, I was conscious all the time +of the gray minister in the aisle of the rocking coach, holding clasped +in both hands his big carpet-bag without handles. Over it I saw him +looking down in grieved consternation at the little woman huddled in the +rush seat. + +"No Lord!" he said, "no Lord! Why, Delia More! You might as well say +there ain't no life in your own bones." + +"So they isn't," she answered him grimly. "They keep on a-goin' just to +spite me." + +"Delia More--_De_-lia More," the wheels beat out, and it was as if I had +heard the name often. Already I had noticed the woman. She had a kind of +youth, like that of Calliope, who had journeyed in town on the Through +that morning and who had somewhat mysteriously asked me not to say that +she had gone away. But Calliope's persistent youthfulness gives her a +claim upon one, while on this woman whom Doctor June perplexedly +regarded, her stifled youth imposed a forlorn aloofness, made the more +pathetic by her prettiness. + +No one but the doctor himself was preparing to leave the train at +Friendship. He balanced in the aisle alone, while the few occupants of +the car sat without speaking--men dozing, children padding on the panes, +a woman twisting her thin hair tight and high. Doctor June looked at +those nearest to be sure of their tired self-absorption, but as for me, +who sat very near, I think he had long ago decided that I kept my own +thoughts and no others, since sometimes I had forgotten to give him back +a greeting. So it was in a fancied security which I was loath to be +violating, that he opened his great carpet-bag and took out a book to +lay on the girl's knee. + +"Open it," he commanded her. + +I saw the contour of her face tightened by her swiftly set lips as she +complied. + +"Point your finger," he went on peremptorily. She must have obeyed, for +in a kind of unwilling eagerness she bent over the page, and the doctor +stooped, and together in the blurring light of the kerosene lamp in the +roof of the coach they made out something. + +"... the law having a shadow of good things to come, and not the very +image of the things ..." I unwillingly caught, and yet not wholly +unwillingly either. And though I watched, as if much depended upon it, +the great motor-car of the Proudfits vanishing before us into the dark, +I could not forbear to glance at the doctor, who was nodding, his kind +face quickening. But the girl lifted her eyes and laughed with +deliberate scepticism. + +"I don't take any stock," she said, and within me it was as if something +answered to her bitterness. + +"No--no. Mebbe not," Doctor June commented with perfect cheerfulness. +"Some folks take fresh air, and some folks like to stay shut up tight. +But--'the shadow of good things to come.' I'd take that much stock if I +was you, Delia." + +As he laid the book back in his bag, the train was jolting across the +switches beside the gas house, and the lights of Friendship were all +about the track. + +"Why don't you get off?" he reiterated, in his tone a descending scale +of simple hospitality. "Come to our house and stop a spell. Come for +tea," he added; "I happen to know we're goin' to hev hot griddle-cakes +an' sausage gravy." + +She shook her head sharply and in silence. + +Doctor June stood for a moment meditatively looking down at her. + +"There's a friend of yours at our house to-day, for all day," he +observed. + +"I ain't any friends," replied the girl, obstinately, "without you mean +_use'_ to be. An' I don't know if I had then, either." + +"Yes. Yes, you have, Delia," said Doctor June, kindly. "He was asking +about you last time he was here--kind of indirect." + +"_Who?_" she demanded, but it was as if something within her wrung the +question from her against her will. + +"Abel Halsey," Doctor June told her, "Abel Halsey. Remember him?" + +Instead of answering she looked out the window at the Friendship Depot +platform, and:-- + +"Ain't he a big minister in the City?" I barely heard her ask. + +"No," said Doctor June; "dear me, no. Abel's still gypsyin' it off in +the hills. I expect he's out there by the depot with the busses now, +come to meet me in his buggy. Better let him take us all home to +griddle-cakes, Delia?" he pressed her wistfully. + +"I couldn't," she said briefly. And, as he put out his hand silently, +"Don't you let _any_body know't you saw me!" she charged him again. + +When he was gone, and the train was slackening in the station, she moved +close to the window. If I had been lonely.... I must have caught a +certain cheer in the look of the station and in the magnificent, cosmic +leisure of the idlers: in Photographer Jimmy Sturgis, in his leather +coat, with one eye shut, stamping a foot and waiting for the mail-bag; +in old Tillie, known up and down the world for her waffles, and +perpetually peering out between shelves of plants and wax fruit set +across the window of the "eating-house"; in Peleg Bemus, wood-cutter, +stumping about the platform on his wooden leg, wearing modestly the +prestige he had won by his flute-playing and by his advantage of +New York experience--"a janitor in the far east, he was," Timothy +Toplady had once told me; in Timothy Toplady himself, who always +meets the trains, but for no reason unless to say an amazed and +reproachful--"Blisterin' Benson! not a soul wants off here"; and in Abel +Halsey, that itinerant preacher, of whom Doctor June had spoken. Abel +was a man of grace, Bible-taught, passioning for service, but within him +his gentle soul burned to travel, and his white horse, Major Mary, and +his road wagon and his route to the door of many a country church were +the sole satisfactions of his wanderlust; and next to these was his +delight to be at a railway station when any train arrived, savouring the +moment of some silent familiarity with distance. I delighted in them +all, and that night, as I looked, I wondered how it would seem to me if +I were returning to it after many years; and I could imagine how my +heart would ache. + +As the train moved on, the girl whom Doctor June had called Delia More +turned her head, manifestly to follow for a little way each vanishing +light and figure; and as the conductor came through the car and she +spoke to him, I saw that she was in a tingle of excitement. + +"You sure," she asked, "that you stop to the canal draw?" + +"Uh?" said the conductor, and when he comprehended, "Every time," he +said, "every time. You be ready when she whistles." He hesitated, +manifestly in some curiosity. "They ain't a house in a mile f'om there, +though," he told her. + +"I know that," she gave back crisply. + +When I heard her speaking of the canal draw, I found myself wondering; +for a woman is not above wonder. There, where the trains stopped just +perceptibly I myself was wont to leave them for the sake of the mile +walk on the quiet highroad to my house. That, too, though it chanced to +be night, for I am not afraid. But I wondered the more because other +women do fear, and also because mine was the only house between the +canal draw and Friendship Village; and manifestly the shortest way to +reach the village would have been to alight at the station. But I held +my peace, for the affairs of others should be to those others an +efficient disguise; and moreover, the greater part of one's wonder is +wont to come to naught. + +Yet, as I seemed to follow this woman out upon the snow and the train +kept impersonally on across the meadows, I could not but see that her +bags were many and looked heavy, and twice she set them down to +rearrange. I think a ghost of the road could have done no less than ask +to help her. And I did this with an abruptness of which I am unwilling +master, though indeed I had no need to assume impatience, for I saw that +my quiet walk was spoiled. + +When I spoke to her, she started and shrank away; but there was an +austerity in the lonely white road and in the country silence which must +have chilled a woman like her; and her bags were many and seemed heavy. + +"Much obliged to you," she said indistinctly. "I'd just as li've you +should take the basket, if you want." + +So I lifted the basket and trudged beside her, hoping very much that she +would not talk. For though for my own comfort I would walk far to avoid +treading on a nest, or a worm, or a magenta flower (and I loathe +magenta), yet I am often blameful enough to wound through the sheerest +bungling those who talk to me when I would rather be silent. + +The night was one clinging to the way of Autumn, and as yet with no +Winter hinting. The air was mild and dry, and the sky was starry. I am +not ashamed that on a quiet highroad on a starry night I love to be +silent, and even to forget concerns of my own which seem pressing in the +publicity of the sun; but I am ashamed, I own, to have been called to +myself that night by a little choking breath of haste. + +"I can't go--so fast," my companion said humbly; "you might jest--set +the basket down anywheres. I can--" + +But I think that she can hardly have heard my apology, for she stood +where she had halted, staring away from me. We were opposite the +cemetery lying in its fence of field stone and whitewashed rails. + +"O my soul, my soul!" I heard her say. "I'd forgot the graveyard, or I +couldn't never 'a' come this way." + +At that she went on, her feet quickening, as I thought, without her +will; and she kept her face turned to me, so that it should be away from +that whitewashed fence. And now because of the wound she had shown me, I +walked a little apart in the middle of the road for my attempt at +sympathy. So we came to the summit of the hill, and there the dark +suddenly yielded up the distance. The lamps of the village began to +signal, lights dotted the fields and gathered in a cosey blur in the +valley, and half a mile to westward the headlight that marked the big +Toplady barn and the little Toplady house shone out as if some one over +there were saying something. + +"You live here in Friendship?" the girl demanded abruptly. + +I could show her my house a little way before us. + +"Ever go inside the graveyard?" she asked. + +Sometimes I do go there, and at that answer she walked nearer to me and +spoke eagerly. + +"Air all the tombstones standin' up straight, do you know?" she said. +"Hev any o' their headstones fell down on 'em?" + +This I could answer too, definitely enough; for Friendship Cemetery, by +the vigilance of the Married Ladies' Cemetery Improvement Sodality, is +kept in no less scrupulous order than the Friendship parlours. + +"Well, that's a relief," she said; "I couldn't get it out o' my head." +Then, because she seemed of those on whom silence lays a certain +imaginary demand, "My mother an' father an' sister's buried there," she +explained. "They're in there. They all died when I was gone. An' I got +the notion that their headstones had tipped over on to 'em. Or Aunt +Cornie More's, maybe." + +Aunt Cornie More. I knew that name, for they had told me about her in +Friendship, so that her name, and that of the Oldmoxons, in whose former +house I lived, and many others were like folk whom one passes often and +remembers. I had been told how Aunt Cornie More had made her own shroud +from her crocheted parlour curtains, lest these fall to a later wife of +her octogenarian husband; and how as she lay in her coffin the curtain's +shell-stitch parrot "come right acrost her chest." This woman beside me +had called her "Aunt" Cornie More. And then I remembered the name which +Doctor June had spoken on the train and the wheels had measured. + +"Delia More!" I said, involuntarily, and regretted it as soon as I had +spoken. But, indeed, it was as if some legend woman of the place walked +suddenly beside me, like the quick. + +Who in Friendship had not heard the name, and who, save one who keeps +her own thoughts and forgets to give back greeting, would not on the +instant have remembered it? Delia More's stepsister, Jennie Crapwell, +had been betrothed to a carpenter of Friendship, and he was at work on +their house when, a month before the wedding-day, Delia and that young +carpenter had "run away." Who in Friendship could not tell that story? +But before I had made an end of murmuring something-- + +"I might 'a' known they hadn't done talkin' yet," Delia More said +bitterly. "They say it was like that when Calliope Marsh's beau run off +with somebody else,--for ten years the town et it for cake. Well, they +ain't any of 'em goin' to get a look at me. I don't give anybody the +chance to show me the cold shoulder. You can tell 'em I was here if you +want. They can scare the children with it." + +"I won't tell," I said. + +She looked at me. + +"Well, I can't help it if you do," she returned. "I'm glad enough to +speak to somebody, gettin' back so. It's fourteen year. An' I was fair +body-sick to see the place again." + +At this she asked about Friendship folk, and I answered as best I might, +though of what she inquired I knew little, and what I did know was +footless enough for human comfort. As to the Topladys, for example, I +had no knowledge of that one who had earned his money in bricks and had +later married a "foreigner"; but I knew Mis' Amanda, that she had hands +dimpled like a baby giant's, and that she carried a blue parasol all +winter to keep the sun from her eyes. I could not tell whether Liddy +Ember had been able to afford skilled treatment for her poor, queer, +pretty little sister, but I knew that Ellen Ember, with her crown of +bright hair, went about Friendship streets singing aloud, and leaping up +to catch at the low branches of the curb elms, and that she was as +picturesque as a beautiful grotesque on a page of sober text. I had not +learned where the Oldmoxons had moved, but I knew of them that they had +left me a huge fireplace in every room of my house. I could have +repeated little about Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, save that her +black week-day cloak was lined with wine broadcloth, and that she wore +it wrong side outward for "best." And of whether Abigail Arnold's +children had turned out well or ill, I was profoundly ignorant; but I +remembered that she had caused a loaf of bread to be carved on the +monument of her husband, the home baker. And so on. But these were not +matters of which I could talk to the hungry woman beside me. + +Then, to my amazement, when I mentioned the Proudfits,--those great and +rich Proudfits whose motor had raced by our train,--Delia More would +have none of them. + +"I do' want to hear about 'em," she said. "I know about 'em. I use' to +play with Miss Clementina an' Miss Linda when we were little things. I +use' to live with the Proudfits then, an' go to school. They were good +to me--time an' time again they've told me their home was mine, too. But +_now_--it wouldn't be the same. I know 'em. They always were cruel proud +an' cruel pious. Mis' Proudfit, she use' to set up goodness an' worship +it like a little god." + +This judgment startled me, and yet to its import I secretly assented. +For though I barely had their acquaintance, Madame Proudfit and her +daughter Clementina were thorns to me too, so that I had had no pleasure +in giving them back their greetings. Perhaps it was that they alone in +Friendship sounded for me a note of other days--but whatever it was, +they were thorns to me; and I remember how, once more, something within +me seemed to answer to this woman's bitterness. + +None the less, since of the Proudfits I could give her some fragment of +account, I did so, to forge for Delia More what link I might between her +present and her past. And it was knowledge which all Friendship shared. + +"You knew," I said, "that Miss Linda does not come here now, because she +married against the wish of her family." + +Delia More looked up at me. But though I saw that now she softened +somewhat, I had no relish for giving to her anything of the sad romance +of beautiful Linda Proudfit (as they said) and the poor young clerk of +nobody knew where, who, a dozen years before, had fled away together +"into the storm." + +"Then there is Calliope Marsh," I ventured, to turn my thought not less +than hers. But Delia More did not answer, and at this I was puzzled, for +I think that Calliope has lived in Friendship since the beginning, when +she and Liddy Ember were partners in their little "modiste" shop. "You +will recall Calliope?" I pressed the matter. + +And at that, "Yes. Oh, yes," she said, and would say no more. And +because Calliope had forbidden me, I did not mention that I had seen her +on the train that morning, and that she was absent from Friendship, but +it grieved me that this stranger should be indifferent to anything about +her. + +I would have passed my own gate, because the basket was heavy and +because I knew that the girl was crying. But she remembered how I had +shown her my house, and there she detained me and caught at her basket, +in haste to be gone. So I, who feel upon me a weak necessity to do a +bidding, watched her go down the still road; yet I could not let her go +away quite like that, and before I had meant to do so I called to her. + +"Delia More!" I said--as familiarly as if she had been some other +expression of myself. + +I saw her stop, but I did not go forward. I lifted my voice a little, +for by the distance between us I was less ill at ease than I am in the +usual personalities of comfort. + +"I heard that on the train," I said then awkwardly,--and I was the more +awkward that I was not persuaded of any reason in my words,--"that about +'the shadow of good things to come.' Maybe it meant something." + +Delia More's thin, high-pitched voice came back to me, expressing all my +unvoiced doubt. + +"Tisn't like," she said. "I never take any stock." + +Then I looked at my dark house in a kind of consternation lest it had +heard me trying to give comfort, for within those walls I had sometimes +spoken almost as this woman spoke. But it occurred to me that even the +drowned should throw immaterial ropes to any who struggle in dark +waters. + +It will not be necessary, I hope, to say that I followed Delia More that +night from no faintest wish to know what might happen to her. For I have +a weak desire for peace of mind, and I would rather have forgotten her +story. I followed because the quiet highroad was so profoundly lonely, +and the country silence is ambiguous, and I cannot bear to think of a +woman abroad alone in the dark. I cannot bear to think of myself abroad +alone in the dark, though I go quite without fear; but certain other +women have fear, and this one was crying. I kept well behind her, and as +soon as she reached the village, I meant to lose sight of her and +return, for a village is guardian enough. But when we had passed the +bleak meadow of the slaughter-house and the wide, wet-smelling wood yard +and had reached the first cottage on Daphne Street, I was startled to +see her unlatch that cottage gate and enter the yard. And I was suddenly +sadly apprehensive, for the cottage was the home of Calliope, who that +morning had left the village and had asked me to say nothing about it. +What if this poor creature had fled to Calliope for sanctuary, only to +find locked doors? So I waited in the shadow of a warehouse like a +bandit; and I raged at the thought of having possibly to harbour this +stranger among the books of my quiet home. + +Then suddenly I saw a light shining brightly in Calliope Marsh's +cottage, and some one wearing a hat came swiftly and drew down a shade. +On the instant the matter was clear to me, who have a genius for certain +ways of a busybody. Calliope must have known that this poor girl was +coming; Calliope's warning to me to keep silence must have been a way of +protection to her. And here to Calliope's cottage Delia More had come +creeping, whom all Friendship would hold in righteous distaste. But I +alone of all Friendship knew that she was here, "fair body-sick to see +the place again." + +I turned back to the highroad, pretending great wrath that I should be +so keen over the doings of any, and that my walk should have been +spoiled because of her. But there are times when wrath is difficult. And +do what I would, there came some singing in my blood, and like a +busybody, I found myself standing still in the road fashioning a plan. + + + + +VI + +STOCK + + +It was as if Time and the Hour were my allies, for at once I was aware +of a cutter driven smartly from the village, and I recognized the +Topladys' sorrel. At my signal the cutter drew up beside me, and it held +Timothy Toplady on his way home from the station. I asked him what +o'clock it was, and when he had found a match to light his huge silver +watch-- + +"Blisterin' Benson!" he said ruefully, "it's ha'-past six, an' me late +with the chores again. I'm hauled an' sawed if it hain't _always_ ha' +past six. They don't seem to be no times in between." + +"Mr. Toplady," I said boldly, "let us get up a surprise party on +Calliope Marsh--you and Mrs. Toplady and me." + +I had learned that he was loath to oppose a suggestion and that he +always preferred to agree, but I had not hoped for enthusiasm. + +"That's the _i_-dea," said Timothy, heartily. "I do admire a surprise. +But what I think is this," he added, "when'll we hev it?" + +"To-night," I proposed boldly. + +"Whew!" Timothy whistled. "Sudden for General--eh? Suits me--suits me. +Better drive out home with me an' break it to Amanda," he cried. + +I smiled as I sat beside him, noting that his enthusiasm was very like +relief. For if any one was present, he well knew that his masterful +Amanda would say nothing of his tardiness. And so it was, for as we +entered the kitchen she entirely overlooked her husband in her amazement +at seeing me. + +"Forevermore!" that great Amanda said, turning from her stove of savoury +skillets; "ain't you the stranger? Timothy says only to-day, speakin' o' +you, 'She ain't ben here for a week,' s'e. 'Week!' s'I; 'it's goin' on +_two_.' I'm a great hand to keep track. Throw off your things." + +At that I began to feel her influence. Mis' Toplady is so huge and +capable that her mere presence will modify my judgments; and instantly I +fell wondering if I was not, after all, come on a fool's errand. She is +like Athena. For I can think about Athena well enough, but if I were +really to stand before her, I am certain that the project in which I +implored her help would be sunk in my sudden sense of Olympus. + +Not the less, I made my somewhat remarkable proposal with some show of +assurance, and I should have counted on Mis' Toplady's sympathy, which +ripens at less than a sigh. In Friendship you but mention a possible +charity, visit, or new church carpet, and the enthusiasm will react on +the possibility, and the thing be done. It is the spirit of the West, +the pioneer blood in the veins of her children, expressing itself (since +there are of late no forests to conquer) in terms of love of any +initiative. We love a project as an older world would approve the +civilizing reasons for that project. Mis' Amanda plunged into the +processes of the party much as she would have felled a tree. It warmed +my heart to hear her. + +"We'd ought to hev a hot supper--what victuals'll we take?" she said. +"Land, yes, oysters, o' course, an' we'll all chip in an' take +plenty-enough crackers. We might as well carry dishes from here, so's to +be sure an' hev what we want to use. At Mis' Doctor Helman's su'prise we +run 'way short o' spoons, an' Elder Woodruff finally went out in the +hall an' drank his broth, an' hid his bowl in the entry. Mis' Helman +found it, an' knew it by the nick. That reminds me--who'll we ask?" + +"Mrs. Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss," said I, promptly, "and Abigail +Arnold, and Doctor June, and Abel Halsey." + +"An' the Proudfits," Mis' Amanda went on. + +"Suppose," said I, with high courage, "that we do not ask the Proudfits +at all?" + +Mis' Amanda threw up her giant hands. + +"Not ask the Proudfits?" she said. "Why, my land a' livin', the minister +hardly has church in the church without the Proudfits get an invite." + +"Calliope mends their fine lace for them," I reminded her, feeling +guilty. "They wouldn't care to come, Mrs. Amanda, would they?" + +But of course I was remembering Delia More's "But _now_--I know 'em. +They worship goodness like a little god." And that night I was not +minded to have them about, for it might befall that it would be +necessary to understand other things as well. + +"Miss Linda would 'a' cared to," said Mis' Amanda, thoughtfully, "but I +donno, myself, about Mis' Proudfit an' Miss Clementina--for sure." + +So bold an innovation as the Proudfits' omission, however, moved Timothy +Toplady to doubt. + +"They might not come," he said, frowning and looking sidewise, "but what +I think is this, will they like bein' left out?" + +His masterful Amanda instantly took the other side. + +"Land, Timothy!" she said, "you _be_ one!" + +I have heard her say that to him again and again, and always in a tone +so skilfully admiring that he looked almost gratified. And we mentioned +the Proudfits no more. + +So Calliope Marsh's surprise party came about. When supper was over, the +table was "left setting," while pickles and cookies and "conserve" were +packed in baskets; and presently the Topladys and I were stealing about +the village inviting to festivity. I love to remember how swiftly Daphne +Street took on an air of the untoward. Kitchens were left dark, +unaccustomed lights flashed in upper chambers, some went scurrying for +oysters before the post-office store should be closed, and some spread +the news, eager to share in the holiday importance. I love to remember +our certainty, so reasonably established, that they would all join us as +infallibly as children will join in jollity. No one refused, no one +hesitated; and when, at eight o'clock, the Topladys and I reached the +rendezvous in the Engine-House entry, every one was there before +us--save only, of course, the Proudfits. + +"Where's the Proudfits? Ain't we goin' to wait for the Proudfits?" asked +more than one; and some one had seen the Proudfit motor come flashing +through the town from the Plank Road, empty. At all of which I kept a +guilty silence; and I had by then not a little guilt to bear, since I +was becoming every moment more doubtful of my undertaking. For at heart +these people are the kindly of earth, and yet they are prone, as Delia +More had said of the Proudfits, "to worship goodness like a little god," +nor do they commonly broaden their allegiance without distinguished +precedent. And how were we to secure this? + +Every one was there--the little gray Doctor June, flitting about as +quietly as a moth, and all those of whom Delia More had asked me: Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, wearing her cloak wine broadcloth side out +to honour the occasion; Abigail Arnold, with a huge basket of +gingerbread and jumbles from her home bakery; Photographer Jimmy +Sturgis, and even Mis' Sturgis, in a faint aroma of caraway which she +nibbled incessantly; Liddy Ember, and poor Ellen, wearing her +magnificent hair like a coronet, and standing wistfully about, with her +hand, palm outward, persistently covering her mouth; and Abel Halsey, +who was to leave at midnight for a lonely cross-country ride into the +hills. And as they stood, gossiping and eager, the women bird-observant +of one another's toilettes, I own myself to have felt like an alien +among them, remembering how I alone knew that Calliope Marsh was not +even in the village. + +Very softly we lifted the latch of Calliope's gate and trooped in her +little dark yard. + +"Blisterin' Benson!" Timothy Toplady whispered, "ef the house hain't +pocket-dark, front _and_ back. What ef she's went in the country?" + +"Sh--h!" whispered his great Amanda, masterfully. "It's the shades down. +I'm nervous as a witch. My land! if the front door ain't open a foot!" + +Though there are no locked doors in Friendship, I had feared that +Calliope's cottage door would now be barred, and that Delia More would +answer no formal summons. At sight of the unguarded entrance I had a +sick fear that she had in some way heard of our coming and fled away, +leaving the door ajar in her haste. But when we had footed softly across +the porch and peered in the dark passage, we saw at its farther end a +crack of light. + +"Might as well step ri' down to the dinin' room--that's where she sets," +Mis' Amanda said in her whisper, which is gigantic too. + +The passage smelled of the oilcloth on the floor and of a rubber +waterproof which I brushed. And I shrank back beside the waterproof and +let the others go on. For, after all, to that woman within I was a +stranger, and these were her friends of old time. So it was Mis' Amanda +who opened the dining-room door. + +I could see that the room was cheery with a red-shaded hanging-lamp, and +shelves of plants, and a glowing fire in the great range. A table was +covered with red cotton and laid with dishes. Also, there was the +fragrance of toast, so that one wished to enter. And in a rocking-chair +sat Delia More. She stared up in a kind of terror at the open door, and +then turned shrinkingly to some one who sat beside her. But at that one +beside her I looked and looked again, for her rich fur cloak had fallen +where she had let it fall; and there, sitting with Delia More's hand in +hers, was that great Madame Proudfit of the Proudfit estate. + +"For the land!" Mis' Amanda said. "For the land...." + +But she was not looking at Madame Proudfit. And hardly seeing her, as I +could guess, that great Mis' Amanda went forward, holding out her arms. + +"Delia More!" she cried, "Delia More!" + +I saw Abel Halsey's pale, luminous face as he pushed past Timothy and +strode within and crossed to her; and I remember Abigail Arnold and Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, and how they followed Abel with little +sharp cries which must have been a kind of music. And with them went +Ellen Ember, as if, secretly, she were wiser than we knew. And while the +others blocked the passage or crowded into the room, according to the +nature which was theirs, some one came from the cellarway and paused, +smiling, on the threshold. And it was Miss Clementina Proudfit, with +eggs in her hands. + +"Wait!" I heard Delia's sharp, piping voice then; "wait!" + +She rose, one thin little hand pressed tensely along her cheek. But the +other hand Madame Proudfit held in both her own as she, too, rose beside +her. And with them Abel stood, facing the rest. + +"O, Abel Halsey--Abel Halsey ..." Delia said, "an' Mame Bliss--nor you, +Abigail, don't you, any of you, come in yet. I got somethin' to tell +you." + +"But shake hands first, Delia," cried Abel Halsey, and Delia looked up +at him, in her face a sudden, incredulous thankfulness which flushed it, +brow and cheek, and won it to a way of beauty. But she did not give him +her hand. And before she could speak again Miss Clementina put down the +eggs, and, with some little stir of silk, she took a step or two steps +toward us. + +"Ah," she said, "let us not wait for anything--it has been so long since +we have met! Delia has just told mother and me all about these +years--and you don't know how splendid we think she has been and how +brave in great trouble. Come in, everybody, and let's make her welcome +home!" + +Madame Proudfit said nothing, but she nodded and smiled at Delia More, +and it seemed to me that in the Proudfits' way with Delia, their +beautiful Linda had won a kind of presence with them after all. And in +the moment's hush the toast, propped on a fork before the coals in the +range, suddenly blazed up in blue flame at the crust. + +"Somebody save the toast!" cried Clementina and smiled very brightly. + +They needed no more. Timothy Toplady sprang at the toast, and already +Abel Halsey and Doctor June were shaking Delia's hand; and Mis' Amanda, +throwing her shawl back over her shoulders from its pin at her throat, +enveloped Delia in her giant arms. And the others came pushing forward, +on their faces the smiles which, however they had faltered in the +passage seeking a precedent, I make bold to guess bodied forth the +gentle, hesitant spirit which informed them. + +As for me, I waited without, even after the others had entered. And as I +lingered, the outer door was pushed open to admit some late comer who +whisked down the passage and stood in the dining-room doorway. It was +Calliope. + +"Delia More!" she cried; "didn't I tell you how it'd be if you'd only +let 'em know? An' Mis' Proudfit, you here? I been worried to death on +account o' forgettin' to take home your cream lace waist I mended." + +Madame Proudfit's voice lowered the high key of the others talking in +chorus. + +"We drove over to get it, Calliope," she said. "And here we found our +Delia More." + + * * * * * + +At eleven o'clock that night, as I sat writing a letter in which the +spirit of what had come to pass must have breathed--as a spirit will +breathe--Calliope Marsh tapped at my door; and she had a little basket. + +"Here," she said, "I brought you this. It's some o' everything we hed. +An'--I'm obliged for my s'prise," she added, squeezing my hand in the +darkness. "I surmised first thing, most, when Delia described you. No; +land, no!--Delia don't suspicion you got it up. She don't think of it +bein' anybody but just God--an' I donno's 'twas. An' that's what Abel +thinks--wa'n't Abel splendid? You know 'bout Abel--an' Delia? You know +he use' to--he wanted to--that is, he was in--oh, well, no. Of course +you wouldn't know. Well, Delia don't suspicion you--but she said I +should tell you something. 'You tell her,' she says to me, 'you tell her +I say I guess I take stock now,' she says; 'tell her that: I guess I +take stock now.'" + +At this my heart leaped up so that I hardly know what I said in answer. + +"Delia's out here now," Calliope called from the dark steps. "The +Proudfits brought us. Delia's goin' home with 'em--to stay." + +Thus I saw the eyes of the Proudfits' motor, with the threads of +streaming light, about to go skimming from my gate. And in that kindly +security was Delia More. + +"Calliope," I cried after her because I could not help it, "tell Delia +More I take stock, too!" + + + + +VII + +THE BIG WIND + + +Of Abel Halsey, that young itinerant preacher, I learned more on a +December day when Autumn seemed to have come back to find whether she +had left anything. Calliope and I were resting from a racing walk up the +hillside, where the squat brick Leading Church of Friendship overlooks +the valley pastures and the village. Calliope walks like a girl, and +with our haste and the keen air, her wrinkled cheeks were as rosy as +youth. + +"Don't it seem like some days don't belong to any month, but just whim +along, doin' as they please?" Calliope said. "Months that might be +snowin' an' blowin' the expression off our face hev days when they sort +o' show summer hid inside, secret an' holy. That's the way with lots o' +things, ain't it? That's the way," she added thoughtfully, "Abel feels +about the Lord, I guess. Abel Halsey,--you know." + +They had told me how Abel, long ordained a minister of God, had +steadfastly refused to be installed a pastor of any church. He was a +devout man, but the love of far places was upon him, and he lived what +Friendship called "a-gypsyin'" off in the hills, now to visit a sick +man, now to preach in a country schoolhouse, now to marry, or bury, or +help with the threshing. These lonely rides among the hills and his +custom of watching a train come in or rush by out of the distance were +his ways of voyaging. Perhaps, too, his little skill at the organ gave +him, now and then, an hour resembling a journey. But in his first youth +he had meant to go away in earnest--far away, to the City or some other +city. Also, though Calliope did not speak of it again, and I think that +the others kept a loyal silence because of my strangerhood, I had known, +since the home coming of Delia More, that Abel Halsey had once had +another dream. + +"You wasn't here when the new church was built," Calliope said, looking +up at the building proudly. "That was the time I mean about Abel. You +know, before it was built we'd hed church in the hall over the +Gekerjeck's drug store; an' because it was his hall, Hiram Gekerjeck, he +just about run the church,--picked out the wall paper, left the stair +door open Sundays so's he could get the church heat, till the whole +service smelt o' ether, an' finally hed church announcements printed as +a gift, _but_ with a line about a patent medicine o' his set fine along +at the bottom. He said that was no differ'nt than advertisin' the +printin'-offices that way, like they do. But it was that move made Abel +Halsey--him an' Timothy Toplady and Eppleby Holcomb an' Postmaster +Sykes, the three elders, set to to build a church. An' they done it too. +An' to them four I declare it seemed like the buildin' was a body +waitin' for its soul to be born. From the minute the sod was scraped off +they watched every stick that went into it. An' by November it was all +done an' plastered an' waitin' its pews--an' it was a-goin' to be +dedicated with special doin's--music from off, an' strange ministers, +an' Reverend Arthur Bliss from the City. I guess Abel an' the elders hed +tacked printed invites to half the barns in the county. + +"I rec'lect it was o' Wednesday, the one next before the dedication, an' +windy-cold an' wintry. I'd been havin' a walk that day, an' 'long about +five o'clock, right about where we are, I'd stood watchin' the sunset +over the Pump pasture there, till I was chilled through. The smoke was +rollin' out o' the church chimney because they was dryin' the plaster, +an' I run in there to get my hands warm an' see how the plaster was +doin'. An' inside was the three elders, walkin' 'round, layin' a finger +on a sash or a post--the kind o' odd, knowledgeable way men has with new +buildin's. The Ladies' Aid had got the floor broom-clean, an' the +lamp-chandelier filled an' ready; an' the foreign pipe-organ that the +Proudfits had sent from Europe was in an' in workin' order, little +lookin'-glass over the keyboard an' all. It seemed rill home-like, with +the two big stoves a-goin', an' the floor back of 'em piled up with the +chunks Peleg Bemus had sawed for nothin'. Everything was all redded up, +waitin' for the pews. + +"Timothy Toplady was puttin' out his middle finger stiff here an' there +on the plaster. + +"'It's dry as a bone,' he says, 'but what I say is this, le's us leave a +fire burn here all night, so's to be sure. I'd hate like death to hev +the whole congregation catchin' cold an' takin' Hiram Gekerjeck's +medicine.' + +"I rec'lect Eppleby Holcomb looked up sort o' dreamy--Eppleby always +goes round like he'd swallowed his last night's sleep. + +"'The house o' God,' he says over; 'ain't that curious? Nothin' about it +to indicate it's the house o' God but the shape--no more'n's if 'twas a +buildin' where the Holy Spirit never come near. An' yet right here in +this place we'll mebbe feel the big wind an' speak with Pentecostal +tongues.' + +"''T seems like,' says Postmaster Sykes, thoughtful, ''t seems like we'd +ought to hev a little meetin' o' thanks here o' Sat'day night--little +informal praise meetin' or somethin.' + +"Timothy shakes his head decided. + +"'Silas Sykes, what you talkin'?' he says. 'Why, the church ain't +dedicated yet. A house o' God,' s'e, 'can't be used for no purpose +whatsoever without it's been dedicated.' + +"'So it can't--so it can't,' says the postmaster, apologetic, knowin' he +was in politics an' that the brethren was watchin' him, cat to mouse, +for slips. + +"'I s'pose that's so,' says Eppleby, doubtful. But he's one o' them that +sort o' ducks under situations to see if they're alike on both sides, +an' if they ain't, he up an' questions 'em. Timothy, though, he was +differ'nt. Timothy was always goin' on about constituted authority, an' +to him the thing was the thing, even if it was another thing. + +"'That's right,' he insists, his lips disappearin' with certainty. 'I +s'pose we hadn't reely ought even to come in here an' stan' 'round, like +we are.' + +"He looks sidlin' over towards me, warmin' my hands rill secular by the +church stove. An' I felt like I'd been spoke up for when somebody says +from the door:-- + +"'You better just bar out the carpenters o' this world, friends, an' +done with it!' + +"It was Abel Halsey, standin' in the entry, lookin' as handsome as the +law allows. An' I see he happened to be there because the Through was +about due,--that's the one that don't stop here,--an' you can always get +a good view of it from this slope. You know Abel never misses watchin' a +fast train go 'long, if he can help himself. + +"'What's the i-dea?' Abel says. 'How can you pray at all in closets an' +places that ain't been dedicated? I shouldn't think they'd be holy +enough, 's'e.' + +"'That,' says the postmaster, sure o' support, 'ain't the question.' + +"'I thought it couldn't be,' says Abel, amiable. 'Well, what is the +question? Whether prayer is prayer, no matter where you're prayin'?' + +"'Oh, no,' says Eppleby Holcomb, soothin', 'it ain't that.' + +"'I thought it couldn't be that,' says Abel. 'Is it whether the Lord is +in dedicated spots an' nowheres else?' + +"'Abel Halsey,' Timothy tarts up, 'you needn't to be sacrilegious.' + +"'But,' says Abel, 'the question is, whether _you_'re sacrilegious to +deny a prayer-meetin' or any other good use to the church or to any +other place, dedicated or not. Well, Timothy, I think you are.' + +"Timothy clears his throat an' dabs at the palm of his hand with his +other front finger. But before he could lay down eternal law, we sort o' +heard, almost before we knew we heard, folks hurryin' past out here on +the frozen ground. An' they was shoutin', like questions, an' a-shoutin' +further off. We looked out, an' I can remember how the whole slope up +from the village there was black with folks. + +"We run outside, an' I know I kep' close by Abel Halsey. An' I got hold +o' what had happened when somebody yelled an answer to his askin'. You +probably heard all about that part. It was the day the Through Express +went off the track down there in the cut beyond the Pump pasture. + +"We run with the rest of 'em, me keepin' close to Abel, I guess because +he's got a way with him that makes you think he'd know what to do no +matter what. But when he was two-thirds o' the way acrost the pasture, +he stops short an' grabs at my sleeve. + +"'Look here,' he says, 'you can't go down there. You mustn't do it. We +donno what'll be. You stay here,' he says; 'you set there under the +cottonwood.' + +"You kind o' _haf_ to mind Abel. It's sort o' grained in that man to hev +folks disciple after him. I made him promise he'd motion from the fence +if he see I could help any, an' then I se' down under that big tree down +there. I was tremblin' some, I know. It always seems like wrecks are +somethin' that happen in other states an' in the dark. But when one's on +ground that you know like a book an' was brought up on,--when it's in +the daylight, right by a pasture you've been acrost always an' where +you've walked the ties,--well, I s'pose it's the same feelin' as when a +man you know cuts up a state's prison caper; seem's like he _can't_ of, +because you knew him. + +"Half the men o' Friendship run by me, seems though. The whole town'd +been rousted up while we was in the church talkin' heresy. An' up on the +high place on the road there I see Zittelhof's undertaking wagon, with +the sunset showin' on its nickel rails. But not a woman run past me. +Ain't it funny how it's men that go to danger of rail an' fire an' +water--but when it's nothin' but birth an' dyin' natural, then it's for +women to be there. + +"When I'd got about ready to fly away, waitin' so, I see Abel at the +fence. An' he didn't motion to me, but he swung over the top an' come +acrost the stubble, an' I see he hed somethin' in his arms. I run to +meet him, an' he run too, crooked, his feet turnin' over with him some +in the hard ground. The sky made his face sort o' bright; an' I see he'd +got a child in his arms. + +"He didn't give her to me. He stood her down side o' me--a little thing +of five years old, or six, with thick, straight hair an' big scairt +eyes. + +"'Is she hurt, Abel?' I says. + +"'No, she ain't hurt none,' he answers me, 'an' they's about seventeen +more of 'em, her age, an' they ain't hurt, either. Their coach was +standin' up on its legs all right. But the man they was with, he's stone +dead. Hit on the head, somehow. An',' Abel says, 'I'm goin' to throw 'em +all over the fence to you.' + +"The little girl jus' kep' still. An' when we took her by each hand, an' +run back toward the fence with her, her feet hardly touchin' the ground, +she kep' up without a word, like all to once she'd found out this is a +world where the upside-down is consider'ble in use. An' I waited with +her, over there this side the cut, hearin' 'em farther down rippin' off +fence rails so's to let through what they hed to carry. + +"Time after time Abel come scramblin' up the sand-bank, bringin' 'em two +'t once--little girls they was, all about the age o' the first one, none +of 'em with hats or cloaks on; an' I took 'em in my arms an' set 'em +down, an' took 'em in my arms an' set 'em down, till I was fair movin' +in a dream. They belonged, I see by their dress, to some kind of a home +for the homeless, an' I judged the man was takin' 'em somewheres, him +that Abel said'd been killed. Some'd reach out their arms to me over the +fence--an' some was afraid an' hung back, but some'd just cling to me +an' not want to be set down. I can remember them the best. + +"Abel, when he come with the last ones, he off with his coat like I with +my ulster, an' as well as we could we wrapped four or five of 'em +up--one that was sickly, an' one little delicate blonde, an' a little +lame girl, an' the one--the others called her Mitsy--that'd come over +the fence first. An' by then half of 'em was beginnin' to cry some. An' +the wind was like so many knives. + +"'Where shall we take 'em to, Abel?' I says, beside myself. + +"'Take 'em?' he says. 'Take 'em into the church! Quick as you can. This +wind is like death. Stay with 'em till I come.' + +"Somehow or other I got 'em acrost that pasture. When I look at the Pump +pasture now, in afternoon like this, or in Spring with vi'lets, or when +a circus show's there, it don't seem to me it could 'a' been the same +place. I kep' 'em together the best I could--some of 'em beggin' for +'Mr. Middie--Mr. Middie,' the man, I judged, that was dead. An' finally +we got up here in the road, an' it was like the end o' pain to be able +to fling open the church door an' marshal 'em through the entry into +that great, big, warm room, with the two fires roarin'. + +"I got 'em 'round the nearest stove an' rubbed their little hands an' +tried not to scare 'em to death with wantin' to love 'em; an' all the +while, bad as I felt for 'em, I was glad an' glad that it was me that +could be there with 'em. They was twenty,--when I come to count 'em so's +to keep track,--twenty little girls with short, thick hair, or soft, +short curls, an' every one with something baby-like left to 'em. An' +when we set on the floor round the stove, the coals shone through the +big open draft into their faces, an' they looked over their shoulders to +the dark creepin' up the room, an' they come closer 'round me--an' the +closest-up ones _snuggled_. + +"Well, o' course that was at first, when they was some dazed. But as +fast as their blue little hands was warm an' pink again, one or two of +'em begun to whimper, natural an' human, an' up with their arm to their +face, an' then begun to cry right out, an' some more joined in, an' the +rest pipes up, askin' for Mr. Middie. An' I thought, 'Sp'osin' they +_all_ cried an' what if Abel Halsey stayed away hours.' I donno. I done +my best too. Mebbe it's because I'm use' to children with my heart an' +not with my ways. Anyhow, most of 'em was cryin' prime when Abel finally +got there. + +"When he come in, I see Abel's face was white an' dusty, an' he had his +other coat off an' gone too, an' his shirt-sleeves was some tore. But he +comes runnin' up to them cryin' children an' I wish't you could 'a' seen +his smile--Abel's smile was always kind o' like his soul growin' out of +his face, rill thrifty. + +"'Why, you little kiddies!' s'e, 'cryin' when you're all nice an' warm! +Le's see now,' he says grave. 'Anybody here know how to play +Drop-the-handkerchief? If you do,' he tells 'em, 'stand up _quick_!' + +"They scrambled 'round like they was beetles an' you'd took up the +stone. They was all up in a minute, an' stopped cryin', too. With that +he catches my handkerchief out o' my hand an' flutters it over his head +an' runs to the middle o' the room. + +"'Come on!' he says. 'Hold o' hands--every one o' you hold o' hands. I'm +goin' to drop the handkerchief, an' you'd better hurry up.' + +"That was talk they knew. They was after him in a secunt an' tears +forgot,--them poor little things,--laughin' an' hold o' hands, an' +dancin' in a chain, an' standin' in a ring. An' when he hed 'em like +that, an' still, Abel begun runnin' 'round to drop the handkerchief; an' +then he turns to me. + +"'Only two killed, thank God,' he says as he run; 'the conductor an' +M-i-d-d-l-e-t-o-n,' he spells it, an' motions to the children with the +handkerchief so's I'd know who Middleton was. 'An' not a scrap o' paper +on him,' he goes on, 'to tell what home he brought the children from or +where he's goin' with 'em. Their mileage was punched to the City--but we +don't know where they belong there, an' the conductor bein' gone too. +The poor fellow that had 'em in charge never knew what hurt him. Hit +from overhead, he was, an' his skull crushed....' + +"It was so dark in the church by then we could hardly see, but the +children could keep track o' the white handkerchief. He let it fall +behind the little girl he'd brought me first,--Mitsy,--an' she catches +it up an' sort o' squeaks with the fun an' runs after him. An' while he +doubles an' turns,-- + +"'They've telegraphed ahead,' he says, 'to two or three places in the +City. But even if we hear right off, we can't get 'em out o' Friendship +to-night. They'll hev to stay here. The Commercial Travellers' Hotel an' +the Depot House has both got all they can do for--some of 'em hurt +pretty bad. They couldn't either hotel take 'em in....' + +"Then he lets Mitsy catch him an' he ups with her on his shoulder an' +run with her on his back, his face lookin' out o' her blue, striped +skirts. + +"'We'll hev to house 'em right here in the church,' he says. + +"'Here?' says I; 'here in the church?' + +"'You know Friendship,' he says, hoppin' along. 'Not half a dozen houses +could take in more'n two extry, even if we hed the time to canvass. An' +we _ain't_ the time. They want their s-u-p-p-e-r right now,' he spells +it out, an' lit out nimble when Mitsy dropped the handkerchief back o' +the little blond girl. Then he let the little blond girl catch them, and +he took her on his shoulders too, an' they was both shoutin' so 't he +hed to make little circles out to get where I could hear him. + +"'I've seen Zittelhof,' he told me. 'He was down there with his wagon. +He'll bring up enough little canvas cots from the store. An' I thought +mebbe you'd go down to the village an' pick up some stuff they'll +need--bedding an' things. An' get the women here with some supper. Come +on now,' he calls out to 'em; 'everybody in a procession an' _sing_!' + +"He led 'em off with + + "'King William was King James's son,' + +an' he sings back to me, for the secunt line, + + "'Go _now_, go _quick_, I bet they're starved!' + +"So I got into my coat, tryin' to think where I should go to be sure o' +not wastin' time talkin'. Lots o' folks in this world is willin', but +mighty few can be quick. + +"I knew right off, though, where I'd find somebody to help. The +Friendship Married Ladies' Cemetery Improvement Sodality was meetin' +that afternoon with Mis' Toplady, an' I could cut acrost their +pasture--" Calliope nodded toward the little Toplady house and the big +Toplady barn--"an' that's what I done. An' when I got near enough to the +house to tell, I see by the light in the parlour that they was still +there. An' I know when I got into the room, full as I was o' news o' +them little children an' the wreck an' the two killed an' all them that +was hurt--there was the Sodality settlin' whether the lamb's wool +comforter for the bazaar should be tied with pink for daintiness or +brown for durability. + +"'_Dainty!_' says I, when I got my breath. 'They's sides to life makes +me want to pinch that word right out o' the dictionary same as I would a +bug,' I says. + +"That was funny, too,"--Calliope added thoughtfully, "because I like +that word, speakin' o' food an' ways to do things. But some folks get to +livin' the word same's if it was the law. + +"I guess they thought I was crazy," she went on, "but I wasn't long +makin' 'em understand. An' I tell you, the way they took it made me love +'em all. If you want to love folks, just you get in some kind o' +respectable trouble in Friendship, an' you'll see so much lovableness +that the trouble'll kind o' spindle out an' leave nothin' but the love +doin' business. My land, the Sodality went at the situation head first, +like it was somethin' to get acrost before dark. An' so it was. + +"I remember Mis' Photographer Sturgis: 'There!' she says, 'most cryin'. +'If ever I take only a pint o' milk, I'm sure as sure to want more +before the day's out. None of us is on good terms with each other's +milkman. _Where_ we goin' to get the milk,' she says, 'for them poor +little things?' + +"'Where?' says Mis' Toplady--you know how big an' comfortable an' +settled she is--'_Where?_ Well, you needn't to think o' where. I expect +the Jersey won't be milked till I go an' milk her,' she says, 'but she +gives six quarts, nights, right along now, an' sometimes seven. Now +about the bread.' + +"Mis' Postmaster Sykes use' to set sponge twice a week, an' she offered +five loaves out o' her six baked that day. Mis' Holcomb had two loaves +o' brown bread an' a crock o' sour cream cookies. An' Libbie Liberty +bursts out that they'd got up their courage an' killed an' boiled two o' +their chickens the day before an' none o' the girls'd been able to touch +a mouthful, bein' they'd raised the hens from egg to axe. Libbie said +she'd bring the whole kettle along, an' it could be het on the church +stove an' made soup of. So it went on, down to even Liddy Ember, that +was my partner an' silly poor, an' in about four minutes everything was +provided for, beddin' an' all. + +"Mis' Toplady had flew upstairs, gettin' out the linen, an' she was +comin' down the front stairs with her arms full o' sheets an' pillow +slips when through the front door walks Timothy Toplady, come in all +excited an' lookin' every which way. Seems he'd barked his elbow in the +rescue work an' laid off for liniment. + +"'Oh, Timothy,' says his wife, 'them poor little children. We've been +plannin' it all out.' + +"'Who's goin' to take 'em in?' says Timothy, tryin' to roll up his +overcoat sleeve for fear the Sodality'd be put to the blush if he got to +his elbow any other way. + +"'They're all warm in the church,' Mis' Toplady says; 'we're goin' to +leave 'em there. Zittelhof's goin' to take up canvas cots. We're gettin' +the bedding together,' she told him. + +"Timothy looked up, sort o' wild an' glazed. + +"'Canvas cots,' s'e, 'in the house o' the Lord?' + +"'Why, Timothy,' says his wife, helpless, 'it's all warm there now, an' +we don't know what else. We thought we'd carry up their supper to 'em--' + +"'Supper,' says Timothy, 'in the house o' the Lord?' + +"Then Mis' Toplady spunks up some. + +"'Why, yes,' she says; 'I'm goin' to milk the Jersey an' take up the two +pails.' + +"Timothy waves his barked arm in the air. + +"'Never!' s'e. 'Never. We elders'll never consent to that, not in this +world!' + +"At that we all stood around sort o' pinned to the air. This hadn't +occurred to nobody. But his wife was back at him, rill crispy. + +"'Timothy Toplady,' s'she, 'they use churches for horspitals an' +refuges,' she says. + +"'They do,' says Timothy, solemn, 'they do, in necessity, an' war, an' +siege. But here's the whole o' Friendship Village to take these children +in, an' it's sacrilege to use the house o' God for any purpose whatever +while it's waitin' its dedication. It's stealin', he says, 'from the +Lord Most High.' + +"I never see anybody more het up. We all tried to tell him. Nobody in +Friendship has a warm spare room in winter, without it's the Proudfits, +an' they was in Europe an' their house locked. Mebbe six of us, we +counted up afterwards, could 'a' took in two children to sleep in a cold +room, or one child to sleep with some one o' the family. But as Abel +said, where was the time to canvass round? An' what could we do with the +other little things? But Timothy wouldn't listen to nothin'. + +"'Amanda,' s'e in a married voice, 'what I say is this, I forbid you to +carry a drop o' Jersey milk or any other kind o' milk up to that +church.' + +"With that he was out the front door an' liniment forgot. + +"Mis' Sykes spatted her hands. + +"'He'll find Silas Sykes an' Eppleby,' she says to Mis' Holcomb. 'Quick. +Le's us get our hands on my bread an' your cookies. Them poor little +things--'way past their supper hour.' + +"'An' none of 'em got mothers,' says Mis' Sturgis, 'just left 'round +with lockets on, I sp'ose, an' wrecked an' hungry....' + +"'An' one o' 'em lame,' Mame Holcomb puts in, down on her knees tryin' +to sort out her overshoes. The Sodality never could tell its own +overshoes. + +"Well, they scattered so quick it made you think o' mulberry leaves, +some years, in the first frost--an' I was left alone with Mis' Toplady. + +"'Here,' she says to me then, all squintin' with firmness, 'you take +along all the linen an' comfortables you can lug. Timothy didn't mention +them. An' _leave the rest to me_.' + +"I went over that in my mind while I stumbled along back to the church, +loaded down. But I couldn't make much out of it. I knew Timothy Toplady: +that he was meek till he turned an' then it was look out. An' I knew, +too, that Timothy could run Silas Sykes, the postmaster's political +strength, like you've noticed, makin' him kind o' wobbled in his own +judgment of other things. I didn't know how Eppleby Holcomb'd be--it +might turn out to be one o' the things he'd up an' question, civilized, +but I wa'n't sure. Anyhow, the cream cookies an' the two loaves wasn't +so vital as them five loaves o' bread. + +"When I got back to the church, here it was all lit up. Abel had lit the +chandelier on a secular scene! Bless 'em, it surely was secular, though, +accordin' to my lights, it was some sacred too. Six or seven of the +little things was buildin' a palace out o' the split wood, with the +little lame girl for queen. The little blonde an' the one that was rill +delicate lookin' had gone to sleep by the stove on Abel's overcoat. +Mitsy, she run from somewheres an' grabbed my hand. An' Abel had the +rest over by the other stove tellin' 'em stories. I heard him say +dragon, an' blue velvet, an' golden hair. + +"I hadn't more'n got inside the door before Zittelhof's wagon come with +the cots. An' Mis' Zittelhof was with him, her arms full o' bedclothes +she'd gathered up around from folks. I never said a word to Abel about +the trouble with Timothy. I donno if Abel rilly heard us come in, he was +so excited about his dragon. An' Mis' Zittelhof an' I began makin' up +the cots. On the first one I laid the two babies that was asleep on the +floor. They never woke up. Their little cheeks was warm an' pink, an' +one of 'em had some tears on it. When I see that, I clear forgot the +church wasn't dedicated, an' I thanked God they was there, safe an' by a +good fire, with somebody 'tendin' to 'em. + +"The bed-makin' an' the story-tellin' an' the palace-buildin' went on, +an' I kep' gettin' exciteder every minute. When the door opened, I +couldn't tell which was in my mouth, my heart or my tongue. But it was +only Libbie Liberty with the big iron kettle o' chicken broth an' a +basket o' cups an' spoons. She se' down the kettle on the stove an' +stirred up the fire under it, an' it was no time before the whole church +begun to smell savoury as a kitchen. An' then in walks Mis' Holcomb with +her brown bread an' cream cookies. An' we fair jumped up an' down when +Mis' Sykes come breathin' in the door with them five loaves o' wheat +bread safe, an' butter to match. + +"Still, we _was_ without milk. There wasn't a sign o' Mis' Toplady. An' +any minute Timothy might get there with Silas in tow. Mis' Sykes was +nervous as a witch over it, an' it was her proposed we set the children +up on the cots an' begin' feedin' 'em right away. I run down the room to +tell Abel, an' then I hed to tell him _why_ we'd best hurry. + +"Abel laughs a little when he heard about it. + +"'Dear old Timothy,' he says, 'servin' his God accordin' to the dictates +of his own notions. Wait a minute till I release the princess.' + +"When he said that, I was afraid he must be telling a worldly story with +royalty in. An' I begun to get troubled myself. But I heard him end it: +'So the Princess found her kingdom because she learnt to love every +living thing. She saved the lives of the hare an' the goldfinch. An' +don't you ever let any living thing suffer one minute and maybe you'll +find out some of the things the Princess knew.' An', royalty or not, I +felt all right about Abel's story-telling after that. + +"Then we all brisked round an' begun settin' the children up on the +cots--two or three to a cot, with one of us to wait on 'em. An' both the +little sleepy ones woke up, too. An' when we sliced an' spread the bread +an' dished the hot chicken broth an' see how hungry they all seemed, I +declare if one of us could feel wicked. The little things'd begun to +talk some by then, an' they chatted soft an' looked up at us, an' that +little Mitsy--she'd got so she'd kiss me every time I'd ask her. An' I +was perfectly shameless. I donno's the poor little thing got enough to +eat. But sometimes when things go blue--I like to think about that. I +guess we was all the same. Our principal feelin' was how dear they was, +an' to hurry up before Timothy Toplady got there, an' how we wish't we +hed more milk. + +"Then all of a sudden while we was flyin' round, I happened to go past +the front door, an' I heard a noise in the entry. I thought o' Timothy +an' Silas, comin' with sheriffs an' firearms an' I didn't know +what--Silas havin' politics back of him, so; an' I rec'lect I planned, +wild an' contradictory, first about callin' an instantaneous +congregational meetin' to decide which was right, an' then about +telegraphin' to the City for constituted authority to do as we was +doin', an' then about Abel fightin' Timothy an' Silas both, if it come +rilly necessary. + +"I got hold o' Mis' Sykes an' Mame Holcomb, an' told 'em quiet. +'Somethin's the matter outside there,' I says to 'em, kind o' warnin', +'an' I thought you two'd ought to know it.' An' we all three come 'round +by the entry door, careless, an listened. An' the noise kep' up, kind o' +soft an' obstinate, an' we couldn't make it out. + +"'We'd best go out there an' see,' says Mis' Sykes, low; 'the dear land +knows what men _will_ do.' + +"So we watched our chance an' slipped out--an' I guess, for all our high +ways, we was all three wonderin' inside, was we rilly doin' right. You +know your doubts come thick when there's a noise in the entry. But Mis' +Sykes acted as brave as two, an' it was her shut the door to behind us. + +"An' there, right by that stone just outside the entry o' the church, +set Mis' Timothy Toplady, _milkin' her Jersey cow_. + +"We could just see her, dim, by the light o' the transom. She was on the +secunt pail, an' that was two-thirds full. She hed her back toward us, +an' she didn't hear us. She set all wrapped up in a shawl, a basket o' +cups side of her, an' the Jersey standin' there, quiet an' demure. An' +beyond, in the cut an' movin' acrost the Pump pasture, it was thick with +lanterns. + +"But before we three'd hed time to burst out like we wanted to, we sort +o' scrooched back again. Because on the other side o' the cow we heard +Timothy Toplady's voice. He'd just got there, some breathless, an' with +him, we see, was Eppleby. + +"'Amanda,' says Timothy, 'what in the Dominion o' Canady air you doin'?' + +"'I shouldn't think you would know,' says Mis' Toplady, short. 'You +don't do enough of it.' + +"She hed him there. Timothy always _will_ go down to the Dick Dasher an' +shirk the chores. + +"'Amanda,' says Timothy, 'you've disobeyed me flat-footed.' + +"'No such thing,' s'she, milkin' away like mad for fear he'd use force; +'I ain't carried a drop o' milk here. I've drove it,' she says. + +"Timothy groaned. + +"'Milkin' in the church,' he says. + +"'No, sir,' says Amanda, back at him; 'I'm outside on the sod, an' you +know it.' + +"An' then my hopes sort o' riz, because I thought I heard Eppleby +Holcomb laugh soft--sort of a half-an'-half chuckle. Like he'd looked +under the situation an' see it wasn't alike on both sides. An' 't the +same time Mis' Toplady, she changed her way, an',-- + +"'Timothy,' s'she, 'you hungry?' + +"'I'm nigh starved,' says Timothy. 'It must be eight o'clock,' s'e, 'but +I ain't the heart to think o' that.' + +"'No,' s'she, 'so you ain't. Not with them poor babies in there +hungrier'n you be an' nowheres to go.' + +"With that she got done milkin' an' stood up an' picked up her two +pails--we could smell the sweet, warm milk from where we was. + +"'Timothy,' s'she, 'the worst sacrilege that's done in _this_ world is +when folks turns their backs on any little bit of a chance that the Lord +gives 'em to do good in, like He told 'em. Who was it, I'd like to know, +said, "Suffer little children"? Who was it said, "Feed my lambs"? No +"when" or "where" about that. Just _do it_. An' no occasion to hem an' +haw about it, either. The least you can do for your share in this, as I +see it, is to keep your silence and drive the cow back home. The oven's +full o' bake' sweet potatoes an' they must be just nearin' done.' + +"I see Timothy start to wave his arms an' I donno what he would 'a' said +if it hadn't been settled for 'im. For then, like it was right out o' +the sky, the church organ begun to play soft. For a minute we all looked +up, like the Shepherds must of when the voices of the night told 'em the +spirit o' God was in the world, born in a little child. It was Abel,--I +knew right away it was Abel,--an' he was just gentlin' round soft on the +keys, kind o' like he was askin' a blessin' an' rockin' a cradle an' +doin' all the little nice things music can. An' with that Mis' Sykes, +she throws open the church door. + +"I'll never forget how it looked inside--all warm an' lamp-lit an' with +them little things bein' fed an' chatterin' soft. An' up in the loft set +Abel, playin' away on the foreign organ before it'd been dedicated. An' +then he begun singin' low--an' there's somethin' about Abel 't you just +_haf_ to listen, whatever he says or does. Even Timothy hed to +listen--though I think he was some struck dumb, too, an' that kep' him +controlled for a minute--like it will. An' Abel sung:-- + + "'The Lord is my Shepherd--I shall not want. + He maketh me to lie down in green pastures, + He leadeth me--He leadeth me beside the still waters. + He restoreth my soul....' + +"An' at the first line, before we'd rilly sensed what it was he said, +every one o' them little children in the midst o' their supper slips off +the edge o' the cots an' kneeled down there on the bare floor, just like +they'd been told to. Oh, wasn't it wonderful? An' yet it wasn't--it +wasn't. We found out, when folks come for 'em the next mornin', it was +the children's prayer that they sung every day o' their lives at their +Good Shepherd's Orphans' Home--soft an' out o' tune an' with all their +little hearts, just as they went ahead an' sung it with Abel, clear to +the end. I guess they didn't know everybody don't kneel down all over +the world when they hear the Twenty-third Psalm. + +"Abel seen 'em in the little lookin'-glass over the keyboard. An' when +he'd got done he set there perfectly still with his head down. An' Mis' +Sykes an' Mis' Holcomb an' Eppleby an' I bowed our heads too, out there +in the entry. An' so, after a minute, did Timothy. I couldn't help +peekin' to see. + +"An' then, when the children was all a-rustlin' up, Mis' Toplady she +jus' hands her two pails o' milk over to Timothy. + +"'You take 'em in,' she says to him, her eyes swimmin'. 'I've come off +without my handkerchief.' + +"Timothy looks round him, kind o' helpless, but Eppleby stood there an' +pats him on the arm. + +"'Go in--go in, brother,' Eppleby says gentle. 'I guess the church's +been dedicated. I feel like we'd heard the big wind--an' I guess, mebbe, +the Pentecostal tongues.' + +"An' Timothy--he's an awful tender-hearted man in spite o' bein' so +notional--Timothy just went on in with the milk, without sayin' +anything. An' Eppleby side of him. An' we 'most shut the door on Silas +Sykes, comin' tearin' up on account o' Timothy leavin' him urgent word +to come, without explainin' why. An' when Silas see the inside o' the +church, all lit up an' chicken supper for the children an' the other two +elders there with the milk, he just rubs his hands an' beams like he see +his secunt term. I donno's it'd ever enter Silas Sykes's head't there +was anything wrong with anything, providin' somebody wasn't snappin' him +up for it. I guess it's like that in politics. + +"We took the milk around an', bake' sweet potatoes forgot, Timothy stood +up by the stove, between Eppleby an' Silas, an' watched us--an' the +Jersey must 'a' picked her way home alone. An' Abel, he just set there +to the organ, gentlin' 'round soft on the keys so it made me think o' +God movin' on the face o' the waters. An' movin' on the face of +everything else too, dedicated or not. It was like we'd felt the big +wind, same as Eppleby said. An' somethin' in it kind o' hid, secret an' +holy." + + + + +VIII + +THE GRANDMA LADIES + + +Two weeks before Christmas Friendship was thrown into a state of holiday +delight. Mrs. Proudfit and her daughter, Miss Clementina, issued +invitations to a reception to be given on Christmas Eve at Proudfit +House, on Friendship Hill. The Proudfits, who had rarely entertained +since Miss Linda went away, lived in Europe and New York and spent +little time in the village, but, for all that, they remained citizens in +absence, and Friendship always wrote out invitations for them whenever +it gave "companies." The invitations the postmaster duly forwarded to +some Manhattan bank, though I think the village had a secret conviction +that these were never received--"sent out wild to a bank in the City, +so." However, now that old courtesies were to be so magnificently +returned, every one believed and felt a greater respect for the whole +financial world. + +The invitations enclosed the card of Mrs. Nita Ordway, and the name +sounded for me a note of other days when, before my coming to Friendship +Village, we two had, in the town, belonged to one happy circle of +friends. + +"I thought at first mebbe the card'd got shoved in the envelope by +mistake," said Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss. "I know once I got a +Christmas book from a cousin o' mine in the City, an' a strange man's +card fell out o' the leaves. I sent the card right straight back to her, +an' Cousin Jane seemed rill cut up, so I made up my mind I'd lay low +about this card. But I hear everybody's got 'em. I s'pose it's a sign +that it's some Mis' Ordway's party too--only not enough hers to get her +name on the invite. Mebbe she chipped in on the expenses. Give a third, +like enough." + +However that was, Friendship looked on the Christmas party as on some +unexpected door about to open in its path, and it woke in the morning +conscious of expectation before it could remember what to expect. +Proudfit House! A Christmas party! It touched every one as might some +giant Santa Claus, for grown-ups, with a pack of heart's-ease on his +back. + +When Mrs. Ordway arrived in the village, the excitement mounted. Mrs. +Nita Ordway was the first exquisitely beautiful woman of the great world +whom Friendship had ever seen--"beautiful like in the pictures of when +noted folks was young," the village breathlessly summed her up. To be +sure, when she and her little daughter, Viola, rode out in the +Proudfits' motor, nobody in the street appeared to look at them. But +Friendship knew when they rode, and when they walked, and what they +wore, and when they returned. + +It was a happiness to me to see Mrs. Ordway again, and I sat often with +her in the music room at Proudfit House and listened to her glorious +voice in just the songs that I love. Sometimes she would send for her +little Viola, so that I might sit with the child in my arms, for she was +one of those rare children who will let you love them. + +"I like be made some 'tention to," Viola sometimes said shyly. She was +not afraid, and she would stay with me hour-long, as if she loved to be +loved. She was like a little come-a-purpose spirit, to let one pretend. + +A day or two after the invitations had been received, I was in my guest +room going over my Christmas list. Just before Christmas I delight in +the look of a guest room, for then the bed is spread with a brave array +of pretty things, and when one arranges and wraps them, the stitches of +rose and blue on flowered fabrics, the flutter of crisp ribbons, and the +breath of sachets make one glad. I was lingering at my task when I heard +some one below, and I recognized her voice. + +"Calliope!" I called gladly from the stairs, and bade her come up to me. + +Calliope is one of the women in whose presence one can wrap one's +Christmas gifts. She came into the room, bringing a breath of Winter, +and she laid aside her tan ulster and her round straw hat, and +straightway sat down on the rug by the open fire. + +"Well said!" she cried contentedly, "a grate fire upstairs! It's one of +the things that never seems real to me, like a tower on a house. I'd as +soon think o' havin' a grate fire up a tree an' settin' there, as in my +chamber. Anyway, when it comes Winter, upstairs in Friendship is just a +place where you go after something in the bureau draw' an' come down +again as quick as you can. I s'pose you got an invite to the party?" + +"Yes," I said, "and you will go, Calliope?" + +But instead of answering me:-- + +"My land!" she said, "think of it! A party like that, an' not a +low-necked waist in town, nor a swallow-tail! An' only two weeks to do +anything in, an' only Liddy Ember for dressmaker, an' it takes her two +weeks to make a dress. I guess Mis' Postmaster Sykes has got her. They +say she read her invite in the post-office with one hand an' snapped up +that tobacco-brown net in the post-office store window with the other, +an' out an' up to Liddy's an' hired her before she was up from the +breakfast table. So she gets the town new dress. Mis' Sykes is terrible +quick-moved." + +"What will you wear, Calliope?" I asked. + +"Me--I never wear anything but henriettas," she said. "I think the +plainer-faced you are, the simpler you'd ought to be dressed. I use' to +fix up terrible ruffled, but when I see I was reg'lar plain-faced I +stuck to henriettas, mostly gray--" + +"Calliope," I said resolutely, "you don't mean you're not going to the +Proudfit party?" + +She clasped her hands and held them, palms outward, over her mouth, and +her eyes twinkled above them. + +"No, sir," she said, "I can't go. You'll laugh at me!" she defended. +"Don't you tell!" she warned. And finally she told me. + +"Day before yesterday," she said, "I went into the City. An' I come out +on the trolley. An' I donno what possessed me,--I ain't done it for +months,--but when we crossed the start of the Plank Road, I got off an' +went up an' visited the Old Ladies' Home. You know I've always thought," +she broke off, "--well, you know I ain't a rill lot to do with, an' I +always had an i-dee that mebbe sometime, when I got older, I might--" + +I nodded, and she went on. + +"Well, I walked around among 'em up there--canary birds an' plants an' +footstools--an' the whole thing fixed up so cheerful that it's pitiful. +Red wall-paper an' flowered curtains an' such, all fair yellin' at you, +'We're cheerful--cheerful--cheerful!' till I like to run. An' it come +over me, bein' so near Christmas an' all, what would they do on +Christmas? So I asked a woman in a navy-blue dress, seein' she flipped +around like she was the flag o' the place. + +"'The south corridor,' she answers,--them's the highest payin"--Calliope +threw in, "'chipped in an' got up a tree, an' there's gifts for all,' +s'she. 'The west corridor'--them's the local city ones--'all has friends +to take 'em away for the day. The east corridor'--they're from farther +away an' middlin' well-to-do--'all has boxes comin' to 'em from off. But +the north corridor,' s'she, scowlin' some, 'is rather a trial to us.' + +"An' I was waitin' for that. The north corridor is all charity old +ladies, paid for out o' the fund; an' the president o' the home has just +died, an' the secretary's in the old country on a pleasure trip, an' the +board's in a row over the policy o' the home, an' the navy-blue matron +dassent act, an' altogether it looked like the north corridor was goin' +to get a regular mid-week Wednesday instead of a Christmas. An' I up an' +ast' her to take me down to see 'em." + +It was easy to see what Calliope had done, I thought: she had promised +to spend Christmas Eve over there in the north corridor, reading aloud. + +"They was nine of 'em," she went on, "nice old grandma ladies, with +hands that looked like they'd ought to 'a' been tyin' little aprons an' +cuttin' out cookies an' squeezin' somebody else's hand. There they set, +with the wall-paper doin' its cheerfulest, loud as an insult,--one of +'em with lots o' white hair, one of 'em singin' a little, some of 'em +tryin' to sew or knit some. My land!" said Calliope, "when we think of +'em sittin' up an' down the world--with their arms all empty--an' +Christmas comin' on--ain't it a wonder--Well, I stayed 'round an' talked +to 'em," she went on, "while the navy-blue lady whisked her starched +skirts some. She seemed too busy 'tendin' to 'em to give 'em much +attention. An' they looked rill pleased when I talked to 'em about their +patchwork an' knittin', an' did they get the sun all day, an' didn't the +canary sort o' shave somethin' off'n the human ear-drum, on his tiptop +notes? An' when I said that, Grandma Holly--her with lots o' white +hair--says:-- + +"'I donno but it does,' she says, 'but I don't mind; I'm so thankful to +see somethin' around that's _little an' young_.' + +"That sort o' landed in my heart. It's just what I'd been thinkin' about +'em. + +"'Little, young things,' s'I, sort o' careless, 'make a lot o' racket, +you know.' + +"At that old Mis' Burney pipes up--her that brought up her daughter's +children an' her son-in-law married again an' turned her out:-- + +"'I use' to think so,' she says quiet; 'the noise o' the children use' +to bother me terrible. When they reely got to goin' I use' to think I +couldn't stand it, my head hurt me so. But now,' s'she, 'I get to +thinkin' sometimes I wouldn't mind a horse-fiddle if some of 'em played +it.' + +"'They're lots o' company, the little things,' says old Mis' +Norris--she'd kep' mislayin' her teeth an' the navy-blue lady had took +'em away from her that day for to teach her, so I couldn't hardly +understand what she said. 'Mine was named Ellen an' Nancy,' I made out. + +"'Some o' you remember my Sam,'--Mis' Ailing speaks up then, an' she +begun windin' up her yarn an' never noticed she was ravellin' out her +mitten,--'he was an alderman,' she was goin' on, but old Mis' Winslow +cuts in on her:-- + +"'It don't matter what he was when he was man-grown,' s'she. 'Man-grown +can get along themselves. It's when they're little bits o' ones,' she +says. + +"'Little!' says Grandma Holly. 'Is it little you mean? Well, my Amy's +two little feet use' to be swallowed up in my hand--so,' she says, +shuttin' her hand over to show us. + +"Well, so they went on. I give you my word I stood there sort o' +grippin' up on my elbows. I'd always known it was so--like you do know +things are so. But somehow when you come to _feel_ they're so, that's +another thing. And I was feelin' this in my throat 'bout as big as an +orange. I'd thought their hands looked like they'd ought to be tyin' up +little aprons, but I never thought o' the hands bein' rill lonesome to +do the tyin', an' thinkin' about it, too. An' now I understood 'em like +I see 'em for the first time, rill face to face. Somehow, we ain't any +too apt to look at people that way," said Calliope. "You see how I mean +it. + +"Then comes the navy-blue woman an' says it's time for their hot milk, +an' they all looked up, kind o' hopeful. An' I see that the navy-blue +one had got 'em trained into the i-dee that hot milk was an event. She +didn't like to hev 'em talk much about the past, she told me, when she +see what we was speakin' of, because it gener'lly made some of 'em cry, +an' the i-dee was to keep the spirit of the home bright an' cheerful. +'So I see,' s'I, dry. An' there was Christmas comin' on, an' nothin' to +break the general cheerfulness but hot milk. "Well," Calliope said, "I +s'pose you'll think I'm terrible foolish, but I couldn't help what I +done--" + +"I don't wonder at it," said I, warmly; "you promised to spend Christmas +Eve with them and read aloud to them, didn't you, Calliope?" + +"No!" Calliope cried; "I didn't do that. I should think they'd be sick +to death o' bein' read aloud to. I should think they'd be sick to death +bein' cheered up by their surroundin's. No--I invited the whole nine of +'em to come over an' spend Christmas Eve with me." + +"Calliope!" I cried, "but how--" + +"I know it," she exclaimed, "I know it. But they're all well an' hardy. +The charity corridor ain't expected in the infirmary much. An' Jimmy +Sturgis is goin' to bring 'em over free in the closed 'bus--I'll fill it +with hot bricks an' hot flat-irons an' bed-quilts. An' my land! you'd +ought to see 'em when I ask' 'em. I don't s'pose they'd had an invite +out in years. The navy-blue lady looked like I'd nipped a mountain off'n +her shoulders, too. An' now," said Calliope, "what on top o' this earth +will I do with 'em when I get 'em here?" + +What indeed? I left my task and sat by her on the rug before the fire, +and we talked it over. But all the while we talked, I could see that she +was keeping something back--some plan of which she was doubtful. + +"I ain't no money to spend, you know," she said, "an' I won't let +anybody else spend any for me, for this. Folks has plans enough o' their +own without mine. But I kep' sayin' to myself, all the way home when my +knees give down at the i-dee of what I was goin' to do: 'Calliope, the +Lord says, "_Give._" An' He meant you to give, same's those that hev +got. He didn't say, "Everybody give but Calliope, an' she ain't got +much, so she'd ought to be let off." He said, "_Give._"' An' He didn't +mention all nice things, same's I'd like to give, an' most everybody +does give--" she nodded toward my bed, brave with its Christmas array. +"He didn't mention givin' _things_ at all. An' so," said Calliope, "I +thought o' somethin' else." + +She sat with brooding eyes on the fire, her hands clasped about her +knees. + +"The Lord Christ," said Calliope, "didn't hev nothin' of His own. An' +yet He just give an' give an' give. An' somehow I got the _i_-dee," she +finished, glancing up at me shyly, "that mebbe Christmas ain't really +all in your stocking foot, after all. I ain't much to spend, and mebbe +that sounds some like sour grapes. But it seems like a good many +beautiful things is free to all, an' that they's ways to do. Well, I've +thought of a way--" + +"Calliope," I said, "tell me what you have really planned for the +old-lady party. You _have_ planned?" + +"Well, yes," she said, "I hev. But mebbe you'll think it ain't anything. +First I thought o' tea, an' thin bread-an'-butter sandwiches--it seems +some like a party when you get your bread thin. An' I've got apples in +the house we could roast, an' corn to pop over the kitchen fire. But +then I come to a stop. For I ain't nothin' else, an' I've spent every +cent I _can_ spend a'ready. But yet I did want to show 'em somethin' +lovely--an' differ'nt from what they see, so's it'd seem as if somebody +cared, an' as if they'd been _in Christmas_, too. An' all of a sudden it +come to me, why not invite in a few little children o' somebody's here +in Friendship? So's them old grandma ladies--" + +She shook her head and turned away. + +"I expec'," she said, "you think I'm terrible foolish. But wouldn't that +be givin', don't you think? _Would_ that be anything?" + +I have planned, as will fall to us all, many happy ways of keeping +festival; but I think that never, even in days when I myself was +happiest, have I so delighted in any event as in this of Calliope's +proposing. And when at last she had gone, and the dusk had fallen and I +lighted candles and went back to my pleasant task, some way the stitches +of pink and blue on flowered fabrics, the flutter of crisp ribbons, and +the breath of the sachets were not greatly in my thoughts; and that +which made me glad was a certain shining in the room, but this was not +of candle-light, or firelight, or winter starlight. + +With the days the plans for the Proudfit party--or rather the plans of +the Proudfit guests--went merrily forward. It was, they said, like "in +the Oldmoxon days," when the house in which I was now living had been +the Friendship fairyland. Some take their parties solemnly, some +joyously, some feverishly; but Friendship takes them vitally, as it +takes a project or the breath of being. Like the rest of the world, the +village sank Christmas in festivity. It could not see Christmas for the +Christmas plans. + +Speculation was the delight of meetings, and every one conspired in +terms of toilettes. + +"Likely," said Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, "Mis' Banker Mason'll +wear her black-an'-white foulard. Them foulards are wonderful +durable--you can't muss 'em. She got hers when Gramma Mason first hurt +her back, so's if anything happened she'd be part mournin', an' if +anything didn't, she'd have a nice dress to wear out places. Ain't it +real convenient,--white standin' for both companies an' the tomb, so?" + +And "Mis' Photographer Sturgis has the best of it, bein' an invalid, +till a party comes up," said Libbie Liberty. "She gets plenty enough +food sent in, an' flowers, an' such things, an' she's got nails hung +full o' what I call sympathy clo'es, to wear durin' sympathy calls. But +when it comes to a real what you might say dress-up dress, I guess +she'll hev to be took worse with her side an' stay in the house." + +Abigail Arnold contributed:-- + +"Seems Mis' Doctor Helman had a whole wine silk dress put away with her +dyin' things. She always thought it sounded terrible fine to hear about +the dead havin' dress-pattern after dress-pattern laid away that hadn't +never been made up. So she'd got together the one, but now she an' +Elzabella are goin' to work an' make it up. I guess Mis' Helman thinks +her stomach is so much better 't mebbe she'll be spared till after the +holidays when the sales begin." + +Even Liddy Ember had promised to go and to take Ellen, and Ellen went up +and down the winter streets singing sane little songs about the party, +save on days when she "come herself again," and then she planned, as +wildly as anybody, what she meant to wear. And Liddy, whose dream had +always been to do "reg'lar city dress-makin', with helpers an' plates +an' furnish the findin's at the shop," and whose lot instead had been to +cut and fit "just the durable kind," was blithely at work night and day +on Mis' Postmaster Sykes's tobacco-brown net. We understood that there +were to be brown velvet butterflies stitched down the skirt, and if her +Lady Washington geranium flowered in time,--Mis' Sykes was said to lay +bread and milk nightly about the roots to encourage it,--she was to wear +the blossom in her hair. ("She'll be gettin' herself talked about, +wearin' a wreath o' flowers on her head, so," said some.) But then, Mis' +Sykes was recognized to be "one that picks her own steps." + +"Mis' Sykes always dresses for company accordin' to the way she gets her +invite," Calliope observed. "A telephone invite, she goes in somethin' +she'd wear home afternoons. Word o' mouth at the front door, she wears +what she wears on Sundays. Written invites, she rags out in her rill +_best_ dress, for parties. But _engraved_," Calliope mounted to her +climax, "a bran' new dress an' a wreath in her hair is the least she'll +stop at." + +But I think that, in the wish to do honour to so distinguished an +occasion, the temper of Mis' Sykes, and perhaps of Ellen Ember too, was +the secret temper of all the village. + + + + +IX + +"NOT AS THE WORLD GIVETH" + + +I daresay that excitement followed excitement when news of Calliope's +party got abroad. But of this I knew little, for I spent those next days +at the Proudfits' with Nita Ordway and little Viola, and though I +thought often of Calliope, I chanced not to see her again until the +holidays were almost upon us. In the late afternoon, two days before +Christmas, I dropped in at her cottage to learn how pleasantly the plans +for her party matured. + +To my amazement I found her all dejection. + +"Why, Calliope," I said, "can't the grandma ladies come, after all?" + +Yes, they could come; they were coming. + +"You are never sorry you asked them?" I pressed her. + +No. Oh, no; she was glad she had asked them. + +"Something is wrong, though," I said sadly--thinking what a blessed +thing it is to be so joyous a spirit that one's dejections are bound to +be taken seriously. + +"Well," said Calliope, then, "it's the children. No it ain't, it's +Friendship. The town's about as broad as a broom straw an' most as deep. +Anything differ'nt scares 'em like something wore out'd ought to. +Friendship's got an i-dee that Christmas begins in a stocking an' ends +off in a candle. It thinks the rest o' the days are reg'lar, +self-respecting days, but it looks on Christmas like an extry thing, +thrown in to please 'em. It acts as if the rest o' the year was plain +cake an' the holidays was the frostin' to be et, an' everybody grab the +best themselves, give or take." + +"Calliope!" I cried--for this was as if the moon had objected to the +heavens. + +"Oh, I know I'd ought not to," she said sadly; "but don't folks act as +if time was give to 'em to run around wild with, as best suits 'em? +Three hundred an' 'leven days a year to use for themselves, an' Sundays +an' Christmas an' Thanksgivin' to give away looks to me a rill fair +division. But, no. Some folks act like Sundays an' holidays was not only +the frostin', but the nuts an' candy an' ice-cream o' things--_their_ +ice-cream, to eat an' pass to their own, an' scrape the freezer." + +And then came the heart of the matter. + +"'T seems," said Calliope, "there's that children's Christmas tree at +the new minister's on Christmas Eve. But that ain't till ha'-past seven, +an' I done my best to hev some o' the children stop in here on their +way, for _my_ little party. An' with one set o' lungs their mas says no, +they'd get mussed for the tree if they do. I offered to hev 'em bring +their white dresses pinned in papers, an' we'd dress 'em here--I think +the grandma ladies'd like that. But their mas says no, pinned in +papers'd take the starch out an' their hair'd get all over their heads. +An' some o' the mothers says indignant: 'Old ladies from the poorhouse +end o' the home--well, I should think not! Children is very easy to take +things. If you'd hed young o' your own, you'd think more, Calliope,' +they says witherin'." + +Her little wrinkled hands were trembling at the enormity. + +"I donno," she added, "but I was foolish to try it. But I did want to +get a-hold o' somethin' beautiful for them old ladies to see. An', my +mind, they ain't much so rilly lovely as little young children, together +in a room." + +"But, Calliope," I said in distress, "isn't there even one child you can +get?" + +"No, sir," she said. "Not a one. I been everywhere. You know they ain't +any poor in Friendship. We're all comfortable enough off to be +overparticular." + +"But wouldn't you think," I said, "at Christmas time--" + +"Yes, you would," Calliope said, "you would. You'd think Christmas'd +make everything kind o' softened up an' differ'nt. Every time I look at +the holly myself, I feel like I'd just shook hands with somebody +cordial." + +None the less--for Calliope had drunk deep of the wine of doing and she +never gave up any project--at four o'clock on the day before Christmas I +saw the closed 'bus driven by Jimmy Sturgis fare briskly past my house +on its way to the "start of the Plank Road," to the Old Ladies' Home. +Within, I knew, were quilts and hot stones of Calliope's providing; and +Jimmy had hung the 'bus windows with cedar, and two little flags +fluttered from the door. It all had a merry, holiday air as Jimmy shook +the lines and drew on swiftly through the snow to those wistful nine +guests, who at last were to be "in Christmas," too. + +"If they can't do nothin' else," Calliope had said, "they can talk over +old times, without hot milk interferin'. But I wish, an' I wish--seem's +though there'd ought always to be a child around on Star o' Bethlehem +night, don't it?" + +I dined alone that Star of Bethlehem night, and to dine alone under +Christmas candles is never a cheerful business. The Proudfit car was to +come for me soon after eight, and at eight I stood waiting at the window +of my little living room, saying to myself that if I were to drop from +the air to a deserted country road, I should be certain that it was +Christmas Eve. You can tell Christmas Eve anywhere, like a sugar-plum, +with your eyes shut. It is not the lighted houses, or the +close-curtained windows behind which Christmas trees are fruiting; nor +yet, in Friendship, will it be the post-office store or the home bakery +windows, gay with Christmas trappings. But there is in the world a +subdued note of joyful preparation, as if some spirit whom one never may +see face to face had on this night a gift of perceptible life. And in +spite of my loneliness, my heart upleaped to the note of a distant +sleigh-bell jingling an air of "Home, going Home, Christmas Eve and +going Home." + +Then, when the big Proudfit car came flashing to my door, I had a sweet +surprise. For from it, through the snowy dark, came running a little +fairy thing, and Viola Ordway danced to my door with her mother, muffled +in furs. + +"We've been close in the house all day," Mrs. Ordway cried, "and now +we've run away to get you. Come!" + +As for me, I took Viola in my arms and lifted her to my hall table and +caught off her cloak and hood. I can never resist doing this to a child. +I love to see the little warm, plump body in its fine white linen emerge +rose-wise, from the calyx cloak; and I love that shy first gesture, +whatever it may be, of a child so emerging. The turning about, the +freeing of soft hair from the neck, the smoothing down of the frock, the +half-abashed upward look. Viola did more. She laid one hand on my cheek +and held it so, looking at me quite gravely, as if that were some secret +sign of brotherhood in the unknown, which she remembered and I, alas! +had forgotten. But I perfectly remembered how to kiss her. If only, I +thought, all the empty arms could know a Viola. If only all the empty +arms, up and down the world, could know a Viola even just at Christmas +time. If only-- + +Over the top of Viola's head I looked across at Nita Ordway, and a +sudden joyous purpose lighted all the air about me--as a joyous purpose +will. Oh, if only--And then I heard myself pouring out a marvellous +jumble of sound and senselessness. + +"Nita!" I cried, "you are not a Friendship Village mother! You are not +afraid. Viola is not going to the new minister's Christmas tree. Oh, +don't you see? It's still early--surely we have time! The grandma ladies +_must_ see Viola!" + +I remember how Nita Ordway laughed, and her answer made me love her the +more--as is the way of some answers. + +"I don't catch it--I don't," she said, "but it sounds delicious. All +courage, and old ladies, and ample time for everything! If I said, 'Of +course,' would that do?" + +Already I was tying Viola's hood, and next to taking off a child's hood +I love putting one on--surely every one will have noticed how their +mouths bud up for kissing. While we sped along the Plank Road toward +Calliope's cottage, I poured out the story of who were at her house that +night, and why, and all that had befallen. In a moment the great car, +devouring its own path of light, set us down at Calliope's gate, and +Calliope herself, trim in her gray henrietta, her wrinkled face flushed +and shining, came at our summons. And I pushed Viola in before +us--little fairy thing in a fluff of white wraps and white furs. + +"Look, Calliope!" I cried. + +Calliope looked down at her, and I think she can hardly have seen Mrs. +Ordway and me at all. She smote her hands softly together. + +"Oh," she said, "if it isn't! Oh--a child for Star o' Bethlehem night, +after all!" + +She dropped to her knees before Viola, touching the little girl's hand +almost shyly. There was in Calliope's face when she looked at any child +a kind of nakedness of the woman's soul; and she, who was so deft, was +curiously awkward in such a presence. + +"They're out there in the dinin' room," she whispered, "settin' round +the cook stove. I saw they felt some better out there. Le's us leave her +go out alone by herself, just the way she is." + +And that was what we did. We said something to Viola softly about "the +poor grandma ladies, with no little girl to love," and then Calliope +opened the door and let her through. + +We peeped for a moment at the lamp-lit crack. The dining room was warm +and bright, its table covered with red cotton and set with tea-cups, +shelves of plants blooming across the windows, cedar green on the walls. +The odour of pop-corn was in the air, and above an open griddle hole +apples bobbed on strings tied to the stove-pipe wing. And there about +the cooking range, with its cheery opened hearth, Calliope's Christmas +guests were gathered. + +They were exquisitely neat and trim, in black and brown cloth dresses, +with a brooch, or a white apron, or a geranium from a window plant worn +for festival. I recognized Grandma Holly, with her soft white hair, and +I thought I could tell which were Mis' Ailing and Mis' Burney and Mis' +Norris. And the faces of them all, the gentle, the grief-marked, even +the querulous, were grown kindly with the knowledge that somebody had +cared about their Christmas. + +The child went toward them as simply as if they had been friends. They +looked at her with some murmuring of surprise, and at one another +questioningly. Viola went straight to the knee of Grandma Holly, who was +nearest. + +"'At lady tied my hood too tight," she referred unflatteringly to me, +"p'eas do it off." + +Grandma Holly looked down over her spectacles, and up at the other +grandma ladies, and back to Viola. The others gathered nearer, hitching +forward rocking-chairs, rising to peer over shoulders--breathlessly, +with a manner of fearing to touch her. But because of the little +uplifted face, waiting, Grandma Holly must needs untie the white hood +and reveal all the shining of the child's hair. + +"Nen do my toat off," Viola gravely directed. + +At that Grandma Holly crooned some single indistinguishable syllable in +her throat, and then off came the cloak. The little warm, plump body in +its fine linen emerged, rose-wise, and Viola smoothed down her frock, +and freed her hair from her neck, and glanced up shyly. By the stir and +flutter among them I understood that they were feeling just as I feel +when a little hood and cloak come off. + +Viola stood still for a minute. + +"I like be made some 'tention to," she suggested gently. + +Ah--and they understood. How they understood! Grandma Holly swept the +little girl in her arms, and I know how the others closed about them +with smiles and vague unimportant words. Viola sat quietly and happily, +like a little come-a-purpose spirit to let them pretend. And it was with +them all as if something long pent up went free. + +Calliope left the door and turned toward us. + +"Seems like my throat couldn't stand it," she said, ... and it seemed to +me, as we three sat together in the dim little parlor, that Nita Ordway +must cherish Viola for us all--for the grandma ladies and Calliope and +me. + +Half an hour later we three went out to the dining room. Viola ran to +her mother when she entered. Nita took her in her arms and sat beside +the stove, her cloak slipping from her shoulders, the soft peach tints +of her gown shot through with shining lines and the light caught in her +collar of gems. "I did want to get a-hold o' somethin' beautiful for +them old ladies to see," Calliope had said. + +"Oh," said Grandma Holly, and she laid her brown hand on Viola's hand, +"ain't she _dear an' little an' young_?" + +"I wish't she'd talk some," begged old Mis' Norris. + +"Ain't she good, though, the little thing?" Mis' Ailing said. "Look at +how still she sets. Not wigglin' 'round same as some. It was just that +way with Sam when he was small--he'd set by the hour an' leave me hold +him--" + +A little bent creature, whose name I never learned, sat patting Viola's +skirt. + +"Seems like I'd gone back years," we heard her say. + +Grandma Holly held up one half-closed hand. + +"Like that," she told them, "my Amy's feet was so little I could hold +'em like that, an' I see hers is the same way. She's wonderful like Amy +was, her age." + +I cannot recall half the sweet, trivial things that they said. But I +remember how they told us stories of their own babies, and we laughed +with them over treasured sayings of long-ago lips, or grieved with them +over silences, or rejoiced at glad things that had been. Regardless of +the Proudfit party, we let them talk as they would, and remember. Then +of her own accord Nita Ordway hummed some haunting air, and sang one of +the songs that we all loved--the grandma ladies and Calliope and I. It +was a sleepy song, whose words I have forgotten, but it was in a kind of +universal tongue which I think that no one can possibly mistake. And out +of the lullaby came all the little spirits, freed in babyhood or +"man-grown," and stood at the knees of the grandma ladies, so that I was +afraid that they could not bear it. + +When the song was done, Viola suddenly sat up very straight. + +"I got a litty box," she announced, "an' I had a parasol. An' once a boy +div me a new nail. An' once I didn' feel berry well, but now I am. An' +once--" + +Their laughter was like a caress. Before it was done, we heard a +stamping without, and there was Jimmy Sturgis, with a spray of holly in +his old felt hat and the closed 'bus at the door. + +We helped Calliope to get their wraps and to fill the 'bus with hot +stones from the oven and with many quilts, and we made ready a basket of +pop-corn and apples and of the cedar hung around the little room. They +stood about us to say good-by, or to tell us some last bit of the news +of their long-past youth--dear, wrinkled faces framed in broad lines of +bonnet or hood, and smiling, every one. + +"This gray shawl I got on me is the very one I used to wrap Amy in to +carry her through the cold hall," said Grandma Holly. "My land-a-livin'! +seems's if I'd been with her to-night, over again!" + +Their way of thanks lay among stumbling words and vague repetitions, but +there was a kind of glory in their grateful faces, and one always +remembers that. + +"Merry Prismas, gramma ladies!" Viola cried shrilly at the 'bus door, +and within they laughed like mothers as they answered. And Jimmy Sturgis +cracked his whip, and the sleigh-bells jingled. + +Nita Ordway and Viola and I stood for a moment with Calliope at her +gate. + +"Come!" we begged her, "now go with us. We are all late together. There +is no reason why you should not go with us to the Christmas party." + +But Calliope shook her head. + +"I'm ever so much obliged to you," she said, "but oh, I couldn't. I've +hed too rilly a Christmas to come down to a party anywheres." + + * * * * * + +When Nita and Viola and I reached Proudfit House, the guests were all +assembled, but we knew that Mrs. Proudfit and Miss Clementina would be +the first to forgive us when they understood. + +The big colonial home was bright with scarlet-shaded candles and +holly-hung walls; there was mistletoe on the sconces, and in the great +hall there were tuneful strings. On the landing of the stairs stood Mrs. +Proudfit and Miss Clementina, charmingly pretty in their delicate +frocks, and wholly gay and gracious. ("They seem lively like in pictures +where folks don't make a loud sound a-talkin'," said Friendship. "I +s'pose it's somethin' you learn in the City.") And Friendship wore its +loyalty like a mantle. Twelve years had passed, and yet one and another +said under breath and sighed, "If only Miss Linda could 'a' been here, +too." + +All Friendship Village was there, save Abel Halsey, who was at the Good +Shepherd's Home Christmas tree in the City, and, perhaps one would say, +Delia More, who had begged to be allowed to help in the kitchen "an' be +there that way." Even Peleg Bemus was in his place in the orchestra, +sitting with closed eyes, playing his flute, and keeping audible time +with his wooden leg,--quite as he did when he played his flute at night, +on Friendship streets. And there was Mis' Postmaster Sykes, in the +tobacco-brown net, with butterflies stitched down the skirt and the Lady +Washington geranium in her hair--and forever near her went little Miss +Liddy Ember with an almost passionate creative pride in the gown of her +hand, so that she would murmur her patron an occasional warning: "Mis' +Sykes, throw back your shoulders, you hev to, to bring out the real set +o' the basque;" or, "Don't forget you want to give a little hitch to the +back when you stand up, Mis' Sykes." And to one and another Liddy said +proudly, "I declare if I didn't get that skirt with the butterflies just +like a magazine cover." And there, too, was Ellen Ember, wearing a white +book muslin and a rosy "nubia" that had been her mother's; and Ellen's +face was uplifted, and of pale distinction under the bronze glory of her +hair, but all that evening she smiled and sang and wondered, in utter +absence of the spirit. ("Oh," poor Miss Liddy said, "I do so want Ellen +to come herself before supper. She won't remember a thing she eats, an' +she don't have much that's tasty an' good. It'll be just like she missed +the whole thing, in spite of all the chore o' comin'.") And there were +Mis' Doctor Helman in her new wine silk; Mis' Banker Mason in the +black-and-white foulard designed to grace a festival or to respect a +tomb; Mis' Sturgis, in a put-away dress that was a surprise to every +one; Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, and Eppleby, and the "Other" +Holcombs; Abigail Arnold, the Gekerjecks, Mis' Toplady and Timothy, even +Mis' Mayor Uppers--no one was forgotten. And--save poor Ellen--every one +was aglow with the sweet satisfaction of having sent abroad a brave +array of pretty things, with stitches of rose and blue on flowered +fabrics, with the flutter of ribbons, and the breath of sachets, and +with many a gift of substance to those less generously endowed. To them +all the delight of the season was in the gifts of their hands and in the +night's merry-making, and in the joy of keeping holiday. Here, as +Calliope had said, Christmas, begun in a stocking, was ending in a +candle. + +And yet it was Star of Bethlehem night, the night of Him who "didn't +mention givin' _things_ at all." + + + + +X + +LONESOME.--I + + +Calliope and I were talking over the Proudfit party, as I had grown to +like to talk over most things with her, when I said something of two of +the guests whom I did not remember before to have seen: a little man of +shy gravity and an extremely pretty girl who, if she looked at any one +but him, did so quite undetected. + +"That's Eb Goodnight," Calliope replied, "him of the new-born spine. +Wasn't it like the Proudfits to ask them?" + +And, at my question: + +"Some folks," Calliope said, "has got spines and some folks hasn't. But +what I say is, nobody can tell which is which. Because now and then the +soft-spine' kind just hardens up all in a minute same as steel. So when +I meet a stranger that sort o' sops along through life, limp and floppy, +I never judge him. I just say, 'You look some like a loose shutter, but +mebbe you can fair bang the house down, if you rilly get to blowin'.' It +was that way with Eb Goodnight. + +"I donno how it is other places. But I've noticed with us here in +Friendship--an' I've grown to the town from short dresses to +bein'-careful-what-I-eat--I've often noticed't when folks seems not to +have any backbone to speak of, or even when they go 'round sort o' +crazy--they's usually some other reason, like enough. Sensitive or sick +or lonesome, or like that. It was so with Eb--an' it was so with Elspie. +Elspie, though, was interestin' on account o' bein' not only a little +crazy, but rill pretty besides. But Eb, he was the kind that a +sign-board is more interestin' than. An' yet--" + +With that she paused, looking down some way of her own thought. I knew +Calliope's "an' yet." It splendidly conceded the entire converse of her +argument. + +"Eb come here to Friendship," she went on, "less public than Elspie did. +Elspie come official, as an inmate o' the county house. Eb, he sort o' +crep' in town, like he crep' everywhere else. He introduced himself to +me through sellin' needles. He walked in on me an' a two-weeks ironin' +one mornin' with, 'Lemme present myself as Ebenezer Goodnight, sewin' +needles, knittin' needles, crochet hooks an' shuttles an' anything o' +that,' an' down he set an' never opened his mouth about his needles +again. Eb was real delicate, for an agent. He just talked all the time +about Friendship an' himself. 'The whol' blame' town's kin,' s'e; 'I +never see such a place. _Every_body's kin, only just me. Air you,' he +ask' me wistful, 'cousin' of 'em all, too?' + +"'Mis' Sprague that's dead was connected up with me by marriage an' Mis' +Sykes is my mother's secunt cousin,' I owned up.' + +"'That's it again,' s'e, sighin'. 'I'm the odd number, dum it,' he says +sorrowful. + +"Well, an' he hed sort of an odd-number way about him, too. He went +along the street like he didn't belong. I donno if you know what I mean, +but he was always takin' in the tops o' buildin's an' lookin' at the +roads an' behavin' like he noticed--the way you don't when you live in a +town. Yes, Ebenezer Goodnight went around like he see things for the +first time. An' somehow he never could join in. When he walked up to a +flock o' men, he stood _side_ of 'em, an' not with 'em. An' he shook +hands sort o' loose an' temporary like he meant somethin' else. An' he +just couldn't bear not to agree with you. If he let out't the sky was +blue an' you said, No, pink, he'd work around till he'd dyed _his_ sky +pink, too. That man would agree to things he never heard of. Let Peleg +Bemus be tellin' one o' his eastern janitor adventures, an' Eb'd set an' +agree with him, past noddin' an' up to words, all about elevators an' +Ferris boats an' Eyetalians an' things he'd never laid look to. He +seemed to hev a spine made mostly o' molasses. An' sometimes I think +your spine's your soul. + +"Eb hed been lonelyin' 'round the village a month or so when Sum +Merriman, that run the big rival business to the post-office store, an' +was fire chief besides, took him an' his peddler's pack into the dry +goods end--an' Eb was tickled. He went down first mornin' in his best +clo'es, a-wearin' both collar an' cuffs. But when somebody remarked on +the clo'es, he didn't hev backbone enough to keep on wearin' 'em--he +slimpsed right back to his peddler duds an' done his best to please. An' +he did please--he made a rill first-rate merchant clear up till June o' +the year. An' then Sum Merriman, his employer, he went to work an' died. + +"Sum died a Tuesday, an', bein' it never rains but it pours, an' piles +peelin's on ashes, or whatever it is they say, it was the Tuesday that +the poorhouse burnt down--just like it knew the fire chief was gone. The +poorhouse use' to be across the track, beyond the cemetery an' quite +near my house. An' the night it burnt I was settin' on the side stoop +without anything over my head, just smellin' in the air, when I see a +little pinky look on the sky beyond the track. It wasn't moon-time, an' +they wa'n't nothin' to bonfire that time o' year, an' I set still, +pretendin' it was rose-bushes makin' a ladder an' buildin' a way of +escape by night. It was such a nice evenin' you couldn't imagine +anything rilly happenin' bad. But all at once I heard the fire-engine +bell poundin' away like all possessed--an' then runnin' feet, like when +they's an accident. I got to the gate just as somebody come rushin' +past, an' I piped up what was the matter. 'Poorhouse's afire,' s'e. +'Poorhouse,' s'I. 'My land!' An' I out the gate an' run alongside of +him, an' he sort o' slowed down for me, courteous. + +"Then I noticed it was Eb Goodnight--lonelier'n ever now that his +employer hed died that day. I'd never see Eb hustle that much before, +an' the thought went through my head, kind o' wonderin', that he was +runnin' as if the fire was a real relation o' his an' he was sent for. +'Know anything else about it?' I ask' him, keepin' up. 'Not much,' s'e, +'but I guess it's got such a head-start the whol' thing'll go like a +shell.' An' when we got to the top o' the bank on the other side o' the +track, we see it was that way--the poorhouse'd got such a head-start +burnin' that nothin' could save it, though Timothy Toplady, that was +town marshal an' chairman o' the county board, an' Silas Sykes an' +Eppleby Holcomb, that was managers o' the poorhouse, an' some more, went +puffin' past us, yellin', 'Put it out--run fer water--why don't you do +suthin'?'--an' like that, most beside theirselves. + +"'Them poor critturs,' says I, 'oh, my, them poor critturs in the +home'--for there must 'a' ben twenty o' the county charges all quartered +in the buildin'. An' when we come to the foot o' the poorhouse hill, +land, land, I never see such Bedlam. + +"The fire had started so soon after dusk that the inmates was all up +yet. An' they was half of 'em huddled in a bunch by the side-yard stile +an' half of 'em runnin' 'round wild as anything. The whol' place looked +like when you hev a bad dream. It made me weak in my knees, an' I was +winded anyway with runnin', an' I stopped an' leant up against a tree, +an' Eb, he stopped too, takin' bearin's. An' there I was, plump against +Elspie, standin' holdin' her arms 'round the tree trunk an' shiverin' +some. + +"'Elspie,' s'I, 'why, you poor child.' + +"'No need to rub _that_ in,' s'she, tart. It's the one word the county +charges gets sensitive about--an' Eb, he seemed to sense that, an' he +ask' her, hasty, how the fire started. He called her 'Miss,' too, an' I +judged that 'Miss' was one o' them poultice words to her. + +"'I donno,' s'she, 'but don't it look _cheerful_? The yard's all lit up +nice, like fer comp'ny,' she says, rill pleased. + +"It sort o' uncovered my nerves to hear her so unconcerned. I never hed +understood her--none of us hed. She was from outside the state, but her +uncle, Job Ore, was on our county board an' he got her into our +poorhouse--like you can when you're in politics. Then he up an' died an' +went home to be buried, an' there she was on our hands. She wa'n't rill +crazy--we understood't she hadn't ben crazy at all up to the time her +mother died. Then she hadn't no one to go to an' she got queer, an' the +poorhouse uncle stepped in; an' when he died, he died in debt, so his +death wa'n't no use to her. She was thirty odd, but awful little an' +slim an' scairt-lookin', an' quite pretty, I allus thought; an' I never +see a thing wrong with her till she was so unconcerned about the fire. + +"'Elspie,' s'I, stern, 'ain't you no feelin',' s'I, 'for the loss o' the +only home you've got to your back?' + +"'Oh, I donno,' s'she, an' I could see her smilin' in that bright light, +'oh, I donno. It'll be some place to come to, afterwards. When I go out +walkin',' s'she, 'I ain't no place to head for. I sort o' circle 'round +an' come back. I ain't even a grave to visit,' s'she, 'an' it'll be kind +o' cosey to come up here on the hill an' set down by the ashes--like +they _belonged_.' + +"I know I heard Eb Goodnight laugh, kind o' cracked an' enjoyable, an' I +took some shame to him for makin' fun o' the poor girl. + +"'She's goin' clear out o' her head,' thinks I, 'an' you'd better get +her home with you, short off.' So I put my arm around her, persuadish, +an' I says: 'Elspie,' I says, 'you come on to my house now for a spell,' +I says. But Eb, he steps in, prompter'n I ever knew him--I'd never heard +him do a thing decisive an' sudden excep' sneeze, an' them he always +done his best to swallow. 'I'll take her to your house,' he says to me; +'you go on up there to them women. I won't be no use up there,' he says. +An' that was reasonable enough, on account o' Eb not bein' the decisive +kind, for fires an' such. + +"So Eb he went off, takin' Elspie to my house, an' I went on up the +hill, where Timothy Toplady and Silas Sykes an' Eppleby was rushin' +round, wild an' sudden, herdin' the inmates here an' there, vague an' +energetic. I didn't do much better, an' I done worse too, because I +burned my left wrist, long an' deep. When I got home with it, Eb was +settin' on the front stoop with Elspie, an' when he heard about the +wrist, he come in an' done the lightin' up. An' Elspie, she fair +su'prised me. + +"'Where do you keep your rags?' s'she, brisk. + +"'In that flour chest I don't use,' I says, 'in the shed.' + +"My land! she was back in a minute with a soft piece o' linen an' the +black oil off the clock shelf that I hadn't told her where it was, an' +she bound up my wrist like she'd created that burn an' understood it up +an' down. + +"'Now you get into the bed,' she says, 'without workin' the rag off. I'm +all right,' s'she. 'I can lock up. I like hevin' it to do,' she told me. + +"But Eb puts in, kind o' eager:-- + +"'Lemme lock up the shed--it's dark as a hat out there an' you might +sprain over your ankle,' he says awkward. An' so he done the lockin' up, +an' it come over me he liked hevin' that little householdy thing to do. +An' then he went off home--that is, to where he stopped an' hated it so. + +"Well, the poorhouse burnt clear to the ground, an' the inmates hed to +be quartered 'round in Friendship anyhow that night, an' nex' day I +never see Friendship so upset. I never see the village roust itself so +sudden, either. Timothy an' the managers was up an' doin' before +breakfast next mornin', an' no wonder. Timothy Toplady, he had three old +women to his farm. Silas Sykes, he'd took in Foolish Henzie an' another +old man for his. An' Eppleby Holcomb, in his frenzy he'd took in _five_, +an' Mame was near a lunatic with havin' 'em to do for. An' all three men +bein' at the head o' the burned buildin', they danced 'round lively +makin' provision, an' they sent telegrams, wild an' reckless, without +countin' the words. An' before noon it was settled't the poorhouse in +Alice County, nearest us, should take in the inmates temporary. We was +eatin' dinner when Timothy an' Silas come in to tell Elspie. I wished +Eppleby had come to tell her. Eppleby does everything like he was +company, an' not like he owned it. + +"Eb was hevin' dinner with us too. He'd been scallopin' in an' out o' +the house all the forenoon, an' I'd ask' him to set down an' hev a bite. +But when he done even that, he done it kind of alien. Peleg Bemus, +playin' his flute walkin' along the streets nights, like he does, seems +more a rill citizen than Eb use' to, eatin' his dinner. Elspie, she'd +got the whol' dinner--she was a rill good cook, an' that su'prised me as +much as her dressin' my wrist the night before. She'd pampered me +shameful all that mornin' too, an' I'd let her--when you've lived alone +so long, it's kind o' nice to hev a person fussin' here an' there, an' +Elspie seemed to love takin' care o' somebody. I declare, it seemed as +if she done some things for me just for the sake o' doin' 'em--she was +that kind. Timothy an' Silas wouldn't hev any dinner,--it was a boiled +piece, too,--bein' as dinners o' their own was gettin' cold. But they +set up against the edge o' the room so's we could be eatin' on. + +"'Elspie,' says Timothy, 'you must be ready to go sharp seven o'clock +Friday mornin'.' + +"'Go where?' says Elspie. She hed on a black-an'-white stripe o' mine, +an' her cheeks were some pink from standin' over the cook stove, an' she +looked rill pretty. + +"Timothy, he hesitated. But,-- + +"'To the Alice County poorhouse,' says Silas, blunt. Silas Sykes is a +man that always says 'bloody' an' 'devil' an' 'coffin' right out instead +o' 'bandaged' an' 'the Evil One,' an' 'casket.' + +"'Oh!' says Elspie. 'Oh, ...' an' sort o' sunk down an' covered her +mouth with her wrist an' looked at us over it. + +"'The twenty o' you'll take the Dick Dasher,' says Timothy, then, 'an' +it'll be a nice train ride for ye,' he says, some like an undertaker +makin' small talk. But he see how Elspie took it, an' so he slid off the +subjec' an' turned to Eb. + +"'Little too early to know who's goin' to take the Merriman store, ain't +it?' s'he, cheerful. Timothy ain't so everlastin' cheerful, either, but +he always hearties himself all over when he talks, like he was a bell or +a whistle an' he hed it to do. + +"Eb, he dropped his knife on the floor. + +"'Yes, yes,' he says flurried, 'yes, it is--' like he was rushin' to +cover an' a 'yes' to agree was his best protection. + +"'Oh, well, it ain't so early either,' Silas cuts in, noddin' crafty. + +"'No, no,' Eb agrees immediate, 'I donno's _'tis_ so very early, after +all.' + +"'I'm thinkin' o' takin' the store over myself,' says Silas Sykes, +tippin' his head back an' rubbin' thoughtful under his whiskers. 'It'd +be a good idee to buy it in, an' no mistake,' + +"'Yes,' says Eb, noddin', 'yes. Yes, so't would be.' + +"'I donno's I'd do it, Silas, if I was you,' says Timothy, frownin' +judicial. 'Ain't you gettin' some stiff to take up with a new business?' +But Timothy is one o' them little pink men, an' you can't take his +frowns much to heart. + +"'No,' says Eb, shakin' his head. 'No. No, I donno's I would take it +either, Mr. Sykes.' + +"I was goin' to say somethin' about the wind blowin' now east, now west, +an' the human spine makin' a bad weathercock, but I held on, an' pretty +soon Timothy an' Silas went out. + +"'Seven o'clock Friday A.M., now!' says Silas, playful, over his +shoulder to Elspie. But Elspie didn't answer. She was just sittin' +there, still an' quiet, an' she didn't eat another thing. + +"That afternoon she slipped out o' the house somewheres. She didn't hev +a hat--what few things she did hev hed been burnt. She went off without +any hat an' stayed most all the afternoon. I didn't worry, though, +because I thought I knew where she'd gone. But I wouldn't 'a' asked +her,--I'd as soon slap anybody as quiz 'em,--an' besides I knew't +somebody'd tell me if I kep' still. Friendship'll tell you everything +you want to know, if you lay low long enough. An' sure as the world, +'bout five o'clock in come Mis' Postmaster Sykes, lookin' troubled. +Folks always looks that way when they come to interfere. Seems't she'd +just walked past the poorhouse ruins, an' she'd see Elspie settin' there +side of 'em, all alone-- + +"'--_singin'_,' says Mis' Sykes, impressive,--like the evil was in the +music,--'sittin' there singin', like she was all possessed. An' I come +up behind her an' plumped out at her to know _what_ she was a-doin'. An' +she says: "I'm makin' a call,"--just like that; "I'm makin' a call," +s'she, smilin', an' not another word to be got out of her. '_An'_,' says +Mis' Sykes, 'let me tell you, I scud down that hill, _one goose +pimple_.' + +"'Let her alone,' says I, philosophic. 'Leave her be.' + +"But inside I ached like the toothache for the poor thing--for Elspie. +An' I says to her, when she come home:-- + +"'Elspie,' I says, 'why don't you go out 'round some an' see folks here +in the village? The minister's wife'd be rill glad to hev you come,' I +says. + +"'Oh, I hate to hev 'em sit thinkin' about me in behind their eyes,' +s'she, ready. + +"'What?' says I, blank. + +"'It comes out through their eyes,' she says. 'They keep thinkin': Poor, +poor, poor Elspie. If they was somebody dead't I could go to see,' she +told me, smilin', 'I'd do that. A grave can't _poor_ you,' she told me, +'an' everybody that's company to you does.' + +"'Well!' says I, an' couldn't, in logic, say no more. + +"That evenin' Eb come in an' set down on the edge of a chair, +experimental, like he was testin' the cane. + +"'Miss Cally,' s'e, when Elspie was out o' the room, 'you goin' t' let +_her_ go with them folks to the Alice County poorhouse?' + +"I guess I dissembulated some under my eyelids--bein' I see t' Eb's mind +was givin' itself little lurches. + +"'Well,' s'I, 'I don't see what that's wise I can do besides.' + +"He mulled that rill thorough, seein' to the back o' one hand with the +other. + +"'Would you take her to board an' me pay for her board?' s'e, like he'd +sneezed the _i_-dea an' couldn't help it comin'. + +"'Goodness!' s'I, neutral. + +"Eb sighed, like he'd got my refusal--Eb was one o' the kind that always +thinks, if it clouds up, 't the sun is down on 'em personally. + +"'Oh,' s'I, bold an' swift, 'you great big ridiculous _man_!' + +"An' I'm blest if he didn't agree to that. + +"'I know I'm ridiculous,' s'he, noddin', sad. 'I know I'm that, Miss +Cally.' + +"'Well, I didn't mean it that way,' s'I, reticent--an' said no more, +with the exception of what I'd rilly meant. + +"'Why under the canopy,' I ask' him, for a hint, 'don't you take the Sum +Merriman store, an' run it, an' live on your feet? I ain't any patience +with a man,' s'I, 'that lives on his toes. Stomp some, why don't you, +an' buy that store?' + +"An' his answer su'prised me. + +"'I did ask Mis' Fire Chief fer the refusal of it,' he said. 'I ask' her +when I took my flowers to Sum, to-day--they was wild flowers I'd picked +myself,' he threw in, so's I wouldn't think spendthrift of him. 'An' I'm +to let her know this week, for sure.' + +"'Glory, glory, glory,' s'I, under my breath--like I'd seen a rill live +soul, standin' far off on a hill somewheres, drawin' cuts to see whether +it should come an' belong to Eb, or whether it shouldn't. + + + + +XI + +LONESOME.--II + + +"All that evenin' Eb an' Elspie an' I set by the cook stove, talkin', +an' they seemed to be plenty to talk about, an' the air in the room was +easy to get through with what you hed to say--it was that kind of an +evenin'. Eb was pretty quiet, though, excep' when he piped up to agree. +'Gettin' little too hot here, ain't it?' I know I said once; an' Eb see +right off he was roasted an' he spried 'round the draughts like mad. An' +a little bit afterwards I says, with malice the fourth thought: 'I can +feel my shoulders some chilly,' I says--an' he acted fair +chatterin'-toothed himself, an' went off headfirst for the woodpile. I +noticed that, an' laughed to myself, kind o' pityin'. But Elspie, she +never noticed. An' when it come time to lock up, I 'tended to my wrist +an' let them two do the lockin'. They seemed to like to--I could tell +that. An' Elspie, she let Eb out the front door herself, like they was +rill folks. + +"Nex' day I was gettin' ready for Sum Merriman's funeral,--it was to be +at one o'clock,--when Elspie come in my room, sort o' shyin' up to me +gentle. + +"'Miss Cally,' 's'she, 'do you think the mourners'd take it wrong if I's +to go to the funeral?' + +"'Why, no, Elspie,' I says, su'prised; 'only what do you want to go +for?' I ask' her. + +"'Oh, I donno,' s'she. 'I'd like to go an' I'd like to ride to the +graveyard. I've watched the funerals through the poorhouse fence. An' +I'd kind o' like to be one o' the followers, for once--all lookin' +friendly an' together so, in a line.' + +"'Go with me then, child,' I says. An' she done so. + +"Bein' summer, the funeral flowers was perfectly beautiful. They was a +rill hothouse box from the Proudfits; an' a anchor an' two crosses an' a +red geranium lantern; an' a fruit piece made o' straw flowers from the +other merchants; an' seven pillows, good-sized, an' with all different +wordin', an' so on. The mound at the side o' the grave was piled +knee-high, an' Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, I heard, said it seemed like +Sum was less dead than almost anybody 't'd died in Friendship, bein' the +grave kind o' spoke up, friendly, when you see the flowers. She went +home rill cheerful from the funeral an' was able to help get the supper +for the out-o'-town relations, a thing no widow ever thinks of, anyway +till the next day--though Sum was her second husband, so it was a little +different than most. + +"Well, a few of us waited 'round the cemetery afterwards to fix the +flowers on the top o' the sod, an' Elspie, she waited with me--fussin' +quiet with one thing an' another. Eb, he waited too, standin' 'round. +An' when it come time for us women to lay the set pieces on, I see +Elspie an' Eb walkin' off toward the top o' the cemetery hill. It's a +pretty view from there, lookin' down the slope toward the Old Part, +where nobody remembered much who was buried, an' it's a rill popular +walk. I liked seein' 'em go 'long together--some way, lookin' at 'em, +Elspie so pretty an' Eb so kind o' gentle, you could 'a' thought they +_was_ rill folks, her sane an' him with a spine. I slipped off an' left +'em, the cemetery bein' so near my house, an' Eb walked home with her. +'Poor things,' I thought, 'if he _does_ go back to peddlin' an' she +_has_ to go to the Alice County poorhouse, I'll give 'em this funeral +afternoon for a bright spot, anyhow.' + +"But I'd just about decided that Elspie wa'n't to go to Alice County. I +hadn't looked the _i_-dee in the face an' thought about it, very +financial. But I ain't sure you get your best lights when you do that. +I'd just sort o' decided on it out o' pure shame for the shabby trick o' +_not_ doin' so. I hadn't said anything about it to Timothy or Silas or +any o' the rest, because I didn't hev the strength to go through the +arguin' agony. When the Dick Dasher had pulled out without her, final, I +judged they'd be easier to manage. An' that evenin' I told Elspie--just +to sort o' clamp myself _to_ myself; an' I fair never see anybody so +happy as she was. It made me ashamed o' myself for not doin' different +everything I done. + +"I was up early that Friday mornin', because I judged't when Elspie +wasn't to the train some o' them in charge'd come tearin' to my house to +find out why. I hadn't called Elspie, an' I s'posed she was asleep in +the other bedroom. I was washin' up my breakfast dishes quiet, so's not +to disturb her, when I heard somebody come on to the front stoop like +they'd been sent for. + +"'There,' thinks I, 'just as I expected. It's one o' the managers.' + +"But it wa'n't a manager. When I'd got to the front door, lo an' the +hold! there standin' on the steps, wild an' white, was the widow o' the +day before's funeral--Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, lookin' like the grave +_hed_ spoke up. She'd got up early to go alone to the cemetery, an', my +house bein' the nearest, she'd come rushin' back to me with her news. + +"'Cally!' s'she, from almost before she laid eyes on me, 'Cally! +Somebody's stole every last one o' the flowers off'n Sum's grave. _An'_ +the ribbins.' + +"She was fair beside herself, bein' as the loss hed piled up on a long +sickness o' Sum's, an' a big doctor's bill consequent, an' she nervous +anyhow, an' a good deal o' the ribbin tyin' the stems was silk, both +sides. + +"'I'll hev out the marshal,' s'she, wild. 'I'll send for Timothy. They +can't hev got far with 'em. I'll know,' s'she, defiant, 'whether they's +anything to the law or whether they ain't.' + +"I hed her take some strong coffee from breakfast, an' I got her, after +some more fumin's an' fustin's, to walk back to the cemetery with me, +till we give a look around. I do as many quick-moved things as some, but +I allus try, _first_, to give a look around. + +"'An' another thing,' s'I to her, as we set out, 'are you sure, Mis' +Fire Chief, that you got to the right grave? The first visit, so,' I +says, 'an' not bein' accustomed to bein' a widow, lately, an' all, you +might 'a' got mixed in the lots.' + +"While she was disclaimin' this I looked up an' see, hangin' round the +road, was Eb. He seemed some sheepish when he see me, an' he said, +hasty, that he'd just got there, an' it come over me like a flash't he'd +come to see Elspie off. An' I marched a-past him without hardly a word. + +"We wasn't mor'n out o' the house when we heard a shout, an' there come +Silas an' Timothy, tearin' along full tilt in the store delivery wagon, +wavin' their arms. + +"'It's Elspie--Elspie!' they yelled, when they was in hearin'. 'She +ain't to the depot. She'll be left. Where is she?' + +"I hadn't counted on their comin' before the train left, but I thought I +see my way clear. An' when they come up to us, I spoke to 'em, quiet. + +"'She's in the house, asleep,' s'I, 'an' what's more, in that house +she's goin' to stay as long as she wants. But,' s'I, without waitin' for +'em to bu'st out, 'there's more important business than that afoot for +the marshal;' an' then I told 'em about Sum Merriman's flowers. 'An',' +s'I, 'you'd better come an' see about that now--an' let Eppleby an' the +others take down the inmates, an' you go after 'em on the 8.05. It ain't +often,' s'I, crafty, 'that we get a thief in Friendship.' + +"I hed Timothy Toplady there, an' he knew it. He's rill sensitive about +the small number o' arrests he's made in the village in his term. He +excited up about it in a minute. + +"'Blisterin' Benson!' he says, 'ain't this what they call vandalism? +Look at it right here in our midst like a city!' says he, fierce--an' +showin' through some gleeful. + +"'Why, sir,' says Silas Sykes, 'mebbe it's them human _goals_. Mebbe +they've dug Sum up,' he says, 'an mebbe--' But I hushed him up. Silas +Sykes always grabs on to his thoughts an' throws 'em out, dressed or +undressed. He ain't a bit o' reserve. Not a thought of his head that he +don't part with. If he had hands on his forehead, you could tell what +time he is--I think you could, anyway. + +"Well, it was rill easy to manage 'em, they bein' men an' susceptible to +fascinations o' lawin' it over somethin'. An' we all got into the +delivery wagon, an' Eb, he come too, sittin' in back, listenin' an' +noddin', his feet hangin' over the box informal. + +"I allus remember how the cemetery looked that mornin'. It was the tag +end o' June--an' in June cemeteries seems like somewheres else. The +Sodality hed been tryin' to get a new iron fence, but they hadn't made +out then, an' they ain't made out now--an' the old whitewashed fence an' +the field stone wall was fair pink with wild roses, an' the mulberry +tree was alive with birds, an' the grass layin' down with dew, an' the +white gravestones set around, placid an' quiet, like other kind o' folks +that we don't know about. Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, she went right +through the wet grass, cross lots an' round graves, holdin' up her +mournin' an' showin' blue beneath--kind o' secular, like her thinkin' +about the all-silk ribbin at such a time. Sure enough, she knew her way +to the lot all right. An' there was the new grave, all sodered green, +an' not a sprig nor a stitch to honour it. + +"'_Now!_' says Mis' Merriman, rill triumphant. + +"'Land, land!' s'I, seein' how it rilly was. + +"Timothy an' Silas, they both pitched in an' talked at once an' bent +down, technical, lookin' for tracks. But Eb, he just begun seemin' +peculiar--an' then he slipped off somewheres, though we never missed +him, till, in a minute, he come runnin' back. + +"'Come here!' he says. 'Come on over here a little ways,' he told us, +an' not knowin' anything better to do we turned an' went after him, +wonderin' what on the earth was the matter with him an' ready to believe +'most anything. + +"Eb led us past the vault where Obe Toplady, Timothy's father, lays in a +stone box you can see through the grating tiptoe; an' round by the +sample cement coffin that sets where the drives meet for advertisin' +purposes, an' you go by wonderin' whose it'll be, an' so on over toward +the Old Part o' the cemetery, down the slope of the hill where +everybody's forgot who's who or where they rest, an' no names, so. But +it's always blue with violets in May--like Somebody remembered, anyhow. + +"When we got to the top o' the hill, we all looked down the slope, +shinin' with dew an' sunniness, an' little flowers runnin' in the grass, +thick as thick, till at the foot o' the hill they fair made a garden,--a +garden about the size of a grave, knee-deep with flowers. From where we +stood we could see 'em--hothouse roses an' straw flowers, an' set +pieces, an' a lot o' pillows, an' ribbins layin' out on the grass. An' +there, side of 'em, broodin' over 'em lovin', set Elspie, that I'd +thought was in my house asleep. + +"Mis' Fire Chief, she wasn't one to hesitate. She was over the hill in a +minute, the blue edge o' petticoat bannerin' behind. + +"'Up-_un_ my word,' s'she, like a cut, 'if this ain't a pretty note. +What under the sun are you doin' sittin' there, Elspie, with _my_ +flowers?' + +"Elspie looked up an' see her, an' see us streamin' toward her over the +hill. + +"'They ain't your flowers, are they?' s'she, quiet. 'They're the dead's. +I was a-goin' to take 'em back in a minute or two, anyway, an' I'll take +'em back now.' + +"She got up, simple an' natural, an' picked up the fruit piece an' one +o' the pillows, an' started up the hill. + +"'Well, I nev-er,' says Mis' Merriman; 'the very bare brazenness. Ain't +you goin' to tell me _what_ you're doin' here with the flowers you say +is the dead's, an' I'm sure what was Sum's is mine an' the dead's the +same--' + +"She begun to cry a little, an' with that Elspie looks up at her, +troubled. + +"'I didn't mean to make you cry,' she says. 'I didn't mean you should +know anything about it. I come early to do it--I thought you wouldn't +know.' + +"'Do _what_?' says Mis' Merriman, rill snappish. + +"Elspie looks around at us then as if she first rilly took us in. An' +when she sees Eb an' me standin' together, she give us a little +smile--an' she sort o' answered to us two. + +"'Why,' she says, 'I ain't got anybody, anywheres here, dead or alive, +that _belongs_. The dead is all other folks's dead, an' the livin' is +all other folks's folks. An' when I see all the graves down here that +they don't nobody know who's they are, I thought mebbe one of 'em +wouldn't care--if I kind of--adopted it.' + +"At that she sort o' searched into Mis' Merriman's face, an' then +Elspie's head went down, like she hed to excuse herself. + +"'I thought,' she said, 'they must be so dead--an' no names on 'em an' +all--an' their live folks all dead too by now--nobody'd care much. I +thought of it yesterday when we was walkin' down here,' she said, 'an' I +picked out the grave--it's the _littlest_ one here. An' then when we +come back past where the funeral was, an' I see them flowers--seemed +like I hed to see how 'twould be to put 'em on _my_ grave, that I'd took +over. So I come early an' done it. But I was goin' to lay 'em right back +where they belong--I truly was.' + +"I guess none of us hed the least _i_-dea what to say. We just stood +there plain tuckered in the part of us that senses things. All, that is, +but one of us. An' that one was Eb Goodnight. + +"I can see Eb now, how he just walked out o' the line of us standin' +there, starin', an' he goes right up to Elspie an' he looks her in the +face. + +"'You're lonesome,' s'he, kind o' wonderin'. 'You're _lonesome_. +Like--other folks.' + +"An' all to once Eb took a-hold o' her elbow--not loose an' temporary +like he shook hands, but firm an' four-cornered; an' when he spoke it +was like his voice hed been starched an' ironed. + +"'Mis' Fire Chief,' s'he, lookin' round at her, 'I's to let you know +this week whether I'd take over the store. Well, yes,' he says, 'if +you'll give me the time on it we mentioned, I'll take it over. An' if +Elspie'll marry me an' let me belong to her, an' her to me.' + +"'Marry you?' says Elspie, understandin' how he'd rilly spoke to her. +'_Me?_' + +"Eb straightened himself up, an' his eyes was bright an' keen as the +edge o' somethin'. + +"'Yes, you,' he says gentle. 'An' me.' + +"An' then she looked at him like he was lookin' at her. An' it come to +me how it'd been with them two since the night they'd locked up my house +together. An' I felt all hushed up, like the weddin' was beginnin'. + +"But Timothy an' Silas, they wa'n't feelin' so hushed. + +'Look a-here!' says Timothy Toplady, all pent up. 'She ain't discharged +from the county house yet.' + +"'I don't care a _dum_,' says Eb, an' I must say I respected him for the +'dum'--that once. + +"'Look a-here,' says Silas, without a bit o' delicacy. 'She ain't +responsible. She ain't--' + +"'She is too,' Eb cut him short. 'She's just as responsible as anybody +can be when they're lonesome enough to die. _I_ ought 'a' know that. +Shut up, Silas Sykes,' says Eb, all het up. 'You've just et a hot +breakfast your wife hed ready for you. You don't know what you're +talkin' about.' + +"An' then Eb sort o' swep' us all up in the dust-pan. + +"'No more words about it,' s'he, 'an' I don't care what any one o' you +says--Mis' Cally nor _none_ o' you. So you might just as well say less. +Tell 'em, Elspie!' + +"She looked up at him, smilin' a little, an' he turned toward her, like +we wasn't there. An' I nudged Mis' Merriman an' made a move, an' she +turns right away, like she'd fair forgot the funeral flowers. An' +Timothy an' Silas actually followed us, but talkin' away a good +deal--like men will. + +"None of us looked back from the top o' the hill, though I will own I +would 'a' loved to. An' about up there I heard Silas say:-- + +"'Oh, well. I _am_ gettin' kind o' old an' some stiff to take a new +business on myself.' + +"An' Timothy, he adds absent: 'I don't s'pose, when you come right down +to it, as Alice County'll rilly care a whoop.' + +"An' Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, she wipes up her eyes, an', 'It does seem +like courtin' with Sum's flowers,' she says, sighin', 'but I'm rill glad +for Eb.' + +"An' Eb not bein' there to agree with her, I says to myself, lookin' at +the mornin' sun on the cemetery an' thinkin' o' them two back there +among the baskets an' set pieces--I says, low to myself:-- + +"'Oh, glory, glory, glory.' + +"For I tell you, when you see a livin' soul born in somebody's eyes, it +makes you feel pretty sure you can hev one o' your own, if you try." + + + + +XII + +OF THE SKY AND SOME ROSEMARY + + +When the Friendship Married Ladies' Cemetery Improvement Sodality had +its Evening Benefit at my house, Delia More came to help in the kitchen. +She steadfastly refused to be a guest. "I'd love bein' 'round there," +she said, "over the stove, or that way. But I can't--_can't_ be +company--yet. When I think of it, it's like a high swing." + +So she stayed in the kitchen, and it was characteristic of Friendship +that when its women learned that she was there, they all went--either +deliberately or for a drink of water--to speak with her. And they all +did learn that she was there. "Who you got in the kitchen?" was a part +of the small talk from guest to hostess. The men stayed "in the other +part of the house," Doctor June and Eppleby Holcomb sending by me some +cordial word to Delia. I think that they cannot do these things anywhere +else with such beautiful delicacy. + +When my other guests had taken leave, Calliope stayed to help in the +search for Mis' Postmaster Sykes's pickle fork and two of Mis' Helman's +napkins (the latter marked with L because the store had been out of +_papier-maché_ H's, and it didn't matter what letter so long as you knew +it meant you) and all the other borrowed articles whose mislaying made +any Sodality gathering a kind of panic. Moreover, Calliope had been +helping and we, and Delia, had been far too busy to taste supper. + +We would have said that the true life of the evening was done instead of +just beginning. But when we entered the kitchen, we found Delia More +serving the supper on an end of the baking table, while warming his +hands at the range stood Abel Halsey. + +"I came in across the track, from the hills," Abel explained to me. "I +didn't know you had doings till I tied and blanketed--an' I came on in +anyhow, back way. I'm in luck too. I haven't had supper." + +We four sat down in that homely cheer, and before us was the Sodality's +exquisite cookery. It was good to have Abel there. Since my coming to +Friendship I had seen him often, and my wonder at him had deepened. He +was alive to the finger-tips and by nature equipped to conquer through +sheer mentality, but he seemed deliberately to have fore-gone the prizes +for the tasks of the lower places. Not only so, but he who understood +all fine things seemed to regard his tastes as naïveté, and to have won +away from them, as if he had set "above all wisdom and subtlety" the +unquenchable spirit which he knew. And withal he was so merry, so human, +so big, and so good-looking. "Handsome as Calvert Oldmoxon," the older +ones in Friendship were accustomed to say,--save Calliope, whom I had +never heard say that,--but I myself, if I had not had my simile already +selected, would have said "as Abel Halsey." If a god were human, I think +that Abel would have been very like a god. And to this opinion his +experiences were continually bearing witness. + +That night, for example, he was in the merriest humour, and told us a +tale of how, that day, the sky had fallen. There had been down on the +Pump pasture, deep fog, white and thick and folded in, and above him +blue sky, when he had emerged on the Hill Road and driven on with his +eyes shut. ("When I need an adventure," he said, "I just trot old Major +Mary with my eyes shut. Courting death isn't half as costly as they +think it is.") And when he had opened his eyes, the sky was gone, and +everything was white and thick and folded in and fabulous. Obviously, as +he convinced us, the sky had fallen. But he had driven on through it and +in it, and had found it, as I recall his account, to be made of +inextinguishable dreams. These, Abel ran on, are on the other side of +the sky for anybody who claims them, and our sandwiches were, above all +sandwiches, delicious. He was so merry that Calliope and I, by a nod or +a smile of understanding, played our rôle of merely, so to say, proving +that the films were right--for you may have an inspired conversational +photographer, but unless you are properly prepared chemically he can get +no pictures. As Calliope had said of her evening with Eb and Elspie, +"the air in the room was easy to get through with what you had to +say--it was that kind of evening." Sometimes I wonder if an hour like +that is real time; or is it, instead, a kind of chronometrical fairy, +having no real existence on the dial, but only in essence. + +As I think of it now the hour, if it was an hour, was simply a +background for Delia More. For it was not only Calliope and I who +responded to Abel's light-hearted talk, but, little by little, it was +Delia too. Perhaps it was that faint spark in her--fanned to life on the +night of her coming home, so that she "took stock"--which we now divined +faintly quickening to Abel's humour, his wisdom, even his fancies. Save +in her bitterness, on that first night, I had not heard her laugh; and +it was as if something were set free. I could not help looking at her, +but that did not matter, for she did not see me. She was listening to +Abel with an almost childish delight in her face; and in her eyes was +the look of one in a place before unvisited. + +Some while after we had moved away from the table and sat together about +the cooking range, we heard the questioning horn of a motor. We knew +that it would belong to the Proudfits, since for us in Friendship there +exists no other motor, and moreover this one was standing at my gate. +Abel went out there and came back to tell us that the car had been in +town to fetch the Proudfits' lawyer, and that Madame Proudfit had kindly +sent it for Delia "and spoilt everything," he added frankly. As he said +that, Abel looked at her, and I saw that a dream may persist through +personality itself. As I have said, if a god were human, Abel would have +been like a god; and in nothing more so than in this understanding of +the immortalities. + +Calliope stood up and caught, and held, my eyes in passing. + +"Let's you and Abel and I take Delia home in the automobile," she said; +"there ain't anything so good for folks as fresh air." + +I brought a warm wrap for Delia, a crimson cloak of mine which, so to +say, drew a line about her, defining her prettiness; and in the +starlight we set off along the snowless Plank Road, Delia and Abel and I +in the tonneau of the machine, and I silent. It had befallen strangely +that over this road Delia More and I should be faring in the Proudfits' +car, and beside her Abel Halsey as if, for such as he and she, a dream +may, just possibly, come back. + +"See," she said to Abel, "the sky has gone back up again." + +"Yes," Abel assented, "one of the things even the sky can't do is to +change the way things are." + +"Oh, I know, I know ..." said Delia More. + +"I want you to feel that," said Abel, gently. "Things are the way things +are, and no use trying to leave them out of it. Besides, you need them. +They're foundation. Then you build, and build better. That's all there +is to it, Delia." + +She was silent, and Abel sat looking up at the stars. + +"All there is to it except what I said about the other side of the sky," +he said. "And then me. I'll help." + +From my thought of these two I remember that I drifted on to some +consideration of myself, for their presence opened old paths where were +in durance things that did their best to escape, and were disquieting. I +thought also of Calliope, of whose story I had heard a little from one +and another. And it seemed to me that possibly Delia More's laughter and +her wistfulness summed us all up. + +When we drew up at the entrance to Proudfit House we all alighted, +Calliope and Abel and I to walk home. But while we were saying good +night to Delia, the door opened and Clementina Proudfit stood against +the light. The car was to wait, she said, to take Mr. Baring, the +lawyer, to the midnight train. And then, as she saw her:-- + +"Calliope!" she cried, "I never wanted anybody so much. Come in and make +Mr. Baring a cup of your good coffee--you will, Calliope? Mother and I +will be with him for half an hour yet. Come, all of you, and help her." + +We went in, lingering for a moment by the drawing-room fire while Miss +Clementina went below stairs; and I noted how, in that room colourful +and of fair proportion, Abel Halsey in his shabby clothes moved as +simply as if the splendour were not there. He stood looking down at +Delia, in her white dress, the crimson cloak catching the firelight; +while Calliope and I, before a length of Beauvais tapestry, talked with +spirit about both tapestry and coffee-making. ("My grandmother use' to +crochet faces an' figgers in her afaghans, too," Calliope commented, +"an' when I looked at 'em they use' to make me feel kind o' mad. But +with these, I don't care at all.") And when Miss Clementina returned,-- + +"Now," Calliope said to me, "you come with me an' help about the coffee, +will you? An' Delia, you an' Abel stay here. Nothin' will put me out o' +my head so quick--_nothin'_--as too many flyin' 'round the kitchen when +I'm tryin' to do work." + +We went downstairs, and Miss Clementina rejoined her mother and the +lawyer in the library, and Delia and Abel were left alone together in +the firelight. If I had been a dream, and had been intending to come +back at all, I think that I must have come then. + +"_Pray_, why don't you?" said Calliope to me almost savagely on the +kitchen stairs. + +The coffee-making was a slow process and a silent one. Calliope and I +were both absorbed in what had so wonderfully come about: That Delia +More, who was dead, was alive again; or rather, that her spirit, patient +within her through all the years of its loneliness, was coming forth at +the sound of Abel's voice. We were alone in the kitchen, and when the +coffee was over the flame, we stood at the window looking out on the +black kitchen gardens. There lay the yellow reflection of the room, with +that unreality of all window-mirrored rooms, so that if one might walk +within them one would almost certainly wear one's self with a +difference. + +"Ain't it like somethin' bright was in the inside o' the garden," +Calliope put it, "just the way I told you Abel feels about everything? +That they's something inside, hid, kind of secret an' holy--like the +dreams he said was in the sky. I guess mebbe he's believed that about +Delia all these years. An' now he's bringin' it out. Oh," she said, "the +kitchen is where you can tell about things best. Seems to me _you'd_ +ought to know somethin' about Delia an' Abel." + +And I wanted to hear. + +"Abel see Delia first," Calliope told me then, "to the Rummage Sale that +the Cemetery Auxiliary, that the Sodality use' to be, give. That is to +say, they didn't _give_ it, as it turned out--they just _had_ it, you +might say. Abel was twenty-five or so, an' he'd just come here fresh +ordained a minister. We found he wa'n't the kind to stop short on, Be +good yourself an' then a crown. No, but he just went after the folks +that was livin' along, moral an' step-pickin', an' he says to us, 'What +you sittin' down here for, enjoyin' yourselves bein' moral? Get out an' +help the rest o' the world,' he says. But everybody liked him in spite +o' that, an' he was goin' to be installed minister in our church. + +"Then the Rummage Sale come on an' he met Delia. Delia was eighteen an' +just back from visitin' in the City, with her veil a new way, an' I +never see prettier. She was goin' to take charge o' the odd waists +table, an' Abel was runnin' 'round helpin'--Abel wa'n't the white-cuff +kind, like some, but he always pitched in an' stirred up whatever was +a-stewin'. He come bringin' in an armful o' old shoes somebody'd fetched +down, an' just as she was beginnin' on the odd waists, sortin' 'em over, +he met Delia. I remember she looks up at him from under that veil an' +from over a red basque she'd picked off the pile, an', 'Mr. Halsey,' she +says, 'I've a notion to buy this myself an' be savin'.' That took +Abel--Delia was so pretty an' fluffy that hearin' her talk savin' was +about like seein' a butterfly washin' out its own wings. 'Do,' says he, +'the red is beautiful on you,' s'e, shovin' the blame off on to the red. +An' when he got done with the shoes he come over to help on the waists +too--I was lookin' over the child sizes, next table, an' I see the whole +business. + +"I will say their talk was wonderful pretty. It run on sort o' easy, +slippin' along over little laughs an' no hard work to keep it goin'. +Abel had a nice way o' cuttin' his words out sharp--like they was made +o' somethin' with sizin' on the back an' stayed where he put 'em. An' +his laugh would sort o' clamp down soft on a joke an' make it double +funny. An' Delia, she was right back at him, give for take, an' though +she was rill genial, she was shy. An' come to think of it, Abel was just +as full o' his fancyin's then as he is now. + +"'Old clothes,' he says to her, 'always seems to me sort o' haunted.' + +"'Haunted?' I know she asks him, wonderin'. + +"'All steeped in what folks have been when they've wore 'em,' s'e, 'an' +givin' it out again.' + +"'Oh ...' Delia says, 'I never thought o' that before.' + +"An' she see what he meant, too. Delia wa'n't one to get up little wavy +notions like that, but she could see 'em when told. An' neither was she +one to do one way instead of another by just her own willin' it, but if +somebody pointed things out to her, then she'd see how, an' do the +right. An' I think Abel understood that about her--that her soul was +sort o' packed down in her an' would hev to be loosened gentle, before +it could speak. Like Peleg Bemus says about his flute," Calliope said, +smiling, "that they's something packed deep down in it that can't say +things it knows." + +"'Clothes folks wear, rooms they live in, things they use--they all get +like the folks that use 'em,' Abel says, layin' black with black an' +white with white, on to the waist table. 'It makes us want to step +careful, don't it?' s'e. 'I think,' s'e, simple, '_your_ dresses--an' +ribbins--an' your veil--must go about doin' pleasant things without +you.' + +"'Oh, no,' says Delia, demure, 'I ain't near good enough, Mr. Halsey; +you mustn't think that,' she says--an' right while he was lookin' gentle +an' clerical an' ready to help her, she dimples out all over her face. +'Besides,' she says, 'I ain't enough dresses to spare away from me for +that. I ain't but about two!' s'she. An' when a girl is all rose pink +and sky blue and dainty neat, a man loves to hear her brag how few +dresses she's got, an' Abel wa'n't the exception. + +"'Same as a lily,' says he; 'they only have _one_ dress. Now, what else +shall I do?' + +"Well, at sharp nine the Cemetery Auxiliary come to order, Mis' Sykes +presidin', like she always does when it's time for a hush. The doors was +to open to the general public at ten o'clock, an' the _i_-dee was to hev +the Auxiliary get the pick o' the goods first, payin' the reg'lar, set, +marked price. An' just as they was ready to begin pickin', up arrove the +Proudfit pony cart with a great big box o' stuff, sent to the sale. +Land, land, Mis' Sykes from the chair an' the others the same, they just +makes one swoop--an' begun selectin'; an' in less than a jiffy if they +hadn't selected up every one o' the Proudfit articles themselves. It was +natural enough. The things was worth havin'--pretty curtains, an' +trimmin's not much wore, an' some millinery an' dresses with the new +hardly off. An' the Auxiliary paid the price they would 'a' asked +anybody else. They was anxious, but they was square. + +"That just seemed to get their hand in. Next, they fell to on the other +tables an' begun buyin' from them. They was lots o' things that most +anybody would 'a' been glad to hev that the owners had sent down sheer +through bein' sick o' seein' 'em around--like you will--an' couldn't be +thrown away 'count o' conscience, but could be give to a cause an' +conscience not notice. We had quite fun buyin', too--knowin' they was +each other's, an' no hard feelin'--only good spirits an' pleased with +each other's taste. Everybody knew who'd sent what, an' everybody hed +bought it for some not so high-minded use as it hed hed before, an' kep' +their dignity that way. Front-stair carpet was bought to go down on back +stairs, sittin' room lamp for chamber lamp, kitchen stove-pipe for wash +room stove-pipe, an' so on, an' the clothes to make rag rugs--so they +give out. The things kep' on an' on bein' snapped up hot-cake quick, an' +the crowd beginnin' to gather outside, waitin' to get in, made 'em sort +o' lose their heads an' begin buyin' sole because things was +cheap--bird-cages, a machine cover, odd table-leaves, an' like that. The +Society was rill large then, an' what happened might 'a' been expected. +When ten o'clock come an' it was time to open the door, the Rummage Sale +was over, an' the Auxiliary hed bought the whole thing themselves. + +"We never thought folks might be anyways mad about it--but I tell you, +they was. They hed been seein' us through the glass, like they was caged +in front o' bargain day. An' when Mis' Toplady, fair beamin', unlocks +the door an' tells 'em the sale was through with an' a rill success, +they acted some het up. But Mis' Toplady, she bristles back at 'em. 'I'm +sure,' s'she, 'nobody wants you to die an' be buried in a nice, neat, +up-to-date, kep'-up cemet'ry if you don't _want_ to.' An' o' course she +hed 'em there. + +"Well, it was that performance o' the Auxiliary's that rilly brought +Delia an' Abel together. It seemed to strike Abel awful funny, an' +Delia, lookin' at it with him, she see the funny too. They laughed a +good deal, an' they seemed to sort o' understand each other through +laughin', like you will. Delia bought the red waist, an' Abel walked +home with her--an' by that time Abel, with his half-scriptural, +half-boy, half-lover way that he couldn't help, was just on the craggy +edge o' fallin' in love with her. But I b'lieve it wa'n't love, just +ordinary. It was more like Abel, in his zeal for reddin' up the world, +see that he could do for Delia what nobody else could do--an' her for +him. An' that both of 'em workin' together could do more through knowin' +each other was near. That's the way,' Calliope said shyly, 'lovin' +always ought to be, my notion. An' when it ain't, things is likely to +get all wrong. Sometime--sometime,' she said, 'you'll hear about me--an' +how things with me went all wrong. An' I want you to remember, no matter +how much it don't seem my fault--that that's why they did go wrong--an' +no other. I was too crude selfish to sense what love is. I didn't +know--I didn't know. An' so with lots o' folks. + +"I've often thought that Delia an' Abel meetin' at a Rummage Sale was +like all the rest of it. There was just a lot o' rubbish lumberin' up +the whole situation. Things wasn't happy for Delia to home--her mother, +Mis' Crapwell, had married again to a man that kep' throwin' out about +hevin' to be support to Delia; an' her stepsister, Jennie Crapwell, was +sickly an' self-seekin' an' engaged all to once. An' the young carpenter +that Jennie was goin' to marry, he was the black-eyed, hither-an'-yon +kind, an' crazier over Delia from the first than he ever was over +Jennie. Delia, she was shy about not havin' much education--Mis' +Proudfit hed wanted to send her off to school, an' Mis' Crapwell +wouldn't hear to it--an' Abel kep' talkin' that he was goin' to hev a +big church in the City some day, an' I guess that scairt Delia some, an' +Jennie kep' frettin' an' houndin' her, one way an' another, an' +a-callin' her 'parson's wife'--ain't it awful the _power_ them +pin-pricky things has if we let 'em? An' Delia wa'n't the kind to know +how to do right by her own willin'. An' so all to once we woke up one +mornin', an' she'd done what she'd done, an' no help for it. + +"It was only a month after Delia an' Abel had met that Delia went away, +an' Abel hadn't been installed yet. An' when Delia done that, Abel just +settled into bein' somebody else. He seemed to want to go off in the +hills an' be by himself, an' most o' the time he done so. But there was +grace for him even in that: Abel see the hill folks, how they didn't hev +any churches nor not anything else much, an' he just set to work on 'em, +quiet an' still. He'd wanted to go away an' travel, but the chance never +come. An' it seemed, then on, he didn't want even to hear o' the City, +an' when his chances there come, he never took 'em. An' Abel's been +'round here with the hill folks the fourteen years since, an' never +pastor of any church--but he got the blessedness, after all, an' I +guess the chance to do better service than any other way. You can see +how he's broad an' gentle an' tender an' strong, but you don't know +what he does for folks--an' that's the best. An' yet--his soul must be +sort o' packed away too, to what it would 'a' been if things had 'a' +gone differ'nt ... packed away an' tryin' to say somethin'. An' now +Delia's come back I b'lieve Abel knows that, an' I b'lieve he sees the +soul in her needin' him too, just like it did all that time--waitin' to +be loosened, gentle, before it can speak; an' meanin' things it can't +say, like Peleg's flute. Oh, don't it seem like the dreams Abel said he +found up in the sky had _ought_ to be let come true?" + +It did seem as if, for the two up there in the drawing-room, this dream +might, just possibly, come back. + +"But then you never can tell for sure about the sky, can you?" said +Calliope, sighing. + + * * * * * + +Coffee was served in the library where Madame Proudfit and Miss +Clementina had been in consultation with their lawyer. We were all +rather silent as Madame Proudfit sat at the urn and the lawyer handed +our cups down some long avenue of his abstraction. And now everything +seemed to me a kind of setting for Delia and Abel, and Calliope kept +looking at them as if, before her eyes, things might come right. So, I +own, did I, though in the Proudfit library it was usually difficult to +fix my attention on what passed; for it was in that room that Linda +Proudfit's portrait hung, and the beautiful eyes seemed always trying to +tell one what the weary absence meant. But I thought again that this +daughter of the house had won a kind of presence there, because of +Madame Proudfit's tender mother-care of Delia More. + +Yet it was to this care that Calliope and I owed a present defeat; for +when we were leave-taking,-- + +"We shall sail, then, the moment we can get passage," Madame Proudfit +observed to her lawyer, "providing that Clementina can arrange. Delia," +she added, "Clementina and I find to-night that we must sail immediately +for Europe, for six months or so. And we want to carry you off with us." + +Madame Proudfit and Miss Clementina and Delia were standing with us +outside the threshold, where the outdoors had met us like something that +had been waiting. There, with the light from the hall falling but dimly, +I saw in Abel's face only the glow of his simple joy that this good +thing had come to Delia--though, indeed, that very joy told much +besides. And it was in his face when he bade Delia good night and, since +he was expected somewhere among the hills for days to come, gave her +God-speed. But we four fell momentarily silent, as if we meant things +which we might not speak. It was almost a relief to hear tapping on the +sidewalk the wooden leg of Peleg Bemus, while a familiar, thin little +stream of melody from his flute made its way about. + +"Doesn't it seem as if Peleg were trying to tell one something?" said +Madame Proudfit, lightly, as we went away. + +And down on the gravel of the drive Calliope demanded passionately of +Abel and me:-- + +"Oh, don't some things make you want to pull the sky down an' _wrap up +in it_!" + +But at this Abel laughed a little. + +"It's easier to pull down just the dreams," he said. + + + + +XIII + +TOP FLOOR BACK + + +One morning a few weeks after the Proudfits had left, I was sitting +beside Calliope's cooking range, watching her at her baking, when the +wooden leg of Peleg Bemus thumped across the threshold, and without +ceremony he came in from the shed and stood by the fire, warming his axe +handle. But Peleg's intrusions were never imputed to him. As I have +said, his gifts and experiences had given him a certain authority. +Perhaps, too, he reflected a kind of institutional dignity from his +sign, which read:-- + + P. Bemus: Retail Saw Miller + +At the moment of his entrance Calliope was talking of Emerel Kitton, now +Mrs. Abe Daniel: + +"There's them two," she said, "seems to hev married because they both +use a good deal o' salt--'t least they ain't much else they're alike in. +An' Emerel is just one-half workin' her head off for him. Little nervous +thing she is--when I heard she was down with nervous prostration two +years ago, I says, 'Land, land,' I says, 'but ain't she _always_ had +it?' They's a strain o' good blood in that girl,--Al Kitton was New +England,--but they don't none of it flow up through her head. She's +great on sacrificin', but she don't sacrifice judicious. If folks is +goin' to sacrifice, I think they'd ought to do it conscientious, the +kind in the Bible, same as Abraham an' like that." + +Peleg Bemus rubbed one hand up and down his axe handle. + +"I reckon you can't always tell, Miss Marsh," he said meditatively. "I +once knowed a man that done some sacrificin' that ain't called by that +name when it gets into the newspapers." He turned to me, with a manner +of pointing at me with his head, "You been in New York," he said; "ain't +you ever heard o' Mr. Loneway--Mr. John Loneway?" + +I was sorry that I could not answer "yes." He was so expectant that I +had the sensation of having failed him. + +"Him an' I lived in the same building in East Fourteenth Street there," +he said. "That is to say, he lived top floor back and I was janitor. +That was a good many years ago, but whenever I get an introduction to +anybody that's been in New York, I allus take an interest. I'd like to +know whatever become of him." + +He scrupulously waited for our question, and then sat down beside the +oven door and laid his axe across his knees. + +"It was that hard winter," he told us, "about a dozen years ago. I'd hev +to figger out just what year, but most anybody on the East Side can tell +you. Coal was clear up an' soarin', an' vittles was too--everybody +howlin' hard times, an' the Winter just commenced. Make things worse, +some philanthropist had put up two model tenements in the block we was +in, an' property alongside had shot up in value accordin' an' lugged +rents with it. Everybody in my buildin' 'most was rowin' about it. + +"But John Loneway, he wasn't rowin'. I met him on the stairs one mornin' +early an' I says, 'Beg pardon, sir,' I says, 'but you ain't meanin' to +make no change?' I ask him. He looks at me kind o' dazed--he was a +wonderful clean-muscled little chap, with a crisscross o' veins on each +temple an' big brown eyes back in his head. 'No,' he says. 'Change? I +can't move. My wife's sick,' he says. That was news to me. I'd met her a +couple o' times in the hall--pale little mite, hardly big as a baby, but +pleasant-spoken, an' with a way o' dressin' herself in shabby clo'es +that made the other women in the house look like bundles tied up +careless. But she didn't go out much--they had only been in the house a +couple o' weeks or so. 'Sick, is she?' I says. 'Too bad,' I says. +'Anything I can do?' I ask him. He stopped on the nex' step an' looked +back at me. 'Got a wife?' he says. 'No,' says I, 'I ain't, sir. But they +ain't never challenged my vote on 'count o' that, sir--no offence,' I +says to him respectful. 'All right,' he says, noddin' at me. 'I just +thought mebbe she'd look in now and then. I'm gone all day,' he added, +an' went off like he'd forgot me. + +"I thought about the little thing all that mornin'--layin' all alone up +there in that room that wa'n't no bigger'n a coal-bin. It's bad enough +to be sick anywheres, but it's like havin' both legs in a trap to be +sick in New York. Towards noon I went into one o' the flats--first floor +front it was--with the kindlin' barrel, an' I give the woman to +understand they was somebody sick in the house. She was a great big +creatur' that I'd never see excep' in red calico, an' I always thought +she looked some like a tomato ketchup bottle, with her apron for the +label. She says, when I told her, 'You see if she wants anything,' she +says. 'I can't climb all them stairs,' she answers me. + +"Well, that afternoon I went down an' hunted up a rusty sleigh-bell I'd +seen in the basement, an' I rubbed it up an' tied a string to it, an' +'long in the evenin' I went upstairs an' rapped at Mr. Loneway's door. + +"'I called,' I says, 'to ask after your wife, if I might.' + +"'If you might,' he says after me. 'I thank the Lord you're somebody +that will. Come in,' he told me. + +"They had two rooms. In one he was cookin' somethin' on a smelly +oil-stove. In the other was his wife; but that room was all neat an' +nice--curtains looped back, carpet an' all that. She was half up on +pillows, an' she had a black waist on, an' her hair pushed straight +back, an' she was burnin' up with the fever. + +"'Set down an' talk to her,' he says to me, 'while I get the dinner, +will you? I've got to go out for the milk.' + +"I did set down, feelin' some like a sawhorse in church. If she hadn't +been so durn little, seems though I could 'a' talked with her, but I +ketched sight of her hand on the quilt, an'--law! it wa'n't no bigger'n +a butternut. She done the best thing she could do an' set me to work. + +"'Mr. Bemus,' she says, first off--everybody else called me Peleg--'Mr. +Bemus,' she says, 'I wonder if you'd mind takin' an old +newspaper--there's one somewheres around--an' stuffin' in the cracks of +this window an' stop its rattlin'?' + +"I laid my sleigh-bell down an' done as she says; an' while I fussed +with the window, that seems though all Printin' House Square couldn't +stuff up, she talked on, chipper as a squirrel, all about the buildin', +an' who lived where, an' how many kids they was, an' wouldn't it be nice +if they had an elevator like the model tenement we was payin' rent for, +an' so on. I'd never 'a' dreamt she was sick if I hadn't looked 'round a +time or two at her poor, burnin'-up face. Then bime-by he brought the +supper in, an' when he went to lift her up, she just naturally laid back +an' fainted. But she was all right again in a minute, brave as two, an' +she was like a child when she see what he'd brought her--a big platter +for a tray, with milk-toast an' an apple an' five cents' worth o' dates. +She done her best to eat, too, and praised him up, an' the poor soul +hung over her, watchin' every mouthful, feedin' her, coaxin' her, +lookin' like nothin' more'n a boy himself. When I couldn't stand it no +longer, I took an' jingled the sleigh-bell. + +"'I'm a-goin',' I says, 'to hang this outside the door here, an' run +this nice long string through the transom. An' to-morrow,' I says, 'when +you want anything, just you pull the string a time or two, an' I'll be +somewheres around.' + +"She clapped her hands, her eyes shinin'. + +"'Oh, _goodey_!' she says. 'Now I won't be alone. Ain't it nice,' she +says, 'that there ain't no glass in the transom? If we lived in the +model tenement, we couldn't do that,' she says, laughin' some. + +"An' that young fellow, he followed me to the door an' just naturally +shook hands with me, same's though I'd been his kind. Then he followed +me on out into the hall. + +"'We had a little boy,' he says to me low, 'an' it died four months ago +yesterday, when it was six days old. She ain't ever been well since,' he +says, kind of as if he wanted to tell somebody. But I didn't know what +to say, an' so I found fault with the kerosene lamp in the hall, an' +went on down. + +"Nex' day I knew the doctor come again. An' 'way 'long in the afternoon +I was a-tinkerin' with the stair rail when I heard the sleigh-bell ring. +I run up, an' she was settin' up, in the black waist--but I thought her +eyes was shiney with somethin' that wasn't the fever--sort of a scared +excitement. + +"'Mr. Bemus,' she says, 'I want you to do somethin' for me,' she says, +'an' not tell anybody. Will you?' + +"'Why, yes,' I says, 'I will, Mis' Loneway,' I says. 'What is it?' I +ask' her. + +"'There's a baby somewheres downstairs,' she says. 'I hear it cryin' +sometimes. An' I want you to get it an' bring it up here.' + +"That was a queer thing to ask, because kids isn't soothin' to the sick. +But I went off downstairs to the first floor front. The kid she meant +belonged to the Tomato Ketchup woman. I knew they had one because it +howled different times an', I judge, pounded its head on the floor some +when it was maddest. It was the only real little one in the +buildin'--the others was all the tonguey age. I told what I wanted. + +"'For the land!' says Tomato Ketchup, 'I never see such nerve. Take my +baby into a sick room? Not if I know it. I s'pose you just come out o' +there? Well, don't you stay here, bringin' diseases. A hospital's the +true place fer the sick,' she says. + +"I went back to Mis' Loneway, an' I guess I lied some. I said the kid +was sick--had the croup, I thought, an' she'd hev to wait. Her face +fell, but she said 'all right an' please not to say nothin',' an' then I +went out an' done my best to borrow a kid for her. I ask' all over the +neighbourhood, an' not a woman but looked on me for a cradle +snatcher--thought I wanted to abduct her child away from her. Bime-by I +even told one woman what I wanted it for. + +"'My!' she says, 'if she ain't got one, she's got one less mouth to +feed. Tell her to thank her stars.' + +"After that I used to look into Mis' Loneway's frequent. The women on +the same floor was quite decent to her, but they worked all day, an' +mostly didn't get home till after her husband did. I found out somethin' +about him, too. He was clerk in a big commission house 'way down-town, +an' his salary, as near as I could make out, was about what mine was, +an' they wa'n't no estimatin' that by the cord at all. But I never heard +a word out'n him about their not havin' much. He kep' on makin' milk +toast an' bringin' in one piece o' fruit at a time an' once in a while a +little meat. An' all the time anybody could see she wa'n't gettin' no +better. I knew she wa'n't gettin' enough to eat, an' I knew he knew it, +too. An' one night the doctor he outs with the truth. + +"Mr. Loneway an' I was sittin' in the kitchen while the doctor was in +the other room with her. I went there evenin's all the time by then--the +young fellow seemed to like to hev me. We was keepin' warm over the +oil-stove because the real stove was in her room, an' the doctor come in +an' stood over him. + +"'My lad,' he says gentle, 'there ain't half as much use o' my comin' +here as there is o' her gettin' strengthenin' food. She's got to hev +beef broth--cer'als--fresh this an' fresh that'--he went on to tell him, +'an' plenty of it,' he says. 'An' if we can make her strength hold out, +I think,' he wound up, 'that we can save her. But she's gettin' weaker +every day for lack o' food. Can you do anything more?' he ask' him. + +"I expected to see young Mr. Loneway go all to pieces at this, because I +knew as it was he didn't ride in the street-car, he was pinchin' so to +pay the doctor. But he sorter set up sudden an' squared his shoulders, +an' he looked up an' says:-- + +"'Yes!' he says. 'I've been thinkin' that to-night,' he says. 'An' I've +hed a way to some good luck, you might call it--an' now I guess she can +hev everything she wants,' he told him; an' he laughed some when he said +it. + +"That sort o' amazed me. I hadn't heard him sayin' anything about any +excruciatin' luck, an' his face hadn't been the face of a man on the +brink of a bonanza. I wondered why he hadn't told her about this luck o' +his, but I kep' quiet an' watched to see if he was bluffin'. + +"I was cleanin' the walk off when he come home nex' night. Sure enough, +there was his arms laid full o' bundles. An' his face--it done me good +to see it. + +"'Come on up an' help get dinner,' he yelled out, like a kid, an' I +thought I actually seen him smilin'. + +"Soon's I could I went upstairs, an' they wa'n't nothin' that man hadn't +brought. They was everything the doctor had said, an' green things, an' +a whol' basket o' fruit an' two bottles o' port, an' more things +besides. They was lots o' fixin's, too, that there wa'n't a mite o' +nourishment in--for he wa'n't no more practical _nor_ medicinal'n a +wood-tick. But I knew how he felt. + +"'Don't tell her,' he says. 'Don't tell her,' he says to me, hoppin' +'round the kitchen like a buzz-saw. 'I want to surprise her.' + +"You can bet he did, too--if you'll overlook the liberty. When he was +all ready, he made me go in ahead. + +"'_To-ot!_' says I, genial-like--they treated me jus' like one of 'em. +'_To-ot!_ Lookey-_at_!' + +"He set the big white platter down on the bed, an' when she see all the +stuff,--white grapes, mind you, an' fresh tomatoes, an' a glass for the +wine,--she just grabs his hand an' holds it up to her throat, an' +says:-- + +"'Jack! Oh, Jack!' she says,--she called him that when she was +pleased,--'how did you? _How did you?_' + +"'Never you mind,' he says, kissin' her an' lookin' as though he was +goin' to bu'st out himself, 'never you ask. It's time I had some luck, +ain't it? Like other men?' + +"She was touchin' things here an' there, liftin' up the grapes an' +lookin' at 'em--poor little soul had lived on milk toast an' dates an' a +apple now an' then for two weeks to my knowledge. But when he said that, +she stopped an' looked at him, scared. + +"'John!' she says, 'you ain't--' + +"He laughed at that. + +"'Gamblin'?' he says. 'No--never you fear.' I had thought o' that +myself, only I didn't quite see when he'd had the chance since night +before when the doctor told him. 'It's all owin' to the office,' he says +to her, 'an' now you eat--lemme see you eat, Linda,' he says, an' that +seemed to be food enough for him. He didn't half touch a thing. 'Eat all +you want,' he says, 'an', Peleg, poke up the fire. There's half a ton o' +coal comin' to-morrow. An' we're goin' to have this _every day_,' he +told her. + +"Land o' love! how happy she was! She made me eat some grapes, an' she +sent a bunch to the woman on the same floor, because she'd brought her +an orange six weeks before; an' then she begs Mr. Loneway to get an +extry candle out of the top dresser draw'. An' when that was lit up she +whispers to him, and he goes out an' fetches from somewheres a guitar +with more'n half the strings left on; an' she set up an' picked away on +'em, an' we all three sung, though I can't carry a tune no more'n what I +can carry a white oak tree trunk. + +"'Oh,' she says, 'I'm a-goin' to get well now. Oh,' she says, 'ain't it +heaven to be rich again?' + +"No--you can say she'd ought to 'a' made him tell her where he got the +money. But she trusted him, an' she'd been a-livin' on milk toast an' +dates for so long that I can pretty well see how she took it all as +what's-his-name took the wild honey, without askin' the Lord whose make +it was. Besides, she was sick. An' milk toast an' dates'd reconcile me +to 'most any change for the better. + +"It got so then that I went upstairs every noon an' fixed up her lunch +for her, an' one day she done what I'd been dreadin'. 'Mr. Bemus,' she +says, 'that baby must be over the croup now. Won't you--won't you take +it down this orange an' see if you can't bring it up here awhile?' + +"I went down, but, law!--where was the use? The Ketchup woman grabs up +her kid an' fair threw the orange at me. 'You don't know what disease +you're bringin' in here,' she says--she had a voice like them gasoline +wood-cutters. I see she'd took to heart some o' the model-tenement +social-evenin' lectures on bugs an' worms in diseases. I carried the +orange out and give it to a kid in the ar'y, so's Mis' Loneway'd be +makin' somebody some pleasure, anyhow. An' then I went back upstairs an' +told her the kid was worse. Seems the croup had turned into cholery +infantum. + +"'Why,' she says, 'I mus' send it down somethin' nice an' hot to-night,' +an' so she did, and I slips it back in the Loneway kitchen unbeknownst. +She wa'n't so very medicinal, either, bless her heart! + +"'Tell me about that baby,' she says to me one noon. 'What's its name? +Does it like to hev its mother love it?' she ask me. + +"I knew the truth to be that it didn't let anybody do anything day or +night within sight or sound of it, an' it looked to me like an imp o' +the dark. But I fixed up a tol'able description, an' left out the +freckles an' the temper, an' told her it was fat an' well an' a boy. +That seemed to satisfy her. Its name, though, sort o' stumped me. The +Tomato Ketchup called it mostly 'you-come-back-here-you-little-ape.' I +heard that every day. So I said, just to piece out my information, that +I thought its name might be April. That seemed to take her fancy, an' +after that she was always askin' me how little April was--but not when +Mr. Loneway was in hearin'. I see well enough she didn't want he should +know that she was grievin' none. + +"All the time kep' comin', every night, another armful o' good things. +Land! that man he bought everything. Seems though he couldn't buy +enough. Every night the big platter was heaped up an' runnin' over with +everything under the sun, an' she was like another girl. I s'pose the +things give her strength, but I reck'n the cheer helped most. She had +the surprise to look forward to all day, an' there was plenty o' light, +evenin's; an' the stove, that was drove red-hot. The doctor kep' sayin' +she was better, too, an' everything seemed lookin' right up. + +"Seems queer I didn't suspect from the first something was wrong. Seems +though I ought to 'a' known money didn't grow out o' green wood the way +he was pretendin'. It wasn't two weeks before he takes me down to the +basement one night when he comes home, an' he owns up. + +"'Peleg,' he says, 'I've got to tell somebody, an' God knows maybe it'll +be you that'll hev to tell her. I've stole fifty-four dollars out o' the +tray in the retail department,' says he, 'an' to-day they found me out. +They wasn't no fuss made. Lovett, the assistant cashier, is the only one +that knows. He took me aside quiet,' Mr. Loneway says, 'an' I made a +clean breast. I said what I took it for. He's a married man himself, an' +he told me if I'd make it up in three days, he'd fix it so's nobody +should know. The cashier's off for a week. In three days he's comin' +back. But they might as well ask me to make up fifty-four hundred. I've +got enough to keep on these three days so's she won't know,' he says, +'an' after that--' + +"He hunched out his arms, an' I'll never forget his face. + +"I says, 'Mr. Loneway, sir,' I says, 'chuck it. Tell her the whole thing +an' give 'em back what you got left, an' do your best.' + +"He turned on me like a crazy man. + +"'Don't talk to me like that,' he says fierce. 'You don't know what +you're sayin',' he says. 'No man does till he has this happen to him. +The judge on the bench that'll send me to jail for it, he won't know +what he's judgin'. My God--_my God!_' he says, leanin' up against the +door o' the furnace room, 'to see her sick like this--an' _needin' +things_--when she give herself to me to take care of!' + +"Course there wa'n't no talkin' to him. An' the nex' night an' the nex' +he come home bringin' her truck just the same. Once he even hed her a +bunch o' pinks. Seems though he was doin' the worst he could. + +"The pinks come at the end of the second day of the three days the +assistant cashier had give him to pay the money back in. An' two things +happened that night. I was in the kitchen helpin' him wash up the dishes +while the doctor was in the room with Mis' Loneway. An' when the doctor +come out o' there into the kitchen, he shuts the door. I see right off +somethin' was the matter. He took Mr. Loneway off to the back window, +an' I rattled 'round with the dishes an' took on not to notice. Up until +when the doctor goes out--an' then I felt Mr. Loneway's grip on my arm. +I looked at him, an' I knew. She wasn't goin' to get well. He just +lopped down on the chair like so much sawdust, an' put his face down in +his arm, the way a schoolboy does--an' I swan he wa'n't much more'n a +schoolboy, either. I s'pose if ever hell is in a man's heart,--an' we +mostly all see it there sometime, even if we don't feel it,--why, there +was hell in his then. + +"All of a sudden there was a rap on the hall door. He never moved, an' +so I went. I whistled, I rec'lect, so's she shouldn't suspect nothin' +from our not goin' in where she was right off. An' a messenger-boy was +out there in the passage with a letter for Mr. Loneway. + +"I took it in to him. He turned himself around an' opened it, though I +don't believe he knew half what he was doin'. An' what do you guess come +tumblin' out o' that envelope? Fifty-four dollars in bills. Not a word +with 'em. + +"Then he broke down. 'It's Lovett,' he says, 'it's Lovett's done +this--the assistant cashier. Maybe he's told some o' the other fellows +at the desks next, an' they helped. They knew about her bein' sick. An' +they can't none of 'em afford it,' he says, an' that seemed to cut him +up worst of all. 'I'll give it back to him,' he says resolute. 'I can't +take it from 'em, Peleg.' + +"I says, 'Hush up, Mr. Loneway, sir,' I says. 'You got to think o' her. +Take it,' I told him, 'an' thank God it ain't as bad as it was. Who +knows,' I ask' him, 'but what the doctor might turn out wrong?' + +"Pretty soon I got him to pull himself together some, an' I shoved him +into the other room, an' I went with him, an' talked on like an idiot so +nobody'd suspect--I didn't hev no idea what. + +"She was settin' up in the same black waist, with a newspaper hung +acrost the head o' the iron bed to keep the draught out. All of a +sudden,-- + +"'John!' says she. + +"He went close by the bed. + +"'Is everything goin' on good?' she ask' him. + +"'Everything,' he told her right off. + +"'Splendid, John?' she ask' him, pullin' his hand up by her cheek. + +"'Splendid, Linda,' he says after her. + +"'We got a little money ahead?' she goes on. + +"'Bless me, if he didn't do just what I had time to be afraid of. He +hauls out them fifty-four dollars an' showed her. + +"She claps her hands like a child. + +"'Oh, _goodey_!' she says; 'I'm so glad. I'm so glad. Now I can tell +you,' she says to him. + +"He took her in his arms an' kneeled down by the bed, an' I tried to +slip out, but she called me back. So I stayed, like an' axe in the +parlour. + +"'John,' she says to him, 'do you know what Aunt Nita told me before I +was married? "You must always look the prettiest you know how," Aunt +Nita says,' she tells him, '"for your husband. Because you must always +be prettier for him than anybody else is." An', oh, dearest,' she says, +'you know I'd 'a' looked my best for you if I could--but I never +had--an' it wasn't your fault!' she cries out, 'but things didn't go +right. It wasn't anybody's fault. Only--I _wanted_ to look nice for you. +An' since I've been sick,' she says, 'it's made me wretched, wretched to +think I didn't hev nothin' to put on but this black waist--this homely +old black waist. You never liked me to wear black,' I rec'lect she says +to him, 'an' it killed me to think--if anything should happen--you'd be +rememberin' me like this. You think you'd remember me the way I was when +I was well--but you wouldn't,' she says earnest; 'people never, never +do. You'd remember me here like I look now. Oh--an' so I thought--if +there was ever so little money we could spare--won't you get me +somethin'--somethin' so's you could remember me better? Somethin' to +wear these few days,' she says. + +"He breaks down then an' cries, with his face in her pillow. + +"'Don't--why, don't!' she says to him; 'if there wasn't any money, you +might cry--only then I wouldn't never hev told you. But +now--to-morrow--you can go an' buy me a little dressing-sacque--the kind +they have in the windows on Broadway. Oh, _Jack_!' she says, 'is it +wicked an' foolish for me to want you to remember me as nice as you can? +It ain't--it _ain't_!' she says. + +"Then I give out. I felt like a handful o' wet sawdust that's been +squeezed. I slid out an' downstairs, an' I guess I chopped wood near all +night. The Tomato Ketchup's husband he pounded the floor for me to shut +up, an' I told him--though I never was what you might call a impudent +janitor--that if he thought he could chop it up any more soft, he'd +better engage in it. But then the kid woke up, too, an' yelled some, an' +I's afraid she'd hear it an' remember, an' so I quit. + +"Nex' mornin' I laid for Mr. Loneway in the hall. + +"'Sir,' I says to him when he come down to go out, 'you won't do nothin' +foolish?' I ask' him. + +"'Mind your business,' he says, his face like a patch o' poplar ashes. + +"I was in an' out o' their flat all day, an' I could see't Mis' Loneway +she's happy as a lark. But I knew pretty well what was comin'. Mind you, +this was the third day. + +"That night I hed things goin' in the kitchen an' the kettle on, an' I's +hesitatin' whether to put two eggs in the omelet or three, when he comes +home. He laid a eternal lot o' stuff on the kitchen table, without one +word, an' went in where she was. I heard paper rustlin', an' then I +heard her voice--an' it wasn't no cryin', lemme say. An' so I says to +myself, 'Well,' I says, 'she might as well hev a four-egg omelet, +because it'll be the last.' I knew if they's to arrest him she wouldn't +never live the day out. So I goes on with the omelet, an' when he come +out where I was, I just told him if he'd cut open the grapefruit I hed +ever'thing else ready. An' then he quit lookin' defiant, an' he calmed +down some; an' pretty soon we took in the dinner. + +"She was sittin' up in front of her two pillows, pretty as a picture. +An' she was in one o' the things I ain't ever see outside a store +window. Lord! it was all the colour o' roses, with craped-up stuff like +the bark on a tree, an' rows an' rows o' lace, an' long, flappy ribbon. +She was allus pretty, but she looked like an angel in that. An' I says +to myself then, I says: 'If a woman _knows_ she looks like that in them +things, an' if she loves somebody an', livin' or dead, wants to look +like that for him, I want to know who's to blame her? I ain't--Peleg +Bemus, he ain't.' Mis' Loneway was as pretty as I ever see, not barrin' +the stage. An' she was laughin', an' her cheeks was pink-like, an' she +says,-- + +"'Oh, Mr. Bemus,' she says, 'I feel like a queen,' she says, 'an' you +must stay for dinner.' + +"I never seen Mr. Loneway gayer. He was full o' fun an' funny sayin's, +an' his face had even lost its chalky look an' he'd got some colour, an' +he laughed with her an' he made love to her--durned if it wasn't enough +to keep a woman out o' the grave to be worshipped the way that man +worshipped her. An' when she ask' for the guitar, I carried out the +platter, an' I stayed an' straightened things some in the kitchen. +An' all the while I could hear 'em singin' soft an' laughin' +together ... an' all the while I knew what was double sure to come. + +"Well, in about an hour it did come. I was waitin' for it. Fact, I had +filled up the coffee-pot expectin' it. An' when I heard the men comin' +up the stairs I takes the coffee an' what rolls there was left an' I +meets 'em in the hall, on the landing. They was two of 'em--constables, +or somethin'--with a warrant for his arrest. + +"'Gentlemen,' says I, openin' the coffee-pot careless so's the smell +could get out an' circ'late--'gentlemen, he's up there in that room. +There's only these one stairs, an' the only manhole's right here over +your heads, so's you can watch that. You rec'lect that there ain't a +roof on that side o' the house. Now, I'm a lonely beggar, an' I wish't +you'd let me invite you to a cup o' hot coffee an' a hot buttered roll +or two, right over there in that hall window. You can keep your eye +peeled towards that door all the while,' I reminds 'em. + +"Well, it was a bitter night, an' them two was flesh an' blood. They +'lowed that if he hadn't been there they'd 'a' had to wait for him, +anyway, so they finally set down. An' I doled 'em out the coffee. I +'lowed I could keep 'em an hour if I knew myself. Nobody could 'a' done +any different, with her an' him settin' up there singin' an' no manner +o' doubt but what it was for the last time. + +"I'd be'n 'round consid'able in my time an' I knew quite a batch o' +stories. I let 'em have 'em all, an' poured the coffee down 'em. They +was willin' enough--it wa'n't cold in the halls to what it was outside, +an' the coffee was boilin' hot. An' if anybody wants to blame me, they'd +hev to see her first, all fluffed up same as a kitten in that pink +jacket-thing, afore I'd give 'em a word o' hearin'. + +"In the midst of it all I heard the Tomato Ketchup's kid yell. I +remembered that this'd be my last chanst fer _her_ to see the kid when +she could get any happiness out of it. I didn't think twice--I just +filled up the cups o' them two, an' then I sails downstairs, two at a +time, an' opened the door o' first floor front without rappin'. The kid +was there in its little nightgown, howlin' fer fair because it had be'n +left alone with its boy brother. The Tomato Ketchup an' her husband was +to a wake. I picked up the kid, rolled it in a blanket, grabbed brother +by the arm, an' started up the stairs. + +"'Is the house on f-f-fire?' says the boy brother. + +"'Yes,' says I, 'it is. An' we're goin' upstairs to hunt up a +fire-escape,' I told him. + +"At the top o' the stairs I sets him down on the floor an' promises him +an orange, an' then I opens the door, with the kid on my arm. It had +stopped yellin' by then, an' it was settin' up straight, with its eyes +all round an' its cheeks all pinked-up with havin' just woke up, an' it +looked awful cute, in spite of its mother. Mis' Loneway was leanin' +back, laughin', an' tellin' him what they was goin' to do the minute she +got well; but when she see the baby she drops her husband's hand and +sorter screams out, weak, an' holds out her arms. Mr. Loneway, he hardly +heard me go in, I reckon--leastwise, he looks at me clean through me +without seein' I was there. An' she hugs the kiddie up in her arms an' +looks at me over the top of its head as much as to say she understood +an' thanked me. + +"'Its ma is went off,' I told 'em apologetic, 'an' I thought maybe you'd +look after it awhile,' I told 'em. + +"Then I went out an' put oranges all around the boy brother on the hall +floor, an' I hustled back downstairs. + +"'Gentlemen,' says I, brisk, 'I've got two dollars too much,' says +I--an' I reck'n the cracks in them walls must 'a' winked at the notion. +'What do you say to a game o' dice on the bread-plate?' I ask' 'em. + +"Well, one way an' another I kep' them two there for two hours. An' +then, when the game was out, I knew I couldn't do nothin' else. So I +stood up an' told 'em I'd go up an' let Mr. Loneway know they was +there--along o' his wife bein' sick an' hadn't ought to be scared. + +"I started up the stairs, feelin' like lead. Little more'n halfway up I +heard a little noise. I looked up, an' I see the boy brother a-comin', +leakin' orange-peel, with the kid slung over his shoulder, sleepin'. I +looked on past him, an' the door o' Mr. Loneway's sittin' room was open, +an' I see Mr. Loneway standin' in the middle o' the floor. I must 'a' +stopped still, because something stumbled up against me from the back, +an' the two constables was there, comin' close behind me. I could hear +one of 'em breathin'. + +"Then I went on up, an' somehow I knew there wasn't nothin' more to wait +for. When we got to the top I see inside the room, an' she was layin' +back on her pillow, all still an' quiet. An' the little new pink jacket +never moved nor stirred, for there wa'n't no breath. + +"Mr. Loneway, he come acrost the floor towards us. + +"'Come in,' he says. 'Come right in,' he told us--an' I see him smilin' +some." + + + + +XIV + +AN EPILOGUE + + +When Peleg had gone back to the woodshed, Calliope slipped away too. I +sat beside the fire, listening to the fine, measured fall of Peleg's +axe--so much more vital with the spirit of music than his flute; looking +at Calliope's brown earthen baking dishes--so much purer in line than +the village bric-a-brac; thinking of Peleg's story and of the life that +beat within it as life does not beat in the unaided letter of the law. +But chiefly I thought of Linda Loneway. Linda Loneway. I made a picture +of her name. + +So, Calliope having come from above stairs where I had heard her moving +about as if in some search, I think that I recognized, even before I +lifted my eyes to it, the photograph which she gave me. It was as if the +name had heard me, and had come. + +"It's Linda," Calliope said. "It's Linda Proudfit. An' I'm certain, +certain sure it's the Linda that Peleg knew." + +"Surely not, Calliope," I said--obedient to some law. + +Calliope nodded, with closed eyes, in simple certainty. + +"I _know_ it was her that Peleg meant about," she said. "I thought of it +first when he said about her looks--an' her husband a clerk--an' he said +he called her Linda. An' then when he got to where she mentioned Aunt +Nita--that's what her an' Clementina always calls Mis' Ordway, though +she ain't by rights--oh, it is--it is...." + +Calliope sat down on the floor before me, cherishing the picture. And +all natural doubts of the possibility, all apparent denial in the real +name of Linda Proudfit's poor young husband were for us both presently +overborne by something which seemed viewlessly witnessing to the truth. + +"But little Linda," Calliope said, "to think o' her. To think o' +_her_--like Peleg said. Why, I hardly ever see her excep' in all silk, +or imported kinds. None of us did. I hardly ever 'see her walk--it was +horses and carriages and dance in a ballroom till I wonder she +remembered how to walk at all. Everything with her was cut good, an' +kid, an' handwork, an' like that--the same way the Proudfits is now. But +yet she wasn't a bit like Mis' Proudfit an' Clementina. They're both +sweet an' rule-lovin' an' ladies born, but--" Calliope hesitated, +"they's somethin' they _ain't_. An' Linda was." + +Calliope looked about the room, seeking a way to tell me. And her eyes +fell on the flame on her cooking-stove hearth. + +"Linda had a little somethin' in her that lit her up," she said. "She +didn't say much of anything that other folks don't say, but somehow she +meant the words farther in. In where the light was, an' words mean +differ'nt an' better. I use' to think I didn't believe that what she saw +or heard or read was exactly like what her mother an' Clementina an' +most folks see an' hear an' read. Somehow, she got the inside out o' +things, an' drew it in like breathin', an' lit it up, an' lived it more. +I donno's you know what I'm talkin' about. But Mis' Proudfit an' +Clementina don't do that way. They're dear an' good an' generous, an' +lots gentler than they was before Linda left 'em--an' yet they just wear +things' an' invite folks in an' see Europe an' keep up their French an' +serve God, an' never get any of it rill lit up. But Linda, she _knew_. +An' she use' to be lonesome. I know she did--I know she did. + +"I use' to look at her an' wish an' wish I wa'n't who I am, so's I could +a' let her know I knew too. I use' to go to mend her lace an' sell orris +root to her--an' Madame Proudfit an' Clementina would be there, buyin' +an' livin' on the outside, judicious an' refined an' rill right about +everything; but when Linda come in, she sort o' reached somewheres, +deep, or up, or out, or like that, an' got somethin' that meant it all +instead o' gnawin' its way through words. It was like other folks was +the recipe an' Linda was the rill dish. They was the way to be, but she +was the one that was. + +"Well, then one year, when she come home from off to school, this young +clerk followed her. I only see 'em together once--he only stayed a day +an' had his terrible time with Jason Proudfit an' everybody knew it--but +even with seein' 'em that once, I knew about him. I don't care who he +was or what he was worth--he was lit up, too. I donno why he was a clerk +nor anything of him--excep' that the lit kind ain't always the +money-makers--but he could talk to her her way. An' when I see the four +of 'em drive up in front of the post-office the day he come, Mis' +Proudfit an' Clementina talkin' all soft an' interested an' regular +about the foreign postage stamps they was buyin', an' Linda an' him +sittin' there with foreign lands fair livin' in their eyes--I knew how +it would be. An' so it was. They went off, Linda with only the clothes +she was wearin' an' none of her stone rings or like that with her. An' +see what it all done--see what it done. Jason Proudfit, he wouldn't +forgive 'em nor wouldn't hear a word from 'em, though they say Mis' +Linda wrote, at first, an' more than once. An' then when he died two +years or so afterwards, an' Mis' Proudfit tried everywhere--they wa'n't +no trace. An' no wonder, with a differ'nt name so's nobody should find +out how poor they was--an' death--an' like enough prison...." + +Calliope stood up, and in the pause Peleg's axe went rhythmically on. + +"I'm goin' to be sure," she said. "I hate to--but o' course I've got to +be rill certain, in words." + +She went out to the shed, taking with her the photograph, and closed the +door. Peleg's axe ceased. And when she came back, she said nothing at +all for a little, and the axe did not go on. + +"We mustn't tell Mis' Proudfit--yet," she put it, presently, "not till +we can think. I donno's we ever can tell her. The dyin'--an' the +disgrace--an' the other name--an' the hurt about Linda's _needin' +things_ ... Peleg thinks not tell her, too." + +"At least," I said, "we can wait, for a little. Until they come home." + +I listened while, her task long disregarded, Calliope fitted together +the dates and the meagre facts she knew, and made the sad tally +complete. Then she laid the picture by and stood staring at the +cooking-range flame. + +"It ain't enough," she said, "bein'--lit up--ain't enough for folks, is +it? Not without they're some made out o' iron, too, to hold it--like +stoves. An' yet--" + +She looked at me with one of her infrequent, passionate doubtings in her +eyes. + +"--if Mis' Proudfit an' Clementina had just of been lit too," she said, +"mebbe--" + +She got no farther, though I think it was not the opening of the door by +Peleg Bemus that interrupted her. Peleg did not come in. He said +something of the snow on his shoes, and spoke through the door's +opening. + +"I'm a-goin to quit work for to-day, Mis' Marsh," he told her. "Seems +like I'm too dead tired to chop." + + + + +XV + +THE TEA PARTY + + +As spring came on, and I found myself fairly identified with the life of +Friendship,--or, at any rate, "more one of us," as they said,--I +suggested to Calliope something which had been for some time pleasantly +in my mind: might I, I asked one day, give a tea for her? + +"A tea!" she repeated. "For _me_? You know they give me a benefit once +in the basement of the Court House. But a private tea, for me?" + +And when she understood that this was what I meant, + +"Oh," she said earnestly, "I'd be so glad to come. An' you an' I can +know the tea is for me--if you rilly mean it--but it won't do to say it +so'd it'd get out around. Oh, no, it won't. Not one o' the rest'll come +near if you give it _for_ me--nor if you give it _for_ anybody. Mis' +Proudfit, now, she tried to give a noon lunch on St. Patrick's day for +Mis' Postmaster Sykes, an' the folks she ask' to it got together an' +sent in their regrets. 'We're just as good as Mis' Postmaster Sykes,' +they give out to everybody, 'an' we don't bow down to her like that.' So +Mis' Proudfit she calls it a Shamrock Party an' give it a day later. An' +every one of 'em went. It won't do to say it's _for_ me." + +So I contented myself with planning to seat Calliope at the foot of my +table, and I found a kind of happiness in her child-like content, though +only we two knew that the occasion would do her honour. If Delia had +been available we would have told her, but Delia was still in Europe, +and would not return until June. + +Calliope was quite radiant when, on the afternoon of the tea, she +arrived in advance of the others. She was wearing her best gray +henrietta, and I noted that she had changed her cameo ring from her +first to her third finger. ("First-finger rings seem to me more +everyday," she had once said to me, "but third-finger I always think +looks real dressy.") She was carrying a small parcel. + +"You didn't ask to borrow anything," she said shyly; "I didn't know how +you'd feel about that, a stranger so. An' we all got together--your +company, you know--an' found out you hadn't borrowed anything from any +of us, an' we thought maybe you hesitated. So we made up I should bring +my spoons. They was mother's, an' they're thin as weddin' rings--an' +solid. Any time you want to give a company you're welcome to 'em." + +When I had laid the delicate old silver in its place, I found Calliope +standing in the middle of my living-room, looking frankly about on my +simple furnishings, her eyes lingering here and there almost lovingly. + +"Bein' in your house," she said, "is like bein' somewheres else. I don't +know if you know what I mean? Most o' the time I'm where I belong--just +common. But now an' then--like a holiday when we're dressed up an' +sittin' 'round--I feel differ'nt an' _special_. It was the way I felt +when they give the William Shakespeare supper in the library an' had it +lit up in the evenin' so differ'nt--like bein' somewheres else. It'll be +that way on Market Square next month when the Carnival comes. I guess +that's why I'm a extract agent," she added, laughing a little. "When I +set an' smell the spices I could think it wasn't me I feel so _special_. +An' I feel that way now--I do' know if you know what I mean--" + +She looked at me, measuring my ability to comprehend, and brightening at +my nod. + +"Well, most o' Friendship wouldn't understand," she said. "To them +vanilla smells like corn-starch pudding an' no more. An' that reminds +me," she added slowly, "you know Friendship well enough by this time, +don't you, to find we're apt to say things here this afternoon?" + +"Say things?" I repeated, puzzling. + +"We won't mean to," she hastened loyally to add; "I ain't talkin' about +us, you know," she explained anxiously, "I just want to warn you so's +you won't be hurt. I guess I notice such things more'n most. We won't +mean to offend you--but I thought you'd ought to know ahead. An' bein' +as it's part my tea, I thought it was kind o' my place to tell you." + +She was touching the matter delicately, almost tenderly, and not more, +as I saw, with a wish to spare me than with a wish to apologize in +advance for the others, to explain away some real or fancied weakness. + +"You know," she said, "we ain't never had anybody to, what you might +say, tell us what we can an' what we can't say. So we just naturally say +whatever comes into our heads. An' then when we get it said, we see +often that it ain't what we meant--an' that it's apt to hurt folks or +put us in a bad light, or somethin'. But some don't even see that--some +go right ahead sayin' the hurt things an' never know it _is_ a hurt. I +don't know if you've noticed what I mean," Calliope said, "but you will +to-night. An' I didn't want you should be hurt or should think hard of +them that says 'em." + +But how, I wondered, as my guests assembled, could one "think hard" of +any one in Friendship, and especially of the little circle to which I +belonged: My dear Mis' Amanda Toplady, Mis' Photographer Sturgis, Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, who, since our Thanksgiving, seemed, as +Calliope put it, to have "got good with the universe again"; the Liberty +sisters, for that day once more persuaded from their seclusion, and Mis' +Postmaster Sykes, with, we sometimes said, "some right to hev her +peculiarities if ever anybody hed it." Of them all the Friendship phrase +of approval had frequently been spoken: That this one, or that, was "_at +heart_, one o' the most all-round capable women we've got." + +I had hoped to have one more guest--Mrs. Merriman, wife of the late +chief of the Friendship fire department. But I had promptly received her +regrets, "owing to affliction in the family," though the fire chief had +died two years and more before. + +"But it's her black," Calliope had explained to me sympathetically; "she +can't afford to throw away her best dress, made mournin' style, with +crape ornaments. As long as that lasts good, she'll hev to stay home +from places. I see she's just had new crape cuffs put on, an' that means +another six months at the least. An' she won't go to parties wearin' +widow weeds. Mis' Fire Chief Merriman is very delicate." + +My guests, save Calliope, all arrived together and greeted me, I +observed, with a manner of marked surprise. Afterward, when I wondered, +Calliope explained simply that it was not usual for a hostess to meet +her guests at the door. "Of course, they're usually right in the midst +o' gettin' the supper when the company comes," she said. + +My prettiest dishes and silver were to do honour to those whom I had +bidden; and boughs of my Flowering-currant filled my little hall and +curved above the line of sight at table, where the candle shades lent +deeper yellows. I delighted in the manner of formality with which they +took their places, as if some forgotten ceremonial of ancient courts +were still in their veins, when a banquet was not a thing to be entered +upon lightly. + +Quite in ignorance of the Japanese custom of sipping tea while the first +course is arriving, it is our habit in Friendship to inaugurate "supper" +by seeing the tea poured. In deference to this ceremony a hush fell +immediately we were seated, and this was in courtesy to me, who must +inquire how each would take her tea. I think that this conversation +never greatly varied, as:-- + +"Mrs. Toplady?" I said at once, the rest being understood. + +"Cream and sugar, _if_ you please," said that great Amanda heartily, "or +milk if it's milk. I take the tea for the trimmin's." + +Then a little stir of laughter and a straying comment or two about, say, +the length of days at that time of year, and:-- + +"Mrs. Sykes?" + +"Just milk, please. I always say I don't think tea would hurt _anybody_ +if they'd leave the sugar alone. But then, I've got a very peculiar +stomach." + +"Mrs. Holcomb?" + +"I want mine plain tea, thank you. My husband takes milk and the boys +like sugar, but I like the taste of the tea." + +At which, from Libbie Liberty: "Oh, Mis' Holcomb just says that to make +out she's strong-minded. Plain tea an' plain coffee's regular woman's +rights fare, Mis' Holcomb!" And then, after more laughter and Mis' +Holcomb's blushes, they awaited:-- + +"Mrs. Sturgis?" + +"Not any at all, thank you. No, I like the tea, but the tea don't like +me. My mother was the same way. She never could drink it. No, not any +for me, though I must say I should dearly love a cup." + +"Miss 'Viny?" + +"Just a little tea and the rest hot water. Dear me, I shouldn't go to +sleep till _to-morrow_ night if I was to drink a cup as strong as that. +No--a little more water, please. I s'pose I can send it back for more if +it's still too strong?" + +"Miss Libbie?" + +"Laviny just wants the canister pointed in her direction, an' she thinks +she's had her tea. Lucy don't dare take any. Three lumps for me, please. +I like mine surup." + +"Calliope?" + +"Oh," said Calliope, "milk if there's any left in the pitcher. An' if +there ain't, send it down clear. I like it most any way. Ain't it queer +about the differ'nce in folks' tastes in their tea and coffee?" + +That was the signal for the talk to begin with anecdotes of how various +relatives, quick and passed, had loved to take their tea. No one ever +broached a real topic until this introduction had had its way. To do so +would have been an indelicacy, like familiar speech among those in the +ceremony of a first meeting. + +Thus I began to see that in spite of Calliope's distress at the ways of +us in Friendship, a matchless delicacy was among its people a dominant +note. Not the delicacy born of convention, not that sometimes bred in +the crudest by urban standards, but a finer courtesy that will spare the +conscious stab which convention allows. It was, if I may say so, a +_savoir faire_ of the heart instead of the head. But we had hardly +entered upon the hour before the ground for Calliope's warning was +demonstrated. + +"There!" she herself bridged a pause with her ready little laugh, "I +knew somebody'd pass me somethin' while I was saltin' my potato. My +brother, older, always said that at home. 'I never salt my potato,' he +use' to say, 'without somebody passes me somethin'." + +Next instant her eyes flew to my face in a kind of horror, for:-- + +"We've noticed that at our house, too," Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss +observed, vigorously using a salt-shaker, "but then I always believe, +myself, in havin' everything properly seasoned in the kitchen before it +comes on to the table." + +"See!" Calliope signalled me fleetly. + +But no one else, and certainly not Mis' Holcomb herself, perceived the +surface of things vexed by a ripple. + +"Well, now," said that great Mis' Amanda Toplady heartily, "that _is_ so +about saltin' your potato. I know it now, but I never thought of it +right out before. Lots o' things are true that you don't think of right +out. Now I come to put my mind on it, I know at our house if I cut up a +big plate o' bread we don't eat up half of it; but just as sure as I +don't, I hev to get up from the table an' go get more bread." + +"I know--we often speak of that!" and "So my husband says," chimed Mis' +Holcomb and Mis' Sturgis. + +"Seems as if I'd noticed that, too," Calliope said brightly. + +Whereupon: "My part," Miss Lucy Liberty contributed shyly, "I always +like to see a great big plate of good, big slices o' bread come on to +the table. Looks like the crock was full," she added, laughing heartily +to cover her really pretty shyness, "an' like you wouldn't run out." + +Calliope's glance at me was still more distressed, for my table showed +no bread at all, and my maid was at that moment handing rolls the size +of a walnut. But for the others the moment passed undisturbed. + +"I've never noticed in particular about the bread," observed Mis' +Sykes,--she had great magnetism, for when she spoke an instant hush +fell,--"but what _I_ have noticed"--Mis' Sykes was very original and +usually disregarded the experiences of others,--"is that if I don't make +a list of my washing when it goes, something is pretty sure to get lost. +But let me make a list, an' even the dust-cloths'll come back home." + +Everybody had noticed that. Even Libbie Liberty assented, and exchanged +with her sister a smile of domestic memories. + +"An' every single piece has got my initial in the corner, too," Mis' +Sykes added; "I wouldn't hev a piece o' linen in the house without my +initial on. It don't seem to me rill refined not to." + +Calliope's look was almost one of anguish. My hemstitched damask napkins +bear no saving initial in a corner. But no one else would, I was +certain, connect that circumstance, even if it was observed, with what +Mis' Sykes had said. + +"It's too bad Mis' Fire Chief Merriman wouldn't come to-day," Calliope +hastily turned the topic. "She can't seem to get used to things again, +since Sum died." + +"She didn't do this way for her first husband that died in the city, I +heard," volunteered Mis' Sturgis. "Why, I heard she went out _there_, +right after the first year." + +"That's easy explained," said Mis' Sykes, positively. + +"Wasn't she fond of him?" asked Mis' Holcomb. "She seems real clingin', +like she would be fond o' most any one." + +"Oh, yes, she was fond of him," declared Mis' Sykes. "Why, he was a +professional man, you know. But then he died ten years ago, durin' tight +skirts. Naturally, being a widow then wasn't what it is now. She +couldn't cut her skirt over to any advantage--a bell skirt is a bell +skirt. An' they went out the very next year. When she got new cloth for +the flare skirts, she got colours. But the Fire Chief died right at the +height o' the full skirts. She's kep' cuttin' over an' cuttin' over, an' +by the looks o' the Spring plates she can keep right on at it. She +really can't afford to go _out_ o' mournin'. I don't blame her a bit." + +"She told me the other day," remarked Libbie Liberty, "that she was real +homesick for some company food. She said she'd been ask' in to eat with +this family an' that, most hospitable but very plain. An' seems though +she couldn't wait for a company lay-out." + +"She won't go anywheres in her crape," Mis' Sykes turned to me, +supplementing Calliope's former information. "She's a very superior +woman,--she graduated in Oils in the city,--an' she's fitted for any +society, say where who _will_. We always say about her that nobody's so +delicate as Mis' Fire Chief Merriman." + +"She don't take strangers in very ready, anyway," Mis' Holcomb explained +to me. "She belongs to what you might call the old school. She's very +sensitive to _every_thing." + +The moment came when I had unintentionally produced a hush by serving a +salad unknown in Friendship. When almost at once I perceived what I had +done, I confess that I looked at Calliope in a kind of dread lest this +too were a _faux pas_, and I took refuge in some question about the +coming Carnival. But my attention was challenged by my maid, who was in +the doorway announcing a visitor. + +"Company, ma'am," she said. + +And when I had bidden her to ask that I be excused for a little:-- + +"Please, ma'am," she said, "she says she has to see you _now_." + +And when I suggested the lady's card:-- + +"Oh, it's Mis' Fire Chief Merriman," the maid imparted easily. + +"Mis' Fire Chief Merriman!" exclaimed every one at table. "Well +forevermore! Speakin' of angels! She must 'a' forgot the tea was bein'." + +In my living-room, in her smartly freshened spring toilet of mourning, +Mis' Fire Chief Merriman rose to greet me. She was very tall and slight, +and her face was curiously like an oblong yellow brooch which fastened +her gown at the throat. + +"My dear friend," she said, "I felt, after your kind invitation, that I +must pay my respects _during_ your tea. Afterwards wouldn't be the same. +It's a tea, and there couldn't be lanterns an' bunting or anything o' +the sort. So I felt I could come in." + +"You are very good," I murmured, and in some perplexity, as she resumed +her seat, I sat down also. Mis' Merriman sought in the pocket of her +petticoat for a black-bordered handkerchief. + +"When you're in mourning so," she observed, "folks forget you. They +don't really forget you, either. But they get used to missing you +places, an' they don't always remember to miss you. I did appreciate +your inviting me to-day so. Because I'm just as fond of meeting my +friends as I was before the chief died." + +And when I had made an end of murmuring something:-- + +"Really," she went on placidly, "it ought to be the custom to go out in +society when you're in mourning if you never did any other time. You +need distraction then if you ever needed it in your life. An' the chief +would 'a' been the first to feel that too. He was very partial to going +out in company." + +And when I had made an end of murmuring something else:-- + +"You were very thoughtful to give me an invitation for this afternoon," +she said. "An' I felt that I must stop in an' tell you so, even if I +couldn't attend." + +Serenely she spread her black crape fan and swayed it. In the +dining-room my guests proceeded with their lonely salad toward a +probable lonely dessert. At thought of that dessert and of that salad, a +suggestion, partly impulsive and partly flavoured with some faint +reminiscence, at once besieged me, and in it I divined a solution of the +moment. + +"Mrs. Merriman," I said eagerly, "may I send you in a cup of strawberry +ice? I've some early strawberries from the city." + +She turned on me her great dark eyes, with their flat curve of shadow +accenting her sadness. + +"I'm sure you are very kind," she said simply. "An' I should be pleased, +I'm sure." + +I rose, hesitating, longing to say what I had in mind. + +"I'd really like your opinion," I said, "on rather a new salad I'm +trying. Now would you not--" + +"A salad?" Mis' Merriman repeated. "The chief," she said reflectively, +"was very partial to all green salads. I don't think men usually care +for them the way he did." + +"Dear Mrs. Merriman," said I at this, "a cup of bouillon and a bit of +chicken breast and a drop of creamed cauliflower--" + +"Oh," she murmured, "really, I couldn't think--" + +And when I had made my cordial insistence she looked up at me for a +moment solemnly, over her crape fan. I thought that her eyes with that +flat, underlying curve of shadow were as if tears were native to them. +Her grief and the usages of grief had made of her some one other than +her first self, some one circumscribed, wary of living. + +"Oh," she said wistfully, "I ain't had anything like that since I went +into mourning. If you don't think it would be disrespectful to him--?" + +"I am certain that it would not be so," I assured her, and construed her +doubting silence as capitulation. + +So I filled a tray with all the dainties of our little feast, and my +maid carried it to her where she sat, and then to us at table served +dessert. And my strange party went forward with seven guests in my +dining-room and one mourner at supper in my living-room. + +"How very, _very_ delicate!" said Mis' Postmaster Sykes, in an emphatic +whisper. "Mis' Fire Chief Merriman is a very superior woman, an' she +always does the delicate thing." + +And now as I met Calliope's eyes I saw that the dear little woman was +looking at me with a manner of unmistakable pride. In spite of her +warning to me and what she thought had been its justification during the +supper, here was an occasion to reveal to me a delicacy unequalled. + +Thereafter, in deference to my mourning guest in the next room, we all +dropped our voices and talked virtually in whispers. And when at last we +rose from the table, complete silence had come upon us. + +Then, the tray not having yet been brought from that other room, I +confess to having found myself somewhat uncertain how to treat a +situation so out of my experience. But the kind heart of my dear Mis' +Amanda Toplady was the dictator. + +"Now," she whispered, tip-toeing, "we must all go in an' speak to her. +Poor woman--she don't call anywheres, an' she stays in mournin' so long +folks have kind o' dropped off goin' to see her. Let's walk in an' be +rill nice to her." + +Mis' Fire Chief Merriman sat as I had left her, and the tray was before +her on my writing-table. She looked up gravely and greeted them all, one +by one, without rising. We sat about her in a circle and spoke to her +gently on subjects decently allied to her grief: on the coming meeting +of the Cemetery Improvement Sodality; on the new styles in mourning; on +the deaths in Friendship during the winter; and on two cases of typhoid +fever recently developed in the town. (The Fire Chief had died of +"walking typo.") And Mis' Merriman, gravely partaking of strawberry ice +and cake and bonbons, listened and replied and, with the last morsel, +rose to take her leave. + +It was then that my unlucky star shone effulgent. For, as she was +shaking hands all round:-- + +"Oh, Mrs. Merriman," I said, with the gentlest intent, "would you care +to come out to see my dining-room? My Flowering-currant was very early +this year--" + +To my horrified amazement Mis' Fire Chief Merriman lifted her +black-bordered handkerchief to her face and broke into subdued sobbing. +Suddenly I understood that all the others were looking at me in a kind +of reproachful astonishment. My bewilderment, mounting for an instant, +was precipitately overthrown by the sobbing woman's words. + +"Oh," Mis' Merriman said indistinctly, "I'm much obliged to you, I'm +sure. But how can you think I would? I haven't looked at lanterns an' +bunting an' such things since the Fire Chief died. I don't know how I'm +ever going to stand the Carnival!" + +In deep distress I apologized, and found myself adrift upon a sea of +uncharted classifications. Here were niceties of distinction which +escaped my ruder vision, trained to the mere interchange of signals in +smooth sailing or straight tempest, on open water. But I knew with grief +that I had given her pain--that was clear enough; and in my confusion +and wish to make amends, I caught up from their jar on the hall table my +Flowering-currant boughs and thrust them in her hands. + +"Ah," I begged breathlessly, "at all events, take these!" + +On which she drew away from me and shook her head and fairly fled down +the path, her floating crape brushing the mother bushes of my offending +offering. And I was helplessly aware that sympathetic silence had fallen +on the others and that the sympathy was not for me. + +"But what on earth was the matter?" I entreated my guests. + +It was that great Mis' Amanda Toplady who slipped her arm about me and +explained. + +"When we've got any dead belongin' to us," she said, "we always carry +all the flowers we get to the grave--an', of course, we don't feel we +_can_ carry them that's been used for a company. It's the same with Mis' +Fire Chief. An' she can't bear even to see flowers an' things that's +fixed for a company, either. Of course, that's her privilege." + +Mis' Sykes took my hands. + +"You come here so lately," she said, "you naturally wouldn't know what's +what in these things, here in Friendship. An' then, of course, Mis' Fire +Chief Merriman is very, _very_ delicate." + +Calliope linked her arm in mine. + +"Don't you mind," she whispered; "we're all liable to our mistakes." + + * * * * * + +Half an hour after tea my guests took leave. + +"I enjoyed myself so much," said Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss; "you +look tired out. I hope it ain't been too much for you." + +"Entertainin' is a real job," said Mis' Sturgis, "but you do it almost +as if you liked it. I enjoyed myself _so_ much." + +"I'll give bail you're glad it's over," said Libbie Liberty, +sympathetically, "even if it did go off nice. I enjoyed myself ever so +much." + +"_Ever_ so much," murmured Miss Lucy, laughing heartily. + +"Good night. Everything was lovely. I enjoyed myself very much," Mis' +Postmaster Sykes told me. "And," she said, "you'll hear from me very, +_very_ soon in return for this." + +"Now don't you overdo, reddin' up to-night," advised my dear Mis' Amanda +Toplady. "Just pick up the silver an' rense it off, an' let the dishes +set till mornin', _I_ say. I _did_ enjoy myself so much." + +"Good-by," Calliope whispered in the hall. "Oh, it was beautiful. I +_never_ felt so special. Thank you--thank you. An'--you won't mind those +things we said at the supper table?" + +"Oh, Calliope," I murmured miserably, "I've forgotten all about them." + +I went out to the veranda with her. At the foot of the steps the others +had paused in consultation. Hesitating, they looked up at me, and Mis' +Sykes became their spokesman. + +"If I was you," she said gently, "I wouldn't feel too cut up over that +slip o' yours to Mis' Merriman. She'd ought not to see blunders where +they wasn't any meant. It'd ought to be the heart that counts, _I_ say. +Good-by. We enjoyed ourselves very, _very_ much!" + +They went down the path between blossoming bushes, in the late afternoon +sun. And as Calliope followed,-- + +"That's so about the heart, ain't it?" she said brightly. + + + + +XVI + +WHAT IS THAT IN THINE HAND? + + +"Busy, busy, busy, busy all the day. Busy, busy, busy. And busy ..." + +"There goes Ellen Ember, crazy again," we said, when we heard that cry +of hers, not unmelodious nor loud, echoing along Friendship streets. + +Then we usually ran to the windows and peered at her. Sometimes her long +hair would be unbound on her shoulders, sometimes her little figure +would be leaping lightly up as she caught at the lowest boughs of the +curb elms, and sometimes her hand would be moving swiftly back and forth +above her heart. + +"If your heart is broken," she had explained to many, "you can lace it +together with 'Busy, busy, busy ...' Sing it and see! Or mebbe your +heart is all of a piece?" + +Once, when I had gone to Miss Liddy's house, I had found Ellen in a +skirt fashioned of an old plaid shawl of her father's, her bare +shoulders wound in the rosy "nubia" that had been her mother's, and she +was dancing in the dining-room, with surprising grace, as Pierrette +might have danced in Carnival, and singing, in a sweet, piping voice, an +incongruous little song:-- + + O Day of wind and laughter, + A goddess born are you, + Whose eyes are in the morning + Blue--blue! + +"I made that up," she had explained, "or I guess mebbe I remembered it +from deep in my skull. I like the feel of it in my mouth when I speak +the words." + +I used to think that Miss Liddy was really a less useful citizen than +Ellen. For though Miss Liddy worked painstakingly at her dressmaking, +and even dreamed over it little partial dreams, Ellen, mad or sane, made +a garden, and threw little nosegays over our fences, and exercised a +certain presence, latent in the rest of us, which made us momentarily +gentle and in awe of our own sanity. + +When, one spring morning, a week before the Friendship Carnival, she +passed down Daphne Street with her plaintive, musical "Busy, busy, +busy ..." Doctor June and the young Reverend Arthur Bliss sat on Doctor +June's screened-in porch discussing a deficit in the Good Shepherd's +Orphans' Home fund for the fiscal year. Ever since the wreck of the +Through, Friendship had contributed to the support of the Home,--having +first understood then that the Home was its patient pensioner,--and now +it was almost like a compliment that we had been appealed to for help. + +Doctor June listened with serene patience to what his visitor would say. + +"Tension," said the Reverend Arthur Bliss, squaring his splendid young +shoulders, "tension. Warfare. We, as a church, are enormously equipped. +We have--shall we say?--the helmets of our intelligence and the swords +of our wills. Why, the joy of the fight ought to be to us like that of a +strong man ready to do battle, oughtn't it--oughtn't it?" + +Doctor June, his straight white hair outlining his plump pink face, +nodded; but one would have said that it was rather less at the Reverend +Arthur than at his Van Houtii spiræa, which nodded back at him. + +"My young friend," said Doctor June, "will you forgive me for saying +that it is fairly amazing to me how the church of God continues to use +the terms of barbarism? We talk of the peace that passeth understanding, +and yet we keep on employing metaphors of blood-red war. What does the +modern church want of a helmet and a sword, if I may ask? Even +rhetorically?" + +"The Christian life is an eternal warfare against the forces of sin, is +it not?" asked the Reverend Arthur Bliss in surprise. + +"Let me suggest," said Doctor June, "that all good life is an eternal +surrender to the forces of good. There's a difference." + +The visitor from the city smiled very reverently. + +"I see, sir," he said, "that you are one of those wonderful +non-combatants. You are by nature sanctified--and that I can well +believe." + +"I am by nature a miserable old sinner," rejoined the doctor, warmly. +"Often--often I would enjoy a fine round Elizabethan oath--note how that +single adjective condones my poor taste. But I hold that good is +inflowing and that it possesses whom it may possess. If a man is too +busy fighting, it may pass him by." + +"But surely, sir," said the young clergyman, "you agree with me that a +man wins his way into the kingdom of light by both a staff and a sword?" + +"You will perhaps forgive me for agreeing with nothing of the sort," +said the doctor, mildly; "I hold that a man takes his way to the light +by grasping whatever the Lord puts in his hand--a hammer, a rope, a +pen--and grasping it hard." + +"But the ungifted--what of the ungifted?" cried the Reverend Arthur +Bliss. + +"In this sense, there are none," said Doctor June, briefly. + +"Busy, busy, busy all the day. Busy, busy, busy ..." sounded suddenly +from the street in Ellen's thin soprano. Doctor June looked down at her, +his expression scarcely changing, because it was always serenely soft. +But the young clergyman saw with amazement the strange little figure +with her unbound hair and her arms high and swaying, and as she took +some steps of her dance before the gate, he questioned his host with +uplifted brows. + +"A little mad," the doctor said, nodding, "like us all. She sings in the +streets of a glad morning, and dances now and then. We take ours out in +tangential opinions. It is nearly the same thing." + +The young clergyman's face lighted responsively at this, and then he +deferentially clinched his argument. + +"There is a case in point," said he. "That poor creature there--what has +the Lord put in her hand?" + +Doctor June looked thoughtful. + +"Nothing," he declared, "for any fight. But I'm not sure that she isn't +made to be a leaven. The kingdom of God works like a leaven, you know, +my dear young friend. Not like a dum-dum bullet." + +"But--that poor creature. A leaven?" doubted the Reverend Arthur Bliss. + +"I shouldn't wonder," said Doctor June, "I shouldn't wonder. I'm not so +sure as I used to be that I can recognize leaven at first sight." + +"Ah, that's it!" cried his guest. "But a soldier, now, is a soldier!" + +Then they smiled their lack of acquiescence, and went back to the +figures for the fiscal year. + +An hour later Doctor June stood alone on his garden walk, aimlessly +poking about among his slips. He had done what he always did, following +close on the heels of his well-established resolution never to do it +again. He had pledged himself to try to raise one hundred dollars in +Friendship for a pet philanthropy. + +"It's a kind of dissipation with me," he said, helplessly, and wandered +down to his gate. "If I read an article about the Congo Free State or +Women in India, it acts on me like brandy. I go off my head and give +away my substance, and involve innocent people. But then, of course, +this is different. It is always different." + +Then he heard Ellen's little song again. "Busy, busy, busy ..." she +sang, and came round the corner from the town, catching at the lowest +branches of the curb elms and laughing a little. At Doctor June's gate +she halted and shook some lilacs at him. + +"Here," she said, "put some on your coat for a patch on your heart so's +the break won't show. Ain't the Lord made the sun shine down this +morning? Did you know there's a Carnival comin' to town?" + +"Like enough, Ellen," said Doctor June. "Like enough." + +"_Is_ one," she persisted. "They said about it in the Post-Office--I +heard 'em. Dancin', an' parrots, an' jumpin' dogs." + +He stood looking at her thoughtfully as she arranged her flowers, +singing under breath. + +"Ellen," he said, "will you tell Miss Liddy a few of us are going to +meet here in my yard to-morrow afternoon, to talk over some +money-raising? And ask her to come?" + +"I will," Ellen sang it, "I will an' I will. Did you mean me to come, +too?" she broke off wistfully. + +"My stars, yes!" said Doctor June. "You're going to come early and help +me, aren't you? I took that for granted." + +"Here's your lilacs," said Ellen, tossing him a nosegay. "I'll tell +Liddy while she's eatin'. Liddy don't like me to talk much when she's +workin'. But when she eats I can talk, an' I'll tell her then." + +She went on, singing, and Doctor June shook his head. + +"I don't know but Mr. Bliss is right," he said, "though I hope I can +keep my doubts to myself and not brag about 'em, just to be the style. +But it does look as if poor Ellen Ember came into the world +empty-handed. As if the Lord didn't give her much of anything to work +_with_." + +Summons to a meeting to talk over money-raising is, in Friendship, like +the call to festivity in a different life. The cause never greatly +matters. Interests appear eclectically to range from ice to coral. For +let the news get about that there is to be a bazaar for China, a home +bakery sale for the missionary station at Trebizond, or a Japanese tea +for the Friendship cemetery fund, and we all sew or bake or lend dishes +or sell tickets with the same infinity of zeal. The enterprise in hand +absorbs our sense of the ultimate object; as when, after three days of +hand-to-hand battle to wrest money for the freedmen from the patrons of +a Kirmess at the old roller-skating rink, dear Mis' Amanda, secretary +and door-tender, handed over our $64.85 with the wondering question:-- + +"What do they mean by Freegman, anyway? What country is it they live +in?" + +It was no marvel that Doctor June's garden was filled, that yellow +afternoon, with many eager for action. Some of us knew that there was an +Orphans' Home fund deficit; but more of us knew only that we were to +"talk over some money-raising." I remember how, from the garden seat +against the spiræa, the doctor faced us, all scattered about the +antlered walk and its triangle of green, erect on golden oak and bright +velvet chairs from within doors. And when he had told us of the shortage +to which we were party, instantly the talk emptied into channels of +possible pop-corn social, chicken-pie supper, rummage sale, art and loan +exhibit, Old Settlers' Entertainment, and so on. After which Doctor June +rose, and stood touching thoughtfully at the leaves which grew nearest, +while he essayed to turn our minds from chicken-pot-pie-part-veal, and +bib-aprons, to the eternal verities. + +"My friends," he said, "isn't there a better way? Let us, this time, +give of our hearts' love to the little children of God, instead of +buying pies and freezing ice cream in His name." + +There was, of course, an instant's hush in the garden. We were not used +to paradoxes, and we felt as concave images must feel when they first +look upon the world. It was as amazing as if we had been told that God +grieves with us instead of afflicting us, as we held. + +"None of us has much money to give," Doctor June went on; "let us take +the way that lies nearest our hand, and make a little money. God never +permitted any normal human creature to come into His world unprovided +with some means of making it better. Only, let us get outside our bazaar +and chicken-pie faculties. Now what can we each do?" + +We sat still for a little, tentatively murmuring; and then Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss stood up by the sweet-alyssum urn. + +"Speakin' of what we can do," she said, "doin' ain't easy. Not when +you're well along in years. Your ways seem to stiffen up some. When I +was a girl, I could 'a' been quite an elocutionist if I could 'a' had +lessons. I had a reg'lar born sense o' givin' gestures. But I never +took. An' now I declare I don't know of anything I could do. It's the +same way, I guess, with quite a number of us." + +Mis' Postmaster Sykes was in the arm-chair, and she sat still, queenly. + +"I could do some o' my embroidery," she observed, "but it's quite +expensive stuff, an' I don't know whether it would sell rill well here +in Friendship. I'd be 'most afraid to risk. An' I don't do enough +cookin', myself, to what-you-might-say know how, any more." + +"Same with my sewing," observed Mis' Doctor Helman; "I put it all out +now. I don't know as I could sew up a seam. That's the trouble, hiring +everything done so." + +Those who did not hire everything done preserved a respectful silence. +And Doctor June looked up in the elm trees. + +"The Lord," he said, "spoke to Moses out of the burning bush. The Lord +said unto Moses, 'What is that in thine hand?' Moses had, you remember, +nothing but a rod in his hand. But it was enough to let the people know +that God had been with him--that the Lord had appeared unto him. Suppose +the glory of the Lord, here in the garden, should ask us now, as it does +ask, 'What is that in thine hand?' What have we got?" + +There was silence again, and we looked at one another doubtfully. + +"Land, Doctor!" said Libbie Liberty then, "I been tryin' for two years +to earn a new parlour carpet, an' I ain't had nothin' in my hand to earn +with. So I keep on sayin' I _like_ an old Brussels carpet--they're so +easy to sweep." + +"My!" said Abigail Arnold, "I declare, I'd be real put to it to try to +make extry money. 'Bout the only thing the Lord seems to 'a' put in my +hand is time. I've got oodles o' that, layin' 'round loose." + +Mis' Photographer Sturgis was in the big garden chair, wrapped in a +shawl, her feet on an inverted flower-pot. + +"I'm tryin' to think," she said, looking sidewise at the ground. "I +donno's I know how I could earn a cent, convenient. It ain't real easy +for women to earn. I think mebbe the Lord meant the men to be the +Moseses." + +Mis' Amanda Toplady's voice rolled out, deep and comfortable, like a +complaisant giant's. + +"Well said!" she remarked. "I'm drove to death all day. If anybody's to +ask me what I got in my hand, I declare I guess I'd say, rill reverent: +Dear Lord, I've got my hands full, an' that's about all I have got." + +So we went on, saying much or little as was our nature, but we were all +agreed that we were virtually helpless--for Calliope was out of town +that week, and not present to shame us. + +"What's in my hands?" said grim Miss Liddy Ember, finally, in her thin +falsetto. "Well, I ain't got any rill, what-you-might-call hands. I just +got kind o' cat's paws for my three meals a day an' my rent." + +Then, by her sister's side, Ellen Ember stood up. We had hardly noticed +her, sitting there quietly playing with some of the doctor's flowers. +But now we saw that she had hurriedly twisted her splendid hair about +her head, and by this we understood that she was herself again. We had +seen her come to herself like this on the street, and then she would go +hurrying home, the tears running down her face in shame for her unbound +hair and her singing and dancing. Her cheeks were flushed and her eyes +were shining as she rose now, and she looked appealingly pretty, one +hand, palm outward, half hiding her trembling mouth. By her soft eyes, +too, we knew that she was herself again. + +"You all know," she began, and dare not trust herself. "You all +know ..." she said once more, and we understood what she would say. +"What can I do?" she cried to us. "What is there I can do? I ain't got +anything but my craziness! Oh, it seems like I _ain't_ much, an' so +I'd ought to _do_ all the more." + +To soothe her, we took our woman's way of all talking at once. And then +Doctor June called out cheerily that he felt the way Ellen did, that he +wasn't a real Moses, for what had he--Doctor June--in his hand, and +didn't we all know there was no money in pills? And then he told us how +the Reverend Arthur Bliss was to be in town again on Wednesday of the +next week, and would we not all think the matter over quietly, and meet +with them on that evening, for cakes and tea? + +"As many of you as can," he said, "come with a plan to earn a dollar, +and tell how you mean to do it. Ellen, you and I'll preside at the +meeting, and hear what the rest say, and keep real still ourselves, like +proper officers." + +But Ellen Ember would not be comforted. She stood with that one hand, +palm outward, pressed against her lips, looking at us with big, brimming +eyes. + +"I ain't got nothin' but my craziness, you know," she said over. And +then, as she was going through the gateway, she turned to Doctor June. + +"Why, Wednesday's the first night o' the Carnival!" she cried. "You set +the dollar meetin' on the first night o' the Carnival!" + +"My stars!" cried Doctor June, gravely. "And I might have been selling +pills on the grounds!" + + * * * * * + +All Friendship Village loves a Carnival. Once the word meant to me a +Florentine _fiesta_ day, with a feast of colour, and of many little fine +things, "real, like laughter." Now when I say "carnival" I mean the +painted eruption by night from the market square of some town like +Friendship, when lines broaden and waver grotesquely, when the mirth is +in great silhouettes and Colour goes unmasked. + +I always make my way to such a place, for it holds for me the wonder of +the untoward; as will a strolling Italian plodding past my house at +night with his big, silent bear; or the spectacle of the huge, faded red +ice-wagon, with powerful horses and rattling chains and tongs, and +giants in blue denim atop the crystal; or the strange, copper world that +dissolves in the fluid of certain sunsets. And that Wednesday night, a +week later, on my way to the "dollar meeting" at Doctor June's, I turned +toward the Friendship Carnival with some vestige of my youth clinging to +the hem of things. + +I gave my attention to them all: The pop-corn wagon, an aristocratic +affair that looked like a hearse; the little painted canaries and +love-birds, so out of place and patient that I thought they must have +souls to form as well as we; the sad little live monkey, incessantly +dodging white balls thrown at him by certain immortals (who, when they +hit him, got pipes); and the giant who flung "Look! Look! Look! Look!" +through a megaphone, while a good little dog toiled up a ladder and then +stood at the ladder's top in a silence that was all nice reticence and +dignity. Also, the huge Saxon fellow who, at the portal of the Arabian +Court of Art and Regular Café Restaurant, sang a love-song through a +megaphone--"Tenderly, dearest, I breathe thy sweet name," he hallooed, +with his free hand beckoning the crowd to the Court of Art. + +And then I saw the Lyric Dance Arcade and Indian Palace of Asiatic +Mystery. And I found myself close to the platform, listening to the cry +of a man in gilt knickerbockers. + +"Ladies! Gentlemen! All!" he summoned. "Never in the history of +the show business has there been anything resemblin' this. Come +here--here--here--here! See Zorah, queen of the West and princess of the +East, who is about to begin one of her most sublimely sensational +dances. See her, see her, you may never again see her! Graceful, +glittering, genteel. Graceful, glittering, gen-te-e-e-l. I am telling +you about Zorah, queen of the West and princess of the East, in her +ancient Asiatic dance, the most up-to-date little act in the entire show +business to-day. Here she is, waiting for you--you--you. Everybody +that's got the dime!" + +Until he ceased, I had hardly noticed Zorah herself, standing in the +canvas portico. The woman had, I then observed, a kind of appealing +prettiness and a genuineness of pose. She was looking out on the crowd +with the usual manner of simulated shyness, but to the shyness was given +conviction by an uplifted hand, palm outward, hiding her mouth. I noted +her small, stained face, her splendid unbound hair--and then a certain +resemblance caught at my heart. And I saw that she was wearing a skirt +made of a man's plaid shawl, and about her shoulders was a rosy, +old-fashioned nubia. Her face and throat were stained, and so were her +thin little arms--but I knew her. + +The performance, as the man had said, was about to begin, and already he +was giving Zorah her signal to go within. Somehow I bought a ticket and +hurried into the tent. The seats were sparingly occupied, and I saw, as +I would have guessed, no one whom I knew in the eager, stamping little +audience. In their midst I lost the slim figure that had preceded me, +until she mounted the platform and swept before the footlights a stately +courtesy. + +And there, in the smoky little tent, Ellen Ember began to dance, with +her quite surprising grace--as Pierrette might have danced in Carnival. +It was the charming, faery measure which she had danced for me in Miss +Liddy's dining-room; and as she had sung to me then, so now, in a sweet +piping voice, she sang her incongruous little song:-- + + O Day of wind and laughter, + A goddess born are you, + Whose eyes are in the morning + Blue--blue! + The slumbrous noon your body is, + Your feet are the shadow's flight, + But the immortal soul of you + Is Night. + +It seemed to me that I sat for hours in that hot little place, cut off +from the world, watching. Again and again, to the brass blare of some +hoiden tune, she set the words of the lyric that "she liked the feel +of," and she danced on and on. And when at last the music shattered off, +and she ceased, and ran behind a screening canvas, somehow I made my way +forward through the crowd that was clapping hands and calling her back, +and I gained the place where she stood. + +When I asked her to come with me, she nodded and smiled, with unseeing +eyes, and assented quite simply, and then suddenly sat down before the +lifted tent flap. + +"But I must wait for my money," she said. "That's what I came for--my +money. They thought I'd never earn my dollar, but I have." + +At this I understood. And now I marvel how I talked at all to the man in +gilt knickerbockers who arrived and haggled over the whole matter. + +Zorah, he explained, the sure-enough Zorah, had took down sick in the +last place they made, an' they'd had to leave her behind. An' when he +told about it down town that morning, this little piece here had up an' +offered. Somethin' had to be done--he left it to me if they didn't. He +felt his duty to the amusement park public, him. So he had closed with +her for a dollar for three fifteen-minute turns--he give two shillings a +turn, on the usual, but she'd hung out stout for the even money. An' +she'd danced her three, odd but satisfactory. You could hand 'em queer +things in the show business, if you only dressed the part. Yes, sure, +here was the dollar. Be on hand to-morrow night? No? Sufferin' snakes, +but was we goin' to leave him shipwrecked? + +Finally I got her away, and skirted the market-place with her dancing at +my side, shaking her silver dollar in her shut palms and singing:-- + +"Busy, busy, busy all the day. An' then I earned my dollar, my +dollar--they never thought I'd earn my dollar ..." + +I remember, as we struck into the unlighted block where Miss Liddy's +house stood, that I was struggling hard for my own serenity, so that for +a moment I did not observe that Ellen stopped beside me. But I knew that +she fell silent, and when I turned I saw her there on the dark walk +hurriedly twisting her splendid hair about her head. And by that and by +her silence I understood that she was suddenly herself, and of her own +mind, as we say. + +On this, "Ellen!" said I quickly, "how fine of you to have earned your +Orphans' Home dollar so soon. But you have beaten us all!" + +She had contrived to fasten her hair, and I saw her touching tentatively +the folds of her strange dress. And so I made her know what she had +done, as gently as I might, and with all praise I stilled her dismay and +shame. And last I led her, as I was determined that I would do, past +Miss Liddy's dark little house and on to the home of Doctor June. + +I think that I would not have dared take Ellen, just as she was, in her +plaid skirt and her rosy nubia, into that black and brown +henrietta-cloth assembly, if I had remembered that there was to be a +stranger present. But this, in the events of the hour, I had quite +forgotten. I remembered as I entered the room and came face to face with +the Reverend Arthur Bliss, talking of the figures for the fiscal year. + +"--and the deficit," he was saying, "ought to be made up by us who are +so well equipped to do it. With Paul, let us fight the good fight--of +every day. This is to-day's fight. Now let us talk over our various +weapons." + +Doctor June looked thoughtfully at his young guest, and in the older +face was a brooding tenderness, like the tenderness of the father who +longs to hold the child in quiet, in his arms. + +"Yes," said Doctor June, "'fighting' is one name for it. I am tempted to +say that 'drudgery' is another name. Errantry, ministry, service, or +whatever. It all comes to the same thing: 'What is that in thine hand?' +Well, now, who of us is first?" + +"I think," said I then, "that Ellen Ember is first." + +She would have shrunk back from the doorway to the passage, but I put my +arm about her, and then I told them. And when I had done, I remember how +she threw up that pathetic hand of hers, palm outward, and this time it +was over her eyes. + +"I'm a disgrace to all of you!" she said, sobbing, "an' to the whole +Good Shepherd's Home. But I guess anyhow it's all the way I had. Seems +like I ain't got nothin' in the world but my craziness!" + +There was silence for a moment, that rich silence which flowers in the +heart. And then great Mis' Amanda Toplady spoke out, in her deep voice +which now she some way contrived to keep firm. + +"Well said!" she cried. "I come here to say I'd give a dollar outright +to get red o' the whole thing, rather'n to fuss. But now I ain't goin' +to stop at a dollar. Seems like a dollar for me wouldn't be _moral_. I'm +goin' to sell some strawberry plants--why, we got hundreds of 'em to +spare. I can do it by turnin' my hand over. An' I expec' the Lord meant +you should turn your hand over to find out what's in it, anyway." + +I think that then we tried our woman's way of all talking at once, but I +remember how the shrill voice of Abigail Arnold, of the home bakery, +rose above the others:-- + +"Cream puffs!" she cried. "I got a rush demand for my cream puffs every +Sat'day, an' I ain't been makin' 'em sole-because I hate to run after +the milk an' set it. An' I was goin' to get out o' this by givin' fifty +cents out o' the bakery till. An' me with my hands full o' cream +puffs...." + +"Hens--hens is what mine is," Libbie Liberty was saying. "My grief, I +got both hands full o' hens. I wouldn't sell 'em because I can't bear to +hev any of 'em killed--they're tame as a bag o' feathers, all of 'em. I +guess I ben settin' the hens o' my hand over against the heathen an' the +orphans. An' now I'm goin' to sell spring chickens...." + +Mis' Sturgis in the rocking-chair was waving a corner of her shawl. + +"C-canaries!" she cried. "I can rise canary-birds an' sell 'em a dollar +apiece in the city. I m-meant to slide out account o' my health, but it +was just because I hate to muss 'round b-boilin' eggs for the little +ones. I'll raise a couple or two--mebbe more." + +"My good land!" came Miss Liddy Ember's piping falsetto; "to think o' my +sittin' up, hesitatin', when new dresses just falls off the ends o' my +fingers. An' me in my right mind, too." + +Dear Doctor June stood up among us, his face shining. + +"Bless us," he said. "Didn't I have some spiræa in my hand right while I +stood talking to you the other afternoon in my garden? And haven't I got +some tricolored Barbary varieties of chrysanthemums, and some hardy +roses and one thing and another to make men marvel? And can't I sell 'em +in the city at a pretty profit? What I've got in my hand is seeds and +slips--I see that plain enough. And my stars, out they go!" + +Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, Mis' Mayor Uppers, even Mis' +Postmaster Sykes--ah, they all knew what to do, knew it as if somebody +had been saying it over and over, and as if they now first listened. + +But Ellen Ember sat crying, her face buried in her hands. And I think +that she cannot have understood, even when Doctor June touched her hair +and said something of the little leaven which leaveneth the whole lump. + +Last, the Reverend Arthur Bliss arose, and there was a sudden hush among +us, for it was as if a new spirit shone in his strong young face. + +"Dear friends," he said, "dear friends ..." And then, "Lord God," he +prayed abruptly, "show me what is that in my hand--thy tool where I had +looked for my sword!" + + + + +XVII + +PUT ON THY BEAUTIFUL GARMENTS + + +"I donno," Calliope said, as, on her return, we talked about Ellen +Ember, "I guess I kind o' believe in craziness." + +Calliope's laugh often made me think of a bluebird's note, which is to +say, of the laughter of a child. Bluebirds are the little children among +birds, as robins are the men, house-wrens the women, scarlet tanagers +the unrealities and humming-birds the fairies. + +"Only," Calliope added, "I do say you'd ought to hev some sort o' +leadin' strap even to craziness, an' that I ain't got an' never had. I +guess folks thinks I'm rill lunar when I take the notion. Only thing +comforts me, they don't know how lunar I rilly can be." + +Then she told me about 'Leven. + +"A shroud, to look rill nice," Calliope said, "ought to be made as much +as you can like a dress--barrin' t' you can't fit it. Mis' Toplady an' +Mis' Holcomb an' I made Jennie Crapwell's shroud--it was white mull and +a little narrow lace edge on a rill life-like collar. We finished it the +noon o' the day after Jennie died,--you know Jennie was Delia's +stepsister that they'd run away from--an' I brought it over to my house +an' pressed it an' laid it on the back bedroom bed--the room I don't use +excep' for company an' hang my clean dresses in the closet of. + +"In the afternoon I went up to the City on a few little funeral +urrants,--a crape veil for Jennie's mother an' like that,--you know +Jennie died first. We wasn't goin' to dress her till the next +mornin'--her mother wanted we should leave her till then in her little +pink sacque she'd wore, an' the soft lavender cloth they use now spread +over her careless. An' we wanted to, too, because sence Mis' Jeweler +Sprague died nobody could do up the Dead's hair, an' Jennie wa'n't the +exception. + +"Mis' Sprague, she'd hed a rill gift that way. She always done folks' +hair when they died an' she always got it like life--she owned up how, +after she begun doin' it so much, she used to set in church an' in +gatherin's and find herself lookin' at the backs of heads to see if they +was two puffs or three, an' whether the twist was under to left or over +to right--so's she'd know, if the time come. But none of us could get +Jennie's to look right. We studied her pictures an' all too, but best we +could do we got it all drawed back, abnormal. + +"I was 'most all the afternoon in the City, an' it was pretty warm--a +hot April followin' on a raw March. I stood waitin' for the six o'clock +car an', my grief, I was tired. My feet ached like night in preservin' +time. An' I was thinkin' how like a dunce we are to live a life made up +mostly of urrants an' feetache followin'. _Yet_, after all, the right +sort o' urrants an' like that _is_ life--an', if they do ache, 'tain't +like your feet was your soul. Well, an' just before the car come, up +arrove the girl. + +"I guess she was towards thirty, but she seemed even older, 'count o' +bein' large an' middlin' knowin'. First I see her was a check gingham +sleeve reachin' out an' she was elbowed up clost by me. 'Say,' she says, +'couldn't you gimme a nickel? I'm starved hollow.' She didn't look it +special--excep' as thin, homely folks always looks sort o' hungry. An' +she was homely--kind o' coarse made, more like a shed than a dwellin' +house. Her dress an' little flappy cape hed the looks o' bein' held on +by her shoulders alone, an' her hands was midnight dirty. + +"I was feelin' just tired enough to snap her up. + +"'A nickel!' s'I, crisp, 'give you a nickel! An' what you willin' to +give me?' + +"She looked sort o' surprised an' foolish an' her mouth open. + +"'Huh?' s'she, intelligent as the back o' somethin'. + +"'You,' I says, 'are some bigger an' some stronger'n me. What you goin' +to give me?' + +"Well, sir, the way she dropped her arms down sort o' hit at me, it was +so kitten helpless. I took that in rather than her silly, sort o' +insultin' laugh. + +"'I can't do nothin',' she told me--an' all to once I saw how it was, +an' that that was what ailed her. I didn't stop to think no more'n as if +I didn't hev a brain to my name. 'Well,' I says, 'I'll give you a +nickel. Leastways, I'll spend one on you. You take this car,' I says, +'an' come on over to Friendship with me. An' we'll see.' + +"She come without a word, like goin' or stayin' was all of a piece to +her, an' her relations all dead. When I got her on the car I begun to +see what a fool thing I'd done, seemin'ly. An' yet, I donno. I wouldn't +'a' left a month-old baby there on the corner. I'd 'a' _bed_ to 'a' done +for that, like you do--I s'pose to keep the world goin'. An' that woman +was just as helpless as a month-old. Some are. I s'pose likely," +Calliope said thoughtfully, "we got more door-steps than we think, if we +get 'em all located. + +"When we got to my house I pumped her a pitcher o' water an' pointed to +the back bedroom door. 'First thing,' s'I, blunt, 'clean up'--bein' as I +was too tired to be very delicate. 'An',' s'I, 'you'll see a clean +wrapper in the closet. Put it on.' Then I went to spread +supper--warmed-up potatoes an' bread an' butter an' pickles an' sauce +an' some cocoanut layer cake. It looked rill good, with the linen clean, +though common. + +"I donno how I done it, excep' I was so ramfeezled. But I clear forgot +Jennie Crapwell's shroud, layin' ready on the back bedroom bed. An' +land, land, when the woman come out, if she didn't hev it on. + +"I tell you, when I see her come walkin' out towards the supper table +with them fresh-ironed ruffles framin' in her face, I felt sort o' +kitterin'-headed--like my i-dees had fell over each other to get away +from me. The shroud fit her pretty good, too, barrin' it was a mite +long-skirted. An' somehow, it give her a look almost like dignity. Come +to think of it, I donno but a shroud does become most folks--like they +was rilly well-dressed at last. + +"She come an' set down to table, quiet as you please--an' differ'nt. +Your clothes don't make you, by any means, but they just do sort o' hem +your edges, or rhyme the ends of you, or give a nice, even bake to your +crust--I donno. They do somethin'. An' the shroud hed done it to that +girl. She looked rill leaved out. + +"How she did eat. It give me some excuse not to say anything to her till +she was through with the first violence. I did try to say grace, but she +says: 'Who you speakin' to? Me?' An' I didn't let on. I thought I +wouldn't start in on her moral manners. I just set still an' kep' +thinkin': You poor thing. Why, you poor thing. You're nothin' but a +piece o' God's work that wants doin' over--like a back yard or a poor +piece o' road or a rubbish place, or sim'lar. An' this tidyin' up is +what we're for, as I see it--only some of us lays a-holt of our own +settin' rooms an' butt'ry cupboards an' sullars an' cleans away on +_them_ for dear life, over an' over, an' forgets the rest. I ain't +objectin' to good housekeepin' at all, but what I say is: Get your +dust-rag big enough to wipe up somethin' besides your own dust. The +Lord, He's a-housekeepin' too. + +"So, with that i-dee, I got above the shroud an' I begun on the woman +some like she was my kitchen closet in the spring o' the year. + +"'What's your name?' s'I. + +"''Leven,' s'she. + +"'Leaven,' s'I, 'like the Bible?' + +"'Huh?' s'she. + +"'Why--oh, _'leven'_,' s'I, 'that ain't a name at all. That's a number.' + +"'I know it,' s'she, indiffer'nt, 'that was me. I was the 'leventh, an' +they'd run out a'ready.' + +"'For the land,' s'I, simple. + +"An' that just about summed her up. They seemed to 'a' run out o' +everything, time she come. + +"She hadn't been taught a thing but eat an' drink. Them was her only +arts. Excep' for one thing: When I ask' her what she could do, if any, +she says like she had on the street corner:-- + +"'I can't do nothin'. I donno no work.' + +"'You think it over,' s'I. She had rill capable hands--them odd, +undressed-lookin' hands--I donno if you know what I mean? + +"'Well,' s'she, sort o' sheepish, 'I can comb hair. Ma was allus sick +an' me an' Big Lil--she's the same floor--combed her hair for her. But I +could do it nicest.' + +"Wan't that a curious happenin'--an' Jennie Crapwell layin' dead with +her hair drawn tight back because none of us could do it up human? + +"'Could you when dead?' s'I. 'I mean when them that has the hair is?' + +"An' with that the girl turns pallor white. + +"'Oh ...' s'she, 'I ain't never touched the dead. But,' s'she, sort o' +defiant at somethin', 'I could do it, I guess, if you want I should.' + +"Kind o' like a handle stickin' out from what would 'a' been her +character, if she'd hed one, that was, I thought. An', too, I see what +it'd mean to her if she knew she was wearin' a shroud, casual as calico. + +"But when I told her about Jennie Crapwell, an' how they had a good +picture, City-made, of her side head, she took it quite calm. + +"'I'll try it,' she says, bein' as she'd done her ma's hair layin' down, +though livin'. 'Big Lil always helps dress 'Em,' she says, 'an' guess I +could do Their hair.' + +"I got right up from the supper table an' took 'Leven over to Crapwell's +without waitin' for the dishes. But early as I was, the rest was there +before me. I guess they was full ten to Crapwell's when we got there, +an' 'Leven an' I, we walked into the sittin'-room right in the midst of +'em--that is, of what wasn't clearin' table or doin' dishes or sweepin' +upstairs. Mis' Timothy Toplady an' Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss was +the group nearest the door--an' the both of 'em reco'nized that shroud +the minute they clamped their eyes on it. But me, bein' back o' 'Leven, +I laid my front finger on to my shut lips with a motion that must 'a' +been armies with banners. An' they see me an' kep' still, sudden an' all +pent up. + +"'This,' s'I, 'is a friend o' mine. She's goin' to do up Jennie's hair +from her City photograph.' + +"Then I hustled 'Leven into the parlour where Jennie was layin' under +the soft lavender cloth. Nobody was in there but a few flowers, sent +early. An' it was a west window an' open, an' the sky all sunset--like +the End. 'Leven hung back, but I took her by the hand an' we went an' +looked down at Jennie in that nice, gentlin', after-supper light--'Leven +in Jennie's shroud an' neither of 'em knew it. + +"An' all out o' the air somethin' says to me, Now--_now_--like it will +when you get so's you listen. I always think it's like the Lord had +pressed His bell somewheres for help in His housekeepin'--oh, because +_how_ He needs it! + +"So I says, ''Leven, you never see anybody dead before. What's the +differ'nce between her an' you?' + +"'She can't move,' 'Leven says, starin' down. + +"'Yes, sir,' s'I, 'that's it. She's through doin' the things she was +born to do, an' you ain't.' + +"With that 'Leven looks at me. + +"'I _can't_ do nothin',' she says again. + +"'Why, then,' says I, brisk, 'you're as good as dead, an' we'd best bury +you, too. What do you think the Lord wants you 'round for?' + +"An' she didn't say nothin', only stood fingerin' the shroud she wore. + +"'Here,' s'I, then, 'is the comb. Here is Jennie's picture. The pins is +in her hair. Take it down an' do it over. _There's_ somethin' to do an' +ease her mother about Jennie not lookin' natural.' + +"An' with that I marched myself out an' shut the door. + +"Mis' Toplady an' Mis' Holcomb was high-eyebrows on the other side of +it, an' they come at me like _tick_ lookin' for _tock_. + +"'Well,' s'I, 'it _is_ Jennie's shroud she's wearin'. But I guess we'll +hev to bury 'Leven in it to get it underground. _I_ won't tell her.' + +"I give 'em to understand as much as I wanted they should know,--not +includin' exactly how I met 'Leven. An' we consulted, vague an' +emphatic, like women will. There wasn't time to make another one an' do +it up an' all. An' anyway, I was bound not to let the poor thing know +what she'd done. The others hated to, too--I donno if you'll know how we +felt? I donno but mebbe you sense things like that better when you live +in a little town. + +"'Well said!' Mis' Amanda bursts out after a while, 'I'm reg'lar put to +it. I can scare up an excuse, or a meal, or a church entertainment on as +short notice as any, but I declare if I ever trumped up a shroud. An' +you know an' I know,' she says, 'poor Jennie'd be the livin' last to +want to take it off'n the poor girl.' + +"'An',' s'I, 'even if I should give her somethin' else to put on in the +mornin', an' sly this into the coffin on Jennie, I donno's I'd want to. +The shroud,' s'I, ''s been wore.' + +"Mis' Holcomb sort o' kippered--some like a shiver. + +"'I donno what it is about its bein' wore first,' s'she, 'but I guess it +ain't so much what it is as what it ain't. Or sim'lar.' + +"An' I knew what she meant. I've noticed that, often. + +"In the end we done what I'd favoured from the beginnin': We ask' Mis' +Crapwell if we couldn't bury Jennie in her white mull. + +"'A _shroud_,' says Mis' Crapwell, grievin', 'made by a dressmaker with +buttons?' + +"'It's the part o' Jennie that wore it before that'll wear it now,' I +says, reasonable, 'an' her soul never was buttoned into it anyways. An' +it won't be now.' + +"An' after a while we made her see it, an' that was the first regular +dress ever wore to a buryin' in Friendship, by the one that was the one. + +"I'll never forget when 'Leven come out o' that room, after she'd got +through. We all went in--Mis' Crapwell an' Mis' Toplady an' Mis' Holcomb +an' I, an' some more. An' I took 'Leven back in with me. An' as soon as +I see Jennie I see it was Jennie come back--hair just as natural as if +it was church Sunday mornin' an' her in her pew. We all knew it was so, +an' we all said so, an' Mis' Crapwell, she just out cryin' like she'd +broke her heart. An' when the first of it was over, she went acrost to +'Leven, an' 'Oh,' s'she, 'you've give her back to me. You give her back. +God bless you!' she says to her. An' when I looked at 'Leven, I see the +'Huh?' look wasn't there at all. But they was a little somethin' on her +face like she was proud, an' didn't quite want to show it--along of her +features or complexion or somethin' never havin' had it spread on 'em +before. + +"Nex' mornin' o' course 'Leven put on the shroud again. I must say it +give me the creeps to see her wearin' it, even if it did look like +everybody's dresses. I donno what it is about such things, but they make +somethin' scrunch inside o' you. Like when they got a new babtismal dish +for the church, an' the minister's sister took the old one for a cake +dish. + +"S'I, to 'Leven, after breakfast:-- + +"We're goin' to line Jennie's grave this mornin'. I guess you'd like to +go with us, wouldn't you?' + +But I see her face with the old look, like the back o' somethin', or +like you'd rubbed down the page when the ink was wet, an' had blurred +the whole thing unreadable. An' I judged that, like enough, she knew +nothin' whatever about grave-linin', done civilized. + +"'I mean, I thought mebbe you'd like to help us some,' I says. + +"'I would!' s'she, at that, rill ready an' quick. An' it come to me 't +she knew now what _help_ meant. She'd learnt it the night before from +Jennie's mother--like she'd learnt to answer a bell when Somebody +pressed it. Only, o' course she never guessed Who it was ringin' +it--like you don't at first. + +"So I made up my mind I'd take her to the cemet'ry. We done the work up +first, an' 'Leven spried 'round for me, wipin' the dishes with the +wipin' cloth in a bunch, an' settin' 'em up wrong places. An' I did hev +to go in the butt'ry an' laugh to see her sweep up. She swep' up some +like her broom was a branch an' the wind a-switchin' it. + +"Mis' Toplady an' Mis' Holcomb stopped by for us, with the white cotton +cloth an' the tacks, an' by nine o'clock we was over to the cemet'ry. +The grave was all dug an' lined with nice pine boards, an' the dirt +piled 'longside, an' the boards for coverin' an' the spades layin' near. +Zittelhof was just leavin', havin' got in his pulley things to lower +'em. Zittelhof's rill up to date. Him an' Mink, the barber, keep runnin' +each other to see who can get the most citified things. No sooner'd +Zittelhof get his pulleys than Mink, he put in shower-baths. An' when +Mink bought a buzz fan, Zittelhof sent for the lavender cloth to spread +over 'em before the coffin comes. It makes it rill nice for Friendship. + +"'Who's goin to get down in?' says Mis' Toplady, shakin' out the cloth. + +Mis' Toplady always use' to be the one, but she can't do that any more +since she got so heavy. An' Mis' Holcomb's rheumatism was bad that day +an' the grave middlin' damp, so it was for me to do. An' all of a sudden +I says:-- + +"''Leven, you just get down in there, will you? An' we'll tell you how.' + +"'_In the grave?_' says 'Leven. + +"I guess I'm some firm-mannered, just by takin' things for granted, an' +I says, noddin':-- + +"'Yes. You're the lightest on your feet,' I says--an' I sort o' shoved +at her, bird to young, an' she jumped down in, not bein' able to help +it. + +"'Here,' s'I, flingin' her an end o' cloth, 'tack it 'round smooth to +them boards.' + +"'Mother o' God,' says she, swallowin' in her breath. + +"But she done it. She knelt down there in the grave, her poor, frowzy +head showin,' an' she tacked away like we told her to, an' she never +said another word. Mis' Toplady an' Mis' Holcomb didn't say nothin', +either, only looked at me mother-knowin'. Them two--Mis' Toplady more'n +anybody in Friendship, acts like bein' useful is bein' alive an' nothin' +else is. They see what I was doin', well enough--only I donno's they'd +'a' called it what I did, 'bout the Lord's housekeepin' an all. An' I +knew I couldn't gentle 'Leven into the _i_-dee, but I judged I could +shock it into her--same as her an' the Big Lil kind have to hev. Some +folks you hev to shoot _i_-dees at, muzzle to brain. + +"I donno if you've took it in that when you're in a grave, or 'round +one, your talk sort o' veers that way? Ours did. Mis' Banker Mason's +baby had just died in March, an' the choir'd made an awful scandal, +breakin' down in the fifth verse of 'One poor flower has drooped and +faded.' They'd stood 'em in a half circle where they could look right +down on the little thing. An' when the choir got to + + "But we feel no thought of sadness + For our friend is happy now, + She has knelt in heartfelt gladness + Where the holy angels bow, + +they just naturally broke down an' cried, every one of 'em. An' then the +little coffin was some to blame, too--it was sort of a little Lord +Fauntleroy coffin, with a broad white puff around, an' most anybody +would a' cried when they looked in it, even empty. But Doctor June, he +just stood up calm, like his soul was his body, an' he begun to pray +like God was there in the parlour, Him feelin' as bad as we, an' not +doin' the child's death Himself at all, like we'd been taught--but +sorrowin' with us, for some o' His housekeepin' gone wrong. An' by the +time Banker an' Mis' Mason got in the close' carriage an' took the +little thing's casket on their knees--you know we do that here, not +havin' any white hearse--why, we was all feelin' like God Almighty was +hand in hand in sorrow with us. An' it's never left me since. I know He +is. + +"We talked that over while 'Leven tacked the evergreen on the white +cloth. An' I know Mis' Toplady says she'd stayed with Mis' Banker Mason +so much since then that she felt God had sort o' singled her--Mis' +Toplady--out, to give her a chanst to do His work o' comfortin'. 'I've +just let my house go,' s'she, 'an' I've got the grace to see it don't +matter if I have.' Mis' Toplady ain't one o' them turtle women that +their houses is shells on 'em, burden to back. She's more the bird +kind--neat little nest under, an' wings to be used every day, somewheres +in the blue. + +"So 'Leven done all Jennie Crapwell's grave. She must 'a been down in it +an hour. An' when she got through, an' looked up at us from down in the +green, an' wearin' Jennie's shroud an' all, I just put out my hands, to +help her up, an' I thought, almost like prayin': 'Oh, raise up, you +Dead, an' come forth--come forth.' Sort o' like Lazarus. An' I know I +wasn't sacrilegious from what happened; for when Mis' Toplady an' Miss +Holcomb come up to 'Leven an' says, rill warm, how well she'd done it +an' how much obliged they was, I see that little look on the girl's face +again like--oh, like she'd wrote somethin' on the blurry page, somethin' +you could read. + +"Jennie was buried that afternoon at sharp three. It was a sad funeral, +'count o' Jennie's trouble, an' all. But it was a rill big funeral an' +nicely conducted, if I do say that done the managin'. Mis' Postmaster +Sykes seated the guests--ain't she the kind that always seems to be one +to stand in the hall at funerals with her hat off, to consult about +chairs an' where shall the minister lay his Bible, an' who'd ought to be +invited to set next the bier? An' she always takes charge o' the +flowers. Mis' Sykes can tell you who sent what flowers to who for years +back, an the wordin' on the pillows. She's got a rill gift that way. But +I done the managin' behind the scenes, an' it went off rill well, an' I +got the minister to drop a flower on Jennie's coffin instead of a pinch +o' dirt. An' one chair I did see to: right in the bay, near Jennie, I +set 'Leven--I guess with just a kind of a blind feelin' that I wanted to +get her _near_. Near the flowers or the singin' or what the minister +said or,--oh, near the mystery an' God speakin' from the dead, like He +does. Anyway, I shoved her into the bay window back o' the casket, an' +there I left her in behind a looped-back Nottingham--settin' in Jennie's +shroud an' didn't either of 'em know it. + +"It was a queer chapter for Doctor June to read, some said--but I guess +holy things often is queer, only we're better cut out to see queer than +holy. Anyway, his voice went all mellow and gentle, boomin' out soft an' +in his throat, all over the house. It was that about ..." Calliope +quoted piecemeal:-- + +"'Awake, awake, put on thy strength ... put on thy beautiful garments, O +Jerusalem, the holy city ... shake thyself from the dust, arise and sit +down ... loose thyself from the bonds of thy neck, O captive daughter of +Zion ... how beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him that +bringeth good tidings, that publisheth peace, that bringeth good tidings +of good, that publisheth salvation; that saith unto Zion: Thy God +reigneth! Break forth into joy, sing together ... depart ye, depart ye, +go ye out from thence, touch no unclean thing ... be ye clean, that bear +the vessels of the Lord....' + +"Sometimes a thing you've heard always will come at you sudden, like a +star had fell on your very head. It was that way with me that day. 'Put +on thy beautiful garments ...' I says over, 'Put 'em on--put 'em on!' +An' all the while I was seein' to the supper for the crowd that was +goin' to be there--train relations an' all--I kep' thinkin' that over +like a song--'Put 'em on--put 'em on--put 'em on!' An' it was in me yet, +like a song had come to life there, when they'd all gone to the +cemetery--'Leven with 'em--an' I'd got through straightenin' the +chairs--or rather crookedin' 'em some into loops from funeral lines--an' +slipped over to my house, back way. For I ain't sunk so low as to be +that sympathetic that I'll stay to supper after the funeral just because +I've helped at it. There's a time to mourn an' there's a time to eat, +an' you better do one with the bereaved an' slip home to your own +butt'ry shelf for the other, _I_ say. + +"I was just goin' through the side yard to my house when I see 'em +comin' back from the cemetery, an' I waited a little, lookin' to see +what was sproutin' in the flower-bed. It was a beautiful, beautiful +evenin'--when I think of it it seems I can breathe it in yet. It was +'most sunset, an' it was like the West was a big, blue bowl with eggs +beat up in it, yolks an' whites, some gold an' some feathery. But the +bowl wa'n't big enough, an' it had spilled over an' flooded the whole +world yellowish, or all floatin' shinin' in the air. It was like the +world had done the way the Bible said--put on its beautiful garments. I +was thinkin' that when 'Leven come in the front gate. She was walkin' +fast, an' lookin' up, not down. Her cheeks was some pink, an' the light +made the shroud all pinkey, an' she looked rill nice. An' I marched +straight up to her, feelin' like I was swimmin' in that lovely light:-- + +"''Leven,' I says, ''Leven--it's like the whole world was made over +to-night, ain't it?' + +"'Yes,' says she--an' not 'Huh?' at all. + +"'Seems like another world than when we met on the street corner, don't +it?' I says. + +"'Yes,' she says again, noddin'--an' I thought how she'd stood there on +the sidewalk, hungry an' her hands all black, an' believin' she couldn't +do anything at all. An' it seemed like I hed sort o' scrabbled her up +an' held her over a precipice, an' said to her: 'See the dead. Look at +yourself. Come forth--come forth! Clean up--do somethin' to help, +anything, if it's only tackin' on evergreens an' doin' the Dead's hair +up becomin'--' oh, I s'pose, rilly, I was sayin' to her: 'Put on thy +beautiful garments. Awake. Put on thy strength.' Only it come out some +differ'nt from me than it come from Isaiah. + +"I took a-hold of her hand--quite clean by the second day's washin', +though I ain't much given to the same (_not_ meanin' second day's +washin's). I didn't know quite what I was goin' to say, but just then I +looked up Daphne Street, an' I see 'em all sprinkled along comin' from +the funeral--neighbours an' friends an' just folks--an' most of 'em +livin' in Friendship peaceful an'--barrin' slopovers--doin' the level +best they could. Not all of 'em hearin' the Bell, you understand, nor +knowin' it by name if they did hear. But in little ways, an' because it +was secunt nature, just helpin', helpin', helpin' ... Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, Liddy Ember, Abagail Arnold an' her +husband, that was alive then, hurryin' to open the home bakery to catch +the funeral trade on the funeral's way back, Amanda an' Timothy Toplady +rattlin' by in the wagon an' 'most likely scrappin' over the new +springs ... an' all of 'em salt good at heart. + +"''Leven,' I says, out o' the fulness o' the lump in my throat, 'stay +here with us. Find somethin' honest you can do, an' stay here an' do it. +Mebbe,' I told her, 'you could start dressin' the Dead's hair. An' +_help_ us,' I says, 'help us.' + +"She looked up in my eyes quick, an' my heart stood still. An' then it +sunk down an' down. + +"'I want to go back ...' she says, 'I want to go back ...' but I'm glad +to remember that even for a minute I didn't doubt God's position, +because I remember thinkin' swift that if Him an' I had failed it wasn't +for no inscrutable reason o' His, but He was feelin' just as bad over it +as I was, an' worse.... 'I want to go back,' 'Leven finished up, 'an' +get Big Lil, too.' + +"Oh, an' I tell you the song in me just crowded the rest o' me out of +existence. I felt like a psalm o' David, bein' sung. I hadn't dreamed +she'd be like that--I hadn't dreamed it. Why, some folks, Christian an' +in a pew, never come to the part o' their lives where they want to go +back an' get a Big Lil, too. + +"We stood there a little while, an' I talked to her some, though I +declare I couldn't tell you what I said. You can't--when the psalm +feelin' comes. But we stood out there sort o' occupyin' April, till +after the big blue bowl o' feathery eggs had been popped in the big +black oven, an' it was rill dark. + +"I forgot all about the shroud till we stepped in the house an' lit up, +an' I see it. An' then it was like the song in me gettin' words, an' it +come to me what it all was: How it rilly hadn't been Jennie's funeral so +much as it had been 'Leven's--the 'Leven that was. But I didn't tell +her--I never told her. An' she wore that shroud for most two years, +mornin's, about her work." + +Calliope smiled a little, with her way of coming back to the moment from +the four great horizons. + +"Land," she said, "sometimes I think I'll make some shrouds an' starch +'em up rill good, an' take 'em to the City an' offer to folks. An' say: +Here. Die--die. You've got to, some part o' you, before you can awake +an' put on your beautiful garments an' your strength. I told you, you +know," she added, "I guess sometimes I kind o' believe in craziness!" + + + + +XVIII + +IN THE WILDERNESS A CEDAR + + +In answer to my summons Liddy Ember appeared before me one morning and +outspread a Vienna book of coloured fashion-plates. + +"Dressmakin' 'd be a real drudgery for me," she said, "if it wasn't for +havin' the colour plates an' makin' what I can to look like 'em. +Sometimes I get a collar or a cuff that seems almost like the picture. +There's always somethin' in the way of a cedar," she added blithely. + +"A cedar?" I repeated. + +She nodded, her plain face lighting. "That's what Calliope use' to call +'em," she explained; "'I will plant in the wilderness the cedar,' you +know--in the Bible." And I did recall the phrase on Calliope's lips, as +if it were the theme of her. + +From this one and that one, and now and then from her herself, I had +heard something of Calliope's love story. Indeed, all Friendship knew it +and spoke of it with no possibility of gossip or speculation, but with a +kind of genius for consideration. I did not know, however, that it was +of this that Liddy meant to speak, for she began her story far afield, +with some talk of Oldmoxon house, in which I lived, and of its former +tenants. + +"Right here in this house is mixed up in it," she said; "I been thinkin' +about it all the way up. Not very many have lived here in the Oldmoxon +house, and the folks that lived here the year I mean come so quiet +nobody knew it until they was here--an' that ain't easy to do in +Friendship. First we knew they was in an' housekeepin'. Their accounts +was in the name of a Mis' Morgan. We see her now an' then on the +street--trim an' elderly an' no airs excep' she wouldn't open up a +conversation an' she wouldn't return her calls. 'Most everybody called +on her inside the two weeks, but the woman was never home an' she never +paid any attention. She didn't seem to have no men folks, an' she +settled her bills with checks, like she didn't have any ready money. +Little by little we all dropped her, which she ought to of expected. +Even when it got around that there was sickness in the house, nobody +went near, we feelin' as if we knew as good as the best what dignity +calls for. + +"But Calliope didn't feel the same about it. Calliope hardly ever felt +the same about anything. That is, if it meant feelin' mean. She was a +woman that worked, like me, but yet she was wonderful differ'nt. That +was when we had our shop together in the house where we lived with the +boy--I'll come to him in a minute or two. Besides lace-makin', Calliope +had a piano an' taught in the fittin'-room--that was the same as the +dinin'-room. Six scholars took. Sometimes I think it was her knowin' +music that made her differ'nt. + +"We two was sittin' on our porch that night in the first dark. I know a +full moon was up back o' the hollyhocks an' makin' its odd little +shadows up an' down the yard, an' we could smell the savoury bed. 'Every +time I breathe in, somethin' pleasant seems goin' on inside my head,' I +rec'lect Calliope's sayin'. But most o' the time we was still an' set +watchin' the house on the corner where the New People lived. They had a +hard French name an' so we kep' on callin' 'em just the 'New People.' He +was youngish an' she was younger an'--she wasn't goin' out anywheres +that summer. She was settin' on the porch that night waitin' for him to +come home. Before it got dark we'd noticed she had on a pretty white +dress an' a flower or two. It seemed sort o' nice--_that_ bein' so, an' +her waitin' there dressed so pretty. An' we sort o' set there waitin' +for him, too--like you will, you know. + +"The boy was in the bed. He wa'n't no relation of Calliope's if you're +as strict as some, but accordin' to my idea he was closer than +that--closer than kin. He was the grandchild of the man Calliope had +been goin' to marry forty-some years before, when she was twenty-odd. +Calvert Oldmoxon he was--born an' bred up in this very house. He was +quite well off an'--barrin' he was always heathen selfish--it was a +splendid match for Calliope, but I never see a girl care so next to +nothin' about that. She was sheer crazy about him, an' he seemed just as +much so about her. An' then when everything was ready--Calliope's dress +done an' layin' on their best-room bed, the minister stayin' home from +conference to perform the ceremony, even the white cake made--off goes +Calvert Oldmoxon with Martha Boughton, a little high-fly that had just +moved to town. A new girl can marry anything she wants in Friendship if +she does it quick. So Calliope had to put up from Martha Boughton with +just what Jennie Crapwell had to take from Delia, more'n twenty-five +years afterwards. + +"It was near thirty years before we see either of 'em again. Then, just +a little before I'm tellin' you about, a strange woman come here to town +one night with a little boy; an' she goes to the hotel, sick, an' sends +for Calliope. An' when Calliope gets to the hotel the woman was about +breathin' her last. An' it was Mis' Oldmoxon--Martha Boughton, if you +please, an' dyin' on the trip she'd made to ask Calliope to forgive her +for what she done. + +"An' Calliope forgive her, but I don't imagine Calliope was thinkin' +much about her at the time. Hangin' round the bed was a little boy--the +livin', breathin' image of Calvert Oldmoxon himself. Calliope was +mad-daft over children anyway, though she was always kind o' shy o' +showin' it, like a good many women are that ain't married. I've seen her +pick one up an' gentle it close to her, but let anybody besides me come +in the room an' see her an' she'd turn a regular guilt-red. Calliope +never was one to let on. But I s'pose seein' that little boy there at +the hotel look so much like _him_ was kind o' unbalancin'. So what does +she do when Mis' Oldmoxon was cryin' about forgiveness but up an' ask +her what was goin' to be done with the boy after she was dead. Calliope +would be one to bring the word 'dead' right out, too, an' let the room +ring with it--though that ain't the custom in society. Now'days they lie +everybody 'way into the grave, givin' 'em to understand that their +recovery is certain, till there must be a lots o' dumfounded dead, shot +into the next world--you might say unbeknownst. But Calliope wasn't +mincin' matters. An' when it come out that the dyin' woman hadn't seen +Calvert Oldmoxon for thirty years an' didn't know where he was, an' that +the child was an orphan an' would go to collateral kin or some such +folks, Calliope plumps out to her to give her the child. The forgiveness +Calliope sort o' took for granted--like you will as you get older. An' +Mis' Oldmoxon seemed real willin' she should have him. So when Calliope +come home from the funeral--she'd rode alone with the little boy for +mourners--she just went to work an' lived for that child. + +"'"In the wilderness the cedar," Liddy,' she says to me. 'More than one +of 'em. I've had 'em right along. My music scholars an' my lace-makin' +customers an' all. An', Liddy,' she says to me sort o' shy, 'ain't you +noticed,' she says, 'how many neighbours we've had move in an out that's +had children? So many o' the little things right around us! Seems like +they'd almost been born to me when they come acrost the street, so. An' +I've always thought o' that--"In the wilderness the cedar"' she says, +'an' they's always somethin' to be a cedar for me, seems though.' + +"'Well,' says I, sort o' sceptical, 'mebbe that's because you always +plant 'em,' I says. 'I think it means that, too,' I told her. An' I knew +well enough Calliope was one to plant her cedars herself. Cedars o' +comfort, you know. + +"I've seen a good many kinds o' mother-love--you do when you go round to +houses like I do. But I never see anything like Calliope. Seems though +she breathed that child for air. She always was one to pretend to +herself, an' I knew well enough she'd figured it out as if this was +_their_ child that might 'a' been, long ago. She sort o' played +mother--like you will; an' she lived her play. He was a real sweet +little fellow, too. He was one o' them big-eyed kind that don't laugh +easy, an' he was well-spoken, an' wonderful self-settled for a child o' +seven. He was always findin' time for you when you thought he was doin' +somethin' else--slidin' up to you an' puttin' up his hand in yours when +you thought he was playin' or asleep. An' that was what he done that +night when we set on the porch--comes slippin' out of his little bed an' +sets down between us on the top step, in his little night-things. + +"'Calvert, honey,' Calliope says, 'you must run back an' play dreams. +Mother wants you to.' + +"She'd taught him to call her mother--she'd had him about six months +then--an' some thought that was queer to do, seein' Calliope was her age +an' all. But I thought it was wonderful right. + +"'I did play,' he says to her--he had a nice little way o' pressin' down +hard with his voice on one word an' lettin' the next run off his +tongue--'I did play dreams,' I rec'lect he says; 'I dreamed 'bout +robbers. Ain't robbers _distinct_?' he says. + +"I didn't know what he meant till Calliope laughs an' says, 'Oh, +distinctly extinct!' I remembered it by the way the words kind o' +crackled. + +"By then he was lookin' up to the stars--his little mind always lit here +an' there, like a grasshopper. + +"'How can heaven begin,' he says, 'till everybody gets there?' + +"Yes, he was a dear little chap. I like to think about him. An' I know +when he says that, Calliope just put her arms around him, an' her head +down, an' set sort o' rockin' back an' forth. An' she says:-- + +"'Oh, but I think it begins when we don't know.' + +"After a while she took him back to bed, little round face lookin' over +her shoulder an' big, wide-apart, lonesome eyes an' little sort o' +crooked frown, for all the world like the other Calvert Oldmoxon. Just +as she come out an' set down again, we heard the click o' the gate +acrost at the corner house where the New People lived, an' it was the +New Husband got home. We see his wife's white dress get up to meet him, +an' they went in the house together, an' we see 'em standin' by the +lamp, lookin' at things. Seems though the whole night was sort +o'--gentle. + +"All of a sudden Calliope unties her apron. + +"'Let's dress up,' she says. + +"'Dress up!' I says, laughin' some. 'Why, it must be goin' on half-past +eight,' I told her. + +"'I don't care if it is,' she says; 'I'm goin' to dress up. It seems as +though I must.' + +"She went inside, an' I followed her. Calliope an' I hadn't no men folks +to dress for, but, bein' dressmakers an' lace folks, we had good things +to wear. She put on the best thin dress she had--a gray book-muslin; an' +I took down a black lawn o' mine. It was such a beautiful night that I +'most knew what she meant. Sometimes you can't do much but fit yourself +in the scenery. But I always thought Calliope fit in no matter what she +had on. She was so little an' rosy, an' she always kep' her head up like +she was singin'. + +"'Now what?' I says. For when you dress up, you can't set home. An' then +she says slow--an' you could 'a' knocked me over while I listened:-- + +"'I've been thinkin',' she says, 'that we ought to go up to Oldmoxon +house an see that sick person.' + +"'Calliope!' I says, 'for the land. You don't want to be refused in!' + +"'I don't know as I do an' I don't know but I do,' she answers me. 'I +feel like I wanted to be doin' somethin'.' + +"With that she out in the kitchen an' begins to fill a basket. +Calliope's music didn't prevent her cookin' good, as it does some. She +put in I don't know what all good, an' she had me pick some hollyhocks +to take along. An' before I knew it, I was out on Daphne Street in the +moonlight headin' for Oldmoxon house here that no foot in Friendship had +stepped or set inside of in 'most six months. + +"'They won't let us in,' I says, pos'tive. + +"'Well,' Calliope says, 'seems though I'd like to walk up there a night +like this, anyway.' + +"An' I wasn't the one to stop her, bein' I sort o' guessed that what +started her off was the New People. Those two livin' so near by--lookin' +forward to what they was lookin' forward to--so soon after the boy had +come to Calliope, an' all, had took hold of her terrible. She'd spent +hours handmakin' the little baby-bonnet she was goin' to give 'em. An' +then mebbe it was the night some, too, that made her want to come up +around this house--because you could 'most 'a' cut the moonlight with a +knife. + +"They wa'n't any light in the big hall here when we rung the bell, but +they lit up an' let us in. Yes, they actually let us in. Mis' Morgan +come to the door herself. + +"'Come right in,' she says, cordial. 'Come right upstairs.' + +"Calliope says somethin' about our bein' glad they could see us. + +"'Oh,' says Mis' Morgan, 'I had orders quite a while ago to let in +whoever asked. An' you're the first,' she says. 'You're the first.' + +"An' then it come to us that this Mis' Morgan we'd all been tryin' to +call on was only what you might name the housekeeper. An' so it turned +out she was. + +"The whole upper hall was dark, like puttin' a black skirt on over your +head. But the room we went in was cheerful, with a fire burnin' up. Only +it was awful littered up--old newspapers layin' round, used glasses +settin' here an' there, water-pitcher empty, an' the lamp-chimney was +smoked up, even. The woman said somethin' about us an' went out an' left +us with somebody settin' in a big chair by the fire, sick an' wrapped +up. An' when we looked over there, Calliope an' I stopped still. It was +a man. + +"If it'd been me, I'd 'a' turned round an' got out. But Calliope was as +brave as two, an' she spoke up. + +"'This must be the invalid,' she says, cheerful. 'We hope we see you at +the best.' + +"The man stirs some an' looks over at us kind o' eager--he was oldish, +an' the firelight bein' in his eyes, he couldn't see us. + +"'It isn't anybody to see me, is it?' he asks. + +"At that Calliope steps forward--I remember how she looked in her pretty +gray dress with some light thing over her head, an' her starched white +skirts was rustlin' along under, soundin' so genteel she seemed to me +like strangers do. When he see her, the man made to get up, but he was +too weak for it. + +"'Why, yes,' she answers him, 'if you're well enough to see anybody.' + +"An' at that the man put his hands on his knees an' leaned sort o' +hunchin' forward. + +"'Calliope!' he says. + +"It was him, sure enough--Calvert Oldmoxon. Same big, wide-apart, +lonesome eyes an' kind o' crooked frown. His hair was gray, an' so was +his pointed beard, an' he was crool thin. But I'd 'a' known him +anywheres. + +"Calliope, she just stood still. But when he reached out his hand, his +lips parted some like a child's an' his eyes lookin' up at her, she went +an' stood near him, by the table, an' she set her basket there an' +leaned down on the handle, like her strength was gone. + +"'I never knew it was you here,' she says. 'Nobody knows,' she told him. + +"'No,' he says, 'I've done my best they shouldn't know. Up till I got +sick. Since then--I--wanted folks,' he says. + +"I kep' back by the door, an' I couldn't take my eyes off of him. He was +older than Calliope, but he had a young air. Like you don't have when +you stay in Friendship. An' he seemed to know how to be easy, sick as he +was. An' that ain't like Friendship, either. He an' Calliope had growed +opposite ways, seems though. + +"'I'll go now,' says Calliope, not lookin' at him. 'I brought up some +things I baked. I didn't know but they'd taste good to whoever was sick +here.' + +"With that he covers one hand over his eyes. + +"'No,' he says, 'no, no, Calliope--don't go yet. It's you I come here to +Friendship to see,' he told her. + +"'What could you have to say to me?' asks Calliope--dry as a bone in her +voice, but I see her eyes wasn't so dry. Leastwise, it may not have been +her eyes, but it was her look. + +"Then he straightens up some. He was still good-lookin'. When you was +with him it use' to be that you sort o' wanted to stay--an' it seemed +the same way now. He was that kind. + +"'Don't you think,' he says to her--an' it was like he was humble, but +it was like he was proud, too--'don't you think,' he says, 'that I ever +dreamed you could forgive me. I knew better than that,' he told her. +'It's what you must think o' me that's kep' me from sayin' to you what I +come here to say. But I'll tell you now,' he says, 'I'm sick an' alone +an' done for. An' what I come to see you about--is the boy.' + +"'The boy,' Calliope says over, not understandin'; 'the boy.' + +"'My God, yes,' says he. 'He's all I've got left in the world. +Calliope--I need the boy. I need him!' + +"I rec'lect Calliope puttin' back that light thing from her head like it +smothered her. He laid back in his chair for a minute, white an' still. +An' then he says--only of course his words didn't sound the way mine +do:-- + +"'I robbed your life, Cally, an' I robbed my own. As soon as I knew it +an' couldn't bear it any longer, I went away alone--an' I've lived alone +all exceptin' since the little boy come. His mother, my son's wife, +died; an' I all but brought him up. I loved him as I never loved +anybody--but you,' he says, simple. 'But when his father died, of course +I hadn't any claim on the little fellow, I felt, when I'd been away from +the rest so long. _She_ took him with her. An' when I knew she'd left +him here I couldn't have kep' away,' he says, 'I couldn't. He's all I've +got left in the world. I all but brought him up. I must have him, +Cally--don't you see I must have him?' he says. + +"Calliope looks down at him, wonderful calm an' still. + +"'You've had your own child,' she told him slow; 'you've had a real +life. I'm just gettin' to mine--since I had the boy.' + +"'But, good God,' he says, starin' up at her, 'you're a woman. An' one +child is the same as another to you, so be that it ain't your own.' + +"Calliope looked almost as if he had struck at her, though he'd only +spoke a kind o' general male idea, an' he couldn't help _bein'_ a male. +An' she says back at him:-- + +"'But you're a man. An' bein' alive is one thing to you an' another +thing to me. Never let any man forget that,' she says, like I never +heard her speak before. + +"Then I see the tears shinin' on his face. He was terrible weak. He +slips down in his chair an' sets starin' at the fire, his hands hangin' +limp over the arms like there wasn't none of him left. His face looked +tired to death, an' yet there was that somethin' about him like you +didn't want to leave him. I see Calliope lookin' at him--an' all of a +sudden it come to me that if I'd 'a' loved him as she use' to, I'd 'a' +walked over there an' then, an' sort o' gentled his hair, no matter +what. + +"But Calliope, she turned sharp away from him an' begun lookin' around +the room, like she see it for the first time--smoky lamp-chimney, old +newspapers layin' 'round, used-up glasses, an' such like. The room was +one o' the kind when they ain't no women or children. An' then, when she +see all that, pretty soon she looked back at him, layin' sick in his +chair, alone an' done for, like he said. An' I see her take her arms in +her hands an' kind o' rock. + +"'Ain't the little fellow a care to you, Cally?' he says then, wistful. + +"She went over towards him, an' I see her pick up his pillow an' smooth +it some an' make to fix it better. + +"'Yes,' she says then, 'you're right. He is a care. An' he's your +grandchild. You must take him with you just as soon as you're well +enough,' she says. + +"He broke clear down then, an' he caught her hands an' laid his face on +'em. She stood wonderful calm, lookin' down at him--an' lookin'. An' I +laid the hollyhocks down on the rug or anywheres, an' somehow I got out +o' the room an' down the stairs. An' I set there in the lower hall an' +waited. + +"She come herself in a minute. The big outside door was standin' open, +an' when I heard her step on the stairs I went on ahead out to the +porch, feelin' kind o' strange--like you will. But when Calliope come up +to me she was just the same as she always was, an' I might 'a' known she +would be. She isn't easy to understand--she's differ'nt--but when you +once get to expectin' folks to be differ'nt, you can depend on 'em some +that way, too. + +"The moon was noon-high by then an' filterin' down through the leaves +wonderful soft, an' things was still--I remember thinkin' it was like +the hushin'-up before a bride comes in, but there wasn't any bride. + +"When we come to our house--just as we begun to smell the savoury bed +clear out there on the walk--we heard something ... a little bit of a +noise that I couldn't put a name to, first. But, bless you, Calliope +could. She stopped short by the gate an' stood lookin' acrost the road +to the corner house where the New People lived. It was late for +Friendship, but upstairs in that house a lamp was burnin'. An' that room +was where the little noise come from--a little new cry. + +"'Oh, Liddy,' Calliope says--her head up like she was singin'--'Oh, +Liddy--the New People have got their little child.' + +"An' I see, though of course she didn't anywheres near realize it then, +that she was plantin' herself another cedar." + + + + +XIX + +HERSELF + + +After all, it was as if I had first been told about refraction and then +had been shown a rainbow. For presently Calliope herself said something +to me of her having been twenty. One would as lief have broken the +reticence of a rainbow as that of Calliope, but rainbows are not always +reticent. I have known them suggest infinite things. + +In June she spent a fortnight with me at Oldmoxon house, and I wanted +never to let her go. Often our talk was as irrelevant to patency as are +wings. That day I had been telling her some splendid inconsequent dream +of mine. It had to do with an affair of a wheelbarrow of roses, which I +was tying on my trees in the garden directly the original blossoms fell +off. + +Calliope nodded in entire acceptance. + +"But that wasn't so queer as my dream," she said. "My dream about +myself--I mean my rill, true regular self," she added, with a manner of +testing me. + +I think that we all dream our real, true, regular selves, only we do not +dream us until we come true. I said something of this to Calliope; and +then she told me. + +"It was when I was twenty," she said, "an' it was a little while +after--well, things wasn't so very happy for me. But first thing I must +tell you about the picture. We didn't have so very many pictures. But in +my room used to be an old steel engraving of a poet, a man walkin' +'round under some kind o' trees in blossom. He had a beautiful face an' +a look on it like he see heaven. I use' to look at the picture an' look +at it, an' when I did, it seemed almost like I was off somewheres else. + +"Then one night I had my dream. I thought I was walkin' down a long +road, green an' shady an' quite wide, an' fields around an' no folks. I +know I was hurryin'--oh, I was in such a hurry to see somebody, seems +though, somebody I was goin' to see when I got to the end o' the road. +An' I was so happy--did you ever dream o' being happy, I mean if you +wasn't so very happy in rill life? It puts you in mind o' havin' a pain +in your side an' then gettin' in one big, deep breath when the pain +don't hurt. In rill life I was lonesome, an' I hated Friendship an' I +wanted to get away--to go to the City to take music, or go anywheres +else. I never had any what you might call rill pleasure excep' walkin' +in the Depot Woods. That was a gully grove beyond the railroad track, +an' I use' to like to sit in there some, by myself. I wasn't ever rill +happy, though, them days, but in the dream--oh, I was happy, like on a +nice mornin', only more so." + +Calliope looked at me fleetingly, as if she were measuring my ability to +understand. + +"The funny part of it was," she said, "that in the dream I wasn't _me_ +at all. Not me, as you know me. I thought somehow _I_ was that poet in +my picture, the man in the steel engravin' with a look like he see +heaven. An' it didn't seem strange to me, but just like it had always +been so. I thought I rilly was that poet that I'd looked at in the +picture all my life. But then I guess after all that part wasn't so +funny as the rest of it. For down at the end o' the road somebody was +waitin' for me under trees all in blossom, like the picture, too. It was +a girl, standin' there. An' I thought I looked at her--I, the poet, you +know--an' I see that the girl was me, Calliope Marsh, lookin' just like +I looked every day, natural as anything. Like you see yourself in the +glass. + +"I know I wasn't su'prised at all. We met like we was friends, both +livin' here in the village, an' we walked down the road together like it +had always been that way. An' we talked--like you do when you're with +them you'd rather be with than anybody else. I thought we was goin' +somewhere to see somebody, an' we talked about that:-- + +"'Will They be home, do you think?' I says. + +"An' the girl that was me says: 'Oh, yes. They'll be home. They're +always home,' she told me. An' we both felt pleased, like when you're +sure. + +"An' then--oh," Calliope cried, "I wish I could remember what we said. I +wish I could remember. I know it was something that seemed beautiful, +an' the words come all soft. It was like bein' born again, somewheres +else. An' we knew just exactly what each other meant, an' that was best +of all." + +She hesitated, seeking to explain that to me. + +"When I was twenty," she said, "I use' to want to talk about things that +wasn't commonly mentioned here in Friendship--I mean, well, like little +things I'd read about noted people an' what they said an' done--an' like +that. But when you brought 'em up in the conversation, folks always +thought you was tryin' to show off. An' if you quoted a verse o' poetry +in company, my land, there was a hush like you'd swore. So gradually I'd +got to keepin' still about such things. But in that dream we talked an' +talked--said things about old noted folks right out an' told about 'em +without beginnin' it 'I happened to read the other day.' An' I know I +mentioned the sun on the leaves an' the way the clouds looked, right +out, too, without bein' afraid the girl that was me would think I was +affected. An' I said little things about--oh, like about goblins in the +wood an' figgers in the smoke, without bein' scared that mothers would +hear of it an' not let their children come to see me. An' then I made up +things an' said--things I was always wantin' to say--like about +expectin' to meet Summer walkin' down the road, an' so on: things that +if I'd said so's they'd got out around Friendship, folks would 'a' +thought I was queer an' not to be trusted to bring up their mail from +town. I said all those kind o' things, like I was really born to talk +what I thought about. An' the girl that was me understood what I meant. +An' we laughed a good deal--oh, how we laughed together. That was 'most +the best of all. + +"Well, the dream dwindled off, like they will. An' when I woke up, I was +nothin' but Calliope Marsh, livin' in Friendship where folks cut a loaf +o' bread on a baker's headstone just because he _was_ a baker. Rill life +didn't get any better, an' I was more an' more lonesome in Friendship. +Somehow, nobody here in town rilly matched me. They all knew what I said +well enough, but when I spoke to 'em about what was rill interestin' to +me, seemed like their minds didn't _click_, with that good little +feelin' o' rilly takin' it in. My _i_-dees didn't seem to fit, quite +ball an' socket, into nobody's mind, but just to slide along over. And +as to _their_ i-dees--I rec'lect thinkin' that the three R's meant to +'em Relations, Recipes, an' the Remains. Yes, all I did have, you might +say, was my walks out in the Depot Woods. An' times like when Elder +Jacob Sykes--that was Silas's father--said in church that God come down +to be Moses's undertaker, I run off there to the woods feelin' all sick +an' skinned in soul, an' it sort o' seemed like the gully understood. +An' still, you can't be friends when they's only one of you. It's like +tryin' to hold a dust-pan an' sweep the dirt in at the same time. It +can't be done--not thorough. An' so settin' out there I used to take a +book an' hunt up nice little things an' learn different verses, in the +hopes that if that dream _should_ come back, I could have 'em to +tell--tell 'em, you know, to the girl that was me. Because it hed got so +by then that it seemed to me I was actually more that poet than I was +Calliope Marsh. An' so it went along till the day I met him--the man, +the poet." + +"The man!" I said. "But do you mean _the_ man--the poet--the one that +was you?" + +Calliope nodded confidently. + +"Yes," she said, in her delicate excitement, "I do. Oh, I'll tell you +an' you'll see for yourself it must 'a' been him. It was one early +afternoon towards the end o' summer, an' I knew him in a minute. I'd +gone up to the depot to mail a postal on the Through, an' he got off the +train an' went into the Telegraph Office. An' the train pulled out an' +left him--it was down to the end o' the platform before he come out. He +didn't act, though, as if the train's leavin' him was much of anything +to notice. He just went up an' commenced talkin' to the baggageman, +Bill. But Bill couldn't understand him--Bill was sort o' crusted over +the mind--you had to say things over an' over again to him, an' even +then he 'most always took it different from what you meant. So I suppose +that was why the man left him an' come towards me. + +"When I looked up in his face I stood still on the platform. He was +young. An' he had soft hair, an' his face was beautiful, like he see +heaven. It wasn't to say he was _exactly_ like my picture," Calliope +said slowly. "For instance, I think the man at the depot had a beard, +an' the poet in my picture didn't. But it was more his look, you might +say. It wasn't like any look I'd ever seen on anybody in Friendship. His +hands were kind o' slim an' wanderin', an' he carried a book like it was +his only baggage. An' he had a way--well, like what he happened to be +doin' wasn't all day to him. Like he was partly there, but mostly +somewheres else, where everything was better. + +"'Perhaps this lady will know,' he says--an' it wasn't the way most of +'em talks here in Friendship, you understand--'I've been askin' the +luggageman there,' he says, an' he was smilin' almost like a laugh at +what he thought I was goin' to answer, 'I've been askin' the luggageman +there, if he knows of a wood near the station that I shall be likely to +find haunted at this hour. I've to wait for the 4.20, an' it's a bad +time of day for a haunted wood, I'm afraid. The luggageman didn't seem +to know.' + +"An' then all at once I knew--I knew. Why, don't you see," Calliope +cried, "I had to know! That was just the way we'd talked in my +dream--kind of jokin' an' yet meanin' somethin', too--so's you felt all +lifted up an' out o' the ordinary. An' then I knew who he was an' I see +how everything was. Why, the girl that was me an' that was lonesome +there in Friendship _wasn't_ me, very much. Me bein' Calliope Marsh was +the chance part, an' didn't count. But things was rilly the way I'd +dreamed o' their bein.' Somehow, I had another self. An' I had dreamed +o' bein' that self. An' there he stood, on the Friendship depot +platform." + +Calliope looked at me wistfully. + +"You don't think I sound crazy, do you?" she asked. + +And at my answer:-- + +"Well," she said, brightening, "that was how it was. An' it was like +there hadn't been any first time an' like there wouldn't be any end. +Like they was things bigger than time--an' lots nicer than life. An' I +spoke up like I'd always known him. + +"'Why, yes,' I says to him simple, 'you must mean the Depot Woods,' I +said. 'They're always kind o' haunted to me. I guess the little folks +that come in the en-gine smoke live in there,' I told him, smilin' +because I was so glad. + +"I remember how su'prised he looked an' how his face lit up, like he was +hearin' English in a heathen land. + +"'Upon my word,' he says, still only half believin' in me. 'An' do you +go there often?' he ask' me. 'An' I daresay the little smoke folk talk +to you, now?' he says. + +"'I go 'most every day,' I told him, 'but we don't say very much. I +guess they talk an' I listen,' I says. + +"An' then the funny part about his askin' Bill for a haunted wood come +over me. + +"'_Bill!_' I says. 'Did you actually ask Bill that?' + +"Oh, an' how we laughed--how we laughed. Just the way the dream had +been. It seemed--it seemed such a sort o' _special_ comical," Calliope +said, "an' not like a Sodality laugh. 'Seems though I'd always laughed +at one set o' things all my life--my everyday life. An' this was a new +recipe for Laugh, flavoured different, an' baked in a quick oven, an' et +hot. + +"Well, we walked down the road together, like it had always been that +way. An' we talked--like you do when you're with them you'd rather be +with than anybody else. An' he ask' me, grave as grave, about the little +smoke folks. + +"'Will They be home, do you think?' he says. + +"An' I says: 'Oh, yes. I know They will. They're always home.' + +"An' we both felt pleased, like when you're sure. + +"We went to walk in the Depot Woods. I remember how much he made me +talk--more than I'd ever talked before, excep' in the dream. I know I +told him the little stories I'd read about noted people, an' I said over +some o' the verses I'd learned an' liked the sound of--I remembered 'em +all for him, an' he listened an' heard 'em all just the way I'd said +'em. That was it--he heard it all just the way I said it. An' I +mentioned the sun on the leaves an' the way the clouds looked, right +out--an' I knew he didn't think I was affected. An' I made up things an' +said, too--things that was always comin' in my head an' that I was +always wantin' to say. An' he'd laugh almost before I was through--oh, +it was like heaven to have him laugh an' not just say, 'What on earth +_are_ you talkin', Calliope Marsh?' like I'd heard. An' he kep' sayin', +'I know, I know,' like he knew what I meant better than anything else in +the world. Then he read to me out o' the book he had an' he told +me--beautiful things. Some of 'em I remember--I've remembered always. +Some of 'em I forgot till I come on 'em, now an' then, in books--long +afterwards; an' then it was like somebody dead spoke up. I'm always +thankful to get hold o' other people's books an' see if mebbe I won't +find somethin' else he said. But a good many o' the things I s'pose I +clear forgot, an' I won't know 'em again till in the next life. Like I +forgot what we said in the dream, till they're both all mixed up an' +shinin'. + +"We talked till 'most time for the 4.20 train. An' when it got towards +four o'clock, I told him about my dream. It seemed like he ought to +know, somehow. An' I told him how I dreamed I was him. + +"'You don't look like the one I dreamed I was,' I told him, 'but, oh, +you talk the same--an' you pretend, an' you laugh, an' you seem the +same. An' your face looks different from folks here in Friendship, just +like his, an' it seems somehow like you saw things besides with your +eyes,' I told him, 'like the poet in my picture. So I know it's you--it +must be you,' I says. + +"He looked at me so queer an' sudden an' long. + +"'I'm a poet, too,' he said, 'if it comes to that. A very bad one, you +know--but a kind of poet.' + +"An' then of course I was certain sure. + +"When he understood all about it, I remember how he looked at me. An' he +says:-- + +"'Well, an' who knows? Who knows?' + +"He sat a long time without sayin' anything. But I wasn't unhappy, even +when he seemed so sad. I couldn't be, because it was so much to know +what I knew. + +"'If I can,' he says to me on the depot platform, 'dead or alive, I'll +come back some day to see you. But meanwhile you must forget me. Only +the dream--keep the dream,' he says. + +"I tried to dream it again," Calliope told me, "but I never could. An' +dead or alive, he's never been back, all these years. I don't even know +his name--an' I remembered afterwards he hadn't asked me mine. But I +guess all that is the chance part, an' it don't really count. Out o' the +dream I've been, you might say, caught, tied up an' couldn't get +out,--just me, like you know me,--with a big unhappiness, an' like that. +But in the dream I dreamed myself true. An' then God let me meet myself, +just that once, there in the Depot Woods, to show me it's all right, an' +that they's things that's bigger than time an' lots nicer than life." + +Calliope sat silent, with her way of sighing and looking by; and it was +as if she had suggested to me delicate things, as a rainbow will suggest +them. + + + + +XX + +THE HIDINGS OF POWER + + +I divined the birches, blurred gray and white against the fog-bound +cedars. In the haze the airy trunks, because of their imminence, bore +the reality of thought, but the sterner green sank in the distance to +the faint avail of speech. It was well to be walking on the Plank Road +toward seven o'clock of a June morning, in a mist which might yield +fellowship in the same ease with which it breathed on distinctions. + +Abel had told how, on that winter way of his among the hills, the sky +has fallen in the fog and had surrendered to him a fellowship of dreams. +But in Friendship Village, as I had often thought, there are dreams for +every one; how should it be otherwise to us faring up and down Daphne +Street (where Daphne's feet have been)? And yet that morning on the +Plank Road where, if the fancy seized her to walk in beauty, our lady of +the laurels might be met at any moment, her power seemed to me to be as +frail as wings, and I thought that it would not greatly matter if I were +to meet her. + +As if my thought of Abel Halsey had brought him, the beat of hoofs won +toward me from the village; and presently Major Mary overtook me, and +there was Abel, driving with his eyes shut. I hailed him, laughed at +him, let him pick me up, and we went on through door after door of the +fog, with now a lintel of boughs and now a wall of wild roses. + +"Abel," I remember saying abruptly, "dreams are not enough." + +"No," he replied, as simply as if we had been talking of it, "dreams are +just one of the sources of power ... but doing is enough." + +I said weakly--perhaps because it was a morning of chill and fog, when a +woman may feel her forlornest, look her plainest, know herself for dust: +"But then--what about everybody's heart?" + +"Don't you know?" Abel asked, and even after those months in Friendship +Village I did not know. + +"... use it up making some little corner better--better--better by the +width of a hand..." said Abel. "As I could do," he added after a moment, +"if I could get my chapel in the hills. Do you know, I've written to +Mrs. Proudfit about it at last. I couldn't help it--I couldn't help it!" + +We came to the rise of the hill, where, but for the fog, we might have +looked back on the village, already long astir. To the left, within its +line of field stone and whitewashed rails and wild roses, the cemetery +lay, like another way of speech. A little before us the mist hid the +tracks, but we heard the whistle of the Fast Mail, coming in from the +end of the earth. + +"Ah, well, I want some wild roses," said I--since a woman may always +take certain refuges from life. + +"I'm coming back about noon," Abel told me; "I'll bring you a thousand." + +He drew up Major Mary, and we sat silent, watching for the train. And +the Something which found in Abel its unfailing channel came +companioning us, and caught me up so that I longed unspeakably to be +about the Business which Abel and Calliope followed, and followed before +all else. + +But when I would have said more, I noted on Abel's face some surprise, +and then I myself felt it. For the Fast Mail from the East, having as +usual come roaring through Friendship station with but an instant's +stop, was now slowing at the draw. Through the thick white we perceived +it motionless for a breath, and then we heard it beat away again. + +I wonder now, remembering, how I can have known with such singing +confidence what was in store for me. It is certain that I did know, even +though in the mist I saw no one alight. But as if at a summons I bade +Abel let me descend, and somehow I gave him good-by; and I recall that I +cried back to him:-- + +"Abel! You _said_ the sky can fall and give one dreams." + +"Yes," he answered. "Dreams to use in one's corner." + +But I knew then and I know now that Abel's dreams flowed in his blood, +and that when he gave them to his corner of the world he gave from his +own veins; and I think that the world is the richer for that. + +When he had gone I stood still in the road, waiting. I distinguished a +lintel of elms, a wall of wild roses; I heard a brave little bird +twittering impatient matins, and the sound of nearing footsteps in the +road. And then a voice in the mist said my name. + +There in the fog on the Plank Road we met as if there had come a +clearness everywhere--we two, between whom lay that year since my coming +to Friendship. Only, now that he was with me, I observed that the +traitor year had slipped away as if it had never been, and had left us +two alone in a place so sightly that at last I recognized my own +happiness. And I understood--and this way of understanding leaves one a +breathless being--that his happiness was there too. + +And yet it was only: "You.... But what an adventure to meet you here!" +And from him: "Me. Here. Please, may we go to your house? I haven't had +an _indication_ of breakfast." At which we laughed somewhat, with my, +"How absurdly like you not to have had breakfast," and his, "How very +shabby of you to feel superior because you happen to have had your +coffee." So we moved back down the road with the clear little space in +the fog following, following.... + +A kind of passion for detail seized on us both. + +He said: "You're wearing brown. I've never seen you wear brown--I'm sure +I haven't. Have I?" + +"My fur coat was brown," I escaped into the subject, "but then that +hardly counts." + +"No," he agreed, "fur isn't a colour. Fur is just fur. No, I've never +seen you in brown." + +"How did they let you off at the draw? How did you know about getting +off at the draw?" I demanded. + +"You said something of your getting off there--in that one letter, you +know...." + +"Yes, yes...." + +"You said something about getting off there on a night when you left the +train with a girl who was coming home to the village--you know the +letter?" he broke off, "I think it was that letter that finally gave me +courage to come. Because in that I saw in you something new +and--understanding. Well, and I remembered about the draw. I always +meant to get off there, when I came." + +"You always meant ... but then how did you make them stop?" + +"I told the man I had to, and then he had to, too. There were four +others who got off and went across the tracks, but we are not obliged to +consider them." + +"From that," I said, "I would think it _is_ you, if I didn't know it +couldn't possibly be!" + +Then I hurried into some recital about the Topladys, whose big barn and +little house were lined faintly out as if something were making them +feel hushed; and about Friendship, hidden in the valley as if it were +suddenly of lesser import--how strange that these things should be there +as they were an hour ago. And so we came to Oldmoxon House and went up +the walk in silence save that, at the steps, "How long shall I tell them +to boil your eggs?" I asked desperately, to still the quite ridiculous +singing of the known world. But then the singing took one voice, a voice +whose firmness made it almost hard, save that deep within it something +was beating.... + +"You know," said the voice simply, "if I come in now, I come to stay. +You _do_ know?" + +"You come to breakfast...." I tried it. + +"I come to stay." + +"You mean--" + +"I come to stay." + +I rather hoped to affirm something gracious, and masterful of +myself--not to say of him; but suddenly that whole lonely year was back +again, most of it in my throat. And though I gave up saying anything at +all, I cannot have been unintelligible. Indeed, I know that I was not +unintelligible, for when, in a little while, Calliope, who was still +with me, opened my front door and emerged briskly to the veranda, she +seems to have understood in a minute. + +"Well said!" Calliope cried, and made a little swoop down from the +threshold and stood before us, one hand in mine and one outstretched for +his; "I knew, as soon as I woke up this morning, I felt special. I +thought it was my soul, sittin' up in my chest, an' wantin' me to spry +round with it some, like it does. But I guess now it was this. Oh, +this!" she said. "Oh, I sp'ose I'd rilly ought to hev an introduction +before I jump up an' down, hadn't I?" + +"No need in the world, Calliope," he told her; "come on. I'll jump, +too." + +And that was an added joy--that he had read and re-read that one +Friendship letter of mine, written on the night of Delia More's return, +until it was as if he, too, knew Calliope. But before all things was the +wonder of the justice and the grace which had made the letter of that +night, when I, too, "took stock," yield such return. + +It was Calliope who led the way indoors at last, and he and I who +followed like her guests. From the edges of consciousness I finally drew +some discernment of the place of coffee and rolls in a beneficent +universe, and presently we three sat at his breakfast table. And not +until then did Calliope remember her other news. + +"Land, land," she said, "I like to forgot. Who do you s'pose I had a +telephone from just before you come? Delia. She'd just got home this +morning on the Fast Mail. An' the Proudfits'll be here, noon train." + +Delia indeed had come on the same glorified train that Abel and I had +seen stop at the draw, only she had alighted at Friendship station and +had hurried up to the Proudfits' to make ready for their home-coming. +And since those whom we know best never come to Friendship without a +welcome, it was instantly incumbent on us all to be what Calliope called +"up in arms an' flyin' round." + +As soon as we were alone:-- + +"I've planned noon lunch for 'em," Calliope told me; "I'm goin' to see +to the meat--leg o' lamb, sissin' hot, an' a big bowl o' mint. Mis' +Holcomb's got to freeze a freezer o' her lemon ice--she gets it smooth +as a mud pie. Mis' Toplady, she'll come in on the baked stuff--raised +rolls an' a big devil's food. An'--I'd kind o' meant to look to you for +the salad, but I s'pose you won't want to bother now...." And when I had +hastened to assume the salad, "Well, I _am_ glad," she owned, with a +relieved sigh. "The Proudfit salads they can't a soul tell what +ingredients is in 'em, chew high though we may. I know you know about +them queer organs an' canned sea reptiles they use now in cookin'. I've +come to the solemn conclusion I ain't studied physiology an' the animal +sciences close enough myself to make a rill up-to-date salad." + +Before noon we were all at Proudfit House--to which I had taken care to +leave word for Abel to follow me--and we were letting in the sun, making +ready the table, filling the vases with garden roses; and in the library +Calliope laid a fire "in case they get chilly, travellin' so," she said, +but I think rather it was in longing somehow to summon a secret agency +to that place where Linda Proudfit's portrait hung. For we had long been +agreed that, as soon as she was at home again, Linda's mother must be +told all that we knew of Linda. Thus, to Calliope and me, the time held +a tragic meaning beneath the exterior of our simple cheer. But the time +held many meanings, as a time will hold them; and the Voice of its new +meaning said to me, as we all waited on the Proudfit veranda with its +vines and its climbing rose and its canaries:-- + +"I marvel, I _marvel_ at your bad taste. How can you leave the dear +place and the dear people for me?" + +I love to recall the bustle of that arriving and how, as the motor came +up the drive, Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss and Mis' Amanda ran down +on the gravel and waved their aprons; and how Mis' Postmaster Sykes and +Mis' Mayor Uppers and Mis' Photographer Sturgis, having heard the +machine pass their doors, had issued forth and followed it and arrived +at the Proudfits' with: + +"I was right in the midst of a basque, cuttin' over an old lining, but I +told Liddy Ember: 'You rip on. I've _got_ to run over.' Excuse my looks. +Well said! Back!" + +And, "Got here, did you? My, my, all tired out, I expect. Well, mebbe +you think we won't feel relieved to see the house open again an' folks +in it flyin' round. An' you look as natural as the first thunder-storm +in the spring o' the year!" + +And, "Every day for two weeks," Mis' Sturgis said, "I've said to Jimmy: +'Proudfits back?' 'No, sir,' s'he, 'not back yet.' An' so it went. Could +you sleep any on the sleeper?" + +Then Calliope and Mis' Toplady and Mis' Holcomb and the three newcomers +hurried all but abreast to the kitchen to "see what they could find"; +and when Mis' Proudfit and Miss Clementina and Delia More had taken +their places at the burdened table, we all sat about the edge of the +room--no one would share in the feast, every one having to "get right +back"--and asked of the journey, and gave news of Friendship Village in +the long absence. I love to remember it all, but I think that I love +best to remember their delicate acceptance of what that day had brought +to me. Of this no one said a word, nor did they ask me anything, or seem +to observe, far less to wonder. But when they passed me, one and another +and another squeezed my hand or patted my arm or gave me their unwonted +"dear." + +"What gentlefolk they are," my stranger said. + +"Noon lunch" was finished, and I had seen Calliope go with Madame +Proudfit to the library and close the door, and we were all gathered in +the hall, where Miss Clementina had opened a trunk and was showing us +some pretty things, when some one else crossed the veranda and appeared +in the doorway. And there was Abel, come with my wild roses. + +I do not think, however, that it can have occurred to Abel that I was in +the room. Nor that any of the others were there, intent on the pretty +things of Miss Clementina's trunk. But, his face shining, he went +straight to Delia More; and he laid my roses in her arms, looking at her +the while with a look which was like a passionate recognition of one not +met for many years. + +I have said nothing of Delia More as she seemed to me that day of her +return, for indeed I do not well know how to tell of her. But as he +looked at her, it was all in Abel's eyes. I do not know whether it was +that her spirit having been long "packed down in her," as Calliope had +said, was at last loosed by the mysterious ministry of distance and the +touch of far places, or whether, over there nearer Tempe, she had held +converse with Daphne herself, who, for the sake of the Friendship bond +between them, had taken for her own all that was wild and strange in the +girl's nature. But this I know: that Delia More had come back among us a +new creature, simple, gentle, humble as before, and yet somehow +quickened, invested with the dignity of personality which, long ago, she +had lost. And now she stood looking at Abel as he was looking at her. + +"Delia!" he said, and took her hand, and, "I brought you some wild roses +to tell you we're glad you're back," said he, disposing of my hedge +spoils as coolly as if I were not. + +"That's nice of you, Abel," she replied simply, "but it's nicer to think +you came." + +"Why," Abel said, "you couldn't have kept me away. You couldn't have +kept me away, Delia." + +He could not have done looking at her. And even after we had closed in +before them and had gone on with our talk about the tray of the trunk, I +think that we were all conscious, as one is conscious of a light in the +room, that to Delia and Abel had come again the immemorial wonder. + +When the library door opened and Madame Proudfit and Calliope came out, +a little hush fell upon us, even though none but I knew what that +interval held for Linda's mother. Her face was tranquil--indeed, I think +it was almost as if its ancient fear had forever left it and had given +place to the blessed relief of mere sorrow. She stood for a +moment--looking at them all, and looking, as if she were thankful for +their presence. Then she saw Abel and held out both hands. + +"Abel!" she said, "Abel! I had your letter in Lucerne. I meant to talk +it over with you--but now I know, I know. You shall have your little +chapel in the hills. We will build it together--you and I--for Linda." + +But then, because Abel turned joyously and naturally to Delia to share +with her the tidings, Madame Proudfit looked at Delia too, and saw her +eyes. And, + +"You and Delia and I," she added gently. + +On which, with the kindliest intent, the happiness of us all overflowed +in speech about the common-place, the trivial, the irrelevant, and we +all fell talking at once there in the hall, and told one another things +which we knew perfectly already, and we listened, nodding, and laughed a +great deal at nothing in the world--save that life is good. + + * * * * * + +We three walked home together in the afternoon sunshine--the man who, +through all this time in Friendship, had been dear, and Calliope and I. +I thought that Daphne Street had never looked so beautiful. The tulip +beds on the lawns had been re-filled for summer, a touch of bonfire +smoke hung in the air, Eppleby Holcomb was mending his picket gate, and +over many magic thresholds of the cool walks were lintels of the boughs. +Down town Abigail Arnold was laying cream puffs in the home bakery +window; at the Helmans' Mis' Doctor Helman, wound in a shawl and a +fascinator, was training her matrimony vine; the Liberty sisters had let +out their chickens and, posted in a great triangle, were keeping them +well within Liberty lawn confines; Doctor June was working in his garden +and he waved his hat at us like a boy. ("It's a year ago now they give +him his benefit," Calliope remembered; "ice-cream an' strawberries an' +cake. An' every soul that come in he treated, one after another. An' +when they got hold of him an' told him what that was doin' to the +benefit box, he wanted to know whose benefit it was, anyway. An' he kep' +on treatin' folks up to the last spoonful o' cream. He said he never had +such a good time since he was born. I donno but he showed us _how_ to +give a benefit, too.") + +We were crossing the lawn to Oldmoxon House when I said to Calliope what +it had been decided that day that I should say:-- + +"Calliope," I asked, "could you be ready in a month or two to leave +Friendship for good, and come to us in town, and live with us for +always?" + +She looked up at one and the other of us, with her little embarrassed +laugh. + +"You're makin' fun o' me," she said. + +But when we had explained that we were wholly serious, she stopped and +leaned against one of the great trees before the house; and it was at +Oldmoxon House rather than at us that she looked as she answered:-- + +"I couldn't," she said quickly, and with a manner of breathlessness, "I +couldn't. You know how I've wanted to leave Friendship, too, you know +that. An' I want to yet, as far as wantin' goes. But wantin' to mustn't +be enough to make you do things." + +She stood, her head held up as if she were singing, as Liddy Ember had +said of her, her arms tightly folded, her cheeks flushing with her fear +that we would not understand. + +"Oh," she said, "you know--you _know_ how I've always wanted nice +things. Wanted 'em so it hurt. Not just from likin' 'em, either, but +because some way I thought I could _be_ more, _do_ more, live up to my +biggest best if I could only get where things was kind of educated +an'--gentle. But every time I tried to go, somethin' come up--like it +will, to shove you hard down into the place you was. Then I thought--you +know 'bout that, I guess--I thought I was goin' to live here in Oldmoxon +House, an' hev a life like other women hev. An' when that wasn't to be, +I thought mebbe it was because God see I wasn't fit for it, an' I set to +work on myself to make me as good as I knew--an' I worked an' worked, +like life was nothin' but me, an' I was nothin' but a cake, to get a +good bake on an' die without bein' too much dough to me. An' then all to +once I see that couldn't be the only thing He meant. It didn't seem like +He could 'a' made me sole in order to save me from hell. An' I begun to +see He must 'a' made me to help in some great, big hid plan or other of +His. An' quick as I knew that an' begun wantin' to help, He begun +showin' me when to. That's how I mean what I said about the Bell. Times +like Elspie, or 'Leven, or like that, I can hear it just as plain as +plain--the Bell, callin' me to help Him." + +She looked hard at us, and, "I donno if you know what I'm talkin' +about----" she doubted; but, at our answer, + +"Well," she added, "they's somethin' else. It's somethin' almost like +what you've got--you two--an' like what Delia an' Abel have got. Lately, +I don't _need_ to hear the Bell any more. I know 'bout it without. It's +almost like I _am_ the Bell. Don't you see, it's come to be my power, +just like love will be your power, if you rilly understand. An' +here--here I know how. I've grown to Friendship, an' here I know what's +what. An' if I went away now, where things is gentle an' like in books, +I wouldn't know how to be any rill use. I can _be_ the Bell here--here I +can have my power. In town I expect I couldn't be anything but just cake +again--bakin' myself rill good, or even gettin' frosted; but mebbe not +helpin'. An' I couldn't risk that--I couldn't risk it. It looks to me +like helpin' is what I'm for." + +I think, as she said, Calliope was become the Bell; and at that moment +she rang to us the call of sovereign clearness. This was the life that +she and Abel followed, and followed before all else, and there lay the +hiding of their power. "Just like love will be your power," she had +said. + +When she had gone before us into the house--that was to have been her +house--we two stood looking along the sunny Plank Road toward Daphne +Street. And in the light lifting of the bonfire smoke it seemed to me +that there moved a spirit--not Daphne, but another; one who walks less +in beauty than in service; not our lady of the laurels, but our lady of +the thorns. + + + + +GROSSET & DUNLAP'S + +DRAMATIZED NOVELS + +A Few that are Making Theatrical History + + +MARY JANE'S PA. By Norman Way. Illustrated with scenes from the play. + +Delightful, irresponsible "Mary Jane's Pa" awakes one morning to find +himself famous, and, genius being ill adapted to domestic joys, he +wanders from home to work out his own unique destiny. One of the most +humorous bits of recent fiction. + + +CHERUB DEVINE. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Friendship Village + +Author: Zona Gale + +Release Date: September 17, 2008 [EBook #26644] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE *** + + + + +Produced by David Garcia, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + +<div class="figright"> +<a href="images/cover.jpg"><img src="images/cover.jpg" alt=""/></a> +</div> + + +<div class="figleft"> +<a href="images/spine.jpg"><img src="images/spine.jpg" alt=""/></a> +</div> +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + + + +<h1>FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE</h1> + +<h2>BY ZONA GALE</h2> + +<h3>AUTHOR OF "THE LOVES OF PELLEAS AND ETTARRE"</h3> + + + +<h4>NEW YORK<br /> +THE MACMILLAN COMPANY<br /> +1908</h4> + +<h4><i>All rights reserved</i></h4> + +<h4><span class="smcap">Copyright</span>, 1908,<br /> +<span class="smcap">By</span> THE MACMILLAN COMPANY.</h4> + + +<h4>Set up and electrotyped. Published October, 1908.</h4> + +<h4><i>Norwood Press</i><br /> +<i>J. S. Cushing Co.—Berwick & Smith Co.</i><br /> +<i>Norwood, Mass., U.S.A.</i></h4> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + + + +<h4>To<br /> +EDITH, HARRIET, AND MUSA<br /> +AND THE TWO FOR WHOM IT COMES TOO LATE<br /> +GEORGIA AND HELEN<br /> +THIS BOOK IS LOVINGLY INSCRIBED</h4> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>AUTHOR'S NOTE</h2> + + +<p>Friendship Village is not known to me, nor are any of its people, save +in the comradeship which I offer here. But I commend for occupancy a +sweeter place. For us here the long Caledonia hills, the four rhythmic +spans of the bridge, the nearer river, the island where the first birds +build—these teach our windows the quiet and the opportunity of the +"home town," among the "home people." To those who have such a bond to +cherish I commend the little real home towns, their kindly, brooding +companionship, their doors to an efficiency as intimate as that of fairy +fingers. If there were shrines to these things, we would seek them. The +urgency is to recognize shrines.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0"><span class="smcap">Portage, Wisconsin,</span><br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">September, 1908.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Certain of the following chapters have appeared in <i>The Outlook, The +Broadway Magazine, The Delineator, Everybody's, and Harper's Monthly +Magazine</i>. Thanks are due to the editors for their courteous permission +to reprint these chapters.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> + +<!-- Autogenerated TOC. Modify or delete as required. --> +<p> +<a href="#I">I. <span class="smcap">The Side Door</span></a><br /> +<a href="#II">II. <span class="smcap">The Début</span></a><br /> +<a href="#III">III. <span class="smcap">Nobody Sick, Nobody Poor</span></a><br /> +<a href="#IV">IV. <span class="smcap">Covers for Seven</span></a><br /> +<a href="#V">V. <span class="smcap">The Shadow of Good Things to Come</span></a><br /> +<a href="#VI">VI. <span class="smcap">Stock</span></a><br /> +<a href="#VII">VII. <span class="smcap">The Big Wind</span></a><br /> +<a href="#VIII">VIII. <span class="smcap">The Grandma Ladies</span></a><br /> +<a href="#IX">IX. <span class="smcap">Not as the World Giveth</span></a><br /> +<a href="#X">X. <span class="smcap">Lonesome—I</span></a><br /> +<a href="#XI">XI. <span class="smcap">Lonesome—II</span></a><br /> +<a href="#XII">XII. <span class="smcap">Of the Sky and Some Rosemary</span></a><br /> +<a href="#XIII">XIII. <span class="smcap">Top Floor Back</span></a><br /> +<a href="#XIV">XIV. <span class="smcap">An Epilogue</span></a><br /> +<a href="#XV">XV. <span class="smcap">The Tea Party</span></a><br /> +<a href="#XVI">XVI. <span class="smcap">What is That in thine Hand?</span></a><br /> +<a href="#XVII">XVII. <span class="smcap">Put on thy Beautiful Garments</span></a><br /> +<a href="#XVIII">XVIII. <span class="smcap">In the Wilderness a Cedar</span></a><br /> +<a href="#XIX">XIX. <span class="smcap">Herself</span></a><br /> +<a href="#XX">XX. <span class="smcap">The Hidings of Power</span></a><br /><br /> +<a href="#GROSSET_DUNLAPS">Other Books from GROSSET & DUNLAP'S</a><br /> +</p> +<!-- End Autogenerated TOC. --> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>Friendship Village</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="I" id="I"></a>I</h2> + +<h3>THE SIDE DOOR</h3> + + +<p>It is as if Friendship Village were to say:—</p> + +<p>"There is no help for it. A telephone line, antique oak chairs, kitchen +cabinets, a new doctor, and the like are upon us. But we shall be +mediæval directly—we and our improvements. Really, we are so now, if +you know how to look."</p> + +<p>And are we not so? We are one long street, rambling from sun to sun, +inheriting traits of the parent country roads which we unite. And we are +cross streets, members of the same family, properly imitative, proving +our ancestorship in a primeval genius for trees, or bursting out in +inexplicable weaknesses of Court-House, Engine-House, Town Hall, and +Telephone Office. Ultimately our stock dwindles out in a slaughter-yard +and a few detached houses of milkmen. The cemetery is delicately put +behind us, under a hill. There is nothing mediæval in all this, one +would say. But then see how we wear our rue:—</p> + +<p>When one of us telephones, she will scrupulously ask for the number, not +the name, for it says so at the top of every page. "Give me one-one," +she will put it, with an impersonality as fine as if she were calling +for four figures. And Central will answer:—</p> + +<p>"Well, I just saw Mis' Holcomb go 'crost the street. I'll call you, if +you want, when she comes back."</p> + +<p>Or, "I don't think you better ring the Helmans' just now. They were +awake 'most all night with one o' Mis' Helman's attacks."</p> + +<p>Or, "Doctor June's invited to Mis' Sykes's for tea. Shall I give him to +you there?"</p> + +<p>The telephone is modern enough. But in our use of it is there not a +flavour as of an Elder Time, to be caught by Them of Many Years from +Now? And already we may catch this flavour, as our Britain +great-great-lady grandmothers, and more, may have been conscious of the +old fashion of sitting in bowers. If only they were conscious like that! +To be sure of it would be to touch their hands in the margins of the +ballad books.</p> + +<p>Or we telephone to the Livery Barn and Boarding Stable for the little +blacks, celebrated for their self-control in encounters with the +Proudfits' motor-car. The stable-boy answers that the little blacks are +at "the funeral." And after he has gone off to ask his employer what is +in then, the employer, who in his unofficial moments is our neighbour, +our church choir bass, our landlord even, comes and tells us that, after +all, we may have the little blacks, and he himself brings them round at +once,—the same little blacks that we meant all along. And when, quite +naturally, we wonder at the boy's version, we learn: "Oh, why, the +blacks was standin' just acrost the street, waitin' at the church door, +hitched to the hearse. I took 'em out an' put in the bays. I says to +myself: 'The corp won't care.'" Someway the Proudfits' car and the +stable telephone must themselves have slipped from modernity to old +fashion before that incident shall quite come into its own.</p> + +<p>So it is with certain of our domestic ways. For example, Mis' Postmaster +Sykes—in Friendship Village every woman assumes for given name the +employment of her husband—has some fine modern china and much solid +silver in extremely good taste, so much, indeed, that she is wont to +confess to having cleaned forty, or sixty, or seventy-five +pieces—"seventy-five pieces of solid silver have I cleaned this +morning. You can say what you want to, nice things are a <i>rill</i> care." +Yet—surely this is the proper conjunction—Mis' Sykes is currently +reported to rise in the night preceding the days of her house cleaning, +and to take her carpets out in the back yard, and there softly to sweep +and sweep them so that, at their official cleaning next day, the +neighbours may witness how little dirt is whipped out on the line. Ought +she not to have old-fashioned silver and egg-shell china and drop-leaf +mahogany to fit the practice? Instead of daisy and wild-rose patterns in +"solid," and art curtains, and mission chairs, and a white-enamelled +refrigerator, and a gas range.</p> + +<p>We have the latest funeral equipment,—black broadcloth-covered +supports, a coffin carriage for up-and-down the aisles, natural palms to +order, and the pulleys to "let them down slow"; and yet our individual +funeral capacity has been such that we can tell what every woman who has +died in Friendship for years has "done without": Mis' Grocer Stew, her +of all folks, had done without new-style flat-irons; Mis' Worth had used +the bread pan to wash dishes in; Mis' Jeweller Sprague—the <i>first</i> Mis' +Sprague—had had only six bread and butter knives, her that could get +wholesale too.... And we have little maid-servants who answer our bells +in caps and trays, so to say; but this savour of jestership is +authentic, for any one of them is likely to do as of late did Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss's maid,—answer, at dinner-with-guests, that +there were no more mashed potatoes, "<i>or else</i>, there won't be any left +to warm up for your breakfasts." ... And though we have our daily +newspaper, receiving Associated Press service, yet, as Mis' Amanda +Toplady observed, it is "only <i>very</i> lately that they have mentioned in +the <i>Daily</i> the birth of a child, or anything that had anything of a +<i>tang</i> to it."</p> + +<p>We put new wine in old bottles, but also we use new bottles to hold our +old wine. For, consider the name of our main street: is this Main or +Clark or Cook or Grand Street, according to the register of the main +streets of towns? Instead, for its half-mile of village life, the Plank +Road, macadamized and arc-lighted, is called Daphne Street. Daphne +Street! I love to wonder why. Did our dear Doctor June's father name it +when he set the five hundred elms and oaks which glorify us? Or did +Daphne herself take this way on the day of her flight, so that when they +came to draught the town, they recognized that it <i>was</i> Daphne Street, +and so were spared the trouble of naming it? Or did the Future +anonymously toss us back the suggestion, thrifty of some day of her own +when she might remember us and say, "<i>Daphne Street!</i>" Already some of +us smile with a secret nod at something when we direct a stranger, "You +will find the Telegraph and Cable Office two blocks down, on Daphne +Street." "The Commercial Travellers' House, the Abigail Arnold Home +Bakery, the Post-office and Armoury are in the same block on Daphne +Street." Or, "The Electric Light Office is at the corner of Dunn and +Daphne." It is not wonderful that Daphne herself, foreseeing these +things, did not stay, but lifted her laurels somewhat nearer +Tempe,—although there are those of us who like to fancy that she is +here all the time in our Daphne-street magic: the fire bell, the tulip +beds, and the twilight bonfires. For how else, in all reason, has the +name persisted?</p> + +<p>Of late a new doctor has appeared—one may say, has abounded: a surgeon +who, such is his zeal, will almost perform an operation over the +telephone and, we have come somewhat cynically to believe, would prefer +doing so to not operating at all. As Calliope Marsh puts it:—</p> + +<p>"He is great on operations, that little doctor. Let him go into any +house, an' some o' the family, seems though, has to be operated on, +usually inside o' twelve hours. It'll get so that as soon as he strikes +the front porch, they'll commence sterilizin' water. I donno but some'll +go an' put on the tea-kettle if they even see him drive past."</p> + +<p><i>Why</i> within twelve hours, we wonder when we hear the edict? Why never +fourteen hours, or six? How does it happen that no matter at what stage +of the malady the new doctor is called, the patient always has to be +operated on within twelve hours? Is it that everybody has a bunch and +goes about not knowing it until he appears? Or is he a kind of basanite +for bunches, and do they come out on us at the sight of him? There are +those of us who almost hesitate to take his hand, fearing that he will +fix us with his eye, point somewhere about, and tell us, "Within twelve +hours, <i>if</i> you want your life your own." But in spite of his skill and +his modernity, in our midst there persist those who, in a scientific +night, would die rather than risk our advantages.</p> + +<p>Thus the New shoulders the Old, and our transition is still swift enough +to be a spectacle, as was its earlier phase which gave over our Middle +West to cabins and plough horses, with a tendency away from wigwams and +bob-whites. And in this local warfare between Old and New a chief figure +is Calliope Marsh—who just said that about the new doctor. She is a +little rosy wrinkled creature officially—though no other than +officially—pertaining to sixty years; mender of lace, seller of +extracts, and music teacher, but of the three she thinks of the last as +her true vocation. ("I come honestly by that," she says. "You know my +father before me was rill musical. I was babtized Calliope because a +circus with one come through the town the day't I was born.") And with +her, too, the grafting of to-morrow upon yesterday is unconscious; or +only momentarily conscious, as when she phrased it:—</p> + +<p>"Land, land, I like New as well as anybody. But I want it should be put +in the Old kind o' gentle, like an <i>i</i>-dee in your mind, an' not sudden, +like a bullet in your brain."</p> + +<p>In her acceptance of innovations Calliope symbolizes the fine Friendship +tendency to scientific procedure, to the penetration of the unknown +through the known, the explication of mystery by natural law. And when +to the bright-figured paper and pictures of her little sitting room she +had added a print of the Mona Lisa, she observed:—</p> + +<p>"She sort o' lifts me up, like somethin' I've thought of, myself. But I +don't see any sense in raisin' a question about what her smile means. I +told the agent so. 'Whenever I set for my photograph,' I says to him, 'I +always have that same silly smile on my face.'"</p> + +<p>With us all the Friendship idea prevails: we accept what Progress sends, +but we regard it in our own fashion. Our improvements, like our +entertainments, our funerals, our holidays, and our very loves, are but +Friendship Village exponents of the modern spirit. Perhaps, in a +tenderer significance than she meant, Calliope characterized us when she +said:—</p> + +<p>"This town is more like a back door than a front—or, givin' it full +credit, <i>anyhow</i>, it's no more'n a side door, with no vines."</p> + +<p>For indeed, we are a kind of middle door to experience, minus the fuss +of official arriving and, too, without the old odours of the kitchen +savoury beds; but having, instead, a serene side-door existence, +partaking of both electric bells and of neighbours with shawls pinned +over their heads.</p> + +<p>Only at one point Calliope was wrong. There are vines, with tendrils and +flowers and many birds.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="II" id="II"></a>II</h2> + +<h3>THE DÉBUT</h3> + + +<p>Mrs. Ricker, "washens, scrubben, work by the day or Our," as the sign of +her own lettering announced, had come into a little fortune by the death +of her first husband, Al Kitton, early divorced and late repentant. Just +before my arrival in Friendship she had bought a respectable frame house +in the heart of the village,—for a village will have a heart instead of +having a boulevard,—and with her daughter Emerel she had set up a +modest establishment with Ingrain carpets and parlour pieces, and a bit +of grass in front. Thus Emerel Kitton—we, in our simple, penultimate +way, called it Kitten—became a kind of heiress. She had been christened +Emma Ella, but her mother, of her love of order, had tidied the name to +Emerel, and Friendship had adopted the form, perhaps as having about it +something pleasing and jewel-like. Though Emerel was in the thirties at +the time of her inheritance, she was still pretty, shy, conformable; and +yet there was no disguising that she was nearly a spinster when, as soon +as the white house was settled, Mrs. Ricker issued invitations to her +daughter's coming-out party.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i1">You aRe Invite<br /></span> +<span class="i7">to A<br /></span> +<span class="i1">Comen Out Recep<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Next wenesday Night at eigt<br /></span> +<span class="i1">At Her Home<br /></span> +<span class="i1"><span class="smcap">Emma Ella Kitton</span><br /></span> +<span class="i0"><span class="smcap">Mrs. Ricker and Kitton</span><br /></span> +<span class="i1">Pa<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>the invitations said, and the "Pa" was divined to imply "Please answer."</p> + +<p>"It's Kitton's money an' it's his daughter. I hed to hev him in it +somehow," Mrs. Ricker explained her double signature. "You see," she +added, "up till now I ain't never been situate' so's Emerel <i>could</i> come +out. I've always wanted to give her things, too, but 't seems like when +I've tried, everything's shook its fist at me. It ain't too late. Emerel +looks just like she did fifteen years ago, don't she?"</p> + +<p>It was at once observed that if Emerel shared her mother's enthusiasm +for the project, she did not betray it. But then no one knew much about +Emerel save that she was engaged, and had been so for some years, to big +Abe Daniel, the Methodist tenor, a circumstance wholly unconsidered in +the scheme of her début.</p> + +<p>Quite simply and with happy pride, Mrs. Ricker and Kitton issued her +invitations to every one in the village who had ever employed her. And +the village was divided against itself.</p> + +<p>"How can we?" Mis' Postmaster Sykes demanded, "I ask you. There's things +to omit an' there's things to observe. We should be The Laughing Stock."</p> + +<p>"The Laughing Stock," variously echoed her followers.</p> + +<p>On the other hand:—</p> + +<p>"Land, o' course we'll all go," Mis' Amanda Toplady comfortably settled +it, "an' take Emerel a deboo present, civilized. The dear child."</p> + +<p>And to that many of us gladly assented, Timothy, big Amanda's little +husband, going so far as to add:</p> + +<p>"I do vum, the Sykeses feels the post-office like it was that much +oats."</p> + +<p>A day later Timothy's opinion seemed, he thought, to be verified. Mis' +Postmaster Sykes issued "written invites to an evening party, hot supper +and like that," as Friendship communicated it, to be given on the very +night of Emerel's début.</p> + +<p>Friendship was shaken. Never in the history of the village had two +social affairs been set for the same hour. Indeed, more than one hostess +had postponed an impending tea-party or thimble party or "afternoon +coffee" or "five o'clock supper" on hearing that another was planned for +the same day. And now, when there were those of us anxious to "do +something nice" for hard-working little Mrs. Ricker, the Sykeses had +deliberately sought the forbidden ground. And Society dare not deny Mis' +Sykes, for besides "being who she was" ("She's the leader in Friendship +if they <i>is</i> a leader," we said, emphatically implying that there was +none), she kept two maids,—little young thing and a <i>rill</i> hired +girl,—entertained "above the most," put out her sewing and wore, we +kept in the back of our minds, a bar pin, solid, with "four solitaires" +in it. And, "Oh, you know," Calliope Marsh admitted to me later, "Mis' +Sykes is rilly a great society woman. They isn't anybody's funeral that +she don't get to ride to the cemet'ry."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Ricker and Kitton accepted the situation with fine philosophy.</p> + +<p>"Of course," she said, "the whole town can dance to the Sykeses' +fiddlin' if they want. But it's a pretty pass if they do let anybody +step in before me that's washed for 'em an' cleaned their houses years +on end."</p> + +<p>My own course was pleasantly simple. Mrs. Ricker and Kitton had included +me on her list, accredited, no doubt, because a few weeks earlier she +had helped me to settle my belongings in Oldmoxon house, and since then +had twice swept for me, and was to come in a day or two to do so again. +As I had instantly accepted her invitation, I had no choice when Mis' +Sykes's "written invite" came, even though when it arrived Mis' Sykes +herself was calling on me.</p> + +<p>"Well said," she observed, when she saw a neighbour's little girl, her +temporary servitor, coming up my walk with the invitations in a paper +bag to be kept clean, "I meant to get my call made on you before your +invite got here. I hope you'll overlook taking us both together. I've +meant to call on you before, but I declare it looked like a mountain to +me to get started out. Don't you find your calls a rill chore?"</p> + +<p>But Mis' Sykes's visit was, she confessed, "Errand as well as Call."</p> + +<p>"The Friendship Married Ladies' Cemetery Improvement Sodality," she told +me, as she rose to go, "is to our wits' end to get up a new +entertainment. We want to give something, and we want it should be rill +new and spicey, but of course it has to be pretty quiet, owing to the +Cause—the Dead, so. It bars us from home-talent evenings or festivals +or like that. And the minute I saw the inside o' your house it come to +me: of course you know your house is differ'nt from Friendship. If I'd +been shot out of a gun into it, I wouldn't 'a' sensed I was in +Friendship at all. You've got nice things, all carved an' hard to dust. +The Oldmoxons use' to do a lot o' entertainin', an' everybody remembers +it, an' the house has been shut quite some time. Well, now, you've been +ask' to join the Sodality. An' if you was to announce an Evening Benefit +for it, here in your home, the whole town'd come out to it hot-foot. +We're owin' Zittelhof on Eph Cadoza's coffin yet, an' I shouldn't wonder +an' that one evening would pay him all off <i>and</i>, same time, get you +rill well acquainted. Don't you think it's a nice <i>i</i>-dea?"</p> + +<p>As I had come to Friendship chiefly to get away from everywhere, I +thought that I had never heard such a bad plan. But inasmuch as I was +obliged to refuse outright one invitation of my visitor's, about the +other I weakly temporized and promised to let her know. And she went +away, deploring my hasty acceptance of Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, although, +"How could you tell?" she strove to excuse me. "A person coming to a +strange town so, <i>of course</i> they accept all their invitations good +faith. And then her signing her name that way might mislead you. It +gives a rill sensation of a hyphen. But still, the spelling—after all +you'd ought—"</p> + +<p>She looked at me with tardy suspicion.</p> + +<p>"Some geniuses can't spell very well, you know," I defended my +discrimination.</p> + +<p>"That's so," she admitted brightly; "I see you're literary."</p> + +<p>The next morning the other principal, Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, arrived to +keep her engagement with me. She was a little woman, suggesting wire, +which gave and sprang when she moved, and paper, which crackled when she +laughed. Her speech was all independence, confidence, self-possession; +but in her silences I have seldom seen so wistful a face as hers.</p> + +<p>In response to my question:—</p> + +<p>"Oh," Mrs. Ricker and Kitton said brightly, "everything's goin' fine. I +s'pose the town's still decidin' between us, but up to now I ain't had +but one regrets that can't come—that's Mis' Stew. She wrote it was on +account o' domestic affliction, an' I hadn't heard what, so I went right +down. 'Seems nobody had died—she ain't much of any family, anyway. But +she'd wrote her letter out of a letter book, an' the only one she could +find regrettin' an invite give domestic affliction for the reason. She +said she didn't know a letter like that hed to be true, an' I don't know +as it does, either."</p> + +<p>She stood silent for a moment, searching my face.</p> + +<p>"Look-a-here," she said; "they's somethin' I thought of. Mebbe you've +heard of it bein' done in the City somewheres. Do you s'pose folks'd be +willin' to send Emerel's an' my funeral flowers to the comin' out party +<i>instead</i>?"</p> + +<p>"Funeral...?" I doubted.</p> + +<p>"Grave flowers," she explained. "You know, they're a perfect waste so +far's the General Dead is concerned. An' land knows, the fam'ly don't +sense 'em much more. Anyway, Emerel an' I ain't got any fam'ly. An' if +folks'd be willin' to send us what flowers they would send us if we died +<i>now</i>, then they'd do us some good. We'll never want 'em more'n we do +now, dead or alive. 'Least, I won't. Emerel, she don't seem to care. But +do you think it'd be all right if I was to mention it out around?"</p> + +<p>My desire to have this happen I did my best not to confuse with a +disinterested opinion. But indeed Mrs. Ricker and Kitton was seldom in +need of an opinion, as was proved that night by the appearance of this +notice in the Friendship <i>Daily</i>:—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>All that would give flowers when dead please send same anyhow and +not expected to send same if we do die afterwards.</p> + +<p><span class="smcap">Mrs. Ricker and Kitton.</span></p></div> + +<p>All of Friendship society which intended to accept Mis' Sykes's +invitation hastened with relieved eagerness to follow with flowers its +regrets to the "comen out recep." For every one was genuinely attached +to the little laundress and interested in her welfare—up to the point +of sacrificing social interests in the eyes of the Sykeses. Friendship +gardens were rich with Autumn, cosmos and salvia and opulent asters, and +on the morning of the two parties this store of sweetness was rifled for +the débutante. By noon Mrs. Ricker and Kitton was saying in awe, "Nobody +in Friendship ever had this many flowers, dead, or alive, or rich." And +although some of us grieved that Mis' Postmaster Sykes had shown what +she named her good-will by ordering from the town a pillow of white +carnations (but with no "wording"), Mrs. Ricker and Kitton received even +this suggestive token with simple-hearted delight.</p> + +<p>"It'll look lovely on the lamp shelf," she observed. "I've often planned +how nice my parlour'd trim up for a funeral."</p> + +<p>In the preparation for the two events, the one unconcerned and +unconsulted appeared to be the débutante herself. We never said +"Emerel's party"; we all said "Mis' Ricker's party." We knew that Mrs. +Ricker and Kitton was putting painstaking care on Emerel's coming-out +dress, which was to be a surprise, but otherwise Emerel was seldom even +mentioned in connection with her début. And whenever we saw her, it was +as Friendship had seen her for two years,—walking quietly with Abe +Daniel, her betrothed.</p> + +<p>"It's doin' things kind o' backwards," Calliope Marsh said, "engaged +first an' comin' out in society afterwards. But I donno as it's any more +backwards than ridin' to the cemet'ry feet first. What's what all +depends on what you agree on for What. If it ain't your soul you mean +about," she added cryptically.</p> + +<p>The Topladys and others of us who united to uphold Emerel, and +especially to uphold Emerel's mother, could not but realize that the +majority of Friendship society had regretted to decline the début party, +and had been pleased to accept the hospitality of the Postmaster +Sykeses. I dare say that this may have been partly why, in the usual +self-indulgence of challenge, I put on my prettiest frock for the party +and prepared to set out somewhat early, hoping for the amusement of +sharing in the finishing touches. But as I was leaving my house Calliope +Marsh arrived, buttoned tightly in her best gray henrietta, her cheeks +hot with some intense excitement.</p> + +<p>"Well," she said without preface, "they've done it. Emerel Kitton's +married. She's just married Abe at the parsonage to get out o' bein' +debooed. They've gone to take the train now."</p> + +<p>No one could fail to see what this would mean to Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, +and, rather than the newly married Emerel, it was she who absorbed our +speculation.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Ricker just slimpsed," Calliope told me. "I says to her: 'Look +here, Mis' Ricker, don't you go givin' in. Your kitchen's a sight with +the good things o' your hand—think o' that,' I told her; 'think how you +mortgaged your very funeral for to-night, an' brace yourself up,' An' +she says, awful pitiful: 'I <i>can't</i>, Calliope,' she says. ''T seems like +this slips the pins right out. They ain't nothin' to deboo with now, +anyway,' she told me. 'How can I?'"</p> + +<p>"Oh, poor Mrs. Ricker!" I exclaimed.</p> + +<p>Calliope looked at me intently.</p> + +<p>"Well," she said, "that's what I run in about. You're a stranger just +fresh come here. You ain't met folks much yet. An' Mis' Sykes, she's +just crazy to get a-hold o' you an' your house for the Sodality. An' the +only thing I could think of for Mis' Ricker—well, would you stand up +with Mis' Ricker to-night an' shake all their hands? An' sort o' leave +her deboo for <i>you</i>, you might say?"</p> + +<p>I think that I loved Calliope for this even before she understood my +assent. But she added something which puzzled me.</p> + +<p>"If I was you," she observed, "I'd do somethin' else to-night, too. You +could do it—or I could do it for you. You don't expect to let Mis' +Sykes hev the Sodality here, do you?"</p> + +<p>"I might have had it here," I said impulsively, "if she had not done +this to poor little Mrs. Ricker."</p> + +<p>"Would—would you give me the lief to say that?" Calliope asked +demurely.</p> + +<p>I had no objection in the world to any one knowing my opinion of Mis' +Postmaster Sykes's proceeding,—"one of her preposterousnesses," +Calliope called it,—and I said so, and set off for Mrs. Ricker's, while +Calliope herself flew somewhere else on some last mission. And, "Mis' +Sykes'd ought to be showed," she called to me over-shoulder. "That +woman's got a sinful pride. She'd wear fur in August to prove she could +afford to hev moths!"</p> + +<p>The Ricker parlour was a garden which sloped gently, as a garden should, +for the house was old and the parlour floor sagged toward the entrance +so that the front of the organ was propped on wooden blocks. The room +was bedizened with flowers, in dishes, tins, and gallon jars, so that it +seemed some way an alien thing, like a prune horse. On the lamp shelf +was the huge white carnation pillow, across which the hostess had +inscribed "welcom," in stems.</p> + +<p>Within ten minutes of the appointed hour all those who had been pleased +to accept were in the rooms, and Mrs. Ricker and Kitton and I, standing +among the funeral flowers, received the guests while Calliope, hovering +at the door, gave the key with: "Ain't you heard? Emerel's a bride +instead of a debbytant. Ain't it a rill joke? Married to-night an' we're +here to celebrate. Throw off your things." Then she hopelessly involved +them in a presentation to me, and between us we contrived to elide Mrs. +Ricker and Kitton from all save her perfunctory office, until her voice +and lips ceased their trembling. Poor little hostess, in her starched +lawn which had seemed to her adequate for her unpretentious rôle of +mother! All her humour and independence and self-possession had left +her, and in their stead, on what was to have been her great night, had +settled only the immemorial wistfulness.</p> + +<p>Although I did not then foresee it, the guests that evening were +destined to point me to many meanings, like sketches in the note-book of +a patient Pen. I am fond of remembering them as I saw them first: the +Topladys, that great Mis' Amanda, ponderous, majestic, and suggesting +black grosgrain, her beaming way of whole-hearted approval not quite +masking the critical, house-wife glances which she continually cast; and +little Timothy, her husband, who, in company, went quite out of his head +and could think of nothing to say save "Blisterin' Benson, what I think +is this: ain't everything movin' off nice?" Dear Doctor June, pastor +emeritus of Friendship, since he was so identified with all the village +interests that not many could tell from what church he had retired. (At +each of the three Friendship churches he rented a pew, and contributed +impartially to their beneficences; and, "seems to me the Lord would of," +he sometimes apologized for this.) Photographer Jimmy Sturgis, who stood +about with one eye shut, and who drove the 'bus, took charge of the +mail-bags, conducted a photograph gallery, and painted portraits. ("The +Dead From Photos a specialty," was tacked on the risers of the stairs +leading to his studio.) And Mis' Photographer Sturgis, who was an +invalid and "very, very seldom got out." (Not, I was to learn, an +invalid because of ill health, but by nature. She was an invalid as +other people are blond or brunette, and no more to be said about it.) +Miss Liddy Ember, the village seamstress, and her beautiful sister +Ellen, who was "not quite right," and whom Miss Liddy took about and +treated like a child until the times when Ellen "come herself again," +and then she quite overshadowed in personality little busy Miss Liddy. +Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, and Eppleby Holcomb, and the "Other" +Holcombs; Mis' Doctor Helman, the Gekerjecks, who "kept the drug store," +and scented the world with musk and essences. ("Musk on one handkerchief +and some kind o' flower scent on your other one," Mis' Gekerjeck was +wont to say, "then you can suit everybody, say who who will.")—These +and the others Mrs. Ricker and Kitton and I received, standing before +the white carnation pillow. And I, who had come to Friendship to get +away from everywhere, found myself the one to whom they did honour, as +they were to have honoured Emerel.</p> + +<p>When the hour for supper came, Mrs. Ricker and Kitton excused herself +because she must "see to gettin' it on to the plates," and Mis' Toplady, +Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, Calliope, and I "handed." We had all +lent silver and dishes—indeed, save at Mis' Sykes's (and of course at +the Proudfits' of Proudfit estate), there is rarely a Friendship party +at which the pantries of the guests are not represented, an arrangement +seeming almost to hold in anticipation certain social and political +ideals. (If the telephone yields us an invitation from those whom we +know best, we always answer: "Thank you. I will. What do you want me to +send over?" Is there such a matter-of-course federation on any +boulevard?) And after the guests had been served and the talk had been +resumed, we four who had "handed" sat down, with Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, +at meat, at a corner of the kitchen table.</p> + +<p>"Everything tastes like so much chips to me when I hev company, anyhow," +the hostess said sadly, "but to-night it's got the regular salt-pork +taste. When I'm nervous or got delegates or comin' down with anything, I +always taste salt pork."</p> + +<p>"Well, everything's all of a whirl to me," Calliope confessed, "an' I +should think your brains, Mis' Ricker, 'd be fair rarin' 'round in your +head."</p> + +<p>"Who didn't eat what?" Mrs. Ricker and Kitton asked listlessly. "I meant +to keep track when the plates come out, but I didn't. Did they all take +a-hold rill good?"</p> + +<p>"They wa'n't any mincin' 't <i>I</i> see," Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss +assured her. "Everything you had was lovely, an' everybody made 'way +with all they got."</p> + +<p>We might have kept indefinitely on at these fascinating comparisons, but +some unaccountable stir and bustle and rise of talk in the other rooms +persuaded our attention. ("Can they be goin' <i>home</i>?" cried that great +Mis' Amanda Toplady. "If they are, I'll go bail Timothy Toplady started +it." And, "I bet they've broke the finger bowl," Mrs. Ricker and Kitton +prophesied darkly.) And then we all went in to see what had happened, +but it was what none of us could possibly have forecast: Crowding in the +parlour, overflowing into the sitting room, still entering from the +porch, were Postmaster and Mis' Postmaster Sykes and <i>all</i> their guests.</p> + +<p>It was quite as if Wishes had gathered head and spirited them there. I +remember the white little face of Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, luminously +gratified to the point of triumph; and Mis' Sykes's brisk and cordial +"No reason why we shouldn't go to two receptions in an evening, like +they do in the City, Mis' Ricker, is they?" And the aplomb of the +hostess's self-respecting, corrective "<i>An'</i> Kitton. 'Count of Al bein' +so thoughtful in death." And then to my amazement Mis' Postmaster Sykes +turned to me and held out both hands.</p> + +<p>"I <i>am</i> so <i>glad</i>," she said, almost in the rhythm of certain exhausts, +"that you've decided to hev Sodality at your house. You must just let me +take a-hold of it for you and <i>run</i> it. And I'm going to propose your +name the very next meeting we hev, can't I?"</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>I walked home with Calliope when we had left Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, +tired but triumphant. ("Land," the hostess said, "now it's turned out so +nice, I donno but I'm rill pleased Emerel's married. I'd hate to think +o' borrowin' all them things over again for a weddin'.") And in the dark +street Calliope said to me:—</p> + +<p>"You see what I done, I guess. I told you Mis' Sykes was reg'lar +up-in-arms about usin' your house—though I think the rill reason is she +wants to get upstairs in it. You know how some are. So I marched myself +up there before the party, an' I told her you wasn't goin' to hev +Sodality sole because you thought she'd been so mean to Mis' Ricker. An' +I give her to understand sharp off 't she'd better do what she did do if +she wanted you in the Sodality at all. 'An',' s'I, 'I donno what she'll +think o' you anyway, not knowin' enough to go to two companies in one +evenin', like the City, even if one is your own.' She see reason. You +know, Mis' Sykes an' I are kind o' connections, but you can make even +your relations see sense if you go at 'em right. I donno," Calliope +ended doubtfully, "but I done wrong. An' yet I feel good friends with my +backbone too, like I'd done right!"</p> + +<p>And it was so that having come to Friendship Village to get away from +everywhere, I yet found myself abruptly launched in its society, +committed to its Sodality, and, best of all, friends with Calliope +Marsh.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="III" id="III"></a>III</h2> + +<h3>NOBODY SICK, NOBODY POOR</h3> + + +<p>Two days before Thanksgiving the air was already filled with white +turkey feathers, and I stood at a window and watched until the +loneliness of my still house seemed like something pointing a mocking +finger at me. When I could bear it no longer I went out in the snow, and +through the soft drifts I fought my way up the Plank Road toward the +village.</p> + +<p>I had almost passed the little bundled figure before I recognized +Calliope. She was walking in the middle of the road, as in Friendship we +all walk in winter; and neither of us had umbrellas. I think that I +distrust people who put up umbrellas on a country road in a fall of +friendly flakes.</p> + +<p>Instead of inquiring perfunctorily how I did, she greeted me with a +fragment of what she had been thinking—which is always as if one were +to open a door of his mind to you instead of signing you greeting from a +closed window.</p> + +<p>"I just been tellin' myself," she looked up to say without preface, +"that if I could see one more good old-fashion' Thanksgivin', life'd +sort o' smooth out. An' land knows, it needs some smoothin' out for me."</p> + +<p>With this I remember that it was as if my own loneliness spoke for me. +At my reply Calliope looked at me quickly—as if I, too, had opened a +door.</p> + +<p>"Sometimes Thanksgivin' <i>is</i> some like seein' the sun shine when you're +feelin' rill rainy yourself," she said thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>She held out her blue-mittened hand and let the flakes fall on it in +stars and coronets.</p> + +<p>"I wonder," she asked evenly, "if you'd help me get up a Thanksgivin' +dinner for a few poor sick folks here in Friendship?"</p> + +<p>In order to keep my self-respect, I recall that I was as ungracious as +possible. I think I said that the day meant so little to me that I was +willing to do anything to avoid spending it alone. A statement which +seems to me now not to bristle with logic.</p> + +<p>"That's nice of you," Calliope replied genially. Then she hesitated, +looking down Daphne Street, which the Plank Road had become, toward +certain white houses. There were the homes of Mis' Mayor Uppers, Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, and the Liberty sisters,—all substantial +dignified houses, typical of the simple prosperity of the countryside.</p> + +<p>"The only trouble," she added simply, "is that in Friendship I don't +know of a soul rill sick, nor a soul what you might call poor."</p> + +<p>At this I laughed, unwillingly enough. Dear Calliope! Here indeed was a +drawback to her project.</p> + +<p>"Honestly," she said reflectively, "Friendship can't seem to do anything +like any other town. When the new minister come here, he give out he was +goin' to do settlement work. An' his second week in the place he come to +me with a reg'lar hang-dog look. 'What kind of a town is this?' he says +to me, disgusted. 'They ain't nobody sick in it an' they ain't nobody +poor!' I guess he could 'a' got along without the poor—most of us can. +But we mostly like to hev a few sick to carry the flowers off our house +plants to, an' now an' then a tumbler o' jell. An' yet I've known weeks +at a time when they wasn't a soul rill flat down sick in Friendship. +It's so now. An' that's hard, when you're young an' enthusiastic, like +the minister."</p> + +<p>"But where are you going to find your guests then, Calliope?" I asked +curiously.</p> + +<p>"Well," she said brightly, "I was just plannin' as you come up with me. +An' I says to myself: 'God give me to live in a little bit of a place +where we've all got enough to get along on, an' Thanksgivin' finds us +all in health. It looks like He'd afflicted us by lettin' us hev nobody +to do for.' An' then it come to me that if we was to get up the +dinner,—with all the misery an' hunger they is in the world,—God in +His goodness would let some of it come our way to be fed. 'In the +wilderness a cedar,' you know—as Liddy Ember an' I was always tellin' +each other when we kep' shop together. An' so to-day I said to myself +I'd go to work an' get up the dinner an' trust there'd be eaters for +it."</p> + +<p>"Why, Calliope," I said, "Calliope!"</p> + +<p>"I ain't got much to do with, myself," she added apologetically; +"the most I've got in my sullar, I guess, is a gallon jar o' +watermelon pickles. I could give that. You don't think it sounds +irreverent—connectin' God with a big dinner, so?" she asked anxiously.</p> + +<p>And, at my reply:—</p> + +<p>"Well, then," she said briskly, "let's step in an' see a few folks that +might be able to tell us of somebody to do for. Let's ask Mis' Mayor +Uppers an' Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, an' the Liberty girls."</p> + +<p>Because I was lonely and idle, and because I dreaded inexpressibly going +back to my still house, I went with her. Her ways were a kind of +entertainment, and I remember that I believed my leisure to be infinite.</p> + +<p>We turned first toward the big shuttered house of Mis' Mayor Uppers, to +whom, although her husband had been a year ago removed from office, +discredited, and had not since been seen in Friendship, we yet gave her +old proud title, as if she had been Former Lady Mayoress. For the +present mayor, Authority Hubblethwaite, was, as Calliope said, +"unconnect'."</p> + +<p>I watched Mis' Uppers in some curiosity while Calliope explained that +she was planning a dinner for the poor and sick,—"the lame and the sick +that's comfortable enough off to eat,"—and could she suggest some poor +and sick to ask? Mis' Uppers was like a vinegar cruet of mine, slim and +tall, with a little grotesquely puckered face for a stopper, as if the +whole known world were sour.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure," she said humbly, "it's a nice i-dea. But I declare, I'm put +to it to suggest. We ain't got nobody sick nor nobody poor in +Friendship, you know."</p> + +<p>"Don't you know of anybody kind o' hard up? Or somebody that, if they +ain't down sick, feels sort o' spindlin'?" Calliope asked anxiously.</p> + +<p>Mis' Uppers thought, rocking a little and running a pin in and out of a +fold of her skirt.</p> + +<p>"No," she said at length, "I don't know a soul. I think the church'd +give a good deal if a real poor family'd come here to do for. Since the +Cadozas went, we ain't known which way to look for poor. Mis' Ricker +gettin' her fortune so puts her beyond the wolf. An' Peleg Bemus, you +can't <i>get</i> him to take anything. No, I don't know of anybody real +decently poor."</p> + +<p>"An' nobody sick?" Calliope pressed her wistfully.</p> + +<p>"Well, there's Mis' Crawford," admitted Mis' Uppers; "she had a spell o' +lumbago two weeks ago, but I see her pass the house to-day. Mis' Brady +was laid up with toothache, too, but the <i>Daily</i> last night said she'd +had it out. An' Mis' Doctor Helman did have one o' her stomach attacks +this week, an' Elzabella got out her dyin' dishes an' her dyin' linen +from the still-room—you know how Mis' Doctor always brings out her nice +things when she's sick, so't if she should die an' the neighbours come +in, it'd all be shipshape. But she got better this time an' helped put +'em back. I declare it's hard to get up anything in the charity line +here."</p> + +<p>Calliope sat smiling a little, and I knew that it was because of her +secret certainty that "some o' the hunger" would come her way, to be +fed.</p> + +<p>"I can't help thinkin'," she said quietly, "that we'll find somebody. +An' I tell you what: if we do, can I count on you to help some?"</p> + +<p>Mis' Mayor Uppers flushed with quick pleasure.</p> + +<p>"Me, Calliope?" she said. And I remembered that they had told me how the +Friendship Married Ladies' Cemetery Improvement Sodality had been unable +to tempt Mis' Uppers to a single meeting since the mayor ran away. "Oh, +but I couldn't though," she said wistfully.</p> + +<p>"No need to go to the table if you don't want," Calliope told her. "Just +bake up somethin' for us an' bring it over. Make a couple o' your cherry +pies—did you get hold of any cherries to put up this year? Well, a +couple o' your cherry pies an' a batch o' your nice drop sponge cakes," +she directed. "Could you?"</p> + +<p>Mis' Mayor Uppers looked up with a kind of light in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Why, yes," she said, "I could, I guess. I'll bake 'em Thanksgivin' +mornin'. I—I was wonderin' how I'd put in the day."</p> + +<p>When we stepped out in the snow again, Calliope's face was shining. +Sometimes now, when my faith is weak in any good thing, I remember her +look that November morning. But all that I thought then was how I was +being entertained that lonely day.</p> + +<p>The dear Liberty sisters were next, Lucy and Viny and Libbie Liberty. We +went to the side door,—there were houses in Friendship whose front +doors we tacitly understood that we were never expected to use,—and we +found the sisters down cellar, with shawls over their heads, feeding +their hens through the cellar window, opening on the glassed-in coop +under the porch.</p> + +<p>In Friendship it is a point of etiquette for a morning caller never to +interrupt the employment of a hostess. So we obeyed the summons of the +Liberty sisters to "come right down"; and we sat on a firkin and an +inverted tub while Calliope told her plan and the hens fought for +delectable morsels.</p> + +<p>"My grief!" said Libbie Liberty, tartly, "where you goin' to <i>get</i> your +sick an' poor?"</p> + +<p>Mis' Viny, balancing on the window ledge to reach for eggs, looked back +at us.</p> + +<p>"Friendship's so comfortable that way," she said, "I don't see how you +can get up much of anything."</p> + +<p>And little Miss Lucy, kneeling on the floor of the cellar to measure +more feed, said without looking up:—</p> + +<p>"You know, since mother died we ain't never done anything for holidays. +No—we can't seem to want to think about Thanksgiving or Christmas or +like that."</p> + +<p>They all turned their grave lined faces toward us.</p> + +<p>"We want to let the holidays just slip by without noticin'," Miss Viny +told us. "Seems like it hurts less that way."</p> + +<p>Libbie Liberty smiled wanly.</p> + +<p>"Don't you know," she said, "when you hold your hand still in hot water, +you don't feel how hot the water really is? But when you move around in +it some, it begins to burn you. Well, when we let Thanksgiving an' +Christmas alone, it ain't so bad. But when we start to move around in +'em—"</p> + +<p>Her voice faltered and stopped.</p> + +<p>"We miss mother terrible," Miss Lucy said simply.</p> + +<p>Calliope put her blue mitten to her mouth, but her eyes she might not +hide, and they were soft with sympathy.</p> + +<p>"I know—I know," she said. "I remember the first Christmas after my +mother died—I ached like the toothache all over me, an' I couldn't bear +to open my presents. Nor the next year I couldn't either—I couldn't +open my presents with any heart. But—" Calliope hesitated, "that second +year," she said, "I found somethin' I could do. I saw I could fix up +little things for other folks an' take some comfort in it. Like mother +would of."</p> + +<p>She was silent for a moment, looking thoughtfully at the three lonely +figures in the dark cellar of their house.</p> + +<p>"Your mother," she said abruptly, "stuffed the turkey for a year ago the +last harvest home."</p> + +<p>"Yes," they said.</p> + +<p>"Look here," said Calliope; "if I can get some poor folks together,—or +even <i>one</i> poor folk, or hungry,—will you three come over to my house +an' stuff the turkey? The way—I can't help thinkin' the way your mother +would of, if she'd been here. An' then," Calliope went on briskly, +"could you bring some fresh eggs an' make a pan o' custard over to my +house? An' mebbe one o' you'd stir up a sunshine cake. You must know how +to make your mother's sunshine cake?"</p> + +<p>There was another silence in the cellar when Calliope had done, and for +a minute I wondered if, after all, she had not failed, and if the +bleeding of the three hearts might be so stanched. It was not +self-reliant Libbie Liberty who spoke first; it was gentle Miss Lucy.</p> + +<p>"I guess," she said, "I could, if we all do it. I know mother would of."</p> + +<p>"Yes," Miss Viny nodded, "mother would of."</p> + +<p>Libbie Liberty stood for a moment with compressed lips.</p> + +<p>"It seems like not payin' respect to mother," she began; and then shook +her head. "It ain't that," she said; "it's only missin' her when we +begin to step around the kitchen, bakin' up for a holiday."</p> + +<p>"I know—I know," Calliope said again. "That's why I said for you to +come over in my kitchen. You come over there an' stir up the sunshine +cake, too, an' bake it in my oven, so's we can hev it et hot. Will you +do that?"</p> + +<p>And after a little time they consented. If Calliope found any sick or +poor, they would do that.</p> + +<p>"We ain't gettin' many i-dees for guests," Calliope said, as we reached +the street, "but we're gettin' helpers, anyway. An' some dinner, too."</p> + +<p>Then we went to the house of Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss—called +so, of course, to distinguish her from the "Other" Holcombs.</p> + +<p>"Don't you be shocked at her," Calliope warned me, as we closed Mis' +Holcomb's gate behind us; "she's dreadful diff'r'nt an' bitter since +Abigail was married last month. She's got hold o' some kind of a Persian +book, in a decorated cover, from the City; an' now she says your soul is +like when you look in a lookin'-glass—that there ain't really nothin' +there. An' that the world's some wind an' the rest water, an' they ain't +no God only your own breath—oh, poor Mis' Holcomb!" said Calliope. "I +guess she ain't rill balanced. But we ought to go to see her. We always +consult Mis' Holcomb about everything."</p> + +<p>Poor Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss! I can see her now in her +comfortable dining room, where she sat cleaning her old silver, her +thin, veined hands as fragile as her grandmother's spoons.</p> + +<p>"Of course, you don't know," she said, when Calliope had unfolded her +plans, "how useless it all seems to me. What's the use—I keep sayin' to +myself now'-days; what's the use? You put so much pains on somethin', +an' then it goes off an' leaves you. Mebbe it dies, an' everything's all +wasted. There ain't anything to tie to. It's like lookin' in a glass all +the while. It's seemin', it ain't bein'. We ain't certain o' nothin' but +our breath, an' when that goes, what hev you got? What's the use o' +plannin' Thanksgivin' for anybody?"</p> + +<p>"Well, if you're hungry, it's kind o' nice to get fed up," said +Calliope, crisply. "Don't you know a soul that's hungry, Mame Bliss?"</p> + +<p>She shook her head.</p> + +<p>"No," she said, "I don't. Nor nobody sick in body."</p> + +<p>"Nobody sick in body," Calliope repeated absently.</p> + +<p>"Soul-sick an' soul-hungry you can't feed up," Mis' Holcomb added.</p> + +<p>"I donno," said Calliope, thoughtfully, "I donno but you can."</p> + +<p>"No," Mis' Holcomb went on; "your soul's like yourself in the glass: +they ain't anything there."</p> + +<p>"I donno," Calliope said again; "some mornin's when I wake up with the +sun shinin' in, I can feel my soul in me just as plain as plain."</p> + +<p>Mis' Holcomb sighed.</p> + +<p>"Life looks dreadful footless to me," she said.</p> + +<p>"Well," said Calliope, "sometimes life <i>is</i> some like hearin' +firecrackers go off when you don't feel up to shootin' 'em yourself. +When I'm like that, I always think if I'd go out an' buy a bunch or two, +an' get somebody to give me a match, I could see more sense to things. +Look here, Mame Bliss; if I get hold o' any folks to give the dinner +for, will you help me some?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," Mis' Holcomb assented half-heartedly, "I'll help you. I ain't +nobody much in family, now Abigail's done what she has. They's only +Eppleby, an' he won't be home Thanksg'vin this year. So I ain't nothin' +else to do."</p> + +<p>"That's the <i>i</i>-dee," said Calliope, heartily; "if everything's foolish, +it's just as foolish doin' nothin' as doin' somethin'. Will you bring +over a kettleful o' boiled potatoes to my house Thanksgivin' noon? An' +mash 'em an' whip 'em in my kitchen? I'll hev the milk to put in. +You—you don't cook as much as some, do you, Mame?"</p> + +<p>Did Calliope ask her that purposely? I am almost sure that she did. Mis' +Holcomb's neck stiffened a little.</p> + +<p>"I guess I can cook a thing or two beside mash' potatoes," she said, and +thought for a minute. "How'd you like a pan o' 'scalloped oysters an' +some baked macaroni with plenty o' cheese?" she demanded.</p> + +<p>"Sounds like it'd go down awful easy," admitted Calliope, smiling. "It's +just what we need to carry the dinner off full sail," she added +earnestly.</p> + +<p>"Well, I ain't nothin' else to do an' I'll make 'em," Mis' Holcomb +promised. "Only it beats me who you can find to do for. If you don't get +anybody, let me know before I order the oysters."</p> + +<p>Calliope stood up, her little wrinkled face aglow; and I wondered at her +confidence.</p> + +<p>"You just go ahead an' order your oysters," she said. "That dinner's +goin' to come off Thanksgivin' noon at twelve o'clock. An' you be there +to help feed the hungry, Mame."</p> + +<p>When we were on the street again, Calliope looked at me with her way of +shy eagerness.</p> + +<p>"Could you hev the dinner up to your house," she asked me, "if I do +every bit o' the work?"</p> + +<p>"Why, Calliope," I said, amazed at her persistence, "have it there, of +course. But you haven't any guests yet."</p> + +<p>She nodded at me through the falling flakes.</p> + +<p>"You say you ain't got much to be thankful for," she said, "so I thought +mebbe you'd put in the time that way. Don't you worry about folks to eat +the dinner. I'll tell Mis' Holcomb an' the others to come to your +house—an I'll get the food an' the folks. Don't you worry! An' I'll +bring my watermelon pickles an' a bowl o' cream for Mis' Holcomb's +potatoes, an' I'll furnish the turkey—a big one. The rest of us'll get +the dinner in your kitchen Thanksgivin' mornin'. My!" she said, "seems +though life's smoothin' out fer me a'ready. Good-by—it's 'most noon."</p> + +<p>She hurried up Daphne Street in the snow, and I turned toward my lonely +house. But I remember that I was planning how I would make my table +pretty, and how I would add a delicacy or two from the City for this +strange holiday feast. And I found myself hurrying to look over certain +long-disused linen and silver, and to see whether my Cloth-o'-Gold rose +might be counted on to bloom by Thursday noon.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="IV" id="IV"></a>IV</h2> + +<h3>COVERS FOR SEVEN</h3> + + +<p>"We'll set the table for seven folks," said Calliope, at my house on +Thanksgiving morning.</p> + +<p>"Seven!" I echoed. "But where in the world did you ever find seven, +Calliope?"</p> + +<p>"I found 'em," she answered. "I knew I could find hungry folks to do for +if I tried, an' I found 'em. You'll see. I sha'n't say another word. +They'll be here by twelve, sharp. Did the turkey come?"</p> + +<p>Yes, the turkey had come, and almost as she spoke the dear Liberty +sisters arrived to dress and stuff it, and to make ready the pan of +custard, and to "stir up" the sunshine cake. I could guess how the +pleasant bustle in my kitchen would hurt them by its holiday air, and I +carried them off to see my Cloth-o'-Gold rose which had opened in the +night, to the very crimson heart of it. And I told them of the seven +guests whom, after all, Calliope had actually contrived to marshal to +her dinner. And in the midst of our almost gay speculation on this, they +went at their share of the task.</p> + +<p>The three moved about their offices gravely at first, Libbie Liberty +keeping her back to us as she worked, Miss Viny scrupulously intent on +the delicate clatter of the egg-beater, Miss Lucy with eyes downcast on +the sage she rolled. I noted how Calliope made little excuses to pass +near each of them, with now a touch of the hand and now a pat on a +shoulder, and all the while she talked briskly of ways and means and +recipes, and should there be onions in the dressing or should there not +be? We took a vote on this and were about to chop the onions in when +Mis' Holcomb's little maid arrived at my kitchen door with a bowl of +oysters which Mis' Holcomb had had left from the 'scallop, an' wouldn't +we like 'em in the stuffin'? Roast turkey stuffed with oysters! I saw +Libbie Liberty's eyes brighten so delightedly that I brought out a jar +of seedless raisins and another of preserved cherries to add to the +custard, and then a bag of sweet almonds to be blanched and split for +the cake o' sunshine. Surely, one of us said, the seven guests could be +preparing for their Thanksgiving dinner with no more zest than we were +putting into that dinner for their sakes.</p> + +<p>"Seven guests!" we said over and again. "Calliope, how did you do it? +When everybody says there's nobody in Friendship that's either sick or +poor?"</p> + +<p>"Nobody sick, nobody poor!" Calliope exclaimed, piling a dish with +watermelon pickles. "Land, you might think that was the town motto. +Well, the town don't know everything. Don't you ask me so many +questions."</p> + +<p>Before eleven o'clock Mis' Mayor Uppers tapped at my back door, with two +deep-dish cherry pies in a basket, and a row of her delicate, feathery +sponge cakes and a jar of pineapple and pie-plant preserves "to chink +in." She drew a deep breath and stood looking about the kitchen.</p> + +<p>"Throw off your things an' help, Mis' Uppers," Calliope admonished her, +one hand on the cellar door. "I'm just goin' down for some sweet +potatoes Mis' Holcomb sent over this morning, an' you might get 'em +ready, if you will. We ain't goin' to let you off now, spite of what +you've done for us."</p> + +<p>So Mis' Mayor Uppers hung up her shawl and washed the sweet potatoes. +And my kitchen was fragrant with spices and flavourings and an odorous +oven, and there was no end of savoury business to be at. I found myself +glad of the interest of these others in the day and glad of the stirring +in my lonely house. Even if their bustle could not lessen my own +loneliness, it was pleasant, I said to myself, to see them quicken with +interest; and the whole affair entertained my infinite leisure. After +all, I was not required to be thankful. I merely loaned my house, cosey +in its glittering drifts of turkey feathers, and the day was no more and +no less to me than before, though I own that I did feel more than an +amused interest in Calliope's guests. Whom, in Friendship, had she found +"to do for," I detected myself speculating with real interest as in the +dining room, with one and another to help me, I made ready my table. My +prettiest dishes and silver, the Cloth-o'-Gold rose, and my +yellow-shaded candles made little auxiliary welcomes. Whoever Calliope's +guests were, we would do them honour and give them the best we had. And +in the midst of all came from the City the box with my gift of hothouse +fruit and a rosebud for every plate.</p> + +<p>"Calliope!" I cried, as I went back to the kitchen, "Calliope, it's +nearly twelve now. Tell us who the guests are, or we won't finish +dinner!"</p> + +<p>Calliope laughed and shook her head and opened the door for Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, who entered, followed by her little maid, +both laden with good things.</p> + +<p>"I prepared for seven," Mis' Holcomb said. "That was the word you sent +me—but where you got your seven sick an' poor in Friendship beats me. +I'll stay an' help for a while—but to me it all seems like so much +monkey work."</p> + +<p>We worked with a will that last half-hour, and the spirit of the kitchen +came upon them all. I watched them, amused and pleased at Mis' Mayor +Uppers's flushed anxiety over the sweet potatoes, at Libbie Liberty +furiously basting the turkey, and at Miss Lucy exclaiming with delight +as she unwrapped the rosebuds from their moss. But I think that Mis' +Holcomb pleased me most, for with the utensils of housewifery in her +hands she seemed utterly to have forgotten that there is no use in +anything at all. This was not wonderful in the presence of such a +feathery cream of mashed potatoes and such aromatic coffee as she made. +<i>There</i> was something to tie to. Those were real, at any rate, and +beyond all seeming.</p> + +<p>Just before twelve Calliope caught off her apron and pulled down her +sleeves.</p> + +<p>"Now," she said, "I'm going to welcome the guests. I can—can't I?" she +begged me. "Everything's all ready but putting on. I won't need to come +out here again; when I ring the bell on the sideboard, dish it up an' +bring it in, all together—turkey ahead an' vegetables followin'. Mis' +Holcomb, you help 'em, won't you? An' then you can leave if you want. +Talk about an old-fashion' Thanksgivin'. My!"</p> + +<p>"Who <i>has</i> she got?" Libbie Liberty burst out, basting the turkey. "I +declare, I'm nervous as a witch, I'm so curious!"</p> + +<p>And then the clock struck twelve, and a minute after we heard Calliope +tinkle a silvery summons on the call-bell.</p> + +<p>I remember that it was Mis' Holcomb herself—to whom nothing +mattered—who rather lost her head as we served our feast, and who was +about putting in dishes both her oysters and her macaroni instead of +carrying in the fair, brown, smoking bake pans. But at last we were +ready—Mis' Holcomb at our head with the turkey, the others following +with both hands filled, and I with the coffee-pot. As they gave the +signal to start, something—it may have been the mystery before us, or +the good things about us, or the mere look of the Thanksgiving snow on +the window-sills—seemed to catch at the hearts of them all, and they +laughed a little, almost joyously, those five for whom joy had seemed +done, and I found myself laughing too.</p> + +<p>So we six filed into the dining room to serve whomever Calliope had +found "to do for." I wonder that I had not guessed before. There stood +Calliope at the foot of the table, with its lighted candles and its +Cloth-o'-Gold rose, and the other six chairs were quite vacant.</p> + +<p>"Sit down!" Calliope cried to us, with tears and laughter in her voice. +"Sit down, all six of you. Don't you see? Didn't you know? Ain't we +soul-sick an' soul-hungry, all of us? An' I tell you, this is goin' to +do our souls good—an' our stomachs too!"</p> + +<p>Nobody dropped anything, even in the flood of our amazement. We managed +to get our savoury burden on the table, and some way we found ourselves +in the chairs—I at the head of my table where Calliope led me. And we +all talked at once, exclaiming and questioning, with sudden thanksgiving +in our hearts that in the world such things may be.</p> + +<p>"I was hungry an' sick," Calliope was telling, "for an old-fashion' +Thanksgivin'—or anything that'd smooth life out some. But I says to +myself, 'It looks like God had afflicted us by not givin' us anybody to +do for.' An' then I started out to find some poor an' some sick—an' +each one o' you knows what I found. An' I ask' myself before I got home +that day, 'Why not them an' me?' There's lots o' kinds o' things to do +on Thanksgivin' Day. Are you ever goin' to forgive me?"</p> + +<p>I think that we all answered at once. But what we all meant was what +Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss said, as she sat flushed and smiling +behind the coffee-cups:—</p> + +<p>"I declare, I feel something like I ain't felt since I don't know when!"</p> + +<p>And Calliope nodded at her.</p> + +<p>"I guess that's your soul, Mame Bliss," she said. "You can always feel +it if you go to work an' act as if you got one. I'll take my coffee +clear."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="V" id="V"></a>V</h2> + +<h3>THE SHADOW OF GOOD THINGS TO COME</h3> + + +<p>The Friendship accommodation reaches the village from the City at six +o'clock at night, and we call the train the Dick Dasher, because Dick +Dasher is its engineer. We "come out on the Dick Dasher" and we "go in +on the Through"; but the Through is a kind of institution, like +marriage, while the Dick Dasher is a thing more intimate, like one's +wedding. It was one winter night on the latter that I hardly heeded what +I overheard.</p> + +<p>"The Lord will provide, Delia," Doctor June was saying.</p> + +<p>"I ain't sure," came a piping answer, "as they is any Lord. An' don't +you tell anybody 'bout seein' me on this train. I'm goin' on +through—west."</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Thy footfall is a silver thing,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">West——west!"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>I said over to the beat of the wheels, but the words that I said over +were more insistent than the words that I heard. I was watching the eyes +of a motor-car carrying threads of streaming light, moving near the +track, swifter than the train. It belonged, as I divined, to the +Proudfits of Friendship, and it was carrying Madame Proudfit and her +daughter Clementina, after a day of shopping and visiting in the town. +And when I saw them returning home in this airy fashion,—as if they +were the soul and I in the stuffy Dick Dasher were the body,—I renewed +a certain distaste for them, since in their lives these Proudfits seemed +goblin-like, with no interest in any save their own picturesque +flittings. But while I shrugged at myself for judging them and held +firmly to my own opinion, as one will do, I was conscious all the time +of the gray minister in the aisle of the rocking coach, holding clasped +in both hands his big carpet-bag without handles. Over it I saw him +looking down in grieved consternation at the little woman huddled in the +rush seat.</p> + +<p>"No Lord!" he said, "no Lord! Why, Delia More! You might as well say +there ain't no life in your own bones."</p> + +<p>"So they isn't," she answered him grimly. "They keep on a-goin' just to +spite me."</p> + +<p>"Delia More—<i>De</i>-lia More," the wheels beat out, and it was as if I had +heard the name often. Already I had noticed the woman. She had a kind of +youth, like that of Calliope, who had journeyed in town on the Through +that morning and who had somewhat mysteriously asked me not to say that +she had gone away. But Calliope's persistent youthfulness gives her a +claim upon one, while on this woman whom Doctor June perplexedly +regarded, her stifled youth imposed a forlorn aloofness, made the more +pathetic by her prettiness.</p> + +<p>No one but the doctor himself was preparing to leave the train at +Friendship. He balanced in the aisle alone, while the few occupants of +the car sat without speaking—men dozing, children padding on the panes, +a woman twisting her thin hair tight and high. Doctor June looked at +those nearest to be sure of their tired self-absorption, but as for me, +who sat very near, I think he had long ago decided that I kept my own +thoughts and no others, since sometimes I had forgotten to give him back +a greeting. So it was in a fancied security which I was loath to be +violating, that he opened his great carpet-bag and took out a book to +lay on the girl's knee.</p> + +<p>"Open it," he commanded her.</p> + +<p>I saw the contour of her face tightened by her swiftly set lips as she +complied.</p> + +<p>"Point your finger," he went on peremptorily. She must have obeyed, for +in a kind of unwilling eagerness she bent over the page, and the doctor +stooped, and together in the blurring light of the kerosene lamp in the +roof of the coach they made out something.</p> + +<p>"... the law having a shadow of good things to come, and not the very +image of the things ..." I unwillingly caught, and yet not wholly +unwillingly either. And though I watched, as if much depended upon it, +the great motor-car of the Proudfits vanishing before us into the dark, +I could not forbear to glance at the doctor, who was nodding, his kind +face quickening. But the girl lifted her eyes and laughed with +deliberate scepticism.</p> + +<p>"I don't take any stock," she said, and within me it was as if something +answered to her bitterness.</p> + +<p>"No—no. Mebbe not," Doctor June commented with perfect cheerfulness. +"Some folks take fresh air, and some folks like to stay shut up tight. +But—'the shadow of good things to come.' I'd take that much stock if I +was you, Delia."</p> + +<p>As he laid the book back in his bag, the train was jolting across the +switches beside the gas house, and the lights of Friendship were all +about the track.</p> + +<p>"Why don't you get off?" he reiterated, in his tone a descending scale +of simple hospitality. "Come to our house and stop a spell. Come for +tea," he added; "I happen to know we're goin' to hev hot griddle-cakes +an' sausage gravy."</p> + +<p>She shook her head sharply and in silence.</p> + +<p>Doctor June stood for a moment meditatively looking down at her.</p> + +<p>"There's a friend of yours at our house to-day, for all day," he +observed.</p> + +<p>"I ain't any friends," replied the girl, obstinately, "without you mean +<i>use'</i> to be. An' I don't know if I had then, either."</p> + +<p>"Yes. Yes, you have, Delia," said Doctor June, kindly. "He was asking +about you last time he was here—kind of indirect."</p> + +<p>"<i>Who?</i>" she demanded, but it was as if something within her wrung the +question from her against her will.</p> + +<p>"Abel Halsey," Doctor June told her, "Abel Halsey. Remember him?"</p> + +<p>Instead of answering she looked out the window at the Friendship Depot +platform, and:—</p> + +<p>"Ain't he a big minister in the City?" I barely heard her ask.</p> + +<p>"No," said Doctor June; "dear me, no. Abel's still gypsyin' it off in +the hills. I expect he's out there by the depot with the busses now, +come to meet me in his buggy. Better let him take us all home to +griddle-cakes, Delia?" he pressed her wistfully.</p> + +<p>"I couldn't," she said briefly. And, as he put out his hand silently, +"Don't you let <i>any</i>body know't you saw me!" she charged him again.</p> + +<p>When he was gone, and the train was slackening in the station, she moved +close to the window. If I had been lonely.... I must have caught a +certain cheer in the look of the station and in the magnificent, cosmic +leisure of the idlers: in Photographer Jimmy Sturgis, in his leather +coat, with one eye shut, stamping a foot and waiting for the mail-bag; +in old Tillie, known up and down the world for her waffles, and +perpetually peering out between shelves of plants and wax fruit set +across the window of the "eating-house"; in Peleg Bemus, wood-cutter, +stumping about the platform on his wooden leg, wearing modestly the +prestige he had won by his flute-playing and by his advantage of +New York experience—"a janitor in the far east, he was," Timothy +Toplady had once told me; in Timothy Toplady himself, who always +meets the trains, but for no reason unless to say an amazed and +reproachful—"Blisterin' Benson! not a soul wants off here"; and in Abel +Halsey, that itinerant preacher, of whom Doctor June had spoken. Abel +was a man of grace, Bible-taught, passioning for service, but within him +his gentle soul burned to travel, and his white horse, Major Mary, and +his road wagon and his route to the door of many a country church were +the sole satisfactions of his wanderlust; and next to these was his +delight to be at a railway station when any train arrived, savouring the +moment of some silent familiarity with distance. I delighted in them +all, and that night, as I looked, I wondered how it would seem to me if +I were returning to it after many years; and I could imagine how my +heart would ache.</p> + +<p>As the train moved on, the girl whom Doctor June had called Delia More +turned her head, manifestly to follow for a little way each vanishing +light and figure; and as the conductor came through the car and she +spoke to him, I saw that she was in a tingle of excitement.</p> + +<p>"You sure," she asked, "that you stop to the canal draw?"</p> + +<p>"Uh?" said the conductor, and when he comprehended, "Every time," he +said, "every time. You be ready when she whistles." He hesitated, +manifestly in some curiosity. "They ain't a house in a mile f'om there, +though," he told her.</p> + +<p>"I know that," she gave back crisply.</p> + +<p>When I heard her speaking of the canal draw, I found myself wondering; +for a woman is not above wonder. There, where the trains stopped just +perceptibly I myself was wont to leave them for the sake of the mile +walk on the quiet highroad to my house. That, too, though it chanced to +be night, for I am not afraid. But I wondered the more because other +women do fear, and also because mine was the only house between the +canal draw and Friendship Village; and manifestly the shortest way to +reach the village would have been to alight at the station. But I held +my peace, for the affairs of others should be to those others an +efficient disguise; and moreover, the greater part of one's wonder is +wont to come to naught.</p> + +<p>Yet, as I seemed to follow this woman out upon the snow and the train +kept impersonally on across the meadows, I could not but see that her +bags were many and looked heavy, and twice she set them down to +rearrange. I think a ghost of the road could have done no less than ask +to help her. And I did this with an abruptness of which I am unwilling +master, though indeed I had no need to assume impatience, for I saw that +my quiet walk was spoiled.</p> + +<p>When I spoke to her, she started and shrank away; but there was an +austerity in the lonely white road and in the country silence which must +have chilled a woman like her; and her bags were many and seemed heavy.</p> + +<p>"Much obliged to you," she said indistinctly. "I'd just as li've you +should take the basket, if you want."</p> + +<p>So I lifted the basket and trudged beside her, hoping very much that she +would not talk. For though for my own comfort I would walk far to avoid +treading on a nest, or a worm, or a magenta flower (and I loathe +magenta), yet I am often blameful enough to wound through the sheerest +bungling those who talk to me when I would rather be silent.</p> + +<p>The night was one clinging to the way of Autumn, and as yet with no +Winter hinting. The air was mild and dry, and the sky was starry. I am +not ashamed that on a quiet highroad on a starry night I love to be +silent, and even to forget concerns of my own which seem pressing in the +publicity of the sun; but I am ashamed, I own, to have been called to +myself that night by a little choking breath of haste.</p> + +<p>"I can't go—so fast," my companion said humbly; "you might jest—set +the basket down anywheres. I can—"</p> + +<p>But I think that she can hardly have heard my apology, for she stood +where she had halted, staring away from me. We were opposite the +cemetery lying in its fence of field stone and whitewashed rails.</p> + +<p>"O my soul, my soul!" I heard her say. "I'd forgot the graveyard, or I +couldn't never 'a' come this way."</p> + +<p>At that she went on, her feet quickening, as I thought, without her +will; and she kept her face turned to me, so that it should be away from +that whitewashed fence. And now because of the wound she had shown me, I +walked a little apart in the middle of the road for my attempt at +sympathy. So we came to the summit of the hill, and there the dark +suddenly yielded up the distance. The lamps of the village began to +signal, lights dotted the fields and gathered in a cosey blur in the +valley, and half a mile to westward the headlight that marked the big +Toplady barn and the little Toplady house shone out as if some one over +there were saying something.</p> + +<p>"You live here in Friendship?" the girl demanded abruptly.</p> + +<p>I could show her my house a little way before us.</p> + +<p>"Ever go inside the graveyard?" she asked.</p> + +<p>Sometimes I do go there, and at that answer she walked nearer to me and +spoke eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Air all the tombstones standin' up straight, do you know?" she said. +"Hev any o' their headstones fell down on 'em?"</p> + +<p>This I could answer too, definitely enough; for Friendship Cemetery, by +the vigilance of the Married Ladies' Cemetery Improvement Sodality, is +kept in no less scrupulous order than the Friendship parlours.</p> + +<p>"Well, that's a relief," she said; "I couldn't get it out o' my head." +Then, because she seemed of those on whom silence lays a certain +imaginary demand, "My mother an' father an' sister's buried there," she +explained. "They're in there. They all died when I was gone. An' I got +the notion that their headstones had tipped over on to 'em. Or Aunt +Cornie More's, maybe."</p> + +<p>Aunt Cornie More. I knew that name, for they had told me about her in +Friendship, so that her name, and that of the Oldmoxons, in whose former +house I lived, and many others were like folk whom one passes often and +remembers. I had been told how Aunt Cornie More had made her own shroud +from her crocheted parlour curtains, lest these fall to a later wife of +her octogenarian husband; and how as she lay in her coffin the curtain's +shell-stitch parrot "come right acrost her chest." This woman beside me +had called her "Aunt" Cornie More. And then I remembered the name which +Doctor June had spoken on the train and the wheels had measured.</p> + +<p>"Delia More!" I said, involuntarily, and regretted it as soon as I had +spoken. But, indeed, it was as if some legend woman of the place walked +suddenly beside me, like the quick.</p> + +<p>Who in Friendship had not heard the name, and who, save one who keeps +her own thoughts and forgets to give back greeting, would not on the +instant have remembered it? Delia More's stepsister, Jennie Crapwell, +had been betrothed to a carpenter of Friendship, and he was at work on +their house when, a month before the wedding-day, Delia and that young +carpenter had "run away." Who in Friendship could not tell that story? +But before I had made an end of murmuring something—</p> + +<p>"I might 'a' known they hadn't done talkin' yet," Delia More said +bitterly. "They say it was like that when Calliope Marsh's beau run off +with somebody else,—for ten years the town et it for cake. Well, they +ain't any of 'em goin' to get a look at me. I don't give anybody the +chance to show me the cold shoulder. You can tell 'em I was here if you +want. They can scare the children with it."</p> + +<p>"I won't tell," I said.</p> + +<p>She looked at me.</p> + +<p>"Well, I can't help it if you do," she returned. "I'm glad enough to +speak to somebody, gettin' back so. It's fourteen year. An' I was fair +body-sick to see the place again."</p> + +<p>At this she asked about Friendship folk, and I answered as best I might, +though of what she inquired I knew little, and what I did know was +footless enough for human comfort. As to the Topladys, for example, I +had no knowledge of that one who had earned his money in bricks and had +later married a "foreigner"; but I knew Mis' Amanda, that she had hands +dimpled like a baby giant's, and that she carried a blue parasol all +winter to keep the sun from her eyes. I could not tell whether Liddy +Ember had been able to afford skilled treatment for her poor, queer, +pretty little sister, but I knew that Ellen Ember, with her crown of +bright hair, went about Friendship streets singing aloud, and leaping up +to catch at the low branches of the curb elms, and that she was as +picturesque as a beautiful grotesque on a page of sober text. I had not +learned where the Oldmoxons had moved, but I knew of them that they had +left me a huge fireplace in every room of my house. I could have +repeated little about Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, save that her +black week-day cloak was lined with wine broadcloth, and that she wore +it wrong side outward for "best." And of whether Abigail Arnold's +children had turned out well or ill, I was profoundly ignorant; but I +remembered that she had caused a loaf of bread to be carved on the +monument of her husband, the home baker. And so on. But these were not +matters of which I could talk to the hungry woman beside me.</p> + +<p>Then, to my amazement, when I mentioned the Proudfits,—those great and +rich Proudfits whose motor had raced by our train,—Delia More would +have none of them.</p> + +<p>"I do' want to hear about 'em," she said. "I know about 'em. I use' to +play with Miss Clementina an' Miss Linda when we were little things. I +use' to live with the Proudfits then, an' go to school. They were good +to me—time an' time again they've told me their home was mine, too. But +<i>now</i>—it wouldn't be the same. I know 'em. They always were cruel proud +an' cruel pious. Mis' Proudfit, she use' to set up goodness an' worship +it like a little god."</p> + +<p>This judgment startled me, and yet to its import I secretly assented. +For though I barely had their acquaintance, Madame Proudfit and her +daughter Clementina were thorns to me too, so that I had had no pleasure +in giving them back their greetings. Perhaps it was that they alone in +Friendship sounded for me a note of other days—but whatever it was, +they were thorns to me; and I remember how, once more, something within +me seemed to answer to this woman's bitterness.</p> + +<p>None the less, since of the Proudfits I could give her some fragment of +account, I did so, to forge for Delia More what link I might between her +present and her past. And it was knowledge which all Friendship shared.</p> + +<p>"You knew," I said, "that Miss Linda does not come here now, because she +married against the wish of her family."</p> + +<p>Delia More looked up at me. But though I saw that now she softened +somewhat, I had no relish for giving to her anything of the sad romance +of beautiful Linda Proudfit (as they said) and the poor young clerk of +nobody knew where, who, a dozen years before, had fled away together +"into the storm."</p> + +<p>"Then there is Calliope Marsh," I ventured, to turn my thought not less +than hers. But Delia More did not answer, and at this I was puzzled, for +I think that Calliope has lived in Friendship since the beginning, when +she and Liddy Ember were partners in their little "modiste" shop. "You +will recall Calliope?" I pressed the matter.</p> + +<p>And at that, "Yes. Oh, yes," she said, and would say no more. And +because Calliope had forbidden me, I did not mention that I had seen her +on the train that morning, and that she was absent from Friendship, but +it grieved me that this stranger should be indifferent to anything about +her.</p> + +<p>I would have passed my own gate, because the basket was heavy and +because I knew that the girl was crying. But she remembered how I had +shown her my house, and there she detained me and caught at her basket, +in haste to be gone. So I, who feel upon me a weak necessity to do a +bidding, watched her go down the still road; yet I could not let her go +away quite like that, and before I had meant to do so I called to her.</p> + +<p>"Delia More!" I said—as familiarly as if she had been some other +expression of myself.</p> + +<p>I saw her stop, but I did not go forward. I lifted my voice a little, +for by the distance between us I was less ill at ease than I am in the +usual personalities of comfort.</p> + +<p>"I heard that on the train," I said then awkwardly,—and I was the more +awkward that I was not persuaded of any reason in my words,—"that about +'the shadow of good things to come.' Maybe it meant something."</p> + +<p>Delia More's thin, high-pitched voice came back to me, expressing all my +unvoiced doubt.</p> + +<p>"Tisn't like," she said. "I never take any stock."</p> + +<p>Then I looked at my dark house in a kind of consternation lest it had +heard me trying to give comfort, for within those walls I had sometimes +spoken almost as this woman spoke. But it occurred to me that even the +drowned should throw immaterial ropes to any who struggle in dark +waters.</p> + +<p>It will not be necessary, I hope, to say that I followed Delia More that +night from no faintest wish to know what might happen to her. For I have +a weak desire for peace of mind, and I would rather have forgotten her +story. I followed because the quiet highroad was so profoundly lonely, +and the country silence is ambiguous, and I cannot bear to think of a +woman abroad alone in the dark. I cannot bear to think of myself abroad +alone in the dark, though I go quite without fear; but certain other +women have fear, and this one was crying. I kept well behind her, and as +soon as she reached the village, I meant to lose sight of her and +return, for a village is guardian enough. But when we had passed the +bleak meadow of the slaughter-house and the wide, wet-smelling wood yard +and had reached the first cottage on Daphne Street, I was startled to +see her unlatch that cottage gate and enter the yard. And I was suddenly +sadly apprehensive, for the cottage was the home of Calliope, who that +morning had left the village and had asked me to say nothing about it. +What if this poor creature had fled to Calliope for sanctuary, only to +find locked doors? So I waited in the shadow of a warehouse like a +bandit; and I raged at the thought of having possibly to harbour this +stranger among the books of my quiet home.</p> + +<p>Then suddenly I saw a light shining brightly in Calliope Marsh's +cottage, and some one wearing a hat came swiftly and drew down a shade. +On the instant the matter was clear to me, who have a genius for certain +ways of a busybody. Calliope must have known that this poor girl was +coming; Calliope's warning to me to keep silence must have been a way of +protection to her. And here to Calliope's cottage Delia More had come +creeping, whom all Friendship would hold in righteous distaste. But I +alone of all Friendship knew that she was here, "fair body-sick to see +the place again."</p> + +<p>I turned back to the highroad, pretending great wrath that I should be +so keen over the doings of any, and that my walk should have been +spoiled because of her. But there are times when wrath is difficult. And +do what I would, there came some singing in my blood, and like a +busybody, I found myself standing still in the road fashioning a plan.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="VI" id="VI"></a>VI</h2> + +<h3>STOCK</h3> + + +<p>It was as if Time and the Hour were my allies, for at once I was aware +of a cutter driven smartly from the village, and I recognized the +Topladys' sorrel. At my signal the cutter drew up beside me, and it held +Timothy Toplady on his way home from the station. I asked him what +o'clock it was, and when he had found a match to light his huge silver +watch—</p> + +<p>"Blisterin' Benson!" he said ruefully, "it's ha'-past six, an' me late +with the chores again. I'm hauled an' sawed if it hain't <i>always</i> ha' +past six. They don't seem to be no times in between."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Toplady," I said boldly, "let us get up a surprise party on +Calliope Marsh—you and Mrs. Toplady and me."</p> + +<p>I had learned that he was loath to oppose a suggestion and that he +always preferred to agree, but I had not hoped for enthusiasm.</p> + +<p>"That's the <i>i</i>-dea," said Timothy, heartily. "I do admire a surprise. +But what I think is this," he added, "when'll we hev it?"</p> + +<p>"To-night," I proposed boldly.</p> + +<p>"Whew!" Timothy whistled. "Sudden for General—eh? Suits me—suits me. +Better drive out home with me an' break it to Amanda," he cried.</p> + +<p>I smiled as I sat beside him, noting that his enthusiasm was very like +relief. For if any one was present, he well knew that his masterful +Amanda would say nothing of his tardiness. And so it was, for as we +entered the kitchen she entirely overlooked her husband in her amazement +at seeing me.</p> + +<p>"Forevermore!" that great Amanda said, turning from her stove of savoury +skillets; "ain't you the stranger? Timothy says only to-day, speakin' o' +you, 'She ain't ben here for a week,' s'e. 'Week!' s'I; 'it's goin' on +<i>two</i>.' I'm a great hand to keep track. Throw off your things."</p> + +<p>At that I began to feel her influence. Mis' Toplady is so huge and +capable that her mere presence will modify my judgments; and instantly I +fell wondering if I was not, after all, come on a fool's errand. She is +like Athena. For I can think about Athena well enough, but if I were +really to stand before her, I am certain that the project in which I +implored her help would be sunk in my sudden sense of Olympus.</p> + +<p>Not the less, I made my somewhat remarkable proposal with some show of +assurance, and I should have counted on Mis' Toplady's sympathy, which +ripens at less than a sigh. In Friendship you but mention a possible +charity, visit, or new church carpet, and the enthusiasm will react on +the possibility, and the thing be done. It is the spirit of the West, +the pioneer blood in the veins of her children, expressing itself (since +there are of late no forests to conquer) in terms of love of any +initiative. We love a project as an older world would approve the +civilizing reasons for that project. Mis' Amanda plunged into the +processes of the party much as she would have felled a tree. It warmed +my heart to hear her.</p> + +<p>"We'd ought to hev a hot supper—what victuals'll we take?" she said. +"Land, yes, oysters, o' course, an' we'll all chip in an' take +plenty-enough crackers. We might as well carry dishes from here, so's to +be sure an' hev what we want to use. At Mis' Doctor Helman's su'prise we +run 'way short o' spoons, an' Elder Woodruff finally went out in the +hall an' drank his broth, an' hid his bowl in the entry. Mis' Helman +found it, an' knew it by the nick. That reminds me—who'll we ask?"</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss," said I, promptly, "and Abigail +Arnold, and Doctor June, and Abel Halsey."</p> + +<p>"An' the Proudfits," Mis' Amanda went on.</p> + +<p>"Suppose," said I, with high courage, "that we do not ask the Proudfits +at all?"</p> + +<p>Mis' Amanda threw up her giant hands.</p> + +<p>"Not ask the Proudfits?" she said. "Why, my land a' livin', the minister +hardly has church in the church without the Proudfits get an invite."</p> + +<p>"Calliope mends their fine lace for them," I reminded her, feeling +guilty. "They wouldn't care to come, Mrs. Amanda, would they?"</p> + +<p>But of course I was remembering Delia More's "But <i>now</i>—I know 'em. +They worship goodness like a little god." And that night I was not +minded to have them about, for it might befall that it would be +necessary to understand other things as well.</p> + +<p>"Miss Linda would 'a' cared to," said Mis' Amanda, thoughtfully, "but I +donno, myself, about Mis' Proudfit an' Miss Clementina—for sure."</p> + +<p>So bold an innovation as the Proudfits' omission, however, moved Timothy +Toplady to doubt.</p> + +<p>"They might not come," he said, frowning and looking sidewise, "but what +I think is this, will they like bein' left out?"</p> + +<p>His masterful Amanda instantly took the other side.</p> + +<p>"Land, Timothy!" she said, "you <i>be</i> one!"</p> + +<p>I have heard her say that to him again and again, and always in a tone +so skilfully admiring that he looked almost gratified. And we mentioned +the Proudfits no more.</p> + +<p>So Calliope Marsh's surprise party came about. When supper was over, the +table was "left setting," while pickles and cookies and "conserve" were +packed in baskets; and presently the Topladys and I were stealing about +the village inviting to festivity. I love to remember how swiftly Daphne +Street took on an air of the untoward. Kitchens were left dark, +unaccustomed lights flashed in upper chambers, some went scurrying for +oysters before the post-office store should be closed, and some spread +the news, eager to share in the holiday importance. I love to remember +our certainty, so reasonably established, that they would all join us as +infallibly as children will join in jollity. No one refused, no one +hesitated; and when, at eight o'clock, the Topladys and I reached the +rendezvous in the Engine-House entry, every one was there before +us—save only, of course, the Proudfits.</p> + +<p>"Where's the Proudfits? Ain't we goin' to wait for the Proudfits?" asked +more than one; and some one had seen the Proudfit motor come flashing +through the town from the Plank Road, empty. At all of which I kept a +guilty silence; and I had by then not a little guilt to bear, since I +was becoming every moment more doubtful of my undertaking. For at heart +these people are the kindly of earth, and yet they are prone, as Delia +More had said of the Proudfits, "to worship goodness like a little god," +nor do they commonly broaden their allegiance without distinguished +precedent. And how were we to secure this?</p> + +<p>Every one was there—the little gray Doctor June, flitting about as +quietly as a moth, and all those of whom Delia More had asked me: Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, wearing her cloak wine broadcloth side out +to honour the occasion; Abigail Arnold, with a huge basket of +gingerbread and jumbles from her home bakery; Photographer Jimmy +Sturgis, and even Mis' Sturgis, in a faint aroma of caraway which she +nibbled incessantly; Liddy Ember, and poor Ellen, wearing her +magnificent hair like a coronet, and standing wistfully about, with her +hand, palm outward, persistently covering her mouth; and Abel Halsey, +who was to leave at midnight for a lonely cross-country ride into the +hills. And as they stood, gossiping and eager, the women bird-observant +of one another's toilettes, I own myself to have felt like an alien +among them, remembering how I alone knew that Calliope Marsh was not +even in the village.</p> + +<p>Very softly we lifted the latch of Calliope's gate and trooped in her +little dark yard.</p> + +<p>"Blisterin' Benson!" Timothy Toplady whispered, "ef the house hain't +pocket-dark, front <i>and</i> back. What ef she's went in the country?"</p> + +<p>"Sh—h!" whispered his great Amanda, masterfully. "It's the shades down. +I'm nervous as a witch. My land! if the front door ain't open a foot!"</p> + +<p>Though there are no locked doors in Friendship, I had feared that +Calliope's cottage door would now be barred, and that Delia More would +answer no formal summons. At sight of the unguarded entrance I had a +sick fear that she had in some way heard of our coming and fled away, +leaving the door ajar in her haste. But when we had footed softly across +the porch and peered in the dark passage, we saw at its farther end a +crack of light.</p> + +<p>"Might as well step ri' down to the dinin' room—that's where she sets," +Mis' Amanda said in her whisper, which is gigantic too.</p> + +<p>The passage smelled of the oilcloth on the floor and of a rubber +waterproof which I brushed. And I shrank back beside the waterproof and +let the others go on. For, after all, to that woman within I was a +stranger, and these were her friends of old time. So it was Mis' Amanda +who opened the dining-room door.</p> + +<p>I could see that the room was cheery with a red-shaded hanging-lamp, and +shelves of plants, and a glowing fire in the great range. A table was +covered with red cotton and laid with dishes. Also, there was the +fragrance of toast, so that one wished to enter. And in a rocking-chair +sat Delia More. She stared up in a kind of terror at the open door, and +then turned shrinkingly to some one who sat beside her. But at that one +beside her I looked and looked again, for her rich fur cloak had fallen +where she had let it fall; and there, sitting with Delia More's hand in +hers, was that great Madame Proudfit of the Proudfit estate.</p> + +<p>"For the land!" Mis' Amanda said. "For the land...."</p> + +<p>But she was not looking at Madame Proudfit. And hardly seeing her, as I +could guess, that great Mis' Amanda went forward, holding out her arms.</p> + +<p>"Delia More!" she cried, "Delia More!"</p> + +<p>I saw Abel Halsey's pale, luminous face as he pushed past Timothy and +strode within and crossed to her; and I remember Abigail Arnold and Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, and how they followed Abel with little +sharp cries which must have been a kind of music. And with them went +Ellen Ember, as if, secretly, she were wiser than we knew. And while the +others blocked the passage or crowded into the room, according to the +nature which was theirs, some one came from the cellarway and paused, +smiling, on the threshold. And it was Miss Clementina Proudfit, with +eggs in her hands.</p> + +<p>"Wait!" I heard Delia's sharp, piping voice then; "wait!"</p> + +<p>She rose, one thin little hand pressed tensely along her cheek. But the +other hand Madame Proudfit held in both her own as she, too, rose beside +her. And with them Abel stood, facing the rest.</p> + +<p>"O, Abel Halsey—Abel Halsey ..." Delia said, "an' Mame Bliss—nor you, +Abigail, don't you, any of you, come in yet. I got somethin' to tell +you."</p> + +<p>"But shake hands first, Delia," cried Abel Halsey, and Delia looked up +at him, in her face a sudden, incredulous thankfulness which flushed it, +brow and cheek, and won it to a way of beauty. But she did not give him +her hand. And before she could speak again Miss Clementina put down the +eggs, and, with some little stir of silk, she took a step or two steps +toward us.</p> + +<p>"Ah," she said, "let us not wait for anything—it has been so long since +we have met! Delia has just told mother and me all about these +years—and you don't know how splendid we think she has been and how +brave in great trouble. Come in, everybody, and let's make her welcome +home!"</p> + +<p>Madame Proudfit said nothing, but she nodded and smiled at Delia More, +and it seemed to me that in the Proudfits' way with Delia, their +beautiful Linda had won a kind of presence with them after all. And in +the moment's hush the toast, propped on a fork before the coals in the +range, suddenly blazed up in blue flame at the crust.</p> + +<p>"Somebody save the toast!" cried Clementina and smiled very brightly.</p> + +<p>They needed no more. Timothy Toplady sprang at the toast, and already +Abel Halsey and Doctor June were shaking Delia's hand; and Mis' Amanda, +throwing her shawl back over her shoulders from its pin at her throat, +enveloped Delia in her giant arms. And the others came pushing forward, +on their faces the smiles which, however they had faltered in the +passage seeking a precedent, I make bold to guess bodied forth the +gentle, hesitant spirit which informed them.</p> + +<p>As for me, I waited without, even after the others had entered. And as I +lingered, the outer door was pushed open to admit some late comer who +whisked down the passage and stood in the dining-room doorway. It was +Calliope.</p> + +<p>"Delia More!" she cried; "didn't I tell you how it'd be if you'd only +let 'em know? An' Mis' Proudfit, you here? I been worried to death on +account o' forgettin' to take home your cream lace waist I mended."</p> + +<p>Madame Proudfit's voice lowered the high key of the others talking in +chorus.</p> + +<p>"We drove over to get it, Calliope," she said. "And here we found our +Delia More."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>At eleven o'clock that night, as I sat writing a letter in which the +spirit of what had come to pass must have breathed—as a spirit will +breathe—Calliope Marsh tapped at my door; and she had a little basket.</p> + +<p>"Here," she said, "I brought you this. It's some o' everything we hed. +An'—I'm obliged for my s'prise," she added, squeezing my hand in the +darkness. "I surmised first thing, most, when Delia described you. No; +land, no!—Delia don't suspicion you got it up. She don't think of it +bein' anybody but just God—an' I donno's 'twas. An' that's what Abel +thinks—wa'n't Abel splendid? You know 'bout Abel—an' Delia? You know +he use' to—he wanted to—that is, he was in—oh, well, no. Of course +you wouldn't know. Well, Delia don't suspicion you—but she said I +should tell you something. 'You tell her,' she says to me, 'you tell her +I say I guess I take stock now,' she says; 'tell her that: I guess I +take stock now.'"</p> + +<p>At this my heart leaped up so that I hardly know what I said in answer.</p> + +<p>"Delia's out here now," Calliope called from the dark steps. "The +Proudfits brought us. Delia's goin' home with 'em—to stay."</p> + +<p>Thus I saw the eyes of the Proudfits' motor, with the threads of +streaming light, about to go skimming from my gate. And in that kindly +security was Delia More.</p> + +<p>"Calliope," I cried after her because I could not help it, "tell Delia +More I take stock, too!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="VII" id="VII"></a>VII</h2> + +<h3>THE BIG WIND</h3> + + +<p>Of Abel Halsey, that young itinerant preacher, I learned more on a +December day when Autumn seemed to have come back to find whether she +had left anything. Calliope and I were resting from a racing walk up the +hillside, where the squat brick Leading Church of Friendship overlooks +the valley pastures and the village. Calliope walks like a girl, and +with our haste and the keen air, her wrinkled cheeks were as rosy as +youth.</p> + +<p>"Don't it seem like some days don't belong to any month, but just whim +along, doin' as they please?" Calliope said. "Months that might be +snowin' an' blowin' the expression off our face hev days when they sort +o' show summer hid inside, secret an' holy. That's the way with lots o' +things, ain't it? That's the way," she added thoughtfully, "Abel feels +about the Lord, I guess. Abel Halsey,—you know."</p> + +<p>They had told me how Abel, long ordained a minister of God, had +steadfastly refused to be installed a pastor of any church. He was a +devout man, but the love of far places was upon him, and he lived what +Friendship called "a-gypsyin'" off in the hills, now to visit a sick +man, now to preach in a country schoolhouse, now to marry, or bury, or +help with the threshing. These lonely rides among the hills and his +custom of watching a train come in or rush by out of the distance were +his ways of voyaging. Perhaps, too, his little skill at the organ gave +him, now and then, an hour resembling a journey. But in his first youth +he had meant to go away in earnest—far away, to the City or some other +city. Also, though Calliope did not speak of it again, and I think that +the others kept a loyal silence because of my strangerhood, I had known, +since the home coming of Delia More, that Abel Halsey had once had +another dream.</p> + +<p>"You wasn't here when the new church was built," Calliope said, looking +up at the building proudly. "That was the time I mean about Abel. You +know, before it was built we'd hed church in the hall over the +Gekerjeck's drug store; an' because it was his hall, Hiram Gekerjeck, he +just about run the church,—picked out the wall paper, left the stair +door open Sundays so's he could get the church heat, till the whole +service smelt o' ether, an' finally hed church announcements printed as +a gift, <i>but</i> with a line about a patent medicine o' his set fine along +at the bottom. He said that was no differ'nt than advertisin' the +printin'-offices that way, like they do. But it was that move made Abel +Halsey—him an' Timothy Toplady and Eppleby Holcomb an' Postmaster +Sykes, the three elders, set to to build a church. An' they done it too. +An' to them four I declare it seemed like the buildin' was a body +waitin' for its soul to be born. From the minute the sod was scraped off +they watched every stick that went into it. An' by November it was all +done an' plastered an' waitin' its pews—an' it was a-goin' to be +dedicated with special doin's—music from off, an' strange ministers, +an' Reverend Arthur Bliss from the City. I guess Abel an' the elders hed +tacked printed invites to half the barns in the county.</p> + +<p>"I rec'lect it was o' Wednesday, the one next before the dedication, an' +windy-cold an' wintry. I'd been havin' a walk that day, an' 'long about +five o'clock, right about where we are, I'd stood watchin' the sunset +over the Pump pasture there, till I was chilled through. The smoke was +rollin' out o' the church chimney because they was dryin' the plaster, +an' I run in there to get my hands warm an' see how the plaster was +doin'. An' inside was the three elders, walkin' 'round, layin' a finger +on a sash or a post—the kind o' odd, knowledgeable way men has with new +buildin's. The Ladies' Aid had got the floor broom-clean, an' the +lamp-chandelier filled an' ready; an' the foreign pipe-organ that the +Proudfits had sent from Europe was in an' in workin' order, little +lookin'-glass over the keyboard an' all. It seemed rill home-like, with +the two big stoves a-goin', an' the floor back of 'em piled up with the +chunks Peleg Bemus had sawed for nothin'. Everything was all redded up, +waitin' for the pews.</p> + +<p>"Timothy Toplady was puttin' out his middle finger stiff here an' there +on the plaster.</p> + +<p>"'It's dry as a bone,' he says, 'but what I say is this, le's us leave a +fire burn here all night, so's to be sure. I'd hate like death to hev +the whole congregation catchin' cold an' takin' Hiram Gekerjeck's +medicine.'</p> + +<p>"I rec'lect Eppleby Holcomb looked up sort o' dreamy—Eppleby always +goes round like he'd swallowed his last night's sleep.</p> + +<p>"'The house o' God,' he says over; 'ain't that curious? Nothin' about it +to indicate it's the house o' God but the shape—no more'n's if 'twas a +buildin' where the Holy Spirit never come near. An' yet right here in +this place we'll mebbe feel the big wind an' speak with Pentecostal +tongues.'</p> + +<p>"''T seems like,' says Postmaster Sykes, thoughtful, ''t seems like we'd +ought to hev a little meetin' o' thanks here o' Sat'day night—little +informal praise meetin' or somethin.'</p> + +<p>"Timothy shakes his head decided.</p> + +<p>"'Silas Sykes, what you talkin'?' he says. 'Why, the church ain't +dedicated yet. A house o' God,' s'e, 'can't be used for no purpose +whatsoever without it's been dedicated.'</p> + +<p>"'So it can't—so it can't,' says the postmaster, apologetic, knowin' he +was in politics an' that the brethren was watchin' him, cat to mouse, +for slips.</p> + +<p>"'I s'pose that's so,' says Eppleby, doubtful. But he's one o' them that +sort o' ducks under situations to see if they're alike on both sides, +an' if they ain't, he up an' questions 'em. Timothy, though, he was +differ'nt. Timothy was always goin' on about constituted authority, an' +to him the thing was the thing, even if it was another thing.</p> + +<p>"'That's right,' he insists, his lips disappearin' with certainty. 'I +s'pose we hadn't reely ought even to come in here an' stan' 'round, like +we are.'</p> + +<p>"He looks sidlin' over towards me, warmin' my hands rill secular by the +church stove. An' I felt like I'd been spoke up for when somebody says +from the door:—</p> + +<p>"'You better just bar out the carpenters o' this world, friends, an' +done with it!'</p> + +<p>"It was Abel Halsey, standin' in the entry, lookin' as handsome as the +law allows. An' I see he happened to be there because the Through was +about due,—that's the one that don't stop here,—an' you can always get +a good view of it from this slope. You know Abel never misses watchin' a +fast train go 'long, if he can help himself.</p> + +<p>"'What's the i-dea?' Abel says. 'How can you pray at all in closets an' +places that ain't been dedicated? I shouldn't think they'd be holy +enough, 's'e.'</p> + +<p>"'That,' says the postmaster, sure o' support, 'ain't the question.'</p> + +<p>"'I thought it couldn't be,' says Abel, amiable. 'Well, what is the +question? Whether prayer is prayer, no matter where you're prayin'?'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, no,' says Eppleby Holcomb, soothin', 'it ain't that.'</p> + +<p>"'I thought it couldn't be that,' says Abel. 'Is it whether the Lord is +in dedicated spots an' nowheres else?'</p> + +<p>"'Abel Halsey,' Timothy tarts up, 'you needn't to be sacrilegious.'</p> + +<p>"'But,' says Abel, 'the question is, whether <i>you</i>'re sacrilegious to +deny a prayer-meetin' or any other good use to the church or to any +other place, dedicated or not. Well, Timothy, I think you are.'</p> + +<p>"Timothy clears his throat an' dabs at the palm of his hand with his +other front finger. But before he could lay down eternal law, we sort o' +heard, almost before we knew we heard, folks hurryin' past out here on +the frozen ground. An' they was shoutin', like questions, an' a-shoutin' +further off. We looked out, an' I can remember how the whole slope up +from the village there was black with folks.</p> + +<p>"We run outside, an' I know I kep' close by Abel Halsey. An' I got hold +o' what had happened when somebody yelled an answer to his askin'. You +probably heard all about that part. It was the day the Through Express +went off the track down there in the cut beyond the Pump pasture.</p> + +<p>"We run with the rest of 'em, me keepin' close to Abel, I guess because +he's got a way with him that makes you think he'd know what to do no +matter what. But when he was two-thirds o' the way acrost the pasture, +he stops short an' grabs at my sleeve.</p> + +<p>"'Look here,' he says, 'you can't go down there. You mustn't do it. We +donno what'll be. You stay here,' he says; 'you set there under the +cottonwood.'</p> + +<p>"You kind o' <i>haf</i> to mind Abel. It's sort o' grained in that man to hev +folks disciple after him. I made him promise he'd motion from the fence +if he see I could help any, an' then I se' down under that big tree down +there. I was tremblin' some, I know. It always seems like wrecks are +somethin' that happen in other states an' in the dark. But when one's on +ground that you know like a book an' was brought up on,—when it's in +the daylight, right by a pasture you've been acrost always an' where +you've walked the ties,—well, I s'pose it's the same feelin' as when a +man you know cuts up a state's prison caper; seem's like he <i>can't</i> of, +because you knew him.</p> + +<p>"Half the men o' Friendship run by me, seems though. The whole town'd +been rousted up while we was in the church talkin' heresy. An' up on the +high place on the road there I see Zittelhof's undertaking wagon, with +the sunset showin' on its nickel rails. But not a woman run past me. +Ain't it funny how it's men that go to danger of rail an' fire an' +water—but when it's nothin' but birth an' dyin' natural, then it's for +women to be there.</p> + +<p>"When I'd got about ready to fly away, waitin' so, I see Abel at the +fence. An' he didn't motion to me, but he swung over the top an' come +acrost the stubble, an' I see he hed somethin' in his arms. I run to +meet him, an' he run too, crooked, his feet turnin' over with him some +in the hard ground. The sky made his face sort o' bright; an' I see he'd +got a child in his arms.</p> + +<p>"He didn't give her to me. He stood her down side o' me—a little thing +of five years old, or six, with thick, straight hair an' big scairt +eyes.</p> + +<p>"'Is she hurt, Abel?' I says.</p> + +<p>"'No, she ain't hurt none,' he answers me, 'an' they's about seventeen +more of 'em, her age, an' they ain't hurt, either. Their coach was +standin' up on its legs all right. But the man they was with, he's stone +dead. Hit on the head, somehow. An',' Abel says, 'I'm goin' to throw 'em +all over the fence to you.'</p> + +<p>"The little girl jus' kep' still. An' when we took her by each hand, an' +run back toward the fence with her, her feet hardly touchin' the ground, +she kep' up without a word, like all to once she'd found out this is a +world where the upside-down is consider'ble in use. An' I waited with +her, over there this side the cut, hearin' 'em farther down rippin' off +fence rails so's to let through what they hed to carry.</p> + +<p>"Time after time Abel come scramblin' up the sand-bank, bringin' 'em two +'t once—little girls they was, all about the age o' the first one, none +of 'em with hats or cloaks on; an' I took 'em in my arms an' set 'em +down, an' took 'em in my arms an' set 'em down, till I was fair movin' +in a dream. They belonged, I see by their dress, to some kind of a home +for the homeless, an' I judged the man was takin' 'em somewheres, him +that Abel said'd been killed. Some'd reach out their arms to me over the +fence—an' some was afraid an' hung back, but some'd just cling to me +an' not want to be set down. I can remember them the best.</p> + +<p>"Abel, when he come with the last ones, he off with his coat like I with +my ulster, an' as well as we could we wrapped four or five of 'em +up—one that was sickly, an' one little delicate blonde, an' a little +lame girl, an' the one—the others called her Mitsy—that'd come over +the fence first. An' by then half of 'em was beginnin' to cry some. An' +the wind was like so many knives.</p> + +<p>"'Where shall we take 'em to, Abel?' I says, beside myself.</p> + +<p>"'Take 'em?' he says. 'Take 'em into the church! Quick as you can. This +wind is like death. Stay with 'em till I come.'</p> + +<p>"Somehow or other I got 'em acrost that pasture. When I look at the Pump +pasture now, in afternoon like this, or in Spring with vi'lets, or when +a circus show's there, it don't seem to me it could 'a' been the same +place. I kep' 'em together the best I could—some of 'em beggin' for +'Mr. Middie—Mr. Middie,' the man, I judged, that was dead. An' finally +we got up here in the road, an' it was like the end o' pain to be able +to fling open the church door an' marshal 'em through the entry into +that great, big, warm room, with the two fires roarin'.</p> + +<p>"I got 'em 'round the nearest stove an' rubbed their little hands an' +tried not to scare 'em to death with wantin' to love 'em; an' all the +while, bad as I felt for 'em, I was glad an' glad that it was me that +could be there with 'em. They was twenty,—when I come to count 'em so's +to keep track,—twenty little girls with short, thick hair, or soft, +short curls, an' every one with something baby-like left to 'em. An' +when we set on the floor round the stove, the coals shone through the +big open draft into their faces, an' they looked over their shoulders to +the dark creepin' up the room, an' they come closer 'round me—an' the +closest-up ones <i>snuggled</i>.</p> + +<p>"Well, o' course that was at first, when they was some dazed. But as +fast as their blue little hands was warm an' pink again, one or two of +'em begun to whimper, natural an' human, an' up with their arm to their +face, an' then begun to cry right out, an' some more joined in, an' the +rest pipes up, askin' for Mr. Middie. An' I thought, 'Sp'osin' they +<i>all</i> cried an' what if Abel Halsey stayed away hours.' I donno. I done +my best too. Mebbe it's because I'm use' to children with my heart an' +not with my ways. Anyhow, most of 'em was cryin' prime when Abel finally +got there.</p> + +<p>"When he come in, I see Abel's face was white an' dusty, an' he had his +other coat off an' gone too, an' his shirt-sleeves was some tore. But he +comes runnin' up to them cryin' children an' I wish't you could 'a' seen +his smile—Abel's smile was always kind o' like his soul growin' out of +his face, rill thrifty.</p> + +<p>"'Why, you little kiddies!' s'e, 'cryin' when you're all nice an' warm! +Le's see now,' he says grave. 'Anybody here know how to play +Drop-the-handkerchief? If you do,' he tells 'em, 'stand up <i>quick</i>!'</p> + +<p>"They scrambled 'round like they was beetles an' you'd took up the +stone. They was all up in a minute, an' stopped cryin', too. With that +he catches my handkerchief out o' my hand an' flutters it over his head +an' runs to the middle o' the room.</p> + +<p>"'Come on!' he says. 'Hold o' hands—every one o' you hold o' hands. I'm +goin' to drop the handkerchief, an' you'd better hurry up.'</p> + +<p>"That was talk they knew. They was after him in a secunt an' tears +forgot,—them poor little things,—laughin' an' hold o' hands, an' +dancin' in a chain, an' standin' in a ring. An' when he hed 'em like +that, an' still, Abel begun runnin' 'round to drop the handkerchief; an' +then he turns to me.</p> + +<p>"'Only two killed, thank God,' he says as he run; 'the conductor an' +M-i-d-d-l-e-t-o-n,' he spells it, an' motions to the children with the +handkerchief so's I'd know who Middleton was. 'An' not a scrap o' paper +on him,' he goes on, 'to tell what home he brought the children from or +where he's goin' with 'em. Their mileage was punched to the City—but we +don't know where they belong there, an' the conductor bein' gone too. +The poor fellow that had 'em in charge never knew what hurt him. Hit +from overhead, he was, an' his skull crushed....'</p> + +<p>"It was so dark in the church by then we could hardly see, but the +children could keep track o' the white handkerchief. He let it fall +behind the little girl he'd brought me first,—Mitsy,—an' she catches +it up an' sort o' squeaks with the fun an' runs after him. An' while he +doubles an' turns,—</p> + +<p>"'They've telegraphed ahead,' he says, 'to two or three places in the +City. But even if we hear right off, we can't get 'em out o' Friendship +to-night. They'll hev to stay here. The Commercial Travellers' Hotel an' +the Depot House has both got all they can do for—some of 'em hurt +pretty bad. They couldn't either hotel take 'em in....'</p> + +<p>"Then he lets Mitsy catch him an' he ups with her on his shoulder an' +run with her on his back, his face lookin' out o' her blue, striped +skirts.</p> + +<p>"'We'll hev to house 'em right here in the church,' he says.</p> + +<p>"'Here?' says I; 'here in the church?'</p> + +<p>"'You know Friendship,' he says, hoppin' along. 'Not half a dozen houses +could take in more'n two extry, even if we hed the time to canvass. An' +we <i>ain't</i> the time. They want their s-u-p-p-e-r right now,' he spells +it out, an' lit out nimble when Mitsy dropped the handkerchief back o' +the little blond girl. Then he let the little blond girl catch them, and +he took her on his shoulders too, an' they was both shoutin' so 't he +hed to make little circles out to get where I could hear him.</p> + +<p>"'I've seen Zittelhof,' he told me. 'He was down there with his wagon. +He'll bring up enough little canvas cots from the store. An' I thought +mebbe you'd go down to the village an' pick up some stuff they'll +need—bedding an' things. An' get the women here with some supper. Come +on now,' he calls out to 'em; 'everybody in a procession an' <i>sing</i>!'</p> + +<p>"He led 'em off with</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"'King William was King James's son,'<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>an' he sings back to me, for the secunt line,</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"'Go <i>now</i>, go <i>quick</i>, I bet they're starved!'<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>"So I got into my coat, tryin' to think where I should go to be sure o' +not wastin' time talkin'. Lots o' folks in this world is willin', but +mighty few can be quick.</p> + +<p>"I knew right off, though, where I'd find somebody to help. The +Friendship Married Ladies' Cemetery Improvement Sodality was meetin' +that afternoon with Mis' Toplady, an' I could cut acrost their +pasture—" Calliope nodded toward the little Toplady house and the big +Toplady barn—"an' that's what I done. An' when I got near enough to the +house to tell, I see by the light in the parlour that they was still +there. An' I know when I got into the room, full as I was o' news o' +them little children an' the wreck an' the two killed an' all them that +was hurt—there was the Sodality settlin' whether the lamb's wool +comforter for the bazaar should be tied with pink for daintiness or +brown for durability.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Dainty!</i>' says I, when I got my breath. 'They's sides to life makes +me want to pinch that word right out o' the dictionary same as I would a +bug,' I says.</p> + +<p>"That was funny, too,"—Calliope added thoughtfully, "because I like +that word, speakin' o' food an' ways to do things. But some folks get to +livin' the word same's if it was the law.</p> + +<p>"I guess they thought I was crazy," she went on, "but I wasn't long +makin' 'em understand. An' I tell you, the way they took it made me love +'em all. If you want to love folks, just you get in some kind o' +respectable trouble in Friendship, an' you'll see so much lovableness +that the trouble'll kind o' spindle out an' leave nothin' but the love +doin' business. My land, the Sodality went at the situation head first, +like it was somethin' to get acrost before dark. An' so it was.</p> + +<p>"I remember Mis' Photographer Sturgis: 'There!' she says, 'most cryin'. +'If ever I take only a pint o' milk, I'm sure as sure to want more +before the day's out. None of us is on good terms with each other's +milkman. <i>Where</i> we goin' to get the milk,' she says, 'for them poor +little things?'</p> + +<p>"'Where?' says Mis' Toplady—you know how big an' comfortable an' +settled she is—'<i>Where?</i> Well, you needn't to think o' where. I expect +the Jersey won't be milked till I go an' milk her,' she says, 'but she +gives six quarts, nights, right along now, an' sometimes seven. Now +about the bread.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Postmaster Sykes use' to set sponge twice a week, an' she offered +five loaves out o' her six baked that day. Mis' Holcomb had two loaves +o' brown bread an' a crock o' sour cream cookies. An' Libbie Liberty +bursts out that they'd got up their courage an' killed an' boiled two o' +their chickens the day before an' none o' the girls'd been able to touch +a mouthful, bein' they'd raised the hens from egg to axe. Libbie said +she'd bring the whole kettle along, an' it could be het on the church +stove an' made soup of. So it went on, down to even Liddy Ember, that +was my partner an' silly poor, an' in about four minutes everything was +provided for, beddin' an' all.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady had flew upstairs, gettin' out the linen, an' she was +comin' down the front stairs with her arms full o' sheets an' pillow +slips when through the front door walks Timothy Toplady, come in all +excited an' lookin' every which way. Seems he'd barked his elbow in the +rescue work an' laid off for liniment.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, Timothy,' says his wife, 'them poor little children. We've been +plannin' it all out.'</p> + +<p>"'Who's goin' to take 'em in?' says Timothy, tryin' to roll up his +overcoat sleeve for fear the Sodality'd be put to the blush if he got to +his elbow any other way.</p> + +<p>"'They're all warm in the church,' Mis' Toplady says; 'we're goin' to +leave 'em there. Zittelhof's goin' to take up canvas cots. We're gettin' +the bedding together,' she told him.</p> + +<p>"Timothy looked up, sort o' wild an' glazed.</p> + +<p>"'Canvas cots,' s'e, 'in the house o' the Lord?'</p> + +<p>"'Why, Timothy,' says his wife, helpless, 'it's all warm there now, an' +we don't know what else. We thought we'd carry up their supper to 'em—'</p> + +<p>"'Supper,' says Timothy, 'in the house o' the Lord?'</p> + +<p>"Then Mis' Toplady spunks up some.</p> + +<p>"'Why, yes,' she says; 'I'm goin' to milk the Jersey an' take up the two +pails.'</p> + +<p>"Timothy waves his barked arm in the air.</p> + +<p>"'Never!' s'e. 'Never. We elders'll never consent to that, not in this +world!'</p> + +<p>"At that we all stood around sort o' pinned to the air. This hadn't +occurred to nobody. But his wife was back at him, rill crispy.</p> + +<p>"'Timothy Toplady,' s'she, 'they use churches for horspitals an' +refuges,' she says.</p> + +<p>"'They do,' says Timothy, solemn, 'they do, in necessity, an' war, an' +siege. But here's the whole o' Friendship Village to take these children +in, an' it's sacrilege to use the house o' God for any purpose whatever +while it's waitin' its dedication. It's stealin', he says, 'from the +Lord Most High.'</p> + +<p>"I never see anybody more het up. We all tried to tell him. Nobody in +Friendship has a warm spare room in winter, without it's the Proudfits, +an' they was in Europe an' their house locked. Mebbe six of us, we +counted up afterwards, could 'a' took in two children to sleep in a cold +room, or one child to sleep with some one o' the family. But as Abel +said, where was the time to canvass round? An' what could we do with the +other little things? But Timothy wouldn't listen to nothin'.</p> + +<p>"'Amanda,' s'e in a married voice, 'what I say is this, I forbid you to +carry a drop o' Jersey milk or any other kind o' milk up to that +church.'</p> + +<p>"With that he was out the front door an' liniment forgot.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes spatted her hands.</p> + +<p>"'He'll find Silas Sykes an' Eppleby,' she says to Mis' Holcomb. 'Quick. +Le's us get our hands on my bread an' your cookies. Them poor little +things—'way past their supper hour.'</p> + +<p>"'An' none of 'em got mothers,' says Mis' Sturgis, 'just left 'round +with lockets on, I sp'ose, an' wrecked an' hungry....'</p> + +<p>"'An' one o' 'em lame,' Mame Holcomb puts in, down on her knees tryin' +to sort out her overshoes. The Sodality never could tell its own +overshoes.</p> + +<p>"Well, they scattered so quick it made you think o' mulberry leaves, +some years, in the first frost—an' I was left alone with Mis' Toplady.</p> + +<p>"'Here,' she says to me then, all squintin' with firmness, 'you take +along all the linen an' comfortables you can lug. Timothy didn't mention +them. An' <i>leave the rest to me</i>.'</p> + +<p>"I went over that in my mind while I stumbled along back to the church, +loaded down. But I couldn't make much out of it. I knew Timothy Toplady: +that he was meek till he turned an' then it was look out. An' I knew, +too, that Timothy could run Silas Sykes, the postmaster's political +strength, like you've noticed, makin' him kind o' wobbled in his own +judgment of other things. I didn't know how Eppleby Holcomb'd be—it +might turn out to be one o' the things he'd up an' question, civilized, +but I wa'n't sure. Anyhow, the cream cookies an' the two loaves wasn't +so vital as them five loaves o' bread.</p> + +<p>"When I got back to the church, here it was all lit up. Abel had lit the +chandelier on a secular scene! Bless 'em, it surely was secular, though, +accordin' to my lights, it was some sacred too. Six or seven of the +little things was buildin' a palace out o' the split wood, with the +little lame girl for queen. The little blonde an' the one that was rill +delicate lookin' had gone to sleep by the stove on Abel's overcoat. +Mitsy, she run from somewheres an' grabbed my hand. An' Abel had the +rest over by the other stove tellin' 'em stories. I heard him say +dragon, an' blue velvet, an' golden hair.</p> + +<p>"I hadn't more'n got inside the door before Zittelhof's wagon come with +the cots. An' Mis' Zittelhof was with him, her arms full o' bedclothes +she'd gathered up around from folks. I never said a word to Abel about +the trouble with Timothy. I donno if Abel rilly heard us come in, he was +so excited about his dragon. An' Mis' Zittelhof an' I began makin' up +the cots. On the first one I laid the two babies that was asleep on the +floor. They never woke up. Their little cheeks was warm an' pink, an' +one of 'em had some tears on it. When I see that, I clear forgot the +church wasn't dedicated, an' I thanked God they was there, safe an' by a +good fire, with somebody 'tendin' to 'em.</p> + +<p>"The bed-makin' an' the story-tellin' an' the palace-buildin' went on, +an' I kep' gettin' exciteder every minute. When the door opened, I +couldn't tell which was in my mouth, my heart or my tongue. But it was +only Libbie Liberty with the big iron kettle o' chicken broth an' a +basket o' cups an' spoons. She se' down the kettle on the stove an' +stirred up the fire under it, an' it was no time before the whole church +begun to smell savoury as a kitchen. An' then in walks Mis' Holcomb with +her brown bread an' cream cookies. An' we fair jumped up an' down when +Mis' Sykes come breathin' in the door with them five loaves o' wheat +bread safe, an' butter to match.</p> + +<p>"Still, we <i>was</i> without milk. There wasn't a sign o' Mis' Toplady. An' +any minute Timothy might get there with Silas in tow. Mis' Sykes was +nervous as a witch over it, an' it was her proposed we set the children +up on the cots an' begin' feedin' 'em right away. I run down the room to +tell Abel, an' then I hed to tell him <i>why</i> we'd best hurry.</p> + +<p>"Abel laughs a little when he heard about it.</p> + +<p>"'Dear old Timothy,' he says, 'servin' his God accordin' to the dictates +of his own notions. Wait a minute till I release the princess.'</p> + +<p>"When he said that, I was afraid he must be telling a worldly story with +royalty in. An' I begun to get troubled myself. But I heard him end it: +'So the Princess found her kingdom because she learnt to love every +living thing. She saved the lives of the hare an' the goldfinch. An' +don't you ever let any living thing suffer one minute and maybe you'll +find out some of the things the Princess knew.' An', royalty or not, I +felt all right about Abel's story-telling after that.</p> + +<p>"Then we all brisked round an' begun settin' the children up on the +cots—two or three to a cot, with one of us to wait on 'em. An' both the +little sleepy ones woke up, too. An' when we sliced an' spread the bread +an' dished the hot chicken broth an' see how hungry they all seemed, I +declare if one of us could feel wicked. The little things'd begun to +talk some by then, an' they chatted soft an' looked up at us, an' that +little Mitsy—she'd got so she'd kiss me every time I'd ask her. An' I +was perfectly shameless. I donno's the poor little thing got enough to +eat. But sometimes when things go blue—I like to think about that. I +guess we was all the same. Our principal feelin' was how dear they was, +an' to hurry up before Timothy Toplady got there, an' how we wish't we +hed more milk.</p> + +<p>"Then all of a sudden while we was flyin' round, I happened to go past +the front door, an' I heard a noise in the entry. I thought o' Timothy +an' Silas, comin' with sheriffs an' firearms an' I didn't know +what—Silas havin' politics back of him, so; an' I rec'lect I planned, +wild an' contradictory, first about callin' an instantaneous +congregational meetin' to decide which was right, an' then about +telegraphin' to the City for constituted authority to do as we was +doin', an' then about Abel fightin' Timothy an' Silas both, if it come +rilly necessary.</p> + +<p>"I got hold o' Mis' Sykes an' Mame Holcomb, an' told 'em quiet. +'Somethin's the matter outside there,' I says to 'em, kind o' warnin', +'an' I thought you two'd ought to know it.' An' we all three come 'round +by the entry door, careless, an listened. An' the noise kep' up, kind o' +soft an' obstinate, an' we couldn't make it out.</p> + +<p>"'We'd best go out there an' see,' says Mis' Sykes, low; 'the dear land +knows what men <i>will</i> do.'</p> + +<p>"So we watched our chance an' slipped out—an' I guess, for all our high +ways, we was all three wonderin' inside, was we rilly doin' right. You +know your doubts come thick when there's a noise in the entry. But Mis' +Sykes acted as brave as two, an' it was her shut the door to behind us.</p> + +<p>"An' there, right by that stone just outside the entry o' the church, +set Mis' Timothy Toplady, <i>milkin' her Jersey cow</i>.</p> + +<p>"We could just see her, dim, by the light o' the transom. She was on the +secunt pail, an' that was two-thirds full. She hed her back toward us, +an' she didn't hear us. She set all wrapped up in a shawl, a basket o' +cups side of her, an' the Jersey standin' there, quiet an' demure. An' +beyond, in the cut an' movin' acrost the Pump pasture, it was thick with +lanterns.</p> + +<p>"But before we three'd hed time to burst out like we wanted to, we sort +o' scrooched back again. Because on the other side o' the cow we heard +Timothy Toplady's voice. He'd just got there, some breathless, an' with +him, we see, was Eppleby.</p> + +<p>"'Amanda,' says Timothy, 'what in the Dominion o' Canady air you doin'?'</p> + +<p>"'I shouldn't think you would know,' says Mis' Toplady, short. 'You +don't do enough of it.'</p> + +<p>"She hed him there. Timothy always <i>will</i> go down to the Dick Dasher an' +shirk the chores.</p> + +<p>"'Amanda,' says Timothy, 'you've disobeyed me flat-footed.'</p> + +<p>"'No such thing,' s'she, milkin' away like mad for fear he'd use force; +'I ain't carried a drop o' milk here. I've drove it,' she says.</p> + +<p>"Timothy groaned.</p> + +<p>"'Milkin' in the church,' he says.</p> + +<p>"'No, sir,' says Amanda, back at him; 'I'm outside on the sod, an' you +know it.'</p> + +<p>"An' then my hopes sort o' riz, because I thought I heard Eppleby +Holcomb laugh soft—sort of a half-an'-half chuckle. Like he'd looked +under the situation an' see it wasn't alike on both sides. An' 't the +same time Mis' Toplady, she changed her way, an',—</p> + +<p>"'Timothy,' s'she, 'you hungry?'</p> + +<p>"'I'm nigh starved,' says Timothy. 'It must be eight o'clock,' s'e, 'but +I ain't the heart to think o' that.'</p> + +<p>"'No,' s'she, 'so you ain't. Not with them poor babies in there +hungrier'n you be an' nowheres to go.'</p> + +<p>"With that she got done milkin' an' stood up an' picked up her two +pails—we could smell the sweet, warm milk from where we was.</p> + +<p>"'Timothy,' s'she, 'the worst sacrilege that's done in <i>this</i> world is +when folks turns their backs on any little bit of a chance that the Lord +gives 'em to do good in, like He told 'em. Who was it, I'd like to know, +said, "Suffer little children"? Who was it said, "Feed my lambs"? No +"when" or "where" about that. Just <i>do it</i>. An' no occasion to hem an' +haw about it, either. The least you can do for your share in this, as I +see it, is to keep your silence and drive the cow back home. The oven's +full o' bake' sweet potatoes an' they must be just nearin' done.'</p> + +<p>"I see Timothy start to wave his arms an' I donno what he would 'a' said +if it hadn't been settled for 'im. For then, like it was right out o' +the sky, the church organ begun to play soft. For a minute we all looked +up, like the Shepherds must of when the voices of the night told 'em the +spirit o' God was in the world, born in a little child. It was Abel,—I +knew right away it was Abel,—an' he was just gentlin' round soft on the +keys, kind o' like he was askin' a blessin' an' rockin' a cradle an' +doin' all the little nice things music can. An' with that Mis' Sykes, +she throws open the church door.</p> + +<p>"I'll never forget how it looked inside—all warm an' lamp-lit an' with +them little things bein' fed an' chatterin' soft. An' up in the loft set +Abel, playin' away on the foreign organ before it'd been dedicated. An' +then he begun singin' low—an' there's somethin' about Abel 't you just +<i>haf</i> to listen, whatever he says or does. Even Timothy hed to +listen—though I think he was some struck dumb, too, an' that kep' him +controlled for a minute—like it will. An' Abel sung:—</p> + + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"'The Lord is my Shepherd—I shall not want.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">He maketh me to lie down in green pastures,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">He leadeth me—He leadeth me beside the still waters.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">He restoreth my soul....'<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>"An' at the first line, before we'd rilly sensed what it was he said, +every one o' them little children in the midst o' their supper slips off +the edge o' the cots an' kneeled down there on the bare floor, just like +they'd been told to. Oh, wasn't it wonderful? An' yet it wasn't—it +wasn't. We found out, when folks come for 'em the next mornin', it was +the children's prayer that they sung every day o' their lives at their +Good Shepherd's Orphans' Home—soft an' out o' tune an' with all their +little hearts, just as they went ahead an' sung it with Abel, clear to +the end. I guess they didn't know everybody don't kneel down all over +the world when they hear the Twenty-third Psalm.</p> + +<p>"Abel seen 'em in the little lookin'-glass over the keyboard. An' when +he'd got done he set there perfectly still with his head down. An' Mis' +Sykes an' Mis' Holcomb an' Eppleby an' I bowed our heads too, out there +in the entry. An' so, after a minute, did Timothy. I couldn't help +peekin' to see.</p> + +<p>"An' then, when the children was all a-rustlin' up, Mis' Toplady she +jus' hands her two pails o' milk over to Timothy.</p> + +<p>"'You take 'em in,' she says to him, her eyes swimmin'. 'I've come off +without my handkerchief.'</p> + +<p>"Timothy looks round him, kind o' helpless, but Eppleby stood there an' +pats him on the arm.</p> + +<p>"'Go in—go in, brother,' Eppleby says gentle. 'I guess the church's +been dedicated. I feel like we'd heard the big wind—an' I guess, mebbe, +the Pentecostal tongues.'</p> + +<p>"An' Timothy—he's an awful tender-hearted man in spite o' bein' so +notional—Timothy just went on in with the milk, without sayin' +anything. An' Eppleby side of him. An' we 'most shut the door on Silas +Sykes, comin' tearin' up on account o' Timothy leavin' him urgent word +to come, without explainin' why. An' when Silas see the inside o' the +church, all lit up an' chicken supper for the children an' the other two +elders there with the milk, he just rubs his hands an' beams like he see +his secunt term. I donno's it'd ever enter Silas Sykes's head't there +was anything wrong with anything, providin' somebody wasn't snappin' him +up for it. I guess it's like that in politics.</p> + +<p>"We took the milk around an', bake' sweet potatoes forgot, Timothy stood +up by the stove, between Eppleby an' Silas, an' watched us—an' the +Jersey must 'a' picked her way home alone. An' Abel, he just set there +to the organ, gentlin' 'round soft on the keys so it made me think o' +God movin' on the face o' the waters. An' movin' on the face of +everything else too, dedicated or not. It was like we'd felt the big +wind, same as Eppleby said. An' somethin' in it kind o' hid, secret an' +holy."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="VIII" id="VIII"></a>VIII</h2> + +<h3>THE GRANDMA LADIES</h3> + + +<p>Two weeks before Christmas Friendship was thrown into a state of holiday +delight. Mrs. Proudfit and her daughter, Miss Clementina, issued +invitations to a reception to be given on Christmas Eve at Proudfit +House, on Friendship Hill. The Proudfits, who had rarely entertained +since Miss Linda went away, lived in Europe and New York and spent +little time in the village, but, for all that, they remained citizens in +absence, and Friendship always wrote out invitations for them whenever +it gave "companies." The invitations the postmaster duly forwarded to +some Manhattan bank, though I think the village had a secret conviction +that these were never received—"sent out wild to a bank in the City, +so." However, now that old courtesies were to be so magnificently +returned, every one believed and felt a greater respect for the whole +financial world.</p> + +<p>The invitations enclosed the card of Mrs. Nita Ordway, and the name +sounded for me a note of other days when, before my coming to Friendship +Village, we two had, in the town, belonged to one happy circle of +friends.</p> + +<p>"I thought at first mebbe the card'd got shoved in the envelope by +mistake," said Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss. "I know once I got a +Christmas book from a cousin o' mine in the City, an' a strange man's +card fell out o' the leaves. I sent the card right straight back to her, +an' Cousin Jane seemed rill cut up, so I made up my mind I'd lay low +about this card. But I hear everybody's got 'em. I s'pose it's a sign +that it's some Mis' Ordway's party too—only not enough hers to get her +name on the invite. Mebbe she chipped in on the expenses. Give a third, +like enough."</p> + +<p>However that was, Friendship looked on the Christmas party as on some +unexpected door about to open in its path, and it woke in the morning +conscious of expectation before it could remember what to expect. +Proudfit House! A Christmas party! It touched every one as might some +giant Santa Claus, for grown-ups, with a pack of heart's-ease on his +back.</p> + +<p>When Mrs. Ordway arrived in the village, the excitement mounted. Mrs. +Nita Ordway was the first exquisitely beautiful woman of the great world +whom Friendship had ever seen—"beautiful like in the pictures of when +noted folks was young," the village breathlessly summed her up. To be +sure, when she and her little daughter, Viola, rode out in the +Proudfits' motor, nobody in the street appeared to look at them. But +Friendship knew when they rode, and when they walked, and what they +wore, and when they returned.</p> + +<p>It was a happiness to me to see Mrs. Ordway again, and I sat often with +her in the music room at Proudfit House and listened to her glorious +voice in just the songs that I love. Sometimes she would send for her +little Viola, so that I might sit with the child in my arms, for she was +one of those rare children who will let you love them.</p> + +<p>"I like be made some 'tention to," Viola sometimes said shyly. She was +not afraid, and she would stay with me hour-long, as if she loved to be +loved. She was like a little come-a-purpose spirit, to let one pretend.</p> + +<p>A day or two after the invitations had been received, I was in my guest +room going over my Christmas list. Just before Christmas I delight in +the look of a guest room, for then the bed is spread with a brave array +of pretty things, and when one arranges and wraps them, the stitches of +rose and blue on flowered fabrics, the flutter of crisp ribbons, and the +breath of sachets make one glad. I was lingering at my task when I heard +some one below, and I recognized her voice.</p> + +<p>"Calliope!" I called gladly from the stairs, and bade her come up to me.</p> + +<p>Calliope is one of the women in whose presence one can wrap one's +Christmas gifts. She came into the room, bringing a breath of Winter, +and she laid aside her tan ulster and her round straw hat, and +straightway sat down on the rug by the open fire.</p> + +<p>"Well said!" she cried contentedly, "a grate fire upstairs! It's one of +the things that never seems real to me, like a tower on a house. I'd as +soon think o' havin' a grate fire up a tree an' settin' there, as in my +chamber. Anyway, when it comes Winter, upstairs in Friendship is just a +place where you go after something in the bureau draw' an' come down +again as quick as you can. I s'pose you got an invite to the party?"</p> + +<p>"Yes," I said, "and you will go, Calliope?"</p> + +<p>But instead of answering me:—</p> + +<p>"My land!" she said, "think of it! A party like that, an' not a +low-necked waist in town, nor a swallow-tail! An' only two weeks to do +anything in, an' only Liddy Ember for dressmaker, an' it takes her two +weeks to make a dress. I guess Mis' Postmaster Sykes has got her. They +say she read her invite in the post-office with one hand an' snapped up +that tobacco-brown net in the post-office store window with the other, +an' out an' up to Liddy's an' hired her before she was up from the +breakfast table. So she gets the town new dress. Mis' Sykes is terrible +quick-moved."</p> + +<p>"What will you wear, Calliope?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Me—I never wear anything but henriettas," she said. "I think the +plainer-faced you are, the simpler you'd ought to be dressed. I use' to +fix up terrible ruffled, but when I see I was reg'lar plain-faced I +stuck to henriettas, mostly gray—"</p> + +<p>"Calliope," I said resolutely, "you don't mean you're not going to the +Proudfit party?"</p> + +<p>She clasped her hands and held them, palms outward, over her mouth, and +her eyes twinkled above them.</p> + +<p>"No, sir," she said, "I can't go. You'll laugh at me!" she defended. +"Don't you tell!" she warned. And finally she told me.</p> + +<p>"Day before yesterday," she said, "I went into the City. An' I come out +on the trolley. An' I donno what possessed me,—I ain't done it for +months,—but when we crossed the start of the Plank Road, I got off an' +went up an' visited the Old Ladies' Home. You know I've always thought," +she broke off, "—well, you know I ain't a rill lot to do with, an' I +always had an i-dee that mebbe sometime, when I got older, I might—"</p> + +<p>I nodded, and she went on.</p> + +<p>"Well, I walked around among 'em up there—canary birds an' plants an' +footstools—an' the whole thing fixed up so cheerful that it's pitiful. +Red wall-paper an' flowered curtains an' such, all fair yellin' at you, +'We're cheerful—cheerful—cheerful!' till I like to run. An' it come +over me, bein' so near Christmas an' all, what would they do on +Christmas? So I asked a woman in a navy-blue dress, seein' she flipped +around like she was the flag o' the place.</p> + +<p>"'The south corridor,' she answers,—them's the highest payin"—Calliope +threw in, "'chipped in an' got up a tree, an' there's gifts for all,' +s'she. 'The west corridor'—them's the local city ones—'all has friends +to take 'em away for the day. The east corridor'—they're from farther +away an' middlin' well-to-do—'all has boxes comin' to 'em from off. But +the north corridor,' s'she, scowlin' some, 'is rather a trial to us.'</p> + +<p>"An' I was waitin' for that. The north corridor is all charity old +ladies, paid for out o' the fund; an' the president o' the home has just +died, an' the secretary's in the old country on a pleasure trip, an' the +board's in a row over the policy o' the home, an' the navy-blue matron +dassent act, an' altogether it looked like the north corridor was goin' +to get a regular mid-week Wednesday instead of a Christmas. An' I up an' +ast' her to take me down to see 'em."</p> + +<p>It was easy to see what Calliope had done, I thought: she had promised +to spend Christmas Eve over there in the north corridor, reading aloud.</p> + +<p>"They was nine of 'em," she went on, "nice old grandma ladies, with +hands that looked like they'd ought to 'a' been tyin' little aprons an' +cuttin' out cookies an' squeezin' somebody else's hand. There they set, +with the wall-paper doin' its cheerfulest, loud as an insult,—one of +'em with lots o' white hair, one of 'em singin' a little, some of 'em +tryin' to sew or knit some. My land!" said Calliope, "when we think of +'em sittin' up an' down the world—with their arms all empty—an' +Christmas comin' on—ain't it a wonder—Well, I stayed 'round an' talked +to 'em," she went on, "while the navy-blue lady whisked her starched +skirts some. She seemed too busy 'tendin' to 'em to give 'em much +attention. An' they looked rill pleased when I talked to 'em about their +patchwork an' knittin', an' did they get the sun all day, an' didn't the +canary sort o' shave somethin' off'n the human ear-drum, on his tiptop +notes? An' when I said that, Grandma Holly—her with lots o' white +hair—says:—</p> + +<p>"'I donno but it does,' she says, 'but I don't mind; I'm so thankful to +see somethin' around that's <i>little an' young</i>.'</p> + +<p>"That sort o' landed in my heart. It's just what I'd been thinkin' about +'em.</p> + +<p>"'Little, young things,' s'I, sort o' careless, 'make a lot o' racket, +you know.'</p> + +<p>"At that old Mis' Burney pipes up—her that brought up her daughter's +children an' her son-in-law married again an' turned her out:—</p> + +<p>"'I use' to think so,' she says quiet; 'the noise o' the children use' +to bother me terrible. When they reely got to goin' I use' to think I +couldn't stand it, my head hurt me so. But now,' s'she, 'I get to +thinkin' sometimes I wouldn't mind a horse-fiddle if some of 'em played +it.'</p> + +<p>"'They're lots o' company, the little things,' says old Mis' +Norris—she'd kep' mislayin' her teeth an' the navy-blue lady had took +'em away from her that day for to teach her, so I couldn't hardly +understand what she said. 'Mine was named Ellen an' Nancy,' I made out.</p> + +<p>"'Some o' you remember my Sam,'—Mis' Ailing speaks up then, an' she +begun windin' up her yarn an' never noticed she was ravellin' out her +mitten,—'he was an alderman,' she was goin' on, but old Mis' Winslow +cuts in on her:—</p> + +<p>"'It don't matter what he was when he was man-grown,' s'she. 'Man-grown +can get along themselves. It's when they're little bits o' ones,' she +says.</p> + +<p>"'Little!' says Grandma Holly. 'Is it little you mean? Well, my Amy's +two little feet use' to be swallowed up in my hand—so,' she says, +shuttin' her hand over to show us.</p> + +<p>"Well, so they went on. I give you my word I stood there sort o' +grippin' up on my elbows. I'd always known it was so—like you do know +things are so. But somehow when you come to <i>feel</i> they're so, that's +another thing. And I was feelin' this in my throat 'bout as big as an +orange. I'd thought their hands looked like they'd ought to be tyin' up +little aprons, but I never thought o' the hands bein' rill lonesome to +do the tyin', an' thinkin' about it, too. An' now I understood 'em like +I see 'em for the first time, rill face to face. Somehow, we ain't any +too apt to look at people that way," said Calliope. "You see how I mean +it.</p> + +<p>"Then comes the navy-blue woman an' says it's time for their hot milk, +an' they all looked up, kind o' hopeful. An' I see that the navy-blue +one had got 'em trained into the i-dee that hot milk was an event. She +didn't like to hev 'em talk much about the past, she told me, when she +see what we was speakin' of, because it gener'lly made some of 'em cry, +an' the i-dee was to keep the spirit of the home bright an' cheerful. +'So I see,' s'I, dry. An' there was Christmas comin' on, an' nothin' to +break the general cheerfulness but hot milk. "Well," Calliope said, "I +s'pose you'll think I'm terrible foolish, but I couldn't help what I +done—"</p> + +<p>"I don't wonder at it," said I, warmly; "you promised to spend Christmas +Eve with them and read aloud to them, didn't you, Calliope?"</p> + +<p>"No!" Calliope cried; "I didn't do that. I should think they'd be sick +to death o' bein' read aloud to. I should think they'd be sick to death +bein' cheered up by their surroundin's. No—I invited the whole nine of +'em to come over an' spend Christmas Eve with me."</p> + +<p>"Calliope!" I cried, "but how—"</p> + +<p>"I know it," she exclaimed, "I know it. But they're all well an' hardy. +The charity corridor ain't expected in the infirmary much. An' Jimmy +Sturgis is goin' to bring 'em over free in the closed 'bus—I'll fill it +with hot bricks an' hot flat-irons an' bed-quilts. An' my land! you'd +ought to see 'em when I ask' 'em. I don't s'pose they'd had an invite +out in years. The navy-blue lady looked like I'd nipped a mountain off'n +her shoulders, too. An' now," said Calliope, "what on top o' this earth +will I do with 'em when I get 'em here?"</p> + +<p>What indeed? I left my task and sat by her on the rug before the fire, +and we talked it over. But all the while we talked, I could see that she +was keeping something back—some plan of which she was doubtful.</p> + +<p>"I ain't no money to spend, you know," she said, "an' I won't let +anybody else spend any for me, for this. Folks has plans enough o' their +own without mine. But I kep' sayin' to myself, all the way home when my +knees give down at the i-dee of what I was goin' to do: 'Calliope, the +Lord says, "<i>Give.</i>" An' He meant you to give, same's those that hev +got. He didn't say, "Everybody give but Calliope, an' she ain't got +much, so she'd ought to be let off." He said, "<i>Give.</i>"' An' He didn't +mention all nice things, same's I'd like to give, an' most everybody +does give—" she nodded toward my bed, brave with its Christmas array. +"He didn't mention givin' <i>things</i> at all. An' so," said Calliope, "I +thought o' somethin' else."</p> + +<p>She sat with brooding eyes on the fire, her hands clasped about her +knees.</p> + +<p>"The Lord Christ," said Calliope, "didn't hev nothin' of His own. An' +yet He just give an' give an' give. An' somehow I got the <i>i</i>-dee," she +finished, glancing up at me shyly, "that mebbe Christmas ain't really +all in your stocking foot, after all. I ain't much to spend, and mebbe +that sounds some like sour grapes. But it seems like a good many +beautiful things is free to all, an' that they's ways to do. Well, I've +thought of a way—"</p> + +<p>"Calliope," I said, "tell me what you have really planned for the +old-lady party. You <i>have</i> planned?"</p> + +<p>"Well, yes," she said, "I hev. But mebbe you'll think it ain't anything. +First I thought o' tea, an' thin bread-an'-butter sandwiches—it seems +some like a party when you get your bread thin. An' I've got apples in +the house we could roast, an' corn to pop over the kitchen fire. But +then I come to a stop. For I ain't nothin' else, an' I've spent every +cent I <i>can</i> spend a'ready. But yet I did want to show 'em somethin' +lovely—an' differ'nt from what they see, so's it'd seem as if somebody +cared, an' as if they'd been <i>in Christmas</i>, too. An' all of a sudden it +come to me, why not invite in a few little children o' somebody's here +in Friendship? So's them old grandma ladies—"</p> + +<p>She shook her head and turned away.</p> + +<p>"I expec'," she said, "you think I'm terrible foolish. But wouldn't that +be givin', don't you think? <i>Would</i> that be anything?"</p> + +<p>I have planned, as will fall to us all, many happy ways of keeping +festival; but I think that never, even in days when I myself was +happiest, have I so delighted in any event as in this of Calliope's +proposing. And when at last she had gone, and the dusk had fallen and I +lighted candles and went back to my pleasant task, some way the stitches +of pink and blue on flowered fabrics, the flutter of crisp ribbons, and +the breath of the sachets were not greatly in my thoughts; and that +which made me glad was a certain shining in the room, but this was not +of candle-light, or firelight, or winter starlight.</p> + +<p>With the days the plans for the Proudfit party—or rather the plans of +the Proudfit guests—went merrily forward. It was, they said, like "in +the Oldmoxon days," when the house in which I was now living had been +the Friendship fairyland. Some take their parties solemnly, some +joyously, some feverishly; but Friendship takes them vitally, as it +takes a project or the breath of being. Like the rest of the world, the +village sank Christmas in festivity. It could not see Christmas for the +Christmas plans.</p> + +<p>Speculation was the delight of meetings, and every one conspired in +terms of toilettes.</p> + +<p>"Likely," said Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, "Mis' Banker Mason'll +wear her black-an'-white foulard. Them foulards are wonderful +durable—you can't muss 'em. She got hers when Gramma Mason first hurt +her back, so's if anything happened she'd be part mournin', an' if +anything didn't, she'd have a nice dress to wear out places. Ain't it +real convenient,—white standin' for both companies an' the tomb, so?"</p> + +<p>And "Mis' Photographer Sturgis has the best of it, bein' an invalid, +till a party comes up," said Libbie Liberty. "She gets plenty enough +food sent in, an' flowers, an' such things, an' she's got nails hung +full o' what I call sympathy clo'es, to wear durin' sympathy calls. But +when it comes to a real what you might say dress-up dress, I guess +she'll hev to be took worse with her side an' stay in the house."</p> + +<p>Abigail Arnold contributed:—</p> + +<p>"Seems Mis' Doctor Helman had a whole wine silk dress put away with her +dyin' things. She always thought it sounded terrible fine to hear about +the dead havin' dress-pattern after dress-pattern laid away that hadn't +never been made up. So she'd got together the one, but now she an' +Elzabella are goin' to work an' make it up. I guess Mis' Helman thinks +her stomach is so much better 't mebbe she'll be spared till after the +holidays when the sales begin."</p> + +<p>Even Liddy Ember had promised to go and to take Ellen, and Ellen went up +and down the winter streets singing sane little songs about the party, +save on days when she "come herself again," and then she planned, as +wildly as anybody, what she meant to wear. And Liddy, whose dream had +always been to do "reg'lar city dress-makin', with helpers an' plates +an' furnish the findin's at the shop," and whose lot instead had been to +cut and fit "just the durable kind," was blithely at work night and day +on Mis' Postmaster Sykes's tobacco-brown net. We understood that there +were to be brown velvet butterflies stitched down the skirt, and if her +Lady Washington geranium flowered in time,—Mis' Sykes was said to lay +bread and milk nightly about the roots to encourage it,—she was to wear +the blossom in her hair. ("She'll be gettin' herself talked about, +wearin' a wreath o' flowers on her head, so," said some.) But then, Mis' +Sykes was recognized to be "one that picks her own steps."</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes always dresses for company accordin' to the way she gets her +invite," Calliope observed. "A telephone invite, she goes in somethin' +she'd wear home afternoons. Word o' mouth at the front door, she wears +what she wears on Sundays. Written invites, she rags out in her rill +<i>best</i> dress, for parties. But <i>engraved</i>," Calliope mounted to her +climax, "a bran' new dress an' a wreath in her hair is the least she'll +stop at."</p> + +<p>But I think that, in the wish to do honour to so distinguished an +occasion, the temper of Mis' Sykes, and perhaps of Ellen Ember too, was +the secret temper of all the village.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="IX" id="IX"></a>IX</h2> + +<h3>"NOT AS THE WORLD GIVETH"</h3> + + +<p>I daresay that excitement followed excitement when news of Calliope's +party got abroad. But of this I knew little, for I spent those next days +at the Proudfits' with Nita Ordway and little Viola, and though I +thought often of Calliope, I chanced not to see her again until the +holidays were almost upon us. In the late afternoon, two days before +Christmas, I dropped in at her cottage to learn how pleasantly the plans +for her party matured.</p> + +<p>To my amazement I found her all dejection.</p> + +<p>"Why, Calliope," I said, "can't the grandma ladies come, after all?"</p> + +<p>Yes, they could come; they were coming.</p> + +<p>"You are never sorry you asked them?" I pressed her.</p> + +<p>No. Oh, no; she was glad she had asked them.</p> + +<p>"Something is wrong, though," I said sadly—thinking what a blessed +thing it is to be so joyous a spirit that one's dejections are bound to +be taken seriously.</p> + +<p>"Well," said Calliope, then, "it's the children. No it ain't, it's +Friendship. The town's about as broad as a broom straw an' most as deep. +Anything differ'nt scares 'em like something wore out'd ought to. +Friendship's got an i-dee that Christmas begins in a stocking an' ends +off in a candle. It thinks the rest o' the days are reg'lar, +self-respecting days, but it looks on Christmas like an extry thing, +thrown in to please 'em. It acts as if the rest o' the year was plain +cake an' the holidays was the frostin' to be et, an' everybody grab the +best themselves, give or take."</p> + +<p>"Calliope!" I cried—for this was as if the moon had objected to the +heavens.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know I'd ought not to," she said sadly; "but don't folks act as +if time was give to 'em to run around wild with, as best suits 'em? +Three hundred an' 'leven days a year to use for themselves, an' Sundays +an' Christmas an' Thanksgivin' to give away looks to me a rill fair +division. But, no. Some folks act like Sundays an' holidays was not only +the frostin', but the nuts an' candy an' ice-cream o' things—<i>their</i> +ice-cream, to eat an' pass to their own, an' scrape the freezer."</p> + +<p>And then came the heart of the matter.</p> + +<p>"'T seems," said Calliope, "there's that children's Christmas tree at +the new minister's on Christmas Eve. But that ain't till ha'-past seven, +an' I done my best to hev some o' the children stop in here on their +way, for <i>my</i> little party. An' with one set o' lungs their mas says no, +they'd get mussed for the tree if they do. I offered to hev 'em bring +their white dresses pinned in papers, an' we'd dress 'em here—I think +the grandma ladies'd like that. But their mas says no, pinned in +papers'd take the starch out an' their hair'd get all over their heads. +An' some o' the mothers says indignant: 'Old ladies from the poorhouse +end o' the home—well, I should think not! Children is very easy to take +things. If you'd hed young o' your own, you'd think more, Calliope,' +they says witherin'."</p> + +<p>Her little wrinkled hands were trembling at the enormity.</p> + +<p>"I donno," she added, "but I was foolish to try it. But I did want to +get a-hold o' somethin' beautiful for them old ladies to see. An', my +mind, they ain't much so rilly lovely as little young children, together +in a room."</p> + +<p>"But, Calliope," I said in distress, "isn't there even one child you can +get?"</p> + +<p>"No, sir," she said. "Not a one. I been everywhere. You know they ain't +any poor in Friendship. We're all comfortable enough off to be +overparticular."</p> + +<p>"But wouldn't you think," I said, "at Christmas time—"</p> + +<p>"Yes, you would," Calliope said, "you would. You'd think Christmas'd +make everything kind o' softened up an' differ'nt. Every time I look at +the holly myself, I feel like I'd just shook hands with somebody +cordial."</p> + +<p>None the less—for Calliope had drunk deep of the wine of doing and she +never gave up any project—at four o'clock on the day before Christmas I +saw the closed 'bus driven by Jimmy Sturgis fare briskly past my house +on its way to the "start of the Plank Road," to the Old Ladies' Home. +Within, I knew, were quilts and hot stones of Calliope's providing; and +Jimmy had hung the 'bus windows with cedar, and two little flags +fluttered from the door. It all had a merry, holiday air as Jimmy shook +the lines and drew on swiftly through the snow to those wistful nine +guests, who at last were to be "in Christmas," too.</p> + +<p>"If they can't do nothin' else," Calliope had said, "they can talk over +old times, without hot milk interferin'. But I wish, an' I wish—seem's +though there'd ought always to be a child around on Star o' Bethlehem +night, don't it?"</p> + +<p>I dined alone that Star of Bethlehem night, and to dine alone under +Christmas candles is never a cheerful business. The Proudfit car was to +come for me soon after eight, and at eight I stood waiting at the window +of my little living room, saying to myself that if I were to drop from +the air to a deserted country road, I should be certain that it was +Christmas Eve. You can tell Christmas Eve anywhere, like a sugar-plum, +with your eyes shut. It is not the lighted houses, or the +close-curtained windows behind which Christmas trees are fruiting; nor +yet, in Friendship, will it be the post-office store or the home bakery +windows, gay with Christmas trappings. But there is in the world a +subdued note of joyful preparation, as if some spirit whom one never may +see face to face had on this night a gift of perceptible life. And in +spite of my loneliness, my heart upleaped to the note of a distant +sleigh-bell jingling an air of "Home, going Home, Christmas Eve and +going Home."</p> + +<p>Then, when the big Proudfit car came flashing to my door, I had a sweet +surprise. For from it, through the snowy dark, came running a little +fairy thing, and Viola Ordway danced to my door with her mother, muffled +in furs.</p> + +<p>"We've been close in the house all day," Mrs. Ordway cried, "and now +we've run away to get you. Come!"</p> + +<p>As for me, I took Viola in my arms and lifted her to my hall table and +caught off her cloak and hood. I can never resist doing this to a child. +I love to see the little warm, plump body in its fine white linen emerge +rose-wise, from the calyx cloak; and I love that shy first gesture, +whatever it may be, of a child so emerging. The turning about, the +freeing of soft hair from the neck, the smoothing down of the frock, the +half-abashed upward look. Viola did more. She laid one hand on my cheek +and held it so, looking at me quite gravely, as if that were some secret +sign of brotherhood in the unknown, which she remembered and I, alas! +had forgotten. But I perfectly remembered how to kiss her. If only, I +thought, all the empty arms could know a Viola. If only all the empty +arms, up and down the world, could know a Viola even just at Christmas +time. If only—</p> + +<p>Over the top of Viola's head I looked across at Nita Ordway, and a +sudden joyous purpose lighted all the air about me—as a joyous purpose +will. Oh, if only—And then I heard myself pouring out a marvellous +jumble of sound and senselessness.</p> + +<p>"Nita!" I cried, "you are not a Friendship Village mother! You are not +afraid. Viola is not going to the new minister's Christmas tree. Oh, +don't you see? It's still early—surely we have time! The grandma ladies +<i>must</i> see Viola!"</p> + +<p>I remember how Nita Ordway laughed, and her answer made me love her the +more—as is the way of some answers.</p> + +<p>"I don't catch it—I don't," she said, "but it sounds delicious. All +courage, and old ladies, and ample time for everything! If I said, 'Of +course,' would that do?"</p> + +<p>Already I was tying Viola's hood, and next to taking off a child's hood +I love putting one on—surely every one will have noticed how their +mouths bud up for kissing. While we sped along the Plank Road toward +Calliope's cottage, I poured out the story of who were at her house that +night, and why, and all that had befallen. In a moment the great car, +devouring its own path of light, set us down at Calliope's gate, and +Calliope herself, trim in her gray henrietta, her wrinkled face flushed +and shining, came at our summons. And I pushed Viola in before +us—little fairy thing in a fluff of white wraps and white furs.</p> + +<p>"Look, Calliope!" I cried.</p> + +<p>Calliope looked down at her, and I think she can hardly have seen Mrs. +Ordway and me at all. She smote her hands softly together.</p> + +<p>"Oh," she said, "if it isn't! Oh—a child for Star o' Bethlehem night, +after all!"</p> + +<p>She dropped to her knees before Viola, touching the little girl's hand +almost shyly. There was in Calliope's face when she looked at any child +a kind of nakedness of the woman's soul; and she, who was so deft, was +curiously awkward in such a presence.</p> + +<p>"They're out there in the dinin' room," she whispered, "settin' round +the cook stove. I saw they felt some better out there. Le's us leave her +go out alone by herself, just the way she is."</p> + +<p>And that was what we did. We said something to Viola softly about "the +poor grandma ladies, with no little girl to love," and then Calliope +opened the door and let her through.</p> + +<p>We peeped for a moment at the lamp-lit crack. The dining room was warm +and bright, its table covered with red cotton and set with tea-cups, +shelves of plants blooming across the windows, cedar green on the walls. +The odour of pop-corn was in the air, and above an open griddle hole +apples bobbed on strings tied to the stove-pipe wing. And there about +the cooking range, with its cheery opened hearth, Calliope's Christmas +guests were gathered.</p> + +<p>They were exquisitely neat and trim, in black and brown cloth dresses, +with a brooch, or a white apron, or a geranium from a window plant worn +for festival. I recognized Grandma Holly, with her soft white hair, and +I thought I could tell which were Mis' Ailing and Mis' Burney and Mis' +Norris. And the faces of them all, the gentle, the grief-marked, even +the querulous, were grown kindly with the knowledge that somebody had +cared about their Christmas.</p> + +<p>The child went toward them as simply as if they had been friends. They +looked at her with some murmuring of surprise, and at one another +questioningly. Viola went straight to the knee of Grandma Holly, who was +nearest.</p> + +<p>"'At lady tied my hood too tight," she referred unflatteringly to me, +"p'eas do it off."</p> + +<p>Grandma Holly looked down over her spectacles, and up at the other +grandma ladies, and back to Viola. The others gathered nearer, hitching +forward rocking-chairs, rising to peer over shoulders—breathlessly, +with a manner of fearing to touch her. But because of the little +uplifted face, waiting, Grandma Holly must needs untie the white hood +and reveal all the shining of the child's hair.</p> + +<p>"Nen do my toat off," Viola gravely directed.</p> + +<p>At that Grandma Holly crooned some single indistinguishable syllable in +her throat, and then off came the cloak. The little warm, plump body in +its fine linen emerged, rose-wise, and Viola smoothed down her frock, +and freed her hair from her neck, and glanced up shyly. By the stir and +flutter among them I understood that they were feeling just as I feel +when a little hood and cloak come off.</p> + +<p>Viola stood still for a minute.</p> + +<p>"I like be made some 'tention to," she suggested gently.</p> + +<p>Ah—and they understood. How they understood! Grandma Holly swept the +little girl in her arms, and I know how the others closed about them +with smiles and vague unimportant words. Viola sat quietly and happily, +like a little come-a-purpose spirit to let them pretend. And it was with +them all as if something long pent up went free.</p> + +<p>Calliope left the door and turned toward us.</p> + +<p>"Seems like my throat couldn't stand it," she said, ... and it seemed to +me, as we three sat together in the dim little parlor, that Nita Ordway +must cherish Viola for us all—for the grandma ladies and Calliope and +me.</p> + +<p>Half an hour later we three went out to the dining room. Viola ran to +her mother when she entered. Nita took her in her arms and sat beside +the stove, her cloak slipping from her shoulders, the soft peach tints +of her gown shot through with shining lines and the light caught in her +collar of gems. "I did want to get a-hold o' somethin' beautiful for +them old ladies to see," Calliope had said.</p> + +<p>"Oh," said Grandma Holly, and she laid her brown hand on Viola's hand, +"ain't she <i>dear an' little an' young</i>?"</p> + +<p>"I wish't she'd talk some," begged old Mis' Norris.</p> + +<p>"Ain't she good, though, the little thing?" Mis' Ailing said. "Look at +how still she sets. Not wigglin' 'round same as some. It was just that +way with Sam when he was small—he'd set by the hour an' leave me hold +him—"</p> + +<p>A little bent creature, whose name I never learned, sat patting Viola's +skirt.</p> + +<p>"Seems like I'd gone back years," we heard her say.</p> + +<p>Grandma Holly held up one half-closed hand.</p> + +<p>"Like that," she told them, "my Amy's feet was so little I could hold +'em like that, an' I see hers is the same way. She's wonderful like Amy +was, her age."</p> + +<p>I cannot recall half the sweet, trivial things that they said. But I +remember how they told us stories of their own babies, and we laughed +with them over treasured sayings of long-ago lips, or grieved with them +over silences, or rejoiced at glad things that had been. Regardless of +the Proudfit party, we let them talk as they would, and remember. Then +of her own accord Nita Ordway hummed some haunting air, and sang one of +the songs that we all loved—the grandma ladies and Calliope and I. It +was a sleepy song, whose words I have forgotten, but it was in a kind of +universal tongue which I think that no one can possibly mistake. And out +of the lullaby came all the little spirits, freed in babyhood or +"man-grown," and stood at the knees of the grandma ladies, so that I was +afraid that they could not bear it.</p> + +<p>When the song was done, Viola suddenly sat up very straight.</p> + +<p>"I got a litty box," she announced, "an' I had a parasol. An' once a boy +div me a new nail. An' once I didn' feel berry well, but now I am. An' +once—"</p> + +<p>Their laughter was like a caress. Before it was done, we heard a +stamping without, and there was Jimmy Sturgis, with a spray of holly in +his old felt hat and the closed 'bus at the door.</p> + +<p>We helped Calliope to get their wraps and to fill the 'bus with hot +stones from the oven and with many quilts, and we made ready a basket of +pop-corn and apples and of the cedar hung around the little room. They +stood about us to say good-by, or to tell us some last bit of the news +of their long-past youth—dear, wrinkled faces framed in broad lines of +bonnet or hood, and smiling, every one.</p> + +<p>"This gray shawl I got on me is the very one I used to wrap Amy in to +carry her through the cold hall," said Grandma Holly. "My land-a-livin'! +seems's if I'd been with her to-night, over again!"</p> + +<p>Their way of thanks lay among stumbling words and vague repetitions, but +there was a kind of glory in their grateful faces, and one always +remembers that.</p> + +<p>"Merry Prismas, gramma ladies!" Viola cried shrilly at the 'bus door, +and within they laughed like mothers as they answered. And Jimmy Sturgis +cracked his whip, and the sleigh-bells jingled.</p> + +<p>Nita Ordway and Viola and I stood for a moment with Calliope at her +gate.</p> + +<p>"Come!" we begged her, "now go with us. We are all late together. There +is no reason why you should not go with us to the Christmas party."</p> + +<p>But Calliope shook her head.</p> + +<p>"I'm ever so much obliged to you," she said, "but oh, I couldn't. I've +hed too rilly a Christmas to come down to a party anywheres."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>When Nita and Viola and I reached Proudfit House, the guests were all +assembled, but we knew that Mrs. Proudfit and Miss Clementina would be +the first to forgive us when they understood.</p> + +<p>The big colonial home was bright with scarlet-shaded candles and +holly-hung walls; there was mistletoe on the sconces, and in the great +hall there were tuneful strings. On the landing of the stairs stood Mrs. +Proudfit and Miss Clementina, charmingly pretty in their delicate +frocks, and wholly gay and gracious. ("They seem lively like in pictures +where folks don't make a loud sound a-talkin'," said Friendship. "I +s'pose it's somethin' you learn in the City.") And Friendship wore its +loyalty like a mantle. Twelve years had passed, and yet one and another +said under breath and sighed, "If only Miss Linda could 'a' been here, +too."</p> + +<p>All Friendship Village was there, save Abel Halsey, who was at the Good +Shepherd's Home Christmas tree in the City, and, perhaps one would say, +Delia More, who had begged to be allowed to help in the kitchen "an' be +there that way." Even Peleg Bemus was in his place in the orchestra, +sitting with closed eyes, playing his flute, and keeping audible time +with his wooden leg,—quite as he did when he played his flute at night, +on Friendship streets. And there was Mis' Postmaster Sykes, in the +tobacco-brown net, with butterflies stitched down the skirt and the Lady +Washington geranium in her hair—and forever near her went little Miss +Liddy Ember with an almost passionate creative pride in the gown of her +hand, so that she would murmur her patron an occasional warning: "Mis' +Sykes, throw back your shoulders, you hev to, to bring out the real set +o' the basque;" or, "Don't forget you want to give a little hitch to the +back when you stand up, Mis' Sykes." And to one and another Liddy said +proudly, "I declare if I didn't get that skirt with the butterflies just +like a magazine cover." And there, too, was Ellen Ember, wearing a white +book muslin and a rosy "nubia" that had been her mother's; and Ellen's +face was uplifted, and of pale distinction under the bronze glory of her +hair, but all that evening she smiled and sang and wondered, in utter +absence of the spirit. ("Oh," poor Miss Liddy said, "I do so want Ellen +to come herself before supper. She won't remember a thing she eats, an' +she don't have much that's tasty an' good. It'll be just like she missed +the whole thing, in spite of all the chore o' comin'.") And there were +Mis' Doctor Helman in her new wine silk; Mis' Banker Mason in the +black-and-white foulard designed to grace a festival or to respect a +tomb; Mis' Sturgis, in a put-away dress that was a surprise to every +one; Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, and Eppleby, and the "Other" +Holcombs; Abigail Arnold, the Gekerjecks, Mis' Toplady and Timothy, even +Mis' Mayor Uppers—no one was forgotten. And—save poor Ellen—every one +was aglow with the sweet satisfaction of having sent abroad a brave +array of pretty things, with stitches of rose and blue on flowered +fabrics, with the flutter of ribbons, and the breath of sachets, and +with many a gift of substance to those less generously endowed. To them +all the delight of the season was in the gifts of their hands and in the +night's merry-making, and in the joy of keeping holiday. Here, as +Calliope had said, Christmas, begun in a stocking, was ending in a +candle.</p> + +<p>And yet it was Star of Bethlehem night, the night of Him who "didn't +mention givin' <i>things</i> at all."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="X" id="X"></a>X</h2> + +<h3>LONESOME.—I</h3> + + +<p>Calliope and I were talking over the Proudfit party, as I had grown to +like to talk over most things with her, when I said something of two of +the guests whom I did not remember before to have seen: a little man of +shy gravity and an extremely pretty girl who, if she looked at any one +but him, did so quite undetected.</p> + +<p>"That's Eb Goodnight," Calliope replied, "him of the new-born spine. +Wasn't it like the Proudfits to ask them?"</p> + +<p>And, at my question:</p> + +<p>"Some folks," Calliope said, "has got spines and some folks hasn't. But +what I say is, nobody can tell which is which. Because now and then the +soft-spine' kind just hardens up all in a minute same as steel. So when +I meet a stranger that sort o' sops along through life, limp and floppy, +I never judge him. I just say, 'You look some like a loose shutter, but +mebbe you can fair bang the house down, if you rilly get to blowin'.' It +was that way with Eb Goodnight.</p> + +<p>"I donno how it is other places. But I've noticed with us here in +Friendship—an' I've grown to the town from short dresses to +bein'-careful-what-I-eat—I've often noticed't when folks seems not to +have any backbone to speak of, or even when they go 'round sort o' +crazy—they's usually some other reason, like enough. Sensitive or sick +or lonesome, or like that. It was so with Eb—an' it was so with Elspie. +Elspie, though, was interestin' on account o' bein' not only a little +crazy, but rill pretty besides. But Eb, he was the kind that a +sign-board is more interestin' than. An' yet—"</p> + +<p>With that she paused, looking down some way of her own thought. I knew +Calliope's "an' yet." It splendidly conceded the entire converse of her +argument.</p> + +<p>"Eb come here to Friendship," she went on, "less public than Elspie did. +Elspie come official, as an inmate o' the county house. Eb, he sort o' +crep' in town, like he crep' everywhere else. He introduced himself to +me through sellin' needles. He walked in on me an' a two-weeks ironin' +one mornin' with, 'Lemme present myself as Ebenezer Goodnight, sewin' +needles, knittin' needles, crochet hooks an' shuttles an' anything o' +that,' an' down he set an' never opened his mouth about his needles +again. Eb was real delicate, for an agent. He just talked all the time +about Friendship an' himself. 'The whol' blame' town's kin,' s'e; 'I +never see such a place. <i>Every</i>body's kin, only just me. Air you,' he +ask' me wistful, 'cousin' of 'em all, too?'</p> + +<p>"'Mis' Sprague that's dead was connected up with me by marriage an' Mis' +Sykes is my mother's secunt cousin,' I owned up.'</p> + +<p>"'That's it again,' s'e, sighin'. 'I'm the odd number, dum it,' he says +sorrowful.</p> + +<p>"Well, an' he hed sort of an odd-number way about him, too. He went +along the street like he didn't belong. I donno if you know what I mean, +but he was always takin' in the tops o' buildin's an' lookin' at the +roads an' behavin' like he noticed—the way you don't when you live in a +town. Yes, Ebenezer Goodnight went around like he see things for the +first time. An' somehow he never could join in. When he walked up to a +flock o' men, he stood <i>side</i> of 'em, an' not with 'em. An' he shook +hands sort o' loose an' temporary like he meant somethin' else. An' he +just couldn't bear not to agree with you. If he let out't the sky was +blue an' you said, No, pink, he'd work around till he'd dyed <i>his</i> sky +pink, too. That man would agree to things he never heard of. Let Peleg +Bemus be tellin' one o' his eastern janitor adventures, an' Eb'd set an' +agree with him, past noddin' an' up to words, all about elevators an' +Ferris boats an' Eyetalians an' things he'd never laid look to. He +seemed to hev a spine made mostly o' molasses. An' sometimes I think +your spine's your soul.</p> + +<p>"Eb hed been lonelyin' 'round the village a month or so when Sum +Merriman, that run the big rival business to the post-office store, an' +was fire chief besides, took him an' his peddler's pack into the dry +goods end—an' Eb was tickled. He went down first mornin' in his best +clo'es, a-wearin' both collar an' cuffs. But when somebody remarked on +the clo'es, he didn't hev backbone enough to keep on wearin' 'em—he +slimpsed right back to his peddler duds an' done his best to please. An' +he did please—he made a rill first-rate merchant clear up till June o' +the year. An' then Sum Merriman, his employer, he went to work an' died.</p> + +<p>"Sum died a Tuesday, an', bein' it never rains but it pours, an' piles +peelin's on ashes, or whatever it is they say, it was the Tuesday that +the poorhouse burnt down—just like it knew the fire chief was gone. The +poorhouse use' to be across the track, beyond the cemetery an' quite +near my house. An' the night it burnt I was settin' on the side stoop +without anything over my head, just smellin' in the air, when I see a +little pinky look on the sky beyond the track. It wasn't moon-time, an' +they wa'n't nothin' to bonfire that time o' year, an' I set still, +pretendin' it was rose-bushes makin' a ladder an' buildin' a way of +escape by night. It was such a nice evenin' you couldn't imagine +anything rilly happenin' bad. But all at once I heard the fire-engine +bell poundin' away like all possessed—an' then runnin' feet, like when +they's an accident. I got to the gate just as somebody come rushin' +past, an' I piped up what was the matter. 'Poorhouse's afire,' s'e. +'Poorhouse,' s'I. 'My land!' An' I out the gate an' run alongside of +him, an' he sort o' slowed down for me, courteous.</p> + +<p>"Then I noticed it was Eb Goodnight—lonelier'n ever now that his +employer hed died that day. I'd never see Eb hustle that much before, +an' the thought went through my head, kind o' wonderin', that he was +runnin' as if the fire was a real relation o' his an' he was sent for. +'Know anything else about it?' I ask' him, keepin' up. 'Not much,' s'e, +'but I guess it's got such a head-start the whol' thing'll go like a +shell.' An' when we got to the top o' the bank on the other side o' the +track, we see it was that way—the poorhouse'd got such a head-start +burnin' that nothin' could save it, though Timothy Toplady, that was +town marshal an' chairman o' the county board, an' Silas Sykes an' +Eppleby Holcomb, that was managers o' the poorhouse, an' some more, went +puffin' past us, yellin', 'Put it out—run fer water—why don't you do +suthin'?'—an' like that, most beside theirselves.</p> + +<p>"'Them poor critturs,' says I, 'oh, my, them poor critturs in the +home'—for there must 'a' ben twenty o' the county charges all quartered +in the buildin'. An' when we come to the foot o' the poorhouse hill, +land, land, I never see such Bedlam.</p> + +<p>"The fire had started so soon after dusk that the inmates was all up +yet. An' they was half of 'em huddled in a bunch by the side-yard stile +an' half of 'em runnin' 'round wild as anything. The whol' place looked +like when you hev a bad dream. It made me weak in my knees, an' I was +winded anyway with runnin', an' I stopped an' leant up against a tree, +an' Eb, he stopped too, takin' bearin's. An' there I was, plump against +Elspie, standin' holdin' her arms 'round the tree trunk an' shiverin' +some.</p> + +<p>"'Elspie,' s'I, 'why, you poor child.'</p> + +<p>"'No need to rub <i>that</i> in,' s'she, tart. It's the one word the county +charges gets sensitive about—an' Eb, he seemed to sense that, an' he +ask' her, hasty, how the fire started. He called her 'Miss,' too, an' I +judged that 'Miss' was one o' them poultice words to her.</p> + +<p>"'I donno,' s'she, 'but don't it look <i>cheerful</i>? The yard's all lit up +nice, like fer comp'ny,' she says, rill pleased.</p> + +<p>"It sort o' uncovered my nerves to hear her so unconcerned. I never hed +understood her—none of us hed. She was from outside the state, but her +uncle, Job Ore, was on our county board an' he got her into our +poorhouse—like you can when you're in politics. Then he up an' died an' +went home to be buried, an' there she was on our hands. She wa'n't rill +crazy—we understood't she hadn't ben crazy at all up to the time her +mother died. Then she hadn't no one to go to an' she got queer, an' the +poorhouse uncle stepped in; an' when he died, he died in debt, so his +death wa'n't no use to her. She was thirty odd, but awful little an' +slim an' scairt-lookin', an' quite pretty, I allus thought; an' I never +see a thing wrong with her till she was so unconcerned about the fire.</p> + +<p>"'Elspie,' s'I, stern, 'ain't you no feelin',' s'I, 'for the loss o' the +only home you've got to your back?'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, I donno,' s'she, an' I could see her smilin' in that bright light, +'oh, I donno. It'll be some place to come to, afterwards. When I go out +walkin',' s'she, 'I ain't no place to head for. I sort o' circle 'round +an' come back. I ain't even a grave to visit,' s'she, 'an' it'll be kind +o' cosey to come up here on the hill an' set down by the ashes—like +they <i>belonged</i>.'</p> + +<p>"I know I heard Eb Goodnight laugh, kind o' cracked an' enjoyable, an' I +took some shame to him for makin' fun o' the poor girl.</p> + +<p>"'She's goin' clear out o' her head,' thinks I, 'an' you'd better get +her home with you, short off.' So I put my arm around her, persuadish, +an' I says: 'Elspie,' I says, 'you come on to my house now for a spell,' +I says. But Eb, he steps in, prompter'n I ever knew him—I'd never heard +him do a thing decisive an' sudden excep' sneeze, an' them he always +done his best to swallow. 'I'll take her to your house,' he says to me; +'you go on up there to them women. I won't be no use up there,' he says. +An' that was reasonable enough, on account o' Eb not bein' the decisive +kind, for fires an' such.</p> + +<p>"So Eb he went off, takin' Elspie to my house, an' I went on up the +hill, where Timothy Toplady and Silas Sykes an' Eppleby was rushin' +round, wild an' sudden, herdin' the inmates here an' there, vague an' +energetic. I didn't do much better, an' I done worse too, because I +burned my left wrist, long an' deep. When I got home with it, Eb was +settin' on the front stoop with Elspie, an' when he heard about the +wrist, he come in an' done the lightin' up. An' Elspie, she fair +su'prised me.</p> + +<p>"'Where do you keep your rags?' s'she, brisk.</p> + +<p>"'In that flour chest I don't use,' I says, 'in the shed.'</p> + +<p>"My land! she was back in a minute with a soft piece o' linen an' the +black oil off the clock shelf that I hadn't told her where it was, an' +she bound up my wrist like she'd created that burn an' understood it up +an' down.</p> + +<p>"'Now you get into the bed,' she says, 'without workin' the rag off. I'm +all right,' s'she. 'I can lock up. I like hevin' it to do,' she told me.</p> + +<p>"But Eb puts in, kind o' eager:—</p> + +<p>"'Lemme lock up the shed—it's dark as a hat out there an' you might +sprain over your ankle,' he says awkward. An' so he done the lockin' up, +an' it come over me he liked hevin' that little householdy thing to do. +An' then he went off home—that is, to where he stopped an' hated it so.</p> + +<p>"Well, the poorhouse burnt clear to the ground, an' the inmates hed to +be quartered 'round in Friendship anyhow that night, an' nex' day I +never see Friendship so upset. I never see the village roust itself so +sudden, either. Timothy an' the managers was up an' doin' before +breakfast next mornin', an' no wonder. Timothy Toplady, he had three old +women to his farm. Silas Sykes, he'd took in Foolish Henzie an' another +old man for his. An' Eppleby Holcomb, in his frenzy he'd took in <i>five</i>, +an' Mame was near a lunatic with havin' 'em to do for. An' all three men +bein' at the head o' the burned buildin', they danced 'round lively +makin' provision, an' they sent telegrams, wild an' reckless, without +countin' the words. An' before noon it was settled't the poorhouse in +Alice County, nearest us, should take in the inmates temporary. We was +eatin' dinner when Timothy an' Silas come in to tell Elspie. I wished +Eppleby had come to tell her. Eppleby does everything like he was +company, an' not like he owned it.</p> + +<p>"Eb was hevin' dinner with us too. He'd been scallopin' in an' out o' +the house all the forenoon, an' I'd ask' him to set down an' hev a bite. +But when he done even that, he done it kind of alien. Peleg Bemus, +playin' his flute walkin' along the streets nights, like he does, seems +more a rill citizen than Eb use' to, eatin' his dinner. Elspie, she'd +got the whol' dinner—she was a rill good cook, an' that su'prised me as +much as her dressin' my wrist the night before. She'd pampered me +shameful all that mornin' too, an' I'd let her—when you've lived alone +so long, it's kind o' nice to hev a person fussin' here an' there, an' +Elspie seemed to love takin' care o' somebody. I declare, it seemed as +if she done some things for me just for the sake o' doin' 'em—she was +that kind. Timothy an' Silas wouldn't hev any dinner,—it was a boiled +piece, too,—bein' as dinners o' their own was gettin' cold. But they +set up against the edge o' the room so's we could be eatin' on.</p> + +<p>"'Elspie,' says Timothy, 'you must be ready to go sharp seven o'clock +Friday mornin'.'</p> + +<p>"'Go where?' says Elspie. She hed on a black-an'-white stripe o' mine, +an' her cheeks were some pink from standin' over the cook stove, an' she +looked rill pretty.</p> + +<p>"Timothy, he hesitated. But,—</p> + +<p>"'To the Alice County poorhouse,' says Silas, blunt. Silas Sykes is a +man that always says 'bloody' an' 'devil' an' 'coffin' right out instead +o' 'bandaged' an' 'the Evil One,' an' 'casket.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh!' says Elspie. 'Oh, ...' an' sort o' sunk down an' covered her +mouth with her wrist an' looked at us over it.</p> + +<p>"'The twenty o' you'll take the Dick Dasher,' says Timothy, then, 'an' +it'll be a nice train ride for ye,' he says, some like an undertaker +makin' small talk. But he see how Elspie took it, an' so he slid off the +subjec' an' turned to Eb.</p> + +<p>"'Little too early to know who's goin' to take the Merriman store, ain't +it?' s'he, cheerful. Timothy ain't so everlastin' cheerful, either, but +he always hearties himself all over when he talks, like he was a bell or +a whistle an' he hed it to do.</p> + +<p>"Eb, he dropped his knife on the floor.</p> + +<p>"'Yes, yes,' he says flurried, 'yes, it is—' like he was rushin' to +cover an' a 'yes' to agree was his best protection.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, well, it ain't so early either,' Silas cuts in, noddin' crafty.</p> + +<p>"'No, no,' Eb agrees immediate, 'I donno's <i>'tis</i> so very early, after +all.'</p> + +<p>"'I'm thinkin' o' takin' the store over myself,' says Silas Sykes, +tippin' his head back an' rubbin' thoughtful under his whiskers. 'It'd +be a good idee to buy it in, an' no mistake,'</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' says Eb, noddin', 'yes. Yes, so't would be.'</p> + +<p>"'I donno's I'd do it, Silas, if I was you,' says Timothy, frownin' +judicial. 'Ain't you gettin' some stiff to take up with a new business?' +But Timothy is one o' them little pink men, an' you can't take his +frowns much to heart.</p> + +<p>"'No,' says Eb, shakin' his head. 'No. No, I donno's I would take it +either, Mr. Sykes.'</p> + +<p>"I was goin' to say somethin' about the wind blowin' now east, now west, +an' the human spine makin' a bad weathercock, but I held on, an' pretty +soon Timothy an' Silas went out.</p> + +<p>"'Seven o'clock Friday A.M., now!' says Silas, playful, over his +shoulder to Elspie. But Elspie didn't answer. She was just sittin' +there, still an' quiet, an' she didn't eat another thing.</p> + +<p>"That afternoon she slipped out o' the house somewheres. She didn't hev +a hat—what few things she did hev hed been burnt. She went off without +any hat an' stayed most all the afternoon. I didn't worry, though, +because I thought I knew where she'd gone. But I wouldn't 'a' asked +her,—I'd as soon slap anybody as quiz 'em,—an' besides I knew't +somebody'd tell me if I kep' still. Friendship'll tell you everything +you want to know, if you lay low long enough. An' sure as the world, +'bout five o'clock in come Mis' Postmaster Sykes, lookin' troubled. +Folks always looks that way when they come to interfere. Seems't she'd +just walked past the poorhouse ruins, an' she'd see Elspie settin' there +side of 'em, all alone—</p> + +<p>"'—<i>singin'</i>,' says Mis' Sykes, impressive,—like the evil was in the +music,—'sittin' there singin', like she was all possessed. An' I come +up behind her an' plumped out at her to know <i>what</i> she was a-doin'. An' +she says: "I'm makin' a call,"—just like that; "I'm makin' a call," +s'she, smilin', an' not another word to be got out of her. '<i>An'</i>,' says +Mis' Sykes, 'let me tell you, I scud down that hill, <i>one goose +pimple</i>.'</p> + +<p>"'Let her alone,' says I, philosophic. 'Leave her be.'</p> + +<p>"But inside I ached like the toothache for the poor thing—for Elspie. +An' I says to her, when she come home:—</p> + +<p>"'Elspie,' I says, 'why don't you go out 'round some an' see folks here +in the village? The minister's wife'd be rill glad to hev you come,' I +says.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, I hate to hev 'em sit thinkin' about me in behind their eyes,' +s'she, ready.</p> + +<p>"'What?' says I, blank.</p> + +<p>"'It comes out through their eyes,' she says. 'They keep thinkin': Poor, +poor, poor Elspie. If they was somebody dead't I could go to see,' she +told me, smilin', 'I'd do that. A grave can't <i>poor</i> you,' she told me, +'an' everybody that's company to you does.'</p> + +<p>"'Well!' says I, an' couldn't, in logic, say no more.</p> + +<p>"That evenin' Eb come in an' set down on the edge of a chair, +experimental, like he was testin' the cane.</p> + +<p>"'Miss Cally,' s'e, when Elspie was out o' the room, 'you goin' t' let +<i>her</i> go with them folks to the Alice County poorhouse?'</p> + +<p>"I guess I dissembulated some under my eyelids—bein' I see t' Eb's mind +was givin' itself little lurches.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' s'I, 'I don't see what that's wise I can do besides.'</p> + +<p>"He mulled that rill thorough, seein' to the back o' one hand with the +other.</p> + +<p>"'Would you take her to board an' me pay for her board?' s'e, like he'd +sneezed the <i>i</i>-dea an' couldn't help it comin'.</p> + +<p>"'Goodness!' s'I, neutral.</p> + +<p>"Eb sighed, like he'd got my refusal—Eb was one o' the kind that always +thinks, if it clouds up, 't the sun is down on 'em personally.</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' s'I, bold an' swift, 'you great big ridiculous <i>man</i>!'</p> + +<p>"An' I'm blest if he didn't agree to that.</p> + +<p>"'I know I'm ridiculous,' s'he, noddin', sad. 'I know I'm that, Miss +Cally.'</p> + +<p>"'Well, I didn't mean it that way,' s'I, reticent—an' said no more, +with the exception of what I'd rilly meant.</p> + +<p>"'Why under the canopy,' I ask' him, for a hint, 'don't you take the Sum +Merriman store, an' run it, an' live on your feet? I ain't any patience +with a man,' s'I, 'that lives on his toes. Stomp some, why don't you, +an' buy that store?'</p> + +<p>"An' his answer su'prised me.</p> + +<p>"'I did ask Mis' Fire Chief fer the refusal of it,' he said. 'I ask' her +when I took my flowers to Sum, to-day—they was wild flowers I'd picked +myself,' he threw in, so's I wouldn't think spendthrift of him. 'An' I'm +to let her know this week, for sure.'</p> + +<p>"'Glory, glory, glory,' s'I, under my breath—like I'd seen a rill live +soul, standin' far off on a hill somewheres, drawin' cuts to see whether +it should come an' belong to Eb, or whether it shouldn't.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XI" id="XI"></a>XI</h2> + +<h3>LONESOME.—II</h3> + + +<p>"All that evenin' Eb an' Elspie an' I set by the cook stove, talkin', +an' they seemed to be plenty to talk about, an' the air in the room was +easy to get through with what you hed to say—it was that kind of an +evenin'. Eb was pretty quiet, though, excep' when he piped up to agree. +'Gettin' little too hot here, ain't it?' I know I said once; an' Eb see +right off he was roasted an' he spried 'round the draughts like mad. An' +a little bit afterwards I says, with malice the fourth thought: 'I can +feel my shoulders some chilly,' I says—an' he acted fair +chatterin'-toothed himself, an' went off headfirst for the woodpile. I +noticed that, an' laughed to myself, kind o' pityin'. But Elspie, she +never noticed. An' when it come time to lock up, I 'tended to my wrist +an' let them two do the lockin'. They seemed to like to—I could tell +that. An' Elspie, she let Eb out the front door herself, like they was +rill folks.</p> + +<p>"Nex' day I was gettin' ready for Sum Merriman's funeral,—it was to be +at one o'clock,—when Elspie come in my room, sort o' shyin' up to me +gentle.</p> + +<p>"'Miss Cally,' 's'she, 'do you think the mourners'd take it wrong if I's +to go to the funeral?'</p> + +<p>"'Why, no, Elspie,' I says, su'prised; 'only what do you want to go +for?' I ask' her.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, I donno,' s'she. 'I'd like to go an' I'd like to ride to the +graveyard. I've watched the funerals through the poorhouse fence. An' +I'd kind o' like to be one o' the followers, for once—all lookin' +friendly an' together so, in a line.'</p> + +<p>"'Go with me then, child,' I says. An' she done so.</p> + +<p>"Bein' summer, the funeral flowers was perfectly beautiful. They was a +rill hothouse box from the Proudfits; an' a anchor an' two crosses an' a +red geranium lantern; an' a fruit piece made o' straw flowers from the +other merchants; an' seven pillows, good-sized, an' with all different +wordin', an' so on. The mound at the side o' the grave was piled +knee-high, an' Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, I heard, said it seemed like +Sum was less dead than almost anybody 't'd died in Friendship, bein' the +grave kind o' spoke up, friendly, when you see the flowers. She went +home rill cheerful from the funeral an' was able to help get the supper +for the out-o'-town relations, a thing no widow ever thinks of, anyway +till the next day—though Sum was her second husband, so it was a little +different than most.</p> + +<p>"Well, a few of us waited 'round the cemetery afterwards to fix the +flowers on the top o' the sod, an' Elspie, she waited with me—fussin' +quiet with one thing an' another. Eb, he waited too, standin' 'round. +An' when it come time for us women to lay the set pieces on, I see +Elspie an' Eb walkin' off toward the top o' the cemetery hill. It's a +pretty view from there, lookin' down the slope toward the Old Part, +where nobody remembered much who was buried, an' it's a rill popular +walk. I liked seein' 'em go 'long together—some way, lookin' at 'em, +Elspie so pretty an' Eb so kind o' gentle, you could 'a' thought they +<i>was</i> rill folks, her sane an' him with a spine. I slipped off an' left +'em, the cemetery bein' so near my house, an' Eb walked home with her. +'Poor things,' I thought, 'if he <i>does</i> go back to peddlin' an' she +<i>has</i> to go to the Alice County poorhouse, I'll give 'em this funeral +afternoon for a bright spot, anyhow.'</p> + +<p>"But I'd just about decided that Elspie wa'n't to go to Alice County. I +hadn't looked the <i>i</i>-dee in the face an' thought about it, very +financial. But I ain't sure you get your best lights when you do that. +I'd just sort o' decided on it out o' pure shame for the shabby trick o' +<i>not</i> doin' so. I hadn't said anything about it to Timothy or Silas or +any o' the rest, because I didn't hev the strength to go through the +arguin' agony. When the Dick Dasher had pulled out without her, final, I +judged they'd be easier to manage. An' that evenin' I told Elspie—just +to sort o' clamp myself <i>to</i> myself; an' I fair never see anybody so +happy as she was. It made me ashamed o' myself for not doin' different +everything I done.</p> + +<p>"I was up early that Friday mornin', because I judged't when Elspie +wasn't to the train some o' them in charge'd come tearin' to my house to +find out why. I hadn't called Elspie, an' I s'posed she was asleep in +the other bedroom. I was washin' up my breakfast dishes quiet, so's not +to disturb her, when I heard somebody come on to the front stoop like +they'd been sent for.</p> + +<p>"'There,' thinks I, 'just as I expected. It's one o' the managers.'</p> + +<p>"But it wa'n't a manager. When I'd got to the front door, lo an' the +hold! there standin' on the steps, wild an' white, was the widow o' the +day before's funeral—Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, lookin' like the grave +<i>hed</i> spoke up. She'd got up early to go alone to the cemetery, an', my +house bein' the nearest, she'd come rushin' back to me with her news.</p> + +<p>"'Cally!' s'she, from almost before she laid eyes on me, 'Cally! +Somebody's stole every last one o' the flowers off'n Sum's grave. <i>An'</i> +the ribbins.'</p> + +<p>"She was fair beside herself, bein' as the loss hed piled up on a long +sickness o' Sum's, an' a big doctor's bill consequent, an' she nervous +anyhow, an' a good deal o' the ribbin tyin' the stems was silk, both +sides.</p> + +<p>"'I'll hev out the marshal,' s'she, wild. 'I'll send for Timothy. They +can't hev got far with 'em. I'll know,' s'she, defiant, 'whether they's +anything to the law or whether they ain't.'</p> + +<p>"I hed her take some strong coffee from breakfast, an' I got her, after +some more fumin's an' fustin's, to walk back to the cemetery with me, +till we give a look around. I do as many quick-moved things as some, but +I allus try, <i>first</i>, to give a look around.</p> + +<p>"'An' another thing,' s'I to her, as we set out, 'are you sure, Mis' +Fire Chief, that you got to the right grave? The first visit, so,' I +says, 'an' not bein' accustomed to bein' a widow, lately, an' all, you +might 'a' got mixed in the lots.'</p> + +<p>"While she was disclaimin' this I looked up an' see, hangin' round the +road, was Eb. He seemed some sheepish when he see me, an' he said, +hasty, that he'd just got there, an' it come over me like a flash't he'd +come to see Elspie off. An' I marched a-past him without hardly a word.</p> + +<p>"We wasn't mor'n out o' the house when we heard a shout, an' there come +Silas an' Timothy, tearin' along full tilt in the store delivery wagon, +wavin' their arms.</p> + +<p>"'It's Elspie—Elspie!' they yelled, when they was in hearin'. 'She +ain't to the depot. She'll be left. Where is she?'</p> + +<p>"I hadn't counted on their comin' before the train left, but I thought I +see my way clear. An' when they come up to us, I spoke to 'em, quiet.</p> + +<p>"'She's in the house, asleep,' s'I, 'an' what's more, in that house +she's goin' to stay as long as she wants. But,' s'I, without waitin' for +'em to bu'st out, 'there's more important business than that afoot for +the marshal;' an' then I told 'em about Sum Merriman's flowers. 'An',' +s'I, 'you'd better come an' see about that now—an' let Eppleby an' the +others take down the inmates, an' you go after 'em on the 8.05. It ain't +often,' s'I, crafty, 'that we get a thief in Friendship.'</p> + +<p>"I hed Timothy Toplady there, an' he knew it. He's rill sensitive about +the small number o' arrests he's made in the village in his term. He +excited up about it in a minute.</p> + +<p>"'Blisterin' Benson!' he says, 'ain't this what they call vandalism? +Look at it right here in our midst like a city!' says he, fierce—an' +showin' through some gleeful.</p> + +<p>"'Why, sir,' says Silas Sykes, 'mebbe it's them human <i>goals</i>. Mebbe +they've dug Sum up,' he says, 'an mebbe—' But I hushed him up. Silas +Sykes always grabs on to his thoughts an' throws 'em out, dressed or +undressed. He ain't a bit o' reserve. Not a thought of his head that he +don't part with. If he had hands on his forehead, you could tell what +time he is—I think you could, anyway.</p> + +<p>"Well, it was rill easy to manage 'em, they bein' men an' susceptible to +fascinations o' lawin' it over somethin'. An' we all got into the +delivery wagon, an' Eb, he come too, sittin' in back, listenin' an' +noddin', his feet hangin' over the box informal.</p> + +<p>"I allus remember how the cemetery looked that mornin'. It was the tag +end o' June—an' in June cemeteries seems like somewheres else. The +Sodality hed been tryin' to get a new iron fence, but they hadn't made +out then, an' they ain't made out now—an' the old whitewashed fence an' +the field stone wall was fair pink with wild roses, an' the mulberry +tree was alive with birds, an' the grass layin' down with dew, an' the +white gravestones set around, placid an' quiet, like other kind o' folks +that we don't know about. Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, she went right +through the wet grass, cross lots an' round graves, holdin' up her +mournin' an' showin' blue beneath—kind o' secular, like her thinkin' +about the all-silk ribbin at such a time. Sure enough, she knew her way +to the lot all right. An' there was the new grave, all sodered green, +an' not a sprig nor a stitch to honour it.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Now!</i>' says Mis' Merriman, rill triumphant.</p> + +<p>"'Land, land!' s'I, seein' how it rilly was.</p> + +<p>"Timothy an' Silas, they both pitched in an' talked at once an' bent +down, technical, lookin' for tracks. But Eb, he just begun seemin' +peculiar—an' then he slipped off somewheres, though we never missed +him, till, in a minute, he come runnin' back.</p> + +<p>"'Come here!' he says. 'Come on over here a little ways,' he told us, +an' not knowin' anything better to do we turned an' went after him, +wonderin' what on the earth was the matter with him an' ready to believe +'most anything.</p> + +<p>"Eb led us past the vault where Obe Toplady, Timothy's father, lays in a +stone box you can see through the grating tiptoe; an' round by the +sample cement coffin that sets where the drives meet for advertisin' +purposes, an' you go by wonderin' whose it'll be, an' so on over toward +the Old Part o' the cemetery, down the slope of the hill where +everybody's forgot who's who or where they rest, an' no names, so. But +it's always blue with violets in May—like Somebody remembered, anyhow.</p> + +<p>"When we got to the top o' the hill, we all looked down the slope, +shinin' with dew an' sunniness, an' little flowers runnin' in the grass, +thick as thick, till at the foot o' the hill they fair made a garden,—a +garden about the size of a grave, knee-deep with flowers. From where we +stood we could see 'em—hothouse roses an' straw flowers, an' set +pieces, an' a lot o' pillows, an' ribbins layin' out on the grass. An' +there, side of 'em, broodin' over 'em lovin', set Elspie, that I'd +thought was in my house asleep.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Fire Chief, she wasn't one to hesitate. She was over the hill in a +minute, the blue edge o' petticoat bannerin' behind.</p> + +<p>"'Up-<i>un</i> my word,' s'she, like a cut, 'if this ain't a pretty note. +What under the sun are you doin' sittin' there, Elspie, with <i>my</i> +flowers?'</p> + +<p>"Elspie looked up an' see her, an' see us streamin' toward her over the +hill.</p> + +<p>"'They ain't your flowers, are they?' s'she, quiet. 'They're the dead's. +I was a-goin' to take 'em back in a minute or two, anyway, an' I'll take +'em back now.'</p> + +<p>"She got up, simple an' natural, an' picked up the fruit piece an' one +o' the pillows, an' started up the hill.</p> + +<p>"'Well, I nev-er,' says Mis' Merriman; 'the very bare brazenness. Ain't +you goin' to tell me <i>what</i> you're doin' here with the flowers you say +is the dead's, an' I'm sure what was Sum's is mine an' the dead's the +same—'</p> + +<p>"She begun to cry a little, an' with that Elspie looks up at her, +troubled.</p> + +<p>"'I didn't mean to make you cry,' she says. 'I didn't mean you should +know anything about it. I come early to do it—I thought you wouldn't +know.'</p> + +<p>"'Do <i>what</i>?' says Mis' Merriman, rill snappish.</p> + +<p>"Elspie looks around at us then as if she first rilly took us in. An' +when she sees Eb an' me standin' together, she give us a little +smile—an' she sort o' answered to us two.</p> + +<p>"'Why,' she says, 'I ain't got anybody, anywheres here, dead or alive, +that <i>belongs</i>. The dead is all other folks's dead, an' the livin' is +all other folks's folks. An' when I see all the graves down here that +they don't nobody know who's they are, I thought mebbe one of 'em +wouldn't care—if I kind of—adopted it.'</p> + +<p>"At that she sort o' searched into Mis' Merriman's face, an' then +Elspie's head went down, like she hed to excuse herself.</p> + +<p>"'I thought,' she said, 'they must be so dead—an' no names on 'em an' +all—an' their live folks all dead too by now—nobody'd care much. I +thought of it yesterday when we was walkin' down here,' she said, 'an' I +picked out the grave—it's the <i>littlest</i> one here. An' then when we +come back past where the funeral was, an' I see them flowers—seemed +like I hed to see how 'twould be to put 'em on <i>my</i> grave, that I'd took +over. So I come early an' done it. But I was goin' to lay 'em right back +where they belong—I truly was.'</p> + +<p>"I guess none of us hed the least <i>i</i>-dea what to say. We just stood +there plain tuckered in the part of us that senses things. All, that is, +but one of us. An' that one was Eb Goodnight.</p> + +<p>"I can see Eb now, how he just walked out o' the line of us standin' +there, starin', an' he goes right up to Elspie an' he looks her in the +face.</p> + +<p>"'You're lonesome,' s'he, kind o' wonderin'. 'You're <i>lonesome</i>. +Like—other folks.'</p> + +<p>"An' all to once Eb took a-hold o' her elbow—not loose an' temporary +like he shook hands, but firm an' four-cornered; an' when he spoke it +was like his voice hed been starched an' ironed.</p> + +<p>"'Mis' Fire Chief,' s'he, lookin' round at her, 'I's to let you know +this week whether I'd take over the store. Well, yes,' he says, 'if +you'll give me the time on it we mentioned, I'll take it over. An' if +Elspie'll marry me an' let me belong to her, an' her to me.'</p> + +<p>"'Marry you?' says Elspie, understandin' how he'd rilly spoke to her. +'<i>Me?</i>'</p> + +<p>"Eb straightened himself up, an' his eyes was bright an' keen as the +edge o' somethin'.</p> + +<p>"'Yes, you,' he says gentle. 'An' me.'</p> + +<p>"An' then she looked at him like he was lookin' at her. An' it come to +me how it'd been with them two since the night they'd locked up my house +together. An' I felt all hushed up, like the weddin' was beginnin'.</p> + +<p>"But Timothy an' Silas, they wa'n't feelin' so hushed.</p> + +<p>'Look a-here!' says Timothy Toplady, all pent up. 'She ain't discharged +from the county house yet.'</p> + +<p>"'I don't care a <i>dum</i>,' says Eb, an' I must say I respected him for the +'dum'—that once.</p> + +<p>"'Look a-here,' says Silas, without a bit o' delicacy. 'She ain't +responsible. She ain't—'</p> + +<p>"'She is too,' Eb cut him short. 'She's just as responsible as anybody +can be when they're lonesome enough to die. <i>I</i> ought 'a' know that. +Shut up, Silas Sykes,' says Eb, all het up. 'You've just et a hot +breakfast your wife hed ready for you. You don't know what you're +talkin' about.'</p> + +<p>"An' then Eb sort o' swep' us all up in the dust-pan.</p> + +<p>"'No more words about it,' s'he, 'an' I don't care what any one o' you +says—Mis' Cally nor <i>none</i> o' you. So you might just as well say less. +Tell 'em, Elspie!'</p> + +<p>"She looked up at him, smilin' a little, an' he turned toward her, like +we wasn't there. An' I nudged Mis' Merriman an' made a move, an' she +turns right away, like she'd fair forgot the funeral flowers. An' +Timothy an' Silas actually followed us, but talkin' away a good +deal—like men will.</p> + +<p>"None of us looked back from the top o' the hill, though I will own I +would 'a' loved to. An' about up there I heard Silas say:—</p> + +<p>"'Oh, well. I <i>am</i> gettin' kind o' old an' some stiff to take a new +business on myself.'</p> + +<p>"An' Timothy, he adds absent: 'I don't s'pose, when you come right down +to it, as Alice County'll rilly care a whoop.'</p> + +<p>"An' Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, she wipes up her eyes, an', 'It does seem +like courtin' with Sum's flowers,' she says, sighin', 'but I'm rill glad +for Eb.'</p> + +<p>"An' Eb not bein' there to agree with her, I says to myself, lookin' at +the mornin' sun on the cemetery an' thinkin' o' them two back there +among the baskets an' set pieces—I says, low to myself:—</p> + +<p>"'Oh, glory, glory, glory.'</p> + +<p>"For I tell you, when you see a livin' soul born in somebody's eyes, it +makes you feel pretty sure you can hev one o' your own, if you try."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XII" id="XII"></a>XII</h2> + +<h3>OF THE SKY AND SOME ROSEMARY</h3> + + +<p>When the Friendship Married Ladies' Cemetery Improvement Sodality had +its Evening Benefit at my house, Delia More came to help in the kitchen. +She steadfastly refused to be a guest. "I'd love bein' 'round there," +she said, "over the stove, or that way. But I can't—<i>can't</i> be +company—yet. When I think of it, it's like a high swing."</p> + +<p>So she stayed in the kitchen, and it was characteristic of Friendship +that when its women learned that she was there, they all went—either +deliberately or for a drink of water—to speak with her. And they all +did learn that she was there. "Who you got in the kitchen?" was a part +of the small talk from guest to hostess. The men stayed "in the other +part of the house," Doctor June and Eppleby Holcomb sending by me some +cordial word to Delia. I think that they cannot do these things anywhere +else with such beautiful delicacy.</p> + +<p>When my other guests had taken leave, Calliope stayed to help in the +search for Mis' Postmaster Sykes's pickle fork and two of Mis' Helman's +napkins (the latter marked with L because the store had been out of +<i>papier-maché</i> H's, and it didn't matter what letter so long as you knew +it meant you) and all the other borrowed articles whose mislaying made +any Sodality gathering a kind of panic. Moreover, Calliope had been +helping and we, and Delia, had been far too busy to taste supper.</p> + +<p>We would have said that the true life of the evening was done instead of +just beginning. But when we entered the kitchen, we found Delia More +serving the supper on an end of the baking table, while warming his +hands at the range stood Abel Halsey.</p> + +<p>"I came in across the track, from the hills," Abel explained to me. "I +didn't know you had doings till I tied and blanketed—an' I came on in +anyhow, back way. I'm in luck too. I haven't had supper."</p> + +<p>We four sat down in that homely cheer, and before us was the Sodality's +exquisite cookery. It was good to have Abel there. Since my coming to +Friendship I had seen him often, and my wonder at him had deepened. He +was alive to the finger-tips and by nature equipped to conquer through +sheer mentality, but he seemed deliberately to have fore-gone the prizes +for the tasks of the lower places. Not only so, but he who understood +all fine things seemed to regard his tastes as naïveté, and to have won +away from them, as if he had set "above all wisdom and subtlety" the +unquenchable spirit which he knew. And withal he was so merry, so human, +so big, and so good-looking. "Handsome as Calvert Oldmoxon," the older +ones in Friendship were accustomed to say,—save Calliope, whom I had +never heard say that,—but I myself, if I had not had my simile already +selected, would have said "as Abel Halsey." If a god were human, I think +that Abel would have been very like a god. And to this opinion his +experiences were continually bearing witness.</p> + +<p>That night, for example, he was in the merriest humour, and told us a +tale of how, that day, the sky had fallen. There had been down on the +Pump pasture, deep fog, white and thick and folded in, and above him +blue sky, when he had emerged on the Hill Road and driven on with his +eyes shut. ("When I need an adventure," he said, "I just trot old Major +Mary with my eyes shut. Courting death isn't half as costly as they +think it is.") And when he had opened his eyes, the sky was gone, and +everything was white and thick and folded in and fabulous. Obviously, as +he convinced us, the sky had fallen. But he had driven on through it and +in it, and had found it, as I recall his account, to be made of +inextinguishable dreams. These, Abel ran on, are on the other side of +the sky for anybody who claims them, and our sandwiches were, above all +sandwiches, delicious. He was so merry that Calliope and I, by a nod or +a smile of understanding, played our rôle of merely, so to say, proving +that the films were right—for you may have an inspired conversational +photographer, but unless you are properly prepared chemically he can get +no pictures. As Calliope had said of her evening with Eb and Elspie, +"the air in the room was easy to get through with what you had to +say—it was that kind of evening." Sometimes I wonder if an hour like +that is real time; or is it, instead, a kind of chronometrical fairy, +having no real existence on the dial, but only in essence.</p> + +<p>As I think of it now the hour, if it was an hour, was simply a +background for Delia More. For it was not only Calliope and I who +responded to Abel's light-hearted talk, but, little by little, it was +Delia too. Perhaps it was that faint spark in her—fanned to life on the +night of her coming home, so that she "took stock"—which we now divined +faintly quickening to Abel's humour, his wisdom, even his fancies. Save +in her bitterness, on that first night, I had not heard her laugh; and +it was as if something were set free. I could not help looking at her, +but that did not matter, for she did not see me. She was listening to +Abel with an almost childish delight in her face; and in her eyes was +the look of one in a place before unvisited.</p> + +<p>Some while after we had moved away from the table and sat together about +the cooking range, we heard the questioning horn of a motor. We knew +that it would belong to the Proudfits, since for us in Friendship there +exists no other motor, and moreover this one was standing at my gate. +Abel went out there and came back to tell us that the car had been in +town to fetch the Proudfits' lawyer, and that Madame Proudfit had kindly +sent it for Delia "and spoilt everything," he added frankly. As he said +that, Abel looked at her, and I saw that a dream may persist through +personality itself. As I have said, if a god were human, Abel would have +been like a god; and in nothing more so than in this understanding of +the immortalities.</p> + +<p>Calliope stood up and caught, and held, my eyes in passing.</p> + +<p>"Let's you and Abel and I take Delia home in the automobile," she said; +"there ain't anything so good for folks as fresh air."</p> + +<p>I brought a warm wrap for Delia, a crimson cloak of mine which, so to +say, drew a line about her, defining her prettiness; and in the +starlight we set off along the snowless Plank Road, Delia and Abel and I +in the tonneau of the machine, and I silent. It had befallen strangely +that over this road Delia More and I should be faring in the Proudfits' +car, and beside her Abel Halsey as if, for such as he and she, a dream +may, just possibly, come back.</p> + +<p>"See," she said to Abel, "the sky has gone back up again."</p> + +<p>"Yes," Abel assented, "one of the things even the sky can't do is to +change the way things are."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know, I know ..." said Delia More.</p> + +<p>"I want you to feel that," said Abel, gently. "Things are the way things +are, and no use trying to leave them out of it. Besides, you need them. +They're foundation. Then you build, and build better. That's all there +is to it, Delia."</p> + +<p>She was silent, and Abel sat looking up at the stars.</p> + +<p>"All there is to it except what I said about the other side of the sky," +he said. "And then me. I'll help."</p> + +<p>From my thought of these two I remember that I drifted on to some +consideration of myself, for their presence opened old paths where were +in durance things that did their best to escape, and were disquieting. I +thought also of Calliope, of whose story I had heard a little from one +and another. And it seemed to me that possibly Delia More's laughter and +her wistfulness summed us all up.</p> + +<p>When we drew up at the entrance to Proudfit House we all alighted, +Calliope and Abel and I to walk home. But while we were saying good +night to Delia, the door opened and Clementina Proudfit stood against +the light. The car was to wait, she said, to take Mr. Baring, the +lawyer, to the midnight train. And then, as she saw her:—</p> + +<p>"Calliope!" she cried, "I never wanted anybody so much. Come in and make +Mr. Baring a cup of your good coffee—you will, Calliope? Mother and I +will be with him for half an hour yet. Come, all of you, and help her."</p> + +<p>We went in, lingering for a moment by the drawing-room fire while Miss +Clementina went below stairs; and I noted how, in that room colourful +and of fair proportion, Abel Halsey in his shabby clothes moved as +simply as if the splendour were not there. He stood looking down at +Delia, in her white dress, the crimson cloak catching the firelight; +while Calliope and I, before a length of Beauvais tapestry, talked with +spirit about both tapestry and coffee-making. ("My grandmother use' to +crochet faces an' figgers in her afaghans, too," Calliope commented, +"an' when I looked at 'em they use' to make me feel kind o' mad. But +with these, I don't care at all.") And when Miss Clementina returned,—</p> + +<p>"Now," Calliope said to me, "you come with me an' help about the coffee, +will you? An' Delia, you an' Abel stay here. Nothin' will put me out o' +my head so quick—<i>nothin'</i>—as too many flyin' 'round the kitchen when +I'm tryin' to do work."</p> + +<p>We went downstairs, and Miss Clementina rejoined her mother and the +lawyer in the library, and Delia and Abel were left alone together in +the firelight. If I had been a dream, and had been intending to come +back at all, I think that I must have come then.</p> + +<p>"<i>Pray</i>, why don't you?" said Calliope to me almost savagely on the +kitchen stairs.</p> + +<p>The coffee-making was a slow process and a silent one. Calliope and I +were both absorbed in what had so wonderfully come about: That Delia +More, who was dead, was alive again; or rather, that her spirit, patient +within her through all the years of its loneliness, was coming forth at +the sound of Abel's voice. We were alone in the kitchen, and when the +coffee was over the flame, we stood at the window looking out on the +black kitchen gardens. There lay the yellow reflection of the room, with +that unreality of all window-mirrored rooms, so that if one might walk +within them one would almost certainly wear one's self with a +difference.</p> + +<p>"Ain't it like somethin' bright was in the inside o' the garden," +Calliope put it, "just the way I told you Abel feels about everything? +That they's something inside, hid, kind of secret an' holy—like the +dreams he said was in the sky. I guess mebbe he's believed that about +Delia all these years. An' now he's bringin' it out. Oh," she said, "the +kitchen is where you can tell about things best. Seems to me <i>you'd</i> +ought to know somethin' about Delia an' Abel."</p> + +<p>And I wanted to hear.</p> + +<p>"Abel see Delia first," Calliope told me then, "to the Rummage Sale that +the Cemetery Auxiliary, that the Sodality use' to be, give. That is to +say, they didn't <i>give</i> it, as it turned out—they just <i>had</i> it, you +might say. Abel was twenty-five or so, an' he'd just come here fresh +ordained a minister. We found he wa'n't the kind to stop short on, Be +good yourself an' then a crown. No, but he just went after the folks +that was livin' along, moral an' step-pickin', an' he says to us, 'What +you sittin' down here for, enjoyin' yourselves bein' moral? Get out an' +help the rest o' the world,' he says. But everybody liked him in spite +o' that, an' he was goin' to be installed minister in our church.</p> + +<p>"Then the Rummage Sale come on an' he met Delia. Delia was eighteen an' +just back from visitin' in the City, with her veil a new way, an' I +never see prettier. She was goin' to take charge o' the odd waists +table, an' Abel was runnin' 'round helpin'—Abel wa'n't the white-cuff +kind, like some, but he always pitched in an' stirred up whatever was +a-stewin'. He come bringin' in an armful o' old shoes somebody'd fetched +down, an' just as she was beginnin' on the odd waists, sortin' 'em over, +he met Delia. I remember she looks up at him from under that veil an' +from over a red basque she'd picked off the pile, an', 'Mr. Halsey,' she +says, 'I've a notion to buy this myself an' be savin'.' That took +Abel—Delia was so pretty an' fluffy that hearin' her talk savin' was +about like seein' a butterfly washin' out its own wings. 'Do,' says he, +'the red is beautiful on you,' s'e, shovin' the blame off on to the red. +An' when he got done with the shoes he come over to help on the waists +too—I was lookin' over the child sizes, next table, an' I see the whole +business.</p> + +<p>"I will say their talk was wonderful pretty. It run on sort o' easy, +slippin' along over little laughs an' no hard work to keep it goin'. +Abel had a nice way o' cuttin' his words out sharp—like they was made +o' somethin' with sizin' on the back an' stayed where he put 'em. An' +his laugh would sort o' clamp down soft on a joke an' make it double +funny. An' Delia, she was right back at him, give for take, an' though +she was rill genial, she was shy. An' come to think of it, Abel was just +as full o' his fancyin's then as he is now.</p> + +<p>"'Old clothes,' he says to her, 'always seems to me sort o' haunted.'</p> + +<p>"'Haunted?' I know she asks him, wonderin'.</p> + +<p>"'All steeped in what folks have been when they've wore 'em,' s'e, 'an' +givin' it out again.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh ...' Delia says, 'I never thought o' that before.'</p> + +<p>"An' she see what he meant, too. Delia wa'n't one to get up little wavy +notions like that, but she could see 'em when told. An' neither was she +one to do one way instead of another by just her own willin' it, but if +somebody pointed things out to her, then she'd see how, an' do the +right. An' I think Abel understood that about her—that her soul was +sort o' packed down in her an' would hev to be loosened gentle, before +it could speak. Like Peleg Bemus says about his flute," Calliope said, +smiling, "that they's something packed deep down in it that can't say +things it knows."</p> + +<p>"'Clothes folks wear, rooms they live in, things they use—they all get +like the folks that use 'em,' Abel says, layin' black with black an' +white with white, on to the waist table. 'It makes us want to step +careful, don't it?' s'e. 'I think,' s'e, simple, '<i>your</i> dresses—an' +ribbins—an' your veil—must go about doin' pleasant things without +you.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, no,' says Delia, demure, 'I ain't near good enough, Mr. Halsey; +you mustn't think that,' she says—an' right while he was lookin' gentle +an' clerical an' ready to help her, she dimples out all over her face. +'Besides,' she says, 'I ain't enough dresses to spare away from me for +that. I ain't but about two!' s'she. An' when a girl is all rose pink +and sky blue and dainty neat, a man loves to hear her brag how few +dresses she's got, an' Abel wa'n't the exception.</p> + +<p>"'Same as a lily,' says he; 'they only have <i>one</i> dress. Now, what else +shall I do?'</p> + +<p>"Well, at sharp nine the Cemetery Auxiliary come to order, Mis' Sykes +presidin', like she always does when it's time for a hush. The doors was +to open to the general public at ten o'clock, an' the <i>i</i>-dee was to hev +the Auxiliary get the pick o' the goods first, payin' the reg'lar, set, +marked price. An' just as they was ready to begin pickin', up arrove the +Proudfit pony cart with a great big box o' stuff, sent to the sale. +Land, land, Mis' Sykes from the chair an' the others the same, they just +makes one swoop—an' begun selectin'; an' in less than a jiffy if they +hadn't selected up every one o' the Proudfit articles themselves. It was +natural enough. The things was worth havin'—pretty curtains, an' +trimmin's not much wore, an' some millinery an' dresses with the new +hardly off. An' the Auxiliary paid the price they would 'a' asked +anybody else. They was anxious, but they was square.</p> + +<p>"That just seemed to get their hand in. Next, they fell to on the other +tables an' begun buyin' from them. They was lots o' things that most +anybody would 'a' been glad to hev that the owners had sent down sheer +through bein' sick o' seein' 'em around—like you will—an' couldn't be +thrown away 'count o' conscience, but could be give to a cause an' +conscience not notice. We had quite fun buyin', too—knowin' they was +each other's, an' no hard feelin'—only good spirits an' pleased with +each other's taste. Everybody knew who'd sent what, an' everybody hed +bought it for some not so high-minded use as it hed hed before, an' kep' +their dignity that way. Front-stair carpet was bought to go down on back +stairs, sittin' room lamp for chamber lamp, kitchen stove-pipe for wash +room stove-pipe, an' so on, an' the clothes to make rag rugs—so they +give out. The things kep' on an' on bein' snapped up hot-cake quick, an' +the crowd beginnin' to gather outside, waitin' to get in, made 'em sort +o' lose their heads an' begin buyin' sole because things was +cheap—bird-cages, a machine cover, odd table-leaves, an' like that. The +Society was rill large then, an' what happened might 'a' been expected. +When ten o'clock come an' it was time to open the door, the Rummage Sale +was over, an' the Auxiliary hed bought the whole thing themselves.</p> + +<p>"We never thought folks might be anyways mad about it—but I tell you, +they was. They hed been seein' us through the glass, like they was caged +in front o' bargain day. An' when Mis' Toplady, fair beamin', unlocks +the door an' tells 'em the sale was through with an' a rill success, +they acted some het up. But Mis' Toplady, she bristles back at 'em. 'I'm +sure,' s'she, 'nobody wants you to die an' be buried in a nice, neat, +up-to-date, kep'-up cemet'ry if you don't <i>want</i> to.' An' o' course she +hed 'em there.</p> + +<p>"Well, it was that performance o' the Auxiliary's that rilly brought +Delia an' Abel together. It seemed to strike Abel awful funny, an' +Delia, lookin' at it with him, she see the funny too. They laughed a +good deal, an' they seemed to sort o' understand each other through +laughin', like you will. Delia bought the red waist, an' Abel walked +home with her—an' by that time Abel, with his half-scriptural, +half-boy, half-lover way that he couldn't help, was just on the craggy +edge o' fallin' in love with her. But I b'lieve it wa'n't love, just +ordinary. It was more like Abel, in his zeal for reddin' up the world, +see that he could do for Delia what nobody else could do—an' her for +him. An' that both of 'em workin' together could do more through knowin' +each other was near. That's the way,' Calliope said shyly, 'lovin' +always ought to be, my notion. An' when it ain't, things is likely to +get all wrong. Sometime—sometime,' she said, 'you'll hear about me—an' +how things with me went all wrong. An' I want you to remember, no matter +how much it don't seem my fault—that that's why they did go wrong—an' +no other. I was too crude selfish to sense what love is. I didn't +know—I didn't know. An' so with lots o' folks.</p> + +<p>"I've often thought that Delia an' Abel meetin' at a Rummage Sale was +like all the rest of it. There was just a lot o' rubbish lumberin' up +the whole situation. Things wasn't happy for Delia to home—her mother, +Mis' Crapwell, had married again to a man that kep' throwin' out about +hevin' to be support to Delia; an' her stepsister, Jennie Crapwell, was +sickly an' self-seekin' an' engaged all to once. An' the young carpenter +that Jennie was goin' to marry, he was the black-eyed, hither-an'-yon +kind, an' crazier over Delia from the first than he ever was over +Jennie. Delia, she was shy about not havin' much education—Mis' +Proudfit hed wanted to send her off to school, an' Mis' Crapwell +wouldn't hear to it—an' Abel kep' talkin' that he was goin' to hev a +big church in the City some day, an' I guess that scairt Delia some, an' +Jennie kep' frettin' an' houndin' her, one way an' another, an' +a-callin' her 'parson's wife'—ain't it awful the <i>power</i> them +pin-pricky things has if we let 'em? An' Delia wa'n't the kind to know +how to do right by her own willin'. An' so all to once we woke up one +mornin', an' she'd done what she'd done, an' no help for it.</p> + +<p>"It was only a month after Delia an' Abel had met that Delia went away, +an' Abel hadn't been installed yet. An' when Delia done that, Abel just +settled into bein' somebody else. He seemed to want to go off in the +hills an' be by himself, an' most o' the time he done so. But there was +grace for him even in that: Abel see the hill folks, how they didn't hev +any churches nor not anything else much, an' he just set to work on 'em, +quiet an' still. He'd wanted to go away an' travel, but the chance never +come. An' it seemed, then on, he didn't want even to hear o' the City, +an' when his chances there come, he never took 'em. An' Abel's been +'round here with the hill folks the fourteen years since, an' never +pastor of any church—but he got the blessedness, after all, an' I +guess the chance to do better service than any other way. You can see +how he's broad an' gentle an' tender an' strong, but you don't know +what he does for folks—an' that's the best. An' yet—his soul must be +sort o' packed away too, to what it would 'a' been if things had 'a' +gone differ'nt ... packed away an' tryin' to say somethin'. An' now +Delia's come back I b'lieve Abel knows that, an' I b'lieve he sees the +soul in her needin' him too, just like it did all that time—waitin' to +be loosened, gentle, before it can speak; an' meanin' things it can't +say, like Peleg's flute. Oh, don't it seem like the dreams Abel said he +found up in the sky had <i>ought</i> to be let come true?"</p> + +<p>It did seem as if, for the two up there in the drawing-room, this dream +might, just possibly, come back.</p> + +<p>"But then you never can tell for sure about the sky, can you?" said +Calliope, sighing.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Coffee was served in the library where Madame Proudfit and Miss +Clementina had been in consultation with their lawyer. We were all +rather silent as Madame Proudfit sat at the urn and the lawyer handed +our cups down some long avenue of his abstraction. And now everything +seemed to me a kind of setting for Delia and Abel, and Calliope kept +looking at them as if, before her eyes, things might come right. So, I +own, did I, though in the Proudfit library it was usually difficult to +fix my attention on what passed; for it was in that room that Linda +Proudfit's portrait hung, and the beautiful eyes seemed always trying to +tell one what the weary absence meant. But I thought again that this +daughter of the house had won a kind of presence there, because of +Madame Proudfit's tender mother-care of Delia More.</p> + +<p>Yet it was to this care that Calliope and I owed a present defeat; for +when we were leave-taking,—</p> + +<p>"We shall sail, then, the moment we can get passage," Madame Proudfit +observed to her lawyer, "providing that Clementina can arrange. Delia," +she added, "Clementina and I find to-night that we must sail immediately +for Europe, for six months or so. And we want to carry you off with us."</p> + +<p>Madame Proudfit and Miss Clementina and Delia were standing with us +outside the threshold, where the outdoors had met us like something that +had been waiting. There, with the light from the hall falling but dimly, +I saw in Abel's face only the glow of his simple joy that this good +thing had come to Delia—though, indeed, that very joy told much +besides. And it was in his face when he bade Delia good night and, since +he was expected somewhere among the hills for days to come, gave her +God-speed. But we four fell momentarily silent, as if we meant things +which we might not speak. It was almost a relief to hear tapping on the +sidewalk the wooden leg of Peleg Bemus, while a familiar, thin little +stream of melody from his flute made its way about.</p> + +<p>"Doesn't it seem as if Peleg were trying to tell one something?" said +Madame Proudfit, lightly, as we went away.</p> + +<p>And down on the gravel of the drive Calliope demanded passionately of +Abel and me:—</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't some things make you want to pull the sky down an' <i>wrap up +in it</i>!"</p> + +<p>But at this Abel laughed a little.</p> + +<p>"It's easier to pull down just the dreams," he said.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XIII" id="XIII"></a>XIII</h2> + +<h3>TOP FLOOR BACK</h3> + + +<p>One morning a few weeks after the Proudfits had left, I was sitting +beside Calliope's cooking range, watching her at her baking, when the +wooden leg of Peleg Bemus thumped across the threshold, and without +ceremony he came in from the shed and stood by the fire, warming his axe +handle. But Peleg's intrusions were never imputed to him. As I have +said, his gifts and experiences had given him a certain authority. +Perhaps, too, he reflected a kind of institutional dignity from his +sign, which read:—</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><span class="smcap">P. Bemus: Retail Saw Miller</span></p></div> + +<p>At the moment of his entrance Calliope was talking of Emerel Kitton, now +Mrs. Abe Daniel:</p> + +<p>"There's them two," she said, "seems to hev married because they both +use a good deal o' salt—'t least they ain't much else they're alike in. +An' Emerel is just one-half workin' her head off for him. Little nervous +thing she is—when I heard she was down with nervous prostration two +years ago, I says, 'Land, land,' I says, 'but ain't she <i>always</i> had +it?' They's a strain o' good blood in that girl,—Al Kitton was New +England,—but they don't none of it flow up through her head. She's +great on sacrificin', but she don't sacrifice judicious. If folks is +goin' to sacrifice, I think they'd ought to do it conscientious, the +kind in the Bible, same as Abraham an' like that."</p> + +<p>Peleg Bemus rubbed one hand up and down his axe handle.</p> + +<p>"I reckon you can't always tell, Miss Marsh," he said meditatively. "I +once knowed a man that done some sacrificin' that ain't called by that +name when it gets into the newspapers." He turned to me, with a manner +of pointing at me with his head, "You been in New York," he said; "ain't +you ever heard o' Mr. Loneway—Mr. John Loneway?"</p> + +<p>I was sorry that I could not answer "yes." He was so expectant that I +had the sensation of having failed him.</p> + +<p>"Him an' I lived in the same building in East Fourteenth Street there," +he said. "That is to say, he lived top floor back and I was janitor. +That was a good many years ago, but whenever I get an introduction to +anybody that's been in New York, I allus take an interest. I'd like to +know whatever become of him."</p> + +<p>He scrupulously waited for our question, and then sat down beside the +oven door and laid his axe across his knees.</p> + +<p>"It was that hard winter," he told us, "about a dozen years ago. I'd hev +to figger out just what year, but most anybody on the East Side can tell +you. Coal was clear up an' soarin', an' vittles was too—everybody +howlin' hard times, an' the Winter just commenced. Make things worse, +some philanthropist had put up two model tenements in the block we was +in, an' property alongside had shot up in value accordin' an' lugged +rents with it. Everybody in my buildin' 'most was rowin' about it.</p> + +<p>"But John Loneway, he wasn't rowin'. I met him on the stairs one mornin' +early an' I says, 'Beg pardon, sir,' I says, 'but you ain't meanin' to +make no change?' I ask him. He looks at me kind o' dazed—he was a +wonderful clean-muscled little chap, with a crisscross o' veins on each +temple an' big brown eyes back in his head. 'No,' he says. 'Change? I +can't move. My wife's sick,' he says. That was news to me. I'd met her a +couple o' times in the hall—pale little mite, hardly big as a baby, but +pleasant-spoken, an' with a way o' dressin' herself in shabby clo'es +that made the other women in the house look like bundles tied up +careless. But she didn't go out much—they had only been in the house a +couple o' weeks or so. 'Sick, is she?' I says. 'Too bad,' I says. +'Anything I can do?' I ask him. He stopped on the nex' step an' looked +back at me. 'Got a wife?' he says. 'No,' says I, 'I ain't, sir. But they +ain't never challenged my vote on 'count o' that, sir—no offence,' I +says to him respectful. 'All right,' he says, noddin' at me. 'I just +thought mebbe she'd look in now and then. I'm gone all day,' he added, +an' went off like he'd forgot me.</p> + +<p>"I thought about the little thing all that mornin'—layin' all alone up +there in that room that wa'n't no bigger'n a coal-bin. It's bad enough +to be sick anywheres, but it's like havin' both legs in a trap to be +sick in New York. Towards noon I went into one o' the flats—first floor +front it was—with the kindlin' barrel, an' I give the woman to +understand they was somebody sick in the house. She was a great big +creatur' that I'd never see excep' in red calico, an' I always thought +she looked some like a tomato ketchup bottle, with her apron for the +label. She says, when I told her, 'You see if she wants anything,' she +says. 'I can't climb all them stairs,' she answers me.</p> + +<p>"Well, that afternoon I went down an' hunted up a rusty sleigh-bell I'd +seen in the basement, an' I rubbed it up an' tied a string to it, an' +'long in the evenin' I went upstairs an' rapped at Mr. Loneway's door.</p> + +<p>"'I called,' I says, 'to ask after your wife, if I might.'</p> + +<p>"'If you might,' he says after me. 'I thank the Lord you're somebody +that will. Come in,' he told me.</p> + +<p>"They had two rooms. In one he was cookin' somethin' on a smelly +oil-stove. In the other was his wife; but that room was all neat an' +nice—curtains looped back, carpet an' all that. She was half up on +pillows, an' she had a black waist on, an' her hair pushed straight +back, an' she was burnin' up with the fever.</p> + +<p>"'Set down an' talk to her,' he says to me, 'while I get the dinner, +will you? I've got to go out for the milk.'</p> + +<p>"I did set down, feelin' some like a sawhorse in church. If she hadn't +been so durn little, seems though I could 'a' talked with her, but I +ketched sight of her hand on the quilt, an'—law! it wa'n't no bigger'n +a butternut. She done the best thing she could do an' set me to work.</p> + +<p>"'Mr. Bemus,' she says, first off—everybody else called me Peleg—'Mr. +Bemus,' she says, 'I wonder if you'd mind takin' an old +newspaper—there's one somewheres around—an' stuffin' in the cracks of +this window an' stop its rattlin'?'</p> + +<p>"I laid my sleigh-bell down an' done as she says; an' while I fussed +with the window, that seems though all Printin' House Square couldn't +stuff up, she talked on, chipper as a squirrel, all about the buildin', +an' who lived where, an' how many kids they was, an' wouldn't it be nice +if they had an elevator like the model tenement we was payin' rent for, +an' so on. I'd never 'a' dreamt she was sick if I hadn't looked 'round a +time or two at her poor, burnin'-up face. Then bime-by he brought the +supper in, an' when he went to lift her up, she just naturally laid back +an' fainted. But she was all right again in a minute, brave as two, an' +she was like a child when she see what he'd brought her—a big platter +for a tray, with milk-toast an' an apple an' five cents' worth o' dates. +She done her best to eat, too, and praised him up, an' the poor soul +hung over her, watchin' every mouthful, feedin' her, coaxin' her, +lookin' like nothin' more'n a boy himself. When I couldn't stand it no +longer, I took an' jingled the sleigh-bell.</p> + +<p>"'I'm a-goin',' I says, 'to hang this outside the door here, an' run +this nice long string through the transom. An' to-morrow,' I says, 'when +you want anything, just you pull the string a time or two, an' I'll be +somewheres around.'</p> + +<p>"She clapped her hands, her eyes shinin'.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, <i>goodey</i>!' she says. 'Now I won't be alone. Ain't it nice,' she +says, 'that there ain't no glass in the transom? If we lived in the +model tenement, we couldn't do that,' she says, laughin' some.</p> + +<p>"An' that young fellow, he followed me to the door an' just naturally +shook hands with me, same's though I'd been his kind. Then he followed +me on out into the hall.</p> + +<p>"'We had a little boy,' he says to me low, 'an' it died four months ago +yesterday, when it was six days old. She ain't ever been well since,' he +says, kind of as if he wanted to tell somebody. But I didn't know what +to say, an' so I found fault with the kerosene lamp in the hall, an' +went on down.</p> + +<p>"Nex' day I knew the doctor come again. An' 'way 'long in the afternoon +I was a-tinkerin' with the stair rail when I heard the sleigh-bell ring. +I run up, an' she was settin' up, in the black waist—but I thought her +eyes was shiney with somethin' that wasn't the fever—sort of a scared +excitement.</p> + +<p>"'Mr. Bemus,' she says, 'I want you to do somethin' for me,' she says, +'an' not tell anybody. Will you?'</p> + +<p>"'Why, yes,' I says, 'I will, Mis' Loneway,' I says. 'What is it?' I +ask' her.</p> + +<p>"'There's a baby somewheres downstairs,' she says. 'I hear it cryin' +sometimes. An' I want you to get it an' bring it up here.'</p> + +<p>"That was a queer thing to ask, because kids isn't soothin' to the sick. +But I went off downstairs to the first floor front. The kid she meant +belonged to the Tomato Ketchup woman. I knew they had one because it +howled different times an', I judge, pounded its head on the floor some +when it was maddest. It was the only real little one in the +buildin'—the others was all the tonguey age. I told what I wanted.</p> + +<p>"'For the land!' says Tomato Ketchup, 'I never see such nerve. Take my +baby into a sick room? Not if I know it. I s'pose you just come out o' +there? Well, don't you stay here, bringin' diseases. A hospital's the +true place fer the sick,' she says.</p> + +<p>"I went back to Mis' Loneway, an' I guess I lied some. I said the kid +was sick—had the croup, I thought, an' she'd hev to wait. Her face +fell, but she said 'all right an' please not to say nothin',' an' then I +went out an' done my best to borrow a kid for her. I ask' all over the +neighbourhood, an' not a woman but looked on me for a cradle +snatcher—thought I wanted to abduct her child away from her. Bime-by I +even told one woman what I wanted it for.</p> + +<p>"'My!' she says, 'if she ain't got one, she's got one less mouth to +feed. Tell her to thank her stars.'</p> + +<p>"After that I used to look into Mis' Loneway's frequent. The women on +the same floor was quite decent to her, but they worked all day, an' +mostly didn't get home till after her husband did. I found out somethin' +about him, too. He was clerk in a big commission house 'way down-town, +an' his salary, as near as I could make out, was about what mine was, +an' they wa'n't no estimatin' that by the cord at all. But I never heard +a word out'n him about their not havin' much. He kep' on makin' milk +toast an' bringin' in one piece o' fruit at a time an' once in a while a +little meat. An' all the time anybody could see she wa'n't gettin' no +better. I knew she wa'n't gettin' enough to eat, an' I knew he knew it, +too. An' one night the doctor he outs with the truth.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Loneway an' I was sittin' in the kitchen while the doctor was in +the other room with her. I went there evenin's all the time by then—the +young fellow seemed to like to hev me. We was keepin' warm over the +oil-stove because the real stove was in her room, an' the doctor come in +an' stood over him.</p> + +<p>"'My lad,' he says gentle, 'there ain't half as much use o' my comin' +here as there is o' her gettin' strengthenin' food. She's got to hev +beef broth—cer'als—fresh this an' fresh that'—he went on to tell him, +'an' plenty of it,' he says. 'An' if we can make her strength hold out, +I think,' he wound up, 'that we can save her. But she's gettin' weaker +every day for lack o' food. Can you do anything more?' he ask' him.</p> + +<p>"I expected to see young Mr. Loneway go all to pieces at this, because I +knew as it was he didn't ride in the street-car, he was pinchin' so to +pay the doctor. But he sorter set up sudden an' squared his shoulders, +an' he looked up an' says:—</p> + +<p>"'Yes!' he says. 'I've been thinkin' that to-night,' he says. 'An' I've +hed a way to some good luck, you might call it—an' now I guess she can +hev everything she wants,' he told him; an' he laughed some when he said +it.</p> + +<p>"That sort o' amazed me. I hadn't heard him sayin' anything about any +excruciatin' luck, an' his face hadn't been the face of a man on the +brink of a bonanza. I wondered why he hadn't told her about this luck o' +his, but I kep' quiet an' watched to see if he was bluffin'.</p> + +<p>"I was cleanin' the walk off when he come home nex' night. Sure enough, +there was his arms laid full o' bundles. An' his face—it done me good +to see it.</p> + +<p>"'Come on up an' help get dinner,' he yelled out, like a kid, an' I +thought I actually seen him smilin'.</p> + +<p>"Soon's I could I went upstairs, an' they wa'n't nothin' that man hadn't +brought. They was everything the doctor had said, an' green things, an' +a whol' basket o' fruit an' two bottles o' port, an' more things +besides. They was lots o' fixin's, too, that there wa'n't a mite o' +nourishment in—for he wa'n't no more practical <i>nor</i> medicinal'n a +wood-tick. But I knew how he felt.</p> + +<p>"'Don't tell her,' he says. 'Don't tell her,' he says to me, hoppin' +'round the kitchen like a buzz-saw. 'I want to surprise her.'</p> + +<p>"You can bet he did, too—if you'll overlook the liberty. When he was +all ready, he made me go in ahead.</p> + +<p>"'<i>To-ot!</i>' says I, genial-like—they treated me jus' like one of 'em. +'<i>To-ot!</i> Lookey-<i>at</i>!'</p> + +<p>"He set the big white platter down on the bed, an' when she see all the +stuff,—white grapes, mind you, an' fresh tomatoes, an' a glass for the +wine,—she just grabs his hand an' holds it up to her throat, an' +says:—</p> + +<p>"'Jack! Oh, Jack!' she says,—she called him that when she was +pleased,—'how did you? <i>How did you?</i>'</p> + +<p>"'Never you mind,' he says, kissin' her an' lookin' as though he was +goin' to bu'st out himself, 'never you ask. It's time I had some luck, +ain't it? Like other men?'</p> + +<p>"She was touchin' things here an' there, liftin' up the grapes an' +lookin' at 'em—poor little soul had lived on milk toast an' dates an' a +apple now an' then for two weeks to my knowledge. But when he said that, +she stopped an' looked at him, scared.</p> + +<p>"'John!' she says, 'you ain't—'</p> + +<p>"He laughed at that.</p> + +<p>"'Gamblin'?' he says. 'No—never you fear.' I had thought o' that +myself, only I didn't quite see when he'd had the chance since night +before when the doctor told him. 'It's all owin' to the office,' he says +to her, 'an' now you eat—lemme see you eat, Linda,' he says, an' that +seemed to be food enough for him. He didn't half touch a thing. 'Eat all +you want,' he says, 'an', Peleg, poke up the fire. There's half a ton o' +coal comin' to-morrow. An' we're goin' to have this <i>every day</i>,' he +told her.</p> + +<p>"Land o' love! how happy she was! She made me eat some grapes, an' she +sent a bunch to the woman on the same floor, because she'd brought her +an orange six weeks before; an' then she begs Mr. Loneway to get an +extry candle out of the top dresser draw'. An' when that was lit up she +whispers to him, and he goes out an' fetches from somewheres a guitar +with more'n half the strings left on; an' she set up an' picked away on +'em, an' we all three sung, though I can't carry a tune no more'n what I +can carry a white oak tree trunk.</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' she says, 'I'm a-goin' to get well now. Oh,' she says, 'ain't it +heaven to be rich again?'</p> + +<p>"No—you can say she'd ought to 'a' made him tell her where he got the +money. But she trusted him, an' she'd been a-livin' on milk toast an' +dates for so long that I can pretty well see how she took it all as +what's-his-name took the wild honey, without askin' the Lord whose make +it was. Besides, she was sick. An' milk toast an' dates'd reconcile me +to 'most any change for the better.</p> + +<p>"It got so then that I went upstairs every noon an' fixed up her lunch +for her, an' one day she done what I'd been dreadin'. 'Mr. Bemus,' she +says, 'that baby must be over the croup now. Won't you—won't you take +it down this orange an' see if you can't bring it up here awhile?'</p> + +<p>"I went down, but, law!—where was the use? The Ketchup woman grabs up +her kid an' fair threw the orange at me. 'You don't know what disease +you're bringin' in here,' she says—she had a voice like them gasoline +wood-cutters. I see she'd took to heart some o' the model-tenement +social-evenin' lectures on bugs an' worms in diseases. I carried the +orange out and give it to a kid in the ar'y, so's Mis' Loneway'd be +makin' somebody some pleasure, anyhow. An' then I went back upstairs an' +told her the kid was worse. Seems the croup had turned into cholery +infantum.</p> + +<p>"'Why,' she says, 'I mus' send it down somethin' nice an' hot to-night,' +an' so she did, and I slips it back in the Loneway kitchen unbeknownst. +She wa'n't so very medicinal, either, bless her heart!</p> + +<p>"'Tell me about that baby,' she says to me one noon. 'What's its name? +Does it like to hev its mother love it?' she ask me.</p> + +<p>"I knew the truth to be that it didn't let anybody do anything day or +night within sight or sound of it, an' it looked to me like an imp o' +the dark. But I fixed up a tol'able description, an' left out the +freckles an' the temper, an' told her it was fat an' well an' a boy. +That seemed to satisfy her. Its name, though, sort o' stumped me. The +Tomato Ketchup called it mostly 'you-come-back-here-you-little-ape.' I +heard that every day. So I said, just to piece out my information, that +I thought its name might be April. That seemed to take her fancy, an' +after that she was always askin' me how little April was—but not when +Mr. Loneway was in hearin'. I see well enough she didn't want he should +know that she was grievin' none.</p> + +<p>"All the time kep' comin', every night, another armful o' good things. +Land! that man he bought everything. Seems though he couldn't buy +enough. Every night the big platter was heaped up an' runnin' over with +everything under the sun, an' she was like another girl. I s'pose the +things give her strength, but I reck'n the cheer helped most. She had +the surprise to look forward to all day, an' there was plenty o' light, +evenin's; an' the stove, that was drove red-hot. The doctor kep' sayin' +she was better, too, an' everything seemed lookin' right up.</p> + +<p>"Seems queer I didn't suspect from the first something was wrong. Seems +though I ought to 'a' known money didn't grow out o' green wood the way +he was pretendin'. It wasn't two weeks before he takes me down to the +basement one night when he comes home, an' he owns up.</p> + +<p>"'Peleg,' he says, 'I've got to tell somebody, an' God knows maybe it'll +be you that'll hev to tell her. I've stole fifty-four dollars out o' the +tray in the retail department,' says he, 'an' to-day they found me out. +They wasn't no fuss made. Lovett, the assistant cashier, is the only one +that knows. He took me aside quiet,' Mr. Loneway says, 'an' I made a +clean breast. I said what I took it for. He's a married man himself, an' +he told me if I'd make it up in three days, he'd fix it so's nobody +should know. The cashier's off for a week. In three days he's comin' +back. But they might as well ask me to make up fifty-four hundred. I've +got enough to keep on these three days so's she won't know,' he says, +'an' after that—'</p> + +<p>"He hunched out his arms, an' I'll never forget his face.</p> + +<p>"I says, 'Mr. Loneway, sir,' I says, 'chuck it. Tell her the whole thing +an' give 'em back what you got left, an' do your best.'</p> + +<p>"He turned on me like a crazy man.</p> + +<p>"'Don't talk to me like that,' he says fierce. 'You don't know what +you're sayin',' he says. 'No man does till he has this happen to him. +The judge on the bench that'll send me to jail for it, he won't know +what he's judgin'. My God—<i>my God!</i>' he says, leanin' up against the +door o' the furnace room, 'to see her sick like this—an' <i>needin' +things</i>—when she give herself to me to take care of!'</p> + +<p>"Course there wa'n't no talkin' to him. An' the nex' night an' the nex' +he come home bringin' her truck just the same. Once he even hed her a +bunch o' pinks. Seems though he was doin' the worst he could.</p> + +<p>"The pinks come at the end of the second day of the three days the +assistant cashier had give him to pay the money back in. An' two things +happened that night. I was in the kitchen helpin' him wash up the dishes +while the doctor was in the room with Mis' Loneway. An' when the doctor +come out o' there into the kitchen, he shuts the door. I see right off +somethin' was the matter. He took Mr. Loneway off to the back window, +an' I rattled 'round with the dishes an' took on not to notice. Up until +when the doctor goes out—an' then I felt Mr. Loneway's grip on my arm. +I looked at him, an' I knew. She wasn't goin' to get well. He just +lopped down on the chair like so much sawdust, an' put his face down in +his arm, the way a schoolboy does—an' I swan he wa'n't much more'n a +schoolboy, either. I s'pose if ever hell is in a man's heart,—an' we +mostly all see it there sometime, even if we don't feel it,—why, there +was hell in his then.</p> + +<p>"All of a sudden there was a rap on the hall door. He never moved, an' +so I went. I whistled, I rec'lect, so's she shouldn't suspect nothin' +from our not goin' in where she was right off. An' a messenger-boy was +out there in the passage with a letter for Mr. Loneway.</p> + +<p>"I took it in to him. He turned himself around an' opened it, though I +don't believe he knew half what he was doin'. An' what do you guess come +tumblin' out o' that envelope? Fifty-four dollars in bills. Not a word +with 'em.</p> + +<p>"Then he broke down. 'It's Lovett,' he says, 'it's Lovett's done +this—the assistant cashier. Maybe he's told some o' the other fellows +at the desks next, an' they helped. They knew about her bein' sick. An' +they can't none of 'em afford it,' he says, an' that seemed to cut him +up worst of all. 'I'll give it back to him,' he says resolute. 'I can't +take it from 'em, Peleg.'</p> + +<p>"I says, 'Hush up, Mr. Loneway, sir,' I says. 'You got to think o' her. +Take it,' I told him, 'an' thank God it ain't as bad as it was. Who +knows,' I ask' him, 'but what the doctor might turn out wrong?'</p> + +<p>"Pretty soon I got him to pull himself together some, an' I shoved him +into the other room, an' I went with him, an' talked on like an idiot so +nobody'd suspect—I didn't hev no idea what.</p> + +<p>"She was settin' up in the same black waist, with a newspaper hung +acrost the head o' the iron bed to keep the draught out. All of a +sudden,—</p> + +<p>"'John!' says she.</p> + +<p>"He went close by the bed.</p> + +<p>"'Is everything goin' on good?' she ask' him.</p> + +<p>"'Everything,' he told her right off.</p> + +<p>"'Splendid, John?' she ask' him, pullin' his hand up by her cheek.</p> + +<p>"'Splendid, Linda,' he says after her.</p> + +<p>"'We got a little money ahead?' she goes on.</p> + +<p>"'Bless me, if he didn't do just what I had time to be afraid of. He +hauls out them fifty-four dollars an' showed her.</p> + +<p>"She claps her hands like a child.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, <i>goodey</i>!' she says; 'I'm so glad. I'm so glad. Now I can tell +you,' she says to him.</p> + +<p>"He took her in his arms an' kneeled down by the bed, an' I tried to +slip out, but she called me back. So I stayed, like an' axe in the +parlour.</p> + +<p>"'John,' she says to him, 'do you know what Aunt Nita told me before I +was married? "You must always look the prettiest you know how," Aunt +Nita says,' she tells him, '"for your husband. Because you must always +be prettier for him than anybody else is." An', oh, dearest,' she says, +'you know I'd 'a' looked my best for you if I could—but I never +had—an' it wasn't your fault!' she cries out, 'but things didn't go +right. It wasn't anybody's fault. Only—I <i>wanted</i> to look nice for you. +An' since I've been sick,' she says, 'it's made me wretched, wretched to +think I didn't hev nothin' to put on but this black waist—this homely +old black waist. You never liked me to wear black,' I rec'lect she says +to him, 'an' it killed me to think—if anything should happen—you'd be +rememberin' me like this. You think you'd remember me the way I was when +I was well—but you wouldn't,' she says earnest; 'people never, never +do. You'd remember me here like I look now. Oh—an' so I thought—if +there was ever so little money we could spare—won't you get me +somethin'—somethin' so's you could remember me better? Somethin' to +wear these few days,' she says.</p> + +<p>"He breaks down then an' cries, with his face in her pillow.</p> + +<p>"'Don't—why, don't!' she says to him; 'if there wasn't any money, you +might cry—only then I wouldn't never hev told you. But +now—to-morrow—you can go an' buy me a little dressing-sacque—the kind +they have in the windows on Broadway. Oh, <i>Jack</i>!' she says, 'is it +wicked an' foolish for me to want you to remember me as nice as you can? +It ain't—it <i>ain't</i>!' she says.</p> + +<p>"Then I give out. I felt like a handful o' wet sawdust that's been +squeezed. I slid out an' downstairs, an' I guess I chopped wood near all +night. The Tomato Ketchup's husband he pounded the floor for me to shut +up, an' I told him—though I never was what you might call a impudent +janitor—that if he thought he could chop it up any more soft, he'd +better engage in it. But then the kid woke up, too, an' yelled some, an' +I's afraid she'd hear it an' remember, an' so I quit.</p> + +<p>"Nex' mornin' I laid for Mr. Loneway in the hall.</p> + +<p>"'Sir,' I says to him when he come down to go out, 'you won't do nothin' +foolish?' I ask' him.</p> + +<p>"'Mind your business,' he says, his face like a patch o' poplar ashes.</p> + +<p>"I was in an' out o' their flat all day, an' I could see't Mis' Loneway +she's happy as a lark. But I knew pretty well what was comin'. Mind you, +this was the third day.</p> + +<p>"That night I hed things goin' in the kitchen an' the kettle on, an' I's +hesitatin' whether to put two eggs in the omelet or three, when he comes +home. He laid a eternal lot o' stuff on the kitchen table, without one +word, an' went in where she was. I heard paper rustlin', an' then I +heard her voice—an' it wasn't no cryin', lemme say. An' so I says to +myself, 'Well,' I says, 'she might as well hev a four-egg omelet, +because it'll be the last.' I knew if they's to arrest him she wouldn't +never live the day out. So I goes on with the omelet, an' when he come +out where I was, I just told him if he'd cut open the grapefruit I hed +ever'thing else ready. An' then he quit lookin' defiant, an' he calmed +down some; an' pretty soon we took in the dinner.</p> + +<p>"She was sittin' up in front of her two pillows, pretty as a picture. +An' she was in one o' the things I ain't ever see outside a store +window. Lord! it was all the colour o' roses, with craped-up stuff like +the bark on a tree, an' rows an' rows o' lace, an' long, flappy ribbon. +She was allus pretty, but she looked like an angel in that. An' I says +to myself then, I says: 'If a woman <i>knows</i> she looks like that in them +things, an' if she loves somebody an', livin' or dead, wants to look +like that for him, I want to know who's to blame her? I ain't—Peleg +Bemus, he ain't.' Mis' Loneway was as pretty as I ever see, not barrin' +the stage. An' she was laughin', an' her cheeks was pink-like, an' she +says,—</p> + +<p>"'Oh, Mr. Bemus,' she says, 'I feel like a queen,' she says, 'an' you +must stay for dinner.'</p> + +<p>"I never seen Mr. Loneway gayer. He was full o' fun an' funny sayin's, +an' his face had even lost its chalky look an' he'd got some colour, an' +he laughed with her an' he made love to her—durned if it wasn't enough +to keep a woman out o' the grave to be worshipped the way that man +worshipped her. An' when she ask' for the guitar, I carried out the +platter, an' I stayed an' straightened things some in the kitchen. +An' all the while I could hear 'em singin' soft an' laughin' +together ... an' all the while I knew what was double sure to come.</p> + +<p>"Well, in about an hour it did come. I was waitin' for it. Fact, I had +filled up the coffee-pot expectin' it. An' when I heard the men comin' +up the stairs I takes the coffee an' what rolls there was left an' I +meets 'em in the hall, on the landing. They was two of 'em—constables, +or somethin'—with a warrant for his arrest.</p> + +<p>"'Gentlemen,' says I, openin' the coffee-pot careless so's the smell +could get out an' circ'late—'gentlemen, he's up there in that room. +There's only these one stairs, an' the only manhole's right here over +your heads, so's you can watch that. You rec'lect that there ain't a +roof on that side o' the house. Now, I'm a lonely beggar, an' I wish't +you'd let me invite you to a cup o' hot coffee an' a hot buttered roll +or two, right over there in that hall window. You can keep your eye +peeled towards that door all the while,' I reminds 'em.</p> + +<p>"Well, it was a bitter night, an' them two was flesh an' blood. They +'lowed that if he hadn't been there they'd 'a' had to wait for him, +anyway, so they finally set down. An' I doled 'em out the coffee. I +'lowed I could keep 'em an hour if I knew myself. Nobody could 'a' done +any different, with her an' him settin' up there singin' an' no manner +o' doubt but what it was for the last time.</p> + +<p>"I'd be'n 'round consid'able in my time an' I knew quite a batch o' +stories. I let 'em have 'em all, an' poured the coffee down 'em. They +was willin' enough—it wa'n't cold in the halls to what it was outside, +an' the coffee was boilin' hot. An' if anybody wants to blame me, they'd +hev to see her first, all fluffed up same as a kitten in that pink +jacket-thing, afore I'd give 'em a word o' hearin'.</p> + +<p>"In the midst of it all I heard the Tomato Ketchup's kid yell. I +remembered that this'd be my last chanst fer <i>her</i> to see the kid when +she could get any happiness out of it. I didn't think twice—I just +filled up the cups o' them two, an' then I sails downstairs, two at a +time, an' opened the door o' first floor front without rappin'. The kid +was there in its little nightgown, howlin' fer fair because it had be'n +left alone with its boy brother. The Tomato Ketchup an' her husband was +to a wake. I picked up the kid, rolled it in a blanket, grabbed brother +by the arm, an' started up the stairs.</p> + +<p>"'Is the house on f-f-fire?' says the boy brother.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' says I, 'it is. An' we're goin' upstairs to hunt up a +fire-escape,' I told him.</p> + +<p>"At the top o' the stairs I sets him down on the floor an' promises him +an orange, an' then I opens the door, with the kid on my arm. It had +stopped yellin' by then, an' it was settin' up straight, with its eyes +all round an' its cheeks all pinked-up with havin' just woke up, an' it +looked awful cute, in spite of its mother. Mis' Loneway was leanin' +back, laughin', an' tellin' him what they was goin' to do the minute she +got well; but when she see the baby she drops her husband's hand and +sorter screams out, weak, an' holds out her arms. Mr. Loneway, he hardly +heard me go in, I reckon—leastwise, he looks at me clean through me +without seein' I was there. An' she hugs the kiddie up in her arms an' +looks at me over the top of its head as much as to say she understood +an' thanked me.</p> + +<p>"'Its ma is went off,' I told 'em apologetic, 'an' I thought maybe you'd +look after it awhile,' I told 'em.</p> + +<p>"Then I went out an' put oranges all around the boy brother on the hall +floor, an' I hustled back downstairs.</p> + +<p>"'Gentlemen,' says I, brisk, 'I've got two dollars too much,' says +I—an' I reck'n the cracks in them walls must 'a' winked at the notion. +'What do you say to a game o' dice on the bread-plate?' I ask' 'em.</p> + +<p>"Well, one way an' another I kep' them two there for two hours. An' +then, when the game was out, I knew I couldn't do nothin' else. So I +stood up an' told 'em I'd go up an' let Mr. Loneway know they was +there—along o' his wife bein' sick an' hadn't ought to be scared.</p> + +<p>"I started up the stairs, feelin' like lead. Little more'n halfway up I +heard a little noise. I looked up, an' I see the boy brother a-comin', +leakin' orange-peel, with the kid slung over his shoulder, sleepin'. I +looked on past him, an' the door o' Mr. Loneway's sittin' room was open, +an' I see Mr. Loneway standin' in the middle o' the floor. I must 'a' +stopped still, because something stumbled up against me from the back, +an' the two constables was there, comin' close behind me. I could hear +one of 'em breathin'.</p> + +<p>"Then I went on up, an' somehow I knew there wasn't nothin' more to wait +for. When we got to the top I see inside the room, an' she was layin' +back on her pillow, all still an' quiet. An' the little new pink jacket +never moved nor stirred, for there wa'n't no breath.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Loneway, he come acrost the floor towards us.</p> + +<p>"'Come in,' he says. 'Come right in,' he told us—an' I see him smilin' +some."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XIV" id="XIV"></a>XIV</h2> + +<h3>AN EPILOGUE</h3> + + +<p>When Peleg had gone back to the woodshed, Calliope slipped away too. I +sat beside the fire, listening to the fine, measured fall of Peleg's +axe—so much more vital with the spirit of music than his flute; looking +at Calliope's brown earthen baking dishes—so much purer in line than +the village bric-a-brac; thinking of Peleg's story and of the life that +beat within it as life does not beat in the unaided letter of the law. +But chiefly I thought of Linda Loneway. Linda Loneway. I made a picture +of her name.</p> + +<p>So, Calliope having come from above stairs where I had heard her moving +about as if in some search, I think that I recognized, even before I +lifted my eyes to it, the photograph which she gave me. It was as if the +name had heard me, and had come.</p> + +<p>"It's Linda," Calliope said. "It's Linda Proudfit. An' I'm certain, +certain sure it's the Linda that Peleg knew."</p> + +<p>"Surely not, Calliope," I said—obedient to some law.</p> + +<p>Calliope nodded, with closed eyes, in simple certainty.</p> + +<p>"I <i>know</i> it was her that Peleg meant about," she said. "I thought of it +first when he said about her looks—an' her husband a clerk—an' he said +he called her Linda. An' then when he got to where she mentioned Aunt +Nita—that's what her an' Clementina always calls Mis' Ordway, though +she ain't by rights—oh, it is—it is...."</p> + +<p>Calliope sat down on the floor before me, cherishing the picture. And +all natural doubts of the possibility, all apparent denial in the real +name of Linda Proudfit's poor young husband were for us both presently +overborne by something which seemed viewlessly witnessing to the truth.</p> + +<p>"But little Linda," Calliope said, "to think o' her. To think o' +<i>her</i>—like Peleg said. Why, I hardly ever see her excep' in all silk, +or imported kinds. None of us did. I hardly ever 'see her walk—it was +horses and carriages and dance in a ballroom till I wonder she +remembered how to walk at all. Everything with her was cut good, an' +kid, an' handwork, an' like that—the same way the Proudfits is now. But +yet she wasn't a bit like Mis' Proudfit an' Clementina. They're both +sweet an' rule-lovin' an' ladies born, but—" Calliope hesitated, +"they's somethin' they <i>ain't</i>. An' Linda was."</p> + +<p>Calliope looked about the room, seeking a way to tell me. And her eyes +fell on the flame on her cooking-stove hearth.</p> + +<p>"Linda had a little somethin' in her that lit her up," she said. "She +didn't say much of anything that other folks don't say, but somehow she +meant the words farther in. In where the light was, an' words mean +differ'nt an' better. I use' to think I didn't believe that what she saw +or heard or read was exactly like what her mother an' Clementina an' +most folks see an' hear an' read. Somehow, she got the inside out o' +things, an' drew it in like breathin', an' lit it up, an' lived it more. +I donno's you know what I'm talkin' about. But Mis' Proudfit an' +Clementina don't do that way. They're dear an' good an' generous, an' +lots gentler than they was before Linda left 'em—an' yet they just wear +things' an' invite folks in an' see Europe an' keep up their French an' +serve God, an' never get any of it rill lit up. But Linda, she <i>knew</i>. +An' she use' to be lonesome. I know she did—I know she did.</p> + +<p>"I use' to look at her an' wish an' wish I wa'n't who I am, so's I could +a' let her know I knew too. I use' to go to mend her lace an' sell orris +root to her—an' Madame Proudfit an' Clementina would be there, buyin' +an' livin' on the outside, judicious an' refined an' rill right about +everything; but when Linda come in, she sort o' reached somewheres, +deep, or up, or out, or like that, an' got somethin' that meant it all +instead o' gnawin' its way through words. It was like other folks was +the recipe an' Linda was the rill dish. They was the way to be, but she +was the one that was.</p> + +<p>"Well, then one year, when she come home from off to school, this young +clerk followed her. I only see 'em together once—he only stayed a day +an' had his terrible time with Jason Proudfit an' everybody knew it—but +even with seein' 'em that once, I knew about him. I don't care who he +was or what he was worth—he was lit up, too. I donno why he was a clerk +nor anything of him—excep' that the lit kind ain't always the +money-makers—but he could talk to her her way. An' when I see the four +of 'em drive up in front of the post-office the day he come, Mis' +Proudfit an' Clementina talkin' all soft an' interested an' regular +about the foreign postage stamps they was buyin', an' Linda an' him +sittin' there with foreign lands fair livin' in their eyes—I knew how +it would be. An' so it was. They went off, Linda with only the clothes +she was wearin' an' none of her stone rings or like that with her. An' +see what it all done—see what it done. Jason Proudfit, he wouldn't +forgive 'em nor wouldn't hear a word from 'em, though they say Mis' +Linda wrote, at first, an' more than once. An' then when he died two +years or so afterwards, an' Mis' Proudfit tried everywhere—they wa'n't +no trace. An' no wonder, with a differ'nt name so's nobody should find +out how poor they was—an' death—an' like enough prison...."</p> + +<p>Calliope stood up, and in the pause Peleg's axe went rhythmically on.</p> + +<p>"I'm goin' to be sure," she said. "I hate to—but o' course I've got to +be rill certain, in words."</p> + +<p>She went out to the shed, taking with her the photograph, and closed the +door. Peleg's axe ceased. And when she came back, she said nothing at +all for a little, and the axe did not go on.</p> + +<p>"We mustn't tell Mis' Proudfit—yet," she put it, presently, "not till +we can think. I donno's we ever can tell her. The dyin'—an' the +disgrace—an' the other name—an' the hurt about Linda's <i>needin' +things</i> ... Peleg thinks not tell her, too."</p> + +<p>"At least," I said, "we can wait, for a little. Until they come home."</p> + +<p>I listened while, her task long disregarded, Calliope fitted together +the dates and the meagre facts she knew, and made the sad tally +complete. Then she laid the picture by and stood staring at the +cooking-range flame.</p> + +<p>"It ain't enough," she said, "bein'—lit up—ain't enough for folks, is +it? Not without they're some made out o' iron, too, to hold it—like +stoves. An' yet—"</p> + +<p>She looked at me with one of her infrequent, passionate doubtings in her +eyes.</p> + +<p>"—if Mis' Proudfit an' Clementina had just of been lit too," she said, +"mebbe—"</p> + +<p>She got no farther, though I think it was not the opening of the door by +Peleg Bemus that interrupted her. Peleg did not come in. He said +something of the snow on his shoes, and spoke through the door's +opening.</p> + +<p>"I'm a-goin to quit work for to-day, Mis' Marsh," he told her. "Seems +like I'm too dead tired to chop."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XV" id="XV"></a>XV</h2> + +<h3>THE TEA PARTY</h3> + + +<p>As spring came on, and I found myself fairly identified with the life of +Friendship,—or, at any rate, "more one of us," as they said,—I +suggested to Calliope something which had been for some time pleasantly +in my mind: might I, I asked one day, give a tea for her?</p> + +<p>"A tea!" she repeated. "For <i>me</i>? You know they give me a benefit once +in the basement of the Court House. But a private tea, for me?"</p> + +<p>And when she understood that this was what I meant,</p> + +<p>"Oh," she said earnestly, "I'd be so glad to come. An' you an' I can +know the tea is for me—if you rilly mean it—but it won't do to say it +so'd it'd get out around. Oh, no, it won't. Not one o' the rest'll come +near if you give it <i>for</i> me—nor if you give it <i>for</i> anybody. Mis' +Proudfit, now, she tried to give a noon lunch on St. Patrick's day for +Mis' Postmaster Sykes, an' the folks she ask' to it got together an' +sent in their regrets. 'We're just as good as Mis' Postmaster Sykes,' +they give out to everybody, 'an' we don't bow down to her like that.' So +Mis' Proudfit she calls it a Shamrock Party an' give it a day later. An' +every one of 'em went. It won't do to say it's <i>for</i> me."</p> + +<p>So I contented myself with planning to seat Calliope at the foot of my +table, and I found a kind of happiness in her child-like content, though +only we two knew that the occasion would do her honour. If Delia had +been available we would have told her, but Delia was still in Europe, +and would not return until June.</p> + +<p>Calliope was quite radiant when, on the afternoon of the tea, she +arrived in advance of the others. She was wearing her best gray +henrietta, and I noted that she had changed her cameo ring from her +first to her third finger. ("First-finger rings seem to me more +everyday," she had once said to me, "but third-finger I always think +looks real dressy.") She was carrying a small parcel.</p> + +<p>"You didn't ask to borrow anything," she said shyly; "I didn't know how +you'd feel about that, a stranger so. An' we all got together—your +company, you know—an' found out you hadn't borrowed anything from any +of us, an' we thought maybe you hesitated. So we made up I should bring +my spoons. They was mother's, an' they're thin as weddin' rings—an' +solid. Any time you want to give a company you're welcome to 'em."</p> + +<p>When I had laid the delicate old silver in its place, I found Calliope +standing in the middle of my living-room, looking frankly about on my +simple furnishings, her eyes lingering here and there almost lovingly.</p> + +<p>"Bein' in your house," she said, "is like bein' somewheres else. I don't +know if you know what I mean? Most o' the time I'm where I belong—just +common. But now an' then—like a holiday when we're dressed up an' +sittin' 'round—I feel differ'nt an' <i>special</i>. It was the way I felt +when they give the William Shakespeare supper in the library an' had it +lit up in the evenin' so differ'nt—like bein' somewheres else. It'll be +that way on Market Square next month when the Carnival comes. I guess +that's why I'm a extract agent," she added, laughing a little. "When I +set an' smell the spices I could think it wasn't me I feel so <i>special</i>. +An' I feel that way now—I do' know if you know what I mean—"</p> + +<p>She looked at me, measuring my ability to comprehend, and brightening at +my nod.</p> + +<p>"Well, most o' Friendship wouldn't understand," she said. "To them +vanilla smells like corn-starch pudding an' no more. An' that reminds +me," she added slowly, "you know Friendship well enough by this time, +don't you, to find we're apt to say things here this afternoon?"</p> + +<p>"Say things?" I repeated, puzzling.</p> + +<p>"We won't mean to," she hastened loyally to add; "I ain't talkin' about +us, you know," she explained anxiously, "I just want to warn you so's +you won't be hurt. I guess I notice such things more'n most. We won't +mean to offend you—but I thought you'd ought to know ahead. An' bein' +as it's part my tea, I thought it was kind o' my place to tell you."</p> + +<p>She was touching the matter delicately, almost tenderly, and not more, +as I saw, with a wish to spare me than with a wish to apologize in +advance for the others, to explain away some real or fancied weakness.</p> + +<p>"You know," she said, "we ain't never had anybody to, what you might +say, tell us what we can an' what we can't say. So we just naturally say +whatever comes into our heads. An' then when we get it said, we see +often that it ain't what we meant—an' that it's apt to hurt folks or +put us in a bad light, or somethin'. But some don't even see that—some +go right ahead sayin' the hurt things an' never know it <i>is</i> a hurt. I +don't know if you've noticed what I mean," Calliope said, "but you will +to-night. An' I didn't want you should be hurt or should think hard of +them that says 'em."</p> + +<p>But how, I wondered, as my guests assembled, could one "think hard" of +any one in Friendship, and especially of the little circle to which I +belonged: My dear Mis' Amanda Toplady, Mis' Photographer Sturgis, Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, who, since our Thanksgiving, seemed, as +Calliope put it, to have "got good with the universe again"; the Liberty +sisters, for that day once more persuaded from their seclusion, and Mis' +Postmaster Sykes, with, we sometimes said, "some right to hev her +peculiarities if ever anybody hed it." Of them all the Friendship phrase +of approval had frequently been spoken: That this one, or that, was "<i>at +heart</i>, one o' the most all-round capable women we've got."</p> + +<p>I had hoped to have one more guest—Mrs. Merriman, wife of the late +chief of the Friendship fire department. But I had promptly received her +regrets, "owing to affliction in the family," though the fire chief had +died two years and more before.</p> + +<p>"But it's her black," Calliope had explained to me sympathetically; "she +can't afford to throw away her best dress, made mournin' style, with +crape ornaments. As long as that lasts good, she'll hev to stay home +from places. I see she's just had new crape cuffs put on, an' that means +another six months at the least. An' she won't go to parties wearin' +widow weeds. Mis' Fire Chief Merriman is very delicate."</p> + +<p>My guests, save Calliope, all arrived together and greeted me, I +observed, with a manner of marked surprise. Afterward, when I wondered, +Calliope explained simply that it was not usual for a hostess to meet +her guests at the door. "Of course, they're usually right in the midst +o' gettin' the supper when the company comes," she said.</p> + +<p>My prettiest dishes and silver were to do honour to those whom I had +bidden; and boughs of my Flowering-currant filled my little hall and +curved above the line of sight at table, where the candle shades lent +deeper yellows. I delighted in the manner of formality with which they +took their places, as if some forgotten ceremonial of ancient courts +were still in their veins, when a banquet was not a thing to be entered +upon lightly.</p> + +<p>Quite in ignorance of the Japanese custom of sipping tea while the first +course is arriving, it is our habit in Friendship to inaugurate "supper" +by seeing the tea poured. In deference to this ceremony a hush fell +immediately we were seated, and this was in courtesy to me, who must +inquire how each would take her tea. I think that this conversation +never greatly varied, as:—</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Toplady?" I said at once, the rest being understood.</p> + +<p>"Cream and sugar, <i>if</i> you please," said that great Amanda heartily, "or +milk if it's milk. I take the tea for the trimmin's."</p> + +<p>Then a little stir of laughter and a straying comment or two about, say, +the length of days at that time of year, and:—</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Sykes?"</p> + +<p>"Just milk, please. I always say I don't think tea would hurt <i>anybody</i> +if they'd leave the sugar alone. But then, I've got a very peculiar +stomach."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Holcomb?"</p> + +<p>"I want mine plain tea, thank you. My husband takes milk and the boys +like sugar, but I like the taste of the tea."</p> + +<p>At which, from Libbie Liberty: "Oh, Mis' Holcomb just says that to make +out she's strong-minded. Plain tea an' plain coffee's regular woman's +rights fare, Mis' Holcomb!" And then, after more laughter and Mis' +Holcomb's blushes, they awaited:—</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Sturgis?"</p> + +<p>"Not any at all, thank you. No, I like the tea, but the tea don't like +me. My mother was the same way. She never could drink it. No, not any +for me, though I must say I should dearly love a cup."</p> + +<p>"Miss 'Viny?"</p> + +<p>"Just a little tea and the rest hot water. Dear me, I shouldn't go to +sleep till <i>to-morrow</i> night if I was to drink a cup as strong as that. +No—a little more water, please. I s'pose I can send it back for more if +it's still too strong?"</p> + +<p>"Miss Libbie?"</p> + +<p>"Laviny just wants the canister pointed in her direction, an' she thinks +she's had her tea. Lucy don't dare take any. Three lumps for me, please. +I like mine surup."</p> + +<p>"Calliope?"</p> + +<p>"Oh," said Calliope, "milk if there's any left in the pitcher. An' if +there ain't, send it down clear. I like it most any way. Ain't it queer +about the differ'nce in folks' tastes in their tea and coffee?"</p> + +<p>That was the signal for the talk to begin with anecdotes of how various +relatives, quick and passed, had loved to take their tea. No one ever +broached a real topic until this introduction had had its way. To do so +would have been an indelicacy, like familiar speech among those in the +ceremony of a first meeting.</p> + +<p>Thus I began to see that in spite of Calliope's distress at the ways of +us in Friendship, a matchless delicacy was among its people a dominant +note. Not the delicacy born of convention, not that sometimes bred in +the crudest by urban standards, but a finer courtesy that will spare the +conscious stab which convention allows. It was, if I may say so, a +<i>savoir faire</i> of the heart instead of the head. But we had hardly +entered upon the hour before the ground for Calliope's warning was +demonstrated.</p> + +<p>"There!" she herself bridged a pause with her ready little laugh, "I +knew somebody'd pass me somethin' while I was saltin' my potato. My +brother, older, always said that at home. 'I never salt my potato,' he +use' to say, 'without somebody passes me somethin'."</p> + +<p>Next instant her eyes flew to my face in a kind of horror, for:—</p> + +<p>"We've noticed that at our house, too," Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss +observed, vigorously using a salt-shaker, "but then I always believe, +myself, in havin' everything properly seasoned in the kitchen before it +comes on to the table."</p> + +<p>"See!" Calliope signalled me fleetly.</p> + +<p>But no one else, and certainly not Mis' Holcomb herself, perceived the +surface of things vexed by a ripple.</p> + +<p>"Well, now," said that great Mis' Amanda Toplady heartily, "that <i>is</i> so +about saltin' your potato. I know it now, but I never thought of it +right out before. Lots o' things are true that you don't think of right +out. Now I come to put my mind on it, I know at our house if I cut up a +big plate o' bread we don't eat up half of it; but just as sure as I +don't, I hev to get up from the table an' go get more bread."</p> + +<p>"I know—we often speak of that!" and "So my husband says," chimed Mis' +Holcomb and Mis' Sturgis.</p> + +<p>"Seems as if I'd noticed that, too," Calliope said brightly.</p> + +<p>Whereupon: "My part," Miss Lucy Liberty contributed shyly, "I always +like to see a great big plate of good, big slices o' bread come on to +the table. Looks like the crock was full," she added, laughing heartily +to cover her really pretty shyness, "an' like you wouldn't run out."</p> + +<p>Calliope's glance at me was still more distressed, for my table showed +no bread at all, and my maid was at that moment handing rolls the size +of a walnut. But for the others the moment passed undisturbed.</p> + +<p>"I've never noticed in particular about the bread," observed Mis' +Sykes,—she had great magnetism, for when she spoke an instant hush +fell,—"but what <i>I</i> have noticed"—Mis' Sykes was very original and +usually disregarded the experiences of others,—"is that if I don't make +a list of my washing when it goes, something is pretty sure to get lost. +But let me make a list, an' even the dust-cloths'll come back home."</p> + +<p>Everybody had noticed that. Even Libbie Liberty assented, and exchanged +with her sister a smile of domestic memories.</p> + +<p>"An' every single piece has got my initial in the corner, too," Mis' +Sykes added; "I wouldn't hev a piece o' linen in the house without my +initial on. It don't seem to me rill refined not to."</p> + +<p>Calliope's look was almost one of anguish. My hemstitched damask napkins +bear no saving initial in a corner. But no one else would, I was +certain, connect that circumstance, even if it was observed, with what +Mis' Sykes had said.</p> + +<p>"It's too bad Mis' Fire Chief Merriman wouldn't come to-day," Calliope +hastily turned the topic. "She can't seem to get used to things again, +since Sum died."</p> + +<p>"She didn't do this way for her first husband that died in the city, I +heard," volunteered Mis' Sturgis. "Why, I heard she went out <i>there</i>, +right after the first year."</p> + +<p>"That's easy explained," said Mis' Sykes, positively.</p> + +<p>"Wasn't she fond of him?" asked Mis' Holcomb. "She seems real clingin', +like she would be fond o' most any one."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, she was fond of him," declared Mis' Sykes. "Why, he was a +professional man, you know. But then he died ten years ago, durin' tight +skirts. Naturally, being a widow then wasn't what it is now. She +couldn't cut her skirt over to any advantage—a bell skirt is a bell +skirt. An' they went out the very next year. When she got new cloth for +the flare skirts, she got colours. But the Fire Chief died right at the +height o' the full skirts. She's kep' cuttin' over an' cuttin' over, an' +by the looks o' the Spring plates she can keep right on at it. She +really can't afford to go <i>out</i> o' mournin'. I don't blame her a bit."</p> + +<p>"She told me the other day," remarked Libbie Liberty, "that she was real +homesick for some company food. She said she'd been ask' in to eat with +this family an' that, most hospitable but very plain. An' seems though +she couldn't wait for a company lay-out."</p> + +<p>"She won't go anywheres in her crape," Mis' Sykes turned to me, +supplementing Calliope's former information. "She's a very superior +woman,—she graduated in Oils in the city,—an' she's fitted for any +society, say where who <i>will</i>. We always say about her that nobody's so +delicate as Mis' Fire Chief Merriman."</p> + +<p>"She don't take strangers in very ready, anyway," Mis' Holcomb explained +to me. "She belongs to what you might call the old school. She's very +sensitive to <i>every</i>thing."</p> + +<p>The moment came when I had unintentionally produced a hush by serving a +salad unknown in Friendship. When almost at once I perceived what I had +done, I confess that I looked at Calliope in a kind of dread lest this +too were a <i>faux pas</i>, and I took refuge in some question about the +coming Carnival. But my attention was challenged by my maid, who was in +the doorway announcing a visitor.</p> + +<p>"Company, ma'am," she said.</p> + +<p>And when I had bidden her to ask that I be excused for a little:—</p> + +<p>"Please, ma'am," she said, "she says she has to see you <i>now</i>."</p> + +<p>And when I suggested the lady's card:—</p> + +<p>"Oh, it's Mis' Fire Chief Merriman," the maid imparted easily.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Fire Chief Merriman!" exclaimed every one at table. "Well +forevermore! Speakin' of angels! She must 'a' forgot the tea was bein'."</p> + +<p>In my living-room, in her smartly freshened spring toilet of mourning, +Mis' Fire Chief Merriman rose to greet me. She was very tall and slight, +and her face was curiously like an oblong yellow brooch which fastened +her gown at the throat.</p> + +<p>"My dear friend," she said, "I felt, after your kind invitation, that I +must pay my respects <i>during</i> your tea. Afterwards wouldn't be the same. +It's a tea, and there couldn't be lanterns an' bunting or anything o' +the sort. So I felt I could come in."</p> + +<p>"You are very good," I murmured, and in some perplexity, as she resumed +her seat, I sat down also. Mis' Merriman sought in the pocket of her +petticoat for a black-bordered handkerchief.</p> + +<p>"When you're in mourning so," she observed, "folks forget you. They +don't really forget you, either. But they get used to missing you +places, an' they don't always remember to miss you. I did appreciate +your inviting me to-day so. Because I'm just as fond of meeting my +friends as I was before the chief died."</p> + +<p>And when I had made an end of murmuring something:—</p> + +<p>"Really," she went on placidly, "it ought to be the custom to go out in +society when you're in mourning if you never did any other time. You +need distraction then if you ever needed it in your life. An' the chief +would 'a' been the first to feel that too. He was very partial to going +out in company."</p> + +<p>And when I had made an end of murmuring something else:—</p> + +<p>"You were very thoughtful to give me an invitation for this afternoon," +she said. "An' I felt that I must stop in an' tell you so, even if I +couldn't attend."</p> + +<p>Serenely she spread her black crape fan and swayed it. In the +dining-room my guests proceeded with their lonely salad toward a +probable lonely dessert. At thought of that dessert and of that salad, a +suggestion, partly impulsive and partly flavoured with some faint +reminiscence, at once besieged me, and in it I divined a solution of the +moment.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Merriman," I said eagerly, "may I send you in a cup of strawberry +ice? I've some early strawberries from the city."</p> + +<p>She turned on me her great dark eyes, with their flat curve of shadow +accenting her sadness.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure you are very kind," she said simply. "An' I should be pleased, +I'm sure."</p> + +<p>I rose, hesitating, longing to say what I had in mind.</p> + +<p>"I'd really like your opinion," I said, "on rather a new salad I'm +trying. Now would you not—"</p> + +<p>"A salad?" Mis' Merriman repeated. "The chief," she said reflectively, +"was very partial to all green salads. I don't think men usually care +for them the way he did."</p> + +<p>"Dear Mrs. Merriman," said I at this, "a cup of bouillon and a bit of +chicken breast and a drop of creamed cauliflower—"</p> + +<p>"Oh," she murmured, "really, I couldn't think—"</p> + +<p>And when I had made my cordial insistence she looked up at me for a +moment solemnly, over her crape fan. I thought that her eyes with that +flat, underlying curve of shadow were as if tears were native to them. +Her grief and the usages of grief had made of her some one other than +her first self, some one circumscribed, wary of living.</p> + +<p>"Oh," she said wistfully, "I ain't had anything like that since I went +into mourning. If you don't think it would be disrespectful to him—?"</p> + +<p>"I am certain that it would not be so," I assured her, and construed her +doubting silence as capitulation.</p> + +<p>So I filled a tray with all the dainties of our little feast, and my +maid carried it to her where she sat, and then to us at table served +dessert. And my strange party went forward with seven guests in my +dining-room and one mourner at supper in my living-room.</p> + +<p>"How very, <i>very</i> delicate!" said Mis' Postmaster Sykes, in an emphatic +whisper. "Mis' Fire Chief Merriman is a very superior woman, an' she +always does the delicate thing."</p> + +<p>And now as I met Calliope's eyes I saw that the dear little woman was +looking at me with a manner of unmistakable pride. In spite of her +warning to me and what she thought had been its justification during the +supper, here was an occasion to reveal to me a delicacy unequalled.</p> + +<p>Thereafter, in deference to my mourning guest in the next room, we all +dropped our voices and talked virtually in whispers. And when at last we +rose from the table, complete silence had come upon us.</p> + +<p>Then, the tray not having yet been brought from that other room, I +confess to having found myself somewhat uncertain how to treat a +situation so out of my experience. But the kind heart of my dear Mis' +Amanda Toplady was the dictator.</p> + +<p>"Now," she whispered, tip-toeing, "we must all go in an' speak to her. +Poor woman—she don't call anywheres, an' she stays in mournin' so long +folks have kind o' dropped off goin' to see her. Let's walk in an' be +rill nice to her."</p> + +<p>Mis' Fire Chief Merriman sat as I had left her, and the tray was before +her on my writing-table. She looked up gravely and greeted them all, one +by one, without rising. We sat about her in a circle and spoke to her +gently on subjects decently allied to her grief: on the coming meeting +of the Cemetery Improvement Sodality; on the new styles in mourning; on +the deaths in Friendship during the winter; and on two cases of typhoid +fever recently developed in the town. (The Fire Chief had died of +"walking typo.") And Mis' Merriman, gravely partaking of strawberry ice +and cake and bonbons, listened and replied and, with the last morsel, +rose to take her leave.</p> + +<p>It was then that my unlucky star shone effulgent. For, as she was +shaking hands all round:—</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mrs. Merriman," I said, with the gentlest intent, "would you care +to come out to see my dining-room? My Flowering-currant was very early +this year—"</p> + +<p>To my horrified amazement Mis' Fire Chief Merriman lifted her +black-bordered handkerchief to her face and broke into subdued sobbing. +Suddenly I understood that all the others were looking at me in a kind +of reproachful astonishment. My bewilderment, mounting for an instant, +was precipitately overthrown by the sobbing woman's words.</p> + +<p>"Oh," Mis' Merriman said indistinctly, "I'm much obliged to you, I'm +sure. But how can you think I would? I haven't looked at lanterns an' +bunting an' such things since the Fire Chief died. I don't know how I'm +ever going to stand the Carnival!"</p> + +<p>In deep distress I apologized, and found myself adrift upon a sea of +uncharted classifications. Here were niceties of distinction which +escaped my ruder vision, trained to the mere interchange of signals in +smooth sailing or straight tempest, on open water. But I knew with grief +that I had given her pain—that was clear enough; and in my confusion +and wish to make amends, I caught up from their jar on the hall table my +Flowering-currant boughs and thrust them in her hands.</p> + +<p>"Ah," I begged breathlessly, "at all events, take these!"</p> + +<p>On which she drew away from me and shook her head and fairly fled down +the path, her floating crape brushing the mother bushes of my offending +offering. And I was helplessly aware that sympathetic silence had fallen +on the others and that the sympathy was not for me.</p> + +<p>"But what on earth was the matter?" I entreated my guests.</p> + +<p>It was that great Mis' Amanda Toplady who slipped her arm about me and +explained.</p> + +<p>"When we've got any dead belongin' to us," she said, "we always carry +all the flowers we get to the grave—an', of course, we don't feel we +<i>can</i> carry them that's been used for a company. It's the same with Mis' +Fire Chief. An' she can't bear even to see flowers an' things that's +fixed for a company, either. Of course, that's her privilege."</p> + +<p>Mis' Sykes took my hands.</p> + +<p>"You come here so lately," she said, "you naturally wouldn't know what's +what in these things, here in Friendship. An' then, of course, Mis' Fire +Chief Merriman is very, <i>very</i> delicate."</p> + +<p>Calliope linked her arm in mine.</p> + +<p>"Don't you mind," she whispered; "we're all liable to our mistakes."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Half an hour after tea my guests took leave.</p> + +<p>"I enjoyed myself so much," said Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss; "you +look tired out. I hope it ain't been too much for you."</p> + +<p>"Entertainin' is a real job," said Mis' Sturgis, "but you do it almost +as if you liked it. I enjoyed myself <i>so</i> much."</p> + +<p>"I'll give bail you're glad it's over," said Libbie Liberty, +sympathetically, "even if it did go off nice. I enjoyed myself ever so +much."</p> + +<p>"<i>Ever</i> so much," murmured Miss Lucy, laughing heartily.</p> + +<p>"Good night. Everything was lovely. I enjoyed myself very much," Mis' +Postmaster Sykes told me. "And," she said, "you'll hear from me very, +<i>very</i> soon in return for this."</p> + +<p>"Now don't you overdo, reddin' up to-night," advised my dear Mis' Amanda +Toplady. "Just pick up the silver an' rense it off, an' let the dishes +set till mornin', <i>I</i> say. I <i>did</i> enjoy myself so much."</p> + +<p>"Good-by," Calliope whispered in the hall. "Oh, it was beautiful. I +<i>never</i> felt so special. Thank you—thank you. An'—you won't mind those +things we said at the supper table?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Calliope," I murmured miserably, "I've forgotten all about them."</p> + +<p>I went out to the veranda with her. At the foot of the steps the others +had paused in consultation. Hesitating, they looked up at me, and Mis' +Sykes became their spokesman.</p> + +<p>"If I was you," she said gently, "I wouldn't feel too cut up over that +slip o' yours to Mis' Merriman. She'd ought not to see blunders where +they wasn't any meant. It'd ought to be the heart that counts, <i>I</i> say. +Good-by. We enjoyed ourselves very, <i>very</i> much!"</p> + +<p>They went down the path between blossoming bushes, in the late afternoon +sun. And as Calliope followed,—</p> + +<p>"That's so about the heart, ain't it?" she said brightly.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XVI" id="XVI"></a>XVI</h2> + +<h3>WHAT IS THAT IN THINE HAND?</h3> + + +<p>"Busy, busy, busy, busy all the day. Busy, busy, busy. And busy ..."</p> + +<p>"There goes Ellen Ember, crazy again," we said, when we heard that cry +of hers, not unmelodious nor loud, echoing along Friendship streets.</p> + +<p>Then we usually ran to the windows and peered at her. Sometimes her long +hair would be unbound on her shoulders, sometimes her little figure +would be leaping lightly up as she caught at the lowest boughs of the +curb elms, and sometimes her hand would be moving swiftly back and forth +above her heart.</p> + +<p>"If your heart is broken," she had explained to many, "you can lace it +together with 'Busy, busy, busy ...' Sing it and see! Or mebbe your +heart is all of a piece?"</p> + +<p>Once, when I had gone to Miss Liddy's house, I had found Ellen in a +skirt fashioned of an old plaid shawl of her father's, her bare +shoulders wound in the rosy "nubia" that had been her mother's, and she +was dancing in the dining-room, with surprising grace, as Pierrette +might have danced in Carnival, and singing, in a sweet, piping voice, an +incongruous little song:—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">O Day of wind and laughter,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A goddess born are you,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Whose eyes are in the morning<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Blue—blue!<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>"I made that up," she had explained, "or I guess mebbe I remembered it +from deep in my skull. I like the feel of it in my mouth when I speak +the words."</p> + +<p>I used to think that Miss Liddy was really a less useful citizen than +Ellen. For though Miss Liddy worked painstakingly at her dressmaking, +and even dreamed over it little partial dreams, Ellen, mad or sane, made +a garden, and threw little nosegays over our fences, and exercised a +certain presence, latent in the rest of us, which made us momentarily +gentle and in awe of our own sanity.</p> + +<p>When, one spring morning, a week before the Friendship Carnival, she +passed down Daphne Street with her plaintive, musical "Busy, busy, +busy ..." Doctor June and the young Reverend Arthur Bliss sat on Doctor +June's screened-in porch discussing a deficit in the Good Shepherd's +Orphans' Home fund for the fiscal year. Ever since the wreck of the +Through, Friendship had contributed to the support of the Home,—having +first understood then that the Home was its patient pensioner,—and now +it was almost like a compliment that we had been appealed to for help.</p> + +<p>Doctor June listened with serene patience to what his visitor would say.</p> + +<p>"Tension," said the Reverend Arthur Bliss, squaring his splendid young +shoulders, "tension. Warfare. We, as a church, are enormously equipped. +We have—shall we say?—the helmets of our intelligence and the swords +of our wills. Why, the joy of the fight ought to be to us like that of a +strong man ready to do battle, oughtn't it—oughtn't it?"</p> + +<p>Doctor June, his straight white hair outlining his plump pink face, +nodded; but one would have said that it was rather less at the Reverend +Arthur than at his Van Houtii spiræa, which nodded back at him.</p> + +<p>"My young friend," said Doctor June, "will you forgive me for saying +that it is fairly amazing to me how the church of God continues to use +the terms of barbarism? We talk of the peace that passeth understanding, +and yet we keep on employing metaphors of blood-red war. What does the +modern church want of a helmet and a sword, if I may ask? Even +rhetorically?"</p> + +<p>"The Christian life is an eternal warfare against the forces of sin, is +it not?" asked the Reverend Arthur Bliss in surprise.</p> + +<p>"Let me suggest," said Doctor June, "that all good life is an eternal +surrender to the forces of good. There's a difference."</p> + +<p>The visitor from the city smiled very reverently.</p> + +<p>"I see, sir," he said, "that you are one of those wonderful +non-combatants. You are by nature sanctified—and that I can well +believe."</p> + +<p>"I am by nature a miserable old sinner," rejoined the doctor, warmly. +"Often—often I would enjoy a fine round Elizabethan oath—note how that +single adjective condones my poor taste. But I hold that good is +inflowing and that it possesses whom it may possess. If a man is too +busy fighting, it may pass him by."</p> + +<p>"But surely, sir," said the young clergyman, "you agree with me that a +man wins his way into the kingdom of light by both a staff and a sword?"</p> + +<p>"You will perhaps forgive me for agreeing with nothing of the sort," +said the doctor, mildly; "I hold that a man takes his way to the light +by grasping whatever the Lord puts in his hand—a hammer, a rope, a +pen—and grasping it hard."</p> + +<p>"But the ungifted—what of the ungifted?" cried the Reverend Arthur +Bliss.</p> + +<p>"In this sense, there are none," said Doctor June, briefly.</p> + +<p>"Busy, busy, busy all the day. Busy, busy, busy ..." sounded suddenly +from the street in Ellen's thin soprano. Doctor June looked down at her, +his expression scarcely changing, because it was always serenely soft. +But the young clergyman saw with amazement the strange little figure +with her unbound hair and her arms high and swaying, and as she took +some steps of her dance before the gate, he questioned his host with +uplifted brows.</p> + +<p>"A little mad," the doctor said, nodding, "like us all. She sings in the +streets of a glad morning, and dances now and then. We take ours out in +tangential opinions. It is nearly the same thing."</p> + +<p>The young clergyman's face lighted responsively at this, and then he +deferentially clinched his argument.</p> + +<p>"There is a case in point," said he. "That poor creature there—what has +the Lord put in her hand?"</p> + +<p>Doctor June looked thoughtful.</p> + +<p>"Nothing," he declared, "for any fight. But I'm not sure that she isn't +made to be a leaven. The kingdom of God works like a leaven, you know, +my dear young friend. Not like a dum-dum bullet."</p> + +<p>"But—that poor creature. A leaven?" doubted the Reverend Arthur Bliss.</p> + +<p>"I shouldn't wonder," said Doctor June, "I shouldn't wonder. I'm not so +sure as I used to be that I can recognize leaven at first sight."</p> + +<p>"Ah, that's it!" cried his guest. "But a soldier, now, is a soldier!"</p> + +<p>Then they smiled their lack of acquiescence, and went back to the +figures for the fiscal year.</p> + +<p>An hour later Doctor June stood alone on his garden walk, aimlessly +poking about among his slips. He had done what he always did, following +close on the heels of his well-established resolution never to do it +again. He had pledged himself to try to raise one hundred dollars in +Friendship for a pet philanthropy.</p> + +<p>"It's a kind of dissipation with me," he said, helplessly, and wandered +down to his gate. "If I read an article about the Congo Free State or +Women in India, it acts on me like brandy. I go off my head and give +away my substance, and involve innocent people. But then, of course, +this is different. It is always different."</p> + +<p>Then he heard Ellen's little song again. "Busy, busy, busy ..." she +sang, and came round the corner from the town, catching at the lowest +branches of the curb elms and laughing a little. At Doctor June's gate +she halted and shook some lilacs at him.</p> + +<p>"Here," she said, "put some on your coat for a patch on your heart so's +the break won't show. Ain't the Lord made the sun shine down this +morning? Did you know there's a Carnival comin' to town?"</p> + +<p>"Like enough, Ellen," said Doctor June. "Like enough."</p> + +<p>"<i>Is</i> one," she persisted. "They said about it in the Post-Office—I +heard 'em. Dancin', an' parrots, an' jumpin' dogs."</p> + +<p>He stood looking at her thoughtfully as she arranged her flowers, +singing under breath.</p> + +<p>"Ellen," he said, "will you tell Miss Liddy a few of us are going to +meet here in my yard to-morrow afternoon, to talk over some +money-raising? And ask her to come?"</p> + +<p>"I will," Ellen sang it, "I will an' I will. Did you mean me to come, +too?" she broke off wistfully.</p> + +<p>"My stars, yes!" said Doctor June. "You're going to come early and help +me, aren't you? I took that for granted."</p> + +<p>"Here's your lilacs," said Ellen, tossing him a nosegay. "I'll tell +Liddy while she's eatin'. Liddy don't like me to talk much when she's +workin'. But when she eats I can talk, an' I'll tell her then."</p> + +<p>She went on, singing, and Doctor June shook his head.</p> + +<p>"I don't know but Mr. Bliss is right," he said, "though I hope I can +keep my doubts to myself and not brag about 'em, just to be the style. +But it does look as if poor Ellen Ember came into the world +empty-handed. As if the Lord didn't give her much of anything to work +<i>with</i>."</p> + +<p>Summons to a meeting to talk over money-raising is, in Friendship, like +the call to festivity in a different life. The cause never greatly +matters. Interests appear eclectically to range from ice to coral. For +let the news get about that there is to be a bazaar for China, a home +bakery sale for the missionary station at Trebizond, or a Japanese tea +for the Friendship cemetery fund, and we all sew or bake or lend dishes +or sell tickets with the same infinity of zeal. The enterprise in hand +absorbs our sense of the ultimate object; as when, after three days of +hand-to-hand battle to wrest money for the freedmen from the patrons of +a Kirmess at the old roller-skating rink, dear Mis' Amanda, secretary +and door-tender, handed over our $64.85 with the wondering question:—</p> + +<p>"What do they mean by Freegman, anyway? What country is it they live +in?"</p> + +<p>It was no marvel that Doctor June's garden was filled, that yellow +afternoon, with many eager for action. Some of us knew that there was an +Orphans' Home fund deficit; but more of us knew only that we were to +"talk over some money-raising." I remember how, from the garden seat +against the spiræa, the doctor faced us, all scattered about the +antlered walk and its triangle of green, erect on golden oak and bright +velvet chairs from within doors. And when he had told us of the shortage +to which we were party, instantly the talk emptied into channels of +possible pop-corn social, chicken-pie supper, rummage sale, art and loan +exhibit, Old Settlers' Entertainment, and so on. After which Doctor June +rose, and stood touching thoughtfully at the leaves which grew nearest, +while he essayed to turn our minds from chicken-pot-pie-part-veal, and +bib-aprons, to the eternal verities.</p> + +<p>"My friends," he said, "isn't there a better way? Let us, this time, +give of our hearts' love to the little children of God, instead of +buying pies and freezing ice cream in His name."</p> + +<p>There was, of course, an instant's hush in the garden. We were not used +to paradoxes, and we felt as concave images must feel when they first +look upon the world. It was as amazing as if we had been told that God +grieves with us instead of afflicting us, as we held.</p> + +<p>"None of us has much money to give," Doctor June went on; "let us take +the way that lies nearest our hand, and make a little money. God never +permitted any normal human creature to come into His world unprovided +with some means of making it better. Only, let us get outside our bazaar +and chicken-pie faculties. Now what can we each do?"</p> + +<p>We sat still for a little, tentatively murmuring; and then Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss stood up by the sweet-alyssum urn.</p> + +<p>"Speakin' of what we can do," she said, "doin' ain't easy. Not when +you're well along in years. Your ways seem to stiffen up some. When I +was a girl, I could 'a' been quite an elocutionist if I could 'a' had +lessons. I had a reg'lar born sense o' givin' gestures. But I never +took. An' now I declare I don't know of anything I could do. It's the +same way, I guess, with quite a number of us."</p> + +<p>Mis' Postmaster Sykes was in the arm-chair, and she sat still, queenly.</p> + +<p>"I could do some o' my embroidery," she observed, "but it's quite +expensive stuff, an' I don't know whether it would sell rill well here +in Friendship. I'd be 'most afraid to risk. An' I don't do enough +cookin', myself, to what-you-might-say know how, any more."</p> + +<p>"Same with my sewing," observed Mis' Doctor Helman; "I put it all out +now. I don't know as I could sew up a seam. That's the trouble, hiring +everything done so."</p> + +<p>Those who did not hire everything done preserved a respectful silence. +And Doctor June looked up in the elm trees.</p> + +<p>"The Lord," he said, "spoke to Moses out of the burning bush. The Lord +said unto Moses, 'What is that in thine hand?' Moses had, you remember, +nothing but a rod in his hand. But it was enough to let the people know +that God had been with him—that the Lord had appeared unto him. Suppose +the glory of the Lord, here in the garden, should ask us now, as it does +ask, 'What is that in thine hand?' What have we got?"</p> + +<p>There was silence again, and we looked at one another doubtfully.</p> + +<p>"Land, Doctor!" said Libbie Liberty then, "I been tryin' for two years +to earn a new parlour carpet, an' I ain't had nothin' in my hand to earn +with. So I keep on sayin' I <i>like</i> an old Brussels carpet—they're so +easy to sweep."</p> + +<p>"My!" said Abigail Arnold, "I declare, I'd be real put to it to try to +make extry money. 'Bout the only thing the Lord seems to 'a' put in my +hand is time. I've got oodles o' that, layin' 'round loose."</p> + +<p>Mis' Photographer Sturgis was in the big garden chair, wrapped in a +shawl, her feet on an inverted flower-pot.</p> + +<p>"I'm tryin' to think," she said, looking sidewise at the ground. "I +donno's I know how I could earn a cent, convenient. It ain't real easy +for women to earn. I think mebbe the Lord meant the men to be the +Moseses."</p> + +<p>Mis' Amanda Toplady's voice rolled out, deep and comfortable, like a +complaisant giant's.</p> + +<p>"Well said!" she remarked. "I'm drove to death all day. If anybody's to +ask me what I got in my hand, I declare I guess I'd say, rill reverent: +Dear Lord, I've got my hands full, an' that's about all I have got."</p> + +<p>So we went on, saying much or little as was our nature, but we were all +agreed that we were virtually helpless—for Calliope was out of town +that week, and not present to shame us.</p> + +<p>"What's in my hands?" said grim Miss Liddy Ember, finally, in her thin +falsetto. "Well, I ain't got any rill, what-you-might-call hands. I just +got kind o' cat's paws for my three meals a day an' my rent."</p> + +<p>Then, by her sister's side, Ellen Ember stood up. We had hardly noticed +her, sitting there quietly playing with some of the doctor's flowers. +But now we saw that she had hurriedly twisted her splendid hair about +her head, and by this we understood that she was herself again. We had +seen her come to herself like this on the street, and then she would go +hurrying home, the tears running down her face in shame for her unbound +hair and her singing and dancing. Her cheeks were flushed and her eyes +were shining as she rose now, and she looked appealingly pretty, one +hand, palm outward, half hiding her trembling mouth. By her soft eyes, +too, we knew that she was herself again.</p> + +<p>"You all know," she began, and dare not trust herself. "You all +know ..." she said once more, and we understood what she would say. +"What can I do?" she cried to us. "What is there I can do? I ain't got +anything but my craziness! Oh, it seems like I <i>ain't</i> much, an' so +I'd ought to <i>do</i> all the more."</p> + +<p>To soothe her, we took our woman's way of all talking at once. And then +Doctor June called out cheerily that he felt the way Ellen did, that he +wasn't a real Moses, for what had he—Doctor June—in his hand, and +didn't we all know there was no money in pills? And then he told us how +the Reverend Arthur Bliss was to be in town again on Wednesday of the +next week, and would we not all think the matter over quietly, and meet +with them on that evening, for cakes and tea?</p> + +<p>"As many of you as can," he said, "come with a plan to earn a dollar, +and tell how you mean to do it. Ellen, you and I'll preside at the +meeting, and hear what the rest say, and keep real still ourselves, like +proper officers."</p> + +<p>But Ellen Ember would not be comforted. She stood with that one hand, +palm outward, pressed against her lips, looking at us with big, brimming +eyes.</p> + +<p>"I ain't got nothin' but my craziness, you know," she said over. And +then, as she was going through the gateway, she turned to Doctor June.</p> + +<p>"Why, Wednesday's the first night o' the Carnival!" she cried. "You set +the dollar meetin' on the first night o' the Carnival!"</p> + +<p>"My stars!" cried Doctor June, gravely. "And I might have been selling +pills on the grounds!"</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>All Friendship Village loves a Carnival. Once the word meant to me a +Florentine <i>fiesta</i> day, with a feast of colour, and of many little fine +things, "real, like laughter." Now when I say "carnival" I mean the +painted eruption by night from the market square of some town like +Friendship, when lines broaden and waver grotesquely, when the mirth is +in great silhouettes and Colour goes unmasked.</p> + +<p>I always make my way to such a place, for it holds for me the wonder of +the untoward; as will a strolling Italian plodding past my house at +night with his big, silent bear; or the spectacle of the huge, faded red +ice-wagon, with powerful horses and rattling chains and tongs, and +giants in blue denim atop the crystal; or the strange, copper world that +dissolves in the fluid of certain sunsets. And that Wednesday night, a +week later, on my way to the "dollar meeting" at Doctor June's, I turned +toward the Friendship Carnival with some vestige of my youth clinging to +the hem of things.</p> + +<p>I gave my attention to them all: The pop-corn wagon, an aristocratic +affair that looked like a hearse; the little painted canaries and +love-birds, so out of place and patient that I thought they must have +souls to form as well as we; the sad little live monkey, incessantly +dodging white balls thrown at him by certain immortals (who, when they +hit him, got pipes); and the giant who flung "Look! Look! Look! Look!" +through a megaphone, while a good little dog toiled up a ladder and then +stood at the ladder's top in a silence that was all nice reticence and +dignity. Also, the huge Saxon fellow who, at the portal of the Arabian +Court of Art and Regular Café Restaurant, sang a love-song through a +megaphone—"Tenderly, dearest, I breathe thy sweet name," he hallooed, +with his free hand beckoning the crowd to the Court of Art.</p> + +<p>And then I saw the Lyric Dance Arcade and Indian Palace of Asiatic +Mystery. And I found myself close to the platform, listening to the cry +of a man in gilt knickerbockers.</p> + +<p>"Ladies! Gentlemen! All!" he summoned. "Never in the history of +the show business has there been anything resemblin' this. Come +here—here—here—here! See Zorah, queen of the West and princess of the +East, who is about to begin one of her most sublimely sensational +dances. See her, see her, you may never again see her! Graceful, +glittering, genteel. Graceful, glittering, gen-te-e-e-l. I am telling +you about Zorah, queen of the West and princess of the East, in her +ancient Asiatic dance, the most up-to-date little act in the entire show +business to-day. Here she is, waiting for you—you—you. Everybody +that's got the dime!"</p> + +<p>Until he ceased, I had hardly noticed Zorah herself, standing in the +canvas portico. The woman had, I then observed, a kind of appealing +prettiness and a genuineness of pose. She was looking out on the crowd +with the usual manner of simulated shyness, but to the shyness was given +conviction by an uplifted hand, palm outward, hiding her mouth. I noted +her small, stained face, her splendid unbound hair—and then a certain +resemblance caught at my heart. And I saw that she was wearing a skirt +made of a man's plaid shawl, and about her shoulders was a rosy, +old-fashioned nubia. Her face and throat were stained, and so were her +thin little arms—but I knew her.</p> + +<p>The performance, as the man had said, was about to begin, and already he +was giving Zorah her signal to go within. Somehow I bought a ticket and +hurried into the tent. The seats were sparingly occupied, and I saw, as +I would have guessed, no one whom I knew in the eager, stamping little +audience. In their midst I lost the slim figure that had preceded me, +until she mounted the platform and swept before the footlights a stately +courtesy.</p> + +<p>And there, in the smoky little tent, Ellen Ember began to dance, with +her quite surprising grace—as Pierrette might have danced in Carnival. +It was the charming, faery measure which she had danced for me in Miss +Liddy's dining-room; and as she had sung to me then, so now, in a sweet +piping voice, she sang her incongruous little song:—</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">O Day of wind and laughter,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">A goddess born are you,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Whose eyes are in the morning<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Blue—blue!<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The slumbrous noon your body is,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Your feet are the shadow's flight,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But the immortal soul of you<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Is Night.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>It seemed to me that I sat for hours in that hot little place, cut off +from the world, watching. Again and again, to the brass blare of some +hoiden tune, she set the words of the lyric that "she liked the feel +of," and she danced on and on. And when at last the music shattered off, +and she ceased, and ran behind a screening canvas, somehow I made my way +forward through the crowd that was clapping hands and calling her back, +and I gained the place where she stood.</p> + +<p>When I asked her to come with me, she nodded and smiled, with unseeing +eyes, and assented quite simply, and then suddenly sat down before the +lifted tent flap.</p> + +<p>"But I must wait for my money," she said. "That's what I came for—my +money. They thought I'd never earn my dollar, but I have."</p> + +<p>At this I understood. And now I marvel how I talked at all to the man in +gilt knickerbockers who arrived and haggled over the whole matter.</p> + +<p>Zorah, he explained, the sure-enough Zorah, had took down sick in the +last place they made, an' they'd had to leave her behind. An' when he +told about it down town that morning, this little piece here had up an' +offered. Somethin' had to be done—he left it to me if they didn't. He +felt his duty to the amusement park public, him. So he had closed with +her for a dollar for three fifteen-minute turns—he give two shillings a +turn, on the usual, but she'd hung out stout for the even money. An' +she'd danced her three, odd but satisfactory. You could hand 'em queer +things in the show business, if you only dressed the part. Yes, sure, +here was the dollar. Be on hand to-morrow night? No? Sufferin' snakes, +but was we goin' to leave him shipwrecked?</p> + +<p>Finally I got her away, and skirted the market-place with her dancing at +my side, shaking her silver dollar in her shut palms and singing:—</p> + +<p>"Busy, busy, busy all the day. An' then I earned my dollar, my +dollar—they never thought I'd earn my dollar ..."</p> + +<p>I remember, as we struck into the unlighted block where Miss Liddy's +house stood, that I was struggling hard for my own serenity, so that for +a moment I did not observe that Ellen stopped beside me. But I knew that +she fell silent, and when I turned I saw her there on the dark walk +hurriedly twisting her splendid hair about her head. And by that and by +her silence I understood that she was suddenly herself, and of her own +mind, as we say.</p> + +<p>On this, "Ellen!" said I quickly, "how fine of you to have earned your +Orphans' Home dollar so soon. But you have beaten us all!"</p> + +<p>She had contrived to fasten her hair, and I saw her touching tentatively +the folds of her strange dress. And so I made her know what she had +done, as gently as I might, and with all praise I stilled her dismay and +shame. And last I led her, as I was determined that I would do, past +Miss Liddy's dark little house and on to the home of Doctor June.</p> + +<p>I think that I would not have dared take Ellen, just as she was, in her +plaid skirt and her rosy nubia, into that black and brown +henrietta-cloth assembly, if I had remembered that there was to be a +stranger present. But this, in the events of the hour, I had quite +forgotten. I remembered as I entered the room and came face to face with +the Reverend Arthur Bliss, talking of the figures for the fiscal year.</p> + +<p>"—and the deficit," he was saying, "ought to be made up by us who are +so well equipped to do it. With Paul, let us fight the good fight—of +every day. This is to-day's fight. Now let us talk over our various +weapons."</p> + +<p>Doctor June looked thoughtfully at his young guest, and in the older +face was a brooding tenderness, like the tenderness of the father who +longs to hold the child in quiet, in his arms.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Doctor June, "'fighting' is one name for it. I am tempted to +say that 'drudgery' is another name. Errantry, ministry, service, or +whatever. It all comes to the same thing: 'What is that in thine hand?' +Well, now, who of us is first?"</p> + +<p>"I think," said I then, "that Ellen Ember is first."</p> + +<p>She would have shrunk back from the doorway to the passage, but I put my +arm about her, and then I told them. And when I had done, I remember how +she threw up that pathetic hand of hers, palm outward, and this time it +was over her eyes.</p> + +<p>"I'm a disgrace to all of you!" she said, sobbing, "an' to the whole +Good Shepherd's Home. But I guess anyhow it's all the way I had. Seems +like I ain't got nothin' in the world but my craziness!"</p> + +<p>There was silence for a moment, that rich silence which flowers in the +heart. And then great Mis' Amanda Toplady spoke out, in her deep voice +which now she some way contrived to keep firm.</p> + +<p>"Well said!" she cried. "I come here to say I'd give a dollar outright +to get red o' the whole thing, rather'n to fuss. But now I ain't goin' +to stop at a dollar. Seems like a dollar for me wouldn't be <i>moral</i>. I'm +goin' to sell some strawberry plants—why, we got hundreds of 'em to +spare. I can do it by turnin' my hand over. An' I expec' the Lord meant +you should turn your hand over to find out what's in it, anyway."</p> + +<p>I think that then we tried our woman's way of all talking at once, but I +remember how the shrill voice of Abigail Arnold, of the home bakery, +rose above the others:—</p> + +<p>"Cream puffs!" she cried. "I got a rush demand for my cream puffs every +Sat'day, an' I ain't been makin' 'em sole-because I hate to run after +the milk an' set it. An' I was goin' to get out o' this by givin' fifty +cents out o' the bakery till. An' me with my hands full o' cream +puffs...."</p> + +<p>"Hens—hens is what mine is," Libbie Liberty was saying. "My grief, I +got both hands full o' hens. I wouldn't sell 'em because I can't bear to +hev any of 'em killed—they're tame as a bag o' feathers, all of 'em. I +guess I ben settin' the hens o' my hand over against the heathen an' the +orphans. An' now I'm goin' to sell spring chickens...."</p> + +<p>Mis' Sturgis in the rocking-chair was waving a corner of her shawl.</p> + +<p>"C-canaries!" she cried. "I can rise canary-birds an' sell 'em a dollar +apiece in the city. I m-meant to slide out account o' my health, but it +was just because I hate to muss 'round b-boilin' eggs for the little +ones. I'll raise a couple or two—mebbe more."</p> + +<p>"My good land!" came Miss Liddy Ember's piping falsetto; "to think o' my +sittin' up, hesitatin', when new dresses just falls off the ends o' my +fingers. An' me in my right mind, too."</p> + +<p>Dear Doctor June stood up among us, his face shining.</p> + +<p>"Bless us," he said. "Didn't I have some spiræa in my hand right while I +stood talking to you the other afternoon in my garden? And haven't I got +some tricolored Barbary varieties of chrysanthemums, and some hardy +roses and one thing and another to make men marvel? And can't I sell 'em +in the city at a pretty profit? What I've got in my hand is seeds and +slips—I see that plain enough. And my stars, out they go!"</p> + +<p>Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, Mis' Mayor Uppers, even Mis' +Postmaster Sykes—ah, they all knew what to do, knew it as if somebody +had been saying it over and over, and as if they now first listened.</p> + +<p>But Ellen Ember sat crying, her face buried in her hands. And I think +that she cannot have understood, even when Doctor June touched her hair +and said something of the little leaven which leaveneth the whole lump.</p> + +<p>Last, the Reverend Arthur Bliss arose, and there was a sudden hush among +us, for it was as if a new spirit shone in his strong young face.</p> + +<p>"Dear friends," he said, "dear friends ..." And then, "Lord God," he +prayed abruptly, "show me what is that in my hand—thy tool where I had +looked for my sword!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XVII" id="XVII"></a>XVII</h2> + +<h3>PUT ON THY BEAUTIFUL GARMENTS</h3> + + +<p>"I donno," Calliope said, as, on her return, we talked about Ellen +Ember, "I guess I kind o' believe in craziness."</p> + +<p>Calliope's laugh often made me think of a bluebird's note, which is to +say, of the laughter of a child. Bluebirds are the little children among +birds, as robins are the men, house-wrens the women, scarlet tanagers +the unrealities and humming-birds the fairies.</p> + +<p>"Only," Calliope added, "I do say you'd ought to hev some sort o' +leadin' strap even to craziness, an' that I ain't got an' never had. I +guess folks thinks I'm rill lunar when I take the notion. Only thing +comforts me, they don't know how lunar I rilly can be."</p> + +<p>Then she told me about 'Leven.</p> + +<p>"A shroud, to look rill nice," Calliope said, "ought to be made as much +as you can like a dress—barrin' t' you can't fit it. Mis' Toplady an' +Mis' Holcomb an' I made Jennie Crapwell's shroud—it was white mull and +a little narrow lace edge on a rill life-like collar. We finished it the +noon o' the day after Jennie died,—you know Jennie was Delia's +stepsister that they'd run away from—an' I brought it over to my house +an' pressed it an' laid it on the back bedroom bed—the room I don't use +excep' for company an' hang my clean dresses in the closet of.</p> + +<p>"In the afternoon I went up to the City on a few little funeral +urrants,—a crape veil for Jennie's mother an' like that,—you know +Jennie died first. We wasn't goin' to dress her till the next +mornin'—her mother wanted we should leave her till then in her little +pink sacque she'd wore, an' the soft lavender cloth they use now spread +over her careless. An' we wanted to, too, because sence Mis' Jeweler +Sprague died nobody could do up the Dead's hair, an' Jennie wa'n't the +exception.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sprague, she'd hed a rill gift that way. She always done folks' +hair when they died an' she always got it like life—she owned up how, +after she begun doin' it so much, she used to set in church an' in +gatherin's and find herself lookin' at the backs of heads to see if they +was two puffs or three, an' whether the twist was under to left or over +to right—so's she'd know, if the time come. But none of us could get +Jennie's to look right. We studied her pictures an' all too, but best we +could do we got it all drawed back, abnormal.</p> + +<p>"I was 'most all the afternoon in the City, an' it was pretty warm—a +hot April followin' on a raw March. I stood waitin' for the six o'clock +car an', my grief, I was tired. My feet ached like night in preservin' +time. An' I was thinkin' how like a dunce we are to live a life made up +mostly of urrants an' feetache followin'. <i>Yet</i>, after all, the right +sort o' urrants an' like that <i>is</i> life—an', if they do ache, 'tain't +like your feet was your soul. Well, an' just before the car come, up +arrove the girl.</p> + +<p>"I guess she was towards thirty, but she seemed even older, 'count o' +bein' large an' middlin' knowin'. First I see her was a check gingham +sleeve reachin' out an' she was elbowed up clost by me. 'Say,' she says, +'couldn't you gimme a nickel? I'm starved hollow.' She didn't look it +special—excep' as thin, homely folks always looks sort o' hungry. An' +she was homely—kind o' coarse made, more like a shed than a dwellin' +house. Her dress an' little flappy cape hed the looks o' bein' held on +by her shoulders alone, an' her hands was midnight dirty.</p> + +<p>"I was feelin' just tired enough to snap her up.</p> + +<p>"'A nickel!' s'I, crisp, 'give you a nickel! An' what you willin' to +give me?'</p> + +<p>"She looked sort o' surprised an' foolish an' her mouth open.</p> + +<p>"'Huh?' s'she, intelligent as the back o' somethin'.</p> + +<p>"'You,' I says, 'are some bigger an' some stronger'n me. What you goin' +to give me?'</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, the way she dropped her arms down sort o' hit at me, it was +so kitten helpless. I took that in rather than her silly, sort o' +insultin' laugh.</p> + +<p>"'I can't do nothin',' she told me—an' all to once I saw how it was, +an' that that was what ailed her. I didn't stop to think no more'n as if +I didn't hev a brain to my name. 'Well,' I says, 'I'll give you a +nickel. Leastways, I'll spend one on you. You take this car,' I says, +'an' come on over to Friendship with me. An' we'll see.'</p> + +<p>"She come without a word, like goin' or stayin' was all of a piece to +her, an' her relations all dead. When I got her on the car I begun to +see what a fool thing I'd done, seemin'ly. An' yet, I donno. I wouldn't +'a' left a month-old baby there on the corner. I'd 'a' <i>bed</i> to 'a' done +for that, like you do—I s'pose to keep the world goin'. An' that woman +was just as helpless as a month-old. Some are. I s'pose likely," +Calliope said thoughtfully, "we got more door-steps than we think, if we +get 'em all located.</p> + +<p>"When we got to my house I pumped her a pitcher o' water an' pointed to +the back bedroom door. 'First thing,' s'I, blunt, 'clean up'—bein' as I +was too tired to be very delicate. 'An',' s'I, 'you'll see a clean +wrapper in the closet. Put it on.' Then I went to spread +supper—warmed-up potatoes an' bread an' butter an' pickles an' sauce +an' some cocoanut layer cake. It looked rill good, with the linen clean, +though common.</p> + +<p>"I donno how I done it, excep' I was so ramfeezled. But I clear forgot +Jennie Crapwell's shroud, layin' ready on the back bedroom bed. An' +land, land, when the woman come out, if she didn't hev it on.</p> + +<p>"I tell you, when I see her come walkin' out towards the supper table +with them fresh-ironed ruffles framin' in her face, I felt sort o' +kitterin'-headed—like my i-dees had fell over each other to get away +from me. The shroud fit her pretty good, too, barrin' it was a mite +long-skirted. An' somehow, it give her a look almost like dignity. Come +to think of it, I donno but a shroud does become most folks—like they +was rilly well-dressed at last.</p> + +<p>"She come an' set down to table, quiet as you please—an' differ'nt. +Your clothes don't make you, by any means, but they just do sort o' hem +your edges, or rhyme the ends of you, or give a nice, even bake to your +crust—I donno. They do somethin'. An' the shroud hed done it to that +girl. She looked rill leaved out.</p> + +<p>"How she did eat. It give me some excuse not to say anything to her till +she was through with the first violence. I did try to say grace, but she +says: 'Who you speakin' to? Me?' An' I didn't let on. I thought I +wouldn't start in on her moral manners. I just set still an' kep' +thinkin': You poor thing. Why, you poor thing. You're nothin' but a +piece o' God's work that wants doin' over—like a back yard or a poor +piece o' road or a rubbish place, or sim'lar. An' this tidyin' up is +what we're for, as I see it—only some of us lays a-holt of our own +settin' rooms an' butt'ry cupboards an' sullars an' cleans away on +<i>them</i> for dear life, over an' over, an' forgets the rest. I ain't +objectin' to good housekeepin' at all, but what I say is: Get your +dust-rag big enough to wipe up somethin' besides your own dust. The +Lord, He's a-housekeepin' too.</p> + +<p>"So, with that i-dee, I got above the shroud an' I begun on the woman +some like she was my kitchen closet in the spring o' the year.</p> + +<p>"'What's your name?' s'I.</p> + +<p>"''Leven,' s'she.</p> + +<p>"'Leaven,' s'I, 'like the Bible?'</p> + +<p>"'Huh?' s'she.</p> + +<p>"'Why—oh, <i>'leven'</i>,' s'I, 'that ain't a name at all. That's a number.'</p> + +<p>"'I know it,' s'she, indiffer'nt, 'that was me. I was the 'leventh, an' +they'd run out a'ready.'</p> + +<p>"'For the land,' s'I, simple.</p> + +<p>"An' that just about summed her up. They seemed to 'a' run out o' +everything, time she come.</p> + +<p>"She hadn't been taught a thing but eat an' drink. Them was her only +arts. Excep' for one thing: When I ask' her what she could do, if any, +she says like she had on the street corner:—</p> + +<p>"'I can't do nothin'. I donno no work.'</p> + +<p>"'You think it over,' s'I. She had rill capable hands—them odd, +undressed-lookin' hands—I donno if you know what I mean?</p> + +<p>"'Well,' s'she, sort o' sheepish, 'I can comb hair. Ma was allus sick +an' me an' Big Lil—she's the same floor—combed her hair for her. But I +could do it nicest.'</p> + +<p>"Wan't that a curious happenin'—an' Jennie Crapwell layin' dead with +her hair drawn tight back because none of us could do it up human?</p> + +<p>"'Could you when dead?' s'I. 'I mean when them that has the hair is?'</p> + +<p>"An' with that the girl turns pallor white.</p> + +<p>"'Oh ...' s'she, 'I ain't never touched the dead. But,' s'she, sort o' +defiant at somethin', 'I could do it, I guess, if you want I should.'</p> + +<p>"Kind o' like a handle stickin' out from what would 'a' been her +character, if she'd hed one, that was, I thought. An', too, I see what +it'd mean to her if she knew she was wearin' a shroud, casual as calico.</p> + +<p>"But when I told her about Jennie Crapwell, an' how they had a good +picture, City-made, of her side head, she took it quite calm.</p> + +<p>"'I'll try it,' she says, bein' as she'd done her ma's hair layin' down, +though livin'. 'Big Lil always helps dress 'Em,' she says, 'an' guess I +could do Their hair.'</p> + +<p>"I got right up from the supper table an' took 'Leven over to Crapwell's +without waitin' for the dishes. But early as I was, the rest was there +before me. I guess they was full ten to Crapwell's when we got there, +an' 'Leven an' I, we walked into the sittin'-room right in the midst of +'em—that is, of what wasn't clearin' table or doin' dishes or sweepin' +upstairs. Mis' Timothy Toplady an' Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss was +the group nearest the door—an' the both of 'em reco'nized that shroud +the minute they clamped their eyes on it. But me, bein' back o' 'Leven, +I laid my front finger on to my shut lips with a motion that must 'a' +been armies with banners. An' they see me an' kep' still, sudden an' all +pent up.</p> + +<p>"'This,' s'I, 'is a friend o' mine. She's goin' to do up Jennie's hair +from her City photograph.'</p> + +<p>"Then I hustled 'Leven into the parlour where Jennie was layin' under +the soft lavender cloth. Nobody was in there but a few flowers, sent +early. An' it was a west window an' open, an' the sky all sunset—like +the End. 'Leven hung back, but I took her by the hand an' we went an' +looked down at Jennie in that nice, gentlin', after-supper light—'Leven +in Jennie's shroud an' neither of 'em knew it.</p> + +<p>"An' all out o' the air somethin' says to me, Now—<i>now</i>—like it will +when you get so's you listen. I always think it's like the Lord had +pressed His bell somewheres for help in His housekeepin'—oh, because +<i>how</i> He needs it!</p> + +<p>"So I says, ''Leven, you never see anybody dead before. What's the +differ'nce between her an' you?'</p> + +<p>"'She can't move,' 'Leven says, starin' down.</p> + +<p>"'Yes, sir,' s'I, 'that's it. She's through doin' the things she was +born to do, an' you ain't.'</p> + +<p>"With that 'Leven looks at me.</p> + +<p>"'I <i>can't</i> do nothin',' she says again.</p> + +<p>"'Why, then,' says I, brisk, 'you're as good as dead, an' we'd best bury +you, too. What do you think the Lord wants you 'round for?'</p> + +<p>"An' she didn't say nothin', only stood fingerin' the shroud she wore.</p> + +<p>"'Here,' s'I, then, 'is the comb. Here is Jennie's picture. The pins is +in her hair. Take it down an' do it over. <i>There's</i> somethin' to do an' +ease her mother about Jennie not lookin' natural.'</p> + +<p>"An' with that I marched myself out an' shut the door.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady an' Mis' Holcomb was high-eyebrows on the other side of +it, an' they come at me like <i>tick</i> lookin' for <i>tock</i>.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' s'I, 'it <i>is</i> Jennie's shroud she's wearin'. But I guess we'll +hev to bury 'Leven in it to get it underground. <i>I</i> won't tell her.'</p> + +<p>"I give 'em to understand as much as I wanted they should know,—not +includin' exactly how I met 'Leven. An' we consulted, vague an' +emphatic, like women will. There wasn't time to make another one an' do +it up an' all. An' anyway, I was bound not to let the poor thing know +what she'd done. The others hated to, too—I donno if you'll know how we +felt? I donno but mebbe you sense things like that better when you live +in a little town.</p> + +<p>"'Well said!' Mis' Amanda bursts out after a while, 'I'm reg'lar put to +it. I can scare up an excuse, or a meal, or a church entertainment on as +short notice as any, but I declare if I ever trumped up a shroud. An' +you know an' I know,' she says, 'poor Jennie'd be the livin' last to +want to take it off'n the poor girl.'</p> + +<p>"'An',' s'I, 'even if I should give her somethin' else to put on in the +mornin', an' sly this into the coffin on Jennie, I donno's I'd want to. +The shroud,' s'I, ''s been wore.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Holcomb sort o' kippered—some like a shiver.</p> + +<p>"'I donno what it is about its bein' wore first,' s'she, 'but I guess it +ain't so much what it is as what it ain't. Or sim'lar.'</p> + +<p>"An' I knew what she meant. I've noticed that, often.</p> + +<p>"In the end we done what I'd favoured from the beginnin': We ask' Mis' +Crapwell if we couldn't bury Jennie in her white mull.</p> + +<p>"'A <i>shroud</i>,' says Mis' Crapwell, grievin', 'made by a dressmaker with +buttons?'</p> + +<p>"'It's the part o' Jennie that wore it before that'll wear it now,' I +says, reasonable, 'an' her soul never was buttoned into it anyways. An' +it won't be now.'</p> + +<p>"An' after a while we made her see it, an' that was the first regular +dress ever wore to a buryin' in Friendship, by the one that was the one.</p> + +<p>"I'll never forget when 'Leven come out o' that room, after she'd got +through. We all went in—Mis' Crapwell an' Mis' Toplady an' Mis' Holcomb +an' I, an' some more. An' I took 'Leven back in with me. An' as soon as +I see Jennie I see it was Jennie come back—hair just as natural as if +it was church Sunday mornin' an' her in her pew. We all knew it was so, +an' we all said so, an' Mis' Crapwell, she just out cryin' like she'd +broke her heart. An' when the first of it was over, she went acrost to +'Leven, an' 'Oh,' s'she, 'you've give her back to me. You give her back. +God bless you!' she says to her. An' when I looked at 'Leven, I see the +'Huh?' look wasn't there at all. But they was a little somethin' on her +face like she was proud, an' didn't quite want to show it—along of her +features or complexion or somethin' never havin' had it spread on 'em +before.</p> + +<p>"Nex' mornin' o' course 'Leven put on the shroud again. I must say it +give me the creeps to see her wearin' it, even if it did look like +everybody's dresses. I donno what it is about such things, but they make +somethin' scrunch inside o' you. Like when they got a new babtismal dish +for the church, an' the minister's sister took the old one for a cake +dish.</p> + +<p>"S'I, to 'Leven, after breakfast:—</p> + +<p>"We're goin' to line Jennie's grave this mornin'. I guess you'd like to +go with us, wouldn't you?'</p> + +<p>But I see her face with the old look, like the back o' somethin', or +like you'd rubbed down the page when the ink was wet, an' had blurred +the whole thing unreadable. An' I judged that, like enough, she knew +nothin' whatever about grave-linin', done civilized.</p> + +<p>"'I mean, I thought mebbe you'd like to help us some,' I says.</p> + +<p>"'I would!' s'she, at that, rill ready an' quick. An' it come to me 't +she knew now what <i>help</i> meant. She'd learnt it the night before from +Jennie's mother—like she'd learnt to answer a bell when Somebody +pressed it. Only, o' course she never guessed Who it was ringin' +it—like you don't at first.</p> + +<p>"So I made up my mind I'd take her to the cemet'ry. We done the work up +first, an' 'Leven spried 'round for me, wipin' the dishes with the +wipin' cloth in a bunch, an' settin' 'em up wrong places. An' I did hev +to go in the butt'ry an' laugh to see her sweep up. She swep' up some +like her broom was a branch an' the wind a-switchin' it.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady an' Mis' Holcomb stopped by for us, with the white cotton +cloth an' the tacks, an' by nine o'clock we was over to the cemet'ry. +The grave was all dug an' lined with nice pine boards, an' the dirt +piled 'longside, an' the boards for coverin' an' the spades layin' near. +Zittelhof was just leavin', havin' got in his pulley things to lower +'em. Zittelhof's rill up to date. Him an' Mink, the barber, keep runnin' +each other to see who can get the most citified things. No sooner'd +Zittelhof get his pulleys than Mink, he put in shower-baths. An' when +Mink bought a buzz fan, Zittelhof sent for the lavender cloth to spread +over 'em before the coffin comes. It makes it rill nice for Friendship.</p> + +<p>"'Who's goin to get down in?' says Mis' Toplady, shakin' out the cloth.</p> + +<p>Mis' Toplady always use' to be the one, but she can't do that any more +since she got so heavy. An' Mis' Holcomb's rheumatism was bad that day +an' the grave middlin' damp, so it was for me to do. An' all of a sudden +I says:—</p> + +<p>"''Leven, you just get down in there, will you? An' we'll tell you how.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>In the grave?</i>' says 'Leven.</p> + +<p>"I guess I'm some firm-mannered, just by takin' things for granted, an' +I says, noddin':—</p> + +<p>"'Yes. You're the lightest on your feet,' I says—an' I sort o' shoved +at her, bird to young, an' she jumped down in, not bein' able to help +it.</p> + +<p>"'Here,' s'I, flingin' her an end o' cloth, 'tack it 'round smooth to +them boards.'</p> + +<p>"'Mother o' God,' says she, swallowin' in her breath.</p> + +<p>"But she done it. She knelt down there in the grave, her poor, frowzy +head showin,' an' she tacked away like we told her to, an' she never +said another word. Mis' Toplady an' Mis' Holcomb didn't say nothin', +either, only looked at me mother-knowin'. Them two—Mis' Toplady more'n +anybody in Friendship, acts like bein' useful is bein' alive an' nothin' +else is. They see what I was doin', well enough—only I donno's they'd +'a' called it what I did, 'bout the Lord's housekeepin' an all. An' I +knew I couldn't gentle 'Leven into the <i>i</i>-dee, but I judged I could +shock it into her—same as her an' the Big Lil kind have to hev. Some +folks you hev to shoot <i>i</i>-dees at, muzzle to brain.</p> + +<p>"I donno if you've took it in that when you're in a grave, or 'round +one, your talk sort o' veers that way? Ours did. Mis' Banker Mason's +baby had just died in March, an' the choir'd made an awful scandal, +breakin' down in the fifth verse of 'One poor flower has drooped and +faded.' They'd stood 'em in a half circle where they could look right +down on the little thing. An' when the choir got to</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"But we feel no thought of sadness<br /></span> +<span class="i0">For our friend is happy now,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">She has knelt in heartfelt gladness<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Where the holy angels bow,<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>they just naturally broke down an' cried, every one of 'em. An' then the +little coffin was some to blame, too—it was sort of a little Lord +Fauntleroy coffin, with a broad white puff around, an' most anybody +would a' cried when they looked in it, even empty. But Doctor June, he +just stood up calm, like his soul was his body, an' he begun to pray +like God was there in the parlour, Him feelin' as bad as we, an' not +doin' the child's death Himself at all, like we'd been taught—but +sorrowin' with us, for some o' His housekeepin' gone wrong. An' by the +time Banker an' Mis' Mason got in the close' carriage an' took the +little thing's casket on their knees—you know we do that here, not +havin' any white hearse—why, we was all feelin' like God Almighty was +hand in hand in sorrow with us. An' it's never left me since. I know He +is.</p> + +<p>"We talked that over while 'Leven tacked the evergreen on the white +cloth. An' I know Mis' Toplady says she'd stayed with Mis' Banker Mason +so much since then that she felt God had sort o' singled her—Mis' +Toplady—out, to give her a chanst to do His work o' comfortin'. 'I've +just let my house go,' s'she, 'an' I've got the grace to see it don't +matter if I have.' Mis' Toplady ain't one o' them turtle women that +their houses is shells on 'em, burden to back. She's more the bird +kind—neat little nest under, an' wings to be used every day, somewheres +in the blue.</p> + +<p>"So 'Leven done all Jennie Crapwell's grave. She must 'a been down in it +an hour. An' when she got through, an' looked up at us from down in the +green, an' wearin' Jennie's shroud an' all, I just put out my hands, to +help her up, an' I thought, almost like prayin': 'Oh, raise up, you +Dead, an' come forth—come forth.' Sort o' like Lazarus. An' I know I +wasn't sacrilegious from what happened; for when Mis' Toplady an' Miss +Holcomb come up to 'Leven an' says, rill warm, how well she'd done it +an' how much obliged they was, I see that little look on the girl's face +again like—oh, like she'd wrote somethin' on the blurry page, somethin' +you could read.</p> + +<p>"Jennie was buried that afternoon at sharp three. It was a sad funeral, +'count o' Jennie's trouble, an' all. But it was a rill big funeral an' +nicely conducted, if I do say that done the managin'. Mis' Postmaster +Sykes seated the guests—ain't she the kind that always seems to be one +to stand in the hall at funerals with her hat off, to consult about +chairs an' where shall the minister lay his Bible, an' who'd ought to be +invited to set next the bier? An' she always takes charge o' the +flowers. Mis' Sykes can tell you who sent what flowers to who for years +back, an the wordin' on the pillows. She's got a rill gift that way. But +I done the managin' behind the scenes, an' it went off rill well, an' I +got the minister to drop a flower on Jennie's coffin instead of a pinch +o' dirt. An' one chair I did see to: right in the bay, near Jennie, I +set 'Leven—I guess with just a kind of a blind feelin' that I wanted to +get her <i>near</i>. Near the flowers or the singin' or what the minister +said or,—oh, near the mystery an' God speakin' from the dead, like He +does. Anyway, I shoved her into the bay window back o' the casket, an' +there I left her in behind a looped-back Nottingham—settin' in Jennie's +shroud an' didn't either of 'em know it.</p> + +<p>"It was a queer chapter for Doctor June to read, some said—but I guess +holy things often is queer, only we're better cut out to see queer than +holy. Anyway, his voice went all mellow and gentle, boomin' out soft an' +in his throat, all over the house. It was that about ..." Calliope +quoted piecemeal:—</p> + +<p>"'Awake, awake, put on thy strength ... put on thy beautiful garments, O +Jerusalem, the holy city ... shake thyself from the dust, arise and sit +down ... loose thyself from the bonds of thy neck, O captive daughter of +Zion ... how beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him that +bringeth good tidings, that publisheth peace, that bringeth good tidings +of good, that publisheth salvation; that saith unto Zion: Thy God +reigneth! Break forth into joy, sing together ... depart ye, depart ye, +go ye out from thence, touch no unclean thing ... be ye clean, that bear +the vessels of the Lord....'</p> + +<p>"Sometimes a thing you've heard always will come at you sudden, like a +star had fell on your very head. It was that way with me that day. 'Put +on thy beautiful garments ...' I says over, 'Put 'em on—put 'em on!' +An' all the while I was seein' to the supper for the crowd that was +goin' to be there—train relations an' all—I kep' thinkin' that over +like a song—'Put 'em on—put 'em on—put 'em on!' An' it was in me yet, +like a song had come to life there, when they'd all gone to the +cemetery—'Leven with 'em—an' I'd got through straightenin' the +chairs—or rather crookedin' 'em some into loops from funeral lines—an' +slipped over to my house, back way. For I ain't sunk so low as to be +that sympathetic that I'll stay to supper after the funeral just because +I've helped at it. There's a time to mourn an' there's a time to eat, +an' you better do one with the bereaved an' slip home to your own +butt'ry shelf for the other, <i>I</i> say.</p> + +<p>"I was just goin' through the side yard to my house when I see 'em +comin' back from the cemetery, an' I waited a little, lookin' to see +what was sproutin' in the flower-bed. It was a beautiful, beautiful +evenin'—when I think of it it seems I can breathe it in yet. It was +'most sunset, an' it was like the West was a big, blue bowl with eggs +beat up in it, yolks an' whites, some gold an' some feathery. But the +bowl wa'n't big enough, an' it had spilled over an' flooded the whole +world yellowish, or all floatin' shinin' in the air. It was like the +world had done the way the Bible said—put on its beautiful garments. I +was thinkin' that when 'Leven come in the front gate. She was walkin' +fast, an' lookin' up, not down. Her cheeks was some pink, an' the light +made the shroud all pinkey, an' she looked rill nice. An' I marched +straight up to her, feelin' like I was swimmin' in that lovely light:—</p> + +<p>"''Leven,' I says, ''Leven—it's like the whole world was made over +to-night, ain't it?'</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' says she—an' not 'Huh?' at all.</p> + +<p>"'Seems like another world than when we met on the street corner, don't +it?' I says.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' she says again, noddin'—an' I thought how she'd stood there on +the sidewalk, hungry an' her hands all black, an' believin' she couldn't +do anything at all. An' it seemed like I hed sort o' scrabbled her up +an' held her over a precipice, an' said to her: 'See the dead. Look at +yourself. Come forth—come forth! Clean up—do somethin' to help, +anything, if it's only tackin' on evergreens an' doin' the Dead's hair +up becomin'—' oh, I s'pose, rilly, I was sayin' to her: 'Put on thy +beautiful garments. Awake. Put on thy strength.' Only it come out some +differ'nt from me than it come from Isaiah.</p> + +<p>"I took a-hold of her hand—quite clean by the second day's washin', +though I ain't much given to the same (<i>not</i> meanin' second day's +washin's). I didn't know quite what I was goin' to say, but just then I +looked up Daphne Street, an' I see 'em all sprinkled along comin' from +the funeral—neighbours an' friends an' just folks—an' most of 'em +livin' in Friendship peaceful an'—barrin' slopovers—doin' the level +best they could. Not all of 'em hearin' the Bell, you understand, nor +knowin' it by name if they did hear. But in little ways, an' because it +was secunt nature, just helpin', helpin', helpin' ... Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, Liddy Ember, Abagail Arnold an' her +husband, that was alive then, hurryin' to open the home bakery to catch +the funeral trade on the funeral's way back, Amanda an' Timothy Toplady +rattlin' by in the wagon an' 'most likely scrappin' over the new +springs ... an' all of 'em salt good at heart.</p> + +<p>"''Leven,' I says, out o' the fulness o' the lump in my throat, 'stay +here with us. Find somethin' honest you can do, an' stay here an' do it. +Mebbe,' I told her, 'you could start dressin' the Dead's hair. An' +<i>help</i> us,' I says, 'help us.'</p> + +<p>"She looked up in my eyes quick, an' my heart stood still. An' then it +sunk down an' down.</p> + +<p>"'I want to go back ...' she says, 'I want to go back ...' but I'm glad +to remember that even for a minute I didn't doubt God's position, +because I remember thinkin' swift that if Him an' I had failed it wasn't +for no inscrutable reason o' His, but He was feelin' just as bad over it +as I was, an' worse.... 'I want to go back,' 'Leven finished up, 'an' +get Big Lil, too.'</p> + +<p>"Oh, an' I tell you the song in me just crowded the rest o' me out of +existence. I felt like a psalm o' David, bein' sung. I hadn't dreamed +she'd be like that—I hadn't dreamed it. Why, some folks, Christian an' +in a pew, never come to the part o' their lives where they want to go +back an' get a Big Lil, too.</p> + +<p>"We stood there a little while, an' I talked to her some, though I +declare I couldn't tell you what I said. You can't—when the psalm +feelin' comes. But we stood out there sort o' occupyin' April, till +after the big blue bowl o' feathery eggs had been popped in the big +black oven, an' it was rill dark.</p> + +<p>"I forgot all about the shroud till we stepped in the house an' lit up, +an' I see it. An' then it was like the song in me gettin' words, an' it +come to me what it all was: How it rilly hadn't been Jennie's funeral so +much as it had been 'Leven's—the 'Leven that was. But I didn't tell +her—I never told her. An' she wore that shroud for most two years, +mornin's, about her work."</p> + +<p>Calliope smiled a little, with her way of coming back to the moment from +the four great horizons.</p> + +<p>"Land," she said, "sometimes I think I'll make some shrouds an' starch +'em up rill good, an' take 'em to the City an' offer to folks. An' say: +Here. Die—die. You've got to, some part o' you, before you can awake +an' put on your beautiful garments an' your strength. I told you, you +know," she added, "I guess sometimes I kind o' believe in craziness!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XVIII" id="XVIII"></a>XVIII</h2> + +<h3>IN THE WILDERNESS A CEDAR</h3> + + +<p>In answer to my summons Liddy Ember appeared before me one morning and +outspread a Vienna book of coloured fashion-plates.</p> + +<p>"Dressmakin' 'd be a real drudgery for me," she said, "if it wasn't for +havin' the colour plates an' makin' what I can to look like 'em. +Sometimes I get a collar or a cuff that seems almost like the picture. +There's always somethin' in the way of a cedar," she added blithely.</p> + +<p>"A cedar?" I repeated.</p> + +<p>She nodded, her plain face lighting. "That's what Calliope use' to call +'em," she explained; "'I will plant in the wilderness the cedar,' you +know—in the Bible." And I did recall the phrase on Calliope's lips, as +if it were the theme of her.</p> + +<p>From this one and that one, and now and then from her herself, I had +heard something of Calliope's love story. Indeed, all Friendship knew it +and spoke of it with no possibility of gossip or speculation, but with a +kind of genius for consideration. I did not know, however, that it was +of this that Liddy meant to speak, for she began her story far afield, +with some talk of Oldmoxon house, in which I lived, and of its former +tenants.</p> + +<p>"Right here in this house is mixed up in it," she said; "I been thinkin' +about it all the way up. Not very many have lived here in the Oldmoxon +house, and the folks that lived here the year I mean come so quiet +nobody knew it until they was here—an' that ain't easy to do in +Friendship. First we knew they was in an' housekeepin'. Their accounts +was in the name of a Mis' Morgan. We see her now an' then on the +street—trim an' elderly an' no airs excep' she wouldn't open up a +conversation an' she wouldn't return her calls. 'Most everybody called +on her inside the two weeks, but the woman was never home an' she never +paid any attention. She didn't seem to have no men folks, an' she +settled her bills with checks, like she didn't have any ready money. +Little by little we all dropped her, which she ought to of expected. +Even when it got around that there was sickness in the house, nobody +went near, we feelin' as if we knew as good as the best what dignity +calls for.</p> + +<p>"But Calliope didn't feel the same about it. Calliope hardly ever felt +the same about anything. That is, if it meant feelin' mean. She was a +woman that worked, like me, but yet she was wonderful differ'nt. That +was when we had our shop together in the house where we lived with the +boy—I'll come to him in a minute or two. Besides lace-makin', Calliope +had a piano an' taught in the fittin'-room—that was the same as the +dinin'-room. Six scholars took. Sometimes I think it was her knowin' +music that made her differ'nt.</p> + +<p>"We two was sittin' on our porch that night in the first dark. I know a +full moon was up back o' the hollyhocks an' makin' its odd little +shadows up an' down the yard, an' we could smell the savoury bed. 'Every +time I breathe in, somethin' pleasant seems goin' on inside my head,' I +rec'lect Calliope's sayin'. But most o' the time we was still an' set +watchin' the house on the corner where the New People lived. They had a +hard French name an' so we kep' on callin' 'em just the 'New People.' He +was youngish an' she was younger an'—she wasn't goin' out anywheres +that summer. She was settin' on the porch that night waitin' for him to +come home. Before it got dark we'd noticed she had on a pretty white +dress an' a flower or two. It seemed sort o' nice—<i>that</i> bein' so, an' +her waitin' there dressed so pretty. An' we sort o' set there waitin' +for him, too—like you will, you know.</p> + +<p>"The boy was in the bed. He wa'n't no relation of Calliope's if you're +as strict as some, but accordin' to my idea he was closer than +that—closer than kin. He was the grandchild of the man Calliope had +been goin' to marry forty-some years before, when she was twenty-odd. +Calvert Oldmoxon he was—born an' bred up in this very house. He was +quite well off an'—barrin' he was always heathen selfish—it was a +splendid match for Calliope, but I never see a girl care so next to +nothin' about that. She was sheer crazy about him, an' he seemed just as +much so about her. An' then when everything was ready—Calliope's dress +done an' layin' on their best-room bed, the minister stayin' home from +conference to perform the ceremony, even the white cake made—off goes +Calvert Oldmoxon with Martha Boughton, a little high-fly that had just +moved to town. A new girl can marry anything she wants in Friendship if +she does it quick. So Calliope had to put up from Martha Boughton with +just what Jennie Crapwell had to take from Delia, more'n twenty-five +years afterwards.</p> + +<p>"It was near thirty years before we see either of 'em again. Then, just +a little before I'm tellin' you about, a strange woman come here to town +one night with a little boy; an' she goes to the hotel, sick, an' sends +for Calliope. An' when Calliope gets to the hotel the woman was about +breathin' her last. An' it was Mis' Oldmoxon—Martha Boughton, if you +please, an' dyin' on the trip she'd made to ask Calliope to forgive her +for what she done.</p> + +<p>"An' Calliope forgive her, but I don't imagine Calliope was thinkin' +much about her at the time. Hangin' round the bed was a little boy—the +livin', breathin' image of Calvert Oldmoxon himself. Calliope was +mad-daft over children anyway, though she was always kind o' shy o' +showin' it, like a good many women are that ain't married. I've seen her +pick one up an' gentle it close to her, but let anybody besides me come +in the room an' see her an' she'd turn a regular guilt-red. Calliope +never was one to let on. But I s'pose seein' that little boy there at +the hotel look so much like <i>him</i> was kind o' unbalancin'. So what does +she do when Mis' Oldmoxon was cryin' about forgiveness but up an' ask +her what was goin' to be done with the boy after she was dead. Calliope +would be one to bring the word 'dead' right out, too, an' let the room +ring with it—though that ain't the custom in society. Now'days they lie +everybody 'way into the grave, givin' 'em to understand that their +recovery is certain, till there must be a lots o' dumfounded dead, shot +into the next world—you might say unbeknownst. But Calliope wasn't +mincin' matters. An' when it come out that the dyin' woman hadn't seen +Calvert Oldmoxon for thirty years an' didn't know where he was, an' that +the child was an orphan an' would go to collateral kin or some such +folks, Calliope plumps out to her to give her the child. The forgiveness +Calliope sort o' took for granted—like you will as you get older. An' +Mis' Oldmoxon seemed real willin' she should have him. So when Calliope +come home from the funeral—she'd rode alone with the little boy for +mourners—she just went to work an' lived for that child.</p> + +<p>"'"In the wilderness the cedar," Liddy,' she says to me. 'More than one +of 'em. I've had 'em right along. My music scholars an' my lace-makin' +customers an' all. An', Liddy,' she says to me sort o' shy, 'ain't you +noticed,' she says, 'how many neighbours we've had move in an out that's +had children? So many o' the little things right around us! Seems like +they'd almost been born to me when they come acrost the street, so. An' +I've always thought o' that—"In the wilderness the cedar"' she says, +'an' they's always somethin' to be a cedar for me, seems though.'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says I, sort o' sceptical, 'mebbe that's because you always +plant 'em,' I says. 'I think it means that, too,' I told her. An' I knew +well enough Calliope was one to plant her cedars herself. Cedars o' +comfort, you know.</p> + +<p>"I've seen a good many kinds o' mother-love—you do when you go round to +houses like I do. But I never see anything like Calliope. Seems though +she breathed that child for air. She always was one to pretend to +herself, an' I knew well enough she'd figured it out as if this was +<i>their</i> child that might 'a' been, long ago. She sort o' played +mother—like you will; an' she lived her play. He was a real sweet +little fellow, too. He was one o' them big-eyed kind that don't laugh +easy, an' he was well-spoken, an' wonderful self-settled for a child o' +seven. He was always findin' time for you when you thought he was doin' +somethin' else—slidin' up to you an' puttin' up his hand in yours when +you thought he was playin' or asleep. An' that was what he done that +night when we set on the porch—comes slippin' out of his little bed an' +sets down between us on the top step, in his little night-things.</p> + +<p>"'Calvert, honey,' Calliope says, 'you must run back an' play dreams. +Mother wants you to.'</p> + +<p>"She'd taught him to call her mother—she'd had him about six months +then—an' some thought that was queer to do, seein' Calliope was her age +an' all. But I thought it was wonderful right.</p> + +<p>"'I did play,' he says to her—he had a nice little way o' pressin' down +hard with his voice on one word an' lettin' the next run off his +tongue—'I did play dreams,' I rec'lect he says; 'I dreamed 'bout +robbers. Ain't robbers <i>distinct</i>?' he says.</p> + +<p>"I didn't know what he meant till Calliope laughs an' says, 'Oh, +distinctly extinct!' I remembered it by the way the words kind o' +crackled.</p> + +<p>"By then he was lookin' up to the stars—his little mind always lit here +an' there, like a grasshopper.</p> + +<p>"'How can heaven begin,' he says, 'till everybody gets there?'</p> + +<p>"Yes, he was a dear little chap. I like to think about him. An' I know +when he says that, Calliope just put her arms around him, an' her head +down, an' set sort o' rockin' back an' forth. An' she says:—</p> + +<p>"'Oh, but I think it begins when we don't know.'</p> + +<p>"After a while she took him back to bed, little round face lookin' over +her shoulder an' big, wide-apart, lonesome eyes an' little sort o' +crooked frown, for all the world like the other Calvert Oldmoxon. Just +as she come out an' set down again, we heard the click o' the gate +acrost at the corner house where the New People lived, an' it was the +New Husband got home. We see his wife's white dress get up to meet him, +an' they went in the house together, an' we see 'em standin' by the +lamp, lookin' at things. Seems though the whole night was sort +o'—gentle.</p> + +<p>"All of a sudden Calliope unties her apron.</p> + +<p>"'Let's dress up,' she says.</p> + +<p>"'Dress up!' I says, laughin' some. 'Why, it must be goin' on half-past +eight,' I told her.</p> + +<p>"'I don't care if it is,' she says; 'I'm goin' to dress up. It seems as +though I must.'</p> + +<p>"She went inside, an' I followed her. Calliope an' I hadn't no men folks +to dress for, but, bein' dressmakers an' lace folks, we had good things +to wear. She put on the best thin dress she had—a gray book-muslin; an' +I took down a black lawn o' mine. It was such a beautiful night that I +'most knew what she meant. Sometimes you can't do much but fit yourself +in the scenery. But I always thought Calliope fit in no matter what she +had on. She was so little an' rosy, an' she always kep' her head up like +she was singin'.</p> + +<p>"'Now what?' I says. For when you dress up, you can't set home. An' then +she says slow—an' you could 'a' knocked me over while I listened:—</p> + +<p>"'I've been thinkin',' she says, 'that we ought to go up to Oldmoxon +house an see that sick person.'</p> + +<p>"'Calliope!' I says, 'for the land. You don't want to be refused in!'</p> + +<p>"'I don't know as I do an' I don't know but I do,' she answers me. 'I +feel like I wanted to be doin' somethin'.'</p> + +<p>"With that she out in the kitchen an' begins to fill a basket. +Calliope's music didn't prevent her cookin' good, as it does some. She +put in I don't know what all good, an' she had me pick some hollyhocks +to take along. An' before I knew it, I was out on Daphne Street in the +moonlight headin' for Oldmoxon house here that no foot in Friendship had +stepped or set inside of in 'most six months.</p> + +<p>"'They won't let us in,' I says, pos'tive.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' Calliope says, 'seems though I'd like to walk up there a night +like this, anyway.'</p> + +<p>"An' I wasn't the one to stop her, bein' I sort o' guessed that what +started her off was the New People. Those two livin' so near by—lookin' +forward to what they was lookin' forward to—so soon after the boy had +come to Calliope, an' all, had took hold of her terrible. She'd spent +hours handmakin' the little baby-bonnet she was goin' to give 'em. An' +then mebbe it was the night some, too, that made her want to come up +around this house—because you could 'most 'a' cut the moonlight with a +knife.</p> + +<p>"They wa'n't any light in the big hall here when we rung the bell, but +they lit up an' let us in. Yes, they actually let us in. Mis' Morgan +come to the door herself.</p> + +<p>"'Come right in,' she says, cordial. 'Come right upstairs.'</p> + +<p>"Calliope says somethin' about our bein' glad they could see us.</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' says Mis' Morgan, 'I had orders quite a while ago to let in +whoever asked. An' you're the first,' she says. 'You're the first.'</p> + +<p>"An' then it come to us that this Mis' Morgan we'd all been tryin' to +call on was only what you might name the housekeeper. An' so it turned +out she was.</p> + +<p>"The whole upper hall was dark, like puttin' a black skirt on over your +head. But the room we went in was cheerful, with a fire burnin' up. Only +it was awful littered up—old newspapers layin' round, used glasses +settin' here an' there, water-pitcher empty, an' the lamp-chimney was +smoked up, even. The woman said somethin' about us an' went out an' left +us with somebody settin' in a big chair by the fire, sick an' wrapped +up. An' when we looked over there, Calliope an' I stopped still. It was +a man.</p> + +<p>"If it'd been me, I'd 'a' turned round an' got out. But Calliope was as +brave as two, an' she spoke up.</p> + +<p>"'This must be the invalid,' she says, cheerful. 'We hope we see you at +the best.'</p> + +<p>"The man stirs some an' looks over at us kind o' eager—he was oldish, +an' the firelight bein' in his eyes, he couldn't see us.</p> + +<p>"'It isn't anybody to see me, is it?' he asks.</p> + +<p>"At that Calliope steps forward—I remember how she looked in her pretty +gray dress with some light thing over her head, an' her starched white +skirts was rustlin' along under, soundin' so genteel she seemed to me +like strangers do. When he see her, the man made to get up, but he was +too weak for it.</p> + +<p>"'Why, yes,' she answers him, 'if you're well enough to see anybody.'</p> + +<p>"An' at that the man put his hands on his knees an' leaned sort o' +hunchin' forward.</p> + +<p>"'Calliope!' he says.</p> + +<p>"It was him, sure enough—Calvert Oldmoxon. Same big, wide-apart, +lonesome eyes an' kind o' crooked frown. His hair was gray, an' so was +his pointed beard, an' he was crool thin. But I'd 'a' known him +anywheres.</p> + +<p>"Calliope, she just stood still. But when he reached out his hand, his +lips parted some like a child's an' his eyes lookin' up at her, she went +an' stood near him, by the table, an' she set her basket there an' +leaned down on the handle, like her strength was gone.</p> + +<p>"'I never knew it was you here,' she says. 'Nobody knows,' she told him.</p> + +<p>"'No,' he says, 'I've done my best they shouldn't know. Up till I got +sick. Since then—I—wanted folks,' he says.</p> + +<p>"I kep' back by the door, an' I couldn't take my eyes off of him. He was +older than Calliope, but he had a young air. Like you don't have when +you stay in Friendship. An' he seemed to know how to be easy, sick as he +was. An' that ain't like Friendship, either. He an' Calliope had growed +opposite ways, seems though.</p> + +<p>"'I'll go now,' says Calliope, not lookin' at him. 'I brought up some +things I baked. I didn't know but they'd taste good to whoever was sick +here.'</p> + +<p>"With that he covers one hand over his eyes.</p> + +<p>"'No,' he says, 'no, no, Calliope—don't go yet. It's you I come here to +Friendship to see,' he told her.</p> + +<p>"'What could you have to say to me?' asks Calliope—dry as a bone in her +voice, but I see her eyes wasn't so dry. Leastwise, it may not have been +her eyes, but it was her look.</p> + +<p>"Then he straightens up some. He was still good-lookin'. When you was +with him it use' to be that you sort o' wanted to stay—an' it seemed +the same way now. He was that kind.</p> + +<p>"'Don't you think,' he says to her—an' it was like he was humble, but +it was like he was proud, too—'don't you think,' he says, 'that I ever +dreamed you could forgive me. I knew better than that,' he told her. +'It's what you must think o' me that's kep' me from sayin' to you what I +come here to say. But I'll tell you now,' he says, 'I'm sick an' alone +an' done for. An' what I come to see you about—is the boy.'</p> + +<p>"'The boy,' Calliope says over, not understandin'; 'the boy.'</p> + +<p>"'My God, yes,' says he. 'He's all I've got left in the world. +Calliope—I need the boy. I need him!'</p> + +<p>"I rec'lect Calliope puttin' back that light thing from her head like it +smothered her. He laid back in his chair for a minute, white an' still. +An' then he says—only of course his words didn't sound the way mine +do:—</p> + +<p>"'I robbed your life, Cally, an' I robbed my own. As soon as I knew it +an' couldn't bear it any longer, I went away alone—an' I've lived alone +all exceptin' since the little boy come. His mother, my son's wife, +died; an' I all but brought him up. I loved him as I never loved +anybody—but you,' he says, simple. 'But when his father died, of course +I hadn't any claim on the little fellow, I felt, when I'd been away from +the rest so long. <i>She</i> took him with her. An' when I knew she'd left +him here I couldn't have kep' away,' he says, 'I couldn't. He's all I've +got left in the world. I all but brought him up. I must have him, +Cally—don't you see I must have him?' he says.</p> + +<p>"Calliope looks down at him, wonderful calm an' still.</p> + +<p>"'You've had your own child,' she told him slow; 'you've had a real +life. I'm just gettin' to mine—since I had the boy.'</p> + +<p>"'But, good God,' he says, starin' up at her, 'you're a woman. An' one +child is the same as another to you, so be that it ain't your own.'</p> + +<p>"Calliope looked almost as if he had struck at her, though he'd only +spoke a kind o' general male idea, an' he couldn't help <i>bein'</i> a male. +An' she says back at him:—</p> + +<p>"'But you're a man. An' bein' alive is one thing to you an' another +thing to me. Never let any man forget that,' she says, like I never +heard her speak before.</p> + +<p>"Then I see the tears shinin' on his face. He was terrible weak. He +slips down in his chair an' sets starin' at the fire, his hands hangin' +limp over the arms like there wasn't none of him left. His face looked +tired to death, an' yet there was that somethin' about him like you +didn't want to leave him. I see Calliope lookin' at him—an' all of a +sudden it come to me that if I'd 'a' loved him as she use' to, I'd 'a' +walked over there an' then, an' sort o' gentled his hair, no matter +what.</p> + +<p>"But Calliope, she turned sharp away from him an' begun lookin' around +the room, like she see it for the first time—smoky lamp-chimney, old +newspapers layin' 'round, used-up glasses, an' such like. The room was +one o' the kind when they ain't no women or children. An' then, when she +see all that, pretty soon she looked back at him, layin' sick in his +chair, alone an' done for, like he said. An' I see her take her arms in +her hands an' kind o' rock.</p> + +<p>"'Ain't the little fellow a care to you, Cally?' he says then, wistful.</p> + +<p>"She went over towards him, an' I see her pick up his pillow an' smooth +it some an' make to fix it better.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' she says then, 'you're right. He is a care. An' he's your +grandchild. You must take him with you just as soon as you're well +enough,' she says.</p> + +<p>"He broke clear down then, an' he caught her hands an' laid his face on +'em. She stood wonderful calm, lookin' down at him—an' lookin'. An' I +laid the hollyhocks down on the rug or anywheres, an' somehow I got out +o' the room an' down the stairs. An' I set there in the lower hall an' +waited.</p> + +<p>"She come herself in a minute. The big outside door was standin' open, +an' when I heard her step on the stairs I went on ahead out to the +porch, feelin' kind o' strange—like you will. But when Calliope come up +to me she was just the same as she always was, an' I might 'a' known she +would be. She isn't easy to understand—she's differ'nt—but when you +once get to expectin' folks to be differ'nt, you can depend on 'em some +that way, too.</p> + +<p>"The moon was noon-high by then an' filterin' down through the leaves +wonderful soft, an' things was still—I remember thinkin' it was like +the hushin'-up before a bride comes in, but there wasn't any bride.</p> + +<p>"When we come to our house—just as we begun to smell the savoury bed +clear out there on the walk—we heard something ... a little bit of a +noise that I couldn't put a name to, first. But, bless you, Calliope +could. She stopped short by the gate an' stood lookin' acrost the road +to the corner house where the New People lived. It was late for +Friendship, but upstairs in that house a lamp was burnin'. An' that room +was where the little noise come from—a little new cry.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, Liddy,' Calliope says—her head up like she was singin'—'Oh, +Liddy—the New People have got their little child.'</p> + +<p>"An' I see, though of course she didn't anywheres near realize it then, +that she was plantin' herself another cedar."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XIX" id="XIX"></a>XIX</h2> + +<h3>HERSELF</h3> + + +<p>After all, it was as if I had first been told about refraction and then +had been shown a rainbow. For presently Calliope herself said something +to me of her having been twenty. One would as lief have broken the +reticence of a rainbow as that of Calliope, but rainbows are not always +reticent. I have known them suggest infinite things.</p> + +<p>In June she spent a fortnight with me at Oldmoxon house, and I wanted +never to let her go. Often our talk was as irrelevant to patency as are +wings. That day I had been telling her some splendid inconsequent dream +of mine. It had to do with an affair of a wheelbarrow of roses, which I +was tying on my trees in the garden directly the original blossoms fell +off.</p> + +<p>Calliope nodded in entire acceptance.</p> + +<p>"But that wasn't so queer as my dream," she said. "My dream about +myself—I mean my rill, true regular self," she added, with a manner of +testing me.</p> + +<p>I think that we all dream our real, true, regular selves, only we do not +dream us until we come true. I said something of this to Calliope; and +then she told me.</p> + +<p>"It was when I was twenty," she said, "an' it was a little while +after—well, things wasn't so very happy for me. But first thing I must +tell you about the picture. We didn't have so very many pictures. But in +my room used to be an old steel engraving of a poet, a man walkin' +'round under some kind o' trees in blossom. He had a beautiful face an' +a look on it like he see heaven. I use' to look at the picture an' look +at it, an' when I did, it seemed almost like I was off somewheres else.</p> + +<p>"Then one night I had my dream. I thought I was walkin' down a long +road, green an' shady an' quite wide, an' fields around an' no folks. I +know I was hurryin'—oh, I was in such a hurry to see somebody, seems +though, somebody I was goin' to see when I got to the end o' the road. +An' I was so happy—did you ever dream o' being happy, I mean if you +wasn't so very happy in rill life? It puts you in mind o' havin' a pain +in your side an' then gettin' in one big, deep breath when the pain +don't hurt. In rill life I was lonesome, an' I hated Friendship an' I +wanted to get away—to go to the City to take music, or go anywheres +else. I never had any what you might call rill pleasure excep' walkin' +in the Depot Woods. That was a gully grove beyond the railroad track, +an' I use' to like to sit in there some, by myself. I wasn't ever rill +happy, though, them days, but in the dream—oh, I was happy, like on a +nice mornin', only more so."</p> + +<p>Calliope looked at me fleetingly, as if she were measuring my ability to +understand.</p> + +<p>"The funny part of it was," she said, "that in the dream I wasn't <i>me</i> +at all. Not me, as you know me. I thought somehow <i>I</i> was that poet in +my picture, the man in the steel engravin' with a look like he see +heaven. An' it didn't seem strange to me, but just like it had always +been so. I thought I rilly was that poet that I'd looked at in the +picture all my life. But then I guess after all that part wasn't so +funny as the rest of it. For down at the end o' the road somebody was +waitin' for me under trees all in blossom, like the picture, too. It was +a girl, standin' there. An' I thought I looked at her—I, the poet, you +know—an' I see that the girl was me, Calliope Marsh, lookin' just like +I looked every day, natural as anything. Like you see yourself in the +glass.</p> + +<p>"I know I wasn't su'prised at all. We met like we was friends, both +livin' here in the village, an' we walked down the road together like it +had always been that way. An' we talked—like you do when you're with +them you'd rather be with than anybody else. I thought we was goin' +somewhere to see somebody, an' we talked about that:—</p> + +<p>"'Will They be home, do you think?' I says.</p> + +<p>"An' the girl that was me says: 'Oh, yes. They'll be home. They're +always home,' she told me. An' we both felt pleased, like when you're +sure.</p> + +<p>"An' then—oh," Calliope cried, "I wish I could remember what we said. I +wish I could remember. I know it was something that seemed beautiful, +an' the words come all soft. It was like bein' born again, somewheres +else. An' we knew just exactly what each other meant, an' that was best +of all."</p> + +<p>She hesitated, seeking to explain that to me.</p> + +<p>"When I was twenty," she said, "I use' to want to talk about things that +wasn't commonly mentioned here in Friendship—I mean, well, like little +things I'd read about noted people an' what they said an' done—an' like +that. But when you brought 'em up in the conversation, folks always +thought you was tryin' to show off. An' if you quoted a verse o' poetry +in company, my land, there was a hush like you'd swore. So gradually I'd +got to keepin' still about such things. But in that dream we talked an' +talked—said things about old noted folks right out an' told about 'em +without beginnin' it 'I happened to read the other day.' An' I know I +mentioned the sun on the leaves an' the way the clouds looked, right +out, too, without bein' afraid the girl that was me would think I was +affected. An' I said little things about—oh, like about goblins in the +wood an' figgers in the smoke, without bein' scared that mothers would +hear of it an' not let their children come to see me. An' then I made up +things an' said—things I was always wantin' to say—like about +expectin' to meet Summer walkin' down the road, an' so on: things that +if I'd said so's they'd got out around Friendship, folks would 'a' +thought I was queer an' not to be trusted to bring up their mail from +town. I said all those kind o' things, like I was really born to talk +what I thought about. An' the girl that was me understood what I meant. +An' we laughed a good deal—oh, how we laughed together. That was 'most +the best of all.</p> + +<p>"Well, the dream dwindled off, like they will. An' when I woke up, I was +nothin' but Calliope Marsh, livin' in Friendship where folks cut a loaf +o' bread on a baker's headstone just because he <i>was</i> a baker. Rill life +didn't get any better, an' I was more an' more lonesome in Friendship. +Somehow, nobody here in town rilly matched me. They all knew what I said +well enough, but when I spoke to 'em about what was rill interestin' to +me, seemed like their minds didn't <i>click</i>, with that good little +feelin' o' rilly takin' it in. My <i>i</i>-dees didn't seem to fit, quite +ball an' socket, into nobody's mind, but just to slide along over. And +as to <i>their</i> i-dees—I rec'lect thinkin' that the three R's meant to +'em Relations, Recipes, an' the Remains. Yes, all I did have, you might +say, was my walks out in the Depot Woods. An' times like when Elder +Jacob Sykes—that was Silas's father—said in church that God come down +to be Moses's undertaker, I run off there to the woods feelin' all sick +an' skinned in soul, an' it sort o' seemed like the gully understood. +An' still, you can't be friends when they's only one of you. It's like +tryin' to hold a dust-pan an' sweep the dirt in at the same time. It +can't be done—not thorough. An' so settin' out there I used to take a +book an' hunt up nice little things an' learn different verses, in the +hopes that if that dream <i>should</i> come back, I could have 'em to +tell—tell 'em, you know, to the girl that was me. Because it hed got so +by then that it seemed to me I was actually more that poet than I was +Calliope Marsh. An' so it went along till the day I met him—the man, +the poet."</p> + +<p>"The man!" I said. "But do you mean <i>the</i> man—the poet—the one that +was you?"</p> + +<p>Calliope nodded confidently.</p> + +<p>"Yes," she said, in her delicate excitement, "I do. Oh, I'll tell you +an' you'll see for yourself it must 'a' been him. It was one early +afternoon towards the end o' summer, an' I knew him in a minute. I'd +gone up to the depot to mail a postal on the Through, an' he got off the +train an' went into the Telegraph Office. An' the train pulled out an' +left him—it was down to the end o' the platform before he come out. He +didn't act, though, as if the train's leavin' him was much of anything +to notice. He just went up an' commenced talkin' to the baggageman, +Bill. But Bill couldn't understand him—Bill was sort o' crusted over +the mind—you had to say things over an' over again to him, an' even +then he 'most always took it different from what you meant. So I suppose +that was why the man left him an' come towards me.</p> + +<p>"When I looked up in his face I stood still on the platform. He was +young. An' he had soft hair, an' his face was beautiful, like he see +heaven. It wasn't to say he was <i>exactly</i> like my picture," Calliope +said slowly. "For instance, I think the man at the depot had a beard, +an' the poet in my picture didn't. But it was more his look, you might +say. It wasn't like any look I'd ever seen on anybody in Friendship. His +hands were kind o' slim an' wanderin', an' he carried a book like it was +his only baggage. An' he had a way—well, like what he happened to be +doin' wasn't all day to him. Like he was partly there, but mostly +somewheres else, where everything was better.</p> + +<p>"'Perhaps this lady will know,' he says—an' it wasn't the way most of +'em talks here in Friendship, you understand—'I've been askin' the +luggageman there,' he says, an' he was smilin' almost like a laugh at +what he thought I was goin' to answer, 'I've been askin' the luggageman +there, if he knows of a wood near the station that I shall be likely to +find haunted at this hour. I've to wait for the 4.20, an' it's a bad +time of day for a haunted wood, I'm afraid. The luggageman didn't seem +to know.'</p> + +<p>"An' then all at once I knew—I knew. Why, don't you see," Calliope +cried, "I had to know! That was just the way we'd talked in my +dream—kind of jokin' an' yet meanin' somethin', too—so's you felt all +lifted up an' out o' the ordinary. An' then I knew who he was an' I see +how everything was. Why, the girl that was me an' that was lonesome +there in Friendship <i>wasn't</i> me, very much. Me bein' Calliope Marsh was +the chance part, an' didn't count. But things was rilly the way I'd +dreamed o' their bein.' Somehow, I had another self. An' I had dreamed +o' bein' that self. An' there he stood, on the Friendship depot +platform."</p> + +<p>Calliope looked at me wistfully.</p> + +<p>"You don't think I sound crazy, do you?" she asked.</p> + +<p>And at my answer:—</p> + +<p>"Well," she said, brightening, "that was how it was. An' it was like +there hadn't been any first time an' like there wouldn't be any end. +Like they was things bigger than time—an' lots nicer than life. An' I +spoke up like I'd always known him.</p> + +<p>"'Why, yes,' I says to him simple, 'you must mean the Depot Woods,' I +said. 'They're always kind o' haunted to me. I guess the little folks +that come in the en-gine smoke live in there,' I told him, smilin' +because I was so glad.</p> + +<p>"I remember how su'prised he looked an' how his face lit up, like he was +hearin' English in a heathen land.</p> + +<p>"'Upon my word,' he says, still only half believin' in me. 'An' do you +go there often?' he ask' me. 'An' I daresay the little smoke folk talk +to you, now?' he says.</p> + +<p>"'I go 'most every day,' I told him, 'but we don't say very much. I +guess they talk an' I listen,' I says.</p> + +<p>"An' then the funny part about his askin' Bill for a haunted wood come +over me.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Bill!</i>' I says. 'Did you actually ask Bill that?'</p> + +<p>"Oh, an' how we laughed—how we laughed. Just the way the dream had +been. It seemed—it seemed such a sort o' <i>special</i> comical," Calliope +said, "an' not like a Sodality laugh. 'Seems though I'd always laughed +at one set o' things all my life—my everyday life. An' this was a new +recipe for Laugh, flavoured different, an' baked in a quick oven, an' et +hot.</p> + +<p>"Well, we walked down the road together, like it had always been that +way. An' we talked—like you do when you're with them you'd rather be +with than anybody else. An' he ask' me, grave as grave, about the little +smoke folks.</p> + +<p>"'Will They be home, do you think?' he says.</p> + +<p>"An' I says: 'Oh, yes. I know They will. They're always home.'</p> + +<p>"An' we both felt pleased, like when you're sure.</p> + +<p>"We went to walk in the Depot Woods. I remember how much he made me +talk—more than I'd ever talked before, excep' in the dream. I know I +told him the little stories I'd read about noted people, an' I said over +some o' the verses I'd learned an' liked the sound of—I remembered 'em +all for him, an' he listened an' heard 'em all just the way I'd said +'em. That was it—he heard it all just the way I said it. An' I +mentioned the sun on the leaves an' the way the clouds looked, right +out—an' I knew he didn't think I was affected. An' I made up things an' +said, too—things that was always comin' in my head an' that I was +always wantin' to say. An' he'd laugh almost before I was through—oh, +it was like heaven to have him laugh an' not just say, 'What on earth +<i>are</i> you talkin', Calliope Marsh?' like I'd heard. An' he kep' sayin', +'I know, I know,' like he knew what I meant better than anything else in +the world. Then he read to me out o' the book he had an' he told +me—beautiful things. Some of 'em I remember—I've remembered always. +Some of 'em I forgot till I come on 'em, now an' then, in books—long +afterwards; an' then it was like somebody dead spoke up. I'm always +thankful to get hold o' other people's books an' see if mebbe I won't +find somethin' else he said. But a good many o' the things I s'pose I +clear forgot, an' I won't know 'em again till in the next life. Like I +forgot what we said in the dream, till they're both all mixed up an' +shinin'.</p> + +<p>"We talked till 'most time for the 4.20 train. An' when it got towards +four o'clock, I told him about my dream. It seemed like he ought to +know, somehow. An' I told him how I dreamed I was him.</p> + +<p>"'You don't look like the one I dreamed I was,' I told him, 'but, oh, +you talk the same—an' you pretend, an' you laugh, an' you seem the +same. An' your face looks different from folks here in Friendship, just +like his, an' it seems somehow like you saw things besides with your +eyes,' I told him, 'like the poet in my picture. So I know it's you—it +must be you,' I says.</p> + +<p>"He looked at me so queer an' sudden an' long.</p> + +<p>"'I'm a poet, too,' he said, 'if it comes to that. A very bad one, you +know—but a kind of poet.'</p> + +<p>"An' then of course I was certain sure.</p> + +<p>"When he understood all about it, I remember how he looked at me. An' he +says:—</p> + +<p>"'Well, an' who knows? Who knows?'</p> + +<p>"He sat a long time without sayin' anything. But I wasn't unhappy, even +when he seemed so sad. I couldn't be, because it was so much to know +what I knew.</p> + +<p>"'If I can,' he says to me on the depot platform, 'dead or alive, I'll +come back some day to see you. But meanwhile you must forget me. Only +the dream—keep the dream,' he says.</p> + +<p>"I tried to dream it again," Calliope told me, "but I never could. An' +dead or alive, he's never been back, all these years. I don't even know +his name—an' I remembered afterwards he hadn't asked me mine. But I +guess all that is the chance part, an' it don't really count. Out o' the +dream I've been, you might say, caught, tied up an' couldn't get +out,—just me, like you know me,—with a big unhappiness, an' like that. +But in the dream I dreamed myself true. An' then God let me meet myself, +just that once, there in the Depot Woods, to show me it's all right, an' +that they's things that's bigger than time an' lots nicer than life."</p> + +<p>Calliope sat silent, with her way of sighing and looking by; and it was +as if she had suggested to me delicate things, as a rainbow will suggest +them.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="XX" id="XX"></a>XX</h2> + +<h3>THE HIDINGS OF POWER</h3> + + +<p>I divined the birches, blurred gray and white against the fog-bound +cedars. In the haze the airy trunks, because of their imminence, bore +the reality of thought, but the sterner green sank in the distance to +the faint avail of speech. It was well to be walking on the Plank Road +toward seven o'clock of a June morning, in a mist which might yield +fellowship in the same ease with which it breathed on distinctions.</p> + +<p>Abel had told how, on that winter way of his among the hills, the sky +has fallen in the fog and had surrendered to him a fellowship of dreams. +But in Friendship Village, as I had often thought, there are dreams for +every one; how should it be otherwise to us faring up and down Daphne +Street (where Daphne's feet have been)? And yet that morning on the +Plank Road where, if the fancy seized her to walk in beauty, our lady of +the laurels might be met at any moment, her power seemed to me to be as +frail as wings, and I thought that it would not greatly matter if I were +to meet her.</p> + +<p>As if my thought of Abel Halsey had brought him, the beat of hoofs won +toward me from the village; and presently Major Mary overtook me, and +there was Abel, driving with his eyes shut. I hailed him, laughed at +him, let him pick me up, and we went on through door after door of the +fog, with now a lintel of boughs and now a wall of wild roses.</p> + +<p>"Abel," I remember saying abruptly, "dreams are not enough."</p> + +<p>"No," he replied, as simply as if we had been talking of it, "dreams are +just one of the sources of power ... but doing is enough."</p> + +<p>I said weakly—perhaps because it was a morning of chill and fog, when a +woman may feel her forlornest, look her plainest, know herself for dust: +"But then—what about everybody's heart?"</p> + +<p>"Don't you know?" Abel asked, and even after those months in Friendship +Village I did not know.</p> + +<p>"... use it up making some little corner better—better—better by the +width of a hand..." said Abel. "As I could do," he added after a moment, +"if I could get my chapel in the hills. Do you know, I've written to +Mrs. Proudfit about it at last. I couldn't help it—I couldn't help it!"</p> + +<p>We came to the rise of the hill, where, but for the fog, we might have +looked back on the village, already long astir. To the left, within its +line of field stone and whitewashed rails and wild roses, the cemetery +lay, like another way of speech. A little before us the mist hid the +tracks, but we heard the whistle of the Fast Mail, coming in from the +end of the earth.</p> + +<p>"Ah, well, I want some wild roses," said I—since a woman may always +take certain refuges from life.</p> + +<p>"I'm coming back about noon," Abel told me; "I'll bring you a thousand."</p> + +<p>He drew up Major Mary, and we sat silent, watching for the train. And +the Something which found in Abel its unfailing channel came +companioning us, and caught me up so that I longed unspeakably to be +about the Business which Abel and Calliope followed, and followed before +all else.</p> + +<p>But when I would have said more, I noted on Abel's face some surprise, +and then I myself felt it. For the Fast Mail from the East, having as +usual come roaring through Friendship station with but an instant's +stop, was now slowing at the draw. Through the thick white we perceived +it motionless for a breath, and then we heard it beat away again.</p> + +<p>I wonder now, remembering, how I can have known with such singing +confidence what was in store for me. It is certain that I did know, even +though in the mist I saw no one alight. But as if at a summons I bade +Abel let me descend, and somehow I gave him good-by; and I recall that I +cried back to him:—</p> + +<p>"Abel! You <i>said</i> the sky can fall and give one dreams."</p> + +<p>"Yes," he answered. "Dreams to use in one's corner."</p> + +<p>But I knew then and I know now that Abel's dreams flowed in his blood, +and that when he gave them to his corner of the world he gave from his +own veins; and I think that the world is the richer for that.</p> + +<p>When he had gone I stood still in the road, waiting. I distinguished a +lintel of elms, a wall of wild roses; I heard a brave little bird +twittering impatient matins, and the sound of nearing footsteps in the +road. And then a voice in the mist said my name.</p> + +<p>There in the fog on the Plank Road we met as if there had come a +clearness everywhere—we two, between whom lay that year since my coming +to Friendship. Only, now that he was with me, I observed that the +traitor year had slipped away as if it had never been, and had left us +two alone in a place so sightly that at last I recognized my own +happiness. And I understood—and this way of understanding leaves one a +breathless being—that his happiness was there too.</p> + +<p>And yet it was only: "You.... But what an adventure to meet you here!" +And from him: "Me. Here. Please, may we go to your house? I haven't had +an <i>indication</i> of breakfast." At which we laughed somewhat, with my, +"How absurdly like you not to have had breakfast," and his, "How very +shabby of you to feel superior because you happen to have had your +coffee." So we moved back down the road with the clear little space in +the fog following, following....</p> + +<p>A kind of passion for detail seized on us both.</p> + +<p>He said: "You're wearing brown. I've never seen you wear brown—I'm sure +I haven't. Have I?"</p> + +<p>"My fur coat was brown," I escaped into the subject, "but then that +hardly counts."</p> + +<p>"No," he agreed, "fur isn't a colour. Fur is just fur. No, I've never +seen you in brown."</p> + +<p>"How did they let you off at the draw? How did you know about getting +off at the draw?" I demanded.</p> + +<p>"You said something of your getting off there—in that one letter, you +know...."</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes...."</p> + +<p>"You said something about getting off there on a night when you left the +train with a girl who was coming home to the village—you know the +letter?" he broke off, "I think it was that letter that finally gave me +courage to come. Because in that I saw in you something new +and—understanding. Well, and I remembered about the draw. I always +meant to get off there, when I came."</p> + +<p>"You always meant ... but then how did you make them stop?"</p> + +<p>"I told the man I had to, and then he had to, too. There were four +others who got off and went across the tracks, but we are not obliged to +consider them."</p> + +<p>"From that," I said, "I would think it <i>is</i> you, if I didn't know it +couldn't possibly be!"</p> + +<p>Then I hurried into some recital about the Topladys, whose big barn and +little house were lined faintly out as if something were making them +feel hushed; and about Friendship, hidden in the valley as if it were +suddenly of lesser import—how strange that these things should be there +as they were an hour ago. And so we came to Oldmoxon House and went up +the walk in silence save that, at the steps, "How long shall I tell them +to boil your eggs?" I asked desperately, to still the quite ridiculous +singing of the known world. But then the singing took one voice, a voice +whose firmness made it almost hard, save that deep within it something +was beating....</p> + +<p>"You know," said the voice simply, "if I come in now, I come to stay. +You <i>do</i> know?"</p> + +<p>"You come to breakfast...." I tried it.</p> + +<p>"I come to stay."</p> + +<p>"You mean—"</p> + +<p>"I come to stay."</p> + +<p>I rather hoped to affirm something gracious, and masterful of +myself—not to say of him; but suddenly that whole lonely year was back +again, most of it in my throat. And though I gave up saying anything at +all, I cannot have been unintelligible. Indeed, I know that I was not +unintelligible, for when, in a little while, Calliope, who was still +with me, opened my front door and emerged briskly to the veranda, she +seems to have understood in a minute.</p> + +<p>"Well said!" Calliope cried, and made a little swoop down from the +threshold and stood before us, one hand in mine and one outstretched for +his; "I knew, as soon as I woke up this morning, I felt special. I +thought it was my soul, sittin' up in my chest, an' wantin' me to spry +round with it some, like it does. But I guess now it was this. Oh, +this!" she said. "Oh, I sp'ose I'd rilly ought to hev an introduction +before I jump up an' down, hadn't I?"</p> + +<p>"No need in the world, Calliope," he told her; "come on. I'll jump, +too."</p> + +<p>And that was an added joy—that he had read and re-read that one +Friendship letter of mine, written on the night of Delia More's return, +until it was as if he, too, knew Calliope. But before all things was the +wonder of the justice and the grace which had made the letter of that +night, when I, too, "took stock," yield such return.</p> + +<p>It was Calliope who led the way indoors at last, and he and I who +followed like her guests. From the edges of consciousness I finally drew +some discernment of the place of coffee and rolls in a beneficent +universe, and presently we three sat at his breakfast table. And not +until then did Calliope remember her other news.</p> + +<p>"Land, land," she said, "I like to forgot. Who do you s'pose I had a +telephone from just before you come? Delia. She'd just got home this +morning on the Fast Mail. An' the Proudfits'll be here, noon train."</p> + +<p>Delia indeed had come on the same glorified train that Abel and I had +seen stop at the draw, only she had alighted at Friendship station and +had hurried up to the Proudfits' to make ready for their home-coming. +And since those whom we know best never come to Friendship without a +welcome, it was instantly incumbent on us all to be what Calliope called +"up in arms an' flyin' round."</p> + +<p>As soon as we were alone:—</p> + +<p>"I've planned noon lunch for 'em," Calliope told me; "I'm goin' to see +to the meat—leg o' lamb, sissin' hot, an' a big bowl o' mint. Mis' +Holcomb's got to freeze a freezer o' her lemon ice—she gets it smooth +as a mud pie. Mis' Toplady, she'll come in on the baked stuff—raised +rolls an' a big devil's food. An'—I'd kind o' meant to look to you for +the salad, but I s'pose you won't want to bother now...." And when I had +hastened to assume the salad, "Well, I <i>am</i> glad," she owned, with a +relieved sigh. "The Proudfit salads they can't a soul tell what +ingredients is in 'em, chew high though we may. I know you know about +them queer organs an' canned sea reptiles they use now in cookin'. I've +come to the solemn conclusion I ain't studied physiology an' the animal +sciences close enough myself to make a rill up-to-date salad."</p> + +<p>Before noon we were all at Proudfit House—to which I had taken care to +leave word for Abel to follow me—and we were letting in the sun, making +ready the table, filling the vases with garden roses; and in the library +Calliope laid a fire "in case they get chilly, travellin' so," she said, +but I think rather it was in longing somehow to summon a secret agency +to that place where Linda Proudfit's portrait hung. For we had long been +agreed that, as soon as she was at home again, Linda's mother must be +told all that we knew of Linda. Thus, to Calliope and me, the time held +a tragic meaning beneath the exterior of our simple cheer. But the time +held many meanings, as a time will hold them; and the Voice of its new +meaning said to me, as we all waited on the Proudfit veranda with its +vines and its climbing rose and its canaries:—</p> + +<p>"I marvel, I <i>marvel</i> at your bad taste. How can you leave the dear +place and the dear people for me?"</p> + +<p>I love to recall the bustle of that arriving and how, as the motor came +up the drive, Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss and Mis' Amanda ran down +on the gravel and waved their aprons; and how Mis' Postmaster Sykes and +Mis' Mayor Uppers and Mis' Photographer Sturgis, having heard the +machine pass their doors, had issued forth and followed it and arrived +at the Proudfits' with:</p> + +<p>"I was right in the midst of a basque, cuttin' over an old lining, but I +told Liddy Ember: 'You rip on. I've <i>got</i> to run over.' Excuse my looks. +Well said! Back!"</p> + +<p>And, "Got here, did you? My, my, all tired out, I expect. Well, mebbe +you think we won't feel relieved to see the house open again an' folks +in it flyin' round. An' you look as natural as the first thunder-storm +in the spring o' the year!"</p> + +<p>And, "Every day for two weeks," Mis' Sturgis said, "I've said to Jimmy: +'Proudfits back?' 'No, sir,' s'he, 'not back yet.' An' so it went. Could +you sleep any on the sleeper?"</p> + +<p>Then Calliope and Mis' Toplady and Mis' Holcomb and the three newcomers +hurried all but abreast to the kitchen to "see what they could find"; +and when Mis' Proudfit and Miss Clementina and Delia More had taken +their places at the burdened table, we all sat about the edge of the +room—no one would share in the feast, every one having to "get right +back"—and asked of the journey, and gave news of Friendship Village in +the long absence. I love to remember it all, but I think that I love +best to remember their delicate acceptance of what that day had brought +to me. Of this no one said a word, nor did they ask me anything, or seem +to observe, far less to wonder. But when they passed me, one and another +and another squeezed my hand or patted my arm or gave me their unwonted +"dear."</p> + +<p>"What gentlefolk they are," my stranger said.</p> + +<p>"Noon lunch" was finished, and I had seen Calliope go with Madame +Proudfit to the library and close the door, and we were all gathered in +the hall, where Miss Clementina had opened a trunk and was showing us +some pretty things, when some one else crossed the veranda and appeared +in the doorway. And there was Abel, come with my wild roses.</p> + +<p>I do not think, however, that it can have occurred to Abel that I was in +the room. Nor that any of the others were there, intent on the pretty +things of Miss Clementina's trunk. But, his face shining, he went +straight to Delia More; and he laid my roses in her arms, looking at her +the while with a look which was like a passionate recognition of one not +met for many years.</p> + +<p>I have said nothing of Delia More as she seemed to me that day of her +return, for indeed I do not well know how to tell of her. But as he +looked at her, it was all in Abel's eyes. I do not know whether it was +that her spirit having been long "packed down in her," as Calliope had +said, was at last loosed by the mysterious ministry of distance and the +touch of far places, or whether, over there nearer Tempe, she had held +converse with Daphne herself, who, for the sake of the Friendship bond +between them, had taken for her own all that was wild and strange in the +girl's nature. But this I know: that Delia More had come back among us a +new creature, simple, gentle, humble as before, and yet somehow +quickened, invested with the dignity of personality which, long ago, she +had lost. And now she stood looking at Abel as he was looking at her.</p> + +<p>"Delia!" he said, and took her hand, and, "I brought you some wild roses +to tell you we're glad you're back," said he, disposing of my hedge +spoils as coolly as if I were not.</p> + +<p>"That's nice of you, Abel," she replied simply, "but it's nicer to think +you came."</p> + +<p>"Why," Abel said, "you couldn't have kept me away. You couldn't have +kept me away, Delia."</p> + +<p>He could not have done looking at her. And even after we had closed in +before them and had gone on with our talk about the tray of the trunk, I +think that we were all conscious, as one is conscious of a light in the +room, that to Delia and Abel had come again the immemorial wonder.</p> + +<p>When the library door opened and Madame Proudfit and Calliope came out, +a little hush fell upon us, even though none but I knew what that +interval held for Linda's mother. Her face was tranquil—indeed, I think +it was almost as if its ancient fear had forever left it and had given +place to the blessed relief of mere sorrow. She stood for a +moment—looking at them all, and looking, as if she were thankful for +their presence. Then she saw Abel and held out both hands.</p> + +<p>"Abel!" she said, "Abel! I had your letter in Lucerne. I meant to talk +it over with you—but now I know, I know. You shall have your little +chapel in the hills. We will build it together—you and I—for Linda."</p> + +<p>But then, because Abel turned joyously and naturally to Delia to share +with her the tidings, Madame Proudfit looked at Delia too, and saw her +eyes. And,</p> + +<p>"You and Delia and I," she added gently.</p> + +<p>On which, with the kindliest intent, the happiness of us all overflowed +in speech about the common-place, the trivial, the irrelevant, and we +all fell talking at once there in the hall, and told one another things +which we knew perfectly already, and we listened, nodding, and laughed a +great deal at nothing in the world—save that life is good.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>We three walked home together in the afternoon sunshine—the man who, +through all this time in Friendship, had been dear, and Calliope and I. +I thought that Daphne Street had never looked so beautiful. The tulip +beds on the lawns had been re-filled for summer, a touch of bonfire +smoke hung in the air, Eppleby Holcomb was mending his picket gate, and +over many magic thresholds of the cool walks were lintels of the boughs. +Down town Abigail Arnold was laying cream puffs in the home bakery +window; at the Helmans' Mis' Doctor Helman, wound in a shawl and a +fascinator, was training her matrimony vine; the Liberty sisters had let +out their chickens and, posted in a great triangle, were keeping them +well within Liberty lawn confines; Doctor June was working in his garden +and he waved his hat at us like a boy. ("It's a year ago now they give +him his benefit," Calliope remembered; "ice-cream an' strawberries an' +cake. An' every soul that come in he treated, one after another. An' +when they got hold of him an' told him what that was doin' to the +benefit box, he wanted to know whose benefit it was, anyway. An' he kep' +on treatin' folks up to the last spoonful o' cream. He said he never had +such a good time since he was born. I donno but he showed us <i>how</i> to +give a benefit, too.")</p> + +<p>We were crossing the lawn to Oldmoxon House when I said to Calliope what +it had been decided that day that I should say:—</p> + +<p>"Calliope," I asked, "could you be ready in a month or two to leave +Friendship for good, and come to us in town, and live with us for +always?"</p> + +<p>She looked up at one and the other of us, with her little embarrassed +laugh.</p> + +<p>"You're makin' fun o' me," she said.</p> + +<p>But when we had explained that we were wholly serious, she stopped and +leaned against one of the great trees before the house; and it was at +Oldmoxon House rather than at us that she looked as she answered:—</p> + +<p>"I couldn't," she said quickly, and with a manner of breathlessness, "I +couldn't. You know how I've wanted to leave Friendship, too, you know +that. An' I want to yet, as far as wantin' goes. But wantin' to mustn't +be enough to make you do things."</p> + +<p>She stood, her head held up as if she were singing, as Liddy Ember had +said of her, her arms tightly folded, her cheeks flushing with her fear +that we would not understand.</p> + +<p>"Oh," she said, "you know—you <i>know</i> how I've always wanted nice +things. Wanted 'em so it hurt. Not just from likin' 'em, either, but +because some way I thought I could <i>be</i> more, <i>do</i> more, live up to my +biggest best if I could only get where things was kind of educated +an'—gentle. But every time I tried to go, somethin' come up—like it +will, to shove you hard down into the place you was. Then I thought—you +know 'bout that, I guess—I thought I was goin' to live here in Oldmoxon +House, an' hev a life like other women hev. An' when that wasn't to be, +I thought mebbe it was because God see I wasn't fit for it, an' I set to +work on myself to make me as good as I knew—an' I worked an' worked, +like life was nothin' but me, an' I was nothin' but a cake, to get a +good bake on an' die without bein' too much dough to me. An' then all to +once I see that couldn't be the only thing He meant. It didn't seem like +He could 'a' made me sole in order to save me from hell. An' I begun to +see He must 'a' made me to help in some great, big hid plan or other of +His. An' quick as I knew that an' begun wantin' to help, He begun +showin' me when to. That's how I mean what I said about the Bell. Times +like Elspie, or 'Leven, or like that, I can hear it just as plain as +plain—the Bell, callin' me to help Him."</p> + +<p>She looked hard at us, and, "I donno if you know what I'm talkin' +about——" she doubted; but, at our answer,</p> + +<p>"Well," she added, "they's somethin' else. It's somethin' almost like +what you've got—you two—an' like what Delia an' Abel have got. Lately, +I don't <i>need</i> to hear the Bell any more. I know 'bout it without. It's +almost like I <i>am</i> the Bell. Don't you see, it's come to be my power, +just like love will be your power, if you rilly understand. An' +here—here I know how. I've grown to Friendship, an' here I know what's +what. An' if I went away now, where things is gentle an' like in books, +I wouldn't know how to be any rill use. I can <i>be</i> the Bell here—here I +can have my power. In town I expect I couldn't be anything but just cake +again—bakin' myself rill good, or even gettin' frosted; but mebbe not +helpin'. An' I couldn't risk that—I couldn't risk it. It looks to me +like helpin' is what I'm for."</p> + +<p>I think, as she said, Calliope was become the Bell; and at that moment +she rang to us the call of sovereign clearness. This was the life that +she and Abel followed, and followed before all else, and there lay the +hiding of their power. "Just like love will be your power," she had +said.</p> + +<p>When she had gone before us into the house—that was to have been her +house—we two stood looking along the sunny Plank Road toward Daphne +Street. And in the light lifting of the bonfire smoke it seemed to me +that there moved a spirit—not Daphne, but another; one who walks less +in beauty than in service; not our lady of the laurels, but our lady of +the thorns.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="GROSSET_DUNLAPS" id="GROSSET_DUNLAPS"></a>GROSSET & DUNLAP'S</h2> + +<h3>DRAMATIZED NOVELS</h3> + +<h4>A Few that are Making Theatrical History</h4> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<h3>MARY JANE'S PA.<br /> By Norman Way.<br /> Illustrated with scenes from the play.</h3> + +<p>Delightful, irresponsible "Mary Jane's Pa" awakes one morning to find +himself famous, and, genius being ill adapted to domestic joys, he +wanders from home to work out his own unique destiny. One of the most +humorous bits of recent fiction.</p> + + +<h3>CHERUB DEVINE.<br /> By Sewell Ford.</h3> + +<p>"Cherub," a good hearted but not over refined young man is brought in +touch with the aristocracy. Of sprightly wit, he is sometimes a +merciless analyst, but he proves in the end that manhood counts for more +than ancient lineage by winning the love of the fairest girl in the +flock.</p> + + +<h3>A WOMAN'S WAY.<br /> By Charles Somerville.<br /> Illustrated with scenes from the +play.</h3> + +<p>A story in which a woman's wit and self-sacrificing love save her +husband from the toils of an adventuress, and change an apparently +tragic situation into one of delicious comedy.</p> + + +<h3>THE CLIMAX.<br /> By George C. Jenks.</h3> + +<p>With ambition luring her on, a young choir soprano leaves the little +village where she was born and the limited audience of St. Judo's to +train for the opera in New York. She leaves love behind her and meets +love more ardent but not more sincere in her new environment. How she +works, how she studies, how she suffers, are vividly portrayed.</p> + + +<h3>A FOOL THERE WAS.<br /> By Porter Emerson Browne.<br /> Illustrated by Edmund +Magrath and W. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Friendship Village + +Author: Zona Gale + +Release Date: September 17, 2008 [EBook #26644] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE *** + + + + +Produced by David Garcia, Mary Meehan and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE + + BY ZONA GALE + + AUTHOR OF "THE LOVES OF PELLEAS AND ETTARRE" + + +NEW YORK +THE MACMILLAN COMPANY +1908 + +_All rights reserved_ + +Copyright, 1908, +By THE MACMILLAN COMPANY. + + +Set up and electrotyped. Published October, 1908. + +_Norwood Press +J. S. Cushing Co.--Berwick & Smith Co. +Norwood, Mass., U.S.A._ + + + + +To +EDITH, HARRIET, AND MUSA +AND THE TWO FOR WHOM IT COMES TOO LATE +GEORGIA AND HELEN +THIS BOOK IS LOVINGLY INSCRIBED + + + + +AUTHOR'S NOTE + + +Friendship Village is not known to me, nor are any of its people, save +in the comradeship which I offer here. But I commend for occupancy a +sweeter place. For us here the long Caledonia hills, the four rhythmic +spans of the bridge, the nearer river, the island where the first birds +build--these teach our windows the quiet and the opportunity of the +"home town," among the "home people." To those who have such a bond to +cherish I commend the little real home towns, their kindly, brooding +companionship, their doors to an efficiency as intimate as that of fairy +fingers. If there were shrines to these things, we would seek them. The +urgency is to recognize shrines. + +Portage, Wisconsin, +September, 1908. + +Certain of the following chapters have appeared in _The Outlook, The +Broadway Magazine, The Delineator, Everybody's, and Harper's Monthly +Magazine_. Thanks are due to the editors for their courteous permission +to reprint these chapters. + + + + +CONTENTS + + + I. The Side Door + + II. The Debut + + III. Nobody Sick, Nobody Poor + + IV. Covers for Seven + + V. The Shadow of Good Things to Come + + VI. Stock + + VII. The Big Wind + + VIII. The Grandma Ladies + + IX. Not as the World Giveth + + X. Lonesome--I + + XI. Lonesome--II + + XII. Of the Sky and Some Rosemary + + XIII. Top Floor Back + + XIV. An Epilogue + + XV. The Tea Party + + XVI. What is That in thine Hand? + + XVII. Put on thy Beautiful Garments + + XVIII. In the Wilderness a Cedar + + XIX. Herself + + XX. The Hidings of Power + + + + +Friendship Village + + + + +I + +THE SIDE DOOR + + +It is as if Friendship Village were to say:-- + +"There is no help for it. A telephone line, antique oak chairs, kitchen +cabinets, a new doctor, and the like are upon us. But we shall be +mediaeval directly--we and our improvements. Really, we are so now, if +you know how to look." + +And are we not so? We are one long street, rambling from sun to sun, +inheriting traits of the parent country roads which we unite. And we are +cross streets, members of the same family, properly imitative, proving +our ancestorship in a primeval genius for trees, or bursting out in +inexplicable weaknesses of Court-House, Engine-House, Town Hall, and +Telephone Office. Ultimately our stock dwindles out in a slaughter-yard +and a few detached houses of milkmen. The cemetery is delicately put +behind us, under a hill. There is nothing mediaeval in all this, one +would say. But then see how we wear our rue:-- + +When one of us telephones, she will scrupulously ask for the number, not +the name, for it says so at the top of every page. "Give me one-one," +she will put it, with an impersonality as fine as if she were calling +for four figures. And Central will answer:-- + +"Well, I just saw Mis' Holcomb go 'crost the street. I'll call you, if +you want, when she comes back." + +Or, "I don't think you better ring the Helmans' just now. They were +awake 'most all night with one o' Mis' Helman's attacks." + +Or, "Doctor June's invited to Mis' Sykes's for tea. Shall I give him to +you there?" + +The telephone is modern enough. But in our use of it is there not a +flavour as of an Elder Time, to be caught by Them of Many Years from +Now? And already we may catch this flavour, as our Britain +great-great-lady grandmothers, and more, may have been conscious of the +old fashion of sitting in bowers. If only they were conscious like that! +To be sure of it would be to touch their hands in the margins of the +ballad books. + +Or we telephone to the Livery Barn and Boarding Stable for the little +blacks, celebrated for their self-control in encounters with the +Proudfits' motor-car. The stable-boy answers that the little blacks are +at "the funeral." And after he has gone off to ask his employer what is +in then, the employer, who in his unofficial moments is our neighbour, +our church choir bass, our landlord even, comes and tells us that, after +all, we may have the little blacks, and he himself brings them round at +once,--the same little blacks that we meant all along. And when, quite +naturally, we wonder at the boy's version, we learn: "Oh, why, the +blacks was standin' just acrost the street, waitin' at the church door, +hitched to the hearse. I took 'em out an' put in the bays. I says to +myself: 'The corp won't care.'" Someway the Proudfits' car and the +stable telephone must themselves have slipped from modernity to old +fashion before that incident shall quite come into its own. + +So it is with certain of our domestic ways. For example, Mis' Postmaster +Sykes--in Friendship Village every woman assumes for given name the +employment of her husband--has some fine modern china and much solid +silver in extremely good taste, so much, indeed, that she is wont to +confess to having cleaned forty, or sixty, or seventy-five +pieces--"seventy-five pieces of solid silver have I cleaned this +morning. You can say what you want to, nice things are a _rill_ care." +Yet--surely this is the proper conjunction--Mis' Sykes is currently +reported to rise in the night preceding the days of her house cleaning, +and to take her carpets out in the back yard, and there softly to sweep +and sweep them so that, at their official cleaning next day, the +neighbours may witness how little dirt is whipped out on the line. Ought +she not to have old-fashioned silver and egg-shell china and drop-leaf +mahogany to fit the practice? Instead of daisy and wild-rose patterns in +"solid," and art curtains, and mission chairs, and a white-enamelled +refrigerator, and a gas range. + +We have the latest funeral equipment,--black broadcloth-covered +supports, a coffin carriage for up-and-down the aisles, natural palms to +order, and the pulleys to "let them down slow"; and yet our individual +funeral capacity has been such that we can tell what every woman who has +died in Friendship for years has "done without": Mis' Grocer Stew, her +of all folks, had done without new-style flat-irons; Mis' Worth had used +the bread pan to wash dishes in; Mis' Jeweller Sprague--the _first_ Mis' +Sprague--had had only six bread and butter knives, her that could get +wholesale too.... And we have little maid-servants who answer our bells +in caps and trays, so to say; but this savour of jestership is +authentic, for any one of them is likely to do as of late did Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss's maid,--answer, at dinner-with-guests, that +there were no more mashed potatoes, "_or else_, there won't be any left +to warm up for your breakfasts." ... And though we have our daily +newspaper, receiving Associated Press service, yet, as Mis' Amanda +Toplady observed, it is "only _very_ lately that they have mentioned in +the _Daily_ the birth of a child, or anything that had anything of a +_tang_ to it." + +We put new wine in old bottles, but also we use new bottles to hold our +old wine. For, consider the name of our main street: is this Main or +Clark or Cook or Grand Street, according to the register of the main +streets of towns? Instead, for its half-mile of village life, the Plank +Road, macadamized and arc-lighted, is called Daphne Street. Daphne +Street! I love to wonder why. Did our dear Doctor June's father name it +when he set the five hundred elms and oaks which glorify us? Or did +Daphne herself take this way on the day of her flight, so that when they +came to draught the town, they recognized that it _was_ Daphne Street, +and so were spared the trouble of naming it? Or did the Future +anonymously toss us back the suggestion, thrifty of some day of her own +when she might remember us and say, "_Daphne Street!_" Already some of +us smile with a secret nod at something when we direct a stranger, "You +will find the Telegraph and Cable Office two blocks down, on Daphne +Street." "The Commercial Travellers' House, the Abigail Arnold Home +Bakery, the Post-office and Armoury are in the same block on Daphne +Street." Or, "The Electric Light Office is at the corner of Dunn and +Daphne." It is not wonderful that Daphne herself, foreseeing these +things, did not stay, but lifted her laurels somewhat nearer +Tempe,--although there are those of us who like to fancy that she is +here all the time in our Daphne-street magic: the fire bell, the tulip +beds, and the twilight bonfires. For how else, in all reason, has the +name persisted? + +Of late a new doctor has appeared--one may say, has abounded: a surgeon +who, such is his zeal, will almost perform an operation over the +telephone and, we have come somewhat cynically to believe, would prefer +doing so to not operating at all. As Calliope Marsh puts it:-- + +"He is great on operations, that little doctor. Let him go into any +house, an' some o' the family, seems though, has to be operated on, +usually inside o' twelve hours. It'll get so that as soon as he strikes +the front porch, they'll commence sterilizin' water. I donno but some'll +go an' put on the tea-kettle if they even see him drive past." + +_Why_ within twelve hours, we wonder when we hear the edict? Why never +fourteen hours, or six? How does it happen that no matter at what stage +of the malady the new doctor is called, the patient always has to be +operated on within twelve hours? Is it that everybody has a bunch and +goes about not knowing it until he appears? Or is he a kind of basanite +for bunches, and do they come out on us at the sight of him? There are +those of us who almost hesitate to take his hand, fearing that he will +fix us with his eye, point somewhere about, and tell us, "Within twelve +hours, _if_ you want your life your own." But in spite of his skill and +his modernity, in our midst there persist those who, in a scientific +night, would die rather than risk our advantages. + +Thus the New shoulders the Old, and our transition is still swift enough +to be a spectacle, as was its earlier phase which gave over our Middle +West to cabins and plough horses, with a tendency away from wigwams and +bob-whites. And in this local warfare between Old and New a chief figure +is Calliope Marsh--who just said that about the new doctor. She is a +little rosy wrinkled creature officially--though no other than +officially--pertaining to sixty years; mender of lace, seller of +extracts, and music teacher, but of the three she thinks of the last as +her true vocation. ("I come honestly by that," she says. "You know my +father before me was rill musical. I was babtized Calliope because a +circus with one come through the town the day't I was born.") And with +her, too, the grafting of to-morrow upon yesterday is unconscious; or +only momentarily conscious, as when she phrased it:-- + +"Land, land, I like New as well as anybody. But I want it should be put +in the Old kind o' gentle, like an _i_-dee in your mind, an' not sudden, +like a bullet in your brain." + +In her acceptance of innovations Calliope symbolizes the fine Friendship +tendency to scientific procedure, to the penetration of the unknown +through the known, the explication of mystery by natural law. And when +to the bright-figured paper and pictures of her little sitting room she +had added a print of the Mona Lisa, she observed:-- + +"She sort o' lifts me up, like somethin' I've thought of, myself. But I +don't see any sense in raisin' a question about what her smile means. I +told the agent so. 'Whenever I set for my photograph,' I says to him, 'I +always have that same silly smile on my face.'" + +With us all the Friendship idea prevails: we accept what Progress sends, +but we regard it in our own fashion. Our improvements, like our +entertainments, our funerals, our holidays, and our very loves, are but +Friendship Village exponents of the modern spirit. Perhaps, in a +tenderer significance than she meant, Calliope characterized us when she +said:-- + +"This town is more like a back door than a front--or, givin' it full +credit, _anyhow_, it's no more'n a side door, with no vines." + +For indeed, we are a kind of middle door to experience, minus the fuss +of official arriving and, too, without the old odours of the kitchen +savoury beds; but having, instead, a serene side-door existence, +partaking of both electric bells and of neighbours with shawls pinned +over their heads. + +Only at one point Calliope was wrong. There are vines, with tendrils and +flowers and many birds. + + + + +II + +THE DEBUT + + +Mrs. Ricker, "washens, scrubben, work by the day or Our," as the sign of +her own lettering announced, had come into a little fortune by the death +of her first husband, Al Kitton, early divorced and late repentant. Just +before my arrival in Friendship she had bought a respectable frame house +in the heart of the village,--for a village will have a heart instead of +having a boulevard,--and with her daughter Emerel she had set up a +modest establishment with Ingrain carpets and parlour pieces, and a bit +of grass in front. Thus Emerel Kitton--we, in our simple, penultimate +way, called it Kitten--became a kind of heiress. She had been christened +Emma Ella, but her mother, of her love of order, had tidied the name to +Emerel, and Friendship had adopted the form, perhaps as having about it +something pleasing and jewel-like. Though Emerel was in the thirties at +the time of her inheritance, she was still pretty, shy, conformable; and +yet there was no disguising that she was nearly a spinster when, as soon +as the white house was settled, Mrs. Ricker issued invitations to her +daughter's coming-out party. + + You aRe Invite + to A + Comen Out Recep + Next wenesday Night at eigt + At Her Home + Emma Ella Kitton + Mrs. Ricker and Kitton + Pa + +the invitations said, and the "Pa" was divined to imply "Please answer." + +"It's Kitton's money an' it's his daughter. I hed to hev him in it +somehow," Mrs. Ricker explained her double signature. "You see," she +added, "up till now I ain't never been situate' so's Emerel _could_ come +out. I've always wanted to give her things, too, but 't seems like when +I've tried, everything's shook its fist at me. It ain't too late. Emerel +looks just like she did fifteen years ago, don't she?" + +It was at once observed that if Emerel shared her mother's enthusiasm +for the project, she did not betray it. But then no one knew much about +Emerel save that she was engaged, and had been so for some years, to big +Abe Daniel, the Methodist tenor, a circumstance wholly unconsidered in +the scheme of her debut. + +Quite simply and with happy pride, Mrs. Ricker and Kitton issued her +invitations to every one in the village who had ever employed her. And +the village was divided against itself. + +"How can we?" Mis' Postmaster Sykes demanded, "I ask you. There's things +to omit an' there's things to observe. We should be The Laughing Stock." + +"The Laughing Stock," variously echoed her followers. + +On the other hand:-- + +"Land, o' course we'll all go," Mis' Amanda Toplady comfortably settled +it, "an' take Emerel a deboo present, civilized. The dear child." + +And to that many of us gladly assented, Timothy, big Amanda's little +husband, going so far as to add: + +"I do vum, the Sykeses feels the post-office like it was that much +oats." + +A day later Timothy's opinion seemed, he thought, to be verified. Mis' +Postmaster Sykes issued "written invites to an evening party, hot supper +and like that," as Friendship communicated it, to be given on the very +night of Emerel's debut. + +Friendship was shaken. Never in the history of the village had two +social affairs been set for the same hour. Indeed, more than one hostess +had postponed an impending tea-party or thimble party or "afternoon +coffee" or "five o'clock supper" on hearing that another was planned for +the same day. And now, when there were those of us anxious to "do +something nice" for hard-working little Mrs. Ricker, the Sykeses had +deliberately sought the forbidden ground. And Society dare not deny Mis' +Sykes, for besides "being who she was" ("She's the leader in Friendship +if they _is_ a leader," we said, emphatically implying that there was +none), she kept two maids,--little young thing and a _rill_ hired +girl,--entertained "above the most," put out her sewing and wore, we +kept in the back of our minds, a bar pin, solid, with "four solitaires" +in it. And, "Oh, you know," Calliope Marsh admitted to me later, "Mis' +Sykes is rilly a great society woman. They isn't anybody's funeral that +she don't get to ride to the cemet'ry." + +Mrs. Ricker and Kitton accepted the situation with fine philosophy. + +"Of course," she said, "the whole town can dance to the Sykeses' +fiddlin' if they want. But it's a pretty pass if they do let anybody +step in before me that's washed for 'em an' cleaned their houses years +on end." + +My own course was pleasantly simple. Mrs. Ricker and Kitton had included +me on her list, accredited, no doubt, because a few weeks earlier she +had helped me to settle my belongings in Oldmoxon house, and since then +had twice swept for me, and was to come in a day or two to do so again. +As I had instantly accepted her invitation, I had no choice when Mis' +Sykes's "written invite" came, even though when it arrived Mis' Sykes +herself was calling on me. + +"Well said," she observed, when she saw a neighbour's little girl, her +temporary servitor, coming up my walk with the invitations in a paper +bag to be kept clean, "I meant to get my call made on you before your +invite got here. I hope you'll overlook taking us both together. I've +meant to call on you before, but I declare it looked like a mountain to +me to get started out. Don't you find your calls a rill chore?" + +But Mis' Sykes's visit was, she confessed, "Errand as well as Call." + +"The Friendship Married Ladies' Cemetery Improvement Sodality," she told +me, as she rose to go, "is to our wits' end to get up a new +entertainment. We want to give something, and we want it should be rill +new and spicey, but of course it has to be pretty quiet, owing to the +Cause--the Dead, so. It bars us from home-talent evenings or festivals +or like that. And the minute I saw the inside o' your house it come to +me: of course you know your house is differ'nt from Friendship. If I'd +been shot out of a gun into it, I wouldn't 'a' sensed I was in +Friendship at all. You've got nice things, all carved an' hard to dust. +The Oldmoxons use' to do a lot o' entertainin', an' everybody remembers +it, an' the house has been shut quite some time. Well, now, you've been +ask' to join the Sodality. An' if you was to announce an Evening Benefit +for it, here in your home, the whole town'd come out to it hot-foot. +We're owin' Zittelhof on Eph Cadoza's coffin yet, an' I shouldn't wonder +an' that one evening would pay him all off _and_, same time, get you +rill well acquainted. Don't you think it's a nice _i_-dea?" + +As I had come to Friendship chiefly to get away from everywhere, I +thought that I had never heard such a bad plan. But inasmuch as I was +obliged to refuse outright one invitation of my visitor's, about the +other I weakly temporized and promised to let her know. And she went +away, deploring my hasty acceptance of Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, although, +"How could you tell?" she strove to excuse me. "A person coming to a +strange town so, _of course_ they accept all their invitations good +faith. And then her signing her name that way might mislead you. It +gives a rill sensation of a hyphen. But still, the spelling--after all +you'd ought--" + +She looked at me with tardy suspicion. + +"Some geniuses can't spell very well, you know," I defended my +discrimination. + +"That's so," she admitted brightly; "I see you're literary." + +The next morning the other principal, Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, arrived to +keep her engagement with me. She was a little woman, suggesting wire, +which gave and sprang when she moved, and paper, which crackled when she +laughed. Her speech was all independence, confidence, self-possession; +but in her silences I have seldom seen so wistful a face as hers. + +In response to my question:-- + +"Oh," Mrs. Ricker and Kitton said brightly, "everything's goin' fine. I +s'pose the town's still decidin' between us, but up to now I ain't had +but one regrets that can't come--that's Mis' Stew. She wrote it was on +account o' domestic affliction, an' I hadn't heard what, so I went right +down. 'Seems nobody had died--she ain't much of any family, anyway. But +she'd wrote her letter out of a letter book, an' the only one she could +find regrettin' an invite give domestic affliction for the reason. She +said she didn't know a letter like that hed to be true, an' I don't know +as it does, either." + +She stood silent for a moment, searching my face. + +"Look-a-here," she said; "they's somethin' I thought of. Mebbe you've +heard of it bein' done in the City somewheres. Do you s'pose folks'd be +willin' to send Emerel's an' my funeral flowers to the comin' out party +_instead_?" + +"Funeral...?" I doubted. + +"Grave flowers," she explained. "You know, they're a perfect waste so +far's the General Dead is concerned. An' land knows, the fam'ly don't +sense 'em much more. Anyway, Emerel an' I ain't got any fam'ly. An' if +folks'd be willin' to send us what flowers they would send us if we died +_now_, then they'd do us some good. We'll never want 'em more'n we do +now, dead or alive. 'Least, I won't. Emerel, she don't seem to care. But +do you think it'd be all right if I was to mention it out around?" + +My desire to have this happen I did my best not to confuse with a +disinterested opinion. But indeed Mrs. Ricker and Kitton was seldom in +need of an opinion, as was proved that night by the appearance of this +notice in the Friendship _Daily_:-- + + All that would give flowers when dead please send same anyhow and + not expected to send same if we do die afterwards. + + MRS. RICKER AND KITTON. + +All of Friendship society which intended to accept Mis' Sykes's +invitation hastened with relieved eagerness to follow with flowers its +regrets to the "comen out recep." For every one was genuinely attached +to the little laundress and interested in her welfare--up to the point +of sacrificing social interests in the eyes of the Sykeses. Friendship +gardens were rich with Autumn, cosmos and salvia and opulent asters, and +on the morning of the two parties this store of sweetness was rifled for +the debutante. By noon Mrs. Ricker and Kitton was saying in awe, "Nobody +in Friendship ever had this many flowers, dead, or alive, or rich." And +although some of us grieved that Mis' Postmaster Sykes had shown what +she named her good-will by ordering from the town a pillow of white +carnations (but with no "wording"), Mrs. Ricker and Kitton received even +this suggestive token with simple-hearted delight. + +"It'll look lovely on the lamp shelf," she observed. "I've often planned +how nice my parlour'd trim up for a funeral." + +In the preparation for the two events, the one unconcerned and +unconsulted appeared to be the debutante herself. We never said +"Emerel's party"; we all said "Mis' Ricker's party." We knew that Mrs. +Ricker and Kitton was putting painstaking care on Emerel's coming-out +dress, which was to be a surprise, but otherwise Emerel was seldom even +mentioned in connection with her debut. And whenever we saw her, it was +as Friendship had seen her for two years,--walking quietly with Abe +Daniel, her betrothed. + +"It's doin' things kind o' backwards," Calliope Marsh said, "engaged +first an' comin' out in society afterwards. But I donno as it's any more +backwards than ridin' to the cemet'ry feet first. What's what all +depends on what you agree on for What. If it ain't your soul you mean +about," she added cryptically. + +The Topladys and others of us who united to uphold Emerel, and +especially to uphold Emerel's mother, could not but realize that the +majority of Friendship society had regretted to decline the debut party, +and had been pleased to accept the hospitality of the Postmaster +Sykeses. I dare say that this may have been partly why, in the usual +self-indulgence of challenge, I put on my prettiest frock for the party +and prepared to set out somewhat early, hoping for the amusement of +sharing in the finishing touches. But as I was leaving my house Calliope +Marsh arrived, buttoned tightly in her best gray henrietta, her cheeks +hot with some intense excitement. + +"Well," she said without preface, "they've done it. Emerel Kitton's +married. She's just married Abe at the parsonage to get out o' bein' +debooed. They've gone to take the train now." + +No one could fail to see what this would mean to Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, +and, rather than the newly married Emerel, it was she who absorbed our +speculation. + +"Mis' Ricker just slimpsed," Calliope told me. "I says to her: 'Look +here, Mis' Ricker, don't you go givin' in. Your kitchen's a sight with +the good things o' your hand--think o' that,' I told her; 'think how you +mortgaged your very funeral for to-night, an' brace yourself up,' An' +she says, awful pitiful: 'I _can't_, Calliope,' she says. ''T seems like +this slips the pins right out. They ain't nothin' to deboo with now, +anyway,' she told me. 'How can I?'" + +"Oh, poor Mrs. Ricker!" I exclaimed. + +Calliope looked at me intently. + +"Well," she said, "that's what I run in about. You're a stranger just +fresh come here. You ain't met folks much yet. An' Mis' Sykes, she's +just crazy to get a-hold o' you an' your house for the Sodality. An' the +only thing I could think of for Mis' Ricker--well, would you stand up +with Mis' Ricker to-night an' shake all their hands? An' sort o' leave +her deboo for _you_, you might say?" + +I think that I loved Calliope for this even before she understood my +assent. But she added something which puzzled me. + +"If I was you," she observed, "I'd do somethin' else to-night, too. You +could do it--or I could do it for you. You don't expect to let Mis' +Sykes hev the Sodality here, do you?" + +"I might have had it here," I said impulsively, "if she had not done +this to poor little Mrs. Ricker." + +"Would--would you give me the lief to say that?" Calliope asked +demurely. + +I had no objection in the world to any one knowing my opinion of Mis' +Postmaster Sykes's proceeding,--"one of her preposterousnesses," +Calliope called it,--and I said so, and set off for Mrs. Ricker's, while +Calliope herself flew somewhere else on some last mission. And, "Mis' +Sykes'd ought to be showed," she called to me over-shoulder. "That +woman's got a sinful pride. She'd wear fur in August to prove she could +afford to hev moths!" + +The Ricker parlour was a garden which sloped gently, as a garden should, +for the house was old and the parlour floor sagged toward the entrance +so that the front of the organ was propped on wooden blocks. The room +was bedizened with flowers, in dishes, tins, and gallon jars, so that it +seemed some way an alien thing, like a prune horse. On the lamp shelf +was the huge white carnation pillow, across which the hostess had +inscribed "welcom," in stems. + +Within ten minutes of the appointed hour all those who had been pleased +to accept were in the rooms, and Mrs. Ricker and Kitton and I, standing +among the funeral flowers, received the guests while Calliope, hovering +at the door, gave the key with: "Ain't you heard? Emerel's a bride +instead of a debbytant. Ain't it a rill joke? Married to-night an' we're +here to celebrate. Throw off your things." Then she hopelessly involved +them in a presentation to me, and between us we contrived to elide Mrs. +Ricker and Kitton from all save her perfunctory office, until her voice +and lips ceased their trembling. Poor little hostess, in her starched +lawn which had seemed to her adequate for her unpretentious role of +mother! All her humour and independence and self-possession had left +her, and in their stead, on what was to have been her great night, had +settled only the immemorial wistfulness. + +Although I did not then foresee it, the guests that evening were +destined to point me to many meanings, like sketches in the note-book of +a patient Pen. I am fond of remembering them as I saw them first: the +Topladys, that great Mis' Amanda, ponderous, majestic, and suggesting +black grosgrain, her beaming way of whole-hearted approval not quite +masking the critical, house-wife glances which she continually cast; and +little Timothy, her husband, who, in company, went quite out of his head +and could think of nothing to say save "Blisterin' Benson, what I think +is this: ain't everything movin' off nice?" Dear Doctor June, pastor +emeritus of Friendship, since he was so identified with all the village +interests that not many could tell from what church he had retired. (At +each of the three Friendship churches he rented a pew, and contributed +impartially to their beneficences; and, "seems to me the Lord would of," +he sometimes apologized for this.) Photographer Jimmy Sturgis, who stood +about with one eye shut, and who drove the 'bus, took charge of the +mail-bags, conducted a photograph gallery, and painted portraits. ("The +Dead From Photos a specialty," was tacked on the risers of the stairs +leading to his studio.) And Mis' Photographer Sturgis, who was an +invalid and "very, very seldom got out." (Not, I was to learn, an +invalid because of ill health, but by nature. She was an invalid as +other people are blond or brunette, and no more to be said about it.) +Miss Liddy Ember, the village seamstress, and her beautiful sister +Ellen, who was "not quite right," and whom Miss Liddy took about and +treated like a child until the times when Ellen "come herself again," +and then she quite overshadowed in personality little busy Miss Liddy. +Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, and Eppleby Holcomb, and the "Other" +Holcombs; Mis' Doctor Helman, the Gekerjecks, who "kept the drug store," +and scented the world with musk and essences. ("Musk on one handkerchief +and some kind o' flower scent on your other one," Mis' Gekerjeck was +wont to say, "then you can suit everybody, say who who will.")--These +and the others Mrs. Ricker and Kitton and I received, standing before +the white carnation pillow. And I, who had come to Friendship to get +away from everywhere, found myself the one to whom they did honour, as +they were to have honoured Emerel. + +When the hour for supper came, Mrs. Ricker and Kitton excused herself +because she must "see to gettin' it on to the plates," and Mis' Toplady, +Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, Calliope, and I "handed." We had all +lent silver and dishes--indeed, save at Mis' Sykes's (and of course at +the Proudfits' of Proudfit estate), there is rarely a Friendship party +at which the pantries of the guests are not represented, an arrangement +seeming almost to hold in anticipation certain social and political +ideals. (If the telephone yields us an invitation from those whom we +know best, we always answer: "Thank you. I will. What do you want me to +send over?" Is there such a matter-of-course federation on any +boulevard?) And after the guests had been served and the talk had been +resumed, we four who had "handed" sat down, with Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, +at meat, at a corner of the kitchen table. + +"Everything tastes like so much chips to me when I hev company, anyhow," +the hostess said sadly, "but to-night it's got the regular salt-pork +taste. When I'm nervous or got delegates or comin' down with anything, I +always taste salt pork." + +"Well, everything's all of a whirl to me," Calliope confessed, "an' I +should think your brains, Mis' Ricker, 'd be fair rarin' 'round in your +head." + +"Who didn't eat what?" Mrs. Ricker and Kitton asked listlessly. "I meant +to keep track when the plates come out, but I didn't. Did they all take +a-hold rill good?" + +"They wa'n't any mincin' 't _I_ see," Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss +assured her. "Everything you had was lovely, an' everybody made 'way +with all they got." + +We might have kept indefinitely on at these fascinating comparisons, but +some unaccountable stir and bustle and rise of talk in the other rooms +persuaded our attention. ("Can they be goin' _home_?" cried that great +Mis' Amanda Toplady. "If they are, I'll go bail Timothy Toplady started +it." And, "I bet they've broke the finger bowl," Mrs. Ricker and Kitton +prophesied darkly.) And then we all went in to see what had happened, +but it was what none of us could possibly have forecast: Crowding in the +parlour, overflowing into the sitting room, still entering from the +porch, were Postmaster and Mis' Postmaster Sykes and _all_ their guests. + +It was quite as if Wishes had gathered head and spirited them there. I +remember the white little face of Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, luminously +gratified to the point of triumph; and Mis' Sykes's brisk and cordial +"No reason why we shouldn't go to two receptions in an evening, like +they do in the City, Mis' Ricker, is they?" And the aplomb of the +hostess's self-respecting, corrective "_An'_ Kitton. 'Count of Al bein' +so thoughtful in death." And then to my amazement Mis' Postmaster Sykes +turned to me and held out both hands. + +"I _am_ so _glad_," she said, almost in the rhythm of certain exhausts, +"that you've decided to hev Sodality at your house. You must just let me +take a-hold of it for you and _run_ it. And I'm going to propose your +name the very next meeting we hev, can't I?" + + * * * * * + +I walked home with Calliope when we had left Mrs. Ricker and Kitton, +tired but triumphant. ("Land," the hostess said, "now it's turned out so +nice, I donno but I'm rill pleased Emerel's married. I'd hate to think +o' borrowin' all them things over again for a weddin'.") And in the dark +street Calliope said to me:-- + +"You see what I done, I guess. I told you Mis' Sykes was reg'lar +up-in-arms about usin' your house--though I think the rill reason is she +wants to get upstairs in it. You know how some are. So I marched myself +up there before the party, an' I told her you wasn't goin' to hev +Sodality sole because you thought she'd been so mean to Mis' Ricker. An' +I give her to understand sharp off 't she'd better do what she did do if +she wanted you in the Sodality at all. 'An',' s'I, 'I donno what she'll +think o' you anyway, not knowin' enough to go to two companies in one +evenin', like the City, even if one is your own.' She see reason. You +know, Mis' Sykes an' I are kind o' connections, but you can make even +your relations see sense if you go at 'em right. I donno," Calliope +ended doubtfully, "but I done wrong. An' yet I feel good friends with my +backbone too, like I'd done right!" + +And it was so that having come to Friendship Village to get away from +everywhere, I yet found myself abruptly launched in its society, +committed to its Sodality, and, best of all, friends with Calliope +Marsh. + + + + +III + +NOBODY SICK, NOBODY POOR + + +Two days before Thanksgiving the air was already filled with white +turkey feathers, and I stood at a window and watched until the +loneliness of my still house seemed like something pointing a mocking +finger at me. When I could bear it no longer I went out in the snow, and +through the soft drifts I fought my way up the Plank Road toward the +village. + +I had almost passed the little bundled figure before I recognized +Calliope. She was walking in the middle of the road, as in Friendship we +all walk in winter; and neither of us had umbrellas. I think that I +distrust people who put up umbrellas on a country road in a fall of +friendly flakes. + +Instead of inquiring perfunctorily how I did, she greeted me with a +fragment of what she had been thinking--which is always as if one were +to open a door of his mind to you instead of signing you greeting from a +closed window. + +"I just been tellin' myself," she looked up to say without preface, +"that if I could see one more good old-fashion' Thanksgivin', life'd +sort o' smooth out. An' land knows, it needs some smoothin' out for me." + +With this I remember that it was as if my own loneliness spoke for me. +At my reply Calliope looked at me quickly--as if I, too, had opened a +door. + +"Sometimes Thanksgivin' _is_ some like seein' the sun shine when you're +feelin' rill rainy yourself," she said thoughtfully. + +She held out her blue-mittened hand and let the flakes fall on it in +stars and coronets. + +"I wonder," she asked evenly, "if you'd help me get up a Thanksgivin' +dinner for a few poor sick folks here in Friendship?" + +In order to keep my self-respect, I recall that I was as ungracious as +possible. I think I said that the day meant so little to me that I was +willing to do anything to avoid spending it alone. A statement which +seems to me now not to bristle with logic. + +"That's nice of you," Calliope replied genially. Then she hesitated, +looking down Daphne Street, which the Plank Road had become, toward +certain white houses. There were the homes of Mis' Mayor Uppers, Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, and the Liberty sisters,--all substantial +dignified houses, typical of the simple prosperity of the countryside. + +"The only trouble," she added simply, "is that in Friendship I don't +know of a soul rill sick, nor a soul what you might call poor." + +At this I laughed, unwillingly enough. Dear Calliope! Here indeed was a +drawback to her project. + +"Honestly," she said reflectively, "Friendship can't seem to do anything +like any other town. When the new minister come here, he give out he was +goin' to do settlement work. An' his second week in the place he come to +me with a reg'lar hang-dog look. 'What kind of a town is this?' he says +to me, disgusted. 'They ain't nobody sick in it an' they ain't nobody +poor!' I guess he could 'a' got along without the poor--most of us can. +But we mostly like to hev a few sick to carry the flowers off our house +plants to, an' now an' then a tumbler o' jell. An' yet I've known weeks +at a time when they wasn't a soul rill flat down sick in Friendship. +It's so now. An' that's hard, when you're young an' enthusiastic, like +the minister." + +"But where are you going to find your guests then, Calliope?" I asked +curiously. + +"Well," she said brightly, "I was just plannin' as you come up with me. +An' I says to myself: 'God give me to live in a little bit of a place +where we've all got enough to get along on, an' Thanksgivin' finds us +all in health. It looks like He'd afflicted us by lettin' us hev nobody +to do for.' An' then it come to me that if we was to get up the +dinner,--with all the misery an' hunger they is in the world,--God in +His goodness would let some of it come our way to be fed. 'In the +wilderness a cedar,' you know--as Liddy Ember an' I was always tellin' +each other when we kep' shop together. An' so to-day I said to myself +I'd go to work an' get up the dinner an' trust there'd be eaters for +it." + +"Why, Calliope," I said, "Calliope!" + +"I ain't got much to do with, myself," she added apologetically; +"the most I've got in my sullar, I guess, is a gallon jar o' +watermelon pickles. I could give that. You don't think it sounds +irreverent--connectin' God with a big dinner, so?" she asked anxiously. + +And, at my reply:-- + +"Well, then," she said briskly, "let's step in an' see a few folks that +might be able to tell us of somebody to do for. Let's ask Mis' Mayor +Uppers an' Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, an' the Liberty girls." + +Because I was lonely and idle, and because I dreaded inexpressibly going +back to my still house, I went with her. Her ways were a kind of +entertainment, and I remember that I believed my leisure to be infinite. + +We turned first toward the big shuttered house of Mis' Mayor Uppers, to +whom, although her husband had been a year ago removed from office, +discredited, and had not since been seen in Friendship, we yet gave her +old proud title, as if she had been Former Lady Mayoress. For the +present mayor, Authority Hubblethwaite, was, as Calliope said, +"unconnect'." + +I watched Mis' Uppers in some curiosity while Calliope explained that +she was planning a dinner for the poor and sick,--"the lame and the sick +that's comfortable enough off to eat,"--and could she suggest some poor +and sick to ask? Mis' Uppers was like a vinegar cruet of mine, slim and +tall, with a little grotesquely puckered face for a stopper, as if the +whole known world were sour. + +"I'm sure," she said humbly, "it's a nice i-dea. But I declare, I'm put +to it to suggest. We ain't got nobody sick nor nobody poor in +Friendship, you know." + +"Don't you know of anybody kind o' hard up? Or somebody that, if they +ain't down sick, feels sort o' spindlin'?" Calliope asked anxiously. + +Mis' Uppers thought, rocking a little and running a pin in and out of a +fold of her skirt. + +"No," she said at length, "I don't know a soul. I think the church'd +give a good deal if a real poor family'd come here to do for. Since the +Cadozas went, we ain't known which way to look for poor. Mis' Ricker +gettin' her fortune so puts her beyond the wolf. An' Peleg Bemus, you +can't _get_ him to take anything. No, I don't know of anybody real +decently poor." + +"An' nobody sick?" Calliope pressed her wistfully. + +"Well, there's Mis' Crawford," admitted Mis' Uppers; "she had a spell o' +lumbago two weeks ago, but I see her pass the house to-day. Mis' Brady +was laid up with toothache, too, but the _Daily_ last night said she'd +had it out. An' Mis' Doctor Helman did have one o' her stomach attacks +this week, an' Elzabella got out her dyin' dishes an' her dyin' linen +from the still-room--you know how Mis' Doctor always brings out her nice +things when she's sick, so't if she should die an' the neighbours come +in, it'd all be shipshape. But she got better this time an' helped put +'em back. I declare it's hard to get up anything in the charity line +here." + +Calliope sat smiling a little, and I knew that it was because of her +secret certainty that "some o' the hunger" would come her way, to be +fed. + +"I can't help thinkin'," she said quietly, "that we'll find somebody. +An' I tell you what: if we do, can I count on you to help some?" + +Mis' Mayor Uppers flushed with quick pleasure. + +"Me, Calliope?" she said. And I remembered that they had told me how the +Friendship Married Ladies' Cemetery Improvement Sodality had been unable +to tempt Mis' Uppers to a single meeting since the mayor ran away. "Oh, +but I couldn't though," she said wistfully. + +"No need to go to the table if you don't want," Calliope told her. "Just +bake up somethin' for us an' bring it over. Make a couple o' your cherry +pies--did you get hold of any cherries to put up this year? Well, a +couple o' your cherry pies an' a batch o' your nice drop sponge cakes," +she directed. "Could you?" + +Mis' Mayor Uppers looked up with a kind of light in her eyes. + +"Why, yes," she said, "I could, I guess. I'll bake 'em Thanksgivin' +mornin'. I--I was wonderin' how I'd put in the day." + +When we stepped out in the snow again, Calliope's face was shining. +Sometimes now, when my faith is weak in any good thing, I remember her +look that November morning. But all that I thought then was how I was +being entertained that lonely day. + +The dear Liberty sisters were next, Lucy and Viny and Libbie Liberty. We +went to the side door,--there were houses in Friendship whose front +doors we tacitly understood that we were never expected to use,--and we +found the sisters down cellar, with shawls over their heads, feeding +their hens through the cellar window, opening on the glassed-in coop +under the porch. + +In Friendship it is a point of etiquette for a morning caller never to +interrupt the employment of a hostess. So we obeyed the summons of the +Liberty sisters to "come right down"; and we sat on a firkin and an +inverted tub while Calliope told her plan and the hens fought for +delectable morsels. + +"My grief!" said Libbie Liberty, tartly, "where you goin' to _get_ your +sick an' poor?" + +Mis' Viny, balancing on the window ledge to reach for eggs, looked back +at us. + +"Friendship's so comfortable that way," she said, "I don't see how you +can get up much of anything." + +And little Miss Lucy, kneeling on the floor of the cellar to measure +more feed, said without looking up:-- + +"You know, since mother died we ain't never done anything for holidays. +No--we can't seem to want to think about Thanksgiving or Christmas or +like that." + +They all turned their grave lined faces toward us. + +"We want to let the holidays just slip by without noticin'," Miss Viny +told us. "Seems like it hurts less that way." + +Libbie Liberty smiled wanly. + +"Don't you know," she said, "when you hold your hand still in hot water, +you don't feel how hot the water really is? But when you move around in +it some, it begins to burn you. Well, when we let Thanksgiving an' +Christmas alone, it ain't so bad. But when we start to move around in +'em--" + +Her voice faltered and stopped. + +"We miss mother terrible," Miss Lucy said simply. + +Calliope put her blue mitten to her mouth, but her eyes she might not +hide, and they were soft with sympathy. + +"I know--I know," she said. "I remember the first Christmas after my +mother died--I ached like the toothache all over me, an' I couldn't bear +to open my presents. Nor the next year I couldn't either--I couldn't +open my presents with any heart. But--" Calliope hesitated, "that second +year," she said, "I found somethin' I could do. I saw I could fix up +little things for other folks an' take some comfort in it. Like mother +would of." + +She was silent for a moment, looking thoughtfully at the three lonely +figures in the dark cellar of their house. + +"Your mother," she said abruptly, "stuffed the turkey for a year ago the +last harvest home." + +"Yes," they said. + +"Look here," said Calliope; "if I can get some poor folks together,--or +even _one_ poor folk, or hungry,--will you three come over to my house +an' stuff the turkey? The way--I can't help thinkin' the way your mother +would of, if she'd been here. An' then," Calliope went on briskly, +"could you bring some fresh eggs an' make a pan o' custard over to my +house? An' mebbe one o' you'd stir up a sunshine cake. You must know how +to make your mother's sunshine cake?" + +There was another silence in the cellar when Calliope had done, and for +a minute I wondered if, after all, she had not failed, and if the +bleeding of the three hearts might be so stanched. It was not +self-reliant Libbie Liberty who spoke first; it was gentle Miss Lucy. + +"I guess," she said, "I could, if we all do it. I know mother would of." + +"Yes," Miss Viny nodded, "mother would of." + +Libbie Liberty stood for a moment with compressed lips. + +"It seems like not payin' respect to mother," she began; and then shook +her head. "It ain't that," she said; "it's only missin' her when we +begin to step around the kitchen, bakin' up for a holiday." + +"I know--I know," Calliope said again. "That's why I said for you to +come over in my kitchen. You come over there an' stir up the sunshine +cake, too, an' bake it in my oven, so's we can hev it et hot. Will you +do that?" + +And after a little time they consented. If Calliope found any sick or +poor, they would do that. + +"We ain't gettin' many i-dees for guests," Calliope said, as we reached +the street, "but we're gettin' helpers, anyway. An' some dinner, too." + +Then we went to the house of Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss--called +so, of course, to distinguish her from the "Other" Holcombs. + +"Don't you be shocked at her," Calliope warned me, as we closed Mis' +Holcomb's gate behind us; "she's dreadful diff'r'nt an' bitter since +Abigail was married last month. She's got hold o' some kind of a Persian +book, in a decorated cover, from the City; an' now she says your soul is +like when you look in a lookin'-glass--that there ain't really nothin' +there. An' that the world's some wind an' the rest water, an' they ain't +no God only your own breath--oh, poor Mis' Holcomb!" said Calliope. "I +guess she ain't rill balanced. But we ought to go to see her. We always +consult Mis' Holcomb about everything." + +Poor Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss! I can see her now in her +comfortable dining room, where she sat cleaning her old silver, her +thin, veined hands as fragile as her grandmother's spoons. + +"Of course, you don't know," she said, when Calliope had unfolded her +plans, "how useless it all seems to me. What's the use--I keep sayin' to +myself now'-days; what's the use? You put so much pains on somethin', +an' then it goes off an' leaves you. Mebbe it dies, an' everything's all +wasted. There ain't anything to tie to. It's like lookin' in a glass all +the while. It's seemin', it ain't bein'. We ain't certain o' nothin' but +our breath, an' when that goes, what hev you got? What's the use o' +plannin' Thanksgivin' for anybody?" + +"Well, if you're hungry, it's kind o' nice to get fed up," said +Calliope, crisply. "Don't you know a soul that's hungry, Mame Bliss?" + +She shook her head. + +"No," she said, "I don't. Nor nobody sick in body." + +"Nobody sick in body," Calliope repeated absently. + +"Soul-sick an' soul-hungry you can't feed up," Mis' Holcomb added. + +"I donno," said Calliope, thoughtfully, "I donno but you can." + +"No," Mis' Holcomb went on; "your soul's like yourself in the glass: +they ain't anything there." + +"I donno," Calliope said again; "some mornin's when I wake up with the +sun shinin' in, I can feel my soul in me just as plain as plain." + +Mis' Holcomb sighed. + +"Life looks dreadful footless to me," she said. + +"Well," said Calliope, "sometimes life _is_ some like hearin' +firecrackers go off when you don't feel up to shootin' 'em yourself. +When I'm like that, I always think if I'd go out an' buy a bunch or two, +an' get somebody to give me a match, I could see more sense to things. +Look here, Mame Bliss; if I get hold o' any folks to give the dinner +for, will you help me some?" + +"Yes," Mis' Holcomb assented half-heartedly, "I'll help you. I ain't +nobody much in family, now Abigail's done what she has. They's only +Eppleby, an' he won't be home Thanksg'vin this year. So I ain't nothin' +else to do." + +"That's the _i_-dee," said Calliope, heartily; "if everything's foolish, +it's just as foolish doin' nothin' as doin' somethin'. Will you bring +over a kettleful o' boiled potatoes to my house Thanksgivin' noon? An' +mash 'em an' whip 'em in my kitchen? I'll hev the milk to put in. +You--you don't cook as much as some, do you, Mame?" + +Did Calliope ask her that purposely? I am almost sure that she did. Mis' +Holcomb's neck stiffened a little. + +"I guess I can cook a thing or two beside mash' potatoes," she said, and +thought for a minute. "How'd you like a pan o' 'scalloped oysters an' +some baked macaroni with plenty o' cheese?" she demanded. + +"Sounds like it'd go down awful easy," admitted Calliope, smiling. "It's +just what we need to carry the dinner off full sail," she added +earnestly. + +"Well, I ain't nothin' else to do an' I'll make 'em," Mis' Holcomb +promised. "Only it beats me who you can find to do for. If you don't get +anybody, let me know before I order the oysters." + +Calliope stood up, her little wrinkled face aglow; and I wondered at her +confidence. + +"You just go ahead an' order your oysters," she said. "That dinner's +goin' to come off Thanksgivin' noon at twelve o'clock. An' you be there +to help feed the hungry, Mame." + +When we were on the street again, Calliope looked at me with her way of +shy eagerness. + +"Could you hev the dinner up to your house," she asked me, "if I do +every bit o' the work?" + +"Why, Calliope," I said, amazed at her persistence, "have it there, of +course. But you haven't any guests yet." + +She nodded at me through the falling flakes. + +"You say you ain't got much to be thankful for," she said, "so I thought +mebbe you'd put in the time that way. Don't you worry about folks to eat +the dinner. I'll tell Mis' Holcomb an' the others to come to your +house--an I'll get the food an' the folks. Don't you worry! An' I'll +bring my watermelon pickles an' a bowl o' cream for Mis' Holcomb's +potatoes, an' I'll furnish the turkey--a big one. The rest of us'll get +the dinner in your kitchen Thanksgivin' mornin'. My!" she said, "seems +though life's smoothin' out fer me a'ready. Good-by--it's 'most noon." + +She hurried up Daphne Street in the snow, and I turned toward my lonely +house. But I remember that I was planning how I would make my table +pretty, and how I would add a delicacy or two from the City for this +strange holiday feast. And I found myself hurrying to look over certain +long-disused linen and silver, and to see whether my Cloth-o'-Gold rose +might be counted on to bloom by Thursday noon. + + + + +IV + +COVERS FOR SEVEN + + +"We'll set the table for seven folks," said Calliope, at my house on +Thanksgiving morning. + +"Seven!" I echoed. "But where in the world did you ever find seven, +Calliope?" + +"I found 'em," she answered. "I knew I could find hungry folks to do for +if I tried, an' I found 'em. You'll see. I sha'n't say another word. +They'll be here by twelve, sharp. Did the turkey come?" + +Yes, the turkey had come, and almost as she spoke the dear Liberty +sisters arrived to dress and stuff it, and to make ready the pan of +custard, and to "stir up" the sunshine cake. I could guess how the +pleasant bustle in my kitchen would hurt them by its holiday air, and I +carried them off to see my Cloth-o'-Gold rose which had opened in the +night, to the very crimson heart of it. And I told them of the seven +guests whom, after all, Calliope had actually contrived to marshal to +her dinner. And in the midst of our almost gay speculation on this, they +went at their share of the task. + +The three moved about their offices gravely at first, Libbie Liberty +keeping her back to us as she worked, Miss Viny scrupulously intent on +the delicate clatter of the egg-beater, Miss Lucy with eyes downcast on +the sage she rolled. I noted how Calliope made little excuses to pass +near each of them, with now a touch of the hand and now a pat on a +shoulder, and all the while she talked briskly of ways and means and +recipes, and should there be onions in the dressing or should there not +be? We took a vote on this and were about to chop the onions in when +Mis' Holcomb's little maid arrived at my kitchen door with a bowl of +oysters which Mis' Holcomb had had left from the 'scallop, an' wouldn't +we like 'em in the stuffin'? Roast turkey stuffed with oysters! I saw +Libbie Liberty's eyes brighten so delightedly that I brought out a jar +of seedless raisins and another of preserved cherries to add to the +custard, and then a bag of sweet almonds to be blanched and split for +the cake o' sunshine. Surely, one of us said, the seven guests could be +preparing for their Thanksgiving dinner with no more zest than we were +putting into that dinner for their sakes. + +"Seven guests!" we said over and again. "Calliope, how did you do it? +When everybody says there's nobody in Friendship that's either sick or +poor?" + +"Nobody sick, nobody poor!" Calliope exclaimed, piling a dish with +watermelon pickles. "Land, you might think that was the town motto. +Well, the town don't know everything. Don't you ask me so many +questions." + +Before eleven o'clock Mis' Mayor Uppers tapped at my back door, with two +deep-dish cherry pies in a basket, and a row of her delicate, feathery +sponge cakes and a jar of pineapple and pie-plant preserves "to chink +in." She drew a deep breath and stood looking about the kitchen. + +"Throw off your things an' help, Mis' Uppers," Calliope admonished her, +one hand on the cellar door. "I'm just goin' down for some sweet +potatoes Mis' Holcomb sent over this morning, an' you might get 'em +ready, if you will. We ain't goin' to let you off now, spite of what +you've done for us." + +So Mis' Mayor Uppers hung up her shawl and washed the sweet potatoes. +And my kitchen was fragrant with spices and flavourings and an odorous +oven, and there was no end of savoury business to be at. I found myself +glad of the interest of these others in the day and glad of the stirring +in my lonely house. Even if their bustle could not lessen my own +loneliness, it was pleasant, I said to myself, to see them quicken with +interest; and the whole affair entertained my infinite leisure. After +all, I was not required to be thankful. I merely loaned my house, cosey +in its glittering drifts of turkey feathers, and the day was no more and +no less to me than before, though I own that I did feel more than an +amused interest in Calliope's guests. Whom, in Friendship, had she found +"to do for," I detected myself speculating with real interest as in the +dining room, with one and another to help me, I made ready my table. My +prettiest dishes and silver, the Cloth-o'-Gold rose, and my +yellow-shaded candles made little auxiliary welcomes. Whoever Calliope's +guests were, we would do them honour and give them the best we had. And +in the midst of all came from the City the box with my gift of hothouse +fruit and a rosebud for every plate. + +"Calliope!" I cried, as I went back to the kitchen, "Calliope, it's +nearly twelve now. Tell us who the guests are, or we won't finish +dinner!" + +Calliope laughed and shook her head and opened the door for Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, who entered, followed by her little maid, +both laden with good things. + +"I prepared for seven," Mis' Holcomb said. "That was the word you sent +me--but where you got your seven sick an' poor in Friendship beats me. +I'll stay an' help for a while--but to me it all seems like so much +monkey work." + +We worked with a will that last half-hour, and the spirit of the kitchen +came upon them all. I watched them, amused and pleased at Mis' Mayor +Uppers's flushed anxiety over the sweet potatoes, at Libbie Liberty +furiously basting the turkey, and at Miss Lucy exclaiming with delight +as she unwrapped the rosebuds from their moss. But I think that Mis' +Holcomb pleased me most, for with the utensils of housewifery in her +hands she seemed utterly to have forgotten that there is no use in +anything at all. This was not wonderful in the presence of such a +feathery cream of mashed potatoes and such aromatic coffee as she made. +_There_ was something to tie to. Those were real, at any rate, and +beyond all seeming. + +Just before twelve Calliope caught off her apron and pulled down her +sleeves. + +"Now," she said, "I'm going to welcome the guests. I can--can't I?" she +begged me. "Everything's all ready but putting on. I won't need to come +out here again; when I ring the bell on the sideboard, dish it up an' +bring it in, all together--turkey ahead an' vegetables followin'. Mis' +Holcomb, you help 'em, won't you? An' then you can leave if you want. +Talk about an old-fashion' Thanksgivin'. My!" + +"Who _has_ she got?" Libbie Liberty burst out, basting the turkey. "I +declare, I'm nervous as a witch, I'm so curious!" + +And then the clock struck twelve, and a minute after we heard Calliope +tinkle a silvery summons on the call-bell. + +I remember that it was Mis' Holcomb herself--to whom nothing +mattered--who rather lost her head as we served our feast, and who was +about putting in dishes both her oysters and her macaroni instead of +carrying in the fair, brown, smoking bake pans. But at last we were +ready--Mis' Holcomb at our head with the turkey, the others following +with both hands filled, and I with the coffee-pot. As they gave the +signal to start, something--it may have been the mystery before us, or +the good things about us, or the mere look of the Thanksgiving snow on +the window-sills--seemed to catch at the hearts of them all, and they +laughed a little, almost joyously, those five for whom joy had seemed +done, and I found myself laughing too. + +So we six filed into the dining room to serve whomever Calliope had +found "to do for." I wonder that I had not guessed before. There stood +Calliope at the foot of the table, with its lighted candles and its +Cloth-o'-Gold rose, and the other six chairs were quite vacant. + +"Sit down!" Calliope cried to us, with tears and laughter in her voice. +"Sit down, all six of you. Don't you see? Didn't you know? Ain't we +soul-sick an' soul-hungry, all of us? An' I tell you, this is goin' to +do our souls good--an' our stomachs too!" + +Nobody dropped anything, even in the flood of our amazement. We managed +to get our savoury burden on the table, and some way we found ourselves +in the chairs--I at the head of my table where Calliope led me. And we +all talked at once, exclaiming and questioning, with sudden thanksgiving +in our hearts that in the world such things may be. + +"I was hungry an' sick," Calliope was telling, "for an old-fashion' +Thanksgivin'--or anything that'd smooth life out some. But I says to +myself, 'It looks like God had afflicted us by not givin' us anybody to +do for.' An' then I started out to find some poor an' some sick--an' +each one o' you knows what I found. An' I ask' myself before I got home +that day, 'Why not them an' me?' There's lots o' kinds o' things to do +on Thanksgivin' Day. Are you ever goin' to forgive me?" + +I think that we all answered at once. But what we all meant was what +Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss said, as she sat flushed and smiling +behind the coffee-cups:-- + +"I declare, I feel something like I ain't felt since I don't know when!" + +And Calliope nodded at her. + +"I guess that's your soul, Mame Bliss," she said. "You can always feel +it if you go to work an' act as if you got one. I'll take my coffee +clear." + + + + +V + +THE SHADOW OF GOOD THINGS TO COME + + +The Friendship accommodation reaches the village from the City at six +o'clock at night, and we call the train the Dick Dasher, because Dick +Dasher is its engineer. We "come out on the Dick Dasher" and we "go in +on the Through"; but the Through is a kind of institution, like +marriage, while the Dick Dasher is a thing more intimate, like one's +wedding. It was one winter night on the latter that I hardly heeded what +I overheard. + +"The Lord will provide, Delia," Doctor June was saying. + +"I ain't sure," came a piping answer, "as they is any Lord. An' don't +you tell anybody 'bout seein' me on this train. I'm goin' on +through--west." + + "Thy footfall is a silver thing, + West----west!" + +I said over to the beat of the wheels, but the words that I said over +were more insistent than the words that I heard. I was watching the eyes +of a motor-car carrying threads of streaming light, moving near the +track, swifter than the train. It belonged, as I divined, to the +Proudfits of Friendship, and it was carrying Madame Proudfit and her +daughter Clementina, after a day of shopping and visiting in the town. +And when I saw them returning home in this airy fashion,--as if they +were the soul and I in the stuffy Dick Dasher were the body,--I renewed +a certain distaste for them, since in their lives these Proudfits seemed +goblin-like, with no interest in any save their own picturesque +flittings. But while I shrugged at myself for judging them and held +firmly to my own opinion, as one will do, I was conscious all the time +of the gray minister in the aisle of the rocking coach, holding clasped +in both hands his big carpet-bag without handles. Over it I saw him +looking down in grieved consternation at the little woman huddled in the +rush seat. + +"No Lord!" he said, "no Lord! Why, Delia More! You might as well say +there ain't no life in your own bones." + +"So they isn't," she answered him grimly. "They keep on a-goin' just to +spite me." + +"Delia More--_De_-lia More," the wheels beat out, and it was as if I had +heard the name often. Already I had noticed the woman. She had a kind of +youth, like that of Calliope, who had journeyed in town on the Through +that morning and who had somewhat mysteriously asked me not to say that +she had gone away. But Calliope's persistent youthfulness gives her a +claim upon one, while on this woman whom Doctor June perplexedly +regarded, her stifled youth imposed a forlorn aloofness, made the more +pathetic by her prettiness. + +No one but the doctor himself was preparing to leave the train at +Friendship. He balanced in the aisle alone, while the few occupants of +the car sat without speaking--men dozing, children padding on the panes, +a woman twisting her thin hair tight and high. Doctor June looked at +those nearest to be sure of their tired self-absorption, but as for me, +who sat very near, I think he had long ago decided that I kept my own +thoughts and no others, since sometimes I had forgotten to give him back +a greeting. So it was in a fancied security which I was loath to be +violating, that he opened his great carpet-bag and took out a book to +lay on the girl's knee. + +"Open it," he commanded her. + +I saw the contour of her face tightened by her swiftly set lips as she +complied. + +"Point your finger," he went on peremptorily. She must have obeyed, for +in a kind of unwilling eagerness she bent over the page, and the doctor +stooped, and together in the blurring light of the kerosene lamp in the +roof of the coach they made out something. + +"... the law having a shadow of good things to come, and not the very +image of the things ..." I unwillingly caught, and yet not wholly +unwillingly either. And though I watched, as if much depended upon it, +the great motor-car of the Proudfits vanishing before us into the dark, +I could not forbear to glance at the doctor, who was nodding, his kind +face quickening. But the girl lifted her eyes and laughed with +deliberate scepticism. + +"I don't take any stock," she said, and within me it was as if something +answered to her bitterness. + +"No--no. Mebbe not," Doctor June commented with perfect cheerfulness. +"Some folks take fresh air, and some folks like to stay shut up tight. +But--'the shadow of good things to come.' I'd take that much stock if I +was you, Delia." + +As he laid the book back in his bag, the train was jolting across the +switches beside the gas house, and the lights of Friendship were all +about the track. + +"Why don't you get off?" he reiterated, in his tone a descending scale +of simple hospitality. "Come to our house and stop a spell. Come for +tea," he added; "I happen to know we're goin' to hev hot griddle-cakes +an' sausage gravy." + +She shook her head sharply and in silence. + +Doctor June stood for a moment meditatively looking down at her. + +"There's a friend of yours at our house to-day, for all day," he +observed. + +"I ain't any friends," replied the girl, obstinately, "without you mean +_use'_ to be. An' I don't know if I had then, either." + +"Yes. Yes, you have, Delia," said Doctor June, kindly. "He was asking +about you last time he was here--kind of indirect." + +"_Who?_" she demanded, but it was as if something within her wrung the +question from her against her will. + +"Abel Halsey," Doctor June told her, "Abel Halsey. Remember him?" + +Instead of answering she looked out the window at the Friendship Depot +platform, and:-- + +"Ain't he a big minister in the City?" I barely heard her ask. + +"No," said Doctor June; "dear me, no. Abel's still gypsyin' it off in +the hills. I expect he's out there by the depot with the busses now, +come to meet me in his buggy. Better let him take us all home to +griddle-cakes, Delia?" he pressed her wistfully. + +"I couldn't," she said briefly. And, as he put out his hand silently, +"Don't you let _any_body know't you saw me!" she charged him again. + +When he was gone, and the train was slackening in the station, she moved +close to the window. If I had been lonely.... I must have caught a +certain cheer in the look of the station and in the magnificent, cosmic +leisure of the idlers: in Photographer Jimmy Sturgis, in his leather +coat, with one eye shut, stamping a foot and waiting for the mail-bag; +in old Tillie, known up and down the world for her waffles, and +perpetually peering out between shelves of plants and wax fruit set +across the window of the "eating-house"; in Peleg Bemus, wood-cutter, +stumping about the platform on his wooden leg, wearing modestly the +prestige he had won by his flute-playing and by his advantage of +New York experience--"a janitor in the far east, he was," Timothy +Toplady had once told me; in Timothy Toplady himself, who always +meets the trains, but for no reason unless to say an amazed and +reproachful--"Blisterin' Benson! not a soul wants off here"; and in Abel +Halsey, that itinerant preacher, of whom Doctor June had spoken. Abel +was a man of grace, Bible-taught, passioning for service, but within him +his gentle soul burned to travel, and his white horse, Major Mary, and +his road wagon and his route to the door of many a country church were +the sole satisfactions of his wanderlust; and next to these was his +delight to be at a railway station when any train arrived, savouring the +moment of some silent familiarity with distance. I delighted in them +all, and that night, as I looked, I wondered how it would seem to me if +I were returning to it after many years; and I could imagine how my +heart would ache. + +As the train moved on, the girl whom Doctor June had called Delia More +turned her head, manifestly to follow for a little way each vanishing +light and figure; and as the conductor came through the car and she +spoke to him, I saw that she was in a tingle of excitement. + +"You sure," she asked, "that you stop to the canal draw?" + +"Uh?" said the conductor, and when he comprehended, "Every time," he +said, "every time. You be ready when she whistles." He hesitated, +manifestly in some curiosity. "They ain't a house in a mile f'om there, +though," he told her. + +"I know that," she gave back crisply. + +When I heard her speaking of the canal draw, I found myself wondering; +for a woman is not above wonder. There, where the trains stopped just +perceptibly I myself was wont to leave them for the sake of the mile +walk on the quiet highroad to my house. That, too, though it chanced to +be night, for I am not afraid. But I wondered the more because other +women do fear, and also because mine was the only house between the +canal draw and Friendship Village; and manifestly the shortest way to +reach the village would have been to alight at the station. But I held +my peace, for the affairs of others should be to those others an +efficient disguise; and moreover, the greater part of one's wonder is +wont to come to naught. + +Yet, as I seemed to follow this woman out upon the snow and the train +kept impersonally on across the meadows, I could not but see that her +bags were many and looked heavy, and twice she set them down to +rearrange. I think a ghost of the road could have done no less than ask +to help her. And I did this with an abruptness of which I am unwilling +master, though indeed I had no need to assume impatience, for I saw that +my quiet walk was spoiled. + +When I spoke to her, she started and shrank away; but there was an +austerity in the lonely white road and in the country silence which must +have chilled a woman like her; and her bags were many and seemed heavy. + +"Much obliged to you," she said indistinctly. "I'd just as li've you +should take the basket, if you want." + +So I lifted the basket and trudged beside her, hoping very much that she +would not talk. For though for my own comfort I would walk far to avoid +treading on a nest, or a worm, or a magenta flower (and I loathe +magenta), yet I am often blameful enough to wound through the sheerest +bungling those who talk to me when I would rather be silent. + +The night was one clinging to the way of Autumn, and as yet with no +Winter hinting. The air was mild and dry, and the sky was starry. I am +not ashamed that on a quiet highroad on a starry night I love to be +silent, and even to forget concerns of my own which seem pressing in the +publicity of the sun; but I am ashamed, I own, to have been called to +myself that night by a little choking breath of haste. + +"I can't go--so fast," my companion said humbly; "you might jest--set +the basket down anywheres. I can--" + +But I think that she can hardly have heard my apology, for she stood +where she had halted, staring away from me. We were opposite the +cemetery lying in its fence of field stone and whitewashed rails. + +"O my soul, my soul!" I heard her say. "I'd forgot the graveyard, or I +couldn't never 'a' come this way." + +At that she went on, her feet quickening, as I thought, without her +will; and she kept her face turned to me, so that it should be away from +that whitewashed fence. And now because of the wound she had shown me, I +walked a little apart in the middle of the road for my attempt at +sympathy. So we came to the summit of the hill, and there the dark +suddenly yielded up the distance. The lamps of the village began to +signal, lights dotted the fields and gathered in a cosey blur in the +valley, and half a mile to westward the headlight that marked the big +Toplady barn and the little Toplady house shone out as if some one over +there were saying something. + +"You live here in Friendship?" the girl demanded abruptly. + +I could show her my house a little way before us. + +"Ever go inside the graveyard?" she asked. + +Sometimes I do go there, and at that answer she walked nearer to me and +spoke eagerly. + +"Air all the tombstones standin' up straight, do you know?" she said. +"Hev any o' their headstones fell down on 'em?" + +This I could answer too, definitely enough; for Friendship Cemetery, by +the vigilance of the Married Ladies' Cemetery Improvement Sodality, is +kept in no less scrupulous order than the Friendship parlours. + +"Well, that's a relief," she said; "I couldn't get it out o' my head." +Then, because she seemed of those on whom silence lays a certain +imaginary demand, "My mother an' father an' sister's buried there," she +explained. "They're in there. They all died when I was gone. An' I got +the notion that their headstones had tipped over on to 'em. Or Aunt +Cornie More's, maybe." + +Aunt Cornie More. I knew that name, for they had told me about her in +Friendship, so that her name, and that of the Oldmoxons, in whose former +house I lived, and many others were like folk whom one passes often and +remembers. I had been told how Aunt Cornie More had made her own shroud +from her crocheted parlour curtains, lest these fall to a later wife of +her octogenarian husband; and how as she lay in her coffin the curtain's +shell-stitch parrot "come right acrost her chest." This woman beside me +had called her "Aunt" Cornie More. And then I remembered the name which +Doctor June had spoken on the train and the wheels had measured. + +"Delia More!" I said, involuntarily, and regretted it as soon as I had +spoken. But, indeed, it was as if some legend woman of the place walked +suddenly beside me, like the quick. + +Who in Friendship had not heard the name, and who, save one who keeps +her own thoughts and forgets to give back greeting, would not on the +instant have remembered it? Delia More's stepsister, Jennie Crapwell, +had been betrothed to a carpenter of Friendship, and he was at work on +their house when, a month before the wedding-day, Delia and that young +carpenter had "run away." Who in Friendship could not tell that story? +But before I had made an end of murmuring something-- + +"I might 'a' known they hadn't done talkin' yet," Delia More said +bitterly. "They say it was like that when Calliope Marsh's beau run off +with somebody else,--for ten years the town et it for cake. Well, they +ain't any of 'em goin' to get a look at me. I don't give anybody the +chance to show me the cold shoulder. You can tell 'em I was here if you +want. They can scare the children with it." + +"I won't tell," I said. + +She looked at me. + +"Well, I can't help it if you do," she returned. "I'm glad enough to +speak to somebody, gettin' back so. It's fourteen year. An' I was fair +body-sick to see the place again." + +At this she asked about Friendship folk, and I answered as best I might, +though of what she inquired I knew little, and what I did know was +footless enough for human comfort. As to the Topladys, for example, I +had no knowledge of that one who had earned his money in bricks and had +later married a "foreigner"; but I knew Mis' Amanda, that she had hands +dimpled like a baby giant's, and that she carried a blue parasol all +winter to keep the sun from her eyes. I could not tell whether Liddy +Ember had been able to afford skilled treatment for her poor, queer, +pretty little sister, but I knew that Ellen Ember, with her crown of +bright hair, went about Friendship streets singing aloud, and leaping up +to catch at the low branches of the curb elms, and that she was as +picturesque as a beautiful grotesque on a page of sober text. I had not +learned where the Oldmoxons had moved, but I knew of them that they had +left me a huge fireplace in every room of my house. I could have +repeated little about Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, save that her +black week-day cloak was lined with wine broadcloth, and that she wore +it wrong side outward for "best." And of whether Abigail Arnold's +children had turned out well or ill, I was profoundly ignorant; but I +remembered that she had caused a loaf of bread to be carved on the +monument of her husband, the home baker. And so on. But these were not +matters of which I could talk to the hungry woman beside me. + +Then, to my amazement, when I mentioned the Proudfits,--those great and +rich Proudfits whose motor had raced by our train,--Delia More would +have none of them. + +"I do' want to hear about 'em," she said. "I know about 'em. I use' to +play with Miss Clementina an' Miss Linda when we were little things. I +use' to live with the Proudfits then, an' go to school. They were good +to me--time an' time again they've told me their home was mine, too. But +_now_--it wouldn't be the same. I know 'em. They always were cruel proud +an' cruel pious. Mis' Proudfit, she use' to set up goodness an' worship +it like a little god." + +This judgment startled me, and yet to its import I secretly assented. +For though I barely had their acquaintance, Madame Proudfit and her +daughter Clementina were thorns to me too, so that I had had no pleasure +in giving them back their greetings. Perhaps it was that they alone in +Friendship sounded for me a note of other days--but whatever it was, +they were thorns to me; and I remember how, once more, something within +me seemed to answer to this woman's bitterness. + +None the less, since of the Proudfits I could give her some fragment of +account, I did so, to forge for Delia More what link I might between her +present and her past. And it was knowledge which all Friendship shared. + +"You knew," I said, "that Miss Linda does not come here now, because she +married against the wish of her family." + +Delia More looked up at me. But though I saw that now she softened +somewhat, I had no relish for giving to her anything of the sad romance +of beautiful Linda Proudfit (as they said) and the poor young clerk of +nobody knew where, who, a dozen years before, had fled away together +"into the storm." + +"Then there is Calliope Marsh," I ventured, to turn my thought not less +than hers. But Delia More did not answer, and at this I was puzzled, for +I think that Calliope has lived in Friendship since the beginning, when +she and Liddy Ember were partners in their little "modiste" shop. "You +will recall Calliope?" I pressed the matter. + +And at that, "Yes. Oh, yes," she said, and would say no more. And +because Calliope had forbidden me, I did not mention that I had seen her +on the train that morning, and that she was absent from Friendship, but +it grieved me that this stranger should be indifferent to anything about +her. + +I would have passed my own gate, because the basket was heavy and +because I knew that the girl was crying. But she remembered how I had +shown her my house, and there she detained me and caught at her basket, +in haste to be gone. So I, who feel upon me a weak necessity to do a +bidding, watched her go down the still road; yet I could not let her go +away quite like that, and before I had meant to do so I called to her. + +"Delia More!" I said--as familiarly as if she had been some other +expression of myself. + +I saw her stop, but I did not go forward. I lifted my voice a little, +for by the distance between us I was less ill at ease than I am in the +usual personalities of comfort. + +"I heard that on the train," I said then awkwardly,--and I was the more +awkward that I was not persuaded of any reason in my words,--"that about +'the shadow of good things to come.' Maybe it meant something." + +Delia More's thin, high-pitched voice came back to me, expressing all my +unvoiced doubt. + +"Tisn't like," she said. "I never take any stock." + +Then I looked at my dark house in a kind of consternation lest it had +heard me trying to give comfort, for within those walls I had sometimes +spoken almost as this woman spoke. But it occurred to me that even the +drowned should throw immaterial ropes to any who struggle in dark +waters. + +It will not be necessary, I hope, to say that I followed Delia More that +night from no faintest wish to know what might happen to her. For I have +a weak desire for peace of mind, and I would rather have forgotten her +story. I followed because the quiet highroad was so profoundly lonely, +and the country silence is ambiguous, and I cannot bear to think of a +woman abroad alone in the dark. I cannot bear to think of myself abroad +alone in the dark, though I go quite without fear; but certain other +women have fear, and this one was crying. I kept well behind her, and as +soon as she reached the village, I meant to lose sight of her and +return, for a village is guardian enough. But when we had passed the +bleak meadow of the slaughter-house and the wide, wet-smelling wood yard +and had reached the first cottage on Daphne Street, I was startled to +see her unlatch that cottage gate and enter the yard. And I was suddenly +sadly apprehensive, for the cottage was the home of Calliope, who that +morning had left the village and had asked me to say nothing about it. +What if this poor creature had fled to Calliope for sanctuary, only to +find locked doors? So I waited in the shadow of a warehouse like a +bandit; and I raged at the thought of having possibly to harbour this +stranger among the books of my quiet home. + +Then suddenly I saw a light shining brightly in Calliope Marsh's +cottage, and some one wearing a hat came swiftly and drew down a shade. +On the instant the matter was clear to me, who have a genius for certain +ways of a busybody. Calliope must have known that this poor girl was +coming; Calliope's warning to me to keep silence must have been a way of +protection to her. And here to Calliope's cottage Delia More had come +creeping, whom all Friendship would hold in righteous distaste. But I +alone of all Friendship knew that she was here, "fair body-sick to see +the place again." + +I turned back to the highroad, pretending great wrath that I should be +so keen over the doings of any, and that my walk should have been +spoiled because of her. But there are times when wrath is difficult. And +do what I would, there came some singing in my blood, and like a +busybody, I found myself standing still in the road fashioning a plan. + + + + +VI + +STOCK + + +It was as if Time and the Hour were my allies, for at once I was aware +of a cutter driven smartly from the village, and I recognized the +Topladys' sorrel. At my signal the cutter drew up beside me, and it held +Timothy Toplady on his way home from the station. I asked him what +o'clock it was, and when he had found a match to light his huge silver +watch-- + +"Blisterin' Benson!" he said ruefully, "it's ha'-past six, an' me late +with the chores again. I'm hauled an' sawed if it hain't _always_ ha' +past six. They don't seem to be no times in between." + +"Mr. Toplady," I said boldly, "let us get up a surprise party on +Calliope Marsh--you and Mrs. Toplady and me." + +I had learned that he was loath to oppose a suggestion and that he +always preferred to agree, but I had not hoped for enthusiasm. + +"That's the _i_-dea," said Timothy, heartily. "I do admire a surprise. +But what I think is this," he added, "when'll we hev it?" + +"To-night," I proposed boldly. + +"Whew!" Timothy whistled. "Sudden for General--eh? Suits me--suits me. +Better drive out home with me an' break it to Amanda," he cried. + +I smiled as I sat beside him, noting that his enthusiasm was very like +relief. For if any one was present, he well knew that his masterful +Amanda would say nothing of his tardiness. And so it was, for as we +entered the kitchen she entirely overlooked her husband in her amazement +at seeing me. + +"Forevermore!" that great Amanda said, turning from her stove of savoury +skillets; "ain't you the stranger? Timothy says only to-day, speakin' o' +you, 'She ain't ben here for a week,' s'e. 'Week!' s'I; 'it's goin' on +_two_.' I'm a great hand to keep track. Throw off your things." + +At that I began to feel her influence. Mis' Toplady is so huge and +capable that her mere presence will modify my judgments; and instantly I +fell wondering if I was not, after all, come on a fool's errand. She is +like Athena. For I can think about Athena well enough, but if I were +really to stand before her, I am certain that the project in which I +implored her help would be sunk in my sudden sense of Olympus. + +Not the less, I made my somewhat remarkable proposal with some show of +assurance, and I should have counted on Mis' Toplady's sympathy, which +ripens at less than a sigh. In Friendship you but mention a possible +charity, visit, or new church carpet, and the enthusiasm will react on +the possibility, and the thing be done. It is the spirit of the West, +the pioneer blood in the veins of her children, expressing itself (since +there are of late no forests to conquer) in terms of love of any +initiative. We love a project as an older world would approve the +civilizing reasons for that project. Mis' Amanda plunged into the +processes of the party much as she would have felled a tree. It warmed +my heart to hear her. + +"We'd ought to hev a hot supper--what victuals'll we take?" she said. +"Land, yes, oysters, o' course, an' we'll all chip in an' take +plenty-enough crackers. We might as well carry dishes from here, so's to +be sure an' hev what we want to use. At Mis' Doctor Helman's su'prise we +run 'way short o' spoons, an' Elder Woodruff finally went out in the +hall an' drank his broth, an' hid his bowl in the entry. Mis' Helman +found it, an' knew it by the nick. That reminds me--who'll we ask?" + +"Mrs. Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss," said I, promptly, "and Abigail +Arnold, and Doctor June, and Abel Halsey." + +"An' the Proudfits," Mis' Amanda went on. + +"Suppose," said I, with high courage, "that we do not ask the Proudfits +at all?" + +Mis' Amanda threw up her giant hands. + +"Not ask the Proudfits?" she said. "Why, my land a' livin', the minister +hardly has church in the church without the Proudfits get an invite." + +"Calliope mends their fine lace for them," I reminded her, feeling +guilty. "They wouldn't care to come, Mrs. Amanda, would they?" + +But of course I was remembering Delia More's "But _now_--I know 'em. +They worship goodness like a little god." And that night I was not +minded to have them about, for it might befall that it would be +necessary to understand other things as well. + +"Miss Linda would 'a' cared to," said Mis' Amanda, thoughtfully, "but I +donno, myself, about Mis' Proudfit an' Miss Clementina--for sure." + +So bold an innovation as the Proudfits' omission, however, moved Timothy +Toplady to doubt. + +"They might not come," he said, frowning and looking sidewise, "but what +I think is this, will they like bein' left out?" + +His masterful Amanda instantly took the other side. + +"Land, Timothy!" she said, "you _be_ one!" + +I have heard her say that to him again and again, and always in a tone +so skilfully admiring that he looked almost gratified. And we mentioned +the Proudfits no more. + +So Calliope Marsh's surprise party came about. When supper was over, the +table was "left setting," while pickles and cookies and "conserve" were +packed in baskets; and presently the Topladys and I were stealing about +the village inviting to festivity. I love to remember how swiftly Daphne +Street took on an air of the untoward. Kitchens were left dark, +unaccustomed lights flashed in upper chambers, some went scurrying for +oysters before the post-office store should be closed, and some spread +the news, eager to share in the holiday importance. I love to remember +our certainty, so reasonably established, that they would all join us as +infallibly as children will join in jollity. No one refused, no one +hesitated; and when, at eight o'clock, the Topladys and I reached the +rendezvous in the Engine-House entry, every one was there before +us--save only, of course, the Proudfits. + +"Where's the Proudfits? Ain't we goin' to wait for the Proudfits?" asked +more than one; and some one had seen the Proudfit motor come flashing +through the town from the Plank Road, empty. At all of which I kept a +guilty silence; and I had by then not a little guilt to bear, since I +was becoming every moment more doubtful of my undertaking. For at heart +these people are the kindly of earth, and yet they are prone, as Delia +More had said of the Proudfits, "to worship goodness like a little god," +nor do they commonly broaden their allegiance without distinguished +precedent. And how were we to secure this? + +Every one was there--the little gray Doctor June, flitting about as +quietly as a moth, and all those of whom Delia More had asked me: Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, wearing her cloak wine broadcloth side out +to honour the occasion; Abigail Arnold, with a huge basket of +gingerbread and jumbles from her home bakery; Photographer Jimmy +Sturgis, and even Mis' Sturgis, in a faint aroma of caraway which she +nibbled incessantly; Liddy Ember, and poor Ellen, wearing her +magnificent hair like a coronet, and standing wistfully about, with her +hand, palm outward, persistently covering her mouth; and Abel Halsey, +who was to leave at midnight for a lonely cross-country ride into the +hills. And as they stood, gossiping and eager, the women bird-observant +of one another's toilettes, I own myself to have felt like an alien +among them, remembering how I alone knew that Calliope Marsh was not +even in the village. + +Very softly we lifted the latch of Calliope's gate and trooped in her +little dark yard. + +"Blisterin' Benson!" Timothy Toplady whispered, "ef the house hain't +pocket-dark, front _and_ back. What ef she's went in the country?" + +"Sh--h!" whispered his great Amanda, masterfully. "It's the shades down. +I'm nervous as a witch. My land! if the front door ain't open a foot!" + +Though there are no locked doors in Friendship, I had feared that +Calliope's cottage door would now be barred, and that Delia More would +answer no formal summons. At sight of the unguarded entrance I had a +sick fear that she had in some way heard of our coming and fled away, +leaving the door ajar in her haste. But when we had footed softly across +the porch and peered in the dark passage, we saw at its farther end a +crack of light. + +"Might as well step ri' down to the dinin' room--that's where she sets," +Mis' Amanda said in her whisper, which is gigantic too. + +The passage smelled of the oilcloth on the floor and of a rubber +waterproof which I brushed. And I shrank back beside the waterproof and +let the others go on. For, after all, to that woman within I was a +stranger, and these were her friends of old time. So it was Mis' Amanda +who opened the dining-room door. + +I could see that the room was cheery with a red-shaded hanging-lamp, and +shelves of plants, and a glowing fire in the great range. A table was +covered with red cotton and laid with dishes. Also, there was the +fragrance of toast, so that one wished to enter. And in a rocking-chair +sat Delia More. She stared up in a kind of terror at the open door, and +then turned shrinkingly to some one who sat beside her. But at that one +beside her I looked and looked again, for her rich fur cloak had fallen +where she had let it fall; and there, sitting with Delia More's hand in +hers, was that great Madame Proudfit of the Proudfit estate. + +"For the land!" Mis' Amanda said. "For the land...." + +But she was not looking at Madame Proudfit. And hardly seeing her, as I +could guess, that great Mis' Amanda went forward, holding out her arms. + +"Delia More!" she cried, "Delia More!" + +I saw Abel Halsey's pale, luminous face as he pushed past Timothy and +strode within and crossed to her; and I remember Abigail Arnold and Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, and how they followed Abel with little +sharp cries which must have been a kind of music. And with them went +Ellen Ember, as if, secretly, she were wiser than we knew. And while the +others blocked the passage or crowded into the room, according to the +nature which was theirs, some one came from the cellarway and paused, +smiling, on the threshold. And it was Miss Clementina Proudfit, with +eggs in her hands. + +"Wait!" I heard Delia's sharp, piping voice then; "wait!" + +She rose, one thin little hand pressed tensely along her cheek. But the +other hand Madame Proudfit held in both her own as she, too, rose beside +her. And with them Abel stood, facing the rest. + +"O, Abel Halsey--Abel Halsey ..." Delia said, "an' Mame Bliss--nor you, +Abigail, don't you, any of you, come in yet. I got somethin' to tell +you." + +"But shake hands first, Delia," cried Abel Halsey, and Delia looked up +at him, in her face a sudden, incredulous thankfulness which flushed it, +brow and cheek, and won it to a way of beauty. But she did not give him +her hand. And before she could speak again Miss Clementina put down the +eggs, and, with some little stir of silk, she took a step or two steps +toward us. + +"Ah," she said, "let us not wait for anything--it has been so long since +we have met! Delia has just told mother and me all about these +years--and you don't know how splendid we think she has been and how +brave in great trouble. Come in, everybody, and let's make her welcome +home!" + +Madame Proudfit said nothing, but she nodded and smiled at Delia More, +and it seemed to me that in the Proudfits' way with Delia, their +beautiful Linda had won a kind of presence with them after all. And in +the moment's hush the toast, propped on a fork before the coals in the +range, suddenly blazed up in blue flame at the crust. + +"Somebody save the toast!" cried Clementina and smiled very brightly. + +They needed no more. Timothy Toplady sprang at the toast, and already +Abel Halsey and Doctor June were shaking Delia's hand; and Mis' Amanda, +throwing her shawl back over her shoulders from its pin at her throat, +enveloped Delia in her giant arms. And the others came pushing forward, +on their faces the smiles which, however they had faltered in the +passage seeking a precedent, I make bold to guess bodied forth the +gentle, hesitant spirit which informed them. + +As for me, I waited without, even after the others had entered. And as I +lingered, the outer door was pushed open to admit some late comer who +whisked down the passage and stood in the dining-room doorway. It was +Calliope. + +"Delia More!" she cried; "didn't I tell you how it'd be if you'd only +let 'em know? An' Mis' Proudfit, you here? I been worried to death on +account o' forgettin' to take home your cream lace waist I mended." + +Madame Proudfit's voice lowered the high key of the others talking in +chorus. + +"We drove over to get it, Calliope," she said. "And here we found our +Delia More." + + * * * * * + +At eleven o'clock that night, as I sat writing a letter in which the +spirit of what had come to pass must have breathed--as a spirit will +breathe--Calliope Marsh tapped at my door; and she had a little basket. + +"Here," she said, "I brought you this. It's some o' everything we hed. +An'--I'm obliged for my s'prise," she added, squeezing my hand in the +darkness. "I surmised first thing, most, when Delia described you. No; +land, no!--Delia don't suspicion you got it up. She don't think of it +bein' anybody but just God--an' I donno's 'twas. An' that's what Abel +thinks--wa'n't Abel splendid? You know 'bout Abel--an' Delia? You know +he use' to--he wanted to--that is, he was in--oh, well, no. Of course +you wouldn't know. Well, Delia don't suspicion you--but she said I +should tell you something. 'You tell her,' she says to me, 'you tell her +I say I guess I take stock now,' she says; 'tell her that: I guess I +take stock now.'" + +At this my heart leaped up so that I hardly know what I said in answer. + +"Delia's out here now," Calliope called from the dark steps. "The +Proudfits brought us. Delia's goin' home with 'em--to stay." + +Thus I saw the eyes of the Proudfits' motor, with the threads of +streaming light, about to go skimming from my gate. And in that kindly +security was Delia More. + +"Calliope," I cried after her because I could not help it, "tell Delia +More I take stock, too!" + + + + +VII + +THE BIG WIND + + +Of Abel Halsey, that young itinerant preacher, I learned more on a +December day when Autumn seemed to have come back to find whether she +had left anything. Calliope and I were resting from a racing walk up the +hillside, where the squat brick Leading Church of Friendship overlooks +the valley pastures and the village. Calliope walks like a girl, and +with our haste and the keen air, her wrinkled cheeks were as rosy as +youth. + +"Don't it seem like some days don't belong to any month, but just whim +along, doin' as they please?" Calliope said. "Months that might be +snowin' an' blowin' the expression off our face hev days when they sort +o' show summer hid inside, secret an' holy. That's the way with lots o' +things, ain't it? That's the way," she added thoughtfully, "Abel feels +about the Lord, I guess. Abel Halsey,--you know." + +They had told me how Abel, long ordained a minister of God, had +steadfastly refused to be installed a pastor of any church. He was a +devout man, but the love of far places was upon him, and he lived what +Friendship called "a-gypsyin'" off in the hills, now to visit a sick +man, now to preach in a country schoolhouse, now to marry, or bury, or +help with the threshing. These lonely rides among the hills and his +custom of watching a train come in or rush by out of the distance were +his ways of voyaging. Perhaps, too, his little skill at the organ gave +him, now and then, an hour resembling a journey. But in his first youth +he had meant to go away in earnest--far away, to the City or some other +city. Also, though Calliope did not speak of it again, and I think that +the others kept a loyal silence because of my strangerhood, I had known, +since the home coming of Delia More, that Abel Halsey had once had +another dream. + +"You wasn't here when the new church was built," Calliope said, looking +up at the building proudly. "That was the time I mean about Abel. You +know, before it was built we'd hed church in the hall over the +Gekerjeck's drug store; an' because it was his hall, Hiram Gekerjeck, he +just about run the church,--picked out the wall paper, left the stair +door open Sundays so's he could get the church heat, till the whole +service smelt o' ether, an' finally hed church announcements printed as +a gift, _but_ with a line about a patent medicine o' his set fine along +at the bottom. He said that was no differ'nt than advertisin' the +printin'-offices that way, like they do. But it was that move made Abel +Halsey--him an' Timothy Toplady and Eppleby Holcomb an' Postmaster +Sykes, the three elders, set to to build a church. An' they done it too. +An' to them four I declare it seemed like the buildin' was a body +waitin' for its soul to be born. From the minute the sod was scraped off +they watched every stick that went into it. An' by November it was all +done an' plastered an' waitin' its pews--an' it was a-goin' to be +dedicated with special doin's--music from off, an' strange ministers, +an' Reverend Arthur Bliss from the City. I guess Abel an' the elders hed +tacked printed invites to half the barns in the county. + +"I rec'lect it was o' Wednesday, the one next before the dedication, an' +windy-cold an' wintry. I'd been havin' a walk that day, an' 'long about +five o'clock, right about where we are, I'd stood watchin' the sunset +over the Pump pasture there, till I was chilled through. The smoke was +rollin' out o' the church chimney because they was dryin' the plaster, +an' I run in there to get my hands warm an' see how the plaster was +doin'. An' inside was the three elders, walkin' 'round, layin' a finger +on a sash or a post--the kind o' odd, knowledgeable way men has with new +buildin's. The Ladies' Aid had got the floor broom-clean, an' the +lamp-chandelier filled an' ready; an' the foreign pipe-organ that the +Proudfits had sent from Europe was in an' in workin' order, little +lookin'-glass over the keyboard an' all. It seemed rill home-like, with +the two big stoves a-goin', an' the floor back of 'em piled up with the +chunks Peleg Bemus had sawed for nothin'. Everything was all redded up, +waitin' for the pews. + +"Timothy Toplady was puttin' out his middle finger stiff here an' there +on the plaster. + +"'It's dry as a bone,' he says, 'but what I say is this, le's us leave a +fire burn here all night, so's to be sure. I'd hate like death to hev +the whole congregation catchin' cold an' takin' Hiram Gekerjeck's +medicine.' + +"I rec'lect Eppleby Holcomb looked up sort o' dreamy--Eppleby always +goes round like he'd swallowed his last night's sleep. + +"'The house o' God,' he says over; 'ain't that curious? Nothin' about it +to indicate it's the house o' God but the shape--no more'n's if 'twas a +buildin' where the Holy Spirit never come near. An' yet right here in +this place we'll mebbe feel the big wind an' speak with Pentecostal +tongues.' + +"''T seems like,' says Postmaster Sykes, thoughtful, ''t seems like we'd +ought to hev a little meetin' o' thanks here o' Sat'day night--little +informal praise meetin' or somethin.' + +"Timothy shakes his head decided. + +"'Silas Sykes, what you talkin'?' he says. 'Why, the church ain't +dedicated yet. A house o' God,' s'e, 'can't be used for no purpose +whatsoever without it's been dedicated.' + +"'So it can't--so it can't,' says the postmaster, apologetic, knowin' he +was in politics an' that the brethren was watchin' him, cat to mouse, +for slips. + +"'I s'pose that's so,' says Eppleby, doubtful. But he's one o' them that +sort o' ducks under situations to see if they're alike on both sides, +an' if they ain't, he up an' questions 'em. Timothy, though, he was +differ'nt. Timothy was always goin' on about constituted authority, an' +to him the thing was the thing, even if it was another thing. + +"'That's right,' he insists, his lips disappearin' with certainty. 'I +s'pose we hadn't reely ought even to come in here an' stan' 'round, like +we are.' + +"He looks sidlin' over towards me, warmin' my hands rill secular by the +church stove. An' I felt like I'd been spoke up for when somebody says +from the door:-- + +"'You better just bar out the carpenters o' this world, friends, an' +done with it!' + +"It was Abel Halsey, standin' in the entry, lookin' as handsome as the +law allows. An' I see he happened to be there because the Through was +about due,--that's the one that don't stop here,--an' you can always get +a good view of it from this slope. You know Abel never misses watchin' a +fast train go 'long, if he can help himself. + +"'What's the i-dea?' Abel says. 'How can you pray at all in closets an' +places that ain't been dedicated? I shouldn't think they'd be holy +enough, 's'e.' + +"'That,' says the postmaster, sure o' support, 'ain't the question.' + +"'I thought it couldn't be,' says Abel, amiable. 'Well, what is the +question? Whether prayer is prayer, no matter where you're prayin'?' + +"'Oh, no,' says Eppleby Holcomb, soothin', 'it ain't that.' + +"'I thought it couldn't be that,' says Abel. 'Is it whether the Lord is +in dedicated spots an' nowheres else?' + +"'Abel Halsey,' Timothy tarts up, 'you needn't to be sacrilegious.' + +"'But,' says Abel, 'the question is, whether _you_'re sacrilegious to +deny a prayer-meetin' or any other good use to the church or to any +other place, dedicated or not. Well, Timothy, I think you are.' + +"Timothy clears his throat an' dabs at the palm of his hand with his +other front finger. But before he could lay down eternal law, we sort o' +heard, almost before we knew we heard, folks hurryin' past out here on +the frozen ground. An' they was shoutin', like questions, an' a-shoutin' +further off. We looked out, an' I can remember how the whole slope up +from the village there was black with folks. + +"We run outside, an' I know I kep' close by Abel Halsey. An' I got hold +o' what had happened when somebody yelled an answer to his askin'. You +probably heard all about that part. It was the day the Through Express +went off the track down there in the cut beyond the Pump pasture. + +"We run with the rest of 'em, me keepin' close to Abel, I guess because +he's got a way with him that makes you think he'd know what to do no +matter what. But when he was two-thirds o' the way acrost the pasture, +he stops short an' grabs at my sleeve. + +"'Look here,' he says, 'you can't go down there. You mustn't do it. We +donno what'll be. You stay here,' he says; 'you set there under the +cottonwood.' + +"You kind o' _haf_ to mind Abel. It's sort o' grained in that man to hev +folks disciple after him. I made him promise he'd motion from the fence +if he see I could help any, an' then I se' down under that big tree down +there. I was tremblin' some, I know. It always seems like wrecks are +somethin' that happen in other states an' in the dark. But when one's on +ground that you know like a book an' was brought up on,--when it's in +the daylight, right by a pasture you've been acrost always an' where +you've walked the ties,--well, I s'pose it's the same feelin' as when a +man you know cuts up a state's prison caper; seem's like he _can't_ of, +because you knew him. + +"Half the men o' Friendship run by me, seems though. The whole town'd +been rousted up while we was in the church talkin' heresy. An' up on the +high place on the road there I see Zittelhof's undertaking wagon, with +the sunset showin' on its nickel rails. But not a woman run past me. +Ain't it funny how it's men that go to danger of rail an' fire an' +water--but when it's nothin' but birth an' dyin' natural, then it's for +women to be there. + +"When I'd got about ready to fly away, waitin' so, I see Abel at the +fence. An' he didn't motion to me, but he swung over the top an' come +acrost the stubble, an' I see he hed somethin' in his arms. I run to +meet him, an' he run too, crooked, his feet turnin' over with him some +in the hard ground. The sky made his face sort o' bright; an' I see he'd +got a child in his arms. + +"He didn't give her to me. He stood her down side o' me--a little thing +of five years old, or six, with thick, straight hair an' big scairt +eyes. + +"'Is she hurt, Abel?' I says. + +"'No, she ain't hurt none,' he answers me, 'an' they's about seventeen +more of 'em, her age, an' they ain't hurt, either. Their coach was +standin' up on its legs all right. But the man they was with, he's stone +dead. Hit on the head, somehow. An',' Abel says, 'I'm goin' to throw 'em +all over the fence to you.' + +"The little girl jus' kep' still. An' when we took her by each hand, an' +run back toward the fence with her, her feet hardly touchin' the ground, +she kep' up without a word, like all to once she'd found out this is a +world where the upside-down is consider'ble in use. An' I waited with +her, over there this side the cut, hearin' 'em farther down rippin' off +fence rails so's to let through what they hed to carry. + +"Time after time Abel come scramblin' up the sand-bank, bringin' 'em two +'t once--little girls they was, all about the age o' the first one, none +of 'em with hats or cloaks on; an' I took 'em in my arms an' set 'em +down, an' took 'em in my arms an' set 'em down, till I was fair movin' +in a dream. They belonged, I see by their dress, to some kind of a home +for the homeless, an' I judged the man was takin' 'em somewheres, him +that Abel said'd been killed. Some'd reach out their arms to me over the +fence--an' some was afraid an' hung back, but some'd just cling to me +an' not want to be set down. I can remember them the best. + +"Abel, when he come with the last ones, he off with his coat like I with +my ulster, an' as well as we could we wrapped four or five of 'em +up--one that was sickly, an' one little delicate blonde, an' a little +lame girl, an' the one--the others called her Mitsy--that'd come over +the fence first. An' by then half of 'em was beginnin' to cry some. An' +the wind was like so many knives. + +"'Where shall we take 'em to, Abel?' I says, beside myself. + +"'Take 'em?' he says. 'Take 'em into the church! Quick as you can. This +wind is like death. Stay with 'em till I come.' + +"Somehow or other I got 'em acrost that pasture. When I look at the Pump +pasture now, in afternoon like this, or in Spring with vi'lets, or when +a circus show's there, it don't seem to me it could 'a' been the same +place. I kep' 'em together the best I could--some of 'em beggin' for +'Mr. Middie--Mr. Middie,' the man, I judged, that was dead. An' finally +we got up here in the road, an' it was like the end o' pain to be able +to fling open the church door an' marshal 'em through the entry into +that great, big, warm room, with the two fires roarin'. + +"I got 'em 'round the nearest stove an' rubbed their little hands an' +tried not to scare 'em to death with wantin' to love 'em; an' all the +while, bad as I felt for 'em, I was glad an' glad that it was me that +could be there with 'em. They was twenty,--when I come to count 'em so's +to keep track,--twenty little girls with short, thick hair, or soft, +short curls, an' every one with something baby-like left to 'em. An' +when we set on the floor round the stove, the coals shone through the +big open draft into their faces, an' they looked over their shoulders to +the dark creepin' up the room, an' they come closer 'round me--an' the +closest-up ones _snuggled_. + +"Well, o' course that was at first, when they was some dazed. But as +fast as their blue little hands was warm an' pink again, one or two of +'em begun to whimper, natural an' human, an' up with their arm to their +face, an' then begun to cry right out, an' some more joined in, an' the +rest pipes up, askin' for Mr. Middie. An' I thought, 'Sp'osin' they +_all_ cried an' what if Abel Halsey stayed away hours.' I donno. I done +my best too. Mebbe it's because I'm use' to children with my heart an' +not with my ways. Anyhow, most of 'em was cryin' prime when Abel finally +got there. + +"When he come in, I see Abel's face was white an' dusty, an' he had his +other coat off an' gone too, an' his shirt-sleeves was some tore. But he +comes runnin' up to them cryin' children an' I wish't you could 'a' seen +his smile--Abel's smile was always kind o' like his soul growin' out of +his face, rill thrifty. + +"'Why, you little kiddies!' s'e, 'cryin' when you're all nice an' warm! +Le's see now,' he says grave. 'Anybody here know how to play +Drop-the-handkerchief? If you do,' he tells 'em, 'stand up _quick_!' + +"They scrambled 'round like they was beetles an' you'd took up the +stone. They was all up in a minute, an' stopped cryin', too. With that +he catches my handkerchief out o' my hand an' flutters it over his head +an' runs to the middle o' the room. + +"'Come on!' he says. 'Hold o' hands--every one o' you hold o' hands. I'm +goin' to drop the handkerchief, an' you'd better hurry up.' + +"That was talk they knew. They was after him in a secunt an' tears +forgot,--them poor little things,--laughin' an' hold o' hands, an' +dancin' in a chain, an' standin' in a ring. An' when he hed 'em like +that, an' still, Abel begun runnin' 'round to drop the handkerchief; an' +then he turns to me. + +"'Only two killed, thank God,' he says as he run; 'the conductor an' +M-i-d-d-l-e-t-o-n,' he spells it, an' motions to the children with the +handkerchief so's I'd know who Middleton was. 'An' not a scrap o' paper +on him,' he goes on, 'to tell what home he brought the children from or +where he's goin' with 'em. Their mileage was punched to the City--but we +don't know where they belong there, an' the conductor bein' gone too. +The poor fellow that had 'em in charge never knew what hurt him. Hit +from overhead, he was, an' his skull crushed....' + +"It was so dark in the church by then we could hardly see, but the +children could keep track o' the white handkerchief. He let it fall +behind the little girl he'd brought me first,--Mitsy,--an' she catches +it up an' sort o' squeaks with the fun an' runs after him. An' while he +doubles an' turns,-- + +"'They've telegraphed ahead,' he says, 'to two or three places in the +City. But even if we hear right off, we can't get 'em out o' Friendship +to-night. They'll hev to stay here. The Commercial Travellers' Hotel an' +the Depot House has both got all they can do for--some of 'em hurt +pretty bad. They couldn't either hotel take 'em in....' + +"Then he lets Mitsy catch him an' he ups with her on his shoulder an' +run with her on his back, his face lookin' out o' her blue, striped +skirts. + +"'We'll hev to house 'em right here in the church,' he says. + +"'Here?' says I; 'here in the church?' + +"'You know Friendship,' he says, hoppin' along. 'Not half a dozen houses +could take in more'n two extry, even if we hed the time to canvass. An' +we _ain't_ the time. They want their s-u-p-p-e-r right now,' he spells +it out, an' lit out nimble when Mitsy dropped the handkerchief back o' +the little blond girl. Then he let the little blond girl catch them, and +he took her on his shoulders too, an' they was both shoutin' so 't he +hed to make little circles out to get where I could hear him. + +"'I've seen Zittelhof,' he told me. 'He was down there with his wagon. +He'll bring up enough little canvas cots from the store. An' I thought +mebbe you'd go down to the village an' pick up some stuff they'll +need--bedding an' things. An' get the women here with some supper. Come +on now,' he calls out to 'em; 'everybody in a procession an' _sing_!' + +"He led 'em off with + + "'King William was King James's son,' + +an' he sings back to me, for the secunt line, + + "'Go _now_, go _quick_, I bet they're starved!' + +"So I got into my coat, tryin' to think where I should go to be sure o' +not wastin' time talkin'. Lots o' folks in this world is willin', but +mighty few can be quick. + +"I knew right off, though, where I'd find somebody to help. The +Friendship Married Ladies' Cemetery Improvement Sodality was meetin' +that afternoon with Mis' Toplady, an' I could cut acrost their +pasture--" Calliope nodded toward the little Toplady house and the big +Toplady barn--"an' that's what I done. An' when I got near enough to the +house to tell, I see by the light in the parlour that they was still +there. An' I know when I got into the room, full as I was o' news o' +them little children an' the wreck an' the two killed an' all them that +was hurt--there was the Sodality settlin' whether the lamb's wool +comforter for the bazaar should be tied with pink for daintiness or +brown for durability. + +"'_Dainty!_' says I, when I got my breath. 'They's sides to life makes +me want to pinch that word right out o' the dictionary same as I would a +bug,' I says. + +"That was funny, too,"--Calliope added thoughtfully, "because I like +that word, speakin' o' food an' ways to do things. But some folks get to +livin' the word same's if it was the law. + +"I guess they thought I was crazy," she went on, "but I wasn't long +makin' 'em understand. An' I tell you, the way they took it made me love +'em all. If you want to love folks, just you get in some kind o' +respectable trouble in Friendship, an' you'll see so much lovableness +that the trouble'll kind o' spindle out an' leave nothin' but the love +doin' business. My land, the Sodality went at the situation head first, +like it was somethin' to get acrost before dark. An' so it was. + +"I remember Mis' Photographer Sturgis: 'There!' she says, 'most cryin'. +'If ever I take only a pint o' milk, I'm sure as sure to want more +before the day's out. None of us is on good terms with each other's +milkman. _Where_ we goin' to get the milk,' she says, 'for them poor +little things?' + +"'Where?' says Mis' Toplady--you know how big an' comfortable an' +settled she is--'_Where?_ Well, you needn't to think o' where. I expect +the Jersey won't be milked till I go an' milk her,' she says, 'but she +gives six quarts, nights, right along now, an' sometimes seven. Now +about the bread.' + +"Mis' Postmaster Sykes use' to set sponge twice a week, an' she offered +five loaves out o' her six baked that day. Mis' Holcomb had two loaves +o' brown bread an' a crock o' sour cream cookies. An' Libbie Liberty +bursts out that they'd got up their courage an' killed an' boiled two o' +their chickens the day before an' none o' the girls'd been able to touch +a mouthful, bein' they'd raised the hens from egg to axe. Libbie said +she'd bring the whole kettle along, an' it could be het on the church +stove an' made soup of. So it went on, down to even Liddy Ember, that +was my partner an' silly poor, an' in about four minutes everything was +provided for, beddin' an' all. + +"Mis' Toplady had flew upstairs, gettin' out the linen, an' she was +comin' down the front stairs with her arms full o' sheets an' pillow +slips when through the front door walks Timothy Toplady, come in all +excited an' lookin' every which way. Seems he'd barked his elbow in the +rescue work an' laid off for liniment. + +"'Oh, Timothy,' says his wife, 'them poor little children. We've been +plannin' it all out.' + +"'Who's goin' to take 'em in?' says Timothy, tryin' to roll up his +overcoat sleeve for fear the Sodality'd be put to the blush if he got to +his elbow any other way. + +"'They're all warm in the church,' Mis' Toplady says; 'we're goin' to +leave 'em there. Zittelhof's goin' to take up canvas cots. We're gettin' +the bedding together,' she told him. + +"Timothy looked up, sort o' wild an' glazed. + +"'Canvas cots,' s'e, 'in the house o' the Lord?' + +"'Why, Timothy,' says his wife, helpless, 'it's all warm there now, an' +we don't know what else. We thought we'd carry up their supper to 'em--' + +"'Supper,' says Timothy, 'in the house o' the Lord?' + +"Then Mis' Toplady spunks up some. + +"'Why, yes,' she says; 'I'm goin' to milk the Jersey an' take up the two +pails.' + +"Timothy waves his barked arm in the air. + +"'Never!' s'e. 'Never. We elders'll never consent to that, not in this +world!' + +"At that we all stood around sort o' pinned to the air. This hadn't +occurred to nobody. But his wife was back at him, rill crispy. + +"'Timothy Toplady,' s'she, 'they use churches for horspitals an' +refuges,' she says. + +"'They do,' says Timothy, solemn, 'they do, in necessity, an' war, an' +siege. But here's the whole o' Friendship Village to take these children +in, an' it's sacrilege to use the house o' God for any purpose whatever +while it's waitin' its dedication. It's stealin', he says, 'from the +Lord Most High.' + +"I never see anybody more het up. We all tried to tell him. Nobody in +Friendship has a warm spare room in winter, without it's the Proudfits, +an' they was in Europe an' their house locked. Mebbe six of us, we +counted up afterwards, could 'a' took in two children to sleep in a cold +room, or one child to sleep with some one o' the family. But as Abel +said, where was the time to canvass round? An' what could we do with the +other little things? But Timothy wouldn't listen to nothin'. + +"'Amanda,' s'e in a married voice, 'what I say is this, I forbid you to +carry a drop o' Jersey milk or any other kind o' milk up to that +church.' + +"With that he was out the front door an' liniment forgot. + +"Mis' Sykes spatted her hands. + +"'He'll find Silas Sykes an' Eppleby,' she says to Mis' Holcomb. 'Quick. +Le's us get our hands on my bread an' your cookies. Them poor little +things--'way past their supper hour.' + +"'An' none of 'em got mothers,' says Mis' Sturgis, 'just left 'round +with lockets on, I sp'ose, an' wrecked an' hungry....' + +"'An' one o' 'em lame,' Mame Holcomb puts in, down on her knees tryin' +to sort out her overshoes. The Sodality never could tell its own +overshoes. + +"Well, they scattered so quick it made you think o' mulberry leaves, +some years, in the first frost--an' I was left alone with Mis' Toplady. + +"'Here,' she says to me then, all squintin' with firmness, 'you take +along all the linen an' comfortables you can lug. Timothy didn't mention +them. An' _leave the rest to me_.' + +"I went over that in my mind while I stumbled along back to the church, +loaded down. But I couldn't make much out of it. I knew Timothy Toplady: +that he was meek till he turned an' then it was look out. An' I knew, +too, that Timothy could run Silas Sykes, the postmaster's political +strength, like you've noticed, makin' him kind o' wobbled in his own +judgment of other things. I didn't know how Eppleby Holcomb'd be--it +might turn out to be one o' the things he'd up an' question, civilized, +but I wa'n't sure. Anyhow, the cream cookies an' the two loaves wasn't +so vital as them five loaves o' bread. + +"When I got back to the church, here it was all lit up. Abel had lit the +chandelier on a secular scene! Bless 'em, it surely was secular, though, +accordin' to my lights, it was some sacred too. Six or seven of the +little things was buildin' a palace out o' the split wood, with the +little lame girl for queen. The little blonde an' the one that was rill +delicate lookin' had gone to sleep by the stove on Abel's overcoat. +Mitsy, she run from somewheres an' grabbed my hand. An' Abel had the +rest over by the other stove tellin' 'em stories. I heard him say +dragon, an' blue velvet, an' golden hair. + +"I hadn't more'n got inside the door before Zittelhof's wagon come with +the cots. An' Mis' Zittelhof was with him, her arms full o' bedclothes +she'd gathered up around from folks. I never said a word to Abel about +the trouble with Timothy. I donno if Abel rilly heard us come in, he was +so excited about his dragon. An' Mis' Zittelhof an' I began makin' up +the cots. On the first one I laid the two babies that was asleep on the +floor. They never woke up. Their little cheeks was warm an' pink, an' +one of 'em had some tears on it. When I see that, I clear forgot the +church wasn't dedicated, an' I thanked God they was there, safe an' by a +good fire, with somebody 'tendin' to 'em. + +"The bed-makin' an' the story-tellin' an' the palace-buildin' went on, +an' I kep' gettin' exciteder every minute. When the door opened, I +couldn't tell which was in my mouth, my heart or my tongue. But it was +only Libbie Liberty with the big iron kettle o' chicken broth an' a +basket o' cups an' spoons. She se' down the kettle on the stove an' +stirred up the fire under it, an' it was no time before the whole church +begun to smell savoury as a kitchen. An' then in walks Mis' Holcomb with +her brown bread an' cream cookies. An' we fair jumped up an' down when +Mis' Sykes come breathin' in the door with them five loaves o' wheat +bread safe, an' butter to match. + +"Still, we _was_ without milk. There wasn't a sign o' Mis' Toplady. An' +any minute Timothy might get there with Silas in tow. Mis' Sykes was +nervous as a witch over it, an' it was her proposed we set the children +up on the cots an' begin' feedin' 'em right away. I run down the room to +tell Abel, an' then I hed to tell him _why_ we'd best hurry. + +"Abel laughs a little when he heard about it. + +"'Dear old Timothy,' he says, 'servin' his God accordin' to the dictates +of his own notions. Wait a minute till I release the princess.' + +"When he said that, I was afraid he must be telling a worldly story with +royalty in. An' I begun to get troubled myself. But I heard him end it: +'So the Princess found her kingdom because she learnt to love every +living thing. She saved the lives of the hare an' the goldfinch. An' +don't you ever let any living thing suffer one minute and maybe you'll +find out some of the things the Princess knew.' An', royalty or not, I +felt all right about Abel's story-telling after that. + +"Then we all brisked round an' begun settin' the children up on the +cots--two or three to a cot, with one of us to wait on 'em. An' both the +little sleepy ones woke up, too. An' when we sliced an' spread the bread +an' dished the hot chicken broth an' see how hungry they all seemed, I +declare if one of us could feel wicked. The little things'd begun to +talk some by then, an' they chatted soft an' looked up at us, an' that +little Mitsy--she'd got so she'd kiss me every time I'd ask her. An' I +was perfectly shameless. I donno's the poor little thing got enough to +eat. But sometimes when things go blue--I like to think about that. I +guess we was all the same. Our principal feelin' was how dear they was, +an' to hurry up before Timothy Toplady got there, an' how we wish't we +hed more milk. + +"Then all of a sudden while we was flyin' round, I happened to go past +the front door, an' I heard a noise in the entry. I thought o' Timothy +an' Silas, comin' with sheriffs an' firearms an' I didn't know +what--Silas havin' politics back of him, so; an' I rec'lect I planned, +wild an' contradictory, first about callin' an instantaneous +congregational meetin' to decide which was right, an' then about +telegraphin' to the City for constituted authority to do as we was +doin', an' then about Abel fightin' Timothy an' Silas both, if it come +rilly necessary. + +"I got hold o' Mis' Sykes an' Mame Holcomb, an' told 'em quiet. +'Somethin's the matter outside there,' I says to 'em, kind o' warnin', +'an' I thought you two'd ought to know it.' An' we all three come 'round +by the entry door, careless, an listened. An' the noise kep' up, kind o' +soft an' obstinate, an' we couldn't make it out. + +"'We'd best go out there an' see,' says Mis' Sykes, low; 'the dear land +knows what men _will_ do.' + +"So we watched our chance an' slipped out--an' I guess, for all our high +ways, we was all three wonderin' inside, was we rilly doin' right. You +know your doubts come thick when there's a noise in the entry. But Mis' +Sykes acted as brave as two, an' it was her shut the door to behind us. + +"An' there, right by that stone just outside the entry o' the church, +set Mis' Timothy Toplady, _milkin' her Jersey cow_. + +"We could just see her, dim, by the light o' the transom. She was on the +secunt pail, an' that was two-thirds full. She hed her back toward us, +an' she didn't hear us. She set all wrapped up in a shawl, a basket o' +cups side of her, an' the Jersey standin' there, quiet an' demure. An' +beyond, in the cut an' movin' acrost the Pump pasture, it was thick with +lanterns. + +"But before we three'd hed time to burst out like we wanted to, we sort +o' scrooched back again. Because on the other side o' the cow we heard +Timothy Toplady's voice. He'd just got there, some breathless, an' with +him, we see, was Eppleby. + +"'Amanda,' says Timothy, 'what in the Dominion o' Canady air you doin'?' + +"'I shouldn't think you would know,' says Mis' Toplady, short. 'You +don't do enough of it.' + +"She hed him there. Timothy always _will_ go down to the Dick Dasher an' +shirk the chores. + +"'Amanda,' says Timothy, 'you've disobeyed me flat-footed.' + +"'No such thing,' s'she, milkin' away like mad for fear he'd use force; +'I ain't carried a drop o' milk here. I've drove it,' she says. + +"Timothy groaned. + +"'Milkin' in the church,' he says. + +"'No, sir,' says Amanda, back at him; 'I'm outside on the sod, an' you +know it.' + +"An' then my hopes sort o' riz, because I thought I heard Eppleby +Holcomb laugh soft--sort of a half-an'-half chuckle. Like he'd looked +under the situation an' see it wasn't alike on both sides. An' 't the +same time Mis' Toplady, she changed her way, an',-- + +"'Timothy,' s'she, 'you hungry?' + +"'I'm nigh starved,' says Timothy. 'It must be eight o'clock,' s'e, 'but +I ain't the heart to think o' that.' + +"'No,' s'she, 'so you ain't. Not with them poor babies in there +hungrier'n you be an' nowheres to go.' + +"With that she got done milkin' an' stood up an' picked up her two +pails--we could smell the sweet, warm milk from where we was. + +"'Timothy,' s'she, 'the worst sacrilege that's done in _this_ world is +when folks turns their backs on any little bit of a chance that the Lord +gives 'em to do good in, like He told 'em. Who was it, I'd like to know, +said, "Suffer little children"? Who was it said, "Feed my lambs"? No +"when" or "where" about that. Just _do it_. An' no occasion to hem an' +haw about it, either. The least you can do for your share in this, as I +see it, is to keep your silence and drive the cow back home. The oven's +full o' bake' sweet potatoes an' they must be just nearin' done.' + +"I see Timothy start to wave his arms an' I donno what he would 'a' said +if it hadn't been settled for 'im. For then, like it was right out o' +the sky, the church organ begun to play soft. For a minute we all looked +up, like the Shepherds must of when the voices of the night told 'em the +spirit o' God was in the world, born in a little child. It was Abel,--I +knew right away it was Abel,--an' he was just gentlin' round soft on the +keys, kind o' like he was askin' a blessin' an' rockin' a cradle an' +doin' all the little nice things music can. An' with that Mis' Sykes, +she throws open the church door. + +"I'll never forget how it looked inside--all warm an' lamp-lit an' with +them little things bein' fed an' chatterin' soft. An' up in the loft set +Abel, playin' away on the foreign organ before it'd been dedicated. An' +then he begun singin' low--an' there's somethin' about Abel 't you just +_haf_ to listen, whatever he says or does. Even Timothy hed to +listen--though I think he was some struck dumb, too, an' that kep' him +controlled for a minute--like it will. An' Abel sung:-- + + "'The Lord is my Shepherd--I shall not want. + He maketh me to lie down in green pastures, + He leadeth me--He leadeth me beside the still waters. + He restoreth my soul....' + +"An' at the first line, before we'd rilly sensed what it was he said, +every one o' them little children in the midst o' their supper slips off +the edge o' the cots an' kneeled down there on the bare floor, just like +they'd been told to. Oh, wasn't it wonderful? An' yet it wasn't--it +wasn't. We found out, when folks come for 'em the next mornin', it was +the children's prayer that they sung every day o' their lives at their +Good Shepherd's Orphans' Home--soft an' out o' tune an' with all their +little hearts, just as they went ahead an' sung it with Abel, clear to +the end. I guess they didn't know everybody don't kneel down all over +the world when they hear the Twenty-third Psalm. + +"Abel seen 'em in the little lookin'-glass over the keyboard. An' when +he'd got done he set there perfectly still with his head down. An' Mis' +Sykes an' Mis' Holcomb an' Eppleby an' I bowed our heads too, out there +in the entry. An' so, after a minute, did Timothy. I couldn't help +peekin' to see. + +"An' then, when the children was all a-rustlin' up, Mis' Toplady she +jus' hands her two pails o' milk over to Timothy. + +"'You take 'em in,' she says to him, her eyes swimmin'. 'I've come off +without my handkerchief.' + +"Timothy looks round him, kind o' helpless, but Eppleby stood there an' +pats him on the arm. + +"'Go in--go in, brother,' Eppleby says gentle. 'I guess the church's +been dedicated. I feel like we'd heard the big wind--an' I guess, mebbe, +the Pentecostal tongues.' + +"An' Timothy--he's an awful tender-hearted man in spite o' bein' so +notional--Timothy just went on in with the milk, without sayin' +anything. An' Eppleby side of him. An' we 'most shut the door on Silas +Sykes, comin' tearin' up on account o' Timothy leavin' him urgent word +to come, without explainin' why. An' when Silas see the inside o' the +church, all lit up an' chicken supper for the children an' the other two +elders there with the milk, he just rubs his hands an' beams like he see +his secunt term. I donno's it'd ever enter Silas Sykes's head't there +was anything wrong with anything, providin' somebody wasn't snappin' him +up for it. I guess it's like that in politics. + +"We took the milk around an', bake' sweet potatoes forgot, Timothy stood +up by the stove, between Eppleby an' Silas, an' watched us--an' the +Jersey must 'a' picked her way home alone. An' Abel, he just set there +to the organ, gentlin' 'round soft on the keys so it made me think o' +God movin' on the face o' the waters. An' movin' on the face of +everything else too, dedicated or not. It was like we'd felt the big +wind, same as Eppleby said. An' somethin' in it kind o' hid, secret an' +holy." + + + + +VIII + +THE GRANDMA LADIES + + +Two weeks before Christmas Friendship was thrown into a state of holiday +delight. Mrs. Proudfit and her daughter, Miss Clementina, issued +invitations to a reception to be given on Christmas Eve at Proudfit +House, on Friendship Hill. The Proudfits, who had rarely entertained +since Miss Linda went away, lived in Europe and New York and spent +little time in the village, but, for all that, they remained citizens in +absence, and Friendship always wrote out invitations for them whenever +it gave "companies." The invitations the postmaster duly forwarded to +some Manhattan bank, though I think the village had a secret conviction +that these were never received--"sent out wild to a bank in the City, +so." However, now that old courtesies were to be so magnificently +returned, every one believed and felt a greater respect for the whole +financial world. + +The invitations enclosed the card of Mrs. Nita Ordway, and the name +sounded for me a note of other days when, before my coming to Friendship +Village, we two had, in the town, belonged to one happy circle of +friends. + +"I thought at first mebbe the card'd got shoved in the envelope by +mistake," said Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss. "I know once I got a +Christmas book from a cousin o' mine in the City, an' a strange man's +card fell out o' the leaves. I sent the card right straight back to her, +an' Cousin Jane seemed rill cut up, so I made up my mind I'd lay low +about this card. But I hear everybody's got 'em. I s'pose it's a sign +that it's some Mis' Ordway's party too--only not enough hers to get her +name on the invite. Mebbe she chipped in on the expenses. Give a third, +like enough." + +However that was, Friendship looked on the Christmas party as on some +unexpected door about to open in its path, and it woke in the morning +conscious of expectation before it could remember what to expect. +Proudfit House! A Christmas party! It touched every one as might some +giant Santa Claus, for grown-ups, with a pack of heart's-ease on his +back. + +When Mrs. Ordway arrived in the village, the excitement mounted. Mrs. +Nita Ordway was the first exquisitely beautiful woman of the great world +whom Friendship had ever seen--"beautiful like in the pictures of when +noted folks was young," the village breathlessly summed her up. To be +sure, when she and her little daughter, Viola, rode out in the +Proudfits' motor, nobody in the street appeared to look at them. But +Friendship knew when they rode, and when they walked, and what they +wore, and when they returned. + +It was a happiness to me to see Mrs. Ordway again, and I sat often with +her in the music room at Proudfit House and listened to her glorious +voice in just the songs that I love. Sometimes she would send for her +little Viola, so that I might sit with the child in my arms, for she was +one of those rare children who will let you love them. + +"I like be made some 'tention to," Viola sometimes said shyly. She was +not afraid, and she would stay with me hour-long, as if she loved to be +loved. She was like a little come-a-purpose spirit, to let one pretend. + +A day or two after the invitations had been received, I was in my guest +room going over my Christmas list. Just before Christmas I delight in +the look of a guest room, for then the bed is spread with a brave array +of pretty things, and when one arranges and wraps them, the stitches of +rose and blue on flowered fabrics, the flutter of crisp ribbons, and the +breath of sachets make one glad. I was lingering at my task when I heard +some one below, and I recognized her voice. + +"Calliope!" I called gladly from the stairs, and bade her come up to me. + +Calliope is one of the women in whose presence one can wrap one's +Christmas gifts. She came into the room, bringing a breath of Winter, +and she laid aside her tan ulster and her round straw hat, and +straightway sat down on the rug by the open fire. + +"Well said!" she cried contentedly, "a grate fire upstairs! It's one of +the things that never seems real to me, like a tower on a house. I'd as +soon think o' havin' a grate fire up a tree an' settin' there, as in my +chamber. Anyway, when it comes Winter, upstairs in Friendship is just a +place where you go after something in the bureau draw' an' come down +again as quick as you can. I s'pose you got an invite to the party?" + +"Yes," I said, "and you will go, Calliope?" + +But instead of answering me:-- + +"My land!" she said, "think of it! A party like that, an' not a +low-necked waist in town, nor a swallow-tail! An' only two weeks to do +anything in, an' only Liddy Ember for dressmaker, an' it takes her two +weeks to make a dress. I guess Mis' Postmaster Sykes has got her. They +say she read her invite in the post-office with one hand an' snapped up +that tobacco-brown net in the post-office store window with the other, +an' out an' up to Liddy's an' hired her before she was up from the +breakfast table. So she gets the town new dress. Mis' Sykes is terrible +quick-moved." + +"What will you wear, Calliope?" I asked. + +"Me--I never wear anything but henriettas," she said. "I think the +plainer-faced you are, the simpler you'd ought to be dressed. I use' to +fix up terrible ruffled, but when I see I was reg'lar plain-faced I +stuck to henriettas, mostly gray--" + +"Calliope," I said resolutely, "you don't mean you're not going to the +Proudfit party?" + +She clasped her hands and held them, palms outward, over her mouth, and +her eyes twinkled above them. + +"No, sir," she said, "I can't go. You'll laugh at me!" she defended. +"Don't you tell!" she warned. And finally she told me. + +"Day before yesterday," she said, "I went into the City. An' I come out +on the trolley. An' I donno what possessed me,--I ain't done it for +months,--but when we crossed the start of the Plank Road, I got off an' +went up an' visited the Old Ladies' Home. You know I've always thought," +she broke off, "--well, you know I ain't a rill lot to do with, an' I +always had an i-dee that mebbe sometime, when I got older, I might--" + +I nodded, and she went on. + +"Well, I walked around among 'em up there--canary birds an' plants an' +footstools--an' the whole thing fixed up so cheerful that it's pitiful. +Red wall-paper an' flowered curtains an' such, all fair yellin' at you, +'We're cheerful--cheerful--cheerful!' till I like to run. An' it come +over me, bein' so near Christmas an' all, what would they do on +Christmas? So I asked a woman in a navy-blue dress, seein' she flipped +around like she was the flag o' the place. + +"'The south corridor,' she answers,--them's the highest payin"--Calliope +threw in, "'chipped in an' got up a tree, an' there's gifts for all,' +s'she. 'The west corridor'--them's the local city ones--'all has friends +to take 'em away for the day. The east corridor'--they're from farther +away an' middlin' well-to-do--'all has boxes comin' to 'em from off. But +the north corridor,' s'she, scowlin' some, 'is rather a trial to us.' + +"An' I was waitin' for that. The north corridor is all charity old +ladies, paid for out o' the fund; an' the president o' the home has just +died, an' the secretary's in the old country on a pleasure trip, an' the +board's in a row over the policy o' the home, an' the navy-blue matron +dassent act, an' altogether it looked like the north corridor was goin' +to get a regular mid-week Wednesday instead of a Christmas. An' I up an' +ast' her to take me down to see 'em." + +It was easy to see what Calliope had done, I thought: she had promised +to spend Christmas Eve over there in the north corridor, reading aloud. + +"They was nine of 'em," she went on, "nice old grandma ladies, with +hands that looked like they'd ought to 'a' been tyin' little aprons an' +cuttin' out cookies an' squeezin' somebody else's hand. There they set, +with the wall-paper doin' its cheerfulest, loud as an insult,--one of +'em with lots o' white hair, one of 'em singin' a little, some of 'em +tryin' to sew or knit some. My land!" said Calliope, "when we think of +'em sittin' up an' down the world--with their arms all empty--an' +Christmas comin' on--ain't it a wonder--Well, I stayed 'round an' talked +to 'em," she went on, "while the navy-blue lady whisked her starched +skirts some. She seemed too busy 'tendin' to 'em to give 'em much +attention. An' they looked rill pleased when I talked to 'em about their +patchwork an' knittin', an' did they get the sun all day, an' didn't the +canary sort o' shave somethin' off'n the human ear-drum, on his tiptop +notes? An' when I said that, Grandma Holly--her with lots o' white +hair--says:-- + +"'I donno but it does,' she says, 'but I don't mind; I'm so thankful to +see somethin' around that's _little an' young_.' + +"That sort o' landed in my heart. It's just what I'd been thinkin' about +'em. + +"'Little, young things,' s'I, sort o' careless, 'make a lot o' racket, +you know.' + +"At that old Mis' Burney pipes up--her that brought up her daughter's +children an' her son-in-law married again an' turned her out:-- + +"'I use' to think so,' she says quiet; 'the noise o' the children use' +to bother me terrible. When they reely got to goin' I use' to think I +couldn't stand it, my head hurt me so. But now,' s'she, 'I get to +thinkin' sometimes I wouldn't mind a horse-fiddle if some of 'em played +it.' + +"'They're lots o' company, the little things,' says old Mis' +Norris--she'd kep' mislayin' her teeth an' the navy-blue lady had took +'em away from her that day for to teach her, so I couldn't hardly +understand what she said. 'Mine was named Ellen an' Nancy,' I made out. + +"'Some o' you remember my Sam,'--Mis' Ailing speaks up then, an' she +begun windin' up her yarn an' never noticed she was ravellin' out her +mitten,--'he was an alderman,' she was goin' on, but old Mis' Winslow +cuts in on her:-- + +"'It don't matter what he was when he was man-grown,' s'she. 'Man-grown +can get along themselves. It's when they're little bits o' ones,' she +says. + +"'Little!' says Grandma Holly. 'Is it little you mean? Well, my Amy's +two little feet use' to be swallowed up in my hand--so,' she says, +shuttin' her hand over to show us. + +"Well, so they went on. I give you my word I stood there sort o' +grippin' up on my elbows. I'd always known it was so--like you do know +things are so. But somehow when you come to _feel_ they're so, that's +another thing. And I was feelin' this in my throat 'bout as big as an +orange. I'd thought their hands looked like they'd ought to be tyin' up +little aprons, but I never thought o' the hands bein' rill lonesome to +do the tyin', an' thinkin' about it, too. An' now I understood 'em like +I see 'em for the first time, rill face to face. Somehow, we ain't any +too apt to look at people that way," said Calliope. "You see how I mean +it. + +"Then comes the navy-blue woman an' says it's time for their hot milk, +an' they all looked up, kind o' hopeful. An' I see that the navy-blue +one had got 'em trained into the i-dee that hot milk was an event. She +didn't like to hev 'em talk much about the past, she told me, when she +see what we was speakin' of, because it gener'lly made some of 'em cry, +an' the i-dee was to keep the spirit of the home bright an' cheerful. +'So I see,' s'I, dry. An' there was Christmas comin' on, an' nothin' to +break the general cheerfulness but hot milk. "Well," Calliope said, "I +s'pose you'll think I'm terrible foolish, but I couldn't help what I +done--" + +"I don't wonder at it," said I, warmly; "you promised to spend Christmas +Eve with them and read aloud to them, didn't you, Calliope?" + +"No!" Calliope cried; "I didn't do that. I should think they'd be sick +to death o' bein' read aloud to. I should think they'd be sick to death +bein' cheered up by their surroundin's. No--I invited the whole nine of +'em to come over an' spend Christmas Eve with me." + +"Calliope!" I cried, "but how--" + +"I know it," she exclaimed, "I know it. But they're all well an' hardy. +The charity corridor ain't expected in the infirmary much. An' Jimmy +Sturgis is goin' to bring 'em over free in the closed 'bus--I'll fill it +with hot bricks an' hot flat-irons an' bed-quilts. An' my land! you'd +ought to see 'em when I ask' 'em. I don't s'pose they'd had an invite +out in years. The navy-blue lady looked like I'd nipped a mountain off'n +her shoulders, too. An' now," said Calliope, "what on top o' this earth +will I do with 'em when I get 'em here?" + +What indeed? I left my task and sat by her on the rug before the fire, +and we talked it over. But all the while we talked, I could see that she +was keeping something back--some plan of which she was doubtful. + +"I ain't no money to spend, you know," she said, "an' I won't let +anybody else spend any for me, for this. Folks has plans enough o' their +own without mine. But I kep' sayin' to myself, all the way home when my +knees give down at the i-dee of what I was goin' to do: 'Calliope, the +Lord says, "_Give._" An' He meant you to give, same's those that hev +got. He didn't say, "Everybody give but Calliope, an' she ain't got +much, so she'd ought to be let off." He said, "_Give._"' An' He didn't +mention all nice things, same's I'd like to give, an' most everybody +does give--" she nodded toward my bed, brave with its Christmas array. +"He didn't mention givin' _things_ at all. An' so," said Calliope, "I +thought o' somethin' else." + +She sat with brooding eyes on the fire, her hands clasped about her +knees. + +"The Lord Christ," said Calliope, "didn't hev nothin' of His own. An' +yet He just give an' give an' give. An' somehow I got the _i_-dee," she +finished, glancing up at me shyly, "that mebbe Christmas ain't really +all in your stocking foot, after all. I ain't much to spend, and mebbe +that sounds some like sour grapes. But it seems like a good many +beautiful things is free to all, an' that they's ways to do. Well, I've +thought of a way--" + +"Calliope," I said, "tell me what you have really planned for the +old-lady party. You _have_ planned?" + +"Well, yes," she said, "I hev. But mebbe you'll think it ain't anything. +First I thought o' tea, an' thin bread-an'-butter sandwiches--it seems +some like a party when you get your bread thin. An' I've got apples in +the house we could roast, an' corn to pop over the kitchen fire. But +then I come to a stop. For I ain't nothin' else, an' I've spent every +cent I _can_ spend a'ready. But yet I did want to show 'em somethin' +lovely--an' differ'nt from what they see, so's it'd seem as if somebody +cared, an' as if they'd been _in Christmas_, too. An' all of a sudden it +come to me, why not invite in a few little children o' somebody's here +in Friendship? So's them old grandma ladies--" + +She shook her head and turned away. + +"I expec'," she said, "you think I'm terrible foolish. But wouldn't that +be givin', don't you think? _Would_ that be anything?" + +I have planned, as will fall to us all, many happy ways of keeping +festival; but I think that never, even in days when I myself was +happiest, have I so delighted in any event as in this of Calliope's +proposing. And when at last she had gone, and the dusk had fallen and I +lighted candles and went back to my pleasant task, some way the stitches +of pink and blue on flowered fabrics, the flutter of crisp ribbons, and +the breath of the sachets were not greatly in my thoughts; and that +which made me glad was a certain shining in the room, but this was not +of candle-light, or firelight, or winter starlight. + +With the days the plans for the Proudfit party--or rather the plans of +the Proudfit guests--went merrily forward. It was, they said, like "in +the Oldmoxon days," when the house in which I was now living had been +the Friendship fairyland. Some take their parties solemnly, some +joyously, some feverishly; but Friendship takes them vitally, as it +takes a project or the breath of being. Like the rest of the world, the +village sank Christmas in festivity. It could not see Christmas for the +Christmas plans. + +Speculation was the delight of meetings, and every one conspired in +terms of toilettes. + +"Likely," said Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, "Mis' Banker Mason'll +wear her black-an'-white foulard. Them foulards are wonderful +durable--you can't muss 'em. She got hers when Gramma Mason first hurt +her back, so's if anything happened she'd be part mournin', an' if +anything didn't, she'd have a nice dress to wear out places. Ain't it +real convenient,--white standin' for both companies an' the tomb, so?" + +And "Mis' Photographer Sturgis has the best of it, bein' an invalid, +till a party comes up," said Libbie Liberty. "She gets plenty enough +food sent in, an' flowers, an' such things, an' she's got nails hung +full o' what I call sympathy clo'es, to wear durin' sympathy calls. But +when it comes to a real what you might say dress-up dress, I guess +she'll hev to be took worse with her side an' stay in the house." + +Abigail Arnold contributed:-- + +"Seems Mis' Doctor Helman had a whole wine silk dress put away with her +dyin' things. She always thought it sounded terrible fine to hear about +the dead havin' dress-pattern after dress-pattern laid away that hadn't +never been made up. So she'd got together the one, but now she an' +Elzabella are goin' to work an' make it up. I guess Mis' Helman thinks +her stomach is so much better 't mebbe she'll be spared till after the +holidays when the sales begin." + +Even Liddy Ember had promised to go and to take Ellen, and Ellen went up +and down the winter streets singing sane little songs about the party, +save on days when she "come herself again," and then she planned, as +wildly as anybody, what she meant to wear. And Liddy, whose dream had +always been to do "reg'lar city dress-makin', with helpers an' plates +an' furnish the findin's at the shop," and whose lot instead had been to +cut and fit "just the durable kind," was blithely at work night and day +on Mis' Postmaster Sykes's tobacco-brown net. We understood that there +were to be brown velvet butterflies stitched down the skirt, and if her +Lady Washington geranium flowered in time,--Mis' Sykes was said to lay +bread and milk nightly about the roots to encourage it,--she was to wear +the blossom in her hair. ("She'll be gettin' herself talked about, +wearin' a wreath o' flowers on her head, so," said some.) But then, Mis' +Sykes was recognized to be "one that picks her own steps." + +"Mis' Sykes always dresses for company accordin' to the way she gets her +invite," Calliope observed. "A telephone invite, she goes in somethin' +she'd wear home afternoons. Word o' mouth at the front door, she wears +what she wears on Sundays. Written invites, she rags out in her rill +_best_ dress, for parties. But _engraved_," Calliope mounted to her +climax, "a bran' new dress an' a wreath in her hair is the least she'll +stop at." + +But I think that, in the wish to do honour to so distinguished an +occasion, the temper of Mis' Sykes, and perhaps of Ellen Ember too, was +the secret temper of all the village. + + + + +IX + +"NOT AS THE WORLD GIVETH" + + +I daresay that excitement followed excitement when news of Calliope's +party got abroad. But of this I knew little, for I spent those next days +at the Proudfits' with Nita Ordway and little Viola, and though I +thought often of Calliope, I chanced not to see her again until the +holidays were almost upon us. In the late afternoon, two days before +Christmas, I dropped in at her cottage to learn how pleasantly the plans +for her party matured. + +To my amazement I found her all dejection. + +"Why, Calliope," I said, "can't the grandma ladies come, after all?" + +Yes, they could come; they were coming. + +"You are never sorry you asked them?" I pressed her. + +No. Oh, no; she was glad she had asked them. + +"Something is wrong, though," I said sadly--thinking what a blessed +thing it is to be so joyous a spirit that one's dejections are bound to +be taken seriously. + +"Well," said Calliope, then, "it's the children. No it ain't, it's +Friendship. The town's about as broad as a broom straw an' most as deep. +Anything differ'nt scares 'em like something wore out'd ought to. +Friendship's got an i-dee that Christmas begins in a stocking an' ends +off in a candle. It thinks the rest o' the days are reg'lar, +self-respecting days, but it looks on Christmas like an extry thing, +thrown in to please 'em. It acts as if the rest o' the year was plain +cake an' the holidays was the frostin' to be et, an' everybody grab the +best themselves, give or take." + +"Calliope!" I cried--for this was as if the moon had objected to the +heavens. + +"Oh, I know I'd ought not to," she said sadly; "but don't folks act as +if time was give to 'em to run around wild with, as best suits 'em? +Three hundred an' 'leven days a year to use for themselves, an' Sundays +an' Christmas an' Thanksgivin' to give away looks to me a rill fair +division. But, no. Some folks act like Sundays an' holidays was not only +the frostin', but the nuts an' candy an' ice-cream o' things--_their_ +ice-cream, to eat an' pass to their own, an' scrape the freezer." + +And then came the heart of the matter. + +"'T seems," said Calliope, "there's that children's Christmas tree at +the new minister's on Christmas Eve. But that ain't till ha'-past seven, +an' I done my best to hev some o' the children stop in here on their +way, for _my_ little party. An' with one set o' lungs their mas says no, +they'd get mussed for the tree if they do. I offered to hev 'em bring +their white dresses pinned in papers, an' we'd dress 'em here--I think +the grandma ladies'd like that. But their mas says no, pinned in +papers'd take the starch out an' their hair'd get all over their heads. +An' some o' the mothers says indignant: 'Old ladies from the poorhouse +end o' the home--well, I should think not! Children is very easy to take +things. If you'd hed young o' your own, you'd think more, Calliope,' +they says witherin'." + +Her little wrinkled hands were trembling at the enormity. + +"I donno," she added, "but I was foolish to try it. But I did want to +get a-hold o' somethin' beautiful for them old ladies to see. An', my +mind, they ain't much so rilly lovely as little young children, together +in a room." + +"But, Calliope," I said in distress, "isn't there even one child you can +get?" + +"No, sir," she said. "Not a one. I been everywhere. You know they ain't +any poor in Friendship. We're all comfortable enough off to be +overparticular." + +"But wouldn't you think," I said, "at Christmas time--" + +"Yes, you would," Calliope said, "you would. You'd think Christmas'd +make everything kind o' softened up an' differ'nt. Every time I look at +the holly myself, I feel like I'd just shook hands with somebody +cordial." + +None the less--for Calliope had drunk deep of the wine of doing and she +never gave up any project--at four o'clock on the day before Christmas I +saw the closed 'bus driven by Jimmy Sturgis fare briskly past my house +on its way to the "start of the Plank Road," to the Old Ladies' Home. +Within, I knew, were quilts and hot stones of Calliope's providing; and +Jimmy had hung the 'bus windows with cedar, and two little flags +fluttered from the door. It all had a merry, holiday air as Jimmy shook +the lines and drew on swiftly through the snow to those wistful nine +guests, who at last were to be "in Christmas," too. + +"If they can't do nothin' else," Calliope had said, "they can talk over +old times, without hot milk interferin'. But I wish, an' I wish--seem's +though there'd ought always to be a child around on Star o' Bethlehem +night, don't it?" + +I dined alone that Star of Bethlehem night, and to dine alone under +Christmas candles is never a cheerful business. The Proudfit car was to +come for me soon after eight, and at eight I stood waiting at the window +of my little living room, saying to myself that if I were to drop from +the air to a deserted country road, I should be certain that it was +Christmas Eve. You can tell Christmas Eve anywhere, like a sugar-plum, +with your eyes shut. It is not the lighted houses, or the +close-curtained windows behind which Christmas trees are fruiting; nor +yet, in Friendship, will it be the post-office store or the home bakery +windows, gay with Christmas trappings. But there is in the world a +subdued note of joyful preparation, as if some spirit whom one never may +see face to face had on this night a gift of perceptible life. And in +spite of my loneliness, my heart upleaped to the note of a distant +sleigh-bell jingling an air of "Home, going Home, Christmas Eve and +going Home." + +Then, when the big Proudfit car came flashing to my door, I had a sweet +surprise. For from it, through the snowy dark, came running a little +fairy thing, and Viola Ordway danced to my door with her mother, muffled +in furs. + +"We've been close in the house all day," Mrs. Ordway cried, "and now +we've run away to get you. Come!" + +As for me, I took Viola in my arms and lifted her to my hall table and +caught off her cloak and hood. I can never resist doing this to a child. +I love to see the little warm, plump body in its fine white linen emerge +rose-wise, from the calyx cloak; and I love that shy first gesture, +whatever it may be, of a child so emerging. The turning about, the +freeing of soft hair from the neck, the smoothing down of the frock, the +half-abashed upward look. Viola did more. She laid one hand on my cheek +and held it so, looking at me quite gravely, as if that were some secret +sign of brotherhood in the unknown, which she remembered and I, alas! +had forgotten. But I perfectly remembered how to kiss her. If only, I +thought, all the empty arms could know a Viola. If only all the empty +arms, up and down the world, could know a Viola even just at Christmas +time. If only-- + +Over the top of Viola's head I looked across at Nita Ordway, and a +sudden joyous purpose lighted all the air about me--as a joyous purpose +will. Oh, if only--And then I heard myself pouring out a marvellous +jumble of sound and senselessness. + +"Nita!" I cried, "you are not a Friendship Village mother! You are not +afraid. Viola is not going to the new minister's Christmas tree. Oh, +don't you see? It's still early--surely we have time! The grandma ladies +_must_ see Viola!" + +I remember how Nita Ordway laughed, and her answer made me love her the +more--as is the way of some answers. + +"I don't catch it--I don't," she said, "but it sounds delicious. All +courage, and old ladies, and ample time for everything! If I said, 'Of +course,' would that do?" + +Already I was tying Viola's hood, and next to taking off a child's hood +I love putting one on--surely every one will have noticed how their +mouths bud up for kissing. While we sped along the Plank Road toward +Calliope's cottage, I poured out the story of who were at her house that +night, and why, and all that had befallen. In a moment the great car, +devouring its own path of light, set us down at Calliope's gate, and +Calliope herself, trim in her gray henrietta, her wrinkled face flushed +and shining, came at our summons. And I pushed Viola in before +us--little fairy thing in a fluff of white wraps and white furs. + +"Look, Calliope!" I cried. + +Calliope looked down at her, and I think she can hardly have seen Mrs. +Ordway and me at all. She smote her hands softly together. + +"Oh," she said, "if it isn't! Oh--a child for Star o' Bethlehem night, +after all!" + +She dropped to her knees before Viola, touching the little girl's hand +almost shyly. There was in Calliope's face when she looked at any child +a kind of nakedness of the woman's soul; and she, who was so deft, was +curiously awkward in such a presence. + +"They're out there in the dinin' room," she whispered, "settin' round +the cook stove. I saw they felt some better out there. Le's us leave her +go out alone by herself, just the way she is." + +And that was what we did. We said something to Viola softly about "the +poor grandma ladies, with no little girl to love," and then Calliope +opened the door and let her through. + +We peeped for a moment at the lamp-lit crack. The dining room was warm +and bright, its table covered with red cotton and set with tea-cups, +shelves of plants blooming across the windows, cedar green on the walls. +The odour of pop-corn was in the air, and above an open griddle hole +apples bobbed on strings tied to the stove-pipe wing. And there about +the cooking range, with its cheery opened hearth, Calliope's Christmas +guests were gathered. + +They were exquisitely neat and trim, in black and brown cloth dresses, +with a brooch, or a white apron, or a geranium from a window plant worn +for festival. I recognized Grandma Holly, with her soft white hair, and +I thought I could tell which were Mis' Ailing and Mis' Burney and Mis' +Norris. And the faces of them all, the gentle, the grief-marked, even +the querulous, were grown kindly with the knowledge that somebody had +cared about their Christmas. + +The child went toward them as simply as if they had been friends. They +looked at her with some murmuring of surprise, and at one another +questioningly. Viola went straight to the knee of Grandma Holly, who was +nearest. + +"'At lady tied my hood too tight," she referred unflatteringly to me, +"p'eas do it off." + +Grandma Holly looked down over her spectacles, and up at the other +grandma ladies, and back to Viola. The others gathered nearer, hitching +forward rocking-chairs, rising to peer over shoulders--breathlessly, +with a manner of fearing to touch her. But because of the little +uplifted face, waiting, Grandma Holly must needs untie the white hood +and reveal all the shining of the child's hair. + +"Nen do my toat off," Viola gravely directed. + +At that Grandma Holly crooned some single indistinguishable syllable in +her throat, and then off came the cloak. The little warm, plump body in +its fine linen emerged, rose-wise, and Viola smoothed down her frock, +and freed her hair from her neck, and glanced up shyly. By the stir and +flutter among them I understood that they were feeling just as I feel +when a little hood and cloak come off. + +Viola stood still for a minute. + +"I like be made some 'tention to," she suggested gently. + +Ah--and they understood. How they understood! Grandma Holly swept the +little girl in her arms, and I know how the others closed about them +with smiles and vague unimportant words. Viola sat quietly and happily, +like a little come-a-purpose spirit to let them pretend. And it was with +them all as if something long pent up went free. + +Calliope left the door and turned toward us. + +"Seems like my throat couldn't stand it," she said, ... and it seemed to +me, as we three sat together in the dim little parlor, that Nita Ordway +must cherish Viola for us all--for the grandma ladies and Calliope and +me. + +Half an hour later we three went out to the dining room. Viola ran to +her mother when she entered. Nita took her in her arms and sat beside +the stove, her cloak slipping from her shoulders, the soft peach tints +of her gown shot through with shining lines and the light caught in her +collar of gems. "I did want to get a-hold o' somethin' beautiful for +them old ladies to see," Calliope had said. + +"Oh," said Grandma Holly, and she laid her brown hand on Viola's hand, +"ain't she _dear an' little an' young_?" + +"I wish't she'd talk some," begged old Mis' Norris. + +"Ain't she good, though, the little thing?" Mis' Ailing said. "Look at +how still she sets. Not wigglin' 'round same as some. It was just that +way with Sam when he was small--he'd set by the hour an' leave me hold +him--" + +A little bent creature, whose name I never learned, sat patting Viola's +skirt. + +"Seems like I'd gone back years," we heard her say. + +Grandma Holly held up one half-closed hand. + +"Like that," she told them, "my Amy's feet was so little I could hold +'em like that, an' I see hers is the same way. She's wonderful like Amy +was, her age." + +I cannot recall half the sweet, trivial things that they said. But I +remember how they told us stories of their own babies, and we laughed +with them over treasured sayings of long-ago lips, or grieved with them +over silences, or rejoiced at glad things that had been. Regardless of +the Proudfit party, we let them talk as they would, and remember. Then +of her own accord Nita Ordway hummed some haunting air, and sang one of +the songs that we all loved--the grandma ladies and Calliope and I. It +was a sleepy song, whose words I have forgotten, but it was in a kind of +universal tongue which I think that no one can possibly mistake. And out +of the lullaby came all the little spirits, freed in babyhood or +"man-grown," and stood at the knees of the grandma ladies, so that I was +afraid that they could not bear it. + +When the song was done, Viola suddenly sat up very straight. + +"I got a litty box," she announced, "an' I had a parasol. An' once a boy +div me a new nail. An' once I didn' feel berry well, but now I am. An' +once--" + +Their laughter was like a caress. Before it was done, we heard a +stamping without, and there was Jimmy Sturgis, with a spray of holly in +his old felt hat and the closed 'bus at the door. + +We helped Calliope to get their wraps and to fill the 'bus with hot +stones from the oven and with many quilts, and we made ready a basket of +pop-corn and apples and of the cedar hung around the little room. They +stood about us to say good-by, or to tell us some last bit of the news +of their long-past youth--dear, wrinkled faces framed in broad lines of +bonnet or hood, and smiling, every one. + +"This gray shawl I got on me is the very one I used to wrap Amy in to +carry her through the cold hall," said Grandma Holly. "My land-a-livin'! +seems's if I'd been with her to-night, over again!" + +Their way of thanks lay among stumbling words and vague repetitions, but +there was a kind of glory in their grateful faces, and one always +remembers that. + +"Merry Prismas, gramma ladies!" Viola cried shrilly at the 'bus door, +and within they laughed like mothers as they answered. And Jimmy Sturgis +cracked his whip, and the sleigh-bells jingled. + +Nita Ordway and Viola and I stood for a moment with Calliope at her +gate. + +"Come!" we begged her, "now go with us. We are all late together. There +is no reason why you should not go with us to the Christmas party." + +But Calliope shook her head. + +"I'm ever so much obliged to you," she said, "but oh, I couldn't. I've +hed too rilly a Christmas to come down to a party anywheres." + + * * * * * + +When Nita and Viola and I reached Proudfit House, the guests were all +assembled, but we knew that Mrs. Proudfit and Miss Clementina would be +the first to forgive us when they understood. + +The big colonial home was bright with scarlet-shaded candles and +holly-hung walls; there was mistletoe on the sconces, and in the great +hall there were tuneful strings. On the landing of the stairs stood Mrs. +Proudfit and Miss Clementina, charmingly pretty in their delicate +frocks, and wholly gay and gracious. ("They seem lively like in pictures +where folks don't make a loud sound a-talkin'," said Friendship. "I +s'pose it's somethin' you learn in the City.") And Friendship wore its +loyalty like a mantle. Twelve years had passed, and yet one and another +said under breath and sighed, "If only Miss Linda could 'a' been here, +too." + +All Friendship Village was there, save Abel Halsey, who was at the Good +Shepherd's Home Christmas tree in the City, and, perhaps one would say, +Delia More, who had begged to be allowed to help in the kitchen "an' be +there that way." Even Peleg Bemus was in his place in the orchestra, +sitting with closed eyes, playing his flute, and keeping audible time +with his wooden leg,--quite as he did when he played his flute at night, +on Friendship streets. And there was Mis' Postmaster Sykes, in the +tobacco-brown net, with butterflies stitched down the skirt and the Lady +Washington geranium in her hair--and forever near her went little Miss +Liddy Ember with an almost passionate creative pride in the gown of her +hand, so that she would murmur her patron an occasional warning: "Mis' +Sykes, throw back your shoulders, you hev to, to bring out the real set +o' the basque;" or, "Don't forget you want to give a little hitch to the +back when you stand up, Mis' Sykes." And to one and another Liddy said +proudly, "I declare if I didn't get that skirt with the butterflies just +like a magazine cover." And there, too, was Ellen Ember, wearing a white +book muslin and a rosy "nubia" that had been her mother's; and Ellen's +face was uplifted, and of pale distinction under the bronze glory of her +hair, but all that evening she smiled and sang and wondered, in utter +absence of the spirit. ("Oh," poor Miss Liddy said, "I do so want Ellen +to come herself before supper. She won't remember a thing she eats, an' +she don't have much that's tasty an' good. It'll be just like she missed +the whole thing, in spite of all the chore o' comin'.") And there were +Mis' Doctor Helman in her new wine silk; Mis' Banker Mason in the +black-and-white foulard designed to grace a festival or to respect a +tomb; Mis' Sturgis, in a put-away dress that was a surprise to every +one; Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, and Eppleby, and the "Other" +Holcombs; Abigail Arnold, the Gekerjecks, Mis' Toplady and Timothy, even +Mis' Mayor Uppers--no one was forgotten. And--save poor Ellen--every one +was aglow with the sweet satisfaction of having sent abroad a brave +array of pretty things, with stitches of rose and blue on flowered +fabrics, with the flutter of ribbons, and the breath of sachets, and +with many a gift of substance to those less generously endowed. To them +all the delight of the season was in the gifts of their hands and in the +night's merry-making, and in the joy of keeping holiday. Here, as +Calliope had said, Christmas, begun in a stocking, was ending in a +candle. + +And yet it was Star of Bethlehem night, the night of Him who "didn't +mention givin' _things_ at all." + + + + +X + +LONESOME.--I + + +Calliope and I were talking over the Proudfit party, as I had grown to +like to talk over most things with her, when I said something of two of +the guests whom I did not remember before to have seen: a little man of +shy gravity and an extremely pretty girl who, if she looked at any one +but him, did so quite undetected. + +"That's Eb Goodnight," Calliope replied, "him of the new-born spine. +Wasn't it like the Proudfits to ask them?" + +And, at my question: + +"Some folks," Calliope said, "has got spines and some folks hasn't. But +what I say is, nobody can tell which is which. Because now and then the +soft-spine' kind just hardens up all in a minute same as steel. So when +I meet a stranger that sort o' sops along through life, limp and floppy, +I never judge him. I just say, 'You look some like a loose shutter, but +mebbe you can fair bang the house down, if you rilly get to blowin'.' It +was that way with Eb Goodnight. + +"I donno how it is other places. But I've noticed with us here in +Friendship--an' I've grown to the town from short dresses to +bein'-careful-what-I-eat--I've often noticed't when folks seems not to +have any backbone to speak of, or even when they go 'round sort o' +crazy--they's usually some other reason, like enough. Sensitive or sick +or lonesome, or like that. It was so with Eb--an' it was so with Elspie. +Elspie, though, was interestin' on account o' bein' not only a little +crazy, but rill pretty besides. But Eb, he was the kind that a +sign-board is more interestin' than. An' yet--" + +With that she paused, looking down some way of her own thought. I knew +Calliope's "an' yet." It splendidly conceded the entire converse of her +argument. + +"Eb come here to Friendship," she went on, "less public than Elspie did. +Elspie come official, as an inmate o' the county house. Eb, he sort o' +crep' in town, like he crep' everywhere else. He introduced himself to +me through sellin' needles. He walked in on me an' a two-weeks ironin' +one mornin' with, 'Lemme present myself as Ebenezer Goodnight, sewin' +needles, knittin' needles, crochet hooks an' shuttles an' anything o' +that,' an' down he set an' never opened his mouth about his needles +again. Eb was real delicate, for an agent. He just talked all the time +about Friendship an' himself. 'The whol' blame' town's kin,' s'e; 'I +never see such a place. _Every_body's kin, only just me. Air you,' he +ask' me wistful, 'cousin' of 'em all, too?' + +"'Mis' Sprague that's dead was connected up with me by marriage an' Mis' +Sykes is my mother's secunt cousin,' I owned up.' + +"'That's it again,' s'e, sighin'. 'I'm the odd number, dum it,' he says +sorrowful. + +"Well, an' he hed sort of an odd-number way about him, too. He went +along the street like he didn't belong. I donno if you know what I mean, +but he was always takin' in the tops o' buildin's an' lookin' at the +roads an' behavin' like he noticed--the way you don't when you live in a +town. Yes, Ebenezer Goodnight went around like he see things for the +first time. An' somehow he never could join in. When he walked up to a +flock o' men, he stood _side_ of 'em, an' not with 'em. An' he shook +hands sort o' loose an' temporary like he meant somethin' else. An' he +just couldn't bear not to agree with you. If he let out't the sky was +blue an' you said, No, pink, he'd work around till he'd dyed _his_ sky +pink, too. That man would agree to things he never heard of. Let Peleg +Bemus be tellin' one o' his eastern janitor adventures, an' Eb'd set an' +agree with him, past noddin' an' up to words, all about elevators an' +Ferris boats an' Eyetalians an' things he'd never laid look to. He +seemed to hev a spine made mostly o' molasses. An' sometimes I think +your spine's your soul. + +"Eb hed been lonelyin' 'round the village a month or so when Sum +Merriman, that run the big rival business to the post-office store, an' +was fire chief besides, took him an' his peddler's pack into the dry +goods end--an' Eb was tickled. He went down first mornin' in his best +clo'es, a-wearin' both collar an' cuffs. But when somebody remarked on +the clo'es, he didn't hev backbone enough to keep on wearin' 'em--he +slimpsed right back to his peddler duds an' done his best to please. An' +he did please--he made a rill first-rate merchant clear up till June o' +the year. An' then Sum Merriman, his employer, he went to work an' died. + +"Sum died a Tuesday, an', bein' it never rains but it pours, an' piles +peelin's on ashes, or whatever it is they say, it was the Tuesday that +the poorhouse burnt down--just like it knew the fire chief was gone. The +poorhouse use' to be across the track, beyond the cemetery an' quite +near my house. An' the night it burnt I was settin' on the side stoop +without anything over my head, just smellin' in the air, when I see a +little pinky look on the sky beyond the track. It wasn't moon-time, an' +they wa'n't nothin' to bonfire that time o' year, an' I set still, +pretendin' it was rose-bushes makin' a ladder an' buildin' a way of +escape by night. It was such a nice evenin' you couldn't imagine +anything rilly happenin' bad. But all at once I heard the fire-engine +bell poundin' away like all possessed--an' then runnin' feet, like when +they's an accident. I got to the gate just as somebody come rushin' +past, an' I piped up what was the matter. 'Poorhouse's afire,' s'e. +'Poorhouse,' s'I. 'My land!' An' I out the gate an' run alongside of +him, an' he sort o' slowed down for me, courteous. + +"Then I noticed it was Eb Goodnight--lonelier'n ever now that his +employer hed died that day. I'd never see Eb hustle that much before, +an' the thought went through my head, kind o' wonderin', that he was +runnin' as if the fire was a real relation o' his an' he was sent for. +'Know anything else about it?' I ask' him, keepin' up. 'Not much,' s'e, +'but I guess it's got such a head-start the whol' thing'll go like a +shell.' An' when we got to the top o' the bank on the other side o' the +track, we see it was that way--the poorhouse'd got such a head-start +burnin' that nothin' could save it, though Timothy Toplady, that was +town marshal an' chairman o' the county board, an' Silas Sykes an' +Eppleby Holcomb, that was managers o' the poorhouse, an' some more, went +puffin' past us, yellin', 'Put it out--run fer water--why don't you do +suthin'?'--an' like that, most beside theirselves. + +"'Them poor critturs,' says I, 'oh, my, them poor critturs in the +home'--for there must 'a' ben twenty o' the county charges all quartered +in the buildin'. An' when we come to the foot o' the poorhouse hill, +land, land, I never see such Bedlam. + +"The fire had started so soon after dusk that the inmates was all up +yet. An' they was half of 'em huddled in a bunch by the side-yard stile +an' half of 'em runnin' 'round wild as anything. The whol' place looked +like when you hev a bad dream. It made me weak in my knees, an' I was +winded anyway with runnin', an' I stopped an' leant up against a tree, +an' Eb, he stopped too, takin' bearin's. An' there I was, plump against +Elspie, standin' holdin' her arms 'round the tree trunk an' shiverin' +some. + +"'Elspie,' s'I, 'why, you poor child.' + +"'No need to rub _that_ in,' s'she, tart. It's the one word the county +charges gets sensitive about--an' Eb, he seemed to sense that, an' he +ask' her, hasty, how the fire started. He called her 'Miss,' too, an' I +judged that 'Miss' was one o' them poultice words to her. + +"'I donno,' s'she, 'but don't it look _cheerful_? The yard's all lit up +nice, like fer comp'ny,' she says, rill pleased. + +"It sort o' uncovered my nerves to hear her so unconcerned. I never hed +understood her--none of us hed. She was from outside the state, but her +uncle, Job Ore, was on our county board an' he got her into our +poorhouse--like you can when you're in politics. Then he up an' died an' +went home to be buried, an' there she was on our hands. She wa'n't rill +crazy--we understood't she hadn't ben crazy at all up to the time her +mother died. Then she hadn't no one to go to an' she got queer, an' the +poorhouse uncle stepped in; an' when he died, he died in debt, so his +death wa'n't no use to her. She was thirty odd, but awful little an' +slim an' scairt-lookin', an' quite pretty, I allus thought; an' I never +see a thing wrong with her till she was so unconcerned about the fire. + +"'Elspie,' s'I, stern, 'ain't you no feelin',' s'I, 'for the loss o' the +only home you've got to your back?' + +"'Oh, I donno,' s'she, an' I could see her smilin' in that bright light, +'oh, I donno. It'll be some place to come to, afterwards. When I go out +walkin',' s'she, 'I ain't no place to head for. I sort o' circle 'round +an' come back. I ain't even a grave to visit,' s'she, 'an' it'll be kind +o' cosey to come up here on the hill an' set down by the ashes--like +they _belonged_.' + +"I know I heard Eb Goodnight laugh, kind o' cracked an' enjoyable, an' I +took some shame to him for makin' fun o' the poor girl. + +"'She's goin' clear out o' her head,' thinks I, 'an' you'd better get +her home with you, short off.' So I put my arm around her, persuadish, +an' I says: 'Elspie,' I says, 'you come on to my house now for a spell,' +I says. But Eb, he steps in, prompter'n I ever knew him--I'd never heard +him do a thing decisive an' sudden excep' sneeze, an' them he always +done his best to swallow. 'I'll take her to your house,' he says to me; +'you go on up there to them women. I won't be no use up there,' he says. +An' that was reasonable enough, on account o' Eb not bein' the decisive +kind, for fires an' such. + +"So Eb he went off, takin' Elspie to my house, an' I went on up the +hill, where Timothy Toplady and Silas Sykes an' Eppleby was rushin' +round, wild an' sudden, herdin' the inmates here an' there, vague an' +energetic. I didn't do much better, an' I done worse too, because I +burned my left wrist, long an' deep. When I got home with it, Eb was +settin' on the front stoop with Elspie, an' when he heard about the +wrist, he come in an' done the lightin' up. An' Elspie, she fair +su'prised me. + +"'Where do you keep your rags?' s'she, brisk. + +"'In that flour chest I don't use,' I says, 'in the shed.' + +"My land! she was back in a minute with a soft piece o' linen an' the +black oil off the clock shelf that I hadn't told her where it was, an' +she bound up my wrist like she'd created that burn an' understood it up +an' down. + +"'Now you get into the bed,' she says, 'without workin' the rag off. I'm +all right,' s'she. 'I can lock up. I like hevin' it to do,' she told me. + +"But Eb puts in, kind o' eager:-- + +"'Lemme lock up the shed--it's dark as a hat out there an' you might +sprain over your ankle,' he says awkward. An' so he done the lockin' up, +an' it come over me he liked hevin' that little householdy thing to do. +An' then he went off home--that is, to where he stopped an' hated it so. + +"Well, the poorhouse burnt clear to the ground, an' the inmates hed to +be quartered 'round in Friendship anyhow that night, an' nex' day I +never see Friendship so upset. I never see the village roust itself so +sudden, either. Timothy an' the managers was up an' doin' before +breakfast next mornin', an' no wonder. Timothy Toplady, he had three old +women to his farm. Silas Sykes, he'd took in Foolish Henzie an' another +old man for his. An' Eppleby Holcomb, in his frenzy he'd took in _five_, +an' Mame was near a lunatic with havin' 'em to do for. An' all three men +bein' at the head o' the burned buildin', they danced 'round lively +makin' provision, an' they sent telegrams, wild an' reckless, without +countin' the words. An' before noon it was settled't the poorhouse in +Alice County, nearest us, should take in the inmates temporary. We was +eatin' dinner when Timothy an' Silas come in to tell Elspie. I wished +Eppleby had come to tell her. Eppleby does everything like he was +company, an' not like he owned it. + +"Eb was hevin' dinner with us too. He'd been scallopin' in an' out o' +the house all the forenoon, an' I'd ask' him to set down an' hev a bite. +But when he done even that, he done it kind of alien. Peleg Bemus, +playin' his flute walkin' along the streets nights, like he does, seems +more a rill citizen than Eb use' to, eatin' his dinner. Elspie, she'd +got the whol' dinner--she was a rill good cook, an' that su'prised me as +much as her dressin' my wrist the night before. She'd pampered me +shameful all that mornin' too, an' I'd let her--when you've lived alone +so long, it's kind o' nice to hev a person fussin' here an' there, an' +Elspie seemed to love takin' care o' somebody. I declare, it seemed as +if she done some things for me just for the sake o' doin' 'em--she was +that kind. Timothy an' Silas wouldn't hev any dinner,--it was a boiled +piece, too,--bein' as dinners o' their own was gettin' cold. But they +set up against the edge o' the room so's we could be eatin' on. + +"'Elspie,' says Timothy, 'you must be ready to go sharp seven o'clock +Friday mornin'.' + +"'Go where?' says Elspie. She hed on a black-an'-white stripe o' mine, +an' her cheeks were some pink from standin' over the cook stove, an' she +looked rill pretty. + +"Timothy, he hesitated. But,-- + +"'To the Alice County poorhouse,' says Silas, blunt. Silas Sykes is a +man that always says 'bloody' an' 'devil' an' 'coffin' right out instead +o' 'bandaged' an' 'the Evil One,' an' 'casket.' + +"'Oh!' says Elspie. 'Oh, ...' an' sort o' sunk down an' covered her +mouth with her wrist an' looked at us over it. + +"'The twenty o' you'll take the Dick Dasher,' says Timothy, then, 'an' +it'll be a nice train ride for ye,' he says, some like an undertaker +makin' small talk. But he see how Elspie took it, an' so he slid off the +subjec' an' turned to Eb. + +"'Little too early to know who's goin' to take the Merriman store, ain't +it?' s'he, cheerful. Timothy ain't so everlastin' cheerful, either, but +he always hearties himself all over when he talks, like he was a bell or +a whistle an' he hed it to do. + +"Eb, he dropped his knife on the floor. + +"'Yes, yes,' he says flurried, 'yes, it is--' like he was rushin' to +cover an' a 'yes' to agree was his best protection. + +"'Oh, well, it ain't so early either,' Silas cuts in, noddin' crafty. + +"'No, no,' Eb agrees immediate, 'I donno's _'tis_ so very early, after +all.' + +"'I'm thinkin' o' takin' the store over myself,' says Silas Sykes, +tippin' his head back an' rubbin' thoughtful under his whiskers. 'It'd +be a good idee to buy it in, an' no mistake,' + +"'Yes,' says Eb, noddin', 'yes. Yes, so't would be.' + +"'I donno's I'd do it, Silas, if I was you,' says Timothy, frownin' +judicial. 'Ain't you gettin' some stiff to take up with a new business?' +But Timothy is one o' them little pink men, an' you can't take his +frowns much to heart. + +"'No,' says Eb, shakin' his head. 'No. No, I donno's I would take it +either, Mr. Sykes.' + +"I was goin' to say somethin' about the wind blowin' now east, now west, +an' the human spine makin' a bad weathercock, but I held on, an' pretty +soon Timothy an' Silas went out. + +"'Seven o'clock Friday A.M., now!' says Silas, playful, over his +shoulder to Elspie. But Elspie didn't answer. She was just sittin' +there, still an' quiet, an' she didn't eat another thing. + +"That afternoon she slipped out o' the house somewheres. She didn't hev +a hat--what few things she did hev hed been burnt. She went off without +any hat an' stayed most all the afternoon. I didn't worry, though, +because I thought I knew where she'd gone. But I wouldn't 'a' asked +her,--I'd as soon slap anybody as quiz 'em,--an' besides I knew't +somebody'd tell me if I kep' still. Friendship'll tell you everything +you want to know, if you lay low long enough. An' sure as the world, +'bout five o'clock in come Mis' Postmaster Sykes, lookin' troubled. +Folks always looks that way when they come to interfere. Seems't she'd +just walked past the poorhouse ruins, an' she'd see Elspie settin' there +side of 'em, all alone-- + +"'--_singin'_,' says Mis' Sykes, impressive,--like the evil was in the +music,--'sittin' there singin', like she was all possessed. An' I come +up behind her an' plumped out at her to know _what_ she was a-doin'. An' +she says: "I'm makin' a call,"--just like that; "I'm makin' a call," +s'she, smilin', an' not another word to be got out of her. '_An'_,' says +Mis' Sykes, 'let me tell you, I scud down that hill, _one goose +pimple_.' + +"'Let her alone,' says I, philosophic. 'Leave her be.' + +"But inside I ached like the toothache for the poor thing--for Elspie. +An' I says to her, when she come home:-- + +"'Elspie,' I says, 'why don't you go out 'round some an' see folks here +in the village? The minister's wife'd be rill glad to hev you come,' I +says. + +"'Oh, I hate to hev 'em sit thinkin' about me in behind their eyes,' +s'she, ready. + +"'What?' says I, blank. + +"'It comes out through their eyes,' she says. 'They keep thinkin': Poor, +poor, poor Elspie. If they was somebody dead't I could go to see,' she +told me, smilin', 'I'd do that. A grave can't _poor_ you,' she told me, +'an' everybody that's company to you does.' + +"'Well!' says I, an' couldn't, in logic, say no more. + +"That evenin' Eb come in an' set down on the edge of a chair, +experimental, like he was testin' the cane. + +"'Miss Cally,' s'e, when Elspie was out o' the room, 'you goin' t' let +_her_ go with them folks to the Alice County poorhouse?' + +"I guess I dissembulated some under my eyelids--bein' I see t' Eb's mind +was givin' itself little lurches. + +"'Well,' s'I, 'I don't see what that's wise I can do besides.' + +"He mulled that rill thorough, seein' to the back o' one hand with the +other. + +"'Would you take her to board an' me pay for her board?' s'e, like he'd +sneezed the _i_-dea an' couldn't help it comin'. + +"'Goodness!' s'I, neutral. + +"Eb sighed, like he'd got my refusal--Eb was one o' the kind that always +thinks, if it clouds up, 't the sun is down on 'em personally. + +"'Oh,' s'I, bold an' swift, 'you great big ridiculous _man_!' + +"An' I'm blest if he didn't agree to that. + +"'I know I'm ridiculous,' s'he, noddin', sad. 'I know I'm that, Miss +Cally.' + +"'Well, I didn't mean it that way,' s'I, reticent--an' said no more, +with the exception of what I'd rilly meant. + +"'Why under the canopy,' I ask' him, for a hint, 'don't you take the Sum +Merriman store, an' run it, an' live on your feet? I ain't any patience +with a man,' s'I, 'that lives on his toes. Stomp some, why don't you, +an' buy that store?' + +"An' his answer su'prised me. + +"'I did ask Mis' Fire Chief fer the refusal of it,' he said. 'I ask' her +when I took my flowers to Sum, to-day--they was wild flowers I'd picked +myself,' he threw in, so's I wouldn't think spendthrift of him. 'An' I'm +to let her know this week, for sure.' + +"'Glory, glory, glory,' s'I, under my breath--like I'd seen a rill live +soul, standin' far off on a hill somewheres, drawin' cuts to see whether +it should come an' belong to Eb, or whether it shouldn't. + + + + +XI + +LONESOME.--II + + +"All that evenin' Eb an' Elspie an' I set by the cook stove, talkin', +an' they seemed to be plenty to talk about, an' the air in the room was +easy to get through with what you hed to say--it was that kind of an +evenin'. Eb was pretty quiet, though, excep' when he piped up to agree. +'Gettin' little too hot here, ain't it?' I know I said once; an' Eb see +right off he was roasted an' he spried 'round the draughts like mad. An' +a little bit afterwards I says, with malice the fourth thought: 'I can +feel my shoulders some chilly,' I says--an' he acted fair +chatterin'-toothed himself, an' went off headfirst for the woodpile. I +noticed that, an' laughed to myself, kind o' pityin'. But Elspie, she +never noticed. An' when it come time to lock up, I 'tended to my wrist +an' let them two do the lockin'. They seemed to like to--I could tell +that. An' Elspie, she let Eb out the front door herself, like they was +rill folks. + +"Nex' day I was gettin' ready for Sum Merriman's funeral,--it was to be +at one o'clock,--when Elspie come in my room, sort o' shyin' up to me +gentle. + +"'Miss Cally,' 's'she, 'do you think the mourners'd take it wrong if I's +to go to the funeral?' + +"'Why, no, Elspie,' I says, su'prised; 'only what do you want to go +for?' I ask' her. + +"'Oh, I donno,' s'she. 'I'd like to go an' I'd like to ride to the +graveyard. I've watched the funerals through the poorhouse fence. An' +I'd kind o' like to be one o' the followers, for once--all lookin' +friendly an' together so, in a line.' + +"'Go with me then, child,' I says. An' she done so. + +"Bein' summer, the funeral flowers was perfectly beautiful. They was a +rill hothouse box from the Proudfits; an' a anchor an' two crosses an' a +red geranium lantern; an' a fruit piece made o' straw flowers from the +other merchants; an' seven pillows, good-sized, an' with all different +wordin', an' so on. The mound at the side o' the grave was piled +knee-high, an' Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, I heard, said it seemed like +Sum was less dead than almost anybody 't'd died in Friendship, bein' the +grave kind o' spoke up, friendly, when you see the flowers. She went +home rill cheerful from the funeral an' was able to help get the supper +for the out-o'-town relations, a thing no widow ever thinks of, anyway +till the next day--though Sum was her second husband, so it was a little +different than most. + +"Well, a few of us waited 'round the cemetery afterwards to fix the +flowers on the top o' the sod, an' Elspie, she waited with me--fussin' +quiet with one thing an' another. Eb, he waited too, standin' 'round. +An' when it come time for us women to lay the set pieces on, I see +Elspie an' Eb walkin' off toward the top o' the cemetery hill. It's a +pretty view from there, lookin' down the slope toward the Old Part, +where nobody remembered much who was buried, an' it's a rill popular +walk. I liked seein' 'em go 'long together--some way, lookin' at 'em, +Elspie so pretty an' Eb so kind o' gentle, you could 'a' thought they +_was_ rill folks, her sane an' him with a spine. I slipped off an' left +'em, the cemetery bein' so near my house, an' Eb walked home with her. +'Poor things,' I thought, 'if he _does_ go back to peddlin' an' she +_has_ to go to the Alice County poorhouse, I'll give 'em this funeral +afternoon for a bright spot, anyhow.' + +"But I'd just about decided that Elspie wa'n't to go to Alice County. I +hadn't looked the _i_-dee in the face an' thought about it, very +financial. But I ain't sure you get your best lights when you do that. +I'd just sort o' decided on it out o' pure shame for the shabby trick o' +_not_ doin' so. I hadn't said anything about it to Timothy or Silas or +any o' the rest, because I didn't hev the strength to go through the +arguin' agony. When the Dick Dasher had pulled out without her, final, I +judged they'd be easier to manage. An' that evenin' I told Elspie--just +to sort o' clamp myself _to_ myself; an' I fair never see anybody so +happy as she was. It made me ashamed o' myself for not doin' different +everything I done. + +"I was up early that Friday mornin', because I judged't when Elspie +wasn't to the train some o' them in charge'd come tearin' to my house to +find out why. I hadn't called Elspie, an' I s'posed she was asleep in +the other bedroom. I was washin' up my breakfast dishes quiet, so's not +to disturb her, when I heard somebody come on to the front stoop like +they'd been sent for. + +"'There,' thinks I, 'just as I expected. It's one o' the managers.' + +"But it wa'n't a manager. When I'd got to the front door, lo an' the +hold! there standin' on the steps, wild an' white, was the widow o' the +day before's funeral--Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, lookin' like the grave +_hed_ spoke up. She'd got up early to go alone to the cemetery, an', my +house bein' the nearest, she'd come rushin' back to me with her news. + +"'Cally!' s'she, from almost before she laid eyes on me, 'Cally! +Somebody's stole every last one o' the flowers off'n Sum's grave. _An'_ +the ribbins.' + +"She was fair beside herself, bein' as the loss hed piled up on a long +sickness o' Sum's, an' a big doctor's bill consequent, an' she nervous +anyhow, an' a good deal o' the ribbin tyin' the stems was silk, both +sides. + +"'I'll hev out the marshal,' s'she, wild. 'I'll send for Timothy. They +can't hev got far with 'em. I'll know,' s'she, defiant, 'whether they's +anything to the law or whether they ain't.' + +"I hed her take some strong coffee from breakfast, an' I got her, after +some more fumin's an' fustin's, to walk back to the cemetery with me, +till we give a look around. I do as many quick-moved things as some, but +I allus try, _first_, to give a look around. + +"'An' another thing,' s'I to her, as we set out, 'are you sure, Mis' +Fire Chief, that you got to the right grave? The first visit, so,' I +says, 'an' not bein' accustomed to bein' a widow, lately, an' all, you +might 'a' got mixed in the lots.' + +"While she was disclaimin' this I looked up an' see, hangin' round the +road, was Eb. He seemed some sheepish when he see me, an' he said, +hasty, that he'd just got there, an' it come over me like a flash't he'd +come to see Elspie off. An' I marched a-past him without hardly a word. + +"We wasn't mor'n out o' the house when we heard a shout, an' there come +Silas an' Timothy, tearin' along full tilt in the store delivery wagon, +wavin' their arms. + +"'It's Elspie--Elspie!' they yelled, when they was in hearin'. 'She +ain't to the depot. She'll be left. Where is she?' + +"I hadn't counted on their comin' before the train left, but I thought I +see my way clear. An' when they come up to us, I spoke to 'em, quiet. + +"'She's in the house, asleep,' s'I, 'an' what's more, in that house +she's goin' to stay as long as she wants. But,' s'I, without waitin' for +'em to bu'st out, 'there's more important business than that afoot for +the marshal;' an' then I told 'em about Sum Merriman's flowers. 'An',' +s'I, 'you'd better come an' see about that now--an' let Eppleby an' the +others take down the inmates, an' you go after 'em on the 8.05. It ain't +often,' s'I, crafty, 'that we get a thief in Friendship.' + +"I hed Timothy Toplady there, an' he knew it. He's rill sensitive about +the small number o' arrests he's made in the village in his term. He +excited up about it in a minute. + +"'Blisterin' Benson!' he says, 'ain't this what they call vandalism? +Look at it right here in our midst like a city!' says he, fierce--an' +showin' through some gleeful. + +"'Why, sir,' says Silas Sykes, 'mebbe it's them human _goals_. Mebbe +they've dug Sum up,' he says, 'an mebbe--' But I hushed him up. Silas +Sykes always grabs on to his thoughts an' throws 'em out, dressed or +undressed. He ain't a bit o' reserve. Not a thought of his head that he +don't part with. If he had hands on his forehead, you could tell what +time he is--I think you could, anyway. + +"Well, it was rill easy to manage 'em, they bein' men an' susceptible to +fascinations o' lawin' it over somethin'. An' we all got into the +delivery wagon, an' Eb, he come too, sittin' in back, listenin' an' +noddin', his feet hangin' over the box informal. + +"I allus remember how the cemetery looked that mornin'. It was the tag +end o' June--an' in June cemeteries seems like somewheres else. The +Sodality hed been tryin' to get a new iron fence, but they hadn't made +out then, an' they ain't made out now--an' the old whitewashed fence an' +the field stone wall was fair pink with wild roses, an' the mulberry +tree was alive with birds, an' the grass layin' down with dew, an' the +white gravestones set around, placid an' quiet, like other kind o' folks +that we don't know about. Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, she went right +through the wet grass, cross lots an' round graves, holdin' up her +mournin' an' showin' blue beneath--kind o' secular, like her thinkin' +about the all-silk ribbin at such a time. Sure enough, she knew her way +to the lot all right. An' there was the new grave, all sodered green, +an' not a sprig nor a stitch to honour it. + +"'_Now!_' says Mis' Merriman, rill triumphant. + +"'Land, land!' s'I, seein' how it rilly was. + +"Timothy an' Silas, they both pitched in an' talked at once an' bent +down, technical, lookin' for tracks. But Eb, he just begun seemin' +peculiar--an' then he slipped off somewheres, though we never missed +him, till, in a minute, he come runnin' back. + +"'Come here!' he says. 'Come on over here a little ways,' he told us, +an' not knowin' anything better to do we turned an' went after him, +wonderin' what on the earth was the matter with him an' ready to believe +'most anything. + +"Eb led us past the vault where Obe Toplady, Timothy's father, lays in a +stone box you can see through the grating tiptoe; an' round by the +sample cement coffin that sets where the drives meet for advertisin' +purposes, an' you go by wonderin' whose it'll be, an' so on over toward +the Old Part o' the cemetery, down the slope of the hill where +everybody's forgot who's who or where they rest, an' no names, so. But +it's always blue with violets in May--like Somebody remembered, anyhow. + +"When we got to the top o' the hill, we all looked down the slope, +shinin' with dew an' sunniness, an' little flowers runnin' in the grass, +thick as thick, till at the foot o' the hill they fair made a garden,--a +garden about the size of a grave, knee-deep with flowers. From where we +stood we could see 'em--hothouse roses an' straw flowers, an' set +pieces, an' a lot o' pillows, an' ribbins layin' out on the grass. An' +there, side of 'em, broodin' over 'em lovin', set Elspie, that I'd +thought was in my house asleep. + +"Mis' Fire Chief, she wasn't one to hesitate. She was over the hill in a +minute, the blue edge o' petticoat bannerin' behind. + +"'Up-_un_ my word,' s'she, like a cut, 'if this ain't a pretty note. +What under the sun are you doin' sittin' there, Elspie, with _my_ +flowers?' + +"Elspie looked up an' see her, an' see us streamin' toward her over the +hill. + +"'They ain't your flowers, are they?' s'she, quiet. 'They're the dead's. +I was a-goin' to take 'em back in a minute or two, anyway, an' I'll take +'em back now.' + +"She got up, simple an' natural, an' picked up the fruit piece an' one +o' the pillows, an' started up the hill. + +"'Well, I nev-er,' says Mis' Merriman; 'the very bare brazenness. Ain't +you goin' to tell me _what_ you're doin' here with the flowers you say +is the dead's, an' I'm sure what was Sum's is mine an' the dead's the +same--' + +"She begun to cry a little, an' with that Elspie looks up at her, +troubled. + +"'I didn't mean to make you cry,' she says. 'I didn't mean you should +know anything about it. I come early to do it--I thought you wouldn't +know.' + +"'Do _what_?' says Mis' Merriman, rill snappish. + +"Elspie looks around at us then as if she first rilly took us in. An' +when she sees Eb an' me standin' together, she give us a little +smile--an' she sort o' answered to us two. + +"'Why,' she says, 'I ain't got anybody, anywheres here, dead or alive, +that _belongs_. The dead is all other folks's dead, an' the livin' is +all other folks's folks. An' when I see all the graves down here that +they don't nobody know who's they are, I thought mebbe one of 'em +wouldn't care--if I kind of--adopted it.' + +"At that she sort o' searched into Mis' Merriman's face, an' then +Elspie's head went down, like she hed to excuse herself. + +"'I thought,' she said, 'they must be so dead--an' no names on 'em an' +all--an' their live folks all dead too by now--nobody'd care much. I +thought of it yesterday when we was walkin' down here,' she said, 'an' I +picked out the grave--it's the _littlest_ one here. An' then when we +come back past where the funeral was, an' I see them flowers--seemed +like I hed to see how 'twould be to put 'em on _my_ grave, that I'd took +over. So I come early an' done it. But I was goin' to lay 'em right back +where they belong--I truly was.' + +"I guess none of us hed the least _i_-dea what to say. We just stood +there plain tuckered in the part of us that senses things. All, that is, +but one of us. An' that one was Eb Goodnight. + +"I can see Eb now, how he just walked out o' the line of us standin' +there, starin', an' he goes right up to Elspie an' he looks her in the +face. + +"'You're lonesome,' s'he, kind o' wonderin'. 'You're _lonesome_. +Like--other folks.' + +"An' all to once Eb took a-hold o' her elbow--not loose an' temporary +like he shook hands, but firm an' four-cornered; an' when he spoke it +was like his voice hed been starched an' ironed. + +"'Mis' Fire Chief,' s'he, lookin' round at her, 'I's to let you know +this week whether I'd take over the store. Well, yes,' he says, 'if +you'll give me the time on it we mentioned, I'll take it over. An' if +Elspie'll marry me an' let me belong to her, an' her to me.' + +"'Marry you?' says Elspie, understandin' how he'd rilly spoke to her. +'_Me?_' + +"Eb straightened himself up, an' his eyes was bright an' keen as the +edge o' somethin'. + +"'Yes, you,' he says gentle. 'An' me.' + +"An' then she looked at him like he was lookin' at her. An' it come to +me how it'd been with them two since the night they'd locked up my house +together. An' I felt all hushed up, like the weddin' was beginnin'. + +"But Timothy an' Silas, they wa'n't feelin' so hushed. + +'Look a-here!' says Timothy Toplady, all pent up. 'She ain't discharged +from the county house yet.' + +"'I don't care a _dum_,' says Eb, an' I must say I respected him for the +'dum'--that once. + +"'Look a-here,' says Silas, without a bit o' delicacy. 'She ain't +responsible. She ain't--' + +"'She is too,' Eb cut him short. 'She's just as responsible as anybody +can be when they're lonesome enough to die. _I_ ought 'a' know that. +Shut up, Silas Sykes,' says Eb, all het up. 'You've just et a hot +breakfast your wife hed ready for you. You don't know what you're +talkin' about.' + +"An' then Eb sort o' swep' us all up in the dust-pan. + +"'No more words about it,' s'he, 'an' I don't care what any one o' you +says--Mis' Cally nor _none_ o' you. So you might just as well say less. +Tell 'em, Elspie!' + +"She looked up at him, smilin' a little, an' he turned toward her, like +we wasn't there. An' I nudged Mis' Merriman an' made a move, an' she +turns right away, like she'd fair forgot the funeral flowers. An' +Timothy an' Silas actually followed us, but talkin' away a good +deal--like men will. + +"None of us looked back from the top o' the hill, though I will own I +would 'a' loved to. An' about up there I heard Silas say:-- + +"'Oh, well. I _am_ gettin' kind o' old an' some stiff to take a new +business on myself.' + +"An' Timothy, he adds absent: 'I don't s'pose, when you come right down +to it, as Alice County'll rilly care a whoop.' + +"An' Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, she wipes up her eyes, an', 'It does seem +like courtin' with Sum's flowers,' she says, sighin', 'but I'm rill glad +for Eb.' + +"An' Eb not bein' there to agree with her, I says to myself, lookin' at +the mornin' sun on the cemetery an' thinkin' o' them two back there +among the baskets an' set pieces--I says, low to myself:-- + +"'Oh, glory, glory, glory.' + +"For I tell you, when you see a livin' soul born in somebody's eyes, it +makes you feel pretty sure you can hev one o' your own, if you try." + + + + +XII + +OF THE SKY AND SOME ROSEMARY + + +When the Friendship Married Ladies' Cemetery Improvement Sodality had +its Evening Benefit at my house, Delia More came to help in the kitchen. +She steadfastly refused to be a guest. "I'd love bein' 'round there," +she said, "over the stove, or that way. But I can't--_can't_ be +company--yet. When I think of it, it's like a high swing." + +So she stayed in the kitchen, and it was characteristic of Friendship +that when its women learned that she was there, they all went--either +deliberately or for a drink of water--to speak with her. And they all +did learn that she was there. "Who you got in the kitchen?" was a part +of the small talk from guest to hostess. The men stayed "in the other +part of the house," Doctor June and Eppleby Holcomb sending by me some +cordial word to Delia. I think that they cannot do these things anywhere +else with such beautiful delicacy. + +When my other guests had taken leave, Calliope stayed to help in the +search for Mis' Postmaster Sykes's pickle fork and two of Mis' Helman's +napkins (the latter marked with L because the store had been out of +_papier-mache_ H's, and it didn't matter what letter so long as you knew +it meant you) and all the other borrowed articles whose mislaying made +any Sodality gathering a kind of panic. Moreover, Calliope had been +helping and we, and Delia, had been far too busy to taste supper. + +We would have said that the true life of the evening was done instead of +just beginning. But when we entered the kitchen, we found Delia More +serving the supper on an end of the baking table, while warming his +hands at the range stood Abel Halsey. + +"I came in across the track, from the hills," Abel explained to me. "I +didn't know you had doings till I tied and blanketed--an' I came on in +anyhow, back way. I'm in luck too. I haven't had supper." + +We four sat down in that homely cheer, and before us was the Sodality's +exquisite cookery. It was good to have Abel there. Since my coming to +Friendship I had seen him often, and my wonder at him had deepened. He +was alive to the finger-tips and by nature equipped to conquer through +sheer mentality, but he seemed deliberately to have fore-gone the prizes +for the tasks of the lower places. Not only so, but he who understood +all fine things seemed to regard his tastes as naivete, and to have won +away from them, as if he had set "above all wisdom and subtlety" the +unquenchable spirit which he knew. And withal he was so merry, so human, +so big, and so good-looking. "Handsome as Calvert Oldmoxon," the older +ones in Friendship were accustomed to say,--save Calliope, whom I had +never heard say that,--but I myself, if I had not had my simile already +selected, would have said "as Abel Halsey." If a god were human, I think +that Abel would have been very like a god. And to this opinion his +experiences were continually bearing witness. + +That night, for example, he was in the merriest humour, and told us a +tale of how, that day, the sky had fallen. There had been down on the +Pump pasture, deep fog, white and thick and folded in, and above him +blue sky, when he had emerged on the Hill Road and driven on with his +eyes shut. ("When I need an adventure," he said, "I just trot old Major +Mary with my eyes shut. Courting death isn't half as costly as they +think it is.") And when he had opened his eyes, the sky was gone, and +everything was white and thick and folded in and fabulous. Obviously, as +he convinced us, the sky had fallen. But he had driven on through it and +in it, and had found it, as I recall his account, to be made of +inextinguishable dreams. These, Abel ran on, are on the other side of +the sky for anybody who claims them, and our sandwiches were, above all +sandwiches, delicious. He was so merry that Calliope and I, by a nod or +a smile of understanding, played our role of merely, so to say, proving +that the films were right--for you may have an inspired conversational +photographer, but unless you are properly prepared chemically he can get +no pictures. As Calliope had said of her evening with Eb and Elspie, +"the air in the room was easy to get through with what you had to +say--it was that kind of evening." Sometimes I wonder if an hour like +that is real time; or is it, instead, a kind of chronometrical fairy, +having no real existence on the dial, but only in essence. + +As I think of it now the hour, if it was an hour, was simply a +background for Delia More. For it was not only Calliope and I who +responded to Abel's light-hearted talk, but, little by little, it was +Delia too. Perhaps it was that faint spark in her--fanned to life on the +night of her coming home, so that she "took stock"--which we now divined +faintly quickening to Abel's humour, his wisdom, even his fancies. Save +in her bitterness, on that first night, I had not heard her laugh; and +it was as if something were set free. I could not help looking at her, +but that did not matter, for she did not see me. She was listening to +Abel with an almost childish delight in her face; and in her eyes was +the look of one in a place before unvisited. + +Some while after we had moved away from the table and sat together about +the cooking range, we heard the questioning horn of a motor. We knew +that it would belong to the Proudfits, since for us in Friendship there +exists no other motor, and moreover this one was standing at my gate. +Abel went out there and came back to tell us that the car had been in +town to fetch the Proudfits' lawyer, and that Madame Proudfit had kindly +sent it for Delia "and spoilt everything," he added frankly. As he said +that, Abel looked at her, and I saw that a dream may persist through +personality itself. As I have said, if a god were human, Abel would have +been like a god; and in nothing more so than in this understanding of +the immortalities. + +Calliope stood up and caught, and held, my eyes in passing. + +"Let's you and Abel and I take Delia home in the automobile," she said; +"there ain't anything so good for folks as fresh air." + +I brought a warm wrap for Delia, a crimson cloak of mine which, so to +say, drew a line about her, defining her prettiness; and in the +starlight we set off along the snowless Plank Road, Delia and Abel and I +in the tonneau of the machine, and I silent. It had befallen strangely +that over this road Delia More and I should be faring in the Proudfits' +car, and beside her Abel Halsey as if, for such as he and she, a dream +may, just possibly, come back. + +"See," she said to Abel, "the sky has gone back up again." + +"Yes," Abel assented, "one of the things even the sky can't do is to +change the way things are." + +"Oh, I know, I know ..." said Delia More. + +"I want you to feel that," said Abel, gently. "Things are the way things +are, and no use trying to leave them out of it. Besides, you need them. +They're foundation. Then you build, and build better. That's all there +is to it, Delia." + +She was silent, and Abel sat looking up at the stars. + +"All there is to it except what I said about the other side of the sky," +he said. "And then me. I'll help." + +From my thought of these two I remember that I drifted on to some +consideration of myself, for their presence opened old paths where were +in durance things that did their best to escape, and were disquieting. I +thought also of Calliope, of whose story I had heard a little from one +and another. And it seemed to me that possibly Delia More's laughter and +her wistfulness summed us all up. + +When we drew up at the entrance to Proudfit House we all alighted, +Calliope and Abel and I to walk home. But while we were saying good +night to Delia, the door opened and Clementina Proudfit stood against +the light. The car was to wait, she said, to take Mr. Baring, the +lawyer, to the midnight train. And then, as she saw her:-- + +"Calliope!" she cried, "I never wanted anybody so much. Come in and make +Mr. Baring a cup of your good coffee--you will, Calliope? Mother and I +will be with him for half an hour yet. Come, all of you, and help her." + +We went in, lingering for a moment by the drawing-room fire while Miss +Clementina went below stairs; and I noted how, in that room colourful +and of fair proportion, Abel Halsey in his shabby clothes moved as +simply as if the splendour were not there. He stood looking down at +Delia, in her white dress, the crimson cloak catching the firelight; +while Calliope and I, before a length of Beauvais tapestry, talked with +spirit about both tapestry and coffee-making. ("My grandmother use' to +crochet faces an' figgers in her afaghans, too," Calliope commented, +"an' when I looked at 'em they use' to make me feel kind o' mad. But +with these, I don't care at all.") And when Miss Clementina returned,-- + +"Now," Calliope said to me, "you come with me an' help about the coffee, +will you? An' Delia, you an' Abel stay here. Nothin' will put me out o' +my head so quick--_nothin'_--as too many flyin' 'round the kitchen when +I'm tryin' to do work." + +We went downstairs, and Miss Clementina rejoined her mother and the +lawyer in the library, and Delia and Abel were left alone together in +the firelight. If I had been a dream, and had been intending to come +back at all, I think that I must have come then. + +"_Pray_, why don't you?" said Calliope to me almost savagely on the +kitchen stairs. + +The coffee-making was a slow process and a silent one. Calliope and I +were both absorbed in what had so wonderfully come about: That Delia +More, who was dead, was alive again; or rather, that her spirit, patient +within her through all the years of its loneliness, was coming forth at +the sound of Abel's voice. We were alone in the kitchen, and when the +coffee was over the flame, we stood at the window looking out on the +black kitchen gardens. There lay the yellow reflection of the room, with +that unreality of all window-mirrored rooms, so that if one might walk +within them one would almost certainly wear one's self with a +difference. + +"Ain't it like somethin' bright was in the inside o' the garden," +Calliope put it, "just the way I told you Abel feels about everything? +That they's something inside, hid, kind of secret an' holy--like the +dreams he said was in the sky. I guess mebbe he's believed that about +Delia all these years. An' now he's bringin' it out. Oh," she said, "the +kitchen is where you can tell about things best. Seems to me _you'd_ +ought to know somethin' about Delia an' Abel." + +And I wanted to hear. + +"Abel see Delia first," Calliope told me then, "to the Rummage Sale that +the Cemetery Auxiliary, that the Sodality use' to be, give. That is to +say, they didn't _give_ it, as it turned out--they just _had_ it, you +might say. Abel was twenty-five or so, an' he'd just come here fresh +ordained a minister. We found he wa'n't the kind to stop short on, Be +good yourself an' then a crown. No, but he just went after the folks +that was livin' along, moral an' step-pickin', an' he says to us, 'What +you sittin' down here for, enjoyin' yourselves bein' moral? Get out an' +help the rest o' the world,' he says. But everybody liked him in spite +o' that, an' he was goin' to be installed minister in our church. + +"Then the Rummage Sale come on an' he met Delia. Delia was eighteen an' +just back from visitin' in the City, with her veil a new way, an' I +never see prettier. She was goin' to take charge o' the odd waists +table, an' Abel was runnin' 'round helpin'--Abel wa'n't the white-cuff +kind, like some, but he always pitched in an' stirred up whatever was +a-stewin'. He come bringin' in an armful o' old shoes somebody'd fetched +down, an' just as she was beginnin' on the odd waists, sortin' 'em over, +he met Delia. I remember she looks up at him from under that veil an' +from over a red basque she'd picked off the pile, an', 'Mr. Halsey,' she +says, 'I've a notion to buy this myself an' be savin'.' That took +Abel--Delia was so pretty an' fluffy that hearin' her talk savin' was +about like seein' a butterfly washin' out its own wings. 'Do,' says he, +'the red is beautiful on you,' s'e, shovin' the blame off on to the red. +An' when he got done with the shoes he come over to help on the waists +too--I was lookin' over the child sizes, next table, an' I see the whole +business. + +"I will say their talk was wonderful pretty. It run on sort o' easy, +slippin' along over little laughs an' no hard work to keep it goin'. +Abel had a nice way o' cuttin' his words out sharp--like they was made +o' somethin' with sizin' on the back an' stayed where he put 'em. An' +his laugh would sort o' clamp down soft on a joke an' make it double +funny. An' Delia, she was right back at him, give for take, an' though +she was rill genial, she was shy. An' come to think of it, Abel was just +as full o' his fancyin's then as he is now. + +"'Old clothes,' he says to her, 'always seems to me sort o' haunted.' + +"'Haunted?' I know she asks him, wonderin'. + +"'All steeped in what folks have been when they've wore 'em,' s'e, 'an' +givin' it out again.' + +"'Oh ...' Delia says, 'I never thought o' that before.' + +"An' she see what he meant, too. Delia wa'n't one to get up little wavy +notions like that, but she could see 'em when told. An' neither was she +one to do one way instead of another by just her own willin' it, but if +somebody pointed things out to her, then she'd see how, an' do the +right. An' I think Abel understood that about her--that her soul was +sort o' packed down in her an' would hev to be loosened gentle, before +it could speak. Like Peleg Bemus says about his flute," Calliope said, +smiling, "that they's something packed deep down in it that can't say +things it knows." + +"'Clothes folks wear, rooms they live in, things they use--they all get +like the folks that use 'em,' Abel says, layin' black with black an' +white with white, on to the waist table. 'It makes us want to step +careful, don't it?' s'e. 'I think,' s'e, simple, '_your_ dresses--an' +ribbins--an' your veil--must go about doin' pleasant things without +you.' + +"'Oh, no,' says Delia, demure, 'I ain't near good enough, Mr. Halsey; +you mustn't think that,' she says--an' right while he was lookin' gentle +an' clerical an' ready to help her, she dimples out all over her face. +'Besides,' she says, 'I ain't enough dresses to spare away from me for +that. I ain't but about two!' s'she. An' when a girl is all rose pink +and sky blue and dainty neat, a man loves to hear her brag how few +dresses she's got, an' Abel wa'n't the exception. + +"'Same as a lily,' says he; 'they only have _one_ dress. Now, what else +shall I do?' + +"Well, at sharp nine the Cemetery Auxiliary come to order, Mis' Sykes +presidin', like she always does when it's time for a hush. The doors was +to open to the general public at ten o'clock, an' the _i_-dee was to hev +the Auxiliary get the pick o' the goods first, payin' the reg'lar, set, +marked price. An' just as they was ready to begin pickin', up arrove the +Proudfit pony cart with a great big box o' stuff, sent to the sale. +Land, land, Mis' Sykes from the chair an' the others the same, they just +makes one swoop--an' begun selectin'; an' in less than a jiffy if they +hadn't selected up every one o' the Proudfit articles themselves. It was +natural enough. The things was worth havin'--pretty curtains, an' +trimmin's not much wore, an' some millinery an' dresses with the new +hardly off. An' the Auxiliary paid the price they would 'a' asked +anybody else. They was anxious, but they was square. + +"That just seemed to get their hand in. Next, they fell to on the other +tables an' begun buyin' from them. They was lots o' things that most +anybody would 'a' been glad to hev that the owners had sent down sheer +through bein' sick o' seein' 'em around--like you will--an' couldn't be +thrown away 'count o' conscience, but could be give to a cause an' +conscience not notice. We had quite fun buyin', too--knowin' they was +each other's, an' no hard feelin'--only good spirits an' pleased with +each other's taste. Everybody knew who'd sent what, an' everybody hed +bought it for some not so high-minded use as it hed hed before, an' kep' +their dignity that way. Front-stair carpet was bought to go down on back +stairs, sittin' room lamp for chamber lamp, kitchen stove-pipe for wash +room stove-pipe, an' so on, an' the clothes to make rag rugs--so they +give out. The things kep' on an' on bein' snapped up hot-cake quick, an' +the crowd beginnin' to gather outside, waitin' to get in, made 'em sort +o' lose their heads an' begin buyin' sole because things was +cheap--bird-cages, a machine cover, odd table-leaves, an' like that. The +Society was rill large then, an' what happened might 'a' been expected. +When ten o'clock come an' it was time to open the door, the Rummage Sale +was over, an' the Auxiliary hed bought the whole thing themselves. + +"We never thought folks might be anyways mad about it--but I tell you, +they was. They hed been seein' us through the glass, like they was caged +in front o' bargain day. An' when Mis' Toplady, fair beamin', unlocks +the door an' tells 'em the sale was through with an' a rill success, +they acted some het up. But Mis' Toplady, she bristles back at 'em. 'I'm +sure,' s'she, 'nobody wants you to die an' be buried in a nice, neat, +up-to-date, kep'-up cemet'ry if you don't _want_ to.' An' o' course she +hed 'em there. + +"Well, it was that performance o' the Auxiliary's that rilly brought +Delia an' Abel together. It seemed to strike Abel awful funny, an' +Delia, lookin' at it with him, she see the funny too. They laughed a +good deal, an' they seemed to sort o' understand each other through +laughin', like you will. Delia bought the red waist, an' Abel walked +home with her--an' by that time Abel, with his half-scriptural, +half-boy, half-lover way that he couldn't help, was just on the craggy +edge o' fallin' in love with her. But I b'lieve it wa'n't love, just +ordinary. It was more like Abel, in his zeal for reddin' up the world, +see that he could do for Delia what nobody else could do--an' her for +him. An' that both of 'em workin' together could do more through knowin' +each other was near. That's the way,' Calliope said shyly, 'lovin' +always ought to be, my notion. An' when it ain't, things is likely to +get all wrong. Sometime--sometime,' she said, 'you'll hear about me--an' +how things with me went all wrong. An' I want you to remember, no matter +how much it don't seem my fault--that that's why they did go wrong--an' +no other. I was too crude selfish to sense what love is. I didn't +know--I didn't know. An' so with lots o' folks. + +"I've often thought that Delia an' Abel meetin' at a Rummage Sale was +like all the rest of it. There was just a lot o' rubbish lumberin' up +the whole situation. Things wasn't happy for Delia to home--her mother, +Mis' Crapwell, had married again to a man that kep' throwin' out about +hevin' to be support to Delia; an' her stepsister, Jennie Crapwell, was +sickly an' self-seekin' an' engaged all to once. An' the young carpenter +that Jennie was goin' to marry, he was the black-eyed, hither-an'-yon +kind, an' crazier over Delia from the first than he ever was over +Jennie. Delia, she was shy about not havin' much education--Mis' +Proudfit hed wanted to send her off to school, an' Mis' Crapwell +wouldn't hear to it--an' Abel kep' talkin' that he was goin' to hev a +big church in the City some day, an' I guess that scairt Delia some, an' +Jennie kep' frettin' an' houndin' her, one way an' another, an' +a-callin' her 'parson's wife'--ain't it awful the _power_ them +pin-pricky things has if we let 'em? An' Delia wa'n't the kind to know +how to do right by her own willin'. An' so all to once we woke up one +mornin', an' she'd done what she'd done, an' no help for it. + +"It was only a month after Delia an' Abel had met that Delia went away, +an' Abel hadn't been installed yet. An' when Delia done that, Abel just +settled into bein' somebody else. He seemed to want to go off in the +hills an' be by himself, an' most o' the time he done so. But there was +grace for him even in that: Abel see the hill folks, how they didn't hev +any churches nor not anything else much, an' he just set to work on 'em, +quiet an' still. He'd wanted to go away an' travel, but the chance never +come. An' it seemed, then on, he didn't want even to hear o' the City, +an' when his chances there come, he never took 'em. An' Abel's been +'round here with the hill folks the fourteen years since, an' never +pastor of any church--but he got the blessedness, after all, an' I +guess the chance to do better service than any other way. You can see +how he's broad an' gentle an' tender an' strong, but you don't know +what he does for folks--an' that's the best. An' yet--his soul must be +sort o' packed away too, to what it would 'a' been if things had 'a' +gone differ'nt ... packed away an' tryin' to say somethin'. An' now +Delia's come back I b'lieve Abel knows that, an' I b'lieve he sees the +soul in her needin' him too, just like it did all that time--waitin' to +be loosened, gentle, before it can speak; an' meanin' things it can't +say, like Peleg's flute. Oh, don't it seem like the dreams Abel said he +found up in the sky had _ought_ to be let come true?" + +It did seem as if, for the two up there in the drawing-room, this dream +might, just possibly, come back. + +"But then you never can tell for sure about the sky, can you?" said +Calliope, sighing. + + * * * * * + +Coffee was served in the library where Madame Proudfit and Miss +Clementina had been in consultation with their lawyer. We were all +rather silent as Madame Proudfit sat at the urn and the lawyer handed +our cups down some long avenue of his abstraction. And now everything +seemed to me a kind of setting for Delia and Abel, and Calliope kept +looking at them as if, before her eyes, things might come right. So, I +own, did I, though in the Proudfit library it was usually difficult to +fix my attention on what passed; for it was in that room that Linda +Proudfit's portrait hung, and the beautiful eyes seemed always trying to +tell one what the weary absence meant. But I thought again that this +daughter of the house had won a kind of presence there, because of +Madame Proudfit's tender mother-care of Delia More. + +Yet it was to this care that Calliope and I owed a present defeat; for +when we were leave-taking,-- + +"We shall sail, then, the moment we can get passage," Madame Proudfit +observed to her lawyer, "providing that Clementina can arrange. Delia," +she added, "Clementina and I find to-night that we must sail immediately +for Europe, for six months or so. And we want to carry you off with us." + +Madame Proudfit and Miss Clementina and Delia were standing with us +outside the threshold, where the outdoors had met us like something that +had been waiting. There, with the light from the hall falling but dimly, +I saw in Abel's face only the glow of his simple joy that this good +thing had come to Delia--though, indeed, that very joy told much +besides. And it was in his face when he bade Delia good night and, since +he was expected somewhere among the hills for days to come, gave her +God-speed. But we four fell momentarily silent, as if we meant things +which we might not speak. It was almost a relief to hear tapping on the +sidewalk the wooden leg of Peleg Bemus, while a familiar, thin little +stream of melody from his flute made its way about. + +"Doesn't it seem as if Peleg were trying to tell one something?" said +Madame Proudfit, lightly, as we went away. + +And down on the gravel of the drive Calliope demanded passionately of +Abel and me:-- + +"Oh, don't some things make you want to pull the sky down an' _wrap up +in it_!" + +But at this Abel laughed a little. + +"It's easier to pull down just the dreams," he said. + + + + +XIII + +TOP FLOOR BACK + + +One morning a few weeks after the Proudfits had left, I was sitting +beside Calliope's cooking range, watching her at her baking, when the +wooden leg of Peleg Bemus thumped across the threshold, and without +ceremony he came in from the shed and stood by the fire, warming his axe +handle. But Peleg's intrusions were never imputed to him. As I have +said, his gifts and experiences had given him a certain authority. +Perhaps, too, he reflected a kind of institutional dignity from his +sign, which read:-- + + P. Bemus: Retail Saw Miller + +At the moment of his entrance Calliope was talking of Emerel Kitton, now +Mrs. Abe Daniel: + +"There's them two," she said, "seems to hev married because they both +use a good deal o' salt--'t least they ain't much else they're alike in. +An' Emerel is just one-half workin' her head off for him. Little nervous +thing she is--when I heard she was down with nervous prostration two +years ago, I says, 'Land, land,' I says, 'but ain't she _always_ had +it?' They's a strain o' good blood in that girl,--Al Kitton was New +England,--but they don't none of it flow up through her head. She's +great on sacrificin', but she don't sacrifice judicious. If folks is +goin' to sacrifice, I think they'd ought to do it conscientious, the +kind in the Bible, same as Abraham an' like that." + +Peleg Bemus rubbed one hand up and down his axe handle. + +"I reckon you can't always tell, Miss Marsh," he said meditatively. "I +once knowed a man that done some sacrificin' that ain't called by that +name when it gets into the newspapers." He turned to me, with a manner +of pointing at me with his head, "You been in New York," he said; "ain't +you ever heard o' Mr. Loneway--Mr. John Loneway?" + +I was sorry that I could not answer "yes." He was so expectant that I +had the sensation of having failed him. + +"Him an' I lived in the same building in East Fourteenth Street there," +he said. "That is to say, he lived top floor back and I was janitor. +That was a good many years ago, but whenever I get an introduction to +anybody that's been in New York, I allus take an interest. I'd like to +know whatever become of him." + +He scrupulously waited for our question, and then sat down beside the +oven door and laid his axe across his knees. + +"It was that hard winter," he told us, "about a dozen years ago. I'd hev +to figger out just what year, but most anybody on the East Side can tell +you. Coal was clear up an' soarin', an' vittles was too--everybody +howlin' hard times, an' the Winter just commenced. Make things worse, +some philanthropist had put up two model tenements in the block we was +in, an' property alongside had shot up in value accordin' an' lugged +rents with it. Everybody in my buildin' 'most was rowin' about it. + +"But John Loneway, he wasn't rowin'. I met him on the stairs one mornin' +early an' I says, 'Beg pardon, sir,' I says, 'but you ain't meanin' to +make no change?' I ask him. He looks at me kind o' dazed--he was a +wonderful clean-muscled little chap, with a crisscross o' veins on each +temple an' big brown eyes back in his head. 'No,' he says. 'Change? I +can't move. My wife's sick,' he says. That was news to me. I'd met her a +couple o' times in the hall--pale little mite, hardly big as a baby, but +pleasant-spoken, an' with a way o' dressin' herself in shabby clo'es +that made the other women in the house look like bundles tied up +careless. But she didn't go out much--they had only been in the house a +couple o' weeks or so. 'Sick, is she?' I says. 'Too bad,' I says. +'Anything I can do?' I ask him. He stopped on the nex' step an' looked +back at me. 'Got a wife?' he says. 'No,' says I, 'I ain't, sir. But they +ain't never challenged my vote on 'count o' that, sir--no offence,' I +says to him respectful. 'All right,' he says, noddin' at me. 'I just +thought mebbe she'd look in now and then. I'm gone all day,' he added, +an' went off like he'd forgot me. + +"I thought about the little thing all that mornin'--layin' all alone up +there in that room that wa'n't no bigger'n a coal-bin. It's bad enough +to be sick anywheres, but it's like havin' both legs in a trap to be +sick in New York. Towards noon I went into one o' the flats--first floor +front it was--with the kindlin' barrel, an' I give the woman to +understand they was somebody sick in the house. She was a great big +creatur' that I'd never see excep' in red calico, an' I always thought +she looked some like a tomato ketchup bottle, with her apron for the +label. She says, when I told her, 'You see if she wants anything,' she +says. 'I can't climb all them stairs,' she answers me. + +"Well, that afternoon I went down an' hunted up a rusty sleigh-bell I'd +seen in the basement, an' I rubbed it up an' tied a string to it, an' +'long in the evenin' I went upstairs an' rapped at Mr. Loneway's door. + +"'I called,' I says, 'to ask after your wife, if I might.' + +"'If you might,' he says after me. 'I thank the Lord you're somebody +that will. Come in,' he told me. + +"They had two rooms. In one he was cookin' somethin' on a smelly +oil-stove. In the other was his wife; but that room was all neat an' +nice--curtains looped back, carpet an' all that. She was half up on +pillows, an' she had a black waist on, an' her hair pushed straight +back, an' she was burnin' up with the fever. + +"'Set down an' talk to her,' he says to me, 'while I get the dinner, +will you? I've got to go out for the milk.' + +"I did set down, feelin' some like a sawhorse in church. If she hadn't +been so durn little, seems though I could 'a' talked with her, but I +ketched sight of her hand on the quilt, an'--law! it wa'n't no bigger'n +a butternut. She done the best thing she could do an' set me to work. + +"'Mr. Bemus,' she says, first off--everybody else called me Peleg--'Mr. +Bemus,' she says, 'I wonder if you'd mind takin' an old +newspaper--there's one somewheres around--an' stuffin' in the cracks of +this window an' stop its rattlin'?' + +"I laid my sleigh-bell down an' done as she says; an' while I fussed +with the window, that seems though all Printin' House Square couldn't +stuff up, she talked on, chipper as a squirrel, all about the buildin', +an' who lived where, an' how many kids they was, an' wouldn't it be nice +if they had an elevator like the model tenement we was payin' rent for, +an' so on. I'd never 'a' dreamt she was sick if I hadn't looked 'round a +time or two at her poor, burnin'-up face. Then bime-by he brought the +supper in, an' when he went to lift her up, she just naturally laid back +an' fainted. But she was all right again in a minute, brave as two, an' +she was like a child when she see what he'd brought her--a big platter +for a tray, with milk-toast an' an apple an' five cents' worth o' dates. +She done her best to eat, too, and praised him up, an' the poor soul +hung over her, watchin' every mouthful, feedin' her, coaxin' her, +lookin' like nothin' more'n a boy himself. When I couldn't stand it no +longer, I took an' jingled the sleigh-bell. + +"'I'm a-goin',' I says, 'to hang this outside the door here, an' run +this nice long string through the transom. An' to-morrow,' I says, 'when +you want anything, just you pull the string a time or two, an' I'll be +somewheres around.' + +"She clapped her hands, her eyes shinin'. + +"'Oh, _goodey_!' she says. 'Now I won't be alone. Ain't it nice,' she +says, 'that there ain't no glass in the transom? If we lived in the +model tenement, we couldn't do that,' she says, laughin' some. + +"An' that young fellow, he followed me to the door an' just naturally +shook hands with me, same's though I'd been his kind. Then he followed +me on out into the hall. + +"'We had a little boy,' he says to me low, 'an' it died four months ago +yesterday, when it was six days old. She ain't ever been well since,' he +says, kind of as if he wanted to tell somebody. But I didn't know what +to say, an' so I found fault with the kerosene lamp in the hall, an' +went on down. + +"Nex' day I knew the doctor come again. An' 'way 'long in the afternoon +I was a-tinkerin' with the stair rail when I heard the sleigh-bell ring. +I run up, an' she was settin' up, in the black waist--but I thought her +eyes was shiney with somethin' that wasn't the fever--sort of a scared +excitement. + +"'Mr. Bemus,' she says, 'I want you to do somethin' for me,' she says, +'an' not tell anybody. Will you?' + +"'Why, yes,' I says, 'I will, Mis' Loneway,' I says. 'What is it?' I +ask' her. + +"'There's a baby somewheres downstairs,' she says. 'I hear it cryin' +sometimes. An' I want you to get it an' bring it up here.' + +"That was a queer thing to ask, because kids isn't soothin' to the sick. +But I went off downstairs to the first floor front. The kid she meant +belonged to the Tomato Ketchup woman. I knew they had one because it +howled different times an', I judge, pounded its head on the floor some +when it was maddest. It was the only real little one in the +buildin'--the others was all the tonguey age. I told what I wanted. + +"'For the land!' says Tomato Ketchup, 'I never see such nerve. Take my +baby into a sick room? Not if I know it. I s'pose you just come out o' +there? Well, don't you stay here, bringin' diseases. A hospital's the +true place fer the sick,' she says. + +"I went back to Mis' Loneway, an' I guess I lied some. I said the kid +was sick--had the croup, I thought, an' she'd hev to wait. Her face +fell, but she said 'all right an' please not to say nothin',' an' then I +went out an' done my best to borrow a kid for her. I ask' all over the +neighbourhood, an' not a woman but looked on me for a cradle +snatcher--thought I wanted to abduct her child away from her. Bime-by I +even told one woman what I wanted it for. + +"'My!' she says, 'if she ain't got one, she's got one less mouth to +feed. Tell her to thank her stars.' + +"After that I used to look into Mis' Loneway's frequent. The women on +the same floor was quite decent to her, but they worked all day, an' +mostly didn't get home till after her husband did. I found out somethin' +about him, too. He was clerk in a big commission house 'way down-town, +an' his salary, as near as I could make out, was about what mine was, +an' they wa'n't no estimatin' that by the cord at all. But I never heard +a word out'n him about their not havin' much. He kep' on makin' milk +toast an' bringin' in one piece o' fruit at a time an' once in a while a +little meat. An' all the time anybody could see she wa'n't gettin' no +better. I knew she wa'n't gettin' enough to eat, an' I knew he knew it, +too. An' one night the doctor he outs with the truth. + +"Mr. Loneway an' I was sittin' in the kitchen while the doctor was in +the other room with her. I went there evenin's all the time by then--the +young fellow seemed to like to hev me. We was keepin' warm over the +oil-stove because the real stove was in her room, an' the doctor come in +an' stood over him. + +"'My lad,' he says gentle, 'there ain't half as much use o' my comin' +here as there is o' her gettin' strengthenin' food. She's got to hev +beef broth--cer'als--fresh this an' fresh that'--he went on to tell him, +'an' plenty of it,' he says. 'An' if we can make her strength hold out, +I think,' he wound up, 'that we can save her. But she's gettin' weaker +every day for lack o' food. Can you do anything more?' he ask' him. + +"I expected to see young Mr. Loneway go all to pieces at this, because I +knew as it was he didn't ride in the street-car, he was pinchin' so to +pay the doctor. But he sorter set up sudden an' squared his shoulders, +an' he looked up an' says:-- + +"'Yes!' he says. 'I've been thinkin' that to-night,' he says. 'An' I've +hed a way to some good luck, you might call it--an' now I guess she can +hev everything she wants,' he told him; an' he laughed some when he said +it. + +"That sort o' amazed me. I hadn't heard him sayin' anything about any +excruciatin' luck, an' his face hadn't been the face of a man on the +brink of a bonanza. I wondered why he hadn't told her about this luck o' +his, but I kep' quiet an' watched to see if he was bluffin'. + +"I was cleanin' the walk off when he come home nex' night. Sure enough, +there was his arms laid full o' bundles. An' his face--it done me good +to see it. + +"'Come on up an' help get dinner,' he yelled out, like a kid, an' I +thought I actually seen him smilin'. + +"Soon's I could I went upstairs, an' they wa'n't nothin' that man hadn't +brought. They was everything the doctor had said, an' green things, an' +a whol' basket o' fruit an' two bottles o' port, an' more things +besides. They was lots o' fixin's, too, that there wa'n't a mite o' +nourishment in--for he wa'n't no more practical _nor_ medicinal'n a +wood-tick. But I knew how he felt. + +"'Don't tell her,' he says. 'Don't tell her,' he says to me, hoppin' +'round the kitchen like a buzz-saw. 'I want to surprise her.' + +"You can bet he did, too--if you'll overlook the liberty. When he was +all ready, he made me go in ahead. + +"'_To-ot!_' says I, genial-like--they treated me jus' like one of 'em. +'_To-ot!_ Lookey-_at_!' + +"He set the big white platter down on the bed, an' when she see all the +stuff,--white grapes, mind you, an' fresh tomatoes, an' a glass for the +wine,--she just grabs his hand an' holds it up to her throat, an' +says:-- + +"'Jack! Oh, Jack!' she says,--she called him that when she was +pleased,--'how did you? _How did you?_' + +"'Never you mind,' he says, kissin' her an' lookin' as though he was +goin' to bu'st out himself, 'never you ask. It's time I had some luck, +ain't it? Like other men?' + +"She was touchin' things here an' there, liftin' up the grapes an' +lookin' at 'em--poor little soul had lived on milk toast an' dates an' a +apple now an' then for two weeks to my knowledge. But when he said that, +she stopped an' looked at him, scared. + +"'John!' she says, 'you ain't--' + +"He laughed at that. + +"'Gamblin'?' he says. 'No--never you fear.' I had thought o' that +myself, only I didn't quite see when he'd had the chance since night +before when the doctor told him. 'It's all owin' to the office,' he says +to her, 'an' now you eat--lemme see you eat, Linda,' he says, an' that +seemed to be food enough for him. He didn't half touch a thing. 'Eat all +you want,' he says, 'an', Peleg, poke up the fire. There's half a ton o' +coal comin' to-morrow. An' we're goin' to have this _every day_,' he +told her. + +"Land o' love! how happy she was! She made me eat some grapes, an' she +sent a bunch to the woman on the same floor, because she'd brought her +an orange six weeks before; an' then she begs Mr. Loneway to get an +extry candle out of the top dresser draw'. An' when that was lit up she +whispers to him, and he goes out an' fetches from somewheres a guitar +with more'n half the strings left on; an' she set up an' picked away on +'em, an' we all three sung, though I can't carry a tune no more'n what I +can carry a white oak tree trunk. + +"'Oh,' she says, 'I'm a-goin' to get well now. Oh,' she says, 'ain't it +heaven to be rich again?' + +"No--you can say she'd ought to 'a' made him tell her where he got the +money. But she trusted him, an' she'd been a-livin' on milk toast an' +dates for so long that I can pretty well see how she took it all as +what's-his-name took the wild honey, without askin' the Lord whose make +it was. Besides, she was sick. An' milk toast an' dates'd reconcile me +to 'most any change for the better. + +"It got so then that I went upstairs every noon an' fixed up her lunch +for her, an' one day she done what I'd been dreadin'. 'Mr. Bemus,' she +says, 'that baby must be over the croup now. Won't you--won't you take +it down this orange an' see if you can't bring it up here awhile?' + +"I went down, but, law!--where was the use? The Ketchup woman grabs up +her kid an' fair threw the orange at me. 'You don't know what disease +you're bringin' in here,' she says--she had a voice like them gasoline +wood-cutters. I see she'd took to heart some o' the model-tenement +social-evenin' lectures on bugs an' worms in diseases. I carried the +orange out and give it to a kid in the ar'y, so's Mis' Loneway'd be +makin' somebody some pleasure, anyhow. An' then I went back upstairs an' +told her the kid was worse. Seems the croup had turned into cholery +infantum. + +"'Why,' she says, 'I mus' send it down somethin' nice an' hot to-night,' +an' so she did, and I slips it back in the Loneway kitchen unbeknownst. +She wa'n't so very medicinal, either, bless her heart! + +"'Tell me about that baby,' she says to me one noon. 'What's its name? +Does it like to hev its mother love it?' she ask me. + +"I knew the truth to be that it didn't let anybody do anything day or +night within sight or sound of it, an' it looked to me like an imp o' +the dark. But I fixed up a tol'able description, an' left out the +freckles an' the temper, an' told her it was fat an' well an' a boy. +That seemed to satisfy her. Its name, though, sort o' stumped me. The +Tomato Ketchup called it mostly 'you-come-back-here-you-little-ape.' I +heard that every day. So I said, just to piece out my information, that +I thought its name might be April. That seemed to take her fancy, an' +after that she was always askin' me how little April was--but not when +Mr. Loneway was in hearin'. I see well enough she didn't want he should +know that she was grievin' none. + +"All the time kep' comin', every night, another armful o' good things. +Land! that man he bought everything. Seems though he couldn't buy +enough. Every night the big platter was heaped up an' runnin' over with +everything under the sun, an' she was like another girl. I s'pose the +things give her strength, but I reck'n the cheer helped most. She had +the surprise to look forward to all day, an' there was plenty o' light, +evenin's; an' the stove, that was drove red-hot. The doctor kep' sayin' +she was better, too, an' everything seemed lookin' right up. + +"Seems queer I didn't suspect from the first something was wrong. Seems +though I ought to 'a' known money didn't grow out o' green wood the way +he was pretendin'. It wasn't two weeks before he takes me down to the +basement one night when he comes home, an' he owns up. + +"'Peleg,' he says, 'I've got to tell somebody, an' God knows maybe it'll +be you that'll hev to tell her. I've stole fifty-four dollars out o' the +tray in the retail department,' says he, 'an' to-day they found me out. +They wasn't no fuss made. Lovett, the assistant cashier, is the only one +that knows. He took me aside quiet,' Mr. Loneway says, 'an' I made a +clean breast. I said what I took it for. He's a married man himself, an' +he told me if I'd make it up in three days, he'd fix it so's nobody +should know. The cashier's off for a week. In three days he's comin' +back. But they might as well ask me to make up fifty-four hundred. I've +got enough to keep on these three days so's she won't know,' he says, +'an' after that--' + +"He hunched out his arms, an' I'll never forget his face. + +"I says, 'Mr. Loneway, sir,' I says, 'chuck it. Tell her the whole thing +an' give 'em back what you got left, an' do your best.' + +"He turned on me like a crazy man. + +"'Don't talk to me like that,' he says fierce. 'You don't know what +you're sayin',' he says. 'No man does till he has this happen to him. +The judge on the bench that'll send me to jail for it, he won't know +what he's judgin'. My God--_my God!_' he says, leanin' up against the +door o' the furnace room, 'to see her sick like this--an' _needin' +things_--when she give herself to me to take care of!' + +"Course there wa'n't no talkin' to him. An' the nex' night an' the nex' +he come home bringin' her truck just the same. Once he even hed her a +bunch o' pinks. Seems though he was doin' the worst he could. + +"The pinks come at the end of the second day of the three days the +assistant cashier had give him to pay the money back in. An' two things +happened that night. I was in the kitchen helpin' him wash up the dishes +while the doctor was in the room with Mis' Loneway. An' when the doctor +come out o' there into the kitchen, he shuts the door. I see right off +somethin' was the matter. He took Mr. Loneway off to the back window, +an' I rattled 'round with the dishes an' took on not to notice. Up until +when the doctor goes out--an' then I felt Mr. Loneway's grip on my arm. +I looked at him, an' I knew. She wasn't goin' to get well. He just +lopped down on the chair like so much sawdust, an' put his face down in +his arm, the way a schoolboy does--an' I swan he wa'n't much more'n a +schoolboy, either. I s'pose if ever hell is in a man's heart,--an' we +mostly all see it there sometime, even if we don't feel it,--why, there +was hell in his then. + +"All of a sudden there was a rap on the hall door. He never moved, an' +so I went. I whistled, I rec'lect, so's she shouldn't suspect nothin' +from our not goin' in where she was right off. An' a messenger-boy was +out there in the passage with a letter for Mr. Loneway. + +"I took it in to him. He turned himself around an' opened it, though I +don't believe he knew half what he was doin'. An' what do you guess come +tumblin' out o' that envelope? Fifty-four dollars in bills. Not a word +with 'em. + +"Then he broke down. 'It's Lovett,' he says, 'it's Lovett's done +this--the assistant cashier. Maybe he's told some o' the other fellows +at the desks next, an' they helped. They knew about her bein' sick. An' +they can't none of 'em afford it,' he says, an' that seemed to cut him +up worst of all. 'I'll give it back to him,' he says resolute. 'I can't +take it from 'em, Peleg.' + +"I says, 'Hush up, Mr. Loneway, sir,' I says. 'You got to think o' her. +Take it,' I told him, 'an' thank God it ain't as bad as it was. Who +knows,' I ask' him, 'but what the doctor might turn out wrong?' + +"Pretty soon I got him to pull himself together some, an' I shoved him +into the other room, an' I went with him, an' talked on like an idiot so +nobody'd suspect--I didn't hev no idea what. + +"She was settin' up in the same black waist, with a newspaper hung +acrost the head o' the iron bed to keep the draught out. All of a +sudden,-- + +"'John!' says she. + +"He went close by the bed. + +"'Is everything goin' on good?' she ask' him. + +"'Everything,' he told her right off. + +"'Splendid, John?' she ask' him, pullin' his hand up by her cheek. + +"'Splendid, Linda,' he says after her. + +"'We got a little money ahead?' she goes on. + +"'Bless me, if he didn't do just what I had time to be afraid of. He +hauls out them fifty-four dollars an' showed her. + +"She claps her hands like a child. + +"'Oh, _goodey_!' she says; 'I'm so glad. I'm so glad. Now I can tell +you,' she says to him. + +"He took her in his arms an' kneeled down by the bed, an' I tried to +slip out, but she called me back. So I stayed, like an' axe in the +parlour. + +"'John,' she says to him, 'do you know what Aunt Nita told me before I +was married? "You must always look the prettiest you know how," Aunt +Nita says,' she tells him, '"for your husband. Because you must always +be prettier for him than anybody else is." An', oh, dearest,' she says, +'you know I'd 'a' looked my best for you if I could--but I never +had--an' it wasn't your fault!' she cries out, 'but things didn't go +right. It wasn't anybody's fault. Only--I _wanted_ to look nice for you. +An' since I've been sick,' she says, 'it's made me wretched, wretched to +think I didn't hev nothin' to put on but this black waist--this homely +old black waist. You never liked me to wear black,' I rec'lect she says +to him, 'an' it killed me to think--if anything should happen--you'd be +rememberin' me like this. You think you'd remember me the way I was when +I was well--but you wouldn't,' she says earnest; 'people never, never +do. You'd remember me here like I look now. Oh--an' so I thought--if +there was ever so little money we could spare--won't you get me +somethin'--somethin' so's you could remember me better? Somethin' to +wear these few days,' she says. + +"He breaks down then an' cries, with his face in her pillow. + +"'Don't--why, don't!' she says to him; 'if there wasn't any money, you +might cry--only then I wouldn't never hev told you. But +now--to-morrow--you can go an' buy me a little dressing-sacque--the kind +they have in the windows on Broadway. Oh, _Jack_!' she says, 'is it +wicked an' foolish for me to want you to remember me as nice as you can? +It ain't--it _ain't_!' she says. + +"Then I give out. I felt like a handful o' wet sawdust that's been +squeezed. I slid out an' downstairs, an' I guess I chopped wood near all +night. The Tomato Ketchup's husband he pounded the floor for me to shut +up, an' I told him--though I never was what you might call a impudent +janitor--that if he thought he could chop it up any more soft, he'd +better engage in it. But then the kid woke up, too, an' yelled some, an' +I's afraid she'd hear it an' remember, an' so I quit. + +"Nex' mornin' I laid for Mr. Loneway in the hall. + +"'Sir,' I says to him when he come down to go out, 'you won't do nothin' +foolish?' I ask' him. + +"'Mind your business,' he says, his face like a patch o' poplar ashes. + +"I was in an' out o' their flat all day, an' I could see't Mis' Loneway +she's happy as a lark. But I knew pretty well what was comin'. Mind you, +this was the third day. + +"That night I hed things goin' in the kitchen an' the kettle on, an' I's +hesitatin' whether to put two eggs in the omelet or three, when he comes +home. He laid a eternal lot o' stuff on the kitchen table, without one +word, an' went in where she was. I heard paper rustlin', an' then I +heard her voice--an' it wasn't no cryin', lemme say. An' so I says to +myself, 'Well,' I says, 'she might as well hev a four-egg omelet, +because it'll be the last.' I knew if they's to arrest him she wouldn't +never live the day out. So I goes on with the omelet, an' when he come +out where I was, I just told him if he'd cut open the grapefruit I hed +ever'thing else ready. An' then he quit lookin' defiant, an' he calmed +down some; an' pretty soon we took in the dinner. + +"She was sittin' up in front of her two pillows, pretty as a picture. +An' she was in one o' the things I ain't ever see outside a store +window. Lord! it was all the colour o' roses, with craped-up stuff like +the bark on a tree, an' rows an' rows o' lace, an' long, flappy ribbon. +She was allus pretty, but she looked like an angel in that. An' I says +to myself then, I says: 'If a woman _knows_ she looks like that in them +things, an' if she loves somebody an', livin' or dead, wants to look +like that for him, I want to know who's to blame her? I ain't--Peleg +Bemus, he ain't.' Mis' Loneway was as pretty as I ever see, not barrin' +the stage. An' she was laughin', an' her cheeks was pink-like, an' she +says,-- + +"'Oh, Mr. Bemus,' she says, 'I feel like a queen,' she says, 'an' you +must stay for dinner.' + +"I never seen Mr. Loneway gayer. He was full o' fun an' funny sayin's, +an' his face had even lost its chalky look an' he'd got some colour, an' +he laughed with her an' he made love to her--durned if it wasn't enough +to keep a woman out o' the grave to be worshipped the way that man +worshipped her. An' when she ask' for the guitar, I carried out the +platter, an' I stayed an' straightened things some in the kitchen. +An' all the while I could hear 'em singin' soft an' laughin' +together ... an' all the while I knew what was double sure to come. + +"Well, in about an hour it did come. I was waitin' for it. Fact, I had +filled up the coffee-pot expectin' it. An' when I heard the men comin' +up the stairs I takes the coffee an' what rolls there was left an' I +meets 'em in the hall, on the landing. They was two of 'em--constables, +or somethin'--with a warrant for his arrest. + +"'Gentlemen,' says I, openin' the coffee-pot careless so's the smell +could get out an' circ'late--'gentlemen, he's up there in that room. +There's only these one stairs, an' the only manhole's right here over +your heads, so's you can watch that. You rec'lect that there ain't a +roof on that side o' the house. Now, I'm a lonely beggar, an' I wish't +you'd let me invite you to a cup o' hot coffee an' a hot buttered roll +or two, right over there in that hall window. You can keep your eye +peeled towards that door all the while,' I reminds 'em. + +"Well, it was a bitter night, an' them two was flesh an' blood. They +'lowed that if he hadn't been there they'd 'a' had to wait for him, +anyway, so they finally set down. An' I doled 'em out the coffee. I +'lowed I could keep 'em an hour if I knew myself. Nobody could 'a' done +any different, with her an' him settin' up there singin' an' no manner +o' doubt but what it was for the last time. + +"I'd be'n 'round consid'able in my time an' I knew quite a batch o' +stories. I let 'em have 'em all, an' poured the coffee down 'em. They +was willin' enough--it wa'n't cold in the halls to what it was outside, +an' the coffee was boilin' hot. An' if anybody wants to blame me, they'd +hev to see her first, all fluffed up same as a kitten in that pink +jacket-thing, afore I'd give 'em a word o' hearin'. + +"In the midst of it all I heard the Tomato Ketchup's kid yell. I +remembered that this'd be my last chanst fer _her_ to see the kid when +she could get any happiness out of it. I didn't think twice--I just +filled up the cups o' them two, an' then I sails downstairs, two at a +time, an' opened the door o' first floor front without rappin'. The kid +was there in its little nightgown, howlin' fer fair because it had be'n +left alone with its boy brother. The Tomato Ketchup an' her husband was +to a wake. I picked up the kid, rolled it in a blanket, grabbed brother +by the arm, an' started up the stairs. + +"'Is the house on f-f-fire?' says the boy brother. + +"'Yes,' says I, 'it is. An' we're goin' upstairs to hunt up a +fire-escape,' I told him. + +"At the top o' the stairs I sets him down on the floor an' promises him +an orange, an' then I opens the door, with the kid on my arm. It had +stopped yellin' by then, an' it was settin' up straight, with its eyes +all round an' its cheeks all pinked-up with havin' just woke up, an' it +looked awful cute, in spite of its mother. Mis' Loneway was leanin' +back, laughin', an' tellin' him what they was goin' to do the minute she +got well; but when she see the baby she drops her husband's hand and +sorter screams out, weak, an' holds out her arms. Mr. Loneway, he hardly +heard me go in, I reckon--leastwise, he looks at me clean through me +without seein' I was there. An' she hugs the kiddie up in her arms an' +looks at me over the top of its head as much as to say she understood +an' thanked me. + +"'Its ma is went off,' I told 'em apologetic, 'an' I thought maybe you'd +look after it awhile,' I told 'em. + +"Then I went out an' put oranges all around the boy brother on the hall +floor, an' I hustled back downstairs. + +"'Gentlemen,' says I, brisk, 'I've got two dollars too much,' says +I--an' I reck'n the cracks in them walls must 'a' winked at the notion. +'What do you say to a game o' dice on the bread-plate?' I ask' 'em. + +"Well, one way an' another I kep' them two there for two hours. An' +then, when the game was out, I knew I couldn't do nothin' else. So I +stood up an' told 'em I'd go up an' let Mr. Loneway know they was +there--along o' his wife bein' sick an' hadn't ought to be scared. + +"I started up the stairs, feelin' like lead. Little more'n halfway up I +heard a little noise. I looked up, an' I see the boy brother a-comin', +leakin' orange-peel, with the kid slung over his shoulder, sleepin'. I +looked on past him, an' the door o' Mr. Loneway's sittin' room was open, +an' I see Mr. Loneway standin' in the middle o' the floor. I must 'a' +stopped still, because something stumbled up against me from the back, +an' the two constables was there, comin' close behind me. I could hear +one of 'em breathin'. + +"Then I went on up, an' somehow I knew there wasn't nothin' more to wait +for. When we got to the top I see inside the room, an' she was layin' +back on her pillow, all still an' quiet. An' the little new pink jacket +never moved nor stirred, for there wa'n't no breath. + +"Mr. Loneway, he come acrost the floor towards us. + +"'Come in,' he says. 'Come right in,' he told us--an' I see him smilin' +some." + + + + +XIV + +AN EPILOGUE + + +When Peleg had gone back to the woodshed, Calliope slipped away too. I +sat beside the fire, listening to the fine, measured fall of Peleg's +axe--so much more vital with the spirit of music than his flute; looking +at Calliope's brown earthen baking dishes--so much purer in line than +the village bric-a-brac; thinking of Peleg's story and of the life that +beat within it as life does not beat in the unaided letter of the law. +But chiefly I thought of Linda Loneway. Linda Loneway. I made a picture +of her name. + +So, Calliope having come from above stairs where I had heard her moving +about as if in some search, I think that I recognized, even before I +lifted my eyes to it, the photograph which she gave me. It was as if the +name had heard me, and had come. + +"It's Linda," Calliope said. "It's Linda Proudfit. An' I'm certain, +certain sure it's the Linda that Peleg knew." + +"Surely not, Calliope," I said--obedient to some law. + +Calliope nodded, with closed eyes, in simple certainty. + +"I _know_ it was her that Peleg meant about," she said. "I thought of it +first when he said about her looks--an' her husband a clerk--an' he said +he called her Linda. An' then when he got to where she mentioned Aunt +Nita--that's what her an' Clementina always calls Mis' Ordway, though +she ain't by rights--oh, it is--it is...." + +Calliope sat down on the floor before me, cherishing the picture. And +all natural doubts of the possibility, all apparent denial in the real +name of Linda Proudfit's poor young husband were for us both presently +overborne by something which seemed viewlessly witnessing to the truth. + +"But little Linda," Calliope said, "to think o' her. To think o' +_her_--like Peleg said. Why, I hardly ever see her excep' in all silk, +or imported kinds. None of us did. I hardly ever 'see her walk--it was +horses and carriages and dance in a ballroom till I wonder she +remembered how to walk at all. Everything with her was cut good, an' +kid, an' handwork, an' like that--the same way the Proudfits is now. But +yet she wasn't a bit like Mis' Proudfit an' Clementina. They're both +sweet an' rule-lovin' an' ladies born, but--" Calliope hesitated, +"they's somethin' they _ain't_. An' Linda was." + +Calliope looked about the room, seeking a way to tell me. And her eyes +fell on the flame on her cooking-stove hearth. + +"Linda had a little somethin' in her that lit her up," she said. "She +didn't say much of anything that other folks don't say, but somehow she +meant the words farther in. In where the light was, an' words mean +differ'nt an' better. I use' to think I didn't believe that what she saw +or heard or read was exactly like what her mother an' Clementina an' +most folks see an' hear an' read. Somehow, she got the inside out o' +things, an' drew it in like breathin', an' lit it up, an' lived it more. +I donno's you know what I'm talkin' about. But Mis' Proudfit an' +Clementina don't do that way. They're dear an' good an' generous, an' +lots gentler than they was before Linda left 'em--an' yet they just wear +things' an' invite folks in an' see Europe an' keep up their French an' +serve God, an' never get any of it rill lit up. But Linda, she _knew_. +An' she use' to be lonesome. I know she did--I know she did. + +"I use' to look at her an' wish an' wish I wa'n't who I am, so's I could +a' let her know I knew too. I use' to go to mend her lace an' sell orris +root to her--an' Madame Proudfit an' Clementina would be there, buyin' +an' livin' on the outside, judicious an' refined an' rill right about +everything; but when Linda come in, she sort o' reached somewheres, +deep, or up, or out, or like that, an' got somethin' that meant it all +instead o' gnawin' its way through words. It was like other folks was +the recipe an' Linda was the rill dish. They was the way to be, but she +was the one that was. + +"Well, then one year, when she come home from off to school, this young +clerk followed her. I only see 'em together once--he only stayed a day +an' had his terrible time with Jason Proudfit an' everybody knew it--but +even with seein' 'em that once, I knew about him. I don't care who he +was or what he was worth--he was lit up, too. I donno why he was a clerk +nor anything of him--excep' that the lit kind ain't always the +money-makers--but he could talk to her her way. An' when I see the four +of 'em drive up in front of the post-office the day he come, Mis' +Proudfit an' Clementina talkin' all soft an' interested an' regular +about the foreign postage stamps they was buyin', an' Linda an' him +sittin' there with foreign lands fair livin' in their eyes--I knew how +it would be. An' so it was. They went off, Linda with only the clothes +she was wearin' an' none of her stone rings or like that with her. An' +see what it all done--see what it done. Jason Proudfit, he wouldn't +forgive 'em nor wouldn't hear a word from 'em, though they say Mis' +Linda wrote, at first, an' more than once. An' then when he died two +years or so afterwards, an' Mis' Proudfit tried everywhere--they wa'n't +no trace. An' no wonder, with a differ'nt name so's nobody should find +out how poor they was--an' death--an' like enough prison...." + +Calliope stood up, and in the pause Peleg's axe went rhythmically on. + +"I'm goin' to be sure," she said. "I hate to--but o' course I've got to +be rill certain, in words." + +She went out to the shed, taking with her the photograph, and closed the +door. Peleg's axe ceased. And when she came back, she said nothing at +all for a little, and the axe did not go on. + +"We mustn't tell Mis' Proudfit--yet," she put it, presently, "not till +we can think. I donno's we ever can tell her. The dyin'--an' the +disgrace--an' the other name--an' the hurt about Linda's _needin' +things_ ... Peleg thinks not tell her, too." + +"At least," I said, "we can wait, for a little. Until they come home." + +I listened while, her task long disregarded, Calliope fitted together +the dates and the meagre facts she knew, and made the sad tally +complete. Then she laid the picture by and stood staring at the +cooking-range flame. + +"It ain't enough," she said, "bein'--lit up--ain't enough for folks, is +it? Not without they're some made out o' iron, too, to hold it--like +stoves. An' yet--" + +She looked at me with one of her infrequent, passionate doubtings in her +eyes. + +"--if Mis' Proudfit an' Clementina had just of been lit too," she said, +"mebbe--" + +She got no farther, though I think it was not the opening of the door by +Peleg Bemus that interrupted her. Peleg did not come in. He said +something of the snow on his shoes, and spoke through the door's +opening. + +"I'm a-goin to quit work for to-day, Mis' Marsh," he told her. "Seems +like I'm too dead tired to chop." + + + + +XV + +THE TEA PARTY + + +As spring came on, and I found myself fairly identified with the life of +Friendship,--or, at any rate, "more one of us," as they said,--I +suggested to Calliope something which had been for some time pleasantly +in my mind: might I, I asked one day, give a tea for her? + +"A tea!" she repeated. "For _me_? You know they give me a benefit once +in the basement of the Court House. But a private tea, for me?" + +And when she understood that this was what I meant, + +"Oh," she said earnestly, "I'd be so glad to come. An' you an' I can +know the tea is for me--if you rilly mean it--but it won't do to say it +so'd it'd get out around. Oh, no, it won't. Not one o' the rest'll come +near if you give it _for_ me--nor if you give it _for_ anybody. Mis' +Proudfit, now, she tried to give a noon lunch on St. Patrick's day for +Mis' Postmaster Sykes, an' the folks she ask' to it got together an' +sent in their regrets. 'We're just as good as Mis' Postmaster Sykes,' +they give out to everybody, 'an' we don't bow down to her like that.' So +Mis' Proudfit she calls it a Shamrock Party an' give it a day later. An' +every one of 'em went. It won't do to say it's _for_ me." + +So I contented myself with planning to seat Calliope at the foot of my +table, and I found a kind of happiness in her child-like content, though +only we two knew that the occasion would do her honour. If Delia had +been available we would have told her, but Delia was still in Europe, +and would not return until June. + +Calliope was quite radiant when, on the afternoon of the tea, she +arrived in advance of the others. She was wearing her best gray +henrietta, and I noted that she had changed her cameo ring from her +first to her third finger. ("First-finger rings seem to me more +everyday," she had once said to me, "but third-finger I always think +looks real dressy.") She was carrying a small parcel. + +"You didn't ask to borrow anything," she said shyly; "I didn't know how +you'd feel about that, a stranger so. An' we all got together--your +company, you know--an' found out you hadn't borrowed anything from any +of us, an' we thought maybe you hesitated. So we made up I should bring +my spoons. They was mother's, an' they're thin as weddin' rings--an' +solid. Any time you want to give a company you're welcome to 'em." + +When I had laid the delicate old silver in its place, I found Calliope +standing in the middle of my living-room, looking frankly about on my +simple furnishings, her eyes lingering here and there almost lovingly. + +"Bein' in your house," she said, "is like bein' somewheres else. I don't +know if you know what I mean? Most o' the time I'm where I belong--just +common. But now an' then--like a holiday when we're dressed up an' +sittin' 'round--I feel differ'nt an' _special_. It was the way I felt +when they give the William Shakespeare supper in the library an' had it +lit up in the evenin' so differ'nt--like bein' somewheres else. It'll be +that way on Market Square next month when the Carnival comes. I guess +that's why I'm a extract agent," she added, laughing a little. "When I +set an' smell the spices I could think it wasn't me I feel so _special_. +An' I feel that way now--I do' know if you know what I mean--" + +She looked at me, measuring my ability to comprehend, and brightening at +my nod. + +"Well, most o' Friendship wouldn't understand," she said. "To them +vanilla smells like corn-starch pudding an' no more. An' that reminds +me," she added slowly, "you know Friendship well enough by this time, +don't you, to find we're apt to say things here this afternoon?" + +"Say things?" I repeated, puzzling. + +"We won't mean to," she hastened loyally to add; "I ain't talkin' about +us, you know," she explained anxiously, "I just want to warn you so's +you won't be hurt. I guess I notice such things more'n most. We won't +mean to offend you--but I thought you'd ought to know ahead. An' bein' +as it's part my tea, I thought it was kind o' my place to tell you." + +She was touching the matter delicately, almost tenderly, and not more, +as I saw, with a wish to spare me than with a wish to apologize in +advance for the others, to explain away some real or fancied weakness. + +"You know," she said, "we ain't never had anybody to, what you might +say, tell us what we can an' what we can't say. So we just naturally say +whatever comes into our heads. An' then when we get it said, we see +often that it ain't what we meant--an' that it's apt to hurt folks or +put us in a bad light, or somethin'. But some don't even see that--some +go right ahead sayin' the hurt things an' never know it _is_ a hurt. I +don't know if you've noticed what I mean," Calliope said, "but you will +to-night. An' I didn't want you should be hurt or should think hard of +them that says 'em." + +But how, I wondered, as my guests assembled, could one "think hard" of +any one in Friendship, and especially of the little circle to which I +belonged: My dear Mis' Amanda Toplady, Mis' Photographer Sturgis, Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, who, since our Thanksgiving, seemed, as +Calliope put it, to have "got good with the universe again"; the Liberty +sisters, for that day once more persuaded from their seclusion, and Mis' +Postmaster Sykes, with, we sometimes said, "some right to hev her +peculiarities if ever anybody hed it." Of them all the Friendship phrase +of approval had frequently been spoken: That this one, or that, was "_at +heart_, one o' the most all-round capable women we've got." + +I had hoped to have one more guest--Mrs. Merriman, wife of the late +chief of the Friendship fire department. But I had promptly received her +regrets, "owing to affliction in the family," though the fire chief had +died two years and more before. + +"But it's her black," Calliope had explained to me sympathetically; "she +can't afford to throw away her best dress, made mournin' style, with +crape ornaments. As long as that lasts good, she'll hev to stay home +from places. I see she's just had new crape cuffs put on, an' that means +another six months at the least. An' she won't go to parties wearin' +widow weeds. Mis' Fire Chief Merriman is very delicate." + +My guests, save Calliope, all arrived together and greeted me, I +observed, with a manner of marked surprise. Afterward, when I wondered, +Calliope explained simply that it was not usual for a hostess to meet +her guests at the door. "Of course, they're usually right in the midst +o' gettin' the supper when the company comes," she said. + +My prettiest dishes and silver were to do honour to those whom I had +bidden; and boughs of my Flowering-currant filled my little hall and +curved above the line of sight at table, where the candle shades lent +deeper yellows. I delighted in the manner of formality with which they +took their places, as if some forgotten ceremonial of ancient courts +were still in their veins, when a banquet was not a thing to be entered +upon lightly. + +Quite in ignorance of the Japanese custom of sipping tea while the first +course is arriving, it is our habit in Friendship to inaugurate "supper" +by seeing the tea poured. In deference to this ceremony a hush fell +immediately we were seated, and this was in courtesy to me, who must +inquire how each would take her tea. I think that this conversation +never greatly varied, as:-- + +"Mrs. Toplady?" I said at once, the rest being understood. + +"Cream and sugar, _if_ you please," said that great Amanda heartily, "or +milk if it's milk. I take the tea for the trimmin's." + +Then a little stir of laughter and a straying comment or two about, say, +the length of days at that time of year, and:-- + +"Mrs. Sykes?" + +"Just milk, please. I always say I don't think tea would hurt _anybody_ +if they'd leave the sugar alone. But then, I've got a very peculiar +stomach." + +"Mrs. Holcomb?" + +"I want mine plain tea, thank you. My husband takes milk and the boys +like sugar, but I like the taste of the tea." + +At which, from Libbie Liberty: "Oh, Mis' Holcomb just says that to make +out she's strong-minded. Plain tea an' plain coffee's regular woman's +rights fare, Mis' Holcomb!" And then, after more laughter and Mis' +Holcomb's blushes, they awaited:-- + +"Mrs. Sturgis?" + +"Not any at all, thank you. No, I like the tea, but the tea don't like +me. My mother was the same way. She never could drink it. No, not any +for me, though I must say I should dearly love a cup." + +"Miss 'Viny?" + +"Just a little tea and the rest hot water. Dear me, I shouldn't go to +sleep till _to-morrow_ night if I was to drink a cup as strong as that. +No--a little more water, please. I s'pose I can send it back for more if +it's still too strong?" + +"Miss Libbie?" + +"Laviny just wants the canister pointed in her direction, an' she thinks +she's had her tea. Lucy don't dare take any. Three lumps for me, please. +I like mine surup." + +"Calliope?" + +"Oh," said Calliope, "milk if there's any left in the pitcher. An' if +there ain't, send it down clear. I like it most any way. Ain't it queer +about the differ'nce in folks' tastes in their tea and coffee?" + +That was the signal for the talk to begin with anecdotes of how various +relatives, quick and passed, had loved to take their tea. No one ever +broached a real topic until this introduction had had its way. To do so +would have been an indelicacy, like familiar speech among those in the +ceremony of a first meeting. + +Thus I began to see that in spite of Calliope's distress at the ways of +us in Friendship, a matchless delicacy was among its people a dominant +note. Not the delicacy born of convention, not that sometimes bred in +the crudest by urban standards, but a finer courtesy that will spare the +conscious stab which convention allows. It was, if I may say so, a +_savoir faire_ of the heart instead of the head. But we had hardly +entered upon the hour before the ground for Calliope's warning was +demonstrated. + +"There!" she herself bridged a pause with her ready little laugh, "I +knew somebody'd pass me somethin' while I was saltin' my potato. My +brother, older, always said that at home. 'I never salt my potato,' he +use' to say, 'without somebody passes me somethin'." + +Next instant her eyes flew to my face in a kind of horror, for:-- + +"We've noticed that at our house, too," Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss +observed, vigorously using a salt-shaker, "but then I always believe, +myself, in havin' everything properly seasoned in the kitchen before it +comes on to the table." + +"See!" Calliope signalled me fleetly. + +But no one else, and certainly not Mis' Holcomb herself, perceived the +surface of things vexed by a ripple. + +"Well, now," said that great Mis' Amanda Toplady heartily, "that _is_ so +about saltin' your potato. I know it now, but I never thought of it +right out before. Lots o' things are true that you don't think of right +out. Now I come to put my mind on it, I know at our house if I cut up a +big plate o' bread we don't eat up half of it; but just as sure as I +don't, I hev to get up from the table an' go get more bread." + +"I know--we often speak of that!" and "So my husband says," chimed Mis' +Holcomb and Mis' Sturgis. + +"Seems as if I'd noticed that, too," Calliope said brightly. + +Whereupon: "My part," Miss Lucy Liberty contributed shyly, "I always +like to see a great big plate of good, big slices o' bread come on to +the table. Looks like the crock was full," she added, laughing heartily +to cover her really pretty shyness, "an' like you wouldn't run out." + +Calliope's glance at me was still more distressed, for my table showed +no bread at all, and my maid was at that moment handing rolls the size +of a walnut. But for the others the moment passed undisturbed. + +"I've never noticed in particular about the bread," observed Mis' +Sykes,--she had great magnetism, for when she spoke an instant hush +fell,--"but what _I_ have noticed"--Mis' Sykes was very original and +usually disregarded the experiences of others,--"is that if I don't make +a list of my washing when it goes, something is pretty sure to get lost. +But let me make a list, an' even the dust-cloths'll come back home." + +Everybody had noticed that. Even Libbie Liberty assented, and exchanged +with her sister a smile of domestic memories. + +"An' every single piece has got my initial in the corner, too," Mis' +Sykes added; "I wouldn't hev a piece o' linen in the house without my +initial on. It don't seem to me rill refined not to." + +Calliope's look was almost one of anguish. My hemstitched damask napkins +bear no saving initial in a corner. But no one else would, I was +certain, connect that circumstance, even if it was observed, with what +Mis' Sykes had said. + +"It's too bad Mis' Fire Chief Merriman wouldn't come to-day," Calliope +hastily turned the topic. "She can't seem to get used to things again, +since Sum died." + +"She didn't do this way for her first husband that died in the city, I +heard," volunteered Mis' Sturgis. "Why, I heard she went out _there_, +right after the first year." + +"That's easy explained," said Mis' Sykes, positively. + +"Wasn't she fond of him?" asked Mis' Holcomb. "She seems real clingin', +like she would be fond o' most any one." + +"Oh, yes, she was fond of him," declared Mis' Sykes. "Why, he was a +professional man, you know. But then he died ten years ago, durin' tight +skirts. Naturally, being a widow then wasn't what it is now. She +couldn't cut her skirt over to any advantage--a bell skirt is a bell +skirt. An' they went out the very next year. When she got new cloth for +the flare skirts, she got colours. But the Fire Chief died right at the +height o' the full skirts. She's kep' cuttin' over an' cuttin' over, an' +by the looks o' the Spring plates she can keep right on at it. She +really can't afford to go _out_ o' mournin'. I don't blame her a bit." + +"She told me the other day," remarked Libbie Liberty, "that she was real +homesick for some company food. She said she'd been ask' in to eat with +this family an' that, most hospitable but very plain. An' seems though +she couldn't wait for a company lay-out." + +"She won't go anywheres in her crape," Mis' Sykes turned to me, +supplementing Calliope's former information. "She's a very superior +woman,--she graduated in Oils in the city,--an' she's fitted for any +society, say where who _will_. We always say about her that nobody's so +delicate as Mis' Fire Chief Merriman." + +"She don't take strangers in very ready, anyway," Mis' Holcomb explained +to me. "She belongs to what you might call the old school. She's very +sensitive to _every_thing." + +The moment came when I had unintentionally produced a hush by serving a +salad unknown in Friendship. When almost at once I perceived what I had +done, I confess that I looked at Calliope in a kind of dread lest this +too were a _faux pas_, and I took refuge in some question about the +coming Carnival. But my attention was challenged by my maid, who was in +the doorway announcing a visitor. + +"Company, ma'am," she said. + +And when I had bidden her to ask that I be excused for a little:-- + +"Please, ma'am," she said, "she says she has to see you _now_." + +And when I suggested the lady's card:-- + +"Oh, it's Mis' Fire Chief Merriman," the maid imparted easily. + +"Mis' Fire Chief Merriman!" exclaimed every one at table. "Well +forevermore! Speakin' of angels! She must 'a' forgot the tea was bein'." + +In my living-room, in her smartly freshened spring toilet of mourning, +Mis' Fire Chief Merriman rose to greet me. She was very tall and slight, +and her face was curiously like an oblong yellow brooch which fastened +her gown at the throat. + +"My dear friend," she said, "I felt, after your kind invitation, that I +must pay my respects _during_ your tea. Afterwards wouldn't be the same. +It's a tea, and there couldn't be lanterns an' bunting or anything o' +the sort. So I felt I could come in." + +"You are very good," I murmured, and in some perplexity, as she resumed +her seat, I sat down also. Mis' Merriman sought in the pocket of her +petticoat for a black-bordered handkerchief. + +"When you're in mourning so," she observed, "folks forget you. They +don't really forget you, either. But they get used to missing you +places, an' they don't always remember to miss you. I did appreciate +your inviting me to-day so. Because I'm just as fond of meeting my +friends as I was before the chief died." + +And when I had made an end of murmuring something:-- + +"Really," she went on placidly, "it ought to be the custom to go out in +society when you're in mourning if you never did any other time. You +need distraction then if you ever needed it in your life. An' the chief +would 'a' been the first to feel that too. He was very partial to going +out in company." + +And when I had made an end of murmuring something else:-- + +"You were very thoughtful to give me an invitation for this afternoon," +she said. "An' I felt that I must stop in an' tell you so, even if I +couldn't attend." + +Serenely she spread her black crape fan and swayed it. In the +dining-room my guests proceeded with their lonely salad toward a +probable lonely dessert. At thought of that dessert and of that salad, a +suggestion, partly impulsive and partly flavoured with some faint +reminiscence, at once besieged me, and in it I divined a solution of the +moment. + +"Mrs. Merriman," I said eagerly, "may I send you in a cup of strawberry +ice? I've some early strawberries from the city." + +She turned on me her great dark eyes, with their flat curve of shadow +accenting her sadness. + +"I'm sure you are very kind," she said simply. "An' I should be pleased, +I'm sure." + +I rose, hesitating, longing to say what I had in mind. + +"I'd really like your opinion," I said, "on rather a new salad I'm +trying. Now would you not--" + +"A salad?" Mis' Merriman repeated. "The chief," she said reflectively, +"was very partial to all green salads. I don't think men usually care +for them the way he did." + +"Dear Mrs. Merriman," said I at this, "a cup of bouillon and a bit of +chicken breast and a drop of creamed cauliflower--" + +"Oh," she murmured, "really, I couldn't think--" + +And when I had made my cordial insistence she looked up at me for a +moment solemnly, over her crape fan. I thought that her eyes with that +flat, underlying curve of shadow were as if tears were native to them. +Her grief and the usages of grief had made of her some one other than +her first self, some one circumscribed, wary of living. + +"Oh," she said wistfully, "I ain't had anything like that since I went +into mourning. If you don't think it would be disrespectful to him--?" + +"I am certain that it would not be so," I assured her, and construed her +doubting silence as capitulation. + +So I filled a tray with all the dainties of our little feast, and my +maid carried it to her where she sat, and then to us at table served +dessert. And my strange party went forward with seven guests in my +dining-room and one mourner at supper in my living-room. + +"How very, _very_ delicate!" said Mis' Postmaster Sykes, in an emphatic +whisper. "Mis' Fire Chief Merriman is a very superior woman, an' she +always does the delicate thing." + +And now as I met Calliope's eyes I saw that the dear little woman was +looking at me with a manner of unmistakable pride. In spite of her +warning to me and what she thought had been its justification during the +supper, here was an occasion to reveal to me a delicacy unequalled. + +Thereafter, in deference to my mourning guest in the next room, we all +dropped our voices and talked virtually in whispers. And when at last we +rose from the table, complete silence had come upon us. + +Then, the tray not having yet been brought from that other room, I +confess to having found myself somewhat uncertain how to treat a +situation so out of my experience. But the kind heart of my dear Mis' +Amanda Toplady was the dictator. + +"Now," she whispered, tip-toeing, "we must all go in an' speak to her. +Poor woman--she don't call anywheres, an' she stays in mournin' so long +folks have kind o' dropped off goin' to see her. Let's walk in an' be +rill nice to her." + +Mis' Fire Chief Merriman sat as I had left her, and the tray was before +her on my writing-table. She looked up gravely and greeted them all, one +by one, without rising. We sat about her in a circle and spoke to her +gently on subjects decently allied to her grief: on the coming meeting +of the Cemetery Improvement Sodality; on the new styles in mourning; on +the deaths in Friendship during the winter; and on two cases of typhoid +fever recently developed in the town. (The Fire Chief had died of +"walking typo.") And Mis' Merriman, gravely partaking of strawberry ice +and cake and bonbons, listened and replied and, with the last morsel, +rose to take her leave. + +It was then that my unlucky star shone effulgent. For, as she was +shaking hands all round:-- + +"Oh, Mrs. Merriman," I said, with the gentlest intent, "would you care +to come out to see my dining-room? My Flowering-currant was very early +this year--" + +To my horrified amazement Mis' Fire Chief Merriman lifted her +black-bordered handkerchief to her face and broke into subdued sobbing. +Suddenly I understood that all the others were looking at me in a kind +of reproachful astonishment. My bewilderment, mounting for an instant, +was precipitately overthrown by the sobbing woman's words. + +"Oh," Mis' Merriman said indistinctly, "I'm much obliged to you, I'm +sure. But how can you think I would? I haven't looked at lanterns an' +bunting an' such things since the Fire Chief died. I don't know how I'm +ever going to stand the Carnival!" + +In deep distress I apologized, and found myself adrift upon a sea of +uncharted classifications. Here were niceties of distinction which +escaped my ruder vision, trained to the mere interchange of signals in +smooth sailing or straight tempest, on open water. But I knew with grief +that I had given her pain--that was clear enough; and in my confusion +and wish to make amends, I caught up from their jar on the hall table my +Flowering-currant boughs and thrust them in her hands. + +"Ah," I begged breathlessly, "at all events, take these!" + +On which she drew away from me and shook her head and fairly fled down +the path, her floating crape brushing the mother bushes of my offending +offering. And I was helplessly aware that sympathetic silence had fallen +on the others and that the sympathy was not for me. + +"But what on earth was the matter?" I entreated my guests. + +It was that great Mis' Amanda Toplady who slipped her arm about me and +explained. + +"When we've got any dead belongin' to us," she said, "we always carry +all the flowers we get to the grave--an', of course, we don't feel we +_can_ carry them that's been used for a company. It's the same with Mis' +Fire Chief. An' she can't bear even to see flowers an' things that's +fixed for a company, either. Of course, that's her privilege." + +Mis' Sykes took my hands. + +"You come here so lately," she said, "you naturally wouldn't know what's +what in these things, here in Friendship. An' then, of course, Mis' Fire +Chief Merriman is very, _very_ delicate." + +Calliope linked her arm in mine. + +"Don't you mind," she whispered; "we're all liable to our mistakes." + + * * * * * + +Half an hour after tea my guests took leave. + +"I enjoyed myself so much," said Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss; "you +look tired out. I hope it ain't been too much for you." + +"Entertainin' is a real job," said Mis' Sturgis, "but you do it almost +as if you liked it. I enjoyed myself _so_ much." + +"I'll give bail you're glad it's over," said Libbie Liberty, +sympathetically, "even if it did go off nice. I enjoyed myself ever so +much." + +"_Ever_ so much," murmured Miss Lucy, laughing heartily. + +"Good night. Everything was lovely. I enjoyed myself very much," Mis' +Postmaster Sykes told me. "And," she said, "you'll hear from me very, +_very_ soon in return for this." + +"Now don't you overdo, reddin' up to-night," advised my dear Mis' Amanda +Toplady. "Just pick up the silver an' rense it off, an' let the dishes +set till mornin', _I_ say. I _did_ enjoy myself so much." + +"Good-by," Calliope whispered in the hall. "Oh, it was beautiful. I +_never_ felt so special. Thank you--thank you. An'--you won't mind those +things we said at the supper table?" + +"Oh, Calliope," I murmured miserably, "I've forgotten all about them." + +I went out to the veranda with her. At the foot of the steps the others +had paused in consultation. Hesitating, they looked up at me, and Mis' +Sykes became their spokesman. + +"If I was you," she said gently, "I wouldn't feel too cut up over that +slip o' yours to Mis' Merriman. She'd ought not to see blunders where +they wasn't any meant. It'd ought to be the heart that counts, _I_ say. +Good-by. We enjoyed ourselves very, _very_ much!" + +They went down the path between blossoming bushes, in the late afternoon +sun. And as Calliope followed,-- + +"That's so about the heart, ain't it?" she said brightly. + + + + +XVI + +WHAT IS THAT IN THINE HAND? + + +"Busy, busy, busy, busy all the day. Busy, busy, busy. And busy ..." + +"There goes Ellen Ember, crazy again," we said, when we heard that cry +of hers, not unmelodious nor loud, echoing along Friendship streets. + +Then we usually ran to the windows and peered at her. Sometimes her long +hair would be unbound on her shoulders, sometimes her little figure +would be leaping lightly up as she caught at the lowest boughs of the +curb elms, and sometimes her hand would be moving swiftly back and forth +above her heart. + +"If your heart is broken," she had explained to many, "you can lace it +together with 'Busy, busy, busy ...' Sing it and see! Or mebbe your +heart is all of a piece?" + +Once, when I had gone to Miss Liddy's house, I had found Ellen in a +skirt fashioned of an old plaid shawl of her father's, her bare +shoulders wound in the rosy "nubia" that had been her mother's, and she +was dancing in the dining-room, with surprising grace, as Pierrette +might have danced in Carnival, and singing, in a sweet, piping voice, an +incongruous little song:-- + + O Day of wind and laughter, + A goddess born are you, + Whose eyes are in the morning + Blue--blue! + +"I made that up," she had explained, "or I guess mebbe I remembered it +from deep in my skull. I like the feel of it in my mouth when I speak +the words." + +I used to think that Miss Liddy was really a less useful citizen than +Ellen. For though Miss Liddy worked painstakingly at her dressmaking, +and even dreamed over it little partial dreams, Ellen, mad or sane, made +a garden, and threw little nosegays over our fences, and exercised a +certain presence, latent in the rest of us, which made us momentarily +gentle and in awe of our own sanity. + +When, one spring morning, a week before the Friendship Carnival, she +passed down Daphne Street with her plaintive, musical "Busy, busy, +busy ..." Doctor June and the young Reverend Arthur Bliss sat on Doctor +June's screened-in porch discussing a deficit in the Good Shepherd's +Orphans' Home fund for the fiscal year. Ever since the wreck of the +Through, Friendship had contributed to the support of the Home,--having +first understood then that the Home was its patient pensioner,--and now +it was almost like a compliment that we had been appealed to for help. + +Doctor June listened with serene patience to what his visitor would say. + +"Tension," said the Reverend Arthur Bliss, squaring his splendid young +shoulders, "tension. Warfare. We, as a church, are enormously equipped. +We have--shall we say?--the helmets of our intelligence and the swords +of our wills. Why, the joy of the fight ought to be to us like that of a +strong man ready to do battle, oughtn't it--oughtn't it?" + +Doctor June, his straight white hair outlining his plump pink face, +nodded; but one would have said that it was rather less at the Reverend +Arthur than at his Van Houtii spiraea, which nodded back at him. + +"My young friend," said Doctor June, "will you forgive me for saying +that it is fairly amazing to me how the church of God continues to use +the terms of barbarism? We talk of the peace that passeth understanding, +and yet we keep on employing metaphors of blood-red war. What does the +modern church want of a helmet and a sword, if I may ask? Even +rhetorically?" + +"The Christian life is an eternal warfare against the forces of sin, is +it not?" asked the Reverend Arthur Bliss in surprise. + +"Let me suggest," said Doctor June, "that all good life is an eternal +surrender to the forces of good. There's a difference." + +The visitor from the city smiled very reverently. + +"I see, sir," he said, "that you are one of those wonderful +non-combatants. You are by nature sanctified--and that I can well +believe." + +"I am by nature a miserable old sinner," rejoined the doctor, warmly. +"Often--often I would enjoy a fine round Elizabethan oath--note how that +single adjective condones my poor taste. But I hold that good is +inflowing and that it possesses whom it may possess. If a man is too +busy fighting, it may pass him by." + +"But surely, sir," said the young clergyman, "you agree with me that a +man wins his way into the kingdom of light by both a staff and a sword?" + +"You will perhaps forgive me for agreeing with nothing of the sort," +said the doctor, mildly; "I hold that a man takes his way to the light +by grasping whatever the Lord puts in his hand--a hammer, a rope, a +pen--and grasping it hard." + +"But the ungifted--what of the ungifted?" cried the Reverend Arthur +Bliss. + +"In this sense, there are none," said Doctor June, briefly. + +"Busy, busy, busy all the day. Busy, busy, busy ..." sounded suddenly +from the street in Ellen's thin soprano. Doctor June looked down at her, +his expression scarcely changing, because it was always serenely soft. +But the young clergyman saw with amazement the strange little figure +with her unbound hair and her arms high and swaying, and as she took +some steps of her dance before the gate, he questioned his host with +uplifted brows. + +"A little mad," the doctor said, nodding, "like us all. She sings in the +streets of a glad morning, and dances now and then. We take ours out in +tangential opinions. It is nearly the same thing." + +The young clergyman's face lighted responsively at this, and then he +deferentially clinched his argument. + +"There is a case in point," said he. "That poor creature there--what has +the Lord put in her hand?" + +Doctor June looked thoughtful. + +"Nothing," he declared, "for any fight. But I'm not sure that she isn't +made to be a leaven. The kingdom of God works like a leaven, you know, +my dear young friend. Not like a dum-dum bullet." + +"But--that poor creature. A leaven?" doubted the Reverend Arthur Bliss. + +"I shouldn't wonder," said Doctor June, "I shouldn't wonder. I'm not so +sure as I used to be that I can recognize leaven at first sight." + +"Ah, that's it!" cried his guest. "But a soldier, now, is a soldier!" + +Then they smiled their lack of acquiescence, and went back to the +figures for the fiscal year. + +An hour later Doctor June stood alone on his garden walk, aimlessly +poking about among his slips. He had done what he always did, following +close on the heels of his well-established resolution never to do it +again. He had pledged himself to try to raise one hundred dollars in +Friendship for a pet philanthropy. + +"It's a kind of dissipation with me," he said, helplessly, and wandered +down to his gate. "If I read an article about the Congo Free State or +Women in India, it acts on me like brandy. I go off my head and give +away my substance, and involve innocent people. But then, of course, +this is different. It is always different." + +Then he heard Ellen's little song again. "Busy, busy, busy ..." she +sang, and came round the corner from the town, catching at the lowest +branches of the curb elms and laughing a little. At Doctor June's gate +she halted and shook some lilacs at him. + +"Here," she said, "put some on your coat for a patch on your heart so's +the break won't show. Ain't the Lord made the sun shine down this +morning? Did you know there's a Carnival comin' to town?" + +"Like enough, Ellen," said Doctor June. "Like enough." + +"_Is_ one," she persisted. "They said about it in the Post-Office--I +heard 'em. Dancin', an' parrots, an' jumpin' dogs." + +He stood looking at her thoughtfully as she arranged her flowers, +singing under breath. + +"Ellen," he said, "will you tell Miss Liddy a few of us are going to +meet here in my yard to-morrow afternoon, to talk over some +money-raising? And ask her to come?" + +"I will," Ellen sang it, "I will an' I will. Did you mean me to come, +too?" she broke off wistfully. + +"My stars, yes!" said Doctor June. "You're going to come early and help +me, aren't you? I took that for granted." + +"Here's your lilacs," said Ellen, tossing him a nosegay. "I'll tell +Liddy while she's eatin'. Liddy don't like me to talk much when she's +workin'. But when she eats I can talk, an' I'll tell her then." + +She went on, singing, and Doctor June shook his head. + +"I don't know but Mr. Bliss is right," he said, "though I hope I can +keep my doubts to myself and not brag about 'em, just to be the style. +But it does look as if poor Ellen Ember came into the world +empty-handed. As if the Lord didn't give her much of anything to work +_with_." + +Summons to a meeting to talk over money-raising is, in Friendship, like +the call to festivity in a different life. The cause never greatly +matters. Interests appear eclectically to range from ice to coral. For +let the news get about that there is to be a bazaar for China, a home +bakery sale for the missionary station at Trebizond, or a Japanese tea +for the Friendship cemetery fund, and we all sew or bake or lend dishes +or sell tickets with the same infinity of zeal. The enterprise in hand +absorbs our sense of the ultimate object; as when, after three days of +hand-to-hand battle to wrest money for the freedmen from the patrons of +a Kirmess at the old roller-skating rink, dear Mis' Amanda, secretary +and door-tender, handed over our $64.85 with the wondering question:-- + +"What do they mean by Freegman, anyway? What country is it they live +in?" + +It was no marvel that Doctor June's garden was filled, that yellow +afternoon, with many eager for action. Some of us knew that there was an +Orphans' Home fund deficit; but more of us knew only that we were to +"talk over some money-raising." I remember how, from the garden seat +against the spiraea, the doctor faced us, all scattered about the +antlered walk and its triangle of green, erect on golden oak and bright +velvet chairs from within doors. And when he had told us of the shortage +to which we were party, instantly the talk emptied into channels of +possible pop-corn social, chicken-pie supper, rummage sale, art and loan +exhibit, Old Settlers' Entertainment, and so on. After which Doctor June +rose, and stood touching thoughtfully at the leaves which grew nearest, +while he essayed to turn our minds from chicken-pot-pie-part-veal, and +bib-aprons, to the eternal verities. + +"My friends," he said, "isn't there a better way? Let us, this time, +give of our hearts' love to the little children of God, instead of +buying pies and freezing ice cream in His name." + +There was, of course, an instant's hush in the garden. We were not used +to paradoxes, and we felt as concave images must feel when they first +look upon the world. It was as amazing as if we had been told that God +grieves with us instead of afflicting us, as we held. + +"None of us has much money to give," Doctor June went on; "let us take +the way that lies nearest our hand, and make a little money. God never +permitted any normal human creature to come into His world unprovided +with some means of making it better. Only, let us get outside our bazaar +and chicken-pie faculties. Now what can we each do?" + +We sat still for a little, tentatively murmuring; and then Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss stood up by the sweet-alyssum urn. + +"Speakin' of what we can do," she said, "doin' ain't easy. Not when +you're well along in years. Your ways seem to stiffen up some. When I +was a girl, I could 'a' been quite an elocutionist if I could 'a' had +lessons. I had a reg'lar born sense o' givin' gestures. But I never +took. An' now I declare I don't know of anything I could do. It's the +same way, I guess, with quite a number of us." + +Mis' Postmaster Sykes was in the arm-chair, and she sat still, queenly. + +"I could do some o' my embroidery," she observed, "but it's quite +expensive stuff, an' I don't know whether it would sell rill well here +in Friendship. I'd be 'most afraid to risk. An' I don't do enough +cookin', myself, to what-you-might-say know how, any more." + +"Same with my sewing," observed Mis' Doctor Helman; "I put it all out +now. I don't know as I could sew up a seam. That's the trouble, hiring +everything done so." + +Those who did not hire everything done preserved a respectful silence. +And Doctor June looked up in the elm trees. + +"The Lord," he said, "spoke to Moses out of the burning bush. The Lord +said unto Moses, 'What is that in thine hand?' Moses had, you remember, +nothing but a rod in his hand. But it was enough to let the people know +that God had been with him--that the Lord had appeared unto him. Suppose +the glory of the Lord, here in the garden, should ask us now, as it does +ask, 'What is that in thine hand?' What have we got?" + +There was silence again, and we looked at one another doubtfully. + +"Land, Doctor!" said Libbie Liberty then, "I been tryin' for two years +to earn a new parlour carpet, an' I ain't had nothin' in my hand to earn +with. So I keep on sayin' I _like_ an old Brussels carpet--they're so +easy to sweep." + +"My!" said Abigail Arnold, "I declare, I'd be real put to it to try to +make extry money. 'Bout the only thing the Lord seems to 'a' put in my +hand is time. I've got oodles o' that, layin' 'round loose." + +Mis' Photographer Sturgis was in the big garden chair, wrapped in a +shawl, her feet on an inverted flower-pot. + +"I'm tryin' to think," she said, looking sidewise at the ground. "I +donno's I know how I could earn a cent, convenient. It ain't real easy +for women to earn. I think mebbe the Lord meant the men to be the +Moseses." + +Mis' Amanda Toplady's voice rolled out, deep and comfortable, like a +complaisant giant's. + +"Well said!" she remarked. "I'm drove to death all day. If anybody's to +ask me what I got in my hand, I declare I guess I'd say, rill reverent: +Dear Lord, I've got my hands full, an' that's about all I have got." + +So we went on, saying much or little as was our nature, but we were all +agreed that we were virtually helpless--for Calliope was out of town +that week, and not present to shame us. + +"What's in my hands?" said grim Miss Liddy Ember, finally, in her thin +falsetto. "Well, I ain't got any rill, what-you-might-call hands. I just +got kind o' cat's paws for my three meals a day an' my rent." + +Then, by her sister's side, Ellen Ember stood up. We had hardly noticed +her, sitting there quietly playing with some of the doctor's flowers. +But now we saw that she had hurriedly twisted her splendid hair about +her head, and by this we understood that she was herself again. We had +seen her come to herself like this on the street, and then she would go +hurrying home, the tears running down her face in shame for her unbound +hair and her singing and dancing. Her cheeks were flushed and her eyes +were shining as she rose now, and she looked appealingly pretty, one +hand, palm outward, half hiding her trembling mouth. By her soft eyes, +too, we knew that she was herself again. + +"You all know," she began, and dare not trust herself. "You all +know ..." she said once more, and we understood what she would say. +"What can I do?" she cried to us. "What is there I can do? I ain't got +anything but my craziness! Oh, it seems like I _ain't_ much, an' so +I'd ought to _do_ all the more." + +To soothe her, we took our woman's way of all talking at once. And then +Doctor June called out cheerily that he felt the way Ellen did, that he +wasn't a real Moses, for what had he--Doctor June--in his hand, and +didn't we all know there was no money in pills? And then he told us how +the Reverend Arthur Bliss was to be in town again on Wednesday of the +next week, and would we not all think the matter over quietly, and meet +with them on that evening, for cakes and tea? + +"As many of you as can," he said, "come with a plan to earn a dollar, +and tell how you mean to do it. Ellen, you and I'll preside at the +meeting, and hear what the rest say, and keep real still ourselves, like +proper officers." + +But Ellen Ember would not be comforted. She stood with that one hand, +palm outward, pressed against her lips, looking at us with big, brimming +eyes. + +"I ain't got nothin' but my craziness, you know," she said over. And +then, as she was going through the gateway, she turned to Doctor June. + +"Why, Wednesday's the first night o' the Carnival!" she cried. "You set +the dollar meetin' on the first night o' the Carnival!" + +"My stars!" cried Doctor June, gravely. "And I might have been selling +pills on the grounds!" + + * * * * * + +All Friendship Village loves a Carnival. Once the word meant to me a +Florentine _fiesta_ day, with a feast of colour, and of many little fine +things, "real, like laughter." Now when I say "carnival" I mean the +painted eruption by night from the market square of some town like +Friendship, when lines broaden and waver grotesquely, when the mirth is +in great silhouettes and Colour goes unmasked. + +I always make my way to such a place, for it holds for me the wonder of +the untoward; as will a strolling Italian plodding past my house at +night with his big, silent bear; or the spectacle of the huge, faded red +ice-wagon, with powerful horses and rattling chains and tongs, and +giants in blue denim atop the crystal; or the strange, copper world that +dissolves in the fluid of certain sunsets. And that Wednesday night, a +week later, on my way to the "dollar meeting" at Doctor June's, I turned +toward the Friendship Carnival with some vestige of my youth clinging to +the hem of things. + +I gave my attention to them all: The pop-corn wagon, an aristocratic +affair that looked like a hearse; the little painted canaries and +love-birds, so out of place and patient that I thought they must have +souls to form as well as we; the sad little live monkey, incessantly +dodging white balls thrown at him by certain immortals (who, when they +hit him, got pipes); and the giant who flung "Look! Look! Look! Look!" +through a megaphone, while a good little dog toiled up a ladder and then +stood at the ladder's top in a silence that was all nice reticence and +dignity. Also, the huge Saxon fellow who, at the portal of the Arabian +Court of Art and Regular Cafe Restaurant, sang a love-song through a +megaphone--"Tenderly, dearest, I breathe thy sweet name," he hallooed, +with his free hand beckoning the crowd to the Court of Art. + +And then I saw the Lyric Dance Arcade and Indian Palace of Asiatic +Mystery. And I found myself close to the platform, listening to the cry +of a man in gilt knickerbockers. + +"Ladies! Gentlemen! All!" he summoned. "Never in the history of +the show business has there been anything resemblin' this. Come +here--here--here--here! See Zorah, queen of the West and princess of the +East, who is about to begin one of her most sublimely sensational +dances. See her, see her, you may never again see her! Graceful, +glittering, genteel. Graceful, glittering, gen-te-e-e-l. I am telling +you about Zorah, queen of the West and princess of the East, in her +ancient Asiatic dance, the most up-to-date little act in the entire show +business to-day. Here she is, waiting for you--you--you. Everybody +that's got the dime!" + +Until he ceased, I had hardly noticed Zorah herself, standing in the +canvas portico. The woman had, I then observed, a kind of appealing +prettiness and a genuineness of pose. She was looking out on the crowd +with the usual manner of simulated shyness, but to the shyness was given +conviction by an uplifted hand, palm outward, hiding her mouth. I noted +her small, stained face, her splendid unbound hair--and then a certain +resemblance caught at my heart. And I saw that she was wearing a skirt +made of a man's plaid shawl, and about her shoulders was a rosy, +old-fashioned nubia. Her face and throat were stained, and so were her +thin little arms--but I knew her. + +The performance, as the man had said, was about to begin, and already he +was giving Zorah her signal to go within. Somehow I bought a ticket and +hurried into the tent. The seats were sparingly occupied, and I saw, as +I would have guessed, no one whom I knew in the eager, stamping little +audience. In their midst I lost the slim figure that had preceded me, +until she mounted the platform and swept before the footlights a stately +courtesy. + +And there, in the smoky little tent, Ellen Ember began to dance, with +her quite surprising grace--as Pierrette might have danced in Carnival. +It was the charming, faery measure which she had danced for me in Miss +Liddy's dining-room; and as she had sung to me then, so now, in a sweet +piping voice, she sang her incongruous little song:-- + + O Day of wind and laughter, + A goddess born are you, + Whose eyes are in the morning + Blue--blue! + The slumbrous noon your body is, + Your feet are the shadow's flight, + But the immortal soul of you + Is Night. + +It seemed to me that I sat for hours in that hot little place, cut off +from the world, watching. Again and again, to the brass blare of some +hoiden tune, she set the words of the lyric that "she liked the feel +of," and she danced on and on. And when at last the music shattered off, +and she ceased, and ran behind a screening canvas, somehow I made my way +forward through the crowd that was clapping hands and calling her back, +and I gained the place where she stood. + +When I asked her to come with me, she nodded and smiled, with unseeing +eyes, and assented quite simply, and then suddenly sat down before the +lifted tent flap. + +"But I must wait for my money," she said. "That's what I came for--my +money. They thought I'd never earn my dollar, but I have." + +At this I understood. And now I marvel how I talked at all to the man in +gilt knickerbockers who arrived and haggled over the whole matter. + +Zorah, he explained, the sure-enough Zorah, had took down sick in the +last place they made, an' they'd had to leave her behind. An' when he +told about it down town that morning, this little piece here had up an' +offered. Somethin' had to be done--he left it to me if they didn't. He +felt his duty to the amusement park public, him. So he had closed with +her for a dollar for three fifteen-minute turns--he give two shillings a +turn, on the usual, but she'd hung out stout for the even money. An' +she'd danced her three, odd but satisfactory. You could hand 'em queer +things in the show business, if you only dressed the part. Yes, sure, +here was the dollar. Be on hand to-morrow night? No? Sufferin' snakes, +but was we goin' to leave him shipwrecked? + +Finally I got her away, and skirted the market-place with her dancing at +my side, shaking her silver dollar in her shut palms and singing:-- + +"Busy, busy, busy all the day. An' then I earned my dollar, my +dollar--they never thought I'd earn my dollar ..." + +I remember, as we struck into the unlighted block where Miss Liddy's +house stood, that I was struggling hard for my own serenity, so that for +a moment I did not observe that Ellen stopped beside me. But I knew that +she fell silent, and when I turned I saw her there on the dark walk +hurriedly twisting her splendid hair about her head. And by that and by +her silence I understood that she was suddenly herself, and of her own +mind, as we say. + +On this, "Ellen!" said I quickly, "how fine of you to have earned your +Orphans' Home dollar so soon. But you have beaten us all!" + +She had contrived to fasten her hair, and I saw her touching tentatively +the folds of her strange dress. And so I made her know what she had +done, as gently as I might, and with all praise I stilled her dismay and +shame. And last I led her, as I was determined that I would do, past +Miss Liddy's dark little house and on to the home of Doctor June. + +I think that I would not have dared take Ellen, just as she was, in her +plaid skirt and her rosy nubia, into that black and brown +henrietta-cloth assembly, if I had remembered that there was to be a +stranger present. But this, in the events of the hour, I had quite +forgotten. I remembered as I entered the room and came face to face with +the Reverend Arthur Bliss, talking of the figures for the fiscal year. + +"--and the deficit," he was saying, "ought to be made up by us who are +so well equipped to do it. With Paul, let us fight the good fight--of +every day. This is to-day's fight. Now let us talk over our various +weapons." + +Doctor June looked thoughtfully at his young guest, and in the older +face was a brooding tenderness, like the tenderness of the father who +longs to hold the child in quiet, in his arms. + +"Yes," said Doctor June, "'fighting' is one name for it. I am tempted to +say that 'drudgery' is another name. Errantry, ministry, service, or +whatever. It all comes to the same thing: 'What is that in thine hand?' +Well, now, who of us is first?" + +"I think," said I then, "that Ellen Ember is first." + +She would have shrunk back from the doorway to the passage, but I put my +arm about her, and then I told them. And when I had done, I remember how +she threw up that pathetic hand of hers, palm outward, and this time it +was over her eyes. + +"I'm a disgrace to all of you!" she said, sobbing, "an' to the whole +Good Shepherd's Home. But I guess anyhow it's all the way I had. Seems +like I ain't got nothin' in the world but my craziness!" + +There was silence for a moment, that rich silence which flowers in the +heart. And then great Mis' Amanda Toplady spoke out, in her deep voice +which now she some way contrived to keep firm. + +"Well said!" she cried. "I come here to say I'd give a dollar outright +to get red o' the whole thing, rather'n to fuss. But now I ain't goin' +to stop at a dollar. Seems like a dollar for me wouldn't be _moral_. I'm +goin' to sell some strawberry plants--why, we got hundreds of 'em to +spare. I can do it by turnin' my hand over. An' I expec' the Lord meant +you should turn your hand over to find out what's in it, anyway." + +I think that then we tried our woman's way of all talking at once, but I +remember how the shrill voice of Abigail Arnold, of the home bakery, +rose above the others:-- + +"Cream puffs!" she cried. "I got a rush demand for my cream puffs every +Sat'day, an' I ain't been makin' 'em sole-because I hate to run after +the milk an' set it. An' I was goin' to get out o' this by givin' fifty +cents out o' the bakery till. An' me with my hands full o' cream +puffs...." + +"Hens--hens is what mine is," Libbie Liberty was saying. "My grief, I +got both hands full o' hens. I wouldn't sell 'em because I can't bear to +hev any of 'em killed--they're tame as a bag o' feathers, all of 'em. I +guess I ben settin' the hens o' my hand over against the heathen an' the +orphans. An' now I'm goin' to sell spring chickens...." + +Mis' Sturgis in the rocking-chair was waving a corner of her shawl. + +"C-canaries!" she cried. "I can rise canary-birds an' sell 'em a dollar +apiece in the city. I m-meant to slide out account o' my health, but it +was just because I hate to muss 'round b-boilin' eggs for the little +ones. I'll raise a couple or two--mebbe more." + +"My good land!" came Miss Liddy Ember's piping falsetto; "to think o' my +sittin' up, hesitatin', when new dresses just falls off the ends o' my +fingers. An' me in my right mind, too." + +Dear Doctor June stood up among us, his face shining. + +"Bless us," he said. "Didn't I have some spiraea in my hand right while I +stood talking to you the other afternoon in my garden? And haven't I got +some tricolored Barbary varieties of chrysanthemums, and some hardy +roses and one thing and another to make men marvel? And can't I sell 'em +in the city at a pretty profit? What I've got in my hand is seeds and +slips--I see that plain enough. And my stars, out they go!" + +Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, Mis' Mayor Uppers, even Mis' +Postmaster Sykes--ah, they all knew what to do, knew it as if somebody +had been saying it over and over, and as if they now first listened. + +But Ellen Ember sat crying, her face buried in her hands. And I think +that she cannot have understood, even when Doctor June touched her hair +and said something of the little leaven which leaveneth the whole lump. + +Last, the Reverend Arthur Bliss arose, and there was a sudden hush among +us, for it was as if a new spirit shone in his strong young face. + +"Dear friends," he said, "dear friends ..." And then, "Lord God," he +prayed abruptly, "show me what is that in my hand--thy tool where I had +looked for my sword!" + + + + +XVII + +PUT ON THY BEAUTIFUL GARMENTS + + +"I donno," Calliope said, as, on her return, we talked about Ellen +Ember, "I guess I kind o' believe in craziness." + +Calliope's laugh often made me think of a bluebird's note, which is to +say, of the laughter of a child. Bluebirds are the little children among +birds, as robins are the men, house-wrens the women, scarlet tanagers +the unrealities and humming-birds the fairies. + +"Only," Calliope added, "I do say you'd ought to hev some sort o' +leadin' strap even to craziness, an' that I ain't got an' never had. I +guess folks thinks I'm rill lunar when I take the notion. Only thing +comforts me, they don't know how lunar I rilly can be." + +Then she told me about 'Leven. + +"A shroud, to look rill nice," Calliope said, "ought to be made as much +as you can like a dress--barrin' t' you can't fit it. Mis' Toplady an' +Mis' Holcomb an' I made Jennie Crapwell's shroud--it was white mull and +a little narrow lace edge on a rill life-like collar. We finished it the +noon o' the day after Jennie died,--you know Jennie was Delia's +stepsister that they'd run away from--an' I brought it over to my house +an' pressed it an' laid it on the back bedroom bed--the room I don't use +excep' for company an' hang my clean dresses in the closet of. + +"In the afternoon I went up to the City on a few little funeral +urrants,--a crape veil for Jennie's mother an' like that,--you know +Jennie died first. We wasn't goin' to dress her till the next +mornin'--her mother wanted we should leave her till then in her little +pink sacque she'd wore, an' the soft lavender cloth they use now spread +over her careless. An' we wanted to, too, because sence Mis' Jeweler +Sprague died nobody could do up the Dead's hair, an' Jennie wa'n't the +exception. + +"Mis' Sprague, she'd hed a rill gift that way. She always done folks' +hair when they died an' she always got it like life--she owned up how, +after she begun doin' it so much, she used to set in church an' in +gatherin's and find herself lookin' at the backs of heads to see if they +was two puffs or three, an' whether the twist was under to left or over +to right--so's she'd know, if the time come. But none of us could get +Jennie's to look right. We studied her pictures an' all too, but best we +could do we got it all drawed back, abnormal. + +"I was 'most all the afternoon in the City, an' it was pretty warm--a +hot April followin' on a raw March. I stood waitin' for the six o'clock +car an', my grief, I was tired. My feet ached like night in preservin' +time. An' I was thinkin' how like a dunce we are to live a life made up +mostly of urrants an' feetache followin'. _Yet_, after all, the right +sort o' urrants an' like that _is_ life--an', if they do ache, 'tain't +like your feet was your soul. Well, an' just before the car come, up +arrove the girl. + +"I guess she was towards thirty, but she seemed even older, 'count o' +bein' large an' middlin' knowin'. First I see her was a check gingham +sleeve reachin' out an' she was elbowed up clost by me. 'Say,' she says, +'couldn't you gimme a nickel? I'm starved hollow.' She didn't look it +special--excep' as thin, homely folks always looks sort o' hungry. An' +she was homely--kind o' coarse made, more like a shed than a dwellin' +house. Her dress an' little flappy cape hed the looks o' bein' held on +by her shoulders alone, an' her hands was midnight dirty. + +"I was feelin' just tired enough to snap her up. + +"'A nickel!' s'I, crisp, 'give you a nickel! An' what you willin' to +give me?' + +"She looked sort o' surprised an' foolish an' her mouth open. + +"'Huh?' s'she, intelligent as the back o' somethin'. + +"'You,' I says, 'are some bigger an' some stronger'n me. What you goin' +to give me?' + +"Well, sir, the way she dropped her arms down sort o' hit at me, it was +so kitten helpless. I took that in rather than her silly, sort o' +insultin' laugh. + +"'I can't do nothin',' she told me--an' all to once I saw how it was, +an' that that was what ailed her. I didn't stop to think no more'n as if +I didn't hev a brain to my name. 'Well,' I says, 'I'll give you a +nickel. Leastways, I'll spend one on you. You take this car,' I says, +'an' come on over to Friendship with me. An' we'll see.' + +"She come without a word, like goin' or stayin' was all of a piece to +her, an' her relations all dead. When I got her on the car I begun to +see what a fool thing I'd done, seemin'ly. An' yet, I donno. I wouldn't +'a' left a month-old baby there on the corner. I'd 'a' _bed_ to 'a' done +for that, like you do--I s'pose to keep the world goin'. An' that woman +was just as helpless as a month-old. Some are. I s'pose likely," +Calliope said thoughtfully, "we got more door-steps than we think, if we +get 'em all located. + +"When we got to my house I pumped her a pitcher o' water an' pointed to +the back bedroom door. 'First thing,' s'I, blunt, 'clean up'--bein' as I +was too tired to be very delicate. 'An',' s'I, 'you'll see a clean +wrapper in the closet. Put it on.' Then I went to spread +supper--warmed-up potatoes an' bread an' butter an' pickles an' sauce +an' some cocoanut layer cake. It looked rill good, with the linen clean, +though common. + +"I donno how I done it, excep' I was so ramfeezled. But I clear forgot +Jennie Crapwell's shroud, layin' ready on the back bedroom bed. An' +land, land, when the woman come out, if she didn't hev it on. + +"I tell you, when I see her come walkin' out towards the supper table +with them fresh-ironed ruffles framin' in her face, I felt sort o' +kitterin'-headed--like my i-dees had fell over each other to get away +from me. The shroud fit her pretty good, too, barrin' it was a mite +long-skirted. An' somehow, it give her a look almost like dignity. Come +to think of it, I donno but a shroud does become most folks--like they +was rilly well-dressed at last. + +"She come an' set down to table, quiet as you please--an' differ'nt. +Your clothes don't make you, by any means, but they just do sort o' hem +your edges, or rhyme the ends of you, or give a nice, even bake to your +crust--I donno. They do somethin'. An' the shroud hed done it to that +girl. She looked rill leaved out. + +"How she did eat. It give me some excuse not to say anything to her till +she was through with the first violence. I did try to say grace, but she +says: 'Who you speakin' to? Me?' An' I didn't let on. I thought I +wouldn't start in on her moral manners. I just set still an' kep' +thinkin': You poor thing. Why, you poor thing. You're nothin' but a +piece o' God's work that wants doin' over--like a back yard or a poor +piece o' road or a rubbish place, or sim'lar. An' this tidyin' up is +what we're for, as I see it--only some of us lays a-holt of our own +settin' rooms an' butt'ry cupboards an' sullars an' cleans away on +_them_ for dear life, over an' over, an' forgets the rest. I ain't +objectin' to good housekeepin' at all, but what I say is: Get your +dust-rag big enough to wipe up somethin' besides your own dust. The +Lord, He's a-housekeepin' too. + +"So, with that i-dee, I got above the shroud an' I begun on the woman +some like she was my kitchen closet in the spring o' the year. + +"'What's your name?' s'I. + +"''Leven,' s'she. + +"'Leaven,' s'I, 'like the Bible?' + +"'Huh?' s'she. + +"'Why--oh, _'leven'_,' s'I, 'that ain't a name at all. That's a number.' + +"'I know it,' s'she, indiffer'nt, 'that was me. I was the 'leventh, an' +they'd run out a'ready.' + +"'For the land,' s'I, simple. + +"An' that just about summed her up. They seemed to 'a' run out o' +everything, time she come. + +"She hadn't been taught a thing but eat an' drink. Them was her only +arts. Excep' for one thing: When I ask' her what she could do, if any, +she says like she had on the street corner:-- + +"'I can't do nothin'. I donno no work.' + +"'You think it over,' s'I. She had rill capable hands--them odd, +undressed-lookin' hands--I donno if you know what I mean? + +"'Well,' s'she, sort o' sheepish, 'I can comb hair. Ma was allus sick +an' me an' Big Lil--she's the same floor--combed her hair for her. But I +could do it nicest.' + +"Wan't that a curious happenin'--an' Jennie Crapwell layin' dead with +her hair drawn tight back because none of us could do it up human? + +"'Could you when dead?' s'I. 'I mean when them that has the hair is?' + +"An' with that the girl turns pallor white. + +"'Oh ...' s'she, 'I ain't never touched the dead. But,' s'she, sort o' +defiant at somethin', 'I could do it, I guess, if you want I should.' + +"Kind o' like a handle stickin' out from what would 'a' been her +character, if she'd hed one, that was, I thought. An', too, I see what +it'd mean to her if she knew she was wearin' a shroud, casual as calico. + +"But when I told her about Jennie Crapwell, an' how they had a good +picture, City-made, of her side head, she took it quite calm. + +"'I'll try it,' she says, bein' as she'd done her ma's hair layin' down, +though livin'. 'Big Lil always helps dress 'Em,' she says, 'an' guess I +could do Their hair.' + +"I got right up from the supper table an' took 'Leven over to Crapwell's +without waitin' for the dishes. But early as I was, the rest was there +before me. I guess they was full ten to Crapwell's when we got there, +an' 'Leven an' I, we walked into the sittin'-room right in the midst of +'em--that is, of what wasn't clearin' table or doin' dishes or sweepin' +upstairs. Mis' Timothy Toplady an' Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss was +the group nearest the door--an' the both of 'em reco'nized that shroud +the minute they clamped their eyes on it. But me, bein' back o' 'Leven, +I laid my front finger on to my shut lips with a motion that must 'a' +been armies with banners. An' they see me an' kep' still, sudden an' all +pent up. + +"'This,' s'I, 'is a friend o' mine. She's goin' to do up Jennie's hair +from her City photograph.' + +"Then I hustled 'Leven into the parlour where Jennie was layin' under +the soft lavender cloth. Nobody was in there but a few flowers, sent +early. An' it was a west window an' open, an' the sky all sunset--like +the End. 'Leven hung back, but I took her by the hand an' we went an' +looked down at Jennie in that nice, gentlin', after-supper light--'Leven +in Jennie's shroud an' neither of 'em knew it. + +"An' all out o' the air somethin' says to me, Now--_now_--like it will +when you get so's you listen. I always think it's like the Lord had +pressed His bell somewheres for help in His housekeepin'--oh, because +_how_ He needs it! + +"So I says, ''Leven, you never see anybody dead before. What's the +differ'nce between her an' you?' + +"'She can't move,' 'Leven says, starin' down. + +"'Yes, sir,' s'I, 'that's it. She's through doin' the things she was +born to do, an' you ain't.' + +"With that 'Leven looks at me. + +"'I _can't_ do nothin',' she says again. + +"'Why, then,' says I, brisk, 'you're as good as dead, an' we'd best bury +you, too. What do you think the Lord wants you 'round for?' + +"An' she didn't say nothin', only stood fingerin' the shroud she wore. + +"'Here,' s'I, then, 'is the comb. Here is Jennie's picture. The pins is +in her hair. Take it down an' do it over. _There's_ somethin' to do an' +ease her mother about Jennie not lookin' natural.' + +"An' with that I marched myself out an' shut the door. + +"Mis' Toplady an' Mis' Holcomb was high-eyebrows on the other side of +it, an' they come at me like _tick_ lookin' for _tock_. + +"'Well,' s'I, 'it _is_ Jennie's shroud she's wearin'. But I guess we'll +hev to bury 'Leven in it to get it underground. _I_ won't tell her.' + +"I give 'em to understand as much as I wanted they should know,--not +includin' exactly how I met 'Leven. An' we consulted, vague an' +emphatic, like women will. There wasn't time to make another one an' do +it up an' all. An' anyway, I was bound not to let the poor thing know +what she'd done. The others hated to, too--I donno if you'll know how we +felt? I donno but mebbe you sense things like that better when you live +in a little town. + +"'Well said!' Mis' Amanda bursts out after a while, 'I'm reg'lar put to +it. I can scare up an excuse, or a meal, or a church entertainment on as +short notice as any, but I declare if I ever trumped up a shroud. An' +you know an' I know,' she says, 'poor Jennie'd be the livin' last to +want to take it off'n the poor girl.' + +"'An',' s'I, 'even if I should give her somethin' else to put on in the +mornin', an' sly this into the coffin on Jennie, I donno's I'd want to. +The shroud,' s'I, ''s been wore.' + +"Mis' Holcomb sort o' kippered--some like a shiver. + +"'I donno what it is about its bein' wore first,' s'she, 'but I guess it +ain't so much what it is as what it ain't. Or sim'lar.' + +"An' I knew what she meant. I've noticed that, often. + +"In the end we done what I'd favoured from the beginnin': We ask' Mis' +Crapwell if we couldn't bury Jennie in her white mull. + +"'A _shroud_,' says Mis' Crapwell, grievin', 'made by a dressmaker with +buttons?' + +"'It's the part o' Jennie that wore it before that'll wear it now,' I +says, reasonable, 'an' her soul never was buttoned into it anyways. An' +it won't be now.' + +"An' after a while we made her see it, an' that was the first regular +dress ever wore to a buryin' in Friendship, by the one that was the one. + +"I'll never forget when 'Leven come out o' that room, after she'd got +through. We all went in--Mis' Crapwell an' Mis' Toplady an' Mis' Holcomb +an' I, an' some more. An' I took 'Leven back in with me. An' as soon as +I see Jennie I see it was Jennie come back--hair just as natural as if +it was church Sunday mornin' an' her in her pew. We all knew it was so, +an' we all said so, an' Mis' Crapwell, she just out cryin' like she'd +broke her heart. An' when the first of it was over, she went acrost to +'Leven, an' 'Oh,' s'she, 'you've give her back to me. You give her back. +God bless you!' she says to her. An' when I looked at 'Leven, I see the +'Huh?' look wasn't there at all. But they was a little somethin' on her +face like she was proud, an' didn't quite want to show it--along of her +features or complexion or somethin' never havin' had it spread on 'em +before. + +"Nex' mornin' o' course 'Leven put on the shroud again. I must say it +give me the creeps to see her wearin' it, even if it did look like +everybody's dresses. I donno what it is about such things, but they make +somethin' scrunch inside o' you. Like when they got a new babtismal dish +for the church, an' the minister's sister took the old one for a cake +dish. + +"S'I, to 'Leven, after breakfast:-- + +"We're goin' to line Jennie's grave this mornin'. I guess you'd like to +go with us, wouldn't you?' + +But I see her face with the old look, like the back o' somethin', or +like you'd rubbed down the page when the ink was wet, an' had blurred +the whole thing unreadable. An' I judged that, like enough, she knew +nothin' whatever about grave-linin', done civilized. + +"'I mean, I thought mebbe you'd like to help us some,' I says. + +"'I would!' s'she, at that, rill ready an' quick. An' it come to me 't +she knew now what _help_ meant. She'd learnt it the night before from +Jennie's mother--like she'd learnt to answer a bell when Somebody +pressed it. Only, o' course she never guessed Who it was ringin' +it--like you don't at first. + +"So I made up my mind I'd take her to the cemet'ry. We done the work up +first, an' 'Leven spried 'round for me, wipin' the dishes with the +wipin' cloth in a bunch, an' settin' 'em up wrong places. An' I did hev +to go in the butt'ry an' laugh to see her sweep up. She swep' up some +like her broom was a branch an' the wind a-switchin' it. + +"Mis' Toplady an' Mis' Holcomb stopped by for us, with the white cotton +cloth an' the tacks, an' by nine o'clock we was over to the cemet'ry. +The grave was all dug an' lined with nice pine boards, an' the dirt +piled 'longside, an' the boards for coverin' an' the spades layin' near. +Zittelhof was just leavin', havin' got in his pulley things to lower +'em. Zittelhof's rill up to date. Him an' Mink, the barber, keep runnin' +each other to see who can get the most citified things. No sooner'd +Zittelhof get his pulleys than Mink, he put in shower-baths. An' when +Mink bought a buzz fan, Zittelhof sent for the lavender cloth to spread +over 'em before the coffin comes. It makes it rill nice for Friendship. + +"'Who's goin to get down in?' says Mis' Toplady, shakin' out the cloth. + +Mis' Toplady always use' to be the one, but she can't do that any more +since she got so heavy. An' Mis' Holcomb's rheumatism was bad that day +an' the grave middlin' damp, so it was for me to do. An' all of a sudden +I says:-- + +"''Leven, you just get down in there, will you? An' we'll tell you how.' + +"'_In the grave?_' says 'Leven. + +"I guess I'm some firm-mannered, just by takin' things for granted, an' +I says, noddin':-- + +"'Yes. You're the lightest on your feet,' I says--an' I sort o' shoved +at her, bird to young, an' she jumped down in, not bein' able to help +it. + +"'Here,' s'I, flingin' her an end o' cloth, 'tack it 'round smooth to +them boards.' + +"'Mother o' God,' says she, swallowin' in her breath. + +"But she done it. She knelt down there in the grave, her poor, frowzy +head showin,' an' she tacked away like we told her to, an' she never +said another word. Mis' Toplady an' Mis' Holcomb didn't say nothin', +either, only looked at me mother-knowin'. Them two--Mis' Toplady more'n +anybody in Friendship, acts like bein' useful is bein' alive an' nothin' +else is. They see what I was doin', well enough--only I donno's they'd +'a' called it what I did, 'bout the Lord's housekeepin' an all. An' I +knew I couldn't gentle 'Leven into the _i_-dee, but I judged I could +shock it into her--same as her an' the Big Lil kind have to hev. Some +folks you hev to shoot _i_-dees at, muzzle to brain. + +"I donno if you've took it in that when you're in a grave, or 'round +one, your talk sort o' veers that way? Ours did. Mis' Banker Mason's +baby had just died in March, an' the choir'd made an awful scandal, +breakin' down in the fifth verse of 'One poor flower has drooped and +faded.' They'd stood 'em in a half circle where they could look right +down on the little thing. An' when the choir got to + + "But we feel no thought of sadness + For our friend is happy now, + She has knelt in heartfelt gladness + Where the holy angels bow, + +they just naturally broke down an' cried, every one of 'em. An' then the +little coffin was some to blame, too--it was sort of a little Lord +Fauntleroy coffin, with a broad white puff around, an' most anybody +would a' cried when they looked in it, even empty. But Doctor June, he +just stood up calm, like his soul was his body, an' he begun to pray +like God was there in the parlour, Him feelin' as bad as we, an' not +doin' the child's death Himself at all, like we'd been taught--but +sorrowin' with us, for some o' His housekeepin' gone wrong. An' by the +time Banker an' Mis' Mason got in the close' carriage an' took the +little thing's casket on their knees--you know we do that here, not +havin' any white hearse--why, we was all feelin' like God Almighty was +hand in hand in sorrow with us. An' it's never left me since. I know He +is. + +"We talked that over while 'Leven tacked the evergreen on the white +cloth. An' I know Mis' Toplady says she'd stayed with Mis' Banker Mason +so much since then that she felt God had sort o' singled her--Mis' +Toplady--out, to give her a chanst to do His work o' comfortin'. 'I've +just let my house go,' s'she, 'an' I've got the grace to see it don't +matter if I have.' Mis' Toplady ain't one o' them turtle women that +their houses is shells on 'em, burden to back. She's more the bird +kind--neat little nest under, an' wings to be used every day, somewheres +in the blue. + +"So 'Leven done all Jennie Crapwell's grave. She must 'a been down in it +an hour. An' when she got through, an' looked up at us from down in the +green, an' wearin' Jennie's shroud an' all, I just put out my hands, to +help her up, an' I thought, almost like prayin': 'Oh, raise up, you +Dead, an' come forth--come forth.' Sort o' like Lazarus. An' I know I +wasn't sacrilegious from what happened; for when Mis' Toplady an' Miss +Holcomb come up to 'Leven an' says, rill warm, how well she'd done it +an' how much obliged they was, I see that little look on the girl's face +again like--oh, like she'd wrote somethin' on the blurry page, somethin' +you could read. + +"Jennie was buried that afternoon at sharp three. It was a sad funeral, +'count o' Jennie's trouble, an' all. But it was a rill big funeral an' +nicely conducted, if I do say that done the managin'. Mis' Postmaster +Sykes seated the guests--ain't she the kind that always seems to be one +to stand in the hall at funerals with her hat off, to consult about +chairs an' where shall the minister lay his Bible, an' who'd ought to be +invited to set next the bier? An' she always takes charge o' the +flowers. Mis' Sykes can tell you who sent what flowers to who for years +back, an the wordin' on the pillows. She's got a rill gift that way. But +I done the managin' behind the scenes, an' it went off rill well, an' I +got the minister to drop a flower on Jennie's coffin instead of a pinch +o' dirt. An' one chair I did see to: right in the bay, near Jennie, I +set 'Leven--I guess with just a kind of a blind feelin' that I wanted to +get her _near_. Near the flowers or the singin' or what the minister +said or,--oh, near the mystery an' God speakin' from the dead, like He +does. Anyway, I shoved her into the bay window back o' the casket, an' +there I left her in behind a looped-back Nottingham--settin' in Jennie's +shroud an' didn't either of 'em know it. + +"It was a queer chapter for Doctor June to read, some said--but I guess +holy things often is queer, only we're better cut out to see queer than +holy. Anyway, his voice went all mellow and gentle, boomin' out soft an' +in his throat, all over the house. It was that about ..." Calliope +quoted piecemeal:-- + +"'Awake, awake, put on thy strength ... put on thy beautiful garments, O +Jerusalem, the holy city ... shake thyself from the dust, arise and sit +down ... loose thyself from the bonds of thy neck, O captive daughter of +Zion ... how beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him that +bringeth good tidings, that publisheth peace, that bringeth good tidings +of good, that publisheth salvation; that saith unto Zion: Thy God +reigneth! Break forth into joy, sing together ... depart ye, depart ye, +go ye out from thence, touch no unclean thing ... be ye clean, that bear +the vessels of the Lord....' + +"Sometimes a thing you've heard always will come at you sudden, like a +star had fell on your very head. It was that way with me that day. 'Put +on thy beautiful garments ...' I says over, 'Put 'em on--put 'em on!' +An' all the while I was seein' to the supper for the crowd that was +goin' to be there--train relations an' all--I kep' thinkin' that over +like a song--'Put 'em on--put 'em on--put 'em on!' An' it was in me yet, +like a song had come to life there, when they'd all gone to the +cemetery--'Leven with 'em--an' I'd got through straightenin' the +chairs--or rather crookedin' 'em some into loops from funeral lines--an' +slipped over to my house, back way. For I ain't sunk so low as to be +that sympathetic that I'll stay to supper after the funeral just because +I've helped at it. There's a time to mourn an' there's a time to eat, +an' you better do one with the bereaved an' slip home to your own +butt'ry shelf for the other, _I_ say. + +"I was just goin' through the side yard to my house when I see 'em +comin' back from the cemetery, an' I waited a little, lookin' to see +what was sproutin' in the flower-bed. It was a beautiful, beautiful +evenin'--when I think of it it seems I can breathe it in yet. It was +'most sunset, an' it was like the West was a big, blue bowl with eggs +beat up in it, yolks an' whites, some gold an' some feathery. But the +bowl wa'n't big enough, an' it had spilled over an' flooded the whole +world yellowish, or all floatin' shinin' in the air. It was like the +world had done the way the Bible said--put on its beautiful garments. I +was thinkin' that when 'Leven come in the front gate. She was walkin' +fast, an' lookin' up, not down. Her cheeks was some pink, an' the light +made the shroud all pinkey, an' she looked rill nice. An' I marched +straight up to her, feelin' like I was swimmin' in that lovely light:-- + +"''Leven,' I says, ''Leven--it's like the whole world was made over +to-night, ain't it?' + +"'Yes,' says she--an' not 'Huh?' at all. + +"'Seems like another world than when we met on the street corner, don't +it?' I says. + +"'Yes,' she says again, noddin'--an' I thought how she'd stood there on +the sidewalk, hungry an' her hands all black, an' believin' she couldn't +do anything at all. An' it seemed like I hed sort o' scrabbled her up +an' held her over a precipice, an' said to her: 'See the dead. Look at +yourself. Come forth--come forth! Clean up--do somethin' to help, +anything, if it's only tackin' on evergreens an' doin' the Dead's hair +up becomin'--' oh, I s'pose, rilly, I was sayin' to her: 'Put on thy +beautiful garments. Awake. Put on thy strength.' Only it come out some +differ'nt from me than it come from Isaiah. + +"I took a-hold of her hand--quite clean by the second day's washin', +though I ain't much given to the same (_not_ meanin' second day's +washin's). I didn't know quite what I was goin' to say, but just then I +looked up Daphne Street, an' I see 'em all sprinkled along comin' from +the funeral--neighbours an' friends an' just folks--an' most of 'em +livin' in Friendship peaceful an'--barrin' slopovers--doin' the level +best they could. Not all of 'em hearin' the Bell, you understand, nor +knowin' it by name if they did hear. But in little ways, an' because it +was secunt nature, just helpin', helpin', helpin' ... Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, Liddy Ember, Abagail Arnold an' her +husband, that was alive then, hurryin' to open the home bakery to catch +the funeral trade on the funeral's way back, Amanda an' Timothy Toplady +rattlin' by in the wagon an' 'most likely scrappin' over the new +springs ... an' all of 'em salt good at heart. + +"''Leven,' I says, out o' the fulness o' the lump in my throat, 'stay +here with us. Find somethin' honest you can do, an' stay here an' do it. +Mebbe,' I told her, 'you could start dressin' the Dead's hair. An' +_help_ us,' I says, 'help us.' + +"She looked up in my eyes quick, an' my heart stood still. An' then it +sunk down an' down. + +"'I want to go back ...' she says, 'I want to go back ...' but I'm glad +to remember that even for a minute I didn't doubt God's position, +because I remember thinkin' swift that if Him an' I had failed it wasn't +for no inscrutable reason o' His, but He was feelin' just as bad over it +as I was, an' worse.... 'I want to go back,' 'Leven finished up, 'an' +get Big Lil, too.' + +"Oh, an' I tell you the song in me just crowded the rest o' me out of +existence. I felt like a psalm o' David, bein' sung. I hadn't dreamed +she'd be like that--I hadn't dreamed it. Why, some folks, Christian an' +in a pew, never come to the part o' their lives where they want to go +back an' get a Big Lil, too. + +"We stood there a little while, an' I talked to her some, though I +declare I couldn't tell you what I said. You can't--when the psalm +feelin' comes. But we stood out there sort o' occupyin' April, till +after the big blue bowl o' feathery eggs had been popped in the big +black oven, an' it was rill dark. + +"I forgot all about the shroud till we stepped in the house an' lit up, +an' I see it. An' then it was like the song in me gettin' words, an' it +come to me what it all was: How it rilly hadn't been Jennie's funeral so +much as it had been 'Leven's--the 'Leven that was. But I didn't tell +her--I never told her. An' she wore that shroud for most two years, +mornin's, about her work." + +Calliope smiled a little, with her way of coming back to the moment from +the four great horizons. + +"Land," she said, "sometimes I think I'll make some shrouds an' starch +'em up rill good, an' take 'em to the City an' offer to folks. An' say: +Here. Die--die. You've got to, some part o' you, before you can awake +an' put on your beautiful garments an' your strength. I told you, you +know," she added, "I guess sometimes I kind o' believe in craziness!" + + + + +XVIII + +IN THE WILDERNESS A CEDAR + + +In answer to my summons Liddy Ember appeared before me one morning and +outspread a Vienna book of coloured fashion-plates. + +"Dressmakin' 'd be a real drudgery for me," she said, "if it wasn't for +havin' the colour plates an' makin' what I can to look like 'em. +Sometimes I get a collar or a cuff that seems almost like the picture. +There's always somethin' in the way of a cedar," she added blithely. + +"A cedar?" I repeated. + +She nodded, her plain face lighting. "That's what Calliope use' to call +'em," she explained; "'I will plant in the wilderness the cedar,' you +know--in the Bible." And I did recall the phrase on Calliope's lips, as +if it were the theme of her. + +From this one and that one, and now and then from her herself, I had +heard something of Calliope's love story. Indeed, all Friendship knew it +and spoke of it with no possibility of gossip or speculation, but with a +kind of genius for consideration. I did not know, however, that it was +of this that Liddy meant to speak, for she began her story far afield, +with some talk of Oldmoxon house, in which I lived, and of its former +tenants. + +"Right here in this house is mixed up in it," she said; "I been thinkin' +about it all the way up. Not very many have lived here in the Oldmoxon +house, and the folks that lived here the year I mean come so quiet +nobody knew it until they was here--an' that ain't easy to do in +Friendship. First we knew they was in an' housekeepin'. Their accounts +was in the name of a Mis' Morgan. We see her now an' then on the +street--trim an' elderly an' no airs excep' she wouldn't open up a +conversation an' she wouldn't return her calls. 'Most everybody called +on her inside the two weeks, but the woman was never home an' she never +paid any attention. She didn't seem to have no men folks, an' she +settled her bills with checks, like she didn't have any ready money. +Little by little we all dropped her, which she ought to of expected. +Even when it got around that there was sickness in the house, nobody +went near, we feelin' as if we knew as good as the best what dignity +calls for. + +"But Calliope didn't feel the same about it. Calliope hardly ever felt +the same about anything. That is, if it meant feelin' mean. She was a +woman that worked, like me, but yet she was wonderful differ'nt. That +was when we had our shop together in the house where we lived with the +boy--I'll come to him in a minute or two. Besides lace-makin', Calliope +had a piano an' taught in the fittin'-room--that was the same as the +dinin'-room. Six scholars took. Sometimes I think it was her knowin' +music that made her differ'nt. + +"We two was sittin' on our porch that night in the first dark. I know a +full moon was up back o' the hollyhocks an' makin' its odd little +shadows up an' down the yard, an' we could smell the savoury bed. 'Every +time I breathe in, somethin' pleasant seems goin' on inside my head,' I +rec'lect Calliope's sayin'. But most o' the time we was still an' set +watchin' the house on the corner where the New People lived. They had a +hard French name an' so we kep' on callin' 'em just the 'New People.' He +was youngish an' she was younger an'--she wasn't goin' out anywheres +that summer. She was settin' on the porch that night waitin' for him to +come home. Before it got dark we'd noticed she had on a pretty white +dress an' a flower or two. It seemed sort o' nice--_that_ bein' so, an' +her waitin' there dressed so pretty. An' we sort o' set there waitin' +for him, too--like you will, you know. + +"The boy was in the bed. He wa'n't no relation of Calliope's if you're +as strict as some, but accordin' to my idea he was closer than +that--closer than kin. He was the grandchild of the man Calliope had +been goin' to marry forty-some years before, when she was twenty-odd. +Calvert Oldmoxon he was--born an' bred up in this very house. He was +quite well off an'--barrin' he was always heathen selfish--it was a +splendid match for Calliope, but I never see a girl care so next to +nothin' about that. She was sheer crazy about him, an' he seemed just as +much so about her. An' then when everything was ready--Calliope's dress +done an' layin' on their best-room bed, the minister stayin' home from +conference to perform the ceremony, even the white cake made--off goes +Calvert Oldmoxon with Martha Boughton, a little high-fly that had just +moved to town. A new girl can marry anything she wants in Friendship if +she does it quick. So Calliope had to put up from Martha Boughton with +just what Jennie Crapwell had to take from Delia, more'n twenty-five +years afterwards. + +"It was near thirty years before we see either of 'em again. Then, just +a little before I'm tellin' you about, a strange woman come here to town +one night with a little boy; an' she goes to the hotel, sick, an' sends +for Calliope. An' when Calliope gets to the hotel the woman was about +breathin' her last. An' it was Mis' Oldmoxon--Martha Boughton, if you +please, an' dyin' on the trip she'd made to ask Calliope to forgive her +for what she done. + +"An' Calliope forgive her, but I don't imagine Calliope was thinkin' +much about her at the time. Hangin' round the bed was a little boy--the +livin', breathin' image of Calvert Oldmoxon himself. Calliope was +mad-daft over children anyway, though she was always kind o' shy o' +showin' it, like a good many women are that ain't married. I've seen her +pick one up an' gentle it close to her, but let anybody besides me come +in the room an' see her an' she'd turn a regular guilt-red. Calliope +never was one to let on. But I s'pose seein' that little boy there at +the hotel look so much like _him_ was kind o' unbalancin'. So what does +she do when Mis' Oldmoxon was cryin' about forgiveness but up an' ask +her what was goin' to be done with the boy after she was dead. Calliope +would be one to bring the word 'dead' right out, too, an' let the room +ring with it--though that ain't the custom in society. Now'days they lie +everybody 'way into the grave, givin' 'em to understand that their +recovery is certain, till there must be a lots o' dumfounded dead, shot +into the next world--you might say unbeknownst. But Calliope wasn't +mincin' matters. An' when it come out that the dyin' woman hadn't seen +Calvert Oldmoxon for thirty years an' didn't know where he was, an' that +the child was an orphan an' would go to collateral kin or some such +folks, Calliope plumps out to her to give her the child. The forgiveness +Calliope sort o' took for granted--like you will as you get older. An' +Mis' Oldmoxon seemed real willin' she should have him. So when Calliope +come home from the funeral--she'd rode alone with the little boy for +mourners--she just went to work an' lived for that child. + +"'"In the wilderness the cedar," Liddy,' she says to me. 'More than one +of 'em. I've had 'em right along. My music scholars an' my lace-makin' +customers an' all. An', Liddy,' she says to me sort o' shy, 'ain't you +noticed,' she says, 'how many neighbours we've had move in an out that's +had children? So many o' the little things right around us! Seems like +they'd almost been born to me when they come acrost the street, so. An' +I've always thought o' that--"In the wilderness the cedar"' she says, +'an' they's always somethin' to be a cedar for me, seems though.' + +"'Well,' says I, sort o' sceptical, 'mebbe that's because you always +plant 'em,' I says. 'I think it means that, too,' I told her. An' I knew +well enough Calliope was one to plant her cedars herself. Cedars o' +comfort, you know. + +"I've seen a good many kinds o' mother-love--you do when you go round to +houses like I do. But I never see anything like Calliope. Seems though +she breathed that child for air. She always was one to pretend to +herself, an' I knew well enough she'd figured it out as if this was +_their_ child that might 'a' been, long ago. She sort o' played +mother--like you will; an' she lived her play. He was a real sweet +little fellow, too. He was one o' them big-eyed kind that don't laugh +easy, an' he was well-spoken, an' wonderful self-settled for a child o' +seven. He was always findin' time for you when you thought he was doin' +somethin' else--slidin' up to you an' puttin' up his hand in yours when +you thought he was playin' or asleep. An' that was what he done that +night when we set on the porch--comes slippin' out of his little bed an' +sets down between us on the top step, in his little night-things. + +"'Calvert, honey,' Calliope says, 'you must run back an' play dreams. +Mother wants you to.' + +"She'd taught him to call her mother--she'd had him about six months +then--an' some thought that was queer to do, seein' Calliope was her age +an' all. But I thought it was wonderful right. + +"'I did play,' he says to her--he had a nice little way o' pressin' down +hard with his voice on one word an' lettin' the next run off his +tongue--'I did play dreams,' I rec'lect he says; 'I dreamed 'bout +robbers. Ain't robbers _distinct_?' he says. + +"I didn't know what he meant till Calliope laughs an' says, 'Oh, +distinctly extinct!' I remembered it by the way the words kind o' +crackled. + +"By then he was lookin' up to the stars--his little mind always lit here +an' there, like a grasshopper. + +"'How can heaven begin,' he says, 'till everybody gets there?' + +"Yes, he was a dear little chap. I like to think about him. An' I know +when he says that, Calliope just put her arms around him, an' her head +down, an' set sort o' rockin' back an' forth. An' she says:-- + +"'Oh, but I think it begins when we don't know.' + +"After a while she took him back to bed, little round face lookin' over +her shoulder an' big, wide-apart, lonesome eyes an' little sort o' +crooked frown, for all the world like the other Calvert Oldmoxon. Just +as she come out an' set down again, we heard the click o' the gate +acrost at the corner house where the New People lived, an' it was the +New Husband got home. We see his wife's white dress get up to meet him, +an' they went in the house together, an' we see 'em standin' by the +lamp, lookin' at things. Seems though the whole night was sort +o'--gentle. + +"All of a sudden Calliope unties her apron. + +"'Let's dress up,' she says. + +"'Dress up!' I says, laughin' some. 'Why, it must be goin' on half-past +eight,' I told her. + +"'I don't care if it is,' she says; 'I'm goin' to dress up. It seems as +though I must.' + +"She went inside, an' I followed her. Calliope an' I hadn't no men folks +to dress for, but, bein' dressmakers an' lace folks, we had good things +to wear. She put on the best thin dress she had--a gray book-muslin; an' +I took down a black lawn o' mine. It was such a beautiful night that I +'most knew what she meant. Sometimes you can't do much but fit yourself +in the scenery. But I always thought Calliope fit in no matter what she +had on. She was so little an' rosy, an' she always kep' her head up like +she was singin'. + +"'Now what?' I says. For when you dress up, you can't set home. An' then +she says slow--an' you could 'a' knocked me over while I listened:-- + +"'I've been thinkin',' she says, 'that we ought to go up to Oldmoxon +house an see that sick person.' + +"'Calliope!' I says, 'for the land. You don't want to be refused in!' + +"'I don't know as I do an' I don't know but I do,' she answers me. 'I +feel like I wanted to be doin' somethin'.' + +"With that she out in the kitchen an' begins to fill a basket. +Calliope's music didn't prevent her cookin' good, as it does some. She +put in I don't know what all good, an' she had me pick some hollyhocks +to take along. An' before I knew it, I was out on Daphne Street in the +moonlight headin' for Oldmoxon house here that no foot in Friendship had +stepped or set inside of in 'most six months. + +"'They won't let us in,' I says, pos'tive. + +"'Well,' Calliope says, 'seems though I'd like to walk up there a night +like this, anyway.' + +"An' I wasn't the one to stop her, bein' I sort o' guessed that what +started her off was the New People. Those two livin' so near by--lookin' +forward to what they was lookin' forward to--so soon after the boy had +come to Calliope, an' all, had took hold of her terrible. She'd spent +hours handmakin' the little baby-bonnet she was goin' to give 'em. An' +then mebbe it was the night some, too, that made her want to come up +around this house--because you could 'most 'a' cut the moonlight with a +knife. + +"They wa'n't any light in the big hall here when we rung the bell, but +they lit up an' let us in. Yes, they actually let us in. Mis' Morgan +come to the door herself. + +"'Come right in,' she says, cordial. 'Come right upstairs.' + +"Calliope says somethin' about our bein' glad they could see us. + +"'Oh,' says Mis' Morgan, 'I had orders quite a while ago to let in +whoever asked. An' you're the first,' she says. 'You're the first.' + +"An' then it come to us that this Mis' Morgan we'd all been tryin' to +call on was only what you might name the housekeeper. An' so it turned +out she was. + +"The whole upper hall was dark, like puttin' a black skirt on over your +head. But the room we went in was cheerful, with a fire burnin' up. Only +it was awful littered up--old newspapers layin' round, used glasses +settin' here an' there, water-pitcher empty, an' the lamp-chimney was +smoked up, even. The woman said somethin' about us an' went out an' left +us with somebody settin' in a big chair by the fire, sick an' wrapped +up. An' when we looked over there, Calliope an' I stopped still. It was +a man. + +"If it'd been me, I'd 'a' turned round an' got out. But Calliope was as +brave as two, an' she spoke up. + +"'This must be the invalid,' she says, cheerful. 'We hope we see you at +the best.' + +"The man stirs some an' looks over at us kind o' eager--he was oldish, +an' the firelight bein' in his eyes, he couldn't see us. + +"'It isn't anybody to see me, is it?' he asks. + +"At that Calliope steps forward--I remember how she looked in her pretty +gray dress with some light thing over her head, an' her starched white +skirts was rustlin' along under, soundin' so genteel she seemed to me +like strangers do. When he see her, the man made to get up, but he was +too weak for it. + +"'Why, yes,' she answers him, 'if you're well enough to see anybody.' + +"An' at that the man put his hands on his knees an' leaned sort o' +hunchin' forward. + +"'Calliope!' he says. + +"It was him, sure enough--Calvert Oldmoxon. Same big, wide-apart, +lonesome eyes an' kind o' crooked frown. His hair was gray, an' so was +his pointed beard, an' he was crool thin. But I'd 'a' known him +anywheres. + +"Calliope, she just stood still. But when he reached out his hand, his +lips parted some like a child's an' his eyes lookin' up at her, she went +an' stood near him, by the table, an' she set her basket there an' +leaned down on the handle, like her strength was gone. + +"'I never knew it was you here,' she says. 'Nobody knows,' she told him. + +"'No,' he says, 'I've done my best they shouldn't know. Up till I got +sick. Since then--I--wanted folks,' he says. + +"I kep' back by the door, an' I couldn't take my eyes off of him. He was +older than Calliope, but he had a young air. Like you don't have when +you stay in Friendship. An' he seemed to know how to be easy, sick as he +was. An' that ain't like Friendship, either. He an' Calliope had growed +opposite ways, seems though. + +"'I'll go now,' says Calliope, not lookin' at him. 'I brought up some +things I baked. I didn't know but they'd taste good to whoever was sick +here.' + +"With that he covers one hand over his eyes. + +"'No,' he says, 'no, no, Calliope--don't go yet. It's you I come here to +Friendship to see,' he told her. + +"'What could you have to say to me?' asks Calliope--dry as a bone in her +voice, but I see her eyes wasn't so dry. Leastwise, it may not have been +her eyes, but it was her look. + +"Then he straightens up some. He was still good-lookin'. When you was +with him it use' to be that you sort o' wanted to stay--an' it seemed +the same way now. He was that kind. + +"'Don't you think,' he says to her--an' it was like he was humble, but +it was like he was proud, too--'don't you think,' he says, 'that I ever +dreamed you could forgive me. I knew better than that,' he told her. +'It's what you must think o' me that's kep' me from sayin' to you what I +come here to say. But I'll tell you now,' he says, 'I'm sick an' alone +an' done for. An' what I come to see you about--is the boy.' + +"'The boy,' Calliope says over, not understandin'; 'the boy.' + +"'My God, yes,' says he. 'He's all I've got left in the world. +Calliope--I need the boy. I need him!' + +"I rec'lect Calliope puttin' back that light thing from her head like it +smothered her. He laid back in his chair for a minute, white an' still. +An' then he says--only of course his words didn't sound the way mine +do:-- + +"'I robbed your life, Cally, an' I robbed my own. As soon as I knew it +an' couldn't bear it any longer, I went away alone--an' I've lived alone +all exceptin' since the little boy come. His mother, my son's wife, +died; an' I all but brought him up. I loved him as I never loved +anybody--but you,' he says, simple. 'But when his father died, of course +I hadn't any claim on the little fellow, I felt, when I'd been away from +the rest so long. _She_ took him with her. An' when I knew she'd left +him here I couldn't have kep' away,' he says, 'I couldn't. He's all I've +got left in the world. I all but brought him up. I must have him, +Cally--don't you see I must have him?' he says. + +"Calliope looks down at him, wonderful calm an' still. + +"'You've had your own child,' she told him slow; 'you've had a real +life. I'm just gettin' to mine--since I had the boy.' + +"'But, good God,' he says, starin' up at her, 'you're a woman. An' one +child is the same as another to you, so be that it ain't your own.' + +"Calliope looked almost as if he had struck at her, though he'd only +spoke a kind o' general male idea, an' he couldn't help _bein'_ a male. +An' she says back at him:-- + +"'But you're a man. An' bein' alive is one thing to you an' another +thing to me. Never let any man forget that,' she says, like I never +heard her speak before. + +"Then I see the tears shinin' on his face. He was terrible weak. He +slips down in his chair an' sets starin' at the fire, his hands hangin' +limp over the arms like there wasn't none of him left. His face looked +tired to death, an' yet there was that somethin' about him like you +didn't want to leave him. I see Calliope lookin' at him--an' all of a +sudden it come to me that if I'd 'a' loved him as she use' to, I'd 'a' +walked over there an' then, an' sort o' gentled his hair, no matter +what. + +"But Calliope, she turned sharp away from him an' begun lookin' around +the room, like she see it for the first time--smoky lamp-chimney, old +newspapers layin' 'round, used-up glasses, an' such like. The room was +one o' the kind when they ain't no women or children. An' then, when she +see all that, pretty soon she looked back at him, layin' sick in his +chair, alone an' done for, like he said. An' I see her take her arms in +her hands an' kind o' rock. + +"'Ain't the little fellow a care to you, Cally?' he says then, wistful. + +"She went over towards him, an' I see her pick up his pillow an' smooth +it some an' make to fix it better. + +"'Yes,' she says then, 'you're right. He is a care. An' he's your +grandchild. You must take him with you just as soon as you're well +enough,' she says. + +"He broke clear down then, an' he caught her hands an' laid his face on +'em. She stood wonderful calm, lookin' down at him--an' lookin'. An' I +laid the hollyhocks down on the rug or anywheres, an' somehow I got out +o' the room an' down the stairs. An' I set there in the lower hall an' +waited. + +"She come herself in a minute. The big outside door was standin' open, +an' when I heard her step on the stairs I went on ahead out to the +porch, feelin' kind o' strange--like you will. But when Calliope come up +to me she was just the same as she always was, an' I might 'a' known she +would be. She isn't easy to understand--she's differ'nt--but when you +once get to expectin' folks to be differ'nt, you can depend on 'em some +that way, too. + +"The moon was noon-high by then an' filterin' down through the leaves +wonderful soft, an' things was still--I remember thinkin' it was like +the hushin'-up before a bride comes in, but there wasn't any bride. + +"When we come to our house--just as we begun to smell the savoury bed +clear out there on the walk--we heard something ... a little bit of a +noise that I couldn't put a name to, first. But, bless you, Calliope +could. She stopped short by the gate an' stood lookin' acrost the road +to the corner house where the New People lived. It was late for +Friendship, but upstairs in that house a lamp was burnin'. An' that room +was where the little noise come from--a little new cry. + +"'Oh, Liddy,' Calliope says--her head up like she was singin'--'Oh, +Liddy--the New People have got their little child.' + +"An' I see, though of course she didn't anywheres near realize it then, +that she was plantin' herself another cedar." + + + + +XIX + +HERSELF + + +After all, it was as if I had first been told about refraction and then +had been shown a rainbow. For presently Calliope herself said something +to me of her having been twenty. One would as lief have broken the +reticence of a rainbow as that of Calliope, but rainbows are not always +reticent. I have known them suggest infinite things. + +In June she spent a fortnight with me at Oldmoxon house, and I wanted +never to let her go. Often our talk was as irrelevant to patency as are +wings. That day I had been telling her some splendid inconsequent dream +of mine. It had to do with an affair of a wheelbarrow of roses, which I +was tying on my trees in the garden directly the original blossoms fell +off. + +Calliope nodded in entire acceptance. + +"But that wasn't so queer as my dream," she said. "My dream about +myself--I mean my rill, true regular self," she added, with a manner of +testing me. + +I think that we all dream our real, true, regular selves, only we do not +dream us until we come true. I said something of this to Calliope; and +then she told me. + +"It was when I was twenty," she said, "an' it was a little while +after--well, things wasn't so very happy for me. But first thing I must +tell you about the picture. We didn't have so very many pictures. But in +my room used to be an old steel engraving of a poet, a man walkin' +'round under some kind o' trees in blossom. He had a beautiful face an' +a look on it like he see heaven. I use' to look at the picture an' look +at it, an' when I did, it seemed almost like I was off somewheres else. + +"Then one night I had my dream. I thought I was walkin' down a long +road, green an' shady an' quite wide, an' fields around an' no folks. I +know I was hurryin'--oh, I was in such a hurry to see somebody, seems +though, somebody I was goin' to see when I got to the end o' the road. +An' I was so happy--did you ever dream o' being happy, I mean if you +wasn't so very happy in rill life? It puts you in mind o' havin' a pain +in your side an' then gettin' in one big, deep breath when the pain +don't hurt. In rill life I was lonesome, an' I hated Friendship an' I +wanted to get away--to go to the City to take music, or go anywheres +else. I never had any what you might call rill pleasure excep' walkin' +in the Depot Woods. That was a gully grove beyond the railroad track, +an' I use' to like to sit in there some, by myself. I wasn't ever rill +happy, though, them days, but in the dream--oh, I was happy, like on a +nice mornin', only more so." + +Calliope looked at me fleetingly, as if she were measuring my ability to +understand. + +"The funny part of it was," she said, "that in the dream I wasn't _me_ +at all. Not me, as you know me. I thought somehow _I_ was that poet in +my picture, the man in the steel engravin' with a look like he see +heaven. An' it didn't seem strange to me, but just like it had always +been so. I thought I rilly was that poet that I'd looked at in the +picture all my life. But then I guess after all that part wasn't so +funny as the rest of it. For down at the end o' the road somebody was +waitin' for me under trees all in blossom, like the picture, too. It was +a girl, standin' there. An' I thought I looked at her--I, the poet, you +know--an' I see that the girl was me, Calliope Marsh, lookin' just like +I looked every day, natural as anything. Like you see yourself in the +glass. + +"I know I wasn't su'prised at all. We met like we was friends, both +livin' here in the village, an' we walked down the road together like it +had always been that way. An' we talked--like you do when you're with +them you'd rather be with than anybody else. I thought we was goin' +somewhere to see somebody, an' we talked about that:-- + +"'Will They be home, do you think?' I says. + +"An' the girl that was me says: 'Oh, yes. They'll be home. They're +always home,' she told me. An' we both felt pleased, like when you're +sure. + +"An' then--oh," Calliope cried, "I wish I could remember what we said. I +wish I could remember. I know it was something that seemed beautiful, +an' the words come all soft. It was like bein' born again, somewheres +else. An' we knew just exactly what each other meant, an' that was best +of all." + +She hesitated, seeking to explain that to me. + +"When I was twenty," she said, "I use' to want to talk about things that +wasn't commonly mentioned here in Friendship--I mean, well, like little +things I'd read about noted people an' what they said an' done--an' like +that. But when you brought 'em up in the conversation, folks always +thought you was tryin' to show off. An' if you quoted a verse o' poetry +in company, my land, there was a hush like you'd swore. So gradually I'd +got to keepin' still about such things. But in that dream we talked an' +talked--said things about old noted folks right out an' told about 'em +without beginnin' it 'I happened to read the other day.' An' I know I +mentioned the sun on the leaves an' the way the clouds looked, right +out, too, without bein' afraid the girl that was me would think I was +affected. An' I said little things about--oh, like about goblins in the +wood an' figgers in the smoke, without bein' scared that mothers would +hear of it an' not let their children come to see me. An' then I made up +things an' said--things I was always wantin' to say--like about +expectin' to meet Summer walkin' down the road, an' so on: things that +if I'd said so's they'd got out around Friendship, folks would 'a' +thought I was queer an' not to be trusted to bring up their mail from +town. I said all those kind o' things, like I was really born to talk +what I thought about. An' the girl that was me understood what I meant. +An' we laughed a good deal--oh, how we laughed together. That was 'most +the best of all. + +"Well, the dream dwindled off, like they will. An' when I woke up, I was +nothin' but Calliope Marsh, livin' in Friendship where folks cut a loaf +o' bread on a baker's headstone just because he _was_ a baker. Rill life +didn't get any better, an' I was more an' more lonesome in Friendship. +Somehow, nobody here in town rilly matched me. They all knew what I said +well enough, but when I spoke to 'em about what was rill interestin' to +me, seemed like their minds didn't _click_, with that good little +feelin' o' rilly takin' it in. My _i_-dees didn't seem to fit, quite +ball an' socket, into nobody's mind, but just to slide along over. And +as to _their_ i-dees--I rec'lect thinkin' that the three R's meant to +'em Relations, Recipes, an' the Remains. Yes, all I did have, you might +say, was my walks out in the Depot Woods. An' times like when Elder +Jacob Sykes--that was Silas's father--said in church that God come down +to be Moses's undertaker, I run off there to the woods feelin' all sick +an' skinned in soul, an' it sort o' seemed like the gully understood. +An' still, you can't be friends when they's only one of you. It's like +tryin' to hold a dust-pan an' sweep the dirt in at the same time. It +can't be done--not thorough. An' so settin' out there I used to take a +book an' hunt up nice little things an' learn different verses, in the +hopes that if that dream _should_ come back, I could have 'em to +tell--tell 'em, you know, to the girl that was me. Because it hed got so +by then that it seemed to me I was actually more that poet than I was +Calliope Marsh. An' so it went along till the day I met him--the man, +the poet." + +"The man!" I said. "But do you mean _the_ man--the poet--the one that +was you?" + +Calliope nodded confidently. + +"Yes," she said, in her delicate excitement, "I do. Oh, I'll tell you +an' you'll see for yourself it must 'a' been him. It was one early +afternoon towards the end o' summer, an' I knew him in a minute. I'd +gone up to the depot to mail a postal on the Through, an' he got off the +train an' went into the Telegraph Office. An' the train pulled out an' +left him--it was down to the end o' the platform before he come out. He +didn't act, though, as if the train's leavin' him was much of anything +to notice. He just went up an' commenced talkin' to the baggageman, +Bill. But Bill couldn't understand him--Bill was sort o' crusted over +the mind--you had to say things over an' over again to him, an' even +then he 'most always took it different from what you meant. So I suppose +that was why the man left him an' come towards me. + +"When I looked up in his face I stood still on the platform. He was +young. An' he had soft hair, an' his face was beautiful, like he see +heaven. It wasn't to say he was _exactly_ like my picture," Calliope +said slowly. "For instance, I think the man at the depot had a beard, +an' the poet in my picture didn't. But it was more his look, you might +say. It wasn't like any look I'd ever seen on anybody in Friendship. His +hands were kind o' slim an' wanderin', an' he carried a book like it was +his only baggage. An' he had a way--well, like what he happened to be +doin' wasn't all day to him. Like he was partly there, but mostly +somewheres else, where everything was better. + +"'Perhaps this lady will know,' he says--an' it wasn't the way most of +'em talks here in Friendship, you understand--'I've been askin' the +luggageman there,' he says, an' he was smilin' almost like a laugh at +what he thought I was goin' to answer, 'I've been askin' the luggageman +there, if he knows of a wood near the station that I shall be likely to +find haunted at this hour. I've to wait for the 4.20, an' it's a bad +time of day for a haunted wood, I'm afraid. The luggageman didn't seem +to know.' + +"An' then all at once I knew--I knew. Why, don't you see," Calliope +cried, "I had to know! That was just the way we'd talked in my +dream--kind of jokin' an' yet meanin' somethin', too--so's you felt all +lifted up an' out o' the ordinary. An' then I knew who he was an' I see +how everything was. Why, the girl that was me an' that was lonesome +there in Friendship _wasn't_ me, very much. Me bein' Calliope Marsh was +the chance part, an' didn't count. But things was rilly the way I'd +dreamed o' their bein.' Somehow, I had another self. An' I had dreamed +o' bein' that self. An' there he stood, on the Friendship depot +platform." + +Calliope looked at me wistfully. + +"You don't think I sound crazy, do you?" she asked. + +And at my answer:-- + +"Well," she said, brightening, "that was how it was. An' it was like +there hadn't been any first time an' like there wouldn't be any end. +Like they was things bigger than time--an' lots nicer than life. An' I +spoke up like I'd always known him. + +"'Why, yes,' I says to him simple, 'you must mean the Depot Woods,' I +said. 'They're always kind o' haunted to me. I guess the little folks +that come in the en-gine smoke live in there,' I told him, smilin' +because I was so glad. + +"I remember how su'prised he looked an' how his face lit up, like he was +hearin' English in a heathen land. + +"'Upon my word,' he says, still only half believin' in me. 'An' do you +go there often?' he ask' me. 'An' I daresay the little smoke folk talk +to you, now?' he says. + +"'I go 'most every day,' I told him, 'but we don't say very much. I +guess they talk an' I listen,' I says. + +"An' then the funny part about his askin' Bill for a haunted wood come +over me. + +"'_Bill!_' I says. 'Did you actually ask Bill that?' + +"Oh, an' how we laughed--how we laughed. Just the way the dream had +been. It seemed--it seemed such a sort o' _special_ comical," Calliope +said, "an' not like a Sodality laugh. 'Seems though I'd always laughed +at one set o' things all my life--my everyday life. An' this was a new +recipe for Laugh, flavoured different, an' baked in a quick oven, an' et +hot. + +"Well, we walked down the road together, like it had always been that +way. An' we talked--like you do when you're with them you'd rather be +with than anybody else. An' he ask' me, grave as grave, about the little +smoke folks. + +"'Will They be home, do you think?' he says. + +"An' I says: 'Oh, yes. I know They will. They're always home.' + +"An' we both felt pleased, like when you're sure. + +"We went to walk in the Depot Woods. I remember how much he made me +talk--more than I'd ever talked before, excep' in the dream. I know I +told him the little stories I'd read about noted people, an' I said over +some o' the verses I'd learned an' liked the sound of--I remembered 'em +all for him, an' he listened an' heard 'em all just the way I'd said +'em. That was it--he heard it all just the way I said it. An' I +mentioned the sun on the leaves an' the way the clouds looked, right +out--an' I knew he didn't think I was affected. An' I made up things an' +said, too--things that was always comin' in my head an' that I was +always wantin' to say. An' he'd laugh almost before I was through--oh, +it was like heaven to have him laugh an' not just say, 'What on earth +_are_ you talkin', Calliope Marsh?' like I'd heard. An' he kep' sayin', +'I know, I know,' like he knew what I meant better than anything else in +the world. Then he read to me out o' the book he had an' he told +me--beautiful things. Some of 'em I remember--I've remembered always. +Some of 'em I forgot till I come on 'em, now an' then, in books--long +afterwards; an' then it was like somebody dead spoke up. I'm always +thankful to get hold o' other people's books an' see if mebbe I won't +find somethin' else he said. But a good many o' the things I s'pose I +clear forgot, an' I won't know 'em again till in the next life. Like I +forgot what we said in the dream, till they're both all mixed up an' +shinin'. + +"We talked till 'most time for the 4.20 train. An' when it got towards +four o'clock, I told him about my dream. It seemed like he ought to +know, somehow. An' I told him how I dreamed I was him. + +"'You don't look like the one I dreamed I was,' I told him, 'but, oh, +you talk the same--an' you pretend, an' you laugh, an' you seem the +same. An' your face looks different from folks here in Friendship, just +like his, an' it seems somehow like you saw things besides with your +eyes,' I told him, 'like the poet in my picture. So I know it's you--it +must be you,' I says. + +"He looked at me so queer an' sudden an' long. + +"'I'm a poet, too,' he said, 'if it comes to that. A very bad one, you +know--but a kind of poet.' + +"An' then of course I was certain sure. + +"When he understood all about it, I remember how he looked at me. An' he +says:-- + +"'Well, an' who knows? Who knows?' + +"He sat a long time without sayin' anything. But I wasn't unhappy, even +when he seemed so sad. I couldn't be, because it was so much to know +what I knew. + +"'If I can,' he says to me on the depot platform, 'dead or alive, I'll +come back some day to see you. But meanwhile you must forget me. Only +the dream--keep the dream,' he says. + +"I tried to dream it again," Calliope told me, "but I never could. An' +dead or alive, he's never been back, all these years. I don't even know +his name--an' I remembered afterwards he hadn't asked me mine. But I +guess all that is the chance part, an' it don't really count. Out o' the +dream I've been, you might say, caught, tied up an' couldn't get +out,--just me, like you know me,--with a big unhappiness, an' like that. +But in the dream I dreamed myself true. An' then God let me meet myself, +just that once, there in the Depot Woods, to show me it's all right, an' +that they's things that's bigger than time an' lots nicer than life." + +Calliope sat silent, with her way of sighing and looking by; and it was +as if she had suggested to me delicate things, as a rainbow will suggest +them. + + + + +XX + +THE HIDINGS OF POWER + + +I divined the birches, blurred gray and white against the fog-bound +cedars. In the haze the airy trunks, because of their imminence, bore +the reality of thought, but the sterner green sank in the distance to +the faint avail of speech. It was well to be walking on the Plank Road +toward seven o'clock of a June morning, in a mist which might yield +fellowship in the same ease with which it breathed on distinctions. + +Abel had told how, on that winter way of his among the hills, the sky +has fallen in the fog and had surrendered to him a fellowship of dreams. +But in Friendship Village, as I had often thought, there are dreams for +every one; how should it be otherwise to us faring up and down Daphne +Street (where Daphne's feet have been)? And yet that morning on the +Plank Road where, if the fancy seized her to walk in beauty, our lady of +the laurels might be met at any moment, her power seemed to me to be as +frail as wings, and I thought that it would not greatly matter if I were +to meet her. + +As if my thought of Abel Halsey had brought him, the beat of hoofs won +toward me from the village; and presently Major Mary overtook me, and +there was Abel, driving with his eyes shut. I hailed him, laughed at +him, let him pick me up, and we went on through door after door of the +fog, with now a lintel of boughs and now a wall of wild roses. + +"Abel," I remember saying abruptly, "dreams are not enough." + +"No," he replied, as simply as if we had been talking of it, "dreams are +just one of the sources of power ... but doing is enough." + +I said weakly--perhaps because it was a morning of chill and fog, when a +woman may feel her forlornest, look her plainest, know herself for dust: +"But then--what about everybody's heart?" + +"Don't you know?" Abel asked, and even after those months in Friendship +Village I did not know. + +"... use it up making some little corner better--better--better by the +width of a hand..." said Abel. "As I could do," he added after a moment, +"if I could get my chapel in the hills. Do you know, I've written to +Mrs. Proudfit about it at last. I couldn't help it--I couldn't help it!" + +We came to the rise of the hill, where, but for the fog, we might have +looked back on the village, already long astir. To the left, within its +line of field stone and whitewashed rails and wild roses, the cemetery +lay, like another way of speech. A little before us the mist hid the +tracks, but we heard the whistle of the Fast Mail, coming in from the +end of the earth. + +"Ah, well, I want some wild roses," said I--since a woman may always +take certain refuges from life. + +"I'm coming back about noon," Abel told me; "I'll bring you a thousand." + +He drew up Major Mary, and we sat silent, watching for the train. And +the Something which found in Abel its unfailing channel came +companioning us, and caught me up so that I longed unspeakably to be +about the Business which Abel and Calliope followed, and followed before +all else. + +But when I would have said more, I noted on Abel's face some surprise, +and then I myself felt it. For the Fast Mail from the East, having as +usual come roaring through Friendship station with but an instant's +stop, was now slowing at the draw. Through the thick white we perceived +it motionless for a breath, and then we heard it beat away again. + +I wonder now, remembering, how I can have known with such singing +confidence what was in store for me. It is certain that I did know, even +though in the mist I saw no one alight. But as if at a summons I bade +Abel let me descend, and somehow I gave him good-by; and I recall that I +cried back to him:-- + +"Abel! You _said_ the sky can fall and give one dreams." + +"Yes," he answered. "Dreams to use in one's corner." + +But I knew then and I know now that Abel's dreams flowed in his blood, +and that when he gave them to his corner of the world he gave from his +own veins; and I think that the world is the richer for that. + +When he had gone I stood still in the road, waiting. I distinguished a +lintel of elms, a wall of wild roses; I heard a brave little bird +twittering impatient matins, and the sound of nearing footsteps in the +road. And then a voice in the mist said my name. + +There in the fog on the Plank Road we met as if there had come a +clearness everywhere--we two, between whom lay that year since my coming +to Friendship. Only, now that he was with me, I observed that the +traitor year had slipped away as if it had never been, and had left us +two alone in a place so sightly that at last I recognized my own +happiness. And I understood--and this way of understanding leaves one a +breathless being--that his happiness was there too. + +And yet it was only: "You.... But what an adventure to meet you here!" +And from him: "Me. Here. Please, may we go to your house? I haven't had +an _indication_ of breakfast." At which we laughed somewhat, with my, +"How absurdly like you not to have had breakfast," and his, "How very +shabby of you to feel superior because you happen to have had your +coffee." So we moved back down the road with the clear little space in +the fog following, following.... + +A kind of passion for detail seized on us both. + +He said: "You're wearing brown. I've never seen you wear brown--I'm sure +I haven't. Have I?" + +"My fur coat was brown," I escaped into the subject, "but then that +hardly counts." + +"No," he agreed, "fur isn't a colour. Fur is just fur. No, I've never +seen you in brown." + +"How did they let you off at the draw? How did you know about getting +off at the draw?" I demanded. + +"You said something of your getting off there--in that one letter, you +know...." + +"Yes, yes...." + +"You said something about getting off there on a night when you left the +train with a girl who was coming home to the village--you know the +letter?" he broke off, "I think it was that letter that finally gave me +courage to come. Because in that I saw in you something new +and--understanding. Well, and I remembered about the draw. I always +meant to get off there, when I came." + +"You always meant ... but then how did you make them stop?" + +"I told the man I had to, and then he had to, too. There were four +others who got off and went across the tracks, but we are not obliged to +consider them." + +"From that," I said, "I would think it _is_ you, if I didn't know it +couldn't possibly be!" + +Then I hurried into some recital about the Topladys, whose big barn and +little house were lined faintly out as if something were making them +feel hushed; and about Friendship, hidden in the valley as if it were +suddenly of lesser import--how strange that these things should be there +as they were an hour ago. And so we came to Oldmoxon House and went up +the walk in silence save that, at the steps, "How long shall I tell them +to boil your eggs?" I asked desperately, to still the quite ridiculous +singing of the known world. But then the singing took one voice, a voice +whose firmness made it almost hard, save that deep within it something +was beating.... + +"You know," said the voice simply, "if I come in now, I come to stay. +You _do_ know?" + +"You come to breakfast...." I tried it. + +"I come to stay." + +"You mean--" + +"I come to stay." + +I rather hoped to affirm something gracious, and masterful of +myself--not to say of him; but suddenly that whole lonely year was back +again, most of it in my throat. And though I gave up saying anything at +all, I cannot have been unintelligible. Indeed, I know that I was not +unintelligible, for when, in a little while, Calliope, who was still +with me, opened my front door and emerged briskly to the veranda, she +seems to have understood in a minute. + +"Well said!" Calliope cried, and made a little swoop down from the +threshold and stood before us, one hand in mine and one outstretched for +his; "I knew, as soon as I woke up this morning, I felt special. I +thought it was my soul, sittin' up in my chest, an' wantin' me to spry +round with it some, like it does. But I guess now it was this. Oh, +this!" she said. "Oh, I sp'ose I'd rilly ought to hev an introduction +before I jump up an' down, hadn't I?" + +"No need in the world, Calliope," he told her; "come on. I'll jump, +too." + +And that was an added joy--that he had read and re-read that one +Friendship letter of mine, written on the night of Delia More's return, +until it was as if he, too, knew Calliope. But before all things was the +wonder of the justice and the grace which had made the letter of that +night, when I, too, "took stock," yield such return. + +It was Calliope who led the way indoors at last, and he and I who +followed like her guests. From the edges of consciousness I finally drew +some discernment of the place of coffee and rolls in a beneficent +universe, and presently we three sat at his breakfast table. And not +until then did Calliope remember her other news. + +"Land, land," she said, "I like to forgot. Who do you s'pose I had a +telephone from just before you come? Delia. She'd just got home this +morning on the Fast Mail. An' the Proudfits'll be here, noon train." + +Delia indeed had come on the same glorified train that Abel and I had +seen stop at the draw, only she had alighted at Friendship station and +had hurried up to the Proudfits' to make ready for their home-coming. +And since those whom we know best never come to Friendship without a +welcome, it was instantly incumbent on us all to be what Calliope called +"up in arms an' flyin' round." + +As soon as we were alone:-- + +"I've planned noon lunch for 'em," Calliope told me; "I'm goin' to see +to the meat--leg o' lamb, sissin' hot, an' a big bowl o' mint. Mis' +Holcomb's got to freeze a freezer o' her lemon ice--she gets it smooth +as a mud pie. Mis' Toplady, she'll come in on the baked stuff--raised +rolls an' a big devil's food. An'--I'd kind o' meant to look to you for +the salad, but I s'pose you won't want to bother now...." And when I had +hastened to assume the salad, "Well, I _am_ glad," she owned, with a +relieved sigh. "The Proudfit salads they can't a soul tell what +ingredients is in 'em, chew high though we may. I know you know about +them queer organs an' canned sea reptiles they use now in cookin'. I've +come to the solemn conclusion I ain't studied physiology an' the animal +sciences close enough myself to make a rill up-to-date salad." + +Before noon we were all at Proudfit House--to which I had taken care to +leave word for Abel to follow me--and we were letting in the sun, making +ready the table, filling the vases with garden roses; and in the library +Calliope laid a fire "in case they get chilly, travellin' so," she said, +but I think rather it was in longing somehow to summon a secret agency +to that place where Linda Proudfit's portrait hung. For we had long been +agreed that, as soon as she was at home again, Linda's mother must be +told all that we knew of Linda. Thus, to Calliope and me, the time held +a tragic meaning beneath the exterior of our simple cheer. But the time +held many meanings, as a time will hold them; and the Voice of its new +meaning said to me, as we all waited on the Proudfit veranda with its +vines and its climbing rose and its canaries:-- + +"I marvel, I _marvel_ at your bad taste. How can you leave the dear +place and the dear people for me?" + +I love to recall the bustle of that arriving and how, as the motor came +up the drive, Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss and Mis' Amanda ran down +on the gravel and waved their aprons; and how Mis' Postmaster Sykes and +Mis' Mayor Uppers and Mis' Photographer Sturgis, having heard the +machine pass their doors, had issued forth and followed it and arrived +at the Proudfits' with: + +"I was right in the midst of a basque, cuttin' over an old lining, but I +told Liddy Ember: 'You rip on. I've _got_ to run over.' Excuse my looks. +Well said! Back!" + +And, "Got here, did you? My, my, all tired out, I expect. Well, mebbe +you think we won't feel relieved to see the house open again an' folks +in it flyin' round. An' you look as natural as the first thunder-storm +in the spring o' the year!" + +And, "Every day for two weeks," Mis' Sturgis said, "I've said to Jimmy: +'Proudfits back?' 'No, sir,' s'he, 'not back yet.' An' so it went. Could +you sleep any on the sleeper?" + +Then Calliope and Mis' Toplady and Mis' Holcomb and the three newcomers +hurried all but abreast to the kitchen to "see what they could find"; +and when Mis' Proudfit and Miss Clementina and Delia More had taken +their places at the burdened table, we all sat about the edge of the +room--no one would share in the feast, every one having to "get right +back"--and asked of the journey, and gave news of Friendship Village in +the long absence. I love to remember it all, but I think that I love +best to remember their delicate acceptance of what that day had brought +to me. Of this no one said a word, nor did they ask me anything, or seem +to observe, far less to wonder. But when they passed me, one and another +and another squeezed my hand or patted my arm or gave me their unwonted +"dear." + +"What gentlefolk they are," my stranger said. + +"Noon lunch" was finished, and I had seen Calliope go with Madame +Proudfit to the library and close the door, and we were all gathered in +the hall, where Miss Clementina had opened a trunk and was showing us +some pretty things, when some one else crossed the veranda and appeared +in the doorway. And there was Abel, come with my wild roses. + +I do not think, however, that it can have occurred to Abel that I was in +the room. Nor that any of the others were there, intent on the pretty +things of Miss Clementina's trunk. But, his face shining, he went +straight to Delia More; and he laid my roses in her arms, looking at her +the while with a look which was like a passionate recognition of one not +met for many years. + +I have said nothing of Delia More as she seemed to me that day of her +return, for indeed I do not well know how to tell of her. But as he +looked at her, it was all in Abel's eyes. I do not know whether it was +that her spirit having been long "packed down in her," as Calliope had +said, was at last loosed by the mysterious ministry of distance and the +touch of far places, or whether, over there nearer Tempe, she had held +converse with Daphne herself, who, for the sake of the Friendship bond +between them, had taken for her own all that was wild and strange in the +girl's nature. But this I know: that Delia More had come back among us a +new creature, simple, gentle, humble as before, and yet somehow +quickened, invested with the dignity of personality which, long ago, she +had lost. And now she stood looking at Abel as he was looking at her. + +"Delia!" he said, and took her hand, and, "I brought you some wild roses +to tell you we're glad you're back," said he, disposing of my hedge +spoils as coolly as if I were not. + +"That's nice of you, Abel," she replied simply, "but it's nicer to think +you came." + +"Why," Abel said, "you couldn't have kept me away. You couldn't have +kept me away, Delia." + +He could not have done looking at her. And even after we had closed in +before them and had gone on with our talk about the tray of the trunk, I +think that we were all conscious, as one is conscious of a light in the +room, that to Delia and Abel had come again the immemorial wonder. + +When the library door opened and Madame Proudfit and Calliope came out, +a little hush fell upon us, even though none but I knew what that +interval held for Linda's mother. Her face was tranquil--indeed, I think +it was almost as if its ancient fear had forever left it and had given +place to the blessed relief of mere sorrow. She stood for a +moment--looking at them all, and looking, as if she were thankful for +their presence. Then she saw Abel and held out both hands. + +"Abel!" she said, "Abel! I had your letter in Lucerne. I meant to talk +it over with you--but now I know, I know. You shall have your little +chapel in the hills. We will build it together--you and I--for Linda." + +But then, because Abel turned joyously and naturally to Delia to share +with her the tidings, Madame Proudfit looked at Delia too, and saw her +eyes. And, + +"You and Delia and I," she added gently. + +On which, with the kindliest intent, the happiness of us all overflowed +in speech about the common-place, the trivial, the irrelevant, and we +all fell talking at once there in the hall, and told one another things +which we knew perfectly already, and we listened, nodding, and laughed a +great deal at nothing in the world--save that life is good. + + * * * * * + +We three walked home together in the afternoon sunshine--the man who, +through all this time in Friendship, had been dear, and Calliope and I. +I thought that Daphne Street had never looked so beautiful. The tulip +beds on the lawns had been re-filled for summer, a touch of bonfire +smoke hung in the air, Eppleby Holcomb was mending his picket gate, and +over many magic thresholds of the cool walks were lintels of the boughs. +Down town Abigail Arnold was laying cream puffs in the home bakery +window; at the Helmans' Mis' Doctor Helman, wound in a shawl and a +fascinator, was training her matrimony vine; the Liberty sisters had let +out their chickens and, posted in a great triangle, were keeping them +well within Liberty lawn confines; Doctor June was working in his garden +and he waved his hat at us like a boy. ("It's a year ago now they give +him his benefit," Calliope remembered; "ice-cream an' strawberries an' +cake. An' every soul that come in he treated, one after another. An' +when they got hold of him an' told him what that was doin' to the +benefit box, he wanted to know whose benefit it was, anyway. An' he kep' +on treatin' folks up to the last spoonful o' cream. He said he never had +such a good time since he was born. I donno but he showed us _how_ to +give a benefit, too.") + +We were crossing the lawn to Oldmoxon House when I said to Calliope what +it had been decided that day that I should say:-- + +"Calliope," I asked, "could you be ready in a month or two to leave +Friendship for good, and come to us in town, and live with us for +always?" + +She looked up at one and the other of us, with her little embarrassed +laugh. + +"You're makin' fun o' me," she said. + +But when we had explained that we were wholly serious, she stopped and +leaned against one of the great trees before the house; and it was at +Oldmoxon House rather than at us that she looked as she answered:-- + +"I couldn't," she said quickly, and with a manner of breathlessness, "I +couldn't. You know how I've wanted to leave Friendship, too, you know +that. An' I want to yet, as far as wantin' goes. But wantin' to mustn't +be enough to make you do things." + +She stood, her head held up as if she were singing, as Liddy Ember had +said of her, her arms tightly folded, her cheeks flushing with her fear +that we would not understand. + +"Oh," she said, "you know--you _know_ how I've always wanted nice +things. Wanted 'em so it hurt. Not just from likin' 'em, either, but +because some way I thought I could _be_ more, _do_ more, live up to my +biggest best if I could only get where things was kind of educated +an'--gentle. But every time I tried to go, somethin' come up--like it +will, to shove you hard down into the place you was. Then I thought--you +know 'bout that, I guess--I thought I was goin' to live here in Oldmoxon +House, an' hev a life like other women hev. An' when that wasn't to be, +I thought mebbe it was because God see I wasn't fit for it, an' I set to +work on myself to make me as good as I knew--an' I worked an' worked, +like life was nothin' but me, an' I was nothin' but a cake, to get a +good bake on an' die without bein' too much dough to me. An' then all to +once I see that couldn't be the only thing He meant. It didn't seem like +He could 'a' made me sole in order to save me from hell. An' I begun to +see He must 'a' made me to help in some great, big hid plan or other of +His. An' quick as I knew that an' begun wantin' to help, He begun +showin' me when to. That's how I mean what I said about the Bell. Times +like Elspie, or 'Leven, or like that, I can hear it just as plain as +plain--the Bell, callin' me to help Him." + +She looked hard at us, and, "I donno if you know what I'm talkin' +about----" she doubted; but, at our answer, + +"Well," she added, "they's somethin' else. It's somethin' almost like +what you've got--you two--an' like what Delia an' Abel have got. Lately, +I don't _need_ to hear the Bell any more. I know 'bout it without. It's +almost like I _am_ the Bell. Don't you see, it's come to be my power, +just like love will be your power, if you rilly understand. An' +here--here I know how. I've grown to Friendship, an' here I know what's +what. An' if I went away now, where things is gentle an' like in books, +I wouldn't know how to be any rill use. I can _be_ the Bell here--here I +can have my power. In town I expect I couldn't be anything but just cake +again--bakin' myself rill good, or even gettin' frosted; but mebbe not +helpin'. An' I couldn't risk that--I couldn't risk it. It looks to me +like helpin' is what I'm for." + +I think, as she said, Calliope was become the Bell; and at that moment +she rang to us the call of sovereign clearness. This was the life that +she and Abel followed, and followed before all else, and there lay the +hiding of their power. "Just like love will be your power," she had +said. + +When she had gone before us into the house--that was to have been her +house--we two stood looking along the sunny Plank Road toward Daphne +Street. And in the light lifting of the bonfire smoke it seemed to me +that there moved a spirit--not Daphne, but another; one who walks less +in beauty than in service; not our lady of the laurels, but our lady of +the thorns. + + + + +GROSSET & DUNLAP'S + +DRAMATIZED NOVELS + +A Few that are Making Theatrical History + + +MARY JANE'S PA. By Norman Way. Illustrated with scenes from the play. + +Delightful, irresponsible "Mary Jane's Pa" awakes one morning to find +himself famous, and, genius being ill adapted to domestic joys, he +wanders from home to work out his own unique destiny. One of the most +humorous bits of recent fiction. + + +CHERUB DEVINE. 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