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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/29262-8.txt b/29262-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..62c91c9 --- /dev/null +++ b/29262-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6895 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Graham's Magazine Vol XXXII. No. 5. May +1848, by Various + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Graham's Magazine Vol XXXII. No. 5. May 1848 + +Author: Various + +Editor: George R. Graham + Robert T. Conrad + +Release Date: June 28, 2009 [EBook #29262] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK GRAHAM'S MAGAZINE, MAY 1848 *** + + + + +Produced by David T. Jones, Juliet Sutherland and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Canada Team at +http://www.pgdpcanada.net + + + + + + + +[Illustration: J. Addison] + +CLARA HARLAND + +Engraved Expressly for Graham's Magazine + + +GRAHAM'S MAGAZINE. + +VOL. XXXII. PHILADELPHIA, MAY, 1848. NO. 5. + +CLARA HARLAND. + +BY G. G. FOSTER. + +[SEE ENGRAVING.] + + +CHAPTER I. + +I am no visionary--no dreamer; and yet my life has been a ceaseless +struggle between the realities of everyday care, and a myriad of +shadowy phantoms which ever haunt me. In the crowded and thronged +city; in the green walks and sunny forests of my native hills; on the +broad and boundless prairie, carpeted with velvet flowers; on the blue +and dreamy sea--it is the same. I look around, and perceive men and +women moving mechanically about me; I even take part in their +proceedings, and seem to float along the tardy current upon which they +swim, and become a part--an insignificant portion--of the dull and +stagnant scene; and yet, often and often, in the busiest moment, when +commonplace has its strongest hold upon me, and I feel actually +interested in the ordinary pursuits of my fellow-beings, of a sudden, +a great curtain seems to fall around, and enclose me on every side; +and, instead of the staid and sober visages of the throng, vague and +shadowy faces gleam around me, and magnificent eyes, bright and +dreamy, glance and flash before me like the figures on a +phantasmagoria. In such moments, there comes over me a happy +consciousness that _this_ is the reality and all else a dull and +painful dream, from which I have escaped as by a great effort. The +dreamy faces are familiar to me, and their large, spiritual eyes +encounter mine with glances of pleasant recognition. My heart is glad +within me that it has found again its friends and old companions, and +the mental outline of the common world, faintly drawn by memory, +becomes more and more dim and indistinct, like the surface of the +earth to one who soars upward in a balloon, and is at length blended +with the gray shadows of forgotten thought, which disturb me no more. +But anon some rude and jarring discord, from the world below, pierces +upward to my ear, and the air becomes suddenly dark and dreary, and +dusty, and I fall heavily to earth again. + +As years steal by, these fits of delightful abstraction become rarer +and rarer. My visions seem to have lost their substantiality; and even +when they do revisit me, they are thin and transparent, and no longer +hide the real world from my sight--yet they hold strange power over +me; and when they come upon my soul, although they do not all conceal +the real, yet they concentrate upon some casual object there, and +impart to it a spirituality of aspect and quality which straightway +embalms it in my heart. Thus do I invest the faces of friends with a +holiness and fervor of devotion which belongs not to them; and when I +have wreaked the treasures of my soul upon objects thus elevated above +their real quality, I find what a false vision I have been +worshiping--its higher qualities mingle again with my own thoughts, +whence they emanated, and the real object stands before me, low, dull, +and insipid as the thousands of similar ones by which it is +surrounded. Thus do I, enamored of qualities and perfections which +exist only in my own thought, continually cheat and delude myself into +the belief that a congenial spirit has been found, when some trivial +incident breaks the spell--the charms I loved glide back to my own +soul, and the charmer, unconscious of change in himself, wonders what +has wrought so sudden an alteration in me. Then come heart-burnings +and self-reproaches against those I have foolishly loved, of +treachery, hypocrisy, and ingratitude, which they cannot understand, +and over which I mourn and weep. + +I had a friend once--not long ago, for the turf is still fresh over +his gentle breast--whose soul was fashioned like my own, save that he +was all softness, and wanted the hardness and commonplace which events +and years have given to me. For a long and delightful season we held +sweet converse together; and, although he was much younger than I, yet +was there no restraint or concealment between us. Every throb of his +heart, almost every evolution of his brain, found an echo in me. I was +his mirror--a fountain in which he contemplated himself. From _him_ I +never dreamed of treachery, or selfishness, or ingratitude--and he +alone did not deceive me. He never gave me pain but once--and who +shall tell the agony of that hour, when his hand ceased to return the +pressure of my eager fingers, and the dark curtain of death shut out +the light of his dear eyes from my soul! Yet, after the anguish was +over, and I had laid him in the fragrant earth, amongst the roots of +happy flowers, where the limpid brook murmurs its soft and +never-ending requiem, and the birds come every night to dream and +sleep amid the overhanging branches, although my mortal sense was all +too dull to realize his presence, yet in my _soul_ I felt that he was +still with me. No midnight breeze came sighing through the dewy +moonlight, or brought the exhalations of the stars upon its wings, +that did not speak to me of him; and ever when I prayed, I knew that +he was near me, mingling, as of old, his soul with mine. + +Poets may sing of love, and romantic youths may dream they realize the +soft delusion; strong hearts may swear they break and wither away with +unrequited passion, and keen brains may be turned by the maddening +glances of woman's eyes; but all these to me seem weak and common +emotions when compared with the intenseness of man's friendship--that +pure, devoted identification with each other which two congenial souls +experience when the alloy of no sexual or animal passion mingles with +the devotion of the spirit. I could go through fiery ordeals, or +submit with patience to the keenest tortures, both of mind or body, so +that I felt the sustaining presence of one real friend; while, if +alone, my heart shrinks from the contest, and retires dismayed upon +itself. + +But my poor friend was in love, and _his_ love was as pervading and +absorbing as the fragrance of a flower, or the light of a star. The +woman he had chosen for his idol--the shrine at which his pure +devotions of heart and soul were offered--was a gay and beautiful +Creole from New Orleans, who, with her mother, and a young gentleman +who appeared in the capacity of friend, spent the summer months in the +North. They stopped at the Carlton, where my friend was boarding, and +the acquaintance had been formed quite accidentally. The lady was +beautiful, bewitching, and very tender; and, without stopping to +inquire as to the consequences, or to assure himself that he had the +least chance of success, Medwin fell desperately and hopelessly in +love in a few days. I was soon made aware of the state of the case, +for he had no secrets from me; and, foreseeing that he might very +easily have deceived himself entirely in taking for granted that the +young lady's affections were not pre-engaged, I begged him to be +cautious, and not throw away his regards upon an object, perhaps, +unattainable--perhaps even unworthy of them. I represented to him that +ladies in the South were usually not very long in falling in love; and +it was altogether probable that Clara Harland was already engaged to +the gentleman who had accompanied her and her mother, and who was +evidently a favored acquaintance. Charles, however, infatuated with +his passion, was deaf to my remonstrances, and the very next day +sought and obtained an interview, in which he declared his passion, +and was made happy by the beautiful Creole. She, however, cautioned +him to be on his guard, as her companion had for some time been a +suitor for her hand, and was a great favorite with her mother, who had +frequently and earnestly urged her to accept his attentions. The fair +girl avowed, with flashing eyes, that she loved him not, and had never +loved before she met with Medwin. "How," she exclaimed with unwonted +energy, "can dear mamma suppose that I shall ever become enamored of +that coarse, ferocious, unintellectual man? He has not a generous or +delicate sympathy in his nature, and is as rude in heart and feeling +as in manner. Beware, however, my dear Charles," continued she, with +earnestness, "of Mr. Allington. He is a bold, bad man, whom habits and +associations have made haughty, imperious, cold-blooded, and cruel; +and I tremble for you when he shall learn what has this day passed +between us. Beware of him, for _my_ sake; and, oh! promise me, dearest +Charles, that, whatever may be the consequence of what we now have +done, you will never fight with him." + +Charles smiled, and pressed her hand. "Do not alarm yourself, +dearest," said he, "I love you too well to rashly expose myself to +danger. I have ever entertained a just horror of the inhuman and +barbarous practice at which you hint; and beside," continued he, +earnestly, fixing his eyes upon her face with such tenderness that the +blood rushed unconsciously to her temples beneath that dear gaze, +"since your words of hope and love to me to-day, existence possesses +new value in my eyes. Be assured I shall not rashly peril it." + +They parted with kind looks and a timid pressure of the hands. Medwin +firmly resolved, let what would happen, to keep his promise to his +beautiful Creole; and Clara, convinced that, although she had been +bred and educated in the midst of a community where not to fight was +of itself dishonorable, she should be _entirely_ satisfied with what +the world, or even her own mother should say, about his cowardice and +want of honor. Poor girl! she had sadly miscalculated both the effects +of the act she had advised, and the strength of her own resolution. + +In a few days Mrs. Harland suddenly announced her determination of +returning to New Orleans, and Clara sadly and tremblingly prepared +herself to take leave of her lover. He came--was told by her of her +mother's resolution to depart, which she was at no loss in tracing to +the advice of Allington--and was made alive and happy again by Charles +assuring her that he himself should start for New Orleans, although by +another route, on the very day she departed. + +"Oh, now I know that you do love me, indeed!" said the beautiful girl, +while she pressed her lover's head to her dainty bosom, and, kissing +his forehead, ran out of the room. + + +CHAPTER II. + +"Well, these d----d Yankees _are_ all a pack of cowards, after all, +and I will never defend them again," said a young Creole, as he met +Mr. Allington one morning, at the Merchants' Exchange in New Orleans. +"Not fight, and after being challenged on account of as lovely a woman +as Clara Harland! Why, what the devil did he take the trouble of +following you all the way from New York for, if he didn't mean to +_fight_ you?" + +"Oh, nonsense! my dear St. Maur," replied Allington, "you don't +understand the laws of honor, as they are construed at the North. +There, my dear fellow, every thing is regulated by law; and if a +fellow treads on your corns, slanders you behind your back, or steals +your mistress, the only remedy is 'an action for damages,' and, +perhaps, a paragraph in a newspaper." + +"But what says she herself to the cowardly fellow's refusal to fight +you? I suppose that now, of course, she will think no more of the +puppy, and return to Allington and first love." + +"I know not--for I have not seen her these four days. But if this +beggarly attorney's clerk document is to be believed," continued +Allington, pulling a letter from his pocket, "she herself expressly +commanded him not to fight." + +"Oh, do let us hear it!" cried St. Maur, and half a dozen young bloods +without vests, and with shirt-bosoms falling over their waistbands +nearly to the knee. "Do let us hear, by all means, what the +white-livered fellow has to say for himself." + +"No," replied Allington, hesitatingly; "that I think would be +dishonorable; although--I--don't know--the d----d fellow wouldn't +fight, and so I am not certain that I am not released--there, St. +Maur, what the devil are you at?" + +But St. Maur had snatched the missile from Allington's half-extended +hand, and mounting one of the little marble julep-tables, and +supporting himself against a massive granite pillar that ran from the +ground-floor to the base of the dome, he began reading, while the +company, now increased to half a hundred morning loungers, pressed +eagerly round to hear. As my poor friend is dead, and there are none +whose feelings can now be wounded by its publication, here is the +letter. + + "SIR,--Hours of an agonized struggle, in comparison + with which mere _death_ would have been an infinite + relief, have nerved me for the task of telling you, + calmly and deliberately, that I take back my acceptance + of your challenge. When I received it, I was forgetful + of my sacred promise, and acted only from the impulse + of the moment. Had your friend staid an instant, the + matter should then have been explained. As it is, I am + positively compelled, much as my heart revolts at it, + to drag a lady into my explanation. _She_, (I need not + write her name,) bound me by a solemn and most sacred + promise--to violate which would be dishonor--that I + _would not_ fight you. I must and will keep my word, + although I have seen enough of public opinion, during + the few days of my sojourn here, to know that by doing + so I am covering myself with a load of infamy which I + may find it impossible to bear. + + "But enough; my course is taken, and I must abide the + consequences, whatever they may be. I, therefore, sir, + have to beg pardon, both of yourself and your friend, + for the trouble this affair has already occasioned you. + + "This letter is directed to you without the knowledge + or consent of the gentleman who was to have acted as my + friend on the occasion; and he must, therefore, be held + responsible for nothing. + + "Yours respectfully." + +"A very pretty piece of argument and logic, eloquently urged, withal!" +said St. Maur, as he coolly folded the letter, and leaping upon the +floor, restored it to its owner. + +"Hush!" said Allington, as he hastily deposited the letter in his +pocket, "there he is. Can he have been a witness to St. Maur's folly, +in reading the letter?" + +All eyes turned instinctively to the further pillar in the large room, +against which was leaning my poor friend, his face perfectly livid, +and in an attitude as if he had fallen against the granite column for +support. Several of the young Creoles approached the place where he +stood; but there was something terrible in his aspect which made them +start back, and quietly turn into the great passage leading to the +street. + +Medwin had recovered, if he had fainted, (which seemed probable,) and +his eye now glared like fire. + +St. Maur, however, approached him. + +"So, my good Yankee friend," said he, bowing in affected politeness, +"you did not like to risk Allington here with a pistol at twelve paces +from your body, eh? You are very right, Mr. Wooden Nutmeg; it would +not be safe!" + +"Beware!" uttered Medwin, in such a deep and thrilling voice, that the +Creole nearly jumped off the floor; but, before he could make a step +backward, Medwin's open hand struck him a smart blow on the cheek. + +"Ten thousand hell-fires exclaimed the astonished Frenchman, leaping +back and almost tumbling over Allington, in his amazement. "What does +he mean? I will have your heart's blood, sir, for this." + +Medwin said nothing, but quietly handed the discomfited bully his +card, which, however, Allington snatched away. + +"What, St. Maur," cried he, would you fight a coward--a published +poltroon? You know you dare not do it." + +"Let me alone," cried the infuriated Frenchman. He has struck me, and +I will have his heart's blood. _Sacre nomme de Dieu!_" screamed he, +forgetting his usual polished manner along with his English, and +leaping about like a madman. "_Donnez moi son gage!_" + +"Not now, I tell you, not now. Come along and I will satisfy you in +ten minutes that you cannot fight that _coward_," emphasizing the last +word, so that Medwin could not fail to hear. + +"Mr. Allington," said Medwin, coming forward into the middle of the +group, now reduced to some dozen persons--for an altercation is not of +such rarity as to create any particular excitement there--"after the +base and dishonorable use you have this day permitted to be made of a +private letter, I am sincerely glad that circumstances rendered it +impossible for me to treat you as a gentleman; but as to this person, +(pointing to St. Maur,) I can easily satisfy him that he will run no +risk of losing his reputation by honoring me with his notice. I have +the honor to refer Monsieur St. Maur to Mr. ----, now at the St. +Charles, whose character for honor is too well known throughout the +country to be disputed." And, bowing low, Medwin left the room. + +"Well, now this is a pretty scrape," said St. Maur, subsiding at once; +"and I don't see how I can avoid fighting him. He is not such a +cockroach!" and the Frenchman turned a little pale, despite his yellow +skin. + +"Nonsense," replied Allington, "you shall do no such thing. In the +first place, I can't spare you; and in the next, if we can +irretrievably disgrace Medwin, so that he may be shunned by everybody, +I do not think the weak head of my Clara can withstand the storm; and +she will gradually learn to despise him, too. So take no further +notice of this matter; for a blow from a published coward carries no +more disgrace with it than a bite from a dog, or a kick from an ass. +You must help me out with my plans, too, in behalf of my charming +heiress, and I'll be sure to remember you in my will. Let's take a +julep." + +For three days Medwin waited in an agony of impatience to hear from +St. Maur, but not a word came--and he began to despair. Everywhere he +went he was regarded with significant glances, and pointed at, while a +disdainful whisper ran round the room, in which he could always +distinguish the words, "white-livered Yankee," "coward," or some +equally obnoxious epithet. He saw the cruel game that was playing +against him. He had forgotten that, in refusing to fight with +Allington, he had rendered it perfectly safe for every whipster in the +community to insult him; and he now became suddenly aware that he had +involved himself in a dilemma from which it was impossible for him to +escape. + +In the midst of these reflections--while life had become intolerable, +and infamy and disgrace dogged his steps like a shadow--he never +entertained a doubt of Clara's love and constancy, and looked forward +to the time when he might claim her as his bride, and, amid the milder +and manlier associations of his youth, regain that calmness and +self-respect which he had here so strangely lost. His position was, in +truth, a most wretched one. Opposed to the barbarous practice of +dueling, circumstances and his own loss of self-control had forced him +to _accept_ a challenge, and then recall that acceptance, and to offer +an insult to a stranger, for the express purpose of drawing out +another. + +Upon the day after his refusal to fight with Allington, he had called +at Mr. Harland's, but was told that Clara had been taken suddenly +ill, and could not be seen. This was a new and deeper anxiety, added +to his already overburdened spirit; and he really had begun to be +deserted of hope, and to contemplate a speedy relief from the pains of +existence. Nothing but the confidence which he reposed upon Clara's +love, rendered the bright sunshine an endurable blessing to the sadly +distempered youth. But he could not see her. Day after day he called, +and always the same cold, formal reply--"Miss Harland was yet very +ill, but in no danger, and could not be spoken with." Could he but see +her for an instant--could he touch her hand, or meet her smile, or +drink in the sweet music of her voice, he would feel his heart nerved +against every disaster, and would wait in patience; but all, all +alone, amid lowering brows, or sneering faces, which ever glowered +like phantoms about him--whether in reality, as he walked the streets, +or in dreams, as he tossed upon his pillow--it was too much. His heart +seemed to be on fire. + +It was in this frame of mind, with reason tortured to her utmost power +of endurance, and insanity peeping into that soul which might so soon +become her own, that Medwin, while walking up the Shell-Road, and +looking wistfully at the muddy canal, which swam away sluggishly on +one hand, while the green and stagnant swamp stretched interminably +upon the other, that he was startled by the rapid approach of a +carriage, and the sound of gay and noisy mirth. He looked up. The +brilliant equipage of Mrs. Harland was hurrying by, and he had barely +time to distinguish Clara, looking as fresh and blooming as a newly +flowered rose, and laughing and chatting in a lively and even +boisterous manner with--Mr. Allington! + +She leaned over the carriage-side as they whirled along, and, for an +instant, her eyes met those of her bewildered lover. + + +CHAPTER III. + +Alas! poor, silly Clara! How dared you thus rudely tamper with a soul +of such exquisite and refined fire, that it constantly trembled and +fluttered around its earthly shrine, like the flame of burning +essence, as if doubtful whether to blaze or go out forever! Oh! +shallow-hearted woman! what a wide and glorious world of bright hopes +and angel aspirations--of beautiful thoughts and unutterable +dreamings--in all of which thou wert a part--hast thou crushed even as +the foolish child grinds the gay butterfly to powder between his +fingers. And art thou, indeed, so heartless a _coward_, that, because +men's tongues have dared to wag against the beloved of thy soul, thou +durst not own him thenceforth, and hast cast him off forever! Murmur +not, oh, woman! that thou art made the sport and plaything for rakes +and libertines to beguile a weary hour withal. Search thine own heart; +and, in that deep and dark recess, where lurk the demons of thy +destiny--pride, vanity, frowardness--behold reflected the blackness +and the _justice_ of thy fate! Who setteth his whole soul upon a +flower, and findeth its fragrance at last to be a deadly poison, if +he escape from its contact, placeth no more flowers in his bosom. In +vain they woo him with their beauteous eyes and breath of perfume. He +heeds them not, or, at best, plucks them disdainfully, to gaze upon in +listless indifference for a moment, and then cast them behind him, to +be crushed beneath the stranger's heel. + +Clara's heart smote her to the quick as she caught that wild glance of +her lover, and saw the haggard ghost that looked out from those hollow +eyes. She screamed slightly, and sunk back in the carriage as pale as +marble. Allington and her mother exchanged glances, and were silent, +while the young man made a motion, as if he would support her in his +arms, and the carriage was turned homeward, and the horses urged to +their utmost speed. Clara made no resistance to the attentions of +Allington, and it was doubtful whether she was conscious--so pale, and +cold, and pulseless were her beautiful cheeks and temples; but a +tremulous quivering of the upper lip told of a storm that raged +within. + +By the time she arrived at home Clara had recovered herself +completely, and, pushing aside the arm of Allington, almost rudely, +she sprang upon the _banquette_ and into the house; and, turning upon +him a look of lively indignation, darted up stairs to her chamber. +Here she was quickly rejoined by her mother, whose obtuse apprehension +had at length discovered that something was wrong, and who now came to +offer her maternal consolations. + +"Mother!" exclaimed Clara, the moment she entered the room, "I am a +wretch. It was I who compelled Medwin to promise me, upon his honor as +a man, that he would not fight Allington; and now that all the world +has frowned upon him, _I_, too, have turned recreant, and cast him +off. Mother, speak to me no word of command or remonstrance. I will +never see Mr. Allington again; and I will this very hour go to Medwin, +and throw myself on my knees before him. Yes, we shall be happy!" + +"My child, you are excited just now, and I beg you to wait until +morning. We will then talk the matter over calmly; and if you cannot +really be happy without Mr. Medwin, why, my child, I will not urge you +further. Come, dear girl, go to bed now, and to-morrow you will be +yourself again." + +With gentle and soothing care--for the _mother_ was now all aroused in +the callous heart of this worldly woman, and bent every accent and +every motion into grace and kindness--Mrs. Harland at length succeeded +in calming the excitement of her child, and inducing her to consent to +wait until the next morning, when, if she wished, her mother said, +Medwin should be sent for. "I am sure, my child," she said, as she +kissed her and bid her good-night, "I have acted for the best, and +have nothing but your happiness in view." + +And now she was alone; and leaving her bed, she leaned against the +window, while the shadowy curtain of evening, which falls in that +climate suddenly down from the sky, shut out the day, and seemed, at +the same moment, to shut the light from her heart. Then, with rapid +steps, her little feet paced the luxurious carpet of her apartment, +while her heart beat loudly and still more rapidly in her bosom. Again +she tried to rest, but the taper which she had lighted threw such +ghastly shadows upon the walls, which seemed to wave and beckon her, +that she leaped from the bed in agony, and almost screamed outright. +Hours passed slowly and sadly, and the short, sharp ringing of the +watchman's club upon the pavement beneath her window, mingled with the +chimes of the old cathedral clock as it struck midnight--and still the +poor frightened girl could neither sleep nor compose herself. Once, +indeed, she had fallen into a kind of slumber, curtained with such +horrid dreams as made it torture instead of rest. She saw her lover +with his bright eye turned sweetly upon her, as of old, and his +beautiful locks resting upon her shoulder, while she held his hand +upon her throbbing heart, and he whispered dear words and precious +sighs into her willing ear. But anon the paleness of death stole over +that manly brow--the lips fell apart, white and ghastly, and the noble +form fell down at her feet, a stiffened corse. She shrieked aloud in +her agony, and awoke. The moon had risen, and was throwing a broad and +brilliant stream of light into the apartment, and the busy breeze, +fresh from the fragrant sea, whispered its musical noises through the +waving curtains of her couch. + + * * * * * + +At length the white blaze of the moon went out, and the misty morn +looked dim and sad over the sleeping city. Throwing a cloak about her, +Clara hurried down the stairs, and, opening the door softly, found +herself in the street, at an hour she had never before been there. +What a strange and dreary aspect every thing seemed to wear! The +windows of the houses, as she passed, were all closed, and no one +could be seen but dozens of loitering negroes returning from market, +or here and there some industrious landlady with a small basket of +vegetables on her arm, and closely veiled, hurrying along as if to +escape observation, followed by a servant with the day's provisions in +a large basket, which she carried steadily upon her head. Every one +who met her turned and stared curiously; and as she hurried over the +long crossing of Canal street, and threaded her way between the hacks +that had already taken their station, she felt that rude eyes, and +ruder sneers were upon her. She paused not for an instant, however, +but redoubled her speed until she reached the private entrance to the +St. Charles, where, leaning for a moment against a column, she +beckoned a woman from the saloon of the baths into the vestibule, and, +putting a piece of money into her hand, whispered, "Find out the +chamber of Mr. Medwin. He is very sick, and a dear friend of mine--I +must see him immediately." + +The woman disappeared up the stairs leading to the "office" of the +hotel, and, returning in a moment, made a sign for Clara to follow. + +As they approached, a noise and bustle were apparent at the further +end of the corridor, and several servants were hurrying in and out, as +if some sudden accident had occurred. Clara's guide pointed out +Medwin's room, and she rushed in--feeling certain in her heart that +her lover was dying. + +He lay stiff and stark upon the sofa, with a few white froth bubbles +gathered upon his lips, and a letter clasped tightly in his hand. It +seemed that he was not yet dead, for a physician, who had been hastily +summoned, was attempting to force open his mouth, as if to administer +a restorative to the dying man. As Clara approached, he stared in +astonishment, but she heeded him not, and exclaiming, "Oh, Charles, +what frightful dream is this!" threw herself on her knees before him. + +Life rallied for an instant, and he opened those wild, fearful eyes. +Oh! what a world of wretchedness and despair was in that glance! He +knew her; and conquering, with a convulsive effort, the agony which +was withering up the last drops of life, caught her to his heart, +exclaiming, + +"Clara, thou art forgiven! I am _not_ a coward; for I can even die and +leave thee thus. Farewell! be happy!" + + * * * * * + +All was over. My poor friend had fought his last battle, and his +antagonist and conqueror was Death. That pure and noble spirit, with +all its wild and restless fever-dreams, "sleeps well" amid the +beautiful solitudes of Cypress Grove Cemetery--the _home of the +stranger_--where so many proud and buoyant hearts crumble beneath the +golden air, new filled with odorous dew. And I wait patiently, yet +sadly, for the hour which is to restore me to the friend of my bosom. + + + + +THE ANCIENT AND THE MODERN MUSE. + +BY LYMAN LONG. + + The Muse, in times more ancient, made + The grove's thick gloom her dwelling-place, + And, queen-like, her proud sceptre swayed + O'er a submiss and trembling race. + + When stirred her breath the sleeping trees, + Awe-struck, with fearful feet they trod, + And when her voice swelled on the breeze, + Adoring bowed, as to a God! + + Her wildly murmured strains they caught, + As echoes from the spirit-world, + Till reeled the brain, to frenzy wrought, + With mixt amaze and rapture whirled! + + Thus stern, retired, she swayed the earth, + Till, as new dawned an age of gold, + A happier era led her forth + To dwell with men, like gods of old. + + To dwell with us--to roam no more! + _Ours_ is this golden age of bliss! + She comes with blessings rich in store; + And, like a sister, whispers peace. + + Not now with awe-inspiring air, + But gentle as the meek-eyed dove, + And clad in smiles that angels wear, + And with an aspect full of love. + + She greets us at our fire-sides, when + Sweet looks to accents sweet respond, + And breathing soft her tender strain, + More closely knits the silken bond. + + Unmingled joy her smiles afford, + Where meet the mirthful, social throng, + As, gathered round the festive board, + Our healths she pledges in a song. + + She meets us in our private walks, + 'Mid groves that fairy glens embower, + When Morning gems her purple locks, + Or Vesper rules the silent hour. + + Her hand, upon the beech's rind, + Marks well, for fair Belinda's eyes, + (Else vainly murmured to the wind,) + Thy flame, young Damon, and thy sighs. + + Stern Toil, beneath her gentle sway, + Well pleased, unbends his rugged brow-- + With Bloomfield chants the rustic lay, + Or guides with Burns the daisied plough. + + Her form appears the bow of peace, + Upon the clouds that darken life, + Now bidding Sorrow's tears to cease, + And staying now the hand of Strife. + + She smiles on me, no bard inspired, + But wand'rer o'er life's arid waste, + Who, fainting, halting, parched and tired, + One cordial, nectared drop would taste. + + Companion of the pure in heart, + She tunes the lyre to David's flame, + And rapt, as mortal scenes depart, + She hymns the heaven from whence she came! + + + + +THERESA, OR GENIUS AND WOMANHOOD. + +A TALE OF DOMESTIC LIFE. + +BY MRS. JANE TAYLOR WORTHINGTON. + + +CHAPTER I. + + What sad experience may be thine to bear + Through coming years; + For womanhood hath weariness and care, + And anxious tears; + And they may all be thine, to brand the brow + That in its childish beauty sleepeth now. + +Theresa Germaine was a child some six years of age when I saw her +first, nearly twenty-five years ago. It is a long time to look back +on; but I well remember the bright, winning face, and cordial manners +of the little lady, when she would come to the parsonage and enliven +our tranquil hearts by her gay, spontaneous glee. She was full of life +and buoyancy; there was even then a sort of sparkling rapture about +her existence, a keen susceptibility of enjoyment, and an intense +sympathy with those she loved, which bespoke her, from the first, no +ordinary being. Ah, me! I have lived to see all that fade away, and to +feel grateful when the dust was laid on the brow I had kissed so often +in an old man's fondness--but let that pass. I must write calmly, or +tears will blind me; and I have undertaken the task of recording +Theresa's experience, not to tell how well we loved her, but to +strive, however feebly and imperfectly, to lay bare some of the +peculiarities of genius, when found in sad combination with a woman's +lot. + +There was little marked or unusual in Theresa's outward life; her +visible griefs were such as come to all, but the history of her inner +being--the true and unseen life--was one of extremes. It was her fate +to feel every thing vividly; and her joys and troubles were fully +realized by the impassioned depth of her nature; and if, in my loving +remembrances, I dwell somewhat bitterly on the portion society gave +one who richly deserved its homage, and singularly needed its +indulgences; if I portray too warmly the censure and neglect that made +her path so full of trial, let me not be misunderstood. I would give +no sanction to the hasty disregard of appearances which is the +besetting sin of exalted and independent intellect. Under all +circumstances it is an unwise experiment to transgress established +rules; and in a woman, however rarely she may be gifted, it is a rash +and hazardous thing to defy public opinion. Wearying and frivolous as +many of society's conventionalities are, there is much wisdom in them; +they are indispensible links in the chain binding together "all sorts +of people," and she who breaks them knowingly, sins against one of her +greatest safeguards. + +Theresa's father, a man of good birth and great acquirements, but +ruined fortunes, had come to reside in our village about five years +before the commencement of this story. She was then his only child, +his elder treasures having been laid, one after another, in distant +graves. Her mother was a tranquil, quiet woman, and still retained the +traces of a beauty which must once have been remarkable. She was a +person of placid temper and mediocre mind, but wavering in judgment, +and not in the least calculated to control the impetuosity, or guide +the enthusiasm of her ardent and reckless child. This Mr. Germaine +seemed acutely to feel; and I could read his fears in the fixed gaze +of prophetic anxiety which he would often rivet on the varying +countenance of his happy and unconscious daughter. His health was +already gradually declining, and he evidently dreaded the future, when +his favorite should be left in many respects guardianless amid the +world's temptations. In my capacity as pastor, I was a frequent +visiter at the little cottage, where, in subdued resignation he was +patiently wearing out his life; and we at length acquired that mental +intimacy which men are apt to feel when they have spoken together of +life's highest aims and holiest hopes. I was many years his +senior--for it is with the tremulous hand of old age that I write +these lines, and I felt sincere and admiring sympathy for one who, +through various perplexities and misfortunes, still retained serenity +and peace. + +We were sitting together one starlight evening, in the small +vine-draperied porch of his simple dwelling. Mrs. Germaine was +occupied with household duties, and Theresa, after having asked us +both a thousand unanswerable questions, had reluctantly obeyed her +mother's summons to retire to rest. + +"I cannot describe to you," said my companion, "the fear with which I +anticipate the hereafter for that child; she is one whose blended +characteristics are rare, and her fate can have no medium. Were she a +boy, and possessed of those traits, I should have no dread, for with +such energies as are even now visible in her temperament, +circumstances can be almost controlled, but it is a dangerous thing +for her own happiness, for a woman to be thus endowed." + +"I think you are too desponding," was my reply; "it appears to me that +talent is necessarily in a great degree its own reward; and though it +is the fashion to talk and write much of the griefs of intellect, I +believe human sorrow is more equally divided than we acknowledge, and +that the joys resulting from high gifts far overbalance their trials." + +"It may be so generally," Mr. Germaine answered, "but my experience +and observation have impressed me differently. I never knew, +personally, but one woman of genius, and she was a mournful instance +of the truth of my convictions, and of the fatal folly of striving to +pass beyond the brazen walls with which prejudice has encompassed +womanhood. She was young, fair, and flattered, and fascinating above +any comparison I can think of. Of course, she was aware of her +capabilities--for ignorance in such cases is not possible, and +naturally self-confident, she grew impatient for praise and power. Her +affections, unfortunately, were warm and enduring; but she sacrificed +them, to promote her desire for distinction, and unable, though so +superior, to escape the heart-thraldom, which is the destiny of her +sex, she died at last, more of disappointment than disease, with her +boundless aspirations all unfulfilled. I fancy I can trace in Theresa +many points of resemblance to her I have mentioned--for I knew her in +early childhood. Solicitude on this subject is the only anxiety I +cannot patiently conquer, and which makes the prospect of parting +painful." He paused for a moment, and then, as if to turn his +reflections from their depressing course, he said, "I have been +reading to-day some extracts from Mrs. Hemans' works. As I grow older +and more thoughtful, such things touch me deeply, and I experience a +constantly increasing interest in the products of female talent. There +is an intensity of sentiment, a pure tenderness of heart about such +writings generally, which, in my present tranquil state of mind, are +in harmony with my heavenward reflections, and the ideal spirit +pervading them, soothes my imagination. In my restless and hopeful +years I sought literary recreation from far different sources, but now +that I feel myself a pilgrim, and stand surrounded by shadows on the +verge of an unknown hereafter, I prize inexpressibly these glimpses of +paradise which are God's precious gift to every true and intellectual +woman." + +It was thus my friend often spoke, for it was a theme on which he +always delighted to dwell. I have never seen any one whose reverence +for woman's gifts was so strong, and who appreciated with such +sincerity the moral loveliness of her perfected nature. It was about +this time that the birth of a second daughter added a new tie to Mr. +Germaine's life; and the event saddened him more than I believed any +earthly event could have done. The feeling was probably a natural one, +but it grieved me to see how he strove to crush every impulse of +tenderness toward the little one he must leave so soon. + +It would have been well for Theresa had her father lived to view the +ripening of the faculties whose blossoming he already traced with the +prophetic gaze of parental affection; but she was destined to tread +her path alone, and to know in their wide extent both the triumphs and +the penalties of superiority. She was seven years of age when her +father died, leaving herself and her sister to their mother's care. I +need not relate here the many interesting interviews between Mr. +Germaine and myself, which were more and more touching as his +departure drew near. With an earnestness unutterably impressive, he +implored my watchful solicitude for his eldest daughter, entreating me +to afford her that guidance from experience, which she must inevitably +need. + +"Be gentle with her," he said, "but not too indulgent; she will +require strictness of management, for with such impetuosity of nature +her judgment must often err. She is too young as yet for me to be able +to foresee the particular bent her character will assume, but I +entreat you to be her candid friend and firm adviser when she will +assuredly want both." + +On the trying scenes of that period I will not longer linger; for +there is something unutterably solemn in the tranquil passing away of +a good man's soul, something that hallows to our thoughts even the +fear-fraught moment of dissolution from which mere mortality +instinctively shrinks. Yet it is a sad thing when so much worth and +wisdom leaves the earth forever; and to those who realize the +inestimable advantages and useful influences of a high example, it is +a mournful sight to look on the closing sunset of one who evidenced +the beautiful union between holiness and humanity. + + +CHAPTER II. + + Spirit-like fair forms are pressing + 'Round her now, + With their angel hands caressing + Her pale brow. + + Words of solace they are chanting, + Sweet and clear, + That evermore will now be haunting + Her life here. + +I visited the cottage frequently, and for several months after Mr. +Germaine's death, it was the scene of no ordinary grief. Mrs. Germaine +bore her bereavement patiently--for it was an event she had long +anticipated with womanly meekness and resignation; but she mourned +most deeply--for it is a great mistake to think commonplace persons +deficient in vividness of feeling. I believe their emotions are as +keen, and generally more enduring, than those of more decided minds, +from the very fact of their possessing few self-resources to divert +the course of affliction. Be this as it may, Mrs. Germaine was soon, +in all that was apparent, the quiet and anxious mother she had always +been; and if she suffered still, it was in the silence of a heart that +had no language for its sorrows. Far wilder and more vehement was the +passionate and unresisted tide of Theresa's suffering; and for many +weeks she refused all the consolation that could be offered to a child +of her age. She would sit by my side and converse of her father, with +an admiration for his virtues, and an appreciation of his character +far beyond what I had supposed she could comprehend. + +This violent emotion necessarily exhausted itself, as a heavy cloud +weeps itself away; but for a long time she was painfully dejected, and +her face lost its childishness of expression, and wore a look of +appealing, unspeakable melancholy I never remarked on any other +countenance. It was the "settled shadow of an inward strife," the +outward impress of a mind suddenly aroused to a knowledge of trial, +and never again to sleep in unconsciousnes; and often in after years, +the same inexpressible look darkened her brow through the tumult of +conflicting impulses, and amid the war of triumph and pain. + +I have said that Mr. Germaine's pecuniary circumstances were limited; +but for some time previous to his illness, he had, at the expense of +many a personal comfort, laid by a sum sufficient to procure for +Theresa all the advantages of an accomplished education. His wife had +frequently remonstrated against the innumerable little privations he +voluntarily endured for this favorite purpose, for she attached more +value to physical than mental gratifications, and could scarcely +sympathize with his disinterested solicitude for his daughter's +intellectual culture. It had been a great happiness to him to trace +the gradual development of her intelligence, and to direct her simple +studies; and it had been one of his last requests that I would in this +respect occupy his place until she should be old enough to require +other superintendence. His love was one of hope and trust, and he had +diligently sown the seed, though he knew he never might behold its +ripening. + +For two months I made no attempt to alter the current of her thoughts, +believing it better to allow her sensibilities to exhaust themselves +without interruption. When she grew calmer, I proposed that she should +come every morning to the parsonage to resume her daily studies; and, +as I had hoped and anticipated, she eagerly acceded to the +arrangement. And thus commenced the cultivation of a mind, whose early +maturity bore a rich harvest of recompense; and thus dawned that +loving anxiety for my pupil's welfare which realized many of my life's +younger wishes, and lent so sunny and living an interest to my +solitary and remembering years. + +It was with some difficulty and after much remonstrance that I induced +Theresa's application to the graver branches of acquirement, which, +with my old-fashioned ideas of education, I considered indispensable +even to a woman. At last, I believe, it was only through affection for +me that she yielded her taste, and consented to devote her mind to +such acquisitions. Her inclinations were all for what was beautiful or +imaginative; she early loved whatever touched her feelings or awoke +the vivid impressions of her young fancy; and I found some trouble in +curbing within rational limits her natural and fascinating +prepossessions. As she grew older, and passed what she deemed the +drudgery of learning, and drew nearer, with rapid steps, to Thought's +promised land of compensation, we constantly read and conversed +together. We dwelt on the inspired pages of the poets, I, with old +age's returning love for the romantic, and increasing reverence for +the true, and she, with the intense, bewildered delight of a spirit +that hoped all things, and a simple faith that trusted the future +would brightly fulfill all the fairest prospects which poetry could +portray. + +Her disposition was sanguine to an extreme, with the happy faculty of +believing what she hoped; and she possessed in a remarkable degree the +power of expressing and defining her ideas and emotions, and rendering +them visible by words. She never paused for an expression, or selected +an injudicious one; and her fluency was the result of a mingled +vividness and clearness of intellect, blended with artist-skill, and +all the fervor of dawning and dreaming womanhood. + +Her affections were spontaneous and impassioned, at once impulsive and +enduring, and, like all enthusiasts, she was frequently governed by +prejudice. Her little sister was a child of rare beauty and +gentleness, and was Theresa's perfect idol. She was perpetually +contriving pleasant surprises for her favorite; and it was her delight +to wreath flowers around Amy's golden curls, and to add a thousand +fantastic decorations to her delicate and seraphic loveliness. They +would have made an exquisite picture, those two sisters, so different +in age and character; the one so fair, with childhood's silent and +fragile beauty, the other glowing with life and premature thought, +already testing the "rapture of the strife," and revealing in the +intense gaze of her dark, restless eyes, the world of gleaming visions +within whose enchantment she lived. + +It was when my pupil had reached her fourteenth year, that, in +obedience to her father's written directions, she prepared to leave +our tranquil home, to enter the school of the convent, near the city +of ----. I know not why Mr. Germaine wished her placed there, for he +was himself a Protestant, but the advantages of instruction were at +that time tempting. Probably, in dwelling on them, he overlooked the +risk of placing his daughter where the unnumbered graces of mind and +manner veil another creed, and make it alluring, and where the +imaginative and gorgeous pomp of a different faith were to be placed +in their most attractive colors before her unsuspecting eyes. It was +with many a misgiving, many a secret fear, that I anticipated +Theresa's removal from my watchfulness; and I warned her with the most +sincere affection, against the temptations of various kinds which she +would probably encounter in her new abode. Early in the autumn we were +to part with her, and the sweet summer, with its wealth of fruit and +flowers was now around us, and our village, in its garlands of +blossoms, looked its loveliest. + + +CHAPTER III. + + O! were it thus! had we, indeed, the gift, + Though human, our humanity to chain; + Could we in truth our restless spirits lift, + And never feel the weight of earth again, + Then would I leave the sorrows I bewail, + To clasp the cross, the cloister, and the veil. + +Some weeks previous to the time at which my last chapter terminates, I +had received a letter from an old friend, requesting me to inform him +if any dwelling in our vicinity was for sale, as he was anxious to +leave the city, and bring his family to a quieter home. I answered his +inquiries satisfactorily, and now daily expected him to arrive, and +make final arrangements for his removal. + +He came at last, bringing with him his only son, a boy somewhat older +than Theresa. Gerald Brandon was pale and feeble from recent illness, +and I persuaded his father to leave him with me, until his new +residence was prepared to receive its inmates. He gladly assented, and +accordingly returned to town, while Gerald remained at the parsonage. +The next two months were among the happiest my memory recalls; and +they were the last untroubled ones Theresa passed in her secluded +home. From their threshold she glided to a new life--to that conflict +of will and purpose, that tempest of impulse and disappointment which +finally subdued her spirit and wearied out her existence. But as yet +all was serene and full of promise; and the golden hues of her sunny +dreams invested our simple pleasures with varied and poetic interest. +My young guest was a gentle, reflective boy of more than ordinary +capabilities, but enfeebled by ill-health, and a victim to the +lassitude which frequently follows protracted bodily suffering. He was +too placid and pensive for his age, and his mind, though refined and +harmonious, had nothing of that restless, energetic brilliancy which +sparkled through Theresa's thoughts. He, however, eagerly participated +in her accustomed studies, and contributed his share to our literary +recreations. I sometimes looked on the two with that involuntary wish +for the power of prophecy which so often rises upon us, and which in +great mercy we are denied, and would frequently strive to shadow forth +the destiny of beings who were now reveling in the brief, bright +interval between childhood and the world. Beautiful era! time of star +and flower, when the "young moon is on the horizon's verge," and the +young heart, lovelier still, seems on the brink of rapture, and +hallows existence with its own unshadowed and seraphic light. We have +cause to be grateful that this episode is transient, that reality +contradicts its hopes, for could its illusions last, who would pause +to think of heaven, with so much of enchanting fulfillment around us +here. + +It was with instinctive pride that I felt my favorite's mental +superiority to her companion, and noticed the genuine admiration with +which Gerald acknowledged it. He was astonished at her variety of +acquirement, her daring originality of opinion, and her unstudied +readiness of expression. He was gratified, and it may be, flattered, +by the disinterested solicitude she evinced for his enjoyment, and the +readiness with which she discarded any scheme of amusement in which +his health prevented his participation. There is a period in youth +when the affections feel as a strong necessity, the desire for +sympathy, when love is yet a stranger, and friendship is as intense as +passion. Dearer than any after friend, is the one who first fills this +yearning vacancy; and though as time wears on, and separation follows, +that tie may be broken never to be re-knit, there is a halo around it +still, and it is made almost holy by the blended tints of hope and +trust, and tenderness, that, with reflected light, shine back upon its +memory. + +It was the evening before Theresa's departure, and we were all +assembled at the cottage. It was impossible to feel very sad, where +the majority were so eager and fraught with hope, and yet the mother's +countenance was full of anxiety for her child. Little Amy sat on her +sister's knee, and Theresa, in her graphic language, was relating some +romantic history of her own invention, while Mrs. Germaine and myself +spoke of her. The parent's solicitude was altogether physical; she +feared only that Theresa would be sick, or that she would encounter +some of the thousand accidents and evils, whose spectres haunt us upon +the eve of a first separation. I thought it kinder to be silent as to +my own very different misgivings, and to dwell only on the encouraging +part of the prospect. There might be nothing to dread, after all, and +it was possibly only our unwillingness to part with Theresa, that thus +assumed to itself the tormenting shape of inquietude. + +During our conversation, which was carried on in an under tone, little +Amy had fallen asleep, and after carefully placing her on the couch, +and kissing the fair face of the slumberer, that shone like a +faultless picture from its frame of golden curls, Theresa adjourned +with Gerald to the porch. It was a perfect evening, and the rays of +the full moon illumined the little portico, throwing on its floor, in +fanciful mosaic, the fantastic shadows of the vines which draperied +the pillars, and lighting up with its spiritual radiance, the earnest +countenances of the youthful friends. Gerald looked more than usually +pale in the blanching beams, and Theresa's gaze was sad and tearful. + +"You will forget us all, Theresa," said the boy; "you will find +elsewhere gayer and dearer companions; you will be praised and +flattered, and it will be several years before you will be stationary +here again." + +"Do you remember the book we read together but a few days since?" she +answered, "and which says there is no such thing as forgetting +possible to the mind?" + +"Well, but at least you may grow indifferent," persisted Gerald, +already betraying manhood's perverseness in suspicion, "at least you +may grow indifferent, and that is even worse than forgetfulness." + +"Far worse," answered Theresa, "I would rather a thousand times be +wholly forgotten, than know that the heart which loved me had grown +cold and careless. But, Gerald, you are my first friend, the only one +of my own age I have ever known, and how can I lose the recollection +of all we have thought and hoped together? And then I shall be too +constantly occupied to form other ties, for I intend to study +incessantly, and to return here all, mentally, that my friends can +wish me." + +"Are you not that already; I, for one, do not desire you to change." + +"You will alter your flattering opinion, _mon ami_, if I can by +application realize the bright pictures my ambition paints. I shall be +so much happier when I have tested myself; for now, all is untried, +the present is restless, and the future perplexing. It is so difficult +for me to curb my impatience, to remember that our progressive path +must be trodden step by step, it may be, through thorns and +temptations. Patience is the golden rule of talent, the indispensable +companion of success; for the 'worm may patiently creep to the height +where the mountain-eagle has rested.' The hardest task for genius to +learn is, through toiling, to hope on, and though baffled, never to +despond." + +Her face flushed with her own eagerness as she spoke, and Gerald +looked on her with mingled admiration and want of comprehension, and +something of that pity with which boyhood is prone to regard the +wildness of girlish aspirations. It was with hopes and tears united, +that Theresa bade me farewell; and as I turned away to seek my quiet +home, the old feeling of desolation and loneliness, which interest in +my favorite had long dissipated, returned upon me with its depressing +weight. Our walk to the parsonage was taken in unbroken silence, for +Gerald, like myself, was busy with the future--to him a smiling world +of compensation and promise, to me, the silent land of fears and +shadows. A whole year was to elapse before Theresa's return to us, and +in the interval she engaged to write every week, either to her mother +or myself. + +For more than an hour that evening I sat beside my window, looking on +the serene prospect around me, and endeavoring to lay something of +that external stillness to the restlessness of my disturbing fancies. +All around was spiritualized by the moonlight; the trees on the lawn +threw long shadows on the grass, and far away, in their mysterious and +majestic silence, stood the eternal mountains; like gigantic watchers, +they kept their vigil over the placid scene beneath--the vigil of +untold centuries. Cloudless, unsympathizing, changeless, they had no +part in the busy drama of human experience their loftiness overlooked, +and now they loomed with shadowy outline, through the sanctifying +light, habitants alike of earth and sky. + +I anticipated tidings from Theresa with that interest which slight +occurrences lend a life whose stirring events are few. + +To me, she engaged to record her thoughts and impressions as they +came, and to be to me what, under similar circumstances _she_ would +have been, whose sweet face for a few years brightened my life, and +who now sleeps, in her childish beauty, by her mother's side. + +THERESA'S FIRST LETTER. + + "You will have learned from my letter to my mother, my + kind friend, all the little details of my journey and + safe arrival at my destination. I felt as if some of my + visions of romance were realized, when this beautifully + adorned place, in its strange and solemn stillness, + stood before me. All the grounds surrounding the + convent-buildings are highly cultivated and tastefully + improved, presenting a vivid contrast between the wild + luxuriance of nature, and the formal, artificial life + within these cold, stern walls. Several of the nuns, + with downcast eyes and thoughtful steps, were taking + their monotonous exercise in the paths through the + shrubbery; and shall I confess that I looked with + mingled doubt and envy upon those dark-robed + figures--doubt, if the restlessness of humanity _can_ + thus be curbed into repose, and envy of that + uninterrupted peace, if, indeed, it may be gained. + Strange seem this existence of sacrifice, this + voluntary abandonment of life's aims and more extended + duties, this repelling, crushing routine of penance and + ceremony, with which, in the very midst of activity, + and in the bloom of energy, vain mortals strive to put + off the inevitable fetters of mortality. Doubtless, + many, from long habit, have grown familiar with this + vegetative, unbroken seclusion, and accustomed to + struggle with tenderness, and conquer impulse, have + ceased to feel affection, and rarely recall the friends + of their busier days--sad consummation of womanhood's + least enviable lot. + + "But I believe it is, in all sincerity, from + self-delusion, not from deception, that these women, + many of them in the freshness of youth, separate + themselves from the wide privileges of their sex, and + contract their hearts into the exclusive and narrow + bounds of a convent's charities. What mental conflicts + must have been theirs, before, from the alluring gloss + of expectation, they could turn to embrace a career + like this. Some, perhaps, believed the possibility of + winning tranquillity by shutting out the temptation of + the world, believed that dust might be spiritualized, + and the mind, debarred from its natural tendencies, + taught to dream only of heaven. Others have sought the + cloister as a refuge for hearts that loved too well, + and memories all too faithful. God help such!--for this + is no place to forget. And it may be, that after years + of painful self-control and depressing experience, some + here have gradually attained the conviction that their + efforts are vain, their yearnings not here to be + fulfilled--what, then, must solitude be to them but an + enduring sorrow? It is too late to retrieve the + past--the fatal vows have been spoken--those frowning + walls are impassable--and the dark folds of that solemn + veil are evermore between the penitents and human + sympathy. Never may their footsteps tread the free + earth again, save within those still and mocking + limits; never will the bright, rewarding world of + social ties dawn upon their languid gaze, though, alas! + its beauty will flash upon their thoughts, through the + loneliness of the silent cell, perhaps even amid + penance and prayer. I look with profound, inexpressible + interest on these sisters, in their ungraceful, but + romance-hallowed costume, and wish, as I watch them, + that I could read something of what the past has been + to each, and trace the various motives that led to this + irrevocable fate. This monotonous life has all the glow + of novelty for me; and I ponder with inexhaustible + interest, and blended reverence and pity on the hidden + moral conflict, continually occurring among beings who + strive to taste angels' pleasures while escaping human + duties, and are reminded of the folly of such attempts, + by the perpetual presence of temptation, and all the + self-reproach, regret, and disappointment which, Heaven + be thanked! the angels never feel. I can scarcely tell, + as yet, how I shall like learning here. My studies have + always been such a pleasure to me, with you, that it + appears strange to associate them with strangers. I am + resolved to devote much time to drawing and miniature + painting, for which you know I had always a _penchant_, + and in the course of a month or two I shall commence + the study of German. What a world of pleasure is before + me. Will you not love me better, if I return to you an + artist, brim full of German legends? All that I hope + and aspire to, leads to that question--will these + acquisitions render me more beloved?" + +"Theresa is too ambitious, too restless," said Gerald, as he finished +the perusal of this letter, "she will only render herself discontented +and conspicuous by this wild, idle desire for superiority." + +I felt somewhat provoked at his querulous words, for in my partial +eyes Theresa seldom erred, and I knew this solicitude for mental +progress, though as yet vague and undirected, was inseparable from her +active and energetic intellect. But Gerald's opinions were common ones +with his sex, and he coldly censured when away from their attractions, +the very traits of character which, when present, involuntarily +fascinated his imagination. And this is an ingratitude which almost +inevitably falls to the share of a gifted woman. Unfortunately, genius +does not shield its possessor from defects of character; and her very +superiority in raising her above the level of the many, renders her +failings more evident, and those who are forced mentally to admire, +are frequently the first morally to condemn. The following are +extracts from Theresa's letters, written at various intervals during +the first year of her residence at the convent; and they will perhaps +serve to reveal something of the rapid development of her mind, with +the self-forgetfulness and ambition so peculiarly blended in her +nature. She is the only one I have ever seen who possessed extreme +enthusiasm without selfishness, and the strong desire to excel, +without envy. There was a harmony in her being as rare as it was +winning; and while many instances of her childish generosity and +spontaneous disinterestedness rise on my memory, I feel almost +bitterness at the recollection of how unworthily her pure heart was +appreciated, and how sad was the recompense of all she suffered. + +"I am happy, my kind friend, happier than I believed it possible for +me to be, when away from those I love. But I study incessantly, and in +acquiring and hoping, I have no time left for regret. When I recall +you, it is not repiningly, but with a thousand desires for your +approval, and increased anxiety to become all you can wish. You will, +perhaps, consider this vanity; but, indeed, that would be unjust, for +it is in all humility, with a painful consciousness of my own +deficiencies that I strive so eagerly to grow wiser and better. Surely +it is not vanity, to yearn to merit tenderness! . . . . . You ask if I +have made any new friends. No; and I can scarcely tell why. There are +several here whose appearance has interested me--and you know how +rapturously I admire personal attractions; but I feel a reserve I can +neither conquer nor explain. Friendship seems to me too holy and +enduring to be lightly bestowed, and yet I desire with inexpressible +earnestness, to find some one of my own age who would love and +comprehend me--some mind in whose mirror I could trace an image of my +own. I have gained something like a fulfillment of this wish in +Gerald; but he is naturally less enthusiastic than I am, and of course +cannot enter into the fervor of my expectations. He thinks them vain +an idle--and so, in truth, they may be; but only their irrevocable +disappointment will ever convince _me_ of their folly. . . . . . I +have been painting a great deal, beside my regular exercises, for my +own amusement; I take such delight in testing my power to reflect the +visible charm of beauty, and in endeavoring, however faintly, to +idealize humanity. Among other efforts, I have finished a miniature of +one of the young sisters here, whose sad, placid face, seemed to +sketch itself upon my memory. Of course, the likeness was drawn +without her knowledge--she has put away from her thoughts all such +vanities. I often look on the picture, which is scarcely more tranquil +than the original; and I wish I could speak a word of welcome sympathy +to one who is so young, and yet so sorrowful. I was much touched, a +few days since, by accidentally witnessing an interview between this +nun, whose convent name is Cecelia, and her sister. It seems that she +had taken the vows in opposition to the wishes and counsel of all her +friends, having forsaken a widowed mother and an only sister for +spiritual solitude and the cloister. I was copying an exquisite +engraving of the Madonna, which adorns the apartment allotted to +visiters, when a young lady entered, and desired to see her sister. +The nun came, but not beyond the grating which bounds one side of the +room. Those bars--signs of the heart's prison--were between beings who +from infancy had been undivided, whose pleasures and pains through +life had been inseparable, and who were now severed by a barrier +impassable as the grave. They contrasted strongly, these two sisters, +so nearly the same age, so different in their hopes for the future. +The guest wept constantly, and her words, spoken in a loud tone, were +broken by bursts of grief; but the other was composed, almost to +coldness--there was no evidence of distress on her marble cheek, and +her large, gray eyes, were quiet in their gaze. She had evidently +learned to curb emotion and regret--the past for her was a sealed +book, with all its remembrances; she was a woman without her sex's +loveliest impulses--a sister without tenderness, a daughter without +gratitude. They parted, as they had met, each unconvinced, each +grieving for the other--the visiter returned to her holy filial +duties, the devotee to her loneliness. My friend, on which of these +sisters do the angels in heaven look down most rejoicingly? This scene +made me sorrowful, as every thing does which destroys an illusion. I +had entertained such romantic ideas of life in the cloister, it seemed +so tempting to me in its rest, its spirituality; and now I realize +that we have no right to such rest, that it is not ours to shrink from +the duties, to shun the penalties, to crush the affections of +humanity--and my visions of lonely happiness have passed away _pour +toujours_. If ever I could be induced to forsake a world that now +appears to me so rich in promise; if ever I am numbered among the +tried in spirit, and broken in heart, some active solace must be mine, +not this fearful leisure for thought and remembrance. My lot is to be +a restless one; and whatever else the future may hold for me, I know, +in the spirit of prophecy, it will bestow nothing of repose. . . . . +You tell me my little sister grows every day more lovely. I can +readily believe it. There is something very fascinating in the style +of her childish beauty, something that appeals to tenderness and seeks +for love--and she is always the reality that prompts my dreams of +angels. Is it not unwise, my friend, to hold the gift of personal +beauty of little value, when it thus involuntarily commands affection, +and can win the world's charity for many faults?" + +I know not if these disjointed scraps have interest for others, but I +have recorded them, because to me they recall the young writer's +glowing enthusiasm, and evince the confident hopefulness which is one +of the most common traits of mental excellence. Without being vain, +she had yet no fears for herself, no doubt of the successful exercise +of the powers whose stirring presence she felt. All that seemed +necessary to her was opportunity; and she possessed the faith our good +God gives to youth, and whose passing away is one of the sorrows of +age. + +The time appointed for her return home had now arrived, and her +mother's anxiety to see her was scarcely greater than my own. In the +meanwhile, Mr. Brandon's new residence--the handsomest in our +vicinity--had been completed, and his family was permanently located +among us. His domestic circle consisted of Gerald, a daughter, about +Theresa's age, and a maiden lady, the sister of his wife, who, since +Mrs. Brandon's death, had done the household honors. Gerald had been, +from the first, a constant visiter at the parsonage, and he now +participated in our solicitude to welcome our darling back. About +sunset, on the day of Theresa's return, I directed my steps toward the +cottage, and I was but halfway to my destination, when I saw her +coming to meet me. I could never be mistaken in her light, rapid walk, +whose movements were full of grace. Not for many a long, sad year, had +a reception so affectionate as hers been given me; and her greeting +brought tears to my old eyes, and called up painful memories to my +heart. In appearance she had greatly improved; her slight figure had +rounded into more womanly proportions, and her motions were full of +the wild, unstudied gracefulness that had always characterized her. +There was about her a fascination I cannot explain, a something +independent of externals--a witchery to be felt but not defined. +Perhaps it was the visible influence of mental gifts, the reflection +of that purity of heart and mind which impressed itself on all her +words and actions. + +Let it not, however, be imagined, that because in my fond remembrance +I have lingered long upon Theresa's many virtues, I was ignorant of +her faults. They were those inseparable from her temperament; an +impetuosity which frequently misled her judgment, and a confidence in +her own beliefs, a reliance on her own will, that nothing but an +appeal to her affections could ever subdue. She was an instance of +that sad truth, that our defects shape our destinies; that one failing +may exert over our lot a more potent influence than many excellencies, +and may mar the brilliancy of our moral picture by a single shadow, +that shall darken it all. In after life, when trial and suffering +pressed wearily upon her, all her griefs might have been traced back +to the influence of faults, which in her childhood were not +sufficiently developed to seem of consequence, or to merit rebuke. To +us she was so loving and complying, that the less favorable traits of +her nature were lost to our eyes in the brightness of her better +endowments. Like all poetic persons, she had various fancies and +caprices; but hers were all pure in purpose, and imparted a charm to +her restless being. Even her tenderness had its fantasies, and +lavished itself wastefully without thought or reason. Her attachment +to her sister was remarkable in its tone, blending anxiety with its +profound and impassioned tide. She would speak to me of Amy, of her +childish loveliness, her gentle disposition, her appealing +trustfulness, until tears would start to her eyes, and the future +seemed painfully distant to one whose onward gaze had painted it with +fulfillments. There was nothing sweet and lovable in life that she did +not connect with Amy's hereafter. Alas! it was well for her she could +not foresee that future happiness was to be won by the sacrifice of +her own. + +During Theresa's stay in our village, the young Brandons and herself +were often together--and Gerald's admiration had evidently lost +nothing from separation. His health had improved, though he still +looked pale and delicate; but this physical languor lent refinement to +his appearance, and excited Theresa's warmest sympathy. It would have +been strange, were not the occurrence so common, that we should not +have anticipated the probable consequences of such intercourse between +Gerald and Theresa, but always accustomed to consider them in contrast +with ourselves, as mere children, we forgot theirs was the very age +for enduring impressions, the era in existence whose memories live +longest. It was not until long afterward that I realized our error, +and then, alas! it was too late to save the repose of a heart which +possessed in fatal strength, woman's sad faculty of loving. The period +soon came round for Theresa to return to her studies; and, to my +surprise, her grief at the second separation was much more violent +than at the first. I did not note, in my simplicity, the cause of this +vehemence; I never suspected that a new tie, undefined, but powerful, +was binding her being, that in the depths of a spirit whose +earnestness I have never seen equaled, there had sprung up an +affection never to pass away, and one dangerously enhanced by the +imaginative tendency of her nature. That she had won over Gerald a +profound and fascinating influence, was evident; she was to him a +dream of intellectual beauty, and her presence idealized his life. He +connected her instinctively with all his high hopes, his visionary +schemes; but I feel, in recalling his admiration, that, from its very +character, it was not likely to be permanent. There was too little in +it of the actual world, too much of the mental; it was more the homage +of mind, than the tribute of affection; rather the irrepressible +appreciation of genius, than the spontaneous effusion of love. His +expressions of regret at separation were warm and tender; but it is +probable the young friends were both ignorant of the nature of their +feelings. They parted tearfully, as a brother and sister would have +said farewell; and the next few months, with their throng of sweet +remembrances, fostered the growth of emotions very unlike, in truth, +but equally kind and hopeful. And now there came a long interval of +melancholy tranquillity in my life, for it was not until two years +afterward that our darling returned. Her letters during the interval +were frequent, and her ambition to excel deepened daily in intensity. + +"One year more," she wrote, "and this routine of application will be +over, I shall come to you no longer a child, but fitted, I trust, for +a congenial companion. What bright pictures my fancy draws for that +time! Surely the future is a land of surpassing beauty, if but one +half its radiant hopes be realized." + +"I have no patience with Theresa's visionary fancies," said Gerald, +petulently, as he glanced over this letter, "I really believe she +prizes books and pictures, and her idle dreams, more than the hearts +that love her." + +I have lingered long over this recording of a childhood that lent my +loneliness many pleasures; and I must trace more rapidly and briefly +the sadder portion of my recollections. Over the next two years let us +pass in silence; they saw the last shining of pleasure upon Theresa's +experience; they were the resting-place between her young hopefulness +and the perplexing cares and disappointments of her energetic and +unsatisfied womanhood. Never afterward did life appear to her so +rapturous a gift, and intellectual superiority so enchanting, but the +hereafter grew silent with its promises, and her spirit weary with its +cares. + +It was not until some months afterward that the journal I am about to +quote fell into my hands; but I copy some of its fragments, to portray +its writer's feelings. Ah, me! such trustful hearts as hers are those +experience depresses soonest. + +"How happy I have been this summer! I believe those who have spent +their childhood in seclusion, and formed their first associations from +the lovely creations of nature, love home better than persons _can_ +do, who have been always encompassed by the excitements and artificial +enjoyments of society. These lose individual consciousness amid the +throng of recollections; they cannot trace the progress of their +being, nor retain the self-portraying vividness of memory. I am sure +that no dweller in cities can feel as I do, when I return to this +tranquil village; I can almost imagine I have stepped back into my +childhood. Yet, loving this place as I do, I am still anxious to leave +it; home, and especially a quiet one, is no place for great successes. +Too much of the childish past hangs over it, and discourages exertion, +and those who have loved us best and earliest, know least of what we +are capable. Every day intercourse fetters judgment, and thought lives +in the domestic circle with sealed lips. My kind friends do not +comprehend my wishes or emotions; my mother deems them folly, and +Gerald, instead of sympathy, tenders me only doubts and fears. But I +repel silently such depressing influence; surely the motto of youth +should be, _aide-toi_, _et Dieu t'aidera_. . . . . I have been reading +that tearful book, the Diary of an Ennuyé. What a vivid picture it +presents of mental and physical suffering, too intense to be wholly +conquered, yet half subdued by the strong power of a thoughtful will. +Such depictings of sorrow must be exaggerated, there cannot be so much +of grief in a world where hope still liveth. . . . . I have been +amusing myself this morning by scribbling verses, and as I gradually +became absorbed in my employment, I felt I would willingly relinquish +half the future in store for me, could I win a poet's fame. I have +been endeavoring to determine which is the most desirable, the +celebrity of a poet or a painter. Perhaps the distinction an artist +obtains satisfies the mind more wholly, and it must be a more +universal thing, than that of a writer. He appeals to the senses; his +work is the visible presence of what is immaterial, the palpable +creation of a thought. He gazes on his production, until his being +revels in the witchery of his own reality; and the ideal that had +haunted his spirit so long, smiles and blesses him from that glowing +canvas. But the poet, he who from the well of thought hath drawn forth +such golden truths; who heareth within his heart the echo of whatever +is beautiful around him; he who is the interpreter of nature, and +translateth into burning words whatsoever things are pure and lovely, +ah! he liveth alone with his glorious images, and from his brilliant +world of dream and vision, he walks abroad uncomprehended, a solitary +being. Yet he, too, has his reward, though seldom the present one of +popular approval; time is requisite for the appreciation of his +imaginings; he would not, if he could, profane them by the breath of +popular criticism. _His_ place is far away from common sight--a +dwelling in pleasant thoughts; he is enthroned amid happy memories and +early hopes; he is associated in our minds with forms of grace, and +faces of beauty--with the light of stars, and the fragrance of +flowers; with the pale hours of gloom his enchantments have chased +away, and the green graves his heavenward words have hallowed. Which +fame would I choose? Alas! for my craving nature, neither--but both!" + +Two years had glided by, and Theresa had returned to us. Her studies +were completed, and she seemed to our fond hearts more than we ever +hoped for, or dared to anticipate. She had certainly improved to the +utmost the period of her absence; she was an admirable linguist, a +good musician, and her talent for painting was pronounced by +_connoisseurs_ to be extraordinary. She possessed in a rare degree +perfect consciousness of her powers, without a tinge of vanity; and +she spoke of her acquirements and performances simply and candidly, as +she would have dwelt on those of a stranger. Gerald was evidently +surprised at her mental progress, and perhaps he felt it almost +painfully, for he certainly was not in her presence as natural and +familiar as of yore. He would gaze on her long and fixedly, as if in +being forced to admire, he hesitated how to love. I do not know +whether Theresa perceived this change, and allowed it to influence her +manner, or whether the natural timidity of one "on the eve of +womanhood," rendered her also gentler and quieter than of old, but +certain it is, that while to others they were the same as ever, for +each other, they felt something they knew was not friendship, yet +dared not think was love. + +In the meantime Amy had grown into girlhood, and was, in truth, as +beautiful as a poet's dream. She was timid, gentle, and silent; no +strength of mind was enshrined in that faultless casket; and her +transparent, maidenly brow, was never shadowed by the conflict of +thought. Her words were few and commonplace, but they were spoken by a +voice exquisitely musical, and her surpassing personal loveliness +disarmed mental criticism. Theresa would regard her in unutterable +admiration, blending a sister's tenderness with all an artist's +ecstasy. There was no repaying enthusiasm; Amy's affections were not +impulsive, and she shared nothing of her sister's spontaneous, +effervescing warmth. She was, however, kind and graceful, with that +charm of manner common even in childhood to those on whom the gods +have smiled, and who, from the consciousness of beauty, possess the +certainty of pleasing. Like all visionaries, Theresa had many fancies, +and strongest among them was her boundless admiration for loveliness. +Living as she did in perpetual study of the beautiful, it appealed to +her with that enchantment it only wears for the painter and the poet; +and for her, who, in her dangerously endowed being, blended both, +there was inexpressible fascination in all that reflected externally +her radiant ideal. Gerald was a constant visiter at the cottage, and +his undisguised admiration for Theresa's gifts deepened into lasting +sentiment, what had hitherto been vague emotion. He sought her +approval, solicited her opinions, and there was a tone of romantic +reverence in his conduct toward her, which could not fail to interest +one so young and sensitive. In many respects his character was far +from equaling hers; ill-health had given peculiar fastidiousness to +his tastes, and selfishness to his temper; but he was invested with +the charms of pleasant memories, and that drapery which ever surrounds +with grace those the heart loves first. I believe he never for an +instant reflected on the effect his devoted attentions might produce, +and, absorbed in the magic of his own rapturous thoughts, he had no +time for calmer reasoning. Love is proverbially credulous; and +although neither promise nor protestation had been spoken, Theresa +never doubled what she hoped, and, perhaps, in her girlish faith, +believed his feelings the deeper from their silence. + +Thus the days wended on, and I had woven in my lonely simplicity many +a bright tissue for future years to wear, when already the "cloud no +bigger than a man's hand" had gathered on my favorite's horizon. +Gerald and herself had walked one evening to the parsonage, and were +seated on one of the shaded seats in the old-fashioned garden attached +to my home. + +"Theresa, you have always been to me a sympathizing listener, and I +have something to tell you now of more than ordinary interest--will +you hear me patiently?" and as Gerald spoke, he looked up smilingly +into his companion's face. + +Why did Theresa's cheek flush at these simple words? I know not; I +only know that it grew pale and ashy as Gerald proceeded to relate the +story whose hearing he had solicited, and in the impassioned words of +love to paint his devotion--not to her who sat beside him, but to the +sister whose outward beauty had won more than all _her_ gifts. He +spoke of time to come, of being to her as a brother, of a home in +common, and then he dwelt with a lover's rapture on the attractions of +his promised bride, those charms she had often extolled to him with a +poet's appreciation, and now heard praised in breathless agony. The +bitterness, not of jealousy, but of despair, was in her soul--a pang +for which there was no expression and no relief. Never more might she +return to the hope his words had shattered, the trust she had indulged +too long. All that had scattered her path with flowers, and thrown +around her life's sweetest illusions was lost to her now; the +confessions she had heard, raised a barrier not to be passed between +herself and those she held dearest, and the sister for whom she would +have laid down her life, claimed a sadder sacrifice, and glided a +rival between her heart and its reliance. But to all his confidings +she listened silently, and when he ceased to speak, she answered him +kindly and gently. Love is selfish, and in the egotism of his own +feelings, Gerald heeded not that his companion's voice faltered; and +they parted without a suspicion in his mind of the suffering he had +occasioned. Alas! such brief tragedies are acting every day in our +household circles, and we note them not; bright eyes become tranquil, +glowing cheeks look pale, and young hearts, once high with hope and +energy, grow weary and listless; and we talk of illness, and call in +science to name the disease, which is nothing but sorrow. There are, +without doubt, solitary hours in human experience which do the work of +years, forcing suspicion to dawn, and tempting despondency to deepen. +Life should be measured by such hours, and they who feel most keenly +are the ones who, in truth, live longest. + +Certain it is that Theresa passed in those few moments to a new +existence--to a being wholly different from her former self. The +rainbow tints had faded from her sky, and the stars in her futurity +had ceased to shine. What to her were all her mental gifts, when they +had failed to win the love she valued? And now the nature so impulsive +and ingenuous was impelled by the instinct of woman's pride to assume +the mantle of concealment, to learn its task of suffering and silence. +She could not, without betraying her true feelings, seem depressed, +when all about her was happier than ever, and not a shadow rested on +the hearts around her. Her mother was constitutionally tranquil; and +Amy, in the relying gladness of her early youth, saw nothing to fear, +and all things to hope. It was a trying effort for Theresa to bury the +conflict of her impetuous emotions in the stillness of her own +bosom--the more trying because she had never before known cause for +reserve; but the power of endurance in womanhood is mighty, and she +did conceal even from my watchful eyes, the triumph of certainty over +hope. I knew not then that the silver chord was already severed, and +the veil lifted from the pale face of grief, never again in mercy to +lend its secrecy. + +The extreme youth of Amy alone delayed her marriage, and the following +year was appointed as the time of its celebration. In the meanwhile +the lovers would meet almost daily, and there seemed nothing but +happiness before them. And she, the highly endowed, the richly gifted, +what was to be her lot? Even now the mists were gathering around her; +her faith in the hereafter was lessened; disappointment haunted her +onward steps, and memory darkened to regret. Poor Theresa! there was +many a pang in her experience then proudly hidden from all human gaze; +and her suffering was not the less because she felt that it arose in +part from self-deception, and from its very character was beyond the +solace of sympathy. + +A few evenings afterward, I was sitting alone, when, with her light +and eager step, Theresa entered my little study at the parsonage. Her +cheek was flushed by her rapid walk, and her eyes sparkled as she laid +before me a letter she had just received. I did not then comprehend +the eagerness with which she grasped the refuge of excitement and +change, but my heart sunk within me as I read the lines before me, for +too well I foresaw the endless links of perplexity and misconstruction +which would drag themselves, a dreary chain through the years to come. +The letter was from the painter with whom she had studied his art, and +was written with the kind feeling of one who, from the memory of his +own aspirations, could sympathize with hers. He reminded her of a wish +she had often expressed to practice her powers as a painter, and he +said if that desire still continued, he could offer her a home in his +household, and promise her success. His own professional attainments +were great and popular, but his health was failing; and he declared it +would be a pleasure and pride to him to direct her talents if she +still wished to brave the perplexities of an artist's life. He dwelt +on the subject with the fervor of a mind whose best faculties had been +spent in the service of his art; but while he extolled its attractions +and rewards, he concealed nothing of its cares and penalties. He +concluded thus: "For me, the exercise of my glorious profession has +been in all respects singularly fortunate; and in addition to the +inexpressible gratifications attending its pursuit, it has won for me +both popularity and wealth. But I would not mislead you, Theresa, nor +conceal the difficulties which must inevitably, in such an attempt, +harass a young and an enthusiastic woman. It is an unusual thing for +womanhood to worship art; you will have ignorance and prejudice +against you, and I need not remind you that these are the most +perplexing of obstacles. But still there are rewards they cannot +touch, pleasures beyond their influence--and these I proffer you. The +artist bears within his own soul the recompense for many sorrows; and +if you can summon the moral fortitude to wait in patience, and toil in +hope, I candidly believe that, with your endowments, success will be a +certainty. You will be to us as a daughter; and our childless old age +will be gladdened by the presence in our home of your bright young +face." Theresa had scanned my countenance eagerly while I perused this +letter, as if to gather my impressions of the scheme; and she looked +not a little disappointed when I gravely and silently refolded and +returned the paper. + +"I can divine your opinion," she said at last; "you disapprove of my +plan." + +"I do," was my reply. "I can discern no reason for your forsaking a +tranquil home to brave so many certain annoyances." + +"But, my friend," she answered, "you forget now the lesson you have +often taught me, that we have no right to bury our talents, nor to +shrink from the exercise of powers which were doubtless bestowed to be +improved and employed. You will, perhaps, deem that my duty to my +mother demands my presence here; but she has grown accustomed to my +absence, and depends on me for none of her social comforts. Amy is far +better fitted to be her companion, and I am sure that if I were to +remain here, with the desponding conviction that my resources were +useless, my acquirements thrown away; that knowledge would render me +unhappy and throw a shadow over my home. Let me try this experiment +for one year; if I fail, I will return satisfied that I have done my +utmost; if I succeed, I can win for myself fame, and it may be peace." + +She had spoken rapidly and earnestly, though I now know that her most +powerful reasons for wishing to leave us, were left unuttered, and as +she concluded her voice was tremulous. She impatiently awaited my +answer; and I, with the folly of a fond old man, could not bear to +dash away the cup that foamed so temptingly to her lips. Though +fearful and unconvinced, I ceased to remonstrate. Many times since +have I marveled at my own weakness, and lamented that I did not more +decidedly condemn the young enthusiast's views; and yet what could I +do? Had I more strenuously and successfully opposed the scheme, could +I have borne to see my darling pine in the weariness of powers buried, +and endowments wasted? Could I have recklessly sullied in their purple +light the day-dreams of her yearning youth, have watched her, +dispirited and dejected, ever turning from the gloom of the present to +ponder on the radiant, haunting mystery of what she might have been? + +To my surprise, Mrs. Germaine evinced none of the repugnance to the +removal which I had anticipated; and, won over by Theresa's eagerness, +and accustomed to be separated from her, she exerted no parental +authority in the case. Her acquiescence, of course, silenced my +objections, and I could only grieve where I would have counseled. +Gerald alone violently opposed her departure; but she replied to him +with a firmness I did not expect, and which surprised me not a little. +But the decision was made, and even while tenderly and anxiously +beloved, the wayward and gifted one went forth alone into the world. + + +CHAPTER IV. + + Pale Disappointment! on whose anxious brow + Expectancy has deepened into pain; + Thou who hast pressed upon so many hearts + The burning anguish of those words--_in vain_; + Thy gloom is here; thy shadowy presence lies + Within the glory-light of those sad eyes! + +Two years more had gone by since we glanced at Theresa last--years +fraught to her with the fulfillment of ambition, and golden with the +gifts of praise. Her name had become a familiar one to the lovers of +art, and her society was eagerly sought for by the most intellectual +men in one of our most refined cities. In the home of her artist +friend she had been as a daughter, and cordially welcomed into the +circles of talent and acquirement. It would have been well with her +had that measure of success satisfied her, could she have returned +then, without one hope turned into bitterness, to her early and +tranquil home--but it was not so to be; and on the death of her +friend, a year previous to this time, Theresa decided still to remain +in the city, and follow alone the exciting glories of her art. In the +meantime Amy's marriage had taken place; the cottage was deserted, and +Mrs. Germaine found a home with her younger daughter. It was Gerald's +wish that Theresa also should reside with them; but she had declined, +affectionately, though positively; and she was now an exile from those +who loved her best. Her engagements had proved profitable, she had +acquired much more than was necessary for her simple wants; and all +her surplus gainings were scrupulously sent to her mother. I, too, was +frequently remembered in her generous deeds, and many a valuable book, +far beyond my power to purchase, came with sweet words from the +cheerer of my old age. + +But this state of things was too prosperous to last always--the crowd +does not permit without a struggle the continuance of such prosperity. +Gradually the tide of public approval changed; rivals spoke +slightingly of one who surpassed them; her impetuous words--and she +was frank almost to a fault--were misrepresented, and envying lips +whispered of the impropriety of her independent mode of life. +Flatterers grew more cautious, professing friends looked coldly, and, +one by one, her female acquaintances found various pretexts for +withdrawing their attentions. Theresa was not suspicious; it was long +before these changes were apparent to her, and even then she +attributed them to accident. Confident in her own purity of motive, +and occupied with her own engrossing pursuits, she had neither time +nor inclination for disagreeable speculations. She felt her refuge was +incessant employment; she dared not even yet allow herself leisure for +contemplation and memory. A volume of her poems had just been +published--its destiny filled her thoughts--for who cannot imagine the +trembling, fearing solicitude with which the young poet would send +forth her visions to the world? Her engagements in her profession, +too, were ceaseless, and her health began to fail under the effects of +a mode of life so constant in its labors, and so apart from the +refreshing influences usually surrounding girlhood. And was she happy? +Alas! she had often asked herself that question, and answered it with +tears; ambition has no recompense for tenderness, womanhood may not +lay aside its yearnings. Her letters to us contained no word of +despondency; she spoke more of what she thought than of what she felt. +Her heart had learned to veil itself; and yet, as I read her notes to +me, the suspicion would sometimes involuntarily come over me that she +was not tranquil, that her future looked to her more shadowy; and I +longed to clasp her once more to the bosom that had pillowed her head +in childhood, and bid her bring there her hoard of trial and care. She +was, by her own peculiar feelings banished from our midst; how could +she return, to dwell in Gerald's home, she who for years had striven +in solitude and silence to still memories of which _he_ made the +grief? But she was no pining, love-sick girl; the high and rare tone +of her nature gave her many resources, and imparted strength to battle +with gentler impulses. But it was a painful and unnatural conflict +between an ingenuous character and a taunting pride--a war between +thought and tenderness. Wo to the heart that dares such a struggle! +Aspiration may bring a temporary solace, excitement a momentary balm; +but never yet, in all the tear-chronicled records of genius, has woman +found peace in praise, or compensation in applause. It is enough for +her to obtain, in the dangerous arena of competition, a brief refuge, +a transient forgetfulness; love once branded with those words--_in +vain_, may win nothing more enduring this side of heaven. + +It was the twilight of a whiter evening; the lamps were just beginning +to brighten the city streets, and the fire burned cheerfully in +Theresa's apartment. Various paintings, sketches, and books, were +scattered around, and on the table lay a miniature of Amy, painted +from memory. It depicted her, not in the flush of her early womanhood, +not in the gladness of her hope-tinted love, but as she was, years +ago, in her idolized infancy. The lamp-light shone full upon that +young, faultless face, brightening almost like life those smiling +lips, and the white brow gleaming beneath childhood's coronet of +golden hair. + +The young artist was seated now in silent and profound +abstraction--for twilight is the time the past claims from the +present, and memory is summoned by silence. Theresa's feet rested on a +low footstool, her hands were clasped lightly together on her lap, and +she leaned back in the cushioned chair, in an attitude of perfect and +unstudied grace she would have delightedly sketched in another. Have +ever I described my favorite's appearance? I believe not; and yet +there was much in her face and figure to arrest and enchant younger +eyes than mine. I could not, if I would, delineate her features, for +I only recall their charm of emotion, their attractive variety of +sentiment. Her eyes were gray, with dark lashes, and their expression +was at once brilliant and melancholy, and the most spiritual I have +ever seen. Her hair was long and fair, with a tinge of gold glancing +through its pale-brown masses, as if sunbeams were woven in its +tresses. She was not above the average height, but the proportions of +her figure were peculiarly beautiful, and her movements and attitudes +had the indescribable gracefulness whose harmony was a portion of her +being. She looked even younger than she really was, and her dress, +though simple, was always tasteful and attractive, for her reverence +for the beautiful extended even to common trifles, and all about her +bespoke the elevating presence of intellectual ascendency. The glance +that once dwelt on her returned to her face instinctively--so much of +thought and feeling, of womanhood in its faculty to love and hope, of +affection in its power to endure and triumph, so much of genius in the +glory of its untested youth, lay written in lines of light on that +pale, maidenly brow. Ah, me! that I should remember her thus! As +Theresa sat there, she idly took a newspaper from the table to refold +it, and as she did so, her own name attracted her attention. It headed +a brief notice of her poems, which was doubtless written by some one +her success had offended--there are minds that cannot forgive a +fortunate rival. It was a cold, sarcastic, sneering review of her +book, penned in that tone of contemptuous irony, the most profaning to +talent, the most desecrating to beauty. There was neither justice nor +gentleness in the paragraph, but it briefly condemned the work, and +promised at some future period, a more detailed notice of its defects. +It was the first time that Theresa had felt the fickleness of popular +favor; and who does not know the morbid sensitiveness with which the +poet shrinks from censure? To have her fair imaginings thus degraded, +her glowing theories prostrated, the golden pinions of her fancy +dragged to the dust--were these things the compensation for thought, +and toil, and sacrifice? It was a dark wisdom to learn, one that would +cast a shade over all future effort--and disappointed and mortified, +Theresa threw down the paper, and wept those bitter tears which +failure teaches youth to shed. + +An hour of painful reverie had passed, when the door of the apartment +was noiselessly opened, and with silent steps, the dark-robed figure +of a woman entered and approached Theresa. + +"I have intruded on you most unceremoniously," said the stranger, in a +voice singularly soft and melodious, "and I have no apology to plead +but the interest I feel in youth and genius, and this privileged +garb;" and as Theresa glanced at her dress, she saw it was that of a +Sister of Charity. It was an attire she had grown familiar with, +during her abode at the convent, and the winning kindness usually +distinguishing its wearers, had invested it in her mind with pleasant +associations. + +"You are welcome, nevertheless," replied Theresa, "for I know that in +admitting your sisterhood we often entertain angels unawares." + +The new comer seated herself, and the young artist strove in vain to +recall her features; they were those of a stranger. + +"You are personally unknown to me, Theresa," said the lady, after a +brief silence, "but your father was one of my earliest friends. +Nay--it matters not to ask my name; the one I then bore, is parted +with now, and I would not willingly speak it again; under a different +appellation I have been lowlier and happier." + +"You knew my father, then," rejoined Theresa, eagerly, "in his younger +and more prosperous days. His loss I feel more keenly as my experience +increases; for I was too young at his death to appreciate in reality, +as I now do in memory, all his character's high, and generous, and +spiritual beauty." + +"We met often in the gay world," replied the guest--and her words were +uttered less to Theresa than to herself--"and our acquaintance was +formed under circumstances which ripened into intimacy what might +otherwise have proved only one of those commonplace associations that +lightly link society together; but it is of yourself I would speak. I +have opportunities in the fulfillment of my duties of hearing and +seeing much that passes in the busy world about me; and I have been +prompted by the old memories still clinging around me, to proffer you +the counsel of a friend. Will you forgive me, if I address you +candidly and unreservedly?" + +And then, as Theresa wonderingly granted the desired permission, she +proceeded gently to detail some of the efforts of malice, and to utter +words of kind warning to one who, enfolded within her own illusions, +saw nothing of the shadows gathering about her path. + +"You are not happy, Theresa!" continued the sister; "I know too much +of woman's life to believe you are. I am aware of the motives from +which you act; and while I reverence your purity of heart, and the +pride which has tempted you to work out your own destiny, I easily +trace the weariness your spirit feels. I, too, have had my visions; +they are God's gift to youth, but I have lived sadly and patiently to +watch dream after dream fade away. I see you have forgotten me, +although I saw you frequently at the convent of ----; but I am not +surprised at your forgetfulness, for the nun's sombre veil shuts her +out alike from hearts and memories." + +"Are you, too, then unhappy?" asked Theresa, as the low and musical +voice beside her trembled in its tone; "you, whose footsteps are +followed by blessings, whose life is hallowed by doing good? I have +long ago learned to doubt the peace of the cloister, but I have ever +loved to believe there was recompense in your more active career, and +that if happiness exists on earth, the Sisters of Charity deserve and +win it." + +"In part, you are right," answered the nun, "but you have yet to +realize that the penalties of humanity are beyond mortal control; that +we cannot, by any mode of life, pass beyond their influence. All we +_can_ do, is prayerfully to acquire patient forbearance and upward +hope; many a heavy heart beats beneath a veil like this, and carries +its own woes silently within, while it whispers to others of promise +and rest." The visiter paused, and Theresa interrupted a silence that +began to be painful to both. + +"I feel," she said, "that I have acted injudiciously in braving +remark, and in proudly dreaming I could shape out my own course. But +you, who seem to have divined my thoughts so truly, doubtless read +also the _one_ reason which renders my return home most depressing." + +"I know it well," was the reply; and the speaker pressed Theresa's +trembling hand within her own, "but your prolonged stay here will be +fraught with continually increasing evils; and if you expect repose, +it cannot be here, where envy and detraction are rising against you. +We cannot sway the prejudices of society, Theresa; and in some +respects even the most gifted must submit to their decrees. And now," +she said, as she rose to take leave, "I must bid you farewell. I have +followed an impulse of kindness in undertaking the dangerous task to +warn and counsel. If you will listen to one fatally versed in the +world's ways, you will cease to defy public opinion, and amid the more +tranquil scenes of your home, you will acquire a truer repose than +ever fame bestowed. In all probability we shall meet no more, yet I +would fain carry with me the consolation of having rescued from +confirmed bitterness of spirit, the child of a faithful friend, and +pointed a yearning heart to its only rest." And before Theresa could +reply, the door had closed, and the visiter was gone. + + +THERESA'S LETTER. + + "My friend! the credulity is ended, the illusion is + over, and I shall return to you again. There are + reasons I need not mention now, which would render a + residence with my sister painful, and with my old + waywardness I would come to you, the kind sharer of my + young impulses, and to your home, the quiet scene of + my happiest days. I am listless and sick at heart; and + the hopes that once made my future radiant, appear + false and idle to my gaze. Success has bestowed but + momentary satisfaction, while failure has produced + permanent pain; and I would fain cease my restless + strivings, and be tranquil once more. This is no hasty + resolve; several weeks have elapsed since I was + prompted to it first; and I believe it is wiser to + submit than to struggle--to learn endurance, than to + strive for reward. In a few days more I shall be with + you, saddened and disheartened, and changed in all + things but in love and gratitude." + +She had, indeed, changed since I saw her last, nearly three years +before. The world had wrought its work, hope had been crushed by +reality. Her health was evidently fatally affected, and her voice, +once so gay and joyous, was low and subdued. It was mournful to my +loving eyes to mark the contrast between the sisters now; Amy, in the +noiseless routine of domestic duties, found all her wishes satisfied; +she was rendered happy by trifles, and her nature demanded nothing +they could not offer. Without one rare mental endowment, or a single +lofty trait, she had followed her appointed path, a serene and +contented woman. A glance at the household circles around us, will +prove this contrast a common one; the most gifted are not the most +blessed--and the earth has no fulfillment for the aspirations that +rise above it. + +And what of Theresa, the richly and fatally endowed, she who, with all +the faculties for feeling and bestowing gladness, yet wasted her youth +away; she who sadly tested the beautiful combination of genius with +womanhood, yet lavished her powers in vain--why need I trace the +passing away of one beloved so well? My task is finished; and I +willingly lay aside a record, written through tears. Wouldst thou know +more? There is a grave in yonder church-yard that can tell thee all! + + + + +SONNETS. + +BY JAMES LAWSON. + + +I.--HOPE. + + I mark, as April days serenely smile, + Clouds heaped on clouds in mountain-like array, + While radiant sunbeams with their summits play, + Gilding with gorgeous tints the mighty pile; + And earth partakes of every hue the while! + Oft have I felt on such a day as this, + The sudden shower down-pouring on my head, + Though in the distance all is loveliness. + Thither, in vain, with rapid step I've sped. + I liken this to Hope: although with sorrow + The heart is overcast, and dim the eye; + Delusive Hope--not present, ever nigh, + Presages gladness on a coming morrow, + And lures us onward, till our latest sigh. + + +II.--A PREDICTION. + + The day approaches, when a mystic power, + Shall summon mute Antiquity, to tell + The buried glories of the long lost hour; + And she will answer the enchanter's spell-- + Then shall we hear what wondrous things befell + When the young world existed in its prime. + The truths revealed will turn the wisest pale, + That ignorance so long abused their time. + Vainly may Error blessed Truth assail + With specious argument, and looking wise + Exult, as millions worship at her shrine; + Yet, in the time ordained, shall Truth arise + And walk in beauty over earth and skies, + While man in reverence bows before her power divine! + + + + +PHANTASMAGORIA. + +BY JOHN NEAL. + + +I don't believe in night-caps. That is, I don't believe in stopping +the ears, in shutting the eyes, in sealing up the senses, nor in going +to sleep in the midst of God's everyday wonders. We are put here to +look about us. We are apprentices to Him whose workshop is the +universe. And if we mean to be useful, or happy, or to make others +happy, which, after all, is the only way of being happy ourselves, we +must do nothing blindfold. Our eyes and our ears must be always open. +We must be always up and doing, or, in the language of the day, _wide +awake_. We must have our wits about us. We must learn to use, not our +eyes and our ears only, but our understandings--our _thinkers_. + +There is a diviner alchemy wanted, and there is room for a bolder and +a more patient spirit of investigation, amid the drudgery and bustle +of common life, than was ever yet employed, or ever needed, in +ransacking the earth for gems and gold, or the deep sea for pearls. +Would you shovel diamonds and rubies, or turn up "as it were fire," +you have but to dig into and sift the rubbish that lies heaped up in +your very streets--or to drive the ploughshare through the busiest +places ever trodden by the multitude. You need not blast the +mountains, nor turn up the foundations of the sea, nor smelt the +constellations. You have but to open your eyes, and to look about you +with a thankful heart; and you will find no such thing as worthless +ore--no baseness unallied with something precious; with hidden virtue, +or with unchangeable splendor. + +The golden air you breathe toward evening, after a bright, rattling +summer-shower--the golden motes you may see playing in the sunshine +with clouds of common dust, if you but take the trouble to lift your +eyes, when you are lying half asleep in your easy-chair, just after +dinner--are part and parcel of the atmosphere and the earth; and yet +have they fellowship with the stars, and with the light that trembleth +forever upon the wing of the cherubim. Be ye of the towering and the +steadfast upon earth, and these will be to you in the darkness of +midnight as revelations from the sky; as unforetold glimpses of the +Imperishable and the Pure that inhabit the Empyrean. + +But, being one of those who go about the world for three score years +and ten, with their night-caps pulled over their eyes--and ears--you +don't believe a word of this. And when you are told with all +seriousness that there is room for more wonderful and comforting +transmutations, of the baser earth just under your window, or just +round the corner, than was ever dreamed of by the wisest of those who +have grown old among furnaces and crucibles and retorts; wearing their +lives away in a search after perpetual youth, and their substance in +that which sooner and more surely than "riotous living" impoverisheth +a man--the transmutation of the baser metals into gold--you fall a +whistling maybe--or beg leave to suggest the word _fudge_. If so, take +my word for it, like a pretty woman with the small-pox, the +probability is, you are very much to be _pitted_. + +All stuff and nonsense! you say--downright rigmarole--can't for the +life of you understand what the fellow's driving at. + +Indeed. + +As sure as you are sitting there. + +Well, then, we must try to convince you. One of the pleasantest things +for a man who _does_ believe in night-caps, you will grant me, though, +at the best, he may be nothing more than a bachelor, is to lie out in +the open air, on a smooth sloping hill-side, when the earth is +fragrant, and the wind south, on a long drowsy summer afternoon--with +his great-coat under him if the earth is damp--and with the long rich +grass bending over him, and the blossoming clover swinging between him +and a clear blue sky, starred all over with golden dandelions, +buttercups and white-weed-- + +Faugh! + +One moment if you please--with golden dandelions, buttercups and +white-weed-- + +Poh!--pish!--Why don't you say with the dent-de-lion, the ranunculus +and the crysanthimum? + +Simply because I prefer bumble-bees to humble-bees, and even to +honey-bees, notwithstanding the dictionaries, and never lie down in +the long rich grass, with a great-coat under me; and am not afraid of +catching cold though I may sit upon damp roses, or tread upon the +sweet-scented earth, or tumble about in the newly-mown hay----with my +children about me. + +Children!----oh!----ah!--might have known you were not one of us--only +half a man therefore. + +How so? + +That you had a better-half somewhere, to which you belong when you are +at home. + +In other words you might have known that I was no bachelor. + +Precisely. + +Sir! you are very obliging. And now, perhaps, I may be allowed to +finish the demonstration. I undertook to convince you, if you +remember, that every human being, with his eyes about him, has, under +all circumstances, and at all times, within his reach, and subject to +his order, a heap of amusement, a whole treasury of unappropriated +wisdom. And all I have asked of you thus far is to admit, that if a +man will but go forth into the solitary place and lie down, and +stretch himself out, and look up into the sky, and watch the flowers +and leaves pictured and playing there--provided he be not more than +half asleep, and has a duffel great-coat under him, water-proof shoes +and a snug umbrella within reach, and no fear of the rheumatism; he +may find it one of the pleasantest things in the world; though it may +happen that he has no idea of poetry, and cares for nothing on earth +beyond a pair of embroidered slippers, a warm, padded, comfortable +dressing-gown, or a snuff-colored cigar if at home; or a fishing-rod, +a doubtful sky, and a bit of a brook, all to himself, when he is out +in the open air. And in short, for I love to come to the point, (in +these matters,) all I ask of you, being a bachelor, is to admit-- + +I'll admit any thing, if you'll stop there. + +Agreed. You admit, then, that an old bachelor, wedded to trout-fishing +and tobacco-smoke; familiar with nothing but whist, yarn stockings, +flannels and shooting-jackets; without the least possible relish for +landscape or color, for the twittering of birds, or the swarming of +bumble-bees and forest-leaves; with no sense of poetry, and a mortal +hatred of rigmarole, may nevertheless and notwithstanding-- + +Better take breath, sir. + +May notwithstanding and nevertheless, I say, find something worth +looking at, on a warm summer afternoon, though he be lying half asleep +on his back, with the clover-blossoms and buttercups nodding over him; +to say nothing of thistle-tops, dandelions or white-weed-- + +I do--I do!--I'll admit any thing, as I told you before. + +Well, then--in that case--I do not see what difficulty there would be +in supposing that _any_ man might find something to be good-natured +with _anywhere_. + +Not so fast, if you please. Would you have it inferred, because an old +bachelor, whose comforts are few--and _far_ between!--and whose +habits--and opinions--are fixed forever, could put up with Nature for +a short summer afternoon, under the circumstances you mention--with a +great-coat under him, and a reasonable share of other comforts within +reach, that, _therefore_, anybody on earth, a married man, for +example, should find it a very easy thing to be happy _any_ where, +under _any_ circumstances?--even at home now, for instance, with his +wife and children about him? + +Precisely. And now, sir, to convince you. If you will but place +yourself at an open window in the "leafy month of June," and watch the +play of her green leaves upon the busy countenances of men, as you may +in some of our eastern cities, and in most of our villages all over +the country, where the trees and the houses, and the boys and the +girls have grown up together, playfellows from the +beginning--playfellows with every thing that lives and breathes in the +neighborhood; or if you will but stand where you are, and look up into +the blue sky, and watch the clouds that are _now_ drifting, as before +a strong wind, over the driest and busiest thoroughfares of your +crowded city; changing from shadow to sunshine, and from sunshine to +shadow, every uplifted countenance over which they pass, you will +find yourself at the very next breath a wiser, a better, and a happier +man. You will undergo a transfiguration upon the spot? You will see a +mighty angel sitting in the sun. You will hear the rush of wings +overshadowing the whole firmament. And, take my word for it, you will +be _so_ much better satisfied with yourself! But mind though--never do +this in company. + +Beware lest you are caught in the fact. They will set you down for a +lunatic, a contributor to the magazines, or a star-gazer--if you +permit them to believe that you can see a single hairsbreadth beyond +your nose, or a single inch further by lifting your eyes to Heaven +than by fixing them steadfastly upon the earth. One might as well be +overheard talking to himself; or be caught peeping into a letter just +handed him by a sweet girl he has been dying to flirt with; but, for +reasons best known to himself--and his wife--durst not, although +perfectly satisfied in his own mind, from her way of looking at him, +when she handed him the letter, that she would give the world to have +him see it without her knowledge; and that either she did not know he +was a married man--or was willing to overlook that objection. + +Tut, tut! my boy--you will never coax me into the trap, though I admit +your cleverness, by contriving to let me understand, as it were by +chance, what are regarded everywhere as the privileges of the married. + +Permit me to finish, will you? + +With all my heart! + +But pleasant as all these things are--the green fields and the blue +sky, the ripple of bright water, and the changeable glories of a +landscape in mid-summer; or the upturned countenances of men, looking +for signs in the heavens, when they have ships at sea--or wives and +children getting ready for a drive--or new hats and no umbrellas--or +houses afire, which may not happen to be over-insured--a pleasanter +thing by far it is to sit by the same window, when the summer is over, +and the clouds have lost their transparency, and go wandering heavily +athwart the sky, and the green leaves are no more, and the songs of +the water are changed, and the very birds have departed, and watch by +the hour together whatever may happen to be overlooked by all the rest +of the world; the bushels of dry leaves that eddy and whirl about your +large empty squares, or huddle together in heaps at every sheltered +corner, as if to get away from the wind; the changed livery of the +shops--the golden tissues of summer, the delicately-tinted shawls, and +gossamer ribbons, and flaunting muslins, woven of nobody knows +what--whether of "mist and moonlight mingling fitfully," or of sunset +shadows overshot with gold, giving way to gorgeous velvet, and fur, +and sumptuous drapery glowing and burning with the tints of autumn, +and, like distant fires seen through a fall of snow in mid-winter, +full of comfort and warmth; and all the other preparations of +double-windows and heavy curtains, and newly invented stoves, that +find their own fuel for the season and leave something for next year; +and porticoes that come and go with the cold weather, blocking up +your path and besetting your eyes at every turn, with signs and hints +of "dreadful preparation." + +Go to the window, if you are troubled in spirit; if the wind is the +wrong way; if you have been jilted or hen-pecked--no matter which--or +if you find yourself growing poorer every hour, and all your wisest +plans, and best-considered projects for getting rich in a hurry turned +topsy-turvy by a change in the market-value of bubbles warranted never +to burst; or if you have a note to pay for a man you never saw but +once in your life, and hope never to see again--to the window with +you! and lean back in your chair with a disposition to be pleased, and +watch the different systems of progression--or, in plain English, the +_walk_ of the people going by. A single quarter of an hour so spent +will put you in spirits for the day, and furnish you with materials +for thought, which, well-husbanded, may last you for a twelvemonth; +yea, abide with you for life, like that wisdom which is better than +fine gold, and more precious than rubies. + +Well, you have taken my advice; you are at the window. Now catch up +your pen and describe what you see, _as you see it;_ or take your +pencil if you are good for any thing in that way, and let us see what +you can do. A free, bold, happy and _faithful_ sketch of that which in +itself would be worthless, or even loathsome, shall make your fortune. +Morland's pigs and pig-styes, on paper or canvas, were always worth +half a hundred of the originals. One of Tenier's inside-out pictures +of a village feast, with drunken boors--not worth a groat apiece when +alive--would now fetch its weight in gold three times over. + +Look you now. There goes a man with a large bundle under his arm, tied +up in a yellow bandanna handkerchief, faded and weather-worn, and +looking as if ready to burst--the bundle I mean. What would you give +to know the history of that bundle and what there is in it? Observe +the man's eye, the swing of his right arm--the carriage of his +body--the dip of his hat. You would swear, or might if your +conscience, or your habits as a gentleman, would let you, that he was +a proud and a happy fellow, though you never saw his face before in +all your life. The tread of his foot is enough--the very swing of his +coat-tail as he clears the corner. It is Saturday night, and he is +carrying the bundle home to his own house--of that you may be sure. +And you may be equally sure that whatever else there may be in it, +there is nothing for him to be ashamed of, and _therefore_ nothing for +the man himself. My notion is, that he has bought a ready-made cloak +for his wife, without her knowledge, or got a friend to choose the +cloth and be measured for it, who will be found at his fire-side when +he gets home, holding forth upon the comfort of such an outside +garment in our dreadful winters, with a perseverance which leads the +good woman of the house to suspect her neighbor of being better off +than herself, in one particular at least, for the coming Sabbath. But +just now the door opens--the gossiping neighbor springs up with a +laugh--the bundle is untied--the children scream, and the wife jumps +about her husband's neck as if he had been absent a twelvemonth. + +Where!--where! + +Can't you see them for yourself! Can't you see the fire-light flash +over the newly-papered walls! can't you hear the children laugh as +mother swings round with her new cloak--scattering the ashes, and +almost puffing out their only lamp, which she has set upon the floor +to see how the garment hangs! and now she drops into a chair. Take my +word for it, sir, that is a very worthy woman--and the man himself is +a Washingtonian. + +What man? + +What man! Why the man that just turned the corner, with a great yellow +bundle under his arm. + +Indeed! you know him then? + +Never saw his face in all my life. But stay--what have we here? Get +your paper ready! Here comes a thick-set fellow, in a blue +round-about, with his hat pulled over his eyes, and one hand in his +trowsers' pocket--poor fellow! There he goes! But why one hand? He had +his reasons for it, I'll warrant ye, if the truth were known. He +walked by with bent knees, you observed, and with a most unpromising +stoop. He was feeling for his last four-pence; and found a hole in his +pocket. Can't you read the whole story in the man's gait?--in the +slow, sullen footfall--in the clutch of his fingers--in the stiffened +elbow, and the bent knees? + +Another Washingtonian, perhaps? + +No indeed! nothing of the sort. Had he been a Washingtonian, he would +have found something more than a hole in his pocket when he had got +through his week's work, and was beginning to find his way back to his +little ones. + +Well, well, have it so, if you like; but what say you to the couple +you see there? + +Stop!--that large woman, leading a child with a green veil--and the +other passing her in a hurry without lifting her eyes, and the moment +she has got by turning and looking after her, as if there were +something monstrous in the cast of that bonnet--a very proper bonnet +of itself--or in the color of that shawl--of gold and purple and +scarlet and green--both were but just entering upon the field of +vision as you spoke, and now both have vanished forever! And lo! a +tall man of a majestic presence, with a little black dog at his +heels--the veriest cur you ever saw! What must be the nature of such +companionship? Look! look! there goes another--a fashionably dressed +young man--followed by two or three more--intermixed with women and +children--and now they go trooping past by dozens! leaving you as +little time to note their peculiarities as you would have before the +table of a camera obscura, set up in the middle of Broadway at the +busiest season of the year. Let us breathe a little. And now the +current changes--the groups are smaller--the intervals longer--and if +we can do nothing else, we may watch their step and carriage, the play +of colors, and the whimsical motion of their arms and legs while they +go hurrying by, these phantoms of the hour. And then, what a world of +enjoyment just for the mere trouble of looking out of a window! Can +it be a matter of surprise that, in countries where it is not +permitted to women to look at the show in this way, or even to appear +at the window, a substitute should be found by so arranging mirrors as +to represent within their very bed-chambers whatever happens in the +street below? + +But the business of the day is nearly over. The chief thoroughfare is +well nigh deserted and we may now begin to dwell upon the +peculiarities of here and there one, as the laggards go loitering by, +some nearer and some further off, but all with a look of independence +and leisure not to be mistaken. And why? They have money in their +purses--the happy dogs--or what is better than money, character and +credit, or experience, or health and strength, and a willingness to +oblige. + +Not so fast, if you please. What say you to that man with the pale +face and coal-black hair? + +Let me see. What do I say of that man? Do you observe that slouched +hat, and old coat buttoned up to the chin?--the dangling of that old +beaver glove, and the huge twisted club--the slow and stately pace, +and the close fitting trowsers carefully strapped down over a pair of +well blacked shoes without heels, and therefore incapable of being +mistaken for boots. + +There is no mistaking that man. He has seen better days; the world has +gone hard with him of late, and he is a--Ah! that lifting of the head +as he turns the corner! that gleam of sunshine, as he recovers and +touches his hat, after bowing to that fine woman who just brushed him +in passing, shows that he is still a gentleman; and, of course, can +have nothing to fear, whatever may happen to the rest of the world. +Fifty to one, if you dare, that he has just bethought himself of the +bankrupt law, of a bad debt which he begins to have some hope of, or +of the possibility of making up by his knowledge of the world for what +he wants in youth, should he think it worth his while to follow up the +acquaintance. Ah!--gone! He disappeared, adjusting his neckcloth, and +smiling and looking after the handsome widow, as if debating within +himself whether the advantage he had obtained by that one look were +really worth pursuing. + +What ho! another! A vulgar phantom this--a fellow that has nothing to +do. After hurrying past a couple of women, hideously wrapped up, and +beyond all doubt, therefore, uglier than the witches of Macbeth, he +stops and leers after them--not stopping altogether, but just enough +to keep his head turned over his right shoulder--and then walks away, +muttering to himself so as to be heard by that ragged boy there, who +stands staring after him with both hands grasping his knees, and with +_such_ a look! + +Another yet--and yet another shape! and both walking with their legs +bent; both taking long strides, and both finding their way, with the +instinct of a blood-hound, never looking up, nor turning to the right +or left in their course. Are they partners in trade, or rivals? Do +they follow the same business, or were they school-fellows together, +some fifty years ago; and are they still running against each other +for a purse they will never find till they have reached the grave +together. See! they have cleared that corner, side by side; and now +they are stretching away at the same killing pace, neck and neck, +toward the Exchange. Of course, they live in the same neighborhood; +they are fellow-craftsmen, they have reputations at stake, and are +determined never to yield an inch--whatever may happen. But why +wouldn't they look up? Was there nothing above worth minding--nothing +on the right hand nor on the left of their course, worthy a passing +thought? _Whither are they going?_ And what will they have learnt or +enjoyed, and what will they have to say for themselves when they reach +the end of their course? + +And that other man, with arms akimbo, a dollar's worth of flour in a +bag, flung over his shoulder--why need he strut so--and why doesn't he +walk faster? Has he no sympathy for the rest of the world, not he; or +does he only mean to say, in so many words, _that_ for such weather! +and _that_ for every fellow I see, who isn't able to carry home a +dollar's worth of flour to his family every Saturday night! Does he +believe that nobody else understands the worth and sweetness of a +home-baked loaf? + +And that strange looking woman there, with her muff and parasol, her +claret-colored cloak, with a huge cape, and that everlasting green +veil! What business, now, has such a woman above ground--at this +season of the year? Would she set your teeth chattering before the +winter sets in? And what on earth does she carry that sun-shade for, +toward nightfall, about the last of October--is the woman beside +herself? + +But she is gone; and in her stead appear three boys, who, but for the +season of the year, might be suspected of birdnesting. They are all of +a size--all of an age, or thereabouts--and all dressed alike, save +that one wears a cloth cap, and the others fur. Yet, like as they are +in age and size, and general appearance, anybody may see at a glance +that one is a well-educated boy, and a bit of a gentleman--perhaps +with spending money for the holydays, while the other two are clumsy +scapegraces. Watch them. Observe how the two always keep together, and +how, as they go by the windows of that confectionary-shop, first one +lags a little in the rear, and then the other, till they have stopped +and wheedled their companion into a brief display of his pocket-money. +The rogues!--how well they understand his character! See! he has +determined to have it his own way, in spite of their well-managed +remonstrances and suggestions; and now they all enter the shop +together--he foremost, of course, with a swagger not to be +misunderstood for a moment. And now they have sprung the trap! and the +poor boy is a beggar! + +But who are they? Judge for yourself? Do they not belong, of course, +to the same neighborhood? Have they not an air of good-fellowship, +which cannot be counterfeited--a something which explains why they are +always together, and why they are all dressed alike? How they loiter +along, now that they have squeezed him as dry as an orange, as if +they were just returning from a long summer-day's tramp in the +wilderness after flowers and birds-nests--the flowers to tear to +pieces, and the birds-nests to set up in the school for other boys to +have a _shy_ at. By to-morrow, they will be asunder for months--he at +school afar off, and they at leap-frog or marbles. And after a few +years, they will be forgotten by him, and he remembered by them--such +being the difference in their early education--as the boy they were +allowed to associate with, and to fleece at pleasure when he was +nobody but Tom, Dick, or Harry, and thought himself no better than +other folks. + +But enough--let us leave the window. It is growing dark; and if you +are not already satisfied, nothing ever will satisfy you, that the +great mass of mankind have ears, but they hear not; and eyes, but +they see not--and go through the world with their night-caps pulled +over both. Poor simpletons!--what would they think of a man who should +run for a wager with both feet in one shoe. Are you satisfied? + +I am--of one thing. + +And what is that? + +Why, that a magazine-writer may coin gold out of any thing--out of the +golden atmosphere of a summer-evening--or the golden motes he sees +playing in the sunshine, on the best possible terms, with the common +dust of the trampled highway--or the golden blossoms that fill the +hedges--in a word, that with him it should be mere child's play to +"extract sunshine from cucumbers." + + + + +THE OAK-TREE. + +BY PARK BENJAMIN. + + +I. + + Beautiful oak-tree! near my father's dwelling, + Alone thou standest on the sloping green; + In size, in strength, all other trees excelling-- + The noblest feature of the rural scene. + + Whether with foliage crowned in Summer's glory, + Or stripped of leaves in winter's icy reign, + Grandly thou speakest an unchanging story + Of power and beauty, not bestowed in vain. + + I looked upon thee with deep veneration, + When first my soul acknowledged the sublime, + And felt the might and grandeur of creation, + In all that longest braves the shock of Time. + + Centuries ago, an acorn, chance-directed, + Fell on the spot, and then a sapling sprung, + From driving winds and beating storms protected + By that kind Heaven which guards the frail and young. + + And prouder height with greater age acquiring, + Fair as when suns on thy first verdure smiled, + Thou standest now, a forest lord, aspiring + O'er all thy peers from whom thou art exiled. + + Beautiful oak-tree! my most pleasant gambols + Were, with my dear companions, always played + Beneath thy branches, and from farthest rambles + Wearied, we came and rested in thy shade. + + Morning and evening, Falls, and Springs, and Summers, + Here was our Freedom, here we romped and sported; + And here by moonlight, happiest of all comers, + In thy dark shadow lovers sat and courted. + + And here, when snow in frozen billows bound thee, + Like a white ocean deluging the land, + And smaller trunks, or near or far, were round thee + Like masts of vessels sunken on the strand, + + We climbed high up thy naked boughs, enchanted, + Shaking whole sheets of spotless canvas down, + And, by keen frosts and breezes nothing daunted, + Hailed the slow sledges from the neighboring town. + + Ah! flown delights! ah! happiness departed! + What have I known like you, since, light and free, + And undefiled, and bold and merry-hearted, + I used to frolic by the old oak-tree! + + +II. + + Long years ago I left my father's mansion, + Through many realms, in various climates roamed, + Speeding away o'er all Earth's wide expansion, + Where icebergs glittered, and where torrents foamed. + + From pole to pole, across the hot Equator, + Restless as sea-gulls whirling o'er the deep; + From Snowden's crown to Ætna's fiery crater, + From Indian valley to Caucasian steep; + + From Chimborazo, loftiest of all mountains + Trod by man's foot, to Nova Zembla's shore; + From Iceland Hecla's ever-boiling fountains, + To where Cape Horn's incessant surges roar; + + From France's vineyards to Antarctic regions, + From England's pastures to Arabia's sands, + From the rude North, with her unnumbered legions, + To the sweet South's depopulated lands; + + O'er all those scenes, or beautiful or splendid, + Which man risks wealth, and peace, and life to see, + I roved at will--but all my journeys ended, + Returned to gaze upon the old oak-tree. + + But, ah! beneath those broad, outreaching branches, + What other forms, what different feet had strayed, + Since I, a youth, went forth to dare the chances + Which adverse Fortune in my path had laid. + + Past my meridian, sinking toward the season + When Hope's horizon is with clouds o'ercast, + When sportive Fancy yields to sober Reason, + I came and questioned the remembered Past. + + I came and stood by that oak-tree so hoary, + Forgetting all the intervening years, + Stood on that turf, so blent with childhood's story, + And poured my heart out in one gush of tears. + + I had returned to claim my father's dwelling, + Borne like a waif on Time's returning tide-- + Summoned I came, by one brief missive telling + That all I left behind and loved had died. + + Wiser and sadder than in life's bright morning, + As softly fall the sun's last rays on me, + As when I saw their early glow adorning + The emerald foliage of this old oak-tree. + + + + +PAULINE GREY. + +OR THE ONLY DAUGHTER. + +BY F. E. F., AUTHOR OF "AARON'S ROD," "TELLING SECRETS," ETC. + +(_Concluded from page_ 233.) + + +The result of Mr. Grey's investigations _was_ decidedly unfavorable. +He had much difficulty, in the first place, in obtaining any distinct +information at all, most people hating to commit themselves in such a +matter. He was generally answered evasively, and one or two merely +said, "they knew no good of him." + +A friend, however, undertook to make the inquiries, and with much +better success than Mr. Grey could do; and he learnt "that young +Wentworth was wild, very wild--much in debt, with no business habits; +and, in short, that there was not a father in town who would be +willing to give his daughter to him." + +Mr. Grey, of course, considered this information as decisive, and +communicated it to his wife. She received it with mingled feelings of +relief and apprehension. There was no danger now of Pauline's having +him, but she dreaded telling her so; not that she for a moment doubted +Pauline's acquiescence in the decision, about which she herself +supposed there could be no two opinions, but only the burst of grief +with which she would receive it. + +But never was Mrs. Grey more mistaken. Pauline saw nothing in the +information that her father had received to change her opinions or +feelings at all; "that he was wild--she knew that--he had told her so +himself. He had been very wild before he knew her--and in debt--yes, +he had told her that too. He had never had any motive to apply himself +to business before," and Pauline seemed to think his not having done +so as a matter of choice or taste, only showed his superior +refinement. In short, she adhered as resolutely to her determination +as ever. + +What ideas did she, poor girl, attach to the word "wild;" something +very vague, and not disgraceful at all. Perhaps a few supper parties, +and a little more champagne than was quite proper. She did not know, +could not know, the bearing of the term; and as to being in debt, that +conveyed little more to her mind. If he owed money it could easily be +paid. She knew no more of the petty meanness of small sums borrowed, +and little debts contracted every where, than she knew of the low +tastes involved in the word "wild." + +Mrs. Grey was in despair. But here Mr. Grey interposed. He had never +exerted his authority before, but never doubted he had the power when +he had the will. He forbade Pauline to think of him. + +He might as well have forbade the winds to blow. Pauline vehemently +declared she would marry him, and wept passionately; and finally +exhausted by the violence of her emotions, went to bed sick. + +She kept her room for the next week, wept incessantly, refused to eat, +except when absolutely forced to, and gave way to such uncontrolled +passion, as soon told upon her slight frame, always delicate. + +Mrs. Grey was alarmed; but Mr. Grey, not having seen Pauline since his +decision had been communicated to her, was very firm. + +"After the first burst was over, Pauline," he said, "would return to +her senses." + +"Well, my dear," said Mrs. Grey, "go up stairs and see her yourself; +perhaps you can induce her to listen to reason." + +And Mr. Grey went to Pauline. He had been prepared to see her looking +pale and sad, but he was not prepared for the change that a week's +strong excitement had wrought in Pauline's appearance. Her large, +black eyes looked larger, and her face smaller from the deadly +paleness of her fair skin. Mr. Grey was, indeed, shocked; and either a +slight cold, or the nervousness induced by weakness, had brought on +the little hacking cough they always so dreaded to hear. + +He was much moved. He could not see his child die before his eyes; and +it ended in Pauline's tears prevailing, and bringing him to listen to +her views, instead of his inducing her to listen to reason. He +promised he would do what he could--and once having been brought to +hesitate, the natural impatience and decision of his character led him +to the very point Pauline desired, of settling the matter as fast as +possible; for "if it was to be, let it be done at once," he said. + +Mr. Wentworth was recalled. He was all protestations and promises; and +Mr. Grey, with a heavy heart, "hoped it might turn out better than +they anticipated." + +Pauline, at any rate, was restored to present happiness, and her +doating parents had the immediate satisfaction of seeing her once +again her radiant self, full of joy and gratitude, and confident of +the future as secure of the present. + +The gay world in which they lived were very much surprised at the +announcement of the engagement; at Mr. and Mrs. Grey's consenting to +it; and even confounded at hearing that a day--and an early day, +too--was actually named for the marriage. + +"Is not that extraordinary?" said Mrs. Livingston. "One would really +think they were afraid the young man would slip through their fingers. +How anxious some people are to marry their daughters!" + +"How absurd!" said another; "for I am told they don't like it, as, of +course, they cannot. And she is so young, that if they delayed it a +little while, another season, with the admirers she is sure to have, +would put it out of her head." + +Lookers on are very wise; and it's a pity actors cannot be equally so. +No doubt this would have been the right, and probably the successful +course. But Mrs. Grey had no longer any spirit to oppose Pauline, and +Mr. Grey, in his impatient agony, seemed to think the sooner it was +over the better. + +Foolish, unhappy father. He was only riveting his own misery. + +But Pauline was radiant. Deep in the excitement of wedding +preparations and invitations--for her parents listlessly acquiesced in +every thing she asked; and she meant to be married "in pomp, in +triumph, and in revelry." + +The mornings were spent in shopping, and one could scarcely go into a +store where they did not meet Mrs. Grey and Pauline looking over +delicate laces, exquisite embroidery, and expensive silks, Pauline's +bright face looking brighter than ever, and her youthful voice musical +in its gay happiness; and Mrs. Grey looking so dejected, and speaking +in the lifeless tones of one who has a heavy sorrow settled on her +heart. + +Two short months were rapidly consumed in all the arrangements usually +made on such occasions--and the wedding day arrived. + +Never had Pauline looked so beautiful. The emotions called up by the +occasion softened without dimming the brilliancy of her usual beauty. +The veil of finest lace, the wreath of fresh and rare exotics, the +jeweled arms, all lent their aid to render her surpassingly lovely. + +"Pray God it turn out better than we can hope!" was all Mr. Grey could +say, to which his wife replied by a sigh, which seemed the fitting +response to a prayer uttered with so little hope. + + +CHAPTER III. + +Mr. and Mrs. Grey had made it a condition with Mr. Wentworth that they +were not to lose Pauline, and consequently it was arranged that the +young couple were to live at home. + +Scarcely were the wedding festivities over before Mrs. Grey remarked +that Pauline was nervous when her husband was alone with her father +and herself; and that when he entered into conversation, she always +joined in hastily, and contrived to engross the greater part of it +herself. She evidently did not want him to talk more than could be +helped. But much as she shielded him, the truth could not be +concealed. Little as Mr. and Mrs. Grey had expected from Wentworth, he +fell painfully below their expectations. He was both weak and +ignorant--ignorant to a remarkable degree, for one occupying his +position in society. It only showed how he had turned from every +advantage offered him by education. His sentiments, too, were common; +every thing stamped him as a low-minded, coarse-feeling young man--at +least they feared so. He might improve. Pauline's influence might do +something. + +But was Pauline beginning to be at all alive to the truth as it was? + +Mrs. Grey feared so; but she could not ascertain. Pauline was +affectionate and tender, but not frank with her mother. Mrs. Grey, +like most mothers, who, to tell the truth, are not very judicious on +this point, would have led Pauline to talk of her husband; but here, +she knew not how, Pauline baffled her. She always spoke, and spoke +cheerfully and respectfully, of Mr. Wentworth, but in such a general +manner, that Mrs. Grey could come to no satisfactory conclusion either +way. + +The truth was that though Pauline was very young, her character was +developing fast. Her heart and her mind were now speaking to her +trumpet-tongued--and their voice was appalling. + +Her husband was daily revealing himself in his true character to her; +and the idol of her imagination was fast coming forth as an idol of +clay. But though Pauline was willful, she had other and great and +noble qualities. An instinct told her at once that no complaint of her +husband must pass her lips. Pride whispered that she had chosen her +own lot, and must bear it, and love still murmured, "Hope on--all is +not yet lost." But she grew pale and thin, and though she was +animated, and talked, perhaps, more than ever, Mrs. Grey imagined, for +she could not tell to a certainty, that her animation was forced, and +her conversation nervous. + +Mr. Wentworth seemed soon to weary of the calm quiet of the domestic +circle, for of an evening he was beginning to take his hat and go to +the club, staying at first but for an hour or so, and gradually later +and later. + +"I am not going up stairs yet, mamma," said Pauline, "I will sit up +for Mr. Wentworth." + +"Robert will let him in, Pauline," replied Mrs. Grey, anxiously. "You +are looking pale, my child--you had better go up." + +"Very well," answered Pauline, quietly; and her mother satisfied, +retired to her own room, supposing Pauline had done the same. But +Pauline had let the man sit up for her husband the night before; and +she had heard her mother, as she happened to be passing in the hall +when Mrs. Grey did not see her, finding fault with him for being late +in the morning; to which the servant answered, in extenuation, that he +had been up so late for Mr. Wentworth that he had over-slept himself. + +"How late was it, Robert?" asked Mrs. Grey, in a low voice. + +"Near two, ma'am," replied the man. + +"Near two!" repeated Mrs. Grey, as if to herself--and a heavy sigh +told Pauline better than any comments could have done what was passing +in her mother's mind. She determined that henceforth no servant should +have her husband in his power again. So when she had heard her +mother's door close for the night, she rang for the man and said, + +"Robert, you can go to bed now, I will sit up for Mr. Wentworth." + +"My child, how thin and pale you grow," Mrs. Grey would say, +anxiously; "and that little cough of yours, too, Pauline--how it +distresses me. What is the matter with you?" + +"Nothing, mother," Pauline would reply, cheerfully; "I always cough a +little, you know, if I am not well. And if I am looking paler and +thinner than usual, that is to be expected--is it not?" + +"I suppose so," Mrs. Grey would reply, half satisfied for the present +that perhaps Pauline had truly accounted for her wan looks. + +Ah! little did she know of the late hours of harassing watching that, +night after night, Pauline spent waiting the coming in of her truant +husband; and less did she know of the agonized feelings of the young +wife, as she read in the glassy eye and flushed brow of her husband, +the meaning of that once insignificant word "wild," which now she was +beginning to apprehend in all its disgusting reality. + +Pauline's spirit sometimes rose, and she remonstrated with Wentworth; +but his loud tones subdued her at once. Not that she yet feared him, +but dreaded lest those tones should reach her mother's ear. The one +absorbing feeling, next to bitter disappointment, was concealment. + +"Mother," she said, one day, "I want you to listen to what I have to +say--and do not reject my proposition until you have fully considered +it. Mr. Wentworth wants to go to housekeeping." + +"To housekeeping, Pauline!" exclaimed Mrs. Grey. "Why, Pauline, Mr. +Wentworth promised to remain with us--" + +"Yes, mother," interrupted Pauline, "and will keep his promise if you +say so. But what I wish is, that you should not oppose it." + +"What is there, my child," said Mrs. Grey, "that he has not, or that +you have not here, that you can have in your own house. Only say it, +Pauline, and any thing, every thing either you or he wish, shall be +done." + +Pauline was affected to tears by her mother's tone and manner, and she +said, + +"Dearest mother, there is nothing that love and tenderness can do, +that you and my father have not done. Do not think that I am +insensible or ungrateful. Oh, no! never was your love so important to +me as now--" she here checked herself. "But, mother, what I would +say--what I think, is, that Mr. Wentworth, that no man can feel +perfectly at ease in another's house; and that a young man, perhaps, +hardly feels his responsibility as the head of a family, while living +at home; that his respectability before the world--in short, I think, +I _feel_, that it would be better for Mr. Wentworth if he were in his +own house." + +And beyond this last intimation Pauline could not be drawn, although +Mrs. Grey did her best to pursue the theme and draw her out. She only +said, "Well, mother, think it over, and talk to father about it." + +And Mrs. Grey did talk to her husband, and found, to her surprise, +that he agreed with Pauline. + +"I believe she is right," he said. "Wentworth and ourselves cannot +live much longer together. I believe it will be for our mutual +happiness that we be partially separated." + +"If I were only satisfied that she is satisfied," urged Mrs. Grey. +"But Pauline is so reserved about her husband." + +"And Pauline is right, my dear," replied Mr. Grey, with deep emotion. +"I honor her for it. My poor child has drawn a sad lot, and nobly is +she bearing it. We must aid her and comfort her as we can, Alice; and +if she wills that we be deaf and blind, deaf and blind we must be. God +bless her!" he added, fervently. "My angel daughter." + +And so arrangements on the most liberal scale were made for Pauline's +separate establishment; for, to tell the truth, it was rather +Pauline's wish than her husband's. She thought that if they were +alone, she could exert some influence over him, which now she was +afraid of attempting lest it might bring exposure with it. Pauline had +borne much, but not from fear. She had a brave, high spirit. She did +not tremble before Wentworth; but both pride and love--yes, love even +for him, and deep, surpassing love for her parents, led her to adopt +her present course. + +Poor child! she did not know she was only withdrawing herself from +their protection. + + * * * * * + +Pauline had not been long at housekeeping before she found it involved +with it a source of domestic unhappiness she had not anticipated; and +that was in the character and manners of the associates who her +husband now brought home with him, and who at her father's house she +had been protected from seeing. + +Wentworth had the outward appearance and manner of a gentleman, +whatever he might be in point of fact; but there were those among his +friends, and one in particular, a Mr. Strickland, from whom Pauline +instinctively shrank, as being neither a gentleman nor a man of +principle. She looked upon him, too, as leading Wentworth astray; and +at any rate felt he was a person her husband had no right to bring +into her presence. She remonstrated with him more than once on the +subject, and he warmly defended his friend, and said her suspicions +were as unfounded as unwarrantable, and finally got in a passion, and +declared he would bring whom he chose to his own house. Pauline firmly +declared that he might do that, but that _she_ was equally mistress of +her own actions, and would _not_ receive Mr. Strickland as an +acquaintance. If he chose to ask him there, she would retire as he +entered. + +Wentworth was very angry--quite violent in fact; but Pauline remained +unshaken--and he left the house in great displeasure. + +He did not return until late. Pauline had given him up, and just +ordered dinner when he entered. As he came in he said loudly, "Walk +in, Strickland;" and there was something in the eye of both, as they +entered, that told Pauline that their quarrel had been communicated by +her husband to his friend, for Strickland's expression was both +foolish and insolent; and Wentworth evidently had been put up to brave +it out. + +Pauline colored deeply, and rose to leave the room just as the +folding-doors of the dining-room were thrown open. Wentworth hastily +stepped forward, and taking her arm with a grasp, the firmness of +which he himself was unaware at the time, said, + +"Take your place at the table." + +The print of his fingers was left on her delicate wrist as he withdrew +his hand; but Pauline was too proud to subject herself to further +indignity in the presence of a stranger; and though she read triumph +in his insolent eye, she took her place silently at the head of the +table. + +Wentworth drank freely of wine, for he was evidently laboring under +both embarrassment and excitement. The conversation was such as to +cause the blood to mount to Pauline's temples more than once, but she +firmly kept her seat until the cloth was removed and the servants +withdrew, and then she rose. + +Wentworth said, "You are not going yet!" but there was a look in her +eye, as she turned it on him, that silenced all further remonstrance +on his part. A coarse laugh she heard as she closed the door, whether +of derision or triumph she could not tell; but she went to her own +room, and double-locked the doors, and paced the floor in great +excitement until she heard the offending stranger leave. + +Then she descended to the parlor, looking pale, but her bright eye +clear, and resolve in every lineament. Wentworth was alone, standing +on the rug, with his back to the fire as she entered. + +He evidently quailed as he encountered her full glance, but instantly +made an effort, and attempted to bluster it out. + +She approached close up to him before she spoke, and then said in a +clear, low voice. + +"I am not come to reproach or to listen to recriminations, but to tell +you I never will submit to such insult again." And baring her delicate +wrist where the mark of his fingers was now turning black, said, +"Should my father see that, you well know the consequence. I have +nothing more to say, but remember it," and passing through the room, +she left him speechless with contending feelings, shame predominating +perhaps over the others, and retired once more to her room. + +Mr. and Mrs. Grey dined with Pauline the next day, and Wentworth did +his best to behave himself well. He was attentive and respectful to +them, affectionate to Pauline. + +She looked very pale, however, though she made an effort to be +cheerful and animated. At dinner the loose sleeve of her dress falling +back as she raised her hand, her mother exclaimed, "Oh, Pauline, what +is the matter with your wrist?" + +Glancing slightly at her husband, who obviously changed color and +looked uneasy, she said quietly, as she drew her bracelet over the +dark stains, "I struck it and bruised it." Wentworth's brow cleared, +and there was a look of grateful affection in his eye which Pauline +had not seen for many a day. + +Mr. and Mrs. Grey returned home better satisfied with their son-in-law +than they had been almost since his marriage. So little often do the +nearest friends know of what is going on in the hearts of those +dearest to them. + +We will not trace Mr. Wentworth's career more closely. It is a common +one--that of a "wild" young man settling into a dissipated one. Mr. +Grey heard occasionally who his associates were; and he knew them to +be men without character, a kind of gentlemen "blacklegs." He heard +intimations, too, of his habits, and intemperance was leaving its +traces in his once rather handsome countenance. + +But from Pauline came no murmur. And soon the birth of a daughter +seemed to absorb all her feelings, and opened, they trusted, an +independent source of happiness for their unhappy child. + +Pauline had hoped that the birth of her infant might effect some +favorable change in her husband's conduct. But here again she was open +to a new disappointment. "He hated girls," he said. "If it had been a +fine boy, it would not have been so bad." + +Pauline sighed, and as she pressed her darling to her heart, thanked +God in silence that it was not a son, who might by a possibility +resemble his father. + +The child was a delicate infant from its birth; and whether it was the +constant sound of its little wailing cries, or that Wentworth was +jealous of the mother's passionate devotion to the little creature, or +perhaps something of both, but he fairly seemed to hate it as the +months went on. But rude and even brutal though he might be, he could +not rob Pauline of the happiness of her deep love. She turned +resolutely from her husband to her child. What comfort earth had left +for her, she would take there. + +The long summer months and the infant pined away, and the beautiful +mother seemed wasting with it. Mr. and Mrs. Grey were out of town for +a few weeks, during which the child became alarmingly low. The +physician gave Pauline little hope. It was too weak to be removed for +change of air. Nature might rally, but nothing more could be done for +it. Pauline attempted to detain her husband by her side, but he shook +her rudely off, saying, "Nonsense, you are always fancying the brat +ill!" and the young mother was left desolate by the little bed of her +dying baby. + +We will pass over those hours of agony, for there are no words that +can describe them; but by midnight its young spirit had winged its +flight to Heaven, and the heart-broken mother wept over it in an +anguish few even of parents ever knew. + +"That's Mr. Wentworth's step," said the nurse in a low voice to her, +as he passed the nursery door. "Shall I go to him, ma'am?" + +"No," said Pauline, "I will go. Do you stay here." And rising firmly, +she went to her husband's room. + +He was lying dressed on the bed as she approached. She laid her hand +on his shoulder. He opened his eyes and looked stupidly at her. She +told him their child was dead--and he laughed a stupid, brutal +laugh--the laugh of intoxication. + +Pauline shuddered from head to foot, and returned to the bed of her +dead child; and when Mr. and Mrs. Grey, who had been sent for, arrived +in the morning; they found her as she had lain all night, her arms +clasped round the infant, and moaning wildly, as one who has no hope +on earth. + +"Take me--take me home!" she said, as she threw herself into her +mother's arms. + +"Never, my child, to be parted from us again," said her father, as he +pressed her passionately to his heart. + +They understood each other, and when the funeral was over, without one +word to "Wentworth--for Pauline could bear nothing more--Mr. Grey took +Pauline home. + +That night she was in a high fever, and for two or three days she +continued alarmingly ill--but at the end of that time she was enabled +to sit up. + +Mr. Grey had, meanwhile, seen Wentworth; but the nature of their +conversation he did not repeat to his daughter. + +One afternoon, however, he came into her sick room, and said, + +"Pauline, are you strong enough to see your husband. He entreats to +see you, if but for a few minutes." Pauline murmured an acquiescence. + +"My dear," said Mr. Grey, "you must leave them--I have promised it; +but Mrs. Granger (the nurse) will remain." + +Wentworth presently entered. He seemed calm, for the nurse's eye was +upon him; asked her how she was, and talked for a few minutes, and +then getting up, as if to take Pauline's hand for farewell, he +approached his lips close to her ear, said some low muttered words, +and left the room. + +Pauline did not speak for some time after he had withdrawn, and the +nurse receiving no answer to some question she had asked her, went up +to her, and found she had fainted. + +Shivering succeeded to fainting fits--faintings to shivering; they +thought that night that she was dying. + +A few days after she said, in a quick, low, frightened voice to her +mother, + +"Lock the doors mother, quick!" + +Much startled, Mrs. Grey did instantly as Pauline requested, and then +her ear, less fine than the sensitive organ of her unhappy daughter, +caught the sound of Wentworth's voice in the hall below. + +"Fear not, my Pauline," she said, as she took her in her arms, "your +father will protect you;" but no sound escaped Pauline's lips. She was +evidently intently listening. Soon loud voices were heard, doors +shutting--and then the street door with a bang. Presently Mr. Grey's +measured tread was heard coming up stairs, and next his hand was on +the lock. + +"Is he alone?" were the first words Pauline had uttered since she had +heard her husband's voice. + +"He is, my child." + +"Pauline, fear not, you shall never see him again," were the words of +her father, uttered in a calm but deep voice. + +That night Pauline slept tranquilly, for the first time almost since +she had known Wentworth. + +She seemed revived in the morning, and Mrs. Grey's hopes rose again, +but only to be dashed once more forever. + +The iron had eaten too deeply in her soul. Pauline's slight frame had +no power of renovation. The spirit seemed to grow brighter and +brighter as she wasted away. Unutterable love and gratitude looked out +from her eyes, as she turned them from her father and mother, +alternately; but she was too weak to say much, and gently thus she +faded away to fall asleep upon earth, awakening a purified and +regenerated spirit in heaven. + +Her's was "a broken and a contrite heart," and of such is the kingdom +of heaven. + + * * * * * + +Could mortal agony such as Mr. Grey's be added to, as he followed his +idolized child to the grave? + +Yes--even there something was to be added--for Wentworth, as chief +mourner, stepped forward and offered his arm to the unhappy father, +which, even at that moment, and in that presence, Mr. Grey could not +help shaking off. + + * * * * * + +And what have this childless, broken-hearted couple left of their +beautiful daughter? + +A picture--delicate and lovely in its lineaments, but + + "To those who see thee not, my words are weak, + To those who gaze on thee, what language could they speak." + +The canvas must fail in the life-speaking eye; and exquisite though +the pictured image be, oh! how cold to those who knew and idolized the +beautiful original. + +Heaven help you, unhappy parents! Your all was wrecked in that one +frail bark. Though friends may sympathize at first, yet they will grow +weary of your grief--for such is human nature. God comfort you! for +there is no earthly hope for those who have lost their only child. + + + + +SONNET.--TO A MINIATURE. + + Image of loveliness! in thee I view + The bright, the fair, the perfect counterpart, + Of that which love hath graven on my heart. + In every lineament, to nature true, + Methinks I can discern _her_ spirit through + Each feature gleaming; soft, serene and mild, + And gentle as when on me first she smiled, + Stirring my heart with passions strange and new. + Would that my tongue could celebrate the praise + Of thy divine original, or swell + The general chorus, or in lofty lays + Of her celestial grace and beauty tell, + But fancy flutters on her unplumed wing, + None but an angel's harp, an angel's praise should sing. + + C. E. T. + + + + +WHORTLEBERRYING. + +BY ALFRED B. STREET. + + +About the middle of August, the village was honored by repeated visits +from the little ragged population of "Barlow's Settlement," on the +"Barrens," with quantities of whortleberries for sale. "Want any +huckleberries to-day?" was heard all over. You couldn't stir abroad +without some urchin with a smirched face--a tattered coat, whose +skirts swept the dust, showing, evidently, its paternal descent, and +pantaloons patched in the most conspicuous places, more picturesque +than decent--thrusting a basket of the rich fruit into your very face, +with an impudent yell of "huckleberries, sir?" or some little girl, +the edges of whose scanty frock were irregularly scalloped, making a +timid courtesy, saying meekly, "Don't you want some berries to-day, +sir? nice berries, sir, just picked!" + +At length Bill Brattle, who is a resident of the settlement, came into +the village, and said in Wilson's bar-room, "that he'd lived on the +Barrens nigh on six years, and he'd _never_ in all that 'ere time seed +sich an allfired grist of huckleberries. Why there was acres on acres +on 'em, and he didn't tell no lie when he said that the airth was +parfectly blue with 'em." + +This soon got about, and the consequence was a whortleberry party the +very next day. A number of the young people, of both sexes, started in +several conveyances, and about noon found themselves, after rumbling +through the covered bridge on the Neversink River, climbing slowly up +the steep winding hill that ascends from the east bank of the stream, +and whence was a beautiful view of the valley below. + +Now there are many fine views in Sullivan. It is an exceedingly +picturesque county. It has all the charms of precipitous hills, +winding valleys, dark wooded gorges, lovely river-flats, and +meandering streams. It is sufficiently cultivated to have the beauty +of rural landscape softening the forest scenery, without disturbing to +any great degree its wildness and grandeur. + +This Neversink valley river, although not among the finest, is +nevertheless a very lovely one-- + +Beneath--the clear placid stream comes coursing from the north, +through narrow but beautiful flats, in all the pomp of rural wealth, +wrinkled with corn-fields, bearded with rye, and whitened with +buckwheat, imaging old age rejoicing amongst its blessings. Opposite, +rise steep hills in all the stages of cultivation--the black +logging--the grain waving amidst stumps--and the smooth grassy +meadow--whilst at the south, where the little river makes a bold turn, +the sweet landscape is lost in the deep mantle of the aboriginal +forest. + +Mastering the hill, the whole cavalcade was soon turning into a stony, +root-tangled, miry road, leading from the turnpike into the heart of +the "Barrens," the territory of the desired fruit. After sinking and +jolting for some little distance, we came to a part of the track which +had been laid over with small parallel logs, close to each other, and +forming what is called in country parlance "a corduroy road". We +"bumped along" (as Jim Stokes, one of our party, a plain young farmer, +expressed it) over this railway of the woods, until our bones seemed +so loose we thought we could hear them rattle at every jolt; and at +last stopped at a large log cabin which had been fitted up as a +tavern. + +A fierce eagle, with his head nearly all eye, one striped claw +grasping a bundle of arrows, and the other the American flag, served +for the sign, and was elevated upon a tall hickory sapling, with the +ambitious legend of "Eagle Hotel; by A. Pritchard," flaunting in a +scroll from the ferocious bird's mouth. + +A smaller log structure, with one large door, and a square opening +over it, through which a haymow seemed thrusting its brown head, as if +to look abroad, with a warm glow of sunshine upon it, told plainly +that our horses at all events would not suffer. + +In a short time we scattered ourselves over the ground in the +vicinity, in search of our fruit. The appearance of things around was +quite characteristic of the region generally. The principal growth +were a dwarf species of oak, called in the language of the country +"scrub-oak"--low shaggy spruces--stunted gnarled pines, and here and +there, particularly in low places, tall hemlocks. The earth was +perfectly bestrewed with loose stones, between which, however, the +moss showed itself, thick and green, with immense quantities of that +beautiful creeping plant called the "ground pine," winding and twining +its rich emerald branching fingers in every direction. Scores of +cattle-paths were twisting and interlacing all around us, giving, in +fact, to the scene, notwithstanding its barrenness, a picturesque +appearance. There were stone-fences also intersecting each other every +where, erected for no earthly purpose, as I could perceive, but to +make way with some part of the vast quantities of stone scattered +about; for as to cultivating the lots, that was entirely out of the +question. + +There was some little pasturage, however, and the bells of the +browsing cows were heard tinkling in a pleasing manner, and giving +somewhat of a social character to the desolate landscape. + +We were all soon immersed in our search. The bushes were crouching all +around us, bearing their rich clusters of misty blue berries, covered +with the soft beautiful down that vanished at the touch leaving the +berry dark and glittering as the eye of a squirrel. How like is the +down of the fruit to the first gossamer down of the heart--and ah! how +soon the latter also vanishes at the rude touch of the world. The +pure virgin innocence with which God robes the creature when fresh +from His holy hand! why cannot it stay! why, oh why, does it so soon +depart and leave the soul disrobed of its charm and loveliness. Harsh +world, bad world! it destroys all it touches. + +Ahem! we'll return. + +Merry laughter breaks out from the girls, and playful scrambles occur +amongst them as to who should secure the most fruit. The berries pour +in handfuls in the baskets, which show in some cases signs of +plethora. I tell you what it is, reader, there is sport in picking +whortleberries. Strawberries pout their rich mouths so low that it +gives a sore temptation to the blood to make an assault upon the head, +causing you, when you lift it, to look darkly upon various green spots +dancing about your eyes. Raspberries again, and blackberries, sting +like the dev--I beg pardon, making your hands twitch up like a fit of +St. Vitus' dance. But picking whortleberries is all plain sailing. +Here are the berries and there are your baskets; no getting on your +knees, (although it must be confessed the bushes are somewhat low,) +and no pricking your fingers to the verge of swearing. + +We all hunt in couples--a lover and his sweet-heart--and take +different paths. My companion was a tall black-eyed girl, the sight of +whom always made my heart beat quicker, in those unsophisticated days. +Rare sport we had, and so, doubtless, had the rest. Pick, pick, pick +went the fingers--and ruttle, ruttle, ruttle in the baskets ran the +berries. Glorious sport! glorious times! We talked, too, as we +picked--indeed why should we not--we had the whole English language to +ourselves, and no one to disturb us in it--and I tell you what it +is--if people can't talk they had better sell their tongue to the +surgeons and live only through their eyes. What's the use of existing +without talk--ay, and small talk too. Small talk is (as somebody I +believe says, although I am not certain, but no matter) the small +change of society, and who hasn't the small change, ten chances to one +hasn't the large. However, we'll change the theme. + +We hear in the distance the hum of male voices, and the light silvery +tones of female, broken in upon by frequent laughter and the music of +the cow-bells, tingle lingle, tink clink--here--there--far off and +near. + +All of a sudden, as I part a large thick cluster of whortleberry +bushes, I hear an indescribably quick rattle, amounting to a hum as it +were--fearful and thrilling in the extreme. I start back, but as I do +so I see in the gloom of the bushes two keen blazing orbs, and a long +scarlet tongue quivering and dancing like a curl of fire. "A +rattlesnake--a rattlesnake," I cry involuntarily--my companion gives a +little shriek, and in a moment several of our company, of both sexes, +are hastening toward us. It is a peculiarity or want of ability in the +reptile to dart only its length, and my first recoil had placed me, I +knew, beyond its reach. But there stood the leafy den, studded all +over with a profusion of beautiful gems, and although the rattle had +ceased, there to a certainty was the enraged monster, swelling +doubtless in his yellow venom; for it is another trait of the +crawling, poisonous demons never to desert their post, (rather a good +trait, by the way, not always possessed by those erect rattlesnakes, +men,) and we must get rid of the dragon before we could come at the +fruit. Well! what was to be done! We couldn't think of leaving the +field--that would be too bad--to be driven off by a snake, and before +the eyes of our Dulcineas too--it couldn't be thought of! So one of us +cuts a pole with a crotch at the end--the rest of us arm ourselves +with stones and sticks, and then the poleman commences his attack upon +the bush. Ha! that was a thrust, well aimed! hear him rattle, +hum-m-m--how the bush flutters! he sprang then! That was a good +thrust! Jupiter, how he rattles! see, see, see, there are his eyes! +ugh! there's his tongue! now he darts out his head and neck! Heavens! +what malignant rage and ferocity. Keep back, girls! don't be too +curious to see! Thrust him again! How he makes the bush flutter! how +his eyes shoot around! how his tongue darts in and out--and +whir-r-r-r-r-r--how his rattles shake. Now he comes out, head up, +tongue out, eyes like coals of fire--give him the stones now--a full +battery of them! Halloo! what's Sloan about there with his crotched +pole. Well planted, by Jupiter! right around his neck. Ha! ha! ha! how +he twists and turns and writhes about--how he would like to bite! how +he would like to strike some of that tawny poison of his into our +veins! Yes, yes, your snake-ship! but it wont do! "you can't come it," +as Loafing Jim says, "no how you can fix it." + +He's a tremendous snake though--full four feet! u-g-h! only think of +his crawling around and catching hold of the calf of your leg! Not so +pleasant as picking whortleberries, to say the least of it. See his +gray mottled skin! though it looks beautiful, flashing in the rays of +the sun--and then the ribbed white of his undershape! However, what +shall we do with him! Sloan, hold him tight now, and I'll aim at his +head. Good sharp stone this--whew--well aimed, although I say it--I +think he must have felt it this time. Halloo! another stone--from +Wescott. I fancy that made his head ache! And that one has crushed it +as flat as a--griddle-cake. + +We again, after this terrific battle, (a dozen against one though I +must confess,) scatter among the bushes. Awful onslaughts are again +made amongst the berries, and our baskets (those at all events in +sight) are plumping up with the delicious, ripe, azure balls. I have +forgotten to mention, though, that it is a very warm day. The sky is +of a pale tint, as if the bright, pure, deep blue had been blanched +out by the heat; and all around the horizon are wan thunder-caps +thrusting up their peaks and summits. It looks decidedly thunderish. + +What's that again! another alarm? How that girl does scream out there! +What on earth is the matter! We rush around a sand-bank, looking warm +and yellow in the sun, and we see the cause of the outbreak. There is +Caroline G. shrinking back as if she would like to evaporate into thin +air, and executing a series of shrieks, with her open mouth, of the +most thrilling character. Young Mason is a little in front, with a +knotted stick, doubtless just picked up, whilst some ten or twelve +rods in advance is a great shaggy black bear, very coolly helping +himself to the contents of the two baskets hitherto borne by the +couple, giving himself time, however, every now and then to look out +of his little black eyes at the rightful owners, with rather a +spiteful expression, but protruding at the same time his red tongue, +like a clown at the circus, as if enjoying the joke of their picking +and he eating. Afterward I learned that they had deposited their +baskets on the ground under a loaded bush, for greater facility in +securing the fruit, when suddenly they heard a blow and a snort, and +looking where the queer sounds came from, they saw his Bruinship's +white teeth and black phiz within a foot or two of them, directly over +the bush. Abandoning their baskets, they retreated in double quick +time, and while Mason sought and found a club for defence, Caroline +made haste to clear her voice for the most piercing efforts, and +succeeded in performing a succession of sustained vocal flights, that +a steam whistle couldn't much more than match. The sight as we came up +was in truth somewhat alarming, but Bruin didn't seem disposed to be +hostile except against the whortleberries, which he certainly made +disappear in the most summary manner; so we, after hushing with +difficulty Caroline's steam whistle, (I beg her pardon,) stood and +watched him. After he had discussed the contents of the baskets, he +again looked at us, and, rearing himself upon his hind legs, with his +fore paws hanging down like a dancing Shaker, made two or three +awkward movements, as if dancing an extempore hornpipe, either in +triumph or to thank us for his dinner; he next opened his great jaws +in resemblance to a laugh, again thrust out his tongue, saying plainly +by it, "hadn't you better pick some more whortleberries," then +deliberately fell upon his fore feet and stalked gravely and solemnly +away. As for ourselves, we went where he didn't. + +It wanted now about an hour to sundown, and this was the time agreed +upon by all of us to reunite at Pritchard's and start for home. The +beautiful charm of light and shade cast by the slanting rays already +began to rest upon the scene. The small oaks were glowing through and +through--the thick spruces were kindled up in their outer edges--the +patches of moss looked like carpets of gold spread by the little genii +of the woods--the whortleberry bushes were drenched in rich radiance, +the fruit seeming like the concentrated radiance in the act of +dropping--whilst the straggling, tall, surly grenadiers of hemlocks +had put on high-pointed yellow caps, with rays streaking through their +branches like muskets. The cow-bells were now tinkling everywhere, +striking in an odd jumble of tones--tingle ling, tingle ling ting +tingle--as their owners collected together to eat their way to their +respective milking places--and all told us that the day was drawing to +a close. Independently of this, a dark crag of cloud was lifting +itself in the southwest, with a pale glance of lightning shooting out +of it occasionally, hinting very strongly of an approaching +thunder-storm. + +In about half an hour we were all re-assembled at Pritchard's. I +believe I have not described the scenery around this little log +tavern. There was a ravine at some little distance from it, densely +clothed with forest. Through it a stream found its way. Directly +opposite the side porch, the ravine spread widely on each side, +shaping a broad basin of water, and then, contracting again, left a +narrow throat across which a dam had been thrown. Over this dam the +stream poured in a fall of glittering silver, of about ten feet, and +then, pursuing its way through the "Barrens," fell into the Sheldrake +Brook several miles below. Here, at the fall, Pritchard had erected a +saw-mill. + +Now people don't generally think there is any thing very picturesque +about saw-mills, but I do. The weather-beaten boards of the low +structure, some hanging awry, some with great knot-holes, as if they +were gifted with orbs of vision, or were placed there for the mill to +breathe through, some fractured, as if the saw had at times become +outrageous at being always shut up and made to work there for other +people, and had dashed against them, determined to gain its +liberty--whilst some seem as if they had become so tantalized by the +continual jar of the machinery, that they had loosened their nails, +and had set up a clatter and shake themselves in opposition--these are +quite picturesque. Then the broad opening in front, exposing the +glittering saw bobbing up and down, and pushing its sharp teeth right +through the bowels of the great peeled log fastened with iron claws to +the sliding platform beneath--the gallows-like frame in which the saw +works--the great strap belonging to the machinery issuing out of one +corner and gliding into another--the sawyer himself, in a red shirt, +now wheeling the log into its place with his handspike and fastening +it--and now lifting the gate by the handle protruding near him--the +axe leaning at one side and the rifle at the other--the loose floor +covered with saw-dust--the stained rafters above with boards laid +across for a loft--the dark sloping slab-roof--the great black wheel +continually at war with the water, which, dashing bravely against it, +finds itself carried off its feet into the buckets, and whirled half +around, and then coolly dismissed into the stream below--the long +flume through which the water rushes to the unequal fray, and--what +next! + +Then the pond, too, is not to be overlooked. There are generally some +twenty or thirty logs floating in one corner, close to each other, and +breaking out into great commotion every time the gate is hoisted--the +otter is now and then seen gliding in the farther nooks--and a quick +eye may catch, particularly about the dam, where he generally burrows, +a glimpse of the musk-rat as he dives down. Now and then too the wild +duck will push his beautiful shape with his bright feet through +it--the snipe will alight and "teter," as the children say, along the +banks--the woodcock will show his brownish red bosom amongst the reeds +as he comes to stick his long bill into the black ooze for sucking, as +dock-boys stick straws into molasses hogsheads--and once in a great +while, the sawyer, if he's wide awake, will see, in the Spring or +Fall, the wild goose leaving his migrating wedge overhead, and diving +and fluttering about in it, as a momentary bathing place, and to rest +for a time his throat, hoarse with uttering his laughably wise and +solemn "honk, honk." Nor must the ragged and smirched-faced boys be +forgotten, eternally on the logs, or the banks, or in the leaky scow, +with their twine and pin-hooks catching "spawney-cooks," and +"bull-heads" as worthless as themselves, and as if that were their +only business in life. And then the streak of saw-dust running along +in the midst of the brook below, and forming yellow nooks to imprison +bubbles and sticks and leaves and what not, every now and then making +a jet outward and joining the main body--and lastly the saw-mill yard, +with its boards, white, dark and golden, piled up in great masses, +with narrow lanes running through--and gray glistening logs, with +their bark coats off, waiting their turn to be "boarded." + +The cloud had now risen higher, with its ragged pointed edges, and +murky bosom--sharper lightning flashed athwart it, sometimes in +trickling streaks, and sometimes in broad glances, whilst low growls +of thunder were every now and then heard. The sun was already +swallowed up--and a strange, unnatural, ghastly glare was upon every +object. The atmosphere was motionless--not a stir in the thickets +around, not a movement in the forest at the ravine. Through the solemn +silence the crash of the falling water came upon the ear, and its +gleam was caught against the black background of the cloud. It really +seemed as if Nature held her breath in anticipating terror. Higher and +higher rose the cloud--fiercer and fiercer flashed the lightning, +sterner and sterner came the peals of the solemn thunder. Still Nature +held her breath, still fear deep and brooding reigned. The wild tint +still was spread over all things--the pines and hemlocks near at hand +seeming blanched with affright beneath it. Suddenly a darkness smote +the air--a mighty rush was heard--the trees seemed falling upon their +faces in convulsions, and with a shock as if the atmosphere had been +turned into a precipitated mountain, amidst a blinding flash and +tearing, splitting roar, onward swept the blast. Another +flash--another roar--then tumbled the great sheeted rain. Like blows +of the hammer on the anvil beat it on the water--like the smitings of +a mounted host trampled it upon the roof--like the spray flying from +the cataract smoked it upon the earth. The fierce elements of fire +and air and water were now at the climax of their strife--the dark +blended shadow of the banners under which they fought almost blotting +out the view. Occasionally glimpses of writhing branches could be +seen, but only for a moment--all again was dim and obscure, with the +tremendous sights and sounds of the storm dazzling the eye and +stunning the ear. The lightning would flash with intolerable +brilliancy, and immediately would follow the thunder with a rattling +leap as if springing from its lair, and then with a deafening, awful +weight, as if it had fallen and been splintered into pieces in the +sky. Then would re-open the steady deep boom of the rain, and the +stern rushing of the chainless wind. At length the air became +clearer--the lightning glared at less frequent intervals--the thunder +became more rolling and distant, and the tramp of the rain upon the +roof less violent. The watery streaks in the atmosphere waxed +finer--outlines of objects began to be defined--till suddenly, as a +growl of thunder died away in the east, a rich thread of light ran +along the landscape, that looked out smiling through its tears; and +thronging out into the damp fresh, sweet air, where the delicate +gauze-like rain was glittering and trembling, we saw on one hand the +great sun looking from a space of glowing sky upon the scene, and +dashing upon the parting clouds the most superb and gorgeous +hues--whilst on the other smiled the lovely rainbow, the Ariel of the +tempest, spanning the black cloud and soaring over the illuminated +earth, like Hope spreading her brilliant halo over the Christian's +brow, and brightening with her beautiful presence his impending death. + +We all concluded to wait for the moon to rise before we started for +home, and in the meanwhile another cloud arose and made demonstration. +This storm, however, was neither so long nor so violent as the first, +and we found attraction in viewing the lightning striking into ghastly +convulsions the landscape--so that the falling rain--the bowed +trees--the drenched earth--the streaked mill, and the gleaming +water-fall were opened to our view for an instant, and then dropped as +it were again into the blackness. But after a while the sky cleared +its forehead of all its frowns--the broad moon wheeled up--and in her +rich glory we again moved slowly along the rough road, until we came +to the smooth turnpike, where we dashed along homeward, with the cool, +scented air in our faces, and the sweet smile of the sun's gentle and +lovely sister resting all about us, making the magnificent Night +appear like Day with a veil of softening silver over his dazzling +brow. + + + + +STANZAS. + + Be firm, and be cheerful. The creature who lightens + The natural burdens of life when he may, + Who smiles at small evils, enhances and brightens + The pleasures which Heaven has spread in his way. + + Then why yield your spirits to care and to sorrow? + Rejoice in the present, and smile while you may; + Nor, by thinking of woes which _may_ spring up to-morrow, + Lose the blessings which Heaven _has_ granted to-day. + + + + +EURYDICE. + +BY FRANCES S. OSGOOD. + + With heart that thrilled to every earnest line, + I had been reading o'er that antique story, + Wherein the youth half human, half divine, + Of all love-lore the Eidolon and glory, + Child of the Sun, with music's pleading spell, + In Pluto's palace swept, for love, his golden shell! + + And in the wild, sweet legend, dimly traced, + My own heart's history unfolded seemed:-- + Ah! lost one! by thy lover-minstrel graced + With homage pure as ever woman dreamed, + Too fondly worshiped, since such fate befell, + Was it not sweet to die--because beloved too well? + + The scene is round me!--Throned amid the gloom, + As a flower smiles on Ætna's fatal breast, + Young Proserpine beside her lord doth bloom; + And near--of Orpheus' soul, oh! idol blest!-- + While low for thee he tunes his lyre of light, + I see _thy_ meek, fair form dawn through that lurid night! + + I see the glorious boy--his dark locks wreathing + Wildly the wan and spiritual brow, + His sweet, curved lip the soul of music breathing; + His blue Greek eyes, that speak Love's loyal vow; + I see him bend on _thee_ that eloquent glance, + The while those wondrous notes the realm of terror trance! + + I see his face, with more than mortal beauty + Kindling, as armed with that sweet lyre alone, + Pledged to a holy and heroic duty, + He stands serene before the awful throne, + And looks on Hades' horrors with clear eyes, + Since thou, his own adored Eurydice, art nigh! + + Now soft and low a prelude sweet uprings, + As if a prisoned angel--pleading there + For life and love--were fettered 'neath the strings, + And poured his passionate soul upon the air! + Anon, it clangs with wild, exultant swell, + Till the full pæan peals triumphantly through Hell! + + And thou--thy pale hands meekly locked before thee-- + Thy sad eyes drinking _life_ from _his_ dear gaze-- + Thy lips apart--thy hair a halo o'er thee, + Trailing around thy throat its golden maze-- + Thus--with all words in passionate silence dying-- + Within thy _soul_ I hear Love's eager voice replying-- + + "Play on, mine Orpheus! Lo! while these are gazing, + Charmed into statues by thy God-taught strain, + I--I alone, to thy dear face upraising + My tearful glance, the life of life regain! + For every tone that steals into my heart + Doth to its worn, weak pulse a mighty power impart. + + Play on, mine Orpheus! while thy music floats + Through the dread realm, divine with truth and grace, + See, dear one! how the chain of linked notes + Has fettered every spirit in its place! + Even Death, beside me, still and helpless lies; + And strives in vain to chill my frame with his cold eyes. + + Still, mine own Orpheus, sweep the golden lyre! + Ah! dost thou mark how gentle Proserpine, + With claspèd hands, and eyes whose azore fire + Gleams through quick tears, thrilled by thy lay, doth lean + Her graceful head upon her stern lord's breast, + Like an o'erwearied child, whom music lulls to rest? + + Play my proud minstrel! strike the chords again! + Lo! Victory crowns at last thy heavenly skill! + For Pluto turns relenting to the strain-- + He waves his hand--he speaks his awful will! + My glorious Greek! lead on; but ah! _still_ lend + Thy soul to thy sweet lyre, lest yet thou lose thy friend! + + Think not of me! Think rather of the time, + When moved by thy resistless melody, + To the strange magic of a song sublime, + Thy argo grandly glided to the sea! + And in the majesty Minerva gave, + The graceful galley swept, with joy, the sounding wave! + + Or see, in Fancy's dream, thy Thracian trees, + Their proud heads bent submissive to the sound, + Swayed by a tuneful and enchanted breeze, + March to slow music o'er th' astonished ground-- + Grove after grove descending from the hills, + While round thee weave their dance the glad, harmonious rills. + + Think not of me! Ha! by thy mighty sire, + My lord, my king! recall the dread behest! + Turn not--ah! turn not back those eyes of fire! + Oh! lost, forever lost! undone! unblest! + I faint, I die!--the serpent's fang once more + Is here!--nay, grieve not thus! Life but _not Love_ is o'er! + + + + +THE VOICE OF THE NIGHT WIND. + +BY E. CURTISS HINE, U. S. N. + + When the day-king is descending + On the blue hill's breast to lie, + And some spirit-artist blending + On the flushed and bending sky + All the rainbow's hues, I listen + To the breeze, while in my eye + Tears of bitter anguish glisten, + As I think of days gone by. + + Change, relentless change is lighting + On the brow of young and fair, + And with iron hand is writing + Tales of grief and sorrow there. + On life's journey friends have faltered, + And beside its pathway lie, + But that breeze, with voice unaltered, + Sings as in the days gone by. + + Sings old songs to soothe the anguish + Of a heart whose hopes are flown; + Cheering one condemned to languish + In this weary world alone; + Tells old tales of loved ones o'er me, + Dearest ones, remembered well, + That have passed away before me, + In a brighter land to dwell. + + + + +MAJOR-GENERAL WORTH. + +BY FAYETTE ROBINSON, AUTHOR OF "THE ARMY OF THE UNITED STATES," ETC. + + +All persons naturally exhibit a great desire to become acquainted with +the events of the lives of those individuals who have made themselves +or their country illustrious. It is very pleasant to inquire into the +nature of the studies which matured their minds, to examine the +incidents of their early career, and follow them through the obscurer +portions of their lives for the purpose of ascertaining if the man +corresponds with the idea we have formed of him. + +Gen. Worth has recently attracted so much attention, and the events of +his whole life have been so stirring, that this is peculiarly the case +with him. No one can think without interest of one who, while a boy +almost, opposed the British veterans at Chippewa and Lundy's Lane, and +in his manhood won a yet higher reputation amid the hamacs of Florida, +and in front of the batteries of Molino del Rey and Monterey. It is, +however, a matter of much regret that of Worth's early history and +family annals but little is known. It is true, no man in the army has +been the theme of so much camp-fire gossip, or the hero of so many +gratuitous fabrications; but we are able to learn nothing of him +previous to his entry into the service. A thousand anecdotes without +any basis in truth have been told of him, altogether to no purpose; +for one who has so many real claims to distinction need never appeal +to factitious honors. + +Gen. Worth, at the commencement of the last war with Great Britain, is +said to have been a resident of Albany, N. Y., and to have been +engaged in commercial pursuits. Animated by the feeling of patriotism +which pervaded the whole people, he left the desk and ledger, and is +said to have enlisted in the 2nd regiment of artillery, then commanded +by Col. Izard, afterward a general officer of distinction. The lieut. +colonel of one of the battalions of this regiment was Winfield Scott, +the attention of whom Worth is said soon to have attracted. Col. Scott +is said to have exerted himself to procure him a commission, and to +have taken care of his advancement. This may or may not be true; it is +sure, however, that Worth first appears in a prominent position in the +military annals of the United States as the aid-de-camp and protegé of +General Scott, at the battle of Chippewa, where Scott was a brigadier. +Worth was his aid, having in the interim become a first lieutenant. + +No man in America is ignorant of the events of that day, which +retrieved the disgrace of Hull's surrender, and reflected the greatest +honor on all the participants in its events. For his gallantry and +good conduct, Mr. Madison bestowed on Lieut. Worth the brevet of +captain; and he was mentioned in the highest terms in the general +orders of the officers under whom he served. The brevet of Worth was +announced to the army and nation in the same order which told of the +promotion of McNeil, Jessup, Towson, and Leavenworth. Strangely +enough, though death has been busy with the officers of the last war, +all who were breveted for their services on that occasion, with one +or two exceptions, are now alive. The battle of Chippewa occurred on +the 5th of July, 1814, and was the dale of Worth's first brevet. + +Though a brevet captain, Worth continued with Scott in the important +position of aid-de-camp, and served in that capacity at Lundy's Lane, +in the battle of July 25th, 1814. On that occasion he distinguished +himself in the highest degree, and won the reputation his whole +subsequent career has confirmed, of coolness, decision, and activity. +During this engagement the whole British force was thrown on the 9th +foot, commanded by the veteran Lieut. Col. Leavenworth. This officer +sent for aid to Gen. Scott, who on that occasion gave Gen. Taylor the +example after which that gallant general acted at Buena Vesta. He +repaired to the menaced point with the strong reinforcement of his own +person and aid, and had the proud satisfaction of seeing the attacking +column beaten back, and the general who led it made prisoner. At the +moment of success, however, both Scott and Capt. Worth fell wounded +severely. The country appreciated their services, and each received +from Mr. Madison the brevet of another grade, with date from the day +of the battle. Major Worth soon recovered, but, attached to Gen. +Scott's person, accompanied him southward, as soon as the wound of the +latter enabled him to bear the fatigue of travel. + +When peace came Worth was a captain in the line and a major by brevet, +with which rank he was assigned to the military command of the corps +of Cadets at West Point. This appointment, ever conferred on men of +talent, is the highest compliment an officer of the service of the +United States can receive in time of peace. To Worth it was doubly +grateful, because he was not an _elevé_ of the institution. Ten years +after the battle of Niagara, Major Worth was breveted a lieutenant +colonel, and when in 1832 the ordnance corps was established, he +became one of its majors. In July, 1832, on the organization of the +8th infantry, Lieut. Col. Worth was appointed to its colonelcy. + +Hitherto we have seen Worth in a subordinate position, where he was +unable to exhibit the highest qualification of a soldier, that of +command. Since his entry into the service he had been either an +officer of the staff, or separated from troops. He was now called on +to participate in far more stirring scenes. The war against the +Seminoles in Florida had long been a subject of great anxiety to both +the government and the people, and thither Worth was ordered, after a +brief but effective tour of service on the northern frontier, then +infested by the Canadian insurgents. At first he acted subordinately +to the late Gen. Armistead, but, on the retirement of that officer, +assumed command. The war was prosecuted by him with new vigor, and the +Indians defeated ultimately at Pilaklakaha, near the St. John, April +17, 1842. This fight was virtually the termination of the war, the +enemy never again having shown himself in force. Gen. Worth was highly +complimented for his services on this occasion, and received the +brevet of brigadier general. + +During the season of peace which followed Gen. Worth remained almost +constantly with his regiment, which more than once changed its +station; and when the contest with Mexico began, reported to Gen. +Taylor at Corpus Christi. His situation here was peculiar, and he +became involved in a dispute in relation to precedence and command +with the then Col. Twiggs, of the 2nd dragoons. The latter officer was +by several years Worth's senior in the line, and, according to the +usual opinion in the army, entitled to command, though many of the +most accomplished soldiers of the service thought the brevet of Worth, +on this occasion at least, where the _corps d'armée_ was made up of +detachments, valid as a commission. This dispute became so serious +that Gen. Taylor interfered, and having sustained Col. Twiggs, Gen. +Worth immediately tendered his resignation to the President. + +There is no doubt but that the decision in favor of Gen. Twiggs was +correct, and that Worth was radically wrong in his conception of the +effect of his brevet. He, however, had been brought up under the eye +of Gen. Scott, who entertained the same ideas on this subject, and +who, years before, under precisely similar circumstances, had resigned +his commission. Gen. Worth having proceeded from the Rio Grande to +Washington, the President refused to accept his resignation, and he +returned at once to the army. + +The resignation of Worth was a most untoward circumstance, for during +his absence from the army hostilities commenced, and he lost all +participation in the battles of Palo Alto and La Resaca. + +When, after the capture of Matamoras, the army again advanced, Worth +had resumed his post, and acquiesced cheerfully in the decision which +had been given against him. The laurels he had not grasped on the Rio +Grande were won in front of the batteries of _La Loma de la +Independencia_, and in the streets of Monterey. Amid the countless +feats of daring recorded by military history, none will be found to +surpass his achievements in the slow, painful, but bold entry he +effected through a city swarming with defenders, to the very _plaza_. +For his gallantry on this occasion he received the brevet of major +general, and, with the exception of Generals Scott and Taylor, is +believed to be the only officer in the service who has received three +war-brevets. Gen. Worth from this time became one of the national +idols. + +When Gen. Scott assumed command of the expedition against Vera Cruz +and the capital, one of his first acts was to order Gen. Worth and the +remnant of his division to join him. The general-in-chief remembered +the events, on the northern frontier, of 1814, and anticipated much in +Mexico. He was not disappointed in this expectation, for at Vera Cruz +and in the valley of Mexico, his old aid did not disappoint him, and +proved that service had but matured the judgment of the soldier of +Chippewa and Niagara. + +It was at _Molino del Rey_ that Worth displayed his powers with most +brilliancy. When it became evident that the city of Mexico must be +taken by force, a prominent position was assigned to Gen. Worth, who, +with his division and Cadwallader's brigade, was ordered to carry the +strong position of Molino del Rey, and destroy its defences. This spot +is famous in Mexican history as _Casas Matas_, and and is the scene of +the famous _plan_, or revolution, of Feb. 2, 1823, by virtue of which +a republican form of government may be said to exist in Mexico. It +lies westward of Chapultepec, the old palace of the Aztec kings, and +from the nature of its position, and the careful manner in which it +was fortified, was a position of great strength. It lay at the foot of +a rapid declivity, enfiladed by the fire of Chapultepec, and so +situated, that not a shot could be discharged but must fall into an +assailing column. + +Under these great difficulties the works were carried, Worth all the +while marching with the column, and directing the operations of the +horse artillery and infantry of which it was composed. In respect to +this part of the operations in front of Mexico Gen. Scott adopted, +without comment, the report of Gen. Worth. This is a rare compliment, +and proceeding from such a person as Scott should be highly estimated. + +After the capture of the city of Mexico, difficulties occurred between +Gen. Worth and the general-in-chief, and a friendship of thirty-five +years was apparently terminated. The matter is now the subject of +consideration before a competent tribunal, and _non nobis tantas +componerelites_. + +Gen. Worth is yet in Mexico. His age is about fifty-six or eight, and +in his personal appearance are mingled the bearing of the soldier and +of the gentleman. The excellent portrait given of him is from a +Daguerreotype by Mr. Clarke, of New York. + + + + +ENCOURAGEMENT. + + When first peeps out from earth the modest vine, + Asking but little space to live and grow, + How easily some step, without design, + May crush the being from a thing so low! + But let the hand that doth delight to show + Support to feebleness, the tendril twine + Around some lattice-work, and 'twill bestow + Its thanks in fragrance, and with blossoms shine. + And thus, when Genius first puts forth its shoot-- + So timid, that it scarce dare ask to live-- + The tender germ, if trodden under foot, + Shrinks back again to its undying root; + While kindly training bids it upward strive, + And to the future flowers immortal give. E. C. KINNEY. + + + + +THE CHANGED AND THE UNCHANGED. + +BY PROFESSOR ALDEN. + + +CHAPTER I. + +"Report says that my queenly cousin is to lay aside her absolute +sceptre, and submit to a lord and master," said George Mason, to his +cousin, Emily Earl, as she took his arm for an evening walk. + +"If you mean that I am to be married, that is a report which truth +does not require me to contradict," said the young lady, in a tone +adapted to repress the familiar manner of her companion. He had just +returned from a long absence in a foreign land. His early youth had +been passed in his uncle's family. He left his cousin a beautiful +girl. He found her on his return a still more beautiful woman. + +"I am very anxious," said he, with a slight change of manner, "to see +the man who has drawn so splendid a prize. Is he like the picture you +drew of the man you would marry, as we sat by the willow brook from +the rising of the moon to its meridian? You remember that most +beautiful night?" + +"It is not desirable to remember all the follies of childhood," said +Emily, coldly. Mason was silent. It was plain that they were no longer +what they had been, brother and sister. + +After walking for some distance in silence, Emily remarked, in a tone +inviting conversation, "You must have seen a great deal of the world." + +"I have had some means of observation," he replied, "but I have seen +nothing to wean me from this spot, and from my friends here." + +"Your friends are obliged to you for the compliment." + +"I did not intend the remark as a compliment." Again there was an +interval of silence. "I have been absent four years," said Mason, as +though speaking to himself, "and I am not conscious of any change, so +far as my feelings are concerned. The same persons and things which I +then loved, I love now. The same views of life which I then cherished +I cherish now." + +"Experience and knowledge of the world," said Emily, "ought to give +wisdom." + +"I am so perverse as to regard it as wisdom to hold on to the dreams +of our early days." + +"Our views ought, it seems to me, to change as we grow older." + +"I am not sure that we ought to grow old, so far as our feelings are +concerned." + +"You would engage in the vain effort to retain the dews and freshness +of morning, after the sun has arisen with a burning heat." + +"I believe the dew of our youth may be preserved even until old age." + +"I am surprised that acquaintance with the world has not corrected +your views of life. One would think that you had lived in entire +seclusion." + +"I am surprised that the romantic, warm-hearted Emily Earl should +become the worldly-wise lecturer of her cousin." + +"We had better speak upon some other subject. Had you a pleasant +voyage homeward?" + +"Yes. It could not be otherwise, when my face was toward 'my own, my +native land,' and the friends so fresh in my remembrance." + +A slight shade of displeasure flitted across Emily's features. She +made no remark. + +"Where is Susan Grey?" said Mason. + +"She is dead." + +"Indeed! She was just my own age. She was a single-hearted girl." + +"She often inquired for you. You never fancied yourself in love with +her?" + +"No. Why that question?" + +"She was under the impression that we were engaged, and seemed quite +relieved when I informed her that she was mistaken." + +"What has become of Mary Carver?" + +"She is married, and lives in that house," pointing to a miserable hut +near at hand. + +"Is it possible?" + +"Her husband is intemperate. It was a clandestine marriage--a love +match, you know." + +"Was her husband intemperate when she married him?" + +"Not habitually so. He was so very romantic and devoted to her; so +that, I suppose, she thought she could reform him." + +"What has become of Mr. Ralston, your old friend?" admirer, he would +have said, but he deemed it unwise. + +"He is a lawyer here, in a small way. I believe they think of sending +him to Congress." + +"Is he married?" + +"No." + +"I thought he seemed to be attached to you; at least I hoped that he +would become my cousin." + +"I will answer your questions in regard to others--my own affairs do +not require remark." + +This rebuke, so unlike any thing he had ever received from his cousin, +led him to fix his gaze upon her countenance, as if to make sure of +her identity. There could be no mistake. There was the same brilliant +eye, the same faultless features on which he had gazed in former +years. A conciliating smile led him to resume his inquiries. + +"Is Eliza Austin married?" His voice, as he asked this question, was +far from natural, perhaps in consequence of the agitation which the +rebuke just spoken of had occasioned. + +"No; she lives somewhere in the village, I don't know exactly where." + +"Do you ever see her?" + +"Yes; she lives with her aunt, who sometimes washes for us, so that I +see her niece occasionally." + +"Why does she live with her aunt?" + +"Her mother died soon after you went away." + +"Eliza still lives in the village, then?" To this very unnecessary +question his cousin bowed in reply. Few words more passed between them +during the remainder of their walk. + +"You do not stay out as late as you used to do," said Mrs. Earl, as +they entered the parlor. + +"We are no longer children," said Emily. Mason could scarcely repress +an audible sigh, as those words fell from her lips. At an early hour, +he repaired to his chamber. + + +CHAPTER II. + +George Mason was left an orphan in his early youth. He then became a +member of his uncle's family, and the constant companion of his cousin +Emily. He desired no society but hers. Her slightly imperious temper +did not interfere with the growth of his affection. She had a sister's +place in his glowing heart. He was in some sense her teacher, and she +caught something of his romantic nature. Of the little circle of her +associates, he was the idol. + +At the age of fourteen he left home to pursue his studies for two +years at a public institution. At the end of that period he became a +clerk in a large commercial establishment in the city. At the close of +the first year he accompanied one of the principals abroad, and +remained there in charge of the business for nearly four years. He was +now on the high road to wealth. + +Soon after George Mason had gone abroad, Emily Earl went to the city +to complete her education. She was in due time initiated into the +mysteries of fashionable life. Introduced to _society_ by a relative +of unquestionable rank, her face and form presented attractions +sufficient to make her the object of attention and flattery. Four +successive winters were passed in the city. She was the foremost +object of all "who flattered, sought, and sued." Is it strange that +her judgment was perverted, and her heart eaten out? Is it strange +that her cousin found her a changed being? + +She had engaged to marry one whose claim to her regard was the +thousands he possessed, and the eagerness with which he was sought by +those whose chief end was an establishment in life. She had taught +herself to believe that the yearnings of the heart were to be classed +with the follies of childhood. + +Henry Ralston was the son of a small farmer, or rather of a man who +was the possessor of a small farm, and of a large soul. Henry was +modest, yet aspiring; gentle, yet intense in his affections. The +patient toil and rigid self-denial of his father gave him the +advantage of an excellent education. In childhood he was the frequent +companion of George and Emily. Even then an attachment sprung up in +his heart for his fair playmate. This was quietly cherished; and when +he entered upon the practice of the law in his native village, he +offered Emily his hand. It was, without hesitation or apparent pain, +rejected. Thus she cast away the only true heart which was ever laid +upon the altar of her beauty. He bore the disappointment with outward +calmness, though the iron entered his soul. He gave all his energies +to the labors of his profession. Such was the impression of his +ability and worth, that he was about to be supported, apparently +without opposition, for a seat in the national councils. + +Eliza Austin was the daughter of a deceased minister, who had worn +himself out in the cause of benevolence, and died, leaving his wife +and daughter penniless. She was several years younger than George and +Emily; but early trials seemed to give an early maturity to her mind. +She was seldom their companion, for her young days were spent in toil, +aiding her mother in her efforts to obtain a scanty subsistence. Her +intelligence, her perception of the beautiful, and her devotion to her +mother made a deep impression upon George, and led him to regard her +as he regarded no other earthly being. Long before the idea of love +was associated with her name, he felt for her a respect approaching to +veneration. He had often desired to write to her during his absence, +but his entire ignorance of her situation rendered it unwise. + +The waters of affliction had been wrung out to her in a full cup. The +long and distressing sickness of her mother was ended only by the +grave. She was then invited to take up her abode with her father's +sister, whose intemperate husband had broken her spirit, but had not +exhausted her heart. It was sad for Eliza to exchange the quiet home, +the voice of affection, of prayer, and of praise, for the harsh +criminations of the drunkard's abode. She would have left that abode +for service, but for the distress it would have given her aunt. + +Death at length removed the tormentor, and those who had ministered to +his appetite swept away all his property. + +The mind of Aunt Mary, now more than half a wreck, utterly revolted at +the idea of separation from her niece. Eliza could not leave her. +Declining an eligible situation as a teacher in a distant village, she +rendered her aunt all the assistance in her power in her lowly +employment--believing that the path dictated by affection and duty, +though it might meet with the neglect and the scorn of men, would not +fail to secure the approbation of God. + + +CHAPTER III. + +"Well, George," said Mr. Earl, as they were seated at the +breakfast-table, "how do you intend to dispose of yourself to-day?" + +"I have a great many old friends to visit, sir." + +"It may not be convenient for some of them to see you early in the +morning." + +"Some of them, I think, will not be at all particular respecting the +time of my visits. There is the white rock by the falls which I must +give an hour to; and I must see if the old trout who lived under it +has taken as good care of himself during my absence as he did before I +went away. And there is the willow grove, too, which I wish very much +to see." + +"It has been cut down." + +"Cut down!--what for?" + +"Mr. Bullard thought it interfered with his prospect." + +"Why did you not interfere, cousin?" turning to Emily. + +"It was nothing to me what he did with his grove," said Emily. + +"Oh, I had forgotten--" George did not finish the sentence. He turned +the conversation to some of the ordinary topics of the day. + +After breakfast, he set out for Willow Brook, and seated himself upon +the white rock. The years that had passed since in childhood he sat +upon that rock, were reviewed by him. Though he had met with trials +and temptations, yet he was thankful that he could return to that rock +with so many of the feelings of childhood; that his heart's best +emotions had not been polluted by the world, but were as yet pure as +the crystal stream before him. + +When he rose from that rock, instead of visiting the other haunts of +his early days, he found himself moving toward the village. Now and +then a familiar face was seen. By those who recognized him, he was +warmly greeted. It was not until he met a stranger that he inquired +for the residence of the widow and her niece. He was directed to a +small dwelling in a narrow lane. He knocked at the open door. The +widow, who was busily employed in smoothing the white linen before +her, bade him enter, but paused not from her work. + +"Is Eliza at home?" said Mason. + +"Who can you be that want to see Eliza?" said the poor woman, still +not lifting her eyes from her work. + +"I am an old friend of hers," said Mason. + +"A friend! a friend!" said she, pausing and looking upward, as if +striving to recall the idea belonging to the word. "Yes, she had +friends once--where have they gone?" + +Again she plied her task, as if unconscious of his presence. He seated +himself and watched her countenance, which revealed so sad a history. +Her lips kept moving, and now and then she spoke aloud. "Poor girl! a +hard life has she had--it may all be right, but I can't see how; and +now she might be a lady if she would leave her poor, half-crazy aunt." +Her whispers were then inaudible. Soon she turned to Mason and said, +as if in reply to a question, "No, I never heard her complain. When +those she used to visit don't know her, and look the other way when +they meet her, she never complains. What will become of her when her +poor old aunt is gone? Who will take care of her?" + +"I will," said Mason. + +"Who may you be?" said she, scanning his countenance as if she had now +seen him for the first time. + +"A friend of her childhood." + +"What is your name?" + +"George Mason." + +"George Mason! George Mason!--I have heard that name before. It was +the name she had over so often when she had the fever, poor thing! I +did not know what she said, though she did not say a word during the +whole time that would not look well printed in a book. Did you use to +live in the big white house?" + +"Yes, I used to live with my Uncle Earl." + +"And with that _lady_," laying a fierce emphasis upon the word, "who +never speaks to Eliza now, though Eliza watched night after night with +her when she was on the borders of the grave. Are you like her?" +observing him to hesitate, she asked in a more excited manner, "are +you like Emily Earl?" Fearing that her clouded mind might receive an +impression difficult to remove, he promptly answered "No." + +"I am glad of it," said the widow, resuming her work. + +The last question and its answer was overheard by Eliza, as she was +coming in from the garden where she had been attending to a few +flowers. She turned deadly pale as she saw Mason, and remained +standing in the door. He arose and took her hand in both of his, and +was scarcely able to pronounce her name. The good aunt stood with +uplifted hands, gazing with ludicrous amazement at the scene. Eliza +was the first to recover her self-possession. She introduced Mason to +her aunt as an old friend. + +"Friend!--are you sure he is a friend?" + +"He is a friend," said Mason, "who is very grateful to you for the +love you have borne her, and the care you have taken of her." + +"There," said she, opening a door which led to a parlor, perhaps ten +feet square, motioning to them to enter. Mason, still retaining her +trembling hand, led Eliza into the room, and seated her on the sofa, +the chief article of furniture it contained. Her eyes met his earnest +gaze. They were immediately filled with tears. His own overflowed. He +threw his arm around her, and they mingled their tears in silence. It +was long ere the first word was spoken. Eliza at length seemed to wake +as from a dream. + +"What am I doing?" said she, attempting to remove his arm, "we are +almost strangers." + +"Eliza," said he, solemnly, "do you say what you feel?" + +"No, but I know not--" she could not finish the sentence. + +"Eliza, you are dearer to me than any one upon earth." She made no +efforts to resist the pressure of his arm. There were moments of +eloquent silence. + +"Eliza, will you become my wife?" + +"Do you know how utterly destitute I am?" + +"That has no connection with my question." + +"If you are the same George Mason you used to be, you wish for a +direct answer. I will." It was not till this word was spoken that he +ventured to impress a kiss upon her cheek. + +"I have not done right," said Eliza; "you can never know how much I +owe to that dear aunt. I ought not to engage myself without her +consent--I can never be separated from her." + +"You cannot suppose that I would wish you to be separated." + +"You are the same--" she was about to add some epithets of praise, but +checked herself. "How is it that you have remained unchanged?" + +"By keeping bright an image in my heart of hearts." + +With some difficulty Eliza rose, and opening the door, spoke to her +aunt. She came and stood in the door. + +"Well, ma'am," said Mason, "I have gained Eliza's consent to change +her name, if you will give your consent." She stood as one bewildered. +The cloud which rested on her countenance was painful to behold. It +was necessary to repeat his remark before she could apprehend it. + +"Ah, is it so? It has come at last. He doeth all things well. I hadn't +faith to trust Him. He doeth all things well." + +"We have your consent?" + +"If she is half as loving to you as she has been to me, you will never +be sorry. But what will become of me?" + +"We have no idea of parting with you. She has given her consent only +on condition that you go with us." The old lady fixed her gaze upon +her niece. It was strange that features so plain, so wrinkled by age +and sorrow, could beam with such affection. She could find no words to +express her feelings. She closed the door, and was heard sobbing like +a child. + +Hour after hour stole away unnoted by the lovers. They were summoned +to partake of the frugal meal spread by Aunt Mary's hands, and no +apologies were made for its lack of store. Again they retired to the +little parlor, and it was not till the sun was low in the west, that +he set out on his return to the "white house." + +"We conclude that you have passed a happy day," said Mrs. Earl, "at +least your countenance says so. We began to feel anxious about you." + +"I went to the brook first, and then to the village." + +"Have you seen many of your old friends?" + +"Several of them." + +Mason was released from the necessity of answering further questions +by the arrival of a carriage at the door. Mr. Earl rose and went to +the window. "Mr. Benfield has come," said he. Emily arose and left the +room to return in another dress, and with flowers in her hair. + +Mr. Benfield was shown to his room, and in a few moments joined the +family at the tea-table. Emily received him with a smile, which, +however beautiful it may have been, was not like the smile of Eliza +Austin. Mason saw that Mr. Benfield belonged to a class with which he +was perfectly well acquainted. "It is well," thought he, "that she has +filed down her mind, if she must spend her days with a man like him." +Mason passed the evening with his uncle, though he was sadly +inattentive to his uncle's remarks. Emily and Mr. Benfield took a +walk, and on their return did not join the family. Benfield's object +in visiting the country at this time was to fix a day for his +marriage. The evening was spent by them in discussing matters +pertaining to that event. + +It was necessary for Mr. Benfield to return to the city on the +afternoon of the following day. Mason, for various reasons, determined +to accompany him. Part of the morning was spent with Eliza, and +arrangements for their union were easily fixed upon. No costly +preparations for a wedding were thought to be necessary. + +Emily devoted herself so entirely to Mr. Benfield, that Mason had no +opportunity of informing her respecting the state of his affairs. + +He sought his uncle, expressed to him his gratitude for his kindness, +informed him of the state of his pecuniary affairs, and of his +affections, and asked his approbation of his intended marriage. + +"I can't say, George," said the old gentleman, "but that you have done +the wisest thing you could do. Emily may not like it. I have nothing +to say against it. I didn't do very differently myself, though it +would hardly do to say so aloud now. Emily is to be married in three +weeks. You must be with us then." + +"Suppose I wish to be married myself on the same evening?" + +"Well, I don't know. I think you had better be with us, then make such +arrangements as you please, and say nothing to us about it. It may +make a little breeze at first, but it will soon blow over. Nobody will +like you the worse for it in the end." Heartily thanking his uncle for +his frankness and affection, and taking a courteous leave of Emily, he +took his departure, with Mr. Benfield, for the city. + + +CHAPTER IV. + +The white house was a scene of great activity as the wedding-day drew +near. Aunt Mary's services were put in requisition to a much greater +extent than usual. When she protested that she could do no more, Mrs. +Earl suggested that her niece would help her. Aunt Mary could not help +remarking that Eliza might have something else to do as well as Miss +Emily. + +It was understood that a large number of guests were to be invited. + +Many dresses were ordered in anticipation of an invitation. The +services of the village dress-maker were in great demand. Eliza +ordered a plain white dress--a very unnecessary expenditure, it was +thought, since it was certain that she would not receive an +invitation. It was a pity that she should thus prepare disappointment +for herself, poor thing! + +Benfield and Mason arrived together on the appointed day. All things +were in order. The preparations were complete. The guests +assembled--the "big white house" was filled as it never had been +filled before. Suddenly there is a _hush_ in the crowd--the +folding-doors are thrown open--the bride and bride-groom are seen, +prepared for the ceremony that is to make them one--in law. The words +are spoken, the ceremony is performed, the oppressive silence is +removed--the noise and gayety common to such occasions take place. + +After a time, it was noticed by some that the pastor, and Mason, and +Esq. Ralston had disappeared. + +They repaired to Aunt Mary's, where a few tried friends had been +invited to pass the evening. These friends were sorry that Eliza had +not been invited to the wedding, but were pleased to find that she did +not seem to be disappointed--she was in such fine spirits. She wore +her new white dress, and a few roses in her hair. + +The entrance of the pastor, Mr. Mason, and Mr. Ralston, seemed to +cause no surprise to Aunt Mary, though it astonished the assembled +guests. After a kind word from the pastor to each one present, for +they were all members of his flock, Mason arose, and taking Eliza by +the hand, said to him, "We are ready." Prayer was offered, the +wedding-vows were spoken, and George Mason and Eliza Austin were +pronounced husband and wife. + +Joy seemed to have brushed away the clouds from Aunt Mary's mind. She +conversed with the intelligence of her better days. The guests +departed, and ere the lights were extinguished in the parlors of the +white house, it was known throughout the village that there had been +two weddings instead of one. + +Early in the morning, before the news had reached them, Mr. and Mrs. +Benfield set out upon their wedding tour. Emily learned her cousin's +marriage from the same paper which informed the public of her own. + +George Mason had no time for a wedding tour. He removed his wife and +her aunt immediately to the city, and at once resumed the labors of +his calling. + +Emily did not become acquainted with Mrs. Mason, until Mr. Benfield +had failed in business, and was enabled to commence again, with +capital furnished by her cousin, who had become the leading member of +his firm. + + + + +THE DAYSPRING. + +BY SAMUEL D. PATTERSON. + + Mourner, bending o'er the tomb + Where thy heart's dear treasure lies, + Dark and dreary is thy gloom, + Deep and burdened are thy sighs: + From thy path the light, whose rays + Cheered and guided thee, is gone, + And the future's desert waste + Thou must sadly tread alone. + + 'Neath the drooping willow's shade, + Where the mourning cypress grows, + The beloved and lost is laid + In a quiet, calm repose. + Silent now the voice whose tones + Wakened rapture in thy breast-- + Dull the ear--thy anguished groans + Break not on the sleeper's rest. + + Grace and loveliness are fled, + Broken is the "golden bowl," + Loosed the "silver chord," whose thread + Bound to earth th' immortal soul. + Closed the eyes whose glance so dear + Once love's language fond could speak, + And the worm, foul banqueter, + Riots on that matchless cheek. + + And the night winds, as they sweep + In their solemn grandeur by, + With a cadence wild and deep, + Mournfully their requiem sigh. + And each plant and leaf and flower + Bows responsive to the wail, + Chanted, at the midnight hour, + By the spirits of the gale. + + Truly has thy sun gone down + In the deepest, darkest gloom, + And the fondest joys thou'st known + Buried are within that tomb. + Earth no solace e'er can bring + To thy torn and bleeding heart-- + Time nor art extract the sting + From the conqueror's poisoned dart. + + But, amid thy load of wo, + Turn, thou stricken one, thine eyes + Upward, and behold that glow + Spreading brightly o'er the skies! + 'Tis the day-star, beaming fair + In the blue expanse above; + Look on high, and know that there + Dwells the object of thy love, + + Life's bright harp of thousand strings + By the spoiler's hand was riven, + But the realm seraphic rings + With the victor notes of heaven. + Over death triumphant--lo! + See thy cherished one appear! + Mourner, dry thy tears of wo, + Trust, believe, and meet her there! + + + + +SONNET.--CULTIVATION. + +BY MRS. E. C. KINNEY. + + Weeds grow unasked, and even some sweet flowers + Spontaneous give their fragrance to the air, + And bloom on hills, in vales and everywhere-- + As shines the sun, or fall the summer showers-- + But wither while our lips pronounce them fair! + Flowers of more worth repay alone the care, + The nurture, and the hopes of watchful hours; + While plants most cultured have most lasting powers. + So, flowers of Genius that will longest live + Spring not in Mind's uncultivated soil, + But are the birth of time, and mental toil, + And all the culture Learning's hand can give: + Fancies, like wild flowers, in a night may grow; + But thoughts are plants whose stately growth is slow. + + + + +FIRST LOVE. + +OR LILLIE MASON'S DEBUT. + +BY ENNA DUVAL. + + Maybe without a further thought, + It only pleased you thus to please, + And thus to kindly feelings wrought + You measured not the sweet degrees; + Yet though you hardly understood + Where I was following at your call, + You might--I dare to say you should-- + Have thought how far I had to fall. + And even now in calm review + Of all I lost and all I won, + I cannot deem you wholly true, + Nor wholly just what you have done. MILNES. + + There is none + In all this cold and hollow world, no fount + Of deep, strong, deathless love, save that within + A mother's heart. HEMANS. + +On paying a visit to my friend Agnes Mason one morning, the servant +told me his mistress would be pleased to see me in her dressing-room. +Thither I repaired, and found her, to my surprise, surrounded by all +sorts of gay, costly articles, appertaining to the costume of a woman +of the world. To my surprise, I say, for Agnes has always been one of +the greatest home-bodies in the whole circle of my acquaintances. A +party, or a ball she has scarcely visited since the first years of her +marriage, although possessing ample means to enjoy every gayety of +fashionable life. + +Over the Psyche glass was thrown a spotless _crêpe_ dress, almost +trembling with its rich embroidery; and near it, as if in contrast, on +a dress-stand, was a velvet robe, falling in soft, luxurious folds. +Flowers, caps, _coiffures_ of various descriptions, peeped out of +sundry boxes, and on a commode table was an open _écrin_ whose +sparkling, costly contents dazzled the eyes. + +"Hey-day!" I exclaimed to my friend, as she advanced to meet me, +"what's the meaning of all this splendor?" + +"I was just on the point of sending for you," she replied +laughingly--"Madame M---- has sent home these lovely things for Lillie +and I--and I want your opinion upon them." + +"And you are really going to re-enter society?" I asked. + +"Lillie is eighteen this winter, you know," was my gentle friend's +reply. "Who would have thought time could have flown around so +quickly. Mr. Mason is very anxious she should make her _entrée_ this +season. You can scarcely fancy how disagreeable it is to me, but I +must not be selfish. I cannot always have her with me." + +"And you, like a good mother," I said, "will throw aside your love for +retirement and accompany her?" + +"Certainly," replied Agnes eagerly, and she added with a slight +expression of feeling which I well understood--"I will watch over her, +for she will need my careful love now even more than in childhood." + +"Where is the pretty cause of all this anxiety and attention?" I +inquired. + +"Charlie would not dress for his morning walk," answered the mother, +"unless sister Lillie assisted in the robing of the young tyrant, so +she is in the nursery." + +We inspected the different robes and gay things spread out so +temptingly before us, and grew femininely eloquent over these +beautiful trifles, and were most earnestly engaged in admiring the +_parure_ of brilliant diamonds, and the spotless pearls, with which +the fond, proud father and husband had presented them that morning, +when a slight tap was heard at the door, and our pet Lillie entered. A +bright-eyed, light-hearted creature is Lillie Mason--a sunbeam to her +home. She ran up to me with affectionate greetings, and united in our +raptures over the glittering _bijouterie_. + +"How will you like this new life, Lillie?" I asked, as the lovely girl +threw herself on a low _marchepied_ at our feet, as if wearied of the +pretty things. + +"I can scarcely tell," she replied, and she rested her head on her +mother's lap, whose hand parted the clustering ringlets on the fair, +smooth brow, while Lillie's eyes looked up most lovingly to that +beloved mother, as she added--"How we shall miss the quiet reading +hours, mother, darling. What time shall we have during our robing and +unrobing for 'the _gentle Una and her milk-white lamb_,' and '_those +bright children of the bard, Imogen, the fair Fidele and lovely +Desdemona_?' What use is there in all this decking and adorning? Life +is far happier spent in one's own home." + +"I fear," said Agnes, as she fondly caressed her daughter, "that I +have made my Lillie too much of a household darling; but I have done +it to avoid a greater evil. We women must love something--such a +wealth of affection is stored within our hearts, that we are rendered +miserable if it is poured out upon one human being, after being pent +up within bounds, during childhood and girlhood up to womanhood. +Should my Lillie be unfortunate in her love--I mean her wedded +love--the misery will not be half so intense, for her heart belongs, +at least two-thirds, to her family and mother, and no faithless lover +can ever boast the possession of the whole of it." + +"No, indeed," exclaimed the dear girl, drawing her mother's face down +to hers--"my whole heart is yours, _chère maman_, and yours it shall +always be." + +With what rapture gleamed the mother's eyes, as she returned the +daughter's fond caresses. Some day, dear reader, I may tell you what +happened to Lillie Mason's heart, but now my thoughts are o'er-hung +with the dark mantle of the past, and I can only think of the mother's +former life. + +Agnes Howell was a beautiful girl--there was so much purity in her +appearance. The gentle beam of her blue eye was angelic, and her +auburn ringlets hung over her clear fair brow and soft cheek as if +caressing that lovely face. Then she was such a contrast to her +family--an only daughter among a troop of strong, stout clever +brothers--merry healthy-minded boys were they, but the gentle Madonna +sister in their midst seemed an "angel unawares." Agnes' mother was an +excellent woman, strong-minded, pains-taking, but a little hard and +obtuse in feeling. She no more understood the gentle spirit and deep +heart-yearnings of the daughter God had given her than she did the +mystery of life. She loved her with all the strength of her nature, +but she made no companion of the quiet girl, and thought if she kept +her wardrobe in good order, watched her general health, and directed +her serious reading, she did all that was required of her. Agnes grew +up a dreamer, an enthusiast; quiet and self-possessed her home +training had made her, and a stranger would have wondered at the tide +of deep feeling that ebbed and flowed within the breast of that +gentle, placid girl. She shrunk from the rude _badinage_ of her +boisterous brothers, and finding that little was required of her in +the _heart-way_ from her matter-of-fact mother and good-natured, easy +father, she lavished the wealth of her love upon an ideal. A woman +soon finds, or fancies she finds, the realization of her ideal. Chance +threw in Agnes' path one who was superior enough in mind and person to +realize any image of a romantic girl's fancy. + +I remember well the time Agnes first met Mr. Preston. We were on a +visit one summer to some friends together, and while there we met with +this accomplished gentleman. How delighted were we both with him, and +how enthusiastically did we chant to each other his praises, when in +our own room we assisted each other in undressing for the night, or +decking ourselves for the gay dinner or evening party. We met with +many other gentlemen, and agreeable ones too, on this eventful visit, +but Mr. Preston was a star of the first magnitude. I was a few years +Agnes' junior, and well satisfied with the attentions I received from +the other gentlemen, who deigned to notice so tiny a body as I was; +but Mr. Preston soon singled out Agnes. He walked, rode and drove with +her: hung over her enraptured when she sung, and listened with +earnestness to every word that fell from her lips. She was "many +fathom deep in love" ere she knew it--poor girl--and how exquisitely +beautiful did this soul's dawning cause her lovely face to appear. The +wind surely was not answerable for those burning cheeks and bright, +dancing eyes, which she bore after returning from long rides, during +which Mr. Preston was her constant companion--and the treasured sprigs +of jessamine and verveine which she stored away in the leaves of her +journal, after a moonlight ramble in the conservatory, with the same +fascinating attendant--did not love cause all this? Naughty love, can +the moments of rapture, exquisite though they be, which thou givest, +atone for the months and years of deep heart-rending wretchedness +which so often ensues? + +During the six weeks of that happy visit, Agnes Howell lived out the +whole of her heart's existence. Blissful and rapturous were the +moments, sleeping or waking, for Hope and Love danced merrily before +her. But, alas! while it was the turning point--the event of her +life--"it was but an episode" in the existence of the one who +entranced her--"but a piping between the scenes." I do not think Mr. +Preston ever realized the mischief he did. He was pleased with her +appearance. Her purity and _naïveté_ were delightful to him. Her ready +appreciation of the true and beautiful in nature and art, interested +him; and he sought her as a companion, because she was the most +congenial amongst those who surrounded him. He was a man of society, +and never stopped to think that the glowing, enthusiastic creature, +whose eyes gazed up so confidingly to him, as he conversed of +literature and poesy, or whose lips overflowed with earnest, eloquent +words, was an innocent, guileless child, into whose Undine nature he +had summoned the soul. He had been many years engaged, heart and hand, +to another; and circumstances alone had delayed the fulfillment of +that engagement. This Agnes knew nothing of, and surrendered herself +up, heart and soul, to him, unasked, poor girl! He regarded her as an +interesting, lovely girl, but he attributed the enthusiasm and feeling +which he unconsciously had called into birth, to the exquisite +formation of her spirit, and thought her a most superior creature. No +one marked the _affaire_ as I did, for we were surrounded by those who +knew of Mr. Preston's situation in life, and his engagement, and who, +moreover, regarded Agnes as a child in comparison to him--an unformed +woman, quite beneath the choice of one so _distingué_ as was Mr. +Preston. + +Our visit drew near to a close; the evening before our departure I was +looking over some rare and beautiful engravings in the library. A gay +party were assembled in the adjoining apartments, and Mr. Preston had +been Agnes' partner during the quadrilles and voluptuous waltz. I had +lingered in the library, partly from shyness, partly from a desire to +take a farewell of my favorite haunt, and look over my pet books and +pictures, while the rich waves of melody floated around my ears. At +the close of a brilliant waltz, Mr. Preston and Agnes joined me, and I +found myself listening with as much earnestness as Agnes to the mellow +tones of his voice, while he pointed out to us beauties and defects in +the pictures, and heightened the interest we already took in them by +classical allusion or thrilling recital. If the subject of a picture +was unknown, he would throw around it the web of some fancied story, +improvised on the instant. I listened to him with delight; every thing +surrounding us tended to increase the effect of the spell. Music +swelled in voluptuous cadences, merry voices, and the gushing sound of +heart-felt laughter greeted our ears. Opposite the table over which we +were leaning was a door, which opened into a conservatory, through +whose glasses streamed the cold, pure moonlight, beaming on the +exotics that in silence breathed an almost over-powering odor; and my +eyes dwelt upon that quiet, cool spot, while the soft, harmonious +conversation of my companions, and the merry, joyous sounds of the +ball-room, blended half dreamily in my ears. + +"You are wishing to escape into that conservatory, Miss Duval," said +Mr. Preston to me suddenly. + +A warm blush mantled my face, for I fancied he thought I was weary of +his conversation. I stammered out some reply, I scarce knew what, +which was not listened to, however, for Agnes, catching sight of an +Ethiop gypsey flower at the far end of the conservatory, expressed a +wish to see it. Mr. Preston with earnestness opposed the change--the +atmosphere there, he feared, was too chilling; but as she rested her +hand on his, with childish confidence, to prove to him the excitement +and flush of the gay waltz had passed, and looked up with such beaming +joyfulness out of her dark, violet eyes, he smilingly yielded; but +first wrapped around her shoulders, with affectionate solicitude, an +Indian _crêpe_ shawl, that hung near him on a chair. "_Poor little +me_" was not thought of; I might take cold if I could, he would not +have noted it; but I ejaculated to myself, "If I am too young for Mr. +Preston to feel any interest in, a few years will make a vast +difference, and maybe in the future I shall be an object of care to +some one." + +We reached the beautiful flower, over which Agnes hung; and as she +inhaled its fragrance, she murmured in low words, which Mr. Preston +bent his tall, graceful form to hear, + + "Thou dusky flower, I stoop to inhale + Thy fragrance--thou art one + That wooeth not the vulgar eye, + Nor the broad-staring sun. + + "Therefore I love thee! (selfish love + Such preference may be,) + That thou reservest all thy sweets, + Coy thing, for night and me." + +"This flower must be mine, Miss Agnes," said Mr. Preston, with +gallantry; "and when I look on it, it will tell me of the delicate +taste and pure spirit of one who has rendered six weeks of my +cheerless life bright." + +The chill moonlight shone down on Agnes, and its rays nestled between +the ringlets and her downy cheek, but its cold beams could not blench +the rosy hue, that mounted to her blue veined temples, as Mr. Preston +severed the fragrant exotic from its stem, and carefully pressed it +between the leaves of his tablets. Many such words followed, and I +walked unheeded beside them, as they lingered in this lovely place. +Pity that such blessed hours should ever be ended--that life's lights +should need dark shadows. Midnight swept over us ere good-night was +said; and in a half-dreamy state of rapture, Agnes rested her head on +her pillow. Nothing had been said; no love had been actually +expressed, in the vulgar sense of the word, and according to the +world's view of such matters, Mr. Preston was entirely guiltless of +the dark, heavy cloud that hung over the pathway of that young +creature from that night. + +We returned to our homes; I benefited by my visit, for my mind had +been improved by the association with older and superior persons--and +I returned with renewed zeal to my studies and reading, that I might +understand that which had appeared but "darkly to my mind's eye." But +Agnes found her companionless home still more cheerless. The bustling, +thrifty mother, and hearty, noisy brothers, greeted her with earnest +kindness; but after a few weeks had passed, her spirit flagged. She +lived for awhile upon the recollection of the past, and that buoyed +her up; but, as day after day went noiselessly and uneventfully by, +her heart grew aweary of the dear "hope deferred," and a listlessness +took possession of her. Poor girl! the rosy hue of her cheek faded, +and the bright light of her eye grew dim. Her bustling, active family +did not take notice of the change in her appearance and spirits; but +I, thrown daily with her, noted it with anxiety. I sought to interest +her in my studies, and asked her assistance in my music. With labor +she would exert herself to aid me; and at times her old enthusiasm +would burst forth, but only as the gleams of an expiring taper; every +thing seemed wearisome to her. + +One morning I heard that she had been seized with a dangerous illness, +and I hastily obeyed the summons which I had received from her mother. +What a commotion was that bustling family thrown into. The physicians +pronounced her sickness a brain fever. When I reached her bedside, she +was raving, and her beautiful eyes gazed vacantly on the nearest and +dearest of her friends; even the mother that bore her hung over her +unrecognized. She had retired as usual the night before, her mother +said, apparently well; but at midnight the family had been awakened by +her shrieks and cries. I watched beside her bed weepingly, for I never +hoped to see her again in health. The dark wing of Death I felt +already drooping over her; and with anguish I listened to the snatches +of poetry and song that fell in fragments from her lips. As I was +placing a cup on a table in her room, during the day, my eye caught +sight of two cards tied with white satin ribbon, and on them I read +the names of Mr. Ralph Preston and his bride, with these words hastily +written in pencil in Mr. Preston's handwriting on the larger of the +two cards, + +"You will, my lovely friend, rejoice in my happiness, I am sure. Short +was our acquaintance, but with the hope that I am not forgotten, I +hasten to inform you that the cheerless life-path you deigned to +brighten for a few short hours by your kind smiles, is now rendered +calm and joyous. I am at last married to the one I have secretly +worshiped for years. We both pray you may know happiness exquisite as +ours." + +How quickly I divined the cause of my friend's illness; no longer was +it a mystery to me as it was to her family. Those silent cards had +been the messengers of evil, and had been mute witnesses of the bitter +anguish that had wrung her young heart. There, in the silent night, +had she struggled with her agony; and I fancied I heard her calling on +Heaven for strength--that Heaven to which we only appeal when +overwhelmed by the sad whirldwind caused by our errors or passions. +But strength had been denied, and her spirit sank fainting. + +For weeks we watched the fluttering life within her, at times giving +up all hope; but youth and careful nursing aided the struggle of +Nature with Death, and at last Agnes opened her languid eyes upon us, +and was pronounced out of immediate danger. The sickening pallor that +overspread her face an instant after her returning consciousness, I +well understood; the thought of her heart's desolation came to her +memory, and I fear life was any thing but a blessing to her then. Her +health continued delicate; and at last it was deemed advisable to take +her to a more genial climate--that change of scene and air might +strengthen her constitution, and raise her spirits, depressed, the +physician said, by sickness. I knew better than the wise Esculapius; +but my knowledge could not restore her. Her father was a man of +considerable wealth, therefore no expense was spared for her benefit. +They resided some years in Europe, and the letters I received from +Agnes proved that the change had, indeed, been of benefit. New +associations surrounded her, and dissipated the sad foreboding +thoughts, bringing her to a more healthy state of mind. I was a little +surprised, however, when I heard of her approaching marriage with Mr. +Mason. Had I been as old as I am now, I would not have felt that +wonder; but I was still young and sentimental enough to fancy the +possibility of cherishing an "unrequited, luckless love, even unto +death." Agnes had never spoken openly to me of her unfortunate +attachment, but there was always a tacit understanding between us. She +was too delicate and refined, too sensitive to indulge in the eager +confidence which a coarser mind would have luxuriated in; but in +writing to, or talking with me, she many times expressed herself in +earnest, feeling words, that to a stranger would have seemed only as +"fine sentiments," while to me, who knew her sad history, they bore a +deeper meaning; therefore, the letter I received from her, on her +marriage, was well understood, and quietly appreciated by me. + +"I wonder if you will be surprised, my dear Enna," she wrote, "when +you hear that I am married? A few years ago it would have surprised +me, and I should have thought it impossible. Moreover, I am marrying a +man for whom I do not entertain that 'rapturous, soul-engrossing, +enthusiastic love' which we have always deemed so necessary in +marrying, and which, Heaven knows, I was once capable of bestowing on +a husband. Mr. Mason, whom I am about to marry, is not a man who +requires such love. The calm, quiet respect and friendship I entertain +for him, suits him far better. He is matter-of-fact--think of that, +Enna--not at all like the imaginary heroes of love we have talked of +together. But he is high-minded, and possesses much intelligence and +cultivation. We have been friends a long while, and I am confident +that, if life and health are spared, happiness will result to both +from our union." + +She did not return to her country for many years after her marriage; +and when I again saw her, she presented a strong contrast, in +appearance, to the pale, heart-broken creature I had parted with ten +years before. She was more beautiful even than in her youth--still +delicate and spiritual in appearance; and the calm, matronly dignity +that pervaded her manner rendered her very lovely. Several children +she had--for our Lillie can boast a Neapolitan birth; but in her whole +troop she has but this one darling girl. Calm and quiet is Agnes Mason +in her general deportment; but her intercourse with her children +presents a strong contrast--then it is her "old enthusiasm" bursts +forth. She has been a devoted mother; and her children think her the +most perfect creature on earth. The intercourse between Agnes and +Lillie is, indeed, interesting. On the mother's part there is intense +devotion, which is fully returned by the daughter, blended with +reverential feelings. She has superintended her education, and +rendered what would have been wearisome tasks, "labors of love." How +often have I found them in the library with heads bent over the same +page, and eyes expressive of the same enthusiasm; or at the piano, +with voices and hands uniting to produce what was to my ears exquisite +harmony. Agnes' love-requiring heart, "like the Deluge wanderer," has +at last found a resting-place, and on her daughter, and on her noble, +beautiful boys, the whole rich tide of her love has been poured. + +Lillie Mason, with all her beauty and wealth, will never be a belle, +as her mother says she has been made too much of "a household +darling." I watched her one evening, not a long while since, at a gay +ball, where her mother and I sat as spectatresses. She had been +persuaded from our side by a dashing _distingué_ youth, and was moving +most gracefully with him through a quadrille. In the pauses of the +dance he seemed most anxious to interest her, and I saw his fine, dark +eyes bend on her very tender glances. Her _bouquet_ seemed to him an +object of especial attention, and though a graceful dancer himself, he +seemed so wrapt up in his notice of these fragrant flowers as to +derange the quadrille more than once. I drew Agnes' attention to this. + +"But see," said Agnes, "how coolly and calmly Lillie draws his +attention to the forgotten figures. I'll answer for it, she spoils +many of that youth's fine sentiments." + +"I wonder," said Lillie, with a half-vexed air, after her partner had +placed her beside her mother, while he hastened to procure some +refreshments for us, "I wonder what Mr. Carlton dances for. I would +not take the trouble to stand up in a quadrille, if I were in his +place. He always talks so much as to quite forget the movements of the +dance. He renders me more nervous than any partner I ever have, for I +dislike to see my _vis-a-vis_ so bored. Just now he went through the +whole "language of flowers" in my bouquet, which would have been +interesting elsewhere, for he quotes poetry right cleverly; but it was +a little out of place where the bang of the instruments, and the +_chazzez_ and the _balancez_ made me lose one half of his pretty +eloquence. Quadrilles are senseless things any how;" and our pretty +Lillie actually yawned as she begged to know if it was not time to +go. "You know, dear mamma," she said, "that I have to arise very early +to-morrow morning, to help Tom in that hard lesson he groaned so +pitifully over to-night." + +As we left the ball-room, and were making our adieux to the fair +hostess, I overheard young Carlton say reproachfully to Lillie, + +"And so you are going to leave without dancing that next quadrille +with me. I know my name is on your tablets. This is too unkind, Miss +Mason." + +Young Carleton is very devoted; but if his devotion is only a passing +caprice, our Lillie will not be injured by it. There is no danger of +her "falling in love" hastily, even if the lover be as handsome and +interesting as the one in question. Luckily for her happiness, her +mother, profiting by her own sad experience, has cultivated the sweet +blossoms of domestic love, and, as she says, "My Lillie's heart will +always belong, at least two-thirds, to her mother and family." + + + + +MIDNIGHT. + +BY THOMAS BUCHANAN READ. + + The moon looks down on a world of snow, + And the midnight lamp is burning low, + And the fading embers mildly glow + In their bed of ashes soft and deep; + All, all is still as the hour of death-- + I only hear what the old clock saith, + And the mother and infant's easy breath, + That flows from the holy land of Sleep. + + Or the watchman who solemnly wakes the dark, + With a voice like a prophet's when few will hark, + And the answering hounds that bay and bark + To the red cock's clarion horn-- + The world goes on--the restless world, + With its freight of sleep through darkness hurled, + Like a mighty ship, when her sails are furled, + On a rapid but noiseless river borne. + + Say on old clock--I love you well, + For your silver chime, and the truths you tell-- + Your every stroke is but the knell + Of Hope, or Sorrow buried deep; + Say on--but only let me hear + The sound most sweet to my listening ear, + The child and the mother breathing clear + Within the harvest-fields of Sleep. + + Thou watchman, on thy lonely round, + I thank thee for that warning sound-- + The clarion cock and the baying hound + Not less their dreary vigils keep; + Still hearkening, I will love you all, + While in each silent interval + I can hear those dear breasts rise and fall + Upon the airy tide of Sleep. + + Old world, on Time's benighted stream + Sweep down till the stars of morning beam + From orient shores--nor break the dream + That calms my love to pleasures deep; + Roll on and give my Bud and Rose + The fullness of thy best repose, + The blessedness which only flows + Along the silent realms of Sleep. + + + + +A VISION. + +BY R. H. STODDARD. + + I saw the Past, in heaven a mighty train, + A countless multitude of solemn years, + Standing like souls of martyred saints, and tears + Ran down their pallid cheeks like summer rain; + They clasped and wrung their white hands evermore, + Wailing, demanding vengeance on the world: + And Judgment, with his garments sprinkled o'er + With guilty blood, and dusky wings unfurled, + And sword unsheathed, expectant of His nod, + Stood waiting by the burning throne, and God + Rose up in heaven in ire--but Mercy fair, + A piteous damsel clad in spotless white, + In supplication sweet and earnest prayer + Knelt at his feet and clung around his robe of light. + + + + +THE NEW ENGLAND FACTORY GIRL. + +A SKETCH OF EVERYDAY LIFE. + +BY MRS. JOSEPH C. NEAL. + + For naught its power to STRENGTH can teach + Like EMULATION--and ENDEAVOR. SCHILLER. + + +CHAPTER I. + +HOPING AND PLANNING. + +The family of Deacon Gordon were gathered in the large kitchen, at the +commencement of the first snow-storm of the season. With what delight +the children watched the driving clouds--and shouted with exultation +as they tried to count the fleecy flakes floating gently to the +earth--nestling upon its bleak, bare surface as if they would fain +shield it with a pure and beautiful mantle. Faster and faster came the +storm, even the deacon concluded that it would amount to something, +after all; perhaps there might be sleighing on Thanksgiving-day; +though he thought it rather uncertain. His wife did not reply, she was +bidding the children be a little less noisy in their mirth. + +"We can get out our sleds in the morning, can't we, Mary?" said Master +Ned. "I'm so glad you finished my mittens last Saturday. I told Tom +Kelly I hoped it would snow soon, for I wanted to see how warm they +were. Wont I make the ice-balls fly!" + +Ned had grown energetic with the thought, and seizing his mother's +ball of worsted aimed it at poor puss, who was sleeping quietly before +the blazing fire. Alas! for Neddy--puss but winked her great sleepy +eyes as the ball whizzed past, and was buried in the pile of ashes +that had gathered around the huge "back-log." His mother did not +scold; she had never been known to disturb the serenity of the good +deacon by an ebullition of angry words. Indeed, the neighbors often +said she was _too_ quiet, letting the children have their own way. +'Mrs. Gordon chose to rule by the law of love, a mode of government +little understood by those around her. Could they have witnessed Ned's +penitent look, when his mother simply said--"Do you see how much +trouble you have given me, my son?" they would not have doubted its +efficacy. + +The deacon said nothing, but opened the almanac he had just taken down +from its allotted corner, and thought, as he searched for "Nov. 25th," +that he had the best wife in the world, and if his children were not +good it was their own fault. The great maxim of the deacon's life had +been "let well enough alone"--but not always seeing clearly what was +"well enough," he was often surprised when he found matters did not +turn out as he had expected. This had made him comparatively a poor +man, though the fine farm he had inherited from his father should +have rendered him perfectly independent of the world. Little by little +had been sold, until it was not more than half its original size, and +the remainder, far less fertile than of old, scarce yielded a +sufficient support for his now numerous family. He had a holy horror +of debt, however--and with his wife's rigid and careful economy, he +managed to balance accounts at the end of the year. But this was +all--there was nothing in reserve--should illness or misfortune +overtake him, life's struggle would be hard indeed for his youthful +family. + +The deacon was satisfied--he had found the day of the month, and in a +spirit of prophecy quite remarkable, the context added, "Snow to be +expected about this time." + +"It's late enough for snow, that's true," said he, as he carefully +replaced his "farmer's library," then remarking it was near time for +tea, he took up his blue homespun frock, and went out in the face of +the storm to see that the cattle were properly cared for. The deacon +daily exemplified the motto--"A merciful man is merciful to his +beast." + +"Father is right," said Mrs. Gordon, using the familiar title so +commonly bestowed upon the head of the family in that section of +country. "Mary, it is quite time you were busy, and you, James, had +better get in the wood." + +The young people to whom she spoke had been conversing apart at the +furthest window of the room. Mary, a girl of fifteen, James, scarce +more than a year her senior. They started at their mother's voice, as +if they had quite forgotten where they were, but in an instant +good-humoredly said she was right, and without delay commenced their +several tasks. James was assisted by Ned, who, since he had come into +possession of his first pair of boots--an era in the life of every +boy--had been promoted to the office of chip-gatherer; and Sue, a rosy +little girl of eight or nine, spread the table, while her sister +prepared the tea, cutting the snowy loaves made by her own hand; and +bringing a roll of golden butter she herself had moulded, Mrs. Gordon +gave a look of general supervision, and finished the preparations for +the evening meal by the addition of cheese--such as city people never +see--just as Mr. Gordon and James returned, stamping the snow from +their heavy boots, and sending a shower of drops from the already +melting mass which clung to them. + +Never was there a happier group gathered about a farmer's table, and +when, with bowed head and solemn voice, the father had begged the +blessing of Heaven upon their simple fare, the children did ample +justice to the plain but substantial viands. Mrs. Gordon wondered how +they found time to eat, there was so much to be said on all sides; but +talk as they would--and it is an established fact that the +conversational powers of children are developed with greater +brilliancy at table than elsewhere--when the repast was finished there +was very little reason to complain on the score of bad appetites. + +Then commenced the not unpleasant task of brightening and putting away +the oft used dishes. Mary and Sue were no loiterers, and by the time +their mother had swept the hearth, and arranged the displaced +furniture, cups and plates were shining on the dresser, as the red +fire-light gleamed upon them. The deacon sat gazing intently upon the +glowing embers--apparently in deep meditation, though it is to be +questioned whether he thought at all. Mrs. Gordon had resumed her +knitting, while Sue and Ned, after disputing some time whose turn it +was to hold the yarn, were busily employed in winding a skein of +worsted into birds-nest balls. + +"Seven o'clock comes very soon, don't it Eddy?" said Sue, as their +heads came in contact at the unraveling of a terrible "tangle"--"I +wish it would be always daylight, and then wouldn't we sit up a great +many hours? I'd go to school at night instead of the daytime, and do +all my errands, and go to meeting too--then we should have all day +long to play in, and if we got tired we could lie down on the grass in +the orchard and take a little nap, or here before the fire if it was +winter. Oh, dear! I'm sure I can't see why there's any dark at all!" + +"You girls don't know any thing," answered Master Ned, with the +inherent air of superiority which alike animates the boy and the man, +where women are concerned--"If there was no night what would become of +the chickens? They can't go to sleep in the daylight, can they, I'd +like to know? And if they didn't go to sleep how would they ever get +fat, or large; and maybe they wouldn't have feathers; then what would +we do for bolsters, and beds, and pillows? You didn't think of that, I +guess, Susy." + +Ned's patronizing air quite offended his sister, but she did not stop +to show it, for she had, as she thought, found an admirable plan for +the chickens. + +"Well," said she slowly, not perceiving in her abstraction that the +skein was nearly wound, "we could make a dark room in the barn for the +biddies, and they could go in there when it ought to be sundown. I +guess they'd know--" but here there came an end to the skein and their +speculations, for seven o'clock rung clearly and loudly from the +wooden time-piece in the corner, and the children obeyed the signal +for bed, not without many "oh, dears," and wishes that the clock could +not strike. + +"James," said his elder sister, as their mother left the room with the +little ones, "let us tell father and mother all about it to-night. +They might as well know now as any time; and Stephen will be back in +the morning." + +"Don't speak so loud," whispered the boy, "father will hear you. I +suppose we might as well; but I do so dread it, I'm sure it would kill +me if they were to say no, and now I can hope at least." + +"I know it all," said his stronger minded adviser, "but I shall feel +better when they are told. I know mother wonders what we are always +whispering about; and it does not seem right to hide any thing from +her. Here she is, and when we've got father's cider and the apples, I +shall tell them if you don't." + +Poor James! it was evident that he had a cherished project at stake. +Never before had he been so long in drawing the cider. Mary had heaped +her basket with rosy-cheeked apples before he had finished; and when +at length he came from the cellar, his hand trembled, so that the +brown beverage was spilled upon the neat hearth. + +"You are a little careless," said his mother; but the boy offered no +excuse; he cast an imploring glance at his sister, and walked to the +window, though the night was dark as Erebus, and the sleet struck +sharply against the glass. + +"James and I want to talk with you a little while, father and mother, +if you can listen now," said Mary, boldly; and then there was a +pause--for she had dropped a whole row of stitches in her knitting, +and numberless were the loops which were left, as she took them up +again. + +Her father looked at her with a stare of astonishment, or else he was +getting sleepy, and was obliged to open his eyes very widely, lest +they should close without his knowledge. + +"Well, my child," said Mrs. Gordon, in a gentle tone of +encouragement--for she thought, from Mary's manner, that the +development of the confidential communications of the brother and +sister was at hand. + +"We have been making a plan, mother--" but James could go no further, +and left the sentence unfinished. "Mary will tell you all," he added, +in a choking voice, as he turned once more to the window. + +Mary did tell all, clearly, and without hesitation; while her mother's +pride, and her father's astonishment increased as the narrative +progressed. James, young as he was, had fixed his heart upon gaining a +classical education--a thing not so rare in the New England States as +with us, for there the false idea still prevails, that a man is unfit +to enter upon a profession until he has served the four years' +laborious apprenticeship imposed upon all "candidates for college +prizes." With us, the feeling has almost entirely passed away; a man +is not judged by the number of years he is supposed to have devoted to +the literature of past ages--the question is, what does he know? not, +how was that knowledge gained? But in the rigid and formal atmosphere +by which it was the fortune of our little hero to be surrounded, the +prejudice was strong as ever; and the ambitious boy, in dreaming out +for himself a life of fame and honor, saw before him, as an obstacle +hardly possible of being surmounted, a collegiate education. + +For months he had kept the project a secret in his own heart, and had +daily, and almost hourly, gone over and over again, every difficulty +which presented itself. He saw at once that he could expect no aid +from his father, for he knew the constant struggle going on in the +household to narrow increasing expenses to their humble means. His +elder brother, Stephen, would even oppose the plan--for, he being very +like their father, was plodding and industrious, content with the +present hour, and heartily despised books and schools, as being +entirely beneath his notice. His mother would, he hoped, aid him by +her approval and encouragement--this was all _she_ could bestow; and +Mary, however willing, had not more to offer. At length he resolved to +tell his sister, who had ever been his counsellor, the project which +he had so long cherished. + +"I am not selfish about it," said he, as he dilated upon the success +which he felt sure would be his, could this first stumbling-block but +be removed. "Think how much I could do for you all. Father would be +relieved from the burden of supporting me, for he does not need my +assistance now, the farm is so small, and Ed is growing old enough to +do all my work. Then you should have a capital education, for you +ought to have it; and you could teach a school that would be more to +the purpose than the district school. After I had helped you all, then +I could work for myself; and mother would be so proud of her son. But, +oh! Mary," and the boy's heart sank within him, "I know it can never +be." + +The two, brother and sister, as they sat there together, were a fair +illustration of the "dreamer and the worker." Mary was scarce fifteen, +but she was thoughtful beyond her years, yet as hopeful as the child. +"Yes, I could keep school," thought she, as she looked into her +brother's earnest eyes. "What can hinder my keeping school now; and +the money I can earn, with James having his vacations to work in, +might support him." + +But with this thought came another. She knew that the pay given to +district schoolteachers--women especially--was at best a bare +pittance, scarce more than sufficient for herself--for she could not +think of burdening her parents with her maintenance when her time and +labor was not theirs; and she knew that her education was too limited +to seek a larger sphere of action. So she covered her bright young +face with her hands, and it was clouded for a time with deep thought; +then looking suddenly up, the boy wondered at the change which had +passed over it, there was so much joy, even exultation in every +feature. + +"I have it," said she, throwing her arms fondly about his neck. "I +know how I can earn a deal of money, more than I want. If mother will +let me, I can go to Lowell and work in a factory. Susan Hunt paid the +mortgage on her father's farm in three years; and I'm sure it would +not take any more for you than she earned." + +At first the boy's heart beat wildly; for the moment it seemed as if +his dearest wishes were about to be accomplished. Then came a feeling +of reproach at his own selfishness, in gaining independence by dooming +his fair young sister to a life of constant labor and self-denial; +wasting, or at least passing the bright hours of her girlhood in the +midst of noise and heat, with rude associations for her refined and +gentle nature. + +"Oh! no, Mary," said he, passionately--"never, never! You are too +good, too generous!" yet the wish of his life was too strong to be +checked at once; and when Mary pleaded, and urged him to consent to +it, and gave a thousand "woman's reasons" why it was best, and how +easy the task would be to her, when lightened by the consciousness +that she was aiding him to take a lofty place among his fellow-men, he +gave a reluctant consent to the plan, ashamed of himself the while, +and dreading lest his parents should oppose what would seem to their +calmer judgment an almost impossible scheme. + +Day after day he had begged Mary to delay asking their consent, though +the suspense was an agony to the enthusiastic boy. Mary knew the +disappointment would be terrible; yet she thought if it was to come, +it had best be over with at once; and, beside, she was more hopeful +than her brother, for she had not so much at stake. Was it any wonder, +then, that James could scarce breathe while his sister calmly told +their plans, and that he dared not look into his mother's face when +the recital was ended. + +There was no word spoken for some moments--the deacon looked into his +wife's face, as if he did not fully understand what he had been +listening to, and sought the explanation from her; but she gazed +intently at the fire, revealing nothing by the expression of her +features until she said, "Your father and I will talk the matter over, +children, and to-morrow you shall hear what we think of it." Without +the least idea of the decision which would be made, James was obliged +to subdue his impatience; and the evening passed wearily enough in +listening to his father's plans for repairing the barn, and making a +new ox-sled. Little did the boy hear, though he seemed to give +undivided attention. + +"Have you well considered all this, my child," said Mrs. Gordon, as +she put her hand tenderly upon her daughter's forehead, and looked +earnestly into her sweet blue eyes. "James is in his own room, so do +not fear to speak openly. Are you not misled by your love for him, and +your wish that he should succeed." + +"No, mother, I have thought again and again, and I know I could work +from morning till night without complaining, if I thought he was +happy. Then it will be but three or four years at the farthest, and I +shall be hardly nineteen then. I can study, too, in the evenings and +mornings, and sometimes I can get away for whole weeks, and come up +here to see you all; Lowell is not very far, you know." + +"But there is another thing, Mary. Do you not know that there are many +people who consider it as a disgrace to toil thus--who would ridicule +you for publicly acknowledging labor was necessary for you; they would +perhaps shun your society, and you would be wounded by seeing them +neglect, and perhaps openly avoid you." + +"I should not care at ail for that, mother. Why is it any worse to +work at Lowell than at home; and you tell me very often that I support +myself now. People that love me would go on loving me just as well as +ever; and those who don't love me, I'm sure I'm willing they should +act as they like." + +"I think myself," replied her mother, pleased at the true spirit of +independence that she saw filled her daughter's heart, "that the +opinion of those who despise honest labor, is not worth caring for. +But you are young, and sneers will have their effect. You must +remember this--it is but natural. There is one thing else--we may both +be mistaken about James' ability; he may be himself--and you could not +bear to see him fail, after all. Think, it may be so; and then all +your time and your earnings will be lost." + +"Not lost, mother," said the young girl, her eyes sparkling with love +and hope, "I should have done all I could to help James, you know." + +Mrs. Gordon kissed her good-night with a full heart. She was proud of +her children; and few mothers have more reason for the natural +feeling. "I cannot bear to disappoint her," thought she, yet the +scheme seemed every moment more childish and impracticable. + +James rose, not with the sun, but long before it; and when his father +came down, he was already busily employed in clearing a path to the +well and the barn--for the snow had fallen so heavily, that the drifts +gathered by the night wind, in its rude sport, were piled to the very +windows, obscuring the misty light of the winter's morn. How beautiful +were those snow-wreaths in their perfect purity! The brown and knotted +fences, the dingy out-buildings, were all covered with dazzling +drapery; and the leafless trees were bowed beneath the weight of a +fantastic foliage that glittered in the clear beams of the rising sun +with a splendor that was almost painful to behold. + +"It wont last long with this sun," said the deacon, as he tied a +'comforter' about his throat; "but perhaps you'll have time to give +Mary and the children a ride before the roads are bare again. Mary +must do all her sleighing this winter, for she won't have much time if +she goes to the factory, poor child!" + +The deacon passed on with heavy strides to the barn-yard, and left +James to hope that their petition was not rejected. It was not many +minutes after that Mary came bounding down the stone-steps, heedless +of the snow in which she trod; and the instant he looked upon her face +he was no longer in doubt. + +"_Isn't_ mother good, James! She just called me into her room, and +told me that father and she have concluded we can try it at least; and +Stephen is not to know any thing about it until next April, when I am +to go. We must both of us study very hard this winter, and I shall +have such a deal of sewing to do." + +Mary spoke with delighted eagerness. One would have thought, beholding +her joy, that it was a pleasant journey which she anticipated, or that +a fortune had unexpectedly been left to her; and yet the spring so +longed for, would find her among strangers, working in a close and +crowded room through the bright days. But a contented spirit hath its +own sunshine; and the dearest pleasure that mankind may know, is +contributing to the happiness of those we love. The less selfish our +devotion to friends, the more sacrificing our self-denial in their +behalf, the greater is the reward; so Mary's step was more elastic +than ever, and her bright eyes shone with a steady, cheerful light, as +she went about her daily tasks. + +As she said, it was necessary that they should both be very busy +through the winter, for James hoped to be able to enter college in +August; and Mary, who had heretofore kept pace with him in most of his +studies, though she did stumble at "tupto, tupso, tetupha," and vow +that Greek was not intended for girls, did not wish to give up her +Latin and Geometry. They had such a kind instructor in Mr. Lane, the +village lawyer, that an ambition to please him made them at first +forget the difficulties of the dry rudiments; and then it was that +James first began to dream of one day being able to plead causes +himself--of studying a profession. Mr. Lane, unconsciously, had +encouraged this, by telling his little pupils, to whom he was much +attached, the difficulties that had beset his youthful career, and how +he had gained an honest independence, when he had at first been +without friends or means. Then he would look up at his pretty young +wife, or put out his arms to their little one, as if he thought, and +is not this a sufficient reward for those years of toil and +despondence. James remembered, when he was a student, teaching in +vacations to aid in supporting himself through term time. He had +boarded at Mr. Gordon's, and when he came to settle in the village, +years after, he had offered to teach James and Mary, as a slight +recompense for Mrs. Gordon's early kindness to the poor student. Two +hours each afternoon were passed in Mr. Lane's pleasant little study; +and though Stephen thought it was time wasted, he did not complain +much, for James was doubly active in the morning. Mary, too, +accomplished twice as much as ever before; and after the day's routine +of household labor and study were over, her needle flew quickly, as +she prepared her little wardrobe for leaving home. March was nearly +through before they felt that spring had come; and though Mary's eyes +were sometimes filled with tears at the thought of the coming +separation, they were quickly dried, and the first of April found her +unshaken in her resolution. + + +CHAPTER II. + +LEAVING HOME--FACTORY LIFE. + +"To-morrow will be the last day at home," thought Mary, as she bade +her mother good-night, and turned quickly to her own room to conceal +the tears that would start; and, though they fringed the lashes of the +drooping lid when at last she slept, the repose was gentle and +undisturbed--and she awoke at early dawn content, almost happy. The +morning air came freshly to her face as she leaned out of the window +to gaze once more on the extended landscape. Far away upon the +swelling hill-side, patches of snow yet lingered, while near them the +fresh grass was springing; and the old wood, at the back of the +house, was clothed anew in emerald verdure. The sombre pines were +lighted by the glittering sunlight, as it lingered lovingly among +their dim branches ere bursting away to illumine the very depths of +the solitude with smiles. A pleasant perfume was wafted from the +Arbutus, just putting forth its delicate blossoms from their +sheltering covert of dark-green leaves, mingled with the breath of the +snowy-petaled dogwood, and the blue violets that were bedded in the +rich moss on the banks of the little stream. The brook itself went +singing on its way as it wound through the darksome forest, and fell +with a plash, and a murmur, over the huge stones that would have +turned it aside from its course. + +It was the first bright day of spring; and it seemed as if nature had +assumed its loveliest dress to tempt the young girl to forego her +resolve. "Home never looked so beautiful," thought she, turning from +the window; and her step was not light as usual when she joined the +family. Mrs. Gordon was serene as ever; no one could have told from +her manner that she was about to part with her daughter for the first +time; but the children were sobbing bitterly--for they had just been +told that the day had come when their sister was to leave them. They +clung to her dress as she entered, and begged her not to go. + +"What shall we do without _you_, Mary?" said they; "the house will be +so lonesome." + +Even Stephen, although when the plan was first revealed to him had +opposed it obstinately, was melted to something like forgiveness when +he saw that nothing could change her firm determination. + +"I suppose we must _learn_ to live without you, Molly," said he; "take +good care of yourself, child--but let's have breakfast now." + +The odd combination, spite of her sadness, brought the old smile to +Mary's lip; and when breakfast was over, and the deacon took the large +family Bible from its appointed resting-place, and gathered his little +flock about him, they listened quietly and earnestly to the truths of +holy writ. That family Bible! It was almost the first thing that Mary +could recollect. She remembered sitting on her father's knee, in the +long, bright Sabbath afternoons, and looking with profound awe and +astonishment into the baize-covered volume, at the quaint unartistic +prints that were scattered through it. She recalled the shiver of +horror with which she looked on "_Daniel in the den of lions_," the +curiosity which the picture of the Garden of Eden called forth, and +the undefined, yet calm and placid feeling which stole over her as she +dwelt longest upon the "Baptism of our Savior." Then there was the +family record--her own birth, and that of her brothers and sisters, +were chronicled underneath that of generations now sleeping in the +shadow of the village church. But this train of thought was broken, as +they reverentially knelt when the volume was closed, and listened to +their father's humble and fervent petition, that God would watch and +guard them all, especially commending to the protection of Heaven, +"the lamb now going out from their midst." + +There were tears even upon Mrs. Gordon's face when the prayer was +ended, but there was no time to indulge in a long and sorrowful +parting. The trunks were standing already corded in the hall; the +little traveling-basket was filled with home-baked luxuries for the +way-side lunch; and Mary was soon arrayed in her plain merino dress +and little straw bonnet. There are some persons who receive whatever +air of fashion and refinement they may have from their dress; others +who impart to the coarsest material a grace that the most _recherché_ +costume fails to give. Our heroine was one of the last--and never was +Chestnut street belle more beautiful than our simple country lassie, +as she stood with her mother's arm twined about her waist, receiving +her parting counsel. + +The last words were said--James, in an agony of grief, had kissed her +again and again, reproaching himself constantly for his selfishness in +consenting that she should go. The children, forgetting their tears in +the excitement of the moment, ran with haste to announce that the +stage was just coming over the hill. Yes, it was standing before the +garden-gate--the trunks were lifted from the door-stone--the +clattering steps fell at her feet--a moment more and Mary was whirled +away from her quiet home, with her father's counsel, and her mother's +earnest "God bless you, and keep you, my child!" ringing in her ears. + +It was quite dark ere the second day's weary journey was at an end. +Mary could scarce believe it possible that she had, indeed, arrived in +the great city, until the confused tumult that rose everywhere +around--the endless lines of glittering lamps that stretched far away +in the darkness, and the rough jolting of the coach over the hard +pavements, told too plainly that she was in a new world, surrounded by +a new order of things. As they drove rapidly through the crowded +streets, she caught a glance at the brilliantly lighted stores, and +the many gayly-dressed people that thronged them. Again the scene +changed, and she looked upon the dark-brick walls that loomed up +before her, and knew that in one of those buildings she was destined +to pass many sad and solitary days. How prison-like they seemed! Her +heart sunk within her as she gazed; the lights--the confusion +bewildered her already wearied brain; and as she sunk back into the +corner of the coach, and buried her face in her hands, she would have +given worlds to have been once more in her still, pleasant home. The +feeling of utter desolation and loneliness overcame completely, for +the time, her firm and buoyant spirit. + +She was roused from her gloomy reverie as the stage stopped before the +door of a small but very comfortable dwelling, at some distance from +the principal thoroughfares. This was the residence of a sister of +Mrs. Jones, to whom she had a letter, and who was expecting her +arrival. She met Mary upon the step with a pleasant smile of welcome, +not at all as if she had been a stranger; and her husband assisted the +coachman to remove the various packages to a neat little room into +which Mary was ushered by her kind hostess, Mrs. Hall. She was very +like her sister, but older and graver. Mary's heart yearned toward her +from the moment of kindly greeting; and when they entered the cheerful +parlor together, the young guest was almost happy once more. The +children of the family, two noisy little rogues, who were very proud +of a baby sister, came for a kiss, ere they left the room for the +night; and then, with Mrs. Hall's piano, and her husband's pleasant +conversation, Mary forgot her timidity and her sadness as the evening +wore away. + +"Mr. Hall will go with you to-morrow to the scene of your new life," +said her hostess, as she bade her young charge good-night. "We have +arranged every thing, and I trust you may be happy, even though away +from your friends. We must try to make a new home for you." + +Mary "blessed her unaware" for her kindness to a stranger; and though +nearly a hundred miles from those she loved, felt contented and +cheerful, and soon fell asleep to dream that she was once more by her +mother's side. + +Again that feeling of desolation returned, when, upon the morrow, +leaning upon the arm of Mr. Hall, she passed through the crowded +streets, and shrank back as the passing multitude jostled against each +other. It seemed as if every one gazed curiously at her, yet, +perchance, not one amid the throng heeded the timid little stranger. +She was first conducted to the house they had chosen for her +boarding-place, and though the lady at its head received her kindly, +she felt more lonely than ever, as she passed through the long halls, +and was regarded with looks of curiosity by the groups of young girls +who were just leaving the house to enter upon their daily tasks. They +were laughing and chatting gayly with each other; and poor Mary +wondered if she should ever feel as careless and happy as they seemed +to be. + +Then they turned toward the "corporation," or factory, in which a +place had been engaged for her. Oh, how endless seemed those long, +noisy rooms; how weary she grew of new faces, and the strange din that +rose up from the city. "I never shall endure this," thought the poor +girl. "I shall never be able to learn my work. How can they go about +so careless and unconcerned, performing their duties, as it were, +mechanically, without thought or annoyance. But for poor Jamie I would +return to-morrow;" and with the thought of her brother came new hope, +new energy--and she resolved to enter upon her task boldly, and +without regret. + +Yet for many days, even weeks, much of her time was spent in sadness, +struggle as she would against the feeling. The girls with whom she was +called daily to associate, were, most of them, kind and good tempered: +and though her instructors did laugh a little at her awkwardness at +first, she had entered so resolutely upon her new tasks that they +soon became comparatively easy to her; and she was so indefatigable +and industrious, that her earnings, after a time, became more even +than she had hoped for. + +Still she was often weary, and almost tempted to despond. The +confinement and the noise was so new to her, that at first her health +partially gave way, and for several weeks she feared that after all +she would be obliged to return to the free mountain-air of her country +home. At such times she went wearily to her labors, and often might +have uttered Miss Barret's "Moan of the Children," as she pressed her +hands upon her throbbing temples. + + "All day long the wheels are droning, turning, + Their wind comes in our faces, + Till our hearts turn, and our heads with pulses burning; + And the walls turn in their places! + Turns the sky in the high window, blank and reeling; + Turns the long light that droopeth down the wall; + Turn the black flies that crawl along the ceiling-- + All are turning all the day, and we with all. + All day long the iron wheels are droning, + And sometimes we could pray, + 'Oh, ye wheels,' (breaking off in a mad moaning) + Stop! be silent for to-day!'" + +Then, when despondency was fast crushing her spirit, there would, +perhaps, come a long hopeful letter from her brother, who was studying +almost night and day, and a new ambition would rise in her heart, a +fresh strength animate her, until at last, in the daily performance of +her duties, in the knowledge of the happiness she was thus enabled to +confer upon others, her mind became calm and contented, and her health +fully restored. + +Thus passed the first year of her absence from home. She had become +accustomed to the habits and manners of those around her; and though +some of the girls called her a little Methodist, and sneered at her +plain economical dress, even declaring she was parsimonious, because +they knew that she rigidly limited her expenses to a very small +portion of her earnings, there were others among her associates who +fully appreciated the generous self-sacrificing spirit which animated +her, and loved her for the gentleness and purity, which all noticed, +pervaded her every thought and act. + +Then, too, Mrs. Hall was ever her steadfast friend. One evening in +every week was spent in that happy family circle; and there she often +met refined and agreeable society, from which she insensibly look a +tone of mind and manner, that was far superior to that of her +companions. Mrs. Hall directed her reading, and furnished many books +Mary herself was unable to procure. Thus month after month slipped by, +and our heroine had almost forgotten she was among strangers, until +she began to look forward to a coming meeting with those she loved in +her own dear home. + + +[_To be concluded in our next._ + + + + +REVOLUTION. + + "Anger is madness," said the sage of old; + And 'tis with nations as it is with man, + Their storms of passion scatter ills untold-- + Thus 'tis, and has been, since the world began. + + Change, to be blessed, must be calm and clear, + Thoughtful and pure, sinless, and sound of mind; + Else power unchained and change are things of fear-- + Let not the struggling to this truth be blind.--ARIAN. + + + + +FAIR MARGARET. + +A LEGEND OF THOMAS THE RHYMER. + +BY WILLIAM H. C. HOSMER. + + Old yews in the church-yard are crumbled to dust + Deep shade on her grave-mound once flinging; + But oral tradition, still true to its trust, + Her name by the hearth-stone is singing; + For never enshrined by the bard in his lay + Was a being more lovely than Margaret Gray. + + Her father, a faithful old tenant, had died + On lands of Sir Thomas the Seer-- + And the child who had sprung like a flower by his side, + Sole mourner, had followed his bier; + But Ereildoun's knight to the orphan was kind, + And watched like a parent the growth of her mind. + + The wizard knew well that her eye was endowed + With sight mortal vision surpassing-- + _Now_ piercing the heart of Oblivion's cloud, + The _Past_, in its depths, clearly glassing; + _Anon_ sending glance through that curtain of dread + Behind which the realm of the Future lies spread. + + He gave her a key to decipher dim scrolls, + With characters wild, scribbled over; + And taught her dark words that would summon back souls + Of the dead round the living to hover; + Or oped, high discourse with his pupil to hold, + Old books of enchantment with clasps of bright gold. + + The elf queen had met her in green, haunted dells + When stars in the zenith were twinkling, + And time kept the tramp of her palfry to bells, + At her bridle rein merrily tinkling: + By Huntley Burn oft, in the gloaming, she strolled + Weird shapes, that were not of this earth, to behold. + + One eve came true Thomas to Margaret's bower, + In this wise the maiden addressing-- + "No more will I visible be from this hour, + Save to those sight unearthly possessing; + But when I am seen at feast, funeral or fair + Let the mortal who makes revelation beware!" + + Long years came and passed, and the Rhymer's dread seat + Was vacant the Eildon Tree under, + And oft would old friends by the ingle-side meet, + And talk of his absence in wonder: + Some thought that, afar from the dwellings of men, + He had died in some lone Highland forest or glen: + + But others believed that in bright fairy land + The mighty magician was living-- + That newness of life to worn heart and weak hand, + Soft winds and pure waters were giving; + That back to the region of heather and pine + Would he come unimpaired by old age or decline. + + Astir was all Scotland! from mountain and moor, + With banner folds streaming in air, + Proud lord and retainer, the wealthy and poor, + Thronged forth in their plaids to the fair; + Steeds, pricked by their riders, loud clattering made, + And, cheered by his clansmen, the bag-piper played. + + Gay lassies with snoods from the border and hills + In holyday garb hurried thither, + With eyes like the crystal of rock-shaded rills, + And cheeks like the bells of the heather; + But fairest of all, in that goodly array, + Was the Lily of Bemerside, Margaret Gray. + + While Ayr with a gathering host overflowed, + She marked with a look of delight + A white-bearded horseman who gallantly rode + On a mettlesome steed black as night, + And cried, forcing wildly her way through the throng, + "_Oh! master, thy pupil hath mourned for thee long!_" + + Then, checking his courser, the brow of the seer + Grew dark, through its locks long and frosted, + And making a sign with his hand to draw near, + Thus the lovely offender accosted-- + "By which of thine eyes was thy master descried?" + "With my _left_ I behold thee!" the damsel replied. + + One moment he gazed on the beautiful face, + In fondness upturned to his own, + As if anger at length to relenting gave place, + Then fixed grew his visage like stone:-- + On the violet lid his cold finger he laid, + And extinguished forever the sight of the maid. + + * * * * * + +NOTE. + +I am indebted to Hugh Cameron, Esquire, of Buffalo, N. Y., for this +strange and strikingly beautiful legend. Mr. C. informs me that it has +long formed a part of the fire-side lore of his own clan; and, from a +remote period, has lived in the memory of Scotland's peasantry. + +He expressed surprise that men of antiquarian taste, in compiling +border ballads, and tales of enchantment, had not given "Fair +Margaret" a conspicuous place in their pages; and at his suggestion I +have attempted to clothe the fanciful outlines of the original in the +drapery of English verse. + +The Eildon tree referred to in the poem was the favorite seat of +Thomas the Rhymer, and there he gave utterance to his prophecies. + + + + +STANZAS. + + The rain-bird shakes her dusty wings + And leaves the sunny strand, + For mossy springs, and sweetly sings, + To greet her native land. + + The camel in the desert heeds + Where distant waters lay, + And onward speeds, to flowery meads, + And fountains far away. + + The freshest drops will Beauty choose + To keep her floweret wet, + The purest dews, to save its hues-- + Her gentle violet. + + So--may sweet Grace our hearts renew + With waters from above, + So--keep in view what Mercy drew + From this deep well of love. W. H. DENNY. + + + + + +THE LONE BUFFALO. + +BY CHARLES LANMAN, AUTHOR OF "A SUMMER IN THE WILDERNESS," ETC. + + +Among the many legends which the traveler frequently hears, while +crossing the prairies of the Far West, I remember one, which accounts +in a most romantic manner for the origin of thunder. A summer-storm +was sweeping over the land, and I had sought a temporary shelter in +the lodge of a Sioux Indian on the banks of the St. Peters. Vividly +flashed the lightning, and an occasional peal of thunder echoed +through the firmament. While the storm continued my host and his +family paid but little attention to my comfort, for they were all +evidently stricken with terror. I endeavored to quell their fears, and +for that purpose asked them a variety of questions respecting their +people, but they only replied by repeating, in a dismal tone, the name +of the Lone Buffalo. My curiosity was of course excited, and it may be +readily imagined that I did not resume my journey without obtaining an +explanation of the mystic words; and from him who first uttered them +in the Sioux lodge I subsequently obtained the following legend: + + * * * * * + +There was a chief of the Sioux nation whose name was the Master Bear. +He was famous as a prophet and hunter, and was a particular favorite +with the Master of Life. In an evil hour he partook of the white-man's +fire-water, and in a fighting broil unfortunately took the life of a +brother chief. According to ancient custom blood was demanded for +blood, and when next the Master Bear went forth to hunt, he was +waylaid, shot through the heart with an arrow, and his body deposited +in front of his widow's lodge. Bitterly did the woman bewail her +misfortune, now mutilating her body in the most heroic manner, and +anon narrating to her only son, a mere infant, the prominent events of +her husband's life. Night came, and with her child lashed upon her +back, the woman erected a scaffold on the margin of a neighboring +stream, and with none to lend her a helping hand, enveloped the corpse +in her more valuable robes, and fastened it upon the scaffold. She +completed her task just as the day was breaking, when she returned to +her lodge, and shutting herself therein, spent the three following +days without tasting food. + +During her retirement the widow had a dream, in which she was visited +by the Master of Life. He endeavored to console her in her sorrow, and +for the reason that he had loved her husband, promised to make her son +a more famous warrior and medicine man than his father had been. And +what was more remarkable, this prophecy was to be realized within the +period of a few weeks. She told her story in the village, and was +laughed at for her credulity. + +On the following day, when the village boys were throwing the ball +upon the plain, a noble youth suddenly made his appearance among the +players, and eclipsed them all in the bounds he made and the wildness +of his shouts. He was a stranger to all, but when the widow's dream +was remembered, he was recognized as her son, and treated with +respect. But the youth was yet without a name, for his mother had told +him that he should win one for himself by his individual prowess. + +Only a few days had elapsed, when it was rumored that a party of +Pawnees had overtaken and destroyed a Sioux hunter, when it was +immediately determined in council that a party of one hundred warriors +should start upon the war-path and revenge the injury. Another council +was held for the purpose of appointing a leader, when a young man +suddenly entered the ring and claimed the privilege of leading the +way. His authority was angrily questioned, but the stranger only +replied by pointing to the brilliant eagle's feathers on his head, and +by shaking from his belt a large number of fresh Pawnee scalps. They +remembered the stranger boy, and acknowledged the supremacy of the +stranger man. + +Night settled upon the prairie world, and the Sioux warriors started +upon the war-path. Morning dawned, and a Pawnee village was in ashes, +and the bodies of many hundred men, women, and children were left upon +the ground as food for the wolf and vulture. The Sioux warriors +returned to their own encampment, when it was ascertained that the +nameless leader had taken more than twice as many scalps as his +brother warriors. Then it was that a feeling of jealousy arose, which +was soon quieted, however, by the news that the Crow Indians had +stolen a number of horses and many valuable furs from a Sioux hunter +as he was returning from the mountains. Another warlike expedition was +planned, and as before, the nameless warrior took the lead. + +The sun was near his setting, and as the Sioux party looked down upon +a Crow village, which occupied the centre of a charming valley, the +Sioux chief commanded the attention of his braves and addressed them +in the following language: + +"I am about to die, my brothers, and must speak my mind. To be +fortunate in war is your chief ambition, and because I have been +successful you are unhappy. Is this right? Have you acted like men? I +despise you for your meanness, and I intend to prove to you this night +that I am the bravest man in the nation. The task will cost me my +life, but I am anxious that my nature should be changed and I shall be +satisfied. I intend to enter the Crow village alone, but before +departing, I have one favor to command. If I succeed in destroying +that village, and lose my life, I want you, when I am dead, to cut off +my head and protect it with care. You must then kill one of the +largest buffaloes in the country and cut off his head. You must then +bring his body and my head together, and breathe upon them, when I +shall be free to roam in the Spirit-land at all times, and over our +great Prairie-land wherever I please. And when your hearts are +troubled with wickedness remember the Lone Buffalo." + +The attack upon the Crow village was successful, but according to his +prophecy the Lone Buffalo received his death wound, and his brother +warriors remembered his parting request. The fate of the hero's mother +is unknown, but the Indians believe that it is she who annually sends +from the Spirit-land the warm winds of spring, which cover the +prairies with grass for the sustenance of the Buffalo race. As to the +Lone Buffalo, he is never seen even by the most cunning hunter, +excepting when the moon is at its full. At such times he is invariably +alone, cropping his food in some remote part of the prairies; and +whenever the heavens resound with the moanings of the thunder, the +red-man banishes from his breast every feeling of jealousy, for he +believes it to be the warning voice of the Lone Buffalo. + + + + +THE ADOPTED CHILD. + +BY MRS. FRANCES B. M. BROTHERSON. + + "And, oh! the home whence thy bright smile hath parted, + Will it not seem as if the sunny day + Turned from its door away? + While through its chambers wandering, weary hearted, + I languish for thy voice which passed me still, + Even as a singing rill." + + + My gentle child--my own sweet May-- + Come sit thee by my side, + Thy wonted place in by-gone years, + Whatever might betide. + Come--I would press that cloudless brow, + And gaze into those eyes, + Whose azure hue and brilliancy + Seemed borrowed from the skies. + + Thou ne'er hast known a mother's love, + Save what my heart hath given; + Thy fair young mother--long years since-- + Found rest in yonder Heaven. + Where waves and dashing spray ran high + We took thee from her grasp; + All vainly had the Tyrant striven + To rend that loving clasp. + + We strove in vain life to recall, + And 'neath the old oak's shade + We laid her calmly down to rest, + In our own woodland glade. + Gently--the turf by stranger hands + Was o'er her bright head pressed; + And burning tears from stranger hearts + Fell o'er that place of rest. + + We took thee to our hearts and home, + With blessings on thy head; + We looked on thy blue eye--and wept-- + _Remembered was our dead_. + For parted from our lonely hearth + Was childhood's sunny smile; + And hushed the household melody + That could each care beguile. + + Thy name--we knew it not--and then + For many a livelong day + We sought for one, all beautiful-- + And, sweetest, called thee May. + With thee--came Spring-lime to our home, + Love's wealth of buds and flowers, + Lingering--till in its fairy train + Shone Summer's golden hours. + + How will I miss thine own dear voice + In Summer's soft, bright eve; + A blight will rest on tree and flower-- + The hue of things that grieve; + And when the wintry hour hath come, + And 'round the blazing hearth + Shall cluster faces we have loved-- + Lost--lost thy joyous mirth. + + Another hand will twine those curls + That gleam so brightly now; + Another heart will thrill to hear + From _thee_ affection's vow; + For I have marked the rosy blush + Steal o'er thy brow and cheek, + When gentle words fell on thy ear, + Which only love can speak. + + Tears--tears!--a shadow should not rest + Upon thy bridal day; + My spirit's murmurings shall cease + And joy be thine, sweet May. + They come with flowers--pure orange flowers-- + To deck thy shining hair; + Young bride--go forth--and bear with thee, + My blessing and my prayer. + + + + +WHEN SHALL I SEE THE OBJECT THAT I LOVE. + +A FAVORITE SWISS AIR. + +ARRANGED FOR THE PIANO FORTE +BY +JOHN B. MÜLLER. + +COPYRIGHTED BY GEORGE WILLIG, NO. 171 CHESNUT STREET, PHILADELPHIA. + + +[Illustration:] + +_Not too slow_. + +PIANO. + + +Wann wer-de oh wan wer-de ich, Die fer-nen blau-en Hoeh'n, Von + +When shall I see, when shall I see, The ob-ject that I love? The + +mei-nem Vat-er-land wenn dich, Hel-ve-lien wie-der seh'n? Denk' + +friends, the home of in-fan-cy, The mai-den and the grove. The + + + +[Illustration:] + +ich da-ran, Schlaegt, selbst als Mann, Mir meine Brust mil Schmerz und lust', Denn + +Val-leys fair, The wa-ter clear, The low-ing herds, The sing-ing birds, When + +al-len Freu-den noch be-wust Moecht ich's noch ein-mal seh'n. + +shall I see, when shall I see, The things I love so dear? + +2. + + When shall I see, when shall I see, + As I have seen before, + The gathering crowd beneath the tree, + With her that I adore? + And happy hear + Her voice so clear, + Blend with my own, + In liquid tone. + When shall I see, when shall I see, + The things I hold so dear? + +2. + + + Zwar glaenzt die Sonne ueberall + Dem Menschen in der Welt; + Doch we zuerst ihr goldner Strahl + Ihm in das Auge faellt? + Wo er als Kind, + Sanft und gelind, + An mütter Hand, + Sprach und empfand, + Da ist allein sein Vaterland + Koennt' ich's noch einmal seh'n? + + + + +REVIEW OF NEW BOOKS. + + _Edith Kinnaird, By the Author of "The Maiden Aunt." + Boston: E. Littell & Co._ + +Fiction has exercised an important influence over the public from the +earliest ages of the world. Nor is the reason difficult to determine. +Where one man takes delight in the subtleties of logic, ten derive +pleasure from the indulgence of the fancy. The love of fiction is +common to the unlettered savage as well as to the civilized European, +and has marked alike the ancient and the modern world. The oldest +surviving book, if we except the narrative of Moses, is, perhaps, a +fiction--we mean the book of Job. To reach its date we must go back +beyond the twilight of authentic history, far into the gloom of the +antique past, to the very earliest periods of the earth's existence. +We must ascend to the time when the Assyrian empire was yet in its +youth, when the patriarchs still fed their flocks on the hills of +Palestine, when the memory of the visible presence of the Almighty +among men remained fresh in the traditions of the East. The beautiful +story of Ruth comes next, but ages later than its predecessor. Then +follows the sonorous tale of Homer, clanging with a martial spirit +that will echo to all time. Descending to more modern eras, we reach +the legends of Haroun El Reschid; the tales of the Provençal +troubadours; the romances of chivalry; and finally the novels of this +and the past century. For nearly four thousand years fiction has +delighted and moulded mankind. It has survived, too, when all else has +died. The Chaldean books of astrology are lost to the moderns; but the +story of the Idumean has reached us unimpaired. The lawgivers of Judah +are no more, and the race of Abraham wanders over the earth; but the +simple tale of Ruth preserves the memory of their customs, and keeps +alive the glory of the past. + +It will not do to despise that which is so indestructible, and which +everywhere exercises such powerful influence. Pedants may scorn +fiction as beneath them, and waste their lives in composing dry +treatises that will never be read; but the wise man, instead of +deriding this tremendous engine, will endeavor to bend it to his +purposes; and whether he seeks to shape the tale that is to be +rehearsed on the dreamy banks of the Orontes, or to write the novel +that will be read by thousands in England and America, will labor so +to mix instruction with amusement, that his audience shall insensibly +become moulded to his views. The moral teachers of both ancient and +modern times have chosen the vehicle of fiction to inculcate truth; +and even inspiration has not scorned to employ it in the service of +religion. The most beautiful fictions ever written were the parables +of the Savior. But it is also true that some of the most deleterious +books we have are romances. This, however, is no reason why fiction +should be abandoned to bad men, or proscribed as it is by many +well-meaning moralists. Wesley said, with his strong Saxon sense, that +he did not see why the devil should have all the good tunes. + +Hence, in criticising a novel, it becomes important to examine the +tendency of the work. We utterly repudiate the idea that a reviewer +has nothing to do with the morality of a book. We reject the specious +jargon to the contrary urged by the George Sand school. A novel +should be something more than a mere piece of intellectual mechanism, +because if not, it is injurious. There can be no medium. A fiction +which does not do good does harm. There never was a romance written +which had not its purpose, either open or concealed, from that of +Waverley, which inculcated loyalty, to that of Oliver Twist, which +teaches the brotherhood of man. Some novels are avowedly and +insolently vicious; such are the Adventures of Faublas and the Memoirs +of a Woman of Quality. Others, under the guise of philanthropy, sap +every notion of right and duty: such are Martin the Foundling, +Consuelo, _et id omne genus_. It is the novels of this last class +which are the most deleterious; for, with much truth, they contain +just enough poison to vitiate the whole mass. Chemists tell us that +the smallest atom of putrid matter, if applied to the most gigantic +body, will, in time, infect the whole: just so the grain of sophistry +in Consuelo, admitting there is no more, in the end destroys all that +the book contains of the beautiful and true. Said a lady in conversing +on this subject: "I always find that people who read such books +remember only what is bad in them." Her plain common sense hit the +nail on the head, while transcendental folly hammered all around it in +vain. We have spoken of Consuelo thus particularly because it is the +best of its class: and of that enervating fiction we here record our +deliberate opinion, that it will turn more than one foolish Miss into +a strolling actress, under the insane and preposterous notion that it +is her mission. + +We do not say that art should be despised by the novelist; we only +contend that it should not be polluted. We would have every novel a +work of art, but the art should be employed on noble subjects, not on +indifferent or disgraceful ones. If authors plead a mission to write, +it must be to write that which will do good. A Raphael may boast of +inspiration when he paints a Madonna, but not when his brush stoops to +a Cyprian or a Satyr. The Pharisees of old prayed unctuously in the +market-places: so the George Sands of our day boast of their superior +insight into the beautiful and true. We doubt whether both are not +impudent hypocrites. + +The novel, which has proved the text to these remarks, belongs to a +different, and, we hold, a better school. It originally appeared in +Sharpe's London Magazine, and has just been republished by E. Littell +& Co. Edith Kinnaird is a fiction which the most artistic mind will +feel delight in perusing, yet one which the humblest will understand, +and from which both may derive improvement. The heroine is neither a +saint nor a fool, but a living woman; her sufferings spring from her +errors, and are redeemed by her repentance: all is natural, beautiful, +refreshing and noble. We rise from the perusal of such a fiction +chastened and improved. + +Instead of rendering its readers dissatisfied with themselves, with +their lot in life, with society, with every thing, this novel makes +them feel that life is a battle, yet that victory is sure to reward +all who combat aright--that after the dust and heat of the struggle +comes the repose of satisfied duty. Yet there is nothing didactic in +the volume. Its influence upon the heart is like that of the dew of +heaven, silent, gradual, imperceptible. Is not this a proof of its +intrinsic merit? + +Consuelo herself, as an ideal, is not more lovely than Edith Kinnaird, +while the latter, in the eyes of truth, is infinitely the nobler +woman. We hope to hear from the author again. Let us have more of such +novels: there cannot be too many of them. How can noble and talented +souls do more good than by furnishing the right kind of novels. Just +as the old religious painters used to limn saints and Madonnas, let us +now write works of artistic and moral fiction. + + _Jane Eyre. An Autobiography. Boston: William D. + Ticknor & Co._ 1 _vol._ 12_mo._ + +Few novels published within the last ten years have made so great a +stir among readers of all classes as this. The Harpers have sold a +vast number of their cheap reprint, and we have here to notice its +appearance in the old duodecimo shape, with large type and white +paper. That the work bears unmistakable marks of power and originality +cannot be questioned, and in a limited range of characterization and +description evinces sagacity and skill. The early portions of the +novel are especially truthful and vivid. The description of the +heroine's youthful life--the exact impression which is conveyed of the +child's mind--the influences which went to modify her character--the +scenes at the boarding-school--all have a distinctness of delineation +which approaches reality itself. But when the authoress comes to deal +with great passions, and represent morbid characters, we find that she +is out of her element. The character of Rochester is the character of +a mechanical monster. The authoress has no living idea of the kind of +person she attempts to describe. She desires to represent a reckless +man, made bad by circumstances, but retaining many marks of a noble +character, and she fills his conversation with slang, makes him +impudent and lustful, a rascal in every sense of the word, without the +remotest idea of what true chivalric love for a woman means; and this +mechanical automaton, whose every motion reveals that he moves not by +vital powers but by springs and machinery, she makes her pure-minded +heroine love and marry. + +There has been a great deal of discussion about the morality of this +part of the novel. The question resolves itself into a question of +art, for we hold that truth of representation and morality of effect +are identical. Immoral characters may be introduced into a book, and +the effect be moral on the reader's mind, but a character which is +both immoral and unnatural ever produces a pernicious effect. Now the +authoress of Jane Eyre has drawn in Rochester an unnatural character, +and she has done it from an ignorance of the inward condition of mind +which immorality such as his either springs from or produces. The +ruffian, with his fierce appetites and Satanic pride, his mistresses +and his perjuries, his hard impudence and insulting sarcasms, she +knows only verbally, so to speak. The words which describe such a +character she interprets with her fancy, enlightened by a reminiscence +of Childe Harold and the Corsair. The result is a compound of vulgar +rascalities and impotent Byronics. Every person who interprets her +description by a knowledge of what profligacy is, cannot fail to see +that she is absurdly connecting certain virtues, of which she knows a +good deal, with certain vices, of which she knows nothing. The +coarseness of portions of the novel, consisting not so much in the +vulgarity of Rochester's conversation as the _naive_ description of +some of his acts--his conduct for three weeks before his intended +marriage, for instance, is also to be laid partly to the ignorance of +the authoress of what ruffianism is, and partly to her ignorance of +what love is. No woman who had ever truly loved could have mistaken so +completely the Rochester type, or could have made her heroine love a +man of proud, selfish, ungovernable appetites, which no sophistry can +lift out of lust. + +We accordingly think that if the innocent young ladies of our land lay +a premium on profligacy, by marrying dissolute rakes for the honor of +reforming them, _à la_ Jane Eyre, their benevolence will be of +questionable utility to the world. There is something romantic to +every inexperienced female mind in the idea of pirates and debauchees, +who have sentiment as well as slang, miseries as well as vices. Such +gentlemen their imaginations are apt to survey under the light of the +picturesque instead of under the light of conscience. Every poet and +novelist who addresses them on this weak side is sure of getting a +favorable hearing. Byron's popularity, as distinguished from his fame, +was mainly owing to the felicity with which he supplied the current +demand for romantic wickedness. The authoress of Jane Eyre is not a +Byron, but a talented woman, who, in her own sphere of thought and +observation, is eminently trustworthy and true, but out of it hardly +rises above the conceptions of a boarding-school Miss in her teens. +She appears to us a kind of strong-minded old maid, but with her +strong-mindedness greatly modified by the presumption as well as the +sentimentality of romantic humbug. + + _Novum Testamentum Domini Nostri Jesu Christi. + Interpetre Theodora Beza. Philadelphia: Geo. S. + Appleton._ + +In relation to the character of this version it is scarcely necessary +for us to speak. It has for centuries received the approbation of the +wisest and the best; and the copy before us seems to us, upon a brief +examination, to be accurate. The work is admirably printed, and does +credit to the publishers. We confess that we believe that the use of +this sacred work, in our seminaries and colleges, in the Latin, is +desirable in reference to every interest of religion and morality. +While we hesitate to affirm that Theodore de Beza's version of the New +Testament Scriptures is a study of the classic Latin, we still believe +that, stamped as it has been with the approbation of centuries, it is, +in relation to all the moral considerations which should control our +direction of the study of youth, worthy of all acceptance. The preface +informs us that several editions were published during the lifetime of +Beza, to which he made such improvements as his attention was directed +to, or as were prompted by his familiarity, as Greek Professor, with +the original. Since 1556, when it first appeared at Geneva, this work +has kept its place in the general esteem. + +The propriety of the use of this sacred volume in schools has been +regarded as a question by some persons; but we cannot consider it a +subject of doubt. After a careful consideration of every objection, we +cannot see a reason why its gentle and holy truths should not be given +to the mind and heart at the earliest period. There is nothing so +likely to mark out the destiny of man and woman for goodness and +honor, and prosperity, as the early and earnest study of the New +Testament. Its Divine Inspirer said, "Suffer little children to come +unto me;" and one of the great evidences of its heavenly origin, is +the fact, that while its sublimity bows the haughtiest intellect to +humility and devotion, its simplicity renders its most important +teachings as intelligible to the child as the man, to the unlettered +as to the philosopher. The work is worthy the attention of all who +desire to unite education with religion. + + _The Princess. A Medley. By Alfred Tennyson. Boston: + Wm. D. Ticknor & Co._ 1 _vol._ 12_mo_. + +The success of this poem is indicated not only by the discussion it +has provoked, but its swift passage through three editions. Taken +altogether we deem it the most promising of Tennyson's productions, +evincing a growth in his fine powers, and a growth in the right +direction. It has his customary intellectual intensity, and more than +his usual heartiness and sweetness. 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No. 5. May +1848, by Various + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Graham's Magazine Vol XXXII. No. 5. May 1848 + +Author: Various + +Editor: George R. Graham + Robert T. Conrad + +Release Date: June 28, 2009 [EBook #29262] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK GRAHAM'S MAGAZINE, MAY 1848 *** + + + + +Produced by David T. Jones, Juliet Sutherland and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Canada Team at +http://www.pgdpcanada.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + +<a name="ENGRAVING" id="ENGRAVING"></a> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 387px;"> +<img src="images/illus240.png" width="387" height="600" +alt="Clara Harland" title="" /></div> +<h5>J. Addison</h5> +<h3>CLARA HARLAND</h3> + +<h4>Engraved Expressly for Graham's Magazine</h4> +<br /><br /><br /><br /> + +<h1>GRAHAM'S MAGAZINE.</h1> +<br /> +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h4><span class="smcap">Vol.</span> XXXII. + PHILADELPHIA, MAY, 1848. + No. 5.</h4> +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[241]</a></span> +<br /> +<br /> + +<h3>TABLE OF CONTENTS</h3><br /> +<table summary="TOC" width="80%"> +<tr> +<td><a href="#CLARA_HARLAND"><b>CLARA HARLAND</b>.</a></td> +<td class="tdr">241</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#THE_ANCIENT_AND_THE_MODERN_MUSE"><b>THE ANCIENT AND THE MODERN MUSE.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">246</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#THERESA_OR_GENIUS_AND_WOMANHOOD"><b>THERESA, OR GENIUS AND WOMANHOOD.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">247</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#SONNETS"><b>SONNETS.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">259</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#PHANTASMAGORIA"><b>PHANTASMAGORIA.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">260</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#THE_OAK-TREE"><b>THE OAK-TREE.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">264</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#PAULINE_GREY"><b>PAULINE GREY.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">265</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#SONNET_TO_A_MINIATURE"><b>SONNET.—TO A MINIATURE.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">269</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#WHORTLEBERRYING"><b>WHORTLEBERRYING.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">270</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#STANZAS"><b>STANZAS.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">273</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#EURYDICE"><b>EURYDICE.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">274</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#THE_VOICE_OF_THE_NIGHT_WIND"><b>THE VOICE OF THE NIGHT WIND.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">274</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#MAJOR-GENERAL_WORTH"><b>MAJOR-GENERAL WORTH.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">275</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#ENCOURAGEMENT"><b>ENCOURAGEMENT.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">276</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#THE_CHANGED_AND_THE_UNCHANGED"><b>THE CHANGED AND THE UNCHANGED.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">277</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#THE_DAYSPRING"><b>THE DAYSPRING.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">281</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#SONNET_CULTIVATION"><b>SONNET.—CULTIVATION.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">281</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#FIRST_LOVE"><b>FIRST LOVE.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">282</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#MIDNIGHT"><b>MIDNIGHT.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">286</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#A_VISION"><b>A VISION.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">286</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#THE_NEW_ENGLAND_FACTORY_GIRL"><b>THE NEW ENGLAND FACTORY GIRL.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">287</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#REVOLUTION"><b>REVOLUTION.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">292</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#FAIR_MARGARET"><b>FAIR MARGARET.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">293</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#STANZAS2"><b>STANZAS.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">293</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#THE_LONE_BUFFALO"><b>THE LONE BUFFALO.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">294</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#THE_ADOPTED_CHILD"><b>THE ADOPTED CHILD.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">295</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#WHEN_SHALL_I_SEE_THE_OBJECT_THAT_I_LOVE"> +<b>WHEN SHALL I SEE THE OBJECT THAT I LOVE.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">296</td> +</tr> +<tr> +<td><a href="#REVIEW_OF_NEW_BOOKS"><b>REVIEW OF NEW BOOKS.</b></a></td> +<td class="tdr">298</td> +</tr> +</table> +<br /><br /><br /><br /> + + +<h3><a name="CLARA_HARLAND" id="CLARA_HARLAND"></a>CLARA HARLAND.</h3> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY G. G. FOSTER.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<h5>[SEE <a href="#ENGRAVING">ENGRAVING.</a>]</h5> + + +<h4>CHAPTER I.</h4> + +<p>I am no visionary—no dreamer; and yet my life has been a ceaseless +struggle between the realities of everyday care, and a myriad of +shadowy phantoms which ever haunt me. In the crowded and thronged +city; in the green walks and sunny forests of my native hills; on the +broad and boundless prairie, carpeted with velvet flowers; on the blue +and dreamy sea—it is the same. I look around, and perceive men and +women moving mechanically about me; I even take part in their +proceedings, and seem to float along the tardy current upon which they +swim, and become a part—an insignificant portion—of the dull and +stagnant scene; and yet, often and often, in the busiest moment, when +commonplace has its strongest hold upon me, and I feel actually +interested in the ordinary pursuits of my fellow-beings, of a sudden, +a great curtain seems to fall around, and enclose me on every side; +and, instead of the staid and sober visages of the throng, vague and +shadowy faces gleam around me, and magnificent eyes, bright and +dreamy, glance and flash before me like the figures on a +phantasmagoria. In such moments, there comes over me a happy +consciousness that <i>this</i> is the reality and all else a dull and +painful dream, from which I have escaped as by a great effort. The +dreamy faces are familiar to me, and their large, spiritual eyes +encounter mine with glances of pleasant recognition. My heart is glad +within me that it has found again its friends and old companions, and +the mental outline of the common world, faintly drawn by memory, +becomes more and more dim and indistinct, like the surface of the +earth to one who soars upward in a balloon, and is at length blended +with the gray shadows of forgotten thought, which disturb me no more. +But anon some rude and jarring discord, from the world below, pierces +upward to my ear, and the air becomes suddenly dark and dreary, and +dusty, and I fall heavily to earth again.</p> + +<p>As years steal by, these fits of delightful abstraction become rarer +and rarer. My visions seem to have lost their substantiality; and even +when they do revisit me, they are thin and transparent, and no longer +hide the real world from my sight—yet they hold strange power over +me; and when they come upon my soul, although they do not all conceal +the real, yet they concentrate upon some casual object there, and +impart to it a spirituality of aspect and quality which straightway +embalms it in my heart. Thus do I invest the faces of friends with a +holiness and fervor of devotion which belongs not to them; and when I +have wreaked the treasures of my soul upon objects thus elevated above +their real quality, I find what a false vision I have been +worshiping—its higher qualities mingle again with my own thoughts, +whence they emanated, and the real object stands before me, low, dull, +and insipid as the thousands of similar ones by which it is +surrounded. Thus do I, enamored of qualities and perfections which +exist only in my own thought, continually cheat and delude myself into +the belief that a congenial spirit has been found, when some trivial +incident breaks the spell—the charms I loved glide back to my own +soul, and the charmer, unconscious of change in himself, wonders what +has wrought so sudden an alteration in me. Then come heart-burnings +and self-reproaches against those I have foolishly loved, of +treachery, hypocrisy, and ingratitude, which they cannot understand, +and over which I mourn and weep.</p> + +<p>I had a friend once—not long ago, for the turf is still fresh over +his gentle breast—whose soul was fashioned like my own, save that he +was all softness, and wanted the hardness and commonplace which events +and years have given to me. For a long and delightful season we held +sweet converse together; and, although he was much younger than I, yet +was there no restraint or concealment between us. Every throb of his +heart, almost every evolution of his brain, found an echo in me. I was +his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[242]</a></span> mirror—a fountain in which he contemplated himself. From <i>him</i> I +never dreamed of treachery, or selfishness, or ingratitude—and he +alone did not deceive me. He never gave me pain but once—and who +shall tell the agony of that hour, when his hand ceased to return the +pressure of my eager fingers, and the dark curtain of death shut out +the light of his dear eyes from my soul! Yet, after the anguish was +over, and I had laid him in the fragrant earth, amongst the roots of +happy flowers, where the limpid brook murmurs its soft and +never-ending requiem, and the birds come every night to dream and +sleep amid the overhanging branches, although my mortal sense was all +too dull to realize his presence, yet in my <i>soul</i> I felt that he was +still with me. No midnight breeze came sighing through the dewy +moonlight, or brought the exhalations of the stars upon its wings, +that did not speak to me of him; and ever when I prayed, I knew that +he was near me, mingling, as of old, his soul with mine.</p> + +<p>Poets may sing of love, and romantic youths may dream they realize the +soft delusion; strong hearts may swear they break and wither away with +unrequited passion, and keen brains may be turned by the maddening +glances of woman's eyes; but all these to me seem weak and common +emotions when compared with the intenseness of man's friendship—that +pure, devoted identification with each other which two congenial souls +experience when the alloy of no sexual or animal passion mingles with +the devotion of the spirit. I could go through fiery ordeals, or +submit with patience to the keenest tortures, both of mind or body, so +that I felt the sustaining presence of one real friend; while, if +alone, my heart shrinks from the contest, and retires dismayed upon +itself.</p> + +<p>But my poor friend was in love, and <i>his</i> love was as pervading and +absorbing as the fragrance of a flower, or the light of a star. The +woman he had chosen for his idol—the shrine at which his pure +devotions of heart and soul were offered—was a gay and beautiful +Creole from New Orleans, who, with her mother, and a young gentleman +who appeared in the capacity of friend, spent the summer months in the +North. They stopped at the Carlton, where my friend was boarding, and +the acquaintance had been formed quite accidentally. The lady was +beautiful, bewitching, and very tender; and, without stopping to +inquire as to the consequences, or to assure himself that he had the +least chance of success, Medwin fell desperately and hopelessly in +love in a few days. I was soon made aware of the state of the case, +for he had no secrets from me; and, foreseeing that he might very +easily have deceived himself entirely in taking for granted that the +young lady's affections were not pre-engaged, I begged him to be +cautious, and not throw away his regards upon an object, perhaps, +unattainable—perhaps even unworthy of them. I represented to him that +ladies in the South were usually not very long in falling in love; and +it was altogether probable that Clara Harland was already engaged to +the gentleman who had accompanied her and her mother, and who was +evidently a favored acquaintance. Charles, however, infatuated with +his passion, was deaf to my remonstrances, and the very next day +sought and obtained an interview, in which he declared his passion, +and was made happy by the beautiful Creole. She, however, cautioned +him to be on his guard, as her companion had for some time been a +suitor for her hand, and was a great favorite with her mother, who had +frequently and earnestly urged her to accept his attentions. The fair +girl avowed, with flashing eyes, that she loved him not, and had never +loved before she met with Medwin. "How," she exclaimed with unwonted +energy, "can dear mamma suppose that I shall ever become enamored of +that coarse, ferocious, unintellectual man? He has not a generous or +delicate sympathy in his nature, and is as rude in heart and feeling +as in manner. Beware, however, my dear Charles," continued she, with +earnestness, "of Mr. Allington. He is a bold, bad man, whom habits and +associations have made haughty, imperious, cold-blooded, and cruel; +and I tremble for you when he shall learn what has this day passed +between us. Beware of him, for <i>my</i> sake; and, oh! promise me, dearest +Charles, that, whatever may be the consequence of what we now have +done, you will never fight with him."</p> + +<p>Charles smiled, and pressed her hand. "Do not alarm yourself, +dearest," said he, "I love you too well to rashly expose myself to +danger. I have ever entertained a just horror of the inhuman and +barbarous practice at which you hint; and beside," continued he, +earnestly, fixing his eyes upon her face with such tenderness that the +blood rushed unconsciously to her temples beneath that dear gaze, +"since your words of hope and love to me to-day, existence possesses +new value in my eyes. Be assured I shall not rashly peril it."</p> + +<p>They parted with kind looks and a timid pressure of the hands. Medwin +firmly resolved, let what would happen, to keep his promise to his +beautiful Creole; and Clara, convinced that, although she had been +bred and educated in the midst of a community where not to fight was +of itself dishonorable, she should be <i>entirely</i> satisfied with what +the world, or even her own mother should say, about his cowardice and +want of honor. Poor girl! she had sadly miscalculated both the effects +of the act she had advised, and the strength of her own resolution.</p> + +<p>In a few days Mrs. Harland suddenly announced her determination of +returning to New Orleans, and Clara sadly and tremblingly prepared +herself to take leave of her lover. He came—was told by her of her +mother's resolution to depart, which she was at no loss in tracing to +the advice of Allington—and was made alive and happy again by Charles +assuring her that he himself should start for New Orleans, although by +another route, on the very day she departed.</p> + +<p>"Oh, now I know that you do love me, indeed!" said the beautiful girl, +while she pressed her lover's head to her dainty bosom, and, kissing +his forehead, ran out of the room.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<h4>CHAPTER II.</h4> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[243]</a></span> + +<p>"Well, these d——d Yankees <i>are</i> all a pack of cowards, after all, +and I will never defend them again," said a young Creole, as he met +Mr. Allington one morning, at the Merchants' Exchange in New Orleans. +"Not fight, and after being challenged on account of as lovely a woman +as Clara Harland! Why, what the devil did he take the trouble of +following you all the way from New York for, if he didn't mean to +<i>fight</i> you?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, nonsense! my dear St. Maur," replied Allington, "you don't +understand the laws of honor, as they are construed at the North. +There, my dear fellow, every thing is regulated by law; and if a +fellow treads on your corns, slanders you behind your back, or steals +your mistress, the only remedy is 'an action for damages,' and, +perhaps, a paragraph in a newspaper."</p> + +<p>"But what says she herself to the cowardly fellow's refusal to fight +you? I suppose that now, of course, she will think no more of the +puppy, and return to Allington and first love."</p> + +<p>"I know not—for I have not seen her these four days. But if this +beggarly attorney's clerk document is to be believed," continued +Allington, pulling a letter from his pocket, "she herself expressly +commanded him not to fight."</p> + +<p>"Oh, do let us hear it!" cried St. Maur, and half a dozen young bloods +without vests, and with shirt-bosoms falling over their waistbands +nearly to the knee. "Do let us hear, by all means, what the +white-livered fellow has to say for himself."</p> + +<p>"No," replied Allington, hesitatingly; "that I think would be +dishonorable; although—I—don't know—the d——d fellow wouldn't +fight, and so I am not certain that I am not released—there, St. +Maur, what the devil are you at?"</p> + +<p>But St. Maur had snatched the missile from Allington's half-extended +hand, and mounting one of the little marble julep-tables, and +supporting himself against a massive granite pillar that ran from the +ground-floor to the base of the dome, he began reading, while the +company, now increased to half a hundred morning loungers, pressed +eagerly round to hear. As my poor friend is dead, and there are none +whose feelings can now be wounded by its publication, here is the +letter.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"<span class="smcap">Sir</span>,—Hours of an agonized struggle, in comparison +with which mere <i>death</i> would have been an +infinite relief, have nerved me for the task of telling +you, calmly and deliberately, that I take back my +acceptance of your challenge. When I received it, +I was forgetful of my sacred promise, and acted only +from the impulse of the moment. Had your friend +staid an instant, the matter should then have been explained. +As it is, I am positively compelled, much as +my heart revolts at it, to drag a lady into my explanation. +<i>She</i>, (I need not write her name,) bound me by a +solemn and most sacred promise—to violate which +would be dishonor—that I <i>would not</i> fight you. I must +and will keep my word, although I have seen enough +of public opinion, during the few days of my sojourn +here, to know that by doing so I am covering myself +with a load of infamy which I may find it impossible +to bear.</p> + +<p>"But enough; my course is taken, and I must +abide the consequences, whatever they may be. I, +therefore, sir, have to beg pardon, both of yourself +and your friend, for the trouble this affair has already +occasioned you.</p> + +<p>"This letter is directed to you without the knowledge +or consent of the gentleman who was to have +acted as my friend on the occasion; and he must, +therefore, be held responsible for nothing.</p></div> + +<p>"Yours respectfully."</p> + +<p>"A very pretty piece of argument and logic, eloquently urged, withal!" +said St. Maur, as he coolly folded the letter, and leaping upon the +floor, restored it to its owner.</p> + +<p>"Hush!" said Allington, as he hastily deposited the letter in his +pocket, "there he is. Can he have been a witness to St. Maur's folly, +in reading the letter?"</p> + +<p>All eyes turned instinctively to the further pillar in the large room, +against which was leaning my poor friend, his face perfectly livid, +and in an attitude as if he had fallen against the granite column for +support. Several of the young Creoles approached the place where he +stood; but there was something terrible in his aspect which made them +start back, and quietly turn into the great passage leading to the +street.</p> + +<p>Medwin had recovered, if he had fainted, (which seemed probable,) and +his eye now glared like fire.</p> + +<p>St. Maur, however, approached him.</p> + +<p>"So, my good Yankee friend," said he, bowing in affected politeness, +"you did not like to risk Allington here with a pistol at twelve paces +from your body, eh? You are very right, Mr. Wooden Nutmeg; it would +not be safe!"</p> + +<p>"Beware!" uttered Medwin, in such a deep and thrilling voice, that the +Creole nearly jumped off the floor; but, before he could make a step +backward, Medwin's open hand struck him a smart blow on the cheek.</p> + +<p>"Ten thousand hell-fires," exclaimed the astonished Frenchman, leaping +back and almost tumbling over Allington, in his amazement. "What does +he mean? I will have your heart's blood, sir, for this."</p> + +<p>Medwin said nothing, but quietly handed the discomfited bully his +card, which, however, Allington snatched away.</p> + +<p>"What, St. Maur," cried he, would you fight a coward—a published +poltroon? You know you dare not do it."</p> + +<p>"Let me alone," cried the infuriated Frenchman. "He has struck me, and +I will have his heart's blood. <i>Sacre nomme de Dieu!</i>" screamed he, +forgetting his usual polished manner along with his English, and +leaping about like a madman. "<i>Donnez moi son gage!</i>"</p> + +<p>"Not now, I tell you, not now. Come along and I will satisfy you in +ten minutes that you cannot fight that <i>coward</i>," emphasizing the last +word, so that Medwin could not fail to hear.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Allington," said Medwin, coming forward<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[244]</a></span> into the middle of the +group, now reduced to some dozen persons—for an altercation is not of +such rarity as to create any particular excitement there—"after the +base and dishonorable use you have this day permitted to be made of a +private letter, I am sincerely glad that circumstances rendered it +impossible for me to treat you as a gentleman; but as to this person, +(pointing to St. Maur,) I can easily satisfy him that he will run no +risk of losing his reputation by honoring me with his notice. I have +the honor to refer Monsieur St. Maur to Mr. ——, now at the St. +Charles, whose character for honor is too well known throughout the +country to be disputed." And, bowing low, Medwin left the room.</p> + +<p>"Well, now this is a pretty scrape," said St. Maur, subsiding at once; +"and I don't see how I can avoid fighting him. He is not such a +cockroach!" and the Frenchman turned a little pale, despite his yellow +skin.</p> + +<p>"Nonsense," replied Allington, "you shall do no such thing. In the +first place, I can't spare you; and in the next, if we can +irretrievably disgrace Medwin, so that he may be shunned by everybody, +I do not think the weak head of my Clara can withstand the storm; and +she will gradually learn to despise him, too. So take no further +notice of this matter; for a blow from a published coward carries no +more disgrace with it than a bite from a dog, or a kick from an ass. +You must help me out with my plans, too, in behalf of my charming +heiress, and I'll be sure to remember you in my will. Let's take a +julep."</p> + +<p>For three days Medwin waited in an agony of impatience to hear from +St. Maur, but not a word came—and he began to despair. Everywhere he +went he was regarded with significant glances, and pointed at, while a +disdainful whisper ran round the room, in which he could always +distinguish the words, "white-livered Yankee," "coward," or some +equally obnoxious epithet. He saw the cruel game that was playing +against him. He had forgotten that, in refusing to fight with +Allington, he had rendered it perfectly safe for every whipster in the +community to insult him; and he now became suddenly aware that he had +involved himself in a dilemma from which it was impossible for him to +escape.</p> + +<p>In the midst of these reflections—while life had become intolerable, +and infamy and disgrace dogged his steps like a shadow—he never +entertained a doubt of Clara's love and constancy, and looked forward +to the time when he might claim her as his bride, and, amid the milder +and manlier associations of his youth, regain that calmness and +self-respect which he had here so strangely lost. His position was, in +truth, a most wretched one. Opposed to the barbarous practice of +dueling, circumstances and his own loss of self-control had forced him +to <i>accept</i> a challenge, and then recall that acceptance, and to offer +an insult to a stranger, for the express purpose of drawing out +another.</p> + +<p>Upon the day after his refusal to fight with Allington, he had called +at Mr. Harland's, but was told that Clara had been taken suddenly +ill, and could not be seen. This was a new and deeper anxiety, added +to his already overburdened spirit; and he really had begun to be +deserted of hope, and to contemplate a speedy relief from the pains of +existence. Nothing but the confidence which he reposed upon Clara's +love, rendered the bright sunshine an endurable blessing to the sadly +distempered youth. But he could not see her. Day after day he called, +and always the same cold, formal reply—"Miss Harland was yet very +ill, but in no danger, and could not be spoken with." Could he but see +her for an instant—could he touch her hand, or meet her smile, or +drink in the sweet music of her voice, he would feel his heart nerved +against every disaster, and would wait in patience; but all, all +alone, amid lowering brows, or sneering faces, which ever glowered +like phantoms about him—whether in reality, as he walked the streets, +or in dreams, as he tossed upon his pillow—it was too much. His heart +seemed to be on fire.</p> + +<p>It was in this frame of mind, with reason tortured to her utmost power +of endurance, and insanity peeping into that soul which might so soon +become her own, that Medwin, while walking up the Shell-Road, and +looking wistfully at the muddy canal, which swam away sluggishly on +one hand, while the green and stagnant swamp stretched interminably +upon the other, that he was startled by the rapid approach of a +carriage, and the sound of gay and noisy mirth. He looked up. The +brilliant equipage of Mrs. Harland was hurrying by, and he had barely +time to distinguish Clara, looking as fresh and blooming as a newly +flowered rose, and laughing and chatting in a lively and even +boisterous manner with—Mr. Allington!</p> + +<p>She leaned over the carriage-side as they whirled along, and, for an +instant, her eyes met those of her bewildered lover.</p> +<br /><br /> + +<h4>CHAPTER III.</h4> + +<p>Alas! poor, silly Clara! How dared you thus rudely tamper with a soul +of such exquisite and refined fire, that it constantly trembled and +fluttered around its earthly shrine, like the flame of burning +essence, as if doubtful whether to blaze or go out forever! Oh! +shallow-hearted woman! what a wide and glorious world of bright hopes +and angel aspirations—of beautiful thoughts and unutterable +dreamings—in all of which thou wert a part—hast thou crushed even as +the foolish child grinds the gay butterfly to powder between his +fingers. And art thou, indeed, so heartless a <i>coward</i>, that, because +men's tongues have dared to wag against the beloved of thy soul, thou +durst not own him thenceforth, and hast cast him off forever! Murmur +not, oh, woman! that thou art made the sport and plaything for rakes +and libertines to beguile a weary hour withal. Search thine own heart; +and, in that deep and dark recess, where lurk the demons of thy +destiny—pride, vanity, frowardness—behold reflected the blackness +and the <i>justice</i> of thy fate! Who setteth his whole soul upon a +flower, and findeth its fragrance at last<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[245]</a></span> to be a deadly poison, if +he escape from its contact, placeth no more flowers in his bosom. In +vain they woo him with their beauteous eyes and breath of perfume. He +heeds them not, or, at best, plucks them disdainfully, to gaze upon in +listless indifference for a moment, and then cast them behind him, to +be crushed beneath the stranger's heel.</p> + +<p>Clara's heart smote her to the quick as she caught that wild glance of +her lover, and saw the haggard ghost that looked out from those hollow +eyes. She screamed slightly, and sunk back in the carriage as pale as +marble. Allington and her mother exchanged glances, and were silent, +while the young man made a motion, as if he would support her in his +arms, and the carriage was turned homeward, and the horses urged to +their utmost speed. Clara made no resistance to the attentions of +Allington, and it was doubtful whether she was conscious—so pale, and +cold, and pulseless were her beautiful cheeks and temples; but a +tremulous quivering of the upper lip told of a storm that raged +within.</p> + +<p>By the time she arrived at home Clara had recovered herself +completely, and, pushing aside the arm of Allington, almost rudely, +she sprang upon the <i>banquette</i> and into the house; and, turning upon +him a look of lively indignation, darted up stairs to her chamber. +Here she was quickly rejoined by her mother, whose obtuse apprehension +had at length discovered that something was wrong, and who now came to +offer her maternal consolations.</p> + +<p>"Mother!" exclaimed Clara, the moment she entered the room, "I am a +wretch. It was I who compelled Medwin to promise me, upon his honor as +a man, that he would not fight Allington; and now that all the world +has frowned upon him, <i>I</i>, too, have turned recreant, and cast him +off. Mother, speak to me no word of command or remonstrance. I will +never see Mr. Allington again; and I will this very hour go to Medwin, +and throw myself on my knees before him. Yes, we shall be happy!"</p> + +<p>"My child, you are excited just now, and I beg you to wait until +morning. We will then talk the matter over calmly; and if you cannot +really be happy without Mr. Medwin, why, my child, I will not urge you +further. Come, dear girl, go to bed now, and to-morrow you will be +yourself again."</p> + +<p>With gentle and soothing care—for the <i>mother</i> was now all aroused in +the callous heart of this worldly woman, and bent every accent and +every motion into grace and kindness—Mrs. Harland at length succeeded +in calming the excitement of her child, and inducing her to consent to +wait until the next morning, when, if she wished, her mother said, +Medwin should be sent for. "I am sure, my child," she said, as she +kissed her and bid her good-night, "I have acted for the best, and +have nothing but your happiness in view."</p> + +<p>And now she was alone; and leaving her bed, she leaned against the +window, while the shadowy curtain of evening, which falls in that +climate suddenly down from the sky, shut out the day, and seemed, at +the same moment, to shut the light from her heart. Then, with rapid +steps, her little feet paced the luxurious carpet of her apartment, +while her heart beat loudly and still more rapidly in her bosom. Again +she tried to rest, but the taper which she had lighted threw such +ghastly shadows upon the walls, which seemed to wave and beckon her, +that she leaped from the bed in agony, and almost screamed outright. +Hours passed slowly and sadly, and the short, sharp ringing of the +watchman's club upon the pavement beneath her window, mingled with the +chimes of the old cathedral clock as it struck midnight—and still the +poor frightened girl could neither sleep nor compose herself. Once, +indeed, she had fallen into a kind of slumber, curtained with such +horrid dreams as made it torture instead of rest. She saw her lover +with his bright eye turned sweetly upon her, as of old, and his +beautiful locks resting upon her shoulder, while she held his hand +upon her throbbing heart, and he whispered dear words and precious +sighs into her willing ear. But anon the paleness of death stole over +that manly brow—the lips fell apart, white and ghastly, and the noble +form fell down at her feet, a stiffened corse. She shrieked aloud in +her agony, and awoke. The moon had risen, and was throwing a broad and +brilliant stream of light into the apartment, and the busy breeze, +fresh from the fragrant sea, whispered its musical noises through the +waving curtains of her couch.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>At length the white blaze of the moon went out, and the misty morn +looked dim and sad over the sleeping city. Throwing a cloak about her, +Clara hurried down the stairs, and, opening the door softly, found +herself in the street, at an hour she had never before been there. +What a strange and dreary aspect every thing seemed to wear! The +windows of the houses, as she passed, were all closed, and no one +could be seen but dozens of loitering negroes returning from market, +or here and there some industrious landlady with a small basket of +vegetables on her arm, and closely veiled, hurrying along as if to +escape observation, followed by a servant with the day's provisions in +a large basket, which she carried steadily upon her head. Every one +who met her turned and stared curiously; and as she hurried over the +long crossing of Canal street, and threaded her way between the hacks +that had already taken their station, she felt that rude eyes, and +ruder sneers were upon her. She paused not for an instant, however, +but redoubled her speed until she reached the private entrance to the +St. Charles, where, leaning for a moment against a column, she +beckoned a woman from the saloon of the baths into the vestibule, and, +putting a piece of money into her hand, whispered, "Find out the +chamber of Mr. Medwin. He is very sick, and a dear friend of mine—I +must see him immediately."</p> + +<p>The woman disappeared up the stairs leading to the "office" of the +hotel, and, returning in a moment, made a sign for Clara to follow.</p> + +<p>As they approached, a noise and bustle were apparent at the further +end of the corridor, and several servants were hurrying in and out, as +if some sudden accident had occurred. Clara's guide pointed out<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[246]</a></span> +Medwin's room, and she rushed in—feeling certain in her heart that +her lover was dying.</p> + +<p>He lay stiff and stark upon the sofa, with a few white froth bubbles +gathered upon his lips, and a letter clasped tightly in his hand. It +seemed that he was not yet dead, for a physician, who had been hastily +summoned, was attempting to force open his mouth, as if to administer +a restorative to the dying man. As Clara approached, he stared in +astonishment, but she heeded him not, and exclaiming, "Oh, Charles, +what frightful dream is this!" threw herself on her knees before him.</p> + +<p>Life rallied for an instant, and he opened those wild, fearful eyes. +Oh! what a world of wretchedness and despair was in that glance! He +knew her; and conquering, with a convulsive effort, the agony which +was withering up the last drops of life, caught her to his heart, +exclaiming,</p> + +<p>"Clara, thou art forgiven! I am <i>not</i> a coward; for I can even die and +leave thee thus. Farewell! be happy!"</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>All was over. My poor friend had fought his last battle, and his +antagonist and conqueror was Death. That pure and noble spirit, with +all its wild and restless fever-dreams, "sleeps well" amid the +beautiful solitudes of Cypress Grove Cemetery—the <i>home of the +stranger</i>—where so many proud and buoyant hearts crumble beneath the +golden air, new filled with odorous dew. And I wait patiently, yet +sadly, for the hour which is to restore me to the friend of my bosom.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="THE_ANCIENT_AND_THE_MODERN_MUSE" id="THE_ANCIENT_AND_THE_MODERN_MUSE"></a>THE ANCIENT AND THE MODERN MUSE.</h3> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY LYMAN LONG.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">The Muse, in times more ancient, made<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The grove's thick gloom her dwelling-place,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And, queen-like, her proud sceptre swayed<br /></span> +<span class="i2">O'er a submiss and trembling race.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">When stirred her breath the sleeping trees,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Awe-struck, with fearful feet they trod,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And when her voice swelled on the breeze,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Adoring bowed, as to a God!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Her wildly murmured strains they caught,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">As echoes from the spirit-world,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Till reeled the brain, to frenzy wrought,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With mixt amaze and rapture whirled!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Thus stern, retired, she swayed the earth,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Till, as new dawned an age of gold,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">A happier era led her forth<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To dwell with men, like gods of old.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">To dwell with us—to roam no more!<br /></span> +<span class="i2"><i>Ours</i> is this golden age of bliss!<br /></span> +<span class="i0">She comes with blessings rich in store;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And, like a sister, whispers peace.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Not now with awe-inspiring air,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">But gentle as the meek-eyed dove,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And clad in smiles that angels wear,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And with an aspect full of love.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">She greets us at our fire-sides, when<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Sweet looks to accents sweet respond,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And breathing soft her tender strain,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">More closely knits the silken bond.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Unmingled joy her smiles afford,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Where meet the mirthful, social throng,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">As, gathered round the festive board,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Our healths she pledges in a song.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">She meets us in our private walks,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">'Mid groves that fairy glens embower,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">When Morning gems her purple locks,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Or Vesper rules the silent hour.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Her hand, upon the beech's rind,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Marks well, for fair Belinda's eyes,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">(Else vainly murmured to the wind,)<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Thy flame, young Damon, and thy sighs.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Stern Toil, beneath her gentle sway,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Well pleased, unbends his rugged brow—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">With Bloomfield chants the rustic lay,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Or guides with Burns the daisied plough.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Her form appears the bow of peace,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Upon the clouds that darken life,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Now bidding Sorrow's tears to cease,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And staying now the hand of Strife.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">She smiles on me, no bard inspired,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">But wand'rer o'er life's arid waste,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Who, fainting, halting, parched and tired,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">One cordial, nectared drop would taste.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Companion of the pure in heart,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">She tunes the lyre to David's flame,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And rapt, as mortal scenes depart,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">She hymns the heaven from whence she came!<br /></span> +</div></div> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="THERESA_OR_GENIUS_AND_WOMANHOOD" id="THERESA_OR_GENIUS_AND_WOMANHOOD"></a>THERESA, OR GENIUS AND WOMANHOOD.</h3> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[247]</a></span> +<h4>A TALE OF DOMESTIC LIFE.</h4> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY MRS. JANE TAYLOR WORTHINGTON.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<h4>CHAPTER I.</h4> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">What sad experience may be thine to bear<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Through coming years;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">For womanhood hath weariness and care,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And anxious tears;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And they may all be thine, to brand the brow<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That in its childish beauty sleepeth now.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Theresa Germaine was a child some six years of age when I saw her +first, nearly twenty-five years ago. It is a long time to look back +on; but I well remember the bright, winning face, and cordial manners +of the little lady, when she would come to the parsonage and enliven +our tranquil hearts by her gay, spontaneous glee. She was full of life +and buoyancy; there was even then a sort of sparkling rapture about +her existence, a keen susceptibility of enjoyment, and an intense +sympathy with those she loved, which bespoke her, from the first, no +ordinary being. Ah, me! I have lived to see all that fade away, and to +feel grateful when the dust was laid on the brow I had kissed so often +in an old man's fondness—but let that pass. I must write calmly, or +tears will blind me; and I have undertaken the task of recording +Theresa's experience, not to tell how well we loved her, but to +strive, however feebly and imperfectly, to lay bare some of the +peculiarities of genius, when found in sad combination with a woman's +lot.</p> + +<p>There was little marked or unusual in Theresa's outward life; her +visible griefs were such as come to all, but the history of her inner +being—the true and unseen life—was one of extremes. It was her fate +to feel every thing vividly; and her joys and troubles were fully +realized by the impassioned depth of her nature; and if, in my loving +remembrances, I dwell somewhat bitterly on the portion society gave +one who richly deserved its homage, and singularly needed its +indulgences; if I portray too warmly the censure and neglect that made +her path so full of trial, let me not be misunderstood. I would give +no sanction to the hasty disregard of appearances which is the +besetting sin of exalted and independent intellect. Under all +circumstances it is an unwise experiment to transgress established +rules; and in a woman, however rarely she may be gifted, it is a rash +and hazardous thing to defy public opinion. Wearying and frivolous as +many of society's conventionalities are, there is much wisdom in them; +they are indispensible links in the chain binding together "all sorts +of people," and she who breaks them knowingly, sins against one of her +greatest safeguards.</p> + +<p>Theresa's father, a man of good birth and great acquirements, but +ruined fortunes, had come to reside in our village about five years +before the commencement of this story. She was then his only child, +his elder treasures having been laid, one after another, in distant +graves. Her mother was a tranquil, quiet woman, and still retained the +traces of a beauty which must once have been remarkable. She was a +person of placid temper and mediocre mind, but wavering in judgment, +and not in the least calculated to control the impetuosity, or guide +the enthusiasm of her ardent and reckless child. This Mr. Germaine +seemed acutely to feel; and I could read his fears in the fixed gaze +of prophetic anxiety which he would often rivet on the varying +countenance of his happy and unconscious daughter. His health was +already gradually declining, and he evidently dreaded the future, when +his favorite should be left in many respects guardianless amid the +world's temptations. In my capacity as pastor, I was a frequent +visiter at the little cottage, where, in subdued resignation he was +patiently wearing out his life; and we at length acquired that mental +intimacy which men are apt to feel when they have spoken together of +life's highest aims and holiest hopes. I was many years his +senior—for it is with the tremulous hand of old age that I write +these lines, and I felt sincere and admiring sympathy for one who, +through various perplexities and misfortunes, still retained serenity +and peace.</p> + +<p>We were sitting together one starlight evening, in the small +vine-draperied porch of his simple dwelling. Mrs. Germaine was +occupied with household duties, and Theresa, after having asked us +both a thousand unanswerable questions, had reluctantly obeyed her +mother's summons to retire to rest.</p> + +<p>"I cannot describe to you," said my companion, "the fear with which I +anticipate the hereafter for that child; she is one whose blended +characteristics are rare, and her fate can have no medium. Were she a +boy, and possessed of those traits, I should have no dread, for with +such energies as are even now visible in her temperament, +circumstances can be almost controlled, but it is a dangerous thing +for her own happiness, for a woman to be thus endowed."</p> + +<p>"I think you are too desponding," was my reply; "it appears to me that +talent is necessarily in a great degree its own reward; and though it +is the fashion to talk and write much of the griefs of intellect, I +believe human sorrow is more equally divided than we acknowledge, and +that the joys resulting from high gifts far overbalance their trials."</p> + +<p>"It may be so generally," Mr. Germaine answered, "but my experience +and observation have impressed me differently. I never knew, +personally, but one woman of genius, and she was a mournful instance +of the truth of my convictions, and of the fatal folly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[248]</a></span> of striving to +pass beyond the brazen walls with which prejudice has encompassed +womanhood. She was young, fair, and flattered, and fascinating above +any comparison I can think of. Of course, she was aware of her +capabilities—for ignorance in such cases is not possible, and +naturally self-confident, she grew impatient for praise and power. Her +affections, unfortunately, were warm and enduring; but she sacrificed +them, to promote her desire for distinction, and unable, though so +superior, to escape the heart-thraldom, which is the destiny of her +sex, she died at last, more of disappointment than disease, with her +boundless aspirations all unfulfilled. I fancy I can trace in Theresa +many points of resemblance to her I have mentioned—for I knew her in +early childhood. Solicitude on this subject is the only anxiety I +cannot patiently conquer, and which makes the prospect of parting +painful." He paused for a moment, and then, as if to turn his +reflections from their depressing course, he said, "I have been +reading to-day some extracts from Mrs. Hemans' works. As I grow older +and more thoughtful, such things touch me deeply, and I experience a +constantly increasing interest in the products of female talent. There +is an intensity of sentiment, a pure tenderness of heart about such +writings generally, which, in my present tranquil state of mind, are +in harmony with my heavenward reflections, and the ideal spirit +pervading them, soothes my imagination. In my restless and hopeful +years I sought literary recreation from far different sources, but now +that I feel myself a pilgrim, and stand surrounded by shadows on the +verge of an unknown hereafter, I prize inexpressibly these glimpses of +paradise which are God's precious gift to every true and intellectual +woman."</p> + +<p>It was thus my friend often spoke, for it was a theme on which he +always delighted to dwell. I have never seen any one whose reverence +for woman's gifts was so strong, and who appreciated with such +sincerity the moral loveliness of her perfected nature. It was about +this time that the birth of a second daughter added a new tie to Mr. +Germaine's life; and the event saddened him more than I believed any +earthly event could have done. The feeling was probably a natural one, +but it grieved me to see how he strove to crush every impulse of +tenderness toward the little one he must leave so soon.</p> + +<p>It would have been well for Theresa had her father lived to view the +ripening of the faculties whose blossoming he already traced with the +prophetic gaze of parental affection; but she was destined to tread +her path alone, and to know in their wide extent both the triumphs and +the penalties of superiority. She was seven years of age when her +father died, leaving herself and her sister to their mother's care. I +need not relate here the many interesting interviews between Mr. +Germaine and myself, which were more and more touching as his +departure drew near. With an earnestness unutterably impressive, he +implored my watchful solicitude for his eldest daughter, entreating me +to afford her that guidance from experience, which she must inevitably +need.</p> + +<p>"Be gentle with her," he said, "but not too indulgent; she will +require strictness of management, for with such impetuosity of nature +her judgment must often err. She is too young as yet for me to be able +to foresee the particular bent her character will assume, but I +entreat you to be her candid friend and firm adviser when she will +assuredly want both."</p> + +<p>On the trying scenes of that period I will not longer linger; for +there is something unutterably solemn in the tranquil passing away of +a good man's soul, something that hallows to our thoughts even the +fear-fraught moment of dissolution from which mere mortality +instinctively shrinks. Yet it is a sad thing when so much worth and +wisdom leaves the earth forever; and to those who realize the +inestimable advantages and useful influences of a high example, it is +a mournful sight to look on the closing sunset of one who evidenced +the beautiful union between holiness and humanity.</p> +<br /><br /> + +<h4>CHAPTER II.</h4> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Spirit-like fair forms are pressing<br /></span> +<span class="i4">'Round her now,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">With their angel hands caressing<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Her pale brow.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Words of solace they are chanting,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Sweet and clear,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That evermore will now be haunting<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Her life here.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>I visited the cottage frequently, and for several months after Mr. +Germaine's death, it was the scene of no ordinary grief. Mrs. Germaine +bore her bereavement patiently—for it was an event she had long +anticipated with womanly meekness and resignation; but she mourned +most deeply—for it is a great mistake to think commonplace persons +deficient in vividness of feeling. I believe their emotions are as +keen, and generally more enduring, than those of more decided minds, +from the very fact of their possessing few self-resources to divert +the course of affliction. Be this as it may, Mrs. Germaine was soon, +in all that was apparent, the quiet and anxious mother she had always +been; and if she suffered still, it was in the silence of a heart that +had no language for its sorrows. Far wilder and more vehement was the +passionate and unresisted tide of Theresa's suffering; and for many +weeks she refused all the consolation that could be offered to a child +of her age. She would sit by my side and converse of her father, with +an admiration for his virtues, and an appreciation of his character +far beyond what I had supposed she could comprehend.</p> + +<p>This violent emotion necessarily exhausted itself, as a heavy cloud +weeps itself away; but for a long time she was painfully dejected, and +her face lost its childishness of expression, and wore a look of +appealing, unspeakable melancholy I never remarked on any other +countenance. It was the "settled shadow of an inward strife," the +outward impress of a mind suddenly aroused to a knowledge of trial, +and never again to sleep in unconsciousnes; and often in after years, +the same inexpressible look darkened her brow through the tumult of +conflicting impulses, and amid the war of triumph and pain.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[249]</a></span></p> + +<p>I have said that Mr. Germaine's pecuniary circumstances were limited; +but for some time previous to his illness, he had, at the expense of +many a personal comfort, laid by a sum sufficient to procure for +Theresa all the advantages of an accomplished education. His wife had +frequently remonstrated against the innumerable little privations he +voluntarily endured for this favorite purpose, for she attached more +value to physical than mental gratifications, and could scarcely +sympathize with his disinterested solicitude for his daughter's +intellectual culture. It had been a great happiness to him to trace +the gradual development of her intelligence, and to direct her simple +studies; and it had been one of his last requests that I would in this +respect occupy his place until she should be old enough to require +other superintendence. His love was one of hope and trust, and he had +diligently sown the seed, though he knew he never might behold its +ripening.</p> + +<p>For two months I made no attempt to alter the current of her thoughts, +believing it better to allow her sensibilities to exhaust themselves +without interruption. When she grew calmer, I proposed that she should +come every morning to the parsonage to resume her daily studies; and, +as I had hoped and anticipated, she eagerly acceded to the +arrangement. And thus commenced the cultivation of a mind, whose early +maturity bore a rich harvest of recompense; and thus dawned that +loving anxiety for my pupil's welfare which realized many of my life's +younger wishes, and lent so sunny and living an interest to my +solitary and remembering years.</p> + +<p>It was with some difficulty and after much remonstrance that I induced +Theresa's application to the graver branches of acquirement, which, +with my old-fashioned ideas of education, I considered indispensable +even to a woman. At last, I believe, it was only through affection for +me that she yielded her taste, and consented to devote her mind to +such acquisitions. Her inclinations were all for what was beautiful or +imaginative; she early loved whatever touched her feelings or awoke +the vivid impressions of her young fancy; and I found some trouble in +curbing within rational limits her natural and fascinating +prepossessions. As she grew older, and passed what she deemed the +drudgery of learning, and drew nearer, with rapid steps, to Thought's +promised land of compensation, we constantly read and conversed +together. We dwelt on the inspired pages of the poets, I, with old +age's returning love for the romantic, and increasing reverence for +the true, and she, with the intense, bewildered delight of a spirit +that hoped all things, and a simple faith that trusted the future +would brightly fulfill all the fairest prospects which poetry could +portray.</p> + +<p>Her disposition was sanguine to an extreme, with the happy faculty of +believing what she hoped; and she possessed in a remarkable degree the +power of expressing and defining her ideas and emotions, and rendering +them visible by words. She never paused for an expression, or selected +an injudicious one; and her fluency was the result of a mingled +vividness and clearness of intellect, blended with artist-skill, and +all the fervor of dawning and dreaming womanhood.</p> + +<p>Her affections were spontaneous and impassioned, at once impulsive and +enduring, and, like all enthusiasts, she was frequently governed by +prejudice. Her little sister was a child of rare beauty and +gentleness, and was Theresa's perfect idol. She was perpetually +contriving pleasant surprises for her favorite; and it was her delight +to wreath flowers around Amy's golden curls, and to add a thousand +fantastic decorations to her delicate and seraphic loveliness. They +would have made an exquisite picture, those two sisters, so different +in age and character; the one so fair, with childhood's silent and +fragile beauty, the other glowing with life and premature thought, +already testing the "rapture of the strife," and revealing in the +intense gaze of her dark, restless eyes, the world of gleaming visions +within whose enchantment she lived.</p> + +<p>It was when my pupil had reached her fourteenth year, that, in +obedience to her father's written directions, she prepared to leave +our tranquil home, to enter the school of the convent, near the city +of ——. I know not why Mr. Germaine wished her placed there, for he +was himself a Protestant, but the advantages of instruction were at +that time tempting. Probably, in dwelling on them, he overlooked the +risk of placing his daughter where the unnumbered graces of mind and +manner veil another creed, and make it alluring, and where the +imaginative and gorgeous pomp of a different faith were to be placed +in their most attractive colors before her unsuspecting eyes. It was +with many a misgiving, many a secret fear, that I anticipated +Theresa's removal from my watchfulness; and I warned her with the most +sincere affection, against the temptations of various kinds which she +would probably encounter in her new abode. Early in the autumn we were +to part with her, and the sweet summer, with its wealth of fruit and +flowers was now around us, and our village, in its garlands of +blossoms, looked its loveliest.</p> +<br /><br /> + +<h4>CHAPTER III.</h4> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">O! were it thus! had we, indeed, the gift,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Though human, our humanity to chain;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Could we in truth our restless spirits lift,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And never feel the weight of earth again,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Then would I leave the sorrows I bewail,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">To clasp the cross, the cloister, and the veil.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Some weeks previous to the time at which my last chapter terminates, I +had received a letter from an old friend, requesting me to inform him +if any dwelling in our vicinity was for sale, as he was anxious to +leave the city, and bring his family to a quieter home. I answered his +inquiries satisfactorily, and now daily expected him to arrive, and +make final arrangements for his removal.</p> + +<p>He came at last, bringing with him his only son, a boy somewhat older +than Theresa. Gerald Brandon was pale and feeble from recent illness, +and I persuaded his father to leave him with me, until his new +residence was prepared to receive its inmates. He gladly assented, and +accordingly returned to town, while Gerald remained at the parsonage. +The next<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[250]</a></span> two months were among the happiest my memory recalls; and +they were the last untroubled ones Theresa passed in her secluded +home. From their threshold she glided to a new life—to that conflict +of will and purpose, that tempest of impulse and disappointment which +finally subdued her spirit and wearied out her existence. But as yet +all was serene and full of promise; and the golden hues of her sunny +dreams invested our simple pleasures with varied and poetic interest. +My young guest was a gentle, reflective boy of more than ordinary +capabilities, but enfeebled by ill-health, and a victim to the +lassitude which frequently follows protracted bodily suffering. He was +too placid and pensive for his age, and his mind, though refined and +harmonious, had nothing of that restless, energetic brilliancy which +sparkled through Theresa's thoughts. He, however, eagerly participated +in her accustomed studies, and contributed his share to our literary +recreations. I sometimes looked on the two with that involuntary wish +for the power of prophecy which so often rises upon us, and which in +great mercy we are denied, and would frequently strive to shadow forth +the destiny of beings who were now reveling in the brief, bright +interval between childhood and the world. Beautiful era! time of star +and flower, when the "young moon is on the horizon's verge," and the +young heart, lovelier still, seems on the brink of rapture, and +hallows existence with its own unshadowed and seraphic light. We have +cause to be grateful that this episode is transient, that reality +contradicts its hopes, for could its illusions last, who would pause +to think of heaven, with so much of enchanting fulfillment around us +here.</p> + +<p>It was with instinctive pride that I felt my favorite's mental +superiority to her companion, and noticed the genuine admiration with +which Gerald acknowledged it. He was astonished at her variety of +acquirement, her daring originality of opinion, and her unstudied +readiness of expression. He was gratified, and it may be, flattered, +by the disinterested solicitude she evinced for his enjoyment, and the +readiness with which she discarded any scheme of amusement in which +his health prevented his participation. There is a period in youth +when the affections feel as a strong necessity, the desire for +sympathy, when love is yet a stranger, and friendship is as intense as +passion. Dearer than any after friend, is the one who first fills this +yearning vacancy; and though as time wears on, and separation follows, +that tie may be broken never to be re-knit, there is a halo around it +still, and it is made almost holy by the blended tints of hope and +trust, and tenderness, that, with reflected light, shine back upon its +memory.</p> + +<p>It was the evening before Theresa's departure, and we were all +assembled at the cottage. It was impossible to feel very sad, where +the majority were so eager and fraught with hope, and yet the mother's +countenance was full of anxiety for her child. Little Amy sat on her +sister's knee, and Theresa, in her graphic language, was relating some +romantic history of her own invention, while Mrs. Germaine and myself +spoke of her. The parent's solicitude was altogether physical; she +feared only that Theresa would be sick, or that she would encounter +some of the thousand accidents and evils, whose spectres haunt us upon +the eve of a first separation. I thought it kinder to be silent as to +my own very different misgivings, and to dwell only on the encouraging +part of the prospect. There might be nothing to dread, after all, and +it was possibly only our unwillingness to part with Theresa, that thus +assumed to itself the tormenting shape of inquietude.</p> + +<p>During our conversation, which was carried on in an under tone, little +Amy had fallen asleep, and after carefully placing her on the couch, +and kissing the fair face of the slumberer, that shone like a +faultless picture from its frame of golden curls, Theresa adjourned +with Gerald to the porch. It was a perfect evening, and the rays of +the full moon illumined the little portico, throwing on its floor, in +fanciful mosaic, the fantastic shadows of the vines which draperied +the pillars, and lighting up with its spiritual radiance, the earnest +countenances of the youthful friends. Gerald looked more than usually +pale in the blanching beams, and Theresa's gaze was sad and tearful.</p> + +<p>"You will forget us all, Theresa," said the boy; "you will find +elsewhere gayer and dearer companions; you will be praised and +flattered, and it will be several years before you will be stationary +here again."</p> + +<p>"Do you remember the book we read together but a few days since?" she +answered, "and which says there is no such thing as forgetting +possible to the mind?"</p> + +<p>"Well, but at least you may grow indifferent," persisted Gerald, +already betraying manhood's perverseness in suspicion, "at least you +may grow indifferent, and that is even worse than forgetfulness."</p> + +<p>"Far worse," answered Theresa, "I would rather a thousand times be +wholly forgotten, than know that the heart which loved me had grown +cold and careless. But, Gerald, you are my first friend, the only one +of my own age I have ever known, and how can I lose the recollection +of all we have thought and hoped together? And then I shall be too +constantly occupied to form other ties, for I intend to study +incessantly, and to return here all, mentally, that my friends can +wish me."</p> + +<p>"Are you not that already; I, for one, do not desire you to change."</p> + +<p>"You will alter your flattering opinion, <i>mon ami</i>, if I can by +application realize the bright pictures my ambition paints. I shall be +so much happier when I have tested myself; for now, all is untried, +the present is restless, and the future perplexing. It is so difficult +for me to curb my impatience, to remember that our progressive path +must be trodden step by step, it may be, through thorns and +temptations. Patience is the golden rule of talent, the indispensable +companion of success; for the 'worm may patiently creep to the height +where the mountain-eagle has rested.' The hardest task for genius to +learn is, through toiling, to hope on, and though baffled, never to +despond."</p> + +<p>Her face flushed with her own eagerness as she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[251]</a></span> spoke, and Gerald +looked on her with mingled admiration and want of comprehension, and +something of that pity with which boyhood is prone to regard the +wildness of girlish aspirations. It was with hopes and tears united, +that Theresa bade me farewell; and as I turned away to seek my quiet +home, the old feeling of desolation and loneliness, which interest in +my favorite had long dissipated, returned upon me with its depressing +weight. Our walk to the parsonage was taken in unbroken silence, for +Gerald, like myself, was busy with the future—to him a smiling world +of compensation and promise, to me, the silent land of fears and +shadows. A whole year was to elapse before Theresa's return to us, and +in the interval she engaged to write every week, either to her mother +or myself.</p> + +<p>For more than an hour that evening I sat beside my window, looking on +the serene prospect around me, and endeavoring to lay something of +that external stillness to the restlessness of my disturbing fancies. +All around was spiritualized by the moonlight; the trees on the lawn +threw long shadows on the grass, and far away, in their mysterious and +majestic silence, stood the eternal mountains; like gigantic watchers, +they kept their vigil over the placid scene beneath—the vigil of +untold centuries. Cloudless, unsympathizing, changeless, they had no +part in the busy drama of human experience their loftiness overlooked, +and now they loomed with shadowy outline, through the sanctifying +light, habitants alike of earth and sky.</p> + +<p>I anticipated tidings from Theresa with that interest which slight +occurrences lend a life whose stirring events are few.</p> + +<p>To me, she engaged to record her thoughts and impressions as they +came, and to be to me what, under similar circumstances <i>she</i> would +have been, whose sweet face for a few years brightened my life, and +who now sleeps, in her childish beauty, by her mother's side.</p> + +<h5>THERESA'S FIRST LETTER.</h5> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"You will have learned from my letter to my +mother, my kind friend, all the little details of my +journey and safe arrival at my destination. I felt as +if some of my visions of romance were realized, +when this beautifully adorned place, in its strange +and solemn stillness, stood before me. All the +grounds surrounding the convent-buildings are highly +cultivated and tastefully improved, presenting a vivid +contrast between the wild luxuriance of nature, and +the formal, artificial life within these cold, stern +walls. Several of the nuns, with downcast eyes and +thoughtful steps, were taking their monotonous exercise +in the paths through the shrubbery; and shall I +confess that I looked with mingled doubt and envy +upon those dark-robed figures—doubt, if the restlessness +of humanity <i>can</i> thus be curbed into repose, +and envy of that uninterrupted peace, if, indeed, it +may be gained. Strange seem this existence of +sacrifice, this voluntary abandonment of life's aims +and more extended duties, this repelling, crushing +routine of penance and ceremony, with which, in +the very midst of activity, and in the bloom of energy, +vain mortals strive to put off the inevitable fetters of +mortality. Doubtless, many, from long habit, have +grown familiar with this vegetative, unbroken seclusion, +and accustomed to struggle with tenderness, +and conquer impulse, have ceased to feel affection, +and rarely recall the friends of their busier days—sad +consummation of womanhood's least enviable lot.</p> + +<p>"But I believe it is, in all sincerity, from self-delusion, +not from deception, that these women, many +of them in the freshness of youth, separate themselves +from the wide privileges of their sex, and contract +their hearts into the exclusive and narrow +bounds of a convent's charities. What mental conflicts +must have been theirs, before, from the alluring +gloss of expectation, they could turn to embrace a +career like this. Some, perhaps, believed the possibility +of winning tranquillity by shutting out the +temptation of the world, believed that dust might be +spiritualized, and the mind, debarred from its natural +tendencies, taught to dream only of heaven. Others +have sought the cloister as a refuge for hearts that +loved too well, and memories all too faithful. God +help such!—for this is no place to forget. And it +may be, that after years of painful self-control and +depressing experience, some here have gradually +attained the conviction that their efforts are vain, +their yearnings not here to be fulfilled—what, then, +must solitude be to them but an enduring sorrow? +It is too late to retrieve the past—the fatal vows have +been spoken—those frowning walls are impassable—and +the dark folds of that solemn veil are evermore +between the penitents and human sympathy. Never +may their footsteps tread the free earth again, save +within those still and mocking limits; never will the +bright, rewarding world of social ties dawn upon +their languid gaze, though, alas! its beauty will flash +upon their thoughts, through the loneliness of the +silent cell, perhaps even amid penance and prayer. +I look with profound, inexpressible interest on these +sisters, in their ungraceful, but romance-hallowed +costume, and wish, as I watch them, that I could +read something of what the past has been to each, +and trace the various motives that led to this irrevocable +fate. This monotonous life has all the glow of +novelty for me; and I ponder with inexhaustible +interest, and blended reverence and pity on the +hidden moral conflict, continually occurring among +beings who strive to taste angels' pleasures while +escaping human duties, and are reminded of the +folly of such attempts, by the perpetual presence of +temptation, and all the self-reproach, regret, and disappointment +which, Heaven be thanked! the angels +never feel. I can scarcely tell, as yet, how I shall +like learning here. My studies have always been +such a pleasure to me, with you, that it appears +strange to associate them with strangers. I am resolved +to devote much time to drawing and miniature +painting, for which you know I had always a <i>penchant</i>, +and in the course of a month or two I shall +commence the study of German. What a world of +pleasure is before me. Will you not love me better, +if I return to you an artist, brim full of German<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[252]</a></span> +legends? All that I hope and aspire to, leads to that +question—will these acquisitions render me more +beloved?"</p></div> + +<p>"Theresa is too ambitious, too restless," said Gerald, as he finished +the perusal of this letter, "she will only render herself discontented +and conspicuous by this wild, idle desire for superiority."</p> + +<p>I felt somewhat provoked at his querulous words, for in my partial +eyes Theresa seldom erred, and I knew this solicitude for mental +progress, though as yet vague and undirected, was inseparable from her +active and energetic intellect. But Gerald's opinions were common ones +with his sex, and he coldly censured when away from their attractions, +the very traits of character which, when present, involuntarily +fascinated his imagination. And this is an ingratitude which almost +inevitably falls to the share of a gifted woman. Unfortunately, genius +does not shield its possessor from defects of character; and her very +superiority in raising her above the level of the many, renders her +failings more evident, and those who are forced mentally to admire, +are frequently the first morally to condemn. The following are +extracts from Theresa's letters, written at various intervals during +the first year of her residence at the convent; and they will perhaps +serve to reveal something of the rapid development of her mind, with +the self-forgetfulness and ambition so peculiarly blended in her +nature. She is the only one I have ever seen who possessed extreme +enthusiasm without selfishness, and the strong desire to excel, +without envy. There was a harmony in her being as rare as it was +winning; and while many instances of her childish generosity and +spontaneous disinterestedness rise on my memory, I feel almost +bitterness at the recollection of how unworthily her pure heart was +appreciated, and how sad was the recompense of all she suffered.</p> + +<p>"I am happy, my kind friend, happier than I believed it possible for +me to be, when away from those I love. But I study incessantly, and in +acquiring and hoping, I have no time left for regret. When I recall +you, it is not repiningly, but with a thousand desires for your +approval, and increased anxiety to become all you can wish. You will, +perhaps, consider this vanity; but, indeed, that would be unjust, for +it is in all humility, with a painful consciousness of my own +deficiencies that I strive so eagerly to grow wiser and better. Surely +it is not vanity, to yearn to merit tenderness! . . . . . You ask if I +have made any new friends. No; and I can scarcely tell why. There are +several here whose appearance has interested me—and you know how +rapturously I admire personal attractions; but I feel a reserve I can +neither conquer nor explain. Friendship seems to me too holy and +enduring to be lightly bestowed, and yet I desire with inexpressible +earnestness, to find some one of my own age who would love and +comprehend me—some mind in whose mirror I could trace an image of my +own. I have gained something like a fulfillment of this wish in +Gerald; but he is naturally less enthusiastic than I am, and of course +cannot enter into the fervor of my expectations. He thinks them vain +an idle—and so, in truth, they may be; but only their irrevocable +disappointment will ever convince <i>me</i> of their folly. . . . . . I +have been painting a great deal, beside my regular exercises, for my +own amusement; I take such delight in testing my power to reflect the +visible charm of beauty, and in endeavoring, however faintly, to +idealize humanity. Among other efforts, I have finished a miniature of +one of the young sisters here, whose sad, placid face, seemed to +sketch itself upon my memory. Of course, the likeness was drawn +without her knowledge—she has put away from her thoughts all such +vanities. I often look on the picture, which is scarcely more tranquil +than the original; and I wish I could speak a word of welcome sympathy +to one who is so young, and yet so sorrowful. I was much touched, a +few days since, by accidentally witnessing an interview between this +nun, whose convent name is Cecelia, and her sister. It seems that she +had taken the vows in opposition to the wishes and counsel of all her +friends, having forsaken a widowed mother and an only sister for +spiritual solitude and the cloister. I was copying an exquisite +engraving of the Madonna, which adorns the apartment allotted to +visiters, when a young lady entered, and desired to see her sister. +The nun came, but not beyond the grating which bounds one side of the +room. Those bars—signs of the heart's prison—were between beings who +from infancy had been undivided, whose pleasures and pains through +life had been inseparable, and who were now severed by a barrier +impassable as the grave. They contrasted strongly, these two sisters, +so nearly the same age, so different in their hopes for the future. +The guest wept constantly, and her words, spoken in a loud tone, were +broken by bursts of grief; but the other was composed, almost to +coldness—there was no evidence of distress on her marble cheek, and +her large, gray eyes, were quiet in their gaze. She had evidently +learned to curb emotion and regret—the past for her was a sealed +book, with all its remembrances; she was a woman without her sex's +loveliest impulses—a sister without tenderness, a daughter without +gratitude. They parted, as they had met, each unconvinced, each +grieving for the other—the visiter returned to her holy filial +duties, the devotee to her loneliness. My friend, on which of these +sisters do the angels in heaven look down most rejoicingly? This scene +made me sorrowful, as every thing does which destroys an illusion. I +had entertained such romantic ideas of life in the cloister, it seemed +so tempting to me in its rest, its spirituality; and now I realize +that we have no right to such rest, that it is not ours to shrink from +the duties, to shun the penalties, to crush the affections of +humanity—and my visions of lonely happiness have passed away <i>pour +toujours</i>. If ever I could be induced to forsake a world that now +appears to me so rich in promise; if ever I am numbered among the +tried in spirit, and broken in heart, some active solace must be mine, +not this fearful leisure for thought and remembrance. My lot is to be +a restless one; and whatever else the future may hold for me, I know, +in the spirit of prophecy, it will bestow nothing of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[253]</a></span> repose. . . . . +You tell me my little sister grows every day more lovely. I can +readily believe it. There is something very fascinating in the style +of her childish beauty, something that appeals to tenderness and seeks +for love—and she is always the reality that prompts my dreams of +angels. Is it not unwise, my friend, to hold the gift of personal +beauty of little value, when it thus involuntarily commands affection, +and can win the world's charity for many faults?"</p> + +<p>I know not if these disjointed scraps have interest for others, but I +have recorded them, because to me they recall the young writer's +glowing enthusiasm, and evince the confident hopefulness which is one +of the most common traits of mental excellence. Without being vain, +she had yet no fears for herself, no doubt of the successful exercise +of the powers whose stirring presence she felt. All that seemed +necessary to her was opportunity; and she possessed the faith our good +God gives to youth, and whose passing away is one of the sorrows of +age.</p> + +<p>The time appointed for her return home had now arrived, and her +mother's anxiety to see her was scarcely greater than my own. In the +meanwhile, Mr. Brandon's new residence—the handsomest in our +vicinity—had been completed, and his family was permanently located +among us. His domestic circle consisted of Gerald, a daughter, about +Theresa's age, and a maiden lady, the sister of his wife, who, since +Mrs. Brandon's death, had done the household honors. Gerald had been, +from the first, a constant visiter at the parsonage, and he now +participated in our solicitude to welcome our darling back. About +sunset, on the day of Theresa's return, I directed my steps toward the +cottage, and I was but halfway to my destination, when I saw her +coming to meet me. I could never be mistaken in her light, rapid walk, +whose movements were full of grace. Not for many a long, sad year, had +a reception so affectionate as hers been given me; and her greeting +brought tears to my old eyes, and called up painful memories to my +heart. In appearance she had greatly improved; her slight figure had +rounded into more womanly proportions, and her motions were full of +the wild, unstudied gracefulness that had always characterized her. +There was about her a fascination I cannot explain, a something +independent of externals—a witchery to be felt but not defined. +Perhaps it was the visible influence of mental gifts, the reflection +of that purity of heart and mind which impressed itself on all her +words and actions.</p> + +<p>Let it not, however, be imagined, that because in my fond remembrance +I have lingered long upon Theresa's many virtues, I was ignorant of +her faults. They were those inseparable from her temperament; an +impetuosity which frequently misled her judgment, and a confidence in +her own beliefs, a reliance on her own will, that nothing but an +appeal to her affections could ever subdue. She was an instance of +that sad truth, that our defects shape our destinies; that one failing +may exert over our lot a more potent influence than many excellencies, +and may mar the brilliancy of our moral picture by a single shadow, +that shall darken it all. In after life, when trial and suffering +pressed wearily upon her, all her griefs might have been traced back +to the influence of faults, which in her childhood were not +sufficiently developed to seem of consequence, or to merit rebuke. To +us she was so loving and complying, that the less favorable traits of +her nature were lost to our eyes in the brightness of her better +endowments. Like all poetic persons, she had various fancies and +caprices; but hers were all pure in purpose, and imparted a charm to +her restless being. Even her tenderness had its fantasies, and +lavished itself wastefully without thought or reason. Her attachment +to her sister was remarkable in its tone, blending anxiety with its +profound and impassioned tide. She would speak to me of Amy, of her +childish loveliness, her gentle disposition, her appealing +trustfulness, until tears would start to her eyes, and the future +seemed painfully distant to one whose onward gaze had painted it with +fulfillments. There was nothing sweet and lovable in life that she did +not connect with Amy's hereafter. Alas! it was well for her she could +not foresee that future happiness was to be won by the sacrifice of +her own.</p> + +<p>During Theresa's stay in our village, the young Brandons and herself +were often together—and Gerald's admiration had evidently lost +nothing from separation. His health had improved, though he still +looked pale and delicate; but this physical languor lent refinement to +his appearance, and excited Theresa's warmest sympathy. It would have +been strange, were not the occurrence so common, that we should not +have anticipated the probable consequences of such intercourse between +Gerald and Theresa, but always accustomed to consider them in contrast +with ourselves, as mere children, we forgot theirs was the very age +for enduring impressions, the era in existence whose memories live +longest. It was not until long afterward that I realized our error, +and then, alas! it was too late to save the repose of a heart which +possessed in fatal strength, woman's sad faculty of loving. The period +soon came round for Theresa to return to her studies; and, to my +surprise, her grief at the second separation was much more violent +than at the first. I did not note, in my simplicity, the cause of this +vehemence; I never suspected that a new tie, undefined, but powerful, +was binding her being, that in the depths of a spirit whose +earnestness I have never seen equaled, there had sprung up an +affection never to pass away, and one dangerously enhanced by the +imaginative tendency of her nature. That she had won over Gerald a +profound and fascinating influence, was evident; she was to him a +dream of intellectual beauty, and her presence idealized his life. He +connected her instinctively with all his high hopes, his visionary +schemes; but I feel, in recalling his admiration, that, from its very +character, it was not likely to be permanent. There was too little in +it of the actual world, too much of the mental; it was more the homage +of mind, than the tribute of affection; rather the irrepressible +appreciation of genius,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[254]</a></span> than the spontaneous effusion of love. His +expressions of regret at separation were warm and tender; but it is +probable the young friends were both ignorant of the nature of their +feelings. They parted tearfully, as a brother and sister would have +said farewell; and the next few months, with their throng of sweet +remembrances, fostered the growth of emotions very unlike, in truth, +but equally kind and hopeful. And now there came a long interval of +melancholy tranquillity in my life, for it was not until two years +afterward that our darling returned. Her letters during the interval +were frequent, and her ambition to excel deepened daily in intensity.</p> + +<p>"One year more," she wrote, "and this routine of application will be +over, I shall come to you no longer a child, but fitted, I trust, for +a congenial companion. What bright pictures my fancy draws for that +time! Surely the future is a land of surpassing beauty, if but one +half its radiant hopes be realized."</p> + +<p>"I have no patience with Theresa's visionary fancies," said Gerald, +petulently, as he glanced over this letter, "I really believe she +prizes books and pictures, and her idle dreams, more than the hearts +that love her."</p> + +<p>I have lingered long over this recording of a childhood that lent my +loneliness many pleasures; and I must trace more rapidly and briefly +the sadder portion of my recollections. Over the next two years let us +pass in silence; they saw the last shining of pleasure upon Theresa's +experience; they were the resting-place between her young hopefulness +and the perplexing cares and disappointments of her energetic and +unsatisfied womanhood. Never afterward did life appear to her so +rapturous a gift, and intellectual superiority so enchanting, but the +hereafter grew silent with its promises, and her spirit weary with its +cares.</p> + +<p>It was not until some months afterward that the journal I am about to +quote fell into my hands; but I copy some of its fragments, to portray +its writer's feelings. Ah, me! such trustful hearts as hers are those +experience depresses soonest.</p> + +<p>"How happy I have been this summer! I believe those who have spent +their childhood in seclusion, and formed their first associations from +the lovely creations of nature, love home better than persons <i>can</i> +do, who have been always encompassed by the excitements and artificial +enjoyments of society. These lose individual consciousness amid the +throng of recollections; they cannot trace the progress of their +being, nor retain the self-portraying vividness of memory. I am sure +that no dweller in cities can feel as I do, when I return to this +tranquil village; I can almost imagine I have stepped back into my +childhood. Yet, loving this place as I do, I am still anxious to leave +it; home, and especially a quiet one, is no place for great successes. +Too much of the childish past hangs over it, and discourages exertion, +and those who have loved us best and earliest, know least of what we +are capable. Every day intercourse fetters judgment, and thought lives +in the domestic circle with sealed lips. My kind friends do not +comprehend my wishes or emotions; my mother deems them folly, and +Gerald, instead of sympathy, tenders me only doubts and fears. But I +repel silently such depressing influence; surely the motto of youth +should be, <i>aide-toi</i>, <i>et Dieu t'aidera</i>. . . . . I have been reading +that tearful book, the Diary of an Ennuyé. What a vivid picture it +presents of mental and physical suffering, too intense to be wholly +conquered, yet half subdued by the strong power of a thoughtful will. +Such depictings of sorrow must be exaggerated, there cannot be so much +of grief in a world where hope still liveth. . . . . I have been +amusing myself this morning by scribbling verses, and as I gradually +became absorbed in my employment, I felt I would willingly relinquish +half the future in store for me, could I win a poet's fame. I have +been endeavoring to determine which is the most desirable, the +celebrity of a poet or a painter. Perhaps the distinction an artist +obtains satisfies the mind more wholly, and it must be a more +universal thing, than that of a writer. He appeals to the senses; his +work is the visible presence of what is immaterial, the palpable +creation of a thought. He gazes on his production, until his being +revels in the witchery of his own reality; and the ideal that had +haunted his spirit so long, smiles and blesses him from that glowing +canvas. But the poet, he who from the well of thought hath drawn forth +such golden truths; who heareth within his heart the echo of whatever +is beautiful around him; he who is the interpreter of nature, and +translateth into burning words whatsoever things are pure and lovely, +ah! he liveth alone with his glorious images, and from his brilliant +world of dream and vision, he walks abroad uncomprehended, a solitary +being. Yet he, too, has his reward, though seldom the present one of +popular approval; time is requisite for the appreciation of his +imaginings; he would not, if he could, profane them by the breath of +popular criticism. <i>His</i> place is far away from common sight—a +dwelling in pleasant thoughts; he is enthroned amid happy memories and +early hopes; he is associated in our minds with forms of grace, and +faces of beauty—with the light of stars, and the fragrance of +flowers; with the pale hours of gloom his enchantments have chased +away, and the green graves his heavenward words have hallowed. Which +fame would I choose? Alas! for my craving nature, neither—but both!"</p> + +<p>Two years had glided by, and Theresa had returned to us. Her studies +were completed, and she seemed to our fond hearts more than we ever +hoped for, or dared to anticipate. She had certainly improved to the +utmost the period of her absence; she was an admirable linguist, a +good musician, and her talent for painting was pronounced by +<i>connoisseurs</i> to be extraordinary. She possessed in a rare degree +perfect consciousness of her powers, without a tinge of vanity; and +she spoke of her acquirements and performances simply and candidly, as +she would have dwelt on those of a stranger. Gerald was evidently +surprised at her mental progress, and perhaps he felt it almost +painfully, for he certainly was not in her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[255]</a></span> presence as natural and +familiar as of yore. He would gaze on her long and fixedly, as if in +being forced to admire, he hesitated how to love. I do not know +whether Theresa perceived this change, and allowed it to influence her +manner, or whether the natural timidity of one "on the eve of +womanhood," rendered her also gentler and quieter than of old, but +certain it is, that while to others they were the same as ever, for +each other, they felt something they knew was not friendship, yet +dared not think was love.</p> + +<p>In the meantime Amy had grown into girlhood, and was, in truth, as +beautiful as a poet's dream. She was timid, gentle, and silent; no +strength of mind was enshrined in that faultless casket; and her +transparent, maidenly brow, was never shadowed by the conflict of +thought. Her words were few and commonplace, but they were spoken by a +voice exquisitely musical, and her surpassing personal loveliness +disarmed mental criticism. Theresa would regard her in unutterable +admiration, blending a sister's tenderness with all an artist's +ecstasy. There was no repaying enthusiasm; Amy's affections were not +impulsive, and she shared nothing of her sister's spontaneous, +effervescing warmth. She was, however, kind and graceful, with that +charm of manner common even in childhood to those on whom the gods +have smiled, and who, from the consciousness of beauty, possess the +certainty of pleasing. Like all visionaries, Theresa had many fancies, +and strongest among them was her boundless admiration for loveliness. +Living as she did in perpetual study of the beautiful, it appealed to +her with that enchantment it only wears for the painter and the poet; +and for her, who, in her dangerously endowed being, blended both, +there was inexpressible fascination in all that reflected externally +her radiant ideal. Gerald was a constant visiter at the cottage, and +his undisguised admiration for Theresa's gifts deepened into lasting +sentiment, what had hitherto been vague emotion. He sought her +approval, solicited her opinions, and there was a tone of romantic +reverence in his conduct toward her, which could not fail to interest +one so young and sensitive. In many respects his character was far +from equaling hers; ill-health had given peculiar fastidiousness to +his tastes, and selfishness to his temper; but he was invested with +the charms of pleasant memories, and that drapery which ever surrounds +with grace those the heart loves first. I believe he never for an +instant reflected on the effect his devoted attentions might produce, +and, absorbed in the magic of his own rapturous thoughts, he had no +time for calmer reasoning. Love is proverbially credulous; and +although neither promise nor protestation had been spoken, Theresa +never doubled what she hoped, and, perhaps, in her girlish faith, +believed his feelings the deeper from their silence.</p> + +<p>Thus the days wended on, and I had woven in my lonely simplicity many +a bright tissue for future years to wear, when already the "cloud no +bigger than a man's hand" had gathered on my favorite's horizon. +Gerald and herself had walked one evening to the parsonage, and were +seated on one of the shaded seats in the old-fashioned garden attached +to my home.</p> + +<p>"Theresa, you have always been to me a sympathizing listener, and I +have something to tell you now of more than ordinary interest—will +you hear me patiently?" and as Gerald spoke, he looked up smilingly +into his companion's face.</p> + +<p>Why did Theresa's cheek flush at these simple words? I know not; I +only know that it grew pale and ashy as Gerald proceeded to relate the +story whose hearing he had solicited, and in the impassioned words of +love to paint his devotion—not to her who sat beside him, but to the +sister whose outward beauty had won more than all <i>her</i> gifts. He +spoke of time to come, of being to her as a brother, of a home in +common, and then he dwelt with a lover's rapture on the attractions of +his promised bride, those charms she had often extolled to him with a +poet's appreciation, and now heard praised in breathless agony. The +bitterness, not of jealousy, but of despair, was in her soul—a pang +for which there was no expression and no relief. Never more might she +return to the hope his words had shattered, the trust she had indulged +too long. All that had scattered her path with flowers, and thrown +around her life's sweetest illusions was lost to her now; the +confessions she had heard, raised a barrier not to be passed between +herself and those she held dearest, and the sister for whom she would +have laid down her life, claimed a sadder sacrifice, and glided a +rival between her heart and its reliance. But to all his confidings +she listened silently, and when he ceased to speak, she answered him +kindly and gently. Love is selfish, and in the egotism of his own +feelings, Gerald heeded not that his companion's voice faltered; and +they parted without a suspicion in his mind of the suffering he had +occasioned. Alas! such brief tragedies are acting every day in our +household circles, and we note them not; bright eyes become tranquil, +glowing cheeks look pale, and young hearts, once high with hope and +energy, grow weary and listless; and we talk of illness, and call in +science to name the disease, which is nothing but sorrow. There are, +without doubt, solitary hours in human experience which do the work of +years, forcing suspicion to dawn, and tempting despondency to deepen. +Life should be measured by such hours, and they who feel most keenly +are the ones who, in truth, live longest.</p> + +<p>Certain it is that Theresa passed in those few moments to a new +existence—to a being wholly different from her former self. The +rainbow tints had faded from her sky, and the stars in her futurity +had ceased to shine. What to her were all her mental gifts, when they +had failed to win the love she valued? And now the nature so impulsive +and ingenuous was impelled by the instinct of woman's pride to assume +the mantle of concealment, to learn its task of suffering and silence. +She could not, without betraying her true feelings, seem depressed, +when all about her was happier than ever, and not a shadow rested on +the hearts around her. Her mother was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[256]</a></span> constitutionally tranquil; and +Amy, in the relying gladness of her early youth, saw nothing to fear, +and all things to hope. It was a trying effort for Theresa to bury the +conflict of her impetuous emotions in the stillness of her own +bosom—the more trying because she had never before known cause for +reserve; but the power of endurance in womanhood is mighty, and she +did conceal even from my watchful eyes, the triumph of certainty over +hope. I knew not then that the silver chord was already severed, and +the veil lifted from the pale face of grief, never again in mercy to +lend its secrecy.</p> + +<p>The extreme youth of Amy alone delayed her marriage, and the following +year was appointed as the time of its celebration. In the meanwhile +the lovers would meet almost daily, and there seemed nothing but +happiness before them. And she, the highly endowed, the richly gifted, +what was to be her lot? Even now the mists were gathering around her; +her faith in the hereafter was lessened; disappointment haunted her +onward steps, and memory darkened to regret. Poor Theresa! there was +many a pang in her experience then proudly hidden from all human gaze; +and her suffering was not the less because she felt that it arose in +part from self-deception, and from its very character was beyond the +solace of sympathy.</p> + +<p>A few evenings afterward, I was sitting alone, when, with her light +and eager step, Theresa entered my little study at the parsonage. Her +cheek was flushed by her rapid walk, and her eyes sparkled as she laid +before me a letter she had just received. I did not then comprehend +the eagerness with which she grasped the refuge of excitement and +change, but my heart sunk within me as I read the lines before me, for +too well I foresaw the endless links of perplexity and misconstruction +which would drag themselves, a dreary chain through the years to come. +The letter was from the painter with whom she had studied his art, and +was written with the kind feeling of one who, from the memory of his +own aspirations, could sympathize with hers. He reminded her of a wish +she had often expressed to practice her powers as a painter, and he +said if that desire still continued, he could offer her a home in his +household, and promise her success. His own professional attainments +were great and popular, but his health was failing; and he declared it +would be a pleasure and pride to him to direct her talents if she +still wished to brave the perplexities of an artist's life. He dwelt +on the subject with the fervor of a mind whose best faculties had been +spent in the service of his art; but while he extolled its attractions +and rewards, he concealed nothing of its cares and penalties. He +concluded thus: "For me, the exercise of my glorious profession has +been in all respects singularly fortunate; and in addition to the +inexpressible gratifications attending its pursuit, it has won for me +both popularity and wealth. But I would not mislead you, Theresa, nor +conceal the difficulties which must inevitably, in such an attempt, +harass a young and an enthusiastic woman. It is an unusual thing for +womanhood to worship art; you will have ignorance and prejudice +against you, and I need not remind you that these are the most +perplexing of obstacles. But still there are rewards they cannot +touch, pleasures beyond their influence—and these I proffer you. The +artist bears within his own soul the recompense for many sorrows; and +if you can summon the moral fortitude to wait in patience, and toil in +hope, I candidly believe that, with your endowments, success will be a +certainty. You will be to us as a daughter; and our childless old age +will be gladdened by the presence in our home of your bright young +face." Theresa had scanned my countenance eagerly while I perused this +letter, as if to gather my impressions of the scheme; and she looked +not a little disappointed when I gravely and silently refolded and +returned the paper.</p> + +<p>"I can divine your opinion," she said at last; "you disapprove of my +plan."</p> + +<p>"I do," was my reply. "I can discern no reason for your forsaking a +tranquil home to brave so many certain annoyances."</p> + +<p>"But, my friend," she answered, "you forget now the lesson you have +often taught me, that we have no right to bury our talents, nor to +shrink from the exercise of powers which were doubtless bestowed to be +improved and employed. You will, perhaps, deem that my duty to my +mother demands my presence here; but she has grown accustomed to my +absence, and depends on me for none of her social comforts. Amy is far +better fitted to be her companion, and I am sure that if I were to +remain here, with the desponding conviction that my resources were +useless, my acquirements thrown away; that knowledge would render me +unhappy and throw a shadow over my home. Let me try this experiment +for one year; if I fail, I will return satisfied that I have done my +utmost; if I succeed, I can win for myself fame, and it may be peace."</p> + +<p>She had spoken rapidly and earnestly, though I now know that her most +powerful reasons for wishing to leave us, were left unuttered, and as +she concluded her voice was tremulous. She impatiently awaited my +answer; and I, with the folly of a fond old man, could not bear to +dash away the cup that foamed so temptingly to her lips. Though +fearful and unconvinced, I ceased to remonstrate. Many times since +have I marveled at my own weakness, and lamented that I did not more +decidedly condemn the young enthusiast's views; and yet what could I +do? Had I more strenuously and successfully opposed the scheme, could +I have borne to see my darling pine in the weariness of powers buried, +and endowments wasted? Could I have recklessly sullied in their purple +light the day-dreams of her yearning youth, have watched her, +dispirited and dejected, ever turning from the gloom of the present to +ponder on the radiant, haunting mystery of what she might have been?</p> + +<p>To my surprise, Mrs. Germaine evinced none of the repugnance to the +removal which I had anticipated; and, won over by Theresa's eagerness, +and accustomed to be separated from her, she exerted no parental +authority in the case. Her acquiescence, of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[257]</a></span> course, silenced my +objections, and I could only grieve where I would have counseled. +Gerald alone violently opposed her departure; but she replied to him +with a firmness I did not expect, and which surprised me not a little. +But the decision was made, and even while tenderly and anxiously +beloved, the wayward and gifted one went forth alone into the world.</p> +<br /><br /> + +<h4>CHAPTER IV.</h4> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Pale Disappointment! on whose anxious brow<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Expectancy has deepened into pain;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Thou who hast pressed upon so many hearts<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The burning anguish of those words—<i>in vain</i>;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Thy gloom is here; thy shadowy presence lies<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Within the glory-light of those sad eyes!<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Two years more had gone by since we glanced at Theresa last—years +fraught to her with the fulfillment of ambition, and golden with the +gifts of praise. Her name had become a familiar one to the lovers of +art, and her society was eagerly sought for by the most intellectual +men in one of our most refined cities. In the home of her artist +friend she had been as a daughter, and cordially welcomed into the +circles of talent and acquirement. It would have been well with her +had that measure of success satisfied her, could she have returned +then, without one hope turned into bitterness, to her early and +tranquil home—but it was not so to be; and on the death of her +friend, a year previous to this time, Theresa decided still to remain +in the city, and follow alone the exciting glories of her art. In the +meantime Amy's marriage had taken place; the cottage was deserted, and +Mrs. Germaine found a home with her younger daughter. It was Gerald's +wish that Theresa also should reside with them; but she had declined, +affectionately, though positively; and she was now an exile from those +who loved her best. Her engagements had proved profitable, she had +acquired much more than was necessary for her simple wants; and all +her surplus gainings were scrupulously sent to her mother. I, too, was +frequently remembered in her generous deeds, and many a valuable book, +far beyond my power to purchase, came with sweet words from the +cheerer of my old age.</p> + +<p>But this state of things was too prosperous to last always—the crowd +does not permit without a struggle the continuance of such prosperity. +Gradually the tide of public approval changed; rivals spoke +slightingly of one who surpassed them; her impetuous words—and she +was frank almost to a fault—were misrepresented, and envying lips +whispered of the impropriety of her independent mode of life. +Flatterers grew more cautious, professing friends looked coldly, and, +one by one, her female acquaintances found various pretexts for +withdrawing their attentions. Theresa was not suspicious; it was long +before these changes were apparent to her, and even then she +attributed them to accident. Confident in her own purity of motive, +and occupied with her own engrossing pursuits, she had neither time +nor inclination for disagreeable speculations. She felt her refuge was +incessant employment; she dared not even yet allow herself leisure for +contemplation and memory. A volume of her poems had just been +published—its destiny filled her thoughts—for who cannot imagine the +trembling, fearing solicitude with which the young poet would send +forth her visions to the world? Her engagements in her profession, +too, were ceaseless, and her health began to fail under the effects of +a mode of life so constant in its labors, and so apart from the +refreshing influences usually surrounding girlhood. And was she happy? +Alas! she had often asked herself that question, and answered it with +tears; ambition has no recompense for tenderness, womanhood may not +lay aside its yearnings. Her letters to us contained no word of +despondency; she spoke more of what she thought than of what she felt. +Her heart had learned to veil itself; and yet, as I read her notes to +me, the suspicion would sometimes involuntarily come over me that she +was not tranquil, that her future looked to her more shadowy; and I +longed to clasp her once more to the bosom that had pillowed her head +in childhood, and bid her bring there her hoard of trial and care. She +was, by her own peculiar feelings banished from our midst; how could +she return, to dwell in Gerald's home, she who for years had striven +in solitude and silence to still memories of which <i>he</i> made the +grief? But she was no pining, love-sick girl; the high and rare tone +of her nature gave her many resources, and imparted strength to battle +with gentler impulses. But it was a painful and unnatural conflict +between an ingenuous character and a taunting pride—a war between +thought and tenderness. Wo to the heart that dares such a struggle! +Aspiration may bring a temporary solace, excitement a momentary balm; +but never yet, in all the tear-chronicled records of genius, has woman +found peace in praise, or compensation in applause. It is enough for +her to obtain, in the dangerous arena of competition, a brief refuge, +a transient forgetfulness; love once branded with those words—<i>in +vain</i>, may win nothing more enduring this side of heaven.</p> + +<p>It was the twilight of a whiter evening; the lamps were just beginning +to brighten the city streets, and the fire burned cheerfully in +Theresa's apartment. Various paintings, sketches, and books, were +scattered around, and on the table lay a miniature of Amy, painted +from memory. It depicted her, not in the flush of her early womanhood, +not in the gladness of her hope-tinted love, but as she was, years +ago, in her idolized infancy. The lamp-light shone full upon that +young, faultless face, brightening almost like life those smiling +lips, and the white brow gleaming beneath childhood's coronet of +golden hair.</p> + +<p>The young artist was seated now in silent and profound +abstraction—for twilight is the time the past claims from the +present, and memory is summoned by silence. Theresa's feet rested on a +low footstool, her hands were clasped lightly together on her lap, and +she leaned back in the cushioned chair, in an attitude of perfect and +unstudied grace she would have delightedly sketched in another. Have +ever I described my favorite's appearance? I believe not; and yet +there was much in her face and figure to arrest and enchant younger +eyes than mine. I could<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[258]</a></span> not, if I would, delineate her features, for +I only recall their charm of emotion, their attractive variety of +sentiment. Her eyes were gray, with dark lashes, and their expression +was at once brilliant and melancholy, and the most spiritual I have +ever seen. Her hair was long and fair, with a tinge of gold glancing +through its pale-brown masses, as if sunbeams were woven in its +tresses. She was not above the average height, but the proportions of +her figure were peculiarly beautiful, and her movements and attitudes +had the indescribable gracefulness whose harmony was a portion of her +being. She looked even younger than she really was, and her dress, +though simple, was always tasteful and attractive, for her reverence +for the beautiful extended even to common trifles, and all about her +bespoke the elevating presence of intellectual ascendency. The glance +that once dwelt on her returned to her face instinctively—so much of +thought and feeling, of womanhood in its faculty to love and hope, of +affection in its power to endure and triumph, so much of genius in the +glory of its untested youth, lay written in lines of light on that +pale, maidenly brow. Ah, me! that I should remember her thus! As +Theresa sat there, she idly took a newspaper from the table to refold +it, and as she did so, her own name attracted her attention. It headed +a brief notice of her poems, which was doubtless written by some one +her success had offended—there are minds that cannot forgive a +fortunate rival. It was a cold, sarcastic, sneering review of her +book, penned in that tone of contemptuous irony, the most profaning to +talent, the most desecrating to beauty. There was neither justice nor +gentleness in the paragraph, but it briefly condemned the work, and +promised at some future period, a more detailed notice of its defects. +It was the first time that Theresa had felt the fickleness of popular +favor; and who does not know the morbid sensitiveness with which the +poet shrinks from censure? To have her fair imaginings thus degraded, +her glowing theories prostrated, the golden pinions of her fancy +dragged to the dust—were these things the compensation for thought, +and toil, and sacrifice? It was a dark wisdom to learn, one that would +cast a shade over all future effort—and disappointed and mortified, +Theresa threw down the paper, and wept those bitter tears which +failure teaches youth to shed.</p> + +<p>An hour of painful reverie had passed, when the door of the apartment +was noiselessly opened, and with silent steps, the dark-robed figure +of a woman entered and approached Theresa.</p> + +<p>"I have intruded on you most unceremoniously," said the stranger, in a +voice singularly soft and melodious, "and I have no apology to plead +but the interest I feel in youth and genius, and this privileged +garb;" and as Theresa glanced at her dress, she saw it was that of a +Sister of Charity. It was an attire she had grown familiar with, +during her abode at the convent, and the winning kindness usually +distinguishing its wearers, had invested it in her mind with pleasant +associations.</p> + +<p>"You are welcome, nevertheless," replied Theresa, "for I know that in +admitting your sisterhood we often entertain angels unawares."</p> + +<p>The new comer seated herself, and the young artist strove in vain to +recall her features; they were those of a stranger.</p> + +<p>"You are personally unknown to me, Theresa," said the lady, after a +brief silence, "but your father was one of my earliest friends. +Nay—it matters not to ask my name; the one I then bore, is parted +with now, and I would not willingly speak it again; under a different +appellation I have been lowlier and happier."</p> + +<p>"You knew my father, then," rejoined Theresa, eagerly, "in his younger +and more prosperous days. His loss I feel more keenly as my experience +increases; for I was too young at his death to appreciate in reality, +as I now do in memory, all his character's high, and generous, and +spiritual beauty."</p> + +<p>"We met often in the gay world," replied the guest—and her words were +uttered less to Theresa than to herself—"and our acquaintance was +formed under circumstances which ripened into intimacy what might +otherwise have proved only one of those commonplace associations that +lightly link society together; but it is of yourself I would speak. I +have opportunities in the fulfillment of my duties of hearing and +seeing much that passes in the busy world about me; and I have been +prompted by the old memories still clinging around me, to proffer you +the counsel of a friend. Will you forgive me, if I address you +candidly and unreservedly?"</p> + +<p>And then, as Theresa wonderingly granted the desired permission, she +proceeded gently to detail some of the efforts of malice, and to utter +words of kind warning to one who, enfolded within her own illusions, +saw nothing of the shadows gathering about her path.</p> + +<p>"You are not happy, Theresa!" continued the sister; "I know too much +of woman's life to believe you are. I am aware of the motives from +which you act; and while I reverence your purity of heart, and the +pride which has tempted you to work out your own destiny, I easily +trace the weariness your spirit feels. I, too, have had my visions; +they are God's gift to youth, but I have lived sadly and patiently to +watch dream after dream fade away. I see you have forgotten me, +although I saw you frequently at the convent of ——; but I am not +surprised at your forgetfulness, for the nun's sombre veil shuts her +out alike from hearts and memories."</p> + +<p>"Are you, too, then unhappy?" asked Theresa, as the low and musical +voice beside her trembled in its tone; "you, whose footsteps are +followed by blessings, whose life is hallowed by doing good? I have +long ago learned to doubt the peace of the cloister, but I have ever +loved to believe there was recompense in your more active career, and +that if happiness exists on earth, the Sisters of Charity deserve and +win it."</p> + +<p>"In part, you are right," answered the nun, "but you have yet to +realize that the penalties of humanity are beyond mortal control; that +we cannot, by any mode of life, pass beyond their influence. All we<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[259]</a></span> +<i>can</i> do, is prayerfully to acquire patient forbearance and upward +hope; many a heavy heart beats beneath a veil like this, and carries +its own woes silently within, while it whispers to others of promise +and rest." The visiter paused, and Theresa interrupted a silence that +began to be painful to both.</p> + +<p>"I feel," she said, "that I have acted injudiciously in braving +remark, and in proudly dreaming I could shape out my own course. But +you, who seem to have divined my thoughts so truly, doubtless read +also the <i>one</i> reason which renders my return home most depressing."</p> + +<p>"I know it well," was the reply; and the speaker pressed Theresa's +trembling hand within her own, "but your prolonged stay here will be +fraught with continually increasing evils; and if you expect repose, +it cannot be here, where envy and detraction are rising against you. +We cannot sway the prejudices of society, Theresa; and in some +respects even the most gifted must submit to their decrees. And now," +she said, as she rose to take leave, "I must bid you farewell. I have +followed an impulse of kindness in undertaking the dangerous task to +warn and counsel. If you will listen to one fatally versed in the +world's ways, you will cease to defy public opinion, and amid the more +tranquil scenes of your home, you will acquire a truer repose than +ever fame bestowed. In all probability we shall meet no more, yet I +would fain carry with me the consolation of having rescued from +confirmed bitterness of spirit, the child of a faithful friend, and +pointed a yearning heart to its only rest." And before Theresa could +reply, the door had closed, and the visiter was gone.</p> +<br /> + +<h5>THERESA'S LETTER.</h5> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"My friend! the credulity is ended, the illusion is +over, and I shall return to you again. There are +reasons I need not mention now, which would render +a residence with my sister painful, and with my old +waywardness I would come to you, the kind sharer +of my young impulses, and to your home, the quiet +scene of my happiest days. I am listless and sick at +heart; and the hopes that once made my future +radiant, appear false and idle to my gaze. Success +has bestowed but momentary satisfaction, while +failure has produced permanent pain; and I would +fain cease my restless strivings, and be tranquil once +more. This is no hasty resolve; several weeks +have elapsed since I was prompted to it first; and +I believe it is wiser to submit than to struggle—to +learn endurance, than to strive for reward. In a +few days more I shall be with you, saddened and +disheartened, and changed in all things but in love +and gratitude."</p></div> + +<p>She had, indeed, changed since I saw her last, nearly three years +before. The world had wrought its work, hope had been crushed by +reality. Her health was evidently fatally affected, and her voice, +once so gay and joyous, was low and subdued. It was mournful to my +loving eyes to mark the contrast between the sisters now; Amy, in the +noiseless routine of domestic duties, found all her wishes satisfied; +she was rendered happy by trifles, and her nature demanded nothing +they could not offer. Without one rare mental endowment, or a single +lofty trait, she had followed her appointed path, a serene and +contented woman. A glance at the household circles around us, will +prove this contrast a common one; the most gifted are not the most +blessed—and the earth has no fulfillment for the aspirations that +rise above it.</p> + +<p>And what of Theresa, the richly and fatally endowed, she who, with all +the faculties for feeling and bestowing gladness, yet wasted her youth +away; she who sadly tested the beautiful combination of genius with +womanhood, yet lavished her powers in vain—why need I trace the +passing away of one beloved so well? My task is finished; and I +willingly lay aside a record, written through tears. Wouldst thou know +more? There is a grave in yonder church-yard that can tell thee all!</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="SONNETS" id="SONNETS"></a>SONNETS.</h3> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY JAMES LAWSON.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<h4>I.—HOPE.</h4> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i4">I mark, as April days serenely smile,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Clouds heaped on clouds in mountain-like array,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">While radiant sunbeams with their summits play,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Gilding with gorgeous tints the mighty pile;<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And earth partakes of every hue the while!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Oft have I felt on such a day as this,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">The sudden shower down-pouring on my head,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Though in the distance all is loveliness.<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Thither, in vain, with rapid step I've sped.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I liken this to Hope: although with sorrow<br /></span> +<span class="i4">The heart is overcast, and dim the eye;<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Delusive Hope—not present, ever nigh,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Presages gladness on a coming morrow,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And lures us onward, till our latest sigh.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<h4>II.—A PREDICTION.</h4> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">The day approaches, when a mystic power,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Shall summon mute Antiquity, to tell<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The buried glories of the long lost hour;<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And she will answer the enchanter's spell—<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Then shall we hear what wondrous things befell<br /></span> +<span class="i2">When the young world existed in its prime.<br /></span> +<span class="i4">The truths revealed will turn the wisest pale,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">That ignorance so long abused their time.<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Vainly may Error blessed Truth assail<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With specious argument, and looking wise<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Exult, as millions worship at her shrine;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Yet, in the time ordained, shall Truth arise<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And walk in beauty over earth and skies,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">While man in reverence bows before her power divine!<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[260]</a></span></div></div> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="PHANTASMAGORIA" id="PHANTASMAGORIA"></a>PHANTASMAGORIA.</h3> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY JOHN NEAL.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<p>I don't believe in night-caps. That is, I don't believe in stopping +the ears, in shutting the eyes, in sealing up the senses, nor in going +to sleep in the midst of God's everyday wonders. We are put here to +look about us. We are apprentices to Him whose workshop is the +universe. And if we mean to be useful, or happy, or to make others +happy, which, after all, is the only way of being happy ourselves, we +must do nothing blindfold. Our eyes and our ears must be always open. +We must be always up and doing, or, in the language of the day, <i>wide +awake</i>. We must have our wits about us. We must learn to use, not our +eyes and our ears only, but our understandings—our <i>thinkers</i>.</p> + +<p>There is a diviner alchemy wanted, and there is room for a bolder and +a more patient spirit of investigation, amid the drudgery and bustle +of common life, than was ever yet employed, or ever needed, in +ransacking the earth for gems and gold, or the deep sea for pearls. +Would you shovel diamonds and rubies, or turn up "as it were fire," +you have but to dig into and sift the rubbish that lies heaped up in +your very streets—or to drive the ploughshare through the busiest +places ever trodden by the multitude. You need not blast the +mountains, nor turn up the foundations of the sea, nor smelt the +constellations. You have but to open your eyes, and to look about you +with a thankful heart; and you will find no such thing as worthless +ore—no baseness unallied with something precious; with hidden virtue, +or with unchangeable splendor.</p> + +<p>The golden air you breathe toward evening, after a bright, rattling +summer-shower—the golden motes you may see playing in the sunshine +with clouds of common dust, if you but take the trouble to lift your +eyes, when you are lying half asleep in your easy-chair, just after +dinner—are part and parcel of the atmosphere and the earth; and yet +have they fellowship with the stars, and with the light that trembleth +forever upon the wing of the cherubim. Be ye of the towering and the +steadfast upon earth, and these will be to you in the darkness of +midnight as revelations from the sky; as unforetold glimpses of the +Imperishable and the Pure that inhabit the Empyrean.</p> + +<p>But, being one of those who go about the world for three score years +and ten, with their night-caps pulled over their eyes—and ears—you +don't believe a word of this. And when you are told with all +seriousness that there is room for more wonderful and comforting +transmutations, of the baser earth just under your window, or just +round the corner, than was ever dreamed of by the wisest of those who +have grown old among furnaces and crucibles and retorts; wearing their +lives away in a search after perpetual youth, and their substance in +that which sooner and more surely than "riotous living" impoverisheth +a man—the transmutation of the baser metals into gold—you fall a +whistling maybe—or beg leave to suggest the word <i>fudge</i>. If so, take +my word for it, like a pretty woman with the small-pox, the +probability is, you are very much to be <i>pitted</i>.</p> + +<p>All stuff and nonsense! you say—downright rigmarole—can't for the +life of you understand what the fellow's driving at.</p> + +<p>Indeed.</p> + +<p>As sure as you are sitting there.</p> + +<p>Well, then, we must try to convince you. One of the pleasantest things +for a man who <i>does</i> believe in night-caps, you will grant me, though, +at the best, he may be nothing more than a bachelor, is to lie out in +the open air, on a smooth sloping hill-side, when the earth is +fragrant, and the wind south, on a long drowsy summer afternoon—with +his great-coat under him if the earth is damp—and with the long rich +grass bending over him, and the blossoming clover swinging between him +and a clear blue sky, starred all over with golden dandelions, +buttercups and white-weed—</p> + +<p>Faugh!</p> + +<p>One moment if you please—with golden dandelions, buttercups and +white-weed—</p> + +<p>Poh!—pish!—Why don't you say with the dent-de-lion, the ranunculus +and the crysanthimum?</p> + +<p>Simply because I prefer bumble-bees to humble-bees, and even to +honey-bees, notwithstanding the dictionaries, and never lie down in +the long rich grass, with a great-coat under me; and am not afraid of +catching cold though I may sit upon damp roses, or tread upon the +sweet-scented earth, or tumble about in the newly-mown hay——with my +children about me.</p> + +<p>Children!—--oh!—--ah!—might have known you were not one of us—only +half a man therefore.</p> + +<p>How so?</p> + +<p>That you had a better-half somewhere, to which you belong when you are +at home.</p> + +<p>In other words you might have known that I was no bachelor.</p> + +<p>Precisely.</p> + +<p>Sir! you are very obliging. And now, perhaps, I may be allowed to +finish the demonstration. I undertook to convince you, if you +remember, that every human being, with his eyes about him, has, under +all circumstances, and at all times, within his reach, and subject to +his order, a heap of amusement, a whole treasury of unappropriated +wisdom. And all I have asked of you thus far is to admit, that if a +man will but go forth into the solitary place and lie down, and +stretch himself out, and look up into the sky, and watch the flowers +and leaves pictured and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[261]</a></span> playing there—provided he be not more than +half asleep, and has a duffel great-coat under him, water-proof shoes +and a snug umbrella within reach, and no fear of the rheumatism; he +may find it one of the pleasantest things in the world; though it may +happen that he has no idea of poetry, and cares for nothing on earth +beyond a pair of embroidered slippers, a warm, padded, comfortable +dressing-gown, or a snuff-colored cigar if at home; or a fishing-rod, +a doubtful sky, and a bit of a brook, all to himself, when he is out +in the open air. And in short, for I love to come to the point, (in +these matters,) all I ask of you, being a bachelor, is to admit—</p> + +<p>I'll admit any thing, if you'll stop there.</p> + +<p>Agreed. You admit, then, that an old bachelor, wedded to trout-fishing +and tobacco-smoke; familiar with nothing but whist, yarn stockings, +flannels and shooting-jackets; without the least possible relish for +landscape or color, for the twittering of birds, or the swarming of +bumble-bees and forest-leaves; with no sense of poetry, and a mortal +hatred of rigmarole, may nevertheless and notwithstanding—</p> + +<p>Better take breath, sir.</p> + +<p>May notwithstanding and nevertheless, I say, find something worth +looking at, on a warm summer afternoon, though he be lying half asleep +on his back, with the clover-blossoms and buttercups nodding over him; +to say nothing of thistle-tops, dandelions or white-weed—</p> + +<p>I do—I do!—I'll admit any thing, as I told you before.</p> + +<p>Well, then—in that case—I do not see what difficulty there would be +in supposing that <i>any</i> man might find something to be good-natured +with <i>anywhere</i>.</p> + +<p>Not so fast, if you please. Would you have it inferred, because an old +bachelor, whose comforts are few—and <i>far</i> between!—and whose +habits—and opinions—are fixed forever, could put up with Nature for +a short summer afternoon, under the circumstances you mention—with a +great-coat under him, and a reasonable share of other comforts within +reach, that, <i>therefore</i>, anybody on earth, a married man, for +example, should find it a very easy thing to be happy <i>any</i> where, +under <i>any</i> circumstances?—even at home now, for instance, with his +wife and children about him?</p> + +<p>Precisely. And now, sir, to convince you. If you will but place +yourself at an open window in the "leafy month of June," and watch the +play of her green leaves upon the busy countenances of men, as you may +in some of our eastern cities, and in most of our villages all over +the country, where the trees and the houses, and the boys and the +girls have grown up together, playfellows from the +beginning—playfellows with every thing that lives and breathes in the +neighborhood; or if you will but stand where you are, and look up into +the blue sky, and watch the clouds that are <i>now</i> drifting, as before +a strong wind, over the driest and busiest thoroughfares of your +crowded city; changing from shadow to sunshine, and from sunshine to +shadow, every uplifted countenance over which they pass, you will +find yourself at the very next breath a wiser, a better, and a happier +man. You will undergo a transfiguration upon the spot? You will see a +mighty angel sitting in the sun. You will hear the rush of wings +overshadowing the whole firmament. And, take my word for it, you will +be <i>so</i> much better satisfied with yourself! But mind though—never do +this in company.</p> + +<p>Beware lest you are caught in the fact. They will set you down for a +lunatic, a contributor to the magazines, or a star-gazer—if you +permit them to believe that you can see a single hairsbreadth beyond +your nose, or a single inch further by lifting your eyes to Heaven +than by fixing them steadfastly upon the earth. One might as well be +overheard talking to himself; or be caught peeping into a letter just +handed him by a sweet girl he has been dying to flirt with; but, for +reasons best known to himself—and his wife—durst not, although +perfectly satisfied in his own mind, from her way of looking at him, +when she handed him the letter, that she would give the world to have +him see it without her knowledge; and that either she did not know he +was a married man—or was willing to overlook that objection.</p> + +<p>Tut, tut! my boy—you will never coax me into the trap, though I admit +your cleverness, by contriving to let me understand, as it were by +chance, what are regarded everywhere as the privileges of the married.</p> + +<p>Permit me to finish, will you?</p> + +<p>With all my heart!</p> + +<p>But pleasant as all these things are—the green fields and the blue +sky, the ripple of bright water, and the changeable glories of a +landscape in mid-summer; or the upturned countenances of men, looking +for signs in the heavens, when they have ships at sea—or wives and +children getting ready for a drive—or new hats and no umbrellas—or +houses afire, which may not happen to be over-insured—a pleasanter +thing by far it is to sit by the same window, when the summer is over, +and the clouds have lost their transparency, and go wandering heavily +athwart the sky, and the green leaves are no more, and the songs of +the water are changed, and the very birds have departed, and watch by +the hour together whatever may happen to be overlooked by all the rest +of the world; the bushels of dry leaves that eddy and whirl about your +large empty squares, or huddle together in heaps at every sheltered +corner, as if to get away from the wind; the changed livery of the +shops—the golden tissues of summer, the delicately-tinted shawls, and +gossamer ribbons, and flaunting muslins, woven of nobody knows +what—whether of "mist and moonlight mingling fitfully," or of sunset +shadows overshot with gold, giving way to gorgeous velvet, and fur, +and sumptuous drapery glowing and burning with the tints of autumn, +and, like distant fires seen through a fall of snow in mid-winter, +full of comfort and warmth; and all the other preparations of +double-windows and heavy curtains, and newly invented stoves, that +find their own fuel for the season and leave something for next year; +and porticoes that come and go with the cold weather,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[262]</a></span> blocking up +your path and besetting your eyes at every turn, with signs and hints +of "dreadful preparation."</p> + +<p>Go to the window, if you are troubled in spirit; if the wind is the +wrong way; if you have been jilted or hen-pecked—no matter which—or +if you find yourself growing poorer every hour, and all your wisest +plans, and best-considered projects for getting rich in a hurry turned +topsy-turvy by a change in the market-value of bubbles warranted never +to burst; or if you have a note to pay for a man you never saw but +once in your life, and hope never to see again—to the window with +you! and lean back in your chair with a disposition to be pleased, and +watch the different systems of progression—or, in plain English, the +<i>walk</i> of the people going by. A single quarter of an hour so spent +will put you in spirits for the day, and furnish you with materials +for thought, which, well-husbanded, may last you for a twelvemonth; +yea, abide with you for life, like that wisdom which is better than +fine gold, and more precious than rubies.</p> + +<p>Well, you have taken my advice; you are at the window. Now catch up +your pen and describe what you see, <i>as you see it;</i> or take your +pencil if you are good for any thing in that way, and let us see what +you can do. A free, bold, happy and <i>faithful</i> sketch of that which in +itself would be worthless, or even loathsome, shall make your fortune. +Morland's pigs and pig-styes, on paper or canvas, were always worth +half a hundred of the originals. One of Tenier's inside-out pictures +of a village feast, with drunken boors—not worth a groat apiece when +alive—would now fetch its weight in gold three times over.</p> + +<p>Look you now. There goes a man with a large bundle under his arm, tied +up in a yellow bandanna handkerchief, faded and weather-worn, and +looking as if ready to burst—the bundle I mean. What would you give +to know the history of that bundle and what there is in it? Observe +the man's eye, the swing of his right arm—the carriage of his +body—the dip of his hat. You would swear, or might if your +conscience, or your habits as a gentleman, would let you, that he was +a proud and a happy fellow, though you never saw his face before in +all your life. The tread of his foot is enough—the very swing of his +coat-tail as he clears the corner. It is Saturday night, and he is +carrying the bundle home to his own house—of that you may be sure. +And you may be equally sure that whatever else there may be in it, +there is nothing for him to be ashamed of, and <i>therefore</i> nothing for +the man himself. My notion is, that he has bought a ready-made cloak +for his wife, without her knowledge, or got a friend to choose the +cloth and be measured for it, who will be found at his fire-side when +he gets home, holding forth upon the comfort of such an outside +garment in our dreadful winters, with a perseverance which leads the +good woman of the house to suspect her neighbor of being better off +than herself, in one particular at least, for the coming Sabbath. But +just now the door opens—the gossiping neighbor springs up with a +laugh—the bundle is untied—the children scream, and the wife jumps +about her husband's neck as if he had been absent a twelvemonth.</p> + +<p>Where!—where!</p> + +<p>Can't you see them for yourself! Can't you see the fire-light flash +over the newly-papered walls! can't you hear the children laugh as +mother swings round with her new cloak—scattering the ashes, and +almost puffing out their only lamp, which she has set upon the floor +to see how the garment hangs! and now she drops into a chair. Take my +word for it, sir, that is a very worthy woman—and the man himself is +a Washingtonian.</p> + +<p>What man?</p> + +<p>What man! Why the man that just turned the corner, with a great yellow +bundle under his arm.</p> + +<p>Indeed! you know him then?</p> + +<p>Never saw his face in all my life. But stay—what have we here? Get +your paper ready! Here comes a thick-set fellow, in a blue +round-about, with his hat pulled over his eyes, and one hand in his +trowsers' pocket—poor fellow! There he goes! But why one hand? He had +his reasons for it, I'll warrant ye, if the truth were known. He +walked by with bent knees, you observed, and with a most unpromising +stoop. He was feeling for his last four-pence; and found a hole in his +pocket. Can't you read the whole story in the man's gait?—in the +slow, sullen footfall—in the clutch of his fingers—in the stiffened +elbow, and the bent knees?</p> + +<p>Another Washingtonian, perhaps?</p> + +<p>No indeed! nothing of the sort. Had he been a Washingtonian, he would +have found something more than a hole in his pocket when he had got +through his week's work, and was beginning to find his way back to his +little ones.</p> + +<p>Well, well, have it so, if you like; but what say you to the couple +you see there?</p> + +<p>Stop!—that large woman, leading a child with a green veil—and the +other passing her in a hurry without lifting her eyes, and the moment +she has got by turning and looking after her, as if there were +something monstrous in the cast of that bonnet—a very proper bonnet +of itself—or in the color of that shawl—of gold and purple and +scarlet and green—both were but just entering upon the field of +vision as you spoke, and now both have vanished forever! And lo! a +tall man of a majestic presence, with a little black dog at his +heels—the veriest cur you ever saw! What must be the nature of such +companionship? Look! look! there goes another—a fashionably dressed +young man—followed by two or three more—intermixed with women and +children—and now they go trooping past by dozens! leaving you as +little time to note their peculiarities as you would have before the +table of a camera obscura, set up in the middle of Broadway at the +busiest season of the year. Let us breathe a little. And now the +current changes—the groups are smaller—the intervals longer—and if +we can do nothing else, we may watch their step and carriage, the play +of colors, and the whimsical motion of their arms and legs while they +go hurrying by, these phantoms of the hour. And then, what a world of +enjoyment just for the mere<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[263]</a></span> trouble of looking out of a window! Can +it be a matter of surprise that, in countries where it is not +permitted to women to look at the show in this way, or even to appear +at the window, a substitute should be found by so arranging mirrors as +to represent within their very bed-chambers whatever happens in the +street below?</p> + +<p>But the business of the day is nearly over. The chief thoroughfare is +well nigh deserted and we may now begin to dwell upon the +peculiarities of here and there one, as the laggards go loitering by, +some nearer and some further off, but all with a look of independence +and leisure not to be mistaken. And why? They have money in their +purses—the happy dogs—or what is better than money, character and +credit, or experience, or health and strength, and a willingness to +oblige.</p> + +<p>Not so fast, if you please. What say you to that man with the pale +face and coal-black hair?</p> + +<p>Let me see. What do I say of that man? Do you observe that slouched +hat, and old coat buttoned up to the chin?—the dangling of that old +beaver glove, and the huge twisted club—the slow and stately pace, +and the close fitting trowsers carefully strapped down over a pair of +well blacked shoes without heels, and therefore incapable of being +mistaken for boots.</p> + +<p>There is no mistaking that man. He has seen better days; the world has +gone hard with him of late, and he is a—Ah! that lifting of the head +as he turns the corner! that gleam of sunshine, as he recovers and +touches his hat, after bowing to that fine woman who just brushed him +in passing, shows that he is still a gentleman; and, of course, can +have nothing to fear, whatever may happen to the rest of the world. +Fifty to one, if you dare, that he has just bethought himself of the +bankrupt law, of a bad debt which he begins to have some hope of, or +of the possibility of making up by his knowledge of the world for what +he wants in youth, should he think it worth his while to follow up the +acquaintance. Ah!—gone! He disappeared, adjusting his neckcloth, and +smiling and looking after the handsome widow, as if debating within +himself whether the advantage he had obtained by that one look were +really worth pursuing.</p> + +<p>What ho! another! A vulgar phantom this—a fellow that has nothing to +do. After hurrying past a couple of women, hideously wrapped up, and +beyond all doubt, therefore, uglier than the witches of Macbeth, he +stops and leers after them—not stopping altogether, but just enough +to keep his head turned over his right shoulder—and then walks away, +muttering to himself so as to be heard by that ragged boy there, who +stands staring after him with both hands grasping his knees, and with +<i>such</i> a look!</p> + +<p>Another yet—and yet another shape! and both walking with their legs +bent; both taking long strides, and both finding their way, with the +instinct of a blood-hound, never looking up, nor turning to the right +or left in their course. Are they partners in trade, or rivals? Do +they follow the same business, or were they school-fellows together, +some fifty years ago; and are they still running against each other +for a purse they will never find till they have reached the grave +together. See! they have cleared that corner, side by side; and now +they are stretching away at the same killing pace, neck and neck, +toward the Exchange. Of course, they live in the same neighborhood; +they are fellow-craftsmen, they have reputations at stake, and are +determined never to yield an inch—whatever may happen. But why +wouldn't they look up? Was there nothing above worth minding—nothing +on the right hand nor on the left of their course, worthy a passing +thought? <i>Whither are they going?</i> And what will they have learnt or +enjoyed, and what will they have to say for themselves when they reach +the end of their course?</p> + +<p>And that other man, with arms akimbo, a dollar's worth of flour in a +bag, flung over his shoulder—why need he strut so—and why doesn't he +walk faster? Has he no sympathy for the rest of the world, not he; or +does he only mean to say, in so many words, <i>that</i> for such weather! +and <i>that</i> for every fellow I see, who isn't able to carry home a +dollar's worth of flour to his family every Saturday night! Does he +believe that nobody else understands the worth and sweetness of a +home-baked loaf?</p> + +<p>And that strange looking woman there, with her muff and parasol, her +claret-colored cloak, with a huge cape, and that everlasting green +veil! What business, now, has such a woman above ground—at this +season of the year? Would she set your teeth chattering before the +winter sets in? And what on earth does she carry that sun-shade for, +toward nightfall, about the last of October—is the woman beside +herself?</p> + +<p>But she is gone; and in her stead appear three boys, who, but for the +season of the year, might be suspected of birdnesting. They are all of +a size—all of an age, or thereabouts—and all dressed alike, save +that one wears a cloth cap, and the others fur. Yet, like as they are +in age and size, and general appearance, anybody may see at a glance +that one is a well-educated boy, and a bit of a gentleman—perhaps +with spending money for the holydays, while the other two are clumsy +scapegraces. Watch them. Observe how the two always keep together, and +how, as they go by the windows of that confectionary-shop, first one +lags a little in the rear, and then the other, till they have stopped +and wheedled their companion into a brief display of his pocket-money. +The rogues!—how well they understand his character! See! he has +determined to have it his own way, in spite of their well-managed +remonstrances and suggestions; and now they all enter the shop +together—he foremost, of course, with a swagger not to be +misunderstood for a moment. And now they have sprung the trap! and the +poor boy is a beggar!</p> + +<p>But who are they? Judge for yourself? Do they not belong, of course, +to the same neighborhood? Have they not an air of good-fellowship, +which cannot be counterfeited—a something which explains why they are +always together, and why they are all dressed alike? How they loiter +along, now that they<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[264]</a></span> have squeezed him as dry as an orange, as if +they were just returning from a long summer-day's tramp in the +wilderness after flowers and birds-nests—the flowers to tear to +pieces, and the birds-nests to set up in the school for other boys to +have a <i>shy</i> at. By to-morrow, they will be asunder for months—he at +school afar off, and they at leap-frog or marbles. And after a few +years, they will be forgotten by him, and he remembered by them—such +being the difference in their early education—as the boy they were +allowed to associate with, and to fleece at pleasure when he was +nobody but Tom, Dick, or Harry, and thought himself no better than +other folks.</p> + +<p>But enough—let us leave the window. It is growing dark; and if you +are not already satisfied, nothing ever will satisfy you, that the +great mass of mankind have ears, but they hear not; and eyes, but +they see not—and go through the world with their night-caps pulled +over both. Poor simpletons!—what would they think of a man who should +run for a wager with both feet in one shoe. Are you satisfied?</p> + +<p>I am—of one thing.</p> + +<p>And what is that?</p> + +<p>Why, that a magazine-writer may coin gold out of any thing—out of the +golden atmosphere of a summer-evening—or the golden motes he sees +playing in the sunshine, on the best possible terms, with the common +dust of the trampled highway—or the golden blossoms that fill the +hedges—in a word, that with him it should be mere child's play to +"extract sunshine from cucumbers."</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="THE_OAK-TREE" id="THE_OAK-TREE"></a>THE OAK-TREE.</h3> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY PARK BENJAMIN.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<h4>I.</h4> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Beautiful oak-tree! near my father's dwelling,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Alone thou standest on the sloping green;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In size, in strength, all other trees excelling—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The noblest feature of the rural scene.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Whether with foliage crowned in Summer's glory,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Or stripped of leaves in winter's icy reign,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Grandly thou speakest an unchanging story<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of power and beauty, not bestowed in vain.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I looked upon thee with deep veneration,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">When first my soul acknowledged the sublime,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And felt the might and grandeur of creation,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In all that longest braves the shock of Time.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Centuries ago, an acorn, chance-directed,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Fell on the spot, and then a sapling sprung,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">From driving winds and beating storms protected<br /></span> +<span class="i2">By that kind Heaven which guards the frail and young.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">And prouder height with greater age acquiring,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Fair as when suns on thy first verdure smiled,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Thou standest now, a forest lord, aspiring<br /></span> +<span class="i2">O'er all thy peers from whom thou art exiled.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Beautiful oak-tree! my most pleasant gambols<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Were, with my dear companions, always played<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Beneath thy branches, and from farthest rambles<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Wearied, we came and rested in thy shade.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Morning and evening, Falls, and Springs, and Summers,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Here was our Freedom, here we romped and sported;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And here by moonlight, happiest of all comers,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In thy dark shadow lovers sat and courted.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">And here, when snow in frozen billows bound thee,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Like a white ocean deluging the land,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And smaller trunks, or near or far, were round thee<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Like masts of vessels sunken on the strand,<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">We climbed high up thy naked boughs, enchanted,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Shaking whole sheets of spotless canvas down,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And, by keen frosts and breezes nothing daunted,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Hailed the slow sledges from the neighboring town.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Ah! flown delights! ah! happiness departed!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">What have I known like you, since, light and free,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And undefiled, and bold and merry-hearted,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I used to frolic by the old oak-tree!<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<h4>II.</h4> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Long years ago I left my father's mansion,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Through many realms, in various climates roamed,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Speeding away o'er all Earth's wide expansion,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Where icebergs glittered, and where torrents foamed.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">From pole to pole, across the hot Equator,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Restless as sea-gulls whirling o'er the deep;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">From Snowden's crown to Ætna's fiery crater,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">From Indian valley to Caucasian steep;<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">From Chimborazo, loftiest of all mountains<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Trod by man's foot, to Nova Zembla's shore;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">From Iceland Hecla's ever-boiling fountains,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To where Cape Horn's incessant surges roar;<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">From France's vineyards to Antarctic regions,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">From England's pastures to Arabia's sands,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">From the rude North, with her unnumbered legions,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To the sweet South's depopulated lands;<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">O'er all those scenes, or beautiful or splendid,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Which man risks wealth, and peace, and life to see,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I roved at will—but all my journeys ended,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Returned to gaze upon the old oak-tree.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">But, ah! beneath those broad, outreaching branches,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">What other forms, what different feet had strayed,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Since I, a youth, went forth to dare the chances<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Which adverse Fortune in my path had laid.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Past my meridian, sinking toward the season<br /></span> +<span class="i2">When Hope's horizon is with clouds o'ercast,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">When sportive Fancy yields to sober Reason,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I came and questioned the remembered Past.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I came and stood by that oak-tree so hoary,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Forgetting all the intervening years,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Stood on that turf, so blent with childhood's story,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And poured my heart out in one gush of tears.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I had returned to claim my father's dwelling,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Borne like a waif on Time's returning tide—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Summoned I came, by one brief missive telling<br /></span> +<span class="i2">That all I left behind and loved had died.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Wiser and sadder than in life's bright morning,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">As softly fall the sun's last rays on me,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">As when I saw their early glow adorning<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The emerald foliage of this old oak-tree.<br /></span> +</div></div> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="PAULINE_GREY" id="PAULINE_GREY"></a>PAULINE GREY.</h3> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[265]</a></span> + +<h4>OR THE ONLY DAUGHTER.</h4> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY F. E. F., AUTHOR OF "AARON'S ROD," "TELLING SECRETS," ETC.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<h5>(<i>Concluded from page</i> 233.)</h5> + + +<p>The result of Mr. Grey's investigations <i>was</i> decidedly unfavorable. +He had much difficulty, in the first place, in obtaining any distinct +information at all, most people hating to commit themselves in such a +matter. He was generally answered evasively, and one or two merely +said, "they knew no good of him."</p> + +<p>A friend, however, undertook to make the inquiries, and with much +better success than Mr. Grey could do; and he learnt "that young +Wentworth was wild, very wild—much in debt, with no business habits; +and, in short, that there was not a father in town who would be +willing to give his daughter to him."</p> + +<p>Mr. Grey, of course, considered this information as decisive, and +communicated it to his wife. She received it with mingled feelings of +relief and apprehension. There was no danger now of Pauline's having +him, but she dreaded telling her so; not that she for a moment doubted +Pauline's acquiescence in the decision, about which she herself +supposed there could be no two opinions, but only the burst of grief +with which she would receive it.</p> + +<p>But never was Mrs. Grey more mistaken. Pauline saw nothing in the +information that her father had received to change her opinions or +feelings at all; "that he was wild—she knew that—he had told her so +himself. He had been very wild before he knew her—and in debt—yes, +he had told her that too. He had never had any motive to apply himself +to business before," and Pauline seemed to think his not having done +so as a matter of choice or taste, only showed his superior +refinement. In short, she adhered as resolutely to her determination +as ever.</p> + +<p>What ideas did she, poor girl, attach to the word "wild;" something +very vague, and not disgraceful at all. Perhaps a few supper parties, +and a little more champagne than was quite proper. She did not know, +could not know, the bearing of the term; and as to being in debt, that +conveyed little more to her mind. If he owed money it could easily be +paid. She knew no more of the petty meanness of small sums borrowed, +and little debts contracted every where, than she knew of the low +tastes involved in the word "wild."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Grey was in despair. But here Mr. Grey interposed. He had never +exerted his authority before, but never doubted he had the power when +he had the will. He forbade Pauline to think of him.</p> + +<p>He might as well have forbade the winds to blow. Pauline vehemently +declared she would marry him, and wept passionately; and finally +exhausted by the violence of her emotions, went to bed sick.</p> + +<p>She kept her room for the next week, wept incessantly, refused to eat, +except when absolutely forced to, and gave way to such uncontrolled +passion, as soon told upon her slight frame, always delicate.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Grey was alarmed; but Mr. Grey, not having seen Pauline since his +decision had been communicated to her, was very firm.</p> + +<p>"After the first burst was over, Pauline," he said, "would return to +her senses."</p> + +<p>"Well, my dear," said Mrs. Grey, "go up stairs and see her yourself; +perhaps you can induce her to listen to reason."</p> + +<p>And Mr. Grey went to Pauline. He had been prepared to see her looking +pale and sad, but he was not prepared for the change that a week's +strong excitement had wrought in Pauline's appearance. Her large, +black eyes looked larger, and her face smaller from the deadly +paleness of her fair skin. Mr. Grey was, indeed, shocked; and either a +slight cold, or the nervousness induced by weakness, had brought on +the little hacking cough they always so dreaded to hear.</p> + +<p>He was much moved. He could not see his child die before his eyes; and +it ended in Pauline's tears prevailing, and bringing him to listen to +her views, instead of his inducing her to listen to reason. He +promised he would do what he could—and once having been brought to +hesitate, the natural impatience and decision of his character led him +to the very point Pauline desired, of settling the matter as fast as +possible; for "if it was to be, let it be done at once," he said.</p> + +<p>Mr. Wentworth was recalled. He was all protestations and promises; and +Mr. Grey, with a heavy heart, "hoped it might turn out better than +they anticipated."</p> + +<p>Pauline, at any rate, was restored to present happiness, and her +doating parents had the immediate satisfaction of seeing her once +again her radiant self, full of joy and gratitude, and confident of +the future as secure of the present.</p> + +<p>The gay world in which they lived were very much surprised at the +announcement of the engagement; at Mr. and Mrs. Grey's consenting to +it; and even confounded at hearing that a day—and an early day, +too—was actually named for the marriage.</p> + +<p>"Is not that extraordinary?" said Mrs. Livingston. "One would really +think they were afraid the young man would slip through their fingers. +How anxious some people are to marry their daughters!"</p> + +<p>"How absurd!" said another; "for I am told they don't like it, as, of +course, they cannot. And she is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[266]</a></span> so young, that if they delayed it a +little while, another season, with the admirers she is sure to have, +would put it out of her head."</p> + +<p>Lookers on are very wise; and it's a pity actors cannot be equally so. +No doubt this would have been the right, and probably the successful +course. But Mrs. Grey had no longer any spirit to oppose Pauline, and +Mr. Grey, in his impatient agony, seemed to think the sooner it was +over the better.</p> + +<p>Foolish, unhappy father. He was only riveting his own misery.</p> + +<p>But Pauline was radiant. Deep in the excitement of wedding +preparations and invitations—for her parents listlessly acquiesced in +every thing she asked; and she meant to be married "in pomp, in +triumph, and in revelry."</p> + +<p>The mornings were spent in shopping, and one could scarcely go into a +store where they did not meet Mrs. Grey and Pauline looking over +delicate laces, exquisite embroidery, and expensive silks, Pauline's +bright face looking brighter than ever, and her youthful voice musical +in its gay happiness; and Mrs. Grey looking so dejected, and speaking +in the lifeless tones of one who has a heavy sorrow settled on her +heart.</p> + +<p>Two short months were rapidly consumed in all the arrangements usually +made on such occasions—and the wedding day arrived.</p> + +<p>Never had Pauline looked so beautiful. The emotions called up by the +occasion softened without dimming the brilliancy of her usual beauty. +The veil of finest lace, the wreath of fresh and rare exotics, the +jeweled arms, all lent their aid to render her surpassingly lovely.</p> + +<p>"Pray God it turn out better than we can hope!" was all Mr. Grey could +say, to which his wife replied by a sigh, which seemed the fitting +response to a prayer uttered with so little hope.</p> +<br /> + +<h4>CHAPTER III.</h4> + +<p>Mr. and Mrs. Grey had made it a condition with Mr. Wentworth that they +were not to lose Pauline, and consequently it was arranged that the +young couple were to live at home.</p> + +<p>Scarcely were the wedding festivities over before Mrs. Grey remarked +that Pauline was nervous when her husband was alone with her father +and herself; and that when he entered into conversation, she always +joined in hastily, and contrived to engross the greater part of it +herself. She evidently did not want him to talk more than could be +helped. But much as she shielded him, the truth could not be +concealed. Little as Mr. and Mrs. Grey had expected from Wentworth, he +fell painfully below their expectations. He was both weak and +ignorant—ignorant to a remarkable degree, for one occupying his +position in society. It only showed how he had turned from every +advantage offered him by education. His sentiments, too, were common; +every thing stamped him as a low-minded, coarse-feeling young man—at +least they feared so. He might improve. Pauline's influence might do +something.</p> + +<p>But was Pauline beginning to be at all alive to the truth as it was?</p> + +<p>Mrs. Grey feared so; but she could not ascertain. Pauline was +affectionate and tender, but not frank with her mother. Mrs. Grey, +like most mothers, who, to tell the truth, are not very judicious on +this point, would have led Pauline to talk of her husband; but here, +she knew not how, Pauline baffled her. She always spoke, and spoke +cheerfully and respectfully, of Mr. Wentworth, but in such a general +manner, that Mrs. Grey could come to no satisfactory conclusion either +way.</p> + +<p>The truth was that though Pauline was very young, her character was +developing fast. Her heart and her mind were now speaking to her +trumpet-tongued—and their voice was appalling.</p> + +<p>Her husband was daily revealing himself in his true character to her; +and the idol of her imagination was fast coming forth as an idol of +clay. But though Pauline was willful, she had other and great and +noble qualities. An instinct told her at once that no complaint of her +husband must pass her lips. Pride whispered that she had chosen her +own lot, and must bear it, and love still murmured, "Hope on—all is +not yet lost." But she grew pale and thin, and though she was +animated, and talked, perhaps, more than ever, Mrs. Grey imagined, for +she could not tell to a certainty, that her animation was forced, and +her conversation nervous.</p> + +<p>Mr. Wentworth seemed soon to weary of the calm quiet of the domestic +circle, for of an evening he was beginning to take his hat and go to +the club, staying at first but for an hour or so, and gradually later +and later.</p> + +<p>"I am not going up stairs yet, mamma," said Pauline, "I will sit up +for Mr. Wentworth."</p> + +<p>"Robert will let him in, Pauline," replied Mrs. Grey, anxiously. "You +are looking pale, my child—you had better go up."</p> + +<p>"Very well," answered Pauline, quietly; and her mother satisfied, +retired to her own room, supposing Pauline had done the same. But +Pauline had let the man sit up for her husband the night before; and +she had heard her mother, as she happened to be passing in the hall +when Mrs. Grey did not see her, finding fault with him for being late +in the morning; to which the servant answered, in extenuation, that he +had been up so late for Mr. Wentworth that he had over-slept himself.</p> + +<p>"How late was it, Robert?" asked Mrs. Grey, in a low voice.</p> + +<p>"Near two, ma'am," replied the man.</p> + +<p>"Near two!" repeated Mrs. Grey, as if to herself—and a heavy sigh +told Pauline better than any comments could have done what was passing +in her mother's mind. She determined that henceforth no servant should +have her husband in his power again. So when she had heard her +mother's door close for the night, she rang for the man and said,</p> + +<p>"Robert, you can go to bed now, I will sit up for Mr. Wentworth."</p> + +<p>"My child, how thin and pale you grow," Mrs. Grey would say, +anxiously; "and that little cough<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[267]</a></span> of yours, too, Pauline—how it +distresses me. What is the matter with you?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing, mother," Pauline would reply, cheerfully; "I always cough a +little, you know, if I am not well. And if I am looking paler and +thinner than usual, that is to be expected—is it not?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose so," Mrs. Grey would reply, half satisfied for the present +that perhaps Pauline had truly accounted for her wan looks.</p> + +<p>Ah! little did she know of the late hours of harassing watching that, +night after night, Pauline spent waiting the coming in of her truant +husband; and less did she know of the agonized feelings of the young +wife, as she read in the glassy eye and flushed brow of her husband, +the meaning of that once insignificant word "wild," which now she was +beginning to apprehend in all its disgusting reality.</p> + +<p>Pauline's spirit sometimes rose, and she remonstrated with Wentworth; +but his loud tones subdued her at once. Not that she yet feared him, +but dreaded lest those tones should reach her mother's ear. The one +absorbing feeling, next to bitter disappointment, was concealment.</p> + +<p>"Mother," she said, one day, "I want you to listen to what I have to +say—and do not reject my proposition until you have fully considered +it. Mr. Wentworth wants to go to housekeeping."</p> + +<p>"To housekeeping, Pauline!" exclaimed Mrs. Grey. "Why, Pauline, Mr. +Wentworth promised to remain with us—"</p> + +<p>"Yes, mother," interrupted Pauline, "and will keep his promise if you +say so. But what I wish is, that you should not oppose it."</p> + +<p>"What is there, my child," said Mrs. Grey, "that he has not, or that +you have not here, that you can have in your own house. Only say it, +Pauline, and any thing, every thing either you or he wish, shall be +done."</p> + +<p>Pauline was affected to tears by her mother's tone and manner, and she +said,</p> + +<p>"Dearest mother, there is nothing that love and tenderness can do, +that you and my father have not done. Do not think that I am +insensible or ungrateful. Oh, no! never was your love so important to +me as now—" she here checked herself. "But, mother, what I would +say—what I think, is, that Mr. Wentworth, that no man can feel +perfectly at ease in another's house; and that a young man, perhaps, +hardly feels his responsibility as the head of a family, while living +at home; that his respectability before the world—in short, I think, +I <i>feel</i>, that it would be better for Mr. Wentworth if he were in his +own house."</p> + +<p>And beyond this last intimation Pauline could not be drawn, although +Mrs. Grey did her best to pursue the theme and draw her out. She only +said, "Well, mother, think it over, and talk to father about it."</p> + +<p>And Mrs. Grey did talk to her husband, and found, to her surprise, +that he agreed with Pauline.</p> + +<p>"I believe she is right," he said. "Wentworth and ourselves cannot +live much longer together. I believe it will be for our mutual +happiness that we be partially separated."</p> + +<p>"If I were only satisfied that she is satisfied," urged Mrs. Grey. +"But Pauline is so reserved about her husband."</p> + +<p>"And Pauline is right, my dear," replied Mr. Grey, with deep emotion. +"I honor her for it. My poor child has drawn a sad lot, and nobly is +she bearing it. We must aid her and comfort her as we can, Alice; and +if she wills that we be deaf and blind, deaf and blind we must be. God +bless her!" he added, fervently. "My angel daughter."</p> + +<p>And so arrangements on the most liberal scale were made for Pauline's +separate establishment; for, to tell the truth, it was rather +Pauline's wish than her husband's. She thought that if they were +alone, she could exert some influence over him, which now she was +afraid of attempting lest it might bring exposure with it. Pauline had +borne much, but not from fear. She had a brave, high spirit. She did +not tremble before Wentworth; but both pride and love—yes, love even +for him, and deep, surpassing love for her parents, led her to adopt +her present course.</p> + +<p>Poor child! she did not know she was only withdrawing herself from +their protection.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Pauline had not been long at housekeeping before she found it involved +with it a source of domestic unhappiness she had not anticipated; and +that was in the character and manners of the associates who her +husband now brought home with him, and who at her father's house she +had been protected from seeing.</p> + +<p>Wentworth had the outward appearance and manner of a gentleman, +whatever he might be in point of fact; but there were those among his +friends, and one in particular, a Mr. Strickland, from whom Pauline +instinctively shrank, as being neither a gentleman nor a man of +principle. She looked upon him, too, as leading Wentworth astray; and +at any rate felt he was a person her husband had no right to bring +into her presence. She remonstrated with him more than once on the +subject, and he warmly defended his friend, and said her suspicions +were as unfounded as unwarrantable, and finally got in a passion, and +declared he would bring whom he chose to his own house. Pauline firmly +declared that he might do that, but that <i>she</i> was equally mistress of +her own actions, and would <i>not</i> receive Mr. Strickland as an +acquaintance. If he chose to ask him there, she would retire as he +entered.</p> + +<p>Wentworth was very angry—quite violent in fact; but Pauline remained +unshaken—and he left the house in great displeasure.</p> + +<p>He did not return until late. Pauline had given him up, and just +ordered dinner when he entered. As he came in he said loudly, "Walk +in, Strickland;" and there was something in the eye of both, as they +entered, that told Pauline that their quarrel had been communicated by +her husband to his friend, for Strickland's expression was both +foolish and insolent; and Wentworth evidently had been put up to brave +it out.</p> + +<p>Pauline colored deeply, and rose to leave the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[268]</a></span> room just as the +folding-doors of the dining-room were thrown open. Wentworth hastily +stepped forward, and taking her arm with a grasp, the firmness of +which he himself was unaware at the time, said,</p> + +<p>"Take your place at the table."</p> + +<p>The print of his fingers was left on her delicate wrist as he withdrew +his hand; but Pauline was too proud to subject herself to further +indignity in the presence of a stranger; and though she read triumph +in his insolent eye, she took her place silently at the head of the +table.</p> + +<p>Wentworth drank freely of wine, for he was evidently laboring under +both embarrassment and excitement. The conversation was such as to +cause the blood to mount to Pauline's temples more than once, but she +firmly kept her seat until the cloth was removed and the servants +withdrew, and then she rose.</p> + +<p>Wentworth said, "You are not going yet!" but there was a look in her +eye, as she turned it on him, that silenced all further remonstrance +on his part. A coarse laugh she heard as she closed the door, whether +of derision or triumph she could not tell; but she went to her own +room, and double-locked the doors, and paced the floor in great +excitement until she heard the offending stranger leave.</p> + +<p>Then she descended to the parlor, looking pale, but her bright eye +clear, and resolve in every lineament. Wentworth was alone, standing +on the rug, with his back to the fire as she entered.</p> + +<p>He evidently quailed as he encountered her full glance, but instantly +made an effort, and attempted to bluster it out.</p> + +<p>She approached close up to him before she spoke, and then said in a +clear, low voice.</p> + +<p>"I am not come to reproach or to listen to recriminations, but to tell +you I never will submit to such insult again." And baring her delicate +wrist where the mark of his fingers was now turning black, said, +"Should my father see that, you well know the consequence. I have +nothing more to say, but remember it," and passing through the room, +she left him speechless with contending feelings, shame predominating +perhaps over the others, and retired once more to her room.</p> + +<p>Mr. and Mrs. Grey dined with Pauline the next day, and Wentworth did +his best to behave himself well. He was attentive and respectful to +them, affectionate to Pauline.</p> + +<p>She looked very pale, however, though she made an effort to be +cheerful and animated. At dinner the loose sleeve of her dress falling +back as she raised her hand, her mother exclaimed, "Oh, Pauline, what +is the matter with your wrist?"</p> + +<p>Glancing slightly at her husband, who obviously changed color and +looked uneasy, she said quietly, as she drew her bracelet over the +dark stains, "I struck it and bruised it." Wentworth's brow cleared, +and there was a look of grateful affection in his eye which Pauline +had not seen for many a day.</p> + +<p>Mr. and Mrs. Grey returned home better satisfied with their son-in-law +than they had been almost since his marriage. So little often do the +nearest friends know of what is going on in the hearts of those +dearest to them.</p> + +<p>We will not trace Mr. Wentworth's career more closely. It is a common +one—that of a "wild" young man settling into a dissipated one. Mr. +Grey heard occasionally who his associates were; and he knew them to +be men without character, a kind of gentlemen "blacklegs." He heard +intimations, too, of his habits, and intemperance was leaving its +traces in his once rather handsome countenance.</p> + +<p>But from Pauline came no murmur. And soon the birth of a daughter +seemed to absorb all her feelings, and opened, they trusted, an +independent source of happiness for their unhappy child.</p> + +<p>Pauline had hoped that the birth of her infant might effect some +favorable change in her husband's conduct. But here again she was open +to a new disappointment. "He hated girls," he said. "If it had been a +fine boy, it would not have been so bad."</p> + +<p>Pauline sighed, and as she pressed her darling to her heart, thanked +God in silence that it was not a son, who might by a possibility +resemble his father.</p> + +<p>The child was a delicate infant from its birth; and whether it was the +constant sound of its little wailing cries, or that Wentworth was +jealous of the mother's passionate devotion to the little creature, or +perhaps something of both, but he fairly seemed to hate it as the +months went on. But rude and even brutal though he might be, he could +not rob Pauline of the happiness of her deep love. She turned +resolutely from her husband to her child. What comfort earth had left +for her, she would take there.</p> + +<p>The long summer months and the infant pined away, and the beautiful +mother seemed wasting with it. Mr. and Mrs. Grey were out of town for +a few weeks, during which the child became alarmingly low. The +physician gave Pauline little hope. It was too weak to be removed for +change of air. Nature might rally, but nothing more could be done for +it. Pauline attempted to detain her husband by her side, but he shook +her rudely off, saying, "Nonsense, you are always fancying the brat +ill!" and the young mother was left desolate by the little bed of her +dying baby.</p> + +<p>We will pass over those hours of agony, for there are no words that +can describe them; but by midnight its young spirit had winged its +flight to Heaven, and the heart-broken mother wept over it in an +anguish few even of parents ever knew.</p> + +<p>"That's Mr. Wentworth's step," said the nurse in a low voice to her, +as he passed the nursery door. "Shall I go to him, ma'am?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Pauline, "I will go. Do you stay here." And rising firmly, +she went to her husband's room.</p> + +<p>He was lying dressed on the bed as she approached. She laid her hand +on his shoulder. He opened his eyes and looked stupidly at her. She +told him their child was dead—and he laughed a stupid, brutal +laugh—the laugh of intoxication.</p> + +<p>Pauline shuddered from head to foot, and returned to the bed of her +dead child; and when Mr. and Mrs. Grey, who had been sent for, arrived +in the morning;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[269]</a></span> they found her as she had lain all night, her arms +clasped round the infant, and moaning wildly, as one who has no hope +on earth.</p> + +<p>"Take me—take me home!" she said, as she threw herself into her +mother's arms.</p> + +<p>"Never, my child, to be parted from us again," said her father, as he +pressed her passionately to his heart.</p> + +<p>They understood each other, and when the funeral was over, without one +word to "Wentworth—for Pauline could bear nothing more—Mr. Grey took +Pauline home.</p> + +<p>That night she was in a high fever, and for two or three days she +continued alarmingly ill—but at the end of that time she was enabled +to sit up.</p> + +<p>Mr. Grey had, meanwhile, seen Wentworth; but the nature of their +conversation he did not repeat to his daughter.</p> + +<p>One afternoon, however, he came into her sick room, and said,</p> + +<p>"Pauline, are you strong enough to see your husband. He entreats to +see you, if but for a few minutes." Pauline murmured an acquiescence.</p> + +<p>"My dear," said Mr. Grey, "you must leave them—I have promised it; +but Mrs. Granger (the nurse) will remain."</p> + +<p>Wentworth presently entered. He seemed calm, for the nurse's eye was +upon him; asked her how she was, and talked for a few minutes, and +then getting up, as if to take Pauline's hand for farewell, he +approached his lips close to her ear, said some low muttered words, +and left the room.</p> + +<p>Pauline did not speak for some time after he had withdrawn, and the +nurse receiving no answer to some question she had asked her, went up +to her, and found she had fainted.</p> + +<p>Shivering succeeded to fainting fits—faintings to shivering; they +thought that night that she was dying.</p> + +<p>A few days after she said, in a quick, low, frightened voice to her +mother,</p> + +<p>"Lock the doors mother, quick!"</p> + +<p>Much startled, Mrs. Grey did instantly as Pauline requested, and then +her ear, less fine than the sensitive organ of her unhappy daughter, +caught the sound of Wentworth's voice in the hall below.</p> + +<p>"Fear not, my Pauline," she said, as she took her in her arms, "your +father will protect you;" but no sound escaped Pauline's lips. She was +evidently intently listening. Soon loud voices were heard, doors +shutting—and then the street door with a bang. Presently Mr. Grey's +measured tread was heard coming up stairs, and next his hand was on +the lock.</p> + +<p>"Is he alone?" were the first words Pauline had uttered since she had +heard her husband's voice.</p> + +<p>"He is, my child."</p> + +<p>"Pauline, fear not, you shall never see him again," were the words of +her father, uttered in a calm but deep voice.</p> + +<p>That night Pauline slept tranquilly, for the first time almost since +she had known Wentworth.</p> + +<p>She seemed revived in the morning, and Mrs. Grey's hopes rose again, +but only to be dashed once more forever.</p> + +<p>The iron had eaten too deeply in her soul. Pauline's slight frame had +no power of renovation. The spirit seemed to grow brighter and +brighter as she wasted away. Unutterable love and gratitude looked out +from her eyes, as she turned them from her father and mother, +alternately; but she was too weak to say much, and gently thus she +faded away to fall asleep upon earth, awakening a purified and +regenerated spirit in heaven.</p> + +<p>Her's was "a broken and a contrite heart," and of such is the kingdom +of heaven.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Could mortal agony such as Mr. Grey's be added to, as he followed his +idolized child to the grave?</p> + +<p>Yes—even there something was to be added—for Wentworth, as chief +mourner, stepped forward and offered his arm to the unhappy father, +which, even at that moment, and in that presence, Mr. Grey could not +help shaking off.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>And what have this childless, broken-hearted couple left of their +beautiful daughter?</p> + +<p>A picture—delicate and lovely in its lineaments, but</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"To those who see thee not, my words are weak,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">To those who gaze on thee, what language could they speak."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>The canvas must fail in the life-speaking eye; and exquisite though +the pictured image be, oh! how cold to those who knew and idolized the +beautiful original.</p> + +<p>Heaven help you, unhappy parents! Your all was wrecked in that one +frail bark. Though friends may sympathize at first, yet they will grow +weary of your grief—for such is human nature. God comfort you! for +there is no earthly hope for those who have lost their only child.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="SONNET_TO_A_MINIATURE" id="SONNET_TO_A_MINIATURE"></a>SONNET.—TO A MINIATURE.</h3> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Image of loveliness! in thee I view<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The bright, the fair, the perfect counterpart,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of that which love hath graven on my heart.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In every lineament, to nature true,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Methinks I can discern <i>her</i> spirit through<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Each feature gleaming; soft, serene and mild,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And gentle as when on me first she smiled,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Stirring my heart with passions strange and new.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Would that my tongue could celebrate the praise<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of thy divine original, or swell<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The general chorus, or in lofty lays<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of her celestial grace and beauty tell,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But fancy flutters on her unplumed wing,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">None but an angel's harp, an angel's praise should sing.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p><span class="smcap">C. E. T.</span></p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="WHORTLEBERRYING" id="WHORTLEBERRYING"></a>WHORTLEBERRYING.</h3> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[270]</a></span> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY ALFRED B. STREET.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + + +<p>About the middle of August, the village was honored by repeated visits +from the little ragged population of "Barlow's Settlement," on the +"Barrens," with quantities of whortleberries for sale. "Want any +huckleberries to-day?" was heard all over. You couldn't stir abroad +without some urchin with a smirched face—a tattered coat, whose +skirts swept the dust, showing, evidently, its paternal descent, and +pantaloons patched in the most conspicuous places, more picturesque +than decent—thrusting a basket of the rich fruit into your very face, +with an impudent yell of "huckleberries, sir?" or some little girl, +the edges of whose scanty frock were irregularly scalloped, making a +timid courtesy, saying meekly, "Don't you want some berries to-day, +sir? nice berries, sir, just picked!"</p> + +<p>At length Bill Brattle, who is a resident of the settlement, came into +the village, and said in Wilson's bar-room, "that he'd lived on the +Barrens nigh on six years, and he'd <i>never</i> in all that 'ere time seed +sich an allfired grist of huckleberries. Why there was acres on acres +on 'em, and he didn't tell no lie when he said that the airth was +parfectly blue with 'em."</p> + +<p>This soon got about, and the consequence was a whortleberry party the +very next day. A number of the young people, of both sexes, started in +several conveyances, and about noon found themselves, after rumbling +through the covered bridge on the Neversink River, climbing slowly up +the steep winding hill that ascends from the east bank of the stream, +and whence was a beautiful view of the valley below.</p> + +<p>Now there are many fine views in Sullivan. It is an exceedingly +picturesque county. It has all the charms of precipitous hills, +winding valleys, dark wooded gorges, lovely river-flats, and +meandering streams. It is sufficiently cultivated to have the beauty +of rural landscape softening the forest scenery, without disturbing to +any great degree its wildness and grandeur.</p> + +<p>This Neversink valley river, although not among the finest, is +nevertheless a very lovely one—</p> + +<p>Beneath—the clear placid stream comes coursing from the north, +through narrow but beautiful flats, in all the pomp of rural wealth, +wrinkled with corn-fields, bearded with rye, and whitened with +buckwheat, imaging old age rejoicing amongst its blessings. Opposite, +rise steep hills in all the stages of cultivation—the black +logging—the grain waving amidst stumps—and the smooth grassy +meadow—whilst at the south, where the little river makes a bold turn, +the sweet landscape is lost in the deep mantle of the aboriginal +forest.</p> + +<p>Mastering the hill, the whole cavalcade was soon turning into a stony, +root-tangled, miry road, leading from the turnpike into the heart of +the "Barrens," the territory of the desired fruit. After sinking and +jolting for some little distance, we came to a part of the track which +had been laid over with small parallel logs, close to each other, and +forming what is called in country parlance "a corduroy road". We +"bumped along" (as Jim Stokes, one of our party, a plain young farmer, +expressed it) over this railway of the woods, until our bones seemed +so loose we thought we could hear them rattle at every jolt; and at +last stopped at a large log cabin which had been fitted up as a +tavern.</p> + +<p>A fierce eagle, with his head nearly all eye, one striped claw +grasping a bundle of arrows, and the other the American flag, served +for the sign, and was elevated upon a tall hickory sapling, with the +ambitious legend of "Eagle Hotel; by A. Pritchard," flaunting in a +scroll from the ferocious bird's mouth.</p> + +<p>A smaller log structure, with one large door, and a square opening +over it, through which a haymow seemed thrusting its brown head, as if +to look abroad, with a warm glow of sunshine upon it, told plainly +that our horses at all events would not suffer.</p> + +<p>In a short time we scattered ourselves over the ground in the +vicinity, in search of our fruit. The appearance of things around was +quite characteristic of the region generally. The principal growth +were a dwarf species of oak, called in the language of the country +"scrub-oak"—low shaggy spruces—stunted gnarled pines, and here and +there, particularly in low places, tall hemlocks. The earth was +perfectly bestrewed with loose stones, between which, however, the +moss showed itself, thick and green, with immense quantities of that +beautiful creeping plant called the "ground pine," winding and twining +its rich emerald branching fingers in every direction. Scores of +cattle-paths were twisting and interlacing all around us, giving, in +fact, to the scene, notwithstanding its barrenness, a picturesque +appearance. There were stone-fences also intersecting each other every +where, erected for no earthly purpose, as I could perceive, but to +make way with some part of the vast quantities of stone scattered +about; for as to cultivating the lots, that was entirely out of the +question.</p> + +<p>There was some little pasturage, however, and the bells of the +browsing cows were heard tinkling in a pleasing manner, and giving +somewhat of a social character to the desolate landscape.</p> + +<p>We were all soon immersed in our search. The bushes were crouching all +around us, bearing their rich clusters of misty blue berries, covered +with the soft beautiful down that vanished at the touch leaving the +berry dark and glittering as the eye of a squirrel. How like is the +down of the fruit to the first gossamer down of the heart—and ah! how +soon<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[271]</a></span> the latter also vanishes at the rude touch of the world. The +pure virgin innocence with which God robes the creature when fresh +from His holy hand! why cannot it stay! why, oh why, does it so soon +depart and leave the soul disrobed of its charm and loveliness. Harsh +world, bad world! it destroys all it touches.</p> + +<p>Ahem! we'll return.</p> + +<p>Merry laughter breaks out from the girls, and playful scrambles occur +amongst them as to who should secure the most fruit. The berries pour +in handfuls in the baskets, which show in some cases signs of +plethora. I tell you what it is, reader, there is sport in picking +whortleberries. Strawberries pout their rich mouths so low that it +gives a sore temptation to the blood to make an assault upon the head, +causing you, when you lift it, to look darkly upon various green spots +dancing about your eyes. Raspberries again, and blackberries, sting +like the dev—I beg pardon, making your hands twitch up like a fit of +St. Vitus' dance. But picking whortleberries is all plain sailing. +Here are the berries and there are your baskets; no getting on your +knees, (although it must be confessed the bushes are somewhat low,) +and no pricking your fingers to the verge of swearing.</p> + +<p>We all hunt in couples—a lover and his sweet-heart—and take +different paths. My companion was a tall black-eyed girl, the sight of +whom always made my heart beat quicker, in those unsophisticated days. +Rare sport we had, and so, doubtless, had the rest. Pick, pick, pick +went the fingers—and ruttle, ruttle, ruttle in the baskets ran the +berries. Glorious sport! glorious times! We talked, too, as we +picked—indeed why should we not—we had the whole English language to +ourselves, and no one to disturb us in it—and I tell you what it +is—if people can't talk they had better sell their tongue to the +surgeons and live only through their eyes. What's the use of existing +without talk—ay, and small talk too. Small talk is (as somebody I +believe says, although I am not certain, but no matter) the small +change of society, and who hasn't the small change, ten chances to one +hasn't the large. However, we'll change the theme.</p> + +<p>We hear in the distance the hum of male voices, and the light silvery +tones of female, broken in upon by frequent laughter and the music of +the cow-bells, tingle lingle, tink clink—here—there—far off and +near.</p> + +<p>All of a sudden, as I part a large thick cluster of whortleberry +bushes, I hear an indescribably quick rattle, amounting to a hum as it +were—fearful and thrilling in the extreme. I start back, but as I do +so I see in the gloom of the bushes two keen blazing orbs, and a long +scarlet tongue quivering and dancing like a curl of fire. "A +rattlesnake—a rattlesnake," I cry involuntarily—my companion gives a +little shriek, and in a moment several of our company, of both sexes, +are hastening toward us. It is a peculiarity or want of ability in the +reptile to dart only its length, and my first recoil had placed me, I +knew, beyond its reach. But there stood the leafy den, studded all +over with a profusion of beautiful gems, and although the rattle had +ceased, there to a certainty was the enraged monster, swelling +doubtless in his yellow venom; for it is another trait of the +crawling, poisonous demons never to desert their post, (rather a good +trait, by the way, not always possessed by those erect rattlesnakes, +men,) and we must get rid of the dragon before we could come at the +fruit. Well! what was to be done! We couldn't think of leaving the +field—that would be too bad—to be driven off by a snake, and before +the eyes of our Dulcineas too—it couldn't be thought of! So one of us +cuts a pole with a crotch at the end—the rest of us arm ourselves +with stones and sticks, and then the poleman commences his attack upon +the bush. Ha! that was a thrust, well aimed! hear him rattle, +hum-m-m—how the bush flutters! he sprang then! That was a good +thrust! Jupiter, how he rattles! see, see, see, there are his eyes! +ugh! there's his tongue! now he darts out his head and neck! Heavens! +what malignant rage and ferocity. Keep back, girls! don't be too +curious to see! Thrust him again! How he makes the bush flutter! how +his eyes shoot around! how his tongue darts in and out—and +whir-r-r-r-r-r—how his rattles shake. Now he comes out, head up, +tongue out, eyes like coals of fire—give him the stones now—a full +battery of them! Halloo! what's Sloan about there with his crotched +pole. Well planted, by Jupiter! right around his neck. Ha! ha! ha! how +he twists and turns and writhes about—how he would like to bite! how +he would like to strike some of that tawny poison of his into our +veins! Yes, yes, your snake-ship! but it wont do! "you can't come it," +as Loafing Jim says, "no how you can fix it."</p> + +<p>He's a tremendous snake though—full four feet! u-g-h! only think of +his crawling around and catching hold of the calf of your leg! Not so +pleasant as picking whortleberries, to say the least of it. See his +gray mottled skin! though it looks beautiful, flashing in the rays of +the sun—and then the ribbed white of his undershape! However, what +shall we do with him! Sloan, hold him tight now, and I'll aim at his +head. Good sharp stone this—whew—well aimed, although I say it—I +think he must have felt it this time. Halloo! another stone—from +Wescott. I fancy that made his head ache! And that one has crushed it +as flat as a—griddle-cake.</p> + +<p>We again, after this terrific battle, (a dozen against one though I +must confess,) scatter among the bushes. Awful onslaughts are again +made amongst the berries, and our baskets (those at all events in +sight) are plumping up with the delicious, ripe, azure balls. I have +forgotten to mention, though, that it is a very warm day. The sky is +of a pale tint, as if the bright, pure, deep blue had been blanched +out by the heat; and all around the horizon are wan thunder-caps +thrusting up their peaks and summits. It looks decidedly thunderish.</p> + +<p>What's that again! another alarm? How that girl does scream out there! +What on earth is the matter! We rush around a sand-bank, looking warm +and yellow in the sun, and we see the cause of the out<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[272]</a></span>break. There is +Caroline G. shrinking back as if she would like to evaporate into thin +air, and executing a series of shrieks, with her open mouth, of the +most thrilling character. Young Mason is a little in front, with a +knotted stick, doubtless just picked up, whilst some ten or twelve +rods in advance is a great shaggy black bear, very coolly helping +himself to the contents of the two baskets hitherto borne by the +couple, giving himself time, however, every now and then to look out +of his little black eyes at the rightful owners, with rather a +spiteful expression, but protruding at the same time his red tongue, +like a clown at the circus, as if enjoying the joke of their picking +and he eating. Afterward I learned that they had deposited their +baskets on the ground under a loaded bush, for greater facility in +securing the fruit, when suddenly they heard a blow and a snort, and +looking where the queer sounds came from, they saw his Bruinship's +white teeth and black phiz within a foot or two of them, directly over +the bush. Abandoning their baskets, they retreated in double quick +time, and while Mason sought and found a club for defence, Caroline +made haste to clear her voice for the most piercing efforts, and +succeeded in performing a succession of sustained vocal flights, that +a steam whistle couldn't much more than match. The sight as we came up +was in truth somewhat alarming, but Bruin didn't seem disposed to be +hostile except against the whortleberries, which he certainly made +disappear in the most summary manner; so we, after hushing with +difficulty Caroline's steam whistle, (I beg her pardon,) stood and +watched him. After he had discussed the contents of the baskets, he +again looked at us, and, rearing himself upon his hind legs, with his +fore paws hanging down like a dancing Shaker, made two or three +awkward movements, as if dancing an extempore hornpipe, either in +triumph or to thank us for his dinner; he next opened his great jaws +in resemblance to a laugh, again thrust out his tongue, saying plainly +by it, "hadn't you better pick some more whortleberries," then +deliberately fell upon his fore feet and stalked gravely and solemnly +away. As for ourselves, we went where he didn't.</p> + +<p>It wanted now about an hour to sundown, and this was the time agreed +upon by all of us to reunite at Pritchard's and start for home. The +beautiful charm of light and shade cast by the slanting rays already +began to rest upon the scene. The small oaks were glowing through and +through—the thick spruces were kindled up in their outer edges—the +patches of moss looked like carpets of gold spread by the little genii +of the woods—the whortleberry bushes were drenched in rich radiance, +the fruit seeming like the concentrated radiance in the act of +dropping—whilst the straggling, tall, surly grenadiers of hemlocks +had put on high-pointed yellow caps, with rays streaking through their +branches like muskets. The cow-bells were now tinkling everywhere, +striking in an odd jumble of tones—tingle ling, tingle ling ting +tingle—as their owners collected together to eat their way to their +respective milking places—and all told us that the day was drawing to +a close. Independently of this, a dark crag of cloud was lifting +itself in the southwest, with a pale glance of lightning shooting out +of it occasionally, hinting very strongly of an approaching +thunder-storm.</p> + +<p>In about half an hour we were all re-assembled at Pritchard's. I +believe I have not described the scenery around this little log +tavern. There was a ravine at some little distance from it, densely +clothed with forest. Through it a stream found its way. Directly +opposite the side porch, the ravine spread widely on each side, +shaping a broad basin of water, and then, contracting again, left a +narrow throat across which a dam had been thrown. Over this dam the +stream poured in a fall of glittering silver, of about ten feet, and +then, pursuing its way through the "Barrens," fell into the Sheldrake +Brook several miles below. Here, at the fall, Pritchard had erected a +saw-mill.</p> + +<p>Now people don't generally think there is any thing very picturesque +about saw-mills, but I do. The weather-beaten boards of the low +structure, some hanging awry, some with great knot-holes, as if they +were gifted with orbs of vision, or were placed there for the mill to +breathe through, some fractured, as if the saw had at times become +outrageous at being always shut up and made to work there for other +people, and had dashed against them, determined to gain its +liberty—whilst some seem as if they had become so tantalized by the +continual jar of the machinery, that they had loosened their nails, +and had set up a clatter and shake themselves in opposition—these are +quite picturesque. Then the broad opening in front, exposing the +glittering saw bobbing up and down, and pushing its sharp teeth right +through the bowels of the great peeled log fastened with iron claws to +the sliding platform beneath—the gallows-like frame in which the saw +works—the great strap belonging to the machinery issuing out of one +corner and gliding into another—the sawyer himself, in a red shirt, +now wheeling the log into its place with his handspike and fastening +it—and now lifting the gate by the handle protruding near him—the +axe leaning at one side and the rifle at the other—the loose floor +covered with saw-dust—the stained rafters above with boards laid +across for a loft—the dark sloping slab-roof—the great black wheel +continually at war with the water, which, dashing bravely against it, +finds itself carried off its feet into the buckets, and whirled half +around, and then coolly dismissed into the stream below—the long +flume through which the water rushes to the unequal fray, and—what +next!</p> + +<p>Then the pond, too, is not to be overlooked. There are generally some +twenty or thirty logs floating in one corner, close to each other, and +breaking out into great commotion every time the gate is hoisted—the +otter is now and then seen gliding in the farther nooks—and a quick +eye may catch, particularly about the dam, where he generally burrows, +a glimpse of the musk-rat as he dives down. Now and then too the wild +duck will push his beautiful shape with his bright feet through +it—the snipe will alight and "teter," as the children say, along the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[273]</a></span> +banks—the woodcock will show his brownish red bosom amongst the reeds +as he comes to stick his long bill into the black ooze for sucking, as +dock-boys stick straws into molasses hogsheads—and once in a great +while, the sawyer, if he's wide awake, will see, in the Spring or +Fall, the wild goose leaving his migrating wedge overhead, and diving +and fluttering about in it, as a momentary bathing place, and to rest +for a time his throat, hoarse with uttering his laughably wise and +solemn "honk, honk." Nor must the ragged and smirched-faced boys be +forgotten, eternally on the logs, or the banks, or in the leaky scow, +with their twine and pin-hooks catching "spawney-cooks," and +"bull-heads" as worthless as themselves, and as if that were their +only business in life. And then the streak of saw-dust running along +in the midst of the brook below, and forming yellow nooks to imprison +bubbles and sticks and leaves and what not, every now and then making +a jet outward and joining the main body—and lastly the saw-mill yard, +with its boards, white, dark and golden, piled up in great masses, +with narrow lanes running through—and gray glistening logs, with +their bark coats off, waiting their turn to be "boarded."</p> + +<p>The cloud had now risen higher, with its ragged pointed edges, and +murky bosom—sharper lightning flashed athwart it, sometimes in +trickling streaks, and sometimes in broad glances, whilst low growls +of thunder were every now and then heard. The sun was already +swallowed up—and a strange, unnatural, ghastly glare was upon every +object. The atmosphere was motionless—not a stir in the thickets +around, not a movement in the forest at the ravine. Through the solemn +silence the crash of the falling water came upon the ear, and its +gleam was caught against the black background of the cloud. It really +seemed as if Nature held her breath in anticipating terror. Higher and +higher rose the cloud—fiercer and fiercer flashed the lightning, +sterner and sterner came the peals of the solemn thunder. Still Nature +held her breath, still fear deep and brooding reigned. The wild tint +still was spread over all things—the pines and hemlocks near at hand +seeming blanched with affright beneath it. Suddenly a darkness smote +the air—a mighty rush was heard—the trees seemed falling upon their +faces in convulsions, and with a shock as if the atmosphere had been +turned into a precipitated mountain, amidst a blinding flash and +tearing, splitting roar, onward swept the blast. Another +flash—another roar—then tumbled the great sheeted rain. Like blows +of the hammer on the anvil beat it on the water—like the smitings of +a mounted host trampled it upon the roof—like the spray flying from +the cataract smoked it upon the earth. The fierce elements of fire +and air and water were now at the climax of their strife—the dark +blended shadow of the banners under which they fought almost blotting +out the view. Occasionally glimpses of writhing branches could be +seen, but only for a moment—all again was dim and obscure, with the +tremendous sights and sounds of the storm dazzling the eye and +stunning the ear. The lightning would flash with intolerable +brilliancy, and immediately would follow the thunder with a rattling +leap as if springing from its lair, and then with a deafening, awful +weight, as if it had fallen and been splintered into pieces in the +sky. Then would re-open the steady deep boom of the rain, and the +stern rushing of the chainless wind. At length the air became +clearer—the lightning glared at less frequent intervals—the thunder +became more rolling and distant, and the tramp of the rain upon the +roof less violent. The watery streaks in the atmosphere waxed +finer—outlines of objects began to be defined—till suddenly, as a +growl of thunder died away in the east, a rich thread of light ran +along the landscape, that looked out smiling through its tears; and +thronging out into the damp fresh, sweet air, where the delicate +gauze-like rain was glittering and trembling, we saw on one hand the +great sun looking from a space of glowing sky upon the scene, and +dashing upon the parting clouds the most superb and gorgeous +hues—whilst on the other smiled the lovely rainbow, the Ariel of the +tempest, spanning the black cloud and soaring over the illuminated +earth, like Hope spreading her brilliant halo over the Christian's +brow, and brightening with her beautiful presence his impending death.</p> + +<p>We all concluded to wait for the moon to rise before we started for +home, and in the meanwhile another cloud arose and made demonstration. +This storm, however, was neither so long nor so violent as the first, +and we found attraction in viewing the lightning striking into ghastly +convulsions the landscape—so that the falling rain—the bowed +trees—the drenched earth—the streaked mill, and the gleaming +water-fall were opened to our view for an instant, and then dropped as +it were again into the blackness. But after a while the sky cleared +its forehead of all its frowns—the broad moon wheeled up—and in her +rich glory we again moved slowly along the rough road, until we came +to the smooth turnpike, where we dashed along homeward, with the cool, +scented air in our faces, and the sweet smile of the sun's gentle and +lovely sister resting all about us, making the magnificent Night +appear like Day with a veil of softening silver over his dazzling +brow.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="STANZAS" id="STANZAS"></a>STANZAS.</h3> + + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Be firm, and be cheerful. The creature who lightens<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The natural burdens of life when he may,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Who smiles at small evils, enhances and brightens<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The pleasures which Heaven has spread in his way.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Then why yield your spirits to care and to sorrow?<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Rejoice in the present, and smile while you may;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Nor, by thinking of woes which <i>may</i> spring up to-morrow,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Lose the blessings which Heaven <i>has</i> granted to-day.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[274]</a></span></div></div> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="EURYDICE" id="EURYDICE"></a>EURYDICE.</h3> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY FRANCES S. OSGOOD.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">With heart that thrilled to every earnest line,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">I had been reading o'er that antique story,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Wherein the youth half human, half divine,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Of all love-lore the Eidolon and glory,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Child of the Sun, with music's pleading spell,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In Pluto's palace swept, for love, his golden shell!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">And in the wild, sweet legend, dimly traced,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">My own heart's history unfolded seemed:—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Ah! lost one! by thy lover-minstrel graced<br /></span> +<span class="i4">With homage pure as ever woman dreamed,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Too fondly worshiped, since such fate befell,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Was it not sweet to die—because beloved too well?<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">The scene is round me!—Throned amid the gloom,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">As a flower smiles on Ætna's fatal breast,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Young Proserpine beside her lord doth bloom;<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And near—of Orpheus' soul, oh! idol blest!—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">While low for thee he tunes his lyre of light,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I see <i>thy</i> meek, fair form dawn through that lurid night!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">I see the glorious boy—his dark locks wreathing<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Wildly the wan and spiritual brow,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">His sweet, curved lip the soul of music breathing;<br /></span> +<span class="i4">His blue Greek eyes, that speak Love's loyal vow;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I see him bend on <i>thee</i> that eloquent glance,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The while those wondrous notes the realm of terror trance!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">I see his face, with more than mortal beauty<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Kindling, as armed with that sweet lyre alone,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Pledged to a holy and heroic duty,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">He stands serene before the awful throne,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And looks on Hades' horrors with clear eyes,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Since thou, his own adored Eurydice, art nigh!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">Now soft and low a prelude sweet uprings,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">As if a prisoned angel—pleading there<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For life and love—were fettered 'neath the strings,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And poured his passionate soul upon the air!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Anon, it clangs with wild, exultant swell,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Till the full pæan peals triumphantly through Hell!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">And thou—thy pale hands meekly locked before thee—<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Thy sad eyes drinking <i>life</i> from <i>his</i> dear gaze—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Thy lips apart—thy hair a halo o'er thee,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Trailing around thy throat its golden maze—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Thus—with all words in passionate silence dying—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Within thy <i>soul</i> I hear Love's eager voice replying—<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">"Play on, mine Orpheus! Lo! while these are gazing,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Charmed into statues by thy God-taught strain,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I—I alone, to thy dear face upraising<br /></span> +<span class="i4">My tearful glance, the life of life regain!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For every tone that steals into my heart<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Doth to its worn, weak pulse a mighty power impart.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">Play on, mine Orpheus! while thy music floats<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Through the dread realm, divine with truth and grace,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">See, dear one! how the chain of linked notes<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Has fettered every spirit in its place!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Even Death, beside me, still and helpless lies;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And strives in vain to chill my frame with his cold eyes.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">Still, mine own Orpheus, sweep the golden lyre!<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Ah! dost thou mark how gentle Proserpine,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With claspèd hands, and eyes whose azore fire<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Gleams through quick tears, thrilled by thy lay, doth lean<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Her graceful head upon her stern lord's breast,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Like an o'erwearied child, whom music lulls to rest?<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">Play my proud minstrel! strike the chords again!<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Lo! Victory crowns at last thy heavenly skill!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For Pluto turns relenting to the strain—<br /></span> +<span class="i4">He waves his hand—he speaks his awful will!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">My glorious Greek! lead on; but ah! <i>still</i> lend<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Thy soul to thy sweet lyre, lest yet thou lose thy friend!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">Think not of me! Think rather of the time,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">When moved by thy resistless melody,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To the strange magic of a song sublime,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Thy argo grandly glided to the sea!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And in the majesty Minerva gave,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The graceful galley swept, with joy, the sounding wave!<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">Or see, in Fancy's dream, thy Thracian trees,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Their proud heads bent submissive to the sound,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Swayed by a tuneful and enchanted breeze,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">March to slow music o'er th' astonished ground—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Grove after grove descending from the hills,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">While round thee weave their dance the glad, harmonious rills.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i2">Think not of me! Ha! by thy mighty sire,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">My lord, my king! recall the dread behest!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Turn not—ah! turn not back those eyes of fire!<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Oh! lost, forever lost! undone! unblest!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">I faint, I die!—the serpent's fang once more<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Is here!—nay, grieve not thus! Life but <i>not Love</i> is o'er!<br /></span> +</div></div> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="THE_VOICE_OF_THE_NIGHT_WIND" id="THE_VOICE_OF_THE_NIGHT_WIND"></a>THE VOICE OF THE NIGHT WIND.</h3> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY E. CURTISS HINE, U. S. N.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">When the day-king is descending<br /></span> +<span class="i2">On the blue hill's breast to lie,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And some spirit-artist blending<br /></span> +<span class="i2">On the flushed and bending sky<br /></span> +<span class="i0">All the rainbow's hues, I listen<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To the breeze, while in my eye<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Tears of bitter anguish glisten,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">As I think of days gone by.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Change, relentless change is lighting<br /></span> +<span class="i2">On the brow of young and fair,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And with iron hand is writing<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Tales of grief and sorrow there.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">On life's journey friends have faltered,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And beside its pathway lie,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But that breeze, with voice unaltered,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Sings as in the days gone by.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Sings old songs to soothe the anguish<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of a heart whose hopes are flown;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Cheering one condemned to languish<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In this weary world alone;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Tells old tales of loved ones o'er me,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Dearest ones, remembered well,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That have passed away before me,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In a brighter land to dwell.<br /></span> +</div></div> +<br /><br /> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="MAJOR-GENERAL_WORTH" id="MAJOR-GENERAL_WORTH"></a>MAJOR-GENERAL WORTH.</h3> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[275]</a></span> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY FAYETTE ROBINSON, AUTHOR OF "THE ARMY OF THE UNITED STATES," ETC.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + + +<p>All persons naturally exhibit a great desire to become acquainted with +the events of the lives of those individuals who have made themselves +or their country illustrious. It is very pleasant to inquire into the +nature of the studies which matured their minds, to examine the +incidents of their early career, and follow them through the obscurer +portions of their lives for the purpose of ascertaining if the man +corresponds with the idea we have formed of him.</p> + +<p>Gen. Worth has recently attracted so much attention, and the events of +his whole life have been so stirring, that this is peculiarly the case +with him. No one can think without interest of one who, while a boy +almost, opposed the British veterans at Chippewa and Lundy's Lane, and +in his manhood won a yet higher reputation amid the hamacs of Florida, +and in front of the batteries of Molino del Rey and Monterey. It is, +however, a matter of much regret that of Worth's early history and +family annals but little is known. It is true, no man in the army has +been the theme of so much camp-fire gossip, or the hero of so many +gratuitous fabrications; but we are able to learn nothing of him +previous to his entry into the service. A thousand anecdotes without +any basis in truth have been told of him, altogether to no purpose; +for one who has so many real claims to distinction need never appeal +to factitious honors.</p> + +<p>Gen. Worth, at the commencement of the last war with Great Britain, is +said to have been a resident of Albany, N. Y., and to have been +engaged in commercial pursuits. Animated by the feeling of patriotism +which pervaded the whole people, he left the desk and ledger, and is +said to have enlisted in the 2nd regiment of artillery, then commanded +by Col. Izard, afterward a general officer of distinction. The lieut. +colonel of one of the battalions of this regiment was Winfield Scott, +the attention of whom Worth is said soon to have attracted. Col. Scott +is said to have exerted himself to procure him a commission, and to +have taken care of his advancement. This may or may not be true; it is +sure, however, that Worth first appears in a prominent position in the +military annals of the United States as the aid-de-camp and protegé of +General Scott, at the battle of Chippewa, where Scott was a brigadier. +Worth was his aid, having in the interim become a first lieutenant.</p> + +<p>No man in America is ignorant of the events of that day, which +retrieved the disgrace of Hull's surrender, and reflected the greatest +honor on all the participants in its events. For his gallantry and +good conduct, Mr. Madison bestowed on Lieut. Worth the brevet of +captain; and he was mentioned in the highest terms in the general +orders of the officers under whom he served. The brevet of Worth was +announced to the army and nation in the same order which told of the +promotion of McNeil, Jessup, Towson, and Leavenworth. Strangely +enough, though death has been busy with the officers of the last war, +all who were breveted for their services on that occasion, with one +or two exceptions, are now alive. The battle of Chippewa occurred on +the 5th of July, 1814, and was the dale of Worth's first brevet.</p> + +<p>Though a brevet captain, Worth continued with Scott in the important +position of aid-de-camp, and served in that capacity at Lundy's Lane, +in the battle of July 25th, 1814. On that occasion he distinguished +himself in the highest degree, and won the reputation his whole +subsequent career has confirmed, of coolness, decision, and activity. +During this engagement the whole British force was thrown on the 9th +foot, commanded by the veteran Lieut. Col. Leavenworth. This officer +sent for aid to Gen. Scott, who on that occasion gave Gen. Taylor the +example after which that gallant general acted at Buena Vesta. He +repaired to the menaced point with the strong reinforcement of his own +person and aid, and had the proud satisfaction of seeing the attacking +column beaten back, and the general who led it made prisoner. At the +moment of success, however, both Scott and Capt. Worth fell wounded +severely. The country appreciated their services, and each received +from Mr. Madison the brevet of another grade, with date from the day +of the battle. Major Worth soon recovered, but, attached to Gen. +Scott's person, accompanied him southward, as soon as the wound of the +latter enabled him to bear the fatigue of travel.</p> + +<p>When peace came Worth was a captain in the line and a major by brevet, +with which rank he was assigned to the military command of the corps +of Cadets at West Point. This appointment, ever conferred on men of +talent, is the highest compliment an officer of the service of the +United States can receive in time of peace. To Worth it was doubly +grateful, because he was not an <i>elevé</i> of the institution. Ten years +after the battle of Niagara, Major Worth was breveted a lieutenant +colonel, and when in 1832 the ordnance corps was established, he +became one of its majors. In July, 1832, on the organization of the +8th infantry, Lieut. Col. Worth was appointed to its colonelcy.</p> + +<p>Hitherto we have seen Worth in a subordinate position, where he was +unable to exhibit the highest qualification of a soldier, that of +command. Since his entry into the service he had been either an +officer of the staff, or separated from troops. He was now called on +to participate in far more stirring scenes. The war against the +Seminoles in Florida had long been a subject of great anxiety to both +the government and the people, and thither Worth was ordered, after a +brief but effective tour of service on the northern frontier, then +infested by the Canadian insurgents. At first he acted subordinately +to the late Gen. Armistead, but, on the retirement of that officer, +assumed command. The war was prosecuted by him with new vigor, and the +Indians defeated ultimately at Pilaklakaha, near the St. John, April +17,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[276]</a></span> 1842. This fight was virtually the termination of the war, the +enemy never again having shown himself in force. Gen. Worth was highly +complimented for his services on this occasion, and received the +brevet of brigadier general.</p> + +<p>During the season of peace which followed Gen. Worth remained almost +constantly with his regiment, which more than once changed its +station; and when the contest with Mexico began, reported to Gen. +Taylor at Corpus Christi. His situation here was peculiar, and he +became involved in a dispute in relation to precedence and command +with the then Col. Twiggs, of the 2nd dragoons. The latter officer was +by several years Worth's senior in the line, and, according to the +usual opinion in the army, entitled to command, though many of the +most accomplished soldiers of the service thought the brevet of Worth, +on this occasion at least, where the <i>corps d'armée</i> was made up of +detachments, valid as a commission. This dispute became so serious +that Gen. Taylor interfered, and having sustained Col. Twiggs, Gen. +Worth immediately tendered his resignation to the President.</p> + +<p>There is no doubt but that the decision in favor of Gen. Twiggs was +correct, and that Worth was radically wrong in his conception of the +effect of his brevet. He, however, had been brought up under the eye +of Gen. Scott, who entertained the same ideas on this subject, and +who, years before, under precisely similar circumstances, had resigned +his commission. Gen. Worth having proceeded from the Rio Grande to +Washington, the President refused to accept his resignation, and he +returned at once to the army.</p> + +<p>The resignation of Worth was a most untoward circumstance, for during +his absence from the army hostilities commenced, and he lost all +participation in the battles of Palo Alto and La Resaca.</p> + +<p>When, after the capture of Matamoras, the army again advanced, Worth +had resumed his post, and acquiesced cheerfully in the decision which +had been given against him. The laurels he had not grasped on the Rio +Grande were won in front of the batteries of <i>La Loma de la +Independencia</i>, and in the streets of Monterey. Amid the countless +feats of daring recorded by military history, none will be found to +surpass his achievements in the slow, painful, but bold entry he +effected through a city swarming with defenders, to the very <i>plaza</i>. +For his gallantry on this occasion he received the brevet of major +general, and, with the exception of Generals Scott and Taylor, is +believed to be the only officer in the service who has received three +war-brevets. Gen. Worth from this time became one of the national +idols.</p> + +<p>When Gen. Scott assumed command of the expedition against Vera Cruz +and the capital, one of his first acts was to order Gen. Worth and the +remnant of his division to join him. The general-in-chief remembered +the events, on the northern frontier, of 1814, and anticipated much in +Mexico. He was not disappointed in this expectation, for at Vera Cruz +and in the valley of Mexico, his old aid did not disappoint him, and +proved that service had but matured the judgment of the soldier of +Chippewa and Niagara.</p> + +<p>It was at <i>Molino del Rey</i> that Worth displayed his powers with most +brilliancy. When it became evident that the city of Mexico must be +taken by force, a prominent position was assigned to Gen. Worth, who, +with his division and Cadwallader's brigade, was ordered to carry the +strong position of Molino del Rey, and destroy its defences. This spot +is famous in Mexican history as <i>Casas Matas</i>, and and is the scene of +the famous <i>plan</i>, or revolution, of Feb. 2, 1823, by virtue of which +a republican form of government may be said to exist in Mexico. It +lies westward of Chapultepec, the old palace of the Aztec kings, and +from the nature of its position, and the careful manner in which it +was fortified, was a position of great strength. It lay at the foot of +a rapid declivity, enfiladed by the fire of Chapultepec, and so +situated, that not a shot could be discharged but must fall into an +assailing column.</p> + +<p>Under these great difficulties the works were carried, Worth all the +while marching with the column, and directing the operations of the +horse artillery and infantry of which it was composed. In respect to +this part of the operations in front of Mexico Gen. Scott adopted, +without comment, the report of Gen. Worth. This is a rare compliment, +and proceeding from such a person as Scott should be highly estimated.</p> + +<p>After the capture of the city of Mexico, difficulties occurred between +Gen. Worth and the general-in-chief, and a friendship of thirty-five +years was apparently terminated. The matter is now the subject of +consideration before a competent tribunal, and <i>non nobis tantas +componerelite</i>s.</p> + +<p>Gen. Worth is yet in Mexico. His age is about fifty-six or eight, and +in his personal appearance are mingled the bearing of the soldier and +of the gentleman. The excellent portrait given of him is from a +Daguerreotype by Mr. Clarke, of New York.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="ENCOURAGEMENT" id="ENCOURAGEMENT"></a>ENCOURAGEMENT.</h3> + + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">When first peeps out from earth the modest vine,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Asking but little space to live and grow,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">How easily some step, without design,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">May crush the being from a thing so low!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">But let the hand that doth delight to show<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Support to feebleness, the tendril twine<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Around some lattice-work, and 'twill bestow<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Its thanks in fragrance, and with blossoms shine.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And thus, when Genius first puts forth its shoot—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">So timid, that it scarce dare ask to live—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The tender germ, if trodden under foot,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Shrinks back again to its undying root;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">While kindly training bids it upward strive,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And to the future flowers immortal give. E. C. KINNEY.<br /></span> +</div></div> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="THE_CHANGED_AND_THE_UNCHANGED" id="THE_CHANGED_AND_THE_UNCHANGED"></a>THE CHANGED AND THE UNCHANGED.</h3> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[277]</a></span> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5><span class="smcap">BY PROFESSOR ALDEN.</span></h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<h4>CHAPTER I.</h4> + +<p>"Report says that my queenly cousin is to lay aside her absolute +sceptre, and submit to a lord and master," said George Mason, to his +cousin, Emily Earl, as she took his arm for an evening walk.</p> + +<p>"If you mean that I am to be married, that is a report which truth +does not require me to contradict," said the young lady, in a tone +adapted to repress the familiar manner of her companion. He had just +returned from a long absence in a foreign land. His early youth had +been passed in his uncle's family. He left his cousin a beautiful +girl. He found her on his return a still more beautiful woman.</p> + +<p>"I am very anxious," said he, with a slight change of manner, "to see +the man who has drawn so splendid a prize. Is he like the picture you +drew of the man you would marry, as we sat by the willow brook from +the rising of the moon to its meridian? You remember that most +beautiful night?"</p> + +<p>"It is not desirable to remember all the follies of childhood," said +Emily, coldly. Mason was silent. It was plain that they were no longer +what they had been, brother and sister.</p> + +<p>After walking for some distance in silence, Emily remarked, in a tone +inviting conversation, "You must have seen a great deal of the world."</p> + +<p>"I have had some means of observation," he replied, "but I have seen +nothing to wean me from this spot, and from my friends here."</p> + +<p>"Your friends are obliged to you for the compliment."</p> + +<p>"I did not intend the remark as a compliment." Again there was an +interval of silence. "I have been absent four years," said Mason, as +though speaking to himself, "and I am not conscious of any change, so +far as my feelings are concerned. The same persons and things which I +then loved, I love now. The same views of life which I then cherished +I cherish now."</p> + +<p>"Experience and knowledge of the world," said Emily, "ought to give +wisdom."</p> + +<p>"I am so perverse as to regard it as wisdom to hold on to the dreams +of our early days."</p> + +<p>"Our views ought, it seems to me, to change as we grow older."</p> + +<p>"I am not sure that we ought to grow old, so far as our feelings are +concerned."</p> + +<p>"You would engage in the vain effort to retain the dews and freshness +of morning, after the sun has arisen with a burning heat."</p> + +<p>"I believe the dew of our youth may be preserved even until old age."</p> + +<p>"I am surprised that acquaintance with the world has not corrected +your views of life. One would think that you had lived in entire +seclusion."</p> + +<p>"I am surprised that the romantic, warm-hearted Emily Earl should +become the worldly-wise lecturer of her cousin."</p> + +<p>"We had better speak upon some other subject. Had you a pleasant +voyage homeward?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. It could not be otherwise, when my face was toward 'my own, my +native land,' and the friends so fresh in my remembrance."</p> + +<p>A slight shade of displeasure flitted across Emily's features. She +made no remark.</p> + +<p>"Where is Susan Grey?" said Mason.</p> + +<p>"She is dead."</p> + +<p>"Indeed! She was just my own age. She was a single-hearted girl."</p> + +<p>"She often inquired for you. You never fancied yourself in love with +her?"</p> + +<p>"No. Why that question?"</p> + +<p>"She was under the impression that we were engaged, and seemed quite +relieved when I informed her that she was mistaken."</p> + +<p>"What has become of Mary Carver?"</p> + +<p>"She is married, and lives in that house," pointing to a miserable hut +near at hand.</p> + +<p>"Is it possible?"</p> + +<p>"Her husband is intemperate. It was a clandestine marriage—a love +match, you know."</p> + +<p>"Was her husband intemperate when she married him?"</p> + +<p>"Not habitually so. He was so very romantic and devoted to her; so +that, I suppose, she thought she could reform him."</p> + +<p>"What has become of Mr. Ralston, your old friend?" admirer, he would +have said, but he deemed it unwise.</p> + +<p>"He is a lawyer here, in a small way. I believe they think of sending +him to Congress."</p> + +<p>"Is he married?"</p> + +<p>"No."</p> + +<p>"I thought he seemed to be attached to you; at least I hoped that he +would become my cousin."</p> + +<p>"I will answer your questions in regard to others—my own affairs do +not require remark."</p> + +<p>This rebuke, so unlike any thing he had ever received from his cousin, +led him to fix his gaze upon her countenance, as if to make sure of +her identity. There could be no mistake. There was the same brilliant +eye, the same faultless features on which he had gazed in former +years. A conciliating smile led him to resume his inquiries.</p> + +<p>"Is Eliza Austin married?" His voice, as he asked this question, was +far from natural, perhaps in consequence of the agitation which the +rebuke just spoken of had occasioned.</p> + +<p>"No; she lives somewhere in the village, I don't know exactly where."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[278]</a></span></p> + +<p>"Do you ever see her?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; she lives with her aunt, who sometimes washes for us, so that I +see her niece occasionally."</p> + +<p>"Why does she live with her aunt?"</p> + +<p>"Her mother died soon after you went away."</p> + +<p>"Eliza still lives in the village, then?" To this very unnecessary +question his cousin bowed in reply. Few words more passed between them +during the remainder of their walk.</p> + +<p>"You do not stay out as late as you used to do," said Mrs. Earl, as +they entered the parlor.</p> + +<p>"We are no longer children," said Emily. Mason could scarcely repress +an audible sigh, as those words fell from her lips. At an early hour, +he repaired to his chamber.</p> +<br /> + +<h4>CHAPTER II.</h4> + +<p>George Mason was left an orphan in his early youth. He then became a +member of his uncle's family, and the constant companion of his cousin +Emily. He desired no society but hers. Her slightly imperious temper +did not interfere with the growth of his affection. She had a sister's +place in his glowing heart. He was in some sense her teacher, and she +caught something of his romantic nature. Of the little circle of her +associates, he was the idol.</p> + +<p>At the age of fourteen he left home to pursue his studies for two +years at a public institution. At the end of that period he became a +clerk in a large commercial establishment in the city. At the close of +the first year he accompanied one of the principals abroad, and +remained there in charge of the business for nearly four years. He was +now on the high road to wealth.</p> + +<p>Soon after George Mason had gone abroad, Emily Earl went to the city +to complete her education. She was in due time initiated into the +mysteries of fashionable life. Introduced to <i>society</i> by a relative +of unquestionable rank, her face and form presented attractions +sufficient to make her the object of attention and flattery. Four +successive winters were passed in the city. She was the foremost +object of all "who flattered, sought, and sued." Is it strange that +her judgment was perverted, and her heart eaten out? Is it strange +that her cousin found her a changed being?</p> + +<p>She had engaged to marry one whose claim to her regard was the +thousands he possessed, and the eagerness with which he was sought by +those whose chief end was an establishment in life. She had taught +herself to believe that the yearnings of the heart were to be classed +with the follies of childhood.</p> + +<p>Henry Ralston was the son of a small farmer, or rather of a man who +was the possessor of a small farm, and of a large soul. Henry was +modest, yet aspiring; gentle, yet intense in his affections. The +patient toil and rigid self-denial of his father gave him the +advantage of an excellent education. In childhood he was the frequent +companion of George and Emily. Even then an attachment sprung up in +his heart for his fair playmate. This was quietly cherished; and when +he entered upon the practice of the law in his native village, he +offered Emily his hand. It was, without hesitation or apparent pain, +rejected. Thus she cast away the only true heart which was ever laid +upon the altar of her beauty. He bore the disappointment with outward +calmness, though the iron entered his soul. He gave all his energies +to the labors of his profession. Such was the impression of his +ability and worth, that he was about to be supported, apparently +without opposition, for a seat in the national councils.</p> + +<p>Eliza Austin was the daughter of a deceased minister, who had worn +himself out in the cause of benevolence, and died, leaving his wife +and daughter penniless. She was several years younger than George and +Emily; but early trials seemed to give an early maturity to her mind. +She was seldom their companion, for her young days were spent in toil, +aiding her mother in her efforts to obtain a scanty subsistence. Her +intelligence, her perception of the beautiful, and her devotion to her +mother made a deep impression upon George, and led him to regard her +as he regarded no other earthly being. Long before the idea of love +was associated with her name, he felt for her a respect approaching to +veneration. He had often desired to write to her during his absence, +but his entire ignorance of her situation rendered it unwise.</p> + +<p>The waters of affliction had been wrung out to her in a full cup. The +long and distressing sickness of her mother was ended only by the +grave. She was then invited to take up her abode with her father's +sister, whose intemperate husband had broken her spirit, but had not +exhausted her heart. It was sad for Eliza to exchange the quiet home, +the voice of affection, of prayer, and of praise, for the harsh +criminations of the drunkard's abode. She would have left that abode +for service, but for the distress it would have given her aunt.</p> + +<p>Death at length removed the tormentor, and those who had ministered to +his appetite swept away all his property.</p> + +<p>The mind of Aunt Mary, now more than half a wreck, utterly revolted at +the idea of separation from her niece. Eliza could not leave her. +Declining an eligible situation as a teacher in a distant village, she +rendered her aunt all the assistance in her power in her lowly +employment—believing that the path dictated by affection and duty, +though it might meet with the neglect and the scorn of men, would not +fail to secure the approbation of God.</p> +<br /> + +<h4>CHAPTER III.</h4> + +<p>"Well, George," said Mr. Earl, as they were seated at the +breakfast-table, "how do you intend to dispose of yourself to-day?"</p> + +<p>"I have a great many old friends to visit, sir."</p> + +<p>"It may not be convenient for some of them to see you early in the +morning."</p> + +<p>"Some of them, I think, will not be at all particular respecting the +time of my visits. There is the white rock by the falls which I must +give an hour to; and I must see if the old trout who lived under it +has taken as good care of himself during my absence as he did before I +went away. And there<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[279]</a></span> is the willow grove, too, which I wish very much +to see."</p> + +<p>"It has been cut down."</p> + +<p>"Cut down!—what for?"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Bullard thought it interfered with his prospect."</p> + +<p>"Why did you not interfere, cousin?" turning to Emily.</p> + +<p>"It was nothing to me what he did with his grove," said Emily.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I had forgotten—" George did not finish the sentence. He turned +the conversation to some of the ordinary topics of the day.</p> + +<p>After breakfast, he set out for Willow Brook, and seated himself upon +the white rock. The years that had passed since in childhood he sat +upon that rock, were reviewed by him. Though he had met with trials +and temptations, yet he was thankful that he could return to that rock +with so many of the feelings of childhood; that his heart's best +emotions had not been polluted by the world, but were as yet pure as +the crystal stream before him.</p> + +<p>When he rose from that rock, instead of visiting the other haunts of +his early days, he found himself moving toward the village. Now and +then a familiar face was seen. By those who recognized him, he was +warmly greeted. It was not until he met a stranger that he inquired +for the residence of the widow and her niece. He was directed to a +small dwelling in a narrow lane. He knocked at the open door. The +widow, who was busily employed in smoothing the white linen before +her, bade him enter, but paused not from her work.</p> + +<p>"Is Eliza at home?" said Mason.</p> + +<p>"Who can you be that want to see Eliza?" said the poor woman, still +not lifting her eyes from her work.</p> + +<p>"I am an old friend of hers," said Mason.</p> + +<p>"A friend! a friend!" said she, pausing and looking upward, as if +striving to recall the idea belonging to the word. "Yes, she had +friends once—where have they gone?"</p> + +<p>Again she plied her task, as if unconscious of his presence. He seated +himself and watched her countenance, which revealed so sad a history. +Her lips kept moving, and now and then she spoke aloud. "Poor girl! a +hard life has she had—it may all be right, but I can't see how; and +now she might be a lady if she would leave her poor, half-crazy aunt." +Her whispers were then inaudible. Soon she turned to Mason and said, +as if in reply to a question, "No, I never heard her complain. When +those she used to visit don't know her, and look the other way when +they meet her, she never complains. What will become of her when her +poor old aunt is gone? Who will take care of her?"</p> + +<p>"I will," said Mason.</p> + +<p>"Who may you be?" said she, scanning his countenance as if she had now +seen him for the first time.</p> + +<p>"A friend of her childhood."</p> + +<p>"What is your name?"</p> + +<p>"George Mason."</p> + +<p>"George Mason! George Mason!—I have heard that name before. It was +the name she had over so often when she had the fever, poor thing! I +did not know what she said, though she did not say a word during the +whole time that would not look well printed in a book. Did you use to +live in the big white house?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I used to live with my Uncle Earl."</p> + +<p>"And with that <i>lady</i>," laying a fierce emphasis upon the word, "who +never speaks to Eliza now, though Eliza watched night after night with +her when she was on the borders of the grave. Are you like her?" +observing him to hesitate, she asked in a more excited manner, "are +you like Emily Earl?" Fearing that her clouded mind might receive an +impression difficult to remove, he promptly answered "No."</p> + +<p>"I am glad of it," said the widow, resuming her work.</p> + +<p>The last question and its answer was overheard by Eliza, as she was +coming in from the garden where she had been attending to a few +flowers. She turned deadly pale as she saw Mason, and remained +standing in the door. He arose and took her hand in both of his, and +was scarcely able to pronounce her name. The good aunt stood with +uplifted hands, gazing with ludicrous amazement at the scene. Eliza +was the first to recover her self-possession. She introduced Mason to +her aunt as an old friend.</p> + +<p>"Friend!—are you sure he is a friend?"</p> + +<p>"He is a friend," said Mason, "who is very grateful to you for the +love you have borne her, and the care you have taken of her."</p> + +<p>"There," said she, opening a door which led to a parlor, perhaps ten +feet square, motioning to them to enter. Mason, still retaining her +trembling hand, led Eliza into the room, and seated her on the sofa, +the chief article of furniture it contained. Her eyes met his earnest +gaze. They were immediately filled with tears. His own overflowed. He +threw his arm around her, and they mingled their tears in silence. It +was long ere the first word was spoken. Eliza at length seemed to wake +as from a dream.</p> + +<p>"What am I doing?" said she, attempting to remove his arm, "we are +almost strangers."</p> + +<p>"Eliza," said he, solemnly, "do you say what you feel?"</p> + +<p>"No, but I know not—" she could not finish the sentence.</p> + +<p>"Eliza, you are dearer to me than any one upon earth." She made no +efforts to resist the pressure of his arm. There were moments of +eloquent silence.</p> + +<p>"Eliza, will you become my wife?"</p> + +<p>"Do you know how utterly destitute I am?"</p> + +<p>"That has no connection with my question."</p> + +<p>"If you are the same George Mason you used to be, you wish for a +direct answer. I will." It was not till this word was spoken that he +ventured to impress a kiss upon her cheek.</p> + +<p>"I have not done right," said Eliza; "you can never know how much I +owe to that dear aunt. I ought not to engage myself without her +consent—I can never be separated from her."</p> + +<p>"You cannot suppose that I would wish you to be separated."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[280]</a></span></p> + +<p>"You are the same—" she was about to add some epithets of praise, but +checked herself. "How is it that you have remained unchanged?"</p> + +<p>"By keeping bright an image in my heart of hearts."</p> + +<p>With some difficulty Eliza rose, and opening the door, spoke to her +aunt. She came and stood in the door.</p> + +<p>"Well, ma'am," said Mason, "I have gained Eliza's consent to change +her name, if you will give your consent." She stood as one bewildered. +The cloud which rested on her countenance was painful to behold. It +was necessary to repeat his remark before she could apprehend it.</p> + +<p>"Ah, is it so? It has come at last. He doeth all things well. I hadn't +faith to trust Him. He doeth all things well."</p> + +<p>"We have your consent?"</p> + +<p>"If she is half as loving to you as she has been to me, you will never +be sorry. But what will become of me?"</p> + +<p>"We have no idea of parting with you. She has given her consent only +on condition that you go with us." The old lady fixed her gaze upon +her niece. It was strange that features so plain, so wrinkled by age +and sorrow, could beam with such affection. She could find no words to +express her feelings. She closed the door, and was heard sobbing like +a child.</p> + +<p>Hour after hour stole away unnoted by the lovers. They were summoned +to partake of the frugal meal spread by Aunt Mary's hands, and no +apologies were made for its lack of store. Again they retired to the +little parlor, and it was not till the sun was low in the west, that +he set out on his return to the "white house."</p> + +<p>"We conclude that you have passed a happy day," said Mrs. Earl, "at +least your countenance says so. We began to feel anxious about you."</p> + +<p>"I went to the brook first, and then to the village."</p> + +<p>"Have you seen many of your old friends?"</p> + +<p>"Several of them."</p> + +<p>Mason was released from the necessity of answering further questions +by the arrival of a carriage at the door. Mr. Earl rose and went to +the window. "Mr. Benfield has come," said he. Emily arose and left the +room to return in another dress, and with flowers in her hair.</p> + +<p>Mr. Benfield was shown to his room, and in a few moments joined the +family at the tea-table. Emily received him with a smile, which, +however beautiful it may have been, was not like the smile of Eliza +Austin. Mason saw that Mr. Benfield belonged to a class with which he +was perfectly well acquainted. "It is well," thought he, "that she has +filed down her mind, if she must spend her days with a man like him." +Mason passed the evening with his uncle, though he was sadly +inattentive to his uncle's remarks. Emily and Mr. Benfield took a +walk, and on their return did not join the family. Benfield's object +in visiting the country at this time was to fix a day for his +marriage. The evening was spent by them in discussing matters +pertaining to that event.</p> + +<p>It was necessary for Mr. Benfield to return to the city on the +afternoon of the following day. Mason, for various reasons, determined +to accompany him. Part of the morning was spent with Eliza, and +arrangements for their union were easily fixed upon. No costly +preparations for a wedding were thought to be necessary.</p> + +<p>Emily devoted herself so entirely to Mr. Benfield, that Mason had no +opportunity of informing her respecting the state of his affairs.</p> + +<p>He sought his uncle, expressed to him his gratitude for his kindness, +informed him of the state of his pecuniary affairs, and of his +affections, and asked his approbation of his intended marriage.</p> + +<p>"I can't say, George," said the old gentleman, "but that you have done +the wisest thing you could do. Emily may not like it. I have nothing +to say against it. I didn't do very differently myself, though it +would hardly do to say so aloud now. Emily is to be married in three +weeks. You must be with us then."</p> + +<p>"Suppose I wish to be married myself on the same evening?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know. I think you had better be with us, then make such +arrangements as you please, and say nothing to us about it. It may +make a little breeze at first, but it will soon blow over. Nobody will +like you the worse for it in the end." Heartily thanking his uncle for +his frankness and affection, and taking a courteous leave of Emily, he +took his departure, with Mr. Benfield, for the city.</p> +<br /> + +<h4>CHAPTER IV.</h4> + +<p>The white house was a scene of great activity as the wedding-day drew +near. Aunt Mary's services were put in requisition to a much greater +extent than usual. When she protested that she could do no more, Mrs. +Earl suggested that her niece would help her. Aunt Mary could not help +remarking that Eliza might have something else to do as well as Miss +Emily.</p> + +<p>It was understood that a large number of guests were to be invited.</p> + +<p>Many dresses were ordered in anticipation of an invitation. The +services of the village dress-maker were in great demand. Eliza +ordered a plain white dress—a very unnecessary expenditure, it was +thought, since it was certain that she would not receive an +invitation. It was a pity that she should thus prepare disappointment +for herself, poor thing!</p> + +<p>Benfield and Mason arrived together on the appointed day. All things +were in order. The preparations were complete. The guests +assembled—the "big white house" was filled as it never had been +filled before. Suddenly there is a <i>hush</i> in the crowd—the +folding-doors are thrown open—the bride and bride-groom are seen, +prepared for the ceremony that is to make them one—in law. The words +are spoken, the ceremony is performed, the oppressive silence is +removed—the noise and gayety common to such occasions take place.</p> + +<p>After a time, it was noticed by some that the pastor, and Mason, and +Esq. Ralston had disappeared.</p> + +<p>They repaired to Aunt Mary's, where a few tried<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[281]</a></span> friends had been +invited to pass the evening. These friends were sorry that Eliza had +not been invited to the wedding, but were pleased to find that she did +not seem to be disappointed—she was in such fine spirits. She wore +her new white dress, and a few roses in her hair.</p> + +<p>The entrance of the pastor, Mr. Mason, and Mr. Ralston, seemed to +cause no surprise to Aunt Mary, though it astonished the assembled +guests. After a kind word from the pastor to each one present, for +they were all members of his flock, Mason arose, and taking Eliza by +the hand, said to him, "We are ready." Prayer was offered, the +wedding-vows were spoken, and George Mason and Eliza Austin were +pronounced husband and wife.</p> + +<p>Joy seemed to have brushed away the clouds from Aunt Mary's mind. She +conversed with the intelligence of her better days. The guests +departed, and ere the lights were extinguished in the parlors of the +white house, it was known throughout the village that there had been +two weddings instead of one.</p> + +<p>Early in the morning, before the news had reached them, Mr. and Mrs. +Benfield set out upon their wedding tour. Emily learned her cousin's +marriage from the same paper which informed the public of her own.</p> + +<p>George Mason had no time for a wedding tour. He removed his wife and +her aunt immediately to the city, and at once resumed the labors of +his calling.</p> + +<p>Emily did not become acquainted with Mrs. Mason, until Mr. Benfield +had failed in business, and was enabled to commence again, with +capital furnished by her cousin, who had become the leading member of +his firm.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="THE_DAYSPRING" id="THE_DAYSPRING"></a>THE DAYSPRING.</h3> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY SAMUEL D. PATTERSON.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Mourner, bending o'er the tomb<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Where thy heart's dear treasure lies,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Dark and dreary is thy gloom,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Deep and burdened are thy sighs:<br /></span> +<span class="i0">From thy path the light, whose rays<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Cheered and guided thee, is gone,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And the future's desert waste<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Thou must sadly tread alone.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">'Neath the drooping willow's shade,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Where the mourning cypress grows,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The beloved and lost is laid<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In a quiet, calm repose.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Silent now the voice whose tones<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Wakened rapture in thy breast—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Dull the ear—thy anguished groans<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Break not on the sleeper's rest.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Grace and loveliness are fled,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Broken is the "golden bowl,"<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Loosed the "silver chord," whose thread<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Bound to earth th' immortal soul.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Closed the eyes whose glance so dear<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Once love's language fond could speak,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And the worm, foul banqueter,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Riots on that matchless cheek.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">And the night winds, as they sweep<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In their solemn grandeur by,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">With a cadence wild and deep,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Mournfully their requiem sigh.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And each plant and leaf and flower<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Bows responsive to the wail,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Chanted, at the midnight hour,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">By the spirits of the gale.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Truly has thy sun gone down<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In the deepest, darkest gloom,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And the fondest joys thou'st known<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Buried are within that tomb.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Earth no solace e'er can bring<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To thy torn and bleeding heart—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Time nor art extract the sting<br /></span> +<span class="i2">From the conqueror's poisoned dart.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">But, amid thy load of wo,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Turn, thou stricken one, thine eyes<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Upward, and behold that glow<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Spreading brightly o'er the skies!<br /></span> +<span class="i0">'Tis the day-star, beaming fair<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In the blue expanse above;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Look on high, and know that there<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Dwells the object of thy love,<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Life's bright harp of thousand strings<br /></span> +<span class="i2">By the spoiler's hand was riven,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But the realm seraphic rings<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With the victor notes of heaven.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Over death triumphant—lo!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">See thy cherished one appear!<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Mourner, dry thy tears of wo,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Trust, believe, and meet her there!<br /></span> +</div></div> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="SONNET_CULTIVATION" id="SONNET_CULTIVATION"></a>SONNET.—CULTIVATION.</h3> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY MRS. E. C. KINNEY.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Weeds grow unasked, and even some sweet flowers<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Spontaneous give their fragrance to the air,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And bloom on hills, in vales and everywhere—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">As shines the sun, or fall the summer showers—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">But wither while our lips pronounce them fair!<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Flowers of more worth repay alone the care,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The nurture, and the hopes of watchful hours;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">While plants most cultured have most lasting powers.<br /></span> +<span class="i2">So, flowers of Genius that will longest live<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Spring not in Mind's uncultivated soil,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But are the birth of time, and mental toil,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And all the culture Learning's hand can give:<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Fancies, like wild flowers, in a night may grow;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But thoughts are plants whose stately growth is slow.<br /></span> +</div></div> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="FIRST_LOVE" id="FIRST_LOVE"></a>FIRST LOVE.</h3> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[282]</a></span> + +<h4>OR LILLIE MASON'S DEBUT.</h4> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY ENNA DUVAL.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Maybe without a further thought,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">It only pleased you thus to please,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And thus to kindly feelings wrought<br /></span> +<span class="i2">You measured not the sweet degrees;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Yet though you hardly understood<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Where I was following at your call,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">You might—I dare to say you should—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Have thought how far I had to fall.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And even now in calm review<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of all I lost and all I won,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I cannot deem you wholly true,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Nor wholly just what you have done. MILNES.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i8">There is none<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In all this cold and hollow world, no fount<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Of deep, strong, deathless love, save that within<br /></span> +<span class="i0">A mother's heart. HEMANS.<br /></span> +</div></div> +<br /> + +<p>On paying a visit to my friend Agnes Mason one morning, the servant +told me his mistress would be pleased to see me in her dressing-room. +Thither I repaired, and found her, to my surprise, surrounded by all +sorts of gay, costly articles, appertaining to the costume of a woman +of the world. To my surprise, I say, for Agnes has always been one of +the greatest home-bodies in the whole circle of my acquaintances. A +party, or a ball she has scarcely visited since the first years of her +marriage, although possessing ample means to enjoy every gayety of +fashionable life.</p> + +<p>Over the Psyche glass was thrown a spotless <i>crêpe</i> dress, almost +trembling with its rich embroidery; and near it, as if in contrast, on +a dress-stand, was a velvet robe, falling in soft, luxurious folds. +Flowers, caps, <i>coiffures</i> of various descriptions, peeped out of +sundry boxes, and on a commode table was an open <i>écrin</i> whose +sparkling, costly contents dazzled the eyes.</p> + +<p>"Hey-day!" I exclaimed to my friend, as she advanced to meet me, +"what's the meaning of all this splendor?"</p> + +<p>"I was just on the point of sending for you," she replied +laughingly—"Madame M—— has sent home these lovely things for Lillie +and I—and I want your opinion upon them."</p> + +<p>"And you are really going to re-enter society?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Lillie is eighteen this winter, you know," was my gentle friend's +reply. "Who would have thought time could have flown around so +quickly. Mr. Mason is very anxious she should make her <i>entrée</i> this +season. You can scarcely fancy how disagreeable it is to me, but I +must not be selfish. I cannot always have her with me."</p> + +<p>"And you, like a good mother," I said, "will throw aside your love for +retirement and accompany her?"</p> + +<p>"Certainly," replied Agnes eagerly, and she added with a slight +expression of feeling which I well understood—"I will watch over her, +for she will need my careful love now even more than in childhood."</p> + +<p>"Where is the pretty cause of all this anxiety and attention?" I +inquired.</p> + +<p>"Charlie would not dress for his morning walk," answered the mother, +"unless sister Lillie assisted in the robing of the young tyrant, so +she is in the nursery."</p> + +<p>We inspected the different robes and gay things spread out so +temptingly before us, and grew femininely eloquent over these +beautiful trifles, and were most earnestly engaged in admiring the +<i>parure</i> of brilliant diamonds, and the spotless pearls, with which +the fond, proud father and husband had presented them that morning, +when a slight tap was heard at the door, and our pet Lillie entered. A +bright-eyed, light-hearted creature is Lillie Mason—a sunbeam to her +home. She ran up to me with affectionate greetings, and united in our +raptures over the glittering <i>bijouterie</i>.</p> + +<p>"How will you like this new life, Lillie?" I asked, as the lovely girl +threw herself on a low <i>marchepied</i> at our feet, as if wearied of the +pretty things.</p> + +<p>"I can scarcely tell," she replied, and she rested her head on her +mother's lap, whose hand parted the clustering ringlets on the fair, +smooth brow, while Lillie's eyes looked up most lovingly to that +beloved mother, as she added—"How we shall miss the quiet reading +hours, mother, darling. What time shall we have during our robing and +unrobing for 'the <i>gentle Una and her milk-white lamb</i>,' and '<i>those +bright children of the bard, Imogen, the fair Fidele and lovely +Desdemona</i>?' What use is there in all this decking and adorning? Life +is far happier spent in one's own home."</p> + +<p>"I fear," said Agnes, as she fondly caressed her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[283]</a></span> daughter, "that I +have made my Lillie too much of a household darling; but I have done +it to avoid a greater evil. We women must love something—such a +wealth of affection is stored within our hearts, that we are rendered +miserable if it is poured out upon one human being, after being pent +up within bounds, during childhood and girlhood up to womanhood. +Should my Lillie be unfortunate in her love—I mean her wedded +love—the misery will not be half so intense, for her heart belongs, +at least two-thirds, to her family and mother, and no faithless lover +can ever boast the possession of the whole of it."</p> + +<p>"No, indeed," exclaimed the dear girl, drawing her mother's face down +to hers—"my whole heart is yours, <i>chère maman</i>, and yours it shall +always be."</p> + +<p>With what rapture gleamed the mother's eyes, as she returned the +daughter's fond caresses. Some day, dear reader, I may tell you what +happened to Lillie Mason's heart, but now my thoughts are o'er-hung +with the dark mantle of the past, and I can only think of the mother's +former life.</p> + +<p>Agnes Howell was a beautiful girl—there was so much purity in her +appearance. The gentle beam of her blue eye was angelic, and her +auburn ringlets hung over her clear fair brow and soft cheek as if +caressing that lovely face. Then she was such a contrast to her +family—an only daughter among a troop of strong, stout clever +brothers—merry healthy-minded boys were they, but the gentle Madonna +sister in their midst seemed an "angel unawares." Agnes' mother was an +excellent woman, strong-minded, pains-taking, but a little hard and +obtuse in feeling. She no more understood the gentle spirit and deep +heart-yearnings of the daughter God had given her than she did the +mystery of life. She loved her with all the strength of her nature, +but she made no companion of the quiet girl, and thought if she kept +her wardrobe in good order, watched her general health, and directed +her serious reading, she did all that was required of her. Agnes grew +up a dreamer, an enthusiast; quiet and self-possessed her home +training had made her, and a stranger would have wondered at the tide +of deep feeling that ebbed and flowed within the breast of that +gentle, placid girl. She shrunk from the rude <i>badinage</i> of her +boisterous brothers, and finding that little was required of her in +the <i>heart-way</i> from her matter-of-fact mother and good-natured, easy +father, she lavished the wealth of her love upon an ideal. A woman +soon finds, or fancies she finds, the realization of her ideal. Chance +threw in Agnes' path one who was superior enough in mind and person to +realize any image of a romantic girl's fancy.</p> + +<p>I remember well the time Agnes first met Mr. Preston. We were on a +visit one summer to some friends together, and while there we met with +this accomplished gentleman. How delighted were we both with him, and +how enthusiastically did we chant to each other his praises, when in +our own room we assisted each other in undressing for the night, or +decking ourselves for the gay dinner or evening party. We met with +many other gentlemen, and agreeable ones too, on this eventful visit, +but Mr. Preston was a star of the first magnitude. I was a few years +Agnes' junior, and well satisfied with the attentions I received from +the other gentlemen, who deigned to notice so tiny a body as I was; +but Mr. Preston soon singled out Agnes. He walked, rode and drove with +her: hung over her enraptured when she sung, and listened with +earnestness to every word that fell from her lips. She was "many +fathom deep in love" ere she knew it—poor girl—and how exquisitely +beautiful did this soul's dawning cause her lovely face to appear. The +wind surely was not answerable for those burning cheeks and bright, +dancing eyes, which she bore after returning from long rides, during +which Mr. Preston was her constant companion—and the treasured sprigs +of jessamine and verveine which she stored away in the leaves of her +journal, after a moonlight ramble in the conservatory, with the same +fascinating attendant—did not love cause all this? Naughty love, can +the moments of rapture, exquisite though they be, which thou givest, +atone for the months and years of deep heart-rending wretchedness +which so often ensues?</p> + +<p>During the six weeks of that happy visit, Agnes Howell lived out the +whole of her heart's existence. Blissful and rapturous were the +moments, sleeping or waking, for Hope and Love danced merrily before +her. But, alas! while it was the turning point—the event of her +life—"it was but an episode" in the existence of the one who +entranced her—"but a piping between the scenes." I do not think Mr. +Preston ever realized the mischief he did. He was pleased with her +appearance. Her purity and <i>naïveté</i> were delightful to him. Her ready +appreciation of the true and beautiful in nature and art, interested +him; and he sought her as a companion, because she was the most +congenial amongst those who surrounded him. He was a man of society, +and never stopped to think that the glowing, enthusiastic creature, +whose eyes gazed up so confidingly to him, as he conversed of +literature and poesy, or whose lips overflowed with earnest, eloquent +words, was an innocent, guileless child, into whose Undine nature he +had summoned the soul. He had been many years engaged, heart and hand, +to another; and circumstances alone had delayed the fulfillment of +that engagement. This Agnes knew nothing of, and surrendered herself +up, heart and soul, to him, unasked, poor girl! He regarded her as an +interesting, lovely girl, but he attributed the enthusiasm and feeling +which he unconsciously had called into birth, to the exquisite +formation of her spirit, and thought her a most superior creature. No +one marked the <i>affaire</i> as I did, for we were surrounded by those who +knew of Mr. Preston's situation in life, and his engagement, and who, +moreover, regarded Agnes as a child in comparison to him—an unformed +woman, quite beneath the choice of one so <i>distingué</i> as was Mr. +Preston.</p> + +<p>Our visit drew near to a close; the evening before our departure I was +looking over some rare and beautiful engravings in the library. A gay +party were assembled in the adjoining apartments, and Mr. Preston had +been Agnes' partner during the quad<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[284]</a></span>rilles and voluptuous waltz. I had +lingered in the library, partly from shyness, partly from a desire to +take a farewell of my favorite haunt, and look over my pet books and +pictures, while the rich waves of melody floated around my ears. At +the close of a brilliant waltz, Mr. Preston and Agnes joined me, and I +found myself listening with as much earnestness as Agnes to the mellow +tones of his voice, while he pointed out to us beauties and defects in +the pictures, and heightened the interest we already took in them by +classical allusion or thrilling recital. If the subject of a picture +was unknown, he would throw around it the web of some fancied story, +improvised on the instant. I listened to him with delight; every thing +surrounding us tended to increase the effect of the spell. Music +swelled in voluptuous cadences, merry voices, and the gushing sound of +heart-felt laughter greeted our ears. Opposite the table over which we +were leaning was a door, which opened into a conservatory, through +whose glasses streamed the cold, pure moonlight, beaming on the +exotics that in silence breathed an almost over-powering odor; and my +eyes dwelt upon that quiet, cool spot, while the soft, harmonious +conversation of my companions, and the merry, joyous sounds of the +ball-room, blended half dreamily in my ears.</p> + +<p>"You are wishing to escape into that conservatory, Miss Duval," said +Mr. Preston to me suddenly.</p> + +<p>A warm blush mantled my face, for I fancied he thought I was weary of +his conversation. I stammered out some reply, I scarce knew what, +which was not listened to, however, for Agnes, catching sight of an +Ethiop gypsey flower at the far end of the conservatory, expressed a +wish to see it. Mr. Preston with earnestness opposed the change—the +atmosphere there, he feared, was too chilling; but as she rested her +hand on his, with childish confidence, to prove to him the excitement +and flush of the gay waltz had passed, and looked up with such beaming +joyfulness out of her dark, violet eyes, he smilingly yielded; but +first wrapped around her shoulders, with affectionate solicitude, an +Indian <i>crêpe</i> shawl, that hung near him on a chair. "<i>Poor little +me</i>" was not thought of; I might take cold if I could, he would not +have noted it; but I ejaculated to myself, "If I am too young for Mr. +Preston to feel any interest in, a few years will make a vast +difference, and maybe in the future I shall be an object of care to +some one."</p> + +<p>We reached the beautiful flower, over which Agnes hung; and as she +inhaled its fragrance, she murmured in low words, which Mr. Preston +bent his tall, graceful form to hear,</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Thou dusky flower, I stoop to inhale<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Thy fragrance—thou art one<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That wooeth not the vulgar eye,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Nor the broad-staring sun.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Therefore I love thee! (selfish love<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Such preference may be,)<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That thou reservest all thy sweets,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Coy thing, for night and me."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>"This flower must be mine, Miss Agnes," said Mr. Preston, with +gallantry; "and when I look on it, it will tell me of the delicate +taste and pure spirit of one who has rendered six weeks of my +cheerless life bright."</p> + +<p>The chill moonlight shone down on Agnes, and its rays nestled between +the ringlets and her downy cheek, but its cold beams could not blench +the rosy hue, that mounted to her blue veined temples, as Mr. Preston +severed the fragrant exotic from its stem, and carefully pressed it +between the leaves of his tablets. Many such words followed, and I +walked unheeded beside them, as they lingered in this lovely place. +Pity that such blessed hours should ever be ended—that life's lights +should need dark shadows. Midnight swept over us ere good-night was +said; and in a half-dreamy state of rapture, Agnes rested her head on +her pillow. Nothing had been said; no love had been actually +expressed, in the vulgar sense of the word, and according to the +world's view of such matters, Mr. Preston was entirely guiltless of +the dark, heavy cloud that hung over the pathway of that young +creature from that night.</p> + +<p>We returned to our homes; I benefited by my visit, for my mind had +been improved by the association with older and superior persons—and +I returned with renewed zeal to my studies and reading, that I might +understand that which had appeared but "darkly to my mind's eye." But +Agnes found her companionless home still more cheerless. The bustling, +thrifty mother, and hearty, noisy brothers, greeted her with earnest +kindness; but after a few weeks had passed, her spirit flagged. She +lived for awhile upon the recollection of the past, and that buoyed +her up; but, as day after day went noiselessly and uneventfully by, +her heart grew aweary of the dear "hope deferred," and a listlessness +took possession of her. Poor girl! the rosy hue of her cheek faded, +and the bright light of her eye grew dim. Her bustling, active family +did not take notice of the change in her appearance and spirits; but +I, thrown daily with her, noted it with anxiety. I sought to interest +her in my studies, and asked her assistance in my music. With labor +she would exert herself to aid me; and at times her old enthusiasm +would burst forth, but only as the gleams of an expiring taper; every +thing seemed wearisome to her.</p> + +<p>One morning I heard that she had been seized with a dangerous illness, +and I hastily obeyed the summons which I had received from her mother. +What a commotion was that bustling family thrown into. The physicians +pronounced her sickness a brain fever. When I reached her bedside, she +was raving, and her beautiful eyes gazed vacantly on the nearest and +dearest of her friends; even the mother that bore her hung over her +unrecognized. She had retired as usual the night before, her mother +said, apparently well; but at midnight the family had been awakened by +her shrieks and cries. I watched beside her bed weepingly, for I never +hoped to see her again in health. The dark wing of Death I felt +already drooping over her; and with anguish I listened to the snatches +of poetry and song that fell in fragments from her lips. As I was +placing a cup on a table in her room, during the day, my eye caught +sight of two cards tied with white satin ribbon, and on them I read +the names of Mr. Ralph Preston and his bride, with these words hastily +written in pencil in Mr.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[285]</a></span> Preston's handwriting on the larger of the +two cards,</p> + +<p>"You will, my lovely friend, rejoice in my happiness, I am sure. Short +was our acquaintance, but with the hope that I am not forgotten, I +hasten to inform you that the cheerless life-path you deigned to +brighten for a few short hours by your kind smiles, is now rendered +calm and joyous. I am at last married to the one I have secretly +worshiped for years. We both pray you may know happiness exquisite as +ours."</p> + +<p>How quickly I divined the cause of my friend's illness; no longer was +it a mystery to me as it was to her family. Those silent cards had +been the messengers of evil, and had been mute witnesses of the bitter +anguish that had wrung her young heart. There, in the silent night, +had she struggled with her agony; and I fancied I heard her calling on +Heaven for strength—that Heaven to which we only appeal when +overwhelmed by the sad whirldwind caused by our errors or passions. +But strength had been denied, and her spirit sank fainting.</p> + +<p>For weeks we watched the fluttering life within her, at times giving +up all hope; but youth and careful nursing aided the struggle of +Nature with Death, and at last Agnes opened her languid eyes upon us, +and was pronounced out of immediate danger. The sickening pallor that +overspread her face an instant after her returning consciousness, I +well understood; the thought of her heart's desolation came to her +memory, and I fear life was any thing but a blessing to her then. Her +health continued delicate; and at last it was deemed advisable to take +her to a more genial climate—that change of scene and air might +strengthen her constitution, and raise her spirits, depressed, the +physician said, by sickness. I knew better than the wise Esculapius; +but my knowledge could not restore her. Her father was a man of +considerable wealth, therefore no expense was spared for her benefit. +They resided some years in Europe, and the letters I received from +Agnes proved that the change had, indeed, been of benefit. New +associations surrounded her, and dissipated the sad foreboding +thoughts, bringing her to a more healthy state of mind. I was a little +surprised, however, when I heard of her approaching marriage with Mr. +Mason. Had I been as old as I am now, I would not have felt that +wonder; but I was still young and sentimental enough to fancy the +possibility of cherishing an "unrequited, luckless love, even unto +death." Agnes had never spoken openly to me of her unfortunate +attachment, but there was always a tacit understanding between us. She +was too delicate and refined, too sensitive to indulge in the eager +confidence which a coarser mind would have luxuriated in; but in +writing to, or talking with me, she many times expressed herself in +earnest, feeling words, that to a stranger would have seemed only as +"fine sentiments," while to me, who knew her sad history, they bore a +deeper meaning; therefore, the letter I received from her, on her +marriage, was well understood, and quietly appreciated by me.</p> + +<p>"I wonder if you will be surprised, my dear Enna," she wrote, "when +you hear that I am married? A few years ago it would have surprised +me, and I should have thought it impossible. Moreover, I am marrying a +man for whom I do not entertain that 'rapturous, soul-engrossing, +enthusiastic love' which we have always deemed so necessary in +marrying, and which, Heaven knows, I was once capable of bestowing on +a husband. Mr. Mason, whom I am about to marry, is not a man who +requires such love. The calm, quiet respect and friendship I entertain +for him, suits him far better. He is matter-of-fact—think of that, +Enna—not at all like the imaginary heroes of love we have talked of +together. But he is high-minded, and possesses much intelligence and +cultivation. We have been friends a long while, and I am confident +that, if life and health are spared, happiness will result to both +from our union."</p> + +<p>She did not return to her country for many years after her marriage; +and when I again saw her, she presented a strong contrast, in +appearance, to the pale, heart-broken creature I had parted with ten +years before. She was more beautiful even than in her youth—still +delicate and spiritual in appearance; and the calm, matronly dignity +that pervaded her manner rendered her very lovely. Several children +she had—for our Lillie can boast a Neapolitan birth; but in her whole +troop she has but this one darling girl. Calm and quiet is Agnes Mason +in her general deportment; but her intercourse with her children +presents a strong contrast—then it is her "old enthusiasm" bursts +forth. She has been a devoted mother; and her children think her the +most perfect creature on earth. The intercourse between Agnes and +Lillie is, indeed, interesting. On the mother's part there is intense +devotion, which is fully returned by the daughter, blended with +reverential feelings. She has superintended her education, and +rendered what would have been wearisome tasks, "labors of love." How +often have I found them in the library with heads bent over the same +page, and eyes expressive of the same enthusiasm; or at the piano, +with voices and hands uniting to produce what was to my ears exquisite +harmony. Agnes' love-requiring heart, "like the Deluge wanderer," has +at last found a resting-place, and on her daughter, and on her noble, +beautiful boys, the whole rich tide of her love has been poured.</p> + +<p>Lillie Mason, with all her beauty and wealth, will never be a belle, +as her mother says she has been made too much of "a household +darling." I watched her one evening, not a long while since, at a gay +ball, where her mother and I sat as spectatresses. She had been +persuaded from our side by a dashing <i>distingué</i> youth, and was moving +most gracefully with him through a quadrille. In the pauses of the +dance he seemed most anxious to interest her, and I saw his fine, dark +eyes bend on her very tender glances. Her <i>bouquet</i> seemed to him an +object of especial attention, and though a graceful dancer himself, he +seemed so wrapt up in his notice of these fragrant flowers as to +derange the quadrille more than once. I drew Agnes' attention to this.</p> + +<p>"But see," said Agnes, "how coolly and calmly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[286]</a></span> Lillie draws his +attention to the forgotten figures. I'll answer for it, she spoils +many of that youth's fine sentiments."</p> + +<p>"I wonder," said Lillie, with a half-vexed air, after her partner had +placed her beside her mother, while he hastened to procure some +refreshments for us, "I wonder what Mr. Carlton dances for. I would +not take the trouble to stand up in a quadrille, if I were in his +place. He always talks so much as to quite forget the movements of the +dance. He renders me more nervous than any partner I ever have, for I +dislike to see my <i>vis-a-vis</i> so bored. Just now he went through the +whole "language of flowers" in my bouquet, which would have been +interesting elsewhere, for he quotes poetry right cleverly; but it was +a little out of place where the bang of the instruments, and the +<i>chazzez</i> and the <i>balancez</i> made me lose one half of his pretty +eloquence. Quadrilles are senseless things any how;" and our pretty +Lillie actually yawned as she begged to know if it was not time to +go. "You know, dear mamma," she said, "that I have to arise very early +to-morrow morning, to help Tom in that hard lesson he groaned so +pitifully over to-night."</p> + +<p>As we left the ball-room, and were making our adieux to the fair +hostess, I overheard young Carlton say reproachfully to Lillie,</p> + +<p>"And so you are going to leave without dancing that next quadrille +with me. I know my name is on your tablets. This is too unkind, Miss +Mason."</p> + +<p>Young Carleton is very devoted; but if his devotion is only a passing +caprice, our Lillie will not be injured by it. There is no danger of +her "falling in love" hastily, even if the lover be as handsome and +interesting as the one in question. Luckily for her happiness, her +mother, profiting by her own sad experience, has cultivated the sweet +blossoms of domestic love, and, as she says, "My Lillie's heart will +always belong, at least two-thirds, to her mother and family."</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="MIDNIGHT" id="MIDNIGHT"></a>MIDNIGHT.</h3> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY THOMAS BUCHANAN READ.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">The moon looks down on a world of snow,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And the midnight lamp is burning low,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And the fading embers mildly glow<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In their bed of ashes soft and deep;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">All, all is still as the hour of death—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I only hear what the old clock saith,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And the mother and infant's easy breath,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">That flows from the holy land of Sleep.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Or the watchman who solemnly wakes the dark,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">With a voice like a prophet's when few will hark,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And the answering hounds that bay and bark<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To the red cock's clarion horn—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The world goes on—the restless world,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">With its freight of sleep through darkness hurled,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Like a mighty ship, when her sails are furled,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">On a rapid but noiseless river borne.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Say on old clock—I love you well,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">For your silver chime, and the truths you tell—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Your every stroke is but the knell<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of Hope, or Sorrow buried deep;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Say on—but only let me hear<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The sound most sweet to my listening ear,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The child and the mother breathing clear<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Within the harvest-fields of Sleep.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Thou watchman, on thy lonely round,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I thank thee for that warning sound—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The clarion cock and the baying hound<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Not less their dreary vigils keep;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Still hearkening, I will love you all,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">While in each silent interval<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I can hear those dear breasts rise and fall<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Upon the airy tide of Sleep.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Old world, on Time's benighted stream<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Sweep down till the stars of morning beam<br /></span> +<span class="i0">From orient shores—nor break the dream<br /></span> +<span class="i2">That calms my love to pleasures deep;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Roll on and give my Bud and Rose<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The fullness of thy best repose,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The blessedness which only flows<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Along the silent realms of Sleep.<br /></span> +</div></div> +<br />,br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="A_VISION" id="A_VISION"></a>A VISION.</h3> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY R. H. STODDARD.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">I saw the Past, in heaven a mighty train,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A countless multitude of solemn years,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Standing like souls of martyred saints, and tears<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Ran down their pallid cheeks like summer rain;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">They clasped and wrung their white hands evermore,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Wailing, demanding vengeance on the world:<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And Judgment, with his garments sprinkled o'er<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With guilty blood, and dusky wings unfurled,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And sword unsheathed, expectant of His nod,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Stood waiting by the burning throne, and God<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Rose up in heaven in ire—but Mercy fair,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">A piteous damsel clad in spotless white,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">In supplication sweet and earnest prayer<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Knelt at his feet and clung around his robe of light.</span> +</div></div> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="THE_NEW_ENGLAND_FACTORY_GIRL" id="THE_NEW_ENGLAND_FACTORY_GIRL"></a>THE NEW ENGLAND FACTORY GIRL.</h3> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[287]</a></span> + +<h4>A SKETCH OF EVERYDAY LIFE.</h4> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY MRS. JOSEPH C. NEAL.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">For naught its power to STRENGTH can teach<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Like EMULATION—and ENDEAVOR. SCHILLER.<br /></span> +</div></div> + + +<h4>CHAPTER I.</h4> + +<h5>HOPING AND PLANNING.</h5> + +<p>The family of Deacon Gordon were gathered in the large kitchen, at the +commencement of the first snow-storm of the season. With what delight +the children watched the driving clouds—and shouted with exultation +as they tried to count the fleecy flakes floating gently to the +earth—nestling upon its bleak, bare surface as if they would fain +shield it with a pure and beautiful mantle. Faster and faster came the +storm, even the deacon concluded that it would amount to something, +after all; perhaps there might be sleighing on Thanksgiving-day; +though he thought it rather uncertain. His wife did not reply, she was +bidding the children be a little less noisy in their mirth.</p> + +<p>"We can get out our sleds in the morning, can't we, Mary?" said Master +Ned. "I'm so glad you finished my mittens last Saturday. I told Tom +Kelly I hoped it would snow soon, for I wanted to see how warm they +were. Wont I make the ice-balls fly!"</p> + +<p>Ned had grown energetic with the thought, and seizing his mother's +ball of worsted aimed it at poor puss, who was sleeping quietly before +the blazing fire. Alas! for Neddy—puss but winked her great sleepy +eyes as the ball whizzed past, and was buried in the pile of ashes +that had gathered around the huge "back-log." His mother did not +scold; she had never been known to disturb the serenity of the good +deacon by an ebullition of angry words. Indeed, the neighbors often +said she was <i>too</i> quiet, letting the children have their own way. +'Mrs. Gordon chose to rule by the law of love, a mode of government +little understood by those around her. Could they have witnessed Ned's +penitent look, when his mother simply said—"Do you see how much +trouble you have given me, my son?" they would not have doubted its +efficacy.</p> + +<p>The deacon said nothing, but opened the almanac he had just taken down +from its allotted corner, and thought, as he searched for "Nov. 25th," +that he had the best wife in the world, and if his children were not +good it was their own fault. The great maxim of the deacon's life had +been "let well enough alone"—but not always seeing clearly what was +"well enough," he was often surprised when he found matters did not +turn out as he had expected. This had made him comparatively a poor +man, though the fine farm he had inherited from his father should +have rendered him perfectly independent of the world. Little by little +had been sold, until it was not more than half its original size, and +the remainder, far less fertile than of old, scarce yielded a +sufficient support for his now numerous family. He had a holy horror +of debt, however—and with his wife's rigid and careful economy, he +managed to balance accounts at the end of the year. But this was +all—there was nothing in reserve—should illness or misfortune +overtake him, life's struggle would be hard indeed for his youthful +family.</p> + +<p>The deacon was satisfied—he had found the day of the month, and in a +spirit of prophecy quite remarkable, the context added, "Snow to be +expected about this time."</p> + +<p>"It's late enough for snow, that's true," said he, as he carefully +replaced his "farmer's library," then remarking it was near time for +tea, he took up his blue homespun frock, and went out in the face of +the storm to see that the cattle were properly cared for. The deacon +daily exemplified the motto—"A merciful man is merciful to his +beast."</p> + +<p>"Father is right," said Mrs. Gordon, using the familiar title so +commonly bestowed upon the head of the family in that section of +country. "Mary, it is quite time you were busy, and you, James, had +better get in the wood."</p> + +<p>The young people to whom she spoke had been conversing apart at the +furthest window of the room. Mary, a girl of fifteen, James, scarce +more than a year her senior. They started at their mother's voice, as +if they had quite forgotten where they were, but in an instant +good-humoredly said she was right, and without delay commenced their +several tasks. James was assisted by Ned, who, since he had come into +possession of his first pair of boots—an era in the life of every +boy—had been promoted to the office of chip-gatherer; and Sue, a rosy +little girl of eight or nine, spread the table, while her sister +prepared the tea, cutting the snowy loaves made by her own hand; and +bringing a roll of golden butter she herself had moulded, Mrs. Gordon +gave a look of general supervision, and finished the preparations for +the evening meal by the addition of cheese—such as city people never +see—just as Mr. Gordon and James returned, stamping the snow from +their heavy boots, and sending a shower of drops from the already +melting mass which clung to them.</p> + +<p>Never was there a happier group gathered about a farmer's table, and +when, with bowed head and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[288]</a></span> solemn voice, the father had begged the +blessing of Heaven upon their simple fare, the children did ample +justice to the plain but substantial viands. Mrs. Gordon wondered how +they found time to eat, there was so much to be said on all sides; but +talk as they would—and it is an established fact that the +conversational powers of children are developed with greater +brilliancy at table than elsewhere—when the repast was finished there +was very little reason to complain on the score of bad appetites.</p> + +<p>Then commenced the not unpleasant task of brightening and putting away +the oft used dishes. Mary and Sue were no loiterers, and by the time +their mother had swept the hearth, and arranged the displaced +furniture, cups and plates were shining on the dresser, as the red +fire-light gleamed upon them. The deacon sat gazing intently upon the +glowing embers—apparently in deep meditation, though it is to be +questioned whether he thought at all. Mrs. Gordon had resumed her +knitting, while Sue and Ned, after disputing some time whose turn it +was to hold the yarn, were busily employed in winding a skein of +worsted into birds-nest balls.</p> + +<p>"Seven o'clock comes very soon, don't it Eddy?" said Sue, as their +heads came in contact at the unraveling of a terrible "tangle"—"I +wish it would be always daylight, and then wouldn't we sit up a great +many hours? I'd go to school at night instead of the daytime, and do +all my errands, and go to meeting too—then we should have all day +long to play in, and if we got tired we could lie down on the grass in +the orchard and take a little nap, or here before the fire if it was +winter. Oh, dear! I'm sure I can't see why there's any dark at all!"</p> + +<p>"You girls don't know any thing," answered Master Ned, with the +inherent air of superiority which alike animates the boy and the man, +where women are concerned—"If there was no night what would become of +the chickens? They can't go to sleep in the daylight, can they, I'd +like to know? And if they didn't go to sleep how would they ever get +fat, or large; and maybe they wouldn't have feathers; then what would +we do for bolsters, and beds, and pillows? You didn't think of that, I +guess, Susy."</p> + +<p>Ned's patronizing air quite offended his sister, but she did not stop +to show it, for she had, as she thought, found an admirable plan for +the chickens.</p> + +<p>"Well," said she slowly, not perceiving in her abstraction that the +skein was nearly wound, "we could make a dark room in the barn for the +biddies, and they could go in there when it ought to be sundown. I +guess they'd know—" but here there came an end to the skein and their +speculations, for seven o'clock rung clearly and loudly from the +wooden time-piece in the corner, and the children obeyed the signal +for bed, not without many "oh, dears," and wishes that the clock could +not strike.</p> + +<p>"James," said his elder sister, as their mother left the room with the +little ones, "let us tell father and mother all about it to-night. +They might as well know now as any time; and Stephen will be back in +the morning."</p> + +<p>"Don't speak so loud," whispered the boy, "father will hear you. I +suppose we might as well; but I do so dread it, I'm sure it would kill +me if they were to say no, and now I can hope at least."</p> + +<p>"I know it all," said his stronger minded adviser, "but I shall feel +better when they are told. I know mother wonders what we are always +whispering about; and it does not seem right to hide any thing from +her. Here she is, and when we've got father's cider and the apples, I +shall tell them if you don't."</p> + +<p>Poor James! it was evident that he had a cherished project at stake. +Never before had he been so long in drawing the cider. Mary had heaped +her basket with rosy-cheeked apples before he had finished; and when +at length he came from the cellar, his hand trembled, so that the +brown beverage was spilled upon the neat hearth.</p> + +<p>"You are a little careless," said his mother; but the boy offered no +excuse; he cast an imploring glance at his sister, and walked to the +window, though the night was dark as Erebus, and the sleet struck +sharply against the glass.</p> + +<p>"James and I want to talk with you a little while, father and mother, +if you can listen now," said Mary, boldly; and then there was a +pause—for she had dropped a whole row of stitches in her knitting, +and numberless were the loops which were left, as she took them up +again.</p> + +<p>Her father looked at her with a stare of astonishment, or else he was +getting sleepy, and was obliged to open his eyes very widely, lest +they should close without his knowledge.</p> + +<p>"Well, my child," said Mrs. Gordon, in a gentle tone of +encouragement—for she thought, from Mary's manner, that the +development of the confidential communications of the brother and +sister was at hand.</p> + +<p>"We have been making a plan, mother—" but James could go no further, +and left the sentence unfinished. "Mary will tell you all," he added, +in a choking voice, as he turned once more to the window.</p> + +<p>Mary did tell all, clearly, and without hesitation; while her mother's +pride, and her father's astonishment increased as the narrative +progressed. James, young as he was, had fixed his heart upon gaining a +classical education—a thing not so rare in the New England States as +with us, for there the false idea still prevails, that a man is unfit +to enter upon a profession until he has served the four years' +laborious apprenticeship imposed upon all "candidates for college +prizes." With us, the feeling has almost entirely passed away; a man +is not judged by the number of years he is supposed to have devoted to +the literature of past ages—the question is, what does he know? not, +how was that knowledge gained? But in the rigid and formal atmosphere +by which it was the fortune of our little hero to be surrounded, the +prejudice was strong as ever; and the ambitious boy, in dreaming out +for himself a life of fame and honor, saw before him, as an obstacle +hardly possible of being surmounted, a collegiate education.</p> + +<p>For months he had kept the project a secret in his own heart, and had +daily, and almost hourly, gone over and over again, every difficulty +which presented itself. He saw at once that he could expect no aid<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[289]</a></span> +from his father, for he knew the constant struggle going on in the +household to narrow increasing expenses to their humble means. His +elder brother, Stephen, would even oppose the plan—for, he being very +like their father, was plodding and industrious, content with the +present hour, and heartily despised books and schools, as being +entirely beneath his notice. His mother would, he hoped, aid him by +her approval and encouragement—this was all <i>she</i> could bestow; and +Mary, however willing, had not more to offer. At length he resolved to +tell his sister, who had ever been his counsellor, the project which +he had so long cherished.</p> + +<p>"I am not selfish about it," said he, as he dilated upon the success +which he felt sure would be his, could this first stumbling-block but +be removed. "Think how much I could do for you all. Father would be +relieved from the burden of supporting me, for he does not need my +assistance now, the farm is so small, and Ed is growing old enough to +do all my work. Then you should have a capital education, for you +ought to have it; and you could teach a school that would be more to +the purpose than the district school. After I had helped you all, then +I could work for myself; and mother would be so proud of her son. But, +oh! Mary," and the boy's heart sank within him, "I know it can never +be."</p> + +<p>The two, brother and sister, as they sat there together, were a fair +illustration of the "dreamer and the worker." Mary was scarce fifteen, +but she was thoughtful beyond her years, yet as hopeful as the child. +"Yes, I could keep school," thought she, as she looked into her +brother's earnest eyes. "What can hinder my keeping school now; and +the money I can earn, with James having his vacations to work in, +might support him."</p> + +<p>But with this thought came another. She knew that the pay given to +district schoolteachers—women especially—was at best a bare +pittance, scarce more than sufficient for herself—for she could not +think of burdening her parents with her maintenance when her time and +labor was not theirs; and she knew that her education was too limited +to seek a larger sphere of action. So she covered her bright young +face with her hands, and it was clouded for a time with deep thought; +then looking suddenly up, the boy wondered at the change which had +passed over it, there was so much joy, even exultation in every +feature.</p> + +<p>"I have it," said she, throwing her arms fondly about his neck. "I +know how I can earn a deal of money, more than I want. If mother will +let me, I can go to Lowell and work in a factory. Susan Hunt paid the +mortgage on her father's farm in three years; and I'm sure it would +not take any more for you than she earned."</p> + +<p>At first the boy's heart beat wildly; for the moment it seemed as if +his dearest wishes were about to be accomplished. Then came a feeling +of reproach at his own selfishness, in gaining independence by dooming +his fair young sister to a life of constant labor and self-denial; +wasting, or at least passing the bright hours of her girlhood in the +midst of noise and heat, with rude associations for her refined and +gentle nature.</p> + +<p>"Oh! no, Mary," said he, passionately—"never, never! You are too +good, too generous!" yet the wish of his life was too strong to be +checked at once; and when Mary pleaded, and urged him to consent to +it, and gave a thousand "woman's reasons" why it was best, and how +easy the task would be to her, when lightened by the consciousness +that she was aiding him to take a lofty place among his fellow-men, he +gave a reluctant consent to the plan, ashamed of himself the while, +and dreading lest his parents should oppose what would seem to their +calmer judgment an almost impossible scheme.</p> + +<p>Day after day he had begged Mary to delay asking their consent, though +the suspense was an agony to the enthusiastic boy. Mary knew the +disappointment would be terrible; yet she thought if it was to come, +it had best be over with at once; and, beside, she was more hopeful +than her brother, for she had not so much at stake. Was it any wonder, +then, that James could scarce breathe while his sister calmly told +their plans, and that he dared not look into his mother's face when +the recital was ended.</p> + +<p>There was no word spoken for some moments—the deacon looked into his +wife's face, as if he did not fully understand what he had been +listening to, and sought the explanation from her; but she gazed +intently at the fire, revealing nothing by the expression of her +features until she said, "Your father and I will talk the matter over, +children, and to-morrow you shall hear what we think of it." Without +the least idea of the decision which would be made, James was obliged +to subdue his impatience; and the evening passed wearily enough in +listening to his father's plans for repairing the barn, and making a +new ox-sled. Little did the boy hear, though he seemed to give +undivided attention.</p> + +<p>"Have you well considered all this, my child," said Mrs. Gordon, as +she put her hand tenderly upon her daughter's forehead, and looked +earnestly into her sweet blue eyes. "James is in his own room, so do +not fear to speak openly. Are you not misled by your love for him, and +your wish that he should succeed."</p> + +<p>"No, mother, I have thought again and again, and I know I could work +from morning till night without complaining, if I thought he was +happy. Then it will be but three or four years at the farthest, and I +shall be hardly nineteen then. I can study, too, in the evenings and +mornings, and sometimes I can get away for whole weeks, and come up +here to see you all; Lowell is not very far, you know."</p> + +<p>"But there is another thing, Mary. Do you not know that there are many +people who consider it as a disgrace to toil thus—who would ridicule +you for publicly acknowledging labor was necessary for you; they would +perhaps shun your society, and you would be wounded by seeing them +neglect, and perhaps openly avoid you."</p> + +<p>"I should not care at ail for that, mother. Why is it any worse to +work at Lowell than at home; and you tell me very often that I support +myself now.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[290]</a></span> People that love me would go on loving me just as well as +ever; and those who don't love me, I'm sure I'm willing they should +act as they like."</p> + +<p>"I think myself," replied her mother, pleased at the true spirit of +independence that she saw filled her daughter's heart, "that the +opinion of those who despise honest labor, is not worth caring for. +But you are young, and sneers will have their effect. You must +remember this—it is but natural. There is one thing else—we may both +be mistaken about James' ability; he may be himself—and you could not +bear to see him fail, after all. Think, it may be so; and then all +your time and your earnings will be lost."</p> + +<p>"Not lost, mother," said the young girl, her eyes sparkling with love +and hope, "I should have done all I could to help James, you know."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gordon kissed her good-night with a full heart. She was proud of +her children; and few mothers have more reason for the natural +feeling. "I cannot bear to disappoint her," thought she, yet the +scheme seemed every moment more childish and impracticable.</p> + +<p>James rose, not with the sun, but long before it; and when his father +came down, he was already busily employed in clearing a path to the +well and the barn—for the snow had fallen so heavily, that the drifts +gathered by the night wind, in its rude sport, were piled to the very +windows, obscuring the misty light of the winter's morn. How beautiful +were those snow-wreaths in their perfect purity! The brown and knotted +fences, the dingy out-buildings, were all covered with dazzling +drapery; and the leafless trees were bowed beneath the weight of a +fantastic foliage that glittered in the clear beams of the rising sun +with a splendor that was almost painful to behold.</p> + +<p>"It wont last long with this sun," said the deacon, as he tied a +'comforter' about his throat; "but perhaps you'll have time to give +Mary and the children a ride before the roads are bare again. Mary +must do all her sleighing this winter, for she won't have much time if +she goes to the factory, poor child!"</p> + +<p>The deacon passed on with heavy strides to the barn-yard, and left +James to hope that their petition was not rejected. It was not many +minutes after that Mary came bounding down the stone-steps, heedless +of the snow in which she trod; and the instant he looked upon her face +he was no longer in doubt.</p> + +<p>"<i>Isn't</i> mother good, James! She just called me into her room, and +told me that father and she have concluded we can try it at least; and +Stephen is not to know any thing about it until next April, when I am +to go. We must both of us study very hard this winter, and I shall +have such a deal of sewing to do."</p> + +<p>Mary spoke with delighted eagerness. One would have thought, beholding +her joy, that it was a pleasant journey which she anticipated, or that +a fortune had unexpectedly been left to her; and yet the spring so +longed for, would find her among strangers, working in a close and +crowded room through the bright days. But a contented spirit hath its +own sunshine; and the dearest pleasure that mankind may know, is +contributing to the happiness of those we love. The less selfish our +devotion to friends, the more sacrificing our self-denial in their +behalf, the greater is the reward; so Mary's step was more elastic +than ever, and her bright eyes shone with a steady, cheerful light, as +she went about her daily tasks.</p> + +<p>As she said, it was necessary that they should both be very busy +through the winter, for James hoped to be able to enter college in +August; and Mary, who had heretofore kept pace with him in most of his +studies, though she did stumble at "tupto, tupso, tetupha," and vow +that Greek was not intended for girls, did not wish to give up her +Latin and Geometry. They had such a kind instructor in Mr. Lane, the +village lawyer, that an ambition to please him made them at first +forget the difficulties of the dry rudiments; and then it was that +James first began to dream of one day being able to plead causes +himself—of studying a profession. Mr. Lane, unconsciously, had +encouraged this, by telling his little pupils, to whom he was much +attached, the difficulties that had beset his youthful career, and how +he had gained an honest independence, when he had at first been +without friends or means. Then he would look up at his pretty young +wife, or put out his arms to their little one, as if he thought, and +is not this a sufficient reward for those years of toil and +despondence. James remembered, when he was a student, teaching in +vacations to aid in supporting himself through term time. He had +boarded at Mr. Gordon's, and when he came to settle in the village, +years after, he had offered to teach James and Mary, as a slight +recompense for Mrs. Gordon's early kindness to the poor student. Two +hours each afternoon were passed in Mr. Lane's pleasant little study; +and though Stephen thought it was time wasted, he did not complain +much, for James was doubly active in the morning. Mary, too, +accomplished twice as much as ever before; and after the day's routine +of household labor and study were over, her needle flew quickly, as +she prepared her little wardrobe for leaving home. March was nearly +through before they felt that spring had come; and though Mary's eyes +were sometimes filled with tears at the thought of the coming +separation, they were quickly dried, and the first of April found her +unshaken in her resolution.</p> +<br /> + +<h4>CHAPTER II.</h4> + +<h5>LEAVING HOME—FACTORY LIFE.</h5> + +<p>"To-morrow will be the last day at home," thought Mary, as she bade +her mother good-night, and turned quickly to her own room to conceal +the tears that would start; and, though they fringed the lashes of the +drooping lid when at last she slept, the repose was gentle and +undisturbed—and she awoke at early dawn content, almost happy. The +morning air came freshly to her face as she leaned out of the window +to gaze once more on the extended landscape. Far away upon the +swelling hill-side, patches of snow yet lingered, while near them the +fresh grass was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[291]</a></span> springing; and the old wood, at the back of the +house, was clothed anew in emerald verdure. The sombre pines were +lighted by the glittering sunlight, as it lingered lovingly among +their dim branches ere bursting away to illumine the very depths of +the solitude with smiles. A pleasant perfume was wafted from the +Arbutus, just putting forth its delicate blossoms from their +sheltering covert of dark-green leaves, mingled with the breath of the +snowy-petaled dogwood, and the blue violets that were bedded in the +rich moss on the banks of the little stream. The brook itself went +singing on its way as it wound through the darksome forest, and fell +with a plash, and a murmur, over the huge stones that would have +turned it aside from its course.</p> + +<p>It was the first bright day of spring; and it seemed as if nature had +assumed its loveliest dress to tempt the young girl to forego her +resolve. "Home never looked so beautiful," thought she, turning from +the window; and her step was not light as usual when she joined the +family. Mrs. Gordon was serene as ever; no one could have told from +her manner that she was about to part with her daughter for the first +time; but the children were sobbing bitterly—for they had just been +told that the day had come when their sister was to leave them. They +clung to her dress as she entered, and begged her not to go.</p> + +<p>"What shall we do without <i>you</i>, Mary?" said they; "the house will be +so lonesome."</p> + +<p>Even Stephen, although when the plan was first revealed to him had +opposed it obstinately, was melted to something like forgiveness when +he saw that nothing could change her firm determination.</p> + +<p>"I suppose we must <i>learn</i> to live without you, Molly," said he; "take +good care of yourself, child—but let's have breakfast now."</p> + +<p>The odd combination, spite of her sadness, brought the old smile to +Mary's lip; and when breakfast was over, and the deacon took the large +family Bible from its appointed resting-place, and gathered his little +flock about him, they listened quietly and earnestly to the truths of +holy writ. That family Bible! It was almost the first thing that Mary +could recollect. She remembered sitting on her father's knee, in the +long, bright Sabbath afternoons, and looking with profound awe and +astonishment into the baize-covered volume, at the quaint unartistic +prints that were scattered through it. She recalled the shiver of +horror with which she looked on "<i>Daniel in the den of lions</i>," the +curiosity which the picture of the Garden of Eden called forth, and +the undefined, yet calm and placid feeling which stole over her as she +dwelt longest upon the "Baptism of our Savior." Then there was the +family record—her own birth, and that of her brothers and sisters, +were chronicled underneath that of generations now sleeping in the +shadow of the village church. But this train of thought was broken, as +they reverentially knelt when the volume was closed, and listened to +their father's humble and fervent petition, that God would watch and +guard them all, especially commending to the protection of Heaven, +"the lamb now going out from their midst."</p> + +<p>There were tears even upon Mrs. Gordon's face when the prayer was +ended, but there was no time to indulge in a long and sorrowful +parting. The trunks were standing already corded in the hall; the +little traveling-basket was filled with home-baked luxuries for the +way-side lunch; and Mary was soon arrayed in her plain merino dress +and little straw bonnet. There are some persons who receive whatever +air of fashion and refinement they may have from their dress; others +who impart to the coarsest material a grace that the most <i>recherché</i> +costume fails to give. Our heroine was one of the last—and never was +Chestnut street belle more beautiful than our simple country lassie, +as she stood with her mother's arm twined about her waist, receiving +her parting counsel.</p> + +<p>The last words were said—James, in an agony of grief, had kissed her +again and again, reproaching himself constantly for his selfishness in +consenting that she should go. The children, forgetting their tears in +the excitement of the moment, ran with haste to announce that the +stage was just coming over the hill. Yes, it was standing before the +garden-gate—the trunks were lifted from the door-stone—the +clattering steps fell at her feet—a moment more and Mary was whirled +away from her quiet home, with her father's counsel, and her mother's +earnest "God bless you, and keep you, my child!" ringing in her ears.</p> + +<p>It was quite dark ere the second day's weary journey was at an end. +Mary could scarce believe it possible that she had, indeed, arrived in +the great city, until the confused tumult that rose everywhere +around—the endless lines of glittering lamps that stretched far away +in the darkness, and the rough jolting of the coach over the hard +pavements, told too plainly that she was in a new world, surrounded by +a new order of things. As they drove rapidly through the crowded +streets, she caught a glance at the brilliantly lighted stores, and +the many gayly-dressed people that thronged them. Again the scene +changed, and she looked upon the dark-brick walls that loomed up +before her, and knew that in one of those buildings she was destined +to pass many sad and solitary days. How prison-like they seemed! Her +heart sunk within her as she gazed; the lights—the confusion +bewildered her already wearied brain; and as she sunk back into the +corner of the coach, and buried her face in her hands, she would have +given worlds to have been once more in her still, pleasant home. The +feeling of utter desolation and loneliness overcame completely, for +the time, her firm and buoyant spirit.</p> + +<p>She was roused from her gloomy reverie as the stage stopped before the +door of a small but very comfortable dwelling, at some distance from +the principal thoroughfares. This was the residence of a sister of +Mrs. Jones, to whom she had a letter, and who was expecting her +arrival. She met Mary upon the step with a pleasant smile of welcome, +not at all as if she had been a stranger; and her husband assisted the +coachman to remove the various packages to a neat little room into +which Mary was ushered by her kind hostess, Mrs. Hall. She was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[292]</a></span> very +like her sister, but older and graver. Mary's heart yearned toward her +from the moment of kindly greeting; and when they entered the cheerful +parlor together, the young guest was almost happy once more. The +children of the family, two noisy little rogues, who were very proud +of a baby sister, came for a kiss, ere they left the room for the +night; and then, with Mrs. Hall's piano, and her husband's pleasant +conversation, Mary forgot her timidity and her sadness as the evening +wore away.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Hall will go with you to-morrow to the scene of your new life," +said her hostess, as she bade her young charge good-night. "We have +arranged every thing, and I trust you may be happy, even though away +from your friends. We must try to make a new home for you."</p> + +<p>Mary "blessed her unaware" for her kindness to a stranger; and though +nearly a hundred miles from those she loved, felt contented and +cheerful, and soon fell asleep to dream that she was once more by her +mother's side.</p> + +<p>Again that feeling of desolation returned, when, upon the morrow, +leaning upon the arm of Mr. Hall, she passed through the crowded +streets, and shrank back as the passing multitude jostled against each +other. It seemed as if every one gazed curiously at her, yet, +perchance, not one amid the throng heeded the timid little stranger. +She was first conducted to the house they had chosen for her +boarding-place, and though the lady at its head received her kindly, +she felt more lonely than ever, as she passed through the long halls, +and was regarded with looks of curiosity by the groups of young girls +who were just leaving the house to enter upon their daily tasks. They +were laughing and chatting gayly with each other; and poor Mary +wondered if she should ever feel as careless and happy as they seemed +to be.</p> + +<p>Then they turned toward the "corporation," or factory, in which a +place had been engaged for her. Oh, how endless seemed those long, +noisy rooms; how weary she grew of new faces, and the strange din that +rose up from the city. "I never shall endure this," thought the poor +girl. "I shall never be able to learn my work. How can they go about +so careless and unconcerned, performing their duties, as it were, +mechanically, without thought or annoyance. But for poor Jamie I would +return to-morrow;" and with the thought of her brother came new hope, +new energy—and she resolved to enter upon her task boldly, and +without regret.</p> + +<p>Yet for many days, even weeks, much of her time was spent in sadness, +struggle as she would against the feeling. The girls with whom she was +called daily to associate, were, most of them, kind and good tempered: +and though her instructors did laugh a little at her awkwardness at +first, she had entered so resolutely upon her new tasks that they +soon became comparatively easy to her; and she was so indefatigable +and industrious, that her earnings, after a time, became more even +than she had hoped for.</p> + +<p>Still she was often weary, and almost tempted to despond. The +confinement and the noise was so new to her, that at first her health +partially gave way, and for several weeks she feared that after all +she would be obliged to return to the free mountain-air of her country +home. At such times she went wearily to her labors, and often might +have uttered Miss Barret's "Moan of the Children," as she pressed her +hands upon her throbbing temples.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"All day long the wheels are droning, turning,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Their wind comes in our faces,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Till our hearts turn, and our heads with pulses burning;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And the walls turn in their places!<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Turns the sky in the high window, blank and reeling;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Turns the long light that droopeth down the wall;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Turn the black flies that crawl along the ceiling—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">All are turning all the day, and we with all.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">All day long the iron wheels are droning,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And sometimes we could pray,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">'Oh, ye wheels,' (breaking off in a mad moaning)<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Stop! be silent for to-day!'"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Then, when despondency was fast crushing her spirit, there would, +perhaps, come a long hopeful letter from her brother, who was studying +almost night and day, and a new ambition would rise in her heart, a +fresh strength animate her, until at last, in the daily performance of +her duties, in the knowledge of the happiness she was thus enabled to +confer upon others, her mind became calm and contented, and her health +fully restored.</p> + +<p>Thus passed the first year of her absence from home. She had become +accustomed to the habits and manners of those around her; and though +some of the girls called her a little Methodist, and sneered at her +plain economical dress, even declaring she was parsimonious, because +they knew that she rigidly limited her expenses to a very small +portion of her earnings, there were others among her associates who +fully appreciated the generous self-sacrificing spirit which animated +her, and loved her for the gentleness and purity, which all noticed, +pervaded her every thought and act.</p> + +<p>Then, too, Mrs. Hall was ever her steadfast friend. One evening in +every week was spent in that happy family circle; and there she often +met refined and agreeable society, from which she insensibly look a +tone of mind and manner, that was far superior to that of her +companions. Mrs. Hall directed her reading, and furnished many books +Mary herself was unable to procure. Thus month after month slipped by, +and our heroine had almost forgotten she was among strangers, until +she began to look forward to a coming meeting with those she loved in +her own dear home.</p> +<br /> + +<p class="right">[<i>To be concluded in our next.</i></p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="REVOLUTION" id="REVOLUTION"></a>REVOLUTION.</h3> + + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Anger is madness," said the sage of old;<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And 'tis with nations as it is with man,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Their storms of passion scatter ills untold—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Thus 'tis, and has been, since the world began.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Change, to be blessed, must be calm and clear,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Thoughtful and pure, sinless, and sound of mind;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Else power unchained and change are things of fear—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Let not the struggling to this truth be blind.—ARIAN.<br /></span> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[293]</a></span></div></div> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="FAIR_MARGARET" id="FAIR_MARGARET"></a>FAIR MARGARET.</h3> + +<h4>A LEGEND OF THOMAS THE RHYMER.</h4> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY WILLIAM H. C. HOSMER.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Old yews in the church-yard are crumbled to dust<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Deep shade on her grave-mound once flinging;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But oral tradition, still true to its trust,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Her name by the hearth-stone is singing;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">For never enshrined by the bard in his lay<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Was a being more lovely than Margaret Gray.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Her father, a faithful old tenant, had died<br /></span> +<span class="i2">On lands of Sir Thomas the Seer—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And the child who had sprung like a flower by his side,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Sole mourner, had followed his bier;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But Ereildoun's knight to the orphan was kind,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And watched like a parent the growth of her mind.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">The wizard knew well that her eye was endowed<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With sight mortal vision surpassing—<br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>Now</i> piercing the heart of Oblivion's cloud,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The <i>Past</i>, in its depths, clearly glassing;<br /></span> +<span class="i0"><i>Anon</i> sending glance through that curtain of dread<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Behind which the realm of the Future lies spread.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">He gave her a key to decipher dim scrolls,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With characters wild, scribbled over;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And taught her dark words that would summon back souls<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Of the dead round the living to hover;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Or oped, high discourse with his pupil to hold,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Old books of enchantment with clasps of bright gold.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">The elf queen had met her in green, haunted dells<br /></span> +<span class="i2">When stars in the zenith were twinkling,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And time kept the tramp of her palfry to bells,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">At her bridle rein merrily tinkling:<br /></span> +<span class="i0">By Huntley Burn oft, in the gloaming, she strolled<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Weird shapes, that were not of this earth, to behold.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">One eve came true Thomas to Margaret's bower,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In this wise the maiden addressing—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">"No more will I visible be from this hour,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Save to those sight unearthly possessing;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But when I am seen at feast, funeral or fair<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Let the mortal who makes revelation beware!"<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Long years came and passed, and the Rhymer's dread seat<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Was vacant the Eildon Tree under,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And oft would old friends by the ingle-side meet,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And talk of his absence in wonder:<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Some thought that, afar from the dwellings of men,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">He had died in some lone Highland forest or glen:<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">But others believed that in bright fairy land<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The mighty magician was living—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That newness of life to worn heart and weak hand,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Soft winds and pure waters were giving;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">That back to the region of heather and pine<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Would he come unimpaired by old age or decline.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Astir was all Scotland! from mountain and moor,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With banner folds streaming in air,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Proud lord and retainer, the wealthy and poor,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Thronged forth in their plaids to the fair;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Steeds, pricked by their riders, loud clattering made,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And, cheered by his clansmen, the bag-piper played.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Gay lassies with snoods from the border and hills<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In holyday garb hurried thither,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">With eyes like the crystal of rock-shaded rills,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And cheeks like the bells of the heather;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">But fairest of all, in that goodly array,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Was the Lily of Bemerside, Margaret Gray.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">While Ayr with a gathering host overflowed,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">She marked with a look of delight<br /></span> +<span class="i0">A white-bearded horseman who gallantly rode<br /></span> +<span class="i2">On a mettlesome steed black as night,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And cried, forcing wildly her way through the throng,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">"<i>Oh! master, thy pupil hath mourned for thee long!</i>"<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Then, checking his courser, the brow of the seer<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Grew dark, through its locks long and frosted,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And making a sign with his hand to draw near,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Thus the lovely offender accosted—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">"By which of thine eyes was thy master descried?"<br /></span> +<span class="i0">"With my <i>left</i> I behold thee!" the damsel replied.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">One moment he gazed on the beautiful face,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In fondness upturned to his own,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">As if anger at length to relenting gave place,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Then fixed grew his visage like stone:—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">On the violet lid his cold finger he laid,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And extinguished forever the sight of the maid.<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p><b>NOTE.</b></p> + +<p>I am indebted to Hugh Cameron, Esquire, of Buffalo, N. Y., for this +strange and strikingly beautiful legend. Mr. C. informs me that it has +long formed a part of the fire-side lore of his own clan; and, from a +remote period, has lived in the memory of Scotland's peasantry.</p> + +<p>He expressed surprise that men of antiquarian taste, in compiling +border ballads, and tales of enchantment, had not given "Fair +Margaret" a conspicuous place in their pages; and at his suggestion I +have attempted to clothe the fanciful outlines of the original in the +drapery of English verse.</p> + +<p>The Eildon tree referred to in the poem was the favorite seat of +Thomas the Rhymer, and there he gave utterance to his prophecies.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="STANZAS2" id="STANZAS2"></a>STANZAS.</h3> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">The rain-bird shakes her dusty wings<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And leaves the sunny strand,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">For mossy springs, and sweetly sings,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To greet her native land.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">The camel in the desert heeds<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Where distant waters lay,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And onward speeds, to flowery meads,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And fountains far away.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">The freshest drops will Beauty choose<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To keep her floweret wet,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The purest dews, to save its hues—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Her gentle violet.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">So—may sweet Grace our hearts renew<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With waters from above,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">So—keep in view what Mercy drew<br /></span> +<span class="i2">From this deep well of love. W. H. DENNY.<br /></span> +</div></div> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="THE_LONE_BUFFALO" id="THE_LONE_BUFFALO"></a>THE LONE BUFFALO.</h3> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[294]</a></span> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY CHARLES LANMAN, AUTHOR OF "A SUMMER IN THE WILDERNESS," ETC.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + + +<p>Among the many legends which the traveler frequently hears, while +crossing the prairies of the Far West, I remember one, which accounts +in a most romantic manner for the origin of thunder. A summer-storm +was sweeping over the land, and I had sought a temporary shelter in +the lodge of a Sioux Indian on the banks of the St. Peters. Vividly +flashed the lightning, and an occasional peal of thunder echoed +through the firmament. While the storm continued my host and his +family paid but little attention to my comfort, for they were all +evidently stricken with terror. I endeavored to quell their fears, and +for that purpose asked them a variety of questions respecting their +people, but they only replied by repeating, in a dismal tone, the name +of the Lone Buffalo. My curiosity was of course excited, and it may be +readily imagined that I did not resume my journey without obtaining an +explanation of the mystic words; and from him who first uttered them +in the Sioux lodge I subsequently obtained the following legend:</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>There was a chief of the Sioux nation whose name was the Master Bear. +He was famous as a prophet and hunter, and was a particular favorite +with the Master of Life. In an evil hour he partook of the white-man's +fire-water, and in a fighting broil unfortunately took the life of a +brother chief. According to ancient custom blood was demanded for +blood, and when next the Master Bear went forth to hunt, he was +waylaid, shot through the heart with an arrow, and his body deposited +in front of his widow's lodge. Bitterly did the woman bewail her +misfortune, now mutilating her body in the most heroic manner, and +anon narrating to her only son, a mere infant, the prominent events of +her husband's life. Night came, and with her child lashed upon her +back, the woman erected a scaffold on the margin of a neighboring +stream, and with none to lend her a helping hand, enveloped the corpse +in her more valuable robes, and fastened it upon the scaffold. She +completed her task just as the day was breaking, when she returned to +her lodge, and shutting herself therein, spent the three following +days without tasting food.</p> + +<p>During her retirement the widow had a dream, in which she was visited +by the Master of Life. He endeavored to console her in her sorrow, and +for the reason that he had loved her husband, promised to make her son +a more famous warrior and medicine man than his father had been. And +what was more remarkable, this prophecy was to be realized within the +period of a few weeks. She told her story in the village, and was +laughed at for her credulity.</p> + +<p>On the following day, when the village boys were throwing the ball +upon the plain, a noble youth suddenly made his appearance among the +players, and eclipsed them all in the bounds he made and the wildness +of his shouts. He was a stranger to all, but when the widow's dream +was remembered, he was recognized as her son, and treated with +respect. But the youth was yet without a name, for his mother had told +him that he should win one for himself by his individual prowess.</p> + +<p>Only a few days had elapsed, when it was rumored that a party of +Pawnees had overtaken and destroyed a Sioux hunter, when it was +immediately determined in council that a party of one hundred warriors +should start upon the war-path and revenge the injury. Another council +was held for the purpose of appointing a leader, when a young man +suddenly entered the ring and claimed the privilege of leading the +way. His authority was angrily questioned, but the stranger only +replied by pointing to the brilliant eagle's feathers on his head, and +by shaking from his belt a large number of fresh Pawnee scalps. They +remembered the stranger boy, and acknowledged the supremacy of the +stranger man.</p> + +<p>Night settled upon the prairie world, and the Sioux warriors started +upon the war-path. Morning dawned, and a Pawnee village was in ashes, +and the bodies of many hundred men, women, and children were left upon +the ground as food for the wolf and vulture. The Sioux warriors +returned to their own encampment, when it was ascertained that the +nameless leader had taken more than twice as many scalps as his +brother warriors. Then it was that a feeling of jealousy arose, which +was soon quieted, however, by the news that the Crow Indians had +stolen a number of horses and many valuable furs from a Sioux hunter +as he was returning from the mountains. Another warlike expedition was +planned, and as before, the nameless warrior took the lead.</p> + +<p>The sun was near his setting, and as the Sioux party looked down upon +a Crow village, which occupied the centre of a charming valley, the +Sioux chief commanded the attention of his braves and addressed them +in the following language:</p> + +<p>"I am about to die, my brothers, and must speak my mind. To be +fortunate in war is your chief ambition, and because I have been +successful you are unhappy. Is this right? Have you acted like men? I +despise you for your meanness, and I intend to prove to you this night +that I am the bravest man in the nation. The task will cost me my +life, but I am anxious that my nature should be changed and I shall be +satisfied. I intend to enter the Crow village alone, but before +departing, I have one favor to command. If I succeed in destroying +that village, and lose my life, I want you, when I am dead, to cut off +my head and protect it with care. You must then<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[295]</a></span> kill one of the +largest buffaloes in the country and cut off his head. You must then +bring his body and my head together, and breathe upon them, when I +shall be free to roam in the Spirit-land at all times, and over our +great Prairie-land wherever I please. And when your hearts are +troubled with wickedness remember the Lone Buffalo."</p> + +<p>The attack upon the Crow village was successful, but according to his +prophecy the Lone Buffalo received his death wound, and his brother +warriors remembered his parting request. The fate of the hero's mother +is unknown, but the Indians believe that it is she who annually sends +from the Spirit-land the warm winds of spring, which cover the +prairies with grass for the sustenance of the Buffalo race. As to the +Lone Buffalo, he is never seen even by the most cunning hunter, +excepting when the moon is at its full. At such times he is invariably +alone, cropping his food in some remote part of the prairies; and +whenever the heavens resound with the moanings of the thunder, the +red-man banishes from his breast every feeling of jealousy, for he +believes it to be the warning voice of the Lone Buffalo.</p> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="THE_ADOPTED_CHILD" id="THE_ADOPTED_CHILD"></a>THE ADOPTED CHILD.</h3> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>BY MRS. FRANCES B. M. BROTHERSON.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"And, oh! the home whence thy bright smile hath parted,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Will it not seem as if the sunny day<br /></span> +<span class="i8">Turned from its door away?<br /></span> +<span class="i0">While through its chambers wandering, weary hearted,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">I languish for thy voice which passed me still,<br /></span> +<span class="i8">Even as a singing rill."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">My gentle child—my own sweet May—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Come sit thee by my side,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Thy wonted place in by-gone years,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Whatever might betide.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Come—I would press that cloudless brow,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And gaze into those eyes,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Whose azure hue and brilliancy<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Seemed borrowed from the skies.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Thou ne'er hast known a mother's love,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Save what my heart hath given;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Thy fair young mother—long years since—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Found rest in yonder Heaven.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Where waves and dashing spray ran high<br /></span> +<span class="i2">We took thee from her grasp;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">All vainly had the Tyrant striven<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To rend that loving clasp.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">We strove in vain life to recall,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And 'neath the old oak's shade<br /></span> +<span class="i0">We laid her calmly down to rest,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In our own woodland glade.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Gently—the turf by stranger hands<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Was o'er her bright head pressed;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And burning tears from stranger hearts<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Fell o'er that place of rest.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">We took thee to our hearts and home,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With blessings on thy head;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">We looked on thy blue eye—and wept—<br /></span> +<span class="i2"><i>Remembered was our dead</i>.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">For parted from our lonely hearth<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Was childhood's sunny smile;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And hushed the household melody<br /></span> +<span class="i2">That could each care beguile.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Thy name—we knew it not—and then<br /></span> +<span class="i2">For many a livelong day<br /></span> +<span class="i0">We sought for one, all beautiful—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And, sweetest, called thee May.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">With thee—came Spring-lime to our home,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Love's wealth of buds and flowers,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Lingering—till in its fairy train<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Shone Summer's golden hours.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">How will I miss thine own dear voice<br /></span> +<span class="i2">In Summer's soft, bright eve;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">A blight will rest on tree and flower—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The hue of things that grieve;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And when the wintry hour hath come,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And 'round the blazing hearth<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Shall cluster faces we have loved—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Lost—lost thy joyous mirth.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Another hand will twine those curls<br /></span> +<span class="i2">That gleam so brightly now;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Another heart will thrill to hear<br /></span> +<span class="i2">From <i>thee</i> affection's vow;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">For I have marked the rosy blush<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Steal o'er thy brow and cheek,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">When gentle words fell on thy ear,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Which only love can speak.<br /></span> +</div><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Tears—tears!—a shadow should not rest<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Upon thy bridal day;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">My spirit's murmurings shall cease<br /></span> +<span class="i2">And joy be thine, sweet May.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">They come with flowers—pure orange flowers—<br /></span> +<span class="i2">To deck thy shining hair;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Young bride—go forth—and bear with thee,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">My blessing and my prayer.<br /></span> +</div></div> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="WHEN_SHALL_I_SEE_THE_OBJECT_THAT_I_LOVE" +id="WHEN_SHALL_I_SEE_THE_OBJECT_THAT_I_LOVE"></a>WHEN SHALL I SEE THE OBJECT THAT I LOVE.</h3> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[296]</a></span> + +<h4>A FAVORITE SWISS AIR.</h4> + +<hr class="short" /> +<h5>ARRANGED FOR THE PIANO FORTE BY JOHN B. MÜLLER.</h5> +<hr class="short" /> + +<h5>COPYRIGHTED BY GEORGE WILLIG, NO. 171 CHESNUT STREET, PHILADELPHIA.</h5> + + +<p><i>Not too slow</i>.</p> +<p><span class="smcap">Piano</span>.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 566px;"> +<img src="images/music1.png" width="566" height="600" +alt="music 1" title="" /></div> +<br /> + +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[297]</a></span> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 545px;"> +<img src="images/music2.png" width="545" height="600" +alt="music 2" title="" /></div> +<br /> + +<h5>2.</h5> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">When shall I see, when shall I see,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">As I have seen before,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The gathering crowd beneath the tree,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">With her that I adore?<br /></span> +<span class="i4">And happy hear<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Her voice so clear,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Blend with my own,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">In liquid tone.<br /></span> +<span class="i0">When shall I see, when shall I see,<br /></span> +<span class="i2">The things I hold so dear?<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<h5>2.</h5> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">Zwar glaenzt die Sonne ueberall<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Dem Menschen in der Welt;<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Doch we zuerst ihr goldner Strahl<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Ihm in das Auge faellt?<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Wo er als Kind,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Sanft und gelind,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">An mütter Hand,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Sprach und empfand,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Da ist allein sein Vaterland<br /></span> +<span class="i2">Koennt' ich's noch einmal seh'n?<br /></span> +</div></div> +<br /><br /> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h3><a name="REVIEW_OF_NEW_BOOKS" id="REVIEW_OF_NEW_BOOKS"></a>REVIEW OF NEW BOOKS.</h3> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[298]</a></span> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Edith Kinnaird, By the Author of "The Maiden Aunt." +Boston: E. Littell & Co.</i></p></div> + +<p>Fiction has exercised an important influence over the public from the +earliest ages of the world. Nor is the reason difficult to determine. +Where one man takes delight in the subtleties of logic, ten derive +pleasure from the indulgence of the fancy. The love of fiction is +common to the unlettered savage as well as to the civilized European, +and has marked alike the ancient and the modern world. The oldest +surviving book, if we except the narrative of Moses, is, perhaps, a +fiction—we mean the book of Job. To reach its date we must go back +beyond the twilight of authentic history, far into the gloom of the +antique past, to the very earliest periods of the earth's existence. +We must ascend to the time when the Assyrian empire was yet in its +youth, when the patriarchs still fed their flocks on the hills of +Palestine, when the memory of the visible presence of the Almighty +among men remained fresh in the traditions of the East. The beautiful +story of Ruth comes next, but ages later than its predecessor. Then +follows the sonorous tale of Homer, clanging with a martial spirit +that will echo to all time. Descending to more modern eras, we reach +the legends of Haroun El Reschid; the tales of the Provençal +troubadours; the romances of chivalry; and finally the novels of this +and the past century. For nearly four thousand years fiction has +delighted and moulded mankind. It has survived, too, when all else has +died. The Chaldean books of astrology are lost to the moderns; but the +story of the Idumean has reached us unimpaired. The lawgivers of Judah +are no more, and the race of Abraham wanders over the earth; but the +simple tale of Ruth preserves the memory of their customs, and keeps +alive the glory of the past.</p> + +<p>It will not do to despise that which is so indestructible, and which +everywhere exercises such powerful influence. Pedants may scorn +fiction as beneath them, and waste their lives in composing dry +treatises that will never be read; but the wise man, instead of +deriding this tremendous engine, will endeavor to bend it to his +purposes; and whether he seeks to shape the tale that is to be +rehearsed on the dreamy banks of the Orontes, or to write the novel +that will be read by thousands in England and America, will labor so +to mix instruction with amusement, that his audience shall insensibly +become moulded to his views. The moral teachers of both ancient and +modern times have chosen the vehicle of fiction to inculcate truth; +and even inspiration has not scorned to employ it in the service of +religion. The most beautiful fictions ever written were the parables +of the Savior. But it is also true that some of the most deleterious +books we have are romances. This, however, is no reason why fiction +should be abandoned to bad men, or proscribed as it is by many +well-meaning moralists. Wesley said, with his strong Saxon sense, that +he did not see why the devil should have all the good tunes.</p> + +<p>Hence, in criticising a novel, it becomes important to examine the +tendency of the work. We utterly repudiate the idea that a reviewer +has nothing to do with the morality of a book. We reject the specious +jargon to the contrary urged by the George Sand school. A novel +should be something more than a mere piece of intellectual mechanism, +because if not, it is injurious. There can be no medium. A fiction +which does not do good does harm. There never was a romance written +which had not its purpose, either open or concealed, from that of +Waverley, which inculcated loyalty, to that of Oliver Twist, which +teaches the brotherhood of man. Some novels are avowedly and +insolently vicious; such are the Adventures of Faublas and the Memoirs +of a Woman of Quality. Others, under the guise of philanthropy, sap +every notion of right and duty: such are Martin the Foundling, +Consuelo, <i>et id omne genus</i>. It is the novels of this last class +which are the most deleterious; for, with much truth, they contain +just enough poison to vitiate the whole mass. Chemists tell us that +the smallest atom of putrid matter, if applied to the most gigantic +body, will, in time, infect the whole: just so the grain of sophistry +in Consuelo, admitting there is no more, in the end destroys all that +the book contains of the beautiful and true. Said a lady in conversing +on this subject: "I always find that people who read such books +remember only what is bad in them." Her plain common sense hit the +nail on the head, while transcendental folly hammered all around it in +vain. We have spoken of Consuelo thus particularly because it is the +best of its class: and of that enervating fiction we here record our +deliberate opinion, that it will turn more than one foolish Miss into +a strolling actress, under the insane and preposterous notion that it +is her mission.</p> + +<p>We do not say that art should be despised by the novelist; we only +contend that it should not be polluted. We would have every novel a +work of art, but the art should be employed on noble subjects, not on +indifferent or disgraceful ones. If authors plead a mission to write, +it must be to write that which will do good. A Raphael may boast of +inspiration when he paints a Madonna, but not when his brush stoops to +a Cyprian or a Satyr. The Pharisees of old prayed unctuously in the +market-places: so the George Sands of our day boast of their superior +insight into the beautiful and true. We doubt whether both are not +impudent hypocrites.</p> + +<p>The novel, which has proved the text to these remarks, belongs to a +different, and, we hold, a better school. It originally appeared in +Sharpe's London Magazine, and has just been republished by E. Littell +& Co. Edith Kinnaird is a fiction which the most artistic mind will +feel delight in perusing, yet one which the humblest will understand, +and from which both may derive improvement. The heroine is neither a +saint nor a fool, but a living woman; her sufferings spring from her +errors, and are redeemed by her repentance: all is natural, beautiful, +refreshing and noble. We rise from the perusal of such a fiction +chastened and improved.</p> + +<p>Instead of rendering its readers dissatisfied with themselves, with +their lot in life, with society, with every thing, this novel makes +them feel that life is a battle, yet that victory is sure to reward +all who combat aright—that after the dust and heat of the struggle +comes the repose of satisfied duty. Yet there is nothing didactic in +the volume. Its<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[299]</a></span> influence upon the heart is like that of the dew of +heaven, silent, gradual, imperceptible. Is not this a proof of its +intrinsic merit?</p> + +<p>Consuelo herself, as an ideal, is not more lovely than Edith Kinnaird, +while the latter, in the eyes of truth, is infinitely the nobler +woman. We hope to hear from the author again. Let us have more of such +novels: there cannot be too many of them. How can noble and talented +souls do more good than by furnishing the right kind of novels. Just +as the old religious painters used to limn saints and Madonnas, let us +now write works of artistic and moral fiction.</p> + + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Jane Eyre. An Autobiography. Boston: William D. +Ticknor & Co.</i> 1 <i>vol.</i> 12<i>mo.</i></p></div> + +<p>Few novels published within the last ten years have made so great a +stir among readers of all classes as this. The Harpers have sold a +vast number of their cheap reprint, and we have here to notice its +appearance in the old duodecimo shape, with large type and white +paper. That the work bears unmistakable marks of power and originality +cannot be questioned, and in a limited range of characterization and +description evinces sagacity and skill. The early portions of the +novel are especially truthful and vivid. The description of the +heroine's youthful life—the exact impression which is conveyed of the +child's mind—the influences which went to modify her character—the +scenes at the boarding-school—all have a distinctness of delineation +which approaches reality itself. But when the authoress comes to deal +with great passions, and represent morbid characters, we find that she +is out of her element. The character of Rochester is the character of +a mechanical monster. The authoress has no living idea of the kind of +person she attempts to describe. She desires to represent a reckless +man, made bad by circumstances, but retaining many marks of a noble +character, and she fills his conversation with slang, makes him +impudent and lustful, a rascal in every sense of the word, without the +remotest idea of what true chivalric love for a woman means; and this +mechanical automaton, whose every motion reveals that he moves not by +vital powers but by springs and machinery, she makes her pure-minded +heroine love and marry.</p> + +<p>There has been a great deal of discussion about the morality of this +part of the novel. The question resolves itself into a question of +art, for we hold that truth of representation and morality of effect +are identical. Immoral characters may be introduced into a book, and +the effect be moral on the reader's mind, but a character which is +both immoral and unnatural ever produces a pernicious effect. Now the +authoress of Jane Eyre has drawn in Rochester an unnatural character, +and she has done it from an ignorance of the inward condition of mind +which immorality such as his either springs from or produces. The +ruffian, with his fierce appetites and Satanic pride, his mistresses +and his perjuries, his hard impudence and insulting sarcasms, she +knows only verbally, so to speak. The words which describe such a +character she interprets with her fancy, enlightened by a reminiscence +of Childe Harold and the Corsair. The result is a compound of vulgar +rascalities and impotent Byronics. Every person who interprets her +description by a knowledge of what profligacy is, cannot fail to see +that she is absurdly connecting certain virtues, of which she knows a +good deal, with certain vices, of which she knows nothing. The +coarseness of portions of the novel, consisting not so much in the +vulgarity of Rochester's conversation as the <i>naive</i> description of +some of his acts—his conduct for three weeks before his intended +marriage, for instance, is also to be laid partly to the ignorance of +the authoress of what ruffianism is, and partly to her ignorance of +what love is. No woman who had ever truly loved could have mistaken so +completely the Rochester type, or could have made her heroine love a +man of proud, selfish, ungovernable appetites, which no sophistry can +lift out of lust.</p> + +<p>We accordingly think that if the innocent young ladies of our land lay +a premium on profligacy, by marrying dissolute rakes for the honor of +reforming them, <i>à la</i> Jane Eyre, their benevolence will be of +questionable utility to the world. There is something romantic to +every inexperienced female mind in the idea of pirates and debauchees, +who have sentiment as well as slang, miseries as well as vices. Such +gentlemen their imaginations are apt to survey under the light of the +picturesque instead of under the light of conscience. Every poet and +novelist who addresses them on this weak side is sure of getting a +favorable hearing. Byron's popularity, as distinguished from his fame, +was mainly owing to the felicity with which he supplied the current +demand for romantic wickedness. The authoress of Jane Eyre is not a +Byron, but a talented woman, who, in her own sphere of thought and +observation, is eminently trustworthy and true, but out of it hardly +rises above the conceptions of a boarding-school Miss in her teens. +She appears to us a kind of strong-minded old maid, but with her +strong-mindedness greatly modified by the presumption as well as the +sentimentality of romantic humbug.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Novum Testamentum Domini Nostri Jesu Christi. Interpetre +Theodora Beza. Philadelphia: Geo. S. Appleton.</i></p></div> + +<p>In relation to the character of this version it is scarcely necessary +for us to speak. It has for centuries received the approbation of the +wisest and the best; and the copy before us seems to us, upon a brief +examination, to be accurate. The work is admirably printed, and does +credit to the publishers. We confess that we believe that the use of +this sacred work, in our seminaries and colleges, in the Latin, is +desirable in reference to every interest of religion and morality. +While we hesitate to affirm that Theodore de Beza's version of the New +Testament Scriptures is a study of the classic Latin, we still believe +that, stamped as it has been with the approbation of centuries, it is, +in relation to all the moral considerations which should control our +direction of the study of youth, worthy of all acceptance. The preface +informs us that several editions were published during the lifetime of +Beza, to which he made such improvements as his attention was directed +to, or as were prompted by his familiarity, as Greek Professor, with +the original. Since 1556, when it first appeared at Geneva, this work +has kept its place in the general esteem.</p> + +<p>The propriety of the use of this sacred volume in schools has been +regarded as a question by some persons; but we cannot consider it a +subject of doubt. After a careful consideration of every objection, we +cannot see a reason why its gentle and holy truths should not be given +to the mind and heart at the earliest period. There is nothing so +likely to mark out the destiny of man and woman for goodness and +honor, and prosperity, as the early and earnest study of the New +Testament. Its Divine Inspirer said, "Suffer little children to come +unto me;" and one of the great evidences of its heavenly origin, is +the fact, that while its sublimity bows the haughtiest intellect to +humility and devotion, its simplicity renders its most important +teachings as intelligible to the child as the man, to the unlettered +as to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[300]</a></span> the philosopher. The work is worthy the attention of all who +desire to unite education with religion.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>The Princess. A Medley. By Alfred Tennyson. Boston: +Wm. D. Ticknor & Co.</i> 1 <i>vol.</i> 12<i>mo</i>.</p></div> + +<p>The success of this poem is indicated not only by the discussion it +has provoked, but its swift passage through three editions. Taken +altogether we deem it the most promising of Tennyson's productions, +evincing a growth in his fine powers, and a growth in the right +direction. It has his customary intellectual intensity, and more than +his usual heartiness and sweetness. As a poem it is properly called by +its author a medley, the plan being to bring the manners and ideas of +the chivalric period into connection with those of the present day; +the hero being a knight who adores his mistress, his mistress being a +lady who spurns his suit, and carries to its loftiest absurdities the +chimera of woman's rights. There is no less fascination in the general +conduct of the story, than truth in the result. The whole poem is +bathed in beauty, and invites perusal after perusal. In Tennyson's +other poems the general idea is lost sight of in the grandeur or +beauty of particular passages. In the present we read the poem through +as a whole, eager to follow out the development of the characters and +plot, and afterward return to admire the excellence of single images +and descriptions. In characterization the Princess evinces an +improvement on Tennyson's manner, but still we observe the manner. He +does not so much paint as engrave; the lines are so fine that they +seem to melt into each other, but the result is still not a portrait +on canvas, but an engraving on steel. His poetic power is not +sufficiently great to fuse the elements of a character indissolubly +together.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>The Origin, Progress and Conclusion of the Florida War. +By John T. Sprague, Brevet Captain Eighth Regiment +U. S. Infantry. New York: D. Appleton & Co.</i> +1 <i>vol.</i> 8<i>vo.</i></p></div> + +<p>This large volume seems to have been a labor of love with its author. +It is full of interesting and valuable matter regarding a very +peculiar contest in which our government was engaged; and to the +future historian Captain Sprague has spared a great deal of trouble +and research. The work is well got up, is illustrated with numerous +engravings, and contains full accounts of the origin and progress of +the war, the Indian chiefs engaged in it, and a record of all the +officers and privates of the army, navy, and marine corps, who were +killed in battle or died of disease. Captain Sprague says, "the causes +of the difficulties in Florida must be apparent to the minds of +careful and intelligent readers; causes not springing up in a day, but +nourished for years, aggravated as opportunities offered to enrich +adventurers, who had the temerity to hazard the scalping-knife and +rifle, and were regardless of individual rights or of law. It must be +remembered that Florida, at the period referred to, was an Indian +border, the resort of a large number of persons, more properly +<i>temporary inhabitants</i> of the territory than citizens, who sought the +outskirts of civilization to perpetrate deeds which would have been +promptly and severely punished if committed within the limits of a +well regulated community. . . . They provoked the Indians to +aggressions; and upon the breaking out of the war, ignominiously fled, +or sought employment in the service of the general government, and +clandestinely contributed to its continuance." In these few sentences +we have the philosophy of almost all our Indian border wars. The +criminals of a community are ever its most expensive curses.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>The Poetical Works of John Milton. A New Edition. +With Notes, and a Life of the Author. By John Mitford. +Lowell: D. Bixby & Co.</i> 2 <i>vols</i>. <i>8vo.</i></p></div> + +<p>Lowell is a manufacturing city of Massachusetts, the Manchester of +America, and a place where we might expect every thing in the shape of +manufactures except classical books. Yet it rejoices in a publisher +who has really done much for good literature. If our readers will look +at their American editions of Faust, of Goethe's Correspondence with a +Child, of Southey's Chronicle of the Cid, they will find Mr. Bixby on +the title page, and Lowell as the city whence their treasures came. We +have now to chronicle another feat of the same enterprising +publisher—an edition of Milton, in two splendid octavos, printed in +large type on the finest paper, after the best and most complete +London edition, illustrated with foot notes of parallel passages from +other poets, and constituting altogether the best American edition +extant of the sublimest of poets, and having few rivals even among the +finest English editions. The life of the poet by Mitford, extending to +about a hundred pages, embodies in a clear style all the facts which +have been gathered by previous biographers, without reproducing any of +their bigotries. All the lies regarding Milton's character are +disposed of with summary justice; and the man stands out in all the +grandeur of his genius and his purity. We hope that Mr. Bixby will be +adequately remunerated for his enterprise in getting out this splendid +edition. It is an honor to the American press.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Eleventh Annual Report of the Secretary of the Board of +Education of Massachusetts. Boston: Dutton & Wentworth.</i> +1 <i>vol.</i></p></div> + +<p>We strongly advise our readers to procure this document, and not be +frightened from its perusal by the idea of its being a legislative +paper. It is written by Horace Mann, one of the ablest champions of +the cause of education now living, a man as distinguished for +industry, energy, and practical skill, as for eloquence and loftiness +of purpose. His report, considered simply as a composition, is written +with such splendid ability, glows throughout with so much genuine +philanthropy, and evinces so wide a command of the resources of +expression and argument, that, apart from its importance as a +contribution to the cause of education, it has general merits of mind +and style which will recommend it to every reader of taste and +feeling. The leading characteristic of Mr. Mann's writings on +education, which lifts them altogether out of the sphere of pedants +and pedagogues, is soul—a true, earnest, aspiring spirit, on fire +with a love of rectitude and truth. This gives inspiration even to his +narrative of details, and hurries the reader's mind on with his own, +through all necessary facts and figures, directly to the object. The +present report cannot but shame a mean spirit out of any person with a +spark of manliness in him. We wish its accomplished author all success +in his great and noble work.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p><i>Aurelian, or Rome in the Third Century. By Wm. Ware, +Author of Zenobia and Julian. New York: C. S. Francis +& Co.</i></p></div> + +<p>This work has been known to the public for ten years as "<i>Probus</i>," +and has now a reputation that promises to be as enduring as it is +brilliant. It manifests an intimate knowledge of the manners, customs +and character of the Romans; and conveys the most sacred truths +through the medium of the most elevated fiction. 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No. 5. May +1848, by Various + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Graham's Magazine Vol XXXII. No. 5. May 1848 + +Author: Various + +Editor: George R. Graham + Robert T. Conrad + +Release Date: June 28, 2009 [EBook #29262] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK GRAHAM'S MAGAZINE, MAY 1848 *** + + + + +Produced by David T. Jones, Juliet Sutherland and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Canada Team at +http://www.pgdpcanada.net + + + + + + + +[Illustration: J. Addison] + +CLARA HARLAND + +Engraved Expressly for Graham's Magazine + + +GRAHAM'S MAGAZINE. + +VOL. XXXII. PHILADELPHIA, MAY, 1848. NO. 5. + +CLARA HARLAND. + +BY G. G. FOSTER. + +[SEE ENGRAVING.] + + +CHAPTER I. + +I am no visionary--no dreamer; and yet my life has been a ceaseless +struggle between the realities of everyday care, and a myriad of +shadowy phantoms which ever haunt me. In the crowded and thronged +city; in the green walks and sunny forests of my native hills; on the +broad and boundless prairie, carpeted with velvet flowers; on the blue +and dreamy sea--it is the same. I look around, and perceive men and +women moving mechanically about me; I even take part in their +proceedings, and seem to float along the tardy current upon which they +swim, and become a part--an insignificant portion--of the dull and +stagnant scene; and yet, often and often, in the busiest moment, when +commonplace has its strongest hold upon me, and I feel actually +interested in the ordinary pursuits of my fellow-beings, of a sudden, +a great curtain seems to fall around, and enclose me on every side; +and, instead of the staid and sober visages of the throng, vague and +shadowy faces gleam around me, and magnificent eyes, bright and +dreamy, glance and flash before me like the figures on a +phantasmagoria. In such moments, there comes over me a happy +consciousness that _this_ is the reality and all else a dull and +painful dream, from which I have escaped as by a great effort. The +dreamy faces are familiar to me, and their large, spiritual eyes +encounter mine with glances of pleasant recognition. My heart is glad +within me that it has found again its friends and old companions, and +the mental outline of the common world, faintly drawn by memory, +becomes more and more dim and indistinct, like the surface of the +earth to one who soars upward in a balloon, and is at length blended +with the gray shadows of forgotten thought, which disturb me no more. +But anon some rude and jarring discord, from the world below, pierces +upward to my ear, and the air becomes suddenly dark and dreary, and +dusty, and I fall heavily to earth again. + +As years steal by, these fits of delightful abstraction become rarer +and rarer. My visions seem to have lost their substantiality; and even +when they do revisit me, they are thin and transparent, and no longer +hide the real world from my sight--yet they hold strange power over +me; and when they come upon my soul, although they do not all conceal +the real, yet they concentrate upon some casual object there, and +impart to it a spirituality of aspect and quality which straightway +embalms it in my heart. Thus do I invest the faces of friends with a +holiness and fervor of devotion which belongs not to them; and when I +have wreaked the treasures of my soul upon objects thus elevated above +their real quality, I find what a false vision I have been +worshiping--its higher qualities mingle again with my own thoughts, +whence they emanated, and the real object stands before me, low, dull, +and insipid as the thousands of similar ones by which it is +surrounded. Thus do I, enamored of qualities and perfections which +exist only in my own thought, continually cheat and delude myself into +the belief that a congenial spirit has been found, when some trivial +incident breaks the spell--the charms I loved glide back to my own +soul, and the charmer, unconscious of change in himself, wonders what +has wrought so sudden an alteration in me. Then come heart-burnings +and self-reproaches against those I have foolishly loved, of +treachery, hypocrisy, and ingratitude, which they cannot understand, +and over which I mourn and weep. + +I had a friend once--not long ago, for the turf is still fresh over +his gentle breast--whose soul was fashioned like my own, save that he +was all softness, and wanted the hardness and commonplace which events +and years have given to me. For a long and delightful season we held +sweet converse together; and, although he was much younger than I, yet +was there no restraint or concealment between us. Every throb of his +heart, almost every evolution of his brain, found an echo in me. I was +his mirror--a fountain in which he contemplated himself. From _him_ I +never dreamed of treachery, or selfishness, or ingratitude--and he +alone did not deceive me. He never gave me pain but once--and who +shall tell the agony of that hour, when his hand ceased to return the +pressure of my eager fingers, and the dark curtain of death shut out +the light of his dear eyes from my soul! Yet, after the anguish was +over, and I had laid him in the fragrant earth, amongst the roots of +happy flowers, where the limpid brook murmurs its soft and +never-ending requiem, and the birds come every night to dream and +sleep amid the overhanging branches, although my mortal sense was all +too dull to realize his presence, yet in my _soul_ I felt that he was +still with me. No midnight breeze came sighing through the dewy +moonlight, or brought the exhalations of the stars upon its wings, +that did not speak to me of him; and ever when I prayed, I knew that +he was near me, mingling, as of old, his soul with mine. + +Poets may sing of love, and romantic youths may dream they realize the +soft delusion; strong hearts may swear they break and wither away with +unrequited passion, and keen brains may be turned by the maddening +glances of woman's eyes; but all these to me seem weak and common +emotions when compared with the intenseness of man's friendship--that +pure, devoted identification with each other which two congenial souls +experience when the alloy of no sexual or animal passion mingles with +the devotion of the spirit. I could go through fiery ordeals, or +submit with patience to the keenest tortures, both of mind or body, so +that I felt the sustaining presence of one real friend; while, if +alone, my heart shrinks from the contest, and retires dismayed upon +itself. + +But my poor friend was in love, and _his_ love was as pervading and +absorbing as the fragrance of a flower, or the light of a star. The +woman he had chosen for his idol--the shrine at which his pure +devotions of heart and soul were offered--was a gay and beautiful +Creole from New Orleans, who, with her mother, and a young gentleman +who appeared in the capacity of friend, spent the summer months in the +North. They stopped at the Carlton, where my friend was boarding, and +the acquaintance had been formed quite accidentally. The lady was +beautiful, bewitching, and very tender; and, without stopping to +inquire as to the consequences, or to assure himself that he had the +least chance of success, Medwin fell desperately and hopelessly in +love in a few days. I was soon made aware of the state of the case, +for he had no secrets from me; and, foreseeing that he might very +easily have deceived himself entirely in taking for granted that the +young lady's affections were not pre-engaged, I begged him to be +cautious, and not throw away his regards upon an object, perhaps, +unattainable--perhaps even unworthy of them. I represented to him that +ladies in the South were usually not very long in falling in love; and +it was altogether probable that Clara Harland was already engaged to +the gentleman who had accompanied her and her mother, and who was +evidently a favored acquaintance. Charles, however, infatuated with +his passion, was deaf to my remonstrances, and the very next day +sought and obtained an interview, in which he declared his passion, +and was made happy by the beautiful Creole. She, however, cautioned +him to be on his guard, as her companion had for some time been a +suitor for her hand, and was a great favorite with her mother, who had +frequently and earnestly urged her to accept his attentions. The fair +girl avowed, with flashing eyes, that she loved him not, and had never +loved before she met with Medwin. "How," she exclaimed with unwonted +energy, "can dear mamma suppose that I shall ever become enamored of +that coarse, ferocious, unintellectual man? He has not a generous or +delicate sympathy in his nature, and is as rude in heart and feeling +as in manner. Beware, however, my dear Charles," continued she, with +earnestness, "of Mr. Allington. He is a bold, bad man, whom habits and +associations have made haughty, imperious, cold-blooded, and cruel; +and I tremble for you when he shall learn what has this day passed +between us. Beware of him, for _my_ sake; and, oh! promise me, dearest +Charles, that, whatever may be the consequence of what we now have +done, you will never fight with him." + +Charles smiled, and pressed her hand. "Do not alarm yourself, +dearest," said he, "I love you too well to rashly expose myself to +danger. I have ever entertained a just horror of the inhuman and +barbarous practice at which you hint; and beside," continued he, +earnestly, fixing his eyes upon her face with such tenderness that the +blood rushed unconsciously to her temples beneath that dear gaze, +"since your words of hope and love to me to-day, existence possesses +new value in my eyes. Be assured I shall not rashly peril it." + +They parted with kind looks and a timid pressure of the hands. Medwin +firmly resolved, let what would happen, to keep his promise to his +beautiful Creole; and Clara, convinced that, although she had been +bred and educated in the midst of a community where not to fight was +of itself dishonorable, she should be _entirely_ satisfied with what +the world, or even her own mother should say, about his cowardice and +want of honor. Poor girl! she had sadly miscalculated both the effects +of the act she had advised, and the strength of her own resolution. + +In a few days Mrs. Harland suddenly announced her determination of +returning to New Orleans, and Clara sadly and tremblingly prepared +herself to take leave of her lover. He came--was told by her of her +mother's resolution to depart, which she was at no loss in tracing to +the advice of Allington--and was made alive and happy again by Charles +assuring her that he himself should start for New Orleans, although by +another route, on the very day she departed. + +"Oh, now I know that you do love me, indeed!" said the beautiful girl, +while she pressed her lover's head to her dainty bosom, and, kissing +his forehead, ran out of the room. + + +CHAPTER II. + +"Well, these d----d Yankees _are_ all a pack of cowards, after all, +and I will never defend them again," said a young Creole, as he met +Mr. Allington one morning, at the Merchants' Exchange in New Orleans. +"Not fight, and after being challenged on account of as lovely a woman +as Clara Harland! Why, what the devil did he take the trouble of +following you all the way from New York for, if he didn't mean to +_fight_ you?" + +"Oh, nonsense! my dear St. Maur," replied Allington, "you don't +understand the laws of honor, as they are construed at the North. +There, my dear fellow, every thing is regulated by law; and if a +fellow treads on your corns, slanders you behind your back, or steals +your mistress, the only remedy is 'an action for damages,' and, +perhaps, a paragraph in a newspaper." + +"But what says she herself to the cowardly fellow's refusal to fight +you? I suppose that now, of course, she will think no more of the +puppy, and return to Allington and first love." + +"I know not--for I have not seen her these four days. But if this +beggarly attorney's clerk document is to be believed," continued +Allington, pulling a letter from his pocket, "she herself expressly +commanded him not to fight." + +"Oh, do let us hear it!" cried St. Maur, and half a dozen young bloods +without vests, and with shirt-bosoms falling over their waistbands +nearly to the knee. "Do let us hear, by all means, what the +white-livered fellow has to say for himself." + +"No," replied Allington, hesitatingly; "that I think would be +dishonorable; although--I--don't know--the d----d fellow wouldn't +fight, and so I am not certain that I am not released--there, St. +Maur, what the devil are you at?" + +But St. Maur had snatched the missile from Allington's half-extended +hand, and mounting one of the little marble julep-tables, and +supporting himself against a massive granite pillar that ran from the +ground-floor to the base of the dome, he began reading, while the +company, now increased to half a hundred morning loungers, pressed +eagerly round to hear. As my poor friend is dead, and there are none +whose feelings can now be wounded by its publication, here is the +letter. + + "SIR,--Hours of an agonized struggle, in comparison + with which mere _death_ would have been an infinite + relief, have nerved me for the task of telling you, + calmly and deliberately, that I take back my acceptance + of your challenge. When I received it, I was forgetful + of my sacred promise, and acted only from the impulse + of the moment. Had your friend staid an instant, the + matter should then have been explained. As it is, I am + positively compelled, much as my heart revolts at it, + to drag a lady into my explanation. _She_, (I need not + write her name,) bound me by a solemn and most sacred + promise--to violate which would be dishonor--that I + _would not_ fight you. I must and will keep my word, + although I have seen enough of public opinion, during + the few days of my sojourn here, to know that by doing + so I am covering myself with a load of infamy which I + may find it impossible to bear. + + "But enough; my course is taken, and I must abide the + consequences, whatever they may be. I, therefore, sir, + have to beg pardon, both of yourself and your friend, + for the trouble this affair has already occasioned you. + + "This letter is directed to you without the knowledge + or consent of the gentleman who was to have acted as my + friend on the occasion; and he must, therefore, be held + responsible for nothing. + + "Yours respectfully." + +"A very pretty piece of argument and logic, eloquently urged, withal!" +said St. Maur, as he coolly folded the letter, and leaping upon the +floor, restored it to its owner. + +"Hush!" said Allington, as he hastily deposited the letter in his +pocket, "there he is. Can he have been a witness to St. Maur's folly, +in reading the letter?" + +All eyes turned instinctively to the further pillar in the large room, +against which was leaning my poor friend, his face perfectly livid, +and in an attitude as if he had fallen against the granite column for +support. Several of the young Creoles approached the place where he +stood; but there was something terrible in his aspect which made them +start back, and quietly turn into the great passage leading to the +street. + +Medwin had recovered, if he had fainted, (which seemed probable,) and +his eye now glared like fire. + +St. Maur, however, approached him. + +"So, my good Yankee friend," said he, bowing in affected politeness, +"you did not like to risk Allington here with a pistol at twelve paces +from your body, eh? You are very right, Mr. Wooden Nutmeg; it would +not be safe!" + +"Beware!" uttered Medwin, in such a deep and thrilling voice, that the +Creole nearly jumped off the floor; but, before he could make a step +backward, Medwin's open hand struck him a smart blow on the cheek. + +"Ten thousand hell-fires exclaimed the astonished Frenchman, leaping +back and almost tumbling over Allington, in his amazement. "What does +he mean? I will have your heart's blood, sir, for this." + +Medwin said nothing, but quietly handed the discomfited bully his +card, which, however, Allington snatched away. + +"What, St. Maur," cried he, would you fight a coward--a published +poltroon? You know you dare not do it." + +"Let me alone," cried the infuriated Frenchman. He has struck me, and +I will have his heart's blood. _Sacre nomme de Dieu!_" screamed he, +forgetting his usual polished manner along with his English, and +leaping about like a madman. "_Donnez moi son gage!_" + +"Not now, I tell you, not now. Come along and I will satisfy you in +ten minutes that you cannot fight that _coward_," emphasizing the last +word, so that Medwin could not fail to hear. + +"Mr. Allington," said Medwin, coming forward into the middle of the +group, now reduced to some dozen persons--for an altercation is not of +such rarity as to create any particular excitement there--"after the +base and dishonorable use you have this day permitted to be made of a +private letter, I am sincerely glad that circumstances rendered it +impossible for me to treat you as a gentleman; but as to this person, +(pointing to St. Maur,) I can easily satisfy him that he will run no +risk of losing his reputation by honoring me with his notice. I have +the honor to refer Monsieur St. Maur to Mr. ----, now at the St. +Charles, whose character for honor is too well known throughout the +country to be disputed." And, bowing low, Medwin left the room. + +"Well, now this is a pretty scrape," said St. Maur, subsiding at once; +"and I don't see how I can avoid fighting him. He is not such a +cockroach!" and the Frenchman turned a little pale, despite his yellow +skin. + +"Nonsense," replied Allington, "you shall do no such thing. In the +first place, I can't spare you; and in the next, if we can +irretrievably disgrace Medwin, so that he may be shunned by everybody, +I do not think the weak head of my Clara can withstand the storm; and +she will gradually learn to despise him, too. So take no further +notice of this matter; for a blow from a published coward carries no +more disgrace with it than a bite from a dog, or a kick from an ass. +You must help me out with my plans, too, in behalf of my charming +heiress, and I'll be sure to remember you in my will. Let's take a +julep." + +For three days Medwin waited in an agony of impatience to hear from +St. Maur, but not a word came--and he began to despair. Everywhere he +went he was regarded with significant glances, and pointed at, while a +disdainful whisper ran round the room, in which he could always +distinguish the words, "white-livered Yankee," "coward," or some +equally obnoxious epithet. He saw the cruel game that was playing +against him. He had forgotten that, in refusing to fight with +Allington, he had rendered it perfectly safe for every whipster in the +community to insult him; and he now became suddenly aware that he had +involved himself in a dilemma from which it was impossible for him to +escape. + +In the midst of these reflections--while life had become intolerable, +and infamy and disgrace dogged his steps like a shadow--he never +entertained a doubt of Clara's love and constancy, and looked forward +to the time when he might claim her as his bride, and, amid the milder +and manlier associations of his youth, regain that calmness and +self-respect which he had here so strangely lost. His position was, in +truth, a most wretched one. Opposed to the barbarous practice of +dueling, circumstances and his own loss of self-control had forced him +to _accept_ a challenge, and then recall that acceptance, and to offer +an insult to a stranger, for the express purpose of drawing out +another. + +Upon the day after his refusal to fight with Allington, he had called +at Mr. Harland's, but was told that Clara had been taken suddenly +ill, and could not be seen. This was a new and deeper anxiety, added +to his already overburdened spirit; and he really had begun to be +deserted of hope, and to contemplate a speedy relief from the pains of +existence. Nothing but the confidence which he reposed upon Clara's +love, rendered the bright sunshine an endurable blessing to the sadly +distempered youth. But he could not see her. Day after day he called, +and always the same cold, formal reply--"Miss Harland was yet very +ill, but in no danger, and could not be spoken with." Could he but see +her for an instant--could he touch her hand, or meet her smile, or +drink in the sweet music of her voice, he would feel his heart nerved +against every disaster, and would wait in patience; but all, all +alone, amid lowering brows, or sneering faces, which ever glowered +like phantoms about him--whether in reality, as he walked the streets, +or in dreams, as he tossed upon his pillow--it was too much. His heart +seemed to be on fire. + +It was in this frame of mind, with reason tortured to her utmost power +of endurance, and insanity peeping into that soul which might so soon +become her own, that Medwin, while walking up the Shell-Road, and +looking wistfully at the muddy canal, which swam away sluggishly on +one hand, while the green and stagnant swamp stretched interminably +upon the other, that he was startled by the rapid approach of a +carriage, and the sound of gay and noisy mirth. He looked up. The +brilliant equipage of Mrs. Harland was hurrying by, and he had barely +time to distinguish Clara, looking as fresh and blooming as a newly +flowered rose, and laughing and chatting in a lively and even +boisterous manner with--Mr. Allington! + +She leaned over the carriage-side as they whirled along, and, for an +instant, her eyes met those of her bewildered lover. + + +CHAPTER III. + +Alas! poor, silly Clara! How dared you thus rudely tamper with a soul +of such exquisite and refined fire, that it constantly trembled and +fluttered around its earthly shrine, like the flame of burning +essence, as if doubtful whether to blaze or go out forever! Oh! +shallow-hearted woman! what a wide and glorious world of bright hopes +and angel aspirations--of beautiful thoughts and unutterable +dreamings--in all of which thou wert a part--hast thou crushed even as +the foolish child grinds the gay butterfly to powder between his +fingers. And art thou, indeed, so heartless a _coward_, that, because +men's tongues have dared to wag against the beloved of thy soul, thou +durst not own him thenceforth, and hast cast him off forever! Murmur +not, oh, woman! that thou art made the sport and plaything for rakes +and libertines to beguile a weary hour withal. Search thine own heart; +and, in that deep and dark recess, where lurk the demons of thy +destiny--pride, vanity, frowardness--behold reflected the blackness +and the _justice_ of thy fate! Who setteth his whole soul upon a +flower, and findeth its fragrance at last to be a deadly poison, if +he escape from its contact, placeth no more flowers in his bosom. In +vain they woo him with their beauteous eyes and breath of perfume. He +heeds them not, or, at best, plucks them disdainfully, to gaze upon in +listless indifference for a moment, and then cast them behind him, to +be crushed beneath the stranger's heel. + +Clara's heart smote her to the quick as she caught that wild glance of +her lover, and saw the haggard ghost that looked out from those hollow +eyes. She screamed slightly, and sunk back in the carriage as pale as +marble. Allington and her mother exchanged glances, and were silent, +while the young man made a motion, as if he would support her in his +arms, and the carriage was turned homeward, and the horses urged to +their utmost speed. Clara made no resistance to the attentions of +Allington, and it was doubtful whether she was conscious--so pale, and +cold, and pulseless were her beautiful cheeks and temples; but a +tremulous quivering of the upper lip told of a storm that raged +within. + +By the time she arrived at home Clara had recovered herself +completely, and, pushing aside the arm of Allington, almost rudely, +she sprang upon the _banquette_ and into the house; and, turning upon +him a look of lively indignation, darted up stairs to her chamber. +Here she was quickly rejoined by her mother, whose obtuse apprehension +had at length discovered that something was wrong, and who now came to +offer her maternal consolations. + +"Mother!" exclaimed Clara, the moment she entered the room, "I am a +wretch. It was I who compelled Medwin to promise me, upon his honor as +a man, that he would not fight Allington; and now that all the world +has frowned upon him, _I_, too, have turned recreant, and cast him +off. Mother, speak to me no word of command or remonstrance. I will +never see Mr. Allington again; and I will this very hour go to Medwin, +and throw myself on my knees before him. Yes, we shall be happy!" + +"My child, you are excited just now, and I beg you to wait until +morning. We will then talk the matter over calmly; and if you cannot +really be happy without Mr. Medwin, why, my child, I will not urge you +further. Come, dear girl, go to bed now, and to-morrow you will be +yourself again." + +With gentle and soothing care--for the _mother_ was now all aroused in +the callous heart of this worldly woman, and bent every accent and +every motion into grace and kindness--Mrs. Harland at length succeeded +in calming the excitement of her child, and inducing her to consent to +wait until the next morning, when, if she wished, her mother said, +Medwin should be sent for. "I am sure, my child," she said, as she +kissed her and bid her good-night, "I have acted for the best, and +have nothing but your happiness in view." + +And now she was alone; and leaving her bed, she leaned against the +window, while the shadowy curtain of evening, which falls in that +climate suddenly down from the sky, shut out the day, and seemed, at +the same moment, to shut the light from her heart. Then, with rapid +steps, her little feet paced the luxurious carpet of her apartment, +while her heart beat loudly and still more rapidly in her bosom. Again +she tried to rest, but the taper which she had lighted threw such +ghastly shadows upon the walls, which seemed to wave and beckon her, +that she leaped from the bed in agony, and almost screamed outright. +Hours passed slowly and sadly, and the short, sharp ringing of the +watchman's club upon the pavement beneath her window, mingled with the +chimes of the old cathedral clock as it struck midnight--and still the +poor frightened girl could neither sleep nor compose herself. Once, +indeed, she had fallen into a kind of slumber, curtained with such +horrid dreams as made it torture instead of rest. She saw her lover +with his bright eye turned sweetly upon her, as of old, and his +beautiful locks resting upon her shoulder, while she held his hand +upon her throbbing heart, and he whispered dear words and precious +sighs into her willing ear. But anon the paleness of death stole over +that manly brow--the lips fell apart, white and ghastly, and the noble +form fell down at her feet, a stiffened corse. She shrieked aloud in +her agony, and awoke. The moon had risen, and was throwing a broad and +brilliant stream of light into the apartment, and the busy breeze, +fresh from the fragrant sea, whispered its musical noises through the +waving curtains of her couch. + + * * * * * + +At length the white blaze of the moon went out, and the misty morn +looked dim and sad over the sleeping city. Throwing a cloak about her, +Clara hurried down the stairs, and, opening the door softly, found +herself in the street, at an hour she had never before been there. +What a strange and dreary aspect every thing seemed to wear! The +windows of the houses, as she passed, were all closed, and no one +could be seen but dozens of loitering negroes returning from market, +or here and there some industrious landlady with a small basket of +vegetables on her arm, and closely veiled, hurrying along as if to +escape observation, followed by a servant with the day's provisions in +a large basket, which she carried steadily upon her head. Every one +who met her turned and stared curiously; and as she hurried over the +long crossing of Canal street, and threaded her way between the hacks +that had already taken their station, she felt that rude eyes, and +ruder sneers were upon her. She paused not for an instant, however, +but redoubled her speed until she reached the private entrance to the +St. Charles, where, leaning for a moment against a column, she +beckoned a woman from the saloon of the baths into the vestibule, and, +putting a piece of money into her hand, whispered, "Find out the +chamber of Mr. Medwin. He is very sick, and a dear friend of mine--I +must see him immediately." + +The woman disappeared up the stairs leading to the "office" of the +hotel, and, returning in a moment, made a sign for Clara to follow. + +As they approached, a noise and bustle were apparent at the further +end of the corridor, and several servants were hurrying in and out, as +if some sudden accident had occurred. Clara's guide pointed out +Medwin's room, and she rushed in--feeling certain in her heart that +her lover was dying. + +He lay stiff and stark upon the sofa, with a few white froth bubbles +gathered upon his lips, and a letter clasped tightly in his hand. It +seemed that he was not yet dead, for a physician, who had been hastily +summoned, was attempting to force open his mouth, as if to administer +a restorative to the dying man. As Clara approached, he stared in +astonishment, but she heeded him not, and exclaiming, "Oh, Charles, +what frightful dream is this!" threw herself on her knees before him. + +Life rallied for an instant, and he opened those wild, fearful eyes. +Oh! what a world of wretchedness and despair was in that glance! He +knew her; and conquering, with a convulsive effort, the agony which +was withering up the last drops of life, caught her to his heart, +exclaiming, + +"Clara, thou art forgiven! I am _not_ a coward; for I can even die and +leave thee thus. Farewell! be happy!" + + * * * * * + +All was over. My poor friend had fought his last battle, and his +antagonist and conqueror was Death. That pure and noble spirit, with +all its wild and restless fever-dreams, "sleeps well" amid the +beautiful solitudes of Cypress Grove Cemetery--the _home of the +stranger_--where so many proud and buoyant hearts crumble beneath the +golden air, new filled with odorous dew. And I wait patiently, yet +sadly, for the hour which is to restore me to the friend of my bosom. + + + + +THE ANCIENT AND THE MODERN MUSE. + +BY LYMAN LONG. + + The Muse, in times more ancient, made + The grove's thick gloom her dwelling-place, + And, queen-like, her proud sceptre swayed + O'er a submiss and trembling race. + + When stirred her breath the sleeping trees, + Awe-struck, with fearful feet they trod, + And when her voice swelled on the breeze, + Adoring bowed, as to a God! + + Her wildly murmured strains they caught, + As echoes from the spirit-world, + Till reeled the brain, to frenzy wrought, + With mixt amaze and rapture whirled! + + Thus stern, retired, she swayed the earth, + Till, as new dawned an age of gold, + A happier era led her forth + To dwell with men, like gods of old. + + To dwell with us--to roam no more! + _Ours_ is this golden age of bliss! + She comes with blessings rich in store; + And, like a sister, whispers peace. + + Not now with awe-inspiring air, + But gentle as the meek-eyed dove, + And clad in smiles that angels wear, + And with an aspect full of love. + + She greets us at our fire-sides, when + Sweet looks to accents sweet respond, + And breathing soft her tender strain, + More closely knits the silken bond. + + Unmingled joy her smiles afford, + Where meet the mirthful, social throng, + As, gathered round the festive board, + Our healths she pledges in a song. + + She meets us in our private walks, + 'Mid groves that fairy glens embower, + When Morning gems her purple locks, + Or Vesper rules the silent hour. + + Her hand, upon the beech's rind, + Marks well, for fair Belinda's eyes, + (Else vainly murmured to the wind,) + Thy flame, young Damon, and thy sighs. + + Stern Toil, beneath her gentle sway, + Well pleased, unbends his rugged brow-- + With Bloomfield chants the rustic lay, + Or guides with Burns the daisied plough. + + Her form appears the bow of peace, + Upon the clouds that darken life, + Now bidding Sorrow's tears to cease, + And staying now the hand of Strife. + + She smiles on me, no bard inspired, + But wand'rer o'er life's arid waste, + Who, fainting, halting, parched and tired, + One cordial, nectared drop would taste. + + Companion of the pure in heart, + She tunes the lyre to David's flame, + And rapt, as mortal scenes depart, + She hymns the heaven from whence she came! + + + + +THERESA, OR GENIUS AND WOMANHOOD. + +A TALE OF DOMESTIC LIFE. + +BY MRS. JANE TAYLOR WORTHINGTON. + + +CHAPTER I. + + What sad experience may be thine to bear + Through coming years; + For womanhood hath weariness and care, + And anxious tears; + And they may all be thine, to brand the brow + That in its childish beauty sleepeth now. + +Theresa Germaine was a child some six years of age when I saw her +first, nearly twenty-five years ago. It is a long time to look back +on; but I well remember the bright, winning face, and cordial manners +of the little lady, when she would come to the parsonage and enliven +our tranquil hearts by her gay, spontaneous glee. She was full of life +and buoyancy; there was even then a sort of sparkling rapture about +her existence, a keen susceptibility of enjoyment, and an intense +sympathy with those she loved, which bespoke her, from the first, no +ordinary being. Ah, me! I have lived to see all that fade away, and to +feel grateful when the dust was laid on the brow I had kissed so often +in an old man's fondness--but let that pass. I must write calmly, or +tears will blind me; and I have undertaken the task of recording +Theresa's experience, not to tell how well we loved her, but to +strive, however feebly and imperfectly, to lay bare some of the +peculiarities of genius, when found in sad combination with a woman's +lot. + +There was little marked or unusual in Theresa's outward life; her +visible griefs were such as come to all, but the history of her inner +being--the true and unseen life--was one of extremes. It was her fate +to feel every thing vividly; and her joys and troubles were fully +realized by the impassioned depth of her nature; and if, in my loving +remembrances, I dwell somewhat bitterly on the portion society gave +one who richly deserved its homage, and singularly needed its +indulgences; if I portray too warmly the censure and neglect that made +her path so full of trial, let me not be misunderstood. I would give +no sanction to the hasty disregard of appearances which is the +besetting sin of exalted and independent intellect. Under all +circumstances it is an unwise experiment to transgress established +rules; and in a woman, however rarely she may be gifted, it is a rash +and hazardous thing to defy public opinion. Wearying and frivolous as +many of society's conventionalities are, there is much wisdom in them; +they are indispensible links in the chain binding together "all sorts +of people," and she who breaks them knowingly, sins against one of her +greatest safeguards. + +Theresa's father, a man of good birth and great acquirements, but +ruined fortunes, had come to reside in our village about five years +before the commencement of this story. She was then his only child, +his elder treasures having been laid, one after another, in distant +graves. Her mother was a tranquil, quiet woman, and still retained the +traces of a beauty which must once have been remarkable. She was a +person of placid temper and mediocre mind, but wavering in judgment, +and not in the least calculated to control the impetuosity, or guide +the enthusiasm of her ardent and reckless child. This Mr. Germaine +seemed acutely to feel; and I could read his fears in the fixed gaze +of prophetic anxiety which he would often rivet on the varying +countenance of his happy and unconscious daughter. His health was +already gradually declining, and he evidently dreaded the future, when +his favorite should be left in many respects guardianless amid the +world's temptations. In my capacity as pastor, I was a frequent +visiter at the little cottage, where, in subdued resignation he was +patiently wearing out his life; and we at length acquired that mental +intimacy which men are apt to feel when they have spoken together of +life's highest aims and holiest hopes. I was many years his +senior--for it is with the tremulous hand of old age that I write +these lines, and I felt sincere and admiring sympathy for one who, +through various perplexities and misfortunes, still retained serenity +and peace. + +We were sitting together one starlight evening, in the small +vine-draperied porch of his simple dwelling. Mrs. Germaine was +occupied with household duties, and Theresa, after having asked us +both a thousand unanswerable questions, had reluctantly obeyed her +mother's summons to retire to rest. + +"I cannot describe to you," said my companion, "the fear with which I +anticipate the hereafter for that child; she is one whose blended +characteristics are rare, and her fate can have no medium. Were she a +boy, and possessed of those traits, I should have no dread, for with +such energies as are even now visible in her temperament, +circumstances can be almost controlled, but it is a dangerous thing +for her own happiness, for a woman to be thus endowed." + +"I think you are too desponding," was my reply; "it appears to me that +talent is necessarily in a great degree its own reward; and though it +is the fashion to talk and write much of the griefs of intellect, I +believe human sorrow is more equally divided than we acknowledge, and +that the joys resulting from high gifts far overbalance their trials." + +"It may be so generally," Mr. Germaine answered, "but my experience +and observation have impressed me differently. I never knew, +personally, but one woman of genius, and she was a mournful instance +of the truth of my convictions, and of the fatal folly of striving to +pass beyond the brazen walls with which prejudice has encompassed +womanhood. She was young, fair, and flattered, and fascinating above +any comparison I can think of. Of course, she was aware of her +capabilities--for ignorance in such cases is not possible, and +naturally self-confident, she grew impatient for praise and power. Her +affections, unfortunately, were warm and enduring; but she sacrificed +them, to promote her desire for distinction, and unable, though so +superior, to escape the heart-thraldom, which is the destiny of her +sex, she died at last, more of disappointment than disease, with her +boundless aspirations all unfulfilled. I fancy I can trace in Theresa +many points of resemblance to her I have mentioned--for I knew her in +early childhood. Solicitude on this subject is the only anxiety I +cannot patiently conquer, and which makes the prospect of parting +painful." He paused for a moment, and then, as if to turn his +reflections from their depressing course, he said, "I have been +reading to-day some extracts from Mrs. Hemans' works. As I grow older +and more thoughtful, such things touch me deeply, and I experience a +constantly increasing interest in the products of female talent. There +is an intensity of sentiment, a pure tenderness of heart about such +writings generally, which, in my present tranquil state of mind, are +in harmony with my heavenward reflections, and the ideal spirit +pervading them, soothes my imagination. In my restless and hopeful +years I sought literary recreation from far different sources, but now +that I feel myself a pilgrim, and stand surrounded by shadows on the +verge of an unknown hereafter, I prize inexpressibly these glimpses of +paradise which are God's precious gift to every true and intellectual +woman." + +It was thus my friend often spoke, for it was a theme on which he +always delighted to dwell. I have never seen any one whose reverence +for woman's gifts was so strong, and who appreciated with such +sincerity the moral loveliness of her perfected nature. It was about +this time that the birth of a second daughter added a new tie to Mr. +Germaine's life; and the event saddened him more than I believed any +earthly event could have done. The feeling was probably a natural one, +but it grieved me to see how he strove to crush every impulse of +tenderness toward the little one he must leave so soon. + +It would have been well for Theresa had her father lived to view the +ripening of the faculties whose blossoming he already traced with the +prophetic gaze of parental affection; but she was destined to tread +her path alone, and to know in their wide extent both the triumphs and +the penalties of superiority. She was seven years of age when her +father died, leaving herself and her sister to their mother's care. I +need not relate here the many interesting interviews between Mr. +Germaine and myself, which were more and more touching as his +departure drew near. With an earnestness unutterably impressive, he +implored my watchful solicitude for his eldest daughter, entreating me +to afford her that guidance from experience, which she must inevitably +need. + +"Be gentle with her," he said, "but not too indulgent; she will +require strictness of management, for with such impetuosity of nature +her judgment must often err. She is too young as yet for me to be able +to foresee the particular bent her character will assume, but I +entreat you to be her candid friend and firm adviser when she will +assuredly want both." + +On the trying scenes of that period I will not longer linger; for +there is something unutterably solemn in the tranquil passing away of +a good man's soul, something that hallows to our thoughts even the +fear-fraught moment of dissolution from which mere mortality +instinctively shrinks. Yet it is a sad thing when so much worth and +wisdom leaves the earth forever; and to those who realize the +inestimable advantages and useful influences of a high example, it is +a mournful sight to look on the closing sunset of one who evidenced +the beautiful union between holiness and humanity. + + +CHAPTER II. + + Spirit-like fair forms are pressing + 'Round her now, + With their angel hands caressing + Her pale brow. + + Words of solace they are chanting, + Sweet and clear, + That evermore will now be haunting + Her life here. + +I visited the cottage frequently, and for several months after Mr. +Germaine's death, it was the scene of no ordinary grief. Mrs. Germaine +bore her bereavement patiently--for it was an event she had long +anticipated with womanly meekness and resignation; but she mourned +most deeply--for it is a great mistake to think commonplace persons +deficient in vividness of feeling. I believe their emotions are as +keen, and generally more enduring, than those of more decided minds, +from the very fact of their possessing few self-resources to divert +the course of affliction. Be this as it may, Mrs. Germaine was soon, +in all that was apparent, the quiet and anxious mother she had always +been; and if she suffered still, it was in the silence of a heart that +had no language for its sorrows. Far wilder and more vehement was the +passionate and unresisted tide of Theresa's suffering; and for many +weeks she refused all the consolation that could be offered to a child +of her age. She would sit by my side and converse of her father, with +an admiration for his virtues, and an appreciation of his character +far beyond what I had supposed she could comprehend. + +This violent emotion necessarily exhausted itself, as a heavy cloud +weeps itself away; but for a long time she was painfully dejected, and +her face lost its childishness of expression, and wore a look of +appealing, unspeakable melancholy I never remarked on any other +countenance. It was the "settled shadow of an inward strife," the +outward impress of a mind suddenly aroused to a knowledge of trial, +and never again to sleep in unconsciousnes; and often in after years, +the same inexpressible look darkened her brow through the tumult of +conflicting impulses, and amid the war of triumph and pain. + +I have said that Mr. Germaine's pecuniary circumstances were limited; +but for some time previous to his illness, he had, at the expense of +many a personal comfort, laid by a sum sufficient to procure for +Theresa all the advantages of an accomplished education. His wife had +frequently remonstrated against the innumerable little privations he +voluntarily endured for this favorite purpose, for she attached more +value to physical than mental gratifications, and could scarcely +sympathize with his disinterested solicitude for his daughter's +intellectual culture. It had been a great happiness to him to trace +the gradual development of her intelligence, and to direct her simple +studies; and it had been one of his last requests that I would in this +respect occupy his place until she should be old enough to require +other superintendence. His love was one of hope and trust, and he had +diligently sown the seed, though he knew he never might behold its +ripening. + +For two months I made no attempt to alter the current of her thoughts, +believing it better to allow her sensibilities to exhaust themselves +without interruption. When she grew calmer, I proposed that she should +come every morning to the parsonage to resume her daily studies; and, +as I had hoped and anticipated, she eagerly acceded to the +arrangement. And thus commenced the cultivation of a mind, whose early +maturity bore a rich harvest of recompense; and thus dawned that +loving anxiety for my pupil's welfare which realized many of my life's +younger wishes, and lent so sunny and living an interest to my +solitary and remembering years. + +It was with some difficulty and after much remonstrance that I induced +Theresa's application to the graver branches of acquirement, which, +with my old-fashioned ideas of education, I considered indispensable +even to a woman. At last, I believe, it was only through affection for +me that she yielded her taste, and consented to devote her mind to +such acquisitions. Her inclinations were all for what was beautiful or +imaginative; she early loved whatever touched her feelings or awoke +the vivid impressions of her young fancy; and I found some trouble in +curbing within rational limits her natural and fascinating +prepossessions. As she grew older, and passed what she deemed the +drudgery of learning, and drew nearer, with rapid steps, to Thought's +promised land of compensation, we constantly read and conversed +together. We dwelt on the inspired pages of the poets, I, with old +age's returning love for the romantic, and increasing reverence for +the true, and she, with the intense, bewildered delight of a spirit +that hoped all things, and a simple faith that trusted the future +would brightly fulfill all the fairest prospects which poetry could +portray. + +Her disposition was sanguine to an extreme, with the happy faculty of +believing what she hoped; and she possessed in a remarkable degree the +power of expressing and defining her ideas and emotions, and rendering +them visible by words. She never paused for an expression, or selected +an injudicious one; and her fluency was the result of a mingled +vividness and clearness of intellect, blended with artist-skill, and +all the fervor of dawning and dreaming womanhood. + +Her affections were spontaneous and impassioned, at once impulsive and +enduring, and, like all enthusiasts, she was frequently governed by +prejudice. Her little sister was a child of rare beauty and +gentleness, and was Theresa's perfect idol. She was perpetually +contriving pleasant surprises for her favorite; and it was her delight +to wreath flowers around Amy's golden curls, and to add a thousand +fantastic decorations to her delicate and seraphic loveliness. They +would have made an exquisite picture, those two sisters, so different +in age and character; the one so fair, with childhood's silent and +fragile beauty, the other glowing with life and premature thought, +already testing the "rapture of the strife," and revealing in the +intense gaze of her dark, restless eyes, the world of gleaming visions +within whose enchantment she lived. + +It was when my pupil had reached her fourteenth year, that, in +obedience to her father's written directions, she prepared to leave +our tranquil home, to enter the school of the convent, near the city +of ----. I know not why Mr. Germaine wished her placed there, for he +was himself a Protestant, but the advantages of instruction were at +that time tempting. Probably, in dwelling on them, he overlooked the +risk of placing his daughter where the unnumbered graces of mind and +manner veil another creed, and make it alluring, and where the +imaginative and gorgeous pomp of a different faith were to be placed +in their most attractive colors before her unsuspecting eyes. It was +with many a misgiving, many a secret fear, that I anticipated +Theresa's removal from my watchfulness; and I warned her with the most +sincere affection, against the temptations of various kinds which she +would probably encounter in her new abode. Early in the autumn we were +to part with her, and the sweet summer, with its wealth of fruit and +flowers was now around us, and our village, in its garlands of +blossoms, looked its loveliest. + + +CHAPTER III. + + O! were it thus! had we, indeed, the gift, + Though human, our humanity to chain; + Could we in truth our restless spirits lift, + And never feel the weight of earth again, + Then would I leave the sorrows I bewail, + To clasp the cross, the cloister, and the veil. + +Some weeks previous to the time at which my last chapter terminates, I +had received a letter from an old friend, requesting me to inform him +if any dwelling in our vicinity was for sale, as he was anxious to +leave the city, and bring his family to a quieter home. I answered his +inquiries satisfactorily, and now daily expected him to arrive, and +make final arrangements for his removal. + +He came at last, bringing with him his only son, a boy somewhat older +than Theresa. Gerald Brandon was pale and feeble from recent illness, +and I persuaded his father to leave him with me, until his new +residence was prepared to receive its inmates. He gladly assented, and +accordingly returned to town, while Gerald remained at the parsonage. +The next two months were among the happiest my memory recalls; and +they were the last untroubled ones Theresa passed in her secluded +home. From their threshold she glided to a new life--to that conflict +of will and purpose, that tempest of impulse and disappointment which +finally subdued her spirit and wearied out her existence. But as yet +all was serene and full of promise; and the golden hues of her sunny +dreams invested our simple pleasures with varied and poetic interest. +My young guest was a gentle, reflective boy of more than ordinary +capabilities, but enfeebled by ill-health, and a victim to the +lassitude which frequently follows protracted bodily suffering. He was +too placid and pensive for his age, and his mind, though refined and +harmonious, had nothing of that restless, energetic brilliancy which +sparkled through Theresa's thoughts. He, however, eagerly participated +in her accustomed studies, and contributed his share to our literary +recreations. I sometimes looked on the two with that involuntary wish +for the power of prophecy which so often rises upon us, and which in +great mercy we are denied, and would frequently strive to shadow forth +the destiny of beings who were now reveling in the brief, bright +interval between childhood and the world. Beautiful era! time of star +and flower, when the "young moon is on the horizon's verge," and the +young heart, lovelier still, seems on the brink of rapture, and +hallows existence with its own unshadowed and seraphic light. We have +cause to be grateful that this episode is transient, that reality +contradicts its hopes, for could its illusions last, who would pause +to think of heaven, with so much of enchanting fulfillment around us +here. + +It was with instinctive pride that I felt my favorite's mental +superiority to her companion, and noticed the genuine admiration with +which Gerald acknowledged it. He was astonished at her variety of +acquirement, her daring originality of opinion, and her unstudied +readiness of expression. He was gratified, and it may be, flattered, +by the disinterested solicitude she evinced for his enjoyment, and the +readiness with which she discarded any scheme of amusement in which +his health prevented his participation. There is a period in youth +when the affections feel as a strong necessity, the desire for +sympathy, when love is yet a stranger, and friendship is as intense as +passion. Dearer than any after friend, is the one who first fills this +yearning vacancy; and though as time wears on, and separation follows, +that tie may be broken never to be re-knit, there is a halo around it +still, and it is made almost holy by the blended tints of hope and +trust, and tenderness, that, with reflected light, shine back upon its +memory. + +It was the evening before Theresa's departure, and we were all +assembled at the cottage. It was impossible to feel very sad, where +the majority were so eager and fraught with hope, and yet the mother's +countenance was full of anxiety for her child. Little Amy sat on her +sister's knee, and Theresa, in her graphic language, was relating some +romantic history of her own invention, while Mrs. Germaine and myself +spoke of her. The parent's solicitude was altogether physical; she +feared only that Theresa would be sick, or that she would encounter +some of the thousand accidents and evils, whose spectres haunt us upon +the eve of a first separation. I thought it kinder to be silent as to +my own very different misgivings, and to dwell only on the encouraging +part of the prospect. There might be nothing to dread, after all, and +it was possibly only our unwillingness to part with Theresa, that thus +assumed to itself the tormenting shape of inquietude. + +During our conversation, which was carried on in an under tone, little +Amy had fallen asleep, and after carefully placing her on the couch, +and kissing the fair face of the slumberer, that shone like a +faultless picture from its frame of golden curls, Theresa adjourned +with Gerald to the porch. It was a perfect evening, and the rays of +the full moon illumined the little portico, throwing on its floor, in +fanciful mosaic, the fantastic shadows of the vines which draperied +the pillars, and lighting up with its spiritual radiance, the earnest +countenances of the youthful friends. Gerald looked more than usually +pale in the blanching beams, and Theresa's gaze was sad and tearful. + +"You will forget us all, Theresa," said the boy; "you will find +elsewhere gayer and dearer companions; you will be praised and +flattered, and it will be several years before you will be stationary +here again." + +"Do you remember the book we read together but a few days since?" she +answered, "and which says there is no such thing as forgetting +possible to the mind?" + +"Well, but at least you may grow indifferent," persisted Gerald, +already betraying manhood's perverseness in suspicion, "at least you +may grow indifferent, and that is even worse than forgetfulness." + +"Far worse," answered Theresa, "I would rather a thousand times be +wholly forgotten, than know that the heart which loved me had grown +cold and careless. But, Gerald, you are my first friend, the only one +of my own age I have ever known, and how can I lose the recollection +of all we have thought and hoped together? And then I shall be too +constantly occupied to form other ties, for I intend to study +incessantly, and to return here all, mentally, that my friends can +wish me." + +"Are you not that already; I, for one, do not desire you to change." + +"You will alter your flattering opinion, _mon ami_, if I can by +application realize the bright pictures my ambition paints. I shall be +so much happier when I have tested myself; for now, all is untried, +the present is restless, and the future perplexing. It is so difficult +for me to curb my impatience, to remember that our progressive path +must be trodden step by step, it may be, through thorns and +temptations. Patience is the golden rule of talent, the indispensable +companion of success; for the 'worm may patiently creep to the height +where the mountain-eagle has rested.' The hardest task for genius to +learn is, through toiling, to hope on, and though baffled, never to +despond." + +Her face flushed with her own eagerness as she spoke, and Gerald +looked on her with mingled admiration and want of comprehension, and +something of that pity with which boyhood is prone to regard the +wildness of girlish aspirations. It was with hopes and tears united, +that Theresa bade me farewell; and as I turned away to seek my quiet +home, the old feeling of desolation and loneliness, which interest in +my favorite had long dissipated, returned upon me with its depressing +weight. Our walk to the parsonage was taken in unbroken silence, for +Gerald, like myself, was busy with the future--to him a smiling world +of compensation and promise, to me, the silent land of fears and +shadows. A whole year was to elapse before Theresa's return to us, and +in the interval she engaged to write every week, either to her mother +or myself. + +For more than an hour that evening I sat beside my window, looking on +the serene prospect around me, and endeavoring to lay something of +that external stillness to the restlessness of my disturbing fancies. +All around was spiritualized by the moonlight; the trees on the lawn +threw long shadows on the grass, and far away, in their mysterious and +majestic silence, stood the eternal mountains; like gigantic watchers, +they kept their vigil over the placid scene beneath--the vigil of +untold centuries. Cloudless, unsympathizing, changeless, they had no +part in the busy drama of human experience their loftiness overlooked, +and now they loomed with shadowy outline, through the sanctifying +light, habitants alike of earth and sky. + +I anticipated tidings from Theresa with that interest which slight +occurrences lend a life whose stirring events are few. + +To me, she engaged to record her thoughts and impressions as they +came, and to be to me what, under similar circumstances _she_ would +have been, whose sweet face for a few years brightened my life, and +who now sleeps, in her childish beauty, by her mother's side. + +THERESA'S FIRST LETTER. + + "You will have learned from my letter to my mother, my + kind friend, all the little details of my journey and + safe arrival at my destination. I felt as if some of my + visions of romance were realized, when this beautifully + adorned place, in its strange and solemn stillness, + stood before me. All the grounds surrounding the + convent-buildings are highly cultivated and tastefully + improved, presenting a vivid contrast between the wild + luxuriance of nature, and the formal, artificial life + within these cold, stern walls. Several of the nuns, + with downcast eyes and thoughtful steps, were taking + their monotonous exercise in the paths through the + shrubbery; and shall I confess that I looked with + mingled doubt and envy upon those dark-robed + figures--doubt, if the restlessness of humanity _can_ + thus be curbed into repose, and envy of that + uninterrupted peace, if, indeed, it may be gained. + Strange seem this existence of sacrifice, this + voluntary abandonment of life's aims and more extended + duties, this repelling, crushing routine of penance and + ceremony, with which, in the very midst of activity, + and in the bloom of energy, vain mortals strive to put + off the inevitable fetters of mortality. Doubtless, + many, from long habit, have grown familiar with this + vegetative, unbroken seclusion, and accustomed to + struggle with tenderness, and conquer impulse, have + ceased to feel affection, and rarely recall the friends + of their busier days--sad consummation of womanhood's + least enviable lot. + + "But I believe it is, in all sincerity, from + self-delusion, not from deception, that these women, + many of them in the freshness of youth, separate + themselves from the wide privileges of their sex, and + contract their hearts into the exclusive and narrow + bounds of a convent's charities. What mental conflicts + must have been theirs, before, from the alluring gloss + of expectation, they could turn to embrace a career + like this. Some, perhaps, believed the possibility of + winning tranquillity by shutting out the temptation of + the world, believed that dust might be spiritualized, + and the mind, debarred from its natural tendencies, + taught to dream only of heaven. Others have sought the + cloister as a refuge for hearts that loved too well, + and memories all too faithful. God help such!--for this + is no place to forget. And it may be, that after years + of painful self-control and depressing experience, some + here have gradually attained the conviction that their + efforts are vain, their yearnings not here to be + fulfilled--what, then, must solitude be to them but an + enduring sorrow? It is too late to retrieve the + past--the fatal vows have been spoken--those frowning + walls are impassable--and the dark folds of that solemn + veil are evermore between the penitents and human + sympathy. Never may their footsteps tread the free + earth again, save within those still and mocking + limits; never will the bright, rewarding world of + social ties dawn upon their languid gaze, though, alas! + its beauty will flash upon their thoughts, through the + loneliness of the silent cell, perhaps even amid + penance and prayer. I look with profound, inexpressible + interest on these sisters, in their ungraceful, but + romance-hallowed costume, and wish, as I watch them, + that I could read something of what the past has been + to each, and trace the various motives that led to this + irrevocable fate. This monotonous life has all the glow + of novelty for me; and I ponder with inexhaustible + interest, and blended reverence and pity on the hidden + moral conflict, continually occurring among beings who + strive to taste angels' pleasures while escaping human + duties, and are reminded of the folly of such attempts, + by the perpetual presence of temptation, and all the + self-reproach, regret, and disappointment which, Heaven + be thanked! the angels never feel. I can scarcely tell, + as yet, how I shall like learning here. My studies have + always been such a pleasure to me, with you, that it + appears strange to associate them with strangers. I am + resolved to devote much time to drawing and miniature + painting, for which you know I had always a _penchant_, + and in the course of a month or two I shall commence + the study of German. What a world of pleasure is before + me. Will you not love me better, if I return to you an + artist, brim full of German legends? All that I hope + and aspire to, leads to that question--will these + acquisitions render me more beloved?" + +"Theresa is too ambitious, too restless," said Gerald, as he finished +the perusal of this letter, "she will only render herself discontented +and conspicuous by this wild, idle desire for superiority." + +I felt somewhat provoked at his querulous words, for in my partial +eyes Theresa seldom erred, and I knew this solicitude for mental +progress, though as yet vague and undirected, was inseparable from her +active and energetic intellect. But Gerald's opinions were common ones +with his sex, and he coldly censured when away from their attractions, +the very traits of character which, when present, involuntarily +fascinated his imagination. And this is an ingratitude which almost +inevitably falls to the share of a gifted woman. Unfortunately, genius +does not shield its possessor from defects of character; and her very +superiority in raising her above the level of the many, renders her +failings more evident, and those who are forced mentally to admire, +are frequently the first morally to condemn. The following are +extracts from Theresa's letters, written at various intervals during +the first year of her residence at the convent; and they will perhaps +serve to reveal something of the rapid development of her mind, with +the self-forgetfulness and ambition so peculiarly blended in her +nature. She is the only one I have ever seen who possessed extreme +enthusiasm without selfishness, and the strong desire to excel, +without envy. There was a harmony in her being as rare as it was +winning; and while many instances of her childish generosity and +spontaneous disinterestedness rise on my memory, I feel almost +bitterness at the recollection of how unworthily her pure heart was +appreciated, and how sad was the recompense of all she suffered. + +"I am happy, my kind friend, happier than I believed it possible for +me to be, when away from those I love. But I study incessantly, and in +acquiring and hoping, I have no time left for regret. When I recall +you, it is not repiningly, but with a thousand desires for your +approval, and increased anxiety to become all you can wish. You will, +perhaps, consider this vanity; but, indeed, that would be unjust, for +it is in all humility, with a painful consciousness of my own +deficiencies that I strive so eagerly to grow wiser and better. Surely +it is not vanity, to yearn to merit tenderness! . . . . . You ask if I +have made any new friends. No; and I can scarcely tell why. There are +several here whose appearance has interested me--and you know how +rapturously I admire personal attractions; but I feel a reserve I can +neither conquer nor explain. Friendship seems to me too holy and +enduring to be lightly bestowed, and yet I desire with inexpressible +earnestness, to find some one of my own age who would love and +comprehend me--some mind in whose mirror I could trace an image of my +own. I have gained something like a fulfillment of this wish in +Gerald; but he is naturally less enthusiastic than I am, and of course +cannot enter into the fervor of my expectations. He thinks them vain +an idle--and so, in truth, they may be; but only their irrevocable +disappointment will ever convince _me_ of their folly. . . . . . I +have been painting a great deal, beside my regular exercises, for my +own amusement; I take such delight in testing my power to reflect the +visible charm of beauty, and in endeavoring, however faintly, to +idealize humanity. Among other efforts, I have finished a miniature of +one of the young sisters here, whose sad, placid face, seemed to +sketch itself upon my memory. Of course, the likeness was drawn +without her knowledge--she has put away from her thoughts all such +vanities. I often look on the picture, which is scarcely more tranquil +than the original; and I wish I could speak a word of welcome sympathy +to one who is so young, and yet so sorrowful. I was much touched, a +few days since, by accidentally witnessing an interview between this +nun, whose convent name is Cecelia, and her sister. It seems that she +had taken the vows in opposition to the wishes and counsel of all her +friends, having forsaken a widowed mother and an only sister for +spiritual solitude and the cloister. I was copying an exquisite +engraving of the Madonna, which adorns the apartment allotted to +visiters, when a young lady entered, and desired to see her sister. +The nun came, but not beyond the grating which bounds one side of the +room. Those bars--signs of the heart's prison--were between beings who +from infancy had been undivided, whose pleasures and pains through +life had been inseparable, and who were now severed by a barrier +impassable as the grave. They contrasted strongly, these two sisters, +so nearly the same age, so different in their hopes for the future. +The guest wept constantly, and her words, spoken in a loud tone, were +broken by bursts of grief; but the other was composed, almost to +coldness--there was no evidence of distress on her marble cheek, and +her large, gray eyes, were quiet in their gaze. She had evidently +learned to curb emotion and regret--the past for her was a sealed +book, with all its remembrances; she was a woman without her sex's +loveliest impulses--a sister without tenderness, a daughter without +gratitude. They parted, as they had met, each unconvinced, each +grieving for the other--the visiter returned to her holy filial +duties, the devotee to her loneliness. My friend, on which of these +sisters do the angels in heaven look down most rejoicingly? This scene +made me sorrowful, as every thing does which destroys an illusion. I +had entertained such romantic ideas of life in the cloister, it seemed +so tempting to me in its rest, its spirituality; and now I realize +that we have no right to such rest, that it is not ours to shrink from +the duties, to shun the penalties, to crush the affections of +humanity--and my visions of lonely happiness have passed away _pour +toujours_. If ever I could be induced to forsake a world that now +appears to me so rich in promise; if ever I am numbered among the +tried in spirit, and broken in heart, some active solace must be mine, +not this fearful leisure for thought and remembrance. My lot is to be +a restless one; and whatever else the future may hold for me, I know, +in the spirit of prophecy, it will bestow nothing of repose. . . . . +You tell me my little sister grows every day more lovely. I can +readily believe it. There is something very fascinating in the style +of her childish beauty, something that appeals to tenderness and seeks +for love--and she is always the reality that prompts my dreams of +angels. Is it not unwise, my friend, to hold the gift of personal +beauty of little value, when it thus involuntarily commands affection, +and can win the world's charity for many faults?" + +I know not if these disjointed scraps have interest for others, but I +have recorded them, because to me they recall the young writer's +glowing enthusiasm, and evince the confident hopefulness which is one +of the most common traits of mental excellence. Without being vain, +she had yet no fears for herself, no doubt of the successful exercise +of the powers whose stirring presence she felt. All that seemed +necessary to her was opportunity; and she possessed the faith our good +God gives to youth, and whose passing away is one of the sorrows of +age. + +The time appointed for her return home had now arrived, and her +mother's anxiety to see her was scarcely greater than my own. In the +meanwhile, Mr. Brandon's new residence--the handsomest in our +vicinity--had been completed, and his family was permanently located +among us. His domestic circle consisted of Gerald, a daughter, about +Theresa's age, and a maiden lady, the sister of his wife, who, since +Mrs. Brandon's death, had done the household honors. Gerald had been, +from the first, a constant visiter at the parsonage, and he now +participated in our solicitude to welcome our darling back. About +sunset, on the day of Theresa's return, I directed my steps toward the +cottage, and I was but halfway to my destination, when I saw her +coming to meet me. I could never be mistaken in her light, rapid walk, +whose movements were full of grace. Not for many a long, sad year, had +a reception so affectionate as hers been given me; and her greeting +brought tears to my old eyes, and called up painful memories to my +heart. In appearance she had greatly improved; her slight figure had +rounded into more womanly proportions, and her motions were full of +the wild, unstudied gracefulness that had always characterized her. +There was about her a fascination I cannot explain, a something +independent of externals--a witchery to be felt but not defined. +Perhaps it was the visible influence of mental gifts, the reflection +of that purity of heart and mind which impressed itself on all her +words and actions. + +Let it not, however, be imagined, that because in my fond remembrance +I have lingered long upon Theresa's many virtues, I was ignorant of +her faults. They were those inseparable from her temperament; an +impetuosity which frequently misled her judgment, and a confidence in +her own beliefs, a reliance on her own will, that nothing but an +appeal to her affections could ever subdue. She was an instance of +that sad truth, that our defects shape our destinies; that one failing +may exert over our lot a more potent influence than many excellencies, +and may mar the brilliancy of our moral picture by a single shadow, +that shall darken it all. In after life, when trial and suffering +pressed wearily upon her, all her griefs might have been traced back +to the influence of faults, which in her childhood were not +sufficiently developed to seem of consequence, or to merit rebuke. To +us she was so loving and complying, that the less favorable traits of +her nature were lost to our eyes in the brightness of her better +endowments. Like all poetic persons, she had various fancies and +caprices; but hers were all pure in purpose, and imparted a charm to +her restless being. Even her tenderness had its fantasies, and +lavished itself wastefully without thought or reason. Her attachment +to her sister was remarkable in its tone, blending anxiety with its +profound and impassioned tide. She would speak to me of Amy, of her +childish loveliness, her gentle disposition, her appealing +trustfulness, until tears would start to her eyes, and the future +seemed painfully distant to one whose onward gaze had painted it with +fulfillments. There was nothing sweet and lovable in life that she did +not connect with Amy's hereafter. Alas! it was well for her she could +not foresee that future happiness was to be won by the sacrifice of +her own. + +During Theresa's stay in our village, the young Brandons and herself +were often together--and Gerald's admiration had evidently lost +nothing from separation. His health had improved, though he still +looked pale and delicate; but this physical languor lent refinement to +his appearance, and excited Theresa's warmest sympathy. It would have +been strange, were not the occurrence so common, that we should not +have anticipated the probable consequences of such intercourse between +Gerald and Theresa, but always accustomed to consider them in contrast +with ourselves, as mere children, we forgot theirs was the very age +for enduring impressions, the era in existence whose memories live +longest. It was not until long afterward that I realized our error, +and then, alas! it was too late to save the repose of a heart which +possessed in fatal strength, woman's sad faculty of loving. The period +soon came round for Theresa to return to her studies; and, to my +surprise, her grief at the second separation was much more violent +than at the first. I did not note, in my simplicity, the cause of this +vehemence; I never suspected that a new tie, undefined, but powerful, +was binding her being, that in the depths of a spirit whose +earnestness I have never seen equaled, there had sprung up an +affection never to pass away, and one dangerously enhanced by the +imaginative tendency of her nature. That she had won over Gerald a +profound and fascinating influence, was evident; she was to him a +dream of intellectual beauty, and her presence idealized his life. He +connected her instinctively with all his high hopes, his visionary +schemes; but I feel, in recalling his admiration, that, from its very +character, it was not likely to be permanent. There was too little in +it of the actual world, too much of the mental; it was more the homage +of mind, than the tribute of affection; rather the irrepressible +appreciation of genius, than the spontaneous effusion of love. His +expressions of regret at separation were warm and tender; but it is +probable the young friends were both ignorant of the nature of their +feelings. They parted tearfully, as a brother and sister would have +said farewell; and the next few months, with their throng of sweet +remembrances, fostered the growth of emotions very unlike, in truth, +but equally kind and hopeful. And now there came a long interval of +melancholy tranquillity in my life, for it was not until two years +afterward that our darling returned. Her letters during the interval +were frequent, and her ambition to excel deepened daily in intensity. + +"One year more," she wrote, "and this routine of application will be +over, I shall come to you no longer a child, but fitted, I trust, for +a congenial companion. What bright pictures my fancy draws for that +time! Surely the future is a land of surpassing beauty, if but one +half its radiant hopes be realized." + +"I have no patience with Theresa's visionary fancies," said Gerald, +petulently, as he glanced over this letter, "I really believe she +prizes books and pictures, and her idle dreams, more than the hearts +that love her." + +I have lingered long over this recording of a childhood that lent my +loneliness many pleasures; and I must trace more rapidly and briefly +the sadder portion of my recollections. Over the next two years let us +pass in silence; they saw the last shining of pleasure upon Theresa's +experience; they were the resting-place between her young hopefulness +and the perplexing cares and disappointments of her energetic and +unsatisfied womanhood. Never afterward did life appear to her so +rapturous a gift, and intellectual superiority so enchanting, but the +hereafter grew silent with its promises, and her spirit weary with its +cares. + +It was not until some months afterward that the journal I am about to +quote fell into my hands; but I copy some of its fragments, to portray +its writer's feelings. Ah, me! such trustful hearts as hers are those +experience depresses soonest. + +"How happy I have been this summer! I believe those who have spent +their childhood in seclusion, and formed their first associations from +the lovely creations of nature, love home better than persons _can_ +do, who have been always encompassed by the excitements and artificial +enjoyments of society. These lose individual consciousness amid the +throng of recollections; they cannot trace the progress of their +being, nor retain the self-portraying vividness of memory. I am sure +that no dweller in cities can feel as I do, when I return to this +tranquil village; I can almost imagine I have stepped back into my +childhood. Yet, loving this place as I do, I am still anxious to leave +it; home, and especially a quiet one, is no place for great successes. +Too much of the childish past hangs over it, and discourages exertion, +and those who have loved us best and earliest, know least of what we +are capable. Every day intercourse fetters judgment, and thought lives +in the domestic circle with sealed lips. My kind friends do not +comprehend my wishes or emotions; my mother deems them folly, and +Gerald, instead of sympathy, tenders me only doubts and fears. But I +repel silently such depressing influence; surely the motto of youth +should be, _aide-toi_, _et Dieu t'aidera_. . . . . I have been reading +that tearful book, the Diary of an Ennuye. What a vivid picture it +presents of mental and physical suffering, too intense to be wholly +conquered, yet half subdued by the strong power of a thoughtful will. +Such depictings of sorrow must be exaggerated, there cannot be so much +of grief in a world where hope still liveth. . . . . I have been +amusing myself this morning by scribbling verses, and as I gradually +became absorbed in my employment, I felt I would willingly relinquish +half the future in store for me, could I win a poet's fame. I have +been endeavoring to determine which is the most desirable, the +celebrity of a poet or a painter. Perhaps the distinction an artist +obtains satisfies the mind more wholly, and it must be a more +universal thing, than that of a writer. He appeals to the senses; his +work is the visible presence of what is immaterial, the palpable +creation of a thought. He gazes on his production, until his being +revels in the witchery of his own reality; and the ideal that had +haunted his spirit so long, smiles and blesses him from that glowing +canvas. But the poet, he who from the well of thought hath drawn forth +such golden truths; who heareth within his heart the echo of whatever +is beautiful around him; he who is the interpreter of nature, and +translateth into burning words whatsoever things are pure and lovely, +ah! he liveth alone with his glorious images, and from his brilliant +world of dream and vision, he walks abroad uncomprehended, a solitary +being. Yet he, too, has his reward, though seldom the present one of +popular approval; time is requisite for the appreciation of his +imaginings; he would not, if he could, profane them by the breath of +popular criticism. _His_ place is far away from common sight--a +dwelling in pleasant thoughts; he is enthroned amid happy memories and +early hopes; he is associated in our minds with forms of grace, and +faces of beauty--with the light of stars, and the fragrance of +flowers; with the pale hours of gloom his enchantments have chased +away, and the green graves his heavenward words have hallowed. Which +fame would I choose? Alas! for my craving nature, neither--but both!" + +Two years had glided by, and Theresa had returned to us. Her studies +were completed, and she seemed to our fond hearts more than we ever +hoped for, or dared to anticipate. She had certainly improved to the +utmost the period of her absence; she was an admirable linguist, a +good musician, and her talent for painting was pronounced by +_connoisseurs_ to be extraordinary. She possessed in a rare degree +perfect consciousness of her powers, without a tinge of vanity; and +she spoke of her acquirements and performances simply and candidly, as +she would have dwelt on those of a stranger. Gerald was evidently +surprised at her mental progress, and perhaps he felt it almost +painfully, for he certainly was not in her presence as natural and +familiar as of yore. He would gaze on her long and fixedly, as if in +being forced to admire, he hesitated how to love. I do not know +whether Theresa perceived this change, and allowed it to influence her +manner, or whether the natural timidity of one "on the eve of +womanhood," rendered her also gentler and quieter than of old, but +certain it is, that while to others they were the same as ever, for +each other, they felt something they knew was not friendship, yet +dared not think was love. + +In the meantime Amy had grown into girlhood, and was, in truth, as +beautiful as a poet's dream. She was timid, gentle, and silent; no +strength of mind was enshrined in that faultless casket; and her +transparent, maidenly brow, was never shadowed by the conflict of +thought. Her words were few and commonplace, but they were spoken by a +voice exquisitely musical, and her surpassing personal loveliness +disarmed mental criticism. Theresa would regard her in unutterable +admiration, blending a sister's tenderness with all an artist's +ecstasy. There was no repaying enthusiasm; Amy's affections were not +impulsive, and she shared nothing of her sister's spontaneous, +effervescing warmth. She was, however, kind and graceful, with that +charm of manner common even in childhood to those on whom the gods +have smiled, and who, from the consciousness of beauty, possess the +certainty of pleasing. Like all visionaries, Theresa had many fancies, +and strongest among them was her boundless admiration for loveliness. +Living as she did in perpetual study of the beautiful, it appealed to +her with that enchantment it only wears for the painter and the poet; +and for her, who, in her dangerously endowed being, blended both, +there was inexpressible fascination in all that reflected externally +her radiant ideal. Gerald was a constant visiter at the cottage, and +his undisguised admiration for Theresa's gifts deepened into lasting +sentiment, what had hitherto been vague emotion. He sought her +approval, solicited her opinions, and there was a tone of romantic +reverence in his conduct toward her, which could not fail to interest +one so young and sensitive. In many respects his character was far +from equaling hers; ill-health had given peculiar fastidiousness to +his tastes, and selfishness to his temper; but he was invested with +the charms of pleasant memories, and that drapery which ever surrounds +with grace those the heart loves first. I believe he never for an +instant reflected on the effect his devoted attentions might produce, +and, absorbed in the magic of his own rapturous thoughts, he had no +time for calmer reasoning. Love is proverbially credulous; and +although neither promise nor protestation had been spoken, Theresa +never doubled what she hoped, and, perhaps, in her girlish faith, +believed his feelings the deeper from their silence. + +Thus the days wended on, and I had woven in my lonely simplicity many +a bright tissue for future years to wear, when already the "cloud no +bigger than a man's hand" had gathered on my favorite's horizon. +Gerald and herself had walked one evening to the parsonage, and were +seated on one of the shaded seats in the old-fashioned garden attached +to my home. + +"Theresa, you have always been to me a sympathizing listener, and I +have something to tell you now of more than ordinary interest--will +you hear me patiently?" and as Gerald spoke, he looked up smilingly +into his companion's face. + +Why did Theresa's cheek flush at these simple words? I know not; I +only know that it grew pale and ashy as Gerald proceeded to relate the +story whose hearing he had solicited, and in the impassioned words of +love to paint his devotion--not to her who sat beside him, but to the +sister whose outward beauty had won more than all _her_ gifts. He +spoke of time to come, of being to her as a brother, of a home in +common, and then he dwelt with a lover's rapture on the attractions of +his promised bride, those charms she had often extolled to him with a +poet's appreciation, and now heard praised in breathless agony. The +bitterness, not of jealousy, but of despair, was in her soul--a pang +for which there was no expression and no relief. Never more might she +return to the hope his words had shattered, the trust she had indulged +too long. All that had scattered her path with flowers, and thrown +around her life's sweetest illusions was lost to her now; the +confessions she had heard, raised a barrier not to be passed between +herself and those she held dearest, and the sister for whom she would +have laid down her life, claimed a sadder sacrifice, and glided a +rival between her heart and its reliance. But to all his confidings +she listened silently, and when he ceased to speak, she answered him +kindly and gently. Love is selfish, and in the egotism of his own +feelings, Gerald heeded not that his companion's voice faltered; and +they parted without a suspicion in his mind of the suffering he had +occasioned. Alas! such brief tragedies are acting every day in our +household circles, and we note them not; bright eyes become tranquil, +glowing cheeks look pale, and young hearts, once high with hope and +energy, grow weary and listless; and we talk of illness, and call in +science to name the disease, which is nothing but sorrow. There are, +without doubt, solitary hours in human experience which do the work of +years, forcing suspicion to dawn, and tempting despondency to deepen. +Life should be measured by such hours, and they who feel most keenly +are the ones who, in truth, live longest. + +Certain it is that Theresa passed in those few moments to a new +existence--to a being wholly different from her former self. The +rainbow tints had faded from her sky, and the stars in her futurity +had ceased to shine. What to her were all her mental gifts, when they +had failed to win the love she valued? And now the nature so impulsive +and ingenuous was impelled by the instinct of woman's pride to assume +the mantle of concealment, to learn its task of suffering and silence. +She could not, without betraying her true feelings, seem depressed, +when all about her was happier than ever, and not a shadow rested on +the hearts around her. Her mother was constitutionally tranquil; and +Amy, in the relying gladness of her early youth, saw nothing to fear, +and all things to hope. It was a trying effort for Theresa to bury the +conflict of her impetuous emotions in the stillness of her own +bosom--the more trying because she had never before known cause for +reserve; but the power of endurance in womanhood is mighty, and she +did conceal even from my watchful eyes, the triumph of certainty over +hope. I knew not then that the silver chord was already severed, and +the veil lifted from the pale face of grief, never again in mercy to +lend its secrecy. + +The extreme youth of Amy alone delayed her marriage, and the following +year was appointed as the time of its celebration. In the meanwhile +the lovers would meet almost daily, and there seemed nothing but +happiness before them. And she, the highly endowed, the richly gifted, +what was to be her lot? Even now the mists were gathering around her; +her faith in the hereafter was lessened; disappointment haunted her +onward steps, and memory darkened to regret. Poor Theresa! there was +many a pang in her experience then proudly hidden from all human gaze; +and her suffering was not the less because she felt that it arose in +part from self-deception, and from its very character was beyond the +solace of sympathy. + +A few evenings afterward, I was sitting alone, when, with her light +and eager step, Theresa entered my little study at the parsonage. Her +cheek was flushed by her rapid walk, and her eyes sparkled as she laid +before me a letter she had just received. I did not then comprehend +the eagerness with which she grasped the refuge of excitement and +change, but my heart sunk within me as I read the lines before me, for +too well I foresaw the endless links of perplexity and misconstruction +which would drag themselves, a dreary chain through the years to come. +The letter was from the painter with whom she had studied his art, and +was written with the kind feeling of one who, from the memory of his +own aspirations, could sympathize with hers. He reminded her of a wish +she had often expressed to practice her powers as a painter, and he +said if that desire still continued, he could offer her a home in his +household, and promise her success. His own professional attainments +were great and popular, but his health was failing; and he declared it +would be a pleasure and pride to him to direct her talents if she +still wished to brave the perplexities of an artist's life. He dwelt +on the subject with the fervor of a mind whose best faculties had been +spent in the service of his art; but while he extolled its attractions +and rewards, he concealed nothing of its cares and penalties. He +concluded thus: "For me, the exercise of my glorious profession has +been in all respects singularly fortunate; and in addition to the +inexpressible gratifications attending its pursuit, it has won for me +both popularity and wealth. But I would not mislead you, Theresa, nor +conceal the difficulties which must inevitably, in such an attempt, +harass a young and an enthusiastic woman. It is an unusual thing for +womanhood to worship art; you will have ignorance and prejudice +against you, and I need not remind you that these are the most +perplexing of obstacles. But still there are rewards they cannot +touch, pleasures beyond their influence--and these I proffer you. The +artist bears within his own soul the recompense for many sorrows; and +if you can summon the moral fortitude to wait in patience, and toil in +hope, I candidly believe that, with your endowments, success will be a +certainty. You will be to us as a daughter; and our childless old age +will be gladdened by the presence in our home of your bright young +face." Theresa had scanned my countenance eagerly while I perused this +letter, as if to gather my impressions of the scheme; and she looked +not a little disappointed when I gravely and silently refolded and +returned the paper. + +"I can divine your opinion," she said at last; "you disapprove of my +plan." + +"I do," was my reply. "I can discern no reason for your forsaking a +tranquil home to brave so many certain annoyances." + +"But, my friend," she answered, "you forget now the lesson you have +often taught me, that we have no right to bury our talents, nor to +shrink from the exercise of powers which were doubtless bestowed to be +improved and employed. You will, perhaps, deem that my duty to my +mother demands my presence here; but she has grown accustomed to my +absence, and depends on me for none of her social comforts. Amy is far +better fitted to be her companion, and I am sure that if I were to +remain here, with the desponding conviction that my resources were +useless, my acquirements thrown away; that knowledge would render me +unhappy and throw a shadow over my home. Let me try this experiment +for one year; if I fail, I will return satisfied that I have done my +utmost; if I succeed, I can win for myself fame, and it may be peace." + +She had spoken rapidly and earnestly, though I now know that her most +powerful reasons for wishing to leave us, were left unuttered, and as +she concluded her voice was tremulous. She impatiently awaited my +answer; and I, with the folly of a fond old man, could not bear to +dash away the cup that foamed so temptingly to her lips. Though +fearful and unconvinced, I ceased to remonstrate. Many times since +have I marveled at my own weakness, and lamented that I did not more +decidedly condemn the young enthusiast's views; and yet what could I +do? Had I more strenuously and successfully opposed the scheme, could +I have borne to see my darling pine in the weariness of powers buried, +and endowments wasted? Could I have recklessly sullied in their purple +light the day-dreams of her yearning youth, have watched her, +dispirited and dejected, ever turning from the gloom of the present to +ponder on the radiant, haunting mystery of what she might have been? + +To my surprise, Mrs. Germaine evinced none of the repugnance to the +removal which I had anticipated; and, won over by Theresa's eagerness, +and accustomed to be separated from her, she exerted no parental +authority in the case. Her acquiescence, of course, silenced my +objections, and I could only grieve where I would have counseled. +Gerald alone violently opposed her departure; but she replied to him +with a firmness I did not expect, and which surprised me not a little. +But the decision was made, and even while tenderly and anxiously +beloved, the wayward and gifted one went forth alone into the world. + + +CHAPTER IV. + + Pale Disappointment! on whose anxious brow + Expectancy has deepened into pain; + Thou who hast pressed upon so many hearts + The burning anguish of those words--_in vain_; + Thy gloom is here; thy shadowy presence lies + Within the glory-light of those sad eyes! + +Two years more had gone by since we glanced at Theresa last--years +fraught to her with the fulfillment of ambition, and golden with the +gifts of praise. Her name had become a familiar one to the lovers of +art, and her society was eagerly sought for by the most intellectual +men in one of our most refined cities. In the home of her artist +friend she had been as a daughter, and cordially welcomed into the +circles of talent and acquirement. It would have been well with her +had that measure of success satisfied her, could she have returned +then, without one hope turned into bitterness, to her early and +tranquil home--but it was not so to be; and on the death of her +friend, a year previous to this time, Theresa decided still to remain +in the city, and follow alone the exciting glories of her art. In the +meantime Amy's marriage had taken place; the cottage was deserted, and +Mrs. Germaine found a home with her younger daughter. It was Gerald's +wish that Theresa also should reside with them; but she had declined, +affectionately, though positively; and she was now an exile from those +who loved her best. Her engagements had proved profitable, she had +acquired much more than was necessary for her simple wants; and all +her surplus gainings were scrupulously sent to her mother. I, too, was +frequently remembered in her generous deeds, and many a valuable book, +far beyond my power to purchase, came with sweet words from the +cheerer of my old age. + +But this state of things was too prosperous to last always--the crowd +does not permit without a struggle the continuance of such prosperity. +Gradually the tide of public approval changed; rivals spoke +slightingly of one who surpassed them; her impetuous words--and she +was frank almost to a fault--were misrepresented, and envying lips +whispered of the impropriety of her independent mode of life. +Flatterers grew more cautious, professing friends looked coldly, and, +one by one, her female acquaintances found various pretexts for +withdrawing their attentions. Theresa was not suspicious; it was long +before these changes were apparent to her, and even then she +attributed them to accident. Confident in her own purity of motive, +and occupied with her own engrossing pursuits, she had neither time +nor inclination for disagreeable speculations. She felt her refuge was +incessant employment; she dared not even yet allow herself leisure for +contemplation and memory. A volume of her poems had just been +published--its destiny filled her thoughts--for who cannot imagine the +trembling, fearing solicitude with which the young poet would send +forth her visions to the world? Her engagements in her profession, +too, were ceaseless, and her health began to fail under the effects of +a mode of life so constant in its labors, and so apart from the +refreshing influences usually surrounding girlhood. And was she happy? +Alas! she had often asked herself that question, and answered it with +tears; ambition has no recompense for tenderness, womanhood may not +lay aside its yearnings. Her letters to us contained no word of +despondency; she spoke more of what she thought than of what she felt. +Her heart had learned to veil itself; and yet, as I read her notes to +me, the suspicion would sometimes involuntarily come over me that she +was not tranquil, that her future looked to her more shadowy; and I +longed to clasp her once more to the bosom that had pillowed her head +in childhood, and bid her bring there her hoard of trial and care. She +was, by her own peculiar feelings banished from our midst; how could +she return, to dwell in Gerald's home, she who for years had striven +in solitude and silence to still memories of which _he_ made the +grief? But she was no pining, love-sick girl; the high and rare tone +of her nature gave her many resources, and imparted strength to battle +with gentler impulses. But it was a painful and unnatural conflict +between an ingenuous character and a taunting pride--a war between +thought and tenderness. Wo to the heart that dares such a struggle! +Aspiration may bring a temporary solace, excitement a momentary balm; +but never yet, in all the tear-chronicled records of genius, has woman +found peace in praise, or compensation in applause. It is enough for +her to obtain, in the dangerous arena of competition, a brief refuge, +a transient forgetfulness; love once branded with those words--_in +vain_, may win nothing more enduring this side of heaven. + +It was the twilight of a whiter evening; the lamps were just beginning +to brighten the city streets, and the fire burned cheerfully in +Theresa's apartment. Various paintings, sketches, and books, were +scattered around, and on the table lay a miniature of Amy, painted +from memory. It depicted her, not in the flush of her early womanhood, +not in the gladness of her hope-tinted love, but as she was, years +ago, in her idolized infancy. The lamp-light shone full upon that +young, faultless face, brightening almost like life those smiling +lips, and the white brow gleaming beneath childhood's coronet of +golden hair. + +The young artist was seated now in silent and profound +abstraction--for twilight is the time the past claims from the +present, and memory is summoned by silence. Theresa's feet rested on a +low footstool, her hands were clasped lightly together on her lap, and +she leaned back in the cushioned chair, in an attitude of perfect and +unstudied grace she would have delightedly sketched in another. Have +ever I described my favorite's appearance? I believe not; and yet +there was much in her face and figure to arrest and enchant younger +eyes than mine. I could not, if I would, delineate her features, for +I only recall their charm of emotion, their attractive variety of +sentiment. Her eyes were gray, with dark lashes, and their expression +was at once brilliant and melancholy, and the most spiritual I have +ever seen. Her hair was long and fair, with a tinge of gold glancing +through its pale-brown masses, as if sunbeams were woven in its +tresses. She was not above the average height, but the proportions of +her figure were peculiarly beautiful, and her movements and attitudes +had the indescribable gracefulness whose harmony was a portion of her +being. She looked even younger than she really was, and her dress, +though simple, was always tasteful and attractive, for her reverence +for the beautiful extended even to common trifles, and all about her +bespoke the elevating presence of intellectual ascendency. The glance +that once dwelt on her returned to her face instinctively--so much of +thought and feeling, of womanhood in its faculty to love and hope, of +affection in its power to endure and triumph, so much of genius in the +glory of its untested youth, lay written in lines of light on that +pale, maidenly brow. Ah, me! that I should remember her thus! As +Theresa sat there, she idly took a newspaper from the table to refold +it, and as she did so, her own name attracted her attention. It headed +a brief notice of her poems, which was doubtless written by some one +her success had offended--there are minds that cannot forgive a +fortunate rival. It was a cold, sarcastic, sneering review of her +book, penned in that tone of contemptuous irony, the most profaning to +talent, the most desecrating to beauty. There was neither justice nor +gentleness in the paragraph, but it briefly condemned the work, and +promised at some future period, a more detailed notice of its defects. +It was the first time that Theresa had felt the fickleness of popular +favor; and who does not know the morbid sensitiveness with which the +poet shrinks from censure? To have her fair imaginings thus degraded, +her glowing theories prostrated, the golden pinions of her fancy +dragged to the dust--were these things the compensation for thought, +and toil, and sacrifice? It was a dark wisdom to learn, one that would +cast a shade over all future effort--and disappointed and mortified, +Theresa threw down the paper, and wept those bitter tears which +failure teaches youth to shed. + +An hour of painful reverie had passed, when the door of the apartment +was noiselessly opened, and with silent steps, the dark-robed figure +of a woman entered and approached Theresa. + +"I have intruded on you most unceremoniously," said the stranger, in a +voice singularly soft and melodious, "and I have no apology to plead +but the interest I feel in youth and genius, and this privileged +garb;" and as Theresa glanced at her dress, she saw it was that of a +Sister of Charity. It was an attire she had grown familiar with, +during her abode at the convent, and the winning kindness usually +distinguishing its wearers, had invested it in her mind with pleasant +associations. + +"You are welcome, nevertheless," replied Theresa, "for I know that in +admitting your sisterhood we often entertain angels unawares." + +The new comer seated herself, and the young artist strove in vain to +recall her features; they were those of a stranger. + +"You are personally unknown to me, Theresa," said the lady, after a +brief silence, "but your father was one of my earliest friends. +Nay--it matters not to ask my name; the one I then bore, is parted +with now, and I would not willingly speak it again; under a different +appellation I have been lowlier and happier." + +"You knew my father, then," rejoined Theresa, eagerly, "in his younger +and more prosperous days. His loss I feel more keenly as my experience +increases; for I was too young at his death to appreciate in reality, +as I now do in memory, all his character's high, and generous, and +spiritual beauty." + +"We met often in the gay world," replied the guest--and her words were +uttered less to Theresa than to herself--"and our acquaintance was +formed under circumstances which ripened into intimacy what might +otherwise have proved only one of those commonplace associations that +lightly link society together; but it is of yourself I would speak. I +have opportunities in the fulfillment of my duties of hearing and +seeing much that passes in the busy world about me; and I have been +prompted by the old memories still clinging around me, to proffer you +the counsel of a friend. Will you forgive me, if I address you +candidly and unreservedly?" + +And then, as Theresa wonderingly granted the desired permission, she +proceeded gently to detail some of the efforts of malice, and to utter +words of kind warning to one who, enfolded within her own illusions, +saw nothing of the shadows gathering about her path. + +"You are not happy, Theresa!" continued the sister; "I know too much +of woman's life to believe you are. I am aware of the motives from +which you act; and while I reverence your purity of heart, and the +pride which has tempted you to work out your own destiny, I easily +trace the weariness your spirit feels. I, too, have had my visions; +they are God's gift to youth, but I have lived sadly and patiently to +watch dream after dream fade away. I see you have forgotten me, +although I saw you frequently at the convent of ----; but I am not +surprised at your forgetfulness, for the nun's sombre veil shuts her +out alike from hearts and memories." + +"Are you, too, then unhappy?" asked Theresa, as the low and musical +voice beside her trembled in its tone; "you, whose footsteps are +followed by blessings, whose life is hallowed by doing good? I have +long ago learned to doubt the peace of the cloister, but I have ever +loved to believe there was recompense in your more active career, and +that if happiness exists on earth, the Sisters of Charity deserve and +win it." + +"In part, you are right," answered the nun, "but you have yet to +realize that the penalties of humanity are beyond mortal control; that +we cannot, by any mode of life, pass beyond their influence. All we +_can_ do, is prayerfully to acquire patient forbearance and upward +hope; many a heavy heart beats beneath a veil like this, and carries +its own woes silently within, while it whispers to others of promise +and rest." The visiter paused, and Theresa interrupted a silence that +began to be painful to both. + +"I feel," she said, "that I have acted injudiciously in braving +remark, and in proudly dreaming I could shape out my own course. But +you, who seem to have divined my thoughts so truly, doubtless read +also the _one_ reason which renders my return home most depressing." + +"I know it well," was the reply; and the speaker pressed Theresa's +trembling hand within her own, "but your prolonged stay here will be +fraught with continually increasing evils; and if you expect repose, +it cannot be here, where envy and detraction are rising against you. +We cannot sway the prejudices of society, Theresa; and in some +respects even the most gifted must submit to their decrees. And now," +she said, as she rose to take leave, "I must bid you farewell. I have +followed an impulse of kindness in undertaking the dangerous task to +warn and counsel. If you will listen to one fatally versed in the +world's ways, you will cease to defy public opinion, and amid the more +tranquil scenes of your home, you will acquire a truer repose than +ever fame bestowed. In all probability we shall meet no more, yet I +would fain carry with me the consolation of having rescued from +confirmed bitterness of spirit, the child of a faithful friend, and +pointed a yearning heart to its only rest." And before Theresa could +reply, the door had closed, and the visiter was gone. + + +THERESA'S LETTER. + + "My friend! the credulity is ended, the illusion is + over, and I shall return to you again. There are + reasons I need not mention now, which would render a + residence with my sister painful, and with my old + waywardness I would come to you, the kind sharer of my + young impulses, and to your home, the quiet scene of + my happiest days. I am listless and sick at heart; and + the hopes that once made my future radiant, appear + false and idle to my gaze. Success has bestowed but + momentary satisfaction, while failure has produced + permanent pain; and I would fain cease my restless + strivings, and be tranquil once more. This is no hasty + resolve; several weeks have elapsed since I was + prompted to it first; and I believe it is wiser to + submit than to struggle--to learn endurance, than to + strive for reward. In a few days more I shall be with + you, saddened and disheartened, and changed in all + things but in love and gratitude." + +She had, indeed, changed since I saw her last, nearly three years +before. The world had wrought its work, hope had been crushed by +reality. Her health was evidently fatally affected, and her voice, +once so gay and joyous, was low and subdued. It was mournful to my +loving eyes to mark the contrast between the sisters now; Amy, in the +noiseless routine of domestic duties, found all her wishes satisfied; +she was rendered happy by trifles, and her nature demanded nothing +they could not offer. Without one rare mental endowment, or a single +lofty trait, she had followed her appointed path, a serene and +contented woman. A glance at the household circles around us, will +prove this contrast a common one; the most gifted are not the most +blessed--and the earth has no fulfillment for the aspirations that +rise above it. + +And what of Theresa, the richly and fatally endowed, she who, with all +the faculties for feeling and bestowing gladness, yet wasted her youth +away; she who sadly tested the beautiful combination of genius with +womanhood, yet lavished her powers in vain--why need I trace the +passing away of one beloved so well? My task is finished; and I +willingly lay aside a record, written through tears. Wouldst thou know +more? There is a grave in yonder church-yard that can tell thee all! + + + + +SONNETS. + +BY JAMES LAWSON. + + +I.--HOPE. + + I mark, as April days serenely smile, + Clouds heaped on clouds in mountain-like array, + While radiant sunbeams with their summits play, + Gilding with gorgeous tints the mighty pile; + And earth partakes of every hue the while! + Oft have I felt on such a day as this, + The sudden shower down-pouring on my head, + Though in the distance all is loveliness. + Thither, in vain, with rapid step I've sped. + I liken this to Hope: although with sorrow + The heart is overcast, and dim the eye; + Delusive Hope--not present, ever nigh, + Presages gladness on a coming morrow, + And lures us onward, till our latest sigh. + + +II.--A PREDICTION. + + The day approaches, when a mystic power, + Shall summon mute Antiquity, to tell + The buried glories of the long lost hour; + And she will answer the enchanter's spell-- + Then shall we hear what wondrous things befell + When the young world existed in its prime. + The truths revealed will turn the wisest pale, + That ignorance so long abused their time. + Vainly may Error blessed Truth assail + With specious argument, and looking wise + Exult, as millions worship at her shrine; + Yet, in the time ordained, shall Truth arise + And walk in beauty over earth and skies, + While man in reverence bows before her power divine! + + + + +PHANTASMAGORIA. + +BY JOHN NEAL. + + +I don't believe in night-caps. That is, I don't believe in stopping +the ears, in shutting the eyes, in sealing up the senses, nor in going +to sleep in the midst of God's everyday wonders. We are put here to +look about us. We are apprentices to Him whose workshop is the +universe. And if we mean to be useful, or happy, or to make others +happy, which, after all, is the only way of being happy ourselves, we +must do nothing blindfold. Our eyes and our ears must be always open. +We must be always up and doing, or, in the language of the day, _wide +awake_. We must have our wits about us. We must learn to use, not our +eyes and our ears only, but our understandings--our _thinkers_. + +There is a diviner alchemy wanted, and there is room for a bolder and +a more patient spirit of investigation, amid the drudgery and bustle +of common life, than was ever yet employed, or ever needed, in +ransacking the earth for gems and gold, or the deep sea for pearls. +Would you shovel diamonds and rubies, or turn up "as it were fire," +you have but to dig into and sift the rubbish that lies heaped up in +your very streets--or to drive the ploughshare through the busiest +places ever trodden by the multitude. You need not blast the +mountains, nor turn up the foundations of the sea, nor smelt the +constellations. You have but to open your eyes, and to look about you +with a thankful heart; and you will find no such thing as worthless +ore--no baseness unallied with something precious; with hidden virtue, +or with unchangeable splendor. + +The golden air you breathe toward evening, after a bright, rattling +summer-shower--the golden motes you may see playing in the sunshine +with clouds of common dust, if you but take the trouble to lift your +eyes, when you are lying half asleep in your easy-chair, just after +dinner--are part and parcel of the atmosphere and the earth; and yet +have they fellowship with the stars, and with the light that trembleth +forever upon the wing of the cherubim. Be ye of the towering and the +steadfast upon earth, and these will be to you in the darkness of +midnight as revelations from the sky; as unforetold glimpses of the +Imperishable and the Pure that inhabit the Empyrean. + +But, being one of those who go about the world for three score years +and ten, with their night-caps pulled over their eyes--and ears--you +don't believe a word of this. And when you are told with all +seriousness that there is room for more wonderful and comforting +transmutations, of the baser earth just under your window, or just +round the corner, than was ever dreamed of by the wisest of those who +have grown old among furnaces and crucibles and retorts; wearing their +lives away in a search after perpetual youth, and their substance in +that which sooner and more surely than "riotous living" impoverisheth +a man--the transmutation of the baser metals into gold--you fall a +whistling maybe--or beg leave to suggest the word _fudge_. If so, take +my word for it, like a pretty woman with the small-pox, the +probability is, you are very much to be _pitted_. + +All stuff and nonsense! you say--downright rigmarole--can't for the +life of you understand what the fellow's driving at. + +Indeed. + +As sure as you are sitting there. + +Well, then, we must try to convince you. One of the pleasantest things +for a man who _does_ believe in night-caps, you will grant me, though, +at the best, he may be nothing more than a bachelor, is to lie out in +the open air, on a smooth sloping hill-side, when the earth is +fragrant, and the wind south, on a long drowsy summer afternoon--with +his great-coat under him if the earth is damp--and with the long rich +grass bending over him, and the blossoming clover swinging between him +and a clear blue sky, starred all over with golden dandelions, +buttercups and white-weed-- + +Faugh! + +One moment if you please--with golden dandelions, buttercups and +white-weed-- + +Poh!--pish!--Why don't you say with the dent-de-lion, the ranunculus +and the crysanthimum? + +Simply because I prefer bumble-bees to humble-bees, and even to +honey-bees, notwithstanding the dictionaries, and never lie down in +the long rich grass, with a great-coat under me; and am not afraid of +catching cold though I may sit upon damp roses, or tread upon the +sweet-scented earth, or tumble about in the newly-mown hay----with my +children about me. + +Children!----oh!----ah!--might have known you were not one of us--only +half a man therefore. + +How so? + +That you had a better-half somewhere, to which you belong when you are +at home. + +In other words you might have known that I was no bachelor. + +Precisely. + +Sir! you are very obliging. And now, perhaps, I may be allowed to +finish the demonstration. I undertook to convince you, if you +remember, that every human being, with his eyes about him, has, under +all circumstances, and at all times, within his reach, and subject to +his order, a heap of amusement, a whole treasury of unappropriated +wisdom. And all I have asked of you thus far is to admit, that if a +man will but go forth into the solitary place and lie down, and +stretch himself out, and look up into the sky, and watch the flowers +and leaves pictured and playing there--provided he be not more than +half asleep, and has a duffel great-coat under him, water-proof shoes +and a snug umbrella within reach, and no fear of the rheumatism; he +may find it one of the pleasantest things in the world; though it may +happen that he has no idea of poetry, and cares for nothing on earth +beyond a pair of embroidered slippers, a warm, padded, comfortable +dressing-gown, or a snuff-colored cigar if at home; or a fishing-rod, +a doubtful sky, and a bit of a brook, all to himself, when he is out +in the open air. And in short, for I love to come to the point, (in +these matters,) all I ask of you, being a bachelor, is to admit-- + +I'll admit any thing, if you'll stop there. + +Agreed. You admit, then, that an old bachelor, wedded to trout-fishing +and tobacco-smoke; familiar with nothing but whist, yarn stockings, +flannels and shooting-jackets; without the least possible relish for +landscape or color, for the twittering of birds, or the swarming of +bumble-bees and forest-leaves; with no sense of poetry, and a mortal +hatred of rigmarole, may nevertheless and notwithstanding-- + +Better take breath, sir. + +May notwithstanding and nevertheless, I say, find something worth +looking at, on a warm summer afternoon, though he be lying half asleep +on his back, with the clover-blossoms and buttercups nodding over him; +to say nothing of thistle-tops, dandelions or white-weed-- + +I do--I do!--I'll admit any thing, as I told you before. + +Well, then--in that case--I do not see what difficulty there would be +in supposing that _any_ man might find something to be good-natured +with _anywhere_. + +Not so fast, if you please. Would you have it inferred, because an old +bachelor, whose comforts are few--and _far_ between!--and whose +habits--and opinions--are fixed forever, could put up with Nature for +a short summer afternoon, under the circumstances you mention--with a +great-coat under him, and a reasonable share of other comforts within +reach, that, _therefore_, anybody on earth, a married man, for +example, should find it a very easy thing to be happy _any_ where, +under _any_ circumstances?--even at home now, for instance, with his +wife and children about him? + +Precisely. And now, sir, to convince you. If you will but place +yourself at an open window in the "leafy month of June," and watch the +play of her green leaves upon the busy countenances of men, as you may +in some of our eastern cities, and in most of our villages all over +the country, where the trees and the houses, and the boys and the +girls have grown up together, playfellows from the +beginning--playfellows with every thing that lives and breathes in the +neighborhood; or if you will but stand where you are, and look up into +the blue sky, and watch the clouds that are _now_ drifting, as before +a strong wind, over the driest and busiest thoroughfares of your +crowded city; changing from shadow to sunshine, and from sunshine to +shadow, every uplifted countenance over which they pass, you will +find yourself at the very next breath a wiser, a better, and a happier +man. You will undergo a transfiguration upon the spot? You will see a +mighty angel sitting in the sun. You will hear the rush of wings +overshadowing the whole firmament. And, take my word for it, you will +be _so_ much better satisfied with yourself! But mind though--never do +this in company. + +Beware lest you are caught in the fact. They will set you down for a +lunatic, a contributor to the magazines, or a star-gazer--if you +permit them to believe that you can see a single hairsbreadth beyond +your nose, or a single inch further by lifting your eyes to Heaven +than by fixing them steadfastly upon the earth. One might as well be +overheard talking to himself; or be caught peeping into a letter just +handed him by a sweet girl he has been dying to flirt with; but, for +reasons best known to himself--and his wife--durst not, although +perfectly satisfied in his own mind, from her way of looking at him, +when she handed him the letter, that she would give the world to have +him see it without her knowledge; and that either she did not know he +was a married man--or was willing to overlook that objection. + +Tut, tut! my boy--you will never coax me into the trap, though I admit +your cleverness, by contriving to let me understand, as it were by +chance, what are regarded everywhere as the privileges of the married. + +Permit me to finish, will you? + +With all my heart! + +But pleasant as all these things are--the green fields and the blue +sky, the ripple of bright water, and the changeable glories of a +landscape in mid-summer; or the upturned countenances of men, looking +for signs in the heavens, when they have ships at sea--or wives and +children getting ready for a drive--or new hats and no umbrellas--or +houses afire, which may not happen to be over-insured--a pleasanter +thing by far it is to sit by the same window, when the summer is over, +and the clouds have lost their transparency, and go wandering heavily +athwart the sky, and the green leaves are no more, and the songs of +the water are changed, and the very birds have departed, and watch by +the hour together whatever may happen to be overlooked by all the rest +of the world; the bushels of dry leaves that eddy and whirl about your +large empty squares, or huddle together in heaps at every sheltered +corner, as if to get away from the wind; the changed livery of the +shops--the golden tissues of summer, the delicately-tinted shawls, and +gossamer ribbons, and flaunting muslins, woven of nobody knows +what--whether of "mist and moonlight mingling fitfully," or of sunset +shadows overshot with gold, giving way to gorgeous velvet, and fur, +and sumptuous drapery glowing and burning with the tints of autumn, +and, like distant fires seen through a fall of snow in mid-winter, +full of comfort and warmth; and all the other preparations of +double-windows and heavy curtains, and newly invented stoves, that +find their own fuel for the season and leave something for next year; +and porticoes that come and go with the cold weather, blocking up +your path and besetting your eyes at every turn, with signs and hints +of "dreadful preparation." + +Go to the window, if you are troubled in spirit; if the wind is the +wrong way; if you have been jilted or hen-pecked--no matter which--or +if you find yourself growing poorer every hour, and all your wisest +plans, and best-considered projects for getting rich in a hurry turned +topsy-turvy by a change in the market-value of bubbles warranted never +to burst; or if you have a note to pay for a man you never saw but +once in your life, and hope never to see again--to the window with +you! and lean back in your chair with a disposition to be pleased, and +watch the different systems of progression--or, in plain English, the +_walk_ of the people going by. A single quarter of an hour so spent +will put you in spirits for the day, and furnish you with materials +for thought, which, well-husbanded, may last you for a twelvemonth; +yea, abide with you for life, like that wisdom which is better than +fine gold, and more precious than rubies. + +Well, you have taken my advice; you are at the window. Now catch up +your pen and describe what you see, _as you see it;_ or take your +pencil if you are good for any thing in that way, and let us see what +you can do. A free, bold, happy and _faithful_ sketch of that which in +itself would be worthless, or even loathsome, shall make your fortune. +Morland's pigs and pig-styes, on paper or canvas, were always worth +half a hundred of the originals. One of Tenier's inside-out pictures +of a village feast, with drunken boors--not worth a groat apiece when +alive--would now fetch its weight in gold three times over. + +Look you now. There goes a man with a large bundle under his arm, tied +up in a yellow bandanna handkerchief, faded and weather-worn, and +looking as if ready to burst--the bundle I mean. What would you give +to know the history of that bundle and what there is in it? Observe +the man's eye, the swing of his right arm--the carriage of his +body--the dip of his hat. You would swear, or might if your +conscience, or your habits as a gentleman, would let you, that he was +a proud and a happy fellow, though you never saw his face before in +all your life. The tread of his foot is enough--the very swing of his +coat-tail as he clears the corner. It is Saturday night, and he is +carrying the bundle home to his own house--of that you may be sure. +And you may be equally sure that whatever else there may be in it, +there is nothing for him to be ashamed of, and _therefore_ nothing for +the man himself. My notion is, that he has bought a ready-made cloak +for his wife, without her knowledge, or got a friend to choose the +cloth and be measured for it, who will be found at his fire-side when +he gets home, holding forth upon the comfort of such an outside +garment in our dreadful winters, with a perseverance which leads the +good woman of the house to suspect her neighbor of being better off +than herself, in one particular at least, for the coming Sabbath. But +just now the door opens--the gossiping neighbor springs up with a +laugh--the bundle is untied--the children scream, and the wife jumps +about her husband's neck as if he had been absent a twelvemonth. + +Where!--where! + +Can't you see them for yourself! Can't you see the fire-light flash +over the newly-papered walls! can't you hear the children laugh as +mother swings round with her new cloak--scattering the ashes, and +almost puffing out their only lamp, which she has set upon the floor +to see how the garment hangs! and now she drops into a chair. Take my +word for it, sir, that is a very worthy woman--and the man himself is +a Washingtonian. + +What man? + +What man! Why the man that just turned the corner, with a great yellow +bundle under his arm. + +Indeed! you know him then? + +Never saw his face in all my life. But stay--what have we here? Get +your paper ready! Here comes a thick-set fellow, in a blue +round-about, with his hat pulled over his eyes, and one hand in his +trowsers' pocket--poor fellow! There he goes! But why one hand? He had +his reasons for it, I'll warrant ye, if the truth were known. He +walked by with bent knees, you observed, and with a most unpromising +stoop. He was feeling for his last four-pence; and found a hole in his +pocket. Can't you read the whole story in the man's gait?--in the +slow, sullen footfall--in the clutch of his fingers--in the stiffened +elbow, and the bent knees? + +Another Washingtonian, perhaps? + +No indeed! nothing of the sort. Had he been a Washingtonian, he would +have found something more than a hole in his pocket when he had got +through his week's work, and was beginning to find his way back to his +little ones. + +Well, well, have it so, if you like; but what say you to the couple +you see there? + +Stop!--that large woman, leading a child with a green veil--and the +other passing her in a hurry without lifting her eyes, and the moment +she has got by turning and looking after her, as if there were +something monstrous in the cast of that bonnet--a very proper bonnet +of itself--or in the color of that shawl--of gold and purple and +scarlet and green--both were but just entering upon the field of +vision as you spoke, and now both have vanished forever! And lo! a +tall man of a majestic presence, with a little black dog at his +heels--the veriest cur you ever saw! What must be the nature of such +companionship? Look! look! there goes another--a fashionably dressed +young man--followed by two or three more--intermixed with women and +children--and now they go trooping past by dozens! leaving you as +little time to note their peculiarities as you would have before the +table of a camera obscura, set up in the middle of Broadway at the +busiest season of the year. Let us breathe a little. And now the +current changes--the groups are smaller--the intervals longer--and if +we can do nothing else, we may watch their step and carriage, the play +of colors, and the whimsical motion of their arms and legs while they +go hurrying by, these phantoms of the hour. And then, what a world of +enjoyment just for the mere trouble of looking out of a window! Can +it be a matter of surprise that, in countries where it is not +permitted to women to look at the show in this way, or even to appear +at the window, a substitute should be found by so arranging mirrors as +to represent within their very bed-chambers whatever happens in the +street below? + +But the business of the day is nearly over. The chief thoroughfare is +well nigh deserted and we may now begin to dwell upon the +peculiarities of here and there one, as the laggards go loitering by, +some nearer and some further off, but all with a look of independence +and leisure not to be mistaken. And why? They have money in their +purses--the happy dogs--or what is better than money, character and +credit, or experience, or health and strength, and a willingness to +oblige. + +Not so fast, if you please. What say you to that man with the pale +face and coal-black hair? + +Let me see. What do I say of that man? Do you observe that slouched +hat, and old coat buttoned up to the chin?--the dangling of that old +beaver glove, and the huge twisted club--the slow and stately pace, +and the close fitting trowsers carefully strapped down over a pair of +well blacked shoes without heels, and therefore incapable of being +mistaken for boots. + +There is no mistaking that man. He has seen better days; the world has +gone hard with him of late, and he is a--Ah! that lifting of the head +as he turns the corner! that gleam of sunshine, as he recovers and +touches his hat, after bowing to that fine woman who just brushed him +in passing, shows that he is still a gentleman; and, of course, can +have nothing to fear, whatever may happen to the rest of the world. +Fifty to one, if you dare, that he has just bethought himself of the +bankrupt law, of a bad debt which he begins to have some hope of, or +of the possibility of making up by his knowledge of the world for what +he wants in youth, should he think it worth his while to follow up the +acquaintance. Ah!--gone! He disappeared, adjusting his neckcloth, and +smiling and looking after the handsome widow, as if debating within +himself whether the advantage he had obtained by that one look were +really worth pursuing. + +What ho! another! A vulgar phantom this--a fellow that has nothing to +do. After hurrying past a couple of women, hideously wrapped up, and +beyond all doubt, therefore, uglier than the witches of Macbeth, he +stops and leers after them--not stopping altogether, but just enough +to keep his head turned over his right shoulder--and then walks away, +muttering to himself so as to be heard by that ragged boy there, who +stands staring after him with both hands grasping his knees, and with +_such_ a look! + +Another yet--and yet another shape! and both walking with their legs +bent; both taking long strides, and both finding their way, with the +instinct of a blood-hound, never looking up, nor turning to the right +or left in their course. Are they partners in trade, or rivals? Do +they follow the same business, or were they school-fellows together, +some fifty years ago; and are they still running against each other +for a purse they will never find till they have reached the grave +together. See! they have cleared that corner, side by side; and now +they are stretching away at the same killing pace, neck and neck, +toward the Exchange. Of course, they live in the same neighborhood; +they are fellow-craftsmen, they have reputations at stake, and are +determined never to yield an inch--whatever may happen. But why +wouldn't they look up? Was there nothing above worth minding--nothing +on the right hand nor on the left of their course, worthy a passing +thought? _Whither are they going?_ And what will they have learnt or +enjoyed, and what will they have to say for themselves when they reach +the end of their course? + +And that other man, with arms akimbo, a dollar's worth of flour in a +bag, flung over his shoulder--why need he strut so--and why doesn't he +walk faster? Has he no sympathy for the rest of the world, not he; or +does he only mean to say, in so many words, _that_ for such weather! +and _that_ for every fellow I see, who isn't able to carry home a +dollar's worth of flour to his family every Saturday night! Does he +believe that nobody else understands the worth and sweetness of a +home-baked loaf? + +And that strange looking woman there, with her muff and parasol, her +claret-colored cloak, with a huge cape, and that everlasting green +veil! What business, now, has such a woman above ground--at this +season of the year? Would she set your teeth chattering before the +winter sets in? And what on earth does she carry that sun-shade for, +toward nightfall, about the last of October--is the woman beside +herself? + +But she is gone; and in her stead appear three boys, who, but for the +season of the year, might be suspected of birdnesting. They are all of +a size--all of an age, or thereabouts--and all dressed alike, save +that one wears a cloth cap, and the others fur. Yet, like as they are +in age and size, and general appearance, anybody may see at a glance +that one is a well-educated boy, and a bit of a gentleman--perhaps +with spending money for the holydays, while the other two are clumsy +scapegraces. Watch them. Observe how the two always keep together, and +how, as they go by the windows of that confectionary-shop, first one +lags a little in the rear, and then the other, till they have stopped +and wheedled their companion into a brief display of his pocket-money. +The rogues!--how well they understand his character! See! he has +determined to have it his own way, in spite of their well-managed +remonstrances and suggestions; and now they all enter the shop +together--he foremost, of course, with a swagger not to be +misunderstood for a moment. And now they have sprung the trap! and the +poor boy is a beggar! + +But who are they? Judge for yourself? Do they not belong, of course, +to the same neighborhood? Have they not an air of good-fellowship, +which cannot be counterfeited--a something which explains why they are +always together, and why they are all dressed alike? How they loiter +along, now that they have squeezed him as dry as an orange, as if +they were just returning from a long summer-day's tramp in the +wilderness after flowers and birds-nests--the flowers to tear to +pieces, and the birds-nests to set up in the school for other boys to +have a _shy_ at. By to-morrow, they will be asunder for months--he at +school afar off, and they at leap-frog or marbles. And after a few +years, they will be forgotten by him, and he remembered by them--such +being the difference in their early education--as the boy they were +allowed to associate with, and to fleece at pleasure when he was +nobody but Tom, Dick, or Harry, and thought himself no better than +other folks. + +But enough--let us leave the window. It is growing dark; and if you +are not already satisfied, nothing ever will satisfy you, that the +great mass of mankind have ears, but they hear not; and eyes, but +they see not--and go through the world with their night-caps pulled +over both. Poor simpletons!--what would they think of a man who should +run for a wager with both feet in one shoe. Are you satisfied? + +I am--of one thing. + +And what is that? + +Why, that a magazine-writer may coin gold out of any thing--out of the +golden atmosphere of a summer-evening--or the golden motes he sees +playing in the sunshine, on the best possible terms, with the common +dust of the trampled highway--or the golden blossoms that fill the +hedges--in a word, that with him it should be mere child's play to +"extract sunshine from cucumbers." + + + + +THE OAK-TREE. + +BY PARK BENJAMIN. + + +I. + + Beautiful oak-tree! near my father's dwelling, + Alone thou standest on the sloping green; + In size, in strength, all other trees excelling-- + The noblest feature of the rural scene. + + Whether with foliage crowned in Summer's glory, + Or stripped of leaves in winter's icy reign, + Grandly thou speakest an unchanging story + Of power and beauty, not bestowed in vain. + + I looked upon thee with deep veneration, + When first my soul acknowledged the sublime, + And felt the might and grandeur of creation, + In all that longest braves the shock of Time. + + Centuries ago, an acorn, chance-directed, + Fell on the spot, and then a sapling sprung, + From driving winds and beating storms protected + By that kind Heaven which guards the frail and young. + + And prouder height with greater age acquiring, + Fair as when suns on thy first verdure smiled, + Thou standest now, a forest lord, aspiring + O'er all thy peers from whom thou art exiled. + + Beautiful oak-tree! my most pleasant gambols + Were, with my dear companions, always played + Beneath thy branches, and from farthest rambles + Wearied, we came and rested in thy shade. + + Morning and evening, Falls, and Springs, and Summers, + Here was our Freedom, here we romped and sported; + And here by moonlight, happiest of all comers, + In thy dark shadow lovers sat and courted. + + And here, when snow in frozen billows bound thee, + Like a white ocean deluging the land, + And smaller trunks, or near or far, were round thee + Like masts of vessels sunken on the strand, + + We climbed high up thy naked boughs, enchanted, + Shaking whole sheets of spotless canvas down, + And, by keen frosts and breezes nothing daunted, + Hailed the slow sledges from the neighboring town. + + Ah! flown delights! ah! happiness departed! + What have I known like you, since, light and free, + And undefiled, and bold and merry-hearted, + I used to frolic by the old oak-tree! + + +II. + + Long years ago I left my father's mansion, + Through many realms, in various climates roamed, + Speeding away o'er all Earth's wide expansion, + Where icebergs glittered, and where torrents foamed. + + From pole to pole, across the hot Equator, + Restless as sea-gulls whirling o'er the deep; + From Snowden's crown to AEtna's fiery crater, + From Indian valley to Caucasian steep; + + From Chimborazo, loftiest of all mountains + Trod by man's foot, to Nova Zembla's shore; + From Iceland Hecla's ever-boiling fountains, + To where Cape Horn's incessant surges roar; + + From France's vineyards to Antarctic regions, + From England's pastures to Arabia's sands, + From the rude North, with her unnumbered legions, + To the sweet South's depopulated lands; + + O'er all those scenes, or beautiful or splendid, + Which man risks wealth, and peace, and life to see, + I roved at will--but all my journeys ended, + Returned to gaze upon the old oak-tree. + + But, ah! beneath those broad, outreaching branches, + What other forms, what different feet had strayed, + Since I, a youth, went forth to dare the chances + Which adverse Fortune in my path had laid. + + Past my meridian, sinking toward the season + When Hope's horizon is with clouds o'ercast, + When sportive Fancy yields to sober Reason, + I came and questioned the remembered Past. + + I came and stood by that oak-tree so hoary, + Forgetting all the intervening years, + Stood on that turf, so blent with childhood's story, + And poured my heart out in one gush of tears. + + I had returned to claim my father's dwelling, + Borne like a waif on Time's returning tide-- + Summoned I came, by one brief missive telling + That all I left behind and loved had died. + + Wiser and sadder than in life's bright morning, + As softly fall the sun's last rays on me, + As when I saw their early glow adorning + The emerald foliage of this old oak-tree. + + + + +PAULINE GREY. + +OR THE ONLY DAUGHTER. + +BY F. E. F., AUTHOR OF "AARON'S ROD," "TELLING SECRETS," ETC. + +(_Concluded from page_ 233.) + + +The result of Mr. Grey's investigations _was_ decidedly unfavorable. +He had much difficulty, in the first place, in obtaining any distinct +information at all, most people hating to commit themselves in such a +matter. He was generally answered evasively, and one or two merely +said, "they knew no good of him." + +A friend, however, undertook to make the inquiries, and with much +better success than Mr. Grey could do; and he learnt "that young +Wentworth was wild, very wild--much in debt, with no business habits; +and, in short, that there was not a father in town who would be +willing to give his daughter to him." + +Mr. Grey, of course, considered this information as decisive, and +communicated it to his wife. She received it with mingled feelings of +relief and apprehension. There was no danger now of Pauline's having +him, but she dreaded telling her so; not that she for a moment doubted +Pauline's acquiescence in the decision, about which she herself +supposed there could be no two opinions, but only the burst of grief +with which she would receive it. + +But never was Mrs. Grey more mistaken. Pauline saw nothing in the +information that her father had received to change her opinions or +feelings at all; "that he was wild--she knew that--he had told her so +himself. He had been very wild before he knew her--and in debt--yes, +he had told her that too. He had never had any motive to apply himself +to business before," and Pauline seemed to think his not having done +so as a matter of choice or taste, only showed his superior +refinement. In short, she adhered as resolutely to her determination +as ever. + +What ideas did she, poor girl, attach to the word "wild;" something +very vague, and not disgraceful at all. Perhaps a few supper parties, +and a little more champagne than was quite proper. She did not know, +could not know, the bearing of the term; and as to being in debt, that +conveyed little more to her mind. If he owed money it could easily be +paid. She knew no more of the petty meanness of small sums borrowed, +and little debts contracted every where, than she knew of the low +tastes involved in the word "wild." + +Mrs. Grey was in despair. But here Mr. Grey interposed. He had never +exerted his authority before, but never doubted he had the power when +he had the will. He forbade Pauline to think of him. + +He might as well have forbade the winds to blow. Pauline vehemently +declared she would marry him, and wept passionately; and finally +exhausted by the violence of her emotions, went to bed sick. + +She kept her room for the next week, wept incessantly, refused to eat, +except when absolutely forced to, and gave way to such uncontrolled +passion, as soon told upon her slight frame, always delicate. + +Mrs. Grey was alarmed; but Mr. Grey, not having seen Pauline since his +decision had been communicated to her, was very firm. + +"After the first burst was over, Pauline," he said, "would return to +her senses." + +"Well, my dear," said Mrs. Grey, "go up stairs and see her yourself; +perhaps you can induce her to listen to reason." + +And Mr. Grey went to Pauline. He had been prepared to see her looking +pale and sad, but he was not prepared for the change that a week's +strong excitement had wrought in Pauline's appearance. Her large, +black eyes looked larger, and her face smaller from the deadly +paleness of her fair skin. Mr. Grey was, indeed, shocked; and either a +slight cold, or the nervousness induced by weakness, had brought on +the little hacking cough they always so dreaded to hear. + +He was much moved. He could not see his child die before his eyes; and +it ended in Pauline's tears prevailing, and bringing him to listen to +her views, instead of his inducing her to listen to reason. He +promised he would do what he could--and once having been brought to +hesitate, the natural impatience and decision of his character led him +to the very point Pauline desired, of settling the matter as fast as +possible; for "if it was to be, let it be done at once," he said. + +Mr. Wentworth was recalled. He was all protestations and promises; and +Mr. Grey, with a heavy heart, "hoped it might turn out better than +they anticipated." + +Pauline, at any rate, was restored to present happiness, and her +doating parents had the immediate satisfaction of seeing her once +again her radiant self, full of joy and gratitude, and confident of +the future as secure of the present. + +The gay world in which they lived were very much surprised at the +announcement of the engagement; at Mr. and Mrs. Grey's consenting to +it; and even confounded at hearing that a day--and an early day, +too--was actually named for the marriage. + +"Is not that extraordinary?" said Mrs. Livingston. "One would really +think they were afraid the young man would slip through their fingers. +How anxious some people are to marry their daughters!" + +"How absurd!" said another; "for I am told they don't like it, as, of +course, they cannot. And she is so young, that if they delayed it a +little while, another season, with the admirers she is sure to have, +would put it out of her head." + +Lookers on are very wise; and it's a pity actors cannot be equally so. +No doubt this would have been the right, and probably the successful +course. But Mrs. Grey had no longer any spirit to oppose Pauline, and +Mr. Grey, in his impatient agony, seemed to think the sooner it was +over the better. + +Foolish, unhappy father. He was only riveting his own misery. + +But Pauline was radiant. Deep in the excitement of wedding +preparations and invitations--for her parents listlessly acquiesced in +every thing she asked; and she meant to be married "in pomp, in +triumph, and in revelry." + +The mornings were spent in shopping, and one could scarcely go into a +store where they did not meet Mrs. Grey and Pauline looking over +delicate laces, exquisite embroidery, and expensive silks, Pauline's +bright face looking brighter than ever, and her youthful voice musical +in its gay happiness; and Mrs. Grey looking so dejected, and speaking +in the lifeless tones of one who has a heavy sorrow settled on her +heart. + +Two short months were rapidly consumed in all the arrangements usually +made on such occasions--and the wedding day arrived. + +Never had Pauline looked so beautiful. The emotions called up by the +occasion softened without dimming the brilliancy of her usual beauty. +The veil of finest lace, the wreath of fresh and rare exotics, the +jeweled arms, all lent their aid to render her surpassingly lovely. + +"Pray God it turn out better than we can hope!" was all Mr. Grey could +say, to which his wife replied by a sigh, which seemed the fitting +response to a prayer uttered with so little hope. + + +CHAPTER III. + +Mr. and Mrs. Grey had made it a condition with Mr. Wentworth that they +were not to lose Pauline, and consequently it was arranged that the +young couple were to live at home. + +Scarcely were the wedding festivities over before Mrs. Grey remarked +that Pauline was nervous when her husband was alone with her father +and herself; and that when he entered into conversation, she always +joined in hastily, and contrived to engross the greater part of it +herself. She evidently did not want him to talk more than could be +helped. But much as she shielded him, the truth could not be +concealed. Little as Mr. and Mrs. Grey had expected from Wentworth, he +fell painfully below their expectations. He was both weak and +ignorant--ignorant to a remarkable degree, for one occupying his +position in society. It only showed how he had turned from every +advantage offered him by education. His sentiments, too, were common; +every thing stamped him as a low-minded, coarse-feeling young man--at +least they feared so. He might improve. Pauline's influence might do +something. + +But was Pauline beginning to be at all alive to the truth as it was? + +Mrs. Grey feared so; but she could not ascertain. Pauline was +affectionate and tender, but not frank with her mother. Mrs. Grey, +like most mothers, who, to tell the truth, are not very judicious on +this point, would have led Pauline to talk of her husband; but here, +she knew not how, Pauline baffled her. She always spoke, and spoke +cheerfully and respectfully, of Mr. Wentworth, but in such a general +manner, that Mrs. Grey could come to no satisfactory conclusion either +way. + +The truth was that though Pauline was very young, her character was +developing fast. Her heart and her mind were now speaking to her +trumpet-tongued--and their voice was appalling. + +Her husband was daily revealing himself in his true character to her; +and the idol of her imagination was fast coming forth as an idol of +clay. But though Pauline was willful, she had other and great and +noble qualities. An instinct told her at once that no complaint of her +husband must pass her lips. Pride whispered that she had chosen her +own lot, and must bear it, and love still murmured, "Hope on--all is +not yet lost." But she grew pale and thin, and though she was +animated, and talked, perhaps, more than ever, Mrs. Grey imagined, for +she could not tell to a certainty, that her animation was forced, and +her conversation nervous. + +Mr. Wentworth seemed soon to weary of the calm quiet of the domestic +circle, for of an evening he was beginning to take his hat and go to +the club, staying at first but for an hour or so, and gradually later +and later. + +"I am not going up stairs yet, mamma," said Pauline, "I will sit up +for Mr. Wentworth." + +"Robert will let him in, Pauline," replied Mrs. Grey, anxiously. "You +are looking pale, my child--you had better go up." + +"Very well," answered Pauline, quietly; and her mother satisfied, +retired to her own room, supposing Pauline had done the same. But +Pauline had let the man sit up for her husband the night before; and +she had heard her mother, as she happened to be passing in the hall +when Mrs. Grey did not see her, finding fault with him for being late +in the morning; to which the servant answered, in extenuation, that he +had been up so late for Mr. Wentworth that he had over-slept himself. + +"How late was it, Robert?" asked Mrs. Grey, in a low voice. + +"Near two, ma'am," replied the man. + +"Near two!" repeated Mrs. Grey, as if to herself--and a heavy sigh +told Pauline better than any comments could have done what was passing +in her mother's mind. She determined that henceforth no servant should +have her husband in his power again. So when she had heard her +mother's door close for the night, she rang for the man and said, + +"Robert, you can go to bed now, I will sit up for Mr. Wentworth." + +"My child, how thin and pale you grow," Mrs. Grey would say, +anxiously; "and that little cough of yours, too, Pauline--how it +distresses me. What is the matter with you?" + +"Nothing, mother," Pauline would reply, cheerfully; "I always cough a +little, you know, if I am not well. And if I am looking paler and +thinner than usual, that is to be expected--is it not?" + +"I suppose so," Mrs. Grey would reply, half satisfied for the present +that perhaps Pauline had truly accounted for her wan looks. + +Ah! little did she know of the late hours of harassing watching that, +night after night, Pauline spent waiting the coming in of her truant +husband; and less did she know of the agonized feelings of the young +wife, as she read in the glassy eye and flushed brow of her husband, +the meaning of that once insignificant word "wild," which now she was +beginning to apprehend in all its disgusting reality. + +Pauline's spirit sometimes rose, and she remonstrated with Wentworth; +but his loud tones subdued her at once. Not that she yet feared him, +but dreaded lest those tones should reach her mother's ear. The one +absorbing feeling, next to bitter disappointment, was concealment. + +"Mother," she said, one day, "I want you to listen to what I have to +say--and do not reject my proposition until you have fully considered +it. Mr. Wentworth wants to go to housekeeping." + +"To housekeeping, Pauline!" exclaimed Mrs. Grey. "Why, Pauline, Mr. +Wentworth promised to remain with us--" + +"Yes, mother," interrupted Pauline, "and will keep his promise if you +say so. But what I wish is, that you should not oppose it." + +"What is there, my child," said Mrs. Grey, "that he has not, or that +you have not here, that you can have in your own house. Only say it, +Pauline, and any thing, every thing either you or he wish, shall be +done." + +Pauline was affected to tears by her mother's tone and manner, and she +said, + +"Dearest mother, there is nothing that love and tenderness can do, +that you and my father have not done. Do not think that I am +insensible or ungrateful. Oh, no! never was your love so important to +me as now--" she here checked herself. "But, mother, what I would +say--what I think, is, that Mr. Wentworth, that no man can feel +perfectly at ease in another's house; and that a young man, perhaps, +hardly feels his responsibility as the head of a family, while living +at home; that his respectability before the world--in short, I think, +I _feel_, that it would be better for Mr. Wentworth if he were in his +own house." + +And beyond this last intimation Pauline could not be drawn, although +Mrs. Grey did her best to pursue the theme and draw her out. She only +said, "Well, mother, think it over, and talk to father about it." + +And Mrs. Grey did talk to her husband, and found, to her surprise, +that he agreed with Pauline. + +"I believe she is right," he said. "Wentworth and ourselves cannot +live much longer together. I believe it will be for our mutual +happiness that we be partially separated." + +"If I were only satisfied that she is satisfied," urged Mrs. Grey. +"But Pauline is so reserved about her husband." + +"And Pauline is right, my dear," replied Mr. Grey, with deep emotion. +"I honor her for it. My poor child has drawn a sad lot, and nobly is +she bearing it. We must aid her and comfort her as we can, Alice; and +if she wills that we be deaf and blind, deaf and blind we must be. God +bless her!" he added, fervently. "My angel daughter." + +And so arrangements on the most liberal scale were made for Pauline's +separate establishment; for, to tell the truth, it was rather +Pauline's wish than her husband's. She thought that if they were +alone, she could exert some influence over him, which now she was +afraid of attempting lest it might bring exposure with it. Pauline had +borne much, but not from fear. She had a brave, high spirit. She did +not tremble before Wentworth; but both pride and love--yes, love even +for him, and deep, surpassing love for her parents, led her to adopt +her present course. + +Poor child! she did not know she was only withdrawing herself from +their protection. + + * * * * * + +Pauline had not been long at housekeeping before she found it involved +with it a source of domestic unhappiness she had not anticipated; and +that was in the character and manners of the associates who her +husband now brought home with him, and who at her father's house she +had been protected from seeing. + +Wentworth had the outward appearance and manner of a gentleman, +whatever he might be in point of fact; but there were those among his +friends, and one in particular, a Mr. Strickland, from whom Pauline +instinctively shrank, as being neither a gentleman nor a man of +principle. She looked upon him, too, as leading Wentworth astray; and +at any rate felt he was a person her husband had no right to bring +into her presence. She remonstrated with him more than once on the +subject, and he warmly defended his friend, and said her suspicions +were as unfounded as unwarrantable, and finally got in a passion, and +declared he would bring whom he chose to his own house. Pauline firmly +declared that he might do that, but that _she_ was equally mistress of +her own actions, and would _not_ receive Mr. Strickland as an +acquaintance. If he chose to ask him there, she would retire as he +entered. + +Wentworth was very angry--quite violent in fact; but Pauline remained +unshaken--and he left the house in great displeasure. + +He did not return until late. Pauline had given him up, and just +ordered dinner when he entered. As he came in he said loudly, "Walk +in, Strickland;" and there was something in the eye of both, as they +entered, that told Pauline that their quarrel had been communicated by +her husband to his friend, for Strickland's expression was both +foolish and insolent; and Wentworth evidently had been put up to brave +it out. + +Pauline colored deeply, and rose to leave the room just as the +folding-doors of the dining-room were thrown open. Wentworth hastily +stepped forward, and taking her arm with a grasp, the firmness of +which he himself was unaware at the time, said, + +"Take your place at the table." + +The print of his fingers was left on her delicate wrist as he withdrew +his hand; but Pauline was too proud to subject herself to further +indignity in the presence of a stranger; and though she read triumph +in his insolent eye, she took her place silently at the head of the +table. + +Wentworth drank freely of wine, for he was evidently laboring under +both embarrassment and excitement. The conversation was such as to +cause the blood to mount to Pauline's temples more than once, but she +firmly kept her seat until the cloth was removed and the servants +withdrew, and then she rose. + +Wentworth said, "You are not going yet!" but there was a look in her +eye, as she turned it on him, that silenced all further remonstrance +on his part. A coarse laugh she heard as she closed the door, whether +of derision or triumph she could not tell; but she went to her own +room, and double-locked the doors, and paced the floor in great +excitement until she heard the offending stranger leave. + +Then she descended to the parlor, looking pale, but her bright eye +clear, and resolve in every lineament. Wentworth was alone, standing +on the rug, with his back to the fire as she entered. + +He evidently quailed as he encountered her full glance, but instantly +made an effort, and attempted to bluster it out. + +She approached close up to him before she spoke, and then said in a +clear, low voice. + +"I am not come to reproach or to listen to recriminations, but to tell +you I never will submit to such insult again." And baring her delicate +wrist where the mark of his fingers was now turning black, said, +"Should my father see that, you well know the consequence. I have +nothing more to say, but remember it," and passing through the room, +she left him speechless with contending feelings, shame predominating +perhaps over the others, and retired once more to her room. + +Mr. and Mrs. Grey dined with Pauline the next day, and Wentworth did +his best to behave himself well. He was attentive and respectful to +them, affectionate to Pauline. + +She looked very pale, however, though she made an effort to be +cheerful and animated. At dinner the loose sleeve of her dress falling +back as she raised her hand, her mother exclaimed, "Oh, Pauline, what +is the matter with your wrist?" + +Glancing slightly at her husband, who obviously changed color and +looked uneasy, she said quietly, as she drew her bracelet over the +dark stains, "I struck it and bruised it." Wentworth's brow cleared, +and there was a look of grateful affection in his eye which Pauline +had not seen for many a day. + +Mr. and Mrs. Grey returned home better satisfied with their son-in-law +than they had been almost since his marriage. So little often do the +nearest friends know of what is going on in the hearts of those +dearest to them. + +We will not trace Mr. Wentworth's career more closely. It is a common +one--that of a "wild" young man settling into a dissipated one. Mr. +Grey heard occasionally who his associates were; and he knew them to +be men without character, a kind of gentlemen "blacklegs." He heard +intimations, too, of his habits, and intemperance was leaving its +traces in his once rather handsome countenance. + +But from Pauline came no murmur. And soon the birth of a daughter +seemed to absorb all her feelings, and opened, they trusted, an +independent source of happiness for their unhappy child. + +Pauline had hoped that the birth of her infant might effect some +favorable change in her husband's conduct. But here again she was open +to a new disappointment. "He hated girls," he said. "If it had been a +fine boy, it would not have been so bad." + +Pauline sighed, and as she pressed her darling to her heart, thanked +God in silence that it was not a son, who might by a possibility +resemble his father. + +The child was a delicate infant from its birth; and whether it was the +constant sound of its little wailing cries, or that Wentworth was +jealous of the mother's passionate devotion to the little creature, or +perhaps something of both, but he fairly seemed to hate it as the +months went on. But rude and even brutal though he might be, he could +not rob Pauline of the happiness of her deep love. She turned +resolutely from her husband to her child. What comfort earth had left +for her, she would take there. + +The long summer months and the infant pined away, and the beautiful +mother seemed wasting with it. Mr. and Mrs. Grey were out of town for +a few weeks, during which the child became alarmingly low. The +physician gave Pauline little hope. It was too weak to be removed for +change of air. Nature might rally, but nothing more could be done for +it. Pauline attempted to detain her husband by her side, but he shook +her rudely off, saying, "Nonsense, you are always fancying the brat +ill!" and the young mother was left desolate by the little bed of her +dying baby. + +We will pass over those hours of agony, for there are no words that +can describe them; but by midnight its young spirit had winged its +flight to Heaven, and the heart-broken mother wept over it in an +anguish few even of parents ever knew. + +"That's Mr. Wentworth's step," said the nurse in a low voice to her, +as he passed the nursery door. "Shall I go to him, ma'am?" + +"No," said Pauline, "I will go. Do you stay here." And rising firmly, +she went to her husband's room. + +He was lying dressed on the bed as she approached. She laid her hand +on his shoulder. He opened his eyes and looked stupidly at her. She +told him their child was dead--and he laughed a stupid, brutal +laugh--the laugh of intoxication. + +Pauline shuddered from head to foot, and returned to the bed of her +dead child; and when Mr. and Mrs. Grey, who had been sent for, arrived +in the morning; they found her as she had lain all night, her arms +clasped round the infant, and moaning wildly, as one who has no hope +on earth. + +"Take me--take me home!" she said, as she threw herself into her +mother's arms. + +"Never, my child, to be parted from us again," said her father, as he +pressed her passionately to his heart. + +They understood each other, and when the funeral was over, without one +word to "Wentworth--for Pauline could bear nothing more--Mr. Grey took +Pauline home. + +That night she was in a high fever, and for two or three days she +continued alarmingly ill--but at the end of that time she was enabled +to sit up. + +Mr. Grey had, meanwhile, seen Wentworth; but the nature of their +conversation he did not repeat to his daughter. + +One afternoon, however, he came into her sick room, and said, + +"Pauline, are you strong enough to see your husband. He entreats to +see you, if but for a few minutes." Pauline murmured an acquiescence. + +"My dear," said Mr. Grey, "you must leave them--I have promised it; +but Mrs. Granger (the nurse) will remain." + +Wentworth presently entered. He seemed calm, for the nurse's eye was +upon him; asked her how she was, and talked for a few minutes, and +then getting up, as if to take Pauline's hand for farewell, he +approached his lips close to her ear, said some low muttered words, +and left the room. + +Pauline did not speak for some time after he had withdrawn, and the +nurse receiving no answer to some question she had asked her, went up +to her, and found she had fainted. + +Shivering succeeded to fainting fits--faintings to shivering; they +thought that night that she was dying. + +A few days after she said, in a quick, low, frightened voice to her +mother, + +"Lock the doors mother, quick!" + +Much startled, Mrs. Grey did instantly as Pauline requested, and then +her ear, less fine than the sensitive organ of her unhappy daughter, +caught the sound of Wentworth's voice in the hall below. + +"Fear not, my Pauline," she said, as she took her in her arms, "your +father will protect you;" but no sound escaped Pauline's lips. She was +evidently intently listening. Soon loud voices were heard, doors +shutting--and then the street door with a bang. Presently Mr. Grey's +measured tread was heard coming up stairs, and next his hand was on +the lock. + +"Is he alone?" were the first words Pauline had uttered since she had +heard her husband's voice. + +"He is, my child." + +"Pauline, fear not, you shall never see him again," were the words of +her father, uttered in a calm but deep voice. + +That night Pauline slept tranquilly, for the first time almost since +she had known Wentworth. + +She seemed revived in the morning, and Mrs. Grey's hopes rose again, +but only to be dashed once more forever. + +The iron had eaten too deeply in her soul. Pauline's slight frame had +no power of renovation. The spirit seemed to grow brighter and +brighter as she wasted away. Unutterable love and gratitude looked out +from her eyes, as she turned them from her father and mother, +alternately; but she was too weak to say much, and gently thus she +faded away to fall asleep upon earth, awakening a purified and +regenerated spirit in heaven. + +Her's was "a broken and a contrite heart," and of such is the kingdom +of heaven. + + * * * * * + +Could mortal agony such as Mr. Grey's be added to, as he followed his +idolized child to the grave? + +Yes--even there something was to be added--for Wentworth, as chief +mourner, stepped forward and offered his arm to the unhappy father, +which, even at that moment, and in that presence, Mr. Grey could not +help shaking off. + + * * * * * + +And what have this childless, broken-hearted couple left of their +beautiful daughter? + +A picture--delicate and lovely in its lineaments, but + + "To those who see thee not, my words are weak, + To those who gaze on thee, what language could they speak." + +The canvas must fail in the life-speaking eye; and exquisite though +the pictured image be, oh! how cold to those who knew and idolized the +beautiful original. + +Heaven help you, unhappy parents! Your all was wrecked in that one +frail bark. Though friends may sympathize at first, yet they will grow +weary of your grief--for such is human nature. God comfort you! for +there is no earthly hope for those who have lost their only child. + + + + +SONNET.--TO A MINIATURE. + + Image of loveliness! in thee I view + The bright, the fair, the perfect counterpart, + Of that which love hath graven on my heart. + In every lineament, to nature true, + Methinks I can discern _her_ spirit through + Each feature gleaming; soft, serene and mild, + And gentle as when on me first she smiled, + Stirring my heart with passions strange and new. + Would that my tongue could celebrate the praise + Of thy divine original, or swell + The general chorus, or in lofty lays + Of her celestial grace and beauty tell, + But fancy flutters on her unplumed wing, + None but an angel's harp, an angel's praise should sing. + + C. E. T. + + + + +WHORTLEBERRYING. + +BY ALFRED B. STREET. + + +About the middle of August, the village was honored by repeated visits +from the little ragged population of "Barlow's Settlement," on the +"Barrens," with quantities of whortleberries for sale. "Want any +huckleberries to-day?" was heard all over. You couldn't stir abroad +without some urchin with a smirched face--a tattered coat, whose +skirts swept the dust, showing, evidently, its paternal descent, and +pantaloons patched in the most conspicuous places, more picturesque +than decent--thrusting a basket of the rich fruit into your very face, +with an impudent yell of "huckleberries, sir?" or some little girl, +the edges of whose scanty frock were irregularly scalloped, making a +timid courtesy, saying meekly, "Don't you want some berries to-day, +sir? nice berries, sir, just picked!" + +At length Bill Brattle, who is a resident of the settlement, came into +the village, and said in Wilson's bar-room, "that he'd lived on the +Barrens nigh on six years, and he'd _never_ in all that 'ere time seed +sich an allfired grist of huckleberries. Why there was acres on acres +on 'em, and he didn't tell no lie when he said that the airth was +parfectly blue with 'em." + +This soon got about, and the consequence was a whortleberry party the +very next day. A number of the young people, of both sexes, started in +several conveyances, and about noon found themselves, after rumbling +through the covered bridge on the Neversink River, climbing slowly up +the steep winding hill that ascends from the east bank of the stream, +and whence was a beautiful view of the valley below. + +Now there are many fine views in Sullivan. It is an exceedingly +picturesque county. It has all the charms of precipitous hills, +winding valleys, dark wooded gorges, lovely river-flats, and +meandering streams. It is sufficiently cultivated to have the beauty +of rural landscape softening the forest scenery, without disturbing to +any great degree its wildness and grandeur. + +This Neversink valley river, although not among the finest, is +nevertheless a very lovely one-- + +Beneath--the clear placid stream comes coursing from the north, +through narrow but beautiful flats, in all the pomp of rural wealth, +wrinkled with corn-fields, bearded with rye, and whitened with +buckwheat, imaging old age rejoicing amongst its blessings. Opposite, +rise steep hills in all the stages of cultivation--the black +logging--the grain waving amidst stumps--and the smooth grassy +meadow--whilst at the south, where the little river makes a bold turn, +the sweet landscape is lost in the deep mantle of the aboriginal +forest. + +Mastering the hill, the whole cavalcade was soon turning into a stony, +root-tangled, miry road, leading from the turnpike into the heart of +the "Barrens," the territory of the desired fruit. After sinking and +jolting for some little distance, we came to a part of the track which +had been laid over with small parallel logs, close to each other, and +forming what is called in country parlance "a corduroy road". We +"bumped along" (as Jim Stokes, one of our party, a plain young farmer, +expressed it) over this railway of the woods, until our bones seemed +so loose we thought we could hear them rattle at every jolt; and at +last stopped at a large log cabin which had been fitted up as a +tavern. + +A fierce eagle, with his head nearly all eye, one striped claw +grasping a bundle of arrows, and the other the American flag, served +for the sign, and was elevated upon a tall hickory sapling, with the +ambitious legend of "Eagle Hotel; by A. Pritchard," flaunting in a +scroll from the ferocious bird's mouth. + +A smaller log structure, with one large door, and a square opening +over it, through which a haymow seemed thrusting its brown head, as if +to look abroad, with a warm glow of sunshine upon it, told plainly +that our horses at all events would not suffer. + +In a short time we scattered ourselves over the ground in the +vicinity, in search of our fruit. The appearance of things around was +quite characteristic of the region generally. The principal growth +were a dwarf species of oak, called in the language of the country +"scrub-oak"--low shaggy spruces--stunted gnarled pines, and here and +there, particularly in low places, tall hemlocks. The earth was +perfectly bestrewed with loose stones, between which, however, the +moss showed itself, thick and green, with immense quantities of that +beautiful creeping plant called the "ground pine," winding and twining +its rich emerald branching fingers in every direction. Scores of +cattle-paths were twisting and interlacing all around us, giving, in +fact, to the scene, notwithstanding its barrenness, a picturesque +appearance. There were stone-fences also intersecting each other every +where, erected for no earthly purpose, as I could perceive, but to +make way with some part of the vast quantities of stone scattered +about; for as to cultivating the lots, that was entirely out of the +question. + +There was some little pasturage, however, and the bells of the +browsing cows were heard tinkling in a pleasing manner, and giving +somewhat of a social character to the desolate landscape. + +We were all soon immersed in our search. The bushes were crouching all +around us, bearing their rich clusters of misty blue berries, covered +with the soft beautiful down that vanished at the touch leaving the +berry dark and glittering as the eye of a squirrel. How like is the +down of the fruit to the first gossamer down of the heart--and ah! how +soon the latter also vanishes at the rude touch of the world. The +pure virgin innocence with which God robes the creature when fresh +from His holy hand! why cannot it stay! why, oh why, does it so soon +depart and leave the soul disrobed of its charm and loveliness. Harsh +world, bad world! it destroys all it touches. + +Ahem! we'll return. + +Merry laughter breaks out from the girls, and playful scrambles occur +amongst them as to who should secure the most fruit. The berries pour +in handfuls in the baskets, which show in some cases signs of +plethora. I tell you what it is, reader, there is sport in picking +whortleberries. Strawberries pout their rich mouths so low that it +gives a sore temptation to the blood to make an assault upon the head, +causing you, when you lift it, to look darkly upon various green spots +dancing about your eyes. Raspberries again, and blackberries, sting +like the dev--I beg pardon, making your hands twitch up like a fit of +St. Vitus' dance. But picking whortleberries is all plain sailing. +Here are the berries and there are your baskets; no getting on your +knees, (although it must be confessed the bushes are somewhat low,) +and no pricking your fingers to the verge of swearing. + +We all hunt in couples--a lover and his sweet-heart--and take +different paths. My companion was a tall black-eyed girl, the sight of +whom always made my heart beat quicker, in those unsophisticated days. +Rare sport we had, and so, doubtless, had the rest. Pick, pick, pick +went the fingers--and ruttle, ruttle, ruttle in the baskets ran the +berries. Glorious sport! glorious times! We talked, too, as we +picked--indeed why should we not--we had the whole English language to +ourselves, and no one to disturb us in it--and I tell you what it +is--if people can't talk they had better sell their tongue to the +surgeons and live only through their eyes. What's the use of existing +without talk--ay, and small talk too. Small talk is (as somebody I +believe says, although I am not certain, but no matter) the small +change of society, and who hasn't the small change, ten chances to one +hasn't the large. However, we'll change the theme. + +We hear in the distance the hum of male voices, and the light silvery +tones of female, broken in upon by frequent laughter and the music of +the cow-bells, tingle lingle, tink clink--here--there--far off and +near. + +All of a sudden, as I part a large thick cluster of whortleberry +bushes, I hear an indescribably quick rattle, amounting to a hum as it +were--fearful and thrilling in the extreme. I start back, but as I do +so I see in the gloom of the bushes two keen blazing orbs, and a long +scarlet tongue quivering and dancing like a curl of fire. "A +rattlesnake--a rattlesnake," I cry involuntarily--my companion gives a +little shriek, and in a moment several of our company, of both sexes, +are hastening toward us. It is a peculiarity or want of ability in the +reptile to dart only its length, and my first recoil had placed me, I +knew, beyond its reach. But there stood the leafy den, studded all +over with a profusion of beautiful gems, and although the rattle had +ceased, there to a certainty was the enraged monster, swelling +doubtless in his yellow venom; for it is another trait of the +crawling, poisonous demons never to desert their post, (rather a good +trait, by the way, not always possessed by those erect rattlesnakes, +men,) and we must get rid of the dragon before we could come at the +fruit. Well! what was to be done! We couldn't think of leaving the +field--that would be too bad--to be driven off by a snake, and before +the eyes of our Dulcineas too--it couldn't be thought of! So one of us +cuts a pole with a crotch at the end--the rest of us arm ourselves +with stones and sticks, and then the poleman commences his attack upon +the bush. Ha! that was a thrust, well aimed! hear him rattle, +hum-m-m--how the bush flutters! he sprang then! That was a good +thrust! Jupiter, how he rattles! see, see, see, there are his eyes! +ugh! there's his tongue! now he darts out his head and neck! Heavens! +what malignant rage and ferocity. Keep back, girls! don't be too +curious to see! Thrust him again! How he makes the bush flutter! how +his eyes shoot around! how his tongue darts in and out--and +whir-r-r-r-r-r--how his rattles shake. Now he comes out, head up, +tongue out, eyes like coals of fire--give him the stones now--a full +battery of them! Halloo! what's Sloan about there with his crotched +pole. Well planted, by Jupiter! right around his neck. Ha! ha! ha! how +he twists and turns and writhes about--how he would like to bite! how +he would like to strike some of that tawny poison of his into our +veins! Yes, yes, your snake-ship! but it wont do! "you can't come it," +as Loafing Jim says, "no how you can fix it." + +He's a tremendous snake though--full four feet! u-g-h! only think of +his crawling around and catching hold of the calf of your leg! Not so +pleasant as picking whortleberries, to say the least of it. See his +gray mottled skin! though it looks beautiful, flashing in the rays of +the sun--and then the ribbed white of his undershape! However, what +shall we do with him! Sloan, hold him tight now, and I'll aim at his +head. Good sharp stone this--whew--well aimed, although I say it--I +think he must have felt it this time. Halloo! another stone--from +Wescott. I fancy that made his head ache! And that one has crushed it +as flat as a--griddle-cake. + +We again, after this terrific battle, (a dozen against one though I +must confess,) scatter among the bushes. Awful onslaughts are again +made amongst the berries, and our baskets (those at all events in +sight) are plumping up with the delicious, ripe, azure balls. I have +forgotten to mention, though, that it is a very warm day. The sky is +of a pale tint, as if the bright, pure, deep blue had been blanched +out by the heat; and all around the horizon are wan thunder-caps +thrusting up their peaks and summits. It looks decidedly thunderish. + +What's that again! another alarm? How that girl does scream out there! +What on earth is the matter! We rush around a sand-bank, looking warm +and yellow in the sun, and we see the cause of the outbreak. There is +Caroline G. shrinking back as if she would like to evaporate into thin +air, and executing a series of shrieks, with her open mouth, of the +most thrilling character. Young Mason is a little in front, with a +knotted stick, doubtless just picked up, whilst some ten or twelve +rods in advance is a great shaggy black bear, very coolly helping +himself to the contents of the two baskets hitherto borne by the +couple, giving himself time, however, every now and then to look out +of his little black eyes at the rightful owners, with rather a +spiteful expression, but protruding at the same time his red tongue, +like a clown at the circus, as if enjoying the joke of their picking +and he eating. Afterward I learned that they had deposited their +baskets on the ground under a loaded bush, for greater facility in +securing the fruit, when suddenly they heard a blow and a snort, and +looking where the queer sounds came from, they saw his Bruinship's +white teeth and black phiz within a foot or two of them, directly over +the bush. Abandoning their baskets, they retreated in double quick +time, and while Mason sought and found a club for defence, Caroline +made haste to clear her voice for the most piercing efforts, and +succeeded in performing a succession of sustained vocal flights, that +a steam whistle couldn't much more than match. The sight as we came up +was in truth somewhat alarming, but Bruin didn't seem disposed to be +hostile except against the whortleberries, which he certainly made +disappear in the most summary manner; so we, after hushing with +difficulty Caroline's steam whistle, (I beg her pardon,) stood and +watched him. After he had discussed the contents of the baskets, he +again looked at us, and, rearing himself upon his hind legs, with his +fore paws hanging down like a dancing Shaker, made two or three +awkward movements, as if dancing an extempore hornpipe, either in +triumph or to thank us for his dinner; he next opened his great jaws +in resemblance to a laugh, again thrust out his tongue, saying plainly +by it, "hadn't you better pick some more whortleberries," then +deliberately fell upon his fore feet and stalked gravely and solemnly +away. As for ourselves, we went where he didn't. + +It wanted now about an hour to sundown, and this was the time agreed +upon by all of us to reunite at Pritchard's and start for home. The +beautiful charm of light and shade cast by the slanting rays already +began to rest upon the scene. The small oaks were glowing through and +through--the thick spruces were kindled up in their outer edges--the +patches of moss looked like carpets of gold spread by the little genii +of the woods--the whortleberry bushes were drenched in rich radiance, +the fruit seeming like the concentrated radiance in the act of +dropping--whilst the straggling, tall, surly grenadiers of hemlocks +had put on high-pointed yellow caps, with rays streaking through their +branches like muskets. The cow-bells were now tinkling everywhere, +striking in an odd jumble of tones--tingle ling, tingle ling ting +tingle--as their owners collected together to eat their way to their +respective milking places--and all told us that the day was drawing to +a close. Independently of this, a dark crag of cloud was lifting +itself in the southwest, with a pale glance of lightning shooting out +of it occasionally, hinting very strongly of an approaching +thunder-storm. + +In about half an hour we were all re-assembled at Pritchard's. I +believe I have not described the scenery around this little log +tavern. There was a ravine at some little distance from it, densely +clothed with forest. Through it a stream found its way. Directly +opposite the side porch, the ravine spread widely on each side, +shaping a broad basin of water, and then, contracting again, left a +narrow throat across which a dam had been thrown. Over this dam the +stream poured in a fall of glittering silver, of about ten feet, and +then, pursuing its way through the "Barrens," fell into the Sheldrake +Brook several miles below. Here, at the fall, Pritchard had erected a +saw-mill. + +Now people don't generally think there is any thing very picturesque +about saw-mills, but I do. The weather-beaten boards of the low +structure, some hanging awry, some with great knot-holes, as if they +were gifted with orbs of vision, or were placed there for the mill to +breathe through, some fractured, as if the saw had at times become +outrageous at being always shut up and made to work there for other +people, and had dashed against them, determined to gain its +liberty--whilst some seem as if they had become so tantalized by the +continual jar of the machinery, that they had loosened their nails, +and had set up a clatter and shake themselves in opposition--these are +quite picturesque. Then the broad opening in front, exposing the +glittering saw bobbing up and down, and pushing its sharp teeth right +through the bowels of the great peeled log fastened with iron claws to +the sliding platform beneath--the gallows-like frame in which the saw +works--the great strap belonging to the machinery issuing out of one +corner and gliding into another--the sawyer himself, in a red shirt, +now wheeling the log into its place with his handspike and fastening +it--and now lifting the gate by the handle protruding near him--the +axe leaning at one side and the rifle at the other--the loose floor +covered with saw-dust--the stained rafters above with boards laid +across for a loft--the dark sloping slab-roof--the great black wheel +continually at war with the water, which, dashing bravely against it, +finds itself carried off its feet into the buckets, and whirled half +around, and then coolly dismissed into the stream below--the long +flume through which the water rushes to the unequal fray, and--what +next! + +Then the pond, too, is not to be overlooked. There are generally some +twenty or thirty logs floating in one corner, close to each other, and +breaking out into great commotion every time the gate is hoisted--the +otter is now and then seen gliding in the farther nooks--and a quick +eye may catch, particularly about the dam, where he generally burrows, +a glimpse of the musk-rat as he dives down. Now and then too the wild +duck will push his beautiful shape with his bright feet through +it--the snipe will alight and "teter," as the children say, along the +banks--the woodcock will show his brownish red bosom amongst the reeds +as he comes to stick his long bill into the black ooze for sucking, as +dock-boys stick straws into molasses hogsheads--and once in a great +while, the sawyer, if he's wide awake, will see, in the Spring or +Fall, the wild goose leaving his migrating wedge overhead, and diving +and fluttering about in it, as a momentary bathing place, and to rest +for a time his throat, hoarse with uttering his laughably wise and +solemn "honk, honk." Nor must the ragged and smirched-faced boys be +forgotten, eternally on the logs, or the banks, or in the leaky scow, +with their twine and pin-hooks catching "spawney-cooks," and +"bull-heads" as worthless as themselves, and as if that were their +only business in life. And then the streak of saw-dust running along +in the midst of the brook below, and forming yellow nooks to imprison +bubbles and sticks and leaves and what not, every now and then making +a jet outward and joining the main body--and lastly the saw-mill yard, +with its boards, white, dark and golden, piled up in great masses, +with narrow lanes running through--and gray glistening logs, with +their bark coats off, waiting their turn to be "boarded." + +The cloud had now risen higher, with its ragged pointed edges, and +murky bosom--sharper lightning flashed athwart it, sometimes in +trickling streaks, and sometimes in broad glances, whilst low growls +of thunder were every now and then heard. The sun was already +swallowed up--and a strange, unnatural, ghastly glare was upon every +object. The atmosphere was motionless--not a stir in the thickets +around, not a movement in the forest at the ravine. Through the solemn +silence the crash of the falling water came upon the ear, and its +gleam was caught against the black background of the cloud. It really +seemed as if Nature held her breath in anticipating terror. Higher and +higher rose the cloud--fiercer and fiercer flashed the lightning, +sterner and sterner came the peals of the solemn thunder. Still Nature +held her breath, still fear deep and brooding reigned. The wild tint +still was spread over all things--the pines and hemlocks near at hand +seeming blanched with affright beneath it. Suddenly a darkness smote +the air--a mighty rush was heard--the trees seemed falling upon their +faces in convulsions, and with a shock as if the atmosphere had been +turned into a precipitated mountain, amidst a blinding flash and +tearing, splitting roar, onward swept the blast. Another +flash--another roar--then tumbled the great sheeted rain. Like blows +of the hammer on the anvil beat it on the water--like the smitings of +a mounted host trampled it upon the roof--like the spray flying from +the cataract smoked it upon the earth. The fierce elements of fire +and air and water were now at the climax of their strife--the dark +blended shadow of the banners under which they fought almost blotting +out the view. Occasionally glimpses of writhing branches could be +seen, but only for a moment--all again was dim and obscure, with the +tremendous sights and sounds of the storm dazzling the eye and +stunning the ear. The lightning would flash with intolerable +brilliancy, and immediately would follow the thunder with a rattling +leap as if springing from its lair, and then with a deafening, awful +weight, as if it had fallen and been splintered into pieces in the +sky. Then would re-open the steady deep boom of the rain, and the +stern rushing of the chainless wind. At length the air became +clearer--the lightning glared at less frequent intervals--the thunder +became more rolling and distant, and the tramp of the rain upon the +roof less violent. The watery streaks in the atmosphere waxed +finer--outlines of objects began to be defined--till suddenly, as a +growl of thunder died away in the east, a rich thread of light ran +along the landscape, that looked out smiling through its tears; and +thronging out into the damp fresh, sweet air, where the delicate +gauze-like rain was glittering and trembling, we saw on one hand the +great sun looking from a space of glowing sky upon the scene, and +dashing upon the parting clouds the most superb and gorgeous +hues--whilst on the other smiled the lovely rainbow, the Ariel of the +tempest, spanning the black cloud and soaring over the illuminated +earth, like Hope spreading her brilliant halo over the Christian's +brow, and brightening with her beautiful presence his impending death. + +We all concluded to wait for the moon to rise before we started for +home, and in the meanwhile another cloud arose and made demonstration. +This storm, however, was neither so long nor so violent as the first, +and we found attraction in viewing the lightning striking into ghastly +convulsions the landscape--so that the falling rain--the bowed +trees--the drenched earth--the streaked mill, and the gleaming +water-fall were opened to our view for an instant, and then dropped as +it were again into the blackness. But after a while the sky cleared +its forehead of all its frowns--the broad moon wheeled up--and in her +rich glory we again moved slowly along the rough road, until we came +to the smooth turnpike, where we dashed along homeward, with the cool, +scented air in our faces, and the sweet smile of the sun's gentle and +lovely sister resting all about us, making the magnificent Night +appear like Day with a veil of softening silver over his dazzling +brow. + + + + +STANZAS. + + Be firm, and be cheerful. The creature who lightens + The natural burdens of life when he may, + Who smiles at small evils, enhances and brightens + The pleasures which Heaven has spread in his way. + + Then why yield your spirits to care and to sorrow? + Rejoice in the present, and smile while you may; + Nor, by thinking of woes which _may_ spring up to-morrow, + Lose the blessings which Heaven _has_ granted to-day. + + + + +EURYDICE. + +BY FRANCES S. OSGOOD. + + With heart that thrilled to every earnest line, + I had been reading o'er that antique story, + Wherein the youth half human, half divine, + Of all love-lore the Eidolon and glory, + Child of the Sun, with music's pleading spell, + In Pluto's palace swept, for love, his golden shell! + + And in the wild, sweet legend, dimly traced, + My own heart's history unfolded seemed:-- + Ah! lost one! by thy lover-minstrel graced + With homage pure as ever woman dreamed, + Too fondly worshiped, since such fate befell, + Was it not sweet to die--because beloved too well? + + The scene is round me!--Throned amid the gloom, + As a flower smiles on AEtna's fatal breast, + Young Proserpine beside her lord doth bloom; + And near--of Orpheus' soul, oh! idol blest!-- + While low for thee he tunes his lyre of light, + I see _thy_ meek, fair form dawn through that lurid night! + + I see the glorious boy--his dark locks wreathing + Wildly the wan and spiritual brow, + His sweet, curved lip the soul of music breathing; + His blue Greek eyes, that speak Love's loyal vow; + I see him bend on _thee_ that eloquent glance, + The while those wondrous notes the realm of terror trance! + + I see his face, with more than mortal beauty + Kindling, as armed with that sweet lyre alone, + Pledged to a holy and heroic duty, + He stands serene before the awful throne, + And looks on Hades' horrors with clear eyes, + Since thou, his own adored Eurydice, art nigh! + + Now soft and low a prelude sweet uprings, + As if a prisoned angel--pleading there + For life and love--were fettered 'neath the strings, + And poured his passionate soul upon the air! + Anon, it clangs with wild, exultant swell, + Till the full paean peals triumphantly through Hell! + + And thou--thy pale hands meekly locked before thee-- + Thy sad eyes drinking _life_ from _his_ dear gaze-- + Thy lips apart--thy hair a halo o'er thee, + Trailing around thy throat its golden maze-- + Thus--with all words in passionate silence dying-- + Within thy _soul_ I hear Love's eager voice replying-- + + "Play on, mine Orpheus! Lo! while these are gazing, + Charmed into statues by thy God-taught strain, + I--I alone, to thy dear face upraising + My tearful glance, the life of life regain! + For every tone that steals into my heart + Doth to its worn, weak pulse a mighty power impart. + + Play on, mine Orpheus! while thy music floats + Through the dread realm, divine with truth and grace, + See, dear one! how the chain of linked notes + Has fettered every spirit in its place! + Even Death, beside me, still and helpless lies; + And strives in vain to chill my frame with his cold eyes. + + Still, mine own Orpheus, sweep the golden lyre! + Ah! dost thou mark how gentle Proserpine, + With clasped hands, and eyes whose azore fire + Gleams through quick tears, thrilled by thy lay, doth lean + Her graceful head upon her stern lord's breast, + Like an o'erwearied child, whom music lulls to rest? + + Play my proud minstrel! strike the chords again! + Lo! Victory crowns at last thy heavenly skill! + For Pluto turns relenting to the strain-- + He waves his hand--he speaks his awful will! + My glorious Greek! lead on; but ah! _still_ lend + Thy soul to thy sweet lyre, lest yet thou lose thy friend! + + Think not of me! Think rather of the time, + When moved by thy resistless melody, + To the strange magic of a song sublime, + Thy argo grandly glided to the sea! + And in the majesty Minerva gave, + The graceful galley swept, with joy, the sounding wave! + + Or see, in Fancy's dream, thy Thracian trees, + Their proud heads bent submissive to the sound, + Swayed by a tuneful and enchanted breeze, + March to slow music o'er th' astonished ground-- + Grove after grove descending from the hills, + While round thee weave their dance the glad, harmonious rills. + + Think not of me! Ha! by thy mighty sire, + My lord, my king! recall the dread behest! + Turn not--ah! turn not back those eyes of fire! + Oh! lost, forever lost! undone! unblest! + I faint, I die!--the serpent's fang once more + Is here!--nay, grieve not thus! Life but _not Love_ is o'er! + + + + +THE VOICE OF THE NIGHT WIND. + +BY E. CURTISS HINE, U. S. N. + + When the day-king is descending + On the blue hill's breast to lie, + And some spirit-artist blending + On the flushed and bending sky + All the rainbow's hues, I listen + To the breeze, while in my eye + Tears of bitter anguish glisten, + As I think of days gone by. + + Change, relentless change is lighting + On the brow of young and fair, + And with iron hand is writing + Tales of grief and sorrow there. + On life's journey friends have faltered, + And beside its pathway lie, + But that breeze, with voice unaltered, + Sings as in the days gone by. + + Sings old songs to soothe the anguish + Of a heart whose hopes are flown; + Cheering one condemned to languish + In this weary world alone; + Tells old tales of loved ones o'er me, + Dearest ones, remembered well, + That have passed away before me, + In a brighter land to dwell. + + + + +MAJOR-GENERAL WORTH. + +BY FAYETTE ROBINSON, AUTHOR OF "THE ARMY OF THE UNITED STATES," ETC. + + +All persons naturally exhibit a great desire to become acquainted with +the events of the lives of those individuals who have made themselves +or their country illustrious. It is very pleasant to inquire into the +nature of the studies which matured their minds, to examine the +incidents of their early career, and follow them through the obscurer +portions of their lives for the purpose of ascertaining if the man +corresponds with the idea we have formed of him. + +Gen. Worth has recently attracted so much attention, and the events of +his whole life have been so stirring, that this is peculiarly the case +with him. No one can think without interest of one who, while a boy +almost, opposed the British veterans at Chippewa and Lundy's Lane, and +in his manhood won a yet higher reputation amid the hamacs of Florida, +and in front of the batteries of Molino del Rey and Monterey. It is, +however, a matter of much regret that of Worth's early history and +family annals but little is known. It is true, no man in the army has +been the theme of so much camp-fire gossip, or the hero of so many +gratuitous fabrications; but we are able to learn nothing of him +previous to his entry into the service. A thousand anecdotes without +any basis in truth have been told of him, altogether to no purpose; +for one who has so many real claims to distinction need never appeal +to factitious honors. + +Gen. Worth, at the commencement of the last war with Great Britain, is +said to have been a resident of Albany, N. Y., and to have been +engaged in commercial pursuits. Animated by the feeling of patriotism +which pervaded the whole people, he left the desk and ledger, and is +said to have enlisted in the 2nd regiment of artillery, then commanded +by Col. Izard, afterward a general officer of distinction. The lieut. +colonel of one of the battalions of this regiment was Winfield Scott, +the attention of whom Worth is said soon to have attracted. Col. Scott +is said to have exerted himself to procure him a commission, and to +have taken care of his advancement. This may or may not be true; it is +sure, however, that Worth first appears in a prominent position in the +military annals of the United States as the aid-de-camp and protege of +General Scott, at the battle of Chippewa, where Scott was a brigadier. +Worth was his aid, having in the interim become a first lieutenant. + +No man in America is ignorant of the events of that day, which +retrieved the disgrace of Hull's surrender, and reflected the greatest +honor on all the participants in its events. For his gallantry and +good conduct, Mr. Madison bestowed on Lieut. Worth the brevet of +captain; and he was mentioned in the highest terms in the general +orders of the officers under whom he served. The brevet of Worth was +announced to the army and nation in the same order which told of the +promotion of McNeil, Jessup, Towson, and Leavenworth. Strangely +enough, though death has been busy with the officers of the last war, +all who were breveted for their services on that occasion, with one +or two exceptions, are now alive. The battle of Chippewa occurred on +the 5th of July, 1814, and was the dale of Worth's first brevet. + +Though a brevet captain, Worth continued with Scott in the important +position of aid-de-camp, and served in that capacity at Lundy's Lane, +in the battle of July 25th, 1814. On that occasion he distinguished +himself in the highest degree, and won the reputation his whole +subsequent career has confirmed, of coolness, decision, and activity. +During this engagement the whole British force was thrown on the 9th +foot, commanded by the veteran Lieut. Col. Leavenworth. This officer +sent for aid to Gen. Scott, who on that occasion gave Gen. Taylor the +example after which that gallant general acted at Buena Vesta. He +repaired to the menaced point with the strong reinforcement of his own +person and aid, and had the proud satisfaction of seeing the attacking +column beaten back, and the general who led it made prisoner. At the +moment of success, however, both Scott and Capt. Worth fell wounded +severely. The country appreciated their services, and each received +from Mr. Madison the brevet of another grade, with date from the day +of the battle. Major Worth soon recovered, but, attached to Gen. +Scott's person, accompanied him southward, as soon as the wound of the +latter enabled him to bear the fatigue of travel. + +When peace came Worth was a captain in the line and a major by brevet, +with which rank he was assigned to the military command of the corps +of Cadets at West Point. This appointment, ever conferred on men of +talent, is the highest compliment an officer of the service of the +United States can receive in time of peace. To Worth it was doubly +grateful, because he was not an _eleve_ of the institution. Ten years +after the battle of Niagara, Major Worth was breveted a lieutenant +colonel, and when in 1832 the ordnance corps was established, he +became one of its majors. In July, 1832, on the organization of the +8th infantry, Lieut. Col. Worth was appointed to its colonelcy. + +Hitherto we have seen Worth in a subordinate position, where he was +unable to exhibit the highest qualification of a soldier, that of +command. Since his entry into the service he had been either an +officer of the staff, or separated from troops. He was now called on +to participate in far more stirring scenes. The war against the +Seminoles in Florida had long been a subject of great anxiety to both +the government and the people, and thither Worth was ordered, after a +brief but effective tour of service on the northern frontier, then +infested by the Canadian insurgents. At first he acted subordinately +to the late Gen. Armistead, but, on the retirement of that officer, +assumed command. The war was prosecuted by him with new vigor, and the +Indians defeated ultimately at Pilaklakaha, near the St. John, April +17, 1842. This fight was virtually the termination of the war, the +enemy never again having shown himself in force. Gen. Worth was highly +complimented for his services on this occasion, and received the +brevet of brigadier general. + +During the season of peace which followed Gen. Worth remained almost +constantly with his regiment, which more than once changed its +station; and when the contest with Mexico began, reported to Gen. +Taylor at Corpus Christi. His situation here was peculiar, and he +became involved in a dispute in relation to precedence and command +with the then Col. Twiggs, of the 2nd dragoons. The latter officer was +by several years Worth's senior in the line, and, according to the +usual opinion in the army, entitled to command, though many of the +most accomplished soldiers of the service thought the brevet of Worth, +on this occasion at least, where the _corps d'armee_ was made up of +detachments, valid as a commission. This dispute became so serious +that Gen. Taylor interfered, and having sustained Col. Twiggs, Gen. +Worth immediately tendered his resignation to the President. + +There is no doubt but that the decision in favor of Gen. Twiggs was +correct, and that Worth was radically wrong in his conception of the +effect of his brevet. He, however, had been brought up under the eye +of Gen. Scott, who entertained the same ideas on this subject, and +who, years before, under precisely similar circumstances, had resigned +his commission. Gen. Worth having proceeded from the Rio Grande to +Washington, the President refused to accept his resignation, and he +returned at once to the army. + +The resignation of Worth was a most untoward circumstance, for during +his absence from the army hostilities commenced, and he lost all +participation in the battles of Palo Alto and La Resaca. + +When, after the capture of Matamoras, the army again advanced, Worth +had resumed his post, and acquiesced cheerfully in the decision which +had been given against him. The laurels he had not grasped on the Rio +Grande were won in front of the batteries of _La Loma de la +Independencia_, and in the streets of Monterey. Amid the countless +feats of daring recorded by military history, none will be found to +surpass his achievements in the slow, painful, but bold entry he +effected through a city swarming with defenders, to the very _plaza_. +For his gallantry on this occasion he received the brevet of major +general, and, with the exception of Generals Scott and Taylor, is +believed to be the only officer in the service who has received three +war-brevets. Gen. Worth from this time became one of the national +idols. + +When Gen. Scott assumed command of the expedition against Vera Cruz +and the capital, one of his first acts was to order Gen. Worth and the +remnant of his division to join him. The general-in-chief remembered +the events, on the northern frontier, of 1814, and anticipated much in +Mexico. He was not disappointed in this expectation, for at Vera Cruz +and in the valley of Mexico, his old aid did not disappoint him, and +proved that service had but matured the judgment of the soldier of +Chippewa and Niagara. + +It was at _Molino del Rey_ that Worth displayed his powers with most +brilliancy. When it became evident that the city of Mexico must be +taken by force, a prominent position was assigned to Gen. Worth, who, +with his division and Cadwallader's brigade, was ordered to carry the +strong position of Molino del Rey, and destroy its defences. This spot +is famous in Mexican history as _Casas Matas_, and and is the scene of +the famous _plan_, or revolution, of Feb. 2, 1823, by virtue of which +a republican form of government may be said to exist in Mexico. It +lies westward of Chapultepec, the old palace of the Aztec kings, and +from the nature of its position, and the careful manner in which it +was fortified, was a position of great strength. It lay at the foot of +a rapid declivity, enfiladed by the fire of Chapultepec, and so +situated, that not a shot could be discharged but must fall into an +assailing column. + +Under these great difficulties the works were carried, Worth all the +while marching with the column, and directing the operations of the +horse artillery and infantry of which it was composed. In respect to +this part of the operations in front of Mexico Gen. Scott adopted, +without comment, the report of Gen. Worth. This is a rare compliment, +and proceeding from such a person as Scott should be highly estimated. + +After the capture of the city of Mexico, difficulties occurred between +Gen. Worth and the general-in-chief, and a friendship of thirty-five +years was apparently terminated. The matter is now the subject of +consideration before a competent tribunal, and _non nobis tantas +componerelites_. + +Gen. Worth is yet in Mexico. His age is about fifty-six or eight, and +in his personal appearance are mingled the bearing of the soldier and +of the gentleman. The excellent portrait given of him is from a +Daguerreotype by Mr. Clarke, of New York. + + + + +ENCOURAGEMENT. + + When first peeps out from earth the modest vine, + Asking but little space to live and grow, + How easily some step, without design, + May crush the being from a thing so low! + But let the hand that doth delight to show + Support to feebleness, the tendril twine + Around some lattice-work, and 'twill bestow + Its thanks in fragrance, and with blossoms shine. + And thus, when Genius first puts forth its shoot-- + So timid, that it scarce dare ask to live-- + The tender germ, if trodden under foot, + Shrinks back again to its undying root; + While kindly training bids it upward strive, + And to the future flowers immortal give. E. C. KINNEY. + + + + +THE CHANGED AND THE UNCHANGED. + +BY PROFESSOR ALDEN. + + +CHAPTER I. + +"Report says that my queenly cousin is to lay aside her absolute +sceptre, and submit to a lord and master," said George Mason, to his +cousin, Emily Earl, as she took his arm for an evening walk. + +"If you mean that I am to be married, that is a report which truth +does not require me to contradict," said the young lady, in a tone +adapted to repress the familiar manner of her companion. He had just +returned from a long absence in a foreign land. His early youth had +been passed in his uncle's family. He left his cousin a beautiful +girl. He found her on his return a still more beautiful woman. + +"I am very anxious," said he, with a slight change of manner, "to see +the man who has drawn so splendid a prize. Is he like the picture you +drew of the man you would marry, as we sat by the willow brook from +the rising of the moon to its meridian? You remember that most +beautiful night?" + +"It is not desirable to remember all the follies of childhood," said +Emily, coldly. Mason was silent. It was plain that they were no longer +what they had been, brother and sister. + +After walking for some distance in silence, Emily remarked, in a tone +inviting conversation, "You must have seen a great deal of the world." + +"I have had some means of observation," he replied, "but I have seen +nothing to wean me from this spot, and from my friends here." + +"Your friends are obliged to you for the compliment." + +"I did not intend the remark as a compliment." Again there was an +interval of silence. "I have been absent four years," said Mason, as +though speaking to himself, "and I am not conscious of any change, so +far as my feelings are concerned. The same persons and things which I +then loved, I love now. The same views of life which I then cherished +I cherish now." + +"Experience and knowledge of the world," said Emily, "ought to give +wisdom." + +"I am so perverse as to regard it as wisdom to hold on to the dreams +of our early days." + +"Our views ought, it seems to me, to change as we grow older." + +"I am not sure that we ought to grow old, so far as our feelings are +concerned." + +"You would engage in the vain effort to retain the dews and freshness +of morning, after the sun has arisen with a burning heat." + +"I believe the dew of our youth may be preserved even until old age." + +"I am surprised that acquaintance with the world has not corrected +your views of life. One would think that you had lived in entire +seclusion." + +"I am surprised that the romantic, warm-hearted Emily Earl should +become the worldly-wise lecturer of her cousin." + +"We had better speak upon some other subject. Had you a pleasant +voyage homeward?" + +"Yes. It could not be otherwise, when my face was toward 'my own, my +native land,' and the friends so fresh in my remembrance." + +A slight shade of displeasure flitted across Emily's features. She +made no remark. + +"Where is Susan Grey?" said Mason. + +"She is dead." + +"Indeed! She was just my own age. She was a single-hearted girl." + +"She often inquired for you. You never fancied yourself in love with +her?" + +"No. Why that question?" + +"She was under the impression that we were engaged, and seemed quite +relieved when I informed her that she was mistaken." + +"What has become of Mary Carver?" + +"She is married, and lives in that house," pointing to a miserable hut +near at hand. + +"Is it possible?" + +"Her husband is intemperate. It was a clandestine marriage--a love +match, you know." + +"Was her husband intemperate when she married him?" + +"Not habitually so. He was so very romantic and devoted to her; so +that, I suppose, she thought she could reform him." + +"What has become of Mr. Ralston, your old friend?" admirer, he would +have said, but he deemed it unwise. + +"He is a lawyer here, in a small way. I believe they think of sending +him to Congress." + +"Is he married?" + +"No." + +"I thought he seemed to be attached to you; at least I hoped that he +would become my cousin." + +"I will answer your questions in regard to others--my own affairs do +not require remark." + +This rebuke, so unlike any thing he had ever received from his cousin, +led him to fix his gaze upon her countenance, as if to make sure of +her identity. There could be no mistake. There was the same brilliant +eye, the same faultless features on which he had gazed in former +years. A conciliating smile led him to resume his inquiries. + +"Is Eliza Austin married?" His voice, as he asked this question, was +far from natural, perhaps in consequence of the agitation which the +rebuke just spoken of had occasioned. + +"No; she lives somewhere in the village, I don't know exactly where." + +"Do you ever see her?" + +"Yes; she lives with her aunt, who sometimes washes for us, so that I +see her niece occasionally." + +"Why does she live with her aunt?" + +"Her mother died soon after you went away." + +"Eliza still lives in the village, then?" To this very unnecessary +question his cousin bowed in reply. Few words more passed between them +during the remainder of their walk. + +"You do not stay out as late as you used to do," said Mrs. Earl, as +they entered the parlor. + +"We are no longer children," said Emily. Mason could scarcely repress +an audible sigh, as those words fell from her lips. At an early hour, +he repaired to his chamber. + + +CHAPTER II. + +George Mason was left an orphan in his early youth. He then became a +member of his uncle's family, and the constant companion of his cousin +Emily. He desired no society but hers. Her slightly imperious temper +did not interfere with the growth of his affection. She had a sister's +place in his glowing heart. He was in some sense her teacher, and she +caught something of his romantic nature. Of the little circle of her +associates, he was the idol. + +At the age of fourteen he left home to pursue his studies for two +years at a public institution. At the end of that period he became a +clerk in a large commercial establishment in the city. At the close of +the first year he accompanied one of the principals abroad, and +remained there in charge of the business for nearly four years. He was +now on the high road to wealth. + +Soon after George Mason had gone abroad, Emily Earl went to the city +to complete her education. She was in due time initiated into the +mysteries of fashionable life. Introduced to _society_ by a relative +of unquestionable rank, her face and form presented attractions +sufficient to make her the object of attention and flattery. Four +successive winters were passed in the city. She was the foremost +object of all "who flattered, sought, and sued." Is it strange that +her judgment was perverted, and her heart eaten out? Is it strange +that her cousin found her a changed being? + +She had engaged to marry one whose claim to her regard was the +thousands he possessed, and the eagerness with which he was sought by +those whose chief end was an establishment in life. She had taught +herself to believe that the yearnings of the heart were to be classed +with the follies of childhood. + +Henry Ralston was the son of a small farmer, or rather of a man who +was the possessor of a small farm, and of a large soul. Henry was +modest, yet aspiring; gentle, yet intense in his affections. The +patient toil and rigid self-denial of his father gave him the +advantage of an excellent education. In childhood he was the frequent +companion of George and Emily. Even then an attachment sprung up in +his heart for his fair playmate. This was quietly cherished; and when +he entered upon the practice of the law in his native village, he +offered Emily his hand. It was, without hesitation or apparent pain, +rejected. Thus she cast away the only true heart which was ever laid +upon the altar of her beauty. He bore the disappointment with outward +calmness, though the iron entered his soul. He gave all his energies +to the labors of his profession. Such was the impression of his +ability and worth, that he was about to be supported, apparently +without opposition, for a seat in the national councils. + +Eliza Austin was the daughter of a deceased minister, who had worn +himself out in the cause of benevolence, and died, leaving his wife +and daughter penniless. She was several years younger than George and +Emily; but early trials seemed to give an early maturity to her mind. +She was seldom their companion, for her young days were spent in toil, +aiding her mother in her efforts to obtain a scanty subsistence. Her +intelligence, her perception of the beautiful, and her devotion to her +mother made a deep impression upon George, and led him to regard her +as he regarded no other earthly being. Long before the idea of love +was associated with her name, he felt for her a respect approaching to +veneration. He had often desired to write to her during his absence, +but his entire ignorance of her situation rendered it unwise. + +The waters of affliction had been wrung out to her in a full cup. The +long and distressing sickness of her mother was ended only by the +grave. She was then invited to take up her abode with her father's +sister, whose intemperate husband had broken her spirit, but had not +exhausted her heart. It was sad for Eliza to exchange the quiet home, +the voice of affection, of prayer, and of praise, for the harsh +criminations of the drunkard's abode. She would have left that abode +for service, but for the distress it would have given her aunt. + +Death at length removed the tormentor, and those who had ministered to +his appetite swept away all his property. + +The mind of Aunt Mary, now more than half a wreck, utterly revolted at +the idea of separation from her niece. Eliza could not leave her. +Declining an eligible situation as a teacher in a distant village, she +rendered her aunt all the assistance in her power in her lowly +employment--believing that the path dictated by affection and duty, +though it might meet with the neglect and the scorn of men, would not +fail to secure the approbation of God. + + +CHAPTER III. + +"Well, George," said Mr. Earl, as they were seated at the +breakfast-table, "how do you intend to dispose of yourself to-day?" + +"I have a great many old friends to visit, sir." + +"It may not be convenient for some of them to see you early in the +morning." + +"Some of them, I think, will not be at all particular respecting the +time of my visits. There is the white rock by the falls which I must +give an hour to; and I must see if the old trout who lived under it +has taken as good care of himself during my absence as he did before I +went away. And there is the willow grove, too, which I wish very much +to see." + +"It has been cut down." + +"Cut down!--what for?" + +"Mr. Bullard thought it interfered with his prospect." + +"Why did you not interfere, cousin?" turning to Emily. + +"It was nothing to me what he did with his grove," said Emily. + +"Oh, I had forgotten--" George did not finish the sentence. He turned +the conversation to some of the ordinary topics of the day. + +After breakfast, he set out for Willow Brook, and seated himself upon +the white rock. The years that had passed since in childhood he sat +upon that rock, were reviewed by him. Though he had met with trials +and temptations, yet he was thankful that he could return to that rock +with so many of the feelings of childhood; that his heart's best +emotions had not been polluted by the world, but were as yet pure as +the crystal stream before him. + +When he rose from that rock, instead of visiting the other haunts of +his early days, he found himself moving toward the village. Now and +then a familiar face was seen. By those who recognized him, he was +warmly greeted. It was not until he met a stranger that he inquired +for the residence of the widow and her niece. He was directed to a +small dwelling in a narrow lane. He knocked at the open door. The +widow, who was busily employed in smoothing the white linen before +her, bade him enter, but paused not from her work. + +"Is Eliza at home?" said Mason. + +"Who can you be that want to see Eliza?" said the poor woman, still +not lifting her eyes from her work. + +"I am an old friend of hers," said Mason. + +"A friend! a friend!" said she, pausing and looking upward, as if +striving to recall the idea belonging to the word. "Yes, she had +friends once--where have they gone?" + +Again she plied her task, as if unconscious of his presence. He seated +himself and watched her countenance, which revealed so sad a history. +Her lips kept moving, and now and then she spoke aloud. "Poor girl! a +hard life has she had--it may all be right, but I can't see how; and +now she might be a lady if she would leave her poor, half-crazy aunt." +Her whispers were then inaudible. Soon she turned to Mason and said, +as if in reply to a question, "No, I never heard her complain. When +those she used to visit don't know her, and look the other way when +they meet her, she never complains. What will become of her when her +poor old aunt is gone? Who will take care of her?" + +"I will," said Mason. + +"Who may you be?" said she, scanning his countenance as if she had now +seen him for the first time. + +"A friend of her childhood." + +"What is your name?" + +"George Mason." + +"George Mason! George Mason!--I have heard that name before. It was +the name she had over so often when she had the fever, poor thing! I +did not know what she said, though she did not say a word during the +whole time that would not look well printed in a book. Did you use to +live in the big white house?" + +"Yes, I used to live with my Uncle Earl." + +"And with that _lady_," laying a fierce emphasis upon the word, "who +never speaks to Eliza now, though Eliza watched night after night with +her when she was on the borders of the grave. Are you like her?" +observing him to hesitate, she asked in a more excited manner, "are +you like Emily Earl?" Fearing that her clouded mind might receive an +impression difficult to remove, he promptly answered "No." + +"I am glad of it," said the widow, resuming her work. + +The last question and its answer was overheard by Eliza, as she was +coming in from the garden where she had been attending to a few +flowers. She turned deadly pale as she saw Mason, and remained +standing in the door. He arose and took her hand in both of his, and +was scarcely able to pronounce her name. The good aunt stood with +uplifted hands, gazing with ludicrous amazement at the scene. Eliza +was the first to recover her self-possession. She introduced Mason to +her aunt as an old friend. + +"Friend!--are you sure he is a friend?" + +"He is a friend," said Mason, "who is very grateful to you for the +love you have borne her, and the care you have taken of her." + +"There," said she, opening a door which led to a parlor, perhaps ten +feet square, motioning to them to enter. Mason, still retaining her +trembling hand, led Eliza into the room, and seated her on the sofa, +the chief article of furniture it contained. Her eyes met his earnest +gaze. They were immediately filled with tears. His own overflowed. He +threw his arm around her, and they mingled their tears in silence. It +was long ere the first word was spoken. Eliza at length seemed to wake +as from a dream. + +"What am I doing?" said she, attempting to remove his arm, "we are +almost strangers." + +"Eliza," said he, solemnly, "do you say what you feel?" + +"No, but I know not--" she could not finish the sentence. + +"Eliza, you are dearer to me than any one upon earth." She made no +efforts to resist the pressure of his arm. There were moments of +eloquent silence. + +"Eliza, will you become my wife?" + +"Do you know how utterly destitute I am?" + +"That has no connection with my question." + +"If you are the same George Mason you used to be, you wish for a +direct answer. I will." It was not till this word was spoken that he +ventured to impress a kiss upon her cheek. + +"I have not done right," said Eliza; "you can never know how much I +owe to that dear aunt. I ought not to engage myself without her +consent--I can never be separated from her." + +"You cannot suppose that I would wish you to be separated." + +"You are the same--" she was about to add some epithets of praise, but +checked herself. "How is it that you have remained unchanged?" + +"By keeping bright an image in my heart of hearts." + +With some difficulty Eliza rose, and opening the door, spoke to her +aunt. She came and stood in the door. + +"Well, ma'am," said Mason, "I have gained Eliza's consent to change +her name, if you will give your consent." She stood as one bewildered. +The cloud which rested on her countenance was painful to behold. It +was necessary to repeat his remark before she could apprehend it. + +"Ah, is it so? It has come at last. He doeth all things well. I hadn't +faith to trust Him. He doeth all things well." + +"We have your consent?" + +"If she is half as loving to you as she has been to me, you will never +be sorry. But what will become of me?" + +"We have no idea of parting with you. She has given her consent only +on condition that you go with us." The old lady fixed her gaze upon +her niece. It was strange that features so plain, so wrinkled by age +and sorrow, could beam with such affection. She could find no words to +express her feelings. She closed the door, and was heard sobbing like +a child. + +Hour after hour stole away unnoted by the lovers. They were summoned +to partake of the frugal meal spread by Aunt Mary's hands, and no +apologies were made for its lack of store. Again they retired to the +little parlor, and it was not till the sun was low in the west, that +he set out on his return to the "white house." + +"We conclude that you have passed a happy day," said Mrs. Earl, "at +least your countenance says so. We began to feel anxious about you." + +"I went to the brook first, and then to the village." + +"Have you seen many of your old friends?" + +"Several of them." + +Mason was released from the necessity of answering further questions +by the arrival of a carriage at the door. Mr. Earl rose and went to +the window. "Mr. Benfield has come," said he. Emily arose and left the +room to return in another dress, and with flowers in her hair. + +Mr. Benfield was shown to his room, and in a few moments joined the +family at the tea-table. Emily received him with a smile, which, +however beautiful it may have been, was not like the smile of Eliza +Austin. Mason saw that Mr. Benfield belonged to a class with which he +was perfectly well acquainted. "It is well," thought he, "that she has +filed down her mind, if she must spend her days with a man like him." +Mason passed the evening with his uncle, though he was sadly +inattentive to his uncle's remarks. Emily and Mr. Benfield took a +walk, and on their return did not join the family. Benfield's object +in visiting the country at this time was to fix a day for his +marriage. The evening was spent by them in discussing matters +pertaining to that event. + +It was necessary for Mr. Benfield to return to the city on the +afternoon of the following day. Mason, for various reasons, determined +to accompany him. Part of the morning was spent with Eliza, and +arrangements for their union were easily fixed upon. No costly +preparations for a wedding were thought to be necessary. + +Emily devoted herself so entirely to Mr. Benfield, that Mason had no +opportunity of informing her respecting the state of his affairs. + +He sought his uncle, expressed to him his gratitude for his kindness, +informed him of the state of his pecuniary affairs, and of his +affections, and asked his approbation of his intended marriage. + +"I can't say, George," said the old gentleman, "but that you have done +the wisest thing you could do. Emily may not like it. I have nothing +to say against it. I didn't do very differently myself, though it +would hardly do to say so aloud now. Emily is to be married in three +weeks. You must be with us then." + +"Suppose I wish to be married myself on the same evening?" + +"Well, I don't know. I think you had better be with us, then make such +arrangements as you please, and say nothing to us about it. It may +make a little breeze at first, but it will soon blow over. Nobody will +like you the worse for it in the end." Heartily thanking his uncle for +his frankness and affection, and taking a courteous leave of Emily, he +took his departure, with Mr. Benfield, for the city. + + +CHAPTER IV. + +The white house was a scene of great activity as the wedding-day drew +near. Aunt Mary's services were put in requisition to a much greater +extent than usual. When she protested that she could do no more, Mrs. +Earl suggested that her niece would help her. Aunt Mary could not help +remarking that Eliza might have something else to do as well as Miss +Emily. + +It was understood that a large number of guests were to be invited. + +Many dresses were ordered in anticipation of an invitation. The +services of the village dress-maker were in great demand. Eliza +ordered a plain white dress--a very unnecessary expenditure, it was +thought, since it was certain that she would not receive an +invitation. It was a pity that she should thus prepare disappointment +for herself, poor thing! + +Benfield and Mason arrived together on the appointed day. All things +were in order. The preparations were complete. The guests +assembled--the "big white house" was filled as it never had been +filled before. Suddenly there is a _hush_ in the crowd--the +folding-doors are thrown open--the bride and bride-groom are seen, +prepared for the ceremony that is to make them one--in law. The words +are spoken, the ceremony is performed, the oppressive silence is +removed--the noise and gayety common to such occasions take place. + +After a time, it was noticed by some that the pastor, and Mason, and +Esq. Ralston had disappeared. + +They repaired to Aunt Mary's, where a few tried friends had been +invited to pass the evening. These friends were sorry that Eliza had +not been invited to the wedding, but were pleased to find that she did +not seem to be disappointed--she was in such fine spirits. She wore +her new white dress, and a few roses in her hair. + +The entrance of the pastor, Mr. Mason, and Mr. Ralston, seemed to +cause no surprise to Aunt Mary, though it astonished the assembled +guests. After a kind word from the pastor to each one present, for +they were all members of his flock, Mason arose, and taking Eliza by +the hand, said to him, "We are ready." Prayer was offered, the +wedding-vows were spoken, and George Mason and Eliza Austin were +pronounced husband and wife. + +Joy seemed to have brushed away the clouds from Aunt Mary's mind. She +conversed with the intelligence of her better days. The guests +departed, and ere the lights were extinguished in the parlors of the +white house, it was known throughout the village that there had been +two weddings instead of one. + +Early in the morning, before the news had reached them, Mr. and Mrs. +Benfield set out upon their wedding tour. Emily learned her cousin's +marriage from the same paper which informed the public of her own. + +George Mason had no time for a wedding tour. He removed his wife and +her aunt immediately to the city, and at once resumed the labors of +his calling. + +Emily did not become acquainted with Mrs. Mason, until Mr. Benfield +had failed in business, and was enabled to commence again, with +capital furnished by her cousin, who had become the leading member of +his firm. + + + + +THE DAYSPRING. + +BY SAMUEL D. PATTERSON. + + Mourner, bending o'er the tomb + Where thy heart's dear treasure lies, + Dark and dreary is thy gloom, + Deep and burdened are thy sighs: + From thy path the light, whose rays + Cheered and guided thee, is gone, + And the future's desert waste + Thou must sadly tread alone. + + 'Neath the drooping willow's shade, + Where the mourning cypress grows, + The beloved and lost is laid + In a quiet, calm repose. + Silent now the voice whose tones + Wakened rapture in thy breast-- + Dull the ear--thy anguished groans + Break not on the sleeper's rest. + + Grace and loveliness are fled, + Broken is the "golden bowl," + Loosed the "silver chord," whose thread + Bound to earth th' immortal soul. + Closed the eyes whose glance so dear + Once love's language fond could speak, + And the worm, foul banqueter, + Riots on that matchless cheek. + + And the night winds, as they sweep + In their solemn grandeur by, + With a cadence wild and deep, + Mournfully their requiem sigh. + And each plant and leaf and flower + Bows responsive to the wail, + Chanted, at the midnight hour, + By the spirits of the gale. + + Truly has thy sun gone down + In the deepest, darkest gloom, + And the fondest joys thou'st known + Buried are within that tomb. + Earth no solace e'er can bring + To thy torn and bleeding heart-- + Time nor art extract the sting + From the conqueror's poisoned dart. + + But, amid thy load of wo, + Turn, thou stricken one, thine eyes + Upward, and behold that glow + Spreading brightly o'er the skies! + 'Tis the day-star, beaming fair + In the blue expanse above; + Look on high, and know that there + Dwells the object of thy love, + + Life's bright harp of thousand strings + By the spoiler's hand was riven, + But the realm seraphic rings + With the victor notes of heaven. + Over death triumphant--lo! + See thy cherished one appear! + Mourner, dry thy tears of wo, + Trust, believe, and meet her there! + + + + +SONNET.--CULTIVATION. + +BY MRS. E. C. KINNEY. + + Weeds grow unasked, and even some sweet flowers + Spontaneous give their fragrance to the air, + And bloom on hills, in vales and everywhere-- + As shines the sun, or fall the summer showers-- + But wither while our lips pronounce them fair! + Flowers of more worth repay alone the care, + The nurture, and the hopes of watchful hours; + While plants most cultured have most lasting powers. + So, flowers of Genius that will longest live + Spring not in Mind's uncultivated soil, + But are the birth of time, and mental toil, + And all the culture Learning's hand can give: + Fancies, like wild flowers, in a night may grow; + But thoughts are plants whose stately growth is slow. + + + + +FIRST LOVE. + +OR LILLIE MASON'S DEBUT. + +BY ENNA DUVAL. + + Maybe without a further thought, + It only pleased you thus to please, + And thus to kindly feelings wrought + You measured not the sweet degrees; + Yet though you hardly understood + Where I was following at your call, + You might--I dare to say you should-- + Have thought how far I had to fall. + And even now in calm review + Of all I lost and all I won, + I cannot deem you wholly true, + Nor wholly just what you have done. MILNES. + + There is none + In all this cold and hollow world, no fount + Of deep, strong, deathless love, save that within + A mother's heart. HEMANS. + +On paying a visit to my friend Agnes Mason one morning, the servant +told me his mistress would be pleased to see me in her dressing-room. +Thither I repaired, and found her, to my surprise, surrounded by all +sorts of gay, costly articles, appertaining to the costume of a woman +of the world. To my surprise, I say, for Agnes has always been one of +the greatest home-bodies in the whole circle of my acquaintances. A +party, or a ball she has scarcely visited since the first years of her +marriage, although possessing ample means to enjoy every gayety of +fashionable life. + +Over the Psyche glass was thrown a spotless _crepe_ dress, almost +trembling with its rich embroidery; and near it, as if in contrast, on +a dress-stand, was a velvet robe, falling in soft, luxurious folds. +Flowers, caps, _coiffures_ of various descriptions, peeped out of +sundry boxes, and on a commode table was an open _ecrin_ whose +sparkling, costly contents dazzled the eyes. + +"Hey-day!" I exclaimed to my friend, as she advanced to meet me, +"what's the meaning of all this splendor?" + +"I was just on the point of sending for you," she replied +laughingly--"Madame M---- has sent home these lovely things for Lillie +and I--and I want your opinion upon them." + +"And you are really going to re-enter society?" I asked. + +"Lillie is eighteen this winter, you know," was my gentle friend's +reply. "Who would have thought time could have flown around so +quickly. Mr. Mason is very anxious she should make her _entree_ this +season. You can scarcely fancy how disagreeable it is to me, but I +must not be selfish. I cannot always have her with me." + +"And you, like a good mother," I said, "will throw aside your love for +retirement and accompany her?" + +"Certainly," replied Agnes eagerly, and she added with a slight +expression of feeling which I well understood--"I will watch over her, +for she will need my careful love now even more than in childhood." + +"Where is the pretty cause of all this anxiety and attention?" I +inquired. + +"Charlie would not dress for his morning walk," answered the mother, +"unless sister Lillie assisted in the robing of the young tyrant, so +she is in the nursery." + +We inspected the different robes and gay things spread out so +temptingly before us, and grew femininely eloquent over these +beautiful trifles, and were most earnestly engaged in admiring the +_parure_ of brilliant diamonds, and the spotless pearls, with which +the fond, proud father and husband had presented them that morning, +when a slight tap was heard at the door, and our pet Lillie entered. A +bright-eyed, light-hearted creature is Lillie Mason--a sunbeam to her +home. She ran up to me with affectionate greetings, and united in our +raptures over the glittering _bijouterie_. + +"How will you like this new life, Lillie?" I asked, as the lovely girl +threw herself on a low _marchepied_ at our feet, as if wearied of the +pretty things. + +"I can scarcely tell," she replied, and she rested her head on her +mother's lap, whose hand parted the clustering ringlets on the fair, +smooth brow, while Lillie's eyes looked up most lovingly to that +beloved mother, as she added--"How we shall miss the quiet reading +hours, mother, darling. What time shall we have during our robing and +unrobing for 'the _gentle Una and her milk-white lamb_,' and '_those +bright children of the bard, Imogen, the fair Fidele and lovely +Desdemona_?' What use is there in all this decking and adorning? Life +is far happier spent in one's own home." + +"I fear," said Agnes, as she fondly caressed her daughter, "that I +have made my Lillie too much of a household darling; but I have done +it to avoid a greater evil. We women must love something--such a +wealth of affection is stored within our hearts, that we are rendered +miserable if it is poured out upon one human being, after being pent +up within bounds, during childhood and girlhood up to womanhood. +Should my Lillie be unfortunate in her love--I mean her wedded +love--the misery will not be half so intense, for her heart belongs, +at least two-thirds, to her family and mother, and no faithless lover +can ever boast the possession of the whole of it." + +"No, indeed," exclaimed the dear girl, drawing her mother's face down +to hers--"my whole heart is yours, _chere maman_, and yours it shall +always be." + +With what rapture gleamed the mother's eyes, as she returned the +daughter's fond caresses. Some day, dear reader, I may tell you what +happened to Lillie Mason's heart, but now my thoughts are o'er-hung +with the dark mantle of the past, and I can only think of the mother's +former life. + +Agnes Howell was a beautiful girl--there was so much purity in her +appearance. The gentle beam of her blue eye was angelic, and her +auburn ringlets hung over her clear fair brow and soft cheek as if +caressing that lovely face. Then she was such a contrast to her +family--an only daughter among a troop of strong, stout clever +brothers--merry healthy-minded boys were they, but the gentle Madonna +sister in their midst seemed an "angel unawares." Agnes' mother was an +excellent woman, strong-minded, pains-taking, but a little hard and +obtuse in feeling. She no more understood the gentle spirit and deep +heart-yearnings of the daughter God had given her than she did the +mystery of life. She loved her with all the strength of her nature, +but she made no companion of the quiet girl, and thought if she kept +her wardrobe in good order, watched her general health, and directed +her serious reading, she did all that was required of her. Agnes grew +up a dreamer, an enthusiast; quiet and self-possessed her home +training had made her, and a stranger would have wondered at the tide +of deep feeling that ebbed and flowed within the breast of that +gentle, placid girl. She shrunk from the rude _badinage_ of her +boisterous brothers, and finding that little was required of her in +the _heart-way_ from her matter-of-fact mother and good-natured, easy +father, she lavished the wealth of her love upon an ideal. A woman +soon finds, or fancies she finds, the realization of her ideal. Chance +threw in Agnes' path one who was superior enough in mind and person to +realize any image of a romantic girl's fancy. + +I remember well the time Agnes first met Mr. Preston. We were on a +visit one summer to some friends together, and while there we met with +this accomplished gentleman. How delighted were we both with him, and +how enthusiastically did we chant to each other his praises, when in +our own room we assisted each other in undressing for the night, or +decking ourselves for the gay dinner or evening party. We met with +many other gentlemen, and agreeable ones too, on this eventful visit, +but Mr. Preston was a star of the first magnitude. I was a few years +Agnes' junior, and well satisfied with the attentions I received from +the other gentlemen, who deigned to notice so tiny a body as I was; +but Mr. Preston soon singled out Agnes. He walked, rode and drove with +her: hung over her enraptured when she sung, and listened with +earnestness to every word that fell from her lips. She was "many +fathom deep in love" ere she knew it--poor girl--and how exquisitely +beautiful did this soul's dawning cause her lovely face to appear. The +wind surely was not answerable for those burning cheeks and bright, +dancing eyes, which she bore after returning from long rides, during +which Mr. Preston was her constant companion--and the treasured sprigs +of jessamine and verveine which she stored away in the leaves of her +journal, after a moonlight ramble in the conservatory, with the same +fascinating attendant--did not love cause all this? Naughty love, can +the moments of rapture, exquisite though they be, which thou givest, +atone for the months and years of deep heart-rending wretchedness +which so often ensues? + +During the six weeks of that happy visit, Agnes Howell lived out the +whole of her heart's existence. Blissful and rapturous were the +moments, sleeping or waking, for Hope and Love danced merrily before +her. But, alas! while it was the turning point--the event of her +life--"it was but an episode" in the existence of the one who +entranced her--"but a piping between the scenes." I do not think Mr. +Preston ever realized the mischief he did. He was pleased with her +appearance. Her purity and _naivete_ were delightful to him. Her ready +appreciation of the true and beautiful in nature and art, interested +him; and he sought her as a companion, because she was the most +congenial amongst those who surrounded him. He was a man of society, +and never stopped to think that the glowing, enthusiastic creature, +whose eyes gazed up so confidingly to him, as he conversed of +literature and poesy, or whose lips overflowed with earnest, eloquent +words, was an innocent, guileless child, into whose Undine nature he +had summoned the soul. He had been many years engaged, heart and hand, +to another; and circumstances alone had delayed the fulfillment of +that engagement. This Agnes knew nothing of, and surrendered herself +up, heart and soul, to him, unasked, poor girl! He regarded her as an +interesting, lovely girl, but he attributed the enthusiasm and feeling +which he unconsciously had called into birth, to the exquisite +formation of her spirit, and thought her a most superior creature. No +one marked the _affaire_ as I did, for we were surrounded by those who +knew of Mr. Preston's situation in life, and his engagement, and who, +moreover, regarded Agnes as a child in comparison to him--an unformed +woman, quite beneath the choice of one so _distingue_ as was Mr. +Preston. + +Our visit drew near to a close; the evening before our departure I was +looking over some rare and beautiful engravings in the library. A gay +party were assembled in the adjoining apartments, and Mr. Preston had +been Agnes' partner during the quadrilles and voluptuous waltz. I had +lingered in the library, partly from shyness, partly from a desire to +take a farewell of my favorite haunt, and look over my pet books and +pictures, while the rich waves of melody floated around my ears. At +the close of a brilliant waltz, Mr. Preston and Agnes joined me, and I +found myself listening with as much earnestness as Agnes to the mellow +tones of his voice, while he pointed out to us beauties and defects in +the pictures, and heightened the interest we already took in them by +classical allusion or thrilling recital. If the subject of a picture +was unknown, he would throw around it the web of some fancied story, +improvised on the instant. I listened to him with delight; every thing +surrounding us tended to increase the effect of the spell. Music +swelled in voluptuous cadences, merry voices, and the gushing sound of +heart-felt laughter greeted our ears. Opposite the table over which we +were leaning was a door, which opened into a conservatory, through +whose glasses streamed the cold, pure moonlight, beaming on the +exotics that in silence breathed an almost over-powering odor; and my +eyes dwelt upon that quiet, cool spot, while the soft, harmonious +conversation of my companions, and the merry, joyous sounds of the +ball-room, blended half dreamily in my ears. + +"You are wishing to escape into that conservatory, Miss Duval," said +Mr. Preston to me suddenly. + +A warm blush mantled my face, for I fancied he thought I was weary of +his conversation. I stammered out some reply, I scarce knew what, +which was not listened to, however, for Agnes, catching sight of an +Ethiop gypsey flower at the far end of the conservatory, expressed a +wish to see it. Mr. Preston with earnestness opposed the change--the +atmosphere there, he feared, was too chilling; but as she rested her +hand on his, with childish confidence, to prove to him the excitement +and flush of the gay waltz had passed, and looked up with such beaming +joyfulness out of her dark, violet eyes, he smilingly yielded; but +first wrapped around her shoulders, with affectionate solicitude, an +Indian _crepe_ shawl, that hung near him on a chair. "_Poor little +me_" was not thought of; I might take cold if I could, he would not +have noted it; but I ejaculated to myself, "If I am too young for Mr. +Preston to feel any interest in, a few years will make a vast +difference, and maybe in the future I shall be an object of care to +some one." + +We reached the beautiful flower, over which Agnes hung; and as she +inhaled its fragrance, she murmured in low words, which Mr. Preston +bent his tall, graceful form to hear, + + "Thou dusky flower, I stoop to inhale + Thy fragrance--thou art one + That wooeth not the vulgar eye, + Nor the broad-staring sun. + + "Therefore I love thee! (selfish love + Such preference may be,) + That thou reservest all thy sweets, + Coy thing, for night and me." + +"This flower must be mine, Miss Agnes," said Mr. Preston, with +gallantry; "and when I look on it, it will tell me of the delicate +taste and pure spirit of one who has rendered six weeks of my +cheerless life bright." + +The chill moonlight shone down on Agnes, and its rays nestled between +the ringlets and her downy cheek, but its cold beams could not blench +the rosy hue, that mounted to her blue veined temples, as Mr. Preston +severed the fragrant exotic from its stem, and carefully pressed it +between the leaves of his tablets. Many such words followed, and I +walked unheeded beside them, as they lingered in this lovely place. +Pity that such blessed hours should ever be ended--that life's lights +should need dark shadows. Midnight swept over us ere good-night was +said; and in a half-dreamy state of rapture, Agnes rested her head on +her pillow. Nothing had been said; no love had been actually +expressed, in the vulgar sense of the word, and according to the +world's view of such matters, Mr. Preston was entirely guiltless of +the dark, heavy cloud that hung over the pathway of that young +creature from that night. + +We returned to our homes; I benefited by my visit, for my mind had +been improved by the association with older and superior persons--and +I returned with renewed zeal to my studies and reading, that I might +understand that which had appeared but "darkly to my mind's eye." But +Agnes found her companionless home still more cheerless. The bustling, +thrifty mother, and hearty, noisy brothers, greeted her with earnest +kindness; but after a few weeks had passed, her spirit flagged. She +lived for awhile upon the recollection of the past, and that buoyed +her up; but, as day after day went noiselessly and uneventfully by, +her heart grew aweary of the dear "hope deferred," and a listlessness +took possession of her. Poor girl! the rosy hue of her cheek faded, +and the bright light of her eye grew dim. Her bustling, active family +did not take notice of the change in her appearance and spirits; but +I, thrown daily with her, noted it with anxiety. I sought to interest +her in my studies, and asked her assistance in my music. With labor +she would exert herself to aid me; and at times her old enthusiasm +would burst forth, but only as the gleams of an expiring taper; every +thing seemed wearisome to her. + +One morning I heard that she had been seized with a dangerous illness, +and I hastily obeyed the summons which I had received from her mother. +What a commotion was that bustling family thrown into. The physicians +pronounced her sickness a brain fever. When I reached her bedside, she +was raving, and her beautiful eyes gazed vacantly on the nearest and +dearest of her friends; even the mother that bore her hung over her +unrecognized. She had retired as usual the night before, her mother +said, apparently well; but at midnight the family had been awakened by +her shrieks and cries. I watched beside her bed weepingly, for I never +hoped to see her again in health. The dark wing of Death I felt +already drooping over her; and with anguish I listened to the snatches +of poetry and song that fell in fragments from her lips. As I was +placing a cup on a table in her room, during the day, my eye caught +sight of two cards tied with white satin ribbon, and on them I read +the names of Mr. Ralph Preston and his bride, with these words hastily +written in pencil in Mr. Preston's handwriting on the larger of the +two cards, + +"You will, my lovely friend, rejoice in my happiness, I am sure. Short +was our acquaintance, but with the hope that I am not forgotten, I +hasten to inform you that the cheerless life-path you deigned to +brighten for a few short hours by your kind smiles, is now rendered +calm and joyous. I am at last married to the one I have secretly +worshiped for years. We both pray you may know happiness exquisite as +ours." + +How quickly I divined the cause of my friend's illness; no longer was +it a mystery to me as it was to her family. Those silent cards had +been the messengers of evil, and had been mute witnesses of the bitter +anguish that had wrung her young heart. There, in the silent night, +had she struggled with her agony; and I fancied I heard her calling on +Heaven for strength--that Heaven to which we only appeal when +overwhelmed by the sad whirldwind caused by our errors or passions. +But strength had been denied, and her spirit sank fainting. + +For weeks we watched the fluttering life within her, at times giving +up all hope; but youth and careful nursing aided the struggle of +Nature with Death, and at last Agnes opened her languid eyes upon us, +and was pronounced out of immediate danger. The sickening pallor that +overspread her face an instant after her returning consciousness, I +well understood; the thought of her heart's desolation came to her +memory, and I fear life was any thing but a blessing to her then. Her +health continued delicate; and at last it was deemed advisable to take +her to a more genial climate--that change of scene and air might +strengthen her constitution, and raise her spirits, depressed, the +physician said, by sickness. I knew better than the wise Esculapius; +but my knowledge could not restore her. Her father was a man of +considerable wealth, therefore no expense was spared for her benefit. +They resided some years in Europe, and the letters I received from +Agnes proved that the change had, indeed, been of benefit. New +associations surrounded her, and dissipated the sad foreboding +thoughts, bringing her to a more healthy state of mind. I was a little +surprised, however, when I heard of her approaching marriage with Mr. +Mason. Had I been as old as I am now, I would not have felt that +wonder; but I was still young and sentimental enough to fancy the +possibility of cherishing an "unrequited, luckless love, even unto +death." Agnes had never spoken openly to me of her unfortunate +attachment, but there was always a tacit understanding between us. She +was too delicate and refined, too sensitive to indulge in the eager +confidence which a coarser mind would have luxuriated in; but in +writing to, or talking with me, she many times expressed herself in +earnest, feeling words, that to a stranger would have seemed only as +"fine sentiments," while to me, who knew her sad history, they bore a +deeper meaning; therefore, the letter I received from her, on her +marriage, was well understood, and quietly appreciated by me. + +"I wonder if you will be surprised, my dear Enna," she wrote, "when +you hear that I am married? A few years ago it would have surprised +me, and I should have thought it impossible. Moreover, I am marrying a +man for whom I do not entertain that 'rapturous, soul-engrossing, +enthusiastic love' which we have always deemed so necessary in +marrying, and which, Heaven knows, I was once capable of bestowing on +a husband. Mr. Mason, whom I am about to marry, is not a man who +requires such love. The calm, quiet respect and friendship I entertain +for him, suits him far better. He is matter-of-fact--think of that, +Enna--not at all like the imaginary heroes of love we have talked of +together. But he is high-minded, and possesses much intelligence and +cultivation. We have been friends a long while, and I am confident +that, if life and health are spared, happiness will result to both +from our union." + +She did not return to her country for many years after her marriage; +and when I again saw her, she presented a strong contrast, in +appearance, to the pale, heart-broken creature I had parted with ten +years before. She was more beautiful even than in her youth--still +delicate and spiritual in appearance; and the calm, matronly dignity +that pervaded her manner rendered her very lovely. Several children +she had--for our Lillie can boast a Neapolitan birth; but in her whole +troop she has but this one darling girl. Calm and quiet is Agnes Mason +in her general deportment; but her intercourse with her children +presents a strong contrast--then it is her "old enthusiasm" bursts +forth. She has been a devoted mother; and her children think her the +most perfect creature on earth. The intercourse between Agnes and +Lillie is, indeed, interesting. On the mother's part there is intense +devotion, which is fully returned by the daughter, blended with +reverential feelings. She has superintended her education, and +rendered what would have been wearisome tasks, "labors of love." How +often have I found them in the library with heads bent over the same +page, and eyes expressive of the same enthusiasm; or at the piano, +with voices and hands uniting to produce what was to my ears exquisite +harmony. Agnes' love-requiring heart, "like the Deluge wanderer," has +at last found a resting-place, and on her daughter, and on her noble, +beautiful boys, the whole rich tide of her love has been poured. + +Lillie Mason, with all her beauty and wealth, will never be a belle, +as her mother says she has been made too much of "a household +darling." I watched her one evening, not a long while since, at a gay +ball, where her mother and I sat as spectatresses. She had been +persuaded from our side by a dashing _distingue_ youth, and was moving +most gracefully with him through a quadrille. In the pauses of the +dance he seemed most anxious to interest her, and I saw his fine, dark +eyes bend on her very tender glances. Her _bouquet_ seemed to him an +object of especial attention, and though a graceful dancer himself, he +seemed so wrapt up in his notice of these fragrant flowers as to +derange the quadrille more than once. I drew Agnes' attention to this. + +"But see," said Agnes, "how coolly and calmly Lillie draws his +attention to the forgotten figures. I'll answer for it, she spoils +many of that youth's fine sentiments." + +"I wonder," said Lillie, with a half-vexed air, after her partner had +placed her beside her mother, while he hastened to procure some +refreshments for us, "I wonder what Mr. Carlton dances for. I would +not take the trouble to stand up in a quadrille, if I were in his +place. He always talks so much as to quite forget the movements of the +dance. He renders me more nervous than any partner I ever have, for I +dislike to see my _vis-a-vis_ so bored. Just now he went through the +whole "language of flowers" in my bouquet, which would have been +interesting elsewhere, for he quotes poetry right cleverly; but it was +a little out of place where the bang of the instruments, and the +_chazzez_ and the _balancez_ made me lose one half of his pretty +eloquence. Quadrilles are senseless things any how;" and our pretty +Lillie actually yawned as she begged to know if it was not time to +go. "You know, dear mamma," she said, "that I have to arise very early +to-morrow morning, to help Tom in that hard lesson he groaned so +pitifully over to-night." + +As we left the ball-room, and were making our adieux to the fair +hostess, I overheard young Carlton say reproachfully to Lillie, + +"And so you are going to leave without dancing that next quadrille +with me. I know my name is on your tablets. This is too unkind, Miss +Mason." + +Young Carleton is very devoted; but if his devotion is only a passing +caprice, our Lillie will not be injured by it. There is no danger of +her "falling in love" hastily, even if the lover be as handsome and +interesting as the one in question. Luckily for her happiness, her +mother, profiting by her own sad experience, has cultivated the sweet +blossoms of domestic love, and, as she says, "My Lillie's heart will +always belong, at least two-thirds, to her mother and family." + + + + +MIDNIGHT. + +BY THOMAS BUCHANAN READ. + + The moon looks down on a world of snow, + And the midnight lamp is burning low, + And the fading embers mildly glow + In their bed of ashes soft and deep; + All, all is still as the hour of death-- + I only hear what the old clock saith, + And the mother and infant's easy breath, + That flows from the holy land of Sleep. + + Or the watchman who solemnly wakes the dark, + With a voice like a prophet's when few will hark, + And the answering hounds that bay and bark + To the red cock's clarion horn-- + The world goes on--the restless world, + With its freight of sleep through darkness hurled, + Like a mighty ship, when her sails are furled, + On a rapid but noiseless river borne. + + Say on old clock--I love you well, + For your silver chime, and the truths you tell-- + Your every stroke is but the knell + Of Hope, or Sorrow buried deep; + Say on--but only let me hear + The sound most sweet to my listening ear, + The child and the mother breathing clear + Within the harvest-fields of Sleep. + + Thou watchman, on thy lonely round, + I thank thee for that warning sound-- + The clarion cock and the baying hound + Not less their dreary vigils keep; + Still hearkening, I will love you all, + While in each silent interval + I can hear those dear breasts rise and fall + Upon the airy tide of Sleep. + + Old world, on Time's benighted stream + Sweep down till the stars of morning beam + From orient shores--nor break the dream + That calms my love to pleasures deep; + Roll on and give my Bud and Rose + The fullness of thy best repose, + The blessedness which only flows + Along the silent realms of Sleep. + + + + +A VISION. + +BY R. H. STODDARD. + + I saw the Past, in heaven a mighty train, + A countless multitude of solemn years, + Standing like souls of martyred saints, and tears + Ran down their pallid cheeks like summer rain; + They clasped and wrung their white hands evermore, + Wailing, demanding vengeance on the world: + And Judgment, with his garments sprinkled o'er + With guilty blood, and dusky wings unfurled, + And sword unsheathed, expectant of His nod, + Stood waiting by the burning throne, and God + Rose up in heaven in ire--but Mercy fair, + A piteous damsel clad in spotless white, + In supplication sweet and earnest prayer + Knelt at his feet and clung around his robe of light. + + + + +THE NEW ENGLAND FACTORY GIRL. + +A SKETCH OF EVERYDAY LIFE. + +BY MRS. JOSEPH C. NEAL. + + For naught its power to STRENGTH can teach + Like EMULATION--and ENDEAVOR. SCHILLER. + + +CHAPTER I. + +HOPING AND PLANNING. + +The family of Deacon Gordon were gathered in the large kitchen, at the +commencement of the first snow-storm of the season. With what delight +the children watched the driving clouds--and shouted with exultation +as they tried to count the fleecy flakes floating gently to the +earth--nestling upon its bleak, bare surface as if they would fain +shield it with a pure and beautiful mantle. Faster and faster came the +storm, even the deacon concluded that it would amount to something, +after all; perhaps there might be sleighing on Thanksgiving-day; +though he thought it rather uncertain. His wife did not reply, she was +bidding the children be a little less noisy in their mirth. + +"We can get out our sleds in the morning, can't we, Mary?" said Master +Ned. "I'm so glad you finished my mittens last Saturday. I told Tom +Kelly I hoped it would snow soon, for I wanted to see how warm they +were. Wont I make the ice-balls fly!" + +Ned had grown energetic with the thought, and seizing his mother's +ball of worsted aimed it at poor puss, who was sleeping quietly before +the blazing fire. Alas! for Neddy--puss but winked her great sleepy +eyes as the ball whizzed past, and was buried in the pile of ashes +that had gathered around the huge "back-log." His mother did not +scold; she had never been known to disturb the serenity of the good +deacon by an ebullition of angry words. Indeed, the neighbors often +said she was _too_ quiet, letting the children have their own way. +'Mrs. Gordon chose to rule by the law of love, a mode of government +little understood by those around her. Could they have witnessed Ned's +penitent look, when his mother simply said--"Do you see how much +trouble you have given me, my son?" they would not have doubted its +efficacy. + +The deacon said nothing, but opened the almanac he had just taken down +from its allotted corner, and thought, as he searched for "Nov. 25th," +that he had the best wife in the world, and if his children were not +good it was their own fault. The great maxim of the deacon's life had +been "let well enough alone"--but not always seeing clearly what was +"well enough," he was often surprised when he found matters did not +turn out as he had expected. This had made him comparatively a poor +man, though the fine farm he had inherited from his father should +have rendered him perfectly independent of the world. Little by little +had been sold, until it was not more than half its original size, and +the remainder, far less fertile than of old, scarce yielded a +sufficient support for his now numerous family. He had a holy horror +of debt, however--and with his wife's rigid and careful economy, he +managed to balance accounts at the end of the year. But this was +all--there was nothing in reserve--should illness or misfortune +overtake him, life's struggle would be hard indeed for his youthful +family. + +The deacon was satisfied--he had found the day of the month, and in a +spirit of prophecy quite remarkable, the context added, "Snow to be +expected about this time." + +"It's late enough for snow, that's true," said he, as he carefully +replaced his "farmer's library," then remarking it was near time for +tea, he took up his blue homespun frock, and went out in the face of +the storm to see that the cattle were properly cared for. The deacon +daily exemplified the motto--"A merciful man is merciful to his +beast." + +"Father is right," said Mrs. Gordon, using the familiar title so +commonly bestowed upon the head of the family in that section of +country. "Mary, it is quite time you were busy, and you, James, had +better get in the wood." + +The young people to whom she spoke had been conversing apart at the +furthest window of the room. Mary, a girl of fifteen, James, scarce +more than a year her senior. They started at their mother's voice, as +if they had quite forgotten where they were, but in an instant +good-humoredly said she was right, and without delay commenced their +several tasks. James was assisted by Ned, who, since he had come into +possession of his first pair of boots--an era in the life of every +boy--had been promoted to the office of chip-gatherer; and Sue, a rosy +little girl of eight or nine, spread the table, while her sister +prepared the tea, cutting the snowy loaves made by her own hand; and +bringing a roll of golden butter she herself had moulded, Mrs. Gordon +gave a look of general supervision, and finished the preparations for +the evening meal by the addition of cheese--such as city people never +see--just as Mr. Gordon and James returned, stamping the snow from +their heavy boots, and sending a shower of drops from the already +melting mass which clung to them. + +Never was there a happier group gathered about a farmer's table, and +when, with bowed head and solemn voice, the father had begged the +blessing of Heaven upon their simple fare, the children did ample +justice to the plain but substantial viands. Mrs. Gordon wondered how +they found time to eat, there was so much to be said on all sides; but +talk as they would--and it is an established fact that the +conversational powers of children are developed with greater +brilliancy at table than elsewhere--when the repast was finished there +was very little reason to complain on the score of bad appetites. + +Then commenced the not unpleasant task of brightening and putting away +the oft used dishes. Mary and Sue were no loiterers, and by the time +their mother had swept the hearth, and arranged the displaced +furniture, cups and plates were shining on the dresser, as the red +fire-light gleamed upon them. The deacon sat gazing intently upon the +glowing embers--apparently in deep meditation, though it is to be +questioned whether he thought at all. Mrs. Gordon had resumed her +knitting, while Sue and Ned, after disputing some time whose turn it +was to hold the yarn, were busily employed in winding a skein of +worsted into birds-nest balls. + +"Seven o'clock comes very soon, don't it Eddy?" said Sue, as their +heads came in contact at the unraveling of a terrible "tangle"--"I +wish it would be always daylight, and then wouldn't we sit up a great +many hours? I'd go to school at night instead of the daytime, and do +all my errands, and go to meeting too--then we should have all day +long to play in, and if we got tired we could lie down on the grass in +the orchard and take a little nap, or here before the fire if it was +winter. Oh, dear! I'm sure I can't see why there's any dark at all!" + +"You girls don't know any thing," answered Master Ned, with the +inherent air of superiority which alike animates the boy and the man, +where women are concerned--"If there was no night what would become of +the chickens? They can't go to sleep in the daylight, can they, I'd +like to know? And if they didn't go to sleep how would they ever get +fat, or large; and maybe they wouldn't have feathers; then what would +we do for bolsters, and beds, and pillows? You didn't think of that, I +guess, Susy." + +Ned's patronizing air quite offended his sister, but she did not stop +to show it, for she had, as she thought, found an admirable plan for +the chickens. + +"Well," said she slowly, not perceiving in her abstraction that the +skein was nearly wound, "we could make a dark room in the barn for the +biddies, and they could go in there when it ought to be sundown. I +guess they'd know--" but here there came an end to the skein and their +speculations, for seven o'clock rung clearly and loudly from the +wooden time-piece in the corner, and the children obeyed the signal +for bed, not without many "oh, dears," and wishes that the clock could +not strike. + +"James," said his elder sister, as their mother left the room with the +little ones, "let us tell father and mother all about it to-night. +They might as well know now as any time; and Stephen will be back in +the morning." + +"Don't speak so loud," whispered the boy, "father will hear you. I +suppose we might as well; but I do so dread it, I'm sure it would kill +me if they were to say no, and now I can hope at least." + +"I know it all," said his stronger minded adviser, "but I shall feel +better when they are told. I know mother wonders what we are always +whispering about; and it does not seem right to hide any thing from +her. Here she is, and when we've got father's cider and the apples, I +shall tell them if you don't." + +Poor James! it was evident that he had a cherished project at stake. +Never before had he been so long in drawing the cider. Mary had heaped +her basket with rosy-cheeked apples before he had finished; and when +at length he came from the cellar, his hand trembled, so that the +brown beverage was spilled upon the neat hearth. + +"You are a little careless," said his mother; but the boy offered no +excuse; he cast an imploring glance at his sister, and walked to the +window, though the night was dark as Erebus, and the sleet struck +sharply against the glass. + +"James and I want to talk with you a little while, father and mother, +if you can listen now," said Mary, boldly; and then there was a +pause--for she had dropped a whole row of stitches in her knitting, +and numberless were the loops which were left, as she took them up +again. + +Her father looked at her with a stare of astonishment, or else he was +getting sleepy, and was obliged to open his eyes very widely, lest +they should close without his knowledge. + +"Well, my child," said Mrs. Gordon, in a gentle tone of +encouragement--for she thought, from Mary's manner, that the +development of the confidential communications of the brother and +sister was at hand. + +"We have been making a plan, mother--" but James could go no further, +and left the sentence unfinished. "Mary will tell you all," he added, +in a choking voice, as he turned once more to the window. + +Mary did tell all, clearly, and without hesitation; while her mother's +pride, and her father's astonishment increased as the narrative +progressed. James, young as he was, had fixed his heart upon gaining a +classical education--a thing not so rare in the New England States as +with us, for there the false idea still prevails, that a man is unfit +to enter upon a profession until he has served the four years' +laborious apprenticeship imposed upon all "candidates for college +prizes." With us, the feeling has almost entirely passed away; a man +is not judged by the number of years he is supposed to have devoted to +the literature of past ages--the question is, what does he know? not, +how was that knowledge gained? But in the rigid and formal atmosphere +by which it was the fortune of our little hero to be surrounded, the +prejudice was strong as ever; and the ambitious boy, in dreaming out +for himself a life of fame and honor, saw before him, as an obstacle +hardly possible of being surmounted, a collegiate education. + +For months he had kept the project a secret in his own heart, and had +daily, and almost hourly, gone over and over again, every difficulty +which presented itself. He saw at once that he could expect no aid +from his father, for he knew the constant struggle going on in the +household to narrow increasing expenses to their humble means. His +elder brother, Stephen, would even oppose the plan--for, he being very +like their father, was plodding and industrious, content with the +present hour, and heartily despised books and schools, as being +entirely beneath his notice. His mother would, he hoped, aid him by +her approval and encouragement--this was all _she_ could bestow; and +Mary, however willing, had not more to offer. At length he resolved to +tell his sister, who had ever been his counsellor, the project which +he had so long cherished. + +"I am not selfish about it," said he, as he dilated upon the success +which he felt sure would be his, could this first stumbling-block but +be removed. "Think how much I could do for you all. Father would be +relieved from the burden of supporting me, for he does not need my +assistance now, the farm is so small, and Ed is growing old enough to +do all my work. Then you should have a capital education, for you +ought to have it; and you could teach a school that would be more to +the purpose than the district school. After I had helped you all, then +I could work for myself; and mother would be so proud of her son. But, +oh! Mary," and the boy's heart sank within him, "I know it can never +be." + +The two, brother and sister, as they sat there together, were a fair +illustration of the "dreamer and the worker." Mary was scarce fifteen, +but she was thoughtful beyond her years, yet as hopeful as the child. +"Yes, I could keep school," thought she, as she looked into her +brother's earnest eyes. "What can hinder my keeping school now; and +the money I can earn, with James having his vacations to work in, +might support him." + +But with this thought came another. She knew that the pay given to +district schoolteachers--women especially--was at best a bare +pittance, scarce more than sufficient for herself--for she could not +think of burdening her parents with her maintenance when her time and +labor was not theirs; and she knew that her education was too limited +to seek a larger sphere of action. So she covered her bright young +face with her hands, and it was clouded for a time with deep thought; +then looking suddenly up, the boy wondered at the change which had +passed over it, there was so much joy, even exultation in every +feature. + +"I have it," said she, throwing her arms fondly about his neck. "I +know how I can earn a deal of money, more than I want. If mother will +let me, I can go to Lowell and work in a factory. Susan Hunt paid the +mortgage on her father's farm in three years; and I'm sure it would +not take any more for you than she earned." + +At first the boy's heart beat wildly; for the moment it seemed as if +his dearest wishes were about to be accomplished. Then came a feeling +of reproach at his own selfishness, in gaining independence by dooming +his fair young sister to a life of constant labor and self-denial; +wasting, or at least passing the bright hours of her girlhood in the +midst of noise and heat, with rude associations for her refined and +gentle nature. + +"Oh! no, Mary," said he, passionately--"never, never! You are too +good, too generous!" yet the wish of his life was too strong to be +checked at once; and when Mary pleaded, and urged him to consent to +it, and gave a thousand "woman's reasons" why it was best, and how +easy the task would be to her, when lightened by the consciousness +that she was aiding him to take a lofty place among his fellow-men, he +gave a reluctant consent to the plan, ashamed of himself the while, +and dreading lest his parents should oppose what would seem to their +calmer judgment an almost impossible scheme. + +Day after day he had begged Mary to delay asking their consent, though +the suspense was an agony to the enthusiastic boy. Mary knew the +disappointment would be terrible; yet she thought if it was to come, +it had best be over with at once; and, beside, she was more hopeful +than her brother, for she had not so much at stake. Was it any wonder, +then, that James could scarce breathe while his sister calmly told +their plans, and that he dared not look into his mother's face when +the recital was ended. + +There was no word spoken for some moments--the deacon looked into his +wife's face, as if he did not fully understand what he had been +listening to, and sought the explanation from her; but she gazed +intently at the fire, revealing nothing by the expression of her +features until she said, "Your father and I will talk the matter over, +children, and to-morrow you shall hear what we think of it." Without +the least idea of the decision which would be made, James was obliged +to subdue his impatience; and the evening passed wearily enough in +listening to his father's plans for repairing the barn, and making a +new ox-sled. Little did the boy hear, though he seemed to give +undivided attention. + +"Have you well considered all this, my child," said Mrs. Gordon, as +she put her hand tenderly upon her daughter's forehead, and looked +earnestly into her sweet blue eyes. "James is in his own room, so do +not fear to speak openly. Are you not misled by your love for him, and +your wish that he should succeed." + +"No, mother, I have thought again and again, and I know I could work +from morning till night without complaining, if I thought he was +happy. Then it will be but three or four years at the farthest, and I +shall be hardly nineteen then. I can study, too, in the evenings and +mornings, and sometimes I can get away for whole weeks, and come up +here to see you all; Lowell is not very far, you know." + +"But there is another thing, Mary. Do you not know that there are many +people who consider it as a disgrace to toil thus--who would ridicule +you for publicly acknowledging labor was necessary for you; they would +perhaps shun your society, and you would be wounded by seeing them +neglect, and perhaps openly avoid you." + +"I should not care at ail for that, mother. Why is it any worse to +work at Lowell than at home; and you tell me very often that I support +myself now. People that love me would go on loving me just as well as +ever; and those who don't love me, I'm sure I'm willing they should +act as they like." + +"I think myself," replied her mother, pleased at the true spirit of +independence that she saw filled her daughter's heart, "that the +opinion of those who despise honest labor, is not worth caring for. +But you are young, and sneers will have their effect. You must +remember this--it is but natural. There is one thing else--we may both +be mistaken about James' ability; he may be himself--and you could not +bear to see him fail, after all. Think, it may be so; and then all +your time and your earnings will be lost." + +"Not lost, mother," said the young girl, her eyes sparkling with love +and hope, "I should have done all I could to help James, you know." + +Mrs. Gordon kissed her good-night with a full heart. She was proud of +her children; and few mothers have more reason for the natural +feeling. "I cannot bear to disappoint her," thought she, yet the +scheme seemed every moment more childish and impracticable. + +James rose, not with the sun, but long before it; and when his father +came down, he was already busily employed in clearing a path to the +well and the barn--for the snow had fallen so heavily, that the drifts +gathered by the night wind, in its rude sport, were piled to the very +windows, obscuring the misty light of the winter's morn. How beautiful +were those snow-wreaths in their perfect purity! The brown and knotted +fences, the dingy out-buildings, were all covered with dazzling +drapery; and the leafless trees were bowed beneath the weight of a +fantastic foliage that glittered in the clear beams of the rising sun +with a splendor that was almost painful to behold. + +"It wont last long with this sun," said the deacon, as he tied a +'comforter' about his throat; "but perhaps you'll have time to give +Mary and the children a ride before the roads are bare again. Mary +must do all her sleighing this winter, for she won't have much time if +she goes to the factory, poor child!" + +The deacon passed on with heavy strides to the barn-yard, and left +James to hope that their petition was not rejected. It was not many +minutes after that Mary came bounding down the stone-steps, heedless +of the snow in which she trod; and the instant he looked upon her face +he was no longer in doubt. + +"_Isn't_ mother good, James! She just called me into her room, and +told me that father and she have concluded we can try it at least; and +Stephen is not to know any thing about it until next April, when I am +to go. We must both of us study very hard this winter, and I shall +have such a deal of sewing to do." + +Mary spoke with delighted eagerness. One would have thought, beholding +her joy, that it was a pleasant journey which she anticipated, or that +a fortune had unexpectedly been left to her; and yet the spring so +longed for, would find her among strangers, working in a close and +crowded room through the bright days. But a contented spirit hath its +own sunshine; and the dearest pleasure that mankind may know, is +contributing to the happiness of those we love. The less selfish our +devotion to friends, the more sacrificing our self-denial in their +behalf, the greater is the reward; so Mary's step was more elastic +than ever, and her bright eyes shone with a steady, cheerful light, as +she went about her daily tasks. + +As she said, it was necessary that they should both be very busy +through the winter, for James hoped to be able to enter college in +August; and Mary, who had heretofore kept pace with him in most of his +studies, though she did stumble at "tupto, tupso, tetupha," and vow +that Greek was not intended for girls, did not wish to give up her +Latin and Geometry. They had such a kind instructor in Mr. Lane, the +village lawyer, that an ambition to please him made them at first +forget the difficulties of the dry rudiments; and then it was that +James first began to dream of one day being able to plead causes +himself--of studying a profession. Mr. Lane, unconsciously, had +encouraged this, by telling his little pupils, to whom he was much +attached, the difficulties that had beset his youthful career, and how +he had gained an honest independence, when he had at first been +without friends or means. Then he would look up at his pretty young +wife, or put out his arms to their little one, as if he thought, and +is not this a sufficient reward for those years of toil and +despondence. James remembered, when he was a student, teaching in +vacations to aid in supporting himself through term time. He had +boarded at Mr. Gordon's, and when he came to settle in the village, +years after, he had offered to teach James and Mary, as a slight +recompense for Mrs. Gordon's early kindness to the poor student. Two +hours each afternoon were passed in Mr. Lane's pleasant little study; +and though Stephen thought it was time wasted, he did not complain +much, for James was doubly active in the morning. Mary, too, +accomplished twice as much as ever before; and after the day's routine +of household labor and study were over, her needle flew quickly, as +she prepared her little wardrobe for leaving home. March was nearly +through before they felt that spring had come; and though Mary's eyes +were sometimes filled with tears at the thought of the coming +separation, they were quickly dried, and the first of April found her +unshaken in her resolution. + + +CHAPTER II. + +LEAVING HOME--FACTORY LIFE. + +"To-morrow will be the last day at home," thought Mary, as she bade +her mother good-night, and turned quickly to her own room to conceal +the tears that would start; and, though they fringed the lashes of the +drooping lid when at last she slept, the repose was gentle and +undisturbed--and she awoke at early dawn content, almost happy. The +morning air came freshly to her face as she leaned out of the window +to gaze once more on the extended landscape. Far away upon the +swelling hill-side, patches of snow yet lingered, while near them the +fresh grass was springing; and the old wood, at the back of the +house, was clothed anew in emerald verdure. The sombre pines were +lighted by the glittering sunlight, as it lingered lovingly among +their dim branches ere bursting away to illumine the very depths of +the solitude with smiles. A pleasant perfume was wafted from the +Arbutus, just putting forth its delicate blossoms from their +sheltering covert of dark-green leaves, mingled with the breath of the +snowy-petaled dogwood, and the blue violets that were bedded in the +rich moss on the banks of the little stream. The brook itself went +singing on its way as it wound through the darksome forest, and fell +with a plash, and a murmur, over the huge stones that would have +turned it aside from its course. + +It was the first bright day of spring; and it seemed as if nature had +assumed its loveliest dress to tempt the young girl to forego her +resolve. "Home never looked so beautiful," thought she, turning from +the window; and her step was not light as usual when she joined the +family. Mrs. Gordon was serene as ever; no one could have told from +her manner that she was about to part with her daughter for the first +time; but the children were sobbing bitterly--for they had just been +told that the day had come when their sister was to leave them. They +clung to her dress as she entered, and begged her not to go. + +"What shall we do without _you_, Mary?" said they; "the house will be +so lonesome." + +Even Stephen, although when the plan was first revealed to him had +opposed it obstinately, was melted to something like forgiveness when +he saw that nothing could change her firm determination. + +"I suppose we must _learn_ to live without you, Molly," said he; "take +good care of yourself, child--but let's have breakfast now." + +The odd combination, spite of her sadness, brought the old smile to +Mary's lip; and when breakfast was over, and the deacon took the large +family Bible from its appointed resting-place, and gathered his little +flock about him, they listened quietly and earnestly to the truths of +holy writ. That family Bible! It was almost the first thing that Mary +could recollect. She remembered sitting on her father's knee, in the +long, bright Sabbath afternoons, and looking with profound awe and +astonishment into the baize-covered volume, at the quaint unartistic +prints that were scattered through it. She recalled the shiver of +horror with which she looked on "_Daniel in the den of lions_," the +curiosity which the picture of the Garden of Eden called forth, and +the undefined, yet calm and placid feeling which stole over her as she +dwelt longest upon the "Baptism of our Savior." Then there was the +family record--her own birth, and that of her brothers and sisters, +were chronicled underneath that of generations now sleeping in the +shadow of the village church. But this train of thought was broken, as +they reverentially knelt when the volume was closed, and listened to +their father's humble and fervent petition, that God would watch and +guard them all, especially commending to the protection of Heaven, +"the lamb now going out from their midst." + +There were tears even upon Mrs. Gordon's face when the prayer was +ended, but there was no time to indulge in a long and sorrowful +parting. The trunks were standing already corded in the hall; the +little traveling-basket was filled with home-baked luxuries for the +way-side lunch; and Mary was soon arrayed in her plain merino dress +and little straw bonnet. There are some persons who receive whatever +air of fashion and refinement they may have from their dress; others +who impart to the coarsest material a grace that the most _recherche_ +costume fails to give. Our heroine was one of the last--and never was +Chestnut street belle more beautiful than our simple country lassie, +as she stood with her mother's arm twined about her waist, receiving +her parting counsel. + +The last words were said--James, in an agony of grief, had kissed her +again and again, reproaching himself constantly for his selfishness in +consenting that she should go. The children, forgetting their tears in +the excitement of the moment, ran with haste to announce that the +stage was just coming over the hill. Yes, it was standing before the +garden-gate--the trunks were lifted from the door-stone--the +clattering steps fell at her feet--a moment more and Mary was whirled +away from her quiet home, with her father's counsel, and her mother's +earnest "God bless you, and keep you, my child!" ringing in her ears. + +It was quite dark ere the second day's weary journey was at an end. +Mary could scarce believe it possible that she had, indeed, arrived in +the great city, until the confused tumult that rose everywhere +around--the endless lines of glittering lamps that stretched far away +in the darkness, and the rough jolting of the coach over the hard +pavements, told too plainly that she was in a new world, surrounded by +a new order of things. As they drove rapidly through the crowded +streets, she caught a glance at the brilliantly lighted stores, and +the many gayly-dressed people that thronged them. Again the scene +changed, and she looked upon the dark-brick walls that loomed up +before her, and knew that in one of those buildings she was destined +to pass many sad and solitary days. How prison-like they seemed! Her +heart sunk within her as she gazed; the lights--the confusion +bewildered her already wearied brain; and as she sunk back into the +corner of the coach, and buried her face in her hands, she would have +given worlds to have been once more in her still, pleasant home. The +feeling of utter desolation and loneliness overcame completely, for +the time, her firm and buoyant spirit. + +She was roused from her gloomy reverie as the stage stopped before the +door of a small but very comfortable dwelling, at some distance from +the principal thoroughfares. This was the residence of a sister of +Mrs. Jones, to whom she had a letter, and who was expecting her +arrival. She met Mary upon the step with a pleasant smile of welcome, +not at all as if she had been a stranger; and her husband assisted the +coachman to remove the various packages to a neat little room into +which Mary was ushered by her kind hostess, Mrs. Hall. She was very +like her sister, but older and graver. Mary's heart yearned toward her +from the moment of kindly greeting; and when they entered the cheerful +parlor together, the young guest was almost happy once more. The +children of the family, two noisy little rogues, who were very proud +of a baby sister, came for a kiss, ere they left the room for the +night; and then, with Mrs. Hall's piano, and her husband's pleasant +conversation, Mary forgot her timidity and her sadness as the evening +wore away. + +"Mr. Hall will go with you to-morrow to the scene of your new life," +said her hostess, as she bade her young charge good-night. "We have +arranged every thing, and I trust you may be happy, even though away +from your friends. We must try to make a new home for you." + +Mary "blessed her unaware" for her kindness to a stranger; and though +nearly a hundred miles from those she loved, felt contented and +cheerful, and soon fell asleep to dream that she was once more by her +mother's side. + +Again that feeling of desolation returned, when, upon the morrow, +leaning upon the arm of Mr. Hall, she passed through the crowded +streets, and shrank back as the passing multitude jostled against each +other. It seemed as if every one gazed curiously at her, yet, +perchance, not one amid the throng heeded the timid little stranger. +She was first conducted to the house they had chosen for her +boarding-place, and though the lady at its head received her kindly, +she felt more lonely than ever, as she passed through the long halls, +and was regarded with looks of curiosity by the groups of young girls +who were just leaving the house to enter upon their daily tasks. They +were laughing and chatting gayly with each other; and poor Mary +wondered if she should ever feel as careless and happy as they seemed +to be. + +Then they turned toward the "corporation," or factory, in which a +place had been engaged for her. Oh, how endless seemed those long, +noisy rooms; how weary she grew of new faces, and the strange din that +rose up from the city. "I never shall endure this," thought the poor +girl. "I shall never be able to learn my work. How can they go about +so careless and unconcerned, performing their duties, as it were, +mechanically, without thought or annoyance. But for poor Jamie I would +return to-morrow;" and with the thought of her brother came new hope, +new energy--and she resolved to enter upon her task boldly, and +without regret. + +Yet for many days, even weeks, much of her time was spent in sadness, +struggle as she would against the feeling. The girls with whom she was +called daily to associate, were, most of them, kind and good tempered: +and though her instructors did laugh a little at her awkwardness at +first, she had entered so resolutely upon her new tasks that they +soon became comparatively easy to her; and she was so indefatigable +and industrious, that her earnings, after a time, became more even +than she had hoped for. + +Still she was often weary, and almost tempted to despond. The +confinement and the noise was so new to her, that at first her health +partially gave way, and for several weeks she feared that after all +she would be obliged to return to the free mountain-air of her country +home. At such times she went wearily to her labors, and often might +have uttered Miss Barret's "Moan of the Children," as she pressed her +hands upon her throbbing temples. + + "All day long the wheels are droning, turning, + Their wind comes in our faces, + Till our hearts turn, and our heads with pulses burning; + And the walls turn in their places! + Turns the sky in the high window, blank and reeling; + Turns the long light that droopeth down the wall; + Turn the black flies that crawl along the ceiling-- + All are turning all the day, and we with all. + All day long the iron wheels are droning, + And sometimes we could pray, + 'Oh, ye wheels,' (breaking off in a mad moaning) + Stop! be silent for to-day!'" + +Then, when despondency was fast crushing her spirit, there would, +perhaps, come a long hopeful letter from her brother, who was studying +almost night and day, and a new ambition would rise in her heart, a +fresh strength animate her, until at last, in the daily performance of +her duties, in the knowledge of the happiness she was thus enabled to +confer upon others, her mind became calm and contented, and her health +fully restored. + +Thus passed the first year of her absence from home. She had become +accustomed to the habits and manners of those around her; and though +some of the girls called her a little Methodist, and sneered at her +plain economical dress, even declaring she was parsimonious, because +they knew that she rigidly limited her expenses to a very small +portion of her earnings, there were others among her associates who +fully appreciated the generous self-sacrificing spirit which animated +her, and loved her for the gentleness and purity, which all noticed, +pervaded her every thought and act. + +Then, too, Mrs. Hall was ever her steadfast friend. One evening in +every week was spent in that happy family circle; and there she often +met refined and agreeable society, from which she insensibly look a +tone of mind and manner, that was far superior to that of her +companions. Mrs. Hall directed her reading, and furnished many books +Mary herself was unable to procure. Thus month after month slipped by, +and our heroine had almost forgotten she was among strangers, until +she began to look forward to a coming meeting with those she loved in +her own dear home. + + +[_To be concluded in our next._ + + + + +REVOLUTION. + + "Anger is madness," said the sage of old; + And 'tis with nations as it is with man, + Their storms of passion scatter ills untold-- + Thus 'tis, and has been, since the world began. + + Change, to be blessed, must be calm and clear, + Thoughtful and pure, sinless, and sound of mind; + Else power unchained and change are things of fear-- + Let not the struggling to this truth be blind.--ARIAN. + + + + +FAIR MARGARET. + +A LEGEND OF THOMAS THE RHYMER. + +BY WILLIAM H. C. HOSMER. + + Old yews in the church-yard are crumbled to dust + Deep shade on her grave-mound once flinging; + But oral tradition, still true to its trust, + Her name by the hearth-stone is singing; + For never enshrined by the bard in his lay + Was a being more lovely than Margaret Gray. + + Her father, a faithful old tenant, had died + On lands of Sir Thomas the Seer-- + And the child who had sprung like a flower by his side, + Sole mourner, had followed his bier; + But Ereildoun's knight to the orphan was kind, + And watched like a parent the growth of her mind. + + The wizard knew well that her eye was endowed + With sight mortal vision surpassing-- + _Now_ piercing the heart of Oblivion's cloud, + The _Past_, in its depths, clearly glassing; + _Anon_ sending glance through that curtain of dread + Behind which the realm of the Future lies spread. + + He gave her a key to decipher dim scrolls, + With characters wild, scribbled over; + And taught her dark words that would summon back souls + Of the dead round the living to hover; + Or oped, high discourse with his pupil to hold, + Old books of enchantment with clasps of bright gold. + + The elf queen had met her in green, haunted dells + When stars in the zenith were twinkling, + And time kept the tramp of her palfry to bells, + At her bridle rein merrily tinkling: + By Huntley Burn oft, in the gloaming, she strolled + Weird shapes, that were not of this earth, to behold. + + One eve came true Thomas to Margaret's bower, + In this wise the maiden addressing-- + "No more will I visible be from this hour, + Save to those sight unearthly possessing; + But when I am seen at feast, funeral or fair + Let the mortal who makes revelation beware!" + + Long years came and passed, and the Rhymer's dread seat + Was vacant the Eildon Tree under, + And oft would old friends by the ingle-side meet, + And talk of his absence in wonder: + Some thought that, afar from the dwellings of men, + He had died in some lone Highland forest or glen: + + But others believed that in bright fairy land + The mighty magician was living-- + That newness of life to worn heart and weak hand, + Soft winds and pure waters were giving; + That back to the region of heather and pine + Would he come unimpaired by old age or decline. + + Astir was all Scotland! from mountain and moor, + With banner folds streaming in air, + Proud lord and retainer, the wealthy and poor, + Thronged forth in their plaids to the fair; + Steeds, pricked by their riders, loud clattering made, + And, cheered by his clansmen, the bag-piper played. + + Gay lassies with snoods from the border and hills + In holyday garb hurried thither, + With eyes like the crystal of rock-shaded rills, + And cheeks like the bells of the heather; + But fairest of all, in that goodly array, + Was the Lily of Bemerside, Margaret Gray. + + While Ayr with a gathering host overflowed, + She marked with a look of delight + A white-bearded horseman who gallantly rode + On a mettlesome steed black as night, + And cried, forcing wildly her way through the throng, + "_Oh! master, thy pupil hath mourned for thee long!_" + + Then, checking his courser, the brow of the seer + Grew dark, through its locks long and frosted, + And making a sign with his hand to draw near, + Thus the lovely offender accosted-- + "By which of thine eyes was thy master descried?" + "With my _left_ I behold thee!" the damsel replied. + + One moment he gazed on the beautiful face, + In fondness upturned to his own, + As if anger at length to relenting gave place, + Then fixed grew his visage like stone:-- + On the violet lid his cold finger he laid, + And extinguished forever the sight of the maid. + + * * * * * + +NOTE. + +I am indebted to Hugh Cameron, Esquire, of Buffalo, N. Y., for this +strange and strikingly beautiful legend. Mr. C. informs me that it has +long formed a part of the fire-side lore of his own clan; and, from a +remote period, has lived in the memory of Scotland's peasantry. + +He expressed surprise that men of antiquarian taste, in compiling +border ballads, and tales of enchantment, had not given "Fair +Margaret" a conspicuous place in their pages; and at his suggestion I +have attempted to clothe the fanciful outlines of the original in the +drapery of English verse. + +The Eildon tree referred to in the poem was the favorite seat of +Thomas the Rhymer, and there he gave utterance to his prophecies. + + + + +STANZAS. + + The rain-bird shakes her dusty wings + And leaves the sunny strand, + For mossy springs, and sweetly sings, + To greet her native land. + + The camel in the desert heeds + Where distant waters lay, + And onward speeds, to flowery meads, + And fountains far away. + + The freshest drops will Beauty choose + To keep her floweret wet, + The purest dews, to save its hues-- + Her gentle violet. + + So--may sweet Grace our hearts renew + With waters from above, + So--keep in view what Mercy drew + From this deep well of love. W. H. DENNY. + + + + + +THE LONE BUFFALO. + +BY CHARLES LANMAN, AUTHOR OF "A SUMMER IN THE WILDERNESS," ETC. + + +Among the many legends which the traveler frequently hears, while +crossing the prairies of the Far West, I remember one, which accounts +in a most romantic manner for the origin of thunder. A summer-storm +was sweeping over the land, and I had sought a temporary shelter in +the lodge of a Sioux Indian on the banks of the St. Peters. Vividly +flashed the lightning, and an occasional peal of thunder echoed +through the firmament. While the storm continued my host and his +family paid but little attention to my comfort, for they were all +evidently stricken with terror. I endeavored to quell their fears, and +for that purpose asked them a variety of questions respecting their +people, but they only replied by repeating, in a dismal tone, the name +of the Lone Buffalo. My curiosity was of course excited, and it may be +readily imagined that I did not resume my journey without obtaining an +explanation of the mystic words; and from him who first uttered them +in the Sioux lodge I subsequently obtained the following legend: + + * * * * * + +There was a chief of the Sioux nation whose name was the Master Bear. +He was famous as a prophet and hunter, and was a particular favorite +with the Master of Life. In an evil hour he partook of the white-man's +fire-water, and in a fighting broil unfortunately took the life of a +brother chief. According to ancient custom blood was demanded for +blood, and when next the Master Bear went forth to hunt, he was +waylaid, shot through the heart with an arrow, and his body deposited +in front of his widow's lodge. Bitterly did the woman bewail her +misfortune, now mutilating her body in the most heroic manner, and +anon narrating to her only son, a mere infant, the prominent events of +her husband's life. Night came, and with her child lashed upon her +back, the woman erected a scaffold on the margin of a neighboring +stream, and with none to lend her a helping hand, enveloped the corpse +in her more valuable robes, and fastened it upon the scaffold. She +completed her task just as the day was breaking, when she returned to +her lodge, and shutting herself therein, spent the three following +days without tasting food. + +During her retirement the widow had a dream, in which she was visited +by the Master of Life. He endeavored to console her in her sorrow, and +for the reason that he had loved her husband, promised to make her son +a more famous warrior and medicine man than his father had been. And +what was more remarkable, this prophecy was to be realized within the +period of a few weeks. She told her story in the village, and was +laughed at for her credulity. + +On the following day, when the village boys were throwing the ball +upon the plain, a noble youth suddenly made his appearance among the +players, and eclipsed them all in the bounds he made and the wildness +of his shouts. He was a stranger to all, but when the widow's dream +was remembered, he was recognized as her son, and treated with +respect. But the youth was yet without a name, for his mother had told +him that he should win one for himself by his individual prowess. + +Only a few days had elapsed, when it was rumored that a party of +Pawnees had overtaken and destroyed a Sioux hunter, when it was +immediately determined in council that a party of one hundred warriors +should start upon the war-path and revenge the injury. Another council +was held for the purpose of appointing a leader, when a young man +suddenly entered the ring and claimed the privilege of leading the +way. His authority was angrily questioned, but the stranger only +replied by pointing to the brilliant eagle's feathers on his head, and +by shaking from his belt a large number of fresh Pawnee scalps. They +remembered the stranger boy, and acknowledged the supremacy of the +stranger man. + +Night settled upon the prairie world, and the Sioux warriors started +upon the war-path. Morning dawned, and a Pawnee village was in ashes, +and the bodies of many hundred men, women, and children were left upon +the ground as food for the wolf and vulture. The Sioux warriors +returned to their own encampment, when it was ascertained that the +nameless leader had taken more than twice as many scalps as his +brother warriors. Then it was that a feeling of jealousy arose, which +was soon quieted, however, by the news that the Crow Indians had +stolen a number of horses and many valuable furs from a Sioux hunter +as he was returning from the mountains. Another warlike expedition was +planned, and as before, the nameless warrior took the lead. + +The sun was near his setting, and as the Sioux party looked down upon +a Crow village, which occupied the centre of a charming valley, the +Sioux chief commanded the attention of his braves and addressed them +in the following language: + +"I am about to die, my brothers, and must speak my mind. To be +fortunate in war is your chief ambition, and because I have been +successful you are unhappy. Is this right? Have you acted like men? I +despise you for your meanness, and I intend to prove to you this night +that I am the bravest man in the nation. The task will cost me my +life, but I am anxious that my nature should be changed and I shall be +satisfied. I intend to enter the Crow village alone, but before +departing, I have one favor to command. If I succeed in destroying +that village, and lose my life, I want you, when I am dead, to cut off +my head and protect it with care. You must then kill one of the +largest buffaloes in the country and cut off his head. You must then +bring his body and my head together, and breathe upon them, when I +shall be free to roam in the Spirit-land at all times, and over our +great Prairie-land wherever I please. And when your hearts are +troubled with wickedness remember the Lone Buffalo." + +The attack upon the Crow village was successful, but according to his +prophecy the Lone Buffalo received his death wound, and his brother +warriors remembered his parting request. The fate of the hero's mother +is unknown, but the Indians believe that it is she who annually sends +from the Spirit-land the warm winds of spring, which cover the +prairies with grass for the sustenance of the Buffalo race. As to the +Lone Buffalo, he is never seen even by the most cunning hunter, +excepting when the moon is at its full. At such times he is invariably +alone, cropping his food in some remote part of the prairies; and +whenever the heavens resound with the moanings of the thunder, the +red-man banishes from his breast every feeling of jealousy, for he +believes it to be the warning voice of the Lone Buffalo. + + + + +THE ADOPTED CHILD. + +BY MRS. FRANCES B. M. BROTHERSON. + + "And, oh! the home whence thy bright smile hath parted, + Will it not seem as if the sunny day + Turned from its door away? + While through its chambers wandering, weary hearted, + I languish for thy voice which passed me still, + Even as a singing rill." + + + My gentle child--my own sweet May-- + Come sit thee by my side, + Thy wonted place in by-gone years, + Whatever might betide. + Come--I would press that cloudless brow, + And gaze into those eyes, + Whose azure hue and brilliancy + Seemed borrowed from the skies. + + Thou ne'er hast known a mother's love, + Save what my heart hath given; + Thy fair young mother--long years since-- + Found rest in yonder Heaven. + Where waves and dashing spray ran high + We took thee from her grasp; + All vainly had the Tyrant striven + To rend that loving clasp. + + We strove in vain life to recall, + And 'neath the old oak's shade + We laid her calmly down to rest, + In our own woodland glade. + Gently--the turf by stranger hands + Was o'er her bright head pressed; + And burning tears from stranger hearts + Fell o'er that place of rest. + + We took thee to our hearts and home, + With blessings on thy head; + We looked on thy blue eye--and wept-- + _Remembered was our dead_. + For parted from our lonely hearth + Was childhood's sunny smile; + And hushed the household melody + That could each care beguile. + + Thy name--we knew it not--and then + For many a livelong day + We sought for one, all beautiful-- + And, sweetest, called thee May. + With thee--came Spring-lime to our home, + Love's wealth of buds and flowers, + Lingering--till in its fairy train + Shone Summer's golden hours. + + How will I miss thine own dear voice + In Summer's soft, bright eve; + A blight will rest on tree and flower-- + The hue of things that grieve; + And when the wintry hour hath come, + And 'round the blazing hearth + Shall cluster faces we have loved-- + Lost--lost thy joyous mirth. + + Another hand will twine those curls + That gleam so brightly now; + Another heart will thrill to hear + From _thee_ affection's vow; + For I have marked the rosy blush + Steal o'er thy brow and cheek, + When gentle words fell on thy ear, + Which only love can speak. + + Tears--tears!--a shadow should not rest + Upon thy bridal day; + My spirit's murmurings shall cease + And joy be thine, sweet May. + They come with flowers--pure orange flowers-- + To deck thy shining hair; + Young bride--go forth--and bear with thee, + My blessing and my prayer. + + + + +WHEN SHALL I SEE THE OBJECT THAT I LOVE. + +A FAVORITE SWISS AIR. + +ARRANGED FOR THE PIANO FORTE +BY +JOHN B. MUeLLER. + +COPYRIGHTED BY GEORGE WILLIG, NO. 171 CHESNUT STREET, PHILADELPHIA. + + +[Illustration:] + +_Not too slow_. + +PIANO. + + +Wann wer-de oh wan wer-de ich, Die fer-nen blau-en Hoeh'n, Von + +When shall I see, when shall I see, The ob-ject that I love? The + +mei-nem Vat-er-land wenn dich, Hel-ve-lien wie-der seh'n? Denk' + +friends, the home of in-fan-cy, The mai-den and the grove. The + + + +[Illustration:] + +ich da-ran, Schlaegt, selbst als Mann, Mir meine Brust mil Schmerz und lust', Denn + +Val-leys fair, The wa-ter clear, The low-ing herds, The sing-ing birds, When + +al-len Freu-den noch be-wust Moecht ich's noch ein-mal seh'n. + +shall I see, when shall I see, The things I love so dear? + +2. + + When shall I see, when shall I see, + As I have seen before, + The gathering crowd beneath the tree, + With her that I adore? + And happy hear + Her voice so clear, + Blend with my own, + In liquid tone. + When shall I see, when shall I see, + The things I hold so dear? + +2. + + + Zwar glaenzt die Sonne ueberall + Dem Menschen in der Welt; + Doch we zuerst ihr goldner Strahl + Ihm in das Auge faellt? + Wo er als Kind, + Sanft und gelind, + An muetter Hand, + Sprach und empfand, + Da ist allein sein Vaterland + Koennt' ich's noch einmal seh'n? + + + + +REVIEW OF NEW BOOKS. + + _Edith Kinnaird, By the Author of "The Maiden Aunt." + Boston: E. Littell & Co._ + +Fiction has exercised an important influence over the public from the +earliest ages of the world. Nor is the reason difficult to determine. +Where one man takes delight in the subtleties of logic, ten derive +pleasure from the indulgence of the fancy. The love of fiction is +common to the unlettered savage as well as to the civilized European, +and has marked alike the ancient and the modern world. The oldest +surviving book, if we except the narrative of Moses, is, perhaps, a +fiction--we mean the book of Job. To reach its date we must go back +beyond the twilight of authentic history, far into the gloom of the +antique past, to the very earliest periods of the earth's existence. +We must ascend to the time when the Assyrian empire was yet in its +youth, when the patriarchs still fed their flocks on the hills of +Palestine, when the memory of the visible presence of the Almighty +among men remained fresh in the traditions of the East. The beautiful +story of Ruth comes next, but ages later than its predecessor. Then +follows the sonorous tale of Homer, clanging with a martial spirit +that will echo to all time. Descending to more modern eras, we reach +the legends of Haroun El Reschid; the tales of the Provencal +troubadours; the romances of chivalry; and finally the novels of this +and the past century. For nearly four thousand years fiction has +delighted and moulded mankind. It has survived, too, when all else has +died. The Chaldean books of astrology are lost to the moderns; but the +story of the Idumean has reached us unimpaired. The lawgivers of Judah +are no more, and the race of Abraham wanders over the earth; but the +simple tale of Ruth preserves the memory of their customs, and keeps +alive the glory of the past. + +It will not do to despise that which is so indestructible, and which +everywhere exercises such powerful influence. Pedants may scorn +fiction as beneath them, and waste their lives in composing dry +treatises that will never be read; but the wise man, instead of +deriding this tremendous engine, will endeavor to bend it to his +purposes; and whether he seeks to shape the tale that is to be +rehearsed on the dreamy banks of the Orontes, or to write the novel +that will be read by thousands in England and America, will labor so +to mix instruction with amusement, that his audience shall insensibly +become moulded to his views. The moral teachers of both ancient and +modern times have chosen the vehicle of fiction to inculcate truth; +and even inspiration has not scorned to employ it in the service of +religion. The most beautiful fictions ever written were the parables +of the Savior. But it is also true that some of the most deleterious +books we have are romances. This, however, is no reason why fiction +should be abandoned to bad men, or proscribed as it is by many +well-meaning moralists. Wesley said, with his strong Saxon sense, that +he did not see why the devil should have all the good tunes. + +Hence, in criticising a novel, it becomes important to examine the +tendency of the work. We utterly repudiate the idea that a reviewer +has nothing to do with the morality of a book. We reject the specious +jargon to the contrary urged by the George Sand school. A novel +should be something more than a mere piece of intellectual mechanism, +because if not, it is injurious. There can be no medium. A fiction +which does not do good does harm. There never was a romance written +which had not its purpose, either open or concealed, from that of +Waverley, which inculcated loyalty, to that of Oliver Twist, which +teaches the brotherhood of man. Some novels are avowedly and +insolently vicious; such are the Adventures of Faublas and the Memoirs +of a Woman of Quality. Others, under the guise of philanthropy, sap +every notion of right and duty: such are Martin the Foundling, +Consuelo, _et id omne genus_. It is the novels of this last class +which are the most deleterious; for, with much truth, they contain +just enough poison to vitiate the whole mass. Chemists tell us that +the smallest atom of putrid matter, if applied to the most gigantic +body, will, in time, infect the whole: just so the grain of sophistry +in Consuelo, admitting there is no more, in the end destroys all that +the book contains of the beautiful and true. Said a lady in conversing +on this subject: "I always find that people who read such books +remember only what is bad in them." Her plain common sense hit the +nail on the head, while transcendental folly hammered all around it in +vain. We have spoken of Consuelo thus particularly because it is the +best of its class: and of that enervating fiction we here record our +deliberate opinion, that it will turn more than one foolish Miss into +a strolling actress, under the insane and preposterous notion that it +is her mission. + +We do not say that art should be despised by the novelist; we only +contend that it should not be polluted. We would have every novel a +work of art, but the art should be employed on noble subjects, not on +indifferent or disgraceful ones. If authors plead a mission to write, +it must be to write that which will do good. A Raphael may boast of +inspiration when he paints a Madonna, but not when his brush stoops to +a Cyprian or a Satyr. The Pharisees of old prayed unctuously in the +market-places: so the George Sands of our day boast of their superior +insight into the beautiful and true. We doubt whether both are not +impudent hypocrites. + +The novel, which has proved the text to these remarks, belongs to a +different, and, we hold, a better school. It originally appeared in +Sharpe's London Magazine, and has just been republished by E. Littell +& Co. Edith Kinnaird is a fiction which the most artistic mind will +feel delight in perusing, yet one which the humblest will understand, +and from which both may derive improvement. The heroine is neither a +saint nor a fool, but a living woman; her sufferings spring from her +errors, and are redeemed by her repentance: all is natural, beautiful, +refreshing and noble. We rise from the perusal of such a fiction +chastened and improved. + +Instead of rendering its readers dissatisfied with themselves, with +their lot in life, with society, with every thing, this novel makes +them feel that life is a battle, yet that victory is sure to reward +all who combat aright--that after the dust and heat of the struggle +comes the repose of satisfied duty. Yet there is nothing didactic in +the volume. Its influence upon the heart is like that of the dew of +heaven, silent, gradual, imperceptible. Is not this a proof of its +intrinsic merit? + +Consuelo herself, as an ideal, is not more lovely than Edith Kinnaird, +while the latter, in the eyes of truth, is infinitely the nobler +woman. We hope to hear from the author again. Let us have more of such +novels: there cannot be too many of them. How can noble and talented +souls do more good than by furnishing the right kind of novels. Just +as the old religious painters used to limn saints and Madonnas, let us +now write works of artistic and moral fiction. + + _Jane Eyre. An Autobiography. Boston: William D. + Ticknor & Co._ 1 _vol._ 12_mo._ + +Few novels published within the last ten years have made so great a +stir among readers of all classes as this. The Harpers have sold a +vast number of their cheap reprint, and we have here to notice its +appearance in the old duodecimo shape, with large type and white +paper. That the work bears unmistakable marks of power and originality +cannot be questioned, and in a limited range of characterization and +description evinces sagacity and skill. The early portions of the +novel are especially truthful and vivid. The description of the +heroine's youthful life--the exact impression which is conveyed of the +child's mind--the influences which went to modify her character--the +scenes at the boarding-school--all have a distinctness of delineation +which approaches reality itself. But when the authoress comes to deal +with great passions, and represent morbid characters, we find that she +is out of her element. The character of Rochester is the character of +a mechanical monster. The authoress has no living idea of the kind of +person she attempts to describe. She desires to represent a reckless +man, made bad by circumstances, but retaining many marks of a noble +character, and she fills his conversation with slang, makes him +impudent and lustful, a rascal in every sense of the word, without the +remotest idea of what true chivalric love for a woman means; and this +mechanical automaton, whose every motion reveals that he moves not by +vital powers but by springs and machinery, she makes her pure-minded +heroine love and marry. + +There has been a great deal of discussion about the morality of this +part of the novel. The question resolves itself into a question of +art, for we hold that truth of representation and morality of effect +are identical. Immoral characters may be introduced into a book, and +the effect be moral on the reader's mind, but a character which is +both immoral and unnatural ever produces a pernicious effect. Now the +authoress of Jane Eyre has drawn in Rochester an unnatural character, +and she has done it from an ignorance of the inward condition of mind +which immorality such as his either springs from or produces. The +ruffian, with his fierce appetites and Satanic pride, his mistresses +and his perjuries, his hard impudence and insulting sarcasms, she +knows only verbally, so to speak. The words which describe such a +character she interprets with her fancy, enlightened by a reminiscence +of Childe Harold and the Corsair. The result is a compound of vulgar +rascalities and impotent Byronics. Every person who interprets her +description by a knowledge of what profligacy is, cannot fail to see +that she is absurdly connecting certain virtues, of which she knows a +good deal, with certain vices, of which she knows nothing. The +coarseness of portions of the novel, consisting not so much in the +vulgarity of Rochester's conversation as the _naive_ description of +some of his acts--his conduct for three weeks before his intended +marriage, for instance, is also to be laid partly to the ignorance of +the authoress of what ruffianism is, and partly to her ignorance of +what love is. No woman who had ever truly loved could have mistaken so +completely the Rochester type, or could have made her heroine love a +man of proud, selfish, ungovernable appetites, which no sophistry can +lift out of lust. + +We accordingly think that if the innocent young ladies of our land lay +a premium on profligacy, by marrying dissolute rakes for the honor of +reforming them, _a la_ Jane Eyre, their benevolence will be of +questionable utility to the world. There is something romantic to +every inexperienced female mind in the idea of pirates and debauchees, +who have sentiment as well as slang, miseries as well as vices. Such +gentlemen their imaginations are apt to survey under the light of the +picturesque instead of under the light of conscience. Every poet and +novelist who addresses them on this weak side is sure of getting a +favorable hearing. Byron's popularity, as distinguished from his fame, +was mainly owing to the felicity with which he supplied the current +demand for romantic wickedness. The authoress of Jane Eyre is not a +Byron, but a talented woman, who, in her own sphere of thought and +observation, is eminently trustworthy and true, but out of it hardly +rises above the conceptions of a boarding-school Miss in her teens. +She appears to us a kind of strong-minded old maid, but with her +strong-mindedness greatly modified by the presumption as well as the +sentimentality of romantic humbug. + + _Novum Testamentum Domini Nostri Jesu Christi. + Interpetre Theodora Beza. Philadelphia: Geo. S. + Appleton._ + +In relation to the character of this version it is scarcely necessary +for us to speak. It has for centuries received the approbation of the +wisest and the best; and the copy before us seems to us, upon a brief +examination, to be accurate. The work is admirably printed, and does +credit to the publishers. We confess that we believe that the use of +this sacred work, in our seminaries and colleges, in the Latin, is +desirable in reference to every interest of religion and morality. +While we hesitate to affirm that Theodore de Beza's version of the New +Testament Scriptures is a study of the classic Latin, we still believe +that, stamped as it has been with the approbation of centuries, it is, +in relation to all the moral considerations which should control our +direction of the study of youth, worthy of all acceptance. The preface +informs us that several editions were published during the lifetime of +Beza, to which he made such improvements as his attention was directed +to, or as were prompted by his familiarity, as Greek Professor, with +the original. Since 1556, when it first appeared at Geneva, this work +has kept its place in the general esteem. + +The propriety of the use of this sacred volume in schools has been +regarded as a question by some persons; but we cannot consider it a +subject of doubt. After a careful consideration of every objection, we +cannot see a reason why its gentle and holy truths should not be given +to the mind and heart at the earliest period. There is nothing so +likely to mark out the destiny of man and woman for goodness and +honor, and prosperity, as the early and earnest study of the New +Testament. Its Divine Inspirer said, "Suffer little children to come +unto me;" and one of the great evidences of its heavenly origin, is +the fact, that while its sublimity bows the haughtiest intellect to +humility and devotion, its simplicity renders its most important +teachings as intelligible to the child as the man, to the unlettered +as to the philosopher. The work is worthy the attention of all who +desire to unite education with religion. + + _The Princess. A Medley. By Alfred Tennyson. Boston: + Wm. D. Ticknor & Co._ 1 _vol._ 12_mo_. + +The success of this poem is indicated not only by the discussion it +has provoked, but its swift passage through three editions. Taken +altogether we deem it the most promising of Tennyson's productions, +evincing a growth in his fine powers, and a growth in the right +direction. It has his customary intellectual intensity, and more than +his usual heartiness and sweetness. As a poem it is properly called by +its author a medley, the plan being to bring the manners and ideas of +the chivalric period into connection with those of the present day; +the hero being a knight who adores his mistress, his mistress being a +lady who spurns his suit, and carries to its loftiest absurdities the +chimera of woman's rights. There is no less fascination in the general +conduct of the story, than truth in the result. The whole poem is +bathed in beauty, and invites perusal after perusal. In Tennyson's +other poems the general idea is lost sight of in the grandeur or +beauty of particular passages. In the present we read the poem through +as a whole, eager to follow out the development of the characters and +plot, and afterward return to admire the excellence of single images +and descriptions. In characterization the Princess evinces an +improvement on Tennyson's manner, but still we observe the manner. He +does not so much paint as engrave; the lines are so fine that they +seem to melt into each other, but the result is still not a portrait +on canvas, but an engraving on steel. His poetic power is not +sufficiently great to fuse the elements of a character indissolubly +together. + + _The Origin, Progress and Conclusion of the Florida + War. By John T. Sprague, Brevet Captain Eighth Regiment + U. S. Infantry. New York: D. Appleton & Co._ 1 _vol._ + 8_vo._ + +This large volume seems to have been a labor of love with its author. +It is full of interesting and valuable matter regarding a very +peculiar contest in which our government was engaged; and to the +future historian Captain Sprague has spared a great deal of trouble +and research. The work is well got up, is illustrated with numerous +engravings, and contains full accounts of the origin and progress of +the war, the Indian chiefs engaged in it, and a record of all the +officers and privates of the army, navy, and marine corps, who were +killed in battle or died of disease. Captain Sprague says, "the causes +of the difficulties in Florida must be apparent to the minds of +careful and intelligent readers; causes not springing up in a day, but +nourished for years, aggravated as opportunities offered to enrich +adventurers, who had the temerity to hazard the scalping-knife and +rifle, and were regardless of individual rights or of law. It must be +remembered that Florida, at the period referred to, was an Indian +border, the resort of a large number of persons, more properly +_temporary inhabitants_ of the territory than citizens, who sought the +outskirts of civilization to perpetrate deeds which would have been +promptly and severely punished if committed within the limits of a +well regulated community. . . . They provoked the Indians to +aggressions; and upon the breaking out of the war, ignominiously fled, +or sought employment in the service of the general government, and +clandestinely contributed to its continuance." In these few sentences +we have the philosophy of almost all our Indian border wars. The +criminals of a community are ever its most expensive curses. + + _The Poetical Works of John Milton. A New Edition. With + Notes, and a Life of the Author. By John Mitford. + Lowell: D. Bixby & Co._ 2 _vols_. _8vo._ + +Lowell is a manufacturing city of Massachusetts, the Manchester of +America, and a place where we might expect every thing in the shape of +manufactures except classical books. Yet it rejoices in a publisher +who has really done much for good literature. If our readers will look +at their American editions of Faust, of Goethe's Correspondence with a +Child, of Southey's Chronicle of the Cid, they will find Mr. Bixby on +the title page, and Lowell as the city whence their treasures came. We +have now to chronicle another feat of the same enterprising +publisher--an edition of Milton, in two splendid octavos, printed in +large type on the finest paper, after the best and most complete +London edition, illustrated with foot notes of parallel passages from +other poets, and constituting altogether the best American edition +extant of the sublimest of poets, and having few rivals even among the +finest English editions. The life of the poet by Mitford, extending to +about a hundred pages, embodies in a clear style all the facts which +have been gathered by previous biographers, without reproducing any of +their bigotries. All the lies regarding Milton's character are +disposed of with summary justice; and the man stands out in all the +grandeur of his genius and his purity. We hope that Mr. Bixby will be +adequately remunerated for his enterprise in getting out this splendid +edition. It is an honor to the American press. + + _Eleventh Annual Report of the Secretary of the Board + of Education of Massachusetts. Boston: Dutton & + Wentworth._ 1 _vol._ + +We strongly advise our readers to procure this document, and not be +frightened from its perusal by the idea of its being a legislative +paper. It is written by Horace Mann, one of the ablest champions of +the cause of education now living, a man as distinguished for +industry, energy, and practical skill, as for eloquence and loftiness +of purpose. 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