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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/26973-8.txt b/26973-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6520ff6 --- /dev/null +++ b/26973-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,7605 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Hester's Counterpart, by Jean K. Baird + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Hester's Counterpart + A Story of Boarding School Life + +Author: Jean K. Baird + +Illustrator: Adele W. Jones + +Release Date: October 20, 2008 [EBook #26973] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK HESTER'S COUNTERPART *** + + + + +Produced by Chris Curnow, Joseph Cooper, Josephine Paolucci +and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at +https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + +HESTER'S COUNTERPART + +[Illustration: THE WATER CREPT UP.--_Page 284._] + +THE HESTER BOOKS + + +HESTER'S COUNTERPART + +A STORY OF BOARDING SCHOOL LIFE + +BY +JEAN K. BAIRD +Author of "The Coming of Hester" + +_ILLUSTRATED BY ADELE W. JONES_ + +[Illustration] + +BOSTON +LOTHROP, LEE & SHEPARD CO. + +Published, August, 1910 + + +COPYRIGHT, 1910, BY LOTHROP, LEE & SHEPARD CO. +_All Rights Reserved_ + +HESTER'S COUNTERPART + +NORWOOD PRESS +BERWICK & SMITH CO. +NORWOOD, MASS. +U. S. A. + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS + + +The water crept up (Page 284) _Frontispiece_ + + FACING PAGE + +"I am Helen Loraine" 68 + +Again Hester deftly returned it 92 + +"Oh, girls, do you happen to have any cold cream?" 122 + +"You remember me, I see, Miss Alden" 150 + +They held their breath 290 + + + + +HESTER'S COUNTERPART + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +Debby Alden, to use her own adjective in regard to herself, was not +"slack." To this her friends added another term. Debby was "set." There +could be no doubt of that. + +When Hester was but twelve years old, Debby had decided that the girl +should have at least one year at the best boarding-school. Four years +had passed, during which time, Debby's purpose had remained firm, +although not yet ripe for perfecting. + +After the experience with Mary Bowerman's taunts and Abner Stout's +guile, Debby decided that the time had come for Hester to have a change +of environment. Miss Richards's advice was again sought. But that old +friend no longer held the full power in her hands. Debby had grown +alive and alert. She knew the standing of the schools throughout the +State, and in what particular line of study or discipline each one +excelled. + +For months, she studied catalogues and estimated expenses. She had never +made a study of psychology; but she understood that Hester had reached +the most impressionable age of her life. Each thought and word would +leave its marks upon her. Debby, who believed firmly that tendencies are +inherited, had always with her the fear that Hester would show the +tendencies of an alien race. Her one consolation was that much may be +overcome by training, and too, perhaps, there was in Hester's veins only +a drop of darker blood. + +No one understood the position in which Debby Alden was placed. She +always held herself responsible for the death of Hester's mother. Duty +had compelled her to take care of the child, until love had come to her +as a reward for the fulfillment of duty. + +There was no one to whom she could speak concerning Hester and her fears +in regard to her. One thing she had done and would do; she would keep +the child far removed from any influence which would tend to the +strengthening of those traits which are supposed rightfully to belong to +the race of slaves. + +Debby consulted principals and teachers and read and re-read catalogues. +At length, she decided upon Dickinson Seminary as the school which came +nearest to fulfilling her desires for Hester. + +Hester had always been sweet and submissive to Debby Alden. The girl had +more than love for the woman who was mother and father both to her. +Mingled with Hester's love for Debby was an inexpressible gratitude. +Hester realized how much Debby had done and was doing for her. But it +was not the dainty dresses and good home that touched her most. Debby +Alden had given the waif her mother's name, and Hester never wrote in +her big angular hand, Hester Palmer Alden, without feeling a glow of +pride. She had a name of which to be proud, a name which Debby Alden had +always held dear. + +"It was the very kindest thing Aunt Debby could do," was a thought which +came often to Hester. "She must have loved me even from the first, or +she would have never given me her own name. She's so proud of being an +Alden. Their name has never had a bit of shame or disgrace touch it." +Then she added an afterthought, "and it never will through me." + +One day she brought up the subject of the Alden name while in +conversation with her aunt. Hester expressed herself warmly on the +subject and the elder woman listened with a lightening heart. The pride +of the Alden name and family which Hester showed, pleased her. To Debby +came the thought that only those who had such birthrights could +comprehend and appreciate the honor of possessing them. For a moment, +she believed that she might have been mistaken in regard to Hester's +parentage; but just for a moment. She could not close her eyes to facts. +She, herself, had seen the purple tinge about the finger nails of the +woman and had observed the lips and eyes which were peculiar to another +race. + +"It was beautiful of you, Aunt Debby, to give me your name, and I'll +never, never bring shame to it." + +"Let us talk no more of the subject," was the curt rejoinder. "We have +much to do before you are ready to go to Dickinson, and we must not +spend our time in telling what is to be done or not to be done a dozen +years from now." + +Hester was drying the dishes. At the mention of going to school, she +stopped. Regardless of consequences, she raised her tea-towel in one +hand like a banner, and Aunt Debby's blue cream jug, a relic of the +Alden family, high in the other. + +"Dickinson Seminary!" she exclaimed in a voice pitched high with +nervousness. "I'll tell you right this minute, Aunt Debby, I will not +go." + +Had the ceiling fallen down upon her, Debby Alden could not have been +more surprised. Hester, the obedient, now in the guise of an insurgent. + +"_Will_ not, Hester Palmer Alden, is not the word to use to me. I am the +one to decide what is best for you to do or not to do, and I've decided +upon your going to Dickinson." + +The voice of the speaker was strong with the Alden firmness and +decision. Perhaps, she forced herself to unusual firmness lest her +great love for the girl should make her weak in discipline. She expected +that Hester, having once made so strong an affirmation, would cling to +it and perhaps be inclined to disputation. On the contrary, Hester began +to sob. + +Debby turned to look at the girl, down whose cheeks the tears were +streaming. Then she said with a show of gentleness: "It's only natural +that you feel bad about leaving home. Everyone does that. I really +should not feel pleased if you did not feel bad. You can not give up to +that feeling. I do not mean to permit you to do so. School is the best +place for you, and you must go. You'll enjoy it after a while." + +"I was not thinking about myself, Aunt Debby. I was thinking of you. Do +you think that I can ever enjoy being away and having a good time while +you are here alone?" + +"I was used to being alone before you--" + +"But you are not used to it now. I'll think of you sitting here alone in +the evening. Every time you leave the house you'll be alone and you'll +come into a lonely house when you come back. I will not go and leave +you here, Aunt Debby, and you cannot make me." + +"Hester Alden--." Debby Alden meant to be firm. It was scandalous to +have a child so express herself to her elder, and that elder as a mother +to her. Debby Alden would not be weak. She would be firm, and not so +much as allow Hester to express an opinion. + +"Hester Alden," she began, but could say no more because of a queer +little catch in her voice. She turned back to her dish-pan and fell with +great vigor to her dishwashing. After a few moments, she felt that she +could control herself, and turning to Hester, said, "Now, Hester Alden, +we'll have done with this nonsense right here. I've been alone and stood +it fairly well and I can stand it again. What does it matter if I am +alone? I'm no longer a young girl who demands company. I'm just a plain +old--" + +"Why, Aunt Debby--you are not. Doesn't everyone say you're beautiful, +and you're not old--and you're never going to get old." Hester turned +and brought her foot down with some vigor, as though she would frighten +old age and gray hair and loneliness from the house. + +"Why, Aunt Debby, everyone says you're beautiful. The girls at +school--." + +Debby's cheeks flushed. There was something very sweet in the assertion, +although she did not believe it even for a moment. But in all her forty +years, no one had ever used that word in speaking of Debby. Although she +felt that even now love, and not facts, was making use of it, she was +touched. She was a woman after all, and it was sweet to find herself +beautiful in someone's eyes. + +But discipline must be maintained. She turned toward Hester. The girl +threw her arms about Debby Alden's neck and sobbed, and Debby held up +her kitchen apron before her eyes and wept silently. + +"There, Hester, there!" she said at last. "We're both very silly, very +silly. You must go to school and that's an end to it." + +"No, Aunt Debby. I'll never go and leave you here alone. If I go, you +must go with me." + +"Go with you! That is the veriest nonsense, Hester. Debby Alden in a +seminary. I'm not in my second childhood yet." + +"But you could live in town. Mame Thomas has a cousin who lives in a +little flat. She's a widow and keeps her girls in school. Couldn't you +go and live there. We could see each other--." + +"The dish-water is getting cold. Really, Hester, you and I are getting +slack. I believe that is the first time in my life that I ever stood +talking and let my dish-water get cold. It isn't a good way of doing. +Mother never allowed us to be slack about such things. I was not brought +up to talk first and work afterward. Think of me, a woman my age, doing +such a thing!" + +Taking up the dish-pan, she left the kitchen to empty the water. Hester +dried her tears. Her heart grew light. She understood Aunt Debby well +and she knew that the talk about letting the work stand was only a +chastisement Debby was giving herself, when she felt herself yielding. + +The subject was again discussed during the evening. No decision was +reached. Debby, however, conceded enough to say that she would think the +matter over and would ask Miss Richards's opinion concerning it. + +Hester was fully satisfied with this. She knew that her Aunt Debby never +forgot a promise. Hester knew also that Miss Richards would advise Debby +Alden to spend a winter in the city. + +The following day, after the housework had been finished and the dinner +dishes put away, Debby Alden dressed and went to call upon her friend. + +Hester went with her, as far as Jane Orr's home. "I'll be back shortly, +Hester. You may stay with Jane until I call for you." + +She made her way down the main street of the little country town. + +Hester paused as she was about to mount the steps, and turned to look at +the retreating figure. She could not restrain a smile. "It's certainly +odd, but Aunt Debby doesn't seem to know how pretty she is." + +Hester's adjective was not strong enough to describe Aunt Debby. There +was something infinitely greater and finer in the woman than mere +prettiness. + +Debby Alden at twenty-five had been scrawny, hard-featured and severe. +She then had the appearance of one who knew only the hard things of +life, and was giving expression to them in her features and carriage. +But this new Debby Alden was wholly different. Hester had brought love +and interest with her. Debby Alden was alive to the world about her, and +her active interests had given brilliance to her eyes and lightness to +her steps. The angles of twenty-five years had been softened into +curves. Debby was no longer hard-featured and scrawny. She had grown +plump and round. + +Some old wise man declares that it is woman's fault if she be not +handsome at forty years; for then the body is but the reflection of life +itself. Debby had been so true and faithful and so big-hearted and +generous, that at forty, beautiful was the only word worthy to describe +her. + +Debby's call upon Miss Richards was short. To-day was one day when all +things were working toward favoring Hester's project. + +Miss Richards was growing old. She did not wish to travel alone or to be +far from her friends. She was dainty, gracious, and smiling as ever, +but age had laid its finger lightly upon her. + +She listened to Debby Alden's plans. + +"You are young yet, Debby," she said. "No woman should be content to sit +at home and not improve her time. With Hester gone, there will be +nothing to keep you here. The school is but a short distance from town. +Why not rent a small flat?" + +"But what would I do with no responsibilities? Keeping two or three +rooms in order will not employ my time." + +"Lockport is famed for lectures and recitals. Study-clubs are plentiful. +You could read and study and you might practise your music, Debby. A few +lessons will do you worlds of good." + +"Lessons when I am almost forty years old!" + +"Forty years young, my dear girl. Lessons, why not? Life is one long +school term. The pupil who expects a hundred-mark must be learning and +moving onward all the time. I am more than twenty years your senior, +and yet I feel as though I was but beginning to learn how to live." + +She paused a moment. Her mind dwelt on the things which were past. Then +with a radiant smile, she turned to her companion. "Be very much alive +while you are alive, Debby. The interests you have outside yourself will +add to your own happiness. If you wish to find perfect happiness, fill +your life with vital interests. Go to Lockport, study, read and work; +see Hester when your heart longs for her. I--" she paused, wondering if +Debby would accept her suggestion. + +"I should like to be with you, Debby. I need something new. Each winter +I have been south for so many years that it is a story oft told. Do you +think that you and I could be happy together in a little flat? Hester +then could have two hearts to fill with interest." + +She looked wistfully toward Debby. For the first time Debby realized +that her old friend was alone--very much alone as far as hearth-ties and +love were concerned. It was not with thoughts of her own enjoyment that +Debby's heart bounded. As an inspiration, it came to her that she held +within her hands that which would fill the void in her friend's life. + +"I am sure we could," said Debby. "We might as well settle the matter +here, and we'll go to town this very week, attend to selecting Hester's +room and we'll look up a nice little place for ourselves. We'll not have +it too far from the school." + +Then observing Miss Richards smiling, she added, "I presume you think +I'm a little hasty; but I don't see it in just that way. Anyone with +judgment can readily see that it is just the thing for us to do. When +our minds are made up, there's no use in being slack. We'll go Thursday. +Hester may stay with Jane Orr. Mrs. Orr will be glad to have her. And +now, I must go and tell Hester. I don't understand how that child came +to be so foolishly sentimental. She has taken the notion that she cannot +be happy anywhere without me. Utter nonsense, of course! I've tried to +train her to believe that one's happiness never depends on another." + +She went her way, leaving her friend smiling at the speech. When Debby +had gone, Miss Richards spoke aloud: "Debby, Debby Alden, how fearfully +blind you are about yourself and your girl! How could Hester ever think +other than she does when every bit of happiness in the child's life has +emanated from you. Hester has sound judgment for one of her years, and +she knows how much she owes to you." + +But Hester did not know the full amount of her debt to her foster aunt +nor did Miss Richards; for Debby kept her own secret in regard to +Hester's parentage and no one but herself knew the fearful weight it was +upon her. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Thursday morning, Miss Richards and Debby Alden started for Lockport. +This was a small city and the county seat. Its situation made it a +pleasant place to spend the summer and the population increased and +diminished with the change of seasons. + +The town lay between two ridges of high mountains. On one side the river +flowed; on the opposite side Beech Creek, the conjunction of the streams +being at the eastern edge of town. On the brow of the lower hills were +the summer homes of the city folk. There were acres of lawn and grove +with natural ravines through which ran little streams and over whose +banks the laurels grew in wild profusion. Back of these hills, the +mountains towered like great green giants. On foggy days, their peaks +were hidden in clouds. They were awe-inspiring, for fog-covered brows +spoke of mysteries beyond the comprehension of those who dwelt below. + +The valley grew narrow toward the western end. Here, nestled close +between hills, was Dickinson Seminary, one of the most exclusive and +rigidly-disciplined schools of the State. The campus and grove beyond +were extensive. Beech Creek lay to the south and was used for bathing +and boating and skating in their seasons. It was a deep, narrow stream. +Being fed only by a few short mountain brooks, it was little affected by +floods. + +To the north lay the river. It was serene and powerful, except when its +waters were swollen. Then it made its way over the banks and encroached +upon the campus. The seminary folk were pleased than otherwise at this, +for on the river-soaked campus edge the willows and water birches +thrived, and made a beautiful protection for the campus. The river was +at a distance from the building; yet at flood time on a quiet night as +the girls lay in bed listening, they could hear the noise of its waters. + +Debby Alden and Miss Richards reached Lockport just at noon Thursday. +Debby's first thought was of Hester and her accommodations at school. +She visited the seminary, attended to matters there, and returned to the +city. The expenses connected with Hester's education would not be light, +and Debby knew that she would be compelled eventually to use the little +money which her father had put by for a rainy day; the interest of which +had met her living expenses. The woman looked forward and saw the time +when her money would be gone. But, strange to say, contrary as her +present mode of action was to all her inheritance and previous training, +she anticipated no day when she would be reduced to poverty. She +calculated closely, knowing almost to a dime what the three following +years would cost her and Hester. + +By that time, perhaps, Hester would be prepared for some life-work and +as for Debby--. She smiled grimly when she thought of coming to a place +where she could not take care of herself. "It's not the Alden way to get +stuck," she repeated to herself. + +She mentally reviewed all these conditions before she set out with Miss +Richards in search of a flat suited to their needs. In her look into the +future, Debby believed herself able to see her way clear for three full +years. + +"And then, if the worst comes to the worst, I can sell the timber land. +It's never brought in anything." + +She put this last thought into words. "Does that mean that you are +pressed for money, Debby?" + +"Not yet; but I may be before three years are gone, and Hester is +through with school. I can see my way clear for three years." + +"You are fortunate indeed if that be so. A score of things may happen +that you know nothing of now. I have learned to anticipate neither joy +nor sorrow but to take each day as it comes." + +"But surely one must look ahead. Money matters do not take care of +themselves. Hester's schooling will cost me almost every cent of my +ready money. I'll have only my little place and the timber tracts +beyond." + +"You are not scattering your money in sending Hester to school, Debby. +You are placing it where it will draw the greatest interest. Sometime +you'll draw a big dividend." She smiled reassuringly. + +"I hope so; but I wasn't thinking of that now. All I want is to have +Hester prepared for some work--to take care of herself and be a happy +useful woman when I'm gone." + +"Meanwhile, we'll stop in here and look at this little place. I think, +Debby, you and I will never be content to shut ourselves up in little +boxes on a second or third floor." + +"No, I want room to breathe and some place outside where I can set my +foot on the soil. I'm not one who likes the click of my own heels on the +pavement. There's something about putting your feet on the earth that +makes you feel that you belong." + +The place into which they now turned was a little cottage at the extreme +east of town near the conjunction of creek and river, yet high on the +brow of a hill. It was a simple little place, weather-beaten and faded; +but a strip of sod ran about the front and side. The little low porch +was shaded with a Virginia creeper, and an old gnarled tree at the +corner leaned over the roof as though about to rest itself against it. + +Its being at the extreme end of town from the seminary was to Debby +Alden the one thing against it. + +"If we were at the west end, Hester could slip in each day. The pupils +are allowed an hour 'off campus' you know." + +"And she would come to you with every thought that troubled her. You +would be bearing her childish burdens just as you have always done. If +you live where Hester can talk with you each day, she will lose the +greatest benefit a year in school can give her." + +"I think you are right," said Debby Alden. + +"I like the house. I'm used to low ceilings and big porches and vines. +I'm satisfied with it if you are; and we'll have Hester home but once a +month." + +It was best for Hester to be away and to learn to depend upon herself. +That fact settled matters for Debby Alden. If it were good for Hester, +then it should be done and Debby Alden would give no thought to herself +in this matter. + +Miss Richards was pleased with the house and the two friends made +arrangements with the care-taker to have it ready for them a few days +before the opening of school. There were papering and painting to be +done. Had it been within her own home, Debby Alden would have done the +work herself. Every bit of woodwork in her own home had been done over +with her own brush, and her paper-hanging had won the admiration of the +country-side. + +The next in the course of events was selecting the articles of furniture +which might be spared from home. Debby had no idea of dismantling her +old home. The house had been built and furnished for a large family. +There were furnished bedrooms which Debby and Hester never entered +except at cleaning time; below there were the old-fashioned parlor, the +living-room with its air of comfort, the dining-room, kitchen and what +in that locality was termed the shanty-kitchen. This last was a great +room between the woodshed and kitchen proper. It was provided with every +article for laundry use, and during the canning season was the scene of +most of the household activities. + +Since the early spring days when going away to school had first been +mentioned, Hester had viewed the event with dread. She knew nothing of +meeting strangers and imagined there could be nothing pleasant about it. +During the summer while Debby had talked and planned, Hester had shown +little interest and had never of herself, brought up the subject. But +since she had influenced her Aunt Debby to go to the city with her, she +was almost satisfied to go. Her joy would have been unbounded had it +been possible for Debby to be with her within the school. That could not +be. Hester was wise enough to know that. There was one other course that +could be followed, however. She could live in town with Aunt Debby and +Miss Richards and be but a parlor student at the seminary. To Hester's +mind, this would be a very satisfactory arrangement, and she meant to +bring it to pass. Having been successful in persuading her Aunt Debby to +live in town, Hester was confident that it would be no difficult matter +to persuade her to this second course. Hester was naturally a diplomat. +There was nothing deceptive about her; but, young as she was, she +intuitively knew that some times are ripe and some are not for +discussion. The time propitious for bringing up the question of her +being but a parlor student was not until Debby and Miss Richards were +established in their little cottage at the east end of Lockport. + +Satisfied that she could bring matters to pass in the fashion she +desired, Hester grew enthusiastic over the preparation for quitting the +old home. There was much to be done in spite of the fact that Debby was +never "slack" in the ways of her household. Every cupboard and closet +was gone over. Bed clothes were aired and laid away where neither mice, +rust, nor mildew could touch them. China and silver were sorted and +again sorted before Debby was able to decide what pieces were best to +take and what best to leave. The flowers were to be potted and put away +to keep for spring planting. When it came to this, Debby began to +realize what leaving home meant. + +"I can take the spotted-leaved geranium," she said to Hester while they +were making the rounds of the garden. "I always do pot that for a +house-plant. I suppose it will grow as well at Lockport as here, if I +see that it is attended to. Fortunately for plants, they have no +feelings." + +The words showed sentiment enough, but the tones of Debby's voice made +them seem harsh and unfeeling. Hester was not deceived. Debby Alden came +from a race who had for generations looked upon the expression of love +and sentiment as a weakness. Whenever Debby felt her emotions conquering +her, she unconsciously resorted to the ways of her forbears; she lashed +herself into a semblance of sternness in an endeavor to conceal her real +feelings. + +"I suppose I'll not get a look at the asters when they bloom. It would +be a shame to let them die on the stalk without a soul pulling one. I +think I'll ask Kate Bowerman to see to them. She might pack up a few and +send to me. I'm curious to see how that new royal purple turns out. I've +been suspicious all summer that it would turn out a scrub. It looks +like a scrub." + +She was bending over the plants growing along the fence which divided +her yard-proper from the garden and wood-yards beyond. Debby was proud +of her collection of asters which were of every variety known throughout +the country. + +"They certainly are scrubs," she repeated as she bent for a closer +inspection. + +"How do you know, Aunt Debby? To me, they look like the other plants." + +"I just know," said Debby. "I don't know how I know, but I just do. +Plants show their breed just like people and animals. I've no need when +I look at old Jim Ramsey's horse to be told it's mighty common stock. +Yes; it has the same number of legs and hoofs and its eyes are in the +right place, but it isn't a thoroughbred. Anyone can see that at a +glance. It is just the same with plants. There's a wide difference. +Though I suppose it is only ones who work about them and love them that +see the difference. And with people! Some people are born common stock +and stay common stock all their lives, even if they've lived in +mansions and hold a dozen diplomas." + +She paused suddenly. "Run and get some more crocks, Hester," she added. +Debby was annoyed at herself in talking of family in the child's +presence. With Debby's knowledge of Hester's parentage, it was as though +she had thrown a taunt in the child's face. When Hester returned, +bearing in her arms the two, large flower-pots, Debby made a point of +showing her unusual consideration, asking her opinion as to the best +flowers to be potted and whether she did not wish a plant for her window +in school. + +From the beginning of these preparations, one duty had been firmly fixed +in Debby's mind. It was not a pleasant one, yet she did not mean to +shirk it; but she did put it off to the very last morning when she and +Hester had brought down the trunks and were preparing to pack their own +personal belongings. + +"There are some things in the attic, Hester, which rightfully belong to +you. I've never mentioned them to you before, because you were yet such +a child. But now you are leaving and Providence alone knows what may be +in store for us. I may not come back. Now, don't begin to cry. I expect +to live a good many years yet; but there's no telling. I believe in +doing what Grandmother Alden always said, 'Hope for the best, but be +prepared for the worst.' + +"If anything should happen to me, it is only fair that you should have +what is yours by rights. Just let your packing go this morning. We'll +have time to finish this afternoon and not be rushed. I want you to go +with me and look over the clothes that were yours and your mother's. + +"I laid your mother out in the best things I could buy; and I kept every +stitch she wore when the accident befell her. Somewhere or sometime, +some of her friends will appear and they may be able to recognize these +clothes." + +Debby lead the way to the attic, climbing up the narrow dark stairway +which lead from the kitchen bedroom and Hester followed at her heels. + +The attic was low and narrow. Except in the middle, one could not walk +without stooping to escape the rafters. Along one side was a long row of +boxes and trunks in which the Aldens, for generations, had kept their +heirlooms. So far as money value was considered, there was nothing here +worth while. A surveyor's compass and staff, a spinning wheel; old blue +dishes covered with hair-like lines. There was no real lace, and there +were no handsome gowns. Nevertheless, they meant much to Debby Alden. +They were family to her. + +A little low trunk was at the extreme end of the attic. It was to this +that Debby directed her steps. + +"Everything in this trunk belongs to you, Hester. When I packed it away, +I put a card inside so that you might know that they were your mother's. +There's nothing at all of value. Sit down here and we'll go over them." + +She knelt before the trunk and opened it. Hester, obedient to Miss +Debby's wishes, sat down on the floor near the window while the woman +took out each article and passed it to her companion. + +"This is the dress your mother wore. I thought from the material that +she must have been well-to-do. She had a gentle, nice way of speaking. +She looked like a woman who had never worked hard and was used to having +things comfortable. That's why I can't understand how she could +disappear and no one search for her. We sent notices to all the papers +for miles about." + +Debby Alden paused. She could not justify herself even in her own +thoughts. By withholding what she knew of Hester's parentage, the +newspaper accounts of the death of the French woman, had been +misleading. This was one act of her life that gave her no satisfaction +in thinking over. She put it from her mind and in nervous haste, passed +the other articles of clothing to Hester. + +"I've saved even her shoes. You see what a little foot she had. Your +mother was a very pretty woman, Hester. Of course, I saw her only that +hour at dinner when she sat in the kitchen. She had dark eyes and hair +and a plump, round figure. You look like her, only there is a +difference. Your eyes are dark but they don't look as your mother's +did, and your mouth and expression are not as I remember hers to be." + +Hester made no comment as she looked over the clothes. She was not at +all moved by the sight of these things. She was sixteen, and had come to +the place where she was able to understand much that Debby did not tell +her. + +She knew that something lay back of all this. Why had none of these +people come for her? What were they that they would leave a little child +in the world without ever making an effort to find her? They could not +have been fine people. Hester was confident of that. She had picked up +Debby's word and mentally set down the people from which she had sprung +as "poor stock." + +"If I ever am anything at all, it will be because of Aunt Debby's +training," she concluded as the last article of her mother's clothes lay +in her hands. + +"It seems strange that they never came for you." + +"I'm glad they didn't," responded Hester. Her pride was in arms. If her +own people cared so little for her, she would never grieve for them. + +"I am glad--very glad that they didn't," she repeated. "I belong to you. +I'd rather be your girl than anyone's else and I couldn't be that if +they had taken me away when I was a baby." + +According to tradition, Hester's sentiment was not at all proper. One +should cherish one's family above all else. + +"It isn't right to say such things, Hester. Of course, you and I are +very near to each other; but you cannot feel toward me as though I was +your mother." + +"Of course not. I feel a great deal more." She arose to her feet, +dropping on the floor, the articles of clothing which had been in her +lap. "Why, Aunt Debby, I'd treasure an old shoe-lace of yours more than +those things." She pointed to the heap of clothes on the floor. + +Debby meant to be firm. She had intended from the first that +Hester should be rigidly disciplined. She believed in "the +speak-when-spoken-to" child. But there are some arguments that cannot be +questioned. She wanted Hester to love her above anyone else. She could +not chide her for doing that. Debby's discipline went to the winds. + +"How very foolish you talk, Hester!" she said reprovingly; but she +looked up at the girl with such a tender light in her eyes, that Hester +laughed aloud. + +"But you like my foolishness, Aunt Debby. I know you do." She was down +beside Debby Alden with her hand laid caressingly on the woman's arm. + +"Now, Hester, you are--" + +"But you like me to be foolish. You know you do, Aunt Debby." + +"I surely do not--" + +Hester laughed again. Aunt Debby was blushing like a young school-girl. + +"You cannot say that you do not like it," cried Hester. "You turn the +question every time and do not answer directly." + +"We'll finish this work and go back to our packing," was the firm +rejoinder. "Your little baby-clothes are here. Your mother must have +been a fine needle-woman, for the rolled hems and hemstitching are +perfect." + +The little dresses and petticoats were yellow with age. There was no +distinguishing mark about them. They were of fine sheer linen, and +exquisitely made. But thousands of babies over the land might have worn +just such garments. + +"You had a little handkerchief about your neck like a bib," continued +Debby. "This is it. It was pinned down in front with an odd pin. It's +rather peculiar and not worth much as far as money goes." + +She handed the pin to Hester. It was of yellow metal--gold, perhaps--of +oval shape and about the size of a dime. Inside the outer gold edge was +woven a narrow strand of hair, and within this was imbedded a peculiar +yellow stone. + +"Isn't it pretty!" cried Hester. She held it in her hands and examined +it eagerly. It was the first interest she had evinced in anything which +belonged to that time before she entered the Alden home. + +"I fancy it isn't gold," continued Debby Alden. "I never knew gold to +have that peculiar tinge. It was that way when I unpinned it from your +bib. I tried to brighten it a little, but I couldn't. It looks now just +as it did when I laid it away. That stone, of course, is nothing more +than a bit of yellow glass of small value." + +"Yes," said Hester slowly. Her eyes were fixed upon the queer stone. "I +never saw a bit of glass look so. When I hold it one way, it looks like +a spark of fire. It looks as deep as a well, when you look directly into +the center." + +"Cut glass," said Debby. "All cut glass reflects light like that." + +Cut glass or something more, it appealed to Hester. Turning it about in +her hand, she examined it critically. + +"There's a little hook here at the end," said Hester. "Did you notice +that, Aunt Debby?" Debby took the pin in her hand to examine it. "I +didn't notice that before. It has been an old fashioned earring made +into a pin. Earrings used to be fashionable. No lady ever dressed +without them, I've heard my mother say. The breast-pin that I wear with +my gray silk was made from an earring of Grandmother Palmer's. Dear, +dear, I wonder who wore these." + +"I'm going to keep this and wear it, Aunt Debby." + +"I don't believe I would, Hester. Someone might ask you where you got +it." + +"And I shall tell them it was my mother's, and that I wore it when I was +a little baby. That is true. Isn't it, Aunt Debby?" + +"You might lose it--" Debby began. + +"If I do, no one will care except me. I'd dearly love to have it, Aunt +Debby. Isn't it my own to do with as I please?" + +There was no argument to bring against this, and Debby remained silent. +Hester, pleased with the bauble, pinned it on her dress and then set +about replacing the other articles in the trunk. + +The pin might be cut glass or something better. Neither Debby nor Hester +knew, nor could they know that it would bring to Hester loss of friends +and--but neither the girl or woman could anticipate that. At present, +all they could do was to admire the glitter of the stone and watch the +changing lights play upon it. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +I was the last week in August when Debby Alden and Miss Richards moved +into the cottage at the east end of Lockport. The seminary was not to +open until a week later and Hester was with her friends, assisting in +every way she could in putting the place to rights. + +Thursday evening, the house was immaculate. There was neither fad nor +fancy about its equipment. Debby had brought down some great +four-posters, old blue china, and solid silver. Miss Richards had +several black walnut armchairs that were old enough to have been +Mayflower Pilgrims, but which were not. There was a rug which Miss +Richards had picked up in Europe twenty years before and a gay screen +which Lieutenant Richards had bought a century before in an old junk +shop in China. + +"We look as though we had stepped from a previous century," said Miss +Richards. "We haven't a modern article about us--" She glanced toward +Hester and then added--"except Hester." + +"You really need me," responded the girl. "I'm the only piece of +twentieth-century furniture you and auntie have. I think I shall remain +with you. I could study just as well here as shut up in that old stone +building. I really think I could get my lessons better." + +"I think so, too," said Miss Richards, "that is if you refer but to book +lessons." + +"What other kind could there be?" + +"The kind that people teach you. They are all sorts of lessons, as +varied in kind as there are people. The girls at Dickinson will teach +you many a good lesson." + +"I should think you and Aunt Debby could do it better. I've quite made +up my mind to be but a parlor student." + +"There are some things Debby and I cannot teach you. We love you too +much to give you the very lessons which we know would prove best for +you. The girls at school will do that for us." + +"I do not always quite understand," said Hester. "Mr. Sanderson used to +declare that I was neither philosophical nor mathematical. I do not see +deeply into matters. I do know, though, which I like. Just now there is +nothing I should like better than being at home with you and Aunt Debby, +and I have quite made up my mind to that." + +"You had better unmake it, Hester," said Debby who, coming into the +house at that moment, had overheard their words. + +"You will remain at the seminary even over Saturday and Sunday, except +once each month. Miss Weldon does not approve of pupils coming back and +forth. I think she is quite right. This flitting about gives a most +unsettled feeling. You will not know where you belong, and we'll have +none of it for you." + +Hester sighed and turned aside. She was disappointed, only for the time. +Had she been Debby Alden's own daughter, she could not have partaken +more strongly of some of Debby's characteristics. When Hester once made +up her mind, she was quite "set." She had no thought of giving up her +plans. + +"About the time that I'm ready to leave them, they'll both realize how +much they'll miss me. Then I'll be able to persuade Aunt Debby to allow +me to board at home." + +Confident in her power of persuasion, Hester went about her work as +happy as though the matter had been adjusted to her satisfaction. + +There was yet some shopping to be done before Hester's outfit would be +complete. Miss Debby had purposely delayed buying until she came to +Lockport where she believed a better selection might be made. + +Miss Richards had friends in town and had gone off to spend the day with +them. After the household duties had been disposed of, Debby and Hester +set out on their shopping expedition. + +The morning was delightful and Debby, who took pleasure in the exercise +of her muscles, decided to walk. With the exception of the summer homes +which lay on the outskirts, Lockport was compact. The shopping district +lay within a few squares. The store windows were tastefully decorated +and Hester to whom all this was new, lingered to gaze and comment. + +"I never knew hats could be so pretty. Did you, Aunt Debby? Why the +window is a dream--a poem!" She paused to study the millinery display. + +She had grown tall. Her shirt-waist suit of white linen was dainty and +simple. She had pushed back her hat. When she was interested in +anything, she was wholly unconscious of herself and what was going on +about her. Now with bright eyes, and flushed cheeks, she stood before +the window. She was a very pleasing sight to passers-by. More than one +person stopped for a backward glance and smiled, well pleased, and +passed on. Someone in particular found her pleasing. A young man +hurrying from the store adjoining, paused a moment to look at Hester. +Her face was in profile. All he could see was the cheek and chin, the +tall, slender figure and the long braid of hair. + +He paused but a moment. Then he smiled with delight and advancing, came +up beside her. "Hello, honey. I did not know you were in town. Are you +picking your fall chapeau?" + +Hester was startled. She looked about her. Debby Alden had moved on and +unconscious of what was taking place, was studying the display in +windows several yards distant. + +At Hester's alarm, a flush came to the young man's face. + +"I humbly crave your pardon," he said, lifting his hat. "I mistook you +for my cousin Helen. Believe me, I regret exceedingly--" + +Debby Alden had turned at this moment. She came hurrying up. Hester had +been alarmed and turned to lay her hand on Debby's arm. + +"He thought I was his cousin," said Hester. + +Debby turned toward the young man who would have explained had she +allowed him to do so; but she gave him such a glance that words failed +him. + +"Come, Hester, an apology is merely an insult." Hester walked meekly +along. She was not able to grasp the situation. + +"He said he thought I was his cousin, Aunt Debby. He seemed so sorry--" + +"Nonsense. He had no idea that you were his cousin or anyone else that +he knew. He is just a smart, ill-bred young man, Hester, who, thinking +you a stranger and not used to the ways of a city, did what he could to +annoy you. Never pay any attention to such folk, Hester. Hurry away from +them as fast as you can. They are never desirable people to know." + +"But he looked very nice, Aunt Debby. Did you notice his eyes? I liked +the way he spoke. I really do believe that he thought that I was his +cousin." + +"It matters little what you think on such matters. Hereafter never give +anyone time to apologize for speaking to you." + +Smith and Winter's was the largest store in Lockport. It was on Pine, +between Third and Fourth Streets. It was here that Debby Alden intended +making her purchases. + +"Do you think you would like a tan jacket better than a blue one, +Hester?" she asked as the floor-walker was conducting them toward the +coat department. + +"I think so, Auntie. But you select what you think is best." + +Debby made known her wants to the sales-woman. Jackets of tan and blue, +of many sizes and shades were brought forth and tried on Hester. They +were interrupted in their selection, by one of the girls from the +alteration department, claiming the attention of the clerk. + +"Miss Herman, did Mrs. Vail say when she wished her dress?" + +"It was to be sent out to-morrow, but she telephoned last evening saying +that she was called away. We are to send the dress on. She may not come +back here. Her cottage will close this week." + +"That's odd. She promised to come back for another fitting." + +"She often does that; but she's not erratic. She always has a reason for +going off in that way. When you get to know her as I do, you will think +she's the sweetest woman in the world." + +"I wasn't thinking of that--nor did I mean to criticise her. I wanted to +know whether or not I should finish her work without another fitting." + +"No, I'd wait." The clerk who had been addressed as Miss Herman turned +to Debby Alden and waited her orders. + +"Hester thinks the tan will please her best," said Debby. "If you can +send it out to this address," she gave the woman her card. Miss Herman +read it and smiled. "I have mistaken you all along for someone else. I +thought you were Mrs. Loraine. I never met her, but her daughter is a +seminary student here and often comes into my department. I was sure +that this young lady was a younger sister of Helen Loraine's." + +"No, we are not related. I know nothing of the people," said Debby +stiffly. + +"They are a fine family," said the clerk. "We are always pleased to +serve them." + +Hester would have spoken had not Debby silenced her with a look. + +"Auntie, did you not hear that name?" she said as they moved away. +"Helen Loraine. Isn't that the name of the girl who is to room with me, +and that young man said his Cousin Helen." + +"That young man's cousin exists only in his mind, and as your +roommate--she may be a wholly different person. The name Loraine is +common throughout this section." + +"But, Aunt Debby, the clerk thought I looked like--" + +"Nonsense. Some people never see further than their own nose. If the +clerk noticed that your hair and eyes were black, she decided that you +looked like every one else she knew who had the same coloring. I fancy +she said that but to make conversation." + +The following day when Debby Alden suggested that they make ready to go +to the seminary, Hester brought up again the question of remaining at +home. Debby listened patiently until the girl had expressed herself and +had presented every argument in favor of attending the seminary for +recitations merely. When Hester had finished, Debby Alden said quietly: +"Please put on your hat and gloves, Hester. We must take the next car if +I wish to be back home in time to get supper." + +Hester felt that the decision was final and nothing could be gained by +argument. Leaving the room, she soon returned with hat and gloves. These +last articles she swung in her hands as they went down the walk. + +"Hester, when at home we were a little lax about certain customs. Here +in Lockport and among strangers, we must be more careful. Put on your +gloves before we leave the house. My mother taught me that a lady must +finish her toilet before she leaves her home." + +She waited until Hester had put on and buttoned the gloves. "It seems a +trifle," continued Debby, "but it is trifles which mark the difference +between a cultivated and an uncultivated woman." + +When the street car took siding at Williams Street to give right of way +to the east-bound car, a carriage drew up close to the curb. The +coachman was in livery. Hester noticed that at once, for at her home no +distinction in dress was made between the man who drove and he who +employed him. + +Servants in livery were not new to Debby Alden. Her attention was +attracted to the sweet-faced woman in the carriage. This woman who was +richly gowned was scarcely older than Debby herself; but her hair was +white. There was some quality in the face which attracted and held. +Perhaps it was the power of self-control. The power to smile sweetly +when the person had cause only for tears. This woman was bending from +the carriage in conversation with a man and woman on the sidewalk. As +the car moved, the nervous horses jerked suddenly. The woman in the +carriage turned her head and met Debby Alden's direct glance. Just for a +moment, these two women looked into each other's eyes. Then the car +moved on; the carriage bowled along. With each woman an impression of +the unusual lingered. + +Debby really was troubled. The face of the strange woman was as the face +of a half-forgotten friend. + +"That woman in the carriage made me think of someone," she said to +Hester. "But I cannot think who. There was something about the turn of +her head and the way she looked up at me that made me think I have met +her somewhere." + +"I did not see her," said Hester. "I was looking at the coachman. I hope +that some day I may have matched horses and a man in livery." Then she +turned toward Debby Alden. "Hasn't this been a peculiar day, Auntie. +Every one thinks I am someone else, and you think every one is some one +you know." + +"Every one? You are putting it a trifle too strong, Hester. I have come +in contact with a great many people, but I remember but one who made me +think of someone else. You exaggerate, Hester." + +"I'd really rather call it hyperbole," said Hester. "You are a classical +scholar when you use hyperbole and a 'fibber' when you exaggerate." + +Debby smiled at the sally. She and Hester were good friends, with a +perfect understanding between them. + +"Put your effects toward the classical into working order. I catch a +glimpse of the seminary walls, Hester." + +This was the first glimpse Hester had of her new home. There was a long +stretch of grass, old trees and then the low, long, gray wall of stone. +The campus crossed the end of the street. It seemed to the occupants of +the car that they would be carried across the campus and through the +building. But the line turned suddenly and ran along the edge of the +grounds. + +"We get off here, Hester," said Debby leading the way out. + +Hester's gay spirits ebbed. Silently, she followed Debby Alden to the +entrance. The office-boy swung open the great hall door for them to +enter and escorted them down the long hall to the office. + +Hester's eyes grew big. She had not dreamed that any place could be as +beautiful as this. Her feet sank in the soft, thick carpet. She followed +Miss Debby's footsteps as silent as a mouse. + +Doctor Weldon was in her private office. Into this, Marshall conducted +the callers. Hester shook hands in silence, and then sank into the +nearest chair. For the first time in her life, her tongue refused to +work as it should. It felt now as though it were glued to the roof of +her mouth. She listened to the conversation between Doctor Weldon and +Debby, but was not able to grasp what it meant. + +Then Debby arose to depart. Marshall was sent in search of a hall-girl +to conduct Miss Hester Palmer Alden to Room Sixty-two. Then Hester +realized that she and Debby must part. + +"I'll go with you to the door, Aunt Debby," she said. No further word +was said until they stood on the steps and Debby turned for a farewell +embrace. The tears were very close to Hester's eyes; but she forced them +back, determined that she would not vex her Aunt Debby by a show of +feeling. + +Debby put her arms about Hester, kissed her warmly and said, "Be a good +girl, Hester and do as the teachers tell you." + +Such had been her words ten years before when she had taken her into the +primary grade and left her in Miss Carns's care. Hester answered meekly +now as then, "Yes, Aunt Debby." + +Debby went down the winding path. Once she glanced back. Hester was +standing erect with her head thrown proudly back. It was as though she +were declaring, "You may kill me, but I shall not cry." + +The haughty proud turn of the head! Where had Debby seen that before? +The experiences of the day rushed over her like a flood. Hester's poise +and turn of the head were like that of the sweet-faced woman in the +carriage. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +Miss Loraine, so the hall-teacher informed Hester, would be her +roommate. Miss Loraine, however, was not at the seminary at present. She +had come the previous day and attended to business matters, put her room +in order and had then gone out to the home of her aunt who lived at a +country place called Valehurst. + +This information was given to Hester while she was being conducted to +her room. The seminary and living-rooms were under one roof. The main +building was a great rectangular block, containing offices, class rooms, +dining-hall and chapel. From this extended an east dormitory, and one on +the west. Each suite of rooms consisted of a bedroom and a small study +or sitting-room. This was occupied by two students. Number Sixty-two +which Hester was to occupy with Helen Loraine was on the second floor +just where the dormitory joined the main building. It overlooked the +front campus and was considered one of the most desirable rooms in the +school. + +Hester, being new to the ways of boarding-school life did not realize +how fortunate she was in securing so fine a location. Helen Loraine had +been a seminary girl for two years and knew the "ropes." The previous +spring, she had put in an application for Number Sixty-two. She had come +down several days before the opening of school to take possession, +feeling sure that if she was once placed there, no misunderstanding +would arise. There had been several instances at Dickinson, where girls +had moved in their trunks and took possession before the rightful +occupant of the room appeared. + +The hall-teacher escorted Hester to the door and then left her. She +found that the sitting-room lacked the bareness of dormitory rooms. +Helen had unpacked her trunk and converted it, by means of a gay cover +and cushions into a cosy corner. The study table held a few books and a +candle with a shade. Across one end of the room, gay ribbons had been +stretched across the wall. These were filled with photographs. The +second study table held a great number of posters. On top of these, +Hester found a note addressed to herself. + + "DEAR ROOMMATE-TO-BE: I have put up enough belongings to + hold the fort until you arrive. I did not like to do more + until you came. I was afraid you might not like my style of + decoration. I shall be back within a day or so. Meanwhile + make yourself comfortable and do not get homesick. + + "HELEN VAIL LORAINE." + +Hester read the note several times. It was a thoughtful, kind act for +Miss Loraine to leave the note. Hester was already experiencing the +first tinge of homesickness; but she had no intention of giving way to +her feelings. She could do just as Helen had done. She would keep so +busy that she could not even think of Aunt Debby and Miss Richards +sitting down together at their evening meal. + +She unpacked her trunk and put her clothes in order in the closet and +drawers. Helen had rigidly observed the old time custom of the hall and +had stretched a blue ribbon from hook to hook, this portioning off equal +space for herself and roommate. + +Hester heard the ten-minute bell ring, but being unused to the ways of +school, did not know its meaning. She opened the door leading from the +sitting-room into the hall. She paused a moment to ascertain the reason +for the bell's ringing. A murmur of voices came from the several rooms +below. They were beautifully modulated with the intonation of those who +have been trained to speak carefully. + +"Really, I think you are mistaken, Mame. The Fraulein told me that Helen +had gone to her aunt and would not return until Monday." + +"I am not mistaken. Do you think that I do not know Helen Loraine when I +roomed with her two terms?" This voice had in it a touch of petulant +decision, as though the speaker was vexed because the responsibility of +settling all pertinent matters devolved upon her. + +"I saw her come across the campus," the speaker continued. "A lady was +with her; but they went into the private office and remained ever so +long. I would have waited had not Miss Burkham come along and informed +me that a public hallway was not the proper place for a young lady." + +Hester heard the words and felt the sudden touch of ironical humor in +them; but she did not know of the smile which passed over the group in +the room below; neither did she know Miss Burkham. + +"I saw her," a third voice took up the conversation. It was a ringing, +clear, happy voice as though the speaker had always lived in the +sunshine, and her voice had partaken of its rippling notes. "I saw her +when she crossed the campus, and was sure it was Helen. I was just about +to run out and give her a hug--Helen is the dearest girl in the +world--when I saw I was mistaken. She isn't nearly so tall as Helen and +she doesn't wear her hair in a bun as Helen does. She was an awfully +sweet-looking thing, though, and looked for all the world like Helen." + +"There's a new girl in Sixty-two. She went in there." The voice was +deliberately low and steady. It was as though the owner had grown weary +of life, but meant to live it down if she could. "Perhaps she may be +Helen's sister, who knows?" The tone of voice would have influenced a +stranger to believe that being sister to Helen Loraine, was a dire +calamity. + +A murmur of amusement rippled over the group. "Sara Summerson, do arouse +yourself. Life is worth living, and examinations are months away." + +"It will be all the same to me. It will be this term as it was last. I +shall not have time to get out my lessons. When I wasn't getting a drink +for Erma, I was driving my roommate in from the corridor and getting her +down to work. When I thought I could get out my 'Unter Linden,' Miss +Laird would call me to button her waist. If I ever am principal of a +seminary, I'll have a law passed making it criminal for a teacher to +wear a dress buttoned in the back. It's bound to distract the attention +of the pupils from their books." The slow, sad monotone never varied. +The hearers laughed. A bell rang and there was a sound of a general +uprising. + +Hester, conscious for the first time that she had been listening, +turned into her room and closed the door. She heard the sound of passing +footsteps, the murmur of voices, and then all grew still. + +Alone in the dormitory! It sounded to her as fearful as alone in the +desert. But Hester had not been trained by Debby Alden without effect. +She had not the least intention of sitting down and giving way to her +homesick feeling. The fear that she might give way, aroused her. She +grew antagonistic with herself. There was some unpacking yet to be done +and Hester flew at it as though her life depended on having it done a +certain time and in regular fashion. + +The little old-fashioned brooch which her Aunt Debby had given her was +in a tiny box by itself. Hester took it out and examined it carefully. +The little bit of cut glass in the center attracted her strongly. In the +sunlight it gleamed like fire. In the shadow it showed a pale yellow +tinge like the petal of a faded yellow rose. + +Hester had no desire to wear it. It was pleasant, however, to have +something which belonged to one's own people. The Alden home was rich +in bits of china, linen, and silverware which had been handed down from +generation to generation; but this little circle of gold, the mat of +hair and bit of glass, was all that Hester had of which she could say, +"This belonged to my family." + +Helen's note had bade her make herself comfortable. Hester felt +privileged to inspect the posters, take up the books and to examine the +photographs. + +She was growing hungry. The dinner hour must have passed. Perhaps, the +bells which she had heard ringing earlier in the evening were to call +the students to the dining-room. Hester had not understood that, but it +really made little difference. She would not have ventured alone into +the dining-hall though she were starving. + +The hall-girl from the west dormitory had evidently forgotten her. It +was the duty of hall-girls to play the part of hostess to new students. +Fortunately for Hester, there were other persons more thoughtful than +the hall-girls. + +Hester had reached the stage where a good healthy appetite would have +looked with favor upon crackers and cheese, when a knock came at the +door. She opened to admit a round-faced, dimple-cheeked girl of sixteen, +bearing a tray in her hand. + +"I hope I am not intruding," she said. It was the same slow droll voice +which Hester had overheard an hour before in the room below. "I am Sara +Summerson, one of last year's girls. I did not know until after dinner +was over that you were here,--a stranger and starving. The servants are +in the dining-hall, so I asked Mrs. Hopkins if I might bring your dinner +here." + +"I am so glad!" cried Hester. "Will you come in?" + +The invitation was not necessary. The caller was evidently a lady of +resources, despite the slowness of her speech and movement. She had +entered, moved back the books from the nearest study table and had set +down her tray. "I brought you some tea," she said. "Will you not please +sit down and eat while I fill your cup. We did have cocoa. I did not +know which you like best; but I did know that if one does not like +cocoa, one cannot bear to taste it." + +Hester took her place at the table. Her new acquaintance sat opposite. +Hester studied her now and came to the conclusion that she could like +Sara Summerson. She was of Hester's age and physique, but of wholly +different coloring. Her eyes were gray and calm; while Hester's were +black and at times snapping. She wore a simple white gown with a Dutch +neck. She was not at all pretty; but she was good to look at. There was +a repose and calmness about her that had a good effect on Hester. Her +droll slow smile gave an expression of humor to her slightest word. + +While Hester was eating, the caller made no attempt to converse. When +Hester had finished her meal, Sara looked across at her, viewed her +slowly and serenely and said, "I saw you to-day when you came from the +car. I thought you were Helen Loraine." + +"I have heard that several times to-day," said Hester. "Is Helen Loraine +beautiful?" It was a guileless question and Hester saw no compliment to +herself in the asking. Sara scanned her slowly, deliberately. "If she +were, I should not tell you. I never spoil people by complimenting +them--even though it be over someone's else shoulder. No, she is not +beautiful. She's more than that. She's distingué." She smiled blandly at +Hester. + +"I'm afraid I do not know what you mean. That word is new to me." + +"It would not be if you could see it printed. It is no doubt, one of +your most intimate words. I've given it the French pronunciation. Miss +Webster declares my French is startling in its originality. You wish to +know of Helen? She is one of those people that you need to glance at but +once to know that she is something. She is tall and fine-looking; but +that is not all. She has an 'air' you know." + +Yes; Hester did know. An "air" in this sense meant the same as Debby +Alden's "stock." + +"And I look like her? I was mistaken to-day for her while in a store." + +"You look much alike, yet there is a difference. Are you related to +her?" + +"No, indeed. I never heard the name until to-day." + +The subject ended there. Sara sat for some time. She told Hester of the +customs of the hall, the manner of calling and returning calls; the +conventions which were observed when one had a spread, and the social +distinction between that and a fudge party. Fudge-making was always +informal, and often surreptitious. Anyone might be invited to it; but a +spread and chafing-dish party observed a difference. + +"It had been known," Sara said, "in that very dormitory that +freshmen--girls who had not been in school a month--had had the audacity +to invite a senior to their parties. But they never did it a second +time." + +Thus having put Hester on the right track socially, Sara took up her +tray and departed. + +"The first bell rings at nine forty-five," so Sara had informed her. +This gave the girls a half-hour to prepare for bed and for Bible +reading. + +Hester looked at the time. It was fully an hour before the retiring bell +would ring. She had a feeling that after the first night, she would not +mind being alone. She felt like an alien now. Perhaps, she would soon +become part. She hoped so at least; for there is nothing quite as +lonesome as being alone among many people. Sara had offered to escort +her to breakfast and to introduce her to the other girls. Had Helen +Loraine been in school, the courtesy would have been hers to fulfill. + +To sit idle was impossible to Hester. The little box in which she had +placed her pin, lay on the table. Without thinking, she placed it in the +corner of her wardrobe, where it fitted snugly. In the shadow, it was +hardly distinguishable from the woodwork. She put it safely away and +then, perhaps because it was a new possession, straightway forgot about +it for months. + +Helen's photographs were many. The seminary girls had the habit of +exchanging pictures each commencement. So it followed that students who +had gone through their spring semesters, were well provided for in the +line of pictures. Hester looked them over. There were girls and girls +and yet more girls. Some wore evening dresses and hair in party style; +others were in cap and gown. There were gymnasium costumes and bathing +suits--all utilized for the picturing of girls. + +Among the hundred or more were but one or two which were not those of +students. There was one, old and fingermarked. It was that of a mother +and children. The mother was young and beautiful. A boy leaned against +her knee and a baby nestled in her arms. The boy was a handsome, manly +little fellow; the baby was dimpled and smiling; its head was covered +with soft dark curls, and its eyes were large and dark. + +"Isn't she sweet?" said Hester to herself. "She looks as though she +could eat those children up. She seems so fond of them. Mothers are +always that way. Mrs. Bowerman looks at Mary as though she was the +prettiest thing in the world and Mary is homely--just ordinarily homely, +and Jane Orr's mother--." The thought was too much for Hester. Her lips +quivered, her eyes filled with tears so that she could scarcely +distinguish the features of the picture which she held in her hand. +"It's just a way that mothers have," she said again. "I do wish I had +had a mother!" + +Then, as though the thought were unjust to the woman who had taken a +mother's place to her, she added quickly. "But I wouldn't give up Aunt +Debby for any mother--not even Jane Orr's." + +She did not realize how long she sat with the picture in her hand, +studying the mother and children. She was awakened from her reverie by +the half-hour bell. She was relieved at the sound of it. Now she could +sleep and forget that she was alone and under a strange roof. + +She was very tired and soon fell asleep. An hour passed and in a +half-conscious way she was aware that the light was on in the +sitting-room and someone was moving softly about as though not to +disturb her. She was too far gone in slumber to realize where she was. +She thought that she was back home and Aunt Debby had slipped in to see +that she was properly covered. Satisfied that this was so, she fell +sound asleep. It was broad day when she was awakened by someone bending +over her. She felt the touch of lips on her forehead and the sound of a +sweet musical voice. + +"Wake up, little roommate. The rising-bell rang long ago. You will miss +breakfast." + +Then as Hester opened her eyes wide, she saw bending over her, a tall, +slender girl enveloped in a soft kimona, and with her dark hair +streaming like waves over her shoulders. + +Beautiful! Hester decided at that instant that she had never seen a +sweeter face. + +"I slipped in last night so that I might not waken you. I am Helen +Loraine. I hope we shall be good friends, little roommate." + +[Illustration: "I AM HELEN LORAINE."--_Page 68._] + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +After a few days' acquaintance with Helen Loraine, Hester understood +what Sara meant by saying that Helen had an "air" about her. She was +always friendly, but never intimate or familiar. The sweep-women in the +hall were accorded the same courtesy as a teacher. She was sympathetic +without being gushing. She was just in her treatment of others, generous +and kind, yet she never allowed herself to be imposed upon. With Hester, +she divided all things equally; neither giving nor keeping a larger +part. She was as just to herself as to others. She would have battled +royally before she would have given up one of her rights. Yet no one +imposed upon her; for there was that about her which instinctively fixed +the boundary line. It was not what she did or said, but what she _was_, +which caused her to find favor among the students. + +During the first week, Helen and Hester spent their spare time in +arranging their rooms. It was really marvelous what could be done with +cretonne and dotted swiss. Hester had come prepared to do her part in +the furnishings. Debby Alden, acting upon Miss Richards's suggestion, +had selected for Hester, fancy covers, cushions and a few pictures. + +Hester had not realized the importance of the accessories until the +"fixing up" fever was apparent. During the first week of school, the +conversation of the entire dormitory was concerning the arrangement of +their rooms. There were no calls made. The conventions of the hall +frowned upon one student calling upon another until that other had time +to put her rooms in livable condition. + +Working together, Helen and Hester soon grew friendly. Before the week +had ended, Helen knew that Debby Alden was the most remarkable article +in the aunt line that the age had produced. She knew also that Hester +had neither sister nor brother; but she did not know that the name Alden +had been given her by courtesy rather than by right, or that Hester and +the beloved Aunt Debby held no ties of blood in common. + +On the other hand, Hester learned that Helen was an only child; that she +had a cousin Robert Vail who was almost as a brother to her; that Robert +had neither brother nor sister, and that his mother, who was Helen's +Aunt Harriet, loved Helen and kept her at the Vail home as much as +possible. + +"You would like Aunt Harriet," said Helen in one of the confidences. It +was Friday evening. The study hour had been short. The girls in kimonas +and with their hair in braids, sat in their sitting-room. As they +talked, they gave satisfied admiring glances about the room. + +"Aunt Harriet is only forty, yet her hair is white. She had nervous +trouble and brain fever that caused her to become gray; but in other +ways she is like a girl. She is most unselfish. The girls in school love +her. She understands what girls like and is always doing something nice +for them. I cannot explain to you in what way she is so attractive. When +you meet her, you'll understand just how she is." + +"I may never meet her," said practical Hester. + +"You will if you remain at Dickinson. When she is at her home, she comes +to see me very often. Her country home, Valehurst, is back on the hills, +about three miles from here. It is a charming place. You have noticed +how the road gradually rises from Susquehanna Avenue. It ends in a +little plateau and there Aunt Harriet's home stands." + +"Her country home? Doesn't she always live there?" + +"No, uncle has business which keeps him in the city a great part of the +time. He must be there during the winter. Generally, the family stay at +Valehurst until the last of September. Then Aunt Harriet drives or +motors in each week to see me. She likes her horses best, because they +are alive. She is very fond of animals and was a fine horsewoman when +she was younger. She always takes me for a ride, and best of all, takes +my roommate with me." + +"But she does not know me," Hester was tremblingly expectant. At home, +automobiles were rare, and Hester knew no more of them than the smell of +the gasoline. To ride in an automobile would be a joy unspeakable. If +it should chance that Mrs. Vail would take her, she would write and +tell Jane Orr about it and describe the sensations that went with the +ride. + +"But she will know you. She makes a point of knowing all my friends. I +know just what she will say the instant she comes into this room. She +has a proud way with her. She carries herself very straight and holds +her head high." Helen arose and moving toward the door, showed to Hester +the grand manner of her Aunt Harriet. + +"She will say," continued Helen, "'I am very glad to see you, Helen. I +miss you very much. Have you everything you need for your room and your +wardrobe? If you haven't, make out a list and I shall see that you are +provided for, and your roommate, dear. I hope you like her. I should +like to meet her.'" + +Helen came back to her easy chair. She laughed softly as she leaned +back. "And then you'll be brought in and her heart will warm to you. It +always does to every girl she meets, and it will to you. Do you know +what you will do, Hester Palmer Alden?" + +"No, about that time, I'll be so embarrassed that I shall not be able +to say a word. If your aunt is haughty and proud, I shall be afraid." + +"But she is not that kind of proud. I know what you'll do. You'll do +just what every girl has done. You'll fall heels over head in love with +her and before she goes, you'll be ready to declare that she's the +dearest woman in the world." + +"Except Aunt Debby," said Hester with dignity. + +"Hester, will you light the alchohol lamp. Let us have a cup of cocoa +before we go to bed. You set the chafing-dish boiling while I look for +Aunt Harriet's picture." + +Helen began her search among the pictures which had been heaped in a +basket; for after grave consideration, she and Hester had decided that +photographs ranged about the wall were out-of-date and not at all in +harmony with the other fittings of their rooms. + +Hester lighted the alchohol burner; suspended the kettle and brought +forth the cups. This was one of the side-issues of school life on which +she had not counted. She had been anticipating successive days of hard +study and recitations. Having never experienced it, she could not dream +of the little social bits which crept in as easy and naturally as they +did at home; the half hour of confidential chat, the lunches, the visits +into the rooms of the other girls, the walks and rides; the gymnasium +stunts and the dances where the tall girls lead. + +The kettle was boiling before Helen found the picture. + +"Here it is!" she cried triumphantly. "It is really soiled for I have +kept it out for two or three years. This does not look as Aunt Harriet +does now. It was taken a long time ago." As she talked she held out the +card to Hester. + +"Why, that is the picture I liked so well. When you were not here--that +first evening I was alone, I looked over your pictures. What a sweet +face she has and what dear little children! Is that little boy your +cousin Robert?" + +"Yes, but he does not look like that now. When I wish to tease him, I +show him this picture. He thinks it is horrid--perfectly horrid--though +the word he uses is 'beastly.' He declares if he could find the man who +took such a picture he'd have him in jail--or have his life." + +"What for?" asked Hester. + +"Simply for putting out such a picture. Rob says it is libel--pure and +simple, to say he ever looked like that." + +"I think it is lovely," said Hester. "Is the baby you?" + +"No; that is Aunt Harriet's little girl. I am a year older than she." + +Hester studied the picture attentively. While she did so, her mind +reviewed the remarks Helen had made in regard to the Vail family. There +were statements at variance. + +"You said Robert had no sisters or brothers," she said. + +"He hasn't," was the reply. "They did--that is--" Helen was visibly +embarrassed. She could not equivocate, neither could she go into details +of a family history. She hesitated a moment and said, "Little Dorothy +was not with them long--just a year." + +"Poor little baby. It must be dreadful to die when you are little. You +miss so much. If I had died when I was little, I should have been sorry +all the time thinking about what I had missed." + +Hester's new logic caused her not to notice that Helen had made no +affirmation in regard to the death of the child. + +"Little Dorothy," was what Hester called her. From that time on, at odd +moments, Hester introduced the subject of "little Dorothy," yet never +became aware that the subject was not a pleasing one to Helen who never +encouraged or took part in it. + +Taking the card, Helen slipped it into the basket. + +"Is your cocoa ready, Hester? I am almost famished. I never eat veal, so +Friday evenings I go hungry. Friday is always veal day at school." + +"I was so interested in the picture that I forgot about the cocoa." She +hurried to the alcohol lamp. + +"It is burnt out. It really did not have much in it. I should have +filled it, I suppose. But I am not accustomed to cooking in this way. +The water is boiling." + +She measured the cocoa and cream into the cups and poured the boiling +water from the kettle upon it. + +"I wish your Aunt Harriet would come to see you to-morrow," continued +Hester. "I liked her picture when I first saw it. I know that I should +like her almost as much as I do Aunt Debby. Do you think that she will +come to-morrow?" + +"No, not to-morrow. She went away last week. She did not expect to go, +but she heard something which caused her to go to Canada. Poor Aunt +Harriet!" + +The last words surprised Hester. She could see no just cause for the use +of that word "poor," in connection with Mrs. Vail. To Hester's mind, a +woman with a city and country home, automobiles, horses, and servants in +livery was far from being poor. + +The week had been so filled with new experiences that Hester had been +from her room only for recitations, meals and the required walk about +the campus. She had met a number of the girls, but with the exception of +Helen and Sara, could not remember the name of any. + +"I'll never know one girl from another. They all look alike to me," she +said to Sara one day. + +"Not when you know them. You'll know Renee--" She stopped in time. She +was not naturally critical. To express her opinion to Hester concerning +the girls, was not fair. + +"We are all different," she continued slowly. "All with different +virtues and faults. To be perfectly candid, I'm the only really fine one +in the set." + +They had been walking arm in arm up and down the corridor. As they came +to the rear door of the dormitory, Sara paused. "More notices, I see. +Come, Hester, we must know the worst at once. Here is where our dear +Miss Burkham makes known her by-laws." + +For the first time, Hester observed the white cards stuck along the edge +of the door. Pausing before them, she read aloud. + +"The young ladies will not make use of this entrance except to gain +admittance to the gymnasium. On all other occasions, the front dormitory +door must be used." + +Then Sara explained. "Miss Burkham does not approve of visits at rear +doors. When the girls have on the gym suits, they are not permitted to +go to the front of the building. If you go out this door, you can enter +the gymnasium without attracting undue attention." + +Sara smiled. Undue attention was Miss Burkham's bugbear. She was always +endeavoring to instill into the minds of her charges, that a lady never +attracts undue attention. The word had been in use so frequently that it +had become a by-word among the students. + +"The next card is what makes my mouth water," continued Sara who had +been reading silently. + +"Beginning with the first week of the fall term, the ice-cream man will +keep to the front side of the east wing. Plates will be put in their +usual place for Belva to take care of." + +"Basket-ball team Number one--known as the Invincibles will hold a +business meeting at 10:30 Saturday morning in the gymnasium." + +This last notice was signed, "Helen Loraine, Captain." + +"She never told me," cried Hester. "I never suspected that she was +interested." + +"Helen never tells anything about herself," said Sara. "Sometimes I +grow quite exasperated about her reticence. She has been on the team +ever since she was a student here. She played well before she came. Her +cousin, Rob Vail, was a captain when he was in school and he taught her +all the tricks of the game." + +Hester had no words to express herself. Basket-ball! It was enough to +send the color to her cheeks. She had seen the boys in the high-school +play. At home, girls did not indulge in such games. It might be that she +herself, Hester Alden, could learn to play and be put on one of those +teams. The thought brightened her cheeks and sent the blood through her +veins with excitement. + +"Who teaches you? How many teams have you, and how can you get on one? +Does it take long to learn to play?" + +Sara looked at her. Sara was deliberate. Her expression now was one of +sad surprise. + +"Do you often talk as fast as that?" she asked. "And do you expect your +friends to answer with the same velocity? If you do, Hester Alden, never +come to me with your questions." + +Hester laughed. "I always talk fast when I get excited. The words pop +from my mouth like pop-corn over a hot fire." + +"Give me time and I'll answer your questions. Our crack team is the +Invincibles. They are the only one we allow to play the tournament games +with outside teams. They play with the girls from the high school, the +Normal Training School and, with some of the seminary teams. I really do +not remember how many games were scheduled last year. They have never +allowed me to play. I'm too--. Helen Loraine is good enough to say +'_deliberate_.' The other girls call it '_slow_.' + +"Then of course there must be a scrub team for the Invincibles to battle +against. You must play scrub before you can hope to become an +Invincible. Then the freshies and juniors have substitute teams. They +practice with each other and fill up on the other teams as they are +needed." + +"I think I could learn to play," said Hester. "I am not--not very +deliberate." + +"I should say not, if you fly at a ball in the same way you talk. You +might get on a substitute team. Miss Watson, the physical-culture +teacher, will hold a meeting soon. The first week of school is generally +so busy that the gymnasium work is not begun. + +"But next week, she will meet the girls and make arrangements for the +work on the teams and in the gym. If I were you and really wished to +play, I'd speak to Helen Loraine. She'll get you on if anyone can. You +need a friend at court, for there are always more applications than +there are places or times for practice. + +"We must turn back. Miss Burkham would campus us, if we were to go out +at this door." Sara turned and arm in arm, the girls moved toward the +front entrance. "Listen, do you hear that melodious bell? That is +Sykes's cow-bell. Come, and I'll treat you." + +Hester followed as Sara lead the way from the front dormitory door out +on to the campus. As they passed the end room, the sound of voices in +conversation came to them. + +"Can you let me have some perfume, Erma, and a fine handkerchief? I +neglected to put mine in the laundry." + +"Help yourself," was the reply. + +Sara smiled. "Erma Thomas is easily worked. If she does not take a firm +stand, she'll keep Renee in perfume and other extras for the entire +year." + +Just then the door opened and Renee Loveland came out. She was a tall, +handsome girl, with the bearing of a princess. She bore in her hands a +bottle of perfume and two dainty handkerchiefs. + +The campus sloped naturally toward the public road; yet it was several +feet higher. The boundary had been made definite by a low cement coping. +On this, sat several girls, among which was Berenice Smith. Across the +road was an ice-cream wagon, surrounded by a score of girls with their +purses in their hands. The ice-cream man was measuring cream into small +wooden butter-plates. + +"Here's the way we do," said Sara as Hester looked dubiously about in +search of means with which she might dispose of her cream. + +"This is the way." Sara deftly broke off a bit of the dish where it +curved upward. "These make the best spoons in the world, and one never +need bother keeping them in order." + +Soon walking by two's and three's, across the campus, moved the girls, +each bearing in her hand her wooden dish with ice-cream. + +Berenice sat alone on the coping. Hester Alden was not a reader of faces +and could give no reasons for her pet likes and dislikes. She +instinctively did not like Berenice, although the acquaintance had gone +no further than a passing word. Berenice was dark, with coloring which +inclined to swarthiness; her brow was low, and her eyes small and deeply +set. She made an effort to be pleasant and invariably made flattering +remarks to those with whom she conversed. As the girls approached, she +held out her purse toward Sara. + +"Be good and bring me a chocolate and peach cream," she said. "I am as +far as I am allowed to go." + +Taking the purse, Sara performed the commission and returned. + +"For how long?" she asked. + +"Two weeks. One week is almost over." + +This was all Greek to Hester. She looked from one to the other; but +they, taking it for granted that all the school world understood, +offered neither explanation nor information. + +As they crossed the tan-bark, Mame Cross met them. She looked like a +fashion-plate in a tailored gown and handsome hat. + +"I've had permission to go down town," she said. "Do you want me to get +anything for you?" The question was put to Sara. + +"We're out of alcohol. You'd better order some." + +"Did you know that Berenice is campused for two weeks? She made fudge +Monday evening after the study bell rang. Miss Burkham discovered it at +once. Anyone passing through the hall could smell fudge cooking." + +"It seems strange that Miss Burkham should campus her for that. We made +fudge. It was the first night and no one is expected to observe study +hours during the first evening." + +"But Berenice lied. You know Miss Burkham will not tolerate deception. +It was not making fudge but the deception that caused the punishment." + +Mame moved away. She would have been a beautiful girl, had she not +looked bored and unhappy. + +"You're new suit is beautiful, Mame," said Sara over her shoulder. + +"Do you think so? I simply cannot bear it. I never have anything like +other girls." + +"That is Maine's old cry," said Sara when she was beyond hearing. "She +is the best-dressed girl in school and she has a father who is devoted +to her. She has everything in the world to make her happy, but she's +always complaining. Now, Erma is different. She's perfectly satisfied. +Every dress she owns is a perfect love of a dress." + +Hester had said very little during this hour with Sara; but she had +learned a great deal. There had been no guile or envy in Sara's frank +expression of the virtues and faults of her friends; and not for an +instant did she think she was making an error or stepping over the +border line of kindliness when she told Hester all she knew of those +students. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +Hester was not a girl to condescend to subterfuge to gain a point. She +was often frank to painfulness. To her mind when one wished a favor, the +only way was to speak directly and ask for it. She was neither politic +nor tactful. She had decided that basket-ball was the one game that was +really worth playing. Tennis was old and did not appeal to her. She and +Jane Orr had played tennis ever since they had been old enough to hold a +racquet. But basket-ball! The thought of it sent the blood coursing +through her veins. + +At the first opportunity, she spoke to Helen. She went to the subject +directly like a bullet to the bull's eye. + +"Sara Summerson told me you were captain of the first team and that you +had a good bit of influence in getting the girls on the other teams. I +would like to play and I wish you would put me on. Will you?" + +"I cannot put you on the first or even the scrub. I must pick from the +substitute teams to fill any vacancy. I have nothing at all to do with +the sub. The physical instructor does that, and of course picks out the +girls whom she thinks will be able to play the game. But I'll speak to +her about you." + +"I wish you would," said Hester. "I'm _fairly_ aching to get into a +game." + +"You'll be _completely_ aching after your first practice," said Helen. + +"I'll soon get over it. My muscles were sore for days when I tried to +skate, but I didn't mind." + +The first gymnasium meeting for new students was held Monday afternoon +and Hester was first girl in the room. Helen had promised to go with her +to see that she met Miss Watson but Helen was deliberate and Hester +impatient. So Hester sat alone in the gymnasium for half an hour before +any one appeared. + +Miss Watson was a practical worker. Before many minutes had passed, she +had the students enrolled, the classes organized and the time appointed +for meetings. Having dispatched the regular routine work, she began the +organization of squads for tennis and basket-ball. These were primarily +to train the girls for work in the first teams which played the +tournament games with other schools. + +Before she began her arrangements, Helen Loraine spoke with her. The +conversation could not be heard, but Miss Watson looked toward Hester, +smiled and nodded in affirmation. A few minutes later, she read the +names. Among the freshmen substitutes were Hester's and Berenice's +names. + +"But Berenice played last year," whispered someone near Hester. "She +plays a good game, too. Why didn't Miss Watson put her first or scrub?" + +The reply came but too low for Hester's ears. Helen was waiting in the +corridor when Hester came out. "I know; Miss Watson said she would put +you on. You'll have a good place for passing. You know the game from +observation. But if I were you, I'd read the rules again and again. If +you have them fairly fixed in your mind you are not so apt to make a +foul play. Do your best, and you may work up to one of the other teams +before long. Erma Thomas may not come back after the first of the year. +That will leave one place for a substitute. She plays right guard. She's +one of the finest passers we've had, but she gets rattled if she tries +to make a goal. She's too nervous to play when she is conscious that any +one is looking at her." + +Hester was confident that she would not lose her head if the opportunity +to make a goal came to her. Following Helen's instructions, she studied +the book of rules. She was early at the first practice. Miss Watson gave +the positions; Helen was referee. Hester was given the place of right +guard. + +"Keep your eyes open," said Helen. "I would give a good bit if you could +make a play to put you on the first team." + +Berenice was left guard. A moment before the game was called, she came +up to Hester and spoke low that the others might not hear. "Helen +Loraine knows the game, but there's a whole lot of things she never +sees. Louise Reed is your opponent. She's not at all a suspicious girl. +You see to it that we win. They always pick substitutes from the team +which wins." + +Hester knew little of the subtleties of human nature, and consequently +could not grasp the full import of the remark Berenice had made. + +Renee Loveland and Josephine Moore were captains. To Hester it seemed +like an hour of intense excitement before the ball was in the air and +Renee had sent it forward toward her. + +"Don't hold it--don't hold it," was the one thought in Hester's mind, +for that rule in particular, had made a peculiar impression upon her. +She was naturally a quick actor. Now the ball was scarcely within her +clutches until it was out again across the room to Berenice. Hester +rushed toward the goal, just as Berenice, jerking under the arm of her +opponent, passed the ball back to Hester. Again Hester deftly returned +it; making a backward movement just as Louise was about to cover her. +Again Berenice deftly caught it and dribbled for a yard or more. They +were near enough to the basket for a goal; but Berenice's opponent +covered her. The ball went flying direct across the cage. Louise made a +dash; Hester sprang forward and covered her. In the excitement of the +play, Hester had put forward two hands. Just as quickly she remembered +and swung her right arm about Louise, while with her left hand, she +tossed the ball straight into Renee's clutch. Renee, who knew the game +and played it well, did not lose her presence of mind. Like a flash, she +gave a forward leap and sent the ball to goal. But while it curved +downward in the air, the whistle of the referee was heard. + +[Illustration: AGAIN HESTER DEFTLY RETURNED IT.--_Page 92._] + +"Foul on the freshmen," she cried. "Right guard used two hands to +cover." + +"I think you are mistaken," cried Berenice. "I wasn't playing. Hester +Alden's arm was raised, but it did not touch her opponent." + +"Yes; I did!" cried Hester. "I touched her and then remembered." + +"I didn't know. It must have been a very slight touch," said Louise. + +"We've scored," cried Berenice. + +"I am refereeing the game. Foul on the freshmen." Determination shone in +Helen's eyes as she gave Berenice a look that would have subdued a +sensitive person. Turning about, Hester tossed the ball to Louise who +made a goal from the foul of the freshmen team. The ball went back to +center and the game again was on. + +At the end of the first half, the score stood six to eight in favor of +the sophomores. + +Berenice came up to Hester while she was struggling into her sweater. +"You see how it is," she whispered. Her eyes were snapping with anger +and her voice fairly hissed. "You see what a little prude like you can +do. If you would have sustained me, Renee's goal would have counted us +two, and Louise would have had no chance to make a goal or foul. It +would have been 8 to 7 in our favor." + +"But I really did touch," said Hester. "It was a foul, all right. I +suppose I should have remembered in time; but this is my first game, and +there's a lot to learn." + +"There's something that you will never learn," was the retort and +Berenice turned and walked away. + +Hester did not grasp all that Berenice wished to convey. She believed +the girl was vexed because of the score and attributed Berenice's anger +to righteous indignation at bad playing. Helen came up before the +beginning of the second half. "What about playing this, Hester?" she +asked. "You did some hard playing for a new girl. Do you think you can +stand it for a second half? You'll be stiff to-morrow. I'll ask Renee to +have Edna Bucher substitute for you." + +"I'd rather finish, myself," cried Hester. "Why, I wouldn't stop now for +worlds!" + +"Your own sore muscles be upon yourself then, little roommate," said +Helen smiling. "I have warned you. All that is left for me is to offer +the use of my witch-hazel and arnica." + +"I will not have Edna Bucher substitute," cried Renee coming up. "I am +glad Hester has grit enough to keep to it. This evening we must make a +score." + +"And to-morrow there will be wailing and groaning and rubbing of +muscles," said Helen. The ten minutes was up. Helen moved toward the +center of the cage. + +During the second half, Hester had no active work. She guarded Louise +and was careful not to make another foul move. Berenice was an active +player, getting so interested in the game that she forgot her special +work. She never played into another's hand. Although Renee was the +champion at throwing goals, Berenice risked the score rather than give +the play to the center. She appeared determined that Hester should not +come within touch of the ball, and she moved like a flash of light, +hither and thither, across the cage, seeming to be everywhere at once. + +Helen watched the game closely. She was an impartial referee; her one +desire being to play a fair game. She was aware of Berenice's playing at +cross purposes and watched her closely. At last she called a foul. + +"I don't see why," cried Berenice. Her little beady eyes snapped as she +approached Helen and looked defiantly up at her. + +"Two-hand dribble--the second time you have done the same thing. The +first I let pass unnoticed just--to give you time." + +"I positively did not two-hand the ball. If that is a foul, I--" + +"I am a referee. Get out of the game. Edna Bucher is called to +substitute." + +"I will not--" began Berenice. + +"Get out of the game within a minute or you shall be penalized for all +the games to follow." There was no disputing Helen. Her manner was calm +and her voice low, but authority was in her bearing. She stood ready to +give the signal to play; but before she put the whistle to her lips, she +said quietly, "While I am managing, we'll play an honest game or we will +not play at all." + +The girls, except Berenice, cheered and clapped. She was making her way +from the gymnasium. Her heart was filled with anger and a scowl was on +her face. How she hated Helen Loraine! It was not the first time Helen +had criticised her. + +"And Hester Alden will be another one just like Helen--too goody-good to +live," was her thought. Even after Berenice was being disqualified, +Hester did not understand fully all that had taken place. It was not +until they were at the baths, that a full understanding came to her. +Outside the bath, were the lockers. Sara and Renee had come up and +paused for a moment. + +"Will you allow Berenice to play next game?" asked Sara. + +"Miss Watson must settle that. The captain and referee may disqualify +for one game; but to make it permanent penalizing, the matter must be +brought before Miss Watson. It is a very difficult matter to explain. +The best way would be to have Miss Watson referee for one or two games. +Then she would grasp the subtleties of the situation." + +They passed on. When they were almost beyond hearing, Renee's voice +sounded loud and clear. + +"Sara, I do wish you'd let me wear your tan shoes down town to-morrow +evening. I have permission to go, and I wish to wear my brown suit, but +I have no tan shoes. I wear the same size as you." + +Hester smiled. She had known Renee but ten days, during which time she +could not remember one instance when the conversation did not conclude +with "will you lend?" + +Hester was deliberate in matters of getting from a gym suit into a +dress. When she was ready to appear, the corridor leading from the +gymnasium baths was deserted except for the sweep-women who were putting +the finishing touches to their work. + +Hester hurried out. As she crossed the campus, she found Josephine Moore +sitting on the steps leading up to the dormitory. From this place, there +was an excellent view of the river and the mountain beyond. Josephine +appeared to be spellbound by it. She was a large girl with quantities of +brown hair which she drew loosely back and coiled at the back of her +head. Her eyes were large, lusterless and of a weak and faded blue, but +Josephine had read novels and knew what speaking eyes meant. She tried +to make her eyes soulful. She was of a romantic turn of mind, and +although she would not have prevaricated for the world or done another +harm by repeating anything to their detriment, she was a dreamer of +day-dreams. So well did she dream that it was difficult sometimes for +her to know where truth ended and dreams began. + +"Can you not sit a while?" she asked. She moved to make room beside +herself. Her voice was low and full and had in it a pathetic quality +which was in harmony with her dreams. Hester sat down beside her. Being +somewhat awed by this magnificent creature with the soulful eyes, Hester +sat in silence. + +"I love this time of day," began Josephine in low rapturous voice. "I +love the gathering twilight. I think this is the hour when poets must +sit and dream. The world and work and all horrid things are passing and +only the tender twilight hangs like a mantle over all." She paused and +looked at her companion. Hester felt that a reply of some sort was +expected. She said the first and easiest thing that came to mind. "Yes, +it is sort of nice." + +"'Nice' is scarcely the word. I wish I knew what would exactly express +the feeling. Sublime, soulful--" She paused and raised her eyes as +though to scan the heavens. "I suppose I feel differently from other +people. They tell me that my singing shows soul. I myself have often +noticed the difference between myself and other girls. Would you believe +it? They pass here with laughter and jest. I cannot do that. I always +pause and look at the trees and river. It seems as though a spell comes +upon me. I cannot laugh and jest in the midst of such sublime things." + +"Is Hester Alden there?" cried a gay voice. "Oh, is that you, Jo? +Mooning? You had better come in. If you sit on those cold stones, you'll +take cold and your nose will be red and your eyes watery. You'll not be +sublime then." The cheer and good-nature in the voice robbed it of +ill-feeling. Erma laughed as she appeared. No one could take exception +to anything she said. She was too happy--too well satisfied with the +world and the people about her to do anything or say anything in +bitterness. + +Josephine arose slowly as became one of a poetic and soulful +temperament. + +"You are the slowest mortal, Jo. You are wanted up in Philo Hall. You +haven't fifteen minutes until the first study bell. The girls have been +looking everywhere for you. You are on the program committee." + +"I was carried away--," began Miss Moore. But Erma had turned her back +upon the girl. As she was about to speak to Hester, she was diverted +from her intention by the sound of wheels. Both she and Hester turned +to look as a carriage with a coachman in livery, came from +porte-cochere, turned down the driveway and passed within a few feet of +where the girls stood. The carriage passed under an arc light and Erma +and Hester saw distinctly the features of the woman in the carriage. She +had a beautiful face, although marked with care. Her hair was white, yet +her bearing as she sat erect, was that of a young woman. + +"What a sweet face!" cried Hester. "That is the carriage that blocked +our way, the day that Aunt Debby came up to school with me. I remember +most distinctly." + +The occupant of the carriage had not looked in their direction. Even had +she done so, she could not have distinguished the girls; for they stood +leaning against the pillars and the moving shadows fell dark upon them. + +When the carriage had passed, Erma turned to her companion. "Helen was +looking for you. I told her if I saw you, I'd tell you to go to your +room. Helen has had company--at least I saw someone in her room." + +"It may be Aunt Debby," cried Hester. She did not wait to explain. She +paused not to excuse herself, but went racing down the corridor as fast +as her feet would carry her. Her heels clattered on the hard wood floors +and the sound of her labored breathing was audible at a considerable +distance. + +Just as she reached Number Fifteen, the door opened and Hester was taken +by the arm. This was so unexpected that her first impulse was to jerk +away, and hurry on. Fortunately a sober second thought overcame the +impulse. + +"Miss Alden, is the building burning? Why this haste?" Hester raised her +eyes to those of the preceptress. Miss Burkham was the acme of all that +was cultured and elegant. No imagination was strong enough to picture +her, other than deliberate, low-voiced, serene of countenance. Hester +who knew more of bluntness than irony, replied fearlessly, "No, there is +no fire. I wished to get to my room as quickly as possible." + +"So I surmised. But I see no necessity for this unladylike haste." Her +restraining hand was yet upon Hester's shoulder. The girl felt herself +quivering with the desire to be off down the corridor and up the stairs +to Number Sixty-two. What if Aunt Debby should really be there waiting +for her? Her heart beat fast with the thought. + +Miss Burkham also felt the quivering of flesh under restraint. She +delayed Hester yet longer while she made plain to her the unwritten +by-laws of a lady's conduct. + +"No lady races through the halls, in such fashion. It is the manner of a +tom-boy. You may walk slowly down the corridor. I will stand here to see +if you comprehend just what I mean by slowly. I trust that I may not be +compelled to ask you to return in order that I may give you instructions +in regard to the manner in which a lady walks." + +"No, Miss Burkham," replied Hester humbly. She controlled her impatience +at being thus detained. Miss Burkham released her and Hester moved +forward as though by well-directed machinery. + +On reaching Number Sixty-two, she found Helen standing before her +dressing-table. She was alone. She turned as Hester entered. + +"Little roommate," she said smiling a welcome at Hester. "Little +roommate, I am vexed with you. I have been sending messengers everywhere +in the hope of finding you. My dear Aunt Harriet was here and asked for +you in particular. She waited until the last possible moment. And see +there." + +Helen pointed to a hamper which stood near the doorway. "She has brought +us fruit, cake, and roasted chickens. No, I did not open the basket. +Aunt Harriet told me what was there. It is for you as well as for me. I +know Aunt Harriet, and I know how the basket is arranged. There will be +a chicken for you and one for me; a box of fudge for you and one for me; +and so on through the entire menu. Aunt Harriet is very much afraid that +some girl will have her feelings hurt or feel slighted. Open up the +basket, Hester. I must take off this waist. The collar hurts me. It +always was too high. I'll feel more comfortable in a kimona." + +She turned to her dressing table. "Aunt Harriet brought me something +which pleased me. I have an old pin which belonged to mother when she +was a girl. I thought I had lost it, but Aunt Harriet said I left it at +her home and she brought it with her." + +Helen held the pin in her hand while she talked. Then she laid it +carelessly in a little pin tray on the dresser. It was a pin of unusual +style, about the size of a dime. The outer band was of a peculiar gold. +Within this was a yellowish-white stone which reflected the light like a +flame of fire. + +Hester's eyes would have opened wide at the sight of the pin, but she +did not see it, for her attention was on the hamper she was unpacking. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +There was at Dickinson a Doctor Wilbur who had charge of the +mathematics. He was a man of brilliant mind, sharp tongue, and a poor +opinion of the mental ability of girls in general. He had been at +Dickinson two years, not because he loved the class of students, but the +financial consideration had been the best ever offered to him. + +The girls feared him and yet respected him for the power he exercised +over a class. + +He did not hesitate to use sarcastic speech. Scarcely a day passed, but +some girl came from Class-room C with her feelings deeply wounded. + +Hester, who had a way of "speaking up," had borne her share of Doctor +Wilbur's humor. But she forgot and forgave the instant she left his +recitation. + +One day he had been particularly trying, and the sting of his words had +lingered. She had it in mind to tell Helen of the bitter words Doctor +Wilbur had hurled at her, simply because she could not explain the +projection of a perpendicular upon a plane. So far in their school +life--two months had passed--Hester and Helen had spoken to each other +only of the agreeable things. But now Hester meant to express herself +and be sympathized with. + +But when she reached Sixty-two, she found Edna Bucher awaiting her. Edna +was tall and slender; long and lank, perhaps would be more nearly her +description. She was colorless and lifeless. Her one desire seemed to be +to be ladylike and to go with the best people. In her lexicon, _best_ +meant those with money or influence. Her hands were always cold, and her +face expressionless. She posed as being the leader in classes. She was +literary and musical, if one might believe her own judgment of herself. +She never played, however, for the practice tired her. When she failed +to respond to an invitation to recite--sometimes the invitation was +quite urgent--it was not that she was not prepared to recite, but she +was so nervous that she could not control her voice. + +"I've been waiting for you for half an hour," she began as Hester +entered the room. Her tones implied, that although the responsibility be +on Hester's head, she would be good enough to overlook it. + +"Were you?" replied Hester. "You surely knew that the freshies were busy +until this hour." + +"I presume I did so; but it passed entirely from my mind. I was so +absorbed in my work. I am editor-in-chief of the 'Dickinson Mirror.'" + +"Oh," exclaimed Hester. She looked at Miss Bucher again. The glory of +being editor of the "Mirror" cast a halo about the head of the otherwise +unattractive girl. + +"Yes, the girls selected me. I do not understand why they did. They +appeared to think I had literary ability. Of course, I do not see that I +have, but everyone speaks about it." + +She had an unpleasant little mannerism of talking through closed teeth +and but slightly parted lips. In conversation, she used her lips as +little as possible. It may have been that she wished to keep them from +wearing out, or perhaps, she considered it unladylike to open her mouth +more than was absolutely necessary. + +"I came to have you help. We always appoint four girls to collect news, +write special articles and poetry. Of course everything must treat of +school life. Then, when it is printed--" + +"Printed," cried Hester, her eyes snapping with fire. "Do you really +have it printed and do the ones who write things have their names in +it?" + +"Certainly. It is issued four times a year; once during each semester, +and a special souvenir one for commencement. What do you think you'd +like to do?" + +"I'll write some poetry," said Hester. She had never written any in her +life, but she had the feeling that she could do it by half trying. + +"Poetry, isn't hard," she replied airily to Miss Bucher's look of +surprise. "Just make out a list of rhymes like this." She took up a +paper and wrote: + + Side + wide + right + might + knee + me. + +"Then you fill them in," she continued. She held the pencil suspended in +the air. Her brow was puckered with thought. "Of course, it isn't +supposed to read as sensibly as prose. That is one of the greatest +differences between them. In poetry one must use imagination and poetic +license." Then she fell to work upon the paper and wrote steadily and +laboriously for some minutes. Her eye flashed with triumph. "Listen. Of +course this is mere rough work. I'll polish up what I write for the +'Mirror.' + + "Imogen was by his side, + So they wandered far and wide, + The woods and vales stretched left and right, + He loved the girl with all his might, + So dropping on his bended knee + He cried, 'Oh, fair one, pity me.'" + +A peal of laughter followed this closing line. It was a merry peal +without malice or guile. Hester turned. Erma was standing in the +doorway. + +"Oh, but that is rich! He dropped on his bended knee. Could he get on +his knee if it wasn't bended?" She laughed aloud. + +"You are so literal!" cried Hester with dignity. "In poetry, one is +allowed--" + +"Poetry," another merry laugh. "Is that poetry? Take it to Doctor +Weldon's classes and let her put her seal of approval on it." + +Erma had made her way to the door. With a mock courtesy and a sweep of +her skirts, she vanished. But as she went down the corridor, the girls +in Sixty-two caught the echo of her laugh and her song, "And dropping on +his bended knee." + +Miss Bucher was a lady who arose to the occasion. She did not give way +to merriment. Her face was colorless and serene. + +"I understand fully, Miss Alden, the point you wish to make. Miss Thomas +has no literary appreciation." She paused. There is but one thing worse +in the world than adverse just criticism, and that is praise so faint +that it is damaging. Miss Bucher paused as though to weigh her words. +Then she spoke: "Miss Thomas means well enough, but--well, nature has +not gifted us all in the same way." + +It was fair enough, or seemed to be. Yet Hester felt that intangible +something to which one cannot respond, because one feels rather than +knows of its existence. + +Miss Bucher arose. She was not given to furbelows. Each line of her +attire accentuated her angles and height. + +"I will go now. I am glad you will help me. Could you have your poem or +whatever you decide upon ready by Monday?" + +"I shall have it ready to give you when we go into chapel. I shall have +something. Do not fear." + +Scarcely had the door closed upon the caller, when Hester was at her +study-table with pencil and writing-pad. Inspiration had seized her. She +would write a poem that would be worthy the name. It would appear in the +"Mirror" with her name below, "Hester Alden." On second thought, decided +to write it Hester Palmer Alden. The Palmer gave an added dignity to +her name. How pleased Aunt Debby would be! What a pleasure it would be +to write! Perhaps in time she might be editor-in-chief. Then when she +left school--at that instant a part of Hester Alden which had been +dormant awoke. The desire for expression came to her. What beautiful +glorious things she would write--some day! Just what they would be or +when she would write them, she knew not. But they were so beautiful that +the tears came to her eyes as she dreamed of them. + +Helen did not come back to her rooms until barely time to dress for +dinner. She found Hester with her head on the table, and a huge tablet +before her. + +"Sick, little roommate?" asked Helen, bending over her. + +"No; I have been writing a poem--that is, I have begun to write one. I +have sat here for an hour and all I have written is the first line. It +was easy." + +"First lines usually are," said Helen smiling. In many ways, she was +more years older than Hester than the calendar gave her credit for. + +"What is the first line? May I read it?" + +"'Doc Dixon had a Freshman Class.' It begins fairly well; but you will +startle your leaders with such a sudden burst into facts. Why not lead +up to the subject and break the news gently?" + +"You may all ridicule; but I intend writing a poem. All the ridicule you +cast upon me will make me but the more determined." + +"I believe that. I have observed that trait on several occasions. You +make me think of Rob Vail in that way." + +"I shall finish after dinner," was Hester's sole comment. "I presume I +had better prepare for it now. Are you wearing a silk dress?" she asked +as she turned toward Helen and saw that she was getting into a little +one-piece suit of checked silk instead of her customary white. + +"Yes, mother thinks I dress too thinly. If I wear the white I cannot +wear long sleeves. So I have promised to keep to this dark silk, though +I do not like it nearly so well." + +She had slipped into her dress and was looking about for her pins and +rings. "I had a little old pin on my dresser. Did you see anything of +it, Hester?" + +"No, indeed. I never presume to touch anything there without your +permission." + +"I did not mean to suggest that, little roommate. I carelessly let it +lie there several days ago, and now I cannot find it." + +"I have not seen it," said Hester. She spoke quickly and perhaps, with +unusual curtness. At least it seemed so to Helen, who attributed the +curtness to Hester's being hurt at being asked such a question. She let +the subject drop and no further word passed between them until they were +called to dinner. + +When study hour came again, Hester pushed aside her text books and fell +to writing. The door of the study, during this time, was always open and +no words were permitted between roommates. Helen, observing that her +roommate was not working at her lessons, gave her several warning +glances; but Hester was unaffected. The muse had laid its hands upon her +and she was helpless in its clutches. She wrote and erased, only to +rewrite and erase again. + +It was not until the study period was over that she raised her head and +with a smile of triumph read aloud: + + "Doctor Dixon had a freshman class, + Whose minds were soft like snow. + He tried to teach them geometry, + But he could not make it go. + He scolded them in class one day; + He shocked the entire school. + The tears ran down one sweet girl's face, + When he called her a mule." + +A look of surprise flashed over Helen's face. "Surely Hester, he never +would do that. He is critical and sarcastic, but surely he is a +gentleman." + +"Do what?" asked Hester. "Why surely he is a gentleman." + +"Surely, he never would dare address one of the pupils in that way. A +mule!" + +Hester laughed. "You are taking matters seriously. You must remember +that this is poetry, and allowance must be made. In poetry, one cannot +describe matters as they are. One cannot be too realistic. One must use +what fits in. I was compelled to use the word mule because it was the +only one I could think of which rhymed with school. Now listen to the +rest, please Helen." She continued reading wholly unconscious that her +roommate was not in sympathy with her. + + "And then they ran to him and asked, + As he came forth from school, + 'Doctor, dear, which is it best to be, + A driver or the mule?' + + "'The mule has the best of it,' he said, + 'So I'm inclined to think, + It can be driven to the water's edge, + But it can't be made to drink.'" + +"There, don't you think that is fine, Helen? That will appear in the +next issue of the 'Mirror' with my name at the bottom. Aunt Debby will +be delighted." + +There was no enthusiastic response. Hester waited a moment, then looked +at her roommate, and again asked, "Don't you think she will be +delighted? She has never suspected that I was poetic. Indeed, I never +knew it until Miss Bucher asked me to write this." + +"If Aunt Debby is the kind of woman I think she is, I am sure she will +not be at all pleased." Helen spoke slowly. Then at the look of surprise +in Hester's eyes, she crossed the room, and sitting down on the arm of +her roommate's chair drew Hester's head close against her and held her +thus in a tender protective embrace, while she continued. + +"No, little roommate, I do not believe she will be pleased. I am not. It +is fun--mere fun, I know. Were you and I the only two to know of it, it +would do no harm at all. But consider, little roommate, the 'Mirror' +goes out to all the old students. Hundreds read it. Among them, are many +just as I who took the matter seriously, without considering that the +poet was put to straits to find some word to rhyme with school. + +"They will think that we have grown lax here. Many will wonder what sort +of man this Doctor Wilbur is that he dare use such terms in addressing a +student. Do you see now why I wish this would not appear in the +'Mirror'?" + +"I see why you think it should not. But really people are very foolish +to cavil over such matters. If I might have my way, I would pay no +attention to them. I would go my way, do as I please and let such people +think as they please." + +"It is a very independent way of doing, but it is not at all practical. +We must consider public opinion a great many times. We must hedge +ourselves about with convention when we would be independent, for always +there are some minds which put evil construction upon the slightest +careless act." + +"Perhaps you are right," said Hester slowly. Before her faded the dreams +of greatness. Taking up the paper, she deliberately and slowly tore it +into pieces and threw them into the wastebasket. She expressed no word +of regret. She expected no expression of admiration for her fortitude. +She was no weakling. If she believed a thing were right, she would have +performed it, regardless of the sacrifice to herself. She was the +expression of Debby Alden's high ideals and rigid discipline. + +"I'll get up earlier than usual to-morrow," said Hester lightly. "I +promised on my word of honor to have a copy ready for Miss Bucher. If I +may not write poetry, at least I can write personals. Let us go to bed +now before the retiring bell rings." + +A hurried knock came to the door. Before either girl could respond, +Renee entered. She wore a gay kimona of embroidered silk. Her dark wavy +hair hung over her shoulders. She looked like a goddess as she paused an +instant on the threshold. Then advancing, she cried, "Oh, girls, do you +happen to have any cold cream? I'm out and I do need some particularly +badly." + +"Yes, I have some." Helen took a small box from the dresser and gave it +to Renee. + +"Thank you ever so much." Without further words, Renee went her way. + +Hester waited until the sound of her footsteps had died away. + +"I was thinking," she began slowly. Her brow was puckered as though she +were greatly perplexed. "I've been thinking that I never heard Renee say +anything but 'Will you lend me?' Does she not know anything else?" + +"I presume she does, but she has allowed the habit to grow. Each year, +she grows worse. I fancy by the time she graduates, she will borrow our +diplomas and essays. It may be that by that time, Renee will have +particular need of them." + +Hester had prepared for bed and was sitting on the edge of her own +little iron cot waiting until Helen was ready to say good-night. + +"I am going to remain up some time, little roommate. But you need not +wait for me." She crossed the room and kissed Hester affectionately. +Somehow Helen had fallen into the older sister attitude toward her +roommate. Since the first week of school, Hester had never gone to sleep +without Helen's kiss warm on her lips. This had never been done after +the fashion of a sentimental school girl who caresses everything which +comes in her way. Helen was not demonstrative, and what her lips +touched, touched strongly her affections. + +[Illustration: "OH, GIRLS, DO YOU HAPPEN TO HAVE ANY COLD CREAM?"--_Page +121._] + +"I must make a thorough search for my pin," she said, going back to her +dressing-table, to begin the search. "I must not lose it. It is a +peculiar design. It was once an earring belonging to Grandma Hobart. It +has her hair woven about it. When Aunt Harriet and mama were +babies--they were babies at the same time, you know--grandma had the +earrings made into pins. Mama wore this for years, and then gave it to +me. I should feel bad if I should lose it." + +Hester scarcely heard what Helen said. Her mind was busy with thoughts +of the literary work to be ready before chapel. She was running over in +her mind all the material at hand which could be worked into personals +to appear in the "Mirror." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Before the midwinter holidays, the report was the round of the +dormitories that Hester Alden was playing a good game of basket-ball. +She was alert and quick. Her passing was particularly good and Helen +praised her highly. Hester was brimming with enthusiasm. The one fly in +her cup of ointment was that Aunt Debby could not see her play, for the +games of the substitute teams were never public. If perseverance and +whole-hearted desire meant anything in winning out, Hester meant to be +on the second team. Then she ran the chance of substituting. + +Berenice could play the game well, but was inclined to use tricks and +artifices which generally resulted in a foul being called on her own +team. Consequently her good playing and dishonesty barely averaged as +much as the fair dealing of the average player. + +Three times each week, the gymnasium work was basket-ball. The day +before Thanksgiving an extra practice was called because the session in +school had been shortened. + +Berenice and Hester were playing right and left guard. Berenice who had +never forgiven Hester for her attitude in the first game of the year, +kept the ball as much as possible to herself even risking the game for +the sake of annoying Hester. + +"You're wasting your time on grand-stand plays," said Renee while the +referee had called time. "Hester plays well at passing. Give her a show. +You dribble and dribble and half the time make a foul when you might +have played into Hester's hand." + +Berenice shrugged her shoulders; her bead-like eyes snapped; but she +made no reply. + +While this conversation was going on between them, Erma Thomas had +hurried up to Hester. "Berenice is determined not to play ball into your +hands. It's pure jealousy. Do some playing, Hester, and make goals. Play +ball to me when you wish to pass, and I'll pass it to you for a goal." + +Helen put up her whistle and the game was resumed. The ball was at +center with Renee and Maud. Berenice's eyes were alight, and every +muscle quivering with excitement. Scarcely was the ball in air, before +it was in her hand, and she was moving toward the goal. Her guard was +upon her, but by a quick movement, Berenice and the ball slipped under +the outstretched arm, and by deft movements, came close to goal. Making +a sudden spurt with the ball in hands, she pitched for a goal. But at +that instant, the whistle sounded. + +"That is the third foul you've made in this game," cried Helen, "and we +have played scarcely ten minutes." She tossed the ball to the opposing +team. "Foul on the first subs." + +Mame Cross caught the ball and took a position before the goal, but +Berenice would not accept the decision of the referee. + +"Helen has a spite against me. How was I foul there?" + +Helen was given no opportunity to answer. Renee, who was just and severe +at times, came forward. + +"Foul, of course, it was. It was evident as could be. You are always +stirring up a fuss and holding back the game. You are the only one on +the squad who cannot play an honest game. Leave the cage, and remain +out. Maude may take your place permanently." + +With her own captain against her, there was nothing to be done except to +obey. Already Maud was within the cage and at her place. + +The game continued. Mame pitched a goal from Berenice's foul. With the +ball again back to center, it was evident that Berenice in spite of her +brilliant playing, had been a drag on the game. Before this, she had +been the team and the others were mere fillers-in. Now each took a more +active part. + +Maude was not one who played for her own glory, but to score for the +team. The ball came to her and she passed it to Hester, and hurried +forward to receive it on its return. She reached the basket and might +have made a goal, but she was short while Hester was tall and quick in +movement. Those considerations came to the girl, and quick as a flash +she passed the ball to Hester. There was a sudden upward movement of +Hester's long arms, a slowly curving ball and a final goal. It was the +first score their team had made since the beginning of the game. + +This success was like wine in Hester's veins. The desire to make goals +came upon her. It seized her like a mania. It was impossible to tell +whether it were luck or skill. But in the second half of the game, +Hester pitched a goal from every ball which was passed to her. That +practice game went down in the history of Dickinson as the one in which +one player made ten successive goals from the field. + +The wealth of the Incas was as nothing to Hester in comparison to the +congratulations of the girls who crowded upon her at the close of the +game. + +"You'll get on the scrub, sure," cried Erma in her high excited tones. +"Remember your old friends when you rise to glory." + +Their praises were very sweet; but sweetest of all was Helen's quiet +commendation, when after all the excitement had passed, they were back +in Sixty-two. + +"I never saw a better play. I never knew a girl who learned the game so +quickly, and I have coached a number during my three years. If you do +as well the next game, I'll substitute you on the scrub team. I have one +girl there who will never learn. She does no better than she did a year +ago." + +"Do you suppose I might be called then as substitute on the scheduled +games," cried Hester. + +"If you're the best player. I'll pick only the best. I will not risk a +game even for friendship's sake--even for your sake, little roommate." + +"I mean to be the best player," said Hester quietly. Helen's calmness +had always the effect of quieting her in her intense excitement. + +But Miss Hester had yet to learn that other powers than one's own +desire, enter into results. + +The first team had played eight games, four having been in their own +gymnasium and the remainder at different schools. On these trips to the +seminaries and normals, they were treated royally. Hester could imagine +nothing finer than being met by carriages, whirled away to dormitories +where the guest-chambers were at their disposal and later to be +banqueted. + +During the fall term, Dickinson had retained second place. Helen was +determined that they should move to first and secure the pennant whose +value was that of the laurel wreaths of the Olympiads. In order to put +up the best game possible, Helen attended every skirmish and practice, +determined that her substitutes should be the best. In addition to her +regular work this self-imposed task of overlooking the substitutes' +games, gave her little leisure. + +Each day, before dinner and lunch, there was a quarter-hour relaxation +period. To Helen, this was anything but what the name stood for. The +loss of her pin troubled her. She was confident that it was somewhere in +her bedroom. She very distinctly remembered removing it from her stock +and placing it in the cushion which stood on her dresser. There was a +possibility of its being knocked off, or being caught in ribbon and +ties, and so might have been dropped somewhere. She began a systematic +search. One day, she emptied the drawers in the dresser and examined +every article there, to be sure that the pin was not clinging to it. She +peered under and about each article of furniture. But no pin appeared. +While she was on her knees searching the corners of the room and edges +of the rug, Erma appeared in the doorway. She gave a peal of delight. + +"Have you turned Moslem; or is it Mohammed who takes long journeys on +his knees to do penance? I have passed your door twice and each time I +find you crawling about on all fours like a Teddy Bear." + +"I've lost my pin. I am sick about it." + +"I wouldn't be. No pin is worth being even half sick about. Buy yourself +another, or better yet, Christmas is coming. Throw out a few gentle +hints to your friends. Tell them you have lost your pin. They would be +very stupid not to understand that it was their duty to replace it. +Perhaps more than one will respond as becomes friends. You may have a +half dozen pins in place of one." + +"This cannot be replaced. It has belonged to our family for generations. +The story is that one of the Loraines who were French, for political +reasons, left his country and went to Brazil. While there, he discovered +valuable mines. Selecting the finest gems, he returned to France and +presented them to the king, and was immediately restored to favor. Two +stones of the collection were pushed aside as not worthy so great a +ruler. Tourie Loraine kept these for himself and had them made into +rings. Later the rings were made into earrings. I think that was done by +my great-grandfather as a gift to his bride. Grandmother had twin +daughters. Earrings were no longer in style and so the stones were made +into brooches and set about with her hair. Each little girl was given +one. My mother gave hers to me. The other which belonged to Aunt Harriet +disappeared years ago." + +Erma laughed with delight. She loved romance either in real life or +between the pages of a book. + +"How perfectly lovely to have such glorious things happen in one's +family! Nothing like that ever happened in our family. My people did +nothing more exciting than write charters and fight Indians. I think we +were very commonplace. It is the French people who have the romantic +blood. Tell me some more, Helen. You have no idea how interesting this +is." + +"There is little more to tell. After the stones had been in our family +for several generations, it was discovered by the merest accident, that +they were yellow diamonds and very valuable, on account of their size +and purity. They were not really yellow, you know, but sometimes +reflected a peculiar yellow light. We were sorry that we knew the value +of them." + +"Sorry! I should think you would have been delighted. I can imagine +nothing to be sorry for in finding that what you thought was a pretty +little stone, was really worth a great deal of money." + +"Because if it had been worthless, someone would never have been tempted +as she was. My Aunt Harriet on one of her visits South years before, had +found a little colored girl who was mistreated. She brought her North +and gave her a home. She fed and clothed her and trained her to be an +excellent servant. When she was able to work, Aunt Harriet paid her +wages. She learned the value of Aunt Harriet's pins and rings. She +disappeared and the jewels with her. There were a whole lot of +complications which I cannot go into detail about. But it changed Aunt +Harriet's whole life. I remember Rosa so well. She was a beautiful girl. +She did not look like a colored woman. She was scarcely darker than I +am, and she had the most beautiful eyes and hands." + +"And nothing has been heard of her?" Erma was eager to know. She could +have sat there all day to listen and would have forgone both meals and +lessons. + +"Nothing. It was surely strange how such a thing could have happened and +not be found sometime. It is not an easy matter for a woman to disappear +and all traces of her be lost." + +Hester had not been present during this conversation. As Helen finished, +her roommate came down the corridor and joined the two girls. + +"Helen has been telling me the most thrilling tales from her family +history. It is worth writing to make a story. Don't you know something, +Hester? Didn't your family do some wonderful things?" + +"No," replied Hester. "The Aldens settled down in one place and remained +there. As Aunt Debby says, they fulfilled their duty to their church and +to their neighbors, but nothing happened in their lives which was not +prosaic." + +"But your mother's family," persisted Erma. "Surely there must be +something romantic on her side of the tree." + +Hester smiled at the words. There was a little touch of sadness in her +smile. She had never spoken to the girls of her people. They knew that +she was an Alden. The name was well known in the central part of the +State. They knew that an aunt had reared her. That was all the knowledge +that came to them. When other girls talked together of what their +parents and grandparents had done as children and repeated the old-time +stories, which had been handed down to them as part of their family +history, Hester Alden had only listened and had taken no part in the +recital. Now, she would have evaded Erma's direct question, but Erma +was not one who would permit her inquiries to go by the board. She +repeated it. Hester answered slowly. + +"When I was a year old I had neither father nor mother. My mother met a +horrible death. Aunt Debby took me. She never could talk of my parents, +so I know little of them. Aunt Debby is mother, father, sister, and +brother to me." + +"Oh, forgive me, I did not know. I would not have wounded you for the +world." + +Erma was on her feet. Impulsive, loving and quick to act, she put her +hands on Hester's shoulders and touched her lips warmly and +affectionately. "But you have friends. I want to be one, Hester. You +know I've always liked you and I'd love you if you'd give me half a +chance." + +Hester, who responded quickly to affection, returned the embrace. "I'd +love to have you for a friend. Aunt Debby is always first, for she is my +friend, too, but you and Helen must be the next best." + +The little flow of sentiment might have continued, had not Renee at +that moment, appeared in the doorway. + +"I'm awfully sorry to disturb you. But could you lend me your Solid +Geometry, Helen? Did you get that original? Have you really? Isn't that +lovely! Would you object to letting me look over it for a moment?" + +Helen took the book from the study-table and drawing out an original, +handed it to Renee who, sitting down, began a thorough study of the +problem she could not solve for herself. + +Barely was Renee disposed of than Josephine came in. She moved +languidly. Her eyes were opened very wide, but instead of brilliance or +alertness, they spoke of sentiment and dreaminess. Josephine had made a +study of looking so. Soulful, she thought it to be; but the girls called +it by another name not so complimentary and rallied her good-naturedly +about it. + +Renee was quick, in action and thought. Josephine's slowness annoyed +her. Now, she took her eyes from the paper which she had been studying +on, and cried brusquely, "If someone would only set a fire under you, +you'd get somewhere sooner, Jo. Why don't you move, when you move." + +Jo was not annoyed. She moved not a whit faster. Gliding in, she seated +herself on a shirt-waist box and assumed a pose of figure which she +believed to be artistic. She showed no annoyance at Renee's speech. She +smiled sweetly and serenely. No matter what was said to her, or done in +her presence, that smile came to her. Her placidity was exceedingly +annoying to this set of girls. "If Jo was not always so sugary sweet," +was the general complaint. "If she would not always agree to everything. +If only now and then she would express an opinion, one would know at +least that she had formed one." These were the only complaints ever made +against her. + +"Has something been troubling you?" she asked Helen. "You appear quite +disturbed." + +"I am. I lost a pin." Helen told how she had placed it that evening she +had last worn it, and how it had mysteriously disappeared. Both Jo and +Renee had seen the heirloom, for Helen had worn it at intervals since +she had entered the hall. + +"I'd advertise for it. You might have dropped it in the hall somewhere. +Have Doctor Weldon announce it in chapel; and put a notice on the +bulletin board in the main hall." It was Renee who made the practical +suggestion. + +"I'm sure I did not lose it outside this room. I am quite sure of that." + +"About as sure as one can be of anything. I've noticed, however, that +being sure is no proof." + +"What a loss it must be to you!" cried Jo softly. "Of course, the money +value is of little consideration. It is the memories which cling to it +which make it precious. I know how you feel about such matters. You have +so much sentiment. I know what trifles may mean to one. I always wear +this little chain. I have worn it since I was three years old. I never +could bear to part with it. It seems a tie to bind me to my childhood. I +feel as though I could never grow old while I wear it. I shall never +take it off." + +Renee shrugged her shoulders. "I'm glad you don't have the same +sentiment toward your collars. What a beautiful sentiment you might +conjure up about a waist which some dear departed chum had embroidered +for you; or perhaps she buttoned it up the back the first time you wore +it and died immediately afterward. I really think the last would be most +touching. Then you would feel that you could never unbutton the buttons +which her dear hands had buttoned." + +The irony in Renee's voice was strong. While she had been speaking, she +arose and moved toward the door. + +Hester's face had flushed. She feared that Josephine would be angry. +Erma, however, laughed merrily, and smiled and fluttered about like a +gay butterfly. She thought Renee's sarcasm was the finest wit in the +world. If it had been directed toward herself, she would not have cared +at all, and could conceive of no reason why Jo should be hurt. + +Josephine raised her brows languidly and smiled sweetly. "Renee laughs +at sentiment," she said. "What is it that Shakespeare says about jesting +at scars because you never felt a wound?" + +"If I ever do show wounds," cried Renee, "they will not be ones made by +a tin soldier with a toy pistol. It will take a cannon ball to make me +know that I've been touched." + +She sailed out of the room, her head high and her heels coming down with +some show of feeling. Erma burst into a fresh peal of laughter. + +"Isn't Renee dear and doesn't she say the most brilliant things? I often +wished I could be witty. All I can do is to laugh at the jokes which +other girls make." + +"Why wish to be witty?" asked Josephine. "You're so sweet and womanly +and tender." + +"Am I all that?" cried Erma and she laughed again. "I must go and tell +Mame. She has known me for years and has never suspected that I am all +that." + +She hurried away. Jo yet lingered. + +"I had a letter from Cousin Rob Vail," said Helen to Hester. "He is +coming down Saturday morning in the touring-car with Aunt Harriet and +you and I are invited to take a ride and then have dinner down in the +city. Aunt Harriet is disappointed that she has never been able to meet +you. So be prepared to meet the sweetest woman in the world." + +"Mrs. Vail is so sweet!" cried Jo. "I never look at her but there comes +to my mind the picture of the 'Mater Dolorosa,' she's so sad and +pensive." + +"She looks sad," said Helen, "but I never knew livelier company. One +cannot be dull with her. She has a sorrow which passes comprehension, +yet, she never worries another with it. She has trained herself to take +an interest in others." + +"Saturday!" Hester cried and began prancing about the room. "Two days +until Saturday. I wonder how I shall ever be able to wait until then." + +The bell for luncheon rang and the girls moved from the room. As they +passed down the corridor, a number of the girls spoke to Helen about the +loss of her pin and expressed the belief that it had only been mislaid +and would be found. + +A number had seen and discussed it. Sara spoke of this. "It was so +peculiar and unusual that anyone who finds it will know it is yours." + +Hester walked ahead without taking part in the conversation. It came to +Helen then that her little roommate had shown no interest whatever and +had not assisted in the search or even expressed her sympathy for its +loss. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +Hester was deep in literary work for the Philomathean paper. She was not +attempting poetry. After Helen's criticism she had not the heart to +bring her efforts before the public, although she did write in secret. +It is a long and hard drop from being a poet to a hack-writer scribbling +down personals. Poets are born, while any one can write personals. + +Hester had been cultivating the unpleasant little mannerism of thinking +aloud or rather in tones under her breath, as she wrote she read. Her +efforts resulted in this form. + +"'Miss Erma Thomas has been excused from classes on account of +sustaining a sprained ankle.' + +"'Sustain.' I wonder if that is the right word. Sustain a sprain. It +sounds all right. I'll let it be that. If I don't know, the other girls +will not know either." + +"Hester, do you realize that you are thinking aloud?" asked Helen after +this performance had continued some minutes. + +"Am I? I did not know; but it does not matter. What I am saying is not +private and it makes no difference if all the world hears." + +"That is not the idea," said Helen. She was sweet, calm, and decided. +"Has it not come to you that I might wish to study and that monotone is +anything but pleasant?" + +Hester's face flushed crimson. "I beg pardon. I was selfish, Helen." + +Helen crossed the room and bending over the abashed, confused Hester, +said tenderly, "Do not mind my speaking so, little roommate. If it were +Aunt Debby you would not take it so to heart. Then why should it hurt +from me? Boarding-schools and roommates serve one great purpose--they +rub off the jagged edges of one's manners." She bent and kissed the +girl. + +"Helen Loraine, you are the dearest girl I know. I am so glad I have you +for a roommate. We have never quarreled and I hope never will." + +"No, we never will," said Helen. She went back to her work. + +In addition to her literary efforts, Hester had other claims upon her. +The Christmas season was approaching and her gifts were barely in +preparation. She was embroidering a set of linen collars and cuffs for +Helen, and the efforts to keep the work hidden was making life strenuous +for her. + +Whenever Helen left the room, Hester took up the work, took a few +stitches and perhaps was compelled to put it away. There were many +people passing up and down the dormitory halls. It was not always +possible to distinguish Helen's step. Then she had to resort to +subterfuge to get the measure of Helen's collar. She had not +accomplished that yet, but she had her plans laid and meant to carry +them out at the first opportunity. + +It came to her sooner than she expected. Saturday morning, after a few +minutes' study, Helen looked at the time, and arose from her work. + +"It is almost ten o'clock. Aunt Harriet and Cousin Robert should be +here. I think I'll walk down to the guests' entrance and see if I can +find any trace of them. Bob would not be permitted to come to the +dormitory. Perhaps, Aunt Harriet is waiting with him in the reception +hall. Marshall may have been sent for us, but you know his failing. He +may be fulfilling a half-dozen commissions before he comes for us. If +they are not there, I shall telephone to Auntie." + +Hester urged her to be gone. It was with a feeling of relief that Hester +heard the click of Helen's high heels as they went down the hall. +Waiting until she believed that Helen would not be interrupted, Hester +hurried to the wardrobe which they had in common and taking down a waist +began to measure the collar. She had just completed this when she heard +the click of Helen's heels. Quick as a flash the dress was hung up. +Hester was about to close the door when the dress caught. She was +fussing over it and was very red in the face and visibly embarrassed +when Helen entered the room. + +"What is the trouble?" Helen asked. + +"Nothing at all," was the reply given with unusual curtness. "What +should make you think there was any trouble? I was just opening the +wardrobe door." + +Her long speech which was wholly unnecessary and her evident +embarrassment did not pass unobserved. Helen gave her a quick look. +Hester was not herself, that was evident. + +"I asked the question because your face was red, and you appeared +excited. That was all. I did not find it necessary to go to the guests' +entrance. Marshall was coming for us. We are to go to the reception +hall. You will meet Aunt Harriet at last." + +"How strange it seems that I have been here almost four months and yet +we have not met! She always came when I was home with Aunt Debby, or in +class. I fancy the Fates do not intend that we shall meet." + +"You shall meet in two minutes, or I am not a reliable prophet," was +Helen's reply. + +Two minutes proved that she was not. Robert Vail alone awaited them in +the reception hall. His mother had not been able to come. + +Hester gave a start of surprise when Helen presented the cousin to her. +He was particularly fine-looking and attractive but she was not startled +at that. He was the young man who had accosted her that day on the +street and apologized by saying he had mistaken her for his cousin, +Helen. + +"You remember me, I see, Miss Alden. You must have thought I was rude, +but I was confident that you were Helen. I had not seen her for three +months." + +"I am glad that I met you so that I can explain to Aunt Debby," said +Hester naively. Then observing his look of surprise, she added, "She +would not believe that you had really made a mistake. She thought you +did it just to annoy me." + +"How could she?" cried Helen with a show of feeling. "Cousin Rob--." + +"Go slowly, Cousin," laughed the young man. "You must remember that I +was a stranger to Miss Alden and her aunt. They were fully justified in +believing that I was rude." + +"I did not," said Hester. "I saw you and I knew that you had really +mistaken me." + +"How could your Aunt Debby think of such a thing? Didn't she also see +Rob?" asked Helen. + +"I did not believe you could show such a spirit," laughed Hester. "You +are always so calm." + +"When things touch myself, but not when they touch my friends," said +Helen. + +"Please calm yourself, Helen. You know we made a compact this very +morning and promised never to quarrel or be angry with each other." + +"The same old school-girl fashion," said Robert Vail. "If I am a good +prophet, you'll be tearing each other's hair before the day is over." + +"Why did Aunt Harriet not come?" asked Helen, abruptly changing the +subject of conversation. + +"She went on a little trip into Virginia," he replied. Then observing +the anxious look which came to Helen's face, he continued, "We tried to +persuade her not to go, but she said this might be a real clue and she +could not be satisfied to remain home. Father would have insisted, for +mother is really worn out, but she was so anxious to go that she and +father went off last night." + +[Illustration: "YOU REMEMBER ME, I SEE, MISS ALDEN."--_Page 149._] + +"Was there anything new, or merely the same old story as before?" asked +Helen. + +"Who can tell? You know Rosa's mother had been a house-servant in +Virginia and Rosa had a host of relatives there. Mrs. Mader--you +remember the Doctor Mader who sometimes attends mother? Well, Mrs. Mader +had been West. There she made the acquaintance of a southern woman who +talked much of a Rosa Williams, who did some work for her. Mrs. Mader +was interested and asked all sorts of questions. This Rosa Williams, so +the southern woman said, was a handsome mulatto woman about forty years +old. She also said that she had several children and that one in +particular had neither the features nor coloring of a negro." + +"Poor Aunt Harriet!" said Helen. "If only she would give up hope. She is +wearing herself out in this way." + +Hester was delighted with this new acquaintance. She had known few boys. +Jane Orr's brother, Ralph, had been her ideal of what a boy should be. +Jane had not let his good qualities pass unnoticed. But Hester was +inclined to think that Robert Vail surpassed Ralph in every particular. +Helen had told her much of this one cousin who took the place of brother +to her. He was in his last year in medical college, and had led his +class for three full years. Yet he was not a bookish man. He was of a +social nature, fond of company, and outdoor life, taking as much +interest in cross-country walks and athletics as he did in his studies. +Hester was thinking of these matters while Helen and Robert were +talking. She had been sitting with her eyes upon the floor, listening in +a half abstracted fashion. She raised her eyes suddenly to find Robert +Vail's eyes fixed on her in scrutiny. Her cheeks grew crimson and she +looked away. + +"I beg pardon," cried the young man, "I seem destined to annoy you with +my rudeness. The first time I met you I mistook you for Helen. The +resemblance is not so marked now that I see you together." + +"Yet we are often mistaken for each other," said Helen, "if the hall is +just a little dark, the girls mistake us. Often I am called Hester." + +"It would have to be very dark if I were to mistake you now after once +seeing you together. + +"I wish to explain to Miss Alden why I was looking so intently at her +now. I've seen my mother sitting that way many a time. There was +something about you which made me think of her." + +"You told me she was very beautiful," said Hester, saucily turning +toward Helen. + +"Hester Alden, are you really fishing for compliments?" asked Helen, +pretending to be shocked at Hester's question. + +"There is really no use of fishing when the compliments are floating on +the surface within your reach," said the young man gallantly. + +This was all very pleasing to Hester. She had not been accustomed to +receiving such compliments or attention and she felt quite grown up and +elegant. + +Robert Vail's gallant manner was of short duration. He looked at Hester +again, and grew quite serious. Very strange ideas came to him. He had a +queer feeling that somehow his mother had made a mistake in not calling +at the seminary that morning, and that he stood nearer the truth than he +had ever stood before. These thoughts prompted him to turn to Hester +with questions which were pertinent and personal. + +"Where do you live, Miss Alden?" Hester told him. She wondered as she +did so why he had asked the question as though it were of moment. + +"Who are your people? Have you always lived there?" + +He had touched Hester on the one delicate subject of her life. She had +pride enough for several girls. Not even Aunt Debby knew how her lack of +parentage and name had hurt her. She had never permitted herself to +think of it, lest she should grow depressed and unhappy. And to think +that now this Robert Vail whom she had liked so much, had presumed to +question her. Like a flash, it came to her that perhaps he had met Kate +Bowerman or Abner Stout and they had told him that she had been left a +waif on Debby Alden's hands and that her people had cared so little for +her that they never came to find her. + +For an instant, pride was up in arms. Her one thought was to defend +herself at whatever cost. All Aunt Debby's precious training was flung +to the winds. She raised her head proudly and looked directly at him. In +her eyes was a look of defiance; the crimson of annoyance and shame +flamed on her cheeks. + +"Who are my people?" she repeated his question. "As my name is Alden, I +presume my people also were of that name. My father and mother died when +I was a babe, and my father's sister, my Aunt Debby Alden reared me." + +Her annoyance was evident. Robert Vail was vexed with himself for having +caused it. "I am always falling into error, Miss Alden. If you forgive +me this once more, I shall promise not to annoy you again. I fancy my +question was personal. I asked it because of the resemblance to my +mother and cousin. It came to me that you might be a relative. Though I +doubt if you would wish to claim us. We are a bad lot. I am really the +only fair specimen among them." + +"Such insufferable conceit," said Helen. "Everyone knows that it keeps +all the other members of the family taking care of you." + +"Which proves what I have just said. I am the family jewel. It behooves +them to take care of me, lest I be lost or stolen." Turning to Hester, +he held out his hand. "Am I forgiven?" he asked. + +Hester, ashamed and abashed, laid her hand within his. "I am sorry I +spoke so hastily," she said. But the red did not leave her cheeks, nor +the hurt look from her eyes. She blushed for the statement she had made. +"'My father was Aunt Debby's brother.' It was a lie--nothing less than a +lie," she kept saying to herself and the thought spoiled the entire day +for her. It spoiled more than that, too. Perhaps, had she told the +truth, she would never again have need to blush for her lack of name or +to misunderstand her people for not coming in search for her. Her little +sin bore its own fruits with it; yet Hester believed she was paying the +debt by being sorry and ashamed. + +"About your going with me," Robert turned to his cousin. "Mother said I +was to play escort and take you anywhere you wished to go." + +"Aunt Harriet's not coming may make a difference. The preceptress gave +me permission to go with the understanding that we were in your mother's +charge." + +"I shall take as good care of you as mother. Better care, I fancy, for +she would be helpless if she had to manage a machine." + +"It is the idea of not living up to the conditions," replied Helen. "If +you and Hester will excuse me, I will explain to Miss Burkham. Perhaps, +she will not object to my going with you. She would if you were not a +cousin." + +She went directly to the preceptress and in a few moments returned with +that lady herself, who listened to the story of the difficulties. + +"We intended stopping to see Aunt Debby," said Hester. "I wrote her a +note yesterday, telling her to expect us." + +"You may go under these conditions," said Miss Burkham, "that you go +directly to Miss Alden's aunt's. If she can accompany you further, very +well. Otherwise you remain at her home until you are ready to return to +school. Under any circumstances you must be here before five o'clock. Be +kind enough to set your timepieces with the tower clock. Then there will +be no excuse for not being here on or before the hour appointed. You may +get your wraps. I shall entertain Mr. Vail until your return." + +Miss Burkham was always exacting. Her speech was frank and sometimes +even blunt; but she had such a sense of justice and fitness of things, +that her decisive words were never galling, even to the most sensitive +of the girls. Her manner was gracious and her smile kindly. She would +put herself to no end of trouble to add to the happiness of the pupils; +on the other hand, she would go to no end of trouble to see that the +rules of the school were rigidly enforced and that the girls under her +care would do nothing unbecoming a lady or which might bring criticism +upon their heads. + +Soon the three were on their way. For three days, Hester Alden had +enjoyed the ride in anticipation. But now something had gone from it. +The buoyancy of spirit which was generally hers and the power of +enjoying the most trifling affairs had deserted her. She sat silent +until Helen rallied her. Then she made an effort to be her usual bright +talkative self; but it was plainly an effort. She was forcing an +interest in what was going on about her. Her mind dwelt only on the +statement she had made to Robert Vail. + +"It was a lie, a lie," she kept repeating to herself. She was almost +afraid to meet Aunt Debby. How Aunt Debby despised anything of that +kind! Hester felt that her clear gray eyes would look straight down into +her heart and read the lie which had made a mark there. + +Robert Vail observed that Hester was more than quiet. She was depressed +and anxious. + +Debby Alden was prepared to receive the guests. She, with Miss Richards, +had a lunch ready to serve. She had smiled when she arranged her table +service. She had given it the right touch of daintiness and refinement. +There had come to her, the remembrance of certain conditions of her life +and her manner of doing things before Hester had come into her life. +She had spoken her thoughts to Miss Richards. + +"I have been a different woman ever since I found Hester," she said. +"Life holds so much more for me than it did before--a great deal more +than I ever hoped to have it hold. I wonder what I would have been had +Hester gone her way that day and not have come into my life." + +"You would have been Debby Alden," said Miss Richards, "a woman of +conscience and principle. You would have been the same Debby--only with +the narrower view of life. You would have been an old woman instead of a +bright, interesting, beautiful, young girl of forty." + +Debby Alden had blushed at the speech. + +"You and Hester have conspired to spoil me. I think you are leagued +together to make me vain and worldly. What one does not think of, the +other does. It was only last week that Hester wrote me some very silly +nonsense about not one of the women at the reception, looking half so +fine as I. Of course, I know the child does it merely to please me." + +Miss Richards nodded her head in negation. "You know she means every +word she says, Debby. Hester could not prevaricate, even to please you. +As to its being nonsense, you know it is not. We think what we say and +you like to hear us say it. Why not express ourselves? There is nothing +in the world that is as great as love. The greatest thing in the world! +Why then should we go through life with silent lips, or lips which open +only for criticism while all the time love is really in our hearts? Is +it not lovelier and kinder to express our love while the loved ones are +here to listen?" + +This had been Miss Richards's philosophy of life. It had been her love +as well as Hester's which had brightened and developed Debby Alden. +Their words concerning Debby's being beautiful were not flattering. She +was beautiful with the beauty which comes from fine principle, high +ideals, and a warm, love-filled heart. People had turned in the streets +for a second look at Debby Alden, while she, wholly unconscious that she +had grown so attractive, moved on her way without knowing of the eyes +turned in her direction. + +Debby went down to the gate to meet her guests. She took Hester in her +arms. In an instant her intuition told her that something was wrong. + +"What is troubling my little girl?" she asked. + +"Nothing, Aunt Debby. Nothing at all. Oh, how sweet to be back home!" +She threw her arms about Debby Alden's neck and hugged her with a +vehemence which caused that lady to gasp for breath. + +Helen and Miss Alden had never met. Debby at once noticed the +resemblance between Helen and Hester. She greeted the former as she had +done her own little girl. Then she turned to Robert Vail and holding out +her hand, said merrily, "I shall forgive and believe now, since I know +you have a cousin Helen and she does resemble Hester. Until this time, I +thought it all a myth of your own making, manufactured for the sole +purpose of annoying two plain country folk." + +Rob Vail laughed as he took her hand in his own firm clasp. "I do not +know whether I shall allow myself to be forgiven under such +circumstances. You would not have faith in me until I presented the +proof and that is really no faith at all. I wish to be trusted without +evidence." + +He laughed again and held Miss Debby's hand tight in his own while they +moved up the walk toward the tiny cottage. + +"From this time, I shall have faith in you, though evidence is lacking," +she said. + +She liked the boy. She had never before been so pleasantly impressed by +a young man as she had been by him. He was wholesome, clear-eyed and +unaffected. + +Debby Alden recognized these virtues in him and received him at once +into her home and friendship. She liked his college talk; his bright way +of making his smile and voice put his words at fault. Yet, while he +entertained her she was not wholly unconscious of two things--that +Hester was not herself, and that the resemblance between the two girls +was not the result of mere chance. Suddenly she turned to Helen with the +question: + +"Have you any sisters? Did you ever have any?" + +"No, unfortunately, I am an only child," was the reply. + +"Which may account for any peculiar little traits of character or +manner," said Robert Vail. "Only a brother or sister is able to 'comb +one' thoroughly smooth. They trim the plant of self-esteem; they nip the +bud of selfishness before it can bloom; they serve their purpose, +nuisances though they are--these brothers and sisters." + +"How unfortunate that you never had any. You might have been--" Helen +left the sentence unfinished, implying by her tone that he might have +been all that he was not. + +"But you served the same purpose, cousin. You have never failed in your +duty toward me. You are worth a dozen brothers and sisters when it comes +to 'combing one down.'" They laughed at the sally and might have carried +it further had not Miss Alden led the way to the lunch table. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +Hester Alden barely escaped being campused for dancing her way through +the main hall and shrieking in wild excess of spirits. To add to the +enormity of the offense, the day on which this had occurred was the day +when the ice-cream wagon came in from Flemington and disposed of its +wares at the front entrance of the campus. At the time of her exhibition +of high spirits, Hester had held high in her hand a paper butter-dish +filled with cream, which had melted and was trickling over the edge of +the dish and down her sleeve. The German teacher had heard the unusual +commotion and appeared on the scene. + +"Ach, Fraulein Alden, what matters it by you? To your room go you at +once. To Miss Burkham, I such conduct shall report." + +Hester in the exuberance of spirit, hugged the little German lady who +was as fat as a dumpling. "Fraulein Franz, you are a dear old soul if +you do get your English verbs confused. You would dance and laugh and +spill your ice-cream too, if you were to play on the scrub team." + +"Gra-shus," said Fraulein. "Pardon me, I did not know the cause. I +wonder not that you much rejoice." + +She retired to her room. Hester laughed again, but softly this time for +Miss Burkham's office was not a great distance away. + +"The dear old Fraulein! To think of her begging my pardon for +reprimanding me. I am only too glad it was not Miss Burkham. If she had +seen me, I'd had two weeks on the campus and someone else would have +been compelled to carry my cream from the wagon to the coping." + +The other east dormitory girls had heard the news and were quite as well +pleased as Hester. Mame Cross had been forbidden by her father to play +any but practice games. He thought she grew too excited for her own +good. It was her place on the second squad which Hester was to fill. + +Helen had used her influence in behalf of her roommate; for there were +ten other players who would have been as well pleased as Hester was, had +it fallen to their lot to substitute. Fortunately they were a liberal, +broad-minded set of girls. They were not envious, but rejoiced with +Hester in her good fortune. + +As Hester hurried down the main hall to the dormitory stairs, she found +her own particular set of friends waiting for her on the landing. + +"Here she is!" cried Erma. "We have been looking everywhere for you. +Isn't it simply grand to think that one of our set got on?" + +"I'm glad you've got it, since I couldn't," said Mame. She had always +the expression of one on whom Fortune had frowned. On the contrary, she +had fairly basked in that lady's smiles, since the first day of her +babyhood. + +"I don't see why father will not let me play. There's no danger of my +hurting myself, and what if I should? He has an idea that I am such a +precious article that I should be done up in cotton. One thing, Hester, +if you play a match game, you'll look better than I do. My basket-ball +suit was a fright; but then, I never do have anything that looks like +other girls." + +Hester was about to express herself contrary to this sentiment, when an +audacious remark from Erma caused her to fall back in silence. + +"You see how it is, Hester," explained Erma later as the two walked arm +in arm down the hall. "Mame is the best dresser in school. She has the +best-made clothes and the best taste about choosing them, and you never +see a pin or hook loose. Yet we never yet have heard her say she was +satisfied. So we just concluded that we wouldn't encourage her. When she +begins to complain and find fault with her lot, we'd look as though we +pitied her. It isn't a bit of use of trying to convince her how lucky +she is. + +"Now, I am always the other way." Here Erma paused long enough to laugh +merrily. "I'm satisfied with everything. My father is simply grand; I +just adore this old seminary, and I think the girls on our hall are the +sweetest things, and I never had a dress in all my life that wasn't +simply a dream." + +The girls rejoiced with Hester, all except Berenice. She went through +with the form of congratulations, but her voice had a sarcastic touch +and her eyes had narrowed themselves into mere slits. Her words were a +little uncertain as to meaning; but Hester to whom all things appeared +beautiful, was in no mood to take exception. + +"I'm sure I'm glad you're on the scrub," she said slowly. "I'm always +glad to see people get what they work so hard for." + +"Thank you, Berenice. You girls have all been lovely. You do not have a +bit of jealousy about letting a 'freshie' step in ahead of some who have +been here two and three years." + +"We want to win games," cried Louise Reed. "Whoever makes goals for us, +suits us whether she's a freshman or a senior. Get the pennant and we'll +carry you home on our shoulders." + +They had come to Sixty-two. Erma and Mame in company with Berenice +walked on down the corridor. + +"I'd love to have been put on; but since I wasn't I am glad that Hester +was. It was fair, too. She's played better than any other one on the +team. She gets excited but she doesn't lose her head." + +Berenice sneered. "To get on the team, one must learn to toady," she +said. "No doubt if you had played lackey to Helen Loraine, you would +have been playing scrub." + +Erma turned suddenly to look at the speaker. There was no laughter now +in either her eyes or voice as she, gazing steadily at Berenice, asked, +"Do you mean to say that Hester Alden plays lackey to Helen? Do you mean +to say that Helen would permit it if Hester were foolish enough to do +so, and furthermore do you mean to say that Hester was not chosen for +the simple reason that she is the steadiest player among the +substitutes?" + +Berenice shrugged her shoulders. Her little beady eyes had their lashes +drawn down upon them until they had narrowed into a mere slit. + +"How you do fly up, Erma! I really did not think you had such a temper; +but one thing you may rest assured of: it is always you sweet girls who +fly into a passion at the slightest word." + +"I have never posed as being a sweet girl, and I am not in a passion +now. I have asked you a question which you have evaded. You have +insinuated things about girls who call me their friend and I will never +let such matters pass. I wish you to answer my question before we go one +step further." + +Erma stood still. The others did as she did. Berenice laughed lightly. +"How very silly. A perfect tempest in a tea-cup simply because I choose +to get off a joke." + +"If that is a joke, it is in horribly bad taste," was Erma's retort. + +"You are unjust, Erma. How many times have I heard you laugh at Helen +for trying to stand in with the teachers, and for letting Mame copy her +translations." + +"Hundreds of times, but you always heard me laugh and jest when the +girls themselves were present and when every one who heard, knew that it +was mere fun. It was mere give and take between every one of our set who +were present. You have yet to hear me criticise an absent girl, or jest +about her." + +Again Berenice shrugged her shoulders as though she would dismiss the +subject. + +"I am glad I am not ugly-tempered," she said and walked away without a +backward glance at the others. For a moment, Erma was wounded. Then the +humor of the situation came to her. She laughed until the silvery echoes +rang from one end of the corridor to the other; and the girls begged to +be quiet lest the hall-teacher follow in their footsteps and they be +sentenced to solitary confinement on the campus. + +After receiving the congratulations of her friends, Hester had gone to +her room. Helen was busy preparing a lesson for the session the +following morning. + +"Of course, you know what has happened," cried Hester. "Of course you +do. I can see by your eyes. Miss Watson sent for me to come to her and +then told me. I knew who proposed my name. It was you, Helen Loraine. I +cannot possibly thank you, and I never in the world can repay you." + +Flinging her arms about her roommate's neck, Hester embraced her warmly +all the while declaring that she would never be able to repay her. + +"Yes, you surely can," said Helen. "Play a good game and justify my +recommending you. That will please me best of all." + +"I shall do that for your sake, for my own, and for the team's." + +Helen stood silent a moment, considering whether she had better tell +Hester all her plans. She decided that she would and drawing Hester down +on the cosy corner, which had been improvised from trunks, she +continued: "For several reasons you must play well the next two weeks. +Three weeks from next Saturday, we play the girls from Exeter Hall. They +are the hardest squad we'll meet. Their coach is a college woman and a +specialist in physical culture and athletics. The Exeter team is the +best-trained one we'll come up against. We'll take along four +substitutes. Maud plays well for the first half, but she tires easily. I +intend to substitute for her on the second half, and if you justify my +doing it, I'll let you take her place." + +"Really?" That one word was all that Hester Alden could command at that +moment; but it spoke volumes. To the girl it seemed as though the one +ambition of her school life was about to be fulfilled--to play on the +first team. + +She did not consider herself alone in this. Aunt Debby was always first +in her thoughts. Ever since Mary Bowerman had taunted her with being a +waif, Hester had realized how much the foster aunt had done for her, and +what sacrifice of time and money, she had made. The one way which Hester +saw to repay the obligation, was to do those things which would reflect +credit on the Alden name. Playing on the first team would do that very +thing for never before in the history of Dickinson, had a freshman been +so honored. + +Hester had reached such a degree of happiness that she lacked expression +either by words or motion. She could but sit still in the cosy corner, +her hands clasped in her lap and her eyes looking steadily before her. +So she sat for some minutes but in those minutes, she anticipated every +play in the coming game. She saw the goals she would make; she could +hear the referee call out the score and read the figures which the score +makers were writing down. She could see Aunt Debby sitting in the +gallery; she could hear the applause which swept over the hall. + +"Really? Do you really think there is the least chance for me?" she +asked at last. + +"I really think so. I might say I am quite sure," replied Helen. "Miss +Watson always permits me to choose my substitutes. I would almost +promise but--" + +"Don't promise. I would not have you do that. During the next two weeks +I might lose my head and not play well at all," she said. + +"I'm not afraid of that," replied Helen. "But it does not seem fair to +the other girls to have me pledge myself to you, before you have had a +single practice on the scrub. I try to be just, but sometimes I am +afraid I am a little partial in choosing the ones I love best. Because +you are you, I might be unjust to the others. Do you understand why I +would rather not promise, little roommate?" + +"Yes, I know." + +The subject ended there. Helen went back to her work. Hester tried to +keep her mind upon her books; but one might as well have tried to charm +a butterfly. Her thoughts flew from the game to Aunt Debby, and back to +Helen and the attitude she had taken in regard to the game. + +Hester had no doubt that Helen had a great affection for her. There had +been some sweet and gentle evidence of it since the first week of +school. Hester was beginning to understand what the girls had tried to +convey to her that first day of school, when Sara had declared that +Helen had such an air. It was the grace which was the expression of fine +breeding, intellect and kindliness of heart. + +As Hester thought of these things, she could have gone down on her knees +to Helen just as she would have done to Aunt Debby. + +"We'll be friends all our life. Whatever happens, we will never quarrel. +It is lovely to have a friend like Helen." These were the thoughts which +came to Hester. Inspired by them to express herself, she opened a +note-book and under the date of the month and year, she wrote what had +been in her thoughts. + +Helen was one who had much affection in her nature, but was never +sentimental. She was intensely practical when it came to her work. +After her talk with Hester about the work on the team, her mind turned +to the petty details, the fulfillment of which meant success. + +"I wear my gray basket-ball suit when we play with an outside team," she +said to Hester. "You have never seen it. It has D. S. in gold and blue +letters. Dickinson Seminary. It looks well, and the suits are really +pretty. Mine, however, is beginning to show wear. I have had it for +three years. The last time we played over at Kermoor, a hook came loose +on the shoulder where my waist fastens. It was a trifle but it almost +caused me to lose that game. It pestered me until I could scarcely think +of anything else. I made up my mind then that I'd never be placed in +such a position again. While I have it in mind, I am going over those +hooks and eyes and sew them so tight that they cannot possibly give." + +"Why not come out on the campus now, Helen? The girls are going to walk +along the river's edge as far as the campus reaches and then climb over +the hill and come back the other way. Miss Watson will come with us." + +"If I do I'll neglect those hooks. I had my gym work to-day and do not +need exercise. You run along and I'll discipline myself about the +hooks." She laughed softly at her own remarks. + +"Very well. If you will not, you will not," replied Hester, drawing on +her red sweater and Tam-o-Shanter. "I'll be off or I'll keep them +waiting, and you know Miss Watson does not approve of that." + +She went her way down the hall. She was a picture good to look at, and +which would have pleased more eyes than the partial ones of Debby Alden. + +Upon Hester's departure, Helen went to her sewing. The gray gymnasium +suit hung in a public press at the end of the hall, and it took her some +time to find her own among the others which hung there. Her needles and +thread were at hand, but hooks and eyes were lacking. She found that the +waist required several additional hooks and what were in place hung by a +mere thread. + +"I have a card of hooks somewhere," she said to herself. "I remember +distinctly putting in everything in the line of mending that I might +possibly need. I remember now. What I thought I would not need often, I +put in the bottom of the closet." + +The closet floor held quite an assortment of boxes. Articles which the +girls used seldom, had been stored here out of the way. Helen remembered +that a box with hooks and eyes, buttons and glove-silk had been placed +in there, early in the fall when she had unpacked the trunk. + +She and Hester had been careful about not infringing upon each other's +closet room. Each had her allotted space and number of hooks; but +keeping the floor divided was not so easy. Boxes had been moved and +shoved about until it was impossible to know whose they were. + +Helen sat down on the floor and began a systematic search; in turn +opening each box and examining its contents. It required system for the +boxes were many and the confusion great. There were handkerchief boxes, +spool, candy, and shoe boxes of all sizes and conditions. + +She had opened each one without discovering the articles which she +needed. She was about to put them back in their places when a little +dark covered box, hidden deep in the corner, attracted her eyes. Without +a thought that she might be infringing on someone's else right, she took +up the box and opened it. She gave a sharp exclamation at the sight of +its contents. She sat with it opened in her hand, looking at it +steadily. Then she replaced the lid and put the box with the contents +just as she had found them, back in the corner. She put the floor of the +closet in order, and then went back to her work. She found her card of +hooks and eyes in the bottom of her sewing-bag. She was busy sewing them +on when Hester came in. They greeted each other as usual, yet Hester was +conscious that something was different. + +"Are you ill, Helen?" she asked. + +"No, Hester." + +"Are you worried?" + +"What should I have to worry me? You have been gone less than an hour. +What should happen in that time to make me either ill or anxious? I have +been putting the floor of the closet in order. I am afraid I opened +some of your boxes, but I did not disturb their contents." + +"No matter if you did. I am glad the closet is in order. It surely +needed some attention." Going to the door she flung it wide. "How nice +it looks. The boxes piled up like a shoe-store. I wonder how long it +will remain that way." + +Helen watched her closely. Hester must indeed be a capital actor, for +she had showed neither anxiety nor embarrassment at hearing that Helen +had opened the boxes. + +After dinner that evening, no conversations were carried on between the +two girls. Helen, contrary to her habit, went directly to her room and +did not mingle with her friends in the library or parlor. She was in her +study garb and presumably deep in study when Hester came back to her +room. She neither spoke nor raised her eyes at Hester's entrance. Her +eyes were upon the text, but she was not studying. She was reviewing +certain little incidents of Hester's being with her. A score of trifles +to which she had then given no thought, now appeared in gigantic +proportion with most pretentious signs. Hester had shown no interest +whatever when the pin had been lost. She had not helped look for it. +Just before the holidays, Helen remembered it clearly now, she had found +Hester in the closet. Hester had blushed and stammered and appeared much +confused and had replied curtly to Helen's questions. It was really very +suspicious. Helen did not like to think of such matters. She had no +desire to think evil of any one; but the evidence was there. She could +not go past that. She had trusted Hester, and had really loved her. +Hereafter she would trust and love no one. + +Even after the close of the study hour, there was no opportunity for +conversation; for at the ringing of the half-hour bell, Helen, contrary +to her habit, went down the hall to the room of one of the seniors. She +did not ask Hester to accompany her and the latter was hurt by the +omission. They had been together almost six months and in that time such +a thing had never before occurred. + +Hester slowly made ready for bed. The fumes of chocolate and fudge in +the making were wafted to her from the rooms at the lower end of the +hall, and the chatter and laugh came with them. No one called her to +come. She felt forsaken and lonely. Such occasions previous to this, she +had not waited until a special invitation had been given her, but joined +and helped with the merry-making. She felt that something stood between +her and Helen. Just what that something was, she did not know, nor could +she surmise. There was nothing tangible for her thoughts to work upon to +reach a conclusion. She instinctively felt that something was wrong. In +this particular case, instinct was stronger than reason. She crept into +bed, although the retiring bell had not rung. The two little iron cots +stood side by side with only a narrow space between them. Helen had +always been the deliberate one of the two. Hester was generally in bed +before Helen had finished her reading. It had been the latter's habit to +come to Hester's bed and softly kissing her on the forehead to whisper, +"Good-night, little roommate." + +It was for this good-night that Hester was waiting. She would insist +then upon knowing what troubled Helen or what had gone wrong to cause +this feeling of alienation. She would have cried had not her pride +sustained her. The tears were very near the surface but she forced them +back. She would cry for no one, no matter how that one treated her. + +A few moments before the retiring bell, Helen came into the bedroom. +Knowing that she was late and that the lights would soon be turned off, +she prepared hastily for bed. She did not once glance toward Hester, but +that might have been because she was hurried. While Hester lay and +watched her, the lights went out. She heard Helen laugh softly and say, +"Just in time. I just gave the last turn to my hair." + +Then she moved toward the cot, but she moved toward the outside and not +near that of her roommate. Hester was overcome with homesickness. Her +pride took to itself, wings. Raising herself in bed, she turned toward +Helen. + +"Have you forgotten something, Helen? Are you not going to bid me +good-night?" + +"Surely. Good-night, Hester." + +"But not that way, Helen. I mean the way you always have done." + +There was silence for an instant. To Hester it seemed as though hours +had passed before Helen replied gently and firmly, "Not to-night, +Hester. I--I--cannot--to-night." + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +After this, Hester Alden believed that school could never be as it had +been. The first day proved that she was wrong. Outwardly, life at +Dickinson moved on as before. No one appeared to know or care that +Hester Alden had been touched to the quick, and that she was very +miserable and unhappy. + +Helen was courtesy itself. She was careful to include Hester in all her +invitations, but it was a carefulness forced upon her from a sense of +duty and not from love. Hester was not dull. She felt the difference. +She could be quite as proud as Helen. So she raised her head a trifle +higher as she walked and drew her shoulders a little more rigid and gave +back to Helen the same rigid courtesy that she was receiving. + +To Hester it was tragic. The alienation was a genuine sorrow to her. To +one who merely looked on, the two girls were acting foolishly. A few +words would have cleared away the misunderstanding and saved them from +suffering. Helen acted from what she thought was a high sense of +justice; Hester's action was from pride only. + +The other girls in the dormitory knew not the cause of the estrangement, +for both Helen and Hester had that sense of honor which impelled them to +keep closed lips on such matters. The intuition of the girls told them +that affairs between Helen and Hester were not quite the same. That was +as far as their intuition carried them. + +In spite of Hester's unhappiness, matters at Dickinson moved on as +before. Renee came to borrow; Erma laughed merrily; Mame wept over the +condition of her clothes which looked as though they were fresh from the +French tailor; Josephine grew eloquent on moonlight, love-stories, and +kindred subjects; Mellie Wright came and went like a gentle ray of +sunshine. The strangest part of all to Hester was that Mellie, who never +appeared to notice what took place, was first to grasp the situation. +Before the week had passed, she made an occasion to join Hester on the +campus. No reference at all was made to the state of depression which +hung over Hester like a cloud, but before the two had parted, the +younger girl carried with her these impressions: + +Everything comes right some day, and that day comes when least expected; +nothing matters if one continues to do what is right, regardless of +other people's opinion of one; and if one is blue, the best thing to do +is to do something and do it quickly. + +Mellie did not put her philosophy into those words, nor did she make a +personal application for her companion. The strongest impressions are +those which we receive unconsciously. After this talk with Mellie, +Hester's pride and ambition were aroused. She was indignant with herself +that she had given way to any show of feeling and vowed to herself that +from that instant she would not lose control over her emotions. + +Fortunately for her, basket-ball practice followed close on her +resolutions and putting her thoughts into action, strengthened her. + +She played right guard on the scrub team with Edna Turnbach opposed to +her. Edna was little, wiry, and active, an opponent that was really +worth while. + +Hester cast her troubles to the wind and went into the game with all her +energy. Edna was quick, but Hester matched her with cool calculation. +Her long strides were equal to Edna's quick ones; and she had the +advantage of length of arms which could be kept beyond Edna's reach. + +The left guard on the scrub team was Emma who resembled a little Dutch +doll wound up and set to moving. Emma had no guile in her disposition +and was utterly lacking in self-assertion. She admired Hester's playing +and never failed to play the ball into her hands. Just the moment +Hester's hand touched the ball, Emma encouraged her with cries of "Show +them how to play, Hessie. Show them how scrubs play when they once get +started." + +Emma was both an inspiration and an advantage. Hester played with all +her energy. To watch her, one might believe that all the future depended +upon the winning of the game. + +For the first half, she had the ball the instant the captain's hand had +left it. Passing it on to Emma with a quickness and deftness which was +almost beyond belief, she rushed forward in position to receive Emma's +return pass. It was no easy matter for Edna was close at her heels and +the center stood in her way. But by quick side movements, a sudden jerk +beneath outstretched arms, the thing was done. + +Only once during the first half was the ball worked back to the goal of +the opposing team; but even then it did not make a score. For three +minutes, it went from end to end of the cage and at last went from the +hands of the scrubs on a foul that Emma had made. + +During the game, Hester was not only playing right guard. She played the +game alone with a little assistance from Emma--a game of solitaire. She +was the team and made every score. + +Miss Watson and Doctor Weldon stood in the gallery looking on. + +"Hester Alden is a brilliant person," said Miss Watson. "She will amount +to something if she continues." + +"She can do little in mathematics. She'll pass on about seventy-five per +cent," said Miss Laird. She had long since erased Hester's name from her +good books, for Miss Laird knew only angles and equations, fixed values +and ratios, and had no conception of nor admiration for a mind which was +not as her own. + +Miss Watson laughed at this remark. She was more liberal-minded than +Miss Laird and was not disappointed to find that her girls were not all +of the same type. + +"You can open an oyster with a pen-knife as well as a chisel," she said. + +Miss Laird glanced at the speaker. She was logical but not witty. Seeing +that she did not grasp the meaning, Miss Watson continued. + +"Taking the oyster as each one's little world, you know, Miss Laird. I +have known men and women who have achieved a wonderful amount of success +and happiness who could not have made seventy per cent on one of your +examinations." + +Doctor Weldon had listened in silence. She had sat watching Hester +during that intense first half. She read deeper than either of her +teachers. + +"I am fearful for Hester," she said at last. She spoke so low that only +Miss Watson heard her. "She is too easily hurt, and she'll fight off +showing it until she drops from exhaustion. If I know the girl, her good +playing this evening is not so much for love of the game, as it is to +hide the fact that something has gone wrong." + +"Rather an excellent trait. Do you not think so?" said Miss Watson. +"Personally, I despise a whiner, and haven't a bit of sympathy for a +girl who goes about asking for pity. Pride is a good thing when it helps +us cover up our own bruises." + +"It is very fine, if it is not overdone. You know you cannot keep all +the steam in a boiler under high pressure. There must be a safety valve +or--trouble. I hope Hester will not be too intense. Intense folk need +such a lot of self-control, or they make every one miserable about +them." + +The conversation stopped at this point. The practice game was over and +Miss Watson went below and into the cage to see that the girls were +taking the necessary precautions in regard to wraps. + +"Hester Alden will play at Exeter," was the general opinion at the close +of the game. + +"I am sure of that," said Sara Summerson. "During the game I was where I +could see Miss Watson. Nothing escaped her. She watched every move +Hester made. Emma was all right at first, but that foul put her on Miss +Watson's black list. I could tell that. You know how Miss Watson presses +her lips together and nods her head when she's pleased. Well, she did +that every time Hester made a good play." + +"I will not get a chance to go," said Emma. "I am sure of that. I'd like +to, for I know lots of Exeter girls. There's a whole _bunch_ of them +from up our way." + +"You speak as though they were flowers," laughed Erma, as she hurried +down the steps from the gallery to join the girls. "A bunch of girls and +a bunch of flowers, I presume that is a figure of speech, but +nevertheless I would not let Doctor Weldon hear me, if I were you. She +might fail to see how flowery it is, and think you are using slang." + +Josephine was leaning against the balustrade. Her cheeks were pressed +upon her upturned palm and her eyes were raised toward some remote +region in the direction of the ceiling. Her hair was bound with a Greek +band. She had seen to it that her short-waisted dress was suggestive of +Grecian lines of beauty. + +"I rather like that term," she said slowly. "We say a bunch of flowers; +then why not a bunch of girls. Somehow I always think of flowers when I +see a group of girls together. Do people never make you think of +flowers? Some seem to me like lilies, others like shy, modest violets." + +"Oh, cut it out!" said Emma, disregarding the rules in the use of +language. "Just at present they make me think of a lot of empty vessels +which will be emptier if they are not out of these duds and into dresses +before the ten-minute bell rings for dinner." + +Emma strode on down the hall, in company with Mame Cross and Edna +Bucher. Edna had her arm around Emma's waist, although she was fully +six years Emma's senior. But the younger girl's father was a bank +president, a railroad magnate, and a number of other important persons, +and Edna believed in cultivating friendship where it would bear fruit +worth while. Emma was lavish and Edna fell heir to many discarded +trifles and was never ignored when Emma had a spread or banquet. + +"Josephine is too sentimental," said Emma placidly. "If she would only +waken and talk sense, she would be fine." + +"She's such a sweet girl," said Edna. Every woman, girl or child she had +ever known, came under that general heading in Edna Bucher's good books. +They were "sweet." That was always the sum and substance of her +criticism. There might have been a reason for such a general judgment. +As in the case of Josephine, obligation fixed the limit of Edna's +expression. She was at that moment, wearing a shirt-waist which +Josephine had purchased only to find it too small for comfort in +wearing. + +During the three weeks before the game with Exeter, nine practice games +were played between the first team and the scrubs. In these Hester +Alden played right guard. She had never missed a goal which she had +attempted and had never made a foul. There had been one or two instances +when she might have done quicker work in passing and kept the ball from +the control of the opponent; but they were minor faults which faded into +insignificance before her more brilliant plays. + +During this time, Helen had maintained the letter of courtesy toward her +roommate. But there was no longer any show of affection or love between +them. Nothing had been said about the trip to Exeter. However, Hester +was counting upon it. She knew that her playing had justified Miss +Watson and Helen in selecting her. Miss Watson was the head of the +athletics, yet the choice of players in reality rested with Helen. + +Miss Watson permitted this because she believed that girls who were in +sympathy with each other could work together better than where there was +an unfriendly feeling or antagonism. Hester, relying on being chosen as +a substitute for the Exeter game, made ready her suit, purchased a new +pair of gymnasium shoes, and was about to write to Aunt Debby +concerning the trip. + +The games were played on Friday evening, unless the distance was too +great for the visiting team to reach the school in a few hours. Then +Saturday afternoon was given over to them. Several days before, Miss +Watson read out the names of the substitutes and the teacher who would +go in charge of the girls. This important reading took place immediately +after the general gymnasium work in the afternoon. + +Wednesday morning, Berenice went about with a very wise expression. She +looked as though she could tell a great deal if she were insisted upon. +Erma, meeting her in the hall, fell prey to her hints and insisted that +she tell the secret that was weighing her down. + +"I was in the office waiting to see Doctor Weldon," said Berenice. "Miss +Watson was in the private office talking with the doctor. It was +something about the players for the Exeter game. You know Miss Watson +must always give the list to Doctor Weldon before it is announced. +Something unusual happened, for they debated a long time. Of course, I +could not catch the words. I did not try; but I could not help knowing +that there was a discussion." + +"There generally is," said Erma. "Doctor Weldon will not allow a girl to +play unless she is up in her work and her conduct. Campused twice, and +your throat is cut for any work in athletics." + +Berenice's face flushed. The reference to being campused touched her. + +"This was more than that. It was an argument; Miss Watson held to one +idea and Doctor Weldon to another." This was growing interesting. A +group of girls clustered about Berenice to hear the startling news. + +"Did you hear who the substitutes were?" asked someone. + +"Why ask that?" said Sara Summerson slowly. + +"I am not brilliant, nor yet am I observing; but I know who the +substitutes will be if the choice is according to their playing." + +"_If_ it is," said Berenice. + +"I think it always is," said Mellie gently. "It would be very foolish to +have it otherwise; to risk our securing the pennant on account of a +little personal feeling. I do not like to feel that people are unjust. +They have always treated me fairly." + +"They always will," said Erma. + +"They have never treated me fairly," said Berenice. "Every one I meet +always tries to make something from me or treats me unfairly." + +Erma laughed and the girls followed her fashion. + +"They always will, Berenice," she said. "People always find what they +are looking for. You always find in every place just what you carry +there. You are out looking for trouble, and you will find it waiting +around the corner. If you will persist in going about with a chip on +your shoulder, you may be sure that someone will take pleasure in +knocking it off." + +"But the players," cried Emma. "Who are they? When will Miss Watson read +the names?" + +"I did not hear the names, but I did hear her say that she intended +making them public at gym this afternoon." + +"I intend to ask Doctor Weldon if I may go over with the girls," said +Emma. "Of course, I know that I will not be allowed to play and I don't +care much about it. I'd have just as much fun looking on and rooting. I +know a dandy lot of girls over there." + +"You had better see her early then," said Louise Reed. "She will not +grant more than ten extra permissions and I know a number of girls who +intend going." + +"I'll see her the first thing after luncheon," said Emma. "She will not +let us come before one-thirty." + +"Whatever you do, Emma, do not get excited and tell Doctor Weldon that +you know some 'dandy' girls at Exeter. She will not allow any of us to +go if she hears from you that the Exeter girls are of that type. Be +careful, Emma." + +Emma shrugged her shoulders and tried to look serious, but the effort +was a failure, for the dimples came to her cheeks and rippled into +smiles. She turned to Mame and asked if she were going. + +"I--going?" exclaimed Mame. "How can I go? I haven't a thing fit to +wear." + +"You might wear your new blue broadcloth," suggested Louise Reed. + +"New? Why, I had that before the holidays. I never did like it. I shall +not go with you girls and look shabby. You always look so well and I +will not put you to shame." + +"I am sorry for you," said Erma. "I'd offer you my tan coat suit which I +have worn but two years, only I need it myself; it being the only one of +its kind that I have." + +"You may laugh," said Mame. "But I am telling you the truth. I haven't a +dress fit to wear." + +"No congregating in the hall, if you please. If you must talk together +you will find the parlor open to receive you." Miss Burkham had come +among them and spoke with a voice of gentle authority. + +"Yes, Miss Burkham," replied six voices together, as the six bowed and +moved to their rooms. + +The rumor that the names of the players would be read that afternoon +filled the ranks in the gymnasium. A number of girls had received +permission to be absent, but on hearing the rumor, they reconsidered +and decided that they were able to be present. The period of exercise +dragged along. The girls went through with the drills with as much +animation as one might expect from an automatic machine. Their eyes were +upon the clock whose hands moved provokingly slow. But it came to an +end, as all things must after a time. + +Miss Watson gave a signal to the pianist to stop playing. Then stepping +to the front, she bade the girls to be seated. They found places on the +floor, on the horse and the mattresses which lay along the outer edge of +the floor. A few drew themselves up on the horizontal bars and balanced +there carefully while Miss Watson drew forth her paper, looked it over +and then began her preliminary remarks. One could have heard a pin drop, +so quiet was the room. + +"As you know, we play the Exeter team in their gymnasium, Friday +evening," began Miss Watson in her brisk, business-like way. "The game +will be called at eight o'clock. We shall have a two-hours' ride to +reach Exeter. The last train from our station leaves at four o'clock. +Consequently, the faculty will excuse from lessons Friday afternoon, all +the girls who play." + +"Or root?" finished Emma. She was balanced on the bars. The sound of her +own voice so startled her that she nearly lost her balance and was saved +from falling only by Louise's clutching her firmly by the shoulder. + +Miss Watson turned toward Emma and looked her reprimand. "What have you +to say concerning the matter, Miss Chase?" she asked. The tones of her +voice would have disconcerted any one but Emma. Hers was an effervescent +spirit which could not be suppressed. She smiled upon Miss Watson as she +replied, "The girls who go along to root--will they be excused, too? You +said the players will not have any lessons Friday afternoon. What about +the girls that root?" + +Miss Watson looked her scorn of the question and questioner. One thing +which had been discountenanced by the faculty and by Miss Watson in +particular, was the word "rooting" and all it stood for. + +Miss Watson ignored the questions and continued, "Miss Burkham had +planned to accompany you--." + +The girls gasped. With Miss Burkham in charge they would not be allowed +to speak above a whisper. She would compel them to be all that was +elegant and conventional. + +"--but she has found that to be impossible. Neither Doctor Weldon nor I +can leave the school, so Fraulein Franz will have you in charge." + +There was a relaxation of muscles. An expression of amusement and relief +spread over the faces of the girls. Dear Fraulein Franz! She would be +with them like a mother hen with a brood of ducks. With the Fraulein +they would do much as they pleased, and she would attribute it to the +peculiar customs of the country. + +"The first team will be made up of the regular players. Three +substitutes will accompany the team. Doctor Weldon thought three would +be sufficient. I shall read the names of players and substitutes." +Taking up the paper, she read. + +"Captain, Miss Loraine--Players: Misses Turnbach, Cross, Bucher, and +Loveland. Substitutes: Misses Reed, Chase, and Thomas." + +That was all. Hester's heart had been in her throat at the beginning. +Now she felt cold and chill. She had been so confident. The girls knew +that she had expected to be chosen. They knew that she had her suit in +order, with gay new letters across the blouse. She sat quite silent and +motionless on the mattress propped against the wall. She could not raise +her eyes to meet the eyes of the girls. She could not speak to them. The +girls did the kindest thing they could do. They went off without +attempting to speak to her, or to offer her condolence or sympathy. + +When she raised her eyes, she found that the gymnasium was deserted and +that she was the only occupant. + +She arose and went out into the corridor. She could not go to her room +and meet Helen. Helen had played her false. Perhaps, the recent +assumption of dignity on Helen's part had been to prevent any criticism +of this action. + +Hester could not remain alone in the gymnasium, neither in her present +garb would she be permitted to visit the parlor, nor to linger in the +halls. The only alternative was to go to her room, and meet Helen there. +The injustice of the choice of substitutes at last appealed to her. Had +she been an Alden in very truth, she could not have shown the old +revolutionary spirit more. + +Wounded feeling gave way; personal pride took to itself wings. The thing +was unjust and she would not bear it even from Helen Loraine. Another +thing she would not bear--she had borne it too long already--and that +was the distant, haughty treatment accorded her by Helen. Hester Alden's +spirit arose. She would have justice though she had to fight for it. + +The feeling of humiliation left her. Now she had no dread of meeting the +girls. She raised her head proudly. Her eyes flashed, and a flush came +to her cheeks. + +Helen was in the study when she entered. She was evidently doing nothing +and had been doing nothing for some minutes. Perhaps she dreaded the +meeting as much as Hester. She looked up when the latter entered and +spoke, "Well, Hester, are you back from the gym?" + +To use Debby's expression, Hester was not one to beat about the bush. +Now, she brought up the subject at once. + +"Did you or Miss Watson choose the substitutes?" she asked. + +"Why, I did. That is, I recommended the ones I wished to play, and Miss +Watson agreed that they were satisfactory." + +"Helen Loraine, did you choose ones who played the best, as you have +boasted that you always do?" + +"I took the ones that played well and whom I thought had a right to be +substituted." + +"Answer me this." Hester walked directly before her roommate. Standing +so, they looked into each other's eyes. "Answer me this. Do I not play a +better game than either Louise or Emma? Have I not made the score when +their fouls would have brought it down?" + +"Yes, you have. You are a better player than either. To do you justice, +Hester, you play as well as any girl on the first team." + +"I do, and yet you passed me over for an inferior player. Is that +justice to either the team or me?" + +"It does not appear so. Yet one cannot judge from appearances alone. I +believed that I did what was fair and honorable." + +"I fail to see it that way," said Hester proudly. + +"We do not see it from the same point of view." + +"Evidently not. But this much I insist upon. I must know the reason why +you ignored me when you have acknowledged that I was the best player. I +demand the reason." + +"Don't you know, Hester Alden? Don't you really know?" + +"I do not. There is something else I do not know or understand; that is +your treatment of me for the last three weeks. Do not for a moment think +that I am begging for either your love or friendship. I wish nothing +that does not come to me of its free will. But it was you who first +wished to be friends. It was you who always made the first advances. +Time and time again, you told me that I was nearer to you than any +friend you had ever had and that I seemed more like a sister to you." + +"I know," said Helen slowly. "And I meant every word. From that first +night you were here, you were never like a stranger. I meant every word +I told you." + +Her voice was low and sorrowful; but Hester was unmoved. The bitter +feeling which had filled her heart for three weeks was now bursting +forth in a torrent. + +"Much I care for such affection! If that is the way you treat your +sister, I am very glad I am not she. Suddenly, without a reason, you +grow haughty and rude--." + +"Rude! I was never rude, Hester. I was always courteous." + +"Yes, with the kind of courtesy which made me angry all over. I wish to +tell you right here, Helen Loraine, that I shall not stand being treated +so without a reason." + +"I thought I had a reason. I think yet I have a reason." + +"Then why did you not come to me and tell me point blank? It is far +better to accuse me of something definite than to go about acting and +looking unutterable things." + +"I could not tell you. Even now, if I should tell you and ask for an +explanation--." + +"I would refuse to give it. It was either your place to come directly to +me or to trust me implicitly. I would give no explanation now, if I had +a million of them to give." + +"But, Hester, listen. I have been as hurt and miserable about this as +you. Let me tell you--." + +"Here you are. I knocked once and you didn't hear me. Hester, would you +just as soon lend me your basket-ball suit? I never gave a thought of +going to Exeter and I haven't any letters for my blouse." It was Renee +who had interrupted them. + +"Yes, you may have it," said Hester. She moved away. The talk which +might have resulted in a reconciliation between her and Helen was not +resumed and nothing at all came from it. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +There were but twelve girls who went down from Dickinson to the Exeter +game; but to the hundred yet remaining, it seemed as though the +dormitories were vacant. Hester found the afternoon long. Her anger had +passed. She was not sorry that she had spoken as she did, but that no +results had come from her show of spirits. She was not in a mood to +visit with the other girls. Her intimate friends had gone with the +basket-ball team. No study hour was observed Friday evening. The parlors +and library were open. Hester, from her room, could hear the sound of +the piano and the school songs. Instead of enlivening her, it had the +opposite effect. + +The girls who went down to Exeter could not possibly return until +Saturday evening. That meant another entire day alone. Hester did not +like to think of that. + +"I shall pack my suit-case and to-morrow morning, I shall ask Doctor +Weldon to allow me to go to Aunt Debby." + +The decision brought up her spirits. She immediately began to arrange +her work. The books were put in order and a suit-case taken from the +shelf in the closet. + +"Aunt Debby said she would make new collars for my waists and change the +sleeves." With this promise in mind, she selected the thin white waists +which were showing signs of wear. Miss Richards and Miss Debby, with a +few deft touches, would make these look almost as well as new. + +In her rummaging, Hester had the same experience that Helen had had +three weeks before. She went over the boxes for some article she needed. +She discovered the little box hidden away in the corner. She opened it +and exclaimed just as Helen had done. + +"My pin! I had forgotten all about that. I think I shall wear it. It +looks rather pretty against a white dress." Holding it up against her +waist, she looked down upon it with satisfaction. It surely did look +pretty, against the white! The little bit of cut glass scintillated +like a bit of fire. Fastening it to her waist, she continued her work. + +The next morning, she went down to breakfast wearing the pin. Mellie was +at the table, and gave a look of surprise when Hester came in. After a +time she turned to her and said: "Where did Helen find her pin? I am +glad she has recovered it, for it was valuable in addition to being an +heirloom." + +"I did not know she had found it," said Hester. "She did not mention the +matter to me." + +"I thought--." Mellie hesitated and did not finish the sentence. Several +times, Hester found her looking closely at her. + +Hester was wearing a soft shirt-waist with a tie. The ends of the tie +knotted in butterfly fashion had been caught together by the pin which +was partly hidden by them. + +Hester secured permission to visit her Aunt Debby. She was to go down on +the ten o'clock car and return Monday morning in time for chapel. On her +way to the car, she met Mellie, Berenice and several girls from the west +dormitory. + +"We'll walk with you to the triangle," said Berenice. "I do not know how +we will put in our time to-day. It is certainly dull with the girls +gone. I wonder how the game went last evening?" + +"Didn't you hear?" asked one of the others. "They telephoned Miss Watson +last evening. She's our hall-teacher and she told us at once. It was +twenty to thirty in favor of Exeter." + +"Exeter won!" cried Berenice. "It is poor management on someone's part. +They never won a game from us before--not on such a score. Last year +neither scored, and the year before Exeter was one goal ahead, and they +would not have made that if the referee had not been partial." + +"I am sorry. I was sure they would win," said Hester. They had come to +the triangle, the place where the sloping walks meet at an angle. + +"They would have won, too, if you had been there. You should have been. +I, for one, was ready to revolt Wednesday morning, and the other girls +would have stood by me. We would have done so if you would have shown +any spirit; but you sat there as though the game were nothing to you." + +Hester smiled but made no attempt to reply. She was learning to know +Berenice and the danger of expressing one's opinion in her presence. +Life at Dickinson was teaching her more than what lay between the covers +of books. She was learning to meet people, to know them as they were, +and to hold her tongue under provocation as she was doing now. + +Berenice was not easily put aside. "Why, did you not show some spirit +about it, Hester?" + +"Spirit? Why should I? If Miss Watson and Helen thought Emma put up a +better game than I, why should I complain?" + +Berenice shrugged her shoulders. She was about to say more when Erma +came down the dormitory steps and crossed the campus toward them. Her +fair hair was piled high on her head in puffs and rolls. She was wrapped +in a long garnet sweater. She looked like a crimson rose as she moved +across the snow. + +"Drop the subject," cried Berenice. "Here comes Erma. She takes +exception to everything I say. One cannot express an opinion or offer a +criticism in her presence unless one is taken to task." + +"Perhaps it is just as well to let it drop," said Mellie gently. "It is +only a game of basket-ball and not worth a heated discussion." + +"Well, peaches," cried Erma cheerily accosting Hester. "Are you really +going home? Won't your Aunt Debby be glad to see you. Tell her I send +her a thousand hugs and a million kisses. How I wish I were going home +to see that dear old daddy of mine. Girls, when you want to see the +grandest man in the world, come home with me and I'll show you my +daddy." + +Berenice looked down over her nose. + +"It is well to be satisfied," she said. + +"It certainly is," replied Erma. "I am glad I am. There's not a father +or mother better than mine and my friends are the best in the world. I +wouldn't exchange them for millions." + +She had come close to Hester, and encircling her with her arm, asked, +"When are you coming back, peaches?" + +"Monday morning. There comes my car now." She stooped to lift her +suit-case which Marshall had brought down from her room and deposited at +her feet. As she did so, the butterfly end of her tie fluttered, +displaying her quaint pin whose setting gleamed like a spark of fire. + +Its scintillation caught Erma's eye. She was about to remark concerning +it, but stopped herself in time. But Berenice, who never let anything +escape her, also caught the sparkle of the stone. More than that, she +saw the expression which passed quickly over Erma's face, and she read +it aright. She made no remark until Hester had boarded the car, had +waved her good-byes and the car had disappeared down the bend of the +road. Then turning, she slipped her arm into Erma's and Mellie's, and so +walking between them, moved toward the building. + +"Did you notice the pin Hester had on?" she asked suddenly. + +Mellie was wise and did not answer. Erma, who was as transparent as a +ray of light, grew confused and tried to cover it up by asking, "A pin? +Did she have a pin on? I suppose she did. Girls generally wear pins of +some sort." + +Berenice shrugged her shoulders. "Yes; she had a pin on, Erma Thomas, +and you observed it as well as I did. You know as well as I do whose pin +it is." + +"You are very much mistaken. I know nothing at all about it. I have +nothing to do with other people's jewelry." + +"You have with this. At least you spent hours in helping to look for it. +It is that odd one which Helen Loraine wore and which so mysteriously +disappeared." + +"Any disappearance is a mystery. If I lose a collar button, it is a +mystery to me. If it was not, I would know where it was. The things we +don't know are always mysterious. If we know, then they are as plain as +day." + +"It seems strange it should disappear for three months and then Hester +Alden have it on, especially when Helen Loraine is away." + +"That is the very time you should wear other people's jewelry and +clothes. When I am home I always wear my mother's best silk stockings +and rustling petticoats when I know she's down in the city shopping. Of +course I always ask her--when she comes back--and she never refuses me +permission. She always says the same thing: 'Well, since you have them +on--'" + +Erma's attempts to lead the conversation away from Hester and the pin +was without results. Berenice clung to the subject with a tenacity which +would have been admirable had the thing been worth while. + +"I understand you, Erma. You think just as I do, but you are afraid to +say so. I suspected from the first where the pin went; but of course I +did not say so." + +"Do you not think it a wise course to follow now--to say nothing?" + +"It is very different now. Before, I was merely suspicious. One may not +make statements in mere suspicion. Now I have proofs." + +"Proofs? Because Hester Alden has the pin on and Helen is away?" + +"Let us walk along the edge of the river," said Mellie. She, too, meant +to change the conversation. "I love the river when it is icebound. I +should like to cross if I thought it were safe. But I fancy we had +better not. We have had several days of thaw and that always rots the +ice, and rotten ice is far more dangerous than thin ice." + +"I intend to speak my mind," said Berenice. "Mellie and you are very +much afraid you will express yourselves. You think as I do about the +matter, but you will not say so. I cannot see the difference between +thinking a thing and saying it outright." + +"The best thing to do is not to think it," said Erma. She laughed long +and loud and merrily. "That is quite an idea. After this, I shall not +think things. Perhaps my brain will never wear out. Doesn't the +physiology say that every thought wears away some of the gray cellular +tissue? Thank goodness, no one can blame me for destroying mine. I am +sure I never thought any of mine away." As she spoke a new thought came +to her. "No doubt, Helen found her pin weeks ago and you are having your +tempest in a tea-pot all for nothing." + +Berenice had not thought of that possibility. This was an argument, she +was not equal to and was the means of causing her to say no more on the +subject. + +She knew from experience that she could not talk with some of the girls. +They had a sense of loyalty and honor which restrained them from +discussing anyone who came under the name of friend. + +Berenice was unfortunate in her disposition. She was not by nature +honest or sincere, and she could not conceive of another's being so. +When Erma and Mellie had refused to listen to her suspicions, she +attributed not to their high sense of honor, but rather that they were +deceiving her and would discuss the question between themselves. + +Every girl in the hall understood Berenice. They were careful of their +words while in her presence and they never repeated a tale that she +carried to them. Many a time had they taken her to task, but she never +profited by the lessons. When the girls spoke to her plainly, she put +the fault on them instead of upon herself. Gradually the girls let her +go her own way, gave no credence to her words and kept a bridle on +their tongues, when Berenice was within hearing. + +Yet, a word dropped here and there, will spring up and bear seed even +though every one about knows it to be but a poisonous weed. Berenice +dropped these seeds in plenty. A word fell here and there, although the +hearers repudiated it, it yet made an impression, before any one was +conscious that it was so. No one could trace the source from which it +sprung, but the impression was strong throughout the hall that Hester +Alden had taken Helen's valuable pin and had hidden it away for months, +then at the first opportunity when Helen was at Exeter, Hester had worn +it home. + +Hester, wholly unconscious that her action might be misjudged or that it +should be judged at all, had left the pin at the cottage with Aunt +Debby. She had put it away in her own tiny bedroom. A feeling of pride +had restrained her from wearing it at school. The other girls wore pins +which were not make-believes and Hester did not like the idea of the odd +metal and cut glass. + +"Aunt Debby told me it was just a cheap little pin," she said to herself +as she placed it away. "I shall always keep it because it was my +mother's, but I shall not wear it. I do not feel just right wearing +something which pretends to be something else." + +When Hester returned to school Monday morning, more than one pair of +eyes looked eagerly for her coming. Erma and Mellie were hoping that she +would come in with the pin boldly in evidence, and thus put to rout the +rumors which had crept into the hall. Berenice, too, watched for +Hester's coming with a wholly different motive. + +"If Hester Alden comes in to class and wears the pin when Helen is +present, then of course nothing can be said. I shall believe it then +that Helen found the pin and allowed Hester to wear it. But if Hester +comes back without it, I shall draw my own conclusions, and I shall feel +justified in doing so." + +She did not dare to say this to Mellie, Erma, or the older girls. It was +to Emma she spoke, and Emma being youngest of all, and new to school +life, listened and believed. + +Hester was expected on the eight o'clock car. It was not by chance that +some of the girls lingered in the main hall at the time of her coming. + +Marshall from the office window, saw the car coming in the distance and +went down to the triangle to carry up Hester's baggage. The group of +girls saw him and moved nearer to the door. + +"The car is coming. Hester will be on it," said Berenice. Erma was in +the little group. At the tone in Berenice's voice, Erma flushed. Like a +flash there came to her a conception of the part she was playing in +this. If she were Hester Alden's friend, she had no right to question +her action and no right to wait at the door to find proof of her perfidy +or her honesty. Erma raised her head proudly, "I think I shall not wait +here. I shall see Hester later. The dear old honeysuckle that she is! I +shall be glad to have her back. I missed her dreadfully these two days." +She turned her back on the group and was about to walk away when Mellie +moved forward and slipped her hand in Erma's arm. "I shall go with you," +she said. Others, grasping the situation more clearly than they had +before, followed the example of Erma. So it was, that only Berenice and +two of the younger girls waited at the doorway. + +But a few moments they stood there, when the door opened and Marshall +ushered Hester into the hall. + +"I shall take this case directly to your room, Miss Alden," said +Marshall. + +"Thank you, Marshall," cried Hester. She was her gay, bright self after +her visit with Aunt Debby. Her eyes were sparkling and her cheeks +bright. She turned to the girls who stood waiting for her. Ignorant of +the motive which had brought them here to meet her, she greeted them +affectionately. + +"It was lovely of you girls to come down here to meet me. I had a lovely +time with Aunt Debby. Yet I am glad to get back to school." + +While she had been speaking, she had drawn off her gloves and had thrown +back her coat. The girls had given no response to her greeting, but +stood with their eyes fixed upon her. The exclamation which Berenice +gave sounded much like one of exultation; for Hester Alden was not +wearing a pin. + +Hester felt conditions about her. She gave the three girls a quick +hurried glance as though to grasp the intangible something which she +felt. Then she continued her way down the corridor. Berenice was not +easily offended. Catching step with Hester, she walked with her. + +"Did you lose your pin, Hester?" she asked. "You had such a pretty pin +on when you left school Saturday morning. I noticed at once that you +didn't have it on now. Do you suppose you lost it?" + +"No, I did not. I left it home purposely." + +"Indeed. If I had such a pin I am sure I would wear it. There are only +one or two girls in school who have diamonds. If I had a pin with a +diamond in it, I am sure I'd be only too anxious to wear it." + +"But that did not happen to be a diamond. It is a very cheap little pin +which belonged to Aunt Debby--that is, it belonged to me, and I'd rather +keep it than wear it." + +Berenice gave her shoulders a shrug, lowered her eyelids until her eyes +looked like little beads. She would prove to the girls that what she had +said was true. Every one of Hester's friends had heard the report but +had refused to discuss it. Erma laughed in derision at the mention of +it. "Oh, you silly thing," she cried, "to come to me with such a story. +Don't I know Hester better than that." + +And Mellie, Mame, Renee, and Sara stopped the tale-bearers in their +story. Yet while they tried to be true, in the heart of each one was a +doubt. Had they not seen the pin many times? Had it not disappeared +weeks and weeks ago; and had they not seen Hester wear it home, and that +when Helen was absent? Proof was brought before them and they tried to +ignore it. They tried to strengthen themselves in their position by +believing that Helen had found the pin and had neglected to tell them. + +Hester's friends would have let the matter pass, giving her the benefit +of a doubt, but there was in school a different set who were easily +influenced and stood ready to believe anything that was told them. This +set with Berenice as instigator, took it upon themselves to ostracize +Hester. + +It was the custom of the students to loiter in the parlor after dinner, +gathering about in groups. Someone talked; others drew about the piano; +while others arm in arm walked up and down in confidential talk. One +evening as Hester joined one of these groups, the talk ceased. There was +an attempt to resume it, but it was fruitless. The group scattered, +leaving Hester alone. This occurred several times. Hester was not +supersensitive; neither was she dull. She knew that something had gone +amiss, and that she had purposely been snubbed. But not by so much as a +glance did she show that she was conscious of the treatment. She +lingered a few moments longer, made a pretense of playing a piece and +then went to her room and took up her books. + +"They will not treat me so a second time," she said to herself. "They'll +never have the satisfaction of knowing that I observed them." + +It was all very well to speak bravely, but the sting was deep. She had +determination and pluck enough not to bewail. She took up her lessons +and vented her energy in getting them out. + +She was not alone in observing the conduct of the younger set. The girls +of her own hall had also seen what had taken place. + +Not in this alone, did the younger girls express themselves. At +recreation hour, which followed the evening study period, they were +accustomed to gather in little groups in one of the rooms. At these +times, the chafing-dish was brought into use, and the air was heavy with +the odor of chocolate. By contriving, the younger set managed that +Hester no longer made one of the party. + +One evening, Erma and Mame took the girls to task on this matter. Emma +and Louise expressed themselves strongly. Hester had been guilty of the +greatest dishonesty and they meant to cut her dead. + +"Are you taking it upon yourself to mete out judgment?" asked Mellie +gently. "I should scarcely feel myself equal to such a great work. You +are not sure that Hester is guilty. You are surmising. Who knows but +Helen found the pin." + +"I know," exclaimed Berenice. "I took it upon myself to ask her." + +"You must have had--" Erma began with some show of feeling, but stopped +herself suddenly and laughed instead. What was the use in turning the +matter into a tragedy. "Well, if you begin to cut people, you little +freshmen, bear in mind that other girls can do the same. Hester is my +friend and will continue to be. If she is not treated as I am treated, +then I am treated badly." + +"It's a case of love me, love my dog, is it?" asked Berenice. + +"It's a case of treat my friends as you treat me. If Hester is not at +the next fudge party, then you may expect me to leave and furthermore, +you need expect no invitation to any spreads that I have anything to do +with." + +She went her way. The younger girls shrugged their shoulders. It was +considered very fine to be entertained by the seniors and to be accepted +by them as friends. The freshmen who had been so favored did not wish to +forgo these joys. On the other hand, they did not like the idea of +giving up their independence and running at the beck and call of any +senior. + +Berenice's words about asking Helen in regard to finding the pin, had +put Erma's convictions to rout. She tried to comfort herself in the +thought that Berenice was not always reliable in her statements. It was +sorry comfort at the best. A heroic course then presented itself to +Erma. The thought no sooner presented itself to her than she determined +to put it into play. + +"This evening after study hour, I intend making some hot chocolate. +Marshall shall buy me some nice fresh wafers when he goes down the +street." + +"Thank you, I shall be there," said Mame. + +"No, you shall not. That is what I wish to speak to you about. The +moment the half-hour bell rings, I wish you to go down to Hester Alden's +room and I wish you to keep her there until I call to you and her to +come. But not for worlds must you let her know that there has been +anything premeditated about the affairs." + +"Oh, not for the worlds," said Mame. "I do not quite grasp your idea, +but I'll do as I am told though I die for it." + +"You'll not die, Mamie. The good die young, so I see a long, long life +for you. You will be rewarded for your goodness. I shall save the +biggest cup for you and I'll fill it twice without so much as your +hinting." + +"I am your servant from henceforth. Two cups of cocoa to be had not for +the asking, and big cups at that." + +Promptly at the recreation hour, Mame hurried off to see Hester. There +was something she wished done for the paper and Hester wrote so +beautifully. Helen went away and left them. The sound of voices came up +to them from Fifty-four. + +"Erma asked me to come down for some hot chocolate," suggested Hester. +But Mame refused to take the hint. + +"Yes, she asked me too. She'll call us when it's ready. She knows that I +am up here. Now, about this editorial. I'd rather write a novel than an +editorial any time. In novels, something may be done; but in editorials, +one must just think. Would you say this, Hester?" + +She began her reading on an abstract subject which was a theme worthy of +a logician and Hester was compelled to listen. + +Meanwhile, down in Fifty-four, a number of girls had gathered. Erma was +making good use of the chafing-dish while Renee was passing salt wafers +and blanched almonds. Erma was laughing merrily, as she poured the +cocoa. In the midst of her activities her brooch fell from her collar on +to the table. + +"Good thing, I heard it," she exclaimed, drawing the attention of the +entire room to it. "If I had dropped it in the hall or on the campus, I +might never have found it, just as you did, Helen. You never found your +pin did you?" + +"No," said Helen. Her reply was given curtly as though her mind were on +other matters. + +"I told you so," cried Berenice with a show of exultation, looking from +one girl to another. They had become suddenly quiet at Helen's reply. + +"I told you so," she repeated. Then turning to Helen, she continued. "I +can tell you where it is. I saw it and so did several of the others. But +they are afraid to tell." + +"Not afraid," said Mellie gently. "Fear was not what kept us silent." + +"Hester Alden knows where it is," continued Berenice. "While you were at +Exeter, Hester went home. I met her in the hall and walked with her to +the triangle. I saw the pin on her tie. It was partly hidden by the ends +of her tie. When she came back, she did not have it with her. I was not +the only girl who saw it. They all feel as I do about it. Hester Alden +took your pin." + +She looked about the room with an air of malicious triumph. What could +the girls do or say now? The gauntlet had been thrown down and they +could not fling it back. It must lie there, for Hester could not be +defended. Gentle, soft-spoken Mellie arose to the occasion. "I hope you +are happy now, Berenice," she said. "But I do not see how you can be +after such an act. You have deliberately done what you could to ruin +Hester's reputation and what have you gained by it? Nothing at all, +except those who have heard, care just a little less for you." + +During these remarks, Helen had sat silent on a heap of cushions piled +high on the floor. At Berenice's first words, she had grown pale but she +listened without a word. What could she say or do? While Mellie spoke, +she decided the course she would take. If the girls misunderstood her +meaning, well and good. She loved Hester. It was a queer worthless sort +of love which would make no show of sacrifice for its object. She +reasoned thus while Mellie was speaking. Then she looked from one girl +to the other. + +"What startling things you say, Berenice. What pin have you reference +to?" + +"Your heirloom with the diamond in it?" + +"Oh, that," with an air of assumed indifference. "Is that the one that +you have in mind? Yes, I found that three weeks ago. Where do you think +I found it?" She looked about at the girls, but gave them no opportunity +to answer. "I found it in a little box along with some other trinkets. +The box had been put on the closet floor and got pushed back in the +corner. I was hunting about for some hooks and eyes and came across it +quite by accident." + +A sigh of relief was felt. The girls had been sitting with every muscle +rigid. Now, they relaxed and a buzz of laughter and talk began. Berenice +was far more discerning than the other girls there. Something in Helen's +manner was beyond her comprehension. + +"Did you really know then that Hester Alden had your pin and was wearing +it?" + +Helen nodded brightly as she replied. No one noticed that she ignored +the second question that Berenice had put to her. + +"Why, certainly, I knew that Hester had it. You take up very strange +ideas, Berenice. I'd put Hester and the pin from your mind from this +minute. I give you my word of honor that I knew that Hester had the +pin." + +Erma laughed delightfully. Her voice ran the scale and came back with an +echo of triumph in it. Her plan had succeeded beyond her most sanguine +expectations. + +"I have forgotten the girls," she said, "and the cocoa almost gone." +Going to the hall, she called to Sixty-two. "Hester Alden, are you and +Mame going to stay there all night? The bell will ring in a few moments, +and you will have no chocolate." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +From this time on, the younger set of girls made a point of being kind +to Hester. Feeling that they had misjudged her they tried to repay by an +excess of kindness. Hester was a responsive creature. She had no +ugliness in her heart. Spite was a quality that had not entered into the +composition of her character. So when the girls showered her with +kindness, she responded heartily and put from her heart, the bitter +thoughts which had been there. + +Helen, after the brave stand she had taken in regard to Hester, was +troubled. She felt that she had been placed by Hester's shortcomings in +an unpleasant position. She had deceived her girl friends. To be sure, +she had not told them a word which was not strictly true, but they had +misunderstood her and she knew it. To make matters worse, she had +deliberately constructed her sentences that they might be deceived and +yet she was telling the truth. Taking it all in all, it was a paradox. +She hated deception, and Hester had placed her in such a position that +she had been compelled to put a double meaning to her words. + +So the little plan which Erma had worked out had the effect of widening +the breach between the occupants of Sixty-two. + +Hester had been grieved by the treatment she had received from Helen; +but after the choice of substitutes, sorrow gave place to anger at the +injustice accorded her. When the anger had gone, a steadiness of purpose +came to Hester. She resolved to treat Helen with courtesy, nothing more; +to be untouched by her in any way. Hester set her lips firmly and raised +her head proudly. She had caught little mannerisms from Debby Alden, +just as she had caught the principle which had actuated her conduct: not +to cry out and let every one know when one is hurt. + +When she came back from the two-days' visit with Aunt Debby and Miss +Richards, she had mastered her feelings to a great extent. She never +failed to greet Helen upon rising; she bade her a courteous good-night +when bed-time came. They spoke together of little school affairs, but +the long confidential talks had gone. They were well-bred strangers +together for a time. They were spoiling the best part of the school year +by what they pleased to think was their heroism. It would have been far +easier and more fruitful of good results had they taken each other +sharply to task, and blurted out what they had against each other. It +would have been an easy matter, for each would have discovered that +there existed no cause for an estrangement between them. + +Down in the city, Debby Alden was spending the best year of her life. +She had continued her music until her playing had passed the apprentice +stage. She read the classics with Miss Richards. The townspeople had +found her charming in her gracious thought for others. She was practical +and thoroughgoing, and they filled her hands with church and charity +work. Debby had not an idle, lonely moment. To do her justice, she gave +no thought to what people might be thinking of her. She had too many +thoughts outside herself to give Debby Alden much thought. + +She had proved the statement that it is a woman's own fault if she is +not beautiful by the time she has forty years to her credit. Debby's +beauty was of form and feature, and beyond this, the beauty which +radiates from holding high ideals and living up to them. People did not +merely like or admire this elder Miss Alden. Those words were weak to +express the sentiment they held for her. They loved her, perhaps because +Debby had in her heart an interest and love for every human creature +that she met. Hester wisely had not mentioned to her aunt the little +disturbance at school. This was partly due to unselfishness, and partly +that there had been nothing tangible to tell. It would be very foolish +to run and cry, "I have had my feelings wounded, but I do not know why." +Pride, too, was one of the important factors of her silence. She could +tell no one--not even her dear aunt--that the girls had, for some +reason, held her in disfavor. + +But Debby Alden had not lived with Hester sixteen years without +understanding her. The girl had barely entered the cottage and removed +her wraps before Debby knew that something had gone wrong. Debby asked +no questions, according to Hester the same privileges she demanded for +herself--to have hurts and wounds without being questioned concerning +them. + +At the sight of Hester's troubled face, Debby Alden's old fears came +back to her. Had someone at the school brought up the subject of the +girl's parentage? Had someone told her that she had been thrown upon the +world a waif, and none of her people had cared to look for her? + +Saturday evening, the three of the household gathered about the grate +fire. Miss Richards had her embroidery and Debby had taken up a book; +but neither was in the mood for work. Hester was filled to the brim with +school. She was fairly bubbling over with stories of what the girls had +done; who had been campused, and who had been called into the office. + +Debby Alden listened to the chatter as though it were the profoundest +wisdom. + +"And, Aunt Debby, what do you think? I missed Mrs. Vail again last week. +She came to take Helen for a ride and intended asking me to go with +them, but Sara and I had gone around the campus and so I missed my ride +and did not meet Mrs. Vail. Does it not seem strange, Aunt Debby, that I +should always miss her? I fell in love with her picture, you know, and I +was very anxious to know her. Don't you think it's very funny?" + +"I do not know that it is funny," replied Debby. "It has just happened +so. Does the young man come with his mother?" + +"Rob? Sometimes he does. He comes very often alone. Several times, Miss +Burkham permitted me to go down to the reception hall with Helen and +talk with him. Last week, when we had a reception, he was there, and he +talked to me a long, long time. I think he is the nicest boy I ever +knew. I think he is nicer than Ralph Orr. Don't you think so, Aunt +Debby?" + +"You must remember that I met him but once, Hester. I liked him very +much. He had such a nice boyish manner." + +"Boyish. Do you know how old he is?" + +"I am sure he is under seventy," said Debby with a smile. + +"Surely," said Miss Richards in her droll, quiet way, "he must be +younger than I am. I am only sixty-three." + +Hester laughed. "You are making fun of me. He really isn't a boy. He is +twenty-one and a senior in a Medical School. My, but he has strong +nerves! I asked him if it didn't make him tremble to see the surgeons +cut the flesh from one. He said it never phased him. That was his +expression--never 'phased' him. I rather like the expression. It sounds +just like what you might expect from a college boy. Don't you think so?" + +"I never knew college boys," began Debby Alden, but stopped suddenly. +She remembered in time that James Baker had been a college boy. "--I +never knew many, not enough to know what language to expect of them." + +Hester had not caught the hesitancy in Miss Alden's speech. Miss +Richards had and looked up in time to see another Debby Alden than the +Debby she had always known. This Debby had the flush of sixteen years in +her cheeks and the tender light of day-dreams in her eyes. + +Just a moment, Debby Alden sat thus. Then the woman came back where the +girl had been. "What more?" she asked Hester. "Of what else does this +wonderful lad talk?" + +"Everything, Aunt Debby. I really do not believe there is a subject that +he cannot talk upon." + +The women could not restrain a smile at this girlish exhibition of the +confidence of youth. + +"He's traveled and he's been in school, and he is an athlete. He told me +a great deal about school life. That was while we talked together at the +reception. Helen was surprised that he talked so long to me. She says +that he generally speaks to everyone for a few minutes and then goes. He +must have talked to me a half an hour." + +"And then he went home?" suggested Debby. Hester blushed. "No, Miss +Burkham came up and said that I must remember there were other guests +who demanded some of my time, and I had to excuse myself." + +Debby Alden in her thoughts gave thanks to Miss Burkham. + +Hester continued her chatter. She needed no encouragement for when she +was once on a subject she generally threshed it so thoroughly that +nothing but chaff remained. + +"But Robert told me that he generally said but a few words to each lady +present and then went home. But somehow from the very first, he said I +did not seem a stranger to him. He felt that he had always known me. +That was why he sat so long and talked with me and I wish that Miss +Burkham would have attended to something else then, and let me alone." + +This was said in the most childlike, guileless manner. Debby Alden +almost gasped for breath. She was about to remonstrate at the expression +of such opinions when a glance from Miss Richards restrained her. That +lady was not at all alarmed, only amused at Hester's talk. + +"But Eva does not know all I know," said Debby to herself. "If she did, +she would find it no laughing matter." + +When Hester had gone to bed, leaving Debby and Miss Richards yet at the +fireside, the latter took up the conversation. + +"You are needlessly alarmed, Debby. There is not a bit of danger about +Hester's having her head turned. She looks upon Robert just as she did +upon Ralph. He is a good companion. That is all. Perhaps, she is a +little flattered by having a college boy notice her at all. I remember +when I went to school, I did the same thing. If a cadet spoke with us, +we held our heads high and if he asked us to dance, our heads were +turned. We really cared not at all for the cadets, but the uniforms were +very handsome. That was fifty years ago, Debby Alden, and girls have not +changed one whit." + +She smiled as she thought of the old school days. She was far enough +away from them now to know what was mere childish pleasure which had +left its pleasant fragrance clinging to all the years between. + +"Nevertheless, no one knows what may result from these conversations. I +shall speak to Hester." + +"My dear Debby, I beg that you consider and do nothing of the sort. +Hester is a child with no thought of being anything else. Why should you +put other thoughts into her head? You will do just such a thing if you +discuss the subject further with her. Let her talk with the young man at +the reception if she wishes to and Miss Burkham does not object." + +"She appeared so much interested. I am afraid--" + +"Nonsense. You would hedge Hester about with your fears. It is just a +wholesome girlish interest which is right and proper for one normal +young person to show in another. Had it been otherwise, Hester would not +have talked so freely." + +Yet, Debby was not satisfied. "You know that very serious love affairs +are started in just such a boy-and-girl fashion." + +"Surely. I know it. I know also that I do not think it altogether a bad +fashion. Robert Vail, if I read him right, is an excellent young man. +The Vails are people who are above reproach. So what cause would you +have to complain, Debby Alden, if these half-hour talks should be taken +seriously?" + +"In the abstract, your ideas are worth while," said Debby. She could not +laugh at the matter as Miss Richards was doing. "But in the concrete, +they are wrong from beginning to end, and cannot be applied to Hester's +case. Hester must never marry. Knowing that, I intend to keep her from +falling in love, for I would not have her be unhappy." + +There was tragedy in her voice which Miss Richards saw fit to ignore. + +"At the same time, keep the rain from falling and the days from growing +shorter. One is as easily done as the other. You will pardon my +frankness, Debby, but I think you are about to make a mistake with +Hester. You may restrain and educate her to a certain extent, but you +cannot control her thoughts or her emotions. No one can do that for +another. Guide Hester as far as your power lies; advise and admonish +her, but she must live her own life; make her own mistakes and shed her +own tears over them. You and your love must not shield her from that. +She is herself to make of herself what she will. + +"I cannot understand why you should wish her not to marry. In my mind, +it is a fitting state for men and women, else the Lord would not have +sanctioned it." + +Debby could make no answer to this. Miss Richards bent over her +needlework. She and Debby in all their years of intimacy, had but once +before discussed the question. It had been Hester and Hester's future +which had brought it up. The two women sat in silence for some minutes, +when Debby said, "You cannot understand in what way life must be +different for my girl. You do not understand and I cannot explain." + +"Very well. But bear this in mind, Debby. You must not take the +responsibility too heavily upon yourself. You are able to do a limited +amount. There is a greater power in Hester Alden's life, than you. It is +omnipotent and has a greater conception of life than your feeble mind +can grasp." + +"I know," said Debby humbly. "I am able to do so little. I cannot save +my little girl all the bruises and hard places. She must bear them +herself." + +"And you should not if you could. Do not worry about Hester's being able +to bear them. She has a courageous spirit and indomitable will." + +Silence came again. Miss Richards worked on the center-piece she was +embroidering. Debby leaned back in her chair. Her eyes rested upon the +dying coals of the grate. Hester's childlike chatter had started her +thinking on matters she tried to keep back in her memory. She blushed at +her foolishness. Her practical business-like mind looked with scorn upon +day-dreams--such day-dreams as came to her then, as she sat with her +eyes on the grate. She could not smile at Hester's talk of Rob Vail's +wonderful attainments. It touched too deeply. She had thought the same +of Jim Baker that winter he took her to the spelling-bees. He had been a +rosy-cheeked, blue-eyed boy who had ambitions. She had listened to his +stories of the work he meant to do and she looked upon him as the most +wonderful person in the world. But that had happened over twenty years +ago, and she was very foolish to think of it at all. + +Miss Richards worked in silence. At last when Debby Alden brought +herself back from her day-dreams, her companion addressed her. + +"When Miss Loraine was here, Debby, did you observe the resemblance +between her and Hester?" + +"Did I? I most assuredly did. The likeness was so strong that I almost +exclaimed aloud when Helen stepped from the car. She was my Hester, with +just a little difference." + +"You passed the subject over so lightly that I thought you had not +observed what I had." + +"I passed over it lightly because I did not wish to disturb Hester. She +knows she does not belong to my people; I would not have her know more, +nor would I have her disturbed by commenting on the likeness. + +"The likeness between her and Helen did not startle me as much as a +little mannerism which I noticed in her cousin. Did you observe Robert's +way of looking at one while that one was talking? He had the appearance +of being absorbed with interest, and so impatient to hear all that was +to be said that he might be tempted to pull the words from one's mouth." + +Debby laughed softly at her words. "That is rather a peculiar way of +expressing myself, but that is the impression he gave me. I have seen +Hester sit so, listening. Time and time again, I have smiled at her +intenseness, and I have chided her for it. I have no doubt that Robert +Vail is an excellent young man. He looks it. If I read him right, he's +inclined to be 'set' in his way. I do not doubt that if he thought a +course of action was right and decided to follow it, he would be flayed +before he could be compelled to give up. I have noticed that same +tendency in Hester. She is what I call 'set' and always has been." + +"Debby, do you think for a moment that Hester had to go far from home to +find her example? Your dearest enemies could never accuse you of +vacillating. You are what your people were before you. You're 'set' +Debby--quite set. + +"It is not a lack of virtue in one. On the contrary, I admire it. I have +little sympathy for the one who moves with every passing influence. In +my friendships, I find myself leaning toward folk who are 'set.'" + +The gentle kindliness in the speaker's voice and smile made every word +she said seem like a caress. + +"I should be very glad, Debby," continued Miss Richards, "that Hester +has that virtue. Wax melts under any influence; but if iron is molded +right you have something stable. You have given Hester high ideals, and +I have no fear that she will be influenced from them." + +"I had no thoughts of criticising," cried Debby quickly. "I am glad that +my Hester is as she is. I would not have her different. I was remarking +about the resemblance in manner and disposition between her and Robert +Vail. She looks like Helen, but she is like Robert." + +"Do you think there might be relationship, Debby? If there be one, +Hester would not blush to claim such kin. The Vails and Loraines are +fine folk--fine in the highest sense that I can use the word. + +"You told me several years ago, that you knew more of Hester's family +than you had given out. You told me no more than that, and I do not ask +to know more now. But it came to me that they might be bound to Hester +by ties of blood. Surely such a resemblance cannot come by mere chance." + +"There are no blood ties there," cried Debby Alden. "I am sure of that. +No, do not misunderstand me. I would not be jealous of them were they +her kin. I should rejoice to know she was of such a family and the +anxiety which I have borne in secret would leave me. No, Hester is not +of the Loraine or Vail blood." + +Arising from her place at the grate, she moved away to the end of the +room and stood looking out on the white earth. After a few minutes' +struggle with herself, she came back to where Miss Richards sat, "Eva, +cannot your imagination fill out what I cannot tell? You know there are +conditions of blood and family which bear a stain which generations +cannot eradicate. Poor Hester, innocent and brilliant as she is, bears +that mark. You know why I wish to make her independent and +self-sustaining. Those from which she sprung are beneath her; and she +dare not bring the affliction of her people upon those higher. You see +why I must guard her. She must do as you and I have done--though not for +the same reason. She must be alone all her life. I want you to help me +in this." + +"As I have always done, and always will," said her friend. "My +heartstrings cling about Hester, too. I love her almost as much as you +do, Debby Alden." + +While the conversation was being carried on, Hester Alden lay in the +room above not wholly unconscious that her aunt and friend were +discussing her. Now and then a word came to her; but she closed her ears +tight to shut out the slightest sound. + +"Aunt Debby is talking about my people and I must not hear. She said +once that what she told me was all she cared to have me know, so I must +not hear this." + +She shut the sound of voices from her ears. If Aunt Debby did not wish +her to know, that ended it as far as Hester's desire to know was +concerned. + +Debby Alden was troubled in her thoughts about Hester all that winter +term; for she knew that something lay heavy on Hester's heart. The girl +continued her studies, took her part in the social life of the seminary, +and played basket-ball with all her energy; yet her heart was sore +because the breach between Helen and her had not been bridged. The +seminary life was fine--but Helen had been the biggest part of it to +Hester. + +The river had been frozen over since the first of the year. The students +who could skate, used the ice for an outside gymnasium under the +chaperonage of the little German teacher. Helen did not skate and +preferred the routine of the regular physical culture course. Hester, on +the contrary, could have lived on skates, as far as her desire and lack +of muscular weariness was concerned. + +The difference in choice of exercise separated the girls yet further. +The skating was like a tonic to Hester. She could not be dull, +depressed, or anxious after an hour on the ice. She missed Helen's +companionship less than before. While Helen was brought to realize that +it was not a passing fancy she had held toward Hester, but genuine +affection and she missed her companionship more and more. + +The winter held on until late. The week preceding Easter Sunday, the +spring thaw set in and the river came up and over the ice. + +"We'll have an ice-jam and a good one," laughed Erma. "Last spring the +cakes piled as high as the old apple tree. The ice broke just at +tea-time and the river was floating with it until morning. Doctor Weldon +allowed us to watch until bed-time. It was simply gorgeous. Great white +blocks would rise high in the air and then crumble into powder. I think +we'll have a bad jam this spring." Erma danced away, overjoyed at the +prospect of something to break the routine. + +The following Saturday, the rain fell all day. The building was gray and +cheerless. It was the time of year when homesickness is prevalent at +school. The girls were dull and sat about silent in the parlor or idly +turning over magazines in the library. + +In the chapel a chorus of girls were being drilled. "What are they +preparing for?" asked Hester of Sara. + +"You are new, so I cannot tell you. Wait and find out," was the reply. + +At tea-time the same heaviness of spirits hung over the dining-hall. +Suddenly, a creaking sound was heard and a crush as though of breaking +timber. + +"The ice!" cried Erma. Her voice was distinctly heard throughout the +large dining-hall. + +Fortunately, they were at the dessert and Doctor Weldon excused them +immediately. They were warned to fortify themselves with wraps against +the weather. In a few moments, they had hurried to their rooms and were +back again in raincoats, overshoes, and Tam-o-Shanters. + +The Fraulein loved the storm. She and Miss Laird were the only two of +the faculty who could be induced to leave the building. The rain was +falling softly. The Fraulein led the way across the campus to the edge +of the river. The water had risen six feet since morning, and had +encroached upon the campus, and gurgled about the trunk of the old +orchard trees. The ice jammed back on the shore, forcing the girls to +retreat. Great cakes arose as a perpendicular, balanced for an instant +and fell to pieces, or crushed against the trees until they groaned and +bent under the strain. All the while the growling and seething and +gurgling of the water was heard above all. It was glorious. Little +wonder that Erma had anticipated this with delight. + +The lights about the building were the only ones on the campus. The +shadows were heavy where the girls stood along shore. Hester, to whom +this scene was never old, although she had seen it every year of her +life, stood entranced. Her umbrella had been tilted back and the rain +beat down on her face, but she knew it not. She was unconscious of the +chatter about her. She could not have talked. The river and noise and +jamming ice held her spellbound. + +Helen observed her as she stood so and believed that she was sad. Going +up to where Hester was, Helen stood beside her, but no attention +whatever was paid to her. Then she laid her hand lightly on Hester's +arm. The result was the same. Hester stood with her eyes fixed upon the +river, and made no response to the overture of friendship. Then Helen +turned away, feeling that she had been repulsed. + +When the heaviest flow had passed, the Fraulein took the girls back to +the building. Helen went directly to her room to look over the evening +mail; but Hester lingered with the Fraulein who was vainly trying to +describe the flood which she had witnessed in her own little German +village. + +When Hester at length entered Sixty-two, Helen had read her letters and +was standing by the study-table in deep thought. She looked at Hester a +little wistfully. + +"I had a letter from our pastor at home," she said, turning to Hester. +"You have heard me speak of Dr. James Baker?" + +"Yes, I have," replied Hester and took up her work. One could not begin +a conversation on so little encouragement. Helen took up the letter from +her pastor and read it a second time. He wrote to her as he did to all +the absent young people whose church home was his church. He brought to +their attention, the coming Sabbath, and reminded them that it should +mean much to them. He suggested that they too, lay aside the old life +with its troubles and its shortcomings and arise with new ideals and a +new spirit. He had expressed himself finely. Helen, who was sympathetic, +was touched by his words. She would put aside the old life. She would +begin that instant to forget all that had passed and begin anew even her +friendship with Hester. + +Hester, fortified by her pride and the resolution she had made some +weeks before, sat at her table writing. For weeks she had given Helen no +opportunity for more than a passing word. + +"This letter from Doctor Baker is beautiful," began Helen. "He is as +good as he writes. He has been our pastor for fifteen years--more +perhaps. Will you read it, Hester? It may do you good. It has me." + +"Perhaps I do not need it," was the curt reply. "And perhaps Doctor +Baker might object to a third party reading his letters." + +"Nonsense. He would be delighted. Will you read it?" + +"No, I thank you," said Hester, proudly. Then she added. "I may be +beyond being reached, you know." + +Her tone was sharp. It caused Helen to cease from further importunity. + +"Very well, Hester. If you do not wish to, I shall not insist." She +laid the letter aside. + +"It will be the very last time, I shall try to make up with Hester," she +said to herself. "She never really cared for me, or she would see that I +wish to be friends. But she does not care." + +When the half-hour bell rang, the girls began their preparation for bed +without a word to each other. Since the first days of their +misunderstanding, their politeness toward each other was so marked as to +be burdensome. + +They excused and begged pardon each time their paths crossed. The same +formality was continued now. There was no conversation, although both +were talkers and their heads were buzzing with the things they would +like to have said. + +When the retiring bell sounded, there was a short "Good-night, Hester," +and as short a response, "Good-night, Helen." + +There were to be sunrise services in the chapel at which every student +was required to be present. But before that time, Hester was awakened by +voices far in the distance. She sat up in bed to listen. The gray of the +Easter morning was stealing through the window. The voices came nearer +and nearer. At last she could distinguish the words. + + "Christ is Risen. Christ is Risen. He hath burst His bounds in twain. + Christ is Risen! Christ is Risen! Alleluia, swell the strain." + +It was the chorus of girls. This had long been the custom of the school, +to wake the pupils by song on Easter morning. + +The voices drew nearer. The singers paused at the landing of the stair. +Hester could distinguish Erma's loud, clear notes which soared upward +like a bird and floated over all. + + "Alleluia, Alleluia, swell the strain." + +The spirit of the Easter morn came to Hester. + +There was peace and joy. She wished for that. She really had not had it +for weeks. While the song rose and fell, her heart softened toward +Helen. She would make up with her. She would ask to be forgiven and be +friends again. She crept out of bed and went to Helen's bed, but Helen +had gone to make one of the Easter Wakening Chorus. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +Proserpina had returned to earth again. The evidence of her visit was +everywhere. The campus had turned into green velvet; the pussy willows +were soft as chinchillas; the apple trees were in leaf, and just about +to blossom. These were the signs of spring everywhere. In addition to +these, the seminary had a sign which appealed to it alone. The man with +the ice-cream cart had appeared. For several days, his cart had been +backed against the curb of the campus and the sound of his bell was like +the music of the hand-organ to the girls. It was a bluebird and a +robin--the harbingers of spring to them. + +May came and was quickly passing. The girls were talking caps and gowns +and diplomas. The seniors went about with a superior air; the juniors +were little better for they had a classday at least. The freshmen and +sophomores, in the plans for commencement week, were but the fifth +wheel to a wagon. They were ignored. If they offered suggestions they +were snubbed, and informed, not too gently, that they could not be +expected to know anything about such matters--being new to the ways of +commencement. + +Though they had neither commencement, class day, nor play, the freshmen +and sophomores did not lose spirit. What was not theirs by rights, they +meant to make theirs by foul means and strategy. + +It had long been the custom of the seniors to follow the commencement +proper with a banquet. This included only members of the senior class. +The Alumnæ banquet took place later and was in the hands of old students +who had long since left the seminary. Among these were the wives of +judges, physicians, bankers--people with whom the freshmen and +sophomores dare not interfere, though it would have been an easy matter +to have taken this Alumnæ Banquet, for there was no one on hand to guard +it. The menu and serving were wholly in the hands of a caterer from the +city. + +Knowing that the affairs of the Alumnæ must not be tampered with, the +freshmen turned all their energies toward the seniors and juniors. + +The juniors were to give a play. The costumes were to be rented for the +occasion. The play itself was zealously guarded lest it be stolen. Erma, +whose talent lay in a histrionic direction, had charge of the copies of +the drama. Erma had talent but no forethought. She put the pamphlets in +the place most suited to them. Hester, who had been sent out by her +class as a scout to find what she could of the plans of the juniors, +discovered the books the first day; and not only the books but the names +of the juniors and the parts which each was to take. Hester reported +immediately the results of her investigation. The following day, while +Erma was engaged elsewhere the play disappeared, was hurriedly copied by +the freshmen and replaced. Not a member of the junior class, so the +freshmen believed, was aware of what took place and was not the wiser +that the freshmen had begun the preparation of the same play. + +"We can outdo them," said Louise at the class-meeting. "The play is +booked for Tuesday evening. Monday evening is the band concert and +promenade from seven o'clock until eight-thirty. After that, the +freshmen class will have the floor and we'll give the play before the +juniors. Their efforts will fall flat on Tuesday evening." + +"But the costumes!" exclaimed Hester. "What will we do for them?" + +"Borrow them from the juniors when they are from their rooms. We will +need them but one evening. We'll return them as fresh as ever the +following morning." + +"Will they lend them?" It was a little first term girl who asked the +question. + +"No, you dear little freshie, they will not lend them if they can help +themselves. We will ask them Tuesday morning and use them Monday. It is +the safest way," said Emma, who was exceedingly enthusiastic over this +part of school life. While at home, she had read volumes on the subject +of life at a boarding school. From the impression left by those books, +life at school was one succession of receptions, public meetings, and +practical jokes. Discipline and lessons were in the undercurrent of +life. Life at Dickinson had been wholly different from what Emma had +anticipated. This stealing of the junior play and presenting it before +the juniors had the opportunity, appealed to Emma. This was more in the +order of the books she had read. + +Louise sat up on the rostrum, appointing the students to their parts. +She looked at Emma quizzingly, "About your part, Emma," she began. + +"I know what I want to be. Let me be queen. I'd dearly love to put my +hair up and wear a train." + +"You! The queen!" the girls laughed in scorn. "You never would have +dignity enough for that. What you should be is a Dutch doll that moves +with a spring." + +"I could do the queen part--," she began. + +"Hush, hush. You are talking too loud. Some one is coming." + +Footsteps were heard along the stair. The door opened and Renee put her +head in. + +"Are you there, Louise?" she asked. "Do you object to my taking your +umbrella? My roommate has gone off leaving mine locked in the closet, +and I've permission to go down town." + +"Yes, yes, take it," cried Louise. Renee closed the door and +disappeared. + +"I'm suspicious of that umbrella," said Edna. "I think Renee was sent up +here to see what we were about." + +"No, I'd be suspicious of any one but Renee. She wished the umbrella. I +am sure of that." + +"But why should she need it this afternoon. There is not the slightest +suggestion of rain and the sun is not bright." + +"Because, she couldn't go without borrowing something," said Louise. "It +wouldn't be Renee if she could. I suppose she looked about and an +umbrella was the only thing she did not have at hand, so that was the +only thing she could borrow." + +Eventually the parts were given out and partly learned. The girls had +planned for a rehearsal the first week in June. The fact that everything +had to be done under cover from the juniors, made the practice drag. +They could assemble only at such hours when the juniors were in class, +and the chapel vacant. + +The sophomores, confident that the freshmen alone would be able to +manage the juniors, turned their attention to the seniors. Their plan +was to divert the banquet from the dining-hall to one of the society +halls, and feast upon it while the seniors went wailing in search of it. + +Their plans were developing nicely when the weather saw fit to +interfere. The last day of May, which fell on Tuesday, set in with a +soft, fine rain. This was nothing alarming in itself, had it performed +its work and gone its way. But it lingered all day, all night and when +Wednesday morning broke dull and gray, the volume of water had +increased, and was coming steadily down. Thursday was but a repetition +of Wednesday. The rain did not cease for an instant. The sun never +showed his face. + +The river had crept up gradually until the water was licking the trunks +of the apple trees; but this was not alarming. The ice flood had been +higher; and further back on the campus were the marks of the flood of +'48, the highest flood ever known along the river. Even then the water +had not touched the building. There was nothing at all to be alarmed by +the river's rising. + +After the afternoon's recitations, the girls went down to the river's +edge, although the rain poured down upon them. They were learning the +tricks of the old river men. They stuck sticks in the edge of the water +to mark the rise or fall. + +"It's risen over a foot since lunch time," cried Erma. "See, there is my +marker. You can just see it. Think of it--a foot. What will become of +us?" + +"It will rise twenty feet before we need give it a thought," said +Hester. She had been reared along the river and had no fear of it. She +loved it in any form it could assume--tranquil and quiet--frozen and +white--rolling and bleak and sullen. In every form, she recognized only +the beautiful and knew no reason to fear. + +"But if it should rise twenty-five?" cried Erma. She was running about +excitedly like a water-sprite. Her red sweater gleamed in the sullen +gray light. The rain was trickling from her Tam-o-Shanter; but she was +oblivious of all, save the far remote danger. + +"Oh, what if it should come up twenty-five feet!" she continued asking +as she ran along the shore. + +"Oh, what if the world should come to an end!" retorted the girls in +derision. + +The gong in the main hall sounded. + +"I knew it," cried Emma. "I knew Doctor Weldon would not allow us to be +out long. She's dreadfully careful of us. Now, what harm can a little +bit of water do to anyone?" Emma shook her bushy, curly locks. + +"Nothing, when one's hair curls naturally. But it can do a lot when +one's hair is straight. Look at mine." Mame sighed dismally. "Did you +ever see such locks? Every one as straight as a poker. I wish, just for +once, I could look like other girls." + +Josephine was standing in the hall, waiting when the little group of +girls entered. + +"Have you been in all the time?" asked Hester. "How could you? The river +is fine and getting higher and higher each moment. You shouldn't miss +such a sight as this." + +"I have not missed it," was the reply, given while the speaker's eyes +took a soulful upward glance. "I cannot enjoy nature with people +laughing and talking about me. I must be alone and commune with it. I +have stood here watching from the window. What a beautiful and yet a +terrible scene it is. I feel uplifted." + +"I wish I felt the same way--uplifted to the extent of two flights of +stairs," said Hester. She had not meant to be funny, but the girls +laughed. Josephine turned upon her a hurt, aggrieved look. But just for +a moment, then she smiled and said gently, "Hester, you little +water-sprite! How can you jest when nature is at war?" + +Edna Bucher was another student who would not brave the elements. She +stood at the hall window where the stairway makes a turn. She was +dressed in very somber clothes, guiltless of curves or graces. She did +not look with favor upon girls' trudging out in the storm. It had in it +the element of tom-boyism upon which Miss Bucher looked with alarm. + +"No, I did not go," she said meekly and apologetically. "I was brought +up to think it wasn't ladylike to go out in all kinds of weather; +ladies don't do it. It is just what you would expect of a man." + +The hearers replied not a word. They did not so much as shrug their +shoulders or glance at each other. But each girl resolved at that +minute, if being hearty and hale and fearless were unladylike, from that +moment they would be that very thing. + +The weather soon had its effect upon the spirits of the girls. Gayety in +the dormitories and parlors was reduced to the minimum. Pupils stood +silent at windows, gazing out at the steady downpour. Where they did +gather in groups of three or four, there was no laughing or bright talk. +Just a word now and then, and a low reply. At intervals, someone grew +intolerant and expressed herself. "Will this rain never stop?" "I was +hoping it would clear so that we might go into town." + +Their hopes were doomed to disappointment. The rain never ceased for one +instant during the night and all day Friday. + +At lunch time Friday, the girls ran out on the campus to see what had +become of their markers of the evening before. They were gone. The +water had come over them and moved up in the campus until it touched the +cannae-beds. + +"The flowers will be ruined!" cried the girls. As though to prove the +truth of the statement, a tongue of water curled itself softly about the +plants, sucked deep into the roots, and when it went its way, the +cannaes went with it, and only a hollow was left in the great bed, and +this was quickly filled with water. + +"It has risen three feet since last evening," said Hester, who had been +standing silent, estimating the distance. There were exclamations of +wonder, surprise, and fear. To many, three feet of a rise in water meant +no more than a Greek syllable. They had not been reared near a river, +and knew nothing of what might be expected in the way of floods. + +"Three feet is nothing," said Hester with the air of one who knew all +there was to know of such matters. "Why, a June flood is generally seven +feet at home. We do not think much about it. And September floods--we do +not always have them, but we wouldn't think of calling it a flood +unless the river rose at least five feet. Three feet since yesterday! +That is really nothing at all. I hope it will go five feet higher before +night." + +It was all braggadocio on her part; but it had the desired effect. Erma +screamed in terror; Emma's eyes grew big; Mame scolded her soundly for +expressing such a wish. For a while she had a hornet's nest about her +ears. + +Early Friday afternoon, a change came. Before, the rain had come down +steady and constant. Now it came in a stream, as though the floors from +a great reservoir had given way and the water had fallen in one great +body. + +There was no going out in this. An umbrella was no protection whatever, +for the rain came through as water through a sieve. After dinner, the +girls stood in the windows which overlooked the river and watched the +water as it crept up, so slowly the eye could not recognize its advance. + +The trunks of the apple trees were hidden from view. The water was muddy +and foaming. The current had increased until the velocity was ten times +that of normal. There was a sullen roar, and tearing as though the +banks were giving way. Some logs were running, but not many. The breast +of the water was covered with drift. At intervals, large branches of +trees went down. Once a great oak, roots, trunk and all, sailed close to +the apple tree and almost tore it from the earth. A walk, a piece of +fence, a chicken coop, or a dog-kennel went bobbing along their watery +way. Some distance below, yet in sight of the school, was the county +bridge. It had been built in the early history of the country. It was a +big, clumsy-looking affair of wood with a shingled roof and board sides. +Now, entrances were cut off by a wide stream. It stood alone, like an +isolated being; its weather-beaten sides, looking gray against the brown +of the muddy water. + +The sight of the river was growing awful, yet it attracted and held the +girls. The study bell rang unheeded. Miss Burkham came from her room to +call their attention to the study hours. + +As the girls from the east wing crossed the main hall in order to reach +their rooms, they saw Doctor Weldon in earnest conversation with +Marshall, the office boy; Belva, the man-of-all work, and Herman who +acted as night-watchman. + +"I do not anticipate a bit of trouble," she was saying. "But telegrams +came into the city from Reno, thirty miles above, that there was a +twenty-foot flood there and still rising. They've sent warning all down +the river. + +"I have heard that alarm sounded ever since I have been at the seminary. +It is always a twenty-foot flood and the word always comes from Reno. +Either those people have no idea of a foot measure or their imaginations +have been over stimulated." She spoke slowly yet with conviction, as one +who has been accustomed to having their slightest word obeyed. The three +men had been at the seminary and in her service for ten years. They +adored her and accepted her word as final. + +"However, Herman, you keep a close watch. Do not let the water reach the +drive without warning us. We will not run any risks. If you wish to have +Belva and Marshall with you, well and good. I shall ask the matron to +have a lunch prepared for you." + +There was little possibility of danger. Should the water creep up from +the river, even to the west side of the dormitory, a great wing extended +to the east and avenues of escape would remain open. + +The girls overheard Doctor Weldon's words. They were not alarmed. They +understood the conditions perfectly. Should the water come near the west +wing, a thing which had never yet occurred even in the famous flood of +'48, there could be no immediate danger. They were excited with the +prospect of the unusual happening. Since it had rained for five days +against their express wishes, they would feel themselves aggrieved if no +compensation, in the form of an unusual experience, was offered them. + +The fact that it was Friday night, and that the week had been one which +had been void of relaxation or amusement in any way, moved the +preceptress to shorten the study hour and lengthen the time for +recreation. + +But the students would not get away from the weather and the flood. +Little groups of four and six came together and discussed floods, from +the Noachean down to the one of '48. The girls had no personal knowledge +of any high water, but they handed down the folk-lore as it had come to +them. + +Some were particularly fine in giving detail, and making weird, strange +scenes so real that their hearers were deeply affected. Erma had this +power in a great measure, and Hester, to some extent. By the time they +had related several stories, the girls in Sixty-two were shivering with +nervous fear. + +"Oh, you silly little geese!" cried Erma. "Why, you are actually +shivering over something which happened in my great-grandfather's time!" + +"But you make it so real! You and Hester talk as if it happened but +yesterday," said Mellie. + +"Certainly, that is what we try to do," Erma laughed, and seizing Mellie +by the hand, drew her up from the floor where she had been sitting. +"That is what will make us famous. I shall be a great actress and Hester +a great writer." + +Hester heard and blushed. She wondered how Erma knew of her day-dreams +for she had mentioned them to no one. + +"Come, peaches," cried Erma. "I'll take you back to your rooms. If I do +not, you all will have nervous prostration, sitting here listening to +such stories." + +"I do not know when Erma is complimenting me," said Mellie as she +followed. "Sometimes I am 'silly goose' and sometimes I am 'peaches.' +Now when am I which, and why?" + +Erma laughed again. "Oh, you silly goose, don't you know you're peaches +all the time with me?" + +The girls departed. It was yet early, yet Helen and Hester prepared for +bed. Each was deliberately slow. Their paths crossed and recrossed as +they moved from one part of the room to the other, yet not a word was +said until Hester reached to turn off the light. Then came the customary +good-night. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +There was no danger of the river rising to such an extent that the +building would be surrounded and communication cut off. Such a thing +would be impossible! But Doctor Weldon had forgotten to reckon with the +creek which flowed on the opposite side of town and joined the river at +the east end. It had risen as rapidly as the river and had come over the +banks and was creeping in upon them. + +Hester awakened suddenly. It was early morning for the gray lights were +shining in at the windows. The rain had ceased. The first thought which +came to her was that of thankfulness. Now they could have a clear +Saturday and be out of doors without being drenched to the skin. + +It was not raining but there was a peculiar gurgling sound of water. +Helen also heard it and sat up in bed. + +"Do you hear that, Hester? What is it?" + +"It is something outside, I'll see." As she spoke she had left her bed +and hurried to the window. Her exclamation brought Helen to her. There +was no need to ask for explanation. Beech Creek had backed in from a +mile beyond, and was lapping against the stone foundation. The water was +moving over the campus. Nowhere was it more than an inch deep; but on +each side lay the greater depths of the river and the creek. + +"Let us get dressed at once!" cried Hester. + +"Yes, let us go downstairs," replied Helen. She was not so excited as +Hester, yet she was more afraid. Hester knew the river and loved it. Now +her excitement did not spring from fear, but from a kind of enjoyment. + +They slipped into their clothes and made themselves as presentable as +possible and hurried downstairs. At the front entrance was a group of +girls. Some were standing on the lower step, which was a single piece of +granite. The water was lapping but a few inches below. While they talked +and laughed, some hysterically, the water crept up and lapped upon the +lower step. The girls moved higher. Five steps led to the entrance, +which was on the level of the first floor. Then the breakfast bell +sounded and the girls reluctantly went into the dining-room. + +While they were standing with their hands on the back of their +respective chairs, awaiting the signal from the principal, she addressed +them. + +"Young ladies, you will be served with plain fare this morning. Perhaps, +you do not know that the butcher, the baker, the milkman, and butter-man +drive in each morning from Flemington. The road was flooded this morning +and they could not reach us. The supplies which the steward keeps on +hand, are in the basement, which was flooded last night. You may be +seated." + +There was no complaint at the bit of bacon and stale bread with which +each plate had been served. There were excitement and hilarious +good-humor, as though the flood had come for their especial benefit to +give them an experience new and unusual. A bit of bacon and stale bread! +One could get along very well for a few hours on that. But it seemed +destined that the students were not to have even so little. + +Marshall came in and hurried to Doctor Weldon. She appeared cool and +collected; but one could never tell from her manner whether she were +anxious or not. The few seniors who remembered when the building had +been afire, remembered Doctor Weldon had acted just so. Waiting until +Marshall left the dining-hall, she rang the bell. The buzz of voices +ceased. + +"Take your plates and go up to the parlor on the second floor. You may +be dismissed in order. Miss Burkham's table first." + +Miss Burkham arose and led the way. She was quite as collected as Doctor +Weldon, although, she, too, had seen the water marks which were +appearing on the floor from the water in the basement below. + +"It is like a picnic. Think of eating bacon and stale bread in a parlor, +done up in pale-green and silver. I know it will taste better." It was +Erma who was talking. Her voice rang over all like a silver bell, as +with merry laugh and light spirits she lead the way to the floor above. + +The door leading from the main hall on to the porch was closed, but a +little stream had forced itself in and was trickling over the floor. +The men-servants were rolling up the rug, preparatory to carrying it to +the floor above and the women-servants were pinning up window draperies +and hangings to save them from possible contact with the water. + +Doctor Weldon, calm and serene, as though a flood were an everyday +occurrence and not at all alarming, went about the building instructing +the servants and teachers in regard to saving what they could of the +property on the ground floor. + +Hester, Helen, Erma, and their friends stood on the landing of the +stairway and watched the men work. The girls had forgotten that they +were hungry. Their plates were poised in the air and the bits of bacon +and stale bread were untouched. + +Renee came to the head of the stairway and leaning over the balustrade, +looked down on the outstretched plates. "Haven't you girls touched a +bite?" she asked. "I am glad I found you. I wish you'd lend me your +piece of bacon." + +The girls, thus addressed, saw nothing humorous in the request. Erma +was about to hand over her portion when a laugh from the hall above +caused her to pause. Emma, Edna, and Louise were laughing and ridiculing +Renee, who turned about and went off in bad humor, explaining as she did +so that she wanted a piece for Mame Cross who had been complaining that +she had not been treated as other girls when it came to the distribution +of bacon. + +The men tossed the rugs upon the first landing of the stairway and went +to the assistance of Marshall, who came in with tables and chairs from +the kitchen. By much straining and lifting, the pianos were raised upon +these. + +"That is all we can do," said the night-watchman. "We cannot possibly +take them to the second floor. They are three feet higher now. The water +can't possibly rise that much more." + +Doctor Weldon had taken refuge on the steps for the hall was flooded. +The girls moved up to the second floor. + +"Let us go to the Philo Hall on the third floor," cried Erma. "We can +see over town from there." + +"I do not wish to see," said several. + +"I do," said Hester and Helen together. The three made their way to the +hall whose windows opened to the north and east. The current from the +river was sweeping about the corner of the building with a tremendous +force. Logs and square timbers, uprooted trees and driftwood were being +borne down in great quantities. + +On the side of the driveway, where the current was strongest, stood an +iron lamp-post deeply imbedded in a foundation of stone. It had been +placed there in the early history of the school, when electricity and +gas were unknown. It had never been removed for the trustees were +graduates of the school and refused to remove the landmarks of their +school-days. So there it stood above the muddy, dirty water. + +The girls at the open window above could look down upon it. + +"See that great timber coming!" cried Helen. + +"It is right in the current and making straight for the building. If it +should strike the corner!" + +The building was old and not able to stand the force of a heavy timber, +propelled by such a tremendous force. The girls at the window knew what +that meant. They held their breath. The timber rushed on, but it turned +broadside in the current and came up against the iron post. There it +remained as nicely as though weighed and measured and fixed in place. +Back of it came logs and drift which piled upon the timber and lamp-post +until a bulwark was formed which turned the current away from the corner +and the danger with it. + +"It's luck. Did you ever see such luck?" cried Erma. "If that lamp-post +had not been there, the whole corner of the building would have been +broken in. It was luck--pure luck." + +"It was Providence," said Helen simply. "I think it was meant that the +lamp-post should be just where it is." + +There were few words said. The scene was so awful that the desire to +talk was taken away. From the parlors below, the excitement and laughter +died. A quiet fell over the building. There was nothing to do but to +watch and wait--for what or how long, no one could tell. + +[Illustration: THEY HELD THEIR BREATH.--_Page 290._] + +The sun shone out on the water. Below, lay the city. The portion which +stood low was flooded to the second floor. Hester thought of Aunt Debby +as her eyes rested on the distant town. + +"There is no fear there," said Helen following the glance of her +roommate's eyes. "Fairview Street is the highest in town. You remember +there is a terrace with steps where it joins Market. The tops of the +buildings on Fourth Street will be covered before it comes to the doors +of Fairview." + +Hester knew that this was true. No immediate danger threatened the +little cottage. The seminary with its old walls and the current from +both river and creek beating upon it was where fear lay. + +"Look!" cried Helen, pointing her finger to midstream. There bobbing +along like a cork on the current was a stable one side of which had been +torn away. The mow was filled with hay, and in the stalls beneath was a +horse feeding from the manger. It bobbed along serenely, as though +midriver in a high flood were the legitimate place for a stable. Then it +struck the sides of the bridge. There was the sound of crushing and the +barn was sucked down under the bridge and disappeared from sight. + +The morning passed and the girls sat in the window seats, fascinated by +the sea before them. + +The water continued rising until twelve o'clock. It filled the lower +halls and crept almost to the second floor. The water-pipes burst and a +famine of drink as well as food came. Fortunately, the experiences of +the day had taken away the appetite. + +"I have been watching that old tree," said Hester. "When the clock +struck twelve, the water had just reached the notch at the branches. It +is one o'clock now and it has not gone higher." + +The waters were at a standstill. The worst was over. At three o'clock, +Hester cried out with delight. "It is falling--falling! See the trunk of +the tree shows above the water." + +It was slowly receding. The danger-mark had passed, although the signs +of havoc it had caused, were yet passing on the breast of the river. A +part of a kitchen went sailing by. The watchers saw the upper window of +a half-submerged house. There was a bed, a cradle, and a sewing-machine +open and ready for use. There were pathos and tragedy sufficient for a +lifetime. There was a touch of humor too, for on a long plank, at either +end, sat a rat and a great black cat. They watched each other +instinctively, and were unconscious of the danger which threatened them +both. + +Five o'clock came, and the girls had not moved from their positions. +During the day, but a few sentences had passed between them. + +At last hunger came to them. But there was no use going in search of +food; for the larder was bare. There was not even a cup of water for +them. + +For more than an hour Helen had not moved. Fear of the water had passed. +A finer feeling than dread inspired her now. Someone from below called +Erma, and she left the Philo Hall. She neither laughed nor danced. Even +her effervescent spirits had been under the spell of the waters. + +Her departure aroused Helen from her reverie. Arising, she came to where +Hester sat. Her voice was low. To the old tenderness was added a new +sweetness and strength, "Little roommate," she said, "listen to me for a +few minutes. Weeks ago, I believed you guilty of an act I could not +countenance. I treasured resentment against you, though even while I was +doing it, I loved you. I did wrong in not going directly to you and +making known my complaint. May I tell it to you now, or shall we let it +be as though it never happened, and let all our ugly feeling and +bitterness go down with the flood?" + +"Let it go with the flood, Helen. I do not know how I erred, but I do +know that I missed your friendship. Let us forget it from this minute." + +"And let me give what I denied long ago," said Helen, as she stooped to +press her lips to Hester's forehead. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +Little by little, the water receded. So slowly did it fall that the eye +could not mark it. Over the mud-colored waters, the sun shone brightly +and made of the spray a million sparkling diamonds. + +By evening, the students began to experience the pangs of hunger and +thirst. There was nothing to satisfy them, for although there was water, +water, everywhere, there was not a drop to drink. At twilight, the lower +floors were above the flood, although at intervals, a sudden splash from +without sent little streams back through the door. + +The pupils were yet under the spell of the flood. Unusual quiet reigned +in the dormitories, when suddenly a cry of delight came from Erma. Her +voice echoed from one end of the hall to the other, and reached even to +Miss Burkham's ears; but that lady did not appear to reprimand her. The +preceptress realized that the girls had been under a nervous strain all +day and she did not have it in mind to restrain them, even though they +exceeded the bounds laid down by Seminary law. + +"What has happened to Erma?" exclaimed Hester, starting up when the cry +reached her ears. + +"Don't be alarmed. It is nothing serious. I can tell from her voice. +That shriek is Erma's cry of delight." + +In an instant, Erma herself tripped down the hall to explain and to +share. Knocking hastily, she did not wait to be admitted, but flung open +the door. + +"What do you think I found?" she cried. "A half-dozen lemons. I forgot +that I had them. I bought them last week. Here, we're dividing." + +She thrust one out at them. It had already been opened and part of its +contents extracted. + +"There wasn't enough for one a piece. Just take a good long suck from +it." + +The girls did. There was nothing humorous in this passing a lemon about +among many. Not a drop of liquid had passed their lips since the night +before. The few drops of juice which they were able to extract, were +refreshing. + +"Doesn't it taste good?" cried Erma. "I never knew before how perfectly +delicious a cup of cold water is. Wait until I have the opportunity. I +mean to drink a gallon without stopping. I must go on. The girls in +Sixty haven't had any yet." + +She was gone before Hester and Helen had expressed their thanks. Before +she reached Sixty, the door opened and Renee came out. "I was looking +for you, Erma. Someone said you had found some lemons. Can't you lend me +one?" + +"What's left of one. Take it and drain it dry." It was almost that now, +but Renee received it thankfully. + +"I thought I could not stand it another minute. How long will it be +before we get anything to eat or drink?" + +"In a week or so," cried Erma as she passed on. + +Sunday morning broke clear and bright. There were no rising or breakfast +bells, for there was nothing to serve the hungry people. + +Doctor Weldon and Miss Burkham had conferred together and decided that +as long as the girls were sleeping, they would be neither hungry nor +thirsty, so they allowed them to sleep until they awakened of +themselves. + +The perversity of human nature showed itself in every girl's being awake +unusually early. At the usual breakfast hour, the upper halls were +filled. It was the Sabbath, but on the lower floor the servants were at +hard work. The women were wearing top-boots and short skirts, which +reached just below the knees. They were dragging out the mud with hoes. +In the middle of the floors, the sand and mud were fully a foot deep +while in corners, which had been free from the force of the current, the +deposit was three times that depth. + +In the middle of the main floor, a saw-log lay. A great hole in the +plaster showed where it had spent its force, and the shattered glass of +the front door was evidence of its place of entrance. The curtains of +real lace which had added to the beauty of the reception hall, were +nothing but dirty rags, discolored, torn, and hung with bits of drift. + +The sun beat down upon the water-soaked places, and the steam which +arose, was foul-smelling. The men who were endeavoring to do the heavier +portion of clearing, were knee-deep in the drift. The flood had receded, +but the basement was yet full of water. The conditions were bad and +would remain so for some time, regardless of the fact that everyone was +doing his utmost to better them. + +There was nothing to be hoped from the city, for it had its own burden. +The store-houses had been flooded and the food supply cut off. + +Miss Burkham went to Doctor Weldon. "What do you think of my taking the +girls from the building?" she asked. "The hygienic conditions here are +dreadful. Outside we can find the sunshine, at least. I can take them +through the city streets--wherever the streets are open. I think we can +keep them better satisfied if we keep their attention on something else +than themselves." + +"Perhaps, it would be better. I have been concerned about them. They +have been most thoughtful and considerate so far. You may take the +Fraulein with you--and the school purse, too, Miss Burkham. You may be +able to buy something for them." + +"While you are gone, I'll try to get into communication with our people +at Flemington. The telephone and telegraphs are useless. Marshall and +Herman might be able to walk out and carry something back. It will be +hours before a delivery wagon can get through to bring us anything." + +Following Miss Burkham's instructions, the girls dressed in their +shortest and shabbiest skirts and put on heavy shoes. It was a dismal, +hungry-looking party which set forth. + +For a square down Main Street, the way was clear. They were often forced +to leave the sidewalk and make a detour to escape the piles of drift +which lay in heaps. The mud was over the tops of the rubber shoes, and +the greater number had discarded overshoes before they had gone far. At +the corner of Main and Clinton Avenue, they stopped. Their way was cut +off by a great pile of logs, timbers, and uprooted trees which reached +above the second story of the houses. Here and there, caught between the +branches of the trees or the conjunction of timbers, were bits of +household articles, parts of chairs, window frames or broken beds and +soggy mattresses. + +"We can climb over," suggested Hester. "That will not be much of a +climb." + +Miss Burkham had been hesitating. She feared to go on and yet to go back +meant dissatisfied, hungry girls shut up in a wet, foul-smelling +building. + +"We'll climb," she said. "But be careful to move slowly, and not bring +this down upon you." + +The feat was not a difficult one. They succeeded in crossing and entered +the business street. There was not a whole plate-glass window in this +section. They had been shattered into bits so small that no trace of +them could be found. + +The girls entered what had been the largest and finest grocery store of +the city. The mud was several feet deep; the show-cases had been +battered to pieces; canned goods were piled in heaps in the corners and +covered with refuse. But the combination most surprising, was where a +large cheese had tumbled down upon a dead cow which had been washed in +from some dairy farm far up the river. + +Men were already clearing the streets, and shoveling the refuse from the +stores. + +From the business thoroughfare, Miss Burkham led her charges to the +residence street. Here conditions were the same. The elegant houses bore +the marks of the flood. Trees were uprooted. Lawns which but a few days +before were things of beauty, were now but heaps of refuse, or hollows +filled with water. + +Doors and windows stood open wide. Delicate, cultivated women had +arrayed themselves in overalls and were scraping the mud from their +homes. + +As they made their way eastward, Robert Vail hurried down a side-street +to meet them. + +"I started for school the instant I could," he explained to Miss +Burkham. "I did not know how bad conditions were, but I expected they +could not be good. + +"I have a tally-ho and horses, but we could not get beyond Fairview +Street. South Street is a mere chasm. The horses could not have crossed +there. I did reach Miss Alden and Miss Richards. My man took them back +home while I came in." + +Hester grasped his arm. "Auntie--is Auntie all right?" + +"Fine as silk. She was concerned about you until we satisfied her that +seminary girls could not be gotten rid of so easily. It takes more than +a flood--" He spoke lightly to the girls and then turned to Miss +Burkham. "Our housekeeper said I should fill up the tally-ho and bring +the girls there. The buildings at school will not be fit to live in for +some days. We'll take care of eighteen or twenty until you arrange +matters." + +A feeling of relief came to the preceptress. "You have taken a great +responsibility from Doctor Weldon and me," she said. "We shall never be +able to thank you. As to the girls, Hester and Helen, of course must go; +also the Fraulein, for I must not allow the girls to go alone." + +She turned to the group about her, and selected the number which would +fill the tally-ho. + +"You girls will go with the Fraulein and Mr. Vail, and remain until we +send you word to return. Berenice, Violet, Edith and I will return to +school." + +"I declare, this is too bad," cried Robert. "I cannot allow you to walk +back, and without anything to eat." + +"You cannot help it. The circumstances are unusual. The elements have +our fortunes in hand," she replied. + +"The instant I get the young ladies home, my man and I will come back +with all the good things we can carry. Tell Doctor Weldon that we shall +have a dinner--perhaps a late one--for her." + +"She has sent messengers to Flemington. They will bring us something for +one meal at least. Come, girls." She led her little flock toward home. +There was no hope of finding a bite to eat anywhere in the city. Men and +women had worked all night and were yet working without a particle of +food or drop to drink. The preceptress was worn and weak. Her +responsibility for the last two days had been great; but she did not +dare give up. She trudged bravely toward school, encouraging the girls +and drawing their attention to any phase of the situation which was not +burdened with pathos. + +Robert Vail led his party down the residence street and then turned down +an alley. "These narrow passages have less drift," he explained. "My man +and I discovered this this morning." + +By devious ways, he brought them out on High Street which stood above +the ravages of the flood. Here a tally-ho with four horses stood +waiting. + +Robert assisted the Fraulein and girls to their places and bade the +coachman drive on. Hester and Helen sat side by side. + +"Now, I am really to meet your Aunt Harriet," said Hester. "It is very +strange. Think of my rooming with you for ten months and never meeting +her." + +"Never met mother?" exclaimed Robert Vail. "Be prepared to meet the +finest mother in the world." + +"There may be some exception," said Helen, "at least Hester may think +so. She may be vain enough to think that she had the finest mother in +the world." + +"Oh, no," began Hester hastily and then she paused. She was not dull. +She had been keen enough to know that there was something not just right +about a mother and child traveling alone through a strange country and +no one ever searching for them. But she could not allow any one else to +know her thoughts. Her face flushed as she continued, "I have never +known a mother. Aunt Debby is all I ever had. I am sure that no one can +be finer than she." + +"We will make an exception in favor of Miss Alden," continued Robert. +"With the exception of Miss Debby Alden, you will find my mother the +finest woman in the world. You'll fall in love with her the instant that +you meet her." + +"I know. I have caught several glimpses of her but I never met her. But, +perhaps she will not care for me. I should not be pleased if I should +like your mother very much and she would not like me at all." + +Vain little Hester Alden. She knew what speech Robert Vail would make. +She had heard him express himself on the subject twice before. Because +his words had pleased her, she called them forth again. + +"There'll be no danger of her not liking you. I'll vouch for that. +Mother and I always like the same people and things. She has the best +taste in the world." + +Helen laughed teasingly. "You like to impress people with the fact that +you are fond of your mother; but have you ever noticed, Cousin Robert, +that there is always one compliment for her, and two for you? + +"Robert Vail and his mother like the same things. That is the first +premise. The second is, his mother has excellent taste; +conclusion--Robert Vail has excellent taste. I have not studied logic +for nothing, Cousin Robert." + +Robert shrugged his shoulders. "That is a girl's idea of reason," he +said. "They always go about in a circle, like a lost duck and they never +lose the personal element in anything." + +"Your remarks are not original," said Helen. "I have heard Doctor Baker +say that same thing." + +"I have heard you mention Doctor Baker before. Is he your physician at +home?" asked Hester. She had forgotten Helen's Easter letter. + +"He's our pastor and perfectly lovely, Hester. He has been with us a +long, long time. I told you once about him, but you were vexed with me +then and my words fell on deaf ears. Sometime you must come and spend a +month with me in my home and you shall meet Doctor Baker." + +"I never would go and leave Aunt Debby for an entire month. It was bad +enough to go to school and not be with her," was Hester's reply. + +"But Aunt Debby can come along. My father would like her, and she and +Aunt Harriet would be friends from the moment they met. Maybe we can +arrange it for this summer. Sometimes Doctor Baker comes to visit us, +too. He gets very lonely. I should think any one living alone would be +lonely." + +"Isn't he married?" asked Hester. "I thought ministers were always +married. Why doesn't he get married?" + +"You think a marriage certificate goes with the manse," said Robert. +"His case is a paradox. He is always marrying, and yet never is married. +Quite a riddle isn't it?" + +Helen's face lighted up. She was like Hester in that both delighted to +hear romantic stories. + +"He had a love affair, a long time ago," she said softly as though the +subject were one too sacred for full tones to play upon. "But he went to +college, and when he came back his sweetheart did not care for him. But +he has never forgotten her." + +Hester gave a sigh of contentment. She would remember and tell her Aunt +Debby about this. While her Aunt Debby had chided her about repeating +these little romantic tales which came to her ears, Hester had a feeling +that the elder Miss Alden was not wholly unsympathetic. + +Josephine, who was sitting in the front of the tally-ho, caught the last +of Helen's speech. She sighed, and leaning forward that all might catch +her words, said: "How lovely! Such persons appeal to me. There is +nothing in the world which is so beautiful to me as faithfulness. How +perfectly lovely! I always--" + +"Hester, lend me a pin, please. I see you have one in the front of your +coat and I need one to fasten the ends of my tie," it was Renee who +broke in upon Josephine's flow of sentiment. + +"We shall soon be there now," said Robert. "The house stands back of +those trees." He pointed to a small elevation which was about a mile +distant. The girls exclaimed with delight except Mame Cross who looked +down upon her short skirt and mud-stained shoes with a mortified +expression. + +"Really, Mr. Vail, I simply cannot enter your home, looking like this. +Your mother would refuse to receive me." + +"I do not understand why," he replied. + +"Mame, do please forget about it," laughed Erma. "My shoes are muddy; my +skirt is shabby; I am hungry--so hungry that I'll fairly snatch at +anything to eat. I look like a fright, I know I do. But what's the use +of thinking about it. It can't be helped. So why not pretend that we do +not notice it?" + +"We must make up for our looks by being so nice that Mrs. Vail will not +notice that we are not immaculate." It was Mellie who offered this +suggestion. + +"That is all very well for you girls to speak so," said Mame. "But you +do not look as I do. You girls look nice, considering what you have gone +through; but me--I always look the worst. I never look like other +girls." + +"Then give up trying, Mame. You never will look like other girls, you +know. So make the best of matters which cannot be helped, and be +cheerful and gay." Erma's words were supposed to be ironical; but her +happy little laugh and dainty little touch upon Mame's hand, robbed them +of their sting. + +"Here we are!" exclaimed Robert Vail, as the horses turned from the main +road into a private drive. Hester opened her eyes in astonishment. She +had seen the beautiful homes near Lockport, but this surpassed any. The +house was in the midst of a great park; there were lawn, forest, and +flowers. The house was large, but not imposing. It had rather the look +of a home than of a mansion. Never before had Hester seen such beauty of +surroundings. Nature and cultivation had worked together to make the +best of this. + +As the girls stepped from the tally-ho, Hester grasped Helen by the arm, +"I am afraid--afraid," she whispered. + +"To meet Aunt Harriet? Why, little roommate, she is not a bit +formidable. You will love her." + +"I think it is not just that--" she began again. She could not finish. +Aunt Debby and Miss Richards had come to meet them. Back of these two, +stood a large, wiry woman in a dark dress and an extensive white apron. + +"My little girl," cried Debby, clasping Hester in her arms. "I have been +very anxious about you." + +"I was safe, Aunt Debby. Perfectly safe, but so hungry." + +Robert Vail escorted his guests to the door. + +"This is Mrs. Perkins, young ladies," he said, indicating to the big +woman. "She will see that you have something to eat at once." + +"I have been waiting dinner. If the ladies wish to come at once--" She +led the way. The guests were weak from hunger. The odor of the food +aroused their appetites afresh. + +"Did you ever think bread and butter was so gloriously fine?" said Emma +after her first mouthful. "Do you realize that we have had nothing since +Friday evening." + +"I do; but I do not intend talking about it--now," said Hester. "I have +greater things to do." + +Indeed, they all had that. They had kept up bravely under strenuous +conditions. There had been no word of complaint. Erma especially, had +been cheerful and gay as long as those two qualities were needed to +sustain herself and her friends. Now, she was the first to give way. +After a few morsels had been eaten, she realized that she was tired--so +tired that she believed that ever being rested again would be an +impossibility. She made an effort to keep up. She tried to laugh, but +ended with a nervous giggle. Then to the amazement of all, she began to +cry and sob. + +"I am so tired. I am too tired to live. I never could go through with +this again." + +"And you will not need to--never again," said Miss Debby, going to the +girl's aid. + +"Let her cry. It will do her good," she continued as the others were +about to leave their dinner. "Let her cry, it will do her good." + +At this Renee began to giggle. Mame looked at her and straightway did as +Renee. Mellie and Josephine made a brave effort to control themselves, +but after a few minutes they were following Erma's example and were +sobbing as though their hearts would break. + +Miss Richards and Miss Debby took matters into their hands. There was no +help to be expected from the Fraulein, for she was as wearied as the +girls. + +The housekeeper made ready the rooms and the girls were forced to go to +bed. + +"Each young lady ate a little something, I observed," said Mrs. Perkins. +"Let them rest a while, then I shall take some refreshments to them." + +"It was so beautiful what they behaved yet to this time," cried the +Fraulein. "Never no word, no fuss, all smiles, all funs, no cross or +nothing until now." She was much disturbed lest the women would +discredit her for the girls' behavior. + +"We understand," said Debby Alden. "It is not your fault, Fraulein. You +are going to rest now, too. We intend treating you like a little girl; +send you to bed and send your bread and jelly to you." + +"Ach," the little German teacher tried to look self-reliant and +sufficient to take care of herself. But there was something in Debby +Alden's manner which touched her. The Fraulein was a stranger in a +strange land. Many and many were the times when she longed for the +tenderness of those who were bound to her by the ties of love and blood. +She was but a little homesick girl, herself and wished to be mothered +like other girls. But she was brave enough with all her longing. She +shrugged her shoulders; but Debby laid her hand affectionately on the +girl's shoulder. That settled it. In an instant, the German teacher +rested her head against Debby; her eyes filled; she touched Debby's +cheeks tenderly; "I vill go. The Fraulein is so kind. The Fraulein has +a heart in her breast." Without a word of demur, the little German +teacher followed the girls and rested while the housekeeper and Debby +Alden waited upon them with the most kindly attention. + +Robert Vail and his man had returned at once to the city taking with +them a supply of necessities. The housekeeper came to Miss Debby with +the explanation and apology. Thought of others had caused Robert to +neglect his duty as host. Here Mrs. Perkins looked mournful and as +though she might say much if she chose, and added that Mrs. Vail had +left early that morning, having driven over the hills to an adjoining +town where railroad communications had not been cut off. She had +received news which had caused her some anxiety and she had set forth at +once. + +The housekeeper was in the mood to speak freely; but Debby Alden was not +one who discussed with the maid the affairs of the mistress. She +accepted the explanation and went her way. So many incidents of life +turn as a straw in the wind. This was a time and place propitious for +much clearing-up of uncertain matters; but Debby Alden had not been in +the mood to listen; and the mistress of the house was traveling over the +country after a will-of-the-wisp which had led her many a long, +unfruitful journey. + +Robert Vail, greatly fatigued with his day's work, came back to +Valehurst just at dusk. By this time, the nervous tension had been +greatly relieved. The girls had had a nap and a substantial evening +meal, and were prepared to look at the experiences of the last few days +in a more cheerful light. + +Robert brought with him the good news that the hucksters from Flemington +had driven in over the hill and had brought food with them to the +seminary. The teachers and pupils were preparing to return with them to +the farmhouses which stood high enough to be out of the way of the river +and creek. + +Marshall and Belva with a set of workmen were remaining at school to put +the place in order; to build fires that the building might be dried +rapidly and to protect the grounds and buildings from vandalism. Doctor +Weldon had sent word that the young ladies who were with the Fraulein +at Valehurst were to remain there until she recalled them. + +Miss Debby and Miss Richards, with the little group of girls, had +gathered about Robert on the lawn, anxious and eager to hear about their +friends. When the message had been received and the good news told, the +crowd separated into little groups. Helen and Hester, in company with +Robert, moved toward the house. + +"I had no opportunity of asking you about Aunt Harriet," said Helen, +"and I do not like to put such questions to Mrs. Perkins. You said that +Auntie would be here, Robert." She looked up at him and waited as though +expecting an explanation. + +"So I thought. We made ready before daylight this morning to go for you +girls. Mother came down to see us off. In fact it was she who prepared +the lunches to give to any one in distress. But Perkins tells me that +quite early someone called her up on the 'phone. She talked a long time. +Then she called Ryder and told him to get out the grays and the light +carriage. Then she went off. She didn't even leave word where she went. +I called up father's office. He knew nothing about it." + +"And don't you know?" There was anxiety in Helen's voice. Her eyes had a +pained, distressed look. + +"She telephoned to Perkins that she had gone to Minnequa, a little +factory town where an old colored woman had the care of a young white +girl. The message came from those people who had found such a 'sure +thing,' before and then failed to make good when the time came." + +"You don't mean that horrid man and his son? What was their +name--Stroat--Strout?" + +"Stout, if I remember right. Before it was a mere scheme to extort +money, and I do not doubt that it will be the same now. Poor mother, she +will be worn out with the journey and have nothing but disappointment +for it all. I mean to talk with her on the wires to-night. If she does +not intend coming home at once, I shall go to Minnequa and be with her. +I may start early and shall not see you in the morning. Will you +explain to Miss Debby and the girls? I am not running away, but I must +not let my mother stay there alone." + +"Yes, you must go. Do not give a thought about us. We shall be very well +taken care of here. Poor Aunt Harriet! How I wish I might fill that +empty place in her heart!" + +Hester had been walking a few steps in advance; but had heard the +conversation. Why should Helen always speak of her aunt as though she +were to be pitied? Mrs. Vail had everything that a woman could desire--a +beautiful home with trained service, a husband and son who considered no +one but her. It was strange. Hester could not understand why Helen +should always speak of Mrs. Vail as "poor Aunt Harriet." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +How fine it would be if one could foresee the result of every action! +Hester Alden's slight prevarication to Robert Vail, when she told him +that her father had been Miss Debby's brother, carried with it a long +series of misunderstandings. Had Robert Vail known the facts--but he did +not. + +Hester, bearing within her heart the consciousness of her own fault, +spent not a few unhappy moments with herself. To it, she attributed the +former entanglement, between herself and Helen. She reached this +conclusion because she knew of nothing else on account of which Helen +might have misjudged her. Several times, she decided to speak of the +matter to Helen and confess that she had misrepresented matters when she +had declared that she belonged to the Alden family; but each time, her +courage failed her, and her pride prevented. It is not an easy matter +for one to confess that she has, in her statements, deviated from the +truth. + +The morning following the coming of the girls to Valehurst, Robert Vail +left home early and by a hard drive over the mountains at length reached +the junction where railroad communication had not been cut off. + +Mrs. Perkins expected him to return with his mother the following day; +but they were detained by business. So Valehurst was left without a host +or hostess. Mrs. Perkins exerted herself to make the guests comfortable +and the servants, with which the home was well provided, vied with each +other in their attendance upon the young ladies. The girls were +thoroughly enjoying their experience, Hester, perhaps most of all, for +such a household was new to her. She liked to play lady of the manor. + +"Don't you wish you and I could live this way?" she said to Debby Alden, +during the second day of the enforced visit. Debby Alden looked at the +questioner and then asked, "Are you not satisfied, Hester, with your own +little home?" + +"Yes, I am!" cried the girl impulsively. "A little house with Aunt Debby +is better than a mansion without her. I am really satisfied. Yet it does +seem nice to be here. I feel quite at home." + +"I presume a lady feels at home in any cultivated environment," was the +rejoinder. Debby paused a moment. She was not one to repeat the tales +which came to her ears; but when, as in this instance, her sympathies +were touched and she felt that her story might bear with it a moral, it +might be really worth her while to repeat it to Hester. + +"Valehurst is very beautiful, Hester. We recognize that; but it cannot +bring happiness to those who dwell in it. Mrs. Vail has a great sorrow. +What it is, I do not know. I did not care to inquire. Robert told me +that his mother, years ago, had a bereavement from which she has never +recovered, and to which she has never become reconciled. The servants +speak as though she were a woman saddened by some dreadful experience." + +"But Helen says she is very cheerful and can never do enough to make +others happy." + +"Outwardly, perhaps. From what I have learned, she is one who has +strength of character enough to keep her sorrows to herself and not +burden others. Of course, she would try to make Helen and every one else +happy, even though she were most miserable herself. I would not have +spoken of the matter, had I not thought you were estimating one's +happiness by the amount of material wealth one possessed. + +"Poor Mrs. Vail! I am a happier woman than she. I have just my little +home and my girl, but I am very content." + +"So am I, Aunt Debby." She pressed Debby Alden's arm closer within her +hand. Then she added, "Wasn't it a good thing that I was left to you. +Wouldn't it have been dreadful if I had been taken somewhere else and +you would have been left alone. Just think how lonely we would have +been." + +"Yes, it would have been hard; but it didn't happen that way. It was +intended that you should be my girl." + +"You mustn't think that I was discontented because I wished that you and +I lived in a mansion. I am not one bit discontented. I was just +wishing." + +"Learn to be contented. Folks are miserable otherwise. The Aldens, +taking them as a family, were not complainers or grumblers--except Ezra, +and how he ever came by it, I do not know. He was never contented. He +wouldn't go to school, and he wouldn't farm, and he wouldn't be +satisfied anywhere or with anything." + +"Ezra? Who was he, Aunt Debby? I never heard you mention his name +before." + +"He was my oldest brother. He would be a man of sixty if he were living +now. I never mentioned him, because he is more of a memory than anything +else. He was only sixteen when he ran off west. He wrote a few times. +The letters were two or three years apart, and always from different +sections. At one time he was on a ranch, another time in the gold +fields. He could not be contented long anywhere." + +"Where is he now, Aunt Debby?" + +"Dead, Hester. Dead long ago. At least we think so. For years, no +letters have come from him. When father died, we sent word everywhere, +but he never replied. We said then that he was dead." + +"If he had lived, I'd have had an uncle. I should like an uncle. From +what I've read, they are very jolly." + +"You can not always believe what you read," was the sententious +rejoinder. + +The guests remained at Valehurst three days, during which time neither +Mrs. Vail nor Robert appeared, although the latter sent many messages to +the girls, through the medium of his cousin or the housekeeper. + +Thursday morning, word came from Doctor Weldon that the students must +return to school and make ready their belongings to go home. +Commencement was not to be considered. The graduates would receive their +diplomas, but there could be no festivities. + +The students had been taken care of in the country houses which stood on +the hills back of Flemington. These were the only places for miles about +which had not been flooded. As soon as communication with other places +had been made, Doctor Weldon was kept busy sending and receiving +telegrams. Each father and mother was distracted when news of the +flooding of Lockport came. + +By Thursday evening, the students had returned. The drift and dirt had +been removed from the Seminary building, and the campus had been freed +from logs and driftwood. But some things could never be replaced. The +old apple trees had been uprooted; the grassy slope which had lain close +to the river front had been washed out to gravel bottom. The gray bricks +of the building showed the water mark and at the corner a few misplaced +ones told the story of how the old lamp post had saved the building. + +The once beautiful halls were water-stained; hard-wood floors were +warped until they stood in little hollows and hills; and the polished +wood of the doors and balustrades had lost all semblance of beauty. + +The girls rushed into one another's arms. They could talk now of the +flood for the danger had passed from them. The dormitories were a babel +of voices. A score of girls talked at once and not one listened to +another. + +Miss Burkham from the hall below heard the confusion and retired to her +own apartments. She had no thought of interfering with the chatter. She +explained her lack of discipline to Doctor Weldon later. "This will +never happen again in all their lives. As long as they were talking, +they were forgetful that the opportunity for the banquet, the play, and +commencement had been taken from them. I thought it wise to put up with +the noise, rather than have them feel depressed." + +The girls were discussing the play and banquet even then. There were +confessions on all sides. + +"We intended feasting on the senior banquet," cried Erma. "We had bribed +Belva. He was to lead the caterers up to our third floor. You seniors +would have sat waiting in the Philo Hall below." + +"No, indeed. You reckoned without considering that the senior class were +not all dullards. We had heard of your plans. Doctor Weldon gave us +permission to hold the banquet at a hotel in the city. Miss Burkham and +the Fraulein were to go with us. So while you girls would have been +sitting in the attic waiting for the banquet, we would have been +whirling away in cabs to the city." Helen had a smile of triumph as she +told the story. If the seniors had been robbed of their opportunity to +outwit the juniors, they at least would not miss the chance of boasting +of it. + +Erma looked at her quizzingly. "Was that really true?" she asked. "Well, +I have this much to say. If the seniors had outwitted us, we in turn +outwitted the freshmen. They were gloating over the fact that they had a +copy of our play." + +"We did," cried Hester. "And we had the parts almost learned." + +"Yes, I was to be the queen," said Emma. "I knew my part. I was to--." + +"You the queen!" said Edna Bucher, with a touch of sarcasm in her voice. +"I could not possibly conceive of you taking such a part." + +"Well, you never did have much imagination. You should cultivate it," +was Emma's quick rejoinder. + +"Please do not quarrel," said Josephine as she raised her soulful eyes +and let them rest upon each girl in turn. "This may be our last time +together. It would be so sweet to carry with us pleasant memories. Let +us have sweet--." + +"Not too much, though," said Emma. "You always were a great girl for +caramels and fudge, Jo; but you must remember some of the rest of us +liked olives and pickles." + +"Emma's speech in plain English, means that she prefers some wit to too +much sentiment," said Hester. + +"I most assuredly do," was the rejoinder, as Emma sat down on top of the +trunk which had been brought in ready for packing. + +The group of girls had gathered in Sixty-two. During the winter and +spring terms, this room had been the general gathering place; for Hester +and Helen were popular with the other students. + +"I wish I might finish about the play," cried Erma. "Those miserable +little freshmen thought they had our play. Yes, I know you took a copy +from my study-table drawer. It was one I put in there for you to take. +While you were busy learning that, we had another. So while you girls +were gloating over the 'East Indian Queen,' we went on in peace and +practised 'A Roumanian Princess.'" + +"Really? Erma Thomas, do you mean it?" + +"Do I mean it? I surely do. Oh, wasn't it fun to hear you practise and +see you slip about with your mysterious airs!" + +The door opened and Renee came in. She was robed in a full-length +kimona. + +"You girls sitting here doing nothing! I am packing. I do not intend +letting it go until morning and then hurrying. My trunk is locked and I +cannot find the keys. Will you lend me yours, Helen?" + +Helen arose to get them from a drawer. Emma sighed as she looked at +Renee. + +"When I go to heaven," she said, "and meet Renee there, I know what she +will say to me the very first thing." + +The girls looked their queries and Emma concluded, "'Emma, please lend +me your crown. I've mislaid mine.'" + +"And Emma will be finding fault with everything. She'll feel dreadful +because she is forced to be in heaven all the time," said Sara slowly. +This was a hit direct at the little Dutch doll, for all through the +year she had been complaining at the restrictions of school, and could +not understand why Doctor Weldon did not allow the girls to go down to +the city when they pleased. + +During this conversation, Mame Cross had been sitting apart. Now +Josephine turned to her, and assuming an attitude and expression of +great solicitation and interest said, "Mame is the only one who feels +what this evening means to us. Perhaps never again shall we talk +together. No one knows what the summer will bring. Mame is overcome by +the thought--." + +"I am not. I was not thinking of that at all," Mame replied. "It came to +me while the girls were talking of the banquet and play and commencement +that I was almost glad that we were not having any of them." + +"Mame Cross, what heresy! The flood has made her mad," cried the girls. + +"I have reasons for thinking so. I simply could not have gone to one +thing. What could I have worn if I had gone? I made up my mind when we +had our last reception that I would never go to another unless I had +something decent to wear." + +"When I meet Mame in heaven," said Emma, trying to look serious, "the +very first thing she will say is, 'My robe doesn't hang as well as +yours, and my harp isn't so bright.'" + +"Are you not getting a little irreverent?" said Helen gently. "There are +so many common things to jest about. Is it not better to use them as the +butt of our wit, instead of matters beyond our comprehension?" + +"Yes, I suppose so, Helen," said Emma. "But, you know I never consider. +I blurt out just what I wish to say." + +The half-hour bell sounded and the girls went to their rooms to make +ready to appear at the dining-table. The lower halls were yet damp +although they had been open to the air and sun since the previous +Sabbath. Doctor Weldon, not wishing to risk the health of the pupils, +had converted a class-room on the second floor into a dining-hall. Here +dinner was served informally; the students attending to their own wants, +for the servants were kept busy carrying the trays from the floor +below. + +At the bringing-in of the last course, Doctor Weldon arose to make the +announcements. She asked the young ladies to attend to their packing at +once. Belva and Marshall had already brought down trunks and boxes from +the store-room. Immediately after breakfast, the following morning, each +young lady should call at the office when arrangements would be made for +her going home. + +There was too much to be done after dinner to permit of any visiting. +The girls went to their rooms and began to dismantle them. Hester and +Helen had much to do, but they contrived to carry on a steady flow of +talk while they worked. + +"Perhaps, we'll never be together again," said Hester, from the depths +of the closet whither she had gone in search of shoes. "You will not be +here next year. We may never meet again." + +"I think we shall," said Helen. "The world is not a very large place. +You are to visit me, you know. I shall ask your Aunt Debby when I see +her." + +"And you'll come to visit me. Couldn't you come this summer? You'd like +Jane Orr and Ralph. He is the nicest boy I ever knew, except Robert +Vail." + +"Rob _is_ nice. Yes, I think I can come. We could have a fine time." + +Hester grew eloquent about the walks, picnics and drives they could +have. Helen was accustomed to life in a mansion with a retinue of +servants. Hester knew this. She knew also that at her home, Aunt Debby +and she would perform all the household work and that Aunt Debby would +set out her own flowers and plant a garden of radishes and lettuce with +their kindred small garden truck. Helen would have no servants to wait +upon her. Hester gave no thought to the difference in the household. To +her, friendship was above all material conditions. As she felt +concerning such matters, she took it for granted that all right-minded +people must feel. She could not conceive the thought that Helen, as her +friend, could be critical of the plain old-fashioned home where she and +Aunt Debby were the home-makers. It was not training alone which gave +Hester such impressions. She had within her the instinct of true +nobility. She gave the best of what was hers without apology or +explanation. She took it for granted that her offerings would be +received in the same spirit. They were, for Helen Loraine valued a +friend higher than the friend's possessions. + +"I am very glad I asked you to forgive me, last Saturday," continued +Helen. She was bending over the drawer of the chiffonier while she +robbed it of its contents. "I could not have been happy had I gone home +and not have made friends with you. It was my fault, Hester, that you +did not play as a substitute on the first team. I thought something, and +I told Miss Watson that I did not care to have you play. You do not know +how sorry I have been since." + +"Yes, I do. There, I think I have all my shoes ready to pack. Those old +gym shoes I might as well throw out as rubbish. Yes, I do know, Helen. I +felt dreadfully about it myself; but I thought you had a good reason. I +myself despise a girl who prevaricates even a little." + +Helen raised her head from her work to look at Hester. She could not +fully grasp this last remark. + +Hester, catching the peculiar expression of her friend's face continued, +"You did not tell me why you were hurt with me. Of course I knew. It was +what I said about my father being Aunt Debby's brother. That was it, was +it not?" + +"What an idea, you silly little Hester! Why should I be angry with you +for saying that? What was it to me whether he was Miss Alden's brother +or not?" + +"I thought you knew and despised me for telling what was not true. I am +not one bit an Alden. I do not belong to Aunt Debby except through love. +My mother died at the Alden home. Somehow, I never could quite grasp all +the story, for no one will tell me all. Somehow, Aunt Debby felt herself +responsible and she took me and gave me her mother's name. Don't you +think that very sweet of her? To Aunt Debby, Hester Palmer Alden was the +name she loved the most and she gave it to me." + +"Yes, she must have loved you, too, or she would never have given you +that name. It was not what you said that caused me to be displeased with +you. Shall I tell you?" + +Hester shook her head slowly. She was yet sitting on the floor near the +door of the closet. All about her, were odds and ends of her +possessions. + +"No, do not tell me. I know I did not do anything else to make you +despise me. So please don't tell me what it was. Whatever it was, I did +not do it and I might feel hurt if I knew that you suspected me of +anything very bad." + +"Very well, little roommate. We'll never talk about the matter. We'll +clean off our slates and make them clean for the next lesson," said +Helen. "That is what Miss Mary used to tell us when we went to primary +grade." + +"I always liked to hear you say 'little roommate.' Next year, Helen, you +will not be here to say it. I wonder who will call me that." The tears +were near Hester's eyes, but she forced them back and smiled. + +"Perhaps, someone nicer than I and someone you will love better." + +"That will never be. It couldn't be. But you'll come back to visit?" + +"I do not think it will be possible. Father says I may go to an eastern +college. That will take me far from here. I do not wish to go four +years. I intend taking special work; for I mean to be a settlement +worker." + +Hester nodded. Just then she could not have said a word if her life had +depended upon it. She thought that Helen's giving up a life of ease and +luxury to work among the people of the slums, was a glorious thing; +although she herself could not have done such a thing and had no desires +in that direction. + +"It will be lovely, Helen," she said at last. "Perhaps when you are +working somewhere I shall come to visit you." + +"Perhaps you may be working with me. Who knows?" + +"I know I shall never be that kind of a worker. I intend to be a +novelist. Perhaps, I shall find a great deal of material when I come +down to visit you. I think being a great novelist would be glorious." + +"Yes, if one could be great and could write life as it is and make +people better by the writing." + +"That is the kind I intend being," said Hester with conviction, and yet +not conceit. "I shall be a great one or none at all. I never should like +mere commonplace writing. I should like to imagine; to look at people +and describe them as they were, and to see even their thoughts." + +Helen laughed. Hester had already won a reputation in +character-description. She had the faculty of describing her friends in +a few pertinent words which meant as much as an entire paragraph from +some people. + +"I think your character-drawing will be excellent," said Helen. "You +have a way with you, you know." + +"Do you really think so? Aunt Debby says I am critical, but I do not +mean to be that. People just naturally make me think of different +things. I see a likeness. I cannot help it that it is there. Aunt Debby +was once quite indignant when I was telling her about the different +girls at school. I said Josephine made me think of soft-A sugar. Aunt +Debby did not like it. But that is what she made me think of. I +couldn't help it." + +Hester was quite serious. Although the remark concerning Josephine was +her own, she did not fully appreciate her own wit in the application. + +Hester arose slowly. "That closet is cleared, thank goodness. I'll see +to the trifles on the dressing-table. I'd rather pack big things than +such trifles as hairpins, handkerchiefs, and stockings." + +"I am ready to put mine in the trunk," said Helen. As she spoke, she +drew the trunk from against the wall and lifted out the tray. She gave +an exclamation as her eyes fell on a quantity of lawn and lace. + +"I've hunted everywhere for those waists," she said. "I went to the +laundry several times to ask Mrs. Pellesee if they had been mislaid. I +was confident that they had not come back from the laundry." + +She made a dive into the depths of the trunk and brought forth the +shirtwaists. + +"I remember now when I put them there. When I got my new one-piece suit +to wear to dinner, I put these away. It was the night I lost my pin." + +"Yes," said Hester without turning her head. Her mind was upon putting +the contents of her dressing-table in order. She scarcely heard what +Helen was saying. + +Helen gave a second exclamation as her hands seized the fluff of lace +about one waist; for the pin which she had missed months before was +fastened to the lace. + +"I found my pin!" she exclaimed. "I am glad--so glad! Look, Hester!" + +Hester gave a quick indifferent glance toward Helen's upraised hand in +which this stone glittered like a star. + +"I'm glad," she said. "I thought it was very strange what became of it. +I couldn't understand how it would disappear from the room. I have a pin +something like that--but mine is just a cheap imitation. Aunt Debby says +it is the kind one buys at a five-and-ten-cent store." + +For a moment, Helen stood silent. She was abashed and ashamed of the +suspicion which she had long held in her mind. She had done wrong; but +on the other hand, she had done what she could to make matters right. It +pleased her even now to know that she had asked Hester's forgiveness and +had believed in her, before the proofs of her innocence came to hand. It +is a worthless sort of faith and a poor friendship which needs evidence +at hand. Faith is faith only when it believes without proof, or against +proof. These thoughts came to Helen while she stood with the pin in her +hand. Then she crossed to where Hester stood and laying her hand on +Hester's shoulder, said, "Little roommate, to-night will be our last +night together in school. Will you try to think with kindness of the +roommate who was unjust to you? You have taught me one great big lesson, +Hester, and that is that one cannot even believe her eyes. Will you +forget all the unpleasant part of the year, and remember only that I +really loved you with it all?" + +"That will be easy. It will be but thinking kindly of myself. For every +one says that you are my counterpart." + +"A poor imitation, I am afraid. If I predict rightly the years will +prove me but the reflection of a great and a brighter body. You'll be +the sun, Hester. The best I'll ever be is a pale little moon." She bent +to kiss Hester's lips. 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Baird + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Hester's Counterpart + A Story of Boarding School Life + +Author: Jean K. Baird + +Illustrator: Adele W. Jones + +Release Date: October 20, 2008 [EBook #26973] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK HESTER'S COUNTERPART *** + + + + +Produced by Chris Curnow, Joseph Cooper, Josephine Paolucci +and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at +https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 395px;"> +<img src="images/i_cover.jpg" width="395" height="600" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<p><a name="front" id="front"></a></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 402px;"> +<img src="images/i_004.jpg" width="402" height="600" alt="The water crept up.—Page 284." title="" /> +<span class="caption">The water crept up.—<i>Page <a href="#Page_284">284</a>.</i></span> +</div> +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<h4>THE HESTER BOOKS</h4> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + + +<h1>HESTER'S COUNTERPART</h1> + +<h2>A STORY OF BOARDING SCHOOL LIFE</h2> + + +<h3>BY</h3> +<h2>JEAN K. BAIRD</h2> +<h4>Author of "The Coming of Hester"</h4> + +<h3><i>ILLUSTRATED BY ADELE W. JONES</i></h3> + + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 122px;"> +<img src="images/i_005.jpg" width="122" height="150" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<p class="center"> +BOSTON<br /> +LOTHROP, LEE & SHEPARD CO.<br /> +</p> + +<p class="center"> +Published, August, 1910<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<span class="smcap">Copyright, 1910, by Lothrop, Lee & Shepard Co.</span><br /> +<i>All Rights Reserved</i><br /> +<br /> +<span class="smcap">Hester's Counterpart</span><br /> +<br /> +NORWOOD PRESS<br /> +BERWICK & SMITH CO.<br /> +NORWOOD, MASS.<br /> +U. S. A.<br /> +</p> + +<p class="notes">Trancriber's note: Table of contents created for the HTML version.</p> + +<!-- Autogenerated TOC. Modify or delete as required. --> +<p> +<a href="#CHAPTER_I"><b>CHAPTER I</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_II"><b>CHAPTER II</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_III"><b>CHAPTER III</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IV"><b>CHAPTER IV</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_V"><b>CHAPTER V</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VI"><b>CHAPTER VI</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VII"><b>CHAPTER VII</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIII"><b>CHAPTER VIII</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IX"><b>CHAPTER IX</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_X"><b>CHAPTER X</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XI"><b>CHAPTER XI</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XII"><b>CHAPTER XII</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIII"><b>CHAPTER XIII</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIV"><b>CHAPTER XIV</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XV"><b>CHAPTER XV</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVI"><b>CHAPTER XVI</b></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVII"><b>CHAPTER XVII</b></a><br /> +</p> +<!-- End Autogenerated TOC. --> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>ILLUSTRATIONS</h2> + + + +<div class='center'> +<table border="0" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" summary=""> +<tr><td align='left'>The water crept up (Page 284)</td><td align='right'><i><a href="#front">Frontispiece</a></i></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'></td><td align='right'>Facing Page</td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>"I am Helen Loraine"</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_68">68</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>Again Hester deftly returned it</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_92">92</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>"Oh, girls, do you happen to have any cold cream?"</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_122">122</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>"You remember me, I see, Miss Alden"</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_150">150</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>They held their breath</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_290">290</a></td></tr> +</table></div> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>HESTER'S COUNTERPART</h2> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[Pg 1]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I</h2> + + +<p>Debby Alden, to use her own adjective in regard to herself, was not +"slack." To this her friends added another term. Debby was "set." There +could be no doubt of that.</p> + +<p>When Hester was but twelve years old, Debby had decided that the girl +should have at least one year at the best boarding-school. Four years +had passed, during which time, Debby's purpose had remained firm, +although not yet ripe for perfecting.</p> + +<p>After the experience with Mary Bowerman's taunts and Abner Stout's +guile, Debby decided that the time had come for Hester to have a change +of environment. Miss Richards's advice was again sought. But that old +friend no longer held the full power in her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[Pg 2]</a></span> hands. Debby had grown +alive and alert. She knew the standing of the schools throughout the +State, and in what particular line of study or discipline each one +excelled.</p> + +<p>For months, she studied catalogues and estimated expenses. She had never +made a study of psychology; but she understood that Hester had reached +the most impressionable age of her life. Each thought and word would +leave its marks upon her. Debby, who believed firmly that tendencies are +inherited, had always with her the fear that Hester would show the +tendencies of an alien race. Her one consolation was that much may be +overcome by training, and too, perhaps, there was in Hester's veins only +a drop of darker blood.</p> + +<p>No one understood the position in which Debby Alden was placed. She +always held herself responsible for the death of Hester's mother. Duty +had compelled her to take care of the child, until love had come to her +as a reward for the fulfillment of duty.</p> + +<p>There was no one to whom she could speak concerning Hester and her fears +in regard to her. One thing she had done and would do;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[Pg 3]</a></span> she would keep +the child far removed from any influence which would tend to the +strengthening of those traits which are supposed rightfully to belong to +the race of slaves.</p> + +<p>Debby consulted principals and teachers and read and re-read catalogues. +At length, she decided upon Dickinson Seminary as the school which came +nearest to fulfilling her desires for Hester.</p> + +<p>Hester had always been sweet and submissive to Debby Alden. The girl had +more than love for the woman who was mother and father both to her. +Mingled with Hester's love for Debby was an inexpressible gratitude. +Hester realized how much Debby had done and was doing for her. But it +was not the dainty dresses and good home that touched her most. Debby +Alden had given the waif her mother's name, and Hester never wrote in +her big angular hand, Hester Palmer Alden, without feeling a glow of +pride. She had a name of which to be proud, a name which Debby Alden had +always held dear.</p> + +<p>"It was the very kindest thing Aunt Debby could do," was a thought which +came often to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</a></span> Hester. "She must have loved me even from the first, or +she would have never given me her own name. She's so proud of being an +Alden. Their name has never had a bit of shame or disgrace touch it." +Then she added an afterthought, "and it never will through me."</p> + +<p>One day she brought up the subject of the Alden name while in +conversation with her aunt. Hester expressed herself warmly on the +subject and the elder woman listened with a lightening heart. The pride +of the Alden name and family which Hester showed, pleased her. To Debby +came the thought that only those who had such birthrights could +comprehend and appreciate the honor of possessing them. For a moment, +she believed that she might have been mistaken in regard to Hester's +parentage; but just for a moment. She could not close her eyes to facts. +She, herself, had seen the purple tinge about the finger nails of the +woman and had observed the lips and eyes which were peculiar to another +race.</p> + +<p>"It was beautiful of you, Aunt Debby, to give me your name, and I'll +never, never bring shame to it."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Let us talk no more of the subject," was the curt rejoinder. "We have +much to do before you are ready to go to Dickinson, and we must not +spend our time in telling what is to be done or not to be done a dozen +years from now."</p> + +<p>Hester was drying the dishes. At the mention of going to school, she +stopped. Regardless of consequences, she raised her tea-towel in one +hand like a banner, and Aunt Debby's blue cream jug, a relic of the +Alden family, high in the other.</p> + +<p>"Dickinson Seminary!" she exclaimed in a voice pitched high with +nervousness. "I'll tell you right this minute, Aunt Debby, I will not +go."</p> + +<p>Had the ceiling fallen down upon her, Debby Alden could not have been +more surprised. Hester, the obedient, now in the guise of an insurgent.</p> + +<p>"<i>Will</i> not, Hester Palmer Alden, is not the word to use to me. I am the +one to decide what is best for you to do or not to do, and I've decided +upon your going to Dickinson."</p> + +<p>The voice of the speaker was strong with the Alden firmness and +decision. Perhaps, she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span> forced herself to unusual firmness lest her +great love for the girl should make her weak in discipline. She expected +that Hester, having once made so strong an affirmation, would cling to +it and perhaps be inclined to disputation. On the contrary, Hester began +to sob.</p> + +<p>Debby turned to look at the girl, down whose cheeks the tears were +streaming. Then she said with a show of gentleness: "It's only natural +that you feel bad about leaving home. Everyone does that. I really +should not feel pleased if you did not feel bad. You can not give up to +that feeling. I do not mean to permit you to do so. School is the best +place for you, and you must go. You'll enjoy it after a while."</p> + +<p>"I was not thinking about myself, Aunt Debby. I was thinking of you. Do +you think that I can ever enjoy being away and having a good time while +you are here alone?"</p> + +<p>"I was used to being alone before you—"</p> + +<p>"But you are not used to it now. I'll think of you sitting here alone in +the evening. Every time you leave the house you'll be alone and you'll +come into a lonely house when you come<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span> back. I will not go and leave +you here, Aunt Debby, and you cannot make me."</p> + +<p>"Hester Alden—." Debby Alden meant to be firm. It was scandalous to +have a child so express herself to her elder, and that elder as a mother +to her. Debby Alden would not be weak. She would be firm, and not so +much as allow Hester to express an opinion.</p> + +<p>"Hester Alden," she began, but could say no more because of a queer +little catch in her voice. She turned back to her dish-pan and fell with +great vigor to her dishwashing. After a few moments, she felt that she +could control herself, and turning to Hester, said, "Now, Hester Alden, +we'll have done with this nonsense right here. I've been alone and stood +it fairly well and I can stand it again. What does it matter if I am +alone? I'm no longer a young girl who demands company. I'm just a plain +old—"</p> + +<p>"Why, Aunt Debby—you are not. Doesn't everyone say you're beautiful, +and you're not old—and you're never going to get old." Hester turned +and brought her foot down with some vigor, as though she would frighten +old age and gray hair and loneliness from the house.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Why, Aunt Debby, everyone says you're beautiful. The girls at +school—."</p> + +<p>Debby's cheeks flushed. There was something very sweet in the assertion, +although she did not believe it even for a moment. But in all her forty +years, no one had ever used that word in speaking of Debby. Although she +felt that even now love, and not facts, was making use of it, she was +touched. She was a woman after all, and it was sweet to find herself +beautiful in someone's eyes.</p> + +<p>But discipline must be maintained. She turned toward Hester. The girl +threw her arms about Debby Alden's neck and sobbed, and Debby held up +her kitchen apron before her eyes and wept silently.</p> + +<p>"There, Hester, there!" she said at last. "We're both very silly, very +silly. You must go to school and that's an end to it."</p> + +<p>"No, Aunt Debby. I'll never go and leave you here alone. If I go, you +must go with me."</p> + +<p>"Go with you! That is the veriest nonsense, Hester. Debby Alden in a +seminary. I'm not in my second childhood yet."</p> + +<p>"But you could live in town. Mame Thomas<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span> has a cousin who lives in a +little flat. She's a widow and keeps her girls in school. Couldn't you +go and live there. We could see each other—."</p> + +<p>"The dish-water is getting cold. Really, Hester, you and I are getting +slack. I believe that is the first time in my life that I ever stood +talking and let my dish-water get cold. It isn't a good way of doing. +Mother never allowed us to be slack about such things. I was not brought +up to talk first and work afterward. Think of me, a woman my age, doing +such a thing!"</p> + +<p>Taking up the dish-pan, she left the kitchen to empty the water. Hester +dried her tears. Her heart grew light. She understood Aunt Debby well +and she knew that the talk about letting the work stand was only a +chastisement Debby was giving herself, when she felt herself yielding.</p> + +<p>The subject was again discussed during the evening. No decision was +reached. Debby, however, conceded enough to say that she would think the +matter over and would ask Miss Richards's opinion concerning it.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span></p> + +<p>Hester was fully satisfied with this. She knew that her Aunt Debby never +forgot a promise. Hester knew also that Miss Richards would advise Debby +Alden to spend a winter in the city.</p> + +<p>The following day, after the housework had been finished and the dinner +dishes put away, Debby Alden dressed and went to call upon her friend.</p> + +<p>Hester went with her, as far as Jane Orr's home. "I'll be back shortly, +Hester. You may stay with Jane until I call for you."</p> + +<p>She made her way down the main street of the little country town.</p> + +<p>Hester paused as she was about to mount the steps, and turned to look at +the retreating figure. She could not restrain a smile. "It's certainly +odd, but Aunt Debby doesn't seem to know how pretty she is."</p> + +<p>Hester's adjective was not strong enough to describe Aunt Debby. There +was something infinitely greater and finer in the woman than mere +prettiness.</p> + +<p>Debby Alden at twenty-five had been scrawny, hard-featured and severe. +She then had the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span> appearance of one who knew only the hard things of +life, and was giving expression to them in her features and carriage. +But this new Debby Alden was wholly different. Hester had brought love +and interest with her. Debby Alden was alive to the world about her, and +her active interests had given brilliance to her eyes and lightness to +her steps. The angles of twenty-five years had been softened into +curves. Debby was no longer hard-featured and scrawny. She had grown +plump and round.</p> + +<p>Some old wise man declares that it is woman's fault if she be not +handsome at forty years; for then the body is but the reflection of life +itself. Debby had been so true and faithful and so big-hearted and +generous, that at forty, beautiful was the only word worthy to describe +her.</p> + +<p>Debby's call upon Miss Richards was short. To-day was one day when all +things were working toward favoring Hester's project.</p> + +<p>Miss Richards was growing old. She did not wish to travel alone or to be +far from her friends. She was dainty, gracious, and smiling<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span> as ever, +but age had laid its finger lightly upon her.</p> + +<p>She listened to Debby Alden's plans.</p> + +<p>"You are young yet, Debby," she said. "No woman should be content to sit +at home and not improve her time. With Hester gone, there will be +nothing to keep you here. The school is but a short distance from town. +Why not rent a small flat?"</p> + +<p>"But what would I do with no responsibilities? Keeping two or three +rooms in order will not employ my time."</p> + +<p>"Lockport is famed for lectures and recitals. Study-clubs are plentiful. +You could read and study and you might practise your music, Debby. A few +lessons will do you worlds of good."</p> + +<p>"Lessons when I am almost forty years old!"</p> + +<p>"Forty years young, my dear girl. Lessons, why not? Life is one long +school term. The pupil who expects a hundred-mark must be learning and +moving onward all the time. I am more than twenty years your senior, +and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span> yet I feel as though I was but beginning to learn how to live."</p> + +<p>She paused a moment. Her mind dwelt on the things which were past. Then +with a radiant smile, she turned to her companion. "Be very much alive +while you are alive, Debby. The interests you have outside yourself will +add to your own happiness. If you wish to find perfect happiness, fill +your life with vital interests. Go to Lockport, study, read and work; +see Hester when your heart longs for her. I—" she paused, wondering if +Debby would accept her suggestion.</p> + +<p>"I should like to be with you, Debby. I need something new. Each winter +I have been south for so many years that it is a story oft told. Do you +think that you and I could be happy together in a little flat? Hester +then could have two hearts to fill with interest."</p> + +<p>She looked wistfully toward Debby. For the first time Debby realized +that her old friend was alone—very much alone as far as hearth-ties and +love were concerned. It was not with thoughts of her own enjoyment that +Debby's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span> heart bounded. As an inspiration, it came to her that she held +within her hands that which would fill the void in her friend's life.</p> + +<p>"I am sure we could," said Debby. "We might as well settle the matter +here, and we'll go to town this very week, attend to selecting Hester's +room and we'll look up a nice little place for ourselves. We'll not have +it too far from the school."</p> + +<p>Then observing Miss Richards smiling, she added, "I presume you think +I'm a little hasty; but I don't see it in just that way. Anyone with +judgment can readily see that it is just the thing for us to do. When +our minds are made up, there's no use in being slack. We'll go Thursday. +Hester may stay with Jane Orr. Mrs. Orr will be glad to have her. And +now, I must go and tell Hester. I don't understand how that child came +to be so foolishly sentimental. She has taken the notion that she cannot +be happy anywhere without me. Utter nonsense, of course! I've tried to +train her to believe that one's happiness never depends on another."</p> + +<p>She went her way, leaving her friend smiling<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span> at the speech. When Debby +had gone, Miss Richards spoke aloud: "Debby, Debby Alden, how fearfully +blind you are about yourself and your girl! How could Hester ever think +other than she does when every bit of happiness in the child's life has +emanated from you. Hester has sound judgment for one of her years, and +she knows how much she owes to you."</p> + +<p>But Hester did not know the full amount of her debt to her foster aunt +nor did Miss Richards; for Debby kept her own secret in regard to +Hester's parentage and no one but herself knew the fearful weight it was +upon her.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II</h2> + + +<p>Thursday morning, Miss Richards and Debby Alden started for Lockport. +This was a small city and the county seat. Its situation made it a +pleasant place to spend the summer and the population increased and +diminished with the change of seasons.</p> + +<p>The town lay between two ridges of high mountains. On one side the river +flowed; on the opposite side Beech Creek, the conjunction of the streams +being at the eastern edge of town. On the brow of the lower hills were +the summer homes of the city folk. There were acres of lawn and grove +with natural ravines through which ran little streams and over whose +banks the laurels grew in wild profusion. Back of these hills, the +mountains towered like great green giants. On foggy days, their peaks +were hidden in clouds. They were awe-inspiring, for fog-covered brows +spoke of mysteries beyond<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> the comprehension of those who dwelt below.</p> + +<p>The valley grew narrow toward the western end. Here, nestled close +between hills, was Dickinson Seminary, one of the most exclusive and +rigidly-disciplined schools of the State. The campus and grove beyond +were extensive. Beech Creek lay to the south and was used for bathing +and boating and skating in their seasons. It was a deep, narrow stream. +Being fed only by a few short mountain brooks, it was little affected by +floods.</p> + +<p>To the north lay the river. It was serene and powerful, except when its +waters were swollen. Then it made its way over the banks and encroached +upon the campus. The seminary folk were pleased than otherwise at this, +for on the river-soaked campus edge the willows and water birches +thrived, and made a beautiful protection for the campus. The river was +at a distance from the building; yet at flood time on a quiet night as +the girls lay in bed listening, they could hear the noise of its waters.</p> + +<p>Debby Alden and Miss Richards reached<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span> Lockport just at noon Thursday. +Debby's first thought was of Hester and her accommodations at school. +She visited the seminary, attended to matters there, and returned to the +city. The expenses connected with Hester's education would not be light, +and Debby knew that she would be compelled eventually to use the little +money which her father had put by for a rainy day; the interest of which +had met her living expenses. The woman looked forward and saw the time +when her money would be gone. But, strange to say, contrary as her +present mode of action was to all her inheritance and previous training, +she anticipated no day when she would be reduced to poverty. She +calculated closely, knowing almost to a dime what the three following +years would cost her and Hester.</p> + +<p>By that time, perhaps, Hester would be prepared for some life-work and +as for Debby—. She smiled grimly when she thought of coming to a place +where she could not take care of herself. "It's not the Alden way to get +stuck," she repeated to herself.</p> + +<p>She mentally reviewed all these conditions<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> before she set out with Miss +Richards in search of a flat suited to their needs. In her look into the +future, Debby believed herself able to see her way clear for three full +years.</p> + +<p>"And then, if the worst comes to the worst, I can sell the timber land. +It's never brought in anything."</p> + +<p>She put this last thought into words. "Does that mean that you are +pressed for money, Debby?"</p> + +<p>"Not yet; but I may be before three years are gone, and Hester is +through with school. I can see my way clear for three years."</p> + +<p>"You are fortunate indeed if that be so. A score of things may happen +that you know nothing of now. I have learned to anticipate neither joy +nor sorrow but to take each day as it comes."</p> + +<p>"But surely one must look ahead. Money matters do not take care of +themselves. Hester's schooling will cost me almost every cent of my +ready money. I'll have only my little place and the timber tracts +beyond."</p> + +<p>"You are not scattering your money in sending Hester to school, Debby. +You are placing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span> it where it will draw the greatest interest. Sometime +you'll draw a big dividend." She smiled reassuringly.</p> + +<p>"I hope so; but I wasn't thinking of that now. All I want is to have +Hester prepared for some work—to take care of herself and be a happy +useful woman when I'm gone."</p> + +<p>"Meanwhile, we'll stop in here and look at this little place. I think, +Debby, you and I will never be content to shut ourselves up in little +boxes on a second or third floor."</p> + +<p>"No, I want room to breathe and some place outside where I can set my +foot on the soil. I'm not one who likes the click of my own heels on the +pavement. There's something about putting your feet on the earth that +makes you feel that you belong."</p> + +<p>The place into which they now turned was a little cottage at the extreme +east of town near the conjunction of creek and river, yet high on the +brow of a hill. It was a simple little place, weather-beaten and faded; +but a strip of sod ran about the front and side. The little low porch +was shaded with a Virginia creeper, and an old gnarled tree at the +corner leaned over<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span> the roof as though about to rest itself against it.</p> + +<p>Its being at the extreme end of town from the seminary was to Debby +Alden the one thing against it.</p> + +<p>"If we were at the west end, Hester could slip in each day. The pupils +are allowed an hour 'off campus' you know."</p> + +<p>"And she would come to you with every thought that troubled her. You +would be bearing her childish burdens just as you have always done. If +you live where Hester can talk with you each day, she will lose the +greatest benefit a year in school can give her."</p> + +<p>"I think you are right," said Debby Alden.</p> + +<p>"I like the house. I'm used to low ceilings and big porches and vines. +I'm satisfied with it if you are; and we'll have Hester home but once a +month."</p> + +<p>It was best for Hester to be away and to learn to depend upon herself. +That fact settled matters for Debby Alden. If it were good for Hester, +then it should be done and Debby Alden would give no thought to herself +in this matter.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span></p> + +<p>Miss Richards was pleased with the house and the two friends made +arrangements with the care-taker to have it ready for them a few days +before the opening of school. There were papering and painting to be +done. Had it been within her own home, Debby Alden would have done the +work herself. Every bit of woodwork in her own home had been done over +with her own brush, and her paper-hanging had won the admiration of the +country-side.</p> + +<p>The next in the course of events was selecting the articles of furniture +which might be spared from home. Debby had no idea of dismantling her +old home. The house had been built and furnished for a large family. +There were furnished bedrooms which Debby and Hester never entered +except at cleaning time; below there were the old-fashioned parlor, the +living-room with its air of comfort, the dining-room, kitchen and what +in that locality was termed the shanty-kitchen. This last was a great +room between the woodshed and kitchen proper. It was provided with every +article for laundry use, and during the canning season<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> was the scene of +most of the household activities.</p> + +<p>Since the early spring days when going away to school had first been +mentioned, Hester had viewed the event with dread. She knew nothing of +meeting strangers and imagined there could be nothing pleasant about it. +During the summer while Debby had talked and planned, Hester had shown +little interest and had never of herself, brought up the subject. But +since she had influenced her Aunt Debby to go to the city with her, she +was almost satisfied to go. Her joy would have been unbounded had it +been possible for Debby to be with her within the school. That could not +be. Hester was wise enough to know that. There was one other course that +could be followed, however. She could live in town with Aunt Debby and +Miss Richards and be but a parlor student at the seminary. To Hester's +mind, this would be a very satisfactory arrangement, and she meant to +bring it to pass. Having been successful in persuading her Aunt Debby to +live in town, Hester was confident<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span> that it would be no difficult matter +to persuade her to this second course. Hester was naturally a diplomat. +There was nothing deceptive about her; but, young as she was, she +intuitively knew that some times are ripe and some are not for +discussion. The time propitious for bringing up the question of her +being but a parlor student was not until Debby and Miss Richards were +established in their little cottage at the east end of Lockport.</p> + +<p>Satisfied that she could bring matters to pass in the fashion she +desired, Hester grew enthusiastic over the preparation for quitting the +old home. There was much to be done in spite of the fact that Debby was +never "slack" in the ways of her household. Every cupboard and closet +was gone over. Bed clothes were aired and laid away where neither mice, +rust, nor mildew could touch them. China and silver were sorted and +again sorted before Debby was able to decide what pieces were best to +take and what best to leave. The flowers were to be potted and put away +to keep for spring planting. When it came to this, Debby began to +realize what leaving home meant.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I can take the spotted-leaved geranium," she said to Hester while they +were making the rounds of the garden. "I always do pot that for a +house-plant. I suppose it will grow as well at Lockport as here, if I +see that it is attended to. Fortunately for plants, they have no +feelings."</p> + +<p>The words showed sentiment enough, but the tones of Debby's voice made +them seem harsh and unfeeling. Hester was not deceived. Debby Alden came +from a race who had for generations looked upon the expression of love +and sentiment as a weakness. Whenever Debby felt her emotions conquering +her, she unconsciously resorted to the ways of her forbears; she lashed +herself into a semblance of sternness in an endeavor to conceal her real +feelings.</p> + +<p>"I suppose I'll not get a look at the asters when they bloom. It would +be a shame to let them die on the stalk without a soul pulling one. I +think I'll ask Kate Bowerman to see to them. She might pack up a few and +send to me. I'm curious to see how that new royal purple turns out. I've +been suspicious all summer<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span> that it would turn out a scrub. It looks +like a scrub."</p> + +<p>She was bending over the plants growing along the fence which divided +her yard-proper from the garden and wood-yards beyond. Debby was proud +of her collection of asters which were of every variety known throughout +the country.</p> + +<p>"They certainly are scrubs," she repeated as she bent for a closer +inspection.</p> + +<p>"How do you know, Aunt Debby? To me, they look like the other plants."</p> + +<p>"I just know," said Debby. "I don't know how I know, but I just do. +Plants show their breed just like people and animals. I've no need when +I look at old Jim Ramsey's horse to be told it's mighty common stock. +Yes; it has the same number of legs and hoofs and its eyes are in the +right place, but it isn't a thoroughbred. Anyone can see that at a +glance. It is just the same with plants. There's a wide difference. +Though I suppose it is only ones who work about them and love them that +see the difference. And with people! Some people are born common stock +and stay<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span> common stock all their lives, even if they've lived in +mansions and hold a dozen diplomas."</p> + +<p>She paused suddenly. "Run and get some more crocks, Hester," she added. +Debby was annoyed at herself in talking of family in the child's +presence. With Debby's knowledge of Hester's parentage, it was as though +she had thrown a taunt in the child's face. When Hester returned, +bearing in her arms the two, large flower-pots, Debby made a point of +showing her unusual consideration, asking her opinion as to the best +flowers to be potted and whether she did not wish a plant for her window +in school.</p> + +<p>From the beginning of these preparations, one duty had been firmly fixed +in Debby's mind. It was not a pleasant one, yet she did not mean to +shirk it; but she did put it off to the very last morning when she and +Hester had brought down the trunks and were preparing to pack their own +personal belongings.</p> + +<p>"There are some things in the attic, Hester, which rightfully belong to +you. I've never mentioned them to you before, because you were yet such +a child. But now you are leaving<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span> and Providence alone knows what may be +in store for us. I may not come back. Now, don't begin to cry. I expect +to live a good many years yet; but there's no telling. I believe in +doing what Grandmother Alden always said, 'Hope for the best, but be +prepared for the worst.'</p> + +<p>"If anything should happen to me, it is only fair that you should have +what is yours by rights. Just let your packing go this morning. We'll +have time to finish this afternoon and not be rushed. I want you to go +with me and look over the clothes that were yours and your mother's.</p> + +<p>"I laid your mother out in the best things I could buy; and I kept every +stitch she wore when the accident befell her. Somewhere or sometime, +some of her friends will appear and they may be able to recognize these +clothes."</p> + +<p>Debby lead the way to the attic, climbing up the narrow dark stairway +which lead from the kitchen bedroom and Hester followed at her heels.</p> + +<p>The attic was low and narrow. Except in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> the middle, one could not walk +without stooping to escape the rafters. Along one side was a long row of +boxes and trunks in which the Aldens, for generations, had kept their +heirlooms. So far as money value was considered, there was nothing here +worth while. A surveyor's compass and staff, a spinning wheel; old blue +dishes covered with hair-like lines. There was no real lace, and there +were no handsome gowns. Nevertheless, they meant much to Debby Alden. +They were family to her.</p> + +<p>A little low trunk was at the extreme end of the attic. It was to this +that Debby directed her steps.</p> + +<p>"Everything in this trunk belongs to you, Hester. When I packed it away, +I put a card inside so that you might know that they were your mother's. +There's nothing at all of value. Sit down here and we'll go over them."</p> + +<p>She knelt before the trunk and opened it. Hester, obedient to Miss +Debby's wishes, sat down on the floor near the window while the woman +took out each article and passed it to her companion.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span></p> + +<p>"This is the dress your mother wore. I thought from the material that +she must have been well-to-do. She had a gentle, nice way of speaking. +She looked like a woman who had never worked hard and was used to having +things comfortable. That's why I can't understand how she could +disappear and no one search for her. We sent notices to all the papers +for miles about."</p> + +<p>Debby Alden paused. She could not justify herself even in her own +thoughts. By withholding what she knew of Hester's parentage, the +newspaper accounts of the death of the French woman, had been +misleading. This was one act of her life that gave her no satisfaction +in thinking over. She put it from her mind and in nervous haste, passed +the other articles of clothing to Hester.</p> + +<p>"I've saved even her shoes. You see what a little foot she had. Your +mother was a very pretty woman, Hester. Of course, I saw her only that +hour at dinner when she sat in the kitchen. She had dark eyes and hair +and a plump, round figure. You look like her, only there is a +difference. Your eyes are dark but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> they don't look as your mother's +did, and your mouth and expression are not as I remember hers to be."</p> + +<p>Hester made no comment as she looked over the clothes. She was not at +all moved by the sight of these things. She was sixteen, and had come to +the place where she was able to understand much that Debby did not tell +her.</p> + +<p>She knew that something lay back of all this. Why had none of these +people come for her? What were they that they would leave a little child +in the world without ever making an effort to find her? They could not +have been fine people. Hester was confident of that. She had picked up +Debby's word and mentally set down the people from which she had sprung +as "poor stock."</p> + +<p>"If I ever am anything at all, it will be because of Aunt Debby's +training," she concluded as the last article of her mother's clothes lay +in her hands.</p> + +<p>"It seems strange that they never came for you."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad they didn't," responded Hester. Her pride was in arms. If her +own people<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span> cared so little for her, she would never grieve for them.</p> + +<p>"I am glad—very glad that they didn't," she repeated. "I belong to you. +I'd rather be your girl than anyone's else and I couldn't be that if +they had taken me away when I was a baby."</p> + +<p>According to tradition, Hester's sentiment was not at all proper. One +should cherish one's family above all else.</p> + +<p>"It isn't right to say such things, Hester. Of course, you and I are +very near to each other; but you cannot feel toward me as though I was +your mother."</p> + +<p>"Of course not. I feel a great deal more." She arose to her feet, +dropping on the floor, the articles of clothing which had been in her +lap. "Why, Aunt Debby, I'd treasure an old shoe-lace of yours more than +those things." She pointed to the heap of clothes on the floor.</p> + +<p>Debby meant to be firm. She had intended from the first that +Hester should be rigidly disciplined. She believed in "the +speak-when-spoken-to" child. But there are some arguments that cannot be +questioned. She wanted<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span> Hester to love her above anyone else. She could +not chide her for doing that. Debby's discipline went to the winds.</p> + +<p>"How very foolish you talk, Hester!" she said reprovingly; but she +looked up at the girl with such a tender light in her eyes, that Hester +laughed aloud.</p> + +<p>"But you like my foolishness, Aunt Debby. I know you do." She was down +beside Debby Alden with her hand laid caressingly on the woman's arm.</p> + +<p>"Now, Hester, you are—"</p> + +<p>"But you like me to be foolish. You know you do, Aunt Debby."</p> + +<p>"I surely do not—"</p> + +<p>Hester laughed again. Aunt Debby was blushing like a young school-girl.</p> + +<p>"You cannot say that you do not like it," cried Hester. "You turn the +question every time and do not answer directly."</p> + +<p>"We'll finish this work and go back to our packing," was the firm +rejoinder. "Your little baby-clothes are here. Your mother must have +been a fine needle-woman, for the rolled hems and hemstitching are +perfect."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span></p> + +<p>The little dresses and petticoats were yellow with age. There was no +distinguishing mark about them. They were of fine sheer linen, and +exquisitely made. But thousands of babies over the land might have worn +just such garments.</p> + +<p>"You had a little handkerchief about your neck like a bib," continued +Debby. "This is it. It was pinned down in front with an odd pin. It's +rather peculiar and not worth much as far as money goes."</p> + +<p>She handed the pin to Hester. It was of yellow metal—gold, perhaps—of +oval shape and about the size of a dime. Inside the outer gold edge was +woven a narrow strand of hair, and within this was imbedded a peculiar +yellow stone.</p> + +<p>"Isn't it pretty!" cried Hester. She held it in her hands and examined +it eagerly. It was the first interest she had evinced in anything which +belonged to that time before she entered the Alden home.</p> + +<p>"I fancy it isn't gold," continued Debby Alden. "I never knew gold to +have that peculiar tinge. It was that way when I unpinned it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span> from your +bib. I tried to brighten it a little, but I couldn't. It looks now just +as it did when I laid it away. That stone, of course, is nothing more +than a bit of yellow glass of small value."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Hester slowly. Her eyes were fixed upon the queer stone. "I +never saw a bit of glass look so. When I hold it one way, it looks like +a spark of fire. It looks as deep as a well, when you look directly into +the center."</p> + +<p>"Cut glass," said Debby. "All cut glass reflects light like that."</p> + +<p>Cut glass or something more, it appealed to Hester. Turning it about in +her hand, she examined it critically.</p> + +<p>"There's a little hook here at the end," said Hester. "Did you notice +that, Aunt Debby?" Debby took the pin in her hand to examine it. "I +didn't notice that before. It has been an old fashioned earring made +into a pin. Earrings used to be fashionable. No lady ever dressed +without them, I've heard my mother say. The breast-pin that I wear with +my gray silk was made from an earring of Grandmother<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> Palmer's. Dear, +dear, I wonder who wore these."</p> + +<p>"I'm going to keep this and wear it, Aunt Debby."</p> + +<p>"I don't believe I would, Hester. Someone might ask you where you got +it."</p> + +<p>"And I shall tell them it was my mother's, and that I wore it when I was +a little baby. That is true. Isn't it, Aunt Debby?"</p> + +<p>"You might lose it—" Debby began.</p> + +<p>"If I do, no one will care except me. I'd dearly love to have it, Aunt +Debby. Isn't it my own to do with as I please?"</p> + +<p>There was no argument to bring against this, and Debby remained silent. +Hester, pleased with the bauble, pinned it on her dress and then set +about replacing the other articles in the trunk.</p> + +<p>The pin might be cut glass or something better. Neither Debby nor Hester +knew, nor could they know that it would bring to Hester loss of friends +and—but neither the girl or woman could anticipate that. At present, +all they could do was to admire the glitter of the stone and watch the +changing lights play upon it.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III</h2> + + +<p>I was the last week in August when Debby Alden and Miss Richards moved +into the cottage at the east end of Lockport. The seminary was not to +open until a week later and Hester was with her friends, assisting in +every way she could in putting the place to rights.</p> + +<p>Thursday evening, the house was immaculate. There was neither fad nor +fancy about its equipment. Debby had brought down some great +four-posters, old blue china, and solid silver. Miss Richards had +several black walnut armchairs that were old enough to have been +Mayflower Pilgrims, but which were not. There was a rug which Miss +Richards had picked up in Europe twenty years before and a gay screen +which Lieutenant Richards had bought a century before in an old junk +shop in China.</p> + +<p>"We look as though we had stepped from a previous century," said Miss +Richards. "We haven't a modern article about us—" She<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> glanced toward +Hester and then added—"except Hester."</p> + +<p>"You really need me," responded the girl. "I'm the only piece of +twentieth-century furniture you and auntie have. I think I shall remain +with you. I could study just as well here as shut up in that old stone +building. I really think I could get my lessons better."</p> + +<p>"I think so, too," said Miss Richards, "that is if you refer but to book +lessons."</p> + +<p>"What other kind could there be?"</p> + +<p>"The kind that people teach you. They are all sorts of lessons, as +varied in kind as there are people. The girls at Dickinson will teach +you many a good lesson."</p> + +<p>"I should think you and Aunt Debby could do it better. I've quite made +up my mind to be but a parlor student."</p> + +<p>"There are some things Debby and I cannot teach you. We love you too +much to give you the very lessons which we know would prove best for +you. The girls at school will do that for us."</p> + +<p>"I do not always quite understand," said Hester. "Mr. Sanderson used to +declare that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span> I was neither philosophical nor mathematical. I do not see +deeply into matters. I do know, though, which I like. Just now there is +nothing I should like better than being at home with you and Aunt Debby, +and I have quite made up my mind to that."</p> + +<p>"You had better unmake it, Hester," said Debby who, coming into the +house at that moment, had overheard their words.</p> + +<p>"You will remain at the seminary even over Saturday and Sunday, except +once each month. Miss Weldon does not approve of pupils coming back and +forth. I think she is quite right. This flitting about gives a most +unsettled feeling. You will not know where you belong, and we'll have +none of it for you."</p> + +<p>Hester sighed and turned aside. She was disappointed, only for the time. +Had she been Debby Alden's own daughter, she could not have partaken +more strongly of some of Debby's characteristics. When Hester once made +up her mind, she was quite "set." She had no thought of giving up her +plans.</p> + +<p>"About the time that I'm ready to leave them, they'll both realize how +much they'll miss<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> me. Then I'll be able to persuade Aunt Debby to allow +me to board at home."</p> + +<p>Confident in her power of persuasion, Hester went about her work as +happy as though the matter had been adjusted to her satisfaction.</p> + +<p>There was yet some shopping to be done before Hester's outfit would be +complete. Miss Debby had purposely delayed buying until she came to +Lockport where she believed a better selection might be made.</p> + +<p>Miss Richards had friends in town and had gone off to spend the day with +them. After the household duties had been disposed of, Debby and Hester +set out on their shopping expedition.</p> + +<p>The morning was delightful and Debby, who took pleasure in the exercise +of her muscles, decided to walk. With the exception of the summer homes +which lay on the outskirts, Lockport was compact. The shopping district +lay within a few squares. The store windows were tastefully decorated +and Hester to whom all this was new, lingered to gaze and comment.</p> + +<p>"I never knew hats could be so pretty. Did<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span> you, Aunt Debby? Why the +window is a dream—a poem!" She paused to study the millinery display.</p> + +<p>She had grown tall. Her shirt-waist suit of white linen was dainty and +simple. She had pushed back her hat. When she was interested in +anything, she was wholly unconscious of herself and what was going on +about her. Now with bright eyes, and flushed cheeks, she stood before +the window. She was a very pleasing sight to passers-by. More than one +person stopped for a backward glance and smiled, well pleased, and +passed on. Someone in particular found her pleasing. A young man +hurrying from the store adjoining, paused a moment to look at Hester. +Her face was in profile. All he could see was the cheek and chin, the +tall, slender figure and the long braid of hair.</p> + +<p>He paused but a moment. Then he smiled with delight and advancing, came +up beside her. "Hello, honey. I did not know you were in town. Are you +picking your fall chapeau?"</p> + +<p>Hester was startled. She looked about her. Debby Alden had moved on and +unconscious<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span> of what was taking place, was studying the display in +windows several yards distant.</p> + +<p>At Hester's alarm, a flush came to the young man's face.</p> + +<p>"I humbly crave your pardon," he said, lifting his hat. "I mistook you +for my cousin Helen. Believe me, I regret exceedingly—"</p> + +<p>Debby Alden had turned at this moment. She came hurrying up. Hester had +been alarmed and turned to lay her hand on Debby's arm.</p> + +<p>"He thought I was his cousin," said Hester.</p> + +<p>Debby turned toward the young man who would have explained had she +allowed him to do so; but she gave him such a glance that words failed +him.</p> + +<p>"Come, Hester, an apology is merely an insult." Hester walked meekly +along. She was not able to grasp the situation.</p> + +<p>"He said he thought I was his cousin, Aunt Debby. He seemed so sorry—"</p> + +<p>"Nonsense. He had no idea that you were his cousin or anyone else that +he knew. He is just a smart, ill-bred young man, Hester, who, thinking +you a stranger and not used to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> the ways of a city, did what he could to +annoy you. Never pay any attention to such folk, Hester. Hurry away from +them as fast as you can. They are never desirable people to know."</p> + +<p>"But he looked very nice, Aunt Debby. Did you notice his eyes? I liked +the way he spoke. I really do believe that he thought that I was his +cousin."</p> + +<p>"It matters little what you think on such matters. Hereafter never give +anyone time to apologize for speaking to you."</p> + +<p>Smith and Winter's was the largest store in Lockport. It was on Pine, +between Third and Fourth Streets. It was here that Debby Alden intended +making her purchases.</p> + +<p>"Do you think you would like a tan jacket better than a blue one, +Hester?" she asked as the floor-walker was conducting them toward the +coat department.</p> + +<p>"I think so, Auntie. But you select what you think is best."</p> + +<p>Debby made known her wants to the sales-woman. Jackets of tan and blue, +of many sizes and shades were brought forth and tried<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span> on Hester. They +were interrupted in their selection, by one of the girls from the +alteration department, claiming the attention of the clerk.</p> + +<p>"Miss Herman, did Mrs. Vail say when she wished her dress?"</p> + +<p>"It was to be sent out to-morrow, but she telephoned last evening saying +that she was called away. We are to send the dress on. She may not come +back here. Her cottage will close this week."</p> + +<p>"That's odd. She promised to come back for another fitting."</p> + +<p>"She often does that; but she's not erratic. She always has a reason for +going off in that way. When you get to know her as I do, you will think +she's the sweetest woman in the world."</p> + +<p>"I wasn't thinking of that—nor did I mean to criticise her. I wanted to +know whether or not I should finish her work without another fitting."</p> + +<p>"No, I'd wait." The clerk who had been addressed as Miss Herman turned +to Debby Alden and waited her orders.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Hester thinks the tan will please her best," said Debby. "If you can +send it out to this address," she gave the woman her card. Miss Herman +read it and smiled. "I have mistaken you all along for someone else. I +thought you were Mrs. Loraine. I never met her, but her daughter is a +seminary student here and often comes into my department. I was sure +that this young lady was a younger sister of Helen Loraine's."</p> + +<p>"No, we are not related. I know nothing of the people," said Debby +stiffly.</p> + +<p>"They are a fine family," said the clerk. "We are always pleased to +serve them."</p> + +<p>Hester would have spoken had not Debby silenced her with a look.</p> + +<p>"Auntie, did you not hear that name?" she said as they moved away. +"Helen Loraine. Isn't that the name of the girl who is to room with me, +and that young man said his Cousin Helen."</p> + +<p>"That young man's cousin exists only in his mind, and as your +roommate—she may be a wholly different person. The name Loraine is +common throughout this section."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span></p> + +<p>"But, Aunt Debby, the clerk thought I looked like—"</p> + +<p>"Nonsense. Some people never see further than their own nose. If the +clerk noticed that your hair and eyes were black, she decided that you +looked like every one else she knew who had the same coloring. I fancy +she said that but to make conversation."</p> + +<p>The following day when Debby Alden suggested that they make ready to go +to the seminary, Hester brought up again the question of remaining at +home. Debby listened patiently until the girl had expressed herself and +had presented every argument in favor of attending the seminary for +recitations merely. When Hester had finished, Debby Alden said quietly: +"Please put on your hat and gloves, Hester. We must take the next car if +I wish to be back home in time to get supper."</p> + +<p>Hester felt that the decision was final and nothing could be gained by +argument. Leaving the room, she soon returned with hat and gloves. These +last articles she swung in her hands as they went down the walk.</p> + +<p>"Hester, when at home we were a little lax<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span> about certain customs. Here +in Lockport and among strangers, we must be more careful. Put on your +gloves before we leave the house. My mother taught me that a lady must +finish her toilet before she leaves her home."</p> + +<p>She waited until Hester had put on and buttoned the gloves. "It seems a +trifle," continued Debby, "but it is trifles which mark the difference +between a cultivated and an uncultivated woman."</p> + +<p>When the street car took siding at Williams Street to give right of way +to the east-bound car, a carriage drew up close to the curb. The +coachman was in livery. Hester noticed that at once, for at her home no +distinction in dress was made between the man who drove and he who +employed him.</p> + +<p>Servants in livery were not new to Debby Alden. Her attention was +attracted to the sweet-faced woman in the carriage. This woman who was +richly gowned was scarcely older than Debby herself; but her hair was +white. There was some quality in the face which attracted and held. +Perhaps it was the power of self-control. The power to smile<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span> sweetly +when the person had cause only for tears. This woman was bending from +the carriage in conversation with a man and woman on the sidewalk. As +the car moved, the nervous horses jerked suddenly. The woman in the +carriage turned her head and met Debby Alden's direct glance. Just for a +moment, these two women looked into each other's eyes. Then the car +moved on; the carriage bowled along. With each woman an impression of +the unusual lingered.</p> + +<p>Debby really was troubled. The face of the strange woman was as the face +of a half-forgotten friend.</p> + +<p>"That woman in the carriage made me think of someone," she said to +Hester. "But I cannot think who. There was something about the turn of +her head and the way she looked up at me that made me think I have met +her somewhere."</p> + +<p>"I did not see her," said Hester. "I was looking at the coachman. I hope +that some day I may have matched horses and a man in livery." Then she +turned toward Debby Alden. "Hasn't this been a peculiar day,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> Auntie. +Every one thinks I am someone else, and you think every one is some one +you know."</p> + +<p>"Every one? You are putting it a trifle too strong, Hester. I have come +in contact with a great many people, but I remember but one who made me +think of someone else. You exaggerate, Hester."</p> + +<p>"I'd really rather call it hyperbole," said Hester. "You are a classical +scholar when you use hyperbole and a 'fibber' when you exaggerate."</p> + +<p>Debby smiled at the sally. She and Hester were good friends, with a +perfect understanding between them.</p> + +<p>"Put your effects toward the classical into working order. I catch a +glimpse of the seminary walls, Hester."</p> + +<p>This was the first glimpse Hester had of her new home. There was a long +stretch of grass, old trees and then the low, long, gray wall of stone. +The campus crossed the end of the street. It seemed to the occupants of +the car that they would be carried across the campus and through the +building. But the line turned<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span> suddenly and ran along the edge of the +grounds.</p> + +<p>"We get off here, Hester," said Debby leading the way out.</p> + +<p>Hester's gay spirits ebbed. Silently, she followed Debby Alden to the +entrance. The office-boy swung open the great hall door for them to +enter and escorted them down the long hall to the office.</p> + +<p>Hester's eyes grew big. She had not dreamed that any place could be as +beautiful as this. Her feet sank in the soft, thick carpet. She followed +Miss Debby's footsteps as silent as a mouse.</p> + +<p>Doctor Weldon was in her private office. Into this, Marshall conducted +the callers. Hester shook hands in silence, and then sank into the +nearest chair. For the first time in her life, her tongue refused to +work as it should. It felt now as though it were glued to the roof of +her mouth. She listened to the conversation between Doctor Weldon and +Debby, but was not able to grasp what it meant.</p> + +<p>Then Debby arose to depart. Marshall was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> sent in search of a hall-girl +to conduct Miss Hester Palmer Alden to Room Sixty-two. Then Hester +realized that she and Debby must part.</p> + +<p>"I'll go with you to the door, Aunt Debby," she said. No further word +was said until they stood on the steps and Debby turned for a farewell +embrace. The tears were very close to Hester's eyes; but she forced them +back, determined that she would not vex her Aunt Debby by a show of +feeling.</p> + +<p>Debby put her arms about Hester, kissed her warmly and said, "Be a good +girl, Hester and do as the teachers tell you."</p> + +<p>Such had been her words ten years before when she had taken her into the +primary grade and left her in Miss Carns's care. Hester answered meekly +now as then, "Yes, Aunt Debby."</p> + +<p>Debby went down the winding path. Once she glanced back. Hester was +standing erect with her head thrown proudly back. It was as though she +were declaring, "You may kill me, but I shall not cry."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span></p> + +<p>The haughty proud turn of the head! Where had Debby seen that before? +The experiences of the day rushed over her like a flood. Hester's poise +and turn of the head were like that of the sweet-faced woman in the +carriage.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV</h2> + + +<p>Miss Loraine, so the hall-teacher informed Hester, would be her +roommate. Miss Loraine, however, was not at the seminary at present. She +had come the previous day and attended to business matters, put her room +in order and had then gone out to the home of her aunt who lived at a +country place called Valehurst.</p> + +<p>This information was given to Hester while she was being conducted to +her room. The seminary and living-rooms were under one roof. The main +building was a great rectangular block, containing offices, class rooms, +dining-hall and chapel. From this extended an east dormitory, and one on +the west. Each suite of rooms consisted of a bedroom and a small study +or sitting-room. This was occupied by two students. Number Sixty-two +which Hester was to occupy with Helen Loraine was on the second floor +just where the dormitory<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span> joined the main building. It overlooked the +front campus and was considered one of the most desirable rooms in the +school.</p> + +<p>Hester, being new to the ways of boarding-school life did not realize +how fortunate she was in securing so fine a location. Helen Loraine had +been a seminary girl for two years and knew the "ropes." The previous +spring, she had put in an application for Number Sixty-two. She had come +down several days before the opening of school to take possession, +feeling sure that if she was once placed there, no misunderstanding +would arise. There had been several instances at Dickinson, where girls +had moved in their trunks and took possession before the rightful +occupant of the room appeared.</p> + +<p>The hall-teacher escorted Hester to the door and then left her. She +found that the sitting-room lacked the bareness of dormitory rooms. +Helen had unpacked her trunk and converted it, by means of a gay cover +and cushions into a cosy corner. The study table held a few books and a +candle with a shade. Across one end of the room, gay ribbons had been +stretched across<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> the wall. These were filled with photographs. The +second study table held a great number of posters. On top of these, +Hester found a note addressed to herself.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"<span class="smcap">Dear Roommate-to-be</span>: I have put up enough belongings to +hold the fort until you arrive. I did not like to do more +until you came. I was afraid you might not like my style of +decoration. I shall be back within a day or so. Meanwhile +make yourself comfortable and do not get homesick.</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Helen Vail Loraine</span>."</p></div> + +<p>Hester read the note several times. It was a thoughtful, kind act for +Miss Loraine to leave the note. Hester was already experiencing the +first tinge of homesickness; but she had no intention of giving way to +her feelings. She could do just as Helen had done. She would keep so +busy that she could not even think of Aunt Debby and Miss Richards +sitting down together at their evening meal.</p> + +<p>She unpacked her trunk and put her clothes in order in the closet and +drawers. Helen had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span> rigidly observed the old time custom of the hall and +had stretched a blue ribbon from hook to hook, this portioning off equal +space for herself and roommate.</p> + +<p>Hester heard the ten-minute bell ring, but being unused to the ways of +school, did not know its meaning. She opened the door leading from the +sitting-room into the hall. She paused a moment to ascertain the reason +for the bell's ringing. A murmur of voices came from the several rooms +below. They were beautifully modulated with the intonation of those who +have been trained to speak carefully.</p> + +<p>"Really, I think you are mistaken, Mame. The Fraulein told me that Helen +had gone to her aunt and would not return until Monday."</p> + +<p>"I am not mistaken. Do you think that I do not know Helen Loraine when I +roomed with her two terms?" This voice had in it a touch of petulant +decision, as though the speaker was vexed because the responsibility of +settling all pertinent matters devolved upon her.</p> + +<p>"I saw her come across the campus," the speaker continued. "A lady was +with her; but they went into the private office and remained<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span> ever so +long. I would have waited had not Miss Burkham come along and informed +me that a public hallway was not the proper place for a young lady."</p> + +<p>Hester heard the words and felt the sudden touch of ironical humor in +them; but she did not know of the smile which passed over the group in +the room below; neither did she know Miss Burkham.</p> + +<p>"I saw her," a third voice took up the conversation. It was a ringing, +clear, happy voice as though the speaker had always lived in the +sunshine, and her voice had partaken of its rippling notes. "I saw her +when she crossed the campus, and was sure it was Helen. I was just about +to run out and give her a hug—Helen is the dearest girl in the +world—when I saw I was mistaken. She isn't nearly so tall as Helen and +she doesn't wear her hair in a bun as Helen does. She was an awfully +sweet-looking thing, though, and looked for all the world like Helen."</p> + +<p>"There's a new girl in Sixty-two. She went in there." The voice was +deliberately low and steady. It was as though the owner had grown<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> weary +of life, but meant to live it down if she could. "Perhaps she may be +Helen's sister, who knows?" The tone of voice would have influenced a +stranger to believe that being sister to Helen Loraine, was a dire +calamity.</p> + +<p>A murmur of amusement rippled over the group. "Sara Summerson, do arouse +yourself. Life is worth living, and examinations are months away."</p> + +<p>"It will be all the same to me. It will be this term as it was last. I +shall not have time to get out my lessons. When I wasn't getting a drink +for Erma, I was driving my roommate in from the corridor and getting her +down to work. When I thought I could get out my 'Unter Linden,' Miss +Laird would call me to button her waist. If I ever am principal of a +seminary, I'll have a law passed making it criminal for a teacher to +wear a dress buttoned in the back. It's bound to distract the attention +of the pupils from their books." The slow, sad monotone never varied. +The hearers laughed. A bell rang and there was a sound of a general +uprising.</p> + +<p>Hester, conscious for the first time that she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> had been listening, +turned into her room and closed the door. She heard the sound of passing +footsteps, the murmur of voices, and then all grew still.</p> + +<p>Alone in the dormitory! It sounded to her as fearful as alone in the +desert. But Hester had not been trained by Debby Alden without effect. +She had not the least intention of sitting down and giving way to her +homesick feeling. The fear that she might give way, aroused her. She +grew antagonistic with herself. There was some unpacking yet to be done +and Hester flew at it as though her life depended on having it done a +certain time and in regular fashion.</p> + +<p>The little old-fashioned brooch which her Aunt Debby had given her was +in a tiny box by itself. Hester took it out and examined it carefully. +The little bit of cut glass in the center attracted her strongly. In the +sunlight it gleamed like fire. In the shadow it showed a pale yellow +tinge like the petal of a faded yellow rose.</p> + +<p>Hester had no desire to wear it. It was pleasant, however, to have +something which<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span> belonged to one's own people. The Alden home was rich +in bits of china, linen, and silverware which had been handed down from +generation to generation; but this little circle of gold, the mat of +hair and bit of glass, was all that Hester had of which she could say, +"This belonged to my family."</p> + +<p>Helen's note had bade her make herself comfortable. Hester felt +privileged to inspect the posters, take up the books and to examine the +photographs.</p> + +<p>She was growing hungry. The dinner hour must have passed. Perhaps, the +bells which she had heard ringing earlier in the evening were to call +the students to the dining-room. Hester had not understood that, but it +really made little difference. She would not have ventured alone into +the dining-hall though she were starving.</p> + +<p>The hall-girl from the west dormitory had evidently forgotten her. It +was the duty of hall-girls to play the part of hostess to new students. +Fortunately for Hester, there were other persons more thoughtful than +the hall-girls.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span></p> + +<p>Hester had reached the stage where a good healthy appetite would have +looked with favor upon crackers and cheese, when a knock came at the +door. She opened to admit a round-faced, dimple-cheeked girl of sixteen, +bearing a tray in her hand.</p> + +<p>"I hope I am not intruding," she said. It was the same slow droll voice +which Hester had overheard an hour before in the room below. "I am Sara +Summerson, one of last year's girls. I did not know until after dinner +was over that you were here,—a stranger and starving. The servants are +in the dining-hall, so I asked Mrs. Hopkins if I might bring your dinner +here."</p> + +<p>"I am so glad!" cried Hester. "Will you come in?"</p> + +<p>The invitation was not necessary. The caller was evidently a lady of +resources, despite the slowness of her speech and movement. She had +entered, moved back the books from the nearest study table and had set +down her tray. "I brought you some tea," she said. "Will you not please +sit down and eat while I fill your cup. We did have cocoa. I did not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span> +know which you like best; but I did know that if one does not like +cocoa, one cannot bear to taste it."</p> + +<p>Hester took her place at the table. Her new acquaintance sat opposite. +Hester studied her now and came to the conclusion that she could like +Sara Summerson. She was of Hester's age and physique, but of wholly +different coloring. Her eyes were gray and calm; while Hester's were +black and at times snapping. She wore a simple white gown with a Dutch +neck. She was not at all pretty; but she was good to look at. There was +a repose and calmness about her that had a good effect on Hester. Her +droll slow smile gave an expression of humor to her slightest word.</p> + +<p>While Hester was eating, the caller made no attempt to converse. When +Hester had finished her meal, Sara looked across at her, viewed her +slowly and serenely and said, "I saw you to-day when you came from the +car. I thought you were Helen Loraine."</p> + +<p>"I have heard that several times to-day," said Hester. "Is Helen Loraine +beautiful?" It was a guileless question and Hester saw no<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span> compliment to +herself in the asking. Sara scanned her slowly, deliberately. "If she +were, I should not tell you. I never spoil people by complimenting +them—even though it be over someone's else shoulder. No, she is not +beautiful. She's more than that. She's distingué." She smiled blandly at +Hester.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I do not know what you mean. That word is new to me."</p> + +<p>"It would not be if you could see it printed. It is no doubt, one of +your most intimate words. I've given it the French pronunciation. Miss +Webster declares my French is startling in its originality. You wish to +know of Helen? She is one of those people that you need to glance at but +once to know that she is something. She is tall and fine-looking; but +that is not all. She has an 'air' you know."</p> + +<p>Yes; Hester did know. An "air" in this sense meant the same as Debby +Alden's "stock."</p> + +<p>"And I look like her? I was mistaken to-day for her while in a store."</p> + +<p>"You look much alike, yet there is a difference. Are you related to +her?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span></p> + +<p>"No, indeed. I never heard the name until to-day."</p> + +<p>The subject ended there. Sara sat for some time. She told Hester of the +customs of the hall, the manner of calling and returning calls; the +conventions which were observed when one had a spread, and the social +distinction between that and a fudge party. Fudge-making was always +informal, and often surreptitious. Anyone might be invited to it; but a +spread and chafing-dish party observed a difference.</p> + +<p>"It had been known," Sara said, "in that very dormitory that +freshmen—girls who had not been in school a month—had had the audacity +to invite a senior to their parties. But they never did it a second +time."</p> + +<p>Thus having put Hester on the right track socially, Sara took up her +tray and departed.</p> + +<p>"The first bell rings at nine forty-five," so Sara had informed her. +This gave the girls a half-hour to prepare for bed and for Bible +reading.</p> + +<p>Hester looked at the time. It was fully an hour before the retiring bell +would ring. She had a feeling that after the first night, she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span> would not +mind being alone. She felt like an alien now. Perhaps, she would soon +become part. She hoped so at least; for there is nothing quite as +lonesome as being alone among many people. Sara had offered to escort +her to breakfast and to introduce her to the other girls. Had Helen +Loraine been in school, the courtesy would have been hers to fulfill.</p> + +<p>To sit idle was impossible to Hester. The little box in which she had +placed her pin, lay on the table. Without thinking, she placed it in the +corner of her wardrobe, where it fitted snugly. In the shadow, it was +hardly distinguishable from the woodwork. She put it safely away and +then, perhaps because it was a new possession, straightway forgot about +it for months.</p> + +<p>Helen's photographs were many. The seminary girls had the habit of +exchanging pictures each commencement. So it followed that students who +had gone through their spring semesters, were well provided for in the +line of pictures. Hester looked them over. There were girls and girls +and yet more girls. Some wore evening dresses and hair in party style;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> +others were in cap and gown. There were gymnasium costumes and bathing +suits—all utilized for the picturing of girls.</p> + +<p>Among the hundred or more were but one or two which were not those of +students. There was one, old and fingermarked. It was that of a mother +and children. The mother was young and beautiful. A boy leaned against +her knee and a baby nestled in her arms. The boy was a handsome, manly +little fellow; the baby was dimpled and smiling; its head was covered +with soft dark curls, and its eyes were large and dark.</p> + +<p>"Isn't she sweet?" said Hester to herself. "She looks as though she +could eat those children up. She seems so fond of them. Mothers are +always that way. Mrs. Bowerman looks at Mary as though she was the +prettiest thing in the world and Mary is homely—just ordinarily homely, +and Jane Orr's mother—." The thought was too much for Hester. Her lips +quivered, her eyes filled with tears so that she could scarcely +distinguish the features of the picture which she held in her hand. +"It's just<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> a way that mothers have," she said again. "I do wish I had +had a mother!"</p> + +<p>Then, as though the thought were unjust to the woman who had taken a +mother's place to her, she added quickly. "But I wouldn't give up Aunt +Debby for any mother—not even Jane Orr's."</p> + +<p>She did not realize how long she sat with the picture in her hand, +studying the mother and children. She was awakened from her reverie by +the half-hour bell. She was relieved at the sound of it. Now she could +sleep and forget that she was alone and under a strange roof.</p> + +<p>She was very tired and soon fell asleep. An hour passed and in a +half-conscious way she was aware that the light was on in the +sitting-room and someone was moving softly about as though not to +disturb her. She was too far gone in slumber to realize where she was. +She thought that she was back home and Aunt Debby had slipped in to see +that she was properly covered. Satisfied that this was so, she fell +sound asleep. It was broad day when she was awakened by someone bending +over her.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> She felt the touch of lips on her forehead and the sound of a +sweet musical voice.</p> + +<p>"Wake up, little roommate. The rising-bell rang long ago. You will miss +breakfast."</p> + +<p>Then as Hester opened her eyes wide, she saw bending over her, a tall, +slender girl enveloped in a soft kimona, and with her dark hair +streaming like waves over her shoulders.</p> + +<p>Beautiful! Hester decided at that instant that she had never seen a +sweeter face.</p> + +<p>"I slipped in last night so that I might not waken you. I am Helen +Loraine. I hope we shall be good friends, little roommate."</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 405px;"> +<img src="images/i_077.jpg" width="405" height="600" alt=""I am Helen Loraine." title="" /> +<span class="caption">"I am Helen Loraine."—<i>Page <a href="#Page_68">68</a>.</i></span> +</div> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V</h2> + + +<p>After a few days' acquaintance with Helen Loraine, Hester understood +what Sara meant by saying that Helen had an "air" about her. She was +always friendly, but never intimate or familiar. The sweep-women in the +hall were accorded the same courtesy as a teacher. She was sympathetic +without being gushing. She was just in her treatment of others, generous +and kind, yet she never allowed herself to be imposed upon. With Hester, +she divided all things equally; neither giving nor keeping a larger +part. She was as just to herself as to others. She would have battled +royally before she would have given up one of her rights. Yet no one +imposed upon her; for there was that about her which instinctively fixed +the boundary line. It was not what she did or said, but what she <i>was</i>, +which caused her to find favor among the students.</p> + +<p>During the first week, Helen and Hester spent their spare time in +arranging their<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span> rooms. It was really marvelous what could be done with +cretonne and dotted swiss. Hester had come prepared to do her part in +the furnishings. Debby Alden, acting upon Miss Richards's suggestion, +had selected for Hester, fancy covers, cushions and a few pictures.</p> + +<p>Hester had not realized the importance of the accessories until the +"fixing up" fever was apparent. During the first week of school, the +conversation of the entire dormitory was concerning the arrangement of +their rooms. There were no calls made. The conventions of the hall +frowned upon one student calling upon another until that other had time +to put her rooms in livable condition.</p> + +<p>Working together, Helen and Hester soon grew friendly. Before the week +had ended, Helen knew that Debby Alden was the most remarkable article +in the aunt line that the age had produced. She knew also that Hester +had neither sister nor brother; but she did not know that the name Alden +had been given her by courtesy rather than by right, or that Hester and +the beloved Aunt Debby held no ties of blood in common.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span></p> + +<p>On the other hand, Hester learned that Helen was an only child; that she +had a cousin Robert Vail who was almost as a brother to her; that Robert +had neither brother nor sister, and that his mother, who was Helen's +Aunt Harriet, loved Helen and kept her at the Vail home as much as +possible.</p> + +<p>"You would like Aunt Harriet," said Helen in one of the confidences. It +was Friday evening. The study hour had been short. The girls in kimonas +and with their hair in braids, sat in their sitting-room. As they +talked, they gave satisfied admiring glances about the room.</p> + +<p>"Aunt Harriet is only forty, yet her hair is white. She had nervous +trouble and brain fever that caused her to become gray; but in other +ways she is like a girl. She is most unselfish. The girls in school love +her. She understands what girls like and is always doing something nice +for them. I cannot explain to you in what way she is so attractive. When +you meet her, you'll understand just how she is."</p> + +<p>"I may never meet her," said practical Hester.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span></p> + +<p>"You will if you remain at Dickinson. When she is at her home, she comes +to see me very often. Her country home, Valehurst, is back on the hills, +about three miles from here. It is a charming place. You have noticed +how the road gradually rises from Susquehanna Avenue. It ends in a +little plateau and there Aunt Harriet's home stands."</p> + +<p>"Her country home? Doesn't she always live there?"</p> + +<p>"No, uncle has business which keeps him in the city a great part of the +time. He must be there during the winter. Generally, the family stay at +Valehurst until the last of September. Then Aunt Harriet drives or +motors in each week to see me. She likes her horses best, because they +are alive. She is very fond of animals and was a fine horsewoman when +she was younger. She always takes me for a ride, and best of all, takes +my roommate with me."</p> + +<p>"But she does not know me," Hester was tremblingly expectant. At home, +automobiles were rare, and Hester knew no more of them than the smell of +the gasoline. To ride in an automobile would be a joy unspeakable. If +it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span> should chance that Mrs. Vail would take her, she would write and +tell Jane Orr about it and describe the sensations that went with the +ride.</p> + +<p>"But she will know you. She makes a point of knowing all my friends. I +know just what she will say the instant she comes into this room. She +has a proud way with her. She carries herself very straight and holds +her head high." Helen arose and moving toward the door, showed to Hester +the grand manner of her Aunt Harriet.</p> + +<p>"She will say," continued Helen, "'I am very glad to see you, Helen. I +miss you very much. Have you everything you need for your room and your +wardrobe? If you haven't, make out a list and I shall see that you are +provided for, and your roommate, dear. I hope you like her. I should +like to meet her.'"</p> + +<p>Helen came back to her easy chair. She laughed softly as she leaned +back. "And then you'll be brought in and her heart will warm to you. It +always does to every girl she meets, and it will to you. Do you know +what you will do, Hester Palmer Alden?"</p> + +<p>"No, about that time, I'll be so embarrassed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span> that I shall not be able +to say a word. If your aunt is haughty and proud, I shall be afraid."</p> + +<p>"But she is not that kind of proud. I know what you'll do. You'll do +just what every girl has done. You'll fall heels over head in love with +her and before she goes, you'll be ready to declare that she's the +dearest woman in the world."</p> + +<p>"Except Aunt Debby," said Hester with dignity.</p> + +<p>"Hester, will you light the alchohol lamp. Let us have a cup of cocoa +before we go to bed. You set the chafing-dish boiling while I look for +Aunt Harriet's picture."</p> + +<p>Helen began her search among the pictures which had been heaped in a +basket; for after grave consideration, she and Hester had decided that +photographs ranged about the wall were out-of-date and not at all in +harmony with the other fittings of their rooms.</p> + +<p>Hester lighted the alchohol burner; suspended the kettle and brought +forth the cups. This was one of the side-issues of school life on which +she had not counted. She had been anticipating successive days of hard +study and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span> recitations. Having never experienced it, she could not dream +of the little social bits which crept in as easy and naturally as they +did at home; the half hour of confidential chat, the lunches, the visits +into the rooms of the other girls, the walks and rides; the gymnasium +stunts and the dances where the tall girls lead.</p> + +<p>The kettle was boiling before Helen found the picture.</p> + +<p>"Here it is!" she cried triumphantly. "It is really soiled for I have +kept it out for two or three years. This does not look as Aunt Harriet +does now. It was taken a long time ago." As she talked she held out the +card to Hester.</p> + +<p>"Why, that is the picture I liked so well. When you were not here—that +first evening I was alone, I looked over your pictures. What a sweet +face she has and what dear little children! Is that little boy your +cousin Robert?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, but he does not look like that now. When I wish to tease him, I +show him this picture. He thinks it is horrid—perfectly horrid—though +the word he uses is 'beastly.' He declares if he could find the man who +took such<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span> a picture he'd have him in jail—or have his life."</p> + +<p>"What for?" asked Hester.</p> + +<p>"Simply for putting out such a picture. Rob says it is libel—pure and +simple, to say he ever looked like that."</p> + +<p>"I think it is lovely," said Hester. "Is the baby you?"</p> + +<p>"No; that is Aunt Harriet's little girl. I am a year older than she."</p> + +<p>Hester studied the picture attentively. While she did so, her mind +reviewed the remarks Helen had made in regard to the Vail family. There +were statements at variance.</p> + +<p>"You said Robert had no sisters or brothers," she said.</p> + +<p>"He hasn't," was the reply. "They did—that is—" Helen was visibly +embarrassed. She could not equivocate, neither could she go into details +of a family history. She hesitated a moment and said, "Little Dorothy +was not with them long—just a year."</p> + +<p>"Poor little baby. It must be dreadful to die when you are little. You +miss so much. If I had died when I was little, I should have been<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span> sorry +all the time thinking about what I had missed."</p> + +<p>Hester's new logic caused her not to notice that Helen had made no +affirmation in regard to the death of the child.</p> + +<p>"Little Dorothy," was what Hester called her. From that time on, at odd +moments, Hester introduced the subject of "little Dorothy," yet never +became aware that the subject was not a pleasing one to Helen who never +encouraged or took part in it.</p> + +<p>Taking the card, Helen slipped it into the basket.</p> + +<p>"Is your cocoa ready, Hester? I am almost famished. I never eat veal, so +Friday evenings I go hungry. Friday is always veal day at school."</p> + +<p>"I was so interested in the picture that I forgot about the cocoa." She +hurried to the alcohol lamp.</p> + +<p>"It is burnt out. It really did not have much in it. I should have +filled it, I suppose. But I am not accustomed to cooking in this way. +The water is boiling."</p> + +<p>She measured the cocoa and cream into the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span> cups and poured the boiling +water from the kettle upon it.</p> + +<p>"I wish your Aunt Harriet would come to see you to-morrow," continued +Hester. "I liked her picture when I first saw it. I know that I should +like her almost as much as I do Aunt Debby. Do you think that she will +come to-morrow?"</p> + +<p>"No, not to-morrow. She went away last week. She did not expect to go, +but she heard something which caused her to go to Canada. Poor Aunt +Harriet!"</p> + +<p>The last words surprised Hester. She could see no just cause for the use +of that word "poor," in connection with Mrs. Vail. To Hester's mind, a +woman with a city and country home, automobiles, horses, and servants in +livery was far from being poor.</p> + +<p>The week had been so filled with new experiences that Hester had been +from her room only for recitations, meals and the required walk about +the campus. She had met a number of the girls, but with the exception of +Helen and Sara, could not remember the name of any.</p> + +<p>"I'll never know one girl from another.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> They all look alike to me," she +said to Sara one day.</p> + +<p>"Not when you know them. You'll know Renee—" She stopped in time. She +was not naturally critical. To express her opinion to Hester concerning +the girls, was not fair.</p> + +<p>"We are all different," she continued slowly. "All with different +virtues and faults. To be perfectly candid, I'm the only really fine one +in the set."</p> + +<p>They had been walking arm in arm up and down the corridor. As they came +to the rear door of the dormitory, Sara paused. "More notices, I see. +Come, Hester, we must know the worst at once. Here is where our dear +Miss Burkham makes known her by-laws."</p> + +<p>For the first time, Hester observed the white cards stuck along the edge +of the door. Pausing before them, she read aloud.</p> + +<p>"The young ladies will not make use of this entrance except to gain +admittance to the gymnasium. On all other occasions, the front dormitory +door must be used."</p> + +<p>Then Sara explained. "Miss Burkham does not approve of visits at rear +doors. When the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> girls have on the gym suits, they are not permitted to +go to the front of the building. If you go out this door, you can enter +the gymnasium without attracting undue attention."</p> + +<p>Sara smiled. Undue attention was Miss Burkham's bugbear. She was always +endeavoring to instill into the minds of her charges, that a lady never +attracts undue attention. The word had been in use so frequently that it +had become a by-word among the students.</p> + +<p>"The next card is what makes my mouth water," continued Sara who had +been reading silently.</p> + +<p>"Beginning with the first week of the fall term, the ice-cream man will +keep to the front side of the east wing. Plates will be put in their +usual place for Belva to take care of."</p> + +<p>"Basket-ball team Number one—known as the Invincibles will hold a +business meeting at 10:30 Saturday morning in the gymnasium."</p> + +<p>This last notice was signed, "Helen Loraine, Captain."</p> + +<p>"She never told me," cried Hester. "I never suspected that she was +interested."</p> + +<p>"Helen never tells anything about herself,"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> said Sara. "Sometimes I +grow quite exasperated about her reticence. She has been on the team +ever since she was a student here. She played well before she came. Her +cousin, Rob Vail, was a captain when he was in school and he taught her +all the tricks of the game."</p> + +<p>Hester had no words to express herself. Basket-ball! It was enough to +send the color to her cheeks. She had seen the boys in the high-school +play. At home, girls did not indulge in such games. It might be that she +herself, Hester Alden, could learn to play and be put on one of those +teams. The thought brightened her cheeks and sent the blood through her +veins with excitement.</p> + +<p>"Who teaches you? How many teams have you, and how can you get on one? +Does it take long to learn to play?"</p> + +<p>Sara looked at her. Sara was deliberate. Her expression now was one of +sad surprise.</p> + +<p>"Do you often talk as fast as that?" she asked. "And do you expect your +friends to answer with the same velocity? If you do, Hester Alden, never +come to me with your questions."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span></p> + +<p>Hester laughed. "I always talk fast when I get excited. The words pop +from my mouth like pop-corn over a hot fire."</p> + +<p>"Give me time and I'll answer your questions. Our crack team is the +Invincibles. They are the only one we allow to play the tournament games +with outside teams. They play with the girls from the high school, the +Normal Training School and, with some of the seminary teams. I really do +not remember how many games were scheduled last year. They have never +allowed me to play. I'm too—. Helen Loraine is good enough to say +'<i>deliberate</i>.' The other girls call it '<i>slow</i>.'</p> + +<p>"Then of course there must be a scrub team for the Invincibles to battle +against. You must play scrub before you can hope to become an +Invincible. Then the freshies and juniors have substitute teams. They +practice with each other and fill up on the other teams as they are +needed."</p> + +<p>"I think I could learn to play," said Hester. "I am not—not very +deliberate."</p> + +<p>"I should say not, if you fly at a ball in the same way you talk. You +might get on a substitute<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span> team. Miss Watson, the physical-culture +teacher, will hold a meeting soon. The first week of school is generally +so busy that the gymnasium work is not begun.</p> + +<p>"But next week, she will meet the girls and make arrangements for the +work on the teams and in the gym. If I were you and really wished to +play, I'd speak to Helen Loraine. She'll get you on if anyone can. You +need a friend at court, for there are always more applications than +there are places or times for practice.</p> + +<p>"We must turn back. Miss Burkham would campus us, if we were to go out +at this door." Sara turned and arm in arm, the girls moved toward the +front entrance. "Listen, do you hear that melodious bell? That is +Sykes's cow-bell. Come, and I'll treat you."</p> + +<p>Hester followed as Sara lead the way from the front dormitory door out +on to the campus. As they passed the end room, the sound of voices in +conversation came to them.</p> + +<p>"Can you let me have some perfume, Erma, and a fine handkerchief? I +neglected to put mine in the laundry."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Help yourself," was the reply.</p> + +<p>Sara smiled. "Erma Thomas is easily worked. If she does not take a firm +stand, she'll keep Renee in perfume and other extras for the entire +year."</p> + +<p>Just then the door opened and Renee Loveland came out. She was a tall, +handsome girl, with the bearing of a princess. She bore in her hands a +bottle of perfume and two dainty handkerchiefs.</p> + +<p>The campus sloped naturally toward the public road; yet it was several +feet higher. The boundary had been made definite by a low cement coping. +On this, sat several girls, among which was Berenice Smith. Across the +road was an ice-cream wagon, surrounded by a score of girls with their +purses in their hands. The ice-cream man was measuring cream into small +wooden butter-plates.</p> + +<p>"Here's the way we do," said Sara as Hester looked dubiously about in +search of means with which she might dispose of her cream.</p> + +<p>"This is the way." Sara deftly broke off a bit of the dish where it +curved upward. "These make the best spoons in the world,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span> and one never +need bother keeping them in order."</p> + +<p>Soon walking by two's and three's, across the campus, moved the girls, +each bearing in her hand her wooden dish with ice-cream.</p> + +<p>Berenice sat alone on the coping. Hester Alden was not a reader of faces +and could give no reasons for her pet likes and dislikes. She +instinctively did not like Berenice, although the acquaintance had gone +no further than a passing word. Berenice was dark, with coloring which +inclined to swarthiness; her brow was low, and her eyes small and deeply +set. She made an effort to be pleasant and invariably made flattering +remarks to those with whom she conversed. As the girls approached, she +held out her purse toward Sara.</p> + +<p>"Be good and bring me a chocolate and peach cream," she said. "I am as +far as I am allowed to go."</p> + +<p>Taking the purse, Sara performed the commission and returned.</p> + +<p>"For how long?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Two weeks. One week is almost over."</p> + +<p>This was all Greek to Hester. She looked<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span> from one to the other; but +they, taking it for granted that all the school world understood, +offered neither explanation nor information.</p> + +<p>As they crossed the tan-bark, Mame Cross met them. She looked like a +fashion-plate in a tailored gown and handsome hat.</p> + +<p>"I've had permission to go down town," she said. "Do you want me to get +anything for you?" The question was put to Sara.</p> + +<p>"We're out of alcohol. You'd better order some."</p> + +<p>"Did you know that Berenice is campused for two weeks? She made fudge +Monday evening after the study bell rang. Miss Burkham discovered it at +once. Anyone passing through the hall could smell fudge cooking."</p> + +<p>"It seems strange that Miss Burkham should campus her for that. We made +fudge. It was the first night and no one is expected to observe study +hours during the first evening."</p> + +<p>"But Berenice lied. You know Miss Burkham will not tolerate deception. +It was not making fudge but the deception that caused the punishment."</p> + +<p>Mame moved away. She would have been<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span> a beautiful girl, had she not +looked bored and unhappy.</p> + +<p>"You're new suit is beautiful, Mame," said Sara over her shoulder.</p> + +<p>"Do you think so? I simply cannot bear it. I never have anything like +other girls."</p> + +<p>"That is Maine's old cry," said Sara when she was beyond hearing. "She +is the best-dressed girl in school and she has a father who is devoted +to her. She has everything in the world to make her happy, but she's +always complaining. Now, Erma is different. She's perfectly satisfied. +Every dress she owns is a perfect love of a dress."</p> + +<p>Hester had said very little during this hour with Sara; but she had +learned a great deal. There had been no guile or envy in Sara's frank +expression of the virtues and faults of her friends; and not for an +instant did she think she was making an error or stepping over the +border line of kindliness when she told Hester all she knew of those +students.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI</h2> + + +<p>Hester was not a girl to condescend to subterfuge to gain a point. She +was often frank to painfulness. To her mind when one wished a favor, the +only way was to speak directly and ask for it. She was neither politic +nor tactful. She had decided that basket-ball was the one game that was +really worth playing. Tennis was old and did not appeal to her. She and +Jane Orr had played tennis ever since they had been old enough to hold a +racquet. But basket-ball! The thought of it sent the blood coursing +through her veins.</p> + +<p>At the first opportunity, she spoke to Helen. She went to the subject +directly like a bullet to the bull's eye.</p> + +<p>"Sara Summerson told me you were captain of the first team and that you +had a good bit of influence in getting the girls on the other teams. I +would like to play and I wish you would put me on. Will you?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I cannot put you on the first or even the scrub. I must pick from the +substitute teams to fill any vacancy. I have nothing at all to do with +the sub. The physical instructor does that, and of course picks out the +girls whom she thinks will be able to play the game. But I'll speak to +her about you."</p> + +<p>"I wish you would," said Hester. "I'm <i>fairly</i> aching to get into a +game."</p> + +<p>"You'll be <i>completely</i> aching after your first practice," said Helen.</p> + +<p>"I'll soon get over it. My muscles were sore for days when I tried to +skate, but I didn't mind."</p> + +<p>The first gymnasium meeting for new students was held Monday afternoon +and Hester was first girl in the room. Helen had promised to go with her +to see that she met Miss Watson but Helen was deliberate and Hester +impatient. So Hester sat alone in the gymnasium for half an hour before +any one appeared.</p> + +<p>Miss Watson was a practical worker. Before many minutes had passed, she +had the students enrolled, the classes organized and the time appointed +for meetings. Having dispatched<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> the regular routine work, she began the +organization of squads for tennis and basket-ball. These were primarily +to train the girls for work in the first teams which played the +tournament games with other schools.</p> + +<p>Before she began her arrangements, Helen Loraine spoke with her. The +conversation could not be heard, but Miss Watson looked toward Hester, +smiled and nodded in affirmation. A few minutes later, she read the +names. Among the freshmen substitutes were Hester's and Berenice's +names.</p> + +<p>"But Berenice played last year," whispered someone near Hester. "She +plays a good game, too. Why didn't Miss Watson put her first or scrub?"</p> + +<p>The reply came but too low for Hester's ears. Helen was waiting in the +corridor when Hester came out. "I know; Miss Watson said she would put +you on. You'll have a good place for passing. You know the game from +observation. But if I were you, I'd read the rules again and again. If +you have them fairly fixed in your mind you are not so apt to make a +foul play. Do your best, and you may work up to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span> one of the other teams +before long. Erma Thomas may not come back after the first of the year. +That will leave one place for a substitute. She plays right guard. She's +one of the finest passers we've had, but she gets rattled if she tries +to make a goal. She's too nervous to play when she is conscious that any +one is looking at her."</p> + +<p>Hester was confident that she would not lose her head if the opportunity +to make a goal came to her. Following Helen's instructions, she studied +the book of rules. She was early at the first practice. Miss Watson gave +the positions; Helen was referee. Hester was given the place of right +guard.</p> + +<p>"Keep your eyes open," said Helen. "I would give a good bit if you could +make a play to put you on the first team."</p> + +<p>Berenice was left guard. A moment before the game was called, she came +up to Hester and spoke low that the others might not hear. "Helen +Loraine knows the game, but there's a whole lot of things she never +sees. Louise Reed is your opponent. She's not at all a suspicious girl. +You see to it that we win.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span> They always pick substitutes from the team +which wins."</p> + +<p>Hester knew little of the subtleties of human nature, and consequently +could not grasp the full import of the remark Berenice had made.</p> + +<p>Renee Loveland and Josephine Moore were captains. To Hester it seemed +like an hour of intense excitement before the ball was in the air and +Renee had sent it forward toward her.</p> + +<p>"Don't hold it—don't hold it," was the one thought in Hester's mind, +for that rule in particular, had made a peculiar impression upon her. +She was naturally a quick actor. Now the ball was scarcely within her +clutches until it was out again across the room to Berenice. Hester +rushed toward the goal, just as Berenice, jerking under the arm of her +opponent, passed the ball back to Hester. Again Hester deftly returned +it; making a backward movement just as Louise was about to cover her. +Again Berenice deftly caught it and dribbled for a yard or more. They +were near enough to the basket for a goal; but Berenice's opponent +covered her. The ball went flying direct across the cage. Louise made a +dash; Hester sprang forward and covered her. In the excitement of the +play, Hester had put forward two hands. Just as quickly she remembered +and swung her right arm about Louise, while with her left hand, she +tossed the ball straight into Renee's clutch. Renee, who knew the game +and played it well, did not lose her presence of mind. Like a flash, she +gave a forward leap and sent the ball to goal. But while it curved +downward in the air, the whistle of the referee was heard.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 409px;"> +<img src="images/i_103.jpg" width="409" height="600" alt="Again Hester deftly returned it.—Page 92." title="" /> +<span class="caption">Again Hester deftly returned it.—<i>Page <a href="#Page_92">92</a>.</i></span> +</div><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Foul on the freshmen," she cried. "Right guard used two hands to +cover."</p> + +<p>"I think you are mistaken," cried Berenice. "I wasn't playing. Hester +Alden's arm was raised, but it did not touch her opponent."</p> + +<p>"Yes; I did!" cried Hester. "I touched her and then remembered."</p> + +<p>"I didn't know. It must have been a very slight touch," said Louise.</p> + +<p>"We've scored," cried Berenice.</p> + +<p>"I am refereeing the game. Foul on the freshmen." Determination shone in +Helen's eyes as she gave Berenice a look that would have subdued a +sensitive person. Turning<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span> about, Hester tossed the ball to Louise who +made a goal from the foul of the freshmen team. The ball went back to +center and the game again was on.</p> + +<p>At the end of the first half, the score stood six to eight in favor of +the sophomores.</p> + +<p>Berenice came up to Hester while she was struggling into her sweater. +"You see how it is," she whispered. Her eyes were snapping with anger +and her voice fairly hissed. "You see what a little prude like you can +do. If you would have sustained me, Renee's goal would have counted us +two, and Louise would have had no chance to make a goal or foul. It +would have been 8 to 7 in our favor."</p> + +<p>"But I really did touch," said Hester. "It was a foul, all right. I +suppose I should have remembered in time; but this is my first game, and +there's a lot to learn."</p> + +<p>"There's something that you will never learn," was the retort and +Berenice turned and walked away.</p> + +<p>Hester did not grasp all that Berenice wished to convey. She believed +the girl was vexed because of the score and attributed Berenice's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> anger +to righteous indignation at bad playing. Helen came up before the +beginning of the second half. "What about playing this, Hester?" she +asked. "You did some hard playing for a new girl. Do you think you can +stand it for a second half? You'll be stiff to-morrow. I'll ask Renee to +have Edna Bucher substitute for you."</p> + +<p>"I'd rather finish, myself," cried Hester. "Why, I wouldn't stop now for +worlds!"</p> + +<p>"Your own sore muscles be upon yourself then, little roommate," said +Helen smiling. "I have warned you. All that is left for me is to offer +the use of my witch-hazel and arnica."</p> + +<p>"I will not have Edna Bucher substitute," cried Renee coming up. "I am +glad Hester has grit enough to keep to it. This evening we must make a +score."</p> + +<p>"And to-morrow there will be wailing and groaning and rubbing of +muscles," said Helen. The ten minutes was up. Helen moved toward the +center of the cage.</p> + +<p>During the second half, Hester had no active work. She guarded Louise +and was careful not to make another foul move. Berenice was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span> an active +player, getting so interested in the game that she forgot her special +work. She never played into another's hand. Although Renee was the +champion at throwing goals, Berenice risked the score rather than give +the play to the center. She appeared determined that Hester should not +come within touch of the ball, and she moved like a flash of light, +hither and thither, across the cage, seeming to be everywhere at once.</p> + +<p>Helen watched the game closely. She was an impartial referee; her one +desire being to play a fair game. She was aware of Berenice's playing at +cross purposes and watched her closely. At last she called a foul.</p> + +<p>"I don't see why," cried Berenice. Her little beady eyes snapped as she +approached Helen and looked defiantly up at her.</p> + +<p>"Two-hand dribble—the second time you have done the same thing. The +first I let pass unnoticed just—to give you time."</p> + +<p>"I positively did not two-hand the ball. If that is a foul, I—"</p> + +<p>"I am a referee. Get out of the game. Edna Bucher is called to +substitute."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I will not—" began Berenice.</p> + +<p>"Get out of the game within a minute or you shall be penalized for all +the games to follow." There was no disputing Helen. Her manner was calm +and her voice low, but authority was in her bearing. She stood ready to +give the signal to play; but before she put the whistle to her lips, she +said quietly, "While I am managing, we'll play an honest game or we will +not play at all."</p> + +<p>The girls, except Berenice, cheered and clapped. She was making her way +from the gymnasium. Her heart was filled with anger and a scowl was on +her face. How she hated Helen Loraine! It was not the first time Helen +had criticised her.</p> + +<p>"And Hester Alden will be another one just like Helen—too goody-good to +live," was her thought. Even after Berenice was being disqualified, +Hester did not understand fully all that had taken place. It was not +until they were at the baths, that a full understanding came to her. +Outside the bath, were the lockers. Sara and Renee had come up and +paused for a moment.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Will you allow Berenice to play next game?" asked Sara.</p> + +<p>"Miss Watson must settle that. The captain and referee may disqualify +for one game; but to make it permanent penalizing, the matter must be +brought before Miss Watson. It is a very difficult matter to explain. +The best way would be to have Miss Watson referee for one or two games. +Then she would grasp the subtleties of the situation."</p> + +<p>They passed on. When they were almost beyond hearing, Renee's voice +sounded loud and clear.</p> + +<p>"Sara, I do wish you'd let me wear your tan shoes down town to-morrow +evening. I have permission to go, and I wish to wear my brown suit, but +I have no tan shoes. I wear the same size as you."</p> + +<p>Hester smiled. She had known Renee but ten days, during which time she +could not remember one instance when the conversation did not conclude +with "will you lend?"</p> + +<p>Hester was deliberate in matters of getting from a gym suit into a +dress. When she was ready to appear, the corridor leading from the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> +gymnasium baths was deserted except for the sweep-women who were putting +the finishing touches to their work.</p> + +<p>Hester hurried out. As she crossed the campus, she found Josephine Moore +sitting on the steps leading up to the dormitory. From this place, there +was an excellent view of the river and the mountain beyond. Josephine +appeared to be spellbound by it. She was a large girl with quantities of +brown hair which she drew loosely back and coiled at the back of her +head. Her eyes were large, lusterless and of a weak and faded blue, but +Josephine had read novels and knew what speaking eyes meant. She tried +to make her eyes soulful. She was of a romantic turn of mind, and +although she would not have prevaricated for the world or done another +harm by repeating anything to their detriment, she was a dreamer of +day-dreams. So well did she dream that it was difficult sometimes for +her to know where truth ended and dreams began.</p> + +<p>"Can you not sit a while?" she asked. She moved to make room beside +herself. Her voice was low and full and had in it a pathetic<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span> quality +which was in harmony with her dreams. Hester sat down beside her. Being +somewhat awed by this magnificent creature with the soulful eyes, Hester +sat in silence.</p> + +<p>"I love this time of day," began Josephine in low rapturous voice. "I +love the gathering twilight. I think this is the hour when poets must +sit and dream. The world and work and all horrid things are passing and +only the tender twilight hangs like a mantle over all." She paused and +looked at her companion. Hester felt that a reply of some sort was +expected. She said the first and easiest thing that came to mind. "Yes, +it is sort of nice."</p> + +<p>"'Nice' is scarcely the word. I wish I knew what would exactly express +the feeling. Sublime, soulful—" She paused and raised her eyes as +though to scan the heavens. "I suppose I feel differently from other +people. They tell me that my singing shows soul. I myself have often +noticed the difference between myself and other girls. Would you believe +it? They pass here with laughter and jest. I cannot do that. I always +pause and look at the trees and river. It seems as though<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span> a spell comes +upon me. I cannot laugh and jest in the midst of such sublime things."</p> + +<p>"Is Hester Alden there?" cried a gay voice. "Oh, is that you, Jo? +Mooning? You had better come in. If you sit on those cold stones, you'll +take cold and your nose will be red and your eyes watery. You'll not be +sublime then." The cheer and good-nature in the voice robbed it of +ill-feeling. Erma laughed as she appeared. No one could take exception +to anything she said. She was too happy—too well satisfied with the +world and the people about her to do anything or say anything in +bitterness.</p> + +<p>Josephine arose slowly as became one of a poetic and soulful +temperament.</p> + +<p>"You are the slowest mortal, Jo. You are wanted up in Philo Hall. You +haven't fifteen minutes until the first study bell. The girls have been +looking everywhere for you. You are on the program committee."</p> + +<p>"I was carried away—," began Miss Moore. But Erma had turned her back +upon the girl. As she was about to speak to Hester, she was diverted +from her intention by the sound of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> wheels. Both she and Hester turned +to look as a carriage with a coachman in livery, came from +porte-cochere, turned down the driveway and passed within a few feet of +where the girls stood. The carriage passed under an arc light and Erma +and Hester saw distinctly the features of the woman in the carriage. She +had a beautiful face, although marked with care. Her hair was white, yet +her bearing as she sat erect, was that of a young woman.</p> + +<p>"What a sweet face!" cried Hester. "That is the carriage that blocked +our way, the day that Aunt Debby came up to school with me. I remember +most distinctly."</p> + +<p>The occupant of the carriage had not looked in their direction. Even had +she done so, she could not have distinguished the girls; for they stood +leaning against the pillars and the moving shadows fell dark upon them.</p> + +<p>When the carriage had passed, Erma turned to her companion. "Helen was +looking for you. I told her if I saw you, I'd tell you to go to your +room. Helen has had company—at least I saw someone in her room."</p> + +<p>"It may be Aunt Debby," cried Hester. She<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> did not wait to explain. She +paused not to excuse herself, but went racing down the corridor as fast +as her feet would carry her. Her heels clattered on the hard wood floors +and the sound of her labored breathing was audible at a considerable +distance.</p> + +<p>Just as she reached Number Fifteen, the door opened and Hester was taken +by the arm. This was so unexpected that her first impulse was to jerk +away, and hurry on. Fortunately a sober second thought overcame the +impulse.</p> + +<p>"Miss Alden, is the building burning? Why this haste?" Hester raised her +eyes to those of the preceptress. Miss Burkham was the acme of all that +was cultured and elegant. No imagination was strong enough to picture +her, other than deliberate, low-voiced, serene of countenance. Hester +who knew more of bluntness than irony, replied fearlessly, "No, there is +no fire. I wished to get to my room as quickly as possible."</p> + +<p>"So I surmised. But I see no necessity for this unladylike haste." Her +restraining hand was yet upon Hester's shoulder. The girl felt herself +quivering with the desire to be off down<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span> the corridor and up the stairs +to Number Sixty-two. What if Aunt Debby should really be there waiting +for her? Her heart beat fast with the thought.</p> + +<p>Miss Burkham also felt the quivering of flesh under restraint. She +delayed Hester yet longer while she made plain to her the unwritten +by-laws of a lady's conduct.</p> + +<p>"No lady races through the halls, in such fashion. It is the manner of a +tom-boy. You may walk slowly down the corridor. I will stand here to see +if you comprehend just what I mean by slowly. I trust that I may not be +compelled to ask you to return in order that I may give you instructions +in regard to the manner in which a lady walks."</p> + +<p>"No, Miss Burkham," replied Hester humbly. She controlled her impatience +at being thus detained. Miss Burkham released her and Hester moved +forward as though by well-directed machinery.</p> + +<p>On reaching Number Sixty-two, she found Helen standing before her +dressing-table. She was alone. She turned as Hester entered.</p> + +<p>"Little roommate," she said smiling a welcome<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span> at Hester. "Little +roommate, I am vexed with you. I have been sending messengers everywhere +in the hope of finding you. My dear Aunt Harriet was here and asked for +you in particular. She waited until the last possible moment. And see +there."</p> + +<p>Helen pointed to a hamper which stood near the doorway. "She has brought +us fruit, cake, and roasted chickens. No, I did not open the basket. +Aunt Harriet told me what was there. It is for you as well as for me. I +know Aunt Harriet, and I know how the basket is arranged. There will be +a chicken for you and one for me; a box of fudge for you and one for me; +and so on through the entire menu. Aunt Harriet is very much afraid that +some girl will have her feelings hurt or feel slighted. Open up the +basket, Hester. I must take off this waist. The collar hurts me. It +always was too high. I'll feel more comfortable in a kimona."</p> + +<p>She turned to her dressing table. "Aunt Harriet brought me something +which pleased me. I have an old pin which belonged to mother when she +was a girl. I thought I had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span> lost it, but Aunt Harriet said I left it at +her home and she brought it with her."</p> + +<p>Helen held the pin in her hand while she talked. Then she laid it +carelessly in a little pin tray on the dresser. It was a pin of unusual +style, about the size of a dime. The outer band was of a peculiar gold. +Within this was a yellowish-white stone which reflected the light like a +flame of fire.</p> + +<p>Hester's eyes would have opened wide at the sight of the pin, but she +did not see it, for her attention was on the hamper she was unpacking.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII</h2> + + +<p>There was at Dickinson a Doctor Wilbur who had charge of the +mathematics. He was a man of brilliant mind, sharp tongue, and a poor +opinion of the mental ability of girls in general. He had been at +Dickinson two years, not because he loved the class of students, but the +financial consideration had been the best ever offered to him.</p> + +<p>The girls feared him and yet respected him for the power he exercised +over a class.</p> + +<p>He did not hesitate to use sarcastic speech. Scarcely a day passed, but +some girl came from Class-room C with her feelings deeply wounded.</p> + +<p>Hester, who had a way of "speaking up," had borne her share of Doctor +Wilbur's humor. But she forgot and forgave the instant she left his +recitation.</p> + +<p>One day he had been particularly trying, and the sting of his words had +lingered. She had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span> it in mind to tell Helen of the bitter words Doctor +Wilbur had hurled at her, simply because she could not explain the +projection of a perpendicular upon a plane. So far in their school +life—two months had passed—Hester and Helen had spoken to each other +only of the agreeable things. But now Hester meant to express herself +and be sympathized with.</p> + +<p>But when she reached Sixty-two, she found Edna Bucher awaiting her. Edna +was tall and slender; long and lank, perhaps would be more nearly her +description. She was colorless and lifeless. Her one desire seemed to be +to be ladylike and to go with the best people. In her lexicon, <i>best</i> +meant those with money or influence. Her hands were always cold, and her +face expressionless. She posed as being the leader in classes. She was +literary and musical, if one might believe her own judgment of herself. +She never played, however, for the practice tired her. When she failed +to respond to an invitation to recite—sometimes the invitation was +quite urgent—it was not that she was not prepared to recite, but she +was so<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span> nervous that she could not control her voice.</p> + +<p>"I've been waiting for you for half an hour," she began as Hester +entered the room. Her tones implied, that although the responsibility be +on Hester's head, she would be good enough to overlook it.</p> + +<p>"Were you?" replied Hester. "You surely knew that the freshies were busy +until this hour."</p> + +<p>"I presume I did so; but it passed entirely from my mind. I was so +absorbed in my work. I am editor-in-chief of the 'Dickinson Mirror.'"</p> + +<p>"Oh," exclaimed Hester. She looked at Miss Bucher again. The glory of +being editor of the "Mirror" cast a halo about the head of the otherwise +unattractive girl.</p> + +<p>"Yes, the girls selected me. I do not understand why they did. They +appeared to think I had literary ability. Of course, I do not see that I +have, but everyone speaks about it."</p> + +<p>She had an unpleasant little mannerism of talking through closed teeth +and but slightly parted lips. In conversation, she used her lips<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span> as +little as possible. It may have been that she wished to keep them from +wearing out, or perhaps, she considered it unladylike to open her mouth +more than was absolutely necessary.</p> + +<p>"I came to have you help. We always appoint four girls to collect news, +write special articles and poetry. Of course everything must treat of +school life. Then, when it is printed—"</p> + +<p>"Printed," cried Hester, her eyes snapping with fire. "Do you really +have it printed and do the ones who write things have their names in +it?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly. It is issued four times a year; once during each semester, +and a special souvenir one for commencement. What do you think you'd +like to do?"</p> + +<p>"I'll write some poetry," said Hester. She had never written any in her +life, but she had the feeling that she could do it by half trying.</p> + +<p>"Poetry, isn't hard," she replied airily to Miss Bucher's look of +surprise. "Just make out a list of rhymes like this." She took up a +paper and wrote:<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span></p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Side<br /></span> +<span class="i0">wide<br /></span> +<span class="i0">right<br /></span> +<span class="i0">might<br /></span> +<span class="i0">knee<br /></span> +<span class="i0">me.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>"Then you fill them in," she continued. She held the pencil suspended in +the air. Her brow was puckered with thought. "Of course, it isn't +supposed to read as sensibly as prose. That is one of the greatest +differences between them. In poetry one must use imagination and poetic +license." Then she fell to work upon the paper and wrote steadily and +laboriously for some minutes. Her eye flashed with triumph. "Listen. Of +course this is mere rough work. I'll polish up what I write for the +'Mirror.'</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Imogen was by his side,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">So they wandered far and wide,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The woods and vales stretched left and right,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">He loved the girl with all his might,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">So dropping on his bended knee<br /></span> +<span class="i0">He cried, 'Oh, fair one, pity me.'"<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span></div></div> + +<p>A peal of laughter followed this closing line. It was a merry peal +without malice or guile. Hester turned. Erma was standing in the +doorway.</p> + +<p>"Oh, but that is rich! He dropped on his bended knee. Could he get on +his knee if it wasn't bended?" She laughed aloud.</p> + +<p>"You are so literal!" cried Hester with dignity. "In poetry, one is +allowed—"</p> + +<p>"Poetry," another merry laugh. "Is that poetry? Take it to Doctor +Weldon's classes and let her put her seal of approval on it."</p> + +<p>Erma had made her way to the door. With a mock courtesy and a sweep of +her skirts, she vanished. But as she went down the corridor, the girls +in Sixty-two caught the echo of her laugh and her song, "And dropping on +his bended knee."</p> + +<p>Miss Bucher was a lady who arose to the occasion. She did not give way +to merriment. Her face was colorless and serene.</p> + +<p>"I understand fully, Miss Alden, the point you wish to make. Miss Thomas +has no literary appreciation." She paused. There is but one thing worse +in the world than adverse<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span> just criticism, and that is praise so faint +that it is damaging. Miss Bucher paused as though to weigh her words. +Then she spoke: "Miss Thomas means well enough, but—well, nature has +not gifted us all in the same way."</p> + +<p>It was fair enough, or seemed to be. Yet Hester felt that intangible +something to which one cannot respond, because one feels rather than +knows of its existence.</p> + +<p>Miss Bucher arose. She was not given to furbelows. Each line of her +attire accentuated her angles and height.</p> + +<p>"I will go now. I am glad you will help me. Could you have your poem or +whatever you decide upon ready by Monday?"</p> + +<p>"I shall have it ready to give you when we go into chapel. I shall have +something. Do not fear."</p> + +<p>Scarcely had the door closed upon the caller, when Hester was at her +study-table with pencil and writing-pad. Inspiration had seized her. She +would write a poem that would be worthy the name. It would appear in the +"Mirror" with her name below, "Hester Alden." On second thought, decided +to write<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span> it Hester Palmer Alden. The Palmer gave an added dignity to +her name. How pleased Aunt Debby would be! What a pleasure it would be +to write! Perhaps in time she might be editor-in-chief. Then when she +left school—at that instant a part of Hester Alden which had been +dormant awoke. The desire for expression came to her. What beautiful +glorious things she would write—some day! Just what they would be or +when she would write them, she knew not. But they were so beautiful that +the tears came to her eyes as she dreamed of them.</p> + +<p>Helen did not come back to her rooms until barely time to dress for +dinner. She found Hester with her head on the table, and a huge tablet +before her.</p> + +<p>"Sick, little roommate?" asked Helen, bending over her.</p> + +<p>"No; I have been writing a poem—that is, I have begun to write one. I +have sat here for an hour and all I have written is the first line. It +was easy."</p> + +<p>"First lines usually are," said Helen smiling. In many ways, she was +more years older<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> than Hester than the calendar gave her credit for.</p> + +<p>"What is the first line? May I read it?"</p> + +<p>"'Doc Dixon had a Freshman Class.' It begins fairly well; but you will +startle your leaders with such a sudden burst into facts. Why not lead +up to the subject and break the news gently?"</p> + +<p>"You may all ridicule; but I intend writing a poem. All the ridicule you +cast upon me will make me but the more determined."</p> + +<p>"I believe that. I have observed that trait on several occasions. You +make me think of Rob Vail in that way."</p> + +<p>"I shall finish after dinner," was Hester's sole comment. "I presume I +had better prepare for it now. Are you wearing a silk dress?" she asked +as she turned toward Helen and saw that she was getting into a little +one-piece suit of checked silk instead of her customary white.</p> + +<p>"Yes, mother thinks I dress too thinly. If I wear the white I cannot +wear long sleeves. So I have promised to keep to this dark silk, though +I do not like it nearly so well."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span></p> + +<p>She had slipped into her dress and was looking about for her pins and +rings. "I had a little old pin on my dresser. Did you see anything of +it, Hester?"</p> + +<p>"No, indeed. I never presume to touch anything there without your +permission."</p> + +<p>"I did not mean to suggest that, little roommate. I carelessly let it +lie there several days ago, and now I cannot find it."</p> + +<p>"I have not seen it," said Hester. She spoke quickly and perhaps, with +unusual curtness. At least it seemed so to Helen, who attributed the +curtness to Hester's being hurt at being asked such a question. She let +the subject drop and no further word passed between them until they were +called to dinner.</p> + +<p>When study hour came again, Hester pushed aside her text books and fell +to writing. The door of the study, during this time, was always open and +no words were permitted between roommates. Helen, observing that her +roommate was not working at her lessons, gave her several warning +glances; but Hester was unaffected. The muse had laid its hands upon her +and she was helpless in its clutches. She<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> wrote and erased, only to +rewrite and erase again.</p> + +<p>It was not until the study period was over that she raised her head and +with a smile of triumph read aloud:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Doctor Dixon had a freshman class,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Whose minds were soft like snow.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">He tried to teach them geometry,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But he could not make it go.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">He scolded them in class one day;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">He shocked the entire school.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The tears ran down one sweet girl's face,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">When he called her a mule."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>A look of surprise flashed over Helen's face. "Surely Hester, he never +would do that. He is critical and sarcastic, but surely he is a +gentleman."</p> + +<p>"Do what?" asked Hester. "Why surely he is a gentleman."</p> + +<p>"Surely, he never would dare address one of the pupils in that way. A +mule!"</p> + +<p>Hester laughed. "You are taking matters seriously. You must remember +that this is poetry, and allowance must be made. In poetry, one cannot +describe matters as they<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> are. One cannot be too realistic. One must use +what fits in. I was compelled to use the word mule because it was the +only one I could think of which rhymed with school. Now listen to the +rest, please Helen." She continued reading wholly unconscious that her +roommate was not in sympathy with her.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"And then they ran to him and asked,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">As he came forth from school,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">'Doctor, dear, which is it best to be,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">A driver or the mule?'<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"'The mule has the best of it,' he said,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">'So I'm inclined to think,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">It can be driven to the water's edge,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But it can't be made to drink.'"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>"There, don't you think that is fine, Helen? That will appear in the +next issue of the 'Mirror' with my name at the bottom. Aunt Debby will +be delighted."</p> + +<p>There was no enthusiastic response. Hester waited a moment, then looked +at her roommate, and again asked, "Don't you think she will be +delighted? She has never suspected that I was poetic. Indeed, I never +knew it until Miss Bucher asked me to write this."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span></p> + +<p>"If Aunt Debby is the kind of woman I think she is, I am sure she will +not be at all pleased." Helen spoke slowly. Then at the look of surprise +in Hester's eyes, she crossed the room, and sitting down on the arm of +her roommate's chair drew Hester's head close against her and held her +thus in a tender protective embrace, while she continued.</p> + +<p>"No, little roommate, I do not believe she will be pleased. I am not. It +is fun—mere fun, I know. Were you and I the only two to know of it, it +would do no harm at all. But consider, little roommate, the 'Mirror' +goes out to all the old students. Hundreds read it. Among them, are many +just as I who took the matter seriously, without considering that the +poet was put to straits to find some word to rhyme with school.</p> + +<p>"They will think that we have grown lax here. Many will wonder what sort +of man this Doctor Wilbur is that he dare use such terms in addressing a +student. Do you see now why I wish this would not appear in the +'Mirror'?"</p> + +<p>"I see why you think it should not. But really people are very foolish +to cavil over such<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> matters. If I might have my way, I would pay no +attention to them. I would go my way, do as I please and let such people +think as they please."</p> + +<p>"It is a very independent way of doing, but it is not at all practical. +We must consider public opinion a great many times. We must hedge +ourselves about with convention when we would be independent, for always +there are some minds which put evil construction upon the slightest +careless act."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you are right," said Hester slowly. Before her faded the dreams +of greatness. Taking up the paper, she deliberately and slowly tore it +into pieces and threw them into the wastebasket. She expressed no word +of regret. She expected no expression of admiration for her fortitude. +She was no weakling. If she believed a thing were right, she would have +performed it, regardless of the sacrifice to herself. She was the +expression of Debby Alden's high ideals and rigid discipline.</p> + +<p>"I'll get up earlier than usual to-morrow," said Hester lightly. "I +promised on my word of honor to have a copy ready for Miss Bucher.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span> If I +may not write poetry, at least I can write personals. Let us go to bed +now before the retiring bell rings."</p> + +<p>A hurried knock came to the door. Before either girl could respond, +Renee entered. She wore a gay kimona of embroidered silk. Her dark wavy +hair hung over her shoulders. She looked like a goddess as she paused an +instant on the threshold. Then advancing, she cried, "Oh, girls, do you +happen to have any cold cream? I'm out and I do need some particularly +badly."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I have some." Helen took a small box from the dresser and gave it +to Renee.</p> + +<p>"Thank you ever so much." Without further words, Renee went her way.</p> + +<p>Hester waited until the sound of her footsteps had died away.</p> + +<p>"I was thinking," she began slowly. Her brow was puckered as though she +were greatly perplexed. "I've been thinking that I never heard Renee say +anything but 'Will you lend me?' Does she not know anything else?"</p> + +<p>"I presume she does, but she has allowed the habit to grow. Each year, +she grows<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span> worse. I fancy by the time she graduates, she will borrow our +diplomas and essays. It may be that by that time, Renee will have +particular need of them."</p> + +<p>Hester had prepared for bed and was sitting on the edge of her own +little iron cot waiting until Helen was ready to say good-night.</p> + +<p>"I am going to remain up some time, little roommate. But you need not +wait for me." She crossed the room and kissed Hester affectionately. +Somehow Helen had fallen into the older sister attitude toward her +roommate. Since the first week of school, Hester had never gone to sleep +without Helen's kiss warm on her lips. This had never been done after +the fashion of a sentimental school girl who caresses everything which +comes in her way. Helen was not demonstrative, and what her lips +touched, touched strongly her affections.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 435px;"> +<img src="images/i_135.jpg" width="435" height="600" alt=""Oh, girls, do you happen to have any cold cream?"—Page +121." title="" /> +<span class="caption">"Oh, girls, do you happen to have any cold cream?"—<i>Page <a href="#Page_121">121</a></i>.</span> +</div><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I must make a thorough search for my pin," she said, going back to her +dressing-table, to begin the search. "I must not lose it. It is a +peculiar design. It was once an earring belonging to Grandma Hobart. It +has her hair woven about it. When Aunt Harriet and mama were +babies—they were babies at the same time, you know—grandma had the +earrings made into pins. Mama wore this for years, and then gave it to +me. I should feel bad if I should lose it."</p> + +<p>Hester scarcely heard what Helen said. Her mind was busy with thoughts +of the literary work to be ready before chapel. She was running over in +her mind all the material at hand which could be worked into personals +to appear in the "Mirror."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII</h2> + + +<p>Before the midwinter holidays, the report was the round of the +dormitories that Hester Alden was playing a good game of basket-ball. +She was alert and quick. Her passing was particularly good and Helen +praised her highly. Hester was brimming with enthusiasm. The one fly in +her cup of ointment was that Aunt Debby could not see her play, for the +games of the substitute teams were never public. If perseverance and +whole-hearted desire meant anything in winning out, Hester meant to be +on the second team. Then she ran the chance of substituting.</p> + +<p>Berenice could play the game well, but was inclined to use tricks and +artifices which generally resulted in a foul being called on her own +team. Consequently her good playing and dishonesty barely averaged as +much as the fair dealing of the average player.</p> + +<p>Three times each week, the gymnasium work<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span> was basket-ball. The day +before Thanksgiving an extra practice was called because the session in +school had been shortened.</p> + +<p>Berenice and Hester were playing right and left guard. Berenice who had +never forgiven Hester for her attitude in the first game of the year, +kept the ball as much as possible to herself even risking the game for +the sake of annoying Hester.</p> + +<p>"You're wasting your time on grand-stand plays," said Renee while the +referee had called time. "Hester plays well at passing. Give her a show. +You dribble and dribble and half the time make a foul when you might +have played into Hester's hand."</p> + +<p>Berenice shrugged her shoulders; her bead-like eyes snapped; but she +made no reply.</p> + +<p>While this conversation was going on between them, Erma Thomas had +hurried up to Hester. "Berenice is determined not to play ball into your +hands. It's pure jealousy. Do some playing, Hester, and make goals. Play +ball to me when you wish to pass, and I'll pass it to you for a goal."</p> + +<p>Helen put up her whistle and the game was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span> resumed. The ball was at +center with Renee and Maud. Berenice's eyes were alight, and every +muscle quivering with excitement. Scarcely was the ball in air, before +it was in her hand, and she was moving toward the goal. Her guard was +upon her, but by a quick movement, Berenice and the ball slipped under +the outstretched arm, and by deft movements, came close to goal. Making +a sudden spurt with the ball in hands, she pitched for a goal. But at +that instant, the whistle sounded.</p> + +<p>"That is the third foul you've made in this game," cried Helen, "and we +have played scarcely ten minutes." She tossed the ball to the opposing +team. "Foul on the first subs."</p> + +<p>Mame Cross caught the ball and took a position before the goal, but +Berenice would not accept the decision of the referee.</p> + +<p>"Helen has a spite against me. How was I foul there?"</p> + +<p>Helen was given no opportunity to answer. Renee, who was just and severe +at times, came forward.</p> + +<p>"Foul, of course, it was. It was evident as could be. You are always +stirring up a fuss<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> and holding back the game. You are the only one on +the squad who cannot play an honest game. Leave the cage, and remain +out. Maude may take your place permanently."</p> + +<p>With her own captain against her, there was nothing to be done except to +obey. Already Maud was within the cage and at her place.</p> + +<p>The game continued. Mame pitched a goal from Berenice's foul. With the +ball again back to center, it was evident that Berenice in spite of her +brilliant playing, had been a drag on the game. Before this, she had +been the team and the others were mere fillers-in. Now each took a more +active part.</p> + +<p>Maude was not one who played for her own glory, but to score for the +team. The ball came to her and she passed it to Hester, and hurried +forward to receive it on its return. She reached the basket and might +have made a goal, but she was short while Hester was tall and quick in +movement. Those considerations came to the girl, and quick as a flash +she passed the ball to Hester. There was a sudden upward movement of +Hester's long arms, a slowly curving ball and a final goal. It was the +first<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span> score their team had made since the beginning of the game.</p> + +<p>This success was like wine in Hester's veins. The desire to make goals +came upon her. It seized her like a mania. It was impossible to tell +whether it were luck or skill. But in the second half of the game, +Hester pitched a goal from every ball which was passed to her. That +practice game went down in the history of Dickinson as the one in which +one player made ten successive goals from the field.</p> + +<p>The wealth of the Incas was as nothing to Hester in comparison to the +congratulations of the girls who crowded upon her at the close of the +game.</p> + +<p>"You'll get on the scrub, sure," cried Erma in her high excited tones. +"Remember your old friends when you rise to glory."</p> + +<p>Their praises were very sweet; but sweetest of all was Helen's quiet +commendation, when after all the excitement had passed, they were back +in Sixty-two.</p> + +<p>"I never saw a better play. I never knew a girl who learned the game so +quickly, and I have coached a number during my three years.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span> If you do +as well the next game, I'll substitute you on the scrub team. I have one +girl there who will never learn. She does no better than she did a year +ago."</p> + +<p>"Do you suppose I might be called then as substitute on the scheduled +games," cried Hester.</p> + +<p>"If you're the best player. I'll pick only the best. I will not risk a +game even for friendship's sake—even for your sake, little roommate."</p> + +<p>"I mean to be the best player," said Hester quietly. Helen's calmness +had always the effect of quieting her in her intense excitement.</p> + +<p>But Miss Hester had yet to learn that other powers than one's own +desire, enter into results.</p> + +<p>The first team had played eight games, four having been in their own +gymnasium and the remainder at different schools. On these trips to the +seminaries and normals, they were treated royally. Hester could imagine +nothing finer than being met by carriages, whirled away to dormitories +where the guest-chambers were at their disposal and later to be +banqueted.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span></p> + +<p>During the fall term, Dickinson had retained second place. Helen was +determined that they should move to first and secure the pennant whose +value was that of the laurel wreaths of the Olympiads. In order to put +up the best game possible, Helen attended every skirmish and practice, +determined that her substitutes should be the best. In addition to her +regular work this self-imposed task of overlooking the substitutes' +games, gave her little leisure.</p> + +<p>Each day, before dinner and lunch, there was a quarter-hour relaxation +period. To Helen, this was anything but what the name stood for. The +loss of her pin troubled her. She was confident that it was somewhere in +her bedroom. She very distinctly remembered removing it from her stock +and placing it in the cushion which stood on her dresser. There was a +possibility of its being knocked off, or being caught in ribbon and +ties, and so might have been dropped somewhere. She began a systematic +search. One day, she emptied the drawers in the dresser and examined +every article there, to be sure that the pin was not clinging to it. She +peered under and about<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span> each article of furniture. But no pin appeared. +While she was on her knees searching the corners of the room and edges +of the rug, Erma appeared in the doorway. She gave a peal of delight.</p> + +<p>"Have you turned Moslem; or is it Mohammed who takes long journeys on +his knees to do penance? I have passed your door twice and each time I +find you crawling about on all fours like a Teddy Bear."</p> + +<p>"I've lost my pin. I am sick about it."</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't be. No pin is worth being even half sick about. Buy yourself +another, or better yet, Christmas is coming. Throw out a few gentle +hints to your friends. Tell them you have lost your pin. They would be +very stupid not to understand that it was their duty to replace it. +Perhaps more than one will respond as becomes friends. You may have a +half dozen pins in place of one."</p> + +<p>"This cannot be replaced. It has belonged to our family for generations. +The story is that one of the Loraines who were French, for political +reasons, left his country and went to Brazil. While there, he discovered +valuable<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> mines. Selecting the finest gems, he returned to France and +presented them to the king, and was immediately restored to favor. Two +stones of the collection were pushed aside as not worthy so great a +ruler. Tourie Loraine kept these for himself and had them made into +rings. Later the rings were made into earrings. I think that was done by +my great-grandfather as a gift to his bride. Grandmother had twin +daughters. Earrings were no longer in style and so the stones were made +into brooches and set about with her hair. Each little girl was given +one. My mother gave hers to me. The other which belonged to Aunt Harriet +disappeared years ago."</p> + +<p>Erma laughed with delight. She loved romance either in real life or +between the pages of a book.</p> + +<p>"How perfectly lovely to have such glorious things happen in one's +family! Nothing like that ever happened in our family. My people did +nothing more exciting than write charters and fight Indians. I think we +were very commonplace. It is the French people who have the romantic +blood. Tell me some more, Helen.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> You have no idea how interesting this +is."</p> + +<p>"There is little more to tell. After the stones had been in our family +for several generations, it was discovered by the merest accident, that +they were yellow diamonds and very valuable, on account of their size +and purity. They were not really yellow, you know, but sometimes +reflected a peculiar yellow light. We were sorry that we knew the value +of them."</p> + +<p>"Sorry! I should think you would have been delighted. I can imagine +nothing to be sorry for in finding that what you thought was a pretty +little stone, was really worth a great deal of money."</p> + +<p>"Because if it had been worthless, someone would never have been tempted +as she was. My Aunt Harriet on one of her visits South years before, had +found a little colored girl who was mistreated. She brought her North +and gave her a home. She fed and clothed her and trained her to be an +excellent servant. When she was able to work, Aunt Harriet paid her +wages. She learned the value of Aunt Harriet's pins and rings. She +disappeared and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span> the jewels with her. There were a whole lot of +complications which I cannot go into detail about. But it changed Aunt +Harriet's whole life. I remember Rosa so well. She was a beautiful girl. +She did not look like a colored woman. She was scarcely darker than I +am, and she had the most beautiful eyes and hands."</p> + +<p>"And nothing has been heard of her?" Erma was eager to know. She could +have sat there all day to listen and would have forgone both meals and +lessons.</p> + +<p>"Nothing. It was surely strange how such a thing could have happened and +not be found sometime. It is not an easy matter for a woman to disappear +and all traces of her be lost."</p> + +<p>Hester had not been present during this conversation. As Helen finished, +her roommate came down the corridor and joined the two girls.</p> + +<p>"Helen has been telling me the most thrilling tales from her family +history. It is worth writing to make a story. Don't you know<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span> something, +Hester? Didn't your family do some wonderful things?"</p> + +<p>"No," replied Hester. "The Aldens settled down in one place and remained +there. As Aunt Debby says, they fulfilled their duty to their church and +to their neighbors, but nothing happened in their lives which was not +prosaic."</p> + +<p>"But your mother's family," persisted Erma. "Surely there must be +something romantic on her side of the tree."</p> + +<p>Hester smiled at the words. There was a little touch of sadness in her +smile. She had never spoken to the girls of her people. They knew that +she was an Alden. The name was well known in the central part of the +State. They knew that an aunt had reared her. That was all the knowledge +that came to them. When other girls talked together of what their +parents and grandparents had done as children and repeated the old-time +stories, which had been handed down to them as part of their family +history, Hester Alden had only listened and had taken no part in the +recital. Now, she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span> would have evaded Erma's direct question, but Erma +was not one who would permit her inquiries to go by the board. She +repeated it. Hester answered slowly.</p> + +<p>"When I was a year old I had neither father nor mother. My mother met a +horrible death. Aunt Debby took me. She never could talk of my parents, +so I know little of them. Aunt Debby is mother, father, sister, and +brother to me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, forgive me, I did not know. I would not have wounded you for the +world."</p> + +<p>Erma was on her feet. Impulsive, loving and quick to act, she put her +hands on Hester's shoulders and touched her lips warmly and +affectionately. "But you have friends. I want to be one, Hester. You +know I've always liked you and I'd love you if you'd give me half a +chance."</p> + +<p>Hester, who responded quickly to affection, returned the embrace. "I'd +love to have you for a friend. Aunt Debby is always first, for she is my +friend, too, but you and Helen must be the next best."</p> + +<p>The little flow of sentiment might have continued,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span> had not Renee at +that moment, appeared in the doorway.</p> + +<p>"I'm awfully sorry to disturb you. But could you lend me your Solid +Geometry, Helen? Did you get that original? Have you really? Isn't that +lovely! Would you object to letting me look over it for a moment?"</p> + +<p>Helen took the book from the study-table and drawing out an original, +handed it to Renee who, sitting down, began a thorough study of the +problem she could not solve for herself.</p> + +<p>Barely was Renee disposed of than Josephine came in. She moved +languidly. Her eyes were opened very wide, but instead of brilliance or +alertness, they spoke of sentiment and dreaminess. Josephine had made a +study of looking so. Soulful, she thought it to be; but the girls called +it by another name not so complimentary and rallied her good-naturedly +about it.</p> + +<p>Renee was quick, in action and thought. Josephine's slowness annoyed +her. Now, she took her eyes from the paper which she had been studying +on, and cried brusquely, "If someone would only set a fire under you, +you'd<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span> get somewhere sooner, Jo. Why don't you move, when you move."</p> + +<p>Jo was not annoyed. She moved not a whit faster. Gliding in, she seated +herself on a shirt-waist box and assumed a pose of figure which she +believed to be artistic. She showed no annoyance at Renee's speech. She +smiled sweetly and serenely. No matter what was said to her, or done in +her presence, that smile came to her. Her placidity was exceedingly +annoying to this set of girls. "If Jo was not always so sugary sweet," +was the general complaint. "If she would not always agree to everything. +If only now and then she would express an opinion, one would know at +least that she had formed one." These were the only complaints ever made +against her.</p> + +<p>"Has something been troubling you?" she asked Helen. "You appear quite +disturbed."</p> + +<p>"I am. I lost a pin." Helen told how she had placed it that evening she +had last worn it, and how it had mysteriously disappeared. Both Jo and +Renee had seen the heirloom, for Helen had worn it at intervals since +she had entered the hall.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I'd advertise for it. You might have dropped it in the hall somewhere. +Have Doctor Weldon announce it in chapel; and put a notice on the +bulletin board in the main hall." It was Renee who made the practical +suggestion.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure I did not lose it outside this room. I am quite sure of that."</p> + +<p>"About as sure as one can be of anything. I've noticed, however, that +being sure is no proof."</p> + +<p>"What a loss it must be to you!" cried Jo softly. "Of course, the money +value is of little consideration. It is the memories which cling to it +which make it precious. I know how you feel about such matters. You have +so much sentiment. I know what trifles may mean to one. I always wear +this little chain. I have worn it since I was three years old. I never +could bear to part with it. It seems a tie to bind me to my childhood. I +feel as though I could never grow old while I wear it. I shall never +take it off."</p> + +<p>Renee shrugged her shoulders. "I'm glad you don't have the same +sentiment toward your<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span> collars. What a beautiful sentiment you might +conjure up about a waist which some dear departed chum had embroidered +for you; or perhaps she buttoned it up the back the first time you wore +it and died immediately afterward. I really think the last would be most +touching. Then you would feel that you could never unbutton the buttons +which her dear hands had buttoned."</p> + +<p>The irony in Renee's voice was strong. While she had been speaking, she +arose and moved toward the door.</p> + +<p>Hester's face had flushed. She feared that Josephine would be angry. +Erma, however, laughed merrily, and smiled and fluttered about like a +gay butterfly. She thought Renee's sarcasm was the finest wit in the +world. If it had been directed toward herself, she would not have cared +at all, and could conceive of no reason why Jo should be hurt.</p> + +<p>Josephine raised her brows languidly and smiled sweetly. "Renee laughs +at sentiment," she said. "What is it that Shakespeare says about jesting +at scars because you never felt a wound?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span></p> + +<p>"If I ever do show wounds," cried Renee, "they will not be ones made by +a tin soldier with a toy pistol. It will take a cannon ball to make me +know that I've been touched."</p> + +<p>She sailed out of the room, her head high and her heels coming down with +some show of feeling. Erma burst into a fresh peal of laughter.</p> + +<p>"Isn't Renee dear and doesn't she say the most brilliant things? I often +wished I could be witty. All I can do is to laugh at the jokes which +other girls make."</p> + +<p>"Why wish to be witty?" asked Josephine. "You're so sweet and womanly +and tender."</p> + +<p>"Am I all that?" cried Erma and she laughed again. "I must go and tell +Mame. She has known me for years and has never suspected that I am all +that."</p> + +<p>She hurried away. Jo yet lingered.</p> + +<p>"I had a letter from Cousin Rob Vail," said Helen to Hester. "He is +coming down Saturday morning in the touring-car with Aunt Harriet and +you and I are invited to take a ride and then have dinner down in the +city. Aunt Harriet is disappointed that she has never<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> been able to meet +you. So be prepared to meet the sweetest woman in the world."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Vail is so sweet!" cried Jo. "I never look at her but there comes +to my mind the picture of the 'Mater Dolorosa,' she's so sad and +pensive."</p> + +<p>"She looks sad," said Helen, "but I never knew livelier company. One +cannot be dull with her. She has a sorrow which passes comprehension, +yet, she never worries another with it. She has trained herself to take +an interest in others."</p> + +<p>"Saturday!" Hester cried and began prancing about the room. "Two days +until Saturday. I wonder how I shall ever be able to wait until then."</p> + +<p>The bell for luncheon rang and the girls moved from the room. As they +passed down the corridor, a number of the girls spoke to Helen about the +loss of her pin and expressed the belief that it had only been mislaid +and would be found.</p> + +<p>A number had seen and discussed it. Sara spoke of this. "It was so +peculiar and unusual that anyone who finds it will know it is yours."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span></p> + +<p>Hester walked ahead without taking part in the conversation. It came to +Helen then that her little roommate had shown no interest whatever and +had not assisted in the search or even expressed her sympathy for its +loss.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX</h2> + + +<p>Hester was deep in literary work for the Philomathean paper. She was not +attempting poetry. After Helen's criticism she had not the heart to +bring her efforts before the public, although she did write in secret. +It is a long and hard drop from being a poet to a hack-writer scribbling +down personals. Poets are born, while any one can write personals.</p> + +<p>Hester had been cultivating the unpleasant little mannerism of thinking +aloud or rather in tones under her breath, as she wrote she read. Her +efforts resulted in this form.</p> + +<p>"'Miss Erma Thomas has been excused from classes on account of +sustaining a sprained ankle.'</p> + +<p>"'Sustain.' I wonder if that is the right word. Sustain a sprain. It +sounds all right. I'll let it be that. If I don't know, the other girls +will not know either."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Hester, do you realize that you are thinking aloud?" asked Helen after +this performance had continued some minutes.</p> + +<p>"Am I? I did not know; but it does not matter. What I am saying is not +private and it makes no difference if all the world hears."</p> + +<p>"That is not the idea," said Helen. She was sweet, calm, and decided. +"Has it not come to you that I might wish to study and that monotone is +anything but pleasant?"</p> + +<p>Hester's face flushed crimson. "I beg pardon. I was selfish, Helen."</p> + +<p>Helen crossed the room and bending over the abashed, confused Hester, +said tenderly, "Do not mind my speaking so, little roommate. If it were +Aunt Debby you would not take it so to heart. Then why should it hurt +from me? Boarding-schools and roommates serve one great purpose—they +rub off the jagged edges of one's manners." She bent and kissed the +girl.</p> + +<p>"Helen Loraine, you are the dearest girl I know. I am so glad I have you +for a roommate. We have never quarreled and I hope never will."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span></p> + +<p>"No, we never will," said Helen. She went back to her work.</p> + +<p>In addition to her literary efforts, Hester had other claims upon her. +The Christmas season was approaching and her gifts were barely in +preparation. She was embroidering a set of linen collars and cuffs for +Helen, and the efforts to keep the work hidden was making life strenuous +for her.</p> + +<p>Whenever Helen left the room, Hester took up the work, took a few +stitches and perhaps was compelled to put it away. There were many +people passing up and down the dormitory halls. It was not always +possible to distinguish Helen's step. Then she had to resort to +subterfuge to get the measure of Helen's collar. She had not +accomplished that yet, but she had her plans laid and meant to carry +them out at the first opportunity.</p> + +<p>It came to her sooner than she expected. Saturday morning, after a few +minutes' study, Helen looked at the time, and arose from her work.</p> + +<p>"It is almost ten o'clock. Aunt Harriet and Cousin Robert should be +here. I think I'll walk<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> down to the guests' entrance and see if I can +find any trace of them. Bob would not be permitted to come to the +dormitory. Perhaps, Aunt Harriet is waiting with him in the reception +hall. Marshall may have been sent for us, but you know his failing. He +may be fulfilling a half-dozen commissions before he comes for us. If +they are not there, I shall telephone to Auntie."</p> + +<p>Hester urged her to be gone. It was with a feeling of relief that Hester +heard the click of Helen's high heels as they went down the hall. +Waiting until she believed that Helen would not be interrupted, Hester +hurried to the wardrobe which they had in common and taking down a waist +began to measure the collar. She had just completed this when she heard +the click of Helen's heels. Quick as a flash the dress was hung up. +Hester was about to close the door when the dress caught. She was +fussing over it and was very red in the face and visibly embarrassed +when Helen entered the room.</p> + +<p>"What is the trouble?" Helen asked.</p> + +<p>"Nothing at all," was the reply given with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> unusual curtness. "What +should make you think there was any trouble? I was just opening the +wardrobe door."</p> + +<p>Her long speech which was wholly unnecessary and her evident +embarrassment did not pass unobserved. Helen gave her a quick look. +Hester was not herself, that was evident.</p> + +<p>"I asked the question because your face was red, and you appeared +excited. That was all. I did not find it necessary to go to the guests' +entrance. Marshall was coming for us. We are to go to the reception +hall. You will meet Aunt Harriet at last."</p> + +<p>"How strange it seems that I have been here almost four months and yet +we have not met! She always came when I was home with Aunt Debby, or in +class. I fancy the Fates do not intend that we shall meet."</p> + +<p>"You shall meet in two minutes, or I am not a reliable prophet," was +Helen's reply.</p> + +<p>Two minutes proved that she was not. Robert Vail alone awaited them in +the reception hall. His mother had not been able to come.</p> + +<p>Hester gave a start of surprise when Helen<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span> presented the cousin to her. +He was particularly fine-looking and attractive but she was not startled +at that. He was the young man who had accosted her that day on the +street and apologized by saying he had mistaken her for his cousin, +Helen.</p> + +<p>"You remember me, I see, Miss Alden. You must have thought I was rude, +but I was confident that you were Helen. I had not seen her for three +months."</p> + +<p>"I am glad that I met you so that I can explain to Aunt Debby," said +Hester naively. Then observing his look of surprise, she added, "She +would not believe that you had really made a mistake. She thought you +did it just to annoy me."</p> + +<p>"How could she?" cried Helen with a show of feeling. "Cousin Rob—."</p> + +<p>"Go slowly, Cousin," laughed the young man. "You must remember that I +was a stranger to Miss Alden and her aunt. They were fully justified in +believing that I was rude."</p> + +<p>"I did not," said Hester. "I saw you and I knew that you had really +mistaken me."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span></p> + +<p>"How could your Aunt Debby think of such a thing? Didn't she also see +Rob?" asked Helen.</p> + +<p>"I did not believe you could show such a spirit," laughed Hester. "You +are always so calm."</p> + +<p>"When things touch myself, but not when they touch my friends," said +Helen.</p> + +<p>"Please calm yourself, Helen. You know we made a compact this very +morning and promised never to quarrel or be angry with each other."</p> + +<p>"The same old school-girl fashion," said Robert Vail. "If I am a good +prophet, you'll be tearing each other's hair before the day is over."</p> + +<p>"Why did Aunt Harriet not come?" asked Helen, abruptly changing the +subject of conversation.</p> + +<p>"She went on a little trip into Virginia," he replied. Then observing +the anxious look which came to Helen's face, he continued, "We tried to +persuade her not to go, but she said this might be a real clue and she +could not be satisfied to remain home. Father would have insisted, for +mother is really worn out, but she was so anxious to go that she and +father went off last night."</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 413px;"> +<img src="images/i_165.jpg" width="413" height="600" alt=""You remember me, I see, Miss Alden."—Page 149." title="" /> +<span class="caption">"You remember me, I see, Miss Alden."—<i>Page <a href="#Page_149">149</a>.</i></span> +</div><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Was there anything new, or merely the same old story as before?" asked +Helen.</p> + +<p>"Who can tell? You know Rosa's mother had been a house-servant in +Virginia and Rosa had a host of relatives there. Mrs. Mader—you +remember the Doctor Mader who sometimes attends mother? Well, Mrs. Mader +had been West. There she made the acquaintance of a southern woman who +talked much of a Rosa Williams, who did some work for her. Mrs. Mader +was interested and asked all sorts of questions. This Rosa Williams, so +the southern woman said, was a handsome mulatto woman about forty years +old. She also said that she had several children and that one in +particular had neither the features nor coloring of a negro."</p> + +<p>"Poor Aunt Harriet!" said Helen. "If only she would give up hope. She is +wearing herself out in this way."</p> + +<p>Hester was delighted with this new acquaintance. She had known few boys. +Jane Orr's<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> brother, Ralph, had been her ideal of what a boy should be. +Jane had not let his good qualities pass unnoticed. But Hester was +inclined to think that Robert Vail surpassed Ralph in every particular. +Helen had told her much of this one cousin who took the place of brother +to her. He was in his last year in medical college, and had led his +class for three full years. Yet he was not a bookish man. He was of a +social nature, fond of company, and outdoor life, taking as much +interest in cross-country walks and athletics as he did in his studies. +Hester was thinking of these matters while Helen and Robert were +talking. She had been sitting with her eyes upon the floor, listening in +a half abstracted fashion. She raised her eyes suddenly to find Robert +Vail's eyes fixed on her in scrutiny. Her cheeks grew crimson and she +looked away.</p> + +<p>"I beg pardon," cried the young man, "I seem destined to annoy you with +my rudeness. The first time I met you I mistook you for Helen. The +resemblance is not so marked now that I see you together."</p> + +<p>"Yet we are often mistaken for each other,"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> said Helen, "if the hall is +just a little dark, the girls mistake us. Often I am called Hester."</p> + +<p>"It would have to be very dark if I were to mistake you now after once +seeing you together.</p> + +<p>"I wish to explain to Miss Alden why I was looking so intently at her +now. I've seen my mother sitting that way many a time. There was +something about you which made me think of her."</p> + +<p>"You told me she was very beautiful," said Hester, saucily turning +toward Helen.</p> + +<p>"Hester Alden, are you really fishing for compliments?" asked Helen, +pretending to be shocked at Hester's question.</p> + +<p>"There is really no use of fishing when the compliments are floating on +the surface within your reach," said the young man gallantly.</p> + +<p>This was all very pleasing to Hester. She had not been accustomed to +receiving such compliments or attention and she felt quite grown up and +elegant.</p> + +<p>Robert Vail's gallant manner was of short duration. He looked at Hester +again, and grew<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> quite serious. Very strange ideas came to him. He had a +queer feeling that somehow his mother had made a mistake in not calling +at the seminary that morning, and that he stood nearer the truth than he +had ever stood before. These thoughts prompted him to turn to Hester +with questions which were pertinent and personal.</p> + +<p>"Where do you live, Miss Alden?" Hester told him. She wondered as she +did so why he had asked the question as though it were of moment.</p> + +<p>"Who are your people? Have you always lived there?"</p> + +<p>He had touched Hester on the one delicate subject of her life. She had +pride enough for several girls. Not even Aunt Debby knew how her lack of +parentage and name had hurt her. She had never permitted herself to +think of it, lest she should grow depressed and unhappy. And to think +that now this Robert Vail whom she had liked so much, had presumed to +question her. Like a flash, it came to her that perhaps he had met Kate +Bowerman or Abner Stout and they had told him that she had been<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span> left a +waif on Debby Alden's hands and that her people had cared so little for +her that they never came to find her.</p> + +<p>For an instant, pride was up in arms. Her one thought was to defend +herself at whatever cost. All Aunt Debby's precious training was flung +to the winds. She raised her head proudly and looked directly at him. In +her eyes was a look of defiance; the crimson of annoyance and shame +flamed on her cheeks.</p> + +<p>"Who are my people?" she repeated his question. "As my name is Alden, I +presume my people also were of that name. My father and mother died when +I was a babe, and my father's sister, my Aunt Debby Alden reared me."</p> + +<p>Her annoyance was evident. Robert Vail was vexed with himself for having +caused it. "I am always falling into error, Miss Alden. If you forgive +me this once more, I shall promise not to annoy you again. I fancy my +question was personal. I asked it because of the resemblance to my +mother and cousin. It came to me that you might be a relative. Though I +doubt if you would wish to claim us. We are<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span> a bad lot. I am really the +only fair specimen among them."</p> + +<p>"Such insufferable conceit," said Helen. "Everyone knows that it keeps +all the other members of the family taking care of you."</p> + +<p>"Which proves what I have just said. I am the family jewel. It behooves +them to take care of me, lest I be lost or stolen." Turning to Hester, +he held out his hand. "Am I forgiven?" he asked.</p> + +<p>Hester, ashamed and abashed, laid her hand within his. "I am sorry I +spoke so hastily," she said. But the red did not leave her cheeks, nor +the hurt look from her eyes. She blushed for the statement she had made. +"'My father was Aunt Debby's brother.' It was a lie—nothing less than a +lie," she kept saying to herself and the thought spoiled the entire day +for her. It spoiled more than that, too. Perhaps, had she told the +truth, she would never again have need to blush for her lack of name or +to misunderstand her people for not coming in search for her. Her little +sin bore its own fruits with it; yet Hester believed she was paying the +debt by being sorry and ashamed.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span></p> + +<p>"About your going with me," Robert turned to his cousin. "Mother said I +was to play escort and take you anywhere you wished to go."</p> + +<p>"Aunt Harriet's not coming may make a difference. The preceptress gave +me permission to go with the understanding that we were in your mother's +charge."</p> + +<p>"I shall take as good care of you as mother. Better care, I fancy, for +she would be helpless if she had to manage a machine."</p> + +<p>"It is the idea of not living up to the conditions," replied Helen. "If +you and Hester will excuse me, I will explain to Miss Burkham. Perhaps, +she will not object to my going with you. She would if you were not a +cousin."</p> + +<p>She went directly to the preceptress and in a few moments returned with +that lady herself, who listened to the story of the difficulties.</p> + +<p>"We intended stopping to see Aunt Debby," said Hester. "I wrote her a +note yesterday, telling her to expect us."</p> + +<p>"You may go under these conditions," said Miss Burkham, "that you go +directly to Miss Alden's aunt's. If she can accompany you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span> further, very +well. Otherwise you remain at her home until you are ready to return to +school. Under any circumstances you must be here before five o'clock. Be +kind enough to set your timepieces with the tower clock. Then there will +be no excuse for not being here on or before the hour appointed. You may +get your wraps. I shall entertain Mr. Vail until your return."</p> + +<p>Miss Burkham was always exacting. Her speech was frank and sometimes +even blunt; but she had such a sense of justice and fitness of things, +that her decisive words were never galling, even to the most sensitive +of the girls. Her manner was gracious and her smile kindly. She would +put herself to no end of trouble to add to the happiness of the pupils; +on the other hand, she would go to no end of trouble to see that the +rules of the school were rigidly enforced and that the girls under her +care would do nothing unbecoming a lady or which might bring criticism +upon their heads.</p> + +<p>Soon the three were on their way. For three days, Hester Alden had +enjoyed the ride in anticipation. But now something had gone<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> from it. +The buoyancy of spirit which was generally hers and the power of +enjoying the most trifling affairs had deserted her. She sat silent +until Helen rallied her. Then she made an effort to be her usual bright +talkative self; but it was plainly an effort. She was forcing an +interest in what was going on about her. Her mind dwelt only on the +statement she had made to Robert Vail.</p> + +<p>"It was a lie, a lie," she kept repeating to herself. She was almost +afraid to meet Aunt Debby. How Aunt Debby despised anything of that +kind! Hester felt that her clear gray eyes would look straight down into +her heart and read the lie which had made a mark there.</p> + +<p>Robert Vail observed that Hester was more than quiet. She was depressed +and anxious.</p> + +<p>Debby Alden was prepared to receive the guests. She, with Miss Richards, +had a lunch ready to serve. She had smiled when she arranged her table +service. She had given it the right touch of daintiness and refinement. +There had come to her, the remembrance of certain conditions of her life +and her manner of doing things before Hester had come into<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span> her life. +She had spoken her thoughts to Miss Richards.</p> + +<p>"I have been a different woman ever since I found Hester," she said. +"Life holds so much more for me than it did before—a great deal more +than I ever hoped to have it hold. I wonder what I would have been had +Hester gone her way that day and not have come into my life."</p> + +<p>"You would have been Debby Alden," said Miss Richards, "a woman of +conscience and principle. You would have been the same Debby—only with +the narrower view of life. You would have been an old woman instead of a +bright, interesting, beautiful, young girl of forty."</p> + +<p>Debby Alden had blushed at the speech.</p> + +<p>"You and Hester have conspired to spoil me. I think you are leagued +together to make me vain and worldly. What one does not think of, the +other does. It was only last week that Hester wrote me some very silly +nonsense about not one of the women at the reception, looking half so +fine as I. Of course, I know the child does it merely to please me."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span></p> + +<p>Miss Richards nodded her head in negation. "You know she means every +word she says, Debby. Hester could not prevaricate, even to please you. +As to its being nonsense, you know it is not. We think what we say and +you like to hear us say it. Why not express ourselves? There is nothing +in the world that is as great as love. The greatest thing in the world! +Why then should we go through life with silent lips, or lips which open +only for criticism while all the time love is really in our hearts? Is +it not lovelier and kinder to express our love while the loved ones are +here to listen?"</p> + +<p>This had been Miss Richards's philosophy of life. It had been her love +as well as Hester's which had brightened and developed Debby Alden. +Their words concerning Debby's being beautiful were not flattering. She +was beautiful with the beauty which comes from fine principle, high +ideals, and a warm, love-filled heart. People had turned in the streets +for a second look at Debby Alden, while she, wholly unconscious that she +had grown so attractive, moved on her way without knowing of the eyes +turned in her direction.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span></p> + +<p>Debby went down to the gate to meet her guests. She took Hester in her +arms. In an instant her intuition told her that something was wrong.</p> + +<p>"What is troubling my little girl?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Nothing, Aunt Debby. Nothing at all. Oh, how sweet to be back home!" +She threw her arms about Debby Alden's neck and hugged her with a +vehemence which caused that lady to gasp for breath.</p> + +<p>Helen and Miss Alden had never met. Debby at once noticed the +resemblance between Helen and Hester. She greeted the former as she had +done her own little girl. Then she turned to Robert Vail and holding out +her hand, said merrily, "I shall forgive and believe now, since I know +you have a cousin Helen and she does resemble Hester. Until this time, I +thought it all a myth of your own making, manufactured for the sole +purpose of annoying two plain country folk."</p> + +<p>Rob Vail laughed as he took her hand in his own firm clasp. "I do not +know whether I shall allow myself to be forgiven under such<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span> +circumstances. You would not have faith in me until I presented the +proof and that is really no faith at all. I wish to be trusted without +evidence."</p> + +<p>He laughed again and held Miss Debby's hand tight in his own while they +moved up the walk toward the tiny cottage.</p> + +<p>"From this time, I shall have faith in you, though evidence is lacking," +she said.</p> + +<p>She liked the boy. She had never before been so pleasantly impressed by +a young man as she had been by him. He was wholesome, clear-eyed and +unaffected.</p> + +<p>Debby Alden recognized these virtues in him and received him at once +into her home and friendship. She liked his college talk; his bright way +of making his smile and voice put his words at fault. Yet, while he +entertained her she was not wholly unconscious of two things—that +Hester was not herself, and that the resemblance between the two girls +was not the result of mere chance. Suddenly she turned to Helen with the +question:</p> + +<p>"Have you any sisters? Did you ever have any?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span></p> + +<p>"No, unfortunately, I am an only child," was the reply.</p> + +<p>"Which may account for any peculiar little traits of character or +manner," said Robert Vail. "Only a brother or sister is able to 'comb +one' thoroughly smooth. They trim the plant of self-esteem; they nip the +bud of selfishness before it can bloom; they serve their purpose, +nuisances though they are—these brothers and sisters."</p> + +<p>"How unfortunate that you never had any. You might have been—" Helen +left the sentence unfinished, implying by her tone that he might have +been all that he was not.</p> + +<p>"But you served the same purpose, cousin. You have never failed in your +duty toward me. You are worth a dozen brothers and sisters when it comes +to 'combing one down.'" They laughed at the sally and might have carried +it further had not Miss Alden led the way to the lunch table.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X</h2> + + +<p>Hester Alden barely escaped being campused for dancing her way through +the main hall and shrieking in wild excess of spirits. To add to the +enormity of the offense, the day on which this had occurred was the day +when the ice-cream wagon came in from Flemington and disposed of its +wares at the front entrance of the campus. At the time of her exhibition +of high spirits, Hester had held high in her hand a paper butter-dish +filled with cream, which had melted and was trickling over the edge of +the dish and down her sleeve. The German teacher had heard the unusual +commotion and appeared on the scene.</p> + +<p>"Ach, Fraulein Alden, what matters it by you? To your room go you at +once. To Miss Burkham, I such conduct shall report."</p> + +<p>Hester in the exuberance of spirit, hugged the little German lady who +was as fat as a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span> dumpling. "Fraulein Franz, you are a dear old soul if +you do get your English verbs confused. You would dance and laugh and +spill your ice-cream too, if you were to play on the scrub team."</p> + +<p>"Gra-shus," said Fraulein. "Pardon me, I did not know the cause. I +wonder not that you much rejoice."</p> + +<p>She retired to her room. Hester laughed again, but softly this time for +Miss Burkham's office was not a great distance away.</p> + +<p>"The dear old Fraulein! To think of her begging my pardon for +reprimanding me. I am only too glad it was not Miss Burkham. If she had +seen me, I'd had two weeks on the campus and someone else would have +been compelled to carry my cream from the wagon to the coping."</p> + +<p>The other east dormitory girls had heard the news and were quite as well +pleased as Hester. Mame Cross had been forbidden by her father to play +any but practice games. He thought she grew too excited for her own +good. It was her place on the second squad which Hester was to fill.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span></p> + +<p>Helen had used her influence in behalf of her roommate; for there were +ten other players who would have been as well pleased as Hester was, had +it fallen to their lot to substitute. Fortunately they were a liberal, +broad-minded set of girls. They were not envious, but rejoiced with +Hester in her good fortune.</p> + +<p>As Hester hurried down the main hall to the dormitory stairs, she found +her own particular set of friends waiting for her on the landing.</p> + +<p>"Here she is!" cried Erma. "We have been looking everywhere for you. +Isn't it simply grand to think that one of our set got on?"</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you've got it, since I couldn't," said Mame. She had always +the expression of one on whom Fortune had frowned. On the contrary, she +had fairly basked in that lady's smiles, since the first day of her +babyhood.</p> + +<p>"I don't see why father will not let me play. There's no danger of my +hurting myself, and what if I should? He has an idea that I am such a +precious article that I should be done up in cotton. One thing, Hester, +if you play a match game, you'll look better than I do.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span> My basket-ball +suit was a fright; but then, I never do have anything that looks like +other girls."</p> + +<p>Hester was about to express herself contrary to this sentiment, when an +audacious remark from Erma caused her to fall back in silence.</p> + +<p>"You see how it is, Hester," explained Erma later as the two walked arm +in arm down the hall. "Mame is the best dresser in school. She has the +best-made clothes and the best taste about choosing them, and you never +see a pin or hook loose. Yet we never yet have heard her say she was +satisfied. So we just concluded that we wouldn't encourage her. When she +begins to complain and find fault with her lot, we'd look as though we +pitied her. It isn't a bit of use of trying to convince her how lucky +she is.</p> + +<p>"Now, I am always the other way." Here Erma paused long enough to laugh +merrily. "I'm satisfied with everything. My father is simply grand; I +just adore this old seminary, and I think the girls on our hall are the +sweetest things, and I never had a dress in all my life that wasn't +simply a dream."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span></p> + +<p>The girls rejoiced with Hester, all except Berenice. She went through +with the form of congratulations, but her voice had a sarcastic touch +and her eyes had narrowed themselves into mere slits. Her words were a +little uncertain as to meaning; but Hester to whom all things appeared +beautiful, was in no mood to take exception.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure I'm glad you're on the scrub," she said slowly. "I'm always +glad to see people get what they work so hard for."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Berenice. You girls have all been lovely. You do not have a +bit of jealousy about letting a 'freshie' step in ahead of some who have +been here two and three years."</p> + +<p>"We want to win games," cried Louise Reed. "Whoever makes goals for us, +suits us whether she's a freshman or a senior. Get the pennant and we'll +carry you home on our shoulders."</p> + +<p>They had come to Sixty-two. Erma and Mame in company with Berenice +walked on down the corridor.</p> + +<p>"I'd love to have been put on; but since I wasn't I am glad that Hester +was. It was fair, too. She's played better than any other one<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span> on the +team. She gets excited but she doesn't lose her head."</p> + +<p>Berenice sneered. "To get on the team, one must learn to toady," she +said. "No doubt if you had played lackey to Helen Loraine, you would +have been playing scrub."</p> + +<p>Erma turned suddenly to look at the speaker. There was no laughter now +in either her eyes or voice as she, gazing steadily at Berenice, asked, +"Do you mean to say that Hester Alden plays lackey to Helen? Do you mean +to say that Helen would permit it if Hester were foolish enough to do +so, and furthermore do you mean to say that Hester was not chosen for +the simple reason that she is the steadiest player among the +substitutes?"</p> + +<p>Berenice shrugged her shoulders. Her little beady eyes had their lashes +drawn down upon them until they had narrowed into a mere slit.</p> + +<p>"How you do fly up, Erma! I really did not think you had such a temper; +but one thing you may rest assured of: it is always you sweet girls who +fly into a passion at the slightest word."</p> + +<p>"I have never posed as being a sweet girl,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> and I am not in a passion +now. I have asked you a question which you have evaded. You have +insinuated things about girls who call me their friend and I will never +let such matters pass. I wish you to answer my question before we go one +step further."</p> + +<p>Erma stood still. The others did as she did. Berenice laughed lightly. +"How very silly. A perfect tempest in a tea-cup simply because I choose +to get off a joke."</p> + +<p>"If that is a joke, it is in horribly bad taste," was Erma's retort.</p> + +<p>"You are unjust, Erma. How many times have I heard you laugh at Helen +for trying to stand in with the teachers, and for letting Mame copy her +translations."</p> + +<p>"Hundreds of times, but you always heard me laugh and jest when the +girls themselves were present and when every one who heard, knew that it +was mere fun. It was mere give and take between every one of our set who +were present. You have yet to hear me criticise an absent girl, or jest +about her."</p> + +<p>Again Berenice shrugged her shoulders as though she would dismiss the +subject.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I am glad I am not ugly-tempered," she said and walked away without a +backward glance at the others. For a moment, Erma was wounded. Then the +humor of the situation came to her. She laughed until the silvery echoes +rang from one end of the corridor to the other; and the girls begged to +be quiet lest the hall-teacher follow in their footsteps and they be +sentenced to solitary confinement on the campus.</p> + +<p>After receiving the congratulations of her friends, Hester had gone to +her room. Helen was busy preparing a lesson for the session the +following morning.</p> + +<p>"Of course, you know what has happened," cried Hester. "Of course you +do. I can see by your eyes. Miss Watson sent for me to come to her and +then told me. I knew who proposed my name. It was you, Helen Loraine. I +cannot possibly thank you, and I never in the world can repay you."</p> + +<p>Flinging her arms about her roommate's neck, Hester embraced her warmly +all the while declaring that she would never be able to repay her.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Yes, you surely can," said Helen. "Play a good game and justify my +recommending you. That will please me best of all."</p> + +<p>"I shall do that for your sake, for my own, and for the team's."</p> + +<p>Helen stood silent a moment, considering whether she had better tell +Hester all her plans. She decided that she would and drawing Hester down +on the cosy corner, which had been improvised from trunks, she +continued: "For several reasons you must play well the next two weeks. +Three weeks from next Saturday, we play the girls from Exeter Hall. They +are the hardest squad we'll meet. Their coach is a college woman and a +specialist in physical culture and athletics. The Exeter team is the +best-trained one we'll come up against. We'll take along four +substitutes. Maud plays well for the first half, but she tires easily. I +intend to substitute for her on the second half, and if you justify my +doing it, I'll let you take her place."</p> + +<p>"Really?" That one word was all that Hester Alden could command at that +moment; but it spoke volumes. To the girl it seemed as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span> though the one +ambition of her school life was about to be fulfilled—to play on the +first team.</p> + +<p>She did not consider herself alone in this. Aunt Debby was always first +in her thoughts. Ever since Mary Bowerman had taunted her with being a +waif, Hester had realized how much the foster aunt had done for her, and +what sacrifice of time and money, she had made. The one way which Hester +saw to repay the obligation, was to do those things which would reflect +credit on the Alden name. Playing on the first team would do that very +thing for never before in the history of Dickinson, had a freshman been +so honored.</p> + +<p>Hester had reached such a degree of happiness that she lacked expression +either by words or motion. She could but sit still in the cosy corner, +her hands clasped in her lap and her eyes looking steadily before her. +So she sat for some minutes but in those minutes, she anticipated every +play in the coming game. She saw the goals she would make; she could +hear the referee call out the score and read the figures which the score +makers were writing down. She could see Aunt Debby sitting<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span> in the +gallery; she could hear the applause which swept over the hall.</p> + +<p>"Really? Do you really think there is the least chance for me?" she +asked at last.</p> + +<p>"I really think so. I might say I am quite sure," replied Helen. "Miss +Watson always permits me to choose my substitutes. I would almost +promise but—"</p> + +<p>"Don't promise. I would not have you do that. During the next two weeks +I might lose my head and not play well at all," she said.</p> + +<p>"I'm not afraid of that," replied Helen. "But it does not seem fair to +the other girls to have me pledge myself to you, before you have had a +single practice on the scrub. I try to be just, but sometimes I am +afraid I am a little partial in choosing the ones I love best. Because +you are you, I might be unjust to the others. Do you understand why I +would rather not promise, little roommate?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know."</p> + +<p>The subject ended there. Helen went back to her work. Hester tried to +keep her mind upon her books; but one might as well have tried to charm +a butterfly. Her thoughts flew<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span> from the game to Aunt Debby, and back to +Helen and the attitude she had taken in regard to the game.</p> + +<p>Hester had no doubt that Helen had a great affection for her. There had +been some sweet and gentle evidence of it since the first week of +school. Hester was beginning to understand what the girls had tried to +convey to her that first day of school, when Sara had declared that +Helen had such an air. It was the grace which was the expression of fine +breeding, intellect and kindliness of heart.</p> + +<p>As Hester thought of these things, she could have gone down on her knees +to Helen just as she would have done to Aunt Debby.</p> + +<p>"We'll be friends all our life. Whatever happens, we will never quarrel. +It is lovely to have a friend like Helen." These were the thoughts which +came to Hester. Inspired by them to express herself, she opened a +note-book and under the date of the month and year, she wrote what had +been in her thoughts.</p> + +<p>Helen was one who had much affection in her nature, but was never +sentimental. She was intensely practical when it came to her work.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span> +After her talk with Hester about the work on the team, her mind turned +to the petty details, the fulfillment of which meant success.</p> + +<p>"I wear my gray basket-ball suit when we play with an outside team," she +said to Hester. "You have never seen it. It has D. S. in gold and blue +letters. Dickinson Seminary. It looks well, and the suits are really +pretty. Mine, however, is beginning to show wear. I have had it for +three years. The last time we played over at Kermoor, a hook came loose +on the shoulder where my waist fastens. It was a trifle but it almost +caused me to lose that game. It pestered me until I could scarcely think +of anything else. I made up my mind then that I'd never be placed in +such a position again. While I have it in mind, I am going over those +hooks and eyes and sew them so tight that they cannot possibly give."</p> + +<p>"Why not come out on the campus now, Helen? The girls are going to walk +along the river's edge as far as the campus reaches and then climb over +the hill and come back the other way. Miss Watson will come with us."</p> + +<p>"If I do I'll neglect those hooks. I had my<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span> gym work to-day and do not +need exercise. You run along and I'll discipline myself about the +hooks." She laughed softly at her own remarks.</p> + +<p>"Very well. If you will not, you will not," replied Hester, drawing on +her red sweater and Tam-o-Shanter. "I'll be off or I'll keep them +waiting, and you know Miss Watson does not approve of that."</p> + +<p>She went her way down the hall. She was a picture good to look at, and +which would have pleased more eyes than the partial ones of Debby Alden.</p> + +<p>Upon Hester's departure, Helen went to her sewing. The gray gymnasium +suit hung in a public press at the end of the hall, and it took her some +time to find her own among the others which hung there. Her needles and +thread were at hand, but hooks and eyes were lacking. She found that the +waist required several additional hooks and what were in place hung by a +mere thread.</p> + +<p>"I have a card of hooks somewhere," she said to herself. "I remember +distinctly putting in everything in the line of mending that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span> I might +possibly need. I remember now. What I thought I would not need often, I +put in the bottom of the closet."</p> + +<p>The closet floor held quite an assortment of boxes. Articles which the +girls used seldom, had been stored here out of the way. Helen remembered +that a box with hooks and eyes, buttons and glove-silk had been placed +in there, early in the fall when she had unpacked the trunk.</p> + +<p>She and Hester had been careful about not infringing upon each other's +closet room. Each had her allotted space and number of hooks; but +keeping the floor divided was not so easy. Boxes had been moved and +shoved about until it was impossible to know whose they were.</p> + +<p>Helen sat down on the floor and began a systematic search; in turn +opening each box and examining its contents. It required system for the +boxes were many and the confusion great. There were handkerchief boxes, +spool, candy, and shoe boxes of all sizes and conditions.</p> + +<p>She had opened each one without discovering<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span> the articles which she +needed. She was about to put them back in their places when a little +dark covered box, hidden deep in the corner, attracted her eyes. Without +a thought that she might be infringing on someone's else right, she took +up the box and opened it. She gave a sharp exclamation at the sight of +its contents. She sat with it opened in her hand, looking at it +steadily. Then she replaced the lid and put the box with the contents +just as she had found them, back in the corner. She put the floor of the +closet in order, and then went back to her work. She found her card of +hooks and eyes in the bottom of her sewing-bag. She was busy sewing them +on when Hester came in. They greeted each other as usual, yet Hester was +conscious that something was different.</p> + +<p>"Are you ill, Helen?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"No, Hester."</p> + +<p>"Are you worried?"</p> + +<p>"What should I have to worry me? You have been gone less than an hour. +What should happen in that time to make me either ill or anxious? I have +been putting the floor<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span> of the closet in order. I am afraid I opened +some of your boxes, but I did not disturb their contents."</p> + +<p>"No matter if you did. I am glad the closet is in order. It surely +needed some attention." Going to the door she flung it wide. "How nice +it looks. The boxes piled up like a shoe-store. I wonder how long it +will remain that way."</p> + +<p>Helen watched her closely. Hester must indeed be a capital actor, for +she had showed neither anxiety nor embarrassment at hearing that Helen +had opened the boxes.</p> + +<p>After dinner that evening, no conversations were carried on between the +two girls. Helen, contrary to her habit, went directly to her room and +did not mingle with her friends in the library or parlor. She was in her +study garb and presumably deep in study when Hester came back to her +room. She neither spoke nor raised her eyes at Hester's entrance. Her +eyes were upon the text, but she was not studying. She was reviewing +certain little incidents of Hester's being with her. A score of trifles +to which she had then given no<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span> thought, now appeared in gigantic +proportion with most pretentious signs. Hester had shown no interest +whatever when the pin had been lost. She had not helped look for it. +Just before the holidays, Helen remembered it clearly now, she had found +Hester in the closet. Hester had blushed and stammered and appeared much +confused and had replied curtly to Helen's questions. It was really very +suspicious. Helen did not like to think of such matters. She had no +desire to think evil of any one; but the evidence was there. She could +not go past that. She had trusted Hester, and had really loved her. +Hereafter she would trust and love no one.</p> + +<p>Even after the close of the study hour, there was no opportunity for +conversation; for at the ringing of the half-hour bell, Helen, contrary +to her habit, went down the hall to the room of one of the seniors. She +did not ask Hester to accompany her and the latter was hurt by the +omission. They had been together almost six months and in that time such +a thing had never before occurred.</p> + +<p>Hester slowly made ready for bed. The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span> fumes of chocolate and fudge in +the making were wafted to her from the rooms at the lower end of the +hall, and the chatter and laugh came with them. No one called her to +come. She felt forsaken and lonely. Such occasions previous to this, she +had not waited until a special invitation had been given her, but joined +and helped with the merry-making. She felt that something stood between +her and Helen. Just what that something was, she did not know, nor could +she surmise. There was nothing tangible for her thoughts to work upon to +reach a conclusion. She instinctively felt that something was wrong. In +this particular case, instinct was stronger than reason. She crept into +bed, although the retiring bell had not rung. The two little iron cots +stood side by side with only a narrow space between them. Helen had +always been the deliberate one of the two. Hester was generally in bed +before Helen had finished her reading. It had been the latter's habit to +come to Hester's bed and softly kissing her on the forehead to whisper, +"Good-night, little roommate."</p> + +<p>It was for this good-night that Hester was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> waiting. She would insist +then upon knowing what troubled Helen or what had gone wrong to cause +this feeling of alienation. She would have cried had not her pride +sustained her. The tears were very near the surface but she forced them +back. She would cry for no one, no matter how that one treated her.</p> + +<p>A few moments before the retiring bell, Helen came into the bedroom. +Knowing that she was late and that the lights would soon be turned off, +she prepared hastily for bed. She did not once glance toward Hester, but +that might have been because she was hurried. While Hester lay and +watched her, the lights went out. She heard Helen laugh softly and say, +"Just in time. I just gave the last turn to my hair."</p> + +<p>Then she moved toward the cot, but she moved toward the outside and not +near that of her roommate. Hester was overcome with homesickness. Her +pride took to itself, wings. Raising herself in bed, she turned toward +Helen.</p> + +<p>"Have you forgotten something, Helen? Are you not going to bid me +good-night?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Surely. Good-night, Hester."</p> + +<p>"But not that way, Helen. I mean the way you always have done."</p> + +<p>There was silence for an instant. To Hester it seemed as though hours +had passed before Helen replied gently and firmly, "Not to-night, +Hester. I—I—cannot—to-night."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI</h2> + + +<p>After this, Hester Alden believed that school could never be as it had +been. The first day proved that she was wrong. Outwardly, life at +Dickinson moved on as before. No one appeared to know or care that +Hester Alden had been touched to the quick, and that she was very +miserable and unhappy.</p> + +<p>Helen was courtesy itself. She was careful to include Hester in all her +invitations, but it was a carefulness forced upon her from a sense of +duty and not from love. Hester was not dull. She felt the difference. +She could be quite as proud as Helen. So she raised her head a trifle +higher as she walked and drew her shoulders a little more rigid and gave +back to Helen the same rigid courtesy that she was receiving.</p> + +<p>To Hester it was tragic. The alienation was a genuine sorrow to her. To +one who merely looked on, the two girls were acting foolishly.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> A few +words would have cleared away the misunderstanding and saved them from +suffering. Helen acted from what she thought was a high sense of +justice; Hester's action was from pride only.</p> + +<p>The other girls in the dormitory knew not the cause of the estrangement, +for both Helen and Hester had that sense of honor which impelled them to +keep closed lips on such matters. The intuition of the girls told them +that affairs between Helen and Hester were not quite the same. That was +as far as their intuition carried them.</p> + +<p>In spite of Hester's unhappiness, matters at Dickinson moved on as +before. Renee came to borrow; Erma laughed merrily; Mame wept over the +condition of her clothes which looked as though they were fresh from the +French tailor; Josephine grew eloquent on moonlight, love-stories, and +kindred subjects; Mellie Wright came and went like a gentle ray of +sunshine. The strangest part of all to Hester was that Mellie, who never +appeared to notice what took place, was first to grasp the situation. +Before the week had passed, she made an<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span> occasion to join Hester on the +campus. No reference at all was made to the state of depression which +hung over Hester like a cloud, but before the two had parted, the +younger girl carried with her these impressions:</p> + +<p>Everything comes right some day, and that day comes when least expected; +nothing matters if one continues to do what is right, regardless of +other people's opinion of one; and if one is blue, the best thing to do +is to do something and do it quickly.</p> + +<p>Mellie did not put her philosophy into those words, nor did she make a +personal application for her companion. The strongest impressions are +those which we receive unconsciously. After this talk with Mellie, +Hester's pride and ambition were aroused. She was indignant with herself +that she had given way to any show of feeling and vowed to herself that +from that instant she would not lose control over her emotions.</p> + +<p>Fortunately for her, basket-ball practice followed close on her +resolutions and putting her thoughts into action, strengthened her.</p> + +<p>She played right guard on the scrub team<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span> with Edna Turnbach opposed to +her. Edna was little, wiry, and active, an opponent that was really +worth while.</p> + +<p>Hester cast her troubles to the wind and went into the game with all her +energy. Edna was quick, but Hester matched her with cool calculation. +Her long strides were equal to Edna's quick ones; and she had the +advantage of length of arms which could be kept beyond Edna's reach.</p> + +<p>The left guard on the scrub team was Emma who resembled a little Dutch +doll wound up and set to moving. Emma had no guile in her disposition +and was utterly lacking in self-assertion. She admired Hester's playing +and never failed to play the ball into her hands. Just the moment +Hester's hand touched the ball, Emma encouraged her with cries of "Show +them how to play, Hessie. Show them how scrubs play when they once get +started."</p> + +<p>Emma was both an inspiration and an advantage. Hester played with all +her energy. To watch her, one might believe that all the future depended +upon the winning of the game.</p> + +<p>For the first half, she had the ball the instant<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span> the captain's hand had +left it. Passing it on to Emma with a quickness and deftness which was +almost beyond belief, she rushed forward in position to receive Emma's +return pass. It was no easy matter for Edna was close at her heels and +the center stood in her way. But by quick side movements, a sudden jerk +beneath outstretched arms, the thing was done.</p> + +<p>Only once during the first half was the ball worked back to the goal of +the opposing team; but even then it did not make a score. For three +minutes, it went from end to end of the cage and at last went from the +hands of the scrubs on a foul that Emma had made.</p> + +<p>During the game, Hester was not only playing right guard. She played the +game alone with a little assistance from Emma—a game of solitaire. She +was the team and made every score.</p> + +<p>Miss Watson and Doctor Weldon stood in the gallery looking on.</p> + +<p>"Hester Alden is a brilliant person," said Miss Watson. "She will amount +to something if she continues."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span></p> + +<p>"She can do little in mathematics. She'll pass on about seventy-five per +cent," said Miss Laird. She had long since erased Hester's name from her +good books, for Miss Laird knew only angles and equations, fixed values +and ratios, and had no conception of nor admiration for a mind which was +not as her own.</p> + +<p>Miss Watson laughed at this remark. She was more liberal-minded than +Miss Laird and was not disappointed to find that her girls were not all +of the same type.</p> + +<p>"You can open an oyster with a pen-knife as well as a chisel," she said.</p> + +<p>Miss Laird glanced at the speaker. She was logical but not witty. Seeing +that she did not grasp the meaning, Miss Watson continued.</p> + +<p>"Taking the oyster as each one's little world, you know, Miss Laird. I +have known men and women who have achieved a wonderful amount of success +and happiness who could not have made seventy per cent on one of your +examinations."</p> + +<p>Doctor Weldon had listened in silence. She had sat watching Hester +during that intense<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> first half. She read deeper than either of her +teachers.</p> + +<p>"I am fearful for Hester," she said at last. She spoke so low that only +Miss Watson heard her. "She is too easily hurt, and she'll fight off +showing it until she drops from exhaustion. If I know the girl, her good +playing this evening is not so much for love of the game, as it is to +hide the fact that something has gone wrong."</p> + +<p>"Rather an excellent trait. Do you not think so?" said Miss Watson. +"Personally, I despise a whiner, and haven't a bit of sympathy for a +girl who goes about asking for pity. Pride is a good thing when it helps +us cover up our own bruises."</p> + +<p>"It is very fine, if it is not overdone. You know you cannot keep all +the steam in a boiler under high pressure. There must be a safety valve +or—trouble. I hope Hester will not be too intense. Intense folk need +such a lot of self-control, or they make every one miserable about +them."</p> + +<p>The conversation stopped at this point. The practice game was over and +Miss Watson went<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> below and into the cage to see that the girls were +taking the necessary precautions in regard to wraps.</p> + +<p>"Hester Alden will play at Exeter," was the general opinion at the close +of the game.</p> + +<p>"I am sure of that," said Sara Summerson. "During the game I was where I +could see Miss Watson. Nothing escaped her. She watched every move +Hester made. Emma was all right at first, but that foul put her on Miss +Watson's black list. I could tell that. You know how Miss Watson presses +her lips together and nods her head when she's pleased. Well, she did +that every time Hester made a good play."</p> + +<p>"I will not get a chance to go," said Emma. "I am sure of that. I'd like +to, for I know lots of Exeter girls. There's a whole <i>bunch</i> of them +from up our way."</p> + +<p>"You speak as though they were flowers," laughed Erma, as she hurried +down the steps from the gallery to join the girls. "A bunch of girls and +a bunch of flowers, I presume that is a figure of speech, but +nevertheless I would not let Doctor Weldon hear me, if I were you.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span> She +might fail to see how flowery it is, and think you are using slang."</p> + +<p>Josephine was leaning against the balustrade. Her cheeks were pressed +upon her upturned palm and her eyes were raised toward some remote +region in the direction of the ceiling. Her hair was bound with a Greek +band. She had seen to it that her short-waisted dress was suggestive of +Grecian lines of beauty.</p> + +<p>"I rather like that term," she said slowly. "We say a bunch of flowers; +then why not a bunch of girls. Somehow I always think of flowers when I +see a group of girls together. Do people never make you think of +flowers? Some seem to me like lilies, others like shy, modest violets."</p> + +<p>"Oh, cut it out!" said Emma, disregarding the rules in the use of +language. "Just at present they make me think of a lot of empty vessels +which will be emptier if they are not out of these duds and into dresses +before the ten-minute bell rings for dinner."</p> + +<p>Emma strode on down the hall, in company with Mame Cross and Edna +Bucher. Edna had her arm around Emma's waist, although she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span> was fully +six years Emma's senior. But the younger girl's father was a bank +president, a railroad magnate, and a number of other important persons, +and Edna believed in cultivating friendship where it would bear fruit +worth while. Emma was lavish and Edna fell heir to many discarded +trifles and was never ignored when Emma had a spread or banquet.</p> + +<p>"Josephine is too sentimental," said Emma placidly. "If she would only +waken and talk sense, she would be fine."</p> + +<p>"She's such a sweet girl," said Edna. Every woman, girl or child she had +ever known, came under that general heading in Edna Bucher's good books. +They were "sweet." That was always the sum and substance of her +criticism. There might have been a reason for such a general judgment. +As in the case of Josephine, obligation fixed the limit of Edna's +expression. She was at that moment, wearing a shirt-waist which +Josephine had purchased only to find it too small for comfort in +wearing.</p> + +<p>During the three weeks before the game with Exeter, nine practice games +were played between the first team and the scrubs. In these<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span> Hester +Alden played right guard. She had never missed a goal which she had +attempted and had never made a foul. There had been one or two instances +when she might have done quicker work in passing and kept the ball from +the control of the opponent; but they were minor faults which faded into +insignificance before her more brilliant plays.</p> + +<p>During this time, Helen had maintained the letter of courtesy toward her +roommate. But there was no longer any show of affection or love between +them. Nothing had been said about the trip to Exeter. However, Hester +was counting upon it. She knew that her playing had justified Miss +Watson and Helen in selecting her. Miss Watson was the head of the +athletics, yet the choice of players in reality rested with Helen.</p> + +<p>Miss Watson permitted this because she believed that girls who were in +sympathy with each other could work together better than where there was +an unfriendly feeling or antagonism. Hester, relying on being chosen as +a substitute for the Exeter game, made ready her suit, purchased a new +pair of gymnasium<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span> shoes, and was about to write to Aunt Debby +concerning the trip.</p> + +<p>The games were played on Friday evening, unless the distance was too +great for the visiting team to reach the school in a few hours. Then +Saturday afternoon was given over to them. Several days before, Miss +Watson read out the names of the substitutes and the teacher who would +go in charge of the girls. This important reading took place immediately +after the general gymnasium work in the afternoon.</p> + +<p>Wednesday morning, Berenice went about with a very wise expression. She +looked as though she could tell a great deal if she were insisted upon. +Erma, meeting her in the hall, fell prey to her hints and insisted that +she tell the secret that was weighing her down.</p> + +<p>"I was in the office waiting to see Doctor Weldon," said Berenice. "Miss +Watson was in the private office talking with the doctor. It was +something about the players for the Exeter game. You know Miss Watson +must always give the list to Doctor Weldon before it is announced. +Something unusual happened, for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span> they debated a long time. Of course, I +could not catch the words. I did not try; but I could not help knowing +that there was a discussion."</p> + +<p>"There generally is," said Erma. "Doctor Weldon will not allow a girl to +play unless she is up in her work and her conduct. Campused twice, and +your throat is cut for any work in athletics."</p> + +<p>Berenice's face flushed. The reference to being campused touched her.</p> + +<p>"This was more than that. It was an argument; Miss Watson held to one +idea and Doctor Weldon to another." This was growing interesting. A +group of girls clustered about Berenice to hear the startling news.</p> + +<p>"Did you hear who the substitutes were?" asked someone.</p> + +<p>"Why ask that?" said Sara Summerson slowly.</p> + +<p>"I am not brilliant, nor yet am I observing; but I know who the +substitutes will be if the choice is according to their playing."</p> + +<p>"<i>If</i> it is," said Berenice.</p> + +<p>"I think it always is," said Mellie gently. "It would be very foolish to +have it otherwise;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span> to risk our securing the pennant on account of a +little personal feeling. I do not like to feel that people are unjust. +They have always treated me fairly."</p> + +<p>"They always will," said Erma.</p> + +<p>"They have never treated me fairly," said Berenice. "Every one I meet +always tries to make something from me or treats me unfairly."</p> + +<p>Erma laughed and the girls followed her fashion.</p> + +<p>"They always will, Berenice," she said. "People always find what they +are looking for. You always find in every place just what you carry +there. You are out looking for trouble, and you will find it waiting +around the corner. If you will persist in going about with a chip on +your shoulder, you may be sure that someone will take pleasure in +knocking it off."</p> + +<p>"But the players," cried Emma. "Who are they? When will Miss Watson read +the names?"</p> + +<p>"I did not hear the names, but I did hear her say that she intended +making them public at gym this afternoon."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I intend to ask Doctor Weldon if I may go over with the girls," said +Emma. "Of course, I know that I will not be allowed to play and I don't +care much about it. I'd have just as much fun looking on and rooting. I +know a dandy lot of girls over there."</p> + +<p>"You had better see her early then," said Louise Reed. "She will not +grant more than ten extra permissions and I know a number of girls who +intend going."</p> + +<p>"I'll see her the first thing after luncheon," said Emma. "She will not +let us come before one-thirty."</p> + +<p>"Whatever you do, Emma, do not get excited and tell Doctor Weldon that +you know some 'dandy' girls at Exeter. She will not allow any of us to +go if she hears from you that the Exeter girls are of that type. Be +careful, Emma."</p> + +<p>Emma shrugged her shoulders and tried to look serious, but the effort +was a failure, for the dimples came to her cheeks and rippled into +smiles. She turned to Mame and asked if she were going.</p> + +<p>"I—going?" exclaimed Mame. "How can I go? I haven't a thing fit to +wear."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span></p> + +<p>"You might wear your new blue broadcloth," suggested Louise Reed.</p> + +<p>"New? Why, I had that before the holidays. I never did like it. I shall +not go with you girls and look shabby. You always look so well and I +will not put you to shame."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry for you," said Erma. "I'd offer you my tan coat suit which I +have worn but two years, only I need it myself; it being the only one of +its kind that I have."</p> + +<p>"You may laugh," said Mame. "But I am telling you the truth. I haven't a +dress fit to wear."</p> + +<p>"No congregating in the hall, if you please. If you must talk together +you will find the parlor open to receive you." Miss Burkham had come +among them and spoke with a voice of gentle authority.</p> + +<p>"Yes, Miss Burkham," replied six voices together, as the six bowed and +moved to their rooms.</p> + +<p>The rumor that the names of the players would be read that afternoon +filled the ranks in the gymnasium. A number of girls had received +permission to be absent, but on hearing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span> the rumor, they reconsidered +and decided that they were able to be present. The period of exercise +dragged along. The girls went through with the drills with as much +animation as one might expect from an automatic machine. Their eyes were +upon the clock whose hands moved provokingly slow. But it came to an +end, as all things must after a time.</p> + +<p>Miss Watson gave a signal to the pianist to stop playing. Then stepping +to the front, she bade the girls to be seated. They found places on the +floor, on the horse and the mattresses which lay along the outer edge of +the floor. A few drew themselves up on the horizontal bars and balanced +there carefully while Miss Watson drew forth her paper, looked it over +and then began her preliminary remarks. One could have heard a pin drop, +so quiet was the room.</p> + +<p>"As you know, we play the Exeter team in their gymnasium, Friday +evening," began Miss Watson in her brisk, business-like way. "The game +will be called at eight o'clock. We shall have a two-hours' ride to +reach Exeter. The last train from our station leaves at four<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span> o'clock. +Consequently, the faculty will excuse from lessons Friday afternoon, all +the girls who play."</p> + +<p>"Or root?" finished Emma. She was balanced on the bars. The sound of her +own voice so startled her that she nearly lost her balance and was saved +from falling only by Louise's clutching her firmly by the shoulder.</p> + +<p>Miss Watson turned toward Emma and looked her reprimand. "What have you +to say concerning the matter, Miss Chase?" she asked. The tones of her +voice would have disconcerted any one but Emma. Hers was an effervescent +spirit which could not be suppressed. She smiled upon Miss Watson as she +replied, "The girls who go along to root—will they be excused, too? You +said the players will not have any lessons Friday afternoon. What about +the girls that root?"</p> + +<p>Miss Watson looked her scorn of the question and questioner. One thing +which had been discountenanced by the faculty and by Miss Watson in +particular, was the word "rooting" and all it stood for.</p> + +<p>Miss Watson ignored the questions and continued,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span> "Miss Burkham had +planned to accompany you—."</p> + +<p>The girls gasped. With Miss Burkham in charge they would not be allowed +to speak above a whisper. She would compel them to be all that was +elegant and conventional.</p> + +<p>"—but she has found that to be impossible. Neither Doctor Weldon nor I +can leave the school, so Fraulein Franz will have you in charge."</p> + +<p>There was a relaxation of muscles. An expression of amusement and relief +spread over the faces of the girls. Dear Fraulein Franz! She would be +with them like a mother hen with a brood of ducks. With the Fraulein +they would do much as they pleased, and she would attribute it to the +peculiar customs of the country.</p> + +<p>"The first team will be made up of the regular players. Three +substitutes will accompany the team. Doctor Weldon thought three would +be sufficient. I shall read the names of players and substitutes." +Taking up the paper, she read.</p> + +<p>"Captain, Miss Loraine—Players: Misses<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span> Turnbach, Cross, Bucher, and +Loveland. Substitutes: Misses Reed, Chase, and Thomas."</p> + +<p>That was all. Hester's heart had been in her throat at the beginning. +Now she felt cold and chill. She had been so confident. The girls knew +that she had expected to be chosen. They knew that she had her suit in +order, with gay new letters across the blouse. She sat quite silent and +motionless on the mattress propped against the wall. She could not raise +her eyes to meet the eyes of the girls. She could not speak to them. The +girls did the kindest thing they could do. They went off without +attempting to speak to her, or to offer her condolence or sympathy.</p> + +<p>When she raised her eyes, she found that the gymnasium was deserted and +that she was the only occupant.</p> + +<p>She arose and went out into the corridor. She could not go to her room +and meet Helen. Helen had played her false. Perhaps, the recent +assumption of dignity on Helen's part had been to prevent any criticism +of this action.</p> + +<p>Hester could not remain alone in the gymnasium, neither in her present +garb would she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span> be permitted to visit the parlor, nor to linger in the +halls. The only alternative was to go to her room, and meet Helen there. +The injustice of the choice of substitutes at last appealed to her. Had +she been an Alden in very truth, she could not have shown the old +revolutionary spirit more.</p> + +<p>Wounded feeling gave way; personal pride took to itself wings. The thing +was unjust and she would not bear it even from Helen Loraine. Another +thing she would not bear—she had borne it too long already—and that +was the distant, haughty treatment accorded her by Helen. Hester Alden's +spirit arose. She would have justice though she had to fight for it.</p> + +<p>The feeling of humiliation left her. Now she had no dread of meeting the +girls. She raised her head proudly. Her eyes flashed, and a flush came +to her cheeks.</p> + +<p>Helen was in the study when she entered. She was evidently doing nothing +and had been doing nothing for some minutes. Perhaps she dreaded the +meeting as much as Hester. She<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span> looked up when the latter entered and +spoke, "Well, Hester, are you back from the gym?"</p> + +<p>To use Debby's expression, Hester was not one to beat about the bush. +Now, she brought up the subject at once.</p> + +<p>"Did you or Miss Watson choose the substitutes?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Why, I did. That is, I recommended the ones I wished to play, and Miss +Watson agreed that they were satisfactory."</p> + +<p>"Helen Loraine, did you choose ones who played the best, as you have +boasted that you always do?"</p> + +<p>"I took the ones that played well and whom I thought had a right to be +substituted."</p> + +<p>"Answer me this." Hester walked directly before her roommate. Standing +so, they looked into each other's eyes. "Answer me this. Do I not play a +better game than either Louise or Emma? Have I not made the score when +their fouls would have brought it down?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, you have. You are a better player than either. To do you justice, +Hester, you play as well as any girl on the first team."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I do, and yet you passed me over for an inferior player. Is that +justice to either the team or me?"</p> + +<p>"It does not appear so. Yet one cannot judge from appearances alone. I +believed that I did what was fair and honorable."</p> + +<p>"I fail to see it that way," said Hester proudly.</p> + +<p>"We do not see it from the same point of view."</p> + +<p>"Evidently not. But this much I insist upon. I must know the reason why +you ignored me when you have acknowledged that I was the best player. I +demand the reason."</p> + +<p>"Don't you know, Hester Alden? Don't you really know?"</p> + +<p>"I do not. There is something else I do not know or understand; that is +your treatment of me for the last three weeks. Do not for a moment think +that I am begging for either your love or friendship. I wish nothing +that does not come to me of its free will. But it was you who first +wished to be friends. It was you who always made the first advances. +Time and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span> time again, you told me that I was nearer to you than any +friend you had ever had and that I seemed more like a sister to you."</p> + +<p>"I know," said Helen slowly. "And I meant every word. From that first +night you were here, you were never like a stranger. I meant every word +I told you."</p> + +<p>Her voice was low and sorrowful; but Hester was unmoved. The bitter +feeling which had filled her heart for three weeks was now bursting +forth in a torrent.</p> + +<p>"Much I care for such affection! If that is the way you treat your +sister, I am very glad I am not she. Suddenly, without a reason, you +grow haughty and rude—."</p> + +<p>"Rude! I was never rude, Hester. I was always courteous."</p> + +<p>"Yes, with the kind of courtesy which made me angry all over. I wish to +tell you right here, Helen Loraine, that I shall not stand being treated +so without a reason."</p> + +<p>"I thought I had a reason. I think yet I have a reason."</p> + +<p>"Then why did you not come to me and tell me point blank? It is far +better to accuse me<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span> of something definite than to go about acting and +looking unutterable things."</p> + +<p>"I could not tell you. Even now, if I should tell you and ask for an +explanation—."</p> + +<p>"I would refuse to give it. It was either your place to come directly to +me or to trust me implicitly. I would give no explanation now, if I had +a million of them to give."</p> + +<p>"But, Hester, listen. I have been as hurt and miserable about this as +you. Let me tell you—."</p> + +<p>"Here you are. I knocked once and you didn't hear me. Hester, would you +just as soon lend me your basket-ball suit? I never gave a thought of +going to Exeter and I haven't any letters for my blouse." It was Renee +who had interrupted them.</p> + +<p>"Yes, you may have it," said Hester. She moved away. The talk which +might have resulted in a reconciliation between her and Helen was not +resumed and nothing at all came from it.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII</h2> + + +<p>There were but twelve girls who went down from Dickinson to the Exeter +game; but to the hundred yet remaining, it seemed as though the +dormitories were vacant. Hester found the afternoon long. Her anger had +passed. She was not sorry that she had spoken as she did, but that no +results had come from her show of spirits. She was not in a mood to +visit with the other girls. Her intimate friends had gone with the +basket-ball team. No study hour was observed Friday evening. The parlors +and library were open. Hester, from her room, could hear the sound of +the piano and the school songs. Instead of enlivening her, it had the +opposite effect.</p> + +<p>The girls who went down to Exeter could not possibly return until +Saturday evening. That meant another entire day alone. Hester did not +like to think of that.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I shall pack my suit-case and to-morrow morning, I shall ask Doctor +Weldon to allow me to go to Aunt Debby."</p> + +<p>The decision brought up her spirits. She immediately began to arrange +her work. The books were put in order and a suit-case taken from the +shelf in the closet.</p> + +<p>"Aunt Debby said she would make new collars for my waists and change the +sleeves." With this promise in mind, she selected the thin white waists +which were showing signs of wear. Miss Richards and Miss Debby, with a +few deft touches, would make these look almost as well as new.</p> + +<p>In her rummaging, Hester had the same experience that Helen had had +three weeks before. She went over the boxes for some article she needed. +She discovered the little box hidden away in the corner. She opened it +and exclaimed just as Helen had done.</p> + +<p>"My pin! I had forgotten all about that. I think I shall wear it. It +looks rather pretty against a white dress." Holding it up against her +waist, she looked down upon it with satisfaction. It surely did look +pretty, against the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span> white! The little bit of cut glass scintillated +like a bit of fire. Fastening it to her waist, she continued her work.</p> + +<p>The next morning, she went down to breakfast wearing the pin. Mellie was +at the table, and gave a look of surprise when Hester came in. After a +time she turned to her and said: "Where did Helen find her pin? I am +glad she has recovered it, for it was valuable in addition to being an +heirloom."</p> + +<p>"I did not know she had found it," said Hester. "She did not mention the +matter to me."</p> + +<p>"I thought—." Mellie hesitated and did not finish the sentence. Several +times, Hester found her looking closely at her.</p> + +<p>Hester was wearing a soft shirt-waist with a tie. The ends of the tie +knotted in butterfly fashion had been caught together by the pin which +was partly hidden by them.</p> + +<p>Hester secured permission to visit her Aunt Debby. She was to go down on +the ten o'clock car and return Monday morning in time for chapel. On her +way to the car, she met Mellie, Berenice and several girls from the west +dormitory.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span></p> + +<p>"We'll walk with you to the triangle," said Berenice. "I do not know how +we will put in our time to-day. It is certainly dull with the girls +gone. I wonder how the game went last evening?"</p> + +<p>"Didn't you hear?" asked one of the others. "They telephoned Miss Watson +last evening. She's our hall-teacher and she told us at once. It was +twenty to thirty in favor of Exeter."</p> + +<p>"Exeter won!" cried Berenice. "It is poor management on someone's part. +They never won a game from us before—not on such a score. Last year +neither scored, and the year before Exeter was one goal ahead, and they +would not have made that if the referee had not been partial."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry. I was sure they would win," said Hester. They had come to +the triangle, the place where the sloping walks meet at an angle.</p> + +<p>"They would have won, too, if you had been there. You should have been. +I, for one, was ready to revolt Wednesday morning, and the other girls +would have stood by me. We would have done so if you would have shown +any<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span> spirit; but you sat there as though the game were nothing to you."</p> + +<p>Hester smiled but made no attempt to reply. She was learning to know +Berenice and the danger of expressing one's opinion in her presence. +Life at Dickinson was teaching her more than what lay between the covers +of books. She was learning to meet people, to know them as they were, +and to hold her tongue under provocation as she was doing now.</p> + +<p>Berenice was not easily put aside. "Why, did you not show some spirit +about it, Hester?"</p> + +<p>"Spirit? Why should I? If Miss Watson and Helen thought Emma put up a +better game than I, why should I complain?"</p> + +<p>Berenice shrugged her shoulders. She was about to say more when Erma +came down the dormitory steps and crossed the campus toward them. Her +fair hair was piled high on her head in puffs and rolls. She was wrapped +in a long garnet sweater. She looked like a crimson rose as she moved +across the snow.</p> + +<p>"Drop the subject," cried Berenice. "Here comes Erma. She takes +exception to everything I say. One cannot express an opinion or<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span> offer a +criticism in her presence unless one is taken to task."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps it is just as well to let it drop," said Mellie gently. "It is +only a game of basket-ball and not worth a heated discussion."</p> + +<p>"Well, peaches," cried Erma cheerily accosting Hester. "Are you really +going home? Won't your Aunt Debby be glad to see you. Tell her I send +her a thousand hugs and a million kisses. How I wish I were going home +to see that dear old daddy of mine. Girls, when you want to see the +grandest man in the world, come home with me and I'll show you my +daddy."</p> + +<p>Berenice looked down over her nose.</p> + +<p>"It is well to be satisfied," she said.</p> + +<p>"It certainly is," replied Erma. "I am glad I am. There's not a father +or mother better than mine and my friends are the best in the world. I +wouldn't exchange them for millions."</p> + +<p>She had come close to Hester, and encircling her with her arm, asked, +"When are you coming back, peaches?"</p> + +<p>"Monday morning. There comes my car<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span> now." She stooped to lift her +suit-case which Marshall had brought down from her room and deposited at +her feet. As she did so, the butterfly end of her tie fluttered, +displaying her quaint pin whose setting gleamed like a spark of fire.</p> + +<p>Its scintillation caught Erma's eye. She was about to remark concerning +it, but stopped herself in time. But Berenice, who never let anything +escape her, also caught the sparkle of the stone. More than that, she +saw the expression which passed quickly over Erma's face, and she read +it aright. She made no remark until Hester had boarded the car, had +waved her good-byes and the car had disappeared down the bend of the +road. Then turning, she slipped her arm into Erma's and Mellie's, and so +walking between them, moved toward the building.</p> + +<p>"Did you notice the pin Hester had on?" she asked suddenly.</p> + +<p>Mellie was wise and did not answer. Erma, who was as transparent as a +ray of light, grew confused and tried to cover it up by asking, "A pin? +Did she have a pin on? I suppose<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span> she did. Girls generally wear pins of +some sort."</p> + +<p>Berenice shrugged her shoulders. "Yes; she had a pin on, Erma Thomas, +and you observed it as well as I did. You know as well as I do whose pin +it is."</p> + +<p>"You are very much mistaken. I know nothing at all about it. I have +nothing to do with other people's jewelry."</p> + +<p>"You have with this. At least you spent hours in helping to look for it. +It is that odd one which Helen Loraine wore and which so mysteriously +disappeared."</p> + +<p>"Any disappearance is a mystery. If I lose a collar button, it is a +mystery to me. If it was not, I would know where it was. The things we +don't know are always mysterious. If we know, then they are as plain as +day."</p> + +<p>"It seems strange it should disappear for three months and then Hester +Alden have it on, especially when Helen Loraine is away."</p> + +<p>"That is the very time you should wear other people's jewelry and +clothes. When I am home I always wear my mother's best silk stockings +and rustling petticoats when I know<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span> she's down in the city shopping. Of +course I always ask her—when she comes back—and she never refuses me +permission. She always says the same thing: 'Well, since you have them +on—'"</p> + +<p>Erma's attempts to lead the conversation away from Hester and the pin +was without results. Berenice clung to the subject with a tenacity which +would have been admirable had the thing been worth while.</p> + +<p>"I understand you, Erma. You think just as I do, but you are afraid to +say so. I suspected from the first where the pin went; but of course I +did not say so."</p> + +<p>"Do you not think it a wise course to follow now—to say nothing?"</p> + +<p>"It is very different now. Before, I was merely suspicious. One may not +make statements in mere suspicion. Now I have proofs."</p> + +<p>"Proofs? Because Hester Alden has the pin on and Helen is away?"</p> + +<p>"Let us walk along the edge of the river," said Mellie. She, too, meant +to change the conversation. "I love the river when it is icebound. I +should like to cross if I thought it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span> were safe. But I fancy we had +better not. We have had several days of thaw and that always rots the +ice, and rotten ice is far more dangerous than thin ice."</p> + +<p>"I intend to speak my mind," said Berenice. "Mellie and you are very +much afraid you will express yourselves. You think as I do about the +matter, but you will not say so. I cannot see the difference between +thinking a thing and saying it outright."</p> + +<p>"The best thing to do is not to think it," said Erma. She laughed long +and loud and merrily. "That is quite an idea. After this, I shall not +think things. Perhaps my brain will never wear out. Doesn't the +physiology say that every thought wears away some of the gray cellular +tissue? Thank goodness, no one can blame me for destroying mine. I am +sure I never thought any of mine away." As she spoke a new thought came +to her. "No doubt, Helen found her pin weeks ago and you are having your +tempest in a tea-pot all for nothing."</p> + +<p>Berenice had not thought of that possibility.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span> This was an argument, she +was not equal to and was the means of causing her to say no more on the +subject.</p> + +<p>She knew from experience that she could not talk with some of the girls. +They had a sense of loyalty and honor which restrained them from +discussing anyone who came under the name of friend.</p> + +<p>Berenice was unfortunate in her disposition. She was not by nature +honest or sincere, and she could not conceive of another's being so. +When Erma and Mellie had refused to listen to her suspicions, she +attributed not to their high sense of honor, but rather that they were +deceiving her and would discuss the question between themselves.</p> + +<p>Every girl in the hall understood Berenice. They were careful of their +words while in her presence and they never repeated a tale that she +carried to them. Many a time had they taken her to task, but she never +profited by the lessons. When the girls spoke to her plainly, she put +the fault on them instead of upon herself. Gradually the girls let her +go her own<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span> way, gave no credence to her words and kept a bridle on +their tongues, when Berenice was within hearing.</p> + +<p>Yet, a word dropped here and there, will spring up and bear seed even +though every one about knows it to be but a poisonous weed. Berenice +dropped these seeds in plenty. A word fell here and there, although the +hearers repudiated it, it yet made an impression, before any one was +conscious that it was so. No one could trace the source from which it +sprung, but the impression was strong throughout the hall that Hester +Alden had taken Helen's valuable pin and had hidden it away for months, +then at the first opportunity when Helen was at Exeter, Hester had worn +it home.</p> + +<p>Hester, wholly unconscious that her action might be misjudged or that it +should be judged at all, had left the pin at the cottage with Aunt +Debby. She had put it away in her own tiny bedroom. A feeling of pride +had restrained her from wearing it at school. The other girls wore pins +which were not make-believes and Hester did not like the idea of the odd +metal and cut glass.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Aunt Debby told me it was just a cheap little pin," she said to herself +as she placed it away. "I shall always keep it because it was my +mother's, but I shall not wear it. I do not feel just right wearing +something which pretends to be something else."</p> + +<p>When Hester returned to school Monday morning, more than one pair of +eyes looked eagerly for her coming. Erma and Mellie were hoping that she +would come in with the pin boldly in evidence, and thus put to rout the +rumors which had crept into the hall. Berenice, too, watched for +Hester's coming with a wholly different motive.</p> + +<p>"If Hester Alden comes in to class and wears the pin when Helen is +present, then of course nothing can be said. I shall believe it then +that Helen found the pin and allowed Hester to wear it. But if Hester +comes back without it, I shall draw my own conclusions, and I shall feel +justified in doing so."</p> + +<p>She did not dare to say this to Mellie, Erma, or the older girls. It was +to Emma she spoke, and Emma being youngest of all, and new to school +life, listened and believed.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span></p> + +<p>Hester was expected on the eight o'clock car. It was not by chance that +some of the girls lingered in the main hall at the time of her coming.</p> + +<p>Marshall from the office window, saw the car coming in the distance and +went down to the triangle to carry up Hester's baggage. The group of +girls saw him and moved nearer to the door.</p> + +<p>"The car is coming. Hester will be on it," said Berenice. Erma was in +the little group. At the tone in Berenice's voice, Erma flushed. Like a +flash there came to her a conception of the part she was playing in +this. If she were Hester Alden's friend, she had no right to question +her action and no right to wait at the door to find proof of her perfidy +or her honesty. Erma raised her head proudly, "I think I shall not wait +here. I shall see Hester later. The dear old honeysuckle that she is! I +shall be glad to have her back. I missed her dreadfully these two days." +She turned her back on the group and was about to walk away when Mellie +moved forward and slipped her hand in Erma's arm. "I shall go with you," +she said.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span> Others, grasping the situation more clearly than they had +before, followed the example of Erma. So it was, that only Berenice and +two of the younger girls waited at the doorway.</p> + +<p>But a few moments they stood there, when the door opened and Marshall +ushered Hester into the hall.</p> + +<p>"I shall take this case directly to your room, Miss Alden," said +Marshall.</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Marshall," cried Hester. She was her gay, bright self after +her visit with Aunt Debby. Her eyes were sparkling and her cheeks +bright. She turned to the girls who stood waiting for her. Ignorant of +the motive which had brought them here to meet her, she greeted them +affectionately.</p> + +<p>"It was lovely of you girls to come down here to meet me. I had a lovely +time with Aunt Debby. Yet I am glad to get back to school."</p> + +<p>While she had been speaking, she had drawn off her gloves and had thrown +back her coat. The girls had given no response to her greeting, but +stood with their eyes fixed upon her. The exclamation which Berenice +gave sounded<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span> much like one of exultation; for Hester Alden was not +wearing a pin.</p> + +<p>Hester felt conditions about her. She gave the three girls a quick +hurried glance as though to grasp the intangible something which she +felt. Then she continued her way down the corridor. Berenice was not +easily offended. Catching step with Hester, she walked with her.</p> + +<p>"Did you lose your pin, Hester?" she asked. "You had such a pretty pin +on when you left school Saturday morning. I noticed at once that you +didn't have it on now. Do you suppose you lost it?"</p> + +<p>"No, I did not. I left it home purposely."</p> + +<p>"Indeed. If I had such a pin I am sure I would wear it. There are only +one or two girls in school who have diamonds. If I had a pin with a +diamond in it, I am sure I'd be only too anxious to wear it."</p> + +<p>"But that did not happen to be a diamond. It is a very cheap little pin +which belonged to Aunt Debby—that is, it belonged to me, and I'd rather +keep it than wear it."</p> + +<p>Berenice gave her shoulders a shrug, lowered<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> her eyelids until her eyes +looked like little beads. She would prove to the girls that what she had +said was true. Every one of Hester's friends had heard the report but +had refused to discuss it. Erma laughed in derision at the mention of +it. "Oh, you silly thing," she cried, "to come to me with such a story. +Don't I know Hester better than that."</p> + +<p>And Mellie, Mame, Renee, and Sara stopped the tale-bearers in their +story. Yet while they tried to be true, in the heart of each one was a +doubt. Had they not seen the pin many times? Had it not disappeared +weeks and weeks ago; and had they not seen Hester wear it home, and that +when Helen was absent? Proof was brought before them and they tried to +ignore it. They tried to strengthen themselves in their position by +believing that Helen had found the pin and had neglected to tell them.</p> + +<p>Hester's friends would have let the matter pass, giving her the benefit +of a doubt, but there was in school a different set who were easily +influenced and stood ready to believe anything that was told them. This +set with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> Berenice as instigator, took it upon themselves to ostracize +Hester.</p> + +<p>It was the custom of the students to loiter in the parlor after dinner, +gathering about in groups. Someone talked; others drew about the piano; +while others arm in arm walked up and down in confidential talk. One +evening as Hester joined one of these groups, the talk ceased. There was +an attempt to resume it, but it was fruitless. The group scattered, +leaving Hester alone. This occurred several times. Hester was not +supersensitive; neither was she dull. She knew that something had gone +amiss, and that she had purposely been snubbed. But not by so much as a +glance did she show that she was conscious of the treatment. She +lingered a few moments longer, made a pretense of playing a piece and +then went to her room and took up her books.</p> + +<p>"They will not treat me so a second time," she said to herself. "They'll +never have the satisfaction of knowing that I observed them."</p> + +<p>It was all very well to speak bravely, but the sting was deep. She had +determination and pluck enough not to bewail. She took up her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span> lessons +and vented her energy in getting them out.</p> + +<p>She was not alone in observing the conduct of the younger set. The girls +of her own hall had also seen what had taken place.</p> + +<p>Not in this alone, did the younger girls express themselves. At +recreation hour, which followed the evening study period, they were +accustomed to gather in little groups in one of the rooms. At these +times, the chafing-dish was brought into use, and the air was heavy with +the odor of chocolate. By contriving, the younger set managed that +Hester no longer made one of the party.</p> + +<p>One evening, Erma and Mame took the girls to task on this matter. Emma +and Louise expressed themselves strongly. Hester had been guilty of the +greatest dishonesty and they meant to cut her dead.</p> + +<p>"Are you taking it upon yourself to mete out judgment?" asked Mellie +gently. "I should scarcely feel myself equal to such a great work. You +are not sure that Hester is guilty. You are surmising. Who knows but +Helen found the pin."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I know," exclaimed Berenice. "I took it upon myself to ask her."</p> + +<p>"You must have had—" Erma began with some show of feeling, but stopped +herself suddenly and laughed instead. What was the use in turning the +matter into a tragedy. "Well, if you begin to cut people, you little +freshmen, bear in mind that other girls can do the same. Hester is my +friend and will continue to be. If she is not treated as I am treated, +then I am treated badly."</p> + +<p>"It's a case of love me, love my dog, is it?" asked Berenice.</p> + +<p>"It's a case of treat my friends as you treat me. If Hester is not at +the next fudge party, then you may expect me to leave and furthermore, +you need expect no invitation to any spreads that I have anything to do +with."</p> + +<p>She went her way. The younger girls shrugged their shoulders. It was +considered very fine to be entertained by the seniors and to be accepted +by them as friends. The freshmen who had been so favored did not wish to +forgo these joys. On the other hand, they did not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span> like the idea of +giving up their independence and running at the beck and call of any +senior.</p> + +<p>Berenice's words about asking Helen in regard to finding the pin, had +put Erma's convictions to rout. She tried to comfort herself in the +thought that Berenice was not always reliable in her statements. It was +sorry comfort at the best. A heroic course then presented itself to +Erma. The thought no sooner presented itself to her than she determined +to put it into play.</p> + +<p>"This evening after study hour, I intend making some hot chocolate. +Marshall shall buy me some nice fresh wafers when he goes down the +street."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, I shall be there," said Mame.</p> + +<p>"No, you shall not. That is what I wish to speak to you about. The +moment the half-hour bell rings, I wish you to go down to Hester Alden's +room and I wish you to keep her there until I call to you and her to +come. But not for worlds must you let her know that there has been +anything premeditated about the affairs."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, not for the worlds," said Mame. "I do not quite grasp your idea, +but I'll do as I am told though I die for it."</p> + +<p>"You'll not die, Mamie. The good die young, so I see a long, long life +for you. You will be rewarded for your goodness. I shall save the +biggest cup for you and I'll fill it twice without so much as your +hinting."</p> + +<p>"I am your servant from henceforth. Two cups of cocoa to be had not for +the asking, and big cups at that."</p> + +<p>Promptly at the recreation hour, Mame hurried off to see Hester. There +was something she wished done for the paper and Hester wrote so +beautifully. Helen went away and left them. The sound of voices came up +to them from Fifty-four.</p> + +<p>"Erma asked me to come down for some hot chocolate," suggested Hester. +But Mame refused to take the hint.</p> + +<p>"Yes, she asked me too. She'll call us when it's ready. She knows that I +am up here. Now, about this editorial. I'd rather write a novel than an +editorial any time. In novels, something may be done; but in editorials, +one<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span> must just think. Would you say this, Hester?"</p> + +<p>She began her reading on an abstract subject which was a theme worthy of +a logician and Hester was compelled to listen.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, down in Fifty-four, a number of girls had gathered. Erma was +making good use of the chafing-dish while Renee was passing salt wafers +and blanched almonds. Erma was laughing merrily, as she poured the +cocoa. In the midst of her activities her brooch fell from her collar on +to the table.</p> + +<p>"Good thing, I heard it," she exclaimed, drawing the attention of the +entire room to it. "If I had dropped it in the hall or on the campus, I +might never have found it, just as you did, Helen. You never found your +pin did you?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Helen. Her reply was given curtly as though her mind were on +other matters.</p> + +<p>"I told you so," cried Berenice with a show of exultation, looking from +one girl to another. They had become suddenly quiet at Helen's reply.</p> + +<p>"I told you so," she repeated. Then turning<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> to Helen, she continued. "I +can tell you where it is. I saw it and so did several of the others. But +they are afraid to tell."</p> + +<p>"Not afraid," said Mellie gently. "Fear was not what kept us silent."</p> + +<p>"Hester Alden knows where it is," continued Berenice. "While you were at +Exeter, Hester went home. I met her in the hall and walked with her to +the triangle. I saw the pin on her tie. It was partly hidden by the ends +of her tie. When she came back, she did not have it with her. I was not +the only girl who saw it. They all feel as I do about it. Hester Alden +took your pin."</p> + +<p>She looked about the room with an air of malicious triumph. What could +the girls do or say now? The gauntlet had been thrown down and they +could not fling it back. It must lie there, for Hester could not be +defended. Gentle, soft-spoken Mellie arose to the occasion. "I hope you +are happy now, Berenice," she said. "But I do not see how you can be +after such an act. You have deliberately done what you could to ruin +Hester's reputation and what have you gained by it? Nothing at all, +except<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span> those who have heard, care just a little less for you."</p> + +<p>During these remarks, Helen had sat silent on a heap of cushions piled +high on the floor. At Berenice's first words, she had grown pale but she +listened without a word. What could she say or do? While Mellie spoke, +she decided the course she would take. If the girls misunderstood her +meaning, well and good. She loved Hester. It was a queer worthless sort +of love which would make no show of sacrifice for its object. She +reasoned thus while Mellie was speaking. Then she looked from one girl +to the other.</p> + +<p>"What startling things you say, Berenice. What pin have you reference +to?"</p> + +<p>"Your heirloom with the diamond in it?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, that," with an air of assumed indifference. "Is that the one that +you have in mind? Yes, I found that three weeks ago. Where do you think +I found it?" She looked about at the girls, but gave them no opportunity +to answer. "I found it in a little box along with some other trinkets. +The box had been put on the closet floor and got pushed back in the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span> +corner. I was hunting about for some hooks and eyes and came across it +quite by accident."</p> + +<p>A sigh of relief was felt. The girls had been sitting with every muscle +rigid. Now, they relaxed and a buzz of laughter and talk began. Berenice +was far more discerning than the other girls there. Something in Helen's +manner was beyond her comprehension.</p> + +<p>"Did you really know then that Hester Alden had your pin and was wearing +it?"</p> + +<p>Helen nodded brightly as she replied. No one noticed that she ignored +the second question that Berenice had put to her.</p> + +<p>"Why, certainly, I knew that Hester had it. You take up very strange +ideas, Berenice. I'd put Hester and the pin from your mind from this +minute. I give you my word of honor that I knew that Hester had the +pin."</p> + +<p>Erma laughed delightfully. Her voice ran the scale and came back with an +echo of triumph in it. Her plan had succeeded beyond her most sanguine +expectations.</p> + +<p>"I have forgotten the girls," she said, "and the cocoa almost gone." +Going to the hall, she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> called to Sixty-two. "Hester Alden, are you and +Mame going to stay there all night? The bell will ring in a few moments, +and you will have no chocolate."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII</h2> + + +<p>From this time on, the younger set of girls made a point of being kind +to Hester. Feeling that they had misjudged her they tried to repay by an +excess of kindness. Hester was a responsive creature. She had no +ugliness in her heart. Spite was a quality that had not entered into the +composition of her character. So when the girls showered her with +kindness, she responded heartily and put from her heart, the bitter +thoughts which had been there.</p> + +<p>Helen, after the brave stand she had taken in regard to Hester, was +troubled. She felt that she had been placed by Hester's shortcomings in +an unpleasant position. She had deceived her girl friends. To be sure, +she had not told them a word which was not strictly true, but they had +misunderstood her and she knew it. To make matters worse, she had +deliberately constructed her sentences that they might be deceived and +yet she was telling the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span> truth. Taking it all in all, it was a paradox. +She hated deception, and Hester had placed her in such a position that +she had been compelled to put a double meaning to her words.</p> + +<p>So the little plan which Erma had worked out had the effect of widening +the breach between the occupants of Sixty-two.</p> + +<p>Hester had been grieved by the treatment she had received from Helen; +but after the choice of substitutes, sorrow gave place to anger at the +injustice accorded her. When the anger had gone, a steadiness of purpose +came to Hester. She resolved to treat Helen with courtesy, nothing more; +to be untouched by her in any way. Hester set her lips firmly and raised +her head proudly. She had caught little mannerisms from Debby Alden, +just as she had caught the principle which had actuated her conduct: not +to cry out and let every one know when one is hurt.</p> + +<p>When she came back from the two-days' visit with Aunt Debby and Miss +Richards, she had mastered her feelings to a great extent. She never +failed to greet Helen upon rising; she bade her a courteous good-night +when bed-time<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> came. They spoke together of little school affairs, but +the long confidential talks had gone. They were well-bred strangers +together for a time. They were spoiling the best part of the school year +by what they pleased to think was their heroism. It would have been far +easier and more fruitful of good results had they taken each other +sharply to task, and blurted out what they had against each other. It +would have been an easy matter, for each would have discovered that +there existed no cause for an estrangement between them.</p> + +<p>Down in the city, Debby Alden was spending the best year of her life. +She had continued her music until her playing had passed the apprentice +stage. She read the classics with Miss Richards. The townspeople had +found her charming in her gracious thought for others. She was practical +and thoroughgoing, and they filled her hands with church and charity +work. Debby had not an idle, lonely moment. To do her justice, she gave +no thought to what people might be thinking of her. She had too many +thoughts outside herself to give Debby Alden much thought.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span></p> + +<p>She had proved the statement that it is a woman's own fault if she is +not beautiful by the time she has forty years to her credit. Debby's +beauty was of form and feature, and beyond this, the beauty which +radiates from holding high ideals and living up to them. People did not +merely like or admire this elder Miss Alden. Those words were weak to +express the sentiment they held for her. They loved her, perhaps because +Debby had in her heart an interest and love for every human creature +that she met. Hester wisely had not mentioned to her aunt the little +disturbance at school. This was partly due to unselfishness, and partly +that there had been nothing tangible to tell. It would be very foolish +to run and cry, "I have had my feelings wounded, but I do not know why." +Pride, too, was one of the important factors of her silence. She could +tell no one—not even her dear aunt—that the girls had, for some +reason, held her in disfavor.</p> + +<p>But Debby Alden had not lived with Hester sixteen years without +understanding her. The girl had barely entered the cottage and removed +her wraps before Debby knew that something<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span> had gone wrong. Debby asked +no questions, according to Hester the same privileges she demanded for +herself—to have hurts and wounds without being questioned concerning +them.</p> + +<p>At the sight of Hester's troubled face, Debby Alden's old fears came +back to her. Had someone at the school brought up the subject of the +girl's parentage? Had someone told her that she had been thrown upon the +world a waif, and none of her people had cared to look for her?</p> + +<p>Saturday evening, the three of the household gathered about the grate +fire. Miss Richards had her embroidery and Debby had taken up a book; +but neither was in the mood for work. Hester was filled to the brim with +school. She was fairly bubbling over with stories of what the girls had +done; who had been campused, and who had been called into the office.</p> + +<p>Debby Alden listened to the chatter as though it were the profoundest +wisdom.</p> + +<p>"And, Aunt Debby, what do you think? I missed Mrs. Vail again last week. +She came to take Helen for a ride and intended asking<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span> me to go with +them, but Sara and I had gone around the campus and so I missed my ride +and did not meet Mrs. Vail. Does it not seem strange, Aunt Debby, that I +should always miss her? I fell in love with her picture, you know, and I +was very anxious to know her. Don't you think it's very funny?"</p> + +<p>"I do not know that it is funny," replied Debby. "It has just happened +so. Does the young man come with his mother?"</p> + +<p>"Rob? Sometimes he does. He comes very often alone. Several times, Miss +Burkham permitted me to go down to the reception hall with Helen and +talk with him. Last week, when we had a reception, he was there, and he +talked to me a long, long time. I think he is the nicest boy I ever +knew. I think he is nicer than Ralph Orr. Don't you think so, Aunt +Debby?"</p> + +<p>"You must remember that I met him but once, Hester. I liked him very +much. He had such a nice boyish manner."</p> + +<p>"Boyish. Do you know how old he is?"</p> + +<p>"I am sure he is under seventy," said Debby with a smile.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Surely," said Miss Richards in her droll, quiet way, "he must be +younger than I am. I am only sixty-three."</p> + +<p>Hester laughed. "You are making fun of me. He really isn't a boy. He is +twenty-one and a senior in a Medical School. My, but he has strong +nerves! I asked him if it didn't make him tremble to see the surgeons +cut the flesh from one. He said it never phased him. That was his +expression—never 'phased' him. I rather like the expression. It sounds +just like what you might expect from a college boy. Don't you think so?"</p> + +<p>"I never knew college boys," began Debby Alden, but stopped suddenly. +She remembered in time that James Baker had been a college boy. "—I +never knew many, not enough to know what language to expect of them."</p> + +<p>Hester had not caught the hesitancy in Miss Alden's speech. Miss +Richards had and looked up in time to see another Debby Alden than the +Debby she had always known. This Debby had the flush of sixteen years in +her cheeks and the tender light of day-dreams in her eyes.</p> + +<p>Just a moment, Debby Alden sat thus. Then<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> the woman came back where the +girl had been. "What more?" she asked Hester. "Of what else does this +wonderful lad talk?"</p> + +<p>"Everything, Aunt Debby. I really do not believe there is a subject that +he cannot talk upon."</p> + +<p>The women could not restrain a smile at this girlish exhibition of the +confidence of youth.</p> + +<p>"He's traveled and he's been in school, and he is an athlete. He told me +a great deal about school life. That was while we talked together at the +reception. Helen was surprised that he talked so long to me. She says +that he generally speaks to everyone for a few minutes and then goes. He +must have talked to me a half an hour."</p> + +<p>"And then he went home?" suggested Debby. Hester blushed. "No, Miss +Burkham came up and said that I must remember there were other guests +who demanded some of my time, and I had to excuse myself."</p> + +<p>Debby Alden in her thoughts gave thanks to Miss Burkham.</p> + +<p>Hester continued her chatter. She needed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span> no encouragement for when she +was once on a subject she generally threshed it so thoroughly that +nothing but chaff remained.</p> + +<p>"But Robert told me that he generally said but a few words to each lady +present and then went home. But somehow from the very first, he said I +did not seem a stranger to him. He felt that he had always known me. +That was why he sat so long and talked with me and I wish that Miss +Burkham would have attended to something else then, and let me alone."</p> + +<p>This was said in the most childlike, guileless manner. Debby Alden +almost gasped for breath. She was about to remonstrate at the expression +of such opinions when a glance from Miss Richards restrained her. That +lady was not at all alarmed, only amused at Hester's talk.</p> + +<p>"But Eva does not know all I know," said Debby to herself. "If she did, +she would find it no laughing matter."</p> + +<p>When Hester had gone to bed, leaving Debby and Miss Richards yet at the +fireside, the latter took up the conversation.</p> + +<p>"You are needlessly alarmed, Debby. There<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span> is not a bit of danger about +Hester's having her head turned. She looks upon Robert just as she did +upon Ralph. He is a good companion. That is all. Perhaps, she is a +little flattered by having a college boy notice her at all. I remember +when I went to school, I did the same thing. If a cadet spoke with us, +we held our heads high and if he asked us to dance, our heads were +turned. We really cared not at all for the cadets, but the uniforms were +very handsome. That was fifty years ago, Debby Alden, and girls have not +changed one whit."</p> + +<p>She smiled as she thought of the old school days. She was far enough +away from them now to know what was mere childish pleasure which had +left its pleasant fragrance clinging to all the years between.</p> + +<p>"Nevertheless, no one knows what may result from these conversations. I +shall speak to Hester."</p> + +<p>"My dear Debby, I beg that you consider and do nothing of the sort. +Hester is a child with no thought of being anything else. Why should you +put other thoughts into her head?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span> You will do just such a thing if you +discuss the subject further with her. Let her talk with the young man at +the reception if she wishes to and Miss Burkham does not object."</p> + +<p>"She appeared so much interested. I am afraid—"</p> + +<p>"Nonsense. You would hedge Hester about with your fears. It is just a +wholesome girlish interest which is right and proper for one normal +young person to show in another. Had it been otherwise, Hester would not +have talked so freely."</p> + +<p>Yet, Debby was not satisfied. "You know that very serious love affairs +are started in just such a boy-and-girl fashion."</p> + +<p>"Surely. I know it. I know also that I do not think it altogether a bad +fashion. Robert Vail, if I read him right, is an excellent young man. +The Vails are people who are above reproach. So what cause would you +have to complain, Debby Alden, if these half-hour talks should be taken +seriously?"</p> + +<p>"In the abstract, your ideas are worth while," said Debby. She could not +laugh at the matter as Miss Richards was doing. "But<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span> in the concrete, +they are wrong from beginning to end, and cannot be applied to Hester's +case. Hester must never marry. Knowing that, I intend to keep her from +falling in love, for I would not have her be unhappy."</p> + +<p>There was tragedy in her voice which Miss Richards saw fit to ignore.</p> + +<p>"At the same time, keep the rain from falling and the days from growing +shorter. One is as easily done as the other. You will pardon my +frankness, Debby, but I think you are about to make a mistake with +Hester. You may restrain and educate her to a certain extent, but you +cannot control her thoughts or her emotions. No one can do that for +another. Guide Hester as far as your power lies; advise and admonish +her, but she must live her own life; make her own mistakes and shed her +own tears over them. You and your love must not shield her from that. +She is herself to make of herself what she will.</p> + +<p>"I cannot understand why you should wish her not to marry. In my mind, +it is a fitting state for men and women, else the Lord would not have +sanctioned it."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span></p> + +<p>Debby could make no answer to this. Miss Richards bent over her +needlework. She and Debby in all their years of intimacy, had but once +before discussed the question. It had been Hester and Hester's future +which had brought it up. The two women sat in silence for some minutes, +when Debby said, "You cannot understand in what way life must be +different for my girl. You do not understand and I cannot explain."</p> + +<p>"Very well. But bear this in mind, Debby. You must not take the +responsibility too heavily upon yourself. You are able to do a limited +amount. There is a greater power in Hester Alden's life, than you. It is +omnipotent and has a greater conception of life than your feeble mind +can grasp."</p> + +<p>"I know," said Debby humbly. "I am able to do so little. I cannot save +my little girl all the bruises and hard places. She must bear them +herself."</p> + +<p>"And you should not if you could. Do not worry about Hester's being able +to bear them. She has a courageous spirit and indomitable will."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span></p> + +<p>Silence came again. Miss Richards worked on the center-piece she was +embroidering. Debby leaned back in her chair. Her eyes rested upon the +dying coals of the grate. Hester's childlike chatter had started her +thinking on matters she tried to keep back in her memory. She blushed at +her foolishness. Her practical business-like mind looked with scorn upon +day-dreams—such day-dreams as came to her then, as she sat with her +eyes on the grate. She could not smile at Hester's talk of Rob Vail's +wonderful attainments. It touched too deeply. She had thought the same +of Jim Baker that winter he took her to the spelling-bees. He had been a +rosy-cheeked, blue-eyed boy who had ambitions. She had listened to his +stories of the work he meant to do and she looked upon him as the most +wonderful person in the world. But that had happened over twenty years +ago, and she was very foolish to think of it at all.</p> + +<p>Miss Richards worked in silence. At last when Debby Alden brought +herself back from her day-dreams, her companion addressed her.</p> + +<p>"When Miss Loraine was here, Debby, did<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span> you observe the resemblance +between her and Hester?"</p> + +<p>"Did I? I most assuredly did. The likeness was so strong that I almost +exclaimed aloud when Helen stepped from the car. She was my Hester, with +just a little difference."</p> + +<p>"You passed the subject over so lightly that I thought you had not +observed what I had."</p> + +<p>"I passed over it lightly because I did not wish to disturb Hester. She +knows she does not belong to my people; I would not have her know more, +nor would I have her disturbed by commenting on the likeness.</p> + +<p>"The likeness between her and Helen did not startle me as much as a +little mannerism which I noticed in her cousin. Did you observe Robert's +way of looking at one while that one was talking? He had the appearance +of being absorbed with interest, and so impatient to hear all that was +to be said that he might be tempted to pull the words from one's mouth."</p> + +<p>Debby laughed softly at her words. "That is rather a peculiar way of +expressing myself, but that is the impression he gave me. I have seen +Hester sit so, listening. Time and time<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span> again, I have smiled at her +intenseness, and I have chided her for it. I have no doubt that Robert +Vail is an excellent young man. He looks it. If I read him right, he's +inclined to be 'set' in his way. I do not doubt that if he thought a +course of action was right and decided to follow it, he would be flayed +before he could be compelled to give up. I have noticed that same +tendency in Hester. She is what I call 'set' and always has been."</p> + +<p>"Debby, do you think for a moment that Hester had to go far from home to +find her example? Your dearest enemies could never accuse you of +vacillating. You are what your people were before you. You're 'set' +Debby—quite set.</p> + +<p>"It is not a lack of virtue in one. On the contrary, I admire it. I have +little sympathy for the one who moves with every passing influence. In +my friendships, I find myself leaning toward folk who are 'set.'"</p> + +<p>The gentle kindliness in the speaker's voice and smile made every word +she said seem like a caress.</p> + +<p>"I should be very glad, Debby," continued<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span> Miss Richards, "that Hester +has that virtue. Wax melts under any influence; but if iron is molded +right you have something stable. You have given Hester high ideals, and +I have no fear that she will be influenced from them."</p> + +<p>"I had no thoughts of criticising," cried Debby quickly. "I am glad that +my Hester is as she is. I would not have her different. I was remarking +about the resemblance in manner and disposition between her and Robert +Vail. She looks like Helen, but she is like Robert."</p> + +<p>"Do you think there might be relationship, Debby? If there be one, +Hester would not blush to claim such kin. The Vails and Loraines are +fine folk—fine in the highest sense that I can use the word.</p> + +<p>"You told me several years ago, that you knew more of Hester's family +than you had given out. You told me no more than that, and I do not ask +to know more now. But it came to me that they might be bound to Hester +by ties of blood. Surely such a resemblance cannot come by mere chance."</p> + +<p>"There are no blood ties there," cried Debby<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span> Alden. "I am sure of that. +No, do not misunderstand me. I would not be jealous of them were they +her kin. I should rejoice to know she was of such a family and the +anxiety which I have borne in secret would leave me. No, Hester is not +of the Loraine or Vail blood."</p> + +<p>Arising from her place at the grate, she moved away to the end of the +room and stood looking out on the white earth. After a few minutes' +struggle with herself, she came back to where Miss Richards sat, "Eva, +cannot your imagination fill out what I cannot tell? You know there are +conditions of blood and family which bear a stain which generations +cannot eradicate. Poor Hester, innocent and brilliant as she is, bears +that mark. You know why I wish to make her independent and +self-sustaining. Those from which she sprung are beneath her; and she +dare not bring the affliction of her people upon those higher. You see +why I must guard her. She must do as you and I have done—though not for +the same reason. She must be alone all her life. I want you to help me +in this."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span></p> + +<p>"As I have always done, and always will," said her friend. "My +heartstrings cling about Hester, too. I love her almost as much as you +do, Debby Alden."</p> + +<p>While the conversation was being carried on, Hester Alden lay in the +room above not wholly unconscious that her aunt and friend were +discussing her. Now and then a word came to her; but she closed her ears +tight to shut out the slightest sound.</p> + +<p>"Aunt Debby is talking about my people and I must not hear. She said +once that what she told me was all she cared to have me know, so I must +not hear this."</p> + +<p>She shut the sound of voices from her ears. If Aunt Debby did not wish +her to know, that ended it as far as Hester's desire to know was +concerned.</p> + +<p>Debby Alden was troubled in her thoughts about Hester all that winter +term; for she knew that something lay heavy on Hester's heart. The girl +continued her studies, took her part in the social life of the seminary, +and played basket-ball with all her energy; yet her heart was sore +because the breach between<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span> Helen and her had not been bridged. The +seminary life was fine—but Helen had been the biggest part of it to +Hester.</p> + +<p>The river had been frozen over since the first of the year. The students +who could skate, used the ice for an outside gymnasium under the +chaperonage of the little German teacher. Helen did not skate and +preferred the routine of the regular physical culture course. Hester, on +the contrary, could have lived on skates, as far as her desire and lack +of muscular weariness was concerned.</p> + +<p>The difference in choice of exercise separated the girls yet further. +The skating was like a tonic to Hester. She could not be dull, +depressed, or anxious after an hour on the ice. She missed Helen's +companionship less than before. While Helen was brought to realize that +it was not a passing fancy she had held toward Hester, but genuine +affection and she missed her companionship more and more.</p> + +<p>The winter held on until late. The week preceding Easter Sunday, the +spring thaw set in and the river came up and over the ice.</p> + +<p>"We'll have an ice-jam and a good one,"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> laughed Erma. "Last spring the +cakes piled as high as the old apple tree. The ice broke just at +tea-time and the river was floating with it until morning. Doctor Weldon +allowed us to watch until bed-time. It was simply gorgeous. Great white +blocks would rise high in the air and then crumble into powder. I think +we'll have a bad jam this spring." Erma danced away, overjoyed at the +prospect of something to break the routine.</p> + +<p>The following Saturday, the rain fell all day. The building was gray and +cheerless. It was the time of year when homesickness is prevalent at +school. The girls were dull and sat about silent in the parlor or idly +turning over magazines in the library.</p> + +<p>In the chapel a chorus of girls were being drilled. "What are they +preparing for?" asked Hester of Sara.</p> + +<p>"You are new, so I cannot tell you. Wait and find out," was the reply.</p> + +<p>At tea-time the same heaviness of spirits hung over the dining-hall. +Suddenly, a creaking sound was heard and a crush as though of breaking +timber.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span></p> + +<p>"The ice!" cried Erma. Her voice was distinctly heard throughout the +large dining-hall.</p> + +<p>Fortunately, they were at the dessert and Doctor Weldon excused them +immediately. They were warned to fortify themselves with wraps against +the weather. In a few moments, they had hurried to their rooms and were +back again in raincoats, overshoes, and Tam-o-Shanters.</p> + +<p>The Fraulein loved the storm. She and Miss Laird were the only two of +the faculty who could be induced to leave the building. The rain was +falling softly. The Fraulein led the way across the campus to the edge +of the river. The water had risen six feet since morning, and had +encroached upon the campus, and gurgled about the trunk of the old +orchard trees. The ice jammed back on the shore, forcing the girls to +retreat. Great cakes arose as a perpendicular, balanced for an instant +and fell to pieces, or crushed against the trees until they groaned and +bent under the strain. All the while the growling and seething and +gurgling of the water was heard above all.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span> It was glorious. Little +wonder that Erma had anticipated this with delight.</p> + +<p>The lights about the building were the only ones on the campus. The +shadows were heavy where the girls stood along shore. Hester, to whom +this scene was never old, although she had seen it every year of her +life, stood entranced. Her umbrella had been tilted back and the rain +beat down on her face, but she knew it not. She was unconscious of the +chatter about her. She could not have talked. The river and noise and +jamming ice held her spellbound.</p> + +<p>Helen observed her as she stood so and believed that she was sad. Going +up to where Hester was, Helen stood beside her, but no attention +whatever was paid to her. Then she laid her hand lightly on Hester's +arm. The result was the same. Hester stood with her eyes fixed upon the +river, and made no response to the overture of friendship. Then Helen +turned away, feeling that she had been repulsed.</p> + +<p>When the heaviest flow had passed, the Fraulein took the girls back to +the building.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span> Helen went directly to her room to look over the evening +mail; but Hester lingered with the Fraulein who was vainly trying to +describe the flood which she had witnessed in her own little German +village.</p> + +<p>When Hester at length entered Sixty-two, Helen had read her letters and +was standing by the study-table in deep thought. She looked at Hester a +little wistfully.</p> + +<p>"I had a letter from our pastor at home," she said, turning to Hester. +"You have heard me speak of Dr. James Baker?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I have," replied Hester and took up her work. One could not begin +a conversation on so little encouragement. Helen took up the letter from +her pastor and read it a second time. He wrote to her as he did to all +the absent young people whose church home was his church. He brought to +their attention, the coming Sabbath, and reminded them that it should +mean much to them. He suggested that they too, lay aside the old life +with its troubles and its shortcomings and arise with new ideals and a +new spirit. He had expressed himself finely. Helen, who was sympathetic, +was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span> touched by his words. She would put aside the old life. She would +begin that instant to forget all that had passed and begin anew even her +friendship with Hester.</p> + +<p>Hester, fortified by her pride and the resolution she had made some +weeks before, sat at her table writing. For weeks she had given Helen no +opportunity for more than a passing word.</p> + +<p>"This letter from Doctor Baker is beautiful," began Helen. "He is as +good as he writes. He has been our pastor for fifteen years—more +perhaps. Will you read it, Hester? It may do you good. It has me."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps I do not need it," was the curt reply. "And perhaps Doctor +Baker might object to a third party reading his letters."</p> + +<p>"Nonsense. He would be delighted. Will you read it?"</p> + +<p>"No, I thank you," said Hester, proudly. Then she added. "I may be +beyond being reached, you know."</p> + +<p>Her tone was sharp. It caused Helen to cease from further importunity.</p> + +<p>"Very well, Hester. If you do not wish to,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span> I shall not insist." She +laid the letter aside.</p> + +<p>"It will be the very last time, I shall try to make up with Hester," she +said to herself. "She never really cared for me, or she would see that I +wish to be friends. But she does not care."</p> + +<p>When the half-hour bell rang, the girls began their preparation for bed +without a word to each other. Since the first days of their +misunderstanding, their politeness toward each other was so marked as to +be burdensome.</p> + +<p>They excused and begged pardon each time their paths crossed. The same +formality was continued now. There was no conversation, although both +were talkers and their heads were buzzing with the things they would +like to have said.</p> + +<p>When the retiring bell sounded, there was a short "Good-night, Hester," +and as short a response, "Good-night, Helen."</p> + +<p>There were to be sunrise services in the chapel at which every student +was required to be present. But before that time, Hester was awakened by +voices far in the distance. She sat up in bed to listen. The gray of the +Easter<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span> morning was stealing through the window. The voices came nearer +and nearer. At last she could distinguish the words.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Christ is Risen. Christ is Risen. He hath burst His bounds in twain.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Christ is Risen! Christ is Risen! Alleluia, swell the strain."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>It was the chorus of girls. This had long been the custom of the school, +to wake the pupils by song on Easter morning.</p> + +<p>The voices drew nearer. The singers paused at the landing of the stair. +Hester could distinguish Erma's loud, clear notes which soared upward +like a bird and floated over all.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Alleluia, Alleluia, swell the strain."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>The spirit of the Easter morn came to Hester.</p> + +<p>There was peace and joy. She wished for that. She really had not had it +for weeks. While the song rose and fell, her heart softened toward +Helen. She would make up with her. She would ask to be forgiven and be +friends again. She crept out of bed and went to Helen's bed, but Helen +had gone to make one of the Easter Wakening Chorus.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV</h2> + + +<p>Proserpina had returned to earth again. The evidence of her visit was +everywhere. The campus had turned into green velvet; the pussy willows +were soft as chinchillas; the apple trees were in leaf, and just about +to blossom. These were the signs of spring everywhere. In addition to +these, the seminary had a sign which appealed to it alone. The man with +the ice-cream cart had appeared. For several days, his cart had been +backed against the curb of the campus and the sound of his bell was like +the music of the hand-organ to the girls. It was a bluebird and a +robin—the harbingers of spring to them.</p> + +<p>May came and was quickly passing. The girls were talking caps and gowns +and diplomas. The seniors went about with a superior air; the juniors +were little better for they had a classday at least. The freshmen and +sophomores, in the plans for commencement<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span> week, were but the fifth +wheel to a wagon. They were ignored. If they offered suggestions they +were snubbed, and informed, not too gently, that they could not be +expected to know anything about such matters—being new to the ways of +commencement.</p> + +<p>Though they had neither commencement, class day, nor play, the freshmen +and sophomores did not lose spirit. What was not theirs by rights, they +meant to make theirs by foul means and strategy.</p> + +<p>It had long been the custom of the seniors to follow the commencement +proper with a banquet. This included only members of the senior class. +The Alumnæ banquet took place later and was in the hands of old students +who had long since left the seminary. Among these were the wives of +judges, physicians, bankers—people with whom the freshmen and +sophomores dare not interfere, though it would have been an easy matter +to have taken this Alumnæ Banquet, for there was no one on hand to guard +it. The menu and serving were wholly in the hands of a caterer from the +city.</p> + +<p>Knowing that the affairs of the Alumnæ<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span> must not be tampered with, the +freshmen turned all their energies toward the seniors and juniors.</p> + +<p>The juniors were to give a play. The costumes were to be rented for the +occasion. The play itself was zealously guarded lest it be stolen. Erma, +whose talent lay in a histrionic direction, had charge of the copies of +the drama. Erma had talent but no forethought. She put the pamphlets in +the place most suited to them. Hester, who had been sent out by her +class as a scout to find what she could of the plans of the juniors, +discovered the books the first day; and not only the books but the names +of the juniors and the parts which each was to take. Hester reported +immediately the results of her investigation. The following day, while +Erma was engaged elsewhere the play disappeared, was hurriedly copied by +the freshmen and replaced. Not a member of the junior class, so the +freshmen believed, was aware of what took place and was not the wiser +that the freshmen had begun the preparation of the same play.</p> + +<p>"We can outdo them," said Louise at the class-meeting. "The play is +booked for Tuesday<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span> evening. Monday evening is the band concert and +promenade from seven o'clock until eight-thirty. After that, the +freshmen class will have the floor and we'll give the play before the +juniors. Their efforts will fall flat on Tuesday evening."</p> + +<p>"But the costumes!" exclaimed Hester. "What will we do for them?"</p> + +<p>"Borrow them from the juniors when they are from their rooms. We will +need them but one evening. We'll return them as fresh as ever the +following morning."</p> + +<p>"Will they lend them?" It was a little first term girl who asked the +question.</p> + +<p>"No, you dear little freshie, they will not lend them if they can help +themselves. We will ask them Tuesday morning and use them Monday. It is +the safest way," said Emma, who was exceedingly enthusiastic over this +part of school life. While at home, she had read volumes on the subject +of life at a boarding school. From the impression left by those books, +life at school was one succession of receptions, public meetings, and +practical jokes. Discipline and lessons were in the undercurrent of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span> +life. Life at Dickinson had been wholly different from what Emma had +anticipated. This stealing of the junior play and presenting it before +the juniors had the opportunity, appealed to Emma. This was more in the +order of the books she had read.</p> + +<p>Louise sat up on the rostrum, appointing the students to their parts. +She looked at Emma quizzingly, "About your part, Emma," she began.</p> + +<p>"I know what I want to be. Let me be queen. I'd dearly love to put my +hair up and wear a train."</p> + +<p>"You! The queen!" the girls laughed in scorn. "You never would have +dignity enough for that. What you should be is a Dutch doll that moves +with a spring."</p> + +<p>"I could do the queen part—," she began.</p> + +<p>"Hush, hush. You are talking too loud. Some one is coming."</p> + +<p>Footsteps were heard along the stair. The door opened and Renee put her +head in.</p> + +<p>"Are you there, Louise?" she asked. "Do you object to my taking your +umbrella? My roommate has gone off leaving mine locked in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span> the closet, +and I've permission to go down town."</p> + +<p>"Yes, yes, take it," cried Louise. Renee closed the door and +disappeared.</p> + +<p>"I'm suspicious of that umbrella," said Edna. "I think Renee was sent up +here to see what we were about."</p> + +<p>"No, I'd be suspicious of any one but Renee. She wished the umbrella. I +am sure of that."</p> + +<p>"But why should she need it this afternoon. There is not the slightest +suggestion of rain and the sun is not bright."</p> + +<p>"Because, she couldn't go without borrowing something," said Louise. "It +wouldn't be Renee if she could. I suppose she looked about and an +umbrella was the only thing she did not have at hand, so that was the +only thing she could borrow."</p> + +<p>Eventually the parts were given out and partly learned. The girls had +planned for a rehearsal the first week in June. The fact that everything +had to be done under cover from the juniors, made the practice drag. +They could assemble only at such hours when the juniors were in class, +and the chapel vacant.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span></p> + +<p>The sophomores, confident that the freshmen alone would be able to +manage the juniors, turned their attention to the seniors. Their plan +was to divert the banquet from the dining-hall to one of the society +halls, and feast upon it while the seniors went wailing in search of it.</p> + +<p>Their plans were developing nicely when the weather saw fit to +interfere. The last day of May, which fell on Tuesday, set in with a +soft, fine rain. This was nothing alarming in itself, had it performed +its work and gone its way. But it lingered all day, all night and when +Wednesday morning broke dull and gray, the volume of water had +increased, and was coming steadily down. Thursday was but a repetition +of Wednesday. The rain did not cease for an instant. The sun never +showed his face.</p> + +<p>The river had crept up gradually until the water was licking the trunks +of the apple trees; but this was not alarming. The ice flood had been +higher; and further back on the campus were the marks of the flood of +'48, the highest flood ever known along the river. Even then<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span> the water +had not touched the building. There was nothing at all to be alarmed by +the river's rising.</p> + +<p>After the afternoon's recitations, the girls went down to the river's +edge, although the rain poured down upon them. They were learning the +tricks of the old river men. They stuck sticks in the edge of the water +to mark the rise or fall.</p> + +<p>"It's risen over a foot since lunch time," cried Erma. "See, there is my +marker. You can just see it. Think of it—a foot. What will become of +us?"</p> + +<p>"It will rise twenty feet before we need give it a thought," said +Hester. She had been reared along the river and had no fear of it. She +loved it in any form it could assume—tranquil and quiet—frozen and +white—rolling and bleak and sullen. In every form, she recognized only +the beautiful and knew no reason to fear.</p> + +<p>"But if it should rise twenty-five?" cried Erma. She was running about +excitedly like a water-sprite. Her red sweater gleamed in the sullen +gray light. The rain was trickling<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span> from her Tam-o-Shanter; but she was +oblivious of all, save the far remote danger.</p> + +<p>"Oh, what if it should come up twenty-five feet!" she continued asking +as she ran along the shore.</p> + +<p>"Oh, what if the world should come to an end!" retorted the girls in +derision.</p> + +<p>The gong in the main hall sounded.</p> + +<p>"I knew it," cried Emma. "I knew Doctor Weldon would not allow us to be +out long. She's dreadfully careful of us. Now, what harm can a little +bit of water do to anyone?" Emma shook her bushy, curly locks.</p> + +<p>"Nothing, when one's hair curls naturally. But it can do a lot when +one's hair is straight. Look at mine." Mame sighed dismally. "Did you +ever see such locks? Every one as straight as a poker. I wish, just for +once, I could look like other girls."</p> + +<p>Josephine was standing in the hall, waiting when the little group of +girls entered.</p> + +<p>"Have you been in all the time?" asked Hester. "How could you? The river +is fine and getting higher and higher each moment. You shouldn't miss +such a sight as this."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I have not missed it," was the reply, given while the speaker's eyes +took a soulful upward glance. "I cannot enjoy nature with people +laughing and talking about me. I must be alone and commune with it. I +have stood here watching from the window. What a beautiful and yet a +terrible scene it is. I feel uplifted."</p> + +<p>"I wish I felt the same way—uplifted to the extent of two flights of +stairs," said Hester. She had not meant to be funny, but the girls +laughed. Josephine turned upon her a hurt, aggrieved look. But just for +a moment, then she smiled and said gently, "Hester, you little +water-sprite! How can you jest when nature is at war?"</p> + +<p>Edna Bucher was another student who would not brave the elements. She +stood at the hall window where the stairway makes a turn. She was +dressed in very somber clothes, guiltless of curves or graces. She did +not look with favor upon girls' trudging out in the storm. It had in it +the element of tom-boyism upon which Miss Bucher looked with alarm.</p> + +<p>"No, I did not go," she said meekly and apologetically. "I was brought +up to think it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span> wasn't ladylike to go out in all kinds of weather; +ladies don't do it. It is just what you would expect of a man."</p> + +<p>The hearers replied not a word. They did not so much as shrug their +shoulders or glance at each other. But each girl resolved at that +minute, if being hearty and hale and fearless were unladylike, from that +moment they would be that very thing.</p> + +<p>The weather soon had its effect upon the spirits of the girls. Gayety in +the dormitories and parlors was reduced to the minimum. Pupils stood +silent at windows, gazing out at the steady downpour. Where they did +gather in groups of three or four, there was no laughing or bright talk. +Just a word now and then, and a low reply. At intervals, someone grew +intolerant and expressed herself. "Will this rain never stop?" "I was +hoping it would clear so that we might go into town."</p> + +<p>Their hopes were doomed to disappointment. The rain never ceased for one +instant during the night and all day Friday.</p> + +<p>At lunch time Friday, the girls ran out on the campus to see what had +become of their<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span> markers of the evening before. They were gone. The +water had come over them and moved up in the campus until it touched the +cannae-beds.</p> + +<p>"The flowers will be ruined!" cried the girls. As though to prove the +truth of the statement, a tongue of water curled itself softly about the +plants, sucked deep into the roots, and when it went its way, the +cannaes went with it, and only a hollow was left in the great bed, and +this was quickly filled with water.</p> + +<p>"It has risen three feet since last evening," said Hester, who had been +standing silent, estimating the distance. There were exclamations of +wonder, surprise, and fear. To many, three feet of a rise in water meant +no more than a Greek syllable. They had not been reared near a river, +and knew nothing of what might be expected in the way of floods.</p> + +<p>"Three feet is nothing," said Hester with the air of one who knew all +there was to know of such matters. "Why, a June flood is generally seven +feet at home. We do not think much about it. And September floods—we do +not always have them, but we wouldn't think<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span> of calling it a flood +unless the river rose at least five feet. Three feet since yesterday! +That is really nothing at all. I hope it will go five feet higher before +night."</p> + +<p>It was all braggadocio on her part; but it had the desired effect. Erma +screamed in terror; Emma's eyes grew big; Mame scolded her soundly for +expressing such a wish. For a while she had a hornet's nest about her +ears.</p> + +<p>Early Friday afternoon, a change came. Before, the rain had come down +steady and constant. Now it came in a stream, as though the floors from +a great reservoir had given way and the water had fallen in one great +body.</p> + +<p>There was no going out in this. An umbrella was no protection whatever, +for the rain came through as water through a sieve. After dinner, the +girls stood in the windows which overlooked the river and watched the +water as it crept up, so slowly the eye could not recognize its advance.</p> + +<p>The trunks of the apple trees were hidden from view. The water was muddy +and foaming. The current had increased until the velocity was ten times +that of normal. There was a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span> sullen roar, and tearing as though the +banks were giving way. Some logs were running, but not many. The breast +of the water was covered with drift. At intervals, large branches of +trees went down. Once a great oak, roots, trunk and all, sailed close to +the apple tree and almost tore it from the earth. A walk, a piece of +fence, a chicken coop, or a dog-kennel went bobbing along their watery +way. Some distance below, yet in sight of the school, was the county +bridge. It had been built in the early history of the country. It was a +big, clumsy-looking affair of wood with a shingled roof and board sides. +Now, entrances were cut off by a wide stream. It stood alone, like an +isolated being; its weather-beaten sides, looking gray against the brown +of the muddy water.</p> + +<p>The sight of the river was growing awful, yet it attracted and held the +girls. The study bell rang unheeded. Miss Burkham came from her room to +call their attention to the study hours.</p> + +<p>As the girls from the east wing crossed the main hall in order to reach +their rooms, they saw Doctor Weldon in earnest conversation<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> with +Marshall, the office boy; Belva, the man-of-all work, and Herman who +acted as night-watchman.</p> + +<p>"I do not anticipate a bit of trouble," she was saying. "But telegrams +came into the city from Reno, thirty miles above, that there was a +twenty-foot flood there and still rising. They've sent warning all down +the river.</p> + +<p>"I have heard that alarm sounded ever since I have been at the seminary. +It is always a twenty-foot flood and the word always comes from Reno. +Either those people have no idea of a foot measure or their imaginations +have been over stimulated." She spoke slowly yet with conviction, as one +who has been accustomed to having their slightest word obeyed. The three +men had been at the seminary and in her service for ten years. They +adored her and accepted her word as final.</p> + +<p>"However, Herman, you keep a close watch. Do not let the water reach the +drive without warning us. We will not run any risks. If you wish to have +Belva and Marshall with you, well and good. I shall ask the matron to +have a lunch prepared for you."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span></p> + +<p>There was little possibility of danger. Should the water creep up from +the river, even to the west side of the dormitory, a great wing extended +to the east and avenues of escape would remain open.</p> + +<p>The girls overheard Doctor Weldon's words. They were not alarmed. They +understood the conditions perfectly. Should the water come near the west +wing, a thing which had never yet occurred even in the famous flood of +'48, there could be no immediate danger. They were excited with the +prospect of the unusual happening. Since it had rained for five days +against their express wishes, they would feel themselves aggrieved if no +compensation, in the form of an unusual experience, was offered them.</p> + +<p>The fact that it was Friday night, and that the week had been one which +had been void of relaxation or amusement in any way, moved the +preceptress to shorten the study hour and lengthen the time for +recreation.</p> + +<p>But the students would not get away from the weather and the flood. +Little groups of four and six came together and discussed floods,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span> from +the Noachean down to the one of '48. The girls had no personal knowledge +of any high water, but they handed down the folk-lore as it had come to +them.</p> + +<p>Some were particularly fine in giving detail, and making weird, strange +scenes so real that their hearers were deeply affected. Erma had this +power in a great measure, and Hester, to some extent. By the time they +had related several stories, the girls in Sixty-two were shivering with +nervous fear.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you silly little geese!" cried Erma. "Why, you are actually +shivering over something which happened in my great-grandfather's time!"</p> + +<p>"But you make it so real! You and Hester talk as if it happened but +yesterday," said Mellie.</p> + +<p>"Certainly, that is what we try to do," Erma laughed, and seizing Mellie +by the hand, drew her up from the floor where she had been sitting. +"That is what will make us famous. I shall be a great actress and Hester +a great writer."</p> + +<p>Hester heard and blushed. She wondered<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span> how Erma knew of her day-dreams +for she had mentioned them to no one.</p> + +<p>"Come, peaches," cried Erma. "I'll take you back to your rooms. If I do +not, you all will have nervous prostration, sitting here listening to +such stories."</p> + +<p>"I do not know when Erma is complimenting me," said Mellie as she +followed. "Sometimes I am 'silly goose' and sometimes I am 'peaches.' +Now when am I which, and why?"</p> + +<p>Erma laughed again. "Oh, you silly goose, don't you know you're peaches +all the time with me?"</p> + +<p>The girls departed. It was yet early, yet Helen and Hester prepared for +bed. Each was deliberately slow. Their paths crossed and recrossed as +they moved from one part of the room to the other, yet not a word was +said until Hester reached to turn off the light. Then came the customary +good-night.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV</h2> + + +<p>There was no danger of the river rising to such an extent that the +building would be surrounded and communication cut off. Such a thing +would be impossible! But Doctor Weldon had forgotten to reckon with the +creek which flowed on the opposite side of town and joined the river at +the east end. It had risen as rapidly as the river and had come over the +banks and was creeping in upon them.</p> + +<p>Hester awakened suddenly. It was early morning for the gray lights were +shining in at the windows. The rain had ceased. The first thought which +came to her was that of thankfulness. Now they could have a clear +Saturday and be out of doors without being drenched to the skin.</p> + +<p>It was not raining but there was a peculiar gurgling sound of water. +Helen also heard it and sat up in bed.</p> + +<p>"Do you hear that, Hester? What is it?"</p> + +<p>"It is something outside, I'll see." As she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span> spoke she had left her bed +and hurried to the window. Her exclamation brought Helen to her. There +was no need to ask for explanation. Beech Creek had backed in from a +mile beyond, and was lapping against the stone foundation. The water was +moving over the campus. Nowhere was it more than an inch deep; but on +each side lay the greater depths of the river and the creek.</p> + +<p>"Let us get dressed at once!" cried Hester.</p> + +<p>"Yes, let us go downstairs," replied Helen. She was not so excited as +Hester, yet she was more afraid. Hester knew the river and loved it. Now +her excitement did not spring from fear, but from a kind of enjoyment.</p> + +<p>They slipped into their clothes and made themselves as presentable as +possible and hurried downstairs. At the front entrance was a group of +girls. Some were standing on the lower step, which was a single piece of +granite. The water was lapping but a few inches below. While they talked +and laughed, some hysterically, the water crept up and lapped upon the +lower step. The girls moved higher. Five steps led to the entrance, +which was on the level<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span> of the first floor. Then the breakfast bell +sounded and the girls reluctantly went into the dining-room.</p> + +<p>While they were standing with their hands on the back of their +respective chairs, awaiting the signal from the principal, she addressed +them.</p> + +<p>"Young ladies, you will be served with plain fare this morning. Perhaps, +you do not know that the butcher, the baker, the milkman, and butter-man +drive in each morning from Flemington. The road was flooded this morning +and they could not reach us. The supplies which the steward keeps on +hand, are in the basement, which was flooded last night. You may be +seated."</p> + +<p>There was no complaint at the bit of bacon and stale bread with which +each plate had been served. There were excitement and hilarious +good-humor, as though the flood had come for their especial benefit to +give them an experience new and unusual. A bit of bacon and stale bread! +One could get along very well for a few hours on that. But it seemed +destined that the students were not to have even so little.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span></p> + +<p>Marshall came in and hurried to Doctor Weldon. She appeared cool and +collected; but one could never tell from her manner whether she were +anxious or not. The few seniors who remembered when the building had +been afire, remembered Doctor Weldon had acted just so. Waiting until +Marshall left the dining-hall, she rang the bell. The buzz of voices +ceased.</p> + +<p>"Take your plates and go up to the parlor on the second floor. You may +be dismissed in order. Miss Burkham's table first."</p> + +<p>Miss Burkham arose and led the way. She was quite as collected as Doctor +Weldon, although, she, too, had seen the water marks which were +appearing on the floor from the water in the basement below.</p> + +<p>"It is like a picnic. Think of eating bacon and stale bread in a parlor, +done up in pale-green and silver. I know it will taste better." It was +Erma who was talking. Her voice rang over all like a silver bell, as +with merry laugh and light spirits she lead the way to the floor above.</p> + +<p>The door leading from the main hall on to the porch was closed, but a +little stream had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span> forced itself in and was trickling over the floor. +The men-servants were rolling up the rug, preparatory to carrying it to +the floor above and the women-servants were pinning up window draperies +and hangings to save them from possible contact with the water.</p> + +<p>Doctor Weldon, calm and serene, as though a flood were an everyday +occurrence and not at all alarming, went about the building instructing +the servants and teachers in regard to saving what they could of the +property on the ground floor.</p> + +<p>Hester, Helen, Erma, and their friends stood on the landing of the +stairway and watched the men work. The girls had forgotten that they +were hungry. Their plates were poised in the air and the bits of bacon +and stale bread were untouched.</p> + +<p>Renee came to the head of the stairway and leaning over the balustrade, +looked down on the outstretched plates. "Haven't you girls touched a +bite?" she asked. "I am glad I found you. I wish you'd lend me your +piece of bacon."</p> + +<p>The girls, thus addressed, saw nothing humorous<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span> in the request. Erma +was about to hand over her portion when a laugh from the hall above +caused her to pause. Emma, Edna, and Louise were laughing and ridiculing +Renee, who turned about and went off in bad humor, explaining as she did +so that she wanted a piece for Mame Cross who had been complaining that +she had not been treated as other girls when it came to the distribution +of bacon.</p> + +<p>The men tossed the rugs upon the first landing of the stairway and went +to the assistance of Marshall, who came in with tables and chairs from +the kitchen. By much straining and lifting, the pianos were raised upon +these.</p> + +<p>"That is all we can do," said the night-watchman. "We cannot possibly +take them to the second floor. They are three feet higher now. The water +can't possibly rise that much more."</p> + +<p>Doctor Weldon had taken refuge on the steps for the hall was flooded. +The girls moved up to the second floor.</p> + +<p>"Let us go to the Philo Hall on the third floor," cried Erma. "We can +see over town from there."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</a></span></p> + +<p>"I do not wish to see," said several.</p> + +<p>"I do," said Hester and Helen together. The three made their way to the +hall whose windows opened to the north and east. The current from the +river was sweeping about the corner of the building with a tremendous +force. Logs and square timbers, uprooted trees and driftwood were being +borne down in great quantities.</p> + +<p>On the side of the driveway, where the current was strongest, stood an +iron lamp-post deeply imbedded in a foundation of stone. It had been +placed there in the early history of the school, when electricity and +gas were unknown. It had never been removed for the trustees were +graduates of the school and refused to remove the landmarks of their +school-days. So there it stood above the muddy, dirty water.</p> + +<p>The girls at the open window above could look down upon it.</p> + +<p>"See that great timber coming!" cried Helen.</p> + +<p>"It is right in the current and making straight for the building. If it +should strike the corner!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</a></span></p> + +<p>The building was old and not able to stand the force of a heavy timber, +propelled by such a tremendous force. The girls at the window knew what +that meant. They held their breath. The timber rushed on, but it turned +broadside in the current and came up against the iron post. There it +remained as nicely as though weighed and measured and fixed in place. +Back of it came logs and drift which piled upon the timber and lamp-post +until a bulwark was formed which turned the current away from the corner +and the danger with it.</p> + +<p>"It's luck. Did you ever see such luck?" cried Erma. "If that lamp-post +had not been there, the whole corner of the building would have been +broken in. It was luck—pure luck."</p> + +<p>"It was Providence," said Helen simply. "I think it was meant that the +lamp-post should be just where it is."</p> + +<p>There were few words said. The scene was so awful that the desire to +talk was taken away. From the parlors below, the excitement and laughter +died. A quiet fell over the building. There was nothing to do but to +watch and wait—for what or how long, no one could tell.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 405px;"> +<img src="images/i_307.jpg" width="405" height="600" alt="They held their breath.—Page 290." title="" /> +<span class="caption">They held their breath.—<i>Page <a href="#Page_290">290</a>.</i></span> +</div><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</a></span></p> + +<p>The sun shone out on the water. Below, lay the city. The portion which +stood low was flooded to the second floor. Hester thought of Aunt Debby +as her eyes rested on the distant town.</p> + +<p>"There is no fear there," said Helen following the glance of her +roommate's eyes. "Fairview Street is the highest in town. You remember +there is a terrace with steps where it joins Market. The tops of the +buildings on Fourth Street will be covered before it comes to the doors +of Fairview."</p> + +<p>Hester knew that this was true. No immediate danger threatened the +little cottage. The seminary with its old walls and the current from +both river and creek beating upon it was where fear lay.</p> + +<p>"Look!" cried Helen, pointing her finger to midstream. There bobbing +along like a cork on the current was a stable one side of which had been +torn away. The mow was filled with hay, and in the stalls beneath was a +horse feeding from the manger. It bobbed along serenely, as though +midriver in a high flood were the legitimate place for a stable. Then it +struck<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</a></span> the sides of the bridge. There was the sound of crushing and the +barn was sucked down under the bridge and disappeared from sight.</p> + +<p>The morning passed and the girls sat in the window seats, fascinated by +the sea before them.</p> + +<p>The water continued rising until twelve o'clock. It filled the lower +halls and crept almost to the second floor. The water-pipes burst and a +famine of drink as well as food came. Fortunately, the experiences of +the day had taken away the appetite.</p> + +<p>"I have been watching that old tree," said Hester. "When the clock +struck twelve, the water had just reached the notch at the branches. It +is one o'clock now and it has not gone higher."</p> + +<p>The waters were at a standstill. The worst was over. At three o'clock, +Hester cried out with delight. "It is falling—falling! See the trunk of +the tree shows above the water."</p> + +<p>It was slowly receding. The danger-mark had passed, although the signs +of havoc it had caused, were yet passing on the breast of the river. A +part of a kitchen went sailing by.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</a></span> The watchers saw the upper window of +a half-submerged house. There was a bed, a cradle, and a sewing-machine +open and ready for use. There were pathos and tragedy sufficient for a +lifetime. There was a touch of humor too, for on a long plank, at either +end, sat a rat and a great black cat. They watched each other +instinctively, and were unconscious of the danger which threatened them +both.</p> + +<p>Five o'clock came, and the girls had not moved from their positions. +During the day, but a few sentences had passed between them.</p> + +<p>At last hunger came to them. But there was no use going in search of +food; for the larder was bare. There was not even a cup of water for +them.</p> + +<p>For more than an hour Helen had not moved. Fear of the water had passed. +A finer feeling than dread inspired her now. Someone from below called +Erma, and she left the Philo Hall. She neither laughed nor danced. Even +her effervescent spirits had been under the spell of the waters.</p> + +<p>Her departure aroused Helen from her reverie. Arising, she came to where +Hester<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</a></span> sat. Her voice was low. To the old tenderness was added a new +sweetness and strength, "Little roommate," she said, "listen to me for a +few minutes. Weeks ago, I believed you guilty of an act I could not +countenance. I treasured resentment against you, though even while I was +doing it, I loved you. I did wrong in not going directly to you and +making known my complaint. May I tell it to you now, or shall we let it +be as though it never happened, and let all our ugly feeling and +bitterness go down with the flood?"</p> + +<p>"Let it go with the flood, Helen. I do not know how I erred, but I do +know that I missed your friendship. Let us forget it from this minute."</p> + +<p>"And let me give what I denied long ago," said Helen, as she stooped to +press her lips to Hester's forehead.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI</h2> + + +<p>Little by little, the water receded. So slowly did it fall that the eye +could not mark it. Over the mud-colored waters, the sun shone brightly +and made of the spray a million sparkling diamonds.</p> + +<p>By evening, the students began to experience the pangs of hunger and +thirst. There was nothing to satisfy them, for although there was water, +water, everywhere, there was not a drop to drink. At twilight, the lower +floors were above the flood, although at intervals, a sudden splash from +without sent little streams back through the door.</p> + +<p>The pupils were yet under the spell of the flood. Unusual quiet reigned +in the dormitories, when suddenly a cry of delight came from Erma. Her +voice echoed from one end of the hall to the other, and reached even to +Miss Burkham's ears; but that lady did not appear to reprimand her. The +preceptress<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</a></span> realized that the girls had been under a nervous strain all +day and she did not have it in mind to restrain them, even though they +exceeded the bounds laid down by Seminary law.</p> + +<p>"What has happened to Erma?" exclaimed Hester, starting up when the cry +reached her ears.</p> + +<p>"Don't be alarmed. It is nothing serious. I can tell from her voice. +That shriek is Erma's cry of delight."</p> + +<p>In an instant, Erma herself tripped down the hall to explain and to +share. Knocking hastily, she did not wait to be admitted, but flung open +the door.</p> + +<p>"What do you think I found?" she cried. "A half-dozen lemons. I forgot +that I had them. I bought them last week. Here, we're dividing."</p> + +<p>She thrust one out at them. It had already been opened and part of its +contents extracted.</p> + +<p>"There wasn't enough for one a piece. Just take a good long suck from +it."</p> + +<p>The girls did. There was nothing humorous in this passing a lemon about +among many. Not a drop of liquid had passed their lips since<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</a></span> the night +before. The few drops of juice which they were able to extract, were +refreshing.</p> + +<p>"Doesn't it taste good?" cried Erma. "I never knew before how perfectly +delicious a cup of cold water is. Wait until I have the opportunity. I +mean to drink a gallon without stopping. I must go on. The girls in +Sixty haven't had any yet."</p> + +<p>She was gone before Hester and Helen had expressed their thanks. Before +she reached Sixty, the door opened and Renee came out. "I was looking +for you, Erma. Someone said you had found some lemons. Can't you lend me +one?"</p> + +<p>"What's left of one. Take it and drain it dry." It was almost that now, +but Renee received it thankfully.</p> + +<p>"I thought I could not stand it another minute. How long will it be +before we get anything to eat or drink?"</p> + +<p>"In a week or so," cried Erma as she passed on.</p> + +<p>Sunday morning broke clear and bright. There were no rising or breakfast +bells, for there was nothing to serve the hungry people.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</a></span></p> + +<p>Doctor Weldon and Miss Burkham had conferred together and decided that +as long as the girls were sleeping, they would be neither hungry nor +thirsty, so they allowed them to sleep until they awakened of +themselves.</p> + +<p>The perversity of human nature showed itself in every girl's being awake +unusually early. At the usual breakfast hour, the upper halls were +filled. It was the Sabbath, but on the lower floor the servants were at +hard work. The women were wearing top-boots and short skirts, which +reached just below the knees. They were dragging out the mud with hoes. +In the middle of the floors, the sand and mud were fully a foot deep +while in corners, which had been free from the force of the current, the +deposit was three times that depth.</p> + +<p>In the middle of the main floor, a saw-log lay. A great hole in the +plaster showed where it had spent its force, and the shattered glass of +the front door was evidence of its place of entrance. The curtains of +real lace which had added to the beauty of the reception hall, were +nothing but dirty rags, discolored, torn, and hung with bits of drift.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</a></span></p> + +<p>The sun beat down upon the water-soaked places, and the steam which +arose, was foul-smelling. The men who were endeavoring to do the heavier +portion of clearing, were knee-deep in the drift. The flood had receded, +but the basement was yet full of water. The conditions were bad and +would remain so for some time, regardless of the fact that everyone was +doing his utmost to better them.</p> + +<p>There was nothing to be hoped from the city, for it had its own burden. +The store-houses had been flooded and the food supply cut off.</p> + +<p>Miss Burkham went to Doctor Weldon. "What do you think of my taking the +girls from the building?" she asked. "The hygienic conditions here are +dreadful. Outside we can find the sunshine, at least. I can take them +through the city streets—wherever the streets are open. I think we can +keep them better satisfied if we keep their attention on something else +than themselves."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps, it would be better. I have been concerned about them. They +have been most thoughtful and considerate so far. You may take the +Fraulein with you—and the school<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</a></span> purse, too, Miss Burkham. You may be +able to buy something for them."</p> + +<p>"While you are gone, I'll try to get into communication with our people +at Flemington. The telephone and telegraphs are useless. Marshall and +Herman might be able to walk out and carry something back. It will be +hours before a delivery wagon can get through to bring us anything."</p> + +<p>Following Miss Burkham's instructions, the girls dressed in their +shortest and shabbiest skirts and put on heavy shoes. It was a dismal, +hungry-looking party which set forth.</p> + +<p>For a square down Main Street, the way was clear. They were often forced +to leave the sidewalk and make a detour to escape the piles of drift +which lay in heaps. The mud was over the tops of the rubber shoes, and +the greater number had discarded overshoes before they had gone far. At +the corner of Main and Clinton Avenue, they stopped. Their way was cut +off by a great pile of logs, timbers, and uprooted trees which reached +above the second story of the houses. Here and there, caught between the +branches of the trees or the conjunction<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</a></span> of timbers, were bits of +household articles, parts of chairs, window frames or broken beds and +soggy mattresses.</p> + +<p>"We can climb over," suggested Hester. "That will not be much of a +climb."</p> + +<p>Miss Burkham had been hesitating. She feared to go on and yet to go back +meant dissatisfied, hungry girls shut up in a wet, foul-smelling +building.</p> + +<p>"We'll climb," she said. "But be careful to move slowly, and not bring +this down upon you."</p> + +<p>The feat was not a difficult one. They succeeded in crossing and entered +the business street. There was not a whole plate-glass window in this +section. They had been shattered into bits so small that no trace of +them could be found.</p> + +<p>The girls entered what had been the largest and finest grocery store of +the city. The mud was several feet deep; the show-cases had been +battered to pieces; canned goods were piled in heaps in the corners and +covered with refuse. But the combination most surprising, was where a +large cheese had tumbled down upon<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</a></span> a dead cow which had been washed in +from some dairy farm far up the river.</p> + +<p>Men were already clearing the streets, and shoveling the refuse from the +stores.</p> + +<p>From the business thoroughfare, Miss Burkham led her charges to the +residence street. Here conditions were the same. The elegant houses bore +the marks of the flood. Trees were uprooted. Lawns which but a few days +before were things of beauty, were now but heaps of refuse, or hollows +filled with water.</p> + +<p>Doors and windows stood open wide. Delicate, cultivated women had +arrayed themselves in overalls and were scraping the mud from their +homes.</p> + +<p>As they made their way eastward, Robert Vail hurried down a side-street +to meet them.</p> + +<p>"I started for school the instant I could," he explained to Miss +Burkham. "I did not know how bad conditions were, but I expected they +could not be good.</p> + +<p>"I have a tally-ho and horses, but we could not get beyond Fairview +Street. South Street is a mere chasm. The horses could not have crossed +there. I did reach Miss Alden and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</a></span> Miss Richards. My man took them back +home while I came in."</p> + +<p>Hester grasped his arm. "Auntie—is Auntie all right?"</p> + +<p>"Fine as silk. She was concerned about you until we satisfied her that +seminary girls could not be gotten rid of so easily. It takes more than +a flood—" He spoke lightly to the girls and then turned to Miss +Burkham. "Our housekeeper said I should fill up the tally-ho and bring +the girls there. The buildings at school will not be fit to live in for +some days. We'll take care of eighteen or twenty until you arrange +matters."</p> + +<p>A feeling of relief came to the preceptress. "You have taken a great +responsibility from Doctor Weldon and me," she said. "We shall never be +able to thank you. As to the girls, Hester and Helen, of course must go; +also the Fraulein, for I must not allow the girls to go alone."</p> + +<p>She turned to the group about her, and selected the number which would +fill the tally-ho.</p> + +<p>"You girls will go with the Fraulein and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_304" id="Page_304">[Pg 304]</a></span> Mr. Vail, and remain until we +send you word to return. Berenice, Violet, Edith and I will return to +school."</p> + +<p>"I declare, this is too bad," cried Robert. "I cannot allow you to walk +back, and without anything to eat."</p> + +<p>"You cannot help it. The circumstances are unusual. The elements have +our fortunes in hand," she replied.</p> + +<p>"The instant I get the young ladies home, my man and I will come back +with all the good things we can carry. Tell Doctor Weldon that we shall +have a dinner—perhaps a late one—for her."</p> + +<p>"She has sent messengers to Flemington. They will bring us something for +one meal at least. Come, girls." She led her little flock toward home. +There was no hope of finding a bite to eat anywhere in the city. Men and +women had worked all night and were yet working without a particle of +food or drop to drink. The preceptress was worn and weak. Her +responsibility for the last two days had been great; but she did not +dare give up. She trudged bravely toward school, encouraging the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">[Pg 305]</a></span> girls +and drawing their attention to any phase of the situation which was not +burdened with pathos.</p> + +<p>Robert Vail led his party down the residence street and then turned down +an alley. "These narrow passages have less drift," he explained. "My man +and I discovered this this morning."</p> + +<p>By devious ways, he brought them out on High Street which stood above +the ravages of the flood. Here a tally-ho with four horses stood +waiting.</p> + +<p>Robert assisted the Fraulein and girls to their places and bade the +coachman drive on. Hester and Helen sat side by side.</p> + +<p>"Now, I am really to meet your Aunt Harriet," said Hester. "It is very +strange. Think of my rooming with you for ten months and never meeting +her."</p> + +<p>"Never met mother?" exclaimed Robert Vail. "Be prepared to meet the +finest mother in the world."</p> + +<p>"There may be some exception," said Helen, "at least Hester may think +so. She may be vain enough to think that she had the finest mother in +the world."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306">[Pg 306]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Oh, no," began Hester hastily and then she paused. She was not dull. +She had been keen enough to know that there was something not just right +about a mother and child traveling alone through a strange country and +no one ever searching for them. But she could not allow any one else to +know her thoughts. Her face flushed as she continued, "I have never +known a mother. Aunt Debby is all I ever had. I am sure that no one can +be finer than she."</p> + +<p>"We will make an exception in favor of Miss Alden," continued Robert. +"With the exception of Miss Debby Alden, you will find my mother the +finest woman in the world. You'll fall in love with her the instant that +you meet her."</p> + +<p>"I know. I have caught several glimpses of her but I never met her. But, +perhaps she will not care for me. I should not be pleased if I should +like your mother very much and she would not like me at all."</p> + +<p>Vain little Hester Alden. She knew what speech Robert Vail would make. +She had heard him express himself on the subject twice<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_307" id="Page_307">[Pg 307]</a></span> before. Because +his words had pleased her, she called them forth again.</p> + +<p>"There'll be no danger of her not liking you. I'll vouch for that. +Mother and I always like the same people and things. She has the best +taste in the world."</p> + +<p>Helen laughed teasingly. "You like to impress people with the fact that +you are fond of your mother; but have you ever noticed, Cousin Robert, +that there is always one compliment for her, and two for you?</p> + +<p>"Robert Vail and his mother like the same things. That is the first +premise. The second is, his mother has excellent taste; +conclusion—Robert Vail has excellent taste. I have not studied logic +for nothing, Cousin Robert."</p> + +<p>Robert shrugged his shoulders. "That is a girl's idea of reason," he +said. "They always go about in a circle, like a lost duck and they never +lose the personal element in anything."</p> + +<p>"Your remarks are not original," said Helen. "I have heard Doctor Baker +say that same thing."</p> + +<p>"I have heard you mention Doctor Baker<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_308" id="Page_308">[Pg 308]</a></span> before. Is he your physician at +home?" asked Hester. She had forgotten Helen's Easter letter.</p> + +<p>"He's our pastor and perfectly lovely, Hester. He has been with us a +long, long time. I told you once about him, but you were vexed with me +then and my words fell on deaf ears. Sometime you must come and spend a +month with me in my home and you shall meet Doctor Baker."</p> + +<p>"I never would go and leave Aunt Debby for an entire month. It was bad +enough to go to school and not be with her," was Hester's reply.</p> + +<p>"But Aunt Debby can come along. My father would like her, and she and +Aunt Harriet would be friends from the moment they met. Maybe we can +arrange it for this summer. Sometimes Doctor Baker comes to visit us, +too. He gets very lonely. I should think any one living alone would be +lonely."</p> + +<p>"Isn't he married?" asked Hester. "I thought ministers were always +married. Why doesn't he get married?"</p> + +<p>"You think a marriage certificate goes with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_309" id="Page_309">[Pg 309]</a></span> the manse," said Robert. +"His case is a paradox. He is always marrying, and yet never is married. +Quite a riddle isn't it?"</p> + +<p>Helen's face lighted up. She was like Hester in that both delighted to +hear romantic stories.</p> + +<p>"He had a love affair, a long time ago," she said softly as though the +subject were one too sacred for full tones to play upon. "But he went to +college, and when he came back his sweetheart did not care for him. But +he has never forgotten her."</p> + +<p>Hester gave a sigh of contentment. She would remember and tell her Aunt +Debby about this. While her Aunt Debby had chided her about repeating +these little romantic tales which came to her ears, Hester had a feeling +that the elder Miss Alden was not wholly unsympathetic.</p> + +<p>Josephine, who was sitting in the front of the tally-ho, caught the last +of Helen's speech. She sighed, and leaning forward that all might catch +her words, said: "How lovely! Such persons appeal to me. There is +nothing in the world which is so beautiful to me as faithfulness.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_310" id="Page_310">[Pg 310]</a></span> How +perfectly lovely! I always—"</p> + +<p>"Hester, lend me a pin, please. I see you have one in the front of your +coat and I need one to fasten the ends of my tie," it was Renee who +broke in upon Josephine's flow of sentiment.</p> + +<p>"We shall soon be there now," said Robert. "The house stands back of +those trees." He pointed to a small elevation which was about a mile +distant. The girls exclaimed with delight except Mame Cross who looked +down upon her short skirt and mud-stained shoes with a mortified +expression.</p> + +<p>"Really, Mr. Vail, I simply cannot enter your home, looking like this. +Your mother would refuse to receive me."</p> + +<p>"I do not understand why," he replied.</p> + +<p>"Mame, do please forget about it," laughed Erma. "My shoes are muddy; my +skirt is shabby; I am hungry—so hungry that I'll fairly snatch at +anything to eat. I look like a fright, I know I do. But what's the use +of thinking about it. It can't be helped. So why not pretend that we do +not notice it?"</p> + +<p>"We must make up for our looks by being<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_311" id="Page_311">[Pg 311]</a></span> so nice that Mrs. Vail will not +notice that we are not immaculate." It was Mellie who offered this +suggestion.</p> + +<p>"That is all very well for you girls to speak so," said Mame. "But you +do not look as I do. You girls look nice, considering what you have gone +through; but me—I always look the worst. I never look like other +girls."</p> + +<p>"Then give up trying, Mame. You never will look like other girls, you +know. So make the best of matters which cannot be helped, and be +cheerful and gay." Erma's words were supposed to be ironical; but her +happy little laugh and dainty little touch upon Mame's hand, robbed them +of their sting.</p> + +<p>"Here we are!" exclaimed Robert Vail, as the horses turned from the main +road into a private drive. Hester opened her eyes in astonishment. She +had seen the beautiful homes near Lockport, but this surpassed any. The +house was in the midst of a great park; there were lawn, forest, and +flowers. The house was large, but not imposing. It had rather the look +of a home than of a mansion. Never before had Hester seen such beauty of +surroundings.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_312" id="Page_312">[Pg 312]</a></span> Nature and cultivation had worked together to make the +best of this.</p> + +<p>As the girls stepped from the tally-ho, Hester grasped Helen by the arm, +"I am afraid—afraid," she whispered.</p> + +<p>"To meet Aunt Harriet? Why, little roommate, she is not a bit +formidable. You will love her."</p> + +<p>"I think it is not just that—" she began again. She could not finish. +Aunt Debby and Miss Richards had come to meet them. Back of these two, +stood a large, wiry woman in a dark dress and an extensive white apron.</p> + +<p>"My little girl," cried Debby, clasping Hester in her arms. "I have been +very anxious about you."</p> + +<p>"I was safe, Aunt Debby. Perfectly safe, but so hungry."</p> + +<p>Robert Vail escorted his guests to the door.</p> + +<p>"This is Mrs. Perkins, young ladies," he said, indicating to the big +woman. "She will see that you have something to eat at once."</p> + +<p>"I have been waiting dinner. If the ladies wish to come at once—" She +led the way. The guests were weak from hunger. The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_313" id="Page_313">[Pg 313]</a></span> odor of the food +aroused their appetites afresh.</p> + +<p>"Did you ever think bread and butter was so gloriously fine?" said Emma +after her first mouthful. "Do you realize that we have had nothing since +Friday evening."</p> + +<p>"I do; but I do not intend talking about it—now," said Hester. "I have +greater things to do."</p> + +<p>Indeed, they all had that. They had kept up bravely under strenuous +conditions. There had been no word of complaint. Erma especially, had +been cheerful and gay as long as those two qualities were needed to +sustain herself and her friends. Now, she was the first to give way. +After a few morsels had been eaten, she realized that she was tired—so +tired that she believed that ever being rested again would be an +impossibility. She made an effort to keep up. She tried to laugh, but +ended with a nervous giggle. Then to the amazement of all, she began to +cry and sob.</p> + +<p>"I am so tired. I am too tired to live. I never could go through with +this again."</p> + +<p>"And you will not need to—never again," said Miss Debby, going to the +girl's aid.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_314" id="Page_314">[Pg 314]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Let her cry. It will do her good," she continued as the others were +about to leave their dinner. "Let her cry, it will do her good."</p> + +<p>At this Renee began to giggle. Mame looked at her and straightway did as +Renee. Mellie and Josephine made a brave effort to control themselves, +but after a few minutes they were following Erma's example and were +sobbing as though their hearts would break.</p> + +<p>Miss Richards and Miss Debby took matters into their hands. There was no +help to be expected from the Fraulein, for she was as wearied as the +girls.</p> + +<p>The housekeeper made ready the rooms and the girls were forced to go to +bed.</p> + +<p>"Each young lady ate a little something, I observed," said Mrs. Perkins. +"Let them rest a while, then I shall take some refreshments to them."</p> + +<p>"It was so beautiful what they behaved yet to this time," cried the +Fraulein. "Never no word, no fuss, all smiles, all funs, no cross or +nothing until now." She was much disturbed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_315" id="Page_315">[Pg 315]</a></span> lest the women would +discredit her for the girls' behavior.</p> + +<p>"We understand," said Debby Alden. "It is not your fault, Fraulein. You +are going to rest now, too. We intend treating you like a little girl; +send you to bed and send your bread and jelly to you."</p> + +<p>"Ach," the little German teacher tried to look self-reliant and +sufficient to take care of herself. But there was something in Debby +Alden's manner which touched her. The Fraulein was a stranger in a +strange land. Many and many were the times when she longed for the +tenderness of those who were bound to her by the ties of love and blood. +She was but a little homesick girl, herself and wished to be mothered +like other girls. But she was brave enough with all her longing. She +shrugged her shoulders; but Debby laid her hand affectionately on the +girl's shoulder. That settled it. In an instant, the German teacher +rested her head against Debby; her eyes filled; she touched Debby's +cheeks tenderly; "I vill go. The Fraulein is so kind. The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_316" id="Page_316">[Pg 316]</a></span> Fraulein has +a heart in her breast." Without a word of demur, the little German +teacher followed the girls and rested while the housekeeper and Debby +Alden waited upon them with the most kindly attention.</p> + +<p>Robert Vail and his man had returned at once to the city taking with +them a supply of necessities. The housekeeper came to Miss Debby with +the explanation and apology. Thought of others had caused Robert to +neglect his duty as host. Here Mrs. Perkins looked mournful and as +though she might say much if she chose, and added that Mrs. Vail had +left early that morning, having driven over the hills to an adjoining +town where railroad communications had not been cut off. She had +received news which had caused her some anxiety and she had set forth at +once.</p> + +<p>The housekeeper was in the mood to speak freely; but Debby Alden was not +one who discussed with the maid the affairs of the mistress. She +accepted the explanation and went her way. So many incidents of life +turn as a straw in the wind. This was a time and place propitious for +much clearing-up of uncertain<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_317" id="Page_317">[Pg 317]</a></span> matters; but Debby Alden had not been in +the mood to listen; and the mistress of the house was traveling over the +country after a will-of-the-wisp which had led her many a long, +unfruitful journey.</p> + +<p>Robert Vail, greatly fatigued with his day's work, came back to +Valehurst just at dusk. By this time, the nervous tension had been +greatly relieved. The girls had had a nap and a substantial evening +meal, and were prepared to look at the experiences of the last few days +in a more cheerful light.</p> + +<p>Robert brought with him the good news that the hucksters from Flemington +had driven in over the hill and had brought food with them to the +seminary. The teachers and pupils were preparing to return with them to +the farmhouses which stood high enough to be out of the way of the river +and creek.</p> + +<p>Marshall and Belva with a set of workmen were remaining at school to put +the place in order; to build fires that the building might be dried +rapidly and to protect the grounds and buildings from vandalism. Doctor +Weldon had sent word that the young ladies who were with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_318" id="Page_318">[Pg 318]</a></span> the Fraulein +at Valehurst were to remain there until she recalled them.</p> + +<p>Miss Debby and Miss Richards, with the little group of girls, had +gathered about Robert on the lawn, anxious and eager to hear about their +friends. When the message had been received and the good news told, the +crowd separated into little groups. Helen and Hester, in company with +Robert, moved toward the house.</p> + +<p>"I had no opportunity of asking you about Aunt Harriet," said Helen, +"and I do not like to put such questions to Mrs. Perkins. You said that +Auntie would be here, Robert." She looked up at him and waited as though +expecting an explanation.</p> + +<p>"So I thought. We made ready before daylight this morning to go for you +girls. Mother came down to see us off. In fact it was she who prepared +the lunches to give to any one in distress. But Perkins tells me that +quite early someone called her up on the 'phone. She talked a long time. +Then she called Ryder and told him to get out the grays and the light +carriage. Then she went off. She didn't even<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_319" id="Page_319">[Pg 319]</a></span> leave word where she went. +I called up father's office. He knew nothing about it."</p> + +<p>"And don't you know?" There was anxiety in Helen's voice. Her eyes had a +pained, distressed look.</p> + +<p>"She telephoned to Perkins that she had gone to Minnequa, a little +factory town where an old colored woman had the care of a young white +girl. The message came from those people who had found such a 'sure +thing,' before and then failed to make good when the time came."</p> + +<p>"You don't mean that horrid man and his son? What was their +name—Stroat—Strout?"</p> + +<p>"Stout, if I remember right. Before it was a mere scheme to extort +money, and I do not doubt that it will be the same now. Poor mother, she +will be worn out with the journey and have nothing but disappointment +for it all. I mean to talk with her on the wires to-night. If she does +not intend coming home at once, I shall go to Minnequa and be with her. +I may start early and shall not see you in the morning.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_320" id="Page_320">[Pg 320]</a></span> Will you +explain to Miss Debby and the girls? I am not running away, but I must +not let my mother stay there alone."</p> + +<p>"Yes, you must go. Do not give a thought about us. We shall be very well +taken care of here. Poor Aunt Harriet! How I wish I might fill that +empty place in her heart!"</p> + +<p>Hester had been walking a few steps in advance; but had heard the +conversation. Why should Helen always speak of her aunt as though she +were to be pitied? Mrs. Vail had everything that a woman could desire—a +beautiful home with trained service, a husband and son who considered no +one but her. It was strange. Hester could not understand why Helen +should always speak of Mrs. Vail as "poor Aunt Harriet."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_321" id="Page_321">[Pg 321]</a></span></p> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII</h2> + + +<p>How fine it would be if one could foresee the result of every action! +Hester Alden's slight prevarication to Robert Vail, when she told him +that her father had been Miss Debby's brother, carried with it a long +series of misunderstandings. Had Robert Vail known the facts—but he did +not.</p> + +<p>Hester, bearing within her heart the consciousness of her own fault, +spent not a few unhappy moments with herself. To it, she attributed the +former entanglement, between herself and Helen. She reached this +conclusion because she knew of nothing else on account of which Helen +might have misjudged her. Several times, she decided to speak of the +matter to Helen and confess that she had misrepresented matters when she +had declared that she belonged to the Alden family; but each time, her +courage failed her, and her pride prevented. It is not an easy matter +for one to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_322" id="Page_322">[Pg 322]</a></span> confess that she has, in her statements, deviated from the +truth.</p> + +<p>The morning following the coming of the girls to Valehurst, Robert Vail +left home early and by a hard drive over the mountains at length reached +the junction where railroad communication had not been cut off.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Perkins expected him to return with his mother the following day; +but they were detained by business. So Valehurst was left without a host +or hostess. Mrs. Perkins exerted herself to make the guests comfortable +and the servants, with which the home was well provided, vied with each +other in their attendance upon the young ladies. The girls were +thoroughly enjoying their experience, Hester, perhaps most of all, for +such a household was new to her. She liked to play lady of the manor.</p> + +<p>"Don't you wish you and I could live this way?" she said to Debby Alden, +during the second day of the enforced visit. Debby Alden looked at the +questioner and then asked, "Are you not satisfied, Hester, with your own +little home?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_323" id="Page_323">[Pg 323]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Yes, I am!" cried the girl impulsively. "A little house with Aunt Debby +is better than a mansion without her. I am really satisfied. Yet it does +seem nice to be here. I feel quite at home."</p> + +<p>"I presume a lady feels at home in any cultivated environment," was the +rejoinder. Debby paused a moment. She was not one to repeat the tales +which came to her ears; but when, as in this instance, her sympathies +were touched and she felt that her story might bear with it a moral, it +might be really worth her while to repeat it to Hester.</p> + +<p>"Valehurst is very beautiful, Hester. We recognize that; but it cannot +bring happiness to those who dwell in it. Mrs. Vail has a great sorrow. +What it is, I do not know. I did not care to inquire. Robert told me +that his mother, years ago, had a bereavement from which she has never +recovered, and to which she has never become reconciled. The servants +speak as though she were a woman saddened by some dreadful experience."</p> + +<p>"But Helen says she is very cheerful and can never do enough to make +others happy."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_324" id="Page_324">[Pg 324]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Outwardly, perhaps. From what I have learned, she is one who has +strength of character enough to keep her sorrows to herself and not +burden others. Of course, she would try to make Helen and every one else +happy, even though she were most miserable herself. I would not have +spoken of the matter, had I not thought you were estimating one's +happiness by the amount of material wealth one possessed.</p> + +<p>"Poor Mrs. Vail! I am a happier woman than she. I have just my little +home and my girl, but I am very content."</p> + +<p>"So am I, Aunt Debby." She pressed Debby Alden's arm closer within her +hand. Then she added, "Wasn't it a good thing that I was left to you. +Wouldn't it have been dreadful if I had been taken somewhere else and +you would have been left alone. Just think how lonely we would have +been."</p> + +<p>"Yes, it would have been hard; but it didn't happen that way. It was +intended that you should be my girl."</p> + +<p>"You mustn't think that I was discontented because I wished that you and +I lived in a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_325" id="Page_325">[Pg 325]</a></span> mansion. I am not one bit discontented. I was just +wishing."</p> + +<p>"Learn to be contented. Folks are miserable otherwise. The Aldens, +taking them as a family, were not complainers or grumblers—except Ezra, +and how he ever came by it, I do not know. He was never contented. He +wouldn't go to school, and he wouldn't farm, and he wouldn't be +satisfied anywhere or with anything."</p> + +<p>"Ezra? Who was he, Aunt Debby? I never heard you mention his name +before."</p> + +<p>"He was my oldest brother. He would be a man of sixty if he were living +now. I never mentioned him, because he is more of a memory than anything +else. He was only sixteen when he ran off west. He wrote a few times. +The letters were two or three years apart, and always from different +sections. At one time he was on a ranch, another time in the gold +fields. He could not be contented long anywhere."</p> + +<p>"Where is he now, Aunt Debby?"</p> + +<p>"Dead, Hester. Dead long ago. At least we think so. For years, no +letters have come from him. When father died, we sent word<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_326" id="Page_326">[Pg 326]</a></span> everywhere, +but he never replied. We said then that he was dead."</p> + +<p>"If he had lived, I'd have had an uncle. I should like an uncle. From +what I've read, they are very jolly."</p> + +<p>"You can not always believe what you read," was the sententious +rejoinder.</p> + +<p>The guests remained at Valehurst three days, during which time neither +Mrs. Vail nor Robert appeared, although the latter sent many messages to +the girls, through the medium of his cousin or the housekeeper.</p> + +<p>Thursday morning, word came from Doctor Weldon that the students must +return to school and make ready their belongings to go home. +Commencement was not to be considered. The graduates would receive their +diplomas, but there could be no festivities.</p> + +<p>The students had been taken care of in the country houses which stood on +the hills back of Flemington. These were the only places for miles about +which had not been flooded. As soon as communication with other places +had been made, Doctor Weldon was kept busy sending and receiving +telegrams. Each father and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_327" id="Page_327">[Pg 327]</a></span> mother was distracted when news of the +flooding of Lockport came.</p> + +<p>By Thursday evening, the students had returned. The drift and dirt had +been removed from the Seminary building, and the campus had been freed +from logs and driftwood. But some things could never be replaced. The +old apple trees had been uprooted; the grassy slope which had lain close +to the river front had been washed out to gravel bottom. The gray bricks +of the building showed the water mark and at the corner a few misplaced +ones told the story of how the old lamp post had saved the building.</p> + +<p>The once beautiful halls were water-stained; hard-wood floors were +warped until they stood in little hollows and hills; and the polished +wood of the doors and balustrades had lost all semblance of beauty.</p> + +<p>The girls rushed into one another's arms. They could talk now of the +flood for the danger had passed from them. The dormitories were a babel +of voices. A score of girls talked at once and not one listened to +another.</p> + +<p>Miss Burkham from the hall below heard the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_328" id="Page_328">[Pg 328]</a></span> confusion and retired to her +own apartments. She had no thought of interfering with the chatter. She +explained her lack of discipline to Doctor Weldon later. "This will +never happen again in all their lives. As long as they were talking, +they were forgetful that the opportunity for the banquet, the play, and +commencement had been taken from them. I thought it wise to put up with +the noise, rather than have them feel depressed."</p> + +<p>The girls were discussing the play and banquet even then. There were +confessions on all sides.</p> + +<p>"We intended feasting on the senior banquet," cried Erma. "We had bribed +Belva. He was to lead the caterers up to our third floor. You seniors +would have sat waiting in the Philo Hall below."</p> + +<p>"No, indeed. You reckoned without considering that the senior class were +not all dullards. We had heard of your plans. Doctor Weldon gave us +permission to hold the banquet at a hotel in the city. Miss Burkham and +the Fraulein were to go with us. So while you girls would have been +sitting in the attic waiting<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_329" id="Page_329">[Pg 329]</a></span> for the banquet, we would have been +whirling away in cabs to the city." Helen had a smile of triumph as she +told the story. If the seniors had been robbed of their opportunity to +outwit the juniors, they at least would not miss the chance of boasting +of it.</p> + +<p>Erma looked at her quizzingly. "Was that really true?" she asked. "Well, +I have this much to say. If the seniors had outwitted us, we in turn +outwitted the freshmen. They were gloating over the fact that they had a +copy of our play."</p> + +<p>"We did," cried Hester. "And we had the parts almost learned."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I was to be the queen," said Emma. "I knew my part. I was to—."</p> + +<p>"You the queen!" said Edna Bucher, with a touch of sarcasm in her voice. +"I could not possibly conceive of you taking such a part."</p> + +<p>"Well, you never did have much imagination. You should cultivate it," +was Emma's quick rejoinder.</p> + +<p>"Please do not quarrel," said Josephine as she raised her soulful eyes +and let them rest upon each girl in turn. "This may be our last<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_330" id="Page_330">[Pg 330]</a></span> time +together. It would be so sweet to carry with us pleasant memories. Let +us have sweet—."</p> + +<p>"Not too much, though," said Emma. "You always were a great girl for +caramels and fudge, Jo; but you must remember some of the rest of us +liked olives and pickles."</p> + +<p>"Emma's speech in plain English, means that she prefers some wit to too +much sentiment," said Hester.</p> + +<p>"I most assuredly do," was the rejoinder, as Emma sat down on top of the +trunk which had been brought in ready for packing.</p> + +<p>The group of girls had gathered in Sixty-two. During the winter and +spring terms, this room had been the general gathering place; for Hester +and Helen were popular with the other students.</p> + +<p>"I wish I might finish about the play," cried Erma. "Those miserable +little freshmen thought they had our play. Yes, I know you took a copy +from my study-table drawer. It was one I put in there for you to take. +While you were busy learning that, we had another. So while you girls +were gloating over the 'East<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_331" id="Page_331">[Pg 331]</a></span> Indian Queen,' we went on in peace and +practised 'A Roumanian Princess.'"</p> + +<p>"Really? Erma Thomas, do you mean it?"</p> + +<p>"Do I mean it? I surely do. Oh, wasn't it fun to hear you practise and +see you slip about with your mysterious airs!"</p> + +<p>The door opened and Renee came in. She was robed in a full-length +kimona.</p> + +<p>"You girls sitting here doing nothing! I am packing. I do not intend +letting it go until morning and then hurrying. My trunk is locked and I +cannot find the keys. Will you lend me yours, Helen?"</p> + +<p>Helen arose to get them from a drawer. Emma sighed as she looked at +Renee.</p> + +<p>"When I go to heaven," she said, "and meet Renee there, I know what she +will say to me the very first thing."</p> + +<p>The girls looked their queries and Emma concluded, "'Emma, please lend +me your crown. I've mislaid mine.'"</p> + +<p>"And Emma will be finding fault with everything. She'll feel dreadful +because she is forced to be in heaven all the time," said Sara slowly. +This was a hit direct at the little<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_332" id="Page_332">[Pg 332]</a></span> Dutch doll, for all through the +year she had been complaining at the restrictions of school, and could +not understand why Doctor Weldon did not allow the girls to go down to +the city when they pleased.</p> + +<p>During this conversation, Mame Cross had been sitting apart. Now +Josephine turned to her, and assuming an attitude and expression of +great solicitation and interest said, "Mame is the only one who feels +what this evening means to us. Perhaps never again shall we talk +together. No one knows what the summer will bring. Mame is overcome by +the thought—."</p> + +<p>"I am not. I was not thinking of that at all," Mame replied. "It came to +me while the girls were talking of the banquet and play and commencement +that I was almost glad that we were not having any of them."</p> + +<p>"Mame Cross, what heresy! The flood has made her mad," cried the girls.</p> + +<p>"I have reasons for thinking so. I simply could not have gone to one +thing. What could I have worn if I had gone? I made up my mind when we +had our last reception that I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_333" id="Page_333">[Pg 333]</a></span> would never go to another unless I had +something decent to wear."</p> + +<p>"When I meet Mame in heaven," said Emma, trying to look serious, "the +very first thing she will say is, 'My robe doesn't hang as well as +yours, and my harp isn't so bright.'"</p> + +<p>"Are you not getting a little irreverent?" said Helen gently. "There are +so many common things to jest about. Is it not better to use them as the +butt of our wit, instead of matters beyond our comprehension?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I suppose so, Helen," said Emma. "But, you know I never consider. +I blurt out just what I wish to say."</p> + +<p>The half-hour bell sounded and the girls went to their rooms to make +ready to appear at the dining-table. The lower halls were yet damp +although they had been open to the air and sun since the previous +Sabbath. Doctor Weldon, not wishing to risk the health of the pupils, +had converted a class-room on the second floor into a dining-hall. Here +dinner was served informally; the students attending to their own wants, +for the servants were kept busy carrying the trays from the floor +below.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_334" id="Page_334">[Pg 334]</a></span></p> + +<p>At the bringing-in of the last course, Doctor Weldon arose to make the +announcements. She asked the young ladies to attend to their packing at +once. Belva and Marshall had already brought down trunks and boxes from +the store-room. Immediately after breakfast, the following morning, each +young lady should call at the office when arrangements would be made for +her going home.</p> + +<p>There was too much to be done after dinner to permit of any visiting. +The girls went to their rooms and began to dismantle them. Hester and +Helen had much to do, but they contrived to carry on a steady flow of +talk while they worked.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps, we'll never be together again," said Hester, from the depths +of the closet whither she had gone in search of shoes. "You will not be +here next year. We may never meet again."</p> + +<p>"I think we shall," said Helen. "The world is not a very large place. +You are to visit me, you know. I shall ask your Aunt Debby when I see +her."</p> + +<p>"And you'll come to visit me. Couldn't you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_335" id="Page_335">[Pg 335]</a></span> come this summer? You'd like +Jane Orr and Ralph. He is the nicest boy I ever knew, except Robert +Vail."</p> + +<p>"Rob <i>is</i> nice. Yes, I think I can come. We could have a fine time."</p> + +<p>Hester grew eloquent about the walks, picnics and drives they could +have. Helen was accustomed to life in a mansion with a retinue of +servants. Hester knew this. She knew also that at her home, Aunt Debby +and she would perform all the household work and that Aunt Debby would +set out her own flowers and plant a garden of radishes and lettuce with +their kindred small garden truck. Helen would have no servants to wait +upon her. Hester gave no thought to the difference in the household. To +her, friendship was above all material conditions. As she felt +concerning such matters, she took it for granted that all right-minded +people must feel. She could not conceive the thought that Helen, as her +friend, could be critical of the plain old-fashioned home where she and +Aunt Debby were the home-makers. It was not training alone which gave +Hester such impressions. She had within her the instinct<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_336" id="Page_336">[Pg 336]</a></span> of true +nobility. She gave the best of what was hers without apology or +explanation. She took it for granted that her offerings would be +received in the same spirit. They were, for Helen Loraine valued a +friend higher than the friend's possessions.</p> + +<p>"I am very glad I asked you to forgive me, last Saturday," continued +Helen. She was bending over the drawer of the chiffonier while she +robbed it of its contents. "I could not have been happy had I gone home +and not have made friends with you. It was my fault, Hester, that you +did not play as a substitute on the first team. I thought something, and +I told Miss Watson that I did not care to have you play. You do not know +how sorry I have been since."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I do. There, I think I have all my shoes ready to pack. Those old +gym shoes I might as well throw out as rubbish. Yes, I do know, Helen. I +felt dreadfully about it myself; but I thought you had a good reason. I +myself despise a girl who prevaricates even a little."</p> + +<p>Helen raised her head from her work to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_337" id="Page_337">[Pg 337]</a></span> look at Hester. She could not +fully grasp this last remark.</p> + +<p>Hester, catching the peculiar expression of her friend's face continued, +"You did not tell me why you were hurt with me. Of course I knew. It was +what I said about my father being Aunt Debby's brother. That was it, was +it not?"</p> + +<p>"What an idea, you silly little Hester! Why should I be angry with you +for saying that? What was it to me whether he was Miss Alden's brother +or not?"</p> + +<p>"I thought you knew and despised me for telling what was not true. I am +not one bit an Alden. I do not belong to Aunt Debby except through love. +My mother died at the Alden home. Somehow, I never could quite grasp all +the story, for no one will tell me all. Somehow, Aunt Debby felt herself +responsible and she took me and gave me her mother's name. Don't you +think that very sweet of her? To Aunt Debby, Hester Palmer Alden was the +name she loved the most and she gave it to me."</p> + +<p>"Yes, she must have loved you, too, or she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_338" id="Page_338">[Pg 338]</a></span> would never have given you +that name. It was not what you said that caused me to be displeased with +you. Shall I tell you?"</p> + +<p>Hester shook her head slowly. She was yet sitting on the floor near the +door of the closet. All about her, were odds and ends of her +possessions.</p> + +<p>"No, do not tell me. I know I did not do anything else to make you +despise me. So please don't tell me what it was. Whatever it was, I did +not do it and I might feel hurt if I knew that you suspected me of +anything very bad."</p> + +<p>"Very well, little roommate. We'll never talk about the matter. We'll +clean off our slates and make them clean for the next lesson," said +Helen. "That is what Miss Mary used to tell us when we went to primary +grade."</p> + +<p>"I always liked to hear you say 'little roommate.' Next year, Helen, you +will not be here to say it. I wonder who will call me that." The tears +were near Hester's eyes, but she forced them back and smiled.</p> + +<p>"Perhaps, someone nicer than I and someone you will love better."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_339" id="Page_339">[Pg 339]</a></span></p> + +<p>"That will never be. It couldn't be. But you'll come back to visit?"</p> + +<p>"I do not think it will be possible. Father says I may go to an eastern +college. That will take me far from here. I do not wish to go four +years. I intend taking special work; for I mean to be a settlement +worker."</p> + +<p>Hester nodded. Just then she could not have said a word if her life had +depended upon it. She thought that Helen's giving up a life of ease and +luxury to work among the people of the slums, was a glorious thing; +although she herself could not have done such a thing and had no desires +in that direction.</p> + +<p>"It will be lovely, Helen," she said at last. "Perhaps when you are +working somewhere I shall come to visit you."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps you may be working with me. Who knows?"</p> + +<p>"I know I shall never be that kind of a worker. I intend to be a +novelist. Perhaps, I shall find a great deal of material when I come +down to visit you. I think being a great novelist would be glorious."</p> + +<p>"Yes, if one could be great and could write<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_340" id="Page_340">[Pg 340]</a></span> life as it is and make +people better by the writing."</p> + +<p>"That is the kind I intend being," said Hester with conviction, and yet +not conceit. "I shall be a great one or none at all. I never should like +mere commonplace writing. I should like to imagine; to look at people +and describe them as they were, and to see even their thoughts."</p> + +<p>Helen laughed. Hester had already won a reputation in +character-description. She had the faculty of describing her friends in +a few pertinent words which meant as much as an entire paragraph from +some people.</p> + +<p>"I think your character-drawing will be excellent," said Helen. "You +have a way with you, you know."</p> + +<p>"Do you really think so? Aunt Debby says I am critical, but I do not +mean to be that. People just naturally make me think of different +things. I see a likeness. I cannot help it that it is there. Aunt Debby +was once quite indignant when I was telling her about the different +girls at school. I said Josephine made me think of soft-A sugar. Aunt +Debby did not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_341" id="Page_341">[Pg 341]</a></span> like it. But that is what she made me think of. I +couldn't help it."</p> + +<p>Hester was quite serious. Although the remark concerning Josephine was +her own, she did not fully appreciate her own wit in the application.</p> + +<p>Hester arose slowly. "That closet is cleared, thank goodness. I'll see +to the trifles on the dressing-table. I'd rather pack big things than +such trifles as hairpins, handkerchiefs, and stockings."</p> + +<p>"I am ready to put mine in the trunk," said Helen. As she spoke, she +drew the trunk from against the wall and lifted out the tray. She gave +an exclamation as her eyes fell on a quantity of lawn and lace.</p> + +<p>"I've hunted everywhere for those waists," she said. "I went to the +laundry several times to ask Mrs. Pellesee if they had been mislaid. I +was confident that they had not come back from the laundry."</p> + +<p>She made a dive into the depths of the trunk and brought forth the +shirtwaists.</p> + +<p>"I remember now when I put them there. When I got my new one-piece suit +to wear to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_342" id="Page_342">[Pg 342]</a></span> dinner, I put these away. It was the night I lost my pin."</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Hester without turning her head. Her mind was upon putting +the contents of her dressing-table in order. She scarcely heard what +Helen was saying.</p> + +<p>Helen gave a second exclamation as her hands seized the fluff of lace +about one waist; for the pin which she had missed months before was +fastened to the lace.</p> + +<p>"I found my pin!" she exclaimed. "I am glad—so glad! Look, Hester!"</p> + +<p>Hester gave a quick indifferent glance toward Helen's upraised hand in +which this stone glittered like a star.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad," she said. "I thought it was very strange what became of it. +I couldn't understand how it would disappear from the room. I have a pin +something like that—but mine is just a cheap imitation. Aunt Debby says +it is the kind one buys at a five-and-ten-cent store."</p> + +<p>For a moment, Helen stood silent. She was abashed and ashamed of the +suspicion which she had long held in her mind. She had done<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_343" id="Page_343">[Pg 343]</a></span> wrong; but +on the other hand, she had done what she could to make matters right. It +pleased her even now to know that she had asked Hester's forgiveness and +had believed in her, before the proofs of her innocence came to hand. It +is a worthless sort of faith and a poor friendship which needs evidence +at hand. Faith is faith only when it believes without proof, or against +proof. These thoughts came to Helen while she stood with the pin in her +hand. Then she crossed to where Hester stood and laying her hand on +Hester's shoulder, said, "Little roommate, to-night will be our last +night together in school. Will you try to think with kindness of the +roommate who was unjust to you? You have taught me one great big lesson, +Hester, and that is that one cannot even believe her eyes. Will you +forget all the unpleasant part of the year, and remember only that I +really loved you with it all?"</p> + +<p>"That will be easy. It will be but thinking kindly of myself. For every +one says that you are my counterpart."</p> + +<p>"A poor imitation, I am afraid. If I predict rightly the years will +prove me but the reflection<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_344" id="Page_344">[Pg 344]</a></span> of a great and a brighter body. You'll be +the sun, Hester. The best I'll ever be is a pale little moon." She bent +to kiss Hester's lips. 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Baird + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Hester's Counterpart + A Story of Boarding School Life + +Author: Jean K. Baird + +Illustrator: Adele W. Jones + +Release Date: October 20, 2008 [EBook #26973] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK HESTER'S COUNTERPART *** + + + + +Produced by Chris Curnow, Joseph Cooper, Josephine Paolucci +and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at +https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + +HESTER'S COUNTERPART + +[Illustration: THE WATER CREPT UP.--_Page 284._] + +THE HESTER BOOKS + + +HESTER'S COUNTERPART + +A STORY OF BOARDING SCHOOL LIFE + +BY +JEAN K. BAIRD +Author of "The Coming of Hester" + +_ILLUSTRATED BY ADELE W. JONES_ + +[Illustration] + +BOSTON +LOTHROP, LEE & SHEPARD CO. + +Published, August, 1910 + + +COPYRIGHT, 1910, BY LOTHROP, LEE & SHEPARD CO. +_All Rights Reserved_ + +HESTER'S COUNTERPART + +NORWOOD PRESS +BERWICK & SMITH CO. +NORWOOD, MASS. +U. S. A. + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS + + +The water crept up (Page 284) _Frontispiece_ + + FACING PAGE + +"I am Helen Loraine" 68 + +Again Hester deftly returned it 92 + +"Oh, girls, do you happen to have any cold cream?" 122 + +"You remember me, I see, Miss Alden" 150 + +They held their breath 290 + + + + +HESTER'S COUNTERPART + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +Debby Alden, to use her own adjective in regard to herself, was not +"slack." To this her friends added another term. Debby was "set." There +could be no doubt of that. + +When Hester was but twelve years old, Debby had decided that the girl +should have at least one year at the best boarding-school. Four years +had passed, during which time, Debby's purpose had remained firm, +although not yet ripe for perfecting. + +After the experience with Mary Bowerman's taunts and Abner Stout's +guile, Debby decided that the time had come for Hester to have a change +of environment. Miss Richards's advice was again sought. But that old +friend no longer held the full power in her hands. Debby had grown +alive and alert. She knew the standing of the schools throughout the +State, and in what particular line of study or discipline each one +excelled. + +For months, she studied catalogues and estimated expenses. She had never +made a study of psychology; but she understood that Hester had reached +the most impressionable age of her life. Each thought and word would +leave its marks upon her. Debby, who believed firmly that tendencies are +inherited, had always with her the fear that Hester would show the +tendencies of an alien race. Her one consolation was that much may be +overcome by training, and too, perhaps, there was in Hester's veins only +a drop of darker blood. + +No one understood the position in which Debby Alden was placed. She +always held herself responsible for the death of Hester's mother. Duty +had compelled her to take care of the child, until love had come to her +as a reward for the fulfillment of duty. + +There was no one to whom she could speak concerning Hester and her fears +in regard to her. One thing she had done and would do; she would keep +the child far removed from any influence which would tend to the +strengthening of those traits which are supposed rightfully to belong to +the race of slaves. + +Debby consulted principals and teachers and read and re-read catalogues. +At length, she decided upon Dickinson Seminary as the school which came +nearest to fulfilling her desires for Hester. + +Hester had always been sweet and submissive to Debby Alden. The girl had +more than love for the woman who was mother and father both to her. +Mingled with Hester's love for Debby was an inexpressible gratitude. +Hester realized how much Debby had done and was doing for her. But it +was not the dainty dresses and good home that touched her most. Debby +Alden had given the waif her mother's name, and Hester never wrote in +her big angular hand, Hester Palmer Alden, without feeling a glow of +pride. She had a name of which to be proud, a name which Debby Alden had +always held dear. + +"It was the very kindest thing Aunt Debby could do," was a thought which +came often to Hester. "She must have loved me even from the first, or +she would have never given me her own name. She's so proud of being an +Alden. Their name has never had a bit of shame or disgrace touch it." +Then she added an afterthought, "and it never will through me." + +One day she brought up the subject of the Alden name while in +conversation with her aunt. Hester expressed herself warmly on the +subject and the elder woman listened with a lightening heart. The pride +of the Alden name and family which Hester showed, pleased her. To Debby +came the thought that only those who had such birthrights could +comprehend and appreciate the honor of possessing them. For a moment, +she believed that she might have been mistaken in regard to Hester's +parentage; but just for a moment. She could not close her eyes to facts. +She, herself, had seen the purple tinge about the finger nails of the +woman and had observed the lips and eyes which were peculiar to another +race. + +"It was beautiful of you, Aunt Debby, to give me your name, and I'll +never, never bring shame to it." + +"Let us talk no more of the subject," was the curt rejoinder. "We have +much to do before you are ready to go to Dickinson, and we must not +spend our time in telling what is to be done or not to be done a dozen +years from now." + +Hester was drying the dishes. At the mention of going to school, she +stopped. Regardless of consequences, she raised her tea-towel in one +hand like a banner, and Aunt Debby's blue cream jug, a relic of the +Alden family, high in the other. + +"Dickinson Seminary!" she exclaimed in a voice pitched high with +nervousness. "I'll tell you right this minute, Aunt Debby, I will not +go." + +Had the ceiling fallen down upon her, Debby Alden could not have been +more surprised. Hester, the obedient, now in the guise of an insurgent. + +"_Will_ not, Hester Palmer Alden, is not the word to use to me. I am the +one to decide what is best for you to do or not to do, and I've decided +upon your going to Dickinson." + +The voice of the speaker was strong with the Alden firmness and +decision. Perhaps, she forced herself to unusual firmness lest her +great love for the girl should make her weak in discipline. She expected +that Hester, having once made so strong an affirmation, would cling to +it and perhaps be inclined to disputation. On the contrary, Hester began +to sob. + +Debby turned to look at the girl, down whose cheeks the tears were +streaming. Then she said with a show of gentleness: "It's only natural +that you feel bad about leaving home. Everyone does that. I really +should not feel pleased if you did not feel bad. You can not give up to +that feeling. I do not mean to permit you to do so. School is the best +place for you, and you must go. You'll enjoy it after a while." + +"I was not thinking about myself, Aunt Debby. I was thinking of you. Do +you think that I can ever enjoy being away and having a good time while +you are here alone?" + +"I was used to being alone before you--" + +"But you are not used to it now. I'll think of you sitting here alone in +the evening. Every time you leave the house you'll be alone and you'll +come into a lonely house when you come back. I will not go and leave +you here, Aunt Debby, and you cannot make me." + +"Hester Alden--." Debby Alden meant to be firm. It was scandalous to +have a child so express herself to her elder, and that elder as a mother +to her. Debby Alden would not be weak. She would be firm, and not so +much as allow Hester to express an opinion. + +"Hester Alden," she began, but could say no more because of a queer +little catch in her voice. She turned back to her dish-pan and fell with +great vigor to her dishwashing. After a few moments, she felt that she +could control herself, and turning to Hester, said, "Now, Hester Alden, +we'll have done with this nonsense right here. I've been alone and stood +it fairly well and I can stand it again. What does it matter if I am +alone? I'm no longer a young girl who demands company. I'm just a plain +old--" + +"Why, Aunt Debby--you are not. Doesn't everyone say you're beautiful, +and you're not old--and you're never going to get old." Hester turned +and brought her foot down with some vigor, as though she would frighten +old age and gray hair and loneliness from the house. + +"Why, Aunt Debby, everyone says you're beautiful. The girls at +school--." + +Debby's cheeks flushed. There was something very sweet in the assertion, +although she did not believe it even for a moment. But in all her forty +years, no one had ever used that word in speaking of Debby. Although she +felt that even now love, and not facts, was making use of it, she was +touched. She was a woman after all, and it was sweet to find herself +beautiful in someone's eyes. + +But discipline must be maintained. She turned toward Hester. The girl +threw her arms about Debby Alden's neck and sobbed, and Debby held up +her kitchen apron before her eyes and wept silently. + +"There, Hester, there!" she said at last. "We're both very silly, very +silly. You must go to school and that's an end to it." + +"No, Aunt Debby. I'll never go and leave you here alone. If I go, you +must go with me." + +"Go with you! That is the veriest nonsense, Hester. Debby Alden in a +seminary. I'm not in my second childhood yet." + +"But you could live in town. Mame Thomas has a cousin who lives in a +little flat. She's a widow and keeps her girls in school. Couldn't you +go and live there. We could see each other--." + +"The dish-water is getting cold. Really, Hester, you and I are getting +slack. I believe that is the first time in my life that I ever stood +talking and let my dish-water get cold. It isn't a good way of doing. +Mother never allowed us to be slack about such things. I was not brought +up to talk first and work afterward. Think of me, a woman my age, doing +such a thing!" + +Taking up the dish-pan, she left the kitchen to empty the water. Hester +dried her tears. Her heart grew light. She understood Aunt Debby well +and she knew that the talk about letting the work stand was only a +chastisement Debby was giving herself, when she felt herself yielding. + +The subject was again discussed during the evening. No decision was +reached. Debby, however, conceded enough to say that she would think the +matter over and would ask Miss Richards's opinion concerning it. + +Hester was fully satisfied with this. She knew that her Aunt Debby never +forgot a promise. Hester knew also that Miss Richards would advise Debby +Alden to spend a winter in the city. + +The following day, after the housework had been finished and the dinner +dishes put away, Debby Alden dressed and went to call upon her friend. + +Hester went with her, as far as Jane Orr's home. "I'll be back shortly, +Hester. You may stay with Jane until I call for you." + +She made her way down the main street of the little country town. + +Hester paused as she was about to mount the steps, and turned to look at +the retreating figure. She could not restrain a smile. "It's certainly +odd, but Aunt Debby doesn't seem to know how pretty she is." + +Hester's adjective was not strong enough to describe Aunt Debby. There +was something infinitely greater and finer in the woman than mere +prettiness. + +Debby Alden at twenty-five had been scrawny, hard-featured and severe. +She then had the appearance of one who knew only the hard things of +life, and was giving expression to them in her features and carriage. +But this new Debby Alden was wholly different. Hester had brought love +and interest with her. Debby Alden was alive to the world about her, and +her active interests had given brilliance to her eyes and lightness to +her steps. The angles of twenty-five years had been softened into +curves. Debby was no longer hard-featured and scrawny. She had grown +plump and round. + +Some old wise man declares that it is woman's fault if she be not +handsome at forty years; for then the body is but the reflection of life +itself. Debby had been so true and faithful and so big-hearted and +generous, that at forty, beautiful was the only word worthy to describe +her. + +Debby's call upon Miss Richards was short. To-day was one day when all +things were working toward favoring Hester's project. + +Miss Richards was growing old. She did not wish to travel alone or to be +far from her friends. She was dainty, gracious, and smiling as ever, +but age had laid its finger lightly upon her. + +She listened to Debby Alden's plans. + +"You are young yet, Debby," she said. "No woman should be content to sit +at home and not improve her time. With Hester gone, there will be +nothing to keep you here. The school is but a short distance from town. +Why not rent a small flat?" + +"But what would I do with no responsibilities? Keeping two or three +rooms in order will not employ my time." + +"Lockport is famed for lectures and recitals. Study-clubs are plentiful. +You could read and study and you might practise your music, Debby. A few +lessons will do you worlds of good." + +"Lessons when I am almost forty years old!" + +"Forty years young, my dear girl. Lessons, why not? Life is one long +school term. The pupil who expects a hundred-mark must be learning and +moving onward all the time. I am more than twenty years your senior, +and yet I feel as though I was but beginning to learn how to live." + +She paused a moment. Her mind dwelt on the things which were past. Then +with a radiant smile, she turned to her companion. "Be very much alive +while you are alive, Debby. The interests you have outside yourself will +add to your own happiness. If you wish to find perfect happiness, fill +your life with vital interests. Go to Lockport, study, read and work; +see Hester when your heart longs for her. I--" she paused, wondering if +Debby would accept her suggestion. + +"I should like to be with you, Debby. I need something new. Each winter +I have been south for so many years that it is a story oft told. Do you +think that you and I could be happy together in a little flat? Hester +then could have two hearts to fill with interest." + +She looked wistfully toward Debby. For the first time Debby realized +that her old friend was alone--very much alone as far as hearth-ties and +love were concerned. It was not with thoughts of her own enjoyment that +Debby's heart bounded. As an inspiration, it came to her that she held +within her hands that which would fill the void in her friend's life. + +"I am sure we could," said Debby. "We might as well settle the matter +here, and we'll go to town this very week, attend to selecting Hester's +room and we'll look up a nice little place for ourselves. We'll not have +it too far from the school." + +Then observing Miss Richards smiling, she added, "I presume you think +I'm a little hasty; but I don't see it in just that way. Anyone with +judgment can readily see that it is just the thing for us to do. When +our minds are made up, there's no use in being slack. We'll go Thursday. +Hester may stay with Jane Orr. Mrs. Orr will be glad to have her. And +now, I must go and tell Hester. I don't understand how that child came +to be so foolishly sentimental. She has taken the notion that she cannot +be happy anywhere without me. Utter nonsense, of course! I've tried to +train her to believe that one's happiness never depends on another." + +She went her way, leaving her friend smiling at the speech. When Debby +had gone, Miss Richards spoke aloud: "Debby, Debby Alden, how fearfully +blind you are about yourself and your girl! How could Hester ever think +other than she does when every bit of happiness in the child's life has +emanated from you. Hester has sound judgment for one of her years, and +she knows how much she owes to you." + +But Hester did not know the full amount of her debt to her foster aunt +nor did Miss Richards; for Debby kept her own secret in regard to +Hester's parentage and no one but herself knew the fearful weight it was +upon her. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Thursday morning, Miss Richards and Debby Alden started for Lockport. +This was a small city and the county seat. Its situation made it a +pleasant place to spend the summer and the population increased and +diminished with the change of seasons. + +The town lay between two ridges of high mountains. On one side the river +flowed; on the opposite side Beech Creek, the conjunction of the streams +being at the eastern edge of town. On the brow of the lower hills were +the summer homes of the city folk. There were acres of lawn and grove +with natural ravines through which ran little streams and over whose +banks the laurels grew in wild profusion. Back of these hills, the +mountains towered like great green giants. On foggy days, their peaks +were hidden in clouds. They were awe-inspiring, for fog-covered brows +spoke of mysteries beyond the comprehension of those who dwelt below. + +The valley grew narrow toward the western end. Here, nestled close +between hills, was Dickinson Seminary, one of the most exclusive and +rigidly-disciplined schools of the State. The campus and grove beyond +were extensive. Beech Creek lay to the south and was used for bathing +and boating and skating in their seasons. It was a deep, narrow stream. +Being fed only by a few short mountain brooks, it was little affected by +floods. + +To the north lay the river. It was serene and powerful, except when its +waters were swollen. Then it made its way over the banks and encroached +upon the campus. The seminary folk were pleased than otherwise at this, +for on the river-soaked campus edge the willows and water birches +thrived, and made a beautiful protection for the campus. The river was +at a distance from the building; yet at flood time on a quiet night as +the girls lay in bed listening, they could hear the noise of its waters. + +Debby Alden and Miss Richards reached Lockport just at noon Thursday. +Debby's first thought was of Hester and her accommodations at school. +She visited the seminary, attended to matters there, and returned to the +city. The expenses connected with Hester's education would not be light, +and Debby knew that she would be compelled eventually to use the little +money which her father had put by for a rainy day; the interest of which +had met her living expenses. The woman looked forward and saw the time +when her money would be gone. But, strange to say, contrary as her +present mode of action was to all her inheritance and previous training, +she anticipated no day when she would be reduced to poverty. She +calculated closely, knowing almost to a dime what the three following +years would cost her and Hester. + +By that time, perhaps, Hester would be prepared for some life-work and +as for Debby--. She smiled grimly when she thought of coming to a place +where she could not take care of herself. "It's not the Alden way to get +stuck," she repeated to herself. + +She mentally reviewed all these conditions before she set out with Miss +Richards in search of a flat suited to their needs. In her look into the +future, Debby believed herself able to see her way clear for three full +years. + +"And then, if the worst comes to the worst, I can sell the timber land. +It's never brought in anything." + +She put this last thought into words. "Does that mean that you are +pressed for money, Debby?" + +"Not yet; but I may be before three years are gone, and Hester is +through with school. I can see my way clear for three years." + +"You are fortunate indeed if that be so. A score of things may happen +that you know nothing of now. I have learned to anticipate neither joy +nor sorrow but to take each day as it comes." + +"But surely one must look ahead. Money matters do not take care of +themselves. Hester's schooling will cost me almost every cent of my +ready money. I'll have only my little place and the timber tracts +beyond." + +"You are not scattering your money in sending Hester to school, Debby. +You are placing it where it will draw the greatest interest. Sometime +you'll draw a big dividend." She smiled reassuringly. + +"I hope so; but I wasn't thinking of that now. All I want is to have +Hester prepared for some work--to take care of herself and be a happy +useful woman when I'm gone." + +"Meanwhile, we'll stop in here and look at this little place. I think, +Debby, you and I will never be content to shut ourselves up in little +boxes on a second or third floor." + +"No, I want room to breathe and some place outside where I can set my +foot on the soil. I'm not one who likes the click of my own heels on the +pavement. There's something about putting your feet on the earth that +makes you feel that you belong." + +The place into which they now turned was a little cottage at the extreme +east of town near the conjunction of creek and river, yet high on the +brow of a hill. It was a simple little place, weather-beaten and faded; +but a strip of sod ran about the front and side. The little low porch +was shaded with a Virginia creeper, and an old gnarled tree at the +corner leaned over the roof as though about to rest itself against it. + +Its being at the extreme end of town from the seminary was to Debby +Alden the one thing against it. + +"If we were at the west end, Hester could slip in each day. The pupils +are allowed an hour 'off campus' you know." + +"And she would come to you with every thought that troubled her. You +would be bearing her childish burdens just as you have always done. If +you live where Hester can talk with you each day, she will lose the +greatest benefit a year in school can give her." + +"I think you are right," said Debby Alden. + +"I like the house. I'm used to low ceilings and big porches and vines. +I'm satisfied with it if you are; and we'll have Hester home but once a +month." + +It was best for Hester to be away and to learn to depend upon herself. +That fact settled matters for Debby Alden. If it were good for Hester, +then it should be done and Debby Alden would give no thought to herself +in this matter. + +Miss Richards was pleased with the house and the two friends made +arrangements with the care-taker to have it ready for them a few days +before the opening of school. There were papering and painting to be +done. Had it been within her own home, Debby Alden would have done the +work herself. Every bit of woodwork in her own home had been done over +with her own brush, and her paper-hanging had won the admiration of the +country-side. + +The next in the course of events was selecting the articles of furniture +which might be spared from home. Debby had no idea of dismantling her +old home. The house had been built and furnished for a large family. +There were furnished bedrooms which Debby and Hester never entered +except at cleaning time; below there were the old-fashioned parlor, the +living-room with its air of comfort, the dining-room, kitchen and what +in that locality was termed the shanty-kitchen. This last was a great +room between the woodshed and kitchen proper. It was provided with every +article for laundry use, and during the canning season was the scene of +most of the household activities. + +Since the early spring days when going away to school had first been +mentioned, Hester had viewed the event with dread. She knew nothing of +meeting strangers and imagined there could be nothing pleasant about it. +During the summer while Debby had talked and planned, Hester had shown +little interest and had never of herself, brought up the subject. But +since she had influenced her Aunt Debby to go to the city with her, she +was almost satisfied to go. Her joy would have been unbounded had it +been possible for Debby to be with her within the school. That could not +be. Hester was wise enough to know that. There was one other course that +could be followed, however. She could live in town with Aunt Debby and +Miss Richards and be but a parlor student at the seminary. To Hester's +mind, this would be a very satisfactory arrangement, and she meant to +bring it to pass. Having been successful in persuading her Aunt Debby to +live in town, Hester was confident that it would be no difficult matter +to persuade her to this second course. Hester was naturally a diplomat. +There was nothing deceptive about her; but, young as she was, she +intuitively knew that some times are ripe and some are not for +discussion. The time propitious for bringing up the question of her +being but a parlor student was not until Debby and Miss Richards were +established in their little cottage at the east end of Lockport. + +Satisfied that she could bring matters to pass in the fashion she +desired, Hester grew enthusiastic over the preparation for quitting the +old home. There was much to be done in spite of the fact that Debby was +never "slack" in the ways of her household. Every cupboard and closet +was gone over. Bed clothes were aired and laid away where neither mice, +rust, nor mildew could touch them. China and silver were sorted and +again sorted before Debby was able to decide what pieces were best to +take and what best to leave. The flowers were to be potted and put away +to keep for spring planting. When it came to this, Debby began to +realize what leaving home meant. + +"I can take the spotted-leaved geranium," she said to Hester while they +were making the rounds of the garden. "I always do pot that for a +house-plant. I suppose it will grow as well at Lockport as here, if I +see that it is attended to. Fortunately for plants, they have no +feelings." + +The words showed sentiment enough, but the tones of Debby's voice made +them seem harsh and unfeeling. Hester was not deceived. Debby Alden came +from a race who had for generations looked upon the expression of love +and sentiment as a weakness. Whenever Debby felt her emotions conquering +her, she unconsciously resorted to the ways of her forbears; she lashed +herself into a semblance of sternness in an endeavor to conceal her real +feelings. + +"I suppose I'll not get a look at the asters when they bloom. It would +be a shame to let them die on the stalk without a soul pulling one. I +think I'll ask Kate Bowerman to see to them. She might pack up a few and +send to me. I'm curious to see how that new royal purple turns out. I've +been suspicious all summer that it would turn out a scrub. It looks +like a scrub." + +She was bending over the plants growing along the fence which divided +her yard-proper from the garden and wood-yards beyond. Debby was proud +of her collection of asters which were of every variety known throughout +the country. + +"They certainly are scrubs," she repeated as she bent for a closer +inspection. + +"How do you know, Aunt Debby? To me, they look like the other plants." + +"I just know," said Debby. "I don't know how I know, but I just do. +Plants show their breed just like people and animals. I've no need when +I look at old Jim Ramsey's horse to be told it's mighty common stock. +Yes; it has the same number of legs and hoofs and its eyes are in the +right place, but it isn't a thoroughbred. Anyone can see that at a +glance. It is just the same with plants. There's a wide difference. +Though I suppose it is only ones who work about them and love them that +see the difference. And with people! Some people are born common stock +and stay common stock all their lives, even if they've lived in +mansions and hold a dozen diplomas." + +She paused suddenly. "Run and get some more crocks, Hester," she added. +Debby was annoyed at herself in talking of family in the child's +presence. With Debby's knowledge of Hester's parentage, it was as though +she had thrown a taunt in the child's face. When Hester returned, +bearing in her arms the two, large flower-pots, Debby made a point of +showing her unusual consideration, asking her opinion as to the best +flowers to be potted and whether she did not wish a plant for her window +in school. + +From the beginning of these preparations, one duty had been firmly fixed +in Debby's mind. It was not a pleasant one, yet she did not mean to +shirk it; but she did put it off to the very last morning when she and +Hester had brought down the trunks and were preparing to pack their own +personal belongings. + +"There are some things in the attic, Hester, which rightfully belong to +you. I've never mentioned them to you before, because you were yet such +a child. But now you are leaving and Providence alone knows what may be +in store for us. I may not come back. Now, don't begin to cry. I expect +to live a good many years yet; but there's no telling. I believe in +doing what Grandmother Alden always said, 'Hope for the best, but be +prepared for the worst.' + +"If anything should happen to me, it is only fair that you should have +what is yours by rights. Just let your packing go this morning. We'll +have time to finish this afternoon and not be rushed. I want you to go +with me and look over the clothes that were yours and your mother's. + +"I laid your mother out in the best things I could buy; and I kept every +stitch she wore when the accident befell her. Somewhere or sometime, +some of her friends will appear and they may be able to recognize these +clothes." + +Debby lead the way to the attic, climbing up the narrow dark stairway +which lead from the kitchen bedroom and Hester followed at her heels. + +The attic was low and narrow. Except in the middle, one could not walk +without stooping to escape the rafters. Along one side was a long row of +boxes and trunks in which the Aldens, for generations, had kept their +heirlooms. So far as money value was considered, there was nothing here +worth while. A surveyor's compass and staff, a spinning wheel; old blue +dishes covered with hair-like lines. There was no real lace, and there +were no handsome gowns. Nevertheless, they meant much to Debby Alden. +They were family to her. + +A little low trunk was at the extreme end of the attic. It was to this +that Debby directed her steps. + +"Everything in this trunk belongs to you, Hester. When I packed it away, +I put a card inside so that you might know that they were your mother's. +There's nothing at all of value. Sit down here and we'll go over them." + +She knelt before the trunk and opened it. Hester, obedient to Miss +Debby's wishes, sat down on the floor near the window while the woman +took out each article and passed it to her companion. + +"This is the dress your mother wore. I thought from the material that +she must have been well-to-do. She had a gentle, nice way of speaking. +She looked like a woman who had never worked hard and was used to having +things comfortable. That's why I can't understand how she could +disappear and no one search for her. We sent notices to all the papers +for miles about." + +Debby Alden paused. She could not justify herself even in her own +thoughts. By withholding what she knew of Hester's parentage, the +newspaper accounts of the death of the French woman, had been +misleading. This was one act of her life that gave her no satisfaction +in thinking over. She put it from her mind and in nervous haste, passed +the other articles of clothing to Hester. + +"I've saved even her shoes. You see what a little foot she had. Your +mother was a very pretty woman, Hester. Of course, I saw her only that +hour at dinner when she sat in the kitchen. She had dark eyes and hair +and a plump, round figure. You look like her, only there is a +difference. Your eyes are dark but they don't look as your mother's +did, and your mouth and expression are not as I remember hers to be." + +Hester made no comment as she looked over the clothes. She was not at +all moved by the sight of these things. She was sixteen, and had come to +the place where she was able to understand much that Debby did not tell +her. + +She knew that something lay back of all this. Why had none of these +people come for her? What were they that they would leave a little child +in the world without ever making an effort to find her? They could not +have been fine people. Hester was confident of that. She had picked up +Debby's word and mentally set down the people from which she had sprung +as "poor stock." + +"If I ever am anything at all, it will be because of Aunt Debby's +training," she concluded as the last article of her mother's clothes lay +in her hands. + +"It seems strange that they never came for you." + +"I'm glad they didn't," responded Hester. Her pride was in arms. If her +own people cared so little for her, she would never grieve for them. + +"I am glad--very glad that they didn't," she repeated. "I belong to you. +I'd rather be your girl than anyone's else and I couldn't be that if +they had taken me away when I was a baby." + +According to tradition, Hester's sentiment was not at all proper. One +should cherish one's family above all else. + +"It isn't right to say such things, Hester. Of course, you and I are +very near to each other; but you cannot feel toward me as though I was +your mother." + +"Of course not. I feel a great deal more." She arose to her feet, +dropping on the floor, the articles of clothing which had been in her +lap. "Why, Aunt Debby, I'd treasure an old shoe-lace of yours more than +those things." She pointed to the heap of clothes on the floor. + +Debby meant to be firm. She had intended from the first that +Hester should be rigidly disciplined. She believed in "the +speak-when-spoken-to" child. But there are some arguments that cannot be +questioned. She wanted Hester to love her above anyone else. She could +not chide her for doing that. Debby's discipline went to the winds. + +"How very foolish you talk, Hester!" she said reprovingly; but she +looked up at the girl with such a tender light in her eyes, that Hester +laughed aloud. + +"But you like my foolishness, Aunt Debby. I know you do." She was down +beside Debby Alden with her hand laid caressingly on the woman's arm. + +"Now, Hester, you are--" + +"But you like me to be foolish. You know you do, Aunt Debby." + +"I surely do not--" + +Hester laughed again. Aunt Debby was blushing like a young school-girl. + +"You cannot say that you do not like it," cried Hester. "You turn the +question every time and do not answer directly." + +"We'll finish this work and go back to our packing," was the firm +rejoinder. "Your little baby-clothes are here. Your mother must have +been a fine needle-woman, for the rolled hems and hemstitching are +perfect." + +The little dresses and petticoats were yellow with age. There was no +distinguishing mark about them. They were of fine sheer linen, and +exquisitely made. But thousands of babies over the land might have worn +just such garments. + +"You had a little handkerchief about your neck like a bib," continued +Debby. "This is it. It was pinned down in front with an odd pin. It's +rather peculiar and not worth much as far as money goes." + +She handed the pin to Hester. It was of yellow metal--gold, perhaps--of +oval shape and about the size of a dime. Inside the outer gold edge was +woven a narrow strand of hair, and within this was imbedded a peculiar +yellow stone. + +"Isn't it pretty!" cried Hester. She held it in her hands and examined +it eagerly. It was the first interest she had evinced in anything which +belonged to that time before she entered the Alden home. + +"I fancy it isn't gold," continued Debby Alden. "I never knew gold to +have that peculiar tinge. It was that way when I unpinned it from your +bib. I tried to brighten it a little, but I couldn't. It looks now just +as it did when I laid it away. That stone, of course, is nothing more +than a bit of yellow glass of small value." + +"Yes," said Hester slowly. Her eyes were fixed upon the queer stone. "I +never saw a bit of glass look so. When I hold it one way, it looks like +a spark of fire. It looks as deep as a well, when you look directly into +the center." + +"Cut glass," said Debby. "All cut glass reflects light like that." + +Cut glass or something more, it appealed to Hester. Turning it about in +her hand, she examined it critically. + +"There's a little hook here at the end," said Hester. "Did you notice +that, Aunt Debby?" Debby took the pin in her hand to examine it. "I +didn't notice that before. It has been an old fashioned earring made +into a pin. Earrings used to be fashionable. No lady ever dressed +without them, I've heard my mother say. The breast-pin that I wear with +my gray silk was made from an earring of Grandmother Palmer's. Dear, +dear, I wonder who wore these." + +"I'm going to keep this and wear it, Aunt Debby." + +"I don't believe I would, Hester. Someone might ask you where you got +it." + +"And I shall tell them it was my mother's, and that I wore it when I was +a little baby. That is true. Isn't it, Aunt Debby?" + +"You might lose it--" Debby began. + +"If I do, no one will care except me. I'd dearly love to have it, Aunt +Debby. Isn't it my own to do with as I please?" + +There was no argument to bring against this, and Debby remained silent. +Hester, pleased with the bauble, pinned it on her dress and then set +about replacing the other articles in the trunk. + +The pin might be cut glass or something better. Neither Debby nor Hester +knew, nor could they know that it would bring to Hester loss of friends +and--but neither the girl or woman could anticipate that. At present, +all they could do was to admire the glitter of the stone and watch the +changing lights play upon it. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +I was the last week in August when Debby Alden and Miss Richards moved +into the cottage at the east end of Lockport. The seminary was not to +open until a week later and Hester was with her friends, assisting in +every way she could in putting the place to rights. + +Thursday evening, the house was immaculate. There was neither fad nor +fancy about its equipment. Debby had brought down some great +four-posters, old blue china, and solid silver. Miss Richards had +several black walnut armchairs that were old enough to have been +Mayflower Pilgrims, but which were not. There was a rug which Miss +Richards had picked up in Europe twenty years before and a gay screen +which Lieutenant Richards had bought a century before in an old junk +shop in China. + +"We look as though we had stepped from a previous century," said Miss +Richards. "We haven't a modern article about us--" She glanced toward +Hester and then added--"except Hester." + +"You really need me," responded the girl. "I'm the only piece of +twentieth-century furniture you and auntie have. I think I shall remain +with you. I could study just as well here as shut up in that old stone +building. I really think I could get my lessons better." + +"I think so, too," said Miss Richards, "that is if you refer but to book +lessons." + +"What other kind could there be?" + +"The kind that people teach you. They are all sorts of lessons, as +varied in kind as there are people. The girls at Dickinson will teach +you many a good lesson." + +"I should think you and Aunt Debby could do it better. I've quite made +up my mind to be but a parlor student." + +"There are some things Debby and I cannot teach you. We love you too +much to give you the very lessons which we know would prove best for +you. The girls at school will do that for us." + +"I do not always quite understand," said Hester. "Mr. Sanderson used to +declare that I was neither philosophical nor mathematical. I do not see +deeply into matters. I do know, though, which I like. Just now there is +nothing I should like better than being at home with you and Aunt Debby, +and I have quite made up my mind to that." + +"You had better unmake it, Hester," said Debby who, coming into the +house at that moment, had overheard their words. + +"You will remain at the seminary even over Saturday and Sunday, except +once each month. Miss Weldon does not approve of pupils coming back and +forth. I think she is quite right. This flitting about gives a most +unsettled feeling. You will not know where you belong, and we'll have +none of it for you." + +Hester sighed and turned aside. She was disappointed, only for the time. +Had she been Debby Alden's own daughter, she could not have partaken +more strongly of some of Debby's characteristics. When Hester once made +up her mind, she was quite "set." She had no thought of giving up her +plans. + +"About the time that I'm ready to leave them, they'll both realize how +much they'll miss me. Then I'll be able to persuade Aunt Debby to allow +me to board at home." + +Confident in her power of persuasion, Hester went about her work as +happy as though the matter had been adjusted to her satisfaction. + +There was yet some shopping to be done before Hester's outfit would be +complete. Miss Debby had purposely delayed buying until she came to +Lockport where she believed a better selection might be made. + +Miss Richards had friends in town and had gone off to spend the day with +them. After the household duties had been disposed of, Debby and Hester +set out on their shopping expedition. + +The morning was delightful and Debby, who took pleasure in the exercise +of her muscles, decided to walk. With the exception of the summer homes +which lay on the outskirts, Lockport was compact. The shopping district +lay within a few squares. The store windows were tastefully decorated +and Hester to whom all this was new, lingered to gaze and comment. + +"I never knew hats could be so pretty. Did you, Aunt Debby? Why the +window is a dream--a poem!" She paused to study the millinery display. + +She had grown tall. Her shirt-waist suit of white linen was dainty and +simple. She had pushed back her hat. When she was interested in +anything, she was wholly unconscious of herself and what was going on +about her. Now with bright eyes, and flushed cheeks, she stood before +the window. She was a very pleasing sight to passers-by. More than one +person stopped for a backward glance and smiled, well pleased, and +passed on. Someone in particular found her pleasing. A young man +hurrying from the store adjoining, paused a moment to look at Hester. +Her face was in profile. All he could see was the cheek and chin, the +tall, slender figure and the long braid of hair. + +He paused but a moment. Then he smiled with delight and advancing, came +up beside her. "Hello, honey. I did not know you were in town. Are you +picking your fall chapeau?" + +Hester was startled. She looked about her. Debby Alden had moved on and +unconscious of what was taking place, was studying the display in +windows several yards distant. + +At Hester's alarm, a flush came to the young man's face. + +"I humbly crave your pardon," he said, lifting his hat. "I mistook you +for my cousin Helen. Believe me, I regret exceedingly--" + +Debby Alden had turned at this moment. She came hurrying up. Hester had +been alarmed and turned to lay her hand on Debby's arm. + +"He thought I was his cousin," said Hester. + +Debby turned toward the young man who would have explained had she +allowed him to do so; but she gave him such a glance that words failed +him. + +"Come, Hester, an apology is merely an insult." Hester walked meekly +along. She was not able to grasp the situation. + +"He said he thought I was his cousin, Aunt Debby. He seemed so sorry--" + +"Nonsense. He had no idea that you were his cousin or anyone else that +he knew. He is just a smart, ill-bred young man, Hester, who, thinking +you a stranger and not used to the ways of a city, did what he could to +annoy you. Never pay any attention to such folk, Hester. Hurry away from +them as fast as you can. They are never desirable people to know." + +"But he looked very nice, Aunt Debby. Did you notice his eyes? I liked +the way he spoke. I really do believe that he thought that I was his +cousin." + +"It matters little what you think on such matters. Hereafter never give +anyone time to apologize for speaking to you." + +Smith and Winter's was the largest store in Lockport. It was on Pine, +between Third and Fourth Streets. It was here that Debby Alden intended +making her purchases. + +"Do you think you would like a tan jacket better than a blue one, +Hester?" she asked as the floor-walker was conducting them toward the +coat department. + +"I think so, Auntie. But you select what you think is best." + +Debby made known her wants to the sales-woman. Jackets of tan and blue, +of many sizes and shades were brought forth and tried on Hester. They +were interrupted in their selection, by one of the girls from the +alteration department, claiming the attention of the clerk. + +"Miss Herman, did Mrs. Vail say when she wished her dress?" + +"It was to be sent out to-morrow, but she telephoned last evening saying +that she was called away. We are to send the dress on. She may not come +back here. Her cottage will close this week." + +"That's odd. She promised to come back for another fitting." + +"She often does that; but she's not erratic. She always has a reason for +going off in that way. When you get to know her as I do, you will think +she's the sweetest woman in the world." + +"I wasn't thinking of that--nor did I mean to criticise her. I wanted to +know whether or not I should finish her work without another fitting." + +"No, I'd wait." The clerk who had been addressed as Miss Herman turned +to Debby Alden and waited her orders. + +"Hester thinks the tan will please her best," said Debby. "If you can +send it out to this address," she gave the woman her card. Miss Herman +read it and smiled. "I have mistaken you all along for someone else. I +thought you were Mrs. Loraine. I never met her, but her daughter is a +seminary student here and often comes into my department. I was sure +that this young lady was a younger sister of Helen Loraine's." + +"No, we are not related. I know nothing of the people," said Debby +stiffly. + +"They are a fine family," said the clerk. "We are always pleased to +serve them." + +Hester would have spoken had not Debby silenced her with a look. + +"Auntie, did you not hear that name?" she said as they moved away. +"Helen Loraine. Isn't that the name of the girl who is to room with me, +and that young man said his Cousin Helen." + +"That young man's cousin exists only in his mind, and as your +roommate--she may be a wholly different person. The name Loraine is +common throughout this section." + +"But, Aunt Debby, the clerk thought I looked like--" + +"Nonsense. Some people never see further than their own nose. If the +clerk noticed that your hair and eyes were black, she decided that you +looked like every one else she knew who had the same coloring. I fancy +she said that but to make conversation." + +The following day when Debby Alden suggested that they make ready to go +to the seminary, Hester brought up again the question of remaining at +home. Debby listened patiently until the girl had expressed herself and +had presented every argument in favor of attending the seminary for +recitations merely. When Hester had finished, Debby Alden said quietly: +"Please put on your hat and gloves, Hester. We must take the next car if +I wish to be back home in time to get supper." + +Hester felt that the decision was final and nothing could be gained by +argument. Leaving the room, she soon returned with hat and gloves. These +last articles she swung in her hands as they went down the walk. + +"Hester, when at home we were a little lax about certain customs. Here +in Lockport and among strangers, we must be more careful. Put on your +gloves before we leave the house. My mother taught me that a lady must +finish her toilet before she leaves her home." + +She waited until Hester had put on and buttoned the gloves. "It seems a +trifle," continued Debby, "but it is trifles which mark the difference +between a cultivated and an uncultivated woman." + +When the street car took siding at Williams Street to give right of way +to the east-bound car, a carriage drew up close to the curb. The +coachman was in livery. Hester noticed that at once, for at her home no +distinction in dress was made between the man who drove and he who +employed him. + +Servants in livery were not new to Debby Alden. Her attention was +attracted to the sweet-faced woman in the carriage. This woman who was +richly gowned was scarcely older than Debby herself; but her hair was +white. There was some quality in the face which attracted and held. +Perhaps it was the power of self-control. The power to smile sweetly +when the person had cause only for tears. This woman was bending from +the carriage in conversation with a man and woman on the sidewalk. As +the car moved, the nervous horses jerked suddenly. The woman in the +carriage turned her head and met Debby Alden's direct glance. Just for a +moment, these two women looked into each other's eyes. Then the car +moved on; the carriage bowled along. With each woman an impression of +the unusual lingered. + +Debby really was troubled. The face of the strange woman was as the face +of a half-forgotten friend. + +"That woman in the carriage made me think of someone," she said to +Hester. "But I cannot think who. There was something about the turn of +her head and the way she looked up at me that made me think I have met +her somewhere." + +"I did not see her," said Hester. "I was looking at the coachman. I hope +that some day I may have matched horses and a man in livery." Then she +turned toward Debby Alden. "Hasn't this been a peculiar day, Auntie. +Every one thinks I am someone else, and you think every one is some one +you know." + +"Every one? You are putting it a trifle too strong, Hester. I have come +in contact with a great many people, but I remember but one who made me +think of someone else. You exaggerate, Hester." + +"I'd really rather call it hyperbole," said Hester. "You are a classical +scholar when you use hyperbole and a 'fibber' when you exaggerate." + +Debby smiled at the sally. She and Hester were good friends, with a +perfect understanding between them. + +"Put your effects toward the classical into working order. I catch a +glimpse of the seminary walls, Hester." + +This was the first glimpse Hester had of her new home. There was a long +stretch of grass, old trees and then the low, long, gray wall of stone. +The campus crossed the end of the street. It seemed to the occupants of +the car that they would be carried across the campus and through the +building. But the line turned suddenly and ran along the edge of the +grounds. + +"We get off here, Hester," said Debby leading the way out. + +Hester's gay spirits ebbed. Silently, she followed Debby Alden to the +entrance. The office-boy swung open the great hall door for them to +enter and escorted them down the long hall to the office. + +Hester's eyes grew big. She had not dreamed that any place could be as +beautiful as this. Her feet sank in the soft, thick carpet. She followed +Miss Debby's footsteps as silent as a mouse. + +Doctor Weldon was in her private office. Into this, Marshall conducted +the callers. Hester shook hands in silence, and then sank into the +nearest chair. For the first time in her life, her tongue refused to +work as it should. It felt now as though it were glued to the roof of +her mouth. She listened to the conversation between Doctor Weldon and +Debby, but was not able to grasp what it meant. + +Then Debby arose to depart. Marshall was sent in search of a hall-girl +to conduct Miss Hester Palmer Alden to Room Sixty-two. Then Hester +realized that she and Debby must part. + +"I'll go with you to the door, Aunt Debby," she said. No further word +was said until they stood on the steps and Debby turned for a farewell +embrace. The tears were very close to Hester's eyes; but she forced them +back, determined that she would not vex her Aunt Debby by a show of +feeling. + +Debby put her arms about Hester, kissed her warmly and said, "Be a good +girl, Hester and do as the teachers tell you." + +Such had been her words ten years before when she had taken her into the +primary grade and left her in Miss Carns's care. Hester answered meekly +now as then, "Yes, Aunt Debby." + +Debby went down the winding path. Once she glanced back. Hester was +standing erect with her head thrown proudly back. It was as though she +were declaring, "You may kill me, but I shall not cry." + +The haughty proud turn of the head! Where had Debby seen that before? +The experiences of the day rushed over her like a flood. Hester's poise +and turn of the head were like that of the sweet-faced woman in the +carriage. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +Miss Loraine, so the hall-teacher informed Hester, would be her +roommate. Miss Loraine, however, was not at the seminary at present. She +had come the previous day and attended to business matters, put her room +in order and had then gone out to the home of her aunt who lived at a +country place called Valehurst. + +This information was given to Hester while she was being conducted to +her room. The seminary and living-rooms were under one roof. The main +building was a great rectangular block, containing offices, class rooms, +dining-hall and chapel. From this extended an east dormitory, and one on +the west. Each suite of rooms consisted of a bedroom and a small study +or sitting-room. This was occupied by two students. Number Sixty-two +which Hester was to occupy with Helen Loraine was on the second floor +just where the dormitory joined the main building. It overlooked the +front campus and was considered one of the most desirable rooms in the +school. + +Hester, being new to the ways of boarding-school life did not realize +how fortunate she was in securing so fine a location. Helen Loraine had +been a seminary girl for two years and knew the "ropes." The previous +spring, she had put in an application for Number Sixty-two. She had come +down several days before the opening of school to take possession, +feeling sure that if she was once placed there, no misunderstanding +would arise. There had been several instances at Dickinson, where girls +had moved in their trunks and took possession before the rightful +occupant of the room appeared. + +The hall-teacher escorted Hester to the door and then left her. She +found that the sitting-room lacked the bareness of dormitory rooms. +Helen had unpacked her trunk and converted it, by means of a gay cover +and cushions into a cosy corner. The study table held a few books and a +candle with a shade. Across one end of the room, gay ribbons had been +stretched across the wall. These were filled with photographs. The +second study table held a great number of posters. On top of these, +Hester found a note addressed to herself. + + "DEAR ROOMMATE-TO-BE: I have put up enough belongings to + hold the fort until you arrive. I did not like to do more + until you came. I was afraid you might not like my style of + decoration. I shall be back within a day or so. Meanwhile + make yourself comfortable and do not get homesick. + + "HELEN VAIL LORAINE." + +Hester read the note several times. It was a thoughtful, kind act for +Miss Loraine to leave the note. Hester was already experiencing the +first tinge of homesickness; but she had no intention of giving way to +her feelings. She could do just as Helen had done. She would keep so +busy that she could not even think of Aunt Debby and Miss Richards +sitting down together at their evening meal. + +She unpacked her trunk and put her clothes in order in the closet and +drawers. Helen had rigidly observed the old time custom of the hall and +had stretched a blue ribbon from hook to hook, this portioning off equal +space for herself and roommate. + +Hester heard the ten-minute bell ring, but being unused to the ways of +school, did not know its meaning. She opened the door leading from the +sitting-room into the hall. She paused a moment to ascertain the reason +for the bell's ringing. A murmur of voices came from the several rooms +below. They were beautifully modulated with the intonation of those who +have been trained to speak carefully. + +"Really, I think you are mistaken, Mame. The Fraulein told me that Helen +had gone to her aunt and would not return until Monday." + +"I am not mistaken. Do you think that I do not know Helen Loraine when I +roomed with her two terms?" This voice had in it a touch of petulant +decision, as though the speaker was vexed because the responsibility of +settling all pertinent matters devolved upon her. + +"I saw her come across the campus," the speaker continued. "A lady was +with her; but they went into the private office and remained ever so +long. I would have waited had not Miss Burkham come along and informed +me that a public hallway was not the proper place for a young lady." + +Hester heard the words and felt the sudden touch of ironical humor in +them; but she did not know of the smile which passed over the group in +the room below; neither did she know Miss Burkham. + +"I saw her," a third voice took up the conversation. It was a ringing, +clear, happy voice as though the speaker had always lived in the +sunshine, and her voice had partaken of its rippling notes. "I saw her +when she crossed the campus, and was sure it was Helen. I was just about +to run out and give her a hug--Helen is the dearest girl in the +world--when I saw I was mistaken. She isn't nearly so tall as Helen and +she doesn't wear her hair in a bun as Helen does. She was an awfully +sweet-looking thing, though, and looked for all the world like Helen." + +"There's a new girl in Sixty-two. She went in there." The voice was +deliberately low and steady. It was as though the owner had grown weary +of life, but meant to live it down if she could. "Perhaps she may be +Helen's sister, who knows?" The tone of voice would have influenced a +stranger to believe that being sister to Helen Loraine, was a dire +calamity. + +A murmur of amusement rippled over the group. "Sara Summerson, do arouse +yourself. Life is worth living, and examinations are months away." + +"It will be all the same to me. It will be this term as it was last. I +shall not have time to get out my lessons. When I wasn't getting a drink +for Erma, I was driving my roommate in from the corridor and getting her +down to work. When I thought I could get out my 'Unter Linden,' Miss +Laird would call me to button her waist. If I ever am principal of a +seminary, I'll have a law passed making it criminal for a teacher to +wear a dress buttoned in the back. It's bound to distract the attention +of the pupils from their books." The slow, sad monotone never varied. +The hearers laughed. A bell rang and there was a sound of a general +uprising. + +Hester, conscious for the first time that she had been listening, +turned into her room and closed the door. She heard the sound of passing +footsteps, the murmur of voices, and then all grew still. + +Alone in the dormitory! It sounded to her as fearful as alone in the +desert. But Hester had not been trained by Debby Alden without effect. +She had not the least intention of sitting down and giving way to her +homesick feeling. The fear that she might give way, aroused her. She +grew antagonistic with herself. There was some unpacking yet to be done +and Hester flew at it as though her life depended on having it done a +certain time and in regular fashion. + +The little old-fashioned brooch which her Aunt Debby had given her was +in a tiny box by itself. Hester took it out and examined it carefully. +The little bit of cut glass in the center attracted her strongly. In the +sunlight it gleamed like fire. In the shadow it showed a pale yellow +tinge like the petal of a faded yellow rose. + +Hester had no desire to wear it. It was pleasant, however, to have +something which belonged to one's own people. The Alden home was rich +in bits of china, linen, and silverware which had been handed down from +generation to generation; but this little circle of gold, the mat of +hair and bit of glass, was all that Hester had of which she could say, +"This belonged to my family." + +Helen's note had bade her make herself comfortable. Hester felt +privileged to inspect the posters, take up the books and to examine the +photographs. + +She was growing hungry. The dinner hour must have passed. Perhaps, the +bells which she had heard ringing earlier in the evening were to call +the students to the dining-room. Hester had not understood that, but it +really made little difference. She would not have ventured alone into +the dining-hall though she were starving. + +The hall-girl from the west dormitory had evidently forgotten her. It +was the duty of hall-girls to play the part of hostess to new students. +Fortunately for Hester, there were other persons more thoughtful than +the hall-girls. + +Hester had reached the stage where a good healthy appetite would have +looked with favor upon crackers and cheese, when a knock came at the +door. She opened to admit a round-faced, dimple-cheeked girl of sixteen, +bearing a tray in her hand. + +"I hope I am not intruding," she said. It was the same slow droll voice +which Hester had overheard an hour before in the room below. "I am Sara +Summerson, one of last year's girls. I did not know until after dinner +was over that you were here,--a stranger and starving. The servants are +in the dining-hall, so I asked Mrs. Hopkins if I might bring your dinner +here." + +"I am so glad!" cried Hester. "Will you come in?" + +The invitation was not necessary. The caller was evidently a lady of +resources, despite the slowness of her speech and movement. She had +entered, moved back the books from the nearest study table and had set +down her tray. "I brought you some tea," she said. "Will you not please +sit down and eat while I fill your cup. We did have cocoa. I did not +know which you like best; but I did know that if one does not like +cocoa, one cannot bear to taste it." + +Hester took her place at the table. Her new acquaintance sat opposite. +Hester studied her now and came to the conclusion that she could like +Sara Summerson. She was of Hester's age and physique, but of wholly +different coloring. Her eyes were gray and calm; while Hester's were +black and at times snapping. She wore a simple white gown with a Dutch +neck. She was not at all pretty; but she was good to look at. There was +a repose and calmness about her that had a good effect on Hester. Her +droll slow smile gave an expression of humor to her slightest word. + +While Hester was eating, the caller made no attempt to converse. When +Hester had finished her meal, Sara looked across at her, viewed her +slowly and serenely and said, "I saw you to-day when you came from the +car. I thought you were Helen Loraine." + +"I have heard that several times to-day," said Hester. "Is Helen Loraine +beautiful?" It was a guileless question and Hester saw no compliment to +herself in the asking. Sara scanned her slowly, deliberately. "If she +were, I should not tell you. I never spoil people by complimenting +them--even though it be over someone's else shoulder. No, she is not +beautiful. She's more than that. She's distingue." She smiled blandly at +Hester. + +"I'm afraid I do not know what you mean. That word is new to me." + +"It would not be if you could see it printed. It is no doubt, one of +your most intimate words. I've given it the French pronunciation. Miss +Webster declares my French is startling in its originality. You wish to +know of Helen? She is one of those people that you need to glance at but +once to know that she is something. She is tall and fine-looking; but +that is not all. She has an 'air' you know." + +Yes; Hester did know. An "air" in this sense meant the same as Debby +Alden's "stock." + +"And I look like her? I was mistaken to-day for her while in a store." + +"You look much alike, yet there is a difference. Are you related to +her?" + +"No, indeed. I never heard the name until to-day." + +The subject ended there. Sara sat for some time. She told Hester of the +customs of the hall, the manner of calling and returning calls; the +conventions which were observed when one had a spread, and the social +distinction between that and a fudge party. Fudge-making was always +informal, and often surreptitious. Anyone might be invited to it; but a +spread and chafing-dish party observed a difference. + +"It had been known," Sara said, "in that very dormitory that +freshmen--girls who had not been in school a month--had had the audacity +to invite a senior to their parties. But they never did it a second +time." + +Thus having put Hester on the right track socially, Sara took up her +tray and departed. + +"The first bell rings at nine forty-five," so Sara had informed her. +This gave the girls a half-hour to prepare for bed and for Bible +reading. + +Hester looked at the time. It was fully an hour before the retiring bell +would ring. She had a feeling that after the first night, she would not +mind being alone. She felt like an alien now. Perhaps, she would soon +become part. She hoped so at least; for there is nothing quite as +lonesome as being alone among many people. Sara had offered to escort +her to breakfast and to introduce her to the other girls. Had Helen +Loraine been in school, the courtesy would have been hers to fulfill. + +To sit idle was impossible to Hester. The little box in which she had +placed her pin, lay on the table. Without thinking, she placed it in the +corner of her wardrobe, where it fitted snugly. In the shadow, it was +hardly distinguishable from the woodwork. She put it safely away and +then, perhaps because it was a new possession, straightway forgot about +it for months. + +Helen's photographs were many. The seminary girls had the habit of +exchanging pictures each commencement. So it followed that students who +had gone through their spring semesters, were well provided for in the +line of pictures. Hester looked them over. There were girls and girls +and yet more girls. Some wore evening dresses and hair in party style; +others were in cap and gown. There were gymnasium costumes and bathing +suits--all utilized for the picturing of girls. + +Among the hundred or more were but one or two which were not those of +students. There was one, old and fingermarked. It was that of a mother +and children. The mother was young and beautiful. A boy leaned against +her knee and a baby nestled in her arms. The boy was a handsome, manly +little fellow; the baby was dimpled and smiling; its head was covered +with soft dark curls, and its eyes were large and dark. + +"Isn't she sweet?" said Hester to herself. "She looks as though she +could eat those children up. She seems so fond of them. Mothers are +always that way. Mrs. Bowerman looks at Mary as though she was the +prettiest thing in the world and Mary is homely--just ordinarily homely, +and Jane Orr's mother--." The thought was too much for Hester. Her lips +quivered, her eyes filled with tears so that she could scarcely +distinguish the features of the picture which she held in her hand. +"It's just a way that mothers have," she said again. "I do wish I had +had a mother!" + +Then, as though the thought were unjust to the woman who had taken a +mother's place to her, she added quickly. "But I wouldn't give up Aunt +Debby for any mother--not even Jane Orr's." + +She did not realize how long she sat with the picture in her hand, +studying the mother and children. She was awakened from her reverie by +the half-hour bell. She was relieved at the sound of it. Now she could +sleep and forget that she was alone and under a strange roof. + +She was very tired and soon fell asleep. An hour passed and in a +half-conscious way she was aware that the light was on in the +sitting-room and someone was moving softly about as though not to +disturb her. She was too far gone in slumber to realize where she was. +She thought that she was back home and Aunt Debby had slipped in to see +that she was properly covered. Satisfied that this was so, she fell +sound asleep. It was broad day when she was awakened by someone bending +over her. She felt the touch of lips on her forehead and the sound of a +sweet musical voice. + +"Wake up, little roommate. The rising-bell rang long ago. You will miss +breakfast." + +Then as Hester opened her eyes wide, she saw bending over her, a tall, +slender girl enveloped in a soft kimona, and with her dark hair +streaming like waves over her shoulders. + +Beautiful! Hester decided at that instant that she had never seen a +sweeter face. + +"I slipped in last night so that I might not waken you. I am Helen +Loraine. I hope we shall be good friends, little roommate." + +[Illustration: "I AM HELEN LORAINE."--_Page 68._] + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +After a few days' acquaintance with Helen Loraine, Hester understood +what Sara meant by saying that Helen had an "air" about her. She was +always friendly, but never intimate or familiar. The sweep-women in the +hall were accorded the same courtesy as a teacher. She was sympathetic +without being gushing. She was just in her treatment of others, generous +and kind, yet she never allowed herself to be imposed upon. With Hester, +she divided all things equally; neither giving nor keeping a larger +part. She was as just to herself as to others. She would have battled +royally before she would have given up one of her rights. Yet no one +imposed upon her; for there was that about her which instinctively fixed +the boundary line. It was not what she did or said, but what she _was_, +which caused her to find favor among the students. + +During the first week, Helen and Hester spent their spare time in +arranging their rooms. It was really marvelous what could be done with +cretonne and dotted swiss. Hester had come prepared to do her part in +the furnishings. Debby Alden, acting upon Miss Richards's suggestion, +had selected for Hester, fancy covers, cushions and a few pictures. + +Hester had not realized the importance of the accessories until the +"fixing up" fever was apparent. During the first week of school, the +conversation of the entire dormitory was concerning the arrangement of +their rooms. There were no calls made. The conventions of the hall +frowned upon one student calling upon another until that other had time +to put her rooms in livable condition. + +Working together, Helen and Hester soon grew friendly. Before the week +had ended, Helen knew that Debby Alden was the most remarkable article +in the aunt line that the age had produced. She knew also that Hester +had neither sister nor brother; but she did not know that the name Alden +had been given her by courtesy rather than by right, or that Hester and +the beloved Aunt Debby held no ties of blood in common. + +On the other hand, Hester learned that Helen was an only child; that she +had a cousin Robert Vail who was almost as a brother to her; that Robert +had neither brother nor sister, and that his mother, who was Helen's +Aunt Harriet, loved Helen and kept her at the Vail home as much as +possible. + +"You would like Aunt Harriet," said Helen in one of the confidences. It +was Friday evening. The study hour had been short. The girls in kimonas +and with their hair in braids, sat in their sitting-room. As they +talked, they gave satisfied admiring glances about the room. + +"Aunt Harriet is only forty, yet her hair is white. She had nervous +trouble and brain fever that caused her to become gray; but in other +ways she is like a girl. She is most unselfish. The girls in school love +her. She understands what girls like and is always doing something nice +for them. I cannot explain to you in what way she is so attractive. When +you meet her, you'll understand just how she is." + +"I may never meet her," said practical Hester. + +"You will if you remain at Dickinson. When she is at her home, she comes +to see me very often. Her country home, Valehurst, is back on the hills, +about three miles from here. It is a charming place. You have noticed +how the road gradually rises from Susquehanna Avenue. It ends in a +little plateau and there Aunt Harriet's home stands." + +"Her country home? Doesn't she always live there?" + +"No, uncle has business which keeps him in the city a great part of the +time. He must be there during the winter. Generally, the family stay at +Valehurst until the last of September. Then Aunt Harriet drives or +motors in each week to see me. She likes her horses best, because they +are alive. She is very fond of animals and was a fine horsewoman when +she was younger. She always takes me for a ride, and best of all, takes +my roommate with me." + +"But she does not know me," Hester was tremblingly expectant. At home, +automobiles were rare, and Hester knew no more of them than the smell of +the gasoline. To ride in an automobile would be a joy unspeakable. If +it should chance that Mrs. Vail would take her, she would write and +tell Jane Orr about it and describe the sensations that went with the +ride. + +"But she will know you. She makes a point of knowing all my friends. I +know just what she will say the instant she comes into this room. She +has a proud way with her. She carries herself very straight and holds +her head high." Helen arose and moving toward the door, showed to Hester +the grand manner of her Aunt Harriet. + +"She will say," continued Helen, "'I am very glad to see you, Helen. I +miss you very much. Have you everything you need for your room and your +wardrobe? If you haven't, make out a list and I shall see that you are +provided for, and your roommate, dear. I hope you like her. I should +like to meet her.'" + +Helen came back to her easy chair. She laughed softly as she leaned +back. "And then you'll be brought in and her heart will warm to you. It +always does to every girl she meets, and it will to you. Do you know +what you will do, Hester Palmer Alden?" + +"No, about that time, I'll be so embarrassed that I shall not be able +to say a word. If your aunt is haughty and proud, I shall be afraid." + +"But she is not that kind of proud. I know what you'll do. You'll do +just what every girl has done. You'll fall heels over head in love with +her and before she goes, you'll be ready to declare that she's the +dearest woman in the world." + +"Except Aunt Debby," said Hester with dignity. + +"Hester, will you light the alchohol lamp. Let us have a cup of cocoa +before we go to bed. You set the chafing-dish boiling while I look for +Aunt Harriet's picture." + +Helen began her search among the pictures which had been heaped in a +basket; for after grave consideration, she and Hester had decided that +photographs ranged about the wall were out-of-date and not at all in +harmony with the other fittings of their rooms. + +Hester lighted the alchohol burner; suspended the kettle and brought +forth the cups. This was one of the side-issues of school life on which +she had not counted. She had been anticipating successive days of hard +study and recitations. Having never experienced it, she could not dream +of the little social bits which crept in as easy and naturally as they +did at home; the half hour of confidential chat, the lunches, the visits +into the rooms of the other girls, the walks and rides; the gymnasium +stunts and the dances where the tall girls lead. + +The kettle was boiling before Helen found the picture. + +"Here it is!" she cried triumphantly. "It is really soiled for I have +kept it out for two or three years. This does not look as Aunt Harriet +does now. It was taken a long time ago." As she talked she held out the +card to Hester. + +"Why, that is the picture I liked so well. When you were not here--that +first evening I was alone, I looked over your pictures. What a sweet +face she has and what dear little children! Is that little boy your +cousin Robert?" + +"Yes, but he does not look like that now. When I wish to tease him, I +show him this picture. He thinks it is horrid--perfectly horrid--though +the word he uses is 'beastly.' He declares if he could find the man who +took such a picture he'd have him in jail--or have his life." + +"What for?" asked Hester. + +"Simply for putting out such a picture. Rob says it is libel--pure and +simple, to say he ever looked like that." + +"I think it is lovely," said Hester. "Is the baby you?" + +"No; that is Aunt Harriet's little girl. I am a year older than she." + +Hester studied the picture attentively. While she did so, her mind +reviewed the remarks Helen had made in regard to the Vail family. There +were statements at variance. + +"You said Robert had no sisters or brothers," she said. + +"He hasn't," was the reply. "They did--that is--" Helen was visibly +embarrassed. She could not equivocate, neither could she go into details +of a family history. She hesitated a moment and said, "Little Dorothy +was not with them long--just a year." + +"Poor little baby. It must be dreadful to die when you are little. You +miss so much. If I had died when I was little, I should have been sorry +all the time thinking about what I had missed." + +Hester's new logic caused her not to notice that Helen had made no +affirmation in regard to the death of the child. + +"Little Dorothy," was what Hester called her. From that time on, at odd +moments, Hester introduced the subject of "little Dorothy," yet never +became aware that the subject was not a pleasing one to Helen who never +encouraged or took part in it. + +Taking the card, Helen slipped it into the basket. + +"Is your cocoa ready, Hester? I am almost famished. I never eat veal, so +Friday evenings I go hungry. Friday is always veal day at school." + +"I was so interested in the picture that I forgot about the cocoa." She +hurried to the alcohol lamp. + +"It is burnt out. It really did not have much in it. I should have +filled it, I suppose. But I am not accustomed to cooking in this way. +The water is boiling." + +She measured the cocoa and cream into the cups and poured the boiling +water from the kettle upon it. + +"I wish your Aunt Harriet would come to see you to-morrow," continued +Hester. "I liked her picture when I first saw it. I know that I should +like her almost as much as I do Aunt Debby. Do you think that she will +come to-morrow?" + +"No, not to-morrow. She went away last week. She did not expect to go, +but she heard something which caused her to go to Canada. Poor Aunt +Harriet!" + +The last words surprised Hester. She could see no just cause for the use +of that word "poor," in connection with Mrs. Vail. To Hester's mind, a +woman with a city and country home, automobiles, horses, and servants in +livery was far from being poor. + +The week had been so filled with new experiences that Hester had been +from her room only for recitations, meals and the required walk about +the campus. She had met a number of the girls, but with the exception of +Helen and Sara, could not remember the name of any. + +"I'll never know one girl from another. They all look alike to me," she +said to Sara one day. + +"Not when you know them. You'll know Renee--" She stopped in time. She +was not naturally critical. To express her opinion to Hester concerning +the girls, was not fair. + +"We are all different," she continued slowly. "All with different +virtues and faults. To be perfectly candid, I'm the only really fine one +in the set." + +They had been walking arm in arm up and down the corridor. As they came +to the rear door of the dormitory, Sara paused. "More notices, I see. +Come, Hester, we must know the worst at once. Here is where our dear +Miss Burkham makes known her by-laws." + +For the first time, Hester observed the white cards stuck along the edge +of the door. Pausing before them, she read aloud. + +"The young ladies will not make use of this entrance except to gain +admittance to the gymnasium. On all other occasions, the front dormitory +door must be used." + +Then Sara explained. "Miss Burkham does not approve of visits at rear +doors. When the girls have on the gym suits, they are not permitted to +go to the front of the building. If you go out this door, you can enter +the gymnasium without attracting undue attention." + +Sara smiled. Undue attention was Miss Burkham's bugbear. She was always +endeavoring to instill into the minds of her charges, that a lady never +attracts undue attention. The word had been in use so frequently that it +had become a by-word among the students. + +"The next card is what makes my mouth water," continued Sara who had +been reading silently. + +"Beginning with the first week of the fall term, the ice-cream man will +keep to the front side of the east wing. Plates will be put in their +usual place for Belva to take care of." + +"Basket-ball team Number one--known as the Invincibles will hold a +business meeting at 10:30 Saturday morning in the gymnasium." + +This last notice was signed, "Helen Loraine, Captain." + +"She never told me," cried Hester. "I never suspected that she was +interested." + +"Helen never tells anything about herself," said Sara. "Sometimes I +grow quite exasperated about her reticence. She has been on the team +ever since she was a student here. She played well before she came. Her +cousin, Rob Vail, was a captain when he was in school and he taught her +all the tricks of the game." + +Hester had no words to express herself. Basket-ball! It was enough to +send the color to her cheeks. She had seen the boys in the high-school +play. At home, girls did not indulge in such games. It might be that she +herself, Hester Alden, could learn to play and be put on one of those +teams. The thought brightened her cheeks and sent the blood through her +veins with excitement. + +"Who teaches you? How many teams have you, and how can you get on one? +Does it take long to learn to play?" + +Sara looked at her. Sara was deliberate. Her expression now was one of +sad surprise. + +"Do you often talk as fast as that?" she asked. "And do you expect your +friends to answer with the same velocity? If you do, Hester Alden, never +come to me with your questions." + +Hester laughed. "I always talk fast when I get excited. The words pop +from my mouth like pop-corn over a hot fire." + +"Give me time and I'll answer your questions. Our crack team is the +Invincibles. They are the only one we allow to play the tournament games +with outside teams. They play with the girls from the high school, the +Normal Training School and, with some of the seminary teams. I really do +not remember how many games were scheduled last year. They have never +allowed me to play. I'm too--. Helen Loraine is good enough to say +'_deliberate_.' The other girls call it '_slow_.' + +"Then of course there must be a scrub team for the Invincibles to battle +against. You must play scrub before you can hope to become an +Invincible. Then the freshies and juniors have substitute teams. They +practice with each other and fill up on the other teams as they are +needed." + +"I think I could learn to play," said Hester. "I am not--not very +deliberate." + +"I should say not, if you fly at a ball in the same way you talk. You +might get on a substitute team. Miss Watson, the physical-culture +teacher, will hold a meeting soon. The first week of school is generally +so busy that the gymnasium work is not begun. + +"But next week, she will meet the girls and make arrangements for the +work on the teams and in the gym. If I were you and really wished to +play, I'd speak to Helen Loraine. She'll get you on if anyone can. You +need a friend at court, for there are always more applications than +there are places or times for practice. + +"We must turn back. Miss Burkham would campus us, if we were to go out +at this door." Sara turned and arm in arm, the girls moved toward the +front entrance. "Listen, do you hear that melodious bell? That is +Sykes's cow-bell. Come, and I'll treat you." + +Hester followed as Sara lead the way from the front dormitory door out +on to the campus. As they passed the end room, the sound of voices in +conversation came to them. + +"Can you let me have some perfume, Erma, and a fine handkerchief? I +neglected to put mine in the laundry." + +"Help yourself," was the reply. + +Sara smiled. "Erma Thomas is easily worked. If she does not take a firm +stand, she'll keep Renee in perfume and other extras for the entire +year." + +Just then the door opened and Renee Loveland came out. She was a tall, +handsome girl, with the bearing of a princess. She bore in her hands a +bottle of perfume and two dainty handkerchiefs. + +The campus sloped naturally toward the public road; yet it was several +feet higher. The boundary had been made definite by a low cement coping. +On this, sat several girls, among which was Berenice Smith. Across the +road was an ice-cream wagon, surrounded by a score of girls with their +purses in their hands. The ice-cream man was measuring cream into small +wooden butter-plates. + +"Here's the way we do," said Sara as Hester looked dubiously about in +search of means with which she might dispose of her cream. + +"This is the way." Sara deftly broke off a bit of the dish where it +curved upward. "These make the best spoons in the world, and one never +need bother keeping them in order." + +Soon walking by two's and three's, across the campus, moved the girls, +each bearing in her hand her wooden dish with ice-cream. + +Berenice sat alone on the coping. Hester Alden was not a reader of faces +and could give no reasons for her pet likes and dislikes. She +instinctively did not like Berenice, although the acquaintance had gone +no further than a passing word. Berenice was dark, with coloring which +inclined to swarthiness; her brow was low, and her eyes small and deeply +set. She made an effort to be pleasant and invariably made flattering +remarks to those with whom she conversed. As the girls approached, she +held out her purse toward Sara. + +"Be good and bring me a chocolate and peach cream," she said. "I am as +far as I am allowed to go." + +Taking the purse, Sara performed the commission and returned. + +"For how long?" she asked. + +"Two weeks. One week is almost over." + +This was all Greek to Hester. She looked from one to the other; but +they, taking it for granted that all the school world understood, +offered neither explanation nor information. + +As they crossed the tan-bark, Mame Cross met them. She looked like a +fashion-plate in a tailored gown and handsome hat. + +"I've had permission to go down town," she said. "Do you want me to get +anything for you?" The question was put to Sara. + +"We're out of alcohol. You'd better order some." + +"Did you know that Berenice is campused for two weeks? She made fudge +Monday evening after the study bell rang. Miss Burkham discovered it at +once. Anyone passing through the hall could smell fudge cooking." + +"It seems strange that Miss Burkham should campus her for that. We made +fudge. It was the first night and no one is expected to observe study +hours during the first evening." + +"But Berenice lied. You know Miss Burkham will not tolerate deception. +It was not making fudge but the deception that caused the punishment." + +Mame moved away. She would have been a beautiful girl, had she not +looked bored and unhappy. + +"You're new suit is beautiful, Mame," said Sara over her shoulder. + +"Do you think so? I simply cannot bear it. I never have anything like +other girls." + +"That is Maine's old cry," said Sara when she was beyond hearing. "She +is the best-dressed girl in school and she has a father who is devoted +to her. She has everything in the world to make her happy, but she's +always complaining. Now, Erma is different. She's perfectly satisfied. +Every dress she owns is a perfect love of a dress." + +Hester had said very little during this hour with Sara; but she had +learned a great deal. There had been no guile or envy in Sara's frank +expression of the virtues and faults of her friends; and not for an +instant did she think she was making an error or stepping over the +border line of kindliness when she told Hester all she knew of those +students. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +Hester was not a girl to condescend to subterfuge to gain a point. She +was often frank to painfulness. To her mind when one wished a favor, the +only way was to speak directly and ask for it. She was neither politic +nor tactful. She had decided that basket-ball was the one game that was +really worth playing. Tennis was old and did not appeal to her. She and +Jane Orr had played tennis ever since they had been old enough to hold a +racquet. But basket-ball! The thought of it sent the blood coursing +through her veins. + +At the first opportunity, she spoke to Helen. She went to the subject +directly like a bullet to the bull's eye. + +"Sara Summerson told me you were captain of the first team and that you +had a good bit of influence in getting the girls on the other teams. I +would like to play and I wish you would put me on. Will you?" + +"I cannot put you on the first or even the scrub. I must pick from the +substitute teams to fill any vacancy. I have nothing at all to do with +the sub. The physical instructor does that, and of course picks out the +girls whom she thinks will be able to play the game. But I'll speak to +her about you." + +"I wish you would," said Hester. "I'm _fairly_ aching to get into a +game." + +"You'll be _completely_ aching after your first practice," said Helen. + +"I'll soon get over it. My muscles were sore for days when I tried to +skate, but I didn't mind." + +The first gymnasium meeting for new students was held Monday afternoon +and Hester was first girl in the room. Helen had promised to go with her +to see that she met Miss Watson but Helen was deliberate and Hester +impatient. So Hester sat alone in the gymnasium for half an hour before +any one appeared. + +Miss Watson was a practical worker. Before many minutes had passed, she +had the students enrolled, the classes organized and the time appointed +for meetings. Having dispatched the regular routine work, she began the +organization of squads for tennis and basket-ball. These were primarily +to train the girls for work in the first teams which played the +tournament games with other schools. + +Before she began her arrangements, Helen Loraine spoke with her. The +conversation could not be heard, but Miss Watson looked toward Hester, +smiled and nodded in affirmation. A few minutes later, she read the +names. Among the freshmen substitutes were Hester's and Berenice's +names. + +"But Berenice played last year," whispered someone near Hester. "She +plays a good game, too. Why didn't Miss Watson put her first or scrub?" + +The reply came but too low for Hester's ears. Helen was waiting in the +corridor when Hester came out. "I know; Miss Watson said she would put +you on. You'll have a good place for passing. You know the game from +observation. But if I were you, I'd read the rules again and again. If +you have them fairly fixed in your mind you are not so apt to make a +foul play. Do your best, and you may work up to one of the other teams +before long. Erma Thomas may not come back after the first of the year. +That will leave one place for a substitute. She plays right guard. She's +one of the finest passers we've had, but she gets rattled if she tries +to make a goal. She's too nervous to play when she is conscious that any +one is looking at her." + +Hester was confident that she would not lose her head if the opportunity +to make a goal came to her. Following Helen's instructions, she studied +the book of rules. She was early at the first practice. Miss Watson gave +the positions; Helen was referee. Hester was given the place of right +guard. + +"Keep your eyes open," said Helen. "I would give a good bit if you could +make a play to put you on the first team." + +Berenice was left guard. A moment before the game was called, she came +up to Hester and spoke low that the others might not hear. "Helen +Loraine knows the game, but there's a whole lot of things she never +sees. Louise Reed is your opponent. She's not at all a suspicious girl. +You see to it that we win. They always pick substitutes from the team +which wins." + +Hester knew little of the subtleties of human nature, and consequently +could not grasp the full import of the remark Berenice had made. + +Renee Loveland and Josephine Moore were captains. To Hester it seemed +like an hour of intense excitement before the ball was in the air and +Renee had sent it forward toward her. + +"Don't hold it--don't hold it," was the one thought in Hester's mind, +for that rule in particular, had made a peculiar impression upon her. +She was naturally a quick actor. Now the ball was scarcely within her +clutches until it was out again across the room to Berenice. Hester +rushed toward the goal, just as Berenice, jerking under the arm of her +opponent, passed the ball back to Hester. Again Hester deftly returned +it; making a backward movement just as Louise was about to cover her. +Again Berenice deftly caught it and dribbled for a yard or more. They +were near enough to the basket for a goal; but Berenice's opponent +covered her. The ball went flying direct across the cage. Louise made a +dash; Hester sprang forward and covered her. In the excitement of the +play, Hester had put forward two hands. Just as quickly she remembered +and swung her right arm about Louise, while with her left hand, she +tossed the ball straight into Renee's clutch. Renee, who knew the game +and played it well, did not lose her presence of mind. Like a flash, she +gave a forward leap and sent the ball to goal. But while it curved +downward in the air, the whistle of the referee was heard. + +[Illustration: AGAIN HESTER DEFTLY RETURNED IT.--_Page 92._] + +"Foul on the freshmen," she cried. "Right guard used two hands to +cover." + +"I think you are mistaken," cried Berenice. "I wasn't playing. Hester +Alden's arm was raised, but it did not touch her opponent." + +"Yes; I did!" cried Hester. "I touched her and then remembered." + +"I didn't know. It must have been a very slight touch," said Louise. + +"We've scored," cried Berenice. + +"I am refereeing the game. Foul on the freshmen." Determination shone in +Helen's eyes as she gave Berenice a look that would have subdued a +sensitive person. Turning about, Hester tossed the ball to Louise who +made a goal from the foul of the freshmen team. The ball went back to +center and the game again was on. + +At the end of the first half, the score stood six to eight in favor of +the sophomores. + +Berenice came up to Hester while she was struggling into her sweater. +"You see how it is," she whispered. Her eyes were snapping with anger +and her voice fairly hissed. "You see what a little prude like you can +do. If you would have sustained me, Renee's goal would have counted us +two, and Louise would have had no chance to make a goal or foul. It +would have been 8 to 7 in our favor." + +"But I really did touch," said Hester. "It was a foul, all right. I +suppose I should have remembered in time; but this is my first game, and +there's a lot to learn." + +"There's something that you will never learn," was the retort and +Berenice turned and walked away. + +Hester did not grasp all that Berenice wished to convey. She believed +the girl was vexed because of the score and attributed Berenice's anger +to righteous indignation at bad playing. Helen came up before the +beginning of the second half. "What about playing this, Hester?" she +asked. "You did some hard playing for a new girl. Do you think you can +stand it for a second half? You'll be stiff to-morrow. I'll ask Renee to +have Edna Bucher substitute for you." + +"I'd rather finish, myself," cried Hester. "Why, I wouldn't stop now for +worlds!" + +"Your own sore muscles be upon yourself then, little roommate," said +Helen smiling. "I have warned you. All that is left for me is to offer +the use of my witch-hazel and arnica." + +"I will not have Edna Bucher substitute," cried Renee coming up. "I am +glad Hester has grit enough to keep to it. This evening we must make a +score." + +"And to-morrow there will be wailing and groaning and rubbing of +muscles," said Helen. The ten minutes was up. Helen moved toward the +center of the cage. + +During the second half, Hester had no active work. She guarded Louise +and was careful not to make another foul move. Berenice was an active +player, getting so interested in the game that she forgot her special +work. She never played into another's hand. Although Renee was the +champion at throwing goals, Berenice risked the score rather than give +the play to the center. She appeared determined that Hester should not +come within touch of the ball, and she moved like a flash of light, +hither and thither, across the cage, seeming to be everywhere at once. + +Helen watched the game closely. She was an impartial referee; her one +desire being to play a fair game. She was aware of Berenice's playing at +cross purposes and watched her closely. At last she called a foul. + +"I don't see why," cried Berenice. Her little beady eyes snapped as she +approached Helen and looked defiantly up at her. + +"Two-hand dribble--the second time you have done the same thing. The +first I let pass unnoticed just--to give you time." + +"I positively did not two-hand the ball. If that is a foul, I--" + +"I am a referee. Get out of the game. Edna Bucher is called to +substitute." + +"I will not--" began Berenice. + +"Get out of the game within a minute or you shall be penalized for all +the games to follow." There was no disputing Helen. Her manner was calm +and her voice low, but authority was in her bearing. She stood ready to +give the signal to play; but before she put the whistle to her lips, she +said quietly, "While I am managing, we'll play an honest game or we will +not play at all." + +The girls, except Berenice, cheered and clapped. She was making her way +from the gymnasium. Her heart was filled with anger and a scowl was on +her face. How she hated Helen Loraine! It was not the first time Helen +had criticised her. + +"And Hester Alden will be another one just like Helen--too goody-good to +live," was her thought. Even after Berenice was being disqualified, +Hester did not understand fully all that had taken place. It was not +until they were at the baths, that a full understanding came to her. +Outside the bath, were the lockers. Sara and Renee had come up and +paused for a moment. + +"Will you allow Berenice to play next game?" asked Sara. + +"Miss Watson must settle that. The captain and referee may disqualify +for one game; but to make it permanent penalizing, the matter must be +brought before Miss Watson. It is a very difficult matter to explain. +The best way would be to have Miss Watson referee for one or two games. +Then she would grasp the subtleties of the situation." + +They passed on. When they were almost beyond hearing, Renee's voice +sounded loud and clear. + +"Sara, I do wish you'd let me wear your tan shoes down town to-morrow +evening. I have permission to go, and I wish to wear my brown suit, but +I have no tan shoes. I wear the same size as you." + +Hester smiled. She had known Renee but ten days, during which time she +could not remember one instance when the conversation did not conclude +with "will you lend?" + +Hester was deliberate in matters of getting from a gym suit into a +dress. When she was ready to appear, the corridor leading from the +gymnasium baths was deserted except for the sweep-women who were putting +the finishing touches to their work. + +Hester hurried out. As she crossed the campus, she found Josephine Moore +sitting on the steps leading up to the dormitory. From this place, there +was an excellent view of the river and the mountain beyond. Josephine +appeared to be spellbound by it. She was a large girl with quantities of +brown hair which she drew loosely back and coiled at the back of her +head. Her eyes were large, lusterless and of a weak and faded blue, but +Josephine had read novels and knew what speaking eyes meant. She tried +to make her eyes soulful. She was of a romantic turn of mind, and +although she would not have prevaricated for the world or done another +harm by repeating anything to their detriment, she was a dreamer of +day-dreams. So well did she dream that it was difficult sometimes for +her to know where truth ended and dreams began. + +"Can you not sit a while?" she asked. She moved to make room beside +herself. Her voice was low and full and had in it a pathetic quality +which was in harmony with her dreams. Hester sat down beside her. Being +somewhat awed by this magnificent creature with the soulful eyes, Hester +sat in silence. + +"I love this time of day," began Josephine in low rapturous voice. "I +love the gathering twilight. I think this is the hour when poets must +sit and dream. The world and work and all horrid things are passing and +only the tender twilight hangs like a mantle over all." She paused and +looked at her companion. Hester felt that a reply of some sort was +expected. She said the first and easiest thing that came to mind. "Yes, +it is sort of nice." + +"'Nice' is scarcely the word. I wish I knew what would exactly express +the feeling. Sublime, soulful--" She paused and raised her eyes as +though to scan the heavens. "I suppose I feel differently from other +people. They tell me that my singing shows soul. I myself have often +noticed the difference between myself and other girls. Would you believe +it? They pass here with laughter and jest. I cannot do that. I always +pause and look at the trees and river. It seems as though a spell comes +upon me. I cannot laugh and jest in the midst of such sublime things." + +"Is Hester Alden there?" cried a gay voice. "Oh, is that you, Jo? +Mooning? You had better come in. If you sit on those cold stones, you'll +take cold and your nose will be red and your eyes watery. You'll not be +sublime then." The cheer and good-nature in the voice robbed it of +ill-feeling. Erma laughed as she appeared. No one could take exception +to anything she said. She was too happy--too well satisfied with the +world and the people about her to do anything or say anything in +bitterness. + +Josephine arose slowly as became one of a poetic and soulful +temperament. + +"You are the slowest mortal, Jo. You are wanted up in Philo Hall. You +haven't fifteen minutes until the first study bell. The girls have been +looking everywhere for you. You are on the program committee." + +"I was carried away--," began Miss Moore. But Erma had turned her back +upon the girl. As she was about to speak to Hester, she was diverted +from her intention by the sound of wheels. Both she and Hester turned +to look as a carriage with a coachman in livery, came from +porte-cochere, turned down the driveway and passed within a few feet of +where the girls stood. The carriage passed under an arc light and Erma +and Hester saw distinctly the features of the woman in the carriage. She +had a beautiful face, although marked with care. Her hair was white, yet +her bearing as she sat erect, was that of a young woman. + +"What a sweet face!" cried Hester. "That is the carriage that blocked +our way, the day that Aunt Debby came up to school with me. I remember +most distinctly." + +The occupant of the carriage had not looked in their direction. Even had +she done so, she could not have distinguished the girls; for they stood +leaning against the pillars and the moving shadows fell dark upon them. + +When the carriage had passed, Erma turned to her companion. "Helen was +looking for you. I told her if I saw you, I'd tell you to go to your +room. Helen has had company--at least I saw someone in her room." + +"It may be Aunt Debby," cried Hester. She did not wait to explain. She +paused not to excuse herself, but went racing down the corridor as fast +as her feet would carry her. Her heels clattered on the hard wood floors +and the sound of her labored breathing was audible at a considerable +distance. + +Just as she reached Number Fifteen, the door opened and Hester was taken +by the arm. This was so unexpected that her first impulse was to jerk +away, and hurry on. Fortunately a sober second thought overcame the +impulse. + +"Miss Alden, is the building burning? Why this haste?" Hester raised her +eyes to those of the preceptress. Miss Burkham was the acme of all that +was cultured and elegant. No imagination was strong enough to picture +her, other than deliberate, low-voiced, serene of countenance. Hester +who knew more of bluntness than irony, replied fearlessly, "No, there is +no fire. I wished to get to my room as quickly as possible." + +"So I surmised. But I see no necessity for this unladylike haste." Her +restraining hand was yet upon Hester's shoulder. The girl felt herself +quivering with the desire to be off down the corridor and up the stairs +to Number Sixty-two. What if Aunt Debby should really be there waiting +for her? Her heart beat fast with the thought. + +Miss Burkham also felt the quivering of flesh under restraint. She +delayed Hester yet longer while she made plain to her the unwritten +by-laws of a lady's conduct. + +"No lady races through the halls, in such fashion. It is the manner of a +tom-boy. You may walk slowly down the corridor. I will stand here to see +if you comprehend just what I mean by slowly. I trust that I may not be +compelled to ask you to return in order that I may give you instructions +in regard to the manner in which a lady walks." + +"No, Miss Burkham," replied Hester humbly. She controlled her impatience +at being thus detained. Miss Burkham released her and Hester moved +forward as though by well-directed machinery. + +On reaching Number Sixty-two, she found Helen standing before her +dressing-table. She was alone. She turned as Hester entered. + +"Little roommate," she said smiling a welcome at Hester. "Little +roommate, I am vexed with you. I have been sending messengers everywhere +in the hope of finding you. My dear Aunt Harriet was here and asked for +you in particular. She waited until the last possible moment. And see +there." + +Helen pointed to a hamper which stood near the doorway. "She has brought +us fruit, cake, and roasted chickens. No, I did not open the basket. +Aunt Harriet told me what was there. It is for you as well as for me. I +know Aunt Harriet, and I know how the basket is arranged. There will be +a chicken for you and one for me; a box of fudge for you and one for me; +and so on through the entire menu. Aunt Harriet is very much afraid that +some girl will have her feelings hurt or feel slighted. Open up the +basket, Hester. I must take off this waist. The collar hurts me. It +always was too high. I'll feel more comfortable in a kimona." + +She turned to her dressing table. "Aunt Harriet brought me something +which pleased me. I have an old pin which belonged to mother when she +was a girl. I thought I had lost it, but Aunt Harriet said I left it at +her home and she brought it with her." + +Helen held the pin in her hand while she talked. Then she laid it +carelessly in a little pin tray on the dresser. It was a pin of unusual +style, about the size of a dime. The outer band was of a peculiar gold. +Within this was a yellowish-white stone which reflected the light like a +flame of fire. + +Hester's eyes would have opened wide at the sight of the pin, but she +did not see it, for her attention was on the hamper she was unpacking. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +There was at Dickinson a Doctor Wilbur who had charge of the +mathematics. He was a man of brilliant mind, sharp tongue, and a poor +opinion of the mental ability of girls in general. He had been at +Dickinson two years, not because he loved the class of students, but the +financial consideration had been the best ever offered to him. + +The girls feared him and yet respected him for the power he exercised +over a class. + +He did not hesitate to use sarcastic speech. Scarcely a day passed, but +some girl came from Class-room C with her feelings deeply wounded. + +Hester, who had a way of "speaking up," had borne her share of Doctor +Wilbur's humor. But she forgot and forgave the instant she left his +recitation. + +One day he had been particularly trying, and the sting of his words had +lingered. She had it in mind to tell Helen of the bitter words Doctor +Wilbur had hurled at her, simply because she could not explain the +projection of a perpendicular upon a plane. So far in their school +life--two months had passed--Hester and Helen had spoken to each other +only of the agreeable things. But now Hester meant to express herself +and be sympathized with. + +But when she reached Sixty-two, she found Edna Bucher awaiting her. Edna +was tall and slender; long and lank, perhaps would be more nearly her +description. She was colorless and lifeless. Her one desire seemed to be +to be ladylike and to go with the best people. In her lexicon, _best_ +meant those with money or influence. Her hands were always cold, and her +face expressionless. She posed as being the leader in classes. She was +literary and musical, if one might believe her own judgment of herself. +She never played, however, for the practice tired her. When she failed +to respond to an invitation to recite--sometimes the invitation was +quite urgent--it was not that she was not prepared to recite, but she +was so nervous that she could not control her voice. + +"I've been waiting for you for half an hour," she began as Hester +entered the room. Her tones implied, that although the responsibility be +on Hester's head, she would be good enough to overlook it. + +"Were you?" replied Hester. "You surely knew that the freshies were busy +until this hour." + +"I presume I did so; but it passed entirely from my mind. I was so +absorbed in my work. I am editor-in-chief of the 'Dickinson Mirror.'" + +"Oh," exclaimed Hester. She looked at Miss Bucher again. The glory of +being editor of the "Mirror" cast a halo about the head of the otherwise +unattractive girl. + +"Yes, the girls selected me. I do not understand why they did. They +appeared to think I had literary ability. Of course, I do not see that I +have, but everyone speaks about it." + +She had an unpleasant little mannerism of talking through closed teeth +and but slightly parted lips. In conversation, she used her lips as +little as possible. It may have been that she wished to keep them from +wearing out, or perhaps, she considered it unladylike to open her mouth +more than was absolutely necessary. + +"I came to have you help. We always appoint four girls to collect news, +write special articles and poetry. Of course everything must treat of +school life. Then, when it is printed--" + +"Printed," cried Hester, her eyes snapping with fire. "Do you really +have it printed and do the ones who write things have their names in +it?" + +"Certainly. It is issued four times a year; once during each semester, +and a special souvenir one for commencement. What do you think you'd +like to do?" + +"I'll write some poetry," said Hester. She had never written any in her +life, but she had the feeling that she could do it by half trying. + +"Poetry, isn't hard," she replied airily to Miss Bucher's look of +surprise. "Just make out a list of rhymes like this." She took up a +paper and wrote: + + Side + wide + right + might + knee + me. + +"Then you fill them in," she continued. She held the pencil suspended in +the air. Her brow was puckered with thought. "Of course, it isn't +supposed to read as sensibly as prose. That is one of the greatest +differences between them. In poetry one must use imagination and poetic +license." Then she fell to work upon the paper and wrote steadily and +laboriously for some minutes. Her eye flashed with triumph. "Listen. Of +course this is mere rough work. I'll polish up what I write for the +'Mirror.' + + "Imogen was by his side, + So they wandered far and wide, + The woods and vales stretched left and right, + He loved the girl with all his might, + So dropping on his bended knee + He cried, 'Oh, fair one, pity me.'" + +A peal of laughter followed this closing line. It was a merry peal +without malice or guile. Hester turned. Erma was standing in the +doorway. + +"Oh, but that is rich! He dropped on his bended knee. Could he get on +his knee if it wasn't bended?" She laughed aloud. + +"You are so literal!" cried Hester with dignity. "In poetry, one is +allowed--" + +"Poetry," another merry laugh. "Is that poetry? Take it to Doctor +Weldon's classes and let her put her seal of approval on it." + +Erma had made her way to the door. With a mock courtesy and a sweep of +her skirts, she vanished. But as she went down the corridor, the girls +in Sixty-two caught the echo of her laugh and her song, "And dropping on +his bended knee." + +Miss Bucher was a lady who arose to the occasion. She did not give way +to merriment. Her face was colorless and serene. + +"I understand fully, Miss Alden, the point you wish to make. Miss Thomas +has no literary appreciation." She paused. There is but one thing worse +in the world than adverse just criticism, and that is praise so faint +that it is damaging. Miss Bucher paused as though to weigh her words. +Then she spoke: "Miss Thomas means well enough, but--well, nature has +not gifted us all in the same way." + +It was fair enough, or seemed to be. Yet Hester felt that intangible +something to which one cannot respond, because one feels rather than +knows of its existence. + +Miss Bucher arose. She was not given to furbelows. Each line of her +attire accentuated her angles and height. + +"I will go now. I am glad you will help me. Could you have your poem or +whatever you decide upon ready by Monday?" + +"I shall have it ready to give you when we go into chapel. I shall have +something. Do not fear." + +Scarcely had the door closed upon the caller, when Hester was at her +study-table with pencil and writing-pad. Inspiration had seized her. She +would write a poem that would be worthy the name. It would appear in the +"Mirror" with her name below, "Hester Alden." On second thought, decided +to write it Hester Palmer Alden. The Palmer gave an added dignity to +her name. How pleased Aunt Debby would be! What a pleasure it would be +to write! Perhaps in time she might be editor-in-chief. Then when she +left school--at that instant a part of Hester Alden which had been +dormant awoke. The desire for expression came to her. What beautiful +glorious things she would write--some day! Just what they would be or +when she would write them, she knew not. But they were so beautiful that +the tears came to her eyes as she dreamed of them. + +Helen did not come back to her rooms until barely time to dress for +dinner. She found Hester with her head on the table, and a huge tablet +before her. + +"Sick, little roommate?" asked Helen, bending over her. + +"No; I have been writing a poem--that is, I have begun to write one. I +have sat here for an hour and all I have written is the first line. It +was easy." + +"First lines usually are," said Helen smiling. In many ways, she was +more years older than Hester than the calendar gave her credit for. + +"What is the first line? May I read it?" + +"'Doc Dixon had a Freshman Class.' It begins fairly well; but you will +startle your leaders with such a sudden burst into facts. Why not lead +up to the subject and break the news gently?" + +"You may all ridicule; but I intend writing a poem. All the ridicule you +cast upon me will make me but the more determined." + +"I believe that. I have observed that trait on several occasions. You +make me think of Rob Vail in that way." + +"I shall finish after dinner," was Hester's sole comment. "I presume I +had better prepare for it now. Are you wearing a silk dress?" she asked +as she turned toward Helen and saw that she was getting into a little +one-piece suit of checked silk instead of her customary white. + +"Yes, mother thinks I dress too thinly. If I wear the white I cannot +wear long sleeves. So I have promised to keep to this dark silk, though +I do not like it nearly so well." + +She had slipped into her dress and was looking about for her pins and +rings. "I had a little old pin on my dresser. Did you see anything of +it, Hester?" + +"No, indeed. I never presume to touch anything there without your +permission." + +"I did not mean to suggest that, little roommate. I carelessly let it +lie there several days ago, and now I cannot find it." + +"I have not seen it," said Hester. She spoke quickly and perhaps, with +unusual curtness. At least it seemed so to Helen, who attributed the +curtness to Hester's being hurt at being asked such a question. She let +the subject drop and no further word passed between them until they were +called to dinner. + +When study hour came again, Hester pushed aside her text books and fell +to writing. The door of the study, during this time, was always open and +no words were permitted between roommates. Helen, observing that her +roommate was not working at her lessons, gave her several warning +glances; but Hester was unaffected. The muse had laid its hands upon her +and she was helpless in its clutches. She wrote and erased, only to +rewrite and erase again. + +It was not until the study period was over that she raised her head and +with a smile of triumph read aloud: + + "Doctor Dixon had a freshman class, + Whose minds were soft like snow. + He tried to teach them geometry, + But he could not make it go. + He scolded them in class one day; + He shocked the entire school. + The tears ran down one sweet girl's face, + When he called her a mule." + +A look of surprise flashed over Helen's face. "Surely Hester, he never +would do that. He is critical and sarcastic, but surely he is a +gentleman." + +"Do what?" asked Hester. "Why surely he is a gentleman." + +"Surely, he never would dare address one of the pupils in that way. A +mule!" + +Hester laughed. "You are taking matters seriously. You must remember +that this is poetry, and allowance must be made. In poetry, one cannot +describe matters as they are. One cannot be too realistic. One must use +what fits in. I was compelled to use the word mule because it was the +only one I could think of which rhymed with school. Now listen to the +rest, please Helen." She continued reading wholly unconscious that her +roommate was not in sympathy with her. + + "And then they ran to him and asked, + As he came forth from school, + 'Doctor, dear, which is it best to be, + A driver or the mule?' + + "'The mule has the best of it,' he said, + 'So I'm inclined to think, + It can be driven to the water's edge, + But it can't be made to drink.'" + +"There, don't you think that is fine, Helen? That will appear in the +next issue of the 'Mirror' with my name at the bottom. Aunt Debby will +be delighted." + +There was no enthusiastic response. Hester waited a moment, then looked +at her roommate, and again asked, "Don't you think she will be +delighted? She has never suspected that I was poetic. Indeed, I never +knew it until Miss Bucher asked me to write this." + +"If Aunt Debby is the kind of woman I think she is, I am sure she will +not be at all pleased." Helen spoke slowly. Then at the look of surprise +in Hester's eyes, she crossed the room, and sitting down on the arm of +her roommate's chair drew Hester's head close against her and held her +thus in a tender protective embrace, while she continued. + +"No, little roommate, I do not believe she will be pleased. I am not. It +is fun--mere fun, I know. Were you and I the only two to know of it, it +would do no harm at all. But consider, little roommate, the 'Mirror' +goes out to all the old students. Hundreds read it. Among them, are many +just as I who took the matter seriously, without considering that the +poet was put to straits to find some word to rhyme with school. + +"They will think that we have grown lax here. Many will wonder what sort +of man this Doctor Wilbur is that he dare use such terms in addressing a +student. Do you see now why I wish this would not appear in the +'Mirror'?" + +"I see why you think it should not. But really people are very foolish +to cavil over such matters. If I might have my way, I would pay no +attention to them. I would go my way, do as I please and let such people +think as they please." + +"It is a very independent way of doing, but it is not at all practical. +We must consider public opinion a great many times. We must hedge +ourselves about with convention when we would be independent, for always +there are some minds which put evil construction upon the slightest +careless act." + +"Perhaps you are right," said Hester slowly. Before her faded the dreams +of greatness. Taking up the paper, she deliberately and slowly tore it +into pieces and threw them into the wastebasket. She expressed no word +of regret. She expected no expression of admiration for her fortitude. +She was no weakling. If she believed a thing were right, she would have +performed it, regardless of the sacrifice to herself. She was the +expression of Debby Alden's high ideals and rigid discipline. + +"I'll get up earlier than usual to-morrow," said Hester lightly. "I +promised on my word of honor to have a copy ready for Miss Bucher. If I +may not write poetry, at least I can write personals. Let us go to bed +now before the retiring bell rings." + +A hurried knock came to the door. Before either girl could respond, +Renee entered. She wore a gay kimona of embroidered silk. Her dark wavy +hair hung over her shoulders. She looked like a goddess as she paused an +instant on the threshold. Then advancing, she cried, "Oh, girls, do you +happen to have any cold cream? I'm out and I do need some particularly +badly." + +"Yes, I have some." Helen took a small box from the dresser and gave it +to Renee. + +"Thank you ever so much." Without further words, Renee went her way. + +Hester waited until the sound of her footsteps had died away. + +"I was thinking," she began slowly. Her brow was puckered as though she +were greatly perplexed. "I've been thinking that I never heard Renee say +anything but 'Will you lend me?' Does she not know anything else?" + +"I presume she does, but she has allowed the habit to grow. Each year, +she grows worse. I fancy by the time she graduates, she will borrow our +diplomas and essays. It may be that by that time, Renee will have +particular need of them." + +Hester had prepared for bed and was sitting on the edge of her own +little iron cot waiting until Helen was ready to say good-night. + +"I am going to remain up some time, little roommate. But you need not +wait for me." She crossed the room and kissed Hester affectionately. +Somehow Helen had fallen into the older sister attitude toward her +roommate. Since the first week of school, Hester had never gone to sleep +without Helen's kiss warm on her lips. This had never been done after +the fashion of a sentimental school girl who caresses everything which +comes in her way. Helen was not demonstrative, and what her lips +touched, touched strongly her affections. + +[Illustration: "OH, GIRLS, DO YOU HAPPEN TO HAVE ANY COLD CREAM?"--_Page +121._] + +"I must make a thorough search for my pin," she said, going back to her +dressing-table, to begin the search. "I must not lose it. It is a +peculiar design. It was once an earring belonging to Grandma Hobart. It +has her hair woven about it. When Aunt Harriet and mama were +babies--they were babies at the same time, you know--grandma had the +earrings made into pins. Mama wore this for years, and then gave it to +me. I should feel bad if I should lose it." + +Hester scarcely heard what Helen said. Her mind was busy with thoughts +of the literary work to be ready before chapel. She was running over in +her mind all the material at hand which could be worked into personals +to appear in the "Mirror." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Before the midwinter holidays, the report was the round of the +dormitories that Hester Alden was playing a good game of basket-ball. +She was alert and quick. Her passing was particularly good and Helen +praised her highly. Hester was brimming with enthusiasm. The one fly in +her cup of ointment was that Aunt Debby could not see her play, for the +games of the substitute teams were never public. If perseverance and +whole-hearted desire meant anything in winning out, Hester meant to be +on the second team. Then she ran the chance of substituting. + +Berenice could play the game well, but was inclined to use tricks and +artifices which generally resulted in a foul being called on her own +team. Consequently her good playing and dishonesty barely averaged as +much as the fair dealing of the average player. + +Three times each week, the gymnasium work was basket-ball. The day +before Thanksgiving an extra practice was called because the session in +school had been shortened. + +Berenice and Hester were playing right and left guard. Berenice who had +never forgiven Hester for her attitude in the first game of the year, +kept the ball as much as possible to herself even risking the game for +the sake of annoying Hester. + +"You're wasting your time on grand-stand plays," said Renee while the +referee had called time. "Hester plays well at passing. Give her a show. +You dribble and dribble and half the time make a foul when you might +have played into Hester's hand." + +Berenice shrugged her shoulders; her bead-like eyes snapped; but she +made no reply. + +While this conversation was going on between them, Erma Thomas had +hurried up to Hester. "Berenice is determined not to play ball into your +hands. It's pure jealousy. Do some playing, Hester, and make goals. Play +ball to me when you wish to pass, and I'll pass it to you for a goal." + +Helen put up her whistle and the game was resumed. The ball was at +center with Renee and Maud. Berenice's eyes were alight, and every +muscle quivering with excitement. Scarcely was the ball in air, before +it was in her hand, and she was moving toward the goal. Her guard was +upon her, but by a quick movement, Berenice and the ball slipped under +the outstretched arm, and by deft movements, came close to goal. Making +a sudden spurt with the ball in hands, she pitched for a goal. But at +that instant, the whistle sounded. + +"That is the third foul you've made in this game," cried Helen, "and we +have played scarcely ten minutes." She tossed the ball to the opposing +team. "Foul on the first subs." + +Mame Cross caught the ball and took a position before the goal, but +Berenice would not accept the decision of the referee. + +"Helen has a spite against me. How was I foul there?" + +Helen was given no opportunity to answer. Renee, who was just and severe +at times, came forward. + +"Foul, of course, it was. It was evident as could be. You are always +stirring up a fuss and holding back the game. You are the only one on +the squad who cannot play an honest game. Leave the cage, and remain +out. Maude may take your place permanently." + +With her own captain against her, there was nothing to be done except to +obey. Already Maud was within the cage and at her place. + +The game continued. Mame pitched a goal from Berenice's foul. With the +ball again back to center, it was evident that Berenice in spite of her +brilliant playing, had been a drag on the game. Before this, she had +been the team and the others were mere fillers-in. Now each took a more +active part. + +Maude was not one who played for her own glory, but to score for the +team. The ball came to her and she passed it to Hester, and hurried +forward to receive it on its return. She reached the basket and might +have made a goal, but she was short while Hester was tall and quick in +movement. Those considerations came to the girl, and quick as a flash +she passed the ball to Hester. There was a sudden upward movement of +Hester's long arms, a slowly curving ball and a final goal. It was the +first score their team had made since the beginning of the game. + +This success was like wine in Hester's veins. The desire to make goals +came upon her. It seized her like a mania. It was impossible to tell +whether it were luck or skill. But in the second half of the game, +Hester pitched a goal from every ball which was passed to her. That +practice game went down in the history of Dickinson as the one in which +one player made ten successive goals from the field. + +The wealth of the Incas was as nothing to Hester in comparison to the +congratulations of the girls who crowded upon her at the close of the +game. + +"You'll get on the scrub, sure," cried Erma in her high excited tones. +"Remember your old friends when you rise to glory." + +Their praises were very sweet; but sweetest of all was Helen's quiet +commendation, when after all the excitement had passed, they were back +in Sixty-two. + +"I never saw a better play. I never knew a girl who learned the game so +quickly, and I have coached a number during my three years. If you do +as well the next game, I'll substitute you on the scrub team. I have one +girl there who will never learn. She does no better than she did a year +ago." + +"Do you suppose I might be called then as substitute on the scheduled +games," cried Hester. + +"If you're the best player. I'll pick only the best. I will not risk a +game even for friendship's sake--even for your sake, little roommate." + +"I mean to be the best player," said Hester quietly. Helen's calmness +had always the effect of quieting her in her intense excitement. + +But Miss Hester had yet to learn that other powers than one's own +desire, enter into results. + +The first team had played eight games, four having been in their own +gymnasium and the remainder at different schools. On these trips to the +seminaries and normals, they were treated royally. Hester could imagine +nothing finer than being met by carriages, whirled away to dormitories +where the guest-chambers were at their disposal and later to be +banqueted. + +During the fall term, Dickinson had retained second place. Helen was +determined that they should move to first and secure the pennant whose +value was that of the laurel wreaths of the Olympiads. In order to put +up the best game possible, Helen attended every skirmish and practice, +determined that her substitutes should be the best. In addition to her +regular work this self-imposed task of overlooking the substitutes' +games, gave her little leisure. + +Each day, before dinner and lunch, there was a quarter-hour relaxation +period. To Helen, this was anything but what the name stood for. The +loss of her pin troubled her. She was confident that it was somewhere in +her bedroom. She very distinctly remembered removing it from her stock +and placing it in the cushion which stood on her dresser. There was a +possibility of its being knocked off, or being caught in ribbon and +ties, and so might have been dropped somewhere. She began a systematic +search. One day, she emptied the drawers in the dresser and examined +every article there, to be sure that the pin was not clinging to it. She +peered under and about each article of furniture. But no pin appeared. +While she was on her knees searching the corners of the room and edges +of the rug, Erma appeared in the doorway. She gave a peal of delight. + +"Have you turned Moslem; or is it Mohammed who takes long journeys on +his knees to do penance? I have passed your door twice and each time I +find you crawling about on all fours like a Teddy Bear." + +"I've lost my pin. I am sick about it." + +"I wouldn't be. No pin is worth being even half sick about. Buy yourself +another, or better yet, Christmas is coming. Throw out a few gentle +hints to your friends. Tell them you have lost your pin. They would be +very stupid not to understand that it was their duty to replace it. +Perhaps more than one will respond as becomes friends. You may have a +half dozen pins in place of one." + +"This cannot be replaced. It has belonged to our family for generations. +The story is that one of the Loraines who were French, for political +reasons, left his country and went to Brazil. While there, he discovered +valuable mines. Selecting the finest gems, he returned to France and +presented them to the king, and was immediately restored to favor. Two +stones of the collection were pushed aside as not worthy so great a +ruler. Tourie Loraine kept these for himself and had them made into +rings. Later the rings were made into earrings. I think that was done by +my great-grandfather as a gift to his bride. Grandmother had twin +daughters. Earrings were no longer in style and so the stones were made +into brooches and set about with her hair. Each little girl was given +one. My mother gave hers to me. The other which belonged to Aunt Harriet +disappeared years ago." + +Erma laughed with delight. She loved romance either in real life or +between the pages of a book. + +"How perfectly lovely to have such glorious things happen in one's +family! Nothing like that ever happened in our family. My people did +nothing more exciting than write charters and fight Indians. I think we +were very commonplace. It is the French people who have the romantic +blood. Tell me some more, Helen. You have no idea how interesting this +is." + +"There is little more to tell. After the stones had been in our family +for several generations, it was discovered by the merest accident, that +they were yellow diamonds and very valuable, on account of their size +and purity. They were not really yellow, you know, but sometimes +reflected a peculiar yellow light. We were sorry that we knew the value +of them." + +"Sorry! I should think you would have been delighted. I can imagine +nothing to be sorry for in finding that what you thought was a pretty +little stone, was really worth a great deal of money." + +"Because if it had been worthless, someone would never have been tempted +as she was. My Aunt Harriet on one of her visits South years before, had +found a little colored girl who was mistreated. She brought her North +and gave her a home. She fed and clothed her and trained her to be an +excellent servant. When she was able to work, Aunt Harriet paid her +wages. She learned the value of Aunt Harriet's pins and rings. She +disappeared and the jewels with her. There were a whole lot of +complications which I cannot go into detail about. But it changed Aunt +Harriet's whole life. I remember Rosa so well. She was a beautiful girl. +She did not look like a colored woman. She was scarcely darker than I +am, and she had the most beautiful eyes and hands." + +"And nothing has been heard of her?" Erma was eager to know. She could +have sat there all day to listen and would have forgone both meals and +lessons. + +"Nothing. It was surely strange how such a thing could have happened and +not be found sometime. It is not an easy matter for a woman to disappear +and all traces of her be lost." + +Hester had not been present during this conversation. As Helen finished, +her roommate came down the corridor and joined the two girls. + +"Helen has been telling me the most thrilling tales from her family +history. It is worth writing to make a story. Don't you know something, +Hester? Didn't your family do some wonderful things?" + +"No," replied Hester. "The Aldens settled down in one place and remained +there. As Aunt Debby says, they fulfilled their duty to their church and +to their neighbors, but nothing happened in their lives which was not +prosaic." + +"But your mother's family," persisted Erma. "Surely there must be +something romantic on her side of the tree." + +Hester smiled at the words. There was a little touch of sadness in her +smile. She had never spoken to the girls of her people. They knew that +she was an Alden. The name was well known in the central part of the +State. They knew that an aunt had reared her. That was all the knowledge +that came to them. When other girls talked together of what their +parents and grandparents had done as children and repeated the old-time +stories, which had been handed down to them as part of their family +history, Hester Alden had only listened and had taken no part in the +recital. Now, she would have evaded Erma's direct question, but Erma +was not one who would permit her inquiries to go by the board. She +repeated it. Hester answered slowly. + +"When I was a year old I had neither father nor mother. My mother met a +horrible death. Aunt Debby took me. She never could talk of my parents, +so I know little of them. Aunt Debby is mother, father, sister, and +brother to me." + +"Oh, forgive me, I did not know. I would not have wounded you for the +world." + +Erma was on her feet. Impulsive, loving and quick to act, she put her +hands on Hester's shoulders and touched her lips warmly and +affectionately. "But you have friends. I want to be one, Hester. You +know I've always liked you and I'd love you if you'd give me half a +chance." + +Hester, who responded quickly to affection, returned the embrace. "I'd +love to have you for a friend. Aunt Debby is always first, for she is my +friend, too, but you and Helen must be the next best." + +The little flow of sentiment might have continued, had not Renee at +that moment, appeared in the doorway. + +"I'm awfully sorry to disturb you. But could you lend me your Solid +Geometry, Helen? Did you get that original? Have you really? Isn't that +lovely! Would you object to letting me look over it for a moment?" + +Helen took the book from the study-table and drawing out an original, +handed it to Renee who, sitting down, began a thorough study of the +problem she could not solve for herself. + +Barely was Renee disposed of than Josephine came in. She moved +languidly. Her eyes were opened very wide, but instead of brilliance or +alertness, they spoke of sentiment and dreaminess. Josephine had made a +study of looking so. Soulful, she thought it to be; but the girls called +it by another name not so complimentary and rallied her good-naturedly +about it. + +Renee was quick, in action and thought. Josephine's slowness annoyed +her. Now, she took her eyes from the paper which she had been studying +on, and cried brusquely, "If someone would only set a fire under you, +you'd get somewhere sooner, Jo. Why don't you move, when you move." + +Jo was not annoyed. She moved not a whit faster. Gliding in, she seated +herself on a shirt-waist box and assumed a pose of figure which she +believed to be artistic. She showed no annoyance at Renee's speech. She +smiled sweetly and serenely. No matter what was said to her, or done in +her presence, that smile came to her. Her placidity was exceedingly +annoying to this set of girls. "If Jo was not always so sugary sweet," +was the general complaint. "If she would not always agree to everything. +If only now and then she would express an opinion, one would know at +least that she had formed one." These were the only complaints ever made +against her. + +"Has something been troubling you?" she asked Helen. "You appear quite +disturbed." + +"I am. I lost a pin." Helen told how she had placed it that evening she +had last worn it, and how it had mysteriously disappeared. Both Jo and +Renee had seen the heirloom, for Helen had worn it at intervals since +she had entered the hall. + +"I'd advertise for it. You might have dropped it in the hall somewhere. +Have Doctor Weldon announce it in chapel; and put a notice on the +bulletin board in the main hall." It was Renee who made the practical +suggestion. + +"I'm sure I did not lose it outside this room. I am quite sure of that." + +"About as sure as one can be of anything. I've noticed, however, that +being sure is no proof." + +"What a loss it must be to you!" cried Jo softly. "Of course, the money +value is of little consideration. It is the memories which cling to it +which make it precious. I know how you feel about such matters. You have +so much sentiment. I know what trifles may mean to one. I always wear +this little chain. I have worn it since I was three years old. I never +could bear to part with it. It seems a tie to bind me to my childhood. I +feel as though I could never grow old while I wear it. I shall never +take it off." + +Renee shrugged her shoulders. "I'm glad you don't have the same +sentiment toward your collars. What a beautiful sentiment you might +conjure up about a waist which some dear departed chum had embroidered +for you; or perhaps she buttoned it up the back the first time you wore +it and died immediately afterward. I really think the last would be most +touching. Then you would feel that you could never unbutton the buttons +which her dear hands had buttoned." + +The irony in Renee's voice was strong. While she had been speaking, she +arose and moved toward the door. + +Hester's face had flushed. She feared that Josephine would be angry. +Erma, however, laughed merrily, and smiled and fluttered about like a +gay butterfly. She thought Renee's sarcasm was the finest wit in the +world. If it had been directed toward herself, she would not have cared +at all, and could conceive of no reason why Jo should be hurt. + +Josephine raised her brows languidly and smiled sweetly. "Renee laughs +at sentiment," she said. "What is it that Shakespeare says about jesting +at scars because you never felt a wound?" + +"If I ever do show wounds," cried Renee, "they will not be ones made by +a tin soldier with a toy pistol. It will take a cannon ball to make me +know that I've been touched." + +She sailed out of the room, her head high and her heels coming down with +some show of feeling. Erma burst into a fresh peal of laughter. + +"Isn't Renee dear and doesn't she say the most brilliant things? I often +wished I could be witty. All I can do is to laugh at the jokes which +other girls make." + +"Why wish to be witty?" asked Josephine. "You're so sweet and womanly +and tender." + +"Am I all that?" cried Erma and she laughed again. "I must go and tell +Mame. She has known me for years and has never suspected that I am all +that." + +She hurried away. Jo yet lingered. + +"I had a letter from Cousin Rob Vail," said Helen to Hester. "He is +coming down Saturday morning in the touring-car with Aunt Harriet and +you and I are invited to take a ride and then have dinner down in the +city. Aunt Harriet is disappointed that she has never been able to meet +you. So be prepared to meet the sweetest woman in the world." + +"Mrs. Vail is so sweet!" cried Jo. "I never look at her but there comes +to my mind the picture of the 'Mater Dolorosa,' she's so sad and +pensive." + +"She looks sad," said Helen, "but I never knew livelier company. One +cannot be dull with her. She has a sorrow which passes comprehension, +yet, she never worries another with it. She has trained herself to take +an interest in others." + +"Saturday!" Hester cried and began prancing about the room. "Two days +until Saturday. I wonder how I shall ever be able to wait until then." + +The bell for luncheon rang and the girls moved from the room. As they +passed down the corridor, a number of the girls spoke to Helen about the +loss of her pin and expressed the belief that it had only been mislaid +and would be found. + +A number had seen and discussed it. Sara spoke of this. "It was so +peculiar and unusual that anyone who finds it will know it is yours." + +Hester walked ahead without taking part in the conversation. It came to +Helen then that her little roommate had shown no interest whatever and +had not assisted in the search or even expressed her sympathy for its +loss. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +Hester was deep in literary work for the Philomathean paper. She was not +attempting poetry. After Helen's criticism she had not the heart to +bring her efforts before the public, although she did write in secret. +It is a long and hard drop from being a poet to a hack-writer scribbling +down personals. Poets are born, while any one can write personals. + +Hester had been cultivating the unpleasant little mannerism of thinking +aloud or rather in tones under her breath, as she wrote she read. Her +efforts resulted in this form. + +"'Miss Erma Thomas has been excused from classes on account of +sustaining a sprained ankle.' + +"'Sustain.' I wonder if that is the right word. Sustain a sprain. It +sounds all right. I'll let it be that. If I don't know, the other girls +will not know either." + +"Hester, do you realize that you are thinking aloud?" asked Helen after +this performance had continued some minutes. + +"Am I? I did not know; but it does not matter. What I am saying is not +private and it makes no difference if all the world hears." + +"That is not the idea," said Helen. She was sweet, calm, and decided. +"Has it not come to you that I might wish to study and that monotone is +anything but pleasant?" + +Hester's face flushed crimson. "I beg pardon. I was selfish, Helen." + +Helen crossed the room and bending over the abashed, confused Hester, +said tenderly, "Do not mind my speaking so, little roommate. If it were +Aunt Debby you would not take it so to heart. Then why should it hurt +from me? Boarding-schools and roommates serve one great purpose--they +rub off the jagged edges of one's manners." She bent and kissed the +girl. + +"Helen Loraine, you are the dearest girl I know. I am so glad I have you +for a roommate. We have never quarreled and I hope never will." + +"No, we never will," said Helen. She went back to her work. + +In addition to her literary efforts, Hester had other claims upon her. +The Christmas season was approaching and her gifts were barely in +preparation. She was embroidering a set of linen collars and cuffs for +Helen, and the efforts to keep the work hidden was making life strenuous +for her. + +Whenever Helen left the room, Hester took up the work, took a few +stitches and perhaps was compelled to put it away. There were many +people passing up and down the dormitory halls. It was not always +possible to distinguish Helen's step. Then she had to resort to +subterfuge to get the measure of Helen's collar. She had not +accomplished that yet, but she had her plans laid and meant to carry +them out at the first opportunity. + +It came to her sooner than she expected. Saturday morning, after a few +minutes' study, Helen looked at the time, and arose from her work. + +"It is almost ten o'clock. Aunt Harriet and Cousin Robert should be +here. I think I'll walk down to the guests' entrance and see if I can +find any trace of them. Bob would not be permitted to come to the +dormitory. Perhaps, Aunt Harriet is waiting with him in the reception +hall. Marshall may have been sent for us, but you know his failing. He +may be fulfilling a half-dozen commissions before he comes for us. If +they are not there, I shall telephone to Auntie." + +Hester urged her to be gone. It was with a feeling of relief that Hester +heard the click of Helen's high heels as they went down the hall. +Waiting until she believed that Helen would not be interrupted, Hester +hurried to the wardrobe which they had in common and taking down a waist +began to measure the collar. She had just completed this when she heard +the click of Helen's heels. Quick as a flash the dress was hung up. +Hester was about to close the door when the dress caught. She was +fussing over it and was very red in the face and visibly embarrassed +when Helen entered the room. + +"What is the trouble?" Helen asked. + +"Nothing at all," was the reply given with unusual curtness. "What +should make you think there was any trouble? I was just opening the +wardrobe door." + +Her long speech which was wholly unnecessary and her evident +embarrassment did not pass unobserved. Helen gave her a quick look. +Hester was not herself, that was evident. + +"I asked the question because your face was red, and you appeared +excited. That was all. I did not find it necessary to go to the guests' +entrance. Marshall was coming for us. We are to go to the reception +hall. You will meet Aunt Harriet at last." + +"How strange it seems that I have been here almost four months and yet +we have not met! She always came when I was home with Aunt Debby, or in +class. I fancy the Fates do not intend that we shall meet." + +"You shall meet in two minutes, or I am not a reliable prophet," was +Helen's reply. + +Two minutes proved that she was not. Robert Vail alone awaited them in +the reception hall. His mother had not been able to come. + +Hester gave a start of surprise when Helen presented the cousin to her. +He was particularly fine-looking and attractive but she was not startled +at that. He was the young man who had accosted her that day on the +street and apologized by saying he had mistaken her for his cousin, +Helen. + +"You remember me, I see, Miss Alden. You must have thought I was rude, +but I was confident that you were Helen. I had not seen her for three +months." + +"I am glad that I met you so that I can explain to Aunt Debby," said +Hester naively. Then observing his look of surprise, she added, "She +would not believe that you had really made a mistake. She thought you +did it just to annoy me." + +"How could she?" cried Helen with a show of feeling. "Cousin Rob--." + +"Go slowly, Cousin," laughed the young man. "You must remember that I +was a stranger to Miss Alden and her aunt. They were fully justified in +believing that I was rude." + +"I did not," said Hester. "I saw you and I knew that you had really +mistaken me." + +"How could your Aunt Debby think of such a thing? Didn't she also see +Rob?" asked Helen. + +"I did not believe you could show such a spirit," laughed Hester. "You +are always so calm." + +"When things touch myself, but not when they touch my friends," said +Helen. + +"Please calm yourself, Helen. You know we made a compact this very +morning and promised never to quarrel or be angry with each other." + +"The same old school-girl fashion," said Robert Vail. "If I am a good +prophet, you'll be tearing each other's hair before the day is over." + +"Why did Aunt Harriet not come?" asked Helen, abruptly changing the +subject of conversation. + +"She went on a little trip into Virginia," he replied. Then observing +the anxious look which came to Helen's face, he continued, "We tried to +persuade her not to go, but she said this might be a real clue and she +could not be satisfied to remain home. Father would have insisted, for +mother is really worn out, but she was so anxious to go that she and +father went off last night." + +[Illustration: "YOU REMEMBER ME, I SEE, MISS ALDEN."--_Page 149._] + +"Was there anything new, or merely the same old story as before?" asked +Helen. + +"Who can tell? You know Rosa's mother had been a house-servant in +Virginia and Rosa had a host of relatives there. Mrs. Mader--you +remember the Doctor Mader who sometimes attends mother? Well, Mrs. Mader +had been West. There she made the acquaintance of a southern woman who +talked much of a Rosa Williams, who did some work for her. Mrs. Mader +was interested and asked all sorts of questions. This Rosa Williams, so +the southern woman said, was a handsome mulatto woman about forty years +old. She also said that she had several children and that one in +particular had neither the features nor coloring of a negro." + +"Poor Aunt Harriet!" said Helen. "If only she would give up hope. She is +wearing herself out in this way." + +Hester was delighted with this new acquaintance. She had known few boys. +Jane Orr's brother, Ralph, had been her ideal of what a boy should be. +Jane had not let his good qualities pass unnoticed. But Hester was +inclined to think that Robert Vail surpassed Ralph in every particular. +Helen had told her much of this one cousin who took the place of brother +to her. He was in his last year in medical college, and had led his +class for three full years. Yet he was not a bookish man. He was of a +social nature, fond of company, and outdoor life, taking as much +interest in cross-country walks and athletics as he did in his studies. +Hester was thinking of these matters while Helen and Robert were +talking. She had been sitting with her eyes upon the floor, listening in +a half abstracted fashion. She raised her eyes suddenly to find Robert +Vail's eyes fixed on her in scrutiny. Her cheeks grew crimson and she +looked away. + +"I beg pardon," cried the young man, "I seem destined to annoy you with +my rudeness. The first time I met you I mistook you for Helen. The +resemblance is not so marked now that I see you together." + +"Yet we are often mistaken for each other," said Helen, "if the hall is +just a little dark, the girls mistake us. Often I am called Hester." + +"It would have to be very dark if I were to mistake you now after once +seeing you together. + +"I wish to explain to Miss Alden why I was looking so intently at her +now. I've seen my mother sitting that way many a time. There was +something about you which made me think of her." + +"You told me she was very beautiful," said Hester, saucily turning +toward Helen. + +"Hester Alden, are you really fishing for compliments?" asked Helen, +pretending to be shocked at Hester's question. + +"There is really no use of fishing when the compliments are floating on +the surface within your reach," said the young man gallantly. + +This was all very pleasing to Hester. She had not been accustomed to +receiving such compliments or attention and she felt quite grown up and +elegant. + +Robert Vail's gallant manner was of short duration. He looked at Hester +again, and grew quite serious. Very strange ideas came to him. He had a +queer feeling that somehow his mother had made a mistake in not calling +at the seminary that morning, and that he stood nearer the truth than he +had ever stood before. These thoughts prompted him to turn to Hester +with questions which were pertinent and personal. + +"Where do you live, Miss Alden?" Hester told him. She wondered as she +did so why he had asked the question as though it were of moment. + +"Who are your people? Have you always lived there?" + +He had touched Hester on the one delicate subject of her life. She had +pride enough for several girls. Not even Aunt Debby knew how her lack of +parentage and name had hurt her. She had never permitted herself to +think of it, lest she should grow depressed and unhappy. And to think +that now this Robert Vail whom she had liked so much, had presumed to +question her. Like a flash, it came to her that perhaps he had met Kate +Bowerman or Abner Stout and they had told him that she had been left a +waif on Debby Alden's hands and that her people had cared so little for +her that they never came to find her. + +For an instant, pride was up in arms. Her one thought was to defend +herself at whatever cost. All Aunt Debby's precious training was flung +to the winds. She raised her head proudly and looked directly at him. In +her eyes was a look of defiance; the crimson of annoyance and shame +flamed on her cheeks. + +"Who are my people?" she repeated his question. "As my name is Alden, I +presume my people also were of that name. My father and mother died when +I was a babe, and my father's sister, my Aunt Debby Alden reared me." + +Her annoyance was evident. Robert Vail was vexed with himself for having +caused it. "I am always falling into error, Miss Alden. If you forgive +me this once more, I shall promise not to annoy you again. I fancy my +question was personal. I asked it because of the resemblance to my +mother and cousin. It came to me that you might be a relative. Though I +doubt if you would wish to claim us. We are a bad lot. I am really the +only fair specimen among them." + +"Such insufferable conceit," said Helen. "Everyone knows that it keeps +all the other members of the family taking care of you." + +"Which proves what I have just said. I am the family jewel. It behooves +them to take care of me, lest I be lost or stolen." Turning to Hester, +he held out his hand. "Am I forgiven?" he asked. + +Hester, ashamed and abashed, laid her hand within his. "I am sorry I +spoke so hastily," she said. But the red did not leave her cheeks, nor +the hurt look from her eyes. She blushed for the statement she had made. +"'My father was Aunt Debby's brother.' It was a lie--nothing less than a +lie," she kept saying to herself and the thought spoiled the entire day +for her. It spoiled more than that, too. Perhaps, had she told the +truth, she would never again have need to blush for her lack of name or +to misunderstand her people for not coming in search for her. Her little +sin bore its own fruits with it; yet Hester believed she was paying the +debt by being sorry and ashamed. + +"About your going with me," Robert turned to his cousin. "Mother said I +was to play escort and take you anywhere you wished to go." + +"Aunt Harriet's not coming may make a difference. The preceptress gave +me permission to go with the understanding that we were in your mother's +charge." + +"I shall take as good care of you as mother. Better care, I fancy, for +she would be helpless if she had to manage a machine." + +"It is the idea of not living up to the conditions," replied Helen. "If +you and Hester will excuse me, I will explain to Miss Burkham. Perhaps, +she will not object to my going with you. She would if you were not a +cousin." + +She went directly to the preceptress and in a few moments returned with +that lady herself, who listened to the story of the difficulties. + +"We intended stopping to see Aunt Debby," said Hester. "I wrote her a +note yesterday, telling her to expect us." + +"You may go under these conditions," said Miss Burkham, "that you go +directly to Miss Alden's aunt's. If she can accompany you further, very +well. Otherwise you remain at her home until you are ready to return to +school. Under any circumstances you must be here before five o'clock. Be +kind enough to set your timepieces with the tower clock. Then there will +be no excuse for not being here on or before the hour appointed. You may +get your wraps. I shall entertain Mr. Vail until your return." + +Miss Burkham was always exacting. Her speech was frank and sometimes +even blunt; but she had such a sense of justice and fitness of things, +that her decisive words were never galling, even to the most sensitive +of the girls. Her manner was gracious and her smile kindly. She would +put herself to no end of trouble to add to the happiness of the pupils; +on the other hand, she would go to no end of trouble to see that the +rules of the school were rigidly enforced and that the girls under her +care would do nothing unbecoming a lady or which might bring criticism +upon their heads. + +Soon the three were on their way. For three days, Hester Alden had +enjoyed the ride in anticipation. But now something had gone from it. +The buoyancy of spirit which was generally hers and the power of +enjoying the most trifling affairs had deserted her. She sat silent +until Helen rallied her. Then she made an effort to be her usual bright +talkative self; but it was plainly an effort. She was forcing an +interest in what was going on about her. Her mind dwelt only on the +statement she had made to Robert Vail. + +"It was a lie, a lie," she kept repeating to herself. She was almost +afraid to meet Aunt Debby. How Aunt Debby despised anything of that +kind! Hester felt that her clear gray eyes would look straight down into +her heart and read the lie which had made a mark there. + +Robert Vail observed that Hester was more than quiet. She was depressed +and anxious. + +Debby Alden was prepared to receive the guests. She, with Miss Richards, +had a lunch ready to serve. She had smiled when she arranged her table +service. She had given it the right touch of daintiness and refinement. +There had come to her, the remembrance of certain conditions of her life +and her manner of doing things before Hester had come into her life. +She had spoken her thoughts to Miss Richards. + +"I have been a different woman ever since I found Hester," she said. +"Life holds so much more for me than it did before--a great deal more +than I ever hoped to have it hold. I wonder what I would have been had +Hester gone her way that day and not have come into my life." + +"You would have been Debby Alden," said Miss Richards, "a woman of +conscience and principle. You would have been the same Debby--only with +the narrower view of life. You would have been an old woman instead of a +bright, interesting, beautiful, young girl of forty." + +Debby Alden had blushed at the speech. + +"You and Hester have conspired to spoil me. I think you are leagued +together to make me vain and worldly. What one does not think of, the +other does. It was only last week that Hester wrote me some very silly +nonsense about not one of the women at the reception, looking half so +fine as I. Of course, I know the child does it merely to please me." + +Miss Richards nodded her head in negation. "You know she means every +word she says, Debby. Hester could not prevaricate, even to please you. +As to its being nonsense, you know it is not. We think what we say and +you like to hear us say it. Why not express ourselves? There is nothing +in the world that is as great as love. The greatest thing in the world! +Why then should we go through life with silent lips, or lips which open +only for criticism while all the time love is really in our hearts? Is +it not lovelier and kinder to express our love while the loved ones are +here to listen?" + +This had been Miss Richards's philosophy of life. It had been her love +as well as Hester's which had brightened and developed Debby Alden. +Their words concerning Debby's being beautiful were not flattering. She +was beautiful with the beauty which comes from fine principle, high +ideals, and a warm, love-filled heart. People had turned in the streets +for a second look at Debby Alden, while she, wholly unconscious that she +had grown so attractive, moved on her way without knowing of the eyes +turned in her direction. + +Debby went down to the gate to meet her guests. She took Hester in her +arms. In an instant her intuition told her that something was wrong. + +"What is troubling my little girl?" she asked. + +"Nothing, Aunt Debby. Nothing at all. Oh, how sweet to be back home!" +She threw her arms about Debby Alden's neck and hugged her with a +vehemence which caused that lady to gasp for breath. + +Helen and Miss Alden had never met. Debby at once noticed the +resemblance between Helen and Hester. She greeted the former as she had +done her own little girl. Then she turned to Robert Vail and holding out +her hand, said merrily, "I shall forgive and believe now, since I know +you have a cousin Helen and she does resemble Hester. Until this time, I +thought it all a myth of your own making, manufactured for the sole +purpose of annoying two plain country folk." + +Rob Vail laughed as he took her hand in his own firm clasp. "I do not +know whether I shall allow myself to be forgiven under such +circumstances. You would not have faith in me until I presented the +proof and that is really no faith at all. I wish to be trusted without +evidence." + +He laughed again and held Miss Debby's hand tight in his own while they +moved up the walk toward the tiny cottage. + +"From this time, I shall have faith in you, though evidence is lacking," +she said. + +She liked the boy. She had never before been so pleasantly impressed by +a young man as she had been by him. He was wholesome, clear-eyed and +unaffected. + +Debby Alden recognized these virtues in him and received him at once +into her home and friendship. She liked his college talk; his bright way +of making his smile and voice put his words at fault. Yet, while he +entertained her she was not wholly unconscious of two things--that +Hester was not herself, and that the resemblance between the two girls +was not the result of mere chance. Suddenly she turned to Helen with the +question: + +"Have you any sisters? Did you ever have any?" + +"No, unfortunately, I am an only child," was the reply. + +"Which may account for any peculiar little traits of character or +manner," said Robert Vail. "Only a brother or sister is able to 'comb +one' thoroughly smooth. They trim the plant of self-esteem; they nip the +bud of selfishness before it can bloom; they serve their purpose, +nuisances though they are--these brothers and sisters." + +"How unfortunate that you never had any. You might have been--" Helen +left the sentence unfinished, implying by her tone that he might have +been all that he was not. + +"But you served the same purpose, cousin. You have never failed in your +duty toward me. You are worth a dozen brothers and sisters when it comes +to 'combing one down.'" They laughed at the sally and might have carried +it further had not Miss Alden led the way to the lunch table. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +Hester Alden barely escaped being campused for dancing her way through +the main hall and shrieking in wild excess of spirits. To add to the +enormity of the offense, the day on which this had occurred was the day +when the ice-cream wagon came in from Flemington and disposed of its +wares at the front entrance of the campus. At the time of her exhibition +of high spirits, Hester had held high in her hand a paper butter-dish +filled with cream, which had melted and was trickling over the edge of +the dish and down her sleeve. The German teacher had heard the unusual +commotion and appeared on the scene. + +"Ach, Fraulein Alden, what matters it by you? To your room go you at +once. To Miss Burkham, I such conduct shall report." + +Hester in the exuberance of spirit, hugged the little German lady who +was as fat as a dumpling. "Fraulein Franz, you are a dear old soul if +you do get your English verbs confused. You would dance and laugh and +spill your ice-cream too, if you were to play on the scrub team." + +"Gra-shus," said Fraulein. "Pardon me, I did not know the cause. I +wonder not that you much rejoice." + +She retired to her room. Hester laughed again, but softly this time for +Miss Burkham's office was not a great distance away. + +"The dear old Fraulein! To think of her begging my pardon for +reprimanding me. I am only too glad it was not Miss Burkham. If she had +seen me, I'd had two weeks on the campus and someone else would have +been compelled to carry my cream from the wagon to the coping." + +The other east dormitory girls had heard the news and were quite as well +pleased as Hester. Mame Cross had been forbidden by her father to play +any but practice games. He thought she grew too excited for her own +good. It was her place on the second squad which Hester was to fill. + +Helen had used her influence in behalf of her roommate; for there were +ten other players who would have been as well pleased as Hester was, had +it fallen to their lot to substitute. Fortunately they were a liberal, +broad-minded set of girls. They were not envious, but rejoiced with +Hester in her good fortune. + +As Hester hurried down the main hall to the dormitory stairs, she found +her own particular set of friends waiting for her on the landing. + +"Here she is!" cried Erma. "We have been looking everywhere for you. +Isn't it simply grand to think that one of our set got on?" + +"I'm glad you've got it, since I couldn't," said Mame. She had always +the expression of one on whom Fortune had frowned. On the contrary, she +had fairly basked in that lady's smiles, since the first day of her +babyhood. + +"I don't see why father will not let me play. There's no danger of my +hurting myself, and what if I should? He has an idea that I am such a +precious article that I should be done up in cotton. One thing, Hester, +if you play a match game, you'll look better than I do. My basket-ball +suit was a fright; but then, I never do have anything that looks like +other girls." + +Hester was about to express herself contrary to this sentiment, when an +audacious remark from Erma caused her to fall back in silence. + +"You see how it is, Hester," explained Erma later as the two walked arm +in arm down the hall. "Mame is the best dresser in school. She has the +best-made clothes and the best taste about choosing them, and you never +see a pin or hook loose. Yet we never yet have heard her say she was +satisfied. So we just concluded that we wouldn't encourage her. When she +begins to complain and find fault with her lot, we'd look as though we +pitied her. It isn't a bit of use of trying to convince her how lucky +she is. + +"Now, I am always the other way." Here Erma paused long enough to laugh +merrily. "I'm satisfied with everything. My father is simply grand; I +just adore this old seminary, and I think the girls on our hall are the +sweetest things, and I never had a dress in all my life that wasn't +simply a dream." + +The girls rejoiced with Hester, all except Berenice. She went through +with the form of congratulations, but her voice had a sarcastic touch +and her eyes had narrowed themselves into mere slits. Her words were a +little uncertain as to meaning; but Hester to whom all things appeared +beautiful, was in no mood to take exception. + +"I'm sure I'm glad you're on the scrub," she said slowly. "I'm always +glad to see people get what they work so hard for." + +"Thank you, Berenice. You girls have all been lovely. You do not have a +bit of jealousy about letting a 'freshie' step in ahead of some who have +been here two and three years." + +"We want to win games," cried Louise Reed. "Whoever makes goals for us, +suits us whether she's a freshman or a senior. Get the pennant and we'll +carry you home on our shoulders." + +They had come to Sixty-two. Erma and Mame in company with Berenice +walked on down the corridor. + +"I'd love to have been put on; but since I wasn't I am glad that Hester +was. It was fair, too. She's played better than any other one on the +team. She gets excited but she doesn't lose her head." + +Berenice sneered. "To get on the team, one must learn to toady," she +said. "No doubt if you had played lackey to Helen Loraine, you would +have been playing scrub." + +Erma turned suddenly to look at the speaker. There was no laughter now +in either her eyes or voice as she, gazing steadily at Berenice, asked, +"Do you mean to say that Hester Alden plays lackey to Helen? Do you mean +to say that Helen would permit it if Hester were foolish enough to do +so, and furthermore do you mean to say that Hester was not chosen for +the simple reason that she is the steadiest player among the +substitutes?" + +Berenice shrugged her shoulders. Her little beady eyes had their lashes +drawn down upon them until they had narrowed into a mere slit. + +"How you do fly up, Erma! I really did not think you had such a temper; +but one thing you may rest assured of: it is always you sweet girls who +fly into a passion at the slightest word." + +"I have never posed as being a sweet girl, and I am not in a passion +now. I have asked you a question which you have evaded. You have +insinuated things about girls who call me their friend and I will never +let such matters pass. I wish you to answer my question before we go one +step further." + +Erma stood still. The others did as she did. Berenice laughed lightly. +"How very silly. A perfect tempest in a tea-cup simply because I choose +to get off a joke." + +"If that is a joke, it is in horribly bad taste," was Erma's retort. + +"You are unjust, Erma. How many times have I heard you laugh at Helen +for trying to stand in with the teachers, and for letting Mame copy her +translations." + +"Hundreds of times, but you always heard me laugh and jest when the +girls themselves were present and when every one who heard, knew that it +was mere fun. It was mere give and take between every one of our set who +were present. You have yet to hear me criticise an absent girl, or jest +about her." + +Again Berenice shrugged her shoulders as though she would dismiss the +subject. + +"I am glad I am not ugly-tempered," she said and walked away without a +backward glance at the others. For a moment, Erma was wounded. Then the +humor of the situation came to her. She laughed until the silvery echoes +rang from one end of the corridor to the other; and the girls begged to +be quiet lest the hall-teacher follow in their footsteps and they be +sentenced to solitary confinement on the campus. + +After receiving the congratulations of her friends, Hester had gone to +her room. Helen was busy preparing a lesson for the session the +following morning. + +"Of course, you know what has happened," cried Hester. "Of course you +do. I can see by your eyes. Miss Watson sent for me to come to her and +then told me. I knew who proposed my name. It was you, Helen Loraine. I +cannot possibly thank you, and I never in the world can repay you." + +Flinging her arms about her roommate's neck, Hester embraced her warmly +all the while declaring that she would never be able to repay her. + +"Yes, you surely can," said Helen. "Play a good game and justify my +recommending you. That will please me best of all." + +"I shall do that for your sake, for my own, and for the team's." + +Helen stood silent a moment, considering whether she had better tell +Hester all her plans. She decided that she would and drawing Hester down +on the cosy corner, which had been improvised from trunks, she +continued: "For several reasons you must play well the next two weeks. +Three weeks from next Saturday, we play the girls from Exeter Hall. They +are the hardest squad we'll meet. Their coach is a college woman and a +specialist in physical culture and athletics. The Exeter team is the +best-trained one we'll come up against. We'll take along four +substitutes. Maud plays well for the first half, but she tires easily. I +intend to substitute for her on the second half, and if you justify my +doing it, I'll let you take her place." + +"Really?" That one word was all that Hester Alden could command at that +moment; but it spoke volumes. To the girl it seemed as though the one +ambition of her school life was about to be fulfilled--to play on the +first team. + +She did not consider herself alone in this. Aunt Debby was always first +in her thoughts. Ever since Mary Bowerman had taunted her with being a +waif, Hester had realized how much the foster aunt had done for her, and +what sacrifice of time and money, she had made. The one way which Hester +saw to repay the obligation, was to do those things which would reflect +credit on the Alden name. Playing on the first team would do that very +thing for never before in the history of Dickinson, had a freshman been +so honored. + +Hester had reached such a degree of happiness that she lacked expression +either by words or motion. She could but sit still in the cosy corner, +her hands clasped in her lap and her eyes looking steadily before her. +So she sat for some minutes but in those minutes, she anticipated every +play in the coming game. She saw the goals she would make; she could +hear the referee call out the score and read the figures which the score +makers were writing down. She could see Aunt Debby sitting in the +gallery; she could hear the applause which swept over the hall. + +"Really? Do you really think there is the least chance for me?" she +asked at last. + +"I really think so. I might say I am quite sure," replied Helen. "Miss +Watson always permits me to choose my substitutes. I would almost +promise but--" + +"Don't promise. I would not have you do that. During the next two weeks +I might lose my head and not play well at all," she said. + +"I'm not afraid of that," replied Helen. "But it does not seem fair to +the other girls to have me pledge myself to you, before you have had a +single practice on the scrub. I try to be just, but sometimes I am +afraid I am a little partial in choosing the ones I love best. Because +you are you, I might be unjust to the others. Do you understand why I +would rather not promise, little roommate?" + +"Yes, I know." + +The subject ended there. Helen went back to her work. Hester tried to +keep her mind upon her books; but one might as well have tried to charm +a butterfly. Her thoughts flew from the game to Aunt Debby, and back to +Helen and the attitude she had taken in regard to the game. + +Hester had no doubt that Helen had a great affection for her. There had +been some sweet and gentle evidence of it since the first week of +school. Hester was beginning to understand what the girls had tried to +convey to her that first day of school, when Sara had declared that +Helen had such an air. It was the grace which was the expression of fine +breeding, intellect and kindliness of heart. + +As Hester thought of these things, she could have gone down on her knees +to Helen just as she would have done to Aunt Debby. + +"We'll be friends all our life. Whatever happens, we will never quarrel. +It is lovely to have a friend like Helen." These were the thoughts which +came to Hester. Inspired by them to express herself, she opened a +note-book and under the date of the month and year, she wrote what had +been in her thoughts. + +Helen was one who had much affection in her nature, but was never +sentimental. She was intensely practical when it came to her work. +After her talk with Hester about the work on the team, her mind turned +to the petty details, the fulfillment of which meant success. + +"I wear my gray basket-ball suit when we play with an outside team," she +said to Hester. "You have never seen it. It has D. S. in gold and blue +letters. Dickinson Seminary. It looks well, and the suits are really +pretty. Mine, however, is beginning to show wear. I have had it for +three years. The last time we played over at Kermoor, a hook came loose +on the shoulder where my waist fastens. It was a trifle but it almost +caused me to lose that game. It pestered me until I could scarcely think +of anything else. I made up my mind then that I'd never be placed in +such a position again. While I have it in mind, I am going over those +hooks and eyes and sew them so tight that they cannot possibly give." + +"Why not come out on the campus now, Helen? The girls are going to walk +along the river's edge as far as the campus reaches and then climb over +the hill and come back the other way. Miss Watson will come with us." + +"If I do I'll neglect those hooks. I had my gym work to-day and do not +need exercise. You run along and I'll discipline myself about the +hooks." She laughed softly at her own remarks. + +"Very well. If you will not, you will not," replied Hester, drawing on +her red sweater and Tam-o-Shanter. "I'll be off or I'll keep them +waiting, and you know Miss Watson does not approve of that." + +She went her way down the hall. She was a picture good to look at, and +which would have pleased more eyes than the partial ones of Debby Alden. + +Upon Hester's departure, Helen went to her sewing. The gray gymnasium +suit hung in a public press at the end of the hall, and it took her some +time to find her own among the others which hung there. Her needles and +thread were at hand, but hooks and eyes were lacking. She found that the +waist required several additional hooks and what were in place hung by a +mere thread. + +"I have a card of hooks somewhere," she said to herself. "I remember +distinctly putting in everything in the line of mending that I might +possibly need. I remember now. What I thought I would not need often, I +put in the bottom of the closet." + +The closet floor held quite an assortment of boxes. Articles which the +girls used seldom, had been stored here out of the way. Helen remembered +that a box with hooks and eyes, buttons and glove-silk had been placed +in there, early in the fall when she had unpacked the trunk. + +She and Hester had been careful about not infringing upon each other's +closet room. Each had her allotted space and number of hooks; but +keeping the floor divided was not so easy. Boxes had been moved and +shoved about until it was impossible to know whose they were. + +Helen sat down on the floor and began a systematic search; in turn +opening each box and examining its contents. It required system for the +boxes were many and the confusion great. There were handkerchief boxes, +spool, candy, and shoe boxes of all sizes and conditions. + +She had opened each one without discovering the articles which she +needed. She was about to put them back in their places when a little +dark covered box, hidden deep in the corner, attracted her eyes. Without +a thought that she might be infringing on someone's else right, she took +up the box and opened it. She gave a sharp exclamation at the sight of +its contents. She sat with it opened in her hand, looking at it +steadily. Then she replaced the lid and put the box with the contents +just as she had found them, back in the corner. She put the floor of the +closet in order, and then went back to her work. She found her card of +hooks and eyes in the bottom of her sewing-bag. She was busy sewing them +on when Hester came in. They greeted each other as usual, yet Hester was +conscious that something was different. + +"Are you ill, Helen?" she asked. + +"No, Hester." + +"Are you worried?" + +"What should I have to worry me? You have been gone less than an hour. +What should happen in that time to make me either ill or anxious? I have +been putting the floor of the closet in order. I am afraid I opened +some of your boxes, but I did not disturb their contents." + +"No matter if you did. I am glad the closet is in order. It surely +needed some attention." Going to the door she flung it wide. "How nice +it looks. The boxes piled up like a shoe-store. I wonder how long it +will remain that way." + +Helen watched her closely. Hester must indeed be a capital actor, for +she had showed neither anxiety nor embarrassment at hearing that Helen +had opened the boxes. + +After dinner that evening, no conversations were carried on between the +two girls. Helen, contrary to her habit, went directly to her room and +did not mingle with her friends in the library or parlor. She was in her +study garb and presumably deep in study when Hester came back to her +room. She neither spoke nor raised her eyes at Hester's entrance. Her +eyes were upon the text, but she was not studying. She was reviewing +certain little incidents of Hester's being with her. A score of trifles +to which she had then given no thought, now appeared in gigantic +proportion with most pretentious signs. Hester had shown no interest +whatever when the pin had been lost. She had not helped look for it. +Just before the holidays, Helen remembered it clearly now, she had found +Hester in the closet. Hester had blushed and stammered and appeared much +confused and had replied curtly to Helen's questions. It was really very +suspicious. Helen did not like to think of such matters. She had no +desire to think evil of any one; but the evidence was there. She could +not go past that. She had trusted Hester, and had really loved her. +Hereafter she would trust and love no one. + +Even after the close of the study hour, there was no opportunity for +conversation; for at the ringing of the half-hour bell, Helen, contrary +to her habit, went down the hall to the room of one of the seniors. She +did not ask Hester to accompany her and the latter was hurt by the +omission. They had been together almost six months and in that time such +a thing had never before occurred. + +Hester slowly made ready for bed. The fumes of chocolate and fudge in +the making were wafted to her from the rooms at the lower end of the +hall, and the chatter and laugh came with them. No one called her to +come. She felt forsaken and lonely. Such occasions previous to this, she +had not waited until a special invitation had been given her, but joined +and helped with the merry-making. She felt that something stood between +her and Helen. Just what that something was, she did not know, nor could +she surmise. There was nothing tangible for her thoughts to work upon to +reach a conclusion. She instinctively felt that something was wrong. In +this particular case, instinct was stronger than reason. She crept into +bed, although the retiring bell had not rung. The two little iron cots +stood side by side with only a narrow space between them. Helen had +always been the deliberate one of the two. Hester was generally in bed +before Helen had finished her reading. It had been the latter's habit to +come to Hester's bed and softly kissing her on the forehead to whisper, +"Good-night, little roommate." + +It was for this good-night that Hester was waiting. She would insist +then upon knowing what troubled Helen or what had gone wrong to cause +this feeling of alienation. She would have cried had not her pride +sustained her. The tears were very near the surface but she forced them +back. She would cry for no one, no matter how that one treated her. + +A few moments before the retiring bell, Helen came into the bedroom. +Knowing that she was late and that the lights would soon be turned off, +she prepared hastily for bed. She did not once glance toward Hester, but +that might have been because she was hurried. While Hester lay and +watched her, the lights went out. She heard Helen laugh softly and say, +"Just in time. I just gave the last turn to my hair." + +Then she moved toward the cot, but she moved toward the outside and not +near that of her roommate. Hester was overcome with homesickness. Her +pride took to itself, wings. Raising herself in bed, she turned toward +Helen. + +"Have you forgotten something, Helen? Are you not going to bid me +good-night?" + +"Surely. Good-night, Hester." + +"But not that way, Helen. I mean the way you always have done." + +There was silence for an instant. To Hester it seemed as though hours +had passed before Helen replied gently and firmly, "Not to-night, +Hester. I--I--cannot--to-night." + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +After this, Hester Alden believed that school could never be as it had +been. The first day proved that she was wrong. Outwardly, life at +Dickinson moved on as before. No one appeared to know or care that +Hester Alden had been touched to the quick, and that she was very +miserable and unhappy. + +Helen was courtesy itself. She was careful to include Hester in all her +invitations, but it was a carefulness forced upon her from a sense of +duty and not from love. Hester was not dull. She felt the difference. +She could be quite as proud as Helen. So she raised her head a trifle +higher as she walked and drew her shoulders a little more rigid and gave +back to Helen the same rigid courtesy that she was receiving. + +To Hester it was tragic. The alienation was a genuine sorrow to her. To +one who merely looked on, the two girls were acting foolishly. A few +words would have cleared away the misunderstanding and saved them from +suffering. Helen acted from what she thought was a high sense of +justice; Hester's action was from pride only. + +The other girls in the dormitory knew not the cause of the estrangement, +for both Helen and Hester had that sense of honor which impelled them to +keep closed lips on such matters. The intuition of the girls told them +that affairs between Helen and Hester were not quite the same. That was +as far as their intuition carried them. + +In spite of Hester's unhappiness, matters at Dickinson moved on as +before. Renee came to borrow; Erma laughed merrily; Mame wept over the +condition of her clothes which looked as though they were fresh from the +French tailor; Josephine grew eloquent on moonlight, love-stories, and +kindred subjects; Mellie Wright came and went like a gentle ray of +sunshine. The strangest part of all to Hester was that Mellie, who never +appeared to notice what took place, was first to grasp the situation. +Before the week had passed, she made an occasion to join Hester on the +campus. No reference at all was made to the state of depression which +hung over Hester like a cloud, but before the two had parted, the +younger girl carried with her these impressions: + +Everything comes right some day, and that day comes when least expected; +nothing matters if one continues to do what is right, regardless of +other people's opinion of one; and if one is blue, the best thing to do +is to do something and do it quickly. + +Mellie did not put her philosophy into those words, nor did she make a +personal application for her companion. The strongest impressions are +those which we receive unconsciously. After this talk with Mellie, +Hester's pride and ambition were aroused. She was indignant with herself +that she had given way to any show of feeling and vowed to herself that +from that instant she would not lose control over her emotions. + +Fortunately for her, basket-ball practice followed close on her +resolutions and putting her thoughts into action, strengthened her. + +She played right guard on the scrub team with Edna Turnbach opposed to +her. Edna was little, wiry, and active, an opponent that was really +worth while. + +Hester cast her troubles to the wind and went into the game with all her +energy. Edna was quick, but Hester matched her with cool calculation. +Her long strides were equal to Edna's quick ones; and she had the +advantage of length of arms which could be kept beyond Edna's reach. + +The left guard on the scrub team was Emma who resembled a little Dutch +doll wound up and set to moving. Emma had no guile in her disposition +and was utterly lacking in self-assertion. She admired Hester's playing +and never failed to play the ball into her hands. Just the moment +Hester's hand touched the ball, Emma encouraged her with cries of "Show +them how to play, Hessie. Show them how scrubs play when they once get +started." + +Emma was both an inspiration and an advantage. Hester played with all +her energy. To watch her, one might believe that all the future depended +upon the winning of the game. + +For the first half, she had the ball the instant the captain's hand had +left it. Passing it on to Emma with a quickness and deftness which was +almost beyond belief, she rushed forward in position to receive Emma's +return pass. It was no easy matter for Edna was close at her heels and +the center stood in her way. But by quick side movements, a sudden jerk +beneath outstretched arms, the thing was done. + +Only once during the first half was the ball worked back to the goal of +the opposing team; but even then it did not make a score. For three +minutes, it went from end to end of the cage and at last went from the +hands of the scrubs on a foul that Emma had made. + +During the game, Hester was not only playing right guard. She played the +game alone with a little assistance from Emma--a game of solitaire. She +was the team and made every score. + +Miss Watson and Doctor Weldon stood in the gallery looking on. + +"Hester Alden is a brilliant person," said Miss Watson. "She will amount +to something if she continues." + +"She can do little in mathematics. She'll pass on about seventy-five per +cent," said Miss Laird. She had long since erased Hester's name from her +good books, for Miss Laird knew only angles and equations, fixed values +and ratios, and had no conception of nor admiration for a mind which was +not as her own. + +Miss Watson laughed at this remark. She was more liberal-minded than +Miss Laird and was not disappointed to find that her girls were not all +of the same type. + +"You can open an oyster with a pen-knife as well as a chisel," she said. + +Miss Laird glanced at the speaker. She was logical but not witty. Seeing +that she did not grasp the meaning, Miss Watson continued. + +"Taking the oyster as each one's little world, you know, Miss Laird. I +have known men and women who have achieved a wonderful amount of success +and happiness who could not have made seventy per cent on one of your +examinations." + +Doctor Weldon had listened in silence. She had sat watching Hester +during that intense first half. She read deeper than either of her +teachers. + +"I am fearful for Hester," she said at last. She spoke so low that only +Miss Watson heard her. "She is too easily hurt, and she'll fight off +showing it until she drops from exhaustion. If I know the girl, her good +playing this evening is not so much for love of the game, as it is to +hide the fact that something has gone wrong." + +"Rather an excellent trait. Do you not think so?" said Miss Watson. +"Personally, I despise a whiner, and haven't a bit of sympathy for a +girl who goes about asking for pity. Pride is a good thing when it helps +us cover up our own bruises." + +"It is very fine, if it is not overdone. You know you cannot keep all +the steam in a boiler under high pressure. There must be a safety valve +or--trouble. I hope Hester will not be too intense. Intense folk need +such a lot of self-control, or they make every one miserable about +them." + +The conversation stopped at this point. The practice game was over and +Miss Watson went below and into the cage to see that the girls were +taking the necessary precautions in regard to wraps. + +"Hester Alden will play at Exeter," was the general opinion at the close +of the game. + +"I am sure of that," said Sara Summerson. "During the game I was where I +could see Miss Watson. Nothing escaped her. She watched every move +Hester made. Emma was all right at first, but that foul put her on Miss +Watson's black list. I could tell that. You know how Miss Watson presses +her lips together and nods her head when she's pleased. Well, she did +that every time Hester made a good play." + +"I will not get a chance to go," said Emma. "I am sure of that. I'd like +to, for I know lots of Exeter girls. There's a whole _bunch_ of them +from up our way." + +"You speak as though they were flowers," laughed Erma, as she hurried +down the steps from the gallery to join the girls. "A bunch of girls and +a bunch of flowers, I presume that is a figure of speech, but +nevertheless I would not let Doctor Weldon hear me, if I were you. She +might fail to see how flowery it is, and think you are using slang." + +Josephine was leaning against the balustrade. Her cheeks were pressed +upon her upturned palm and her eyes were raised toward some remote +region in the direction of the ceiling. Her hair was bound with a Greek +band. She had seen to it that her short-waisted dress was suggestive of +Grecian lines of beauty. + +"I rather like that term," she said slowly. "We say a bunch of flowers; +then why not a bunch of girls. Somehow I always think of flowers when I +see a group of girls together. Do people never make you think of +flowers? Some seem to me like lilies, others like shy, modest violets." + +"Oh, cut it out!" said Emma, disregarding the rules in the use of +language. "Just at present they make me think of a lot of empty vessels +which will be emptier if they are not out of these duds and into dresses +before the ten-minute bell rings for dinner." + +Emma strode on down the hall, in company with Mame Cross and Edna +Bucher. Edna had her arm around Emma's waist, although she was fully +six years Emma's senior. But the younger girl's father was a bank +president, a railroad magnate, and a number of other important persons, +and Edna believed in cultivating friendship where it would bear fruit +worth while. Emma was lavish and Edna fell heir to many discarded +trifles and was never ignored when Emma had a spread or banquet. + +"Josephine is too sentimental," said Emma placidly. "If she would only +waken and talk sense, she would be fine." + +"She's such a sweet girl," said Edna. Every woman, girl or child she had +ever known, came under that general heading in Edna Bucher's good books. +They were "sweet." That was always the sum and substance of her +criticism. There might have been a reason for such a general judgment. +As in the case of Josephine, obligation fixed the limit of Edna's +expression. She was at that moment, wearing a shirt-waist which +Josephine had purchased only to find it too small for comfort in +wearing. + +During the three weeks before the game with Exeter, nine practice games +were played between the first team and the scrubs. In these Hester +Alden played right guard. She had never missed a goal which she had +attempted and had never made a foul. There had been one or two instances +when she might have done quicker work in passing and kept the ball from +the control of the opponent; but they were minor faults which faded into +insignificance before her more brilliant plays. + +During this time, Helen had maintained the letter of courtesy toward her +roommate. But there was no longer any show of affection or love between +them. Nothing had been said about the trip to Exeter. However, Hester +was counting upon it. She knew that her playing had justified Miss +Watson and Helen in selecting her. Miss Watson was the head of the +athletics, yet the choice of players in reality rested with Helen. + +Miss Watson permitted this because she believed that girls who were in +sympathy with each other could work together better than where there was +an unfriendly feeling or antagonism. Hester, relying on being chosen as +a substitute for the Exeter game, made ready her suit, purchased a new +pair of gymnasium shoes, and was about to write to Aunt Debby +concerning the trip. + +The games were played on Friday evening, unless the distance was too +great for the visiting team to reach the school in a few hours. Then +Saturday afternoon was given over to them. Several days before, Miss +Watson read out the names of the substitutes and the teacher who would +go in charge of the girls. This important reading took place immediately +after the general gymnasium work in the afternoon. + +Wednesday morning, Berenice went about with a very wise expression. She +looked as though she could tell a great deal if she were insisted upon. +Erma, meeting her in the hall, fell prey to her hints and insisted that +she tell the secret that was weighing her down. + +"I was in the office waiting to see Doctor Weldon," said Berenice. "Miss +Watson was in the private office talking with the doctor. It was +something about the players for the Exeter game. You know Miss Watson +must always give the list to Doctor Weldon before it is announced. +Something unusual happened, for they debated a long time. Of course, I +could not catch the words. I did not try; but I could not help knowing +that there was a discussion." + +"There generally is," said Erma. "Doctor Weldon will not allow a girl to +play unless she is up in her work and her conduct. Campused twice, and +your throat is cut for any work in athletics." + +Berenice's face flushed. The reference to being campused touched her. + +"This was more than that. It was an argument; Miss Watson held to one +idea and Doctor Weldon to another." This was growing interesting. A +group of girls clustered about Berenice to hear the startling news. + +"Did you hear who the substitutes were?" asked someone. + +"Why ask that?" said Sara Summerson slowly. + +"I am not brilliant, nor yet am I observing; but I know who the +substitutes will be if the choice is according to their playing." + +"_If_ it is," said Berenice. + +"I think it always is," said Mellie gently. "It would be very foolish to +have it otherwise; to risk our securing the pennant on account of a +little personal feeling. I do not like to feel that people are unjust. +They have always treated me fairly." + +"They always will," said Erma. + +"They have never treated me fairly," said Berenice. "Every one I meet +always tries to make something from me or treats me unfairly." + +Erma laughed and the girls followed her fashion. + +"They always will, Berenice," she said. "People always find what they +are looking for. You always find in every place just what you carry +there. You are out looking for trouble, and you will find it waiting +around the corner. If you will persist in going about with a chip on +your shoulder, you may be sure that someone will take pleasure in +knocking it off." + +"But the players," cried Emma. "Who are they? When will Miss Watson read +the names?" + +"I did not hear the names, but I did hear her say that she intended +making them public at gym this afternoon." + +"I intend to ask Doctor Weldon if I may go over with the girls," said +Emma. "Of course, I know that I will not be allowed to play and I don't +care much about it. I'd have just as much fun looking on and rooting. I +know a dandy lot of girls over there." + +"You had better see her early then," said Louise Reed. "She will not +grant more than ten extra permissions and I know a number of girls who +intend going." + +"I'll see her the first thing after luncheon," said Emma. "She will not +let us come before one-thirty." + +"Whatever you do, Emma, do not get excited and tell Doctor Weldon that +you know some 'dandy' girls at Exeter. She will not allow any of us to +go if she hears from you that the Exeter girls are of that type. Be +careful, Emma." + +Emma shrugged her shoulders and tried to look serious, but the effort +was a failure, for the dimples came to her cheeks and rippled into +smiles. She turned to Mame and asked if she were going. + +"I--going?" exclaimed Mame. "How can I go? I haven't a thing fit to +wear." + +"You might wear your new blue broadcloth," suggested Louise Reed. + +"New? Why, I had that before the holidays. I never did like it. I shall +not go with you girls and look shabby. You always look so well and I +will not put you to shame." + +"I am sorry for you," said Erma. "I'd offer you my tan coat suit which I +have worn but two years, only I need it myself; it being the only one of +its kind that I have." + +"You may laugh," said Mame. "But I am telling you the truth. I haven't a +dress fit to wear." + +"No congregating in the hall, if you please. If you must talk together +you will find the parlor open to receive you." Miss Burkham had come +among them and spoke with a voice of gentle authority. + +"Yes, Miss Burkham," replied six voices together, as the six bowed and +moved to their rooms. + +The rumor that the names of the players would be read that afternoon +filled the ranks in the gymnasium. A number of girls had received +permission to be absent, but on hearing the rumor, they reconsidered +and decided that they were able to be present. The period of exercise +dragged along. The girls went through with the drills with as much +animation as one might expect from an automatic machine. Their eyes were +upon the clock whose hands moved provokingly slow. But it came to an +end, as all things must after a time. + +Miss Watson gave a signal to the pianist to stop playing. Then stepping +to the front, she bade the girls to be seated. They found places on the +floor, on the horse and the mattresses which lay along the outer edge of +the floor. A few drew themselves up on the horizontal bars and balanced +there carefully while Miss Watson drew forth her paper, looked it over +and then began her preliminary remarks. One could have heard a pin drop, +so quiet was the room. + +"As you know, we play the Exeter team in their gymnasium, Friday +evening," began Miss Watson in her brisk, business-like way. "The game +will be called at eight o'clock. We shall have a two-hours' ride to +reach Exeter. The last train from our station leaves at four o'clock. +Consequently, the faculty will excuse from lessons Friday afternoon, all +the girls who play." + +"Or root?" finished Emma. She was balanced on the bars. The sound of her +own voice so startled her that she nearly lost her balance and was saved +from falling only by Louise's clutching her firmly by the shoulder. + +Miss Watson turned toward Emma and looked her reprimand. "What have you +to say concerning the matter, Miss Chase?" she asked. The tones of her +voice would have disconcerted any one but Emma. Hers was an effervescent +spirit which could not be suppressed. She smiled upon Miss Watson as she +replied, "The girls who go along to root--will they be excused, too? You +said the players will not have any lessons Friday afternoon. What about +the girls that root?" + +Miss Watson looked her scorn of the question and questioner. One thing +which had been discountenanced by the faculty and by Miss Watson in +particular, was the word "rooting" and all it stood for. + +Miss Watson ignored the questions and continued, "Miss Burkham had +planned to accompany you--." + +The girls gasped. With Miss Burkham in charge they would not be allowed +to speak above a whisper. She would compel them to be all that was +elegant and conventional. + +"--but she has found that to be impossible. Neither Doctor Weldon nor I +can leave the school, so Fraulein Franz will have you in charge." + +There was a relaxation of muscles. An expression of amusement and relief +spread over the faces of the girls. Dear Fraulein Franz! She would be +with them like a mother hen with a brood of ducks. With the Fraulein +they would do much as they pleased, and she would attribute it to the +peculiar customs of the country. + +"The first team will be made up of the regular players. Three +substitutes will accompany the team. Doctor Weldon thought three would +be sufficient. I shall read the names of players and substitutes." +Taking up the paper, she read. + +"Captain, Miss Loraine--Players: Misses Turnbach, Cross, Bucher, and +Loveland. Substitutes: Misses Reed, Chase, and Thomas." + +That was all. Hester's heart had been in her throat at the beginning. +Now she felt cold and chill. She had been so confident. The girls knew +that she had expected to be chosen. They knew that she had her suit in +order, with gay new letters across the blouse. She sat quite silent and +motionless on the mattress propped against the wall. She could not raise +her eyes to meet the eyes of the girls. She could not speak to them. The +girls did the kindest thing they could do. They went off without +attempting to speak to her, or to offer her condolence or sympathy. + +When she raised her eyes, she found that the gymnasium was deserted and +that she was the only occupant. + +She arose and went out into the corridor. She could not go to her room +and meet Helen. Helen had played her false. Perhaps, the recent +assumption of dignity on Helen's part had been to prevent any criticism +of this action. + +Hester could not remain alone in the gymnasium, neither in her present +garb would she be permitted to visit the parlor, nor to linger in the +halls. The only alternative was to go to her room, and meet Helen there. +The injustice of the choice of substitutes at last appealed to her. Had +she been an Alden in very truth, she could not have shown the old +revolutionary spirit more. + +Wounded feeling gave way; personal pride took to itself wings. The thing +was unjust and she would not bear it even from Helen Loraine. Another +thing she would not bear--she had borne it too long already--and that +was the distant, haughty treatment accorded her by Helen. Hester Alden's +spirit arose. She would have justice though she had to fight for it. + +The feeling of humiliation left her. Now she had no dread of meeting the +girls. She raised her head proudly. Her eyes flashed, and a flush came +to her cheeks. + +Helen was in the study when she entered. She was evidently doing nothing +and had been doing nothing for some minutes. Perhaps she dreaded the +meeting as much as Hester. She looked up when the latter entered and +spoke, "Well, Hester, are you back from the gym?" + +To use Debby's expression, Hester was not one to beat about the bush. +Now, she brought up the subject at once. + +"Did you or Miss Watson choose the substitutes?" she asked. + +"Why, I did. That is, I recommended the ones I wished to play, and Miss +Watson agreed that they were satisfactory." + +"Helen Loraine, did you choose ones who played the best, as you have +boasted that you always do?" + +"I took the ones that played well and whom I thought had a right to be +substituted." + +"Answer me this." Hester walked directly before her roommate. Standing +so, they looked into each other's eyes. "Answer me this. Do I not play a +better game than either Louise or Emma? Have I not made the score when +their fouls would have brought it down?" + +"Yes, you have. You are a better player than either. To do you justice, +Hester, you play as well as any girl on the first team." + +"I do, and yet you passed me over for an inferior player. Is that +justice to either the team or me?" + +"It does not appear so. Yet one cannot judge from appearances alone. I +believed that I did what was fair and honorable." + +"I fail to see it that way," said Hester proudly. + +"We do not see it from the same point of view." + +"Evidently not. But this much I insist upon. I must know the reason why +you ignored me when you have acknowledged that I was the best player. I +demand the reason." + +"Don't you know, Hester Alden? Don't you really know?" + +"I do not. There is something else I do not know or understand; that is +your treatment of me for the last three weeks. Do not for a moment think +that I am begging for either your love or friendship. I wish nothing +that does not come to me of its free will. But it was you who first +wished to be friends. It was you who always made the first advances. +Time and time again, you told me that I was nearer to you than any +friend you had ever had and that I seemed more like a sister to you." + +"I know," said Helen slowly. "And I meant every word. From that first +night you were here, you were never like a stranger. I meant every word +I told you." + +Her voice was low and sorrowful; but Hester was unmoved. The bitter +feeling which had filled her heart for three weeks was now bursting +forth in a torrent. + +"Much I care for such affection! If that is the way you treat your +sister, I am very glad I am not she. Suddenly, without a reason, you +grow haughty and rude--." + +"Rude! I was never rude, Hester. I was always courteous." + +"Yes, with the kind of courtesy which made me angry all over. I wish to +tell you right here, Helen Loraine, that I shall not stand being treated +so without a reason." + +"I thought I had a reason. I think yet I have a reason." + +"Then why did you not come to me and tell me point blank? It is far +better to accuse me of something definite than to go about acting and +looking unutterable things." + +"I could not tell you. Even now, if I should tell you and ask for an +explanation--." + +"I would refuse to give it. It was either your place to come directly to +me or to trust me implicitly. I would give no explanation now, if I had +a million of them to give." + +"But, Hester, listen. I have been as hurt and miserable about this as +you. Let me tell you--." + +"Here you are. I knocked once and you didn't hear me. Hester, would you +just as soon lend me your basket-ball suit? I never gave a thought of +going to Exeter and I haven't any letters for my blouse." It was Renee +who had interrupted them. + +"Yes, you may have it," said Hester. She moved away. The talk which +might have resulted in a reconciliation between her and Helen was not +resumed and nothing at all came from it. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +There were but twelve girls who went down from Dickinson to the Exeter +game; but to the hundred yet remaining, it seemed as though the +dormitories were vacant. Hester found the afternoon long. Her anger had +passed. She was not sorry that she had spoken as she did, but that no +results had come from her show of spirits. She was not in a mood to +visit with the other girls. Her intimate friends had gone with the +basket-ball team. No study hour was observed Friday evening. The parlors +and library were open. Hester, from her room, could hear the sound of +the piano and the school songs. Instead of enlivening her, it had the +opposite effect. + +The girls who went down to Exeter could not possibly return until +Saturday evening. That meant another entire day alone. Hester did not +like to think of that. + +"I shall pack my suit-case and to-morrow morning, I shall ask Doctor +Weldon to allow me to go to Aunt Debby." + +The decision brought up her spirits. She immediately began to arrange +her work. The books were put in order and a suit-case taken from the +shelf in the closet. + +"Aunt Debby said she would make new collars for my waists and change the +sleeves." With this promise in mind, she selected the thin white waists +which were showing signs of wear. Miss Richards and Miss Debby, with a +few deft touches, would make these look almost as well as new. + +In her rummaging, Hester had the same experience that Helen had had +three weeks before. She went over the boxes for some article she needed. +She discovered the little box hidden away in the corner. She opened it +and exclaimed just as Helen had done. + +"My pin! I had forgotten all about that. I think I shall wear it. It +looks rather pretty against a white dress." Holding it up against her +waist, she looked down upon it with satisfaction. It surely did look +pretty, against the white! The little bit of cut glass scintillated +like a bit of fire. Fastening it to her waist, she continued her work. + +The next morning, she went down to breakfast wearing the pin. Mellie was +at the table, and gave a look of surprise when Hester came in. After a +time she turned to her and said: "Where did Helen find her pin? I am +glad she has recovered it, for it was valuable in addition to being an +heirloom." + +"I did not know she had found it," said Hester. "She did not mention the +matter to me." + +"I thought--." Mellie hesitated and did not finish the sentence. Several +times, Hester found her looking closely at her. + +Hester was wearing a soft shirt-waist with a tie. The ends of the tie +knotted in butterfly fashion had been caught together by the pin which +was partly hidden by them. + +Hester secured permission to visit her Aunt Debby. She was to go down on +the ten o'clock car and return Monday morning in time for chapel. On her +way to the car, she met Mellie, Berenice and several girls from the west +dormitory. + +"We'll walk with you to the triangle," said Berenice. "I do not know how +we will put in our time to-day. It is certainly dull with the girls +gone. I wonder how the game went last evening?" + +"Didn't you hear?" asked one of the others. "They telephoned Miss Watson +last evening. She's our hall-teacher and she told us at once. It was +twenty to thirty in favor of Exeter." + +"Exeter won!" cried Berenice. "It is poor management on someone's part. +They never won a game from us before--not on such a score. Last year +neither scored, and the year before Exeter was one goal ahead, and they +would not have made that if the referee had not been partial." + +"I am sorry. I was sure they would win," said Hester. They had come to +the triangle, the place where the sloping walks meet at an angle. + +"They would have won, too, if you had been there. You should have been. +I, for one, was ready to revolt Wednesday morning, and the other girls +would have stood by me. We would have done so if you would have shown +any spirit; but you sat there as though the game were nothing to you." + +Hester smiled but made no attempt to reply. She was learning to know +Berenice and the danger of expressing one's opinion in her presence. +Life at Dickinson was teaching her more than what lay between the covers +of books. She was learning to meet people, to know them as they were, +and to hold her tongue under provocation as she was doing now. + +Berenice was not easily put aside. "Why, did you not show some spirit +about it, Hester?" + +"Spirit? Why should I? If Miss Watson and Helen thought Emma put up a +better game than I, why should I complain?" + +Berenice shrugged her shoulders. She was about to say more when Erma +came down the dormitory steps and crossed the campus toward them. Her +fair hair was piled high on her head in puffs and rolls. She was wrapped +in a long garnet sweater. She looked like a crimson rose as she moved +across the snow. + +"Drop the subject," cried Berenice. "Here comes Erma. She takes +exception to everything I say. One cannot express an opinion or offer a +criticism in her presence unless one is taken to task." + +"Perhaps it is just as well to let it drop," said Mellie gently. "It is +only a game of basket-ball and not worth a heated discussion." + +"Well, peaches," cried Erma cheerily accosting Hester. "Are you really +going home? Won't your Aunt Debby be glad to see you. Tell her I send +her a thousand hugs and a million kisses. How I wish I were going home +to see that dear old daddy of mine. Girls, when you want to see the +grandest man in the world, come home with me and I'll show you my +daddy." + +Berenice looked down over her nose. + +"It is well to be satisfied," she said. + +"It certainly is," replied Erma. "I am glad I am. There's not a father +or mother better than mine and my friends are the best in the world. I +wouldn't exchange them for millions." + +She had come close to Hester, and encircling her with her arm, asked, +"When are you coming back, peaches?" + +"Monday morning. There comes my car now." She stooped to lift her +suit-case which Marshall had brought down from her room and deposited at +her feet. As she did so, the butterfly end of her tie fluttered, +displaying her quaint pin whose setting gleamed like a spark of fire. + +Its scintillation caught Erma's eye. She was about to remark concerning +it, but stopped herself in time. But Berenice, who never let anything +escape her, also caught the sparkle of the stone. More than that, she +saw the expression which passed quickly over Erma's face, and she read +it aright. She made no remark until Hester had boarded the car, had +waved her good-byes and the car had disappeared down the bend of the +road. Then turning, she slipped her arm into Erma's and Mellie's, and so +walking between them, moved toward the building. + +"Did you notice the pin Hester had on?" she asked suddenly. + +Mellie was wise and did not answer. Erma, who was as transparent as a +ray of light, grew confused and tried to cover it up by asking, "A pin? +Did she have a pin on? I suppose she did. Girls generally wear pins of +some sort." + +Berenice shrugged her shoulders. "Yes; she had a pin on, Erma Thomas, +and you observed it as well as I did. You know as well as I do whose pin +it is." + +"You are very much mistaken. I know nothing at all about it. I have +nothing to do with other people's jewelry." + +"You have with this. At least you spent hours in helping to look for it. +It is that odd one which Helen Loraine wore and which so mysteriously +disappeared." + +"Any disappearance is a mystery. If I lose a collar button, it is a +mystery to me. If it was not, I would know where it was. The things we +don't know are always mysterious. If we know, then they are as plain as +day." + +"It seems strange it should disappear for three months and then Hester +Alden have it on, especially when Helen Loraine is away." + +"That is the very time you should wear other people's jewelry and +clothes. When I am home I always wear my mother's best silk stockings +and rustling petticoats when I know she's down in the city shopping. Of +course I always ask her--when she comes back--and she never refuses me +permission. She always says the same thing: 'Well, since you have them +on--'" + +Erma's attempts to lead the conversation away from Hester and the pin +was without results. Berenice clung to the subject with a tenacity which +would have been admirable had the thing been worth while. + +"I understand you, Erma. You think just as I do, but you are afraid to +say so. I suspected from the first where the pin went; but of course I +did not say so." + +"Do you not think it a wise course to follow now--to say nothing?" + +"It is very different now. Before, I was merely suspicious. One may not +make statements in mere suspicion. Now I have proofs." + +"Proofs? Because Hester Alden has the pin on and Helen is away?" + +"Let us walk along the edge of the river," said Mellie. She, too, meant +to change the conversation. "I love the river when it is icebound. I +should like to cross if I thought it were safe. But I fancy we had +better not. We have had several days of thaw and that always rots the +ice, and rotten ice is far more dangerous than thin ice." + +"I intend to speak my mind," said Berenice. "Mellie and you are very +much afraid you will express yourselves. You think as I do about the +matter, but you will not say so. I cannot see the difference between +thinking a thing and saying it outright." + +"The best thing to do is not to think it," said Erma. She laughed long +and loud and merrily. "That is quite an idea. After this, I shall not +think things. Perhaps my brain will never wear out. Doesn't the +physiology say that every thought wears away some of the gray cellular +tissue? Thank goodness, no one can blame me for destroying mine. I am +sure I never thought any of mine away." As she spoke a new thought came +to her. "No doubt, Helen found her pin weeks ago and you are having your +tempest in a tea-pot all for nothing." + +Berenice had not thought of that possibility. This was an argument, she +was not equal to and was the means of causing her to say no more on the +subject. + +She knew from experience that she could not talk with some of the girls. +They had a sense of loyalty and honor which restrained them from +discussing anyone who came under the name of friend. + +Berenice was unfortunate in her disposition. She was not by nature +honest or sincere, and she could not conceive of another's being so. +When Erma and Mellie had refused to listen to her suspicions, she +attributed not to their high sense of honor, but rather that they were +deceiving her and would discuss the question between themselves. + +Every girl in the hall understood Berenice. They were careful of their +words while in her presence and they never repeated a tale that she +carried to them. Many a time had they taken her to task, but she never +profited by the lessons. When the girls spoke to her plainly, she put +the fault on them instead of upon herself. Gradually the girls let her +go her own way, gave no credence to her words and kept a bridle on +their tongues, when Berenice was within hearing. + +Yet, a word dropped here and there, will spring up and bear seed even +though every one about knows it to be but a poisonous weed. Berenice +dropped these seeds in plenty. A word fell here and there, although the +hearers repudiated it, it yet made an impression, before any one was +conscious that it was so. No one could trace the source from which it +sprung, but the impression was strong throughout the hall that Hester +Alden had taken Helen's valuable pin and had hidden it away for months, +then at the first opportunity when Helen was at Exeter, Hester had worn +it home. + +Hester, wholly unconscious that her action might be misjudged or that it +should be judged at all, had left the pin at the cottage with Aunt +Debby. She had put it away in her own tiny bedroom. A feeling of pride +had restrained her from wearing it at school. The other girls wore pins +which were not make-believes and Hester did not like the idea of the odd +metal and cut glass. + +"Aunt Debby told me it was just a cheap little pin," she said to herself +as she placed it away. "I shall always keep it because it was my +mother's, but I shall not wear it. I do not feel just right wearing +something which pretends to be something else." + +When Hester returned to school Monday morning, more than one pair of +eyes looked eagerly for her coming. Erma and Mellie were hoping that she +would come in with the pin boldly in evidence, and thus put to rout the +rumors which had crept into the hall. Berenice, too, watched for +Hester's coming with a wholly different motive. + +"If Hester Alden comes in to class and wears the pin when Helen is +present, then of course nothing can be said. I shall believe it then +that Helen found the pin and allowed Hester to wear it. But if Hester +comes back without it, I shall draw my own conclusions, and I shall feel +justified in doing so." + +She did not dare to say this to Mellie, Erma, or the older girls. It was +to Emma she spoke, and Emma being youngest of all, and new to school +life, listened and believed. + +Hester was expected on the eight o'clock car. It was not by chance that +some of the girls lingered in the main hall at the time of her coming. + +Marshall from the office window, saw the car coming in the distance and +went down to the triangle to carry up Hester's baggage. The group of +girls saw him and moved nearer to the door. + +"The car is coming. Hester will be on it," said Berenice. Erma was in +the little group. At the tone in Berenice's voice, Erma flushed. Like a +flash there came to her a conception of the part she was playing in +this. If she were Hester Alden's friend, she had no right to question +her action and no right to wait at the door to find proof of her perfidy +or her honesty. Erma raised her head proudly, "I think I shall not wait +here. I shall see Hester later. The dear old honeysuckle that she is! I +shall be glad to have her back. I missed her dreadfully these two days." +She turned her back on the group and was about to walk away when Mellie +moved forward and slipped her hand in Erma's arm. "I shall go with you," +she said. Others, grasping the situation more clearly than they had +before, followed the example of Erma. So it was, that only Berenice and +two of the younger girls waited at the doorway. + +But a few moments they stood there, when the door opened and Marshall +ushered Hester into the hall. + +"I shall take this case directly to your room, Miss Alden," said +Marshall. + +"Thank you, Marshall," cried Hester. She was her gay, bright self after +her visit with Aunt Debby. Her eyes were sparkling and her cheeks +bright. She turned to the girls who stood waiting for her. Ignorant of +the motive which had brought them here to meet her, she greeted them +affectionately. + +"It was lovely of you girls to come down here to meet me. I had a lovely +time with Aunt Debby. Yet I am glad to get back to school." + +While she had been speaking, she had drawn off her gloves and had thrown +back her coat. The girls had given no response to her greeting, but +stood with their eyes fixed upon her. The exclamation which Berenice +gave sounded much like one of exultation; for Hester Alden was not +wearing a pin. + +Hester felt conditions about her. She gave the three girls a quick +hurried glance as though to grasp the intangible something which she +felt. Then she continued her way down the corridor. Berenice was not +easily offended. Catching step with Hester, she walked with her. + +"Did you lose your pin, Hester?" she asked. "You had such a pretty pin +on when you left school Saturday morning. I noticed at once that you +didn't have it on now. Do you suppose you lost it?" + +"No, I did not. I left it home purposely." + +"Indeed. If I had such a pin I am sure I would wear it. There are only +one or two girls in school who have diamonds. If I had a pin with a +diamond in it, I am sure I'd be only too anxious to wear it." + +"But that did not happen to be a diamond. It is a very cheap little pin +which belonged to Aunt Debby--that is, it belonged to me, and I'd rather +keep it than wear it." + +Berenice gave her shoulders a shrug, lowered her eyelids until her eyes +looked like little beads. She would prove to the girls that what she had +said was true. Every one of Hester's friends had heard the report but +had refused to discuss it. Erma laughed in derision at the mention of +it. "Oh, you silly thing," she cried, "to come to me with such a story. +Don't I know Hester better than that." + +And Mellie, Mame, Renee, and Sara stopped the tale-bearers in their +story. Yet while they tried to be true, in the heart of each one was a +doubt. Had they not seen the pin many times? Had it not disappeared +weeks and weeks ago; and had they not seen Hester wear it home, and that +when Helen was absent? Proof was brought before them and they tried to +ignore it. They tried to strengthen themselves in their position by +believing that Helen had found the pin and had neglected to tell them. + +Hester's friends would have let the matter pass, giving her the benefit +of a doubt, but there was in school a different set who were easily +influenced and stood ready to believe anything that was told them. This +set with Berenice as instigator, took it upon themselves to ostracize +Hester. + +It was the custom of the students to loiter in the parlor after dinner, +gathering about in groups. Someone talked; others drew about the piano; +while others arm in arm walked up and down in confidential talk. One +evening as Hester joined one of these groups, the talk ceased. There was +an attempt to resume it, but it was fruitless. The group scattered, +leaving Hester alone. This occurred several times. Hester was not +supersensitive; neither was she dull. She knew that something had gone +amiss, and that she had purposely been snubbed. But not by so much as a +glance did she show that she was conscious of the treatment. She +lingered a few moments longer, made a pretense of playing a piece and +then went to her room and took up her books. + +"They will not treat me so a second time," she said to herself. "They'll +never have the satisfaction of knowing that I observed them." + +It was all very well to speak bravely, but the sting was deep. She had +determination and pluck enough not to bewail. She took up her lessons +and vented her energy in getting them out. + +She was not alone in observing the conduct of the younger set. The girls +of her own hall had also seen what had taken place. + +Not in this alone, did the younger girls express themselves. At +recreation hour, which followed the evening study period, they were +accustomed to gather in little groups in one of the rooms. At these +times, the chafing-dish was brought into use, and the air was heavy with +the odor of chocolate. By contriving, the younger set managed that +Hester no longer made one of the party. + +One evening, Erma and Mame took the girls to task on this matter. Emma +and Louise expressed themselves strongly. Hester had been guilty of the +greatest dishonesty and they meant to cut her dead. + +"Are you taking it upon yourself to mete out judgment?" asked Mellie +gently. "I should scarcely feel myself equal to such a great work. You +are not sure that Hester is guilty. You are surmising. Who knows but +Helen found the pin." + +"I know," exclaimed Berenice. "I took it upon myself to ask her." + +"You must have had--" Erma began with some show of feeling, but stopped +herself suddenly and laughed instead. What was the use in turning the +matter into a tragedy. "Well, if you begin to cut people, you little +freshmen, bear in mind that other girls can do the same. Hester is my +friend and will continue to be. If she is not treated as I am treated, +then I am treated badly." + +"It's a case of love me, love my dog, is it?" asked Berenice. + +"It's a case of treat my friends as you treat me. If Hester is not at +the next fudge party, then you may expect me to leave and furthermore, +you need expect no invitation to any spreads that I have anything to do +with." + +She went her way. The younger girls shrugged their shoulders. It was +considered very fine to be entertained by the seniors and to be accepted +by them as friends. The freshmen who had been so favored did not wish to +forgo these joys. On the other hand, they did not like the idea of +giving up their independence and running at the beck and call of any +senior. + +Berenice's words about asking Helen in regard to finding the pin, had +put Erma's convictions to rout. She tried to comfort herself in the +thought that Berenice was not always reliable in her statements. It was +sorry comfort at the best. A heroic course then presented itself to +Erma. The thought no sooner presented itself to her than she determined +to put it into play. + +"This evening after study hour, I intend making some hot chocolate. +Marshall shall buy me some nice fresh wafers when he goes down the +street." + +"Thank you, I shall be there," said Mame. + +"No, you shall not. That is what I wish to speak to you about. The +moment the half-hour bell rings, I wish you to go down to Hester Alden's +room and I wish you to keep her there until I call to you and her to +come. But not for worlds must you let her know that there has been +anything premeditated about the affairs." + +"Oh, not for the worlds," said Mame. "I do not quite grasp your idea, +but I'll do as I am told though I die for it." + +"You'll not die, Mamie. The good die young, so I see a long, long life +for you. You will be rewarded for your goodness. I shall save the +biggest cup for you and I'll fill it twice without so much as your +hinting." + +"I am your servant from henceforth. Two cups of cocoa to be had not for +the asking, and big cups at that." + +Promptly at the recreation hour, Mame hurried off to see Hester. There +was something she wished done for the paper and Hester wrote so +beautifully. Helen went away and left them. The sound of voices came up +to them from Fifty-four. + +"Erma asked me to come down for some hot chocolate," suggested Hester. +But Mame refused to take the hint. + +"Yes, she asked me too. She'll call us when it's ready. She knows that I +am up here. Now, about this editorial. I'd rather write a novel than an +editorial any time. In novels, something may be done; but in editorials, +one must just think. Would you say this, Hester?" + +She began her reading on an abstract subject which was a theme worthy of +a logician and Hester was compelled to listen. + +Meanwhile, down in Fifty-four, a number of girls had gathered. Erma was +making good use of the chafing-dish while Renee was passing salt wafers +and blanched almonds. Erma was laughing merrily, as she poured the +cocoa. In the midst of her activities her brooch fell from her collar on +to the table. + +"Good thing, I heard it," she exclaimed, drawing the attention of the +entire room to it. "If I had dropped it in the hall or on the campus, I +might never have found it, just as you did, Helen. You never found your +pin did you?" + +"No," said Helen. Her reply was given curtly as though her mind were on +other matters. + +"I told you so," cried Berenice with a show of exultation, looking from +one girl to another. They had become suddenly quiet at Helen's reply. + +"I told you so," she repeated. Then turning to Helen, she continued. "I +can tell you where it is. I saw it and so did several of the others. But +they are afraid to tell." + +"Not afraid," said Mellie gently. "Fear was not what kept us silent." + +"Hester Alden knows where it is," continued Berenice. "While you were at +Exeter, Hester went home. I met her in the hall and walked with her to +the triangle. I saw the pin on her tie. It was partly hidden by the ends +of her tie. When she came back, she did not have it with her. I was not +the only girl who saw it. They all feel as I do about it. Hester Alden +took your pin." + +She looked about the room with an air of malicious triumph. What could +the girls do or say now? The gauntlet had been thrown down and they +could not fling it back. It must lie there, for Hester could not be +defended. Gentle, soft-spoken Mellie arose to the occasion. "I hope you +are happy now, Berenice," she said. "But I do not see how you can be +after such an act. You have deliberately done what you could to ruin +Hester's reputation and what have you gained by it? Nothing at all, +except those who have heard, care just a little less for you." + +During these remarks, Helen had sat silent on a heap of cushions piled +high on the floor. At Berenice's first words, she had grown pale but she +listened without a word. What could she say or do? While Mellie spoke, +she decided the course she would take. If the girls misunderstood her +meaning, well and good. She loved Hester. It was a queer worthless sort +of love which would make no show of sacrifice for its object. She +reasoned thus while Mellie was speaking. Then she looked from one girl +to the other. + +"What startling things you say, Berenice. What pin have you reference +to?" + +"Your heirloom with the diamond in it?" + +"Oh, that," with an air of assumed indifference. "Is that the one that +you have in mind? Yes, I found that three weeks ago. Where do you think +I found it?" She looked about at the girls, but gave them no opportunity +to answer. "I found it in a little box along with some other trinkets. +The box had been put on the closet floor and got pushed back in the +corner. I was hunting about for some hooks and eyes and came across it +quite by accident." + +A sigh of relief was felt. The girls had been sitting with every muscle +rigid. Now, they relaxed and a buzz of laughter and talk began. Berenice +was far more discerning than the other girls there. Something in Helen's +manner was beyond her comprehension. + +"Did you really know then that Hester Alden had your pin and was wearing +it?" + +Helen nodded brightly as she replied. No one noticed that she ignored +the second question that Berenice had put to her. + +"Why, certainly, I knew that Hester had it. You take up very strange +ideas, Berenice. I'd put Hester and the pin from your mind from this +minute. I give you my word of honor that I knew that Hester had the +pin." + +Erma laughed delightfully. Her voice ran the scale and came back with an +echo of triumph in it. Her plan had succeeded beyond her most sanguine +expectations. + +"I have forgotten the girls," she said, "and the cocoa almost gone." +Going to the hall, she called to Sixty-two. "Hester Alden, are you and +Mame going to stay there all night? The bell will ring in a few moments, +and you will have no chocolate." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +From this time on, the younger set of girls made a point of being kind +to Hester. Feeling that they had misjudged her they tried to repay by an +excess of kindness. Hester was a responsive creature. She had no +ugliness in her heart. Spite was a quality that had not entered into the +composition of her character. So when the girls showered her with +kindness, she responded heartily and put from her heart, the bitter +thoughts which had been there. + +Helen, after the brave stand she had taken in regard to Hester, was +troubled. She felt that she had been placed by Hester's shortcomings in +an unpleasant position. She had deceived her girl friends. To be sure, +she had not told them a word which was not strictly true, but they had +misunderstood her and she knew it. To make matters worse, she had +deliberately constructed her sentences that they might be deceived and +yet she was telling the truth. Taking it all in all, it was a paradox. +She hated deception, and Hester had placed her in such a position that +she had been compelled to put a double meaning to her words. + +So the little plan which Erma had worked out had the effect of widening +the breach between the occupants of Sixty-two. + +Hester had been grieved by the treatment she had received from Helen; +but after the choice of substitutes, sorrow gave place to anger at the +injustice accorded her. When the anger had gone, a steadiness of purpose +came to Hester. She resolved to treat Helen with courtesy, nothing more; +to be untouched by her in any way. Hester set her lips firmly and raised +her head proudly. She had caught little mannerisms from Debby Alden, +just as she had caught the principle which had actuated her conduct: not +to cry out and let every one know when one is hurt. + +When she came back from the two-days' visit with Aunt Debby and Miss +Richards, she had mastered her feelings to a great extent. She never +failed to greet Helen upon rising; she bade her a courteous good-night +when bed-time came. They spoke together of little school affairs, but +the long confidential talks had gone. They were well-bred strangers +together for a time. They were spoiling the best part of the school year +by what they pleased to think was their heroism. It would have been far +easier and more fruitful of good results had they taken each other +sharply to task, and blurted out what they had against each other. It +would have been an easy matter, for each would have discovered that +there existed no cause for an estrangement between them. + +Down in the city, Debby Alden was spending the best year of her life. +She had continued her music until her playing had passed the apprentice +stage. She read the classics with Miss Richards. The townspeople had +found her charming in her gracious thought for others. She was practical +and thoroughgoing, and they filled her hands with church and charity +work. Debby had not an idle, lonely moment. To do her justice, she gave +no thought to what people might be thinking of her. She had too many +thoughts outside herself to give Debby Alden much thought. + +She had proved the statement that it is a woman's own fault if she is +not beautiful by the time she has forty years to her credit. Debby's +beauty was of form and feature, and beyond this, the beauty which +radiates from holding high ideals and living up to them. People did not +merely like or admire this elder Miss Alden. Those words were weak to +express the sentiment they held for her. They loved her, perhaps because +Debby had in her heart an interest and love for every human creature +that she met. Hester wisely had not mentioned to her aunt the little +disturbance at school. This was partly due to unselfishness, and partly +that there had been nothing tangible to tell. It would be very foolish +to run and cry, "I have had my feelings wounded, but I do not know why." +Pride, too, was one of the important factors of her silence. She could +tell no one--not even her dear aunt--that the girls had, for some +reason, held her in disfavor. + +But Debby Alden had not lived with Hester sixteen years without +understanding her. The girl had barely entered the cottage and removed +her wraps before Debby knew that something had gone wrong. Debby asked +no questions, according to Hester the same privileges she demanded for +herself--to have hurts and wounds without being questioned concerning +them. + +At the sight of Hester's troubled face, Debby Alden's old fears came +back to her. Had someone at the school brought up the subject of the +girl's parentage? Had someone told her that she had been thrown upon the +world a waif, and none of her people had cared to look for her? + +Saturday evening, the three of the household gathered about the grate +fire. Miss Richards had her embroidery and Debby had taken up a book; +but neither was in the mood for work. Hester was filled to the brim with +school. She was fairly bubbling over with stories of what the girls had +done; who had been campused, and who had been called into the office. + +Debby Alden listened to the chatter as though it were the profoundest +wisdom. + +"And, Aunt Debby, what do you think? I missed Mrs. Vail again last week. +She came to take Helen for a ride and intended asking me to go with +them, but Sara and I had gone around the campus and so I missed my ride +and did not meet Mrs. Vail. Does it not seem strange, Aunt Debby, that I +should always miss her? I fell in love with her picture, you know, and I +was very anxious to know her. Don't you think it's very funny?" + +"I do not know that it is funny," replied Debby. "It has just happened +so. Does the young man come with his mother?" + +"Rob? Sometimes he does. He comes very often alone. Several times, Miss +Burkham permitted me to go down to the reception hall with Helen and +talk with him. Last week, when we had a reception, he was there, and he +talked to me a long, long time. I think he is the nicest boy I ever +knew. I think he is nicer than Ralph Orr. Don't you think so, Aunt +Debby?" + +"You must remember that I met him but once, Hester. I liked him very +much. He had such a nice boyish manner." + +"Boyish. Do you know how old he is?" + +"I am sure he is under seventy," said Debby with a smile. + +"Surely," said Miss Richards in her droll, quiet way, "he must be +younger than I am. I am only sixty-three." + +Hester laughed. "You are making fun of me. He really isn't a boy. He is +twenty-one and a senior in a Medical School. My, but he has strong +nerves! I asked him if it didn't make him tremble to see the surgeons +cut the flesh from one. He said it never phased him. That was his +expression--never 'phased' him. I rather like the expression. It sounds +just like what you might expect from a college boy. Don't you think so?" + +"I never knew college boys," began Debby Alden, but stopped suddenly. +She remembered in time that James Baker had been a college boy. "--I +never knew many, not enough to know what language to expect of them." + +Hester had not caught the hesitancy in Miss Alden's speech. Miss +Richards had and looked up in time to see another Debby Alden than the +Debby she had always known. This Debby had the flush of sixteen years in +her cheeks and the tender light of day-dreams in her eyes. + +Just a moment, Debby Alden sat thus. Then the woman came back where the +girl had been. "What more?" she asked Hester. "Of what else does this +wonderful lad talk?" + +"Everything, Aunt Debby. I really do not believe there is a subject that +he cannot talk upon." + +The women could not restrain a smile at this girlish exhibition of the +confidence of youth. + +"He's traveled and he's been in school, and he is an athlete. He told me +a great deal about school life. That was while we talked together at the +reception. Helen was surprised that he talked so long to me. She says +that he generally speaks to everyone for a few minutes and then goes. He +must have talked to me a half an hour." + +"And then he went home?" suggested Debby. Hester blushed. "No, Miss +Burkham came up and said that I must remember there were other guests +who demanded some of my time, and I had to excuse myself." + +Debby Alden in her thoughts gave thanks to Miss Burkham. + +Hester continued her chatter. She needed no encouragement for when she +was once on a subject she generally threshed it so thoroughly that +nothing but chaff remained. + +"But Robert told me that he generally said but a few words to each lady +present and then went home. But somehow from the very first, he said I +did not seem a stranger to him. He felt that he had always known me. +That was why he sat so long and talked with me and I wish that Miss +Burkham would have attended to something else then, and let me alone." + +This was said in the most childlike, guileless manner. Debby Alden +almost gasped for breath. She was about to remonstrate at the expression +of such opinions when a glance from Miss Richards restrained her. That +lady was not at all alarmed, only amused at Hester's talk. + +"But Eva does not know all I know," said Debby to herself. "If she did, +she would find it no laughing matter." + +When Hester had gone to bed, leaving Debby and Miss Richards yet at the +fireside, the latter took up the conversation. + +"You are needlessly alarmed, Debby. There is not a bit of danger about +Hester's having her head turned. She looks upon Robert just as she did +upon Ralph. He is a good companion. That is all. Perhaps, she is a +little flattered by having a college boy notice her at all. I remember +when I went to school, I did the same thing. If a cadet spoke with us, +we held our heads high and if he asked us to dance, our heads were +turned. We really cared not at all for the cadets, but the uniforms were +very handsome. That was fifty years ago, Debby Alden, and girls have not +changed one whit." + +She smiled as she thought of the old school days. She was far enough +away from them now to know what was mere childish pleasure which had +left its pleasant fragrance clinging to all the years between. + +"Nevertheless, no one knows what may result from these conversations. I +shall speak to Hester." + +"My dear Debby, I beg that you consider and do nothing of the sort. +Hester is a child with no thought of being anything else. Why should you +put other thoughts into her head? You will do just such a thing if you +discuss the subject further with her. Let her talk with the young man at +the reception if she wishes to and Miss Burkham does not object." + +"She appeared so much interested. I am afraid--" + +"Nonsense. You would hedge Hester about with your fears. It is just a +wholesome girlish interest which is right and proper for one normal +young person to show in another. Had it been otherwise, Hester would not +have talked so freely." + +Yet, Debby was not satisfied. "You know that very serious love affairs +are started in just such a boy-and-girl fashion." + +"Surely. I know it. I know also that I do not think it altogether a bad +fashion. Robert Vail, if I read him right, is an excellent young man. +The Vails are people who are above reproach. So what cause would you +have to complain, Debby Alden, if these half-hour talks should be taken +seriously?" + +"In the abstract, your ideas are worth while," said Debby. She could not +laugh at the matter as Miss Richards was doing. "But in the concrete, +they are wrong from beginning to end, and cannot be applied to Hester's +case. Hester must never marry. Knowing that, I intend to keep her from +falling in love, for I would not have her be unhappy." + +There was tragedy in her voice which Miss Richards saw fit to ignore. + +"At the same time, keep the rain from falling and the days from growing +shorter. One is as easily done as the other. You will pardon my +frankness, Debby, but I think you are about to make a mistake with +Hester. You may restrain and educate her to a certain extent, but you +cannot control her thoughts or her emotions. No one can do that for +another. Guide Hester as far as your power lies; advise and admonish +her, but she must live her own life; make her own mistakes and shed her +own tears over them. You and your love must not shield her from that. +She is herself to make of herself what she will. + +"I cannot understand why you should wish her not to marry. In my mind, +it is a fitting state for men and women, else the Lord would not have +sanctioned it." + +Debby could make no answer to this. Miss Richards bent over her +needlework. She and Debby in all their years of intimacy, had but once +before discussed the question. It had been Hester and Hester's future +which had brought it up. The two women sat in silence for some minutes, +when Debby said, "You cannot understand in what way life must be +different for my girl. You do not understand and I cannot explain." + +"Very well. But bear this in mind, Debby. You must not take the +responsibility too heavily upon yourself. You are able to do a limited +amount. There is a greater power in Hester Alden's life, than you. It is +omnipotent and has a greater conception of life than your feeble mind +can grasp." + +"I know," said Debby humbly. "I am able to do so little. I cannot save +my little girl all the bruises and hard places. She must bear them +herself." + +"And you should not if you could. Do not worry about Hester's being able +to bear them. She has a courageous spirit and indomitable will." + +Silence came again. Miss Richards worked on the center-piece she was +embroidering. Debby leaned back in her chair. Her eyes rested upon the +dying coals of the grate. Hester's childlike chatter had started her +thinking on matters she tried to keep back in her memory. She blushed at +her foolishness. Her practical business-like mind looked with scorn upon +day-dreams--such day-dreams as came to her then, as she sat with her +eyes on the grate. She could not smile at Hester's talk of Rob Vail's +wonderful attainments. It touched too deeply. She had thought the same +of Jim Baker that winter he took her to the spelling-bees. He had been a +rosy-cheeked, blue-eyed boy who had ambitions. She had listened to his +stories of the work he meant to do and she looked upon him as the most +wonderful person in the world. But that had happened over twenty years +ago, and she was very foolish to think of it at all. + +Miss Richards worked in silence. At last when Debby Alden brought +herself back from her day-dreams, her companion addressed her. + +"When Miss Loraine was here, Debby, did you observe the resemblance +between her and Hester?" + +"Did I? I most assuredly did. The likeness was so strong that I almost +exclaimed aloud when Helen stepped from the car. She was my Hester, with +just a little difference." + +"You passed the subject over so lightly that I thought you had not +observed what I had." + +"I passed over it lightly because I did not wish to disturb Hester. She +knows she does not belong to my people; I would not have her know more, +nor would I have her disturbed by commenting on the likeness. + +"The likeness between her and Helen did not startle me as much as a +little mannerism which I noticed in her cousin. Did you observe Robert's +way of looking at one while that one was talking? He had the appearance +of being absorbed with interest, and so impatient to hear all that was +to be said that he might be tempted to pull the words from one's mouth." + +Debby laughed softly at her words. "That is rather a peculiar way of +expressing myself, but that is the impression he gave me. I have seen +Hester sit so, listening. Time and time again, I have smiled at her +intenseness, and I have chided her for it. I have no doubt that Robert +Vail is an excellent young man. He looks it. If I read him right, he's +inclined to be 'set' in his way. I do not doubt that if he thought a +course of action was right and decided to follow it, he would be flayed +before he could be compelled to give up. I have noticed that same +tendency in Hester. She is what I call 'set' and always has been." + +"Debby, do you think for a moment that Hester had to go far from home to +find her example? Your dearest enemies could never accuse you of +vacillating. You are what your people were before you. You're 'set' +Debby--quite set. + +"It is not a lack of virtue in one. On the contrary, I admire it. I have +little sympathy for the one who moves with every passing influence. In +my friendships, I find myself leaning toward folk who are 'set.'" + +The gentle kindliness in the speaker's voice and smile made every word +she said seem like a caress. + +"I should be very glad, Debby," continued Miss Richards, "that Hester +has that virtue. Wax melts under any influence; but if iron is molded +right you have something stable. You have given Hester high ideals, and +I have no fear that she will be influenced from them." + +"I had no thoughts of criticising," cried Debby quickly. "I am glad that +my Hester is as she is. I would not have her different. I was remarking +about the resemblance in manner and disposition between her and Robert +Vail. She looks like Helen, but she is like Robert." + +"Do you think there might be relationship, Debby? If there be one, +Hester would not blush to claim such kin. The Vails and Loraines are +fine folk--fine in the highest sense that I can use the word. + +"You told me several years ago, that you knew more of Hester's family +than you had given out. You told me no more than that, and I do not ask +to know more now. But it came to me that they might be bound to Hester +by ties of blood. Surely such a resemblance cannot come by mere chance." + +"There are no blood ties there," cried Debby Alden. "I am sure of that. +No, do not misunderstand me. I would not be jealous of them were they +her kin. I should rejoice to know she was of such a family and the +anxiety which I have borne in secret would leave me. No, Hester is not +of the Loraine or Vail blood." + +Arising from her place at the grate, she moved away to the end of the +room and stood looking out on the white earth. After a few minutes' +struggle with herself, she came back to where Miss Richards sat, "Eva, +cannot your imagination fill out what I cannot tell? You know there are +conditions of blood and family which bear a stain which generations +cannot eradicate. Poor Hester, innocent and brilliant as she is, bears +that mark. You know why I wish to make her independent and +self-sustaining. Those from which she sprung are beneath her; and she +dare not bring the affliction of her people upon those higher. You see +why I must guard her. She must do as you and I have done--though not for +the same reason. She must be alone all her life. I want you to help me +in this." + +"As I have always done, and always will," said her friend. "My +heartstrings cling about Hester, too. I love her almost as much as you +do, Debby Alden." + +While the conversation was being carried on, Hester Alden lay in the +room above not wholly unconscious that her aunt and friend were +discussing her. Now and then a word came to her; but she closed her ears +tight to shut out the slightest sound. + +"Aunt Debby is talking about my people and I must not hear. She said +once that what she told me was all she cared to have me know, so I must +not hear this." + +She shut the sound of voices from her ears. If Aunt Debby did not wish +her to know, that ended it as far as Hester's desire to know was +concerned. + +Debby Alden was troubled in her thoughts about Hester all that winter +term; for she knew that something lay heavy on Hester's heart. The girl +continued her studies, took her part in the social life of the seminary, +and played basket-ball with all her energy; yet her heart was sore +because the breach between Helen and her had not been bridged. The +seminary life was fine--but Helen had been the biggest part of it to +Hester. + +The river had been frozen over since the first of the year. The students +who could skate, used the ice for an outside gymnasium under the +chaperonage of the little German teacher. Helen did not skate and +preferred the routine of the regular physical culture course. Hester, on +the contrary, could have lived on skates, as far as her desire and lack +of muscular weariness was concerned. + +The difference in choice of exercise separated the girls yet further. +The skating was like a tonic to Hester. She could not be dull, +depressed, or anxious after an hour on the ice. She missed Helen's +companionship less than before. While Helen was brought to realize that +it was not a passing fancy she had held toward Hester, but genuine +affection and she missed her companionship more and more. + +The winter held on until late. The week preceding Easter Sunday, the +spring thaw set in and the river came up and over the ice. + +"We'll have an ice-jam and a good one," laughed Erma. "Last spring the +cakes piled as high as the old apple tree. The ice broke just at +tea-time and the river was floating with it until morning. Doctor Weldon +allowed us to watch until bed-time. It was simply gorgeous. Great white +blocks would rise high in the air and then crumble into powder. I think +we'll have a bad jam this spring." Erma danced away, overjoyed at the +prospect of something to break the routine. + +The following Saturday, the rain fell all day. The building was gray and +cheerless. It was the time of year when homesickness is prevalent at +school. The girls were dull and sat about silent in the parlor or idly +turning over magazines in the library. + +In the chapel a chorus of girls were being drilled. "What are they +preparing for?" asked Hester of Sara. + +"You are new, so I cannot tell you. Wait and find out," was the reply. + +At tea-time the same heaviness of spirits hung over the dining-hall. +Suddenly, a creaking sound was heard and a crush as though of breaking +timber. + +"The ice!" cried Erma. Her voice was distinctly heard throughout the +large dining-hall. + +Fortunately, they were at the dessert and Doctor Weldon excused them +immediately. They were warned to fortify themselves with wraps against +the weather. In a few moments, they had hurried to their rooms and were +back again in raincoats, overshoes, and Tam-o-Shanters. + +The Fraulein loved the storm. She and Miss Laird were the only two of +the faculty who could be induced to leave the building. The rain was +falling softly. The Fraulein led the way across the campus to the edge +of the river. The water had risen six feet since morning, and had +encroached upon the campus, and gurgled about the trunk of the old +orchard trees. The ice jammed back on the shore, forcing the girls to +retreat. Great cakes arose as a perpendicular, balanced for an instant +and fell to pieces, or crushed against the trees until they groaned and +bent under the strain. All the while the growling and seething and +gurgling of the water was heard above all. It was glorious. Little +wonder that Erma had anticipated this with delight. + +The lights about the building were the only ones on the campus. The +shadows were heavy where the girls stood along shore. Hester, to whom +this scene was never old, although she had seen it every year of her +life, stood entranced. Her umbrella had been tilted back and the rain +beat down on her face, but she knew it not. She was unconscious of the +chatter about her. She could not have talked. The river and noise and +jamming ice held her spellbound. + +Helen observed her as she stood so and believed that she was sad. Going +up to where Hester was, Helen stood beside her, but no attention +whatever was paid to her. Then she laid her hand lightly on Hester's +arm. The result was the same. Hester stood with her eyes fixed upon the +river, and made no response to the overture of friendship. Then Helen +turned away, feeling that she had been repulsed. + +When the heaviest flow had passed, the Fraulein took the girls back to +the building. Helen went directly to her room to look over the evening +mail; but Hester lingered with the Fraulein who was vainly trying to +describe the flood which she had witnessed in her own little German +village. + +When Hester at length entered Sixty-two, Helen had read her letters and +was standing by the study-table in deep thought. She looked at Hester a +little wistfully. + +"I had a letter from our pastor at home," she said, turning to Hester. +"You have heard me speak of Dr. James Baker?" + +"Yes, I have," replied Hester and took up her work. One could not begin +a conversation on so little encouragement. Helen took up the letter from +her pastor and read it a second time. He wrote to her as he did to all +the absent young people whose church home was his church. He brought to +their attention, the coming Sabbath, and reminded them that it should +mean much to them. He suggested that they too, lay aside the old life +with its troubles and its shortcomings and arise with new ideals and a +new spirit. He had expressed himself finely. Helen, who was sympathetic, +was touched by his words. She would put aside the old life. She would +begin that instant to forget all that had passed and begin anew even her +friendship with Hester. + +Hester, fortified by her pride and the resolution she had made some +weeks before, sat at her table writing. For weeks she had given Helen no +opportunity for more than a passing word. + +"This letter from Doctor Baker is beautiful," began Helen. "He is as +good as he writes. He has been our pastor for fifteen years--more +perhaps. Will you read it, Hester? It may do you good. It has me." + +"Perhaps I do not need it," was the curt reply. "And perhaps Doctor +Baker might object to a third party reading his letters." + +"Nonsense. He would be delighted. Will you read it?" + +"No, I thank you," said Hester, proudly. Then she added. "I may be +beyond being reached, you know." + +Her tone was sharp. It caused Helen to cease from further importunity. + +"Very well, Hester. If you do not wish to, I shall not insist." She +laid the letter aside. + +"It will be the very last time, I shall try to make up with Hester," she +said to herself. "She never really cared for me, or she would see that I +wish to be friends. But she does not care." + +When the half-hour bell rang, the girls began their preparation for bed +without a word to each other. Since the first days of their +misunderstanding, their politeness toward each other was so marked as to +be burdensome. + +They excused and begged pardon each time their paths crossed. The same +formality was continued now. There was no conversation, although both +were talkers and their heads were buzzing with the things they would +like to have said. + +When the retiring bell sounded, there was a short "Good-night, Hester," +and as short a response, "Good-night, Helen." + +There were to be sunrise services in the chapel at which every student +was required to be present. But before that time, Hester was awakened by +voices far in the distance. She sat up in bed to listen. The gray of the +Easter morning was stealing through the window. The voices came nearer +and nearer. At last she could distinguish the words. + + "Christ is Risen. Christ is Risen. He hath burst His bounds in twain. + Christ is Risen! Christ is Risen! Alleluia, swell the strain." + +It was the chorus of girls. This had long been the custom of the school, +to wake the pupils by song on Easter morning. + +The voices drew nearer. The singers paused at the landing of the stair. +Hester could distinguish Erma's loud, clear notes which soared upward +like a bird and floated over all. + + "Alleluia, Alleluia, swell the strain." + +The spirit of the Easter morn came to Hester. + +There was peace and joy. She wished for that. She really had not had it +for weeks. While the song rose and fell, her heart softened toward +Helen. She would make up with her. She would ask to be forgiven and be +friends again. She crept out of bed and went to Helen's bed, but Helen +had gone to make one of the Easter Wakening Chorus. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +Proserpina had returned to earth again. The evidence of her visit was +everywhere. The campus had turned into green velvet; the pussy willows +were soft as chinchillas; the apple trees were in leaf, and just about +to blossom. These were the signs of spring everywhere. In addition to +these, the seminary had a sign which appealed to it alone. The man with +the ice-cream cart had appeared. For several days, his cart had been +backed against the curb of the campus and the sound of his bell was like +the music of the hand-organ to the girls. It was a bluebird and a +robin--the harbingers of spring to them. + +May came and was quickly passing. The girls were talking caps and gowns +and diplomas. The seniors went about with a superior air; the juniors +were little better for they had a classday at least. The freshmen and +sophomores, in the plans for commencement week, were but the fifth +wheel to a wagon. They were ignored. If they offered suggestions they +were snubbed, and informed, not too gently, that they could not be +expected to know anything about such matters--being new to the ways of +commencement. + +Though they had neither commencement, class day, nor play, the freshmen +and sophomores did not lose spirit. What was not theirs by rights, they +meant to make theirs by foul means and strategy. + +It had long been the custom of the seniors to follow the commencement +proper with a banquet. This included only members of the senior class. +The Alumnae banquet took place later and was in the hands of old students +who had long since left the seminary. Among these were the wives of +judges, physicians, bankers--people with whom the freshmen and +sophomores dare not interfere, though it would have been an easy matter +to have taken this Alumnae Banquet, for there was no one on hand to guard +it. The menu and serving were wholly in the hands of a caterer from the +city. + +Knowing that the affairs of the Alumnae must not be tampered with, the +freshmen turned all their energies toward the seniors and juniors. + +The juniors were to give a play. The costumes were to be rented for the +occasion. The play itself was zealously guarded lest it be stolen. Erma, +whose talent lay in a histrionic direction, had charge of the copies of +the drama. Erma had talent but no forethought. She put the pamphlets in +the place most suited to them. Hester, who had been sent out by her +class as a scout to find what she could of the plans of the juniors, +discovered the books the first day; and not only the books but the names +of the juniors and the parts which each was to take. Hester reported +immediately the results of her investigation. The following day, while +Erma was engaged elsewhere the play disappeared, was hurriedly copied by +the freshmen and replaced. Not a member of the junior class, so the +freshmen believed, was aware of what took place and was not the wiser +that the freshmen had begun the preparation of the same play. + +"We can outdo them," said Louise at the class-meeting. "The play is +booked for Tuesday evening. Monday evening is the band concert and +promenade from seven o'clock until eight-thirty. After that, the +freshmen class will have the floor and we'll give the play before the +juniors. Their efforts will fall flat on Tuesday evening." + +"But the costumes!" exclaimed Hester. "What will we do for them?" + +"Borrow them from the juniors when they are from their rooms. We will +need them but one evening. We'll return them as fresh as ever the +following morning." + +"Will they lend them?" It was a little first term girl who asked the +question. + +"No, you dear little freshie, they will not lend them if they can help +themselves. We will ask them Tuesday morning and use them Monday. It is +the safest way," said Emma, who was exceedingly enthusiastic over this +part of school life. While at home, she had read volumes on the subject +of life at a boarding school. From the impression left by those books, +life at school was one succession of receptions, public meetings, and +practical jokes. Discipline and lessons were in the undercurrent of +life. Life at Dickinson had been wholly different from what Emma had +anticipated. This stealing of the junior play and presenting it before +the juniors had the opportunity, appealed to Emma. This was more in the +order of the books she had read. + +Louise sat up on the rostrum, appointing the students to their parts. +She looked at Emma quizzingly, "About your part, Emma," she began. + +"I know what I want to be. Let me be queen. I'd dearly love to put my +hair up and wear a train." + +"You! The queen!" the girls laughed in scorn. "You never would have +dignity enough for that. What you should be is a Dutch doll that moves +with a spring." + +"I could do the queen part--," she began. + +"Hush, hush. You are talking too loud. Some one is coming." + +Footsteps were heard along the stair. The door opened and Renee put her +head in. + +"Are you there, Louise?" she asked. "Do you object to my taking your +umbrella? My roommate has gone off leaving mine locked in the closet, +and I've permission to go down town." + +"Yes, yes, take it," cried Louise. Renee closed the door and +disappeared. + +"I'm suspicious of that umbrella," said Edna. "I think Renee was sent up +here to see what we were about." + +"No, I'd be suspicious of any one but Renee. She wished the umbrella. I +am sure of that." + +"But why should she need it this afternoon. There is not the slightest +suggestion of rain and the sun is not bright." + +"Because, she couldn't go without borrowing something," said Louise. "It +wouldn't be Renee if she could. I suppose she looked about and an +umbrella was the only thing she did not have at hand, so that was the +only thing she could borrow." + +Eventually the parts were given out and partly learned. The girls had +planned for a rehearsal the first week in June. The fact that everything +had to be done under cover from the juniors, made the practice drag. +They could assemble only at such hours when the juniors were in class, +and the chapel vacant. + +The sophomores, confident that the freshmen alone would be able to +manage the juniors, turned their attention to the seniors. Their plan +was to divert the banquet from the dining-hall to one of the society +halls, and feast upon it while the seniors went wailing in search of it. + +Their plans were developing nicely when the weather saw fit to +interfere. The last day of May, which fell on Tuesday, set in with a +soft, fine rain. This was nothing alarming in itself, had it performed +its work and gone its way. But it lingered all day, all night and when +Wednesday morning broke dull and gray, the volume of water had +increased, and was coming steadily down. Thursday was but a repetition +of Wednesday. The rain did not cease for an instant. The sun never +showed his face. + +The river had crept up gradually until the water was licking the trunks +of the apple trees; but this was not alarming. The ice flood had been +higher; and further back on the campus were the marks of the flood of +'48, the highest flood ever known along the river. Even then the water +had not touched the building. There was nothing at all to be alarmed by +the river's rising. + +After the afternoon's recitations, the girls went down to the river's +edge, although the rain poured down upon them. They were learning the +tricks of the old river men. They stuck sticks in the edge of the water +to mark the rise or fall. + +"It's risen over a foot since lunch time," cried Erma. "See, there is my +marker. You can just see it. Think of it--a foot. What will become of +us?" + +"It will rise twenty feet before we need give it a thought," said +Hester. She had been reared along the river and had no fear of it. She +loved it in any form it could assume--tranquil and quiet--frozen and +white--rolling and bleak and sullen. In every form, she recognized only +the beautiful and knew no reason to fear. + +"But if it should rise twenty-five?" cried Erma. She was running about +excitedly like a water-sprite. Her red sweater gleamed in the sullen +gray light. The rain was trickling from her Tam-o-Shanter; but she was +oblivious of all, save the far remote danger. + +"Oh, what if it should come up twenty-five feet!" she continued asking +as she ran along the shore. + +"Oh, what if the world should come to an end!" retorted the girls in +derision. + +The gong in the main hall sounded. + +"I knew it," cried Emma. "I knew Doctor Weldon would not allow us to be +out long. She's dreadfully careful of us. Now, what harm can a little +bit of water do to anyone?" Emma shook her bushy, curly locks. + +"Nothing, when one's hair curls naturally. But it can do a lot when +one's hair is straight. Look at mine." Mame sighed dismally. "Did you +ever see such locks? Every one as straight as a poker. I wish, just for +once, I could look like other girls." + +Josephine was standing in the hall, waiting when the little group of +girls entered. + +"Have you been in all the time?" asked Hester. "How could you? The river +is fine and getting higher and higher each moment. You shouldn't miss +such a sight as this." + +"I have not missed it," was the reply, given while the speaker's eyes +took a soulful upward glance. "I cannot enjoy nature with people +laughing and talking about me. I must be alone and commune with it. I +have stood here watching from the window. What a beautiful and yet a +terrible scene it is. I feel uplifted." + +"I wish I felt the same way--uplifted to the extent of two flights of +stairs," said Hester. She had not meant to be funny, but the girls +laughed. Josephine turned upon her a hurt, aggrieved look. But just for +a moment, then she smiled and said gently, "Hester, you little +water-sprite! How can you jest when nature is at war?" + +Edna Bucher was another student who would not brave the elements. She +stood at the hall window where the stairway makes a turn. She was +dressed in very somber clothes, guiltless of curves or graces. She did +not look with favor upon girls' trudging out in the storm. It had in it +the element of tom-boyism upon which Miss Bucher looked with alarm. + +"No, I did not go," she said meekly and apologetically. "I was brought +up to think it wasn't ladylike to go out in all kinds of weather; +ladies don't do it. It is just what you would expect of a man." + +The hearers replied not a word. They did not so much as shrug their +shoulders or glance at each other. But each girl resolved at that +minute, if being hearty and hale and fearless were unladylike, from that +moment they would be that very thing. + +The weather soon had its effect upon the spirits of the girls. Gayety in +the dormitories and parlors was reduced to the minimum. Pupils stood +silent at windows, gazing out at the steady downpour. Where they did +gather in groups of three or four, there was no laughing or bright talk. +Just a word now and then, and a low reply. At intervals, someone grew +intolerant and expressed herself. "Will this rain never stop?" "I was +hoping it would clear so that we might go into town." + +Their hopes were doomed to disappointment. The rain never ceased for one +instant during the night and all day Friday. + +At lunch time Friday, the girls ran out on the campus to see what had +become of their markers of the evening before. They were gone. The +water had come over them and moved up in the campus until it touched the +cannae-beds. + +"The flowers will be ruined!" cried the girls. As though to prove the +truth of the statement, a tongue of water curled itself softly about the +plants, sucked deep into the roots, and when it went its way, the +cannaes went with it, and only a hollow was left in the great bed, and +this was quickly filled with water. + +"It has risen three feet since last evening," said Hester, who had been +standing silent, estimating the distance. There were exclamations of +wonder, surprise, and fear. To many, three feet of a rise in water meant +no more than a Greek syllable. They had not been reared near a river, +and knew nothing of what might be expected in the way of floods. + +"Three feet is nothing," said Hester with the air of one who knew all +there was to know of such matters. "Why, a June flood is generally seven +feet at home. We do not think much about it. And September floods--we do +not always have them, but we wouldn't think of calling it a flood +unless the river rose at least five feet. Three feet since yesterday! +That is really nothing at all. I hope it will go five feet higher before +night." + +It was all braggadocio on her part; but it had the desired effect. Erma +screamed in terror; Emma's eyes grew big; Mame scolded her soundly for +expressing such a wish. For a while she had a hornet's nest about her +ears. + +Early Friday afternoon, a change came. Before, the rain had come down +steady and constant. Now it came in a stream, as though the floors from +a great reservoir had given way and the water had fallen in one great +body. + +There was no going out in this. An umbrella was no protection whatever, +for the rain came through as water through a sieve. After dinner, the +girls stood in the windows which overlooked the river and watched the +water as it crept up, so slowly the eye could not recognize its advance. + +The trunks of the apple trees were hidden from view. The water was muddy +and foaming. The current had increased until the velocity was ten times +that of normal. There was a sullen roar, and tearing as though the +banks were giving way. Some logs were running, but not many. The breast +of the water was covered with drift. At intervals, large branches of +trees went down. Once a great oak, roots, trunk and all, sailed close to +the apple tree and almost tore it from the earth. A walk, a piece of +fence, a chicken coop, or a dog-kennel went bobbing along their watery +way. Some distance below, yet in sight of the school, was the county +bridge. It had been built in the early history of the country. It was a +big, clumsy-looking affair of wood with a shingled roof and board sides. +Now, entrances were cut off by a wide stream. It stood alone, like an +isolated being; its weather-beaten sides, looking gray against the brown +of the muddy water. + +The sight of the river was growing awful, yet it attracted and held the +girls. The study bell rang unheeded. Miss Burkham came from her room to +call their attention to the study hours. + +As the girls from the east wing crossed the main hall in order to reach +their rooms, they saw Doctor Weldon in earnest conversation with +Marshall, the office boy; Belva, the man-of-all work, and Herman who +acted as night-watchman. + +"I do not anticipate a bit of trouble," she was saying. "But telegrams +came into the city from Reno, thirty miles above, that there was a +twenty-foot flood there and still rising. They've sent warning all down +the river. + +"I have heard that alarm sounded ever since I have been at the seminary. +It is always a twenty-foot flood and the word always comes from Reno. +Either those people have no idea of a foot measure or their imaginations +have been over stimulated." She spoke slowly yet with conviction, as one +who has been accustomed to having their slightest word obeyed. The three +men had been at the seminary and in her service for ten years. They +adored her and accepted her word as final. + +"However, Herman, you keep a close watch. Do not let the water reach the +drive without warning us. We will not run any risks. If you wish to have +Belva and Marshall with you, well and good. I shall ask the matron to +have a lunch prepared for you." + +There was little possibility of danger. Should the water creep up from +the river, even to the west side of the dormitory, a great wing extended +to the east and avenues of escape would remain open. + +The girls overheard Doctor Weldon's words. They were not alarmed. They +understood the conditions perfectly. Should the water come near the west +wing, a thing which had never yet occurred even in the famous flood of +'48, there could be no immediate danger. They were excited with the +prospect of the unusual happening. Since it had rained for five days +against their express wishes, they would feel themselves aggrieved if no +compensation, in the form of an unusual experience, was offered them. + +The fact that it was Friday night, and that the week had been one which +had been void of relaxation or amusement in any way, moved the +preceptress to shorten the study hour and lengthen the time for +recreation. + +But the students would not get away from the weather and the flood. +Little groups of four and six came together and discussed floods, from +the Noachean down to the one of '48. The girls had no personal knowledge +of any high water, but they handed down the folk-lore as it had come to +them. + +Some were particularly fine in giving detail, and making weird, strange +scenes so real that their hearers were deeply affected. Erma had this +power in a great measure, and Hester, to some extent. By the time they +had related several stories, the girls in Sixty-two were shivering with +nervous fear. + +"Oh, you silly little geese!" cried Erma. "Why, you are actually +shivering over something which happened in my great-grandfather's time!" + +"But you make it so real! You and Hester talk as if it happened but +yesterday," said Mellie. + +"Certainly, that is what we try to do," Erma laughed, and seizing Mellie +by the hand, drew her up from the floor where she had been sitting. +"That is what will make us famous. I shall be a great actress and Hester +a great writer." + +Hester heard and blushed. She wondered how Erma knew of her day-dreams +for she had mentioned them to no one. + +"Come, peaches," cried Erma. "I'll take you back to your rooms. If I do +not, you all will have nervous prostration, sitting here listening to +such stories." + +"I do not know when Erma is complimenting me," said Mellie as she +followed. "Sometimes I am 'silly goose' and sometimes I am 'peaches.' +Now when am I which, and why?" + +Erma laughed again. "Oh, you silly goose, don't you know you're peaches +all the time with me?" + +The girls departed. It was yet early, yet Helen and Hester prepared for +bed. Each was deliberately slow. Their paths crossed and recrossed as +they moved from one part of the room to the other, yet not a word was +said until Hester reached to turn off the light. Then came the customary +good-night. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +There was no danger of the river rising to such an extent that the +building would be surrounded and communication cut off. Such a thing +would be impossible! But Doctor Weldon had forgotten to reckon with the +creek which flowed on the opposite side of town and joined the river at +the east end. It had risen as rapidly as the river and had come over the +banks and was creeping in upon them. + +Hester awakened suddenly. It was early morning for the gray lights were +shining in at the windows. The rain had ceased. The first thought which +came to her was that of thankfulness. Now they could have a clear +Saturday and be out of doors without being drenched to the skin. + +It was not raining but there was a peculiar gurgling sound of water. +Helen also heard it and sat up in bed. + +"Do you hear that, Hester? What is it?" + +"It is something outside, I'll see." As she spoke she had left her bed +and hurried to the window. Her exclamation brought Helen to her. There +was no need to ask for explanation. Beech Creek had backed in from a +mile beyond, and was lapping against the stone foundation. The water was +moving over the campus. Nowhere was it more than an inch deep; but on +each side lay the greater depths of the river and the creek. + +"Let us get dressed at once!" cried Hester. + +"Yes, let us go downstairs," replied Helen. She was not so excited as +Hester, yet she was more afraid. Hester knew the river and loved it. Now +her excitement did not spring from fear, but from a kind of enjoyment. + +They slipped into their clothes and made themselves as presentable as +possible and hurried downstairs. At the front entrance was a group of +girls. Some were standing on the lower step, which was a single piece of +granite. The water was lapping but a few inches below. While they talked +and laughed, some hysterically, the water crept up and lapped upon the +lower step. The girls moved higher. Five steps led to the entrance, +which was on the level of the first floor. Then the breakfast bell +sounded and the girls reluctantly went into the dining-room. + +While they were standing with their hands on the back of their +respective chairs, awaiting the signal from the principal, she addressed +them. + +"Young ladies, you will be served with plain fare this morning. Perhaps, +you do not know that the butcher, the baker, the milkman, and butter-man +drive in each morning from Flemington. The road was flooded this morning +and they could not reach us. The supplies which the steward keeps on +hand, are in the basement, which was flooded last night. You may be +seated." + +There was no complaint at the bit of bacon and stale bread with which +each plate had been served. There were excitement and hilarious +good-humor, as though the flood had come for their especial benefit to +give them an experience new and unusual. A bit of bacon and stale bread! +One could get along very well for a few hours on that. But it seemed +destined that the students were not to have even so little. + +Marshall came in and hurried to Doctor Weldon. She appeared cool and +collected; but one could never tell from her manner whether she were +anxious or not. The few seniors who remembered when the building had +been afire, remembered Doctor Weldon had acted just so. Waiting until +Marshall left the dining-hall, she rang the bell. The buzz of voices +ceased. + +"Take your plates and go up to the parlor on the second floor. You may +be dismissed in order. Miss Burkham's table first." + +Miss Burkham arose and led the way. She was quite as collected as Doctor +Weldon, although, she, too, had seen the water marks which were +appearing on the floor from the water in the basement below. + +"It is like a picnic. Think of eating bacon and stale bread in a parlor, +done up in pale-green and silver. I know it will taste better." It was +Erma who was talking. Her voice rang over all like a silver bell, as +with merry laugh and light spirits she lead the way to the floor above. + +The door leading from the main hall on to the porch was closed, but a +little stream had forced itself in and was trickling over the floor. +The men-servants were rolling up the rug, preparatory to carrying it to +the floor above and the women-servants were pinning up window draperies +and hangings to save them from possible contact with the water. + +Doctor Weldon, calm and serene, as though a flood were an everyday +occurrence and not at all alarming, went about the building instructing +the servants and teachers in regard to saving what they could of the +property on the ground floor. + +Hester, Helen, Erma, and their friends stood on the landing of the +stairway and watched the men work. The girls had forgotten that they +were hungry. Their plates were poised in the air and the bits of bacon +and stale bread were untouched. + +Renee came to the head of the stairway and leaning over the balustrade, +looked down on the outstretched plates. "Haven't you girls touched a +bite?" she asked. "I am glad I found you. I wish you'd lend me your +piece of bacon." + +The girls, thus addressed, saw nothing humorous in the request. Erma +was about to hand over her portion when a laugh from the hall above +caused her to pause. Emma, Edna, and Louise were laughing and ridiculing +Renee, who turned about and went off in bad humor, explaining as she did +so that she wanted a piece for Mame Cross who had been complaining that +she had not been treated as other girls when it came to the distribution +of bacon. + +The men tossed the rugs upon the first landing of the stairway and went +to the assistance of Marshall, who came in with tables and chairs from +the kitchen. By much straining and lifting, the pianos were raised upon +these. + +"That is all we can do," said the night-watchman. "We cannot possibly +take them to the second floor. They are three feet higher now. The water +can't possibly rise that much more." + +Doctor Weldon had taken refuge on the steps for the hall was flooded. +The girls moved up to the second floor. + +"Let us go to the Philo Hall on the third floor," cried Erma. "We can +see over town from there." + +"I do not wish to see," said several. + +"I do," said Hester and Helen together. The three made their way to the +hall whose windows opened to the north and east. The current from the +river was sweeping about the corner of the building with a tremendous +force. Logs and square timbers, uprooted trees and driftwood were being +borne down in great quantities. + +On the side of the driveway, where the current was strongest, stood an +iron lamp-post deeply imbedded in a foundation of stone. It had been +placed there in the early history of the school, when electricity and +gas were unknown. It had never been removed for the trustees were +graduates of the school and refused to remove the landmarks of their +school-days. So there it stood above the muddy, dirty water. + +The girls at the open window above could look down upon it. + +"See that great timber coming!" cried Helen. + +"It is right in the current and making straight for the building. If it +should strike the corner!" + +The building was old and not able to stand the force of a heavy timber, +propelled by such a tremendous force. The girls at the window knew what +that meant. They held their breath. The timber rushed on, but it turned +broadside in the current and came up against the iron post. There it +remained as nicely as though weighed and measured and fixed in place. +Back of it came logs and drift which piled upon the timber and lamp-post +until a bulwark was formed which turned the current away from the corner +and the danger with it. + +"It's luck. Did you ever see such luck?" cried Erma. "If that lamp-post +had not been there, the whole corner of the building would have been +broken in. It was luck--pure luck." + +"It was Providence," said Helen simply. "I think it was meant that the +lamp-post should be just where it is." + +There were few words said. The scene was so awful that the desire to +talk was taken away. From the parlors below, the excitement and laughter +died. A quiet fell over the building. There was nothing to do but to +watch and wait--for what or how long, no one could tell. + +[Illustration: THEY HELD THEIR BREATH.--_Page 290._] + +The sun shone out on the water. Below, lay the city. The portion which +stood low was flooded to the second floor. Hester thought of Aunt Debby +as her eyes rested on the distant town. + +"There is no fear there," said Helen following the glance of her +roommate's eyes. "Fairview Street is the highest in town. You remember +there is a terrace with steps where it joins Market. The tops of the +buildings on Fourth Street will be covered before it comes to the doors +of Fairview." + +Hester knew that this was true. No immediate danger threatened the +little cottage. The seminary with its old walls and the current from +both river and creek beating upon it was where fear lay. + +"Look!" cried Helen, pointing her finger to midstream. There bobbing +along like a cork on the current was a stable one side of which had been +torn away. The mow was filled with hay, and in the stalls beneath was a +horse feeding from the manger. It bobbed along serenely, as though +midriver in a high flood were the legitimate place for a stable. Then it +struck the sides of the bridge. There was the sound of crushing and the +barn was sucked down under the bridge and disappeared from sight. + +The morning passed and the girls sat in the window seats, fascinated by +the sea before them. + +The water continued rising until twelve o'clock. It filled the lower +halls and crept almost to the second floor. The water-pipes burst and a +famine of drink as well as food came. Fortunately, the experiences of +the day had taken away the appetite. + +"I have been watching that old tree," said Hester. "When the clock +struck twelve, the water had just reached the notch at the branches. It +is one o'clock now and it has not gone higher." + +The waters were at a standstill. The worst was over. At three o'clock, +Hester cried out with delight. "It is falling--falling! See the trunk of +the tree shows above the water." + +It was slowly receding. The danger-mark had passed, although the signs +of havoc it had caused, were yet passing on the breast of the river. A +part of a kitchen went sailing by. The watchers saw the upper window of +a half-submerged house. There was a bed, a cradle, and a sewing-machine +open and ready for use. There were pathos and tragedy sufficient for a +lifetime. There was a touch of humor too, for on a long plank, at either +end, sat a rat and a great black cat. They watched each other +instinctively, and were unconscious of the danger which threatened them +both. + +Five o'clock came, and the girls had not moved from their positions. +During the day, but a few sentences had passed between them. + +At last hunger came to them. But there was no use going in search of +food; for the larder was bare. There was not even a cup of water for +them. + +For more than an hour Helen had not moved. Fear of the water had passed. +A finer feeling than dread inspired her now. Someone from below called +Erma, and she left the Philo Hall. She neither laughed nor danced. Even +her effervescent spirits had been under the spell of the waters. + +Her departure aroused Helen from her reverie. Arising, she came to where +Hester sat. Her voice was low. To the old tenderness was added a new +sweetness and strength, "Little roommate," she said, "listen to me for a +few minutes. Weeks ago, I believed you guilty of an act I could not +countenance. I treasured resentment against you, though even while I was +doing it, I loved you. I did wrong in not going directly to you and +making known my complaint. May I tell it to you now, or shall we let it +be as though it never happened, and let all our ugly feeling and +bitterness go down with the flood?" + +"Let it go with the flood, Helen. I do not know how I erred, but I do +know that I missed your friendship. Let us forget it from this minute." + +"And let me give what I denied long ago," said Helen, as she stooped to +press her lips to Hester's forehead. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +Little by little, the water receded. So slowly did it fall that the eye +could not mark it. Over the mud-colored waters, the sun shone brightly +and made of the spray a million sparkling diamonds. + +By evening, the students began to experience the pangs of hunger and +thirst. There was nothing to satisfy them, for although there was water, +water, everywhere, there was not a drop to drink. At twilight, the lower +floors were above the flood, although at intervals, a sudden splash from +without sent little streams back through the door. + +The pupils were yet under the spell of the flood. Unusual quiet reigned +in the dormitories, when suddenly a cry of delight came from Erma. Her +voice echoed from one end of the hall to the other, and reached even to +Miss Burkham's ears; but that lady did not appear to reprimand her. The +preceptress realized that the girls had been under a nervous strain all +day and she did not have it in mind to restrain them, even though they +exceeded the bounds laid down by Seminary law. + +"What has happened to Erma?" exclaimed Hester, starting up when the cry +reached her ears. + +"Don't be alarmed. It is nothing serious. I can tell from her voice. +That shriek is Erma's cry of delight." + +In an instant, Erma herself tripped down the hall to explain and to +share. Knocking hastily, she did not wait to be admitted, but flung open +the door. + +"What do you think I found?" she cried. "A half-dozen lemons. I forgot +that I had them. I bought them last week. Here, we're dividing." + +She thrust one out at them. It had already been opened and part of its +contents extracted. + +"There wasn't enough for one a piece. Just take a good long suck from +it." + +The girls did. There was nothing humorous in this passing a lemon about +among many. Not a drop of liquid had passed their lips since the night +before. The few drops of juice which they were able to extract, were +refreshing. + +"Doesn't it taste good?" cried Erma. "I never knew before how perfectly +delicious a cup of cold water is. Wait until I have the opportunity. I +mean to drink a gallon without stopping. I must go on. The girls in +Sixty haven't had any yet." + +She was gone before Hester and Helen had expressed their thanks. Before +she reached Sixty, the door opened and Renee came out. "I was looking +for you, Erma. Someone said you had found some lemons. Can't you lend me +one?" + +"What's left of one. Take it and drain it dry." It was almost that now, +but Renee received it thankfully. + +"I thought I could not stand it another minute. How long will it be +before we get anything to eat or drink?" + +"In a week or so," cried Erma as she passed on. + +Sunday morning broke clear and bright. There were no rising or breakfast +bells, for there was nothing to serve the hungry people. + +Doctor Weldon and Miss Burkham had conferred together and decided that +as long as the girls were sleeping, they would be neither hungry nor +thirsty, so they allowed them to sleep until they awakened of +themselves. + +The perversity of human nature showed itself in every girl's being awake +unusually early. At the usual breakfast hour, the upper halls were +filled. It was the Sabbath, but on the lower floor the servants were at +hard work. The women were wearing top-boots and short skirts, which +reached just below the knees. They were dragging out the mud with hoes. +In the middle of the floors, the sand and mud were fully a foot deep +while in corners, which had been free from the force of the current, the +deposit was three times that depth. + +In the middle of the main floor, a saw-log lay. A great hole in the +plaster showed where it had spent its force, and the shattered glass of +the front door was evidence of its place of entrance. The curtains of +real lace which had added to the beauty of the reception hall, were +nothing but dirty rags, discolored, torn, and hung with bits of drift. + +The sun beat down upon the water-soaked places, and the steam which +arose, was foul-smelling. The men who were endeavoring to do the heavier +portion of clearing, were knee-deep in the drift. The flood had receded, +but the basement was yet full of water. The conditions were bad and +would remain so for some time, regardless of the fact that everyone was +doing his utmost to better them. + +There was nothing to be hoped from the city, for it had its own burden. +The store-houses had been flooded and the food supply cut off. + +Miss Burkham went to Doctor Weldon. "What do you think of my taking the +girls from the building?" she asked. "The hygienic conditions here are +dreadful. Outside we can find the sunshine, at least. I can take them +through the city streets--wherever the streets are open. I think we can +keep them better satisfied if we keep their attention on something else +than themselves." + +"Perhaps, it would be better. I have been concerned about them. They +have been most thoughtful and considerate so far. You may take the +Fraulein with you--and the school purse, too, Miss Burkham. You may be +able to buy something for them." + +"While you are gone, I'll try to get into communication with our people +at Flemington. The telephone and telegraphs are useless. Marshall and +Herman might be able to walk out and carry something back. It will be +hours before a delivery wagon can get through to bring us anything." + +Following Miss Burkham's instructions, the girls dressed in their +shortest and shabbiest skirts and put on heavy shoes. It was a dismal, +hungry-looking party which set forth. + +For a square down Main Street, the way was clear. They were often forced +to leave the sidewalk and make a detour to escape the piles of drift +which lay in heaps. The mud was over the tops of the rubber shoes, and +the greater number had discarded overshoes before they had gone far. At +the corner of Main and Clinton Avenue, they stopped. Their way was cut +off by a great pile of logs, timbers, and uprooted trees which reached +above the second story of the houses. Here and there, caught between the +branches of the trees or the conjunction of timbers, were bits of +household articles, parts of chairs, window frames or broken beds and +soggy mattresses. + +"We can climb over," suggested Hester. "That will not be much of a +climb." + +Miss Burkham had been hesitating. She feared to go on and yet to go back +meant dissatisfied, hungry girls shut up in a wet, foul-smelling +building. + +"We'll climb," she said. "But be careful to move slowly, and not bring +this down upon you." + +The feat was not a difficult one. They succeeded in crossing and entered +the business street. There was not a whole plate-glass window in this +section. They had been shattered into bits so small that no trace of +them could be found. + +The girls entered what had been the largest and finest grocery store of +the city. The mud was several feet deep; the show-cases had been +battered to pieces; canned goods were piled in heaps in the corners and +covered with refuse. But the combination most surprising, was where a +large cheese had tumbled down upon a dead cow which had been washed in +from some dairy farm far up the river. + +Men were already clearing the streets, and shoveling the refuse from the +stores. + +From the business thoroughfare, Miss Burkham led her charges to the +residence street. Here conditions were the same. The elegant houses bore +the marks of the flood. Trees were uprooted. Lawns which but a few days +before were things of beauty, were now but heaps of refuse, or hollows +filled with water. + +Doors and windows stood open wide. Delicate, cultivated women had +arrayed themselves in overalls and were scraping the mud from their +homes. + +As they made their way eastward, Robert Vail hurried down a side-street +to meet them. + +"I started for school the instant I could," he explained to Miss +Burkham. "I did not know how bad conditions were, but I expected they +could not be good. + +"I have a tally-ho and horses, but we could not get beyond Fairview +Street. South Street is a mere chasm. The horses could not have crossed +there. I did reach Miss Alden and Miss Richards. My man took them back +home while I came in." + +Hester grasped his arm. "Auntie--is Auntie all right?" + +"Fine as silk. She was concerned about you until we satisfied her that +seminary girls could not be gotten rid of so easily. It takes more than +a flood--" He spoke lightly to the girls and then turned to Miss +Burkham. "Our housekeeper said I should fill up the tally-ho and bring +the girls there. The buildings at school will not be fit to live in for +some days. We'll take care of eighteen or twenty until you arrange +matters." + +A feeling of relief came to the preceptress. "You have taken a great +responsibility from Doctor Weldon and me," she said. "We shall never be +able to thank you. As to the girls, Hester and Helen, of course must go; +also the Fraulein, for I must not allow the girls to go alone." + +She turned to the group about her, and selected the number which would +fill the tally-ho. + +"You girls will go with the Fraulein and Mr. Vail, and remain until we +send you word to return. Berenice, Violet, Edith and I will return to +school." + +"I declare, this is too bad," cried Robert. "I cannot allow you to walk +back, and without anything to eat." + +"You cannot help it. The circumstances are unusual. The elements have +our fortunes in hand," she replied. + +"The instant I get the young ladies home, my man and I will come back +with all the good things we can carry. Tell Doctor Weldon that we shall +have a dinner--perhaps a late one--for her." + +"She has sent messengers to Flemington. They will bring us something for +one meal at least. Come, girls." She led her little flock toward home. +There was no hope of finding a bite to eat anywhere in the city. Men and +women had worked all night and were yet working without a particle of +food or drop to drink. The preceptress was worn and weak. Her +responsibility for the last two days had been great; but she did not +dare give up. She trudged bravely toward school, encouraging the girls +and drawing their attention to any phase of the situation which was not +burdened with pathos. + +Robert Vail led his party down the residence street and then turned down +an alley. "These narrow passages have less drift," he explained. "My man +and I discovered this this morning." + +By devious ways, he brought them out on High Street which stood above +the ravages of the flood. Here a tally-ho with four horses stood +waiting. + +Robert assisted the Fraulein and girls to their places and bade the +coachman drive on. Hester and Helen sat side by side. + +"Now, I am really to meet your Aunt Harriet," said Hester. "It is very +strange. Think of my rooming with you for ten months and never meeting +her." + +"Never met mother?" exclaimed Robert Vail. "Be prepared to meet the +finest mother in the world." + +"There may be some exception," said Helen, "at least Hester may think +so. She may be vain enough to think that she had the finest mother in +the world." + +"Oh, no," began Hester hastily and then she paused. She was not dull. +She had been keen enough to know that there was something not just right +about a mother and child traveling alone through a strange country and +no one ever searching for them. But she could not allow any one else to +know her thoughts. Her face flushed as she continued, "I have never +known a mother. Aunt Debby is all I ever had. I am sure that no one can +be finer than she." + +"We will make an exception in favor of Miss Alden," continued Robert. +"With the exception of Miss Debby Alden, you will find my mother the +finest woman in the world. You'll fall in love with her the instant that +you meet her." + +"I know. I have caught several glimpses of her but I never met her. But, +perhaps she will not care for me. I should not be pleased if I should +like your mother very much and she would not like me at all." + +Vain little Hester Alden. She knew what speech Robert Vail would make. +She had heard him express himself on the subject twice before. Because +his words had pleased her, she called them forth again. + +"There'll be no danger of her not liking you. I'll vouch for that. +Mother and I always like the same people and things. She has the best +taste in the world." + +Helen laughed teasingly. "You like to impress people with the fact that +you are fond of your mother; but have you ever noticed, Cousin Robert, +that there is always one compliment for her, and two for you? + +"Robert Vail and his mother like the same things. That is the first +premise. The second is, his mother has excellent taste; +conclusion--Robert Vail has excellent taste. I have not studied logic +for nothing, Cousin Robert." + +Robert shrugged his shoulders. "That is a girl's idea of reason," he +said. "They always go about in a circle, like a lost duck and they never +lose the personal element in anything." + +"Your remarks are not original," said Helen. "I have heard Doctor Baker +say that same thing." + +"I have heard you mention Doctor Baker before. Is he your physician at +home?" asked Hester. She had forgotten Helen's Easter letter. + +"He's our pastor and perfectly lovely, Hester. He has been with us a +long, long time. I told you once about him, but you were vexed with me +then and my words fell on deaf ears. Sometime you must come and spend a +month with me in my home and you shall meet Doctor Baker." + +"I never would go and leave Aunt Debby for an entire month. It was bad +enough to go to school and not be with her," was Hester's reply. + +"But Aunt Debby can come along. My father would like her, and she and +Aunt Harriet would be friends from the moment they met. Maybe we can +arrange it for this summer. Sometimes Doctor Baker comes to visit us, +too. He gets very lonely. I should think any one living alone would be +lonely." + +"Isn't he married?" asked Hester. "I thought ministers were always +married. Why doesn't he get married?" + +"You think a marriage certificate goes with the manse," said Robert. +"His case is a paradox. He is always marrying, and yet never is married. +Quite a riddle isn't it?" + +Helen's face lighted up. She was like Hester in that both delighted to +hear romantic stories. + +"He had a love affair, a long time ago," she said softly as though the +subject were one too sacred for full tones to play upon. "But he went to +college, and when he came back his sweetheart did not care for him. But +he has never forgotten her." + +Hester gave a sigh of contentment. She would remember and tell her Aunt +Debby about this. While her Aunt Debby had chided her about repeating +these little romantic tales which came to her ears, Hester had a feeling +that the elder Miss Alden was not wholly unsympathetic. + +Josephine, who was sitting in the front of the tally-ho, caught the last +of Helen's speech. She sighed, and leaning forward that all might catch +her words, said: "How lovely! Such persons appeal to me. There is +nothing in the world which is so beautiful to me as faithfulness. How +perfectly lovely! I always--" + +"Hester, lend me a pin, please. I see you have one in the front of your +coat and I need one to fasten the ends of my tie," it was Renee who +broke in upon Josephine's flow of sentiment. + +"We shall soon be there now," said Robert. "The house stands back of +those trees." He pointed to a small elevation which was about a mile +distant. The girls exclaimed with delight except Mame Cross who looked +down upon her short skirt and mud-stained shoes with a mortified +expression. + +"Really, Mr. Vail, I simply cannot enter your home, looking like this. +Your mother would refuse to receive me." + +"I do not understand why," he replied. + +"Mame, do please forget about it," laughed Erma. "My shoes are muddy; my +skirt is shabby; I am hungry--so hungry that I'll fairly snatch at +anything to eat. I look like a fright, I know I do. But what's the use +of thinking about it. It can't be helped. So why not pretend that we do +not notice it?" + +"We must make up for our looks by being so nice that Mrs. Vail will not +notice that we are not immaculate." It was Mellie who offered this +suggestion. + +"That is all very well for you girls to speak so," said Mame. "But you +do not look as I do. You girls look nice, considering what you have gone +through; but me--I always look the worst. I never look like other +girls." + +"Then give up trying, Mame. You never will look like other girls, you +know. So make the best of matters which cannot be helped, and be +cheerful and gay." Erma's words were supposed to be ironical; but her +happy little laugh and dainty little touch upon Mame's hand, robbed them +of their sting. + +"Here we are!" exclaimed Robert Vail, as the horses turned from the main +road into a private drive. Hester opened her eyes in astonishment. She +had seen the beautiful homes near Lockport, but this surpassed any. The +house was in the midst of a great park; there were lawn, forest, and +flowers. The house was large, but not imposing. It had rather the look +of a home than of a mansion. Never before had Hester seen such beauty of +surroundings. Nature and cultivation had worked together to make the +best of this. + +As the girls stepped from the tally-ho, Hester grasped Helen by the arm, +"I am afraid--afraid," she whispered. + +"To meet Aunt Harriet? Why, little roommate, she is not a bit +formidable. You will love her." + +"I think it is not just that--" she began again. She could not finish. +Aunt Debby and Miss Richards had come to meet them. Back of these two, +stood a large, wiry woman in a dark dress and an extensive white apron. + +"My little girl," cried Debby, clasping Hester in her arms. "I have been +very anxious about you." + +"I was safe, Aunt Debby. Perfectly safe, but so hungry." + +Robert Vail escorted his guests to the door. + +"This is Mrs. Perkins, young ladies," he said, indicating to the big +woman. "She will see that you have something to eat at once." + +"I have been waiting dinner. If the ladies wish to come at once--" She +led the way. The guests were weak from hunger. The odor of the food +aroused their appetites afresh. + +"Did you ever think bread and butter was so gloriously fine?" said Emma +after her first mouthful. "Do you realize that we have had nothing since +Friday evening." + +"I do; but I do not intend talking about it--now," said Hester. "I have +greater things to do." + +Indeed, they all had that. They had kept up bravely under strenuous +conditions. There had been no word of complaint. Erma especially, had +been cheerful and gay as long as those two qualities were needed to +sustain herself and her friends. Now, she was the first to give way. +After a few morsels had been eaten, she realized that she was tired--so +tired that she believed that ever being rested again would be an +impossibility. She made an effort to keep up. She tried to laugh, but +ended with a nervous giggle. Then to the amazement of all, she began to +cry and sob. + +"I am so tired. I am too tired to live. I never could go through with +this again." + +"And you will not need to--never again," said Miss Debby, going to the +girl's aid. + +"Let her cry. It will do her good," she continued as the others were +about to leave their dinner. "Let her cry, it will do her good." + +At this Renee began to giggle. Mame looked at her and straightway did as +Renee. Mellie and Josephine made a brave effort to control themselves, +but after a few minutes they were following Erma's example and were +sobbing as though their hearts would break. + +Miss Richards and Miss Debby took matters into their hands. There was no +help to be expected from the Fraulein, for she was as wearied as the +girls. + +The housekeeper made ready the rooms and the girls were forced to go to +bed. + +"Each young lady ate a little something, I observed," said Mrs. Perkins. +"Let them rest a while, then I shall take some refreshments to them." + +"It was so beautiful what they behaved yet to this time," cried the +Fraulein. "Never no word, no fuss, all smiles, all funs, no cross or +nothing until now." She was much disturbed lest the women would +discredit her for the girls' behavior. + +"We understand," said Debby Alden. "It is not your fault, Fraulein. You +are going to rest now, too. We intend treating you like a little girl; +send you to bed and send your bread and jelly to you." + +"Ach," the little German teacher tried to look self-reliant and +sufficient to take care of herself. But there was something in Debby +Alden's manner which touched her. The Fraulein was a stranger in a +strange land. Many and many were the times when she longed for the +tenderness of those who were bound to her by the ties of love and blood. +She was but a little homesick girl, herself and wished to be mothered +like other girls. But she was brave enough with all her longing. She +shrugged her shoulders; but Debby laid her hand affectionately on the +girl's shoulder. That settled it. In an instant, the German teacher +rested her head against Debby; her eyes filled; she touched Debby's +cheeks tenderly; "I vill go. The Fraulein is so kind. The Fraulein has +a heart in her breast." Without a word of demur, the little German +teacher followed the girls and rested while the housekeeper and Debby +Alden waited upon them with the most kindly attention. + +Robert Vail and his man had returned at once to the city taking with +them a supply of necessities. The housekeeper came to Miss Debby with +the explanation and apology. Thought of others had caused Robert to +neglect his duty as host. Here Mrs. Perkins looked mournful and as +though she might say much if she chose, and added that Mrs. Vail had +left early that morning, having driven over the hills to an adjoining +town where railroad communications had not been cut off. She had +received news which had caused her some anxiety and she had set forth at +once. + +The housekeeper was in the mood to speak freely; but Debby Alden was not +one who discussed with the maid the affairs of the mistress. She +accepted the explanation and went her way. So many incidents of life +turn as a straw in the wind. This was a time and place propitious for +much clearing-up of uncertain matters; but Debby Alden had not been in +the mood to listen; and the mistress of the house was traveling over the +country after a will-of-the-wisp which had led her many a long, +unfruitful journey. + +Robert Vail, greatly fatigued with his day's work, came back to +Valehurst just at dusk. By this time, the nervous tension had been +greatly relieved. The girls had had a nap and a substantial evening +meal, and were prepared to look at the experiences of the last few days +in a more cheerful light. + +Robert brought with him the good news that the hucksters from Flemington +had driven in over the hill and had brought food with them to the +seminary. The teachers and pupils were preparing to return with them to +the farmhouses which stood high enough to be out of the way of the river +and creek. + +Marshall and Belva with a set of workmen were remaining at school to put +the place in order; to build fires that the building might be dried +rapidly and to protect the grounds and buildings from vandalism. Doctor +Weldon had sent word that the young ladies who were with the Fraulein +at Valehurst were to remain there until she recalled them. + +Miss Debby and Miss Richards, with the little group of girls, had +gathered about Robert on the lawn, anxious and eager to hear about their +friends. When the message had been received and the good news told, the +crowd separated into little groups. Helen and Hester, in company with +Robert, moved toward the house. + +"I had no opportunity of asking you about Aunt Harriet," said Helen, +"and I do not like to put such questions to Mrs. Perkins. You said that +Auntie would be here, Robert." She looked up at him and waited as though +expecting an explanation. + +"So I thought. We made ready before daylight this morning to go for you +girls. Mother came down to see us off. In fact it was she who prepared +the lunches to give to any one in distress. But Perkins tells me that +quite early someone called her up on the 'phone. She talked a long time. +Then she called Ryder and told him to get out the grays and the light +carriage. Then she went off. She didn't even leave word where she went. +I called up father's office. He knew nothing about it." + +"And don't you know?" There was anxiety in Helen's voice. Her eyes had a +pained, distressed look. + +"She telephoned to Perkins that she had gone to Minnequa, a little +factory town where an old colored woman had the care of a young white +girl. The message came from those people who had found such a 'sure +thing,' before and then failed to make good when the time came." + +"You don't mean that horrid man and his son? What was their +name--Stroat--Strout?" + +"Stout, if I remember right. Before it was a mere scheme to extort +money, and I do not doubt that it will be the same now. Poor mother, she +will be worn out with the journey and have nothing but disappointment +for it all. I mean to talk with her on the wires to-night. If she does +not intend coming home at once, I shall go to Minnequa and be with her. +I may start early and shall not see you in the morning. Will you +explain to Miss Debby and the girls? I am not running away, but I must +not let my mother stay there alone." + +"Yes, you must go. Do not give a thought about us. We shall be very well +taken care of here. Poor Aunt Harriet! How I wish I might fill that +empty place in her heart!" + +Hester had been walking a few steps in advance; but had heard the +conversation. Why should Helen always speak of her aunt as though she +were to be pitied? Mrs. Vail had everything that a woman could desire--a +beautiful home with trained service, a husband and son who considered no +one but her. It was strange. Hester could not understand why Helen +should always speak of Mrs. Vail as "poor Aunt Harriet." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +How fine it would be if one could foresee the result of every action! +Hester Alden's slight prevarication to Robert Vail, when she told him +that her father had been Miss Debby's brother, carried with it a long +series of misunderstandings. Had Robert Vail known the facts--but he did +not. + +Hester, bearing within her heart the consciousness of her own fault, +spent not a few unhappy moments with herself. To it, she attributed the +former entanglement, between herself and Helen. She reached this +conclusion because she knew of nothing else on account of which Helen +might have misjudged her. Several times, she decided to speak of the +matter to Helen and confess that she had misrepresented matters when she +had declared that she belonged to the Alden family; but each time, her +courage failed her, and her pride prevented. It is not an easy matter +for one to confess that she has, in her statements, deviated from the +truth. + +The morning following the coming of the girls to Valehurst, Robert Vail +left home early and by a hard drive over the mountains at length reached +the junction where railroad communication had not been cut off. + +Mrs. Perkins expected him to return with his mother the following day; +but they were detained by business. So Valehurst was left without a host +or hostess. Mrs. Perkins exerted herself to make the guests comfortable +and the servants, with which the home was well provided, vied with each +other in their attendance upon the young ladies. The girls were +thoroughly enjoying their experience, Hester, perhaps most of all, for +such a household was new to her. She liked to play lady of the manor. + +"Don't you wish you and I could live this way?" she said to Debby Alden, +during the second day of the enforced visit. Debby Alden looked at the +questioner and then asked, "Are you not satisfied, Hester, with your own +little home?" + +"Yes, I am!" cried the girl impulsively. "A little house with Aunt Debby +is better than a mansion without her. I am really satisfied. Yet it does +seem nice to be here. I feel quite at home." + +"I presume a lady feels at home in any cultivated environment," was the +rejoinder. Debby paused a moment. She was not one to repeat the tales +which came to her ears; but when, as in this instance, her sympathies +were touched and she felt that her story might bear with it a moral, it +might be really worth her while to repeat it to Hester. + +"Valehurst is very beautiful, Hester. We recognize that; but it cannot +bring happiness to those who dwell in it. Mrs. Vail has a great sorrow. +What it is, I do not know. I did not care to inquire. Robert told me +that his mother, years ago, had a bereavement from which she has never +recovered, and to which she has never become reconciled. The servants +speak as though she were a woman saddened by some dreadful experience." + +"But Helen says she is very cheerful and can never do enough to make +others happy." + +"Outwardly, perhaps. From what I have learned, she is one who has +strength of character enough to keep her sorrows to herself and not +burden others. Of course, she would try to make Helen and every one else +happy, even though she were most miserable herself. I would not have +spoken of the matter, had I not thought you were estimating one's +happiness by the amount of material wealth one possessed. + +"Poor Mrs. Vail! I am a happier woman than she. I have just my little +home and my girl, but I am very content." + +"So am I, Aunt Debby." She pressed Debby Alden's arm closer within her +hand. Then she added, "Wasn't it a good thing that I was left to you. +Wouldn't it have been dreadful if I had been taken somewhere else and +you would have been left alone. Just think how lonely we would have +been." + +"Yes, it would have been hard; but it didn't happen that way. It was +intended that you should be my girl." + +"You mustn't think that I was discontented because I wished that you and +I lived in a mansion. I am not one bit discontented. I was just +wishing." + +"Learn to be contented. Folks are miserable otherwise. The Aldens, +taking them as a family, were not complainers or grumblers--except Ezra, +and how he ever came by it, I do not know. He was never contented. He +wouldn't go to school, and he wouldn't farm, and he wouldn't be +satisfied anywhere or with anything." + +"Ezra? Who was he, Aunt Debby? I never heard you mention his name +before." + +"He was my oldest brother. He would be a man of sixty if he were living +now. I never mentioned him, because he is more of a memory than anything +else. He was only sixteen when he ran off west. He wrote a few times. +The letters were two or three years apart, and always from different +sections. At one time he was on a ranch, another time in the gold +fields. He could not be contented long anywhere." + +"Where is he now, Aunt Debby?" + +"Dead, Hester. Dead long ago. At least we think so. For years, no +letters have come from him. When father died, we sent word everywhere, +but he never replied. We said then that he was dead." + +"If he had lived, I'd have had an uncle. I should like an uncle. From +what I've read, they are very jolly." + +"You can not always believe what you read," was the sententious +rejoinder. + +The guests remained at Valehurst three days, during which time neither +Mrs. Vail nor Robert appeared, although the latter sent many messages to +the girls, through the medium of his cousin or the housekeeper. + +Thursday morning, word came from Doctor Weldon that the students must +return to school and make ready their belongings to go home. +Commencement was not to be considered. The graduates would receive their +diplomas, but there could be no festivities. + +The students had been taken care of in the country houses which stood on +the hills back of Flemington. These were the only places for miles about +which had not been flooded. As soon as communication with other places +had been made, Doctor Weldon was kept busy sending and receiving +telegrams. Each father and mother was distracted when news of the +flooding of Lockport came. + +By Thursday evening, the students had returned. The drift and dirt had +been removed from the Seminary building, and the campus had been freed +from logs and driftwood. But some things could never be replaced. The +old apple trees had been uprooted; the grassy slope which had lain close +to the river front had been washed out to gravel bottom. The gray bricks +of the building showed the water mark and at the corner a few misplaced +ones told the story of how the old lamp post had saved the building. + +The once beautiful halls were water-stained; hard-wood floors were +warped until they stood in little hollows and hills; and the polished +wood of the doors and balustrades had lost all semblance of beauty. + +The girls rushed into one another's arms. They could talk now of the +flood for the danger had passed from them. The dormitories were a babel +of voices. A score of girls talked at once and not one listened to +another. + +Miss Burkham from the hall below heard the confusion and retired to her +own apartments. She had no thought of interfering with the chatter. She +explained her lack of discipline to Doctor Weldon later. "This will +never happen again in all their lives. As long as they were talking, +they were forgetful that the opportunity for the banquet, the play, and +commencement had been taken from them. I thought it wise to put up with +the noise, rather than have them feel depressed." + +The girls were discussing the play and banquet even then. There were +confessions on all sides. + +"We intended feasting on the senior banquet," cried Erma. "We had bribed +Belva. He was to lead the caterers up to our third floor. You seniors +would have sat waiting in the Philo Hall below." + +"No, indeed. You reckoned without considering that the senior class were +not all dullards. We had heard of your plans. Doctor Weldon gave us +permission to hold the banquet at a hotel in the city. Miss Burkham and +the Fraulein were to go with us. So while you girls would have been +sitting in the attic waiting for the banquet, we would have been +whirling away in cabs to the city." Helen had a smile of triumph as she +told the story. If the seniors had been robbed of their opportunity to +outwit the juniors, they at least would not miss the chance of boasting +of it. + +Erma looked at her quizzingly. "Was that really true?" she asked. "Well, +I have this much to say. If the seniors had outwitted us, we in turn +outwitted the freshmen. They were gloating over the fact that they had a +copy of our play." + +"We did," cried Hester. "And we had the parts almost learned." + +"Yes, I was to be the queen," said Emma. "I knew my part. I was to--." + +"You the queen!" said Edna Bucher, with a touch of sarcasm in her voice. +"I could not possibly conceive of you taking such a part." + +"Well, you never did have much imagination. You should cultivate it," +was Emma's quick rejoinder. + +"Please do not quarrel," said Josephine as she raised her soulful eyes +and let them rest upon each girl in turn. "This may be our last time +together. It would be so sweet to carry with us pleasant memories. Let +us have sweet--." + +"Not too much, though," said Emma. "You always were a great girl for +caramels and fudge, Jo; but you must remember some of the rest of us +liked olives and pickles." + +"Emma's speech in plain English, means that she prefers some wit to too +much sentiment," said Hester. + +"I most assuredly do," was the rejoinder, as Emma sat down on top of the +trunk which had been brought in ready for packing. + +The group of girls had gathered in Sixty-two. During the winter and +spring terms, this room had been the general gathering place; for Hester +and Helen were popular with the other students. + +"I wish I might finish about the play," cried Erma. "Those miserable +little freshmen thought they had our play. Yes, I know you took a copy +from my study-table drawer. It was one I put in there for you to take. +While you were busy learning that, we had another. So while you girls +were gloating over the 'East Indian Queen,' we went on in peace and +practised 'A Roumanian Princess.'" + +"Really? Erma Thomas, do you mean it?" + +"Do I mean it? I surely do. Oh, wasn't it fun to hear you practise and +see you slip about with your mysterious airs!" + +The door opened and Renee came in. She was robed in a full-length +kimona. + +"You girls sitting here doing nothing! I am packing. I do not intend +letting it go until morning and then hurrying. My trunk is locked and I +cannot find the keys. Will you lend me yours, Helen?" + +Helen arose to get them from a drawer. Emma sighed as she looked at +Renee. + +"When I go to heaven," she said, "and meet Renee there, I know what she +will say to me the very first thing." + +The girls looked their queries and Emma concluded, "'Emma, please lend +me your crown. I've mislaid mine.'" + +"And Emma will be finding fault with everything. She'll feel dreadful +because she is forced to be in heaven all the time," said Sara slowly. +This was a hit direct at the little Dutch doll, for all through the +year she had been complaining at the restrictions of school, and could +not understand why Doctor Weldon did not allow the girls to go down to +the city when they pleased. + +During this conversation, Mame Cross had been sitting apart. Now +Josephine turned to her, and assuming an attitude and expression of +great solicitation and interest said, "Mame is the only one who feels +what this evening means to us. Perhaps never again shall we talk +together. No one knows what the summer will bring. Mame is overcome by +the thought--." + +"I am not. I was not thinking of that at all," Mame replied. "It came to +me while the girls were talking of the banquet and play and commencement +that I was almost glad that we were not having any of them." + +"Mame Cross, what heresy! The flood has made her mad," cried the girls. + +"I have reasons for thinking so. I simply could not have gone to one +thing. What could I have worn if I had gone? I made up my mind when we +had our last reception that I would never go to another unless I had +something decent to wear." + +"When I meet Mame in heaven," said Emma, trying to look serious, "the +very first thing she will say is, 'My robe doesn't hang as well as +yours, and my harp isn't so bright.'" + +"Are you not getting a little irreverent?" said Helen gently. "There are +so many common things to jest about. Is it not better to use them as the +butt of our wit, instead of matters beyond our comprehension?" + +"Yes, I suppose so, Helen," said Emma. "But, you know I never consider. +I blurt out just what I wish to say." + +The half-hour bell sounded and the girls went to their rooms to make +ready to appear at the dining-table. The lower halls were yet damp +although they had been open to the air and sun since the previous +Sabbath. Doctor Weldon, not wishing to risk the health of the pupils, +had converted a class-room on the second floor into a dining-hall. Here +dinner was served informally; the students attending to their own wants, +for the servants were kept busy carrying the trays from the floor +below. + +At the bringing-in of the last course, Doctor Weldon arose to make the +announcements. She asked the young ladies to attend to their packing at +once. Belva and Marshall had already brought down trunks and boxes from +the store-room. Immediately after breakfast, the following morning, each +young lady should call at the office when arrangements would be made for +her going home. + +There was too much to be done after dinner to permit of any visiting. +The girls went to their rooms and began to dismantle them. Hester and +Helen had much to do, but they contrived to carry on a steady flow of +talk while they worked. + +"Perhaps, we'll never be together again," said Hester, from the depths +of the closet whither she had gone in search of shoes. "You will not be +here next year. We may never meet again." + +"I think we shall," said Helen. "The world is not a very large place. +You are to visit me, you know. I shall ask your Aunt Debby when I see +her." + +"And you'll come to visit me. Couldn't you come this summer? You'd like +Jane Orr and Ralph. He is the nicest boy I ever knew, except Robert +Vail." + +"Rob _is_ nice. Yes, I think I can come. We could have a fine time." + +Hester grew eloquent about the walks, picnics and drives they could +have. Helen was accustomed to life in a mansion with a retinue of +servants. Hester knew this. She knew also that at her home, Aunt Debby +and she would perform all the household work and that Aunt Debby would +set out her own flowers and plant a garden of radishes and lettuce with +their kindred small garden truck. Helen would have no servants to wait +upon her. Hester gave no thought to the difference in the household. To +her, friendship was above all material conditions. As she felt +concerning such matters, she took it for granted that all right-minded +people must feel. She could not conceive the thought that Helen, as her +friend, could be critical of the plain old-fashioned home where she and +Aunt Debby were the home-makers. It was not training alone which gave +Hester such impressions. She had within her the instinct of true +nobility. She gave the best of what was hers without apology or +explanation. She took it for granted that her offerings would be +received in the same spirit. They were, for Helen Loraine valued a +friend higher than the friend's possessions. + +"I am very glad I asked you to forgive me, last Saturday," continued +Helen. She was bending over the drawer of the chiffonier while she +robbed it of its contents. "I could not have been happy had I gone home +and not have made friends with you. It was my fault, Hester, that you +did not play as a substitute on the first team. I thought something, and +I told Miss Watson that I did not care to have you play. You do not know +how sorry I have been since." + +"Yes, I do. There, I think I have all my shoes ready to pack. Those old +gym shoes I might as well throw out as rubbish. Yes, I do know, Helen. I +felt dreadfully about it myself; but I thought you had a good reason. I +myself despise a girl who prevaricates even a little." + +Helen raised her head from her work to look at Hester. She could not +fully grasp this last remark. + +Hester, catching the peculiar expression of her friend's face continued, +"You did not tell me why you were hurt with me. Of course I knew. It was +what I said about my father being Aunt Debby's brother. That was it, was +it not?" + +"What an idea, you silly little Hester! Why should I be angry with you +for saying that? What was it to me whether he was Miss Alden's brother +or not?" + +"I thought you knew and despised me for telling what was not true. I am +not one bit an Alden. I do not belong to Aunt Debby except through love. +My mother died at the Alden home. Somehow, I never could quite grasp all +the story, for no one will tell me all. Somehow, Aunt Debby felt herself +responsible and she took me and gave me her mother's name. Don't you +think that very sweet of her? To Aunt Debby, Hester Palmer Alden was the +name she loved the most and she gave it to me." + +"Yes, she must have loved you, too, or she would never have given you +that name. It was not what you said that caused me to be displeased with +you. Shall I tell you?" + +Hester shook her head slowly. She was yet sitting on the floor near the +door of the closet. All about her, were odds and ends of her +possessions. + +"No, do not tell me. I know I did not do anything else to make you +despise me. So please don't tell me what it was. Whatever it was, I did +not do it and I might feel hurt if I knew that you suspected me of +anything very bad." + +"Very well, little roommate. We'll never talk about the matter. We'll +clean off our slates and make them clean for the next lesson," said +Helen. "That is what Miss Mary used to tell us when we went to primary +grade." + +"I always liked to hear you say 'little roommate.' Next year, Helen, you +will not be here to say it. I wonder who will call me that." The tears +were near Hester's eyes, but she forced them back and smiled. + +"Perhaps, someone nicer than I and someone you will love better." + +"That will never be. It couldn't be. But you'll come back to visit?" + +"I do not think it will be possible. Father says I may go to an eastern +college. That will take me far from here. I do not wish to go four +years. I intend taking special work; for I mean to be a settlement +worker." + +Hester nodded. Just then she could not have said a word if her life had +depended upon it. She thought that Helen's giving up a life of ease and +luxury to work among the people of the slums, was a glorious thing; +although she herself could not have done such a thing and had no desires +in that direction. + +"It will be lovely, Helen," she said at last. "Perhaps when you are +working somewhere I shall come to visit you." + +"Perhaps you may be working with me. Who knows?" + +"I know I shall never be that kind of a worker. I intend to be a +novelist. Perhaps, I shall find a great deal of material when I come +down to visit you. I think being a great novelist would be glorious." + +"Yes, if one could be great and could write life as it is and make +people better by the writing." + +"That is the kind I intend being," said Hester with conviction, and yet +not conceit. "I shall be a great one or none at all. I never should like +mere commonplace writing. I should like to imagine; to look at people +and describe them as they were, and to see even their thoughts." + +Helen laughed. Hester had already won a reputation in +character-description. She had the faculty of describing her friends in +a few pertinent words which meant as much as an entire paragraph from +some people. + +"I think your character-drawing will be excellent," said Helen. "You +have a way with you, you know." + +"Do you really think so? Aunt Debby says I am critical, but I do not +mean to be that. People just naturally make me think of different +things. I see a likeness. I cannot help it that it is there. Aunt Debby +was once quite indignant when I was telling her about the different +girls at school. I said Josephine made me think of soft-A sugar. Aunt +Debby did not like it. But that is what she made me think of. I +couldn't help it." + +Hester was quite serious. Although the remark concerning Josephine was +her own, she did not fully appreciate her own wit in the application. + +Hester arose slowly. "That closet is cleared, thank goodness. I'll see +to the trifles on the dressing-table. I'd rather pack big things than +such trifles as hairpins, handkerchiefs, and stockings." + +"I am ready to put mine in the trunk," said Helen. As she spoke, she +drew the trunk from against the wall and lifted out the tray. She gave +an exclamation as her eyes fell on a quantity of lawn and lace. + +"I've hunted everywhere for those waists," she said. "I went to the +laundry several times to ask Mrs. Pellesee if they had been mislaid. I +was confident that they had not come back from the laundry." + +She made a dive into the depths of the trunk and brought forth the +shirtwaists. + +"I remember now when I put them there. When I got my new one-piece suit +to wear to dinner, I put these away. It was the night I lost my pin." + +"Yes," said Hester without turning her head. Her mind was upon putting +the contents of her dressing-table in order. She scarcely heard what +Helen was saying. + +Helen gave a second exclamation as her hands seized the fluff of lace +about one waist; for the pin which she had missed months before was +fastened to the lace. + +"I found my pin!" she exclaimed. "I am glad--so glad! Look, Hester!" + +Hester gave a quick indifferent glance toward Helen's upraised hand in +which this stone glittered like a star. + +"I'm glad," she said. "I thought it was very strange what became of it. +I couldn't understand how it would disappear from the room. I have a pin +something like that--but mine is just a cheap imitation. Aunt Debby says +it is the kind one buys at a five-and-ten-cent store." + +For a moment, Helen stood silent. She was abashed and ashamed of the +suspicion which she had long held in her mind. She had done wrong; but +on the other hand, she had done what she could to make matters right. It +pleased her even now to know that she had asked Hester's forgiveness and +had believed in her, before the proofs of her innocence came to hand. It +is a worthless sort of faith and a poor friendship which needs evidence +at hand. Faith is faith only when it believes without proof, or against +proof. These thoughts came to Helen while she stood with the pin in her +hand. Then she crossed to where Hester stood and laying her hand on +Hester's shoulder, said, "Little roommate, to-night will be our last +night together in school. Will you try to think with kindness of the +roommate who was unjust to you? You have taught me one great big lesson, +Hester, and that is that one cannot even believe her eyes. Will you +forget all the unpleasant part of the year, and remember only that I +really loved you with it all?" + +"That will be easy. It will be but thinking kindly of myself. For every +one says that you are my counterpart." + +"A poor imitation, I am afraid. If I predict rightly the years will +prove me but the reflection of a great and a brighter body. You'll be +the sun, Hester. The best I'll ever be is a pale little moon." She bent +to kiss Hester's lips. 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