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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/28565-8.txt b/28565-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..f21d6a0 --- /dev/null +++ b/28565-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6059 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Good Luck, by L. T. Meade + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Good Luck + +Author: L. T. Meade + +Release Date: April 12, 2009 [EBook #28565] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK GOOD LUCK *** + + + + +Produced by Al Haines + + + + + + + + + +GOOD LUCK + + +BY + +MRS. L. T. MEADE + + + +Author of Polly, A Sweet Girl Graduate, Etc. + + + + +M. A. DONOHUE & COMPANY + +CHICAGO ------------ NEW YORK + +1896 + + + + +GOOD LUCK + + +CHAPTER I. + +Amongst the crowd of people who were waiting in the Out-Patients' +Department of the London Hospital on a certain foggy day toward the +latter end of November might have been seen an old cherry-cheeked +woman. She had bright blue eyes and firm, kindly lips. She was a +little woman, slightly made, and her whole dress and appearance were +somewhat old-fashioned. In the first place, she was wonderfully +pretty. Her little face looked something like a russet apple, so clear +was her complexion and so bright and true the light in her eyes. Her +hair was snow-white, and rather fluffy in texture; it surrounded her +forehead like a silver halo, adding to the picturesque effect of apple +cheeks and deep blue eyes. Her attire was quaint and old-fashioned. +She wore a neat black dress, made without the least attempt at +ornament; round her neck was a snowy kerchief of somewhat coarse but +perfectly clean muslin; over her shoulders a little black shawl was +folded corner-ways, and pinned neatly with a large black-headed pin at +her breast. A peep of the snowy handkerchief showed above the shawl; +the handkerchief vied with the white of her hair. On her head was a +drawn black silk bonnet with a tiny border of white net inside. Her +hands were clothed in white cotton gloves. She stood on the borders of +the crowd, one of them, and yet apart from them, noticeable to everyone +present by her pretty, dainty neatness, and by the look of health which +to all appearance she possessed. This had evidently been her first +visit to the Out-Patients' Department. Some _habitués_ of the place +turned and stared at her, and one or two women who stood +near--burdened, pallid, ill-looking women--gave her a quick glance of +envy, and asked her with a certain show of curiosity what ailed her. + +"It's my hand, dear," was the reply. "It pains awful--right up to the +shoulder." + +"It's rheumatis you've got, you poor thing," said one of the women who +had addressed her. + +"No, I don't think it's exactly that," was the reply; "but the doctor +'ll tell. I can't hold my needle with the pain; it keeps me awake o' +nights. Oh, we must all have our share," she added cheerfully; "but ef +it were the will of the Almighty, I'd rayther not have my share o' pain +in my right hand." + +"You does needlework fer a living, I suppose?" said a man who stood +near. + +"Yes. I only 'opes to the Lord that my working hand isn't going to be +taken from me--but there, I'll soon know." + +She smiled brightly at these words, and addressed one of her neighbors +with regard to the state of that neighbor's baby--the child was +evidently suffering from ophthalmia, and could scarcely open its eyes. + +It was cold in the out-patients' waiting-room, and the crowd became +impatient and anxious, each for his or her turn to see the doctors who +were in attendance. At last the little woman with the white hair was +admitted to the consulting-room. She was shown in by a dresser, and +found herself face to face with the doctor. He said a few words to +her, asked her some questions with regard to her symptoms, looked at +the hand, touched the thumb and forefinger, examined the palm of the +hand very carefully, and then pronounced his brief verdict. + +"You are suffering from what is equivalent to writers' cramp, my good +woman," he said. + +"Lor', sir," she interrupted, "I respec'fully think you must be +mistook. I never take a pen in my 'and oftener nor twice a year. I +aint a schollard, sir." + +"That don't matter," was the reply; "you use your needle a good deal." + +"Of course, and why shouldn't I?" + +"How many hours a day do you work?" + +"I never count the hours, sir. I work all the time that I've got. The +more I work, the more money there be, you understand." + +"Yes, I quite understand. Well, you must knock it off. Here! I shall +order you a certain liniment, which must be rubbed into the hand two or +three times a day." + +"But what do you mean by knocking it off, sir?" + +"What I say--you must stop needlework. Johnson," continued Dr. Graves, +raising his eyes and looking at the dresser, "send in another patient." +He rose as he spoke. + +"I am sorry for you, my poor woman," he said, "but that hand is +practically useless. At your age, there is not the most remote chance +of recovery. The hand will be powerless in a few months' time, +whatever you do; but if you spare it--in short, give it complete +rest--it may last a little longer." + +"And do you mean, sir, that I'm never to do sewing again?" + +"I should recommend you to knock it off completely and at once; by so +doing you will probably save yourself a good deal of suffering, and the +disease may not progress so rapidly--in any case, the power to sew will +soon leave you. Use the liniment by all means, take care of your +health, be cheerful. Good-morning." + +The doctor accompanied the little woman to the door of the +consulting-room; he opened the door for her, and bowed as she passed +out. He treated her almost as if she were a lady, which in very truth +she was in every sense of the word. But she did not notice his +politeness, for his words had stunned her. She walked slowly, with a +dazed look in her eyes, through the crowd of people who were waiting to +be admitted to the different physicians, and found herself in the open +street. Her name was Patience Reed, she was sixty-eight years of age, +and was the grandmother of six orphan children. + +"Good Lord, what do it mean?" she murmured as she walked quickly +through the sloppy, dark, disagreeable streets. "I'm to lose the power +of this 'and, and I'm not to do any more needlework. I don't believe +it's true. I don't believe that doctor. I'll say nothing to Alison +to-day. Good Lord, I don't believe for a moment you'd afflict me in +this awful sort of way!" + +She walked quickly. She had by nature a very light and cheerful heart; +her spirit was as bright and cheery as her appearance. She picked up +her courage very soon, stepped neatly through the miry, slippery +streets, and presently reached her home. Mrs. Reed and the six +grandchildren lived in a model lodging-house in a place called Sparrow +Street, off Whitechapel Road. The house possessed all the new sanitary +improvements, a good supply of water was laid on, the rooms were well +ventilated, the stoves in the little kitchens burned well, the rents +were moderate, there was nothing at all to complain of in the home. +Mrs. Reed was such a hearty, genial, hard-working woman that she would +have made any home bright and cheerful. She had lived in Whitechapel +for several years, but her work lay mostly in the West End. She +belonged to the old-fashioned order of needlewomen. She could do the +most perfect work with that right hand which was so soon to be useless. +Machine-made work excited her strongest contempt, but work of the best +order, the finest hand-made needlework, could be given over to her care +with perfect satisfaction. She had a good connection amongst the West +End shops, and had year after year earned sufficient money to bring up +the six orphan children comfortably and well. Alison, the eldest girl, +was now seventeen, and was earning her own living in a shop near by. +David was also doing something for himself, but the four younger +children were still dependent on Grannie. They were all like her as +regards high spirits, cleanliness, and a certain bright way of looking +at life. + +"I'll not be discouraged, and I'll not believe that doctor," she +murmured, as she mounted the long flight of stairs which led to the +fifth floor. "Aint I always 'ad good luck all the days o' a long +life?" She reached her own landing at last, panting a little for +breath as she did so. She opened her hall door with a latch-key and +entered the kitchen. The kitchen was absolutely neat, the stove shone +like a looking-glass, the dinner was cooking in the oven, and the table +round which the entire family were soon to dine already wore its coarse +white cloth. + +"There, I'm not going to murmur," said the old woman to herself. + +She went into her bedroom, took off her shawl, shook it out, folded it +neatly, and put it away. She took off her bonnet and dusted it, pinned +it into an old white cambric handkerchief, and laid it beside the shawl +on a little shelf. Her white gloves and white handkerchief shared the +same attention. Then she brushed her white hair, put on a neat cap, +and returned to the kitchen. + +Ten minutes afterward this kitchen was full of noise, life, and +confusion. The four younger children had come back from Board school. +Harry, the eldest boy, had rushed in from a bookseller's near by, and +Alison, who served behind a counter in one of the shops in Shoreditch, +had unexpectedly returned. + +Alison was a very tall and pretty girl. She had dark blue eyes and an +upright carriage; her hair was golden with some chestnut shades in it. +She had a clear complexion like her grandmother's, and firm lips, with +a sweet expression. As a rule she had a cheerful face, but to-day she +looked anxious. Grannie gave her one quick glance, and guessed at once +that something was troubling her. + +"Now, I wonder what's up?" she thought. "Well, I shan't burden the +child with my troubles to-day." + +"Come," she said in a hearty voice, "sit you all down in your places. +Kitty, my girl, say your grace. That's right," as the child folded her +hands, closed her eyes, raised her piping voice, and pronounced a grace +in rhyme in a sing-song tone. + +The moment the grace was finished a huge potato pie made its appearance +out of the oven, and the meal--good, hearty, and nourishing--began. +Grannie helped all the children. She piled the daintiest bits on +Alison's plate, watching the girl without appearing to do so as she +played with her dinner. + +"Come, Ally, you are not eating," said Grannie. "This will never do. +It's a real pleasure to have you back in the middle of the day, and you +must show it by making a good meal. Ah, that's better. Help your +sister to some bread, David." + +David was between fifteen and sixteen years of age, a fine well-grown +lad. He looked attentively at Alison, opened his lips as if to say +something, caught a warning glance from her eyes, and was instantly +silent. Alison forced herself to eat some of the nourishing pie, then +she looked full at Grannie. + +"By the way, Grannie," she said, "you were to see the doctor at the +London Hospital this morning, were you not?" + +"Yes, child; what about it? I'll have a piece of bread, David, if you +will cut it for me." + +David did so. Alison detected some concealment in Grannie's voice, and +pursued her inquiries. + +"What did he say?" she asked. + +"Oh, what didn't he say. Nothing special--the old kind of story. I +never thought much of plaguing a doctor for a common sort of thing like +this. I'm to rub the hand with liniment three times a day. There's +the bottle on that shelf. I 'spect I'll be all right in a week or a +fortnight. Now, children, hurry up with your dinner; you'll have to be +off to school in less than ten minutes, so there's no time to lose." + +The children began to eat quickly. Alison and David again exchanged +glances. Harry suddenly pushed back his chair. + +"You say your grace before you go," said Grannie, fixing him with her +bright blue eyes. + +He blushed a little, muttered a word or two, and then left the room. + +"Harry is a good lad," said the old lady when he had gone, "but he is +getting a bit uppish. He's a masterful sort. He aint like you, Dave." + +"I am masterful in my own way," answered David. + +He crossed the room, bent over the little old woman, and kissed her on +the forehead. + +"Harry and I will be a bit late to-night," he said. "We've joined a +boys' club in Bethnal Green." + +"A club?" said Grannie. "You're young to be out at nights by yourself. +What sort of club?" + +"Oh, It's a first-rate sort. It has been opened by a good man. He's a +right down jolly fellow, though he is a swell. There's boxing and all +kinds of good games going on there." + +"It's all right, Grannie," interrupted Alison. "Boys must grow into +men," she added, in a quick voice. + +"Dear me," answered the old woman, "I don't know nothing, I suppose! +When I was young, boys in their teens stayed at home. But there! you +are a good lad, Dave, and I'll trust you to keep Harry out of mischief." + +"Harry is well enough, Grannie, if you'd only trust him." + +"Well, I suppose I must. Give me a kiss, Dave, and be off. Children, +loves, what are you pottering about for?" + +"We're ready to go now, Grannie," said the little ones. + +They shouldered their bags, put on their hats, and left the room with +considerable clatter, only first of all each small pair of legs made +for Grannie's chair, each rosy pair of lips bestowed a vigorous kiss +upon her apple-blossom cheeks. She patted them on their shoulders, +smiled at them with happy eyes full of love; and they rushed off to +school, grumbling a little at her quick, abrupt ways, but loving her +well deep down in their hearts. + +Alison stood up and began to put away the dinner things. Alison and +Mrs. Reed were now alone. The old woman looked anxiously at the girl. +Alison's figure was very slight and graceful. She wore her shop dress, +too, a neat black alpaca. The young ladies in the shops in High +Street, Shoreditch, could not afford black silk, but the shop in +question was a good one, and black alpaca, neatly made, had quite as +good an effect. Alison's hair was put up stylishly on her head. She +wore a little bit of cheap lace round her throat, and a bit of the same +came from under the neat wrists of her dress. Two or three small +chrysanthemums were pinned at her bosom. Grannie thought her quite the +lady. + +"I wish, child, you wouldn't slave yourself!" she said at last +impatiently. "What's the old woman for if it isn't to wash up and put +in order? and I'm quite certain you ought to be back at the shop by +now." + +"I'm not going back," said Alison, in a low tone. + +Grannie had guessed this from the first. She did not speak at all for +a minute, then she chose to dally with the evil tidings. + +"It's a holiday you are having most like," she said. "I didn't know +they gave 'em at this time of the year, but I'm real glad. I expect +you let Jim Hardy know. He'll be sure to be round bimeby when his +work's over, and you'd like the kitchen to yourselves, wouldn't you?" + +"No, Grannie, no," said Alison abruptly. "There's no Jim for me any +more, and there's no work, and--and--I'm in _trouble_--I'm in trouble." + +She crossed the room impulsively, went on her knees, swept her two +young arms round Grannie's frail figure, laid her head on the little +woman's sloping shoulder, and burst into tears. + +Grannie was wonderfully comforting and consoling. She did not express +the least surprise. She patted Alison on her cheek. She allowed the +girl to grasp her painful right hand and swollen arm without a word of +protest. + +"There, lovey, there, cry your heart out," she exclaimed. "You 'a' +lost your situation. Well, you aint the first; you'll soon get +another, dearie, and you'll be a rare bit of comfort to me at home for +a few days. There, set down close to me, darlin', and tell me +everythink. Wot's up, my pretty, wot's wrong?" + +"I thought I wouldn't tell you," said Alison, stopping to wipe her +tears away, "but I can't keep it back. They have accused me in the +shop of stealing a five-pound note out of the till. Yes, Grannie, no +wonder you open your eyes. It is true; I am accused of being a thief. +They are all sure that I have done it. A five-pound note is missing; +and you know how Mr. Shaw has sometimes trusted me, and sometimes, when +he has been very busy, he has allowed me to go to the desk and open the +till and take out change. Well, that was what happened to-day. A +customer came in and asked Mr. Shaw to change a five-pound note for +him, and Mr. Shaw went to the till to get the change, and then he shut +it up, but he left the key in the lock, meaning to get back to his +place at the desk in a minute; but business kept him, and I was the +very next person to go to the till. I locked it after I had taken out +the change, and gave him the key. He went back in a minute or two to +take out the money to carry to the bank, and the five-pound note was +missing. He asked me out sharp if I had taken it--you know how red I +get when anyone suspects me. I felt myself blushing awfully, and then +the other girls stopped working and the men, even Jim, stared at me, +and I blushed hotter and hotter every minute. Then Mr. Shaw said: 'You +were overcome by temptation, Alison Reed, and you took the money; but +give it back to me now at once, and I'll promise to forgive you, and +say nothing more about it.' + +"Oh, I was so angry, and I said they might search me, and Mr. Shaw got +angry then, and he got one of the girls to feel me all over and to turn +my pockets inside out, and he called himself real kind not to get in +the police. Oh, Grannie, of course they couldn't find it on me, but I +was searched there in the shop before everyone. How am I ever to get +over the shame? I was nearly mad with passion, and I gave notice on +the spot, and here I am. I told Mr. Shaw that I would never enter his +shop again until I was cleared, and I mean to keep my word. + +"Mr. Shaw seemed more angry with me for giving notice than he was at +the loss of the note. He said he was certain I took it, for no one +else could, and that I had hid it somewhere, and that I was afraid to +stay, and he said he wouldn't give me any character. So here I am, +Grannie. I have lost my eight shillings a week, and I have lost my +character, and I am suspected of being a thief--here I am, good for +nothing. I have just got my neat shop dress and that is all." + +"And does Jim Hardy know?" asked Grannie. + +"He was in the shop, of course, and heard everything. I saw he wanted +to speak, but they wouldn't let him; if he asks me again to be his +wife, I shall say 'no' to him. I never was quite certain whether I'd +do right or wrong in marrying him, but now I'm positive. Jim's a right +good fellow, but he shan't ever have it to say that his wife was +accused of theft. I'm going to refuse him, Grannie. I suppose I'll +bear all this as well as another. I'm young, anyway, and you believe +in me, dont you?" + +"Believe in you? of course!" said Mrs. Reed. "I never heard of such a +shameful thing in all my life. Why, you are as honest as the day. Of +course that note will be found, and Mr. Shaw, who knows your value, +will ask you to go back fast enough. It 'll be all right, that it +will. I know what I'll do, I'll go straight to the shop and speak +about it. I'm not going to stand this, whoever else is. It aint a +slight thing, Alison; it aint the sort of thing that a girl can get +over. There are you, only seventeen, and so pretty and like a real +lady. Yes, you are; you needn't pertend you aint. Me and my people +were always genteel, and you take after us. I'll see to it. You +shan't be accused of theft, my dear, ef I can help it." + +"But you can't help it, Grannie dear. Whatever you say they won't +believe you. There is a girl I hate at the shop, and only that I know +it is impossible, I could believe that she had a finger in the pie. +Her name is Louisa Clay. She is rather handsome, and at one time we +used to be friends, but ever since Jim and I began to keep company she +has looked very black at me. I think she has a fancy that Jim would +have taken to her but for me; anyhow, I could not help seeing how +delighted she looked when I went out of the shop. Oh, let it be, +Grannie; what is the use of interfering? You may talk yourself hoarse, +but they won't believe you." + +"Believe me or not, Mr. Shaw has got to hear what I say," answered the +old woman. "I am not going to see my girl slighted, nor falsely +accused, nor her good name taken from her without interfering. It is +no use talking, Alison; I will have my way in this matter." + +Grannie rose from her chair as she spoke. Her cheeks were quite +flushed new, her eyes were almost too bright, and her poor hand ached +and ached persistently. Alison, who had been sitting on the floor +shedding tears now and then, rose slowly, walked to the window, and +looked out. She was feeling half stunned. She was by nature a very +bright, happy girl. Until this moment things had gone well with her in +life. She was clever, and had carried all before her at the Board +school. She was also pretty, and, as Grannie expressed it, "genteel." +She had got a good post in a good shop, and until to-day had been +giving marked satisfaction. Her earnings were of great value to the +little home party, and she was likely before long to have a rise. Mr. +Shaw, the owner of the haberdasher's shop in which she worked, talked +of making Alison his forewoman before long. She had a stylish +appearance. She showed off his mantles and hats to advantage; she had +a good sharp eye for business; she was very civil and obliging; she won +her way with all his customers; there was not a girl in the shop who +could get rid of remnants like Alison; in short, she was worth more +than a five-pound note to him, and when she was suddenly accused of +theft, in his heart of hearts he was extremely sorry to lose her. +Alison was too happy up to the present moment not to do her work +brightly and well. + +The foreman in Shaw's shop was a young man of about four-and-twenty. +His name was Hardy. He was a handsome fellow; he had fallen in love +with Alison almost from the first moment he had seen her. A week ago +he had asked her to be his wife; she had not yet given him her answer, +but she had long ago given him her heart. + +Now everything was changed; a sudden and very terrible blow had fallen +on the proud girl. Her pride was humiliated to the very dust. She had +held her head high, and it was now brought low. She resolved never to +look at Hardy again. Nothing would induce her to go back to the shop. +Oh, yes, Grannie might go to Mr. Shaw and talk as much as she liked, +but nothing would make matters straight now. + +Mrs. Reed was very quick about all she said and did. She was tired +after her long morning of waiting in the Out-Patients' Department of +the London Hospital, but mere bodily fatigue meant very little to her. +One of her nurslings--the special darling of her heart--was humiliated +and in danger. It was her duty to go to the rescue. She put on her +black bonnet and neat black shawl, encased her little hands once again +in her white cotton gloves, and walked briskly through the kitchen. + +"I'm off, Ally," she said. "I'll be back soon with good news." + +Then she paused near the door. + +"Ef you have a bit of time you might go on with some of the +needlework," she said. + +She thought of the hand which ached so sorely. + +"Yes, Grannie," replied Alison, turning slowly and looking at her. + +"You'll find the basket in the cupboard, love. I'm doing the +feather-stitching now; don't you spoil the pattern." + +"No, Grannie," answered the girl. Then she added abruptly, her lips +quivering: "There aint no manner of use in your going out and tiring +yourself." + +"Use or not, I am going," said Mrs. Reed. + +"By the way, if Jim should happen to come in, be sure you keep him. I +have a bit of a saveloy in the cupboard to make a flavor for his tea. +Don't you bother with that feather-stitching if Jim should be here." + +"He won't be here," said Alison, compressing her lips. + +Mrs. Reed pottered down the long steep flight of steps, and soon found +herself in the street. The fog had grown thicker than ever. It was +very dense indeed now. It was so full of sulphuric acid that it +smarted the eyes and hurt the throats and lungs of the unfortunate +people who were obliged to be out in it. Grannie coughed as she +threaded her way through the well-known streets. + +"Dear, dear," she kept muttering under her breath, "wot an evil world +it is! To think of a young innocent thing being crushed in that sort +of cruel way! Wot do it mean? Of course things must be set right. +I'll insist on that. I aint a Reed for nothing. The Reeds are +well-born folks, and my own people were Phippses, and they were +well-born too. And as to the luck o' them, why, 'twas past tellin'. +It don't do for one who's Phipps and Reed both, so to speak, to allow +herself to be trampled on. I'll soon set things straight. I've got +sperrit, wotever else I aint got." + +She reached Shaw's establishment at last. It was getting well into the +afternoon, and for some reason the shop was more full than usual. It +was a very cheap shop and a very good one--excellent bargains could be +found there--and all the people around patronized it. Alison was +missed to-day, having a very valuable head for business. Shaw, the +owner of the shop; was standing near the doorway. He felt cross and +dispirited. He did not recognize Mrs. Reed when she came in. He +thought she was a customer, and bowed in an obsequious way. + +"What can I serve you with, madam?" he said. "What department do you +want to go to?" + +"To none, thank you, sir," answered Mrs. Reed. "I have come to see Mr. +Shaw. I'll be much obleeged if I can have a few words with him." + +"Oh, Mr. Shaw! Well, I happen to be that gentleman. I am certainly +very much occupied at present; in fact, my good woman, I must trouble +you to call at a less busy time." + +"I must say a word to you now, sir, if you please," said Mrs. Reed, +raising her eyes and giving him a steady glance. "My name is Reed. I +have come about my grandchild." + +"Oh," said the owner of the shop, "you are Mrs. Reed." His brow +cleared instantly. "I shall be pleased to see you, madam. Of course +you have come to talk over the unpleasant occurrence of this morning. +I am more grieved than I can say. Step this way, madam, if you please." + +He marched Grannie with pomp through the crowd of customers; a moment +later she found herself in his private office. + +"Now," he said, "pray be seated. I assure you, Mrs. Reed, I greatly +regret----" + +"Ef you please, sir," said Grannie, "it is not to hear your regrets +that I have come here. A great wrong has been done my granddaughter. +Alison is a good girl, sir. She has been well brought up, and she +would no more touch your money than I would. I come of a respectable +family, Mr. Shaw. I come of a stock that would scorn to steal, and I +can't say more of Alison than that she and me are of one mind. She +left her 'ome this morning as happy a girl as you could find, and came +back at dinner time broken-'earted. Between breakfast and dinner a +dreadful thing happened to her; she was accused of stealing a +five-pound note out of your till. She said she were innocent, but was +not believed. She was searched in the presence of her fellow shop +people. Why, sir, is it likely she could get over the shame o' that? +Of course you didn't find the money on her, but you have broke her +heart, and she 'ave left your service." + +"Well, madam, I am very sorry for the whole thing, but I do not think I +can be accused of undue harshness to your granddaughter. Circumstances +were strongly against her, but I didn't turn her off. She took the law +into her own hands, as far as that is concerned." + +"Of course she took the law into her own hands, Mr. Shaw. 'Taint +likely that a girl wot has come of the Phippses and the Reeds would +stand that sort of conduct. I'm her grandmother, born a Phipps, and I +ought to know. You used rough words, sir, and you shamed her before +everyone, and you refused her a _character_, so she can't get another +place. Yes, sir, you have taken her character and her bread from her +by the same _h_act, and wot I have come to say is that I won't have it." + +Mr. Shaw began to lose his temper--little Mrs. Reed had long ago lost +hers. + +"Look here, my good woman," he said, "it's very fine for you to talk in +that high-handed style to me, but you can't get over the fact that five +pounds are missing." + +"I 'aven't got over it, sir; and it is because I 'aven't that I've come +to talk to you to-day. The money must be found. You must not leave a +stone unturned until it is found, for Alison must be cleared of this +charge. That is wot I have come to say. There's someone else a thief +in your house, sir, but it aint my girl." + +"I am inclined to agree with you," said Shaw, in a thoughtful voice, +"and I may as well say now that I regret having acted on the impulse of +the moment. The facts of the case are these: Between eleven and twelve +o'clock to-day, one of my best customers came here and asked me to give +him change for a five-pound note. I went to the till and did so, +taking out four sovereigns and a sovereign's worth of silver, and +dropped the five-pound note into the till in exchange. In my hurry I +left the key in the till. Miss Reed was standing close to me, waiting +to ask me a question, while I was attending to my customer. As soon as +he had gone she began to speak about some orders which had not been +properly executed. While I was replying to her, and promising to look +into the matter, a couple of customers came in. Miss Reed began to +attend to them. They bought some ribbons and gloves, and put down a +sovereign to pay for them. She asked me for change, and being in a +hurry at the moment, I told her to go to the till and help herself. +She did so, bringing back the change, and at the same time giving me +the key of the till. I put the key into my pocket, and the usual +business of the morning proceeded. After a time I went to open the +till to take out the contents in order to carry the money to the bank. +I immediately missed the five-pound note. You will see for yourself, +Mrs. Reed, that suspicion could not but point to your granddaughter. +She had seen the whole transaction. To my certain knowledge no one +else could have gone to the till without being noticed. I put the +five-pound note into the till with my own hands. Miss Reed went at my +request to get change for a customer. She locked the till and brought +me the key, and when I next went to it the five-pound note had +disappeared." + +"And you think that evidence sufficient to ruin the whole life and +character of a respectable girl?" said Mrs. Reed. + +"There is no use in your taking that high tone, madam. The evidence +against Miss Reed was sufficient to make me question her." + +"Accuse her, you mean," said Mrs. Reed. + +"Accuse her, if you like then, madam, of the theft." + +"Which she denied, Mr. Shaw." + +"Naturally she would deny it, Mrs. Reed." + +"And then you had her searched." + +"I was obliged to do so for the credit of the whole establishment, and +the protection of my other workpeople; the affair had to be gone +properly into." + +"But you found nothing on her." + +"As you say, I found nothing. If Miss Reed took the money she must +have hidden it somewhere else." + +"Do you still think she took it?" + +"I am inclined to believe she did not, but the puzzle is, who did? for +no one else had the opportunity." + +"You may be certain," said Mrs. Reed, "that someone else did have the +opportunity, even without your knowing it. Clever thieves can do that +sort of thing wonderful sharp, I have heard say; but Alison aint that +sort. Now, what do you mean to do to clear my granddaughter?" + +"I tell you what I'll do," said Shaw, after a pause. "I like your +granddaughter. I am inclined to believe, in spite of appearances, that +she is innocent. I must confess that she acted very insolently to me +this morning, and for the sake of the other shop people she must +apologize; but if she will apologize I will have her back--there, I +can't act fairer than that." + +"Nothing will make her step inside your shop, sir, until she is +cleared." + +"Oh, well!" said Mr. Shaw, rising, "she must take the consequence. She +is a great fool, for she'll never get such a chance again. Suspicion +is strong against her. I am willing to overlook everything, and to let +the affair of the five pounds sink into oblivion. Your granddaughter +is useful to me, and, upon my word, I believe she is innocent. If she +does not come back, she will find it extremely difficult to get another +situation." + +"Sir," said Mrs. Reed, "you don't know Alison. Nothing will make her +set her foot inside this shop until the real thief is found. Are you +going to find him or are you not?" + +"I will do my best, madam, and if that is your last word, perhaps you +will have the goodness not to take up any more of my valuable time." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +Mrs. Reed left the shop, and went home as quickly as her small, active +feet could carry her. She was feeling quite brisked up by her +interview with Shaw, and her indignation supplied her with strength. +She got back to the model lodging in Sparrow Street, mounted to her own +floor, and opened the door with a latch-key. Alison was sitting by the +window, busy over the needlework which Grannie would have done had she +been at home. Alison was but an indifferent worker, whereas Grannie +was a very beautiful one. Few people could do more lovely hand work +than Mrs. Reed. She was famous for her work, and got, as such things +go, good prices for it. The very best shops in the West End employed +her. She was seldom without a good job on hand. She had invented a +new pattern in feather-stitching which was greatly admired, and which +she was secretly very proud of--it was an intricate pattern, and it +made a very good show. No other workwoman knew how to do it, and +Grannie was very careful not to impart her secret to the trade. This +feather-stitching alone gave her a sort of monopoly, and she was too +good a woman of business not to avail herself of it. It was the +feather-stitching which had mostly tried her poor hand and arm, and +brought on the horrid pain which the doctor had called writers' cramp. + +"Some doctors are out-and-out fools," murmured the old woman to +herself. "He were a very nice spoke gentleman--tall and genteel, and +he treated me like a lady, which any true man would; but when he said I +had got writers' cramp in this hand, it must have been nonsense. For +there, I never write; ef I spell through a letter once in six months to +my poor sister's only child in Australia, it's the very most that I can +do. Writers' cramp, indeed! Well, it's a comfort to know that he must +be wrong. I wonder how Ally has got on with the work. Poor dear! +I'll have to do more of that feather-stitching than ever, now that Ally +has lost her situation." + +Alison looked up and saw her grandmother standing near her. She had, +of course, been taught the feather-stitching. Mrs. Reed had confided +this important secret to her once in a time of serious illness. + +"For I may die, and it may go out of the fam'ly," she said. "It was +begun by my grandmother, who got the first notion of it in the sort of +trail of the leaves. My grandmother was a Simpson--most respectable +folk--farmers of the best sort. She had wonderful linen, as fine as +silk. She made it all herself, and then she hemmed it and marked it +and feather-stitched it with them trailing leaves. She taught the +trail to my mother, who married Phipps, and mother had a turn for +needlework, and she gave it that little twist and rise which makes it +so wonderful pretty and neat; but 'twas I popped on the real finish, +quilting it, so to speak, and making it the richest trimming, and the +most dainty you could find. You must learn it, Alison; it would be a +sin and a shame for it to die with me. It must stay in the fam'ly, and +you must 'ave it on yer wedding linen, that you must." + +Grannie had taken great pains teaching Alison, and Alison had tried +hard to learn, but, unlike the Phippses and the Simpsons, she had no +real turn for fine needlework. She learned the wonderful stitch, it is +true, but only in a sort of fashion. + +Now, the secret of that stitch it is not for me to disclose. It had to +be done with a twist here, and a loop there, and a sudden clever +bringing round of the thread from the left to the right at a critical +moment; then followed a still more clever darting of the needle through +a loop, which suddenly appeared just when it was least expected. The +feather-stitching involved many movements of the hand and arm, and +certainly gave a splendid effect to the fine linen or cambric on which +it was worked. Grannie could do it almost with her eyes shut, but +Alison, who thought she knew all about it, found when she began to +practice that she had not taken the right loop nor the proper twist, +and she quite forgot the clever under-movement which brought the thread +from left to right, and made that sort of crinkled scroll which all the +other workwomen in West London tried to imitate in vain. Grannie was +trimming some beautiful underlinen for a titled lady; it was made of +the finest cambric, and the feather-stitching was to be a special +feature. + +She stood now, looked down at her pretty grandchild, and saw that she +had ruined the work. + +"Poor dear," muttered the old woman to herself, "she dint got the turn +of it, or maybe her head is confused. No wonder, I'm sure; for a +cleverer nor neater girl than Alison don't live." + +"There, my love," she said, speaking aloud, "I've come back. You can +put away the work now." + +"Oh, Grannie!" said the girl, looking up with flushed cheeks, "have I +done it right? It looks wrong somehow; it aint a bit rich like what +you do." + +"Dearie me," said the old woman, "as ef that mattered. You pop it back +into my drawer now." + +"But have I done any harm?" + +"Of course not, lovey. Pop it into the drawer and come and make +yourself smart for Jim." + +"For Jim?" said Alison, looking up with a glow on her cheeks, her eyes +shining. "You speak as if you had good news; has anything been +discovered?" + +Grannie had made up her mind to cheer Alison by every means in her +power. She sat down now on the nearest chair, untied her +bonnet-strings, and looked affectionately at the girl. + +"I have good news," she said; "yes, all things considered, I have." + +"Is the money found, grandmother?" + +"You couldn't expect it to be yet. Of course, _she_ wot took it hid +it--wot else can you expect?" + +"Oh, then nothing matters!" said Alison, her head drooping. + +"Dearie me, child, that's no way to take misfortin. The whole thing +from first to last was just a bit of bad luck, and luck's the queerest +thing in life. I have thought over luck all my long years, and am not +far from seventy, thank the Lord for his goodness, and I can't +understand it yet. Luck's agen yer, and nothing you can do will make +it for yer, jest for a spell. Then, for no rhyme or reason, it 'll +turn round, and it's for yer, and everything prospers as yer touches, +and you're jest as fort'nate as you were t'other way. With a young +thing like you, Ally, young and pretty and genteel, luck aint never +'ard; it soon turns, and it will with you. No, the money's not found +yet," continued the old woman, rising and taking off her bonnet and +giving it a little shake; "but it's sure to be to-night or to-morrow, +for I've got the promise of the master that he won't leave a stone +unturned to find out the thief. I did give him my mind, Alison. I +wish you could have heard me. I let out on him. I let him see what +sort of breed I am'--a Phipps wot married a Reed." + +"Oh, as if that mattered!" groaned Alison. + +"Well, it did with him, love. Breed allers tells. You may be low-born +and nothing will 'ide it--not all the dress and not all the, by way of, +fine manners. It's jest like veneer--it peels off at a minute's +notice. But breed's true to the core; it wears. Alison, it wears to +the end." + +"Well, Grannie," said Alison, who had often heard these remarks before, +"what did Mr. Shaw really say?" + +"My love, he treated me werry respectful. He told me the whole story, +calm and quiet, and then he said that he was quite sure himself that +you was innocent." + +"He didn't say that, really?" + +"I tell you he did, child; and wot's more, he offered you the place +back again." + +It was Alison's turn now to rise to her feet. She laughed hysterically. + +"And does he think I'll go," she said, "with this hanging over me? No! +I'd starve first. If that's all, he has his answer. I'll never go +back to that shop till I'm cleared. Oh, I don't know where your good +news is," she continued; "everything seems very black and dreadful. If +it were not for----" Her rosy lips trembled; she did not complete her +sentence. + +"I could bear it," she said, in a broken voice, "if it were not +for----" Again she hesitated, rushed suddenly across the room, and +locked herself into the little bedroom which she shared with one of her +sisters. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +Grannie pottered about and got the tea. As she did so she shook her +old head, and once a dim moisture came to her eyes. Her hand ached so +painfully that if she had been less brave she would have sat down and +given herself up to the misery which it caused her. But Grannie had +never thought much of herself, and she was certainly not going to do so +to-day when her darling was in such trouble. + +"Whatever I do, I mustn't let out that Ally failed in the +feather-stitching," she said to herself. "I'll unpick it to-night when +she is in bed. She has enough to bear without grieving her. I do hope +Jim will come in about supper time. I should think he was safe to. I +wonder if I could rub a little of that liniment onto my 'and myself. +It do burn so; to think that jest a little thing of this sort should +make me mis'rible. Talk of breed! I don't suppose I'm much, after +all, or I'd not fret about a trifle of this sort." + +The tea was laid on the table--the coarse brown loaf, the pat of +butter, the huge jug of skim milk, and the teapot full of weak tea. +The children all came in hungry from school. Alison returned from her +bedroom with red eyes. She cut the bread into thick slices, put a +scrape of butter on each slice, and helped her brothers and sisters. +The meal was a homely one, but perfectly nourishing. The children all +looked fat and well cared for. Grannie took great pride in their rosy +faces, and in their plump, firm limbs. She and Alison between them +kept all the family together. She made plenty of money with her +beautiful needlework, and Alison put the eight shillings which she +brought home every Saturday night from the shop into the common fund. +She had her dinner at the shop, which was also a great help. Dave was +beginning to earn about half a crown a week, which kept him in shoes +and added a very tiny trifle to the general purse; but Harry was still +not only an expense, but an anxiety to the family. The three younger +children were, of course, all expense at present, but Grannie's +feather-stitching and lovely work and Alison's help kept the little +family well-off. As the old woman watched them all to-night, she +laughed softly under her breath at the stupid mistake the doctor had +made. + +"Ef he had said anything but writers' cramp, I might 'a' been nervous," +she said to herself, "but writers' cramp aint possible to anyone as +don't write. I don't place much store by doctors after that stoopid +mistake; no, that I don't." + +Alison's face was very pale. She scarcely spoke during tea. The +children were surprised to see her at home both for dinner and tea, and +began to question her. + +"Now, you shet up, you little curiosity boxes," said Grannie, in her +brisk, rather aggressive voice. "Ally is at home--well, because she +is." + +"Oh, Grannie! what sort of answer is that?" cried Polly, the youngest +girl. + +"It's the only one you'll get, Miss Pry," replied Grannie. + +The other children laughed, and began to call Polly "Miss Pry," and +attention was completely diverted from Alison. + +After the tea-things had been washed and the children had settled down +to their books and different occupations, there came a knock at the +door, and Hardy entered. + +Alison was in her bedroom. + +"Set down, Mr. Hardy," said Grannie, if her cheerful voice. "You've +come to see Ally, I suppose?" + +"Yes, if I may," answered the young man, an anxious expression on his +face. + +"To be sure you may; who more welcome? Children, run into my bedroom, +dears. I'll turn on the gas and you can study your books in there. +Run now, and be quick about it." + +"It's so cold," said Polly. + +"Tut, tut, not another word; scatter, all of you." + +The children longed particularly to stay; they were very fond of Hardy, +who generally brought them sweets. Polly's quick eyes had seen a white +parcel sticking out of his pocket. It was horrid to have to go into +Grannie's bedroom. It was an icy-cold room; just, too, when the +kitchen was most enticing. They had to go, however, and Grannie shut +the door behind them. + +"Poor things, it will be cold for them in there," said the young man. + +"Tut, tut," answered Grannie again, "you don't want 'em to be brought +up soft and lazy and good for naught. Now then, Jim, set down and make +yourself at home." + +"How is she?" asked Hardy, speaking in a low voice, and raising his +handsome eyes to the old lady's face. + +Grannie's eyes blazed in reply. + +"How do you expect her to be?" she answered. "Publicly shamed as she +were; I wonder you didn't take her part, Jim, that I do." + +"I felt stunned," replied Hardy; "it was all so sudden. I tried to +push forward and to speak, but I was prevented. There was such an +excitement, and Mr. Shaw was in a towering passion--there's no doubt of +that. I'm sorry she has left, though." + +"Well," said Grannie, "she's had the offer to take her place again if +she likes." + +"Has she? Then he doesn't believe her to be guilty?" + +"No; who would who knew her?" + +"Who would, indeed?" answered the young man, a glow of pride and +pleasure o& his face. + +"I'll tell her you are here in a minute," said Grannie, "and then I'll +leave you two the kitchen to yourselves. But before I go away I jest +want to say one thing--Alison won't go back." + +"Won't?" + +"No, nor would I let her. Alison will stay here till she's cleared. +You are in the shop, Jim, and it's your business to find the +thief--that is, ef you love my girl, wot I take it you do." + +"With all my heart, that I do," he replied. + +"Then your work's cut out for you. Now you may see her." + +Grannie stepped across the kitchen. She opened Alison's door a quarter +of an inch. + +"Jim's here, Ally," she said. "I've a job of work in my bedroom, and +the children are out of the way. You two can have the kitchen to +yourselves ef you want to talk." + +Alison's low reply was scarcely discernible. Grannie went into her +bedroom, clicking the door behind her. A moment or two later Hardy +heard Alison step lightly across her room. She came out of it, crossed +the kitchen, and approached his side. Her face was perfectly white, +her lips trembled with emotion. She still wore her shop dress, but +there was a disheveled sort of look about her which the young man had +never noticed before. + +Her beautiful fair hair was rumpled and in disorder, her deep-blue eyes +looked pathetic owing to the tears she had shed. The young man's whole +heart went out to her at a great bound. How beautiful she was! How +unlike any other girl he had ever seen! How much he loved her in her +hour of trouble! + +"Oh, Alison," he said, speaking the first words that came to his lips, +"I could die for you--there!" + +Alison burst into tears. Jim put his arm round her; she did not +repulse him. He drew her close to him, and she laid her head on his +shoulder. He had never held her so close to him before; he had never +yet kissed her; now he kissed her soft hair as it brushed against his +cheek. + +"There, there," he said, after a moment or two, during which she sobbed +in a sort of luxury of grief and happiness; "there, there, my darlin', +I am between you and all the troubles of this hard world." + +"Oh, Jim, but I can't have it," she answered. + +She remembered herself in a moment, withdrew her head from his +shoulder, pressed back his hands, which struggled to hold her, and +seated herself on a low stool at the opposite side of the little stove. + +"It's all over, dear Jim," she said. "I do love you, I don't deny it; +but I must say 'no' to-night." + +"But why," said Hardy, "why should a nasty, spiteful bit of +misadventure like what happened to-day divide you and me? There is no +sense in it, Alison." + +"Sense or no, we can't be engaged," replied Alison. "I won't have it; +I love you too well. I'll never marry anybody while it's held over me +that I'm a thief." + +"But, darlin', you are no more a thief than I am; you are jest the most +beautiful and the best girl in all the world. I'll never marry anybody +ef I don't marry you, Ally. Oh, I think it is cruel of you to turn me +away jest because you happen to be the last person seen going to the +till." + +"I'm sorry if I seem cruel, Jim," she replied, "but my mind is quite +made up. It's a week to-night since you asked me to be your wife. I +love yer, I don't pretend to deny it; I've loved yer for many a month, +and my heart leaped with joy when you said you loved me, and of course +I meant to say 'yes.' But now everything is changed; I'm young, only +seventeen, and whatever we do now means all our lives, Jim, yours and +mine. This morning I were so happy--yes, that I were; and I just +longed for to-night to come, and I was fit to fly when I went to the +shop, although there was a fog, and poor Grannie's hand was so painful +that she had to go to see the doctor at the hospital; but then came the +blow, and it changed everything, just everything." + +"I can't see it," interrupted Jim; "I can't see your meaning; it has +not changed your love nor mine, and that's the only thing that seems to +me of much moment. You jest want me more than ever now, and I guess +that if you loved me before, you love me better now, so why don't you +say 'yes'?" + +"I can't," she replied; "I have thought it all over. I was stunned at +first, but for the last hour or two everything has been very plain to +me. I am innocent, Jim. I no more took that note out of the till than +you did; but it's gone, and I'm suspected. I was accused of taking it, +before the whole shop. I'm branded, that's what I feel, and nothing +can take away the brand, and the pain, and the soreness, except being +cleared. If I were to say 'yes' to you to-night, Jim, and let you love +me, and kiss me, and by and by take me afore the parson, and make me +your lawful wife--I--I wouldn't be the sort of girl you really love. +The brand would be there, and the soreness, and the shame, and the +dreadful words would keep ringing in my ears, 'You are a thief, you are +a thief'--so I couldn't be a good wife to yer, Jim, for that sort of +thing would wear me out, and I'd be sort of changed; and well as you +love me now, it would come back to you that once the girl what was your +wife was called a thief, so I'll never say 'yes'--never, until I'm +cleared; and somehow I don't expect I ever will be cleared, for the one +that did me this mischief must be very clever, and deep, and cunning. +So it's 'good-by,' Jim dear, and you'd better think no more of me, for +I'll never go back to the shop, and I'll never wed you until I'm +cleared of this dark, dark deed that is put down to me." + +"Then I will clear you; I vow it," said Hardy. + +He rose to his feet; he looked very strong, and firm, and determined. + +"You don't suppose that I'll lose you for the sake of a five-pound +note," he said. "I'll clear you. Grannie has put it on me, and now +you put it on me more than ever. It 'll be only a day or two most like +that we'll be parted, sweetheart. Only I wish you wouldn't stick to +this, Ally. Let me kiss you, and let me feel that you are my own dear +love, and I'll work harder than ever to prove that you are innocent as +the beautiful dawn that you are like. There was no one ever so +beautiful as you, like you." + +Alison smiled very faintly while Jim was speaking to her, but when he +approached her and held out his arms, and tried to coax her to come +into them, she drew back. + +"No," she said, "I'm a thief until I'm cleared, and you shan't kiss a +thief, Jim Hardy, that you shan't." + +Her tears broke out afresh as she uttered these words; she flung +herself on the little settle, and sobbed very bitterly. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +Jim walked quickly down the street; the fog had now partly lifted, and +a very faint breeze came and fanned his cheeks as, with great strides, +he went in the direction of Bishopsgate Street. He had lodgings in +Bishopsgate Without--a tiny room at the top of a house, which he called +his own, and which he kept beautifully neat, full of books and other +possessions. Hanging over his mantelpiece was a photograph of Alison. +It did not do her justice, failing to reproduce her expression, giving +no color to the charming, petulant face, and merely reproducing the +fairly good features without putting any life into them. When Hardy +got home and turned on the gas in his little attic, he took the +photograph down from its place and looked at it hungrily and greedily. +He was a young giant in his way, strong and muscular and good-looking. +His dark eyes seemed to gather fire as he looked at Alison's picture; +his lips, always strong and determined, became obstinate in their +outline; he clenched one of his strong hands, then put the photograph +slowly and carefully back in its place. + +"I have made a vow," he said to himself. "I don't remember ever making +a vow before; I'll keep this vow, so help me Heaven!--I have got to +clear my girl; yes, when all is said and done, she is my girl. I'll +set this thing right before a week is out. Now let me put on my +considering cap--let me try to think of this matter as if I were a +detective. By the way, there's that friend of mine, Sampson, who is in +the detective force; I've a good mind to run round to him and ask his +advice. There's treachery somewhere, and he might give me a wrinkle or +two." + +Jim put on his cap, thrust his hands deep into his pockets, and went +out once more. As he was running downstairs he met his landlady--he +was a favorite with her. She accosted him with a civil word, and an +inquiry if he did not want some supper. + +"No, thanks," he replied, "I will sup out to-night--good-night, Mrs. +Higgins." + +She nodded and smiled. + +"I wonder what's up with him," she sad to herself--"how white he do +look! and his eyes sorter dazed--he's a right good fellow, and I wish I +had more like him in the house." + +Jim meanwhile was marching quickly in the direction of Sampson's +lodgings. He had been brought up in the country, and had never seen +London until he was seventeen years of age. His great frame and +athletic limbs were all country-bred; he could never lose that +knowledge which had come to him in his boyhood--the knowledge of +climbing and rowing, of fishing and swimming--the power to use all his +limbs. This power had made him big and strong, and London ways and +London life could not greatly affect him. He was very clever and very +steady, and was rising to a good position in the shop. His thoughts +were far away now from his own affairs; they were absorbed with +Alison--with that dreadful shame which surrounded her, and with the vow +he had made to set his dear love straight. + +"If there's treachery, Sampson and me will find it out between us," he +said to himself. + +He was fortunate in finding Sampson in, and very soon unfolded his +errand. + +Sampson was as London-bred as Jim was the reverse. He was a little +fellow, with a face like a ferret; he had sharp-peaked features, a pale +skin with many freckles, very small, keen blue eyes, rather closely set +together, red hair, which he wore short and stuck up straight all over +his small head. His face was clean-shaven, and he had a very alert +look. Sampson did not live in an attic--he had a neat, well-furnished +room, on the third floor. His room did not show the taste Jim's +did--it was largely garnished with colored photographs of handsome +young women, and some of the most celebrated cricketers and boxers of +the day. His mantelpiece was covered with pipes and one or two +policemen's whistles. He was indulging in a pipe when Jim was +announced. He welcomed his friend cordially, asked him to be seated, +listened to his tale, and then sat silent, thinking very carefully over +the mystery. + +"Well," said Jim, "why don't you speak? I have got to clear this thing +in a couple of days. My girl will have nothing to do with me until she +is cleared of this shame, so you see how things stand, Sampson. I have +got a bit of money put by, and I'll spend it clearing her if you think +you can help me." + +"No, no, 'taint my line," said Sampson, "and, besides, I wouldn't take +your money, old chap; you are welcome to my advice, but I should only +rouse suspicion if I were to appear in the matter--still, we can talk +the thing well over. It seems to me the point is this, who was the +person who got to the till while Miss Reed's back was turned?" + +"They swear that no one could get to it," replied Jim. "The till is, +of course, in the master's desk, and Alison was close to it--she +scarcely left that part of the shop--at any rate, only to move a foot +or two away, before the customer arrived whom she was to serve. She +served her customer, and went to ask Mr. Shaw for change. He told her +that the key was in the till, and that she might help herself. She +took the change out and then locked the till. Alison is anxious enough +to be cleared, you may be quite sure, but she can't see herself how it +was possible that anyone else could have got to the till from the +moment the five-pound note was put into it until she herself took +change out and then locked it." + +"Yes, of course," said Sampson, "so she thinks. Now, one of three +things is plain. You'll forgive me if I speak right out quite plainly, +my boy?" + +"Of course," answered Hardy, with a faint smile. "You were always +famous for telling your mind when you liked, Sampson." + +"And for keeping it back when I liked," retorted Sampson. "I wouldn't +be much of a detective if I didn't do that--still, this is my view of +the case in a nutshell. One of three things must have happened--that +is, granted that Mr. Shaw did put the five-pound note into the till." + +"Why, of course he did," said Jim, in surprise. + +"We must grant that," interrupted Sampson, "or we have nothing to go +upon. Granted that he put the money into the till, one of three things +happened. Miss Reed was tempted and helped herself to the five-pound +note----" + +Jim sprang to his feet, he clenched his big fist, and made a step +toward Sampson, who sat, slight, small, and unprovoked, in his chair. + +"Sit down, won't you?" he said. + +"Only I want to strangle you and kick you out of the room," said Jim. + +"Well, I beg of you to refrain. I told you that I was a blunt body. I +don't think for a moment that Miss Reed took the money. In that case, +one of my remaining two suppositions must have happened; either the +note is still in the drawer, pushed out of sight, or under some loose +change--hidden, the Lord knows where--or somebody did get to the till +without Miss Reed seeing that person. My belief, and my knowledge of +human nature, induce me to think that the third idea is the right one." + +"But no one could," began Jim. + +"You can't say that no one could. Lor' bless you, the artful devices +of some folks is past counting. Now tell me, what sort are the other +girls in the shop?" + +"Oh, well enough--a very respectable lot." + +"You don't think any of them have a spite against your young woman?" + +"Well, no, I don't suppose they have--that is----" + +"Ah, you hesitate--that means that one of them has. Now speak out, +Jim. All depends on your being candid." + +"Oh, yes! I'll be candid enough," said Jim; "I never saw anything +wrong with the young women in the shop. Of course, except Alison, I +have not had much to do with any of them, but Ally once said to me that +a girl called Louisa Clay had, she thought, a spite agen her. I can't +imagine why, I'm sure." + +"This is interesting," said Sampson. "Mark my words, Louisa Clay is at +the bottom of the business. Now tell me, what sort is she?" + +"A handsome, well-mannered girl," replied Jim. "She's about twenty +years of age, I should say, with a dash of the gypsy in her, for she +has coal-black hair and flashing eyes." + +"Oh, you seem to have studied her face a bit." + +"Well, she is not the sort that you could pass," said Jim, coloring; +"besides, she wouldn't stand it." + +"A jealous sort, would you say?" + +"How can I tell?" + +"Yes you can, Jim Hardy. I see the end of this trouble, blest ef I +don't. How long has Alison been in the shop?" + +"Six months." + +"How long have you been there?" + +"Oh, several years! I was apprentice first, and then I rose step by +step. I have been with Shaw a matter of six years." + +"And how long has Louisa Clay been there?" + +"I can't exactly remember, but I should say a year and a half." + +Sampson now rose to his feet. + +"There we are," he said. "You are a good-looking chap, Jim; you are +taller than us London fellows, and you've got a pleasing way with you; +you were civil to Louisa before Alison came. Come now, the truth." + +"Well, she talked to me now and then," answered the young fellow, +coloring again. + +"Ah, I guess she did, and you talked to her; in fact, you kept company +with her, or as good." + +"No, that I didn't." + +"Well, she thought you did, or hoped you would; so it all comes to the +same. Then Alison arrived, and you gave Louisa up. Isn't that so?" + +"I never thought about Louisa one way or the other, I assure you, +Sampson. Ally and I were friends from the first. I hadn't known her a +fortnight before I loved her more than all the rest of the world. I +have been courting her ever since. I never gave a thought to another +woman." + +"Bless me! what an innocent young giant you are; but another woman gave +you a thought, my hearty, and of course she was jealous of Miss Reed, +and if she didn't want the money for reasons of her own, she was very +glad to put a spoke in her wheel." + +"Oh, come now, it isn't right to charge a girl like that," said Hardy. + +"Right or wrong, I believe I've hit the nail on the head. Anyhow, +that's the track for us to work. Where does this girl Clay live?" + +"With her father and mother in Shoreditch. He's a pawnbroker, and by +no means badly off." + +"You seem to have gone to their house." + +"A few times on Sunday evenings. Louisa asked me." + +"Have you gone lately?" + +"Not to say very lately." + +"Well, what do you say to you and me strolling round there this +evening?" + +"This evening!" cried Jim. "Oh, come now," he added, "I haven't the +heart; that I haven't." + +"You have no spunk in you. I thought you wanted to clear your girl." + +"Oh, if you put it in that way, Sampson, of course I'll do anything; +but I can't see your meaning. I do want, God knows, to clear Alison, +but I don't wish to drag another girl into it." + +"You shan't; that will be my business. After all, I see I must take +this thing up; you are not the fellow for it. The detective line, Jim, +means walking on eggs without breaking 'em. You'd smash every egg in +the farmyard. The detective line means guile; it means a dash of the +knowing at every step. You are as innocent as a babe, and you haven't +the guile of an unfledged chicken. You leave this matter with me. I +begin to think I'd like to see Miss Clay. I admire that handsome, +dashing sort of girl--yes, that I do. All I want you to do, Jim, is to +introduce me to the young lady. If her father is a pawnbroker he must +have a bit of money to give her, and a gel with a fat purse is just my +style. You come along to the Clays and give me a footing in the house, +and that's all I ask." + +Jim hesitated. + +"I don't like it," he said. + +"Don't like it," repeated Sampson, mimicking his manner. "I wouldn't +give much for that vow of yours, young man. Why, you are a soft Sawny. +You want to clear your own girl?" + +"That I do, God knows." + +"Then introduce me to Miss Clay." + +"Oh, Sampson, I hope I'm doing right." + +"Fiddlesticks with your right. I tell you this is my affair. Come +along now, or it will be too late." + +Sampson took down his hat from the wall, and Jim, somewhat unwillingly, +followed him out of the room and downstairs. He did not like the job, +and began to wish he had never consulted Sampson. But the detective's +cheery and pleasant talk very soon raised his spirits, and by the time +the two young men had reached the sign of the Three Balls, Jim had +persuaded himself that he was acting in a very manly manner, and that +dear little Alison would soon be his promised wife. + +Compared to Jim Hardy and George Sampson the Clays were quite wealthy +folk. Louisa need not have gone into a shop at all unless she so +pleased, but she was a vivacious young person, who preferred having a +purse of her own to being dependent on her father. She liked to show +herself off, and had the sense to see that she looked better in her +neat black alpaca with its simple trimmings than in any of her +beflowered and bespangled home dresses. The Clays were having friends +to supper this special evening, and the mirth was fast and hilarious +when Hardy and Sampson entered the room. Hardy had never seen Louisa +before in her evening dress. It gave her a blooming and buxom +appearance. The dress was of a flaming red color, slightly open at the +neck, and with elbow sleeves. Louisa started and colored when she saw +Jim. Her big eyes seemed to flash, and Sampson noticed that she gave +him a bold, admiring glance. + +"She is at the bottom of this, if ever gel was," muttered the detective +to himself. + +He asked Hardy to introduce him; and presently, using that tact for +which he was famous, induced Louisa to accompany him to a sofa at a +little distance, where they sat together laughing and chatting, and +Hardy was relieved to find that he need not pay this bold-looking girl +any attention. + +The supper was over before the young men arrived, but the atmosphere of +the room was close with a mixture of tobacco and spirits. Several very +fat and loudly dressed old ladies were talking to a still fatter and +more loudly dressed old lady at the head of the room. This was the +hostess. Clay, the pawnbroker, a little man with a deeply wrinkled +face and shrewd, beadlike, black eyes, was darting in and out amongst +his friends, laughing loudly, cracking jokes, and making himself +generally facetious and agreeable. He clapped Jim on the shoulders, +assured him that he was delighted to see him, and dragged him up to the +sofa, where Louisa and Sampson were having a very open flirtation. + +"My gel will be right glad to see yer," he said to Jim, with a broad +wink. "Eh, Louisa, who have I brought, eh? You are sure to give Hardy +a welcome, aint you, lass?" + +"If he'll take it, of course," she replied. + +She jumped up and gave Jim a second glance of unequivocal admiration. + +"It was good of you to come," she said, in a low tone. "I thought that +you were a bit troubled to-day; but maybe that is why you have come, to +be cheered up." + +Jim flushed and felt uncomfortable; he could not tell Louisa his real +motive; he felt ashamed of himself, and longed to be out of this noisy +scene. + +"And it isn't that I don't pity you," she continued. "Of course I can +see that you are cut up; who would have thought that a gel like +Alison----" + +Jim put up his big hand. + +"Not a word," he said; "I won't discuss it--I can't!" + +"You are awful cut up, old fellow, aint you?" said Louisa, moving a +step or two out of the crowd and motioning him to a corner. "Look +here," she continued, "there's a quiet nook here, just under the +stairs; let us stand here for a minute, I want to talk to yer. I know +you are cut up, and I am sorry--yes, that I am." + +"I can't discuss it with you, Miss Clay," said Jim. + +"Oh, aint it stiff of you to call me Miss Clay!" she retorted; "when +you know me so well." + +"Perhaps it is," he answered, too good-natured to be rude to her. "I +will call you Louisa if you like; but Louisa or Miss Clay, whichever +you are, I can't talk of this matter." + +Louisa's great black eyes seemed to blaze like living fires. She gave +Jim a long glance. + +"Just you tell me one thing," she said, almost in a whisper. + +"What is that?" he asked, surprised at her change of tone. + +"Are you going to marry Alison Reed, Jim Hardy?" + +"You have no right to ask me the question," he replied, "but as you +have, I will for once answer you frankly. If I don't marry Alison +Reed, no other girl shall be my wife." + +"Is that a vow?" she asked. + +"You can take it as such, if you like," he said. + +"I wouldn't make it," she replied. "No man can tell how he will +change." + +"I'll never change," he replied. "I think I'll say 'good-night' now." + +"Oh, dear! you aint going? Well, you shan't go until I have had my +say. I just wanted to know the truth; now I know it. Look here, Jim; +I am your friend, and I am Alison Reed's friend. There is nothing I +wouldn't do for either of you. Alison must be cleared of the shameful +thing she was accused of in the shop to-day." + +"She will be cleared," said Jim; "that is my business. Good-night, +Louisa; I must go home." + +"One minute first. I'll help you to clear Miss Reed. Will you sit +next me at dinner to-morrow?" + +"That is as you like," replied Jim. + +"Please do," she added; "I'll have made a plan by then. Yes, Alison +must be cleared. It seems to me that it is more a woman's work than a +man's." + +"No, it is my work," said Jim. "But I'll sit next to you with +pleasure; it is nothing to me one way or other." + +Louisa's eyes drooped; an angry color flooded her face. + +Jim held out his hand; she gave hers: the next minute the two young men +were again in the street. + +"Well," said Sampson, "we have done good business, have we not?" + +"I can't see it," replied Jim. "Louisa is innocent. I don't like her, +but she has had no more to do with that affair than I have had; so +there." + +"Louisa Clay is guilty," replied Sampson. "I may not be able to prove +it either to-day or to-morrow, but I will prove it before long. You +leave this matter in my hands, Jim." + +"I hate the whole thing," said Jim; "it seems awfully hard to drag +another girl into it." + +"Well, I don't believe in your sort of love," sneered Sampson; "but +mark my words: Louisa is the one what took that money. I have got a +footing in the house now, and I can work the thing and prove that I am +right in my own way." + +"I don't believe a word of it," said Jim. "Don't drag me into it any +further, Sampson, whatever you do." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +Soon after the departure of the two young men, the rest of the guests +left the Clays' house. There was no special run on the pawnshop that +night. Saturday night was the real night for business; then work went +on until far into the small hours of the morning, and Louisa was +obliged to turn to and help her father, but to-night there was nothing +to prevent her going to bed. She lit her candle in the hall, and +turned to say "good-night" to her parents. + +"That's a likely young man wot came here to-night," said the mother. + +"What young man?" asked Louisa, her eyes flashing. + +"Why, Mr. Sampson; they say he's right well off. Don't you know who he +is, Loo?" + +"No, that I don't," answered Louisa. "I never set eyes on him before. +I thought he was just a friend of Jim Hardy's. I thought it was Jim +you spoke of, mother, when you mentioned a likely young man." + +"Oh, Jim! he's well enough," said Mrs. Clay. "I don't go for to deny +that 'e's handsome to look at, but my thought is this, 'andsome is as +'andsome does. Now, that young man Sampson, as you call him, will make +his fortin' some fine day. He's in the private detective line, and +your father says there aint a sharper man in the trade. A sharp +detective makes his fortin' in these days, no doubt on that p'int." + +Louisa's face slightly lost its color; a puzzled expression, an almost +frightened look, crept into her eyes. + +"So George Sampson is a detective," she said slowly; "a detective, and +he is a friend of Jim's. I wonder why he came here?" + +"Why he come 'ere!" said the old woman. "Why do any young men come +'ere? Oh, we needn't say why; but we know. Good-night, child, +good-night." + +"Good-night, mother," said the daughter. + +She went upstairs to her own good-sized bedroom, just over the +pawnshop. She occupied the best bedroom in the house. She set her +candle on her chest of drawers now, and sat down where she could see +her handsome, striking-looking figure in the looking-glass. There was +a long glass in the door of her wardrobe, and there she could see her +reflection from head to foot. The red dress suited her well; it +accentuated the carmine in her cheeks, and brought out the brilliancy +of her eyes. She pushed back her mass of black hair from her low brow, +and gazed hard at her own image. + +"Yes," she said to herself, "I am handsome. Ef I were a lady I'd be a +queen. I'm handsome enough for anythink. But what do it matter! Good +Lor', what do _anythink_ matter when you can't get what you are +breaking your heart for! I'd give all the world for Jim, and Jim don't +care nothink for me." + +She sighed heavily. Presently she drew herself upright, pushed her +chair back so that she could no longer see her image in the glass, +placed her two elbows on the table, pressed her cheeks down on her open +palms, and thought hard. + +"Why did that man, George Sampson, come here to-night?" she said to +herself. "Did Jim bring him knowing that he is a detective; did he +bring him because he suspects me? Oh, he couldn't suspect me; Jim aint +that mean sort. Still, I don't like Sampson; I don't like his coming +'ere; I don't like the way he fixes me with his ferret eyes. Jim is +mad about Alison. He can't suspect me, of course; but he is mad about +it all. He is half broken-hearted, and he thinks less of me than ever. +Oh, Jim, Jim! and I do love you so terrible bad. Why don't you love me +even a little bit back again? I'd be good ef you loved me; I know I'd +be good. What is there in Alison Reed for you nearly to die for her? +She aint got my looks, she aint got my eyes, she aint got my bit of +money. I'm handsome, and I know it, and I'll have a tidy lot of money +when I'm married, for father tells me so. What is Alison compared to +me? Oh, nothing, nothing at all! just a mealy-faced, white-cheeked +slip of a girl. But somehow or other he loves her, and he don't love +me a bit; I'd do anything under the sun to win him. Why to-day, to-day +I did a _crime_, and 'twas for him, 'twas to win him; and, after all, I +failed. Oh, yes, I saw it to-night, I failed horribly." + +Louisa pressed her hands to her aching eyes; tears rose and smarted her +eyelids; they rolled down her cheeks. + +"I'm fit to kill myself!" she cried. "I did a crime for Jim, and I +dragged a girl into it, and I failed. Yes, I'll be straight with +myself, I did it for him. Oh, God knows what I've suffered lately, the +mad fire and the pain that has been eating me here," she pressed her +hand to her breast; "and then to-day I was passing the desk and I saw +the note, not in the till, but lying on the floor, and no one saw me, +and it flashed on me that perhaps Alison would be accused, and anyhow +that the money would come in handy. Shaw thought he put the note into +the till, but he never did. It fell on the floor, and 'twas open, and +I picked it up. I have it now; no one saw me, for I did it all like a +flash. The whole temptation come to me like a flash, and I took the +money in a twinkling. And now Alison is accused, and I am the real +thief. I did it--yes, I know why I did it: to turn Jim agen Alison, so +that I might have a chance to win him for myself. Yes, I have got the +money. I'll jest have a look at it now." + +Louisa rose as she spoke; she took a key from her pocket, opened a +small drawer in her wardrobe, and extracted from an old-fashioned purse +a crumpled five-pound note. She stared at this innocent piece of paper +with big, wide-open black eyes. + +"I wish I'd never touched it," she said, speaking her thoughts out +loud. "But of course Jim couldn't suspect me. Not a soul saw me when +I jest stooped and put the paper in my pocket. No, not a living soul +saw me. Shaw had gone away, and Alison was serving a customer, and I +did it like a flash. I had a fine time when they accused Alison, and +she turned first white and then red; but I didn't like it when I saw +Jim shiver. Why did he take that vow that he would marry nobody but +her? See ef I don't make him break it! I haven't got my looks for +nothink, and I don't love, as I love Jim, for nothink. Yes; I'll win +him yet--I have made up my mind. I think I know a way of blinding that +detective's eyes. I'll jest let him think that I like him--that I'm +losing my heart to him. _That 'll_ fetch him! He aint married; I know +he aint, from the way he spoke. I can soon turn a feller like that +round my little finger. Trust _me_ to blind his eyes. As to Jim! oh, +Jim, you _can't_ guess wot I done; it aint in you to think meanly of a +gel. Why, Jim, I could even be _good_ for a man like you; but there! +now that I have done this thing I can't be good, so there is nothink +for me but to go on being as bad as possible; only some day--some day, +if I win yer, perhaps I'll tell yer all. No, no; what am I saying? Of +course you must never know. You'd hate me if I were fifty times yer +wife, ef yer knew the bitter, bitter truth. Alison is nothing at all +to me; I don't care whether she breaks her heart or not, but I do care +about Jim. It is Jim I want. I'd make him a right good wife, for I +love him so well--yes, I will get him yet--I vow it; and perhaps my +vow, being a woman's, may be stronger than his." + +Louisa undressed slowly and got into bed. Her conscience was too hard +to trouble her; but the thought of Jim and his despair stood for some +time between her and sleep. She was tired out, for the day had been +full of excitement, but it was quite into the small hours before her +tired eyes were closed in heavy slumber. + +Not far away, in a small flat in Sparrow Street, another girl slept +also. This girl had cried herself to sleep; the tears were even still +wet upon her eyelashes. Grannie had come into the room and looked at +Alison. Alison and Polly slept together in the tiniest little offshoot +of the kitchen--it was more a sort of lean-to than a room; the roof +sloped so much that by the window, and where the little dressing-table +stood, only a very small person could keep upright. Grannie belonged +to the very small order of women. She always held herself upright as a +dart, and though it was late now, she did not show any signs of fatigue +as she stood with a shaded candle looking down at the sleeping girl. +Alison's face was very pale; once or twice she sighed heavily. As +Grannie watched her she raised her arm, pushed back her hair, which lay +against her cheek, turned round, sighed more deeply than ever, and then +sank again into unbroken slumber. + +"She's dreaming of it all," thought the old woman. "I wonder if Jim, +bless him, will clear her. I know he'll do his best. I believe he's a +good lad. I wish Alison would get engaged to him right away. Jim's +doing well in the shop, and they might be married and--dear, dear, I +_wish_ my hand didn't ache so bad. Well, there's one good thing about +it anyway--I needn't waste time in bed, for sleep one wink with this +sort of burning pain I couldn't, so I may jest as well set up and put +that feather-stitching straight. It's certain true that there aint a +single thing in the world what hasn't some good p'int about it, and +here is the good p'int in this pain of mine: I needn't waste the hours +of darkness laying and doing nothink in bed." + +Grannie stole out of the room as softly as she had entered. She shut +the door behind her without making the least sound; she then lit a +little lamp, which was much cheaper than gas, saw that it burned trim +and bright, and set it on the center-table in the kitchen. The night +was bitterly cold; the fog had been followed by a heavy frost. Grannie +could hear the sharp ringing sound of some horses' feet as they passed +by, carrying their burdens to the different markets. It was long past +twelve o'clock. The little kitchen was warm, for the stove had burned +merrily all day. Grannie opened the door of the stove now and looked +in. + +"Shall I, or shall I not, put on an extry shovelful of coals?" she said +to herself; "an extry shovelful will keep the heat in all night; I have +a mind to, for I do perish awful when the heat goes out of the kitchen; +but there, it would be sinful waste, for coals are hard to get. Ef +that doctor were right, and it were really writers' cramp, I mightn't +be able to earn any more money to buy coals; but of course he aint +right; how silly of me to be afraid of what's impossible! Yes, I'll +put on the coals. Thank the good Lord, this feather-stitching means a +real good income to us; and now that Ally can't bring in her eight +shillings a week, I must work extry hard, but it's false savin' to +perish of cold when you have it in you to earn good money, so here +goes." + +Grannie filled a very tiny shovel, flung the precious coals into the +opening of the stove, shut it up again, and, taking the cambric from +the cupboard in the wall, sat down with needle and thread just where +the full light of the lamp could best fall on her work. Her right hand +ached and ached--it not only ached, but burned; the pain seemed to go +up her arm; it sometimes gave her a sort of sick feeling. + +"Of course it's rheumatis," she said to herself. "Well now, what a +silly I am! Why don't I try the liniment? There, I'll rub some on +afore I begin to work." + +She took the bottle from the mantelpiece, opened it, and poured a +little of the mixture into the palm of her left hand. The liniment was +hot and comforting; it smarted a little, and relieved the dull inside +pain. Grannie found herself able to move her thumb and forefinger +without much difficulty. + +"There!" she said; "it's stiffening of the j'ints I'm getting. This +liniment is fine stuff. I must be very careful of it, though; why, I'm +a sight better already. Now then, first to wash my 'ands, and then to +unpick the feather-stitching poor Ally did to-day. Poor darlin', she +couldn't be expected to do it proper, but I'll soon set it right." + +Mrs. Reed poured some warm water from the tap into the basin beneath, +washed her old hands very carefully, dried them well, and sat down in +quite a cheerful mood in her warm, snug, bright little kitchen to +unpick Alison's work. The liniment had really eased the pain. She was +able to grasp without any discomfort the very finely pointed scissors +she was obliged to use, and after an hour and a half of intricate +labor, during which she strained her old eyes in order to avoid cutting +the delicate cambric, she had at last undone the mischief which Alison +had caused that day. + +"Now then, here we are, as straight as possible," she said aloud, in +her cheery way. "It's wonderful how fresh I do feel, and this hand's a +sight better. I declare it's a sort of Providence that the old don't +want much sleep--why, the church clock has gone two, and I aint a bit +drowsy. I know what I'll do, I'll work till five, that's three hours; +then I'll go to bed till seven. My hand's so comfortable that I'm sure +to sleep like a top, and seven is time enough for me to rise. Two +hours aint such a bad lot of sleep for a woman of my years. Let's see, +I'm sixty-eight. In one sense sixty-eight is old, in another sense +it's young. You slack down at sixty-eight; you don't have such a draw +on your system, the fire inside you don't seem to require such poking +up and feeding. When you get real old, seventy-eight or eighty, then +you want a deal of cosseting; but sixty-eight is young in one sense of +the word. This is the slack time--this is the time when you live real +cheap. What a deal of mercies I have, to be sure; and them beautiful +grandchildren, so fat and hearty, and Alison and me to keep the house +so snug, and tight, and neat, and not a debt in the world. Now, then, +I expect I'll get a lot of work through in these three hours. I can +set up for the next few nights, till Ally gets her place back again, +and make up all the difference, and more, that her eight shillings a +week brings in. Oh, thank the Lord, it's wonderful fortinit that I've +come to the easy time of life. If I were younger now, I must have my +sleep; but at sixty-eight you, so to speak, slacks down your fire, and +_werry_ little keeps it goin'." + +As Grannie thought these last vigorous and contented thoughts, she +pulled the lamp nearer, seized her needle and thread, and commenced her +feather-stitching. For the first quarter of an hour or twenty minutes +the work went well--the mysterious twists, and turns, and darts, and +loops were all made with fidelity and exactitude--the lovely crinkled +ornament stood out boldly on the delicate cambric. Grannie looked at +her work with intense pride and happiness. + +"It's a fortin'--I do wish that gel would learn it. Why, ef the two of +us were at it, she'd make a sight more than she do in the shop. I +declare I'll give her a lesson to-morrow---- Oh, my God! what's that? +Oh, my God, help me!" + +The needle fell through her powerless fingers; the finger and thumb +were drawn apart, as though they had not the power to get together +again. Grannie gazed at her right hand in a sort of panic. + +"There; it has happened once or twice afore," she said to +herself--"that dreadful prick and stab, and then all the power goin' +sudden-like--of course it's rheumatis--there, I've no cause to be +frightened; it's passing off; only it do make me sick and faint. I'll +have a cup of tea and then another rub of the liniment." + +The great agony frightened her very much; it took some of her high +spirits away. She rose slowly, and made her tea, drank it off scalding +hot, and then rubbed some more liniment on the hand. It was not quite +so comforting nor quite so warming this time as it was on the former +occasion. She washed her hands again, and set to work. + +"Oh, good Lord, give me strength!" she murmured, as she seized her +needle and thread. "Think of all the children, Lord, and the little +ones so fat and well fed; remember me, good Lord, and take the +rheumatis away, _ef_ it's your good will." + +She took up her needle with renewed courage, and once more began to +perform those curious movements of wrist and hand which were necessary +to produce the feather-stitching. In ten minutes the pain returned, +the powerless finger and thumb refused to grasp the needle. Large +drops of sweat stood out now on Grannie's forehead. + +"Wot do it mean?" she said to herself. "I never heerd tell of +rheumatis like this, and for certain it aint writers' cramp, for I +never write. Oh, what an awful sort of thing writing is, when a letter +once in six months knocks you over in this way. Dear, dear, I'm +a-shaking, but I 'a' done a nice little bit, and it's past three +o'clock. I'll go to bed. The doctor spoke a deal about rest; I didn't +mind him much. He was all wrong about the pain, but perhaps he were +right about the rest, so I'll go straight to bed." + +Grannie carefully slacked down the fire, put out the lamp, and stole +into the little bedroom which she shared with the two younger children. +Harry and David were already asleep in the lean-to at the other side of +the kitchen, the opposite room to Alison's. The well-fed children in +Grannie's bed breathed softly in their happy slumbers; the little old +woman got in between them and lay down icy cold, and trembling a good +deal. The children slept on, but the little woman lay awake with her +wide-open eyes staring straight into the darkness, and the dreadful +pain in hand and arm banishing all possibility of slumber. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +In the morning Grannie got up as usual. She was very white and shaky, +but she had no intention of complaining. The pain from which she was +suffering had somewhat abated, but the poor hand and arm felt tired and +very feeble. She longed for the comfort of a sling, but decided not to +wear one; the children would all notice it and pass remarks, and +Grannie could not bear to be commented upon. She did not want to add +trouble to trouble just now. She resolved to forget herself in +thoughts of Alison and the others. She was early in the kitchen, but +to her relief and pleasure found David there before her. Next to +Alison, David was Grannie's favorite. He was thoughtful and +considerate. He was a great big manly fellow, but there was also a +very sweet feminine element in him; he could be domestic without being +in the least girlish. He was devoted to Grannie, and often, tired as +he was when he went to bed, got up early in the morning to save her +work. He had turned on the gas, and the first thing he noticed now, +when she came in, was her worn, puckered little face. + +"Why, Grannie, you are out of sorts," he said. "Why did you get up so +early? Surely Ally and me can manage the bit of work. But, I say, you +are all of a tremble. Set down, and I'll get ye a cup of tea in a +minute." + +"No, Dave, no!" said the old woman, "'twill soon pass--'twill soon +pass; the rheumatis in my hand and arm has been bothering me all night, +and it makes me a bit shaky; but 'twill soon pass, Dave. We mustn't +waste the tea, you know, lad; and I won't have a cup--no, I won't." + +"Well, set there and rest," said the young man. "Thank goodness, I +aint ashamed to work, and I'm real proud to put the kitchen straight +and tidy. See how bright the fire is already; you warm your toes, +Grannie, and you'll soon be better." + +"So I will, to be sure," said Mrs. Reed, rubbing her hands and sinking +into the chair which David had brought forward. + +She gazed into the cheery flames, with her own bright-blue eyes, clear +and steady. Then she looked straight up at David, who was in the act +of filling the kettle and placing it on the top of the stove. + +"David," she said, "stoop down a minute; I have a word or two to say." + +David dropped on his knees at once, and put his hand on Grannie's +shoulder. + +"You aint likely to have a rise in your wages soon, are you, Dave?" + +"Oh, yes, I am! arter a bit," he answered. "Mr. Groves is real pleased +with me. He says I am a steady lad, and he often sets me to cast up +accounts for him, and do little odds and ends of jobs. He says he has +always railed against the School Board, but sometimes, when he sees how +tidy I can write, and how well I can read and spell, he's inclined to +change his mind." + +"And what rise will he give?" said Grannie, whose mind was entirely +fixed on the money part of the question. + +"Well, maybe a shilling more a week, when the first year is out." + +"And that 'll be----" + +"Next March, Grannie; not so long coming round." + +"Yes," she replied, "yes." In spite of herself, her voice had a sad +note in it. "Well, you see, Dave, you can't keep yourself on half a +crown a week." + +"I wish I could," he answered, looking dispirited, "but I thought you +were content. Is there anything that worries you, old lady?" + +"No, that there aint, my brave boy. You stick to your work and please +your master; you're safe to get on." + +"I wish I could support myself," said David. "I wish I knew shorthand; +that's the thing. A lad who knows shorthand, and can write and spell +as well as I can, can earn his ten shillings a week easy." + +"Ten shillings a week," said Grannie. "Lor' save us, what a power of +money!" + +"It's true," said David; "there's a lad who was at school with me--his +name was Phil Martin--he managed to pick up shorthand, and he's earning +ten shillings a week now. He's a bit younger than I am, too. He won't +be fifteen for two months yet." + +"Shorthand?" said Grannie, in her reflective voice; "that's writing, +aint it?" + +"Why, to be sure, Grannie; only a different sort of writing." + +"Still, you call it writing, don't you?" + +"To be sure I do." + +"Then, for the Lord's sake, don't have anythink to do with it, David. +Ef there is a mischievous, awful thing in the world, it's handwriting. +I only do it twice a year, and it has finished me, my lad--it has +finished me out and out. No, don't talk of it--keep your half a crown +a week, and don't be tempted with no handwriting, short or long." + +David looked puzzled and distressed; Grannie's words did not amuse him +in the least--they were spoken with great passion, with a rising color +in the little old cheeks, and a flash of almost fever in the bright +eyes. Grannie had always been the perfect embodiment of health and +strength to all the grandchildren, and David did not understand her +this morning. + +"Still," he said, "I can't agree with you about shorthand; it's a grand +thing--it's a trade in itself; but there's no chance of my getting to +know it, for I aint got the money. Now, hadn't I better get breakfast? +Ally will be out in a minute." + +"No, no; there's time enough. Look here, Dave, Harry must leave school +altogether--he's old enough, and he has passed the standard. He must +earn somethink. Couldn't he go as one of them messenger boys?" + +"Perhaps so, Grannie; but why are you in such a hurry? Harry's really +clever; he's got more brains than any of us, and he earns a shilling or +so a week now in the evenings helping me with the figures at Mr. +Groves'." + +"Do you think Mr. Groves would take him on altogether, Dave?" + +"No, he'd do better as a messenger boy--but don't hurry about him +leaving school. He'd best stay until midsummer, then he'll be fit for +anything." + +"Midsummer," said the old woman to herself, "midsummer! Oh, good Lord!" + +She bent her head down to prevent David seeing the tears which suddenly +softened her brave eyes. + +"What's all this fuss about Alison?" said David suddenly. + +At these words Grannie rose to her feet. + +"Nothing," she said, "nothing--it's nothing more than what I'd call a +storm in a tea-cup. They have lost a five-pound note at Shaw's and +they choose, the Lord knows why, to put the blame on our Ally. Of +course they'll find the note, and Ally will be cleared." + +"It seems a pity she left the shop," said David. + +"Pity!" said Mrs. Reed. "You don't suppose that Ally is a Phipps and a +Reed for nothink. We 'old our heads high, and we'll go on doing so. +Why, Dave, they think a sight of Alison in that shop. Mr. Shaw knows +what she's worth; he don't believe she's a thief, bless her! +Yesterday, when I went to see him, he spoke of her as genteel as you +please, and he wanted her back again." + +"Then why, in the name of goodness, doesn't she go?" said David. + +"Being a Phipps and Reed, she couldn't," replied Grannie. "We, none of +us, can humble ourselves--'taint in us--the breed won't allow it. Ally +was to say she was sorry for having done nothing at all, and, being a +Phipps and a Reed, it wasn't to be done. Don't talk any more about it, +lad. Shaw will be going on his knees to have her back in a day or two; +but I have a thought in my head that she may do better even than in the +shop. There, you've comforted me, my boy--you are a real out-and-out +comfort to me, David." + +"I am glad of that," said the young fellow. "There's no one like you +to me--no one." + +He kissed her withered cheek, which was scarcely like an apple this +morning, being very pale and weary. + +"Grannie," he said, "is it true that Ally is going to marry Jim Hardy?" + +"It's true that Jim Hardy wants her to marry him," replied Grannie. + +"I wonder if he does?" replied David, in a thoughtful voice. "They say +that Clay's daughter is mad for Jim, and she'll have a tidy sight of +money." + +"She may be as mad as she pleases, but she won't get Jim. Now, do +hurry on with the breakfast. What a lad you are for chattering!" + +Poor David, who had certainly been induced to chatter by Grannie +herself, made no response, but rose and set about his work as +kitchen-maid and cook with much deftness. He stirred the oatmeal into +the pot of boiling water, made the porridge, set the huge smoking dish +on the center of the table, put the children's mugs round, laid a +trencher of brown bread and a tiny morsel of butter on the board, and +then, having seen that Grannie's teapot held an extra pinch of tea, he +poured boiling water on it, and announced the meal as ready. The +younger children now came trooping in, neat and tidy and ready for +school. Grannie had trained her little family to be very orderly. As +the children entered the room they came up to her one by one, and +bestowed a kiss on her old lips. Her salutation to them was always +simple and always the same: "Bless you, Polly; bless you, Susie; bless +you, Kitty." But immediately after the blessing came sharp, quick +words. + +"Now, no dawdling; set down and be quick about it--sup up your porridge +without letting a drop of it get on your clean pinafores, or I'll smack +you." + +Grannie never did smack the children, so this last remark of hers had +long fallen flat. Alison came in almost immediately after the +children, and then, after a longer interval, Harry, looking red and +sleepy, took his place by the table. Harry was undoubtedly the black +sheep of the family. Both Alison and David bestowed on him one or two +anxious glances, but Grannie was too absorbed in some other thought to +take much notice of him this morning. Immediately after breakfast the +children knelt down, and Grannie repeated the Lord's Prayer aloud. +Then came a great scampering and rushing about. + +"Good-by, Grannie--good-by, Ally," came from several pairs of lips. + +Then a clatter downstairs, then a silence--even David had gone away. +On ordinary occasions Alison would have departed quite an hour before +the children, as she always had to be at the shop in good time to +display her excellent taste in the dressing of the windows. To-day she +and Grannie were left behind together. + +"You don't look well, Grannie," began the young girl. + +"Now, listen, Alison," said Mrs. Reed, speaking in quite a tart voice, +"ef you want to really vex me, you'll talk of my looks. I'm at the +slack time o' life, and a little more color or a little less don't +matter in the least. Ef I were forty and looked pale, or eighty and +looked pale, it might be a subject to worry 'em as love me; being +sixty-eight, I have let off pressure, so to speak, and it don't matter, +not one little bit, whether I'm like a fresh apple or a piece o' dough. +I am goin' out marketing now, and when I come back I'll give you a +fresh lesson in that feather-stitching." + +A dismayed look crept into Alison's face; she raised her delicate brows +very slightly, and fixed her clear blue eyes on Grannie. She was about +to speak, but something in the expression on Grannie's face kept her +silent. + +"You clear up and have the place tidy against I come back," said the +little woman. "You might make the beds, and set everything in +apple-pie order, ef you've a mind to." + +She then walked into her little bedroom, and shut the door behind her. +In three minutes she was dressed to go out, not in the neat drawn +black-silk bonnet, but in an old straw one which had belonged to her +mother, and which was extremely obsolete in pattern. This bonnet had +once been white, but it was now of the deepest, most dingy shade of +yellow-brown. It had a little band of brown ribbon round it, which +ended neatly in a pair of strings; these were tied under Grannie's +chin. Instead of her black cashmere shawl she wore one of very rough +material and texture, and of a sort of zebra pattern, which she had +picked up cheap many and many years ago from a traveling peddler. She +wore no gloves on her hands, but the poor, swollen, painful right hand +was wrapped in a corner of the zebra shawl. On her left arm she +carried her market basket. + +"Good-by, child," she said, nodding to her granddaughter. Then she +trotted downstairs and out into the street. + +There was no fog to-day--the air was keen and bright, and there was +even a very faint attempt at some watery sunbeams. There wasn't a +better bargainer in all Shoreditch than Mrs. Reed, but to-day her +purchases were very small--a couple of Spanish onions, half a pound of +American cheese, some bread, a tiny portion of margarine--and she had +expended what money she thought proper. + +She was soon at home again, and dinner was arranged. + +"I may as well get the dinner," said Alison, rising and taking the +basket from the old woman. + +"My dear, there aint nothing to get; it's all ready. The children must +have bread for dinner to-day. I bought a stale quartern loaf--I got a +penny off it, being two days old; here's a nice piece of cheese; and +onions cut up small will make a fine relish. There, we'll put the +basket in the scullery; and now, Alison, come over to the light and +take a lesson in the feather-stitching." + +Alison followed Mrs. Reed without a word. They both took their places +near the window. + +"Thread that needle for me, child," said the old woman. + +Alison obeyed. Mrs. Reed had splendid sight for her age; nothing had +ever ailed her eyes, and she never condescended to wear glasses, old as +she was, except by lamplight. Alison therefore felt some surprise when +she was invited to thread the needle. She did so in gloomy and solemn +silence, and gave it back with a suppressed sigh to her grandmother. + +"I don't think there's much use, Grannie," she said. + +"Much use in wot?" said Mrs. Reed. + +"In my learning that feather-stitching--I haven't it in me. I hate +needlework." + +"Oh, Ally!" + +Grannie raised her two earnest eyes. + +"All women have needlework in 'em if they please," she said; "it's born +in 'em. You can no more be a woman without needlework than you can be +a man without mischief--it's born in you, child, the same as bed-making +is, and cleaning stoves, and washing floors, and minding babies, and +coddling husbands, and bearing all the smaller worries of life--they +are all born in a woman, Alison, and she can no more escape 'em than +she can escape wearing the wedding-ring when she goes to church to be +wed." + +"Oh, the wedding-ring! that's different," said Alison, looking at her +pretty slender finger as she spoke. "Oh, Grannie, dear Grannie, my +heart's that heavy I think it 'll break! I can't see the +feather-stitching, I can't really." Her eyes brimmed up with tears. +"Grannie, don't ask me to do the fine needlework to-day." + +Grannie's face turned pale. + +"I wouldn't ef I could help it," she said. "Jest to please me, +darling, take a little lesson; you will be glad bimeby, you really +will. Why, this stitch is in the family, and it 'ud be 'a burning +shame for it to go out. Dear, dearie me, Alison, it aint a small thing +that could make me cry, but I'd cry ef this beautiful stitch, wot come +down from the Simpsons to the Phippses, and from the Phippses to the +Reeds, is lost. You must learn it ef you want to keep me cheerful, +Ally dear." + +"But I thought I knew it, Grannie," said the girl. + +"Not to say perfect, love--the loop don't go right with you, and the +loop's the p'int. Ef you don't draw that loop up clever and tight, you +don't get the quilting, and the quilting's the feature that none of the +workwomen in West London can master. Now, see yere, look at me. I'll +do a bit, and you watch." + +Grannie took up the morsel of cambric; she began the curious movements +of the wrist and hand, the intricate, involved contortions of the +thread. The magic loop made its appearance; the quilting stood out in +richness and majesty on the piece of cambric. Grannie made three or +four perfect stitches in an incredibly short space of time. She then +put the cambric into her granddaughter's hand. + +"Now, child," she said, "show me what you can do." + +Alison yawned slightly, and took up the work without any enthusiasm. +She made the first correct mystic passage with needle and thread; when +she came to the loop she failed to go right, and the effect was bungled +and incomplete. + +"Not that way; for mercy's sake, don't twist the thread like that!" +called Grannie, in an agony. "Give it to me; I'll show yer." + +It seemed like profanation to see her exquisite work tortured and +murdered. She snatched the cambric from Alison, and set to work to +make another perfect stitch herself. At that moment there came the +sudden and terrible pain--the shooting agony up the arm, followed by +the partial paralysis of thumb and forefinger. Grannie could not help +uttering a suppressed groan; her face turned white; she felt a passing +sense of nausea and faintness; the work dropped from her hand; the +perspiration stood on her forehead. She looked at Alison with +wide-open, pitiful eyes. + +"Wot is it, Grannie--what is it, darlin'? For God's sake, wot's +wrong?" said the girl, going on her knees and putting her arms round +the little woman. + +"It's writers' cramp, honey, writers' cramp, and me that never writes +but twice a year; it's starvation, darlin'. Oh, darlin', darlin', it's +starvation--that's ef you don't learn the stitch." + +All of a sudden Grannie's fortitude had given way; she sobbed and +sobbed--not in the loud, full, strong way of the young and vigorous, +but with those low, suppressed, deep-drawn sobs of the aged. All in a +minute she felt herself quite an old and useless woman--she, who had +been the mainspring of the household, the breadwinner of the family! +All of a sudden she had dropped very low. Alison was full of +consternation, but she did not understand grief like Grannie's. She +was at one end of life, and Grannie was at the other; the old woman +understood the girl--having past experience to guide her--but the girl +could not understand the old woman. It was a relief to Grannie to tell +out her fear, but Alison did not comprehend it; she was full of pity, +but she was scarcely full of sympathy. It seemed impossible for her to +believe that Grannie's cunning right hand was going to be useless, that +the beautiful work must stop, that the means of livelihood must cease, +that the old woman must be turned into a useless, helpless log--no +longer the mainspring, but a helpless addition to the strained +household. + +Alison could not understand, but she did her best to cheer Grannie up. + +"There, there," she said; "of course that doctor was wrong. In all my +life I never heard of such a thing as writers' cramp. Writers' +cramp!--it's one of the new diseases, Grannie, that doctors are just +forcing into the world to increase their earnings. I heard tell in the +shop, by a girl what knows, that every year doctors push two new +diseases into fashion, so as to fill their pockets. But for them, we'd +never have had influenza, and now it's writers' cramp is to be the +rage. Well, let them as writes get it; but you don't write, you know, +Grannie." + +"That's wot I say," replied Grannie, cheering up wonderfully. "No one +can get a disease by writing two letters in a year. I don't suppose it +is it, at all." + +"I'm sure it isn't," said Alison; "but you are just tired out, and must +rest for a day or two. It's a good thing that I'm at home, for I can +rub your hand and arm with that liniment. You'll see, you'll be all +right again in a day or two." + +"To be sure I will," said Grannie; "twouldn't be like my luck ef I +warn't." But all the same she knew in her heart of hearts that she +would not. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +Both Alison and Mrs. Reed were quite of the opinion that, somehow or +other, the affair of the five-pound note would soon be cleared up. The +more the two women talked over the whole occurrence, the more certain +they were on that point. When Grannie questioned her carefully, Alison +confessed that while she was attending to her two rather troublesome +customers, it would have been quite within the region of possibility +for someone to approach the till unperceived. Of course Alison had +noticed no one; but that would not have prevented the deed being done. + +"The more I think of it, the more certain I am it's that Clay girl," +said Grannie. "Oh, yes, that Clay girl is at the bottom of it. I'll +tell Jim so the next time he calls." + +"But I don't expect Jim to call--at least at present," said Alison, +heaving a heavy sigh, and fixing her eyes on the window. + +"And why not, my dearie, why shouldn't you have the comfort of seeing +him?" + +"It aint a comfort at present, Grannie; it is more than I can bear. I +won't engage myself to Jim until I am cleared, and I love him so much, +Grannie, and he loves me so much that it is torture to me to see him +and refuse him; but I am right, aint I? Do say as I'm right." + +"Coming of the blood of the Simpsons, the Phippses and Reeds, you can +do no different," said Grannie, in a solemn tone. "You'll be cleared +werry soon, Alison, for there's a God above, and you are a poor orphin +girl, and we have his promise that he looks out special for orphins; +oh, yes, 'twill all come right, and in the meantime you might as well +take a lesson in the feather-stitching." + +But though Grannie spoke with right good faith, and Alison cheered up +all she could, things did not come right. The theft was not brought +home to the wicked Clay girl, as Grannie now invariably called her; +Shaw did not go on his knees to Alison to return; and one day Jim, who +did still call at the Reeds' notwithstanding Alison's prohibition, +brought the gloomy tidings that Shaw was seeing other girls with a view +to filling up Alison's place in the shop. This was a dark blow indeed, +and both Alison and Grannie felt themselves turning very pale, and +their hearts sinking, when Jim brought them the unpleasant news. + +"Set down, Jim Hardy, set down," said Grannie, but her lips trembled +with passion as she spoke. "I don't want to see anyone in my house +that I don't offer a chair to, but I can't think much of your detective +powers, lad, or you'd have got your own gel cleared long ere this." + +"I aint his own girl, and he knows it," said Alison, speaking pertly +because her heart was so sick. + +Jim hardly noticed her sharp words--he was feeling very depressed +himself--he sank into the chair Grannie had offered him, placed his big +elbows on his knees, pushed his huge hands through his thick hair, and +scratched his head in perplexity. + +"It's an awful mystery, that it is," he said; "there aint a person in +the shop as don't fret a bit for Ally--she was so bright and +genteel-looking; and no one thinks she's done it. If only, Alison, you +hadn't gone away so sharp, the whole thing would have blown over by +now." + +"Coming of the blood----" began Grannie; but Alison knew the conclusion +of that sentence, and interrupted her. + +"Bygones is bygones," she said, "and we have got to face the future. +I'll look out for another post to-day; I'll begin to study the papers, +and see what can be done. It aint to be supposed that this will crush +me out and out, and me so young and strong." + +"But you'll have to get a character," said Jim, whose brow had not +relaxed from the deep frown which it wore. + +Alison gave her head another toss. + +"I must do my best," she said. She evidently did not intend to pursue +the subject further with her lover. + +Jim was not at all an unobservant man. He had seen many signs which +distressed him, both in Grannie's face and Alison's; he knew also that +Harry had been taken from school quite a year too soon; he knew well +that Alison's bread winnings were necessary for the family, and that it +was impossible to expect an old body like Grannie to feed all those +hungry mouths much longer. + +"Look here," he said, rising suddenly to his feet, "I have got +something to say." + +"Oh, dear, dear, why will you waste our time?" said Alison. + +"It aint waste, and you have got to listen--please, Mrs. Reed, don't go +out of the room; I want you to hear it too. Now, you look at me, +Alison Reed. I am big, aint I, and I'm strong, and I earn good wages, +right good--for a man as isn't twenty-five yet. I'm getting close on +two pounds a week now, and you can see for yourselves that that's a +good pile." + +"Bless us!" said Grannie, "it's a powerful heap of money." + +"Well, I'm getting that," said Jim, with a sort of righteous pride on +his face, "and no one who knows what's what could complain of the same. +Now, this is what I'm thinking. I am all alone in the world; I haven't +kith nor kin belonging to me, only an uncle in Australia, and he don't +count, as I never set eyes on him. I'd have never come to London but +for father and mother dying off sudden when I was but a bit of a lad. +I'm sort of lonely in the evenings, and I want a wife awful bad." + +"Well, there's Louisa Clay, and she's willing," said Alison, who, +notwithstanding that her heart was almost bursting, could not restrain +her flippant tone. + +Jim gave her a steady look out of his dark gray eyes, but did not +reply. She lowered her own eyes then, unable to bear their true and +faithful glance. + +"What I say is this," said Jim, "that I know you, Alison; you aint no +more a thief than I am. Why shouldn't you come home to me? Why +shouldn't you make me happy--and why shouldn't I help the lads and +Grannie a bit? You'd have as snug a home as any girl in London; and +I'd be proud to work for you. I wouldn't want you to do any more +shopwork. Why should we wait and keep everybody wretched just for a +bit of false pride? Why should you not trust me, Ally? And I love +you, my dear; I love you faithful and true." + +"I wish you wouldn't say any more, Jim," said Alison. + +The note in her voice had changed from sharp petulance to a low sort of +wail. She sank on a chair, laid her head on the table which stood +near, and burst into tears. + +"Grannie, I wish you would try and persuade her," said the young man. + +"I'll talk to her," said Grannie; "it seems reasonable enough. Two +pounds a week! Lor' bless us! why, it's wealth--and ef you love her, +Jim?" + +"Need you ask?" he answered. + +"No, I needn't; you're a good lad. Well, come back again, Jim; go away +now and come back again. We'll see you at the end of a week, that we +will." + +Jim rose slowly and unwillingly. Alison would not look at him. She +was sobbing in a broken-hearted way behind her handkerchief. + +"I don't see why there should be suspense," he said, as he took up his +cap. "It's the right thing to do; everything else is wrong. And see +here, Alison, I'll take a couple of the children; they don't cost much, +I know, and it will be such a help to Grannie." + +"To be sure, that it will," said Grannie. "That offer about the +children is a p'int to be considered. You go away, Jim, and come back +again at the end of a week." + +The young man gave a loving glance at Alison's sunny head as it rested +on the table. His inclination was to go up to her, take her head +between his hands, raise the tearful face, kiss the tears away, and, in +short, take the fortress by storm. But Grannie's presence prevented +this, and Alison would not once look up. The old woman gave him an +intelligent and hopeful glance, and he was obliged to be content with +it and hurry off. + +"I'll come again next Tuesday to get my answer," he said. + +Alison murmured something which he did not hear. The next instant he +had left the room. + +The moment his footsteps had died away Alison raised her tearful face. + +"You had no right to do it, Grannie," she said. "It was sort of +encouraging him." + +"Dry your tears now, child," said Mrs. Reed. "We'll talk of this later +on." + +"You said yourself I'd have no proper pride to marry Jim at present," +continued the girl. + +"We'll talk of this later on," said Grannie; "the children will be home +in a minute to tea. After tea you and me will talk it over while they +are learning their lessons." + +Grannie could be very immovable and determined when she liked. Having +lived with her all her life, Alison knew her every mood. She perceived +now, by her tightly shut up lips, and the little compression, which was +scarcely a frown, between her brows, that she could get nothing more +out of her at present. + +She prepared the tea, therefore; and when the children came in she cut +bread and margerine for them, for butter had long ago ceased to appear +on Grannie's board. + +After tea the children went into Grannie's bedroom to learn their +lessons, and the old woman and the young found themselves alone. The +lamp was lit, and the little room looked very cheerful; it was warm and +snug. Grannie sat with her hands before her. + +"I thought I wouldn't tell you, but I must," she said. "It's a month +to-day, aint it, Ally, since you lost your place?" + +"Yes, a month exactly," replied Alison. "It is close on Christmas now, +Grannie." + +"Aye," said the old woman, "aye, and Christmas is a blessed, cheerful +time. This is Tuesday; Friday will be Christmas Day. We must have a +nice Christmas for the children, and we will too. We'll all be +cheerful on Christmas Day. Jim might as well come, whatever answer you +give him next week. He's all alone, poor lad, and he might come and +join our Christmas dinner." + +"But we haven't much money," said Alison. "We miss what I earned at +the shop, don't we?" + +"We miss it," said Grannie, "yes." + +She shut up her lips very tightly. At this moment quick footsteps were +heard running up the stairs, and the postman's sharp knock sounded on +the little door. Alison went to get the letter. It was for Grannie, +from a large West End shop; the name of the shop was written in clear +characters on the flap of the envelope. + +Grannie took it carefully between the thumb and finger of her left +hand--she used her right hand now only when she could not help it. No +one remarked this fact, and she hoped that no one noticed it. She +unfastened the flap of the envelope slowly and carefully, and, taking +the letter out, began to read it. It was a request from the manager +that she would call at ten o'clock the following morning to take a +large order for needlework which was required to be completed in a +special hurry. Grannie laid the letter by Alison's side. + +Alison read it. She had been accustomed to such letters coming from +that firm to Grannie for several years. Such letters meant many of the +comforts which money brings; they meant warm fires, and good meals, and +snug clothes, and rent for the rooms, and many of the other necessaries +of life. + +"Well," said the girl, in a cheery tone, "that's nice. You have nearly +finished the last job, haven't you, Grannie?" + +"No, I aint," said Grannie, with a sort of gasp in her voice. + +"I thought I saw you working at it every day." + +"So I have been, and in a sense it is finished and beautiful, I am +sure; but there aint no feather-stitching. I can't manage the +feather-stitching. I can never featherstitch any more, Alison. Maybe +for a short time longer I may go on with plain needlework, but that +special twist and the catching up of the loop in the quilting part of +the feather-stitching, it's beyond me, darlin'. 'Taint that I can't +see how to do it, 'taint that I aint willing, but it's the finger and +thumb, dearie; they won't meet to do the work proper. It's all over, +love, all the money-making part of my work. It's them letters to +Australia, love. Oh, dear! oh, dear!" + +Grannie laid her white head down on the table. It was a very sad sight +to see it there, a much more pathetic sight than it had been to see +Alison's golden head in the same position an hour or two ago. There +was plenty of hope in Alison's grief, heart-broken as it seemed, but +there was no hope at all in the old woman's despair. The last time she +had given way and spoken of her fears to Alison she had sobbed; but she +shed no tears now--the situation was too critical. + +"_Ef_ you had only learned the stitch," she said to her granddaughter. +There was a faint shadow of reproach in her tone. "I can't show it to +you now; but ef you had only learned it." + +"But I do know it," said Alison, in distress. + +"Not proper, dear; not as it should be done. I fear that I can never +show you now." + +"And that is why you want me to marry Jim?" said Alison. "I wonder at +you, Grannie--you who have such pride!" + +"There are times and seasons," said Grannie, "when pride must give way, +and it seems to me that we have come to this pass. I looked at Jim +when he was talking to-day, and I saw clear--clear as if in a +vision--that he would never cast up to you those words that you dread. +If you are never cleared of that theft, Alison, Jim will never call his +wife a thief. Jim is good to the heart's core, and he is powerful +rich, and ef you don't marry him, my gel, you'll soon be starving, for +I can't do the feather-stitching. I can't honestly do the work. I'll +go and see the manager to-morrow morning; but it's all up with me, +child. You ought to marry Jim, dear, and you ought to provide a home +for the two little ones--for Polly and little Kitty." + +"And what's to become of you, Grannie, and Dave, and Harry, and Annie?" + +"Maybe Jim would take Annie too, now that he is so rich." + +"Do you think it would be right to ask him?" + +"No, I don't; no, I don't. Well, anyhow, it is good to have half the +fam'ly put straight. You will think of it, Ally, you will think of it; +you've got a whole week to think of it in." + +"I will think of it," said Alison, in a grave voice. + +She got up presently; she was feeling very restless and excited. + +"I think I'll go out for a bit," she said. + +"Do, child, do; it will bring a bit of color into your cheeks." + +"Is there anything I can get for you, Grannie--anything for Christmas? +You said we were to be happy till after Christmas." + +"So we will; I have made up my mind firm on that p'int. We'll have a +right good Christmas. There's three pounds in my purse. We'll spend +five shillings for Christmas Day. That ought to give us a powerful lot +o' good food. Oh, yes, we'll manage for Christmas." + +"This is Tuesday," said Alison, "and Christmas Day comes Friday. Shall +I get any of the things to-night, Grannie?" + +Grannie looked up at the tall girl who stood by her side. She saw the +restless, agitated expression on the young face. + +"She'll like to have the feel of money in her hands again," thought the +little woman. "I'll trust her with a shillin'. Lor', I hope she'll be +careful with it. Twelve pennies can do a mint ef they're spent +careful." + +She went slowly to her cupboard, took her keys out of her pocket, +unlocked it with her left hand, and, taking her little purse from a +secret receptacle at the back of the cupboard, produced a shilling from +her hoard. + +"There," she said, "for the Lord's sake don't drop it; put it safe in +your pocket. You might get the raisins for the puddin' and the sugar +and the flour out o' this. You choose from the bargain counter, and +use your eyes, and don't buy raisins what have got no fruit in 'em. +Sometimes at bargain counters they are all skin, and good for nothink; +but ef you are sharp you can sometimes pick up right good fruity fruit, +and that's the sort we want. Now, don't be long away. Yes, for sure, +we may as well have the stuff for the puddin' in the house." + +Alison promised to be careful. She put on her neat black hat and +jacket and went out. She had scarcely gone a hundred yards before she +came straight up against Louisa Clay. Louisa looked very stylish in a +large mauve-colored felt hat, and a fur boa round her neck; her black +hair was much befrizzed and becurled. Alison shrank from the sight of +her, and was about to go quickly by when the other girl drew up +abruptly. + +"Why, there you are," she said; "I was jest thinking of coming round to +see yer." + +Alison stood still when she was addressed, but she did not make any +remark. Her intention was to go on as soon as ever Louisa had finished +speaking. Louisa's own intention was quite different. + +"Well, I am glad," she continued. "I have a lot of things to say. Do +you know your place is filled up?" + +"Yes," said Alison, flushing. "Jim told me." + +"Jim!" repeated Louisa, with a note of scorn. "Don't you think you are +very free and easy with Mr. Hardy? And when did you see him?" she +added, a jealous light coming into her eyes. + +"He was at our house this afternoon. I must say good-evening now, +Louisa. I am in a hurry; I am doing some errands for Grannie." + +"Oh, I don't mind walking a bit o' the way with you. You are going +shopping, is it?" + +"Well, yes; Christmas is near, you know." + +Alison felt herself shrinking more and more from Louisa. She hated her +to walk by her side. It irritated her beyond words to hear her speak +of Jim. She dreaded more than she could tell Louisa finding out how +poor they were; nothing would induce her to get the bargain raisins or +any of the other cheap things in her presence. + +"I am rather in a hurry," she said; "perhaps you won't care to go so +fast." + +"As it happens, I have nothing special to do. I'll go with you now, or +I'll call in by and by and have a chat. I don't know that old Grannie +of yours, but folks say she's quite a character. Jim said so last +night when he was supping at our house." + +"I am sure he didn't," muttered Alison under her breath angrily; but +she refrained from making any comment aloud. + +"Well," said Louisa, "you'd like to know what sort of girl is coming to +Shaw's to take up your work?" + +"I don't think I would," replied Alison; "I am really not interested." + +"I wonder you care to tell such lies, Alison Reed! Anyone can tell by +your face that you are just burning with curiosity and jealousy." + +"You mustn't say such things to me," said Alison; "if you do, I won't +walk with you." + +"Oh, my word, how grand we are!" said the other girl; "how high and +mighty, and all the rest of it! To be sure, Alison, you were a flat to +run off the way you did that day. There is not a person in the shop +that don't think you guilty, and small blame to 'em, I say. Poor Jim +did fret a bit the first day or two, but I think he's pretty happy now; +he comes to our house constant. He's very fine company is Jim, he +sings so well; and did you know he had a turn for acting? We're +getting up a little play for Christmas Eve, and Jim's to be the hero; +I'm the heroine. My word! it's as pretty a bit of love-making as you'd +often see. I tell you what it is, Alison; I'll give you an invitation. +You shall come and see it; you will now, won't you? I'll think you're +devoured with jealousy if you don't. You will; say you will." + +Alison paused for a moment--a sort of inward rage consumed her. How +dared Jim profess such love for her, and yet give up so much of his +time to Louisa--how dared he make love to her even in play! A sudden +fierce resolve came into her heart. Yes, she would see the acting--she +would judge for herself. Christmas Eve, that was Thursday +night--Thursday was a good way off from Tuesday, the day when she was +to give Jim her answer. As she walked now by Louisa's side, she +guessed what her answer would be--she would be careful and +cautious--oh, yes, she would see for herself. + +"I will come," she said suddenly, and to Louisa's great surprise--"I +will come, if you promise me one thing." + +"What's that?" + +"Don't tell Jim Hardy--don't say anything about it. When he sees me +he'll know, but don't tell him beforehand." + +Louisa burst into a loud, scathing laugh. + +"To hear you speak, Alison," she said, "one would think that you were +somebody of consequence to Mr. Hardy. Oh, dear--oh, dear, the conceit +of some folks! Do you suppose it would make any _difference_ to him +whether you came or not? But take my word for it, I won't tell him." + +"Thank you," said Alison. "Yes, I'll be there. What time shall I +come?" + +"The acting begins at nine o'clock, but there's supper first at eight; +you had best come to supper. I will put you in a corner where you +can't get even a sight of Jim's face, then you'll be easy and happy in +your mind." + +"No, I won't come to supper, but I'll come in time for the acting. I +am very much obliged, I am sure." + +Louisa gave vent to a great yawn. + +"Seems to me," she said, "that you aint up to much shopping; you +haven't gone into one shop yet." + +"No more I have," said Alison. "I have changed my mind; I won't buy +the things I meant to to-night. I'll go home now; so I'll say +good-evening." + +"Good-evening," said Louisa, accompanying her words with a sweeping +courtesy which she considered full of style and grace. + +She went home chuckling to herself. + +"I guess that acting will finish up Alison's love affair," she thought. +"It won't be any fault of mine if it doesn't. Oh, good-evening, Mr. +Sampson." + +George Sampson, who had been looking out for Louisa, now joined her, +and the two walked back to the pawnshop arm in arm, and talking very +confidentially together, Louisa had been true to her own +predictions--she had so flattered and so assiduously wooed George +Sampson that he was her devoted slave by this time. He came to see her +every night, and had assured Jim Hardy long ago that of all people in +the world Louisa was the last who had anything to do with the stealing +of the five-pound note. Louisa's own charms were the sort which would +appeal to a man like Sampson, but whether he would have made up his +mind to marry her, if he did not know that she was safe to have a nice +little sum down from her father on her wedding-day, remains an open +question. + +As Alison walked home, many angry and jealous thoughts whirled through +her brain. Was Jim really false to her?--she forgot all about his face +that afternoon; she forgot his earnest words. She only recalled +Louisa's look of triumph and the little play which was to be acted in +her presence. + +"Yes, I'll be there," thought the girl; "yes, Christmas Eve shall +decide it." + +She ran upstairs and entered the kitchen. Grannie and David were +sitting side by side, engaged in earnest conversation. David blushed +when he saw Alison, and suddenly slipped something under the table; +Grannie patted his arm softly with her left hand. + +"Well, Ally, you are home in double-quick time," she said. + +"Too quick, is it?" said Alison, taking off her hat and flinging +herself wearily into the nearest chair. + +"No, no, my child, never too quick," said the old lady; "and did you +get a good bargain?" she added the next minute anxiously. "Were you +careful in the spending of that shillin'? Why, I don't see any +parcels. For mercy's sake child, don't tell me that you dropped the +shillin'." + +"No, I didn't, Grannie; here it is. Somehow I am out of humor for +bargains to-night--that's why I come back." + +Grannie took back the precious shilling tenderly. She went to the +cupboard and restored it to her purse. As she did so, she gave a sigh +of relief. She was full of respect for Alison's powers, but not as a +bargainer; she was certain she could get a penny-worth more value out +of the shilling than her grand-daughter would. + +"Dave," she said, turning to the lad as she spoke, "Ally and I have +made up our minds that, whatever happens, we'll have a right good +Christmas. We'll have a puddin' and snap-dragon, and a little bit of +beef, and everything hot and tasty, and we'll have the stockings hung +up just as usual by the children's beds; bless 'em, we'll manage it +somehow--somehow or other it has got to be done. Who knows but perhaps +cheerful times may follow Christmas? Yes, who knows? There's never no +use in being downhearted." + +"I suppose you are thinkin' of a wedding," said Alison suddenly. + +"Well, dear child, and why not?" + +"There's not much chance of it," was the reply, in a defiant tone. +"Anyhow," continued Alison, "I've made up my mind to look for another +situation to-morrow." + +Grannie's little white face became clouded. + +"I am going to Oxford Street, to a registry office," said Alison. "I +know lots about counter work, and I don't doubt that I may get a very +good place; anyhow, I'm going to try." + +"Well, that's sperit, there's no denying that," said the old lady; +"it's in the breed, and it can't be crushed." + +"David, what are you hiding under the table?" said Alison, in a fretful +tone. She felt too unhappy to be civil to anyone. + +"I have got spirit, too, and I'm not ashamed," said David suddenly. +"It's a bit o' stuff I'm feather-stitching; there--I am learning the +stitch." + +"Well!" said Alison; "you, a boy?" + +"Yes, I--a boy," he replied, looking her full between the eyes. + +There was something in the fearless glance of his gray eyes that caused +her to lower her own--ashamed. + +"Dave's the blessing of my life," said Mrs. Reed; "he has learned the +stitch, and though he do it slow, he do it true and beautiful. It +shan't never now die out of the fam'ly." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +Grannie felt that matters had arrived at a crisis. Whatever the +doctors chose to call the suffering which she endured, her right hand +was fast becoming useless. It was with her right hand that she +supported her family; if it failed her, therefore, her livelihood was +cut off. She was a brave little woman; never in all her long life had +she feared to look the truth in the face. She looked at it now quietly +and soberly. Night after night she gazed at it as she lay in her tiny +bed in her tiny bedroom, with a grandchild fast asleep at each side of +her. She lay motionless then, in too great pain to sleep, and with the +future staring at her. + +To-night she went to bed as usual. There was no manner of use in +sitting up burning lamps and fire; it was far cheaper to lie down in +the dark in bed. She lay down and gazed straight out into the deep +shadows which filled the little room. It was a moonlight night, and +some of the moon's rays pierced through the tiny window, but most of +the room lay in shadow, and it was toward the shadow Grannie turned her +eyes. + +"It's all true," she said to herself, "there aint no manner of use in +denying it, or turning my face from it--it's true--it's the will o' the +Lord. My mother said to me--her as was a Simpson and married a +Phipps--she said when my father died, 'Patty, it's the will o' the +Lord.' I didn't like, somehow, to hear her say it--the will o' the +Lord seemed so masterful like, so crushing like, so cruel. And now the +will o' the Lord has come to me. It wor the Lord's will to bless me +all my life hitherto, but now it is his will to make things sore dark. +Somehow I can't trust and I can't hope, for there's nothing to hope +for, and there are the children, four of 'em unable to earn their +bread. Harry must make shift to do something, but there are three +little ones. Oh, good Lord, don't ever let me hear the children cry +for bread!" + +As Grannie whispered these words out into the darkness, she laid her +left hand tenderly on the flaxen head of her youngest grandchild. Her +hand stroked down the smooth, round head; the child stirred in her +dreams, murmured "Grannie," and turned over on her other side. She was +very well, and very happy--as plump as a little button--a bonny, +bright-eyed creature. Grannie used to adore her stout legs. + +"Kitty have always been so well fed," she used to say; "that's the +secret--there's nothink like it--nothink." + +And she had held the fat baby, and by and by the fat little girl, up +admiringly for less fortunate neighbors to criticise. + +Now the fiat had fallen; the bread-winner could no longer earn the +family meal, and Kitty and the others would have to do without their +bread and butter. + +"It is true, and it must be faced," thought the old woman. "The p'int +to be considered now is, how is it to be faced? Wot's the best way?" + +Grannie thought matters over very carefully. Before the morning she +had marked out a line of action for herself. Christmas Day should come +and go before any of the dark shadow which filled her own breast should +descend upon the younger members of the household. David and Alison +knew about it, or at least they partly knew, although it was impossible +for them to quite realize the extent of the disaster. It was arranged, +too, that Harry was to leave school, so he also must partly guess that +something was up; but the little ones had never known sorrow yet, and +Grannie resolved that they should have a perfect Christmas Day. +Afterward, if Alison would only consent to marry Jim, half the family +would be provided for. For Grannie, although she was proud, had no +false pride, and she felt that a man who was earning such magnificent +wages as two pounds a week might undertake the care, at any rate for a +time, of two little children. But even granted that Alison and the two +youngest were off her hands, there were still David, Harry, and Annie +to provide for. Grannie could not see her way plain with regard to +these three members of the family. She resolved to ask the advice of +an old clergyman of the name of Williams, who had often before given +her valuable counsel. Mr. Williams was most kind; he was full of +resources; he took a great interest in the poor; he had known Grannie +for close on twenty years; he might be able to help her in this +critical moment of her fate, Having made up her mind so far, the little +woman fell asleep. + +When she heard at an early hour the following morning that Alison was +still fully resolved to seek for a new situation, she suggested that +she should call at the shop in Regent Street, see the manager, and +explain to him as best she could that it was out of Grannie's power to +do any more needlework. + +"You had best go," said Grannie, looking up at the girl with her bright +blue eyes, and a determined expression steeling her sweet old mouth +almost to sternness. "Jest see the manager, Mr. Squire, and tell him +the simple truth. Take him back this underclothing; it is finished +beautiful all but the feather-stitching. I know he'll be put out, but +I suppose he'll give me half pay--o' course, I don't expec' more. Ef +that cambric had been properly feather-stitched there was thirty +shillings to be got on it; but I'll be glad of fifteen, and you can let +Mr. Squire know. I am pleased that Dave knows the stitch, for he can +teach it to his wife when he gets one. He have promised, dear lad; +there's a fortin' in it yet, for a member of the fam'ly wot _hasn't_ +learned handwriting. It's them schools wot are at the bottom of all +this trouble, Alison. Talk of edication! My mother, wot was a Simpson +by birth, could only put a cross agin her name, but Lor', wot a fine +woman she was with sprigs!--we called the beginning of the +feather-stitching sprigs in them days. It was she invented sprigs, and +she had no writers' cramp, nor a chance o' it, bless her! Now then, +dearie, run off, and bring me back the fifteen shillings. We'll try to +keep up 'eart till after Christmas Day." + +Alison was very silent and depressed, but she promised to do exactly as +her grandmother wished in the matter of the feather-stitching; and with +the cambric made up into a neat parcel she soon left the little flat. + +Grannie sighed deeply when she saw her go. The little woman felt that +she had burned her boats; there was no going back on anything now. She +had severed with her own hands her best connection, and nothing could +ever be the same again. A sort of agony came over her as she heard +Alison running downstairs, a fierce desire to call her back, to beg of +her not to go to Mr. Squire at all that day; but one glance at the +swollen, useless hand made her change her mind. She sat down limp on +the nearest chair, and one or two slow tears trickled out of her eyes. + +By dinner time Alison was back; she was full of her own concerns, and +considered Grannie and the feather-stitching, for the time being, quite +a secondary matter. + +"The shop is a very good one," she said, "and they want a girl. If I +can bring a good character, I am very likely to get the situation. It +is twelve shillings a week, four--four shillings more than Shaw used to +give me. If only I can get Shaw to give me a character I'll be all +right, and on twelve shillings a week we can keep up the house somehow; +can't we, Grannie?" + +Grannie pursed up her lips, but did not speak. + +She knew far better than Alison that these small wages, although an +immense help, could not possibly do the work which her +feather-stitching money had accomplished. + +"Well, dearie," she said, after a pause, "I am glad that things are so +far good; but have you quite made up your mind not to marry poor Jim, +then, Alison?" + +"No, no, not quite," she replied, coloring; "but the fact is, I want +two strings to my bow. By the way, I did not tell you that the Clays +have invited me to a party there to-morrow night?" + +"The Clays!" exclaimed Grannie. "Sakes! you aint goin' to them?" + +"Yes, but I am. I have promised." + +"I don't think the Clays are the sort of people that a girl of your +breed ought to know, Alison. Poor as we are, we hold up our heads, and +why shouldn't we, being----" + +"Oh, Grannie, here is your fifteen shillings," interrupted Alison. "I +saw Mr. Squire, and he said he was sorry, but he really could not offer +more, as the feather-stitching was not done." + +"He were put out, weren't he?" said Grannie, her little face puckered +up in her intense anxiety to know how Mr. Squire bore the calamity. + +"After a fashion, yes," said Alison; "but he said the new embroidery +which is coming in so much would do quite as well, and he knew a woman +who would do the things in a hurry. He said: 'Give my compliments to +Mrs. Reed, and say I am sorry to lose her nice work,' and he paid me my +money and bowed me out of the shop." + +"It is all over, Grannie," continued the girl, cruel in her severity, +and not knowing she was stabbing the old woman's heart at every word. +"You place wonderful store by that feather-stitching, but the new +embroidery will do quite as well for all the fine ladies, and other +women will get the money." + +"Yes, yes," said Grannie, "yes, it is the will o' the Lord. Somehow, +that seems to steady me up--to bear it like." + +She went out of the room tottering a little, but came back quite +cheerful when the children returned home for the midday meal. + +After dinner Alison went to see Mr. Shaw. She did not like this job at +all, but she knew she had no chance of getting another place unless she +could induce Shaw to give her a character. She planned how best to go +to the shop without being observed by the rest of the shop people. She +was too handsome a girl not to have created a great deal of attention +during her stay at Shaw's, and now, with this story about the theft +hanging over her head, she would be more interesting and more worthy of +criticism than ever. She dreaded beyond words being seen at Shaw's, +more particularly by Louisa Clay and Jim Hardy. She crept in by a side +entrance, and as the shop was very full at this hour (Christmas being +so close at hand, the crowd this afternoon was denser than ever), she +managed to escape attention. She could see without being noticed. She +observed Louisa flaunting about the shop, looking very handsome, and on +every possible occasion appealing to Jim for advice or help. Jim was +the walker to-day, and Louisa was always calling him to her on one +pretext or another. It seemed to Alison's jealous eyes that the young +man did not dislike her too-evident attentions. He always replied to +her with courtesy, and, according to Alison, stood by her side longer +than was necessary. + +"I must get that situation in Oxford Street," muttered the girl to +herself. "I shall feel fit to kill those two if ever they are wed, and +the further I am off the better." + +Her angry and excited feelings gave her courage, and she was able to +ask a comparative stranger--a girl who scarcely knew her--if she could +see Mr. Shaw. + +"I am afraid you cannot to-day," was the reply. "The manager is too +busy, but if you like to call again----" + +"No, no, I see him there. I'll ask him myself," was the reply. + +"Lor', what cheek!" muttered the new shop-girl; but Alison was too far +away to hear her. + +She had approached Mr. Shaw as he was wishing one of his customers "A +Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year." He turned round with a smile on +his lips. Things were doing remarkably well, and he could afford to be +cheerful. Suddenly his rather staring, bloodshot eyes encountered the +full gaze of Alison's clear blue ones. + +"Eh, Miss Reed?" he said, stepping back in astonishment. + +"Yes, sir; can I speak to you?" said Alison. + +"Certainly, my dear, certainly; come this way. She has found out who +the thief is, and will come back once more," muttered the manager to +himself. "She's the best and most attractive shopwoman I ever had; she +shall come back immediately after Christmas." + +He hurried Alison through the shop into his own little counting-house. +He shut the door then, and asked her to seat herself. + +"How are you?" he said, fixing his eyes with a sort of coarse +admiration on her face. "You have got at the truth of this miserable +matter, have you not? Now, I wonder who the thief is, eh? Well, all I +can say is this: I am right glad that you know. We miss you, Miss +Reed, in the shop. Your services have been of great value to us. I +shall have the person who took that money prosecuted; there's not the +least doubt about that. Your character will be abundantly cleared, and +you can resume your post here immediately after the Christmas holidays." + +"I thought," said Alison, "that you had got someone else to fill my +place." + +"So I have, so I have--that Jenkins girl--the daughter of poor Tom +Jenkins, who died in the autumn; but, bless you, she's no good; she +don't even know the meaning of drawing on a customer! You see, Miss +Reed, I don't mean to flatter you, but you have got the tact, and just +when the sales are beginning you will be invaluable. I can offer you a +percentage on all the remnants you dispose of. Come, now, that's a +bargain; you'll be right welcome back. You have got tact, and if I may +be allowed to say so--_looks_." + +Here the manager gave Alison another broad stare. + +"By the way, who is the thief?" he continued. + +"You quite misunderstand me, sir," said Alison. "I have not found the +thief--I have not the faintest idea who stole that money; I only know +that I did not, and that nothing will induce me to set foot again in +this shop as one of the staff until I am cleared." + +"Then, my good girl, may I ask what in the world you are wasting my +time for?" + +He approached the door of his tiny counting-house, and half opened it +as he spoke. + +"One minute, sir, please. Although I cannot of course come here, I +naturally want to get another situation." + +"I dare say; but that is not my affair." + +"Oh, yes, please, sir, it is! I have just heard of a very good post in +Oxford Street. I saw the manager this morning, and he said that he +would give me the situation if you could recommend me. Will you, sir; +will you give me a character, Mr. Shaw?" + +"You have cheek," said Shaw, in a deliberate voice. "Do you suppose I +am going to recommend a thief?" + +"But, oh, sir, oh, Mr. Shaw, you know I am not that!" + +"I don't know anything of the kind; I only know that you are a brazen, +unreasonable hussy. You know perfectly well that when you left here +you forfeited your character. Yes, your attitude, let me tell you, +Miss Reed, cuts both ways. If you don't choose to come here until you +are cleared, I don't give you a character until you are cleared. Come, +now, that's a fair bargain, is it not?" + +"Oh, sir, it is so hard of you!" said Alison. "Sir, if you would but +be merciful!" + +"That's my last word," said Shaw. "I must go back to attend to my +customers." + +He left the counting-house abruptly, and Alison did not take long in +following his example. + +"It is no good, Grannie," she said, when she entered her little home +half an hour afterward. "Shaw is as hard as a millstone. He won't +give me a character until I am cleared; and, as I never shall be +cleared, why, I'll never get a character, and I cannot get a situation. +What is to become of me, Grannie; oh, Grannie, what is to become of me?" + +At these words Alison gave way to the most terrible, overpowering +grief. She did not know how to comfort Grannie, but Grannie knew how +to comfort her. She patted her as if she were a baby; she stroked her +soft hair, and kissed her hot cheeks, and laid her head on her own +little shoulder, and made tea, although the supply in the caddy was +getting very low, and then talked to her as she knew how, and with +wonderful cunning and power of Jim, Jim, Jim. + +As Alison loved Jim this subject could not but be of interest to her. + +"There's no other way out of it," said Grannie finally. "He is yer +sweetheart, faithful and true--he don't suspect you; he never will +suspect you. You whisper 'yes' to him on Christmas night, dearie, and +don't wait for next Tuesday. It's the right thing to do, it's the only +right thing to do." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +On Christmas Eve, Grannie went out and stayed away for about an hour. +She looked mysterious when she came back. She wore her zebra-pattern +shawl, which was quite bulged out with parcels. These she conveyed +quickly into her bedroom, notwithstanding the devouring eyes which the +children cast upon them. + +"Out of that," she said, pushing them all aside; "none of your +curiosity, or you'll get nothing. What right have you to suppose as +I'm agoin' to waste my money a-giving presents to little brats like +you? Now, out of the way, out of the way. For goodness' sake Polly, +set down and finish stoning 'em raisins. Annie, is that a currant I +see in yer mouth, you bad, greedy girl? I'll whack you, as sure as my +name's Grannie." + +Then Grannie disappeared into her room and locked the door amid the +screams of excitement and laughter of the happy children. "I am an old +fool to do it," she said to herself, trembling a good deal, for somehow +she had been feeling very weak the last few days; the constant pain and +anxiety had told upon her. "I am an old fool to spend seven and +sixpence on nothing at all but gimcracks to put into the Christmas +stockings; but there, I must see 'em happy once again--I must--I will. +Afterwards there'll be a dark time, I know; but on Christmas Day it +shall be all light--all light, and cheerfulness, and trust, for the +sake of the dear Lord wot was born a babe in Bethlehem." + +Grannie very carefully deposited her parcels in the old-fashioned +bureau which stood in the corner of the tiny bedroom. She locked it up +and put the key in her pocket, and returned to the little sitting room. + +Alison was busy trimming her party dress. She had a party dress, and +quite a stylish one. It was made of pink nun's-veiling, which she had +got very cheap as a bargain at Shaw's when the summer sale was over. +The dress was made simply, quite high to the throat, with long sleeves, +but the plain skirt and rather severe-looking bodice, with its frill of +lace round the throat and wrists, gave Alison that curiously refined, +ladylike appearance which was so rare in her station of life. She had +a sort of natural instinct which kept her from overdressing, and she +always looked the picture of neatness. She was furbishing up the lace +on the dress now, and Polly was seated by the little table stoning the +raisins for the Christmas pudding, and gazing with admiration at her +sister all the while. The Christmas bustle and sense of festivity +which Grannie had insisted on bringing into the air, infected everyone. +Even Alison felt rather cheerful; as she trimmed up the old dress she +kept singing a merry tune. If it was her bounden duty to marry Jim--to +return the great love he bore her--to be his faithful and true +wife--then all the calamity of the last few days would be past. Good +luck would once more shine upon her. Once again she would be the +happiest of the happy. + +"Oh, yes, I love him!" she murmured to herself. "I love him better +every day, every hour, every minute; he is all the world to me. I +think of him all day long, and dream of him all through the night. I +could be good for him. If he is strong enough and great enough to get +over the fact of my being accused of theft, why, I'll take him; yes, +I'll take him. It will make Grannie happy too. Poor old Grannie! she +don't look too well the last day or two. It is wonderful, but I think +she is fretting sore about that feather-stitching. Poor dear! she +thinks more of that feather-stitching than of most anything else in the +world; but, Lor' bless her, they'll soon be putting something else in +its place in the West End shops. The feather-stitching will be +old-fashioned beside the embroidery. Poor old Grannie, it is hard on +her!" + +By this time the tea hour had arrived. Alison took her dress into her +little bedroom, laid it on the bed, and came back to help to get ready +the family meal. David and Harry both came noisily upstairs to partake +of it. They were going out immediately afterward to the boys' club, +and told Grannie that they would not be back to supper. + +"There are going to be real high jinks at the club to-night," said +Harry; "a magic lantern and a conjurer, and afterward we are to play +leapfrog and billiards, and end up with a boxing match. That swell, +Mr. Rolfe, is the right sort. Anyone would think that he had known +boys from this part of the world all his days." + +"Boys is boys all the world over," said Grannie; "be they rich or poor, +high or low, they are just the same--mischeevous, restless young +wagabones. Now then, Harry, for goodness gracious, don't spill your +tea on the cloth. My word! wot a worry you all are." + +"You know you don't think so, Grannie," said the audacious boy. His +black eyes laughed into her blue ones; she gave him a smile into which +she threw her whole brave heart. He remembered that smile in the dark +days which were to follow. + +Tea was over, and presently Alison went into her room to dress. She +did not intend putting in an appearance at the Clays' before nine +o'clock, and she told Grannie not to sit up for her. Of course Jim +would see her home. It occurred to her, and her heart beat faster at +the thought, that she might be able to give Jim his final answer on her +way home; if so, what a glorious Christmas present would be hers. +Accordingly, as she dressed her hair she sang a cheerful little song +under her breath. Grannie heard her in the kitchen, paused with her +finger on her lip, and enjoined silence for a moment, and then smiled +in a very heart-whole manner. + +"To be sure," she murmured to herself "the will of the Lord seems full +o' mercy to-night. Wot do it matter about an old body like me, ef +things go right for the children? Oh, good Lord, I commit these +children to thy care; do for 'em wot is right, and don't trouble about +an old body. I don't count; I know my place is safe enough for me in +the Kingdom. I need not fret about wot is left for this world." + +When Alison came out of her room, looking beautiful, and fifty times +too good for the company she was to be with, Grannie gave her a kiss, +which was so full of gladness and meaning as to be almost solemn. + +"And Jim will see you home," said the old lady. "Oh, yes, yes!" + +"To be sure; but don't sit up, Grannie," said Alison. + +"I won't ef you don't wish it, love. You'll find the key under the +mat; now go off, and a Christmas blessin' with you." + +Alison departed, and soon afterward the younger children were hustled +off to bed. They were very much excited, and did not at all wish to +retire at this comparatively early hour, but Grannie was peremptory. +She had plenty of work to do after the rogues were asleep, she +murmured. So off to bed they went, with a couple of raisins each by +way of comfort; and when she thought they were snoring she slipped +softly into her room to fetch the brown paper parcels, and the long +woolen stockings which year after year had done duty for the Santa +Claus gifts. If she suspected it, she took good care not to look; +nevertheless, the fact remains that the three little snorers did open +their eyes for a brief moment, and did see the parcels going out, and +the stockings following them, and then turned round to hug each other +in an ecstacy of bliss. On this occasion Alison's companion slept with +her two sisters, and they kept up a little chatter, like birds in a +nest, for quite five minutes after Grannie had left them. She heard +them, of course,--for every sound could be heard in the little +flat,--but she took no notice. + +"Bless 'em, how happy they are!" she said to herself. "Bless the Lord, +oh, my soul. I do declare there's a sight o' good to be got out of +life, writers' cramp or not. Now, then, to open these parcels." + +The parcels when opened produced a wonderful array of cheap workboxes, +needle-cases, pin-trays, ornamental pens, boxes full of bon-bons, penny +whistles, twopenny flutes, a Jew's-harp or two; in short, a medley of +every kind of heterogeneous presents which could be produced with the +modest sum of from a penny to twopence halfpenny. Grannie fully +believed in numbers. She knew from past experience that the children +would rather have half a dozen small things than one big thing. The +worsted stockings, too, which had been knit in a bygone age, by the +celebrated Mrs. Simpson, the inventor of the sprig, were deep and long. +They took a great deal of filling, and Grannie knew what keen +disappointment would be the result if each stocking was not chock-full. +She collected her wares, sorted them into six parcels, laid the six +stockings on the table by the side of the gifts, and then began to +select the most appropriate gifts for each. Yes; Alison should have +the little basket which contained the pretty thimble, the little plush +pin-cushion glued on at one corner, and two reels of cotton kept in +their place by a neat little band, and the needle-book at the opposite +side. + +"This is the werry nattiest thing I have seen for many a day," murmured +Grannie, "and only tuppence three farthings. I'll take the price off, +of course. Now, suppose Ally comes back an engaged girl, could she +have anything prettier than this little basket? It shall go in the top +of the stocking, jest where it can peep out and look at her the first +thing in the morning." + +The stockings were filled at last; the toes and heels dexterously +stuffed out with apples and oranges; the gifts following next--each +separate gift wrapped in paper, and tied neatly with string. + +"Quite half the fun is in the untying of the string," thought Mrs. +Reed. "Oh, how the little 'earts will go pitter-patter! Don't I know +it myself? Why, when I were nothing more than a five-year-old Phipps, +I remember as well as possible taking my presents out of this werry +stocking, and trembling all over when I couldn't untie the knot of the +parcel which held that cock made of sugar, wot I kept on the +chimney-piece for many and many a day afterward; for though mother give +it to me, she wouldn't let me eat it." + +The six stockings were filled, and each stocking hung at the foot of +its future owner's bed. The children were sound asleep now, and the +boys at the club, and the girl at her party forgot all about such a +trivial thing as poor old Santa Claus and his stocking, but Grannie was +very thankful that the stockings should hang at the foot of the beds +for the last time. When all was done and the kitchen made as neat as a +new pin she fell on her knees and uttered a short prayer--a prayer +which was more praise than prayer. She then got into bed, and quickly +fell asleep; for she was very tired, and, wonderful to say, her hand +and arm did not ache as much as usual. + +Not far away was Tragedy coming to meet her with quick strides, but the +little woman was under the shadow of God's wing to-night, and had +neither fear nor trouble. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +When Alison arrived at the Clays' the fun was in full swing. The house +was crowded--not only the long sitting room, but the little hall, and a +good way up the stairs. A stage had been erected at one end of the +sitting room; on this stage now the actors were disporting themselves. +As Alison had not arrived in time for supper, no one took any notice of +her when she appeared. She found that it was quite impossible to hope +to get a corner, either to sit or stand, in the room where the acting +was going on. She had, therefore, to content herself with leaning up +against the wall in the passage, and now and then bending forward so as +to see the one person about whom she was the least interested--Jim +himself. + +The play was a very poor affair, and consisted of several short scenes +acted in the style of charades, with impromptu conversations, which +mostly consisted of coarse jests and innuendoes; but the loud laughter +of the spectators assured Alison that this style of thing was quite up +to their level. She felt rather sickened at Jim's taking part in +anything so commonplace; but her love for him, which grew daily, gave +her a certain sense of rest and happiness at even being in his +vicinity. He did not know she was there, but that mattered little or +nothing. When the play was over he would come out and see her, and +then everything would be smooth and delightful. She forgot to be +jealous of Louisa; she even forgot the fact that a few short weeks ago +she had been publicly accused of theft; she only knew that she wore her +best frock; she was only conscious that she looked her best and +brightest, that when Jim's eyes did rest upon her he could not but +acknowledge her charm; she was only well aware that it was Christmas +Eve, and that all the world was rejoicing. She stood, therefore, in +the crowded hall with a smiling face, her hands lightly, clasped in +front of her, her thoughts full of peace, and yet stimulated to a +certain excited joy. + +Between the acts people began to go in and out of the large sitting +room, and on these occasions Alison was jostled about a good bit. She +was quite pushed up against the stairs, and had some difficulty in +keeping her balance. She saw a man stare at her with a very coarse +sort of admiration. She did not know the man, and she shrank from his +gaze; but the next moment she saw him speaking to a girl who she knew +belonged to Shaw's establishment. The girl's reply came distinctly to +her ears. + +"Yes, I suppose she is pretty enough," she said. "We always spoke of +her as genteel at Shaw's. Oh, you want to know her name, Mr. Manners? +Her name is Alison Reed. She left Shaw's because she stole a +five-pound note. It was awfully good of him not to prosecute her." + +"That girl a thief!" said the man who was addressed as Manners. "I +don't believe it." + +"Oh, but she is! She was in such a fright that she left the shop the +very day she was accused. That shows guilt--don't it, now?" + +Alison could not hear Manners' reply, but after a time, the sharp voice +of the girl again reached her ears. + +"They do say as Jim Hardy, our foreman, was sweet on her, but of course +he has given her up now; he is all agog for Louisa Clay, the girl he is +acting with to-night. They say they are sweethearts, and they'll be +married early in the year. It is a very good match for him, for Louisa +has lots of money and----" + +The speakers moved on, and Alison could not catch another word. She +had gained a comfortable position for herself now, and was leaning +firmly against the wall. The words which had reached her she fully and +completely realized. She was accustomed to being considered a thief; +she always would be considered a thief until that five-pound note was +found. It was very painful, it was bitter to be singled out in that +way, to have attention drawn to her as such a character; but the words +which related to Jim she absolutely laughed at. Was not Jim her own +faithful lover? Would he not see her home to-night, believing in her +fully and entirely? Oh, yes. Whatever the world at large thought of +her, she was good enough for Jim. Yes, yes. She would promise to be +his to-night, she would not wait until next Tuesday. What was the good +of pushing happiness away when it came so close? A cup full of such +luck was not offered to every girl. She would drink it up; she would +enjoy it to the full. Then envious and malicious tongues would have to +be quiet, for she would prove by her engagement that Jim, at least, +believed in her. She drew up her head proudly as this thought came to +her. + +The next act in the noisy little play was just beginning, and those who +cared for seats in the room were pushing forward; the crowd in the +passage was therefore less oppressive. Alison moved forward a step or +two, and stood in such a position that she was partly sheltered by a +curtain. She had scarcely done so before, to her great astonishment, +Hardy and Louisa came out. They stood together for a moment or two in +the comparatively deserted passage. Other characters occupied the +stage for the time being, and Louisa was glad to get into the +comparatively fresh air to cool herself. + +"Oh, aint it hot?" she said. "Fan me," she added, offering Jim a huge +fan gaudily painted in many colors. + +She unfurled it as she spoke, and put it into his hand. + +"Make a breeze o' some sort," she said; "do, or I'll faint!" + +Jim looked pleased and excited. He was fantastically dressed in the +stage costume in which he had shortly to appear. Alison, partly +sheltered by the curtain, could see well without being seen herself. + +"The play is going splendid, Jim," said Louisa. "I'm ever so pleased." + +"I am glad of that," replied Jim. + +"I thought you would be. Well, I do feel a happy girl to-night." + +"And when is it to be?" said Jim, bending down and looking earnestly +into her face. + +She flushed when he spoke to her, and immediately lowered her eyes. + +"I aint made up my mind quite yet," she said. + +"But you will?" he replied, in a voice full of solicitude. + +"I don't know. Would it please you if I did?" + +"I needn't say that it would," was the reply. "I think it would make +me real happy." + +"Well, ef I thought that----" + +Louisa took her fan out of Jim Hardy's hand and began to toy with it in +a somewhat affected manner. Then her expression changed to one of +absolute passion. + +"I don't think there is anything in heaven above, or the earth beneath, +I wouldn't do, Jim Hardy, even to please you for half an hour; to +please you is the light of life to me. So, if you wish it, let it +be--there! I can't say any more, can I?" + +"You can't; you have said enough," he replied gravely. "There is our +call," he added; "we must go back. Are you cooler now?" + +"Much cooler, thanks to you." + +The call came a second time. Louisa hurried forward; Jim followed her. +Neither of them noticed the listening girl behind the curtain. The +next moment loud cheers filled the room as Hardy and Louisa took their +places side by side in the front of the stage. + +Alison waited until the great uproar had subsided, then she slipped +into the dressing room where she had gone on her arrival, put on her +hat and jacket steadily and calmly, and went home. She had no +intention now of waiting for Jim. She never meant to wait for Jim any +more. He was false as no man had ever been false before. She would +forget him, she would drive him out of her life. He had dared to come +and talk of marriage to her when he really loved another girl; he had +dared to give her words of tenderness when his heart was with Louisa +Clay. + +"It is all over," whispered Alison quite quietly under her breath. + +She wondered, in a dull sort of fashion, why she felt so quiet; why she +did not suffer a great deal more; why the sense of disappointment and +cruel desertion did not break her heart. She was sure that by and by +her heart would awaken, and pain--terrible, intense pain would be her +portion; but just now she felt quiet and stunned. She was glad of +this. It was Christmas Eve, but Jim was not walking home with her. +The Christmas present she had hoped for was not to be hers. Well, +never mind, to-morrow would be Christmas Day. Jim was invited to +dinner, to that good dinner which Grannie had no right to buy, but +which Grannie had bought to give the children one last happy day. +Alison herself had made the cake and had frosted it, and Alison herself +had stirred the pudding, and had thought of Jim's face as it would look +when he sat with the children round the family board. He would never +sit there now; she must never see him again. She would write to him +the moment she got in, and then, having put him out of her life once +and for ever, she would help Grannie to keep the Merry Christmas. + +She walked up the weary number of steps to the flat on the fifth floor. +She found the key under the mat, and then went in. Grannie had left +everything ready for her. Grannie had thought of a betrothed maiden +who would enter the little house with the air of a queen who had come +suddenly into her kingdom. Grannie, who was sound asleep at this +moment, had no idea that Despair itself was coming home in the last +hours just before the blessed Christmas broke. Alison opened the door +very softly, and, going into the kitchen, took down her writing +portfolio from a little shelf where she generally kept it, and wrote a +short letter to Jim. + + +"Dear Jim: I have made up my mind, and in this letter you will get your +final answer. I will not marry anybody until I am cleared of this +trouble about the five-pound note; and whether I am cleared or not, I +shall never marry you, _for I don't love you_. I found out to-night it +was all a mistake, and what I thought was love was not. I don't love +you, Jim, and I never wish to see you again. Please don't come to +dinner to-morrow, and please don't ever try to see me. This is final. +I don't love you; that is your answer. + +"ALISON REED." + + +Having signed the letter in a very firm hand, Alison put it into an +envelope, addressed and stamped it. She then went out and dropped it +into a pillar-box near by. Jim would get it on Christmas morning. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +Christmas Day went by. It was quiet enough, although the children +shouted with glee over their stockings and ate their dinner heartily. +There was a depressed feeling under all the mirth, although Alison wore +her very best dress and laughed and sang, and in the evening played +blindman's buff with the children. There was a shadow over the home, +although Grannie talked quietly in the corner of the Blessed Prince of +Peace, and of the true reason for Christmas joy. Jim's place was +empty, but no one remarked it. The children were too happy to miss +him, and the elder members of the party were too wise to say what they +really felt. + +Boxing Day was almost harder to bear than Christmas Day. Alison stayed +quietly in the house all the morning, but toward the afternoon she grew +restless. + +"Dave," she said, "will you and Harry come for a walk with me?" + +"To be sure," answered both the boys, brightening up. The little girls +clamored to accompany them. + +"No, no," said Grannie, "you'll stay with me. I have a job on hand, +and I want you to help me. It is tearing up old letters, and putting +lots of things in order. And maybe I'll give you a chocolate each when +it is done." + +The promise of the chocolates was comforting, and the little ones +stayed at home not ill pleased. Alison went out with her two brothers. +She held herself very erect, and there was a proud look on her face. +She had never looked handsomer nor more a lady. David felt very proud +of her. He did not understand her just now, it is true, but he was +pleased when people turned round to look at her; and when admiring +glances came in her way, he walked close to her with an air of +protection, and was glad that his sister was better looking than other +fellows'. They all turned their steps in the direction of Victoria +Park. They had just got there when quick footsteps overtook them, and +Jim Hardy came up. + +"Hullo," he said, when he approached the little party. "Stop, can't +you? I have been running after you all this time." + +David and Harry both stopped, but Alison walked on. + +"That's all right," said Jim, nodding to the boys. "You stay back a +bit, won't you, like good fellows? I want to have a talk with your +sister." + +Harry felt inclined to demur, for he was fond of Jim, and his own +pleasure always was first with him; but David understood, and gripped +his brother's arm fiercely, holding him back. + +"Keep back," he said, in a whisper; "can't you see for yourself that +there's trouble there?" + +"Trouble where?" said Harry, opening his eyes. + +"You are a muff. Can't you see that something has put Alison out?" + +"I can see that she is very disagreeable," said Harry. "I suppose she +is in love, that's what it means. She is in love with Jim Hardy. But +he is going to marry Louisa Clay; everybody says so." + +"Shut up," said David. "You are a silly. Hardy thinks no more of +Louisa than he does of you." + +"Well, let us make for the pond and leave them alone," said Harry. "I +do believe the ice will bear in a day or two." + +The boys rushed off to the right, and Alison and Jim walked down the +broad center path. Alison's heart was beating wildly. The love which +she was trying to slay rose up like a giant in her heart. + +"But I won't show it," thought the proud girl to herself. "He shall +never, never think that I fret because he has thrown me over for +another. If, loving me, he could care for Louisa, he is not my sort. +No, I won't fret, no, I won't; I'll show him that I don't care." + +"I'm glad I met you," said Jim. Jim was a very proud fellow, too, in +his own way. Alison's queer letter had pierced him to the quick. Not +having the faintest clew to her reason for writing it, he was feeling +justly very angry. + +"I didn't come in yesterday," he continued, "when you made it so plain +that you didn't want me; but, all the same, I felt that we must talk +this matter out." + +"There's nothing to talk out," said Alison. "You knew my mind when you +got that letter, and that's about all I've got to say." + +"That letter was a lie from first to last," said Jim boldly. + +Alison turned and looked full at him. Her face was white. Her big +blue eyes blazed and looked dark. + +"The letter was true," she said. "Girls can't help being contrary now +and then. I don't want to see you again, I don't want to have anything +to do with you. I made a mistake when I said I loved you. I found out +just in time that I didn't. It was a right good thing I found it out +before we was wed, instead of afterwards; I did, and we are safe, and +you can give yourself, heart and soul, with a clear conscience, to +another." + +"I can't make out what you are driving at," said Jim. "You know +perfectly well, Alison, that I love no one in all the world but +yourself." + +"Oh! don't you?" said Alison. + +"Really, Ally, you will drive me mad if you go on talking in that +unreasonable way. Of course I don't care for anyone but you, and you +always gave me to understand that you returned my love. Come, darlin', +what is it? You must know that after all you have said to me in the +past, I can't believe that letter of yours; it is all against common +sense. People can't love and then unlove in that sort o' fashion. +Tell me the truth, Ally. Something made you angry; and you love me as +much as ever, don't you, darlin'? Come, let us make it up. There is +something at the bottom of this, and you ought to tell me. As to your +not loving me, that is all fudge, you know." + +Alison's heart, which had lain so dead in her breast, began suddenly to +stir and dance with a queer excitement. After all, had she made a +mistake? Was Jim really faithful to her after all? But, no; how could +she mistake? She had heard the words herself. Oh, yes, of course, Jim +was false; and for all he had such an honest voice, and the truest eyes +in all the world, Alison must turn her back on him, for she could not +doubt the hearing of her own ears and the seeing of her own eyes. + +"I am sorry," she said, in a cold voice, when Jim had paused and looked +eagerly for her answer. "I am sorry, but after all it is a pity that +we met to-day, for my letter really told you everything. I don't love +you. You wouldn't marry a girl what didn't love you; would you, Jim?" + +"No, no," said Jim; "no marriage could be happy, it would be a cruel +mistake, without love. It seems to me that marriage is a sin, an awful +sin, if there aint love to make it beautiful." + +"Well, then, it would be a sin for us to marry," said Alison. "You can +see that for yourself. You need have no scruples, Jim; you can do what +you wish." + +"Well, that is to marry you," said Jim. "Come, Ally, there is a +strange thing over you, my dearie, but show me your true self once +again. Come, darlin'. Why, you are going nigh to break my heart, the +way you are going on." + +For a moment Alison's belief in what she had herself seen was staggered +by Jim's words and the ring of pain in his voice, but only for a +moment. The thought of Louisa and the tender way he had looked at her, +and her bold words of passion, were too vivid to be long suppressed. +Alison's voice took a note of added scorn as she replied: + +"It's real shabby o' you to worry me when I have given you a straight +answer. I don't love you, not a bit, but there's another girl what +does. Go to her--go and be happy with her." + +"What do you mean?" said Jim, turning pale. + +Alison's eyes were fixed angrily on him. + +"Oh, I see, I can move you at last," she Said. "You didn't think that +I could guess, but I can. Go to Louisa--she loves you well, and I +don't--I never did--it was all a big mistake. Girls like me often +fancy they love, and then when the thing comes near they see that they +don't; marriage is an awful thing without love--it is a sin. Go and +marry Louisa; she'll make you a good wife." + +"Alison," said Jim, "there can be only one explanation to the way you +are going on to-day." + +"And what is that?" she asked. + +"There must be someone you like better than me." + +"Of course there is," said Alison, with a shrill laugh. + +"I love Grannie better than him. I love Dave better," whispered the +excited girl wildly, under her breath. + +"Of course there is," she repeated. "There is nothing for opening the +eyes like seeing your true love at last." + +"Then you _have_ explained matters, and I haven't a word to say," +answered Jim, in a haughty voice. + +He drew himself up,--his eyes looked straight into hers,--she shivered, +but did not flinch; the next moment he had turned on his heels and +walked away. + +He walked quickly, leaving the miserable, distracted girl alone. He +thought he understood at last; Alison had another lover. Who could he +be? Jim had certainly never heard of anybody else. Still, this was +the true explanation--she had admitted as much herself. + +"Go to Louisa Clay--she loves you well," the angry girl had said to him. + +Well, why should not he go to Louisa? Louisa was not his style, but +she was handsome, and she had a good bit of money, and he had guessed +long ago that she loved him. He did not want to hear of Alison's new +lover, and of Alison's engagement, and of Alison's marriage without +putting some shield between himself and the bitter words that would be +spoken, and the laugh that would be all against him. He was proud as +well as steadfast; he was daring as well as true. If Alison could give +him up as she had done, why should he not take the lesser good? It was +true that Louisa had admitted, or almost admitted, her engagement to +Sampson, which was really the wedding poor Jim had alluded to on +Christmas Eve; but Jim knew that matters were not settled in that +direction yet, and he was too angry just now not to feel a keen desire +to cut Sampson out. He went straight, therefore, to the Clays' house. +His heart was just in that sort of tempest of feeling when men so often +take a rash step and lay up misery for themselves for the whole of +their remaining days. + +Mr. and Mrs. Clay were out, but Louisa was at home; she had a cold, and +had not cared to venture out in the raw December air. Jim was shown +into a snug little parlor at the back of the shop. Louisa was +becomingly dressed, and looked remarkably handsome. She started with +pleasure when she saw Jim, colored up to her eyes, and then noticing +something which she had never noticed before in his glance, looked +down, trembling and overcome. At that moment her love made her +beautiful. Jim saw it trembling on her lips. The reaction between her +warmth and Alison's frozen manner was too much for him; he made a +stride forward, and the next moment had taken her in his arms; his +kisses rested on her lips. She gave a sigh of ineffable bliss. + +"Oh, Jim!" she said, "has it come to this? Am I to have my heart's +desire after all?" + +"If I am your heart's desire, you can have me, and welcome," answered +Jim. + +"Oh, Jim! I love you so much. I am the happiest gel in all the world. +Kiss me again, do. Oh, how I love you!" + +"My dear girl," said the young man. + +He did not say yet that he loved her back again, but his heart was +beating high. At that moment he was not proof against her beauty, +which in its own way was remarkable. + +"Then we're engaged," she said. "Oh, Jim, is it true that such +happiness is come to me? I feel sort o' frightened. I never, never +thought that such good could come to me." + +"We're engaged, that is if we can be straight and above-board," +answered Jim; "but first I must know what about Sampson. He has asked +you to be his wife, hasn't he?" + +"Yes, yes. Oh, don't trouble about him. Sit close to me, can't you, +and kiss me again." + +"I must know about Sampson first," said Jim. "Have you given him a +promise?" + +"Not yet, I don't love him a bit, you see; but when I thought you'd +never come forward, and that all your heart was given to Alison +Reed----" + +Jim shuddered and drew himself away from Louisa. + +"I thought," she continued, "that George Sampson would be better than +nobody, so I told him he might come for his answer to-night, and he'll +get it too. He always knew that I loved yer. Why, he even said so. +He said to me, not a week ago, 'You can't win him, Louisa, so don't +waste your breath on him, but come to an honest fellow what loves yer, +and who don't think nothing of any other gel.'" + +"But doesn't it seem hard on the honest fellow?" said Jim, with a smile. + +"Oh, no, it don't! Do you think I'd look at him after what you have +said? Oh, I'm so happy! Sit by me, and tell me when you first thought +of throwing over Alison Reed for me?" + +"Listen," said Jim. "There is nothing now between Alison and me. I'll +try to make you a good mate; I will try to do everything to make you +happy, and to give you back love for love; but if you value our future +happiness, you must make me a promise now." + +"What's that?" she asked, looking up at him, frightened at the +solemnity in his tone. + +"You must never talk of Alison to me. Promise, do you hear?" + +"Oh, why not? You can't care for her a bit, or you wouldn't come to +me." + +"I like you most--I wouldn't ask you to marry me if I didn't; but I +won't talk of Alison. If you can't have me without bringing up her +name, say so at once, and everything shall be at an end between us. +Now you have got to choose. Alison's name is not to pass yer lips to +me. We are not to talk of her, do you understand? Do you promise?" + +"I promise anything--anything, if you will only kiss me again." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +The next day it was all over the place that Jim Hardy and Louisa Clay +were engaged. Harry heard the news as he was coming home from doing a +message for Grannie; Grannie heard it when she went shopping; Alison +heard it from the boy who sold the milk--in short, this little bit of +tidings of paramount interest in Alison's small world was dinned into +her ears wherever she turned. Jim was engaged. His friends thought +that he had done very well for himself, and it was arranged that the +wedding was to take place just before Lent. Lent would fall early this +year, and Jim's engagement would not last much over six weeks. + +Notwithstanding all she had said the day before, Alison turned very +pale when the cruel news came to her. + +"What can it mean?" said Grannie, who followed the girl into her +bedroom. "I don't understand it--there must be an awful mistake +somewhere. You can't, surely, have thrown over a good fellow like +that, Alison?" + +"No, he threw me over," said Alison. + +"Child, I jest don't believe yer." + +"All right, Grannie; I'm afraid I can't help it whether you believe me +or not. Jim is dead to me now, and we won't talk of him any more. +Grannie dear, let us go into the kitchen; you and I have something else +to attend to. What is to come o' me? What am I to do for myself now +that I can't get a situation for want of a character, and now that I +have lost my young man?" + +Alison laughed in a bitter way as she said the last words. She looked +straight out of the window, and avoided meeting Grannie's clear blue +eyes. + +"I must get something to do," said Alison. "I am young, and strong, +and capable, and the fact of having a false charge laid to my door +can't mean surely that I am to starve. I must get work, Grannie; I +must learn to support myself and the children. Oh, and you, you dear +old lady; for you can't do much, now that your 'and is so bad." + +"It do get worse," said Grannie, in a solemn voice; "it pains and burns +awful now and then, and the thumb and forefinger are next to +useless--they aint got any power in 'em. 'Taint like my usual luck, +that it aint. I can't understand it anyhow. But there, child, for the +Lord's sake don't worry about an old body like me. Thank the Lord for +his goodness, I am at the slack time o' life, and I don't want no +thought and little or no care. I aint the p'int--it's you that's the +p'int, Ally--you and the chil'en." + +"Well, what is to be done, grandmother? It seems to me that we have +not a day to lose. We never could save much, there was too great a +drag on your earnings, and mine seemed swept up by rent and twenty +other things, and now neither you nor I have been earning anything for +weeks. We can't have much money left now, have we?" + +"We have got one pound ten," said Grannie. "I looked at the purse this +morning. One pound ten, and sevenpence ha'penny in coppers; that's +all. That wouldn't be a bad sum if there was anythink more coming in; +but seeing as ther' aint, it is uncommon likely to dwindle, look at it +from what p'int you may." + +"Well, then, we haven't an hour to lose," said Alison. + +"We haven't an hour to lose," repeated Grannie. She looked around the +little room; her voice was cheerful, but there was a dreary expression +in her eyes. Alison noticed it. She got up and kissed her. + +"Don't, child, don't; it aint good to move the feelin's when things is +a bit rough, as they are now. We have got to be firm, Alison, and we +have got to be brave, and there aint no manner o' use drawing on the +feelin's. Keep 'em under, say I, and stand straight to your guns. +It's a tough bit o' battle we're goin' through, but we must stand to +our guns, that's wot I say." + +"And I too," said the girl, stiffening herself under the words of +courage. "Well now, I know you are a very wise woman, Grannie; what's +to be done?" + +"I am going to see Mr. Williams, that old clergyman in Bayswater wot +was so good to me when my husband died. I am going to see him +to-morrow," said Grannie. "Arter I have had a good spell of talk with +him, I'll tell you more." + +"Do you think he could get me a situation?" + +"Maybe he could." + +"I wish you would go to him at once, Grannie. There really doesn't +seem to be a day to be lost." + +"What's the hour, child? I don't mind going to him now, but I thought +it might be a bit late." + +"Not at all; you'll see him when he comes home to dinner. Shall I go +with you? Somehow I pine for a change and a bit of the air." + +"No, darlin', I'd best see him by myself, and then there's the bus fare +to consider; but ef you'd walk with me as far as St. Paul's Churchyard, +I'd be much obleeged, and you can see me into the bus. I am werry +strong, thank the Lord; but somehow, when the crowd jostle and push, +they seem to take my nerve off--particular since this 'and got so bad." + +Grannie went into her little room to get ready for her expedition, and +Alison also pinned on her hat and buttoned on her pilot-cloth jacket. +Grannie put on her best clothes for this occasion. She came out +equipped for her interview in her neat black shawl and little quilted +bonnet. The excitement had brought a bright color to her cheeks and an +added light to her blue eyes. + +"Why, Grannie, how pretty you look," said her granddaughter. "I +declare you are the very prettiest old lady I ever saw." + +Grannie was accustomed to being told that she was good-looking. She +drew herself up and perked her little face. + +"The Phippses were always remarked for their skins," she said; +"beautiful they was, although my poor mother used to say that wot's +skin-deep aint worth considering. Still, a good skin is from the Lord, +and he gave it to the Phippses with other good luck; no mistake on that +p'int." + +The next moment the two set out. It was certainly getting late in the +day, but Alison cheered Grannie on, repeating several times in a firm +and almost defiant manner that there was not an hour to be lost. They +got to St. Paul's Churchyard, and Alison helped Grannie to get into an +omnibus. The old woman got a seat near the door, and smiled and nodded +brightly to her granddaughter as the bus rolled away. Alison went back +very slowly to her home. She had a terrible depression over her, and +longed almost frantically for something to do. All her life she had +been a very active girl. No granddaughter of Mrs. Reed's was likely to +grow up idle, and Alison, almost from the time she could think, had +been accustomed to fully occupy each moment of her day. Now the long +day dragged, while despair clutched at her heart. What had she done? +What sin had she committed to be treated so cruelly? Grannie was +religious; she was accustomed to referring things to God. There was a +Rock on which her spirit dwelt which Alison knew nothing about. Now, +the thought of Grannie and her religion stirred the girl's heart in the +queerest way. + +"I don't do any good," she said to herself; "seems as if the Lord +didn't care for poor folks, or he wouldn't let all this sort of thing +come on me. It aint as if I weren't always respectable; it aint as if +I didn't always try to do what's right. Then there's so much bad luck +jist now come all of a heap: Grannie's bad hand, which means the loss +of our daily bread, and this false accusation of me, and then my losing +Jim. Oh, dear, that's the worst part, but I won't think of that now, I +won't. I feel that I could go mad if I thought much of that." + +When Alison returned to the flat in Sparrow Street it was in time to +get tea for the children. The little larder was becoming sadly bare; +the Christmas feast was almost all eaten up, and Alison could only +provide the children with very dry bread, and skim milk largely diluted +with water. + +"Grannie wouldn't treat us like that," said Kitty, who was extremely +fond of her meals. + +"You may be thankful if you even get dry bread soon," said Alison. + +The three little girls stared up at her with wondering, terrified eyes. +Her tone was very morose. They saw that she was unapproachable, and +looked down again. They ate their unpalatable meal quickly, and in +silence. Alison kept the kettle boiling on the fire against Grannie's +return. + +"You haven't taken any tea yourself," said Polly, who was Alison's +room-fellow, and the most affectionate of the three. + +"I aint hungry, dear; don't notice it," said the elder sister in a +somewhat gentler tone. "Now you may run, all of you, and have a play +in the court." + +"But it's quite dark, and Grannie doesn't like us to be out in the +dark." + +"I don't think she'll mind when I tell her that I gave you leave. I +have a splitting headache and must be alone for a bit. It is a dry +night, and the three of you keep close together, and then you'll come +to no harm. There, run off now, and don't bother me." + +Kitty stared hard at her sister; Polly's eyes flashed with pleasure at +the thought of a bit of unexpected fun; Annie was only too anxious to +be off. Soon Alison had the little kitchen to herself. She sat by the +fire, feeling very dull and heavy; her thoughts would keep circulating +round unpleasant subjects: the one pound ten and sevenpence halfpenny +which stood between the family and starvation; Jim and Louisa--Louisa's +face full of triumph, and her voice full of pride, and Jim's devotion +to her; Grannie's painful right hand, and the feather-stitching which +she, Alison, had never taken the trouble to learn. + +"The old lady was right," she said, half under her breath, half aloud. +"She's a deal wiser than me, and I might have done worse that follow +her advice. I wish I knew the stitch now; yes, I do. Oh! is that you, +Dave?" as her brother came in; "but we have done tea." + +"I have had some," said David. "Mr. Watson called me into his room, +and gave me a cup. What is it, Ally; what's the matter?" + +"You needn't ask," said Alison. "You don't suppose I am likely to be +very cheerful just now." + +"I am ever so sorry," said the boy. "I can't think how this trouble +come to you." + +"If it's Jim," she answered angrily, "you needn't worry to find out, +for I'll tell you. I don't love him no more. He would have married me +if I cared to have him, but I didn't see my way to it. Now let's drop +the subject." + +David sat down not far from the fire. He held out his hands to the +blaze. There was a sort of pleased excitement about him which Alison +after a time could not help noticing. + +"You look quite perky about something," she said. "It is good for any +of us to be cheerful just now. What's up?" + +"Where's Grannie?" said Dave. "I'd like to tell her first." + +"Oh, very well, just as you please. But she is out. She won't be back +for a good bit yet." + +"Aint it very late for her to be out? Where is she gone?" + +"To Bayswater--to talk to a clergyman who used to befriend us in the +old days. What is your news, David? You may as well tell me." + +"Why, it's this. Mr. Watson has just had a long talk with me. He +wants me to help him with the accounts, and not to do messages any +more. He could get a lad for messages, he says, who hasn't got such a +head on his shoulders as I have. I can do bookkeeping pretty well, and +he'll give me some more lessons. I am to start next week doing +office-work, and he'll give me five shillings a week instead of half a +crown. I call that prime; don't you, Alison?" + +"To be sure it is," she answered heartily. She was very fond of David, +and the note of exultation in his voice touched her, and penetrated +through the deep gloom at her heart. + +"Why, this will cheer Grannie," she continued. + +"There's more to tell yet," continued David, "for I am to have my meals +as well as the five shillings a week; so there'll be half a crown at +the very least to put to the family purse, Alison, and I need be no +expense, only just to sleep here. I'll bring the five shillings to +Grannie every Saturday night, and she can spend just what I want for +clothes and keep the rest. I guess she'll make it go as far as +anybody." + +"This is good news," continued Alison. "Of course five shillings is a +sight better nor nothing, and if I only got a place we might keep the +home together." + +"Why, is there any fear of our losing it?" asked David. + +"Dear me, David, can we keep it on nothing at all? There's Grannie not +earning sixpence, and there's me not earning sixpence; and how is the +rent to be paid, and us all to be kept in food and things? It aint to +be done--you might have the common sense to know that." + +"To be sure I might," said David, his brow clouding. "After all, then, +I don't suppose the five shillings is much help." + +"Oh, yes, it will support you whatever happens, and that's a good deal. +Don't fret, Dave; you are a right, good, manly fellow. You will fight +your way in the world yet, and Grannie and me we'll be proud of you. I +wish I had half the pluck you have; but there, I am so down now that +nothing seems to come right. I wish I had had the sense to learn that +feather-stitching that you do so beautifully." + +David colored. + +"I aint ashamed to say that I know it," he said. "I dare say I could +teach it to you if you had a mind to learn it." + +But Alison shook her head. + +"No; it's too late now," she said. "It takes months and months of +practice to make a stitch like that to come to look anything like +right, and we want the money at once. We have got scarcely any left, +and there's the rent due on Monday, and the little girls want new +shoes--Kitty's feet were wringing wet when she came in to-day. Oh, +yes, I don't see how we are to go on. But Grannie will tell us when +she comes back. Oh, and here she is." + +Alison flew to the door and opened it. Mrs. Reed, looking bright and +excited, entered. + +"Why, where are the little ones?" she said at once. "Aint they reading +their books, like good children?" + +"No, Grannie. I'd a headache, and I let them go into the court to play +a bit. You don't mind, do you?" + +"Not for once, I don't," said Grannie; "but, Dave, lad, you'd better +fetch 'em in now, for it's getting real late. They may as well go +straight off to bed, for I have a deal I want to talk over with you two +to-night." + +Alison felt impatient and anxious; she could scarcely wait to hear +Grannie's news. The old lady sat down near the fire, uttering a deep +sigh of relief as she did so. + +"Ally, my dear," she said, "I'm as weary as if I were seventy-eight +instead of sixty-eight. It's a long walk back from St. Paul's +Churchyard, and there was a crowd out, to be sure; but it's a fine +starlight night, and I felt as I was walking along, the Lord's in his +heaven, and there can never be real bad luck for us, his servants, what +trusts in him." + +Alison frowned. She wished Grannie would not quote Scripture so much +as she had done lately. It jarred upon her own queer, perverse mood; +but as she saw the courageous light in the blue eyes she suppressed an +impatient sigh which almost bubbled to her lips. She got tea for +Grannie, who drank it in great contentment. David brought the children +in. They kissed Grannie, and were hustled off to bed, rather to their +own disgust, and then David, Grannie, and Alison sat gravely down, and +looked each at the other. + +"Where's Harry?" said Grannie suddenly. "Why aint the boy to home?" + +"I expect he's at the Boys' Club," said David. "He's very fond of +running round there in the evening." + +"There's no harm in that, Grannie," said Alison. "Don't fret about +Harry. Now tell us your news, do. Did you see Mr. Williams, and can +he do anything?" + +"I saw Mr. Williams," said Grannie. "He remembered me quite well. I +told him everything. It seems to me that he has put things straight. +I don't say that things aint sore--no, I don't go to pretend they +aint--but somehow they seem straightened out a bit, and I know wot to +do." + +"And what's that, Grannie?" asked David, taking her left hand very +tenderly in his as he spoke. + +Grannie had been leaning back in a sort of restless attitude. Now she +straightened herself up and looked keenly at the boy. + +"It means, lad," she said, after a pause, "the sore part means this, +that we must give up the little bit of a home." + +"We must give it up?" said David, in a blank sort of way. "Oh, wait a +while; you don't know about my five shillings a week." + +"Dave has got a rise," interrupted Alison. "Mr. Watson thinks a sight +of him, and he's to go into the house as a clerk, and he's to have five +shillings a week and his meals. So he's provided for." + +"But your five shillings a week won't keep up the home, Dave, so +there's no use thinking of it, from that p'int o' view." + +"Go on, please, Grannie; what else have you and Mr. Williams arranged?" + +"It's the Lord has arranged it, child," said Grannie, "it aint Mr. +Williams. It's that thought that makes me kind o' cheerful over it." + +"But what is it, Grannie? We are to give up the home?" + +"Well, the home gives us up," said Grannie, "for we can't keep the +rooms ef we can't pay the rent, and the children can't be fed without +money. To put it plain, as far as the home goes, we're broke. That's +plain English. It's this 'and that has done it, and I'll never believe +in eddication from this time forward; but there's no use goin' back on +that now. Thank the Lord, I has everything settled and clear in my +mind. I pay the last rent come Monday, and out we go." + +"But where to?" said Alison. "There's a lot of us, and we must live +somewhere." + +"It's all settled, and beautiful too," said Grannie. "Mr. Williams +knows a lady who 'll be right glad to have you, Alison. The lady is a +friend of his, and she wants a sort of upper maid, and though you are a +Phipps and a Simpson and a Reed all in one, you needn't be too proud to +do work o' that sort. He said she was quite certain to take to you, +and you are to go to see her to-morrow morning. She lives in +Bayswater, and wants a girl who will attend on her and go messages for +her and keep her clothes in order. It will be a very light, genteel +sort o' place, and you'll have a right good time there, Alison. And +then the three little girls. Mr. Williams said it was wonderful lucky +I called to-day, for he has got three vacancies for a school for orphan +children in the country, and for a wonder he don't know any special +orphan children to give them to this time, and he says that Kitty and +Polly and Annie can go, and they'll be well fed, and well taught, and +well clothed, and when they are old enough they'll go to service +perhaps. Anyhow, they'll be taught how to earn their living. So they +are settled for, and so are you, and it seems as if David's settled for +too. As to Harry, I told Mr. Williams all about him, and he says he'll +think what he can do; he expects he can get him taken on somewhere, for +he is a smart lad, although a bit wild in his ways." + +"But what is to come of you, Grannie?" said Alison, after a long pause. + +Grannie jumped up when Alison made this remark. + +"Well, I'm goin' on a visit," she said, "jest to freshen me up. It +don't matter a bit about me--life is slacking down with me, and there +aint the least cause to worry. I'm goin' on a visit; don't you fret, +children." + +"But where to?" asked Alison. "You don't know anybody. I have never +heard that you had any friends. The Phippses and the Simpsons are all +dead, all those you used to know." + +"I'm goin' to some friends of Mr. Williams," said Grannie, "and I'll be +werry comfortable and I can stay as long as I like. Now, for the +Lord's sake don't begin to fret 'bout me; it's enough to anger me ef +you do. Aint we a heap to do atween this and Monday without fussin' +over an old lady wot 'as 'ad the best o' good luck all her days? This +is Tuesday, and you are to go and see Mrs. Faulkner to-morrow morning, +Alison. I have got her address, and you are to be there by ten +o'clock, not a minute later. Oh, yes, our hands will be full, and we +have no time to think o' the future. The Lord has the future in his +grip, chil'en, and 'taint for you and me to fret about it." + +Grannie seated herself again in her old armchair. + +"Fetch the Bible, Dave," she said suddenly, "and read a verse or two +aloud." + +David rose to comply. He took the family Bible from its place on the +shelf. Grannie opened the old book reverently. + +"He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most High shall abide +under the shadow of the Almighty," read David. + +Grannie looked solemnly at the boy while the words so familiar and +comforting fell from his lips. He read or to the end of the +magnificent Psalm. + +"I guess there's a power of luck in that hidin' place for them as can +find it," she said, when he had finished. + +Then she kissed the boy and girl and went abruptly away to her own room. + +"What does she mean by going on a visit?" said David to his sister. + +"I don't know," said Alison fearfully. + +"It can't be----" began David. + +"No, no; don't say it, Dave," interrupted Alison. "Don't say it +aloud, don't----" She clapped her hands suddenly to his lips. "I +can't bear it," she said suddenly. "I won't hear it. No, it's a +visit. It's all true; it's only a visit. Good-night, Dave." + +She went away to her own room. During the darkness and misery of that +night Alison scarcely slept; but old Grannie slept. God had given his +angels charge of her, and no one ever had more peaceful slumber. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +Monday came all too quickly. Grannie was very masterful during the few +days which went before. She insisted on all the grandchildren doing +exactly what she told them. There were moments when she was almost +stern; she had always been authoritative, and had a certain commanding +way about her. This week, even Alison did not dare to cross her in the +smallest matter. There was not a single hitch in the arrangements +which Mr. Williams had sketched out. Mrs. Faulkner took a great fancy +to Alison, absolutely believed in her honesty and truth, and engaged +her for a month's trial on the spot. She told her to be sure to be +with her by ten o'clock on Monday to begin her new duties. Grannie +went herself to see Mr. Watson; she had a private talk with him which +no one knew anything about. He told her that David was a boy in a +hundred, that he was certain to do well, for he was both clever and +conscientious. He said that he could easily manage to fit up a bed for +him in the back part of the shop; so he was provided for, and, +according to Grannie and Mr. Watson, provided for well. When Harry +heard of the family's exodus, he left the house without a word. He +came back in the course of two or three hours, and told Mrs. Reed what +he had done. + +"I am going to sea," he announced. "I saw the captain of the _Brigand_ +down at the West India Docks, and he'll take me as cabin boy. I dare +say the life is a bit rough, but I know I shall like it. I have always +been so keen for adventure. I am off to-morrow, Grannie; so I am out +of the way." + +Grannie kissed the boy between his straight brows, looked into his +fearless, dancing, mischievous eyes, and said a word or two which he +never forgot. She sent him off the next morning with the best wardrobe +she could muster, half a crown in his pocket, and her blessing ringing +in his ears. + +"'Taint much; it's a rough life, but it's the best that could be done," +she said to Alison. "Ef he keeps straight he'll have good luck, for +it's in the breed," she continued; then she resumed her preparations +for the little girls. + +They went away on Saturday, and Alison, David, and Grannie had Sunday +to themselves. It was a sort of day which Alison could never talk of +afterward. It ought to have been very miserable, but it was not; there +was a peace about it which comforted the much-tried girl, and which she +often hugged to her heart in some of the dark days which were close at +hand. + +"Now, chil'en," said Grannie, on the evening of that day, "you two will +please go off early in the morning and leave me the last in the old +house." + +"But mayn't we see you as far as the railway station?" said Alison. + +"No, my love, I prefer not," was the response. + +"But won't you tell us where you are going, Grannie?" said David. "It +seems so queer for us to lose sight of you. Don't you think it a bit +hard on us, old lady?" + +Grannie looked very earnestly at David. + +"No," she said, after a pause, "'taint hard, it's best. I am goin' on +a wisit; ef it aint comfortable, and ef the Lord don't want me to stay, +why I won't stay; but I'd rayther not speak o' it to-night. You must +let me have my own way, Dave and Alison. We are all suited for, some +in one way and some in t'other, but I'd rayther go away to-morrow with +jest the bit of fun of keeping it all to myself, at least for a time." + +"Is it in the country, Grannie?" said Alison. + +"I'm told it's a fine big place," replied Grannie. + +"And are they folks you ever knew?" + +"They're friends o' Mr. Williams," said Grannie, shutting up her lips. +"Mr. Williams knows all about 'em. He says I can go to see you often; +'taint far from town. You won't really be very far from me at all. +But don't let us talk any more about it. When a woman comes to my time +o' life, ef she frets about herself she must be a mighty poor sort, and +that aint me." + +Monday morning dawned, and Grannie had her way. Alison and David both +kissed her, and went out into the world to face their new duties. They +were not coming back any more to the little home. Grannie was alone. + +"I haven't a minute to waste," she said to herself after they had gone, +bustling about as she spoke. "There's all the furniture to be sold +now. The auctioneer round the corner said he would look in arter the +chil'en were well out o' the way. Oh, I dare say I shall have heaps of +time to fret by and by, but I ain't agoin' to fret now; not I. +There'll be a nice little nest-egg out of the furniture, which Mr. +Williams can keep for Alison; and ef Alison gets on, why, 'twill do for +burying me when my time comes. I think a sight of having a good +funeral; the Lord knows I want to be buried decent, comin' of the breed +I do; but there, I've no time to think of funerals or anything else +now. I had to be masterful this week to 'em darlin's, but 'twas the +only thing to do. Lor' sakes! Suppose they'd begun fussing over me, +what would have become of us all?" + +At this moment there came a knock at the door. Grannie knew who it +was. It was the agent who came weekly, Monday after Monday, to collect +the rent. + +"Here's your rent, Mr. Johnson," said Grannie, "and I hope you'll get +another tenant soon. It was a right comfortable little flat, and we +all enjoyed ourselves here. We haven't a word to say agen our +landlord, Mr. Johnson." + +"I am very sorry to lose you as a tenant, Mrs. Reed," said Mr. Johnson, +giving the bright-eyed little woman a puzzled glance. "If there is +anything in my power----" + +"No, there aint! No, there aint!" said Grannie, nodding. "We has made +fresh arrangements in the fam'ly, and don't require the rooms any +longer. I'll have the furniture out by twelve o'clock to-day, sir, and +then the rooms will be washed out and tidied. A neighbor downstairs +has promised to do it. Will you please tell me where I shall leave the +key?" + +"You may leave it with Mrs. Murray on the next flat," said Mr. Johnson. +"Well, I am sorry to lose you as a tenant, Mrs. Reed, and if ever you +do want to settle down in a home again, please let me know, and I'll do +my very best to provide you with a comfortable one." + +"I 'spect I won't have to pay no rent for my next home," said Grannie +softly, under her breath, as she turned away from the door. "Oh, Lord, +to think that you're gettin' a mansion in the sky ready for an old body +like me, and no rent to pay neither! Dear Lord, to think it is getting +ready for me now! I am about as happy an old woman as walks--that I +am." + +Grannie felt the religion which was part and parcel of her life +extremely uplifting that morning. It tided her safely over an hour so +dark that it might have broken a less stout heart. The auctioneer came +round and priced the furniture. Every bit of that furniture had a +history. Part of it belonged to the Reeds, part to the Phippses, and +part to the Simpsons. It was full of the stories of many lives; but, +as Grannie said to herself, "I'll have heaps of time by and by to fret +about the eight-day clock, and the little oak bureau under the window, +and the plates, and cups, and dishes, and tables; I need not waste +precious minutes over 'em now." + +So the auctioneer, who somehow could not cheat those blue eyes, offered +a fair price for the little "bits o' duds," and by twelve o'clock he +sent round a cart and a couple of men to carry them away. The flat was +quite bare and empty before Grannie finally locked the hall door and +took the key down to Mrs. Murray. + +Mrs. Murray was very fond of Grannie, and was extremely inclined to be +inquisitive; but if ever Mrs. Reed had been on her full dignity it was +this morning. She spoke about the good luck of the children in having +found such comfortable homes, said that household work was getting a +little too much for her, and that now she was going away on a visit. + +"To the country, ma'am?" said Mrs. Murray. "It is rather early for the +country jest yet, aint it?" + +"It is to a very nice part, suitable to the season," replied Grannie, +setting her lips firmly. "I'm always in luck, and I'm in my usual good +luck now in findin' kind friends willin' and glad to have me. I will +wish you 'good-day' now, ma'am; I mustn't keep my friends waiting." + +"But won't you have a cup of tea afore you go, for you really look +quite shaky?" said Mrs. Murray, who noticed that Grannie's left hand +shook when she laid the key of the lost home on the table. + +"No, no, ma'am. I expect to have tea with my friends," was the reply. +"Thank you kindly, I am sure, Mrs. Murray, and I wish you well, ma'am." + +Mrs. Murray shook hands with Grannie and looked at her kindly and +affectionately as she tripped down the winding stairs for the last time. + +Grannie wore her black silk bonnet, and her snow-white kerchief, and +her neat little black shawl, and her white cotton gloves. Her +snow-white hair was as fluffy as usual under the brim of her bonnet, +and her eyes were even brighter, and her cheeks wore a deeper shade of +apple bloom about them. Perhaps some people, some keen observers, +would have said that the light in the eyes and the bloom on the cheeks +were too vivid for perfect health; but, as it was, people only remarked +as they saw her go down the street, "What a dear, pretty old lady! +Now, _she_ belongs to some of the provident, respectable poor, if you +like." People said things of that sort as Grannie got into the omnibus +presently, and drove away, and away, and away. They did not know, they +could not possibly guess, what Grannie herself knew well, that she was +only a pauper on her way to the workhouse. For Mrs. Reed had kept her +secret, and the keeping of that secret was what saved her heart from +being broken. Mr. Williams had used influence on her behalf, and had +got her into the workhouse of a parish to which she had originally +belonged. It was in the outskirts of London, and was, he said, one of +the best and least severe of the class. + +"Provided the children don't know, nothing else matters," thought +Grannie over and over, as she approached nearer and nearer to her +destination. "I am just determined to make the best of it," she said +to herself, "and the children need never know. I shall be let out on +visits from time to time, and I must keep up the story that I am +staying with kind friends. I told Mr. Williams what I meant to do, and +he didn't say it were wrong. Lord, in thy mercy help me to keep this +dark from the children, and help me to remember, wherever I am, that I +was born a Phipps and a Simpson. Coming of that breed, nothing ought +to daunt me, and I'll live and die showing the good stock I am of." + +The omnibus set Grannie down within a quarter of a mile of her +destination. She carried a few treasures tied up in a silk +handkerchief on her left arm, and presently reached the big gloomy +gates of the workhouse. Mr. Williams had made all the necessary +arrangements for her, and she was admitted at once. A male porter, +dressed in hideous garb, conducted her across a courtyard to a +bare-looking office, where she was asked to sit down. After a few +minutes the matron appeared, accompanied by a stoutly built woman, who +called herself the labor matron, and into whose care Grannie was +immediately given. She was taken away to the bath-room first of all. +There her own neat, pretty clothes were taken from her, and she was +given the workhouse print dress, the ugly apron, the hideous cap, and +the little three-cornered shawl to wear. + +"What's your age?" asked the matron. + +"Sixty-eight, ma'am," replied Grannie. + +"Let me see; surely there is something wrong with that hand." + +"Yes, ma'am," replied Grannie solemnly; "it is the hand that has +brought me here. I was good at needlework in my day, ma'am, but 'twas +writing as did it." + +"Writing! did you write much?" asked the matron. + +"No, ma'am, only twice a year at the most, but even them two letters +cost me sore; they brought on a disease in the hand; it is called +writers' cramp. It is an awful complaint, and it has brought me here, +ma'am." + +The labor matron looked very hard at Grannie. She did not understand +her words, nor the expression on her brave face. Grannie by no means +wore the helpless air which characterizes most old women when they come +to the workhouse. + +"Well," she said, after a pause, "hurry with your bath; you needn't +have another for a fortnight; but once a fortnight you must wash here. +At your age, and with your hand so bad, you won't be expected to do any +manual work at all." + +"I'd rayther, ef you please, ma'am," said Grannie. "I'm not accustomed +to settin' idle." + +"Well, I don't see that you can do anything; that hand is quite past +all use, but perhaps the doctor will take a look at it to-morrow. Now +get through that bath, and I'll take you to the room where the other +old women are." + +"Good Lord, keep me from thinkin' o' the past," said Grannie when the +door closed behind her. + +She got through the bath and put on her workhouse dress, and felt, with +a chill all through her little frame, that she had passed suddenly from +life to death. The matron came presently to fetch her. + +"This way, please," she said, in a tart voice. She had treated Grannie +with just a shadow of respect as long as she wore her own nice and +dainty clothes, but now that she was in the workhouse garb, she looked +like any other bowed down little woman. She belonged, in short, to the +failures of life. She was hurried down one or two long passages, then +through a big room, empty at present, which the matron briefly told her +was the "Able-bodied Women's Ward," and then into another very large +room, where a bright fire burnt, and where several women, perhaps fifty +or sixty, were seated on benches, doing some light jobs of needlework, +or pretending to read, or openly dozing away their time. They were all +dressed just like Grannie, and took little or no notice when she came +in. She was only one more failure, to join the failures in the room. +These old women were all half dead, and another old woman was coming to +share their living grave. The matron said something hastily, and shut +the door behind her. Grannie looked round; an almost wild light lit up +her blue eyes for a moment, then it died out, and she went softly and +quietly across the room. + +"Ef you are cold, ma'am, perhaps you'll like to set by the fire," said +an old body who must have been at least ten years Grannie's senior. + +"Thank you, ma'am, I'll be much obleeged," said Grannie, and she sat +down. + +Her bath had, through some neglect, not been properly heated; it had +chilled her, and all of a sudden she felt tired, old, and feeble, and a +long shiver ran down her back. She held out her left hand to the +blaze. A few of the most active of the women approached slowly, and +either stood and looked at her, or sat down as near her as possible. +She had very lately come from life; they were most of them accustomed +to death. Their hearts were feebly stirred with a kind of dim +interest, but the life such as Grannie knew was dull and far off to +them. + +"This is a poor sort of place, ma'am," said one of them. + +Grannie roused herself with a great effort. + +"Ef I begin to grumble I am lost," she said stoutly to herself. "Well, +now, it seems to me a fine airy room," she said. "It is all as it +strikes a body, o' course," she added, very politely; "but the room +seems to me lofty." + +"You aint been here long, anybody can see that," said an old woman of +the name of Peters, with a sniff. "Wait till you live here day after +day, with nothin' to do, and nothin' to think of, and nothin' to hear, +and nothin' to read, and, you may say, nothin' to eat." + +"Dear me," said Grannie, "don't they give us our meals?" + +"Ef you like to _call_ 'em such," said Mrs. Peters, with a sniff. And +all the other women sniffed too. And when Mrs. Peters emphasized her +condemnation of the food with a groan, all the other old women groaned +in concert. + +Grannie looked at them, and felt that she had crossed an impassable +gulf. Never again could she be the Grannie she had been when she awoke +that morning. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +It was bitterly cold weather when Grannie arrived at the workhouse. +Not that the workhouse itself was really cold. Its sanitary +arrangements were as far as possible perfect; its heating arrangements +were also fairly good. Notwithstanding the other old women's groans, +the food was passable and even nourishing, and beyond the fact that +there was an absence of hope over everything, there were no real +hardships in the great Beverley workhouse. There were a good many old +women in this workhouse--in fact, two large wards full--and these were +perhaps the most melancholy parts of the establishment. They slept on +clean little narrow beds in a huge ward upstairs. There was a +partition about eight feet high down the middle of this room. Beds +stood in rows, back to back, at each side of this partition; beds stood +in rows along the walls; there were narrow passages between the long +rows of beds. The room was lighted with many windows high up in the +walls, and there was a huge fireplace at either end. By a curious +arrangement, which could scarcely be considered indulgent, the fires in +very cold weather were lit at nine o'clock in the morning, after the +paupers had gone downstairs, and put out again at five in the +afternoon. Why the old creatures might not have had the comfort of the +fires when they were in their ward, it was difficult to say, but such +was the rule of the place. + +Grannie's bed was just under one of the windows, and when she went +upstairs the first night, the chill, of which she had complained ever +since she had taken her bath, kept her awake during the greater part of +the hours of darkness. There were plenty of blankets on her little +bed, but they did not seem to warm her. The fact is, there was a great +chill at her heart itself. Her vitality was suddenly lowered; she was +afraid of the long dreary future; afraid of all those hopeless old +women; afraid of the severe cleanliness, the life hedged in with +innumerable rules, the dinginess of the new existence. Her faith +burned dim; her trust in God himself was even a little shaken. She +wondered why such a severe punishment was sent to her; why she, who +wrote so little, should get a disease brought on by writing. It seemed +all incomprehensible, unfathomable, too dark for any ordinary words, or +any ordinary consolation to reach. + +For the first time in her life she forgot her grandchildren, and the +invariable good luck of the family, and thought mostly about herself. +Toward morning she fell into a troubled doze, but she had scarcely +seemed to drop asleep before a great bell sounded, which summoned her +to rise. It was just six o'clock, and, at this time of the year, pitch +dark. The long ward was now bitterly cold, and Grannie shivered as she +got into her ugly workhouse dress. The other old women rose from their +hard beds with many "ughs" and groans, and undercurrents of grumbling. +Grannie was much too proud to complain. They were all dressed by +five-and-twenty past six, and then they went downstairs in melancholy +procession, and entered the dining-hall, where their breakfast, +consisting of tea, bread and margarine, was served to them. When +breakfast was over they went upstairs to the ground floor, and Grannie +found herself again in the ward into which she had been introduced the +night before. + +The women who could work got out their needlework, and began to perform +their allotted tasks in a very perfunctory manner. Grannie's fingers +quite longed and ached for something to do. She was sent for presently +to see the doctor, who examined her hand, said it would never be of any +use again, ordered a simple liniment, and dismissed her. As Grannie +was returning from this visit, she met the labor matron in one of the +corridors. + +"I wish you would give me something to do," she said suddenly. + +"Well, what can you do?" asked the matron. "Has the doctor seen your +hand?" + +"Yes." + +"And what does he say to it?" + +"He says it will never be any better." + +"Never be any better!" The labor matron fixed Grannie with two rather +indignant eyes. "And what are you wasting my time for, asking for +work, when you know you can't do it?" + +"Oh, yes; I think I can, ma'am--that is, with the left hand. I cannot +do needlework, perhaps, but I could dust and tidy, and even polish a +bit. I have always been very industrious, ma'am, and it goes sore agen +the grain to do nothin'." + +"Industrious indeed!" muttered the matron. "If you had been +industrious and careful, you wouldn't have found your way here. No, +there is no work for you, as far as I can see. Some of the able-bodied +women do out the old women's ward; it would never do to trust it to an +incapable like yourself. There, I can't waste any more time with you." + +The matron hurried away, and Grannie went back to her seat by the fire, +in the company of the other old women. They were curious to know what +the doctor had said to her, and when she told them they shook their +heads and groaned, and said they all knew that would be the case. + +"No one _h_advanced in life gets better here," said Mrs. Peters; "and +you are _h_advanced in life, aint you, ma'am?" + +"Not so very," replied Grannie indignantly. She felt quite young +beside most of the other old paupers. + +"Well now, I calc'late you're close on eighty," said Mrs. Peters. + +"Indeed, you are mistook," replied Grannie. "I aint seventy yet. I'm +jest at the age when it is no expense at all to live, so to speak. I +were sixty-eight last November, and no one can call that old. At least +not to say very old." + +"You look seventy-eight at the very least," said most of the women. +They nodded and gave Grannie some solemn, queer glances. They all saw +a change in her which she did not know anything about herself. She had +aged quite ten years since yesterday. + +The one variety in the old women's lives was their meals. Dinner came +at half-past twelve, and supper at six. All the huge old family went +up to bed sharp at eight. There could not possibly be a more dreary +life than theirs. As the days passed on, Grannie recovered from her +first sense of chill and misery, and a certain portion of her brave +spirit returned. It was one of the rules of the workhouse that the +pauper women of over sixty might go out every Sunday from half-past +twelve to six. They might also go out for the same number of hours on +Thursday. Those who were in sufficiently good health always availed +themselves of this outing, and Grannie herself looked forward quite +eagerly to Sunday. She scarcely slept on Saturday night for thinking +of this time of freedom. She had obtained permission to wear her own +neat dress, and she put it on with untold pride and satisfaction on +this Sunday morning. Once again some of the spirit of the Simpsons and +Phippses came into her. She left the workhouse quite gayly. + +"I feel young again," she murmured to herself as she heard the ugly +gates clang behind her. + +She walked down the road briskly, took an omnibus, and by and by found +herself at Bayswater. She had asked Alison to wait in for her, telling +the girl that she might be able to pay her a little visit on Sunday. +When she rang, therefore, the servants' bell at Mrs. Faulkner's +beautiful house, Alison herself opened the door. + +Alison looked handsomer than ever in her neat lady's-maid costume. + +"Oh, Grannie," she exclaimed. "It is good for sore eyes to see you. +Come in, come in. You can't think how kind Mrs. Faulkner is. She says +I'm to have you all to myself, and you are to stay to dinner, and David +is here; and the housekeeper (I have been telling the housekeeper a lot +about you, Grannie) has given us her little parlor to dine in, and Mrs. +Faulkner is out for the day. Oh, we'll have quite a good time. Come +downstairs at once, dear Grannie, for dinner is waiting." + +"Well, child, I am pleased to see you so spry," said Grannie. Her +voice felt quite choking when she entered the big, luxurious house. +"I'll be able to keep it up fine," she murmured to herself. "Lor', I'm +a sight better; it was the air of that place that was a-killin' me. +I'll keep it up afore the chil'en, and ef I can manage to do that, why +bless the Lord for all his mercies." + +David was waiting in the housekeeper's room when Grannie got +downstairs. Grannie had never known before what a power of comfort +there was in David's strong young step, and the feel of his firm +muscular arms, and the sensation of his manly kiss on her cheek. + +"Aye, Dave," she said, "I'm a sight better for seeing you, my lad." + +"And I for seeing you," replied the boy. "We have missed Grannie, +haven't we, Ally?" + +"Don't talk of it," said Alison, tears springing to her blue eyes. + +"Well, we're all together again now," said Grannie. "Bless the Lord! +Set down each side of me, my darlin's, and tell me everything. Oh, I +have hungered to know, I have hungered to know." + +"Mine is a very good place," said Alison. "Mrs. Faulkner is most kind." + +"And ef it weren't for thinking of you, Grannie, and missing you," said +David, "why, I'd be as happy as the day is long." + +"But tell us about yourself, dear Grannie," said Alison. "How do you +like the country, and are Mr. Williams' friends good to you?" + +"Real good! that they are," said Grannie. "Why, it's a beautiful big +place." + +"They are not poor folks, then?" said David. + +"Poor!" said Grannie. "I don't go for to deny that there are some poor +people there, but they as owns the place aint poor. Lor' bless yer, +it's a fine place. Don't you fret for me, my dearies. I'm well +provided for, whoever aint." + +"But how long are you to stay?" said David. "You can't always be on a +visit with folks, even if they are the friends of Mr. Williams." + +"Of course I can't stay always," said Grannie, "but Mr. Williams has +arranged that I am to stay for a good two or three months at least, and +by then, why, we don't know what 'll turn out. Now, chil'en, for the +Lord's sake don't let us waste time over an old body like me. Didn't I +tell you that I have come to the time o' life when I aint much 'count? +Let's talk of you, my dearies, let's talk of you." + +"Let's talk of dinner first," said David. "I'm mighty hungry, whoever +aint." + +The dinner served in Mrs. Faulkner's housekeeper's room was remarkably +nourishing and dainty, and Grannie enjoyed the food, which was not +workhouse food, with a zest which surprised herself. She thought that +she had completely thrown her grandchildren off the scent, and if that +were the case, nothing else mattered. When dinner was over the sun +shone out brightly, and Alison and David took Grannie out for a walk. +They went into Kensington Gardens, which were looking very bright and +pretty. Then they came home, and Grannie had a cup of tea, after which +she rose resolutely and said it was time for her to go. + +"I will see you back," said David, in a determined voice. "I have +nothing else to do. I don't suppose those friends of Mr. Williams who +are so good to you would mind me coming as far as the door." + +"Yes, they would," said Grannie, "they wouldn't like it a bit." + +"Now, Grannie, that's all nonsense, you know," said the young man. + +"No it aint, my lad, no it aint. You've just got to obey me, David, in +this matter. I know what I know, and I won't be gainsaid." + +Grannie had suddenly put on her commanding air. + +"I am on a visit with right decent folks--people well-to-do in the +world, wot keep up everything in fine style--and ef they have fads +about relations comin' round their visitors, why shouldn't they? +Anyhow, I am bound to respect 'em. You can't go home with me, Dave, +but you shall see me to the 'bus, ef you like." + +"Well," said Dave, a suspicious, troubled look creeping up into his +face, "that's all very fine, but I wish you wouldn't make a mystery of +where you are staying, dear Grannie." + +"I don't want to," said Grannie. "It's all Mr. Williams. He has been +real kind to me and mine, and ef he wants to keep to himself what his +friends are doing for me, why shouldn't I obleege him?" + +"Why not, indeed?" said Alison. "But are you sure you are really +comfortable, Grannie?" + +"And why shouldn't I be comfortable, child? I don't look +uncomfortable, do I?" + +"No, not really, but somehow----" + +"Yes, I know what you mean," interrupted David. + +"Somehow," said Alison, "you look changed." + +"Oh, and ef I do look a bit changed," said the old woman, "it's cause +I'm a-frettin' for you. Of course I miss you all, but I'll get +accustomed to it; and it's a beautiful big place, and I'm in rare luck +to have got a 'ome there. Now I must hurry off. God bless you, my +dear!" + +Alison stood on the steps of Mrs. Faulkner's house, and watched Grannie +as she walked down the street. The weather had changed, and it was now +bitterly cold; sleet was falling, and there was a high wind. But +Grannie was leaning on Dave's arm, and she got along bravely. + +"I don't like it," said Alison to herself, as she went into the house. +"Grannie's hiding something; I can't think what it is. Oh, dear, oh +dear, how I wish Jim had been true to me. If he only had, we would +have made a home for Grannie somehow. Grannie is hiding something. +What can it be?" + +Meanwhile David saw Grannie to the omnibus, where he bade her an +affectionate "good-by." She arranged to come again to see her +grandchildren on the following Sunday if all was well. + +"But ef I don't come, don't you fret, Dave, boy," was her last word to +the lad. "Ef by chance I don't come, you'll know it's because it aint +quite convenient in the family I'm staying with. Now, good-by, Dave. +Bless you, lad." + +The omnibus rolled away, and Grannie snuggled back into her corner. +Her visit to her grandchildren had cheered her much, and she thought +that she could very well get through a dreary week in the workhouse +with that beacon post of Sunday on ahead. She would not for the world +trouble the children on work-a-day Thursday, but on Sunday she might as +a rule get a sight of them. + +"And they suspect nothin', thank the good Lord!" she said, hugging her +secret to her breast. + +She left the omnibus at the same corner where she had left it on the +previous Monday. + +The weather meanwhile had been changing for the worse; snow was now +falling thickly, and the old woman had no umbrella. She staggered +along, beaten and battered by the great tempest of wind and snow. At +first she stepped on bravely enough, but by and by her steps grew +feeble. The snow blinded her eyes and took away her breath, it +trickled in little pools down into her neck, and seemed to find out all +the weak parts of her dress. Her thin black shawl was covered with +snow; her bonnet was no longer black, but white. Her heart began to +beat at first too loudly, then feebly; she tottered forward, stumbling +as one in a dream. She was cold, chilled through and through; +bitterly, bitterly cold. Suddenly, without knowing it, she put her +foot on a piece of orange-peel; she slipped, and the next moment lay +prone in the soft snow. Her fall took away her last remnant of +strength; try as she would, she found she could not rise. She raised +her voice to call for assistance, and presently a stout laboring man +came up and bent over the little prostrate woman. + +"Let me help you to get up, ma'am," he said politely. + +He caught hold of her swollen right hand. The sudden pain forced a +sharp scream from her lips. + +"Not that hand, please, sir; the other," she said. She put out her +left hand. + +"Nay, I'll lift you altogether," he said. "Why, you are no weight at +all. Are you badly hurt, ma'am?" + +"No, no, it's nothin'," said Grannie, panting, and breathing with +difficulty. + +"And where shall I take you to? You can't walk--you are not to attempt +it. Is your home anywhere near here, ma'am?" + +In spite of all her pain and weakness, a flush of shame came into the +old cheeks. + +"It is nigh here, very nigh," said Grannie, "but it aint my home; it's +Beverley workhouse, please, sir." + +"All right," said the man. He did not notice Grannie's shame. + +The next moment he had pulled the bell at the dreary gates, and Grannie +was taken in. She was conveyed straight up to the infirmary. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +It wanted but a week to Jim Hardy's wedding day. Preparations were in +full swing, and the Clays' house was, so to speak, turned topsy-turvy. +Jim was considered a most lucky man. He was to get five hundred pounds +with his bride. With that five hundred pounds Louisa proposed that Jim +should set up in business for himself. He and she would own a small +haberdasher's shop. They could stock it well, and even put by a +nest-egg for future emergencies. Jim consented to all her proposals. +He felt depressed and unlike himself. In short, there never was a more +unwilling bridegroom. He had never loved Louisa. She had always been +repugnant to him. In a moment of pique he had asked her to marry him, +and his repentance began half an hour after his engagement. Still he +managed to play his part sufficiently well. Louisa, whose passion for +him increased as the days went on, made no complaint; she was true to +her promise, and never mentioned Alison's name, and the wedding day +drew on apace. The young people's banns had already been called twice +in the neighboring church, the next Sunday would be the third time, and +the following Thursday was fixed for the wedding. Jim came home late +one evening tired out, and feeling more depressed than usual. A letter +was waiting for him on the mantelpiece. He had already given notice to +quit his comfortable bedroom. He and Louisa were to live for a +time--until they had chosen their shop and furnished it--with the +Clays. This arrangement was very disagreeable to Jim, but it did not +occur to him to demur; his whole mind was in such a state of collapse +that he allowed Louisa and her people to make what arrangements they +pleased. + +"There's a letter for you upstairs," said his landlady, as he hurried +past her. + +The young man's heart beat fast for a moment. Could Alison by any +chance have written to him? He struck a light hastily and looked at +the letter, which was lying on his table. No, the handwriting was not +Alison's, and when he opened it the first thing he saw was a check, +which fell out. + + +"My Dear Nephew [ran the letter], I hope this finds you well, as it +leaves me. You must be a well-grown lad now, and, in short, have come +to full man's estate. I have done well in Australia, and if you like +to join me here, I believe I can put you in the way of earning a good +living. I inclose a draft on the City Bank, London, for one hundred +pounds, which will pay your passage and something over. If you like to +come, you will find me at the address at the head of this paper. I am +making lots of money, and if you have a head on your shoulders, you can +help me fine in my business. If you don't care to come, you may use +the money to start housekeeping when you marry; but if you are wise you +will take my advice. + + "Your affectionate uncle, + "JAMES HARDY." + + +Jim fingered the check, and looked absently before him. + +"Why shouldn't I get clear out of the whole business?" he said. "I +could leave the country to-morrow with this money, and go out and join +Uncle James, and make my fortune by and by. Why should I stick to +Louisa when I hate her? It's all over with Alison and me. Oh, Alison, +how could you love another fellow when I loved you so well, and was so +true to you? I can't understand it--no, I can't. I don't believe for +a moment that she was telling me the truth the other day--why, there is +no other fellow. I have made inquiries and I can't hear of anyone. It +isn't as if hundreds wouldn't want her, but she is keeping company with +no one. I believe it was an excuse she made; there's a mystery at the +bottom of it. Something put her out, and she was too proud to let me +see what it was. And, oh dear, why was I so mad as to propose marriage +to a girl like Louisa Clay? Yes; why shouldn't I get quit of the thing +to-night? I have the money now. I can take Uncle James's advice +to-night; why shouldn't I do it?" + +Jim stood straight up as these thoughts came to him. He slipped the +foreign letter into his pocket, walked with a long stride to the +window, flung the sash open, and looked out into the night. + +"I can't do it," he muttered; "it isn't in me to be an out-and-out +scoundrel. She is not the girl I want, but I have promised her, and I +must stick to it; all the same, I am a ruined man. Oh, if Alison had +only been true to me." + +"Now, old chap, what are you grumbling to yourself for?" said a voice +just behind him. + +He turned abruptly and met the keen-eyed, ferret-looking face of the +detective Sampson. Sampson and Jim had not been very friendly lately, +and Jim wondered now in a vague sort of way why his quondam friend had +troubled himself to visit him. + +"Sit down, won't you?" he said abruptly. "There's a chair." + +"I'll shut the door first," said Sampson. "I have got a thing or two +to say to you, and you may as well hear me out. You aint behaved +straight to me, Jim; you did a shabby thing behind my back; but, Lor' +bless you, ef it's saved me from a gel like Louisa Clay, why, I'll be +obleeged to you to the end of my days. Look here, I was very near +committing myself with that girl. 'Twasn't that I loved her, but I +don't go for to deny that she was good-looking, and she certainly did +tickle my fancy considerable, and then when I thought of the tidy bit +of silver that she would have from her father, I made up my mind that +she would be a good enough match for me; but mind you, I never thought +her straight--I never yet was mistook in any character I ever studied +carefully. I couldn't follow out my calling if I did, Jim, old chap; +and that you know well." + +"I don't suppose you could, George," said Jim; "but I think it only +fair to tell you before you go a step further, that I am engaged to +Louisa, and I can't hear her run down by anyone now. So you may as +well know that first as last." + +"Engaged or not," said Sampson, with curious emphasis, "you have got to +hear a thing or two about Louisa Clay to-night." + +"If it is bad, I won't hear it," said Jim, clenching his big hand. + +"Then you are a greater fool than I took you for; but, look here, +you've got to listen, for it concerns that other girl, the girl you +used to be so mad on, Alison Reed." + +Jim's hands slowly unclenched. He turned round and fixed his great +dark eyes with a kind of hungry passion in them on Sampson's face. + +"If it has anything to do with Alison I am bound to hear it," he said. + +"Then you love her still?" said Sampson, in surprise. + +"Love her!" replied Jim; "aye, lad, that I do. I am near mad about +her." + +"And yet you are going to marry Louisa Clay." + +"So it seems, George, so it seems; but what's the good of talking about +what can't be cured? Alison has thrown me over, and I am promised to +Louisa, and there's an end of it." + +"Seems to me much more like that you have thrown Alison over," said +Sampson. "Why, I was in the room that night of the play-acting, and I +saw Alison Reed just by the stairs, looking as beautiful as a picter, +and you come up with that other loud, noisy gel, and you talked to her +werry affectionate, I must say. I heard what she said to you--that +there wasn't a thing in heaven above, or in earth beneath, she wouldn't +do for you. Maybe Alison heard them words too; there's no saying. I +was so mad at what I thought Louisa's falsehood to me, that I cut the +whole concern fast enough. Well, that's not what I have come to talk +on to-night; it is this: I think I have traced the theft of that +five-pound note straight home at last." + +"You haven't?" said Jim. "Oh, but that's good news indeed; and Alison +is cleared?" + +"She is; but I don't see how it is good news to you, for the theft is +brought home to the gel what is to be your wife in less than a week." + +"Nonsense!" said Hardy. "I always said you were too sharp on Louisa. +She aint altogether to my taste, I am bound to confess, although I have +promised her marriage; but she's not a thief. Come, now, you cannot +get me to believe she's as bad as that." + +"You listen to me, Hardy, and stay quiet," said Sampson. "I can put +what I know in a few words, and I will. From the very first I +suspected Louisa Clay. She was jealous of Alison, and had a motive for +tryin' to do her a bad turn. She was over head and ears in love with +you, as all the world could see. That, when I saw her first, I will +own, I began to think as she'd be a good mate for myself, and it come +over me that I wouldn't push the inquiry any further. It might be well +to know a secret about your wife, to hold over her in case she proved +troublesome by'm-by. I am not a feller with any high notions, as +perhaps you have guessed--anyhow, I let the thing drop, and I went in +for Louisa for the sake of her money. When she threw me over so sharp, +you may suppose that my feelings underwent a head-to-tail sort of +motion, and I picked up the clew pretty fast again, and worked on it +until I got a good thread in my hand. I needn't go into particulars +here about all I did and all I didn't do, but I managed first of all to +pick up with Shaw, your master. I met him out one evening, and I told +him that I knew you, and that you were in an awful taking because your +gel, Alison Reed, was thought to have stolen a five-pound note. He +talked a bit about the theft, and then I asked him if he had the number +of the note. He clapped his hand on his thigh, and said what a fool he +was, but he had never thought of the number until that moment. He had +looked at it when he put the note in the till as he supposed, and by +good luck he remembered it. He said off to me what he believed it was, +and I entered it in my notebook. + +"'I have you now, my fine lady,' I said to myself, and I went off and +did a little bit of visiting in the smartest shops round, and by and by +I heard further tidings of the note. It had been changed, two days +after it had been stolen, by a young woman answering to Louisa Clay in +all particulars. When things had come as far as that, I said to +myself---- + +"'Ef there is a case for bluff, this is one. I'll just go and wring +the truth from Louisa before she is an hour older.' + +"So I went to see her only this morning. I blarneyed her a bit +first--you know my style--and then I twitted her for being false to me, +and then I got up a sort of pretense quarrel, and I worked on her +feelings until she got into a rage, and when she was all hot and +peppery, I faced right round on her, and charged her with the theft. + +"'You stole that five-pound note from the till in Shaw's shop,' I said, +'and you let Alison Reed be charged with it. I know you stole it, so +you needn't deny it. The number of the note was, one, one, one, seven. +I have it written here in my note-book. I traced the note to Dawson's, +round the corner, and they can swear, if necessary, in a court of +justice, that you gave it to them in exchange for some yards of black +silk. By the way, I believe that is the very identical silk you have +on you this minute. Oh, fie, Louisa! you are a bad 'un.' + +"She turned white as one of them egg-shell china cups, and she put her +hands before her eyes, and her hands shook. And after a bit she said: + +"'Oh, George, don't have me locked up, and I'll tell you everything." + +"'Well, you'll have to put it in writing,' I said, 'or I won't have a +crumb of mercy on you.' + +"So I got the story out of her, Jim. It seems the note had never been +dropped into the till at all, but had fallen on the floor just by the +manager's desk, and Louisa had seen it and picked it up, and she +confessed to hoping that Alison would be charged with it. Here's her +confession in this envelope, signed and witnessed and all. So now, you +can marry her come Thursday ef you like." + +Sampson got up and stretched himself as he spoke. + +Jim's face, which had turned from red to white, and from white again to +crimson, during this brief narrative, was now stern and dark. + +"I am obliged to you, Sampson," he said, after a pause. + +"What will you do?" asked the detective, with some curiosity. "I see +this is a bit of a blow, and I am not surprised; but what will you do?" + +"I can't tell. I must think things over. Do you say you have the +confession in your pocket?" + +"Yes; in my breast pocket. Here is the envelope sticking out above my +coat." + +"Give it to me," said Jim, stretching out his big hand. + +"Not I. That's my affair. I can make use of this. Why, I could hold +a thing of this sort over the head of your fair bride, and blackmail +her, if necessary." + +"No, no, Sampson; you are not a ruffian, of that sort." + +George Sampson suddenly changed his manner. + +"As far as you are concerned, Jim, I am no ruffian," he said. "To tell +the plain truth, I have always liked yer, and I'll act by you as +straight as a die in this matter. If you never do anything else, +you've saved me from being the husband of that gel, and I'll be +thankful to you for it to my dying day. But for the Lord's sake, don't +you put yourself into the noose now. You can't be so mad, surely." + +"Leave me for to-night, Sampson," said Jim in a voice of entreaty. "I +can't say anything, I must think. Leave me for to-night." + +The detective got up slowly, whistled in a significant manner, and left +the room. + +"Now, if Jim Hardy is quixotic enough to marry Louisa Clay after what I +have said, I'll never speak to a good man again as long as I live," he +muttered. + +But Jim Hardy had not made up his mind how to act at all; he was simply +stunned. When he found himself alone he sank down on a chair close to +his little center table, put his elbows on the table, and buried his +head in his big hands. The whole bewildering truth was too much for +him. He was honest and straight himself, and could not understand +duplicity. Louisa's conduct was incomprehensible to him. What should +he do now? Should he be true to one so false? This question began +dimly to struggle to obtain an answer in his mind. He had scarcely +begun to face it, when a knock at the door, and the shrill voice of his +landlady calling out, "I have got a letter for you, Mr. Hardy, you are +in favor with the post to-night," reached him. + +He walked across the room, opened the door, and took the letter from +the landlady's hand. She gave him a quick, curious glance; she saw +shrewdly enough that something was worrying him. + +"Why do he go and marry a girl like that Clay creature?" she muttered +to herself as she whisked downstairs. "I wouldn't have her if she had +double the money they say he's to get with her." + +Jim meanwhile stared hard at the writing on his letter. It was in +Louisa Clay's straggling, badly formed hand. He hastily tore open the +envelope, and read the brief contents. They ran as follows: + + +"DEAR JIM,--I dare say you have heard something about me, and I don't +go for to deny that that something is true. I was mad when I did it, +but, mad or sane, it is best now that all should be over between you +and me. I couldn't bear to marry you, and you knowing the truth. Then +you never loved me--any fool could see that. So I am off out of +London, and you needn't expect to see me any more. + + "Yours no longer, + "LOUISA CLAY." + + +Jim's first impulse when he had read this extraordinary and unexpected +letter was to dance a hornpipe from one end of the room to the other; +his next was to cry hip, hip, hurrah in a stentorian voice. His last +impulse he acted upon. He caught up his hat and went out as fast as +ever he could. With rapid strides he hurried through the crowded +streets, reached the Bank, and presently found himself on the top of an +omnibus which was to convey him to Bayswater. He was following his +impulse with a beating heart, eyes that blazed with light, and lips +that trembled with emotion. He had been a prisoner tied fast in chains +of his own forging. All of a sudden he was free. Impulse should have +its way. His heart should dictate to him in very earnest at last. +With Louisa's letter and his uncle's letter in his pocket, he presently +reached the great house where Mrs. Faulkner lived. He had often passed +that house since Alison had gone to it, walking hungrily past it at +dead of night, thinking of the girl whom he loved but might never win; +now he might win his true love after all--he meant to try. His +triumphant steps were heard hurrying down the pavement. He pulled the +servants' bell and asked boldly for Alison. + +"Who shall I say?" asked the kitchen-maid who admitted him. + +"Say Jim Hardy, and that my message is urgent," was the reply. + +The girl, who was impressed by Jim's goodly height and breadth, invited +him into the housekeeper's parlor, where Alison joined him in a few +minutes. Her face was like death when she came in; her hand shook so +that she could scarcely hold it out for Jim to clasp. He was master, +however, on this occasion--the averted eyes, the white face, the +shaking hand were only all the more reasons why he should clasp the +maiden he loved to his heart. He strode across the room and shut the +door. + +"Can we be alone for a few minutes?" he said. + +"I suppose so, Jim, if--if it is necessary," said Alison. + +"It is necessary. I have something to say." + +Alison did not reply. She was trembling more than ever. + +"I have got to say this," said Jim: "I am off with Louisa Clay. We're +not going to be married. I don't want her, I never wanted her, and now +it seems that she don't want me. And, Alison, you are cleared of that +matter of the five-pound note." + +"Cleared?" said Alison, springing forward, and her eyes lighting up. + +"Yes, darlin', cleared," said Jim boldly. "I always knew you were as +innocent as the dawn, and now all the world will know it. Sampson, +good fellow, ferreted out the truth, and it seems--it seems that Louisa +is the thief. Sampson can give you all particulars himself to-morrow; +but I have come here now to talk on a matter of much more importance. +I have always loved you, Alison, from the first day I set eyes on you. +From that first moment I gave you all my heart; my life was yours, my +happiness yours, and all the love I am capable of. In an evil hour a +shadow came atween us; I was mad at losing you, and I asked Louisa to +wed me; but though I'd 'a' been true to her--for a promise is a +promise--I'd have been the most miserable man what ever lived, for my +heart would have been yours. I'd have committed a sin, an awful sin, +but, thank God, I am saved from that now. Louisa herself has set me +free. There's her letter; you can read it if you want to." + +Jim pulled it out of his pocket, and thrust it before Alison's dazzled +eyes. + +"No, no!" she said, pushing it from her; "your word is enough. I don't +want to see the letter." + +She hid her face in her shaking hands. + +"I was always true to you," continued Jim, "in heart at least; and now +I want to know if there is any reason why you and me should not be wed +after all. I have got money enough, and I can wed you and give you a +nice home as soon as ever the banns are read, and there'll be a corner +for Grannie too, by our fireside. Come, Alison, is there any reason, +any impediment? as they say in the marriage service. There aint really +any other feller, is there, Ally? That was a sort of way to cheat me, +Ally; wasn't it, darlin'?" + +"Oh, Jim, yes, yes," cried Alison. "I always loved you with all my +heart. I loved you more than ever the day I gave you up, but I was +proud, and I misunderstood, and--and--oh, I can say no more; but I love +you, Jim, I love you. Oh, my heart is like to burst, but it is all +happiness now, for I love you so well--so true--so very, very dearly." + +"Then that's all right," he answered solemnly. He took her into his +arms there and then and held her fast to his beating heart. They +kissed each other many times. + +Alison and Jim were married, and Grannie went to live with them. She +was indispensable to the brightness of their home, and even more +indispensable to the success of their little shop; for Grannie had a +natural turn for business, and if her eyes were the kindest in all the +world, they were also the sharpest to detect the least thing not +perfectly straight in those with whom she had to deal. So the shop, +started on thoroughly business principles, flourished well. And the +young pair were happy, and the other children by and by made a good +start in the world, and Grannie's face beamed more and more lovingly as +the years went on, but never to her dying day did she reveal the secret +of her visit to the workhouse. + +"It was the one piece of bad luck in all my happy life," she was wont +to murmur to herself, then she would smile and perk up her little +figure. "Lord knows, I needn't ha' been frighted," she would add; +"comin' o' the breed of the Phippses and Simpsons, I might ha' known it +wouldn't last--the luck o' the family bein' wot it is." + + + + +THE END + + + + +THE FLOWERS' WORK + +"See, mother! I've finished my bouquet. Isn't it beautiful? More so, +I think, than those made by the florist which he asked two dollars for, +and this has cost me but seventy-five cents." + +"Yes, yes, it is very pretty. But, dear me, child, I cannot help +thinking how illy we can spare so much for such a very useless thing. +Almost as much as you can make in a day it has cost." + +"Don't say _useless_, mother. It will express to Edward our +appreciation of his exertions and their result, and our regards. How +he has struggled to obtain a profession! I only wish I could cover the +platform with bouquets, baskets and wreaths tonight, when he receives +his diploma." + +"Well, well; if it will do any good, I shall not mind the expense. +But, child, he will know it is from you, and men don't care for such +things coming from home folks. Now, if it was from any other young +lady, I expect he'd be mightily pleased." + +"Oh, mother, I don't think so. Edward will think as much of it, coming +from his sister-in-law, as from any other girl. And it will please +Kate, too. If _we_ do not think enough of him to send him bouquets, +who else could? Rest easy, mother, dear; I feel quite sure my bouquet +will do much good," answered Annie, putting her bouquet in a glass of +water. + +She left the room to make her simple toilet for the evening. + +Mrs. Grey had been widowed when her two little girls were in their +infancy. It had been a hard struggle for the mother to raise her +children. Constant toil, privation and anxiety had worn heavily on her +naturally delicate constitution, until she had become a confirmed +invalid. But there was no longer a necessity for her toiling. Katy, +the elder daughter, was married; and Annie, a loving, devoted girl, +could now return the mother's long and loving care. By her needle she +obtained a support for herself and mother. + +Katy's husband held a position under the government, receiving a small +compensation, only sufficient for the necessities of the present, and +of very uncertain continuance. He was ambitious of doing better than +this for himself, as well as his family. So he employed every spare +hour in studying medicine, and it was the night that he was to receive +his diploma that my little story begins. + +The exercises of the evening were concluded. Edward Roberts came down +the aisle to where his wife and Annie were seated, bearing his +flowers--an elegant basket, tastefully arranged, and a beautiful +bouquet. But it needed only a quick glance for Annie to see it was not +_her_ bouquet. Although the flowers were fragrant and rare, they were +not so carefully selected or well chosen. Hers expressed not alone her +affection and appreciation, but _his_ energy, perseverance and success. + +"Why, where is my bouquet? I do not see it," asked Annie, a look of +disappointment on her usually bright face. + +"Yours? I do not know. Did you send me one?" returned her +brother-in-law. + +"Indeed I did. And such a beauty, too! It is too bad! I suppose it +is the result of the stupidity of the young man in whose hands I placed +it. I told him plain enough it was for you, and your name, with mine, +was on the card," answered Annie, really very much provoked. + +"Well, do not fret, little sister; I am just as much obliged; and +perchance some poor fellow not so fortunate as I may have received it," +answered Edward Roberts. + +"Don't, for pity's sake, let mother know of the mistake, or whatever it +is, that has robbed you of your bouquet. She will fret dreadfully +about it," said Annie. + +All that night, until she was lost in sleep, did she constantly repeat: + +"I wonder who has got it?" + +She had failed to observe on the list of graduates the name of _Edgar +Roberts_, from Ohio, or she might have had an idea into whose hands her +bouquet had fallen. Her brother Edward, immediately on hearing Annie's +exclamation, thought how the mistake had occurred, and was really glad +that it was as it was; for the young man whose name was so nearly like +his own was a stranger in the city, and Edward had noticed his +receiving _one_ bouquet only, which of course was the missing one, and +Annie's. + +Edgar Roberts sat in his room that night, after his return from the +distribution of diplomas, holding in his hand Annie's bouquet, and on +the table beside him was a floral dictionary. An expression of +gratification was on his pleasant face, and, as again and again his +eyes turned from the flowers to seek their interpreter, his lips were +wreathed with smiles, and he murmured low: + +"Annie Grey! Sweet Annie Grey! I never dreamed of any one in this +place knowing or caring enough for me to send such a tribute. How +carefully these flowers are chosen! What a charming, appreciative +little girl she is! Pretty, I know, of course. I wonder how she came +to send me this? How shall I find her? Find her I must, and know her." + +And Edgar Roberts fell asleep to dream of Annie Grey, and awoke in the +morning whispering the last words of the night before: + +"Sweet Annie Grey!" + +During the day he found it quite impossible to fix his mind on his +work; mind and heart were both occupied with thoughts of Annie Grey. +And so it continued to be until Edgar Roberts was really in love with a +girl he knew not, nor had ever seen. To find her was his fixed +determination. But how delicately he must go about it. He could not +make inquiry among his gentlemen acquaintances without speculations +arising, and a name sacred to him then, passed from one to another, +lightly spoken, perhaps. Then he bethought himself of the city +directory; he would consult that. And so doing he found Greys +innumerable--some in elegant, spacious dwellings, some in the business +thoroughfares of the place. The young ladies of the first mentioned, +he thought, living in fashionable life, surrounded by many admirers, +would scarcely think of bestowing any token of regard or appreciation +on a poor unknown student. The next would have but little time to +devote to such things; and time and thought were both spent in the +arrangement of his bouquet. Among the long list of Greys he found one +that attracted him more than all the others--a widow, living in a quiet +part of the city, quite near his daily route. So he sought and found +the place and exact number. Fortune favored him. Standing at the door +of a neat little frame cottage he beheld a young girl talking with two +little children. She was not the blue-eyed, golden-haired girl of his +dreams, but a sweet, earnest dove-eyed darling. And what care he, +whether her eyes were blue or brown, if her name were only Annie? Oh, +how could he find out that? + +She was bidding the little ones "good-bye." They were off from her, on +the sidewalk, when the elder child--a bright, laughing boy of +five--sang out, kissing his little dimpled hand: + +"Good-bye, Annie, darling!" + +Edgar Roberts felt as if he would like to clasp the little fellow to +the heart he had relieved of all anxiety. No longer a doubt was in his +mind. He had found his Annie Grey. + +From that afternoon, twice every day he passed the cottage of the widow +Grey, frequently seeing sweet Annie. This, however, was his only +reward. She never seemed at all conscious of his presence. Often her +eyes would glance carelessly toward him. Oftener they were never +raised from her work. Sewing by the window, she always was. + +What next? How to proceed, on his fixed determination of winning her, +if possible? + +Another bright thought. He felt pretty sure she attended church +somewhere; perhaps had a class in the Sabbath school. So the next +Sunday morning, at an early hour, he was commanding a view of Annie's +home. When the school bells commenced to ring, he grew very anxious. +A few moments, and the door opened and the object of his thoughts +stepped forth. How beautiful she looked in her pretty white suit! Now +Edgar felt his cause was in the ascendancy. Some distance behind, and +on the other side of the street, he followed, ever keeping her in view +until he saw her enter a not far distant church. Every Sunday after +found him an attentive listener to the Rev. Mr. Ashton, who soon became +aware of the presence of the young gentleman so regularly, and +apparently so much interested in the services. So the good man sought +an opportunity to speak to Edgar, and urge his accepting a charge in +the Sabbath school. We can imagine Edgar needed no great urging on +that subject; so, frequently, he stood near his Annie. In the library, +while selecting books for their pupils, once or twice they had met, and +he had handed to her the volume for which her hand was raised. Of +course a smile and bow of acknowledgment and thanks rewarded him. + +Edgar was growing happier, and more confident of final success every +week, when an event came which promised a speedy removal of all +difficulty in his path. The school was going to have a picnic. Then +and there he would certainly have an introduction to Annie, and after +spending a whole day with her, he would accompany her home and win the +privilege of calling often. + +The day of the picnic dawned brightly, and the happy party gathered on +the deck of the steamer. The first person who met Edgar Roberts' eye +was his fellow-student, Edward Roberts. Standing beside him were two +ladies and some children. When Edgar hastened up to speak to his +friend, the ladies turned, and Edward presented: + +"My wife; my sister, Miss Grey." + +Edgar Roberts could scarcely suppress an exclamation of joy and +surprise. His looks fully expressed how delighted he was. + +Three months had he been striving for this, which, if he had only known +it, could have been obtained so easily through his friend and her +brother. But what was so difficult to win was the more highly prized. +What a happy day it was! + +Annie was all he had believed her--charming in every way. Edgar made a +confidant of his friend; told him what Edward well knew before, but was +wise enough not to explain the mistake--of his hopes and fears; and won +from the prudent brother the promise to help him all he could. + +Accompanying Annie home that evening, and gaining her permission for +him to call again, Edgar lost no time in doing so, and often repeated +the call. + +Perhaps Annie thought him very fast in his wooing, and precipitate in +declaring his love, when, after only a fortnight visiting her, he said: + +"Annie, do you like me well enough, and trust in me sufficiently, to +allow me to ask your mother to call me her son?" + +Either so happy or so surprised was Annie, that she could not speak +just then. But roses crowded over her fair face, and she did not try +to withdraw the hand he had clasped. + +"Say, Annie, love," he whispered. She raised her eyes to his with such +a strange, surprised look in them, that he laughed and said: + +"You think I am very hasty, Annie. You don't know how long I've loved +you, and have waited for this hour." + +"Long!--two weeks," she said. + +"Why, Annie, darling, it is over three months since I've been able to +think of anything save Annie Grey--ever since the night I received my +diploma, and your sweet, encouraging bouquet, since that night I've +known and loved you. And how I've worked for this hour!" + +And then he told her how it was. And when he had finished, she looked +at him, her eyes dancing merrily, and though she tried hard to keep the +little rosebud of a mouth demurely shut, it was no use--it would open +and let escape a rippling laugh, as she said: + +"And this is the work my bouquet went about, is it? This is the good +it has done me--" She hesitated; the roses deepened their color as she +continued: "And you--" + +"Yes, Annie, it has done much good to me, and I hope to you too." + +"But, Edgar--" it was the first time she had called him thus, and how +happy it made him--"I must tell you the truth--I never sent you a +bouquet!" + +"No! oh, do not say so. Can there be another such Annie Grey?" + +"No; I am the one who sent the bouquet; but, Edgar, you received it +through a mistake. It was intended for my brother-in-law, Edward!" + +"Stop, Annie, a moment-- Are you sorry that mistake was made? Do you +regret it?" said Edgar, his voice filled with emotion. + +"No indeed, I am very glad you received it instead," Annie ingenuously +replied; adding quickly, "But, please, do not tell Edward I said so." + +"No, no; I will not tell him that you care a little more for _Edgar_ +than _Edward_. Is that it? May I think so, Annie?" + +She nodded her head, and he caught her to his heart, whispering: + +"Mine at last. My Annie, darling! What a blessed mistake it was! May +I go to your mother, Annie?" + +"Yes; and I'll go with you, Edgar, and hear if she will admit those +flowers did any good. She thought it a useless expenditure." + +The widow Grey had become very much attached to the kind, attentive +young man, and when he came with Annie, and asked her blessing on their +love, she gave it willingly; and after hearing all about the way it +happened, she said: + +"Never did flowers such a good work before. They carried Edgar to +church, made a Christian of him, and won for Annie a good, devoted +husband, and for me an affectionate son." + + + +THE END. + + + + +FAMOUS BOOKS IN REBOUND EDITIONS + + +HEIDI + +A Child's Story of Life in the Alps + +By Johanna Spyri + + +PINOCCHIO + +A Tale of a Puppet--By C. 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DONOHUE & COMPANY +<BR> +CHICAGO —————— NEW YORK +<BR> +1896 +</H3> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<P> +<TABLE ALIGN="center" WIDTH="100%"> +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top" WIDTH="20%"> +<A HREF="#chap01">CHAPTER I</A> +</TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top" WIDTH="20%"> +<A HREF="#chap02">CHAPTER II</A> +</TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top" WIDTH="20%"> +<A HREF="#chap03">CHAPTER III</A> +</TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top" WIDTH="20%"> +<A HREF="#chap04">CHAPTER IV</A> +</TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top" WIDTH="20%"> +<A HREF="#chap05">CHAPTER V</A> +</TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap06">CHAPTER VI</A> +</TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap07">CHAPTER VII</A> +</TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap08">CHAPTER VIII</A> +</TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap09">CHAPTER IX</A> +</TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap10">CHAPTER X</A> +</TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap11">CHAPTER XI</A> +</TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap12">CHAPTER XII</A> +</TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap13">CHAPTER XIII</A> +</TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap14">CHAPTER XIV</A> +</TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> +<A HREF="#chap15">CHAPTER XV</A> +</TD> +</TR> + +<TR> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top" COLSPAN="2"> +<A HREF="#flowers">THE FLOWERS' WORK</A> +</TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> </TD> +<TD ALIGN="left" VALIGN="top"> </TD> +</TR> + +</TABLE> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap01"></A> + +<H1 ALIGN="center"> +GOOD LUCK +</H1> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER I. +</H3> + +<P> +Amongst the crowd of people who were waiting in the Out-Patients' +Department of the London Hospital on a certain foggy day toward the +latter end of November might have been seen an old cherry-cheeked +woman. She had bright blue eyes and firm, kindly lips. She was a +little woman, slightly made, and her whole dress and appearance were +somewhat old-fashioned. In the first place, she was wonderfully +pretty. Her little face looked something like a russet apple, so clear +was her complexion and so bright and true the light in her eyes. Her +hair was snow-white, and rather fluffy in texture; it surrounded her +forehead like a silver halo, adding to the picturesque effect of apple +cheeks and deep blue eyes. Her attire was quaint and old-fashioned. +She wore a neat black dress, made without the least attempt at +ornament; round her neck was a snowy kerchief of somewhat coarse but +perfectly clean muslin; over her shoulders a little black shawl was +folded corner-ways, and pinned neatly with a large black-headed pin at +her breast. A peep of the snowy handkerchief showed above the shawl; +the handkerchief vied with the white of her hair. On her head was a +drawn black silk bonnet with a tiny border of white net inside. Her +hands were clothed in white cotton gloves. She stood on the borders of +the crowd, one of them, and yet apart from them, noticeable to everyone +present by her pretty, dainty neatness, and by the look of health which +to all appearance she possessed. This had evidently been her first +visit to the Out-Patients' Department. Some <I>habitués</I> of the place +turned and stared at her, and one or two women who stood +near—burdened, pallid, ill-looking women—gave her a quick glance of +envy, and asked her with a certain show of curiosity what ailed her. +</P> + +<P> +"It's my hand, dear," was the reply. "It pains awful—right up to the +shoulder." +</P> + +<P> +"It's rheumatis you've got, you poor thing," said one of the women who +had addressed her. +</P> + +<P> +"No, I don't think it's exactly that," was the reply; "but the doctor +'ll tell. I can't hold my needle with the pain; it keeps me awake o' +nights. Oh, we must all have our share," she added cheerfully; "but ef +it were the will of the Almighty, I'd rayther not have my share o' pain +in my right hand." +</P> + +<P> +"You does needlework fer a living, I suppose?" said a man who stood +near. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes. I only 'opes to the Lord that my working hand isn't going to be +taken from me—but there, I'll soon know." +</P> + +<P> +She smiled brightly at these words, and addressed one of her neighbors +with regard to the state of that neighbor's baby—the child was +evidently suffering from ophthalmia, and could scarcely open its eyes. +</P> + +<P> +It was cold in the out-patients' waiting-room, and the crowd became +impatient and anxious, each for his or her turn to see the doctors who +were in attendance. At last the little woman with the white hair was +admitted to the consulting-room. She was shown in by a dresser, and +found herself face to face with the doctor. He said a few words to +her, asked her some questions with regard to her symptoms, looked at +the hand, touched the thumb and forefinger, examined the palm of the +hand very carefully, and then pronounced his brief verdict. +</P> + +<P> +"You are suffering from what is equivalent to writers' cramp, my good +woman," he said. +</P> + +<P> +"Lor', sir," she interrupted, "I respec'fully think you must be +mistook. I never take a pen in my 'and oftener nor twice a year. I +aint a schollard, sir." +</P> + +<P> +"That don't matter," was the reply; "you use your needle a good deal." +</P> + +<P> +"Of course, and why shouldn't I?" +</P> + +<P> +"How many hours a day do you work?" +</P> + +<P> +"I never count the hours, sir. I work all the time that I've got. The +more I work, the more money there be, you understand." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I quite understand. Well, you must knock it off. Here! I shall +order you a certain liniment, which must be rubbed into the hand two or +three times a day." +</P> + +<P> +"But what do you mean by knocking it off, sir?" +</P> + +<P> +"What I say—you must stop needlework. Johnson," continued Dr. Graves, +raising his eyes and looking at the dresser, "send in another patient." +He rose as he spoke. +</P> + +<P> +"I am sorry for you, my poor woman," he said, "but that hand is +practically useless. At your age, there is not the most remote chance +of recovery. The hand will be powerless in a few months' time, +whatever you do; but if you spare it—in short, give it complete +rest—it may last a little longer." +</P> + +<P> +"And do you mean, sir, that I'm never to do sewing again?" +</P> + +<P> +"I should recommend you to knock it off completely and at once; by so +doing you will probably save yourself a good deal of suffering, and the +disease may not progress so rapidly—in any case, the power to sew will +soon leave you. Use the liniment by all means, take care of your +health, be cheerful. Good-morning." +</P> + +<P> +The doctor accompanied the little woman to the door of the +consulting-room; he opened the door for her, and bowed as she passed +out. He treated her almost as if she were a lady, which in very truth +she was in every sense of the word. But she did not notice his +politeness, for his words had stunned her. She walked slowly, with a +dazed look in her eyes, through the crowd of people who were waiting to +be admitted to the different physicians, and found herself in the open +street. Her name was Patience Reed, she was sixty-eight years of age, +and was the grandmother of six orphan children. +</P> + +<P> +"Good Lord, what do it mean?" she murmured as she walked quickly +through the sloppy, dark, disagreeable streets. "I'm to lose the power +of this 'and, and I'm not to do any more needlework. I don't believe +it's true. I don't believe that doctor. I'll say nothing to Alison +to-day. Good Lord, I don't believe for a moment you'd afflict me in +this awful sort of way!" +</P> + +<P> +She walked quickly. She had by nature a very light and cheerful heart; +her spirit was as bright and cheery as her appearance. She picked up +her courage very soon, stepped neatly through the miry, slippery +streets, and presently reached her home. Mrs. Reed and the six +grandchildren lived in a model lodging-house in a place called Sparrow +Street, off Whitechapel Road. The house possessed all the new sanitary +improvements, a good supply of water was laid on, the rooms were well +ventilated, the stoves in the little kitchens burned well, the rents +were moderate, there was nothing at all to complain of in the home. +Mrs. Reed was such a hearty, genial, hard-working woman that she would +have made any home bright and cheerful. She had lived in Whitechapel +for several years, but her work lay mostly in the West End. She +belonged to the old-fashioned order of needlewomen. She could do the +most perfect work with that right hand which was so soon to be useless. +Machine-made work excited her strongest contempt, but work of the best +order, the finest hand-made needlework, could be given over to her care +with perfect satisfaction. She had a good connection amongst the West +End shops, and had year after year earned sufficient money to bring up +the six orphan children comfortably and well. Alison, the eldest girl, +was now seventeen, and was earning her own living in a shop near by. +David was also doing something for himself, but the four younger +children were still dependent on Grannie. They were all like her as +regards high spirits, cleanliness, and a certain bright way of looking +at life. +</P> + +<P> +"I'll not be discouraged, and I'll not believe that doctor," she +murmured, as she mounted the long flight of stairs which led to the +fifth floor. "Aint I always 'ad good luck all the days o' a long +life?" She reached her own landing at last, panting a little for +breath as she did so. She opened her hall door with a latch-key and +entered the kitchen. The kitchen was absolutely neat, the stove shone +like a looking-glass, the dinner was cooking in the oven, and the table +round which the entire family were soon to dine already wore its coarse +white cloth. +</P> + +<P> +"There, I'm not going to murmur," said the old woman to herself. +</P> + +<P> +She went into her bedroom, took off her shawl, shook it out, folded it +neatly, and put it away. She took off her bonnet and dusted it, pinned +it into an old white cambric handkerchief, and laid it beside the shawl +on a little shelf. Her white gloves and white handkerchief shared the +same attention. Then she brushed her white hair, put on a neat cap, +and returned to the kitchen. +</P> + +<P> +Ten minutes afterward this kitchen was full of noise, life, and +confusion. The four younger children had come back from Board school. +Harry, the eldest boy, had rushed in from a bookseller's near by, and +Alison, who served behind a counter in one of the shops in Shoreditch, +had unexpectedly returned. +</P> + +<P> +Alison was a very tall and pretty girl. She had dark blue eyes and an +upright carriage; her hair was golden with some chestnut shades in it. +She had a clear complexion like her grandmother's, and firm lips, with +a sweet expression. As a rule she had a cheerful face, but to-day she +looked anxious. Grannie gave her one quick glance, and guessed at once +that something was troubling her. +</P> + +<P> +"Now, I wonder what's up?" she thought. "Well, I shan't burden the +child with my troubles to-day." +</P> + +<P> +"Come," she said in a hearty voice, "sit you all down in your places. +Kitty, my girl, say your grace. That's right," as the child folded her +hands, closed her eyes, raised her piping voice, and pronounced a grace +in rhyme in a sing-song tone. +</P> + +<P> +The moment the grace was finished a huge potato pie made its appearance +out of the oven, and the meal—good, hearty, and nourishing—began. +Grannie helped all the children. She piled the daintiest bits on +Alison's plate, watching the girl without appearing to do so as she +played with her dinner. +</P> + +<P> +"Come, Ally, you are not eating," said Grannie. "This will never do. +It's a real pleasure to have you back in the middle of the day, and you +must show it by making a good meal. Ah, that's better. Help your +sister to some bread, David." +</P> + +<P> +David was between fifteen and sixteen years of age, a fine well-grown +lad. He looked attentively at Alison, opened his lips as if to say +something, caught a warning glance from her eyes, and was instantly +silent. Alison forced herself to eat some of the nourishing pie, then +she looked full at Grannie. +</P> + +<P> +"By the way, Grannie," she said, "you were to see the doctor at the +London Hospital this morning, were you not?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, child; what about it? I'll have a piece of bread, David, if you +will cut it for me." +</P> + +<P> +David did so. Alison detected some concealment in Grannie's voice, and +pursued her inquiries. +</P> + +<P> +"What did he say?" she asked. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, what didn't he say. Nothing special—the old kind of story. I +never thought much of plaguing a doctor for a common sort of thing like +this. I'm to rub the hand with liniment three times a day. There's +the bottle on that shelf. I 'spect I'll be all right in a week or a +fortnight. Now, children, hurry up with your dinner; you'll have to be +off to school in less than ten minutes, so there's no time to lose." +</P> + +<P> +The children began to eat quickly. Alison and David again exchanged +glances. Harry suddenly pushed back his chair. +</P> + +<P> +"You say your grace before you go," said Grannie, fixing him with her +bright blue eyes. +</P> + +<P> +He blushed a little, muttered a word or two, and then left the room. +</P> + +<P> +"Harry is a good lad," said the old lady when he had gone, "but he is +getting a bit uppish. He's a masterful sort. He aint like you, Dave." +</P> + +<P> +"I am masterful in my own way," answered David. +</P> + +<P> +He crossed the room, bent over the little old woman, and kissed her on +the forehead. +</P> + +<P> +"Harry and I will be a bit late to-night," he said. "We've joined a +boys' club in Bethnal Green." +</P> + +<P> +"A club?" said Grannie. "You're young to be out at nights by yourself. +What sort of club?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, It's a first-rate sort. It has been opened by a good man. He's a +right down jolly fellow, though he is a swell. There's boxing and all +kinds of good games going on there." +</P> + +<P> +"It's all right, Grannie," interrupted Alison. "Boys must grow into +men," she added, in a quick voice. +</P> + +<P> +"Dear me," answered the old woman, "I don't know nothing, I suppose! +When I was young, boys in their teens stayed at home. But there! you +are a good lad, Dave, and I'll trust you to keep Harry out of mischief." +</P> + +<P> +"Harry is well enough, Grannie, if you'd only trust him." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, I suppose I must. Give me a kiss, Dave, and be off. Children, +loves, what are you pottering about for?" +</P> + +<P> +"We're ready to go now, Grannie," said the little ones. +</P> + +<P> +They shouldered their bags, put on their hats, and left the room with +considerable clatter, only first of all each small pair of legs made +for Grannie's chair, each rosy pair of lips bestowed a vigorous kiss +upon her apple-blossom cheeks. She patted them on their shoulders, +smiled at them with happy eyes full of love; and they rushed off to +school, grumbling a little at her quick, abrupt ways, but loving her +well deep down in their hearts. +</P> + +<P> +Alison stood up and began to put away the dinner things. Alison and +Mrs. Reed were now alone. The old woman looked anxiously at the girl. +Alison's figure was very slight and graceful. She wore her shop dress, +too, a neat black alpaca. The young ladies in the shops in High +Street, Shoreditch, could not afford black silk, but the shop in +question was a good one, and black alpaca, neatly made, had quite as +good an effect. Alison's hair was put up stylishly on her head. She +wore a little bit of cheap lace round her throat, and a bit of the same +came from under the neat wrists of her dress. Two or three small +chrysanthemums were pinned at her bosom. Grannie thought her quite the +lady. +</P> + +<P> +"I wish, child, you wouldn't slave yourself!" she said at last +impatiently. "What's the old woman for if it isn't to wash up and put +in order? and I'm quite certain you ought to be back at the shop by +now." +</P> + +<P> +"I'm not going back," said Alison, in a low tone. +</P> + +<P> +Grannie had guessed this from the first. She did not speak at all for +a minute, then she chose to dally with the evil tidings. +</P> + +<P> +"It's a holiday you are having most like," she said. "I didn't know +they gave 'em at this time of the year, but I'm real glad. I expect +you let Jim Hardy know. He'll be sure to be round bimeby when his +work's over, and you'd like the kitchen to yourselves, wouldn't you?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, Grannie, no," said Alison abruptly. "There's no Jim for me any +more, and there's no work, and—and—I'm in <I>trouble</I>—I'm in trouble." +</P> + +<P> +She crossed the room impulsively, went on her knees, swept her two +young arms round Grannie's frail figure, laid her head on the little +woman's sloping shoulder, and burst into tears. +</P> + +<P> +Grannie was wonderfully comforting and consoling. She did not express +the least surprise. She patted Alison on her cheek. She allowed the +girl to grasp her painful right hand and swollen arm without a word of +protest. +</P> + +<P> +"There, lovey, there, cry your heart out," she exclaimed. "You 'a' +lost your situation. Well, you aint the first; you'll soon get +another, dearie, and you'll be a rare bit of comfort to me at home for +a few days. There, set down close to me, darlin', and tell me +everythink. Wot's up, my pretty, wot's wrong?" +</P> + +<P> +"I thought I wouldn't tell you," said Alison, stopping to wipe her +tears away, "but I can't keep it back. They have accused me in the +shop of stealing a five-pound note out of the till. Yes, Grannie, no +wonder you open your eyes. It is true; I am accused of being a thief. +They are all sure that I have done it. A five-pound note is missing; +and you know how Mr. Shaw has sometimes trusted me, and sometimes, when +he has been very busy, he has allowed me to go to the desk and open the +till and take out change. Well, that was what happened to-day. A +customer came in and asked Mr. Shaw to change a five-pound note for +him, and Mr. Shaw went to the till to get the change, and then he shut +it up, but he left the key in the lock, meaning to get back to his +place at the desk in a minute; but business kept him, and I was the +very next person to go to the till. I locked it after I had taken out +the change, and gave him the key. He went back in a minute or two to +take out the money to carry to the bank, and the five-pound note was +missing. He asked me out sharp if I had taken it—you know how red I +get when anyone suspects me. I felt myself blushing awfully, and then +the other girls stopped working and the men, even Jim, stared at me, +and I blushed hotter and hotter every minute. Then Mr. Shaw said: 'You +were overcome by temptation, Alison Reed, and you took the money; but +give it back to me now at once, and I'll promise to forgive you, and +say nothing more about it.' +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I was so angry, and I said they might search me, and Mr. Shaw got +angry then, and he got one of the girls to feel me all over and to turn +my pockets inside out, and he called himself real kind not to get in +the police. Oh, Grannie, of course they couldn't find it on me, but I +was searched there in the shop before everyone. How am I ever to get +over the shame? I was nearly mad with passion, and I gave notice on +the spot, and here I am. I told Mr. Shaw that I would never enter his +shop again until I was cleared, and I mean to keep my word. +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. Shaw seemed more angry with me for giving notice than he was at +the loss of the note. He said he was certain I took it, for no one +else could, and that I had hid it somewhere, and that I was afraid to +stay, and he said he wouldn't give me any character. So here I am, +Grannie. I have lost my eight shillings a week, and I have lost my +character, and I am suspected of being a thief—here I am, good for +nothing. I have just got my neat shop dress and that is all." +</P> + +<P> +"And does Jim Hardy know?" asked Grannie. +</P> + +<P> +"He was in the shop, of course, and heard everything. I saw he wanted +to speak, but they wouldn't let him; if he asks me again to be his +wife, I shall say 'no' to him. I never was quite certain whether I'd +do right or wrong in marrying him, but now I'm positive. Jim's a right +good fellow, but he shan't ever have it to say that his wife was +accused of theft. I'm going to refuse him, Grannie. I suppose I'll +bear all this as well as another. I'm young, anyway, and you believe +in me, dont you?" +</P> + +<P> +"Believe in you? of course!" said Mrs. Reed. "I never heard of such a +shameful thing in all my life. Why, you are as honest as the day. Of +course that note will be found, and Mr. Shaw, who knows your value, +will ask you to go back fast enough. It 'll be all right, that it +will. I know what I'll do, I'll go straight to the shop and speak +about it. I'm not going to stand this, whoever else is. It aint a +slight thing, Alison; it aint the sort of thing that a girl can get +over. There are you, only seventeen, and so pretty and like a real +lady. Yes, you are; you needn't pertend you aint. Me and my people +were always genteel, and you take after us. I'll see to it. You +shan't be accused of theft, my dear, ef I can help it." +</P> + +<P> +"But you can't help it, Grannie dear. Whatever you say they won't +believe you. There is a girl I hate at the shop, and only that I know +it is impossible, I could believe that she had a finger in the pie. +Her name is Louisa Clay. She is rather handsome, and at one time we +used to be friends, but ever since Jim and I began to keep company she +has looked very black at me. I think she has a fancy that Jim would +have taken to her but for me; anyhow, I could not help seeing how +delighted she looked when I went out of the shop. Oh, let it be, +Grannie; what is the use of interfering? You may talk yourself hoarse, +but they won't believe you." +</P> + +<P> +"Believe me or not, Mr. Shaw has got to hear what I say," answered the +old woman. "I am not going to see my girl slighted, nor falsely +accused, nor her good name taken from her without interfering. It is +no use talking, Alison; I will have my way in this matter." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie rose from her chair as she spoke. Her cheeks were quite +flushed new, her eyes were almost too bright, and her poor hand ached +and ached persistently. Alison, who had been sitting on the floor +shedding tears now and then, rose slowly, walked to the window, and +looked out. She was feeling half stunned. She was by nature a very +bright, happy girl. Until this moment things had gone well with her in +life. She was clever, and had carried all before her at the Board +school. She was also pretty, and, as Grannie expressed it, "genteel." +She had got a good post in a good shop, and until to-day had been +giving marked satisfaction. Her earnings were of great value to the +little home party, and she was likely before long to have a rise. Mr. +Shaw, the owner of the haberdasher's shop in which she worked, talked +of making Alison his forewoman before long. She had a stylish +appearance. She showed off his mantles and hats to advantage; she had +a good sharp eye for business; she was very civil and obliging; she won +her way with all his customers; there was not a girl in the shop who +could get rid of remnants like Alison; in short, she was worth more +than a five-pound note to him, and when she was suddenly accused of +theft, in his heart of hearts he was extremely sorry to lose her. +Alison was too happy up to the present moment not to do her work +brightly and well. +</P> + +<P> +The foreman in Shaw's shop was a young man of about four-and-twenty. +His name was Hardy. He was a handsome fellow; he had fallen in love +with Alison almost from the first moment he had seen her. A week ago +he had asked her to be his wife; she had not yet given him her answer, +but she had long ago given him her heart. +</P> + +<P> +Now everything was changed; a sudden and very terrible blow had fallen +on the proud girl. Her pride was humiliated to the very dust. She had +held her head high, and it was now brought low. She resolved never to +look at Hardy again. Nothing would induce her to go back to the shop. +Oh, yes, Grannie might go to Mr. Shaw and talk as much as she liked, +but nothing would make matters straight now. +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Reed was very quick about all she said and did. She was tired +after her long morning of waiting in the Out-Patients' Department of +the London Hospital, but mere bodily fatigue meant very little to her. +One of her nurslings—the special darling of her heart—was humiliated +and in danger. It was her duty to go to the rescue. She put on her +black bonnet and neat black shawl, encased her little hands once again +in her white cotton gloves, and walked briskly through the kitchen. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm off, Ally," she said. "I'll be back soon with good news." +</P> + +<P> +Then she paused near the door. +</P> + +<P> +"Ef you have a bit of time you might go on with some of the +needlework," she said. +</P> + +<P> +She thought of the hand which ached so sorely. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, Grannie," replied Alison, turning slowly and looking at her. +</P> + +<P> +"You'll find the basket in the cupboard, love. I'm doing the +feather-stitching now; don't you spoil the pattern." +</P> + +<P> +"No, Grannie," answered the girl. Then she added abruptly, her lips +quivering: "There aint no manner of use in your going out and tiring +yourself." +</P> + +<P> +"Use or not, I am going," said Mrs. Reed. +</P> + +<P> +"By the way, if Jim should happen to come in, be sure you keep him. I +have a bit of a saveloy in the cupboard to make a flavor for his tea. +Don't you bother with that feather-stitching if Jim should be here." +</P> + +<P> +"He won't be here," said Alison, compressing her lips. +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Reed pottered down the long steep flight of steps, and soon found +herself in the street. The fog had grown thicker than ever. It was +very dense indeed now. It was so full of sulphuric acid that it +smarted the eyes and hurt the throats and lungs of the unfortunate +people who were obliged to be out in it. Grannie coughed as she +threaded her way through the well-known streets. +</P> + +<P> +"Dear, dear," she kept muttering under her breath, "wot an evil world +it is! To think of a young innocent thing being crushed in that sort +of cruel way! Wot do it mean? Of course things must be set right. +I'll insist on that. I aint a Reed for nothing. The Reeds are +well-born folks, and my own people were Phippses, and they were +well-born too. And as to the luck o' them, why, 'twas past tellin'. +It don't do for one who's Phipps and Reed both, so to speak, to allow +herself to be trampled on. I'll soon set things straight. I've got +sperrit, wotever else I aint got." +</P> + +<P> +She reached Shaw's establishment at last. It was getting well into the +afternoon, and for some reason the shop was more full than usual. It +was a very cheap shop and a very good one—excellent bargains could be +found there—and all the people around patronized it. Alison was +missed to-day, having a very valuable head for business. Shaw, the +owner of the shop; was standing near the doorway. He felt cross and +dispirited. He did not recognize Mrs. Reed when she came in. He +thought she was a customer, and bowed in an obsequious way. +</P> + +<P> +"What can I serve you with, madam?" he said. "What department do you +want to go to?" +</P> + +<P> +"To none, thank you, sir," answered Mrs. Reed. "I have come to see Mr. +Shaw. I'll be much obleeged if I can have a few words with him." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Mr. Shaw! Well, I happen to be that gentleman. I am certainly +very much occupied at present; in fact, my good woman, I must trouble +you to call at a less busy time." +</P> + +<P> +"I must say a word to you now, sir, if you please," said Mrs. Reed, +raising her eyes and giving him a steady glance. "My name is Reed. I +have come about my grandchild." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh," said the owner of the shop, "you are Mrs. Reed." His brow +cleared instantly. "I shall be pleased to see you, madam. Of course +you have come to talk over the unpleasant occurrence of this morning. +I am more grieved than I can say. Step this way, madam, if you please." +</P> + +<P> +He marched Grannie with pomp through the crowd of customers; a moment +later she found herself in his private office. +</P> + +<P> +"Now," he said, "pray be seated. I assure you, Mrs. Reed, I greatly +regret——" +</P> + +<P> +"Ef you please, sir," said Grannie, "it is not to hear your regrets +that I have come here. A great wrong has been done my granddaughter. +Alison is a good girl, sir. She has been well brought up, and she +would no more touch your money than I would. I come of a respectable +family, Mr. Shaw. I come of a stock that would scorn to steal, and I +can't say more of Alison than that she and me are of one mind. She +left her 'ome this morning as happy a girl as you could find, and came +back at dinner time broken-'earted. Between breakfast and dinner a +dreadful thing happened to her; she was accused of stealing a +five-pound note out of your till. She said she were innocent, but was +not believed. She was searched in the presence of her fellow shop +people. Why, sir, is it likely she could get over the shame o' that? +Of course you didn't find the money on her, but you have broke her +heart, and she 'ave left your service." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, madam, I am very sorry for the whole thing, but I do not think I +can be accused of undue harshness to your granddaughter. Circumstances +were strongly against her, but I didn't turn her off. She took the law +into her own hands, as far as that is concerned." +</P> + +<P> +"Of course she took the law into her own hands, Mr. Shaw. 'Taint +likely that a girl wot has come of the Phippses and the Reeds would +stand that sort of conduct. I'm her grandmother, born a Phipps, and I +ought to know. You used rough words, sir, and you shamed her before +everyone, and you refused her a <I>character</I>, so she can't get another +place. Yes, sir, you have taken her character and her bread from her +by the same <I>h</I>act, and wot I have come to say is that I won't have it." +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Shaw began to lose his temper—little Mrs. Reed had long ago lost +hers. +</P> + +<P> +"Look here, my good woman," he said, "it's very fine for you to talk in +that high-handed style to me, but you can't get over the fact that five +pounds are missing." +</P> + +<P> +"I 'aven't got over it, sir; and it is because I 'aven't that I've come +to talk to you to-day. The money must be found. You must not leave a +stone unturned until it is found, for Alison must be cleared of this +charge. That is wot I have come to say. There's someone else a thief +in your house, sir, but it aint my girl." +</P> + +<P> +"I am inclined to agree with you," said Shaw, in a thoughtful voice, +"and I may as well say now that I regret having acted on the impulse of +the moment. The facts of the case are these: Between eleven and twelve +o'clock to-day, one of my best customers came here and asked me to give +him change for a five-pound note. I went to the till and did so, +taking out four sovereigns and a sovereign's worth of silver, and +dropped the five-pound note into the till in exchange. In my hurry I +left the key in the till. Miss Reed was standing close to me, waiting +to ask me a question, while I was attending to my customer. As soon as +he had gone she began to speak about some orders which had not been +properly executed. While I was replying to her, and promising to look +into the matter, a couple of customers came in. Miss Reed began to +attend to them. They bought some ribbons and gloves, and put down a +sovereign to pay for them. She asked me for change, and being in a +hurry at the moment, I told her to go to the till and help herself. +She did so, bringing back the change, and at the same time giving me +the key of the till. I put the key into my pocket, and the usual +business of the morning proceeded. After a time I went to open the +till to take out the contents in order to carry the money to the bank. +I immediately missed the five-pound note. You will see for yourself, +Mrs. Reed, that suspicion could not but point to your granddaughter. +She had seen the whole transaction. To my certain knowledge no one +else could have gone to the till without being noticed. I put the +five-pound note into the till with my own hands. Miss Reed went at my +request to get change for a customer. She locked the till and brought +me the key, and when I next went to it the five-pound note had +disappeared." +</P> + +<P> +"And you think that evidence sufficient to ruin the whole life and +character of a respectable girl?" said Mrs. Reed. +</P> + +<P> +"There is no use in your taking that high tone, madam. The evidence +against Miss Reed was sufficient to make me question her." +</P> + +<P> +"Accuse her, you mean," said Mrs. Reed. +</P> + +<P> +"Accuse her, if you like then, madam, of the theft." +</P> + +<P> +"Which she denied, Mr. Shaw." +</P> + +<P> +"Naturally she would deny it, Mrs. Reed." +</P> + +<P> +"And then you had her searched." +</P> + +<P> +"I was obliged to do so for the credit of the whole establishment, and +the protection of my other workpeople; the affair had to be gone +properly into." +</P> + +<P> +"But you found nothing on her." +</P> + +<P> +"As you say, I found nothing. If Miss Reed took the money she must +have hidden it somewhere else." +</P> + +<P> +"Do you still think she took it?" +</P> + +<P> +"I am inclined to believe she did not, but the puzzle is, who did? for +no one else had the opportunity." +</P> + +<P> +"You may be certain," said Mrs. Reed, "that someone else did have the +opportunity, even without your knowing it. Clever thieves can do that +sort of thing wonderful sharp, I have heard say; but Alison aint that +sort. Now, what do you mean to do to clear my granddaughter?" +</P> + +<P> +"I tell you what I'll do," said Shaw, after a pause. "I like your +granddaughter. I am inclined to believe, in spite of appearances, that +she is innocent. I must confess that she acted very insolently to me +this morning, and for the sake of the other shop people she must +apologize; but if she will apologize I will have her back—there, I +can't act fairer than that." +</P> + +<P> +"Nothing will make her step inside your shop, sir, until she is +cleared." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, well!" said Mr. Shaw, rising, "she must take the consequence. She +is a great fool, for she'll never get such a chance again. Suspicion +is strong against her. I am willing to overlook everything, and to let +the affair of the five pounds sink into oblivion. Your granddaughter +is useful to me, and, upon my word, I believe she is innocent. If she +does not come back, she will find it extremely difficult to get another +situation." +</P> + +<P> +"Sir," said Mrs. Reed, "you don't know Alison. Nothing will make her +set her foot inside this shop until the real thief is found. Are you +going to find him or are you not?" +</P> + +<P> +"I will do my best, madam, and if that is your last word, perhaps you +will have the goodness not to take up any more of my valuable time." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap02"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER II. +</H3> + +<P> +Mrs. Reed left the shop, and went home as quickly as her small, active +feet could carry her. She was feeling quite brisked up by her +interview with Shaw, and her indignation supplied her with strength. +She got back to the model lodging in Sparrow Street, mounted to her own +floor, and opened the door with a latch-key. Alison was sitting by the +window, busy over the needlework which Grannie would have done had she +been at home. Alison was but an indifferent worker, whereas Grannie +was a very beautiful one. Few people could do more lovely hand work +than Mrs. Reed. She was famous for her work, and got, as such things +go, good prices for it. The very best shops in the West End employed +her. She was seldom without a good job on hand. She had invented a +new pattern in feather-stitching which was greatly admired, and which +she was secretly very proud of—it was an intricate pattern, and it +made a very good show. No other workwoman knew how to do it, and +Grannie was very careful not to impart her secret to the trade. This +feather-stitching alone gave her a sort of monopoly, and she was too +good a woman of business not to avail herself of it. It was the +feather-stitching which had mostly tried her poor hand and arm, and +brought on the horrid pain which the doctor had called writers' cramp. +</P> + +<P> +"Some doctors are out-and-out fools," murmured the old woman to +herself. "He were a very nice spoke gentleman—tall and genteel, and +he treated me like a lady, which any true man would; but when he said I +had got writers' cramp in this hand, it must have been nonsense. For +there, I never write; ef I spell through a letter once in six months to +my poor sister's only child in Australia, it's the very most that I can +do. Writers' cramp, indeed! Well, it's a comfort to know that he must +be wrong. I wonder how Ally has got on with the work. Poor dear! +I'll have to do more of that feather-stitching than ever, now that Ally +has lost her situation." +</P> + +<P> +Alison looked up and saw her grandmother standing near her. She had, +of course, been taught the feather-stitching. Mrs. Reed had confided +this important secret to her once in a time of serious illness. +</P> + +<P> +"For I may die, and it may go out of the fam'ly," she said. "It was +begun by my grandmother, who got the first notion of it in the sort of +trail of the leaves. My grandmother was a Simpson—most respectable +folk—farmers of the best sort. She had wonderful linen, as fine as +silk. She made it all herself, and then she hemmed it and marked it +and feather-stitched it with them trailing leaves. She taught the +trail to my mother, who married Phipps, and mother had a turn for +needlework, and she gave it that little twist and rise which makes it +so wonderful pretty and neat; but 'twas I popped on the real finish, +quilting it, so to speak, and making it the richest trimming, and the +most dainty you could find. You must learn it, Alison; it would be a +sin and a shame for it to die with me. It must stay in the fam'ly, and +you must 'ave it on yer wedding linen, that you must." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie had taken great pains teaching Alison, and Alison had tried +hard to learn, but, unlike the Phippses and the Simpsons, she had no +real turn for fine needlework. She learned the wonderful stitch, it is +true, but only in a sort of fashion. +</P> + +<P> +Now, the secret of that stitch it is not for me to disclose. It had to +be done with a twist here, and a loop there, and a sudden clever +bringing round of the thread from the left to the right at a critical +moment; then followed a still more clever darting of the needle through +a loop, which suddenly appeared just when it was least expected. The +feather-stitching involved many movements of the hand and arm, and +certainly gave a splendid effect to the fine linen or cambric on which +it was worked. Grannie could do it almost with her eyes shut, but +Alison, who thought she knew all about it, found when she began to +practice that she had not taken the right loop nor the proper twist, +and she quite forgot the clever under-movement which brought the thread +from left to right, and made that sort of crinkled scroll which all the +other workwomen in West London tried to imitate in vain. Grannie was +trimming some beautiful underlinen for a titled lady; it was made of +the finest cambric, and the feather-stitching was to be a special +feature. +</P> + +<P> +She stood now, looked down at her pretty grandchild, and saw that she +had ruined the work. +</P> + +<P> +"Poor dear," muttered the old woman to herself, "she dint got the turn +of it, or maybe her head is confused. No wonder, I'm sure; for a +cleverer nor neater girl than Alison don't live." +</P> + +<P> +"There, my love," she said, speaking aloud, "I've come back. You can +put away the work now." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Grannie!" said the girl, looking up with flushed cheeks, "have I +done it right? It looks wrong somehow; it aint a bit rich like what +you do." +</P> + +<P> +"Dearie me," said the old woman, "as ef that mattered. You pop it back +into my drawer now." +</P> + +<P> +"But have I done any harm?" +</P> + +<P> +"Of course not, lovey. Pop it into the drawer and come and make +yourself smart for Jim." +</P> + +<P> +"For Jim?" said Alison, looking up with a glow on her cheeks, her eyes +shining. "You speak as if you had good news; has anything been +discovered?" +</P> + +<P> +Grannie had made up her mind to cheer Alison by every means in her +power. She sat down now on the nearest chair, untied her +bonnet-strings, and looked affectionately at the girl. +</P> + +<P> +"I have good news," she said; "yes, all things considered, I have." +</P> + +<P> +"Is the money found, grandmother?" +</P> + +<P> +"You couldn't expect it to be yet. Of course, <I>she</I> wot took it hid +it—wot else can you expect?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, then nothing matters!" said Alison, her head drooping. +</P> + +<P> +"Dearie me, child, that's no way to take misfortin. The whole thing +from first to last was just a bit of bad luck, and luck's the queerest +thing in life. I have thought over luck all my long years, and am not +far from seventy, thank the Lord for his goodness, and I can't +understand it yet. Luck's agen yer, and nothing you can do will make +it for yer, jest for a spell. Then, for no rhyme or reason, it 'll +turn round, and it's for yer, and everything prospers as yer touches, +and you're jest as fort'nate as you were t'other way. With a young +thing like you, Ally, young and pretty and genteel, luck aint never +'ard; it soon turns, and it will with you. No, the money's not found +yet," continued the old woman, rising and taking off her bonnet and +giving it a little shake; "but it's sure to be to-night or to-morrow, +for I've got the promise of the master that he won't leave a stone +unturned to find out the thief. I did give him my mind, Alison. I +wish you could have heard me. I let out on him. I let him see what +sort of breed I am'—a Phipps wot married a Reed." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, as if that mattered!" groaned Alison. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, it did with him, love. Breed allers tells. You may be low-born +and nothing will 'ide it—not all the dress and not all the, by way of, +fine manners. It's jest like veneer—it peels off at a minute's +notice. But breed's true to the core; it wears. Alison, it wears to +the end." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, Grannie," said Alison, who had often heard these remarks before, +"what did Mr. Shaw really say?" +</P> + +<P> +"My love, he treated me werry respectful. He told me the whole story, +calm and quiet, and then he said that he was quite sure himself that +you was innocent." +</P> + +<P> +"He didn't say that, really?" +</P> + +<P> +"I tell you he did, child; and wot's more, he offered you the place +back again." +</P> + +<P> +It was Alison's turn now to rise to her feet. She laughed hysterically. +</P> + +<P> +"And does he think I'll go," she said, "with this hanging over me? No! +I'd starve first. If that's all, he has his answer. I'll never go +back to that shop till I'm cleared. Oh, I don't know where your good +news is," she continued; "everything seems very black and dreadful. If +it were not for——" Her rosy lips trembled; she did not complete her +sentence. +</P> + +<P> +"I could bear it," she said, in a broken voice, "if it were not +for——" Again she hesitated, rushed suddenly across the room, and +locked herself into the little bedroom which she shared with one of her +sisters. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap03"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER III. +</H3> + +<P> +Grannie pottered about and got the tea. As she did so she shook her +old head, and once a dim moisture came to her eyes. Her hand ached so +painfully that if she had been less brave she would have sat down and +given herself up to the misery which it caused her. But Grannie had +never thought much of herself, and she was certainly not going to do so +to-day when her darling was in such trouble. +</P> + +<P> +"Whatever I do, I mustn't let out that Ally failed in the +feather-stitching," she said to herself. "I'll unpick it to-night when +she is in bed. She has enough to bear without grieving her. I do hope +Jim will come in about supper time. I should think he was safe to. I +wonder if I could rub a little of that liniment onto my 'and myself. +It do burn so; to think that jest a little thing of this sort should +make me mis'rible. Talk of breed! I don't suppose I'm much, after +all, or I'd not fret about a trifle of this sort." +</P> + +<P> +The tea was laid on the table—the coarse brown loaf, the pat of +butter, the huge jug of skim milk, and the teapot full of weak tea. +The children all came in hungry from school. Alison returned from her +bedroom with red eyes. She cut the bread into thick slices, put a +scrape of butter on each slice, and helped her brothers and sisters. +The meal was a homely one, but perfectly nourishing. The children all +looked fat and well cared for. Grannie took great pride in their rosy +faces, and in their plump, firm limbs. She and Alison between them +kept all the family together. She made plenty of money with her +beautiful needlework, and Alison put the eight shillings which she +brought home every Saturday night from the shop into the common fund. +She had her dinner at the shop, which was also a great help. Dave was +beginning to earn about half a crown a week, which kept him in shoes +and added a very tiny trifle to the general purse; but Harry was still +not only an expense, but an anxiety to the family. The three younger +children were, of course, all expense at present, but Grannie's +feather-stitching and lovely work and Alison's help kept the little +family well-off. As the old woman watched them all to-night, she +laughed softly under her breath at the stupid mistake the doctor had +made. +</P> + +<P> +"Ef he had said anything but writers' cramp, I might 'a' been nervous," +she said to herself, "but writers' cramp aint possible to anyone as +don't write. I don't place much store by doctors after that stoopid +mistake; no, that I don't." +</P> + +<P> +Alison's face was very pale. She scarcely spoke during tea. The +children were surprised to see her at home both for dinner and tea, and +began to question her. +</P> + +<P> +"Now, you shet up, you little curiosity boxes," said Grannie, in her +brisk, rather aggressive voice. "Ally is at home—well, because she +is." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Grannie! what sort of answer is that?" cried Polly, the youngest +girl. +</P> + +<P> +"It's the only one you'll get, Miss Pry," replied Grannie. +</P> + +<P> +The other children laughed, and began to call Polly "Miss Pry," and +attention was completely diverted from Alison. +</P> + +<P> +After the tea-things had been washed and the children had settled down +to their books and different occupations, there came a knock at the +door, and Hardy entered. +</P> + +<P> +Alison was in her bedroom. +</P> + +<P> +"Set down, Mr. Hardy," said Grannie, if her cheerful voice. "You've +come to see Ally, I suppose?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, if I may," answered the young man, an anxious expression on his +face. +</P> + +<P> +"To be sure you may; who more welcome? Children, run into my bedroom, +dears. I'll turn on the gas and you can study your books in there. +Run now, and be quick about it." +</P> + +<P> +"It's so cold," said Polly. +</P> + +<P> +"Tut, tut, not another word; scatter, all of you." +</P> + +<P> +The children longed particularly to stay; they were very fond of Hardy, +who generally brought them sweets. Polly's quick eyes had seen a white +parcel sticking out of his pocket. It was horrid to have to go into +Grannie's bedroom. It was an icy-cold room; just, too, when the +kitchen was most enticing. They had to go, however, and Grannie shut +the door behind them. +</P> + +<P> +"Poor things, it will be cold for them in there," said the young man. +</P> + +<P> +"Tut, tut," answered Grannie again, "you don't want 'em to be brought +up soft and lazy and good for naught. Now then, Jim, set down and make +yourself at home." +</P> + +<P> +"How is she?" asked Hardy, speaking in a low voice, and raising his +handsome eyes to the old lady's face. +</P> + +<P> +Grannie's eyes blazed in reply. +</P> + +<P> +"How do you expect her to be?" she answered. "Publicly shamed as she +were; I wonder you didn't take her part, Jim, that I do." +</P> + +<P> +"I felt stunned," replied Hardy; "it was all so sudden. I tried to +push forward and to speak, but I was prevented. There was such an +excitement, and Mr. Shaw was in a towering passion—there's no doubt of +that. I'm sorry she has left, though." +</P> + +<P> +"Well," said Grannie, "she's had the offer to take her place again if +she likes." +</P> + +<P> +"Has she? Then he doesn't believe her to be guilty?" +</P> + +<P> +"No; who would who knew her?" +</P> + +<P> +"Who would, indeed?" answered the young man, a glow of pride and +pleasure o& his face. +</P> + +<P> +"I'll tell her you are here in a minute," said Grannie, "and then I'll +leave you two the kitchen to yourselves. But before I go away I jest +want to say one thing—Alison won't go back." +</P> + +<P> +"Won't?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, nor would I let her. Alison will stay here till she's cleared. +You are in the shop, Jim, and it's your business to find the +thief—that is, ef you love my girl, wot I take it you do." +</P> + +<P> +"With all my heart, that I do," he replied. +</P> + +<P> +"Then your work's cut out for you. Now you may see her." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie stepped across the kitchen. She opened Alison's door a quarter +of an inch. +</P> + +<P> +"Jim's here, Ally," she said. "I've a job of work in my bedroom, and +the children are out of the way. You two can have the kitchen to +yourselves ef you want to talk." +</P> + +<P> +Alison's low reply was scarcely discernible. Grannie went into her +bedroom, clicking the door behind her. A moment or two later Hardy +heard Alison step lightly across her room. She came out of it, crossed +the kitchen, and approached his side. Her face was perfectly white, +her lips trembled with emotion. She still wore her shop dress, but +there was a disheveled sort of look about her which the young man had +never noticed before. +</P> + +<P> +Her beautiful fair hair was rumpled and in disorder, her deep-blue eyes +looked pathetic owing to the tears she had shed. The young man's whole +heart went out to her at a great bound. How beautiful she was! How +unlike any other girl he had ever seen! How much he loved her in her +hour of trouble! +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Alison," he said, speaking the first words that came to his lips, +"I could die for you—there!" +</P> + +<P> +Alison burst into tears. Jim put his arm round her; she did not +repulse him. He drew her close to him, and she laid her head on his +shoulder. He had never held her so close to him before; he had never +yet kissed her; now he kissed her soft hair as it brushed against his +cheek. +</P> + +<P> +"There, there," he said, after a moment or two, during which she sobbed +in a sort of luxury of grief and happiness; "there, there, my darlin', +I am between you and all the troubles of this hard world." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Jim, but I can't have it," she answered. +</P> + +<P> +She remembered herself in a moment, withdrew her head from his +shoulder, pressed back his hands, which struggled to hold her, and +seated herself on a low stool at the opposite side of the little stove. +</P> + +<P> +"It's all over, dear Jim," she said. "I do love you, I don't deny it; +but I must say 'no' to-night." +</P> + +<P> +"But why," said Hardy, "why should a nasty, spiteful bit of +misadventure like what happened to-day divide you and me? There is no +sense in it, Alison." +</P> + +<P> +"Sense or no, we can't be engaged," replied Alison. "I won't have it; +I love you too well. I'll never marry anybody while it's held over me +that I'm a thief." +</P> + +<P> +"But, darlin', you are no more a thief than I am; you are jest the most +beautiful and the best girl in all the world. I'll never marry anybody +ef I don't marry you, Ally. Oh, I think it is cruel of you to turn me +away jest because you happen to be the last person seen going to the +till." +</P> + +<P> +"I'm sorry if I seem cruel, Jim," she replied, "but my mind is quite +made up. It's a week to-night since you asked me to be your wife. I +love yer, I don't pretend to deny it; I've loved yer for many a month, +and my heart leaped with joy when you said you loved me, and of course +I meant to say 'yes.' But now everything is changed; I'm young, only +seventeen, and whatever we do now means all our lives, Jim, yours and +mine. This morning I were so happy—yes, that I were; and I just +longed for to-night to come, and I was fit to fly when I went to the +shop, although there was a fog, and poor Grannie's hand was so painful +that she had to go to see the doctor at the hospital; but then came the +blow, and it changed everything, just everything." +</P> + +<P> +"I can't see it," interrupted Jim; "I can't see your meaning; it has +not changed your love nor mine, and that's the only thing that seems to +me of much moment. You jest want me more than ever now, and I guess +that if you loved me before, you love me better now, so why don't you +say 'yes'?" +</P> + +<P> +"I can't," she replied; "I have thought it all over. I was stunned at +first, but for the last hour or two everything has been very plain to +me. I am innocent, Jim. I no more took that note out of the till than +you did; but it's gone, and I'm suspected. I was accused of taking it, +before the whole shop. I'm branded, that's what I feel, and nothing +can take away the brand, and the pain, and the soreness, except being +cleared. If I were to say 'yes' to you to-night, Jim, and let you love +me, and kiss me, and by and by take me afore the parson, and make me +your lawful wife—I—I wouldn't be the sort of girl you really love. +The brand would be there, and the soreness, and the shame, and the +dreadful words would keep ringing in my ears, 'You are a thief, you are +a thief'—so I couldn't be a good wife to yer, Jim, for that sort of +thing would wear me out, and I'd be sort of changed; and well as you +love me now, it would come back to you that once the girl what was your +wife was called a thief, so I'll never say 'yes'—never, until I'm +cleared; and somehow I don't expect I ever will be cleared, for the one +that did me this mischief must be very clever, and deep, and cunning. +So it's 'good-by,' Jim dear, and you'd better think no more of me, for +I'll never go back to the shop, and I'll never wed you until I'm +cleared of this dark, dark deed that is put down to me." +</P> + +<P> +"Then I will clear you; I vow it," said Hardy. +</P> + +<P> +He rose to his feet; he looked very strong, and firm, and determined. +</P> + +<P> +"You don't suppose that I'll lose you for the sake of a five-pound +note," he said. "I'll clear you. Grannie has put it on me, and now +you put it on me more than ever. It 'll be only a day or two most like +that we'll be parted, sweetheart. Only I wish you wouldn't stick to +this, Ally. Let me kiss you, and let me feel that you are my own dear +love, and I'll work harder than ever to prove that you are innocent as +the beautiful dawn that you are like. There was no one ever so +beautiful as you, like you." +</P> + +<P> +Alison smiled very faintly while Jim was speaking to her, but when he +approached her and held out his arms, and tried to coax her to come +into them, she drew back. +</P> + +<P> +"No," she said, "I'm a thief until I'm cleared, and you shan't kiss a +thief, Jim Hardy, that you shan't." +</P> + +<P> +Her tears broke out afresh as she uttered these words; she flung +herself on the little settle, and sobbed very bitterly. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap04"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER IV. +</H3> + +<P> +Jim walked quickly down the street; the fog had now partly lifted, and +a very faint breeze came and fanned his cheeks as, with great strides, +he went in the direction of Bishopsgate Street. He had lodgings in +Bishopsgate Without—a tiny room at the top of a house, which he called +his own, and which he kept beautifully neat, full of books and other +possessions. Hanging over his mantelpiece was a photograph of Alison. +It did not do her justice, failing to reproduce her expression, giving +no color to the charming, petulant face, and merely reproducing the +fairly good features without putting any life into them. When Hardy +got home and turned on the gas in his little attic, he took the +photograph down from its place and looked at it hungrily and greedily. +He was a young giant in his way, strong and muscular and good-looking. +His dark eyes seemed to gather fire as he looked at Alison's picture; +his lips, always strong and determined, became obstinate in their +outline; he clenched one of his strong hands, then put the photograph +slowly and carefully back in its place. +</P> + +<P> +"I have made a vow," he said to himself. "I don't remember ever making +a vow before; I'll keep this vow, so help me Heaven!—I have got to +clear my girl; yes, when all is said and done, she is my girl. I'll +set this thing right before a week is out. Now let me put on my +considering cap—let me try to think of this matter as if I were a +detective. By the way, there's that friend of mine, Sampson, who is in +the detective force; I've a good mind to run round to him and ask his +advice. There's treachery somewhere, and he might give me a wrinkle or +two." +</P> + +<P> +Jim put on his cap, thrust his hands deep into his pockets, and went +out once more. As he was running downstairs he met his landlady—he +was a favorite with her. She accosted him with a civil word, and an +inquiry if he did not want some supper. +</P> + +<P> +"No, thanks," he replied, "I will sup out to-night—good-night, Mrs. +Higgins." +</P> + +<P> +She nodded and smiled. +</P> + +<P> +"I wonder what's up with him," she sad to herself—"how white he do +look! and his eyes sorter dazed—he's a right good fellow, and I wish I +had more like him in the house." +</P> + +<P> +Jim meanwhile was marching quickly in the direction of Sampson's +lodgings. He had been brought up in the country, and had never seen +London until he was seventeen years of age. His great frame and +athletic limbs were all country-bred; he could never lose that +knowledge which had come to him in his boyhood—the knowledge of +climbing and rowing, of fishing and swimming—the power to use all his +limbs. This power had made him big and strong, and London ways and +London life could not greatly affect him. He was very clever and very +steady, and was rising to a good position in the shop. His thoughts +were far away now from his own affairs; they were absorbed with +Alison—with that dreadful shame which surrounded her, and with the vow +he had made to set his dear love straight. +</P> + +<P> +"If there's treachery, Sampson and me will find it out between us," he +said to himself. +</P> + +<P> +He was fortunate in finding Sampson in, and very soon unfolded his +errand. +</P> + +<P> +Sampson was as London-bred as Jim was the reverse. He was a little +fellow, with a face like a ferret; he had sharp-peaked features, a pale +skin with many freckles, very small, keen blue eyes, rather closely set +together, red hair, which he wore short and stuck up straight all over +his small head. His face was clean-shaven, and he had a very alert +look. Sampson did not live in an attic—he had a neat, well-furnished +room, on the third floor. His room did not show the taste Jim's +did—it was largely garnished with colored photographs of handsome +young women, and some of the most celebrated cricketers and boxers of +the day. His mantelpiece was covered with pipes and one or two +policemen's whistles. He was indulging in a pipe when Jim was +announced. He welcomed his friend cordially, asked him to be seated, +listened to his tale, and then sat silent, thinking very carefully over +the mystery. +</P> + +<P> +"Well," said Jim, "why don't you speak? I have got to clear this thing +in a couple of days. My girl will have nothing to do with me until she +is cleared of this shame, so you see how things stand, Sampson. I have +got a bit of money put by, and I'll spend it clearing her if you think +you can help me." +</P> + +<P> +"No, no, 'taint my line," said Sampson, "and, besides, I wouldn't take +your money, old chap; you are welcome to my advice, but I should only +rouse suspicion if I were to appear in the matter—still, we can talk +the thing well over. It seems to me the point is this, who was the +person who got to the till while Miss Reed's back was turned?" +</P> + +<P> +"They swear that no one could get to it," replied Jim. "The till is, +of course, in the master's desk, and Alison was close to it—she +scarcely left that part of the shop—at any rate, only to move a foot +or two away, before the customer arrived whom she was to serve. She +served her customer, and went to ask Mr. Shaw for change. He told her +that the key was in the till, and that she might help herself. She +took the change out and then locked the till. Alison is anxious enough +to be cleared, you may be quite sure, but she can't see herself how it +was possible that anyone else could have got to the till from the +moment the five-pound note was put into it until she herself took +change out and then locked it." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, of course," said Sampson, "so she thinks. Now, one of three +things is plain. You'll forgive me if I speak right out quite plainly, +my boy?" +</P> + +<P> +"Of course," answered Hardy, with a faint smile. "You were always +famous for telling your mind when you liked, Sampson." +</P> + +<P> +"And for keeping it back when I liked," retorted Sampson. "I wouldn't +be much of a detective if I didn't do that—still, this is my view of +the case in a nutshell. One of three things must have happened—that +is, granted that Mr. Shaw did put the five-pound note into the till." +</P> + +<P> +"Why, of course he did," said Jim, in surprise. +</P> + +<P> +"We must grant that," interrupted Sampson, "or we have nothing to go +upon. Granted that he put the money into the till, one of three things +happened. Miss Reed was tempted and helped herself to the five-pound +note——" +</P> + +<P> +Jim sprang to his feet, he clenched his big fist, and made a step +toward Sampson, who sat, slight, small, and unprovoked, in his chair. +</P> + +<P> +"Sit down, won't you?" he said. +</P> + +<P> +"Only I want to strangle you and kick you out of the room," said Jim. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, I beg of you to refrain. I told you that I was a blunt body. I +don't think for a moment that Miss Reed took the money. In that case, +one of my remaining two suppositions must have happened; either the +note is still in the drawer, pushed out of sight, or under some loose +change—hidden, the Lord knows where—or somebody did get to the till +without Miss Reed seeing that person. My belief, and my knowledge of +human nature, induce me to think that the third idea is the right one." +</P> + +<P> +"But no one could," began Jim. +</P> + +<P> +"You can't say that no one could. Lor' bless you, the artful devices +of some folks is past counting. Now tell me, what sort are the other +girls in the shop?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, well enough—a very respectable lot." +</P> + +<P> +"You don't think any of them have a spite against your young woman?" +</P> + +<P> +"Well, no, I don't suppose they have—that is——" +</P> + +<P> +"Ah, you hesitate—that means that one of them has. Now speak out, +Jim. All depends on your being candid." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, yes! I'll be candid enough," said Jim; "I never saw anything +wrong with the young women in the shop. Of course, except Alison, I +have not had much to do with any of them, but Ally once said to me that +a girl called Louisa Clay had, she thought, a spite agen her. I can't +imagine why, I'm sure." +</P> + +<P> +"This is interesting," said Sampson. "Mark my words, Louisa Clay is at +the bottom of the business. Now tell me, what sort is she?" +</P> + +<P> +"A handsome, well-mannered girl," replied Jim. "She's about twenty +years of age, I should say, with a dash of the gypsy in her, for she +has coal-black hair and flashing eyes." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, you seem to have studied her face a bit." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, she is not the sort that you could pass," said Jim, coloring; +"besides, she wouldn't stand it." +</P> + +<P> +"A jealous sort, would you say?" +</P> + +<P> +"How can I tell?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes you can, Jim Hardy. I see the end of this trouble, blest ef I +don't. How long has Alison been in the shop?" +</P> + +<P> +"Six months." +</P> + +<P> +"How long have you been there?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, several years! I was apprentice first, and then I rose step by +step. I have been with Shaw a matter of six years." +</P> + +<P> +"And how long has Louisa Clay been there?" +</P> + +<P> +"I can't exactly remember, but I should say a year and a half." +</P> + +<P> +Sampson now rose to his feet. +</P> + +<P> +"There we are," he said. "You are a good-looking chap, Jim; you are +taller than us London fellows, and you've got a pleasing way with you; +you were civil to Louisa before Alison came. Come now, the truth." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, she talked to me now and then," answered the young fellow, +coloring again. +</P> + +<P> +"Ah, I guess she did, and you talked to her; in fact, you kept company +with her, or as good." +</P> + +<P> +"No, that I didn't." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, she thought you did, or hoped you would; so it all comes to the +same. Then Alison arrived, and you gave Louisa up. Isn't that so?" +</P> + +<P> +"I never thought about Louisa one way or the other, I assure you, +Sampson. Ally and I were friends from the first. I hadn't known her a +fortnight before I loved her more than all the rest of the world. I +have been courting her ever since. I never gave a thought to another +woman." +</P> + +<P> +"Bless me! what an innocent young giant you are; but another woman gave +you a thought, my hearty, and of course she was jealous of Miss Reed, +and if she didn't want the money for reasons of her own, she was very +glad to put a spoke in her wheel." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, come now, it isn't right to charge a girl like that," said Hardy. +</P> + +<P> +"Right or wrong, I believe I've hit the nail on the head. Anyhow, +that's the track for us to work. Where does this girl Clay live?" +</P> + +<P> +"With her father and mother in Shoreditch. He's a pawnbroker, and by +no means badly off." +</P> + +<P> +"You seem to have gone to their house." +</P> + +<P> +"A few times on Sunday evenings. Louisa asked me." +</P> + +<P> +"Have you gone lately?" +</P> + +<P> +"Not to say very lately." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, what do you say to you and me strolling round there this +evening?" +</P> + +<P> +"This evening!" cried Jim. "Oh, come now," he added, "I haven't the +heart; that I haven't." +</P> + +<P> +"You have no spunk in you. I thought you wanted to clear your girl." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, if you put it in that way, Sampson, of course I'll do anything; +but I can't see your meaning. I do want, God knows, to clear Alison, +but I don't wish to drag another girl into it." +</P> + +<P> +"You shan't; that will be my business. After all, I see I must take +this thing up; you are not the fellow for it. The detective line, Jim, +means walking on eggs without breaking 'em. You'd smash every egg in +the farmyard. The detective line means guile; it means a dash of the +knowing at every step. You are as innocent as a babe, and you haven't +the guile of an unfledged chicken. You leave this matter with me. I +begin to think I'd like to see Miss Clay. I admire that handsome, +dashing sort of girl—yes, that I do. All I want you to do, Jim, is to +introduce me to the young lady. If her father is a pawnbroker he must +have a bit of money to give her, and a gel with a fat purse is just my +style. You come along to the Clays and give me a footing in the house, +and that's all I ask." +</P> + +<P> +Jim hesitated. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't like it," he said. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't like it," repeated Sampson, mimicking his manner. "I wouldn't +give much for that vow of yours, young man. Why, you are a soft Sawny. +You want to clear your own girl?" +</P> + +<P> +"That I do, God knows." +</P> + +<P> +"Then introduce me to Miss Clay." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Sampson, I hope I'm doing right." +</P> + +<P> +"Fiddlesticks with your right. I tell you this is my affair. Come +along now, or it will be too late." +</P> + +<P> +Sampson took down his hat from the wall, and Jim, somewhat unwillingly, +followed him out of the room and downstairs. He did not like the job, +and began to wish he had never consulted Sampson. But the detective's +cheery and pleasant talk very soon raised his spirits, and by the time +the two young men had reached the sign of the Three Balls, Jim had +persuaded himself that he was acting in a very manly manner, and that +dear little Alison would soon be his promised wife. +</P> + +<P> +Compared to Jim Hardy and George Sampson the Clays were quite wealthy +folk. Louisa need not have gone into a shop at all unless she so +pleased, but she was a vivacious young person, who preferred having a +purse of her own to being dependent on her father. She liked to show +herself off, and had the sense to see that she looked better in her +neat black alpaca with its simple trimmings than in any of her +beflowered and bespangled home dresses. The Clays were having friends +to supper this special evening, and the mirth was fast and hilarious +when Hardy and Sampson entered the room. Hardy had never seen Louisa +before in her evening dress. It gave her a blooming and buxom +appearance. The dress was of a flaming red color, slightly open at the +neck, and with elbow sleeves. Louisa started and colored when she saw +Jim. Her big eyes seemed to flash, and Sampson noticed that she gave +him a bold, admiring glance. +</P> + +<P> +"She is at the bottom of this, if ever gel was," muttered the detective +to himself. +</P> + +<P> +He asked Hardy to introduce him; and presently, using that tact for +which he was famous, induced Louisa to accompany him to a sofa at a +little distance, where they sat together laughing and chatting, and +Hardy was relieved to find that he need not pay this bold-looking girl +any attention. +</P> + +<P> +The supper was over before the young men arrived, but the atmosphere of +the room was close with a mixture of tobacco and spirits. Several very +fat and loudly dressed old ladies were talking to a still fatter and +more loudly dressed old lady at the head of the room. This was the +hostess. Clay, the pawnbroker, a little man with a deeply wrinkled +face and shrewd, beadlike, black eyes, was darting in and out amongst +his friends, laughing loudly, cracking jokes, and making himself +generally facetious and agreeable. He clapped Jim on the shoulders, +assured him that he was delighted to see him, and dragged him up to the +sofa, where Louisa and Sampson were having a very open flirtation. +</P> + +<P> +"My gel will be right glad to see yer," he said to Jim, with a broad +wink. "Eh, Louisa, who have I brought, eh? You are sure to give Hardy +a welcome, aint you, lass?" +</P> + +<P> +"If he'll take it, of course," she replied. +</P> + +<P> +She jumped up and gave Jim a second glance of unequivocal admiration. +</P> + +<P> +"It was good of you to come," she said, in a low tone. "I thought that +you were a bit troubled to-day; but maybe that is why you have come, to +be cheered up." +</P> + +<P> +Jim flushed and felt uncomfortable; he could not tell Louisa his real +motive; he felt ashamed of himself, and longed to be out of this noisy +scene. +</P> + +<P> +"And it isn't that I don't pity you," she continued. "Of course I can +see that you are cut up; who would have thought that a gel like +Alison——" +</P> + +<P> +Jim put up his big hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Not a word," he said; "I won't discuss it—I can't!" +</P> + +<P> +"You are awful cut up, old fellow, aint you?" said Louisa, moving a +step or two out of the crowd and motioning him to a corner. "Look +here," she continued, "there's a quiet nook here, just under the +stairs; let us stand here for a minute, I want to talk to yer. I know +you are cut up, and I am sorry—yes, that I am." +</P> + +<P> +"I can't discuss it with you, Miss Clay," said Jim. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, aint it stiff of you to call me Miss Clay!" she retorted; "when +you know me so well." +</P> + +<P> +"Perhaps it is," he answered, too good-natured to be rude to her. "I +will call you Louisa if you like; but Louisa or Miss Clay, whichever +you are, I can't talk of this matter." +</P> + +<P> +Louisa's great black eyes seemed to blaze like living fires. She gave +Jim a long glance. +</P> + +<P> +"Just you tell me one thing," she said, almost in a whisper. +</P> + +<P> +"What is that?" he asked, surprised at her change of tone. +</P> + +<P> +"Are you going to marry Alison Reed, Jim Hardy?" +</P> + +<P> +"You have no right to ask me the question," he replied, "but as you +have, I will for once answer you frankly. If I don't marry Alison +Reed, no other girl shall be my wife." +</P> + +<P> +"Is that a vow?" she asked. +</P> + +<P> +"You can take it as such, if you like," he said. +</P> + +<P> +"I wouldn't make it," she replied. "No man can tell how he will +change." +</P> + +<P> +"I'll never change," he replied. "I think I'll say 'good-night' now." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, dear! you aint going? Well, you shan't go until I have had my +say. I just wanted to know the truth; now I know it. Look here, Jim; +I am your friend, and I am Alison Reed's friend. There is nothing I +wouldn't do for either of you. Alison must be cleared of the shameful +thing she was accused of in the shop to-day." +</P> + +<P> +"She will be cleared," said Jim; "that is my business. Good-night, +Louisa; I must go home." +</P> + +<P> +"One minute first. I'll help you to clear Miss Reed. Will you sit +next me at dinner to-morrow?" +</P> + +<P> +"That is as you like," replied Jim. +</P> + +<P> +"Please do," she added; "I'll have made a plan by then. Yes, Alison +must be cleared. It seems to me that it is more a woman's work than a +man's." +</P> + +<P> +"No, it is my work," said Jim. "But I'll sit next to you with +pleasure; it is nothing to me one way or other." +</P> + +<P> +Louisa's eyes drooped; an angry color flooded her face. +</P> + +<P> +Jim held out his hand; she gave hers: the next minute the two young men +were again in the street. +</P> + +<P> +"Well," said Sampson, "we have done good business, have we not?" +</P> + +<P> +"I can't see it," replied Jim. "Louisa is innocent. I don't like her, +but she has had no more to do with that affair than I have had; so +there." +</P> + +<P> +"Louisa Clay is guilty," replied Sampson. "I may not be able to prove +it either to-day or to-morrow, but I will prove it before long. You +leave this matter in my hands, Jim." +</P> + +<P> +"I hate the whole thing," said Jim; "it seems awfully hard to drag +another girl into it." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, I don't believe in your sort of love," sneered Sampson; "but +mark my words: Louisa is the one what took that money. I have got a +footing in the house now, and I can work the thing and prove that I am +right in my own way." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't believe a word of it," said Jim. "Don't drag me into it any +further, Sampson, whatever you do." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap05"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER V. +</H3> + +<P> +Soon after the departure of the two young men, the rest of the guests +left the Clays' house. There was no special run on the pawnshop that +night. Saturday night was the real night for business; then work went +on until far into the small hours of the morning, and Louisa was +obliged to turn to and help her father, but to-night there was nothing +to prevent her going to bed. She lit her candle in the hall, and +turned to say "good-night" to her parents. +</P> + +<P> +"That's a likely young man wot came here to-night," said the mother. +</P> + +<P> +"What young man?" asked Louisa, her eyes flashing. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, Mr. Sampson; they say he's right well off. Don't you know who he +is, Loo?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, that I don't," answered Louisa. "I never set eyes on him before. +I thought he was just a friend of Jim Hardy's. I thought it was Jim +you spoke of, mother, when you mentioned a likely young man." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Jim! he's well enough," said Mrs. Clay. "I don't go for to deny +that 'e's handsome to look at, but my thought is this, 'andsome is as +'andsome does. Now, that young man Sampson, as you call him, will make +his fortin' some fine day. He's in the private detective line, and +your father says there aint a sharper man in the trade. A sharp +detective makes his fortin' in these days, no doubt on that p'int." +</P> + +<P> +Louisa's face slightly lost its color; a puzzled expression, an almost +frightened look, crept into her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"So George Sampson is a detective," she said slowly; "a detective, and +he is a friend of Jim's. I wonder why he came here?" +</P> + +<P> +"Why he come 'ere!" said the old woman. "Why do any young men come +'ere? Oh, we needn't say why; but we know. Good-night, child, +good-night." +</P> + +<P> +"Good-night, mother," said the daughter. +</P> + +<P> +She went upstairs to her own good-sized bedroom, just over the +pawnshop. She occupied the best bedroom in the house. She set her +candle on her chest of drawers now, and sat down where she could see +her handsome, striking-looking figure in the looking-glass. There was +a long glass in the door of her wardrobe, and there she could see her +reflection from head to foot. The red dress suited her well; it +accentuated the carmine in her cheeks, and brought out the brilliancy +of her eyes. She pushed back her mass of black hair from her low brow, +and gazed hard at her own image. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes," she said to herself, "I am handsome. Ef I were a lady I'd be a +queen. I'm handsome enough for anythink. But what do it matter! Good +Lor', what do <I>anythink</I> matter when you can't get what you are +breaking your heart for! I'd give all the world for Jim, and Jim don't +care nothink for me." +</P> + +<P> +She sighed heavily. Presently she drew herself upright, pushed her +chair back so that she could no longer see her image in the glass, +placed her two elbows on the table, pressed her cheeks down on her open +palms, and thought hard. +</P> + +<P> +"Why did that man, George Sampson, come here to-night?" she said to +herself. "Did Jim bring him knowing that he is a detective; did he +bring him because he suspects me? Oh, he couldn't suspect me; Jim aint +that mean sort. Still, I don't like Sampson; I don't like his coming +'ere; I don't like the way he fixes me with his ferret eyes. Jim is +mad about Alison. He can't suspect me, of course; but he is mad about +it all. He is half broken-hearted, and he thinks less of me than ever. +Oh, Jim, Jim! and I do love you so terrible bad. Why don't you love me +even a little bit back again? I'd be good ef you loved me; I know I'd +be good. What is there in Alison Reed for you nearly to die for her? +She aint got my looks, she aint got my eyes, she aint got my bit of +money. I'm handsome, and I know it, and I'll have a tidy lot of money +when I'm married, for father tells me so. What is Alison compared to +me? Oh, nothing, nothing at all! just a mealy-faced, white-cheeked +slip of a girl. But somehow or other he loves her, and he don't love +me a bit; I'd do anything under the sun to win him. Why to-day, to-day +I did a <I>crime</I>, and 'twas for him, 'twas to win him; and, after all, I +failed. Oh, yes, I saw it to-night, I failed horribly." +</P> + +<P> +Louisa pressed her hands to her aching eyes; tears rose and smarted her +eyelids; they rolled down her cheeks. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm fit to kill myself!" she cried. "I did a crime for Jim, and I +dragged a girl into it, and I failed. Yes, I'll be straight with +myself, I did it for him. Oh, God knows what I've suffered lately, the +mad fire and the pain that has been eating me here," she pressed her +hand to her breast; "and then to-day I was passing the desk and I saw +the note, not in the till, but lying on the floor, and no one saw me, +and it flashed on me that perhaps Alison would be accused, and anyhow +that the money would come in handy. Shaw thought he put the note into +the till, but he never did. It fell on the floor, and 'twas open, and +I picked it up. I have it now; no one saw me, for I did it all like a +flash. The whole temptation come to me like a flash, and I took the +money in a twinkling. And now Alison is accused, and I am the real +thief. I did it—yes, I know why I did it: to turn Jim agen Alison, so +that I might have a chance to win him for myself. Yes, I have got the +money. I'll jest have a look at it now." +</P> + +<P> +Louisa rose as she spoke; she took a key from her pocket, opened a +small drawer in her wardrobe, and extracted from an old-fashioned purse +a crumpled five-pound note. She stared at this innocent piece of paper +with big, wide-open black eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"I wish I'd never touched it," she said, speaking her thoughts out +loud. "But of course Jim couldn't suspect me. Not a soul saw me when +I jest stooped and put the paper in my pocket. No, not a living soul +saw me. Shaw had gone away, and Alison was serving a customer, and I +did it like a flash. I had a fine time when they accused Alison, and +she turned first white and then red; but I didn't like it when I saw +Jim shiver. Why did he take that vow that he would marry nobody but +her? See ef I don't make him break it! I haven't got my looks for +nothink, and I don't love, as I love Jim, for nothink. Yes; I'll win +him yet—I have made up my mind. I think I know a way of blinding that +detective's eyes. I'll jest let him think that I like him—that I'm +losing my heart to him. <I>That 'll</I> fetch him! He aint married; I know +he aint, from the way he spoke. I can soon turn a feller like that +round my little finger. Trust <I>me</I> to blind his eyes. As to Jim! oh, +Jim, you <I>can't</I> guess wot I done; it aint in you to think meanly of a +gel. Why, Jim, I could even be <I>good</I> for a man like you; but there! +now that I have done this thing I can't be good, so there is nothink +for me but to go on being as bad as possible; only some day—some day, +if I win yer, perhaps I'll tell yer all. No, no; what am I saying? Of +course you must never know. You'd hate me if I were fifty times yer +wife, ef yer knew the bitter, bitter truth. Alison is nothing at all +to me; I don't care whether she breaks her heart or not, but I do care +about Jim. It is Jim I want. I'd make him a right good wife, for I +love him so well—yes, I will get him yet—I vow it; and perhaps my +vow, being a woman's, may be stronger than his." +</P> + +<P> +Louisa undressed slowly and got into bed. Her conscience was too hard +to trouble her; but the thought of Jim and his despair stood for some +time between her and sleep. She was tired out, for the day had been +full of excitement, but it was quite into the small hours before her +tired eyes were closed in heavy slumber. +</P> + +<P> +Not far away, in a small flat in Sparrow Street, another girl slept +also. This girl had cried herself to sleep; the tears were even still +wet upon her eyelashes. Grannie had come into the room and looked at +Alison. Alison and Polly slept together in the tiniest little offshoot +of the kitchen—it was more a sort of lean-to than a room; the roof +sloped so much that by the window, and where the little dressing-table +stood, only a very small person could keep upright. Grannie belonged +to the very small order of women. She always held herself upright as a +dart, and though it was late now, she did not show any signs of fatigue +as she stood with a shaded candle looking down at the sleeping girl. +Alison's face was very pale; once or twice she sighed heavily. As +Grannie watched her she raised her arm, pushed back her hair, which lay +against her cheek, turned round, sighed more deeply than ever, and then +sank again into unbroken slumber. +</P> + +<P> +"She's dreaming of it all," thought the old woman. "I wonder if Jim, +bless him, will clear her. I know he'll do his best. I believe he's a +good lad. I wish Alison would get engaged to him right away. Jim's +doing well in the shop, and they might be married and—dear, dear, I +<I>wish</I> my hand didn't ache so bad. Well, there's one good thing about +it anyway—I needn't waste time in bed, for sleep one wink with this +sort of burning pain I couldn't, so I may jest as well set up and put +that feather-stitching straight. It's certain true that there aint a +single thing in the world what hasn't some good p'int about it, and +here is the good p'int in this pain of mine: I needn't waste the hours +of darkness laying and doing nothink in bed." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie stole out of the room as softly as she had entered. She shut +the door behind her without making the least sound; she then lit a +little lamp, which was much cheaper than gas, saw that it burned trim +and bright, and set it on the center-table in the kitchen. The night +was bitterly cold; the fog had been followed by a heavy frost. Grannie +could hear the sharp ringing sound of some horses' feet as they passed +by, carrying their burdens to the different markets. It was long past +twelve o'clock. The little kitchen was warm, for the stove had burned +merrily all day. Grannie opened the door of the stove now and looked +in. +</P> + +<P> +"Shall I, or shall I not, put on an extry shovelful of coals?" she said +to herself; "an extry shovelful will keep the heat in all night; I have +a mind to, for I do perish awful when the heat goes out of the kitchen; +but there, it would be sinful waste, for coals are hard to get. Ef +that doctor were right, and it were really writers' cramp, I mightn't +be able to earn any more money to buy coals; but of course he aint +right; how silly of me to be afraid of what's impossible! Yes, I'll +put on the coals. Thank the good Lord, this feather-stitching means a +real good income to us; and now that Ally can't bring in her eight +shillings a week, I must work extry hard, but it's false savin' to +perish of cold when you have it in you to earn good money, so here +goes." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie filled a very tiny shovel, flung the precious coals into the +opening of the stove, shut it up again, and, taking the cambric from +the cupboard in the wall, sat down with needle and thread just where +the full light of the lamp could best fall on her work. Her right hand +ached and ached—it not only ached, but burned; the pain seemed to go +up her arm; it sometimes gave her a sort of sick feeling. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course it's rheumatis," she said to herself. "Well now, what a +silly I am! Why don't I try the liniment? There, I'll rub some on +afore I begin to work." +</P> + +<P> +She took the bottle from the mantelpiece, opened it, and poured a +little of the mixture into the palm of her left hand. The liniment was +hot and comforting; it smarted a little, and relieved the dull inside +pain. Grannie found herself able to move her thumb and forefinger +without much difficulty. +</P> + +<P> +"There!" she said; "it's stiffening of the j'ints I'm getting. This +liniment is fine stuff. I must be very careful of it, though; why, I'm +a sight better already. Now then, first to wash my 'ands, and then to +unpick the feather-stitching poor Ally did to-day. Poor darlin', she +couldn't be expected to do it proper, but I'll soon set it right." +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Reed poured some warm water from the tap into the basin beneath, +washed her old hands very carefully, dried them well, and sat down in +quite a cheerful mood in her warm, snug, bright little kitchen to +unpick Alison's work. The liniment had really eased the pain. She was +able to grasp without any discomfort the very finely pointed scissors +she was obliged to use, and after an hour and a half of intricate +labor, during which she strained her old eyes in order to avoid cutting +the delicate cambric, she had at last undone the mischief which Alison +had caused that day. +</P> + +<P> +"Now then, here we are, as straight as possible," she said aloud, in +her cheery way. "It's wonderful how fresh I do feel, and this hand's a +sight better. I declare it's a sort of Providence that the old don't +want much sleep—why, the church clock has gone two, and I aint a bit +drowsy. I know what I'll do, I'll work till five, that's three hours; +then I'll go to bed till seven. My hand's so comfortable that I'm sure +to sleep like a top, and seven is time enough for me to rise. Two +hours aint such a bad lot of sleep for a woman of my years. Let's see, +I'm sixty-eight. In one sense sixty-eight is old, in another sense +it's young. You slack down at sixty-eight; you don't have such a draw +on your system, the fire inside you don't seem to require such poking +up and feeding. When you get real old, seventy-eight or eighty, then +you want a deal of cosseting; but sixty-eight is young in one sense of +the word. This is the slack time—this is the time when you live real +cheap. What a deal of mercies I have, to be sure; and them beautiful +grandchildren, so fat and hearty, and Alison and me to keep the house +so snug, and tight, and neat, and not a debt in the world. Now, then, +I expect I'll get a lot of work through in these three hours. I can +set up for the next few nights, till Ally gets her place back again, +and make up all the difference, and more, that her eight shillings a +week brings in. Oh, thank the Lord, it's wonderful fortinit that I've +come to the easy time of life. If I were younger now, I must have my +sleep; but at sixty-eight you, so to speak, slacks down your fire, and +<I>werry</I> little keeps it goin'." +</P> + +<P> +As Grannie thought these last vigorous and contented thoughts, she +pulled the lamp nearer, seized her needle and thread, and commenced her +feather-stitching. For the first quarter of an hour or twenty minutes +the work went well—the mysterious twists, and turns, and darts, and +loops were all made with fidelity and exactitude—the lovely crinkled +ornament stood out boldly on the delicate cambric. Grannie looked at +her work with intense pride and happiness. +</P> + +<P> +"It's a fortin'—I do wish that gel would learn it. Why, ef the two of +us were at it, she'd make a sight more than she do in the shop. I +declare I'll give her a lesson to-morrow—— Oh, my God! what's that? +Oh, my God, help me!" +</P> + +<P> +The needle fell through her powerless fingers; the finger and thumb +were drawn apart, as though they had not the power to get together +again. Grannie gazed at her right hand in a sort of panic. +</P> + +<P> +"There; it has happened once or twice afore," she said to +herself—"that dreadful prick and stab, and then all the power goin' +sudden-like—of course it's rheumatis—there, I've no cause to be +frightened; it's passing off; only it do make me sick and faint. I'll +have a cup of tea and then another rub of the liniment." +</P> + +<P> +The great agony frightened her very much; it took some of her high +spirits away. She rose slowly, and made her tea, drank it off scalding +hot, and then rubbed some more liniment on the hand. It was not quite +so comforting nor quite so warming this time as it was on the former +occasion. She washed her hands again, and set to work. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, good Lord, give me strength!" she murmured, as she seized her +needle and thread. "Think of all the children, Lord, and the little +ones so fat and well fed; remember me, good Lord, and take the +rheumatis away, <I>ef</I> it's your good will." +</P> + +<P> +She took up her needle with renewed courage, and once more began to +perform those curious movements of wrist and hand which were necessary +to produce the feather-stitching. In ten minutes the pain returned, +the powerless finger and thumb refused to grasp the needle. Large +drops of sweat stood out now on Grannie's forehead. +</P> + +<P> +"Wot do it mean?" she said to herself. "I never heerd tell of +rheumatis like this, and for certain it aint writers' cramp, for I +never write. Oh, what an awful sort of thing writing is, when a letter +once in six months knocks you over in this way. Dear, dear, I'm +a-shaking, but I 'a' done a nice little bit, and it's past three +o'clock. I'll go to bed. The doctor spoke a deal about rest; I didn't +mind him much. He was all wrong about the pain, but perhaps he were +right about the rest, so I'll go straight to bed." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie carefully slacked down the fire, put out the lamp, and stole +into the little bedroom which she shared with the two younger children. +Harry and David were already asleep in the lean-to at the other side of +the kitchen, the opposite room to Alison's. The well-fed children in +Grannie's bed breathed softly in their happy slumbers; the little old +woman got in between them and lay down icy cold, and trembling a good +deal. The children slept on, but the little woman lay awake with her +wide-open eyes staring straight into the darkness, and the dreadful +pain in hand and arm banishing all possibility of slumber. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap06"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VI. +</H3> + +<P> +In the morning Grannie got up as usual. She was very white and shaky, +but she had no intention of complaining. The pain from which she was +suffering had somewhat abated, but the poor hand and arm felt tired and +very feeble. She longed for the comfort of a sling, but decided not to +wear one; the children would all notice it and pass remarks, and +Grannie could not bear to be commented upon. She did not want to add +trouble to trouble just now. She resolved to forget herself in +thoughts of Alison and the others. She was early in the kitchen, but +to her relief and pleasure found David there before her. Next to +Alison, David was Grannie's favorite. He was thoughtful and +considerate. He was a great big manly fellow, but there was also a +very sweet feminine element in him; he could be domestic without being +in the least girlish. He was devoted to Grannie, and often, tired as +he was when he went to bed, got up early in the morning to save her +work. He had turned on the gas, and the first thing he noticed now, +when she came in, was her worn, puckered little face. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, Grannie, you are out of sorts," he said. "Why did you get up so +early? Surely Ally and me can manage the bit of work. But, I say, you +are all of a tremble. Set down, and I'll get ye a cup of tea in a +minute." +</P> + +<P> +"No, Dave, no!" said the old woman, "'twill soon pass—'twill soon +pass; the rheumatis in my hand and arm has been bothering me all night, +and it makes me a bit shaky; but 'twill soon pass, Dave. We mustn't +waste the tea, you know, lad; and I won't have a cup—no, I won't." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, set there and rest," said the young man. "Thank goodness, I +aint ashamed to work, and I'm real proud to put the kitchen straight +and tidy. See how bright the fire is already; you warm your toes, +Grannie, and you'll soon be better." +</P> + +<P> +"So I will, to be sure," said Mrs. Reed, rubbing her hands and sinking +into the chair which David had brought forward. +</P> + +<P> +She gazed into the cheery flames, with her own bright-blue eyes, clear +and steady. Then she looked straight up at David, who was in the act +of filling the kettle and placing it on the top of the stove. +</P> + +<P> +"David," she said, "stoop down a minute; I have a word or two to say." +</P> + +<P> +David dropped on his knees at once, and put his hand on Grannie's +shoulder. +</P> + +<P> +"You aint likely to have a rise in your wages soon, are you, Dave?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, yes, I am! arter a bit," he answered. "Mr. Groves is real pleased +with me. He says I am a steady lad, and he often sets me to cast up +accounts for him, and do little odds and ends of jobs. He says he has +always railed against the School Board, but sometimes, when he sees how +tidy I can write, and how well I can read and spell, he's inclined to +change his mind." +</P> + +<P> +"And what rise will he give?" said Grannie, whose mind was entirely +fixed on the money part of the question. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, maybe a shilling more a week, when the first year is out." +</P> + +<P> +"And that 'll be——" +</P> + +<P> +"Next March, Grannie; not so long coming round." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes," she replied, "yes." In spite of herself, her voice had a sad +note in it. "Well, you see, Dave, you can't keep yourself on half a +crown a week." +</P> + +<P> +"I wish I could," he answered, looking dispirited, "but I thought you +were content. Is there anything that worries you, old lady?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, that there aint, my brave boy. You stick to your work and please +your master; you're safe to get on." +</P> + +<P> +"I wish I could support myself," said David. "I wish I knew shorthand; +that's the thing. A lad who knows shorthand, and can write and spell +as well as I can, can earn his ten shillings a week easy." +</P> + +<P> +"Ten shillings a week," said Grannie. "Lor' save us, what a power of +money!" +</P> + +<P> +"It's true," said David; "there's a lad who was at school with me—his +name was Phil Martin—he managed to pick up shorthand, and he's earning +ten shillings a week now. He's a bit younger than I am, too. He won't +be fifteen for two months yet." +</P> + +<P> +"Shorthand?" said Grannie, in her reflective voice; "that's writing, +aint it?" +</P> + +<P> +"Why, to be sure, Grannie; only a different sort of writing." +</P> + +<P> +"Still, you call it writing, don't you?" +</P> + +<P> +"To be sure I do." +</P> + +<P> +"Then, for the Lord's sake, don't have anythink to do with it, David. +Ef there is a mischievous, awful thing in the world, it's handwriting. +I only do it twice a year, and it has finished me, my lad—it has +finished me out and out. No, don't talk of it—keep your half a crown +a week, and don't be tempted with no handwriting, short or long." +</P> + +<P> +David looked puzzled and distressed; Grannie's words did not amuse him +in the least—they were spoken with great passion, with a rising color +in the little old cheeks, and a flash of almost fever in the bright +eyes. Grannie had always been the perfect embodiment of health and +strength to all the grandchildren, and David did not understand her +this morning. +</P> + +<P> +"Still," he said, "I can't agree with you about shorthand; it's a grand +thing—it's a trade in itself; but there's no chance of my getting to +know it, for I aint got the money. Now, hadn't I better get breakfast? +Ally will be out in a minute." +</P> + +<P> +"No, no; there's time enough. Look here, Dave, Harry must leave school +altogether—he's old enough, and he has passed the standard. He must +earn somethink. Couldn't he go as one of them messenger boys?" +</P> + +<P> +"Perhaps so, Grannie; but why are you in such a hurry? Harry's really +clever; he's got more brains than any of us, and he earns a shilling or +so a week now in the evenings helping me with the figures at Mr. +Groves'." +</P> + +<P> +"Do you think Mr. Groves would take him on altogether, Dave?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, he'd do better as a messenger boy—but don't hurry about him +leaving school. He'd best stay until midsummer, then he'll be fit for +anything." +</P> + +<P> +"Midsummer," said the old woman to herself, "midsummer! Oh, good Lord!" +</P> + +<P> +She bent her head down to prevent David seeing the tears which suddenly +softened her brave eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"What's all this fuss about Alison?" said David suddenly. +</P> + +<P> +At these words Grannie rose to her feet. +</P> + +<P> +"Nothing," she said, "nothing—it's nothing more than what I'd call a +storm in a tea-cup. They have lost a five-pound note at Shaw's and +they choose, the Lord knows why, to put the blame on our Ally. Of +course they'll find the note, and Ally will be cleared." +</P> + +<P> +"It seems a pity she left the shop," said David. +</P> + +<P> +"Pity!" said Mrs. Reed. "You don't suppose that Ally is a Phipps and a +Reed for nothink. We 'old our heads high, and we'll go on doing so. +Why, Dave, they think a sight of Alison in that shop. Mr. Shaw knows +what she's worth; he don't believe she's a thief, bless her! +Yesterday, when I went to see him, he spoke of her as genteel as you +please, and he wanted her back again." +</P> + +<P> +"Then why, in the name of goodness, doesn't she go?" said David. +</P> + +<P> +"Being a Phipps and Reed, she couldn't," replied Grannie. "We, none of +us, can humble ourselves—'taint in us—the breed won't allow it. Ally +was to say she was sorry for having done nothing at all, and, being a +Phipps and a Reed, it wasn't to be done. Don't talk any more about it, +lad. Shaw will be going on his knees to have her back in a day or two; +but I have a thought in my head that she may do better even than in the +shop. There, you've comforted me, my boy—you are a real out-and-out +comfort to me, David." +</P> + +<P> +"I am glad of that," said the young fellow. "There's no one like you +to me—no one." +</P> + +<P> +He kissed her withered cheek, which was scarcely like an apple this +morning, being very pale and weary. +</P> + +<P> +"Grannie," he said, "is it true that Ally is going to marry Jim Hardy?" +</P> + +<P> +"It's true that Jim Hardy wants her to marry him," replied Grannie. +</P> + +<P> +"I wonder if he does?" replied David, in a thoughtful voice. "They say +that Clay's daughter is mad for Jim, and she'll have a tidy sight of +money." +</P> + +<P> +"She may be as mad as she pleases, but she won't get Jim. Now, do +hurry on with the breakfast. What a lad you are for chattering!" +</P> + +<P> +Poor David, who had certainly been induced to chatter by Grannie +herself, made no response, but rose and set about his work as +kitchen-maid and cook with much deftness. He stirred the oatmeal into +the pot of boiling water, made the porridge, set the huge smoking dish +on the center of the table, put the children's mugs round, laid a +trencher of brown bread and a tiny morsel of butter on the board, and +then, having seen that Grannie's teapot held an extra pinch of tea, he +poured boiling water on it, and announced the meal as ready. The +younger children now came trooping in, neat and tidy and ready for +school. Grannie had trained her little family to be very orderly. As +the children entered the room they came up to her one by one, and +bestowed a kiss on her old lips. Her salutation to them was always +simple and always the same: "Bless you, Polly; bless you, Susie; bless +you, Kitty." But immediately after the blessing came sharp, quick +words. +</P> + +<P> +"Now, no dawdling; set down and be quick about it—sup up your porridge +without letting a drop of it get on your clean pinafores, or I'll smack +you." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie never did smack the children, so this last remark of hers had +long fallen flat. Alison came in almost immediately after the +children, and then, after a longer interval, Harry, looking red and +sleepy, took his place by the table. Harry was undoubtedly the black +sheep of the family. Both Alison and David bestowed on him one or two +anxious glances, but Grannie was too absorbed in some other thought to +take much notice of him this morning. Immediately after breakfast the +children knelt down, and Grannie repeated the Lord's Prayer aloud. +Then came a great scampering and rushing about. +</P> + +<P> +"Good-by, Grannie—good-by, Ally," came from several pairs of lips. +</P> + +<P> +Then a clatter downstairs, then a silence—even David had gone away. +On ordinary occasions Alison would have departed quite an hour before +the children, as she always had to be at the shop in good time to +display her excellent taste in the dressing of the windows. To-day she +and Grannie were left behind together. +</P> + +<P> +"You don't look well, Grannie," began the young girl. +</P> + +<P> +"Now, listen, Alison," said Mrs. Reed, speaking in quite a tart voice, +"ef you want to really vex me, you'll talk of my looks. I'm at the +slack time o' life, and a little more color or a little less don't +matter in the least. Ef I were forty and looked pale, or eighty and +looked pale, it might be a subject to worry 'em as love me; being +sixty-eight, I have let off pressure, so to speak, and it don't matter, +not one little bit, whether I'm like a fresh apple or a piece o' dough. +I am goin' out marketing now, and when I come back I'll give you a +fresh lesson in that feather-stitching." +</P> + +<P> +A dismayed look crept into Alison's face; she raised her delicate brows +very slightly, and fixed her clear blue eyes on Grannie. She was about +to speak, but something in the expression on Grannie's face kept her +silent. +</P> + +<P> +"You clear up and have the place tidy against I come back," said the +little woman. "You might make the beds, and set everything in +apple-pie order, ef you've a mind to." +</P> + +<P> +She then walked into her little bedroom, and shut the door behind her. +In three minutes she was dressed to go out, not in the neat drawn +black-silk bonnet, but in an old straw one which had belonged to her +mother, and which was extremely obsolete in pattern. This bonnet had +once been white, but it was now of the deepest, most dingy shade of +yellow-brown. It had a little band of brown ribbon round it, which +ended neatly in a pair of strings; these were tied under Grannie's +chin. Instead of her black cashmere shawl she wore one of very rough +material and texture, and of a sort of zebra pattern, which she had +picked up cheap many and many years ago from a traveling peddler. She +wore no gloves on her hands, but the poor, swollen, painful right hand +was wrapped in a corner of the zebra shawl. On her left arm she +carried her market basket. +</P> + +<P> +"Good-by, child," she said, nodding to her granddaughter. Then she +trotted downstairs and out into the street. +</P> + +<P> +There was no fog to-day—the air was keen and bright, and there was +even a very faint attempt at some watery sunbeams. There wasn't a +better bargainer in all Shoreditch than Mrs. Reed, but to-day her +purchases were very small—a couple of Spanish onions, half a pound of +American cheese, some bread, a tiny portion of margarine—and she had +expended what money she thought proper. +</P> + +<P> +She was soon at home again, and dinner was arranged. +</P> + +<P> +"I may as well get the dinner," said Alison, rising and taking the +basket from the old woman. +</P> + +<P> +"My dear, there aint nothing to get; it's all ready. The children must +have bread for dinner to-day. I bought a stale quartern loaf—I got a +penny off it, being two days old; here's a nice piece of cheese; and +onions cut up small will make a fine relish. There, we'll put the +basket in the scullery; and now, Alison, come over to the light and +take a lesson in the feather-stitching." +</P> + +<P> +Alison followed Mrs. Reed without a word. They both took their places +near the window. +</P> + +<P> +"Thread that needle for me, child," said the old woman. +</P> + +<P> +Alison obeyed. Mrs. Reed had splendid sight for her age; nothing had +ever ailed her eyes, and she never condescended to wear glasses, old as +she was, except by lamplight. Alison therefore felt some surprise when +she was invited to thread the needle. She did so in gloomy and solemn +silence, and gave it back with a suppressed sigh to her grandmother. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't think there's much use, Grannie," she said. +</P> + +<P> +"Much use in wot?" said Mrs. Reed. +</P> + +<P> +"In my learning that feather-stitching—I haven't it in me. I hate +needlework." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Ally!" +</P> + +<P> +Grannie raised her two earnest eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"All women have needlework in 'em if they please," she said; "it's born +in 'em. You can no more be a woman without needlework than you can be +a man without mischief—it's born in you, child, the same as bed-making +is, and cleaning stoves, and washing floors, and minding babies, and +coddling husbands, and bearing all the smaller worries of life—they +are all born in a woman, Alison, and she can no more escape 'em than +she can escape wearing the wedding-ring when she goes to church to be +wed." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, the wedding-ring! that's different," said Alison, looking at her +pretty slender finger as she spoke. "Oh, Grannie, dear Grannie, my +heart's that heavy I think it 'll break! I can't see the +feather-stitching, I can't really." Her eyes brimmed up with tears. +"Grannie, don't ask me to do the fine needlework to-day." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie's face turned pale. +</P> + +<P> +"I wouldn't ef I could help it," she said. "Jest to please me, +darling, take a little lesson; you will be glad bimeby, you really +will. Why, this stitch is in the family, and it 'ud be 'a burning +shame for it to go out. Dear, dearie me, Alison, it aint a small thing +that could make me cry, but I'd cry ef this beautiful stitch, wot come +down from the Simpsons to the Phippses, and from the Phippses to the +Reeds, is lost. You must learn it ef you want to keep me cheerful, +Ally dear." +</P> + +<P> +"But I thought I knew it, Grannie," said the girl. +</P> + +<P> +"Not to say perfect, love—the loop don't go right with you, and the +loop's the p'int. Ef you don't draw that loop up clever and tight, you +don't get the quilting, and the quilting's the feature that none of the +workwomen in West London can master. Now, see yere, look at me. I'll +do a bit, and you watch." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie took up the morsel of cambric; she began the curious movements +of the wrist and hand, the intricate, involved contortions of the +thread. The magic loop made its appearance; the quilting stood out in +richness and majesty on the piece of cambric. Grannie made three or +four perfect stitches in an incredibly short space of time. She then +put the cambric into her granddaughter's hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Now, child," she said, "show me what you can do." +</P> + +<P> +Alison yawned slightly, and took up the work without any enthusiasm. +She made the first correct mystic passage with needle and thread; when +she came to the loop she failed to go right, and the effect was bungled +and incomplete. +</P> + +<P> +"Not that way; for mercy's sake, don't twist the thread like that!" +called Grannie, in an agony. "Give it to me; I'll show yer." +</P> + +<P> +It seemed like profanation to see her exquisite work tortured and +murdered. She snatched the cambric from Alison, and set to work to +make another perfect stitch herself. At that moment there came the +sudden and terrible pain—the shooting agony up the arm, followed by +the partial paralysis of thumb and forefinger. Grannie could not help +uttering a suppressed groan; her face turned white; she felt a passing +sense of nausea and faintness; the work dropped from her hand; the +perspiration stood on her forehead. She looked at Alison with +wide-open, pitiful eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Wot is it, Grannie—what is it, darlin'? For God's sake, wot's +wrong?" said the girl, going on her knees and putting her arms round +the little woman. +</P> + +<P> +"It's writers' cramp, honey, writers' cramp, and me that never writes +but twice a year; it's starvation, darlin'. Oh, darlin', darlin', it's +starvation—that's ef you don't learn the stitch." +</P> + +<P> +All of a sudden Grannie's fortitude had given way; she sobbed and +sobbed—not in the loud, full, strong way of the young and vigorous, +but with those low, suppressed, deep-drawn sobs of the aged. All in a +minute she felt herself quite an old and useless woman—she, who had +been the mainspring of the household, the breadwinner of the family! +All of a sudden she had dropped very low. Alison was full of +consternation, but she did not understand grief like Grannie's. She +was at one end of life, and Grannie was at the other; the old woman +understood the girl—having past experience to guide her—but the girl +could not understand the old woman. It was a relief to Grannie to tell +out her fear, but Alison did not comprehend it; she was full of pity, +but she was scarcely full of sympathy. It seemed impossible for her to +believe that Grannie's cunning right hand was going to be useless, that +the beautiful work must stop, that the means of livelihood must cease, +that the old woman must be turned into a useless, helpless log—no +longer the mainspring, but a helpless addition to the strained +household. +</P> + +<P> +Alison could not understand, but she did her best to cheer Grannie up. +</P> + +<P> +"There, there," she said; "of course that doctor was wrong. In all my +life I never heard of such a thing as writers' cramp. Writers' +cramp!—it's one of the new diseases, Grannie, that doctors are just +forcing into the world to increase their earnings. I heard tell in the +shop, by a girl what knows, that every year doctors push two new +diseases into fashion, so as to fill their pockets. But for them, we'd +never have had influenza, and now it's writers' cramp is to be the +rage. Well, let them as writes get it; but you don't write, you know, +Grannie." +</P> + +<P> +"That's wot I say," replied Grannie, cheering up wonderfully. "No one +can get a disease by writing two letters in a year. I don't suppose it +is it, at all." +</P> + +<P> +"I'm sure it isn't," said Alison; "but you are just tired out, and must +rest for a day or two. It's a good thing that I'm at home, for I can +rub your hand and arm with that liniment. You'll see, you'll be all +right again in a day or two." +</P> + +<P> +"To be sure I will," said Grannie; "twouldn't be like my luck ef I +warn't." But all the same she knew in her heart of hearts that she +would not. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap07"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VII. +</H3> + +<P> +Both Alison and Mrs. Reed were quite of the opinion that, somehow or +other, the affair of the five-pound note would soon be cleared up. The +more the two women talked over the whole occurrence, the more certain +they were on that point. When Grannie questioned her carefully, Alison +confessed that while she was attending to her two rather troublesome +customers, it would have been quite within the region of possibility +for someone to approach the till unperceived. Of course Alison had +noticed no one; but that would not have prevented the deed being done. +</P> + +<P> +"The more I think of it, the more certain I am it's that Clay girl," +said Grannie. "Oh, yes, that Clay girl is at the bottom of it. I'll +tell Jim so the next time he calls." +</P> + +<P> +"But I don't expect Jim to call—at least at present," said Alison, +heaving a heavy sigh, and fixing her eyes on the window. +</P> + +<P> +"And why not, my dearie, why shouldn't you have the comfort of seeing +him?" +</P> + +<P> +"It aint a comfort at present, Grannie; it is more than I can bear. I +won't engage myself to Jim until I am cleared, and I love him so much, +Grannie, and he loves me so much that it is torture to me to see him +and refuse him; but I am right, aint I? Do say as I'm right." +</P> + +<P> +"Coming of the blood of the Simpsons, the Phippses and Reeds, you can +do no different," said Grannie, in a solemn tone. "You'll be cleared +werry soon, Alison, for there's a God above, and you are a poor orphin +girl, and we have his promise that he looks out special for orphins; +oh, yes, 'twill all come right, and in the meantime you might as well +take a lesson in the feather-stitching." +</P> + +<P> +But though Grannie spoke with right good faith, and Alison cheered up +all she could, things did not come right. The theft was not brought +home to the wicked Clay girl, as Grannie now invariably called her; +Shaw did not go on his knees to Alison to return; and one day Jim, who +did still call at the Reeds' notwithstanding Alison's prohibition, +brought the gloomy tidings that Shaw was seeing other girls with a view +to filling up Alison's place in the shop. This was a dark blow indeed, +and both Alison and Grannie felt themselves turning very pale, and +their hearts sinking, when Jim brought them the unpleasant news. +</P> + +<P> +"Set down, Jim Hardy, set down," said Grannie, but her lips trembled +with passion as she spoke. "I don't want to see anyone in my house +that I don't offer a chair to, but I can't think much of your detective +powers, lad, or you'd have got your own gel cleared long ere this." +</P> + +<P> +"I aint his own girl, and he knows it," said Alison, speaking pertly +because her heart was so sick. +</P> + +<P> +Jim hardly noticed her sharp words—he was feeling very depressed +himself—he sank into the chair Grannie had offered him, placed his big +elbows on his knees, pushed his huge hands through his thick hair, and +scratched his head in perplexity. +</P> + +<P> +"It's an awful mystery, that it is," he said; "there aint a person in +the shop as don't fret a bit for Ally—she was so bright and +genteel-looking; and no one thinks she's done it. If only, Alison, you +hadn't gone away so sharp, the whole thing would have blown over by +now." +</P> + +<P> +"Coming of the blood——" began Grannie; but Alison knew the conclusion +of that sentence, and interrupted her. +</P> + +<P> +"Bygones is bygones," she said, "and we have got to face the future. +I'll look out for another post to-day; I'll begin to study the papers, +and see what can be done. It aint to be supposed that this will crush +me out and out, and me so young and strong." +</P> + +<P> +"But you'll have to get a character," said Jim, whose brow had not +relaxed from the deep frown which it wore. +</P> + +<P> +Alison gave her head another toss. +</P> + +<P> +"I must do my best," she said. She evidently did not intend to pursue +the subject further with her lover. +</P> + +<P> +Jim was not at all an unobservant man. He had seen many signs which +distressed him, both in Grannie's face and Alison's; he knew also that +Harry had been taken from school quite a year too soon; he knew well +that Alison's bread winnings were necessary for the family, and that it +was impossible to expect an old body like Grannie to feed all those +hungry mouths much longer. +</P> + +<P> +"Look here," he said, rising suddenly to his feet, "I have got +something to say." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, dear, dear, why will you waste our time?" said Alison. +</P> + +<P> +"It aint waste, and you have got to listen—please, Mrs. Reed, don't go +out of the room; I want you to hear it too. Now, you look at me, +Alison Reed. I am big, aint I, and I'm strong, and I earn good wages, +right good—for a man as isn't twenty-five yet. I'm getting close on +two pounds a week now, and you can see for yourselves that that's a +good pile." +</P> + +<P> +"Bless us!" said Grannie, "it's a powerful heap of money." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, I'm getting that," said Jim, with a sort of righteous pride on +his face, "and no one who knows what's what could complain of the same. +Now, this is what I'm thinking. I am all alone in the world; I haven't +kith nor kin belonging to me, only an uncle in Australia, and he don't +count, as I never set eyes on him. I'd have never come to London but +for father and mother dying off sudden when I was but a bit of a lad. +I'm sort of lonely in the evenings, and I want a wife awful bad." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, there's Louisa Clay, and she's willing," said Alison, who, +notwithstanding that her heart was almost bursting, could not restrain +her flippant tone. +</P> + +<P> +Jim gave her a steady look out of his dark gray eyes, but did not +reply. She lowered her own eyes then, unable to bear their true and +faithful glance. +</P> + +<P> +"What I say is this," said Jim, "that I know you, Alison; you aint no +more a thief than I am. Why shouldn't you come home to me? Why +shouldn't you make me happy—and why shouldn't I help the lads and +Grannie a bit? You'd have as snug a home as any girl in London; and +I'd be proud to work for you. I wouldn't want you to do any more +shopwork. Why should we wait and keep everybody wretched just for a +bit of false pride? Why should you not trust me, Ally? And I love +you, my dear; I love you faithful and true." +</P> + +<P> +"I wish you wouldn't say any more, Jim," said Alison. +</P> + +<P> +The note in her voice had changed from sharp petulance to a low sort of +wail. She sank on a chair, laid her head on the table which stood +near, and burst into tears. +</P> + +<P> +"Grannie, I wish you would try and persuade her," said the young man. +</P> + +<P> +"I'll talk to her," said Grannie; "it seems reasonable enough. Two +pounds a week! Lor' bless us! why, it's wealth—and ef you love her, +Jim?" +</P> + +<P> +"Need you ask?" he answered. +</P> + +<P> +"No, I needn't; you're a good lad. Well, come back again, Jim; go away +now and come back again. We'll see you at the end of a week, that we +will." +</P> + +<P> +Jim rose slowly and unwillingly. Alison would not look at him. She +was sobbing in a broken-hearted way behind her handkerchief. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't see why there should be suspense," he said, as he took up his +cap. "It's the right thing to do; everything else is wrong. And see +here, Alison, I'll take a couple of the children; they don't cost much, +I know, and it will be such a help to Grannie." +</P> + +<P> +"To be sure, that it will," said Grannie. "That offer about the +children is a p'int to be considered. You go away, Jim, and come back +again at the end of a week." +</P> + +<P> +The young man gave a loving glance at Alison's sunny head as it rested +on the table. His inclination was to go up to her, take her head +between his hands, raise the tearful face, kiss the tears away, and, in +short, take the fortress by storm. But Grannie's presence prevented +this, and Alison would not once look up. The old woman gave him an +intelligent and hopeful glance, and he was obliged to be content with +it and hurry off. +</P> + +<P> +"I'll come again next Tuesday to get my answer," he said. +</P> + +<P> +Alison murmured something which he did not hear. The next instant he +had left the room. +</P> + +<P> +The moment his footsteps had died away Alison raised her tearful face. +</P> + +<P> +"You had no right to do it, Grannie," she said. "It was sort of +encouraging him." +</P> + +<P> +"Dry your tears now, child," said Mrs. Reed. "We'll talk of this later +on." +</P> + +<P> +"You said yourself I'd have no proper pride to marry Jim at present," +continued the girl. +</P> + +<P> +"We'll talk of this later on," said Grannie; "the children will be home +in a minute to tea. After tea you and me will talk it over while they +are learning their lessons." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie could be very immovable and determined when she liked. Having +lived with her all her life, Alison knew her every mood. She perceived +now, by her tightly shut up lips, and the little compression, which was +scarcely a frown, between her brows, that she could get nothing more +out of her at present. +</P> + +<P> +She prepared the tea, therefore; and when the children came in she cut +bread and margerine for them, for butter had long ago ceased to appear +on Grannie's board. +</P> + +<P> +After tea the children went into Grannie's bedroom to learn their +lessons, and the old woman and the young found themselves alone. The +lamp was lit, and the little room looked very cheerful; it was warm and +snug. Grannie sat with her hands before her. +</P> + +<P> +"I thought I wouldn't tell you, but I must," she said. "It's a month +to-day, aint it, Ally, since you lost your place?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, a month exactly," replied Alison. "It is close on Christmas now, +Grannie." +</P> + +<P> +"Aye," said the old woman, "aye, and Christmas is a blessed, cheerful +time. This is Tuesday; Friday will be Christmas Day. We must have a +nice Christmas for the children, and we will too. We'll all be +cheerful on Christmas Day. Jim might as well come, whatever answer you +give him next week. He's all alone, poor lad, and he might come and +join our Christmas dinner." +</P> + +<P> +"But we haven't much money," said Alison. "We miss what I earned at +the shop, don't we?" +</P> + +<P> +"We miss it," said Grannie, "yes." +</P> + +<P> +She shut up her lips very tightly. At this moment quick footsteps were +heard running up the stairs, and the postman's sharp knock sounded on +the little door. Alison went to get the letter. It was for Grannie, +from a large West End shop; the name of the shop was written in clear +characters on the flap of the envelope. +</P> + +<P> +Grannie took it carefully between the thumb and finger of her left +hand—she used her right hand now only when she could not help it. No +one remarked this fact, and she hoped that no one noticed it. She +unfastened the flap of the envelope slowly and carefully, and, taking +the letter out, began to read it. It was a request from the manager +that she would call at ten o'clock the following morning to take a +large order for needlework which was required to be completed in a +special hurry. Grannie laid the letter by Alison's side. +</P> + +<P> +Alison read it. She had been accustomed to such letters coming from +that firm to Grannie for several years. Such letters meant many of the +comforts which money brings; they meant warm fires, and good meals, and +snug clothes, and rent for the rooms, and many of the other necessaries +of life. +</P> + +<P> +"Well," said the girl, in a cheery tone, "that's nice. You have nearly +finished the last job, haven't you, Grannie?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, I aint," said Grannie, with a sort of gasp in her voice. +</P> + +<P> +"I thought I saw you working at it every day." +</P> + +<P> +"So I have been, and in a sense it is finished and beautiful, I am +sure; but there aint no feather-stitching. I can't manage the +feather-stitching. I can never featherstitch any more, Alison. Maybe +for a short time longer I may go on with plain needlework, but that +special twist and the catching up of the loop in the quilting part of +the feather-stitching, it's beyond me, darlin'. 'Taint that I can't +see how to do it, 'taint that I aint willing, but it's the finger and +thumb, dearie; they won't meet to do the work proper. It's all over, +love, all the money-making part of my work. It's them letters to +Australia, love. Oh, dear! oh, dear!" +</P> + +<P> +Grannie laid her white head down on the table. It was a very sad sight +to see it there, a much more pathetic sight than it had been to see +Alison's golden head in the same position an hour or two ago. There +was plenty of hope in Alison's grief, heart-broken as it seemed, but +there was no hope at all in the old woman's despair. The last time she +had given way and spoken of her fears to Alison she had sobbed; but she +shed no tears now—the situation was too critical. +</P> + +<P> +"<I>Ef</I> you had only learned the stitch," she said to her granddaughter. +There was a faint shadow of reproach in her tone. "I can't show it to +you now; but ef you had only learned it." +</P> + +<P> +"But I do know it," said Alison, in distress. +</P> + +<P> +"Not proper, dear; not as it should be done. I fear that I can never +show you now." +</P> + +<P> +"And that is why you want me to marry Jim?" said Alison. "I wonder at +you, Grannie—you who have such pride!" +</P> + +<P> +"There are times and seasons," said Grannie, "when pride must give way, +and it seems to me that we have come to this pass. I looked at Jim +when he was talking to-day, and I saw clear—clear as if in a +vision—that he would never cast up to you those words that you dread. +If you are never cleared of that theft, Alison, Jim will never call his +wife a thief. Jim is good to the heart's core, and he is powerful +rich, and ef you don't marry him, my gel, you'll soon be starving, for +I can't do the feather-stitching. I can't honestly do the work. I'll +go and see the manager to-morrow morning; but it's all up with me, +child. You ought to marry Jim, dear, and you ought to provide a home +for the two little ones—for Polly and little Kitty." +</P> + +<P> +"And what's to become of you, Grannie, and Dave, and Harry, and Annie?" +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe Jim would take Annie too, now that he is so rich." +</P> + +<P> +"Do you think it would be right to ask him?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, I don't; no, I don't. Well, anyhow, it is good to have half the +fam'ly put straight. You will think of it, Ally, you will think of it; +you've got a whole week to think of it in." +</P> + +<P> +"I will think of it," said Alison, in a grave voice. +</P> + +<P> +She got up presently; she was feeling very restless and excited. +</P> + +<P> +"I think I'll go out for a bit," she said. +</P> + +<P> +"Do, child, do; it will bring a bit of color into your cheeks." +</P> + +<P> +"Is there anything I can get for you, Grannie—anything for Christmas? +You said we were to be happy till after Christmas." +</P> + +<P> +"So we will; I have made up my mind firm on that p'int. We'll have a +right good Christmas. There's three pounds in my purse. We'll spend +five shillings for Christmas Day. That ought to give us a powerful lot +o' good food. Oh, yes, we'll manage for Christmas." +</P> + +<P> +"This is Tuesday," said Alison, "and Christmas Day comes Friday. Shall +I get any of the things to-night, Grannie?" +</P> + +<P> +Grannie looked up at the tall girl who stood by her side. She saw the +restless, agitated expression on the young face. +</P> + +<P> +"She'll like to have the feel of money in her hands again," thought the +little woman. "I'll trust her with a shillin'. Lor', I hope she'll be +careful with it. Twelve pennies can do a mint ef they're spent +careful." +</P> + +<P> +She went slowly to her cupboard, took her keys out of her pocket, +unlocked it with her left hand, and, taking her little purse from a +secret receptacle at the back of the cupboard, produced a shilling from +her hoard. +</P> + +<P> +"There," she said, "for the Lord's sake don't drop it; put it safe in +your pocket. You might get the raisins for the puddin' and the sugar +and the flour out o' this. You choose from the bargain counter, and +use your eyes, and don't buy raisins what have got no fruit in 'em. +Sometimes at bargain counters they are all skin, and good for nothink; +but ef you are sharp you can sometimes pick up right good fruity fruit, +and that's the sort we want. Now, don't be long away. Yes, for sure, +we may as well have the stuff for the puddin' in the house." +</P> + +<P> +Alison promised to be careful. She put on her neat black hat and +jacket and went out. She had scarcely gone a hundred yards before she +came straight up against Louisa Clay. Louisa looked very stylish in a +large mauve-colored felt hat, and a fur boa round her neck; her black +hair was much befrizzed and becurled. Alison shrank from the sight of +her, and was about to go quickly by when the other girl drew up +abruptly. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, there you are," she said; "I was jest thinking of coming round to +see yer." +</P> + +<P> +Alison stood still when she was addressed, but she did not make any +remark. Her intention was to go on as soon as ever Louisa had finished +speaking. Louisa's own intention was quite different. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, I am glad," she continued. "I have a lot of things to say. Do +you know your place is filled up?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes," said Alison, flushing. "Jim told me." +</P> + +<P> +"Jim!" repeated Louisa, with a note of scorn. "Don't you think you are +very free and easy with Mr. Hardy? And when did you see him?" she +added, a jealous light coming into her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"He was at our house this afternoon. I must say good-evening now, +Louisa. I am in a hurry; I am doing some errands for Grannie." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I don't mind walking a bit o' the way with you. You are going +shopping, is it?" +</P> + +<P> +"Well, yes; Christmas is near, you know." +</P> + +<P> +Alison felt herself shrinking more and more from Louisa. She hated her +to walk by her side. It irritated her beyond words to hear her speak +of Jim. She dreaded more than she could tell Louisa finding out how +poor they were; nothing would induce her to get the bargain raisins or +any of the other cheap things in her presence. +</P> + +<P> +"I am rather in a hurry," she said; "perhaps you won't care to go so +fast." +</P> + +<P> +"As it happens, I have nothing special to do. I'll go with you now, or +I'll call in by and by and have a chat. I don't know that old Grannie +of yours, but folks say she's quite a character. Jim said so last +night when he was supping at our house." +</P> + +<P> +"I am sure he didn't," muttered Alison under her breath angrily; but +she refrained from making any comment aloud. +</P> + +<P> +"Well," said Louisa, "you'd like to know what sort of girl is coming to +Shaw's to take up your work?" +</P> + +<P> +"I don't think I would," replied Alison; "I am really not interested." +</P> + +<P> +"I wonder you care to tell such lies, Alison Reed! Anyone can tell by +your face that you are just burning with curiosity and jealousy." +</P> + +<P> +"You mustn't say such things to me," said Alison; "if you do, I won't +walk with you." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, my word, how grand we are!" said the other girl; "how high and +mighty, and all the rest of it! To be sure, Alison, you were a flat to +run off the way you did that day. There is not a person in the shop +that don't think you guilty, and small blame to 'em, I say. Poor Jim +did fret a bit the first day or two, but I think he's pretty happy now; +he comes to our house constant. He's very fine company is Jim, he +sings so well; and did you know he had a turn for acting? We're +getting up a little play for Christmas Eve, and Jim's to be the hero; +I'm the heroine. My word! it's as pretty a bit of love-making as you'd +often see. I tell you what it is, Alison; I'll give you an invitation. +You shall come and see it; you will now, won't you? I'll think you're +devoured with jealousy if you don't. You will; say you will." +</P> + +<P> +Alison paused for a moment—a sort of inward rage consumed her. How +dared Jim profess such love for her, and yet give up so much of his +time to Louisa—how dared he make love to her even in play! A sudden +fierce resolve came into her heart. Yes, she would see the acting—she +would judge for herself. Christmas Eve, that was Thursday +night—Thursday was a good way off from Tuesday, the day when she was +to give Jim her answer. As she walked now by Louisa's side, she +guessed what her answer would be—she would be careful and +cautious—oh, yes, she would see for herself. +</P> + +<P> +"I will come," she said suddenly, and to Louisa's great surprise—"I +will come, if you promise me one thing." +</P> + +<P> +"What's that?" +</P> + +<P> +"Don't tell Jim Hardy—don't say anything about it. When he sees me +he'll know, but don't tell him beforehand." +</P> + +<P> +Louisa burst into a loud, scathing laugh. +</P> + +<P> +"To hear you speak, Alison," she said, "one would think that you were +somebody of consequence to Mr. Hardy. Oh, dear—oh, dear, the conceit +of some folks! Do you suppose it would make any <I>difference</I> to him +whether you came or not? But take my word for it, I won't tell him." +</P> + +<P> +"Thank you," said Alison. "Yes, I'll be there. What time shall I +come?" +</P> + +<P> +"The acting begins at nine o'clock, but there's supper first at eight; +you had best come to supper. I will put you in a corner where you +can't get even a sight of Jim's face, then you'll be easy and happy in +your mind." +</P> + +<P> +"No, I won't come to supper, but I'll come in time for the acting. I +am very much obliged, I am sure." +</P> + +<P> +Louisa gave vent to a great yawn. +</P> + +<P> +"Seems to me," she said, "that you aint up to much shopping; you +haven't gone into one shop yet." +</P> + +<P> +"No more I have," said Alison. "I have changed my mind; I won't buy +the things I meant to to-night. I'll go home now; so I'll say +good-evening." +</P> + +<P> +"Good-evening," said Louisa, accompanying her words with a sweeping +courtesy which she considered full of style and grace. +</P> + +<P> +She went home chuckling to herself. +</P> + +<P> +"I guess that acting will finish up Alison's love affair," she thought. +"It won't be any fault of mine if it doesn't. Oh, good-evening, Mr. +Sampson." +</P> + +<P> +George Sampson, who had been looking out for Louisa, now joined her, +and the two walked back to the pawnshop arm in arm, and talking very +confidentially together, Louisa had been true to her own +predictions—she had so flattered and so assiduously wooed George +Sampson that he was her devoted slave by this time. He came to see her +every night, and had assured Jim Hardy long ago that of all people in +the world Louisa was the last who had anything to do with the stealing +of the five-pound note. Louisa's own charms were the sort which would +appeal to a man like Sampson, but whether he would have made up his +mind to marry her, if he did not know that she was safe to have a nice +little sum down from her father on her wedding-day, remains an open +question. +</P> + +<P> +As Alison walked home, many angry and jealous thoughts whirled through +her brain. Was Jim really false to her?—she forgot all about his face +that afternoon; she forgot his earnest words. She only recalled +Louisa's look of triumph and the little play which was to be acted in +her presence. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I'll be there," thought the girl; "yes, Christmas Eve shall +decide it." +</P> + +<P> +She ran upstairs and entered the kitchen. Grannie and David were +sitting side by side, engaged in earnest conversation. David blushed +when he saw Alison, and suddenly slipped something under the table; +Grannie patted his arm softly with her left hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, Ally, you are home in double-quick time," she said. +</P> + +<P> +"Too quick, is it?" said Alison, taking off her hat and flinging +herself wearily into the nearest chair. +</P> + +<P> +"No, no, my child, never too quick," said the old lady; "and did you +get a good bargain?" she added the next minute anxiously. "Were you +careful in the spending of that shillin'? Why, I don't see any +parcels. For mercy's sake child, don't tell me that you dropped the +shillin'." +</P> + +<P> +"No, I didn't, Grannie; here it is. Somehow I am out of humor for +bargains to-night—that's why I come back." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie took back the precious shilling tenderly. She went to the +cupboard and restored it to her purse. As she did so, she gave a sigh +of relief. She was full of respect for Alison's powers, but not as a +bargainer; she was certain she could get a penny-worth more value out +of the shilling than her grand-daughter would. +</P> + +<P> +"Dave," she said, turning to the lad as she spoke, "Ally and I have +made up our minds that, whatever happens, we'll have a right good +Christmas. We'll have a puddin' and snap-dragon, and a little bit of +beef, and everything hot and tasty, and we'll have the stockings hung +up just as usual by the children's beds; bless 'em, we'll manage it +somehow—somehow or other it has got to be done. Who knows but perhaps +cheerful times may follow Christmas? Yes, who knows? There's never no +use in being downhearted." +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose you are thinkin' of a wedding," said Alison suddenly. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, dear child, and why not?" +</P> + +<P> +"There's not much chance of it," was the reply, in a defiant tone. +"Anyhow," continued Alison, "I've made up my mind to look for another +situation to-morrow." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie's little white face became clouded. +</P> + +<P> +"I am going to Oxford Street, to a registry office," said Alison. "I +know lots about counter work, and I don't doubt that I may get a very +good place; anyhow, I'm going to try." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, that's sperit, there's no denying that," said the old lady; +"it's in the breed, and it can't be crushed." +</P> + +<P> +"David, what are you hiding under the table?" said Alison, in a fretful +tone. She felt too unhappy to be civil to anyone. +</P> + +<P> +"I have got spirit, too, and I'm not ashamed," said David suddenly. +"It's a bit o' stuff I'm feather-stitching; there—I am learning the +stitch." +</P> + +<P> +"Well!" said Alison; "you, a boy?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I—a boy," he replied, looking her full between the eyes. +</P> + +<P> +There was something in the fearless glance of his gray eyes that caused +her to lower her own—ashamed. +</P> + +<P> +"Dave's the blessing of my life," said Mrs. Reed; "he has learned the +stitch, and though he do it slow, he do it true and beautiful. It +shan't never now die out of the fam'ly." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap08"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VIII. +</H3> + +<P> +Grannie felt that matters had arrived at a crisis. Whatever the +doctors chose to call the suffering which she endured, her right hand +was fast becoming useless. It was with her right hand that she +supported her family; if it failed her, therefore, her livelihood was +cut off. She was a brave little woman; never in all her long life had +she feared to look the truth in the face. She looked at it now quietly +and soberly. Night after night she gazed at it as she lay in her tiny +bed in her tiny bedroom, with a grandchild fast asleep at each side of +her. She lay motionless then, in too great pain to sleep, and with the +future staring at her. +</P> + +<P> +To-night she went to bed as usual. There was no manner of use in +sitting up burning lamps and fire; it was far cheaper to lie down in +the dark in bed. She lay down and gazed straight out into the deep +shadows which filled the little room. It was a moonlight night, and +some of the moon's rays pierced through the tiny window, but most of +the room lay in shadow, and it was toward the shadow Grannie turned her +eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"It's all true," she said to herself, "there aint no manner of use in +denying it, or turning my face from it—it's true—it's the will o' the +Lord. My mother said to me—her as was a Simpson and married a +Phipps—she said when my father died, 'Patty, it's the will o' the +Lord.' I didn't like, somehow, to hear her say it—the will o' the +Lord seemed so masterful like, so crushing like, so cruel. And now the +will o' the Lord has come to me. It wor the Lord's will to bless me +all my life hitherto, but now it is his will to make things sore dark. +Somehow I can't trust and I can't hope, for there's nothing to hope +for, and there are the children, four of 'em unable to earn their +bread. Harry must make shift to do something, but there are three +little ones. Oh, good Lord, don't ever let me hear the children cry +for bread!" +</P> + +<P> +As Grannie whispered these words out into the darkness, she laid her +left hand tenderly on the flaxen head of her youngest grandchild. Her +hand stroked down the smooth, round head; the child stirred in her +dreams, murmured "Grannie," and turned over on her other side. She was +very well, and very happy—as plump as a little button—a bonny, +bright-eyed creature. Grannie used to adore her stout legs. +</P> + +<P> +"Kitty have always been so well fed," she used to say; "that's the +secret—there's nothink like it—nothink." +</P> + +<P> +And she had held the fat baby, and by and by the fat little girl, up +admiringly for less fortunate neighbors to criticise. +</P> + +<P> +Now the fiat had fallen; the bread-winner could no longer earn the +family meal, and Kitty and the others would have to do without their +bread and butter. +</P> + +<P> +"It is true, and it must be faced," thought the old woman. "The p'int +to be considered now is, how is it to be faced? Wot's the best way?" +</P> + +<P> +Grannie thought matters over very carefully. Before the morning she +had marked out a line of action for herself. Christmas Day should come +and go before any of the dark shadow which filled her own breast should +descend upon the younger members of the household. David and Alison +knew about it, or at least they partly knew, although it was impossible +for them to quite realize the extent of the disaster. It was arranged, +too, that Harry was to leave school, so he also must partly guess that +something was up; but the little ones had never known sorrow yet, and +Grannie resolved that they should have a perfect Christmas Day. +Afterward, if Alison would only consent to marry Jim, half the family +would be provided for. For Grannie, although she was proud, had no +false pride, and she felt that a man who was earning such magnificent +wages as two pounds a week might undertake the care, at any rate for a +time, of two little children. But even granted that Alison and the two +youngest were off her hands, there were still David, Harry, and Annie +to provide for. Grannie could not see her way plain with regard to +these three members of the family. She resolved to ask the advice of +an old clergyman of the name of Williams, who had often before given +her valuable counsel. Mr. Williams was most kind; he was full of +resources; he took a great interest in the poor; he had known Grannie +for close on twenty years; he might be able to help her in this +critical moment of her fate, Having made up her mind so far, the little +woman fell asleep. +</P> + +<P> +When she heard at an early hour the following morning that Alison was +still fully resolved to seek for a new situation, she suggested that +she should call at the shop in Regent Street, see the manager, and +explain to him as best she could that it was out of Grannie's power to +do any more needlework. +</P> + +<P> +"You had best go," said Grannie, looking up at the girl with her bright +blue eyes, and a determined expression steeling her sweet old mouth +almost to sternness. "Jest see the manager, Mr. Squire, and tell him +the simple truth. Take him back this underclothing; it is finished +beautiful all but the feather-stitching. I know he'll be put out, but +I suppose he'll give me half pay—o' course, I don't expec' more. Ef +that cambric had been properly feather-stitched there was thirty +shillings to be got on it; but I'll be glad of fifteen, and you can let +Mr. Squire know. I am pleased that Dave knows the stitch, for he can +teach it to his wife when he gets one. He have promised, dear lad; +there's a fortin' in it yet, for a member of the fam'ly wot <I>hasn't</I> +learned handwriting. It's them schools wot are at the bottom of all +this trouble, Alison. Talk of edication! My mother, wot was a Simpson +by birth, could only put a cross agin her name, but Lor', wot a fine +woman she was with sprigs!—we called the beginning of the +feather-stitching sprigs in them days. It was she invented sprigs, and +she had no writers' cramp, nor a chance o' it, bless her! Now then, +dearie, run off, and bring me back the fifteen shillings. We'll try to +keep up 'eart till after Christmas Day." +</P> + +<P> +Alison was very silent and depressed, but she promised to do exactly as +her grandmother wished in the matter of the feather-stitching; and with +the cambric made up into a neat parcel she soon left the little flat. +</P> + +<P> +Grannie sighed deeply when she saw her go. The little woman felt that +she had burned her boats; there was no going back on anything now. She +had severed with her own hands her best connection, and nothing could +ever be the same again. A sort of agony came over her as she heard +Alison running downstairs, a fierce desire to call her back, to beg of +her not to go to Mr. Squire at all that day; but one glance at the +swollen, useless hand made her change her mind. She sat down limp on +the nearest chair, and one or two slow tears trickled out of her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +By dinner time Alison was back; she was full of her own concerns, and +considered Grannie and the feather-stitching, for the time being, quite +a secondary matter. +</P> + +<P> +"The shop is a very good one," she said, "and they want a girl. If I +can bring a good character, I am very likely to get the situation. It +is twelve shillings a week, four—four shillings more than Shaw used to +give me. If only I can get Shaw to give me a character I'll be all +right, and on twelve shillings a week we can keep up the house somehow; +can't we, Grannie?" +</P> + +<P> +Grannie pursed up her lips, but did not speak. +</P> + +<P> +She knew far better than Alison that these small wages, although an +immense help, could not possibly do the work which her +feather-stitching money had accomplished. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, dearie," she said, after a pause, "I am glad that things are so +far good; but have you quite made up your mind not to marry poor Jim, +then, Alison?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, no, not quite," she replied, coloring; "but the fact is, I want +two strings to my bow. By the way, I did not tell you that the Clays +have invited me to a party there to-morrow night?" +</P> + +<P> +"The Clays!" exclaimed Grannie. "Sakes! you aint goin' to them?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, but I am. I have promised." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't think the Clays are the sort of people that a girl of your +breed ought to know, Alison. Poor as we are, we hold up our heads, and +why shouldn't we, being——" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Grannie, here is your fifteen shillings," interrupted Alison. "I +saw Mr. Squire, and he said he was sorry, but he really could not offer +more, as the feather-stitching was not done." +</P> + +<P> +"He were put out, weren't he?" said Grannie, her little face puckered +up in her intense anxiety to know how Mr. Squire bore the calamity. +</P> + +<P> +"After a fashion, yes," said Alison; "but he said the new embroidery +which is coming in so much would do quite as well, and he knew a woman +who would do the things in a hurry. He said: 'Give my compliments to +Mrs. Reed, and say I am sorry to lose her nice work,' and he paid me my +money and bowed me out of the shop." +</P> + +<P> +"It is all over, Grannie," continued the girl, cruel in her severity, +and not knowing she was stabbing the old woman's heart at every word. +"You place wonderful store by that feather-stitching, but the new +embroidery will do quite as well for all the fine ladies, and other +women will get the money." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, yes," said Grannie, "yes, it is the will o' the Lord. Somehow, +that seems to steady me up—to bear it like." +</P> + +<P> +She went out of the room tottering a little, but came back quite +cheerful when the children returned home for the midday meal. +</P> + +<P> +After dinner Alison went to see Mr. Shaw. She did not like this job at +all, but she knew she had no chance of getting another place unless she +could induce Shaw to give her a character. She planned how best to go +to the shop without being observed by the rest of the shop people. She +was too handsome a girl not to have created a great deal of attention +during her stay at Shaw's, and now, with this story about the theft +hanging over her head, she would be more interesting and more worthy of +criticism than ever. She dreaded beyond words being seen at Shaw's, +more particularly by Louisa Clay and Jim Hardy. She crept in by a side +entrance, and as the shop was very full at this hour (Christmas being +so close at hand, the crowd this afternoon was denser than ever), she +managed to escape attention. She could see without being noticed. She +observed Louisa flaunting about the shop, looking very handsome, and on +every possible occasion appealing to Jim for advice or help. Jim was +the walker to-day, and Louisa was always calling him to her on one +pretext or another. It seemed to Alison's jealous eyes that the young +man did not dislike her too-evident attentions. He always replied to +her with courtesy, and, according to Alison, stood by her side longer +than was necessary. +</P> + +<P> +"I must get that situation in Oxford Street," muttered the girl to +herself. "I shall feel fit to kill those two if ever they are wed, and +the further I am off the better." +</P> + +<P> +Her angry and excited feelings gave her courage, and she was able to +ask a comparative stranger—a girl who scarcely knew her—if she could +see Mr. Shaw. +</P> + +<P> +"I am afraid you cannot to-day," was the reply. "The manager is too +busy, but if you like to call again——" +</P> + +<P> +"No, no, I see him there. I'll ask him myself," was the reply. +</P> + +<P> +"Lor', what cheek!" muttered the new shop-girl; but Alison was too far +away to hear her. +</P> + +<P> +She had approached Mr. Shaw as he was wishing one of his customers "A +Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year." He turned round with a smile on +his lips. Things were doing remarkably well, and he could afford to be +cheerful. Suddenly his rather staring, bloodshot eyes encountered the +full gaze of Alison's clear blue ones. +</P> + +<P> +"Eh, Miss Reed?" he said, stepping back in astonishment. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, sir; can I speak to you?" said Alison. +</P> + +<P> +"Certainly, my dear, certainly; come this way. She has found out who +the thief is, and will come back once more," muttered the manager to +himself. "She's the best and most attractive shopwoman I ever had; she +shall come back immediately after Christmas." +</P> + +<P> +He hurried Alison through the shop into his own little counting-house. +He shut the door then, and asked her to seat herself. +</P> + +<P> +"How are you?" he said, fixing his eyes with a sort of coarse +admiration on her face. "You have got at the truth of this miserable +matter, have you not? Now, I wonder who the thief is, eh? Well, all I +can say is this: I am right glad that you know. We miss you, Miss +Reed, in the shop. Your services have been of great value to us. I +shall have the person who took that money prosecuted; there's not the +least doubt about that. Your character will be abundantly cleared, and +you can resume your post here immediately after the Christmas holidays." +</P> + +<P> +"I thought," said Alison, "that you had got someone else to fill my +place." +</P> + +<P> +"So I have, so I have—that Jenkins girl—the daughter of poor Tom +Jenkins, who died in the autumn; but, bless you, she's no good; she +don't even know the meaning of drawing on a customer! You see, Miss +Reed, I don't mean to flatter you, but you have got the tact, and just +when the sales are beginning you will be invaluable. I can offer you a +percentage on all the remnants you dispose of. Come, now, that's a +bargain; you'll be right welcome back. You have got tact, and if I may +be allowed to say so—<I>looks</I>." +</P> + +<P> +Here the manager gave Alison another broad stare. +</P> + +<P> +"By the way, who is the thief?" he continued. +</P> + +<P> +"You quite misunderstand me, sir," said Alison. "I have not found the +thief—I have not the faintest idea who stole that money; I only know +that I did not, and that nothing will induce me to set foot again in +this shop as one of the staff until I am cleared." +</P> + +<P> +"Then, my good girl, may I ask what in the world you are wasting my +time for?" +</P> + +<P> +He approached the door of his tiny counting-house, and half opened it +as he spoke. +</P> + +<P> +"One minute, sir, please. Although I cannot of course come here, I +naturally want to get another situation." +</P> + +<P> +"I dare say; but that is not my affair." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, yes, please, sir, it is! I have just heard of a very good post in +Oxford Street. I saw the manager this morning, and he said that he +would give me the situation if you could recommend me. Will you, sir; +will you give me a character, Mr. Shaw?" +</P> + +<P> +"You have cheek," said Shaw, in a deliberate voice. "Do you suppose I +am going to recommend a thief?" +</P> + +<P> +"But, oh, sir, oh, Mr. Shaw, you know I am not that!" +</P> + +<P> +"I don't know anything of the kind; I only know that you are a brazen, +unreasonable hussy. You know perfectly well that when you left here +you forfeited your character. Yes, your attitude, let me tell you, +Miss Reed, cuts both ways. If you don't choose to come here until you +are cleared, I don't give you a character until you are cleared. Come, +now, that's a fair bargain, is it not?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, sir, it is so hard of you!" said Alison. "Sir, if you would but +be merciful!" +</P> + +<P> +"That's my last word," said Shaw. "I must go back to attend to my +customers." +</P> + +<P> +He left the counting-house abruptly, and Alison did not take long in +following his example. +</P> + +<P> +"It is no good, Grannie," she said, when she entered her little home +half an hour afterward. "Shaw is as hard as a millstone. He won't +give me a character until I am cleared; and, as I never shall be +cleared, why, I'll never get a character, and I cannot get a situation. +What is to become of me, Grannie; oh, Grannie, what is to become of me?" +</P> + +<P> +At these words Alison gave way to the most terrible, overpowering +grief. She did not know how to comfort Grannie, but Grannie knew how +to comfort her. She patted her as if she were a baby; she stroked her +soft hair, and kissed her hot cheeks, and laid her head on her own +little shoulder, and made tea, although the supply in the caddy was +getting very low, and then talked to her as she knew how, and with +wonderful cunning and power of Jim, Jim, Jim. +</P> + +<P> +As Alison loved Jim this subject could not but be of interest to her. +</P> + +<P> +"There's no other way out of it," said Grannie finally. "He is yer +sweetheart, faithful and true—he don't suspect you; he never will +suspect you. You whisper 'yes' to him on Christmas night, dearie, and +don't wait for next Tuesday. It's the right thing to do, it's the only +right thing to do." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap09"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER IX. +</H3> + +<P> +On Christmas Eve, Grannie went out and stayed away for about an hour. +She looked mysterious when she came back. She wore her zebra-pattern +shawl, which was quite bulged out with parcels. These she conveyed +quickly into her bedroom, notwithstanding the devouring eyes which the +children cast upon them. +</P> + +<P> +"Out of that," she said, pushing them all aside; "none of your +curiosity, or you'll get nothing. What right have you to suppose as +I'm agoin' to waste my money a-giving presents to little brats like +you? Now, out of the way, out of the way. For goodness' sake Polly, +set down and finish stoning 'em raisins. Annie, is that a currant I +see in yer mouth, you bad, greedy girl? I'll whack you, as sure as my +name's Grannie." +</P> + +<P> +Then Grannie disappeared into her room and locked the door amid the +screams of excitement and laughter of the happy children. "I am an old +fool to do it," she said to herself, trembling a good deal, for somehow +she had been feeling very weak the last few days; the constant pain and +anxiety had told upon her. "I am an old fool to spend seven and +sixpence on nothing at all but gimcracks to put into the Christmas +stockings; but there, I must see 'em happy once again—I must—I will. +Afterwards there'll be a dark time, I know; but on Christmas Day it +shall be all light—all light, and cheerfulness, and trust, for the +sake of the dear Lord wot was born a babe in Bethlehem." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie very carefully deposited her parcels in the old-fashioned +bureau which stood in the corner of the tiny bedroom. She locked it up +and put the key in her pocket, and returned to the little sitting room. +</P> + +<P> +Alison was busy trimming her party dress. She had a party dress, and +quite a stylish one. It was made of pink nun's-veiling, which she had +got very cheap as a bargain at Shaw's when the summer sale was over. +The dress was made simply, quite high to the throat, with long sleeves, +but the plain skirt and rather severe-looking bodice, with its frill of +lace round the throat and wrists, gave Alison that curiously refined, +ladylike appearance which was so rare in her station of life. She had +a sort of natural instinct which kept her from overdressing, and she +always looked the picture of neatness. She was furbishing up the lace +on the dress now, and Polly was seated by the little table stoning the +raisins for the Christmas pudding, and gazing with admiration at her +sister all the while. The Christmas bustle and sense of festivity +which Grannie had insisted on bringing into the air, infected everyone. +Even Alison felt rather cheerful; as she trimmed up the old dress she +kept singing a merry tune. If it was her bounden duty to marry Jim—to +return the great love he bore her—to be his faithful and true +wife—then all the calamity of the last few days would be past. Good +luck would once more shine upon her. Once again she would be the +happiest of the happy. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, yes, I love him!" she murmured to herself. "I love him better +every day, every hour, every minute; he is all the world to me. I +think of him all day long, and dream of him all through the night. I +could be good for him. If he is strong enough and great enough to get +over the fact of my being accused of theft, why, I'll take him; yes, +I'll take him. It will make Grannie happy too. Poor old Grannie! she +don't look too well the last day or two. It is wonderful, but I think +she is fretting sore about that feather-stitching. Poor dear! she +thinks more of that feather-stitching than of most anything else in the +world; but, Lor' bless her, they'll soon be putting something else in +its place in the West End shops. The feather-stitching will be +old-fashioned beside the embroidery. Poor old Grannie, it is hard on +her!" +</P> + +<P> +By this time the tea hour had arrived. Alison took her dress into her +little bedroom, laid it on the bed, and came back to help to get ready +the family meal. David and Harry both came noisily upstairs to partake +of it. They were going out immediately afterward to the boys' club, +and told Grannie that they would not be back to supper. +</P> + +<P> +"There are going to be real high jinks at the club to-night," said +Harry; "a magic lantern and a conjurer, and afterward we are to play +leapfrog and billiards, and end up with a boxing match. That swell, +Mr. Rolfe, is the right sort. Anyone would think that he had known +boys from this part of the world all his days." +</P> + +<P> +"Boys is boys all the world over," said Grannie; "be they rich or poor, +high or low, they are just the same—mischeevous, restless young +wagabones. Now then, Harry, for goodness gracious, don't spill your +tea on the cloth. My word! wot a worry you all are." +</P> + +<P> +"You know you don't think so, Grannie," said the audacious boy. His +black eyes laughed into her blue ones; she gave him a smile into which +she threw her whole brave heart. He remembered that smile in the dark +days which were to follow. +</P> + +<P> +Tea was over, and presently Alison went into her room to dress. She +did not intend putting in an appearance at the Clays' before nine +o'clock, and she told Grannie not to sit up for her. Of course Jim +would see her home. It occurred to her, and her heart beat faster at +the thought, that she might be able to give Jim his final answer on her +way home; if so, what a glorious Christmas present would be hers. +Accordingly, as she dressed her hair she sang a cheerful little song +under her breath. Grannie heard her in the kitchen, paused with her +finger on her lip, and enjoined silence for a moment, and then smiled +in a very heart-whole manner. +</P> + +<P> +"To be sure," she murmured to herself "the will of the Lord seems full +o' mercy to-night. Wot do it matter about an old body like me, ef +things go right for the children? Oh, good Lord, I commit these +children to thy care; do for 'em wot is right, and don't trouble about +an old body. I don't count; I know my place is safe enough for me in +the Kingdom. I need not fret about wot is left for this world." +</P> + +<P> +When Alison came out of her room, looking beautiful, and fifty times +too good for the company she was to be with, Grannie gave her a kiss, +which was so full of gladness and meaning as to be almost solemn. +</P> + +<P> +"And Jim will see you home," said the old lady. "Oh, yes, yes!" +</P> + +<P> +"To be sure; but don't sit up, Grannie," said Alison. +</P> + +<P> +"I won't ef you don't wish it, love. You'll find the key under the +mat; now go off, and a Christmas blessin' with you." +</P> + +<P> +Alison departed, and soon afterward the younger children were hustled +off to bed. They were very much excited, and did not at all wish to +retire at this comparatively early hour, but Grannie was peremptory. +She had plenty of work to do after the rogues were asleep, she +murmured. So off to bed they went, with a couple of raisins each by +way of comfort; and when she thought they were snoring she slipped +softly into her room to fetch the brown paper parcels, and the long +woolen stockings which year after year had done duty for the Santa +Claus gifts. If she suspected it, she took good care not to look; +nevertheless, the fact remains that the three little snorers did open +their eyes for a brief moment, and did see the parcels going out, and +the stockings following them, and then turned round to hug each other +in an ecstacy of bliss. On this occasion Alison's companion slept with +her two sisters, and they kept up a little chatter, like birds in a +nest, for quite five minutes after Grannie had left them. She heard +them, of course,—for every sound could be heard in the little +flat,—but she took no notice. +</P> + +<P> +"Bless 'em, how happy they are!" she said to herself. "Bless the Lord, +oh, my soul. I do declare there's a sight o' good to be got out of +life, writers' cramp or not. Now, then, to open these parcels." +</P> + +<P> +The parcels when opened produced a wonderful array of cheap workboxes, +needle-cases, pin-trays, ornamental pens, boxes full of bon-bons, penny +whistles, twopenny flutes, a Jew's-harp or two; in short, a medley of +every kind of heterogeneous presents which could be produced with the +modest sum of from a penny to twopence halfpenny. Grannie fully +believed in numbers. She knew from past experience that the children +would rather have half a dozen small things than one big thing. The +worsted stockings, too, which had been knit in a bygone age, by the +celebrated Mrs. Simpson, the inventor of the sprig, were deep and long. +They took a great deal of filling, and Grannie knew what keen +disappointment would be the result if each stocking was not chock-full. +She collected her wares, sorted them into six parcels, laid the six +stockings on the table by the side of the gifts, and then began to +select the most appropriate gifts for each. Yes; Alison should have +the little basket which contained the pretty thimble, the little plush +pin-cushion glued on at one corner, and two reels of cotton kept in +their place by a neat little band, and the needle-book at the opposite +side. +</P> + +<P> +"This is the werry nattiest thing I have seen for many a day," murmured +Grannie, "and only tuppence three farthings. I'll take the price off, +of course. Now, suppose Ally comes back an engaged girl, could she +have anything prettier than this little basket? It shall go in the top +of the stocking, jest where it can peep out and look at her the first +thing in the morning." +</P> + +<P> +The stockings were filled at last; the toes and heels dexterously +stuffed out with apples and oranges; the gifts following next—each +separate gift wrapped in paper, and tied neatly with string. +</P> + +<P> +"Quite half the fun is in the untying of the string," thought Mrs. +Reed. "Oh, how the little 'earts will go pitter-patter! Don't I know +it myself? Why, when I were nothing more than a five-year-old Phipps, +I remember as well as possible taking my presents out of this werry +stocking, and trembling all over when I couldn't untie the knot of the +parcel which held that cock made of sugar, wot I kept on the +chimney-piece for many and many a day afterward; for though mother give +it to me, she wouldn't let me eat it." +</P> + +<P> +The six stockings were filled, and each stocking hung at the foot of +its future owner's bed. The children were sound asleep now, and the +boys at the club, and the girl at her party forgot all about such a +trivial thing as poor old Santa Claus and his stocking, but Grannie was +very thankful that the stockings should hang at the foot of the beds +for the last time. When all was done and the kitchen made as neat as a +new pin she fell on her knees and uttered a short prayer—a prayer +which was more praise than prayer. She then got into bed, and quickly +fell asleep; for she was very tired, and, wonderful to say, her hand +and arm did not ache as much as usual. +</P> + +<P> +Not far away was Tragedy coming to meet her with quick strides, but the +little woman was under the shadow of God's wing to-night, and had +neither fear nor trouble. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap10"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER X. +</H3> + +<P> +When Alison arrived at the Clays' the fun was in full swing. The house +was crowded—not only the long sitting room, but the little hall, and a +good way up the stairs. A stage had been erected at one end of the +sitting room; on this stage now the actors were disporting themselves. +As Alison had not arrived in time for supper, no one took any notice of +her when she appeared. She found that it was quite impossible to hope +to get a corner, either to sit or stand, in the room where the acting +was going on. She had, therefore, to content herself with leaning up +against the wall in the passage, and now and then bending forward so as +to see the one person about whom she was the least interested—Jim +himself. +</P> + +<P> +The play was a very poor affair, and consisted of several short scenes +acted in the style of charades, with impromptu conversations, which +mostly consisted of coarse jests and innuendoes; but the loud laughter +of the spectators assured Alison that this style of thing was quite up +to their level. She felt rather sickened at Jim's taking part in +anything so commonplace; but her love for him, which grew daily, gave +her a certain sense of rest and happiness at even being in his +vicinity. He did not know she was there, but that mattered little or +nothing. When the play was over he would come out and see her, and +then everything would be smooth and delightful. She forgot to be +jealous of Louisa; she even forgot the fact that a few short weeks ago +she had been publicly accused of theft; she only knew that she wore her +best frock; she was only conscious that she looked her best and +brightest, that when Jim's eyes did rest upon her he could not but +acknowledge her charm; she was only well aware that it was Christmas +Eve, and that all the world was rejoicing. She stood, therefore, in +the crowded hall with a smiling face, her hands lightly, clasped in +front of her, her thoughts full of peace, and yet stimulated to a +certain excited joy. +</P> + +<P> +Between the acts people began to go in and out of the large sitting +room, and on these occasions Alison was jostled about a good bit. She +was quite pushed up against the stairs, and had some difficulty in +keeping her balance. She saw a man stare at her with a very coarse +sort of admiration. She did not know the man, and she shrank from his +gaze; but the next moment she saw him speaking to a girl who she knew +belonged to Shaw's establishment. The girl's reply came distinctly to +her ears. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I suppose she is pretty enough," she said. "We always spoke of +her as genteel at Shaw's. Oh, you want to know her name, Mr. Manners? +Her name is Alison Reed. She left Shaw's because she stole a +five-pound note. It was awfully good of him not to prosecute her." +</P> + +<P> +"That girl a thief!" said the man who was addressed as Manners. "I +don't believe it." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, but she is! She was in such a fright that she left the shop the +very day she was accused. That shows guilt—don't it, now?" +</P> + +<P> +Alison could not hear Manners' reply, but after a time, the sharp voice +of the girl again reached her ears. +</P> + +<P> +"They do say as Jim Hardy, our foreman, was sweet on her, but of course +he has given her up now; he is all agog for Louisa Clay, the girl he is +acting with to-night. They say they are sweethearts, and they'll be +married early in the year. It is a very good match for him, for Louisa +has lots of money and——" +</P> + +<P> +The speakers moved on, and Alison could not catch another word. She +had gained a comfortable position for herself now, and was leaning +firmly against the wall. The words which had reached her she fully and +completely realized. She was accustomed to being considered a thief; +she always would be considered a thief until that five-pound note was +found. It was very painful, it was bitter to be singled out in that +way, to have attention drawn to her as such a character; but the words +which related to Jim she absolutely laughed at. Was not Jim her own +faithful lover? Would he not see her home to-night, believing in her +fully and entirely? Oh, yes. Whatever the world at large thought of +her, she was good enough for Jim. Yes, yes. She would promise to be +his to-night, she would not wait until next Tuesday. What was the good +of pushing happiness away when it came so close? A cup full of such +luck was not offered to every girl. She would drink it up; she would +enjoy it to the full. Then envious and malicious tongues would have to +be quiet, for she would prove by her engagement that Jim, at least, +believed in her. She drew up her head proudly as this thought came to +her. +</P> + +<P> +The next act in the noisy little play was just beginning, and those who +cared for seats in the room were pushing forward; the crowd in the +passage was therefore less oppressive. Alison moved forward a step or +two, and stood in such a position that she was partly sheltered by a +curtain. She had scarcely done so before, to her great astonishment, +Hardy and Louisa came out. They stood together for a moment or two in +the comparatively deserted passage. Other characters occupied the +stage for the time being, and Louisa was glad to get into the +comparatively fresh air to cool herself. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, aint it hot?" she said. "Fan me," she added, offering Jim a huge +fan gaudily painted in many colors. +</P> + +<P> +She unfurled it as she spoke, and put it into his hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Make a breeze o' some sort," she said; "do, or I'll faint!" +</P> + +<P> +Jim looked pleased and excited. He was fantastically dressed in the +stage costume in which he had shortly to appear. Alison, partly +sheltered by the curtain, could see well without being seen herself. +</P> + +<P> +"The play is going splendid, Jim," said Louisa. "I'm ever so pleased." +</P> + +<P> +"I am glad of that," replied Jim. +</P> + +<P> +"I thought you would be. Well, I do feel a happy girl to-night." +</P> + +<P> +"And when is it to be?" said Jim, bending down and looking earnestly +into her face. +</P> + +<P> +She flushed when he spoke to her, and immediately lowered her eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"I aint made up my mind quite yet," she said. +</P> + +<P> +"But you will?" he replied, in a voice full of solicitude. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't know. Would it please you if I did?" +</P> + +<P> +"I needn't say that it would," was the reply. "I think it would make +me real happy." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, ef I thought that——" +</P> + +<P> +Louisa took her fan out of Jim Hardy's hand and began to toy with it in +a somewhat affected manner. Then her expression changed to one of +absolute passion. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't think there is anything in heaven above, or the earth beneath, +I wouldn't do, Jim Hardy, even to please you for half an hour; to +please you is the light of life to me. So, if you wish it, let it +be—there! I can't say any more, can I?" +</P> + +<P> +"You can't; you have said enough," he replied gravely. "There is our +call," he added; "we must go back. Are you cooler now?" +</P> + +<P> +"Much cooler, thanks to you." +</P> + +<P> +The call came a second time. Louisa hurried forward; Jim followed her. +Neither of them noticed the listening girl behind the curtain. The +next moment loud cheers filled the room as Hardy and Louisa took their +places side by side in the front of the stage. +</P> + +<P> +Alison waited until the great uproar had subsided, then she slipped +into the dressing room where she had gone on her arrival, put on her +hat and jacket steadily and calmly, and went home. She had no +intention now of waiting for Jim. She never meant to wait for Jim any +more. He was false as no man had ever been false before. She would +forget him, she would drive him out of her life. He had dared to come +and talk of marriage to her when he really loved another girl; he had +dared to give her words of tenderness when his heart was with Louisa +Clay. +</P> + +<P> +"It is all over," whispered Alison quite quietly under her breath. +</P> + +<P> +She wondered, in a dull sort of fashion, why she felt so quiet; why she +did not suffer a great deal more; why the sense of disappointment and +cruel desertion did not break her heart. She was sure that by and by +her heart would awaken, and pain—terrible, intense pain would be her +portion; but just now she felt quiet and stunned. She was glad of +this. It was Christmas Eve, but Jim was not walking home with her. +The Christmas present she had hoped for was not to be hers. Well, +never mind, to-morrow would be Christmas Day. Jim was invited to +dinner, to that good dinner which Grannie had no right to buy, but +which Grannie had bought to give the children one last happy day. +Alison herself had made the cake and had frosted it, and Alison herself +had stirred the pudding, and had thought of Jim's face as it would look +when he sat with the children round the family board. He would never +sit there now; she must never see him again. She would write to him +the moment she got in, and then, having put him out of her life once +and for ever, she would help Grannie to keep the Merry Christmas. +</P> + +<P> +She walked up the weary number of steps to the flat on the fifth floor. +She found the key under the mat, and then went in. Grannie had left +everything ready for her. Grannie had thought of a betrothed maiden +who would enter the little house with the air of a queen who had come +suddenly into her kingdom. Grannie, who was sound asleep at this +moment, had no idea that Despair itself was coming home in the last +hours just before the blessed Christmas broke. Alison opened the door +very softly, and, going into the kitchen, took down her writing +portfolio from a little shelf where she generally kept it, and wrote a +short letter to Jim. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"Dear Jim: I have made up my mind, and in this letter you will get your +final answer. I will not marry anybody until I am cleared of this +trouble about the five-pound note; and whether I am cleared or not, I +shall never marry you, <I>for I don't love you</I>. I found out to-night it +was all a mistake, and what I thought was love was not. I don't love +you, Jim, and I never wish to see you again. Please don't come to +dinner to-morrow, and please don't ever try to see me. This is final. +I don't love you; that is your answer. +<BR><BR> +"ALISON REED." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Having signed the letter in a very firm hand, Alison put it into an +envelope, addressed and stamped it. She then went out and dropped it +into a pillar-box near by. Jim would get it on Christmas morning. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap11"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XI. +</H3> + +<P> +Christmas Day went by. It was quiet enough, although the children +shouted with glee over their stockings and ate their dinner heartily. +There was a depressed feeling under all the mirth, although Alison wore +her very best dress and laughed and sang, and in the evening played +blindman's buff with the children. There was a shadow over the home, +although Grannie talked quietly in the corner of the Blessed Prince of +Peace, and of the true reason for Christmas joy. Jim's place was +empty, but no one remarked it. The children were too happy to miss +him, and the elder members of the party were too wise to say what they +really felt. +</P> + +<P> +Boxing Day was almost harder to bear than Christmas Day. Alison stayed +quietly in the house all the morning, but toward the afternoon she grew +restless. +</P> + +<P> +"Dave," she said, "will you and Harry come for a walk with me?" +</P> + +<P> +"To be sure," answered both the boys, brightening up. The little girls +clamored to accompany them. +</P> + +<P> +"No, no," said Grannie, "you'll stay with me. I have a job on hand, +and I want you to help me. It is tearing up old letters, and putting +lots of things in order. And maybe I'll give you a chocolate each when +it is done." +</P> + +<P> +The promise of the chocolates was comforting, and the little ones +stayed at home not ill pleased. Alison went out with her two brothers. +She held herself very erect, and there was a proud look on her face. +She had never looked handsomer nor more a lady. David felt very proud +of her. He did not understand her just now, it is true, but he was +pleased when people turned round to look at her; and when admiring +glances came in her way, he walked close to her with an air of +protection, and was glad that his sister was better looking than other +fellows'. They all turned their steps in the direction of Victoria +Park. They had just got there when quick footsteps overtook them, and +Jim Hardy came up. +</P> + +<P> +"Hullo," he said, when he approached the little party. "Stop, can't +you? I have been running after you all this time." +</P> + +<P> +David and Harry both stopped, but Alison walked on. +</P> + +<P> +"That's all right," said Jim, nodding to the boys. "You stay back a +bit, won't you, like good fellows? I want to have a talk with your +sister." +</P> + +<P> +Harry felt inclined to demur, for he was fond of Jim, and his own +pleasure always was first with him; but David understood, and gripped +his brother's arm fiercely, holding him back. +</P> + +<P> +"Keep back," he said, in a whisper; "can't you see for yourself that +there's trouble there?" +</P> + +<P> +"Trouble where?" said Harry, opening his eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"You are a muff. Can't you see that something has put Alison out?" +</P> + +<P> +"I can see that she is very disagreeable," said Harry. "I suppose she +is in love, that's what it means. She is in love with Jim Hardy. But +he is going to marry Louisa Clay; everybody says so." +</P> + +<P> +"Shut up," said David. "You are a silly. Hardy thinks no more of +Louisa than he does of you." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, let us make for the pond and leave them alone," said Harry. "I +do believe the ice will bear in a day or two." +</P> + +<P> +The boys rushed off to the right, and Alison and Jim walked down the +broad center path. Alison's heart was beating wildly. The love which +she was trying to slay rose up like a giant in her heart. +</P> + +<P> +"But I won't show it," thought the proud girl to herself. "He shall +never, never think that I fret because he has thrown me over for +another. If, loving me, he could care for Louisa, he is not my sort. +No, I won't fret, no, I won't; I'll show him that I don't care." +</P> + +<P> +"I'm glad I met you," said Jim. Jim was a very proud fellow, too, in +his own way. Alison's queer letter had pierced him to the quick. Not +having the faintest clew to her reason for writing it, he was feeling +justly very angry. +</P> + +<P> +"I didn't come in yesterday," he continued, "when you made it so plain +that you didn't want me; but, all the same, I felt that we must talk +this matter out." +</P> + +<P> +"There's nothing to talk out," said Alison. "You knew my mind when you +got that letter, and that's about all I've got to say." +</P> + +<P> +"That letter was a lie from first to last," said Jim boldly. +</P> + +<P> +Alison turned and looked full at him. Her face was white. Her big +blue eyes blazed and looked dark. +</P> + +<P> +"The letter was true," she said. "Girls can't help being contrary now +and then. I don't want to see you again, I don't want to have anything +to do with you. I made a mistake when I said I loved you. I found out +just in time that I didn't. It was a right good thing I found it out +before we was wed, instead of afterwards; I did, and we are safe, and +you can give yourself, heart and soul, with a clear conscience, to +another." +</P> + +<P> +"I can't make out what you are driving at," said Jim. "You know +perfectly well, Alison, that I love no one in all the world but +yourself." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh! don't you?" said Alison. +</P> + +<P> +"Really, Ally, you will drive me mad if you go on talking in that +unreasonable way. Of course I don't care for anyone but you, and you +always gave me to understand that you returned my love. Come, darlin', +what is it? You must know that after all you have said to me in the +past, I can't believe that letter of yours; it is all against common +sense. People can't love and then unlove in that sort o' fashion. +Tell me the truth, Ally. Something made you angry; and you love me as +much as ever, don't you, darlin'? Come, let us make it up. There is +something at the bottom of this, and you ought to tell me. As to your +not loving me, that is all fudge, you know." +</P> + +<P> +Alison's heart, which had lain so dead in her breast, began suddenly to +stir and dance with a queer excitement. After all, had she made a +mistake? Was Jim really faithful to her after all? But, no; how could +she mistake? She had heard the words herself. Oh, yes, of course, Jim +was false; and for all he had such an honest voice, and the truest eyes +in all the world, Alison must turn her back on him, for she could not +doubt the hearing of her own ears and the seeing of her own eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"I am sorry," she said, in a cold voice, when Jim had paused and looked +eagerly for her answer. "I am sorry, but after all it is a pity that +we met to-day, for my letter really told you everything. I don't love +you. You wouldn't marry a girl what didn't love you; would you, Jim?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, no," said Jim; "no marriage could be happy, it would be a cruel +mistake, without love. It seems to me that marriage is a sin, an awful +sin, if there aint love to make it beautiful." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, then, it would be a sin for us to marry," said Alison. "You can +see that for yourself. You need have no scruples, Jim; you can do what +you wish." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, that is to marry you," said Jim. "Come, Ally, there is a +strange thing over you, my dearie, but show me your true self once +again. Come, darlin'. Why, you are going nigh to break my heart, the +way you are going on." +</P> + +<P> +For a moment Alison's belief in what she had herself seen was staggered +by Jim's words and the ring of pain in his voice, but only for a +moment. The thought of Louisa and the tender way he had looked at her, +and her bold words of passion, were too vivid to be long suppressed. +Alison's voice took a note of added scorn as she replied: +</P> + +<P> +"It's real shabby o' you to worry me when I have given you a straight +answer. I don't love you, not a bit, but there's another girl what +does. Go to her—go and be happy with her." +</P> + +<P> +"What do you mean?" said Jim, turning pale. +</P> + +<P> +Alison's eyes were fixed angrily on him. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, I see, I can move you at last," she Said. "You didn't think that +I could guess, but I can. Go to Louisa—she loves you well, and I +don't—I never did—it was all a big mistake. Girls like me often +fancy they love, and then when the thing comes near they see that they +don't; marriage is an awful thing without love—it is a sin. Go and +marry Louisa; she'll make you a good wife." +</P> + +<P> +"Alison," said Jim, "there can be only one explanation to the way you +are going on to-day." +</P> + +<P> +"And what is that?" she asked. +</P> + +<P> +"There must be someone you like better than me." +</P> + +<P> +"Of course there is," said Alison, with a shrill laugh. +</P> + +<P> +"I love Grannie better than him. I love Dave better," whispered the +excited girl wildly, under her breath. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course there is," she repeated. "There is nothing for opening the +eyes like seeing your true love at last." +</P> + +<P> +"Then you <I>have</I> explained matters, and I haven't a word to say," +answered Jim, in a haughty voice. +</P> + +<P> +He drew himself up,—his eyes looked straight into hers,—she shivered, +but did not flinch; the next moment he had turned on his heels and +walked away. +</P> + +<P> +He walked quickly, leaving the miserable, distracted girl alone. He +thought he understood at last; Alison had another lover. Who could he +be? Jim had certainly never heard of anybody else. Still, this was +the true explanation—she had admitted as much herself. +</P> + +<P> +"Go to Louisa Clay—she loves you well," the angry girl had said to him. +</P> + +<P> +Well, why should not he go to Louisa? Louisa was not his style, but +she was handsome, and she had a good bit of money, and he had guessed +long ago that she loved him. He did not want to hear of Alison's new +lover, and of Alison's engagement, and of Alison's marriage without +putting some shield between himself and the bitter words that would be +spoken, and the laugh that would be all against him. He was proud as +well as steadfast; he was daring as well as true. If Alison could give +him up as she had done, why should he not take the lesser good? It was +true that Louisa had admitted, or almost admitted, her engagement to +Sampson, which was really the wedding poor Jim had alluded to on +Christmas Eve; but Jim knew that matters were not settled in that +direction yet, and he was too angry just now not to feel a keen desire +to cut Sampson out. He went straight, therefore, to the Clays' house. +His heart was just in that sort of tempest of feeling when men so often +take a rash step and lay up misery for themselves for the whole of +their remaining days. +</P> + +<P> +Mr. and Mrs. Clay were out, but Louisa was at home; she had a cold, and +had not cared to venture out in the raw December air. Jim was shown +into a snug little parlor at the back of the shop. Louisa was +becomingly dressed, and looked remarkably handsome. She started with +pleasure when she saw Jim, colored up to her eyes, and then noticing +something which she had never noticed before in his glance, looked +down, trembling and overcome. At that moment her love made her +beautiful. Jim saw it trembling on her lips. The reaction between her +warmth and Alison's frozen manner was too much for him; he made a +stride forward, and the next moment had taken her in his arms; his +kisses rested on her lips. She gave a sigh of ineffable bliss. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Jim!" she said, "has it come to this? Am I to have my heart's +desire after all?" +</P> + +<P> +"If I am your heart's desire, you can have me, and welcome," answered +Jim. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Jim! I love you so much. I am the happiest gel in all the world. +Kiss me again, do. Oh, how I love you!" +</P> + +<P> +"My dear girl," said the young man. +</P> + +<P> +He did not say yet that he loved her back again, but his heart was +beating high. At that moment he was not proof against her beauty, +which in its own way was remarkable. +</P> + +<P> +"Then we're engaged," she said. "Oh, Jim, is it true that such +happiness is come to me? I feel sort o' frightened. I never, never +thought that such good could come to me." +</P> + +<P> +"We're engaged, that is if we can be straight and above-board," +answered Jim; "but first I must know what about Sampson. He has asked +you to be his wife, hasn't he?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, yes. Oh, don't trouble about him. Sit close to me, can't you, +and kiss me again." +</P> + +<P> +"I must know about Sampson first," said Jim. "Have you given him a +promise?" +</P> + +<P> +"Not yet, I don't love him a bit, you see; but when I thought you'd +never come forward, and that all your heart was given to Alison +Reed——" +</P> + +<P> +Jim shuddered and drew himself away from Louisa. +</P> + +<P> +"I thought," she continued, "that George Sampson would be better than +nobody, so I told him he might come for his answer to-night, and he'll +get it too. He always knew that I loved yer. Why, he even said so. +He said to me, not a week ago, 'You can't win him, Louisa, so don't +waste your breath on him, but come to an honest fellow what loves yer, +and who don't think nothing of any other gel.'" +</P> + +<P> +"But doesn't it seem hard on the honest fellow?" said Jim, with a smile. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, no, it don't! Do you think I'd look at him after what you have +said? Oh, I'm so happy! Sit by me, and tell me when you first thought +of throwing over Alison Reed for me?" +</P> + +<P> +"Listen," said Jim. "There is nothing now between Alison and me. I'll +try to make you a good mate; I will try to do everything to make you +happy, and to give you back love for love; but if you value our future +happiness, you must make me a promise now." +</P> + +<P> +"What's that?" she asked, looking up at him, frightened at the +solemnity in his tone. +</P> + +<P> +"You must never talk of Alison to me. Promise, do you hear?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, why not? You can't care for her a bit, or you wouldn't come to +me." +</P> + +<P> +"I like you most—I wouldn't ask you to marry me if I didn't; but I +won't talk of Alison. If you can't have me without bringing up her +name, say so at once, and everything shall be at an end between us. +Now you have got to choose. Alison's name is not to pass yer lips to +me. We are not to talk of her, do you understand? Do you promise?" +</P> + +<P> +"I promise anything—anything, if you will only kiss me again." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap12"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XII. +</H3> + +<P> +The next day it was all over the place that Jim Hardy and Louisa Clay +were engaged. Harry heard the news as he was coming home from doing a +message for Grannie; Grannie heard it when she went shopping; Alison +heard it from the boy who sold the milk—in short, this little bit of +tidings of paramount interest in Alison's small world was dinned into +her ears wherever she turned. Jim was engaged. His friends thought +that he had done very well for himself, and it was arranged that the +wedding was to take place just before Lent. Lent would fall early this +year, and Jim's engagement would not last much over six weeks. +</P> + +<P> +Notwithstanding all she had said the day before, Alison turned very +pale when the cruel news came to her. +</P> + +<P> +"What can it mean?" said Grannie, who followed the girl into her +bedroom. "I don't understand it—there must be an awful mistake +somewhere. You can't, surely, have thrown over a good fellow like +that, Alison?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, he threw me over," said Alison. +</P> + +<P> +"Child, I jest don't believe yer." +</P> + +<P> +"All right, Grannie; I'm afraid I can't help it whether you believe me +or not. Jim is dead to me now, and we won't talk of him any more. +Grannie dear, let us go into the kitchen; you and I have something else +to attend to. What is to come o' me? What am I to do for myself now +that I can't get a situation for want of a character, and now that I +have lost my young man?" +</P> + +<P> +Alison laughed in a bitter way as she said the last words. She looked +straight out of the window, and avoided meeting Grannie's clear blue +eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"I must get something to do," said Alison. "I am young, and strong, +and capable, and the fact of having a false charge laid to my door +can't mean surely that I am to starve. I must get work, Grannie; I +must learn to support myself and the children. Oh, and you, you dear +old lady; for you can't do much, now that your 'and is so bad." +</P> + +<P> +"It do get worse," said Grannie, in a solemn voice; "it pains and burns +awful now and then, and the thumb and forefinger are next to +useless—they aint got any power in 'em. 'Taint like my usual luck, +that it aint. I can't understand it anyhow. But there, child, for the +Lord's sake don't worry about an old body like me. Thank the Lord for +his goodness, I am at the slack time o' life, and I don't want no +thought and little or no care. I aint the p'int—it's you that's the +p'int, Ally—you and the chil'en." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, what is to be done, grandmother? It seems to me that we have +not a day to lose. We never could save much, there was too great a +drag on your earnings, and mine seemed swept up by rent and twenty +other things, and now neither you nor I have been earning anything for +weeks. We can't have much money left now, have we?" +</P> + +<P> +"We have got one pound ten," said Grannie. "I looked at the purse this +morning. One pound ten, and sevenpence ha'penny in coppers; that's +all. That wouldn't be a bad sum if there was anythink more coming in; +but seeing as ther' aint, it is uncommon likely to dwindle, look at it +from what p'int you may." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, then, we haven't an hour to lose," said Alison. +</P> + +<P> +"We haven't an hour to lose," repeated Grannie. She looked around the +little room; her voice was cheerful, but there was a dreary expression +in her eyes. Alison noticed it. She got up and kissed her. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't, child, don't; it aint good to move the feelin's when things is +a bit rough, as they are now. We have got to be firm, Alison, and we +have got to be brave, and there aint no manner o' use drawing on the +feelin's. Keep 'em under, say I, and stand straight to your guns. +It's a tough bit o' battle we're goin' through, but we must stand to +our guns, that's wot I say." +</P> + +<P> +"And I too," said the girl, stiffening herself under the words of +courage. "Well now, I know you are a very wise woman, Grannie; what's +to be done?" +</P> + +<P> +"I am going to see Mr. Williams, that old clergyman in Bayswater wot +was so good to me when my husband died. I am going to see him +to-morrow," said Grannie. "Arter I have had a good spell of talk with +him, I'll tell you more." +</P> + +<P> +"Do you think he could get me a situation?" +</P> + +<P> +"Maybe he could." +</P> + +<P> +"I wish you would go to him at once, Grannie. There really doesn't +seem to be a day to be lost." +</P> + +<P> +"What's the hour, child? I don't mind going to him now, but I thought +it might be a bit late." +</P> + +<P> +"Not at all; you'll see him when he comes home to dinner. Shall I go +with you? Somehow I pine for a change and a bit of the air." +</P> + +<P> +"No, darlin', I'd best see him by myself, and then there's the bus fare +to consider; but ef you'd walk with me as far as St. Paul's Churchyard, +I'd be much obleeged, and you can see me into the bus. I am werry +strong, thank the Lord; but somehow, when the crowd jostle and push, +they seem to take my nerve off—particular since this 'and got so bad." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie went into her little room to get ready for her expedition, and +Alison also pinned on her hat and buttoned on her pilot-cloth jacket. +Grannie put on her best clothes for this occasion. She came out +equipped for her interview in her neat black shawl and little quilted +bonnet. The excitement had brought a bright color to her cheeks and an +added light to her blue eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, Grannie, how pretty you look," said her granddaughter. "I +declare you are the very prettiest old lady I ever saw." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie was accustomed to being told that she was good-looking. She +drew herself up and perked her little face. +</P> + +<P> +"The Phippses were always remarked for their skins," she said; +"beautiful they was, although my poor mother used to say that wot's +skin-deep aint worth considering. Still, a good skin is from the Lord, +and he gave it to the Phippses with other good luck; no mistake on that +p'int." +</P> + +<P> +The next moment the two set out. It was certainly getting late in the +day, but Alison cheered Grannie on, repeating several times in a firm +and almost defiant manner that there was not an hour to be lost. They +got to St. Paul's Churchyard, and Alison helped Grannie to get into an +omnibus. The old woman got a seat near the door, and smiled and nodded +brightly to her granddaughter as the bus rolled away. Alison went back +very slowly to her home. She had a terrible depression over her, and +longed almost frantically for something to do. All her life she had +been a very active girl. No granddaughter of Mrs. Reed's was likely to +grow up idle, and Alison, almost from the time she could think, had +been accustomed to fully occupy each moment of her day. Now the long +day dragged, while despair clutched at her heart. What had she done? +What sin had she committed to be treated so cruelly? Grannie was +religious; she was accustomed to referring things to God. There was a +Rock on which her spirit dwelt which Alison knew nothing about. Now, +the thought of Grannie and her religion stirred the girl's heart in the +queerest way. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't do any good," she said to herself; "seems as if the Lord +didn't care for poor folks, or he wouldn't let all this sort of thing +come on me. It aint as if I weren't always respectable; it aint as if +I didn't always try to do what's right. Then there's so much bad luck +jist now come all of a heap: Grannie's bad hand, which means the loss +of our daily bread, and this false accusation of me, and then my losing +Jim. Oh, dear, that's the worst part, but I won't think of that now, I +won't. I feel that I could go mad if I thought much of that." +</P> + +<P> +When Alison returned to the flat in Sparrow Street it was in time to +get tea for the children. The little larder was becoming sadly bare; +the Christmas feast was almost all eaten up, and Alison could only +provide the children with very dry bread, and skim milk largely diluted +with water. +</P> + +<P> +"Grannie wouldn't treat us like that," said Kitty, who was extremely +fond of her meals. +</P> + +<P> +"You may be thankful if you even get dry bread soon," said Alison. +</P> + +<P> +The three little girls stared up at her with wondering, terrified eyes. +Her tone was very morose. They saw that she was unapproachable, and +looked down again. They ate their unpalatable meal quickly, and in +silence. Alison kept the kettle boiling on the fire against Grannie's +return. +</P> + +<P> +"You haven't taken any tea yourself," said Polly, who was Alison's +room-fellow, and the most affectionate of the three. +</P> + +<P> +"I aint hungry, dear; don't notice it," said the elder sister in a +somewhat gentler tone. "Now you may run, all of you, and have a play +in the court." +</P> + +<P> +"But it's quite dark, and Grannie doesn't like us to be out in the +dark." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't think she'll mind when I tell her that I gave you leave. I +have a splitting headache and must be alone for a bit. It is a dry +night, and the three of you keep close together, and then you'll come +to no harm. There, run off now, and don't bother me." +</P> + +<P> +Kitty stared hard at her sister; Polly's eyes flashed with pleasure at +the thought of a bit of unexpected fun; Annie was only too anxious to +be off. Soon Alison had the little kitchen to herself. She sat by the +fire, feeling very dull and heavy; her thoughts would keep circulating +round unpleasant subjects: the one pound ten and sevenpence halfpenny +which stood between the family and starvation; Jim and Louisa—Louisa's +face full of triumph, and her voice full of pride, and Jim's devotion +to her; Grannie's painful right hand, and the feather-stitching which +she, Alison, had never taken the trouble to learn. +</P> + +<P> +"The old lady was right," she said, half under her breath, half aloud. +"She's a deal wiser than me, and I might have done worse that follow +her advice. I wish I knew the stitch now; yes, I do. Oh! is that you, +Dave?" as her brother came in; "but we have done tea." +</P> + +<P> +"I have had some," said David. "Mr. Watson called me into his room, +and gave me a cup. What is it, Ally; what's the matter?" +</P> + +<P> +"You needn't ask," said Alison. "You don't suppose I am likely to be +very cheerful just now." +</P> + +<P> +"I am ever so sorry," said the boy. "I can't think how this trouble +come to you." +</P> + +<P> +"If it's Jim," she answered angrily, "you needn't worry to find out, +for I'll tell you. I don't love him no more. He would have married me +if I cared to have him, but I didn't see my way to it. Now let's drop +the subject." +</P> + +<P> +David sat down not far from the fire. He held out his hands to the +blaze. There was a sort of pleased excitement about him which Alison +after a time could not help noticing. +</P> + +<P> +"You look quite perky about something," she said. "It is good for any +of us to be cheerful just now. What's up?" +</P> + +<P> +"Where's Grannie?" said Dave. "I'd like to tell her first." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, very well, just as you please. But she is out. She won't be back +for a good bit yet." +</P> + +<P> +"Aint it very late for her to be out? Where is she gone?" +</P> + +<P> +"To Bayswater—to talk to a clergyman who used to befriend us in the +old days. What is your news, David? You may as well tell me." +</P> + +<P> +"Why, it's this. Mr. Watson has just had a long talk with me. He +wants me to help him with the accounts, and not to do messages any +more. He could get a lad for messages, he says, who hasn't got such a +head on his shoulders as I have. I can do bookkeeping pretty well, and +he'll give me some more lessons. I am to start next week doing +office-work, and he'll give me five shillings a week instead of half a +crown. I call that prime; don't you, Alison?" +</P> + +<P> +"To be sure it is," she answered heartily. She was very fond of David, +and the note of exultation in his voice touched her, and penetrated +through the deep gloom at her heart. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, this will cheer Grannie," she continued. +</P> + +<P> +"There's more to tell yet," continued David, "for I am to have my meals +as well as the five shillings a week; so there'll be half a crown at +the very least to put to the family purse, Alison, and I need be no +expense, only just to sleep here. I'll bring the five shillings to +Grannie every Saturday night, and she can spend just what I want for +clothes and keep the rest. I guess she'll make it go as far as +anybody." +</P> + +<P> +"This is good news," continued Alison. "Of course five shillings is a +sight better nor nothing, and if I only got a place we might keep the +home together." +</P> + +<P> +"Why, is there any fear of our losing it?" asked David. +</P> + +<P> +"Dear me, David, can we keep it on nothing at all? There's Grannie not +earning sixpence, and there's me not earning sixpence; and how is the +rent to be paid, and us all to be kept in food and things? It aint to +be done—you might have the common sense to know that." +</P> + +<P> +"To be sure I might," said David, his brow clouding. "After all, then, +I don't suppose the five shillings is much help." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, yes, it will support you whatever happens, and that's a good deal. +Don't fret, Dave; you are a right, good, manly fellow. You will fight +your way in the world yet, and Grannie and me we'll be proud of you. I +wish I had half the pluck you have; but there, I am so down now that +nothing seems to come right. I wish I had had the sense to learn that +feather-stitching that you do so beautifully." +</P> + +<P> +David colored. +</P> + +<P> +"I aint ashamed to say that I know it," he said. "I dare say I could +teach it to you if you had a mind to learn it." +</P> + +<P> +But Alison shook her head. +</P> + +<P> +"No; it's too late now," she said. "It takes months and months of +practice to make a stitch like that to come to look anything like +right, and we want the money at once. We have got scarcely any left, +and there's the rent due on Monday, and the little girls want new +shoes—Kitty's feet were wringing wet when she came in to-day. Oh, +yes, I don't see how we are to go on. But Grannie will tell us when +she comes back. Oh, and here she is." +</P> + +<P> +Alison flew to the door and opened it. Mrs. Reed, looking bright and +excited, entered. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, where are the little ones?" she said at once. "Aint they reading +their books, like good children?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, Grannie. I'd a headache, and I let them go into the court to play +a bit. You don't mind, do you?" +</P> + +<P> +"Not for once, I don't," said Grannie; "but, Dave, lad, you'd better +fetch 'em in now, for it's getting real late. They may as well go +straight off to bed, for I have a deal I want to talk over with you two +to-night." +</P> + +<P> +Alison felt impatient and anxious; she could scarcely wait to hear +Grannie's news. The old lady sat down near the fire, uttering a deep +sigh of relief as she did so. +</P> + +<P> +"Ally, my dear," she said, "I'm as weary as if I were seventy-eight +instead of sixty-eight. It's a long walk back from St. Paul's +Churchyard, and there was a crowd out, to be sure; but it's a fine +starlight night, and I felt as I was walking along, the Lord's in his +heaven, and there can never be real bad luck for us, his servants, what +trusts in him." +</P> + +<P> +Alison frowned. She wished Grannie would not quote Scripture so much +as she had done lately. It jarred upon her own queer, perverse mood; +but as she saw the courageous light in the blue eyes she suppressed an +impatient sigh which almost bubbled to her lips. She got tea for +Grannie, who drank it in great contentment. David brought the children +in. They kissed Grannie, and were hustled off to bed, rather to their +own disgust, and then David, Grannie, and Alison sat gravely down, and +looked each at the other. +</P> + +<P> +"Where's Harry?" said Grannie suddenly. "Why aint the boy to home?" +</P> + +<P> +"I expect he's at the Boys' Club," said David. "He's very fond of +running round there in the evening." +</P> + +<P> +"There's no harm in that, Grannie," said Alison. "Don't fret about +Harry. Now tell us your news, do. Did you see Mr. Williams, and can +he do anything?" +</P> + +<P> +"I saw Mr. Williams," said Grannie. "He remembered me quite well. I +told him everything. It seems to me that he has put things straight. +I don't say that things aint sore—no, I don't go to pretend they +aint—but somehow they seem straightened out a bit, and I know wot to +do." +</P> + +<P> +"And what's that, Grannie?" asked David, taking her left hand very +tenderly in his as he spoke. +</P> + +<P> +Grannie had been leaning back in a sort of restless attitude. Now she +straightened herself up and looked keenly at the boy. +</P> + +<P> +"It means, lad," she said, after a pause, "the sore part means this, +that we must give up the little bit of a home." +</P> + +<P> +"We must give it up?" said David, in a blank sort of way. "Oh, wait a +while; you don't know about my five shillings a week." +</P> + +<P> +"Dave has got a rise," interrupted Alison. "Mr. Watson thinks a sight +of him, and he's to go into the house as a clerk, and he's to have five +shillings a week and his meals. So he's provided for." +</P> + +<P> +"But your five shillings a week won't keep up the home, Dave, so +there's no use thinking of it, from that p'int o' view." +</P> + +<P> +"Go on, please, Grannie; what else have you and Mr. Williams arranged?" +</P> + +<P> +"It's the Lord has arranged it, child," said Grannie, "it aint Mr. +Williams. It's that thought that makes me kind o' cheerful over it." +</P> + +<P> +"But what is it, Grannie? We are to give up the home?" +</P> + +<P> +"Well, the home gives us up," said Grannie, "for we can't keep the +rooms ef we can't pay the rent, and the children can't be fed without +money. To put it plain, as far as the home goes, we're broke. That's +plain English. It's this 'and that has done it, and I'll never believe +in eddication from this time forward; but there's no use goin' back on +that now. Thank the Lord, I has everything settled and clear in my +mind. I pay the last rent come Monday, and out we go." +</P> + +<P> +"But where to?" said Alison. "There's a lot of us, and we must live +somewhere." +</P> + +<P> +"It's all settled, and beautiful too," said Grannie. "Mr. Williams +knows a lady who 'll be right glad to have you, Alison. The lady is a +friend of his, and she wants a sort of upper maid, and though you are a +Phipps and a Simpson and a Reed all in one, you needn't be too proud to +do work o' that sort. He said she was quite certain to take to you, +and you are to go to see her to-morrow morning. She lives in +Bayswater, and wants a girl who will attend on her and go messages for +her and keep her clothes in order. It will be a very light, genteel +sort o' place, and you'll have a right good time there, Alison. And +then the three little girls. Mr. Williams said it was wonderful lucky +I called to-day, for he has got three vacancies for a school for orphan +children in the country, and for a wonder he don't know any special +orphan children to give them to this time, and he says that Kitty and +Polly and Annie can go, and they'll be well fed, and well taught, and +well clothed, and when they are old enough they'll go to service +perhaps. Anyhow, they'll be taught how to earn their living. So they +are settled for, and so are you, and it seems as if David's settled for +too. As to Harry, I told Mr. Williams all about him, and he says he'll +think what he can do; he expects he can get him taken on somewhere, for +he is a smart lad, although a bit wild in his ways." +</P> + +<P> +"But what is to come of you, Grannie?" said Alison, after a long pause. +</P> + +<P> +Grannie jumped up when Alison made this remark. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, I'm goin' on a visit," she said, "jest to freshen me up. It +don't matter a bit about me—life is slacking down with me, and there +aint the least cause to worry. I'm goin' on a visit; don't you fret, +children." +</P> + +<P> +"But where to?" asked Alison. "You don't know anybody. I have never +heard that you had any friends. The Phippses and the Simpsons are all +dead, all those you used to know." +</P> + +<P> +"I'm goin' to some friends of Mr. Williams," said Grannie, "and I'll be +werry comfortable and I can stay as long as I like. Now, for the +Lord's sake don't begin to fret 'bout me; it's enough to anger me ef +you do. Aint we a heap to do atween this and Monday without fussin' +over an old lady wot 'as 'ad the best o' good luck all her days? This +is Tuesday, and you are to go and see Mrs. Faulkner to-morrow morning, +Alison. I have got her address, and you are to be there by ten +o'clock, not a minute later. Oh, yes, our hands will be full, and we +have no time to think o' the future. The Lord has the future in his +grip, chil'en, and 'taint for you and me to fret about it." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie seated herself again in her old armchair. +</P> + +<P> +"Fetch the Bible, Dave," she said suddenly, "and read a verse or two +aloud." +</P> + +<P> +David rose to comply. He took the family Bible from its place on the +shelf. Grannie opened the old book reverently. +</P> + +<P> +"He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most High shall abide +under the shadow of the Almighty," read David. +</P> + +<P> +Grannie looked solemnly at the boy while the words so familiar and +comforting fell from his lips. He read or to the end of the +magnificent Psalm. +</P> + +<P> +"I guess there's a power of luck in that hidin' place for them as can +find it," she said, when he had finished. +</P> + +<P> +Then she kissed the boy and girl and went abruptly away to her own room. +</P> + +<P> +"What does she mean by going on a visit?" said David to his sister. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't know," said Alison fearfully. +</P> + +<P> +"It can't be——" began David. +</P> + +<P> +"No, no; don't say it, Dave," interrupted Alison. "Don't say it +aloud, don't——" She clapped her hands suddenly to his lips. "I +can't bear it," she said suddenly. "I won't hear it. No, it's a +visit. It's all true; it's only a visit. Good-night, Dave." +</P> + +<P> +She went away to her own room. During the darkness and misery of that +night Alison scarcely slept; but old Grannie slept. God had given his +angels charge of her, and no one ever had more peaceful slumber. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap13"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XIII. +</H3> + +<P> +Monday came all too quickly. Grannie was very masterful during the few +days which went before. She insisted on all the grandchildren doing +exactly what she told them. There were moments when she was almost +stern; she had always been authoritative, and had a certain commanding +way about her. This week, even Alison did not dare to cross her in the +smallest matter. There was not a single hitch in the arrangements +which Mr. Williams had sketched out. Mrs. Faulkner took a great fancy +to Alison, absolutely believed in her honesty and truth, and engaged +her for a month's trial on the spot. She told her to be sure to be +with her by ten o'clock on Monday to begin her new duties. Grannie +went herself to see Mr. Watson; she had a private talk with him which +no one knew anything about. He told her that David was a boy in a +hundred, that he was certain to do well, for he was both clever and +conscientious. He said that he could easily manage to fit up a bed for +him in the back part of the shop; so he was provided for, and, +according to Grannie and Mr. Watson, provided for well. When Harry +heard of the family's exodus, he left the house without a word. He +came back in the course of two or three hours, and told Mrs. Reed what +he had done. +</P> + +<P> +"I am going to sea," he announced. "I saw the captain of the <I>Brigand</I> +down at the West India Docks, and he'll take me as cabin boy. I dare +say the life is a bit rough, but I know I shall like it. I have always +been so keen for adventure. I am off to-morrow, Grannie; so I am out +of the way." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie kissed the boy between his straight brows, looked into his +fearless, dancing, mischievous eyes, and said a word or two which he +never forgot. She sent him off the next morning with the best wardrobe +she could muster, half a crown in his pocket, and her blessing ringing +in his ears. +</P> + +<P> +"'Taint much; it's a rough life, but it's the best that could be done," +she said to Alison. "Ef he keeps straight he'll have good luck, for +it's in the breed," she continued; then she resumed her preparations +for the little girls. +</P> + +<P> +They went away on Saturday, and Alison, David, and Grannie had Sunday +to themselves. It was a sort of day which Alison could never talk of +afterward. It ought to have been very miserable, but it was not; there +was a peace about it which comforted the much-tried girl, and which she +often hugged to her heart in some of the dark days which were close at +hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Now, chil'en," said Grannie, on the evening of that day, "you two will +please go off early in the morning and leave me the last in the old +house." +</P> + +<P> +"But mayn't we see you as far as the railway station?" said Alison. +</P> + +<P> +"No, my love, I prefer not," was the response. +</P> + +<P> +"But won't you tell us where you are going, Grannie?" said David. "It +seems so queer for us to lose sight of you. Don't you think it a bit +hard on us, old lady?" +</P> + +<P> +Grannie looked very earnestly at David. +</P> + +<P> +"No," she said, after a pause, "'taint hard, it's best. I am goin' on +a wisit; ef it aint comfortable, and ef the Lord don't want me to stay, +why I won't stay; but I'd rayther not speak o' it to-night. You must +let me have my own way, Dave and Alison. We are all suited for, some +in one way and some in t'other, but I'd rayther go away to-morrow with +jest the bit of fun of keeping it all to myself, at least for a time." +</P> + +<P> +"Is it in the country, Grannie?" said Alison. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm told it's a fine big place," replied Grannie. +</P> + +<P> +"And are they folks you ever knew?" +</P> + +<P> +"They're friends o' Mr. Williams," said Grannie, shutting up her lips. +"Mr. Williams knows all about 'em. He says I can go to see you often; +'taint far from town. You won't really be very far from me at all. +But don't let us talk any more about it. When a woman comes to my time +o' life, ef she frets about herself she must be a mighty poor sort, and +that aint me." +</P> + +<P> +Monday morning dawned, and Grannie had her way. Alison and David both +kissed her, and went out into the world to face their new duties. They +were not coming back any more to the little home. Grannie was alone. +</P> + +<P> +"I haven't a minute to waste," she said to herself after they had gone, +bustling about as she spoke. "There's all the furniture to be sold +now. The auctioneer round the corner said he would look in arter the +chil'en were well out o' the way. Oh, I dare say I shall have heaps of +time to fret by and by, but I ain't agoin' to fret now; not I. +There'll be a nice little nest-egg out of the furniture, which Mr. +Williams can keep for Alison; and ef Alison gets on, why, 'twill do for +burying me when my time comes. I think a sight of having a good +funeral; the Lord knows I want to be buried decent, comin' of the breed +I do; but there, I've no time to think of funerals or anything else +now. I had to be masterful this week to 'em darlin's, but 'twas the +only thing to do. Lor' sakes! Suppose they'd begun fussing over me, +what would have become of us all?" +</P> + +<P> +At this moment there came a knock at the door. Grannie knew who it +was. It was the agent who came weekly, Monday after Monday, to collect +the rent. +</P> + +<P> +"Here's your rent, Mr. Johnson," said Grannie, "and I hope you'll get +another tenant soon. It was a right comfortable little flat, and we +all enjoyed ourselves here. We haven't a word to say agen our +landlord, Mr. Johnson." +</P> + +<P> +"I am very sorry to lose you as a tenant, Mrs. Reed," said Mr. Johnson, +giving the bright-eyed little woman a puzzled glance. "If there is +anything in my power——" +</P> + +<P> +"No, there aint! No, there aint!" said Grannie, nodding. "We has made +fresh arrangements in the fam'ly, and don't require the rooms any +longer. I'll have the furniture out by twelve o'clock to-day, sir, and +then the rooms will be washed out and tidied. A neighbor downstairs +has promised to do it. Will you please tell me where I shall leave the +key?" +</P> + +<P> +"You may leave it with Mrs. Murray on the next flat," said Mr. Johnson. +"Well, I am sorry to lose you as a tenant, Mrs. Reed, and if ever you +do want to settle down in a home again, please let me know, and I'll do +my very best to provide you with a comfortable one." +</P> + +<P> +"I 'spect I won't have to pay no rent for my next home," said Grannie +softly, under her breath, as she turned away from the door. "Oh, Lord, +to think that you're gettin' a mansion in the sky ready for an old body +like me, and no rent to pay neither! Dear Lord, to think it is getting +ready for me now! I am about as happy an old woman as walks—that I +am." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie felt the religion which was part and parcel of her life +extremely uplifting that morning. It tided her safely over an hour so +dark that it might have broken a less stout heart. The auctioneer came +round and priced the furniture. Every bit of that furniture had a +history. Part of it belonged to the Reeds, part to the Phippses, and +part to the Simpsons. It was full of the stories of many lives; but, +as Grannie said to herself, "I'll have heaps of time by and by to fret +about the eight-day clock, and the little oak bureau under the window, +and the plates, and cups, and dishes, and tables; I need not waste +precious minutes over 'em now." +</P> + +<P> +So the auctioneer, who somehow could not cheat those blue eyes, offered +a fair price for the little "bits o' duds," and by twelve o'clock he +sent round a cart and a couple of men to carry them away. The flat was +quite bare and empty before Grannie finally locked the hall door and +took the key down to Mrs. Murray. +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Murray was very fond of Grannie, and was extremely inclined to be +inquisitive; but if ever Mrs. Reed had been on her full dignity it was +this morning. She spoke about the good luck of the children in having +found such comfortable homes, said that household work was getting a +little too much for her, and that now she was going away on a visit. +</P> + +<P> +"To the country, ma'am?" said Mrs. Murray. "It is rather early for the +country jest yet, aint it?" +</P> + +<P> +"It is to a very nice part, suitable to the season," replied Grannie, +setting her lips firmly. "I'm always in luck, and I'm in my usual good +luck now in findin' kind friends willin' and glad to have me. I will +wish you 'good-day' now, ma'am; I mustn't keep my friends waiting." +</P> + +<P> +"But won't you have a cup of tea afore you go, for you really look +quite shaky?" said Mrs. Murray, who noticed that Grannie's left hand +shook when she laid the key of the lost home on the table. +</P> + +<P> +"No, no, ma'am. I expect to have tea with my friends," was the reply. +"Thank you kindly, I am sure, Mrs. Murray, and I wish you well, ma'am." +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Murray shook hands with Grannie and looked at her kindly and +affectionately as she tripped down the winding stairs for the last time. +</P> + +<P> +Grannie wore her black silk bonnet, and her snow-white kerchief, and +her neat little black shawl, and her white cotton gloves. Her +snow-white hair was as fluffy as usual under the brim of her bonnet, +and her eyes were even brighter, and her cheeks wore a deeper shade of +apple bloom about them. Perhaps some people, some keen observers, +would have said that the light in the eyes and the bloom on the cheeks +were too vivid for perfect health; but, as it was, people only remarked +as they saw her go down the street, "What a dear, pretty old lady! +Now, <I>she</I> belongs to some of the provident, respectable poor, if you +like." People said things of that sort as Grannie got into the omnibus +presently, and drove away, and away, and away. They did not know, they +could not possibly guess, what Grannie herself knew well, that she was +only a pauper on her way to the workhouse. For Mrs. Reed had kept her +secret, and the keeping of that secret was what saved her heart from +being broken. Mr. Williams had used influence on her behalf, and had +got her into the workhouse of a parish to which she had originally +belonged. It was in the outskirts of London, and was, he said, one of +the best and least severe of the class. +</P> + +<P> +"Provided the children don't know, nothing else matters," thought +Grannie over and over, as she approached nearer and nearer to her +destination. "I am just determined to make the best of it," she said +to herself, "and the children need never know. I shall be let out on +visits from time to time, and I must keep up the story that I am +staying with kind friends. I told Mr. Williams what I meant to do, and +he didn't say it were wrong. Lord, in thy mercy help me to keep this +dark from the children, and help me to remember, wherever I am, that I +was born a Phipps and a Simpson. Coming of that breed, nothing ought +to daunt me, and I'll live and die showing the good stock I am of." +</P> + +<P> +The omnibus set Grannie down within a quarter of a mile of her +destination. She carried a few treasures tied up in a silk +handkerchief on her left arm, and presently reached the big gloomy +gates of the workhouse. Mr. Williams had made all the necessary +arrangements for her, and she was admitted at once. A male porter, +dressed in hideous garb, conducted her across a courtyard to a +bare-looking office, where she was asked to sit down. After a few +minutes the matron appeared, accompanied by a stoutly built woman, who +called herself the labor matron, and into whose care Grannie was +immediately given. She was taken away to the bath-room first of all. +There her own neat, pretty clothes were taken from her, and she was +given the workhouse print dress, the ugly apron, the hideous cap, and +the little three-cornered shawl to wear. +</P> + +<P> +"What's your age?" asked the matron. +</P> + +<P> +"Sixty-eight, ma'am," replied Grannie. +</P> + +<P> +"Let me see; surely there is something wrong with that hand." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, ma'am," replied Grannie solemnly; "it is the hand that has +brought me here. I was good at needlework in my day, ma'am, but 'twas +writing as did it." +</P> + +<P> +"Writing! did you write much?" asked the matron. +</P> + +<P> +"No, ma'am, only twice a year at the most, but even them two letters +cost me sore; they brought on a disease in the hand; it is called +writers' cramp. It is an awful complaint, and it has brought me here, +ma'am." +</P> + +<P> +The labor matron looked very hard at Grannie. She did not understand +her words, nor the expression on her brave face. Grannie by no means +wore the helpless air which characterizes most old women when they come +to the workhouse. +</P> + +<P> +"Well," she said, after a pause, "hurry with your bath; you needn't +have another for a fortnight; but once a fortnight you must wash here. +At your age, and with your hand so bad, you won't be expected to do any +manual work at all." +</P> + +<P> +"I'd rayther, ef you please, ma'am," said Grannie. "I'm not accustomed +to settin' idle." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, I don't see that you can do anything; that hand is quite past +all use, but perhaps the doctor will take a look at it to-morrow. Now +get through that bath, and I'll take you to the room where the other +old women are." +</P> + +<P> +"Good Lord, keep me from thinkin' o' the past," said Grannie when the +door closed behind her. +</P> + +<P> +She got through the bath and put on her workhouse dress, and felt, with +a chill all through her little frame, that she had passed suddenly from +life to death. The matron came presently to fetch her. +</P> + +<P> +"This way, please," she said, in a tart voice. She had treated Grannie +with just a shadow of respect as long as she wore her own nice and +dainty clothes, but now that she was in the workhouse garb, she looked +like any other bowed down little woman. She belonged, in short, to the +failures of life. She was hurried down one or two long passages, then +through a big room, empty at present, which the matron briefly told her +was the "Able-bodied Women's Ward," and then into another very large +room, where a bright fire burnt, and where several women, perhaps fifty +or sixty, were seated on benches, doing some light jobs of needlework, +or pretending to read, or openly dozing away their time. They were all +dressed just like Grannie, and took little or no notice when she came +in. She was only one more failure, to join the failures in the room. +These old women were all half dead, and another old woman was coming to +share their living grave. The matron said something hastily, and shut +the door behind her. Grannie looked round; an almost wild light lit up +her blue eyes for a moment, then it died out, and she went softly and +quietly across the room. +</P> + +<P> +"Ef you are cold, ma'am, perhaps you'll like to set by the fire," said +an old body who must have been at least ten years Grannie's senior. +</P> + +<P> +"Thank you, ma'am, I'll be much obleeged," said Grannie, and she sat +down. +</P> + +<P> +Her bath had, through some neglect, not been properly heated; it had +chilled her, and all of a sudden she felt tired, old, and feeble, and a +long shiver ran down her back. She held out her left hand to the +blaze. A few of the most active of the women approached slowly, and +either stood and looked at her, or sat down as near her as possible. +She had very lately come from life; they were most of them accustomed +to death. Their hearts were feebly stirred with a kind of dim +interest, but the life such as Grannie knew was dull and far off to +them. +</P> + +<P> +"This is a poor sort of place, ma'am," said one of them. +</P> + +<P> +Grannie roused herself with a great effort. +</P> + +<P> +"Ef I begin to grumble I am lost," she said stoutly to herself. "Well, +now, it seems to me a fine airy room," she said. "It is all as it +strikes a body, o' course," she added, very politely; "but the room +seems to me lofty." +</P> + +<P> +"You aint been here long, anybody can see that," said an old woman of +the name of Peters, with a sniff. "Wait till you live here day after +day, with nothin' to do, and nothin' to think of, and nothin' to hear, +and nothin' to read, and, you may say, nothin' to eat." +</P> + +<P> +"Dear me," said Grannie, "don't they give us our meals?" +</P> + +<P> +"Ef you like to <I>call</I> 'em such," said Mrs. Peters, with a sniff. And +all the other women sniffed too. And when Mrs. Peters emphasized her +condemnation of the food with a groan, all the other old women groaned +in concert. +</P> + +<P> +Grannie looked at them, and felt that she had crossed an impassable +gulf. Never again could she be the Grannie she had been when she awoke +that morning. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap14"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XIV. +</H3> + +<P> +It was bitterly cold weather when Grannie arrived at the workhouse. +Not that the workhouse itself was really cold. Its sanitary +arrangements were as far as possible perfect; its heating arrangements +were also fairly good. Notwithstanding the other old women's groans, +the food was passable and even nourishing, and beyond the fact that +there was an absence of hope over everything, there were no real +hardships in the great Beverley workhouse. There were a good many old +women in this workhouse—in fact, two large wards full—and these were +perhaps the most melancholy parts of the establishment. They slept on +clean little narrow beds in a huge ward upstairs. There was a +partition about eight feet high down the middle of this room. Beds +stood in rows, back to back, at each side of this partition; beds stood +in rows along the walls; there were narrow passages between the long +rows of beds. The room was lighted with many windows high up in the +walls, and there was a huge fireplace at either end. By a curious +arrangement, which could scarcely be considered indulgent, the fires in +very cold weather were lit at nine o'clock in the morning, after the +paupers had gone downstairs, and put out again at five in the +afternoon. Why the old creatures might not have had the comfort of the +fires when they were in their ward, it was difficult to say, but such +was the rule of the place. +</P> + +<P> +Grannie's bed was just under one of the windows, and when she went +upstairs the first night, the chill, of which she had complained ever +since she had taken her bath, kept her awake during the greater part of +the hours of darkness. There were plenty of blankets on her little +bed, but they did not seem to warm her. The fact is, there was a great +chill at her heart itself. Her vitality was suddenly lowered; she was +afraid of the long dreary future; afraid of all those hopeless old +women; afraid of the severe cleanliness, the life hedged in with +innumerable rules, the dinginess of the new existence. Her faith +burned dim; her trust in God himself was even a little shaken. She +wondered why such a severe punishment was sent to her; why she, who +wrote so little, should get a disease brought on by writing. It seemed +all incomprehensible, unfathomable, too dark for any ordinary words, or +any ordinary consolation to reach. +</P> + +<P> +For the first time in her life she forgot her grandchildren, and the +invariable good luck of the family, and thought mostly about herself. +Toward morning she fell into a troubled doze, but she had scarcely +seemed to drop asleep before a great bell sounded, which summoned her +to rise. It was just six o'clock, and, at this time of the year, pitch +dark. The long ward was now bitterly cold, and Grannie shivered as she +got into her ugly workhouse dress. The other old women rose from their +hard beds with many "ughs" and groans, and undercurrents of grumbling. +Grannie was much too proud to complain. They were all dressed by +five-and-twenty past six, and then they went downstairs in melancholy +procession, and entered the dining-hall, where their breakfast, +consisting of tea, bread and margarine, was served to them. When +breakfast was over they went upstairs to the ground floor, and Grannie +found herself again in the ward into which she had been introduced the +night before. +</P> + +<P> +The women who could work got out their needlework, and began to perform +their allotted tasks in a very perfunctory manner. Grannie's fingers +quite longed and ached for something to do. She was sent for presently +to see the doctor, who examined her hand, said it would never be of any +use again, ordered a simple liniment, and dismissed her. As Grannie +was returning from this visit, she met the labor matron in one of the +corridors. +</P> + +<P> +"I wish you would give me something to do," she said suddenly. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, what can you do?" asked the matron. "Has the doctor seen your +hand?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes." +</P> + +<P> +"And what does he say to it?" +</P> + +<P> +"He says it will never be any better." +</P> + +<P> +"Never be any better!" The labor matron fixed Grannie with two rather +indignant eyes. "And what are you wasting my time for, asking for +work, when you know you can't do it?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, yes; I think I can, ma'am—that is, with the left hand. I cannot +do needlework, perhaps, but I could dust and tidy, and even polish a +bit. I have always been very industrious, ma'am, and it goes sore agen +the grain to do nothin'." +</P> + +<P> +"Industrious indeed!" muttered the matron. "If you had been +industrious and careful, you wouldn't have found your way here. No, +there is no work for you, as far as I can see. Some of the able-bodied +women do out the old women's ward; it would never do to trust it to an +incapable like yourself. There, I can't waste any more time with you." +</P> + +<P> +The matron hurried away, and Grannie went back to her seat by the fire, +in the company of the other old women. They were curious to know what +the doctor had said to her, and when she told them they shook their +heads and groaned, and said they all knew that would be the case. +</P> + +<P> +"No one <I>h</I>advanced in life gets better here," said Mrs. Peters; "and +you are <I>h</I>advanced in life, aint you, ma'am?" +</P> + +<P> +"Not so very," replied Grannie indignantly. She felt quite young +beside most of the other old paupers. +</P> + +<P> +"Well now, I calc'late you're close on eighty," said Mrs. Peters. +</P> + +<P> +"Indeed, you are mistook," replied Grannie. "I aint seventy yet. I'm +jest at the age when it is no expense at all to live, so to speak. I +were sixty-eight last November, and no one can call that old. At least +not to say very old." +</P> + +<P> +"You look seventy-eight at the very least," said most of the women. +They nodded and gave Grannie some solemn, queer glances. They all saw +a change in her which she did not know anything about herself. She had +aged quite ten years since yesterday. +</P> + +<P> +The one variety in the old women's lives was their meals. Dinner came +at half-past twelve, and supper at six. All the huge old family went +up to bed sharp at eight. There could not possibly be a more dreary +life than theirs. As the days passed on, Grannie recovered from her +first sense of chill and misery, and a certain portion of her brave +spirit returned. It was one of the rules of the workhouse that the +pauper women of over sixty might go out every Sunday from half-past +twelve to six. They might also go out for the same number of hours on +Thursday. Those who were in sufficiently good health always availed +themselves of this outing, and Grannie herself looked forward quite +eagerly to Sunday. She scarcely slept on Saturday night for thinking +of this time of freedom. She had obtained permission to wear her own +neat dress, and she put it on with untold pride and satisfaction on +this Sunday morning. Once again some of the spirit of the Simpsons and +Phippses came into her. She left the workhouse quite gayly. +</P> + +<P> +"I feel young again," she murmured to herself as she heard the ugly +gates clang behind her. +</P> + +<P> +She walked down the road briskly, took an omnibus, and by and by found +herself at Bayswater. She had asked Alison to wait in for her, telling +the girl that she might be able to pay her a little visit on Sunday. +When she rang, therefore, the servants' bell at Mrs. Faulkner's +beautiful house, Alison herself opened the door. +</P> + +<P> +Alison looked handsomer than ever in her neat lady's-maid costume. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Grannie," she exclaimed. "It is good for sore eyes to see you. +Come in, come in. You can't think how kind Mrs. Faulkner is. She says +I'm to have you all to myself, and you are to stay to dinner, and David +is here; and the housekeeper (I have been telling the housekeeper a lot +about you, Grannie) has given us her little parlor to dine in, and Mrs. +Faulkner is out for the day. Oh, we'll have quite a good time. Come +downstairs at once, dear Grannie, for dinner is waiting." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, child, I am pleased to see you so spry," said Grannie. Her +voice felt quite choking when she entered the big, luxurious house. +"I'll be able to keep it up fine," she murmured to herself. "Lor', I'm +a sight better; it was the air of that place that was a-killin' me. +I'll keep it up afore the chil'en, and ef I can manage to do that, why +bless the Lord for all his mercies." +</P> + +<P> +David was waiting in the housekeeper's room when Grannie got +downstairs. Grannie had never known before what a power of comfort +there was in David's strong young step, and the feel of his firm +muscular arms, and the sensation of his manly kiss on her cheek. +</P> + +<P> +"Aye, Dave," she said, "I'm a sight better for seeing you, my lad." +</P> + +<P> +"And I for seeing you," replied the boy. "We have missed Grannie, +haven't we, Ally?" +</P> + +<P> +"Don't talk of it," said Alison, tears springing to her blue eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, we're all together again now," said Grannie. "Bless the Lord! +Set down each side of me, my darlin's, and tell me everything. Oh, I +have hungered to know, I have hungered to know." +</P> + +<P> +"Mine is a very good place," said Alison. "Mrs. Faulkner is most kind." +</P> + +<P> +"And ef it weren't for thinking of you, Grannie, and missing you," said +David, "why, I'd be as happy as the day is long." +</P> + +<P> +"But tell us about yourself, dear Grannie," said Alison. "How do you +like the country, and are Mr. Williams' friends good to you?" +</P> + +<P> +"Real good! that they are," said Grannie. "Why, it's a beautiful big +place." +</P> + +<P> +"They are not poor folks, then?" said David. +</P> + +<P> +"Poor!" said Grannie. "I don't go for to deny that there are some poor +people there, but they as owns the place aint poor. Lor' bless yer, +it's a fine place. Don't you fret for me, my dearies. I'm well +provided for, whoever aint." +</P> + +<P> +"But how long are you to stay?" said David. "You can't always be on a +visit with folks, even if they are the friends of Mr. Williams." +</P> + +<P> +"Of course I can't stay always," said Grannie, "but Mr. Williams has +arranged that I am to stay for a good two or three months at least, and +by then, why, we don't know what 'll turn out. Now, chil'en, for the +Lord's sake don't let us waste time over an old body like me. Didn't I +tell you that I have come to the time o' life when I aint much 'count? +Let's talk of you, my dearies, let's talk of you." +</P> + +<P> +"Let's talk of dinner first," said David. "I'm mighty hungry, whoever +aint." +</P> + +<P> +The dinner served in Mrs. Faulkner's housekeeper's room was remarkably +nourishing and dainty, and Grannie enjoyed the food, which was not +workhouse food, with a zest which surprised herself. She thought that +she had completely thrown her grandchildren off the scent, and if that +were the case, nothing else mattered. When dinner was over the sun +shone out brightly, and Alison and David took Grannie out for a walk. +They went into Kensington Gardens, which were looking very bright and +pretty. Then they came home, and Grannie had a cup of tea, after which +she rose resolutely and said it was time for her to go. +</P> + +<P> +"I will see you back," said David, in a determined voice. "I have +nothing else to do. I don't suppose those friends of Mr. Williams who +are so good to you would mind me coming as far as the door." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, they would," said Grannie, "they wouldn't like it a bit." +</P> + +<P> +"Now, Grannie, that's all nonsense, you know," said the young man. +</P> + +<P> +"No it aint, my lad, no it aint. You've just got to obey me, David, in +this matter. I know what I know, and I won't be gainsaid." +</P> + +<P> +Grannie had suddenly put on her commanding air. +</P> + +<P> +"I am on a visit with right decent folks—people well-to-do in the +world, wot keep up everything in fine style—and ef they have fads +about relations comin' round their visitors, why shouldn't they? +Anyhow, I am bound to respect 'em. You can't go home with me, Dave, +but you shall see me to the 'bus, ef you like." +</P> + +<P> +"Well," said Dave, a suspicious, troubled look creeping up into his +face, "that's all very fine, but I wish you wouldn't make a mystery of +where you are staying, dear Grannie." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't want to," said Grannie. "It's all Mr. Williams. He has been +real kind to me and mine, and ef he wants to keep to himself what his +friends are doing for me, why shouldn't I obleege him?" +</P> + +<P> +"Why not, indeed?" said Alison. "But are you sure you are really +comfortable, Grannie?" +</P> + +<P> +"And why shouldn't I be comfortable, child? I don't look +uncomfortable, do I?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, not really, but somehow——" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, I know what you mean," interrupted David. +</P> + +<P> +"Somehow," said Alison, "you look changed." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, and ef I do look a bit changed," said the old woman, "it's cause +I'm a-frettin' for you. Of course I miss you all, but I'll get +accustomed to it; and it's a beautiful big place, and I'm in rare luck +to have got a 'ome there. Now I must hurry off. God bless you, my +dear!" +</P> + +<P> +Alison stood on the steps of Mrs. Faulkner's house, and watched Grannie +as she walked down the street. The weather had changed, and it was now +bitterly cold; sleet was falling, and there was a high wind. But +Grannie was leaning on Dave's arm, and she got along bravely. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't like it," said Alison to herself, as she went into the house. +"Grannie's hiding something; I can't think what it is. Oh, dear, oh +dear, how I wish Jim had been true to me. If he only had, we would +have made a home for Grannie somehow. Grannie is hiding something. +What can it be?" +</P> + +<P> +Meanwhile David saw Grannie to the omnibus, where he bade her an +affectionate "good-by." She arranged to come again to see her +grandchildren on the following Sunday if all was well. +</P> + +<P> +"But ef I don't come, don't you fret, Dave, boy," was her last word to +the lad. "Ef by chance I don't come, you'll know it's because it aint +quite convenient in the family I'm staying with. Now, good-by, Dave. +Bless you, lad." +</P> + +<P> +The omnibus rolled away, and Grannie snuggled back into her corner. +Her visit to her grandchildren had cheered her much, and she thought +that she could very well get through a dreary week in the workhouse +with that beacon post of Sunday on ahead. She would not for the world +trouble the children on work-a-day Thursday, but on Sunday she might as +a rule get a sight of them. +</P> + +<P> +"And they suspect nothin', thank the good Lord!" she said, hugging her +secret to her breast. +</P> + +<P> +She left the omnibus at the same corner where she had left it on the +previous Monday. +</P> + +<P> +The weather meanwhile had been changing for the worse; snow was now +falling thickly, and the old woman had no umbrella. She staggered +along, beaten and battered by the great tempest of wind and snow. At +first she stepped on bravely enough, but by and by her steps grew +feeble. The snow blinded her eyes and took away her breath, it +trickled in little pools down into her neck, and seemed to find out all +the weak parts of her dress. Her thin black shawl was covered with +snow; her bonnet was no longer black, but white. Her heart began to +beat at first too loudly, then feebly; she tottered forward, stumbling +as one in a dream. She was cold, chilled through and through; +bitterly, bitterly cold. Suddenly, without knowing it, she put her +foot on a piece of orange-peel; she slipped, and the next moment lay +prone in the soft snow. Her fall took away her last remnant of +strength; try as she would, she found she could not rise. She raised +her voice to call for assistance, and presently a stout laboring man +came up and bent over the little prostrate woman. +</P> + +<P> +"Let me help you to get up, ma'am," he said politely. +</P> + +<P> +He caught hold of her swollen right hand. The sudden pain forced a +sharp scream from her lips. +</P> + +<P> +"Not that hand, please, sir; the other," she said. She put out her +left hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Nay, I'll lift you altogether," he said. "Why, you are no weight at +all. Are you badly hurt, ma'am?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, no, it's nothin'," said Grannie, panting, and breathing with +difficulty. +</P> + +<P> +"And where shall I take you to? You can't walk—you are not to attempt +it. Is your home anywhere near here, ma'am?" +</P> + +<P> +In spite of all her pain and weakness, a flush of shame came into the +old cheeks. +</P> + +<P> +"It is nigh here, very nigh," said Grannie, "but it aint my home; it's +Beverley workhouse, please, sir." +</P> + +<P> +"All right," said the man. He did not notice Grannie's shame. +</P> + +<P> +The next moment he had pulled the bell at the dreary gates, and Grannie +was taken in. She was conveyed straight up to the infirmary. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap15"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XV. +</H3> + +<P> +It wanted but a week to Jim Hardy's wedding day. Preparations were in +full swing, and the Clays' house was, so to speak, turned topsy-turvy. +Jim was considered a most lucky man. He was to get five hundred pounds +with his bride. With that five hundred pounds Louisa proposed that Jim +should set up in business for himself. He and she would own a small +haberdasher's shop. They could stock it well, and even put by a +nest-egg for future emergencies. Jim consented to all her proposals. +He felt depressed and unlike himself. In short, there never was a more +unwilling bridegroom. He had never loved Louisa. She had always been +repugnant to him. In a moment of pique he had asked her to marry him, +and his repentance began half an hour after his engagement. Still he +managed to play his part sufficiently well. Louisa, whose passion for +him increased as the days went on, made no complaint; she was true to +her promise, and never mentioned Alison's name, and the wedding day +drew on apace. The young people's banns had already been called twice +in the neighboring church, the next Sunday would be the third time, and +the following Thursday was fixed for the wedding. Jim came home late +one evening tired out, and feeling more depressed than usual. A letter +was waiting for him on the mantelpiece. He had already given notice to +quit his comfortable bedroom. He and Louisa were to live for a +time—until they had chosen their shop and furnished it—with the +Clays. This arrangement was very disagreeable to Jim, but it did not +occur to him to demur; his whole mind was in such a state of collapse +that he allowed Louisa and her people to make what arrangements they +pleased. +</P> + +<P> +"There's a letter for you upstairs," said his landlady, as he hurried +past her. +</P> + +<P> +The young man's heart beat fast for a moment. Could Alison by any +chance have written to him? He struck a light hastily and looked at +the letter, which was lying on his table. No, the handwriting was not +Alison's, and when he opened it the first thing he saw was a check, +which fell out. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"My Dear Nephew [ran the letter], I hope this finds you well, as it +leaves me. You must be a well-grown lad now, and, in short, have come +to full man's estate. I have done well in Australia, and if you like +to join me here, I believe I can put you in the way of earning a good +living. I inclose a draft on the City Bank, London, for one hundred +pounds, which will pay your passage and something over. If you like to +come, you will find me at the address at the head of this paper. I am +making lots of money, and if you have a head on your shoulders, you can +help me fine in my business. If you don't care to come, you may use +the money to start housekeeping when you marry; but if you are wise you +will take my advice. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"Your affectionate uncle,<BR> +<SPAN STYLE="margin-left: 1em">"JAMES HARDY."</SPAN><BR> +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Jim fingered the check, and looked absently before him. +</P> + +<P> +"Why shouldn't I get clear out of the whole business?" he said. "I +could leave the country to-morrow with this money, and go out and join +Uncle James, and make my fortune by and by. Why should I stick to +Louisa when I hate her? It's all over with Alison and me. Oh, Alison, +how could you love another fellow when I loved you so well, and was so +true to you? I can't understand it—no, I can't. I don't believe for +a moment that she was telling me the truth the other day—why, there is +no other fellow. I have made inquiries and I can't hear of anyone. It +isn't as if hundreds wouldn't want her, but she is keeping company with +no one. I believe it was an excuse she made; there's a mystery at the +bottom of it. Something put her out, and she was too proud to let me +see what it was. And, oh dear, why was I so mad as to propose marriage +to a girl like Louisa Clay? Yes; why shouldn't I get quit of the thing +to-night? I have the money now. I can take Uncle James's advice +to-night; why shouldn't I do it?" +</P> + +<P> +Jim stood straight up as these thoughts came to him. He slipped the +foreign letter into his pocket, walked with a long stride to the +window, flung the sash open, and looked out into the night. +</P> + +<P> +"I can't do it," he muttered; "it isn't in me to be an out-and-out +scoundrel. She is not the girl I want, but I have promised her, and I +must stick to it; all the same, I am a ruined man. Oh, if Alison had +only been true to me." +</P> + +<P> +"Now, old chap, what are you grumbling to yourself for?" said a voice +just behind him. +</P> + +<P> +He turned abruptly and met the keen-eyed, ferret-looking face of the +detective Sampson. Sampson and Jim had not been very friendly lately, +and Jim wondered now in a vague sort of way why his quondam friend had +troubled himself to visit him. +</P> + +<P> +"Sit down, won't you?" he said abruptly. "There's a chair." +</P> + +<P> +"I'll shut the door first," said Sampson. "I have got a thing or two +to say to you, and you may as well hear me out. You aint behaved +straight to me, Jim; you did a shabby thing behind my back; but, Lor' +bless you, ef it's saved me from a gel like Louisa Clay, why, I'll be +obleeged to you to the end of my days. Look here, I was very near +committing myself with that girl. 'Twasn't that I loved her, but I +don't go for to deny that she was good-looking, and she certainly did +tickle my fancy considerable, and then when I thought of the tidy bit +of silver that she would have from her father, I made up my mind that +she would be a good enough match for me; but mind you, I never thought +her straight—I never yet was mistook in any character I ever studied +carefully. I couldn't follow out my calling if I did, Jim, old chap; +and that you know well." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't suppose you could, George," said Jim; "but I think it only +fair to tell you before you go a step further, that I am engaged to +Louisa, and I can't hear her run down by anyone now. So you may as +well know that first as last." +</P> + +<P> +"Engaged or not," said Sampson, with curious emphasis, "you have got to +hear a thing or two about Louisa Clay to-night." +</P> + +<P> +"If it is bad, I won't hear it," said Jim, clenching his big hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Then you are a greater fool than I took you for; but, look here, +you've got to listen, for it concerns that other girl, the girl you +used to be so mad on, Alison Reed." +</P> + +<P> +Jim's hands slowly unclenched. He turned round and fixed his great +dark eyes with a kind of hungry passion in them on Sampson's face. +</P> + +<P> +"If it has anything to do with Alison I am bound to hear it," he said. +</P> + +<P> +"Then you love her still?" said Sampson, in surprise. +</P> + +<P> +"Love her!" replied Jim; "aye, lad, that I do. I am near mad about +her." +</P> + +<P> +"And yet you are going to marry Louisa Clay." +</P> + +<P> +"So it seems, George, so it seems; but what's the good of talking about +what can't be cured? Alison has thrown me over, and I am promised to +Louisa, and there's an end of it." +</P> + +<P> +"Seems to me much more like that you have thrown Alison over," said +Sampson. "Why, I was in the room that night of the play-acting, and I +saw Alison Reed just by the stairs, looking as beautiful as a picter, +and you come up with that other loud, noisy gel, and you talked to her +werry affectionate, I must say. I heard what she said to you—that +there wasn't a thing in heaven above, or in earth beneath, she wouldn't +do for you. Maybe Alison heard them words too; there's no saying. I +was so mad at what I thought Louisa's falsehood to me, that I cut the +whole concern fast enough. Well, that's not what I have come to talk +on to-night; it is this: I think I have traced the theft of that +five-pound note straight home at last." +</P> + +<P> +"You haven't?" said Jim. "Oh, but that's good news indeed; and Alison +is cleared?" +</P> + +<P> +"She is; but I don't see how it is good news to you, for the theft is +brought home to the gel what is to be your wife in less than a week." +</P> + +<P> +"Nonsense!" said Hardy. "I always said you were too sharp on Louisa. +She aint altogether to my taste, I am bound to confess, although I have +promised her marriage; but she's not a thief. Come, now, you cannot +get me to believe she's as bad as that." +</P> + +<P> +"You listen to me, Hardy, and stay quiet," said Sampson. "I can put +what I know in a few words, and I will. From the very first I +suspected Louisa Clay. She was jealous of Alison, and had a motive for +tryin' to do her a bad turn. She was over head and ears in love with +you, as all the world could see. That, when I saw her first, I will +own, I began to think as she'd be a good mate for myself, and it come +over me that I wouldn't push the inquiry any further. It might be well +to know a secret about your wife, to hold over her in case she proved +troublesome by'm-by. I am not a feller with any high notions, as +perhaps you have guessed—anyhow, I let the thing drop, and I went in +for Louisa for the sake of her money. When she threw me over so sharp, +you may suppose that my feelings underwent a head-to-tail sort of +motion, and I picked up the clew pretty fast again, and worked on it +until I got a good thread in my hand. I needn't go into particulars +here about all I did and all I didn't do, but I managed first of all to +pick up with Shaw, your master. I met him out one evening, and I told +him that I knew you, and that you were in an awful taking because your +gel, Alison Reed, was thought to have stolen a five-pound note. He +talked a bit about the theft, and then I asked him if he had the number +of the note. He clapped his hand on his thigh, and said what a fool he +was, but he had never thought of the number until that moment. He had +looked at it when he put the note in the till as he supposed, and by +good luck he remembered it. He said off to me what he believed it was, +and I entered it in my notebook. +</P> + +<P> +"'I have you now, my fine lady,' I said to myself, and I went off and +did a little bit of visiting in the smartest shops round, and by and by +I heard further tidings of the note. It had been changed, two days +after it had been stolen, by a young woman answering to Louisa Clay in +all particulars. When things had come as far as that, I said to +myself—— +</P> + +<P> +"'Ef there is a case for bluff, this is one. I'll just go and wring +the truth from Louisa before she is an hour older.' +</P> + +<P> +"So I went to see her only this morning. I blarneyed her a bit +first—you know my style—and then I twitted her for being false to me, +and then I got up a sort of pretense quarrel, and I worked on her +feelings until she got into a rage, and when she was all hot and +peppery, I faced right round on her, and charged her with the theft. +</P> + +<P> +"'You stole that five-pound note from the till in Shaw's shop,' I said, +'and you let Alison Reed be charged with it. I know you stole it, so +you needn't deny it. The number of the note was, one, one, one, seven. +I have it written here in my note-book. I traced the note to Dawson's, +round the corner, and they can swear, if necessary, in a court of +justice, that you gave it to them in exchange for some yards of black +silk. By the way, I believe that is the very identical silk you have +on you this minute. Oh, fie, Louisa! you are a bad 'un.' +</P> + +<P> +"She turned white as one of them egg-shell china cups, and she put her +hands before her eyes, and her hands shook. And after a bit she said: +</P> + +<P> +"'Oh, George, don't have me locked up, and I'll tell you everything." +</P> + +<P> +"'Well, you'll have to put it in writing,' I said, 'or I won't have a +crumb of mercy on you.' +</P> + +<P> +"So I got the story out of her, Jim. It seems the note had never been +dropped into the till at all, but had fallen on the floor just by the +manager's desk, and Louisa had seen it and picked it up, and she +confessed to hoping that Alison would be charged with it. Here's her +confession in this envelope, signed and witnessed and all. So now, you +can marry her come Thursday ef you like." +</P> + +<P> +Sampson got up and stretched himself as he spoke. +</P> + +<P> +Jim's face, which had turned from red to white, and from white again to +crimson, during this brief narrative, was now stern and dark. +</P> + +<P> +"I am obliged to you, Sampson," he said, after a pause. +</P> + +<P> +"What will you do?" asked the detective, with some curiosity. "I see +this is a bit of a blow, and I am not surprised; but what will you do?" +</P> + +<P> +"I can't tell. I must think things over. Do you say you have the +confession in your pocket?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes; in my breast pocket. Here is the envelope sticking out above my +coat." +</P> + +<P> +"Give it to me," said Jim, stretching out his big hand. +</P> + +<P> +"Not I. That's my affair. I can make use of this. Why, I could hold +a thing of this sort over the head of your fair bride, and blackmail +her, if necessary." +</P> + +<P> +"No, no, Sampson; you are not a ruffian, of that sort." +</P> + +<P> +George Sampson suddenly changed his manner. +</P> + +<P> +"As far as you are concerned, Jim, I am no ruffian," he said. "To tell +the plain truth, I have always liked yer, and I'll act by you as +straight as a die in this matter. If you never do anything else, +you've saved me from being the husband of that gel, and I'll be +thankful to you for it to my dying day. But for the Lord's sake, don't +you put yourself into the noose now. You can't be so mad, surely." +</P> + +<P> +"Leave me for to-night, Sampson," said Jim in a voice of entreaty. "I +can't say anything, I must think. Leave me for to-night." +</P> + +<P> +The detective got up slowly, whistled in a significant manner, and left +the room. +</P> + +<P> +"Now, if Jim Hardy is quixotic enough to marry Louisa Clay after what I +have said, I'll never speak to a good man again as long as I live," he +muttered. +</P> + +<P> +But Jim Hardy had not made up his mind how to act at all; he was simply +stunned. When he found himself alone he sank down on a chair close to +his little center table, put his elbows on the table, and buried his +head in his big hands. The whole bewildering truth was too much for +him. He was honest and straight himself, and could not understand +duplicity. Louisa's conduct was incomprehensible to him. What should +he do now? Should he be true to one so false? This question began +dimly to struggle to obtain an answer in his mind. He had scarcely +begun to face it, when a knock at the door, and the shrill voice of his +landlady calling out, "I have got a letter for you, Mr. Hardy, you are +in favor with the post to-night," reached him. +</P> + +<P> +He walked across the room, opened the door, and took the letter from +the landlady's hand. She gave him a quick, curious glance; she saw +shrewdly enough that something was worrying him. +</P> + +<P> +"Why do he go and marry a girl like that Clay creature?" she muttered +to herself as she whisked downstairs. "I wouldn't have her if she had +double the money they say he's to get with her." +</P> + +<P> +Jim meanwhile stared hard at the writing on his letter. It was in +Louisa Clay's straggling, badly formed hand. He hastily tore open the +envelope, and read the brief contents. They ran as follows: +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"DEAR JIM,—I dare say you have heard something about me, and I don't +go for to deny that that something is true. I was mad when I did it, +but, mad or sane, it is best now that all should be over between you +and me. I couldn't bear to marry you, and you knowing the truth. Then +you never loved me—any fool could see that. So I am off out of +London, and you needn't expect to see me any more. +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"Yours no longer,<BR> +<SPAN STYLE="margin-left: 1em">"LOUISA CLAY."</SPAN><BR> +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Jim's first impulse when he had read this extraordinary and unexpected +letter was to dance a hornpipe from one end of the room to the other; +his next was to cry hip, hip, hurrah in a stentorian voice. His last +impulse he acted upon. He caught up his hat and went out as fast as +ever he could. With rapid strides he hurried through the crowded +streets, reached the Bank, and presently found himself on the top of an +omnibus which was to convey him to Bayswater. He was following his +impulse with a beating heart, eyes that blazed with light, and lips +that trembled with emotion. He had been a prisoner tied fast in chains +of his own forging. All of a sudden he was free. Impulse should have +its way. His heart should dictate to him in very earnest at last. +With Louisa's letter and his uncle's letter in his pocket, he presently +reached the great house where Mrs. Faulkner lived. He had often passed +that house since Alison had gone to it, walking hungrily past it at +dead of night, thinking of the girl whom he loved but might never win; +now he might win his true love after all—he meant to try. His +triumphant steps were heard hurrying down the pavement. He pulled the +servants' bell and asked boldly for Alison. +</P> + +<P> +"Who shall I say?" asked the kitchen-maid who admitted him. +</P> + +<P> +"Say Jim Hardy, and that my message is urgent," was the reply. +</P> + +<P> +The girl, who was impressed by Jim's goodly height and breadth, invited +him into the housekeeper's parlor, where Alison joined him in a few +minutes. Her face was like death when she came in; her hand shook so +that she could scarcely hold it out for Jim to clasp. He was master, +however, on this occasion—the averted eyes, the white face, the +shaking hand were only all the more reasons why he should clasp the +maiden he loved to his heart. He strode across the room and shut the +door. +</P> + +<P> +"Can we be alone for a few minutes?" he said. +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose so, Jim, if—if it is necessary," said Alison. +</P> + +<P> +"It is necessary. I have something to say." +</P> + +<P> +Alison did not reply. She was trembling more than ever. +</P> + +<P> +"I have got to say this," said Jim: "I am off with Louisa Clay. We're +not going to be married. I don't want her, I never wanted her, and now +it seems that she don't want me. And, Alison, you are cleared of that +matter of the five-pound note." +</P> + +<P> +"Cleared?" said Alison, springing forward, and her eyes lighting up. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, darlin', cleared," said Jim boldly. "I always knew you were as +innocent as the dawn, and now all the world will know it. Sampson, +good fellow, ferreted out the truth, and it seems—it seems that Louisa +is the thief. Sampson can give you all particulars himself to-morrow; +but I have come here now to talk on a matter of much more importance. +I have always loved you, Alison, from the first day I set eyes on you. +From that first moment I gave you all my heart; my life was yours, my +happiness yours, and all the love I am capable of. In an evil hour a +shadow came atween us; I was mad at losing you, and I asked Louisa to +wed me; but though I'd 'a' been true to her—for a promise is a +promise—I'd have been the most miserable man what ever lived, for my +heart would have been yours. I'd have committed a sin, an awful sin, +but, thank God, I am saved from that now. Louisa herself has set me +free. There's her letter; you can read it if you want to." +</P> + +<P> +Jim pulled it out of his pocket, and thrust it before Alison's dazzled +eyes. +</P> + +<P> +"No, no!" she said, pushing it from her; "your word is enough. I don't +want to see the letter." +</P> + +<P> +She hid her face in her shaking hands. +</P> + +<P> +"I was always true to you," continued Jim, "in heart at least; and now +I want to know if there is any reason why you and me should not be wed +after all. I have got money enough, and I can wed you and give you a +nice home as soon as ever the banns are read, and there'll be a corner +for Grannie too, by our fireside. Come, Alison, is there any reason, +any impediment? as they say in the marriage service. There aint really +any other feller, is there, Ally? That was a sort of way to cheat me, +Ally; wasn't it, darlin'?" +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, Jim, yes, yes," cried Alison. "I always loved you with all my +heart. I loved you more than ever the day I gave you up, but I was +proud, and I misunderstood, and—and—oh, I can say no more; but I love +you, Jim, I love you. Oh, my heart is like to burst, but it is all +happiness now, for I love you so well—so true—so very, very dearly." +</P> + +<P> +"Then that's all right," he answered solemnly. He took her into his +arms there and then and held her fast to his beating heart. They +kissed each other many times. +</P> + +<P> +Alison and Jim were married, and Grannie went to live with them. She +was indispensable to the brightness of their home, and even more +indispensable to the success of their little shop; for Grannie had a +natural turn for business, and if her eyes were the kindest in all the +world, they were also the sharpest to detect the least thing not +perfectly straight in those with whom she had to deal. So the shop, +started on thoroughly business principles, flourished well. And the +young pair were happy, and the other children by and by made a good +start in the world, and Grannie's face beamed more and more lovingly as +the years went on, but never to her dying day did she reveal the secret +of her visit to the workhouse. +</P> + +<P> +"It was the one piece of bad luck in all my happy life," she was wont +to murmur to herself, then she would smile and perk up her little +figure. "Lord knows, I needn't ha' been frighted," she would add; +"comin' o' the breed of the Phippses and Simpsons, I might ha' known it +wouldn't last—the luck o' the family bein' wot it is." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<P CLASS="finis"> +THE END +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<HR> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="flowers"></A> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +THE FLOWERS' WORK +</H2> + +<P> +"See, mother! I've finished my bouquet. Isn't it beautiful? More so, +I think, than those made by the florist which he asked two dollars for, +and this has cost me but seventy-five cents." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, yes, it is very pretty. But, dear me, child, I cannot help +thinking how illy we can spare so much for such a very useless thing. +Almost as much as you can make in a day it has cost." +</P> + +<P> +"Don't say <I>useless</I>, mother. It will express to Edward our +appreciation of his exertions and their result, and our regards. How +he has struggled to obtain a profession! I only wish I could cover the +platform with bouquets, baskets and wreaths tonight, when he receives +his diploma." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, well; if it will do any good, I shall not mind the expense. +But, child, he will know it is from you, and men don't care for such +things coming from home folks. Now, if it was from any other young +lady, I expect he'd be mightily pleased." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, mother, I don't think so. Edward will think as much of it, coming +from his sister-in-law, as from any other girl. And it will please +Kate, too. If <I>we</I> do not think enough of him to send him bouquets, +who else could? Rest easy, mother, dear; I feel quite sure my bouquet +will do much good," answered Annie, putting her bouquet in a glass of +water. +</P> + +<P> +She left the room to make her simple toilet for the evening. +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Grey had been widowed when her two little girls were in their +infancy. It had been a hard struggle for the mother to raise her +children. Constant toil, privation and anxiety had worn heavily on her +naturally delicate constitution, until she had become a confirmed +invalid. But there was no longer a necessity for her toiling. Katy, +the elder daughter, was married; and Annie, a loving, devoted girl, +could now return the mother's long and loving care. By her needle she +obtained a support for herself and mother. +</P> + +<P> +Katy's husband held a position under the government, receiving a small +compensation, only sufficient for the necessities of the present, and +of very uncertain continuance. He was ambitious of doing better than +this for himself, as well as his family. So he employed every spare +hour in studying medicine, and it was the night that he was to receive +his diploma that my little story begins. +</P> + +<P> +The exercises of the evening were concluded. Edward Roberts came down +the aisle to where his wife and Annie were seated, bearing his +flowers—an elegant basket, tastefully arranged, and a beautiful +bouquet. But it needed only a quick glance for Annie to see it was not +<I>her</I> bouquet. Although the flowers were fragrant and rare, they were +not so carefully selected or well chosen. Hers expressed not alone her +affection and appreciation, but <I>his</I> energy, perseverance and success. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, where is my bouquet? I do not see it," asked Annie, a look of +disappointment on her usually bright face. +</P> + +<P> +"Yours? I do not know. Did you send me one?" returned her +brother-in-law. +</P> + +<P> +"Indeed I did. And such a beauty, too! It is too bad! I suppose it +is the result of the stupidity of the young man in whose hands I placed +it. I told him plain enough it was for you, and your name, with mine, +was on the card," answered Annie, really very much provoked. +</P> + +<P> +"Well, do not fret, little sister; I am just as much obliged; and +perchance some poor fellow not so fortunate as I may have received it," +answered Edward Roberts. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't, for pity's sake, let mother know of the mistake, or whatever it +is, that has robbed you of your bouquet. She will fret dreadfully +about it," said Annie. +</P> + +<P> +All that night, until she was lost in sleep, did she constantly repeat: +</P> + +<P> +"I wonder who has got it?" +</P> + +<P> +She had failed to observe on the list of graduates the name of <I>Edgar +Roberts</I>, from Ohio, or she might have had an idea into whose hands her +bouquet had fallen. Her brother Edward, immediately on hearing Annie's +exclamation, thought how the mistake had occurred, and was really glad +that it was as it was; for the young man whose name was so nearly like +his own was a stranger in the city, and Edward had noticed his +receiving <I>one</I> bouquet only, which of course was the missing one, and +Annie's. +</P> + +<P> +Edgar Roberts sat in his room that night, after his return from the +distribution of diplomas, holding in his hand Annie's bouquet, and on +the table beside him was a floral dictionary. An expression of +gratification was on his pleasant face, and, as again and again his +eyes turned from the flowers to seek their interpreter, his lips were +wreathed with smiles, and he murmured low: +</P> + +<P> +"Annie Grey! Sweet Annie Grey! I never dreamed of any one in this +place knowing or caring enough for me to send such a tribute. How +carefully these flowers are chosen! What a charming, appreciative +little girl she is! Pretty, I know, of course. I wonder how she came +to send me this? How shall I find her? Find her I must, and know her." +</P> + +<P> +And Edgar Roberts fell asleep to dream of Annie Grey, and awoke in the +morning whispering the last words of the night before: +</P> + +<P> +"Sweet Annie Grey!" +</P> + +<P> +During the day he found it quite impossible to fix his mind on his +work; mind and heart were both occupied with thoughts of Annie Grey. +And so it continued to be until Edgar Roberts was really in love with a +girl he knew not, nor had ever seen. To find her was his fixed +determination. But how delicately he must go about it. He could not +make inquiry among his gentlemen acquaintances without speculations +arising, and a name sacred to him then, passed from one to another, +lightly spoken, perhaps. Then he bethought himself of the city +directory; he would consult that. And so doing he found Greys +innumerable—some in elegant, spacious dwellings, some in the business +thoroughfares of the place. The young ladies of the first mentioned, +he thought, living in fashionable life, surrounded by many admirers, +would scarcely think of bestowing any token of regard or appreciation +on a poor unknown student. The next would have but little time to +devote to such things; and time and thought were both spent in the +arrangement of his bouquet. Among the long list of Greys he found one +that attracted him more than all the others—a widow, living in a quiet +part of the city, quite near his daily route. So he sought and found +the place and exact number. Fortune favored him. Standing at the door +of a neat little frame cottage he beheld a young girl talking with two +little children. She was not the blue-eyed, golden-haired girl of his +dreams, but a sweet, earnest dove-eyed darling. And what care he, +whether her eyes were blue or brown, if her name were only Annie? Oh, +how could he find out that? +</P> + +<P> +She was bidding the little ones "good-bye." They were off from her, on +the sidewalk, when the elder child—a bright, laughing boy of +five—sang out, kissing his little dimpled hand: +</P> + +<P> +"Good-bye, Annie, darling!" +</P> + +<P> +Edgar Roberts felt as if he would like to clasp the little fellow to +the heart he had relieved of all anxiety. No longer a doubt was in his +mind. He had found his Annie Grey. +</P> + +<P> +From that afternoon, twice every day he passed the cottage of the widow +Grey, frequently seeing sweet Annie. This, however, was his only +reward. She never seemed at all conscious of his presence. Often her +eyes would glance carelessly toward him. Oftener they were never +raised from her work. Sewing by the window, she always was. +</P> + +<P> +What next? How to proceed, on his fixed determination of winning her, +if possible? +</P> + +<P> +Another bright thought. He felt pretty sure she attended church +somewhere; perhaps had a class in the Sabbath school. So the next +Sunday morning, at an early hour, he was commanding a view of Annie's +home. When the school bells commenced to ring, he grew very anxious. +A few moments, and the door opened and the object of his thoughts +stepped forth. How beautiful she looked in her pretty white suit! Now +Edgar felt his cause was in the ascendancy. Some distance behind, and +on the other side of the street, he followed, ever keeping her in view +until he saw her enter a not far distant church. Every Sunday after +found him an attentive listener to the Rev. Mr. Ashton, who soon became +aware of the presence of the young gentleman so regularly, and +apparently so much interested in the services. So the good man sought +an opportunity to speak to Edgar, and urge his accepting a charge in +the Sabbath school. We can imagine Edgar needed no great urging on +that subject; so, frequently, he stood near his Annie. In the library, +while selecting books for their pupils, once or twice they had met, and +he had handed to her the volume for which her hand was raised. Of +course a smile and bow of acknowledgment and thanks rewarded him. +</P> + +<P> +Edgar was growing happier, and more confident of final success every +week, when an event came which promised a speedy removal of all +difficulty in his path. The school was going to have a picnic. Then +and there he would certainly have an introduction to Annie, and after +spending a whole day with her, he would accompany her home and win the +privilege of calling often. +</P> + +<P> +The day of the picnic dawned brightly, and the happy party gathered on +the deck of the steamer. The first person who met Edgar Roberts' eye +was his fellow-student, Edward Roberts. Standing beside him were two +ladies and some children. When Edgar hastened up to speak to his +friend, the ladies turned, and Edward presented: +</P> + +<P> +"My wife; my sister, Miss Grey." +</P> + +<P> +Edgar Roberts could scarcely suppress an exclamation of joy and +surprise. His looks fully expressed how delighted he was. +</P> + +<P> +Three months had he been striving for this, which, if he had only known +it, could have been obtained so easily through his friend and her +brother. But what was so difficult to win was the more highly prized. +What a happy day it was! +</P> + +<P> +Annie was all he had believed her—charming in every way. Edgar made a +confidant of his friend; told him what Edward well knew before, but was +wise enough not to explain the mistake—of his hopes and fears; and won +from the prudent brother the promise to help him all he could. +</P> + +<P> +Accompanying Annie home that evening, and gaining her permission for +him to call again, Edgar lost no time in doing so, and often repeated +the call. +</P> + +<P> +Perhaps Annie thought him very fast in his wooing, and precipitate in +declaring his love, when, after only a fortnight visiting her, he said: +</P> + +<P> +"Annie, do you like me well enough, and trust in me sufficiently, to +allow me to ask your mother to call me her son?" +</P> + +<P> +Either so happy or so surprised was Annie, that she could not speak +just then. But roses crowded over her fair face, and she did not try +to withdraw the hand he had clasped. +</P> + +<P> +"Say, Annie, love," he whispered. She raised her eyes to his with such +a strange, surprised look in them, that he laughed and said: +</P> + +<P> +"You think I am very hasty, Annie. You don't know how long I've loved +you, and have waited for this hour." +</P> + +<P> +"Long!—two weeks," she said. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, Annie, darling, it is over three months since I've been able to +think of anything save Annie Grey—ever since the night I received my +diploma, and your sweet, encouraging bouquet, since that night I've +known and loved you. And how I've worked for this hour!" +</P> + +<P> +And then he told her how it was. And when he had finished, she looked +at him, her eyes dancing merrily, and though she tried hard to keep the +little rosebud of a mouth demurely shut, it was no use—it would open +and let escape a rippling laugh, as she said: +</P> + +<P> +"And this is the work my bouquet went about, is it? This is the good +it has done me—" She hesitated; the roses deepened their color as she +continued: "And you—" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, Annie, it has done much good to me, and I hope to you too." +</P> + +<P> +"But, Edgar—" it was the first time she had called him thus, and how +happy it made him—"I must tell you the truth—I never sent you a +bouquet!" +</P> + +<P> +"No! oh, do not say so. Can there be another such Annie Grey?" +</P> + +<P> +"No; I am the one who sent the bouquet; but, Edgar, you received it +through a mistake. It was intended for my brother-in-law, Edward!" +</P> + +<P> +"Stop, Annie, a moment— Are you sorry that mistake was made? Do you +regret it?" said Edgar, his voice filled with emotion. +</P> + +<P> +"No indeed, I am very glad you received it instead," Annie ingenuously +replied; adding quickly, "But, please, do not tell Edward I said so." +</P> + +<P> +"No, no; I will not tell him that you care a little more for <I>Edgar</I> +than <I>Edward</I>. Is that it? May I think so, Annie?" +</P> + +<P> +She nodded her head, and he caught her to his heart, whispering: +</P> + +<P> +"Mine at last. My Annie, darling! What a blessed mistake it was! May +I go to your mother, Annie?" +</P> + +<P> +"Yes; and I'll go with you, Edgar, and hear if she will admit those +flowers did any good. She thought it a useless expenditure." +</P> + +<P> +The widow Grey had become very much attached to the kind, attentive +young man, and when he came with Annie, and asked her blessing on their +love, she gave it willingly; and after hearing all about the way it +happened, she said: +</P> + +<P> +"Never did flowers such a good work before. 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Meade + +Release Date: April 12, 2009 [EBook #28565] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK GOOD LUCK *** + + + + +Produced by Al Haines + + + + + + + + + +GOOD LUCK + + +BY + +MRS. L. T. MEADE + + + +Author of Polly, A Sweet Girl Graduate, Etc. + + + + +M. A. DONOHUE & COMPANY + +CHICAGO ------------ NEW YORK + +1896 + + + + +GOOD LUCK + + +CHAPTER I. + +Amongst the crowd of people who were waiting in the Out-Patients' +Department of the London Hospital on a certain foggy day toward the +latter end of November might have been seen an old cherry-cheeked +woman. She had bright blue eyes and firm, kindly lips. She was a +little woman, slightly made, and her whole dress and appearance were +somewhat old-fashioned. In the first place, she was wonderfully +pretty. Her little face looked something like a russet apple, so clear +was her complexion and so bright and true the light in her eyes. Her +hair was snow-white, and rather fluffy in texture; it surrounded her +forehead like a silver halo, adding to the picturesque effect of apple +cheeks and deep blue eyes. Her attire was quaint and old-fashioned. +She wore a neat black dress, made without the least attempt at +ornament; round her neck was a snowy kerchief of somewhat coarse but +perfectly clean muslin; over her shoulders a little black shawl was +folded corner-ways, and pinned neatly with a large black-headed pin at +her breast. A peep of the snowy handkerchief showed above the shawl; +the handkerchief vied with the white of her hair. On her head was a +drawn black silk bonnet with a tiny border of white net inside. Her +hands were clothed in white cotton gloves. She stood on the borders of +the crowd, one of them, and yet apart from them, noticeable to everyone +present by her pretty, dainty neatness, and by the look of health which +to all appearance she possessed. This had evidently been her first +visit to the Out-Patients' Department. Some _habitues_ of the place +turned and stared at her, and one or two women who stood +near--burdened, pallid, ill-looking women--gave her a quick glance of +envy, and asked her with a certain show of curiosity what ailed her. + +"It's my hand, dear," was the reply. "It pains awful--right up to the +shoulder." + +"It's rheumatis you've got, you poor thing," said one of the women who +had addressed her. + +"No, I don't think it's exactly that," was the reply; "but the doctor +'ll tell. I can't hold my needle with the pain; it keeps me awake o' +nights. Oh, we must all have our share," she added cheerfully; "but ef +it were the will of the Almighty, I'd rayther not have my share o' pain +in my right hand." + +"You does needlework fer a living, I suppose?" said a man who stood +near. + +"Yes. I only 'opes to the Lord that my working hand isn't going to be +taken from me--but there, I'll soon know." + +She smiled brightly at these words, and addressed one of her neighbors +with regard to the state of that neighbor's baby--the child was +evidently suffering from ophthalmia, and could scarcely open its eyes. + +It was cold in the out-patients' waiting-room, and the crowd became +impatient and anxious, each for his or her turn to see the doctors who +were in attendance. At last the little woman with the white hair was +admitted to the consulting-room. She was shown in by a dresser, and +found herself face to face with the doctor. He said a few words to +her, asked her some questions with regard to her symptoms, looked at +the hand, touched the thumb and forefinger, examined the palm of the +hand very carefully, and then pronounced his brief verdict. + +"You are suffering from what is equivalent to writers' cramp, my good +woman," he said. + +"Lor', sir," she interrupted, "I respec'fully think you must be +mistook. I never take a pen in my 'and oftener nor twice a year. I +aint a schollard, sir." + +"That don't matter," was the reply; "you use your needle a good deal." + +"Of course, and why shouldn't I?" + +"How many hours a day do you work?" + +"I never count the hours, sir. I work all the time that I've got. The +more I work, the more money there be, you understand." + +"Yes, I quite understand. Well, you must knock it off. Here! I shall +order you a certain liniment, which must be rubbed into the hand two or +three times a day." + +"But what do you mean by knocking it off, sir?" + +"What I say--you must stop needlework. Johnson," continued Dr. Graves, +raising his eyes and looking at the dresser, "send in another patient." +He rose as he spoke. + +"I am sorry for you, my poor woman," he said, "but that hand is +practically useless. At your age, there is not the most remote chance +of recovery. The hand will be powerless in a few months' time, +whatever you do; but if you spare it--in short, give it complete +rest--it may last a little longer." + +"And do you mean, sir, that I'm never to do sewing again?" + +"I should recommend you to knock it off completely and at once; by so +doing you will probably save yourself a good deal of suffering, and the +disease may not progress so rapidly--in any case, the power to sew will +soon leave you. Use the liniment by all means, take care of your +health, be cheerful. Good-morning." + +The doctor accompanied the little woman to the door of the +consulting-room; he opened the door for her, and bowed as she passed +out. He treated her almost as if she were a lady, which in very truth +she was in every sense of the word. But she did not notice his +politeness, for his words had stunned her. She walked slowly, with a +dazed look in her eyes, through the crowd of people who were waiting to +be admitted to the different physicians, and found herself in the open +street. Her name was Patience Reed, she was sixty-eight years of age, +and was the grandmother of six orphan children. + +"Good Lord, what do it mean?" she murmured as she walked quickly +through the sloppy, dark, disagreeable streets. "I'm to lose the power +of this 'and, and I'm not to do any more needlework. I don't believe +it's true. I don't believe that doctor. I'll say nothing to Alison +to-day. Good Lord, I don't believe for a moment you'd afflict me in +this awful sort of way!" + +She walked quickly. She had by nature a very light and cheerful heart; +her spirit was as bright and cheery as her appearance. She picked up +her courage very soon, stepped neatly through the miry, slippery +streets, and presently reached her home. Mrs. Reed and the six +grandchildren lived in a model lodging-house in a place called Sparrow +Street, off Whitechapel Road. The house possessed all the new sanitary +improvements, a good supply of water was laid on, the rooms were well +ventilated, the stoves in the little kitchens burned well, the rents +were moderate, there was nothing at all to complain of in the home. +Mrs. Reed was such a hearty, genial, hard-working woman that she would +have made any home bright and cheerful. She had lived in Whitechapel +for several years, but her work lay mostly in the West End. She +belonged to the old-fashioned order of needlewomen. She could do the +most perfect work with that right hand which was so soon to be useless. +Machine-made work excited her strongest contempt, but work of the best +order, the finest hand-made needlework, could be given over to her care +with perfect satisfaction. She had a good connection amongst the West +End shops, and had year after year earned sufficient money to bring up +the six orphan children comfortably and well. Alison, the eldest girl, +was now seventeen, and was earning her own living in a shop near by. +David was also doing something for himself, but the four younger +children were still dependent on Grannie. They were all like her as +regards high spirits, cleanliness, and a certain bright way of looking +at life. + +"I'll not be discouraged, and I'll not believe that doctor," she +murmured, as she mounted the long flight of stairs which led to the +fifth floor. "Aint I always 'ad good luck all the days o' a long +life?" She reached her own landing at last, panting a little for +breath as she did so. She opened her hall door with a latch-key and +entered the kitchen. The kitchen was absolutely neat, the stove shone +like a looking-glass, the dinner was cooking in the oven, and the table +round which the entire family were soon to dine already wore its coarse +white cloth. + +"There, I'm not going to murmur," said the old woman to herself. + +She went into her bedroom, took off her shawl, shook it out, folded it +neatly, and put it away. She took off her bonnet and dusted it, pinned +it into an old white cambric handkerchief, and laid it beside the shawl +on a little shelf. Her white gloves and white handkerchief shared the +same attention. Then she brushed her white hair, put on a neat cap, +and returned to the kitchen. + +Ten minutes afterward this kitchen was full of noise, life, and +confusion. The four younger children had come back from Board school. +Harry, the eldest boy, had rushed in from a bookseller's near by, and +Alison, who served behind a counter in one of the shops in Shoreditch, +had unexpectedly returned. + +Alison was a very tall and pretty girl. She had dark blue eyes and an +upright carriage; her hair was golden with some chestnut shades in it. +She had a clear complexion like her grandmother's, and firm lips, with +a sweet expression. As a rule she had a cheerful face, but to-day she +looked anxious. Grannie gave her one quick glance, and guessed at once +that something was troubling her. + +"Now, I wonder what's up?" she thought. "Well, I shan't burden the +child with my troubles to-day." + +"Come," she said in a hearty voice, "sit you all down in your places. +Kitty, my girl, say your grace. That's right," as the child folded her +hands, closed her eyes, raised her piping voice, and pronounced a grace +in rhyme in a sing-song tone. + +The moment the grace was finished a huge potato pie made its appearance +out of the oven, and the meal--good, hearty, and nourishing--began. +Grannie helped all the children. She piled the daintiest bits on +Alison's plate, watching the girl without appearing to do so as she +played with her dinner. + +"Come, Ally, you are not eating," said Grannie. "This will never do. +It's a real pleasure to have you back in the middle of the day, and you +must show it by making a good meal. Ah, that's better. Help your +sister to some bread, David." + +David was between fifteen and sixteen years of age, a fine well-grown +lad. He looked attentively at Alison, opened his lips as if to say +something, caught a warning glance from her eyes, and was instantly +silent. Alison forced herself to eat some of the nourishing pie, then +she looked full at Grannie. + +"By the way, Grannie," she said, "you were to see the doctor at the +London Hospital this morning, were you not?" + +"Yes, child; what about it? I'll have a piece of bread, David, if you +will cut it for me." + +David did so. Alison detected some concealment in Grannie's voice, and +pursued her inquiries. + +"What did he say?" she asked. + +"Oh, what didn't he say. Nothing special--the old kind of story. I +never thought much of plaguing a doctor for a common sort of thing like +this. I'm to rub the hand with liniment three times a day. There's +the bottle on that shelf. I 'spect I'll be all right in a week or a +fortnight. Now, children, hurry up with your dinner; you'll have to be +off to school in less than ten minutes, so there's no time to lose." + +The children began to eat quickly. Alison and David again exchanged +glances. Harry suddenly pushed back his chair. + +"You say your grace before you go," said Grannie, fixing him with her +bright blue eyes. + +He blushed a little, muttered a word or two, and then left the room. + +"Harry is a good lad," said the old lady when he had gone, "but he is +getting a bit uppish. He's a masterful sort. He aint like you, Dave." + +"I am masterful in my own way," answered David. + +He crossed the room, bent over the little old woman, and kissed her on +the forehead. + +"Harry and I will be a bit late to-night," he said. "We've joined a +boys' club in Bethnal Green." + +"A club?" said Grannie. "You're young to be out at nights by yourself. +What sort of club?" + +"Oh, It's a first-rate sort. It has been opened by a good man. He's a +right down jolly fellow, though he is a swell. There's boxing and all +kinds of good games going on there." + +"It's all right, Grannie," interrupted Alison. "Boys must grow into +men," she added, in a quick voice. + +"Dear me," answered the old woman, "I don't know nothing, I suppose! +When I was young, boys in their teens stayed at home. But there! you +are a good lad, Dave, and I'll trust you to keep Harry out of mischief." + +"Harry is well enough, Grannie, if you'd only trust him." + +"Well, I suppose I must. Give me a kiss, Dave, and be off. Children, +loves, what are you pottering about for?" + +"We're ready to go now, Grannie," said the little ones. + +They shouldered their bags, put on their hats, and left the room with +considerable clatter, only first of all each small pair of legs made +for Grannie's chair, each rosy pair of lips bestowed a vigorous kiss +upon her apple-blossom cheeks. She patted them on their shoulders, +smiled at them with happy eyes full of love; and they rushed off to +school, grumbling a little at her quick, abrupt ways, but loving her +well deep down in their hearts. + +Alison stood up and began to put away the dinner things. Alison and +Mrs. Reed were now alone. The old woman looked anxiously at the girl. +Alison's figure was very slight and graceful. She wore her shop dress, +too, a neat black alpaca. The young ladies in the shops in High +Street, Shoreditch, could not afford black silk, but the shop in +question was a good one, and black alpaca, neatly made, had quite as +good an effect. Alison's hair was put up stylishly on her head. She +wore a little bit of cheap lace round her throat, and a bit of the same +came from under the neat wrists of her dress. Two or three small +chrysanthemums were pinned at her bosom. Grannie thought her quite the +lady. + +"I wish, child, you wouldn't slave yourself!" she said at last +impatiently. "What's the old woman for if it isn't to wash up and put +in order? and I'm quite certain you ought to be back at the shop by +now." + +"I'm not going back," said Alison, in a low tone. + +Grannie had guessed this from the first. She did not speak at all for +a minute, then she chose to dally with the evil tidings. + +"It's a holiday you are having most like," she said. "I didn't know +they gave 'em at this time of the year, but I'm real glad. I expect +you let Jim Hardy know. He'll be sure to be round bimeby when his +work's over, and you'd like the kitchen to yourselves, wouldn't you?" + +"No, Grannie, no," said Alison abruptly. "There's no Jim for me any +more, and there's no work, and--and--I'm in _trouble_--I'm in trouble." + +She crossed the room impulsively, went on her knees, swept her two +young arms round Grannie's frail figure, laid her head on the little +woman's sloping shoulder, and burst into tears. + +Grannie was wonderfully comforting and consoling. She did not express +the least surprise. She patted Alison on her cheek. She allowed the +girl to grasp her painful right hand and swollen arm without a word of +protest. + +"There, lovey, there, cry your heart out," she exclaimed. "You 'a' +lost your situation. Well, you aint the first; you'll soon get +another, dearie, and you'll be a rare bit of comfort to me at home for +a few days. There, set down close to me, darlin', and tell me +everythink. Wot's up, my pretty, wot's wrong?" + +"I thought I wouldn't tell you," said Alison, stopping to wipe her +tears away, "but I can't keep it back. They have accused me in the +shop of stealing a five-pound note out of the till. Yes, Grannie, no +wonder you open your eyes. It is true; I am accused of being a thief. +They are all sure that I have done it. A five-pound note is missing; +and you know how Mr. Shaw has sometimes trusted me, and sometimes, when +he has been very busy, he has allowed me to go to the desk and open the +till and take out change. Well, that was what happened to-day. A +customer came in and asked Mr. Shaw to change a five-pound note for +him, and Mr. Shaw went to the till to get the change, and then he shut +it up, but he left the key in the lock, meaning to get back to his +place at the desk in a minute; but business kept him, and I was the +very next person to go to the till. I locked it after I had taken out +the change, and gave him the key. He went back in a minute or two to +take out the money to carry to the bank, and the five-pound note was +missing. He asked me out sharp if I had taken it--you know how red I +get when anyone suspects me. I felt myself blushing awfully, and then +the other girls stopped working and the men, even Jim, stared at me, +and I blushed hotter and hotter every minute. Then Mr. Shaw said: 'You +were overcome by temptation, Alison Reed, and you took the money; but +give it back to me now at once, and I'll promise to forgive you, and +say nothing more about it.' + +"Oh, I was so angry, and I said they might search me, and Mr. Shaw got +angry then, and he got one of the girls to feel me all over and to turn +my pockets inside out, and he called himself real kind not to get in +the police. Oh, Grannie, of course they couldn't find it on me, but I +was searched there in the shop before everyone. How am I ever to get +over the shame? I was nearly mad with passion, and I gave notice on +the spot, and here I am. I told Mr. Shaw that I would never enter his +shop again until I was cleared, and I mean to keep my word. + +"Mr. Shaw seemed more angry with me for giving notice than he was at +the loss of the note. He said he was certain I took it, for no one +else could, and that I had hid it somewhere, and that I was afraid to +stay, and he said he wouldn't give me any character. So here I am, +Grannie. I have lost my eight shillings a week, and I have lost my +character, and I am suspected of being a thief--here I am, good for +nothing. I have just got my neat shop dress and that is all." + +"And does Jim Hardy know?" asked Grannie. + +"He was in the shop, of course, and heard everything. I saw he wanted +to speak, but they wouldn't let him; if he asks me again to be his +wife, I shall say 'no' to him. I never was quite certain whether I'd +do right or wrong in marrying him, but now I'm positive. Jim's a right +good fellow, but he shan't ever have it to say that his wife was +accused of theft. I'm going to refuse him, Grannie. I suppose I'll +bear all this as well as another. I'm young, anyway, and you believe +in me, dont you?" + +"Believe in you? of course!" said Mrs. Reed. "I never heard of such a +shameful thing in all my life. Why, you are as honest as the day. Of +course that note will be found, and Mr. Shaw, who knows your value, +will ask you to go back fast enough. It 'll be all right, that it +will. I know what I'll do, I'll go straight to the shop and speak +about it. I'm not going to stand this, whoever else is. It aint a +slight thing, Alison; it aint the sort of thing that a girl can get +over. There are you, only seventeen, and so pretty and like a real +lady. Yes, you are; you needn't pertend you aint. Me and my people +were always genteel, and you take after us. I'll see to it. You +shan't be accused of theft, my dear, ef I can help it." + +"But you can't help it, Grannie dear. Whatever you say they won't +believe you. There is a girl I hate at the shop, and only that I know +it is impossible, I could believe that she had a finger in the pie. +Her name is Louisa Clay. She is rather handsome, and at one time we +used to be friends, but ever since Jim and I began to keep company she +has looked very black at me. I think she has a fancy that Jim would +have taken to her but for me; anyhow, I could not help seeing how +delighted she looked when I went out of the shop. Oh, let it be, +Grannie; what is the use of interfering? You may talk yourself hoarse, +but they won't believe you." + +"Believe me or not, Mr. Shaw has got to hear what I say," answered the +old woman. "I am not going to see my girl slighted, nor falsely +accused, nor her good name taken from her without interfering. It is +no use talking, Alison; I will have my way in this matter." + +Grannie rose from her chair as she spoke. Her cheeks were quite +flushed new, her eyes were almost too bright, and her poor hand ached +and ached persistently. Alison, who had been sitting on the floor +shedding tears now and then, rose slowly, walked to the window, and +looked out. She was feeling half stunned. She was by nature a very +bright, happy girl. Until this moment things had gone well with her in +life. She was clever, and had carried all before her at the Board +school. She was also pretty, and, as Grannie expressed it, "genteel." +She had got a good post in a good shop, and until to-day had been +giving marked satisfaction. Her earnings were of great value to the +little home party, and she was likely before long to have a rise. Mr. +Shaw, the owner of the haberdasher's shop in which she worked, talked +of making Alison his forewoman before long. She had a stylish +appearance. She showed off his mantles and hats to advantage; she had +a good sharp eye for business; she was very civil and obliging; she won +her way with all his customers; there was not a girl in the shop who +could get rid of remnants like Alison; in short, she was worth more +than a five-pound note to him, and when she was suddenly accused of +theft, in his heart of hearts he was extremely sorry to lose her. +Alison was too happy up to the present moment not to do her work +brightly and well. + +The foreman in Shaw's shop was a young man of about four-and-twenty. +His name was Hardy. He was a handsome fellow; he had fallen in love +with Alison almost from the first moment he had seen her. A week ago +he had asked her to be his wife; she had not yet given him her answer, +but she had long ago given him her heart. + +Now everything was changed; a sudden and very terrible blow had fallen +on the proud girl. Her pride was humiliated to the very dust. She had +held her head high, and it was now brought low. She resolved never to +look at Hardy again. Nothing would induce her to go back to the shop. +Oh, yes, Grannie might go to Mr. Shaw and talk as much as she liked, +but nothing would make matters straight now. + +Mrs. Reed was very quick about all she said and did. She was tired +after her long morning of waiting in the Out-Patients' Department of +the London Hospital, but mere bodily fatigue meant very little to her. +One of her nurslings--the special darling of her heart--was humiliated +and in danger. It was her duty to go to the rescue. She put on her +black bonnet and neat black shawl, encased her little hands once again +in her white cotton gloves, and walked briskly through the kitchen. + +"I'm off, Ally," she said. "I'll be back soon with good news." + +Then she paused near the door. + +"Ef you have a bit of time you might go on with some of the +needlework," she said. + +She thought of the hand which ached so sorely. + +"Yes, Grannie," replied Alison, turning slowly and looking at her. + +"You'll find the basket in the cupboard, love. I'm doing the +feather-stitching now; don't you spoil the pattern." + +"No, Grannie," answered the girl. Then she added abruptly, her lips +quivering: "There aint no manner of use in your going out and tiring +yourself." + +"Use or not, I am going," said Mrs. Reed. + +"By the way, if Jim should happen to come in, be sure you keep him. I +have a bit of a saveloy in the cupboard to make a flavor for his tea. +Don't you bother with that feather-stitching if Jim should be here." + +"He won't be here," said Alison, compressing her lips. + +Mrs. Reed pottered down the long steep flight of steps, and soon found +herself in the street. The fog had grown thicker than ever. It was +very dense indeed now. It was so full of sulphuric acid that it +smarted the eyes and hurt the throats and lungs of the unfortunate +people who were obliged to be out in it. Grannie coughed as she +threaded her way through the well-known streets. + +"Dear, dear," she kept muttering under her breath, "wot an evil world +it is! To think of a young innocent thing being crushed in that sort +of cruel way! Wot do it mean? Of course things must be set right. +I'll insist on that. I aint a Reed for nothing. The Reeds are +well-born folks, and my own people were Phippses, and they were +well-born too. And as to the luck o' them, why, 'twas past tellin'. +It don't do for one who's Phipps and Reed both, so to speak, to allow +herself to be trampled on. I'll soon set things straight. I've got +sperrit, wotever else I aint got." + +She reached Shaw's establishment at last. It was getting well into the +afternoon, and for some reason the shop was more full than usual. It +was a very cheap shop and a very good one--excellent bargains could be +found there--and all the people around patronized it. Alison was +missed to-day, having a very valuable head for business. Shaw, the +owner of the shop; was standing near the doorway. He felt cross and +dispirited. He did not recognize Mrs. Reed when she came in. He +thought she was a customer, and bowed in an obsequious way. + +"What can I serve you with, madam?" he said. "What department do you +want to go to?" + +"To none, thank you, sir," answered Mrs. Reed. "I have come to see Mr. +Shaw. I'll be much obleeged if I can have a few words with him." + +"Oh, Mr. Shaw! Well, I happen to be that gentleman. I am certainly +very much occupied at present; in fact, my good woman, I must trouble +you to call at a less busy time." + +"I must say a word to you now, sir, if you please," said Mrs. Reed, +raising her eyes and giving him a steady glance. "My name is Reed. I +have come about my grandchild." + +"Oh," said the owner of the shop, "you are Mrs. Reed." His brow +cleared instantly. "I shall be pleased to see you, madam. Of course +you have come to talk over the unpleasant occurrence of this morning. +I am more grieved than I can say. Step this way, madam, if you please." + +He marched Grannie with pomp through the crowd of customers; a moment +later she found herself in his private office. + +"Now," he said, "pray be seated. I assure you, Mrs. Reed, I greatly +regret----" + +"Ef you please, sir," said Grannie, "it is not to hear your regrets +that I have come here. A great wrong has been done my granddaughter. +Alison is a good girl, sir. She has been well brought up, and she +would no more touch your money than I would. I come of a respectable +family, Mr. Shaw. I come of a stock that would scorn to steal, and I +can't say more of Alison than that she and me are of one mind. She +left her 'ome this morning as happy a girl as you could find, and came +back at dinner time broken-'earted. Between breakfast and dinner a +dreadful thing happened to her; she was accused of stealing a +five-pound note out of your till. She said she were innocent, but was +not believed. She was searched in the presence of her fellow shop +people. Why, sir, is it likely she could get over the shame o' that? +Of course you didn't find the money on her, but you have broke her +heart, and she 'ave left your service." + +"Well, madam, I am very sorry for the whole thing, but I do not think I +can be accused of undue harshness to your granddaughter. Circumstances +were strongly against her, but I didn't turn her off. She took the law +into her own hands, as far as that is concerned." + +"Of course she took the law into her own hands, Mr. Shaw. 'Taint +likely that a girl wot has come of the Phippses and the Reeds would +stand that sort of conduct. I'm her grandmother, born a Phipps, and I +ought to know. You used rough words, sir, and you shamed her before +everyone, and you refused her a _character_, so she can't get another +place. Yes, sir, you have taken her character and her bread from her +by the same _h_act, and wot I have come to say is that I won't have it." + +Mr. Shaw began to lose his temper--little Mrs. Reed had long ago lost +hers. + +"Look here, my good woman," he said, "it's very fine for you to talk in +that high-handed style to me, but you can't get over the fact that five +pounds are missing." + +"I 'aven't got over it, sir; and it is because I 'aven't that I've come +to talk to you to-day. The money must be found. You must not leave a +stone unturned until it is found, for Alison must be cleared of this +charge. That is wot I have come to say. There's someone else a thief +in your house, sir, but it aint my girl." + +"I am inclined to agree with you," said Shaw, in a thoughtful voice, +"and I may as well say now that I regret having acted on the impulse of +the moment. The facts of the case are these: Between eleven and twelve +o'clock to-day, one of my best customers came here and asked me to give +him change for a five-pound note. I went to the till and did so, +taking out four sovereigns and a sovereign's worth of silver, and +dropped the five-pound note into the till in exchange. In my hurry I +left the key in the till. Miss Reed was standing close to me, waiting +to ask me a question, while I was attending to my customer. As soon as +he had gone she began to speak about some orders which had not been +properly executed. While I was replying to her, and promising to look +into the matter, a couple of customers came in. Miss Reed began to +attend to them. They bought some ribbons and gloves, and put down a +sovereign to pay for them. She asked me for change, and being in a +hurry at the moment, I told her to go to the till and help herself. +She did so, bringing back the change, and at the same time giving me +the key of the till. I put the key into my pocket, and the usual +business of the morning proceeded. After a time I went to open the +till to take out the contents in order to carry the money to the bank. +I immediately missed the five-pound note. You will see for yourself, +Mrs. Reed, that suspicion could not but point to your granddaughter. +She had seen the whole transaction. To my certain knowledge no one +else could have gone to the till without being noticed. I put the +five-pound note into the till with my own hands. Miss Reed went at my +request to get change for a customer. She locked the till and brought +me the key, and when I next went to it the five-pound note had +disappeared." + +"And you think that evidence sufficient to ruin the whole life and +character of a respectable girl?" said Mrs. Reed. + +"There is no use in your taking that high tone, madam. The evidence +against Miss Reed was sufficient to make me question her." + +"Accuse her, you mean," said Mrs. Reed. + +"Accuse her, if you like then, madam, of the theft." + +"Which she denied, Mr. Shaw." + +"Naturally she would deny it, Mrs. Reed." + +"And then you had her searched." + +"I was obliged to do so for the credit of the whole establishment, and +the protection of my other workpeople; the affair had to be gone +properly into." + +"But you found nothing on her." + +"As you say, I found nothing. If Miss Reed took the money she must +have hidden it somewhere else." + +"Do you still think she took it?" + +"I am inclined to believe she did not, but the puzzle is, who did? for +no one else had the opportunity." + +"You may be certain," said Mrs. Reed, "that someone else did have the +opportunity, even without your knowing it. Clever thieves can do that +sort of thing wonderful sharp, I have heard say; but Alison aint that +sort. Now, what do you mean to do to clear my granddaughter?" + +"I tell you what I'll do," said Shaw, after a pause. "I like your +granddaughter. I am inclined to believe, in spite of appearances, that +she is innocent. I must confess that she acted very insolently to me +this morning, and for the sake of the other shop people she must +apologize; but if she will apologize I will have her back--there, I +can't act fairer than that." + +"Nothing will make her step inside your shop, sir, until she is +cleared." + +"Oh, well!" said Mr. Shaw, rising, "she must take the consequence. She +is a great fool, for she'll never get such a chance again. Suspicion +is strong against her. I am willing to overlook everything, and to let +the affair of the five pounds sink into oblivion. Your granddaughter +is useful to me, and, upon my word, I believe she is innocent. If she +does not come back, she will find it extremely difficult to get another +situation." + +"Sir," said Mrs. Reed, "you don't know Alison. Nothing will make her +set her foot inside this shop until the real thief is found. Are you +going to find him or are you not?" + +"I will do my best, madam, and if that is your last word, perhaps you +will have the goodness not to take up any more of my valuable time." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +Mrs. Reed left the shop, and went home as quickly as her small, active +feet could carry her. She was feeling quite brisked up by her +interview with Shaw, and her indignation supplied her with strength. +She got back to the model lodging in Sparrow Street, mounted to her own +floor, and opened the door with a latch-key. Alison was sitting by the +window, busy over the needlework which Grannie would have done had she +been at home. Alison was but an indifferent worker, whereas Grannie +was a very beautiful one. Few people could do more lovely hand work +than Mrs. Reed. She was famous for her work, and got, as such things +go, good prices for it. The very best shops in the West End employed +her. She was seldom without a good job on hand. She had invented a +new pattern in feather-stitching which was greatly admired, and which +she was secretly very proud of--it was an intricate pattern, and it +made a very good show. No other workwoman knew how to do it, and +Grannie was very careful not to impart her secret to the trade. This +feather-stitching alone gave her a sort of monopoly, and she was too +good a woman of business not to avail herself of it. It was the +feather-stitching which had mostly tried her poor hand and arm, and +brought on the horrid pain which the doctor had called writers' cramp. + +"Some doctors are out-and-out fools," murmured the old woman to +herself. "He were a very nice spoke gentleman--tall and genteel, and +he treated me like a lady, which any true man would; but when he said I +had got writers' cramp in this hand, it must have been nonsense. For +there, I never write; ef I spell through a letter once in six months to +my poor sister's only child in Australia, it's the very most that I can +do. Writers' cramp, indeed! Well, it's a comfort to know that he must +be wrong. I wonder how Ally has got on with the work. Poor dear! +I'll have to do more of that feather-stitching than ever, now that Ally +has lost her situation." + +Alison looked up and saw her grandmother standing near her. She had, +of course, been taught the feather-stitching. Mrs. Reed had confided +this important secret to her once in a time of serious illness. + +"For I may die, and it may go out of the fam'ly," she said. "It was +begun by my grandmother, who got the first notion of it in the sort of +trail of the leaves. My grandmother was a Simpson--most respectable +folk--farmers of the best sort. She had wonderful linen, as fine as +silk. She made it all herself, and then she hemmed it and marked it +and feather-stitched it with them trailing leaves. She taught the +trail to my mother, who married Phipps, and mother had a turn for +needlework, and she gave it that little twist and rise which makes it +so wonderful pretty and neat; but 'twas I popped on the real finish, +quilting it, so to speak, and making it the richest trimming, and the +most dainty you could find. You must learn it, Alison; it would be a +sin and a shame for it to die with me. It must stay in the fam'ly, and +you must 'ave it on yer wedding linen, that you must." + +Grannie had taken great pains teaching Alison, and Alison had tried +hard to learn, but, unlike the Phippses and the Simpsons, she had no +real turn for fine needlework. She learned the wonderful stitch, it is +true, but only in a sort of fashion. + +Now, the secret of that stitch it is not for me to disclose. It had to +be done with a twist here, and a loop there, and a sudden clever +bringing round of the thread from the left to the right at a critical +moment; then followed a still more clever darting of the needle through +a loop, which suddenly appeared just when it was least expected. The +feather-stitching involved many movements of the hand and arm, and +certainly gave a splendid effect to the fine linen or cambric on which +it was worked. Grannie could do it almost with her eyes shut, but +Alison, who thought she knew all about it, found when she began to +practice that she had not taken the right loop nor the proper twist, +and she quite forgot the clever under-movement which brought the thread +from left to right, and made that sort of crinkled scroll which all the +other workwomen in West London tried to imitate in vain. Grannie was +trimming some beautiful underlinen for a titled lady; it was made of +the finest cambric, and the feather-stitching was to be a special +feature. + +She stood now, looked down at her pretty grandchild, and saw that she +had ruined the work. + +"Poor dear," muttered the old woman to herself, "she dint got the turn +of it, or maybe her head is confused. No wonder, I'm sure; for a +cleverer nor neater girl than Alison don't live." + +"There, my love," she said, speaking aloud, "I've come back. You can +put away the work now." + +"Oh, Grannie!" said the girl, looking up with flushed cheeks, "have I +done it right? It looks wrong somehow; it aint a bit rich like what +you do." + +"Dearie me," said the old woman, "as ef that mattered. You pop it back +into my drawer now." + +"But have I done any harm?" + +"Of course not, lovey. Pop it into the drawer and come and make +yourself smart for Jim." + +"For Jim?" said Alison, looking up with a glow on her cheeks, her eyes +shining. "You speak as if you had good news; has anything been +discovered?" + +Grannie had made up her mind to cheer Alison by every means in her +power. She sat down now on the nearest chair, untied her +bonnet-strings, and looked affectionately at the girl. + +"I have good news," she said; "yes, all things considered, I have." + +"Is the money found, grandmother?" + +"You couldn't expect it to be yet. Of course, _she_ wot took it hid +it--wot else can you expect?" + +"Oh, then nothing matters!" said Alison, her head drooping. + +"Dearie me, child, that's no way to take misfortin. The whole thing +from first to last was just a bit of bad luck, and luck's the queerest +thing in life. I have thought over luck all my long years, and am not +far from seventy, thank the Lord for his goodness, and I can't +understand it yet. Luck's agen yer, and nothing you can do will make +it for yer, jest for a spell. Then, for no rhyme or reason, it 'll +turn round, and it's for yer, and everything prospers as yer touches, +and you're jest as fort'nate as you were t'other way. With a young +thing like you, Ally, young and pretty and genteel, luck aint never +'ard; it soon turns, and it will with you. No, the money's not found +yet," continued the old woman, rising and taking off her bonnet and +giving it a little shake; "but it's sure to be to-night or to-morrow, +for I've got the promise of the master that he won't leave a stone +unturned to find out the thief. I did give him my mind, Alison. I +wish you could have heard me. I let out on him. I let him see what +sort of breed I am'--a Phipps wot married a Reed." + +"Oh, as if that mattered!" groaned Alison. + +"Well, it did with him, love. Breed allers tells. You may be low-born +and nothing will 'ide it--not all the dress and not all the, by way of, +fine manners. It's jest like veneer--it peels off at a minute's +notice. But breed's true to the core; it wears. Alison, it wears to +the end." + +"Well, Grannie," said Alison, who had often heard these remarks before, +"what did Mr. Shaw really say?" + +"My love, he treated me werry respectful. He told me the whole story, +calm and quiet, and then he said that he was quite sure himself that +you was innocent." + +"He didn't say that, really?" + +"I tell you he did, child; and wot's more, he offered you the place +back again." + +It was Alison's turn now to rise to her feet. She laughed hysterically. + +"And does he think I'll go," she said, "with this hanging over me? No! +I'd starve first. If that's all, he has his answer. I'll never go +back to that shop till I'm cleared. Oh, I don't know where your good +news is," she continued; "everything seems very black and dreadful. If +it were not for----" Her rosy lips trembled; she did not complete her +sentence. + +"I could bear it," she said, in a broken voice, "if it were not +for----" Again she hesitated, rushed suddenly across the room, and +locked herself into the little bedroom which she shared with one of her +sisters. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +Grannie pottered about and got the tea. As she did so she shook her +old head, and once a dim moisture came to her eyes. Her hand ached so +painfully that if she had been less brave she would have sat down and +given herself up to the misery which it caused her. But Grannie had +never thought much of herself, and she was certainly not going to do so +to-day when her darling was in such trouble. + +"Whatever I do, I mustn't let out that Ally failed in the +feather-stitching," she said to herself. "I'll unpick it to-night when +she is in bed. She has enough to bear without grieving her. I do hope +Jim will come in about supper time. I should think he was safe to. I +wonder if I could rub a little of that liniment onto my 'and myself. +It do burn so; to think that jest a little thing of this sort should +make me mis'rible. Talk of breed! I don't suppose I'm much, after +all, or I'd not fret about a trifle of this sort." + +The tea was laid on the table--the coarse brown loaf, the pat of +butter, the huge jug of skim milk, and the teapot full of weak tea. +The children all came in hungry from school. Alison returned from her +bedroom with red eyes. She cut the bread into thick slices, put a +scrape of butter on each slice, and helped her brothers and sisters. +The meal was a homely one, but perfectly nourishing. The children all +looked fat and well cared for. Grannie took great pride in their rosy +faces, and in their plump, firm limbs. She and Alison between them +kept all the family together. She made plenty of money with her +beautiful needlework, and Alison put the eight shillings which she +brought home every Saturday night from the shop into the common fund. +She had her dinner at the shop, which was also a great help. Dave was +beginning to earn about half a crown a week, which kept him in shoes +and added a very tiny trifle to the general purse; but Harry was still +not only an expense, but an anxiety to the family. The three younger +children were, of course, all expense at present, but Grannie's +feather-stitching and lovely work and Alison's help kept the little +family well-off. As the old woman watched them all to-night, she +laughed softly under her breath at the stupid mistake the doctor had +made. + +"Ef he had said anything but writers' cramp, I might 'a' been nervous," +she said to herself, "but writers' cramp aint possible to anyone as +don't write. I don't place much store by doctors after that stoopid +mistake; no, that I don't." + +Alison's face was very pale. She scarcely spoke during tea. The +children were surprised to see her at home both for dinner and tea, and +began to question her. + +"Now, you shet up, you little curiosity boxes," said Grannie, in her +brisk, rather aggressive voice. "Ally is at home--well, because she +is." + +"Oh, Grannie! what sort of answer is that?" cried Polly, the youngest +girl. + +"It's the only one you'll get, Miss Pry," replied Grannie. + +The other children laughed, and began to call Polly "Miss Pry," and +attention was completely diverted from Alison. + +After the tea-things had been washed and the children had settled down +to their books and different occupations, there came a knock at the +door, and Hardy entered. + +Alison was in her bedroom. + +"Set down, Mr. Hardy," said Grannie, if her cheerful voice. "You've +come to see Ally, I suppose?" + +"Yes, if I may," answered the young man, an anxious expression on his +face. + +"To be sure you may; who more welcome? Children, run into my bedroom, +dears. I'll turn on the gas and you can study your books in there. +Run now, and be quick about it." + +"It's so cold," said Polly. + +"Tut, tut, not another word; scatter, all of you." + +The children longed particularly to stay; they were very fond of Hardy, +who generally brought them sweets. Polly's quick eyes had seen a white +parcel sticking out of his pocket. It was horrid to have to go into +Grannie's bedroom. It was an icy-cold room; just, too, when the +kitchen was most enticing. They had to go, however, and Grannie shut +the door behind them. + +"Poor things, it will be cold for them in there," said the young man. + +"Tut, tut," answered Grannie again, "you don't want 'em to be brought +up soft and lazy and good for naught. Now then, Jim, set down and make +yourself at home." + +"How is she?" asked Hardy, speaking in a low voice, and raising his +handsome eyes to the old lady's face. + +Grannie's eyes blazed in reply. + +"How do you expect her to be?" she answered. "Publicly shamed as she +were; I wonder you didn't take her part, Jim, that I do." + +"I felt stunned," replied Hardy; "it was all so sudden. I tried to +push forward and to speak, but I was prevented. There was such an +excitement, and Mr. Shaw was in a towering passion--there's no doubt of +that. I'm sorry she has left, though." + +"Well," said Grannie, "she's had the offer to take her place again if +she likes." + +"Has she? Then he doesn't believe her to be guilty?" + +"No; who would who knew her?" + +"Who would, indeed?" answered the young man, a glow of pride and +pleasure o& his face. + +"I'll tell her you are here in a minute," said Grannie, "and then I'll +leave you two the kitchen to yourselves. But before I go away I jest +want to say one thing--Alison won't go back." + +"Won't?" + +"No, nor would I let her. Alison will stay here till she's cleared. +You are in the shop, Jim, and it's your business to find the +thief--that is, ef you love my girl, wot I take it you do." + +"With all my heart, that I do," he replied. + +"Then your work's cut out for you. Now you may see her." + +Grannie stepped across the kitchen. She opened Alison's door a quarter +of an inch. + +"Jim's here, Ally," she said. "I've a job of work in my bedroom, and +the children are out of the way. You two can have the kitchen to +yourselves ef you want to talk." + +Alison's low reply was scarcely discernible. Grannie went into her +bedroom, clicking the door behind her. A moment or two later Hardy +heard Alison step lightly across her room. She came out of it, crossed +the kitchen, and approached his side. Her face was perfectly white, +her lips trembled with emotion. She still wore her shop dress, but +there was a disheveled sort of look about her which the young man had +never noticed before. + +Her beautiful fair hair was rumpled and in disorder, her deep-blue eyes +looked pathetic owing to the tears she had shed. The young man's whole +heart went out to her at a great bound. How beautiful she was! How +unlike any other girl he had ever seen! How much he loved her in her +hour of trouble! + +"Oh, Alison," he said, speaking the first words that came to his lips, +"I could die for you--there!" + +Alison burst into tears. Jim put his arm round her; she did not +repulse him. He drew her close to him, and she laid her head on his +shoulder. He had never held her so close to him before; he had never +yet kissed her; now he kissed her soft hair as it brushed against his +cheek. + +"There, there," he said, after a moment or two, during which she sobbed +in a sort of luxury of grief and happiness; "there, there, my darlin', +I am between you and all the troubles of this hard world." + +"Oh, Jim, but I can't have it," she answered. + +She remembered herself in a moment, withdrew her head from his +shoulder, pressed back his hands, which struggled to hold her, and +seated herself on a low stool at the opposite side of the little stove. + +"It's all over, dear Jim," she said. "I do love you, I don't deny it; +but I must say 'no' to-night." + +"But why," said Hardy, "why should a nasty, spiteful bit of +misadventure like what happened to-day divide you and me? There is no +sense in it, Alison." + +"Sense or no, we can't be engaged," replied Alison. "I won't have it; +I love you too well. I'll never marry anybody while it's held over me +that I'm a thief." + +"But, darlin', you are no more a thief than I am; you are jest the most +beautiful and the best girl in all the world. I'll never marry anybody +ef I don't marry you, Ally. Oh, I think it is cruel of you to turn me +away jest because you happen to be the last person seen going to the +till." + +"I'm sorry if I seem cruel, Jim," she replied, "but my mind is quite +made up. It's a week to-night since you asked me to be your wife. I +love yer, I don't pretend to deny it; I've loved yer for many a month, +and my heart leaped with joy when you said you loved me, and of course +I meant to say 'yes.' But now everything is changed; I'm young, only +seventeen, and whatever we do now means all our lives, Jim, yours and +mine. This morning I were so happy--yes, that I were; and I just +longed for to-night to come, and I was fit to fly when I went to the +shop, although there was a fog, and poor Grannie's hand was so painful +that she had to go to see the doctor at the hospital; but then came the +blow, and it changed everything, just everything." + +"I can't see it," interrupted Jim; "I can't see your meaning; it has +not changed your love nor mine, and that's the only thing that seems to +me of much moment. You jest want me more than ever now, and I guess +that if you loved me before, you love me better now, so why don't you +say 'yes'?" + +"I can't," she replied; "I have thought it all over. I was stunned at +first, but for the last hour or two everything has been very plain to +me. I am innocent, Jim. I no more took that note out of the till than +you did; but it's gone, and I'm suspected. I was accused of taking it, +before the whole shop. I'm branded, that's what I feel, and nothing +can take away the brand, and the pain, and the soreness, except being +cleared. If I were to say 'yes' to you to-night, Jim, and let you love +me, and kiss me, and by and by take me afore the parson, and make me +your lawful wife--I--I wouldn't be the sort of girl you really love. +The brand would be there, and the soreness, and the shame, and the +dreadful words would keep ringing in my ears, 'You are a thief, you are +a thief'--so I couldn't be a good wife to yer, Jim, for that sort of +thing would wear me out, and I'd be sort of changed; and well as you +love me now, it would come back to you that once the girl what was your +wife was called a thief, so I'll never say 'yes'--never, until I'm +cleared; and somehow I don't expect I ever will be cleared, for the one +that did me this mischief must be very clever, and deep, and cunning. +So it's 'good-by,' Jim dear, and you'd better think no more of me, for +I'll never go back to the shop, and I'll never wed you until I'm +cleared of this dark, dark deed that is put down to me." + +"Then I will clear you; I vow it," said Hardy. + +He rose to his feet; he looked very strong, and firm, and determined. + +"You don't suppose that I'll lose you for the sake of a five-pound +note," he said. "I'll clear you. Grannie has put it on me, and now +you put it on me more than ever. It 'll be only a day or two most like +that we'll be parted, sweetheart. Only I wish you wouldn't stick to +this, Ally. Let me kiss you, and let me feel that you are my own dear +love, and I'll work harder than ever to prove that you are innocent as +the beautiful dawn that you are like. There was no one ever so +beautiful as you, like you." + +Alison smiled very faintly while Jim was speaking to her, but when he +approached her and held out his arms, and tried to coax her to come +into them, she drew back. + +"No," she said, "I'm a thief until I'm cleared, and you shan't kiss a +thief, Jim Hardy, that you shan't." + +Her tears broke out afresh as she uttered these words; she flung +herself on the little settle, and sobbed very bitterly. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +Jim walked quickly down the street; the fog had now partly lifted, and +a very faint breeze came and fanned his cheeks as, with great strides, +he went in the direction of Bishopsgate Street. He had lodgings in +Bishopsgate Without--a tiny room at the top of a house, which he called +his own, and which he kept beautifully neat, full of books and other +possessions. Hanging over his mantelpiece was a photograph of Alison. +It did not do her justice, failing to reproduce her expression, giving +no color to the charming, petulant face, and merely reproducing the +fairly good features without putting any life into them. When Hardy +got home and turned on the gas in his little attic, he took the +photograph down from its place and looked at it hungrily and greedily. +He was a young giant in his way, strong and muscular and good-looking. +His dark eyes seemed to gather fire as he looked at Alison's picture; +his lips, always strong and determined, became obstinate in their +outline; he clenched one of his strong hands, then put the photograph +slowly and carefully back in its place. + +"I have made a vow," he said to himself. "I don't remember ever making +a vow before; I'll keep this vow, so help me Heaven!--I have got to +clear my girl; yes, when all is said and done, she is my girl. I'll +set this thing right before a week is out. Now let me put on my +considering cap--let me try to think of this matter as if I were a +detective. By the way, there's that friend of mine, Sampson, who is in +the detective force; I've a good mind to run round to him and ask his +advice. There's treachery somewhere, and he might give me a wrinkle or +two." + +Jim put on his cap, thrust his hands deep into his pockets, and went +out once more. As he was running downstairs he met his landlady--he +was a favorite with her. She accosted him with a civil word, and an +inquiry if he did not want some supper. + +"No, thanks," he replied, "I will sup out to-night--good-night, Mrs. +Higgins." + +She nodded and smiled. + +"I wonder what's up with him," she sad to herself--"how white he do +look! and his eyes sorter dazed--he's a right good fellow, and I wish I +had more like him in the house." + +Jim meanwhile was marching quickly in the direction of Sampson's +lodgings. He had been brought up in the country, and had never seen +London until he was seventeen years of age. His great frame and +athletic limbs were all country-bred; he could never lose that +knowledge which had come to him in his boyhood--the knowledge of +climbing and rowing, of fishing and swimming--the power to use all his +limbs. This power had made him big and strong, and London ways and +London life could not greatly affect him. He was very clever and very +steady, and was rising to a good position in the shop. His thoughts +were far away now from his own affairs; they were absorbed with +Alison--with that dreadful shame which surrounded her, and with the vow +he had made to set his dear love straight. + +"If there's treachery, Sampson and me will find it out between us," he +said to himself. + +He was fortunate in finding Sampson in, and very soon unfolded his +errand. + +Sampson was as London-bred as Jim was the reverse. He was a little +fellow, with a face like a ferret; he had sharp-peaked features, a pale +skin with many freckles, very small, keen blue eyes, rather closely set +together, red hair, which he wore short and stuck up straight all over +his small head. His face was clean-shaven, and he had a very alert +look. Sampson did not live in an attic--he had a neat, well-furnished +room, on the third floor. His room did not show the taste Jim's +did--it was largely garnished with colored photographs of handsome +young women, and some of the most celebrated cricketers and boxers of +the day. His mantelpiece was covered with pipes and one or two +policemen's whistles. He was indulging in a pipe when Jim was +announced. He welcomed his friend cordially, asked him to be seated, +listened to his tale, and then sat silent, thinking very carefully over +the mystery. + +"Well," said Jim, "why don't you speak? I have got to clear this thing +in a couple of days. My girl will have nothing to do with me until she +is cleared of this shame, so you see how things stand, Sampson. I have +got a bit of money put by, and I'll spend it clearing her if you think +you can help me." + +"No, no, 'taint my line," said Sampson, "and, besides, I wouldn't take +your money, old chap; you are welcome to my advice, but I should only +rouse suspicion if I were to appear in the matter--still, we can talk +the thing well over. It seems to me the point is this, who was the +person who got to the till while Miss Reed's back was turned?" + +"They swear that no one could get to it," replied Jim. "The till is, +of course, in the master's desk, and Alison was close to it--she +scarcely left that part of the shop--at any rate, only to move a foot +or two away, before the customer arrived whom she was to serve. She +served her customer, and went to ask Mr. Shaw for change. He told her +that the key was in the till, and that she might help herself. She +took the change out and then locked the till. Alison is anxious enough +to be cleared, you may be quite sure, but she can't see herself how it +was possible that anyone else could have got to the till from the +moment the five-pound note was put into it until she herself took +change out and then locked it." + +"Yes, of course," said Sampson, "so she thinks. Now, one of three +things is plain. You'll forgive me if I speak right out quite plainly, +my boy?" + +"Of course," answered Hardy, with a faint smile. "You were always +famous for telling your mind when you liked, Sampson." + +"And for keeping it back when I liked," retorted Sampson. "I wouldn't +be much of a detective if I didn't do that--still, this is my view of +the case in a nutshell. One of three things must have happened--that +is, granted that Mr. Shaw did put the five-pound note into the till." + +"Why, of course he did," said Jim, in surprise. + +"We must grant that," interrupted Sampson, "or we have nothing to go +upon. Granted that he put the money into the till, one of three things +happened. Miss Reed was tempted and helped herself to the five-pound +note----" + +Jim sprang to his feet, he clenched his big fist, and made a step +toward Sampson, who sat, slight, small, and unprovoked, in his chair. + +"Sit down, won't you?" he said. + +"Only I want to strangle you and kick you out of the room," said Jim. + +"Well, I beg of you to refrain. I told you that I was a blunt body. I +don't think for a moment that Miss Reed took the money. In that case, +one of my remaining two suppositions must have happened; either the +note is still in the drawer, pushed out of sight, or under some loose +change--hidden, the Lord knows where--or somebody did get to the till +without Miss Reed seeing that person. My belief, and my knowledge of +human nature, induce me to think that the third idea is the right one." + +"But no one could," began Jim. + +"You can't say that no one could. Lor' bless you, the artful devices +of some folks is past counting. Now tell me, what sort are the other +girls in the shop?" + +"Oh, well enough--a very respectable lot." + +"You don't think any of them have a spite against your young woman?" + +"Well, no, I don't suppose they have--that is----" + +"Ah, you hesitate--that means that one of them has. Now speak out, +Jim. All depends on your being candid." + +"Oh, yes! I'll be candid enough," said Jim; "I never saw anything +wrong with the young women in the shop. Of course, except Alison, I +have not had much to do with any of them, but Ally once said to me that +a girl called Louisa Clay had, she thought, a spite agen her. I can't +imagine why, I'm sure." + +"This is interesting," said Sampson. "Mark my words, Louisa Clay is at +the bottom of the business. Now tell me, what sort is she?" + +"A handsome, well-mannered girl," replied Jim. "She's about twenty +years of age, I should say, with a dash of the gypsy in her, for she +has coal-black hair and flashing eyes." + +"Oh, you seem to have studied her face a bit." + +"Well, she is not the sort that you could pass," said Jim, coloring; +"besides, she wouldn't stand it." + +"A jealous sort, would you say?" + +"How can I tell?" + +"Yes you can, Jim Hardy. I see the end of this trouble, blest ef I +don't. How long has Alison been in the shop?" + +"Six months." + +"How long have you been there?" + +"Oh, several years! I was apprentice first, and then I rose step by +step. I have been with Shaw a matter of six years." + +"And how long has Louisa Clay been there?" + +"I can't exactly remember, but I should say a year and a half." + +Sampson now rose to his feet. + +"There we are," he said. "You are a good-looking chap, Jim; you are +taller than us London fellows, and you've got a pleasing way with you; +you were civil to Louisa before Alison came. Come now, the truth." + +"Well, she talked to me now and then," answered the young fellow, +coloring again. + +"Ah, I guess she did, and you talked to her; in fact, you kept company +with her, or as good." + +"No, that I didn't." + +"Well, she thought you did, or hoped you would; so it all comes to the +same. Then Alison arrived, and you gave Louisa up. Isn't that so?" + +"I never thought about Louisa one way or the other, I assure you, +Sampson. Ally and I were friends from the first. I hadn't known her a +fortnight before I loved her more than all the rest of the world. I +have been courting her ever since. I never gave a thought to another +woman." + +"Bless me! what an innocent young giant you are; but another woman gave +you a thought, my hearty, and of course she was jealous of Miss Reed, +and if she didn't want the money for reasons of her own, she was very +glad to put a spoke in her wheel." + +"Oh, come now, it isn't right to charge a girl like that," said Hardy. + +"Right or wrong, I believe I've hit the nail on the head. Anyhow, +that's the track for us to work. Where does this girl Clay live?" + +"With her father and mother in Shoreditch. He's a pawnbroker, and by +no means badly off." + +"You seem to have gone to their house." + +"A few times on Sunday evenings. Louisa asked me." + +"Have you gone lately?" + +"Not to say very lately." + +"Well, what do you say to you and me strolling round there this +evening?" + +"This evening!" cried Jim. "Oh, come now," he added, "I haven't the +heart; that I haven't." + +"You have no spunk in you. I thought you wanted to clear your girl." + +"Oh, if you put it in that way, Sampson, of course I'll do anything; +but I can't see your meaning. I do want, God knows, to clear Alison, +but I don't wish to drag another girl into it." + +"You shan't; that will be my business. After all, I see I must take +this thing up; you are not the fellow for it. The detective line, Jim, +means walking on eggs without breaking 'em. You'd smash every egg in +the farmyard. The detective line means guile; it means a dash of the +knowing at every step. You are as innocent as a babe, and you haven't +the guile of an unfledged chicken. You leave this matter with me. I +begin to think I'd like to see Miss Clay. I admire that handsome, +dashing sort of girl--yes, that I do. All I want you to do, Jim, is to +introduce me to the young lady. If her father is a pawnbroker he must +have a bit of money to give her, and a gel with a fat purse is just my +style. You come along to the Clays and give me a footing in the house, +and that's all I ask." + +Jim hesitated. + +"I don't like it," he said. + +"Don't like it," repeated Sampson, mimicking his manner. "I wouldn't +give much for that vow of yours, young man. Why, you are a soft Sawny. +You want to clear your own girl?" + +"That I do, God knows." + +"Then introduce me to Miss Clay." + +"Oh, Sampson, I hope I'm doing right." + +"Fiddlesticks with your right. I tell you this is my affair. Come +along now, or it will be too late." + +Sampson took down his hat from the wall, and Jim, somewhat unwillingly, +followed him out of the room and downstairs. He did not like the job, +and began to wish he had never consulted Sampson. But the detective's +cheery and pleasant talk very soon raised his spirits, and by the time +the two young men had reached the sign of the Three Balls, Jim had +persuaded himself that he was acting in a very manly manner, and that +dear little Alison would soon be his promised wife. + +Compared to Jim Hardy and George Sampson the Clays were quite wealthy +folk. Louisa need not have gone into a shop at all unless she so +pleased, but she was a vivacious young person, who preferred having a +purse of her own to being dependent on her father. She liked to show +herself off, and had the sense to see that she looked better in her +neat black alpaca with its simple trimmings than in any of her +beflowered and bespangled home dresses. The Clays were having friends +to supper this special evening, and the mirth was fast and hilarious +when Hardy and Sampson entered the room. Hardy had never seen Louisa +before in her evening dress. It gave her a blooming and buxom +appearance. The dress was of a flaming red color, slightly open at the +neck, and with elbow sleeves. Louisa started and colored when she saw +Jim. Her big eyes seemed to flash, and Sampson noticed that she gave +him a bold, admiring glance. + +"She is at the bottom of this, if ever gel was," muttered the detective +to himself. + +He asked Hardy to introduce him; and presently, using that tact for +which he was famous, induced Louisa to accompany him to a sofa at a +little distance, where they sat together laughing and chatting, and +Hardy was relieved to find that he need not pay this bold-looking girl +any attention. + +The supper was over before the young men arrived, but the atmosphere of +the room was close with a mixture of tobacco and spirits. Several very +fat and loudly dressed old ladies were talking to a still fatter and +more loudly dressed old lady at the head of the room. This was the +hostess. Clay, the pawnbroker, a little man with a deeply wrinkled +face and shrewd, beadlike, black eyes, was darting in and out amongst +his friends, laughing loudly, cracking jokes, and making himself +generally facetious and agreeable. He clapped Jim on the shoulders, +assured him that he was delighted to see him, and dragged him up to the +sofa, where Louisa and Sampson were having a very open flirtation. + +"My gel will be right glad to see yer," he said to Jim, with a broad +wink. "Eh, Louisa, who have I brought, eh? You are sure to give Hardy +a welcome, aint you, lass?" + +"If he'll take it, of course," she replied. + +She jumped up and gave Jim a second glance of unequivocal admiration. + +"It was good of you to come," she said, in a low tone. "I thought that +you were a bit troubled to-day; but maybe that is why you have come, to +be cheered up." + +Jim flushed and felt uncomfortable; he could not tell Louisa his real +motive; he felt ashamed of himself, and longed to be out of this noisy +scene. + +"And it isn't that I don't pity you," she continued. "Of course I can +see that you are cut up; who would have thought that a gel like +Alison----" + +Jim put up his big hand. + +"Not a word," he said; "I won't discuss it--I can't!" + +"You are awful cut up, old fellow, aint you?" said Louisa, moving a +step or two out of the crowd and motioning him to a corner. "Look +here," she continued, "there's a quiet nook here, just under the +stairs; let us stand here for a minute, I want to talk to yer. I know +you are cut up, and I am sorry--yes, that I am." + +"I can't discuss it with you, Miss Clay," said Jim. + +"Oh, aint it stiff of you to call me Miss Clay!" she retorted; "when +you know me so well." + +"Perhaps it is," he answered, too good-natured to be rude to her. "I +will call you Louisa if you like; but Louisa or Miss Clay, whichever +you are, I can't talk of this matter." + +Louisa's great black eyes seemed to blaze like living fires. She gave +Jim a long glance. + +"Just you tell me one thing," she said, almost in a whisper. + +"What is that?" he asked, surprised at her change of tone. + +"Are you going to marry Alison Reed, Jim Hardy?" + +"You have no right to ask me the question," he replied, "but as you +have, I will for once answer you frankly. If I don't marry Alison +Reed, no other girl shall be my wife." + +"Is that a vow?" she asked. + +"You can take it as such, if you like," he said. + +"I wouldn't make it," she replied. "No man can tell how he will +change." + +"I'll never change," he replied. "I think I'll say 'good-night' now." + +"Oh, dear! you aint going? Well, you shan't go until I have had my +say. I just wanted to know the truth; now I know it. Look here, Jim; +I am your friend, and I am Alison Reed's friend. There is nothing I +wouldn't do for either of you. Alison must be cleared of the shameful +thing she was accused of in the shop to-day." + +"She will be cleared," said Jim; "that is my business. Good-night, +Louisa; I must go home." + +"One minute first. I'll help you to clear Miss Reed. Will you sit +next me at dinner to-morrow?" + +"That is as you like," replied Jim. + +"Please do," she added; "I'll have made a plan by then. Yes, Alison +must be cleared. It seems to me that it is more a woman's work than a +man's." + +"No, it is my work," said Jim. "But I'll sit next to you with +pleasure; it is nothing to me one way or other." + +Louisa's eyes drooped; an angry color flooded her face. + +Jim held out his hand; she gave hers: the next minute the two young men +were again in the street. + +"Well," said Sampson, "we have done good business, have we not?" + +"I can't see it," replied Jim. "Louisa is innocent. I don't like her, +but she has had no more to do with that affair than I have had; so +there." + +"Louisa Clay is guilty," replied Sampson. "I may not be able to prove +it either to-day or to-morrow, but I will prove it before long. You +leave this matter in my hands, Jim." + +"I hate the whole thing," said Jim; "it seems awfully hard to drag +another girl into it." + +"Well, I don't believe in your sort of love," sneered Sampson; "but +mark my words: Louisa is the one what took that money. I have got a +footing in the house now, and I can work the thing and prove that I am +right in my own way." + +"I don't believe a word of it," said Jim. "Don't drag me into it any +further, Sampson, whatever you do." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +Soon after the departure of the two young men, the rest of the guests +left the Clays' house. There was no special run on the pawnshop that +night. Saturday night was the real night for business; then work went +on until far into the small hours of the morning, and Louisa was +obliged to turn to and help her father, but to-night there was nothing +to prevent her going to bed. She lit her candle in the hall, and +turned to say "good-night" to her parents. + +"That's a likely young man wot came here to-night," said the mother. + +"What young man?" asked Louisa, her eyes flashing. + +"Why, Mr. Sampson; they say he's right well off. Don't you know who he +is, Loo?" + +"No, that I don't," answered Louisa. "I never set eyes on him before. +I thought he was just a friend of Jim Hardy's. I thought it was Jim +you spoke of, mother, when you mentioned a likely young man." + +"Oh, Jim! he's well enough," said Mrs. Clay. "I don't go for to deny +that 'e's handsome to look at, but my thought is this, 'andsome is as +'andsome does. Now, that young man Sampson, as you call him, will make +his fortin' some fine day. He's in the private detective line, and +your father says there aint a sharper man in the trade. A sharp +detective makes his fortin' in these days, no doubt on that p'int." + +Louisa's face slightly lost its color; a puzzled expression, an almost +frightened look, crept into her eyes. + +"So George Sampson is a detective," she said slowly; "a detective, and +he is a friend of Jim's. I wonder why he came here?" + +"Why he come 'ere!" said the old woman. "Why do any young men come +'ere? Oh, we needn't say why; but we know. Good-night, child, +good-night." + +"Good-night, mother," said the daughter. + +She went upstairs to her own good-sized bedroom, just over the +pawnshop. She occupied the best bedroom in the house. She set her +candle on her chest of drawers now, and sat down where she could see +her handsome, striking-looking figure in the looking-glass. There was +a long glass in the door of her wardrobe, and there she could see her +reflection from head to foot. The red dress suited her well; it +accentuated the carmine in her cheeks, and brought out the brilliancy +of her eyes. She pushed back her mass of black hair from her low brow, +and gazed hard at her own image. + +"Yes," she said to herself, "I am handsome. Ef I were a lady I'd be a +queen. I'm handsome enough for anythink. But what do it matter! Good +Lor', what do _anythink_ matter when you can't get what you are +breaking your heart for! I'd give all the world for Jim, and Jim don't +care nothink for me." + +She sighed heavily. Presently she drew herself upright, pushed her +chair back so that she could no longer see her image in the glass, +placed her two elbows on the table, pressed her cheeks down on her open +palms, and thought hard. + +"Why did that man, George Sampson, come here to-night?" she said to +herself. "Did Jim bring him knowing that he is a detective; did he +bring him because he suspects me? Oh, he couldn't suspect me; Jim aint +that mean sort. Still, I don't like Sampson; I don't like his coming +'ere; I don't like the way he fixes me with his ferret eyes. Jim is +mad about Alison. He can't suspect me, of course; but he is mad about +it all. He is half broken-hearted, and he thinks less of me than ever. +Oh, Jim, Jim! and I do love you so terrible bad. Why don't you love me +even a little bit back again? I'd be good ef you loved me; I know I'd +be good. What is there in Alison Reed for you nearly to die for her? +She aint got my looks, she aint got my eyes, she aint got my bit of +money. I'm handsome, and I know it, and I'll have a tidy lot of money +when I'm married, for father tells me so. What is Alison compared to +me? Oh, nothing, nothing at all! just a mealy-faced, white-cheeked +slip of a girl. But somehow or other he loves her, and he don't love +me a bit; I'd do anything under the sun to win him. Why to-day, to-day +I did a _crime_, and 'twas for him, 'twas to win him; and, after all, I +failed. Oh, yes, I saw it to-night, I failed horribly." + +Louisa pressed her hands to her aching eyes; tears rose and smarted her +eyelids; they rolled down her cheeks. + +"I'm fit to kill myself!" she cried. "I did a crime for Jim, and I +dragged a girl into it, and I failed. Yes, I'll be straight with +myself, I did it for him. Oh, God knows what I've suffered lately, the +mad fire and the pain that has been eating me here," she pressed her +hand to her breast; "and then to-day I was passing the desk and I saw +the note, not in the till, but lying on the floor, and no one saw me, +and it flashed on me that perhaps Alison would be accused, and anyhow +that the money would come in handy. Shaw thought he put the note into +the till, but he never did. It fell on the floor, and 'twas open, and +I picked it up. I have it now; no one saw me, for I did it all like a +flash. The whole temptation come to me like a flash, and I took the +money in a twinkling. And now Alison is accused, and I am the real +thief. I did it--yes, I know why I did it: to turn Jim agen Alison, so +that I might have a chance to win him for myself. Yes, I have got the +money. I'll jest have a look at it now." + +Louisa rose as she spoke; she took a key from her pocket, opened a +small drawer in her wardrobe, and extracted from an old-fashioned purse +a crumpled five-pound note. She stared at this innocent piece of paper +with big, wide-open black eyes. + +"I wish I'd never touched it," she said, speaking her thoughts out +loud. "But of course Jim couldn't suspect me. Not a soul saw me when +I jest stooped and put the paper in my pocket. No, not a living soul +saw me. Shaw had gone away, and Alison was serving a customer, and I +did it like a flash. I had a fine time when they accused Alison, and +she turned first white and then red; but I didn't like it when I saw +Jim shiver. Why did he take that vow that he would marry nobody but +her? See ef I don't make him break it! I haven't got my looks for +nothink, and I don't love, as I love Jim, for nothink. Yes; I'll win +him yet--I have made up my mind. I think I know a way of blinding that +detective's eyes. I'll jest let him think that I like him--that I'm +losing my heart to him. _That 'll_ fetch him! He aint married; I know +he aint, from the way he spoke. I can soon turn a feller like that +round my little finger. Trust _me_ to blind his eyes. As to Jim! oh, +Jim, you _can't_ guess wot I done; it aint in you to think meanly of a +gel. Why, Jim, I could even be _good_ for a man like you; but there! +now that I have done this thing I can't be good, so there is nothink +for me but to go on being as bad as possible; only some day--some day, +if I win yer, perhaps I'll tell yer all. No, no; what am I saying? Of +course you must never know. You'd hate me if I were fifty times yer +wife, ef yer knew the bitter, bitter truth. Alison is nothing at all +to me; I don't care whether she breaks her heart or not, but I do care +about Jim. It is Jim I want. I'd make him a right good wife, for I +love him so well--yes, I will get him yet--I vow it; and perhaps my +vow, being a woman's, may be stronger than his." + +Louisa undressed slowly and got into bed. Her conscience was too hard +to trouble her; but the thought of Jim and his despair stood for some +time between her and sleep. She was tired out, for the day had been +full of excitement, but it was quite into the small hours before her +tired eyes were closed in heavy slumber. + +Not far away, in a small flat in Sparrow Street, another girl slept +also. This girl had cried herself to sleep; the tears were even still +wet upon her eyelashes. Grannie had come into the room and looked at +Alison. Alison and Polly slept together in the tiniest little offshoot +of the kitchen--it was more a sort of lean-to than a room; the roof +sloped so much that by the window, and where the little dressing-table +stood, only a very small person could keep upright. Grannie belonged +to the very small order of women. She always held herself upright as a +dart, and though it was late now, she did not show any signs of fatigue +as she stood with a shaded candle looking down at the sleeping girl. +Alison's face was very pale; once or twice she sighed heavily. As +Grannie watched her she raised her arm, pushed back her hair, which lay +against her cheek, turned round, sighed more deeply than ever, and then +sank again into unbroken slumber. + +"She's dreaming of it all," thought the old woman. "I wonder if Jim, +bless him, will clear her. I know he'll do his best. I believe he's a +good lad. I wish Alison would get engaged to him right away. Jim's +doing well in the shop, and they might be married and--dear, dear, I +_wish_ my hand didn't ache so bad. Well, there's one good thing about +it anyway--I needn't waste time in bed, for sleep one wink with this +sort of burning pain I couldn't, so I may jest as well set up and put +that feather-stitching straight. It's certain true that there aint a +single thing in the world what hasn't some good p'int about it, and +here is the good p'int in this pain of mine: I needn't waste the hours +of darkness laying and doing nothink in bed." + +Grannie stole out of the room as softly as she had entered. She shut +the door behind her without making the least sound; she then lit a +little lamp, which was much cheaper than gas, saw that it burned trim +and bright, and set it on the center-table in the kitchen. The night +was bitterly cold; the fog had been followed by a heavy frost. Grannie +could hear the sharp ringing sound of some horses' feet as they passed +by, carrying their burdens to the different markets. It was long past +twelve o'clock. The little kitchen was warm, for the stove had burned +merrily all day. Grannie opened the door of the stove now and looked +in. + +"Shall I, or shall I not, put on an extry shovelful of coals?" she said +to herself; "an extry shovelful will keep the heat in all night; I have +a mind to, for I do perish awful when the heat goes out of the kitchen; +but there, it would be sinful waste, for coals are hard to get. Ef +that doctor were right, and it were really writers' cramp, I mightn't +be able to earn any more money to buy coals; but of course he aint +right; how silly of me to be afraid of what's impossible! Yes, I'll +put on the coals. Thank the good Lord, this feather-stitching means a +real good income to us; and now that Ally can't bring in her eight +shillings a week, I must work extry hard, but it's false savin' to +perish of cold when you have it in you to earn good money, so here +goes." + +Grannie filled a very tiny shovel, flung the precious coals into the +opening of the stove, shut it up again, and, taking the cambric from +the cupboard in the wall, sat down with needle and thread just where +the full light of the lamp could best fall on her work. Her right hand +ached and ached--it not only ached, but burned; the pain seemed to go +up her arm; it sometimes gave her a sort of sick feeling. + +"Of course it's rheumatis," she said to herself. "Well now, what a +silly I am! Why don't I try the liniment? There, I'll rub some on +afore I begin to work." + +She took the bottle from the mantelpiece, opened it, and poured a +little of the mixture into the palm of her left hand. The liniment was +hot and comforting; it smarted a little, and relieved the dull inside +pain. Grannie found herself able to move her thumb and forefinger +without much difficulty. + +"There!" she said; "it's stiffening of the j'ints I'm getting. This +liniment is fine stuff. I must be very careful of it, though; why, I'm +a sight better already. Now then, first to wash my 'ands, and then to +unpick the feather-stitching poor Ally did to-day. Poor darlin', she +couldn't be expected to do it proper, but I'll soon set it right." + +Mrs. Reed poured some warm water from the tap into the basin beneath, +washed her old hands very carefully, dried them well, and sat down in +quite a cheerful mood in her warm, snug, bright little kitchen to +unpick Alison's work. The liniment had really eased the pain. She was +able to grasp without any discomfort the very finely pointed scissors +she was obliged to use, and after an hour and a half of intricate +labor, during which she strained her old eyes in order to avoid cutting +the delicate cambric, she had at last undone the mischief which Alison +had caused that day. + +"Now then, here we are, as straight as possible," she said aloud, in +her cheery way. "It's wonderful how fresh I do feel, and this hand's a +sight better. I declare it's a sort of Providence that the old don't +want much sleep--why, the church clock has gone two, and I aint a bit +drowsy. I know what I'll do, I'll work till five, that's three hours; +then I'll go to bed till seven. My hand's so comfortable that I'm sure +to sleep like a top, and seven is time enough for me to rise. Two +hours aint such a bad lot of sleep for a woman of my years. Let's see, +I'm sixty-eight. In one sense sixty-eight is old, in another sense +it's young. You slack down at sixty-eight; you don't have such a draw +on your system, the fire inside you don't seem to require such poking +up and feeding. When you get real old, seventy-eight or eighty, then +you want a deal of cosseting; but sixty-eight is young in one sense of +the word. This is the slack time--this is the time when you live real +cheap. What a deal of mercies I have, to be sure; and them beautiful +grandchildren, so fat and hearty, and Alison and me to keep the house +so snug, and tight, and neat, and not a debt in the world. Now, then, +I expect I'll get a lot of work through in these three hours. I can +set up for the next few nights, till Ally gets her place back again, +and make up all the difference, and more, that her eight shillings a +week brings in. Oh, thank the Lord, it's wonderful fortinit that I've +come to the easy time of life. If I were younger now, I must have my +sleep; but at sixty-eight you, so to speak, slacks down your fire, and +_werry_ little keeps it goin'." + +As Grannie thought these last vigorous and contented thoughts, she +pulled the lamp nearer, seized her needle and thread, and commenced her +feather-stitching. For the first quarter of an hour or twenty minutes +the work went well--the mysterious twists, and turns, and darts, and +loops were all made with fidelity and exactitude--the lovely crinkled +ornament stood out boldly on the delicate cambric. Grannie looked at +her work with intense pride and happiness. + +"It's a fortin'--I do wish that gel would learn it. Why, ef the two of +us were at it, she'd make a sight more than she do in the shop. I +declare I'll give her a lesson to-morrow---- Oh, my God! what's that? +Oh, my God, help me!" + +The needle fell through her powerless fingers; the finger and thumb +were drawn apart, as though they had not the power to get together +again. Grannie gazed at her right hand in a sort of panic. + +"There; it has happened once or twice afore," she said to +herself--"that dreadful prick and stab, and then all the power goin' +sudden-like--of course it's rheumatis--there, I've no cause to be +frightened; it's passing off; only it do make me sick and faint. I'll +have a cup of tea and then another rub of the liniment." + +The great agony frightened her very much; it took some of her high +spirits away. She rose slowly, and made her tea, drank it off scalding +hot, and then rubbed some more liniment on the hand. It was not quite +so comforting nor quite so warming this time as it was on the former +occasion. She washed her hands again, and set to work. + +"Oh, good Lord, give me strength!" she murmured, as she seized her +needle and thread. "Think of all the children, Lord, and the little +ones so fat and well fed; remember me, good Lord, and take the +rheumatis away, _ef_ it's your good will." + +She took up her needle with renewed courage, and once more began to +perform those curious movements of wrist and hand which were necessary +to produce the feather-stitching. In ten minutes the pain returned, +the powerless finger and thumb refused to grasp the needle. Large +drops of sweat stood out now on Grannie's forehead. + +"Wot do it mean?" she said to herself. "I never heerd tell of +rheumatis like this, and for certain it aint writers' cramp, for I +never write. Oh, what an awful sort of thing writing is, when a letter +once in six months knocks you over in this way. Dear, dear, I'm +a-shaking, but I 'a' done a nice little bit, and it's past three +o'clock. I'll go to bed. The doctor spoke a deal about rest; I didn't +mind him much. He was all wrong about the pain, but perhaps he were +right about the rest, so I'll go straight to bed." + +Grannie carefully slacked down the fire, put out the lamp, and stole +into the little bedroom which she shared with the two younger children. +Harry and David were already asleep in the lean-to at the other side of +the kitchen, the opposite room to Alison's. The well-fed children in +Grannie's bed breathed softly in their happy slumbers; the little old +woman got in between them and lay down icy cold, and trembling a good +deal. The children slept on, but the little woman lay awake with her +wide-open eyes staring straight into the darkness, and the dreadful +pain in hand and arm banishing all possibility of slumber. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +In the morning Grannie got up as usual. She was very white and shaky, +but she had no intention of complaining. The pain from which she was +suffering had somewhat abated, but the poor hand and arm felt tired and +very feeble. She longed for the comfort of a sling, but decided not to +wear one; the children would all notice it and pass remarks, and +Grannie could not bear to be commented upon. She did not want to add +trouble to trouble just now. She resolved to forget herself in +thoughts of Alison and the others. She was early in the kitchen, but +to her relief and pleasure found David there before her. Next to +Alison, David was Grannie's favorite. He was thoughtful and +considerate. He was a great big manly fellow, but there was also a +very sweet feminine element in him; he could be domestic without being +in the least girlish. He was devoted to Grannie, and often, tired as +he was when he went to bed, got up early in the morning to save her +work. He had turned on the gas, and the first thing he noticed now, +when she came in, was her worn, puckered little face. + +"Why, Grannie, you are out of sorts," he said. "Why did you get up so +early? Surely Ally and me can manage the bit of work. But, I say, you +are all of a tremble. Set down, and I'll get ye a cup of tea in a +minute." + +"No, Dave, no!" said the old woman, "'twill soon pass--'twill soon +pass; the rheumatis in my hand and arm has been bothering me all night, +and it makes me a bit shaky; but 'twill soon pass, Dave. We mustn't +waste the tea, you know, lad; and I won't have a cup--no, I won't." + +"Well, set there and rest," said the young man. "Thank goodness, I +aint ashamed to work, and I'm real proud to put the kitchen straight +and tidy. See how bright the fire is already; you warm your toes, +Grannie, and you'll soon be better." + +"So I will, to be sure," said Mrs. Reed, rubbing her hands and sinking +into the chair which David had brought forward. + +She gazed into the cheery flames, with her own bright-blue eyes, clear +and steady. Then she looked straight up at David, who was in the act +of filling the kettle and placing it on the top of the stove. + +"David," she said, "stoop down a minute; I have a word or two to say." + +David dropped on his knees at once, and put his hand on Grannie's +shoulder. + +"You aint likely to have a rise in your wages soon, are you, Dave?" + +"Oh, yes, I am! arter a bit," he answered. "Mr. Groves is real pleased +with me. He says I am a steady lad, and he often sets me to cast up +accounts for him, and do little odds and ends of jobs. He says he has +always railed against the School Board, but sometimes, when he sees how +tidy I can write, and how well I can read and spell, he's inclined to +change his mind." + +"And what rise will he give?" said Grannie, whose mind was entirely +fixed on the money part of the question. + +"Well, maybe a shilling more a week, when the first year is out." + +"And that 'll be----" + +"Next March, Grannie; not so long coming round." + +"Yes," she replied, "yes." In spite of herself, her voice had a sad +note in it. "Well, you see, Dave, you can't keep yourself on half a +crown a week." + +"I wish I could," he answered, looking dispirited, "but I thought you +were content. Is there anything that worries you, old lady?" + +"No, that there aint, my brave boy. You stick to your work and please +your master; you're safe to get on." + +"I wish I could support myself," said David. "I wish I knew shorthand; +that's the thing. A lad who knows shorthand, and can write and spell +as well as I can, can earn his ten shillings a week easy." + +"Ten shillings a week," said Grannie. "Lor' save us, what a power of +money!" + +"It's true," said David; "there's a lad who was at school with me--his +name was Phil Martin--he managed to pick up shorthand, and he's earning +ten shillings a week now. He's a bit younger than I am, too. He won't +be fifteen for two months yet." + +"Shorthand?" said Grannie, in her reflective voice; "that's writing, +aint it?" + +"Why, to be sure, Grannie; only a different sort of writing." + +"Still, you call it writing, don't you?" + +"To be sure I do." + +"Then, for the Lord's sake, don't have anythink to do with it, David. +Ef there is a mischievous, awful thing in the world, it's handwriting. +I only do it twice a year, and it has finished me, my lad--it has +finished me out and out. No, don't talk of it--keep your half a crown +a week, and don't be tempted with no handwriting, short or long." + +David looked puzzled and distressed; Grannie's words did not amuse him +in the least--they were spoken with great passion, with a rising color +in the little old cheeks, and a flash of almost fever in the bright +eyes. Grannie had always been the perfect embodiment of health and +strength to all the grandchildren, and David did not understand her +this morning. + +"Still," he said, "I can't agree with you about shorthand; it's a grand +thing--it's a trade in itself; but there's no chance of my getting to +know it, for I aint got the money. Now, hadn't I better get breakfast? +Ally will be out in a minute." + +"No, no; there's time enough. Look here, Dave, Harry must leave school +altogether--he's old enough, and he has passed the standard. He must +earn somethink. Couldn't he go as one of them messenger boys?" + +"Perhaps so, Grannie; but why are you in such a hurry? Harry's really +clever; he's got more brains than any of us, and he earns a shilling or +so a week now in the evenings helping me with the figures at Mr. +Groves'." + +"Do you think Mr. Groves would take him on altogether, Dave?" + +"No, he'd do better as a messenger boy--but don't hurry about him +leaving school. He'd best stay until midsummer, then he'll be fit for +anything." + +"Midsummer," said the old woman to herself, "midsummer! Oh, good Lord!" + +She bent her head down to prevent David seeing the tears which suddenly +softened her brave eyes. + +"What's all this fuss about Alison?" said David suddenly. + +At these words Grannie rose to her feet. + +"Nothing," she said, "nothing--it's nothing more than what I'd call a +storm in a tea-cup. They have lost a five-pound note at Shaw's and +they choose, the Lord knows why, to put the blame on our Ally. Of +course they'll find the note, and Ally will be cleared." + +"It seems a pity she left the shop," said David. + +"Pity!" said Mrs. Reed. "You don't suppose that Ally is a Phipps and a +Reed for nothink. We 'old our heads high, and we'll go on doing so. +Why, Dave, they think a sight of Alison in that shop. Mr. Shaw knows +what she's worth; he don't believe she's a thief, bless her! +Yesterday, when I went to see him, he spoke of her as genteel as you +please, and he wanted her back again." + +"Then why, in the name of goodness, doesn't she go?" said David. + +"Being a Phipps and Reed, she couldn't," replied Grannie. "We, none of +us, can humble ourselves--'taint in us--the breed won't allow it. Ally +was to say she was sorry for having done nothing at all, and, being a +Phipps and a Reed, it wasn't to be done. Don't talk any more about it, +lad. Shaw will be going on his knees to have her back in a day or two; +but I have a thought in my head that she may do better even than in the +shop. There, you've comforted me, my boy--you are a real out-and-out +comfort to me, David." + +"I am glad of that," said the young fellow. "There's no one like you +to me--no one." + +He kissed her withered cheek, which was scarcely like an apple this +morning, being very pale and weary. + +"Grannie," he said, "is it true that Ally is going to marry Jim Hardy?" + +"It's true that Jim Hardy wants her to marry him," replied Grannie. + +"I wonder if he does?" replied David, in a thoughtful voice. "They say +that Clay's daughter is mad for Jim, and she'll have a tidy sight of +money." + +"She may be as mad as she pleases, but she won't get Jim. Now, do +hurry on with the breakfast. What a lad you are for chattering!" + +Poor David, who had certainly been induced to chatter by Grannie +herself, made no response, but rose and set about his work as +kitchen-maid and cook with much deftness. He stirred the oatmeal into +the pot of boiling water, made the porridge, set the huge smoking dish +on the center of the table, put the children's mugs round, laid a +trencher of brown bread and a tiny morsel of butter on the board, and +then, having seen that Grannie's teapot held an extra pinch of tea, he +poured boiling water on it, and announced the meal as ready. The +younger children now came trooping in, neat and tidy and ready for +school. Grannie had trained her little family to be very orderly. As +the children entered the room they came up to her one by one, and +bestowed a kiss on her old lips. Her salutation to them was always +simple and always the same: "Bless you, Polly; bless you, Susie; bless +you, Kitty." But immediately after the blessing came sharp, quick +words. + +"Now, no dawdling; set down and be quick about it--sup up your porridge +without letting a drop of it get on your clean pinafores, or I'll smack +you." + +Grannie never did smack the children, so this last remark of hers had +long fallen flat. Alison came in almost immediately after the +children, and then, after a longer interval, Harry, looking red and +sleepy, took his place by the table. Harry was undoubtedly the black +sheep of the family. Both Alison and David bestowed on him one or two +anxious glances, but Grannie was too absorbed in some other thought to +take much notice of him this morning. Immediately after breakfast the +children knelt down, and Grannie repeated the Lord's Prayer aloud. +Then came a great scampering and rushing about. + +"Good-by, Grannie--good-by, Ally," came from several pairs of lips. + +Then a clatter downstairs, then a silence--even David had gone away. +On ordinary occasions Alison would have departed quite an hour before +the children, as she always had to be at the shop in good time to +display her excellent taste in the dressing of the windows. To-day she +and Grannie were left behind together. + +"You don't look well, Grannie," began the young girl. + +"Now, listen, Alison," said Mrs. Reed, speaking in quite a tart voice, +"ef you want to really vex me, you'll talk of my looks. I'm at the +slack time o' life, and a little more color or a little less don't +matter in the least. Ef I were forty and looked pale, or eighty and +looked pale, it might be a subject to worry 'em as love me; being +sixty-eight, I have let off pressure, so to speak, and it don't matter, +not one little bit, whether I'm like a fresh apple or a piece o' dough. +I am goin' out marketing now, and when I come back I'll give you a +fresh lesson in that feather-stitching." + +A dismayed look crept into Alison's face; she raised her delicate brows +very slightly, and fixed her clear blue eyes on Grannie. She was about +to speak, but something in the expression on Grannie's face kept her +silent. + +"You clear up and have the place tidy against I come back," said the +little woman. "You might make the beds, and set everything in +apple-pie order, ef you've a mind to." + +She then walked into her little bedroom, and shut the door behind her. +In three minutes she was dressed to go out, not in the neat drawn +black-silk bonnet, but in an old straw one which had belonged to her +mother, and which was extremely obsolete in pattern. This bonnet had +once been white, but it was now of the deepest, most dingy shade of +yellow-brown. It had a little band of brown ribbon round it, which +ended neatly in a pair of strings; these were tied under Grannie's +chin. Instead of her black cashmere shawl she wore one of very rough +material and texture, and of a sort of zebra pattern, which she had +picked up cheap many and many years ago from a traveling peddler. She +wore no gloves on her hands, but the poor, swollen, painful right hand +was wrapped in a corner of the zebra shawl. On her left arm she +carried her market basket. + +"Good-by, child," she said, nodding to her granddaughter. Then she +trotted downstairs and out into the street. + +There was no fog to-day--the air was keen and bright, and there was +even a very faint attempt at some watery sunbeams. There wasn't a +better bargainer in all Shoreditch than Mrs. Reed, but to-day her +purchases were very small--a couple of Spanish onions, half a pound of +American cheese, some bread, a tiny portion of margarine--and she had +expended what money she thought proper. + +She was soon at home again, and dinner was arranged. + +"I may as well get the dinner," said Alison, rising and taking the +basket from the old woman. + +"My dear, there aint nothing to get; it's all ready. The children must +have bread for dinner to-day. I bought a stale quartern loaf--I got a +penny off it, being two days old; here's a nice piece of cheese; and +onions cut up small will make a fine relish. There, we'll put the +basket in the scullery; and now, Alison, come over to the light and +take a lesson in the feather-stitching." + +Alison followed Mrs. Reed without a word. They both took their places +near the window. + +"Thread that needle for me, child," said the old woman. + +Alison obeyed. Mrs. Reed had splendid sight for her age; nothing had +ever ailed her eyes, and she never condescended to wear glasses, old as +she was, except by lamplight. Alison therefore felt some surprise when +she was invited to thread the needle. She did so in gloomy and solemn +silence, and gave it back with a suppressed sigh to her grandmother. + +"I don't think there's much use, Grannie," she said. + +"Much use in wot?" said Mrs. Reed. + +"In my learning that feather-stitching--I haven't it in me. I hate +needlework." + +"Oh, Ally!" + +Grannie raised her two earnest eyes. + +"All women have needlework in 'em if they please," she said; "it's born +in 'em. You can no more be a woman without needlework than you can be +a man without mischief--it's born in you, child, the same as bed-making +is, and cleaning stoves, and washing floors, and minding babies, and +coddling husbands, and bearing all the smaller worries of life--they +are all born in a woman, Alison, and she can no more escape 'em than +she can escape wearing the wedding-ring when she goes to church to be +wed." + +"Oh, the wedding-ring! that's different," said Alison, looking at her +pretty slender finger as she spoke. "Oh, Grannie, dear Grannie, my +heart's that heavy I think it 'll break! I can't see the +feather-stitching, I can't really." Her eyes brimmed up with tears. +"Grannie, don't ask me to do the fine needlework to-day." + +Grannie's face turned pale. + +"I wouldn't ef I could help it," she said. "Jest to please me, +darling, take a little lesson; you will be glad bimeby, you really +will. Why, this stitch is in the family, and it 'ud be 'a burning +shame for it to go out. Dear, dearie me, Alison, it aint a small thing +that could make me cry, but I'd cry ef this beautiful stitch, wot come +down from the Simpsons to the Phippses, and from the Phippses to the +Reeds, is lost. You must learn it ef you want to keep me cheerful, +Ally dear." + +"But I thought I knew it, Grannie," said the girl. + +"Not to say perfect, love--the loop don't go right with you, and the +loop's the p'int. Ef you don't draw that loop up clever and tight, you +don't get the quilting, and the quilting's the feature that none of the +workwomen in West London can master. Now, see yere, look at me. I'll +do a bit, and you watch." + +Grannie took up the morsel of cambric; she began the curious movements +of the wrist and hand, the intricate, involved contortions of the +thread. The magic loop made its appearance; the quilting stood out in +richness and majesty on the piece of cambric. Grannie made three or +four perfect stitches in an incredibly short space of time. She then +put the cambric into her granddaughter's hand. + +"Now, child," she said, "show me what you can do." + +Alison yawned slightly, and took up the work without any enthusiasm. +She made the first correct mystic passage with needle and thread; when +she came to the loop she failed to go right, and the effect was bungled +and incomplete. + +"Not that way; for mercy's sake, don't twist the thread like that!" +called Grannie, in an agony. "Give it to me; I'll show yer." + +It seemed like profanation to see her exquisite work tortured and +murdered. She snatched the cambric from Alison, and set to work to +make another perfect stitch herself. At that moment there came the +sudden and terrible pain--the shooting agony up the arm, followed by +the partial paralysis of thumb and forefinger. Grannie could not help +uttering a suppressed groan; her face turned white; she felt a passing +sense of nausea and faintness; the work dropped from her hand; the +perspiration stood on her forehead. She looked at Alison with +wide-open, pitiful eyes. + +"Wot is it, Grannie--what is it, darlin'? For God's sake, wot's +wrong?" said the girl, going on her knees and putting her arms round +the little woman. + +"It's writers' cramp, honey, writers' cramp, and me that never writes +but twice a year; it's starvation, darlin'. Oh, darlin', darlin', it's +starvation--that's ef you don't learn the stitch." + +All of a sudden Grannie's fortitude had given way; she sobbed and +sobbed--not in the loud, full, strong way of the young and vigorous, +but with those low, suppressed, deep-drawn sobs of the aged. All in a +minute she felt herself quite an old and useless woman--she, who had +been the mainspring of the household, the breadwinner of the family! +All of a sudden she had dropped very low. Alison was full of +consternation, but she did not understand grief like Grannie's. She +was at one end of life, and Grannie was at the other; the old woman +understood the girl--having past experience to guide her--but the girl +could not understand the old woman. It was a relief to Grannie to tell +out her fear, but Alison did not comprehend it; she was full of pity, +but she was scarcely full of sympathy. It seemed impossible for her to +believe that Grannie's cunning right hand was going to be useless, that +the beautiful work must stop, that the means of livelihood must cease, +that the old woman must be turned into a useless, helpless log--no +longer the mainspring, but a helpless addition to the strained +household. + +Alison could not understand, but she did her best to cheer Grannie up. + +"There, there," she said; "of course that doctor was wrong. In all my +life I never heard of such a thing as writers' cramp. Writers' +cramp!--it's one of the new diseases, Grannie, that doctors are just +forcing into the world to increase their earnings. I heard tell in the +shop, by a girl what knows, that every year doctors push two new +diseases into fashion, so as to fill their pockets. But for them, we'd +never have had influenza, and now it's writers' cramp is to be the +rage. Well, let them as writes get it; but you don't write, you know, +Grannie." + +"That's wot I say," replied Grannie, cheering up wonderfully. "No one +can get a disease by writing two letters in a year. I don't suppose it +is it, at all." + +"I'm sure it isn't," said Alison; "but you are just tired out, and must +rest for a day or two. It's a good thing that I'm at home, for I can +rub your hand and arm with that liniment. You'll see, you'll be all +right again in a day or two." + +"To be sure I will," said Grannie; "twouldn't be like my luck ef I +warn't." But all the same she knew in her heart of hearts that she +would not. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +Both Alison and Mrs. Reed were quite of the opinion that, somehow or +other, the affair of the five-pound note would soon be cleared up. The +more the two women talked over the whole occurrence, the more certain +they were on that point. When Grannie questioned her carefully, Alison +confessed that while she was attending to her two rather troublesome +customers, it would have been quite within the region of possibility +for someone to approach the till unperceived. Of course Alison had +noticed no one; but that would not have prevented the deed being done. + +"The more I think of it, the more certain I am it's that Clay girl," +said Grannie. "Oh, yes, that Clay girl is at the bottom of it. I'll +tell Jim so the next time he calls." + +"But I don't expect Jim to call--at least at present," said Alison, +heaving a heavy sigh, and fixing her eyes on the window. + +"And why not, my dearie, why shouldn't you have the comfort of seeing +him?" + +"It aint a comfort at present, Grannie; it is more than I can bear. I +won't engage myself to Jim until I am cleared, and I love him so much, +Grannie, and he loves me so much that it is torture to me to see him +and refuse him; but I am right, aint I? Do say as I'm right." + +"Coming of the blood of the Simpsons, the Phippses and Reeds, you can +do no different," said Grannie, in a solemn tone. "You'll be cleared +werry soon, Alison, for there's a God above, and you are a poor orphin +girl, and we have his promise that he looks out special for orphins; +oh, yes, 'twill all come right, and in the meantime you might as well +take a lesson in the feather-stitching." + +But though Grannie spoke with right good faith, and Alison cheered up +all she could, things did not come right. The theft was not brought +home to the wicked Clay girl, as Grannie now invariably called her; +Shaw did not go on his knees to Alison to return; and one day Jim, who +did still call at the Reeds' notwithstanding Alison's prohibition, +brought the gloomy tidings that Shaw was seeing other girls with a view +to filling up Alison's place in the shop. This was a dark blow indeed, +and both Alison and Grannie felt themselves turning very pale, and +their hearts sinking, when Jim brought them the unpleasant news. + +"Set down, Jim Hardy, set down," said Grannie, but her lips trembled +with passion as she spoke. "I don't want to see anyone in my house +that I don't offer a chair to, but I can't think much of your detective +powers, lad, or you'd have got your own gel cleared long ere this." + +"I aint his own girl, and he knows it," said Alison, speaking pertly +because her heart was so sick. + +Jim hardly noticed her sharp words--he was feeling very depressed +himself--he sank into the chair Grannie had offered him, placed his big +elbows on his knees, pushed his huge hands through his thick hair, and +scratched his head in perplexity. + +"It's an awful mystery, that it is," he said; "there aint a person in +the shop as don't fret a bit for Ally--she was so bright and +genteel-looking; and no one thinks she's done it. If only, Alison, you +hadn't gone away so sharp, the whole thing would have blown over by +now." + +"Coming of the blood----" began Grannie; but Alison knew the conclusion +of that sentence, and interrupted her. + +"Bygones is bygones," she said, "and we have got to face the future. +I'll look out for another post to-day; I'll begin to study the papers, +and see what can be done. It aint to be supposed that this will crush +me out and out, and me so young and strong." + +"But you'll have to get a character," said Jim, whose brow had not +relaxed from the deep frown which it wore. + +Alison gave her head another toss. + +"I must do my best," she said. She evidently did not intend to pursue +the subject further with her lover. + +Jim was not at all an unobservant man. He had seen many signs which +distressed him, both in Grannie's face and Alison's; he knew also that +Harry had been taken from school quite a year too soon; he knew well +that Alison's bread winnings were necessary for the family, and that it +was impossible to expect an old body like Grannie to feed all those +hungry mouths much longer. + +"Look here," he said, rising suddenly to his feet, "I have got +something to say." + +"Oh, dear, dear, why will you waste our time?" said Alison. + +"It aint waste, and you have got to listen--please, Mrs. Reed, don't go +out of the room; I want you to hear it too. Now, you look at me, +Alison Reed. I am big, aint I, and I'm strong, and I earn good wages, +right good--for a man as isn't twenty-five yet. I'm getting close on +two pounds a week now, and you can see for yourselves that that's a +good pile." + +"Bless us!" said Grannie, "it's a powerful heap of money." + +"Well, I'm getting that," said Jim, with a sort of righteous pride on +his face, "and no one who knows what's what could complain of the same. +Now, this is what I'm thinking. I am all alone in the world; I haven't +kith nor kin belonging to me, only an uncle in Australia, and he don't +count, as I never set eyes on him. I'd have never come to London but +for father and mother dying off sudden when I was but a bit of a lad. +I'm sort of lonely in the evenings, and I want a wife awful bad." + +"Well, there's Louisa Clay, and she's willing," said Alison, who, +notwithstanding that her heart was almost bursting, could not restrain +her flippant tone. + +Jim gave her a steady look out of his dark gray eyes, but did not +reply. She lowered her own eyes then, unable to bear their true and +faithful glance. + +"What I say is this," said Jim, "that I know you, Alison; you aint no +more a thief than I am. Why shouldn't you come home to me? Why +shouldn't you make me happy--and why shouldn't I help the lads and +Grannie a bit? You'd have as snug a home as any girl in London; and +I'd be proud to work for you. I wouldn't want you to do any more +shopwork. Why should we wait and keep everybody wretched just for a +bit of false pride? Why should you not trust me, Ally? And I love +you, my dear; I love you faithful and true." + +"I wish you wouldn't say any more, Jim," said Alison. + +The note in her voice had changed from sharp petulance to a low sort of +wail. She sank on a chair, laid her head on the table which stood +near, and burst into tears. + +"Grannie, I wish you would try and persuade her," said the young man. + +"I'll talk to her," said Grannie; "it seems reasonable enough. Two +pounds a week! Lor' bless us! why, it's wealth--and ef you love her, +Jim?" + +"Need you ask?" he answered. + +"No, I needn't; you're a good lad. Well, come back again, Jim; go away +now and come back again. We'll see you at the end of a week, that we +will." + +Jim rose slowly and unwillingly. Alison would not look at him. She +was sobbing in a broken-hearted way behind her handkerchief. + +"I don't see why there should be suspense," he said, as he took up his +cap. "It's the right thing to do; everything else is wrong. And see +here, Alison, I'll take a couple of the children; they don't cost much, +I know, and it will be such a help to Grannie." + +"To be sure, that it will," said Grannie. "That offer about the +children is a p'int to be considered. You go away, Jim, and come back +again at the end of a week." + +The young man gave a loving glance at Alison's sunny head as it rested +on the table. His inclination was to go up to her, take her head +between his hands, raise the tearful face, kiss the tears away, and, in +short, take the fortress by storm. But Grannie's presence prevented +this, and Alison would not once look up. The old woman gave him an +intelligent and hopeful glance, and he was obliged to be content with +it and hurry off. + +"I'll come again next Tuesday to get my answer," he said. + +Alison murmured something which he did not hear. The next instant he +had left the room. + +The moment his footsteps had died away Alison raised her tearful face. + +"You had no right to do it, Grannie," she said. "It was sort of +encouraging him." + +"Dry your tears now, child," said Mrs. Reed. "We'll talk of this later +on." + +"You said yourself I'd have no proper pride to marry Jim at present," +continued the girl. + +"We'll talk of this later on," said Grannie; "the children will be home +in a minute to tea. After tea you and me will talk it over while they +are learning their lessons." + +Grannie could be very immovable and determined when she liked. Having +lived with her all her life, Alison knew her every mood. She perceived +now, by her tightly shut up lips, and the little compression, which was +scarcely a frown, between her brows, that she could get nothing more +out of her at present. + +She prepared the tea, therefore; and when the children came in she cut +bread and margerine for them, for butter had long ago ceased to appear +on Grannie's board. + +After tea the children went into Grannie's bedroom to learn their +lessons, and the old woman and the young found themselves alone. The +lamp was lit, and the little room looked very cheerful; it was warm and +snug. Grannie sat with her hands before her. + +"I thought I wouldn't tell you, but I must," she said. "It's a month +to-day, aint it, Ally, since you lost your place?" + +"Yes, a month exactly," replied Alison. "It is close on Christmas now, +Grannie." + +"Aye," said the old woman, "aye, and Christmas is a blessed, cheerful +time. This is Tuesday; Friday will be Christmas Day. We must have a +nice Christmas for the children, and we will too. We'll all be +cheerful on Christmas Day. Jim might as well come, whatever answer you +give him next week. He's all alone, poor lad, and he might come and +join our Christmas dinner." + +"But we haven't much money," said Alison. "We miss what I earned at +the shop, don't we?" + +"We miss it," said Grannie, "yes." + +She shut up her lips very tightly. At this moment quick footsteps were +heard running up the stairs, and the postman's sharp knock sounded on +the little door. Alison went to get the letter. It was for Grannie, +from a large West End shop; the name of the shop was written in clear +characters on the flap of the envelope. + +Grannie took it carefully between the thumb and finger of her left +hand--she used her right hand now only when she could not help it. No +one remarked this fact, and she hoped that no one noticed it. She +unfastened the flap of the envelope slowly and carefully, and, taking +the letter out, began to read it. It was a request from the manager +that she would call at ten o'clock the following morning to take a +large order for needlework which was required to be completed in a +special hurry. Grannie laid the letter by Alison's side. + +Alison read it. She had been accustomed to such letters coming from +that firm to Grannie for several years. Such letters meant many of the +comforts which money brings; they meant warm fires, and good meals, and +snug clothes, and rent for the rooms, and many of the other necessaries +of life. + +"Well," said the girl, in a cheery tone, "that's nice. You have nearly +finished the last job, haven't you, Grannie?" + +"No, I aint," said Grannie, with a sort of gasp in her voice. + +"I thought I saw you working at it every day." + +"So I have been, and in a sense it is finished and beautiful, I am +sure; but there aint no feather-stitching. I can't manage the +feather-stitching. I can never featherstitch any more, Alison. Maybe +for a short time longer I may go on with plain needlework, but that +special twist and the catching up of the loop in the quilting part of +the feather-stitching, it's beyond me, darlin'. 'Taint that I can't +see how to do it, 'taint that I aint willing, but it's the finger and +thumb, dearie; they won't meet to do the work proper. It's all over, +love, all the money-making part of my work. It's them letters to +Australia, love. Oh, dear! oh, dear!" + +Grannie laid her white head down on the table. It was a very sad sight +to see it there, a much more pathetic sight than it had been to see +Alison's golden head in the same position an hour or two ago. There +was plenty of hope in Alison's grief, heart-broken as it seemed, but +there was no hope at all in the old woman's despair. The last time she +had given way and spoken of her fears to Alison she had sobbed; but she +shed no tears now--the situation was too critical. + +"_Ef_ you had only learned the stitch," she said to her granddaughter. +There was a faint shadow of reproach in her tone. "I can't show it to +you now; but ef you had only learned it." + +"But I do know it," said Alison, in distress. + +"Not proper, dear; not as it should be done. I fear that I can never +show you now." + +"And that is why you want me to marry Jim?" said Alison. "I wonder at +you, Grannie--you who have such pride!" + +"There are times and seasons," said Grannie, "when pride must give way, +and it seems to me that we have come to this pass. I looked at Jim +when he was talking to-day, and I saw clear--clear as if in a +vision--that he would never cast up to you those words that you dread. +If you are never cleared of that theft, Alison, Jim will never call his +wife a thief. Jim is good to the heart's core, and he is powerful +rich, and ef you don't marry him, my gel, you'll soon be starving, for +I can't do the feather-stitching. I can't honestly do the work. I'll +go and see the manager to-morrow morning; but it's all up with me, +child. You ought to marry Jim, dear, and you ought to provide a home +for the two little ones--for Polly and little Kitty." + +"And what's to become of you, Grannie, and Dave, and Harry, and Annie?" + +"Maybe Jim would take Annie too, now that he is so rich." + +"Do you think it would be right to ask him?" + +"No, I don't; no, I don't. Well, anyhow, it is good to have half the +fam'ly put straight. You will think of it, Ally, you will think of it; +you've got a whole week to think of it in." + +"I will think of it," said Alison, in a grave voice. + +She got up presently; she was feeling very restless and excited. + +"I think I'll go out for a bit," she said. + +"Do, child, do; it will bring a bit of color into your cheeks." + +"Is there anything I can get for you, Grannie--anything for Christmas? +You said we were to be happy till after Christmas." + +"So we will; I have made up my mind firm on that p'int. We'll have a +right good Christmas. There's three pounds in my purse. We'll spend +five shillings for Christmas Day. That ought to give us a powerful lot +o' good food. Oh, yes, we'll manage for Christmas." + +"This is Tuesday," said Alison, "and Christmas Day comes Friday. Shall +I get any of the things to-night, Grannie?" + +Grannie looked up at the tall girl who stood by her side. She saw the +restless, agitated expression on the young face. + +"She'll like to have the feel of money in her hands again," thought the +little woman. "I'll trust her with a shillin'. Lor', I hope she'll be +careful with it. Twelve pennies can do a mint ef they're spent +careful." + +She went slowly to her cupboard, took her keys out of her pocket, +unlocked it with her left hand, and, taking her little purse from a +secret receptacle at the back of the cupboard, produced a shilling from +her hoard. + +"There," she said, "for the Lord's sake don't drop it; put it safe in +your pocket. You might get the raisins for the puddin' and the sugar +and the flour out o' this. You choose from the bargain counter, and +use your eyes, and don't buy raisins what have got no fruit in 'em. +Sometimes at bargain counters they are all skin, and good for nothink; +but ef you are sharp you can sometimes pick up right good fruity fruit, +and that's the sort we want. Now, don't be long away. Yes, for sure, +we may as well have the stuff for the puddin' in the house." + +Alison promised to be careful. She put on her neat black hat and +jacket and went out. She had scarcely gone a hundred yards before she +came straight up against Louisa Clay. Louisa looked very stylish in a +large mauve-colored felt hat, and a fur boa round her neck; her black +hair was much befrizzed and becurled. Alison shrank from the sight of +her, and was about to go quickly by when the other girl drew up +abruptly. + +"Why, there you are," she said; "I was jest thinking of coming round to +see yer." + +Alison stood still when she was addressed, but she did not make any +remark. Her intention was to go on as soon as ever Louisa had finished +speaking. Louisa's own intention was quite different. + +"Well, I am glad," she continued. "I have a lot of things to say. Do +you know your place is filled up?" + +"Yes," said Alison, flushing. "Jim told me." + +"Jim!" repeated Louisa, with a note of scorn. "Don't you think you are +very free and easy with Mr. Hardy? And when did you see him?" she +added, a jealous light coming into her eyes. + +"He was at our house this afternoon. I must say good-evening now, +Louisa. I am in a hurry; I am doing some errands for Grannie." + +"Oh, I don't mind walking a bit o' the way with you. You are going +shopping, is it?" + +"Well, yes; Christmas is near, you know." + +Alison felt herself shrinking more and more from Louisa. She hated her +to walk by her side. It irritated her beyond words to hear her speak +of Jim. She dreaded more than she could tell Louisa finding out how +poor they were; nothing would induce her to get the bargain raisins or +any of the other cheap things in her presence. + +"I am rather in a hurry," she said; "perhaps you won't care to go so +fast." + +"As it happens, I have nothing special to do. I'll go with you now, or +I'll call in by and by and have a chat. I don't know that old Grannie +of yours, but folks say she's quite a character. Jim said so last +night when he was supping at our house." + +"I am sure he didn't," muttered Alison under her breath angrily; but +she refrained from making any comment aloud. + +"Well," said Louisa, "you'd like to know what sort of girl is coming to +Shaw's to take up your work?" + +"I don't think I would," replied Alison; "I am really not interested." + +"I wonder you care to tell such lies, Alison Reed! Anyone can tell by +your face that you are just burning with curiosity and jealousy." + +"You mustn't say such things to me," said Alison; "if you do, I won't +walk with you." + +"Oh, my word, how grand we are!" said the other girl; "how high and +mighty, and all the rest of it! To be sure, Alison, you were a flat to +run off the way you did that day. There is not a person in the shop +that don't think you guilty, and small blame to 'em, I say. Poor Jim +did fret a bit the first day or two, but I think he's pretty happy now; +he comes to our house constant. He's very fine company is Jim, he +sings so well; and did you know he had a turn for acting? We're +getting up a little play for Christmas Eve, and Jim's to be the hero; +I'm the heroine. My word! it's as pretty a bit of love-making as you'd +often see. I tell you what it is, Alison; I'll give you an invitation. +You shall come and see it; you will now, won't you? I'll think you're +devoured with jealousy if you don't. You will; say you will." + +Alison paused for a moment--a sort of inward rage consumed her. How +dared Jim profess such love for her, and yet give up so much of his +time to Louisa--how dared he make love to her even in play! A sudden +fierce resolve came into her heart. Yes, she would see the acting--she +would judge for herself. Christmas Eve, that was Thursday +night--Thursday was a good way off from Tuesday, the day when she was +to give Jim her answer. As she walked now by Louisa's side, she +guessed what her answer would be--she would be careful and +cautious--oh, yes, she would see for herself. + +"I will come," she said suddenly, and to Louisa's great surprise--"I +will come, if you promise me one thing." + +"What's that?" + +"Don't tell Jim Hardy--don't say anything about it. When he sees me +he'll know, but don't tell him beforehand." + +Louisa burst into a loud, scathing laugh. + +"To hear you speak, Alison," she said, "one would think that you were +somebody of consequence to Mr. Hardy. Oh, dear--oh, dear, the conceit +of some folks! Do you suppose it would make any _difference_ to him +whether you came or not? But take my word for it, I won't tell him." + +"Thank you," said Alison. "Yes, I'll be there. What time shall I +come?" + +"The acting begins at nine o'clock, but there's supper first at eight; +you had best come to supper. I will put you in a corner where you +can't get even a sight of Jim's face, then you'll be easy and happy in +your mind." + +"No, I won't come to supper, but I'll come in time for the acting. I +am very much obliged, I am sure." + +Louisa gave vent to a great yawn. + +"Seems to me," she said, "that you aint up to much shopping; you +haven't gone into one shop yet." + +"No more I have," said Alison. "I have changed my mind; I won't buy +the things I meant to to-night. I'll go home now; so I'll say +good-evening." + +"Good-evening," said Louisa, accompanying her words with a sweeping +courtesy which she considered full of style and grace. + +She went home chuckling to herself. + +"I guess that acting will finish up Alison's love affair," she thought. +"It won't be any fault of mine if it doesn't. Oh, good-evening, Mr. +Sampson." + +George Sampson, who had been looking out for Louisa, now joined her, +and the two walked back to the pawnshop arm in arm, and talking very +confidentially together, Louisa had been true to her own +predictions--she had so flattered and so assiduously wooed George +Sampson that he was her devoted slave by this time. He came to see her +every night, and had assured Jim Hardy long ago that of all people in +the world Louisa was the last who had anything to do with the stealing +of the five-pound note. Louisa's own charms were the sort which would +appeal to a man like Sampson, but whether he would have made up his +mind to marry her, if he did not know that she was safe to have a nice +little sum down from her father on her wedding-day, remains an open +question. + +As Alison walked home, many angry and jealous thoughts whirled through +her brain. Was Jim really false to her?--she forgot all about his face +that afternoon; she forgot his earnest words. She only recalled +Louisa's look of triumph and the little play which was to be acted in +her presence. + +"Yes, I'll be there," thought the girl; "yes, Christmas Eve shall +decide it." + +She ran upstairs and entered the kitchen. Grannie and David were +sitting side by side, engaged in earnest conversation. David blushed +when he saw Alison, and suddenly slipped something under the table; +Grannie patted his arm softly with her left hand. + +"Well, Ally, you are home in double-quick time," she said. + +"Too quick, is it?" said Alison, taking off her hat and flinging +herself wearily into the nearest chair. + +"No, no, my child, never too quick," said the old lady; "and did you +get a good bargain?" she added the next minute anxiously. "Were you +careful in the spending of that shillin'? Why, I don't see any +parcels. For mercy's sake child, don't tell me that you dropped the +shillin'." + +"No, I didn't, Grannie; here it is. Somehow I am out of humor for +bargains to-night--that's why I come back." + +Grannie took back the precious shilling tenderly. She went to the +cupboard and restored it to her purse. As she did so, she gave a sigh +of relief. She was full of respect for Alison's powers, but not as a +bargainer; she was certain she could get a penny-worth more value out +of the shilling than her grand-daughter would. + +"Dave," she said, turning to the lad as she spoke, "Ally and I have +made up our minds that, whatever happens, we'll have a right good +Christmas. We'll have a puddin' and snap-dragon, and a little bit of +beef, and everything hot and tasty, and we'll have the stockings hung +up just as usual by the children's beds; bless 'em, we'll manage it +somehow--somehow or other it has got to be done. Who knows but perhaps +cheerful times may follow Christmas? Yes, who knows? There's never no +use in being downhearted." + +"I suppose you are thinkin' of a wedding," said Alison suddenly. + +"Well, dear child, and why not?" + +"There's not much chance of it," was the reply, in a defiant tone. +"Anyhow," continued Alison, "I've made up my mind to look for another +situation to-morrow." + +Grannie's little white face became clouded. + +"I am going to Oxford Street, to a registry office," said Alison. "I +know lots about counter work, and I don't doubt that I may get a very +good place; anyhow, I'm going to try." + +"Well, that's sperit, there's no denying that," said the old lady; +"it's in the breed, and it can't be crushed." + +"David, what are you hiding under the table?" said Alison, in a fretful +tone. She felt too unhappy to be civil to anyone. + +"I have got spirit, too, and I'm not ashamed," said David suddenly. +"It's a bit o' stuff I'm feather-stitching; there--I am learning the +stitch." + +"Well!" said Alison; "you, a boy?" + +"Yes, I--a boy," he replied, looking her full between the eyes. + +There was something in the fearless glance of his gray eyes that caused +her to lower her own--ashamed. + +"Dave's the blessing of my life," said Mrs. Reed; "he has learned the +stitch, and though he do it slow, he do it true and beautiful. It +shan't never now die out of the fam'ly." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +Grannie felt that matters had arrived at a crisis. Whatever the +doctors chose to call the suffering which she endured, her right hand +was fast becoming useless. It was with her right hand that she +supported her family; if it failed her, therefore, her livelihood was +cut off. She was a brave little woman; never in all her long life had +she feared to look the truth in the face. She looked at it now quietly +and soberly. Night after night she gazed at it as she lay in her tiny +bed in her tiny bedroom, with a grandchild fast asleep at each side of +her. She lay motionless then, in too great pain to sleep, and with the +future staring at her. + +To-night she went to bed as usual. There was no manner of use in +sitting up burning lamps and fire; it was far cheaper to lie down in +the dark in bed. She lay down and gazed straight out into the deep +shadows which filled the little room. It was a moonlight night, and +some of the moon's rays pierced through the tiny window, but most of +the room lay in shadow, and it was toward the shadow Grannie turned her +eyes. + +"It's all true," she said to herself, "there aint no manner of use in +denying it, or turning my face from it--it's true--it's the will o' the +Lord. My mother said to me--her as was a Simpson and married a +Phipps--she said when my father died, 'Patty, it's the will o' the +Lord.' I didn't like, somehow, to hear her say it--the will o' the +Lord seemed so masterful like, so crushing like, so cruel. And now the +will o' the Lord has come to me. It wor the Lord's will to bless me +all my life hitherto, but now it is his will to make things sore dark. +Somehow I can't trust and I can't hope, for there's nothing to hope +for, and there are the children, four of 'em unable to earn their +bread. Harry must make shift to do something, but there are three +little ones. Oh, good Lord, don't ever let me hear the children cry +for bread!" + +As Grannie whispered these words out into the darkness, she laid her +left hand tenderly on the flaxen head of her youngest grandchild. Her +hand stroked down the smooth, round head; the child stirred in her +dreams, murmured "Grannie," and turned over on her other side. She was +very well, and very happy--as plump as a little button--a bonny, +bright-eyed creature. Grannie used to adore her stout legs. + +"Kitty have always been so well fed," she used to say; "that's the +secret--there's nothink like it--nothink." + +And she had held the fat baby, and by and by the fat little girl, up +admiringly for less fortunate neighbors to criticise. + +Now the fiat had fallen; the bread-winner could no longer earn the +family meal, and Kitty and the others would have to do without their +bread and butter. + +"It is true, and it must be faced," thought the old woman. "The p'int +to be considered now is, how is it to be faced? Wot's the best way?" + +Grannie thought matters over very carefully. Before the morning she +had marked out a line of action for herself. Christmas Day should come +and go before any of the dark shadow which filled her own breast should +descend upon the younger members of the household. David and Alison +knew about it, or at least they partly knew, although it was impossible +for them to quite realize the extent of the disaster. It was arranged, +too, that Harry was to leave school, so he also must partly guess that +something was up; but the little ones had never known sorrow yet, and +Grannie resolved that they should have a perfect Christmas Day. +Afterward, if Alison would only consent to marry Jim, half the family +would be provided for. For Grannie, although she was proud, had no +false pride, and she felt that a man who was earning such magnificent +wages as two pounds a week might undertake the care, at any rate for a +time, of two little children. But even granted that Alison and the two +youngest were off her hands, there were still David, Harry, and Annie +to provide for. Grannie could not see her way plain with regard to +these three members of the family. She resolved to ask the advice of +an old clergyman of the name of Williams, who had often before given +her valuable counsel. Mr. Williams was most kind; he was full of +resources; he took a great interest in the poor; he had known Grannie +for close on twenty years; he might be able to help her in this +critical moment of her fate, Having made up her mind so far, the little +woman fell asleep. + +When she heard at an early hour the following morning that Alison was +still fully resolved to seek for a new situation, she suggested that +she should call at the shop in Regent Street, see the manager, and +explain to him as best she could that it was out of Grannie's power to +do any more needlework. + +"You had best go," said Grannie, looking up at the girl with her bright +blue eyes, and a determined expression steeling her sweet old mouth +almost to sternness. "Jest see the manager, Mr. Squire, and tell him +the simple truth. Take him back this underclothing; it is finished +beautiful all but the feather-stitching. I know he'll be put out, but +I suppose he'll give me half pay--o' course, I don't expec' more. Ef +that cambric had been properly feather-stitched there was thirty +shillings to be got on it; but I'll be glad of fifteen, and you can let +Mr. Squire know. I am pleased that Dave knows the stitch, for he can +teach it to his wife when he gets one. He have promised, dear lad; +there's a fortin' in it yet, for a member of the fam'ly wot _hasn't_ +learned handwriting. It's them schools wot are at the bottom of all +this trouble, Alison. Talk of edication! My mother, wot was a Simpson +by birth, could only put a cross agin her name, but Lor', wot a fine +woman she was with sprigs!--we called the beginning of the +feather-stitching sprigs in them days. It was she invented sprigs, and +she had no writers' cramp, nor a chance o' it, bless her! Now then, +dearie, run off, and bring me back the fifteen shillings. We'll try to +keep up 'eart till after Christmas Day." + +Alison was very silent and depressed, but she promised to do exactly as +her grandmother wished in the matter of the feather-stitching; and with +the cambric made up into a neat parcel she soon left the little flat. + +Grannie sighed deeply when she saw her go. The little woman felt that +she had burned her boats; there was no going back on anything now. She +had severed with her own hands her best connection, and nothing could +ever be the same again. A sort of agony came over her as she heard +Alison running downstairs, a fierce desire to call her back, to beg of +her not to go to Mr. Squire at all that day; but one glance at the +swollen, useless hand made her change her mind. She sat down limp on +the nearest chair, and one or two slow tears trickled out of her eyes. + +By dinner time Alison was back; she was full of her own concerns, and +considered Grannie and the feather-stitching, for the time being, quite +a secondary matter. + +"The shop is a very good one," she said, "and they want a girl. If I +can bring a good character, I am very likely to get the situation. It +is twelve shillings a week, four--four shillings more than Shaw used to +give me. If only I can get Shaw to give me a character I'll be all +right, and on twelve shillings a week we can keep up the house somehow; +can't we, Grannie?" + +Grannie pursed up her lips, but did not speak. + +She knew far better than Alison that these small wages, although an +immense help, could not possibly do the work which her +feather-stitching money had accomplished. + +"Well, dearie," she said, after a pause, "I am glad that things are so +far good; but have you quite made up your mind not to marry poor Jim, +then, Alison?" + +"No, no, not quite," she replied, coloring; "but the fact is, I want +two strings to my bow. By the way, I did not tell you that the Clays +have invited me to a party there to-morrow night?" + +"The Clays!" exclaimed Grannie. "Sakes! you aint goin' to them?" + +"Yes, but I am. I have promised." + +"I don't think the Clays are the sort of people that a girl of your +breed ought to know, Alison. Poor as we are, we hold up our heads, and +why shouldn't we, being----" + +"Oh, Grannie, here is your fifteen shillings," interrupted Alison. "I +saw Mr. Squire, and he said he was sorry, but he really could not offer +more, as the feather-stitching was not done." + +"He were put out, weren't he?" said Grannie, her little face puckered +up in her intense anxiety to know how Mr. Squire bore the calamity. + +"After a fashion, yes," said Alison; "but he said the new embroidery +which is coming in so much would do quite as well, and he knew a woman +who would do the things in a hurry. He said: 'Give my compliments to +Mrs. Reed, and say I am sorry to lose her nice work,' and he paid me my +money and bowed me out of the shop." + +"It is all over, Grannie," continued the girl, cruel in her severity, +and not knowing she was stabbing the old woman's heart at every word. +"You place wonderful store by that feather-stitching, but the new +embroidery will do quite as well for all the fine ladies, and other +women will get the money." + +"Yes, yes," said Grannie, "yes, it is the will o' the Lord. Somehow, +that seems to steady me up--to bear it like." + +She went out of the room tottering a little, but came back quite +cheerful when the children returned home for the midday meal. + +After dinner Alison went to see Mr. Shaw. She did not like this job at +all, but she knew she had no chance of getting another place unless she +could induce Shaw to give her a character. She planned how best to go +to the shop without being observed by the rest of the shop people. She +was too handsome a girl not to have created a great deal of attention +during her stay at Shaw's, and now, with this story about the theft +hanging over her head, she would be more interesting and more worthy of +criticism than ever. She dreaded beyond words being seen at Shaw's, +more particularly by Louisa Clay and Jim Hardy. She crept in by a side +entrance, and as the shop was very full at this hour (Christmas being +so close at hand, the crowd this afternoon was denser than ever), she +managed to escape attention. She could see without being noticed. She +observed Louisa flaunting about the shop, looking very handsome, and on +every possible occasion appealing to Jim for advice or help. Jim was +the walker to-day, and Louisa was always calling him to her on one +pretext or another. It seemed to Alison's jealous eyes that the young +man did not dislike her too-evident attentions. He always replied to +her with courtesy, and, according to Alison, stood by her side longer +than was necessary. + +"I must get that situation in Oxford Street," muttered the girl to +herself. "I shall feel fit to kill those two if ever they are wed, and +the further I am off the better." + +Her angry and excited feelings gave her courage, and she was able to +ask a comparative stranger--a girl who scarcely knew her--if she could +see Mr. Shaw. + +"I am afraid you cannot to-day," was the reply. "The manager is too +busy, but if you like to call again----" + +"No, no, I see him there. I'll ask him myself," was the reply. + +"Lor', what cheek!" muttered the new shop-girl; but Alison was too far +away to hear her. + +She had approached Mr. Shaw as he was wishing one of his customers "A +Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year." He turned round with a smile on +his lips. Things were doing remarkably well, and he could afford to be +cheerful. Suddenly his rather staring, bloodshot eyes encountered the +full gaze of Alison's clear blue ones. + +"Eh, Miss Reed?" he said, stepping back in astonishment. + +"Yes, sir; can I speak to you?" said Alison. + +"Certainly, my dear, certainly; come this way. She has found out who +the thief is, and will come back once more," muttered the manager to +himself. "She's the best and most attractive shopwoman I ever had; she +shall come back immediately after Christmas." + +He hurried Alison through the shop into his own little counting-house. +He shut the door then, and asked her to seat herself. + +"How are you?" he said, fixing his eyes with a sort of coarse +admiration on her face. "You have got at the truth of this miserable +matter, have you not? Now, I wonder who the thief is, eh? Well, all I +can say is this: I am right glad that you know. We miss you, Miss +Reed, in the shop. Your services have been of great value to us. I +shall have the person who took that money prosecuted; there's not the +least doubt about that. Your character will be abundantly cleared, and +you can resume your post here immediately after the Christmas holidays." + +"I thought," said Alison, "that you had got someone else to fill my +place." + +"So I have, so I have--that Jenkins girl--the daughter of poor Tom +Jenkins, who died in the autumn; but, bless you, she's no good; she +don't even know the meaning of drawing on a customer! You see, Miss +Reed, I don't mean to flatter you, but you have got the tact, and just +when the sales are beginning you will be invaluable. I can offer you a +percentage on all the remnants you dispose of. Come, now, that's a +bargain; you'll be right welcome back. You have got tact, and if I may +be allowed to say so--_looks_." + +Here the manager gave Alison another broad stare. + +"By the way, who is the thief?" he continued. + +"You quite misunderstand me, sir," said Alison. "I have not found the +thief--I have not the faintest idea who stole that money; I only know +that I did not, and that nothing will induce me to set foot again in +this shop as one of the staff until I am cleared." + +"Then, my good girl, may I ask what in the world you are wasting my +time for?" + +He approached the door of his tiny counting-house, and half opened it +as he spoke. + +"One minute, sir, please. Although I cannot of course come here, I +naturally want to get another situation." + +"I dare say; but that is not my affair." + +"Oh, yes, please, sir, it is! I have just heard of a very good post in +Oxford Street. I saw the manager this morning, and he said that he +would give me the situation if you could recommend me. Will you, sir; +will you give me a character, Mr. Shaw?" + +"You have cheek," said Shaw, in a deliberate voice. "Do you suppose I +am going to recommend a thief?" + +"But, oh, sir, oh, Mr. Shaw, you know I am not that!" + +"I don't know anything of the kind; I only know that you are a brazen, +unreasonable hussy. You know perfectly well that when you left here +you forfeited your character. Yes, your attitude, let me tell you, +Miss Reed, cuts both ways. If you don't choose to come here until you +are cleared, I don't give you a character until you are cleared. Come, +now, that's a fair bargain, is it not?" + +"Oh, sir, it is so hard of you!" said Alison. "Sir, if you would but +be merciful!" + +"That's my last word," said Shaw. "I must go back to attend to my +customers." + +He left the counting-house abruptly, and Alison did not take long in +following his example. + +"It is no good, Grannie," she said, when she entered her little home +half an hour afterward. "Shaw is as hard as a millstone. He won't +give me a character until I am cleared; and, as I never shall be +cleared, why, I'll never get a character, and I cannot get a situation. +What is to become of me, Grannie; oh, Grannie, what is to become of me?" + +At these words Alison gave way to the most terrible, overpowering +grief. She did not know how to comfort Grannie, but Grannie knew how +to comfort her. She patted her as if she were a baby; she stroked her +soft hair, and kissed her hot cheeks, and laid her head on her own +little shoulder, and made tea, although the supply in the caddy was +getting very low, and then talked to her as she knew how, and with +wonderful cunning and power of Jim, Jim, Jim. + +As Alison loved Jim this subject could not but be of interest to her. + +"There's no other way out of it," said Grannie finally. "He is yer +sweetheart, faithful and true--he don't suspect you; he never will +suspect you. You whisper 'yes' to him on Christmas night, dearie, and +don't wait for next Tuesday. It's the right thing to do, it's the only +right thing to do." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +On Christmas Eve, Grannie went out and stayed away for about an hour. +She looked mysterious when she came back. She wore her zebra-pattern +shawl, which was quite bulged out with parcels. These she conveyed +quickly into her bedroom, notwithstanding the devouring eyes which the +children cast upon them. + +"Out of that," she said, pushing them all aside; "none of your +curiosity, or you'll get nothing. What right have you to suppose as +I'm agoin' to waste my money a-giving presents to little brats like +you? Now, out of the way, out of the way. For goodness' sake Polly, +set down and finish stoning 'em raisins. Annie, is that a currant I +see in yer mouth, you bad, greedy girl? I'll whack you, as sure as my +name's Grannie." + +Then Grannie disappeared into her room and locked the door amid the +screams of excitement and laughter of the happy children. "I am an old +fool to do it," she said to herself, trembling a good deal, for somehow +she had been feeling very weak the last few days; the constant pain and +anxiety had told upon her. "I am an old fool to spend seven and +sixpence on nothing at all but gimcracks to put into the Christmas +stockings; but there, I must see 'em happy once again--I must--I will. +Afterwards there'll be a dark time, I know; but on Christmas Day it +shall be all light--all light, and cheerfulness, and trust, for the +sake of the dear Lord wot was born a babe in Bethlehem." + +Grannie very carefully deposited her parcels in the old-fashioned +bureau which stood in the corner of the tiny bedroom. She locked it up +and put the key in her pocket, and returned to the little sitting room. + +Alison was busy trimming her party dress. She had a party dress, and +quite a stylish one. It was made of pink nun's-veiling, which she had +got very cheap as a bargain at Shaw's when the summer sale was over. +The dress was made simply, quite high to the throat, with long sleeves, +but the plain skirt and rather severe-looking bodice, with its frill of +lace round the throat and wrists, gave Alison that curiously refined, +ladylike appearance which was so rare in her station of life. She had +a sort of natural instinct which kept her from overdressing, and she +always looked the picture of neatness. She was furbishing up the lace +on the dress now, and Polly was seated by the little table stoning the +raisins for the Christmas pudding, and gazing with admiration at her +sister all the while. The Christmas bustle and sense of festivity +which Grannie had insisted on bringing into the air, infected everyone. +Even Alison felt rather cheerful; as she trimmed up the old dress she +kept singing a merry tune. If it was her bounden duty to marry Jim--to +return the great love he bore her--to be his faithful and true +wife--then all the calamity of the last few days would be past. Good +luck would once more shine upon her. Once again she would be the +happiest of the happy. + +"Oh, yes, I love him!" she murmured to herself. "I love him better +every day, every hour, every minute; he is all the world to me. I +think of him all day long, and dream of him all through the night. I +could be good for him. If he is strong enough and great enough to get +over the fact of my being accused of theft, why, I'll take him; yes, +I'll take him. It will make Grannie happy too. Poor old Grannie! she +don't look too well the last day or two. It is wonderful, but I think +she is fretting sore about that feather-stitching. Poor dear! she +thinks more of that feather-stitching than of most anything else in the +world; but, Lor' bless her, they'll soon be putting something else in +its place in the West End shops. The feather-stitching will be +old-fashioned beside the embroidery. Poor old Grannie, it is hard on +her!" + +By this time the tea hour had arrived. Alison took her dress into her +little bedroom, laid it on the bed, and came back to help to get ready +the family meal. David and Harry both came noisily upstairs to partake +of it. They were going out immediately afterward to the boys' club, +and told Grannie that they would not be back to supper. + +"There are going to be real high jinks at the club to-night," said +Harry; "a magic lantern and a conjurer, and afterward we are to play +leapfrog and billiards, and end up with a boxing match. That swell, +Mr. Rolfe, is the right sort. Anyone would think that he had known +boys from this part of the world all his days." + +"Boys is boys all the world over," said Grannie; "be they rich or poor, +high or low, they are just the same--mischeevous, restless young +wagabones. Now then, Harry, for goodness gracious, don't spill your +tea on the cloth. My word! wot a worry you all are." + +"You know you don't think so, Grannie," said the audacious boy. His +black eyes laughed into her blue ones; she gave him a smile into which +she threw her whole brave heart. He remembered that smile in the dark +days which were to follow. + +Tea was over, and presently Alison went into her room to dress. She +did not intend putting in an appearance at the Clays' before nine +o'clock, and she told Grannie not to sit up for her. Of course Jim +would see her home. It occurred to her, and her heart beat faster at +the thought, that she might be able to give Jim his final answer on her +way home; if so, what a glorious Christmas present would be hers. +Accordingly, as she dressed her hair she sang a cheerful little song +under her breath. Grannie heard her in the kitchen, paused with her +finger on her lip, and enjoined silence for a moment, and then smiled +in a very heart-whole manner. + +"To be sure," she murmured to herself "the will of the Lord seems full +o' mercy to-night. Wot do it matter about an old body like me, ef +things go right for the children? Oh, good Lord, I commit these +children to thy care; do for 'em wot is right, and don't trouble about +an old body. I don't count; I know my place is safe enough for me in +the Kingdom. I need not fret about wot is left for this world." + +When Alison came out of her room, looking beautiful, and fifty times +too good for the company she was to be with, Grannie gave her a kiss, +which was so full of gladness and meaning as to be almost solemn. + +"And Jim will see you home," said the old lady. "Oh, yes, yes!" + +"To be sure; but don't sit up, Grannie," said Alison. + +"I won't ef you don't wish it, love. You'll find the key under the +mat; now go off, and a Christmas blessin' with you." + +Alison departed, and soon afterward the younger children were hustled +off to bed. They were very much excited, and did not at all wish to +retire at this comparatively early hour, but Grannie was peremptory. +She had plenty of work to do after the rogues were asleep, she +murmured. So off to bed they went, with a couple of raisins each by +way of comfort; and when she thought they were snoring she slipped +softly into her room to fetch the brown paper parcels, and the long +woolen stockings which year after year had done duty for the Santa +Claus gifts. If she suspected it, she took good care not to look; +nevertheless, the fact remains that the three little snorers did open +their eyes for a brief moment, and did see the parcels going out, and +the stockings following them, and then turned round to hug each other +in an ecstacy of bliss. On this occasion Alison's companion slept with +her two sisters, and they kept up a little chatter, like birds in a +nest, for quite five minutes after Grannie had left them. She heard +them, of course,--for every sound could be heard in the little +flat,--but she took no notice. + +"Bless 'em, how happy they are!" she said to herself. "Bless the Lord, +oh, my soul. I do declare there's a sight o' good to be got out of +life, writers' cramp or not. Now, then, to open these parcels." + +The parcels when opened produced a wonderful array of cheap workboxes, +needle-cases, pin-trays, ornamental pens, boxes full of bon-bons, penny +whistles, twopenny flutes, a Jew's-harp or two; in short, a medley of +every kind of heterogeneous presents which could be produced with the +modest sum of from a penny to twopence halfpenny. Grannie fully +believed in numbers. She knew from past experience that the children +would rather have half a dozen small things than one big thing. The +worsted stockings, too, which had been knit in a bygone age, by the +celebrated Mrs. Simpson, the inventor of the sprig, were deep and long. +They took a great deal of filling, and Grannie knew what keen +disappointment would be the result if each stocking was not chock-full. +She collected her wares, sorted them into six parcels, laid the six +stockings on the table by the side of the gifts, and then began to +select the most appropriate gifts for each. Yes; Alison should have +the little basket which contained the pretty thimble, the little plush +pin-cushion glued on at one corner, and two reels of cotton kept in +their place by a neat little band, and the needle-book at the opposite +side. + +"This is the werry nattiest thing I have seen for many a day," murmured +Grannie, "and only tuppence three farthings. I'll take the price off, +of course. Now, suppose Ally comes back an engaged girl, could she +have anything prettier than this little basket? It shall go in the top +of the stocking, jest where it can peep out and look at her the first +thing in the morning." + +The stockings were filled at last; the toes and heels dexterously +stuffed out with apples and oranges; the gifts following next--each +separate gift wrapped in paper, and tied neatly with string. + +"Quite half the fun is in the untying of the string," thought Mrs. +Reed. "Oh, how the little 'earts will go pitter-patter! Don't I know +it myself? Why, when I were nothing more than a five-year-old Phipps, +I remember as well as possible taking my presents out of this werry +stocking, and trembling all over when I couldn't untie the knot of the +parcel which held that cock made of sugar, wot I kept on the +chimney-piece for many and many a day afterward; for though mother give +it to me, she wouldn't let me eat it." + +The six stockings were filled, and each stocking hung at the foot of +its future owner's bed. The children were sound asleep now, and the +boys at the club, and the girl at her party forgot all about such a +trivial thing as poor old Santa Claus and his stocking, but Grannie was +very thankful that the stockings should hang at the foot of the beds +for the last time. When all was done and the kitchen made as neat as a +new pin she fell on her knees and uttered a short prayer--a prayer +which was more praise than prayer. She then got into bed, and quickly +fell asleep; for she was very tired, and, wonderful to say, her hand +and arm did not ache as much as usual. + +Not far away was Tragedy coming to meet her with quick strides, but the +little woman was under the shadow of God's wing to-night, and had +neither fear nor trouble. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +When Alison arrived at the Clays' the fun was in full swing. The house +was crowded--not only the long sitting room, but the little hall, and a +good way up the stairs. A stage had been erected at one end of the +sitting room; on this stage now the actors were disporting themselves. +As Alison had not arrived in time for supper, no one took any notice of +her when she appeared. She found that it was quite impossible to hope +to get a corner, either to sit or stand, in the room where the acting +was going on. She had, therefore, to content herself with leaning up +against the wall in the passage, and now and then bending forward so as +to see the one person about whom she was the least interested--Jim +himself. + +The play was a very poor affair, and consisted of several short scenes +acted in the style of charades, with impromptu conversations, which +mostly consisted of coarse jests and innuendoes; but the loud laughter +of the spectators assured Alison that this style of thing was quite up +to their level. She felt rather sickened at Jim's taking part in +anything so commonplace; but her love for him, which grew daily, gave +her a certain sense of rest and happiness at even being in his +vicinity. He did not know she was there, but that mattered little or +nothing. When the play was over he would come out and see her, and +then everything would be smooth and delightful. She forgot to be +jealous of Louisa; she even forgot the fact that a few short weeks ago +she had been publicly accused of theft; she only knew that she wore her +best frock; she was only conscious that she looked her best and +brightest, that when Jim's eyes did rest upon her he could not but +acknowledge her charm; she was only well aware that it was Christmas +Eve, and that all the world was rejoicing. She stood, therefore, in +the crowded hall with a smiling face, her hands lightly, clasped in +front of her, her thoughts full of peace, and yet stimulated to a +certain excited joy. + +Between the acts people began to go in and out of the large sitting +room, and on these occasions Alison was jostled about a good bit. She +was quite pushed up against the stairs, and had some difficulty in +keeping her balance. She saw a man stare at her with a very coarse +sort of admiration. She did not know the man, and she shrank from his +gaze; but the next moment she saw him speaking to a girl who she knew +belonged to Shaw's establishment. The girl's reply came distinctly to +her ears. + +"Yes, I suppose she is pretty enough," she said. "We always spoke of +her as genteel at Shaw's. Oh, you want to know her name, Mr. Manners? +Her name is Alison Reed. She left Shaw's because she stole a +five-pound note. It was awfully good of him not to prosecute her." + +"That girl a thief!" said the man who was addressed as Manners. "I +don't believe it." + +"Oh, but she is! She was in such a fright that she left the shop the +very day she was accused. That shows guilt--don't it, now?" + +Alison could not hear Manners' reply, but after a time, the sharp voice +of the girl again reached her ears. + +"They do say as Jim Hardy, our foreman, was sweet on her, but of course +he has given her up now; he is all agog for Louisa Clay, the girl he is +acting with to-night. They say they are sweethearts, and they'll be +married early in the year. It is a very good match for him, for Louisa +has lots of money and----" + +The speakers moved on, and Alison could not catch another word. She +had gained a comfortable position for herself now, and was leaning +firmly against the wall. The words which had reached her she fully and +completely realized. She was accustomed to being considered a thief; +she always would be considered a thief until that five-pound note was +found. It was very painful, it was bitter to be singled out in that +way, to have attention drawn to her as such a character; but the words +which related to Jim she absolutely laughed at. Was not Jim her own +faithful lover? Would he not see her home to-night, believing in her +fully and entirely? Oh, yes. Whatever the world at large thought of +her, she was good enough for Jim. Yes, yes. She would promise to be +his to-night, she would not wait until next Tuesday. What was the good +of pushing happiness away when it came so close? A cup full of such +luck was not offered to every girl. She would drink it up; she would +enjoy it to the full. Then envious and malicious tongues would have to +be quiet, for she would prove by her engagement that Jim, at least, +believed in her. She drew up her head proudly as this thought came to +her. + +The next act in the noisy little play was just beginning, and those who +cared for seats in the room were pushing forward; the crowd in the +passage was therefore less oppressive. Alison moved forward a step or +two, and stood in such a position that she was partly sheltered by a +curtain. She had scarcely done so before, to her great astonishment, +Hardy and Louisa came out. They stood together for a moment or two in +the comparatively deserted passage. Other characters occupied the +stage for the time being, and Louisa was glad to get into the +comparatively fresh air to cool herself. + +"Oh, aint it hot?" she said. "Fan me," she added, offering Jim a huge +fan gaudily painted in many colors. + +She unfurled it as she spoke, and put it into his hand. + +"Make a breeze o' some sort," she said; "do, or I'll faint!" + +Jim looked pleased and excited. He was fantastically dressed in the +stage costume in which he had shortly to appear. Alison, partly +sheltered by the curtain, could see well without being seen herself. + +"The play is going splendid, Jim," said Louisa. "I'm ever so pleased." + +"I am glad of that," replied Jim. + +"I thought you would be. Well, I do feel a happy girl to-night." + +"And when is it to be?" said Jim, bending down and looking earnestly +into her face. + +She flushed when he spoke to her, and immediately lowered her eyes. + +"I aint made up my mind quite yet," she said. + +"But you will?" he replied, in a voice full of solicitude. + +"I don't know. Would it please you if I did?" + +"I needn't say that it would," was the reply. "I think it would make +me real happy." + +"Well, ef I thought that----" + +Louisa took her fan out of Jim Hardy's hand and began to toy with it in +a somewhat affected manner. Then her expression changed to one of +absolute passion. + +"I don't think there is anything in heaven above, or the earth beneath, +I wouldn't do, Jim Hardy, even to please you for half an hour; to +please you is the light of life to me. So, if you wish it, let it +be--there! I can't say any more, can I?" + +"You can't; you have said enough," he replied gravely. "There is our +call," he added; "we must go back. Are you cooler now?" + +"Much cooler, thanks to you." + +The call came a second time. Louisa hurried forward; Jim followed her. +Neither of them noticed the listening girl behind the curtain. The +next moment loud cheers filled the room as Hardy and Louisa took their +places side by side in the front of the stage. + +Alison waited until the great uproar had subsided, then she slipped +into the dressing room where she had gone on her arrival, put on her +hat and jacket steadily and calmly, and went home. She had no +intention now of waiting for Jim. She never meant to wait for Jim any +more. He was false as no man had ever been false before. She would +forget him, she would drive him out of her life. He had dared to come +and talk of marriage to her when he really loved another girl; he had +dared to give her words of tenderness when his heart was with Louisa +Clay. + +"It is all over," whispered Alison quite quietly under her breath. + +She wondered, in a dull sort of fashion, why she felt so quiet; why she +did not suffer a great deal more; why the sense of disappointment and +cruel desertion did not break her heart. She was sure that by and by +her heart would awaken, and pain--terrible, intense pain would be her +portion; but just now she felt quiet and stunned. She was glad of +this. It was Christmas Eve, but Jim was not walking home with her. +The Christmas present she had hoped for was not to be hers. Well, +never mind, to-morrow would be Christmas Day. Jim was invited to +dinner, to that good dinner which Grannie had no right to buy, but +which Grannie had bought to give the children one last happy day. +Alison herself had made the cake and had frosted it, and Alison herself +had stirred the pudding, and had thought of Jim's face as it would look +when he sat with the children round the family board. He would never +sit there now; she must never see him again. She would write to him +the moment she got in, and then, having put him out of her life once +and for ever, she would help Grannie to keep the Merry Christmas. + +She walked up the weary number of steps to the flat on the fifth floor. +She found the key under the mat, and then went in. Grannie had left +everything ready for her. Grannie had thought of a betrothed maiden +who would enter the little house with the air of a queen who had come +suddenly into her kingdom. Grannie, who was sound asleep at this +moment, had no idea that Despair itself was coming home in the last +hours just before the blessed Christmas broke. Alison opened the door +very softly, and, going into the kitchen, took down her writing +portfolio from a little shelf where she generally kept it, and wrote a +short letter to Jim. + + +"Dear Jim: I have made up my mind, and in this letter you will get your +final answer. I will not marry anybody until I am cleared of this +trouble about the five-pound note; and whether I am cleared or not, I +shall never marry you, _for I don't love you_. I found out to-night it +was all a mistake, and what I thought was love was not. I don't love +you, Jim, and I never wish to see you again. Please don't come to +dinner to-morrow, and please don't ever try to see me. This is final. +I don't love you; that is your answer. + +"ALISON REED." + + +Having signed the letter in a very firm hand, Alison put it into an +envelope, addressed and stamped it. She then went out and dropped it +into a pillar-box near by. Jim would get it on Christmas morning. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +Christmas Day went by. It was quiet enough, although the children +shouted with glee over their stockings and ate their dinner heartily. +There was a depressed feeling under all the mirth, although Alison wore +her very best dress and laughed and sang, and in the evening played +blindman's buff with the children. There was a shadow over the home, +although Grannie talked quietly in the corner of the Blessed Prince of +Peace, and of the true reason for Christmas joy. Jim's place was +empty, but no one remarked it. The children were too happy to miss +him, and the elder members of the party were too wise to say what they +really felt. + +Boxing Day was almost harder to bear than Christmas Day. Alison stayed +quietly in the house all the morning, but toward the afternoon she grew +restless. + +"Dave," she said, "will you and Harry come for a walk with me?" + +"To be sure," answered both the boys, brightening up. The little girls +clamored to accompany them. + +"No, no," said Grannie, "you'll stay with me. I have a job on hand, +and I want you to help me. It is tearing up old letters, and putting +lots of things in order. And maybe I'll give you a chocolate each when +it is done." + +The promise of the chocolates was comforting, and the little ones +stayed at home not ill pleased. Alison went out with her two brothers. +She held herself very erect, and there was a proud look on her face. +She had never looked handsomer nor more a lady. David felt very proud +of her. He did not understand her just now, it is true, but he was +pleased when people turned round to look at her; and when admiring +glances came in her way, he walked close to her with an air of +protection, and was glad that his sister was better looking than other +fellows'. They all turned their steps in the direction of Victoria +Park. They had just got there when quick footsteps overtook them, and +Jim Hardy came up. + +"Hullo," he said, when he approached the little party. "Stop, can't +you? I have been running after you all this time." + +David and Harry both stopped, but Alison walked on. + +"That's all right," said Jim, nodding to the boys. "You stay back a +bit, won't you, like good fellows? I want to have a talk with your +sister." + +Harry felt inclined to demur, for he was fond of Jim, and his own +pleasure always was first with him; but David understood, and gripped +his brother's arm fiercely, holding him back. + +"Keep back," he said, in a whisper; "can't you see for yourself that +there's trouble there?" + +"Trouble where?" said Harry, opening his eyes. + +"You are a muff. Can't you see that something has put Alison out?" + +"I can see that she is very disagreeable," said Harry. "I suppose she +is in love, that's what it means. She is in love with Jim Hardy. But +he is going to marry Louisa Clay; everybody says so." + +"Shut up," said David. "You are a silly. Hardy thinks no more of +Louisa than he does of you." + +"Well, let us make for the pond and leave them alone," said Harry. "I +do believe the ice will bear in a day or two." + +The boys rushed off to the right, and Alison and Jim walked down the +broad center path. Alison's heart was beating wildly. The love which +she was trying to slay rose up like a giant in her heart. + +"But I won't show it," thought the proud girl to herself. "He shall +never, never think that I fret because he has thrown me over for +another. If, loving me, he could care for Louisa, he is not my sort. +No, I won't fret, no, I won't; I'll show him that I don't care." + +"I'm glad I met you," said Jim. Jim was a very proud fellow, too, in +his own way. Alison's queer letter had pierced him to the quick. Not +having the faintest clew to her reason for writing it, he was feeling +justly very angry. + +"I didn't come in yesterday," he continued, "when you made it so plain +that you didn't want me; but, all the same, I felt that we must talk +this matter out." + +"There's nothing to talk out," said Alison. "You knew my mind when you +got that letter, and that's about all I've got to say." + +"That letter was a lie from first to last," said Jim boldly. + +Alison turned and looked full at him. Her face was white. Her big +blue eyes blazed and looked dark. + +"The letter was true," she said. "Girls can't help being contrary now +and then. I don't want to see you again, I don't want to have anything +to do with you. I made a mistake when I said I loved you. I found out +just in time that I didn't. It was a right good thing I found it out +before we was wed, instead of afterwards; I did, and we are safe, and +you can give yourself, heart and soul, with a clear conscience, to +another." + +"I can't make out what you are driving at," said Jim. "You know +perfectly well, Alison, that I love no one in all the world but +yourself." + +"Oh! don't you?" said Alison. + +"Really, Ally, you will drive me mad if you go on talking in that +unreasonable way. Of course I don't care for anyone but you, and you +always gave me to understand that you returned my love. Come, darlin', +what is it? You must know that after all you have said to me in the +past, I can't believe that letter of yours; it is all against common +sense. People can't love and then unlove in that sort o' fashion. +Tell me the truth, Ally. Something made you angry; and you love me as +much as ever, don't you, darlin'? Come, let us make it up. There is +something at the bottom of this, and you ought to tell me. As to your +not loving me, that is all fudge, you know." + +Alison's heart, which had lain so dead in her breast, began suddenly to +stir and dance with a queer excitement. After all, had she made a +mistake? Was Jim really faithful to her after all? But, no; how could +she mistake? She had heard the words herself. Oh, yes, of course, Jim +was false; and for all he had such an honest voice, and the truest eyes +in all the world, Alison must turn her back on him, for she could not +doubt the hearing of her own ears and the seeing of her own eyes. + +"I am sorry," she said, in a cold voice, when Jim had paused and looked +eagerly for her answer. "I am sorry, but after all it is a pity that +we met to-day, for my letter really told you everything. I don't love +you. You wouldn't marry a girl what didn't love you; would you, Jim?" + +"No, no," said Jim; "no marriage could be happy, it would be a cruel +mistake, without love. It seems to me that marriage is a sin, an awful +sin, if there aint love to make it beautiful." + +"Well, then, it would be a sin for us to marry," said Alison. "You can +see that for yourself. You need have no scruples, Jim; you can do what +you wish." + +"Well, that is to marry you," said Jim. "Come, Ally, there is a +strange thing over you, my dearie, but show me your true self once +again. Come, darlin'. Why, you are going nigh to break my heart, the +way you are going on." + +For a moment Alison's belief in what she had herself seen was staggered +by Jim's words and the ring of pain in his voice, but only for a +moment. The thought of Louisa and the tender way he had looked at her, +and her bold words of passion, were too vivid to be long suppressed. +Alison's voice took a note of added scorn as she replied: + +"It's real shabby o' you to worry me when I have given you a straight +answer. I don't love you, not a bit, but there's another girl what +does. Go to her--go and be happy with her." + +"What do you mean?" said Jim, turning pale. + +Alison's eyes were fixed angrily on him. + +"Oh, I see, I can move you at last," she Said. "You didn't think that +I could guess, but I can. Go to Louisa--she loves you well, and I +don't--I never did--it was all a big mistake. Girls like me often +fancy they love, and then when the thing comes near they see that they +don't; marriage is an awful thing without love--it is a sin. Go and +marry Louisa; she'll make you a good wife." + +"Alison," said Jim, "there can be only one explanation to the way you +are going on to-day." + +"And what is that?" she asked. + +"There must be someone you like better than me." + +"Of course there is," said Alison, with a shrill laugh. + +"I love Grannie better than him. I love Dave better," whispered the +excited girl wildly, under her breath. + +"Of course there is," she repeated. "There is nothing for opening the +eyes like seeing your true love at last." + +"Then you _have_ explained matters, and I haven't a word to say," +answered Jim, in a haughty voice. + +He drew himself up,--his eyes looked straight into hers,--she shivered, +but did not flinch; the next moment he had turned on his heels and +walked away. + +He walked quickly, leaving the miserable, distracted girl alone. He +thought he understood at last; Alison had another lover. Who could he +be? Jim had certainly never heard of anybody else. Still, this was +the true explanation--she had admitted as much herself. + +"Go to Louisa Clay--she loves you well," the angry girl had said to him. + +Well, why should not he go to Louisa? Louisa was not his style, but +she was handsome, and she had a good bit of money, and he had guessed +long ago that she loved him. He did not want to hear of Alison's new +lover, and of Alison's engagement, and of Alison's marriage without +putting some shield between himself and the bitter words that would be +spoken, and the laugh that would be all against him. He was proud as +well as steadfast; he was daring as well as true. If Alison could give +him up as she had done, why should he not take the lesser good? It was +true that Louisa had admitted, or almost admitted, her engagement to +Sampson, which was really the wedding poor Jim had alluded to on +Christmas Eve; but Jim knew that matters were not settled in that +direction yet, and he was too angry just now not to feel a keen desire +to cut Sampson out. He went straight, therefore, to the Clays' house. +His heart was just in that sort of tempest of feeling when men so often +take a rash step and lay up misery for themselves for the whole of +their remaining days. + +Mr. and Mrs. Clay were out, but Louisa was at home; she had a cold, and +had not cared to venture out in the raw December air. Jim was shown +into a snug little parlor at the back of the shop. Louisa was +becomingly dressed, and looked remarkably handsome. She started with +pleasure when she saw Jim, colored up to her eyes, and then noticing +something which she had never noticed before in his glance, looked +down, trembling and overcome. At that moment her love made her +beautiful. Jim saw it trembling on her lips. The reaction between her +warmth and Alison's frozen manner was too much for him; he made a +stride forward, and the next moment had taken her in his arms; his +kisses rested on her lips. She gave a sigh of ineffable bliss. + +"Oh, Jim!" she said, "has it come to this? Am I to have my heart's +desire after all?" + +"If I am your heart's desire, you can have me, and welcome," answered +Jim. + +"Oh, Jim! I love you so much. I am the happiest gel in all the world. +Kiss me again, do. Oh, how I love you!" + +"My dear girl," said the young man. + +He did not say yet that he loved her back again, but his heart was +beating high. At that moment he was not proof against her beauty, +which in its own way was remarkable. + +"Then we're engaged," she said. "Oh, Jim, is it true that such +happiness is come to me? I feel sort o' frightened. I never, never +thought that such good could come to me." + +"We're engaged, that is if we can be straight and above-board," +answered Jim; "but first I must know what about Sampson. He has asked +you to be his wife, hasn't he?" + +"Yes, yes. Oh, don't trouble about him. Sit close to me, can't you, +and kiss me again." + +"I must know about Sampson first," said Jim. "Have you given him a +promise?" + +"Not yet, I don't love him a bit, you see; but when I thought you'd +never come forward, and that all your heart was given to Alison +Reed----" + +Jim shuddered and drew himself away from Louisa. + +"I thought," she continued, "that George Sampson would be better than +nobody, so I told him he might come for his answer to-night, and he'll +get it too. He always knew that I loved yer. Why, he even said so. +He said to me, not a week ago, 'You can't win him, Louisa, so don't +waste your breath on him, but come to an honest fellow what loves yer, +and who don't think nothing of any other gel.'" + +"But doesn't it seem hard on the honest fellow?" said Jim, with a smile. + +"Oh, no, it don't! Do you think I'd look at him after what you have +said? Oh, I'm so happy! Sit by me, and tell me when you first thought +of throwing over Alison Reed for me?" + +"Listen," said Jim. "There is nothing now between Alison and me. I'll +try to make you a good mate; I will try to do everything to make you +happy, and to give you back love for love; but if you value our future +happiness, you must make me a promise now." + +"What's that?" she asked, looking up at him, frightened at the +solemnity in his tone. + +"You must never talk of Alison to me. Promise, do you hear?" + +"Oh, why not? You can't care for her a bit, or you wouldn't come to +me." + +"I like you most--I wouldn't ask you to marry me if I didn't; but I +won't talk of Alison. If you can't have me without bringing up her +name, say so at once, and everything shall be at an end between us. +Now you have got to choose. Alison's name is not to pass yer lips to +me. We are not to talk of her, do you understand? Do you promise?" + +"I promise anything--anything, if you will only kiss me again." + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +The next day it was all over the place that Jim Hardy and Louisa Clay +were engaged. Harry heard the news as he was coming home from doing a +message for Grannie; Grannie heard it when she went shopping; Alison +heard it from the boy who sold the milk--in short, this little bit of +tidings of paramount interest in Alison's small world was dinned into +her ears wherever she turned. Jim was engaged. His friends thought +that he had done very well for himself, and it was arranged that the +wedding was to take place just before Lent. Lent would fall early this +year, and Jim's engagement would not last much over six weeks. + +Notwithstanding all she had said the day before, Alison turned very +pale when the cruel news came to her. + +"What can it mean?" said Grannie, who followed the girl into her +bedroom. "I don't understand it--there must be an awful mistake +somewhere. You can't, surely, have thrown over a good fellow like +that, Alison?" + +"No, he threw me over," said Alison. + +"Child, I jest don't believe yer." + +"All right, Grannie; I'm afraid I can't help it whether you believe me +or not. Jim is dead to me now, and we won't talk of him any more. +Grannie dear, let us go into the kitchen; you and I have something else +to attend to. What is to come o' me? What am I to do for myself now +that I can't get a situation for want of a character, and now that I +have lost my young man?" + +Alison laughed in a bitter way as she said the last words. She looked +straight out of the window, and avoided meeting Grannie's clear blue +eyes. + +"I must get something to do," said Alison. "I am young, and strong, +and capable, and the fact of having a false charge laid to my door +can't mean surely that I am to starve. I must get work, Grannie; I +must learn to support myself and the children. Oh, and you, you dear +old lady; for you can't do much, now that your 'and is so bad." + +"It do get worse," said Grannie, in a solemn voice; "it pains and burns +awful now and then, and the thumb and forefinger are next to +useless--they aint got any power in 'em. 'Taint like my usual luck, +that it aint. I can't understand it anyhow. But there, child, for the +Lord's sake don't worry about an old body like me. Thank the Lord for +his goodness, I am at the slack time o' life, and I don't want no +thought and little or no care. I aint the p'int--it's you that's the +p'int, Ally--you and the chil'en." + +"Well, what is to be done, grandmother? It seems to me that we have +not a day to lose. We never could save much, there was too great a +drag on your earnings, and mine seemed swept up by rent and twenty +other things, and now neither you nor I have been earning anything for +weeks. We can't have much money left now, have we?" + +"We have got one pound ten," said Grannie. "I looked at the purse this +morning. One pound ten, and sevenpence ha'penny in coppers; that's +all. That wouldn't be a bad sum if there was anythink more coming in; +but seeing as ther' aint, it is uncommon likely to dwindle, look at it +from what p'int you may." + +"Well, then, we haven't an hour to lose," said Alison. + +"We haven't an hour to lose," repeated Grannie. She looked around the +little room; her voice was cheerful, but there was a dreary expression +in her eyes. Alison noticed it. She got up and kissed her. + +"Don't, child, don't; it aint good to move the feelin's when things is +a bit rough, as they are now. We have got to be firm, Alison, and we +have got to be brave, and there aint no manner o' use drawing on the +feelin's. Keep 'em under, say I, and stand straight to your guns. +It's a tough bit o' battle we're goin' through, but we must stand to +our guns, that's wot I say." + +"And I too," said the girl, stiffening herself under the words of +courage. "Well now, I know you are a very wise woman, Grannie; what's +to be done?" + +"I am going to see Mr. Williams, that old clergyman in Bayswater wot +was so good to me when my husband died. I am going to see him +to-morrow," said Grannie. "Arter I have had a good spell of talk with +him, I'll tell you more." + +"Do you think he could get me a situation?" + +"Maybe he could." + +"I wish you would go to him at once, Grannie. There really doesn't +seem to be a day to be lost." + +"What's the hour, child? I don't mind going to him now, but I thought +it might be a bit late." + +"Not at all; you'll see him when he comes home to dinner. Shall I go +with you? Somehow I pine for a change and a bit of the air." + +"No, darlin', I'd best see him by myself, and then there's the bus fare +to consider; but ef you'd walk with me as far as St. Paul's Churchyard, +I'd be much obleeged, and you can see me into the bus. I am werry +strong, thank the Lord; but somehow, when the crowd jostle and push, +they seem to take my nerve off--particular since this 'and got so bad." + +Grannie went into her little room to get ready for her expedition, and +Alison also pinned on her hat and buttoned on her pilot-cloth jacket. +Grannie put on her best clothes for this occasion. She came out +equipped for her interview in her neat black shawl and little quilted +bonnet. The excitement had brought a bright color to her cheeks and an +added light to her blue eyes. + +"Why, Grannie, how pretty you look," said her granddaughter. "I +declare you are the very prettiest old lady I ever saw." + +Grannie was accustomed to being told that she was good-looking. She +drew herself up and perked her little face. + +"The Phippses were always remarked for their skins," she said; +"beautiful they was, although my poor mother used to say that wot's +skin-deep aint worth considering. Still, a good skin is from the Lord, +and he gave it to the Phippses with other good luck; no mistake on that +p'int." + +The next moment the two set out. It was certainly getting late in the +day, but Alison cheered Grannie on, repeating several times in a firm +and almost defiant manner that there was not an hour to be lost. They +got to St. Paul's Churchyard, and Alison helped Grannie to get into an +omnibus. The old woman got a seat near the door, and smiled and nodded +brightly to her granddaughter as the bus rolled away. Alison went back +very slowly to her home. She had a terrible depression over her, and +longed almost frantically for something to do. All her life she had +been a very active girl. No granddaughter of Mrs. Reed's was likely to +grow up idle, and Alison, almost from the time she could think, had +been accustomed to fully occupy each moment of her day. Now the long +day dragged, while despair clutched at her heart. What had she done? +What sin had she committed to be treated so cruelly? Grannie was +religious; she was accustomed to referring things to God. There was a +Rock on which her spirit dwelt which Alison knew nothing about. Now, +the thought of Grannie and her religion stirred the girl's heart in the +queerest way. + +"I don't do any good," she said to herself; "seems as if the Lord +didn't care for poor folks, or he wouldn't let all this sort of thing +come on me. It aint as if I weren't always respectable; it aint as if +I didn't always try to do what's right. Then there's so much bad luck +jist now come all of a heap: Grannie's bad hand, which means the loss +of our daily bread, and this false accusation of me, and then my losing +Jim. Oh, dear, that's the worst part, but I won't think of that now, I +won't. I feel that I could go mad if I thought much of that." + +When Alison returned to the flat in Sparrow Street it was in time to +get tea for the children. The little larder was becoming sadly bare; +the Christmas feast was almost all eaten up, and Alison could only +provide the children with very dry bread, and skim milk largely diluted +with water. + +"Grannie wouldn't treat us like that," said Kitty, who was extremely +fond of her meals. + +"You may be thankful if you even get dry bread soon," said Alison. + +The three little girls stared up at her with wondering, terrified eyes. +Her tone was very morose. They saw that she was unapproachable, and +looked down again. They ate their unpalatable meal quickly, and in +silence. Alison kept the kettle boiling on the fire against Grannie's +return. + +"You haven't taken any tea yourself," said Polly, who was Alison's +room-fellow, and the most affectionate of the three. + +"I aint hungry, dear; don't notice it," said the elder sister in a +somewhat gentler tone. "Now you may run, all of you, and have a play +in the court." + +"But it's quite dark, and Grannie doesn't like us to be out in the +dark." + +"I don't think she'll mind when I tell her that I gave you leave. I +have a splitting headache and must be alone for a bit. It is a dry +night, and the three of you keep close together, and then you'll come +to no harm. There, run off now, and don't bother me." + +Kitty stared hard at her sister; Polly's eyes flashed with pleasure at +the thought of a bit of unexpected fun; Annie was only too anxious to +be off. Soon Alison had the little kitchen to herself. She sat by the +fire, feeling very dull and heavy; her thoughts would keep circulating +round unpleasant subjects: the one pound ten and sevenpence halfpenny +which stood between the family and starvation; Jim and Louisa--Louisa's +face full of triumph, and her voice full of pride, and Jim's devotion +to her; Grannie's painful right hand, and the feather-stitching which +she, Alison, had never taken the trouble to learn. + +"The old lady was right," she said, half under her breath, half aloud. +"She's a deal wiser than me, and I might have done worse that follow +her advice. I wish I knew the stitch now; yes, I do. Oh! is that you, +Dave?" as her brother came in; "but we have done tea." + +"I have had some," said David. "Mr. Watson called me into his room, +and gave me a cup. What is it, Ally; what's the matter?" + +"You needn't ask," said Alison. "You don't suppose I am likely to be +very cheerful just now." + +"I am ever so sorry," said the boy. "I can't think how this trouble +come to you." + +"If it's Jim," she answered angrily, "you needn't worry to find out, +for I'll tell you. I don't love him no more. He would have married me +if I cared to have him, but I didn't see my way to it. Now let's drop +the subject." + +David sat down not far from the fire. He held out his hands to the +blaze. There was a sort of pleased excitement about him which Alison +after a time could not help noticing. + +"You look quite perky about something," she said. "It is good for any +of us to be cheerful just now. What's up?" + +"Where's Grannie?" said Dave. "I'd like to tell her first." + +"Oh, very well, just as you please. But she is out. She won't be back +for a good bit yet." + +"Aint it very late for her to be out? Where is she gone?" + +"To Bayswater--to talk to a clergyman who used to befriend us in the +old days. What is your news, David? You may as well tell me." + +"Why, it's this. Mr. Watson has just had a long talk with me. He +wants me to help him with the accounts, and not to do messages any +more. He could get a lad for messages, he says, who hasn't got such a +head on his shoulders as I have. I can do bookkeeping pretty well, and +he'll give me some more lessons. I am to start next week doing +office-work, and he'll give me five shillings a week instead of half a +crown. I call that prime; don't you, Alison?" + +"To be sure it is," she answered heartily. She was very fond of David, +and the note of exultation in his voice touched her, and penetrated +through the deep gloom at her heart. + +"Why, this will cheer Grannie," she continued. + +"There's more to tell yet," continued David, "for I am to have my meals +as well as the five shillings a week; so there'll be half a crown at +the very least to put to the family purse, Alison, and I need be no +expense, only just to sleep here. I'll bring the five shillings to +Grannie every Saturday night, and she can spend just what I want for +clothes and keep the rest. I guess she'll make it go as far as +anybody." + +"This is good news," continued Alison. "Of course five shillings is a +sight better nor nothing, and if I only got a place we might keep the +home together." + +"Why, is there any fear of our losing it?" asked David. + +"Dear me, David, can we keep it on nothing at all? There's Grannie not +earning sixpence, and there's me not earning sixpence; and how is the +rent to be paid, and us all to be kept in food and things? It aint to +be done--you might have the common sense to know that." + +"To be sure I might," said David, his brow clouding. "After all, then, +I don't suppose the five shillings is much help." + +"Oh, yes, it will support you whatever happens, and that's a good deal. +Don't fret, Dave; you are a right, good, manly fellow. You will fight +your way in the world yet, and Grannie and me we'll be proud of you. I +wish I had half the pluck you have; but there, I am so down now that +nothing seems to come right. I wish I had had the sense to learn that +feather-stitching that you do so beautifully." + +David colored. + +"I aint ashamed to say that I know it," he said. "I dare say I could +teach it to you if you had a mind to learn it." + +But Alison shook her head. + +"No; it's too late now," she said. "It takes months and months of +practice to make a stitch like that to come to look anything like +right, and we want the money at once. We have got scarcely any left, +and there's the rent due on Monday, and the little girls want new +shoes--Kitty's feet were wringing wet when she came in to-day. Oh, +yes, I don't see how we are to go on. But Grannie will tell us when +she comes back. Oh, and here she is." + +Alison flew to the door and opened it. Mrs. Reed, looking bright and +excited, entered. + +"Why, where are the little ones?" she said at once. "Aint they reading +their books, like good children?" + +"No, Grannie. I'd a headache, and I let them go into the court to play +a bit. You don't mind, do you?" + +"Not for once, I don't," said Grannie; "but, Dave, lad, you'd better +fetch 'em in now, for it's getting real late. They may as well go +straight off to bed, for I have a deal I want to talk over with you two +to-night." + +Alison felt impatient and anxious; she could scarcely wait to hear +Grannie's news. The old lady sat down near the fire, uttering a deep +sigh of relief as she did so. + +"Ally, my dear," she said, "I'm as weary as if I were seventy-eight +instead of sixty-eight. It's a long walk back from St. Paul's +Churchyard, and there was a crowd out, to be sure; but it's a fine +starlight night, and I felt as I was walking along, the Lord's in his +heaven, and there can never be real bad luck for us, his servants, what +trusts in him." + +Alison frowned. She wished Grannie would not quote Scripture so much +as she had done lately. It jarred upon her own queer, perverse mood; +but as she saw the courageous light in the blue eyes she suppressed an +impatient sigh which almost bubbled to her lips. She got tea for +Grannie, who drank it in great contentment. David brought the children +in. They kissed Grannie, and were hustled off to bed, rather to their +own disgust, and then David, Grannie, and Alison sat gravely down, and +looked each at the other. + +"Where's Harry?" said Grannie suddenly. "Why aint the boy to home?" + +"I expect he's at the Boys' Club," said David. "He's very fond of +running round there in the evening." + +"There's no harm in that, Grannie," said Alison. "Don't fret about +Harry. Now tell us your news, do. Did you see Mr. Williams, and can +he do anything?" + +"I saw Mr. Williams," said Grannie. "He remembered me quite well. I +told him everything. It seems to me that he has put things straight. +I don't say that things aint sore--no, I don't go to pretend they +aint--but somehow they seem straightened out a bit, and I know wot to +do." + +"And what's that, Grannie?" asked David, taking her left hand very +tenderly in his as he spoke. + +Grannie had been leaning back in a sort of restless attitude. Now she +straightened herself up and looked keenly at the boy. + +"It means, lad," she said, after a pause, "the sore part means this, +that we must give up the little bit of a home." + +"We must give it up?" said David, in a blank sort of way. "Oh, wait a +while; you don't know about my five shillings a week." + +"Dave has got a rise," interrupted Alison. "Mr. Watson thinks a sight +of him, and he's to go into the house as a clerk, and he's to have five +shillings a week and his meals. So he's provided for." + +"But your five shillings a week won't keep up the home, Dave, so +there's no use thinking of it, from that p'int o' view." + +"Go on, please, Grannie; what else have you and Mr. Williams arranged?" + +"It's the Lord has arranged it, child," said Grannie, "it aint Mr. +Williams. It's that thought that makes me kind o' cheerful over it." + +"But what is it, Grannie? We are to give up the home?" + +"Well, the home gives us up," said Grannie, "for we can't keep the +rooms ef we can't pay the rent, and the children can't be fed without +money. To put it plain, as far as the home goes, we're broke. That's +plain English. It's this 'and that has done it, and I'll never believe +in eddication from this time forward; but there's no use goin' back on +that now. Thank the Lord, I has everything settled and clear in my +mind. I pay the last rent come Monday, and out we go." + +"But where to?" said Alison. "There's a lot of us, and we must live +somewhere." + +"It's all settled, and beautiful too," said Grannie. "Mr. Williams +knows a lady who 'll be right glad to have you, Alison. The lady is a +friend of his, and she wants a sort of upper maid, and though you are a +Phipps and a Simpson and a Reed all in one, you needn't be too proud to +do work o' that sort. He said she was quite certain to take to you, +and you are to go to see her to-morrow morning. She lives in +Bayswater, and wants a girl who will attend on her and go messages for +her and keep her clothes in order. It will be a very light, genteel +sort o' place, and you'll have a right good time there, Alison. And +then the three little girls. Mr. Williams said it was wonderful lucky +I called to-day, for he has got three vacancies for a school for orphan +children in the country, and for a wonder he don't know any special +orphan children to give them to this time, and he says that Kitty and +Polly and Annie can go, and they'll be well fed, and well taught, and +well clothed, and when they are old enough they'll go to service +perhaps. Anyhow, they'll be taught how to earn their living. So they +are settled for, and so are you, and it seems as if David's settled for +too. As to Harry, I told Mr. Williams all about him, and he says he'll +think what he can do; he expects he can get him taken on somewhere, for +he is a smart lad, although a bit wild in his ways." + +"But what is to come of you, Grannie?" said Alison, after a long pause. + +Grannie jumped up when Alison made this remark. + +"Well, I'm goin' on a visit," she said, "jest to freshen me up. It +don't matter a bit about me--life is slacking down with me, and there +aint the least cause to worry. I'm goin' on a visit; don't you fret, +children." + +"But where to?" asked Alison. "You don't know anybody. I have never +heard that you had any friends. The Phippses and the Simpsons are all +dead, all those you used to know." + +"I'm goin' to some friends of Mr. Williams," said Grannie, "and I'll be +werry comfortable and I can stay as long as I like. Now, for the +Lord's sake don't begin to fret 'bout me; it's enough to anger me ef +you do. Aint we a heap to do atween this and Monday without fussin' +over an old lady wot 'as 'ad the best o' good luck all her days? This +is Tuesday, and you are to go and see Mrs. Faulkner to-morrow morning, +Alison. I have got her address, and you are to be there by ten +o'clock, not a minute later. Oh, yes, our hands will be full, and we +have no time to think o' the future. The Lord has the future in his +grip, chil'en, and 'taint for you and me to fret about it." + +Grannie seated herself again in her old armchair. + +"Fetch the Bible, Dave," she said suddenly, "and read a verse or two +aloud." + +David rose to comply. He took the family Bible from its place on the +shelf. Grannie opened the old book reverently. + +"He that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most High shall abide +under the shadow of the Almighty," read David. + +Grannie looked solemnly at the boy while the words so familiar and +comforting fell from his lips. He read or to the end of the +magnificent Psalm. + +"I guess there's a power of luck in that hidin' place for them as can +find it," she said, when he had finished. + +Then she kissed the boy and girl and went abruptly away to her own room. + +"What does she mean by going on a visit?" said David to his sister. + +"I don't know," said Alison fearfully. + +"It can't be----" began David. + +"No, no; don't say it, Dave," interrupted Alison. "Don't say it +aloud, don't----" She clapped her hands suddenly to his lips. "I +can't bear it," she said suddenly. "I won't hear it. No, it's a +visit. It's all true; it's only a visit. Good-night, Dave." + +She went away to her own room. During the darkness and misery of that +night Alison scarcely slept; but old Grannie slept. God had given his +angels charge of her, and no one ever had more peaceful slumber. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +Monday came all too quickly. Grannie was very masterful during the few +days which went before. She insisted on all the grandchildren doing +exactly what she told them. There were moments when she was almost +stern; she had always been authoritative, and had a certain commanding +way about her. This week, even Alison did not dare to cross her in the +smallest matter. There was not a single hitch in the arrangements +which Mr. Williams had sketched out. Mrs. Faulkner took a great fancy +to Alison, absolutely believed in her honesty and truth, and engaged +her for a month's trial on the spot. She told her to be sure to be +with her by ten o'clock on Monday to begin her new duties. Grannie +went herself to see Mr. Watson; she had a private talk with him which +no one knew anything about. He told her that David was a boy in a +hundred, that he was certain to do well, for he was both clever and +conscientious. He said that he could easily manage to fit up a bed for +him in the back part of the shop; so he was provided for, and, +according to Grannie and Mr. Watson, provided for well. When Harry +heard of the family's exodus, he left the house without a word. He +came back in the course of two or three hours, and told Mrs. Reed what +he had done. + +"I am going to sea," he announced. "I saw the captain of the _Brigand_ +down at the West India Docks, and he'll take me as cabin boy. I dare +say the life is a bit rough, but I know I shall like it. I have always +been so keen for adventure. I am off to-morrow, Grannie; so I am out +of the way." + +Grannie kissed the boy between his straight brows, looked into his +fearless, dancing, mischievous eyes, and said a word or two which he +never forgot. She sent him off the next morning with the best wardrobe +she could muster, half a crown in his pocket, and her blessing ringing +in his ears. + +"'Taint much; it's a rough life, but it's the best that could be done," +she said to Alison. "Ef he keeps straight he'll have good luck, for +it's in the breed," she continued; then she resumed her preparations +for the little girls. + +They went away on Saturday, and Alison, David, and Grannie had Sunday +to themselves. It was a sort of day which Alison could never talk of +afterward. It ought to have been very miserable, but it was not; there +was a peace about it which comforted the much-tried girl, and which she +often hugged to her heart in some of the dark days which were close at +hand. + +"Now, chil'en," said Grannie, on the evening of that day, "you two will +please go off early in the morning and leave me the last in the old +house." + +"But mayn't we see you as far as the railway station?" said Alison. + +"No, my love, I prefer not," was the response. + +"But won't you tell us where you are going, Grannie?" said David. "It +seems so queer for us to lose sight of you. Don't you think it a bit +hard on us, old lady?" + +Grannie looked very earnestly at David. + +"No," she said, after a pause, "'taint hard, it's best. I am goin' on +a wisit; ef it aint comfortable, and ef the Lord don't want me to stay, +why I won't stay; but I'd rayther not speak o' it to-night. You must +let me have my own way, Dave and Alison. We are all suited for, some +in one way and some in t'other, but I'd rayther go away to-morrow with +jest the bit of fun of keeping it all to myself, at least for a time." + +"Is it in the country, Grannie?" said Alison. + +"I'm told it's a fine big place," replied Grannie. + +"And are they folks you ever knew?" + +"They're friends o' Mr. Williams," said Grannie, shutting up her lips. +"Mr. Williams knows all about 'em. He says I can go to see you often; +'taint far from town. You won't really be very far from me at all. +But don't let us talk any more about it. When a woman comes to my time +o' life, ef she frets about herself she must be a mighty poor sort, and +that aint me." + +Monday morning dawned, and Grannie had her way. Alison and David both +kissed her, and went out into the world to face their new duties. They +were not coming back any more to the little home. Grannie was alone. + +"I haven't a minute to waste," she said to herself after they had gone, +bustling about as she spoke. "There's all the furniture to be sold +now. The auctioneer round the corner said he would look in arter the +chil'en were well out o' the way. Oh, I dare say I shall have heaps of +time to fret by and by, but I ain't agoin' to fret now; not I. +There'll be a nice little nest-egg out of the furniture, which Mr. +Williams can keep for Alison; and ef Alison gets on, why, 'twill do for +burying me when my time comes. I think a sight of having a good +funeral; the Lord knows I want to be buried decent, comin' of the breed +I do; but there, I've no time to think of funerals or anything else +now. I had to be masterful this week to 'em darlin's, but 'twas the +only thing to do. Lor' sakes! Suppose they'd begun fussing over me, +what would have become of us all?" + +At this moment there came a knock at the door. Grannie knew who it +was. It was the agent who came weekly, Monday after Monday, to collect +the rent. + +"Here's your rent, Mr. Johnson," said Grannie, "and I hope you'll get +another tenant soon. It was a right comfortable little flat, and we +all enjoyed ourselves here. We haven't a word to say agen our +landlord, Mr. Johnson." + +"I am very sorry to lose you as a tenant, Mrs. Reed," said Mr. Johnson, +giving the bright-eyed little woman a puzzled glance. "If there is +anything in my power----" + +"No, there aint! No, there aint!" said Grannie, nodding. "We has made +fresh arrangements in the fam'ly, and don't require the rooms any +longer. I'll have the furniture out by twelve o'clock to-day, sir, and +then the rooms will be washed out and tidied. A neighbor downstairs +has promised to do it. Will you please tell me where I shall leave the +key?" + +"You may leave it with Mrs. Murray on the next flat," said Mr. Johnson. +"Well, I am sorry to lose you as a tenant, Mrs. Reed, and if ever you +do want to settle down in a home again, please let me know, and I'll do +my very best to provide you with a comfortable one." + +"I 'spect I won't have to pay no rent for my next home," said Grannie +softly, under her breath, as she turned away from the door. "Oh, Lord, +to think that you're gettin' a mansion in the sky ready for an old body +like me, and no rent to pay neither! Dear Lord, to think it is getting +ready for me now! I am about as happy an old woman as walks--that I +am." + +Grannie felt the religion which was part and parcel of her life +extremely uplifting that morning. It tided her safely over an hour so +dark that it might have broken a less stout heart. The auctioneer came +round and priced the furniture. Every bit of that furniture had a +history. Part of it belonged to the Reeds, part to the Phippses, and +part to the Simpsons. It was full of the stories of many lives; but, +as Grannie said to herself, "I'll have heaps of time by and by to fret +about the eight-day clock, and the little oak bureau under the window, +and the plates, and cups, and dishes, and tables; I need not waste +precious minutes over 'em now." + +So the auctioneer, who somehow could not cheat those blue eyes, offered +a fair price for the little "bits o' duds," and by twelve o'clock he +sent round a cart and a couple of men to carry them away. The flat was +quite bare and empty before Grannie finally locked the hall door and +took the key down to Mrs. Murray. + +Mrs. Murray was very fond of Grannie, and was extremely inclined to be +inquisitive; but if ever Mrs. Reed had been on her full dignity it was +this morning. She spoke about the good luck of the children in having +found such comfortable homes, said that household work was getting a +little too much for her, and that now she was going away on a visit. + +"To the country, ma'am?" said Mrs. Murray. "It is rather early for the +country jest yet, aint it?" + +"It is to a very nice part, suitable to the season," replied Grannie, +setting her lips firmly. "I'm always in luck, and I'm in my usual good +luck now in findin' kind friends willin' and glad to have me. I will +wish you 'good-day' now, ma'am; I mustn't keep my friends waiting." + +"But won't you have a cup of tea afore you go, for you really look +quite shaky?" said Mrs. Murray, who noticed that Grannie's left hand +shook when she laid the key of the lost home on the table. + +"No, no, ma'am. I expect to have tea with my friends," was the reply. +"Thank you kindly, I am sure, Mrs. Murray, and I wish you well, ma'am." + +Mrs. Murray shook hands with Grannie and looked at her kindly and +affectionately as she tripped down the winding stairs for the last time. + +Grannie wore her black silk bonnet, and her snow-white kerchief, and +her neat little black shawl, and her white cotton gloves. Her +snow-white hair was as fluffy as usual under the brim of her bonnet, +and her eyes were even brighter, and her cheeks wore a deeper shade of +apple bloom about them. Perhaps some people, some keen observers, +would have said that the light in the eyes and the bloom on the cheeks +were too vivid for perfect health; but, as it was, people only remarked +as they saw her go down the street, "What a dear, pretty old lady! +Now, _she_ belongs to some of the provident, respectable poor, if you +like." People said things of that sort as Grannie got into the omnibus +presently, and drove away, and away, and away. They did not know, they +could not possibly guess, what Grannie herself knew well, that she was +only a pauper on her way to the workhouse. For Mrs. Reed had kept her +secret, and the keeping of that secret was what saved her heart from +being broken. Mr. Williams had used influence on her behalf, and had +got her into the workhouse of a parish to which she had originally +belonged. It was in the outskirts of London, and was, he said, one of +the best and least severe of the class. + +"Provided the children don't know, nothing else matters," thought +Grannie over and over, as she approached nearer and nearer to her +destination. "I am just determined to make the best of it," she said +to herself, "and the children need never know. I shall be let out on +visits from time to time, and I must keep up the story that I am +staying with kind friends. I told Mr. Williams what I meant to do, and +he didn't say it were wrong. Lord, in thy mercy help me to keep this +dark from the children, and help me to remember, wherever I am, that I +was born a Phipps and a Simpson. Coming of that breed, nothing ought +to daunt me, and I'll live and die showing the good stock I am of." + +The omnibus set Grannie down within a quarter of a mile of her +destination. She carried a few treasures tied up in a silk +handkerchief on her left arm, and presently reached the big gloomy +gates of the workhouse. Mr. Williams had made all the necessary +arrangements for her, and she was admitted at once. A male porter, +dressed in hideous garb, conducted her across a courtyard to a +bare-looking office, where she was asked to sit down. After a few +minutes the matron appeared, accompanied by a stoutly built woman, who +called herself the labor matron, and into whose care Grannie was +immediately given. She was taken away to the bath-room first of all. +There her own neat, pretty clothes were taken from her, and she was +given the workhouse print dress, the ugly apron, the hideous cap, and +the little three-cornered shawl to wear. + +"What's your age?" asked the matron. + +"Sixty-eight, ma'am," replied Grannie. + +"Let me see; surely there is something wrong with that hand." + +"Yes, ma'am," replied Grannie solemnly; "it is the hand that has +brought me here. I was good at needlework in my day, ma'am, but 'twas +writing as did it." + +"Writing! did you write much?" asked the matron. + +"No, ma'am, only twice a year at the most, but even them two letters +cost me sore; they brought on a disease in the hand; it is called +writers' cramp. It is an awful complaint, and it has brought me here, +ma'am." + +The labor matron looked very hard at Grannie. She did not understand +her words, nor the expression on her brave face. Grannie by no means +wore the helpless air which characterizes most old women when they come +to the workhouse. + +"Well," she said, after a pause, "hurry with your bath; you needn't +have another for a fortnight; but once a fortnight you must wash here. +At your age, and with your hand so bad, you won't be expected to do any +manual work at all." + +"I'd rayther, ef you please, ma'am," said Grannie. "I'm not accustomed +to settin' idle." + +"Well, I don't see that you can do anything; that hand is quite past +all use, but perhaps the doctor will take a look at it to-morrow. Now +get through that bath, and I'll take you to the room where the other +old women are." + +"Good Lord, keep me from thinkin' o' the past," said Grannie when the +door closed behind her. + +She got through the bath and put on her workhouse dress, and felt, with +a chill all through her little frame, that she had passed suddenly from +life to death. The matron came presently to fetch her. + +"This way, please," she said, in a tart voice. She had treated Grannie +with just a shadow of respect as long as she wore her own nice and +dainty clothes, but now that she was in the workhouse garb, she looked +like any other bowed down little woman. She belonged, in short, to the +failures of life. She was hurried down one or two long passages, then +through a big room, empty at present, which the matron briefly told her +was the "Able-bodied Women's Ward," and then into another very large +room, where a bright fire burnt, and where several women, perhaps fifty +or sixty, were seated on benches, doing some light jobs of needlework, +or pretending to read, or openly dozing away their time. They were all +dressed just like Grannie, and took little or no notice when she came +in. She was only one more failure, to join the failures in the room. +These old women were all half dead, and another old woman was coming to +share their living grave. The matron said something hastily, and shut +the door behind her. Grannie looked round; an almost wild light lit up +her blue eyes for a moment, then it died out, and she went softly and +quietly across the room. + +"Ef you are cold, ma'am, perhaps you'll like to set by the fire," said +an old body who must have been at least ten years Grannie's senior. + +"Thank you, ma'am, I'll be much obleeged," said Grannie, and she sat +down. + +Her bath had, through some neglect, not been properly heated; it had +chilled her, and all of a sudden she felt tired, old, and feeble, and a +long shiver ran down her back. She held out her left hand to the +blaze. A few of the most active of the women approached slowly, and +either stood and looked at her, or sat down as near her as possible. +She had very lately come from life; they were most of them accustomed +to death. Their hearts were feebly stirred with a kind of dim +interest, but the life such as Grannie knew was dull and far off to +them. + +"This is a poor sort of place, ma'am," said one of them. + +Grannie roused herself with a great effort. + +"Ef I begin to grumble I am lost," she said stoutly to herself. "Well, +now, it seems to me a fine airy room," she said. "It is all as it +strikes a body, o' course," she added, very politely; "but the room +seems to me lofty." + +"You aint been here long, anybody can see that," said an old woman of +the name of Peters, with a sniff. "Wait till you live here day after +day, with nothin' to do, and nothin' to think of, and nothin' to hear, +and nothin' to read, and, you may say, nothin' to eat." + +"Dear me," said Grannie, "don't they give us our meals?" + +"Ef you like to _call_ 'em such," said Mrs. Peters, with a sniff. And +all the other women sniffed too. And when Mrs. Peters emphasized her +condemnation of the food with a groan, all the other old women groaned +in concert. + +Grannie looked at them, and felt that she had crossed an impassable +gulf. Never again could she be the Grannie she had been when she awoke +that morning. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +It was bitterly cold weather when Grannie arrived at the workhouse. +Not that the workhouse itself was really cold. Its sanitary +arrangements were as far as possible perfect; its heating arrangements +were also fairly good. Notwithstanding the other old women's groans, +the food was passable and even nourishing, and beyond the fact that +there was an absence of hope over everything, there were no real +hardships in the great Beverley workhouse. There were a good many old +women in this workhouse--in fact, two large wards full--and these were +perhaps the most melancholy parts of the establishment. They slept on +clean little narrow beds in a huge ward upstairs. There was a +partition about eight feet high down the middle of this room. Beds +stood in rows, back to back, at each side of this partition; beds stood +in rows along the walls; there were narrow passages between the long +rows of beds. The room was lighted with many windows high up in the +walls, and there was a huge fireplace at either end. By a curious +arrangement, which could scarcely be considered indulgent, the fires in +very cold weather were lit at nine o'clock in the morning, after the +paupers had gone downstairs, and put out again at five in the +afternoon. Why the old creatures might not have had the comfort of the +fires when they were in their ward, it was difficult to say, but such +was the rule of the place. + +Grannie's bed was just under one of the windows, and when she went +upstairs the first night, the chill, of which she had complained ever +since she had taken her bath, kept her awake during the greater part of +the hours of darkness. There were plenty of blankets on her little +bed, but they did not seem to warm her. The fact is, there was a great +chill at her heart itself. Her vitality was suddenly lowered; she was +afraid of the long dreary future; afraid of all those hopeless old +women; afraid of the severe cleanliness, the life hedged in with +innumerable rules, the dinginess of the new existence. Her faith +burned dim; her trust in God himself was even a little shaken. She +wondered why such a severe punishment was sent to her; why she, who +wrote so little, should get a disease brought on by writing. It seemed +all incomprehensible, unfathomable, too dark for any ordinary words, or +any ordinary consolation to reach. + +For the first time in her life she forgot her grandchildren, and the +invariable good luck of the family, and thought mostly about herself. +Toward morning she fell into a troubled doze, but she had scarcely +seemed to drop asleep before a great bell sounded, which summoned her +to rise. It was just six o'clock, and, at this time of the year, pitch +dark. The long ward was now bitterly cold, and Grannie shivered as she +got into her ugly workhouse dress. The other old women rose from their +hard beds with many "ughs" and groans, and undercurrents of grumbling. +Grannie was much too proud to complain. They were all dressed by +five-and-twenty past six, and then they went downstairs in melancholy +procession, and entered the dining-hall, where their breakfast, +consisting of tea, bread and margarine, was served to them. When +breakfast was over they went upstairs to the ground floor, and Grannie +found herself again in the ward into which she had been introduced the +night before. + +The women who could work got out their needlework, and began to perform +their allotted tasks in a very perfunctory manner. Grannie's fingers +quite longed and ached for something to do. She was sent for presently +to see the doctor, who examined her hand, said it would never be of any +use again, ordered a simple liniment, and dismissed her. As Grannie +was returning from this visit, she met the labor matron in one of the +corridors. + +"I wish you would give me something to do," she said suddenly. + +"Well, what can you do?" asked the matron. "Has the doctor seen your +hand?" + +"Yes." + +"And what does he say to it?" + +"He says it will never be any better." + +"Never be any better!" The labor matron fixed Grannie with two rather +indignant eyes. "And what are you wasting my time for, asking for +work, when you know you can't do it?" + +"Oh, yes; I think I can, ma'am--that is, with the left hand. I cannot +do needlework, perhaps, but I could dust and tidy, and even polish a +bit. I have always been very industrious, ma'am, and it goes sore agen +the grain to do nothin'." + +"Industrious indeed!" muttered the matron. "If you had been +industrious and careful, you wouldn't have found your way here. No, +there is no work for you, as far as I can see. Some of the able-bodied +women do out the old women's ward; it would never do to trust it to an +incapable like yourself. There, I can't waste any more time with you." + +The matron hurried away, and Grannie went back to her seat by the fire, +in the company of the other old women. They were curious to know what +the doctor had said to her, and when she told them they shook their +heads and groaned, and said they all knew that would be the case. + +"No one _h_advanced in life gets better here," said Mrs. Peters; "and +you are _h_advanced in life, aint you, ma'am?" + +"Not so very," replied Grannie indignantly. She felt quite young +beside most of the other old paupers. + +"Well now, I calc'late you're close on eighty," said Mrs. Peters. + +"Indeed, you are mistook," replied Grannie. "I aint seventy yet. I'm +jest at the age when it is no expense at all to live, so to speak. I +were sixty-eight last November, and no one can call that old. At least +not to say very old." + +"You look seventy-eight at the very least," said most of the women. +They nodded and gave Grannie some solemn, queer glances. They all saw +a change in her which she did not know anything about herself. She had +aged quite ten years since yesterday. + +The one variety in the old women's lives was their meals. Dinner came +at half-past twelve, and supper at six. All the huge old family went +up to bed sharp at eight. There could not possibly be a more dreary +life than theirs. As the days passed on, Grannie recovered from her +first sense of chill and misery, and a certain portion of her brave +spirit returned. It was one of the rules of the workhouse that the +pauper women of over sixty might go out every Sunday from half-past +twelve to six. They might also go out for the same number of hours on +Thursday. Those who were in sufficiently good health always availed +themselves of this outing, and Grannie herself looked forward quite +eagerly to Sunday. She scarcely slept on Saturday night for thinking +of this time of freedom. She had obtained permission to wear her own +neat dress, and she put it on with untold pride and satisfaction on +this Sunday morning. Once again some of the spirit of the Simpsons and +Phippses came into her. She left the workhouse quite gayly. + +"I feel young again," she murmured to herself as she heard the ugly +gates clang behind her. + +She walked down the road briskly, took an omnibus, and by and by found +herself at Bayswater. She had asked Alison to wait in for her, telling +the girl that she might be able to pay her a little visit on Sunday. +When she rang, therefore, the servants' bell at Mrs. Faulkner's +beautiful house, Alison herself opened the door. + +Alison looked handsomer than ever in her neat lady's-maid costume. + +"Oh, Grannie," she exclaimed. "It is good for sore eyes to see you. +Come in, come in. You can't think how kind Mrs. Faulkner is. She says +I'm to have you all to myself, and you are to stay to dinner, and David +is here; and the housekeeper (I have been telling the housekeeper a lot +about you, Grannie) has given us her little parlor to dine in, and Mrs. +Faulkner is out for the day. Oh, we'll have quite a good time. Come +downstairs at once, dear Grannie, for dinner is waiting." + +"Well, child, I am pleased to see you so spry," said Grannie. Her +voice felt quite choking when she entered the big, luxurious house. +"I'll be able to keep it up fine," she murmured to herself. "Lor', I'm +a sight better; it was the air of that place that was a-killin' me. +I'll keep it up afore the chil'en, and ef I can manage to do that, why +bless the Lord for all his mercies." + +David was waiting in the housekeeper's room when Grannie got +downstairs. Grannie had never known before what a power of comfort +there was in David's strong young step, and the feel of his firm +muscular arms, and the sensation of his manly kiss on her cheek. + +"Aye, Dave," she said, "I'm a sight better for seeing you, my lad." + +"And I for seeing you," replied the boy. "We have missed Grannie, +haven't we, Ally?" + +"Don't talk of it," said Alison, tears springing to her blue eyes. + +"Well, we're all together again now," said Grannie. "Bless the Lord! +Set down each side of me, my darlin's, and tell me everything. Oh, I +have hungered to know, I have hungered to know." + +"Mine is a very good place," said Alison. "Mrs. Faulkner is most kind." + +"And ef it weren't for thinking of you, Grannie, and missing you," said +David, "why, I'd be as happy as the day is long." + +"But tell us about yourself, dear Grannie," said Alison. "How do you +like the country, and are Mr. Williams' friends good to you?" + +"Real good! that they are," said Grannie. "Why, it's a beautiful big +place." + +"They are not poor folks, then?" said David. + +"Poor!" said Grannie. "I don't go for to deny that there are some poor +people there, but they as owns the place aint poor. Lor' bless yer, +it's a fine place. Don't you fret for me, my dearies. I'm well +provided for, whoever aint." + +"But how long are you to stay?" said David. "You can't always be on a +visit with folks, even if they are the friends of Mr. Williams." + +"Of course I can't stay always," said Grannie, "but Mr. Williams has +arranged that I am to stay for a good two or three months at least, and +by then, why, we don't know what 'll turn out. Now, chil'en, for the +Lord's sake don't let us waste time over an old body like me. Didn't I +tell you that I have come to the time o' life when I aint much 'count? +Let's talk of you, my dearies, let's talk of you." + +"Let's talk of dinner first," said David. "I'm mighty hungry, whoever +aint." + +The dinner served in Mrs. Faulkner's housekeeper's room was remarkably +nourishing and dainty, and Grannie enjoyed the food, which was not +workhouse food, with a zest which surprised herself. She thought that +she had completely thrown her grandchildren off the scent, and if that +were the case, nothing else mattered. When dinner was over the sun +shone out brightly, and Alison and David took Grannie out for a walk. +They went into Kensington Gardens, which were looking very bright and +pretty. Then they came home, and Grannie had a cup of tea, after which +she rose resolutely and said it was time for her to go. + +"I will see you back," said David, in a determined voice. "I have +nothing else to do. I don't suppose those friends of Mr. Williams who +are so good to you would mind me coming as far as the door." + +"Yes, they would," said Grannie, "they wouldn't like it a bit." + +"Now, Grannie, that's all nonsense, you know," said the young man. + +"No it aint, my lad, no it aint. You've just got to obey me, David, in +this matter. I know what I know, and I won't be gainsaid." + +Grannie had suddenly put on her commanding air. + +"I am on a visit with right decent folks--people well-to-do in the +world, wot keep up everything in fine style--and ef they have fads +about relations comin' round their visitors, why shouldn't they? +Anyhow, I am bound to respect 'em. You can't go home with me, Dave, +but you shall see me to the 'bus, ef you like." + +"Well," said Dave, a suspicious, troubled look creeping up into his +face, "that's all very fine, but I wish you wouldn't make a mystery of +where you are staying, dear Grannie." + +"I don't want to," said Grannie. "It's all Mr. Williams. He has been +real kind to me and mine, and ef he wants to keep to himself what his +friends are doing for me, why shouldn't I obleege him?" + +"Why not, indeed?" said Alison. "But are you sure you are really +comfortable, Grannie?" + +"And why shouldn't I be comfortable, child? I don't look +uncomfortable, do I?" + +"No, not really, but somehow----" + +"Yes, I know what you mean," interrupted David. + +"Somehow," said Alison, "you look changed." + +"Oh, and ef I do look a bit changed," said the old woman, "it's cause +I'm a-frettin' for you. Of course I miss you all, but I'll get +accustomed to it; and it's a beautiful big place, and I'm in rare luck +to have got a 'ome there. Now I must hurry off. God bless you, my +dear!" + +Alison stood on the steps of Mrs. Faulkner's house, and watched Grannie +as she walked down the street. The weather had changed, and it was now +bitterly cold; sleet was falling, and there was a high wind. But +Grannie was leaning on Dave's arm, and she got along bravely. + +"I don't like it," said Alison to herself, as she went into the house. +"Grannie's hiding something; I can't think what it is. Oh, dear, oh +dear, how I wish Jim had been true to me. If he only had, we would +have made a home for Grannie somehow. Grannie is hiding something. +What can it be?" + +Meanwhile David saw Grannie to the omnibus, where he bade her an +affectionate "good-by." She arranged to come again to see her +grandchildren on the following Sunday if all was well. + +"But ef I don't come, don't you fret, Dave, boy," was her last word to +the lad. "Ef by chance I don't come, you'll know it's because it aint +quite convenient in the family I'm staying with. Now, good-by, Dave. +Bless you, lad." + +The omnibus rolled away, and Grannie snuggled back into her corner. +Her visit to her grandchildren had cheered her much, and she thought +that she could very well get through a dreary week in the workhouse +with that beacon post of Sunday on ahead. She would not for the world +trouble the children on work-a-day Thursday, but on Sunday she might as +a rule get a sight of them. + +"And they suspect nothin', thank the good Lord!" she said, hugging her +secret to her breast. + +She left the omnibus at the same corner where she had left it on the +previous Monday. + +The weather meanwhile had been changing for the worse; snow was now +falling thickly, and the old woman had no umbrella. She staggered +along, beaten and battered by the great tempest of wind and snow. At +first she stepped on bravely enough, but by and by her steps grew +feeble. The snow blinded her eyes and took away her breath, it +trickled in little pools down into her neck, and seemed to find out all +the weak parts of her dress. Her thin black shawl was covered with +snow; her bonnet was no longer black, but white. Her heart began to +beat at first too loudly, then feebly; she tottered forward, stumbling +as one in a dream. She was cold, chilled through and through; +bitterly, bitterly cold. Suddenly, without knowing it, she put her +foot on a piece of orange-peel; she slipped, and the next moment lay +prone in the soft snow. Her fall took away her last remnant of +strength; try as she would, she found she could not rise. She raised +her voice to call for assistance, and presently a stout laboring man +came up and bent over the little prostrate woman. + +"Let me help you to get up, ma'am," he said politely. + +He caught hold of her swollen right hand. The sudden pain forced a +sharp scream from her lips. + +"Not that hand, please, sir; the other," she said. She put out her +left hand. + +"Nay, I'll lift you altogether," he said. "Why, you are no weight at +all. Are you badly hurt, ma'am?" + +"No, no, it's nothin'," said Grannie, panting, and breathing with +difficulty. + +"And where shall I take you to? You can't walk--you are not to attempt +it. Is your home anywhere near here, ma'am?" + +In spite of all her pain and weakness, a flush of shame came into the +old cheeks. + +"It is nigh here, very nigh," said Grannie, "but it aint my home; it's +Beverley workhouse, please, sir." + +"All right," said the man. He did not notice Grannie's shame. + +The next moment he had pulled the bell at the dreary gates, and Grannie +was taken in. She was conveyed straight up to the infirmary. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +It wanted but a week to Jim Hardy's wedding day. Preparations were in +full swing, and the Clays' house was, so to speak, turned topsy-turvy. +Jim was considered a most lucky man. He was to get five hundred pounds +with his bride. With that five hundred pounds Louisa proposed that Jim +should set up in business for himself. He and she would own a small +haberdasher's shop. They could stock it well, and even put by a +nest-egg for future emergencies. Jim consented to all her proposals. +He felt depressed and unlike himself. In short, there never was a more +unwilling bridegroom. He had never loved Louisa. She had always been +repugnant to him. In a moment of pique he had asked her to marry him, +and his repentance began half an hour after his engagement. Still he +managed to play his part sufficiently well. Louisa, whose passion for +him increased as the days went on, made no complaint; she was true to +her promise, and never mentioned Alison's name, and the wedding day +drew on apace. The young people's banns had already been called twice +in the neighboring church, the next Sunday would be the third time, and +the following Thursday was fixed for the wedding. Jim came home late +one evening tired out, and feeling more depressed than usual. A letter +was waiting for him on the mantelpiece. He had already given notice to +quit his comfortable bedroom. He and Louisa were to live for a +time--until they had chosen their shop and furnished it--with the +Clays. This arrangement was very disagreeable to Jim, but it did not +occur to him to demur; his whole mind was in such a state of collapse +that he allowed Louisa and her people to make what arrangements they +pleased. + +"There's a letter for you upstairs," said his landlady, as he hurried +past her. + +The young man's heart beat fast for a moment. Could Alison by any +chance have written to him? He struck a light hastily and looked at +the letter, which was lying on his table. No, the handwriting was not +Alison's, and when he opened it the first thing he saw was a check, +which fell out. + + +"My Dear Nephew [ran the letter], I hope this finds you well, as it +leaves me. You must be a well-grown lad now, and, in short, have come +to full man's estate. I have done well in Australia, and if you like +to join me here, I believe I can put you in the way of earning a good +living. I inclose a draft on the City Bank, London, for one hundred +pounds, which will pay your passage and something over. If you like to +come, you will find me at the address at the head of this paper. I am +making lots of money, and if you have a head on your shoulders, you can +help me fine in my business. If you don't care to come, you may use +the money to start housekeeping when you marry; but if you are wise you +will take my advice. + + "Your affectionate uncle, + "JAMES HARDY." + + +Jim fingered the check, and looked absently before him. + +"Why shouldn't I get clear out of the whole business?" he said. "I +could leave the country to-morrow with this money, and go out and join +Uncle James, and make my fortune by and by. Why should I stick to +Louisa when I hate her? It's all over with Alison and me. Oh, Alison, +how could you love another fellow when I loved you so well, and was so +true to you? I can't understand it--no, I can't. I don't believe for +a moment that she was telling me the truth the other day--why, there is +no other fellow. I have made inquiries and I can't hear of anyone. It +isn't as if hundreds wouldn't want her, but she is keeping company with +no one. I believe it was an excuse she made; there's a mystery at the +bottom of it. Something put her out, and she was too proud to let me +see what it was. And, oh dear, why was I so mad as to propose marriage +to a girl like Louisa Clay? Yes; why shouldn't I get quit of the thing +to-night? I have the money now. I can take Uncle James's advice +to-night; why shouldn't I do it?" + +Jim stood straight up as these thoughts came to him. He slipped the +foreign letter into his pocket, walked with a long stride to the +window, flung the sash open, and looked out into the night. + +"I can't do it," he muttered; "it isn't in me to be an out-and-out +scoundrel. She is not the girl I want, but I have promised her, and I +must stick to it; all the same, I am a ruined man. Oh, if Alison had +only been true to me." + +"Now, old chap, what are you grumbling to yourself for?" said a voice +just behind him. + +He turned abruptly and met the keen-eyed, ferret-looking face of the +detective Sampson. Sampson and Jim had not been very friendly lately, +and Jim wondered now in a vague sort of way why his quondam friend had +troubled himself to visit him. + +"Sit down, won't you?" he said abruptly. "There's a chair." + +"I'll shut the door first," said Sampson. "I have got a thing or two +to say to you, and you may as well hear me out. You aint behaved +straight to me, Jim; you did a shabby thing behind my back; but, Lor' +bless you, ef it's saved me from a gel like Louisa Clay, why, I'll be +obleeged to you to the end of my days. Look here, I was very near +committing myself with that girl. 'Twasn't that I loved her, but I +don't go for to deny that she was good-looking, and she certainly did +tickle my fancy considerable, and then when I thought of the tidy bit +of silver that she would have from her father, I made up my mind that +she would be a good enough match for me; but mind you, I never thought +her straight--I never yet was mistook in any character I ever studied +carefully. I couldn't follow out my calling if I did, Jim, old chap; +and that you know well." + +"I don't suppose you could, George," said Jim; "but I think it only +fair to tell you before you go a step further, that I am engaged to +Louisa, and I can't hear her run down by anyone now. So you may as +well know that first as last." + +"Engaged or not," said Sampson, with curious emphasis, "you have got to +hear a thing or two about Louisa Clay to-night." + +"If it is bad, I won't hear it," said Jim, clenching his big hand. + +"Then you are a greater fool than I took you for; but, look here, +you've got to listen, for it concerns that other girl, the girl you +used to be so mad on, Alison Reed." + +Jim's hands slowly unclenched. He turned round and fixed his great +dark eyes with a kind of hungry passion in them on Sampson's face. + +"If it has anything to do with Alison I am bound to hear it," he said. + +"Then you love her still?" said Sampson, in surprise. + +"Love her!" replied Jim; "aye, lad, that I do. I am near mad about +her." + +"And yet you are going to marry Louisa Clay." + +"So it seems, George, so it seems; but what's the good of talking about +what can't be cured? Alison has thrown me over, and I am promised to +Louisa, and there's an end of it." + +"Seems to me much more like that you have thrown Alison over," said +Sampson. "Why, I was in the room that night of the play-acting, and I +saw Alison Reed just by the stairs, looking as beautiful as a picter, +and you come up with that other loud, noisy gel, and you talked to her +werry affectionate, I must say. I heard what she said to you--that +there wasn't a thing in heaven above, or in earth beneath, she wouldn't +do for you. Maybe Alison heard them words too; there's no saying. I +was so mad at what I thought Louisa's falsehood to me, that I cut the +whole concern fast enough. Well, that's not what I have come to talk +on to-night; it is this: I think I have traced the theft of that +five-pound note straight home at last." + +"You haven't?" said Jim. "Oh, but that's good news indeed; and Alison +is cleared?" + +"She is; but I don't see how it is good news to you, for the theft is +brought home to the gel what is to be your wife in less than a week." + +"Nonsense!" said Hardy. "I always said you were too sharp on Louisa. +She aint altogether to my taste, I am bound to confess, although I have +promised her marriage; but she's not a thief. Come, now, you cannot +get me to believe she's as bad as that." + +"You listen to me, Hardy, and stay quiet," said Sampson. "I can put +what I know in a few words, and I will. From the very first I +suspected Louisa Clay. She was jealous of Alison, and had a motive for +tryin' to do her a bad turn. She was over head and ears in love with +you, as all the world could see. That, when I saw her first, I will +own, I began to think as she'd be a good mate for myself, and it come +over me that I wouldn't push the inquiry any further. It might be well +to know a secret about your wife, to hold over her in case she proved +troublesome by'm-by. I am not a feller with any high notions, as +perhaps you have guessed--anyhow, I let the thing drop, and I went in +for Louisa for the sake of her money. When she threw me over so sharp, +you may suppose that my feelings underwent a head-to-tail sort of +motion, and I picked up the clew pretty fast again, and worked on it +until I got a good thread in my hand. I needn't go into particulars +here about all I did and all I didn't do, but I managed first of all to +pick up with Shaw, your master. I met him out one evening, and I told +him that I knew you, and that you were in an awful taking because your +gel, Alison Reed, was thought to have stolen a five-pound note. He +talked a bit about the theft, and then I asked him if he had the number +of the note. He clapped his hand on his thigh, and said what a fool he +was, but he had never thought of the number until that moment. He had +looked at it when he put the note in the till as he supposed, and by +good luck he remembered it. He said off to me what he believed it was, +and I entered it in my notebook. + +"'I have you now, my fine lady,' I said to myself, and I went off and +did a little bit of visiting in the smartest shops round, and by and by +I heard further tidings of the note. It had been changed, two days +after it had been stolen, by a young woman answering to Louisa Clay in +all particulars. When things had come as far as that, I said to +myself---- + +"'Ef there is a case for bluff, this is one. I'll just go and wring +the truth from Louisa before she is an hour older.' + +"So I went to see her only this morning. I blarneyed her a bit +first--you know my style--and then I twitted her for being false to me, +and then I got up a sort of pretense quarrel, and I worked on her +feelings until she got into a rage, and when she was all hot and +peppery, I faced right round on her, and charged her with the theft. + +"'You stole that five-pound note from the till in Shaw's shop,' I said, +'and you let Alison Reed be charged with it. I know you stole it, so +you needn't deny it. The number of the note was, one, one, one, seven. +I have it written here in my note-book. I traced the note to Dawson's, +round the corner, and they can swear, if necessary, in a court of +justice, that you gave it to them in exchange for some yards of black +silk. By the way, I believe that is the very identical silk you have +on you this minute. Oh, fie, Louisa! you are a bad 'un.' + +"She turned white as one of them egg-shell china cups, and she put her +hands before her eyes, and her hands shook. And after a bit she said: + +"'Oh, George, don't have me locked up, and I'll tell you everything." + +"'Well, you'll have to put it in writing,' I said, 'or I won't have a +crumb of mercy on you.' + +"So I got the story out of her, Jim. It seems the note had never been +dropped into the till at all, but had fallen on the floor just by the +manager's desk, and Louisa had seen it and picked it up, and she +confessed to hoping that Alison would be charged with it. Here's her +confession in this envelope, signed and witnessed and all. So now, you +can marry her come Thursday ef you like." + +Sampson got up and stretched himself as he spoke. + +Jim's face, which had turned from red to white, and from white again to +crimson, during this brief narrative, was now stern and dark. + +"I am obliged to you, Sampson," he said, after a pause. + +"What will you do?" asked the detective, with some curiosity. "I see +this is a bit of a blow, and I am not surprised; but what will you do?" + +"I can't tell. I must think things over. Do you say you have the +confession in your pocket?" + +"Yes; in my breast pocket. Here is the envelope sticking out above my +coat." + +"Give it to me," said Jim, stretching out his big hand. + +"Not I. That's my affair. I can make use of this. Why, I could hold +a thing of this sort over the head of your fair bride, and blackmail +her, if necessary." + +"No, no, Sampson; you are not a ruffian, of that sort." + +George Sampson suddenly changed his manner. + +"As far as you are concerned, Jim, I am no ruffian," he said. "To tell +the plain truth, I have always liked yer, and I'll act by you as +straight as a die in this matter. If you never do anything else, +you've saved me from being the husband of that gel, and I'll be +thankful to you for it to my dying day. But for the Lord's sake, don't +you put yourself into the noose now. You can't be so mad, surely." + +"Leave me for to-night, Sampson," said Jim in a voice of entreaty. "I +can't say anything, I must think. Leave me for to-night." + +The detective got up slowly, whistled in a significant manner, and left +the room. + +"Now, if Jim Hardy is quixotic enough to marry Louisa Clay after what I +have said, I'll never speak to a good man again as long as I live," he +muttered. + +But Jim Hardy had not made up his mind how to act at all; he was simply +stunned. When he found himself alone he sank down on a chair close to +his little center table, put his elbows on the table, and buried his +head in his big hands. The whole bewildering truth was too much for +him. He was honest and straight himself, and could not understand +duplicity. Louisa's conduct was incomprehensible to him. What should +he do now? Should he be true to one so false? This question began +dimly to struggle to obtain an answer in his mind. He had scarcely +begun to face it, when a knock at the door, and the shrill voice of his +landlady calling out, "I have got a letter for you, Mr. Hardy, you are +in favor with the post to-night," reached him. + +He walked across the room, opened the door, and took the letter from +the landlady's hand. She gave him a quick, curious glance; she saw +shrewdly enough that something was worrying him. + +"Why do he go and marry a girl like that Clay creature?" she muttered +to herself as she whisked downstairs. "I wouldn't have her if she had +double the money they say he's to get with her." + +Jim meanwhile stared hard at the writing on his letter. It was in +Louisa Clay's straggling, badly formed hand. He hastily tore open the +envelope, and read the brief contents. They ran as follows: + + +"DEAR JIM,--I dare say you have heard something about me, and I don't +go for to deny that that something is true. I was mad when I did it, +but, mad or sane, it is best now that all should be over between you +and me. I couldn't bear to marry you, and you knowing the truth. Then +you never loved me--any fool could see that. So I am off out of +London, and you needn't expect to see me any more. + + "Yours no longer, + "LOUISA CLAY." + + +Jim's first impulse when he had read this extraordinary and unexpected +letter was to dance a hornpipe from one end of the room to the other; +his next was to cry hip, hip, hurrah in a stentorian voice. His last +impulse he acted upon. He caught up his hat and went out as fast as +ever he could. With rapid strides he hurried through the crowded +streets, reached the Bank, and presently found himself on the top of an +omnibus which was to convey him to Bayswater. He was following his +impulse with a beating heart, eyes that blazed with light, and lips +that trembled with emotion. He had been a prisoner tied fast in chains +of his own forging. All of a sudden he was free. Impulse should have +its way. His heart should dictate to him in very earnest at last. +With Louisa's letter and his uncle's letter in his pocket, he presently +reached the great house where Mrs. Faulkner lived. He had often passed +that house since Alison had gone to it, walking hungrily past it at +dead of night, thinking of the girl whom he loved but might never win; +now he might win his true love after all--he meant to try. His +triumphant steps were heard hurrying down the pavement. He pulled the +servants' bell and asked boldly for Alison. + +"Who shall I say?" asked the kitchen-maid who admitted him. + +"Say Jim Hardy, and that my message is urgent," was the reply. + +The girl, who was impressed by Jim's goodly height and breadth, invited +him into the housekeeper's parlor, where Alison joined him in a few +minutes. Her face was like death when she came in; her hand shook so +that she could scarcely hold it out for Jim to clasp. He was master, +however, on this occasion--the averted eyes, the white face, the +shaking hand were only all the more reasons why he should clasp the +maiden he loved to his heart. He strode across the room and shut the +door. + +"Can we be alone for a few minutes?" he said. + +"I suppose so, Jim, if--if it is necessary," said Alison. + +"It is necessary. I have something to say." + +Alison did not reply. She was trembling more than ever. + +"I have got to say this," said Jim: "I am off with Louisa Clay. We're +not going to be married. I don't want her, I never wanted her, and now +it seems that she don't want me. And, Alison, you are cleared of that +matter of the five-pound note." + +"Cleared?" said Alison, springing forward, and her eyes lighting up. + +"Yes, darlin', cleared," said Jim boldly. "I always knew you were as +innocent as the dawn, and now all the world will know it. Sampson, +good fellow, ferreted out the truth, and it seems--it seems that Louisa +is the thief. Sampson can give you all particulars himself to-morrow; +but I have come here now to talk on a matter of much more importance. +I have always loved you, Alison, from the first day I set eyes on you. +From that first moment I gave you all my heart; my life was yours, my +happiness yours, and all the love I am capable of. In an evil hour a +shadow came atween us; I was mad at losing you, and I asked Louisa to +wed me; but though I'd 'a' been true to her--for a promise is a +promise--I'd have been the most miserable man what ever lived, for my +heart would have been yours. I'd have committed a sin, an awful sin, +but, thank God, I am saved from that now. Louisa herself has set me +free. There's her letter; you can read it if you want to." + +Jim pulled it out of his pocket, and thrust it before Alison's dazzled +eyes. + +"No, no!" she said, pushing it from her; "your word is enough. I don't +want to see the letter." + +She hid her face in her shaking hands. + +"I was always true to you," continued Jim, "in heart at least; and now +I want to know if there is any reason why you and me should not be wed +after all. I have got money enough, and I can wed you and give you a +nice home as soon as ever the banns are read, and there'll be a corner +for Grannie too, by our fireside. Come, Alison, is there any reason, +any impediment? as they say in the marriage service. There aint really +any other feller, is there, Ally? That was a sort of way to cheat me, +Ally; wasn't it, darlin'?" + +"Oh, Jim, yes, yes," cried Alison. "I always loved you with all my +heart. I loved you more than ever the day I gave you up, but I was +proud, and I misunderstood, and--and--oh, I can say no more; but I love +you, Jim, I love you. Oh, my heart is like to burst, but it is all +happiness now, for I love you so well--so true--so very, very dearly." + +"Then that's all right," he answered solemnly. He took her into his +arms there and then and held her fast to his beating heart. They +kissed each other many times. + +Alison and Jim were married, and Grannie went to live with them. She +was indispensable to the brightness of their home, and even more +indispensable to the success of their little shop; for Grannie had a +natural turn for business, and if her eyes were the kindest in all the +world, they were also the sharpest to detect the least thing not +perfectly straight in those with whom she had to deal. So the shop, +started on thoroughly business principles, flourished well. And the +young pair were happy, and the other children by and by made a good +start in the world, and Grannie's face beamed more and more lovingly as +the years went on, but never to her dying day did she reveal the secret +of her visit to the workhouse. + +"It was the one piece of bad luck in all my happy life," she was wont +to murmur to herself, then she would smile and perk up her little +figure. "Lord knows, I needn't ha' been frighted," she would add; +"comin' o' the breed of the Phippses and Simpsons, I might ha' known it +wouldn't last--the luck o' the family bein' wot it is." + + + + +THE END + + + + +THE FLOWERS' WORK + +"See, mother! I've finished my bouquet. Isn't it beautiful? More so, +I think, than those made by the florist which he asked two dollars for, +and this has cost me but seventy-five cents." + +"Yes, yes, it is very pretty. But, dear me, child, I cannot help +thinking how illy we can spare so much for such a very useless thing. +Almost as much as you can make in a day it has cost." + +"Don't say _useless_, mother. It will express to Edward our +appreciation of his exertions and their result, and our regards. How +he has struggled to obtain a profession! I only wish I could cover the +platform with bouquets, baskets and wreaths tonight, when he receives +his diploma." + +"Well, well; if it will do any good, I shall not mind the expense. +But, child, he will know it is from you, and men don't care for such +things coming from home folks. Now, if it was from any other young +lady, I expect he'd be mightily pleased." + +"Oh, mother, I don't think so. Edward will think as much of it, coming +from his sister-in-law, as from any other girl. And it will please +Kate, too. If _we_ do not think enough of him to send him bouquets, +who else could? Rest easy, mother, dear; I feel quite sure my bouquet +will do much good," answered Annie, putting her bouquet in a glass of +water. + +She left the room to make her simple toilet for the evening. + +Mrs. Grey had been widowed when her two little girls were in their +infancy. It had been a hard struggle for the mother to raise her +children. Constant toil, privation and anxiety had worn heavily on her +naturally delicate constitution, until she had become a confirmed +invalid. But there was no longer a necessity for her toiling. Katy, +the elder daughter, was married; and Annie, a loving, devoted girl, +could now return the mother's long and loving care. By her needle she +obtained a support for herself and mother. + +Katy's husband held a position under the government, receiving a small +compensation, only sufficient for the necessities of the present, and +of very uncertain continuance. He was ambitious of doing better than +this for himself, as well as his family. So he employed every spare +hour in studying medicine, and it was the night that he was to receive +his diploma that my little story begins. + +The exercises of the evening were concluded. Edward Roberts came down +the aisle to where his wife and Annie were seated, bearing his +flowers--an elegant basket, tastefully arranged, and a beautiful +bouquet. But it needed only a quick glance for Annie to see it was not +_her_ bouquet. Although the flowers were fragrant and rare, they were +not so carefully selected or well chosen. Hers expressed not alone her +affection and appreciation, but _his_ energy, perseverance and success. + +"Why, where is my bouquet? I do not see it," asked Annie, a look of +disappointment on her usually bright face. + +"Yours? I do not know. Did you send me one?" returned her +brother-in-law. + +"Indeed I did. And such a beauty, too! It is too bad! I suppose it +is the result of the stupidity of the young man in whose hands I placed +it. I told him plain enough it was for you, and your name, with mine, +was on the card," answered Annie, really very much provoked. + +"Well, do not fret, little sister; I am just as much obliged; and +perchance some poor fellow not so fortunate as I may have received it," +answered Edward Roberts. + +"Don't, for pity's sake, let mother know of the mistake, or whatever it +is, that has robbed you of your bouquet. She will fret dreadfully +about it," said Annie. + +All that night, until she was lost in sleep, did she constantly repeat: + +"I wonder who has got it?" + +She had failed to observe on the list of graduates the name of _Edgar +Roberts_, from Ohio, or she might have had an idea into whose hands her +bouquet had fallen. Her brother Edward, immediately on hearing Annie's +exclamation, thought how the mistake had occurred, and was really glad +that it was as it was; for the young man whose name was so nearly like +his own was a stranger in the city, and Edward had noticed his +receiving _one_ bouquet only, which of course was the missing one, and +Annie's. + +Edgar Roberts sat in his room that night, after his return from the +distribution of diplomas, holding in his hand Annie's bouquet, and on +the table beside him was a floral dictionary. An expression of +gratification was on his pleasant face, and, as again and again his +eyes turned from the flowers to seek their interpreter, his lips were +wreathed with smiles, and he murmured low: + +"Annie Grey! Sweet Annie Grey! I never dreamed of any one in this +place knowing or caring enough for me to send such a tribute. How +carefully these flowers are chosen! What a charming, appreciative +little girl she is! Pretty, I know, of course. I wonder how she came +to send me this? How shall I find her? Find her I must, and know her." + +And Edgar Roberts fell asleep to dream of Annie Grey, and awoke in the +morning whispering the last words of the night before: + +"Sweet Annie Grey!" + +During the day he found it quite impossible to fix his mind on his +work; mind and heart were both occupied with thoughts of Annie Grey. +And so it continued to be until Edgar Roberts was really in love with a +girl he knew not, nor had ever seen. To find her was his fixed +determination. But how delicately he must go about it. He could not +make inquiry among his gentlemen acquaintances without speculations +arising, and a name sacred to him then, passed from one to another, +lightly spoken, perhaps. Then he bethought himself of the city +directory; he would consult that. And so doing he found Greys +innumerable--some in elegant, spacious dwellings, some in the business +thoroughfares of the place. The young ladies of the first mentioned, +he thought, living in fashionable life, surrounded by many admirers, +would scarcely think of bestowing any token of regard or appreciation +on a poor unknown student. The next would have but little time to +devote to such things; and time and thought were both spent in the +arrangement of his bouquet. Among the long list of Greys he found one +that attracted him more than all the others--a widow, living in a quiet +part of the city, quite near his daily route. So he sought and found +the place and exact number. Fortune favored him. Standing at the door +of a neat little frame cottage he beheld a young girl talking with two +little children. She was not the blue-eyed, golden-haired girl of his +dreams, but a sweet, earnest dove-eyed darling. And what care he, +whether her eyes were blue or brown, if her name were only Annie? Oh, +how could he find out that? + +She was bidding the little ones "good-bye." They were off from her, on +the sidewalk, when the elder child--a bright, laughing boy of +five--sang out, kissing his little dimpled hand: + +"Good-bye, Annie, darling!" + +Edgar Roberts felt as if he would like to clasp the little fellow to +the heart he had relieved of all anxiety. No longer a doubt was in his +mind. He had found his Annie Grey. + +From that afternoon, twice every day he passed the cottage of the widow +Grey, frequently seeing sweet Annie. This, however, was his only +reward. She never seemed at all conscious of his presence. Often her +eyes would glance carelessly toward him. Oftener they were never +raised from her work. Sewing by the window, she always was. + +What next? How to proceed, on his fixed determination of winning her, +if possible? + +Another bright thought. He felt pretty sure she attended church +somewhere; perhaps had a class in the Sabbath school. So the next +Sunday morning, at an early hour, he was commanding a view of Annie's +home. When the school bells commenced to ring, he grew very anxious. +A few moments, and the door opened and the object of his thoughts +stepped forth. How beautiful she looked in her pretty white suit! Now +Edgar felt his cause was in the ascendancy. Some distance behind, and +on the other side of the street, he followed, ever keeping her in view +until he saw her enter a not far distant church. Every Sunday after +found him an attentive listener to the Rev. Mr. Ashton, who soon became +aware of the presence of the young gentleman so regularly, and +apparently so much interested in the services. So the good man sought +an opportunity to speak to Edgar, and urge his accepting a charge in +the Sabbath school. We can imagine Edgar needed no great urging on +that subject; so, frequently, he stood near his Annie. In the library, +while selecting books for their pupils, once or twice they had met, and +he had handed to her the volume for which her hand was raised. Of +course a smile and bow of acknowledgment and thanks rewarded him. + +Edgar was growing happier, and more confident of final success every +week, when an event came which promised a speedy removal of all +difficulty in his path. The school was going to have a picnic. Then +and there he would certainly have an introduction to Annie, and after +spending a whole day with her, he would accompany her home and win the +privilege of calling often. + +The day of the picnic dawned brightly, and the happy party gathered on +the deck of the steamer. The first person who met Edgar Roberts' eye +was his fellow-student, Edward Roberts. Standing beside him were two +ladies and some children. When Edgar hastened up to speak to his +friend, the ladies turned, and Edward presented: + +"My wife; my sister, Miss Grey." + +Edgar Roberts could scarcely suppress an exclamation of joy and +surprise. His looks fully expressed how delighted he was. + +Three months had he been striving for this, which, if he had only known +it, could have been obtained so easily through his friend and her +brother. But what was so difficult to win was the more highly prized. +What a happy day it was! + +Annie was all he had believed her--charming in every way. Edgar made a +confidant of his friend; told him what Edward well knew before, but was +wise enough not to explain the mistake--of his hopes and fears; and won +from the prudent brother the promise to help him all he could. + +Accompanying Annie home that evening, and gaining her permission for +him to call again, Edgar lost no time in doing so, and often repeated +the call. + +Perhaps Annie thought him very fast in his wooing, and precipitate in +declaring his love, when, after only a fortnight visiting her, he said: + +"Annie, do you like me well enough, and trust in me sufficiently, to +allow me to ask your mother to call me her son?" + +Either so happy or so surprised was Annie, that she could not speak +just then. But roses crowded over her fair face, and she did not try +to withdraw the hand he had clasped. + +"Say, Annie, love," he whispered. She raised her eyes to his with such +a strange, surprised look in them, that he laughed and said: + +"You think I am very hasty, Annie. You don't know how long I've loved +you, and have waited for this hour." + +"Long!--two weeks," she said. + +"Why, Annie, darling, it is over three months since I've been able to +think of anything save Annie Grey--ever since the night I received my +diploma, and your sweet, encouraging bouquet, since that night I've +known and loved you. And how I've worked for this hour!" + +And then he told her how it was. And when he had finished, she looked +at him, her eyes dancing merrily, and though she tried hard to keep the +little rosebud of a mouth demurely shut, it was no use--it would open +and let escape a rippling laugh, as she said: + +"And this is the work my bouquet went about, is it? This is the good +it has done me--" She hesitated; the roses deepened their color as she +continued: "And you--" + +"Yes, Annie, it has done much good to me, and I hope to you too." + +"But, Edgar--" it was the first time she had called him thus, and how +happy it made him--"I must tell you the truth--I never sent you a +bouquet!" + +"No! oh, do not say so. Can there be another such Annie Grey?" + +"No; I am the one who sent the bouquet; but, Edgar, you received it +through a mistake. It was intended for my brother-in-law, Edward!" + +"Stop, Annie, a moment-- Are you sorry that mistake was made? Do you +regret it?" said Edgar, his voice filled with emotion. + +"No indeed, I am very glad you received it instead," Annie ingenuously +replied; adding quickly, "But, please, do not tell Edward I said so." + +"No, no; I will not tell him that you care a little more for _Edgar_ +than _Edward_. Is that it? May I think so, Annie?" + +She nodded her head, and he caught her to his heart, whispering: + +"Mine at last. My Annie, darling! What a blessed mistake it was! May +I go to your mother, Annie?" + +"Yes; and I'll go with you, Edgar, and hear if she will admit those +flowers did any good. She thought it a useless expenditure." + +The widow Grey had become very much attached to the kind, attentive +young man, and when he came with Annie, and asked her blessing on their +love, she gave it willingly; and after hearing all about the way it +happened, she said: + +"Never did flowers such a good work before. They carried Edgar to +church, made a Christian of him, and won for Annie a good, devoted +husband, and for me an affectionate son." + + + +THE END. + + + + +FAMOUS BOOKS IN REBOUND EDITIONS + + +HEIDI + +A Child's Story of Life in the Alps + +By Johanna Spyri + + +PINOCCHIO + +A Tale of a Puppet--By C. 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