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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/30318-0.txt b/30318-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..0a102c4 --- /dev/null +++ b/30318-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11271 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 30318 *** + + MONEY MAGIC + + By HAMLIN GARLAND + + +SUNSET EDITION + +HARPER & BROTHERS +NEW YORK AND LONDON + +COPYRIGHT 1907 BY HAMLIN GARLAND + + + + +[Illustration: HE ROSE AND WALKED UP AND DOWN] + + + + +CONTENTS + + + I. THE CLERK OF THE GOLDEN EAGLE + + II. MARSHALL HANEY CHANGES HEART + + III. BERTHA YIELDS TO TEMPTATION + + IV. HANEY MEETS AN AVENGER + + V. BERTHA'S UPWARD FLIGHT + + VI. THE HANEY PALACE + + VII. BERTHA REPULSES AN ENEMY + + VIII. BERTHA RECEIVES AN INVITATION + + IX. BERTHA MEETS BEN FORDYCE + + X. BEN FORDYCE CALLS ON HORSEBACK + + XI. BEN BECOMES ADVISER TO MRS. HANEY + + XII. ALICE HEATH HAS A VISION + + XIII. BERTHA'S YELLOW CART + + XIV. THE JOLLY SEND-OFF + + XV. MART'S VISIT TO HIS SISTER + + XVI. A DINNER AND A PLAY + + XVII. BERTHA BECOMES A PATRON OF ART + + XVIII. BERTHA'S PORTRAIT IS DISCUSSED + + XIX. THE FARTHER EAST + + XX. BERTHA MEETS MANHATTAN + + XXI. BERTHA MAKES A PROMISE + + XXII. THE SERPENT'S COIL + + XXIII. BERTHA'S FLIGHT + + XXIV. THE HANEYS RETURN TO THE PEAKS + + XXV. BERTHA'S DECISION + + XXVI. ALICE VISITS HANEY + + XXVII. MARSHALL HANEY'S SENTENCE + + XXVIII. VIRTUE TRIUMPHS + + XXIX. MARSHALL HANEY'S LAST TRAIL + + + + +MONEY MAGIC + + + + +CHAPTER I + +THE CLERK OF THE GOLDEN EAGLE + + +Sibley Junction is in the sub-tropic zone of Colorado. It lies in a hot, +dry, but immensely productive valley at an altitude of some four +thousand feet above the sea, a village laced with irrigating ditches, +shaded by big cotton-wood-trees, and beat upon by a genial, +generous-minded sun. The boarders at the Golden Eagle Hotel can sit on +the front stoop and see the snow-filled ravines of the mountains to the +south, and almost hear the thunder crashing round old Uncompahgre, even +when the broad leaves above their heads are pulseless and the heat of +the mid-day light is a cataract of molten metal. + +It is, as I have said, a productive land, for upon this ashen, +cactus-spotted, repellent flat men have directed the cool, sweet water +of the upper world, and wherever this life-giving fluid touches the soil +grass and grain spring up like magic. + +For all its wild and beautiful setting, Sibley is now a town of farmers +and traders rather than of miners. The wagons entering the gates are +laden with wheat and melons and peaches rather than with ore and +giant-powder, and the hotels are frequented by ranchers of prosaic +aspect, by passing drummers for shoes and sugars, and by the barbers and +clerks of near-by shops. It is, in fact, a bit of slow-going village +life dropped between the diabolism of Cripple Creek and the decay of +Creede. + +Nevertheless, now and then a genuine trailer from the heights, or +cow-man from the mesas, does drop into town on some transient business +and, with his peculiar speech and stride, remind the lazy town-loafers +of the vigorous life going on far above them. Such types nearly always +put up at the Eagle Hotel, which was a boarding-house advanced to the +sidewalk of the main street and possessing a register. + +At the time of this story trade was good at the Eagle for two reasons. +Mrs. Gilman was both landlady and cook, and an excellent cook, and, what +was still more alluring, Bertha, her pretty daughter, was day-clerk and +general manager. Customers of the drummer type are very loyal to their +hotels, and amazingly sensitive to female charm--therefore Bertha, who +would have been called an attractive girl anywhere, was widely known and +tenderly recalled by every brakeman on the line. She was tall and +straight, with brown hair and big, candid, serious eyes--wistful when in +repose, boyishly frank and direct as she stood behind her desk attending +to business, or smiling as she sped her parting guests at the door. + +"I know Bertie ought to be in school," Mrs. Gilman said one day to a +sympathetic guest. "But what can I do? We got to live. I didn't come out +here for my health, but goodness knows I never expected to slave away in +a hot kitchen in this way. If Mr. Gilman had lived--" + +It was her habit to leave her demonstrations--even her +sentences--unfinished, a peculiarity arising partly from her need of +hastening to prevent some pot from boiling over and partly from her +failing powers. She had been handsome once--but the heat of the stove, +the steam of the washtub, and the vexation and prolonged effort of her +daily life had warped and faded and battered her into a pathetic wreck +of womanhood. + +"I'm going to quit this thing as soon as I get my son's ranch paid for. +You see--" + +She did not finish this, but her friend understood. Bertha's time for +schooling was past. She had already entered upon the maiden's land of +dreams--of romance. The men who had hitherto courted her, +half-laughingly, half-guiltily, knowing that she was a child, had at +last dropped all subterfuge. To them she was a "girl," with all that +this word means to males not too scrupulous of the rights of women. + +"I oughtn't to quit now when business is so good," Mrs. Gilman returned +to the dining-room to add. "I'm full all the time and crowded on +Saturday. More and more of the boys come down the line on purpose to +stay over Sunday. If I can stick it out a little while--" + +The reason why "the boys came down the line to stay over Sunday," was +put into words one day by Winchell, the barber, who took his meals at +the Eagle. + +He was a cleanly shaven young man of twenty-four or five, with a +carefully tended brown mustache which drooped below the corners of his +mouth. + +He began by saying to Bertha: + +"I wish I could get out of my business. Judas, but I get tired of it! +When I left the farm I never s'posed I'd find myself nailed down to the +floor of a barber-shop, but here I am and making good money. How'd you +like to go on a ranch?" he asked, meaningly. + +"I don't believe I'd like it. Too lonesome," she replied, without any +attempt to coquette with the hidden meaning of his question. "I kind o' +like this hotel business. I enjoy having new people sifting along every +day. Seems like I couldn't bear to step out into private life again, +I've got so used to this public thing. I only wish mother didn't have to +work so hard--that's all that troubles me at the present time." + +Her speech was quite unlike the birdlike chatter with which girls of her +age entertain a lover. She spoke rather slowly and with the gravity of a +man of business, and her blunt phrases made her smile the more +bewitching and her big, brown eyes the more girlish. She did not giggle +or flush--she only looked past his smirking face out into the street +where the sun's rays lay like flame. And yet she was profoundly moved by +the man, for he was a handsome fellow in a sleek way. + +"Just the same, you oughtn't to be clerk," said the barber. "It's no +place for a girl, anyway. Housekeeping is all right, but this clerking +is too public." + +"Oh, I don't know! We have a mighty nice run of custom, and I don't see +anything bad about it. I've met a lot of good fellows by being here." + +The barber was silent for a moment, then pulled out his watch. "Well, +I've got to get back." He dropped his voice. "Don't let 'em get gay with +you. Remember, I've got a mortgage on you. If any of 'em gets fresh you +let me know--they won't repeat it." + +"Don't you worry," she replied, with a confident smile. "I can take care +of myself. I grew up in Colorado. I'm no tenderfoot." + +This boast, so childish, so full of pathetic self-assertion, was still +on her lips when a couple of men came out of the dining-room and paused +to buy some cigars at the counter. One of them was at first sight a very +handsome man of pronounced Western sort. He wore a long, gray frock-coat +without vest, and a dark-blue, stiffly starched shirt, over which a red +necktie fluttered. His carriage was erect, his hands large of motion, +and his profile very fine in its bold lines. His eyes were gray and in +expression cold and penetrating, his nose was broad, and the corners of +his mouth bitter. He could not be called young, and yet he was not even +middle-aged. His voice was deep, and harsh in accent, but as he spoke to +the girl a certain sweetness came into it. + +"Well, Babe, here I am again. Couldn't get along without coming down to +spend Sunday--seems like Williams must go to church on Sunday or lose +his chance o' grace." + +His companion, a short man with a black mustache that almost made a +circle about his mouth, grinned in silence. + +Bertha replied, "I think I'll take a forenoon off to-morrow, Captain +Haney, and see that you both go to mass for once in your life." + +The big man looked at her with sudden intensity. "If you'll take +me--I'll go." There was something in his voice and eyes that startled +the girl. She drew back a little, but smiled bravely, carrying out the +jest. + +"I'll call you on that. Unless you take water, you go to church +to-morrow." + +The big man shoved his companion away and, leaning across the counter, +said, in a low and deeply significant tone: + +"There ain't a thing in this world that you can't do with Mart +Haney--not a thing. That's what I came down here to tell you--you can +boss my ranch any day." + +The girl was visibly alarmed, but as she still stood fascinated by his +eyes and voice, struggling to recover her serenity, another group of +diners came noisily past, and the big man, with a parting look, went out +and took a seat on one of the chairs which stood in a row upon the walk. +The hand which held the cigar visibly trembled, and his companion said: + +"Be careful, Mart--" + +Haney silenced him with a look. "You're on the outside here, partner." + +"I didn't mean to butt in--" + +"I understand, but this is a matter between that little girl and me," +replied the big man in a tone that, while friendly, ended all further +remark on the part of his companion, who rose, after a little pause, and +walked away. + +Haney remained seated, buried in thought, amazed at the fever which his +encounter with the girl had put into his blood. + +It was true that he had been coming down every Saturday for +weeks--leaving his big saloon on the best evening in the week for a +chance to see this child--this boyish school-girl. In a savage, selfish, +and unrestrained way he loved her, and had determined to possess her--to +buy her if necessary. He knew something of the toil through which the +weary mother plodded, and he watched her bend and fade with a certainty +that she would one day be on his side. + +When at home and afar from her, he felt capable of seizing the girl--of +carrying her back with him as the old-time savage won his bride; but +when he looked into her clear, calm eyes his villiany, his resolution +fell away from him. He found himself not merely a man of the nearer +time, but a Catholic--in training at least--and the words he had planned +to utter fell dead on his lips. Libertine though he was, there were +lines over which even his lawlessness could not break. + +He was a desperate character--a man of violence--and none too delicate +in his life among women; but away back in his boyhood his good Irish +mother had taught him to fight fair and to protect the younger and +weaker children, and this training led to the most curious and +unexpected acts in his business as a gambler. + +"I will not have boys at my lay-out," he once angrily said, to Williams, +his partner, "and I will not have women there. I've sins enough to +answer for without these. Cut 'em out!" He was oddly generous now and +then, and often returned to a greenhorn money enough to get home on. +"Stay on the farm, me lad--'tis better to milk a cow with a mosquito on +the back of your neck than to fill a cell at CaƱon City." + +In other ways he was inexorable, taking the hazards of the game with his +visitors and raking in their money with cold eyes and a steady hand. He +collected all notes remorselessly--and it was in this way that he had +acquired his interests in "The Bottom Dollar" and "The Flora" +mines--"prospects" at the time, but immensely valuable at the present. +It was, indeed, this new and measurably respectable wealth which had +determined him upon pressing his suit with Bertha. As he sat there he +came to a most momentous conclusion. "Why not marry the girl and live +honest?" he asked himself; and being moved by the memory of her +sweetness and humor, he said, "I will," and the resolution filled his +heart with a strange delight. + +He presented the matter first to the mother, not with any intention of +doing the right thing, but merely because she happened into the room +before the girl returned, and because he was overflowing with his +new-found grace. + +Mrs. Gilman came in wiping her face on her apron--as his mother used to +do--and this touched him almost like a caress. He rose and offered her a +chair, which she accepted, highly flattered. + +"It must seem warm to you down here, Captain?" she remarked, as she took +a seat beside him. + +"It does. I wouldn't need to suffer it if you were doing business in +Cripple. I can't leave go your Johnny-cake and pie; 'tis the kind that +mother didn't make--for she was Irish." + +"I've thought of going up there," she replied, matter-of-factly, "but I +can't stand the altitude, I'm afraid--and then down here we have my +son's little ranch to furnish us eggs and vegetables." + +"That's an advantage," he admitted; "but on the peak no one expects +vegetables--it's still a matter of ham and eggs." + +"Is that so?" she asked, concernedly. + +"'Tis indeed. I live at the Palace Hotel, and I know. However, 'tis not +of that I intended to speak, Mrs. Gilman. I'm distressed to see you +working so hard this warm weather. You need a rest--a vacation, I'm +thinkin'." + +"You're mighty neighborly, Captain, to say so, but I don't see any way +of taking it." + +"Furthermore, your daughter is too fine to be clerkin' here day by day. +She should be in a home of her own." + +"She ought to be in school," sighed the mother, "but I don't see my way +to hiring anybody to fill her place--it would take a man to do her +work." + +"It would so. She's a rare little business woman. Let me see, how old is +she?" + +"Eighteen next November." + +"She seems like a woman of twenty." + +"I couldn't run for a week without her," answered the mother, rolling +down her sleeves in acknowledgment that they had entered upon a real +conversation. + +"She's a little queen," declared Haney. + +It was very hot and the flies were buzzing about, but the big gambler +had no mind to these discomforts, so intent was he upon bringing his +proposal before the mother. Straightened in his chair and fixing a keen +glance upon her face, he began his attack. "'Tis folly to allow anything +to trouble you, my dear woman--if anny debt presses, let me know, and +I'll lift it for ye." + +The weary mother felt the sincerity of his offer, and replied, with much +feeling: "You're mighty good, Captain Haney, but we're more than holding +our own, and another year will see the ranch clear. I'm just as much +obliged to you, though; you're a true friend." + +"But I don't like to think of you here for another year--and Bertie +should not stand here another day with every Tom, Dick, and Harry +passin' their blarney with her. She's fitter to be mistress of a big +house of her own, an' 'tis that I've the mind to give her; and I can, +for I'm no longer on the ragged edge. I own two of the best mines on the +hill, and I want her to share me good-fortune with me." + +Mrs. Gilman, worn out as she was, was still quick where her daughter's +welfare was concerned, and she looked at the big man with wonder and +inquiry, and a certain accusation in her glance. + +"What do you mean, Captain?" + +The big gambler was at last face to face with his decision, and with but +a moment's hesitation replied, "As my wife, I mean, of course." + +She sank back in her chair and looked at him with eyes of consternation. +"Why, Captain Haney! Do you really mean that?" + +"I do!" He had a feeling at the moment that he had always been honorable +in his intentions. + +"But--but--you're so old--I mean so much older--" + +"I know I am, and I'm rough. I don't deny that. I'm forty, but then I'm +what they call well preserved," he smiled, winningly, "and I'll soon +have an income of wan hundred thousand dollars a year." + +This turned the current of her emotion--she gasped. "One hundred +thousand dollars!" + +He held up a warning hand. "Sh! now that's between us. There are those +younger than I, 'tis true, but there is a kind of saving grace in money. +I can take you all out of this daily tile like winkin'--all you need to +do is to say the wan word and we'll have a house in Colorado Springs or +Denver--or even in New York. For what did you think I left me business +on the busiest day of every week? It was to see your sweet daughter, and +I came this time to ask her to go back with me." + +"What did she say?" + +"She has not said. We had no time to talk. What I propose now is that we +take a drive out to the ranch and talk it over. Williams will fill her +place here. In fact, the house is mine. I bought it this morning." + +The poor woman sat like one in a stupor, comprehending little of what he +said. The room seemed to be revolving. The earth had given way beneath +her feet and the heavens were opening. Her first sensation was one of +terror. She feared a man of such power--a man who could in a single +moment, by a wave of his hand, upset her entire world. His enormous +wealth dazzled her even while she doubted it. How could it be true while +he sat there talking to her--and she in her apron and her hair in +disorder? She rose hurriedly with instinct to make herself presentable +enough to carry on this conversation. As she stood weakly, she +apologized incoherently. + +"Captain, I appreciate your kindness--you've always been a good +customer--one I liked to do for--but I'm all upset--I can't get my +wits--" + +"No hurry, madam," he said, with a generous intent. "To-morrow is +coming. Don't hurry at all--at all." + +She hurried out, leaving him alone--with the clock, the cat, and the +hostler, who was spraying the sidewalk under the cotton-wood-trees. +Quivering with fear of the girl's refusal, the gambler rose and went out +into the sunsmit streets to commune with this new-found self. + +Life was no longer simple for Mrs. Gilman. It was, indeed, filled with a +wind of terror. Haney's promise of relief from want was very sweet, yet +disturbingly empty, like the joy of dreams, and yet his words took her +breath--clouded her judgment, befogged her insight. + +She went back to the dining-room, where her daughter sat eating dinner, +with a numbness in her limbs and a sense of dizziness in her brain, and +dropping into a chair at the table gasped out: + +"Do you know--what Captain Haney just said to me?" + +"Not being a mind-reader, I don't," replied the girl, calmly, though she +was moved by her mother's white, awed face. + +"He wants you!" + +Bertha flushed and braced both hands against the table as she replied, +"Well, he can't have me!" + +With the opposition in her daughter's tone, Mrs. Gilman was suddenly +moved to argue. + +"Think what it means, Bertie! He's rich. Did you know that? He owns two +mines." + +"I know he is a gambler and runs two saloons. You see, the boys keep me +posted, and I'm not marrying a gambler--not this summer," she ended, +decisively. + +"But he's going to give that up, he says." He hadn't said this, but she +was sure he would. "His income is a hundred thousand dollars a year. +Think of that!" + +"I don't want to think of it," the girl answered, frowning slightly. "It +makes my head ache. Nobody has a right to so much money. How did he get +it?" + +"Out of his mine--and oh, Bertie, he says if you'll speak the word we +needn't do another day's work in this hot, greasy old place! The house +is his, anyway. Did you know that?" + +Bertha eyed her mother closely--with cool, bright, accusing eyes--for a +moment, then she softened. "Poor old mammy, it's pretty tough lines on +you--no two ways about that. You've got the heavy end of the job. I'd +marry most anybody to give you a rest--but, mother, Captain Haney is +forty, if he's a day, and he's a hard citizen. He has been a gambler all +his life. You can't expect me to marry a sport like him. And then +there's Ed." + +The mother's face changed. "A barber!" she exclaimed, scornfully. + +"Yes, he's a barber now, but he's going to make a break soon and get +into something else." + +"Don't bank on Ed, Bertie; he'll never be anything more than he is now. +No man ever got anywhere who started in as a barber." + +"Would you rather I married a gambler and a sure-shot? They tell me +Haney has killed his man." + +"That may be all talk. Well, anyhow, he wants to see you and talk it +over; and oh, Bertie, it does seem a wonderful chance--and my heart's so +bad to-day it seems as though I couldn't see to another meal! I don't +want you to marry him if you don't want to--I'm not asking you to. You +know I'm not. But he is a noble-looking man--and I get awfully +discouraged sometimes. It scares me to think of dying and leaving you +without any security." + +One of the waiters, half-dead with curiosity, was edging near, under +pretense of brushing the table, and so the mistress rose and took up the +burdens of her stewardship. + +"But we'll talk it over to-night. Don't be hasty." + +"I won't," replied the girl. + +She was by no means as unmoved as she gave out. She had always admired +and liked Captain Haney, though he never moved her in the same way that +the young barber did (for Ed Winchell had youth as well as comeliness, +and there is a divine suppleness in youth), yet he had been a welcome +guest. "A hundred thousand dollars a year! And yet he's been coming to +our little hotel for a year--to see me!" + +This consideration was the one that moved her most. All the bland words, +the jocular phrases of his singular wooing came back to her now, +weighted with deep significance. She had called it "joshing," and had +put it all aside, just as she had parried the rude jests of the brakemen +of her acquaintance. Now she saw that he had been in earnest. + +She was wise beyond her years, this calm-faced, keen-eyed girl, trained +by adversity to take care of herself. She knew instinctively that she +lived surrounded by wolves, and, much as she admired the big frame and +bold profile of Captain Haney, she had placed him among her enemies. His +coming always pleased her but at the same time put her upon the +defensive. + +Strange to say, she enjoyed her position there in her battered little +hotel. "If it weren't for poor old mother--" She arrested herself and +went back to the counter with a certain timidity, a self-consciousness +new to her, fearing to face the gambler now that she knew his intent was +honorable. + +The room was empty, all the men having gone out upon the walk to escape +the heat, and she took her seat behind her desk and gave herself up to a +consideration of the life to which the possession of so much wealth +would introduce her. She could have unlimited new gowns, she could +travel, and she could rescue her mother from drudgery and worry. These +things she could discern--but of the larger life which money could open +to her she could only vaguely dream. + +The first effect of marrying Marshall Haney would be to cut short her +life in Sibley; the second, the establishment of a home in the great +camps about them. + +As she looked around the dingy room buzzing with flies, she experienced +a premonitory pang of the pain she would suffer in going out of its +doors forever. + +When Haney came back an hour later, he read in the cold, serious look +she gave him a warning, therefore he spoke but a few words on +commonplace subjects, and returned to his seat on the walk to await a +change in her mood. + +This meekness on the part of a powerful man moved the girl, and a little +later she went to the doorway and said to the crowd generally, "It's a +wonder some fellow wouldn't open a cantaloupe or something." + +Haney put his finger to his mouth and whistled to the grocer opposite. +He came on the run, alert for trade. + +"Roll up a couple of big melons," called Haney, largely. "We're all +drying to cinders over here." + +The loafers cheered, but the girl said, in a lower voice, "I was only +joking." + +"What you say goes," he replied, with significance. + +She did not stay to see the melons cut, but went back to her desk, and +he brought a choice slice in to her. + +She took it, but she said, "You mustn't think you own me--not yet." Her +tone was resentful. "I don't want you to say things like that--before +people." + +"Like what?" he asked. + +She did not answer. + +He went on: "I don't mean to assume anything, God knows. I'm only +waitin' and hopin'. I'll go away if you want me to and let you think it +over alone." + +"I wish you would," she said, realizing that this committed her to at +least a consideration of his proposal. + +He held out his hand. "Good-bye--till next Saturday." + +She put her small, brown hand in his. He crushed it hard and his bold +face softened. "I need you, my girl. Sure I do!" And in his eyes was +something very winning. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +MARSHALL HANEY CHANGES HEART + + +It was well for Haney that Bertie did not see him as he sat above his +gambling boards, watchful, keen-eyed, grim of visage, for she would have +trembled in fear of him. "Haney's" was both saloon and gambling hall. In +the front, on the right, ran the long bar with its shining brass and +polished mahogany (he prided himself on having the best bar west of +Denver), and in the rear, occupying both sides of the room, stood two +long rows of faro and roulette outfits, together with card-tables and +dice-boards. It was the largest and most prosperous gambling hall in the +camps, and always of an evening was crowded with gamesters and those who +came as lookers-on. + +On the right side, in a raised seat about midway of the hall, Haney +usually sat, a handsome figure, in broad white hat, immaculate linen, +and well-cut frock-coat, his face as pale as that of a priest in the +glare of the big electric light. On the other side, and directly +opposite, Williams kept corresponding "lookout" over the dealers and the +crowd. He was a bold man who attempted any shenanigan with Mart Haney, +and the games of his halls were reported honest. + +To think of a young and innocent girl married to this remorseless +gambler, scarred with the gun and the knife, was a profanation of +maidenhood--and yet, as he fell now and then into a dream, he took on a +kind of savage beauty which might allure and destroy a woman. Whatever +else he was, he was neither commonplace nor mean. The visitors to whom +he was pointed out as "a type of our modern Western desperado" +invariably acknowledged that he looked the part. His smile was of +singular sweetness--all the more alluring because of its rarity--and the +warm clasp of his big, soft hand had made him sheriff in San Juan +County, and his bravery and his love of fair play were well known and +admired among the miners. + +The sombre look in his face, which resembled that of a dreaming leopard, +was due to the new and secret plans with which his mind was now engaged. +"If she takes me, I quit this business," he had promised himself. "She +despises me in it, and so does the mother, and so I reckon 'tis up to me +to clean house." + +Then he thought of his own mother, who had the same prejudice, and who +would not have taken a cent of his earnings. "I see no harm in the +business," he said. "Men will drink and they will gamble, and I might as +well serve their wish as any other--better, indeed, for no man can +accuse me of dark ways nor complain of the order of me house. I am a +business man the same as him that runs a grocery store; but 'tis no +matter, she dislikes it, and that ends it. She's a clear-headed wan," he +thought, with a glow of admiration for her. "She's the captain." + +He no longer thought of her as his victim--as something to be ruthlessly +enjoyed--he trembled before her, big and brave and relentless as he was +in the world of men. "What has come over me?" he asked himself. "Sure +she has me on me knees--the witch. Me mind is filled with her." + +All through the week his agents were at work attempting to sell his +saloons. "I'm ready to close out at a moment's notice," he declared. + +At times, as he sat in his place, he lost consciousness of the crowding, +rough-hatted, intent men and the monotonous calls of the dealers. The +click of balls, the buzz of low-toned comment died out of his ears--he +was back in Troy, looking for his father, whom he had not seen or +written to in twenty years. He saw himself, with a dainty little woman +on his arm, taking the boat to New York. "I will go to the biggest hotel +in the city; the girl shall have the best the old town has. Nothing will +be too good for her--" + +He roused himself to a touch on his elbow. One of his agents had a new +offer for the two saloons. It was still less than he considered the +business worth, but in his softened mood he said, "It goes!" + +"Make out your papers," replied the other man, with almost equal +brevity. + +During the rest of the evening the gambler sat above his lay-out with +mingled feelings of relief and regret. After all, he was in command +here. He knew this business, and he loved the companionship and the +admiration of the men who dropped round by his side to discuss the camp +or the weather, or to invite him to join a hunting trip. He felt himself +to be one of the chief men of the town, and that he could at any time +become their Representative if he chose. For some years (he couldn't +have told why) he had taken on a thrift unknown to him before, and had +been attending strictly to business. He now saw that it must have been +from a foreknowledge of Bertha. In him the superstitions of both miner +and gambler mingled. The cards had run against him for three years, now +they were falling in his favor. "I will take advantage of them," he +declared. + +Slowly the crowd thinned out, and at one o'clock only a few inveterate +poker-players and one or two young fellows who were still "bucking" the +roulette wheel remained and, calling one of his men to take charge, +Haney nodded to Williams and they went out on the street. + +As he reached the cold, crisp, deliciously rarefied air outside, he took +off his hat and involuntarily looked up at the stars blazing thick in +the deep-blue midnight sky. With solemn voice he said to his partner: +"Well, 'Spot,' right here Mart Haney's saloon business ends. We're all +in." + +Williams felt that his partner was acting rashly. "Oh, I wouldn't say +that! You may get into it again." + +"No--the little girl and her mother won't stand for it, and, besides, +what's the use? I don't need to do it, and if I'm ever going to see the +world now is my chance. I'm goin' back East to discover how many +brothers and sisters I have livin'. The old father is dodderin 'round +somewheres back there. I'll surprise him, too. Now, have those papers +all made out ready to sign by eleven o'clock to-morrow. I'm goin' down +the valley on the noon train." + +"All right, Mart, but you're makin' a mistake." + +"Never you mind, me bucko. 'Tis me own game, and the mines will take all +the gray matter you can spare." + +As the big man was walking away towards his hotel a woman met him. +"Hello, Mart!" + +"Hello, Mag; what's doing?" + +She was humped and bedraggled, and her face looked white in the +moonlight. "Nothing. Stake a fellow to a hot soup, won't you?" + +"Sure thing, Mag." He handed her a five-dollar gold piece. "Is it as bad +as that? What's t' old man doin' these days?" + +"Servin' time," she answered, bitterly. + +"Oh, so he is!" replied Haney, hastily. "I'd forgotten. Well, take care +o' yourself," he added, genially, walking on in instant forgetfulness of +the woman's misery, for his mind was turned upon the talk which his +younger brother Charley had given him not long before in Denver. + +It was not a cheerful conversation, for Charley flippantly confessed +that he didn't hold any family reunions, and that all he knew of his +brothers he gained by chance. "They're all great boozers," he said, in +summing them up. "Tim is a ward heeler in Buffalo--came to see me at the +stage-door loaded to the gunnels. Tom is a greasy, three-fingered +brakeman on the Central. Fannie married a carpenter and has about +seventeen young ones. Mary died, you know?" + +"No, I didn't know." + +"Yes, died about four years ago. She was like mother--a nice girl. Dad +sent me a paper with a notice of her death. He never writes, but now and +then, when Tim has a fight or Tom gets drunk and slips into the criminal +column, I hear of them." + +Charles did not say so, but Mart knew that he was lumped among the other +poverty-stricken, worthless members of the family. He did not at the +time undeceive his brother, but now that he was no longer a gambler and +saloon-keeper, now that he was rich, he resolved not only to let his +father know of his good-fortune and his change of life, but also (and +this was due to Bertie's influence) he earnestly desired to help his +family out of their mire. + +"We had good stuff in us," he said, "but we went wrong after the mother +left us." + +As he walked on down the street a strange radiance came into the world. +The distant peaks of the Sangre de Cristo range rose in dim and shadowy +majesty to the south, and, wondering, astonished at the emotion stirring +in his heart, the regenerated desperado turned to see the moon lifting +above the crown of the great peak to the east. For the first time in +many years his heart was filled with a sense of the beauty of the world. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +BERTHA YIELDS TO TEMPTATION + + +Bertie looked older and graver when Haney entered the Eagle Hotel, and +his heart expanded with a tenderness that was partly paternal. She +seemed so young and looked so pale and troubled. + +She greeted him unsmilingly and calmly handed him the pen with which to +register. + +"How are you all?" he asked, with genuine concern. + +"Pretty bum. Mother gave out this week. It's the heat, I guess. Hottest +weather we've had since I came to town." + +"Why didn't you let me know?" + +She avoided his question. "We're too low here at Junction. Mother ought +to go a couple of thousand feet higher. She needs rest and a change. +I've sent her out to the ranch." + +"You're not running the house alone?" + +"Why, cert!--that is, except my brother's wife is taking mother's place +in the kitchen. I'm runnin' the rest of it just as I've been doin' for +three years." + +He looked his admiration before he uttered it. "You're a wonder!" + +"Don't you think it! How does it happen you're down to-day? You said +Saturday." + +"I've sold out--signed the deeds to-day. I'm out of the liquor trade +forever." + +She nodded gravely. "I'm glad of that. I don't like the business--not a +little bit." + +He took this as an encouragement. "I knew you didn't. Well, I'm neither +saloon-keeper nor gambler from this day. I'm a miner and a +capitalist--and all I have is yours," he added, in a lover's voice, +bending a keen glance upon her. + +The girl was standing very straight behind her desk, and her face did +not change, but her eyes shifted before his gaze. "You'd better go in to +supper while the biscuit are hot," she advised, coolly. + +He had tact enough to take his dismissal without another word or glance, +and after he had gone she still stood there in the same rigid pose, but +her face was softer and clouded with serious meditation. It was +wonderful to think of this rich and powerful man changing his whole life +for her. + +Winchell, the young barber, came in hurriedly, his face full of +accusation and alarm. "Was that Haney who just came in?" he asked, +truculently. + +"Yes, he's at supper--want to see him?" + +"See him? No! And I don't want _you_ to see him! He's too free with you, +Bert; I don't like it." + +She smiled a little, curious smile. "Don't mix it up with _him_, Ed--I'd +hate to see your remains afterwards." + +"Bert, see here! You've been funny with me lately." (By funny he meant +unaccountable.) "And your mother has been hinting things at me--and now +here is Haney leaving his business to come down the middle of the week. +What's the meaning of it?" + +"It isn't the middle of the week. It's Friday," she corrected him. + +He went on: "I know what he keeps coming to see you for, but for God's +sake don't you think of marrying an old tout and gambler like him." + +"He isn't old, and he isn't a gambler any more," she significantly +retorted. + +"What do you mean?" + +"He's sold out--clean as a whistle." + +"Don't you believe it! It's a trick to get you to think better of him. +Bert, don't you dare to go back on me," he cried out, warningly--"don't +you dare!" + +The girl suddenly ceased smiling, and asserted herself. "See here, Ed, +you'd better not try to boss me. I won't stand for it. What license have +you got to pop in here every few minutes and tell me what's what? You +'tend to your business and you'll get ahead faster." + +He stammered with rage and pain. "If you throw me down--fer that--old +tout, I'll kill you both." + +The girl looked at him in silence for a long time, and into her brain +came a new, swift, and revealing concept of his essential littleness and +weakness. His beauty lost its charm, and a kind of disgust rose in her +throat as she slowly said, with cutting scorn: + +"If you really meant that!--but you don't, you're only talking to hear +yourself talk. Now you shut up and run away. This is no place for +chewing the rag, anyway--this is my busy day." + +For a moment the man's face expressed the rage of a wild-cat and his +hands clinched. "Don't you do it--that's all!" he finally snarled. +"You'll wish you hadn't." + +"Run away, little boy," she said, irritably. "You make me tired. I don't +feel like being badgered by anybody, and, besides, I'm not mortgaged to +anybody just yet." + +His mood changed. "Bertie, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be fresh. But +don't talk to me that way, it uses me all up." + +"Well, then, stop puffing and blowing. I've troubles of my own, with +mother sick and a new cook in the kitchen." + +"Excuse me, Bert; I'll never do it again." + +"That's all right." + +"But it riled me like the devil to think--" he began again. + +"Don't think," she curtly interrupted; "cut hair." + +Perceiving that she was in evil mood for his plea, he turned away so +sadly that the girl relented a little and called out: + +"Say, Ed!" He turned and came back. "See here! I didn't intend to hurt +your feelings, but this is one of my touchy days, and you got on the +wrong side of me. I'm sorry. Here's my hand--now shake, and run." + +His face lightened, and he smiled, displaying his fine, white teeth. +"You're a world-beater, sure thing, and I'm going to get you yet!" + +"Cut it out!" she slangily retorted, sharply, withdrawing her hand. + +"You'll see!" he shouted, laughing back at her, full of hope again. + +She was equally curt with two or three others who brazenly tried to buy +a smile with their cigars. "Do business, boys; this is my day to sell +goods," she said, and they took the hint. + +When Haney came out from his supper, he stepped quietly in behind the +counter and said: "I'll take your place. Get your grub. Then put on your +hat and we'll drive out to see how the mother is." The girl acknowledged +a sense of relief as she left him in charge and went to her seat in the +far corner of the dining-room--a relief and a dangerous relaxation. It +was, after all, a pleasure to feel that a strong, sure hand was +out-stretched in sympathy--and she was tired. Even as she sat waiting +for her tea the collapse came, and bowing her head to her hands she +shook with silent sobs. + +The waitresses stared, and young Mrs. Gilman came hurrying. "What's the +matter, Bertie; are you sick?" + +"Oh no--but I'm worried--about mother." + +"You haven't heard anything--?" + +"No, but she looked so old and so worn when she went away. She ought to +have quit here a month ago." + +"Well, I wouldn't worry. It's cooler out to the ranch, and the air is so +pure she'll pick up right away--you'll see." + +"I hope so, but she ought to take it easy the rest of her days. She's +done work enough--and I'm kind o' discouraged myself." + +Slowly she recovered her self-possession. She drank her tea in +abstracted silence, and at last she said: "I'm going out there, Cassie; +you'll have to look after things. I'll get some of the boys to 'tend the +office." + +"You're not going alone?" + +"No, Mart Haney is going to drive me." + +"Oh!" There was a look of surprise and consternation in the face of the +young wife, but she only asked, "You'll be back to-night?" + +"Yes, if mother is no worse." + +Haney had the smartest "rig" in town waiting for her as she came out, +but as he looked at her white dress and pretty hat of flowers and tulle +he apologized for its shortcomings--"'Tis lined with cream-colored satin +it _should_ be." + +She colored a little at this, but quickly replied: "Blarney. Anybody'd +know you were an Irishman." + +"I am, and proud of it." + +"I want to take the doctor out to see mother." + +"Not in this rig," he protested. + +She smiled. "Why not? No, but I want to go round to his office and leave +a call." + +"I'll go round the world fer you," he replied. + +The air was deliciously cool and fragrant now that the sun was sinking, +and the town was astir with people. It was the social hour when the heat +and toil of the day were over, and all had leisure to turn wondering +eyes upon Haney and his companion. The girl felt her position keenly. +She was aware that a single appearance of this kind was equivalent to an +engagement in the minds of her acquaintances, but as she shyly glanced +at her lover's handsome face, and watched his powerful and skilled hands +upon the reins, her pride in him grew. She acknowledged his kindness, +and was tired and ready to lean upon his strength. + +"When did your mother quit?" he asked, after they had left the town +behind. + +"Sunday night. You see, we had a big rush all day, and on top of that, +about twelve o'clock, an alarm of fire next door. So she got no sleep. +Monday morning she didn't get up, Tuesday she dressed but was too +miserable to work, so finally I just packed her off to the ranch." + +"That was right--only you should have sent for me." + +She was silent, and her heart began to beat with a knowledge of the +demand he was about to make. She felt weak and unprotected here--in the +office they were on more equal terms--but she enjoyed in a subconscious +way the swift rush of the horses, the splendor of the sunset, and the +quiet authority in his voice--even as she lifted eyes to the mesa +towards which they were driving he began to speak. + +"You know my mind, little girl. I don't mean to ask you till +to-morrow--that's the day set--but I want to say that I've been cleaning +house all the week, thinkin' of you. I'm to be a leading citizen from +this day on. You won't need to apologize for me. I've never been a +drinking man, but I have been a reckless devil. I don't deny that I've +planted a wide field of wild oats. However, all that I put away from +this hour. 'Tis true I'm forty, but that's not old--I'm no older than I +was at twenty-one, sure--and, besides, you're young enough to make up." +He smiled, and again she acknowledged the charm of his face when he +smiled. "You'll see me grow younger whilst you grow older, and so wan +day we'll be of an age." + +Her customary readiness of reply had left her, and she still sat in +silence, a sob in her throat, a curious numbness in her limbs. + +He seemed to feel that she did not wish to talk. "If you come into +partnership with me you need never worry about the question of bread or +rent or clothes, and that's worth considerin'--Which road now?" + +She silently pointed to the left, and they drew near the foot of the +great mesa whose level top was cutting the sun in half. + +The miner was filled with grateful homage. "'Tis a great world!" he +exclaimed, softly. "Sure, 'tis only yesterday that I found it out, and +lifting me head took a look at the hills and the stars for the first +time in twenty years. 'Tis a new road I'm enterin'--whether you come to +me or not." + +All this was wonderful to the girl. Could it be that she was capable of +changing the life of a powerful man like this? It filled her with a +sense of duty as well as exaltation, an emotion that made a woman of +her. She seemed suddenly to have put the hotel and all its worriments +far, far behind her. + +Seized by an impulse to acquaint her with his family, Haney began to +tell about his father and his attempts to govern his five sons. "We were +devils," he admitted--"broncos, if ever such walked on two legs. We +wouldn't go to school--not wan of us except Charley; he did pretty +well--and we fished and played ball and went to the circus--" He +chuckled. "I left home the first time with a circus. I wanted to be a +lion-tamer, but had to content meself with driving the cook wagon. Then +I struck West, and I've never been back and I've never seen the old man +since, but now I've made me pile, I think I'll go home and hunt him up +and buy him new spectacles; it's ace to the three-spot he's using the +same horn-rimmed ones he wore when I left." + +Bertha was interested. "How long did you stay with the circus?" + +"Not very long. I got homesick and went back, but the next time I left, +I left for fair. I've been everywhere but East since. I've been in +Colorado mostly. 'Tis a good State." + +"I like it--but I'd like to see the rest of the country." + +"You can. If you join hands with me we'll go round the ball together." + +She did not follow this lead. "I've been to Denver once--went on one of +these excursion tickets." + +"How did you like it there?" + +"Pretty good; but I got awful tired, and the grub at the hotel was the +worst ever--it was a cheap place, of course. Didn't dare to look in the +door of the big places." + +"You can have a whole soot of rooms at the Royal Flush--if you will." + +Again she turned away. "I can't imagine anybody rich enough to live at +such hotels--There's our ranch." + +"Shy as a coyote, ain't it?" he commented, as he looked where she +pointed. "I'd prefer the Eagle House to that." + +"I love it out here," she said. "I helped plant the trees." + +"Did you? Then I want the place. I want everything your pretty hands +planted." + +"Oh, rats!" was her reproving comment, and it made him laugh at his own +sentimental speech. + +The ranch house stood at the foot of the mesa near a creek that came out +of a narrow gorge and struck out upon the flat valley. It was a little +house--a shack merely, surrounded by a few out-buildings, all looking as +temporary as an Indian encampment, but there were trees--thriftily +green--and some stacks of grain to testify to the energy and good +husbandry of the owner. + +Mrs. Gilman was lying in a corner room, close to the stream which +rippled through the little orchard, and its gentle murmur had been a +comfort to her--it carried her back to her home in Oxford County (State +of Maine), where her early girlhood had been spent. At times it seemed +that she was in the little, old, gray house in the valley, and that her +father's sharp voice might come at any moment to break her delicious +drowse. + +Her breakdown had been caused as much by her mental turmoil as by her +overtaxing duties. She was confronted by a mighty temptation (through +her daughter) at a time when she was too weak and too ill to carry +forward her ordinary duties. To urge this marriage upon Bertha would be +to bring it about. That she knew, for the girl had said, "I'll do it if +you say so, mother." + +"I don't want you to do it if you'd rather not," had been her weak +answer. + +Bertie entered quietly, in a singularly mature, almost manly way, and +bending to her mother, asked cordially, "Well, how are you to-day?" + +The sick woman took her daughter's hand and drew it to her tear-wet +cheek. "Oh, my baby! I can't bear to leave you now." + +"Don't talk that way, mother. You're not going to leave me. The doctor +is coming out to see you, and everything is going all right at the +house, so don't you worry. You set to work to get well. That's your +little stunt. I'll look after the rest of it." + +Bertie had never been one to bestow caresses, even on her parents, and +her only sign of deep feeling now lay in the tremble of her voice. She +drew her hand away, and putting her arm about her mother's neck patted +her cheek. "Cassie's doing well," she said, abruptly, "and the girls are +fine. They brace right up to the situation, and--and everybody's nice to +us. I reckon a dozen of the church ladies called yesterday to ask how +you were--and Captain Haney came down to-day on purpose to find out how +things were going." + +The sufferer's eyes opened wide. "Bert, he's with you!" + +"Yes, he drove me out here," answered the girl, quietly. "He's come for +an answer to his proposition. It's up to us to decide right now." + +The mother broke into a whimper. "Oh, darling, I don't know what to +think. I'm afraid to leave this to you--it's an awful temptation to a +girl. I guess I've decided against it. He ain't the kind of man you +ought to marry." + +She hushed her mother's wail. "Sh! He'll hear you," she said, solemnly. +"There are lots o' worse men than Mart Haney." + +"But he's so old--for you." + +"He's no boy, that's true, but we went all over that. The new fact in +the case is this: he's sold out up there--cleared out his saloon +business--and all for _me_. Think o' that--and I hadn't given him a word +of encouragement, either! Now that speaks well for him, don't you +think?" + +The mother nodded. "Yes, it surely does, but then--" + +The girl went on: "Well, now, it ain't as though I hated him, for I +don't--I like him, I've always liked him. He's the handsomest man I +know, and he's treated me right from the very start. He didn't come down +to hurry me or crowd me at all, so he says. Well, I told him I wouldn't +answer yet awhile--time isn't really up till to-morrow. I can take +another week if I want to." + +The mother lay in silence for a few moments, and then with closed eyes, +streaming with hot tears, she again prayed silently to God to guide her +girl in the right path. When she opened her eyes the tall form of +Marshall Haney towered over her, so handsome, so full of quiet power +that he seemed capable of anything. His face was strangely sweet as he +said: "You must not fret about anything another minute. You've but to +lie quiet and get strong." He put his broad, soft, warm, and muscular +hand down upon her two folded ones, and added: "Let me do fer ye as I +would fer me own mother. 'Twill not commit ye to a thing." He seemed to +understand her mood--perhaps he had overheard her plea. "I'm not asking +a decision till you are well, but I wish you would trust me now--I could +do so much more fer you and the girl. Here's the doctor, so put the +whole thing by for the present. I ask nothing till you are well." + +If this was policy on his part it was successful; for the poor tortured +mother's heart was touched and her nerves soothed by his voice, as well +as by the touch of his hand, and when they left the house she was in +peaceful sleep, and the doctor's report was reassuring. "But she must +have rest," he said, positively, "and freedom from care." + +"She shall have it," said Haney, with equal decision. + +This bluff kindness, joined to the allurement of his powerful form, +profoundly affected the girl. Her heart went out towards him in +admiration and trust, and as they were on the way home she turned +suddenly to him, and said: + +"You're good to me--and you were good to mother; you needn't wait till +to-morrow for my answer. I'll do as you want me to--some time--not +now--next spring, maybe." + +He put his arm about her and kissed her, his eyes dim with a new and +softening emotion. + +"You've made Mart Haney over new--so you have! As sure as God lets me +live, I'll make you happy. You shall live like a queen." + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +HANEY MEETS AN AVENGER + + +Haney took the train back to his mountain town in a mood which made him +regard his action as that of a stranger. Whenever he recalled Bertha's +trusting clasp of his hand he felt like removing his hat--the stir of +his heart was close akin to religious reverence. "Faith, an' she's +taking a big risk," he said. "But I'll not see her lose out," he added, +with a return of the gambler's phrase. "She has stacked her chips on the +right spot this time." + +With all his brute force, his clouded sense of justice, this gambler, +this saloon-man, was not without qualifying characteristics. He was a +Celt, and in almost every Celt there is hidden a poet. Quick to wrath, +quick to jest and fierce in his loves was he, as is the typical Irishman +whom England has not yet succeeded in changing to her own type. +Moreover, he was an American as well as a Celt (and the American is the +most sentimental of men--it is said); and now that he had been surprised +into honorable matrimony he began to arrange his affairs for his wife's +pleasure and glory. The words in which she had accepted him lingered in +his ears like phrases of a little hesitating song. For her he had sold +his gambling halls, for her he was willing at the moment to abandon the +associates of a lifetime. + +He was sitting in the car dreamily smoking, his hat drawn low over his +brows, when an acquaintance passing through the car stopped with a word +of greeting. Ordinarily Haney would have been glad of his company, but +he made a place for him at this time with grudging slowness. + +"How are ye, Slater? Set ye down." + +"I hear you've sold your saloons," Slater began, as he settled into +place. + +Haney nodded, without smiling. + +His neighbor grinned. "You don't seem very sociable to-day, Mart?" + +"I'm not," Haney replied, bluntly. + +"I just dropped down beside you to say that young Wilkinson went broke +in your place last night and has it in for you. He's plum fuzzy with +drink, and you better look sharp or he'll do you. He's been on the +rampage for two days--crazy as a loon." + +"Why does he go after me?" Haney asked, irritably. "I'm out of it. 'Tis +like the fool tenderfoot. Don't he know I had nothing to do with his +bust-up?" + +"He don't seem to--or else he's so locoed he's forgot it. All I know is +he's full of some pizen notion against you, and I thought I'd put you on +your guard." + +They talked on about this a few minutes, and then Slater rose, leaving +Haney to himself. But his tender mood was gone. His brow was knit. He +began to understand that a man could not run a bad business for twenty +years, and then at a day's notice clear himself of all its trailing evil +consequences. "I'll vamoose," he said to himself, with resolution. "I'll +put me mines in order, and go down into the valley and take the girl +with me--God bless her! We'll take a little turn as far as New York. +I'll put long miles between the two of us and all this sporting record +of mine. She don't like it, and I'll quit it. I'll begin a new life +entirely." And a glow of new-found virtue filled his heart. Of Wilkinson +he had no fear--only disgust. "Why should the fool pursue me?" he +repeated. "He took his chances and lost out. If he weren't a 'farmer' +he'd drop it." + +He ate his supper at the hotel in the same abstraction, and then, still +grave with plans for his new career, went out into the street to find +Williams, his partner. It was inevitable that he should bring up at the +bar of his former saloon; no other place in the town was so much like +home, after all. Habit drew him to its familiar walls. He was glad to +find a couple of old friends there, and they, having but just heard of +the sale of his outfit, hastened to greet and congratulate him. Of his +greatest good-fortune, of his highest conquest, they, of course, knew +nothing, and he was not in a mood to tell them of it. + +The bar-room was nearly empty, for the reason that the miners had not +yet finished their evening meal, and Haney and his two cronies had just +taken their second round of drinks when the side door was burst +violently open, and a man, white and wild, with a double-barrelled +shotgun in his hand, abruptly entered. Darting across the floor, he +thrust the muzzle of his weapon almost against Haney's breast and fired, +uttering a wild curse at the moment of recoil. + +The tall gambler reeled under the shock, swinging half way about, his +hands clutching at the railing, a look of anguish and surprise upon his +face. The assassin, intent, alert, would have fired again had not a +by-stander felled him to the floor. The room filled instantly with +excited men eager to strike, vociferous with hate; but Haney, with one +palm pressed to his breast, stood silent--curiously silent--his lips +white with his effort at self-control. + +At length two of his friends seized him, tenderly asking: "How is it, +old man? Are you hurt bad?" + +His lips moved--they listened--as he faintly whispered: "He's got me, +boys. Here's where I quit." + +"Don't say that, Mart. You'll pull through," said his friend, chokingly. +Then with ferocious impatience he yelled: "Somebody get the doctor! Damn +it all, get moving! Don't you see him bleed?" + +Haney moved his head feebly. "Lay me down, Pete--I'm torn to pieces--I'm +all in, I'm afraid. Get me little girl--that's all I ask." + +Very gently they took him in their arms and laid him on one of the +gambling-tables in the rear room, while the resolute barkeeper pushed +the crowd out. + +Again Haney called, impatiently, almost fiercely: "Send for +Bertie--quick!" + +The men looked at each other in wonder, and one of them tapped his brow +significantly, for no one knew of his latest love-affair. While still +they stared Williams came rushing wildly in. All gave way to him, and +the young doctor who followed him was greeted with low words of +satisfaction. To his partner, whom he recognized, Haney repeated his +command: "Send for Bertie." With a hurried scrawl Williams put down the +girl's name and address on a piece of paper, and shouted: "Here! +Somebody take this and rush it. Tell her to come quick as the Lord will +let her." Then, with the tenderness of a brother, he bent to Haney. "How +is it, Mart?" + +Mart did not reply. His supreme desire attended to, he sank into a +patient immobility that approached stupor, while the surgeon worked with +intent haste to stop the flow of blood. The wound was most barbarous, +and Williams' eyes filled with tears as he looked upon that magnificent +torso mangled by buckshot. He loved his big partner--Haney was indeed +his highest enthusiasm, his chief object of adoration, and to see him +riddled in this way was devil's work. He lost hope. "It's all over with +Mart Haney," he said, chokingly, a few minutes later to the men crowding +the bar-room--and then his rage against the assassin broke forth. He +became the tiger seeking the blood of him who had slain his mate. His +curses rose to primitive ferocity. "Where is he?" he asked. + +To him stepped a man--one whose voice was quiet but intense. "We've +attended to his case, Williams. He's toeing the moonlight from a +lamp-post. Want to see?" + +For an instant his rage flared out against these officious friends who +had cheated him of his share in the swift delight of the avenger. Then +tears again misted his eyes, and with a dignity and pathos which had +never graced his speech before he pronounced a slow eulogy upon his +friend: "No man had a right to accuse Mart Haney of any trick. He took +his chances, fair and square. He had no play with crooked cards or +'doctored' wheels. It was all 'above board' with him. He was dead game +and a sport, you all know that, and now to be ripped to bits with +buckshot--just when he was takin' a wife--is hellish." + +His voice faltered, and in the dead silence which followed this +revelation of Haney's secret he turned and re-entered the inner room, to +watch beside his friend. + +The hush which lay over the men at the bar lasted till the barkeeper +softly muttered: "Boys, that's news to me. It does make it just too +tough." Then those who had hitherto opposed the lynching of the murderer +changed their minds and directed new malediction against him, and those +who had handled the rope took keener comfort and greater honor to +themselves. + +"Who is the woman?" asked one of those who waited. + +This question remained unanswered till the messenger to the telegraph +office returned. Even then little beyond her name was revealed, but each +of the watchers began to pray that she might reach the dying man before +his eyes should close forever. "He can't live till sunrise," said one, +"and there is no train from the Junction till morning. She can't get +here without a special. Did you order a special for her?" + +"No, I didn't think of it," the messenger replied, with a sense of +shortcoming. + +"It must be done!" + +"I'll attend to that," said Slater. "I know the superintendent. I'll +wire him to see her--and bring her." + +"Well, be quick about it. Expense don't count now." + +It was beautiful to see how these citizens, rough and sordid as many of +them were, rose to the poetic value of the situation. As one of them, +who had seen (and loved) the girl, told of her youth and beauty, they +all stood in rigidly silent attention. "She's hardly more than a child," +he explained, "but you never saw a more level-headed little business +woman in your life. She runs the Golden Eagle Hotel at Junction, and +does it alone. That's what caught Mart, you see. She's as straight as a +Ute, and her eyes are clear as agates. She's a little captain--just the +mate for Mart. She'll save him if anybody can." + +"Will she come? Can she get away?" + +"Of course she'll come. She'll ride an engine or jump a flat-car to get +here. You can depend on a woman in such things. She don't stop to +calculate, she ain't that kind. She comes--you can bet high on that. I'm +only worrying for fear Mart won't hold out till she gets here." + +Meanwhile, every man in the room where Haney lay, sat in silence, with +an air of waiting--waiting for the inevitable end. The bleeding had been +checked, but the sufferer's breathing was painful and labored, and the +doctor, sitting close beside him, was studying means to prolong life--he +had given up hope of saving it. With stiffened lips Haney repeated now +and again: "Keep me alive till she comes, doctor. She must marry +me--here. I want her to have all I've got--_everything_!" + +At another time he said: "Get the judge--have everything ready!" + +They understood. He wished to dower his love with his wealth, to place +in her hands his will, beyond the reach of any contestant, and this +resolution through the hours of his agony, through the daze of his +weakness persisted heroically--till even the doctor's throat filled with +sympathetic emotion, as he thought of the young maiden soon to be thrust +into this tragic drama. He answered, soothingly: "I'll do all I can, +Mart. There's a lot of vitality in you yet. We won't give up. You'll +pull through, with her help." + +To this Haney made no reply, and the hours passed with ghostly step. It +was a most moving experience for the young doctor to look round that +wide room littered with scattered cards, the wheels of chance motionless +at the hazard where the last gambler's bet had ended. In the "lookout's +chair," where Haney himself used to sit, an unseen arbiter now gloomed, +watching a game where life was the forfeit. A spectral finger seemed to +rest upon the blood-red spot of every board. No sound came from the +drinking-saloon in front. The miners had all withdrawn. Only the +barkeeper and a few personal friends kept willing vigil. + +About nine o'clock an answering telegram came to Slater: "Girl just +leaving on special. Will make all speed possible." + +Haney faintly smiled when Williams read this message to him. "I knew +it," he whispered, "she'll come." Then his lips set in a grim line. "And +I'll be here when she comes." Thereafter he had the look of a man who +hangs with hooked fingers in iron resolution above an abyss, husbanding +every resource--forcing himself to think only of the blue sky above him. + +A little later the priest knocked at the door and asked to see the dying +man, but to this request Haney shook his head and whispered. "No, no; +I've no strength to waste--'tis good of him. Wait! Tell him to be +here--to marry us--" And with this request the priest was forced to be +content. "May the Lord God be merciful to him!" he exclaimed fervently, +as he turned away. + +Once again, about midnight, the wounded man roused up to say: "The +ceremony must be legal--I want no lawsuits after. The girl must be +protected." He was thinking of his brothers, of his own kind, rapacious +and selfish. Every safeguard must be thrown around his sweetheart's +life. + +"We'll attend to that," answered Williams, who seemed able to read his +partner's thoughts. "We'll take every precaution. He wants the judge to +be present as well as the priest," he explained to the doctor, "so that +if the girl would rather she can be married by the Court as well as by +the Church." + +Every man in the secret realized fully that the girl was being endowed +with an immense fortune, and that she would inevitably be the quarry of +every self-seeking relative whose interest would be served by attacking +her rights in the premises. "The lawsuits must be cut out," was +Williams' order to the judge. "Mart's brothers are a wolfish lot. We +don't want any loose ends for them to catch on to." + +From time to time messages flashed between the oncoming train and the +faithful watchers. "It's all up grade, but Johnson is breaking all +records. At this rate she'll reach here by daylight," said Slater. "But +that's a long time for Mart to wait on that rough bed," he added to +Williams, with deep sympathy in his voice. + +"I know that, but to move him would hasten his death. The doctor is +afraid to even turn him. Besides, Mart himself won't have it. 'I'm +better here,' he says. So we've propped him into the easiest position +possible. There's nothing to do but wait for the girl." + + + + +CHAPTER V + +BERTHA'S UPWARD FLIGHT + + +Bertha was eating her supper, after a hard day's work in her little +hotel, when a little yellow envelope was handed to her. The words of the +message were few, but they were meaning-full: "Come at once. Mart hurt, +not expected to live." It was signed by Williams. While still she sat +stunned and hesitant, under the weight of this demand, another and much +more explicit telegram came: "Johnson, superintendent, is ordered to +fetch you with special train. Don't delay. Mart needs you--is calling +for you. Come at once!" + +The phrase "is calling for you" reached her heart--decided her. She +rose, and, with a word of explanation to her housekeeper, put on her +hat, and threw a cloak over her arm. "I've got to go to Cripple. Captain +Haney is sick, and I've got to go to him. I don't know when I'll be +back," she said. "Get along the best you can." Her face was white but +calm, and her manner deliberate. "Send word to mother that Mart is hurt, +and I've gone up to see him. Tell her not to worry." + +To her night clerk, who had come on duty, she quietly remarked: "I +reckon you'll have to look after things to-morrow. I'll try to get back +the day after. If I don't, Lem Markham will take my place." While still +she stood arranging the details of her business a short, dark man +stepped inside the door, and very kindly and gravely explained his +errand. "I'm Johnson, the division superintendent. They've telegraphed +me for a special, and I'm going to take you up myself. Mart is a friend +of mine," he added, with some feeling. + +She thanked him with a look and a quick clasp of his hand, and together +they hurried into the street and down to the station, where a locomotive +coupled to a single coach stood panting like a fierce animal, a cloud of +spark-lit smoke rolling from its low stack. The coach was merely a short +caboose; but the girl stepped into it without a moment's hesitation, and +the engine took the track like a spirited horse. As the fireman got up +speed the car began to rock and roll violently, and Johnson remarked to +the girl: "I guess you'd better take my chair; it's bolted to the floor, +and you can hang on when we go round the curves." + +She obeyed instantly, and with her small hands gripping the arm-rests of +the rude seat cowered in silence, while the clambering monster rushed +and roared over the level lands and labored up the grades, shrieking now +and again, as if in mingled pain and warning. Johnson and the brakeman, +for the most part, kept to the lookout in the turret, and the girl rode +alone--rode far, passing swiftly from girlhood to womanhood, so full of +enforced meditation were the hours of that ride. It seemed that she was +leaving something sweet and care-free behind her, and it was certain +that she was about to face death. She had one perfectly clear +conception, and that was that the man who had been most kind to her, and +to whom she had given her promise of marriage, was dying and needed +her--was calling for her through the night. + +Burdened with responsibility from her childhood, accustomed to make her +own decisions, she had responded to this prayer, knowing dimly that this +journey denoted a new and portentous experience--a fundamental change in +her life. + +She had admired and liked Haney from the first, but her feeling even yet +was very like that of a boy for a man of heroic statue--her regard had +very little of woman's passion in it. She was appalled and benumbed by +the thought that she was soon to look upon him lying prone. That she +might soon be called upon to meet those bold eyes closing in death she +had been warned, and yet she did not shrink from it. The nurse, latent +in every woman, rose in her, and she ached with desire of haste, longing +to lay her hand upon the suffering man in some healing way. His +kindness, his gentleness, during the days of his final courtship had +sunk deep--his generosity had been so full, so free, so unhesitating. + +She thought of her mother, and as a fuller conception of the alarm and +anxiety she would feel came to her, she decided to send her a telegram. +"She will know it was my duty to go," she decided. "As for the +hotel--what does it matter now?" Nothing seemed to matter, indeed, save +the speed of her chariot. + +The night was long, interminably long. Once and again Johnson came down +out of his perch, and spoke a few clumsy words of well-meaning +encouragement, but found her unresponsive. Her brain was too busy with +taking leave of old conceptions and in mastering new duties to be +otherwise than vaguely grateful to her companions. Her mind was clear on +one other point--this journey committed her to Marshall Haney. There +could be no further hesitation. "Some time, soon, if he lives, I must +marry him," she thought, and the conception troubled her with a new +revelation of what that relationship might mean. She felt suddenly very +small, very weak, and very helpless. "He must be good to me," she +murmured. And then, as the words of his prayer to her came back, she +added: "And I'll be good to him." + +Far and farther below her shone the lights in the little hotel, and the +busy and jocund scenes of her girlish life receded swiftly. At this +moment her desk and the little sitting-room where the men lounged seemed +a haven of peace and plenty, and the car, rocking and plunging through +the night, was like a ship rising and falling on wild seas under unknown +stars. + + * * * * * + +The clear light of the mountain dawn was burnishing brass into gold as +the locomotive with its tolling bell slid up the level track at the end +of its run, and came to a stealthy halt beside the small station. + +"Here we are!" called Johnson from his turret, and Bertha rose, stiff +and sore with the long night's ride, her resolution cooled to a kind of +passive endurance. "I'm ready!" she called back. + +Williams met her at the step. "It's all right, sis. Mart's still +here--and waiting for you." + +Instantly, at sight of his ugly, familiar, friendly face, she became +alert, clear-brained. "How is he?" + +"Pretty bad." + +"What's it all about? How did it happen?" + +"I'll clear that up as we go," he replied, and led the way to a +carriage. + +Once inside, she turned her keen gaze upon him. "Now go +ahead--straight." + +He did so in the blunt terms of a man whose life had been always on the +border, and who has no nice shading in act or word. + +"Is he dying?" she asked at the first pause. + +"I'm afraid he is, sister," he replied, gently. "That's what's made the +night seem long to us; but you're here and it's all right now." + +That she was to look on him dying had been persistently in her mind, but +that she was to see him mangled by an assassin added horror to her +dread. In spite of her intrepid manner, she was still girl enough to +shudder at the sight of blood. + +Williams went on. "He's weak, too weak to talk much, and so I'm going to +tell you what he wants. He wants you to marry him before he dies." + +The girl drew away. "Not this minute--to-night?" + +"Yes; he wants to give you legal rights to all he has, and you've got to +do it quick. No tellin' what may happen." His voice choked as he said +this. + +Bertha's blood chilled with dismay. Her throat filled and her bosom +swelled with the effort she made at self-control, and Williams, watching +her with bright eyes of admiration, hurried on to the end. "Everything +is ready. There is a priest, if you want him, and Judge Brady with a +civil ceremony, if that will please you better, or we'll get a +Protestant minister; it's for you to say. Only the knot must be tied +good and tight. I told the boys you'd take a priest for Mart's sake. He +says: 'Make it water-proof.' He means so that no will-breaking brothers +or cousins can stack the cards agin you. And now it's up to you, little +sister. He has only a few hours anyway, and I don't see that you can +refuse, specially as it makes his dying--" He stopped there. + +The street was silent as they drew up to the saloon door, and only +Slater and one or two of his friends were present when Bertha walked +into the bar-room, erect as a boy, her calm, sweet face ashen white in +the electric light. For an instant; she stood there in the middle of the +floor alone, her big dark eyes searching every face. Then Judge Brady, a +kindly, gray-haired man, advanced, and took her hand. "We're very glad +to see you," he gravely said, introducing himself. Williams, who had +entered the inner room, returned instantly to say: "Come, he's waiting." + +Without a word the bride entered the presence of her groom, and the +doctor, bending low to the gambler, said: "Be careful now, Mart. Don't +try to rise. Be perfectly still. Bertie has come." + +Haney turned with a smile--a tender, humorous smile--and whispered: +"Bertie, acushla mavourneen, come to me!" + +Then the watchers withdrew, leaving them alone, and the girl, bending +above him, kissed him. "Oh, Captain, can't I do something? I _must_ do +something." + +"Yes, darlin', ye can. You can marry me this minute, and ye shall. I'm +dyin', girl--so the doctor says. I don't feel it that way; but, anyhow, +we take no chances. All I have is for you, and so--" + +She put her hand ever his lips. "You must be quiet. I understand, and I +will do it--but only to make you well." She turned to the door, and her +voice was clear as she said to those who waited: "I am ready." + +"Will you have Father Kearney?" asked Williams. + +She turned towards Haney. "Just as he says." + +The stricken miner, ghastly with the pain brought on by movement, +responded to the doctor's question, only by a whisper: "The +priest--first." + +The girl heard, and her fine, clear glance rested upon the face of the +priest. Tears were on her cheeks, but a kind of exultation was in her +tone as she said: "I am willing, father." + +With a look which denoted his appreciation of the girl's courage, the +priest stepped forward and led her to her place beside her bridegroom. +She took Haney's big nerveless hand in her firm grasp, and together they +listened to the solemn words which made them husband and wife. It seemed +that the gambler was passing into the shadow during the opening prayer, +but his whispered responses came at the proper pauses, and only when the +final benediction was given, and the priest and the judge fell back +before the rush of the young doctor, did the wounded man's eyes close in +final collapse. He had indeed reached the end of his endurance. + +The young wife spoke then, imperiously, almost fiercely, asking: "Why is +he lying here? This is no place for him." + +The doctor explained. "We were afraid to move him--till you came. In +fact, he wouldn't let me move him. If you say so now, we will take him +up." With these words the watchers shifted their responsibility to her +shoulders, uttering sighs of deep relief. Whatever happened now, Mart's +will had been secured. At her command they lifted the table on which her +husband lay, and the wife walked beside it, unheeding the throngs of +silent men walling her path. Every one made way for her, waited upon +her, eager to serve her, partly because she was Marshall Haney's wife, +but more because of her youth and the brave heart which looked from her +clear and candid eyes. + +She showed no hesitation now, gave out no word of weakness; on the +contrary, she commanded with certainty and precision, calling to her aid +all that the city afforded. Not till she had summoned the best surgeons +and was sure that everything had been done that could be done did she +permit herself to relax--or to think of rest or her mother. + +When she had sunk to sleep upon a couch beside her husband's bed, +Williams, with a note of deep admiration, demanded of the surgeon: +"Ain't she a little Captain? Mart can't die now, can he? He's got too +much to live for." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +THE HANEY PALACE + + +One day early in the following summer a tall, thin man, with one +helpless side, entered the big luminous hall of the Antlers Hotel at the +Springs, upheld by a stalwart attendant, and accompanied by a +sweet-faced, calm-lipped young woman. This was Marshall Haney and his +young wife Bertha, down from the mountain for the first time since his +illness, and those who knew their story and recognized them, stood aside +with a thrill of pity for the man and a look of admiration for the girl, +whose bravery and devotion had done so much to bring her husband back to +life and to a growing measure of his former strength. + +Marshall Haney was, indeed, but a poor hulk of his stalwart self. One +lung had been deeply torn, his left shoulder was almost wholly disabled, +and he walked with a stoop and shuffle; but his physical weakening was +not more marked than his mental mellowing. He was softened--"gentled," +as the horsemen say. His eyes were larger, and his face, once so stern +and masterful, gave out an appealing expression by reason of the deep +horizontal wrinkles which had developed in his brow. He had grown a +mustache, and this being gray gave him an older look--older and more +military. It was plain, also, that he leaned upon his keen-eyed, +impassive little wife, who never for one moment lost her hold upon +herself or her surroundings. Her flashing glances took note of +everything about her, and her lips were close-set and firm. + +Williams, ugly and wordless as ever, followed them with a proud smile +till they entered the handsome suite of rooms which had been reserved +for them. "There's nothing too good for Marshall Haney and his +side-partner," he exulted to the bell-boy. + +Thereupon, Mart, with a look of reverence at his young bride, replied: +"She's airned it--and more!" + +A sigh was in his voice and a singular appeal in his big eyes as he sank +into an easy-chair. "I believe I do feel better down here; my heart +seems to work aisier. I'm going to get well now, darlin'." + +"Of course you are," she answered, in the tone of a daughter; then +added, with a smile: "I like it here. Why not settle?" + +To her Colorado Springs was a dazzling social centre. The beauty of the +homes along its wide streets, the splendor of its private carriages, +affected her almost as deeply as the magnitude and glory of Denver +itself; but she was not of those who display their weaknesses and +diffidence. She ate her first dinner in the lofty Antlers dining-hall +with quiet dignity, and would not have been particularly noticed but for +Haney, who was well-known to the waiters of the hotel. Her association +with him had made her a marked figure in their mountain towns, and she +was accustomed to comment. + +She met the men who addressed her with entire fearlessness and candor +(she was afraid only of women in good clothes), speaking with the easy +slanginess of a herder, using naturally and unconsciously the most +picturesque phrases of the West. Her speech was incisive and +unhesitating, yet not swift. She never chattered, but "you bet" and "all +right" were authorized English so far as she was concerned. "They say +you can't beat this town anywhere for society, and I sure like the looks +of what we've seen. Suppose we hang around this hotel for a while--not +too long, for it's mighty expensive." Here she smiled--a quick, flashing +smile. "You see, I can't get used to spending money--I'm afraid all the +time I'll wake up. It's just like a dream I used to have of finding +chink--I always came to before I had a chance to handle it and see if it +was real." + +Haney answered, indulgently: "'Tis all real, Bertie. I'll show you that +when I'm meself again." + +"Oh, I believe it--at least, part of the time," she retorted. "But I'll +have to flash a roll to do it--checks are no good. I could sign a +million checks and not have 'em seem like real money. I'm from Missouri +when it comes to cash." + +Mrs. Gilman, who had always stood in bewilderment and wonder of her +daughter, was entirely subject now. She and Williams usually moved in +silence, like adoring subjects in the presence of their sovereigns. They +had no doubts whatsoever concerning the power and primacy of gold; and +as for Haney himself, his unquestioning confidence in his little wife's +judgment had come to be like an article of religious faith. + +After breakfast on the second day of her stay Bertha ordered a carriage, +and they drove about the town in the brilliant morning sunshine, looking +for a place to build. She resembled a little home-seeking sparrow. Every +cosey cottage was to her an almost irresistible allurement. "There's a +dandy place, Captain," she called several times. "Wouldn't you like a +house like that?" + +He, with larger notions, shook his head each time. "Too small, Bertie. +We've the right to a fine big place--like that, now." He nodded towards +a stately gray-stone mansion, with the sign "For Sale" planted on its +lawn. + +She was aghast. "Gee! what would we do with a state-house like that?" + +"Live in it, sure." + +"It would need four chamber-maids and two hired men to take care of a +place like that. And think of the money it would spoil to stock it with +furniture!" Nevertheless, she gazed at it longingly. "I'd sure like that +big garden and that porch. You could sit on that porch and see the +mountains, couldn't you? But my ears and whiskers, the expense of +keeping it!" + +They passed on to other and less palatial possibilities, and returned to +the hotel undecided. The two women, bewildered and weary, diverged and +discussed the matter of dress till the mid-day meal. + +"I like being rich," remarked the young wife, as they took their seats +in the lovely dining-room, and looked about at the tables so shining, so +dainty. "It would be fun to run a house like this, don't you think?" She +addressed her mother. + +"Good gracious, no! Think of the bill for help and the worry of looking +after all this silver! No, it's too splendid for us." + +Haney still retained enough of his ancient humor to smile at them. "I'd +rather see you manage that big stone house with the porch which I'm +going to buy." + +"You don't mean it?" said Bertha, while Mrs. Gilman stared at him over +her soup. + +He went on quietly. "Sure! Me mind's made up. You want the garden and I +like the porch; so 'phone the agent after dinner, and we'll go up and +see to it this very afternoon." + +Bertha's bosom heaved with excitement, and her eyes expanded. "I'd like +just once to see the _inside_ of a house like that. It must be half as +big as this hotel--but to own it! You're crazy, Captain." + +The remote possibility of walking through that wonderful mansion took +away the young wife's appetite, and she became silent and reflective in +the face of a delicious fried chicken. The magic of her husband's wealth +began to make itself most potently felt. + +Haney insisted on smoking a cigar in the lobby. Bertha took her mother +away to talk over the tremendous decision which was about to be thrust +upon them. "We want a house," said she, decisively, "but not a palace +like that. What would we do with it? It scares me up a tree to think of +it." + +"I guess he was only joking," Mrs. Gilman agreed. + +"I can see the porch would be fine for him," Bertha went on. "But, +jiminy spelter, we'd all be lost in the place!" + +Haney called Williams to his side, and told him of the house. "It's a +big place, but I want it. Go you and see the agent. My little girl needs +a roof, and why not the best?" + +"Sure!" replied Williams, with conviction. "She's entitled to a castle. +You round up the women, and I'll do the rest." + +The house proved to be even more splendid and spacious than its exterior +indicated, and Bertha walked its wide halls with breathless delight. +After a hurried survey of the interior, they came out upon the broad +veranda, and lingered long in awe and wonder of the outlook. To the west +lay a glorious garden of fruits and flowers; a fountain was playing over +the rich green grass; high above the tops of the pear and peach trees +(which made a little copse) rose the purple peaks of the Rampart range. + +"Oh, isn't it great!" exclaimed Bertha. + +Haney turned to the agent with a tense look on his pale face--a look of +exultant power. + +"Make out your papers," said he, quietly. "We take the place--as it +stands." + +Bertha was overwhelmed by this flourish of the enchanter's wand--but +only for a moment. No sooner was the contract signed than she roused +herself as to a new business venture. "Well, now, the first thing is +furniture. Let's see! There is some carpets and curtains in the place, +isn't there? And a steel range. It's up to me to rustle the balance of +the outfit together right lively." + +And so she set to work quite as she would have done in outfitting a new +hotel--so many beds, so many chairs in a room, so many dressers, and +soon had a long list made out and the order placed. + +She spent every available moment of her time for the next two days +getting the kitchen and dining-room in running order, and when she had +two beds ready insisted on moving in. "We can kind o' camp out in the +place till we get stocked up. I'm crazy to be under our own roof." + +Haney, almost as eager as she, consented, and on the third day they +drove up to the door, dismissed their hired coachman, and stepped inside +the gate--master and mistress of an American chateau. + +Mart turned, and, with misty eyes and a voice choked with happiness, +said: "Well, darlin', we have it now--the palace of the fairy stories." + +"It's great," she repeated, musingly; "but I can't make it seem like a +home--mebbe it'll change when I get it filled with furniture, but the +garden is sure all right." + +They took their first meal on the porch overlooking the mountains, +listening to the breeze in the vines. It was heavenly sweet after the +barren squalor of their Cripple Creek home, and they did little but gaze +and dream. + +"We need a team," Bertha said, at last. + +"Buy one," replied Haney. + +So Bertha bought a carriage and a fine black span. This expenditure +involved a coachman, and to fill that position an old friend of +Williams'--a talkative and officious old miner--was employed. She next +secured a Chinese cook, the best to be had, and a girl to do the +chamber-work. They were all busy as hornets, and Bertha lived in a glow +of excitement every waking hour of the day--though she did not show it. + +Haney's check-book was quite as wonderful in its way as Aladdin's lamp, +and little by little the women permitted themselves to draw upon its +magic. The shining span of blacks, with flowing manes and champing bits, +became a feature of the avenue as the women drove up and down on their +never-ending quest for household luxuries--they had gone beyond mere +necessities. Mart usually went with them, sitting in the carriage while +they "visited" with the grocery clerks and furniture dealers. They were +very popular with these people, as was natural. + +"Little Mrs. Haney" became at once the subject of endless +comment--mostly unfavorable; for Mart's saloon-made reputation was +well-known, and the current notion of a woman who would marry him was +not high. She was reported, in the alien circles of the town, to be a +vulgar little chamber-maid who had taken a gambler for his money at a +time when he was supposed to be on his death-bed, and her elevation to +the management of a palatial residence was pointed out as being +"peculiarly Western-American." + +The men, however, were much more tolerant of judgment than their women. +They had become more or less hardened to seeing crude miners luxuriating +in sudden, accidental wealth; therefore, they nodded good-humoredly at +Haney and tipped their hats to his pretty wife with smiles. As bankers, +tradesmen, and taxpayers generally they could not afford to neglect a +citizen possessed of so much wealth and circumstance. + +Mrs. Gilman presented a letter of introduction to the nearest church of +her own persuasion, and went to service quite as unassumingly as in +Sibley, and was greeted by a few of the ladies there cordially and +without hint of her son-in-law's connections. Two or three, including +the pastor's wife, made special effort to cultivate her acquaintance by +calling immediately, but they were not of those who attracted Bertha; +and though she showed them about the house and answered their questions, +she did not promise to call. "We're too busy," she explained. "I haven't +got more than half the rooms into shape, and, besides, we're to have my +brother's folks down from the Junction--we're on the hustle all day +long." + +This was true. She had been quite besieged by her former neighbors in +Sibley, who found it convenient to "put up with the Haneys" while +visiting the town. They were, in fact, very curious to study her in her +new and splendid setting; and though some of them peeked and peered amid +the beds, and thumped the mattresses in vulgar curiosity, the young +housewife merely laughed. All her life had been spent among folk of this +directly inquisitive sort. She expected them to act as they did, and, +being a hearty and generous soul, as well as a very democratic one, she +sent them away happy. + +Indeed, she won praise from all who came to know her. But that small +part of the Springs--alien and exclusive--which considered itself higher +if not better than the rest of the Western world, looked askance at "the +gambler's wife and her freak friends," and Mrs. Crego, who was inclined +to be very censorious, alluded to the Haneys as "beggars on horseback" +as she met them on the boulevard. + +Of all this critical comment Bertha remained, happily, unconscious, and +it is probable that she would soon have won her way to a decent circle +of friends had not Charles Haney descended upon them like a plague. Mart +had been receiving letters from this brother, but had said nothing to +Bertha of his demands. "Charles despised me when he met me in Denver," +he explained to Williams. "I was busted at the time, ye mind." He +winked. "And now when he reads in the papers that Mart Haney is rich, he +comes down on me like a hawk on a June bug. 'Tis no matter. He may +come--I'll not cast him out. But he does not play with me +double-eagles--not he!" + +Charles Haney was not fitted to raise his brother's wife in the social +scale, for he belonged to that marked, insistent variety of actor to be +distinguished on trains and in the lobbies of hotels--a fat, sleek, +loud-voiced comedian, who enacted scenes from his unwritten plays while +ladling his soup, and who staggered and fell across chairs in +illustration of highly emotional lines and, what was worse, he was of +those who regard every unescorted woman as fair game. Bold of glance and +brassy of smile, he began to make eyes at his sister-in-law from their +first meeting. + +She amazed him. He had expected a woman of his own class--an +adventuress, painted, designing; and to find this sweet little +girl--"why, she's too good for Mart," he concluded, and shifted his +hollow pretensions of sympathy from his brother to his sister-in-law. +Before the first evening of his visit closed he sought opportunity to +tell her, in hypocritic sadness, that Mart was a doomed man, and that +she would soon be free of him. Bertha was disturbed by his gaze and +repelled by his touch, but tried to like him on Mart's account. His +mouthing disgusted her, and the good-will with which Haney greeted his +brother turned into bitterness as the boaster and low wit began to +display himself. + +"We all grew up in the street or in the saloon," Haney sadly remarked, +"and you finished your education in the variety theatre, I'm thinking." + +The actor took this as a joke, and with a grin retorted: "That's better +than running a faro-layout." + +"I dunno; a good quiet game has its power to educate a man," replied the +gambler. + +That night, as she was preparing the Captain for bed, he remarked, with +a sigh: "Life is a quare game! I mind Charley well as a cute little +yellow-haired divil, always laughing, always in mischief, and me chasin' +after him--a big slob of a boy. I used to carry him up an' down the +tenement stairs. I learned him to skate--and now here he is drinkin' +himself puffy, whilst I am an old broken-down hack at forty-five." He +looked up at her with a sheen of tears in his eyes. "Darlin', 'tis a +shame to be leanin' on you." + +She put her arm around his big grizzled head and drew it to her. + +"You can lean hard, Mart. I'm standin' by." + +"No, I'll not lean too hard," he answered. "I don't want your fine, +straight back to stoop. I make no demands. I'll not spoil your young +life. I'm not worth it. You're free to go when you can't stand me any +longer." + +"Now, now, no more of that!" she warned. "When I have cause to knock, +you won't need no ear-trumpet. Put up your hoof." He obeyed, and, +stooping swiftly, she began to unlace the shoe which he could no longer +reach. Her manner was that of a daughter who tyrannizes over an +indulgent father. Her admiration and gratitude, so boyish once, were now +replaced by an affection in which the element of sex had small place, +and his love for her sprang also from a source far removed from the +fierce instinct which first led him to seek her subduing. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +BERTHA REPULSES AN ENEMY + + +Charles Haney had no scruples. From the moment of his first meeting with +his brother's young wife he determined to make himself "solid" with her. +Convinced that Mart was not long for this world, he set to work to win +Bertha's favor, for this was the only way to harvest the golden fortune +she controlled. + +"Mart is just fool enough and contrary enough to leave every cent of his +money to her." Here he placed one finger against his brow. "Carlos, here +is where you get busy. It's us to the haberdasher. We shine." + +Notwithstanding all his boasting, he was not only an actor out of an +engagement, but flat broke, badly dressed, and in sorry disrepute with +managers. "I've been playing in a stock company in San Francisco," he +had explained, "and I'm now on my way to New York to produce a play of +my own. Hence these tears. I need an 'angel.'" + +He distinctly said "the first of the month" in this announcement, but as +the days went by he only settled deeper into the snug corners of the +Haney home, making no further mention of his triumphal eastward +progress. On the contrary, he had the air of a regular boarder, and +turned up promptly for meals, rotund and glowing in the opulence of his +brother's hospitality. + +On the strength of his name he found favor with the tailors, and +bourgeoned forth a few days later in the best cloth the shops afforded, +and strutted and plumed himself like a turkey-cock before Bertha, +keeping up meanwhile a pretension of sympathy and good-fellowship with +Mart. + +In this he miscalculated; for Bertha, youthful as she seemed, was +accustomed, as she would say, to "standing off mashers," and her +impassive face and keen, steady eyes fairly disconcerted the libertine. +"For Mart's sake, we'll put up with him," she said to her mother. "He's +a loafer; but I can see the Captain kind o' likes to have him +around--for old times' sake, I reckon." + +This was true. When alone with his brother, Charles dropped his +egotistic brag and dramatic bluster, and touched craftily upon the +dare-devil, boyish life they had led together. He was shrewd enough to +see and understand that this was his most ingratiating rĆ“le, and he +played it "to the limit," as Bertha would have said. + +And yet no one in the house realized how his presence reacted against +Bertha. + +"What are we to think of a girl so obtuse that she permits a man like +this fat, disgusting actor to dangle about her?" asked Mrs. Crego of her +husband, who was Haney's legal adviser. + +"He's her husband's brother, you know," argued Crego. + +"All the same, I can't understand her. She looks nice and sweet, and you +say she is so; and yet here she is married to a notorious gambler, and +associating with mountebanks and all sorts of malodorous people. Why, +I've seen her riding down the street with the upholsterer, and Mrs. +Congdon told me that she saw her stop her carriage in front of a cigar +store and talk with a barber in a white jacket for at least ten +minutes." + +Crego laughed. "What infamy! However, I can't believe even the +upholsterer will finally corrupt her. The fact is, my dear, we're all +getting to be what some of my clients call 'too a-ristocratic.' Bertha +Haney is sprung from good average American stock, and has associated +with the kind of people you abhor all her life. She hasn't begun to draw +any of your artificial distinctions. I hope she never will. Her barber +friend is on the same level with the clerks and grocery-men of the town. +They're all human, you know. She's the true democrat. I confess I like +the girl. Her ability is astonishing. Williams and Haney both take her +opinion quite as weightily as my own." + +Mrs. Crego was impressed. "Well, I'll call on her if you really think I +_ought_ to do so." + +"I don't. I withdraw my suggestion. I deprecate your calling--in that +spirit. I doubt if she expects you to call. I hardly think she has +awakened to any slights put upon her by your set. Indeed, she seems +quite happy in the society of Thomas, Richard, and Harry." + +"Don't be brutal, Allen." + +"I'm not. The girl is now serene--that's the main thing; and you might +raise up doubts and discontents in her mind." + +"I certainly shall not go near her so long as that odious actor is +hanging about. His smirk at me the other day made me ill." + +This conversation was typical of many others in homes of equal culture, +for Bertha's position as well as her face and manner piqued curiosity. +After all, the town was a small place--just large enough to give gossip +room to play in--and the sheen of Mrs. Haney's wealth made her +conspicuous from afar, while her youth and boyish beauty had been the +subject of admiring club talk from the very first. Haney was only an old +and wounded animal, whose mate was free to choose anew. + +"It makes me ache to see the girl go wrong," said Mrs. Frank Congdon, +wife of a resident portrait-painter, also in delicate health (she was +speaking to Mrs. Crego). "Think of that great house--Frank says she runs +it admirably--filled with tinkers and tailors and candlestick-makers, +not to mention touts and gamblers--when she might be entertaining--well, +us, for example!" She laughed at the unbending face of her friend; then +went on: "Dr. Cronk says the mother is a sweet old lady and of good New +England family--a constitutional Methodist, he calls her. I wish she +kept better company." + +"But what can you expect of a girl brought up in a pigsty. Her mother +was mistress of a little miners' hotel in Junction City, Allen says, and +the girl boasts of it." + +Mrs. Congdon smiled. "I'm dying to talk with her. She's far and away the +most interesting of our newly rich, and I like her face. Frank has +called, you know?" + +"Has he?" + +"On business, of course. She has decided to have him paint her husband's +picture. She's taken her first step upward, you see." + +"I should think she'd be content to have her saloon-keeper husband's +face fade out of her memory." + +"Frank is enthusiastic. I'm not a bit sure that he didn't suggest the +portrait. He is shameless when he takes a fancy to a face. He's wild to +paint them both and call it 'The Lion Tamer and the Lion.' He considers +Haney a great character. It seems he saw him in Cripple Creek once, and +was vastly taken by his pose. His being old and sad now--his face is one +of the saddest I ever saw--makes it all the more interesting to Frank. +So I'm going to call--in fact, we're going to lunch there soon." + +"Oh, well, yes. You artists can do anything, and it's all right. You +must come over immediately afterwards and tell me all about it, won't +you?" + +At this Mrs. Congdon laughed, but, being of generous mind, consented. + +Crego was right. Bertha had not yet begun to take on trouble about her +social position. She had carried to her big house in the Springs all the +ideas and usages of Sibley Junction--that was all. She acknowledged her +obligations as a householder, carrying forward the New England +democratic traditions. To be next door made any one a neighbor, with the +right to run in to inspect your house and furniture and to give advice. +The fact that near-at-hand residents did not avail themselves of this +privilege troubled her very little at first, so busy was she with her +own affairs; but it was inevitable that the talk of her mother's church +associates should sooner or later open her eyes to the truth that the +distinctions which she had read about as existing in New York and +Chicago were present in her own little city. "Mrs. Crego and her set are +too stuck up to associate with common folks," was the form in which the +revelation came to her. + +From one loose-tongued sister she learned, also, that she and the +Captain were subjects of earnest prayer in the sewing-circle, and that +her husband's Catholicism was a source of deep anxiety, not to say +proselyting hostility, on the part of the pastor and his wife, while +from another of these officious souls she learned that the Springs, +beautiful as it was, so sunlit, so pure of air, was a centre of marital +infelicity, wherein the devil reigned supreme. + +Her mother's pastor called, and was very outspoken as to Mart and +Charles--both of whom needed the Lord's grace badly. He expressed great +concern for Bertha's spiritual welfare, and openly prayed for her +husband, whose nominal submission to the Catholic Church seemed not +merely blindness to his own sin, but a danger to the young wife. + +Haney, however, though wounded and suffering, was still a lion in +resolution, and his glance checked the exhortation which the minister +one day nerved himself to utter. "I do not interfere with any man's +faith," said he, "and I do not intend to be put to school by you nor any +other livin'. I was raised a Catholic, and for the sake of me mother I +call meself wan to this day, and as I am so I shall die." And the +finality of his voice won him freedom from further molestation. + +Bertha's concern for her creed was hardly more poignant than Haney's, +and they never argued; but she did begin to give puzzled thought to the +social complications which opened out day by day before her. Charles, +embittered by his failures, enlightened her still more profoundly. He +had a certain shrewdness of comment at times which bit. "Wouldn't it jar +you," said he one day, "to see this little town sporting a 'Smart Set' +and quoting _Town Topics_ like a Bible? Why, some of these dinky little +two-spot four-flushers draw the line on me because I'm an actor! What +d'ye think o' that? I don't mind your Methodist sistern walking wide of +me, but it's another punch when these dubs who are smoking my cigars at +the club fail to invite me to their houses." + +Bertha looked at him reflectively throughout this speech, putting a +different interpretation on the neglect he complained of. She had gone +beyond disliking him, she despised him (for he was growing bolder each +day in his addresses), and took every precaution that he should not be +alone with her; and she rose one morning with the determination to tell +Mart that she would not endure his brother's presence another day. But +his pleasure in Charles' company was too genuine to be disturbed, and so +she endured. + +The actor's talk was largely concerned with the scandal-mongery of the +town, and very soon the young wife knew that Mrs. May, whose husband was +"in the last stages," was in love with young Mr. June, and that Mr. +Frost, whose wife was "weakly," was going about shamelessly with Miss +Bloom, and all this comment came to her ears freighted with its worst +significance. Vile suggestion dripped from Charles Haney's reckless +tongue. + +This was deep-laid policy with him. His purpose was to undermine her +loyalty as a wife. His approaches had no charm, no finesse. Presuming on +his relationship, he caught at her hand as she passed, or took a seat +beside her if he found her alone on a sofa. At such moments she was +furious with him, and once she struck his hand away with such violence +that she suffered acute pain for several hours afterwards. + +His attentions--which were almost assaults--came at last to destroy a +large part of her joy in her new home. Her drives, when he sat beside +her, were a torture, and yet she could not bring herself to accuse him +before the crippled man, who really suffered from loneliness whenever +she was out of the house or busy in her household work. He had never +been given to reading, and was therefore pathetically dependent upon +conversation for news and amusement. He was much at home, too, for his +maiming was still so fresh upon him that he shrank from exhibiting +himself on the street or at the clubs (there are no saloons in the +Springs). Crego, whom he liked exceedingly, was very busy, and Williams +was away at the mines for the most part, and so, in spite of Bertha's +care, he often sat alone on the porch, a pitiful shadow of the man who +paid court to the clerk of the Golden Eagle. + +Sometimes he followed the women around the house like a dog, watching +them at their dusting and polishing. "You'll strain yourself, Captain," +Bertha warningly cried out whenever he laid hold of a chair or brush. +And so each time he went back to his library to smoke, and wait until +his wife's duties were ended. At such hours his brother was a comfort. +He was not a fastidious man, even with the refinement which had come +from his sickness and his marriage, and the actor (so long as he cast no +imputations on any friend) could talk as freely as he pleased. + +Slowly, day by day, Charles regained Mart's interest and a measure of +his confidence. Having learned what to avoid and what to emphasize, he +now deplored the drink habits of his brothers, and gently suggested that +the old father needed help. They played cards occasionally during such +times as household cares drew Bertha away, and held much discussion of +mines and mining--though here Mart was singularly reticent, and afforded +little information about his own affairs. His trust in Charles did not +go so far as that. With Crego, however, he freely discussed his +condition, for the lawyer had written his new will, and was in +possession of it. + +"I'm like a battered old tin can," he said once. "Did ye ever try to put +a tin can back into shape? Ye cannot. If ye push it back here, it bulges +there. The doctors are tryin' hard to take the kinks out o' me, but 'tis +impossible--I see that--but I may live on for a long time. Already me +mind misgives me about Bertie--she's too young to be tied up to a +shoulder-shotten old plug like mesilf." + +To this Crego soothingly responded. "I don't think you need to worry. +She's as happy as a blackbird in spring." + +Once he said to Bertha: "I niver intended to limp around like this. I +niver thought to be the skate I am this day," and his despondency +darkened his face as he spoke. "I could not blame you if you threw me +out. I'm only a big nuisance." + +"You will be if you talk like that," she briskly answered, and that is +all she seemed to make of his protest. She had indeed been reared in an +atmosphere of loyalty to marriage as well as of chastity, and she never +for a moment considered her vows weakened by her husband's broken frame. + +This fidelity Charles discovered to his own confusion one night as he +came home inflamed by liquor and reckless of hand, to find her sitting +alone in the library writing a letter. It was not late, but Mart, +feeling tired, had gone to bed, and Mrs. Gilman was in Sibley. + +Bertha looked up as he entered, and without observing that he was drunk, +went on with her writing, which was ever a painful ceremony with her. +Dropping his coat where he stood, and with his hat awry on the red globe +of his head, the dastard staggered towards her, his eyes lit with a +glare of reckless desire. + +"Say," he began, "this is luck. I want 'o talk with you, Bertie. I want +'o find out why you run away from me? What's the matter with me, +anyhow?" + +She realized now the foul, satyr-like mood of the man, and sprang up +tense and strong, silently confronting him. + +He mumbled with a grin: "You're a peach! What's the matter? Why don't +you like me? Ain't I all right? I'm a gentleman." + +His words were babble, but the look in his eyes, the loose slaver of his +lips, both scared and angered her, and as he pushed against her, +clumsily trying to hook his arm about her waist, she struck him sharply +with the full weight of her arm and shoulder, and he tottered and fell +sprawling. With a curse in his teeth he caught at a chair, recovered his +balance, and faced her with a look of fury that would have appalled one +less experienced than she. + +"You little fool," he snarled, "don't you do that again!" + +"_Stop!_" She did not lift her voice, but the word arrested him. "Do you +want to die?" The word _die_ pierced the mist of his madness. "What do +you think Mart will say to this?" + +He shivered and grew pale under the force of his brother's name uttered +in that tone. He began to melt, subsiding into a jelly-mass of fear. + +"Don't tell Mart, for Christ's sake! I didn't mean nothing. Don't do it, +I beg--I beg!" + +She looked at him and seemed to grow in years as she searched his +wretched body for its soul. "If you don't pull out of this house +to-morrow I'll let him know just the kind of dead-head boarder you are. +You haven't fooled me any--not for a minute. I've put up with you for +his sake, but to-night settles it. You go! I've stood a lot from you, +but your meal-ticket is no good after to-morrow morning--you _sabe_? +It's you to the outside to-morrow. Now get out, or I call Mart." + +He turned and shuffled from the room, leaving his battered hat at her +feet. + +She waited till she heard him close his door; then, with a look of +disgust on her face, picked up his hat and coat, and hung them on the +rack in the hall. "I'm sorry for Mart," she said to herself. "He _was_ +company for him, but I can't stand the loafer a day longer. I hope I +never see him again." + + * * * * * + +He did not get down to breakfast, and for this she was glad; but he +sought opportunity a little later to plead for clemency. "Give me +another chance. I was drunk. I didn't mean it." + +She remained inexorable. "Not for a second," she succinctly replied. "I +don't care how you fix it with Mart. Smooth it up as best you can, but +fly this coop." And her face expressed such contempt that he crept away, +flabby and faltering, to his brother. + +"I've been telegraphed for, and must go," he said. "And, by the way, I +need a little ready mon to carry me to the little old town. As soon as I +get to work I'll send you a check." + +Mart handed him the money in silence, and waited till he had folded and +put away the bills. Then he said: "Charles, you was always the smart one +of the family, and ye'd be all right now if ye'd pass the booze and get +down to hard work. It's _time_ ye were off, for ye've done nothin' but +loaf and drink here. I've enjoyed your talk--part of the time; but I can +see ye'd grow onto me here like a wart, and that's bad for you and bad +for me, and so I'm glad ye're going." + +"Can't you--" He was going to ask for a position--something easy with +big pay--when he saw that such a request would make his telegram a lie. + +As he hesitated Mart continued: "No, I'll back no play for ye. I'm a +gambler, but I take no chances of that kind. If you see the old father, +write and tell me how he is." + +Charles, though filled with rising fury, was sober enough to know in +what danger he stood, and forcing a smile to his face, shook hands and +went out to his carriage--alone. + +As Mart met Bertha a few minutes later he remarked, with calm +directness: "There goes a cheap rounder and a sponge. I've been a +gambler and a saloon-keeper, but I never got the notion that I could +live without doin' something. Charles was a smart lad, but the divil has +him by the neck, and to give money is to give him drink." + +Bertha remained silent, her own indictment was so much more severe. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +BERTHA RECEIVES AN INVITATION + + +Colorado Springs lies in a shallow valley, under a genial sun, at almost +the exact level of the summit of Mt. Washington. From the railway train, +as it crawls over the hills to the east, it looks like a toy village, +but is, in fact, a busy little city. To ride along its wide and leafy +streets in summer, to breathe its crystalline airs in winter, is to lose +belief in the necessity of disease. The grave seems afar off. + +And yet it was built, and is now supported, by those who, fearing death, +fled the lower, miasmatic levels of the world, and who, having abandoned +all hope (or desire) of return, are loyally developing and adorning +their adopted home. These fugitives are for the most part contented +exiles--men as well as women--who have come to enjoy their enforced stay +here beside the peaks; and their devotion to the town and its +surroundings is unmistakably sincere, for they believe that the climate +and the water have prolonged their lives. + +Not all even of these seekers for health are ill, or even weakly, at +present; on the contrary, many of them are stalwart hands at golf, and +others are seasoned horsemen. In addition to those who are resident in +their own behalf are many husbands attendant upon ailing wives, and +blooming wives called to the care of weazened and querulous husbands, +and parents who came bringing a son or daughter on whom the pale shadow +of the White Death had fallen. But, after all, these Easterners color +but they do not dominate the life of the town, which is a market-place +for a wide region, and a place of comfort for well-to-do miners. It is, +also, a Western town, with all a Western town's customary activities, +and the traveller would hardly know it for a health resort, so cheerful +and lively is the aspect of its streets, where everything denotes +comfort and content. + +In addition to the elements denoted above, it is also taken to be a +desirable social centre and a charming place of residence for men like +Marshall Haney, who, having made their pile in the mountain camps, have +a reasonable desire to put their gold in evidence--"to get some good of +their dust," as Williams might say. Here and there along the principal +avenues are luxurious homes--absurdly pretentious in some +instances--which are pointed out to visitors as the residences of the +big miners. They are especially given to good horses also, and ride or +drive industriously, mixing very little with the more cultured and +sophisticated of their neighbors, for whom they furnish a never-ending +comedy of manners. "A beautiful mixture for a novelist," Congdon often +said. + +Yes, the town has its restricted "Smart Set," in imitation of New York +city, and its literary and artistic groups (small, of course), and its +staid circle of wealth and privilege, and within defined limits and at +certain formal civic functions these various elements meet and interfuse +genially if not sincerely. However, the bitter fact remains that the +microcosm is already divided into classes and masses in a way which +would be humorous if it were not so deeply significant of a deplorable +change in American life. Squire Crego, in discussing this very matter +with Frank Congdon, the portrait-painter, put it thus: "This division of +interest is inevitable. What can you do? The wife of the man who cobbles +my shoes or the daughter of the grocer who supplies my sugar is, in the +eyes of God, undoubtedly of the same value as my own wife, but they +don't _interest_ me. As a social democrat, I may wish sincerely to do +them good, but, confound it, to wish to do them good is an impertinence. +And when I've tried to bring these elements together in my house I have +always failed. Mrs. Crego, while being most gracious and cordial, has, +nevertheless, managed to make the upholsterer chilly, and to freeze the +grocer's wife entirely out of the picture." + +"There's one comfort: it isn't a matter of money. If it were, where +would the Congdons be?" + +"No, it isn't really a matter of money, and in a certain sense it isn't +a matter of brains. It's a question of--" + +"_Savoir faire._" + +"Precisely. You haven't a cent, so you say frequently--" Congdon stopped +him, gravely. + +"I owe you fifty--I was just going down into my jeans to pay it, when I +suddenly recalled--" + +"Don't interrupt the court. You haven't a cent, we'll say, but you go +everywhere and are welcome. Why?" + +"That's just it. Why? If you really want to know, I'll tell you. It's +all on account of Lee. Lee is a mighty smart girl. She has a cinch on +the gray matter of this family." + +"You do yourself an injustice." + +"Thank you." + +Crego pursued his argument. "There isn't any place that a man of your +type can't go if you want to, because you take something with you. You +mix. And Haney, for example--to return to the concrete again--Haney +would make a most interesting guest at one's dinner-table, but the wife, +clever as she is, is impossible--or, at least, Mrs. Crego thinks she +is." + +Congdon fixed a finger pistol-wise and impressively said: "That little +Mrs. Haney is a wonder. Don't make any mistake about her. She'll climb." + +"I'm not making the mistake, it's Mrs. Crego. I've asked her to call on +the girl, but she evades the issue by asking: 'What's the use? Her +interests are not ours, and I don't intend to cultivate her as a freak.' +So there we stand." + +Congdon looked thoughtful. "She may be right, but I don't think so. The +girl interests me, because I think I see in her great possibilities." + +"Her abilities certainly are remarkable. She needs but one statement of +a point in law. She seems never to forget a word I say. Sometimes this +realization is embarrassing. When she fixes those big wistful eyes on me +I feel bound to give her my choicest diction and my soundest judgments. +Haney, too, for all his wild career, attaches my sympathy. You're +painting his portrait--why don't you and Lee give them a dinner?" + +"Good thought! I told Lee this morning that it was a shame to draw the +line on that little girl just because that rotten, bad brother-in-law of +hers was base enough to slur her at the club. But, as you say, women +can't be driv. However, I think Lee can manage a dinner if anybody can. +As you say, we're only artists, and artists can do anything--except +borrow money. However, if you want to know, Lee says that this barber +lover of Mrs. Haney's has done more to queer her with our set than +anything else. They think her tastes are low." + +"That incident is easily explained. Winchell knew her in Sibley, and +though he has undoubtedly followed her over here for love of her, he +seems a decent fellow, and I don't believe intends any harm. I will +admit her stopping outside his door to talk with him was unconventional, +but I can't believe that she was aware of any impropriety in the act. +Nevertheless, that did settle the matter with Helen. 'You can dine with +them any day if you wish,' she says, 'but--' And there the argument +rests." + +"Of course, you and I can put the matter on a basis of trade courtesy," +said Congdon; "but I confess they interest me enormously, and I would +like to do them some little favor for their own sakes. Poor Haney will +never be more of a man than he is to-day, and that little girl is going +to earn all the money she gets before she is done with him." + +And so they parted, and Congdon went home to renew the discussion with +his wife. "You must call. It's only the decent thing to do, now that the +portrait is nearly done," he said. + +"I don't mind the calling, Frank," she briskly replied, "and I don't +much mind giving a little dinner, but I don't want to get the girl on my +mind. She has so much to learn, and I haven't the time nor energy to +teach her." + +Congdon waved his finger. "Don't you grow pale over that," said he. +"That girl's no fool--she's capable of development. She will amaze you +yet." + +"Well, consider it settled. I'll call this afternoon and ask her to +dinner; but don't expect me to advise her and follow her up. Now, who'll +we ask to meet her--the Cregos?" + +"Yes, I'd thought of them." + +"Oh, I know all about it. You needn't stammer. You and Allen are getting +a good deal out of the Haneys, and want to be decent in return. Well, I +think well of you for it, and I'll do my mite. I'll have young Fordyce +in, and Alice; being Quakers and 'plain people,' they won't mind. Ben is +crazy to see the rough side of Western life, anyway. Now run away, +little boy, and leave the whole business to me." + +As Crego had said, the Congdons were privileged characters in the +Springs. They were at once haughty with the pride of esthetic +cleverness, and humble with the sense of their unworthiness in the wide +old-world of art. Lee was contemptuous of wealth when they had a pot of +beans in the house, and Frank was imperiously truculent when borrowing +ten dollars from a friend or demanding an advance of cash from a +prospective patron. They both came of long lines of native American +ancestry, and not only felt themselves as good as anybody, but a little +better than most. They gave wit for champagne, art instruction for +automobile rides, and never-failing good humor for house-room and the +blazing fires of roomy hearths. + +Mrs. Congdon, of direct Virginian ancestry, was named Lee by a +state's-rights mother, who sent her abroad to "study art." She ended by +pretending to be a sculptor--and she still did occasionally model a +figurine of her friends or her friends' babies; mainly, she was the +aider and abettor of her husband, a really clever portrait-painter, +whose ill health had driven him from New York to Colorado, and who was +making a precarious living in the Springs--precarious for the reason +that on bright days he would rather play golf than handle a brush, and +on dark days he _couldn't_ see to paint (so he said). In truth, he was +not well, and his slender store of strength did not permit him to do as +he would. To cover the real seriousness of his case he loudly admitted +his laziness and incompetency. + +Lee was a devoted wife, and when she realized that his interest in the +Haneys was deep and genuine her slight opposition gave way. It meant a +couple of thousand dollars to Frank, but money was the least of their +troubles--credit seemed to come along when they needed it most, and each +of them had become "trustful to the point of idiocy," Mrs. Crego was +accustomed to say. Mrs. Crego really took charge of their affairs, and +when they needed food helped them to it. + +Starting for the Haneys on the street-car that very afternoon, Lee +reached the gate just as Bertie was helping Mart into his carriage. +There was something so genuine and so touching in this picture of the +slender young wife supporting her big and crippled husband that Mrs. +Congdon's nerves thrilled and her face softened. Plainly this +consideration on the part of Mrs. Haney was habitual and ungrudging. + +Bertie, as she faced her caller, saw only a pale little woman with +flashing eyes and smiling mouth, whose dress was as neat as a man's and +almost as plain (Lee prided herself on not being "artistic" in dress), +and so waited for further information. + +"How do you do, Mrs. Haney?" Lee began. "I'm Mrs. Congdon." + +Bertha threw the rug over Mart's knees before turning to offer her hand. +"I'm glad to meet you," she responded, with gravity. "I've seen you on +the street." + +Lee couldn't quite make out whether this remark was intended for +reproach or not, but she went on, quickly: "I was just about to call. +Indeed, I came to ask you and Mr. Haney to dine with us on Thursday." +She nodded and smiled at Mart, who sat with impassive countenance +listening with attention--his piercing eyes making her rather +uncomfortable. "We dine at seven. I hope you can come." + +Bertha looked up at her husband. "What do you say, Captain?" + +"I don't see any objection," he answered, without warmth. + +Bertha turned, with still passive countenance. "All right," she said, +"we'll be there. Won't you jump in and take a ride with us?" + +Lee, burning with mingled flames of resentment and humor, replied: +"Thank you, I have another call to make--Thursday, then, at seven +o'clock." + +"We'll connect. Much obliged," replied Bertha, and sprang into the +carriage. "Go ahead, Dan. Good-day, Mrs. Congdon." + +Lee stood for an instant in amazement at this easy, not to say +indifferent, acceptance of her tremendous offering. "Well, if that isn't +cool!" she gasped, and walked on thoughtfully. + +Humor dominated her at last, and when she entered Mrs. Crego's house she +was flushed with laughter, and recounted the words of the interview with +so many subtle interpretations of her own that Mrs. Crego was delighted. + +Mrs. Congdon did not spare herself. "Helen, she made me feel like a +bill-collector! 'All right,' said she, 'I'll be there,' and left me +standing in the middle of the street. You've got to come now, Helen, to +preserve my dignity." + +"I'm wild to come, really. I want to see what she'll do to us +'professional people.' Maybe she will patronize us too." + +When Lee told Frank about it at night he failed to laugh as heartily as +she had expected. "That's all very funny, the way you tell it, but as a +matter of fact the girl did all she knew. She accepted your invitation +and civilly asked you to take a ride. What more could mortal woman +proffer?" + +"She might have invited me into the house." + +"Not at the moment. It was Mart's hour for a drive, and you were +interfering with one of her duties. I think she treated you very well." + +"Anyhow, she's coming, and so is Helen. It tickled Helen nearly into +fits, of course, and she's coming--just to see me 'put to it to manage +these wet valley bronchos.'" + +"The girl may look like a bronk, but she's got good blood in her. She'll +hold her own anywhere," replied Congdon, with conviction. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +BERTHA MEETS BEN FORDYCE + + +For all her impassivity, Bertha was really elated by this invitation, +for she liked Congdon, and had a very high opinion of his powers. She +experienced no special dread of the dinner, for it appeared to her at +the moment to be a simple sitting down to eat with some friendly people. +She was not in awe of Mrs. Congdon, however much she might admire her +husband's skill, and she knew their home. It was a small house on a side +street, and did not compare for a moment with her own establishment, in +which she had begun to take a settled pride. + +As they rode away she was mentally casting up in her mind a choice of +clothes, when Haney remarked: "Bertie, I don't believe I'll go to that +dinner." + +"Why not?" + +"Well, I'm not as handy with a cold deck as I used to be, and I don't +think I ought to put me lame foot into another man's lap." + +"You're all right, Captain, and, besides, I'll be close by to help out +in case you run up against a hard knock in the steak. Course you'll +go--I want you to get out and see the people. Why, you haven't taken a +meal out of the house since we moved, except that one at the Casino. You +need more doin'." + +Haney was in a dejected mood. "So do you. I'm a heavy handicap to you, +Bertie, sure I am. As I see ye settin' there bloomin' as a rose and feel +me own age a-creepin' on me, I know I should be takin' me _congĆ©_ out of +self-respect--just to give you open road." + +"Stop that!" she warningly cried. "Hello, there's Ed! He seems in a +rush. Wonder what's eating him?" + +Winchell, dressed in a new suit of clothes, darted from the sidewalk to +the carriage, his face shining. "Say, folks, I'm called East. Old man +died yesterday, and I've got to go home." He was breathing hard with +excitement. + +"Get in and tell us about it," commanded Bertha. + +He climbed up beside the driver, and turned on his seat to continue. +"Yes, I've got to go; and, say, the old man was well off. I don't do no +more barberin', I tell you that. I'm goin' to study law. I'm comin' back +here just as soon as things are settled up. I've been talking with a +fellow here--Lawyer Hansall; he says he'll take me in and give me a +chance. No more barberin' for me, you hear me!" + +"'Tis a poor business, but a necessary," remarked Haney. + +Bertha was sympathetic. "I'm glad you're goin' to get a raise. Of +course, I'm sorry about your father." + +"I understand--so am I. But he's gone, and it's up to me to think of +myself. I know you always despised my trade." + +"No, I didn't. Men have to be shaved and clipped. It's like +dish-washin', somebody has to do it. We can't all sit in the parlor." + +Winchell acknowledged the force of this. "Well, I always felt sneakin' +about it, I'll admit, but that was because I was raised a farmer, and +barbers were always cheap skates with us. We didn't use 'em much, in +fact. Well, it's all up now, and when I come back I want you to forget I +ever cut hair. A third of the old farm is mine, and that will pay my +board while I study." + +Neither Haney nor his young wife was surprised by this movement on his +part any more than he was surprised at their rise to wealth and luxury; +both were in accordance with the American tradition. But as they rode +down the street certain scornful Easterners (schooled in European +conventions) smiled to see the wife of an Irish millionaire gambler in +earnest conversation with a barber. + +Mrs. Crego, driving down-town with Mrs. Congdon, stared in astonishment, +then turned to Lee. "And you ask me to meet such a woman at dinner!" she +exclaimed, and her tone expressed a kind of bewilderment. + +Lee laughed. "You can't fail me now. Don't be hasty. Trust in Frank." + +"I'd hate to have my dinner partners selected by Frank Congdon. I draw +the line at barbers." + +"You're a snob, Helen. If you were really as narrow as you sound I'd cut +you dead! Furthermore, the barber isn't invited." + +"I can't understand such people." + +"I can. She don't know any better. You impute a low motive where there +is nothing worse than ignorance. As Frank says, the girl is a perfectly +natural outgrowth of a little town. I hope our dinner won't spoil her." + +Mrs. Congdon had put the dinner-hour early, and when the Haneys drove up +in their glittering new carriage, drawn by two splendid black horses, +she too had a moment of bewilderment, but her sense of humor prevailed. +"Frank," she said, "you can't patronize a turnout like that--not in my +presence." + +"To-night art's name is mud," he replied, with conviction, and hastened +down the steps to help Haney up. + +The gambler waved his proffered arm aside. "I'm not so bad as all that," +said he. "I let me little Corporal help me--sometimes for love of it, +not because I nade it." + +He was still gaunt and pale, but his eyes were of unconquerable fire, +and the lift of his head from the shoulders was still leopard-like. He +was dressed in a black frock-coat, with a cream-colored vest and gray +trousers, and looked very well indeed--quite irreproachable. + +Bertha was clad in black also--a close-fitting, high-necked gown which +made her fair skin shine like fire-flushed ivory, and her big serious +eyes and vivid lips completed the charm of her singular beauty. Her +bosom had lost some of its girlish flatness, but the lines of her hips +and thighs still resembled those of a boy, and the pose of her head was +like that of an athlete. + +"Won't you come in and take off your hat?" asked Mrs. Congdon. And she +followed without reply, leaving the two men on the porch. + +Without appearing to do so she saw everything in the house, which was +hardly more than an artistic camp, so far as the first floor was +concerned. Navajo rugs were on the floor, Moqui plaques starred the +walls, and Acoma ollas perched upon book-shelves of thick plank. The +chairs were rude, rough, and bolted at the joints. The room made a +pleasant impression on Bertha, though she could not have told why. The +ceiling was dark, the walls green, the woodwork stained pine, and yet it +had charm. + +Mrs. Congdon explained meanwhile that Frank had made the big +centre-table of plank, and the book-shelves as well. "He likes to tinker +at such things," she said. "Whenever he gets blue or cross I set him to +shifting the dresser or making a book-shelf, and he cheers up like mad. +He's a regular kid anyway--always doing the things he ought not to do." + +In this way she tried to put her guest at her ease, while Bertha sat +looking at her in an absent-minded way, apparently neither frightened +nor embarrassed--on the contrary, she seemed to be thinking of something +else. At last, to force a reply, Mrs. Congdon asked: "How do you like my +husband's portrait of Mr. Haney?" + +"I don't know," she slowly replied. "It looks like him, and then again +it don't. I guess I'm not up to hand paintin's. Enlarged photographs are +about my size." + +"You're disappointed, then?" + +"Well, yes, I don't know but I am. I didn't think it was going to look +just that way. Mr. Congdon says blue shadows are under anybody's ears in +the light, but I can't see 'em on the Captain, and I do see 'em in the +picture; that's what gets me twisted. When I look at the picture I can't +see nothin' else." + +Her hostess laughed. "I know just how you feel, but that's the insolence +of the painter--he puts on canvas what _he_ sees, not what his patron +sees. The more money you pay for a portrait the more insolent the +artist." + +At this moment Mrs. Crego came in, and (as she said afterwards) was +presented to the gambler's wife "as though I were a nobody and she a +visiting countess." Bertha rose, offered her hand, like a boy, in +silence; she stood very straight, with very cold and unmistakably +suspicious face. And Alice Heath, who entered with Mrs. Crego, shared +this chill reception. + +Bertha, in truth, instantly and cordially hated Mrs. Crego; but she +pitied the younger woman, in whom she detected another fugitive fighting +a losing battle with disease. Miss Heath was very fair and very frail, +with burning deep-blue eyes and a lovely mouth. She greeted Bertha with +such sincere pleasure that the girl inclined to her instantly, and they +went out on the porch together. Alice put her hand on Bertha's arm, +saying: "I've wanted to meet you, Mr. Congdon has told us so much of +you. Your life seems very romantic to me." + +The men all rose to meet Mrs. Congdon, and before Bertha had time to +recover from the effect of the girl's words she found herself confronted +by Ben Fordyce, who looked like a college boy, athletic and smiling. He +was tall and broad-chested, with a round blond face and yellow hair. His +manner was frank, and his voice deep. His hand, broad and strong, was +hardened by the tennis-racket and calloused by the golf-stick, and +somehow its leathery clasp pleased the girl. The roughness of his palm +made him less alien than either Congdon or Crego. + +They went out to dinner immediately, and as she walked beside Mart she +felt the young athlete's eyes resting upon her face, and the knowledge +of this troubled her unaccountably. Mrs. Congdon seated him opposite her +at the table, and he continued to stare at her with the frankest +curiosity. She returned his gaze at last with a certain defiance, but +found no offence in his eyes, which were round as his face, and of a +sincere, steady gray. He was smooth-shaven, and his blond hair was +rather short. All these peculiarities appeared one by one in the +intervals between her attentions to Mart and her study of the +furnishings of the table, which was decorated with candles and flowers +in a way quite new to her. + +Fordyce was as fine as he looked. Nothing equivocal was in "that +magnificent boy," as his friends called him, and his interest in little +Mrs. Haney was that of the Easterner who, having been told that strange +things take place in the West, is disappointed if they do not happen +under his nose. He had heard much of the Haneys from Congdon, and had +been especially impressed with the story of Bertha's midnight ride to +the bedside of the dying gambler. The wedding in the saloon, her +devotion to the wounded man, their descent upon the Springs, and their +domestication in a stone palace--all appealed to his imagination. Such +things could not happen in Chester; they were of the mountain West, and +most satisfying to his taste. + +Bertha, on her part, had to admit that the people at the table were most +kindly, even considerate. They made her husband the centre of interest, +and passed politely over all his disastrous attempts to use his left +hand. There were no awkward pauses, for, excepting one or two slips of +tongue, Haney rose to the occasion. He was big enough and self-contained +enough not to apologize for what he had been or what he was, and under +Congdon's skilful guidance told of his experiences as amateur miner and +gambler, growing humorous as the wine mellowed and lightened his +reminiscences. He felt the sympathy of his audience. All listened +delightedly with no accusation in their eyes--except in the case of Mrs. +Crego, who still breathed, so it seemed to Bertha, a certain contempt +and inner repugnance. + +Young Fordyce glowed with delight in these tales, reading beneath the +terse lines of Haney's slang something epic, detecting a perfect +willingness to take any chance. The fact that his bravery led to nothing +conventionally noble or moral did not detract from the inherent interest +of the tale; on the contrary, the young fellow, being of unusual +imaginative reach and freedom, took pleasure in the thought that a man +would risk his life again and again merely for the excitement of it. +Occasionally he glanced at Judge Crego, to find him looking upon Haney +with thoughtful glance. It was a little like listening to a prisoner's +confession of guilt (as he afterwards said), but to him, as to Congdon, +it was a most interesting monologue. + +It added enormously to the romance, so far as Ben Fordyce was concerned, +to look across the table at the grave, watchful face of the girl who +unfolded her husband's napkin or cut up his roast with deft hand--always +careful not to interrupt his talk. + +As he thought of the quiet Quaker neighborhood from which he came, and +contrasted these singular and powerfully defined personalities with the +"men of weight" and the demure maidens of his acquaintance, Ben's blood +tingled with a sense of the bigness and strangeness of the greater +America. The West was no longer a nation; it was a world. To be in it at +last was a delight as well as an education. + +Bertha, on her part, felt no strangeness in her position. Her marriage +was a logical outcome of her life and surroundings. The incomprehensible +lay in the shining women about her. Their ideas of life, their comment, +puzzled her. Their clothes were of a kind which her own money could buy, +but their manners, their grace of speech, their gestures, came of +something besides money. Mrs. Crego was especially formidable, and made +her feel the inadequacy of the black gown which she had thought very +fine when she selected it, ready made, in a Denver store. She did not +know that Mrs. Crego had dressed "very simply," at the suggestion of her +hostess; but she did feel a certain condescension of manner, even in +Alice, and was glad the Captain absorbed so much of the table-talk. + +Her time of trial came when the ladies rose and, at Mrs. Congdon's +suggestion, returned to the porch, leaving the men to finish their +cigars. Not one of Ben's little courtesies towards the women escaped +her. His acquiescence, Congdon's tone of exaggerated respect, Crego's +compliments, were all new to her, and in a certain sense she resented +them. She doubted their sincerity a little, notwithstanding their +grateful charm. + +Alice took her to herself and this was a great relief; for she feared +Mrs. Crego's sharp tongue, and was not entirely sure of her hostess. + +Laying a slim hand on her arm, the Eastern girl began: "I am fascinated +by you, Mrs. Haney. You have had such an interesting life, and you have +such an opportunity for doing good." + +Bertha looked at her in blank surprise. "What do you mean?" + +"With your great wealth you can accomplish so much. Had you thought of +that?" + +"No, I hadn't." The answer was blunt. "I've been so busy getting settled +and looking after the Captain, I haven't had time to think of anything +else." + +"Oh, of course; but by and by you'll begin to look about you for things +to help--I mean hospitals and charities, and all that. The only time +when I envy great wealth is when I see some wrong which money can right. +Mr. Fordyce is a lawyer, but not a very famous one--he's only +twenty-eight; and while we are likely to have all we really need, we +can't begin to do what we'd like to do for others. I suppose Mrs. +Congdon has told you of us?" + +"Where do you live?" + +"We live in Chester, but Mr. Fordyce has an office in Philadelphia. We +have been engaged a long time, but I couldn't think of marrying while I +was so ill. I'm afraid I stayed so long that not even this climate can +help me." + +This was indeed Bertha's conviction, and her untactful silence said as +much. Therefore, Alice hastened on to other more general topics. She was +very sprightly, but Bertha maintained a determined silence through it +all, quite unable to understand the girl's confidences. + +When the men came out Alice took Haney to herself, and they seemed to +enjoy each other's society very keenly; indeed, their mutual absorption +became so complete that Ben remarked upon it to Bertha. "Miss Heath has +been crazy to meet your husband, Mrs. Haney. His adventurous life +appeals to her, as to me, very deeply. We don't mean to be offensive, +but to us you seem typical of the West." + +What he said at this time made less impression on her than the way in +which he spoke. The light of an electric street-lamp fell upon his face, +revealing its charming lines. On his fine hand a ring gleamed. Autumn +insects were singing sleepily in the grass and from the trees. The +laughter of girls came from the dusk of neighboring lawns, and over all +descended the magical light of a harvest moon, flecking the surface of +the little garden with shadows almost as definite as those cast by the +flaming white globes of the street-lamps. It is on such nights that the +heart of youth expands with longing and sadness. + +Crego and Congdon fell into hot argument (their usual method of +conversation), leaving the young people to themselves, and, Ben with +intent to provoke the grave little wife to laughter, told a funny story +which reflected on Congdon's improvidence. + +Bertha was really grateful, for she felt herself at a great disadvantage +among these fluent and interesting folk, who talked like the characters +in novels. Their jests, their comment, meant little to her; but their +gestures, their graceful attitudes, their courtesies to each other, +meant much. They were something more than polite; they were considerate +in a way which showed their thoughtfulness to be deeply grounded in +habitual action. They used slang, but they used it as a garnish, not as +a habit of speech. Expressions which she had read in books, but had +never before heard spoken, flowed from their lips. Their sentences were +built up for effect; in Crego's case this was more or less expected, but +the phrases of Fordyce and Congdon were still more disconcerting. The +art of their stories was a revelation of the neatness and precision of +cultivated speech. + +When Mrs. Congdon led the way back into the house Ben stepped to Alice's +side, saying, in a low tone: "I hope you haven't taken a chill. I beg +your pardon, dearest; I should have watched you more closely." + +Once within-doors Mrs. Congdon insisted on Ben's singing, which he did +with smiling readiness, expressing, however, a profound ignorance of +music. "I never take my songs as seriously as my friends seem to do," he +explained to Bertha. "Music with me is a gift rather than an +acquirement." + +His voice was indeed fresh and sweet, and he sang--as Bertha had never +heard any one sing--certain love ballads, whose despairing cadences were +made the more profoundly piercing, someway, by his happy boyish face and +handsomely clothed and powerful figure. "'But I and my True Love Will +Never Meet Again!'" seemed to be a fatalistic cry rather than a wail of +sadness as it came from his lips, but its melody sank deep into the +girl's heart. She sat in rigid absorption, her eyes fixed upon the +splendid young singer as a child looks upon some new and complicated +toy. The grace with which he pronounced his words, the spread of his +splendid chest, his easy pose, his self-depreciating shrugs enthralled +her. Surely this was one of the young princes of the earth. His voice +came to her freighted with the passion of ideal manhood. + +He sang other songs--tunes not worthy of him--but ended with a ballad +called "Fair Springtide," by MacDowell--a song so stern, so strange, so +inexorably sad that the singer himself grew grave at last and rose to +his best. Bertha was thrilled to the heart, saddened yet exalted by his +voice. Her horizon--her emotional horizon--was of a sudden extended, and +she caught glimpses of strange lands and dim peaks of fabled mountains; +and when the singer declared himself at an end she sat benumbed while +the others cheered--her hands folded on her lap. It seemed a profanation +to applaud. + +Haney gloomed in silence also, but not for the same reason. "I might +have sung like that once," he thought, for he had been choir-boy in his +ragamuffin youth, and had regained a fine tenor voice at eighteen. Age +and neglect had ruined it, however. For ten years he had not attempted +to sing a note. This youth made him dream of the past--as it caused +Bertha to forecast the future. + +While young Fordyce was putting away his music the Captain struggled to +his feet, and Bertha, seeing a sudden paleness overspread his face, +hastened to him. + +"I reckon we'd better be going," she said to Mrs. Congdon, with blunt +directness. + +"It's early yet," replied her hostess. + +Haney replied: "Not for cripples. Time was when I could sit all night in +the 'lookout's chair,' but not now. Ten o'clock finds me wishful towards +the bed." He said this with a faint smile. But the pathos of it, the +truth of it, went to Bertha's heart, as it did to Mrs. Congdon's. Not +merely was his body maimed, but his mind had correspondingly been +weakened by that tearing charge of shot. + +Something of his native Celtic gallantry came back to him as he said: +"Sure, Mrs. Congdon, we've had a fine evening. You must come to see us +soon." + +Ben was addressing himself to Bertha. "Do you ever ride?" + +"I used to--I don't now. You see, the Captain can't stand the jolt of a +horse, so we mostly drive." + +"I was about to say that Alice and I would be glad to have you join us. +We ride every morning--a very gentle pace, I assure you, for I'm no +rough-rider, and, besides, she sets the pace." + +Bertha's face was pale and her eyes darkly luminous as she falteringly +answered. "I'd like to--but--Perhaps I can some time. I'm much obliged," +and then she gave him her hand in parting. + +Mrs. Congdon was subtly moved by something in the girl's face as she +said good-night, and to her invitation to come and see her cordially +responded: "I certainly shall do so." + + * * * * * + +Little Mrs. Haney rode away from her first dinner party in the silence +of one whose thoughts are too swift and too new to find speech. Her +brain, sensitive as that of a babe, had caught and ineffaceably retained +a million impressions which were to influence all her after life. The +most vivid and most powerful of these impressions rose from the glowing +beauty of young Fordyce, whose like she had never seen; but as +background to him was the lovely room, the shining table, the grace and +charm of the conversation, and, dominating all, the music--quite the +best she had ever heard. The evening--so simple, almost commonplace, to +her hostess--was of unspeakable significance to the uncultured girl. + +She did not wish to talk, and when Haney spoke she made no reply to his +comment. "A fine bunch of people," he repeated. "They sure treated us +right. Crego's the fine man--we do well to make him our lawyer." As +Bertha again failed to respond he resumed, with a little chuckle: "But +Mrs. Crego is saying, 'I dunno--them Haneys is queer cattle.' And the +little sick lady, sure she was as interested in me talk as Patsy +McGonnigle. She drug out o' me some of me wildest scrapes. Poor little +girl, 'twill soon be all up with her.... It's a fine young fellow she +has. A Quaker by training, she says. My! my! What a prizefighter he'd +make if his mind ran that way! Think of a Quaker with a chest like +that--'tis something ferocious! He can sing, too, can't he? A fine +lad--as fine as iver I see. Think of shoulders like his all wasted on a +man of peace. I'm afraid the little lady will never put on the ring if +she waits till she gets well." + +To this Bertha listened intently, but gave out no sign of interest. She +was eager to be alone, eager to review all that had happened--all that +had been said. + +For the first time since her marriage she felt Haney's presence to be +just the least bit of a burden; and when they entered the house she +urged his immediate retirement, though he was disposed to sit in the +library and talk. "They were high-class," he said, again. "I never +supposed I could make easy camp with such people. They sure treated us +noble. They made us feel at home.... We must have some liquor like that. +I've always despised wine and those that took it; but, bedad! I see +there are two sides to that question. 'Tis not so thin as I thought it." + +Bertha at last got him safely bestowed, and was free to seek her own +apartment, which she did at once. Her chamber, which adjoined her +husband's to the west (he liked the morning sun), was a big room, and +the young wife looked like a doll as she dropped into a broad tufted +chair which stood in a square bay-window, and with folded hands looked +out upon the ghostly shapes of the great peaks, snow-covered and +moonlit. + +A thousand revelations of character as well as of manners lay in that +short evening's contact with cultivated and thoughtful people. It argued +much for her ancestry, for her own latent powers, that she responded +with such bewildering readiness to the suggestions which rose like +sparks of fire from that radiant hour. + +She had been made to feel dimly, vaguely, but multitudinously, the +fibres and reaches of another world--the world of art, and that +indefinable thing which the books call culture; and finally, in that +splendid young Quaker, she was brought to know a man who could be +jocular without being coarse, and whose glance was as sincere as it was +flattering and alluring. + +She did not think of him as husband to Alice Heath, who seemed so much +older in spirit as in body (more like an elder sister than a bride +elect), and his consideration of her was that of brother rather than the +devotion of a lover. How far he stood removed from Ed Winchell and the +young fellows of Sibley! "And yet I can understand him," she thought. +"He ain't funny, like Mr. Congdon. He don't say queer things, and he +don't make game of people. And he don't orate like Judge Crego. He isn't +laughing at us now, the way the others are. I bet they're havin' a good +time over our blunders." + +She saw Marshall Haney in a new light also. For the first time he seemed +like an old man, sitting there, supine, garrulous, in the midst of those +self-contained people. "Gosh! how he did talk! He took too much wine, I +reckon, but that didn't make all the difference." In truth, his +imperiousness, his contempt, had been melted and charmed away by the +genial smiles of his auditors. Even Mrs. Crego had listened with a show +of interest. It was as if a lonely old man had at last found +companionship. + +What did all this mean? "Are they interested in him only because he's +what they call a desperado? Did they ask us there to hear him tell +stories of his wild life?" Questions of this kind also troubled her. + +The moon slid behind the mountain range while still the girl sat with +pale face and wide dark eyes thinking, thinking, the wings of her +expanding soul fluttering with vague unrest. Only once in a lifetime can +such an experience come to a human being. Her swift ride to Marshall +Haney's side that summer night--now so far away--was momentous, but its +import was simple compared with the experiences through which she had +just passed. + +She rose at last, chilled and stiffened, and went to her bed with a +sense of foreboding rather than of new-found happiness. + + * * * * * + +Mart rose late next morning. "I had a bad night," he explained. "The +mixed liquors I tuck got into me wound, I guess. It woke me twice, +achin' and burnin'. You're lookin' tired yersilf, little girl. This high +life seems to be wearin' on the both of us." + + + + +CHAPTER X + +BEN FORDYCE CALLS ON HORSEBACK + + +Ben Fordyce and his affianced bride rode home talking of the Haneys. +"Aren't they deliciously Western!" she said. + +"Mrs. Haney certainly is a quaint little thing," he replied, quite +soberly; "she's like a quail--so bright-eyed, and so still. I think her +devotion to her old husband very beautiful. She's more like a daughter +than a wife, don't you think so?" + +"They're great fun if you don't feel sorry for him as I do," Alice +thoughtfully responded. "They say he was magnificent as a gambler. He +admitted to me to-night that he longed to go back to the camp, but that +he had promised his wife and mother-in-law not to do so. I never ran a +gambling-saloon, but I can imagine it would be exciting as a play all +the time, can't you? Here, as he said to me, he can only sit in the sun +like a lizard on a log. It must seem wonderful to her--having all this +money and that big castle of a house. Don't you think so? Wasn't she +reticent! She hardly uttered a word the whole evening. Some way I feel +sorry for them both. They can't be happy. Don't you see that? It is +plain she doesn't love him as a wife should, while he worships her. When +she's away he is helpless. 'I'm no gairdner,' he said, pathetically; 'I +was raised on the cobble-stones. I wouldn't know a growin' cabbage from +a squash.' So you see he can't pass his time in gardening." + +Ben's reply was a question. "I wonder if she would ride with us?" + +"Perhaps we would do better not to follow up the acquaintance, Ben. It's +all very interesting to meet them as we did to-night, but they are +impossible socially--that you must admit. If there is any possibility of +our settling down here I suppose we must be careful to do the right +thing from the start." + +Ben was a little irritated by this. "If I'm to settle here as a lawyer I +can't draw social distinctions of that sort." + +"Certainly not--as a lawyer. Of course, you ought to know Haney; but for +me to ride or drive with Mrs. Haney is quite a different matter. +However, I don't really care. She attracts me, and, so far as I know, is +just a nice little uncultivated woman. We might call on her in the +morning, and see if she can go with us. It will commit us; but really, +Ben, I am not going to drag Eastern conventions into this fresh big +country. I'm willing to risk the Haneys." + +"I'm glad you take that view of it," said Ben. + + * * * * * + +Bertha was in the yard when they rode up to the gate next morning. +Dressed in a white sweater and a short skirt, and holding biscuits for a +handsome collie to snatch from her hand, she made a charming picture of +young and vigorous life. Her slim body was as strong and supple as the +dog's, and her face glowed like a child's. Haney, sitting on the porch, +was watching her with a proud smile. + +Alice glanced at her lover with admiration in her eyes. "What a glorious +creature she really is!" + +Seeing visitors at her gate, Bertha came down without confusion to say +good-morning, and to ask them to dismount. + +Ben, with doffed cap, replied by saying: "We've come to ask you to ride +with us." + +Bertha looked up at him composedly. "Haven't a saddle, and I don't know +that any of our horses are broken. But come again to-morrow, and I'll +have an outfit." + +"There's no time like the present. Let me ride down to the barn and +bring one up," volunteered Ben. + +"Don't need to do that, I'll 'phone. I didn't really expect you," she +explained. "Get off and come in a few minutes, and I'll see what I can +hustle together for an outfit. I haven't rode a lick since I left +Sibley." + +Ben helped Alice to dismount, and Bertha led her to the house while he +tethered the horses. + +"What a superb place you have here!" exclaimed Alice. "It is one of the +best in the city." + +"We bought it for the porch," calmly replied the girl. "The Captain +likes to sit where he can see the mountains. I'm not entirely done with +the outfitting yet, but it beats a barn." + +Haney rose as they drew near, and smilingly greeted his visitors. "I +should be out gatherin' the peanuts and harvestin' the egg-plants, but +the dinner last night, not mentionin' Congdon's pink liquor, kept me +awake till two." + +"Moral: Stick to Irish whiskey--or Scotch," laughed Ben. + +"I will. These strange liquors are not for strong men like ourselves." + +Ben took a seat at his invitation, while Bertha went in to 'phone for a +horse and to "dig up" a riding-skirt. Alice was eager to see the +interior of the house, but held her curiosity in check by walking about +the beautiful garden, which ran to the very edge of a deep ravine. The +trees hid the base of the mountain peaks, whose immitigable crags took +on added majesty from the play of the delicate near-by branches against +their distant rugged slopes. + +"You have a magnificent outlook here, Captain Haney." + +"'Tis so, and I try to be content with it; but it's hard for one who has +roamed the air like a hawk all his life to be content with ridin' a +wooden horse. I couldn't endure it if it weren't for me wife." + +His big form rested in his chair with a ponderous inertness which was a +telltale witness to his essential helplessness. His left hand still +failed to participate in the movements of his right, and yet, as he +showed, he could, by special effort of will, use it. "I'm gaining all +the time--but slowly," he went on. "I want to make a trip back up to the +mines, and I think I'll be able to do it soon." He put aside his own +troubles. "And you, miss, I hope the climate is doing you good?" + +"Oh, indeed, yes," she brightly responded. "I feel stronger every day." + +Ben at the moment experienced a sharp pang of uneasiness and pain, for +Alice was looking particularly worn and thin and yellow; and when Bertha +returned, flushed with her haste, the contrast between them was quite as +distressing as that between the withered, dying rose and the opening, +fragrant bud. The young man's heart rose to his throat. "We have waited +too long," he thought, and resolved to again urge upon her a new +treatment which they had discussed. + +"Come in and see the house," said Bertha, in brusque invitation. "It +isn't ship-shape yet. I wanted to do it all myself, but I find it's a +big proposition to go up against. It sure is. But I like it. I'd like +nothing better than running a big hotel--not too big, but just big +enough. I tell the Captain that when our mines 'pinch out' I'll go to +Denver and start a hotel." + +She was quite communicative, but not at ease as she led them from room +to room. Her manner was rather that of one seeking to conceal +trepidation, and her fluency seemed a little out of character. + +In fact, she was trying to make the best possible impression on these +people, whose sincere interest she felt; but with Ben's eyes fixed upon +her so constantly, and a knowledge of Alice's delicate wit to trouble, +she was more deeply embarrassed than ever before in her life. It was not +her habit to blush or stammer, and she did not do so now, but she was +carried out of her wonted reticence. + +"As I say, we bought the place for the porch. I didn't realize what I +was being let into--if I had I might have shied. We're practically lost +in the place. Except when some of the people come down from camp, we're +alone. My mother helps out some, but she's up at the ranch a good deal." +She opened the library door, and led the way before an easel, on which +stood a huge canvas. "Here's the picture Mr. Congdon is paintin' of the +Captain. I wanted him taken with his hat on, but Mr. Congdon said no, +and his word went. I don't know whether I like this or not. It's got me +twisted." + +Congdon had been after psychology rather than costume, that was evident +at a glance, for the clothing counted for little in the portrait. Out of +the shadow the face peered sadly, yet with a kind of ferocity, too--a +look which made Alice Heath recoil from the man. In a certain way the +artist had taken advantage of Mart's helplessness and loneliness. He had +caught the sadness, sullenness, and remorselessness of his sitter rather +than his gay, good-tempered smile. The face of this man was concerned +with the past, not with the future; and yet on its surface it was a good +likeness, as Ben said, and had both power and distinction. "I think it a +cracker-jack piece of work," he ended. + +Bertha replied: "I suppose it is, and yet I can't see it. I'd rather it +looked the way the Captain used to when he came down to the Junction. +I'm sorry to have his sickness painted in that way." + +"That can't be helped. These artists are queer cattle; you can't drive +'em," Ben remarked. + +Bertha smiled. "He wants to paint me now. 'Not on your life' says I. +'You'd be doing double stunts with my freckles, and I won't stand for +it.'" She laughed. "No sir-ree, I don't let any artist tip my freckles +edgewise just to see how flip he is at it. I like Mr. Congdon, but I +don't trust him--he's too much of a joker." + +Thereupon she led the way to the second floor, and showed them the +furniture, which was mostly very costly and very bad, and at last said: +"The third story is pretty empty yet. I don't know just what I'm going +to do with it." She was looking at Alice. "I wish you'd come over and +help me decide some day." + +"What fun!" cried Alice, speaking on the impulse. "I'd like to very +much." + +"You see," Bertha went on, "my folks have always been purty poor, and +I've lived in jay towns all my life; and when I came here I didn't know +any more about life in a city than a duck does of mining. I had it all +to learn, and they's a whole lot yet that I don't know." She smiled +quaintly, then grew sober. "And what's worse, I haven't any one to tell +me--except Mr. Congdon, and he's such a josher I don't trust him. He did +give me a few points on the library, which ain't so bad, we think; but +all the rest of it I had to dig out myself, and it's slow work. But I +guess we better go down; my horse will be here in a few minutes." Then, +with lowered voice, she added: "I can't stay out but a little while. The +Captain dreads to have me leave him even to go down-town. I hadn't ought +to go at all." + +Ben began to perceive a real slavery in her life, and reassured her. +"I'm glad you're coming. It will do you good, and it will be a pleasure +to us too. We'll only be away an hour." + +As they returned to the porch, Bertha put her hand on Haney's shoulder, +in the manner of one man to another, saying: "I'm going for a little +ride with these people, Captain, if you don't mind." + +"Not a whiff," he answered. "I'll be here when you come back." Again a +subtle cadence in his voice so belied his smile that Alice's heart +responded to it. + +Bertha's horse proved to be a spirited animal, but she mounted him with +the ease and celerity of a boy--riding astride, in the mountain fashion. +"I haven't a long skirt," she carelessly remarked to Alice. That was all +the explanation she offered, and Ben thought he had never seen anything +more alert, more graceful, than her slim figure poised alertly in the +saddle, her face glowing, her hair blown across her face. + +Alice, a timid rider, admired them both from her position, which was +always behind, though they tried to accommodate their pace to hers. A +pang of envy that was almost jealousy pierced her heart as she looked at +them--so young, so vigorous, and so blithe. + +"I should be sitting with Captain Haney on the porch," she thought, with +bitterness. "I am out of place here." + +The words which passed between Bertha and her cavalier meant little, but +their glances meant much. It was, indeed, a fateful ride. The liking, +the deep interest, born of their first meeting, swept irresistibly into +admiration. Their faces turned towards each other, youth to youth, as +naturally as flowers swing towards the light. + +They fell into argument over saddles, over the difference between his +manner of riding and her own. Her speech, so direct, so full of quaint +slang, enchanted him, and Alice soon found herself the third party. And +when they were for pushing into a gallop she acknowledged herself a +clog. Concealing her disgust of herself under a bright smile, she called +out: "Why don't you people gallop ahead, and let me jog along at my own +gait?" + +"Oh no," replied Ben, "we don't want to do that. Are you tired?" He +became anxious at once. + +"No, no! Please go! Mrs. Haney wants to race--I can see that; and I'd +really like to see her ride--she sits her horse so beautifully." + +"Very well," Ben acquiesced, "we'll take a run ahead, and come back to +you." + +Thereupon they set off, Bertha leading in a rushing gallop up a fine +road which wound along a ravine, towards the top of a broad mesa. Alice, +with slack rein in her small hand, rode slowly on in the vivid sunlight, +a chill shadow rolling in upon her soul. As young as her lover in years, +she nevertheless seemed at the moment twice his age. Everything +interested him. Nothing interested her. He was never tired mentally or +physically, and his smooth, unwrinkled face still reflected the morning +sunlight of the world. "He is still the boy, while I am old and wrinkled +and nerveless," she bitterly confessed. + +When they returned to her at the top of the mesa, flushed and laughing, +her pain had deepened into despair. Up to that moment she had checked +disease with a belief that some day she was to recover her health, that +some day her wrinkles would be smoothed out and her cheeks resume their +youthful charm; but now she knew herself as she was--a broken thing. The +divine glow and grace of youth would never again come to her, while this +vigorous and joyous girl would grow in womanly charm from month to +month. "She is going to be very beautiful," she admitted; and even in +the midst of her own discouragement she could not but admire Bertha's +skill with the horse. She rode in the manner of a cowboy, holding her +hands high and guiding her horse by pulling the reins across his neck. +Ben was receiving lessons from her--absorbed and jocular. + +At the top of the mesa they all halted to look away over the +landscape--a gray-green, tumbled land, out of which fantastic red rocks +rose, and over which, to the west, the snowy peaks loomed. Ben drew a +deep breath of joy. It seemed that the world had never been so +beautiful. "Isn't it magnificent!" he cried. "I like this country! +Alice, let's make our home here." + +She smiled a little constrainedly. "Just as you say, dear." + +"Why shouldn't we, when the climate is doing you so much good?" + +The horse that Bertha rode was prancing and foaming, eager for a renewal +of the race, and Ben, seeing it, cried out: "Shall we go round by the +hanging rock?" + +"I'm willing!" answered Bertha, her eyes shining with excitement. + +Alice shook her head. "I think I'll let you young things go your own +gait, and I'll poke along back towards home." + +Ben rode near her, searching her face anxiously. "You're not tired--are +you, sweetness?" + +"No, but I would be if I took that big circuit. But never mind me, I +like to poke." + +"Very well," he answered, quite relieved, "we'll meet you at the +bridge." And off they dashed with furious clatter, leaving her to slowly +retrace her lonely way, feeling very tired, very old, and very sad. + +Bertha was perfectly, perilously happy. It was almost her first escape +from the brooding care and weight of Haney's presence. She felt as she +used to feel when speeding away on swift gallop to the ranch with some +companion as care-free as herself. Since that fateful day when her +mother fell ill and Marshall Haney asked her to marry him, she had not +been permitted an hour's holiday. Even when absent from her husband her +mind carried an inescapable picture of his loneliness and helplessness, +and no complete relaxation had come with her temporary freedom. This +day, this hour, she was suddenly free from care, from pain, from all +uneasiness. + +She considered this feeling due to the saddle and to the clear air of +the morning. "I will ride every day," she declared to Ben, with shining +face, as they drew their horses to a walk. "I don't know when I've +enjoyed a ride so much. I can't see why I haven't been out before. I +used to ride a good lot; lately I've dropped it." + +"We'll call for you every morning," he replied. "As Alice gets stronger, +we can go up into the caƱons and take long rides." + +"I'll tell you what we'll do," she said; "we'll let her ride in the cart +with the Captain, and take our dinner, and we'll all go up the North +CaƱon some day, and eat picnic dinner there." + +"Good idea," he said, accepting her disposition of Alice without even +mental dissent. "That will be jolly fun." + +They planned this and other excursions, with no sense of leaving any one +behind or of cutting across conventional boundaries. Their native +honesty and innocence of any ill intention prevented even a suspicion of +danger, and by the time they joined Alice at the bridge they were on +terms of intimacy and good-fellowship which seemed to rise from years of +long acquaintance. Ben had promised to help her select a horse, and she +had agreed to bring the Captain to call on Alice, who was staying with +some friends not far away. + +This change in Bertha's manner extended to Alice, who returned it in +kind. The guilelessness which shone from the young wife's clear eyes was +unmistakable. She was growing handsome, too. The flush of blood in her +cheeks had submerged her freckles, and Alice began to realize how the +poor child's devotion to Marshall Haney had reacted against her native +good health. "She is but a child even now," she thought. + +Haney was sitting on the porch where they had left him, the collie at +his feet, but at sight of them returning he rose and hobbled slowly down +the walk, his heart filled with tenderness and admiration for his wife. +He had never ridden with her, but he had once seen her mounted, and one +of his expressed wishes had been that he might be able to sit a saddle +once more and ride by her side. + +"Come in and stay to dinner!" he called, hospitably, and Bertha eagerly +seconded the invitation. + +But Alice replied: "I'm pretty tired; I think I'll go home. You can stay +if you like, Ben." + +Ben, smitten with sudden contrition, quickly said: "Oh no; I will go +with you. I'm afraid you've ridden too far." + +She protested against this, for Bertha's relief. "Not at all. It's a +good tiredness. It's been great fun." + +And with promises of another expedition of the same sort they rode away, +while Bertha and Haney remained at the gate to examine the new horse. + +As little Mrs. Haney re-entered the house with her husband the day +seemed to lose its magical brightness, and to decline to a humdrum, +shadowless flare. The house became cold and gloomy and the day empty. +For the first time since its purchase she mentally asked herself: "What +will I do now?" It was as if some ruling motive had suddenly been +withdrawn from her life. + +This empty, aching spot remained with her all through the day, even when +she took Haney for his drive down-town, and only disappeared for a few +moments as they met young Fordyce on the street. It troubled her as she +returned to the house, and she was glad that Williams came in to take +supper with them, for his talk of the mine diverted her and deeply +interested her husband. + +Williams eyed his boss critically. "You're gainin', Captain. You'll soon +be able to make camp again." + +"I hope so, but the doctor says my heart's affected and it wouldn't be +safe for me to go any higher--for a while." + +Williams smiled at Bertha. "Better send the missus, then. The men all +have a great idea of her. They say she's a kind of mascot. McGonnigle +asks me every time what she thinks of our new shaft. I've a kind of +reverence for her judgment myself. They say women kind o' feel their way +to a conclusion. Now, I'd like her to pass judgment on our work in _The +Diamond Ace_." + +"I'd like to go up," said Bertha. But, in truth, she was no longer +thinking of the mine: she was considering how she might make her table +look as pretty as Mrs. Congdon's. Her first dissatisfaction with her own +way of life filled her mind. "I must have some of those candles," she +said to herself, while the men were still intent upon the mine. Her +first step towards social conformity was at this moment taken. + +She felt herself akin to these people, and this assertion, subconscious +and unuttered, brought something between Marshall Haney and herself. It +was not merely that she was younger and clearer of record, but she was +perfectly certain that with education she could hold her own with the +Congdons or any one else. "If my father had lived, I wouldn't be the +ignoramus I am to-day." But she had no plan for acquiring the knowledge +she needed other than by reading books. She resolved to read every day, +though each hour so spent must be taken from her husband, now piteously +dependent upon her. + +He managed his morning paper very well, but when she read aloud to him +he almost always went to sleep. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +BEN BECOMES ADVISER TO MRS. HANEY + + +Bertha was astir early the next morning, and quite ready to join the +Fordyces as soon as breakfast was over; but they did not come. She +waited and watched the whole forenoon, and when at twelve o'clock they +had neither called nor sent word, her day suddenly sank into +nothingness, like a collapsed balloon, and she faced her tasks with a +weakness of will not native to her. + +Haney and Williams were both down street discussing some business matter +with Crego, and this left her hours the more empty and unsatisfactory. +As the dinner-hour drew near she drove to fetch her husband, hoping for +a glimpse of the Fordyces on the way, but even this comfort was denied +her, and she ached with dull pain which she could not analyze. + +As Haney settled himself in the carriage, he said: "Well, little woman, +did ye have a good ride?" + +"I didn't go," she responded, with curt emphasis. + +"Ye did not--Why not?" + +"I had too much to do." This was a prevarication which she instantly +repented. "Besides, they didn't turn up." + +"I'm sorry. I was hoping you'd had a good try at the new horse. Ye must +mount him for me to see this afternoon." Later he said: "I'm feeling +better each day now; soon I'll be able to take that trip East. Do you +get ready at your ease." + +The thought of this trip, hitherto so wonderful in its possibilities, +afforded her no pleasure; it scarcely interested her. And when another +day went by with no further call or word from Ben Fordyce, she began to +lose faith in her new-found friends and in herself. + +"They had enough of me," she said, bitterly. "I'm not their style." And +in this lay her first acknowledgment of money's inefficiency: it cannot +buy the friends you really care for. + +On the third day Fordyce called her up on the 'phone to say that Alice +had been ill. "Our ride that day was a little too much for her," he +explained, "but she will be all right again soon. I think we can go +again to-morrow." + +This explanation brought sunshine back into the Haney castle, and its +mistress went about the halls singing softly. In the afternoon, as she +and Mart were starting on their "constitutional" she proposed that they +call to see how Alice was. This Haney was glad to do. "I liked the +little woman," said he; "she's sharp as a tack. And, besides, she +listened to me gabble," he added. + +Miss Heath was stopping in the home of a friend--a rather handsome +house, in the midst of thick shrubbery; and they found her wrapped in a +blanket and sitting on the porch in a steamer-chair, with Ben reading to +her. They were both instant and cordial in their demands that the +Captain alight and come in, and Ben went down the walk to get him, while +Alice, with envious, wistful eyes answered the glowing girl: "Oh no, I +don't think the ride did me any harm. I have these little back-sets now +and then. I'm glad you came." + +"How thin her hands are," thought Bertha. And she saw, too, that the +delicate face was wrinkled and withered. + +Reading compassion in the girl's glance, Alice continued, brightly: +"I'll be up to-morrow. I'm like a cork--nothing permanently depresses +me. I'm suffering just now from an error of thought!" + +Bertha only smiled, and the gleam of her teeth, white and even as rows +of corn, produced in her face the effect of innocent humor like that of +a child. Then she said: "I've bought a new horse." + +"Have you, indeed?" + +"Yes, and I've been expecting you to ride up to the line fence and call +me out--I wanted to show him to you. He's a cracker-jack, all right." + +"We'll come over in a day or two. I never stay _down_ more than three +days." + +Haney, lumbering round the corner of the house, called out, mellowly: +"Here you are! Now don't move a hair." He bent and offered a broad white +hand. "How are ye the day?" + +"Better, thank you. Ben, put a chair beside me; I want to talk to +Captain Haney. He was interrupted the other night in the very middle of +one of his best stories, and I'm going to insist on his finishing it." + +Haney faced Bertha with a look of humorous amazement on his face. "Think +o' that, now! She remembers one of my best." + +"Indeed I do, Captain, and I can tell you just where you left off. You +had just sighted the camp of the robbers." + +Haney clicked with his tongue, as if listening to a child. "There now! I +must have been taking more grape-juice than was good for me to start on +that story, for it's all about meself and the great man I thought I was +in those days." + +"I love to hear about people who can ride a hundred miles in a night, +and live on roots and berries, and capture men who bristle with +revolvers. Please go on. Ben, you needn't listen if you don't want to. +You can show Mrs. Haney the automobile or the garden." + +Ben laughed. "I like to hear Captain Haney talk quite as well as +anybody, but I'll be glad to show Mrs. Haney any of your neighbors' +things she cares to see." + +Alice turned to Bertha. "I suppose the Captain's tales are all old songs +in your ears?" + +"No, they're mostly all new to me. The Captain never tells stories to +me." + +Haney winked. "She knows me too well. She wouldn't believe them." + +"Go on, please," said Alice. And so Haney took up the thread, though he +protested. "'Tis a tale for candle-light," he explained. + +Ben was studying Bertha with renewed admiration. "Where did she get that +exquisite profile?" he thought. + +The story was again interrupted by a group of callers, among them Mrs. +Crego, and though Alice loyally stood by the Haneys and introduced them +boldly, Mrs. Crego's cold nod and something that went out from the eyes +of her companions made Bertha suffer, and she went away with a feeling +of antagonism in her heart. Did these people consider her beneath their +respect? + +Haney remarked as they rode away: "If black eyes could freeze, sure we'd +be shiverin' this minute. Did ye see Mrs. Crego pucker up when she +sighted us?" + +"I did, and it settled her for me," replied Bertha. + +The intimacy thus established between the Haneys and the Congdon circle +furnished the gossip of the "upper ten" with vital material for +discussion. Mrs. Crego most decidedly disapproved of their calling, and +advised Alice Heath against any further connection with the gambler's +wife. + +"What good can it possibly lead to? It's only curiosity on your part, +and it isn't right to disturb the girl's ideals--if she has any." + +To this Alice made no reply, but Ben stoutly defended the young wife. +"She would have been as good as any of us with the same education. The +poor little thing has had to work since her childhood, and that has cut +off all training. As for Haney, he isn't a bad man. I suppose he argues +that as some one must keep a gambling-house, it is best to have a good +man do it." + +The sense of being to a degree freed from the ordinary restraints of +social life made Alice very tolerant. But, as it chanced, they did not +go out the next day; indeed, it was several days before they again rode +up to the Haney gate. They found Bertha dressed and ready for them (as +she had been each morning), and when she came out to them her heart was +glowing and her face alight. + +"We've come to see the new horse!" called Ben. + +Haney was at the gate with a smile of satisfaction on his face when the +horse was brought round. "There is a steed worth the riding!" he +boasted. "I told Bertie to get the best. I would not have her riding a +'skate' like that one the other morning. She'll keep ye company this +day." + +Ben exclaimed, with admiration: "I see you know horse-kind, Captain!" + +"I do," responded Haney. "And now be off, and remember you take dinner +with us to-day." + +As they moved away he took his customary seat on the porch to wait for +their return--patient in outward seeming, but lonely and a little +resentful within. + +Bertha suggested a ride up the Bear CaƱon, but Ben was quick to say: +"That is too far, I fear, for Alice." + +Bertha's glance at Alice revealed again, but in clearer lines, the +sickness and weariness and the hopelessness of the elder woman's face, +and Ben's consideration and watchful care of her took something out of +the ride. The rapture, the careless gayety, of their first gallop was +gone. + +An impatience rose in the girl's soul. With the cruelty of youth she +unconsciously accused the other, resenting the interference with her own +plans and pleasures. She felt cheated because Ben permitted himself no +racing, no circuits with her--and yet outwardly and in reality she was +deeply sympathetic. She pitied while she accused and resented. + +Their ride was short and unsatisfying. But as her guests remained for +luncheon--Bertha was learning to call it that--the outing ended in a +rare delight; for while "the two invalids" sat on the piazza, Bertha +showed Ben her garden and stables, and the greenhouses she was building, +and this hour was one of almost perfect peace. + +Ben, once outside Alice's depressing presence, grew gay and +single-minded in his enjoyment of his hostess and her surroundings. + +"It must seem like Aladdin and his wonderful lamp to you," he said, as +they stood watching the workmen putting in the glass to the greenhouses. +"All you have to do is rub it, and miracles happen." + +"That's just what it does," she answered, with gravity. "I give myself a +knock in the head every time I write out a check, just to see if I am +awake; but I can see I'll get used to it in time. That's the funny +thing: a feller can get used to anything. The trouble with me is I don't +know what to do nor how to do it. I ought to be learning things: I ought +to go to school, but I can't. You see, I had to buckle down to work +before I finished the high-school, and I don't know a thing except +running a hotel. I wish you'd give me a few pointers." + +"I'll do what I can, but I am afraid my advice wouldn't be very +pertinent. What can I help you on?" + +"Well, I don't know. Alice"--she spoke the word with a little +hesitation--"said something to me the other day about charity, and all +that. Well, now, I'm helping mother's church--a little--and I'm helping +up at Sibley, but I don't know what else to do. I suppose I ought to do +some good with the money that's rolling in on us. I've got my house +pretty well stocked and fitted up, and I'm about stumped. I can't sit +down, and just eat and sleep, ride and drive, can I?" + +"There are women who do that and nothing else." + +"Well, I can't. I've always had something to do. I like to play as well +as the next one, but I don't believe I could spend my time here just +sitting around." + +"It's no small matter to run such a house as this." + +"Well, there's something in that; but the point is, what's it all for? +We're alone in it most of the time, and it don't seem right. Another +thing, most of our old friends fight shy of us now. I invite 'em in, and +they come, but they don't stay--they don't seem comfortable. They are +all wall-eyed to see the place once, but they don't say 'hello' as they +used to. And the people next door here--well, they don't neighbor at +all. You and the Congdons are the only people, except a few of mother's +church folks, who even call. Now, what's the matter?" + +He was now quite as serious as she. "I suppose your own folks feel that +your wealth is a barrier." + +"Why should they? I treat 'em just the same as ever. I'm not the kind to +go back on my friends because I'm Marshall Haney's wife. If I'd earned +this money I might put on airs; but I haven't--I've just married into +it." + +"How did you come to do it?" he asked, quickly--almost accusingly. + +Her tone again faltered, and her eyes fell. "Well, it was like this: +Mother was sick and getting old, and I was kind o' tired and +discouraged, and the Captain was mighty nice and kind to us; and then +I--And so when the word came that he was hurt--and wanted me--I went." +Here she looked up at him. "And I did right, don't you think so?" + +He was twisting a twig in his fingers. "Oh yes, certainly. You've been a +great comfort to him. You saved his life probably, and he really is a +fine man in spite of--" He broke off. + +She took up his phrase. "In spite of his business. I know, that was +mother's main objection to him. But, you see, he cleaned all out of that +before I married him. He hasn't touched a card since." + +He was almost apologetic. "I've been brought up to despise gamblers--I'm +a Quaker, you know, by family. But I like Captain Haney, and I can see +that from his point of view a 'straight game,' as he calls it, is not a +crime." + +"Yes, that's one good thing in his favor--he never let a crooked deal +pass in his place. But, after all, I can't forget that he was a gambler, +and other people can't, and his record is dead against us here." Her +face was dark as she resumed. "I'm a gambler's wife. Ain't that so? +Didn't you hear of me in that way? Weren't you warned against us?" + +His honest eyes quailed a little. "It is true your husband is called a +gambler rather than a miner." + +"Well, he was. That's right, but he isn't now. I'm not complaining about +the part that can't be helped, but I want to do something to show we are +in line to-day, and so does the Captain. We want to make our money +count, and if you can tell us what to do we'll be mightily obliged." + +The young Quaker was more profoundly enthralled by this unexpected +confession of the girl than by any other word she could have uttered. +His own knowledge of life was neither wide nor deep, and his sense of +responsibility not especially keen; and yet he experienced a thrill of +pleasure and a certain lift of spirit as he stood looking down at +her--the attitude of confidential spiritual adviser began at the moment +to yield a sweet satisfaction as well as an agreeable realization of +power. How much Haney's mines were pouring forth he did not know, but +their wealth was said to be enormous. Every day added to the +potentiality of this gray-eyed girl who stood so trustfully, so like a +pupil, before him. + +He spoke with emotion. "I'll do what I can to advise you and help you, +and so will Alice. Allen Crego is a good man--he has your legal +business, I believe?" + +"Yes, I think he's square, and I like him. But I can't go to Mrs. Crego; +she despises us--that's one good reason." She smiled faintly. "But it +ain't legal advice I want--it's something else. I don't know what it is. +Our minister isn't the man, either. I guess I want somebody that knows +life, and that ain't either a lawyer or a minister. I want some one to +take our affairs in hand. I need all kinds of advice. Won't you give it +to me?" + +He smiled. "I'd like to help, but I am only a lawyer--and a very young +one at that." + +"I don't think of you as a lawyer; you're more than that to us." + +"What am I, then?" + +The color danced along her cheek as she uttered a phrase so current in +the West that it has a certain humorous sound: "You're a gentleman and a +scholar." + +"Thank you. But I fear you mean by that that I take life very easily." + +She grew serious again. "No, I don't. Anybody can see you're honest. I +trust you more than I do Judge Crego, and so does the Captain. You can +tell us things we want to know. We both know a little about business, +but we don't know much about other things. That's where we both fall +down." + +This frank expression of regard brought about a moment of emotional +tension, and Ben hesitated before replying. At last he said: "I hope I +shall always deserve your confidence. I wish I had the wisdom you credit +me with. I wonder what I can tell you?" + +"Tell me what you would do if you were in my place." + +Quick as a sunbeam his smile flashed out. "Be your own good, joyous +self. Whatever you do, don't lose what you are now--the quality which +attracted Alice and me to you. Don't try to be like other rich people." + +The sight of the Captain and Alice walking slowly towards them cut short +the further admission of his own careless inexperience, and they all +took seats beneath a big pear-tree which shaded a semicircular wire +settee. + +Haney had been confessing a little of his loneliness. "I will not +believe that me work in the world is done. 'Tis true, I took very little +care of me good days; but I was happy in me business, such as it was. Me +little wife there saves me from the blue divils when she's about, but +when I'm alone, sure it's deep in the dumps I go. Sometimes me mind +misgives me, to think of her tied to an old stump of a tree like me! But +maybe she's right--maybe I'm to recover me powers and be of use." + +To this Alice could only reply, as comfortingly as she could: "You've +given her a good deal, Captain." + +"So I have, but I mean to give more. As soon as I'm able to travel we're +going down the hill to see the world. Sometimes when we sit on our porch +and talk of it, it seems as if I could see the whole of the States +spread out before us--Chicago, Washington, New York, and all to choose +from. I can't get over the surprise of having the stream of money keep +comin'. I used to work hard--you may not believe that, but 'twas so. I +used to have long days and nights of watching. 'Twas work of a kind, +though you may not admire the kind. And now I have nothing to do but sit +and twist me two thumbs--and one of them bog-spavined, at that." + +To this Alice had made no reply, for they were within earshot of Ben and +Bertha. Haney called out: "Sure, it must be near dinner-time, Bertie!--I +mean luncheon, ma'am--I'm lately instructed." + +They all laughed in tune to his humor, and Bertha replied: "No more +twelve-o'clock dinners for us, Captain." + +Haney groaned. "This fashionable life will be the death of me. Sure, I +eat and talk by rule a'ready. Where it will end I dunno." + +Happily the bell soon relieved the strain, but the talk at the table +continued to be very personal--it could not be prevented, for each of +these four people was at a turning-point in his or her life. Haney, +feeling the slow tide of returning vigor in his limbs, was in trouble +thinking of what he was to do. Bertha, just beginning to tremble beneath +the mysterious stir of an all-demanding love, was uneasy, feverish, and +self-conscious. Alice, sensing the approach of weakness and decay, yet +struggling against it, was inwardly in despair. While Ben, hitherto +careless, facing life with unwrinkled brow, was appreciating, for the +first time, the positive responsibilities of manhood. Bertha's expressed +wish to employ his best judgment exalted him while it troubled him. + +For a time the burden of the conversation was his. Haney was in a +reflective mood, and Bertha busied with the table service, which she was +trying to raise to the level of her honored guests, was distracted. +Alice, tired and a little dispirited, added nothing to the youthful +spirit of the meal. + +At last, just when the conversation seemed about to flag out, Haney, +lifting his head, began in a new tone: "Mr. Fordyce, my little girl and +I have decided we want you to take Crego's place as our lawyer. I hope +you'll be able to do it." + +Alice looked up in surprise. "But you don't mean to take it from Mr. +Crego?" + +Haney's face grew hard. "I am under no obligation to Crego, and I prefer +to have as me lawyer a man who can neighbor with me, and whose wife is +not above nodding when me own wife passes by." + +Alice hastened to defend the Cregos. "You mustn't be unjust to Mrs. +Crego." + +"I'm not," said Haney, "nor to Crego either. I've paid for his time, and +paid well--as I'm willing to pay for yours." He turned to Ben. "I need +advice, and I want to feel free to go for it." + +Ben replied: "I'd like to accept your business, Captain, but you see it +would not be professional for me to profit at the expense of my friend, +and, besides, I haven't really settled here yet." + +Haney looked disappointed. "I thought ye had. Well, I am going to cut +loose from Crego anyhow, and I shall tell him why." + +Bertha cried out: "No, don't do that." + +He acquiesced. "Very well, then I won't tell him why; but I'm going to +quit him! So if you don't care to take on me business, I'll give it to +Jim Beringer. It pays a good bit of money, and will pay more. I'll make +it profitable to ye." + +Alice looked at Ben. "Of course, if he is going to leave Mr. Crego +anyway--" + +"But that would mean making our permanent home here, and setting up an +office." + +"Well, why not? I can't live in the East any more; that we have tested. +I am willing to decide now. It would give you a start here, and, +besides, I think you can be of use to the Captain." + +Ben still hesitated. "It seems rather treacherous to Crego some way. But +if you have definitely decided against him--" + +"We have," said Bertha. "We talked it all over yesterday. We want you." + +Haney's face was very grave now. "There is one thing more, Mr. Fordyce. +Mart Haney's reputation must be taken into account. It won't do you anny +good to be associated with him. I don't know that it will do you anny +harm, but I'm dom sure it will do you no good to be associated with me." + +Alice interposed, quickly. "A lawyer can't choose his clients--at least, +a _young_ lawyer can't." + +Haney ignored the implications of her speech. "I'm not tryin' to cover +up me tracks," said he. "I was a gambler for thirty years. Me whole life +has been a game of chance. There are many who think gambling one of the +high crimes an' misdemeanors, but I think a square game between men is +defensible. I am a gambler by nature. Why shouldn't I be? I grew up a +fat squab of a boy rollin' about on the pavin'-stones of Troy. 'Twas all +luck, bedad, whether I lived or died. I lived, it fell out, and when I +had learned to read I read wild-West stories. Of course, that led me to +go West and jine the Indians, and by stealin' rides and beggin' me bread +I reached Dodge City. 'Twas all chance that I didn't die on the way. Me +mother, poor soul, was worried and I knew it, and finally I put me fist +to it and wrote her a letter to say I was all right. She wrote beggin' +me to return, which I did a couple of years later; but Troy was too slow +for me then, and again I pulled out. I was always takin' risks. Danger +was me delight. I had no trade, but I had faith in me luck. I won--I +almost always won. And so I came to be a gambler along with bein' +sheriff and city marshal, and the like o' that, in one mountain town or +another, but I always played fair. A man who plays a square game is a +gambler. The man who deals underhand is a crook. I'm no crook. I love +the game. To know that the cards are stacked against the other player +takes all the fun out of the deck for me. I want the other felly to have +an equal chance with me--else 'tis no game, but a hold-up. No man ever +rightfully accused me of dealing against him. Yes, 'tis true, me world +is a world of risk." He looked at Alice. "Sure, the Look-Out up +above--if there is such--is there to see that we all have a show for our +ace. If anything interferes with that the game is a crooked one." + +Alice began to perceive something big and admirable in this man's +spirit. She was not of his faith--quite the contrary. She was a +fatalist. Nothing happened in her world. But she was imaginative enough +to understand his point of view. + +Haney went on. "I know all the tricks. I lairned them, not to use in the +game, but to keep them _out_ of the game. I had too much faith in me +luck to ever weaken." + +"Did you never lose?" asked Ben. + +"Many the time, indeed, but only for a short streak. Take this mine, for +instance. A man comes into me house full of confidence in himself, +plays, and goes broke. The fury of the game bein' in him, he says: 'I'll +put me prospect hole against five hundred dollars.' 'Roll the wheel,' +says I, and I won his hole in the ground. 'Twas me luck. That prospect +turned out a mine. 'Twas his luck to lose. He was a full-grown man; he +knew the game and went into it with his eyes open. Truth was, he +considered the mine a 'dead horse,' and was hopin' to take a fall out o' +me. Me little girl here is disturbed about the way the mine came to us, +but she needn't be. 'Twas all in the game. I'm sayin' 'twas in the game +that another crazy fool should blow me to pieces--I don't complain. I +take me chances. Now"--here he faced Ben, and his grave tone +lightened--"as I understand it, you're not a rich man?" + +Ben flushed a little. "No, I haven't earned much so far; but it's up to +me to get busy." + +"And ye expect to marry soon?" + +This question sent a thrill to the heart of each of the three young +people listening--a thrill of fear, of doubt. And Ben said, slowly, +perceiving Haney's fatherly good-will: "Yes, we expect to set up +housekeeping, as the old-fashioned people say, as soon as Alice is a +little stronger." + +"Very well, then," Haney went on like one who has made his point, +"here's _your_ chance. Your fee with me will pay your coal bills anyway. +We're likely to take a good dale of your time, but you'll lose nothing +by that." + +Bertha, with big yearning eyes fixed upon Ben's face, waited in a quiver +of hope as he replied: "Of course, Captain Haney, I can't subscribe to +your defense of gambling, and if you were still a gambler, in the strict +sense of the word, I couldn't accept this position, for it is something +more than legal. But as you have given up all connection with cards and +liquor selling, I see no reason why I should not accept your +offer--provided I can be of service in the manner you expect." He looked +across the table at Bertha, and reading there the same entreaty which +she had expressed in the garden, he added, firmly and definitely: "Yes, +I will accept, and be very much obliged to you." + +Haney extended his hand, and they silently clasped palms in the compact. + +They parted in a glow of mutual confidence and liking, and Alice's voice +quivered as she thanked their host. "I think it very fine of you, +Captain Haney. This may be the means of establishing Mr. Fordyce in +business here." + +His eyes twinkled in reply. "I will do all I can to help him, for he +takes me eye." + +Ben's last glance and the pressure of his hand left in Bertha's brain a +glow which remained with her all the rest of the day, and she carolled +like a robin as she trod her swift way about the house. + +The next morning, as they sat at breakfast, Mart briskly said: "Well, +little woman, I've decided, now that I have a man I can trust with me +business, to make the trip East. As soon as he has the mines in hand +we'll start. Can you be ready to go Monday week?" + +"Sure thing," she answered, quickly. But even as she spoke a nameless +pang that was neither joy nor exultation shot through her heart. For the +first time she realized that she had lost her keen desire to explore the +glittering plain which lay below her feet. A fairer world, a perfectly +satisfying world, was opening before her in the high country which was +her home. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +ALICE HEATH HAS A VISION + + +This change of legal adviser, while very important to Ben Fordyce and +the Haneys, did not seem to trouble Allen Crego very much. As a matter +of fact, he was about to run for Congress, and had all the business he +could attend to anyway. He liked the young Quaker, and responded "All +right" in the frank Western fashion, sending the Haneys away quite as +solidly friendly as before. To Ben he was most cordial. "I'm glad you're +going to settle here, and I'm specially glad you've got a retainer; for +the field is overcrowded, and it may take a long time for you to get a +place. We old fellows who came down along with the pioneers have an +immense advantage. I wish you every success." And he meant it. + +Only when he got home to Mrs. Crego did he come to realize what a +horrible injury he had permitted "a young and inexperienced Eastern boy" +to do himself. "This connection will ostracize them both," his wife +said. + +He answered a little wearily. "Oh, now, my dear, I think you take your +social Medes and Persians too seriously. We lawyers can't afford to +inquire into the private affairs of our clients too closely--especially +if they are derived from the pioneer West. Ben Fordyce doesn't become +responsible for Haney's past; it is a business and not a social +arrangement." + +"That's like a man," she responded; "they never see anything till it +bumps their noses. They've both called on the Haneys and gone riding +with them--or with the girl. They've even eaten luncheon there!" + +"How dreadful! Mrs. Crego, you shock me!" + +"If any evil comes of this--and there will be sorrow in it--you'll be +morally responsible. In the old days it didn't matter, but now nobody +who is anybody in this town can associate with people like the Haneys +and not be hurt by it." + +The judge ceased to smile. "Now, let this end the discussion. Fordyce +has sense enough to take care of himself. He's just the man for +Haney--he has time, good nature, and splendid connections. I am glad to +be rid of the business, and I am delighted to think this young fellow +has pleased Haney--" + +"It isn't Haney. Don't you see? It's that girl. She has urged it--I'm +perfectly sure." + +"Stop right there!" he commanded, sharply. "I don't want to hear a word +of your insinuations. I'm tired of them. I'm ashamed of you." And he +took up his paper and walked away from her. + +She was defeated at the moment, but hurried to the Congdons with her +news. Lee looked quite serious enough. "I don't believe I like that +either. What do you think, Frank?" + +"All depends on Ben. If he makes it a business deal and keeps it so all +right; if he don't, it may go against him in the town, as Helen says." + +"Don't you think you'd better go see him and have a talk?" + +"Nixie!" he answered, in swift negation. "Little Willie don't want to +tackle that delicate job. I'm subtle, but not so subtle as that. Alice +Heath knows all we know and more, and you can bet they've talked the +whole thing over." + +"But they may not realize the position of the Haneys." + +"They may not; but I suspect they think they can carry any connection +they choose to make, and I mostly think they can--ten generations of +Quaker ancestry--" + +"But the people there don't know their ancestry." + +"Well, go talk to them. I abdicate. Besides, I like the Haneys." + +Mrs. Crego now laid her joker on the table. "Here's the point. That girl +is _taken_ with Ben--it's all her plan." + +Congdon started. "Sh! Don't say that out loud, Nell. That little wife is +true as steel." + +"I don't care. My prophetic soul--" + +Lee put in. "Prophetic pollywogs! Why, Helen, the girl is as simple and +straightforward as a boy of twelve." + +"She seems that way, but I could see she was wonderfully attracted by +Ben and his singing that night here." + +"That may be; so was I. Anyhow, I agree with Frank: it would be cruel to +say such a thing--even if it were so, which I don't for an instant +believe. At the same time, I admit the connection will make talk and may +create a prejudice. Maybe we'd better see Ben." She looked at her +husband. + +He waved a protesting finger before his face. "Not on your life! Ben and +I are friends. I like him immensely--too much to think of running such a +frightful risk of offending him. If you interfere you do so at your own +peril." + +Lee finally acquiesced in his judgment, and Mrs. Crego went home more +deeply troubled than her acquaintance with Alice Heath would seem to +warrant. "Helen's an estimable person," said Frank Congdon, "and on the +whole I like her; but I wish she didn't take quite so much evil for +granted." + +So as no one warned Ben Fordyce, he went gayly forward and hired a +couple of nice rooms in a sightly block, and hung out a gilded sign. "I +am a citizen of Colorado now," he said to the Captain and Bertha the +first time they called at his office. + +Alice was there, and they were deep in discussion of the merits of a +pile of new rugs which were to match the wall-paper. Ben stoutly stood +for the "ox-blood" and she for the "old gold." Ben explained. "The +entire extravagance of this office is due to her." He pointed an +accusing finger at Alice, who nodded shamelessly. "I was all for +second-hand stuff, both for economy's sake and to show I'd been in +practice a long time." + +"You'd need a battered second-hand set of whiskers to match," she +replied, and they all laughed at the notion. "No, Captain, being sure +Ben couldn't deceive anybody as to his age and experience, I argued for +signs of prosperity. New-born success has its weight, you know." + +"Sure it has." + +"People like silken rugs and mahogany furniture, even in the West." + +"They do," Haney agreed. + +Bertha, standing silently by, was vaguely resenting Alice's presence. +This feeling was not defined, but it was strong enough to darken her +face and take the sparkle out of her eyes. She would have liked to do +this work of fitting up his rooms; and he, on his part, saw that she was +in sombre mood, and sought opportunity to come to where she stood. "I'm +being congratulated on all sides for becoming a citizen of Colorado. +It's quite like being initiated into some new club. In an Eastern town +they'd let me jolly well alone. I'm going to like it immensely, I know, +and it's really due to you." + +She found words difficult at the moment. His face and voice dazzled her +like an open door towards sunshine, and after a moment's pause she +looked round the room, saying: "It's going to be fine." + +"I want it comfy, so that you and the Captain will feel like coming down +often. We have a great deal to talk over before I shall really have a +full understanding of your affairs. I'm going to bone into my books +hard," he added, boyishly. "To tell the truth, I've taken life pretty +easy. You see, my father left me a regular income, big enough to support +me while I was studying law, but not enough to marry on." She couldn't +have told why, but this subject troubled her and confused her. She +turned away again as he continued: "Alice has a little, not much, in her +own right, and so it is really up to me to settle down and get to work. +Please don't think you are taking the time of a rich and busy man like +Crego. I am very grateful to you. It will enable us to plan a home here +in the West." + +Again that keen pang went through her heart, and he, looking towards +Alice, so worn and drooping, was touched with dismay, almost fear. + +She was talking to the Captain, but was furtively watching Bertie and +Ben. "How erect and radiant and happy they are," she thought, and a +doubt of the girl came into her mind. "She is so untrained and so +young!" And in this mental exclamation she put her first fear that Ben +might find his position as legal adviser complicated by the admiration +of the Captain's wife. + +Something weirdly intuitive had come to Alice Heath in these later +years. As her health declined and her flesh purified, she had come to +possess uncanny powers of vision, and at times seemed to read the very +innermost thoughts of those about her. The loss of her beauty, which had +been exquisite as that of a rose, had made her morbid--which she knew +and struggled against. She forecast the future, and this is disquieting +to any one. "Here at this moment," she often said to herself, "my world +is flooded with sunshine--a static world in appearance. But how will it +be ten years from now? The clock ticks, the sun passes, the universal +sway of death extends." With the same acuteness with which she read +other minds she read her own; but knowing that such imaginings were +unnatural and distressing, she fought against them; yet they came in +spite of herself. And the picture of Bertha standing there beside Ben +filled her with a prophetic vision of what the girl-wife was to become: +"She will grow in grace and in dignity, in understanding. She's of good +stock. She's like a man in her power to raise herself above lowly +conditions. Why are there not female Lincolns? There are, and she is one +of them. Nearly all our great men were born and reared under conditions +ruder than those which surrounded this girl. Why can't she rise? She +will rise--and then--" + +She did not pursue the clew further, for the Captain was speaking. "And +you, miss, can be of just as great service to me wife. She's alone with +me here in this town, and I'm a heavy load for her to carry. I am so. +Now that her house is in order the days are long. The people she'd like +to know don't drop in, and I suspect it's because she's Mart Haney's +wife." + +She resumed her sprightly manner. "Oh no; I'm afraid if she were a poor +girl she'd find these same people still more indifferent." + +"True, miss. But would they act the same if she were Mart Haney's +widow?" + +She flashed a deep-piercing, wondering glance at him. "Ah, that would be +different. And yet," she hastened to say, "that would not make her +acceptable to the really best people." + +"What would, miss?" he asked, simply. "I'm a rough man, and I've led a +rough life. I begin to see things now that I never saw before. What +would give Bertha standing among the people you speak of?" + +"Education, character. By character I mean she must be a personality." + +"That she is!" He was emphatic in this. + +"She certainly is a fascinating girl, and she promises to be a still +more interesting woman." + +"I'm not a wooden-head, miss. As a gambler, it was me business to read +men's faces. I see more than my little girl gives me credit for. I think +I know why Mrs. Crego can't see us as we pass by, and I was wise to them +friends of yours the other day when they curled their tails and showed +their teeth at sight of us. It's because Bertie is the wife of a +gambler. Isn't that so, now?" + +She rose with a start, for Bertha was coming towards them. "Hush! don't +talk about it any more--at present." And at this moment there passed +before her eyes a vision of this big man, crushed and writhing on a +mountain-side, among deep green ferns. It lasted but an instant, like +the memory of an event in childhood; a spot transient as a +shadow--disconnected, without precursor or sequence; like a cloud over +the wheat it gloomed a moment and was gone, and she gave herself up to +the influence of the sunny room and Ben's joyous plans. + +This vision came back to her when she was alone in her own room an hour +later, and stayed with her persistently. What did it mean? Did it +presage an accident to him, or had it arisen from a vague knowledge of +the cause of his wounding? + +This singular and distressing rule governed her dreams of the future. +They were all of sorrow, death, physical calamities; never, or very +rarely, of health and happiness; therefore, she seldom spoke of them. +"Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof," her father was wont to +say, and she had come to the same conclusion. Besides her faith in her +predictive dreams was by no means fixed. She had reached but one +comforting conclusion, and that was negative. If no vision came to +reveal the future of any friend, she rested secure in the belief that he +or she at least was to be free of disaster. It was a sweet and +comforting fact to remember that no vision of Ben's future had ever +entered her consciousness. She did not even dream of him. And this was +still more wonderful, for she had always understood that those we love +are ever in our thoughts in slumber. + +For some reason the day had been most wearing, and to dress for dinner +was an effort. But she made herself as lovely as she could for Ben's +sake--and for the sake of the Congdons with whom they were to dine. "We +are to be alone," Lee had 'phoned, "for I want to talk with you like a +Dutch aunt." + +Alice knew as well as if Lee had spoken it what was coming. They were +going to protest against Ben's intimacy with the Haneys. And as soon as +they were in their carriage she warned Ben. "You want to be on your +guard to-night. The Congdons are going to advise you against accepting +this retainer from Captain Haney." + +He was too happy to do more than jokingly reply: "Too late! Bribe is in +hand, and money mostly spent. What I want to ask you is more important. +When are we to start our 'love in a cottage' idyl? It really looks +possible now. Isn't it beautiful to think we can really keep house out +here and pay our way?" + +"Oh, Ben!"--there was a wail in her voice--"I don't seem to gain as I +should! I'm completely tired out to-night." + +He was all concern instantly, and putting his arm about her, tenderly +exclaimed: "Dear heart, it was my fault. You shouldn't have gone down at +all." + +"But don't you see how revealing it is? If I can't go down to your +office to superintend the arrangement of a few rugs and chairs, how can +I keep a house--your house--in order? No, dear boy, we mustn't think of +it--not now; perhaps by spring, but certainly not now." + +He was both saddened and perplexed, and yet his disappointment was not +so keen as it had been when she had put off their wedding-day the first +time, and when she turned a white, despairing face up to him, saying +wildly: "Oh, Benny, why don't you give me up and marry some nice young +girl?" He only took her in his arms and shut her lips with a kiss. + +"No more such talk," he said; "you're tired and a little morbid. Lee's +lecture will do you good. I hope she gets after you for letting yourself +down into these detestable moods." + +Signs of their troubled ride were on their faces as they entered the +Congdon sitting-room (which also served as hall), and Lee put her arm +about her guest with compassion uppermost in her heart. "You don't look +a bit well to-night. What have you been doing?" + +"Nothing. That's the worst of it. If I'd been scrubbing floors or +cleaning silver I'd feel that I had a right to be tired, but I've only +been down to Ben's new office overseeing the laying of three rugs. I +didn't lift a hand, and now look at me!" + +When they were in the privacy of Lee's dressing-room the hostess studied +her guest critically. "You've something on your mind," she announced. + +"I always have something on my mind." + +"I know you do, and if you're ever going to get well you must get it off +your mind. Do I know what it is?" + +"If you don't, you ought to. Since this retainer from Captain Haney, Ben +is urging an immediate marriage." + +Lee Congdon was an unconquerable realist and truth-teller, and she could +not at the moment utter any other than a divergent word. "We got you +here to-night to talk over that Haney business. We don't entirely like +it; at least, I don't. Frank has no responsibility, never had. Haney is +not a bad man, and she isn't a bit low or common; but folks think she +is. And it's going to hurt you both, I'm afraid, to have anything to do +socially with them." + +"Oh, socially!" Alice cried, in disgust. "I thought we were coming to +the big and boundless West, where such things don't count." + +"You have, and you haven't. The Springs is a little of the West, a +little of England, and a good deal of the East. It's a foolish town in +some ways, and I warn you lots of nice people will find it inconvenient +to call on you for fear of meeting Mrs. Haney." + +"Oh, rats!" + +"Absurd, isn't it? I'm glad you put on that dress. You don't look tired +now; your cheeks are blazing." + +"With wrath--not health." + +"At me?" + +"Oh no. At these people who assume to dictate whom we shall know." + +"They don't do that, dear; they only think you're paying too much for +Ben's new office. But come down to dinner; we'll fight this out later." + +Congdon was outspoken in his admiration. "By the Lord, the climate is +getting in its work! Why, Alice, you're radiant. You're ten years +younger to-night!" + +"That's because I'm angry." + +"What about?" + +"Your townspeople. Lee has made me feel as if I were the club-bar topic +to-night." + +Congdon became solemn--grim as a brazen image. "Mrs. Congdon, you've +been making some of your tactful remarks." + +"I have not. I've been talking straight from the shoulder, as I advise +you to do." + +He capitulated. "After the turkey. Come on, Ben, we're in for a lecture +by the Professor-Doctor Lee Congdon." + +Under the influence of his humor they took seats about the pretty, +candle-lit table as gay a group as the city held--apparently; for Alice +was of that temperament which responds quickly and buoyantly to humor, +and Frank Congdon never took anything quite seriously--except his +portrait-painting. He could do a cake-walk with any one, but he would +not discuss art with the unsympathetic. He always had a new story to +tell of his amazing experience. Something was always happening to him. +Other men come and go up and down the whole earth without an adventure, +but no sooner does Frank Congdon slip out of the door than the +fates--generally the humorous ones--pounce upon him. Drunken women claim +him for a son. Sheriffs arrest him in the mountains and transport him +long distances, only to find him the wrong man. Confused Swedish mothers +give him babies to hold in the cars, and rush out just in time to get +left. And these tales lose nothing in his recount of them. + +In the present instance he took up half the dinner-hour with a +description of his latest mishap. A neighbor's cook had suddenly gone +mad, and had charged him with putting a spell over her. "Somebody calls +me up on the 'phone this morning: 'Is this Frank Congdon?'... 'Yes.' ... +'Hello, Frank, this is Henry. What you been doing to my cook?' ... 'What +does she say I have?' ... 'Says you've hypnotized her--put a spell over +her.' ... 'I pass.' ... 'Fact; she's crazy as a bed-bug, and we can't do a +thing with her--and she was _such_ a good girl. How could you, +Frank?' ... 'I never saw the creature in my life.' ... 'Well, you'll see +her now. You're to come right over and remove this spell, or we won't +have any breakfast.'" Here Congdon looked solemnly round at his guests. +"Now wouldn't that convulse a body? I didn't know her name; on my word, +I couldn't remember how she looked. But my curiosity was roused, and +over I toddled. It was all true. Karen was in the kitchen, armed with +the jig-saw bread-knife and calling for me. Henry was all for my +appearing suddenly at the door Ć la Svengali, and with a majestic wave +of the hand lift the cloud from her brain. 'Not on your tintype,' says +I; 'I guess this is a case for the police. If I put this spell on that +hell-cat it must have been by "absent treatment" during sleep, and it's +me to my studio again.' ... 'No you don't,' said Henry. 'You stay till +this incubus is cleared away. It ain't reasonable to suppose that an +ignorant maid like this is going to charge a complete stranger with a +crime of this kind unless--' + +"'That's what I say. It isn't reasonable, I refuse to believe it.' Just +then something seemed to break loose in the back part of the house. +Wash-boilers seemed to be falling on the kitchen range, and wild yells +made Mrs. Henry turn pale. + +"'That's your work, monster!' shrieked Henry. + +"'Is it?' I said. 'My opinion is she's broke into your wine-cellar. It's +you to the police.' + +"'Go calm her. Come, it's a fine chance to experiment.' + +"'So it is--with a cannon. Do you mean to tell me seriously that she +thinks I've hypnotized her?' + +"Then he got down to business, and assured me that he was telling the +truth. This interested me, and I thought I'd chance opening the +door--particularly as everything was quiet inside." + +His company was very tense now, so vividly had he set the whole scene +before them. "I opened the door, and found her standing at the far side +of the room, her hair in ropes and her eyes wild. She was 'bug-house' +all right. 'Karen,' I said, in my most hypnotic voice, 'I lift the +spell. You are free. Go back to work.'" + +"What happened?" asked Alice, breathless with excitement. + +His face was grave and his voice sad. "Not a thing! My Svengali pass +didn't work. I was as the idle wind to her. Therefore, I withdrew and +'phoned the police." + +"What an extraordinary thing," said Ben. + +Mrs. Congdon brightly answered: "It would be for any one else, but I'm +so used to that now I don't mind. Whenever the telephone bell rings I +expect to hear that Frank is sued for breach of promise, or arrested for +burglary, or some little thing like that. If he were only a novelist +he'd make our everlasting fortune. But I know why he started this +story--he wants to head off my talk with you about the Haneys, and I +don't intend to let him do it. Have you taken on Haney's legal +business?" + +"Yes." + +"For good and all?" + +"Yes. He's advanced me part of my fee, and I've spent it for desks, +rugs, and office rent. I think I may say the offer is accepted." + +"I'm sorry," she said, simply. + +Her husband objected. "I don't see why. Haney is a man of large means, +his mines are paying hugely, and he needs some one to look after the +investment side of his income, and to keep tab on the output of the +mines, and to be ready to settle any legal points that may come up. +Ben's just the boy to do this." + +Lee was firm. "That's one side of it. But these young people should not +start in wrong. Haney's past is said to be criminal, and Mrs. Haney is +called low--" + +Congdon hotly interrupted. "Who says so? It's a lie!" + +"That's the talk over town. It was all right for Crego to transact their +business, for he is an old and well-known lawyer here; but it's +different with Ben, who is just starting." + +Ben laughed. "Yes, it is different. Crego didn't need the job, and I +do." + +"How bad do you need it?" she asked. + +"Well, it makes it possible for us to marry at once and settle here." He +looked at Alice with a renewal of the admiration he had felt for her in +the days of their dancing feet. She shrank from his gaze, and Mrs. +Congdon perceived it. + +"You're not so poor as all that," she stated rather than asked. + +"I don't suppose we're likely to need bread of a sort, but I don't feel +able to buy or rent and keep house--or I didn't till Haney made this +offer." + +"How did he come to make it?" + +His fair skin flushed at her question, for he couldn't quite bring +himself to tell the whole truth. He knew the decision came from Bertha, +and at the moment, and for the first time, he saw how it might be +misconstrued. He evaded her. "Modesty forbids, but I suppose it must +come out. It is all due to my open-faced Waterbury countenance. He +thinks I am at once able and honest." + +"There you have it, Lee. Haney knows a good thing when he sees it." + +Mrs. Congdon, putting the rest of her lecture aside for future use, +said: "Well, if it's all settled, then I've no more to say. Probably I'm +too fussy about what the town thinks, anyway." + +"Precisely my contention, Mrs. Congdon," replied her husband. + +She was audaciously frank and truth-seeking, but she could not say to +any one but her husband that Little Mrs. Haney, expanding into a +dangerously attractive woman, was already in love with Ben Fordyce. +"There are limits to advice, after all," she said to Frank, when they +were alone. + +"I'm glad you recognize the limit in this case," he replied, "but I +don't intend to worry. Ben is all right, and the girl has got to have +her tragedy sooner or later. If it isn't Ben, it will be somebody else. +A wonder it wasn't with me." + +"Oh, I don't know." She laughed. "I feel very secure about you." + +"Am I such a bad shape?" he asked, with comical inflection. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +BERTHA'S YELLOW CART + + +Ben found his office a most cheerful and pleasant resort--just what he +needed. And each morning as soon as his breakfast was eaten, he went to +his desk to write, to read his morning paper, and to glance at the law +journals. He called this "studying." About eleven o'clock the Haneys +regularly drove down, and they went over some paper, or some proposal +for investment, or Williams came in with a report of the mines. This +filled in the time till lunch. Not infrequently he got into the +carriage, and they rode up to get Alice to fill out the table. In the +afternoon they sometimes went out to the mesas, and it was this almost +daily habit of driving and lunching with the Haneys which infuriated +Mrs. Crego (who really loved Alice) and troubled Lee Congdon (who was, +as she said, frankly in love with Ben). Gossips were already discussing +the outcome of it all. + +"Just such a situation as that has produced a murderess," said Mrs. +Crego to the judge one night. But he only shook his paper and scowled +under its cover, refusing to say one word further concerning the Haneys. + +Alice, studying Ben with those uncanny eyes of hers, saw him slowly +yielding to the charm of Bertha's personality, which was maturing +rapidly under the influence of her love. She was as silent as ever, but +her manner was less boyish. The swell of her bosom, the glow that came +into her face, had their counterparts in the unconsciously acquired +feminine grace of her bearing. She was giving up many of the phrases +which jarred on polite ears, and she did this, naturally, by reason of +her association with Alice. She saw and took on many of the little +niceties of the older woman's way of eating and drinking. + +At Lee Congdon's suggestion, she abandoned the cross-saddle. It required +a great deal of character to give up the free and natural way of riding +(the way in which all women rode until these latter days), and to assume +the helpless, cramped, and twisted position the side-saddle demands; but +she did it in the feeling that Ben liked her better for the change. And +he did. She could see approval in his eyes when she rode out for the +first time in conventional riding-skirt, looking very slim and strong +and graceful. "I can't stand for the 'hard hat,'" she confessed. "I'll +wear a cap or a sombrero, but no skillet for me." + +These were perfect days for the girl-wife. Under these genial suns, with +such companionship, such daily food, she rushed towards maturity like +some half-wild colt brought suddenly from the sere range into abundant +and peaceful pasture, the physical side of her being rounded out, +glowing with the fires of youth, at the same time that the poor old +Captain sank slowly but surely into inactivity and feebleness. She did +not perceive his decline, for he talked bravely of his future, and +called her attention to his increasing weight, which was indeed a sign +of his growing inertness. + +And so the months passed with no one of the little group but Alice +suffering, for Mart had attained a kind of resignation to his condition. +He still talked of going up to the camp, but the doctor and Bertha +persuaded him to wait, and so he endured as patiently as he could, and +if he suffered, gave little direct sign of it. + +Alice, fully alive now to the gossip of the town (thanks to Mrs. Crego), +found herself helpless in the matter. She believed the young people to +be--as they were--innocent of all disloyalty, and she could not assume +the rĆ“le of the jealous woman. She was frightened at thought of the +suffering before them all, and it was in this fear that she said to Ben +one day: "Boy, you're giving up a deal of time to the Haneys." + +He answered, promptly. "They pay me for it." + +"I know they do. But, dearest, you ought to take more time to study--to +prepare yourself for other clients--when they come." + +He laughed. "They're not likely to come right away, and, besides, I do +get in an hour or two every day." + +"But you ought to study _six_ hours every day. Aren't the traditions of +Lincoln and Daniel Webster all to that effect: work all day with the ax, +and study in the light of pine knots all night?" + +He took her words as lightly as they were spoken. "Something like that. +But I'm no Daniel Webster; I'm not sure I want to go in for criminal law +at all." + +She spoke, sharply. "You mustn't think of getting your fees too easy, +Ben. I don't think any good lawyer wins without work. Do you?" + +"I didn't mean that," he hastened to say. "You do me an injustice. I +really read more than you think, and my memory is tenacious, you know. +Besides, I can't refuse to give the Haneys the most of my time; for they +are my only clients, and the Captain is most generous." + +"The mornings ought to be enough," she hazarded. + +"I know what you mean. I do go out with them afternoons a good deal, but +I consider that a part of my duty. They are so helpless socially. You've +always felt that yourself." + +"I feel it now, Bennie boy, but we mustn't neglect all friends for them. +Other people don't know that you do this as a matter of business, and of +course you can't tell any one; for if the Haneys heard of it they would +be cut to the heart. Do they put it on a business basis?" + +"They never mention it. Bertha isn't given to talking subtleties, as you +know, and the Captain takes it all as it comes these days." + +It hurt her to hear him speak of Mrs. Haney in that off-hand, habitual +way, and she foretold further misconception on the part of Mrs. Crego in +case he should forget--as he was likely to do--and allude to "Bertha" in +her presence. But how could she tell him not to do that? She merely +said: "I like Mrs. Haney, and I feel sorry for her--I mean I'm sorry she +can't have a place in the town to which she is really entitled. She is +improving very rapidly." + +"Isn't she!" he cried out. "That little thing is reading right through +the town library--a book every other day, she tells me." + +"Novels, I fear." + +"No; that's the remarkable thing. She's reading history and biography. +Isn't it too bad she couldn't have had Bryn Mawr or Vassar? I've advised +her to have in some one of the university people to coach her. I've +suggested Miss Franklin. I wish you'd uphold me in it." + +He had never told Alice of the talk in the garden that day, nor of the +look in Bertha's eyes which decided him to assume the position of mentor +as well as legal adviser, and he did not now intimate more than a casual +supervision of her reading. As a matter of fact, he was directing her +daily life as absolutely as a husband--more absolutely, in fact; for she +obeyed his slightest wish or most minute suggestion. He withheld these +facts from Alice, not from any perceived disloyalty to her, but from his +feeling that his advice to Bertha was paid for and professional, and +therefore not to be spread wide before any one. He did not conceal +anything; he merely outlined without filling in the bare suggestion. + +He not merely gave his fair client lists of books, he talked with her +upon them, and so far as he was able spoke seriously and conscientiously +about them. She seized upon his suggestion, and got Miss Franklin, one +of the teachers of the schools, to come in now and again of an evening +to help her, and, being fond of music, she bought a piano and began to +take lessons. All of which (Lee Congdon would have said) threatened to +render her commonplace and uninteresting; but Alice Heath felt quite +differently about that. + +"No; the more that girl gets, the more she'll have, Lee. As Ben says, +she's the kind that if she were a boy would turn out a big self-made +man. That's a little twisted as to grammar, but you see what I mean. Sex +is one of the ultimate mysteries, isn't it? Now, why didn't I inherit my +father's ability?" + +"You did, only you never use it. But this girl hasn't your father to +draw from." + +"No; but her father was an educated man--a civil engineer, she tells me, +who came out here for one of the big railroads. He was something of an +inventor, too. That's the reason he died poor--they nearly all do." + +"But the mother?" + +"Well, she's weak and tiresome now, but she's by no means common. She's +broken by hard work, but she's naturally refined. No, the girl isn't so +bad; it's the frightful girlhood she endured in that little hotel. I +think it's wonderful that she could associate with the people she +did--barbers and railway hands, and all that--and be what she is to-day. +If she had married a man like young Bennett, for example, she would have +gone far." + +"She can't go far with Haney chained to her wrist," said the blunt Mrs. +Congdon. + +"But think what will happen when she is his widow!" + +"And his legatee!" + +"Precisely." + +"She'll cut a wide swath. She's going to be handsome." + +They had reached a danger-point, for Lee was on the verge of saying +something about Ben's infatuation; but she didn't, and Alice knew why +she didn't, for she asked, rather abruptly: "Won't you come over +Thursday night? I'm going to take the Haneys to dinner at the hotel." +She flushed under Lee's gaze. "It's really Bennie's party, and I'm going +to make it as pretty as I can." + +"Alice, I don't understand you. Why do you do this?" + +"Because I must. She and the Captain are going East on a visit, and Ben +wants to give them a 'jolly send-off,' as he calls it. Besides, I like +the girl." + +Lee mused in silence for a few moments. "I guess you're right. Of course +I'll come. Who else will?" + +"Several of Ben's new friends and the Cregos--" + +"Not the missus?" + +"Yes; she comes because she's consumed with curiosity. Oh, it really +promises to be smart!" + +Congdon came in just in time to hear these words, "Who promises to be +smart--Mrs. Haney?" + +The women laughed. "Another person going about with a mind full of Mrs. +Haney." + +"Well, why not? I just passed her on the street in her new dog-cart, and +she was ripping good to look at. Say, that girl is too swift for this +town. You people better keep close to her if you want to know what's +doing in gowns and cloaks. Did you ever see such development in your +life? Say, girls, I always believed in clothes. But, my eyes! I didn't +think cotton and wool and leather could make such a change. Who is +putting her on?" + +"The cart is a new development," said Alice. "I hope it wasn't yellow?" + +"Well, it was." + +"The Captain was in it?" + +"Not on your life. The Captain was at home in the easy-chair by the +fire." + +The women looked at each other. Then Lee said: "The beginning of the +end. Poor old Captain." + +Congdon was loyalty itself. "Now don't you jump at conclusions. Yes, she +pulled up, and I went out to see her. She gave me her hand in the old +way, and said; 'Isn't this a joke. The Captain ordered it from Chicago. +He saw a picture in one of my magazines of a girl driving one of these +things, and here I am. You don't think they'll charge me a special +license, do you?' Oh, she's all right. Don't you worry about her. Then +she said: 'What I don't like about it is the Captain can't ride in it. +I'm not going to keep it,' she said." + +"That was for effect," remarked Lee. + +"Don't be nasty, Mrs. Congdon. You can't look into her big serious eyes +and say such things." + +Lee looked at Alice. "Oh, well, if it comes down to 'big serious eyes,' +then all criticism is valueless. Aren't men curious? Character is +nothing, intellect is nothing--it's all a question of whether we're +good-lookin' or not. Sometimes I'm discouraged. An artist husband is so +hard to please." + +"I didn't use to be, dovey," he replied, with a mischievous gleam. + +"He means when he took me. I'm used to his slurs. Just think, Alice, I +accepted this man fresh from Paris, with all his sins of omission and +commission upon him, and now he reviles me to my teeth." She patted the +hand he slipped round her neck. "Tell us more about Mrs. Haney. How was +she dressed?" + +"In perfect good taste--almost too good. She looked like one of Joe +Meyer's early posters. Gee! but she was snappy in drawing. She carries +that sort of thing well--she's so clean and nifty in line. If she could +have a year in Paris--wow!--well, us to Fifth Avenue, sure thing!" + +"All depends on what is at the bottom of that girl's soul," retorted +Lee, sententiously. "A light woman with money is a flighty combination. +I don't pretend to say what your little Mrs. Haney is at bottom. Thus +far I like her. I talk about her freely, but I defend her in public. +But, at the same time, fifty thousand dollars a year is a corrupting +power." + +Congdon gravely assented to this. "You're perfectly right; that's the +reason I keep our income down to fifteen hundred. I'd hate to see you +look like a ready-made cloak advertisement." + +Alice rose rather wearily. "Thursday night, you said?" + +"Yes; and I guess, following the latest bulletin concerning Mr. Haney, +we better put on our swellest ginghams." + +Alice, on her way home, continued to think of Mrs. Haney; indeed, she +was seldom out of her mind. And she had a feeling of having known her +for a long time--since girlhood; and yet less than a year had passed +since that dinner at Lee Congdon's. Spring was coming; the hint of it +was in the sweet air, and in the clear piping of a prairie lark in a +vacant lot. Spring! And how long it had been since Ben had referred to +their marriage! Perhaps he took it for granted. "Perhaps he sees in me +only failing health, and dares not speak." + +She was not gaining; that she knew, and so did Lee. She had stayed too +long in the raw climate of her native city. "He must not marry me!" she +despairingly cried. "I must not let him ruin his life in that way!" And +she sank back in the corner of her carriage with wrinkled, pallid face, +and quivering lips; for Bertha was passing up the avenue, driving a +smart-stepping cob, in her cart, and in the seat beside her, as radiant +as herself, sat Ben Fordyce. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +THE JOLLY SEND-OFF + + +The Mrs. Haney who came to Alice Heath's dinner at the Antlers was in +outward seeming an entirely different person from the constrained young +wife who stepped into Lee Congdon's home that night of her first dinner. +She was gowned now in that severe good taste which betokens a +high-priced "ladies' tailor" combined with very judicious criticism. Her +critic she had found in Miss Franklin, a young lady from the university +who had passed easily and naturally from teaching history and etiquette +up to the higher function of advising as to the cut and color of gowns. +Bertha's black velvet was this time a close-clasping sheath which +revealed her slender figure, and delicately and modestly disclosed the +growing grace of her bosom. She wore, too, some jewels of diamond and +turquoise--not showy (her mentor had taken great pains to warn her of +all that). And she was not merely irreproachable, she was radiant, as +she slowly entered with the Captain, who, having submitted like a martyr +to evening dress, was uneasy as a colt in harness, and more than usually +uncertain of step. + +Ben's eyes expanded with surprise and his heart warmed with pride as he +greeted her. "You are beautiful!" he exclaimed to her, and the tone of +his exclamation as well as the words exalted her. Her brain filled with +a mist of gold. She hardly felt the floor beneath her feet. To be called +beautiful--and by him--had been outside the circle of her most daring +hope, and the repetition of this word in her mind was like the clash of +musical bells--entrancing her. Mechanically she took her place at his +right hand, silently, and with a far-away look, listening to the merry +clamor of the table. She hardly knew what she ate or what any one +said--except when Ben spoke to her. But she was aware of the Captain +down at Alice's right, and wondered vaguely how he was getting on with +his napkin and his fork. + +The first words that really roused her and stopped the musing smile on +her lips were spoken by Ben in a lower voice--half-laughing, but tender +also. "You mustn't stay away too long. I'll feel as if I weren't earning +my salary while you're gone." + +"I wish you were going too," she said. She had thought this many times, +but had not permitted herself to utter it. "Why can't you--and +Alice--come with us?" + +"I can't afford it, for one thing. The Captain spoke of it, but it's out +of the question." + +"He'll pay you wages just the same." + +"I wouldn't want pay. No, it isn't that; but Alice isn't able to go, and +I can't think of going without her." + +This was a good reason, and Bertha, looking towards Alice, saw in her +face the pain which masks itself in color and movement. The dinner-table +was exquisite and the company gay, and Bertha felt herself a part of the +great world of dignity and beauty, where eating is made to seem a +graceful art, and wine is only a bit of color and not a lure. She +vaguely comprehended that this little party was of a tone and quality of +the best the world over--that it was of a part and interfused with the +dining customs of London and Paris and New York. "It will be _au fait_," +Miss Franklin had said, sententiously, "for Alice Heath _knows_." + +Mrs. Crego, who sat nearly opposite, stared at the girl in stupefaction. +"She makes me feel dowdy," she had confessed to Lee in the +dressing-room. "Why didn't you warn me to come in my best? Who has been +coaching her? Alice Heath, I suppose." She now wondered as sharply over +the girl's manner; for Bertha, carried out of herself by Ben's word of +praise, felt no desire to drink or to eat, and her reticence and the +delicacy of her appetite conferred a distinction which concealed her +lack of small talk, and protected her from the criticism to which +exuberance of manner ordinarily exposed her. + +She was deeply impressed, too, with Ben's management of the waiters, and +with the ease and skill with which he supported Alice in carrying +forward the courses. It was a revelation of training which instructed +her absurdly, for her mind was quick to link and compare. It leaped so +swiftly and so subtilely along connecting lines of thought that a hint +alone sufficed to set in motion a hundred latent memories and inherited +aptitudes. Her father had been a man of native refinement, and she +possessed unstirred deeps of character, as Alice now well understood. +And from her end of the table she glanced often at the sweetly smiling +girl-wife whose beauty abashed Haney. At last she said to him: "Your +wife is very lovely to-night, Captain." + +He hesitated a moment; then replied, slowly: "She is. She's as fine as +anny queen!" Then after another pause, added: "And the more shame to me, +being what I am! She's a good girl, miss, true as steel. Never a word of +complaint or a frown. She bears with me like an angel." + +"You're doing a great deal for her." + +His face lightened. "So she says. I mean to do more. I mean to show her +the world. That's the only comfort I have; my money is giving her nice +clothes and a home as good as anny, and to-night I feel 'tis giving her +friends." + +"But she is worth while, even without the money." + +"True," he quickly said. "But I take comfort in the consideration that +had I not carried her away she'd be in Sibley Junction this night." + +"Sibley Junction! Can this radiant young creature sitting there at the +head of my table be the clerk of the Golden Eagle Hotel?" thought Alice. +"Money is magical! No wonder we all work for it--and worship it!" + +The dinner was both early and short, in order that Bertha and the +Captain might take the train at ten o'clock. And as they were to have +the drawing-room in the sleeping-car (Ben's suggestion), they went +directly to the coach in their party clothes. And so it happened that +this little woman, who had never occupied a berth in a Pullman, entered +her compartment in the robes of a princess. + +Alice had suggested a maid, but Bertha would not hear to that; but she +was willing that their coachman should go along to help the Captain. Ben +had interposed here, and said: "You need some one used to travelling. I +know a colored fellow who is out of service just now, and would like to +come to you. He's a good, reliable man, and a fine nurse." So she had +engaged him. He was on the platform as they drove up--a slight, quiet +man, of gentle speech and indeterminable age, who took charge of the +Captain at once, as if he had been his servant for years. + +Alice said good-bye at the carriage door, but Ben went with them into +the coach. And in the excitement of getting to the train and into the +car Bertha had been able to forget the sick feeling about her heart. But +now, as he turned and said, "It's nearly time to start," and held out +his hand in parting, a desolation, a loneliness, a helpless hunger swept +over her, the like of which had never anguished her before. + +"I wish you were going too!" she faltered, her speech broken and full of +sad cadences. + +He, too, was tense with emotion as he answered: "I wish I were, but I +can't--I must not!" Then, with the gesture of a brother, he bent and +kissed her and turned away, blind to everything else but his pain, and, +so stumbling and shaken, vanished from her sight. + +For a moment she remained standing in the aisle, the touch of his lips +still clinging to her cheek, surprised, full of bewildered defence; +then, as reckless of on-lookers as he had been, she rushed to the window +in swift attempt to catch a final glimpse of him. But in vain; he had +hurried away without looking back, her look of wonder and surprise still +dazzling him with its significance. A kiss with him, as with her, had +never been a thing lightly given or received, and this caress, so simple +to others, sprang from an impulse that was elemental. That he had both +shocked and angered her he fully believed; but the arch of her brows, +the wistful curve of her lips, and the pretty, almost childish, push of +her hands against his breast were still so appealingly vivid that he +entered the carriage and took his seat beside Alice with a kind of +rebellious joy hot in his blood. + +However, as his passion ebbed his uneasiness deepened, and he went to +his room that night with a feeling that his connection with the Haneys, +so profitable and so pleasant, was in danger of being irremediably +broken off. "She will be justified in refusing ever to see me again," he +groaned. And in this spirit of self-condemnation and loneliness he took +up his work next day. + +Bertha's self-revelation was slower. She was so young and so innately +honest and good that no sense of guilt attached to the pleasure she felt +in the sudden revelation that this splendid young man loved her--a +pleasure which grew as the first shock of the parting, the pain, and the +surprise wore away. "He likes me! He said I was beautiful! He kissed +me!" These were the rounds in the ladder of her ascent, and she was +carried high, only to fall into despair. For was she not leaving him and +all the pleasant people she had come so recently to know--hurrying away +into darkness with a crippled man, old before his time, out into a world +of which she knew little--for which, at this moment, she cared nothing? + +She went back, a few moments later, with this sorrow written on her +face, to find Lucius, the colored man, deftly preparing the Captain for +bed. The old borderer looked up with a smile, in which shame and sadness +mingled. "Well, Bertie, I didn't think I'd come to this--me, that could +once sit in me saddle and pick a dollar out o' the dust. But so it is." + +"I'll take care of you!" she cried, in swift contrition. Turning almost +fiercely to the valet, she said: "You can go, I'll 'tend to him!" + +The Captain stopped her gently. "No, darlin', Ben's right; I'm too +clumsy and heavy for you. I need just such a handy man. Now, now! Let +be!... Go ahead, Lucius, strip off these monkey-fixens, and dom the man +that gets me into them again." + +Efficient as she was, the girl could not but admit that Lucius was +better able to serve her husband than herself. He was both deft and +strong; and though the swaying of the car troubled his master, he +steadied him and guided him and stowed him away as featly as if it were +the fiftieth instead of the first time; then, with a few words of +explanation to the wife, he quietly withdrew, and shut the door with a +final touch of considerate care which was new to her. + +She would have been less troubled by him had he been a black man, but he +was not. He seemed more like a Spaniard, and his grizzled mustache, +yellowish skin, and big dreamy black eyes lent him a curious +distinction, and the thought that he was to take her place as crutch and +cane to the Captain gave her a sense of uselessness which she had not, +up to this moment, confessed. + +His suggestions, combined to the minute instructions of Miss Franklin, +enabled her to get to her bunk in fair order, but no sleep came to her +for hours. She longed for her mother more childishly than at any time +since her marriage. She reproached herself for not bringing Miss +Franklin. "Why did I come at all?" she wailed, in final accusation. + +There had been a time when the thought of this trip--of Chicago, New +York, and Washington--was big in her mind, but it was so no longer. +These great cities were but names--empty sounds compared to the +realities she was leaving: her splendid house, her horses and dogs--and +her daily joy in Ben Fordyce. She did not put these visits in their +highest place, not even when remembering his parting kiss, but she dwelt +upon the inspiriting morning drives, the talks in the mellow-tinted, +sunshine-lighted office. She recalled the lunches they took together and +the occasional wild gallops up the caƱon--these she treasured as the +golden realities, for the loss of which she was even now heart-sick. + +One thought alone steadied her--gave her a kind of resignation: the +Captain wanted to find his sisters, to revisit the scenes of his youth, +and it was her duty to go with him. And in this somewhat dreary comfort +she fell asleep at last. + +She was awakened next morning by a pleasant voice saying: "The first +call for breakfast has been made, Mrs. Haney." And she looked up to find +Lucius peering in at the door with serious, kindly eyes. He added, +formally: "If I can assist you in any way call me, and please let me +know when you are ready to have me come in." + +His speech was so precise and his manner so perfect that Bertha was +puzzled and a little embarrassed by them. It seemed abnormal to have a +hired servant so polished, so thoughtful. She dressed hurriedly, while +the Captain yawned and talked between his yawning. "That yellow chap is +sure handy. I wish I'd had him before; 'twould have saved you a power o' +work and worry. Did ye sleep last night?" + +"Not very well. I hope you did. You can't complain of the bunk." + +"'Tis luxurious--'tis so! But there's nothing like the west side of +Colorado Avenue, after all, or a bed of pine boughs beside a roaring +mountain stream. 'Twas a fine little supper Ben gave us last night." + +The level lands awed and depressed the mountain girl. They seemed to +type the flat and desolate spiritual world into which she was entering, +and the ride seemed interminable, carrying her every hour farther from +the scenes and sounds to which her love clung. She was bitterly +homesick, and nothing seemed to promise comfort. She gazed with +lack-lustre eyes on the towns and rivers along the way, and she entered +the great inland metropolis by the lake with dread and a deepening sense +of her inexperience and youth. + +On the neighboring track stood the return sleepers headed for the hills, +and she acknowledged a wild desire to take her place among the jocund +folk who stood on the observation-platform exchanging good-byes with +friends. Thunderous, smothering, and vast the city seemed as they drove +through it on their way to the hotel, and upon reaching her room she +flung herself down on her bed and sobbed in a frenzy of homesickness. + +Haney, who had never before perceived a tear on her face, was startled, +and stood in puzzled pain looking down at her, while the tactful Lucius +went about the unpacking of the trunks, confident that the shower would +soon be over. + +"What's the ail of it?" asked the Captain. "Tell me, darlin'. Are ye +sick?" + +She shook her head from side to side, like a suffering and weary child, +and made no further answer. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +MART'S VISIT TO HIS SISTER + + +Bertha woke next morning with a sense of weariness and desolation still +at her heart, but she dressed and went to breakfast with Haney at an +hour so early that the dining-room was nearly empty. Lucius, with quiet +insistence upon the importance of his employers, had secured a place at +a window overlooking the lake, and was glad to see his mistress brighten +as her eyes swept the burnished shoreless expanse. + +Haney, still troubled by her languid air and gloomy face, took heart, +and talked of what Chicago was in the days when he saw it and what it +was now. "People say it don't improve. But listen: when I was here the +Palmer House was the newly built wonder of the West, the streets were +tinkling with bobtail horse-cars. And now look at it!" + +Bertha went back to her room, still in nerveless and despondent mood, +not knowing what to do. The Captain proposed the usual round. "We'll +take an auto-car, and go to the parks, and inspect the Lake Shore Drive +and the Potter Palmer castle. Then we'll go down and see where the +World's Fair was. Then we'll visit the Wheat Pit. 'Tis all there is, +bedad." + +Lucius, who had been answering the 'phone in the hall, came in at the +moment to say; "A lady wishes to speak with Mrs. Haney." + +"A lady! Who?" + +"A certain Mrs. Brent--a friend of Miss Franklin's." + +Bertha's face darkened. "Oh I'd forgot all about her. Miss Franklin gave +me a letter to her," she explained, as she went out. + +She had no wish to see Mrs. Brent. On the contrary, she had an aversion +to seeing or doing anything. But there was something compelling in the +cool, sweet, quiet voice which came over the line, and before realizing +it she had promised to meet her at eleven o'clock. + +Mrs. Brent then added: "I am consumed with desire to see you, for Dor--I +mean Miss Franklin--has been writing to me about you. You're just in +time to come to a little dinner of mine--don't make any engagement for +to-morrow night. I'm coming down immediately." + +Bertha quite gravely answered, "All right, I'll be here," and hung up +the receiver, committed to an interview that became formidable, now that +the sweetness of the voice had died out of her ears. + +"Who was it?" asked the Captain. + +"A friend of Miss Franklin's--sounds just like her voice, but I think +she's only a cousin. She wants to see me, and I've promised to be here +at eleven." + +The Captain looked a little disappointed. "Well, we can take a spin up +the lake. Lucius, go hire a buckboard and we're off." + +"There's an auto-car waiting, sir. I ordered it half an hour ago." + +The gambler looked at him humorously. "Ye must be a mind-reader." + +A tap on the door called the man out, and when he returned he bore a +telegram. "For you, Captain," he said, presenting it on the salver. + +The gambler took it with sudden apprehension in his face. "I hope +there's no trouble at the mine," he muttered. + +Bertha, leaning over his shoulder, read it first. "It's from Ben!" she +called, joyously. "Ain't it just like him?" + +This message seemed a little bit foolish to Haney. + + "Just to say hello! All well here. Have a good time. + "FORDYCE." + +To Bertha it made all the difference between sunshine and shadow. She +thrilled to it as if it had been a voice. "He knew I'd be homesick, and +so he sent this to cheer me up," she said. And in this she was right. +Her shoulders lifted and her face cleared. "Come on, Captain, if we're +going." + +As they came down the elevator, men in buttons met them, and attended +them to the door, and turned them over to still other uniformed +attendants, who were fain to help them into the auto-car; for Lucius had +managed to convey to the hotel a proper sense of his employer's money +value. He himself was always close to his master's side, for lately +Haney had taken to stumbling at unexpected moments, and his increasing +bulk made a fall a real danger. + +A thrill of delight, of elation, ran through the young wife as she +glanced up and down Chicago's proudest avenue. It conformed to her +notion of a city. The level park, flooded with spring sunshine, was +walled on the west by massive buildings, while to the east stretched the +shining lake. From here the city seemed truly cosmopolitan. It had +dignity and wealth of color, and to the girl from Sibley Junction was +completely satisfying--almost inspiring. + +It was uplifting also to be attended to a splendid auto-car by willing, +alert servants, and to feel that the passers-by were all envious of her +careless ease. Bertha forgot her homesickness, and took her seat in the +spirit of one who is determined to have the worth of her money (for once +anyhow), and the pedestrians, if they had any definite notion of her at +all, probably said: "There goes a rich old cattle king and his pretty +daughter. It's money that makes the 'mobile go." + +She held to this pose for half an hour, while they threaded the tumult +of Wabash Avenue, and, crossing the river, swept up the Lake Shore +Drive. But the lake filled her with other thoughts. "I wish we had this +at the Springs," she said. "This is fine!" + +"We have our share," answered he. "If we had this at our door, there +wouldn't be anything left to go to." + +They whizzed through the park, and down another avenue into the thick +tangle of traffic, which scared them both, and so back to the hotel, the +Captain saying: "My! my! but she has grown. 'Tis twenty years since I +took this turn." + +In some strange way Bertha had drawn courage, resolution, pride, and +ambition from what she saw on this short ride. That she was in a car and +mistress of it was in itself a marvellous distinction, and the thought +of what she would have been--as a "round-tripper" from Sibley +Junction--added to her pleasure and pride. She was always doing sums in +her head now. Thus: "Suppose our excursion does cost twenty dollars per +day; that's only one hundred and fifty per week, six hundred per month, +and our income is ten times that, and more." She had not risen above the +habit of calculation, but she was fast rising to higher levels of +expenditure. + +She met Mrs. Brent with something of this mood in her manner, but was +instantly softened and won by her visitor, who did not in the least +resemble Miss Franklin in appearance, though her voice was wonderfully +the same. Her eyes were wide, her brow serene, and her lips smiling. + +"Why, you're a child," she said--"a mere babe! Dorothy didn't tell me +that." + +Bertha stiffened a little, and Mrs. Brent laughingly added: "Please +don't be offended--I am really surprised." And then her manner became so +winning that before the Western girl realized it she had given her +consent to join a dinner-party the following night. "Come early, for we +are to go to the theatre afterwards. I'll have some of the university +people in to see you. Miss Franklin has made us all eager to meet you." + +Bertha had a dim perception that this eagerness to meet her was +curiosity, but her loyalty to her teacher and the charm of her visitor +kept her from openly rebelling. + +The Captain was not so easily persuaded. "'Tis poor business for me," he +said. "Time was when I went to bed like a wolf--when the time served; +but now I'm as regular to me couch as a one-legged duck. However, to +keep me wife in tune, I'll go or come, as the case may be." + +Mrs. Brent did not attempt to be funny with this wounded bear, and they +parted very good friends. + +As her visitor was going, Bertha suddenly said, "Wait a minute," and, +going to her hand-bag, brought out an envelope addressed in Congdon's +big scrawling hand. "Do you know these people?" + +Mrs. Brent glanced at it. "Why, yes, Joe Moss is an artist. He's +well-known here, and you'll like him. His wife is a very talented woman, +and will be of great advantage to you. They know all the 'artistic +gang,' as they call themselves, and they live a delightfully Bohemian +life. They're right near here, and if I were you I'd go in to see them. +I'd thought of having the Mosses to-morrow night, and this settles it. +They must come. Good-bye till to-morrow at 7 P.M." And she went out, +leaving the girl in a glow of increasing good-will. + +Haney was looking over a list of names and addresses which Lucius had +brought to him, and as Bertha returned he put his finger on one, and +said: "I believe, on me soul, that this Patrick McArdle is me second +sister's husband. 'Patrick McArdle, pattern-maker.' Sure, Charles said +he was in a stove foundry. 'Tis over on the West Side, Lucius says. How +would it do to slide over and see?" + +"I'm agreeable," she carelessly answered, her mind full of Mrs. Brent +and the dinner. + +Lucius interposed a word. "It's a very poor neighborhood, Captain. We +can hardly get to it with a machine." + +"Well, then we'll drive. I want to make a stab at finding my sister +anyhow." + +Lucius submitted, but plainly disapproved of the whole connection. On +the way Haney talked of his sister Fanny. "She was a bouncing, +jolly-tempered girl, always down at the heels, but good to me. She was +two years older, and was mother's main guy, as the sailors say. She was +fairly industrious, though none of us ever worked just for the fun of +it. Fan married all the other girls off to saloon-keepers or aldermen, +which is all the same in pay, and then ended up by takin' a man far +older than herself, who was not very strong and not very smart. He makes +patterns in sand for the leaves and acorns you see on stove doors. For +all we know, he may have made them that's on your new range at home." + +The mention of that range brought to Bertha's mind a picture of her +lovely kitchen, so light and bright and shining, and another spasm of +homesickness and doubt seized her. "Mart, we had no business to come +away and leave that house and all our nice things in it." + +"Miss Franklin will see after it." + +"But how can she? She's gone nearly all day. And, besides, she's not up +to housekeeping--it ain't her line. I feel like going right back this +minute!" + +This feeling of dismay was increased by the glimpses of the grimy West +Side, into which they were plunging every moment deeper. After leaving +the asphalt pavement the noise increased till they were unable to make +each other hear without shouting, and so they sat in silence while the +driver turned corners and dodged carts and cars till at last he turned +abruptly into a side-street, and, driving slowly along over a rotting +block pavement, drew up before a small, two-story frame house--a relic +of the old-time city. + +The yards were full of children, who all stopped their play to stare at +this carriage, especially impressed by Lucius, who sat very erect on the +seat beside the driver, resolutely doing a very disagreeable duty. At +the door he got down and said: "Now, Captain, you give me a pointer or +two, and I'll find out whether this is your McArdle or not." + +"Just ask if Mrs. McArdle was Fan Haney, of Troy. That'll cover the +specification," he answered. + +By this time a large, fair-haired, slovenly woman had opened the door, +and, with truculent voice, called out: "Who do you want to find?" + +"Fan Haney, of Troy," answered the Captain. + +"That's me," the woman retorted. + +"Ye are so! Very well, thin, consider yourself under arrest this +minute," said Haney, beginning to clamber out of the carriage. + +The woman stared a moment; then a slow grin developed on her face so +like to Haney's own that Bertha laughed. The lost sister was found. + +As Haney neared her, he called out: "Well, Fan, ye're the same old +sloven ye were when I used to kick your shins in Troy for soapin' me +mouth." + +"Mart Haney, by the piper!" she exclaimed, wiping her lips and hands in +anticipation of a caress. "Where did ye borry the funeral wagon?" + +He shook her hand--the kiss was out of his inclination--and responded in +the same vein of mockery: "A friend of mine died the day, and I broke +out of the procession to pay a call. Divil a bit the dead man cares." + +"Who's with you in the carriage?" + +"Mrs. Haney, bedad." + +"Naw, it is not!" + +"Sure thing!" + +"She's too young and pretty--and Mart, ye're lame! And, howly saints, +man, ye look old! I wouldn't have known ye but fer the mouth and the +eyes of ye. Ye have the same old grin." + +"The same to you." + +"I get little chance to practise it these days." + +"'Tis the same here." + +"But how came ye hurt?" + +"A felly with a grievance poured a load of buckshot into me side, and +one of them lodged in me spine, so they say." + +She clicked her tongue in ready sympathy. "Dear, dear! But come in and +sit ye down. Ask yer girl to come in--I'm not perticular." + +"She's me lawful wife," he said, and his tone changed her manner into +something like sweetness and dignity. + +"Go ye in, Mart. I'll fetch her." + +As the young wife sat in her carriage before this wretched little home +and watched that slatternly sister of her husband approach, she rose on +a wave of self-appreciation. Haney lost in dignity and power by this +association. For the first time in her life the girl acknowledged a +fixed difference between her blood and that of Mart Haney. She was +disgusted and ashamed as Mrs. McArdle, coming to the carriage side, said +bluffly: "'Tis a poor parlor I have, Mrs. Haney, but if ye'll light out +and come in I'll send for Pat. He'll be wantin' to see ye both." + +Bertha would have given a good deal to avoid this visit, but seeing no +way to escape she stepped from the carriage under the keen scrutiny of +her hostess and walked up the rickety steps with something of the same +squeamish care she would have shown on entering a cow-barn. + +"Here, Benny!" called Mrs. McArdle. "Run you to Dad and tell him me +brother Mart has come, and to hurry home. Off wid ye now!" + +The poverty of this city working-man's home was plain to see. It struck +in upon Bertha with the greater power by reason of her six months of +luxury. It was not a dirty home, but it was cluttered and hap-hazard. +The old wooden chairs were worn with scouring, but littered with +children's rags of clothing. The smell of boiling cabbage was in the +air, for dinner-time was nigh. There were three rooms on the +ground-floor and one of these was living-room and dining-room, the other +the kitchen, and a small bedroom showed through an open door. For all +its disorder it gave out a familiar odor of homeliness which profoundly +moved Haney. + +"Ye've grown like the mother, Fan. And I do believe some of these chairs +are her's." + +"They are. When Dad broke up the house and went to live with Kate I put +in a bid for the stuff and I brought some of it out here with me." + +"I'm glad ye did. That old rocker now--sure it's the very one we used to +fight for. I'll give ye twenty-five dollars for it, Fan." + +"Ye can have it for the askin', Mart," she generously replied--tears of +pleasure in her eyes. "Sure, after all the tales I heard of ye--it's to +see you takin' fine to the mother's chair. She was a good mother to us, +Mart." + +"She was!" he answered. + +"And if the old Dad had been as much of a man as she was, we'd all stand +in better light to-day I'm thinkin'--though the father did the best he +knew." + +"The worst he did was to let us all run wild. A club about our shoulders +now and then would have kept our tempers sweeter." + +Bertha, in rich new garments, seemed as alien to the scene as any fine +lady visiting among the slums. She was struggling, too, between disgust +of her sister-in-law's slovenly house and untidy dress, and the good +humor, tender sentiment and innate motherliness of her nature. There was +charm in her voice and in her big gray eyes. Irish to the core, she +could storm at one child and coo with another an instant later. She was +like Mart, or rather Mart became every moment more of her kind and less +of the bold and remorseless desperado he had once seemed to be. The +deeper they dug into the past the more of his essential kinship to this +woman he discovered. He greeted her children with kindly interest, +leaving a dollar in each chubby, dirty fist, and when McArdle came into +the room Fan had quite conquered her awe of Bertha's finery. + +McArdle was a small bent man, with a black beard, a pale serious face +and speculative eyes. He looked like a wondering, rather cautious animal +as he came in. He wore a cheap gray suit and a celluloid collar, and was +as careless in his way as his wife. It was plain that he was gentle, +absent-minded, and industrious. + +He listened to his wife's voluble explanations in silence, inwardly +digesting all that was said, then shook hands--still without a word. And +when all these preliminaries were over he laid his hat aside and ran his +fingers through his thin hair with a perplexed and troubled gesture, +asking, irrelevantly: "How's the weather out there?" + +Nobody saw the humor of this but his wife, who explained: "Pat is a +fiend on the weather. He was raised on a farm, ye see, and he can't get +over it. I say to him: 'What difference does the state o' the weather +make to you, that's under a roof all day?' But divil a change does it +make in him. The first thing in the morning he turns to the weather +report." + +McArdle's eyes showed traces of a smile. "If it weren't for the papers +and the weather reports, me days would be alike. But sit by," he added, +hospitably, waving his hand towards the table, on which the dinner was +steaming. + +They were drawing up to the board when a puffing and blowing, and the +furious clatter of feet announced the inrushing of the children. + +Not the mother's shrill whooping, but the sight of the strange guests, +transformed them into mutes. The carriage outside had filled them with +wild alarms, but the sight of their parents alive, and entertaining +guests of shining quality, was almost as satisfyingly unusual as death +and a funeral. + +They were a noisy, hearty throng, and Bertha's heart went out to poor +Patrick McArdle, who sat amid the uproar, silent, patient, the heroic +breadwinner for them all. No wonder he was old before his time. Slowly +her antipathy died out. She began to find excuses even for the mother. +To feed such a herd of little pigs and calves, even out of wooden +troughs, would require much labor; to keep them buttoned, combed, and +fit for school was an appalling task. "Mart must help these folks," she +said to herself. + +McArdle had nothing to say during the meal, and Bertha could see that +his family did not expect him to do more than answer a plain question. +Indeed, the children created a hubbub that quite cut off any connected +intercourse, and Fan, with a grin of despair, at last said: "They'll be +gorged in a few minutes, and then we'll have peace." + +"This is what lack of money means," Bertha was thinking. And her house, +her automobile, her horses, became at the moment as priceless, as +remote, as crown jewels and papal palaces. Then, conversely, she grew to +a larger conception of the possibilities which lay in sixty thousand +dollars a year. Not only did it lift her and all hers above the heat and +mire and distress of the world of toil, it enabled them to help others. + +Swiftly the children filled their stomachs, and, seizing each a piece of +cake or pie, withdrew, leaving the old folks and their guests in peace. + +Thereupon, McArdle, taking a pipe from his pocket and knocking it +absent-mindedly on the seat of the chair, dryly remarked: "Now that we +can hear ourselves think, let's have it all over again. Who air ye, and +why air ye here?" + +Being told a second time that this was his brother-in-law, a miner from +Colorado, he shook hands all over again, and accepted Mart's cigar with +careful fingers, as if fearing to drop and break the precious thing. + +Bertha said: "I think we'd better be going, Captain. Our carriage is +outside." + +"Gracious Peter," cried Mrs. McArdle, "I forgot all about it! Is he by +the day or by the hour?" + +Mart answered, with an amused smile. "Well, now, I don't know. I think +by the hour." + +"Ye're makin' a big bluff, Mart. We're properly impressed," said his +sister. "Go pay him off, and save the money." + +McArdle put in a query. "You must have a good thing out there?" + +"'Tis enough to pay me carriage hire," answered Mart. And his tone +satisfied McArdle, who, with reflective eye on Bertha, puffed away at +his cigar, while Mart gave his promise to call again. "I'll come over +and get you all, and take you to the theatre in me auto-car," he said, +as he rose. "But we must be going now." + +Fan was beginning to perceive in him more and more of the man of power +and substance, and her manner changed. "Ye were always the smartest of +the lot of us, Mart." + +"No, I was not. Charles was the bright boy." + +"So he was, but he was lazy. That was why he took up with +play-acting--'tis an easy job." + +"Even that is too much work for him," remarked McArdle. + +"I reckon that's right," laughed Mart, as he turned towards the door. + +"Come again, if ye find time," called Fan, as they went down the steps. + +McArdle, with his cigar in his hand, waved it in a sign of parting. And +so their visit to the McArdles closed. + +Mart turned to his silent and thoughtful wife, and said, with a great +deal of meaning in his voice: "Well, now, what do you think of that for +a fine litter of pups?" + +"They seem hearty." + +"They do. 'Tis on such that the future of the ray-public rests." And +then he added: "Sure, Bertie, it gripped me heart to see the mother's +old chair!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +A DINNER AND A PLAY + + +Lucius seemed to know the city very well, and to have a list of its +principal citizens in his memory. He knew the best places to shop and +the selectest places to eat, and Bertha soon came to ask his advice +about other and more intimate affairs. She showed him Mrs. Brent's card, +and explained that they were going out there to dinner. + +"I know the locality," he said, much impressed, "and I think I know the +house. It's likely to be quietly swell, and you'd better wear your best +gown." + +"The black dress," said Haney, who was a deeply concerned witness. "I +like that." + +Lucius was respectful, but firm. "You are very well in that, Mrs. Haney. +But if I were you I'd have a new gown; you'll need it. I know just the +saleslady to fit you out." + +"But I've only worn the black dress once!" she exclaimed, in dismay. + +Lucius explained that people who went out much in the city made a point +of not wearing the same gown in the same circle a second time. "And as +you only have two presentable evening gowns, you certainly need +another." + +Haney joined in, emphatically. "Sure thing! What's the good of money if +you don't use it to buy things?" + +Tremulous with the excitement of it, she went with the Captain to +several of the largest and most sumptuous establishments on State +Street. And Lucius, who accompanied them, ostensibly to be of service to +his master, was of the greatest service to his mistress, he was so +quiet, so unobtrusive, so thoroughly the footman in appearance, so +helpful, and so masterful, in fact; a faint shake of his head, a nod, a +gesture decided momentous questions. + +The girl, sitting there surrounded by scurrying clerks and saleswomen, +had a return of her bewilderment and doubt. "Can it be true that I can +buy any of these cloaks and hats?" she asked herself. What was the magic +that had made her lightest wish realizable? When a splendid cloak fell +round her shoulders, and she looked in the glass at the tall figure +there, she glowed with pride. + +"Madam carries a cloak beautifully," the saleswoman said, with +sincerity. "This is our smartest model--perfectly exclusive and new. +Only such a figure as the madam's properly sets it off." + +While the women were making measurements for some slight alterations, +Lucius said: "It would be nice if you decided on that automobile, and +took Mrs. Haney to the dinner in it." + +Haney's face lighted up. "I will! Sh! not a word. We'll surprise her." + +"If you don't mind I'll hustle up a footman's livery." + +"So do. Anything goes--for her, Lucius." + +Bertha thought she had already rubbed the side of her wonderful lamp to +a polish. But under the almost hypnotic spell of her West-Indian +attendant she bought shoes, hats, hosiery, and toilet articles till her +room looked "like Christmas morning," as Haney said, and yet there was +little that could be called foolish or tawdry. She wore little jewelry, +having resisted Haney's attempt to load her with rings and necklaces. +Miss Franklin had impressed upon her the need of being "simple." When +she put on her dinner-dress and faced him, Mart Haney was humbled to +earth. "Sure, ye're beautiful as an angel!" he exulted, as if addressing +a saint. And as she swept before the tall glass and saw her radiant self +therein, she thought of Ben, and her face flamed with lovely color. "I +wish he could see me now!" she inwardly exclaimed. + +Miss Franklin, in writing to her friend, Mrs. Brent, had said: "In a +sense, the Haneys are 'impossible'--he is an ex-gambler, and she is the +daughter of a woman who kept a miner's boarding-house in the mountains. +But this sounds worse than it really is. I like the Captain. Whatever he +was in the days before his accident I don't know--they say he was a +terror. But when I entered the family he was as he is now--a pathetic +figure. He isn't really old; but he's horribly crippled, and takes it +very hard. He is kindness itself to his wife and to every one round him, +and will be grateful for anything you do for him. Bertha is young but +maturing very rapidly, and there's no telling where she will stop. She's +been studying with me, and I've told her you will advise her while she's +in Chicago. You needn't go far with her if you don't want to. The +Hallidays and Voughts won't mind the back pages of the Haney history, +and you needn't say anything about the Captain's career if you don't +want to. He's a big mine-owner now, and is out of the gambling and +saloon business altogether. Bertha is perfectly eligible in herself. And +as many of us started on farms or poor little villages, we can't afford +to take on any airs over her. She's of good parentage, and as true as +steel. She likes the Captain, and is devoted to him." + +Dr. Brent was not connected with the university, but his wife's brother +had been a student there, and was now an instructor in one of the +scientific departments. And Mrs. Brent's charm of manner and the +Doctor's easy-going hospitality made their fine little Kenwood home the +centre of a certain intellectual Bohemia on the borders of the +institution, and the "artistic gang" occasionally met and genially +interfused with the professors round the big Brent fireplace. Being rich +in his own right, Brent took his practice in such moderation as to be of +the highest effectiveness when he consented to operate, and was in +demand for difficult surgical cases. He was slender, blond, and languid +of movement--not in the least suggestive of the Western hustle of +Chicago, and yet he was born within twenty miles of the court-house. +Indeed, it was the spread of the city which had enriched his father's +estate, and which now permitted him to work when he felt like it, and to +assemble round his hearthstone--an actual stone, by the way--the people +he liked best. The amount of hickory wood he burned was stupendous. + +Mrs. Brent was known as "the audacious hostess," because she was not +afraid to invite anybody who interested her. "You take your reputation +in your hand," her friends often said to those about to make their first +call. "You may meet an actor from New York or a stone-mason from the +West Side--one never knows." Their house was an adaptation of the +"mission style" of California and possessed one big room on the first +floor which their friends called Congress Hall. + +Miss Franklin was certain that this circle would enjoy the Captain once +he became at ease, and she really hoped Mrs. Brent would "advise the +girl," and, as she put it, "Help her to get at the pleasant side of +Chicago. She's very rich and she's intelligent, but she is very raw! +She's very like a boy, but she's worth while. She wanted me to come with +her, but I could have done so only by giving up here and going as her +companion, and that I'm not ready to do--at present." + +After carefully considering all these points, Mrs. Brent 'phoned her +friends, being careful to explain that Dorothy Franklin had sent her +"some fleecy specimens of Colorado society," and that she was asking a +few of "the bold and fearless" among her set to meet them. + +"Who are the guests of honor?" she was asked by each favored one. + +Each received the same reply: "Marshall Haney, the gambler prince of +Cripple Creek, and his bride, Dead-shot Nell, biscuit-shooter, from +Honey Gulch." + +"Honest?" + +"Hope to die!" + +"It's too good to be true! Of course I'll come. Do we have a quiet game +after dinner?" + +"Ah, no, that would be too cruel--to Captain Haney. No; we go to the +theatre. So be on hand at 7 P.M., sharp." + +In this way she had prepared her friends to be surprised by Bertha's +good looks and the Captain's tame and courteous manner, but was herself +soundly jarred when her "wild-West people" came up to the door in an +auto-car that must have cost five or six thousand dollars, and when a +colored footman, in bottle-green uniform, leaped out to open the door +for them (it was Lucius in his new suit--he was playing all the parts). +Brent, with a comical look at his wife, remarked: "I suppose this is in +lieu of broncos?" + +"They _are_ branching out!" she gasped. "And see her clothes!" + +She might well exclaim, for Bertha, in her long cloak, her head bare, +and her pretty dress showing, did not in the least resemble the picture +Miss Franklin had drawn; neither did she resemble the demure, almost +sullen girl Mrs. Brent had met in the hotel. The Captain, too, for the +second time in his life, wore evening dress, but citing to his sombrero; +so that he resembled a Tennessee congressman at the Inaugural Ball as he +came slowly up the short walk, and Mrs. Brent deeply regretted that no +one was present to take the shock with herself and the doctor. + +The maid at the door, who knew nothing of the wild reputation of the +Haneys, guided them up-stairs to their respective dressing-rooms, and +helped to remove their wraps so expeditiously that they were on their +way back to the first floor before any other guests arrived. Bertha was +delighted but not awed by the fine room into which they were ushered, +for was not her own house larger and more splendid? She had grown +accustomed to big things--it was the tasteful beauty of the room that +moved her. + +In the side of the room a big plain brick fireplace was filled with a +crackling fire, and in the light of it stood her host and hostess. +Bertha was glad to find them alone--she had expected to face a room full +of people. She was not specially attracted to Dr. Brent, and remained so +coldly restrained that he was quite baffled and turned away to the +Captain, who sought the fire, saying: "This looks good. I feel the cold +now--I don't know why I should." + +This opened the way to a very confidential talk on wounds and diet. + +Bertha's new gown of pale blue made her look very young and very sweet, +and the eager guests were sadly disappointed in her--that is to say, the +ladies were; the men seemed quite content with her as she was. They took +the "biscuit-shooter" description to be a piece of fooling on Mrs. +Brent's part, and as they had no time after dinner to get the Captain +started they remained quite convinced that he, too, had been maligned in +their hostess's description. + +As a result, Mrs. Brent and her other guests were forced to do the +talking, for Bertha had not only warned Mart against reminiscence, but +had determined to keep a tight hold on her own tongue; and though she +listened with the alertness of a bird, she answered only in curt phrase, +making "yes" and "no" do their full duty. She perceived that the people +round her were of intellectual companionship to the Crego and Congdon +circles, and these young men, so easy and graceful of manner, reminded +her of Ben. None of them were entirely strange to her now, and yet she +dimly apprehended something uncomplimentary veiled beneath their polite +regard. She did not entirely trust any of them--not even her host. +Indeed, she liked Mrs. Brent less than at their first meeting in the +hotel. + +The dinner was rather hurried, and they would have been late had it not +been for Haney's new auto-car, which carried six, and made two trips to +the station unnecessary. It was fine to see the Captain put his machine +at the disposal of his hostess. "I told Lucius to wait," he boasted, "I +thought we might need him." + +Dr. Brent succeeded at last in drawing his pretty guest into +conversation by remarking on the Captain's color. "He's feeding +improperly, if you don't mind my saying so. He's putting on weight, he +tells me, but feels cold and nerveless. Cut him down on starchy foods. +How long is it since he was hurt?" + +"About eight months." + +"Must have been a tearing beast of an accident to wing a man of his +frame." + +"It was. Tore his whole side to pieces." + +"Who put him together--Steele, of Denver?" + +"No, a man in Cripple." + +"Sure he was the right man?" + +"He was the best I could get." + +"You arouse my professional egotism. I'd like to examine the Captain if +you don't object--not for any fee, you understand. But a fellow of his +build and years--he tells me he's only forty-five--" + +"Only forty-five," thought the girl. "What strange ideas these older +people have! And Ben was twenty-six." Just what the doctor said +afterwards she didn't hear, for she was thinking of the swift, wide arc +of change through which her mind had swung from the time when Marshall +Haney first came to Sibley--so grand of stride, so erect, so powerful. +He, too, seemed young then; now he was old--old and feeble--a man to be +advised, protected, humored. She dimly understood, too, that +corresponding change had come to her; that she was far away from the +girl who had stood behind the counter defending herself against the +love-making of the bummers and drummers among her patrons--and yet she +was the same, after all. "I've not changed as much as he has," was her +conclusion. And she enjoyed the gayety and beauty of her companions, but +she said little to express it. + +The play that night appalled her by its fury of passion, its mockery of +woman, its cynical disbelief in man. With startling abruptness and in +most colloquial method it delineated the beginning of a young wife's +wrong-doing, and when the lover caught the innocent, ensnared woman to +his bosom a flaming sword seemed to have been plunged into Bertha's own +breast. She quivered and flushed. And when the actress displayed the +awakened conscience of the erring one, putting into words as well as +into facial expression her feeling of guilt and remorse, the girl-wife +in the box shrank and whitened, her big eyes fixed upon the sobbing, +suffering character before her, defending herself against the dramatist +as against an enemy. He was a liar! There was no wrong in Ben's kiss and +no remorse in her own heart as she remembered the caress. "Even if he +loves me, that doesn't make him horrible!" + +The dramatist went remorselessly on. He showed the husband--old, coarse, +brutal. He put him in sharpest relief in order that the woman should be +tempted to her ruin, and in the end the lover--virile, handsome and +unscrupulous--wins the tortured woman's soul--and they flee, leaving the +usual note behind. + +"What can you expect?" remarked the cynical friend of the injured +husband. "Given a young and lovely wife like Rose and an old limping +warrior like you, and an elopement follows as a matter of course, Q. E. +D." And so the curtain fell. + +Relentless realist in the first act, the dramatist in the second act +began to hedge. He made the life of the erring woman conventionally +miserable. Her lover beat her, neglected her, and finally deserted her. +And in the last act she crawled back into her husband's home like a +starved cat to die, while he, scarred old beast, cried out: "The wages +of sin is death!" Whether the writer intended this scene to be ironical +or not, the effect was to awaken a murmur of laughter among the +ill-restrained of the auditors. But Bertha, hot with anger towards both +author and players, could not join in Mrs. Brent's smiling comment: +"Isn't that comical!" + +The doctor coolly said: "A good conventional British ending. Why didn't +he clap a pair of wings on the old reprobate and run him up on a wire, +the way they used to do in translating little Eva in 'Uncle Tom's +Cabin'?" + +Afterwards Mrs. Brent proposed that they go to a German restaurant and +have some beer and skittles; but this struck harshly on Bertha, who +still palpitated with the passion of the play. "I reckon we'd better +not. The Captain is pretty tired, and, if you don't mind, we'll quit +now." + +Without saying "I've had a lovely time," she shook hands all round, and, +taking her husband's arm, moved off into the street, leaving her hostess +a little uneasy and wholly perplexed. Mrs. Brent's joke about the +Captain and his wife had, as the doctor expressed it, "queered the whole +affair." + +"But how did she know?" + +"She's a good deal sharper than you gave her credit for being," he +replied. "You Easterners never can learn to take diamonds in the rough." + +Bertha's mind was in tumult, and she wished to be alone. Mart irritated +her. She refused to talk to him about the play or the dinner, and, +turning him over to Lucius, went at once to her own bed. Thus far she +had not attempted to closely analyze her relationship to Marshall Haney. +He had been to her a good friend rather than a husband, a companion who +needed her, and who had given her everything she asked for. Keenly +forward, almost precocious on the calculative side, she had remained +singularly untroubled on the emotional side. She knew that certain +problems of sex existed in the world, and she was only mentally aware of +temptations--she had never really felt them. Now all at once her whole +nature awoke. Her mind engaged a legion of vaguely defined enemies. Out +of the shadow stepped words of no weight, of no significance hitherto, +encircling her, panoplied with meaning. The half-heard comment of the +camp, the dimly perceived gossip of the Springs, the flattering looks of +the artists--all helped her to see herself as she was: a handsome young +girl, like that on the stage, married to a crippled middle-aged man of +evil history. + +"But he is good to me," she argued against her new self. "I was poor, +and he has made me rich; and all I've done is to nurse him and keep +house for him." With this thought came a realization that she had never +been a full and complete wife to him. And with a flush of shame and +repulsion she added: "And now I never can be. No matter if he were to +become as straight, as strong, and as handsome as he was in those days, +I cannot love him as a wife should." + +Once having admitted this feeling of repulsion, once having clearly +perceived the vast distance between herself and her husband, the +repulsion deepened, the separating space widened. He seemed ten years +older as they met next morning, and his face was heavy and his frame +lax. Her pity had not lessened, but it was mixed now with a qualifying +emotion which she had not yet acknowledged to be disgust. His skin was +waxy white and his jowls drooping. "I'm not at all up to the work," he +said, with a return of his humor. "'Tis a killing pace we've struck, +Bertie, and the old man must take the flag if you keep it up." + +"I don't intend to keep it up," she answered, shortly. "I think we'd +better go home." At the word "home" a little thrill went through her. It +was so bright and big and desirable, that mansion under the purple +peaks. + +"No; I must go trail up me old dad, and leave him provided for. Fan +doesn't even know his address (the more shame to her), but I'll find +him. If ye're tired and would rather go home, I'll go on alone." + +"Oh no, you mustn't do that!" she exclaimed instantly, feeling the +sincerity of his desire to please her. "I'll go, but we mustn't stay +long." And she took up the direction of his life again. The mood of the +night had passed away, leaving only a clearer perception of his growing +age and helplessness. + +"You must let Dr. Brent examine you," she said, a little later. "He +don't think your lameness is caused by your wound. He says you're out of +condition." + +He looked at her with shadowed face and sorrowful eyes. "I'm only a poor +old skate, wind-broken and lazy. Ye have the right to cut me loose any +time." + +"You mustn't talk like that," she said, sharply. "When I want to cut +loose I'll let you know." + +"I hold ye to that," he answered, with intent look. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +BERTHA BECOMES A PATRON OF ART + + +Bertha, deeply engrossed in the conceptions called up by this visit, did +not feel like calling upon the Mosses, even though they were almost next +door. She was troubled, too, with a feeling of helplessness in the use +of a pen. She wanted to write to Fordyce, but was afraid to do so, +knowing that a letter would disclose her ignorance of polite forms; but +this, instead of discouraging her, roused her to a determination to +learn. This was the saving clause in her character. She acknowledged +shortcomings, but not defeats. Here again she was of the spirit that +lifts the self-made man. + +The Congdons had been most generous of letters of introduction, and in +addition to those to Mrs. Brent and the Mosses, Bertha was in possession +of two or three envelopes addressed to people in New York City, +presumably artists also, as they bore the names of certain studios. The +note to Moss was unaffected and simple in itself, quite innocent of any +qualification, but the letter which had privately preceded it was in the +true Congdon vein, and Moss, like Mrs. Brent, did not delay his call. +His card was in the Haney box when they returned. "Sorry to miss you. +Come into my studio at five if you can," he had pencilled on the back. + +"Your artistic bunch," Congdon had written, "won't mind meeting one of +the most successful and picturesque of our gamblers, Marshall Haney, +especially as the walls of his big house are bare and his wife is +pretty. They are ripping types, old man; not in the 'best society,' you +understand, but I know you'll like 'em. Be as good to 'em as you can +without involving anybody. Little Mrs. Haney is a corker. Good start on +a self-made career. They're both unsophisticated in a way, and a little +real sympathy will drag their secret history to the light. Do a sketch +of her for me. She's likely to be famous. Haney is rolling in dough +these days--(miner)--and she's bound for some whooping big thing, I +don't know what, but she's like a country boy with a stirring ambition. +It wouldn't surprise me to see her on Fifth Avenue one of these days. +With these few burning words I commend them into your plastic hands. +Don't let Sammy paint her, for God's sake. Oh yes, I worked 'em for a +couple of canvases. What do you think. In this buoyant climate we all +move. Yours in the velvet." + +With such a letter before him Joe Moss awaited his amazing guests with +impatience, cautioning the few who were in the secret not to dodge when +the Captain reached for his pocket-handkerchief. "And, above all, you +are to praise Colorado and condemn the East as a place of residence." +Joe prided himself on his _savoir faire_ and on his apparel, which had +nothing about it to distinguish the sculptor. "In fact," he often said, +"there _are_ people who say I'm not a sculptor. Be that as it may, I +manage by daily care to look like a clerk in a hardware store." + +And he did. He customarily wore a suit of pepper and salt, neat and +trig, a "bowler hat" (as they say in London), a ready-made four-in-hand +tie, and a small pearl scarf-pin. "No more fuzzy hair for me, no red +tie, no dandruff," he had said on his return from Paris. "Right here we +melt into the undistinguishable ocean of the millions, unless we can be +distinguished by reason of our sculpture." He always included Julia, his +wife, in this way (although she never "modelled a lick"), for she wrote +all his letters, made out all his checks, and took charge of him +generally. Some said his success was due to her management. She was a +dark-eyed, smiling little woman, exquisite in her dress and brisk in her +manner. + +Their studio occupied the whole north side of the attic of a big office +building in the heart of the city's traffic. "We want to be in the midst +of trade, but above it," Moss explained to those who wondered at his +choice of location. "Sculpture, as I see it, is a part of architecture. +I'm not above modelling a door-knocker if they'll only let me do it my +way. Sculpture was a part of life in the old days, and we don't want to +make it a thing too 'precious' now. I want to get close to the business +men, not to avoid them. I like the roar of trade." + +The Haneys, therefore, led by the sagacious Lucius, soon found +themselves in the Wisconsin Block, and shooting aloft in a bronze +elevator that seemed fired from a cannon ("express to the 10th floor"), +with nothing to suggest art in the men or in the signs about them. On +the thirteenth story they alighted, and, walking up one flight of +stairs, found themselves at the end of a bright hall, before a door +which bore, in simple gold letters, "Jos. Moss, Sculptor." Bertha heard +laughter within, and her heart misgave her. It was not easy for her to +meet these artist folk. Of business men, miners, railway managers she +was unafraid, but these people who joke and bully-rag each other and +talk high philosophy one minute and gossip the next, like the Congdons, +were "pretty swift" for her. After a moment's pause she said to the +Captain, "They can't kill us; here goes!" and knocked gently. + +Moss himself opened the door, and his cordial, "How de do, Mrs. Haney," +established him in her mind at once as a good fellow. He was quite as +direct as Congdon. "I'm glad to see you," he said to the Captain. "Come +in." He looked keenly at Lucius, who composedly explained himself. "The +Captain is a little lame, and I just came along to see that he got here +all right. I'll be back at 5.30." + +The door opened into a big room, which was darkened at the windows and +lighted by shaded electric globes. It was cool and bare in effect. +Around a small table in a far corner a half-dozen people were sitting. +Mrs. Moss, who was pouring tea, rose in her place at the tea-urn as her +husband approached, and cordially shook hands with her guests. "I'm very +glad you came. Please tell me how you'll have your tea," she said. + +Bertha was accustomed to take her tea "any old way," and said so, being +influenced by Mrs. Moss' candid eyes and merry smile. Haney, with a +queer feeling of being on the stage as a character in a play, sank +heavily into the chair at his hostess' right hand and said: "I never +took tea in my life, but I'm not dodgin' anything you mix." + +Joe earnestly protested. "Don't do it, Captain, there's some Scotch down +cellar." + +Mrs. Moss indicated one or two other dimly seen faces about her and +introduced their owners in a most casual manner while she compounded a +hot drink for her Western guest. + +"How long have you been in our horrible town, Mr. Haney?" she asked, +heedful of Joe's warning. + +"One day, ma'am." + +"You're just 'passing through,' I presume--that's the way all Colorado +people do." + +Haney smiled. He was getting the drift of her remarks. "'Tis natural, +ma'am; for, you see, 'tis a long run and a heavy grade, and hard to +side-track on the way." + +Bertha, to whom Moss addressed himself, was candidly looking about +her--profoundly interested in what she saw. Dim forms in bronze and +plaster stood on shelves, brackets, and pedestals, and at the end of the +long room a big group of figures writhed as if in mortal combat. It was +a work-shop--that was evident even to her--with one small nook devoted +to tea and talk. + +"Would you like to poke about?" he asked, anticipating her request. + +"Yes, I would," she bluntly replied. + +"There isn't much to see," he said. "I'm the kind of sculptor who works +on order. I believe in the 'art for service' idea, and when I get an +order I fill it as well as I can, make it as beautiful as I can, and +send it out on its mission. I'd like to model mantel-pieces and +andirons, because they are seen and actually influence people's lives. +What I started to say was this: my stuff all goes out--my real stuff; my +fool failures stay by me--this thing, for instance." He indicated the +big clump of nude forms. "I had an 'idea' when I started, but it was too +ambitious and too literary. Moreover, it isn't democratic. It don't gibe +with the present. I'd be a wild-animal sculptor if I knew enough about +them." + +It was a profoundly moving experience for this raw mountain-bred girl to +stand there beside that colossal group while the man who had modelled it +took her into his confidence. There was no affectation in Moss's candor. +He had come to a swift conclusion that Congdon had attempted to let him +into a trap, for Bertha's reticence and dignity quite reassured him. If +she had uttered a single one of the banal compliments with which +visitors "kill" artists he would have stopped short; but she didn't, she +only looked, and something in her face profoundly interested him. +Suddenly she turned and said: + +"Tell me what it means." + +"It don't mean anything--now. Originally I intended it to mean 'The +Conquest of Art by the Spirit of Business,' or something like that. I +started it when I was fresh from Paris, and wore a red tie and a pointed +beard. I keep it as a record of the folly into which exotic instruction +will lead a man. If I were to go at it now I'd turn the whole thing +around--I'd make it 'Art Inspiring Business.'" + +Bertha did not follow his thought entirely, but she felt herself in the +presence of a serious problem and listening to something deep down in +the heart of a strong man. Here was another world--not an altogether +strange world, for Congdon had also talked to her of his work--but a +world so far removed from her own life that it seemed some other planet. +"How well he talks," she thought. "Like a book." + +"How charming she is," he was thinking. And the alert, aspiring pose of +her head made his thumb nervously munch at the bit of clay he had picked +up. + +They wandered up and down the long room while he showed her tiles for +mantel decoration, bronze cats' heads for door-knobs, and curious and +lovely figures for lamps and ash-trays. "I take a shy at 'most +everything," he explained. + +"Do you sell these?" she asked, indicating some designs for electric +desk-lamps. + +He smiled. "Sometimes--not as often as I'd like to." + +"How much are they?" + +"Fifty dollars each." + +"I'll take them both," she said, and her pulse leaped with the pride of +being a patron of art. + +"Now see here, Mrs. Haney, I'm not displaying these to you as a +salesman--not that I'm so very delicate about offering my things, but I +try to wait till a second visit." He really did feel mean about it. +"Don't take 'em--wait till to-morrow. They're pretty middling bad +anyway. They're supposed to be mountain lions, but as a matter of fact I +never saw a mountain lion outside the Zoo." + +"They're lions, all right. I want 'em, and I know the Captain will like +'em." She stepped back to call Haney. But finding him surrounded by all +of the other callers (they had "got him going" telling stories of his +wild life in the West), she turned to the sculptor with a smile, saying: +"Never mind, _I_ know they're what he needs--if he don't." And Moss, +recalling Congdon's description of the Haneys' material condition, +answered: "Very well, if you insist; but I really feel as though I had +played a confidence game on you." + +"Can you fix 'em up with lights?" she asked, eager as a child. "I mean +right now." + +"Certainly." He unscrewed a couple of small bulbs from a near-by +bracket, and, putting them into place on the lamps, turned on the +current. She laughed out in delight. One of the lions was playing with +the stem which supported the light. As if rising from a sleep, he lay +upholding the globe on one high-raised paw. The other--a counterpart, or +nearly so in pose--had a different expression. The cub was snarling and +clutching at the light, as if it were a bird about to escape. + +"I had an idea of putting them on the corners of a mantel to light a +piece of low relief," he explained, "but I never got at the relief. It +ought to be characteristic Western scenery, and I've never seen the +West. Shameful, isn't it?" + +"I want you to do that mantel for me," she said. "I don't know what you +mean by 'low relief,' but I know it would be up to these, and they are +_right_!" + +"Your trust in me is beautiful, Mrs. Haney, and maybe I'll come out this +summer and try to meet it." + +"I wish you would," she said, and she meant it. "I'll show you +Colorado." + +"If you're starting to be a patron of art, Mrs. Haney, don't overlook +Congdon; he's a first-class man." He became humorous again. "We're +moving swiftly, but I'm going to tell you that he wanted me to make a +sketch of you. If you'll be so good as to give me two or three sittings, +I'll do something we can send out to him--if you wish." + +"What do you mean by a sketch?" + +"Something like this." And, leading her before a curious, half-human, +veiled object, he began to unwind damp yellow cloths till at last the +head of a young woman appeared on a small revolving stand. It was very +dainty, very sweet, and smiling. + +Bertha was puzzled. "It ain't your wife, and yet it looks like her." + +"It is my wife's sister--a quick study from life--just the kind of thing +Frank wants. Will you sit for me A couple of mornings will answer." He +was eager to do her now. Her profile, so clear, so firm, so strangely +boyish, pleased him. He could feel the "snap" that the sketch would have +when it was done. + +Bertha considered. She owed a great deal to the Congdons, and she liked +this man. Her homesickness at the moment was abated, and to stay two, or +even three, days in Chicago promised at the moment to be not so +dreadful, after all. + +"Yes, I'll do it," she decided. "I don't know what Mr. Congdon will do +with a picture of me, but that's his funeral." And her laughing lip made +her seem again the untaught girl she really was. + +As they went back to the group around the Captain, Julia Moss treated +her husband to a glance of commiseration, thinking him a bored and +defeated man. "You've missed the Captain's racy talk," she whispered. + +Haney was enjoying himself very well in the "centre of the stage," and +doing himself credit. Never in his life had he known a keener audience +than these artists, who studied him from every point of view. + +"Yes," Haney was saying, "'tis possible to bust a bank if the game is +straight--that is, at faro; but most machine games are built so that +'the house'--that is, the bank--is protected. My machines was always +straight. I'd as soon turn a sausage-grinder as run a wheel that was +'fixed' in me favor." + +Bertha did not like this talk of his abandoned trade, and her cheeks +burned as she put her hand on his shoulder. "I reckon we'd better be +going." + +He recovered himself. "Of course I quit all that when I married," he +explained, and dutifully rose. + +"Oh, Mrs. Haney," pleaded Mrs. Moss, "don't take him away! We were just +getting light on the game of faro. Please sit down again." + +Bertha resented this tone. "No, we've got to go. Glad to have met you." +She nodded towards the men who had risen. "Much obliged," she said again +to Moss. "I'll send for them things to-morrow." + +Mrs. Moss cordially insisted on their coming again. + +"She's going to pose for me," reported Moss. "To-morrow morning at ten?" +he inquired. + +"Ten suits me as well as any time," Bertha replied. + +Mrs. Moss beamed at Haney. "You come, too, Captain. I want to know more +about those delightful games of chance." + +Bertha went back to her hotel with throbbing brain. The day had been so +full of experience! She was tired out and fairly bewildered by it all. + +As her excitement ebbed and she had time to recover her own point of +view, Colorado, her home, the Springs, and the memory of her own people +came rushing back upon her, making the city and all it contained but a +handful of east wind. Ben's kiss burned vividly again upon her lips. +"Was it wrong of him to say what he did?" she began to ask herself. A +good-bye kiss would not have so deeply stirred her; it was his face, his +voice, his intensely uttered words which deeply thrilled her, even now, +as she recalled them one by one. "You are beautiful and I love you." +These were the most important words to a woman, and they had come at +last to her. + +Then her cheek flushed with shame of her husband as she remembered his +gambling talk at the studio. "Why _must_ he always go back to that?" she +asked, hotly. + +They ate their dinner in the big dining-room surrounded by waiters, +while the Captain discussed his sister and her family. "I'll do +something for Fan," he said. "She's a different sort from Charles. +McArdle seems a hard-workin' chap, the kind that a little help wouldn't +spile. What do you think of buyin' them a bit of a house somewhere?" + +Bertha listened with a languor of interest new to her, and when he +repeated his question and asked her if she were tired, she answered: +"Yes; and I think I'll go to bed early to-night. It's been a hard day." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +BERTHA'S PORTRAIT IS DISCUSSED + + +Joe Moss was delighted with the Haneys, for they talked of their native +West as people should talk. They were as absolute in their convictions +as a Kentuckian. For them there was no other "God's country," and as it +was his latest dream to go West and "do a big thing on a cliff or +something" he put off every other engagement to enjoy their racy speech. +He said at the first sitting: "I've had an idea of working the +Thorwaldsen trick: find some fine site out there, some wall of rock +close to the railway, and hew out a monster grizzly or mountain lion. +The railway could then advertise it, you see; trains could stop there +'five minutes to permit a view of Moss's Lion'; they could use a cut of +it on all their folders. If there was a spring near by they could +advertise the water and bottle it, a picture of my lion on the label. +Ah, it is a fine scheme!" + +"'Tis so," said Haney. "I wonder nobody thought of it before." + +"It takes a Yankee, after all, to plan new suspender buttons," the +sculptor replied. And all the time he talked his hands were dabbling, +his thumbs gouging, his dibble cutting and smoothing. + +Haney watched him with amused glance. "Sure, I didn't know ye went at it +so. I thought ye chipped each picture out o' stone." And when the +process of molding in plaster was explained to him, he said: "'Tis like +McArdle's trade entirely. He takes a rise in the world since I know he's +an artist like yourself." + +"What is his 'line'?" + +"Pattern-maker for a stove foundry." + +Moss beamed. "Just what I'd like to be if they'd only pay a little more +wages and furnish a better place to work." + +Bertha never knew when he was in earnest, so habitually mocking was his +tone. But she grew towards a perception of his ideal, and dimly +apprehended in him a mind far beyond any she had ever known. Mrs. Moss, +almost as reticent as Mrs. Haney herself, came and went about the studio +brightly, briskly, keeping vigilant eye on her husband's mail, +moistening his "mud ladies," and defending him from inopportune callers, +insistent beggars, and wandering models. Bertha, though sitting with the +stolid patience of a Mississippi clam-fisher, was thinking at express +speed. Her mind was of that highly developed type where a hint sets in +motion a score of related cognitions, and a word here and there in +Moss's rambling remarks instructed her like a flash of light. She was at +school, in a high sense, and improving her time. The sketch was +expanding into a carefully studied portrait bust and Moss was happy. + +One day a fellow-artist came in casually, and they both squinted, +measured, and compared the portrait and herself with the calm absorption +of a couple of prize-pig committeemen at a cattle-show. "You see, this +line is shorter," the stranger said, almost laying his finger on +Bertha's neck. "Not so straight, as you've got it. That's a fine line--" + +"I know it is!" + +"And you don't want to spoil it. I don't like your fad for cutting down +the bust. The neck is nothing but a connecting link between the head and +the bust. Now here you have a charming and youthful head and face--let +the neck at least suggest the woman below." + +"Oh yes, that's good logic, provided you're after that. But what I want +here is spring-time--just a fresh, alert, lovely fragment. This pure +line must be kept free from any earthiness." + +"I suppose you know what you want; I won't say you don't. But if I were +painting her, I'd get that sweeping line there that ends by suggesting +the summer." + +They talked disjointedly, elliptically, and of course mainly of the +clay; and yet Bertha grew each moment more clearly aware that they +considered her not merely interesting but beautiful, and this was a most +momentous and developing assurance. She had hoped to be called +"good-looking," but no one thus far (excepting Ben Fordyce) had ever +called her beautiful; and these judgments on the part of Joe Moss and +his brother artist were made the more moving by reason of their +precision of knowledge and their professional candor. They spoke as +freely in discussion of her charm as if she were deaf and dumb. + +The painter, who had been introduced in a careless way as "Mr. Humiston, +of New York," turned to Bertha at last, and, assuming the ordinary +politeness of a human being, said: "I'd like to make a study of you, +too, Mrs. Haney, if you'll permit. I can bring my canvas in here and +work with Joe, so that it needn't be any trouble to you." + +Bertha, her wealth still new upon her, had no suspicion of the motives +of those who addressed her, was deeply flattered by this request, and as +Moss made no objection, she consented. + +The only thing that troubled Moss was her growing tendency to lapse into +troubled thought. "Remember, now, you're the crocus, the first violet, +or something like that--not the last rose of summer. Don't think, don't +droop! There, that's right! What have you to think or droop about? When +you're as old and blasĆ© as Humiston there, you'll have a right to ponder +the mysteries, but not now. You and I are young, thank God!" + +Humiston was dabbling at his small canvas swiftly, lightly, as unmoved +by his fellow-artist as if his voice were the wind in the casement. He +was a tall, sickly looking man with grizzled hair, and pale, deeply +lined face. He was fresh from Paris with a small exhibition of his +pictures, which were very advanced, as Mrs. Moss privately explained to +Bertha. "And he's rather bitter against Americans because they don't +appreciate his work. But Joe asks: 'Why should they?' They're +undemocratic--little high-keyed 'precious' bits; pictures for other +artists, not real paintings, or they are unacceptable otherwise. He's a +wonderful technician, though, and he'll make an exquisite sketch of +you." + +The Western girl-wife was completely fascinated by this small, dusky, +dim, and richly colored heart of the fierce and terrible city whose +material bulk alone is known to the world. To go from the crash and roar +of the savage streets into this studio was like climbing from the level +of the water in the Black CaƱon to the sunlit, grassy peaks where the +Indian pink blossoms in silence. She was of the aspiring nature. She had +commonly played with children older than herself. She had read books she +could not understand. She had always reached upward, and here she found +herself surrounded by men and women who excited her imagination as +Congdon had done. They helped her forget the doubt of herself and her +future, which was gnawing almost ceaselessly in her brain, and she was +sorry when Moss said to her: "Come in once more, to-morrow, and see me +do the real sculptor's act. No, don't look at it" (he flung a cloth over +his work); "you may look at it to-morrow." + +"May I see my picture?" she asked of Humiston. + +He turned the easel towards her without a word. + +"Good work!" cried Moss. + +Mrs. Moss came from her dark corner. "I knew you'd do something +exquisite." + +Bertha looked at it in silence. It was as lovely in color as a flower, a +dream-girl, not Bertha Haney. And at last she said: "It's fine, but it +isn't me." + +Humiston broke forth almost violently. "Of course it isn't you; it's the +way you look to me. I never paint people as they look to themselves nor +to their friends. I am painting my impression of you." + +"Do you really see me like that?" she both asked and exclaimed. And at +the moment she was more moving than she had ever been before, and +Humiston, in a voice of anguish, cried: + +"My God, why didn't I do her like that?" And he fell to coughing so +violently that Bertha shuddered. + +Moss defended himself. "I couldn't do her in _all_ her fine poses," he +complained. "I had to select. Why didn't you do her that way yourself?" + +The painter put his short-hand sketch away with a sigh. "If you venture +as far as New York, I hope you and the Captain will visit my studio," he +said. + +With no suspicion of being passed from hand to hand, she promised to +send him her address, and said: "I'd like to see the pictures you have +here." + +Moss became abusive. "Now see here, Jerry, I can't let you take Mrs. +Haney to that show of yours. I'll go myself to point out their weak +points." + +"I know their weak points a bloody sight better than you do," answered +Humiston, readily. + +"If you do you don't speak of 'em." + +"Why should I? You don't call out the defects of your 'hardware,' do +you?" + +Mrs. Moss interposed. "That's just what he does do, and it hurts trade. +I think I'll take Mrs. Haney over to see the pictures myself." + +Humiston brightened. "Very well; but you must all lunch with me. You're +about the only civilized people I know in this crazy town, and I need +you." + +"No," said Bertha. "It's our treat. You all come over and eat with us." + +Haney, who had been keeping in the background, now came forward. "I +second that motion," he heartily said. "We don't get a chance every day +to feed a bunch of artists." + +"You can have that pleasure any day here," said Moss. "Our noses are +always over the bars, waiting." + +When she emerged from the gallery an hour later Bertha enjoyed an +exalted sense of having been carried through some upper, serener world, +where business, politics, and fashion had little place. It was "only a +dip," as Mrs. Moss said--just to show the way; but it set the girl's +brain astir with half-formed, disconnected aspirations. Only as she +re-entered the hotel (the centre of obsequious servants) did she become +again the wife of Marshall Haney, and Mrs. Moss, noting the eager +attention of the waiters, was amazed and delighted at the look of calm +command which came over the girl's face. + +"Art is fine and sweet as a side issue," said Julia to her husband, as +they were going in, "but money makes the porters jump." + +Bertha, composed and serious, seated her guests at a table which had +been reserved for her near a window and charmingly decorated with +flowers. She put Moss at her left hand and Humiston at her right, and as +the Eastern man settled into place, he said: "Really, now, this isn't so +bad." His experienced eye had noted the swift flocking of the waiters, +and with cynical amusement he commented upon it. "These people must +_smell_ of money!" and in his heart acknowledged that he and Moss were +not so very different from the servitors, after all. "They're out for +tens, we're after thousands; that's the main point of difference." + +Bertha, once the cutlets were served, was able to give attention to the +talk--Humiston's talk (he was celebrated as a monologist), for he had +resumed the discussion into which he and Moss had fallen. "I don't +believe in helping people to study art. I don't believe in charity. This +interfering with the laws of the universe that kill off the crippled and +the weakly is pure sentimentalism that will fill the world with +deformed, diseased, and incapable persons." + +"You're a vile reactionary!" cried Moss. + +"I am not--I'm for the future. I want to see the world full of beauty." + +"Physical beauty?" + +"Yes, physical beauty. I want to see vice and crime and crooked limbs +and low brows die out--not perpetuated. I believe in educating the +people to the lovely in line and color." + +As he pursued this line of inexorable argument Bertha looked at him in +wonder. Did he mean what he said? His burning eyes seemed sincere--and +yet he did not fail to accept a second helping of the mushrooms. There +was power in the man. He pushed the walls of her intellectual world very +wide apart. He came from a strange, chaotic region--from a land where +ordinary modes and motives seemed lost or perverted. He took a delight +in shocking them all. Morality was a convention--a hypocritic agreement +on the part of the few to reserve freedom to themselves at the expense +of the many. "Art is impossible to little people, to those who starve +the big side of their nature, for fear of Mrs. Grundy. Look at the real +people--Rachel, Wagner, Turner, Bernhardt, and a thousand others. Were +they bound by the marriage laws? What will these crowds of tiny men and +petty women do who come from the country parlors and corn-shocks of the +West? They will puddle around a little while, paint and muddle a few +petty things, then marry and go back to the ironing-board and the furrow +where they belong. What's the matter with American art? It's too cursed +normal, that's what. It's too neat and sweet and restrained--no license, +no "go" to it. What's the matter with you, to be personal?" + +"Too well balanced." + +"Precisely. You _talk_ like a man of power, but model like a cursed +niggling prude. You're bitten with the new madness. You're the Bryan of +art. 'The dear people' is your cry. Damn the people! They don't know a +good thing when they see it. Why consider the millions? Consider the +few, those who have the taste and the dollars. That's the way all the +big men of the past had to do. Look at Rubens and Michael Angelo and +Titian--all the big bunch; they were all frank, gross feeders, lovers of +beauty, defiant of conventions." + +He had forgotten where he sat, but he was not neglecting his hostess. He +took a satanic satisfaction in seeing her lovely eyes widen and glow as +he went on. Subtly flattering her by including her among the very few +who could understand his ideals, he seemed to draw her apart to his +side--appealing to her for support against the coarse and foolish hosts +represented by the Mosses, while Marshall Haney sat in a kind of stupor, +his eyes alone speaking, as if to ask: "What the divil is the little man +with the cough so hot about?" + +Moss, accustomed to Humiston's savage diatribes, roared out objections +or laughed him to scorn, while Mrs. Moss tried her best to turn the mad +artist's mind upon more suitable subjects. He had been deeply hurt and +financially distressed by the failure of his exhibits in Pittsburg and +Chicago, and was now taking it out on his friends. His passion, his +bitter, vengeful cry against the ignorant masses of the world was +something Bertha had read about, but never felt; but she quivered now +with the half-disclosed fury of the disappointed austere soul. + +Could it be possible that this savage man, so worn and ill, had painted +those dim, vague pictures of flower-like girls whose limbs were involved +in blossoming vines? + +He concluded at last: "The only place in the world to-day for an artist +is Paris. In no other city can he live his own life in frank fulness, +and find patrons who see the subtlest meaning of a line." + +Bertha was tired of all this--mentally weary and confused; and she felt +very grateful to Mrs. Moss, who came to the rescue the moment Humiston +paused. + +"There, Mrs. Haney, that is the end of Professor Jerry Spoopendyke's +lecture on the undesirability of America as a place of residence--_for +him_. Of course, he don't mind selling his pictures just to enlighten +our night of ignorance, but as for going to Sunday-school or keeping the +decalogue, that's our job." + +Humiston had the grace to smile. "I beg your pardon, Mrs. Haney, I have +been a fool. But that monkey over there--Joe Moss--provoked me with his +accursed heresies about the democracy of art. Art has no democracy, and +democracy will never have an art--" + +"There, there!" warned Moss, "you said all that before." + +The painter wrenched himself away and turned to Bertha. "You _are_ +coming to New York, Mrs. Haney?" + +"I don't know," she said. "We may." + +"If you do, don't fail to let me know. I would like to see you." + +"All right," said Bertha, "I'll send you a line." And her frank smile +made him sorry to say good-bye even for the day. + +As Mart was going up the elevator he sighed and said: "It takes all +kinds of people to make up a world--Mr. Hummockstone is wan of the +t'others. He has a grouch agin the universe. Sure but he's been housin' +a gnawin' serpent. How 'twill all end I dunno." + +When alone in her room, Bertha's mind again reverted to Ben Fordyce. As +she compared him with Humiston, he seemed handsomer and more boyishly +frank than ever. What did Joe Moss mean by calling Mr. Humiston "blasĆ©." +She had seen that word in novels and it always meant something wicked. +How could this weary, sick man be wicked? She pitied him and wished to +help him. "Why should he take so much interest in me? He don't have to. +Of course the Mosses are nice to me on Congdon's account, but why does +this great artist want me to come to his studio in New York? He talks +poor, so maybe he wants me to buy some of his pictures." That her money +was a lure for wasps she did not yet realize. That the waiters and +clerks buzzed round her because she was rich, she knew; but that these +men, who talked of beauty and the higher life, could flatter her with +attentions with a base motive was incredible. + +She was shrewd as her Yankee forbears, but she was also an idealist, and +these artist folk now seemed to her the highest types she had ever known +or was likely to know. She felt the mystery and the power in Humiston's +personality, and his bitter and rebellious, almost blasphemous, words +were counterpoised by his paintings, which she acknowledged to be +beautiful--too beautiful for her to comprehend. He looked like a man of +sorrow and weary of battle, and she longed to know more about him. When +he was not fierce he was melancholy; evidently his life had been a +failure. "Why shouldn't I buy some of his pictures?" she asked herself. + +Hitherto the answer to any such question had been, "Can we afford it?" +but now another and deeper query came in answer, like an echo: "Is it +right to spend Mart Haney's money? I am only his trained nurse, not his +wife," and she now knew that she could not be his wife. She shrank from +the weight of his hand, and each day made clearer the wide spaces of +years, of family, of ideals, which lay between them. The kiss Ben +Fordyce had pressed upon her lips had brought this revelation. But of +this she was not yet aware; she was only conscious of a growing dread of +the future. Her duties as his nurse were lightening. Lucius, indeed, now +took many of her tasks upon himself, and she no longer helped him with +his shoes or coat, and, what was still more significant, she could not +calmly think of going back to these wifely services. + +She dwelt treacherously on Haney's own admission: that she had been in a +sense entrapped. He had believed himself a dying man at the time, and +she had been too excited, too exalted by the lurid romance of the scene +to be clear about anything save the wish and the will to save him; and +now she knew that at bottom of all her willingness to serve him lay the +consciousness that he was on his death-bed. Afterwards he had been to +her only a big-hearted, generous friend, in need of love and +companionship. This understanding had made it easy for her to prepare +his meals, to help him, as a nurse would help him, to dress and undress. +She had lost all of the fear and much of the admiration in which she +used to greet him as he swung into the office of her little hotel. He +had become to her an invalid, a child to be jollied and humored, and yet +respected; for no one could have been kinder or more scrupulously just +than he. And it was the recollection of all his acts of self-sacrifice +and loving patience which gave her assurance that he would never require +obedience, though he might sue for it. + +Her danger lay in herself. "If he _does_ ask me to be his real +wife--then I must either agree or leave. It won't be right for me to +take all these benefits unless--" + +And with this thought, the big house in the Springs, the sleek horses, +their shining carriages, the auto-car, her dresses, the service of the +big hotel, and the consideration her husband's money gave to her, all +assumed a new and corrupting lustre. She was growing accustomed to +luxury and the thought of giving it up made her shiver like one who +faces a plunge into a dark night and an icy river. Besides, her +sacrifice would involve others. Her mother, her brother, were already +roundly ensnared in Mart's bounty. + +Her head was aching with it all, when a comforting thought came to her. +It was not necessary to decide it at that moment, and with a sigh of +relief she threw it aside and sat down to write a letter to her mother. + +"I ought to have written before, but I've been jumped right into the +middle of things here. The letters Frank Congdon gave me took me into an +artistic bunch about as gay and queer as Frank is, but they've been +mighty nice to me. I've been setting for my bust to Mr. Moss, who is a +sculptor. He has a big studio clear on the top of one of the tallest +blocks here and has some dandy lamps and things. I've bought some to +bring back. I met a Mr. Humiston there from New York, and he made a +sketch of me--wants me to see his studio in New York. I don't know +whether I'll go on or let Mart go with Lucius. Lucius is all right--I +don't see how I got on without him. He knows everything. I wish I had +half the education he's got. He's up on all the society ways and puts me +on. For instance, he told me the nice thing would be to give a dinner to +this artist push and to the people that Dorothy give me a letter to, and +I'm going to do it. Lucius will look out for the whole thing. You should +see the way the waiters tend. I reckon Lucius has told 'em we're made of +money. I'm afraid we're getting spoilt, Muzz. It would be pretty tough +to go back to the hotel now, wouldn't it? + +"We went to see Mart's sister, Fanny. Her house was a sight. It was +clean enough, but littered--well, litter is no name for it--but she's a +good old thing and so is McArdle. He sat and looked at us the whole time +like a turkey blind in one eye--never said a word the whole time but +'pass the p-taties.' I liked him though. He's a kind of sculptor, +too--makes patterns for all these little acorns and leaves and +do-funnies on stoves. They've got forty-'leven children and need help +and I'm perfectly willing Mart should help 'em. We're looking up houses +now. He's going to buy a place for 'em on the west side. Wednesday night +I went to see the Doctor Brents, Dorothy's friends. They had a +dinner--very nice, but they all kind o' sat 'round and waited for us to +perform. I guess they thought we were mountain lions. But they didn't +make much out o' me. They was one chap there with goggles who looked at +Mart like an undertaker. He's a scientific doctor--one of these fellers +that invent new ways of doing things. His name is Halliday. I liked Dr. +Brent pretty well--but Mrs. Brent only so-so. The doctor wants to +'dagnose' Mart's case--says it won't cost a cent. We all went to a show +at night and the Captain was just about petered to a point. He's better +though. The lower altitude helps his circulation. I guess his heart _is_ +affected. He's afraid now he won't ever be able to go back to the mines. +He wants to slide on to New York and see his father and wants me to +go--but I'd rather come home--I'm homesick for the hills. They're nice +to me here--but I want to see the old Peak once more. Tell" (here she +wrote "Ben" and blotted it) "tell Mr. Fordyce that we're all right and +to keep us posted every day. We see by the papers that the mine-owners +are going to throw the unions out of business. If they try that they'll +be war again. We'll be home soon--or at least I will. I'm getting +home-sicker every minute as I write." + +She added a postscript. "Don't show my letters to _any one_. I wish I'd +'a' had a little more schooling." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +THE FARTHER EAST + + +Haney visibly brightened as the days went by, and took long rides in his +auto, sometimes with Bertha, sometimes alone with Lucius, and now and +then with some old acquaintance, who, having seen his name in the paper, +ventured to call. They were not very savory characters, to tell the +truth, and he did not always introduce them to Bertha, but as his health +improved he called upon a few of the more reputable of them, +billiard-table agents, and the like of that, and to these proudly +exhibited his wife. + +Bertha had hitherto accepted this with boyish tolerance, but now it +irritated her. Some of these visitors presumed on her husband's past and +treated her with a certain freedom of tone and looseness of tongue which +made plain even to her unsuspecting nature that they put no high value +on her virtue--in fact, one fellow went so far as to facetiously ask, +"Where did Mart find you? Are there any more out there?" And she felt +the insult, though she did not know how to resent it. + +Haney, so astute in many things, saw nothing out of the way in this +off-hand treatment of his wife. He would have killed the man who dared +to touch her, and yet he stood smilingly by while some chance +acquaintance treated her as if she had been picked out of a Denver +gutter. This threw Bertha upon her own defence, and at last she made +even impudence humble itself. She carried herself like a young warrior, +sure of her power and quick of defence. + +She refused to invite her husband's friends to lunch, and the first real +argument she had thus far held with him came about in this way. She +said, "Yes, you can ask Mr. Black or Mr. Brown to dinner, but I won't +set at the same table with them." + +"Why not?" he asked. + +"Because they're not the kind of men I want to eat with," she bluntly +replied. "They're just a little too coarse for me." + +"They're good business men and have fine homes--" + +"Do they invite you to their homes?" + +"They do not," he admitted, "but they may--after our dinner." + +"Lucius says it's their business to lead out--and he knows. I don't mind +your lunching these dubs every day if you want to, but I keep clear of +'em. I tell you those!" + +And so it fell out that while she was going about with the Mosses and +their kind, Mart was explaining to Black and Brown that his wife "was a +little shy." "You see she grew up in the hills like a doe antelope, and +it's hard for her to get wonted to the noise of a great city," he +laboriously set forth, but at heart he did not blame her. He was coming +to find them a little "coarse" himself. + +Humiston was deeply enthralled by Bertha's odd speech, her beauty, her +calm use of money, and lingered on day by day, spending nearly all his +time at Moss's studio or at the hotel, seeking Mrs. Haney's company. He +had never met her like, and confessed as much to Moss, who jocularly +retorted: "That's saying a good deal--for you've seen quite a few." + +Humiston ignored this thrust. "She has beauty, imagination, and immense +possibilities. She don't know herself. When she wakes up to her power, +then look out! She can't go on long with this old, worn-out gambler." + +"Oh, Haney isn't such a beast as you make him out. Bertha told me he had +never crossed her will. He's really very kind and generous." + +"That may be true, and yet he's a mill-stone about her neck. It's a +shame--a waste of beauty--for the girl is a beauty." + +It was with a sense of relief that Moss heard Bertha say to his wife: "I +guess I've had enough of this. It's me to the high ground to-morrow." + +"Aren't you going on to the metropolis?" + +"I don't think it. I'm hungry for the peaks--and, besides, our horses +need exercise. I think I'll pull out for the West to-morrow and leave +the Captain and Lucius to go East together. I don't believe I need New +York." + +To this arrangement Haney reluctantly consented. "You're missin' a whole +lot, Bertie. I don't feel right in goin' on to Babylon without ye. I +reckon you'd better reconsider the motion. However, I'll not be gone +long, and if I find the old Dad hearty I may bring him home with me. +He's liable to be livin' with John Donahue. Charles said he was a +shiffless whelp, and there's no telling how he's treating the old man. +Anyhow, I'll let you know." + +She relented a little. "Ma'be I ought to go. I hate to see you starting +off alone." + +"Sure now! don't ye worry, darling. Lucius is handy as a bootjack, and +we'll get along fine. Besides, I may come back immegitly, for them +mine-owners are cooking a hell-broth for us all. Havin' a governor on +their side now, they must set out to show their power." + +Ben kept them supplied with home papers, and as Bertha took up one of +these journals she found herself played upon by familiar forms and +faces. The very names of the streets were an appeal. She saw herself +sporting with her hounds, riding with Fordyce over the flowery Mesa, or +facing him in his sun-bright office discussing the world's events and +deciding upon their own policies and expenditures. She grew very +homesick as these pleasant, familiar pictures freshened in her vision, +and her faith in Ben's honesty and essential goodness came back to her. +Moreover her mind was not at rest regarding Haney; much as she longed to +go home, she felt it her duty to remain with him, and as she lay in her +bed she thought of him with much the same pity a daughter feels for a +disabled father. "He's given me a whole lot--I ought to stay by him." + +She admitted also a flutter of fear at thought of meeting Ben Fordyce +alone, and this unformulated distrust of herself decided her at last to +go on with Mart and to have him for shield and armor when she returned +to the Springs. + +There are certain ways in which books instruct women--and men, too, for +that matter--but there are other and more vital processes in which only +experience (individual or inherited) teaches. In her desultory reading, +little Mrs. Haney, like every other citizen, had taken imaginative part +in many murders, seductions, and marital infidelities; and yet the +motives for such deeds had never before seemed human. Now the dark +places in the divorce trials, the obscure charges in the testimony of +deserted wives, were suddenly illumined. She realized how easy it would +be to make trouble between Mart and herself. She understood the stain +those strangers in the car could put upon her, and she trembled at the +mere thought of Mart's inquiring eyes when he should know of it. Why +should he know of it? It was all over and done with. There was only one +thing to do--forget it. + +Surely life was growing complex. With bewildering swiftness the +experiences of a woman of the world were advancing upon her, and she, +with no brother or father to be her guard, or friend to give her +character, with a husband whose very name and face were injuries, was +finding men in the centres of culture quite as predatory as among the +hills, where Mart Haney's fame still made his glance a warning. These +few weeks in Chicago had added a year to her development, but she dared +not face Ben Fordyce alone--not just yet--not till her mind had cleared. + +In the midst of her doubt of herself and of him a message came which +made all other news of no account. He was on his way to Chicago to +consult Mart (so the words ran), but in her soul she knew he was coming +to see her. Was it to test her? Had he taken silence for consent? Was he +about to try her faith in him and her loyalty to her husband? + +His telegram read: "Coming on important business." That might mean +concerning the mine--on the surface; but beneath ran something more +vital to them both than any mine or labor war, something which developed +in the girl both fear and wonder--fear of the power that came from his +eyes, wonder of the world his love had already opened to her. What was +the meaning of this mad, sweet riot of the blood--this forgetfulness of +all the rest of the world--this longing which was both pleasure and +pain, doubt and delight, which turned her face to the West as though +through a long, shining vista she saw love's messenger speeding towards +her? + +Sleep kept afar, and she lay restlessly turning till long after +midnight, and when she slept she dreamed, not of him, but of Sibley and +her mother and the toil-filled, untroubled days of her girlhood. She +rose early next morning and awaited his coming with more of physical +weakness as well as of uncertainty of mind than she had ever known +before. + +Haney was also up and about, an hour ahead of his schedule, sure that +Ben's business concerned the mine. "It's the labor war breaking out +again," he repeated. "I feel it in my bones. If it is, back I go, for +the boys will be nading me." + +They went to the station in their auto-car, but, at Bertha's suggestion, +Mart sent Lucius in to meet their attorney and to direct him where to +find them. The young wife had a feeling that to await him at the gate +might give him a false notion of her purpose. She grew faint and her +throat contracted as if a strong hand clutched it as she saw his tall +form advancing, but almost instantly his frank and eager face, his clear +glance, his simple and cordial greeting disarmed her, transmuted her +half-shaped doubts into golden faith. He was true and good--of that she +was completely reassured. Her spirits soared, and the glow came back to +her cheek. + +Fordyce, looking up at her, was filled with astonishment at the picture +of grace and ease which she presented, as she leaned to take his hand. +She shone, unmistakable mistress of the car, while Haney filled the rĆ“le +of trusted Irish coachman. + +As he climbed in, the young lawyer remarked merrily, "I don't know +whether I approve of this extravagance or not." He tapped the car door. + +"It's mighty handy for the Captain," she replied. "You see he can't get +round in the street-cars very well, and he says this is cheaper than +cabs in the long run." + +"It has never proved economical to me; but it _is_ handy," he answered, +with admiration of her growing mastery of wealth. + +And so with something fiercely beating in their hearts these youthful +warriors struggled to be true to others--fighting against themselves as +against domestic traitors, while they talked of the mine, the state +judiciary, the operators, and the unions. Their words were impersonal, +prosaic of association, but their eyes spoke of love as the diamond +speaks of light. Ben's voice, carefully controlled, was vibrant with the +poetry that comes but once in the life of a man, and she listened in +that perfect content which makes gold and glory but the decorations of +the palace where adoration dwells. + +The great, smoky, thunderous city somehow added to the sweetness of the +meeting--made it the more precious, like a song in a tempest. It seemed +to Ben Fordyce as if he had never really lived before. The very need of +concealment gave his unspoken passion a singular quality--a tang of the +wilding, the danger-some, which his intimacy with Alice had never +possessed. + +The Haneys' suite of rooms at the hotel called for comment. "Surely +Haney is feeling the power of money--but why not; who has a better right +to lovely things than Bertha?" Then aloud he repeated: "How well you're +looking--both of you! City life agrees with you. I never saw you look so +well." + +This remark, innocent on its surface, brought self-consciousness to +Bertha, for the light of his glance expressed more than admiration; and +even as they stood facing each other, alive to the same disturbing +flush, Lucius called Haney from the room, leaving them alone together. +The moment of Ben's trial had come. + +For a few seconds the young wife waited in breathless silence for him to +speak, a sense of her own wordlessness lying like a weight upon her. +Into the cloud of her confusion his voice came bringing confidence and +calm. "I feel that you have forgiven me--your eyes seem to say so. I +couldn't blame you if you despised me. I won't say my feeling has +changed, for it hasn't. It may be wrong to say so--it is wrong, but I +can't help it. Please tell me that you forgive me. I will be happier if +you do, and I will never offend again." His accent was at once softly +pleading and manly, and, as she raised her eyes to his in restored +self-confidence, she murmured a quaint, short, reassuring phrase: "Oh, +that's all right!" Her glance, so shy, so appealing, united to the +half-humorous words of her reply, were so surely of the Mountain-West +that Ben was quite swept from the high ground of his resolution, and his +hands leaped towards her with an almost irresistible embracing impulse. +"You sweet girl!" he exclaimed. + +"Don't!" she said, starting back in alarm--"don't!" + +His face changed instantly, the clear candor of his voice reassured her. +"Don't be afraid. I mean what I said. You need have no fear that I--that +my offence will be repeated;" then, with intent to demonstrate his +self-command, he abruptly changed the subject. "The Congdons sent their +love to you, and Miss Franklin commissioned me to tell you that she will +give you all her time next summer--if you wish her to do so." + +She was glad of this message and added: "I need her, sure thing. Every +day I spend here makes me seem like Mary Ann--I don't see how people can +talk as smooth as they do. I'm crazy to get to school again and make up +for lost time. Joe Moss makes me feel like a lead quarter. Being here +with all these nice people and not able to talk with them is no fun. +Couldn't I whirl in and go to school somewhere back here?" + +"Oh no, that isn't necessary. You are getting your education by +association--you are improving very fast." + +Her face lighted up. "Am I? Do you mean it?" + +"I do mean it. No one would know--to see you here--that you had not +enjoyed all the advantages." + +"Oh yes, but I'm such a bluff. When I open my mouth they all begin to +grin. They're onto my game all right." + +He smiled. "That's because of your picturesque phrases--they like to +hear you speak. I assure you no one would think of calling you awkward +or--or lacking in--in charm." + +Haney's return cut short this defensive dialogue, and with a sense of +relief Bertha retreated--almost fled to her room--leaving the two men to +discuss their business. + +At the moment she had no wish to participate in a labor controversy. She +was entirely the woman at last, roused to the overpowering value of her +own inheritance. Her desire to manage, to calculate, to plan her +husband's affairs was gone, and in its place was a willingness to +submit, a wish for protection which she had not hitherto acknowledged. +She brooded for a time on Ben's words, then hurriedly began to +dress--with illogical desire to make herself beautiful in his eyes. As +she re-entered the room she caught Haney's repeated declaration--"I will +be loyal to the men"--and Ben's reply. + +"Very well, I'll go back and do the best I can to keep them in line, but +Williams says the governor is entirely on the side of the +mine-operators." + +"Does he?" retorted Haney. "Well, you say to the governor that Mart +Haney was a gambler and saloon-keeper during the other 'war,' and now +that he's a mine-owner, with money to hire a regiment of deppyties, his +heart is with the red-neckers--just where it was. Owning a paying mine +has not changed me heart to a stone." + +Ben, as well as Bertha, understood the pride he took in not whiffling +with the shift of wind, but at the same time he considered it a foolish +kind of loyalty. "Very well, I'll take the six-o'clock train to-night in +order to be on hand." + +"What's the rush?" said Haney; "stay on a day or two and see the town +with us--'tis a great show." + +Bertha, re-entering at this moment in her shining gown, put the young +attorney's Spartan resolution to rout. He stammered: "I ought to be on +the ground before the mine-owners begin to open fire, and, +besides--Alice is not very well." + +At the mention of Alice's name Bertha's glance wavered and her eyelids +fell. She did not urge him to stay, and Haney spoke up, heartily: "I'm +sorry to hear she's not well. She was pretty as a rose the night of the +dinner." + +"She lives on her nerves," Ben replied, falling into sadness. "One day +she's up in the clouds and dancing, the next she's flat in her bed in a +darkened room unwilling to see anybody." + +"'Tis the way of the White Death," thought Haney, but he spoke +hopefully: "Well, spring is here and a long summer before her--she'll be +herself against October." + +"I trust so," said Ben, but Bertha could see that he was losing hope and +that his life was being darkened by the presence of the death angel. + +Haney changed the current of all their thinking by saying to Bertha: "If +you are minded to go home, now is your chance, acushla. You can return +with Mr. Fordyce, while Lucius and I go on to New York the morning." + +"No, no!" she cried out in a panic. "No, I am going with you--I want to +see New York myself," she added, in justification. The thought of the +long journey with Ben Fordyce filled her with a kind of terror, a +feeling she had never known before. She needed protection against +herself. + +"Very well," said Haney, "that's settled. Now let's show Mr. Fordyce the +town." + +Ben put aside his doubt and went forth with them, resolute to make a +merry day of it. He seemed to regain all his care-free temper, but +Bertha remained uneasy and at times abnormally distraught. She spoke +with effort and listened badly, so busily was she wrought upon by +unbidden thoughts. The question of her lover's disloyalty to Alice +Heath, strange to say, had not hitherto troubled her--so selfishly, so +childishly had her own relationship to him filled her mind. She now saw +that Alice Heath was as deeply concerned in Ben's relationship to her as +Haney, and the picture of the poor, pale, despairing lady, worn with +weeping, persistently came between her and the scenes Mart pointed out +on their trips about the city. Did Alice know--did she suspect? Was that +why she was sinking lower and lower into the shadow? + +With these questions to be answered, as well as those she had already +put to herself concerning Mart, she could not enjoy the day's outing. +She rode through the parks with cold hands and white lips, and sat amid +the color and bustle and light of the dining-room with only spasmodic +return of her humorous, girlish self. The love which shone from Ben's +admiring eyes only added to her uneasiness. + +She was very lovely in a new gown that disclosed her firm, rounded young +bosom, like a rosebud within its calyx--the distraction upon her brow +somehow adding to the charm of her face--and Ben thought her the most +wonderful girl he had ever known, so outwardly at ease and in command +was she. "Could any one," he thought, "be more swiftly adaptable?" + +They went to the theatre, and her beauty and her curiously unsmiling +face aroused the admiration and curiosity of many others of those who +saw her. At last, under the influence of the music, her eyes lost their +shadow and grew tender and wistful. She ceased to question herself and +gave herself up to the joy of the moment. The play and the +melody--hackneyed to many of those present--appealed to her imagination, +liberating her from the earth and all its concerns. She turned to Ben +with eyes of rapture, saying, "Isn't it lovely!" + +And he, to whom the music was outworn and a little shoddy, instantly +agreed. "Yes, it is very beautiful," and he meant it, for her pleasure +in it brought back a knowledge of the charm it had once possessed. + +They dined together at the hotel, but the thought of Ben's departure +brought a pang into Bertha's heart, and she fell back into her uneasy, +distracted musing. She was being tempted, through her husband, who +repeated with the half-forgetfulness of age and weakness, "You'd better +go back with Mr. Fordyce, Bertie," but there was something stronger than +her individual will in her reply--some racial resolution which came down +the line of her good ancestry, and with almost angry outcry she +answered: + +"There's no use talking that! I'm going with you," and with this she +ended the outward siege, but the inward battle was not closed till she +had taken and dropped the hand her lover held out in parting next +morning, and even then she turned away, with his eyes and the tender +cadences of his voice imprinted so vividly on her memory that she could +not banish them, and she set face towards the farther East with the +contest of duty and desire still going forward in her blood. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +BERTHA MEETS MANHATTAN + + +It was a green land in which she woke. The leaves were just putting +forth their feathery fronds of foliage, and the shorn lawns, the waving +floods of growing wheat, and the smooth slopes of pastures presented +pleasant pictures to the mountain-born girl. These thickly peopled +farm-lands, the almost contiguous villages, the constant passing of +trains roused in her a surprise and wonder which left her silent. Such +weight of human life, such swarming populations, appalled her. How did +they all live? + +At breakfast Haney was in unusual flow of spirits. "'Twas here I rode +the trucks of a freight-car," he said once and again. "In this town I +slept all night on a bench in the depot.... I know every tie from here +to Syracuse. I wonder is the station agent living yet. 'Twould warm me +heart to toss him out ten dollars for that night's lodging. Them was the +great days! In Syracuse I worked for a livery-stableman as hostler, and +I would have gone hungry but for the scullion Maggie. Cross-eyed was +Maggie, but her heart beat warm for the lad in the loft, and many's the +plates of beef and bowls of hot soup she handed to me--poor girl! I'd +like to know where she is; had I the power of locomotion I'd look her +up, too." + +Again Bertha was brought face to face with the great sacrifice she was +obscurely contemplating. The magic potency of money was brought before +her eyes as she contrasted the ragged, homeless boy with the man who sat +beside her. The fact that he had not earned the money only made its +magic the more clearly inherent in the gold itself. It panoplied the +thief's carriage. It made dwarfs admirable, and gave dignity and honor +to the lowly. It made it possible for Marshall Haney to retrace in royal +splendor the perilous and painful journey he had made into the West some +thirty years ago--rewarding with regal generosity those who threw him a +broken steak or a half-eaten roll--and she could imaginatively enter +into the exquisite pleasure this largess gave the man. + +"And there was Father McBreen," he resumed, with a chuckle--"'sure the +mark of Satan is on the b'y,' he used to say every time my mother told +him of one of my divilments. And he was right. All the same, I'd like to +drop in on him and surprise him with a check"--at the moment he forgot +that he was old and a cripple--"just to let him know the divil hadn't +claimed me yet. I'd like to show him me wife." He put his hand on her +arm and smiled. "Sure the old man would revise his prediction could he +see you; he might say the divil had got _you_--but he couldn't pity +me." + +She turned him aside from this by saying: "I reckon New York is a great +deal bigger than Chicago. Mr. Moss says it makes any other town seem +like a county seat. I'm dead leery of it. I want to see it, but it just +naturally locoes me to think of it." + +"'Tis the only place to spend money--so the boys tell me. I've never +been there but once, and then only for three days. I went on to get a +man when I was sheriff in San Juan. I saw it then mostly as a wonderful +fine swamp to lose a thief in." + +"Did you get your man?" she asked, with formal interest. + +"I did so--and nearly died for want of sleep on the way home; he was a +desprit character, was black Hosay; but I linked him to me arm and tuck +chances." + +Once she had listened to these stories with eager interest; now they +were but empty boasting--so deeply inwrought was her soul with matters +that more nearly concerned her woman's need and woman's nature. The +potency of gold!--could any magic be greater? They lived like folk in a +flying palace (with books and papers, easy-chairs and card-tables), +eating carefully cooked meals, served by attendants as considerate and +as constant as those at their own fireside. The broad windows gave +streaming panorama of town and country, hill and river, and the young +wife accepted it all with the haughty air of one who is wearied with +splendor, but inwardly the knowledge that it all came to Haney (as to +her) unearned troubled her. Luck was his God, but she, while accepting +from him these marvellous, shining gifts, had another God--one derived +from her Saxon ancestors, one to whom luxury was akin to harlotry. + +They left the train at Albany and went to the best hotel in the city to +spend the night. "To-morrow I'll see if I can find anybody who knows +where the old dad is," said Haney. "'Tis too late, and I'm too weary to +do it to-night." + +Bertha was tired, too--mentally wearied, and glad of a chance to be +alone. She went at once to her room, leaving the Captain and Lucius busy +with the Troy directory. + +Haney set about his search next day with the eager zeal of a lad. He +took an almost childish pleasure in displaying his good-fortune. Through +Lucius he hired an auto-car as good as the one he had left in Chicago, +and together he and Bertha rode into his native town, up into the bleak, +brick-paved ward through which he had roamed when a cub. It had changed, +of course, as all things American must, but it was so much the same, +after all, that he could point out the alleys where he used to toss +pennies and play cards and fight. Every corner was historic to him. +"Phil O'Brien used to keep saloon here--and I've earned many a dime +sweepin' out for his barkeeper. I was never a drunken lad," he gravely +said; "I don't know why--I had all the chance there was. I've been +moderate of drink all me life. No, I won't say that--I'll say I tuck it +as it came, with no fear and no favor. When playin', I always let it +alone--it spiled me nerve--I let the other felly do the drinkin'." + +Some of the signs were unchanged, and he sent Lucius in to ask the +proprietor of the "Hoosac Market" to step out; and when he appeared, a +plump man with close-clipped gray hair and smoothly shaven face, he +shouted, "'Tis old Otto--just the man I nade. Howdy, Otto Siegel?" + +Siegel shaded his eyes and looked up at Haney. "You haff the edventege +off me alretty." + +"I'm Mart Haney--you remember Mart Haney." + +Siegel grasped the situation. "Sure! Vy, how you vass dis dime, eh! +Vell, vell--you gome pack in style, ain't it? Your daughter--yes?" + +"My wife," said Haney. + +Siegel raised a fat arm, which a dirty blue undershirt imperfectly +draped, and Bertha shook hands with curt politeness. "Vell, vell, Mart, +you must haff struck a cold-mine by now, hah?" + +"That's what." + +"Vell, vell! and I licked you fer hookin' apples off me vonce--aind dot +right?" + +Mart grinned. "I reckon that's so. I said I'd cut you in two when I grew +up; all boys say such things, but I reckon your whalin' did me good. But +what I want to know is this, can you tell me where to find the old man?" + +"Your fader? He's in Brooklyn--so I heart. I don't know. My, my! he'll +be clad to see you--" + +"You don't know his address?" + +"No, I heart he was livin' mit your sister Kate." + +"Donahue's in a saloon, I reckon." + +"Always. He tondt know nodding else. You can fint him in the +directory--Chon Donahue, barkeep." + +"All right. Much obleeged." Haney looked around. "I don't suppose any of +the boys are livin' here now?" + +"Von or two. Chake Schmidt iss a boliceman, Harry Sullivan iss in te +vater-vorks department, ant a few oders. Mostly dey are scattered; some +are teadt--many are teadt," he added, on second thought. + +"Well, good-luck," and Haney reached down to shake hands again, and the +machine began to whiz. "Tell all the boys 'How.'" + +For half an hour they ran about the streets at his direction, while he +talked on about his youthful joys and sorrows. "You wouldn't suppose a +lad could have any fun in such a place as this," he said, musingly, "but +I did. I was a careless, go-divil pup, and had a power of friends, and +these alleys and bare brick walls were the only play-ground we had. You +can't cheat a boy--he's goin' to have a good time if he has three grains +of corn in his belly and a place to sleep when he's tired. I was all +right till me old dad started to put me into the factory to work; then I +broke loose. I could work for an hour or two as hard as anny one; but a +whole long day--not for Mart! Right there I decided to emigrate and grow +up with the Injuns." + +Bertha listened to his musing comment with a new light upon his life. +She had little cause for the feeling of disgust which came to her while +studying the scenes of his boyhood--her own childhood had been almost as +humble, almost as cheerless--and yet she could not prevent a sinking at +the heart. The gambler, so picturesque in his wickedness, was becoming +commonplace. He rose from such petty conditions, after all. + +Thus far the question of his family relations had not troubled her very +much, for, aside from the chance coming of Charles, she had had little +opportunity of knowing anything about the Haneys, and they had seemed a +very long way off; but now, as she was rushing down upon New York City, +with the promise of not only finding the father, but of taking him back +with them to live, she began to doubt. His character was of the greatest +importance, in view of his taking a seat beside their fire. + +It was singular, it was bewildering, this change in her estimate of +Marshall Haney. The deeper he sank in reminiscent meditation the farther +he withdrew from the bold and splendid freebooter he had once seemed to +her. She was now unjust to him for he was still capable of what his kind +call "standing pat." The rough-and-ready borderman was still housed +under the same thatch of hair with the sentimental old Irishman, and yet +it would have sorely puzzled the keenest observer to discover the +relationship of that handsome, rather serious-browed, richly clothed +young woman and her big, elderly, garrulous companion. Bertha was not +easy to classify, in herself, for she gave out an air of reserve not +readily accounted for. She looked to be the well-clothed, carefully +reared American girl, but her gestures, the silent, unsmiling way in +which she received what was said to her--something indefinably alert and +self-masterful without being self-conscious--gave her a mysterious +charm. + +She was profoundly absorbed in the great, historic river on her right, +and yet she did not cry out as other girls of her age would have done. +She read her folder and kept vigilant eyes upon all the passing points +of interest--even as Haney rumbled on about Charles and his father and +Kate--more than half distraught by the vague recollections she had of +her school histories and geographies. How little she knew! "I must +buckle down to some kind of study," she repeatedly said to herself, as +if it helped her to a more inflexible resolution. + +Soon the mighty city and its fabled sea-shore began to scare her soul +with vague alarms and exultations. Manhattan was as remote to her as +London, and as splendidly alien as Paris. It was, indeed, both London +and Paris to her. Its millions of people appalled her. How could so many +folk live in one place? + +Again the magic power of money bucklered her. It was good to think that +they were to go to the best hotels, and that she had no need to trouble +herself about anything, for Lucius settled everything. He telegraphed +for rooms, he assembled all their baggage and tipped their porters: and +when they rushed into the long tunnel in Harlem he was free to take the +Captain by the arm and help him to the forward end of the car ready to +alight, leaving Bertha to follow without so much as a satchel to burden +her arm. Haney had accepted Lucius' assurance that the Park Palace was +the smart hostelry, and to this they drove as to some unknown inn in a +foreign capital. + +It was gorgeous enough to belong in the tale of Aladdin's lamp--a +palace, in very truth, with entrance-hall in keeping with the +glittering, roaring Avenue through which they drove, and which was to +Bertha quite as strange as a boulevard in Berlin would have been. Lucius +conducted them into the reception-room with an air of proprietorship, +and soon had waiters, maids and bell-boys "jumping." His management was +masterful. He knew just what time to give each man, and just how much to +say concerning his master and mistress. He conveyed to the clerk that +while Captain Haney didn't want any foolish display, he liked things +comfortable round him, and the colored man's tone, as he spoke that word +"comfortable," was far-reaching in effect. The best available places +were put at his command. + +Bertha accepted it all with cold impassivity; it was only a little +higher gloss, a little more glitter than they had suffered in Chicago; +and she was getting used to seeing men in braid and buttons "hustle" +when she came near. The suite of rooms to which they were conducted +looked out on Fifth Avenue, as Lucius proudly explained; and from their +windows he designated some of the houses of the millionaires who receive +the homage of the less rich (and of the very poor) which only nobility +can command in Europe. Bertha betrayed no eager interest in these +notables, but she was very deeply impressed by the far-famed Avenue, +which was already thickening with the daily five-o'clock parade of +carriages, auto-cars, and pedestrians. + +Lucius explained this custom, and said: "If you'd like to go out I'll +get a car." + +"Let's do it!" she exclaimed to Haney. + +"Sure! get one. These smell-wagons must have been invented for cripples +like me." + +Bertha took that ride in the spirit of one who never expects to do it +again, and so deeply did the city print itself upon her memory that she +was able to recall years afterwards a hundred of its glittering points, +angles, and facets. She felt herself up-borne by money. Without Haney's +bank-book she would have been merely one of those minute insects who +timidly sought to cross the street, and yet philosophers marvel at the +race men make for gold! So long as silken parasols and automobiles mad +with pride are keenly enjoyed, so long will Americans--and all others +who have them not--struggle for them; for they are not only the signs of +distinction and luxury, they are delights. A private car is not merely +display; it is comfort. To have a suite of rooms at the Park Palace is +not all show; it makes for homely ease, cleanliness, repose. And these +people riding imperiously to and fro in Fifth Avenue buy not merely +diamonds, but well-cooked food, warm and shining raiment, and freedom +from the scramble on the pave. + +Some understanding of all this was beating home to Bertha's head and +heart. She had as yet no keen desire for the glitter of wealth, but its +grateful shelter, its power to defend and nurture, were qualities which +had begun to make its lure almost irresistible. Haney liked the +auto-car, not for its red and gold (which delighted Lucius), but for its +handiness in taking him about the city. It saved him from climbing in +and out of a high car door; it was swifter and safer than a carriage; +therefore, he was ready to purchase its speed and convenience. He cared +little for the sensation he would create in riding up to his sister's +door in Brooklyn, though he chuckled mightily at the thought of what his +old dad would say; and as they claimed a place among the millionaires he +broke into a sly smile. "If ever a bog-trotter landed at Castle Garden, +me father was wan o' them. I can remember the hat he wore. 'Twas a +'stovepipe,' sure enough. It had no rim at all at all! It was fuzzy as a +cat. If he didn't have a green vest it was a wonder. He took me to see a +play once just to show me how he did look. He was onto his own curves, +was old dad. I hope he's livin' yet. I'd like to take him up the Avenue +in this car and hear the speel he'd put up." + +Bertha was in growing uneasiness, and when alone at the close of her +wonderful ride through this marvellous city, so clean, so vast, so +packed with stores of all things rich and beautiful, she went to her +room in a blur of doubt. Now that an unspoken, half-formed resolution to +free herself was in her mind, she realized that every extravagance like +this ride, these gorgeous rooms, sank her deeper into helpless +indebtedness to Marshall Haney. And this knowledge now took away the +keen edge of her delight, making her food bitter and her pillow hot. + +In the midst of her troubled thinking, Lucius knocked at the door to +ask: "Will you go down to dinner or shall I have it sent up?" + +"Oh no, I'll go down." + +"They dress for dinner, ma'am." + +"Do they? What'll I wear?" + +He considered a moment. "Any light silk--semi-dress will do. I'll send a +maid in to help you." + +"No, I don't need a maid. They're a nuisance," she quickly answered. + +Lucius' attitude towards her was more than respectful--it was paternal; +for she made no more secret of her early condition than Haney, and the +colored man enjoyed serving them. He seemed perfectly happy in advising, +cautioning, directing them, and was deeply impressed with their powers +of adaptability--was, in truth, developing a genuine affection for them +both. He was a lonely little man, Bertha had learned, with no near kin +in the States, and the fact that he came from an Island in the sea made +him less of a "nigger" to the Captain, who had the usual amount of +prejudice against both black and red men. + +The high-keyed, sumptuous dining-hall was filled with small tables +exquisitely furnished, and the carpets underfoot, thick-piled and +deep-toned, gave a singular solemnity to the function of eating. It was +a temple raised to the glory of terrapin and "alligator pears"; and as +the Captain moved slowly across the aisles, closely attended by a +zealous waiter he smiled and said to his wife: "This is a long ways from +Sibley and the Golden Eagle, Bertie, don't you think?" + +"It sure is," she replied, and her laughing lips and big pansy-purple +eyes made her seem very young and very gay again. + +Around her men and women in evening dress were feeding subduedly, while +bevies of hawklike waiters swooped and circled, bearing platters, +tureens, and baskets of iced wine-bottles. It made the hotel at Chicago +appear like a plain, old-fashioned tavern, so remote, so European, so +lavish, and yet so exaggeratedly quiet, was this service. Some of the +women at the tables were spangled like the queens of the stage; mainly +they were not only gloriously gowned, but in harmony with the sumptuous +beauty around them. Their adornments made Bertha feel very rural and +very shy. + +"I wish I was younger," the Captain said, "I'd take ye to the theatre +to-night, but I'm too tired. I could go for a couple of hours, but--to +miss me sleep--" + +"Don't think of it," she hastened to command. "I don't want to go. I'm +just about all in, myself." + +"'Tis a shame, darlin', surely it is, to keep you from havin' a good +time just because I am an old helpless side o' beef. 'Tis not in me +heart to play dog in the manger, Bertie. If ye'd like to go, do so. +Lucius will take ye." + +"Nit," she curtly replied; "you rest up, and we'll go to-morrow night. +We might take another turn and see the town by electric light; you could +kind o' lean back in the car and take it easy." + +This they did; and it was more moving, more appalling, to the girl than +by day. The fury of traffic on Broadway, the crowds of people, the +endless strings of brilliantly lighted street-cars, the floods of +'busses, auto-cars, cabs, and carriages poured in upon the girl's +receptive brain a tide of perceptions of the city's wealth, power, and +complexity of social life which amazed while it exalted her. The idea +that she might share in all this dazzled her. "We could live here," she +thought; "the Captain's income would keep us just anyway we wanted to +live." But a vision of her own beautiful house under the shadow of the +great peak came back to reproach her. Her horses and dogs awaited her. +This tumultuous island was only a place to visit, after all. + +"Do you suppose this goes on every night?" she said to Haney, as they +turned off Broadway. + +"I reckon it does," he said. "How is that, Lucius?" he asked. "Is this a +special performance, or does the old town do this every night?" + +"In the season, yes, sir. It's the last week of the Opera, and it'll be +quieter now till November." + +They returned to their hotel with a sense of having touched the ultimate +in civic splendor, human pride, and social complexity. New York had met +most of their ideals. They were glad it was on American soil and in the +nation's metropolis; but, after all, it remained alien and mysterious, +of a rank with Paris and London--the gateway city of the nation, where +the Old World meets and mingles with the New. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +BERTHA MAKES A PROMISE + + +As for Marshall Haney, as he went about New York and Brooklyn in search +of his relations, he was astounded at the translation of the Irish +laborer into something else. "In my time, when I left Troy, all the work +in the streets was done by 'micks,' as they called 'em. Now they're +gone--whisked away as ye'd sweep away a swarm of red ants, and here's +these black Dagos in their places. Where's the Irishman gone--up or +down? That's what's eatin' me. Is he dead or translated to a higher +speer? 'Tis a mysterious dispensation, and troubles me much." + +He found a good many Donahues in Brooklyn, and plenty of them +barkeepers; and after he'd pulled up half a dozen times at these +"joints" Bertha began to pout. She didn't like such places; and as they +were riding in a showy auto-car (the grandest Lucius could secure), they +were pretty middling noticeable. At last she said, more sharply than she +had ever spoken to him before: "Mart, I don't want any more of this. If +you want to visit all the saloons in Brooklyn, I don't. Here's where I +get out." + +He was instantly remorseful. "I was thinkin' of that myself, Bertie. +Lucius and I will go on alone. We'll send you back to the hotel in the +'mobile whilst we take a hack." + +Half doubting, half glad, she consented to this arrangement, and was +soon whirling back towards the ferry, her guilty feeling giving place to +a sense of relief, as if a huge weight had been lifted from her +shoulders--for a moment. She began to understand that half the pleasure +she had taken in her hours with Moss and Humiston lay in the freedom +from her husband's over-shadowing presence. He was not a man to be +ignored, as she had seen wives ignore and put aside their meek partners. +Marshall Haney even yet was a dominating personality, even though his +family affairs were so insistent and so difficult to manage or explain. +If the father came her joy in her home would be gone, and yet she had no +right to refuse him shelter. + +At the same time she was less sure of her place in the world, now that +she was alone. She had the feeling that if anything were to happen--if +the motorman should demand his pay at the door, or the hotel-keeper +refuse to go her bond, she would be helpless. The Captain, for all his +shortcomings and physical disability, was master of every situation. He +had been schooled by stern powers, and his capabilities of defence were +still equal to almost any need. + +On the ferry-boat she found herself surrounded by the swarms of people +who are forever calculating expenditures, who never desert a garment, +and who finger a nickel lovingly; and she caught them looking at her as +upon one of those who enjoy without earning it the product of their +toil. They made way for her, as she got down and walked to the railing, +as they would have done for a millionaire's daughter, a little surlily, +and she divined without understanding this enmity, but was too exalted +by the glittering bay, with its romance of ship and sea and shore and +town, to very much mind what her threadbare fellow-passengers thought of +her. These dark-hulled, ocean-going vessels, these alien flags, widened +her horizon--deepened her sense of the earth's wonder and the wide-flung +nerves of national interest. From this sea-level she looked up in fancy +to her brother's ranch near Sibley as at a cabin on a mountain-side. How +still and faint and far it seemed at the moment! + +At the word of the chauffeur she climbed back into her car, returning to +the isolation which money now provided for her. And so, girt about with +velvet and costly wood and gilding, she rode up through the tearing +throngs of the wharf, whirling past cars and trucks, outspeeding cabs +and carriages, protected by a gambler's name, royally isolated and +defensible by his money. As she spun through Fifth Avenue, so smooth of +pave, so crowded, so sparkling, so far-reaching in its suggestions of +security and power, the girl's soul entered upon a new and fierce phase +of its struggle. + +It was a larger and more absorbing fairy story than any in the _Arabian +Nights_. Without Marshall Haney, without the gold he brought, she could +never have even looked upon this scene. She would at this moment have +been standing inside her little counter at the Golden Eagle, selling +cigars to some brakeman or cowboy. Ed Winchell would be coming to ask +her, as usual, to marry him, and her mother would still be toiling in +the hot kitchen or be at rest in her grave. Did ever Aladdin's lamp +translate its owner farther or lift him higher? Was not her refusal to +be Marshall Haney's wife the basest ingratitude? + +Not merely so, but the girl felt in herself potentialities not yet drawn +upon, unlimited capabilities leading towards the accomplishment of good. +Money had not merely the magic of exalting, educating, refining, and +ennobling the individual (herself); it had radiating, transforming power +for others. It could diffuse warmth like a flame, and send forth joy +like a bell. "With it I am safe, strong: I can help the poor. Without it +I am only a struggling girl, like millions of others, with no chance and +no power to aid those who suffer." But at this point her love re-entered +and her sense of right was confused. After all the heart ruled. + +At the hotel entrance the head porter was waiting to help her out, and +the chauffeur, without a word or look of reminder, puffed away, secure +in the reputation Lucius had given to Haney. As she went to her room the +maid met her with gentle solicitude, and, after attending to her needs, +considerately withdrew, leaving her deep-sunk in troubled musing. + +Up to the coming of Ben Fordyce she had accepted all that Haney gave her +as from one good friend to another. Once having satisfied herself that +the money was clean of any taint from gambling-hall and saloon, she had +not hesitated to use it. But now something was rising within her which +changed the current of her purpose. Haney was no longer before the bar +of her conscience; the soul under question was her own. Dimly, yet with +ever-growing definiteness, she saw the moment of decision approach. She +must soon decide whether to continue on the smooth, broad highway with +Haney, or to return to the mountain-trail from which he had taken her. + +While still she sat sombrely looking out over the city's roofs, +Humiston's card was brought to her, and at the moment, in her loneliness +and doubt, he seemed like an old friend. "Tell him to come up," she +said, with instant cordiality, and her face shone with innocent pleasure +when she met him. "I'm mighty glad to see you," she frankly said, in +greeting. + +He misconceived her feeling, and took advantage of it to retain her +hand. "I assure you I am delighted to find _you_ again." + +"I thought you'd forgot us." + +His eyes expressed a bold admiration as he answered: "I have done +nothing but remember you. I've been in Pittsburg (only got back to town +yesterday), and here I am." He looked about. "Where is the Captain?" + +She withdrew her hand. "He's out looking for his father. He'll return +soon. He's liable to look in any minute now." + +"You are lovelier than ever. How is the Captain?" + +"Pretty well. He gets tired fairly easy, but he feels better than he +did." + +His look of eager intensity embarrassed her. After a little pause, he +remarked: "I am holding you to your promise. Can't you come over to my +studio this afternoon?" + +"No, not to-day. I must be here when the Captain comes. He may bring the +old father along, and he'd feel lost if I should be gone. Maybe I could +come to-morrow." + +"Don't bring the Captain unless you have to--he'll be bored," he said, +in the hope that she would get his full meaning. "I want to introduce +you to some friends of mine." + +"Oh, don't do that!" she protested. "I'm afraid of your friends--they're +all so way-wised while I am hardly bridle-broke." + +"You need not fear," he replied; "you are most to be envied. No one can +have more than health, wealth, and youth and beauty. I would not +hesitate to introduce you anywhere." His admiration was so outspoken, so +choicely worded, that she could not distrust him, though Mrs. Moss had +more than once hinted to her that he was not to be entirely honored. "He +isn't a man to be careless with," she had once said, and yet he seemed +so high-minded, so profoundly concerned with the beautiful world of art. +How could a single-hearted Western girl believe ill of him? He could +not be evil in the ways in which men were wicked in Sibley. His +sensitive face was too weary and his eyes too sad. + +He was adroit enough to make his call short, and withdrew, leaving a +very pleasant impression in her mind. She felt distinctly less lonely, +now that she knew he was in the city, and she was still at the window +musing about him when Haney returned, bringing his father with him. + +The elder Haney interested and amused her in spite of her +perplexities--he was so quaintly of the old type of Irishman and so +absurdly small to be the father of a giant. He carried a shrewd and +kindly face, withered and toothless, yet not without a certain charm of +line. Mart's fine profile was like his sire's, only larger, bolder, and +calmer. + +With a chuckle he introduced him. "Bertie, this is me worthless old +dad." And Patrick, though he was sidling and side-stepping with the +awkwardness of a cat on wet ice, still retained his Celtic +self-possession. + +"Lave Mart to slander the soorce av aal his good qualities," he +retorted. "He was iver an uncivil divil to me--after the day he first +thrun me down, the big gawk." + +Mart took the little man by the collar and twirled him about. "Luk at +'im! Did he ever feel the like of such cloes in his life?" + +Patrick grinned a wide, silent, mirthful grimace. "Sure me heart is +warmed wid 'em. I feel as well trussed as me lady's footman." + +It was plain that every thread on the old man was new. Mart explained. +"I stripped him to the buff and built him up plumb to his necktie, which +is green--the wan thing he would have to his own taste. To-morrow we go +to the tooth-factory." + +"'Tis a waste of good money," interjected Patrick. "I ate soup." + +"Soup be damned! Ye've many a steak to eat with me, ye contrary little +baboon. 'Tis a pity if I can't do as I like with me own. Do as I say, +and be gay." + +Patrick cackled again, and his little twinkling eyes were half hid. "Ye +may load me with jewels and goold, me lad, but divil a once do I allow a +man wid a feet-lathe boring-machine to enter me head." + +"Ye have nothing to bore, ye old jackass! Divil a rock is left to +prospect in--so don't fuss." + +Bertha interjected a question. "Where did you find him?" + +"Marking up in a pool-room. Nice place for the father of Captain Haney! +'Come out o' that,' I says, 'or fight me.' And the old fox showed gooms +at me, and says he: 'I notice ye're crippled, Mart. I think I'll jest +take what ye owe me out of yer hide.'" They both chuckled at the +recollection of it. Then Mart went on: "I'll not disgrace me wife by +telling what the old tramp had on. I tuck him by the shoulder and I +said: 'Have ye anny Sunday clothes?' I said. 'Narry a thread,' says he. +'Come along with me,' I says. 'You can't visit my wife in the hotel till +every thread on yer corpus is changed,' for Donahue keeps a dirty place. +So here he is--scrubbed, fumigated, barbered, and tailored; and when he +gets his cellulide teeth he'll make as slick a little Irishman as ever +left the old sod." Here his face became sadly tender. "I wish the mother +was alive, too; I'd make her rustle in silks, so I would. Heaven rest +her!" + +The father's face grew suddenly accusing in line. "Ye waited too long, +ye vagabond. Yer change of heart comes too late." + +"I know it--I know it! But I could never find time till a man with a +shotgun pointed the way to it. Now I have all the time there is, and +she's gone." + +In this moment of passing shadow Bertha caught a glimpse of the +significance of the scene--of the wonder, almost alarm, which filled the +old man's heart as he stood there scared of the flaming splendor of the +room into which the sunlight fell, exaggerating its gold and pink and +green, but bringing out the excellence of the furnishing, the richness +of the silk tapestry. + +The old man touched a gilded chair tenderly, and Mart cried out: "Lay +hold, man, 'twill not rub off! Sit down and look about ye! Out with your +new pipe and smoke up!" + +He took a seat with forced confidence, and looked about him. "I wish +Donahue and Kate could see this." + +Mart turned a quietly humorous eye on Bertha. "Not this trip. I couldn't +manage Kate," he explained. "She looks like Fan--only more so; and she +has a litter o' young Donahues would make ye wonder could the world have +room for them all." + +Haney the elder had something more than the bog-trotter in him, for as +he grew towards a little more assurance that Mart would not be thrown +out of his hotel for non-payment of bills, he settled down to enjoy his +glass of rare whiskey and a costly cigar with an assumption of ease that +almost deceived the maid, though Lucius, being in the secret, watched +him anxiously for fear he might expectorate on the rug. + +Mart had some "p'otographs" of his house in the Springs, and showed them +to Patrick. "Do ye see yerself smokin' a pipe on that porch?" + +"I do not," the father energetically replied. "I see meself goin' the +rounds of that garden with a waterin'-pot and a pair of shears." + +"I thought ye was a bricklayer, or is it a billiard-marker?" asked Mart, +with quizzical look. + +"I can turn me hand to anny honest work," he replied, with dignity. "An' +can ye say as much?" + +"I cannot," confessed Mart. "Had ye put a club to me back and foorced me +to a trade, sure I'd be layin' brick in Troy this day." + +This retort fairly blinded the sturdy little father. The charge was +false, and yet here sat Mart--a gentleman. While still he puzzled over +the dangerous acknowledgment involved in his son's accusation, Mart +turned to Bertha. "Do ye mind the old man's spendin' the rest of his +days with us, darlin'?" + +"You're the doctor, Mart. It's your house, not mine." + +He felt the change in her. "Oh no, it isn't; it's _our_ house. I never +would have had it only for you." He paused a moment. "The dad is a +well-meaning old rascal, and I'll go bail he don't do mischief." + +Patrick took this up. "He is so, and he means to kape to his own way of +life. If I go West, me b'y, 'tis on wages as a gardener--and, bedad, +I'll draw 'em reg'ler, too. I'd like well to go West ('twould rejice me +to see Fan and McArdle), and I don't object to spendin' a year with you +in Coloraydo, but don't think Patrick Haney is to be pinsioner on anny +one, not even his son." + +Bertha's heart vibrated in sympathy with this note of independence, and +she heartily said: "I hope you will come, Mr. Haney. The Captain is +alone a good deal, and you'd be a comfort to him." + +"I'll consider," the old man said. "I must have time to rea-lize it," he +quaintly added. "I must smoke me pipe in me own garret once more, and +talk it all over with Kate and the Donahues." He refused to stay to +dinner with them (which was a relief to Lucius), and went away jaunty as +a bucko from County Clare. + +He was no sooner gone from the room than Bertha turned to her husband, +and said: "Mart, I want to talk things over with you." + +Something in her voice, as well as in the words, made him turn quickly +and regard her anxiously. + +"What about? What is it, darlin'?" + +"I have something on my mind, and I've got to spit it out before I can +rest to-night. I've just about decided to leave you. I don't feel right +livin' with you." + +He looked at her steadily, but a gray pallor began to show on his face. +He asked, quietly: "Do ye mean to go fer good?" + +Her heart was beating fast, but she bravely faced him. "Yes, Mart, I +don't feel right living with you, and spending your money the way I've +been doing." + +"Why not? It isn't mine--it's yours. Ye airn every cent ye spend." + +"No, I don't!" she cried, passionately. "Now that you're getting better +and Lucius has come, I'm not even a nurse." + +"I'll send him away." + +"No, no; he's worth more than I am." + +"I'll not listen to such talk, Bertie. Ye well know you're the thing +most precious to me. I can't live without ye." His voice thickened. "For +God A'mighty's sake, don't say such things; they make me heart shake! Me +teeth are chatterin' this minute! Ye're jokin'; say you don't mean it." + +"But I do. Don't you see that I can't stay and let you do things for me +like this"--she indicated their apartment--"when I do so little to earn +it all? Mart, I've got to be honest about it. I can't let you spend any +more money on me. Help your own people, and let me go. I do nothing to +pay for what you do for me. It's better for me to go." + +She could not bring herself to be as explicit as she should have been, +but he was not far from understanding her real meaning, as he brokenly +replied: "I've been afraid of this, my girl. I've thought of it all. The +money I spend fer ye is but a small part of my debt. You say you do +nothing for me. Why, darlin', every time you come into the room or smile +at me you do much for me! I'm a selfish old wolf, but I'm not so bad as +you think I am. If anny nice young felly comes along--a good square +man--I'll get off the track; but I want you to let me stay near you as +long as I live." His voice was hoarse with pleading. "Ye're all I have +in the world; all I live for now is to make you happy. Don't pull away +now, when me old heart has grown all round ye. I can't live and I +daren't die without ye--now that's the eternal truth. Darlin', promise +ye won't go--yet awhile." + +Wordless, as full of pain as he, she sat silently weeping, unable to +carry out her resolution--unable to express the change which had come +into her life. + +He went on. "I mark the difference between us. I see ye goin' up while I +am goin' down. My heart is big with pride in ye. You belong with people +like the Congdons and the Mosses--whilst I am only an old broken-down +skate. I'm worse than you know. I went down to Sibley first with hell in +me heart towards you, but that soon passed away--I loved ye as a man +should love the girl he marries--and I love ye now as I love the saints. +I wouldn't mar your young life fer anything in this world--'tis me wish +to lave you as beautiful and fresh as I found you, and to give you all I +have besides--so stay with me, if you can, till the other man comes." +Here a new thought intruded. "Has he come now? Tell me if he has. Did ye +find him in Chicago? Be honest, darlin'." + +"No, no!" she answered. "It isn't that. It's just because--because it +don't seem right." + +"Then ye must stay with me," he said, "and don't worry about not doing +things for me. You do things for me every minute--just by being in the +world. If I can see ye or hear ye I'm satisfied. An' don't cut me off +from spending money for ye, for that's half me fun. How else can I pay +ye for your help to me? I've been troubled by your face ever since we +left home. You don't smile as ye used to do. Don't ye like it here? If +ye don't we'll go back. Shall we do that?" + +She, overwhelmed by his generosity, could only nod. + +His face cleared. "Very well, the procession will head west whenever you +say the word. I hope you don't object to the old father. If ye do--" + +"Oh no; I like him." + +"Then we'll take him; but, remember, I'll let no one come into our home +that will trouble you. I'd as soon have a cinder in me eye as a man I +don't like sitting beside me fire; and if the old man is a burden to ye, +out he goes." He rose, and came painfully to where she sat, and in a +voice of humble sorrow, slowly said: "I don't ask ye to love +me--now--I'm not worth it; and once I thought I'd like a son to bear my +name, but 'tis better not. I'll never lay that burden upon ye. All I ask +is the touch of yer hand now and then, and your presence when I come to +die--I'm scared to die alone. 'Twill be a dark, long journey for old +Mart, and he wants your face to remember when he sets forth." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +THE SERPENT'S COIL + + +Lofty as Jerome Humiston talked, and poetic as his face seemed to Bertha +Haney, he was at heart infinitely more destructive than any man she had +ever known; for he took a satanic delight in proving that all women were +alike in their frailty. He had reached also that period of decay wherein +the libertine demands novelty--where struggle is essential, and to +conquer easily is to fail of the joy of victory. + +He, too, had rushed to the conclusion that this girl had married an old +and broken gambler for his money, and that she was of those to be easily +won. Her air of demure reserve piqued him--pleased him. "She is no silly +kitten," he mentally remarked, after their second meeting. "She's in for +a big career. With beauty and youth and barrels of money she will go +far, and I will be her guide--unless I have lost my cunning. She will +share her fortune with me some day, and I will teach her to live." + +He met her at the door of his studio next day with a grave and tender +smile. "I'm glad you've come," he said, "but I'll have to confess that I +have very little to show you here. My pictures are all down at the +gallery, and some of them not yet hung. Next week they will all be in +place. But sit down while I boil some tea. My friends who own this +work-shop are out; they'll be in soon." + +"I don't believe I can stay to-day. The Captain is below." + +"Please do sit down for a moment. I'll be hurt if you don't." + +The studio was a big bare barn of a place with a few broad canvases upon +the walls--not a bit like Humiston; and he explained that his stay in +America being short, he could not afford to have a studio of his own. +"I'm glad you came. You must let me take you to see my 'show' next week. +Your fresh, young, Western eyes are just what I need." This was false, +for he was impatient of all criticism. "I need comfort," he added, +wearily smiling. "I didn't sell enough in the West to pay my railway +fare." + +He seemed ill as well as sad, and Bertha felt sorry for him. "Won't you +come with us for a ride?" + +"I'd rather have you stay and talk with me." + +"Oh, I can't do that! The Captain is waiting for me. He said to bring +you." + +"But I don't want to go. I hate automobiles. I hate seeing sights. I +despise this town. I've a grouch against everything in America--except +you. Let me go down and tell the Captain to take his spin alone." + +"No, no," she sharply said. "I keep my word. I said I'd be back in a few +minutes, and I'm going." + +He sighed resignedly. "Very well; but you'll let me come to see you?" + +"Why, cert! Come to dinner any day. We don't browse around much outside +the hotel. We're mostly always feeding at six." + +"I'll come, and you must not fail to let me show you my pictures." + +"Sure thing! I want to buy one to take home with me." + +He assumed great candor. "I won't say that your ability to buy one of my +pictures is not of interest to me, for it is; but quite aside from that, +there is something in you that appeals to me. You make me think better +of the West--of America. I feel that you will find something in my +pictures which the critics miss." Then, with mournful abruptness, he +added: "No doubt Joe told you of my unhappy marriage--" + +"No, he didn't." + +"My wife cares nothing for my work. She takes no interest in anything +but the frippery side of life. That's what appeals to me in you--you are +so aspiring. I feel that you have such wonderful possibilities. You +would spur a man to big things." + +They were both standing as if he had forgotten where he was, and she, +embarrassed but fascinated by his words, and especially held by his +voice, dared not make a motion till he released her. He looked round +him. "I don't wonder you dislike this room; it's horribly cold and +depressing to me. I can't work here. I wish you could see my den in +Paris. Perhaps you will let me show it to you some day. All my happiest +days have been spent in France. I am more French than American now." + +He took her hand again, and with a return to his studiedly cheerful +manner called her to witness that she had promised to come to see his +paintings. "And please remember that I am going to take you at your word +and dine with you--perhaps this very night." + +"All right, come along," she replied, and went away filled with wonder +at the familiar, almost humble attitude he had assumed towards her. + +He did indeed dine with them that night, and quite won the Captain to a +belief in him. "Come again," he heartily said. And the great artist +feelingly answered: "I mean to, for, strange to say, I am almost as +lonesome in this big town as anybody could be." This was a lie, but +Haney's sympathy was roused. "There'll always be an empty chair for +you," he repeated, with a feeling that he, too, was encouraging art. + +Humiston pursued this game with singular and joyous skill. He talked of +the West and of politics with the Captain, and of love and art and his +essentially lonely life to Bertha. He returned often to the wish that +they might meet in Paris. "A trip abroad would do you infinite good," he +insisted. "What you need is three years of life in Paris. With your +beauty and money, and, above all, with your personal magnetism, you +could reign like a queen. I wonder that you don't go. It would be worth +more to you than any other possible schooling. I don't know of anything +in this world that would give me greater pleasure than to show you +Paris." + +Bertha's silence in face of these approaches deceived him. The throbbing +of her bosom, the fall of her eyelashes, were due to instinctive +distrust of him. That he was more dangerous than the rough miners and +cowboys of the West she could not believe, and yet she drew back in +growing fear of one who openly claimed the right to plow athwart all the +barriers of law and custom. His mind's flight was like that of the +eagle--now rising to the sun in exultation, now falling to the gray sea +to slay. At times she felt a kind of gratitude that he should be willing +to sit beside her and talk--he, so skilled, so learned, so famous. + +The Chicago papers were still filled with criticism of his work and his +theories, and this discussion, as well as the appearance of his portrait +in the magazines, had made of him a very exalted person in little Mrs. +Haney's eyes, and the interest he took in her was too subtly flattering +not to affect her. He seemed fond of the Captain, too, and often joined +them in their trips about the city, and the fellows who had known +Humiston in Paris and who did not know Bertha nodded knowingly. "Jerry's +amusing himself, as usual. I wonder who she is?" + +He explained his poverty one day as he sat with her in the little +gallery where his paintings were hung. "The fact is, while other men +have been painting to order and doing 'stunts' for the Salon, I've gone +on refining, seeking new shades, new allurements, subordinating line to +color, story to harmony, till my work is sublimated beyond my public. +The people that bought my things once can't follow me; it is only now +and then that a man, or a woman _feels_ what I'm after--and so I live. I +hold all things beautiful to paint, America does not." + +He liked her all the better because she did not try to say what she +thought of his pictures, and when she insisted on taking one of them +home he quickly stopped her. "I'm not asking you to take pity on me," he +sharply said. And in this lay the subtlest touch of flattery he had yet +used: the idea that she, an ignorant mountain girl, could be accused of +patronizing a man so distinguished, so gifted as he, moved her in spite +of all warnings. Why should she not use her money to help this wonderful +artist? + +She insisted on a picture, and asked him to select one for her. "I've +got a big house out in the Springs, and I'd like something of yours." + +"Not out of this collection," he declared. "These are not the ones on +which my fame rests. The ones that represent me are in the cellar." + +Her eyes were wide in question. "What do you mean by that?" + +"American dealers won't include my best things in the exhibit--they are +too 'direct.' They are stored over here in a warehouse. I'd like to show +them to you. Will you come?" he asked, with eager eyes. + +And she, with a sense of being distinguished above the great public, +consented. Humiston rose animatedly. "Let's go over and see them now." + +His gentle _camaraderie_, his eagerness, touched Bertha, and when he +took her arm to help her into the elevator or to make sure she did not +stumble at the crossing she was stirred--not as Ben's hand had moved +her, but her blood nevertheless palpably quickened. Was it not wonderful +that she, so lately from the mountains, should be walking here in the +midst of the thronging multitudes of a great city street in the company +of one of the chief artists of the world? + +Humiston, crafty, cruel, unscrupulous, returned to his abuse of the +city, and explained to her that American dealers had no real +appreciation of art. "They sell anything that will sell, any cheap daub, +and yet they dared to refuse to exhibit my best things! It was the same +in Pittsburg and Buffalo; they're all alike. But what can you expect of +these densely material towns? Beauty means only prettiness to them." + +The salesman of the shop, accustomed to seeing Humiston pass in and out +with friends, paid no special heed to the painter as he led Bertha into +the farther room, where a few of his pictures hung among a dozen others. +No one was in the gallery, and just as she was wondering where the other +paintings could be, he opened a door (which was cut out of the wall and +partly concealed by paintings), and smilingly said: "Here is the inner +temple. Enter." + +She obeyed with a little hesitation, for the storeroom was not well +lighted, and she had a wild bird's distrust of dark, enclosing walls. + +Humiston shut the door behind him and followed her, plaintively saying: +"Isn't it hard lines to have to bring my friends into this hole to show +my masterpieces?" And by this she inferred that there was nothing +unusual in the experience. + +It was a long, bare hall, filled with boxes and littered with bits of +excelsior, and Bertha looked about her uneasily while Humiston bent over +some canvases stacked on the floor. He seemed to be selecting one with +care. An electric lamp was swinging from the ceiling, and under it stood +a large easel, and on this he placed a canvas, and, stepping back with +eyes fixed on her, said with spirit: "This is one of my best. It was in +the new Salon--here is the number. And yet it may not be exhibited in +this rotten town." + +Bertha inwardly recoiled from the canvas, for it was a painting of a +nude figure of a girl at the bath. The critics had said, "It is naked, +rather than nude," and the dealers objected to it on this ground, and to +the Western girl it was both shocking and ugly. Before she had caught +her breath he continued, in a tone that was at once a seduction and a +defence: "There is nothing more beautiful in the world than the female +form; it is the flower of flowers. Why should it not be painted?" And +then, while still he argued for the return of the Greek's love of +beauty, covering his moral depravity with the mantle of the philosopher, +he placed another canvas before her--something so unrefined, so animal, +so destructive of womanly modesty and of all reserve, that any one +looking upon it would instantly know that the man who had painted it was +a degenerate demon--an associate of dissolute models, an anarchist in +the world of women. It was fit only for the banquet-halls of the damned. + +Bertha stared at it--fascinated by the sense of the tempter's nearness. +It was as if a satyr had suddenly revealed his lawless soul to her. Her +thinking for an instant chained her feet, and her silence emboldened +him. + +Even as she turned to flee she felt his arm about her waist, his breath +upon her cheek. "Don't go!" he pleaded, and in his eyes was the same +look she had seen in the face of Charles Haney. At last he stood +revealed. His artist soul could stoop as low in purpose as a drunken +tramp. Beating him off with her strong hands, she ran down the hall and +burst into the brilliantly lighted exhibition room such a picture of +affrighted, outraged girlhood that the salesman stared upon her in +wonder. His look of surprise warned Bertha of her danger. Composing +herself by tremendous effort of the will, she closed the door and walked +slowly out into the street, her brain in a tumult of anger and shame. + +It seemed at the moment as if every man she had ever known was a +brute-demon seeking to destroy her. She understood now the reason for +the great painter's flattering deference to her opinion. From the first +he had sought to blind her. His ways were subtler than those of Charles +Haney and his like, but his soul was no higher; it was indeed more +ignoble, for he was of those who claim to dispense learning and light. +Pretending to add beauty to the world, he was ready to feed himself at +the cost of a woman's soul. She recalled Mrs. Moss' hints about his life +in Paris, and understood at last that he had wilfully misread her homage +and trust. A realization of this perfidy filled her with a fury of hate +and disgust. Was Ben Fordyce like all the rest? Did his candor, his +sweetness of smile, but veil another mode of approach? Was his kiss as +vile in its disloyalty, his embrace as remorseless in its design? + +She walked back along the shining avenue to her hotel with drooping +head. She knew the worst of Humiston now. She burned with helpless wrath +as she dwelt upon his assumptions of superiority. She hated the whole +glittering, unresting, lavish city at the moment, and her soul longed +for the silence of the peaks to the west. She turned to her husband as +one who seeks a tower of refuge in time of war. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +BERTHA'S FLIGHT + + +Before she had fairly recovered her poise next day Lucius brought to her +a letter from Humiston--a suave, impudent note wherein he expressed the +hope that she was well, and went on to plead in veiled phrase: "I'm +sorry you did not stay to see the rest of my pictures. I meant it all as +a compliment to your innate good taste and purity of thought. I expected +you to see them as I painted them--in pure artistic delight. You +misunderstood me. I hope you will let me see you again. You must +remember you promised to let me make a portrait sketch of you." + +Although not skilled in polite duplicity, Bertha was able to read +beneath the serene insolence of these lines something so diabolically +relentless that she turned cold with fear and repulsion. She had no +experience which fitted her to deal with such a pursuer, and she +shuddered at the rustling of the paper in her hand as she had once +quivered in breathless terror of a rattlesnake stirring in the leaves +near the door of her tent. Her first impulse was to lay the whole affair +before the Captain, but the knowledge of his deadly temper when roused +decided her to slip out at the other side of this fearsome thicket and +leave the serpent in possession. She longed to return to the West. The +little group of people in the Springs allured her; they were to be +trusted. Congdon and Crego and Ben--these men she knew and respected. +Her joy of the big outside Eastern world had begun to pass, and she +dreaded to encounter again the bold eyes and coarse compliments of the +men who loaf about the hotels and clubs. + +She turned to Haney as he came into her room, and said: "Mart, I want to +go home--to-day." + +"All right, Bertie, I'm ready--or will be, as soon as I pick up the old +father. But don't you want to see that show we've got tickets for?" + +"No, I've had enough of this old town. I'm crazy to go home." + +"Home it is, then." He called sharply; "Lucius!" The man appeared, +impassive, noiseless, unhurried. The Captain issued his orders: "Thrun +me garbage into a thrunk, and call some one to help the missus; we're +goin' to hit the sunset trail to-night. 'Phone me old dad besides, and +have him come over at wanst. Here we emigrate westward by the next +express." + +The man quietly took control of the situation, and in a few moments the +Captain's commands were being carried out with the precision of a +military camp. + +Bertha, alarmed by Humiston's letter, refused to go down to the public +dining-room. A fear that she might encounter the painter possessed her, +and the thought of him was at once a shame and torment; therefore, she +had her luncheon sent up, and Lucius himself found time to wait upon +them. + +As they were in the midst of their meal, Haney remarked rather than +asked: "Of course, you're going back with us, Lucius." + +"I have thought of it, sir, but it isn't in our contract." + +"We can put it in," said Bertha. + +"We can't do without you now," added Mart. + +Lucius seemed pleased. "Thank you for that, Captain. I don't +particularly care for the West, but I find service with you agreeable." + +Haney chuckled. "Service, do ye call it? Sure, man, 'tis you are in +command. I'm but a high private in the rear rank." + +Lucius's yellow face flushed and his eyes wavered. "I hope I haven't +assumed--" + +"Assumed! No, 'tis we who are obligated. We need you as bad as a +plainsman needs a guide in the green timber; and if you don't mind a +steady job of looking after us social tenderfeet, I'm willing to make it +right with you--and Mrs. Haney feels just the way I do." + +"Sure, Mart--only trouble with Lucius is, he leaves so little for me to +do. He's _too_ handy--if anything." + +"That'll wear off," replied Haney. "Well, then, it's all settled but the +price, and I reckon we can fix that. If I can't pay cash, I'll let you +in on the mine." + +Lucius smiled. "Thank you, Captain; it's not entirely a question of pay +with me; my wants are few." + +Bertha seized the moment to put a question she had been minded many +times to ask. "Lucius, what's your plan? You can't intend to do this all +your life? Tell us your ambition--maybe we can help you." + +He looked away, and a deeper shadow fell over his face. "I had ambitions +once, Mrs. Haney, but my color was against me. Yes, I think I'll stay as +I am. There is a certain security in being valet. You white people know +exactly where to find me, and I know just how to meet you. In my +profession it was different--I was always being cursed for presumption." + +"What was your profession?" asked Haney. + +"I studied law--and practised for a year or two in Washington; but I +didn't like my position; I was neither white nor colored, so when I got +a good chance I went out to service with a senator as body-servant." He +stopped abruptly as though that were all of his tale. + +Haney said: "Well, if you can put up with an ignorant old hill-climber +like meself, I'll be grateful, and I'll try not rub your fur the wrong +way." + +Lucius became very earnest for the first time. "There, sir, is one point +upon which I must insist. If I go with you, you are to treat me just as +you have been doing--as a trusted servant. I'm sorry I told you anything +about myself. My service thus far has been very pleasant, very +satisfactory, and unless we can go on in the same way, I must leave." + +"Very well," replied Haney. "It's all settled--you're adjutant-general +of the Haneys' forces." + +After Lucius went away Bertha said, thoughtfully: "I wish he hadn't told +us that; I can't order him around the way I've been doing." + +Haney smiled. "Did ye order him around? I niver chanced to hear ye do +anything but ask him questions. 'Lucius, will ye do this?' 'Lucius, +won't ye do that?'" + +Bertha was troubled, and found herself embarrassed by the mulatto's +services. She now perceived sadness beneath the quiet lines of his face +and hard-won culture in the tones of his voice. The essential tragedy of +his defeat grew more poignant to her as she watched him getting the +trunks strapped, surrounded by maids and porters. How could she have +misread his manner? He was performing his duties, not with quiet gusto, +but in the spirit of the trained nurse. + +This mountain girl had always regarded Illinois as "the East," but after +a few weeks in New York City she now looked away to Chicago as a Western +town. She was glad to face the sunset sky again, and yet as she wheeled +away to the train she acknowledged a regret. Under the skilful guidance +of Lucius she had seen a great deal of the splendid and furious +Manhattan. She had gazed with unenvious admiration on the palaces of +upper Fifth Avenue and the Park. Together with Haney she had spun up +Riverside Drive, past Grant's Tomb, and on through Washington Heights, +with joy of the far-spreading panorama. She had visited the Battery and +sailed the shining way to Staten Island in silent awe of the ship-filled +bay. She had heard the sunset-guns thunder at Fort Hamilton, and had +threaded the mazes of the Brooklyn Navy-Yard, and each day the +mast-hemmed island widened in grandeur and thickened with threads of +human purpose, making the America she knew very simple, very quiet, and +very remote. + +Night by night she had gone to the music-halls and theatres, and her +mind had been powerfully wrought upon by what she had seen and heard. In +all these trips Haney had heroically accompanied his wife, though he +frequently dropped asleep in his seat; and he, too, left the city with +regret, though he said, "Thank God, I'm out of it," as they settled into +their seats in the ferry. "'Tis not the night traffic that wears me +down--I'm used to being on the night shift; 'tis the wild pace Lucius +sets by day. Faith, 'twas the aquarium in the morning and the circus in +the afternoon. Me dreams have been wan long procession of misbegotten +fish, ballet-dancers, dirty monkeys, and big elephants the nights. 'Tis +a great city, but I am ready to return to me peaceful perch above the +faro-board; I think 'twould rest me soul to see a game of craps." + +"Why didn't you order Lucius to let up on the sight-seeing business?" +Bertha said. + +"And expose me weak knees to me nigger? No, no, Mike." + +"I wanted you to let me rummage about alone." + +"You did. But I could not allow that, neyther. So long as I can sit the +road-cart or run me arms into a biled shirt I'll stay by, darlin'. 'Tis +not safe for you to go about alone in the hell-broth of these Eastern +streets. Besides, while I'm losin' weight I'm lighter on me feet than +when I came. I've enjoyed me trip, but it does seem sinful to think of +our big house standing empty and the horses 'stockin'' in their stalls, +and I'm glad we're edgin' along homeward." + +"So am I," Bertha heartily agreed, even as she looked lovingly back upon +the mighty walls and towers which filled the sky behind her. It was a +gloriously exciting place to live in, after all. "Some day I may come +back," she promised herself, but the thought of Humiston lurking like a +wolf in the shadow came to make her going more and more like an escape. + +The elder Haney amused her by his frank comment on everything that was +strange to him. His new teeth, which did not fit him very securely, +troubled him greatly, and he spoke with one hand held alertly, ready to +catch them if they fell, but his smile was a radiant grin, and his +shrewd old face was good to look at as he faced the splendors of the +limited express. + +"'Tis foine as a bar-room," said he. "To be whisked about over the world +like this is no hairdship. Bedad, if I'd known how aisy it was I'd a +visited McArdle befoore." He pretended to believe that everybody +travelled this way, and that Mart was merely doing the ordinary in the +matter of meals and state-room; and as he wandered from end to end of +the train and found only luxurious coaches, and people taking their +ease, he had all the best of the argument. Lucius he regarded as a man +of his own level, and they held long confabulations together--the +colored man accepting this comradeship in the spirit of democracy in +which it was given. Mart, for his part, sat looking out of the window, +dreaming of the past. + +As she neared Chicago next day Bertha thought with pleasure of seeing +the Mosses again. Now that Humiston was eliminated, she had only the +pleasantest memories of the people she had met in the smoky city. It was +as if in a dark forest of lofty trees she had found a pleasant mead on +which the warm sunlight fell. The mellow charm of the studios was made +all the more appealing by reason of the drab and desolate waste through +which she was forced to pass to attain the light and laughter of those +high places. + +Chicago had grown more gloomily impressive, and at the same time--by +reason of her knowledge of the larger plans and mightier enterprises of +New York--it seemed simpler, and Bertha re-entered the hotel which had +once dazzled her in confidence, finding it cheerful and familiar. She +liked it all the better because it was less pretentious. It gave her a +pleasant sense of getting back home to have the men in buttons smile and +say, "Glad to see you, Mrs. Haney." The head clerk was very cordial; he +even found time to come out and shake hands. "I can't give you precisely +your old quarters," he said, "but I can fix you out on the next floor. +I'm sure you'll be very comfortable." Thereupon she took up her quietly +luxurious life at the point where she had dropped it some weeks before. + +There lay in this Western girl a strongly marked tendency towards the +culture and refinement of the East; and, though she had grown up far +from anything Ʀsthetic in home-life, she instinctively knew and loved +the beautiful in nature, the right thing in art; and now that she was +about to leave the East for the West--perhaps to abandon the town for +the village--she found herself aching with a hunger which had hitherto +been unconscious. She was torn with desire to go and a longing to stay. +New York, Paris, the world, was open before her if only she were content +to take Marshall Haney's money and use it to these ends. + +That night as she lay in her bed hearing the rumble and jar of the +city's traffic, her mind recalled and dwelt upon the wonderful scenes, +especially the beautiful pictures which her eyes had gleaned from the +East. The magical, glittering spread of Manhattan harbor, the silver +sweep of the Hudson at West Point, the mighty panorama from Grant's +Tomb, the silken sheen of Fifth Avenue on a rainy night, the crash and +glitter of upper Broadway, the splendid halls of art, literature, and +especially of music and the drama--all these came back one by one to +claim a place beside her peaks and caƱons, sharing the glory of the +purple deeps and the snowy heights of the mountains she had hitherto +loved so single-heartedly and so well. + +She saw Sibley now for what it was--a village almost barren of beauty--a +good, kindly, homey place, but so little and so dull! To go back there +to live was quite impossible. "If I quit Mart I must find something to +do here--in the East. I can't stand Sibley." + +She longed for the Springs because of her home there and because of +Ben--but she realized that it possessed, after all, but very limited +opportunities for the purchase of culture. The great centres had begun +to exercise dominion over her. She had ever been a lonely little soul, +with no confidante of her own sex. Speech had never been fluent with +her, and she was still elliptical, curt, and in a sense inexpressive. +She had no chatter, and the ways of women were in many directions alien +to her. Miss Franklin had been her teacher, and yet, while respecting +her, she had never learned to love her. Next to Ben Fordyce she leaned +upon the judgment and sympathy of the sculptor, whose fine eyes were +aglow with a high purpose. She was certain that he was both good and +wise. + +Mart was much amused at his father, who refused to sleep a second night +at the hotel. "It's too far from the street," said he. "I think I'll go +stay with Fan if ye'll lay out the course that leads to her dure." So +Lucius went with him, bearing a message from Haney: "Tell Fan I'll be +over to see her to-morrow. I'm too tired to go to-day," and the father +hurried away in joyous relief. + +"'Tis unnatural to see a son of mine in such Babylonish splendor," he +confided to Lucius. "Faith, it gives me a turn every time I see him +unwind a bill from that big wad he carries in his pocket. 'Tis like +palin' a red onion to him--nothing more." + +The Captain was up early next day, and eager to see how his sister was +getting along in her new house, and to please him Bertha went with him. +The transposition of the McArdles, like most charitable enterprises, had +not been entirely a success. The children had blubbered at being torn +away from their playmates and the alleys and runways which they +infested. They were like lusty rats suddenly let loose in a fine new +barn with no dark corners, no burrows, no rotten planks, chips, or +coal-heaps to dig into or hide beneath. The alleys in Glenwood were +leafy lanes, the streets parked and concreted, and the school-yard +unnaturally clean and shaded by fine young trees--which no one was +allowed to climb. + +Furthermore, there was work to do in the garden--and this was onerous to +the boys. Then, too, they had to fight their battles all over again. +However, they did this with pleasure, establishing dreadful reputations +among the neat, knickerbocker "sissies" who were foolish enough to cross +them. Dress, Mrs. McArdle declared, was now a real trial. The girls had +to be "in trim all the time," and the boys were as violently in contrast +to their fellows as a litter of brindle barn-kits beside a well-groomed +tabby-cat's family. "I'm clean worn out with it, Mart," she confessed. +"We've been here two weeks the day, and the children howlin' the whole +time to go back and McArdle workin' himself to the figger of a spoon +with a mind to polish the lawn and get the garden into seed." + +But Mart only smiled. "'Tis good discipline, Fan." + +Haney senior was delighted with his daughter's household. "Faith, the +roar and tumble of the whelps brings back to me me own wife and childer. +Them was good days. 'Twas hard skirmishin' some weeks for bacon and +p'taties, but I got 'em someway, and you ate ivery flick of it--snappin' +and snarlin', but happy as a box of pups." + +His son and daughter looked at each other and laughed; then Mart said: +"'Tis a sad memory the father has, a most inconvenient and embarrassing +mind." + +They all stayed to dinner, and Bertha rolled up her sleeves and helped +in the kitchen while the Captain went to market with Lucius. McArdle +having got a half-day off, came home highly wrought up again at thought +of meeting Captain Haney and his handsome wife. He looked distinctly +less care-worn, though he confessed that it was hard to rise at the hour +necessary to reach his work at seven. Bertha's heart warmed to him. In a +certain dreamy, speculative turn of eye he was like her father--a man +inventing new forms as naturally as other minds copy worn models. He was +gaining in conversational powers, as he came to know Mart better, and +took occasion to lay before him the plans for several inventions, small +in themselves, but of possible value, so Lucius said. + +There was something hearty, wholesome, and satisfying in this visit, and +Bertha went away with increased liking for the McArdles. "I'm glad you +gave them a boost, Mart," she said, as they left the house, "and you +fixed it fine. Mac talked to me a half-hour explaining that you hadn't +put it on a charity basis--just sold the house on long time." + +"That was Lucius's idea. Wasn't it, Lucius?" + +Lucius did not appear to hear. + +They were whirring down an avenue bordered by elms in expanding leaf, +the sky was filled with big white clouds like those which come and go +over the great domes of the Rockies, and the air was warm and sweet, not +yet dusked by the city's chimneys. Bertha's heart rose on joyous wing. +"Let's call and take the Mosses for a ride," she suggested. + +"With all the pleasure in the world," he replied; and when they drew up +before the side door of the huge block, Bertha sprang out and hurried in +without waiting for Lucius to accompany her. + +Mrs. Moss came to the studio door, and Bertha's shining face so wrought +upon her that she seized her and kissed her with sincere pleasure. "Joe, +here's Mrs. Haney." + +Moss was modelling a small figure on a stand near one of the windows, +but left his work and came towards her with beaming smile. "What a +coincidence! We were just discussing you. How do you do? Shake my +arm--my hands are muddy." She took his outbent wrist and shook it with +frank heartiness. He explained: "I said you'd come back; Julia declared, +'No. Once she tastes the glories of New York, good-bye to Chicago and +the West.'" + +Bertha interrupted: "I want you to lay off and go out for a whirl in our +machine." + +"How gay!" cried Moss. "I ought to be working, for my rent is coming +due; but what's the diff? Here goes! Come on, Julia, we'll shut up shop +and let art wag." + +Julia was doubtful. "You know you promised--" + +"Of course I did--that's the prerogative of the artist. Come on, now; +I'll work to-night." + +"To-night is the Hall's circus party." + +"So it is! Well, no matter. I'm hungry for some whizzing, lashing, cool, +clear air." + +Dodging behind a screen in the corner, like an actor "doing a stunt," he +reappeared a few moments later with clean hands, wearing a gray jacket +and cap. "Hurry, hurry!" he called. He was like a lad invited to go +fishing or swimming. + +"I've been all 'balled up' since you went away," he explained--"took a +contract to produce a certain line of ornamental reliefs; it never pays +to be mercenary. But there it is! I was greedy, I went out for +money--now behold me in the grasp of a business agreement. Can't sleep, +can't breathe country air--had to work all day Sunday." + +"It'll pay some of our debts, though," explained Mrs. Moss, "and buy the +children's summer suits." + +"Summer suits! Why summer suits? I only had one complete suit a year +when I was a child--and that was a buff." + +All the way down the elevator he gazed admiringly at Bertha. "My, my! +how fit you look. Julia, why don't you get a hat and cloak like that?" + +"Why don't I? Do you know why?" Then as they came out in sight of the +'mobile she said, "Why don't you furnish me an auto-car like this?" + +"I will," he said, as though the notion had just risen in his mind. +"I'll secure one this week." + +Mart, who had taken a seat with Lucius, was touched and warmed by their +hearty greeting, and they rolled away up the street as merry as +school-children--even the self-contained Lucius smiled at Joe's odd +turns of speech. Bertha's heart swelled with the keen delight of giving +pleasure to her friends. This was, indeed, the chief of all the wondrous +powers of money--it enabled one to be hospitable, to possess a home +wherein visitors were always welcome, to own a car in which dear friends +could ride; for the moment her resolution to give it all up weakened. + +Moss was delirious with joy as they went sweeping up the Lake Shore +Drive. He took off his cap and stood up in the car in order to drink +deep of the wind that came over the water, crisp and clean and +crystalline. + +On the park mead the boys were playing ball, and the combination of +green grass and soft and feathery foliage was very beautiful. The +water-fowl were out, the captive cranes crying, and the drives were full +of carriages and cars. It was all very cheering, with death and winter +far away. + +Moss, sobering somewhat, began to set forth his plan for making Chicago +a new and greater Venice by bringing the lake into all the city +boulevards and spanning these waterways with stately bridges of a new +type, "designed by Joe Moss, of course," he added; "'twould make Venice +look like a faded print in a lovely old song-book." + +His talk took hold of Bertha's imagination--not because she cared to see +Chicago adorned, but because he was so singularly altruistic in his +concernments. That a man should live to make the world more beautiful +was a wondrous discovery for her. He was not specially troubled about +the physical welfare or the morals of the average citizen, but the +city's grossness, its willingness to perpetuate ugly forms, rasped him, +angered him. + +She was eager to tell him of her own change of view, but waited till +their ride was over and they were seated in the studio and a moment's +private conversation was possible. Tingling with the stimulus of his +fragmentary exclamations, she impulsively began: "If I were a poor girl +who wanted to earn a living in the world, what would you advise me to +do?" + +"Get married!" His answer was jocular, but, observing her displeasure, +he added: "I'm sorry I said that in just that tone, but at the same time +I really mean it. A woman can do other things, but marry she must if she +is to fulfil her place in the world--and be happy." + +She was balked and disappointed, he perceived, and he was forced to go +further: "I certainly wouldn't advise any girl to study painting or +sculpture in the hope of making a living by it. The only side of art +that isn't hopelessly out of the running is the decorative--home +decoration is a sure and worthy profession. People don't feel keen need +of sculpture, but they do like pretty walls and nice furniture. I know +several highly successful women decorators--but I wouldn't advise that +work for any one as an easy way to make a living, for the decorative +sense is either a gift at birth or acquired after hard study." + +"Do they teach it over there?" She nodded towards the lake. "I liked it +over there," she said, wistfully. "You see I didn't get much of a show +at school. I began to stay out to help mother when I was fourteen. I +missed a whole lot. I'd kind o' like to make it up now if I could." + +Moss was eager to probe a little deeper. "Your life is thrillingly +romantic to us--the kind of thing we read of. Congdon writes that you +have a superb home. I should think you'd hate to leave it, even for a +visit." + +Her hands strained together as if in resistance to an impulse of +pleading; then she answered: "Yes--but then, you see, it isn't really +mine--it's the Captain's." + +"Yours by marriage." + +"That's what people say--but I don't know. Sometimes I think I have no +right to any part of it. You have to earn what you own, don't you?" + +What was this doubt at her heart? The unexplained emotion in her voice +moved him profoundly. He cautiously approached. "Of course, we know +Frank Congdon--he likes to 'string' us Easterners and we take his yarns +with due discount. I suppose Captain Haney, like many other Western men, +is ready to try his luck now and again, and in that sense really is a +gambler." + +She faced him squarely. "No, he has been the real thing. He kept a +saloon--when I first knew him, but he gave it all up for me. I wouldn't +promise to marry him till he did. Everybody out there knows his career, +and most people think he got his money underhand, but he tells me he +didn't, and I take his word. Every dollar he spends on me or on our home +comes out of some mines he owns. I told him I wouldn't touch a dollar of +the saloon money--and I won't. Some folks think I don't care, but I do. +I don't like the saloon business, and he got out and he's livin' +straight now, as straight as any man. It's pretty hard on him, too, +though he won't admit it. He must get awful sick of sittin' round the +way he does. I tell him he needn't cut out all his old cronies on my +account. He says he ain't sufferin', but it's like shuttin' a bronco up +in the corral and lettin' the herd go back into the hills." + +"Perhaps he thinks you're better fun than any of his cronies." + +She ignored the implied compliment and went on: + +"All the same, it's drawin' mighty close lines on him. You can't take a +man living a free-and-easy life the way he was and wing him all at once +and tie him down to a chair without seein' some suffering. Don't you +know it?" + +"Does he complain?" + +"Not a whimper. Sometimes I wish he would. No, he just waits--but I'm +afraid he'll get lonesome some day and break loose and go back to the +game." + +In this way the sculptor had come very close to her secret, and she was +trembling to deeper confidence, when he said, very gently: "Of course, +it does seem a little strange to me that one so young and charming as +you are should be married to a man of his type, but I suppose he was a +handsome figure before his--accident." + +Her eyes glowed. "He was one of the grandest-looking men! I never liked +his trade--and I mistrusted him, at first; but when he cut himself out +of the whole business--for me--I couldn't help likin' him; he was so +big-hearted and free-handed. We needed his help, all right. Mother was +sick, and my brother's ranch was playing to hard luck. But don't think I +married him for his money--I liked him then, and, besides--well, I +_thought_ I was doing the right thing--but now--well, I'm guessing." She +ended abruptly, and in the tremor of that final word Moss read her +secret. She had never loved her husband. Pity and a kind of loyalty to +her word had carried her to his side, and now a sense of duty bound her +there. + +With sincere sympathy, he said: "We all do wrong at times that good may +come out of it. You could not foresee the future--the best of us can +_only guess_ at the effect of any action. You did the best you knew at +the moment. The question you have to face now has only slight relation +to the past. No one can enter wholly into another's perplexity--I'm not +even sure of a single one of my inferences--but if you are thinking +of--separation, I would say, meet this crisis as bravely as you met the +other. But I don't believe we should decide any such question selfishly. +I am not of those who always seek the side on which lies personal +happiness, because a happiness that is essentially selfish won't last. +The Captain lives only for you--any one can see that. What he does for +you springs from deep affection. What would happen to him--if you left +him?" + +He paused a moment and watched her subduing her tears; then added: "I +won't say I was unprepared for what you've said, for the entire +relationship, from our first meeting, seemed too abnormal to be +altogether happy. Money will buy a great many desirable things, but it +has its limits. At the same time, it is too much to expect of you--If +your feeling for him has changed--" + +His delicacy, his sympathy for her, was made apparent by the unusual +hesitation of his speech, and she would have broken down completely had +not Julia Moss called out: "Joe, turn on the lights--it's getting dark." + +Conscious of Bertha's emotion, he did not immediately do as he was +bidden. "I wish you'd talk this over with Julia," he ended gently; +"she's a very wise little woman." + +Bertha shook her head. "I didn't intend to talk it over with you. I +don't know what possessed me. I had no business to say what I did." + +He reassured her. "All you've told me and the part I've guessed is quite +safe. I will not even permit Julia to share your confidence till you are +willing to speak to her yourself." + +As he slowly lighted the studio Bertha was surprised and a little +troubled to find that two or three other visitors had slipped in through +the dusk, and were grouped about the tea-table, and that the Captain was +again the centre of an eager-eyed group. "They treat him as if he were +an Eskimo," she thought bitterly, and rose to join the circle and +protect him from their inquisition. + +Haney was feeling extremely well, and talked with so much of his old +time vigor and slash of epithet that his little audience was quite +entranced. He enlarged upon the experiences of a year he had spent in +Alaska. "Mining up there in them days made gambling slow business," he +said. (He had told Bertha that he had made an attempt to get out of "the +trade," but she was content to have him put it on less self-righteous +grounds.) He contrived to make his hearers feel very keenly the +pitiless, long-drawn ferocity of that sunless winter. He made it plain +why men in that far land came together in vile dens to drink and gamble, +and Moss glowed with the wonder and delight of those great boys who +could rush away to the arctic edge of the world and die with laughing +curses on their lips. + +"What did you all do it for?" he asked, bluntly. "For money?" + +"Partly--but more for the love of doing something hard. No man but a +miser punishes himself for love of gold--it's for love of what the stuff +will buy, that men fight the snows." + +While Haney talked of these things Bertha's eyes were musingly turned on +the face of the sculptor, and her mind was far from the scenes which +Mart so vividly described. This side of his life no longer amused +her--on the contrary she shrank from any disclosure of his savage +career. She was now as unjust in her criticism as she had been fond in +her admiration, and when with darkening brow she cut short his garrulous +flow of narrative Julia perceived her displeasure. + +Haney apologized, handsomely. "It's natural for the ould bedraggled +eagle in the cage with a club on his wrist to dream of the circles he +used to cut and the fish he set claw to. In them days I feared no man's +weight, and no night or stream. 'Twas all joyous battle to me, and now, +as I sit here on velvet with only to snap me fingers for anything I +want, I look back at thim fierce old times with a sneaking kind o' wish +to live 'em all over again. Bertie knows me weakness. I would talk +forever did she lave me go on; but 'tis no blame to her--it was a cruel, +bad, careless life." + +"When I come West," said Moss, sincerely, "we'll go camping together, +and every night by the fire we'll smoke and you can tell me all about +your journeys. I assure you they are epic to me." + +Dr. Brent, a little later, put in a private word to Bertie. "Now you're +going back into the high country and you'll find it necessary to watch +the Captain pretty closely. I suspect he'll find his heart thumping +briskly when he reaches the Springs. He may stand that altitude all +right, but don't let him go higher. He will be taking chances if he goes +above six thousand feet. You'd better have Steel of Denver come down and +examine him to see how he stands the first few days. I mention Steel +because I know him--I've no doubt there are plenty of good men in the +Springs." + +"What'll I do if he's worse?" + +"Bring him back here or go to sea level--only beware of high passes." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +THE HANEYS RETURN TO THE PEAKS + + +The forces that really move most men are the small, concrete, individual +experiences of life. The death of a child is of more account to its +parents than the fall of a republic. Napoleon did not forget Josephine +in his Italian campaigns, and Grant, inflexible commander of a +half-million men, never failed, even in the Wilderness, to remember the +plain little woman whose fireside fortunes were so closely interwoven +with his epoch-making wars. + +As Ben Fordyce lost interest in the question of labor and capital and +the political struggles of the state (because they were of less account +than his own combat with the powers of darkness), so Bertha had little +thought of the abstract, the sociologic, in her uneasiness--the strife +was individual, the problems personal--and at last, weary of question, +of doubt, she yielded once more to the protecting power which lay in +Haney's gold and permitted herself to enjoy its use, its command of men. +There was something like intoxication in this sense of supremacy, this +freedom from ceaseless calculation, and to rise above the doubt in which +she had been plunged was like suddenly acquiring wings. + +She accepted any chance to penetrate the city's life, determined to +secure all that she could of its light and luxury, and in return +intrusted Lucius with plans for luncheons and dinners, which he carried +out with lavish hand. + +Mart seconded all her resolutions with hearty voice. "There's nothing +too good for the Haneys!" he repeatedly chuckled. + +In the midst of other gayeties she had the McArdles over to mid-day +dinner one Saturday, and afterwards took them all, a noisy gang, to the +theatre--Patrick Haney as much of a boy as his grandsons, McArdle alone +being unhappy as well as uneasy. + +She went about the shops, buying with reckless hand treasures for the +house in the Springs, and this gave her husband more satisfaction than +any other extravagance, for each article seemed a gage of the permanency +of his home. In support of her mood he urged her to even larger +expenditures. "Buy, buy like a queen," he often commanded, as she mused +upon some choice. "Take the best!" + +There was instruction as well as a guilty delight in all this conjuring +with a magic check-book, and Bertha grew in grace and dignity in her +rĆ“le as hostess. Her circle of acquaintances widened, but the Mosses, +her first friends in the city, were not displaced in her affections. To +them she continued to play the generous fairy in as many pleasant ways +as they would permit. The theatre continued to be her delight, as well +as her school of life, and a box-party followed nearly every dinner. She +was like a child in the catholicity of her appetite, for she devoured +Shakespearian bread, Ibsen roasts, and comic opera cream-puffs with +almost equal gusto--and mentally thrived upon the mixture. To the +outsider she seemed one of the most fortunate women in the world. + +And yet every day made her less tolerant of the crippled old man at her +side. She did not pout or sulk or answer him shortly, but she often +forgot him--failed to answer him--not out of petulance or disgust, but +because her mind was busy with other people. Gradually, without +realizing it, she got into the habit of leaving him to amuse himself, as +he best could, for she knew he did not specially care for the pursuits +which gave her the keenest joy. In consequence of this unintentional +neglect he very naturally fell more and more into the hands of the +bar-room spongers who loitered about the hotel corridors. He dreaded +loneliness, and it was to keep his companions about him that he became a +spendthrift in liquors. Sternly and deliberately temperate during his +long career as a gambler, he fell at last into drinking to excess, and +on one unhappy afternoon returned to Bertha quite plainly drunk. + +She was both startled and disgusted by this sign of weakness, and he was +not so blinded by the mist of his potations but that he perceived the +shrinking reluctance of her touch as she aided Lucius in lifting him +into the bed. His inert, lumpish form was at the moment hideously +repulsive to her, and physical contact with him a dreaded thing. What +was left if he lost that self-control which had made him admirable? She +had always been able to qualify his other shortcomings by saying, "Well, +anyhow, he don't drink." She could boast of this no longer. + +It was a most miserable night for her. At dinner she was forced to lie +about him (for the first time), and she did it so badly that Joe Moss +divined her trouble and came generously to her aid with a long and +amusing story about Whistler. + +The play to which she took her guests did not help her to laughter, for +it set forth with diabolic skill the life of a woman who loathed her +husband, dreaded maternity, and hated herself--a baffling, marvellously +intricate and searching play--meat for well people, not for those +mentally ill at ease or morally unstable. Of a truth, Bertha saw but +half of it and comprehended less, for she could not forget the leaden +hands and flushed face of the man she called husband--and whom she had +left in his bed to sleep away his hours of intoxication. She pitied him +now--but in a new fashion. Her compassion was mixed with contempt, and +that showed more clearly than any other feeling could the depth to which +Marshall Haney had sunk. + +When she came home at midnight she listened at his door, but did not +enter, for Lucius--skilled in all such matters--reported the Captain to +be "all right." + +She went to her own room in a more darkly tragic mood than she had ever +known before. Her punishment, her time for trouble, had begun. "I reckon +I'm due to pay for my fun," she said to herself, "but not in the way +I've been figuring on." Haney seemed at the moment a complete physical +ruin, and the change which his helplessness wrought in her was most +radical. + +His deeply penitent mood next morning hurt and repelled her almost as +much as his maudlin jocularity of the night before. She would have +preferred a brazen levity to this humble confession. "'Twas me boast," +he sadly asserted, "that no man ever caught me with me eyes full of sand +and me tongue twisted--and now look at me! 'Tis what comes of having +nothing to do but trade lies with a lot of flat-bottomed loafers in a +gaudy bar-room. But don't worry, darlin', right here old Mart pulls up. +You'll not see anny more of this. Forget it, dear-heart--won't you now?" + +She promised, of course, but the chasm between them was widened, and a +fear of his again yielding to temptation cut short her stay in the city, +for Lucius warningly explained: "The Captain is settling into a corner +of the bar-room with a gang of sponging blackguards around him, and +every day makes it less easy for him to break away. I'd advise going +home," he ended, quietly. "The Springs is a safer place for him now." + +The hyenas were beginning to prowl around the disabled lion, and this +the faithful servant knew even better than the wife. + +"All right, home we go," she replied, and the thought of "home" was both +sweet and perilous. + +Haney met her decision with pathetic, instant joy. "I'm ready, I was +only waitin'," he said. "After all, your own shack is better than a +pearl palace in anny town, and it's gettin' hot besides." + +Bertha parted from the Mosses with keen sorrow. Joe had come to be like +an elder brother to her--a brother and a teacher, and, next to Ben +Fordyce, was more often in her thought than any other human being. She +had lost part of her awe of him, but her affection had deepened as she +came to understand the essential manliness and simplicity of his +character. He redeemed the artist-world from the shame men like Humiston +had put upon it. + +As she entered for the last time the studio in which she had spent so +many happy hours and from whose atmosphere of work and high endeavor she +had derived so much mental and moral development she was sad, and this +sadness lent a beauty to her face that it had never before attained. She +looked older, too; and contrasting her with the girl who had first +looked in at his door, Moss could scarcely believe that less than half a +year had affected this change in her. He was too keen an observer not to +know that part of this was due to a refining taste in hats and gowns, +but beneath all these superficial traits she had grown swiftly in the +expression of security and power. + +He greeted her as usual with a frank nod and (his hands being free from +clay) advanced to shake hands. "Don't tell me you've come to say +good-bye." + +"That's what," she curtly said. "It's up to me to take the Captain home. +He's getting into bad habits lying around this hotel." + +His face clouded. "I've been afraid of that," he answered, gently. "Yes, +you'd better go home. It's harder for a man to have a good, easy time +than it is for a woman. But sit down, Julia will be in soon; you mustn't +go without seeing her." + +After some further talk on trains and other common-places she became +abruptly personal. "I've been having a whole lot of fun buying things +and planting dollars, but I'm beginning to see an end to that kind of +business. After you've got your house filled up with furniture and +jimcracks, what you going to do then?" + +"Burn 'em." + +"And begin all over again? You can't buy out the town. It's a real +circus for a while, but I can see there's a limit to it. Once you find +out you can just go down here to one of these jewelry-stores and order +anything you want--you don't want anything. Here I am with a lot of +money that ain't mine, having a gay whirl spending it, but I can see my +finish right now. To go on in this line would take all the fun out of +life. What am I to do?" + +Moss took a seat and looked at her thoughtfully. "I don't know. I used +to think if I had money I'd start out and 'do good to people,' but I'm +not at all sure that charity isn't all a damned impertinence. A couple +of years ago I would have said go in for 'Neighborhood Settlements,' +free libraries, 'Noonday Rests,' 'Open-air Funds,' and all the rest of +it, but now I ask, 'Why?' We've had our wave of altruism, and I'm +inclined to think a wave of selfishness would do us all good--but you're +too young to be bothered with these problems. Go home and be happy while +you can. Enjoy your gold while it glitters. Work is my only fun--real, +enduring fun--and I'm not a bit sure _that_ will last. Whatever you do, +be yourself. Don't try to be what you think I or some one else would +like to have you. I like you because you are so straight-forwardly +yourself; I shall be heart-broken if you take on the disease of the age +and begin to prate of your duty." + +She listened to him with only partial comprehension of his meaning, but +she answered: "I was brought up to think duty was the whole works." + +"Yes, and your teacher meant duty to God, duty to others. Well, there's +duty to one's self. The war of money and duty is the biggest mix of our +day. It's simpler to be poor; then all you've got to worry about is +bread and shoes and shingles." + +"That's just it. Sometimes I wish I was back in the Golden Eagle, where +I--" she ended in mid-sentence. + +He laughed. "You sound like a middle-aged financier who mourns (tattooed +with dollar-marks) for the days when he used to husk corn at seventy +cents a day." She saw the humor of this, but was aware that without a +knowledge of Ben Fordyce Joe could not understand her problem, therefore +she abandoned her search for light and leading. "Well, anyhow, right +here I quit what you fellows call civilization. I hate to lose you and +Julia and the rest of the folks, but it's me to the high hills. You'll +never know how much you've helped me." + +"I hope you'll never know how thoroughly we've _done_ you. An +evil-minded person would say we'd worked you for dinners and drives most +shameful. However, if you have enjoyed our company as thoroughly as +we've delighted in your champagne and birds, we'll cry quits. All my +theories of art and life I advance _gratis_. I ought to do something +handsome for you--you've listened so divinely." + +Underneath his banter Moss was sincerely moved. It was hard to say +good-bye to this curious, earnest, seeking mind, this unspoiled child in +whose face the world was being reflected as in a magical mirror. He +loved her with frank affection--a pure passion that was more intimate +than fraternal love and more exalted, in a sense, than the selfish, +devouring passion of the suitor. It would have been difficult for him to +say what his relationship to her at the moment was. It was more than +friendship, more than brotherly care, and yet it was definably less than +that of the lover. + +Julia came in and was quite as outspoken in her regret, and both refused +to say good-bye at the moment. "We'll see you at the station," they +said, and Bertha went away, feeling the pain of parting less keen by +reason of this promise. + +Afterwards, as the hour for departure came near, she hoped they would +not come. It was less difficult to say "I'll see you again" than to +utter the curt "good-bye" which means so much in Anglo-Saxon life. + +They came, however, together with several others of her friends, but in +the bustle and confusion of the depot not much of sentiment could be +uttered, and, though she felt that she was going for a long stay, she +was prodigal of promises to return soon. + +Patrick Haney was there, but refused to go with them. "Sure I'm at the +jumpin'-off place now, and to immigrate furder would be to put meself in +the hands of the murtherin' redskins." His talk was the touch of comedy +which the situation needed. "Av ye don't mind I'll stay wid Fan," he +said, a little more seriously, to Haney, who replied: + +"All right, 'tis as Fan says," and so they entered the train for the +upward climb. + +Haney himself had only joy of the return. He sat at one of the windows +of the library car and studied the prairie swells with a faint, musing +smile, till the darkness fell, and was up early next morning, eager and +curious, to see how the increasing altitude would affect him. Only +towards the end of the second day after eating his dinner did he begin +to feel oppressed. + +"I smell the altitude," he confessed--"me breath is shortenin' a bit, +but 'tis good to see the peaks again." + +In this long ride the girl-wife dwelt dangerously on the bright face of +Ben Fordyce. It was the thought of seeing him again that came at last to +steal away her regret at parting from her Eastern friends. The splendor +of the Eastern world faded at last, and she, too, soared gladly towards +the mountains. Every doubt was swallowed up in a pleasure which was at +once pure and beyond her control. + +Ben would be at the station, she was certain, for Lucius had wired to +him the time of their arrival, and he had instantly replied. "I'll be +there, and very glad to see you"--these words, few and simple, were +addressed to Marshall Haney, but they thrilled her almost as if Ben had +spoken them to her. Was he as glad to have her return as she was to meet +him again? + +"A fine lad," remarked Haney, as he pocketed the envelope. "I wonder +does he marry soon? He'd better decide now. I reckon Alice is not long +for this climate--poor girl!" + +His remark, so simple in itself, pierced to the centre of Bertha's +momentary self-deception. "I have no right to think of him. He belongs +to Alice Heath!" But the feeling that she herself belonged to Marshall +Haney was gone. That she owed him service was true, but since the night +of his drunkenness she had definitely and finally abandoned all thought +of being his wife, soul to soul, in the rite that sanctifies law. True, +he had kept his word, he had not offended again, but the mischief was +done. To return to the plane on which they had stood when she gave her +promise was impossible. + +The day and the hour were such as make the plain lover content with his +world. The earth, a mighty robe of closely woven velvet, mottled softly +in variant greens, swept away to the west, under a soaring convexity of +saffron sky, towards a cloudy altar whereon small wisps of vapor were +burning down to golden embers, while beneath lay the dark-blue Rampart +range. It was a world for horsemen, for free rovers, and for swift and +tireless desert-kine. The course of winds, it lay, a play-ground for +tempests that formed along the great divide and swept down over the +antlike homes of men, acknowledging no barrier, exultant of their +strength of wing and the weight of their horizon-touching armament. + +Bertha loved this land, but only because it was an approach to the +hills. She would have shuddered at its desolate, limitless sweep, +treeless, shelterless, had not the dim forms of the distant peaks she +loved so well rose just beyond. She lost her doubt as they approached, +welcoming them as the gates of home. She forgot all save the swelling +tide of longing in her heart. + +As the train drew slowly in she caught sight of Ben's intent face among +the throng, and was moved to the point of beating upon the window. He +seemed care-worn and older in this glimpse, but at sight of her his +sunny smile came back radiantly to his lips and glinted like sunshine +from his eyes. In tremulous voice she called: "_There he is!_" + +Self-revelation lay in this ecstatic cry and in the glad haste which +kept her on her feet; but Haney, unsuspicious, content, found no cause +for jealousy in her innocent and unrestrained delight at getting home. + +Progress down the aisle seemed intolerably slow, for the passengers +ahead of her, stubbornly sluggish, barred her way, but at last she stood +looking into her lover's face, her eager hand pressed between his palms. + +"Welcome home!" he called, and drew her to him as if moved almost beyond +his control with desire to clasp her to his bosom. In that instant they +forgot all their doubts and scruples--overpowered by the sense of each +other's nearness. + +She was the first to recover her self-command, and, pushing him away +with a quick, decisive gesture, turned to aid Mart, whom Lucius was +bringing slowly down the step. + +Her heart was still laboring painfully as she faced Congdon, but she +contrived to return his greeting as he remarked with quizzical glance, +"I hope you'll not find our little town dull, Mrs. Haney." + +Dull! She wanted to scream out her joy. She felt like racing to the big +black team to throw her arms about their necks. Dull! There was no other +spot in all the world so exalting as this small town and its +over-peering peaks. + +"Where is Mrs. Congdon?" she succeeded in asking at last. + +"She has visitors and couldn't come," he answered. "But where's that +'mobile we've heard so much about?" + +"Coming by fast freight." + +"Freight! From all I've heard of your doings in Chicago I expected it to +come as excess baggage." + +It was cool, delicious green dusk--not dark--with a small sickle of moon +in the west, and as they drove up the broad avenue towards home the +town, the universe, was strangely sweet and satisfying. It seemed as +though she had been gone an age--so much had come to her--so thick was +the crowd of new experiences standing between her going and her +return--so swiftly had her mind expanded in these months of vivid city +life. "I'll never go away again," she said to Ben. "This country suits +me." + +"I'm glad to hear you say that," he answered, softly. In the most +natural way he had put Congdon with Haney in the rear seat and had taken +the place beside Bertha, and this nearness filled her with pleasure and +an unwonted confusion. How big he was! and how splendid his clear, +youthful profile seemed as it gleamed silver-white in the light of the +big street-lamps. Never had his magnetic young body acted upon her so +powerfully, so dangerously. His firm arm touching her own was at once a +delight and a dread. She was all woman at last, awake, palpitant with +love's full-flooding tide--bewildered, dizzy with rapture. Speech was +difficult and her thought had neither sequence nor design. + +Fordyce was under restraint also, and the burden of the talk fell upon +Congdon, who proceeded in his amusingly hit-or-miss way to detail the +important or humorous happenings, of the town, and so they rolled along +up the wide avenue to the big stone steps before the looming, lamp-lit +palace which they called home. + +Ben sprang out first, glad of another opportunity to take Bertha's hand, +a clasp that put the throbbing pain back in her bosom--filling her with +a kind of fear of him as well as of herself--and without waiting for the +Captain she ran up the walk towards the wide doorway where Miss Franklin +stood in smiling welcome. + +Her greeting over, the young wife danced about the hall, crying: "Oh, +isn't it big and fine! And aren't you glad it's our own!" She appeared +overborne by a returning sense of security and ownership, and ran from +room to room with all the ecstasy and abandon of a child--but she +stopped suddenly in the middle of her own chamber as if a remorseless +hand were clutching at her heart. "But it is _not_ mine!--I must give it +all up!" + +Thrusting this intruding thought away, she hurried back to the library, +where the men were seated at ease, sipping some iced liquor in gross +content. + +Haney was beaming. "It makes me over new to sniff this air again," he +was saying. "'Tis a bad plan to let go your hold on mountain air. Me +lungs have contracted a trifle, but they'll expand again. I'll be riding +a horse in a month." + +Ben was sympathetic, but had eyes only for Bertha, whose improvement (in +mind as in bearing) astonished and delighted him. Her trip, coming just +at the period when her observation was keenest and her memory most +tenacious, had subtly, swiftly ripened her. Wrought upon by a thousand +pictures, moved by strange words and faces, unconsciously changing to +the color of each new conception, deriving sweetness and charm from +every chance-heard strain of music and poetry, she had opened like a +rose. + +The middle-aged are prone to go about the world carrying their habits, +their prejudices, and their ailments with them to return as they went +forth; but youth like Bertha's adventures out into the world eager to be +built upon, ready to be transformed from child to adult, as it would +seem, in a day. + +"She has achieved new distinction!" Ben exulted as he watched her moving +about the room, so supple, so powerful, and so graceful, but, though he +was careful not to utter one word of praise, he could not keep the glow +of admiration from his eyes. + +An hour later as he said good-night and went away with Congdon, his +heart burned with secret, rebellious fire. "Was it not hateful that this +glorious girl should be doomed to live out the sweetest, most alluring +of her years with a gross and crippled old man?" To leave her under the +same roof with Mart Haney seemed like exposing her to profanation and +despair. + +They were hardly out of the gate before Congdon broke forth in open +praise of her. "When Mart dies, what a witching morsel for some man!" + +Fordyce did not answer on the instant, and when he did his voice was +constrained. "You don't think he's in immediate danger of it--do you?" + +"Quite the contrary. He looks to be on the upgrade; but it's a safe bet +she outlives him, and then think of her with a hundred thousand dollars +a year to spend! Talk about honey-pots!--and flies!" After a moment's +silence he added, musingly: "Funny how one's ideas change. A year ago I +thought she was deeply indebted to him; now I feel that with all his +money he can't possibly repay her for what she's giving up on his +account. And yet his chink has made her what she is. Money is a weird +power when applied to a woman. Tiled bath-rooms, silk stockings and +bonnets work wonders with the sex. She's improved mightily on this +trip." + +After leaving Congdon, Ben went to his apartment and telephoned Alice to +say that the Haneys had arrived and that he had left them under their +own roof in good repair. + +"How is the Captain's health?" she asked, with the morbid interest of +the invalid gossip. + +"He feels the altitude a little, but that is probably only temporary. +They both seem very glad to get home." + +"He's made a mistake. He can't live here--I am perfectly sure of it. How +is she?" + +"Very well--and beautifully dressed, which is the main thing," he added, +with a slight return of his humor. "They asked after you very +particularly." + +Unable to sleep, he went out to walk the night, blind envy in his brain +and a hot hunger in his heart, moved as he had never been moved before +at thought of Haney's nearness to that glowing girl. Their union was +monstrous, incredible. + +He no longer attempted to deceive himself. He loved this young wife +whose expanding personality had enthralled him from their first meeting. +It was not alone that she was possessed of bodily charm--she called to +him through the mysterious ways which lead the one man to the +predestined woman. The affection he had borne towards Alice Heath was +but the violet ray of friendship compared to the lambent, leaping, red +flame of his passion for Bertha Haney. She represented to him the +mysterious potency and romance of the West--typifying its amazing +resiliency, its limitless capability of adaptation. In a way that seemed +roundabout and strange, but which was, after all, very simple and very +direct, she had lifted her family as well as herself out of poverty back +into the comfort which was their right. Odd, masculine, unexpected of +phrase, she had never been awkward or cheap. Congdon was right, she was +capable of high things. She made mistakes, of course, but they were not +those which a shallow personality would make--they sprang rather from +the overflow of a vigorous and abounding imagination. + +"All she needs is contact with people of the right sort. She is capable +of the highest culture," he concluded. + +That she was more vital to him than any other woman in the world he now +knew, but he acknowledged nothing base in this confession. He was not +seeking ways to possess her of his love--on the contrary, he was +resolved to conduct himself so nobly that she would again trust and +respect him. "My love is honorable," he said. "I will go forward as in +the beginning--why should I not?--enjoying her companionship as any +honest man may do." + +The question of his relation to Alice was not so easily settled. She had +come to irritate him now. Her changeable, swift-witted, moody, +hysterical invalidism had begun to wear upon him intolerably. Everything +she did was wrong. It was brutal even to admit this, but he could no +longer conceal it either from himself or from her. It was deeply, sadly +painful to recall the promise, the complete confidence and happiness +with which they had both started towards the West. How sure of her +recovery they had been, how gay and confident of purpose! Now she not +only refused to listen to his demand for an early marriage, but hampered +and annoyed him in a hundred ways. As he walked the silent night he was +forced to acknowledge that she had been right in delaying their union. +And yet how dependent upon him she was. Her life was so tragically +inwound with his that to think of shaking away her hand seemed the act +of a sordid egoist. + +"And even were I free, nothing is solved." + +The situation took on the insoluble and the tragic. In the fashion of +well-bred, soundly nurtured American youth he had thought of such +complications only as subjects for novelists. "There must be +concealment, but not duplicity, in my attitude," he decided. He longed +for the constant light of Bertha's face, the frequent touch of her hand. +Her laughter was so endlessly charming, her step so firm, so light, so +graceful. The grace of her bosom--the sweeping line of her side-- + +He stopped there. In that direction lay danger. "She trusts me, and I +will repay her trust. She has chosen me to be her adviser, putting her +wealth in my hands!--Well, why not? We will see whether an honorable man +cannot carry forward even so difficult a relationship as this. I will +visit her every day, I will enjoy her hospitality as freely as Congdon, +and I will fulfil my promise to Alice--if she asks it of me." + +But deep under the sombre resolution lay an unuttered belief in his +future, in his happiness--for this is the prerogative of youth. The dim +mountains, the sinking crescent moon, and the silence of the plain all +seemed somehow to prophesy both happiness and peace. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +BERTHA'S DECISION + + +It was good to wake in her old room and see the morning light breaking +in golden waves against the peaks, to hear her dogs bay and to listen to +the murmuring voice of the fountains on the lawn. It was deliciously +luxurious to sit at breakfast on the vine-clad porch with the shining +new coffee-boiler before her, while Miss Franklin expressed her +admiration of the napery and china which the Mosses had helped her to +select. + +It was glorious to go romping with the dogs about the garden, and most +intoxicating to mount her horse and ride away upon the mesa, mad with +speed and ecstatic of the wind. No one could have kept pace with her +that first day at home. She ran from one thing to the other. She +unpacked and spread out all her treasures. She telegraphed her mother +and 'phoned her friends. She gave direction to the servants and examined +every thing from the horses' hoofs to the sewing-machine. She went over +the house from top to bottom to see that it was in order. She was crazy +with desire of doing. Her mid-day meal was a mere touch-and-go lunch, +but when at last she was seated in her carriage with Haney and Miss +Franklin she fell back in her seat, saying, "I feel kind o' sleepy and +tired." + +"I should think you would!" exclaimed her teacher. + +"Of all the galloping creatures you are the most wonderful. I hope +you're not to keep this up." + +Haney put in a quiet word. "She will _not_. Sure, she cannot. There'll +be nothin' left for to-morrow." + +Their ride was in the nature of a triumphal progress. Many people who +had hesitated about bowing to them hitherto took this morning to unbend, +and Mart observed, with a good deal of satisfaction: "The town seems +powerful cordial. I think I'll launch me boom for the Senate." + +At the bank-door, where the carriage waited while Bertha transacted some +business within, he held a veritable reception, and the swarming +tourists, looking upon the sleek and shining team and the gray +mustached, dignified old man leaning from his seat to shake hands, +wondered who the local magnate was, and those who chanced to look in at +the window were still more interested in the handsome girl in whose +honor the president of the bank left his mahogany den. + +In truth, Bertha had won, almost without striving for it, the +recognition of the town. Those who had never really established anything +against her seized upon this return as the moment of capitulation. There +was no mystery about her life. She was known now, and no one really knew +anything evil of her--why should she be condemned? + +In such wise the current of comment now set, and Mrs. Haney found +herself approached by ladies who had hitherto passed her without so much +as a nod. She took it all composedly, and in answer to their invitations +bluntly answered: "The Captain ain't up to going out much, and I don't +like to leave him alone. Come and see us." + +She was composed with all save Fordyce, who now produced in her a kind +of breathlessness which frightened her. She longed for, yet dreaded, his +coming, and for several days avoided direct conversation with him. He +respected this reserve in her, but was eager to get her comment on the +East. + +"How did you like New York," he asked one night as they were all in the +garden awaiting dinner. + +"It scared me," she answered. "Made me feel like a lady-bug in a +clover-huller; but it never phased the Captain," she added, with a +smile. "'There's nothin' too good for the Haneys,' says he, and we sure +went the pace. We turned Lucius loose. We spent money wicked--enough to +buy out a full-sized hotel." + +Her quaint, shrewd comment on her extravagances amused Ben exceedingly, +and by keeping to a line of questioning he drew from her nearly all her +salient experiences--excepting, of course, her grapple with the +degenerate artist. + +"Lucius turned out the jewel they said he was?" + +She responded with enthusiasm. "I should say he did! He knew everything +we wanted to know and more too. We'd have wandered around like a couple +of Utes if it hadn't been for him. _When in doubt ask Lucius_, was our +motto." + +She told stories of the elder Haney and the McArdles, and described the +trials of the children in their new home till Ben laughingly said: "It's +hard to run somebody else's life--I've found that out." + +And Haney admitted with a chuckle that Mac was "a little bewildered, +like a hen with a red rag on her tail--divided in his mind like. As for +Dad, he still thinks me a burglar on an improved plan." + +They also talked of Bertha's studies, for Miss Franklin began at once to +give her daily instruction in certain arts which she considered +necessary to women of Mrs. Haney's position, and always at the moment of +meeting they spoke of Alice--that is to say, Haney with invariable +politeness asked after her health, and quite as regularly Ben replied: +"Not very well." Once he added: "I can hardly get her out any more. She +seems more and more despondent." + +This report profoundly troubled Bertha, and the sight of Alice's drawn +and tragic face made her miserable. There was something in the sick +woman's gaze which awed her, and she was careful not to be left alone +with her. The thought of her suffering and its effect on Ben threw a +dark shadow over the brightness of her world. She was filled, also, with +a growing uneasiness by reason of Mart's change of attitude towards +herself. In the excitement of his home-coming he seemed about to regain +a large part of his former health and spirits. His eyes brightened, his +smile became more frequent, the appealing lines of his brow smoothed +out, and save for an occasional shortening of the breath his condition +appeared to be improving. + +This access of vitality was apparent to Bertha, and should have brought +joy to her as to him; but it did not, for with returning vitality his +attitude towards her became less of the invalid and more of the lover. +He said nothing directly--at first--but she was able to interpret all +too well the meaning of his jocular remarks and his wistful glances. +Once he called her attention to the returning strength in his arm. "The +ould man is not dead yet," he exulted, lifting his disabled arm and +clinching his fist. "I feel younger than at any time since me accident," +and as he spoke she perceived something of the lion in the light of his +eyes. + +One night as she was passing his chair he reached for her and caught her +and drew her down upon his knee. "Sit ye down a wink. Ye're always on +the move like a flibberty-bidget." + +She struggled free of his embrace, her face clouded with alarm and +anger. "Don't be a fool," she said, harshly. + +He released her, saying, humbly: "Don't be angry, darlin', 'tis foolish +of me, an ould crippled wolf, to be thinking of matin' with a fawn like +y'rself. I don't blame ye. Go your ways." + +She went to her room, with his voice--so humbly penitent and +resigned--lingering in her ears, trembling with the weight of the burden +which his amorous mood had laid upon her. + +She resented his action the more because life at the moment was so full +of joy. Each morning was filled with pleasant duties, and each afternoon +they drove to the office to discuss the mines with Ben, and in the +evening he called to sit for an hour or two on the porch, smoking, +talking, till Mart grew sleepy and yawned. These meetings were +deliciously, calmly delightful, for Mrs. Gilman or Miss Franklin was +always present, and, though the talk was general, Ben talked for her +ears at times, but always impersonally, and she honored him for his +delicacy, his reserve, his respect for her position as a married woman, +recognizing the care with which he avoided everything which might +embarrass her. + +And now, by force of Mart's humble suing, her half-forgotten scruples +were revived. Her uneasiness began again. A decision was finally and +definitely thrust upon her. Instantly she was beset by all her doubts +and desires, and the sky darkened with clouds of trouble. + +To make Mart happy was still her wish, but the way was not so easy of +choice, nor so simple to follow as it had once seemed. The briers were +thick before her feet. There was so much of personal gratification, so +much of selfish pleasure, in remaining his companion, warmed and +defended by all the comfort and dignity which his wealth had brought to +her, that it seemed a kind of treachery to halt with her duty half done. +To be his spouse, to become the mother of his children, this alone would +entitle her to his bounty. "I can't do it!" she cried out--"I can't, I +can't!" And yet not to do his will was to remain a pensioner and to be +under indictment as an adventuress. + +She had read somewhere these words from a great philosopher: "The woman +who bears a child to any man should instantly be lawfully seized of +one-half his goods, for by that sublime act she takes her life in her +hand as truly as the soldier who charges upon an invading host. The +anguish of maternity should sanctify every woman." + +On the other side of her hedge lay enticing freedom. It seemed at times +as though to be again in the little office of the Golden Eagle Hotel +would be a more perfect happiness than this she now enjoyed--but that, +too, was illusory. How could she repay the money she had used? The +moment she left Marshall Haney she would not only be poor, she would be +profoundly in his debt. Where could she find the money to repay him and +to make her schooling possible? + +Perplexity was in her darkened eyes. Happiness and sorrow, doubt and +delight grew along each path--thickly interwoven--and decision became +each day more difficult. It was hateful to lie under the charge of +having married merely for a gambler's money, and yet to plunge her +mother and herself back into poverty would seem to others the act of one +insane. As she pondered the problem of her life she lost all of her +girlish lightness of heart and lay in her luxurious bed a brooding, +troubled woman. + +She could have gone on indefinitely with the half-filial, half-fraternal +relationship into which she and Mart had fallen, but the thought of that +other most intimate, most elemental union which his touch had made more +definite than ever before produced in her a shudder of repulsion, of +positive loathing. She could no longer endure the clasp of his hand, and +in spite of herself she was forced, by contrasting experience, to +acknowledge the allurement which lay in Ben Fordyce's handsome face and +strong and graceful body. + +"I must go away--for a while at least. I'll go back to the ranch and +think it over." + +And yet even the ranch was partly Haney's! How could she escape from her +indebtedness to him? To what could she turn to make a living? To leave +this big house and her horses, her garden, her dresses and jewels, +required heroic resolution, but what of the long days of toil and +dulness to which she must return? + +Worn with the ceaseless alternations of these thoughts, she fell into a +dream that was half a waking vision. She thought she had just packed a +bag with the gown she wore the night she came to Haney's rescue, when he +came shuffling into her room and said: "Where are you goin', darlin'?" + +She replied: "To the ranch--to think things over." + +The tears came to his eyes, and he said: "'Tis the sun out of me sky +when ye go, Bertie. Do not stay long." + +She promised to be back soon, but rode away with settled intent never to +return. + +No one knew her on the train, for she had drawn her veil close and sat +very still. It seemed that she went near the mine in some strange way, +and at the switch Williams got on the train to stop her and persuade her +to return. He was terribly agitated. "Didn't you know Mart is sick?" he +said, in a tone of reproach. It seemed as if a broad river of years +flowed between herself and the girl who used to see this queer little +man enter her hotel door--but he was unchanged. "You can't do this +thing!" he went on, his lips trembling with emotion. + +"What thing?" she asked. + +"Fordyce tells me you're going to throw poor old Mart overboard." + +"That's my notion--I can't be his wife, and so I'm getting out," she +answered. + +"But, girl, you can't do that!" and he swore in his excitement. "Mart +needs you--we all need you. It'll kill him." + +"I can't help it!" she answered, with infinite weariness in throat and +brain. "I pass it up, and go back to my brother." + +"I don't see why." + +"Because I've no right to Mart's money." + +"You're crazy to think of such a thing. You a queen! Who's goin' to +catch the money when you drop it?" he asked, and helplessly added: "I +don't believe you. You're kiddin', you're tryin' us out." + +"I'm doing nothing to earn this luxury." + +"Doing nothing! My God, you've made Mart Haney over new. You've +converted him--as they say, you've redeemed him. Let me tell you +something, little sister, Mart worships you. It does him good just to +_see_ you. You don't expect the moon to fry bacon, do you? Stars don't +run pumps! Mart is satisfied. Every time you speak to him or pass by him +he gets happy all the way through--I know, for I feel just the same." + +There was something in his eloquence that went to the heart of the +dreaming girl. If any one in her world was to be trusted it was this +ugly little man, who never presumed to ask even a smile for himself, and +whose unswerving loyalty to Mart made her own flight a base and cruel +act; and yet even as he pleaded his face faded and she fancied herself +stepping from the train in Sibley, unnoticed by even the hackmen, who +used to bring the humbler passengers of each train to the door of the +Golden Eagle Hotel. + +She walked up the sidewalk, surprised to find it changed to brick. The +hotel was gone, and in its place stood a saloon marked, "Haney's Place." +This hardened her heart again. "That settles it!" she said, bitterly. +"He's gone back to his old business." + +The road out to the ranch seemed very long and hot, but she had no +money, not a cent left with which to hire a carriage, and she kept +saying to herself: "If Mart knew this, he'd send Lucius and the machine. +I reckon he'd be sorry to see me walking in this dust. It's a good thing +I have my old brown dress on." She passed lovingly, regretfully over the +splendid gowns which hung in her wardrobe. "What will become of them?" +she asked. "Fan can't wear them." This called up a vision of Fan and her +eldest daughter, sweeping about in her splendor, her opera-cloak only +half encompassing the mother, while the girl swished over the floor in +the gown she had worn at her last dinner in the East. She laughed and +cried at the same time--it was painful to see them thus abused. + +Then she seemed suddenly to enter the grove of twisted, hag-like cedars +which stood upon the mesa back of the ranch-house. "By-and-by I will +look like this," she dreamed, and laid her hand on one that was ragged +and gnarled and gray with a thousand years of sun and wind, and even as +she stood there, with the old crones moaning round her, Ben suddenly +confronted her. + +Her first impulse was for flight, so sad and bitter was his face. She +began to pity him. His boyhood seemed to have slipped from him like a +gay cloak, revealing the stern man beneath. + +He met her gravely, self-containedly, yet with restrained passion, and +his voice was sternly calm as he began: "I have come to ask you what you +wish to do with Marshall Haney's inheritance? I will not be a party to +your action. I helped him plan out his will, and he said he could trust +you to do the right thing, and I have come to tell you that his will +must be yours." + +"What do you mean?" she asked. + +"He is dead!" he replied. + +Her heart turned to ice at the sound of his words, so clear, succinct, +and piercing; then the cedars began to wail and wail, and sway in +eldrich grief, but she who felt most remorse could not utter a sound to +prove her own despair; and in the tumult her dream ended abruptly, and +she woke to hear the night wind whistling weirdly through the screen of +her open window. + +She lay in silence, shuddering with the subsiding terror of her vision, +till she came to a full realization of the fact that it was all but a +night terror and that Mart was still alive and her decision not yet +irrevocably made. + +She shuddered again--not in grief, but in terror--as she relived the +vivid hour of self-chosen poverty which her dream had brought her. Yes, +the magic of wealth had spoiled her for Sibley and the ranch. To go back +there was impossible. "I will try the East," she said. "The Mosses will +help me." And yet to return to Chicago--after having played the grand +lady--would be bitterly hard. Suppose her friends should meet her with +cold eyes and hesitating words? Suppose they, too, had loved her money +and not herself? Suppose even Joe, who seemed as true as Williams, +should prove to be a selfish sycophant. Ah yes, it would be a different +city with the magic of Haney's money no longer hers to command. + +In this hour of deepest misery and despair the sheen of his gold +returned like sunlight after a storm; and yet, even as she permitted +herself to imagine how sweetly the new day would dawn with her +determination to remain the mistress of this great house, the old fear, +the new disgust, returned to plague her. Her love for Ben Fordyce came +also--and the knowledge that Alice was dying of a broken heart because +of Ben's growing indifference--all these perplexities made the coming of +sunlight a mockery. + +She rose to the new day quite as undecided as before and more deeply +saddened. One thing was plain--Ben should come no more to visit her--for +Alice's sake he must keep the impersonal attitude of the legal adviser. +In that way alone could even the semblance of peace be won. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +ALICE VISITS HANEY + + +Alice Heath was dying of something far subtler than "the White Death," +to which Haney so often referred. Tortured by Ben's studied tenderness +when at her side, she suffered doubly when he was away, knowing all too +well that his keenest pleasure now lay in Bertha's companionship. Her +doubt darkened into despair. In certain moments of exaltation she rose +to such heights of impersonal passion as to acknowledge fully, +generously, the claims of youth and health--admitting that she and +Marshall Haney were the offenders and not the young lovers, whose desire +for happiness was but an irresistible manifestation of the mystic force +which binds the generations together. + +"Why do we not quietly take ourselves off and make them happy?" she +asked herself. "Of what selfish quality is our love? Here am I only a +spiteful, hopeless invalid--I hate myself, I despise my body and +everything I am. I loathe my wrinkled face, my shrivelled hands, my flat +chest. I am fit only to be bride to death. I'm tired of the world--tired +of everything--and yet I do not die. Why can't I die?" + +These moods never soared high enough (or sank quite low enough) to +permit the final severing stroke, and she ended each of them in a flood +of tears, filled with ever-greater longing for the beautiful young lover +whose heart had wandered away from her. It was hard not to welcome him +when he came, but infinitely harder to send him away, for life held no +other solace, the day no other aim. + +In her saner moments she was aware of her own misdemeanor. She knew that +her morbid questioning, her ceaseless grievings were wearing away her +vital force, and that no doctor could ever again medicine her to sweet +sleep, that no wind or cloud would bring coolness to her burning brain. +"I am no longer worthy of any man's love," she admitted to her higher +self. + +She did not question Ben's honor--he was of those who keep faith. "He +has no hope of ever being other than the distant lover of Bertha Haney, +and he is ready to fulfil his word to me, but I will not permit him to +bind himself to me. It would be a crime to lay upon him the burden of a +wife old before her time, sterile and doomed to a slow decline." She +revolted, too, at the thought of having a husband, whose heart was +elsewhere, whose restless desire could not be held within the circuit of +his wife's arms--and yet she could not give him up. + +As her flesh lost its weight and her blood its warmth, her mind burned +with even more mysterious brightness, sending out rays of such perilous +sublimation that she was able to perceive, as no earthly inhabitant +should do, the jealously guarded secrets of those surrounding her, and +on the night of Bertha's struggle against her fate she divined in some +supersensuous way the tumult in the young wife's mind. + +She laughed at first with a cruel, bitter delight, but at last her +nobler self conquered and she resolved to have private speech with +Haney. She perceived a danger in the ever-deepening passion of the young +lovers. She began to fear that their love might soon break over all +barriers, and this she was still sane enough of thought and generous +enough of soul to wish to prevent. + +Her decision to act was hastened by a slurring paragraph in the morning +paper wherein veiled allusion was made to "a developing scandal." She +lay abed all the forenoon brooding over it, and when she rose it was to +dress for her visit to Haney. Sick as she was and almost hysterical with +her mood, she ordered a carriage and drove to the gambler's house, +hoping to find him alone, determined upon an interview. + +It chanced that he was sitting in his place upon the porch watching the +gardener spraying a tree. He greeted his visitor most cordially, +inviting her to a seat. "Bertie is down town, but she'll be back soon." + +"I'm glad she is away, Captain Haney, for I have something to say to you +alone." + +"Have you, indeed? Very well, I've nothing to do but listen--'tis not +for me to boss the gardener." + +She looked about with uneasy eyes, finding it very difficult to begin +her attack. "How much you've improved the place," she remarked, +irrelevantly, her voice betraying the deepest agitation. + +He looked at her white face in astonishment. "How are ye, the day, +miss?" + +"I'm better, thank you, but a little out of breath--I walked too fast, I +think." + +"Does the altitude make your heart jump, too?" he asked, solicitously. + +"No, my trouble is all in my mind--I mean my lungs," she answered. Then, +with a ghastly attempt at sprightliness, she added: "Now let's have a +nice long talk about symptoms--it's so comforting. How are _you_ feeling +these days?" + +Haney answered with unwonted dejection. "I'm not so well to-day, worse +luck. This is me day for thinkin' the doctors are right. They all agree +that me heart's overworked up here." His dejection was really due to +Bertha's moody silence. + +"I'm sorry to hear that. Do they think you may live safely at +sea-level?" + +"They say so. Me own feeling is that the climate is not to blame. 'Tis +age. I'm like a hollow-hearted tree, ready to fall with the first puff +of ill wind. I've never been a man since that devil blew me to pieces." + +She put her right hand upon his arm. "Is it not a shame that you and I +should stand in the way of two fine, wholesome, young people--shutting +them off from happiness?" + +He turned a glance upon her quite too penetrating to be borne. "You +mane--what?--who?" + +"I mean Bertha." + +"Do I stand in the way of her happiness?" + +She met the question squarely, speaking with tense, drawn lips. "Yes, +just as I do in Ben's way. We're neither of us fit to be married, and +they are." + +His eyes wavered. "That's true. I'm no mate for her--and yet I think +I've made her happy." He was silent a moment, then faltered: "Ye lay +your hand on a sore spot--ye do, surely. 'Tis true I've tried to have +the money make up for me other shortcomings." He ended almost humbly. + +"Money can do much, but it can't buy happiness." + +"That's true, too--but 'tis able to buy comfort, and that's next door to +happiness in the long-run, I'm thinkin'. But I'm watchin' her, and I +don't intend to stand in her way, miss. I've told her so, and when the +conquering lad comes along I mane to get out of the road." + +"Have you said that?" Her face reached towards his with sudden +intensity, and a snakelike brilliancy glittered in her eyes. "You've +gone as far as that?" + +"I have." + +"Then act, for the time has come to make your promise good. Bertha +already loves a man as every girl should love who marries happily, and +the gossips are even now busy with her name." + +He was hard hit, and slowly said: "I don't believe it! Who is the +man?--tell me!" He demanded this in a tone that was not to be denied. + +She delivered her sentence quickly. "She loves Ben. Haven't you seen it? +She has loved him from their first meeting. I have known it for a long +time, almost from the first; now everybody knows it, and the society +reporters are beginning their innuendoes. The next thing will be her +picture in the sensational press, and a scandal. Don't you know this? It +must not happen! We must make way for them--you and I. We cumber the +path." + +He sank back into his seat and studied her from beneath his overhanging +eyebrows as intently, as alertly, as silently as he was wont to do when +watching the faces of his opponents in a game of high hazard. There was +something uncanny, almost elfish, in the woman's voice and eyes, and yet +even before her words were fully uttered the truth stood revealed to +him. His eyes lost their stern glare, his hands, which had clutched the +arms of his chair, relaxed. "Are you sure?" he asked again, but more +gently. "You've got to be sure," he ended, almost in menace. + +"You may trust a jealous woman," she answered. "I don't blame +them--observe that. We are the ones to blame--we who are crippled and in +the way, and it is our duty to take ourselves off. What is the use of +spoiling their lives just for a few years of selfish gratification of +our own miserable selves?" + +He felt about for comfort. "They are young; they can wait," he +stammered, huskily. + +"But they _won't_ wait!" she replied. "Love like theirs can't wait. +Don't you understand? They are in danger of forgetting themselves? Can't +you see it? Ben talks of nothing else, dreams of nothing else but her, +and she is fighting temptation every day, and shows it. It's all so +plain to me that I can't bear to see them together. They have loved each +other from the very first night they met--I felt it that day we first +rode together. I've watched her grow into Ben's life till she absorbs +his every thought. He's a good boy, and I want to keep him so. He +respects your claim, and he is trying to be loyal to me, but he can't +hold out. I am ready to sacrifice myself, but that would not save him. +He loves your wife, and until you free her he is in danger of wronging +her and himself and you. I've given up. There is nothing more on this +earth for me! What do _you_ expect to gain by holding to a wife's +garment when she--the woman--is gone?" + +The wildness in her eyes and voice profoundly affected Haney, who was +without subtlety in affairs of the heart. The women he had known had +been mainly coarse-fibred or of brutish directness of passion and +purpose, and this woman's words and tone at once confused and appalled +him. All she said of his unworthiness as a husband was true. He had gone +to Sibley at first to win Bertha at less cost than making her his +wife--but of that he had repented, and on his death-bed (as he thought) +he had sought to endow her with his gold. Since then he had lived, but +only as half a man. Up to this moment he had hoped to regain his health, +but now every hope died within him. + +Part of this he admitted at once, but he ended brokenly: "'Tis a hard +task you set for me. She's the vein of me bosom. 'Tis easy talkin', but +the doin' is like takin' y'r heart in your two hands and throwin' it +away. I knew she liked the lad--I had no doubt the lad liked her--but I +did not believe she'd go to him so. I can't believe it yet--but I will +not stand in her way. As I told her, I did not expect to tie her to an +old hulk; I thought I was dying when I married her, and I only had the +ceremony then to make sure that me money should feed her and protect her +from the storms of the world. I wanted to take her out of a hole where +she was sore pressed, and I wanted to make her people comfortable. I've +brought her to this house. Me money has always been to her hand. It +rejoices me to see her spend it, and I've been hoping that these +things--me money--would make up for me poor, old, crippled body. I've +been a rough man. I lived as men who have no ties have always +lived--till I met her, then I quit the game. I put aside everything that +could make her ashamed. I'm no toad, miss--I know she has that in her +soul that can take her out of my level. Were I twenty years younger and +a well man I could folly her--but 'tis no use debating now. I'll talk +with her this night--" He paused abruptly and turned upon her with +piercing inquiry: "Have you discussed this with Ben?" + +She was beginning to tremble in face of the storm which she foresaw +looming before her. "No--I lacked the courage." + +A faintly bitter smile stirred his upper lip. "Shall I tell him what you +have said to me?" + +"No, no!" she exclaimed, in sudden affright, "I will tell him." + +"Be sure ye do. As for these editors, I have me own way of dealing with +them. I will soon know whether you are right or wrong. Ye're a sick +woman, and such, they say, have queer fancies. You admit you're jealous, +and I've heard that jealous women are built of hell-fire and vitriol. +Anyhow, you've not shaken me faith in me girl--but ye have in Ben, for I +know the heart of man. We're all alike when it comes to the question of +women." + +"Please don't misunderstand me--it is to keep them both what they are, +good and true, that I come to you--we must not tempt them to evil." + +"I understand what you say, miss, and I think you're honest, but you may +be mistaken. I saw her meet-up with fine young fellies in the East; I +could see they admired her--but she turned them down easily. She's no +weak-minded chippy, as I know on me own account--the more shame to me." + +"Of course she turns others down, for the reason that Ben fills her +heart." She began to weary of her self-imposed task. + +He, too, was tired. "We'll see, we'll see," he repeated musingly, and +gazed away towards the cloud-enshrouded peaks in sombre silence--the +lines of his lips as sorrowful as those of an old lion dying in the +desert, arrow-smitten and alone. He had forgotten the hand that pierced +his heart. + +Thus dismissed, she rose, her eyes burning like deep opals in the +parchment setting of her skin. + +"Life is so cruel!" she said. "I have wished a thousand times that love +had never come to me. Love means only sorrow at the end. Ben has been my +life, my only interest--and now--as he begins to forget--Oh, I can't +bear it! It will kill me!" She sank back into her chair, and, burying +her face, sobbed with such passion that her slight frame shook in the +tempest of it. + +Haney turned and looked at her in silence--profoundly stirred to pity by +her sobs, no longer doubting the reality of her despair. When he spoke +his voice was brokenly sweet and very tender. + +"'Tis a bitter world, miss, and me heart bleeds for such as you. 'Tis +well ye have a hope of paradise, for, if all you say is true, ye must go +from this world cheated and hungry like meself. Ye have one comfort that +I have not--'tis not your own doing. Ye've not misspent your life as I +have done. What does it all show but that life is a game where each man, +good or bad, takes his chance. The cards fall against you and against me +without care of what we are. I can only say I take me chances as I take +the rain and the sun." + +Her paroxysm passed and she rose again, drawing her veil closely over +her face. "Good-bye. We will never meet again." + +"Don't say that," he said, struggling painfully to his feet. "Never is a +long time, and good-bye a cruel, sad word to say. Let's call it 'so +long' and better luck." + +"You are not angry with me?" she turned to ask. + +"Not at all, miss--I thank ye fer opening me eyes to me selfishness." + +"Good-bye." + +"So long! And may ye have better luck in the new deal, miss." + +As she turned at the gate she saw him standing as she had left him, his +brow white and sad and stern, his shoulders drooping as if his strength +and love of life had suddenly been withdrawn. + +While still in this mood she sent word to Ben that she wished to see him +at once, and he responded without delay. + +He was appalled by the change in her. Her interview with Haney had +profoundly weakened her, chilled her. She was like some exquisite lamp +whose golden flame had grown suddenly dim, and Fordyce was filled with +instant, remorseful tenderness. His sense of duty sprang to arms, and +without waiting for her to begin he said: "I hate to think of you as a +pensioner in this house. You should be in your own home--our home--where +I could take care of you. Come, let me take you out of this private +hospital--that's what it is." + +She struggled piteously to assure him that she would be back to par in a +few days, but he was thoroughly alarmed and refused to listen to further +delay. + +"Your surroundings are bad, you need a change." + +She read him to the soul, knew that this argument sprang not from love, +but from pity and self-accusation; therefore, forcing a light tone, she +answered: "I don't feel able to take command of a cook and second girl +just yet, Bennie dear; besides, you're all wrong about this being a bad +atmosphere for me. I'm horribly comfortable here, my own sister couldn't +be kinder than Julia is. No, no, wait a few months longer till you get +settled a little more securely in business; I may pick up a volt or two +more of electricity by that time." Then as she saw his face darken and a +tremor run over his flesh, she lost her self-control and broke forth +with sudden, bitter intensity: "Why don't you throw me over and marry +some nice girl with a healthy body and sane mind? Why cheat yourself and +me?" + +He recoiled before her question, too amazed to do more than exclaim +against her going on. + +She was not to be checked. "Let us be honest with ourselves. You know +perfectly well I'm never going to get better--I do, if you don't. I may +linger on in this way for years, but I will never be anything but a +querulous invalid. Now that's the bitter truth. You mustn't marry me--I +won't let you!" Then her mood changed. "And yet it's so hard to go on +alone--even for a little way." + +Her eyes closed on her hot tears, her head drooped, and Ben, putting his +arm about her neck and pressing her quivering face against his breast, +reproached her very tenderly: "I won't let you say such things, +dearest--you must not! You're not yourself to-day." + +"Oh yes, I am! My mind is very clear, too horribly clear. Ben dear, I +mean all I say--you shall not link yourself to me. I have no delusions +now. I'll never be well again--and you must know it." + +"Oh yes, you will! Don't give up! You're only tired to-day. You're +really much better than you were last week." + +"No, I'm not! Let us not deceive ourselves any longer. The change of +climate has not done me good. We waited too long. It has all been a +mistake. Let me go back to Chester--I'm afraid to die out here. I can't +bear the thought of being buried in this soil. It's so bleak and lonely +and alien. I want to go back to the sweet, kindly hills--perhaps I can +reconcile myself to death there--to sink into the earth on this plain is +too dreadful." + +He struggled against the weight of her sorrowful pleadings. "This is +only a mood, dearest; you are over-tired and things look black to you--I +have such days--everybody has these hours of depression, but we must +fight them. It would be so much better for us both if I were your +husband, then I could be with you and watch over you every hour. I could +help you fight these dismal moods. It would be my hourly care. Come, +let's go out and seriously set to work to find a cottage." + +She was silenced for the moment, but when he had finished his +counter-plea she looked up at him with deep-set glance and quietly said: +"Ben, it's all wrong. It was wrong from the very beginning. You are +lashing yourself into uttering these beautiful words, and you do not +realize what you are saying. I am too old for you--Now listen--it's +true! I'm twenty years older in spirit. I haven't been really well for +ten years. You talk of fighting this. Haven't I fought? I've danced when +I should have been in bed. I've had a premonition of early decay for +years--that's why I've been so reckless of my strength. I couldn't bear +to let my youth pass dully--and now it's gone! Wait!--I've deceived you +in other ways. I've been full of black thoughts, I've been jealous and +selfish all along. You deserve the loveliest girl in the world, and it +is a cruel shame for me to stand in the way of your happiness just to +have you light my darkness for a few hours. I know what you want to +say--you think you can be happy with me. Ben, it's only your foolish +sense of honor that keeps you loyal to me--I don't want that--I won't +have it! Take back your pledge." She pushed away from him and twisted a +ring from her finger. "Take this, dear boy, you are absolutely free. Go +and be happy." + +He drew back from her hand in pain and bewilderment. "Alice, you are +crazy to say such things to me." He studied her with suffering in his +eyes. "You are delirious. I am going to send the doctor to you at once." + +"No, I'm not delirious. I know only too well what I'm saying--I have +made my decision. I will never wear this ring again." She turned his +words against himself. "You must not marry a crazy woman." + +"I didn't mean that--you know what I meant. All you say is morbid and +unreasonable, and I will not listen to it. You are clouded by some sick +fancy to-day, and I will go away and send a physician to cure you of +your madness." + +She thrust the ring into his hand and rose, her face tense, her eyes +wonderfully big and luminous. She seemed at the moment to renew her +health and to recover the imperious grace of her radiant youth as she +exaltedly said: "Now I am free! You must ask me all over again--and when +you do, I will say _no_." + +He sat looking up at her, too bewildered, too much alarmed to find words +for reply. He really thought that she had gone suddenly mad--and yet all +that she said was frightfully reasonable. In his heart he knew that she +was uttering the truth. Their marriage was now impossible--a bridal veil +over that face was horrifying to think upon. + +She went on: "Now run away--I'm going to cry in a moment and I don't +want you to see me do it. Please go!" + +He rose stiffly, and when he spoke his voice was quivering with anxiety. +"I am going to send Julia to you instantly." + +"No, you're not. I won't see her if you do. She can't help me--nobody +can, but you--and I won't let you even see me any more. I'm going home +to Chester to-morrow; so kiss me good-bye--and go." + +He kissed her and went blindly out, their engagement ring tightly +clinched in his hand. It seemed as if a wide, cold, gray cloud had (for +the first time) entirely covered his sunny, youthful world. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +MARSHALL HANEY'S SENTENCE + + +After Alice Heath's carriage had driven away, Haney returned to his +chair, and with eyes fixed upon the distant peaks gave himself up to a +review of all that the sick woman had said, and entered also upon a +forecast of the game. + +He was not entirely unprepared for her revelation. He was, indeed, too +wise not to know that Bertha must sometime surely find in another and +younger man her heart's hunger, but his wish had set that dark day far +away in the future. Moreover, he had relied on her promise to confide in +him, and it hurt him to think that she had not fulfilled her pledge; yet +even in this he sought excuses for her. + +"She may love him without knowing it. Anyhow, he's a fine young lad, far +better for her than an old shoulder-shot cayuse like meself." His sense +of unworthiness became the solvent of other and sweeter emotions. His +wealth no longer seemed capable of bridging the deep chasm widening +between them. + +This day had shown a black sky to him, even before Alice Heath's +disturbing call, for Bertha had been darkly brooding at breakfast, and +silent at lunch, and immediately after rising from the table had gone +away alone, without a word of explanation to any member of her +household. She had not even taken her dogs with her, and her face was +set and almost sullen as she passed out of the door and down the walk. +All this was so unlike her that Mart was greatly troubled. It gave +weight and significance to every word of Alice Heath's warning. + +Bertha was gone till nearly six o'clock, and her mood seemed no whit +lightened as she entered the gate and came slowly up the walk. To Mart's +humbly spoken query, "What troubles ye, darlin'?" she made no reply, but +went at once to her room. + +The old gambler seemed pitiably helpless and forlorn as he sat there in +his accustomed chair waiting her return. The bees and birds were busy +among the vines, and all the well-oiled machinery of his splendid home +was going forward to the end that his sweet girl-wife should be served. +If she were unhappy, of what value were these soft rugs, these savory +dishes, this shining silver? There was, in truth, something mocking and +terrifying in the swift, well-trained action of the servants, who went +about their tasks unmoved and apparently unacquainted with any change in +the mind of their young mistress. + +In the kitchen the cook was carefully compounding the soup while +watching the roast. Lucius, deft and absorbed, was preparing the table, +arranging the coffee service and deciding upon the china. On the seat +under the pear-trees Miss Franklin was chatting with Mrs. Gilman, and in +the barn the coachman could be heard giving the horses their evening +taste of green grass--"and yet how empty, aimless, and foolish it all is +if Bertha is unhappy," thought the master. + +He grew alarmed for fear she would not come down; but at last he heard +her light step on the stairs, and when she came in view his dim eyes +were startled by the transformation in her. She had put on the plainest +of her gowns, and she wore no jewels. By other ways which he felt but +could not analyze she expressed some portentous shift of mood. He could +not define why, but her step scared him, so measured and resolute it +seemed. + +She called to her mother and Miss Franklin and then asked, "Has dinner +been announced?" + +Her tone was quiet and natural, and Mart was relieved. He answered with +attempt at jocularity, "Lucius is this minute winkin' at me over the +soup-tureen." + +As they took seats at the table Mrs. Gilman exclaimed, "Why, dearie, +where did you dig up that old waist?" + +"Will it do to visit Sibley in?" + +"No indeed! I should say not. When you go back there I want you to wear +the best you've got. They'll consider it an insult if you don't." + +A faint smile lighted Bertha's pale face. "I don't think they'll take it +so hard as all that." + +"Are you goin' to Sibley?" asked Mart, an anxious tone in his voice. + +"I thought of it. Mother is going over to-night, and I rather guess I'll +run over with her. I've never been back, you see, since that night." + +There was something ominous in her restraint, in her abstraction of +glance, and especially in her lack of appetite. She took little account +of her guests and seemed profoundly engaged upon some inward +calculation. The beautifully spread table, which would have thrilled her +a few short weeks ago, was powerless to even hold her gaze, and it was +Lucius (deft and watchful) who brought the meal to a successful +conclusion--for the mother was awed and helpless in the presence of the +queenly daughter whom wealth had translated into something almost too +high and shining for her to lay hand upon. + +Miss Franklin did her best, but she was not a person of light and +dancing intellectual feet, and she had never understood Haney, anyhow. +Altogether it was a dismal and difficult half-hour. + +When the coffee came on Bertha rose abruptly, saying, "Come out into the +garden, Mart, I've got something to say to you." + +He obeyed with a sense of being called to account, and as they walked +slowly across the grass, which the light of a vivid orange sunset had +made transcendently green, he glanced to the west with foreboding that +this was the last time he should look upon the kingly peak at sunset +time. A flaming helmet of cloud shone upon the chief, and all the lesser +heights were a deep, purple bank out of which each serrate summit rose +without perspective, sharply set against the other like a monstrous +silhouette of cardboard. + +It should have been indeed a very sweet and odorous and peaceful hour. +The murmur of the water from the fountain had the lulling sound of a +hive of bees as they settle to rest, and to the suffering man it seemed +impossible that this, his cherished world, could change to the black +chaos which the loss of his adorable wife would bring upon it. + +The settee was of wire, and curved so that when they had taken seats +they faced each other, and the sight of her, so slender, so graceful, so +womanly, filled him with a fury of hate against the assassin who had +torn him to pieces, making him old before his time, a cripple, impotent, +inert, and scarred. + +Bertha did not wait for him to begin, and her first words smote like +bullets. "Mart, I'm going back to Sibley." + +He looked at her with startled eyes--his brow wrinkling into sorrowful +lines. "For how long?" + +"I don't know--it may be a good while. I'm going away to think things +over." Then she added, firmly, "I may not come back at all, Mart." + +"For God's sake, don't say that, girlie! You don't mean that!" His voice +was husky with the agony that filled his throat. "I can't live without +ye now. Don't go--that way." + +"I've _got_ to go, Mart. My mind ain't made up to this proposition. I +don't know about living with you any more." + +"Why not? What's the matter, darlin'? Can't ye put up with me a little +longer? I know I'm only a piece of a man--but tell me the truth. Can't +you stay with me--as we are?" + +She met him with the truth, but not the whole truth. "Everybody thinks I +married you for your money, Mart--it ain't true--but the evidence is all +against me. The only way to prove it a lie is to just naturally pull out +and go back to work. I hate to leave, so long as you--feel about me as +you do--but, Mart, I'm 'bleeged' to do it. My mind is so stirred up--I +don't enjoy anything any more. I used to like everything in the +house--all my nice things--the dresses and trinkets you gave me. It was +fun to run the kitchen--now it all goes against the grain some way. Fact +is, none of it seems mine." + +His eyes were wet with tears as he said: "It's all my fault. It's all +because of what I said last night--" + +She stopped him. "No, it ain't that--it ain't your fault, it's mine. +Something's gone wrong with _me_. I love this home, and my dogs and +horses and all--and yet I can't enjoy 'em any more. They don't belong to +me--now that's the fact, Mart." + +"I'll make 'em yours, darlin', I'll deed 'em all over to you." + +"No, no, that won't do it. My mind has got to change. It's all in my +mind. Don't you see? I've got to get away from the whole outfit and +think it all out. If I can come back I will, but you mustn't bank on my +return, Mart. You mustn't be surprised if I settle on the other side of +the range." + +"I know," he said, sadly. "I know your reason and I don't blame you. +'Tis not for an old derelict like me to hold you--but you must let me +give you some of me money--'tis of no value to me now. If ye do not let +me share it with you me heart will break entirely." + +"I haven't a right to a cent of it, Mart--I owe you more than I can ever +pay. No, I can't afford to take another cent." + +In the pause which followed his face took on a look of new resolution. +"Bertie, I've had something happen to me to-day. I've learned something +I should have known long since." + +Her look of surprise deepened into dismay as he went on: "I know what's +the matter with you, girlie. 'Tis after seeing Ben your face always +shines. You love him, Bertie--and I don't blame you--" + +A carriage driving up to the gate brought diversion, and she sprang up, +her face flushed, her eyes big and scared. "There comes Dr. Steele! I'd +plumb forgot about his call." + +"So had I," he answered, as he rose to meet his visitor. + +Dr. Steele, a gray-haired, vigorous man, entered the gate and came +hurriedly up the path, something fateful in his stride. He greeted them +both casually, smilelessly. "I've got to get that next train," he +announced, mechanically looking at his watch, "and that leaves me just +twenty minutes in which to thump you." + +Bertha was in awe of this blunt, tactless man of science, and as they +moved towards the house listened in chilled silence while he continued: +"Brent writes me that you were doing pretty well down by the lake. Why +didn't you stay? He says he advised you not to come back." + +"This is me home," answered Haney, simply. + +Lucius took Bertha's place at Mart's shoulder and the three men went +into the library, leaving her to wait outside in anxious solitude. There +was something in the doctor's manner which awed her, filled her with new +conceptions, new duties. + +Steele was one of these cold-blooded practitioners who do not believe in +the old-fashioned manner. "Cheery suggestion" was nonsense to him. His +examination was to Bertha, as to Haney, a dreaded ordeal. However, Brent +had advised it, and they had agreed to submit to it, and now here he +was, and upon his judgment she must rest. + +For half an hour she waited in the hall, almost without moving, so +far-reaching did this verdict promise to be. Her anxiety deepened into +fear as Steele came out of the room and walked rapidly towards her. +"He's a very sick man," he burst forth, irritably. "Get him away from +here as quickly as you can--but don't excite him. Don't let him exert +himself at all till you reach a lower altitude. Keep him quiet and +peaceful, and don't let him clog himself up with starchy food--and above +all, keep liquors away from him. He shouldn't have come back here at +all. Brent warned him that he couldn't live up here. Slide him down to +sea-level--if he'll go--and take care of him. His heart will run along +all right if he don't overtax it. He'll last for years at sea-level." + +"He hates to leave--he says he won't leave," she explained. + +The man of science shrugged his shoulders. "All right! He can take his +choice of roads"--he used an expressive gesture--"up or down. One leads +to the New Jerusalem and is short--as he'll find out if he stays here. +Good-night! I must get that train." + +"Wait a minute!" she called after him. "Is there anything I can do? Did +you leave any medicine?" + +He turned and came back. "Yes, a temporary stimulant, but medicine is of +little use. If you can get away to-morrow, you do it." + +She stood a few minutes at the library door listening, waiting, and at +last (hearing no sound), opened the door decisively and went in. + +Haney, ghastly pale, in limp dejection, almost in collapse, was seated +in an easy-chair, with Lucius holding a glass to his lips. He was +stripped to his undershirt and looked like a defeated, gray old +gladiator, fallen helpless in the arena, deserted by all the world save +his one faithful servant--and Bertha's heart was wrenched with a deep +pang of pity and remorse as she gazed at him. The doctor's warning +became a command. To desert him in returning health was bad enough, to +desert him now was impossible. + +Running to him, all her repugnance gone, all her tenderness awake, she +put her arm about his shoulders. "Oh, Mart, did he hurt you? Are you +worse?" + +He raised dim eyes to her, eyes that seemed already filmed with death's +opaque curtains, but bravely, slowly smiled. "I'm down but not out, +darlin'. That brute of a doctor jolted me hard; I nearly took the +count--but I'm--still in the ring. Harness me up, Lucius. I'll show that +sawbones the power of mind over matter--the ould croaker!" + +He recovered rapidly and was soon able to stagger to his feet. Then, +with a return of his wonted humor, he stretched out his big right arm. +"I'm not to be put out of business by wan punch from an old puddin' like +Steele. I am not the 'stiff' he thinks. He had me agin the ropes, 'tis +true, but I'll surprise him yet." + +"What did he say?" she persisted in demanding. + +He shook his head. "That's bechune the two of us," he nodded warningly +at Lucius. "For one thing, he says me heart can't stand the high +country. 'It's you to the deep valley,' says he." + +Her decision was ready. "All right, then _we go_!" + +He faced her quickly. "Did ye say WE, Bertie? Did ye say it, +sweetheart?" + +"I did, Mart--I've changed my mind once more. I'm goin' to stick by +you--till you're settled somewhere. I won't leave till you're better." + +The tears blinded his eyes again, and his lips twitched. "You're God's +own angel, Bertie, but I don't deserve it. No, stay you here--I'm not +worth your sacrifice. No, no, I can't have it! Stay here with Ben and +look after the mines." + +Her face settled in lines that were not girlish as she repeated: "It's +up to me to go, and I'm going, Mart! I didn't realize how bad it was for +you here--I didn't, really!" + +"It's all wrong, I'm afraid--all wrong," he answered, "but the Lord +knows I need you worse than ever." + +"Shut off on all that!" she commanded. "Lucius, help me take him outside +where the air is better." + +Mart put the man away. "One is enough," he said, brusquely; and so, +leaning on his strong, young wife, he went slowly out into the dusk +where the mother and Miss Franklin were sitting, quite unconscious of +the deep significance of the doctor's visit. "Not a word to them," +warned Haney--"at any rate, not to-night." + +They were now both facing the pain of instantly abandoning all these +beautiful and ministering material conditions which money had called +round them. It seemed so foolish, so incredibly silly--this mandate of +the physician. Could any place on the earth be more healthful, more +helpful to human life than this wide-porched, cool-halled house, this +garden, this air? What difference could a few thousand feet make on the +heart's action? + +The thought of putting away all hope of seeing Ben Fordyce came at last +to overtop all Bertha's other regrets as the lordly peak overrode the +clouds--and yet she was determined to go. Very quietly she told her +mother that she had decided to put off her visit to Sibley, and at 10:30 +she drove down to the station and sent her away composedly. At the +moment she was glad to get her out of the town, so that she should not +share in the grief of next day's departure. To Miss Franklin she then +confided the doctor's warning, and together they began to pack. + +Haney, with lowering brow and bleeding heart, went to his bed denouncing +himself. "I have no right to her. 'Tis the time for me to step out. If +the doctor knows his business, 'tis only a matter of a few weeks, +anyhow, when my seat in the game will be empty. Why not stay here in me +own home and so end it all comfortably?" + +This was so simple--and yet he spent most of the night fighting the +desire to live out those years the doctor had promised him. It was so +sweet to sit opposite that dear girl-face of a morning, to feel her hand +on his hair--now and again. "She's only a child--she can wait ten years +and still be young." But then came the thought: "'Tis harder for her to +wait than it is for me to go. 'Tis mere selfishness. What can I do in +the world? I have no interest in the game outside of her. No, Mart, the +consumptive is right, 'tis up to you to slip away, genteel and quiet, so +that your widow will not be troubled by anny gossip." + +To use the pistol was easy, the handle fitted his hand, but to die so +that no shock or shame would come to her, that was his problem. "I will +not leave her the widow of a suicide," he resolved. "I must go so sly, +so casual-like, that no one will be able to point the finger at her or +Ben." + +"Can I visit the mine once more?" he had asked Steele. "No," the doctor +had replied. "To go a thousand feet higher than this would be fatal." + +As he mused on this he began to feel the wonder of the body in which he +dwelt. That a machine so bulky and so gross could be so delicate that a +change in the pressure of the atmosphere might be fatal astonished him. +"I'll soon know," he said, "for I cross the range to-morrow." + +The dark shadow of the unseen world, once so dim and far, now rose +formidable as a mountain on the horizon of his thought. It was so +difficult to leave the house in which he had found peace and a strange +kind of happiness (the happiness of a soldier home on parole, +convalescent and content under the apple-trees)--it was very hard--and +the tenderness, the care, to which his little wife had returned and +which filled his heart with sweetness, added to his irresolution. + +He fell into deep sleep at last, still in debate with himself. + +He woke quietly next morning, like a child, and as his eyes took in the +big room in which he had slept for a year, surrounded by such luxury as +he had never dreamed of having (even for a day), life seemed very easy +of continuance, and Steele a mistaken egotist, a foul destroyer of men's +peace; but as he rose to dress and saw himself in the glass, the figure +he presented decided his hand. Was this Mart Haney--this unshaven, +haggard, and wrinkled old man? + +Leaning close to the mirror, he studied his face as if it were a mask. +Deep creases ran down on either side of the nose, giving to his gaze the +morose expression of an aged, slavering mastiff. His nerveless cheeks +depended. His neck was stringy. Puffy sacs lay under the eyes, and the +ashen pallor of his skin told how the heart was laboring to maintain +life's red current in its round. + +As he looked his decision was taken. "Mart, the game has run mostly in +your favor for twenty-five years--but 'tis agin ye now. The quiet old +gentleman with the bony grin holds the winning fist. Lay down your cards +and quit the board this day, like a man. Why drag on like this for a +year or two more, a burden to yourself and a curse to her." + +And yet, though crippled and gray, death was somehow more dreadful to +him at this moment than when in his remorseless and powerful young +manhood he had looked again and again into the murderous eyes of those +who were eager to shed his blood. He shivered at the thought of the dark +river, as those whose limbs having grown pale and thin dread the cold +wind of the night. + +"I wonder is the mother over there waitin' fer me?" he half whispered. +"If ye are, your soul will be floating far above me in the light, while +I--burdened by me sins--must wallow below in purgatory. But I go, and +the divil take his toll." + +There was not much preparation to be made. His will was written, fully +attested, and filed in a safe place. His small personal belongings he +was willing to leave in Bertha's hands. It was hardest of all to vanish +without a word of good-bye to any soul, but this was essential to his +plan. "No one must suspect design in me departure," he muttered. "I must +drop out--_by accident_. I must cut loose during the day, too--no night +trips for me--in a way that will look natural. If Steele knows his +business, Mart Haney will go out of the game on the summit, if not, 'tis +easy for a cripple to stagger and fall from a rock. Thank God, I leave +her as I found her--small credit to me in that." + +Lucius, coming in soon after, found his master unexpectedly cheerful and +vigorous. + +In answer to his query, the gambler said: "I take me medicine, Lucius, +like a Cheyenne. 'Tis all in the game. Some man must lose in order that +another may win. The wheel rolls and the board is charged in favor of +the bank. Damn the man that squeals when the cards fall fair." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +VIRTUE TRIUMPHS + + +Mart maintained his deceptive cheer at the breakfast-table, and the +haggard look of the earlier hour passed away as he resolutely attacked +his chop. He spoke of his exile in a tone of resignation--mixed with +humor. "Sure, the old dad will have the laugh on us. He told us this was +the jumpin'-off place." + +"What will we do about the house?" asked Bertha. "Will we sell or rent?" + +"Nayther. Lave it as it is," replied he quickly. "So long as I live I +want to feel 'tis here ready for ye whinever ye wish to use it. 'Tis not +mine. Without you I never would have had it, and I want no other +mistress in it. Sure, every chair, every picture on the walls is there +because of ye. 'Tis all you, and no one else shall mar it while I live." + +This was the note which was most piercing in her ears, and she hastened +to stop it by remarking the expense of maintaining the place--its +possible decay and the like; but to all this he doggedly replied: "I +care not. I'd rather burn it and all there is in it than turn it over to +some other woman. Go you to Ben and tell him my will concerning it." + +This gave a new turn to her thought. "I don't want to do that. Why don't +you go and tell him yourself?" + +"Didn't the doctor say I must save meself worry? I hate to ask ye to +shoulder the heavy end of this proposition." His face lost its forced +smile. "I'm a sick man, darlin'; I know it now, and I must save meself +all I can. Ye may send Lucius down and bring him up, or we'll drive down +and see him; maybe the ride would do me good, but I can't climb them +stairs ag'in." + +The temptation to see Ben once more, alone in the bright office, proved +too great for Bertha's resolution, and she answered: "All right, I'll +go, but only to bring him down to you. You must give the orders about +the house." + +In spite of his iron determination to be of good cheer in her presence, +Mart's lips quivered with pain of parting as he looked round the +splendid dining-room, into which the sunlight was pouring. Suddenly he +broke forth: "Ye _must_ stay here, darlin'--never mind me. 'Tis a sin +and a shame to ask ye to lave all this to go with a poor old--" + +"Stop that!" she called, sharply. "I won't listen to any such talk," and +he said no more. + +They decided to go down about ten o'clock, when the daily tide of his +life rode highest. This hour suited his own plan, for a train left for +the mountains not long after, and he had resolved to make his escape +while Bertha was with Ben in the office. "There will be no need of any +change in the house," he thought, "but 'twill do no hurt for them to +talk it all over." + +For an hour or two he hobbled about the yard and garden, taking a final +look at the horses and dogs, and his face was very lax and gray and his +voice broken as he talked with his men, who had learned of the doctor's +orders, and were awkwardly silent with sympathy. He soon grew tired and +came back to the porch to rest and wait for the hour of his departure. +Settling into his accustomed chair, which faced directly upon the +mountains over which the sun, wearing to the south, was beginning to +hang its vivid shadows, he sat like a man of bronze. The clouds which +each day clothed the scarred and naked peaks with a mantle of ermine and +purple, were already assembling. The range assumed a new and +overpowering grandeur in his eyes, for it typified the Big Divide, which +lay between him and the country of the soundless, dawnless night. + +Up that deep fold which lay between the chieftain and his consort to the +north ran the western way--a trail with no returning footprints; and the +thought made his heart beat painfully, while a sense of the wonder and +the terror of death came to him. He was going away as the wounded +grizzly crawls to the thicket to die, unseen of his kind, even of his +mate. + +To never return! To mount and mount, each league separating him forever +from the mansion he had come to enjoy, the wife he loved better than his +own life. "I cannot believe it," he whispered, "and yet I must make it +so." + +Then he began to wonder, grimly, just when his heart would fail, just +where it would burst like a rotten cinch. "Will it be on the train? +Suppose I last to the coal-switch, then I must climb to the mine. +Suppose I live to reach the mine, then what? Oh, well, 'tis easy to slip +from the cliff." + +Meanwhile, out under the trees, the gardener was spading turf, the +lawn-mower was purring briskly and as though no sentence of death had +been passed upon the master of the place. In this Haney saw the world's +action typified. The individual is of little value--the race alone +counts. + +He shuffled down to meet the carriage at the gate, and Lucius helped him +in before Bertha could reach him, and they drove off down the street so +exactly in their usual way that Bertha was moved to say: "I don't +believe it! I can't realize we're quitting this town to-morrow." + +"No more can I, but I reckon it's good-bye all the same--for me, anyhow. +I despise meself for asking ye to go, darlin'--I _don't_ ask it. Stay +you! I'm not demanding anything at all. 'Tis fitter for me to go alone. +Stay on, darlin'--'twill comfort me to lave ye safe and happy here." + +She shook her head with quite as much determination as he. "No, Mart, my +mind is made up--I know my job, and I'm going to muckle to it like a +little lady, so don't fuss." + +The air was beautifully clear and bracing, and a minute later Haney +remarked, sadly: "I reckon the doctor knows his trade, but 'tis bitter +nonsense to me when a man says the murky wind of the low country is +better for a sick man than this." + +She was very tender at heart as she replied: "I'm afraid he's right, +Mart. I could see you weren't so well here; but I was selfish--I tried +to argue different. You'll be better down below, that's dead certain." + +"Well, the bets are all laid and the wheel spinning. I'm ready to take +me exile--but I hate to drag ye down with me." + +"Don't worry about me," she answered, with intent to reassure him. "To +be honest, I kind o' like the East." + +At the door of Ben's office building she got out, leaving him in the +carriage. As she looked back at him from the doorway something which +seemed like anguish in his face moved her, and she returned to the wheel +to say, "Never mind, Mart, we'll buy a new home down there." + +He was struggling as if with the pangs of death, but he said, "'Tis +childish, I know, but I hate to say good-bye to it all." + +She patted his hand as if soothing a child, and, turning, mounted the +stairway. How weak and old he seemed at the moment! + +Fordyce was at work. She could hear his typewriter click laboriously (he +was his own typist as yet), and she stood for a moment in the hall with +hand pressed hard upon her bosom, the full significance of this last +visit overwhelming her. Here was the end of her own happiness--the +beginning of long-drawn misery and heart-hunger. Her blood beat +tumultuously in her throat, and each throb was a physical, smothering +pain. + +At last she grew calmer and knocked. Ben opened the door, and his face +shone with joy. "You're late!" he reproachfully exclaimed; then, as he +peered into the hall, he asked, "Where's the Captain?" + +She was very white as she answered: "He can't come up this morning. He +ain't able." + +"Is he worse?" His face expressed swift concern. + +"Yes--Dr. Steele came last night and examined him--" + +"What did he say?" + +"He told us to 'get out' of here--quick." + +He drew her in and shut the door. "Tell me all about it. What is the +matter?" + +"It's his heart. He can't stand it here. We've got to get away--down the +slope--to-morrow." + +"Not to stay?" + +"That's what Steele says. Mart's in bad shape." + +He searched her face with earnest gaze. "I can't understand that. He +seemed so happy and so much better, too." + +"He's been a good deal worse than he let on, or else he fooled himself. +The doctor found his heart jumping cogs right along." + +"And he positively ordered you to go below?" + +"Yes--he scared me. He said Mart might die any minute--if he stayed." + +In the silence that followed his face became almost as white as her own, +for he understood and shared her temptation. At last he said, slowly, +"And you are going with him?" + +"Yes, I must. Don't you see I must?" + +He understood, too. Haney had refused to go without her, and to stay +would be to shorten his life. + +"How did the Captain take it?" he asked with effort. + +"Mighty hard at first, but he's fairly cheerful to-day. He wants to +leave me here--but I'm going with him. It's my business to be where he +is," she added. "He sure needs me now." + +"What are you going to do with the house?" + +"Leave it just as it is. He won't sell it or rent it. He wants you to +look after all his business just the same--" + +"I can't do that." + +"Why not?" + +"Because I don't intend to stay here." As he spoke his excitement +mounted. "My little world was all askew before you came. You've put the +finishing-touch to it. I'm ready to make my own will at this moment." + +"You mustn't talk that way," she admonished. "I don't like to see you +lose your grip." Her words were commonplace, but her hesitating, +tremulous voice betrayed her and exalted him. "I'm--we are depending on +you." + +His face, his eyes, filled her with light. She forgot all the rest of +the world for the moment, and he, looking upon her with a knowledge that +she loved him and was about to leave him, spoke fatefully--as if the +words came forth in spite of his will. "You don't seem to realize how +deeply I'm going to miss you. You cannot know how much your presence +means to me here in this small town. I will not stay on without the hope +of seeing you. If you go, I will not remain here another day." + +She fought against the feeling of pride, of joy, which these words gave +her. "You mustn't say that--you've got to stay with Alice." + +"Alice!" his voice rose. "Alice has given me back my ring and is going +home. When you are gone, what is left in this town for me?" He rose and +walked up and down, a choking sob in his throat. "My God! It's horrible +to feel our good days ending in a crash like this. What does it all +mean? I refuse to admit that our shining little world is only a house of +cards. Are we never to see each other again? I refuse to say good-bye. I +won't have it so!" He faced her again with curt inquiry. "Where are you +going to live?" + +"I don't know--maybe in Chicago--maybe in New York." + +"No matter where it is, I will come to you. I cannot lose you out of my +life--I will not!" + +"No, you mustn't do that. It ain't square to Mart--I can't see you any +more--now." + +He seized upon the significance of that little final word. "What do you +mean by _now_? Do you mean because Mart is worse? Or do you mean that I +have forfeited your good-will by my own action?" He came closer to her +and his voice was low and insistent as he continued: "Or do you +mean--something very sweet and comforting to me? Do you love me, Bertie? +Do you? Is that your meaning?" + +She struggled against him as she answered: "I don't know--Yes, I do +know--it ain't right for me--for you to say these things to me while I +am Mart Haney's wife." + +He caught at her hands and looked upon her with face grown older and +graver as he bitterly wailed: "Why couldn't we have met before you went +to him? You must not go with him now, for you are mine at heart, you +belong to me." + +She rose with instinctive desire to flee, but he held her hands in both +of his and hurried on: "You do love me! I am sure of it! Why try to +conceal it? You would marry me if you were free?" His eyes pierced her +as he proceeded, transformed by the power of his own plea. "We belong to +each other--don't you know we do? I am sorry for Alice, but I do not +love her--I never loved her as I love you. She understands this. That is +why she has returned my ring--there is nothing further for me to say to +her. As for Marshall Haney I pity him, as you do, but he has no right to +claim you." + +"He don't claim me. He wants me to stay here." + +"Then why don't you?" + +"Because he needs me." + +"So do I need you." + +"But not the way--I mean he is sick and helpless." + +He drew her closer. "You must not go. I will not let you go. You're a +part of my life now." His words ceased, but his eyes called with burning +intensity. + +She struggled, not against him, but in opposition to something within +herself which seemed about to overwhelm her will. It was so easy to +listen, to yield--and so hard to free her hands and turn away, but the +thought of Haney waiting, and a knowledge of his confident trust in her, +brought back her sterner self. + +"No!" she cried out sharply, imperiously. "I won't have it! You mustn't +touch me again, not while he lives! You mustn't even see me again!" + +He understood and respected her resolution, but could not release her at +the moment. "Won't you kiss me good-bye?" + +She drew her hands away. "No, it's all wrong, and you know it! I'll +despise you if you touch me again! Good-bye!" + +Thereupon his clean, bright, honorable soul responded to her reproof, +rose to dominion over the flesh, and he said: "Forgive me. I didn't mean +to tempt you to anything wrong. Good-bye!" and so they parted in such +anguish as only lovers know when farewells seem final, and their empty +hearts, calling for a word of promise, are denied. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +MARSHALL HANEY'S LAST TRAIL + + +Marshall Haney was a brave man, and his resolution was fully taken, but +that final touch of Bertha's hand upon his arm very nearly unnerved him. +His courage abruptly fell away, and, leaning back against the cushions +of his carriage, with closed eyelids (from which the hot tears dripped), +he gave himself up to the temptation of a renewal of his life. It was +harder to go, infinitely harder, because of that impulsive, sweet +caress. Her face was so beautiful, too, with that upward, tender, +pitying look upon it! + +While still he sat weak and hesitant, a roughly dressed man of large and +decisive movement stopped and greeted him. "Hello, Mart, how are you +this fine day?" + +Haney put his tragic mask away with a stroke of his hand, and hastily +replied: "Comin' along, Dan, comin' along. How are things up on the +peak?" + +"Still pretty mixed," replied the miner, lightly; then, with a further +look around, he stepped a little nearer the wheel. "Hell's about to +break loose again, Mart." + +"What's the latest?" + +"I can't go into details, and I mustn't be seen talking with you, but +Williams is in for trouble. Tell him to reverse engine for a few weeks. +Good-day," and he walked off, leaving the impression of having been sent +to convey a friendly warning. + +Haney seized upon this message. His resolution returned. His voice took +on edge and decision. "Oscar," he called quickly, "drive me down to the +station, I want to get that ten-thirty-seven train." + +As the driver chirruped to his horses and swung out into the street, +Marshall Haney, with full understanding that this was to be his eternal +farewell, turned and looked up, hoping to catch a last glimpse of his +wife's sweet face at the window. A sign, a smile, a beckoning, and his +purpose might still have faltered, but the recall did not take place, +and facing the west he became again the man of will. When the carriage +drew up to the platform he gave orders to his coachman as quietly as +though this were his usual morning ride. "Now, Oscar, you heard what +that friend of mine said?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Well, forget it." + +"Very well, sir." + +"But tell Mrs. Haney I've gone up to the mine. You can say to her that +Williams sent for me. You can tell her, but to no one else, what you +heard Dan say. You understand?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"All right, that stands. Now you go home and wait till about +twelve-thirty. Then go down for Mrs. Haney." + +The coachman, a stolid, reliable man, well trained to his duties, did +not offer to assist his master, but sat in most approved alertness upon +his box while Haney painfully descended to the walk. + +The train was about to move, and the conductor had already signalled the +engineer to "go ahead," but at sight of the gambler, whom he knew, +stopped the train and helped Haney aboard. "A minute more and you would +have been left. Going up to the mine, I reckon?" + +They were still on the platform as Mart answered, "Yes, I'm due to take +a hand in the game up there." He said this with intent to cover his +trail. + +He was all but breathless as he dropped into a seat near the door. The +sense of leaden weakness with which he had come to struggle daily had +deepened at the moment into a smothering pain which threatened to blind +him. + +"I must be quiet," he thought--"I will not die in the car." There seemed +something disgraceful, something ignominious in such a death. + +Gradually his fear of this misfortune grew less. "What does it matter +where death comes or when it comes? The quicker the better for all +concerned." + +Nevertheless, he opened the little phial of medicine which Steele had +given him and swallowed two of the pellets. That they were a powerful +stimulant of the heart he knew, but that an overdose would kill he only +suspected from Steele's word of caution. + +They were, indeed, magical in their effect. His brain cleared, his pulse +grew stronger, and the feeling of benumbing weakness which dismayed him +passed away. + +The conductor, on his round, found him sitting silently at the window, +very pale and very stern, his eyes fixed upon the brawling stream along +whose winding course the railway climbed. While noting the number of +Mart's pass the official leaned over and spoke in a low voice, but Haney +heard what he said as through a mist. He was no longer moved by the +sound of the bugle. A labor war was temporary, like a storm in the +pines. It might arrest the mining for a few weeks or a month, but +through it all, no matter what happened, deep down in the earth lay +Bertha's wealth, secure of any marauder. So much he was able to reason +out. + +One or two of the passengers who knew him drew near, civilly inquiring +as to his health, and to each one he explained that he was on the gain +and that he was going up to the camp to study conditions for himself. +They were all greatly excited by the news of battle, but they did not +succeed in conveying their emotion to Haney. With impassive countenance +he listened, and at the end remarked: "'Tis all of a stripe to me, boys. +I'm like the soldier on the battle-field with both legs shot off. I hear +the shouting and the tumult, but I'm out of the running." + +Without understanding his mood, they withdrew, leaving him alone. His +mind went back to Bertha. "What will she do when she finds me gone? She +will not be scared at first. She will wire to stop me; but no +matter--before she can reach me, I'll be high in the hills." + +He could not prevent his mind from dwelling on her. He tried to fix his +thoughts upon his life as a boyish adventurer, but could not keep to +those earlier periods of his career. All of his days before meeting her +seemed base or trivial or purposeless. She filled his memory to the +exclusion of all other loves and desires. She was at once his wife and +his child. He possessed a thousand bright pictures of her swift and +graceful body, her sunny smile, her sweet, grave eyes. He recalled the +first time he saw her on the street in Sibley, and groaned to think how +basely he had planned against her. "She never knew that, thank God!" he +said, fervently. + +Then came that unforgetable drive to the ranch, when she put her hand in +his--and on this hour he dwelt long, searching his mind deeply in order +that no grain of its golden store of incident should escape him. His +throat again began to ache with a full sense of the loss he was +inflicting upon himself. "'Tis a lonely trail I'm takin' for your sake, +darlin'," he whispered, "but 'tis all for the best." + +Slowly the train creaked and circled up the heights, following the sharp +turnings of the stream, passing small towns which were in effect summer +camps of pleasure-seekers, on and upward into the moist heights where +the grass was yet green and the slopes gay with flowers. A mood of +exaltation came upon the doomed man as he rose. This was the place to +die--up here where the affairs of men sank into insignificance like the +sound of the mills and the rumble of trains. Here the centuries circled +like swallows and the personal was lost in the ocean of silence. + +At one of these towns which stood almost at the summit of the pass the +conductor brought a telegram, and Mart seized it with eager, trembling +hands. It was (as he expected) a warning from Bertha. She implored him +to let the mine go and to return by the next train. + +He was too nerveless of fingers to put the sheet back within its +envelope, and so thrust it, a crumpled mass, into his pocket. It was as +if her hand was at his shoulder, her voice in his ear, but he did not +falter. To go back now would be but a renewal of his torture. There +could not come a better time to go--to go and leave no suspicion of his +purpose behind him. + +Just over the summit, at a bare little station, the train was held for +orders, and Haney, who was again suffocating and almost blind, took +another dose of the mysterious drug, and with its effect returned to a +dim perception of his surroundings. He was able vaguely to recall that a +trail which began just back of the depot mounted the hill towards his +largest mine. A desire to see Williams, his faithful partner, his most +loyal friend, came over him, and, rising to his feet, he painfully crept +down the aisle to the rear of the car and dropped off unnoticed, just as +the conductor's warning cry started a rush for the train. + +As the last coach disappeared round the turn the essential bleak +loneliness of the place returned. The station seemed deserted by every +human being, even the operator was lost to sight, and the gambler, +utterly solitary, with clouded brain and laboring breath, turned towards +the height, his left leg dragging like a shackle. + +For the first half-mile the way was easy, and by moving slowly he +suffered less pain than he had expected. Around him the frost-smitten +aspens were shivering in the wind, their sparse leaves dangling like +coins of red-and-yellow gold, and all the billowing land below, to the +west, was iridescent with green and flame-color and crimson. A voiceless +regret, a dim, wide-reaching, wistful sadness came over him, but did not +shake his resolution. He had but to look down at his crippled body to +know that the beauty of the world was no longer his to enjoy. His days +were now but days of pain. + +He had always loved the heights. From the time he had first sighted this +range he had never failed to experience a peculiar exaltation as he +mounted above the ranch and the mine. Gambler and night-owl though he +had been, he had often spent his afternoons on horseback riding high +above the camps, and now some small part of his love of the upper air +came back to lead him towards his grave. With face turned to the +solitudes of the snows, with ever-faltering steps, he commenced his +challenging march towards death. + +At the first sharp up-raise in the way his heart began to pound and he +swayed blindly to and fro, unable to proceed. For an instant he looked +down in dismay at the rocky, waiting earth, a most inhospitable grave. A +few minutes' rest against a tree, and his brain cleared. "Higher--I must +go higher," he said to himself; "they'll find me here." + +As he rose he could see the town spread wide on the hill-tops beneath +him--the cabins mere cubes, the mill a child's toy. He could discern men +like ants moving to and fro as if in some special excitement--but he did +not concern himself with the cause. His one thought was to mount--to +blend with the firs and the rocks. He drew the phial from his pocket and +held it in his hand in readiness, with a dull fear that the chemical +would prove too small, too weak, to end his pain. + +It was utterly silent and appallingly lonely on this side of the great +peak. Hunters were few and prospectors were seldom seen. These +upward-looping trails led to no mine--only to abandoned prospect +holes--for no mineral had ever been found on the western slope. The +copses held no life other than a few minute squirrels, and no sound +broke the silence save the insolent cry of an occasional jay or +camp-bird. To die here was surely to die alone and to lie alone, as the +fallen cedar lies, wrought upon by the wind and the snows and the rain. + +Nevertheless, his suicidal idea persisted. It had become the one final, +overpowering, directing resolution. There is no passion more persistent +than that which leads to self-destruction. In the midst of the blinding +swirl of his thought he maintained his purpose to put himself above the +world of human effort and to become a brother of the clod, to mix +forever with the mould. + +Slowly he dragged himself upward, foot by foot, seeking the friendly +shelter and obscurity of a grove of firs just above him. Twice he sank +to his knees, a numbing pain at the base of his brain, his breath +roaring, his lips dry, but each time he rose and struggled on, eager to +reach the green and grateful shelter of the forest, filled with desire +to thrust himself into its solitude; and when at last he felt the chill +of the shadow and realized that he was surely hidden from all the world, +he turned, poised for an instant on a mound where the trail doubled +sharply, gave one long, slow glance around, then hurled himself down the +rocky slope. Even as he leaped his heart seemed to burst and he fell +like a clod and lay without further motion. It was as if he had been +smitten in flight by a rifle-ball. + +Around him the small animals of the wood frolicked, and the jay called +inquiringly, but he neither saw nor heard. He was himself but a gasping +creature, with reason entirely engaged in the blind struggle which the +physical organism was instinctively making to continue in its wonted +ways. All the world and all his desires, save a longing for his fair +young wife, were lost out of his mind, and he thought of Bertha only in +a dim and formless way--feeling his need of her and dumbly wondering why +she did not come. In final, desperate agony, he lifted the phial of +strychnine to his lips, hoping that it might put an end to his +suffering; but before this act was completed a sweet, devouring flood of +forgetfulness swept over him, his hand dropped, and the unopened bottle +rolled away out of his reach. Then the golden sunlight darkened out of +his sky, and he died--as the desert lion dies--alone. + + * * * * * + +When they found him two days later he lay with his head pillowed upon +his left arm, his right hand outspread upon the pine leaves--palm upward +as if to show its emptiness. A bird--the roguish gray magpie--had stolen +away the phial as if in consideration of the dead man's wish, and no +sign of his last despairing act was visible to those who looked into his +face. His going was well planned. 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Modify or delete as required. --> +<p> +<a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I. <span class="smcap">The Clerk of the Golden Eagle</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II. <span class="smcap">Marshall Haney Changes Heart</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III. <span class="smcap">Bertha Yields to Temptation</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV. <span class="smcap">Haney Meets an Avenger</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V. <span class="smcap">Bertha's Upward Flight</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI. <span class="smcap">The Haney Palace</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII. <span class="smcap">Bertha Repulses an Enemy</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII. <span class="smcap">Bertha Receives an Invitation</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX. <span class="smcap">Bertha Meets Ben Fordyce</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X. <span class="smcap">Ben Fordyce Calls on Horseback</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI. <span class="smcap">Ben Becomes Adviser to Mrs. Haney</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII. <span class="smcap">Alice Heath Has a Vision</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII. <span class="smcap">Bertha's Yellow Cart</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV. <span class="smcap">The Jolly Send-off</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV. <span class="smcap">Mart's Visit to His Sister</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI. <span class="smcap">A Dinner and a Play</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">CHAPTER XVII. <span class="smcap">Bertha Becomes a Patron of Art</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII. <span class="smcap">Bertha's Portrait is Discussed</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">CHAPTER XIX. <span class="smcap">The Farther East</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX. <span class="smcap">Bertha Meets Manhattan</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">CHAPTER XXI. <span class="smcap">Bertha Makes a Promise</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">CHAPTER XXII. <span class="smcap">The Serpent's Coil</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">CHAPTER XXIII. <span class="smcap">Bertha's Flight</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">CHAPTER XXIV. <span class="smcap">The Haneys Return to the Peaks</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">CHAPTER XXV. <span class="smcap">Bertha's Decision</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">CHAPTER XXVI. <span class="smcap">Alice Visits Haney</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">CHAPTER XXVII. <span class="smcap">Marshall Haney's Sentence</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIII">CHAPTER XXVIII. <span class="smcap">Virtue Triumphs</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIX">CHAPTER XXIX. <span class="smcap">Marshall Haney's Last Trail</span></a><br /> +</p> +<!-- End Autogenerated TOC. --> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>MONEY MAGIC</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I</h2> + +<h3>THE CLERK OF THE GOLDEN EAGLE</h3> + + +<p>Sibley Junction is in the sub-tropic zone of Colorado. It lies in a hot, +dry, but immensely productive valley at an altitude of some four +thousand feet above the sea, a village laced with irrigating ditches, +shaded by big cotton-wood-trees, and beat upon by a genial, +generous-minded sun. The boarders at the Golden Eagle Hotel can sit on +the front stoop and see the snow-filled ravines of the mountains to the +south, and almost hear the thunder crashing round old Uncompahgre, even +when the broad leaves above their heads are pulseless and the heat of +the mid-day light is a cataract of molten metal.</p> + +<p>It is, as I have said, a productive land, for upon this ashen, +cactus-spotted, repellent flat men have directed the cool, sweet water +of the upper world, and wherever this life-giving fluid touches the soil +grass and grain spring up like magic.</p> + +<p>For all its wild and beautiful setting, Sibley is now a town of farmers +and traders rather than of miners. The wagons entering the gates are +laden with wheat and melons and peaches rather than with ore and +giant-powder, and the hotels are frequented by ranchers of prosaic +aspect, by passing drummers for shoes and sugars, and by the barbers and +clerks of near-by shops. It is, in fact, a bit of slow-going village +life dropped between the diabolism of Cripple Creek and the decay of +Creede.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, now and then a genuine trailer from the heights, or +cow-man from the mesas, does drop into town on some transient business +and, with his peculiar speech and stride, remind the lazy town-loafers +of the vigorous life going on far above them. Such types nearly always +put up at the Eagle Hotel, which was a boarding-house advanced to the +sidewalk of the main street and possessing a register.</p> + +<p>At the time of this story trade was good at the Eagle for two reasons. +Mrs. Gilman was both landlady and cook, and an excellent cook, and, what +was still more alluring, Bertha, her pretty daughter, was day-clerk and +general manager. Customers of the drummer type are very loyal to their +hotels, and amazingly sensitive to female charm—therefore Bertha, who +would have been called an attractive girl anywhere, was widely known and +tenderly recalled by every brakeman on the line. She was tall and +straight, with brown hair and big, candid, serious eyes—wistful when in +repose, boyishly frank and direct as she stood behind her desk attending +to business, or smiling as she sped her parting guests at the door.</p> + +<p>"I know Bertie ought to be in school," Mrs. Gilman said one day to a +sympathetic guest. "But what can I do? We got to live. I didn't come out +here for my health, but goodness knows I never expected to slave away in +a hot kitchen in this way. If Mr. Gilman had lived—"</p> + +<p>It was her habit to leave her demonstrations—even her +sentences—unfinished, a peculiarity arising partly from her need of +hastening to prevent some pot from boiling over and partly from her +failing powers. She had been handsome once—but the heat of the stove, +the steam of the washtub, and the vexation and prolonged effort of her +daily life had warped and faded and battered her into a pathetic wreck +of womanhood.</p> + +<p>"I'm going to quit this thing as soon as I get my son's ranch paid for. +You see—"</p> + +<p>She did not finish this, but her friend understood. Bertha's time for +schooling was past. She had already entered upon the maiden's land of +dreams—of romance. The men who had hitherto courted her, +half-laughingly, half-guiltily, knowing that she was a child, had at +last dropped all subterfuge. To them she was a "girl," with all that +this word means to males not too scrupulous of the rights of women.</p> + +<p>"I oughtn't to quit now when business is so good," Mrs. Gilman returned +to the dining-room to add. "I'm full all the time and crowded on +Saturday. More and more of the boys come down the line on purpose to +stay over Sunday. If I can stick it out a little while—"</p> + +<p>The reason why "the boys came down the line to stay over Sunday," was +put into words one day by Winchell, the barber, who took his meals at +the Eagle.</p> + +<p>He was a cleanly shaven young man of twenty-four or five, with a +carefully tended brown mustache which drooped below the corners of his +mouth.</p> + +<p>He began by saying to Bertha:</p> + +<p>"I wish I could get out of my business. Judas, but I get tired of it! +When I left the farm I never s'posed I'd find myself nailed down to the +floor of a barber-shop, but here I am and making good money. How'd you +like to go on a ranch?" he asked, meaningly.</p> + +<p>"I don't believe I'd like it. Too lonesome," she replied, without any +attempt to coquette with the hidden meaning of his question. "I kind o' +like this hotel business. I enjoy having new people sifting along every +day. Seems like I couldn't bear to step out into private life again, +I've got so used to this public thing. I only wish mother didn't have to +work so hard—that's all that troubles me at the present time."</p> + +<p>Her speech was quite unlike the birdlike chatter with which girls of her +age entertain a lover. She spoke rather slowly and with the gravity of a +man of business, and her blunt phrases made her smile the more +bewitching and her big, brown eyes the more girlish. She did not giggle +or flush—she only looked past his smirking face out into the street +where the sun's rays lay like flame. And yet she was profoundly moved by +the man, for he was a handsome fellow in a sleek way.</p> + +<p>"Just the same, you oughtn't to be clerk," said the barber. "It's no +place for a girl, anyway. Housekeeping is all right, but this clerking +is too public."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know! We have a mighty nice run of custom, and I don't see +anything bad about it. I've met a lot of good fellows by being here."</p> + +<p>The barber was silent for a moment, then pulled out his watch. "Well, +I've got to get back." He dropped his voice. "Don't let 'em get gay with +you. Remember, I've got a mortgage on you. If any of 'em gets fresh you +let me know—they won't repeat it."</p> + +<p>"Don't you worry," she replied, with a confident smile. "I can take care +of myself. I grew up in Colorado. I'm no tenderfoot."</p> + +<p>This boast, so childish, so full of pathetic self-assertion, was still +on her lips when a couple of men came out of the dining-room and paused +to buy some cigars at the counter. One of them was at first sight a very +handsome man of pronounced Western sort. He wore a long, gray frock-coat +without vest, and a dark-blue, stiffly starched shirt, over which a red +necktie fluttered. His carriage was erect, his hands large of motion, +and his profile very fine in its bold lines. His eyes were gray and in +expression cold and penetrating, his nose was broad, and the corners of +his mouth bitter. He could not be called young, and yet he was not even +middle-aged. His voice was deep, and harsh in accent, but as he spoke to +the girl a certain sweetness came into it.</p> + +<p>"Well, Babe, here I am again. Couldn't get along without coming down to +spend Sunday—seems like Williams must go to church on Sunday or lose +his chance o' grace."</p> + +<p>His companion, a short man with a black mustache that almost made a +circle about his mouth, grinned in silence.</p> + +<p>Bertha replied, "I think I'll take a forenoon off to-morrow, Captain +Haney, and see that you both go to mass for once in your life."</p> + +<p>The big man looked at her with sudden intensity. "If you'll take +me—I'll go." There was something in his voice and eyes that startled +the girl. She drew back a little, but smiled bravely, carrying out the +jest.</p> + +<p>"I'll call you on that. Unless you take water, you go to church +to-morrow."</p> + +<p>The big man shoved his companion away and, leaning across the counter, +said, in a low and deeply significant tone:</p> + +<p>"There ain't a thing in this world that you can't do with Mart +Haney—not a thing. That's what I came down here to tell you—you can +boss my ranch any day."</p> + +<p>The girl was visibly alarmed, but as she still stood fascinated by his +eyes and voice, struggling to recover her serenity, another group of +diners came noisily past, and the big man, with a parting look, went out +and took a seat on one of the chairs which stood in a row upon the walk. +The hand which held the cigar visibly trembled, and his companion said:</p> + +<p>"Be careful, Mart—"</p> + +<p>Haney silenced him with a look. "You're on the outside here, partner."</p> + +<p>"I didn't mean to butt in—"</p> + +<p>"I understand, but this is a matter between that little girl and me," +replied the big man in a tone that, while friendly, ended all further +remark on the part of his companion, who rose, after a little pause, and +walked away.</p> + +<p>Haney remained seated, buried in thought, amazed at the fever which his +encounter with the girl had put into his blood.</p> + +<p>It was true that he had been coming down every Saturday for +weeks—leaving his big saloon on the best evening in the week for a +chance to see this child—this boyish school-girl. In a savage, selfish, +and unrestrained way he loved her, and had determined to possess her—to +buy her if necessary. He knew something of the toil through which the +weary mother plodded, and he watched her bend and fade with a certainty +that she would one day be on his side.</p> + +<p>When at home and afar from her, he felt capable of seizing the girl—of +carrying her back with him as the old-time savage won his bride; but +when he looked into her clear, calm eyes his villiany, his resolution +fell away from him. He found himself not merely a man of the nearer +time, but a Catholic—in training at least—and the words he had planned +to utter fell dead on his lips. Libertine though he was, there were +lines over which even his lawlessness could not break.</p> + +<p>He was a desperate character—a man of violence—and none too delicate +in his life among women; but away back in his boyhood his good Irish +mother had taught him to fight fair and to protect the younger and +weaker children, and this training led to the most curious and +unexpected acts in his business as a gambler.</p> + +<p>"I will not have boys at my lay-out," he once angrily said, to Williams, +his partner, "and I will not have women there. I've sins enough to +answer for without these. Cut 'em out!" He was oddly generous now and +then, and often returned to a greenhorn money enough to get home on. +"Stay on the farm, me lad—'tis better to milk a cow with a mosquito on +the back of your neck than to fill a cell at Cañon City."</p> + +<p>In other ways he was inexorable, taking the hazards of the game with his +visitors and raking in their money with cold eyes and a steady hand. He +collected all notes remorselessly—and it was in this way that he had +acquired his interests in "The Bottom Dollar" and "The Flora" +mines—"prospects" at the time, but immensely valuable at the present. +It was, indeed, this new and measurably respectable wealth which had +determined him upon pressing his suit with Bertha. As he sat there he +came to a most momentous conclusion. "Why not marry the girl and live +honest?" he asked himself; and being moved by the memory of her +sweetness and humor, he said, "I will," and the resolution filled his +heart with a strange delight.</p> + +<p>He presented the matter first to the mother, not with any intention of +doing the right thing, but merely because she happened into the room +before the girl returned, and because he was overflowing with his +new-found grace.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gilman came in wiping her face on her apron—as his mother used to +do—and this touched him almost like a caress. He rose and offered her a +chair, which she accepted, highly flattered.</p> + +<p>"It must seem warm to you down here, Captain?" she remarked, as she took +a seat beside him.</p> + +<p>"It does. I wouldn't need to suffer it if you were doing business in +Cripple. I can't leave go your Johnny-cake and pie; 'tis the kind that +mother didn't make—for she was Irish."</p> + +<p>"I've thought of going up there," she replied, matter-of-factly, "but I +can't stand the altitude, I'm afraid—and then down here we have my +son's little ranch to furnish us eggs and vegetables."</p> + +<p>"That's an advantage," he admitted; "but on the peak no one expects +vegetables—it's still a matter of ham and eggs."</p> + +<p>"Is that so?" she asked, concernedly.</p> + +<p>"'Tis indeed. I live at the Palace Hotel, and I know. However, 'tis not +of that I intended to speak, Mrs. Gilman. I'm distressed to see you +working so hard this warm weather. You need a rest—a vacation, I'm +thinkin'."</p> + +<p>"You're mighty neighborly, Captain, to say so, but I don't see any way +of taking it."</p> + +<p>"Furthermore, your daughter is too fine to be clerkin' here day by day. +She should be in a home of her own."</p> + +<p>"She ought to be in school," sighed the mother, "but I don't see my way +to hiring anybody to fill her place—it would take a man to do her +work."</p> + +<p>"It would so. She's a rare little business woman. Let me see, how old is +she?"</p> + +<p>"Eighteen next November."</p> + +<p>"She seems like a woman of twenty."</p> + +<p>"I couldn't run for a week without her," answered the mother, rolling +down her sleeves in acknowledgment that they had entered upon a real +conversation.</p> + +<p>"She's a little queen," declared Haney.</p> + +<p>It was very hot and the flies were buzzing about, but the big gambler +had no mind to these discomforts, so intent was he upon bringing his +proposal before the mother. Straightened in his chair and fixing a keen +glance upon her face, he began his attack. "'Tis folly to allow anything +to trouble you, my dear woman—if anny debt presses, let me know, and +I'll lift it for ye."</p> + +<p>The weary mother felt the sincerity of his offer, and replied, with much +feeling: "You're mighty good, Captain Haney, but we're more than holding +our own, and another year will see the ranch clear. I'm just as much +obliged to you, though; you're a true friend."</p> + +<p>"But I don't like to think of you here for another year—and Bertie +should not stand here another day with every Tom, Dick, and Harry +passin' their blarney with her. She's fitter to be mistress of a big +house of her own, an' 'tis that I've the mind to give her; and I can, +for I'm no longer on the ragged edge. I own two of the best mines on the +hill, and I want her to share me good-fortune with me."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gilman, worn out as she was, was still quick where her daughter's +welfare was concerned, and she looked at the big man with wonder and +inquiry, and a certain accusation in her glance.</p> + +<p>"What do you mean, Captain?"</p> + +<p>The big gambler was at last face to face with his decision, and with but +a moment's hesitation replied, "As my wife, I mean, of course."</p> + +<p>She sank back in her chair and looked at him with eyes of consternation. +"Why, Captain Haney! Do you really mean that?"</p> + +<p>"I do!" He had a feeling at the moment that he had always been honorable +in his intentions.</p> + +<p>"But—but—you're so old—I mean so much older—"</p> + +<p>"I know I am, and I'm rough. I don't deny that. I'm forty, but then I'm +what they call well preserved," he smiled, winningly, "and I'll soon +have an income of wan hundred thousand dollars a year."</p> + +<p>This turned the current of her emotion—she gasped. "One hundred +thousand dollars!"</p> + +<p>He held up a warning hand. "Sh! now that's between us. There are those +younger than I, 'tis true, but there is a kind of saving grace in money. +I can take you all out of this daily tile like winkin'—all you need to +do is to say the wan word and we'll have a house in Colorado Springs or +Denver—or even in New York. For what did you think I left me business +on the busiest day of every week? It was to see your sweet daughter, and +I came this time to ask her to go back with me."</p> + +<p>"What did she say?"</p> + +<p>"She has not said. We had no time to talk. What I propose now is that we +take a drive out to the ranch and talk it over. Williams will fill her +place here. In fact, the house is mine. I bought it this morning."</p> + +<p>The poor woman sat like one in a stupor, comprehending little of what he +said. The room seemed to be revolving. The earth had given way beneath +her feet and the heavens were opening. Her first sensation was one of +terror. She feared a man of such power—a man who could in a single +moment, by a wave of his hand, upset her entire world. His enormous +wealth dazzled her even while she doubted it. How could it be true while +he sat there talking to her—and she in her apron and her hair in +disorder? She rose hurriedly with instinct to make herself presentable +enough to carry on this conversation. As she stood weakly, she +apologized incoherently.</p> + +<p>"Captain, I appreciate your kindness—you've always been a good +customer—one I liked to do for—but I'm all upset—I can't get my +wits—"</p> + +<p>"No hurry, madam," he said, with a generous intent. "To-morrow is +coming. Don't hurry at all—at all."</p> + +<p>She hurried out, leaving him alone—with the clock, the cat, and the +hostler, who was spraying the sidewalk under the cotton-wood-trees. +Quivering with fear of the girl's refusal, the gambler rose and went out +into the sunsmit streets to commune with this new-found self.</p> + +<p>Life was no longer simple for Mrs. Gilman. It was, indeed, filled with a +wind of terror. Haney's promise of relief from want was very sweet, yet +disturbingly empty, like the joy of dreams, and yet his words took her +breath—clouded her judgment, befogged her insight.</p> + +<p>She went back to the dining-room, where her daughter sat eating dinner, +with a numbness in her limbs and a sense of dizziness in her brain, and +dropping into a chair at the table gasped out:</p> + +<p>"Do you know—what Captain Haney just said to me?"</p> + +<p>"Not being a mind-reader, I don't," replied the girl, calmly, though she +was moved by her mother's white, awed face.</p> + +<p>"He wants you!"</p> + +<p>Bertha flushed and braced both hands against the table as she replied, +"Well, he can't have me!"</p> + +<p>With the opposition in her daughter's tone, Mrs. Gilman was suddenly +moved to argue.</p> + +<p>"Think what it means, Bertie! He's rich. Did you know that? He owns two +mines."</p> + +<p>"I know he is a gambler and runs two saloons. You see, the boys keep me +posted, and I'm not marrying a gambler—not this summer," she ended, +decisively.</p> + +<p>"But he's going to give that up, he says." He hadn't said this, but she +was sure he would. "His income is a hundred thousand dollars a year. +Think of that!"</p> + +<p>"I don't want to think of it," the girl answered, frowning slightly. "It +makes my head ache. Nobody has a right to so much money. How did he get +it?"</p> + +<p>"Out of his mine—and oh, Bertie, he says if you'll speak the word we +needn't do another day's work in this hot, greasy old place! The house +is his, anyway. Did you know that?"</p> + +<p>Bertha eyed her mother closely—with cool, bright, accusing eyes—for a +moment, then she softened. "Poor old mammy, it's pretty tough lines on +you—no two ways about that. You've got the heavy end of the job. I'd +marry most anybody to give you a rest—but, mother, Captain Haney is +forty, if he's a day, and he's a hard citizen. He has been a gambler all +his life. You can't expect me to marry a sport like him. And then +there's Ed."</p> + +<p>The mother's face changed. "A barber!" she exclaimed, scornfully.</p> + +<p>"Yes, he's a barber now, but he's going to make a break soon and get +into something else."</p> + +<p>"Don't bank on Ed, Bertie; he'll never be anything more than he is now. +No man ever got anywhere who started in as a barber."</p> + +<p>"Would you rather I married a gambler and a sure-shot? They tell me +Haney has killed his man."</p> + +<p>"That may be all talk. Well, anyhow, he wants to see you and talk it +over; and oh, Bertie, it does seem a wonderful chance—and my heart's so +bad to-day it seems as though I couldn't see to another meal! I don't +want you to marry him if you don't want to—I'm not asking you to. You +know I'm not. But he is a noble-looking man—and I get awfully +discouraged sometimes. It scares me to think of dying and leaving you +without any security."</p> + +<p>One of the waiters, half-dead with curiosity, was edging near, under +pretense of brushing the table, and so the mistress rose and took up the +burdens of her stewardship.</p> + +<p>"But we'll talk it over to-night. Don't be hasty."</p> + +<p>"I won't," replied the girl.</p> + +<p>She was by no means as unmoved as she gave out. She had always admired +and liked Captain Haney, though he never moved her in the same way that +the young barber did (for Ed Winchell had youth as well as comeliness, +and there is a divine suppleness in youth), yet he had been a welcome +guest. "A hundred thousand dollars a year! And yet he's been coming to +our little hotel for a year—to see me!"</p> + +<p>This consideration was the one that moved her most. All the bland words, +the jocular phrases of his singular wooing came back to her now, +weighted with deep significance. She had called it "joshing," and had +put it all aside, just as she had parried the rude jests of the brakemen +of her acquaintance. Now she saw that he had been in earnest.</p> + +<p>She was wise beyond her years, this calm-faced, keen-eyed girl, trained +by adversity to take care of herself. She knew instinctively that she +lived surrounded by wolves, and, much as she admired the big frame and +bold profile of Captain Haney, she had placed him among her enemies. His +coming always pleased her but at the same time put her upon the +defensive.</p> + +<p>Strange to say, she enjoyed her position there in her battered little +hotel. "If it weren't for poor old mother—" She arrested herself and +went back to the counter with a certain timidity, a self-consciousness +new to her, fearing to face the gambler now that she knew his intent was +honorable.</p> + +<p>The room was empty, all the men having gone out upon the walk to escape +the heat, and she took her seat behind her desk and gave herself up to a +consideration of the life to which the possession of so much wealth +would introduce her. She could have unlimited new gowns, she could +travel, and she could rescue her mother from drudgery and worry. These +things she could discern—but of the larger life which money could open +to her she could only vaguely dream.</p> + +<p>The first effect of marrying Marshall Haney would be to cut short her +life in Sibley; the second, the establishment of a home in the great +camps about them.</p> + +<p>As she looked around the dingy room buzzing with flies, she experienced +a premonitory pang of the pain she would suffer in going out of its +doors forever.</p> + +<p>When Haney came back an hour later, he read in the cold, serious look +she gave him a warning, therefore he spoke but a few words on +commonplace subjects, and returned to his seat on the walk to await a +change in her mood.</p> + +<p>This meekness on the part of a powerful man moved the girl, and a little +later she went to the doorway and said to the crowd generally, "It's a +wonder some fellow wouldn't open a cantaloupe or something."</p> + +<p>Haney put his finger to his mouth and whistled to the grocer opposite. +He came on the run, alert for trade.</p> + +<p>"Roll up a couple of big melons," called Haney, largely. "We're all +drying to cinders over here."</p> + +<p>The loafers cheered, but the girl said, in a lower voice, "I was only +joking."</p> + +<p>"What you say goes," he replied, with significance.</p> + +<p>She did not stay to see the melons cut, but went back to her desk, and +he brought a choice slice in to her.</p> + +<p>She took it, but she said, "You mustn't think you own me—not yet." Her +tone was resentful. "I don't want you to say things like that—before +people."</p> + +<p>"Like what?" he asked.</p> + +<p>She did not answer.</p> + +<p>He went on: "I don't mean to assume anything, God knows. I'm only +waitin' and hopin'. I'll go away if you want me to and let you think it +over alone."</p> + +<p>"I wish you would," she said, realizing that this committed her to at +least a consideration of his proposal.</p> + +<p>He held out his hand. "Good-bye—till next Saturday."</p> + +<p>She put her small, brown hand in his. He crushed it hard and his bold +face softened. "I need you, my girl. Sure I do!" And in his eyes was +something very winning.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II</h2> + +<h3>MARSHALL HANEY CHANGES HEART</h3> + + +<p>It was well for Haney that Bertie did not see him as he sat above his +gambling boards, watchful, keen-eyed, grim of visage, for she would have +trembled in fear of him. "Haney's" was both saloon and gambling hall. In +the front, on the right, ran the long bar with its shining brass and +polished mahogany (he prided himself on having the best bar west of +Denver), and in the rear, occupying both sides of the room, stood two +long rows of faro and roulette outfits, together with card-tables and +dice-boards. It was the largest and most prosperous gambling hall in the +camps, and always of an evening was crowded with gamesters and those who +came as lookers-on.</p> + +<p>On the right side, in a raised seat about midway of the hall, Haney +usually sat, a handsome figure, in broad white hat, immaculate linen, +and well-cut frock-coat, his face as pale as that of a priest in the +glare of the big electric light. On the other side, and directly +opposite, Williams kept corresponding "lookout" over the dealers and the +crowd. He was a bold man who attempted any shenanigan with Mart Haney, +and the games of his halls were reported honest.</p> + +<p>To think of a young and innocent girl married to this remorseless +gambler, scarred with the gun and the knife, was a profanation of +maidenhood—and yet, as he fell now and then into a dream, he took on a +kind of savage beauty which might allure and destroy a woman. Whatever +else he was, he was neither commonplace nor mean. The visitors to whom +he was pointed out as "a type of our modern Western desperado" +invariably acknowledged that he looked the part. His smile was of +singular sweetness—all the more alluring because of its rarity—and the +warm clasp of his big, soft hand had made him sheriff in San Juan +County, and his bravery and his love of fair play were well known and +admired among the miners.</p> + +<p>The sombre look in his face, which resembled that of a dreaming leopard, +was due to the new and secret plans with which his mind was now engaged. +"If she takes me, I quit this business," he had promised himself. "She +despises me in it, and so does the mother, and so I reckon 'tis up to me +to clean house."</p> + +<p>Then he thought of his own mother, who had the same prejudice, and who +would not have taken a cent of his earnings. "I see no harm in the +business," he said. "Men will drink and they will gamble, and I might as +well serve their wish as any other—better, indeed, for no man can +accuse me of dark ways nor complain of the order of me house. I am a +business man the same as him that runs a grocery store; but 'tis no +matter, she dislikes it, and that ends it. She's a clear-headed wan," he +thought, with a glow of admiration for her. "She's the captain."</p> + +<p>He no longer thought of her as his victim—as something to be ruthlessly +enjoyed—he trembled before her, big and brave and relentless as he was +in the world of men. "What has come over me?" he asked himself. "Sure +she has me on me knees—the witch. Me mind is filled with her."</p> + +<p>All through the week his agents were at work attempting to sell his +saloons. "I'm ready to close out at a moment's notice," he declared.</p> + +<p>At times, as he sat in his place, he lost consciousness of the crowding, +rough-hatted, intent men and the monotonous calls of the dealers. The +click of balls, the buzz of low-toned comment died out of his ears—he +was back in Troy, looking for his father, whom he had not seen or +written to in twenty years. He saw himself, with a dainty little woman +on his arm, taking the boat to New York. "I will go to the biggest hotel +in the city; the girl shall have the best the old town has. Nothing will +be too good for her—"</p> + +<p>He roused himself to a touch on his elbow. One of his agents had a new +offer for the two saloons. It was still less than he considered the +business worth, but in his softened mood he said, "It goes!"</p> + +<p>"Make out your papers," replied the other man, with almost equal +brevity.</p> + +<p>During the rest of the evening the gambler sat above his lay-out with +mingled feelings of relief and regret. After all, he was in command +here. He knew this business, and he loved the companionship and the +admiration of the men who dropped round by his side to discuss the camp +or the weather, or to invite him to join a hunting trip. He felt himself +to be one of the chief men of the town, and that he could at any time +become their Representative if he chose. For some years (he couldn't +have told why) he had taken on a thrift unknown to him before, and had +been attending strictly to business. He now saw that it must have been +from a foreknowledge of Bertha. In him the superstitions of both miner +and gambler mingled. The cards had run against him for three years, now +they were falling in his favor. "I will take advantage of them," he +declared.</p> + +<p>Slowly the crowd thinned out, and at one o'clock only a few inveterate +poker-players and one or two young fellows who were still "bucking" the +roulette wheel remained and, calling one of his men to take charge, +Haney nodded to Williams and they went out on the street.</p> + +<p>As he reached the cold, crisp, deliciously rarefied air outside, he took +off his hat and involuntarily looked up at the stars blazing thick in +the deep-blue midnight sky. With solemn voice he said to his partner: +"Well, 'Spot,' right here Mart Haney's saloon business ends. We're all +in."</p> + +<p>Williams felt that his partner was acting rashly. "Oh, I wouldn't say +that! You may get into it again."</p> + +<p>"No—the little girl and her mother won't stand for it, and, besides, +what's the use? I don't need to do it, and if I'm ever going to see the +world now is my chance. I'm goin' back East to discover how many +brothers and sisters I have livin'. The old father is dodderin 'round +somewheres back there. I'll surprise him, too. Now, have those papers +all made out ready to sign by eleven o'clock to-morrow. I'm goin' down +the valley on the noon train."</p> + +<p>"All right, Mart, but you're makin' a mistake."</p> + +<p>"Never you mind, me bucko. 'Tis me own game, and the mines will take all +the gray matter you can spare."</p> + +<p>As the big man was walking away towards his hotel a woman met him. +"Hello, Mart!"</p> + +<p>"Hello, Mag; what's doing?"</p> + +<p>She was humped and bedraggled, and her face looked white in the +moonlight. "Nothing. Stake a fellow to a hot soup, won't you?"</p> + +<p>"Sure thing, Mag." He handed her a five-dollar gold piece. "Is it as bad +as that? What's t' old man doin' these days?"</p> + +<p>"Servin' time," she answered, bitterly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, so he is!" replied Haney, hastily. "I'd forgotten. Well, take care +o' yourself," he added, genially, walking on in instant forgetfulness of +the woman's misery, for his mind was turned upon the talk which his +younger brother Charley had given him not long before in Denver.</p> + +<p>It was not a cheerful conversation, for Charley flippantly confessed +that he didn't hold any family reunions, and that all he knew of his +brothers he gained by chance. "They're all great boozers," he said, in +summing them up. "Tim is a ward heeler in Buffalo—came to see me at the +stage-door loaded to the gunnels. Tom is a greasy, three-fingered +brakeman on the Central. Fannie married a carpenter and has about +seventeen young ones. Mary died, you know?"</p> + +<p>"No, I didn't know."</p> + +<p>"Yes, died about four years ago. She was like mother—a nice girl. Dad +sent me a paper with a notice of her death. He never writes, but now and +then, when Tim has a fight or Tom gets drunk and slips into the criminal +column, I hear of them."</p> + +<p>Charles did not say so, but Mart knew that he was lumped among the other +poverty-stricken, worthless members of the family. He did not at the +time undeceive his brother, but now that he was no longer a gambler and +saloon-keeper, now that he was rich, he resolved not only to let his +father know of his good-fortune and his change of life, but also (and +this was due to Bertie's influence) he earnestly desired to help his +family out of their mire.</p> + +<p>"We had good stuff in us," he said, "but we went wrong after the mother +left us."</p> + +<p>As he walked on down the street a strange radiance came into the world. +The distant peaks of the Sangre de Cristo range rose in dim and shadowy +majesty to the south, and, wondering, astonished at the emotion stirring +in his heart, the regenerated desperado turned to see the moon lifting +above the crown of the great peak to the east. For the first time in +many years his heart was filled with a sense of the beauty of the world.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA YIELDS TO TEMPTATION</h3> + + +<p>Bertie looked older and graver when Haney entered the Eagle Hotel, and +his heart expanded with a tenderness that was partly paternal. She +seemed so young and looked so pale and troubled.</p> + +<p>She greeted him unsmilingly and calmly handed him the pen with which to +register.</p> + +<p>"How are you all?" he asked, with genuine concern.</p> + +<p>"Pretty bum. Mother gave out this week. It's the heat, I guess. Hottest +weather we've had since I came to town."</p> + +<p>"Why didn't you let me know?"</p> + +<p>She avoided his question. "We're too low here at Junction. Mother ought +to go a couple of thousand feet higher. She needs rest and a change. +I've sent her out to the ranch."</p> + +<p>"You're not running the house alone?"</p> + +<p>"Why, cert!—that is, except my brother's wife is taking mother's place +in the kitchen. I'm runnin' the rest of it just as I've been doin' for +three years."</p> + +<p>He looked his admiration before he uttered it. "You're a wonder!"</p> + +<p>"Don't you think it! How does it happen you're down to-day? You said +Saturday."</p> + +<p>"I've sold out—signed the deeds to-day. I'm out of the liquor trade +forever."</p> + +<p>She nodded gravely. "I'm glad of that. I don't like the business—not a +little bit."</p> + +<p>He took this as an encouragement. "I knew you didn't. Well, I'm neither +saloon-keeper nor gambler from this day. I'm a miner and a +capitalist—and all I have is yours," he added, in a lover's voice, +bending a keen glance upon her.</p> + +<p>The girl was standing very straight behind her desk, and her face did +not change, but her eyes shifted before his gaze. "You'd better go in to +supper while the biscuit are hot," she advised, coolly.</p> + +<p>He had tact enough to take his dismissal without another word or glance, +and after he had gone she still stood there in the same rigid pose, but +her face was softer and clouded with serious meditation. It was +wonderful to think of this rich and powerful man changing his whole life +for her.</p> + +<p>Winchell, the young barber, came in hurriedly, his face full of +accusation and alarm. "Was that Haney who just came in?" he asked, +truculently.</p> + +<p>"Yes, he's at supper—want to see him?"</p> + +<p>"See him? No! And I don't want <i>you</i> to see him! He's too free with you, +Bert; I don't like it."</p> + +<p>She smiled a little, curious smile. "Don't mix it up with <i>him</i>, Ed—I'd +hate to see your remains afterwards."</p> + +<p>"Bert, see here! You've been funny with me lately." (By funny he meant +unaccountable.) "And your mother has been hinting things at me—and now +here is Haney leaving his business to come down the middle of the week. +What's the meaning of it?"</p> + +<p>"It isn't the middle of the week. It's Friday," she corrected him.</p> + +<p>He went on: "I know what he keeps coming to see you for, but for God's +sake don't you think of marrying an old tout and gambler like him."</p> + +<p>"He isn't old, and he isn't a gambler any more," she significantly +retorted.</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"He's sold out—clean as a whistle."</p> + +<p>"Don't you believe it! It's a trick to get you to think better of him. +Bert, don't you dare to go back on me," he cried out, warningly—"don't +you dare!"</p> + +<p>The girl suddenly ceased smiling, and asserted herself. "See here, Ed, +you'd better not try to boss me. I won't stand for it. What license have +you got to pop in here every few minutes and tell me what's what? You +'tend to your business and you'll get ahead faster."</p> + +<p>He stammered with rage and pain. "If you throw me down—fer that—old +tout, I'll kill you both."</p> + +<p>The girl looked at him in silence for a long time, and into her brain +came a new, swift, and revealing concept of his essential littleness and +weakness. His beauty lost its charm, and a kind of disgust rose in her +throat as she slowly said, with cutting scorn:</p> + +<p>"If you really meant that!—but you don't, you're only talking to hear +yourself talk. Now you shut up and run away. This is no place for +chewing the rag, anyway—this is my busy day."</p> + +<p>For a moment the man's face expressed the rage of a wild-cat and his +hands clinched. "Don't you do it—that's all!" he finally snarled. +"You'll wish you hadn't."</p> + +<p>"Run away, little boy," she said, irritably. "You make me tired. I don't +feel like being badgered by anybody, and, besides, I'm not mortgaged to +anybody just yet."</p> + +<p>His mood changed. "Bertie, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be fresh. But +don't talk to me that way, it uses me all up."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, stop puffing and blowing. I've troubles of my own, with +mother sick and a new cook in the kitchen."</p> + +<p>"Excuse me, Bert; I'll never do it again."</p> + +<p>"That's all right."</p> + +<p>"But it riled me like the devil to think—" he began again.</p> + +<p>"Don't think," she curtly interrupted; "cut hair."</p> + +<p>Perceiving that she was in evil mood for his plea, he turned away so +sadly that the girl relented a little and called out:</p> + +<p>"Say, Ed!" He turned and came back. "See here! I didn't intend to hurt +your feelings, but this is one of my touchy days, and you got on the +wrong side of me. I'm sorry. Here's my hand—now shake, and run."</p> + +<p>His face lightened, and he smiled, displaying his fine, white teeth. +"You're a world-beater, sure thing, and I'm going to get you yet!"</p> + +<p>"Cut it out!" she slangily retorted, sharply, withdrawing her hand.</p> + +<p>"You'll see!" he shouted, laughing back at her, full of hope again.</p> + +<p>She was equally curt with two or three others who brazenly tried to buy +a smile with their cigars. "Do business, boys; this is my day to sell +goods," she said, and they took the hint.</p> + +<p>When Haney came out from his supper, he stepped quietly in behind the +counter and said: "I'll take your place. Get your grub. Then put on your +hat and we'll drive out to see how the mother is." The girl acknowledged +a sense of relief as she left him in charge and went to her seat in the +far corner of the dining-room—a relief and a dangerous relaxation. It +was, after all, a pleasure to feel that a strong, sure hand was +out-stretched in sympathy—and she was tired. Even as she sat waiting +for her tea the collapse came, and bowing her head to her hands she +shook with silent sobs.</p> + +<p>The waitresses stared, and young Mrs. Gilman came hurrying. "What's the +matter, Bertie; are you sick?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no—but I'm worried—about mother."</p> + +<p>"You haven't heard anything—?"</p> + +<p>"No, but she looked so old and so worn when she went away. She ought to +have quit here a month ago."</p> + +<p>"Well, I wouldn't worry. It's cooler out to the ranch, and the air is so +pure she'll pick up right away—you'll see."</p> + +<p>"I hope so, but she ought to take it easy the rest of her days. She's +done work enough—and I'm kind o' discouraged myself."</p> + +<p>Slowly she recovered her self-possession. She drank her tea in +abstracted silence, and at last she said: "I'm going out there, Cassie; +you'll have to look after things. I'll get some of the boys to 'tend the +office."</p> + +<p>"You're not going alone?"</p> + +<p>"No, Mart Haney is going to drive me."</p> + +<p>"Oh!" There was a look of surprise and consternation in the face of the +young wife, but she only asked, "You'll be back to-night?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, if mother is no worse."</p> + +<p>Haney had the smartest "rig" in town waiting for her as she came out, +but as he looked at her white dress and pretty hat of flowers and tulle +he apologized for its shortcomings—"'Tis lined with cream-colored satin +it <i>should</i> be."</p> + +<p>She colored a little at this, but quickly replied: "Blarney. Anybody'd +know you were an Irishman."</p> + +<p>"I am, and proud of it."</p> + +<p>"I want to take the doctor out to see mother."</p> + +<p>"Not in this rig," he protested.</p> + +<p>She smiled. "Why not? No, but I want to go round to his office and leave +a call."</p> + +<p>"I'll go round the world fer you," he replied.</p> + +<p>The air was deliciously cool and fragrant now that the sun was sinking, +and the town was astir with people. It was the social hour when the heat +and toil of the day were over, and all had leisure to turn wondering +eyes upon Haney and his companion. The girl felt her position keenly. +She was aware that a single appearance of this kind was equivalent to an +engagement in the minds of her acquaintances, but as she shyly glanced +at her lover's handsome face, and watched his powerful and skilled hands +upon the reins, her pride in him grew. She acknowledged his kindness, +and was tired and ready to lean upon his strength.</p> + +<p>"When did your mother quit?" he asked, after they had left the town +behind.</p> + +<p>"Sunday night. You see, we had a big rush all day, and on top of that, +about twelve o'clock, an alarm of fire next door. So she got no sleep. +Monday morning she didn't get up, Tuesday she dressed but was too +miserable to work, so finally I just packed her off to the ranch."</p> + +<p>"That was right—only you should have sent for me."</p> + +<p>She was silent, and her heart began to beat with a knowledge of the +demand he was about to make. She felt weak and unprotected here—in the +office they were on more equal terms—but she enjoyed in a subconscious +way the swift rush of the horses, the splendor of the sunset, and the +quiet authority in his voice—even as she lifted eyes to the mesa +towards which they were driving he began to speak.</p> + +<p>"You know my mind, little girl. I don't mean to ask you till +to-morrow—that's the day set—but I want to say that I've been cleaning +house all the week, thinkin' of you. I'm to be a leading citizen from +this day on. You won't need to apologize for me. I've never been a +drinking man, but I have been a reckless devil. I don't deny that I've +planted a wide field of wild oats. However, all that I put away from +this hour. 'Tis true I'm forty, but that's not old—I'm no older than I +was at twenty-one, sure—and, besides, you're young enough to make up." +He smiled, and again she acknowledged the charm of his face when he +smiled. "You'll see me grow younger whilst you grow older, and so wan +day we'll be of an age."</p> + +<p>Her customary readiness of reply had left her, and she still sat in +silence, a sob in her throat, a curious numbness in her limbs.</p> + +<p>He seemed to feel that she did not wish to talk. "If you come into +partnership with me you need never worry about the question of bread or +rent or clothes, and that's worth considerin'—Which road now?"</p> + +<p>She silently pointed to the left, and they drew near the foot of the +great mesa whose level top was cutting the sun in half.</p> + +<p>The miner was filled with grateful homage. "'Tis a great world!" he +exclaimed, softly. "Sure, 'tis only yesterday that I found it out, and +lifting me head took a look at the hills and the stars for the first +time in twenty years. 'Tis a new road I'm enterin'—whether you come to +me or not."</p> + +<p>All this was wonderful to the girl. Could it be that she was capable of +changing the life of a powerful man like this? It filled her with a +sense of duty as well as exaltation, an emotion that made a woman of +her. She seemed suddenly to have put the hotel and all its worriments +far, far behind her.</p> + +<p>Seized by an impulse to acquaint her with his family, Haney began to +tell about his father and his attempts to govern his five sons. "We were +devils," he admitted—"broncos, if ever such walked on two legs. We +wouldn't go to school—not wan of us except Charley; he did pretty +well—and we fished and played ball and went to the circus—" He +chuckled. "I left home the first time with a circus. I wanted to be a +lion-tamer, but had to content meself with driving the cook wagon. Then +I struck West, and I've never been back and I've never seen the old man +since, but now I've made me pile, I think I'll go home and hunt him up +and buy him new spectacles; it's ace to the three-spot he's using the +same horn-rimmed ones he wore when I left."</p> + +<p>Bertha was interested. "How long did you stay with the circus?"</p> + +<p>"Not very long. I got homesick and went back, but the next time I left, +I left for fair. I've been everywhere but East since. I've been in +Colorado mostly. 'Tis a good State."</p> + +<p>"I like it—but I'd like to see the rest of the country."</p> + +<p>"You can. If you join hands with me we'll go round the ball together."</p> + +<p>She did not follow this lead. "I've been to Denver once—went on one of +these excursion tickets."</p> + +<p>"How did you like it there?"</p> + +<p>"Pretty good; but I got awful tired, and the grub at the hotel was the +worst ever—it was a cheap place, of course. Didn't dare to look in the +door of the big places."</p> + +<p>"You can have a whole soot of rooms at the Royal Flush—if you will."</p> + +<p>Again she turned away. "I can't imagine anybody rich enough to live at +such hotels—There's our ranch."</p> + +<p>"Shy as a coyote, ain't it?" he commented, as he looked where she +pointed. "I'd prefer the Eagle House to that."</p> + +<p>"I love it out here," she said. "I helped plant the trees."</p> + +<p>"Did you? Then I want the place. I want everything your pretty hands +planted."</p> + +<p>"Oh, rats!" was her reproving comment, and it made him laugh at his own +sentimental speech.</p> + +<p>The ranch house stood at the foot of the mesa near a creek that came out +of a narrow gorge and struck out upon the flat valley. It was a little +house—a shack merely, surrounded by a few out-buildings, all looking as +temporary as an Indian encampment, but there were trees—thriftily +green—and some stacks of grain to testify to the energy and good +husbandry of the owner.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gilman was lying in a corner room, close to the stream which +rippled through the little orchard, and its gentle murmur had been a +comfort to her—it carried her back to her home in Oxford County (State +of Maine), where her early girlhood had been spent. At times it seemed +that she was in the little, old, gray house in the valley, and that her +father's sharp voice might come at any moment to break her delicious +drowse.</p> + +<p>Her breakdown had been caused as much by her mental turmoil as by her +overtaxing duties. She was confronted by a mighty temptation (through +her daughter) at a time when she was too weak and too ill to carry +forward her ordinary duties. To urge this marriage upon Bertha would be +to bring it about. That she knew, for the girl had said, "I'll do it if +you say so, mother."</p> + +<p>"I don't want you to do it if you'd rather not," had been her weak +answer.</p> + +<p>Bertie entered quietly, in a singularly mature, almost manly way, and +bending to her mother, asked cordially, "Well, how are you to-day?"</p> + +<p>The sick woman took her daughter's hand and drew it to her tear-wet +cheek. "Oh, my baby! I can't bear to leave you now."</p> + +<p>"Don't talk that way, mother. You're not going to leave me. The doctor +is coming out to see you, and everything is going all right at the +house, so don't you worry. You set to work to get well. That's your +little stunt. I'll look after the rest of it."</p> + +<p>Bertie had never been one to bestow caresses, even on her parents, and +her only sign of deep feeling now lay in the tremble of her voice. She +drew her hand away, and putting her arm about her mother's neck patted +her cheek. "Cassie's doing well," she said, abruptly, "and the girls are +fine. They brace right up to the situation, and—and everybody's nice to +us. I reckon a dozen of the church ladies called yesterday to ask how +you were—and Captain Haney came down to-day on purpose to find out how +things were going."</p> + +<p>The sufferer's eyes opened wide. "Bert, he's with you!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, he drove me out here," answered the girl, quietly. "He's come for +an answer to his proposition. It's up to us to decide right now."</p> + +<p>The mother broke into a whimper. "Oh, darling, I don't know what to +think. I'm afraid to leave this to you—it's an awful temptation to a +girl. I guess I've decided against it. He ain't the kind of man you +ought to marry."</p> + +<p>She hushed her mother's wail. "Sh! He'll hear you," she said, solemnly. +"There are lots o' worse men than Mart Haney."</p> + +<p>"But he's so old—for you."</p> + +<p>"He's no boy, that's true, but we went all over that. The new fact in +the case is this: he's sold out up there—cleared out his saloon +business—and all for <i>me</i>. Think o' that—and I hadn't given him a word +of encouragement, either! Now that speaks well for him, don't you +think?"</p> + +<p>The mother nodded. "Yes, it surely does, but then—"</p> + +<p>The girl went on: "Well, now, it ain't as though I hated him, for I +don't—I like him, I've always liked him. He's the handsomest man I +know, and he's treated me right from the very start. He didn't come down +to hurry me or crowd me at all, so he says. Well, I told him I wouldn't +answer yet awhile—time isn't really up till to-morrow. I can take +another week if I want to."</p> + +<p>The mother lay in silence for a few moments, and then with closed eyes, +streaming with hot tears, she again prayed silently to God to guide her +girl in the right path. When she opened her eyes the tall form of +Marshall Haney towered over her, so handsome, so full of quiet power +that he seemed capable of anything. His face was strangely sweet as he +said: "You must not fret about anything another minute. You've but to +lie quiet and get strong." He put his broad, soft, warm, and muscular +hand down upon her two folded ones, and added: "Let me do fer ye as I +would fer me own mother. 'Twill not commit ye to a thing." He seemed to +understand her mood—perhaps he had overheard her plea. "I'm not asking +a decision till you are well, but I wish you would trust me now—I could +do so much more fer you and the girl. Here's the doctor, so put the +whole thing by for the present. I ask nothing till you are well."</p> + +<p>If this was policy on his part it was successful; for the poor tortured +mother's heart was touched and her nerves soothed by his voice, as well +as by the touch of his hand, and when they left the house she was in +peaceful sleep, and the doctor's report was reassuring. "But she must +have rest," he said, positively, "and freedom from care."</p> + +<p>"She shall have it," said Haney, with equal decision.</p> + +<p>This bluff kindness, joined to the allurement of his powerful form, +profoundly affected the girl. Her heart went out towards him in +admiration and trust, and as they were on the way home she turned +suddenly to him, and said:</p> + +<p>"You're good to me—and you were good to mother; you needn't wait till +to-morrow for my answer. I'll do as you want me to—some time—not +now—next spring, maybe."</p> + +<p>He put his arm about her and kissed her, his eyes dim with a new and +softening emotion.</p> + +<p>"You've made Mart Haney over new—so you have! As sure as God lets me +live, I'll make you happy. You shall live like a queen."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV</h2> + +<h3>HANEY MEETS AN AVENGER</h3> + + +<p>Haney took the train back to his mountain town in a mood which made him +regard his action as that of a stranger. Whenever he recalled Bertha's +trusting clasp of his hand he felt like removing his hat—the stir of +his heart was close akin to religious reverence. "Faith, an' she's +taking a big risk," he said. "But I'll not see her lose out," he added, +with a return of the gambler's phrase. "She has stacked her chips on the +right spot this time."</p> + +<p>With all his brute force, his clouded sense of justice, this gambler, +this saloon-man, was not without qualifying characteristics. He was a +Celt, and in almost every Celt there is hidden a poet. Quick to wrath, +quick to jest and fierce in his loves was he, as is the typical Irishman +whom England has not yet succeeded in changing to her own type. +Moreover, he was an American as well as a Celt (and the American is the +most sentimental of men—it is said); and now that he had been surprised +into honorable matrimony he began to arrange his affairs for his wife's +pleasure and glory. The words in which she had accepted him lingered in +his ears like phrases of a little hesitating song. For her he had sold +his gambling halls, for her he was willing at the moment to abandon the +associates of a lifetime.</p> + +<p>He was sitting in the car dreamily smoking, his hat drawn low over his +brows, when an acquaintance passing through the car stopped with a word +of greeting. Ordinarily Haney would have been glad of his company, but +he made a place for him at this time with grudging slowness.</p> + +<p>"How are ye, Slater? Set ye down."</p> + +<p>"I hear you've sold your saloons," Slater began, as he settled into +place.</p> + +<p>Haney nodded, without smiling.</p> + +<p>His neighbor grinned. "You don't seem very sociable to-day, Mart?"</p> + +<p>"I'm not," Haney replied, bluntly.</p> + +<p>"I just dropped down beside you to say that young Wilkinson went broke +in your place last night and has it in for you. He's plum fuzzy with +drink, and you better look sharp or he'll do you. He's been on the +rampage for two days—crazy as a loon."</p> + +<p>"Why does he go after me?" Haney asked, irritably. "I'm out of it. 'Tis +like the fool tenderfoot. Don't he know I had nothing to do with his +bust-up?"</p> + +<p>"He don't seem to—or else he's so locoed he's forgot it. All I know is +he's full of some pizen notion against you, and I thought I'd put you on +your guard."</p> + +<p>They talked on about this a few minutes, and then Slater rose, leaving +Haney to himself. But his tender mood was gone. His brow was knit. He +began to understand that a man could not run a bad business for twenty +years, and then at a day's notice clear himself of all its trailing evil +consequences. "I'll vamoose," he said to himself, with resolution. "I'll +put me mines in order, and go down into the valley and take the girl +with me—God bless her! We'll take a little turn as far as New York. +I'll put long miles between the two of us and all this sporting record +of mine. She don't like it, and I'll quit it. I'll begin a new life +entirely." And a glow of new-found virtue filled his heart. Of Wilkinson +he had no fear—only disgust. "Why should the fool pursue me?" he +repeated. "He took his chances and lost out. If he weren't a 'farmer' +he'd drop it."</p> + +<p>He ate his supper at the hotel in the same abstraction, and then, still +grave with plans for his new career, went out into the street to find +Williams, his partner. It was inevitable that he should bring up at the +bar of his former saloon; no other place in the town was so much like +home, after all. Habit drew him to its familiar walls. He was glad to +find a couple of old friends there, and they, having but just heard of +the sale of his outfit, hastened to greet and congratulate him. Of his +greatest good-fortune, of his highest conquest, they, of course, knew +nothing, and he was not in a mood to tell them of it.</p> + +<p>The bar-room was nearly empty, for the reason that the miners had not +yet finished their evening meal, and Haney and his two cronies had just +taken their second round of drinks when the side door was burst +violently open, and a man, white and wild, with a double-barrelled +shotgun in his hand, abruptly entered. Darting across the floor, he +thrust the muzzle of his weapon almost against Haney's breast and fired, +uttering a wild curse at the moment of recoil.</p> + +<p>The tall gambler reeled under the shock, swinging half way about, his +hands clutching at the railing, a look of anguish and surprise upon his +face. The assassin, intent, alert, would have fired again had not a +by-stander felled him to the floor. The room filled instantly with +excited men eager to strike, vociferous with hate; but Haney, with one +palm pressed to his breast, stood silent—curiously silent—his lips +white with his effort at self-control.</p> + +<p>At length two of his friends seized him, tenderly asking: "How is it, +old man? Are you hurt bad?"</p> + +<p>His lips moved—they listened—as he faintly whispered: "He's got me, +boys. Here's where I quit."</p> + +<p>"Don't say that, Mart. You'll pull through," said his friend, chokingly. +Then with ferocious impatience he yelled: "Somebody get the doctor! Damn +it all, get moving! Don't you see him bleed?"</p> + +<p>Haney moved his head feebly. "Lay me down, Pete—I'm torn to pieces—I'm +all in, I'm afraid. Get me little girl—that's all I ask."</p> + +<p>Very gently they took him in their arms and laid him on one of the +gambling-tables in the rear room, while the resolute barkeeper pushed +the crowd out.</p> + +<p>Again Haney called, impatiently, almost fiercely: "Send for +Bertie—quick!"</p> + +<p>The men looked at each other in wonder, and one of them tapped his brow +significantly, for no one knew of his latest love-affair. While still +they stared Williams came rushing wildly in. All gave way to him, and +the young doctor who followed him was greeted with low words of +satisfaction. To his partner, whom he recognized, Haney repeated his +command: "Send for Bertie." With a hurried scrawl Williams put down the +girl's name and address on a piece of paper, and shouted: "Here! +Somebody take this and rush it. Tell her to come quick as the Lord will +let her." Then, with the tenderness of a brother, he bent to Haney. "How +is it, Mart?"</p> + +<p>Mart did not reply. His supreme desire attended to, he sank into a +patient immobility that approached stupor, while the surgeon worked with +intent haste to stop the flow of blood. The wound was most barbarous, +and Williams' eyes filled with tears as he looked upon that magnificent +torso mangled by buckshot. He loved his big partner—Haney was indeed +his highest enthusiasm, his chief object of adoration, and to see him +riddled in this way was devil's work. He lost hope. "It's all over with +Mart Haney," he said, chokingly, a few minutes later to the men crowding +the bar-room—and then his rage against the assassin broke forth. He +became the tiger seeking the blood of him who had slain his mate. His +curses rose to primitive ferocity. "Where is he?" he asked.</p> + +<p>To him stepped a man—one whose voice was quiet but intense. "We've +attended to his case, Williams. He's toeing the moonlight from a +lamp-post. Want to see?"</p> + +<p>For an instant his rage flared out against these officious friends who +had cheated him of his share in the swift delight of the avenger. Then +tears again misted his eyes, and with a dignity and pathos which had +never graced his speech before he pronounced a slow eulogy upon his +friend: "No man had a right to accuse Mart Haney of any trick. He took +his chances, fair and square. He had no play with crooked cards or +'doctored' wheels. It was all 'above board' with him. He was dead game +and a sport, you all know that, and now to be ripped to bits with +buckshot—just when he was takin' a wife—is hellish."</p> + +<p>His voice faltered, and in the dead silence which followed this +revelation of Haney's secret he turned and re-entered the inner room, to +watch beside his friend.</p> + +<p>The hush which lay over the men at the bar lasted till the barkeeper +softly muttered: "Boys, that's news to me. It does make it just too +tough." Then those who had hitherto opposed the lynching of the murderer +changed their minds and directed new malediction against him, and those +who had handled the rope took keener comfort and greater honor to +themselves.</p> + +<p>"Who is the woman?" asked one of those who waited.</p> + +<p>This question remained unanswered till the messenger to the telegraph +office returned. Even then little beyond her name was revealed, but each +of the watchers began to pray that she might reach the dying man before +his eyes should close forever. "He can't live till sunrise," said one, +"and there is no train from the Junction till morning. She can't get +here without a special. Did you order a special for her?"</p> + +<p>"No, I didn't think of it," the messenger replied, with a sense of +shortcoming.</p> + +<p>"It must be done!"</p> + +<p>"I'll attend to that," said Slater. "I know the superintendent. I'll +wire him to see her—and bring her."</p> + +<p>"Well, be quick about it. Expense don't count now."</p> + +<p>It was beautiful to see how these citizens, rough and sordid as many of +them were, rose to the poetic value of the situation. As one of them, +who had seen (and loved) the girl, told of her youth and beauty, they +all stood in rigidly silent attention. "She's hardly more than a child," +he explained, "but you never saw a more level-headed little business +woman in your life. She runs the Golden Eagle Hotel at Junction, and +does it alone. That's what caught Mart, you see. She's as straight as a +Ute, and her eyes are clear as agates. She's a little captain—just the +mate for Mart. She'll save him if anybody can."</p> + +<p>"Will she come? Can she get away?"</p> + +<p>"Of course she'll come. She'll ride an engine or jump a flat-car to get +here. You can depend on a woman in such things. She don't stop to +calculate, she ain't that kind. She comes—you can bet high on that. I'm +only worrying for fear Mart won't hold out till she gets here."</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, every man in the room where Haney lay, sat in silence, with +an air of waiting—waiting for the inevitable end. The bleeding had been +checked, but the sufferer's breathing was painful and labored, and the +doctor, sitting close beside him, was studying means to prolong life—he +had given up hope of saving it. With stiffened lips Haney repeated now +and again: "Keep me alive till she comes, doctor. She must marry +me—here. I want her to have all I've got—<i>everything</i>!"</p> + +<p>At another time he said: "Get the judge—have everything ready!"</p> + +<p>They understood. He wished to dower his love with his wealth, to place +in her hands his will, beyond the reach of any contestant, and this +resolution through the hours of his agony, through the daze of his +weakness persisted heroically—till even the doctor's throat filled with +sympathetic emotion, as he thought of the young maiden soon to be thrust +into this tragic drama. He answered, soothingly: "I'll do all I can, +Mart. There's a lot of vitality in you yet. We won't give up. You'll +pull through, with her help."</p> + +<p>To this Haney made no reply, and the hours passed with ghostly step. It +was a most moving experience for the young doctor to look round that +wide room littered with scattered cards, the wheels of chance motionless +at the hazard where the last gambler's bet had ended. In the "lookout's +chair," where Haney himself used to sit, an unseen arbiter now gloomed, +watching a game where life was the forfeit. A spectral finger seemed to +rest upon the blood-red spot of every board. No sound came from the +drinking-saloon in front. The miners had all withdrawn. Only the +barkeeper and a few personal friends kept willing vigil.</p> + +<p>About nine o'clock an answering telegram came to Slater: "Girl just +leaving on special. Will make all speed possible."</p> + +<p>Haney faintly smiled when Williams read this message to him. "I knew +it," he whispered, "she'll come." Then his lips set in a grim line. "And +I'll be here when she comes." Thereafter he had the look of a man who +hangs with hooked fingers in iron resolution above an abyss, husbanding +every resource—forcing himself to think only of the blue sky above him.</p> + +<p>A little later the priest knocked at the door and asked to see the dying +man, but to this request Haney shook his head and whispered. "No, no; +I've no strength to waste—'tis good of him. Wait! Tell him to be +here—to marry us—" And with this request the priest was forced to be +content. "May the Lord God be merciful to him!" he exclaimed fervently, +as he turned away.</p> + +<p>Once again, about midnight, the wounded man roused up to say: "The +ceremony must be legal—I want no lawsuits after. The girl must be +protected." He was thinking of his brothers, of his own kind, rapacious +and selfish. Every safeguard must be thrown around his sweetheart's +life.</p> + +<p>"We'll attend to that," answered Williams, who seemed able to read his +partner's thoughts. "We'll take every precaution. He wants the judge to +be present as well as the priest," he explained to the doctor, "so that +if the girl would rather she can be married by the Court as well as by +the Church."</p> + +<p>Every man in the secret realized fully that the girl was being endowed +with an immense fortune, and that she would inevitably be the quarry of +every self-seeking relative whose interest would be served by attacking +her rights in the premises. "The lawsuits must be cut out," was +Williams' order to the judge. "Mart's brothers are a wolfish lot. We +don't want any loose ends for them to catch on to."</p> + +<p>From time to time messages flashed between the oncoming train and the +faithful watchers. "It's all up grade, but Johnson is breaking all +records. At this rate she'll reach here by daylight," said Slater. "But +that's a long time for Mart to wait on that rough bed," he added to +Williams, with deep sympathy in his voice.</p> + +<p>"I know that, but to move him would hasten his death. The doctor is +afraid to even turn him. Besides, Mart himself won't have it. 'I'm +better here,' he says. So we've propped him into the easiest position +possible. There's nothing to do but wait for the girl."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA'S UPWARD FLIGHT</h3> + + +<p>Bertha was eating her supper, after a hard day's work in her little +hotel, when a little yellow envelope was handed to her. The words of the +message were few, but they were meaning-full: "Come at once. Mart hurt, +not expected to live." It was signed by Williams. While still she sat +stunned and hesitant, under the weight of this demand, another and much +more explicit telegram came: "Johnson, superintendent, is ordered to +fetch you with special train. Don't delay. Mart needs you—is calling +for you. Come at once!"</p> + +<p>The phrase "is calling for you" reached her heart—decided her. She +rose, and, with a word of explanation to her housekeeper, put on her +hat, and threw a cloak over her arm. "I've got to go to Cripple. Captain +Haney is sick, and I've got to go to him. I don't know when I'll be +back," she said. "Get along the best you can." Her face was white but +calm, and her manner deliberate. "Send word to mother that Mart is hurt, +and I've gone up to see him. Tell her not to worry."</p> + +<p>To her night clerk, who had come on duty, she quietly remarked: "I +reckon you'll have to look after things to-morrow. I'll try to get back +the day after. If I don't, Lem Markham will take my place." While still +she stood arranging the details of her business a short, dark man +stepped inside the door, and very kindly and gravely explained his +errand. "I'm Johnson, the division superintendent. They've telegraphed +me for a special, and I'm going to take you up myself. Mart is a friend +of mine," he added, with some feeling.</p> + +<p>She thanked him with a look and a quick clasp of his hand, and together +they hurried into the street and down to the station, where a locomotive +coupled to a single coach stood panting like a fierce animal, a cloud of +spark-lit smoke rolling from its low stack. The coach was merely a short +caboose; but the girl stepped into it without a moment's hesitation, and +the engine took the track like a spirited horse. As the fireman got up +speed the car began to rock and roll violently, and Johnson remarked to +the girl: "I guess you'd better take my chair; it's bolted to the floor, +and you can hang on when we go round the curves."</p> + +<p>She obeyed instantly, and with her small hands gripping the arm-rests of +the rude seat cowered in silence, while the clambering monster rushed +and roared over the level lands and labored up the grades, shrieking now +and again, as if in mingled pain and warning. Johnson and the brakeman, +for the most part, kept to the lookout in the turret, and the girl rode +alone—rode far, passing swiftly from girlhood to womanhood, so full of +enforced meditation were the hours of that ride. It seemed that she was +leaving something sweet and care-free behind her, and it was certain +that she was about to face death. She had one perfectly clear +conception, and that was that the man who had been most kind to her, and +to whom she had given her promise of marriage, was dying and needed +her—was calling for her through the night.</p> + +<p>Burdened with responsibility from her childhood, accustomed to make her +own decisions, she had responded to this prayer, knowing dimly that this +journey denoted a new and portentous experience—a fundamental change in +her life.</p> + +<p>She had admired and liked Haney from the first, but her feeling even yet +was very like that of a boy for a man of heroic statue—her regard had +very little of woman's passion in it. She was appalled and benumbed by +the thought that she was soon to look upon him lying prone. That she +might soon be called upon to meet those bold eyes closing in death she +had been warned, and yet she did not shrink from it. The nurse, latent +in every woman, rose in her, and she ached with desire of haste, longing +to lay her hand upon the suffering man in some healing way. His +kindness, his gentleness, during the days of his final courtship had +sunk deep—his generosity had been so full, so free, so unhesitating.</p> + +<p>She thought of her mother, and as a fuller conception of the alarm and +anxiety she would feel came to her, she decided to send her a telegram. +"She will know it was my duty to go," she decided. "As for the +hotel—what does it matter now?" Nothing seemed to matter, indeed, save +the speed of her chariot.</p> + +<p>The night was long, interminably long. Once and again Johnson came down +out of his perch, and spoke a few clumsy words of well-meaning +encouragement, but found her unresponsive. Her brain was too busy with +taking leave of old conceptions and in mastering new duties to be +otherwise than vaguely grateful to her companions. Her mind was clear on +one other point—this journey committed her to Marshall Haney. There +could be no further hesitation. "Some time, soon, if he lives, I must +marry him," she thought, and the conception troubled her with a new +revelation of what that relationship might mean. She felt suddenly very +small, very weak, and very helpless. "He must be good to me," she +murmured. And then, as the words of his prayer to her came back, she +added: "And I'll be good to him."</p> + +<p>Far and farther below her shone the lights in the little hotel, and the +busy and jocund scenes of her girlish life receded swiftly. At this +moment her desk and the little sitting-room where the men lounged seemed +a haven of peace and plenty, and the car, rocking and plunging through +the night, was like a ship rising and falling on wild seas under unknown +stars.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>The clear light of the mountain dawn was burnishing brass into gold as +the locomotive with its tolling bell slid up the level track at the end +of its run, and came to a stealthy halt beside the small station.</p> + +<p>"Here we are!" called Johnson from his turret, and Bertha rose, stiff +and sore with the long night's ride, her resolution cooled to a kind of +passive endurance. "I'm ready!" she called back.</p> + +<p>Williams met her at the step. "It's all right, sis. Mart's still +here—and waiting for you."</p> + +<p>Instantly, at sight of his ugly, familiar, friendly face, she became +alert, clear-brained. "How is he?"</p> + +<p>"Pretty bad."</p> + +<p>"What's it all about? How did it happen?"</p> + +<p>"I'll clear that up as we go," he replied, and led the way to a +carriage.</p> + +<p>Once inside, she turned her keen gaze upon him. "Now go +ahead—straight."</p> + +<p>He did so in the blunt terms of a man whose life had been always on the +border, and who has no nice shading in act or word.</p> + +<p>"Is he dying?" she asked at the first pause.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid he is, sister," he replied, gently. "That's what's made the +night seem long to us; but you're here and it's all right now."</p> + +<p>That she was to look on him dying had been persistently in her mind, but +that she was to see him mangled by an assassin added horror to her +dread. In spite of her intrepid manner, she was still girl enough to +shudder at the sight of blood.</p> + +<p>Williams went on. "He's weak, too weak to talk much, and so I'm going to +tell you what he wants. He wants you to marry him before he dies."</p> + +<p>The girl drew away. "Not this minute—to-night?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; he wants to give you legal rights to all he has, and you've got to +do it quick. No tellin' what may happen." His voice choked as he said +this.</p> + +<p>Bertha's blood chilled with dismay. Her throat filled and her bosom +swelled with the effort she made at self-control, and Williams, watching +her with bright eyes of admiration, hurried on to the end. "Everything +is ready. There is a priest, if you want him, and Judge Brady with a +civil ceremony, if that will please you better, or we'll get a +Protestant minister; it's for you to say. Only the knot must be tied +good and tight. I told the boys you'd take a priest for Mart's sake. He +says: 'Make it water-proof.' He means so that no will-breaking brothers +or cousins can stack the cards agin you. And now it's up to you, little +sister. He has only a few hours anyway, and I don't see that you can +refuse, specially as it makes his dying—" He stopped there.</p> + +<p>The street was silent as they drew up to the saloon door, and only +Slater and one or two of his friends were present when Bertha walked +into the bar-room, erect as a boy, her calm, sweet face ashen white in +the electric light. For an instant; she stood there in the middle of the +floor alone, her big dark eyes searching every face. Then Judge Brady, a +kindly, gray-haired man, advanced, and took her hand. "We're very glad +to see you," he gravely said, introducing himself. Williams, who had +entered the inner room, returned instantly to say: "Come, he's waiting."</p> + +<p>Without a word the bride entered the presence of her groom, and the +doctor, bending low to the gambler, said: "Be careful now, Mart. Don't +try to rise. Be perfectly still. Bertie has come."</p> + +<p>Haney turned with a smile—a tender, humorous smile—and whispered: +"Bertie, acushla mavourneen, come to me!"</p> + +<p>Then the watchers withdrew, leaving them alone, and the girl, bending +above him, kissed him. "Oh, Captain, can't I do something? I <i>must</i> do +something."</p> + +<p>"Yes, darlin', ye can. You can marry me this minute, and ye shall. I'm +dyin', girl—so the doctor says. I don't feel it that way; but, anyhow, +we take no chances. All I have is for you, and so—"</p> + +<p>She put her hand ever his lips. "You must be quiet. I understand, and I +will do it—but only to make you well." She turned to the door, and her +voice was clear as she said to those who waited: "I am ready."</p> + +<p>"Will you have Father Kearney?" asked Williams.</p> + +<p>She turned towards Haney. "Just as he says."</p> + +<p>The stricken miner, ghastly with the pain brought on by movement, +responded to the doctor's question, only by a whisper: "The +priest—first."</p> + +<p>The girl heard, and her fine, clear glance rested upon the face of the +priest. Tears were on her cheeks, but a kind of exultation was in her +tone as she said: "I am willing, father."</p> + +<p>With a look which denoted his appreciation of the girl's courage, the +priest stepped forward and led her to her place beside her bridegroom. +She took Haney's big nerveless hand in her firm grasp, and together they +listened to the solemn words which made them husband and wife. It seemed +that the gambler was passing into the shadow during the opening prayer, +but his whispered responses came at the proper pauses, and only when the +final benediction was given, and the priest and the judge fell back +before the rush of the young doctor, did the wounded man's eyes close in +final collapse. He had indeed reached the end of his endurance.</p> + +<p>The young wife spoke then, imperiously, almost fiercely, asking: "Why is +he lying here? This is no place for him."</p> + +<p>The doctor explained. "We were afraid to move him—till you came. In +fact, he wouldn't let me move him. If you say so now, we will take him +up." With these words the watchers shifted their responsibility to her +shoulders, uttering sighs of deep relief. Whatever happened now, Mart's +will had been secured. At her command they lifted the table on which her +husband lay, and the wife walked beside it, unheeding the throngs of +silent men walling her path. Every one made way for her, waited upon +her, eager to serve her, partly because she was Marshall Haney's wife, +but more because of her youth and the brave heart which looked from her +clear and candid eyes.</p> + +<p>She showed no hesitation now, gave out no word of weakness; on the +contrary, she commanded with certainty and precision, calling to her aid +all that the city afforded. Not till she had summoned the best surgeons +and was sure that everything had been done that could be done did she +permit herself to relax—or to think of rest or her mother.</p> + +<p>When she had sunk to sleep upon a couch beside her husband's bed, +Williams, with a note of deep admiration, demanded of the surgeon: +"Ain't she a little Captain? Mart can't die now, can he? He's got too +much to live for."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI</h2> + +<h3>THE HANEY PALACE</h3> + + +<p>One day early in the following summer a tall, thin man, with one +helpless side, entered the big luminous hall of the Antlers Hotel at the +Springs, upheld by a stalwart attendant, and accompanied by a +sweet-faced, calm-lipped young woman. This was Marshall Haney and his +young wife Bertha, down from the mountain for the first time since his +illness, and those who knew their story and recognized them, stood aside +with a thrill of pity for the man and a look of admiration for the girl, +whose bravery and devotion had done so much to bring her husband back to +life and to a growing measure of his former strength.</p> + +<p>Marshall Haney was, indeed, but a poor hulk of his stalwart self. One +lung had been deeply torn, his left shoulder was almost wholly disabled, +and he walked with a stoop and shuffle; but his physical weakening was +not more marked than his mental mellowing. He was softened—"gentled," +as the horsemen say. His eyes were larger, and his face, once so stern +and masterful, gave out an appealing expression by reason of the deep +horizontal wrinkles which had developed in his brow. He had grown a +mustache, and this being gray gave him an older look—older and more +military. It was plain, also, that he leaned upon his keen-eyed, +impassive little wife, who never for one moment lost her hold upon +herself or her surroundings. Her flashing glances took note of +everything about her, and her lips were close-set and firm.</p> + +<p>Williams, ugly and wordless as ever, followed them with a proud smile +till they entered the handsome suite of rooms which had been reserved +for them. "There's nothing too good for Marshall Haney and his +side-partner," he exulted to the bell-boy.</p> + +<p>Thereupon, Mart, with a look of reverence at his young bride, replied: +"She's airned it—and more!"</p> + +<p>A sigh was in his voice and a singular appeal in his big eyes as he sank +into an easy-chair. "I believe I do feel better down here; my heart +seems to work aisier. I'm going to get well now, darlin'."</p> + +<p>"Of course you are," she answered, in the tone of a daughter; then +added, with a smile: "I like it here. Why not settle?"</p> + +<p>To her Colorado Springs was a dazzling social centre. The beauty of the +homes along its wide streets, the splendor of its private carriages, +affected her almost as deeply as the magnitude and glory of Denver +itself; but she was not of those who display their weaknesses and +diffidence. She ate her first dinner in the lofty Antlers dining-hall +with quiet dignity, and would not have been particularly noticed but for +Haney, who was well-known to the waiters of the hotel. Her association +with him had made her a marked figure in their mountain towns, and she +was accustomed to comment.</p> + +<p>She met the men who addressed her with entire fearlessness and candor +(she was afraid only of women in good clothes), speaking with the easy +slanginess of a herder, using naturally and unconsciously the most +picturesque phrases of the West. Her speech was incisive and +unhesitating, yet not swift. She never chattered, but "you bet" and "all +right" were authorized English so far as she was concerned. "They say +you can't beat this town anywhere for society, and I sure like the looks +of what we've seen. Suppose we hang around this hotel for a while—not +too long, for it's mighty expensive." Here she smiled—a quick, flashing +smile. "You see, I can't get used to spending money—I'm afraid all the +time I'll wake up. It's just like a dream I used to have of finding +chink—I always came to before I had a chance to handle it and see if it +was real."</p> + +<p>Haney answered, indulgently: "'Tis all real, Bertie. I'll show you that +when I'm meself again."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I believe it—at least, part of the time," she retorted. "But I'll +have to flash a roll to do it—checks are no good. I could sign a +million checks and not have 'em seem like real money. I'm from Missouri +when it comes to cash."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gilman, who had always stood in bewilderment and wonder of her +daughter, was entirely subject now. She and Williams usually moved in +silence, like adoring subjects in the presence of their sovereigns. They +had no doubts whatsoever concerning the power and primacy of gold; and +as for Haney himself, his unquestioning confidence in his little wife's +judgment had come to be like an article of religious faith.</p> + +<p>After breakfast on the second day of her stay Bertha ordered a carriage, +and they drove about the town in the brilliant morning sunshine, looking +for a place to build. She resembled a little home-seeking sparrow. Every +cosey cottage was to her an almost irresistible allurement. "There's a +dandy place, Captain," she called several times. "Wouldn't you like a +house like that?"</p> + +<p>He, with larger notions, shook his head each time. "Too small, Bertie. +We've the right to a fine big place—like that, now." He nodded towards +a stately gray-stone mansion, with the sign "For Sale" planted on its +lawn.</p> + +<p>She was aghast. "Gee! what would we do with a state-house like that?"</p> + +<p>"Live in it, sure."</p> + +<p>"It would need four chamber-maids and two hired men to take care of a +place like that. And think of the money it would spoil to stock it with +furniture!" Nevertheless, she gazed at it longingly. "I'd sure like that +big garden and that porch. You could sit on that porch and see the +mountains, couldn't you? But my ears and whiskers, the expense of +keeping it!"</p> + +<p>They passed on to other and less palatial possibilities, and returned to +the hotel undecided. The two women, bewildered and weary, diverged and +discussed the matter of dress till the mid-day meal.</p> + +<p>"I like being rich," remarked the young wife, as they took their seats +in the lovely dining-room, and looked about at the tables so shining, so +dainty. "It would be fun to run a house like this, don't you think?" She +addressed her mother.</p> + +<p>"Good gracious, no! Think of the bill for help and the worry of looking +after all this silver! No, it's too splendid for us."</p> + +<p>Haney still retained enough of his ancient humor to smile at them. "I'd +rather see you manage that big stone house with the porch which I'm +going to buy."</p> + +<p>"You don't mean it?" said Bertha, while Mrs. Gilman stared at him over +her soup.</p> + +<p>He went on quietly. "Sure! Me mind's made up. You want the garden and I +like the porch; so 'phone the agent after dinner, and we'll go up and +see to it this very afternoon."</p> + +<p>Bertha's bosom heaved with excitement, and her eyes expanded. "I'd like +just once to see the <i>inside</i> of a house like that. It must be half as +big as this hotel—but to own it! You're crazy, Captain."</p> + +<p>The remote possibility of walking through that wonderful mansion took +away the young wife's appetite, and she became silent and reflective in +the face of a delicious fried chicken. The magic of her husband's wealth +began to make itself most potently felt.</p> + +<p>Haney insisted on smoking a cigar in the lobby. Bertha took her mother +away to talk over the tremendous decision which was about to be thrust +upon them. "We want a house," said she, decisively, "but not a palace +like that. What would we do with it? It scares me up a tree to think of +it."</p> + +<p>"I guess he was only joking," Mrs. Gilman agreed.</p> + +<p>"I can see the porch would be fine for him," Bertha went on. "But, +jiminy spelter, we'd all be lost in the place!"</p> + +<p>Haney called Williams to his side, and told him of the house. "It's a +big place, but I want it. Go you and see the agent. My little girl needs +a roof, and why not the best?"</p> + +<p>"Sure!" replied Williams, with conviction. "She's entitled to a castle. +You round up the women, and I'll do the rest."</p> + +<p>The house proved to be even more splendid and spacious than its exterior +indicated, and Bertha walked its wide halls with breathless delight. +After a hurried survey of the interior, they came out upon the broad +veranda, and lingered long in awe and wonder of the outlook. To the west +lay a glorious garden of fruits and flowers; a fountain was playing over +the rich green grass; high above the tops of the pear and peach trees +(which made a little copse) rose the purple peaks of the Rampart range.</p> + +<p>"Oh, isn't it great!" exclaimed Bertha.</p> + +<p>Haney turned to the agent with a tense look on his pale face—a look of +exultant power.</p> + +<p>"Make out your papers," said he, quietly. "We take the place—as it +stands."</p> + +<p>Bertha was overwhelmed by this flourish of the enchanter's wand—but +only for a moment. No sooner was the contract signed than she roused +herself as to a new business venture. "Well, now, the first thing is +furniture. Let's see! There is some carpets and curtains in the place, +isn't there? And a steel range. It's up to me to rustle the balance of +the outfit together right lively."</p> + +<p>And so she set to work quite as she would have done in outfitting a new +hotel—so many beds, so many chairs in a room, so many dressers, and +soon had a long list made out and the order placed.</p> + +<p>She spent every available moment of her time for the next two days +getting the kitchen and dining-room in running order, and when she had +two beds ready insisted on moving in. "We can kind o' camp out in the +place till we get stocked up. I'm crazy to be under our own roof."</p> + +<p>Haney, almost as eager as she, consented, and on the third day they +drove up to the door, dismissed their hired coachman, and stepped inside +the gate—master and mistress of an American chateau.</p> + +<p>Mart turned, and, with misty eyes and a voice choked with happiness, +said: "Well, darlin', we have it now—the palace of the fairy stories."</p> + +<p>"It's great," she repeated, musingly; "but I can't make it seem like a +home—mebbe it'll change when I get it filled with furniture, but the +garden is sure all right."</p> + +<p>They took their first meal on the porch overlooking the mountains, +listening to the breeze in the vines. It was heavenly sweet after the +barren squalor of their Cripple Creek home, and they did little but gaze +and dream.</p> + +<p>"We need a team," Bertha said, at last.</p> + +<p>"Buy one," replied Haney.</p> + +<p>So Bertha bought a carriage and a fine black span. This expenditure +involved a coachman, and to fill that position an old friend of +Williams'—a talkative and officious old miner—was employed. She next +secured a Chinese cook, the best to be had, and a girl to do the +chamber-work. They were all busy as hornets, and Bertha lived in a glow +of excitement every waking hour of the day—though she did not show it.</p> + +<p>Haney's check-book was quite as wonderful in its way as Aladdin's lamp, +and little by little the women permitted themselves to draw upon its +magic. The shining span of blacks, with flowing manes and champing bits, +became a feature of the avenue as the women drove up and down on their +never-ending quest for household luxuries—they had gone beyond mere +necessities. Mart usually went with them, sitting in the carriage while +they "visited" with the grocery clerks and furniture dealers. They were +very popular with these people, as was natural.</p> + +<p>"Little Mrs. Haney" became at once the subject of endless +comment—mostly unfavorable; for Mart's saloon-made reputation was +well-known, and the current notion of a woman who would marry him was +not high. She was reported, in the alien circles of the town, to be a +vulgar little chamber-maid who had taken a gambler for his money at a +time when he was supposed to be on his death-bed, and her elevation to +the management of a palatial residence was pointed out as being +"peculiarly Western-American."</p> + +<p>The men, however, were much more tolerant of judgment than their women. +They had become more or less hardened to seeing crude miners luxuriating +in sudden, accidental wealth; therefore, they nodded good-humoredly at +Haney and tipped their hats to his pretty wife with smiles. As bankers, +tradesmen, and taxpayers generally they could not afford to neglect a +citizen possessed of so much wealth and circumstance.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gilman presented a letter of introduction to the nearest church of +her own persuasion, and went to service quite as unassumingly as in +Sibley, and was greeted by a few of the ladies there cordially and +without hint of her son-in-law's connections. Two or three, including +the pastor's wife, made special effort to cultivate her acquaintance by +calling immediately, but they were not of those who attracted Bertha; +and though she showed them about the house and answered their questions, +she did not promise to call. "We're too busy," she explained. "I haven't +got more than half the rooms into shape, and, besides, we're to have my +brother's folks down from the Junction—we're on the hustle all day +long."</p> + +<p>This was true. She had been quite besieged by her former neighbors in +Sibley, who found it convenient to "put up with the Haneys" while +visiting the town. They were, in fact, very curious to study her in her +new and splendid setting; and though some of them peeked and peered amid +the beds, and thumped the mattresses in vulgar curiosity, the young +housewife merely laughed. All her life had been spent among folk of this +directly inquisitive sort. She expected them to act as they did, and, +being a hearty and generous soul, as well as a very democratic one, she +sent them away happy.</p> + +<p>Indeed, she won praise from all who came to know her. But that small +part of the Springs—alien and exclusive—which considered itself higher +if not better than the rest of the Western world, looked askance at "the +gambler's wife and her freak friends," and Mrs. Crego, who was inclined +to be very censorious, alluded to the Haneys as "beggars on horseback" +as she met them on the boulevard.</p> + +<p>Of all this critical comment Bertha remained, happily, unconscious, and +it is probable that she would soon have won her way to a decent circle +of friends had not Charles Haney descended upon them like a plague. Mart +had been receiving letters from this brother, but had said nothing to +Bertha of his demands. "Charles despised me when he met me in Denver," +he explained to Williams. "I was busted at the time, ye mind." He +winked. "And now when he reads in the papers that Mart Haney is rich, he +comes down on me like a hawk on a June bug. 'Tis no matter. He may +come—I'll not cast him out. But he does not play with me +double-eagles—not he!"</p> + +<p>Charles Haney was not fitted to raise his brother's wife in the social +scale, for he belonged to that marked, insistent variety of actor to be +distinguished on trains and in the lobbies of hotels—a fat, sleek, +loud-voiced comedian, who enacted scenes from his unwritten plays while +ladling his soup, and who staggered and fell across chairs in +illustration of highly emotional lines and, what was worse, he was of +those who regard every unescorted woman as fair game. Bold of glance and +brassy of smile, he began to make eyes at his sister-in-law from their +first meeting.</p> + +<p>She amazed him. He had expected a woman of his own class—an +adventuress, painted, designing; and to find this sweet little +girl—"why, she's too good for Mart," he concluded, and shifted his +hollow pretensions of sympathy from his brother to his sister-in-law. +Before the first evening of his visit closed he sought opportunity to +tell her, in hypocritic sadness, that Mart was a doomed man, and that +she would soon be free of him. Bertha was disturbed by his gaze and +repelled by his touch, but tried to like him on Mart's account. His +mouthing disgusted her, and the good-will with which Haney greeted his +brother turned into bitterness as the boaster and low wit began to +display himself.</p> + +<p>"We all grew up in the street or in the saloon," Haney sadly remarked, +"and you finished your education in the variety theatre, I'm thinking."</p> + +<p>The actor took this as a joke, and with a grin retorted: "That's better +than running a faro-layout."</p> + +<p>"I dunno; a good quiet game has its power to educate a man," replied the +gambler.</p> + +<p>That night, as she was preparing the Captain for bed, he remarked, with +a sigh: "Life is a quare game! I mind Charley well as a cute little +yellow-haired divil, always laughing, always in mischief, and me chasin' +after him—a big slob of a boy. I used to carry him up an' down the +tenement stairs. I learned him to skate—and now here he is drinkin' +himself puffy, whilst I am an old broken-down hack at forty-five." He +looked up at her with a sheen of tears in his eyes. "Darlin', 'tis a +shame to be leanin' on you."</p> + +<p>She put her arm around his big grizzled head and drew it to her.</p> + +<p>"You can lean hard, Mart. I'm standin' by."</p> + +<p>"No, I'll not lean too hard," he answered. "I don't want your fine, +straight back to stoop. I make no demands. I'll not spoil your young +life. I'm not worth it. You're free to go when you can't stand me any +longer."</p> + +<p>"Now, now, no more of that!" she warned. "When I have cause to knock, +you won't need no ear-trumpet. Put up your hoof." He obeyed, and, +stooping swiftly, she began to unlace the shoe which he could no longer +reach. Her manner was that of a daughter who tyrannizes over an +indulgent father. Her admiration and gratitude, so boyish once, were now +replaced by an affection in which the element of sex had small place, +and his love for her sprang also from a source far removed from the +fierce instinct which first led him to seek her subduing.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA REPULSES AN ENEMY</h3> + + +<p>Charles Haney had no scruples. From the moment of his first meeting with +his brother's young wife he determined to make himself "solid" with her. +Convinced that Mart was not long for this world, he set to work to win +Bertha's favor, for this was the only way to harvest the golden fortune +she controlled.</p> + +<p>"Mart is just fool enough and contrary enough to leave every cent of his +money to her." Here he placed one finger against his brow. "Carlos, here +is where you get busy. It's us to the haberdasher. We shine."</p> + +<p>Notwithstanding all his boasting, he was not only an actor out of an +engagement, but flat broke, badly dressed, and in sorry disrepute with +managers. "I've been playing in a stock company in San Francisco," he +had explained, "and I'm now on my way to New York to produce a play of +my own. Hence these tears. I need an 'angel.'"</p> + +<p>He distinctly said "the first of the month" in this announcement, but as +the days went by he only settled deeper into the snug corners of the +Haney home, making no further mention of his triumphal eastward +progress. On the contrary, he had the air of a regular boarder, and +turned up promptly for meals, rotund and glowing in the opulence of his +brother's hospitality.</p> + +<p>On the strength of his name he found favor with the tailors, and +bourgeoned forth a few days later in the best cloth the shops afforded, +and strutted and plumed himself like a turkey-cock before Bertha, +keeping up meanwhile a pretension of sympathy and good-fellowship with +Mart.</p> + +<p>In this he miscalculated; for Bertha, youthful as she seemed, was +accustomed, as she would say, to "standing off mashers," and her +impassive face and keen, steady eyes fairly disconcerted the libertine. +"For Mart's sake, we'll put up with him," she said to her mother. "He's +a loafer; but I can see the Captain kind o' likes to have him +around—for old times' sake, I reckon."</p> + +<p>This was true. When alone with his brother, Charles dropped his +egotistic brag and dramatic bluster, and touched craftily upon the +dare-devil, boyish life they had led together. He was shrewd enough to +see and understand that this was his most ingratiating rôle, and he +played it "to the limit," as Bertha would have said.</p> + +<p>And yet no one in the house realized how his presence reacted against +Bertha.</p> + +<p>"What are we to think of a girl so obtuse that she permits a man like +this fat, disgusting actor to dangle about her?" asked Mrs. Crego of her +husband, who was Haney's legal adviser.</p> + +<p>"He's her husband's brother, you know," argued Crego.</p> + +<p>"All the same, I can't understand her. She looks nice and sweet, and you +say she is so; and yet here she is married to a notorious gambler, and +associating with mountebanks and all sorts of malodorous people. Why, +I've seen her riding down the street with the upholsterer, and Mrs. +Congdon told me that she saw her stop her carriage in front of a cigar +store and talk with a barber in a white jacket for at least ten +minutes."</p> + +<p>Crego laughed. "What infamy! However, I can't believe even the +upholsterer will finally corrupt her. The fact is, my dear, we're all +getting to be what some of my clients call 'too a-ristocratic.' Bertha +Haney is sprung from good average American stock, and has associated +with the kind of people you abhor all her life. She hasn't begun to draw +any of your artificial distinctions. I hope she never will. Her barber +friend is on the same level with the clerks and grocery-men of the town. +They're all human, you know. She's the true democrat. I confess I like +the girl. Her ability is astonishing. Williams and Haney both take her +opinion quite as weightily as my own."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Crego was impressed. "Well, I'll call on her if you really think I +<i>ought</i> to do so."</p> + +<p>"I don't. I withdraw my suggestion. I deprecate your calling—in that +spirit. I doubt if she expects you to call. I hardly think she has +awakened to any slights put upon her by your set. Indeed, she seems +quite happy in the society of Thomas, Richard, and Harry."</p> + +<p>"Don't be brutal, Allen."</p> + +<p>"I'm not. The girl is now serene—that's the main thing; and you might +raise up doubts and discontents in her mind."</p> + +<p>"I certainly shall not go near her so long as that odious actor is +hanging about. His smirk at me the other day made me ill."</p> + +<p>This conversation was typical of many others in homes of equal culture, +for Bertha's position as well as her face and manner piqued curiosity. +After all, the town was a small place—just large enough to give gossip +room to play in—and the sheen of Mrs. Haney's wealth made her +conspicuous from afar, while her youth and boyish beauty had been the +subject of admiring club talk from the very first. Haney was only an old +and wounded animal, whose mate was free to choose anew.</p> + +<p>"It makes me ache to see the girl go wrong," said Mrs. Frank Congdon, +wife of a resident portrait-painter, also in delicate health (she was +speaking to Mrs. Crego). "Think of that great house—Frank says she runs +it admirably—filled with tinkers and tailors and candlestick-makers, +not to mention touts and gamblers—when she might be entertaining—well, +us, for example!" She laughed at the unbending face of her friend; then +went on: "Dr. Cronk says the mother is a sweet old lady and of good New +England family—a constitutional Methodist, he calls her. I wish she +kept better company."</p> + +<p>"But what can you expect of a girl brought up in a pigsty. Her mother +was mistress of a little miners' hotel in Junction City, Allen says, and +the girl boasts of it."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Congdon smiled. "I'm dying to talk with her. She's far and away the +most interesting of our newly rich, and I like her face. Frank has +called, you know?"</p> + +<p>"Has he?"</p> + +<p>"On business, of course. She has decided to have him paint her husband's +picture. She's taken her first step upward, you see."</p> + +<p>"I should think she'd be content to have her saloon-keeper husband's +face fade out of her memory."</p> + +<p>"Frank is enthusiastic. I'm not a bit sure that he didn't suggest the +portrait. He is shameless when he takes a fancy to a face. He's wild to +paint them both and call it 'The Lion Tamer and the Lion.' He considers +Haney a great character. It seems he saw him in Cripple Creek once, and +was vastly taken by his pose. His being old and sad now—his face is one +of the saddest I ever saw—makes it all the more interesting to Frank. +So I'm going to call—in fact, we're going to lunch there soon."</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, yes. You artists can do anything, and it's all right. You +must come over immediately afterwards and tell me all about it, won't +you?"</p> + +<p>At this Mrs. Congdon laughed, but, being of generous mind, consented.</p> + +<p>Crego was right. Bertha had not yet begun to take on trouble about her +social position. She had carried to her big house in the Springs all the +ideas and usages of Sibley Junction—that was all. She acknowledged her +obligations as a householder, carrying forward the New England +democratic traditions. To be next door made any one a neighbor, with the +right to run in to inspect your house and furniture and to give advice. +The fact that near-at-hand residents did not avail themselves of this +privilege troubled her very little at first, so busy was she with her +own affairs; but it was inevitable that the talk of her mother's church +associates should sooner or later open her eyes to the truth that the +distinctions which she had read about as existing in New York and +Chicago were present in her own little city. "Mrs. Crego and her set are +too stuck up to associate with common folks," was the form in which the +revelation came to her.</p> + +<p>From one loose-tongued sister she learned, also, that she and the +Captain were subjects of earnest prayer in the sewing-circle, and that +her husband's Catholicism was a source of deep anxiety, not to say +proselyting hostility, on the part of the pastor and his wife, while +from another of these officious souls she learned that the Springs, +beautiful as it was, so sunlit, so pure of air, was a centre of marital +infelicity, wherein the devil reigned supreme.</p> + +<p>Her mother's pastor called, and was very outspoken as to Mart and +Charles—both of whom needed the Lord's grace badly. He expressed great +concern for Bertha's spiritual welfare, and openly prayed for her +husband, whose nominal submission to the Catholic Church seemed not +merely blindness to his own sin, but a danger to the young wife.</p> + +<p>Haney, however, though wounded and suffering, was still a lion in +resolution, and his glance checked the exhortation which the minister +one day nerved himself to utter. "I do not interfere with any man's +faith," said he, "and I do not intend to be put to school by you nor any +other livin'. I was raised a Catholic, and for the sake of me mother I +call meself wan to this day, and as I am so I shall die." And the +finality of his voice won him freedom from further molestation.</p> + +<p>Bertha's concern for her creed was hardly more poignant than Haney's, +and they never argued; but she did begin to give puzzled thought to the +social complications which opened out day by day before her. Charles, +embittered by his failures, enlightened her still more profoundly. He +had a certain shrewdness of comment at times which bit. "Wouldn't it jar +you," said he one day, "to see this little town sporting a 'Smart Set' +and quoting <i>Town Topics</i> like a Bible? Why, some of these dinky little +two-spot four-flushers draw the line on me because I'm an actor! What +d'ye think o' that? I don't mind your Methodist sistern walking wide of +me, but it's another punch when these dubs who are smoking my cigars at +the club fail to invite me to their houses."</p> + +<p>Bertha looked at him reflectively throughout this speech, putting a +different interpretation on the neglect he complained of. She had gone +beyond disliking him, she despised him (for he was growing bolder each +day in his addresses), and took every precaution that he should not be +alone with her; and she rose one morning with the determination to tell +Mart that she would not endure his brother's presence another day. But +his pleasure in Charles' company was too genuine to be disturbed, and so +she endured.</p> + +<p>The actor's talk was largely concerned with the scandal-mongery of the +town, and very soon the young wife knew that Mrs. May, whose husband was +"in the last stages," was in love with young Mr. June, and that Mr. +Frost, whose wife was "weakly," was going about shamelessly with Miss +Bloom, and all this comment came to her ears freighted with its worst +significance. Vile suggestion dripped from Charles Haney's reckless +tongue.</p> + +<p>This was deep-laid policy with him. His purpose was to undermine her +loyalty as a wife. His approaches had no charm, no finesse. Presuming on +his relationship, he caught at her hand as she passed, or took a seat +beside her if he found her alone on a sofa. At such moments she was +furious with him, and once she struck his hand away with such violence +that she suffered acute pain for several hours afterwards.</p> + +<p>His attentions—which were almost assaults—came at last to destroy a +large part of her joy in her new home. Her drives, when he sat beside +her, were a torture, and yet she could not bring herself to accuse him +before the crippled man, who really suffered from loneliness whenever +she was out of the house or busy in her household work. He had never +been given to reading, and was therefore pathetically dependent upon +conversation for news and amusement. He was much at home, too, for his +maiming was still so fresh upon him that he shrank from exhibiting +himself on the street or at the clubs (there are no saloons in the +Springs). Crego, whom he liked exceedingly, was very busy, and Williams +was away at the mines for the most part, and so, in spite of Bertha's +care, he often sat alone on the porch, a pitiful shadow of the man who +paid court to the clerk of the Golden Eagle.</p> + +<p>Sometimes he followed the women around the house like a dog, watching +them at their dusting and polishing. "You'll strain yourself, Captain," +Bertha warningly cried out whenever he laid hold of a chair or brush. +And so each time he went back to his library to smoke, and wait until +his wife's duties were ended. At such hours his brother was a comfort. +He was not a fastidious man, even with the refinement which had come +from his sickness and his marriage, and the actor (so long as he cast no +imputations on any friend) could talk as freely as he pleased.</p> + +<p>Slowly, day by day, Charles regained Mart's interest and a measure of +his confidence. Having learned what to avoid and what to emphasize, he +now deplored the drink habits of his brothers, and gently suggested that +the old father needed help. They played cards occasionally during such +times as household cares drew Bertha away, and held much discussion of +mines and mining—though here Mart was singularly reticent, and afforded +little information about his own affairs. His trust in Charles did not +go so far as that. With Crego, however, he freely discussed his +condition, for the lawyer had written his new will, and was in +possession of it.</p> + +<p>"I'm like a battered old tin can," he said once. "Did ye ever try to put +a tin can back into shape? Ye cannot. If ye push it back here, it bulges +there. The doctors are tryin' hard to take the kinks out o' me, but 'tis +impossible—I see that—but I may live on for a long time. Already me +mind misgives me about Bertie—she's too young to be tied up to a +shoulder-shotten old plug like mesilf."</p> + +<p>To this Crego soothingly responded. "I don't think you need to worry. +She's as happy as a blackbird in spring."</p> + +<p>Once he said to Bertha: "I niver intended to limp around like this. I +niver thought to be the skate I am this day," and his despondency +darkened his face as he spoke. "I could not blame you if you threw me +out. I'm only a big nuisance."</p> + +<p>"You will be if you talk like that," she briskly answered, and that is +all she seemed to make of his protest. She had indeed been reared in an +atmosphere of loyalty to marriage as well as of chastity, and she never +for a moment considered her vows weakened by her husband's broken frame.</p> + +<p>This fidelity Charles discovered to his own confusion one night as he +came home inflamed by liquor and reckless of hand, to find her sitting +alone in the library writing a letter. It was not late, but Mart, +feeling tired, had gone to bed, and Mrs. Gilman was in Sibley.</p> + +<p>Bertha looked up as he entered, and without observing that he was drunk, +went on with her writing, which was ever a painful ceremony with her. +Dropping his coat where he stood, and with his hat awry on the red globe +of his head, the dastard staggered towards her, his eyes lit with a +glare of reckless desire.</p> + +<p>"Say," he began, "this is luck. I want 'o talk with you, Bertie. I want +'o find out why you run away from me? What's the matter with me, +anyhow?"</p> + +<p>She realized now the foul, satyr-like mood of the man, and sprang up +tense and strong, silently confronting him.</p> + +<p>He mumbled with a grin: "You're a peach! What's the matter? Why don't +you like me? Ain't I all right? I'm a gentleman."</p> + +<p>His words were babble, but the look in his eyes, the loose slaver of his +lips, both scared and angered her, and as he pushed against her, +clumsily trying to hook his arm about her waist, she struck him sharply +with the full weight of her arm and shoulder, and he tottered and fell +sprawling. With a curse in his teeth he caught at a chair, recovered his +balance, and faced her with a look of fury that would have appalled one +less experienced than she.</p> + +<p>"You little fool," he snarled, "don't you do that again!"</p> + +<p>"<i>Stop!</i>" She did not lift her voice, but the word arrested him. "Do you +want to die?" The word <i>die</i> pierced the mist of his madness. "What do +you think Mart will say to this?"</p> + +<p>He shivered and grew pale under the force of his brother's name uttered +in that tone. He began to melt, subsiding into a jelly-mass of fear.</p> + +<p>"Don't tell Mart, for Christ's sake! I didn't mean nothing. Don't do it, +I beg—I beg!"</p> + +<p>She looked at him and seemed to grow in years as she searched his +wretched body for its soul. "If you don't pull out of this house +to-morrow I'll let him know just the kind of dead-head boarder you are. +You haven't fooled me any—not for a minute. I've put up with you for +his sake, but to-night settles it. You go! I've stood a lot from you, +but your meal-ticket is no good after to-morrow morning—you <i>sabe</i>? +It's you to the outside to-morrow. Now get out, or I call Mart."</p> + +<p>He turned and shuffled from the room, leaving his battered hat at her +feet.</p> + +<p>She waited till she heard him close his door; then, with a look of +disgust on her face, picked up his hat and coat, and hung them on the +rack in the hall. "I'm sorry for Mart," she said to herself. "He <i>was</i> +company for him, but I can't stand the loafer a day longer. I hope I +never see him again."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>He did not get down to breakfast, and for this she was glad; but he +sought opportunity a little later to plead for clemency. "Give me +another chance. I was drunk. I didn't mean it."</p> + +<p>She remained inexorable. "Not for a second," she succinctly replied. "I +don't care how you fix it with Mart. Smooth it up as best you can, but +fly this coop." And her face expressed such contempt that he crept away, +flabby and faltering, to his brother.</p> + +<p>"I've been telegraphed for, and must go," he said. "And, by the way, I +need a little ready mon to carry me to the little old town. As soon as I +get to work I'll send you a check."</p> + +<p>Mart handed him the money in silence, and waited till he had folded and +put away the bills. Then he said: "Charles, you was always the smart one +of the family, and ye'd be all right now if ye'd pass the booze and get +down to hard work. It's <i>time</i> ye were off, for ye've done nothin' but +loaf and drink here. I've enjoyed your talk—part of the time; but I can +see ye'd grow onto me here like a wart, and that's bad for you and bad +for me, and so I'm glad ye're going."</p> + +<p>"Can't you—" He was going to ask for a position—something easy with +big pay—when he saw that such a request would make his telegram a lie.</p> + +<p>As he hesitated Mart continued: "No, I'll back no play for ye. I'm a +gambler, but I take no chances of that kind. If you see the old father, +write and tell me how he is."</p> + +<p>Charles, though filled with rising fury, was sober enough to know in +what danger he stood, and forcing a smile to his face, shook hands and +went out to his carriage—alone.</p> + +<p>As Mart met Bertha a few minutes later he remarked, with calm +directness: "There goes a cheap rounder and a sponge. I've been a +gambler and a saloon-keeper, but I never got the notion that I could +live without doin' something. Charles was a smart lad, but the divil has +him by the neck, and to give money is to give him drink."</p> + +<p>Bertha remained silent, her own indictment was so much more severe.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA RECEIVES AN INVITATION</h3> + + +<p>Colorado Springs lies in a shallow valley, under a genial sun, at almost +the exact level of the summit of Mt. Washington. From the railway train, +as it crawls over the hills to the east, it looks like a toy village, +but is, in fact, a busy little city. To ride along its wide and leafy +streets in summer, to breathe its crystalline airs in winter, is to lose +belief in the necessity of disease. The grave seems afar off.</p> + +<p>And yet it was built, and is now supported, by those who, fearing death, +fled the lower, miasmatic levels of the world, and who, having abandoned +all hope (or desire) of return, are loyally developing and adorning +their adopted home. These fugitives are for the most part contented +exiles—men as well as women—who have come to enjoy their enforced stay +here beside the peaks; and their devotion to the town and its +surroundings is unmistakably sincere, for they believe that the climate +and the water have prolonged their lives.</p> + +<p>Not all even of these seekers for health are ill, or even weakly, at +present; on the contrary, many of them are stalwart hands at golf, and +others are seasoned horsemen. In addition to those who are resident in +their own behalf are many husbands attendant upon ailing wives, and +blooming wives called to the care of weazened and querulous husbands, +and parents who came bringing a son or daughter on whom the pale shadow +of the White Death had fallen. But, after all, these Easterners color +but they do not dominate the life of the town, which is a market-place +for a wide region, and a place of comfort for well-to-do miners. It is, +also, a Western town, with all a Western town's customary activities, +and the traveller would hardly know it for a health resort, so cheerful +and lively is the aspect of its streets, where everything denotes +comfort and content.</p> + +<p>In addition to the elements denoted above, it is also taken to be a +desirable social centre and a charming place of residence for men like +Marshall Haney, who, having made their pile in the mountain camps, have +a reasonable desire to put their gold in evidence—"to get some good of +their dust," as Williams might say. Here and there along the principal +avenues are luxurious homes—absurdly pretentious in some +instances—which are pointed out to visitors as the residences of the +big miners. They are especially given to good horses also, and ride or +drive industriously, mixing very little with the more cultured and +sophisticated of their neighbors, for whom they furnish a never-ending +comedy of manners. "A beautiful mixture for a novelist," Congdon often +said.</p> + +<p>Yes, the town has its restricted "Smart Set," in imitation of New York +city, and its literary and artistic groups (small, of course), and its +staid circle of wealth and privilege, and within defined limits and at +certain formal civic functions these various elements meet and interfuse +genially if not sincerely. However, the bitter fact remains that the +microcosm is already divided into classes and masses in a way which +would be humorous if it were not so deeply significant of a deplorable +change in American life. Squire Crego, in discussing this very matter +with Frank Congdon, the portrait-painter, put it thus: "This division of +interest is inevitable. What can you do? The wife of the man who cobbles +my shoes or the daughter of the grocer who supplies my sugar is, in the +eyes of God, undoubtedly of the same value as my own wife, but they +don't <i>interest</i> me. As a social democrat, I may wish sincerely to do +them good, but, confound it, to wish to do them good is an impertinence. +And when I've tried to bring these elements together in my house I have +always failed. Mrs. Crego, while being most gracious and cordial, has, +nevertheless, managed to make the upholsterer chilly, and to freeze the +grocer's wife entirely out of the picture."</p> + +<p>"There's one comfort: it isn't a matter of money. If it were, where +would the Congdons be?"</p> + +<p>"No, it isn't really a matter of money, and in a certain sense it isn't +a matter of brains. It's a question of—"</p> + +<p>"<i>Savoir faire.</i>"</p> + +<p>"Precisely. You haven't a cent, so you say frequently—" Congdon stopped +him, gravely.</p> + +<p>"I owe you fifty—I was just going down into my jeans to pay it, when I +suddenly recalled—"</p> + +<p>"Don't interrupt the court. You haven't a cent, we'll say, but you go +everywhere and are welcome. Why?"</p> + +<p>"That's just it. Why? If you really want to know, I'll tell you. It's +all on account of Lee. Lee is a mighty smart girl. She has a cinch on +the gray matter of this family."</p> + +<p>"You do yourself an injustice."</p> + +<p>"Thank you."</p> + +<p>Crego pursued his argument. "There isn't any place that a man of your +type can't go if you want to, because you take something with you. You +mix. And Haney, for example—to return to the concrete again—Haney +would make a most interesting guest at one's dinner-table, but the wife, +clever as she is, is impossible—or, at least, Mrs. Crego thinks she +is."</p> + +<p>Congdon fixed a finger pistol-wise and impressively said: "That little +Mrs. Haney is a wonder. Don't make any mistake about her. She'll climb."</p> + +<p>"I'm not making the mistake, it's Mrs. Crego. I've asked her to call on +the girl, but she evades the issue by asking: 'What's the use? Her +interests are not ours, and I don't intend to cultivate her as a freak.' +So there we stand."</p> + +<p>Congdon looked thoughtful. "She may be right, but I don't think so. The +girl interests me, because I think I see in her great possibilities."</p> + +<p>"Her abilities certainly are remarkable. She needs but one statement of +a point in law. She seems never to forget a word I say. Sometimes this +realization is embarrassing. When she fixes those big wistful eyes on me +I feel bound to give her my choicest diction and my soundest judgments. +Haney, too, for all his wild career, attaches my sympathy. You're +painting his portrait—why don't you and Lee give them a dinner?"</p> + +<p>"Good thought! I told Lee this morning that it was a shame to draw the +line on that little girl just because that rotten, bad brother-in-law of +hers was base enough to slur her at the club. But, as you say, women +can't be driv. However, I think Lee can manage a dinner if anybody can. +As you say, we're only artists, and artists can do anything—except +borrow money. However, if you want to know, Lee says that this barber +lover of Mrs. Haney's has done more to queer her with our set than +anything else. They think her tastes are low."</p> + +<p>"That incident is easily explained. Winchell knew her in Sibley, and +though he has undoubtedly followed her over here for love of her, he +seems a decent fellow, and I don't believe intends any harm. I will +admit her stopping outside his door to talk with him was unconventional, +but I can't believe that she was aware of any impropriety in the act. +Nevertheless, that did settle the matter with Helen. 'You can dine with +them any day if you wish,' she says, 'but—' And there the argument +rests."</p> + +<p>"Of course, you and I can put the matter on a basis of trade courtesy," +said Congdon; "but I confess they interest me enormously, and I would +like to do them some little favor for their own sakes. Poor Haney will +never be more of a man than he is to-day, and that little girl is going +to earn all the money she gets before she is done with him."</p> + +<p>And so they parted, and Congdon went home to renew the discussion with +his wife. "You must call. It's only the decent thing to do, now that the +portrait is nearly done," he said.</p> + +<p>"I don't mind the calling, Frank," she briskly replied, "and I don't +much mind giving a little dinner, but I don't want to get the girl on my +mind. She has so much to learn, and I haven't the time nor energy to +teach her."</p> + +<p>Congdon waved his finger. "Don't you grow pale over that," said he. +"That girl's no fool—she's capable of development. She will amaze you +yet."</p> + +<p>"Well, consider it settled. I'll call this afternoon and ask her to +dinner; but don't expect me to advise her and follow her up. Now, who'll +we ask to meet her—the Cregos?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I'd thought of them."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know all about it. You needn't stammer. You and Allen are getting +a good deal out of the Haneys, and want to be decent in return. Well, I +think well of you for it, and I'll do my mite. I'll have young Fordyce +in, and Alice; being Quakers and 'plain people,' they won't mind. Ben is +crazy to see the rough side of Western life, anyway. Now run away, +little boy, and leave the whole business to me."</p> + +<p>As Crego had said, the Congdons were privileged characters in the +Springs. They were at once haughty with the pride of esthetic +cleverness, and humble with the sense of their unworthiness in the wide +old-world of art. Lee was contemptuous of wealth when they had a pot of +beans in the house, and Frank was imperiously truculent when borrowing +ten dollars from a friend or demanding an advance of cash from a +prospective patron. They both came of long lines of native American +ancestry, and not only felt themselves as good as anybody, but a little +better than most. They gave wit for champagne, art instruction for +automobile rides, and never-failing good humor for house-room and the +blazing fires of roomy hearths.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Congdon, of direct Virginian ancestry, was named Lee by a +state's-rights mother, who sent her abroad to "study art." She ended by +pretending to be a sculptor—and she still did occasionally model a +figurine of her friends or her friends' babies; mainly, she was the +aider and abettor of her husband, a really clever portrait-painter, +whose ill health had driven him from New York to Colorado, and who was +making a precarious living in the Springs—precarious for the reason +that on bright days he would rather play golf than handle a brush, and +on dark days he <i>couldn't</i> see to paint (so he said). In truth, he was +not well, and his slender store of strength did not permit him to do as +he would. To cover the real seriousness of his case he loudly admitted +his laziness and incompetency.</p> + +<p>Lee was a devoted wife, and when she realized that his interest in the +Haneys was deep and genuine her slight opposition gave way. It meant a +couple of thousand dollars to Frank, but money was the least of their +troubles—credit seemed to come along when they needed it most, and each +of them had become "trustful to the point of idiocy," Mrs. Crego was +accustomed to say. Mrs. Crego really took charge of their affairs, and +when they needed food helped them to it.</p> + +<p>Starting for the Haneys on the street-car that very afternoon, Lee +reached the gate just as Bertie was helping Mart into his carriage. +There was something so genuine and so touching in this picture of the +slender young wife supporting her big and crippled husband that Mrs. +Congdon's nerves thrilled and her face softened. Plainly this +consideration on the part of Mrs. Haney was habitual and ungrudging.</p> + +<p>Bertie, as she faced her caller, saw only a pale little woman with +flashing eyes and smiling mouth, whose dress was as neat as a man's and +almost as plain (Lee prided herself on not being "artistic" in dress), +and so waited for further information.</p> + +<p>"How do you do, Mrs. Haney?" Lee began. "I'm Mrs. Congdon."</p> + +<p>Bertha threw the rug over Mart's knees before turning to offer her hand. +"I'm glad to meet you," she responded, with gravity. "I've seen you on +the street."</p> + +<p>Lee couldn't quite make out whether this remark was intended for +reproach or not, but she went on, quickly: "I was just about to call. +Indeed, I came to ask you and Mr. Haney to dine with us on Thursday." +She nodded and smiled at Mart, who sat with impassive countenance +listening with attention—his piercing eyes making her rather +uncomfortable. "We dine at seven. I hope you can come."</p> + +<p>Bertha looked up at her husband. "What do you say, Captain?"</p> + +<p>"I don't see any objection," he answered, without warmth.</p> + +<p>Bertha turned, with still passive countenance. "All right," she said, +"we'll be there. Won't you jump in and take a ride with us?"</p> + +<p>Lee, burning with mingled flames of resentment and humor, replied: +"Thank you, I have another call to make—Thursday, then, at seven +o'clock."</p> + +<p>"We'll connect. Much obliged," replied Bertha, and sprang into the +carriage. "Go ahead, Dan. Good-day, Mrs. Congdon."</p> + +<p>Lee stood for an instant in amazement at this easy, not to say +indifferent, acceptance of her tremendous offering. "Well, if that isn't +cool!" she gasped, and walked on thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>Humor dominated her at last, and when she entered Mrs. Crego's house she +was flushed with laughter, and recounted the words of the interview with +so many subtle interpretations of her own that Mrs. Crego was delighted.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Congdon did not spare herself. "Helen, she made me feel like a +bill-collector! 'All right,' said she, 'I'll be there,' and left me +standing in the middle of the street. You've got to come now, Helen, to +preserve my dignity."</p> + +<p>"I'm wild to come, really. I want to see what she'll do to us +'professional people.' Maybe she will patronize us too."</p> + +<p>When Lee told Frank about it at night he failed to laugh as heartily as +she had expected. "That's all very funny, the way you tell it, but as a +matter of fact the girl did all she knew. She accepted your invitation +and civilly asked you to take a ride. What more could mortal woman +proffer?"</p> + +<p>"She might have invited me into the house."</p> + +<p>"Not at the moment. It was Mart's hour for a drive, and you were +interfering with one of her duties. I think she treated you very well."</p> + +<p>"Anyhow, she's coming, and so is Helen. It tickled Helen nearly into +fits, of course, and she's coming—just to see me 'put to it to manage +these wet valley bronchos.'"</p> + +<p>"The girl may look like a bronk, but she's got good blood in her. She'll +hold her own anywhere," replied Congdon, with conviction.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA MEETS BEN FORDYCE</h3> + + +<p>For all her impassivity, Bertha was really elated by this invitation, +for she liked Congdon, and had a very high opinion of his powers. She +experienced no special dread of the dinner, for it appeared to her at +the moment to be a simple sitting down to eat with some friendly people. +She was not in awe of Mrs. Congdon, however much she might admire her +husband's skill, and she knew their home. It was a small house on a side +street, and did not compare for a moment with her own establishment, in +which she had begun to take a settled pride.</p> + +<p>As they rode away she was mentally casting up in her mind a choice of +clothes, when Haney remarked: "Bertie, I don't believe I'll go to that +dinner."</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm not as handy with a cold deck as I used to be, and I don't +think I ought to put me lame foot into another man's lap."</p> + +<p>"You're all right, Captain, and, besides, I'll be close by to help out +in case you run up against a hard knock in the steak. Course you'll +go—I want you to get out and see the people. Why, you haven't taken a +meal out of the house since we moved, except that one at the Casino. You +need more doin'."</p> + +<p>Haney was in a dejected mood. "So do you. I'm a heavy handicap to you, +Bertie, sure I am. As I see ye settin' there bloomin' as a rose and feel +me own age a-creepin' on me, I know I should be takin' me <i>congé</i> out of +self-respect—just to give you open road."</p> + +<p>"Stop that!" she warningly cried. "Hello, there's Ed! He seems in a +rush. Wonder what's eating him?"</p> + +<p>Winchell, dressed in a new suit of clothes, darted from the sidewalk to +the carriage, his face shining. "Say, folks, I'm called East. Old man +died yesterday, and I've got to go home." He was breathing hard with +excitement.</p> + +<p>"Get in and tell us about it," commanded Bertha.</p> + +<p>He climbed up beside the driver, and turned on his seat to continue. +"Yes, I've got to go; and, say, the old man was well off. I don't do no +more barberin', I tell you that. I'm goin' to study law. I'm comin' back +here just as soon as things are settled up. I've been talking with a +fellow here—Lawyer Hansall; he says he'll take me in and give me a +chance. No more barberin' for me, you hear me!"</p> + +<p>"'Tis a poor business, but a necessary," remarked Haney.</p> + +<p>Bertha was sympathetic. "I'm glad you're goin' to get a raise. Of +course, I'm sorry about your father."</p> + +<p>"I understand—so am I. But he's gone, and it's up to me to think of +myself. I know you always despised my trade."</p> + +<p>"No, I didn't. Men have to be shaved and clipped. It's like +dish-washin', somebody has to do it. We can't all sit in the parlor."</p> + +<p>Winchell acknowledged the force of this. "Well, I always felt sneakin' +about it, I'll admit, but that was because I was raised a farmer, and +barbers were always cheap skates with us. We didn't use 'em much, in +fact. Well, it's all up now, and when I come back I want you to forget I +ever cut hair. A third of the old farm is mine, and that will pay my +board while I study."</p> + +<p>Neither Haney nor his young wife was surprised by this movement on his +part any more than he was surprised at their rise to wealth and luxury; +both were in accordance with the American tradition. But as they rode +down the street certain scornful Easterners (schooled in European +conventions) smiled to see the wife of an Irish millionaire gambler in +earnest conversation with a barber.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Crego, driving down-town with Mrs. Congdon, stared in astonishment, +then turned to Lee. "And you ask me to meet such a woman at dinner!" she +exclaimed, and her tone expressed a kind of bewilderment.</p> + +<p>Lee laughed. "You can't fail me now. Don't be hasty. Trust in Frank."</p> + +<p>"I'd hate to have my dinner partners selected by Frank Congdon. I draw +the line at barbers."</p> + +<p>"You're a snob, Helen. If you were really as narrow as you sound I'd cut +you dead! Furthermore, the barber isn't invited."</p> + +<p>"I can't understand such people."</p> + +<p>"I can. She don't know any better. You impute a low motive where there +is nothing worse than ignorance. As Frank says, the girl is a perfectly +natural outgrowth of a little town. I hope our dinner won't spoil her."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Congdon had put the dinner-hour early, and when the Haneys drove up +in their glittering new carriage, drawn by two splendid black horses, +she too had a moment of bewilderment, but her sense of humor prevailed. +"Frank," she said, "you can't patronize a turnout like that—not in my +presence."</p> + +<p>"To-night art's name is mud," he replied, with conviction, and hastened +down the steps to help Haney up.</p> + +<p>The gambler waved his proffered arm aside. "I'm not so bad as all that," +said he. "I let me little Corporal help me—sometimes for love of it, +not because I nade it."</p> + +<p>He was still gaunt and pale, but his eyes were of unconquerable fire, +and the lift of his head from the shoulders was still leopard-like. He +was dressed in a black frock-coat, with a cream-colored vest and gray +trousers, and looked very well indeed—quite irreproachable.</p> + +<p>Bertha was clad in black also—a close-fitting, high-necked gown which +made her fair skin shine like fire-flushed ivory, and her big serious +eyes and vivid lips completed the charm of her singular beauty. Her +bosom had lost some of its girlish flatness, but the lines of her hips +and thighs still resembled those of a boy, and the pose of her head was +like that of an athlete.</p> + +<p>"Won't you come in and take off your hat?" asked Mrs. Congdon. And she +followed without reply, leaving the two men on the porch.</p> + +<p>Without appearing to do so she saw everything in the house, which was +hardly more than an artistic camp, so far as the first floor was +concerned. Navajo rugs were on the floor, Moqui plaques starred the +walls, and Acoma ollas perched upon book-shelves of thick plank. The +chairs were rude, rough, and bolted at the joints. The room made a +pleasant impression on Bertha, though she could not have told why. The +ceiling was dark, the walls green, the woodwork stained pine, and yet it +had charm.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Congdon explained meanwhile that Frank had made the big +centre-table of plank, and the book-shelves as well. "He likes to tinker +at such things," she said. "Whenever he gets blue or cross I set him to +shifting the dresser or making a book-shelf, and he cheers up like mad. +He's a regular kid anyway—always doing the things he ought not to do."</p> + +<p>In this way she tried to put her guest at her ease, while Bertha sat +looking at her in an absent-minded way, apparently neither frightened +nor embarrassed—on the contrary, she seemed to be thinking of something +else. At last, to force a reply, Mrs. Congdon asked: "How do you like my +husband's portrait of Mr. Haney?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know," she slowly replied. "It looks like him, and then again +it don't. I guess I'm not up to hand paintin's. Enlarged photographs are +about my size."</p> + +<p>"You're disappointed, then?"</p> + +<p>"Well, yes, I don't know but I am. I didn't think it was going to look +just that way. Mr. Congdon says blue shadows are under anybody's ears in +the light, but I can't see 'em on the Captain, and I do see 'em in the +picture; that's what gets me twisted. When I look at the picture I can't +see nothin' else."</p> + +<p>Her hostess laughed. "I know just how you feel, but that's the insolence +of the painter—he puts on canvas what <i>he</i> sees, not what his patron +sees. The more money you pay for a portrait the more insolent the +artist."</p> + +<p>At this moment Mrs. Crego came in, and (as she said afterwards) was +presented to the gambler's wife "as though I were a nobody and she a +visiting countess." Bertha rose, offered her hand, like a boy, in +silence; she stood very straight, with very cold and unmistakably +suspicious face. And Alice Heath, who entered with Mrs. Crego, shared +this chill reception.</p> + +<p>Bertha, in truth, instantly and cordially hated Mrs. Crego; but she +pitied the younger woman, in whom she detected another fugitive fighting +a losing battle with disease. Miss Heath was very fair and very frail, +with burning deep-blue eyes and a lovely mouth. She greeted Bertha with +such sincere pleasure that the girl inclined to her instantly, and they +went out on the porch together. Alice put her hand on Bertha's arm, +saying: "I've wanted to meet you, Mr. Congdon has told us so much of +you. Your life seems very romantic to me."</p> + +<p>The men all rose to meet Mrs. Congdon, and before Bertha had time to +recover from the effect of the girl's words she found herself confronted +by Ben Fordyce, who looked like a college boy, athletic and smiling. He +was tall and broad-chested, with a round blond face and yellow hair. His +manner was frank, and his voice deep. His hand, broad and strong, was +hardened by the tennis-racket and calloused by the golf-stick, and +somehow its leathery clasp pleased the girl. The roughness of his palm +made him less alien than either Congdon or Crego.</p> + +<p>They went out to dinner immediately, and as she walked beside Mart she +felt the young athlete's eyes resting upon her face, and the knowledge +of this troubled her unaccountably. Mrs. Congdon seated him opposite her +at the table, and he continued to stare at her with the frankest +curiosity. She returned his gaze at last with a certain defiance, but +found no offence in his eyes, which were round as his face, and of a +sincere, steady gray. He was smooth-shaven, and his blond hair was +rather short. All these peculiarities appeared one by one in the +intervals between her attentions to Mart and her study of the +furnishings of the table, which was decorated with candles and flowers +in a way quite new to her.</p> + +<p>Fordyce was as fine as he looked. Nothing equivocal was in "that +magnificent boy," as his friends called him, and his interest in little +Mrs. Haney was that of the Easterner who, having been told that strange +things take place in the West, is disappointed if they do not happen +under his nose. He had heard much of the Haneys from Congdon, and had +been especially impressed with the story of Bertha's midnight ride to +the bedside of the dying gambler. The wedding in the saloon, her +devotion to the wounded man, their descent upon the Springs, and their +domestication in a stone palace—all appealed to his imagination. Such +things could not happen in Chester; they were of the mountain West, and +most satisfying to his taste.</p> + +<p>Bertha, on her part, had to admit that the people at the table were most +kindly, even considerate. They made her husband the centre of interest, +and passed politely over all his disastrous attempts to use his left +hand. There were no awkward pauses, for, excepting one or two slips of +tongue, Haney rose to the occasion. He was big enough and self-contained +enough not to apologize for what he had been or what he was, and under +Congdon's skilful guidance told of his experiences as amateur miner and +gambler, growing humorous as the wine mellowed and lightened his +reminiscences. He felt the sympathy of his audience. All listened +delightedly with no accusation in their eyes—except in the case of Mrs. +Crego, who still breathed, so it seemed to Bertha, a certain contempt +and inner repugnance.</p> + +<p>Young Fordyce glowed with delight in these tales, reading beneath the +terse lines of Haney's slang something epic, detecting a perfect +willingness to take any chance. The fact that his bravery led to nothing +conventionally noble or moral did not detract from the inherent interest +of the tale; on the contrary, the young fellow, being of unusual +imaginative reach and freedom, took pleasure in the thought that a man +would risk his life again and again merely for the excitement of it. +Occasionally he glanced at Judge Crego, to find him looking upon Haney +with thoughtful glance. It was a little like listening to a prisoner's +confession of guilt (as he afterwards said), but to him, as to Congdon, +it was a most interesting monologue.</p> + +<p>It added enormously to the romance, so far as Ben Fordyce was concerned, +to look across the table at the grave, watchful face of the girl who +unfolded her husband's napkin or cut up his roast with deft hand—always +careful not to interrupt his talk.</p> + +<p>As he thought of the quiet Quaker neighborhood from which he came, and +contrasted these singular and powerfully defined personalities with the +"men of weight" and the demure maidens of his acquaintance, Ben's blood +tingled with a sense of the bigness and strangeness of the greater +America. The West was no longer a nation; it was a world. To be in it at +last was a delight as well as an education.</p> + +<p>Bertha, on her part, felt no strangeness in her position. Her marriage +was a logical outcome of her life and surroundings. The incomprehensible +lay in the shining women about her. Their ideas of life, their comment, +puzzled her. Their clothes were of a kind which her own money could buy, +but their manners, their grace of speech, their gestures, came of +something besides money. Mrs. Crego was especially formidable, and made +her feel the inadequacy of the black gown which she had thought very +fine when she selected it, ready made, in a Denver store. She did not +know that Mrs. Crego had dressed "very simply," at the suggestion of her +hostess; but she did feel a certain condescension of manner, even in +Alice, and was glad the Captain absorbed so much of the table-talk.</p> + +<p>Her time of trial came when the ladies rose and, at Mrs. Congdon's +suggestion, returned to the porch, leaving the men to finish their +cigars. Not one of Ben's little courtesies towards the women escaped +her. His acquiescence, Congdon's tone of exaggerated respect, Crego's +compliments, were all new to her, and in a certain sense she resented +them. She doubted their sincerity a little, notwithstanding their +grateful charm.</p> + +<p>Alice took her to herself and this was a great relief; for she feared +Mrs. Crego's sharp tongue, and was not entirely sure of her hostess.</p> + +<p>Laying a slim hand on her arm, the Eastern girl began: "I am fascinated +by you, Mrs. Haney. You have had such an interesting life, and you have +such an opportunity for doing good."</p> + +<p>Bertha looked at her in blank surprise. "What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"With your great wealth you can accomplish so much. Had you thought of +that?"</p> + +<p>"No, I hadn't." The answer was blunt. "I've been so busy getting settled +and looking after the Captain, I haven't had time to think of anything +else."</p> + +<p>"Oh, of course; but by and by you'll begin to look about you for things +to help—I mean hospitals and charities, and all that. The only time +when I envy great wealth is when I see some wrong which money can right. +Mr. Fordyce is a lawyer, but not a very famous one—he's only +twenty-eight; and while we are likely to have all we really need, we +can't begin to do what we'd like to do for others. I suppose Mrs. +Congdon has told you of us?"</p> + +<p>"Where do you live?"</p> + +<p>"We live in Chester, but Mr. Fordyce has an office in Philadelphia. We +have been engaged a long time, but I couldn't think of marrying while I +was so ill. I'm afraid I stayed so long that not even this climate can +help me."</p> + +<p>This was indeed Bertha's conviction, and her untactful silence said as +much. Therefore, Alice hastened on to other more general topics. She was +very sprightly, but Bertha maintained a determined silence through it +all, quite unable to understand the girl's confidences.</p> + +<p>When the men came out Alice took Haney to herself, and they seemed to +enjoy each other's society very keenly; indeed, their mutual absorption +became so complete that Ben remarked upon it to Bertha. "Miss Heath has +been crazy to meet your husband, Mrs. Haney. His adventurous life +appeals to her, as to me, very deeply. We don't mean to be offensive, +but to us you seem typical of the West."</p> + +<p>What he said at this time made less impression on her than the way in +which he spoke. The light of an electric street-lamp fell upon his face, +revealing its charming lines. On his fine hand a ring gleamed. Autumn +insects were singing sleepily in the grass and from the trees. The +laughter of girls came from the dusk of neighboring lawns, and over all +descended the magical light of a harvest moon, flecking the surface of +the little garden with shadows almost as definite as those cast by the +flaming white globes of the street-lamps. It is on such nights that the +heart of youth expands with longing and sadness.</p> + +<p>Crego and Congdon fell into hot argument (their usual method of +conversation), leaving the young people to themselves, and, Ben with +intent to provoke the grave little wife to laughter, told a funny story +which reflected on Congdon's improvidence.</p> + +<p>Bertha was really grateful, for she felt herself at a great disadvantage +among these fluent and interesting folk, who talked like the characters +in novels. Their jests, their comment, meant little to her; but their +gestures, their graceful attitudes, their courtesies to each other, +meant much. They were something more than polite; they were considerate +in a way which showed their thoughtfulness to be deeply grounded in +habitual action. They used slang, but they used it as a garnish, not as +a habit of speech. Expressions which she had read in books, but had +never before heard spoken, flowed from their lips. Their sentences were +built up for effect; in Crego's case this was more or less expected, but +the phrases of Fordyce and Congdon were still more disconcerting. The +art of their stories was a revelation of the neatness and precision of +cultivated speech.</p> + +<p>When Mrs. Congdon led the way back into the house Ben stepped to Alice's +side, saying, in a low tone: "I hope you haven't taken a chill. I beg +your pardon, dearest; I should have watched you more closely."</p> + +<p>Once within-doors Mrs. Congdon insisted on Ben's singing, which he did +with smiling readiness, expressing, however, a profound ignorance of +music. "I never take my songs as seriously as my friends seem to do," he +explained to Bertha. "Music with me is a gift rather than an +acquirement."</p> + +<p>His voice was indeed fresh and sweet, and he sang—as Bertha had never +heard any one sing—certain love ballads, whose despairing cadences were +made the more profoundly piercing, someway, by his happy boyish face and +handsomely clothed and powerful figure. "'But I and my True Love Will +Never Meet Again!'" seemed to be a fatalistic cry rather than a wail of +sadness as it came from his lips, but its melody sank deep into the +girl's heart. She sat in rigid absorption, her eyes fixed upon the +splendid young singer as a child looks upon some new and complicated +toy. The grace with which he pronounced his words, the spread of his +splendid chest, his easy pose, his self-depreciating shrugs enthralled +her. Surely this was one of the young princes of the earth. His voice +came to her freighted with the passion of ideal manhood.</p> + +<p>He sang other songs—tunes not worthy of him—but ended with a ballad +called "Fair Springtide," by MacDowell—a song so stern, so strange, so +inexorably sad that the singer himself grew grave at last and rose to +his best. Bertha was thrilled to the heart, saddened yet exalted by his +voice. Her horizon—her emotional horizon—was of a sudden extended, and +she caught glimpses of strange lands and dim peaks of fabled mountains; +and when the singer declared himself at an end she sat benumbed while +the others cheered—her hands folded on her lap. It seemed a profanation +to applaud.</p> + +<p>Haney gloomed in silence also, but not for the same reason. "I might +have sung like that once," he thought, for he had been choir-boy in his +ragamuffin youth, and had regained a fine tenor voice at eighteen. Age +and neglect had ruined it, however. For ten years he had not attempted +to sing a note. This youth made him dream of the past—as it caused +Bertha to forecast the future.</p> + +<p>While young Fordyce was putting away his music the Captain struggled to +his feet, and Bertha, seeing a sudden paleness overspread his face, +hastened to him.</p> + +<p>"I reckon we'd better be going," she said to Mrs. Congdon, with blunt +directness.</p> + +<p>"It's early yet," replied her hostess.</p> + +<p>Haney replied: "Not for cripples. Time was when I could sit all night in +the 'lookout's chair,' but not now. Ten o'clock finds me wishful towards +the bed." He said this with a faint smile. But the pathos of it, the +truth of it, went to Bertha's heart, as it did to Mrs. Congdon's. Not +merely was his body maimed, but his mind had correspondingly been +weakened by that tearing charge of shot.</p> + +<p>Something of his native Celtic gallantry came back to him as he said: +"Sure, Mrs. Congdon, we've had a fine evening. You must come to see us +soon."</p> + +<p>Ben was addressing himself to Bertha. "Do you ever ride?"</p> + +<p>"I used to—I don't now. You see, the Captain can't stand the jolt of a +horse, so we mostly drive."</p> + +<p>"I was about to say that Alice and I would be glad to have you join us. +We ride every morning—a very gentle pace, I assure you, for I'm no +rough-rider, and, besides, she sets the pace."</p> + +<p>Bertha's face was pale and her eyes darkly luminous as she falteringly +answered. "I'd like to—but—Perhaps I can some time. I'm much obliged," +and then she gave him her hand in parting.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Congdon was subtly moved by something in the girl's face as she +said good-night, and to her invitation to come and see her cordially +responded: "I certainly shall do so."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Little Mrs. Haney rode away from her first dinner party in the silence +of one whose thoughts are too swift and too new to find speech. Her +brain, sensitive as that of a babe, had caught and ineffaceably retained +a million impressions which were to influence all her after life. The +most vivid and most powerful of these impressions rose from the glowing +beauty of young Fordyce, whose like she had never seen; but as +background to him was the lovely room, the shining table, the grace and +charm of the conversation, and, dominating all, the music—quite the +best she had ever heard. The evening—so simple, almost commonplace, to +her hostess—was of unspeakable significance to the uncultured girl.</p> + +<p>She did not wish to talk, and when Haney spoke she made no reply to his +comment. "A fine bunch of people," he repeated. "They sure treated us +right. Crego's the fine man—we do well to make him our lawyer." As +Bertha again failed to respond he resumed, with a little chuckle: "But +Mrs. Crego is saying, 'I dunno—them Haneys is queer cattle.' And the +little sick lady, sure she was as interested in me talk as Patsy +McGonnigle. She drug out o' me some of me wildest scrapes. Poor little +girl, 'twill soon be all up with her.... It's a fine young fellow she +has. A Quaker by training, she says. My! my! What a prizefighter he'd +make if his mind ran that way! Think of a Quaker with a chest like +that—'tis something ferocious! He can sing, too, can't he? A fine +lad—as fine as iver I see. Think of shoulders like his all wasted on a +man of peace. I'm afraid the little lady will never put on the ring if +she waits till she gets well."</p> + +<p>To this Bertha listened intently, but gave out no sign of interest. She +was eager to be alone, eager to review all that had happened—all that +had been said.</p> + +<p>For the first time since her marriage she felt Haney's presence to be +just the least bit of a burden; and when they entered the house she +urged his immediate retirement, though he was disposed to sit in the +library and talk. "They were high-class," he said, again. "I never +supposed I could make easy camp with such people. They sure treated us +noble. They made us feel at home.... We must have some liquor like that. +I've always despised wine and those that took it; but, bedad! I see +there are two sides to that question. 'Tis not so thin as I thought it."</p> + +<p>Bertha at last got him safely bestowed, and was free to seek her own +apartment, which she did at once. Her chamber, which adjoined her +husband's to the west (he liked the morning sun), was a big room, and +the young wife looked like a doll as she dropped into a broad tufted +chair which stood in a square bay-window, and with folded hands looked +out upon the ghostly shapes of the great peaks, snow-covered and +moonlit.</p> + +<p>A thousand revelations of character as well as of manners lay in that +short evening's contact with cultivated and thoughtful people. It argued +much for her ancestry, for her own latent powers, that she responded +with such bewildering readiness to the suggestions which rose like +sparks of fire from that radiant hour.</p> + +<p>She had been made to feel dimly, vaguely, but multitudinously, the +fibres and reaches of another world—the world of art, and that +indefinable thing which the books call culture; and finally, in that +splendid young Quaker, she was brought to know a man who could be +jocular without being coarse, and whose glance was as sincere as it was +flattering and alluring.</p> + +<p>She did not think of him as husband to Alice Heath, who seemed so much +older in spirit as in body (more like an elder sister than a bride +elect), and his consideration of her was that of brother rather than the +devotion of a lover. How far he stood removed from Ed Winchell and the +young fellows of Sibley! "And yet I can understand him," she thought. +"He ain't funny, like Mr. Congdon. He don't say queer things, and he +don't make game of people. And he don't orate like Judge Crego. He isn't +laughing at us now, the way the others are. I bet they're havin' a good +time over our blunders."</p> + +<p>She saw Marshall Haney in a new light also. For the first time he seemed +like an old man, sitting there, supine, garrulous, in the midst of those +self-contained people. "Gosh! how he did talk! He took too much wine, I +reckon, but that didn't make all the difference." In truth, his +imperiousness, his contempt, had been melted and charmed away by the +genial smiles of his auditors. Even Mrs. Crego had listened with a show +of interest. It was as if a lonely old man had at last found +companionship.</p> + +<p>What did all this mean? "Are they interested in him only because he's +what they call a desperado? Did they ask us there to hear him tell +stories of his wild life?" Questions of this kind also troubled her.</p> + +<p>The moon slid behind the mountain range while still the girl sat with +pale face and wide dark eyes thinking, thinking, the wings of her +expanding soul fluttering with vague unrest. Only once in a lifetime can +such an experience come to a human being. Her swift ride to Marshall +Haney's side that summer night—now so far away—was momentous, but its +import was simple compared with the experiences through which she had +just passed.</p> + +<p>She rose at last, chilled and stiffened, and went to her bed with a +sense of foreboding rather than of new-found happiness.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Mart rose late next morning. "I had a bad night," he explained. "The +mixed liquors I tuck got into me wound, I guess. It woke me twice, +achin' and burnin'. You're lookin' tired yersilf, little girl. This high +life seems to be wearin' on the both of us."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X</h2> + +<h3>BEN FORDYCE CALLS ON HORSEBACK</h3> + + +<p>Ben Fordyce and his affianced bride rode home talking of the Haneys. +"Aren't they deliciously Western!" she said.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Haney certainly is a quaint little thing," he replied, quite +soberly; "she's like a quail—so bright-eyed, and so still. I think her +devotion to her old husband very beautiful. She's more like a daughter +than a wife, don't you think so?"</p> + +<p>"They're great fun if you don't feel sorry for him as I do," Alice +thoughtfully responded. "They say he was magnificent as a gambler. He +admitted to me to-night that he longed to go back to the camp, but that +he had promised his wife and mother-in-law not to do so. I never ran a +gambling-saloon, but I can imagine it would be exciting as a play all +the time, can't you? Here, as he said to me, he can only sit in the sun +like a lizard on a log. It must seem wonderful to her—having all this +money and that big castle of a house. Don't you think so? Wasn't she +reticent! She hardly uttered a word the whole evening. Some way I feel +sorry for them both. They can't be happy. Don't you see that? It is +plain she doesn't love him as a wife should, while he worships her. When +she's away he is helpless. 'I'm no gairdner,' he said, pathetically; 'I +was raised on the cobble-stones. I wouldn't know a growin' cabbage from +a squash.' So you see he can't pass his time in gardening."</p> + +<p>Ben's reply was a question. "I wonder if she would ride with us?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps we would do better not to follow up the acquaintance, Ben. It's +all very interesting to meet them as we did to-night, but they are +impossible socially—that you must admit. If there is any possibility of +our settling down here I suppose we must be careful to do the right +thing from the start."</p> + +<p>Ben was a little irritated by this. "If I'm to settle here as a lawyer I +can't draw social distinctions of that sort."</p> + +<p>"Certainly not—as a lawyer. Of course, you ought to know Haney; but for +me to ride or drive with Mrs. Haney is quite a different matter. +However, I don't really care. She attracts me, and, so far as I know, is +just a nice little uncultivated woman. We might call on her in the +morning, and see if she can go with us. It will commit us; but really, +Ben, I am not going to drag Eastern conventions into this fresh big +country. I'm willing to risk the Haneys."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you take that view of it," said Ben.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Bertha was in the yard when they rode up to the gate next morning. +Dressed in a white sweater and a short skirt, and holding biscuits for a +handsome collie to snatch from her hand, she made a charming picture of +young and vigorous life. Her slim body was as strong and supple as the +dog's, and her face glowed like a child's. Haney, sitting on the porch, +was watching her with a proud smile.</p> + +<p>Alice glanced at her lover with admiration in her eyes. "What a glorious +creature she really is!"</p> + +<p>Seeing visitors at her gate, Bertha came down without confusion to say +good-morning, and to ask them to dismount.</p> + +<p>Ben, with doffed cap, replied by saying: "We've come to ask you to ride +with us."</p> + +<p>Bertha looked up at him composedly. "Haven't a saddle, and I don't know +that any of our horses are broken. But come again to-morrow, and I'll +have an outfit."</p> + +<p>"There's no time like the present. Let me ride down to the barn and +bring one up," volunteered Ben.</p> + +<p>"Don't need to do that, I'll 'phone. I didn't really expect you," she +explained. "Get off and come in a few minutes, and I'll see what I can +hustle together for an outfit. I haven't rode a lick since I left +Sibley."</p> + +<p>Ben helped Alice to dismount, and Bertha led her to the house while he +tethered the horses.</p> + +<p>"What a superb place you have here!" exclaimed Alice. "It is one of the +best in the city."</p> + +<p>"We bought it for the porch," calmly replied the girl. "The Captain +likes to sit where he can see the mountains. I'm not entirely done with +the outfitting yet, but it beats a barn."</p> + +<p>Haney rose as they drew near, and smilingly greeted his visitors. "I +should be out gatherin' the peanuts and harvestin' the egg-plants, but +the dinner last night, not mentionin' Congdon's pink liquor, kept me +awake till two."</p> + +<p>"Moral: Stick to Irish whiskey—or Scotch," laughed Ben.</p> + +<p>"I will. These strange liquors are not for strong men like ourselves."</p> + +<p>Ben took a seat at his invitation, while Bertha went in to 'phone for a +horse and to "dig up" a riding-skirt. Alice was eager to see the +interior of the house, but held her curiosity in check by walking about +the beautiful garden, which ran to the very edge of a deep ravine. The +trees hid the base of the mountain peaks, whose immitigable crags took +on added majesty from the play of the delicate near-by branches against +their distant rugged slopes.</p> + +<p>"You have a magnificent outlook here, Captain Haney."</p> + +<p>"'Tis so, and I try to be content with it; but it's hard for one who has +roamed the air like a hawk all his life to be content with ridin' a +wooden horse. I couldn't endure it if it weren't for me wife."</p> + +<p>His big form rested in his chair with a ponderous inertness which was a +telltale witness to his essential helplessness. His left hand still +failed to participate in the movements of his right, and yet, as he +showed, he could, by special effort of will, use it. "I'm gaining all +the time—but slowly," he went on. "I want to make a trip back up to the +mines, and I think I'll be able to do it soon." He put aside his own +troubles. "And you, miss, I hope the climate is doing you good?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, indeed, yes," she brightly responded. "I feel stronger every day."</p> + +<p>Ben at the moment experienced a sharp pang of uneasiness and pain, for +Alice was looking particularly worn and thin and yellow; and when Bertha +returned, flushed with her haste, the contrast between them was quite as +distressing as that between the withered, dying rose and the opening, +fragrant bud. The young man's heart rose to his throat. "We have waited +too long," he thought, and resolved to again urge upon her a new +treatment which they had discussed.</p> + +<p>"Come in and see the house," said Bertha, in brusque invitation. "It +isn't ship-shape yet. I wanted to do it all myself, but I find it's a +big proposition to go up against. It sure is. But I like it. I'd like +nothing better than running a big hotel—not too big, but just big +enough. I tell the Captain that when our mines 'pinch out' I'll go to +Denver and start a hotel."</p> + +<p>She was quite communicative, but not at ease as she led them from room +to room. Her manner was rather that of one seeking to conceal +trepidation, and her fluency seemed a little out of character.</p> + +<p>In fact, she was trying to make the best possible impression on these +people, whose sincere interest she felt; but with Ben's eyes fixed upon +her so constantly, and a knowledge of Alice's delicate wit to trouble, +she was more deeply embarrassed than ever before in her life. It was not +her habit to blush or stammer, and she did not do so now, but she was +carried out of her wonted reticence.</p> + +<p>"As I say, we bought the place for the porch. I didn't realize what I +was being let into—if I had I might have shied. We're practically lost +in the place. Except when some of the people come down from camp, we're +alone. My mother helps out some, but she's up at the ranch a good deal." +She opened the library door, and led the way before an easel, on which +stood a huge canvas. "Here's the picture Mr. Congdon is paintin' of the +Captain. I wanted him taken with his hat on, but Mr. Congdon said no, +and his word went. I don't know whether I like this or not. It's got me +twisted."</p> + +<p>Congdon had been after psychology rather than costume, that was evident +at a glance, for the clothing counted for little in the portrait. Out of +the shadow the face peered sadly, yet with a kind of ferocity, too—a +look which made Alice Heath recoil from the man. In a certain way the +artist had taken advantage of Mart's helplessness and loneliness. He had +caught the sadness, sullenness, and remorselessness of his sitter rather +than his gay, good-tempered smile. The face of this man was concerned +with the past, not with the future; and yet on its surface it was a good +likeness, as Ben said, and had both power and distinction. "I think it a +cracker-jack piece of work," he ended.</p> + +<p>Bertha replied: "I suppose it is, and yet I can't see it. I'd rather it +looked the way the Captain used to when he came down to the Junction. +I'm sorry to have his sickness painted in that way."</p> + +<p>"That can't be helped. These artists are queer cattle; you can't drive +'em," Ben remarked.</p> + +<p>Bertha smiled. "He wants to paint me now. 'Not on your life' says I. +'You'd be doing double stunts with my freckles, and I won't stand for +it.'" She laughed. "No sir-ree, I don't let any artist tip my freckles +edgewise just to see how flip he is at it. I like Mr. Congdon, but I +don't trust him—he's too much of a joker."</p> + +<p>Thereupon she led the way to the second floor, and showed them the +furniture, which was mostly very costly and very bad, and at last said: +"The third story is pretty empty yet. I don't know just what I'm going +to do with it." She was looking at Alice. "I wish you'd come over and +help me decide some day."</p> + +<p>"What fun!" cried Alice, speaking on the impulse. "I'd like to very +much."</p> + +<p>"You see," Bertha went on, "my folks have always been purty poor, and +I've lived in jay towns all my life; and when I came here I didn't know +any more about life in a city than a duck does of mining. I had it all +to learn, and they's a whole lot yet that I don't know." She smiled +quaintly, then grew sober. "And what's worse, I haven't any one to tell +me—except Mr. Congdon, and he's such a josher I don't trust him. He did +give me a few points on the library, which ain't so bad, we think; but +all the rest of it I had to dig out myself, and it's slow work. But I +guess we better go down; my horse will be here in a few minutes." Then, +with lowered voice, she added: "I can't stay out but a little while. The +Captain dreads to have me leave him even to go down-town. I hadn't ought +to go at all."</p> + +<p>Ben began to perceive a real slavery in her life, and reassured her. +"I'm glad you're coming. It will do you good, and it will be a pleasure +to us too. We'll only be away an hour."</p> + +<p>As they returned to the porch, Bertha put her hand on Haney's shoulder, +in the manner of one man to another, saying: "I'm going for a little +ride with these people, Captain, if you don't mind."</p> + +<p>"Not a whiff," he answered. "I'll be here when you come back." Again a +subtle cadence in his voice so belied his smile that Alice's heart +responded to it.</p> + +<p>Bertha's horse proved to be a spirited animal, but she mounted him with +the ease and celerity of a boy—riding astride, in the mountain fashion. +"I haven't a long skirt," she carelessly remarked to Alice. That was all +the explanation she offered, and Ben thought he had never seen anything +more alert, more graceful, than her slim figure poised alertly in the +saddle, her face glowing, her hair blown across her face.</p> + +<p>Alice, a timid rider, admired them both from her position, which was +always behind, though they tried to accommodate their pace to hers. A +pang of envy that was almost jealousy pierced her heart as she looked at +them—so young, so vigorous, and so blithe.</p> + +<p>"I should be sitting with Captain Haney on the porch," she thought, with +bitterness. "I am out of place here."</p> + +<p>The words which passed between Bertha and her cavalier meant little, but +their glances meant much. It was, indeed, a fateful ride. The liking, +the deep interest, born of their first meeting, swept irresistibly into +admiration. Their faces turned towards each other, youth to youth, as +naturally as flowers swing towards the light.</p> + +<p>They fell into argument over saddles, over the difference between his +manner of riding and her own. Her speech, so direct, so full of quaint +slang, enchanted him, and Alice soon found herself the third party. And +when they were for pushing into a gallop she acknowledged herself a +clog. Concealing her disgust of herself under a bright smile, she called +out: "Why don't you people gallop ahead, and let me jog along at my own +gait?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no," replied Ben, "we don't want to do that. Are you tired?" He +became anxious at once.</p> + +<p>"No, no! Please go! Mrs. Haney wants to race—I can see that; and I'd +really like to see her ride—she sits her horse so beautifully."</p> + +<p>"Very well," Ben acquiesced, "we'll take a run ahead, and come back to +you."</p> + +<p>Thereupon they set off, Bertha leading in a rushing gallop up a fine +road which wound along a ravine, towards the top of a broad mesa. Alice, +with slack rein in her small hand, rode slowly on in the vivid sunlight, +a chill shadow rolling in upon her soul. As young as her lover in years, +she nevertheless seemed at the moment twice his age. Everything +interested him. Nothing interested her. He was never tired mentally or +physically, and his smooth, unwrinkled face still reflected the morning +sunlight of the world. "He is still the boy, while I am old and wrinkled +and nerveless," she bitterly confessed.</p> + +<p>When they returned to her at the top of the mesa, flushed and laughing, +her pain had deepened into despair. Up to that moment she had checked +disease with a belief that some day she was to recover her health, that +some day her wrinkles would be smoothed out and her cheeks resume their +youthful charm; but now she knew herself as she was—a broken thing. The +divine glow and grace of youth would never again come to her, while this +vigorous and joyous girl would grow in womanly charm from month to +month. "She is going to be very beautiful," she admitted; and even in +the midst of her own discouragement she could not but admire Bertha's +skill with the horse. She rode in the manner of a cowboy, holding her +hands high and guiding her horse by pulling the reins across his neck. +Ben was receiving lessons from her—absorbed and jocular.</p> + +<p>At the top of the mesa they all halted to look away over the +landscape—a gray-green, tumbled land, out of which fantastic red rocks +rose, and over which, to the west, the snowy peaks loomed. Ben drew a +deep breath of joy. It seemed that the world had never been so +beautiful. "Isn't it magnificent!" he cried. "I like this country! +Alice, let's make our home here."</p> + +<p>She smiled a little constrainedly. "Just as you say, dear."</p> + +<p>"Why shouldn't we, when the climate is doing you so much good?"</p> + +<p>The horse that Bertha rode was prancing and foaming, eager for a renewal +of the race, and Ben, seeing it, cried out: "Shall we go round by the +hanging rock?"</p> + +<p>"I'm willing!" answered Bertha, her eyes shining with excitement.</p> + +<p>Alice shook her head. "I think I'll let you young things go your own +gait, and I'll poke along back towards home."</p> + +<p>Ben rode near her, searching her face anxiously. "You're not tired—are +you, sweetness?"</p> + +<p>"No, but I would be if I took that big circuit. But never mind me, I +like to poke."</p> + +<p>"Very well," he answered, quite relieved, "we'll meet you at the +bridge." And off they dashed with furious clatter, leaving her to slowly +retrace her lonely way, feeling very tired, very old, and very sad.</p> + +<p>Bertha was perfectly, perilously happy. It was almost her first escape +from the brooding care and weight of Haney's presence. She felt as she +used to feel when speeding away on swift gallop to the ranch with some +companion as care-free as herself. Since that fateful day when her +mother fell ill and Marshall Haney asked her to marry him, she had not +been permitted an hour's holiday. Even when absent from her husband her +mind carried an inescapable picture of his loneliness and helplessness, +and no complete relaxation had come with her temporary freedom. This +day, this hour, she was suddenly free from care, from pain, from all +uneasiness.</p> + +<p>She considered this feeling due to the saddle and to the clear air of +the morning. "I will ride every day," she declared to Ben, with shining +face, as they drew their horses to a walk. "I don't know when I've +enjoyed a ride so much. I can't see why I haven't been out before. I +used to ride a good lot; lately I've dropped it."</p> + +<p>"We'll call for you every morning," he replied. "As Alice gets stronger, +we can go up into the cañons and take long rides."</p> + +<p>"I'll tell you what we'll do," she said; "we'll let her ride in the cart +with the Captain, and take our dinner, and we'll all go up the North +Cañon some day, and eat picnic dinner there."</p> + +<p>"Good idea," he said, accepting her disposition of Alice without even +mental dissent. "That will be jolly fun."</p> + +<p>They planned this and other excursions, with no sense of leaving any one +behind or of cutting across conventional boundaries. Their native +honesty and innocence of any ill intention prevented even a suspicion of +danger, and by the time they joined Alice at the bridge they were on +terms of intimacy and good-fellowship which seemed to rise from years of +long acquaintance. Ben had promised to help her select a horse, and she +had agreed to bring the Captain to call on Alice, who was staying with +some friends not far away.</p> + +<p>This change in Bertha's manner extended to Alice, who returned it in +kind. The guilelessness which shone from the young wife's clear eyes was +unmistakable. She was growing handsome, too. The flush of blood in her +cheeks had submerged her freckles, and Alice began to realize how the +poor child's devotion to Marshall Haney had reacted against her native +good health. "She is but a child even now," she thought.</p> + +<p>Haney was sitting on the porch where they had left him, the collie at +his feet, but at sight of them returning he rose and hobbled slowly down +the walk, his heart filled with tenderness and admiration for his wife. +He had never ridden with her, but he had once seen her mounted, and one +of his expressed wishes had been that he might be able to sit a saddle +once more and ride by her side.</p> + +<p>"Come in and stay to dinner!" he called, hospitably, and Bertha eagerly +seconded the invitation.</p> + +<p>But Alice replied: "I'm pretty tired; I think I'll go home. You can stay +if you like, Ben."</p> + +<p>Ben, smitten with sudden contrition, quickly said: "Oh no; I will go +with you. I'm afraid you've ridden too far."</p> + +<p>She protested against this, for Bertha's relief. "Not at all. It's a +good tiredness. It's been great fun."</p> + +<p>And with promises of another expedition of the same sort they rode away, +while Bertha and Haney remained at the gate to examine the new horse.</p> + +<p>As little Mrs. Haney re-entered the house with her husband the day +seemed to lose its magical brightness, and to decline to a humdrum, +shadowless flare. The house became cold and gloomy and the day empty. +For the first time since its purchase she mentally asked herself: "What +will I do now?" It was as if some ruling motive had suddenly been +withdrawn from her life.</p> + +<p>This empty, aching spot remained with her all through the day, even when +she took Haney for his drive down-town, and only disappeared for a few +moments as they met young Fordyce on the street. It troubled her as she +returned to the house, and she was glad that Williams came in to take +supper with them, for his talk of the mine diverted her and deeply +interested her husband.</p> + +<p>Williams eyed his boss critically. "You're gainin', Captain. You'll soon +be able to make camp again."</p> + +<p>"I hope so, but the doctor says my heart's affected and it wouldn't be +safe for me to go any higher—for a while."</p> + +<p>Williams smiled at Bertha. "Better send the missus, then. The men all +have a great idea of her. They say she's a kind of mascot. McGonnigle +asks me every time what she thinks of our new shaft. I've a kind of +reverence for her judgment myself. They say women kind o' feel their way +to a conclusion. Now, I'd like her to pass judgment on our work in <i>The +Diamond Ace</i>."</p> + +<p>"I'd like to go up," said Bertha. But, in truth, she was no longer +thinking of the mine: she was considering how she might make her table +look as pretty as Mrs. Congdon's. Her first dissatisfaction with her own +way of life filled her mind. "I must have some of those candles," she +said to herself, while the men were still intent upon the mine. Her +first step towards social conformity was at this moment taken.</p> + +<p>She felt herself akin to these people, and this assertion, subconscious +and unuttered, brought something between Marshall Haney and herself. It +was not merely that she was younger and clearer of record, but she was +perfectly certain that with education she could hold her own with the +Congdons or any one else. "If my father had lived, I wouldn't be the +ignoramus I am to-day." But she had no plan for acquiring the knowledge +she needed other than by reading books. She resolved to read every day, +though each hour so spent must be taken from her husband, now piteously +dependent upon her.</p> + +<p>He managed his morning paper very well, but when she read aloud to him +he almost always went to sleep.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI</h2> + +<h3>BEN BECOMES ADVISER TO MRS. HANEY</h3> + + +<p>Bertha was astir early the next morning, and quite ready to join the +Fordyces as soon as breakfast was over; but they did not come. She +waited and watched the whole forenoon, and when at twelve o'clock they +had neither called nor sent word, her day suddenly sank into +nothingness, like a collapsed balloon, and she faced her tasks with a +weakness of will not native to her.</p> + +<p>Haney and Williams were both down street discussing some business matter +with Crego, and this left her hours the more empty and unsatisfactory. +As the dinner-hour drew near she drove to fetch her husband, hoping for +a glimpse of the Fordyces on the way, but even this comfort was denied +her, and she ached with dull pain which she could not analyze.</p> + +<p>As Haney settled himself in the carriage, he said: "Well, little woman, +did ye have a good ride?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't go," she responded, with curt emphasis.</p> + +<p>"Ye did not—Why not?"</p> + +<p>"I had too much to do." This was a prevarication which she instantly +repented. "Besides, they didn't turn up."</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry. I was hoping you'd had a good try at the new horse. Ye must +mount him for me to see this afternoon." Later he said: "I'm feeling +better each day now; soon I'll be able to take that trip East. Do you +get ready at your ease."</p> + +<p>The thought of this trip, hitherto so wonderful in its possibilities, +afforded her no pleasure; it scarcely interested her. And when another +day went by with no further call or word from Ben Fordyce, she began to +lose faith in her new-found friends and in herself.</p> + +<p>"They had enough of me," she said, bitterly. "I'm not their style." And +in this lay her first acknowledgment of money's inefficiency: it cannot +buy the friends you really care for.</p> + +<p>On the third day Fordyce called her up on the 'phone to say that Alice +had been ill. "Our ride that day was a little too much for her," he +explained, "but she will be all right again soon. I think we can go +again to-morrow."</p> + +<p>This explanation brought sunshine back into the Haney castle, and its +mistress went about the halls singing softly. In the afternoon, as she +and Mart were starting on their "constitutional" she proposed that they +call to see how Alice was. This Haney was glad to do. "I liked the +little woman," said he; "she's sharp as a tack. And, besides, she +listened to me gabble," he added.</p> + +<p>Miss Heath was stopping in the home of a friend—a rather handsome +house, in the midst of thick shrubbery; and they found her wrapped in a +blanket and sitting on the porch in a steamer-chair, with Ben reading to +her. They were both instant and cordial in their demands that the +Captain alight and come in, and Ben went down the walk to get him, while +Alice, with envious, wistful eyes answered the glowing girl: "Oh no, I +don't think the ride did me any harm. I have these little back-sets now +and then. I'm glad you came."</p> + +<p>"How thin her hands are," thought Bertha. And she saw, too, that the +delicate face was wrinkled and withered.</p> + +<p>Reading compassion in the girl's glance, Alice continued, brightly: +"I'll be up to-morrow. I'm like a cork—nothing permanently depresses +me. I'm suffering just now from an error of thought!"</p> + +<p>Bertha only smiled, and the gleam of her teeth, white and even as rows +of corn, produced in her face the effect of innocent humor like that of +a child. Then she said: "I've bought a new horse."</p> + +<p>"Have you, indeed?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and I've been expecting you to ride up to the line fence and call +me out—I wanted to show him to you. He's a cracker-jack, all right."</p> + +<p>"We'll come over in a day or two. I never stay <i>down</i> more than three +days."</p> + +<p>Haney, lumbering round the corner of the house, called out, mellowly: +"Here you are! Now don't move a hair." He bent and offered a broad white +hand. "How are ye the day?"</p> + +<p>"Better, thank you. Ben, put a chair beside me; I want to talk to +Captain Haney. He was interrupted the other night in the very middle of +one of his best stories, and I'm going to insist on his finishing it."</p> + +<p>Haney faced Bertha with a look of humorous amazement on his face. "Think +o' that, now! She remembers one of my best."</p> + +<p>"Indeed I do, Captain, and I can tell you just where you left off. You +had just sighted the camp of the robbers."</p> + +<p>Haney clicked with his tongue, as if listening to a child. "There now! I +must have been taking more grape-juice than was good for me to start on +that story, for it's all about meself and the great man I thought I was +in those days."</p> + +<p>"I love to hear about people who can ride a hundred miles in a night, +and live on roots and berries, and capture men who bristle with +revolvers. Please go on. Ben, you needn't listen if you don't want to. +You can show Mrs. Haney the automobile or the garden."</p> + +<p>Ben laughed. "I like to hear Captain Haney talk quite as well as +anybody, but I'll be glad to show Mrs. Haney any of your neighbors' +things she cares to see."</p> + +<p>Alice turned to Bertha. "I suppose the Captain's tales are all old songs +in your ears?"</p> + +<p>"No, they're mostly all new to me. The Captain never tells stories to +me."</p> + +<p>Haney winked. "She knows me too well. She wouldn't believe them."</p> + +<p>"Go on, please," said Alice. And so Haney took up the thread, though he +protested. "'Tis a tale for candle-light," he explained.</p> + +<p>Ben was studying Bertha with renewed admiration. "Where did she get that +exquisite profile?" he thought.</p> + +<p>The story was again interrupted by a group of callers, among them Mrs. +Crego, and though Alice loyally stood by the Haneys and introduced them +boldly, Mrs. Crego's cold nod and something that went out from the eyes +of her companions made Bertha suffer, and she went away with a feeling +of antagonism in her heart. Did these people consider her beneath their +respect?</p> + +<p>Haney remarked as they rode away: "If black eyes could freeze, sure we'd +be shiverin' this minute. Did ye see Mrs. Crego pucker up when she +sighted us?"</p> + +<p>"I did, and it settled her for me," replied Bertha.</p> + +<p>The intimacy thus established between the Haneys and the Congdon circle +furnished the gossip of the "upper ten" with vital material for +discussion. Mrs. Crego most decidedly disapproved of their calling, and +advised Alice Heath against any further connection with the gambler's +wife.</p> + +<p>"What good can it possibly lead to? It's only curiosity on your part, +and it isn't right to disturb the girl's ideals—if she has any."</p> + +<p>To this Alice made no reply, but Ben stoutly defended the young wife. +"She would have been as good as any of us with the same education. The +poor little thing has had to work since her childhood, and that has cut +off all training. As for Haney, he isn't a bad man. I suppose he argues +that as some one must keep a gambling-house, it is best to have a good +man do it."</p> + +<p>The sense of being to a degree freed from the ordinary restraints of +social life made Alice very tolerant. But, as it chanced, they did not +go out the next day; indeed, it was several days before they again rode +up to the Haney gate. They found Bertha dressed and ready for them (as +she had been each morning), and when she came out to them her heart was +glowing and her face alight.</p> + +<p>"We've come to see the new horse!" called Ben.</p> + +<p>Haney was at the gate with a smile of satisfaction on his face when the +horse was brought round. "There is a steed worth the riding!" he +boasted. "I told Bertie to get the best. I would not have her riding a +'skate' like that one the other morning. She'll keep ye company this +day."</p> + +<p>Ben exclaimed, with admiration: "I see you know horse-kind, Captain!"</p> + +<p>"I do," responded Haney. "And now be off, and remember you take dinner +with us to-day."</p> + +<p>As they moved away he took his customary seat on the porch to wait for +their return—patient in outward seeming, but lonely and a little +resentful within.</p> + +<p>Bertha suggested a ride up the Bear Cañon, but Ben was quick to say: +"That is too far, I fear, for Alice."</p> + +<p>Bertha's glance at Alice revealed again, but in clearer lines, the +sickness and weariness and the hopelessness of the elder woman's face, +and Ben's consideration and watchful care of her took something out of +the ride. The rapture, the careless gayety, of their first gallop was +gone.</p> + +<p>An impatience rose in the girl's soul. With the cruelty of youth she +unconsciously accused the other, resenting the interference with her own +plans and pleasures. She felt cheated because Ben permitted himself no +racing, no circuits with her—and yet outwardly and in reality she was +deeply sympathetic. She pitied while she accused and resented.</p> + +<p>Their ride was short and unsatisfying. But as her guests remained for +luncheon—Bertha was learning to call it that—the outing ended in a +rare delight; for while "the two invalids" sat on the piazza, Bertha +showed Ben her garden and stables, and the greenhouses she was building, +and this hour was one of almost perfect peace.</p> + +<p>Ben, once outside Alice's depressing presence, grew gay and +single-minded in his enjoyment of his hostess and her surroundings.</p> + +<p>"It must seem like Aladdin and his wonderful lamp to you," he said, as +they stood watching the workmen putting in the glass to the greenhouses. +"All you have to do is rub it, and miracles happen."</p> + +<p>"That's just what it does," she answered, with gravity. "I give myself a +knock in the head every time I write out a check, just to see if I am +awake; but I can see I'll get used to it in time. That's the funny +thing: a feller can get used to anything. The trouble with me is I don't +know what to do nor how to do it. I ought to be learning things: I ought +to go to school, but I can't. You see, I had to buckle down to work +before I finished the high-school, and I don't know a thing except +running a hotel. I wish you'd give me a few pointers."</p> + +<p>"I'll do what I can, but I am afraid my advice wouldn't be very +pertinent. What can I help you on?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know. Alice"—she spoke the word with a little +hesitation—"said something to me the other day about charity, and all +that. Well, now, I'm helping mother's church—a little—and I'm helping +up at Sibley, but I don't know what else to do. I suppose I ought to do +some good with the money that's rolling in on us. I've got my house +pretty well stocked and fitted up, and I'm about stumped. I can't sit +down, and just eat and sleep, ride and drive, can I?"</p> + +<p>"There are women who do that and nothing else."</p> + +<p>"Well, I can't. I've always had something to do. I like to play as well +as the next one, but I don't believe I could spend my time here just +sitting around."</p> + +<p>"It's no small matter to run such a house as this."</p> + +<p>"Well, there's something in that; but the point is, what's it all for? +We're alone in it most of the time, and it don't seem right. Another +thing, most of our old friends fight shy of us now. I invite 'em in, and +they come, but they don't stay—they don't seem comfortable. They are +all wall-eyed to see the place once, but they don't say 'hello' as they +used to. And the people next door here—well, they don't neighbor at +all. You and the Congdons are the only people, except a few of mother's +church folks, who even call. Now, what's the matter?"</p> + +<p>He was now quite as serious as she. "I suppose your own folks feel that +your wealth is a barrier."</p> + +<p>"Why should they? I treat 'em just the same as ever. I'm not the kind to +go back on my friends because I'm Marshall Haney's wife. If I'd earned +this money I might put on airs; but I haven't—I've just married into +it."</p> + +<p>"How did you come to do it?" he asked, quickly—almost accusingly.</p> + +<p>Her tone again faltered, and her eyes fell. "Well, it was like this: +Mother was sick and getting old, and I was kind o' tired and +discouraged, and the Captain was mighty nice and kind to us; and then +I—And so when the word came that he was hurt—and wanted me—I went." +Here she looked up at him. "And I did right, don't you think so?"</p> + +<p>He was twisting a twig in his fingers. "Oh yes, certainly. You've been a +great comfort to him. You saved his life probably, and he really is a +fine man in spite of—" He broke off.</p> + +<p>She took up his phrase. "In spite of his business. I know, that was +mother's main objection to him. But, you see, he cleaned all out of that +before I married him. He hasn't touched a card since."</p> + +<p>He was almost apologetic. "I've been brought up to despise gamblers—I'm +a Quaker, you know, by family. But I like Captain Haney, and I can see +that from his point of view a 'straight game,' as he calls it, is not a +crime."</p> + +<p>"Yes, that's one good thing in his favor—he never let a crooked deal +pass in his place. But, after all, I can't forget that he was a gambler, +and other people can't, and his record is dead against us here." Her +face was dark as she resumed. "I'm a gambler's wife. Ain't that so? +Didn't you hear of me in that way? Weren't you warned against us?"</p> + +<p>His honest eyes quailed a little. "It is true your husband is called a +gambler rather than a miner."</p> + +<p>"Well, he was. That's right, but he isn't now. I'm not complaining about +the part that can't be helped, but I want to do something to show we are +in line to-day, and so does the Captain. We want to make our money +count, and if you can tell us what to do we'll be mightily obliged."</p> + +<p>The young Quaker was more profoundly enthralled by this unexpected +confession of the girl than by any other word she could have uttered. +His own knowledge of life was neither wide nor deep, and his sense of +responsibility not especially keen; and yet he experienced a thrill of +pleasure and a certain lift of spirit as he stood looking down at +her—the attitude of confidential spiritual adviser began at the moment +to yield a sweet satisfaction as well as an agreeable realization of +power. How much Haney's mines were pouring forth he did not know, but +their wealth was said to be enormous. Every day added to the +potentiality of this gray-eyed girl who stood so trustfully, so like a +pupil, before him.</p> + +<p>He spoke with emotion. "I'll do what I can to advise you and help you, +and so will Alice. Allen Crego is a good man—he has your legal +business, I believe?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I think he's square, and I like him. But I can't go to Mrs. Crego; +she despises us—that's one good reason." She smiled faintly. "But it +ain't legal advice I want—it's something else. I don't know what it is. +Our minister isn't the man, either. I guess I want somebody that knows +life, and that ain't either a lawyer or a minister. I want some one to +take our affairs in hand. I need all kinds of advice. Won't you give it +to me?"</p> + +<p>He smiled. "I'd like to help, but I am only a lawyer—and a very young +one at that."</p> + +<p>"I don't think of you as a lawyer; you're more than that to us."</p> + +<p>"What am I, then?"</p> + +<p>The color danced along her cheek as she uttered a phrase so current in +the West that it has a certain humorous sound: "You're a gentleman and a +scholar."</p> + +<p>"Thank you. But I fear you mean by that that I take life very easily."</p> + +<p>She grew serious again. "No, I don't. Anybody can see you're honest. I +trust you more than I do Judge Crego, and so does the Captain. You can +tell us things we want to know. We both know a little about business, +but we don't know much about other things. That's where we both fall +down."</p> + +<p>This frank expression of regard brought about a moment of emotional +tension, and Ben hesitated before replying. At last he said: "I hope I +shall always deserve your confidence. I wish I had the wisdom you credit +me with. I wonder what I can tell you?"</p> + +<p>"Tell me what you would do if you were in my place."</p> + +<p>Quick as a sunbeam his smile flashed out. "Be your own good, joyous +self. Whatever you do, don't lose what you are now—the quality which +attracted Alice and me to you. Don't try to be like other rich people."</p> + +<p>The sight of the Captain and Alice walking slowly towards them cut short +the further admission of his own careless inexperience, and they all +took seats beneath a big pear-tree which shaded a semicircular wire +settee.</p> + +<p>Haney had been confessing a little of his loneliness. "I will not +believe that me work in the world is done. 'Tis true, I took very little +care of me good days; but I was happy in me business, such as it was. Me +little wife there saves me from the blue divils when she's about, but +when I'm alone, sure it's deep in the dumps I go. Sometimes me mind +misgives me, to think of her tied to an old stump of a tree like me! But +maybe she's right—maybe I'm to recover me powers and be of use."</p> + +<p>To this Alice could only reply, as comfortingly as she could: "You've +given her a good deal, Captain."</p> + +<p>"So I have, but I mean to give more. As soon as I'm able to travel we're +going down the hill to see the world. Sometimes when we sit on our porch +and talk of it, it seems as if I could see the whole of the States +spread out before us—Chicago, Washington, New York, and all to choose +from. I can't get over the surprise of having the stream of money keep +comin'. I used to work hard—you may not believe that, but 'twas so. I +used to have long days and nights of watching. 'Twas work of a kind, +though you may not admire the kind. And now I have nothing to do but sit +and twist me two thumbs—and one of them bog-spavined, at that."</p> + +<p>To this Alice had made no reply, for they were within earshot of Ben and +Bertha. Haney called out: "Sure, it must be near dinner-time, Bertie!—I +mean luncheon, ma'am—I'm lately instructed."</p> + +<p>They all laughed in tune to his humor, and Bertha replied: "No more +twelve-o'clock dinners for us, Captain."</p> + +<p>Haney groaned. "This fashionable life will be the death of me. Sure, I +eat and talk by rule a'ready. Where it will end I dunno."</p> + +<p>Happily the bell soon relieved the strain, but the talk at the table +continued to be very personal—it could not be prevented, for each of +these four people was at a turning-point in his or her life. Haney, +feeling the slow tide of returning vigor in his limbs, was in trouble +thinking of what he was to do. Bertha, just beginning to tremble beneath +the mysterious stir of an all-demanding love, was uneasy, feverish, and +self-conscious. Alice, sensing the approach of weakness and decay, yet +struggling against it, was inwardly in despair. While Ben, hitherto +careless, facing life with unwrinkled brow, was appreciating, for the +first time, the positive responsibilities of manhood. Bertha's expressed +wish to employ his best judgment exalted him while it troubled him.</p> + +<p>For a time the burden of the conversation was his. Haney was in a +reflective mood, and Bertha busied with the table service, which she was +trying to raise to the level of her honored guests, was distracted. +Alice, tired and a little dispirited, added nothing to the youthful +spirit of the meal.</p> + +<p>At last, just when the conversation seemed about to flag out, Haney, +lifting his head, began in a new tone: "Mr. Fordyce, my little girl and +I have decided we want you to take Crego's place as our lawyer. I hope +you'll be able to do it."</p> + +<p>Alice looked up in surprise. "But you don't mean to take it from Mr. +Crego?"</p> + +<p>Haney's face grew hard. "I am under no obligation to Crego, and I prefer +to have as me lawyer a man who can neighbor with me, and whose wife is +not above nodding when me own wife passes by."</p> + +<p>Alice hastened to defend the Cregos. "You mustn't be unjust to Mrs. +Crego."</p> + +<p>"I'm not," said Haney, "nor to Crego either. I've paid for his time, and +paid well—as I'm willing to pay for yours." He turned to Ben. "I need +advice, and I want to feel free to go for it."</p> + +<p>Ben replied: "I'd like to accept your business, Captain, but you see it +would not be professional for me to profit at the expense of my friend, +and, besides, I haven't really settled here yet."</p> + +<p>Haney looked disappointed. "I thought ye had. Well, I am going to cut +loose from Crego anyhow, and I shall tell him why."</p> + +<p>Bertha cried out: "No, don't do that."</p> + +<p>He acquiesced. "Very well, then I won't tell him why; but I'm going to +quit him! So if you don't care to take on me business, I'll give it to +Jim Beringer. It pays a good bit of money, and will pay more. I'll make +it profitable to ye."</p> + +<p>Alice looked at Ben. "Of course, if he is going to leave Mr. Crego +anyway—"</p> + +<p>"But that would mean making our permanent home here, and setting up an +office."</p> + +<p>"Well, why not? I can't live in the East any more; that we have tested. +I am willing to decide now. It would give you a start here, and, +besides, I think you can be of use to the Captain."</p> + +<p>Ben still hesitated. "It seems rather treacherous to Crego some way. But +if you have definitely decided against him—"</p> + +<p>"We have," said Bertha. "We talked it all over yesterday. We want you."</p> + +<p>Haney's face was very grave now. "There is one thing more, Mr. Fordyce. +Mart Haney's reputation must be taken into account. It won't do you anny +good to be associated with him. I don't know that it will do you anny +harm, but I'm dom sure it will do you no good to be associated with me."</p> + +<p>Alice interposed, quickly. "A lawyer can't choose his clients—at least, +a <i>young</i> lawyer can't."</p> + +<p>Haney ignored the implications of her speech. "I'm not tryin' to cover +up me tracks," said he. "I was a gambler for thirty years. Me whole life +has been a game of chance. There are many who think gambling one of the +high crimes an' misdemeanors, but I think a square game between men is +defensible. I am a gambler by nature. Why shouldn't I be? I grew up a +fat squab of a boy rollin' about on the pavin'-stones of Troy. 'Twas all +luck, bedad, whether I lived or died. I lived, it fell out, and when I +had learned to read I read wild-West stories. Of course, that led me to +go West and jine the Indians, and by stealin' rides and beggin' me bread +I reached Dodge City. 'Twas all chance that I didn't die on the way. Me +mother, poor soul, was worried and I knew it, and finally I put me fist +to it and wrote her a letter to say I was all right. She wrote beggin' +me to return, which I did a couple of years later; but Troy was too slow +for me then, and again I pulled out. I was always takin' risks. Danger +was me delight. I had no trade, but I had faith in me luck. I won—I +almost always won. And so I came to be a gambler along with bein' +sheriff and city marshal, and the like o' that, in one mountain town or +another, but I always played fair. A man who plays a square game is a +gambler. The man who deals underhand is a crook. I'm no crook. I love +the game. To know that the cards are stacked against the other player +takes all the fun out of the deck for me. I want the other felly to have +an equal chance with me—else 'tis no game, but a hold-up. No man ever +rightfully accused me of dealing against him. Yes, 'tis true, me world +is a world of risk." He looked at Alice. "Sure, the Look-Out up +above—if there is such—is there to see that we all have a show for our +ace. If anything interferes with that the game is a crooked one."</p> + +<p>Alice began to perceive something big and admirable in this man's +spirit. She was not of his faith—quite the contrary. She was a +fatalist. Nothing happened in her world. But she was imaginative enough +to understand his point of view.</p> + +<p>Haney went on. "I know all the tricks. I lairned them, not to use in the +game, but to keep them <i>out</i> of the game. I had too much faith in me +luck to ever weaken."</p> + +<p>"Did you never lose?" asked Ben.</p> + +<p>"Many the time, indeed, but only for a short streak. Take this mine, for +instance. A man comes into me house full of confidence in himself, +plays, and goes broke. The fury of the game bein' in him, he says: 'I'll +put me prospect hole against five hundred dollars.' 'Roll the wheel,' +says I, and I won his hole in the ground. 'Twas me luck. That prospect +turned out a mine. 'Twas his luck to lose. He was a full-grown man; he +knew the game and went into it with his eyes open. Truth was, he +considered the mine a 'dead horse,' and was hopin' to take a fall out o' +me. Me little girl here is disturbed about the way the mine came to us, +but she needn't be. 'Twas all in the game. I'm sayin' 'twas in the game +that another crazy fool should blow me to pieces—I don't complain. I +take me chances. Now"—here he faced Ben, and his grave tone +lightened—"as I understand it, you're not a rich man?"</p> + +<p>Ben flushed a little. "No, I haven't earned much so far; but it's up to +me to get busy."</p> + +<p>"And ye expect to marry soon?"</p> + +<p>This question sent a thrill to the heart of each of the three young +people listening—a thrill of fear, of doubt. And Ben said, slowly, +perceiving Haney's fatherly good-will: "Yes, we expect to set up +housekeeping, as the old-fashioned people say, as soon as Alice is a +little stronger."</p> + +<p>"Very well, then," Haney went on like one who has made his point, +"here's <i>your</i> chance. Your fee with me will pay your coal bills anyway. +We're likely to take a good dale of your time, but you'll lose nothing +by that."</p> + +<p>Bertha, with big yearning eyes fixed upon Ben's face, waited in a quiver +of hope as he replied: "Of course, Captain Haney, I can't subscribe to +your defense of gambling, and if you were still a gambler, in the strict +sense of the word, I couldn't accept this position, for it is something +more than legal. But as you have given up all connection with cards and +liquor selling, I see no reason why I should not accept your +offer—provided I can be of service in the manner you expect." He looked +across the table at Bertha, and reading there the same entreaty which +she had expressed in the garden, he added, firmly and definitely: "Yes, +I will accept, and be very much obliged to you."</p> + +<p>Haney extended his hand, and they silently clasped palms in the compact.</p> + +<p>They parted in a glow of mutual confidence and liking, and Alice's voice +quivered as she thanked their host. "I think it very fine of you, +Captain Haney. This may be the means of establishing Mr. Fordyce in +business here."</p> + +<p>His eyes twinkled in reply. "I will do all I can to help him, for he +takes me eye."</p> + +<p>Ben's last glance and the pressure of his hand left in Bertha's brain a +glow which remained with her all the rest of the day, and she carolled +like a robin as she trod her swift way about the house.</p> + +<p>The next morning, as they sat at breakfast, Mart briskly said: "Well, +little woman, I've decided, now that I have a man I can trust with me +business, to make the trip East. As soon as he has the mines in hand +we'll start. Can you be ready to go Monday week?"</p> + +<p>"Sure thing," she answered, quickly. But even as she spoke a nameless +pang that was neither joy nor exultation shot through her heart. For the +first time she realized that she had lost her keen desire to explore the +glittering plain which lay below her feet. A fairer world, a perfectly +satisfying world, was opening before her in the high country which was +her home.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII</h2> + +<h3>ALICE HEATH HAS A VISION</h3> + + +<p>This change of legal adviser, while very important to Ben Fordyce and +the Haneys, did not seem to trouble Allen Crego very much. As a matter +of fact, he was about to run for Congress, and had all the business he +could attend to anyway. He liked the young Quaker, and responded "All +right" in the frank Western fashion, sending the Haneys away quite as +solidly friendly as before. To Ben he was most cordial. "I'm glad you're +going to settle here, and I'm specially glad you've got a retainer; for +the field is overcrowded, and it may take a long time for you to get a +place. We old fellows who came down along with the pioneers have an +immense advantage. I wish you every success." And he meant it.</p> + +<p>Only when he got home to Mrs. Crego did he come to realize what a +horrible injury he had permitted "a young and inexperienced Eastern boy" +to do himself. "This connection will ostracize them both," his wife +said.</p> + +<p>He answered a little wearily. "Oh, now, my dear, I think you take your +social Medes and Persians too seriously. We lawyers can't afford to +inquire into the private affairs of our clients too closely—especially +if they are derived from the pioneer West. Ben Fordyce doesn't become +responsible for Haney's past; it is a business and not a social +arrangement."</p> + +<p>"That's like a man," she responded; "they never see anything till it +bumps their noses. They've both called on the Haneys and gone riding +with them—or with the girl. They've even eaten luncheon there!"</p> + +<p>"How dreadful! Mrs. Crego, you shock me!"</p> + +<p>"If any evil comes of this—and there will be sorrow in it—you'll be +morally responsible. In the old days it didn't matter, but now nobody +who is anybody in this town can associate with people like the Haneys +and not be hurt by it."</p> + +<p>The judge ceased to smile. "Now, let this end the discussion. Fordyce +has sense enough to take care of himself. He's just the man for +Haney—he has time, good nature, and splendid connections. I am glad to +be rid of the business, and I am delighted to think this young fellow +has pleased Haney—"</p> + +<p>"It isn't Haney. Don't you see? It's that girl. She has urged it—I'm +perfectly sure."</p> + +<p>"Stop right there!" he commanded, sharply. "I don't want to hear a word +of your insinuations. I'm tired of them. I'm ashamed of you." And he +took up his paper and walked away from her.</p> + +<p>She was defeated at the moment, but hurried to the Congdons with her +news. Lee looked quite serious enough. "I don't believe I like that +either. What do you think, Frank?"</p> + +<p>"All depends on Ben. If he makes it a business deal and keeps it so all +right; if he don't, it may go against him in the town, as Helen says."</p> + +<p>"Don't you think you'd better go see him and have a talk?"</p> + +<p>"Nixie!" he answered, in swift negation. "Little Willie don't want to +tackle that delicate job. I'm subtle, but not so subtle as that. Alice +Heath knows all we know and more, and you can bet they've talked the +whole thing over."</p> + +<p>"But they may not realize the position of the Haneys."</p> + +<p>"They may not; but I suspect they think they can carry any connection +they choose to make, and I mostly think they can—ten generations of +Quaker ancestry—"</p> + +<p>"But the people there don't know their ancestry."</p> + +<p>"Well, go talk to them. I abdicate. Besides, I like the Haneys."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Crego now laid her joker on the table. "Here's the point. That girl +is <i>taken</i> with Ben—it's all her plan."</p> + +<p>Congdon started. "Sh! Don't say that out loud, Nell. That little wife is +true as steel."</p> + +<p>"I don't care. My prophetic soul—"</p> + +<p>Lee put in. "Prophetic pollywogs! Why, Helen, the girl is as simple and +straightforward as a boy of twelve."</p> + +<p>"She seems that way, but I could see she was wonderfully attracted by +Ben and his singing that night here."</p> + +<p>"That may be; so was I. Anyhow, I agree with Frank: it would be cruel to +say such a thing—even if it were so, which I don't for an instant +believe. At the same time, I admit the connection will make talk and may +create a prejudice. Maybe we'd better see Ben." She looked at her +husband.</p> + +<p>He waved a protesting finger before his face. "Not on your life! Ben and +I are friends. I like him immensely—too much to think of running such a +frightful risk of offending him. If you interfere you do so at your own +peril."</p> + +<p>Lee finally acquiesced in his judgment, and Mrs. Crego went home more +deeply troubled than her acquaintance with Alice Heath would seem to +warrant. "Helen's an estimable person," said Frank Congdon, "and on the +whole I like her; but I wish she didn't take quite so much evil for +granted."</p> + +<p>So as no one warned Ben Fordyce, he went gayly forward and hired a +couple of nice rooms in a sightly block, and hung out a gilded sign. "I +am a citizen of Colorado now," he said to the Captain and Bertha the +first time they called at his office.</p> + +<p>Alice was there, and they were deep in discussion of the merits of a +pile of new rugs which were to match the wall-paper. Ben stoutly stood +for the "ox-blood" and she for the "old gold." Ben explained. "The +entire extravagance of this office is due to her." He pointed an +accusing finger at Alice, who nodded shamelessly. "I was all for +second-hand stuff, both for economy's sake and to show I'd been in +practice a long time."</p> + +<p>"You'd need a battered second-hand set of whiskers to match," she +replied, and they all laughed at the notion. "No, Captain, being sure +Ben couldn't deceive anybody as to his age and experience, I argued for +signs of prosperity. New-born success has its weight, you know."</p> + +<p>"Sure it has."</p> + +<p>"People like silken rugs and mahogany furniture, even in the West."</p> + +<p>"They do," Haney agreed.</p> + +<p>Bertha, standing silently by, was vaguely resenting Alice's presence. +This feeling was not defined, but it was strong enough to darken her +face and take the sparkle out of her eyes. She would have liked to do +this work of fitting up his rooms; and he, on his part, saw that she was +in sombre mood, and sought opportunity to come to where she stood. "I'm +being congratulated on all sides for becoming a citizen of Colorado. +It's quite like being initiated into some new club. In an Eastern town +they'd let me jolly well alone. I'm going to like it immensely, I know, +and it's really due to you."</p> + +<p>She found words difficult at the moment. His face and voice dazzled her +like an open door towards sunshine, and after a moment's pause she +looked round the room, saying: "It's going to be fine."</p> + +<p>"I want it comfy, so that you and the Captain will feel like coming down +often. We have a great deal to talk over before I shall really have a +full understanding of your affairs. I'm going to bone into my books +hard," he added, boyishly. "To tell the truth, I've taken life pretty +easy. You see, my father left me a regular income, big enough to support +me while I was studying law, but not enough to marry on." She couldn't +have told why, but this subject troubled her and confused her. She +turned away again as he continued: "Alice has a little, not much, in her +own right, and so it is really up to me to settle down and get to work. +Please don't think you are taking the time of a rich and busy man like +Crego. I am very grateful to you. It will enable us to plan a home here +in the West."</p> + +<p>Again that keen pang went through her heart, and he, looking towards +Alice, so worn and drooping, was touched with dismay, almost fear.</p> + +<p>She was talking to the Captain, but was furtively watching Bertie and +Ben. "How erect and radiant and happy they are," she thought, and a +doubt of the girl came into her mind. "She is so untrained and so +young!" And in this mental exclamation she put her first fear that Ben +might find his position as legal adviser complicated by the admiration +of the Captain's wife.</p> + +<p>Something weirdly intuitive had come to Alice Heath in these later +years. As her health declined and her flesh purified, she had come to +possess uncanny powers of vision, and at times seemed to read the very +innermost thoughts of those about her. The loss of her beauty, which had +been exquisite as that of a rose, had made her morbid—which she knew +and struggled against. She forecast the future, and this is disquieting +to any one. "Here at this moment," she often said to herself, "my world +is flooded with sunshine—a static world in appearance. But how will it +be ten years from now? The clock ticks, the sun passes, the universal +sway of death extends." With the same acuteness with which she read +other minds she read her own; but knowing that such imaginings were +unnatural and distressing, she fought against them; yet they came in +spite of herself. And the picture of Bertha standing there beside Ben +filled her with a prophetic vision of what the girl-wife was to become: +"She will grow in grace and in dignity, in understanding. She's of good +stock. She's like a man in her power to raise herself above lowly +conditions. Why are there not female Lincolns? There are, and she is one +of them. Nearly all our great men were born and reared under conditions +ruder than those which surrounded this girl. Why can't she rise? She +will rise—and then—"</p> + +<p>She did not pursue the clew further, for the Captain was speaking. "And +you, miss, can be of just as great service to me wife. She's alone with +me here in this town, and I'm a heavy load for her to carry. I am so. +Now that her house is in order the days are long. The people she'd like +to know don't drop in, and I suspect it's because she's Mart Haney's +wife."</p> + +<p>She resumed her sprightly manner. "Oh no; I'm afraid if she were a poor +girl she'd find these same people still more indifferent."</p> + +<p>"True, miss. But would they act the same if she were Mart Haney's +widow?"</p> + +<p>She flashed a deep-piercing, wondering glance at him. "Ah, that would be +different. And yet," she hastened to say, "that would not make her +acceptable to the really best people."</p> + +<p>"What would, miss?" he asked, simply. "I'm a rough man, and I've led a +rough life. I begin to see things now that I never saw before. What +would give Bertha standing among the people you speak of?"</p> + +<p>"Education, character. By character I mean she must be a personality."</p> + +<p>"That she is!" He was emphatic in this.</p> + +<p>"She certainly is a fascinating girl, and she promises to be a still +more interesting woman."</p> + +<p>"I'm not a wooden-head, miss. As a gambler, it was me business to read +men's faces. I see more than my little girl gives me credit for. I think +I know why Mrs. Crego can't see us as we pass by, and I was wise to them +friends of yours the other day when they curled their tails and showed +their teeth at sight of us. It's because Bertie is the wife of a +gambler. Isn't that so, now?"</p> + +<p>She rose with a start, for Bertha was coming towards them. "Hush! don't +talk about it any more—at present." And at this moment there passed +before her eyes a vision of this big man, crushed and writhing on a +mountain-side, among deep green ferns. It lasted but an instant, like +the memory of an event in childhood; a spot transient as a +shadow—disconnected, without precursor or sequence; like a cloud over +the wheat it gloomed a moment and was gone, and she gave herself up to +the influence of the sunny room and Ben's joyous plans.</p> + +<p>This vision came back to her when she was alone in her own room an hour +later, and stayed with her persistently. What did it mean? Did it +presage an accident to him, or had it arisen from a vague knowledge of +the cause of his wounding?</p> + +<p>This singular and distressing rule governed her dreams of the future. +They were all of sorrow, death, physical calamities; never, or very +rarely, of health and happiness; therefore, she seldom spoke of them. +"Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof," her father was wont to +say, and she had come to the same conclusion. Besides her faith in her +predictive dreams was by no means fixed. She had reached but one +comforting conclusion, and that was negative. If no vision came to +reveal the future of any friend, she rested secure in the belief that he +or she at least was to be free of disaster. It was a sweet and +comforting fact to remember that no vision of Ben's future had ever +entered her consciousness. She did not even dream of him. And this was +still more wonderful, for she had always understood that those we love +are ever in our thoughts in slumber.</p> + +<p>For some reason the day had been most wearing, and to dress for dinner +was an effort. But she made herself as lovely as she could for Ben's +sake—and for the sake of the Congdons with whom they were to dine. "We +are to be alone," Lee had 'phoned, "for I want to talk with you like a +Dutch aunt."</p> + +<p>Alice knew as well as if Lee had spoken it what was coming. They were +going to protest against Ben's intimacy with the Haneys. And as soon as +they were in their carriage she warned Ben. "You want to be on your +guard to-night. The Congdons are going to advise you against accepting +this retainer from Captain Haney."</p> + +<p>He was too happy to do more than jokingly reply: "Too late! Bribe is in +hand, and money mostly spent. What I want to ask you is more important. +When are we to start our 'love in a cottage' idyl? It really looks +possible now. Isn't it beautiful to think we can really keep house out +here and pay our way?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Ben!"—there was a wail in her voice—"I don't seem to gain as I +should! I'm completely tired out to-night."</p> + +<p>He was all concern instantly, and putting his arm about her, tenderly +exclaimed: "Dear heart, it was my fault. You shouldn't have gone down at +all."</p> + +<p>"But don't you see how revealing it is? If I can't go down to your +office to superintend the arrangement of a few rugs and chairs, how can +I keep a house—your house—in order? No, dear boy, we mustn't think of +it—not now; perhaps by spring, but certainly not now."</p> + +<p>He was both saddened and perplexed, and yet his disappointment was not +so keen as it had been when she had put off their wedding-day the first +time, and when she turned a white, despairing face up to him, saying +wildly: "Oh, Benny, why don't you give me up and marry some nice young +girl?" He only took her in his arms and shut her lips with a kiss.</p> + +<p>"No more such talk," he said; "you're tired and a little morbid. Lee's +lecture will do you good. I hope she gets after you for letting yourself +down into these detestable moods."</p> + +<p>Signs of their troubled ride were on their faces as they entered the +Congdon sitting-room (which also served as hall), and Lee put her arm +about her guest with compassion uppermost in her heart. "You don't look +a bit well to-night. What have you been doing?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing. That's the worst of it. If I'd been scrubbing floors or +cleaning silver I'd feel that I had a right to be tired, but I've only +been down to Ben's new office overseeing the laying of three rugs. I +didn't lift a hand, and now look at me!"</p> + +<p>When they were in the privacy of Lee's dressing-room the hostess studied +her guest critically. "You've something on your mind," she announced.</p> + +<p>"I always have something on my mind."</p> + +<p>"I know you do, and if you're ever going to get well you must get it off +your mind. Do I know what it is?"</p> + +<p>"If you don't, you ought to. Since this retainer from Captain Haney, Ben +is urging an immediate marriage."</p> + +<p>Lee Congdon was an unconquerable realist and truth-teller, and she could +not at the moment utter any other than a divergent word. "We got you +here to-night to talk over that Haney business. We don't entirely like +it; at least, I don't. Frank has no responsibility, never had. Haney is +not a bad man, and she isn't a bit low or common; but folks think she +is. And it's going to hurt you both, I'm afraid, to have anything to do +socially with them."</p> + +<p>"Oh, socially!" Alice cried, in disgust. "I thought we were coming to +the big and boundless West, where such things don't count."</p> + +<p>"You have, and you haven't. The Springs is a little of the West, a +little of England, and a good deal of the East. It's a foolish town in +some ways, and I warn you lots of nice people will find it inconvenient +to call on you for fear of meeting Mrs. Haney."</p> + +<p>"Oh, rats!"</p> + +<p>"Absurd, isn't it? I'm glad you put on that dress. You don't look tired +now; your cheeks are blazing."</p> + +<p>"With wrath—not health."</p> + +<p>"At me?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no. At these people who assume to dictate whom we shall know."</p> + +<p>"They don't do that, dear; they only think you're paying too much for +Ben's new office. But come down to dinner; we'll fight this out later."</p> + +<p>Congdon was outspoken in his admiration. "By the Lord, the climate is +getting in its work! Why, Alice, you're radiant. You're ten years +younger to-night!"</p> + +<p>"That's because I'm angry."</p> + +<p>"What about?"</p> + +<p>"Your townspeople. Lee has made me feel as if I were the club-bar topic +to-night."</p> + +<p>Congdon became solemn—grim as a brazen image. "Mrs. Congdon, you've +been making some of your tactful remarks."</p> + +<p>"I have not. I've been talking straight from the shoulder, as I advise +you to do."</p> + +<p>He capitulated. "After the turkey. Come on, Ben, we're in for a lecture +by the Professor-Doctor Lee Congdon."</p> + +<p>Under the influence of his humor they took seats about the pretty, +candle-lit table as gay a group as the city held—apparently; for Alice +was of that temperament which responds quickly and buoyantly to humor, +and Frank Congdon never took anything quite seriously—except his +portrait-painting. He could do a cake-walk with any one, but he would +not discuss art with the unsympathetic. He always had a new story to +tell of his amazing experience. Something was always happening to him. +Other men come and go up and down the whole earth without an adventure, +but no sooner does Frank Congdon slip out of the door than the +fates—generally the humorous ones—pounce upon him. Drunken women claim +him for a son. Sheriffs arrest him in the mountains and transport him +long distances, only to find him the wrong man. Confused Swedish mothers +give him babies to hold in the cars, and rush out just in time to get +left. And these tales lose nothing in his recount of them.</p> + +<p>In the present instance he took up half the dinner-hour with a +description of his latest mishap. A neighbor's cook had suddenly gone +mad, and had charged him with putting a spell over her. "Somebody calls +me up on the 'phone this morning: 'Is this Frank Congdon?'... 'Yes.' ... +'Hello, Frank, this is Henry. What you been doing to my cook?' ... 'What +does she say I have?' ... 'Says you've hypnotized her—put a spell over +her.' ... 'I pass.' ... 'Fact; she's crazy as a bed-bug, and we can't do a +thing with her—and she was <i>such</i> a good girl. How could you, +Frank?' ... 'I never saw the creature in my life.' ... 'Well, you'll see +her now. You're to come right over and remove this spell, or we won't +have any breakfast.'" Here Congdon looked solemnly round at his guests. +"Now wouldn't that convulse a body? I didn't know her name; on my word, +I couldn't remember how she looked. But my curiosity was roused, and +over I toddled. It was all true. Karen was in the kitchen, armed with +the jig-saw bread-knife and calling for me. Henry was all for my +appearing suddenly at the door à la Svengali, and with a majestic wave +of the hand lift the cloud from her brain. 'Not on your tintype,' says +I; 'I guess this is a case for the police. If I put this spell on that +hell-cat it must have been by "absent treatment" during sleep, and it's +me to my studio again.' ... 'No you don't,' said Henry. 'You stay till +this incubus is cleared away. It ain't reasonable to suppose that an +ignorant maid like this is going to charge a complete stranger with a +crime of this kind unless—'</p> + +<p>"'That's what I say. It isn't reasonable, I refuse to believe it.' Just +then something seemed to break loose in the back part of the house. +Wash-boilers seemed to be falling on the kitchen range, and wild yells +made Mrs. Henry turn pale.</p> + +<p>"'That's your work, monster!' shrieked Henry.</p> + +<p>"'Is it?' I said. 'My opinion is she's broke into your wine-cellar. It's +you to the police.'</p> + +<p>"'Go calm her. Come, it's a fine chance to experiment.'</p> + +<p>"'So it is—with a cannon. Do you mean to tell me seriously that she +thinks I've hypnotized her?'</p> + +<p>"Then he got down to business, and assured me that he was telling the +truth. This interested me, and I thought I'd chance opening the +door—particularly as everything was quiet inside."</p> + +<p>His company was very tense now, so vividly had he set the whole scene +before them. "I opened the door, and found her standing at the far side +of the room, her hair in ropes and her eyes wild. She was 'bug-house' +all right. 'Karen,' I said, in my most hypnotic voice, 'I lift the +spell. You are free. Go back to work.'"</p> + +<p>"What happened?" asked Alice, breathless with excitement.</p> + +<p>His face was grave and his voice sad. "Not a thing! My Svengali pass +didn't work. I was as the idle wind to her. Therefore, I withdrew and +'phoned the police."</p> + +<p>"What an extraordinary thing," said Ben.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Congdon brightly answered: "It would be for any one else, but I'm +so used to that now I don't mind. Whenever the telephone bell rings I +expect to hear that Frank is sued for breach of promise, or arrested for +burglary, or some little thing like that. If he were only a novelist +he'd make our everlasting fortune. But I know why he started this +story—he wants to head off my talk with you about the Haneys, and I +don't intend to let him do it. Have you taken on Haney's legal +business?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"For good and all?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. He's advanced me part of my fee, and I've spent it for desks, +rugs, and office rent. I think I may say the offer is accepted."</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry," she said, simply.</p> + +<p>Her husband objected. "I don't see why. Haney is a man of large means, +his mines are paying hugely, and he needs some one to look after the +investment side of his income, and to keep tab on the output of the +mines, and to be ready to settle any legal points that may come up. +Ben's just the boy to do this."</p> + +<p>Lee was firm. "That's one side of it. But these young people should not +start in wrong. Haney's past is said to be criminal, and Mrs. Haney is +called low—"</p> + +<p>Congdon hotly interrupted. "Who says so? It's a lie!"</p> + +<p>"That's the talk over town. It was all right for Crego to transact their +business, for he is an old and well-known lawyer here; but it's +different with Ben, who is just starting."</p> + +<p>Ben laughed. "Yes, it is different. Crego didn't need the job, and I +do."</p> + +<p>"How bad do you need it?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Well, it makes it possible for us to marry at once and settle here." He +looked at Alice with a renewal of the admiration he had felt for her in +the days of their dancing feet. She shrank from his gaze, and Mrs. +Congdon perceived it.</p> + +<p>"You're not so poor as all that," she stated rather than asked.</p> + +<p>"I don't suppose we're likely to need bread of a sort, but I don't feel +able to buy or rent and keep house—or I didn't till Haney made this +offer."</p> + +<p>"How did he come to make it?"</p> + +<p>His fair skin flushed at her question, for he couldn't quite bring +himself to tell the whole truth. He knew the decision came from Bertha, +and at the moment, and for the first time, he saw how it might be +misconstrued. He evaded her. "Modesty forbids, but I suppose it must +come out. It is all due to my open-faced Waterbury countenance. He +thinks I am at once able and honest."</p> + +<p>"There you have it, Lee. Haney knows a good thing when he sees it."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Congdon, putting the rest of her lecture aside for future use, +said: "Well, if it's all settled, then I've no more to say. Probably I'm +too fussy about what the town thinks, anyway."</p> + +<p>"Precisely my contention, Mrs. Congdon," replied her husband.</p> + +<p>She was audaciously frank and truth-seeking, but she could not say to +any one but her husband that Little Mrs. Haney, expanding into a +dangerously attractive woman, was already in love with Ben Fordyce. +"There are limits to advice, after all," she said to Frank, when they +were alone.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you recognize the limit in this case," he replied, "but I +don't intend to worry. Ben is all right, and the girl has got to have +her tragedy sooner or later. If it isn't Ben, it will be somebody else. +A wonder it wasn't with me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know." She laughed. "I feel very secure about you."</p> + +<p>"Am I such a bad shape?" he asked, with comical inflection.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA'S YELLOW CART</h3> + + +<p>Ben found his office a most cheerful and pleasant resort—just what he +needed. And each morning as soon as his breakfast was eaten, he went to +his desk to write, to read his morning paper, and to glance at the law +journals. He called this "studying." About eleven o'clock the Haneys +regularly drove down, and they went over some paper, or some proposal +for investment, or Williams came in with a report of the mines. This +filled in the time till lunch. Not infrequently he got into the +carriage, and they rode up to get Alice to fill out the table. In the +afternoon they sometimes went out to the mesas, and it was this almost +daily habit of driving and lunching with the Haneys which infuriated +Mrs. Crego (who really loved Alice) and troubled Lee Congdon (who was, +as she said, frankly in love with Ben). Gossips were already discussing +the outcome of it all.</p> + +<p>"Just such a situation as that has produced a murderess," said Mrs. +Crego to the judge one night. But he only shook his paper and scowled +under its cover, refusing to say one word further concerning the Haneys.</p> + +<p>Alice, studying Ben with those uncanny eyes of hers, saw him slowly +yielding to the charm of Bertha's personality, which was maturing +rapidly under the influence of her love. She was as silent as ever, but +her manner was less boyish. The swell of her bosom, the glow that came +into her face, had their counterparts in the unconsciously acquired +feminine grace of her bearing. She was giving up many of the phrases +which jarred on polite ears, and she did this, naturally, by reason of +her association with Alice. She saw and took on many of the little +niceties of the older woman's way of eating and drinking.</p> + +<p>At Lee Congdon's suggestion, she abandoned the cross-saddle. It required +a great deal of character to give up the free and natural way of riding +(the way in which all women rode until these latter days), and to assume +the helpless, cramped, and twisted position the side-saddle demands; but +she did it in the feeling that Ben liked her better for the change. And +he did. She could see approval in his eyes when she rode out for the +first time in conventional riding-skirt, looking very slim and strong +and graceful. "I can't stand for the 'hard hat,'" she confessed. "I'll +wear a cap or a sombrero, but no skillet for me."</p> + +<p>These were perfect days for the girl-wife. Under these genial suns, with +such companionship, such daily food, she rushed towards maturity like +some half-wild colt brought suddenly from the sere range into abundant +and peaceful pasture, the physical side of her being rounded out, +glowing with the fires of youth, at the same time that the poor old +Captain sank slowly but surely into inactivity and feebleness. She did +not perceive his decline, for he talked bravely of his future, and +called her attention to his increasing weight, which was indeed a sign +of his growing inertness.</p> + +<p>And so the months passed with no one of the little group but Alice +suffering, for Mart had attained a kind of resignation to his condition. +He still talked of going up to the camp, but the doctor and Bertha +persuaded him to wait, and so he endured as patiently as he could, and +if he suffered, gave little direct sign of it.</p> + +<p>Alice, fully alive now to the gossip of the town (thanks to Mrs. Crego), +found herself helpless in the matter. She believed the young people to +be—as they were—innocent of all disloyalty, and she could not assume +the rôle of the jealous woman. She was frightened at thought of the +suffering before them all, and it was in this fear that she said to Ben +one day: "Boy, you're giving up a deal of time to the Haneys."</p> + +<p>He answered, promptly. "They pay me for it."</p> + +<p>"I know they do. But, dearest, you ought to take more time to study—to +prepare yourself for other clients—when they come."</p> + +<p>He laughed. "They're not likely to come right away, and, besides, I do +get in an hour or two every day."</p> + +<p>"But you ought to study <i>six</i> hours every day. Aren't the traditions of +Lincoln and Daniel Webster all to that effect: work all day with the ax, +and study in the light of pine knots all night?"</p> + +<p>He took her words as lightly as they were spoken. "Something like that. +But I'm no Daniel Webster; I'm not sure I want to go in for criminal law +at all."</p> + +<p>She spoke, sharply. "You mustn't think of getting your fees too easy, +Ben. I don't think any good lawyer wins without work. Do you?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't mean that," he hastened to say. "You do me an injustice. I +really read more than you think, and my memory is tenacious, you know. +Besides, I can't refuse to give the Haneys the most of my time; for they +are my only clients, and the Captain is most generous."</p> + +<p>"The mornings ought to be enough," she hazarded.</p> + +<p>"I know what you mean. I do go out with them afternoons a good deal, but +I consider that a part of my duty. They are so helpless socially. You've +always felt that yourself."</p> + +<p>"I feel it now, Bennie boy, but we mustn't neglect all friends for them. +Other people don't know that you do this as a matter of business, and of +course you can't tell any one; for if the Haneys heard of it they would +be cut to the heart. Do they put it on a business basis?"</p> + +<p>"They never mention it. Bertha isn't given to talking subtleties, as you +know, and the Captain takes it all as it comes these days."</p> + +<p>It hurt her to hear him speak of Mrs. Haney in that off-hand, habitual +way, and she foretold further misconception on the part of Mrs. Crego in +case he should forget—as he was likely to do—and allude to "Bertha" in +her presence. But how could she tell him not to do that? She merely +said: "I like Mrs. Haney, and I feel sorry for her—I mean I'm sorry she +can't have a place in the town to which she is really entitled. She is +improving very rapidly."</p> + +<p>"Isn't she!" he cried out. "That little thing is reading right through +the town library—a book every other day, she tells me."</p> + +<p>"Novels, I fear."</p> + +<p>"No; that's the remarkable thing. She's reading history and biography. +Isn't it too bad she couldn't have had Bryn Mawr or Vassar? I've advised +her to have in some one of the university people to coach her. I've +suggested Miss Franklin. I wish you'd uphold me in it."</p> + +<p>He had never told Alice of the talk in the garden that day, nor of the +look in Bertha's eyes which decided him to assume the position of mentor +as well as legal adviser, and he did not now intimate more than a casual +supervision of her reading. As a matter of fact, he was directing her +daily life as absolutely as a husband—more absolutely, in fact; for she +obeyed his slightest wish or most minute suggestion. He withheld these +facts from Alice, not from any perceived disloyalty to her, but from his +feeling that his advice to Bertha was paid for and professional, and +therefore not to be spread wide before any one. He did not conceal +anything; he merely outlined without filling in the bare suggestion.</p> + +<p>He not merely gave his fair client lists of books, he talked with her +upon them, and so far as he was able spoke seriously and conscientiously +about them. She seized upon his suggestion, and got Miss Franklin, one +of the teachers of the schools, to come in now and again of an evening +to help her, and, being fond of music, she bought a piano and began to +take lessons. All of which (Lee Congdon would have said) threatened to +render her commonplace and uninteresting; but Alice Heath felt quite +differently about that.</p> + +<p>"No; the more that girl gets, the more she'll have, Lee. As Ben says, +she's the kind that if she were a boy would turn out a big self-made +man. That's a little twisted as to grammar, but you see what I mean. Sex +is one of the ultimate mysteries, isn't it? Now, why didn't I inherit my +father's ability?"</p> + +<p>"You did, only you never use it. But this girl hasn't your father to +draw from."</p> + +<p>"No; but her father was an educated man—a civil engineer, she tells me, +who came out here for one of the big railroads. He was something of an +inventor, too. That's the reason he died poor—they nearly all do."</p> + +<p>"But the mother?"</p> + +<p>"Well, she's weak and tiresome now, but she's by no means common. She's +broken by hard work, but she's naturally refined. No, the girl isn't so +bad; it's the frightful girlhood she endured in that little hotel. I +think it's wonderful that she could associate with the people she +did—barbers and railway hands, and all that—and be what she is to-day. +If she had married a man like young Bennett, for example, she would have +gone far."</p> + +<p>"She can't go far with Haney chained to her wrist," said the blunt Mrs. +Congdon.</p> + +<p>"But think what will happen when she is his widow!"</p> + +<p>"And his legatee!"</p> + +<p>"Precisely."</p> + +<p>"She'll cut a wide swath. She's going to be handsome."</p> + +<p>They had reached a danger-point, for Lee was on the verge of saying +something about Ben's infatuation; but she didn't, and Alice knew why +she didn't, for she asked, rather abruptly: "Won't you come over +Thursday night? I'm going to take the Haneys to dinner at the hotel." +She flushed under Lee's gaze. "It's really Bennie's party, and I'm going +to make it as pretty as I can."</p> + +<p>"Alice, I don't understand you. Why do you do this?"</p> + +<p>"Because I must. She and the Captain are going East on a visit, and Ben +wants to give them a 'jolly send-off,' as he calls it. Besides, I like +the girl."</p> + +<p>Lee mused in silence for a few moments. "I guess you're right. Of course +I'll come. Who else will?"</p> + +<p>"Several of Ben's new friends and the Cregos—"</p> + +<p>"Not the missus?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; she comes because she's consumed with curiosity. Oh, it really +promises to be smart!"</p> + +<p>Congdon came in just in time to hear these words, "Who promises to be +smart—Mrs. Haney?"</p> + +<p>The women laughed. "Another person going about with a mind full of Mrs. +Haney."</p> + +<p>"Well, why not? I just passed her on the street in her new dog-cart, and +she was ripping good to look at. Say, that girl is too swift for this +town. You people better keep close to her if you want to know what's +doing in gowns and cloaks. Did you ever see such development in your +life? Say, girls, I always believed in clothes. But, my eyes! I didn't +think cotton and wool and leather could make such a change. Who is +putting her on?"</p> + +<p>"The cart is a new development," said Alice. "I hope it wasn't yellow?"</p> + +<p>"Well, it was."</p> + +<p>"The Captain was in it?"</p> + +<p>"Not on your life. The Captain was at home in the easy-chair by the +fire."</p> + +<p>The women looked at each other. Then Lee said: "The beginning of the +end. Poor old Captain."</p> + +<p>Congdon was loyalty itself. "Now don't you jump at conclusions. Yes, she +pulled up, and I went out to see her. She gave me her hand in the old +way, and said; 'Isn't this a joke. The Captain ordered it from Chicago. +He saw a picture in one of my magazines of a girl driving one of these +things, and here I am. You don't think they'll charge me a special +license, do you?' Oh, she's all right. Don't you worry about her. Then +she said: 'What I don't like about it is the Captain can't ride in it. +I'm not going to keep it,' she said."</p> + +<p>"That was for effect," remarked Lee.</p> + +<p>"Don't be nasty, Mrs. Congdon. You can't look into her big serious eyes +and say such things."</p> + +<p>Lee looked at Alice. "Oh, well, if it comes down to 'big serious eyes,' +then all criticism is valueless. Aren't men curious? Character is +nothing, intellect is nothing—it's all a question of whether we're +good-lookin' or not. Sometimes I'm discouraged. An artist husband is so +hard to please."</p> + +<p>"I didn't use to be, dovey," he replied, with a mischievous gleam.</p> + +<p>"He means when he took me. I'm used to his slurs. Just think, Alice, I +accepted this man fresh from Paris, with all his sins of omission and +commission upon him, and now he reviles me to my teeth." She patted the +hand he slipped round her neck. "Tell us more about Mrs. Haney. How was +she dressed?"</p> + +<p>"In perfect good taste—almost too good. She looked like one of Joe +Meyer's early posters. Gee! but she was snappy in drawing. She carries +that sort of thing well—she's so clean and nifty in line. If she could +have a year in Paris—wow!—well, us to Fifth Avenue, sure thing!"</p> + +<p>"All depends on what is at the bottom of that girl's soul," retorted +Lee, sententiously. "A light woman with money is a flighty combination. +I don't pretend to say what your little Mrs. Haney is at bottom. Thus +far I like her. I talk about her freely, but I defend her in public. +But, at the same time, fifty thousand dollars a year is a corrupting +power."</p> + +<p>Congdon gravely assented to this. "You're perfectly right; that's the +reason I keep our income down to fifteen hundred. I'd hate to see you +look like a ready-made cloak advertisement."</p> + +<p>Alice rose rather wearily. "Thursday night, you said?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; and I guess, following the latest bulletin concerning Mr. Haney, +we better put on our swellest ginghams."</p> + +<p>Alice, on her way home, continued to think of Mrs. Haney; indeed, she +was seldom out of her mind. And she had a feeling of having known her +for a long time—since girlhood; and yet less than a year had passed +since that dinner at Lee Congdon's. Spring was coming; the hint of it +was in the sweet air, and in the clear piping of a prairie lark in a +vacant lot. Spring! And how long it had been since Ben had referred to +their marriage! Perhaps he took it for granted. "Perhaps he sees in me +only failing health, and dares not speak."</p> + +<p>She was not gaining; that she knew, and so did Lee. She had stayed too +long in the raw climate of her native city. "He must not marry me!" she +despairingly cried. "I must not let him ruin his life in that way!" And +she sank back in the corner of her carriage with wrinkled, pallid face, +and quivering lips; for Bertha was passing up the avenue, driving a +smart-stepping cob, in her cart, and in the seat beside her, as radiant +as herself, sat Ben Fordyce.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV</h2> + +<h3>THE JOLLY SEND-OFF</h3> + + +<p>The Mrs. Haney who came to Alice Heath's dinner at the Antlers was in +outward seeming an entirely different person from the constrained young +wife who stepped into Lee Congdon's home that night of her first dinner. +She was gowned now in that severe good taste which betokens a +high-priced "ladies' tailor" combined with very judicious criticism. Her +critic she had found in Miss Franklin, a young lady from the university +who had passed easily and naturally from teaching history and etiquette +up to the higher function of advising as to the cut and color of gowns. +Bertha's black velvet was this time a close-clasping sheath which +revealed her slender figure, and delicately and modestly disclosed the +growing grace of her bosom. She wore, too, some jewels of diamond and +turquoise—not showy (her mentor had taken great pains to warn her of +all that). And she was not merely irreproachable, she was radiant, as +she slowly entered with the Captain, who, having submitted like a martyr +to evening dress, was uneasy as a colt in harness, and more than usually +uncertain of step.</p> + +<p>Ben's eyes expanded with surprise and his heart warmed with pride as he +greeted her. "You are beautiful!" he exclaimed to her, and the tone of +his exclamation as well as the words exalted her. Her brain filled with +a mist of gold. She hardly felt the floor beneath her feet. To be called +beautiful—and by him—had been outside the circle of her most daring +hope, and the repetition of this word in her mind was like the clash of +musical bells—entrancing her. Mechanically she took her place at his +right hand, silently, and with a far-away look, listening to the merry +clamor of the table. She hardly knew what she ate or what any one +said—except when Ben spoke to her. But she was aware of the Captain +down at Alice's right, and wondered vaguely how he was getting on with +his napkin and his fork.</p> + +<p>The first words that really roused her and stopped the musing smile on +her lips were spoken by Ben in a lower voice—half-laughing, but tender +also. "You mustn't stay away too long. I'll feel as if I weren't earning +my salary while you're gone."</p> + +<p>"I wish you were going too," she said. She had thought this many times, +but had not permitted herself to utter it. "Why can't you—and +Alice—come with us?"</p> + +<p>"I can't afford it, for one thing. The Captain spoke of it, but it's out +of the question."</p> + +<p>"He'll pay you wages just the same."</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't want pay. No, it isn't that; but Alice isn't able to go, and +I can't think of going without her."</p> + +<p>This was a good reason, and Bertha, looking towards Alice, saw in her +face the pain which masks itself in color and movement. The dinner-table +was exquisite and the company gay, and Bertha felt herself a part of the +great world of dignity and beauty, where eating is made to seem a +graceful art, and wine is only a bit of color and not a lure. She +vaguely comprehended that this little party was of a tone and quality of +the best the world over—that it was of a part and interfused with the +dining customs of London and Paris and New York. "It will be <i>au fait</i>," +Miss Franklin had said, sententiously, "for Alice Heath <i>knows</i>."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Crego, who sat nearly opposite, stared at the girl in stupefaction. +"She makes me feel dowdy," she had confessed to Lee in the +dressing-room. "Why didn't you warn me to come in my best? Who has been +coaching her? Alice Heath, I suppose." She now wondered as sharply over +the girl's manner; for Bertha, carried out of herself by Ben's word of +praise, felt no desire to drink or to eat, and her reticence and the +delicacy of her appetite conferred a distinction which concealed her +lack of small talk, and protected her from the criticism to which +exuberance of manner ordinarily exposed her.</p> + +<p>She was deeply impressed, too, with Ben's management of the waiters, and +with the ease and skill with which he supported Alice in carrying +forward the courses. It was a revelation of training which instructed +her absurdly, for her mind was quick to link and compare. It leaped so +swiftly and so subtilely along connecting lines of thought that a hint +alone sufficed to set in motion a hundred latent memories and inherited +aptitudes. Her father had been a man of native refinement, and she +possessed unstirred deeps of character, as Alice now well understood. +And from her end of the table she glanced often at the sweetly smiling +girl-wife whose beauty abashed Haney. At last she said to him: "Your +wife is very lovely to-night, Captain."</p> + +<p>He hesitated a moment; then replied, slowly: "She is. She's as fine as +anny queen!" Then after another pause, added: "And the more shame to me, +being what I am! She's a good girl, miss, true as steel. Never a word of +complaint or a frown. She bears with me like an angel."</p> + +<p>"You're doing a great deal for her."</p> + +<p>His face lightened. "So she says. I mean to do more. I mean to show her +the world. That's the only comfort I have; my money is giving her nice +clothes and a home as good as anny, and to-night I feel 'tis giving her +friends."</p> + +<p>"But she is worth while, even without the money."</p> + +<p>"True," he quickly said. "But I take comfort in the consideration that +had I not carried her away she'd be in Sibley Junction this night."</p> + +<p>"Sibley Junction! Can this radiant young creature sitting there at the +head of my table be the clerk of the Golden Eagle Hotel?" thought Alice. +"Money is magical! No wonder we all work for it—and worship it!"</p> + +<p>The dinner was both early and short, in order that Bertha and the +Captain might take the train at ten o'clock. And as they were to have +the drawing-room in the sleeping-car (Ben's suggestion), they went +directly to the coach in their party clothes. And so it happened that +this little woman, who had never occupied a berth in a Pullman, entered +her compartment in the robes of a princess.</p> + +<p>Alice had suggested a maid, but Bertha would not hear to that; but she +was willing that their coachman should go along to help the Captain. Ben +had interposed here, and said: "You need some one used to travelling. I +know a colored fellow who is out of service just now, and would like to +come to you. He's a good, reliable man, and a fine nurse." So she had +engaged him. He was on the platform as they drove up—a slight, quiet +man, of gentle speech and indeterminable age, who took charge of the +Captain at once, as if he had been his servant for years.</p> + +<p>Alice said good-bye at the carriage door, but Ben went with them into +the coach. And in the excitement of getting to the train and into the +car Bertha had been able to forget the sick feeling about her heart. But +now, as he turned and said, "It's nearly time to start," and held out +his hand in parting, a desolation, a loneliness, a helpless hunger swept +over her, the like of which had never anguished her before.</p> + +<p>"I wish you were going too!" she faltered, her speech broken and full of +sad cadences.</p> + +<p>He, too, was tense with emotion as he answered: "I wish I were, but I +can't—I must not!" Then, with the gesture of a brother, he bent and +kissed her and turned away, blind to everything else but his pain, and, +so stumbling and shaken, vanished from her sight.</p> + +<p>For a moment she remained standing in the aisle, the touch of his lips +still clinging to her cheek, surprised, full of bewildered defence; +then, as reckless of on-lookers as he had been, she rushed to the window +in swift attempt to catch a final glimpse of him. But in vain; he had +hurried away without looking back, her look of wonder and surprise still +dazzling him with its significance. A kiss with him, as with her, had +never been a thing lightly given or received, and this caress, so simple +to others, sprang from an impulse that was elemental. That he had both +shocked and angered her he fully believed; but the arch of her brows, +the wistful curve of her lips, and the pretty, almost childish, push of +her hands against his breast were still so appealingly vivid that he +entered the carriage and took his seat beside Alice with a kind of +rebellious joy hot in his blood.</p> + +<p>However, as his passion ebbed his uneasiness deepened, and he went to +his room that night with a feeling that his connection with the Haneys, +so profitable and so pleasant, was in danger of being irremediably +broken off. "She will be justified in refusing ever to see me again," he +groaned. And in this spirit of self-condemnation and loneliness he took +up his work next day.</p> + +<p>Bertha's self-revelation was slower. She was so young and so innately +honest and good that no sense of guilt attached to the pleasure she felt +in the sudden revelation that this splendid young man loved her—a +pleasure which grew as the first shock of the parting, the pain, and the +surprise wore away. "He likes me! He said I was beautiful! He kissed +me!" These were the rounds in the ladder of her ascent, and she was +carried high, only to fall into despair. For was she not leaving him and +all the pleasant people she had come so recently to know—hurrying away +into darkness with a crippled man, old before his time, out into a world +of which she knew little—for which, at this moment, she cared nothing?</p> + +<p>She went back, a few moments later, with this sorrow written on her +face, to find Lucius, the colored man, deftly preparing the Captain for +bed. The old borderer looked up with a smile, in which shame and sadness +mingled. "Well, Bertie, I didn't think I'd come to this—me, that could +once sit in me saddle and pick a dollar out o' the dust. But so it is."</p> + +<p>"I'll take care of you!" she cried, in swift contrition. Turning almost +fiercely to the valet, she said: "You can go, I'll 'tend to him!"</p> + +<p>The Captain stopped her gently. "No, darlin', Ben's right; I'm too +clumsy and heavy for you. I need just such a handy man. Now, now! Let +be!... Go ahead, Lucius, strip off these monkey-fixens, and dom the man +that gets me into them again."</p> + +<p>Efficient as she was, the girl could not but admit that Lucius was +better able to serve her husband than herself. He was both deft and +strong; and though the swaying of the car troubled his master, he +steadied him and guided him and stowed him away as featly as if it were +the fiftieth instead of the first time; then, with a few words of +explanation to the wife, he quietly withdrew, and shut the door with a +final touch of considerate care which was new to her.</p> + +<p>She would have been less troubled by him had he been a black man, but he +was not. He seemed more like a Spaniard, and his grizzled mustache, +yellowish skin, and big dreamy black eyes lent him a curious +distinction, and the thought that he was to take her place as crutch and +cane to the Captain gave her a sense of uselessness which she had not, +up to this moment, confessed.</p> + +<p>His suggestions, combined to the minute instructions of Miss Franklin, +enabled her to get to her bunk in fair order, but no sleep came to her +for hours. She longed for her mother more childishly than at any time +since her marriage. She reproached herself for not bringing Miss +Franklin. "Why did I come at all?" she wailed, in final accusation.</p> + +<p>There had been a time when the thought of this trip—of Chicago, New +York, and Washington—was big in her mind, but it was so no longer. +These great cities were but names—empty sounds compared to the +realities she was leaving: her splendid house, her horses and dogs—and +her daily joy in Ben Fordyce. She did not put these visits in their +highest place, not even when remembering his parting kiss, but she dwelt +upon the inspiriting morning drives, the talks in the mellow-tinted, +sunshine-lighted office. She recalled the lunches they took together and +the occasional wild gallops up the cañon—these she treasured as the +golden realities, for the loss of which she was even now heart-sick.</p> + +<p>One thought alone steadied her—gave her a kind of resignation: the +Captain wanted to find his sisters, to revisit the scenes of his youth, +and it was her duty to go with him. And in this somewhat dreary comfort +she fell asleep at last.</p> + +<p>She was awakened next morning by a pleasant voice saying: "The first +call for breakfast has been made, Mrs. Haney." And she looked up to find +Lucius peering in at the door with serious, kindly eyes. He added, +formally: "If I can assist you in any way call me, and please let me +know when you are ready to have me come in."</p> + +<p>His speech was so precise and his manner so perfect that Bertha was +puzzled and a little embarrassed by them. It seemed abnormal to have a +hired servant so polished, so thoughtful. She dressed hurriedly, while +the Captain yawned and talked between his yawning. "That yellow chap is +sure handy. I wish I'd had him before; 'twould have saved you a power o' +work and worry. Did ye sleep last night?"</p> + +<p>"Not very well. I hope you did. You can't complain of the bunk."</p> + +<p>"'Tis luxurious—'tis so! But there's nothing like the west side of +Colorado Avenue, after all, or a bed of pine boughs beside a roaring +mountain stream. 'Twas a fine little supper Ben gave us last night."</p> + +<p>The level lands awed and depressed the mountain girl. They seemed to +type the flat and desolate spiritual world into which she was entering, +and the ride seemed interminable, carrying her every hour farther from +the scenes and sounds to which her love clung. She was bitterly +homesick, and nothing seemed to promise comfort. She gazed with +lack-lustre eyes on the towns and rivers along the way, and she entered +the great inland metropolis by the lake with dread and a deepening sense +of her inexperience and youth.</p> + +<p>On the neighboring track stood the return sleepers headed for the hills, +and she acknowledged a wild desire to take her place among the jocund +folk who stood on the observation-platform exchanging good-byes with +friends. Thunderous, smothering, and vast the city seemed as they drove +through it on their way to the hotel, and upon reaching her room she +flung herself down on her bed and sobbed in a frenzy of homesickness.</p> + +<p>Haney, who had never before perceived a tear on her face, was startled, +and stood in puzzled pain looking down at her, while the tactful Lucius +went about the unpacking of the trunks, confident that the shower would +soon be over.</p> + +<p>"What's the ail of it?" asked the Captain. "Tell me, darlin'. Are ye +sick?"</p> + +<p>She shook her head from side to side, like a suffering and weary child, +and made no further answer.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV</h2> + +<h3>MART'S VISIT TO HIS SISTER</h3> + + +<p>Bertha woke next morning with a sense of weariness and desolation still +at her heart, but she dressed and went to breakfast with Haney at an +hour so early that the dining-room was nearly empty. Lucius, with quiet +insistence upon the importance of his employers, had secured a place at +a window overlooking the lake, and was glad to see his mistress brighten +as her eyes swept the burnished shoreless expanse.</p> + +<p>Haney, still troubled by her languid air and gloomy face, took heart, +and talked of what Chicago was in the days when he saw it and what it +was now. "People say it don't improve. But listen: when I was here the +Palmer House was the newly built wonder of the West, the streets were +tinkling with bobtail horse-cars. And now look at it!"</p> + +<p>Bertha went back to her room, still in nerveless and despondent mood, +not knowing what to do. The Captain proposed the usual round. "We'll +take an auto-car, and go to the parks, and inspect the Lake Shore Drive +and the Potter Palmer castle. Then we'll go down and see where the +World's Fair was. Then we'll visit the Wheat Pit. 'Tis all there is, +bedad."</p> + +<p>Lucius, who had been answering the 'phone in the hall, came in at the +moment to say; "A lady wishes to speak with Mrs. Haney."</p> + +<p>"A lady! Who?"</p> + +<p>"A certain Mrs. Brent—a friend of Miss Franklin's."</p> + +<p>Bertha's face darkened. "Oh I'd forgot all about her. Miss Franklin gave +me a letter to her," she explained, as she went out.</p> + +<p>She had no wish to see Mrs. Brent. On the contrary, she had an aversion +to seeing or doing anything. But there was something compelling in the +cool, sweet, quiet voice which came over the line, and before realizing +it she had promised to meet her at eleven o'clock.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Brent then added: "I am consumed with desire to see you, for Dor—I +mean Miss Franklin—has been writing to me about you. You're just in +time to come to a little dinner of mine—don't make any engagement for +to-morrow night. I'm coming down immediately."</p> + +<p>Bertha quite gravely answered, "All right, I'll be here," and hung up +the receiver, committed to an interview that became formidable, now that +the sweetness of the voice had died out of her ears.</p> + +<p>"Who was it?" asked the Captain.</p> + +<p>"A friend of Miss Franklin's—sounds just like her voice, but I think +she's only a cousin. She wants to see me, and I've promised to be here +at eleven."</p> + +<p>The Captain looked a little disappointed. "Well, we can take a spin up +the lake. Lucius, go hire a buckboard and we're off."</p> + +<p>"There's an auto-car waiting, sir. I ordered it half an hour ago."</p> + +<p>The gambler looked at him humorously. "Ye must be a mind-reader."</p> + +<p>A tap on the door called the man out, and when he returned he bore a +telegram. "For you, Captain," he said, presenting it on the salver.</p> + +<p>The gambler took it with sudden apprehension in his face. "I hope +there's no trouble at the mine," he muttered.</p> + +<p>Bertha, leaning over his shoulder, read it first. "It's from Ben!" she +called, joyously. "Ain't it just like him?"</p> + +<p>This message seemed a little bit foolish to Haney.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"Just to say hello! All well here. Have a good time.</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Fordyce.</span>"</p></div> + +<p>To Bertha it made all the difference between sunshine and shadow. She +thrilled to it as if it had been a voice. "He knew I'd be homesick, and +so he sent this to cheer me up," she said. And in this she was right. +Her shoulders lifted and her face cleared. "Come on, Captain, if we're +going."</p> + +<p>As they came down the elevator, men in buttons met them, and attended +them to the door, and turned them over to still other uniformed +attendants, who were fain to help them into the auto-car; for Lucius had +managed to convey to the hotel a proper sense of his employer's money +value. He himself was always close to his master's side, for lately +Haney had taken to stumbling at unexpected moments, and his increasing +bulk made a fall a real danger.</p> + +<p>A thrill of delight, of elation, ran through the young wife as she +glanced up and down Chicago's proudest avenue. It conformed to her +notion of a city. The level park, flooded with spring sunshine, was +walled on the west by massive buildings, while to the east stretched the +shining lake. From here the city seemed truly cosmopolitan. It had +dignity and wealth of color, and to the girl from Sibley Junction was +completely satisfying—almost inspiring.</p> + +<p>It was uplifting also to be attended to a splendid auto-car by willing, +alert servants, and to feel that the passers-by were all envious of her +careless ease. Bertha forgot her homesickness, and took her seat in the +spirit of one who is determined to have the worth of her money (for once +anyhow), and the pedestrians, if they had any definite notion of her at +all, probably said: "There goes a rich old cattle king and his pretty +daughter. It's money that makes the 'mobile go."</p> + +<p>She held to this pose for half an hour, while they threaded the tumult +of Wabash Avenue, and, crossing the river, swept up the Lake Shore +Drive. But the lake filled her with other thoughts. "I wish we had this +at the Springs," she said. "This is fine!"</p> + +<p>"We have our share," answered he. "If we had this at our door, there +wouldn't be anything left to go to."</p> + +<p>They whizzed through the park, and down another avenue into the thick +tangle of traffic, which scared them both, and so back to the hotel, the +Captain saying: "My! my! but she has grown. 'Tis twenty years since I +took this turn."</p> + +<p>In some strange way Bertha had drawn courage, resolution, pride, and +ambition from what she saw on this short ride. That she was in a car and +mistress of it was in itself a marvellous distinction, and the thought +of what she would have been—as a "round-tripper" from Sibley +Junction—added to her pleasure and pride. She was always doing sums in +her head now. Thus: "Suppose our excursion does cost twenty dollars per +day; that's only one hundred and fifty per week, six hundred per month, +and our income is ten times that, and more." She had not risen above the +habit of calculation, but she was fast rising to higher levels of +expenditure.</p> + +<p>She met Mrs. Brent with something of this mood in her manner, but was +instantly softened and won by her visitor, who did not in the least +resemble Miss Franklin in appearance, though her voice was wonderfully +the same. Her eyes were wide, her brow serene, and her lips smiling.</p> + +<p>"Why, you're a child," she said—"a mere babe! Dorothy didn't tell me +that."</p> + +<p>Bertha stiffened a little, and Mrs. Brent laughingly added: "Please +don't be offended—I am really surprised." And then her manner became so +winning that before the Western girl realized it she had given her +consent to join a dinner-party the following night. "Come early, for we +are to go to the theatre afterwards. I'll have some of the university +people in to see you. Miss Franklin has made us all eager to meet you."</p> + +<p>Bertha had a dim perception that this eagerness to meet her was +curiosity, but her loyalty to her teacher and the charm of her visitor +kept her from openly rebelling.</p> + +<p>The Captain was not so easily persuaded. "'Tis poor business for me," he +said. "Time was when I went to bed like a wolf—when the time served; +but now I'm as regular to me couch as a one-legged duck. However, to +keep me wife in tune, I'll go or come, as the case may be."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Brent did not attempt to be funny with this wounded bear, and they +parted very good friends.</p> + +<p>As her visitor was going, Bertha suddenly said, "Wait a minute," and, +going to her hand-bag, brought out an envelope addressed in Congdon's +big scrawling hand. "Do you know these people?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Brent glanced at it. "Why, yes, Joe Moss is an artist. He's +well-known here, and you'll like him. His wife is a very talented woman, +and will be of great advantage to you. They know all the 'artistic +gang,' as they call themselves, and they live a delightfully Bohemian +life. They're right near here, and if I were you I'd go in to see them. +I'd thought of having the Mosses to-morrow night, and this settles it. +They must come. Good-bye till to-morrow at 7 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>" And she went out, +leaving the girl in a glow of increasing good-will.</p> + +<p>Haney was looking over a list of names and addresses which Lucius had +brought to him, and as Bertha returned he put his finger on one, and +said: "I believe, on me soul, that this Patrick McArdle is me second +sister's husband. 'Patrick McArdle, pattern-maker.' Sure, Charles said +he was in a stove foundry. 'Tis over on the West Side, Lucius says. How +would it do to slide over and see?"</p> + +<p>"I'm agreeable," she carelessly answered, her mind full of Mrs. Brent +and the dinner.</p> + +<p>Lucius interposed a word. "It's a very poor neighborhood, Captain. We +can hardly get to it with a machine."</p> + +<p>"Well, then we'll drive. I want to make a stab at finding my sister +anyhow."</p> + +<p>Lucius submitted, but plainly disapproved of the whole connection. On +the way Haney talked of his sister Fanny. "She was a bouncing, +jolly-tempered girl, always down at the heels, but good to me. She was +two years older, and was mother's main guy, as the sailors say. She was +fairly industrious, though none of us ever worked just for the fun of +it. Fan married all the other girls off to saloon-keepers or aldermen, +which is all the same in pay, and then ended up by takin' a man far +older than herself, who was not very strong and not very smart. He makes +patterns in sand for the leaves and acorns you see on stove doors. For +all we know, he may have made them that's on your new range at home."</p> + +<p>The mention of that range brought to Bertha's mind a picture of her +lovely kitchen, so light and bright and shining, and another spasm of +homesickness and doubt seized her. "Mart, we had no business to come +away and leave that house and all our nice things in it."</p> + +<p>"Miss Franklin will see after it."</p> + +<p>"But how can she? She's gone nearly all day. And, besides, she's not up +to housekeeping—it ain't her line. I feel like going right back this +minute!"</p> + +<p>This feeling of dismay was increased by the glimpses of the grimy West +Side, into which they were plunging every moment deeper. After leaving +the asphalt pavement the noise increased till they were unable to make +each other hear without shouting, and so they sat in silence while the +driver turned corners and dodged carts and cars till at last he turned +abruptly into a side-street, and, driving slowly along over a rotting +block pavement, drew up before a small, two-story frame house—a relic +of the old-time city.</p> + +<p>The yards were full of children, who all stopped their play to stare at +this carriage, especially impressed by Lucius, who sat very erect on the +seat beside the driver, resolutely doing a very disagreeable duty. At +the door he got down and said: "Now, Captain, you give me a pointer or +two, and I'll find out whether this is your McArdle or not."</p> + +<p>"Just ask if Mrs. McArdle was Fan Haney, of Troy. That'll cover the +specification," he answered.</p> + +<p>By this time a large, fair-haired, slovenly woman had opened the door, +and, with truculent voice, called out: "Who do you want to find?"</p> + +<p>"Fan Haney, of Troy," answered the Captain.</p> + +<p>"That's me," the woman retorted.</p> + +<p>"Ye are so! Very well, thin, consider yourself under arrest this +minute," said Haney, beginning to clamber out of the carriage.</p> + +<p>The woman stared a moment; then a slow grin developed on her face so +like to Haney's own that Bertha laughed. The lost sister was found.</p> + +<p>As Haney neared her, he called out: "Well, Fan, ye're the same old +sloven ye were when I used to kick your shins in Troy for soapin' me +mouth."</p> + +<p>"Mart Haney, by the piper!" she exclaimed, wiping her lips and hands in +anticipation of a caress. "Where did ye borry the funeral wagon?"</p> + +<p>He shook her hand—the kiss was out of his inclination—and responded in +the same vein of mockery: "A friend of mine died the day, and I broke +out of the procession to pay a call. Divil a bit the dead man cares."</p> + +<p>"Who's with you in the carriage?"</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Haney, bedad."</p> + +<p>"Naw, it is not!"</p> + +<p>"Sure thing!"</p> + +<p>"She's too young and pretty—and Mart, ye're lame! And, howly saints, +man, ye look old! I wouldn't have known ye but fer the mouth and the +eyes of ye. Ye have the same old grin."</p> + +<p>"The same to you."</p> + +<p>"I get little chance to practise it these days."</p> + +<p>"'Tis the same here."</p> + +<p>"But how came ye hurt?"</p> + +<p>"A felly with a grievance poured a load of buckshot into me side, and +one of them lodged in me spine, so they say."</p> + +<p>She clicked her tongue in ready sympathy. "Dear, dear! But come in and +sit ye down. Ask yer girl to come in—I'm not perticular."</p> + +<p>"She's me lawful wife," he said, and his tone changed her manner into +something like sweetness and dignity.</p> + +<p>"Go ye in, Mart. I'll fetch her."</p> + +<p>As the young wife sat in her carriage before this wretched little home +and watched that slatternly sister of her husband approach, she rose on +a wave of self-appreciation. Haney lost in dignity and power by this +association. For the first time in her life the girl acknowledged a +fixed difference between her blood and that of Mart Haney. She was +disgusted and ashamed as Mrs. McArdle, coming to the carriage side, said +bluffly: "'Tis a poor parlor I have, Mrs. Haney, but if ye'll light out +and come in I'll send for Pat. He'll be wantin' to see ye both."</p> + +<p>Bertha would have given a good deal to avoid this visit, but seeing no +way to escape she stepped from the carriage under the keen scrutiny of +her hostess and walked up the rickety steps with something of the same +squeamish care she would have shown on entering a cow-barn.</p> + +<p>"Here, Benny!" called Mrs. McArdle. "Run you to Dad and tell him me +brother Mart has come, and to hurry home. Off wid ye now!"</p> + +<p>The poverty of this city working-man's home was plain to see. It struck +in upon Bertha with the greater power by reason of her six months of +luxury. It was not a dirty home, but it was cluttered and hap-hazard. +The old wooden chairs were worn with scouring, but littered with +children's rags of clothing. The smell of boiling cabbage was in the +air, for dinner-time was nigh. There were three rooms on the +ground-floor and one of these was living-room and dining-room, the other +the kitchen, and a small bedroom showed through an open door. For all +its disorder it gave out a familiar odor of homeliness which profoundly +moved Haney.</p> + +<p>"Ye've grown like the mother, Fan. And I do believe some of these chairs +are her's."</p> + +<p>"They are. When Dad broke up the house and went to live with Kate I put +in a bid for the stuff and I brought some of it out here with me."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad ye did. That old rocker now—sure it's the very one we used to +fight for. I'll give ye twenty-five dollars for it, Fan."</p> + +<p>"Ye can have it for the askin', Mart," she generously replied—tears of +pleasure in her eyes. "Sure, after all the tales I heard of ye—it's to +see you takin' fine to the mother's chair. She was a good mother to us, +Mart."</p> + +<p>"She was!" he answered.</p> + +<p>"And if the old Dad had been as much of a man as she was, we'd all stand +in better light to-day I'm thinkin'—though the father did the best he +knew."</p> + +<p>"The worst he did was to let us all run wild. A club about our shoulders +now and then would have kept our tempers sweeter."</p> + +<p>Bertha, in rich new garments, seemed as alien to the scene as any fine +lady visiting among the slums. She was struggling, too, between disgust +of her sister-in-law's slovenly house and untidy dress, and the good +humor, tender sentiment and innate motherliness of her nature. There was +charm in her voice and in her big gray eyes. Irish to the core, she +could storm at one child and coo with another an instant later. She was +like Mart, or rather Mart became every moment more of her kind and less +of the bold and remorseless desperado he had once seemed to be. The +deeper they dug into the past the more of his essential kinship to this +woman he discovered. He greeted her children with kindly interest, +leaving a dollar in each chubby, dirty fist, and when McArdle came into +the room Fan had quite conquered her awe of Bertha's finery.</p> + +<p>McArdle was a small bent man, with a black beard, a pale serious face +and speculative eyes. He looked like a wondering, rather cautious animal +as he came in. He wore a cheap gray suit and a celluloid collar, and was +as careless in his way as his wife. It was plain that he was gentle, +absent-minded, and industrious.</p> + +<p>He listened to his wife's voluble explanations in silence, inwardly +digesting all that was said, then shook hands—still without a word. And +when all these preliminaries were over he laid his hat aside and ran his +fingers through his thin hair with a perplexed and troubled gesture, +asking, irrelevantly: "How's the weather out there?"</p> + +<p>Nobody saw the humor of this but his wife, who explained: "Pat is a +fiend on the weather. He was raised on a farm, ye see, and he can't get +over it. I say to him: 'What difference does the state o' the weather +make to you, that's under a roof all day?' But divil a change does it +make in him. The first thing in the morning he turns to the weather +report."</p> + +<p>McArdle's eyes showed traces of a smile. "If it weren't for the papers +and the weather reports, me days would be alike. But sit by," he added, +hospitably, waving his hand towards the table, on which the dinner was +steaming.</p> + +<p>They were drawing up to the board when a puffing and blowing, and the +furious clatter of feet announced the inrushing of the children.</p> + +<p>Not the mother's shrill whooping, but the sight of the strange guests, +transformed them into mutes. The carriage outside had filled them with +wild alarms, but the sight of their parents alive, and entertaining +guests of shining quality, was almost as satisfyingly unusual as death +and a funeral.</p> + +<p>They were a noisy, hearty throng, and Bertha's heart went out to poor +Patrick McArdle, who sat amid the uproar, silent, patient, the heroic +breadwinner for them all. No wonder he was old before his time. Slowly +her antipathy died out. She began to find excuses even for the mother. +To feed such a herd of little pigs and calves, even out of wooden +troughs, would require much labor; to keep them buttoned, combed, and +fit for school was an appalling task. "Mart must help these folks," she +said to herself.</p> + +<p>McArdle had nothing to say during the meal, and Bertha could see that +his family did not expect him to do more than answer a plain question. +Indeed, the children created a hubbub that quite cut off any connected +intercourse, and Fan, with a grin of despair, at last said: "They'll be +gorged in a few minutes, and then we'll have peace."</p> + +<p>"This is what lack of money means," Bertha was thinking. And her house, +her automobile, her horses, became at the moment as priceless, as +remote, as crown jewels and papal palaces. Then, conversely, she grew to +a larger conception of the possibilities which lay in sixty thousand +dollars a year. Not only did it lift her and all hers above the heat and +mire and distress of the world of toil, it enabled them to help others.</p> + +<p>Swiftly the children filled their stomachs, and, seizing each a piece of +cake or pie, withdrew, leaving the old folks and their guests in peace.</p> + +<p>Thereupon, McArdle, taking a pipe from his pocket and knocking it +absent-mindedly on the seat of the chair, dryly remarked: "Now that we +can hear ourselves think, let's have it all over again. Who air ye, and +why air ye here?"</p> + +<p>Being told a second time that this was his brother-in-law, a miner from +Colorado, he shook hands all over again, and accepted Mart's cigar with +careful fingers, as if fearing to drop and break the precious thing.</p> + +<p>Bertha said: "I think we'd better be going, Captain. Our carriage is +outside."</p> + +<p>"Gracious Peter," cried Mrs. McArdle, "I forgot all about it! Is he by +the day or by the hour?"</p> + +<p>Mart answered, with an amused smile. "Well, now, I don't know. I think +by the hour."</p> + +<p>"Ye're makin' a big bluff, Mart. We're properly impressed," said his +sister. "Go pay him off, and save the money."</p> + +<p>McArdle put in a query. "You must have a good thing out there?"</p> + +<p>"'Tis enough to pay me carriage hire," answered Mart. And his tone +satisfied McArdle, who, with reflective eye on Bertha, puffed away at +his cigar, while Mart gave his promise to call again. "I'll come over +and get you all, and take you to the theatre in me auto-car," he said, +as he rose. "But we must be going now."</p> + +<p>Fan was beginning to perceive in him more and more of the man of power +and substance, and her manner changed. "Ye were always the smartest of +the lot of us, Mart."</p> + +<p>"No, I was not. Charles was the bright boy."</p> + +<p>"So he was, but he was lazy. That was why he took up with +play-acting—'tis an easy job."</p> + +<p>"Even that is too much work for him," remarked McArdle.</p> + +<p>"I reckon that's right," laughed Mart, as he turned towards the door.</p> + +<p>"Come again, if ye find time," called Fan, as they went down the steps.</p> + +<p>McArdle, with his cigar in his hand, waved it in a sign of parting. And +so their visit to the McArdles closed.</p> + +<p>Mart turned to his silent and thoughtful wife, and said, with a great +deal of meaning in his voice: "Well, now, what do you think of that for +a fine litter of pups?"</p> + +<p>"They seem hearty."</p> + +<p>"They do. 'Tis on such that the future of the ray-public rests." And +then he added: "Sure, Bertie, it gripped me heart to see the mother's +old chair!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI</h2> + +<h3>A DINNER AND A PLAY</h3> + + +<p>Lucius seemed to know the city very well, and to have a list of its +principal citizens in his memory. He knew the best places to shop and +the selectest places to eat, and Bertha soon came to ask his advice +about other and more intimate affairs. She showed him Mrs. Brent's card, +and explained that they were going out there to dinner.</p> + +<p>"I know the locality," he said, much impressed, "and I think I know the +house. It's likely to be quietly swell, and you'd better wear your best +gown."</p> + +<p>"The black dress," said Haney, who was a deeply concerned witness. "I +like that."</p> + +<p>Lucius was respectful, but firm. "You are very well in that, Mrs. Haney. +But if I were you I'd have a new gown; you'll need it. I know just the +saleslady to fit you out."</p> + +<p>"But I've only worn the black dress once!" she exclaimed, in dismay.</p> + +<p>Lucius explained that people who went out much in the city made a point +of not wearing the same gown in the same circle a second time. "And as +you only have two presentable evening gowns, you certainly need +another."</p> + +<p>Haney joined in, emphatically. "Sure thing! What's the good of money if +you don't use it to buy things?"</p> + +<p>Tremulous with the excitement of it, she went with the Captain to +several of the largest and most sumptuous establishments on State +Street. And Lucius, who accompanied them, ostensibly to be of service to +his master, was of the greatest service to his mistress, he was so +quiet, so unobtrusive, so thoroughly the footman in appearance, so +helpful, and so masterful, in fact; a faint shake of his head, a nod, a +gesture decided momentous questions.</p> + +<p>The girl, sitting there surrounded by scurrying clerks and saleswomen, +had a return of her bewilderment and doubt. "Can it be true that I can +buy any of these cloaks and hats?" she asked herself. What was the magic +that had made her lightest wish realizable? When a splendid cloak fell +round her shoulders, and she looked in the glass at the tall figure +there, she glowed with pride.</p> + +<p>"Madam carries a cloak beautifully," the saleswoman said, with +sincerity. "This is our smartest model—perfectly exclusive and new. +Only such a figure as the madam's properly sets it off."</p> + +<p>While the women were making measurements for some slight alterations, +Lucius said: "It would be nice if you decided on that automobile, and +took Mrs. Haney to the dinner in it."</p> + +<p>Haney's face lighted up. "I will! Sh! not a word. We'll surprise her."</p> + +<p>"If you don't mind I'll hustle up a footman's livery."</p> + +<p>"So do. Anything goes—for her, Lucius."</p> + +<p>Bertha thought she had already rubbed the side of her wonderful lamp to +a polish. But under the almost hypnotic spell of her West-Indian +attendant she bought shoes, hats, hosiery, and toilet articles till her +room looked "like Christmas morning," as Haney said, and yet there was +little that could be called foolish or tawdry. She wore little jewelry, +having resisted Haney's attempt to load her with rings and necklaces. +Miss Franklin had impressed upon her the need of being "simple." When +she put on her dinner-dress and faced him, Mart Haney was humbled to +earth. "Sure, ye're beautiful as an angel!" he exulted, as if addressing +a saint. And as she swept before the tall glass and saw her radiant self +therein, she thought of Ben, and her face flamed with lovely color. "I +wish he could see me now!" she inwardly exclaimed.</p> + +<p>Miss Franklin, in writing to her friend, Mrs. Brent, had said: "In a +sense, the Haneys are 'impossible'—he is an ex-gambler, and she is the +daughter of a woman who kept a miner's boarding-house in the mountains. +But this sounds worse than it really is. I like the Captain. Whatever he +was in the days before his accident I don't know—they say he was a +terror. But when I entered the family he was as he is now—a pathetic +figure. He isn't really old; but he's horribly crippled, and takes it +very hard. He is kindness itself to his wife and to every one round him, +and will be grateful for anything you do for him. Bertha is young but +maturing very rapidly, and there's no telling where she will stop. She's +been studying with me, and I've told her you will advise her while she's +in Chicago. You needn't go far with her if you don't want to. The +Hallidays and Voughts won't mind the back pages of the Haney history, +and you needn't say anything about the Captain's career if you don't +want to. He's a big mine-owner now, and is out of the gambling and +saloon business altogether. Bertha is perfectly eligible in herself. And +as many of us started on farms or poor little villages, we can't afford +to take on any airs over her. She's of good parentage, and as true as +steel. She likes the Captain, and is devoted to him."</p> + +<p>Dr. Brent was not connected with the university, but his wife's brother +had been a student there, and was now an instructor in one of the +scientific departments. And Mrs. Brent's charm of manner and the +Doctor's easy-going hospitality made their fine little Kenwood home the +centre of a certain intellectual Bohemia on the borders of the +institution, and the "artistic gang" occasionally met and genially +interfused with the professors round the big Brent fireplace. Being rich +in his own right, Brent took his practice in such moderation as to be of +the highest effectiveness when he consented to operate, and was in +demand for difficult surgical cases. He was slender, blond, and languid +of movement—not in the least suggestive of the Western hustle of +Chicago, and yet he was born within twenty miles of the court-house. +Indeed, it was the spread of the city which had enriched his father's +estate, and which now permitted him to work when he felt like it, and to +assemble round his hearthstone—an actual stone, by the way—the people +he liked best. The amount of hickory wood he burned was stupendous.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Brent was known as "the audacious hostess," because she was not +afraid to invite anybody who interested her. "You take your reputation +in your hand," her friends often said to those about to make their first +call. "You may meet an actor from New York or a stone-mason from the +West Side—one never knows." Their house was an adaptation of the +"mission style" of California and possessed one big room on the first +floor which their friends called Congress Hall.</p> + +<p>Miss Franklin was certain that this circle would enjoy the Captain once +he became at ease, and she really hoped Mrs. Brent would "advise the +girl," and, as she put it, "Help her to get at the pleasant side of +Chicago. She's very rich and she's intelligent, but she is very raw! +She's very like a boy, but she's worth while. She wanted me to come with +her, but I could have done so only by giving up here and going as her +companion, and that I'm not ready to do—at present."</p> + +<p>After carefully considering all these points, Mrs. Brent 'phoned her +friends, being careful to explain that Dorothy Franklin had sent her +"some fleecy specimens of Colorado society," and that she was asking a +few of "the bold and fearless" among her set to meet them.</p> + +<p>"Who are the guests of honor?" she was asked by each favored one.</p> + +<p>Each received the same reply: "Marshall Haney, the gambler prince of +Cripple Creek, and his bride, Dead-shot Nell, biscuit-shooter, from +Honey Gulch."</p> + +<p>"Honest?"</p> + +<p>"Hope to die!"</p> + +<p>"It's too good to be true! Of course I'll come. Do we have a quiet game +after dinner?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, no, that would be too cruel—to Captain Haney. No; we go to the +theatre. So be on hand at 7 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>, sharp."</p> + +<p>In this way she had prepared her friends to be surprised by Bertha's +good looks and the Captain's tame and courteous manner, but was herself +soundly jarred when her "wild-West people" came up to the door in an +auto-car that must have cost five or six thousand dollars, and when a +colored footman, in bottle-green uniform, leaped out to open the door +for them (it was Lucius in his new suit—he was playing all the parts). +Brent, with a comical look at his wife, remarked: "I suppose this is in +lieu of broncos?"</p> + +<p>"They <i>are</i> branching out!" she gasped. "And see her clothes!"</p> + +<p>She might well exclaim, for Bertha, in her long cloak, her head bare, +and her pretty dress showing, did not in the least resemble the picture +Miss Franklin had drawn; neither did she resemble the demure, almost +sullen girl Mrs. Brent had met in the hotel. The Captain, too, for the +second time in his life, wore evening dress, but citing to his sombrero; +so that he resembled a Tennessee congressman at the Inaugural Ball as he +came slowly up the short walk, and Mrs. Brent deeply regretted that no +one was present to take the shock with herself and the doctor.</p> + +<p>The maid at the door, who knew nothing of the wild reputation of the +Haneys, guided them up-stairs to their respective dressing-rooms, and +helped to remove their wraps so expeditiously that they were on their +way back to the first floor before any other guests arrived. Bertha was +delighted but not awed by the fine room into which they were ushered, +for was not her own house larger and more splendid? She had grown +accustomed to big things—it was the tasteful beauty of the room that +moved her.</p> + +<p>In the side of the room a big plain brick fireplace was filled with a +crackling fire, and in the light of it stood her host and hostess. +Bertha was glad to find them alone—she had expected to face a room full +of people. She was not specially attracted to Dr. Brent, and remained so +coldly restrained that he was quite baffled and turned away to the +Captain, who sought the fire, saying: "This looks good. I feel the cold +now—I don't know why I should."</p> + +<p>This opened the way to a very confidential talk on wounds and diet.</p> + +<p>Bertha's new gown of pale blue made her look very young and very sweet, +and the eager guests were sadly disappointed in her—that is to say, the +ladies were; the men seemed quite content with her as she was. They took +the "biscuit-shooter" description to be a piece of fooling on Mrs. +Brent's part, and as they had no time after dinner to get the Captain +started they remained quite convinced that he, too, had been maligned in +their hostess's description.</p> + +<p>As a result, Mrs. Brent and her other guests were forced to do the +talking, for Bertha had not only warned Mart against reminiscence, but +had determined to keep a tight hold on her own tongue; and though she +listened with the alertness of a bird, she answered only in curt phrase, +making "yes" and "no" do their full duty. She perceived that the people +round her were of intellectual companionship to the Crego and Congdon +circles, and these young men, so easy and graceful of manner, reminded +her of Ben. None of them were entirely strange to her now, and yet she +dimly apprehended something uncomplimentary veiled beneath their polite +regard. She did not entirely trust any of them—not even her host. +Indeed, she liked Mrs. Brent less than at their first meeting in the +hotel.</p> + +<p>The dinner was rather hurried, and they would have been late had it not +been for Haney's new auto-car, which carried six, and made two trips to +the station unnecessary. It was fine to see the Captain put his machine +at the disposal of his hostess. "I told Lucius to wait," he boasted, "I +thought we might need him."</p> + +<p>Dr. Brent succeeded at last in drawing his pretty guest into +conversation by remarking on the Captain's color. "He's feeding +improperly, if you don't mind my saying so. He's putting on weight, he +tells me, but feels cold and nerveless. Cut him down on starchy foods. +How long is it since he was hurt?"</p> + +<p>"About eight months."</p> + +<p>"Must have been a tearing beast of an accident to wing a man of his +frame."</p> + +<p>"It was. Tore his whole side to pieces."</p> + +<p>"Who put him together—Steele, of Denver?"</p> + +<p>"No, a man in Cripple."</p> + +<p>"Sure he was the right man?"</p> + +<p>"He was the best I could get."</p> + +<p>"You arouse my professional egotism. I'd like to examine the Captain if +you don't object—not for any fee, you understand. But a fellow of his +build and years—he tells me he's only forty-five—"</p> + +<p>"Only forty-five," thought the girl. "What strange ideas these older +people have! And Ben was twenty-six." Just what the doctor said +afterwards she didn't hear, for she was thinking of the swift, wide arc +of change through which her mind had swung from the time when Marshall +Haney first came to Sibley—so grand of stride, so erect, so powerful. +He, too, seemed young then; now he was old—old and feeble—a man to be +advised, protected, humored. She dimly understood, too, that +corresponding change had come to her; that she was far away from the +girl who had stood behind the counter defending herself against the +love-making of the bummers and drummers among her patrons—and yet she +was the same, after all. "I've not changed as much as he has," was her +conclusion. And she enjoyed the gayety and beauty of her companions, but +she said little to express it.</p> + +<p>The play that night appalled her by its fury of passion, its mockery of +woman, its cynical disbelief in man. With startling abruptness and in +most colloquial method it delineated the beginning of a young wife's +wrong-doing, and when the lover caught the innocent, ensnared woman to +his bosom a flaming sword seemed to have been plunged into Bertha's own +breast. She quivered and flushed. And when the actress displayed the +awakened conscience of the erring one, putting into words as well as +into facial expression her feeling of guilt and remorse, the girl-wife +in the box shrank and whitened, her big eyes fixed upon the sobbing, +suffering character before her, defending herself against the dramatist +as against an enemy. He was a liar! There was no wrong in Ben's kiss and +no remorse in her own heart as she remembered the caress. "Even if he +loves me, that doesn't make him horrible!"</p> + +<p>The dramatist went remorselessly on. He showed the husband—old, coarse, +brutal. He put him in sharpest relief in order that the woman should be +tempted to her ruin, and in the end the lover—virile, handsome and +unscrupulous—wins the tortured woman's soul—and they flee, leaving the +usual note behind.</p> + +<p>"What can you expect?" remarked the cynical friend of the injured +husband. "Given a young and lovely wife like Rose and an old limping +warrior like you, and an elopement follows as a matter of course, Q. E. +D." And so the curtain fell.</p> + +<p>Relentless realist in the first act, the dramatist in the second act +began to hedge. He made the life of the erring woman conventionally +miserable. Her lover beat her, neglected her, and finally deserted her. +And in the last act she crawled back into her husband's home like a +starved cat to die, while he, scarred old beast, cried out: "The wages +of sin is death!" Whether the writer intended this scene to be ironical +or not, the effect was to awaken a murmur of laughter among the +ill-restrained of the auditors. But Bertha, hot with anger towards both +author and players, could not join in Mrs. Brent's smiling comment: +"Isn't that comical!"</p> + +<p>The doctor coolly said: "A good conventional British ending. Why didn't +he clap a pair of wings on the old reprobate and run him up on a wire, +the way they used to do in translating little Eva in 'Uncle Tom's +Cabin'?"</p> + +<p>Afterwards Mrs. Brent proposed that they go to a German restaurant and +have some beer and skittles; but this struck harshly on Bertha, who +still palpitated with the passion of the play. "I reckon we'd better +not. The Captain is pretty tired, and, if you don't mind, we'll quit +now."</p> + +<p>Without saying "I've had a lovely time," she shook hands all round, and, +taking her husband's arm, moved off into the street, leaving her hostess +a little uneasy and wholly perplexed. Mrs. Brent's joke about the +Captain and his wife had, as the doctor expressed it, "queered the whole +affair."</p> + +<p>"But how did she know?"</p> + +<p>"She's a good deal sharper than you gave her credit for being," he +replied. "You Easterners never can learn to take diamonds in the rough."</p> + +<p>Bertha's mind was in tumult, and she wished to be alone. Mart irritated +her. She refused to talk to him about the play or the dinner, and, +turning him over to Lucius, went at once to her own bed. Thus far she +had not attempted to closely analyze her relationship to Marshall Haney. +He had been to her a good friend rather than a husband, a companion who +needed her, and who had given her everything she asked for. Keenly +forward, almost precocious on the calculative side, she had remained +singularly untroubled on the emotional side. She knew that certain +problems of sex existed in the world, and she was only mentally aware of +temptations—she had never really felt them. Now all at once her whole +nature awoke. Her mind engaged a legion of vaguely defined enemies. Out +of the shadow stepped words of no weight, of no significance hitherto, +encircling her, panoplied with meaning. The half-heard comment of the +camp, the dimly perceived gossip of the Springs, the flattering looks of +the artists—all helped her to see herself as she was: a handsome young +girl, like that on the stage, married to a crippled middle-aged man of +evil history.</p> + +<p>"But he is good to me," she argued against her new self. "I was poor, +and he has made me rich; and all I've done is to nurse him and keep +house for him." With this thought came a realization that she had never +been a full and complete wife to him. And with a flush of shame and +repulsion she added: "And now I never can be. No matter if he were to +become as straight, as strong, and as handsome as he was in those days, +I cannot love him as a wife should."</p> + +<p>Once having admitted this feeling of repulsion, once having clearly +perceived the vast distance between herself and her husband, the +repulsion deepened, the separating space widened. He seemed ten years +older as they met next morning, and his face was heavy and his frame +lax. Her pity had not lessened, but it was mixed now with a qualifying +emotion which she had not yet acknowledged to be disgust. His skin was +waxy white and his jowls drooping. "I'm not at all up to the work," he +said, with a return of his humor. "'Tis a killing pace we've struck, +Bertie, and the old man must take the flag if you keep it up."</p> + +<p>"I don't intend to keep it up," she answered, shortly. "I think we'd +better go home." At the word "home" a little thrill went through her. It +was so bright and big and desirable, that mansion under the purple +peaks.</p> + +<p>"No; I must go trail up me old dad, and leave him provided for. Fan +doesn't even know his address (the more shame to her), but I'll find +him. If ye're tired and would rather go home, I'll go on alone."</p> + +<p>"Oh no, you mustn't do that!" she exclaimed instantly, feeling the +sincerity of his desire to please her. "I'll go, but we mustn't stay +long." And she took up the direction of his life again. The mood of the +night had passed away, leaving only a clearer perception of his growing +age and helplessness.</p> + +<p>"You must let Dr. Brent examine you," she said, a little later. "He +don't think your lameness is caused by your wound. He says you're out of +condition."</p> + +<p>He looked at her with shadowed face and sorrowful eyes. "I'm only a poor +old skate, wind-broken and lazy. Ye have the right to cut me loose any +time."</p> + +<p>"You mustn't talk like that," she said, sharply. "When I want to cut +loose I'll let you know."</p> + +<p>"I hold ye to that," he answered, with intent look.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA BECOMES A PATRON OF ART</h3> + + +<p>Bertha, deeply engrossed in the conceptions called up by this visit, did +not feel like calling upon the Mosses, even though they were almost next +door. She was troubled, too, with a feeling of helplessness in the use +of a pen. She wanted to write to Fordyce, but was afraid to do so, +knowing that a letter would disclose her ignorance of polite forms; but +this, instead of discouraging her, roused her to a determination to +learn. This was the saving clause in her character. She acknowledged +shortcomings, but not defeats. Here again she was of the spirit that +lifts the self-made man.</p> + +<p>The Congdons had been most generous of letters of introduction, and in +addition to those to Mrs. Brent and the Mosses, Bertha was in possession +of two or three envelopes addressed to people in New York City, +presumably artists also, as they bore the names of certain studios. The +note to Moss was unaffected and simple in itself, quite innocent of any +qualification, but the letter which had privately preceded it was in the +true Congdon vein, and Moss, like Mrs. Brent, did not delay his call. +His card was in the Haney box when they returned. "Sorry to miss you. +Come into my studio at five if you can," he had pencilled on the back.</p> + +<p>"Your artistic bunch," Congdon had written, "won't mind meeting one of +the most successful and picturesque of our gamblers, Marshall Haney, +especially as the walls of his big house are bare and his wife is +pretty. They are ripping types, old man; not in the 'best society,' you +understand, but I know you'll like 'em. Be as good to 'em as you can +without involving anybody. Little Mrs. Haney is a corker. Good start on +a self-made career. They're both unsophisticated in a way, and a little +real sympathy will drag their secret history to the light. Do a sketch +of her for me. She's likely to be famous. Haney is rolling in dough +these days—(miner)—and she's bound for some whooping big thing, I +don't know what, but she's like a country boy with a stirring ambition. +It wouldn't surprise me to see her on Fifth Avenue one of these days. +With these few burning words I commend them into your plastic hands. +Don't let Sammy paint her, for God's sake. Oh yes, I worked 'em for a +couple of canvases. What do you think. In this buoyant climate we all +move. Yours in the velvet."</p> + +<p>With such a letter before him Joe Moss awaited his amazing guests with +impatience, cautioning the few who were in the secret not to dodge when +the Captain reached for his pocket-handkerchief. "And, above all, you +are to praise Colorado and condemn the East as a place of residence." +Joe prided himself on his <i>savoir faire</i> and on his apparel, which had +nothing about it to distinguish the sculptor. "In fact," he often said, +"there <i>are</i> people who say I'm not a sculptor. Be that as it may, I +manage by daily care to look like a clerk in a hardware store."</p> + +<p>And he did. He customarily wore a suit of pepper and salt, neat and +trig, a "bowler hat" (as they say in London), a ready-made four-in-hand +tie, and a small pearl scarf-pin. "No more fuzzy hair for me, no red +tie, no dandruff," he had said on his return from Paris. "Right here we +melt into the undistinguishable ocean of the millions, unless we can be +distinguished by reason of our sculpture." He always included Julia, his +wife, in this way (although she never "modelled a lick"), for she wrote +all his letters, made out all his checks, and took charge of him +generally. Some said his success was due to her management. She was a +dark-eyed, smiling little woman, exquisite in her dress and brisk in her +manner.</p> + +<p>Their studio occupied the whole north side of the attic of a big office +building in the heart of the city's traffic. "We want to be in the midst +of trade, but above it," Moss explained to those who wondered at his +choice of location. "Sculpture, as I see it, is a part of architecture. +I'm not above modelling a door-knocker if they'll only let me do it my +way. Sculpture was a part of life in the old days, and we don't want to +make it a thing too 'precious' now. I want to get close to the business +men, not to avoid them. I like the roar of trade."</p> + +<p>The Haneys, therefore, led by the sagacious Lucius, soon found +themselves in the Wisconsin Block, and shooting aloft in a bronze +elevator that seemed fired from a cannon ("express to the 10th floor"), +with nothing to suggest art in the men or in the signs about them. On +the thirteenth story they alighted, and, walking up one flight of +stairs, found themselves at the end of a bright hall, before a door +which bore, in simple gold letters, "Jos. Moss, Sculptor." Bertha heard +laughter within, and her heart misgave her. It was not easy for her to +meet these artist folk. Of business men, miners, railway managers she +was unafraid, but these people who joke and bully-rag each other and +talk high philosophy one minute and gossip the next, like the Congdons, +were "pretty swift" for her. After a moment's pause she said to the +Captain, "They can't kill us; here goes!" and knocked gently.</p> + +<p>Moss himself opened the door, and his cordial, "How de do, Mrs. Haney," +established him in her mind at once as a good fellow. He was quite as +direct as Congdon. "I'm glad to see you," he said to the Captain. "Come +in." He looked keenly at Lucius, who composedly explained himself. "The +Captain is a little lame, and I just came along to see that he got here +all right. I'll be back at 5.30."</p> + +<p>The door opened into a big room, which was darkened at the windows and +lighted by shaded electric globes. It was cool and bare in effect. +Around a small table in a far corner a half-dozen people were sitting. +Mrs. Moss, who was pouring tea, rose in her place at the tea-urn as her +husband approached, and cordially shook hands with her guests. "I'm very +glad you came. Please tell me how you'll have your tea," she said.</p> + +<p>Bertha was accustomed to take her tea "any old way," and said so, being +influenced by Mrs. Moss' candid eyes and merry smile. Haney, with a +queer feeling of being on the stage as a character in a play, sank +heavily into the chair at his hostess' right hand and said: "I never +took tea in my life, but I'm not dodgin' anything you mix."</p> + +<p>Joe earnestly protested. "Don't do it, Captain, there's some Scotch down +cellar."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Moss indicated one or two other dimly seen faces about her and +introduced their owners in a most casual manner while she compounded a +hot drink for her Western guest.</p> + +<p>"How long have you been in our horrible town, Mr. Haney?" she asked, +heedful of Joe's warning.</p> + +<p>"One day, ma'am."</p> + +<p>"You're just 'passing through,' I presume—that's the way all Colorado +people do."</p> + +<p>Haney smiled. He was getting the drift of her remarks. "'Tis natural, +ma'am; for, you see, 'tis a long run and a heavy grade, and hard to +side-track on the way."</p> + +<p>Bertha, to whom Moss addressed himself, was candidly looking about +her—profoundly interested in what she saw. Dim forms in bronze and +plaster stood on shelves, brackets, and pedestals, and at the end of the +long room a big group of figures writhed as if in mortal combat. It was +a work-shop—that was evident even to her—with one small nook devoted +to tea and talk.</p> + +<p>"Would you like to poke about?" he asked, anticipating her request.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I would," she bluntly replied.</p> + +<p>"There isn't much to see," he said. "I'm the kind of sculptor who works +on order. I believe in the 'art for service' idea, and when I get an +order I fill it as well as I can, make it as beautiful as I can, and +send it out on its mission. I'd like to model mantel-pieces and +andirons, because they are seen and actually influence people's lives. +What I started to say was this: my stuff all goes out—my real stuff; my +fool failures stay by me—this thing, for instance." He indicated the +big clump of nude forms. "I had an 'idea' when I started, but it was too +ambitious and too literary. Moreover, it isn't democratic. It don't gibe +with the present. I'd be a wild-animal sculptor if I knew enough about +them."</p> + +<p>It was a profoundly moving experience for this raw mountain-bred girl to +stand there beside that colossal group while the man who had modelled it +took her into his confidence. There was no affectation in Moss's candor. +He had come to a swift conclusion that Congdon had attempted to let him +into a trap, for Bertha's reticence and dignity quite reassured him. If +she had uttered a single one of the banal compliments with which +visitors "kill" artists he would have stopped short; but she didn't, she +only looked, and something in her face profoundly interested him. +Suddenly she turned and said:</p> + +<p>"Tell me what it means."</p> + +<p>"It don't mean anything—now. Originally I intended it to mean 'The +Conquest of Art by the Spirit of Business,' or something like that. I +started it when I was fresh from Paris, and wore a red tie and a pointed +beard. I keep it as a record of the folly into which exotic instruction +will lead a man. If I were to go at it now I'd turn the whole thing +around—I'd make it 'Art Inspiring Business.'"</p> + +<p>Bertha did not follow his thought entirely, but she felt herself in the +presence of a serious problem and listening to something deep down in +the heart of a strong man. Here was another world—not an altogether +strange world, for Congdon had also talked to her of his work—but a +world so far removed from her own life that it seemed some other planet. +"How well he talks," she thought. "Like a book."</p> + +<p>"How charming she is," he was thinking. And the alert, aspiring pose of +her head made his thumb nervously munch at the bit of clay he had picked +up.</p> + +<p>They wandered up and down the long room while he showed her tiles for +mantel decoration, bronze cats' heads for door-knobs, and curious and +lovely figures for lamps and ash-trays. "I take a shy at 'most +everything," he explained.</p> + +<p>"Do you sell these?" she asked, indicating some designs for electric +desk-lamps.</p> + +<p>He smiled. "Sometimes—not as often as I'd like to."</p> + +<p>"How much are they?"</p> + +<p>"Fifty dollars each."</p> + +<p>"I'll take them both," she said, and her pulse leaped with the pride of +being a patron of art.</p> + +<p>"Now see here, Mrs. Haney, I'm not displaying these to you as a +salesman—not that I'm so very delicate about offering my things, but I +try to wait till a second visit." He really did feel mean about it. +"Don't take 'em—wait till to-morrow. They're pretty middling bad +anyway. They're supposed to be mountain lions, but as a matter of fact I +never saw a mountain lion outside the Zoo."</p> + +<p>"They're lions, all right. I want 'em, and I know the Captain will like +'em." She stepped back to call Haney. But finding him surrounded by all +of the other callers (they had "got him going" telling stories of his +wild life in the West), she turned to the sculptor with a smile, saying: +"Never mind, <i>I</i> know they're what he needs—if he don't." And Moss, +recalling Congdon's description of the Haneys' material condition, +answered: "Very well, if you insist; but I really feel as though I had +played a confidence game on you."</p> + +<p>"Can you fix 'em up with lights?" she asked, eager as a child. "I mean +right now."</p> + +<p>"Certainly." He unscrewed a couple of small bulbs from a near-by +bracket, and, putting them into place on the lamps, turned on the +current. She laughed out in delight. One of the lions was playing with +the stem which supported the light. As if rising from a sleep, he lay +upholding the globe on one high-raised paw. The other—a counterpart, or +nearly so in pose—had a different expression. The cub was snarling and +clutching at the light, as if it were a bird about to escape.</p> + +<p>"I had an idea of putting them on the corners of a mantel to light a +piece of low relief," he explained, "but I never got at the relief. It +ought to be characteristic Western scenery, and I've never seen the +West. Shameful, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"I want you to do that mantel for me," she said. "I don't know what you +mean by 'low relief,' but I know it would be up to these, and they are +<i>right</i>!"</p> + +<p>"Your trust in me is beautiful, Mrs. Haney, and maybe I'll come out this +summer and try to meet it."</p> + +<p>"I wish you would," she said, and she meant it. "I'll show you +Colorado."</p> + +<p>"If you're starting to be a patron of art, Mrs. Haney, don't overlook +Congdon; he's a first-class man." He became humorous again. "We're +moving swiftly, but I'm going to tell you that he wanted me to make a +sketch of you. If you'll be so good as to give me two or three sittings, +I'll do something we can send out to him—if you wish."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by a sketch?"</p> + +<p>"Something like this." And, leading her before a curious, half-human, +veiled object, he began to unwind damp yellow cloths till at last the +head of a young woman appeared on a small revolving stand. It was very +dainty, very sweet, and smiling.</p> + +<p>Bertha was puzzled. "It ain't your wife, and yet it looks like her."</p> + +<p>"It is my wife's sister—a quick study from life—just the kind of thing +Frank wants. Will you sit for me A couple of mornings will answer." He +was eager to do her now. Her profile, so clear, so firm, so strangely +boyish, pleased him. He could feel the "snap" that the sketch would have +when it was done.</p> + +<p>Bertha considered. She owed a great deal to the Congdons, and she liked +this man. Her homesickness at the moment was abated, and to stay two, or +even three, days in Chicago promised at the moment to be not so +dreadful, after all.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I'll do it," she decided. "I don't know what Mr. Congdon will do +with a picture of me, but that's his funeral." And her laughing lip made +her seem again the untaught girl she really was.</p> + +<p>As they went back to the group around the Captain, Julia Moss treated +her husband to a glance of commiseration, thinking him a bored and +defeated man. "You've missed the Captain's racy talk," she whispered.</p> + +<p>Haney was enjoying himself very well in the "centre of the stage," and +doing himself credit. Never in his life had he known a keener audience +than these artists, who studied him from every point of view.</p> + +<p>"Yes," Haney was saying, "'tis possible to bust a bank if the game is +straight—that is, at faro; but most machine games are built so that +'the house'—that is, the bank—is protected. My machines was always +straight. I'd as soon turn a sausage-grinder as run a wheel that was +'fixed' in me favor."</p> + +<p>Bertha did not like this talk of his abandoned trade, and her cheeks +burned as she put her hand on his shoulder. "I reckon we'd better be +going."</p> + +<p>He recovered himself. "Of course I quit all that when I married," he +explained, and dutifully rose.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mrs. Haney," pleaded Mrs. Moss, "don't take him away! We were just +getting light on the game of faro. Please sit down again."</p> + +<p>Bertha resented this tone. "No, we've got to go. Glad to have met you." +She nodded towards the men who had risen. "Much obliged," she said again +to Moss. "I'll send for them things to-morrow."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Moss cordially insisted on their coming again.</p> + +<p>"She's going to pose for me," reported Moss. "To-morrow morning at ten?" +he inquired.</p> + +<p>"Ten suits me as well as any time," Bertha replied.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Moss beamed at Haney. "You come, too, Captain. I want to know more +about those delightful games of chance."</p> + +<p>Bertha went back to her hotel with throbbing brain. The day had been so +full of experience! She was tired out and fairly bewildered by it all.</p> + +<p>As her excitement ebbed and she had time to recover her own point of +view, Colorado, her home, the Springs, and the memory of her own people +came rushing back upon her, making the city and all it contained but a +handful of east wind. Ben's kiss burned vividly again upon her lips. +"Was it wrong of him to say what he did?" she began to ask herself. A +good-bye kiss would not have so deeply stirred her; it was his face, his +voice, his intensely uttered words which deeply thrilled her, even now, +as she recalled them one by one. "You are beautiful and I love you." +These were the most important words to a woman, and they had come at +last to her.</p> + +<p>Then her cheek flushed with shame of her husband as she remembered his +gambling talk at the studio. "Why <i>must</i> he always go back to that?" she +asked, hotly.</p> + +<p>They ate their dinner in the big dining-room surrounded by waiters, +while the Captain discussed his sister and her family. "I'll do +something for Fan," he said. "She's a different sort from Charles. +McArdle seems a hard-workin' chap, the kind that a little help wouldn't +spile. What do you think of buyin' them a bit of a house somewhere?"</p> + +<p>Bertha listened with a languor of interest new to her, and when he +repeated his question and asked her if she were tired, she answered: +"Yes; and I think I'll go to bed early to-night. It's been a hard day."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA'S PORTRAIT IS DISCUSSED</h3> + + +<p>Joe Moss was delighted with the Haneys, for they talked of their native +West as people should talk. They were as absolute in their convictions +as a Kentuckian. For them there was no other "God's country," and as it +was his latest dream to go West and "do a big thing on a cliff or +something" he put off every other engagement to enjoy their racy speech. +He said at the first sitting: "I've had an idea of working the +Thorwaldsen trick: find some fine site out there, some wall of rock +close to the railway, and hew out a monster grizzly or mountain lion. +The railway could then advertise it, you see; trains could stop there +'five minutes to permit a view of Moss's Lion'; they could use a cut of +it on all their folders. If there was a spring near by they could +advertise the water and bottle it, a picture of my lion on the label. +Ah, it is a fine scheme!"</p> + +<p>"'Tis so," said Haney. "I wonder nobody thought of it before."</p> + +<p>"It takes a Yankee, after all, to plan new suspender buttons," the +sculptor replied. And all the time he talked his hands were dabbling, +his thumbs gouging, his dibble cutting and smoothing.</p> + +<p>Haney watched him with amused glance. "Sure, I didn't know ye went at it +so. I thought ye chipped each picture out o' stone." And when the +process of molding in plaster was explained to him, he said: "'Tis like +McArdle's trade entirely. He takes a rise in the world since I know he's +an artist like yourself."</p> + +<p>"What is his 'line'?"</p> + +<p>"Pattern-maker for a stove foundry."</p> + +<p>Moss beamed. "Just what I'd like to be if they'd only pay a little more +wages and furnish a better place to work."</p> + +<p>Bertha never knew when he was in earnest, so habitually mocking was his +tone. But she grew towards a perception of his ideal, and dimly +apprehended in him a mind far beyond any she had ever known. Mrs. Moss, +almost as reticent as Mrs. Haney herself, came and went about the studio +brightly, briskly, keeping vigilant eye on her husband's mail, +moistening his "mud ladies," and defending him from inopportune callers, +insistent beggars, and wandering models. Bertha, though sitting with the +stolid patience of a Mississippi clam-fisher, was thinking at express +speed. Her mind was of that highly developed type where a hint sets in +motion a score of related cognitions, and a word here and there in +Moss's rambling remarks instructed her like a flash of light. She was at +school, in a high sense, and improving her time. The sketch was +expanding into a carefully studied portrait bust and Moss was happy.</p> + +<p>One day a fellow-artist came in casually, and they both squinted, +measured, and compared the portrait and herself with the calm absorption +of a couple of prize-pig committeemen at a cattle-show. "You see, this +line is shorter," the stranger said, almost laying his finger on +Bertha's neck. "Not so straight, as you've got it. That's a fine line—"</p> + +<p>"I know it is!"</p> + +<p>"And you don't want to spoil it. I don't like your fad for cutting down +the bust. The neck is nothing but a connecting link between the head and +the bust. Now here you have a charming and youthful head and face—let +the neck at least suggest the woman below."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, that's good logic, provided you're after that. But what I want +here is spring-time—just a fresh, alert, lovely fragment. This pure +line must be kept free from any earthiness."</p> + +<p>"I suppose you know what you want; I won't say you don't. But if I were +painting her, I'd get that sweeping line there that ends by suggesting +the summer."</p> + +<p>They talked disjointedly, elliptically, and of course mainly of the +clay; and yet Bertha grew each moment more clearly aware that they +considered her not merely interesting but beautiful, and this was a most +momentous and developing assurance. She had hoped to be called +"good-looking," but no one thus far (excepting Ben Fordyce) had ever +called her beautiful; and these judgments on the part of Joe Moss and +his brother artist were made the more moving by reason of their +precision of knowledge and their professional candor. They spoke as +freely in discussion of her charm as if she were deaf and dumb.</p> + +<p>The painter, who had been introduced in a careless way as "Mr. Humiston, +of New York," turned to Bertha at last, and, assuming the ordinary +politeness of a human being, said: "I'd like to make a study of you, +too, Mrs. Haney, if you'll permit. I can bring my canvas in here and +work with Joe, so that it needn't be any trouble to you."</p> + +<p>Bertha, her wealth still new upon her, had no suspicion of the motives +of those who addressed her, was deeply flattered by this request, and as +Moss made no objection, she consented.</p> + +<p>The only thing that troubled Moss was her growing tendency to lapse into +troubled thought. "Remember, now, you're the crocus, the first violet, +or something like that—not the last rose of summer. Don't think, don't +droop! There, that's right! What have you to think or droop about? When +you're as old and blasé as Humiston there, you'll have a right to ponder +the mysteries, but not now. You and I are young, thank God!"</p> + +<p>Humiston was dabbling at his small canvas swiftly, lightly, as unmoved +by his fellow-artist as if his voice were the wind in the casement. He +was a tall, sickly looking man with grizzled hair, and pale, deeply +lined face. He was fresh from Paris with a small exhibition of his +pictures, which were very advanced, as Mrs. Moss privately explained to +Bertha. "And he's rather bitter against Americans because they don't +appreciate his work. But Joe asks: 'Why should they?' They're +undemocratic—little high-keyed 'precious' bits; pictures for other +artists, not real paintings, or they are unacceptable otherwise. He's a +wonderful technician, though, and he'll make an exquisite sketch of +you."</p> + +<p>The Western girl-wife was completely fascinated by this small, dusky, +dim, and richly colored heart of the fierce and terrible city whose +material bulk alone is known to the world. To go from the crash and roar +of the savage streets into this studio was like climbing from the level +of the water in the Black Cañon to the sunlit, grassy peaks where the +Indian pink blossoms in silence. She was of the aspiring nature. She had +commonly played with children older than herself. She had read books she +could not understand. She had always reached upward, and here she found +herself surrounded by men and women who excited her imagination as +Congdon had done. They helped her forget the doubt of herself and her +future, which was gnawing almost ceaselessly in her brain, and she was +sorry when Moss said to her: "Come in once more, to-morrow, and see me +do the real sculptor's act. No, don't look at it" (he flung a cloth over +his work); "you may look at it to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"May I see my picture?" she asked of Humiston.</p> + +<p>He turned the easel towards her without a word.</p> + +<p>"Good work!" cried Moss.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Moss came from her dark corner. "I knew you'd do something +exquisite."</p> + +<p>Bertha looked at it in silence. It was as lovely in color as a flower, a +dream-girl, not Bertha Haney. And at last she said: "It's fine, but it +isn't me."</p> + +<p>Humiston broke forth almost violently. "Of course it isn't you; it's the +way you look to me. I never paint people as they look to themselves nor +to their friends. I am painting my impression of you."</p> + +<p>"Do you really see me like that?" she both asked and exclaimed. And at +the moment she was more moving than she had ever been before, and +Humiston, in a voice of anguish, cried:</p> + +<p>"My God, why didn't I do her like that?" And he fell to coughing so +violently that Bertha shuddered.</p> + +<p>Moss defended himself. "I couldn't do her in <i>all</i> her fine poses," he +complained. "I had to select. Why didn't you do her that way yourself?"</p> + +<p>The painter put his short-hand sketch away with a sigh. "If you venture +as far as New York, I hope you and the Captain will visit my studio," he +said.</p> + +<p>With no suspicion of being passed from hand to hand, she promised to +send him her address, and said: "I'd like to see the pictures you have +here."</p> + +<p>Moss became abusive. "Now see here, Jerry, I can't let you take Mrs. +Haney to that show of yours. I'll go myself to point out their weak +points."</p> + +<p>"I know their weak points a bloody sight better than you do," answered +Humiston, readily.</p> + +<p>"If you do you don't speak of 'em."</p> + +<p>"Why should I? You don't call out the defects of your 'hardware,' do +you?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Moss interposed. "That's just what he does do, and it hurts trade. +I think I'll take Mrs. Haney over to see the pictures myself."</p> + +<p>Humiston brightened. "Very well; but you must all lunch with me. You're +about the only civilized people I know in this crazy town, and I need +you."</p> + +<p>"No," said Bertha. "It's our treat. You all come over and eat with us."</p> + +<p>Haney, who had been keeping in the background, now came forward. "I +second that motion," he heartily said. "We don't get a chance every day +to feed a bunch of artists."</p> + +<p>"You can have that pleasure any day here," said Moss. "Our noses are +always over the bars, waiting."</p> + +<p>When she emerged from the gallery an hour later Bertha enjoyed an +exalted sense of having been carried through some upper, serener world, +where business, politics, and fashion had little place. It was "only a +dip," as Mrs. Moss said—just to show the way; but it set the girl's +brain astir with half-formed, disconnected aspirations. Only as she +re-entered the hotel (the centre of obsequious servants) did she become +again the wife of Marshall Haney, and Mrs. Moss, noting the eager +attention of the waiters, was amazed and delighted at the look of calm +command which came over the girl's face.</p> + +<p>"Art is fine and sweet as a side issue," said Julia to her husband, as +they were going in, "but money makes the porters jump."</p> + +<p>Bertha, composed and serious, seated her guests at a table which had +been reserved for her near a window and charmingly decorated with +flowers. She put Moss at her left hand and Humiston at her right, and as +the Eastern man settled into place, he said: "Really, now, this isn't so +bad." His experienced eye had noted the swift flocking of the waiters, +and with cynical amusement he commented upon it. "These people must +<i>smell</i> of money!" and in his heart acknowledged that he and Moss were +not so very different from the servitors, after all. "They're out for +tens, we're after thousands; that's the main point of difference."</p> + +<p>Bertha, once the cutlets were served, was able to give attention to the +talk—Humiston's talk (he was celebrated as a monologist), for he had +resumed the discussion into which he and Moss had fallen. "I don't +believe in helping people to study art. I don't believe in charity. This +interfering with the laws of the universe that kill off the crippled and +the weakly is pure sentimentalism that will fill the world with +deformed, diseased, and incapable persons."</p> + +<p>"You're a vile reactionary!" cried Moss.</p> + +<p>"I am not—I'm for the future. I want to see the world full of beauty."</p> + +<p>"Physical beauty?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, physical beauty. I want to see vice and crime and crooked limbs +and low brows die out—not perpetuated. I believe in educating the +people to the lovely in line and color."</p> + +<p>As he pursued this line of inexorable argument Bertha looked at him in +wonder. Did he mean what he said? His burning eyes seemed sincere—and +yet he did not fail to accept a second helping of the mushrooms. There +was power in the man. He pushed the walls of her intellectual world very +wide apart. He came from a strange, chaotic region—from a land where +ordinary modes and motives seemed lost or perverted. He took a delight +in shocking them all. Morality was a convention—a hypocritic agreement +on the part of the few to reserve freedom to themselves at the expense +of the many. "Art is impossible to little people, to those who starve +the big side of their nature, for fear of Mrs. Grundy. Look at the real +people—Rachel, Wagner, Turner, Bernhardt, and a thousand others. Were +they bound by the marriage laws? What will these crowds of tiny men and +petty women do who come from the country parlors and corn-shocks of the +West? They will puddle around a little while, paint and muddle a few +petty things, then marry and go back to the ironing-board and the furrow +where they belong. What's the matter with American art? It's too cursed +normal, that's what. It's too neat and sweet and restrained—no license, +no "go" to it. What's the matter with you, to be personal?"</p> + +<p>"Too well balanced."</p> + +<p>"Precisely. You <i>talk</i> like a man of power, but model like a cursed +niggling prude. You're bitten with the new madness. You're the Bryan of +art. 'The dear people' is your cry. Damn the people! They don't know a +good thing when they see it. Why consider the millions? Consider the +few, those who have the taste and the dollars. That's the way all the +big men of the past had to do. Look at Rubens and Michael Angelo and +Titian—all the big bunch; they were all frank, gross feeders, lovers of +beauty, defiant of conventions."</p> + +<p>He had forgotten where he sat, but he was not neglecting his hostess. He +took a satanic satisfaction in seeing her lovely eyes widen and glow as +he went on. Subtly flattering her by including her among the very few +who could understand his ideals, he seemed to draw her apart to his +side—appealing to her for support against the coarse and foolish hosts +represented by the Mosses, while Marshall Haney sat in a kind of stupor, +his eyes alone speaking, as if to ask: "What the divil is the little man +with the cough so hot about?"</p> + +<p>Moss, accustomed to Humiston's savage diatribes, roared out objections +or laughed him to scorn, while Mrs. Moss tried her best to turn the mad +artist's mind upon more suitable subjects. He had been deeply hurt and +financially distressed by the failure of his exhibits in Pittsburg and +Chicago, and was now taking it out on his friends. His passion, his +bitter, vengeful cry against the ignorant masses of the world was +something Bertha had read about, but never felt; but she quivered now +with the half-disclosed fury of the disappointed austere soul.</p> + +<p>Could it be possible that this savage man, so worn and ill, had painted +those dim, vague pictures of flower-like girls whose limbs were involved +in blossoming vines?</p> + +<p>He concluded at last: "The only place in the world to-day for an artist +is Paris. In no other city can he live his own life in frank fulness, +and find patrons who see the subtlest meaning of a line."</p> + +<p>Bertha was tired of all this—mentally weary and confused; and she felt +very grateful to Mrs. Moss, who came to the rescue the moment Humiston +paused.</p> + +<p>"There, Mrs. Haney, that is the end of Professor Jerry Spoopendyke's +lecture on the undesirability of America as a place of residence—<i>for +him</i>. Of course, he don't mind selling his pictures just to enlighten +our night of ignorance, but as for going to Sunday-school or keeping the +decalogue, that's our job."</p> + +<p>Humiston had the grace to smile. "I beg your pardon, Mrs. Haney, I have +been a fool. But that monkey over there—Joe Moss—provoked me with his +accursed heresies about the democracy of art. Art has no democracy, and +democracy will never have an art—"</p> + +<p>"There, there!" warned Moss, "you said all that before."</p> + +<p>The painter wrenched himself away and turned to Bertha. "You <i>are</i> +coming to New York, Mrs. Haney?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know," she said. "We may."</p> + +<p>"If you do, don't fail to let me know. I would like to see you."</p> + +<p>"All right," said Bertha, "I'll send you a line." And her frank smile +made him sorry to say good-bye even for the day.</p> + +<p>As Mart was going up the elevator he sighed and said: "It takes all +kinds of people to make up a world—Mr. Hummockstone is wan of the +t'others. He has a grouch agin the universe. Sure but he's been housin' +a gnawin' serpent. How 'twill all end I dunno."</p> + +<p>When alone in her room, Bertha's mind again reverted to Ben Fordyce. As +she compared him with Humiston, he seemed handsomer and more boyishly +frank than ever. What did Joe Moss mean by calling Mr. Humiston "blasé." +She had seen that word in novels and it always meant something wicked. +How could this weary, sick man be wicked? She pitied him and wished to +help him. "Why should he take so much interest in me? He don't have to. +Of course the Mosses are nice to me on Congdon's account, but why does +this great artist want me to come to his studio in New York? He talks +poor, so maybe he wants me to buy some of his pictures." That her money +was a lure for wasps she did not yet realize. That the waiters and +clerks buzzed round her because she was rich, she knew; but that these +men, who talked of beauty and the higher life, could flatter her with +attentions with a base motive was incredible.</p> + +<p>She was shrewd as her Yankee forbears, but she was also an idealist, and +these artist folk now seemed to her the highest types she had ever known +or was likely to know. She felt the mystery and the power in Humiston's +personality, and his bitter and rebellious, almost blasphemous, words +were counterpoised by his paintings, which she acknowledged to be +beautiful—too beautiful for her to comprehend. He looked like a man of +sorrow and weary of battle, and she longed to know more about him. When +he was not fierce he was melancholy; evidently his life had been a +failure. "Why shouldn't I buy some of his pictures?" she asked herself.</p> + +<p>Hitherto the answer to any such question had been, "Can we afford it?" +but now another and deeper query came in answer, like an echo: "Is it +right to spend Mart Haney's money? I am only his trained nurse, not his +wife," and she now knew that she could not be his wife. She shrank from +the weight of his hand, and each day made clearer the wide spaces of +years, of family, of ideals, which lay between them. The kiss Ben +Fordyce had pressed upon her lips had brought this revelation. But of +this she was not yet aware; she was only conscious of a growing dread of +the future. Her duties as his nurse were lightening. Lucius, indeed, now +took many of her tasks upon himself, and she no longer helped him with +his shoes or coat, and, what was still more significant, she could not +calmly think of going back to these wifely services.</p> + +<p>She dwelt treacherously on Haney's own admission: that she had been in a +sense entrapped. He had believed himself a dying man at the time, and +she had been too excited, too exalted by the lurid romance of the scene +to be clear about anything save the wish and the will to save him; and +now she knew that at bottom of all her willingness to serve him lay the +consciousness that he was on his death-bed. Afterwards he had been to +her only a big-hearted, generous friend, in need of love and +companionship. This understanding had made it easy for her to prepare +his meals, to help him, as a nurse would help him, to dress and undress. +She had lost all of the fear and much of the admiration in which she +used to greet him as he swung into the office of her little hotel. He +had become to her an invalid, a child to be jollied and humored, and yet +respected; for no one could have been kinder or more scrupulously just +than he. And it was the recollection of all his acts of self-sacrifice +and loving patience which gave her assurance that he would never require +obedience, though he might sue for it.</p> + +<p>Her danger lay in herself. "If he <i>does</i> ask me to be his real +wife—then I must either agree or leave. It won't be right for me to +take all these benefits unless—"</p> + +<p>And with this thought, the big house in the Springs, the sleek horses, +their shining carriages, the auto-car, her dresses, the service of the +big hotel, and the consideration her husband's money gave to her, all +assumed a new and corrupting lustre. She was growing accustomed to +luxury and the thought of giving it up made her shiver like one who +faces a plunge into a dark night and an icy river. Besides, her +sacrifice would involve others. Her mother, her brother, were already +roundly ensnared in Mart's bounty.</p> + +<p>Her head was aching with it all, when a comforting thought came to her. +It was not necessary to decide it at that moment, and with a sigh of +relief she threw it aside and sat down to write a letter to her mother.</p> + +<p>"I ought to have written before, but I've been jumped right into the +middle of things here. The letters Frank Congdon gave me took me into an +artistic bunch about as gay and queer as Frank is, but they've been +mighty nice to me. I've been setting for my bust to Mr. Moss, who is a +sculptor. He has a big studio clear on the top of one of the tallest +blocks here and has some dandy lamps and things. I've bought some to +bring back. I met a Mr. Humiston there from New York, and he made a +sketch of me—wants me to see his studio in New York. I don't know +whether I'll go on or let Mart go with Lucius. Lucius is all right—I +don't see how I got on without him. He knows everything. I wish I had +half the education he's got. He's up on all the society ways and puts me +on. For instance, he told me the nice thing would be to give a dinner to +this artist push and to the people that Dorothy give me a letter to, and +I'm going to do it. Lucius will look out for the whole thing. You should +see the way the waiters tend. I reckon Lucius has told 'em we're made of +money. I'm afraid we're getting spoilt, Muzz. It would be pretty tough +to go back to the hotel now, wouldn't it?</p> + +<p>"We went to see Mart's sister, Fanny. Her house was a sight. It was +clean enough, but littered—well, litter is no name for it—but she's a +good old thing and so is McArdle. He sat and looked at us the whole time +like a turkey blind in one eye—never said a word the whole time but +'pass the p-taties.' I liked him though. He's a kind of sculptor, +too—makes patterns for all these little acorns and leaves and +do-funnies on stoves. They've got forty-'leven children and need help +and I'm perfectly willing Mart should help 'em. We're looking up houses +now. He's going to buy a place for 'em on the west side. Wednesday night +I went to see the Doctor Brents, Dorothy's friends. They had a +dinner—very nice, but they all kind o' sat 'round and waited for us to +perform. I guess they thought we were mountain lions. But they didn't +make much out o' me. They was one chap there with goggles who looked at +Mart like an undertaker. He's a scientific doctor—one of these fellers +that invent new ways of doing things. His name is Halliday. I liked Dr. +Brent pretty well—but Mrs. Brent only so-so. The doctor wants to +'dagnose' Mart's case—says it won't cost a cent. We all went to a show +at night and the Captain was just about petered to a point. He's better +though. The lower altitude helps his circulation. I guess his heart <i>is</i> +affected. He's afraid now he won't ever be able to go back to the mines. +He wants to slide on to New York and see his father and wants me to +go—but I'd rather come home—I'm homesick for the hills. They're nice +to me here—but I want to see the old Peak once more. Tell" (here she +wrote "Ben" and blotted it) "tell Mr. Fordyce that we're all right and +to keep us posted every day. We see by the papers that the mine-owners +are going to throw the unions out of business. If they try that they'll +be war again. We'll be home soon—or at least I will. I'm getting +home-sicker every minute as I write."</p> + +<p>She added a postscript. "Don't show my letters to <i>any one</i>. I wish I'd +'a' had a little more schooling."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX</h2> + +<h3>THE FARTHER EAST</h3> + + +<p>Haney visibly brightened as the days went by, and took long rides in his +auto, sometimes with Bertha, sometimes alone with Lucius, and now and +then with some old acquaintance, who, having seen his name in the paper, +ventured to call. They were not very savory characters, to tell the +truth, and he did not always introduce them to Bertha, but as his health +improved he called upon a few of the more reputable of them, +billiard-table agents, and the like of that, and to these proudly +exhibited his wife.</p> + +<p>Bertha had hitherto accepted this with boyish tolerance, but now it +irritated her. Some of these visitors presumed on her husband's past and +treated her with a certain freedom of tone and looseness of tongue which +made plain even to her unsuspecting nature that they put no high value +on her virtue—in fact, one fellow went so far as to facetiously ask, +"Where did Mart find you? Are there any more out there?" And she felt +the insult, though she did not know how to resent it.</p> + +<p>Haney, so astute in many things, saw nothing out of the way in this +off-hand treatment of his wife. He would have killed the man who dared +to touch her, and yet he stood smilingly by while some chance +acquaintance treated her as if she had been picked out of a Denver +gutter. This threw Bertha upon her own defence, and at last she made +even impudence humble itself. She carried herself like a young warrior, +sure of her power and quick of defence.</p> + +<p>She refused to invite her husband's friends to lunch, and the first real +argument she had thus far held with him came about in this way. She +said, "Yes, you can ask Mr. Black or Mr. Brown to dinner, but I won't +set at the same table with them."</p> + +<p>"Why not?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Because they're not the kind of men I want to eat with," she bluntly +replied. "They're just a little too coarse for me."</p> + +<p>"They're good business men and have fine homes—"</p> + +<p>"Do they invite you to their homes?"</p> + +<p>"They do not," he admitted, "but they may—after our dinner."</p> + +<p>"Lucius says it's their business to lead out—and he knows. I don't mind +your lunching these dubs every day if you want to, but I keep clear of +'em. I tell you those!"</p> + +<p>And so it fell out that while she was going about with the Mosses and +their kind, Mart was explaining to Black and Brown that his wife "was a +little shy." "You see she grew up in the hills like a doe antelope, and +it's hard for her to get wonted to the noise of a great city," he +laboriously set forth, but at heart he did not blame her. He was coming +to find them a little "coarse" himself.</p> + +<p>Humiston was deeply enthralled by Bertha's odd speech, her beauty, her +calm use of money, and lingered on day by day, spending nearly all his +time at Moss's studio or at the hotel, seeking Mrs. Haney's company. He +had never met her like, and confessed as much to Moss, who jocularly +retorted: "That's saying a good deal—for you've seen quite a few."</p> + +<p>Humiston ignored this thrust. "She has beauty, imagination, and immense +possibilities. She don't know herself. When she wakes up to her power, +then look out! She can't go on long with this old, worn-out gambler."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Haney isn't such a beast as you make him out. Bertha told me he had +never crossed her will. He's really very kind and generous."</p> + +<p>"That may be true, and yet he's a mill-stone about her neck. It's a +shame—a waste of beauty—for the girl is a beauty."</p> + +<p>It was with a sense of relief that Moss heard Bertha say to his wife: "I +guess I've had enough of this. It's me to the high ground to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Aren't you going on to the metropolis?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think it. I'm hungry for the peaks—and, besides, our horses +need exercise. I think I'll pull out for the West to-morrow and leave +the Captain and Lucius to go East together. I don't believe I need New +York."</p> + +<p>To this arrangement Haney reluctantly consented. "You're missin' a whole +lot, Bertie. I don't feel right in goin' on to Babylon without ye. I +reckon you'd better reconsider the motion. However, I'll not be gone +long, and if I find the old Dad hearty I may bring him home with me. +He's liable to be livin' with John Donahue. Charles said he was a +shiffless whelp, and there's no telling how he's treating the old man. +Anyhow, I'll let you know."</p> + +<p>She relented a little. "Ma'be I ought to go. I hate to see you starting +off alone."</p> + +<p>"Sure now! don't ye worry, darling. Lucius is handy as a bootjack, and +we'll get along fine. Besides, I may come back immegitly, for them +mine-owners are cooking a hell-broth for us all. Havin' a governor on +their side now, they must set out to show their power."</p> + +<p>Ben kept them supplied with home papers, and as Bertha took up one of +these journals she found herself played upon by familiar forms and +faces. The very names of the streets were an appeal. She saw herself +sporting with her hounds, riding with Fordyce over the flowery Mesa, or +facing him in his sun-bright office discussing the world's events and +deciding upon their own policies and expenditures. She grew very +homesick as these pleasant, familiar pictures freshened in her vision, +and her faith in Ben's honesty and essential goodness came back to her. +Moreover her mind was not at rest regarding Haney; much as she longed to +go home, she felt it her duty to remain with him, and as she lay in her +bed she thought of him with much the same pity a daughter feels for a +disabled father. "He's given me a whole lot—I ought to stay by him."</p> + +<p>She admitted also a flutter of fear at thought of meeting Ben Fordyce +alone, and this unformulated distrust of herself decided her at last to +go on with Mart and to have him for shield and armor when she returned +to the Springs.</p> + +<p>There are certain ways in which books instruct women—and men, too, for +that matter—but there are other and more vital processes in which only +experience (individual or inherited) teaches. In her desultory reading, +little Mrs. Haney, like every other citizen, had taken imaginative part +in many murders, seductions, and marital infidelities; and yet the +motives for such deeds had never before seemed human. Now the dark +places in the divorce trials, the obscure charges in the testimony of +deserted wives, were suddenly illumined. She realized how easy it would +be to make trouble between Mart and herself. She understood the stain +those strangers in the car could put upon her, and she trembled at the +mere thought of Mart's inquiring eyes when he should know of it. Why +should he know of it? It was all over and done with. There was only one +thing to do—forget it.</p> + +<p>Surely life was growing complex. With bewildering swiftness the +experiences of a woman of the world were advancing upon her, and she, +with no brother or father to be her guard, or friend to give her +character, with a husband whose very name and face were injuries, was +finding men in the centres of culture quite as predatory as among the +hills, where Mart Haney's fame still made his glance a warning. These +few weeks in Chicago had added a year to her development, but she dared +not face Ben Fordyce alone—not just yet—not till her mind had cleared.</p> + +<p>In the midst of her doubt of herself and of him a message came which +made all other news of no account. He was on his way to Chicago to +consult Mart (so the words ran), but in her soul she knew he was coming +to see her. Was it to test her? Had he taken silence for consent? Was he +about to try her faith in him and her loyalty to her husband?</p> + +<p>His telegram read: "Coming on important business." That might mean +concerning the mine—on the surface; but beneath ran something more +vital to them both than any mine or labor war, something which developed +in the girl both fear and wonder—fear of the power that came from his +eyes, wonder of the world his love had already opened to her. What was +the meaning of this mad, sweet riot of the blood—this forgetfulness of +all the rest of the world—this longing which was both pleasure and +pain, doubt and delight, which turned her face to the West as though +through a long, shining vista she saw love's messenger speeding towards +her?</p> + +<p>Sleep kept afar, and she lay restlessly turning till long after +midnight, and when she slept she dreamed, not of him, but of Sibley and +her mother and the toil-filled, untroubled days of her girlhood. She +rose early next morning and awaited his coming with more of physical +weakness as well as of uncertainty of mind than she had ever known +before.</p> + +<p>Haney was also up and about, an hour ahead of his schedule, sure that +Ben's business concerned the mine. "It's the labor war breaking out +again," he repeated. "I feel it in my bones. If it is, back I go, for +the boys will be nading me."</p> + +<p>They went to the station in their auto-car, but, at Bertha's suggestion, +Mart sent Lucius in to meet their attorney and to direct him where to +find them. The young wife had a feeling that to await him at the gate +might give him a false notion of her purpose. She grew faint and her +throat contracted as if a strong hand clutched it as she saw his tall +form advancing, but almost instantly his frank and eager face, his clear +glance, his simple and cordial greeting disarmed her, transmuted her +half-shaped doubts into golden faith. He was true and good—of that she +was completely reassured. Her spirits soared, and the glow came back to +her cheek.</p> + +<p>Fordyce, looking up at her, was filled with astonishment at the picture +of grace and ease which she presented, as she leaned to take his hand. +She shone, unmistakable mistress of the car, while Haney filled the rôle +of trusted Irish coachman.</p> + +<p>As he climbed in, the young lawyer remarked merrily, "I don't know +whether I approve of this extravagance or not." He tapped the car door.</p> + +<p>"It's mighty handy for the Captain," she replied. "You see he can't get +round in the street-cars very well, and he says this is cheaper than +cabs in the long run."</p> + +<p>"It has never proved economical to me; but it <i>is</i> handy," he answered, +with admiration of her growing mastery of wealth.</p> + +<p>And so with something fiercely beating in their hearts these youthful +warriors struggled to be true to others—fighting against themselves as +against domestic traitors, while they talked of the mine, the state +judiciary, the operators, and the unions. Their words were impersonal, +prosaic of association, but their eyes spoke of love as the diamond +speaks of light. Ben's voice, carefully controlled, was vibrant with the +poetry that comes but once in the life of a man, and she listened in +that perfect content which makes gold and glory but the decorations of +the palace where adoration dwells.</p> + +<p>The great, smoky, thunderous city somehow added to the sweetness of the +meeting—made it the more precious, like a song in a tempest. It seemed +to Ben Fordyce as if he had never really lived before. The very need of +concealment gave his unspoken passion a singular quality—a tang of the +wilding, the danger-some, which his intimacy with Alice had never +possessed.</p> + +<p>The Haneys' suite of rooms at the hotel called for comment. "Surely +Haney is feeling the power of money—but why not; who has a better right +to lovely things than Bertha?" Then aloud he repeated: "How well you're +looking—both of you! City life agrees with you. I never saw you look so +well."</p> + +<p>This remark, innocent on its surface, brought self-consciousness to +Bertha, for the light of his glance expressed more than admiration; and +even as they stood facing each other, alive to the same disturbing +flush, Lucius called Haney from the room, leaving them alone together. +The moment of Ben's trial had come.</p> + +<p>For a few seconds the young wife waited in breathless silence for him to +speak, a sense of her own wordlessness lying like a weight upon her. +Into the cloud of her confusion his voice came bringing confidence and +calm. "I feel that you have forgiven me—your eyes seem to say so. I +couldn't blame you if you despised me. I won't say my feeling has +changed, for it hasn't. It may be wrong to say so—it is wrong, but I +can't help it. Please tell me that you forgive me. I will be happier if +you do, and I will never offend again." His accent was at once softly +pleading and manly, and, as she raised her eyes to his in restored +self-confidence, she murmured a quaint, short, reassuring phrase: "Oh, +that's all right!" Her glance, so shy, so appealing, united to the +half-humorous words of her reply, were so surely of the Mountain-West +that Ben was quite swept from the high ground of his resolution, and his +hands leaped towards her with an almost irresistible embracing impulse. +"You sweet girl!" he exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Don't!" she said, starting back in alarm—"don't!"</p> + +<p>His face changed instantly, the clear candor of his voice reassured her. +"Don't be afraid. I mean what I said. You need have no fear that I—that +my offence will be repeated;" then, with intent to demonstrate his +self-command, he abruptly changed the subject. "The Congdons sent their +love to you, and Miss Franklin commissioned me to tell you that she will +give you all her time next summer—if you wish her to do so."</p> + +<p>She was glad of this message and added: "I need her, sure thing. Every +day I spend here makes me seem like Mary Ann—I don't see how people can +talk as smooth as they do. I'm crazy to get to school again and make up +for lost time. Joe Moss makes me feel like a lead quarter. Being here +with all these nice people and not able to talk with them is no fun. +Couldn't I whirl in and go to school somewhere back here?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, that isn't necessary. You are getting your education by +association—you are improving very fast."</p> + +<p>Her face lighted up. "Am I? Do you mean it?"</p> + +<p>"I do mean it. No one would know—to see you here—that you had not +enjoyed all the advantages."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, but I'm such a bluff. When I open my mouth they all begin to +grin. They're onto my game all right."</p> + +<p>He smiled. "That's because of your picturesque phrases—they like to +hear you speak. I assure you no one would think of calling you awkward +or—or lacking in—in charm."</p> + +<p>Haney's return cut short this defensive dialogue, and with a sense of +relief Bertha retreated—almost fled to her room—leaving the two men to +discuss their business.</p> + +<p>At the moment she had no wish to participate in a labor controversy. She +was entirely the woman at last, roused to the overpowering value of her +own inheritance. Her desire to manage, to calculate, to plan her +husband's affairs was gone, and in its place was a willingness to +submit, a wish for protection which she had not hitherto acknowledged. +She brooded for a time on Ben's words, then hurriedly began to +dress—with illogical desire to make herself beautiful in his eyes. As +she re-entered the room she caught Haney's repeated declaration—"I will +be loyal to the men"—and Ben's reply.</p> + +<p>"Very well, I'll go back and do the best I can to keep them in line, but +Williams says the governor is entirely on the side of the +mine-operators."</p> + +<p>"Does he?" retorted Haney. "Well, you say to the governor that Mart +Haney was a gambler and saloon-keeper during the other 'war,' and now +that he's a mine-owner, with money to hire a regiment of deppyties, his +heart is with the red-neckers—just where it was. Owning a paying mine +has not changed me heart to a stone."</p> + +<p>Ben, as well as Bertha, understood the pride he took in not whiffling +with the shift of wind, but at the same time he considered it a foolish +kind of loyalty. "Very well, I'll take the six-o'clock train to-night in +order to be on hand."</p> + +<p>"What's the rush?" said Haney; "stay on a day or two and see the town +with us—'tis a great show."</p> + +<p>Bertha, re-entering at this moment in her shining gown, put the young +attorney's Spartan resolution to rout. He stammered: "I ought to be on +the ground before the mine-owners begin to open fire, and, +besides—Alice is not very well."</p> + +<p>At the mention of Alice's name Bertha's glance wavered and her eyelids +fell. She did not urge him to stay, and Haney spoke up, heartily: "I'm +sorry to hear she's not well. She was pretty as a rose the night of the +dinner."</p> + +<p>"She lives on her nerves," Ben replied, falling into sadness. "One day +she's up in the clouds and dancing, the next she's flat in her bed in a +darkened room unwilling to see anybody."</p> + +<p>"'Tis the way of the White Death," thought Haney, but he spoke +hopefully: "Well, spring is here and a long summer before her—she'll be +herself against October."</p> + +<p>"I trust so," said Ben, but Bertha could see that he was losing hope and +that his life was being darkened by the presence of the death angel.</p> + +<p>Haney changed the current of all their thinking by saying to Bertha: "If +you are minded to go home, now is your chance, acushla. You can return +with Mr. Fordyce, while Lucius and I go on to New York the morning."</p> + +<p>"No, no!" she cried out in a panic. "No, I am going with you—I want to +see New York myself," she added, in justification. The thought of the +long journey with Ben Fordyce filled her with a kind of terror, a +feeling she had never known before. She needed protection against +herself.</p> + +<p>"Very well," said Haney, "that's settled. Now let's show Mr. Fordyce the +town."</p> + +<p>Ben put aside his doubt and went forth with them, resolute to make a +merry day of it. He seemed to regain all his care-free temper, but +Bertha remained uneasy and at times abnormally distraught. She spoke +with effort and listened badly, so busily was she wrought upon by +unbidden thoughts. The question of her lover's disloyalty to Alice +Heath, strange to say, had not hitherto troubled her—so selfishly, so +childishly had her own relationship to him filled her mind. She now saw +that Alice Heath was as deeply concerned in Ben's relationship to her as +Haney, and the picture of the poor, pale, despairing lady, worn with +weeping, persistently came between her and the scenes Mart pointed out +on their trips about the city. Did Alice know—did she suspect? Was that +why she was sinking lower and lower into the shadow?</p> + +<p>With these questions to be answered, as well as those she had already +put to herself concerning Mart, she could not enjoy the day's outing. +She rode through the parks with cold hands and white lips, and sat amid +the color and bustle and light of the dining-room with only spasmodic +return of her humorous, girlish self. The love which shone from Ben's +admiring eyes only added to her uneasiness.</p> + +<p>She was very lovely in a new gown that disclosed her firm, rounded young +bosom, like a rosebud within its calyx—the distraction upon her brow +somehow adding to the charm of her face—and Ben thought her the most +wonderful girl he had ever known, so outwardly at ease and in command +was she. "Could any one," he thought, "be more swiftly adaptable?"</p> + +<p>They went to the theatre, and her beauty and her curiously unsmiling +face aroused the admiration and curiosity of many others of those who +saw her. At last, under the influence of the music, her eyes lost their +shadow and grew tender and wistful. She ceased to question herself and +gave herself up to the joy of the moment. The play and the +melody—hackneyed to many of those present—appealed to her imagination, +liberating her from the earth and all its concerns. She turned to Ben +with eyes of rapture, saying, "Isn't it lovely!"</p> + +<p>And he, to whom the music was outworn and a little shoddy, instantly +agreed. "Yes, it is very beautiful," and he meant it, for her pleasure +in it brought back a knowledge of the charm it had once possessed.</p> + +<p>They dined together at the hotel, but the thought of Ben's departure +brought a pang into Bertha's heart, and she fell back into her uneasy, +distracted musing. She was being tempted, through her husband, who +repeated with the half-forgetfulness of age and weakness, "You'd better +go back with Mr. Fordyce, Bertie," but there was something stronger than +her individual will in her reply—some racial resolution which came down +the line of her good ancestry, and with almost angry outcry she +answered:</p> + +<p>"There's no use talking that! I'm going with you," and with this she +ended the outward siege, but the inward battle was not closed till she +had taken and dropped the hand her lover held out in parting next +morning, and even then she turned away, with his eyes and the tender +cadences of his voice imprinted so vividly on her memory that she could +not banish them, and she set face towards the farther East with the +contest of duty and desire still going forward in her blood.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA MEETS MANHATTAN</h3> + + +<p>It was a green land in which she woke. The leaves were just putting +forth their feathery fronds of foliage, and the shorn lawns, the waving +floods of growing wheat, and the smooth slopes of pastures presented +pleasant pictures to the mountain-born girl. These thickly peopled +farm-lands, the almost contiguous villages, the constant passing of +trains roused in her a surprise and wonder which left her silent. Such +weight of human life, such swarming populations, appalled her. How did +they all live?</p> + +<p>At breakfast Haney was in unusual flow of spirits. "'Twas here I rode +the trucks of a freight-car," he said once and again. "In this town I +slept all night on a bench in the depot.... I know every tie from here +to Syracuse. I wonder is the station agent living yet. 'Twould warm me +heart to toss him out ten dollars for that night's lodging. Them was the +great days! In Syracuse I worked for a livery-stableman as hostler, and +I would have gone hungry but for the scullion Maggie. Cross-eyed was +Maggie, but her heart beat warm for the lad in the loft, and many's the +plates of beef and bowls of hot soup she handed to me—poor girl! I'd +like to know where she is; had I the power of locomotion I'd look her +up, too."</p> + +<p>Again Bertha was brought face to face with the great sacrifice she was +obscurely contemplating. The magic potency of money was brought before +her eyes as she contrasted the ragged, homeless boy with the man who sat +beside her. The fact that he had not earned the money only made its +magic the more clearly inherent in the gold itself. It panoplied the +thief's carriage. It made dwarfs admirable, and gave dignity and honor +to the lowly. It made it possible for Marshall Haney to retrace in royal +splendor the perilous and painful journey he had made into the West some +thirty years ago—rewarding with regal generosity those who threw him a +broken steak or a half-eaten roll—and she could imaginatively enter +into the exquisite pleasure this largess gave the man.</p> + +<p>"And there was Father McBreen," he resumed, with a chuckle—"'sure the +mark of Satan is on the b'y,' he used to say every time my mother told +him of one of my divilments. And he was right. All the same, I'd like to +drop in on him and surprise him with a check"—at the moment he forgot +that he was old and a cripple—"just to let him know the divil hadn't +claimed me yet. I'd like to show him me wife." He put his hand on her +arm and smiled. "Sure the old man would revise his prediction could he +see you; he might say the divil had got <i>you</i>—but he couldn't pity +me."</p> + +<p>She turned him aside from this by saying: "I reckon New York is a great +deal bigger than Chicago. Mr. Moss says it makes any other town seem +like a county seat. I'm dead leery of it. I want to see it, but it just +naturally locoes me to think of it."</p> + +<p>"'Tis the only place to spend money—so the boys tell me. I've never +been there but once, and then only for three days. I went on to get a +man when I was sheriff in San Juan. I saw it then mostly as a wonderful +fine swamp to lose a thief in."</p> + +<p>"Did you get your man?" she asked, with formal interest.</p> + +<p>"I did so—and nearly died for want of sleep on the way home; he was a +desprit character, was black Hosay; but I linked him to me arm and tuck +chances."</p> + +<p>Once she had listened to these stories with eager interest; now they +were but empty boasting—so deeply inwrought was her soul with matters +that more nearly concerned her woman's need and woman's nature. The +potency of gold!—could any magic be greater? They lived like folk in a +flying palace (with books and papers, easy-chairs and card-tables), +eating carefully cooked meals, served by attendants as considerate and +as constant as those at their own fireside. The broad windows gave +streaming panorama of town and country, hill and river, and the young +wife accepted it all with the haughty air of one who is wearied with +splendor, but inwardly the knowledge that it all came to Haney (as to +her) unearned troubled her. Luck was his God, but she, while accepting +from him these marvellous, shining gifts, had another God—one derived +from her Saxon ancestors, one to whom luxury was akin to harlotry.</p> + +<p>They left the train at Albany and went to the best hotel in the city to +spend the night. "To-morrow I'll see if I can find anybody who knows +where the old dad is," said Haney. "'Tis too late, and I'm too weary to +do it to-night."</p> + +<p>Bertha was tired, too—mentally wearied, and glad of a chance to be +alone. She went at once to her room, leaving the Captain and Lucius busy +with the Troy directory.</p> + +<p>Haney set about his search next day with the eager zeal of a lad. He +took an almost childish pleasure in displaying his good-fortune. Through +Lucius he hired an auto-car as good as the one he had left in Chicago, +and together he and Bertha rode into his native town, up into the bleak, +brick-paved ward through which he had roamed when a cub. It had changed, +of course, as all things American must, but it was so much the same, +after all, that he could point out the alleys where he used to toss +pennies and play cards and fight. Every corner was historic to him. +"Phil O'Brien used to keep saloon here—and I've earned many a dime +sweepin' out for his barkeeper. I was never a drunken lad," he gravely +said; "I don't know why—I had all the chance there was. I've been +moderate of drink all me life. No, I won't say that—I'll say I tuck it +as it came, with no fear and no favor. When playin', I always let it +alone—it spiled me nerve—I let the other felly do the drinkin'."</p> + +<p>Some of the signs were unchanged, and he sent Lucius in to ask the +proprietor of the "Hoosac Market" to step out; and when he appeared, a +plump man with close-clipped gray hair and smoothly shaven face, he +shouted, "'Tis old Otto—just the man I nade. Howdy, Otto Siegel?"</p> + +<p>Siegel shaded his eyes and looked up at Haney. "You haff the edventege +off me alretty."</p> + +<p>"I'm Mart Haney—you remember Mart Haney."</p> + +<p>Siegel grasped the situation. "Sure! Vy, how you vass dis dime, eh! +Vell, vell—you gome pack in style, ain't it? Your daughter—yes?"</p> + +<p>"My wife," said Haney.</p> + +<p>Siegel raised a fat arm, which a dirty blue undershirt imperfectly +draped, and Bertha shook hands with curt politeness. "Vell, vell, Mart, +you must haff struck a cold-mine by now, hah?"</p> + +<p>"That's what."</p> + +<p>"Vell, vell! and I licked you fer hookin' apples off me vonce—aind dot +right?"</p> + +<p>Mart grinned. "I reckon that's so. I said I'd cut you in two when I grew +up; all boys say such things, but I reckon your whalin' did me good. But +what I want to know is this, can you tell me where to find the old man?"</p> + +<p>"Your fader? He's in Brooklyn—so I heart. I don't know. My, my! he'll +be clad to see you—"</p> + +<p>"You don't know his address?"</p> + +<p>"No, I heart he was livin' mit your sister Kate."</p> + +<p>"Donahue's in a saloon, I reckon."</p> + +<p>"Always. He tondt know nodding else. You can fint him in the +directory—Chon Donahue, barkeep."</p> + +<p>"All right. Much obleeged." Haney looked around. "I don't suppose any of +the boys are livin' here now?"</p> + +<p>"Von or two. Chake Schmidt iss a boliceman, Harry Sullivan iss in te +vater-vorks department, ant a few oders. Mostly dey are scattered; some +are teadt—many are teadt," he added, on second thought.</p> + +<p>"Well, good-luck," and Haney reached down to shake hands again, and the +machine began to whiz. "Tell all the boys 'How.'"</p> + +<p>For half an hour they ran about the streets at his direction, while he +talked on about his youthful joys and sorrows. "You wouldn't suppose a +lad could have any fun in such a place as this," he said, musingly, "but +I did. I was a careless, go-divil pup, and had a power of friends, and +these alleys and bare brick walls were the only play-ground we had. You +can't cheat a boy—he's goin' to have a good time if he has three grains +of corn in his belly and a place to sleep when he's tired. I was all +right till me old dad started to put me into the factory to work; then I +broke loose. I could work for an hour or two as hard as anny one; but a +whole long day—not for Mart! Right there I decided to emigrate and grow +up with the Injuns."</p> + +<p>Bertha listened to his musing comment with a new light upon his life. +She had little cause for the feeling of disgust which came to her while +studying the scenes of his boyhood—her own childhood had been almost as +humble, almost as cheerless—and yet she could not prevent a sinking at +the heart. The gambler, so picturesque in his wickedness, was becoming +commonplace. He rose from such petty conditions, after all.</p> + +<p>Thus far the question of his family relations had not troubled her very +much, for, aside from the chance coming of Charles, she had had little +opportunity of knowing anything about the Haneys, and they had seemed a +very long way off; but now, as she was rushing down upon New York City, +with the promise of not only finding the father, but of taking him back +with them to live, she began to doubt. His character was of the greatest +importance, in view of his taking a seat beside their fire.</p> + +<p>It was singular, it was bewildering, this change in her estimate of +Marshall Haney. The deeper he sank in reminiscent meditation the farther +he withdrew from the bold and splendid freebooter he had once seemed to +her. She was now unjust to him for he was still capable of what his kind +call "standing pat." The rough-and-ready borderman was still housed +under the same thatch of hair with the sentimental old Irishman, and yet +it would have sorely puzzled the keenest observer to discover the +relationship of that handsome, rather serious-browed, richly clothed +young woman and her big, elderly, garrulous companion. Bertha was not +easy to classify, in herself, for she gave out an air of reserve not +readily accounted for. She looked to be the well-clothed, carefully +reared American girl, but her gestures, the silent, unsmiling way in +which she received what was said to her—something indefinably alert and +self-masterful without being self-conscious—gave her a mysterious +charm.</p> + +<p>She was profoundly absorbed in the great, historic river on her right, +and yet she did not cry out as other girls of her age would have done. +She read her folder and kept vigilant eyes upon all the passing points +of interest—even as Haney rumbled on about Charles and his father and +Kate—more than half distraught by the vague recollections she had of +her school histories and geographies. How little she knew! "I must +buckle down to some kind of study," she repeatedly said to herself, as +if it helped her to a more inflexible resolution.</p> + +<p>Soon the mighty city and its fabled sea-shore began to scare her soul +with vague alarms and exultations. Manhattan was as remote to her as +London, and as splendidly alien as Paris. It was, indeed, both London +and Paris to her. Its millions of people appalled her. How could so many +folk live in one place?</p> + +<p>Again the magic power of money bucklered her. It was good to think that +they were to go to the best hotels, and that she had no need to trouble +herself about anything, for Lucius settled everything. He telegraphed +for rooms, he assembled all their baggage and tipped their porters: and +when they rushed into the long tunnel in Harlem he was free to take the +Captain by the arm and help him to the forward end of the car ready to +alight, leaving Bertha to follow without so much as a satchel to burden +her arm. Haney had accepted Lucius' assurance that the Park Palace was +the smart hostelry, and to this they drove as to some unknown inn in a +foreign capital.</p> + +<p>It was gorgeous enough to belong in the tale of Aladdin's lamp—a +palace, in very truth, with entrance-hall in keeping with the +glittering, roaring Avenue through which they drove, and which was to +Bertha quite as strange as a boulevard in Berlin would have been. Lucius +conducted them into the reception-room with an air of proprietorship, +and soon had waiters, maids and bell-boys "jumping." His management was +masterful. He knew just what time to give each man, and just how much to +say concerning his master and mistress. He conveyed to the clerk that +while Captain Haney didn't want any foolish display, he liked things +comfortable round him, and the colored man's tone, as he spoke that word +"comfortable," was far-reaching in effect. The best available places +were put at his command.</p> + +<p>Bertha accepted it all with cold impassivity; it was only a little +higher gloss, a little more glitter than they had suffered in Chicago; +and she was getting used to seeing men in braid and buttons "hustle" +when she came near. The suite of rooms to which they were conducted +looked out on Fifth Avenue, as Lucius proudly explained; and from their +windows he designated some of the houses of the millionaires who receive +the homage of the less rich (and of the very poor) which only nobility +can command in Europe. Bertha betrayed no eager interest in these +notables, but she was very deeply impressed by the far-famed Avenue, +which was already thickening with the daily five-o'clock parade of +carriages, auto-cars, and pedestrians.</p> + +<p>Lucius explained this custom, and said: "If you'd like to go out I'll +get a car."</p> + +<p>"Let's do it!" she exclaimed to Haney.</p> + +<p>"Sure! get one. These smell-wagons must have been invented for cripples +like me."</p> + +<p>Bertha took that ride in the spirit of one who never expects to do it +again, and so deeply did the city print itself upon her memory that she +was able to recall years afterwards a hundred of its glittering points, +angles, and facets. She felt herself up-borne by money. Without Haney's +bank-book she would have been merely one of those minute insects who +timidly sought to cross the street, and yet philosophers marvel at the +race men make for gold! So long as silken parasols and automobiles mad +with pride are keenly enjoyed, so long will Americans—and all others +who have them not—struggle for them; for they are not only the signs of +distinction and luxury, they are delights. A private car is not merely +display; it is comfort. To have a suite of rooms at the Park Palace is +not all show; it makes for homely ease, cleanliness, repose. And these +people riding imperiously to and fro in Fifth Avenue buy not merely +diamonds, but well-cooked food, warm and shining raiment, and freedom +from the scramble on the pave.</p> + +<p>Some understanding of all this was beating home to Bertha's head and +heart. She had as yet no keen desire for the glitter of wealth, but its +grateful shelter, its power to defend and nurture, were qualities which +had begun to make its lure almost irresistible. Haney liked the +auto-car, not for its red and gold (which delighted Lucius), but for its +handiness in taking him about the city. It saved him from climbing in +and out of a high car door; it was swifter and safer than a carriage; +therefore, he was ready to purchase its speed and convenience. He cared +little for the sensation he would create in riding up to his sister's +door in Brooklyn, though he chuckled mightily at the thought of what his +old dad would say; and as they claimed a place among the millionaires he +broke into a sly smile. "If ever a bog-trotter landed at Castle Garden, +me father was wan o' them. I can remember the hat he wore. 'Twas a +'stovepipe,' sure enough. It had no rim at all at all! It was fuzzy as a +cat. If he didn't have a green vest it was a wonder. He took me to see a +play once just to show me how he did look. He was onto his own curves, +was old dad. I hope he's livin' yet. I'd like to take him up the Avenue +in this car and hear the speel he'd put up."</p> + +<p>Bertha was in growing uneasiness, and when alone at the close of her +wonderful ride through this marvellous city, so clean, so vast, so +packed with stores of all things rich and beautiful, she went to her +room in a blur of doubt. Now that an unspoken, half-formed resolution to +free herself was in her mind, she realized that every extravagance like +this ride, these gorgeous rooms, sank her deeper into helpless +indebtedness to Marshall Haney. And this knowledge now took away the +keen edge of her delight, making her food bitter and her pillow hot.</p> + +<p>In the midst of her troubled thinking, Lucius knocked at the door to +ask: "Will you go down to dinner or shall I have it sent up?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, I'll go down."</p> + +<p>"They dress for dinner, ma'am."</p> + +<p>"Do they? What'll I wear?"</p> + +<p>He considered a moment. "Any light silk—semi-dress will do. I'll send a +maid in to help you."</p> + +<p>"No, I don't need a maid. They're a nuisance," she quickly answered.</p> + +<p>Lucius' attitude towards her was more than respectful—it was paternal; +for she made no more secret of her early condition than Haney, and the +colored man enjoyed serving them. He seemed perfectly happy in advising, +cautioning, directing them, and was deeply impressed with their powers +of adaptability—was, in truth, developing a genuine affection for them +both. He was a lonely little man, Bertha had learned, with no near kin +in the States, and the fact that he came from an Island in the sea made +him less of a "nigger" to the Captain, who had the usual amount of +prejudice against both black and red men.</p> + +<p>The high-keyed, sumptuous dining-hall was filled with small tables +exquisitely furnished, and the carpets underfoot, thick-piled and +deep-toned, gave a singular solemnity to the function of eating. It was +a temple raised to the glory of terrapin and "alligator pears"; and as +the Captain moved slowly across the aisles, closely attended by a +zealous waiter he smiled and said to his wife: "This is a long ways from +Sibley and the Golden Eagle, Bertie, don't you think?"</p> + +<p>"It sure is," she replied, and her laughing lips and big pansy-purple +eyes made her seem very young and very gay again.</p> + +<p>Around her men and women in evening dress were feeding subduedly, while +bevies of hawklike waiters swooped and circled, bearing platters, +tureens, and baskets of iced wine-bottles. It made the hotel at Chicago +appear like a plain, old-fashioned tavern, so remote, so European, so +lavish, and yet so exaggeratedly quiet, was this service. Some of the +women at the tables were spangled like the queens of the stage; mainly +they were not only gloriously gowned, but in harmony with the sumptuous +beauty around them. Their adornments made Bertha feel very rural and +very shy.</p> + +<p>"I wish I was younger," the Captain said, "I'd take ye to the theatre +to-night, but I'm too tired. I could go for a couple of hours, but—to +miss me sleep—"</p> + +<p>"Don't think of it," she hastened to command. "I don't want to go. I'm +just about all in, myself."</p> + +<p>"'Tis a shame, darlin', surely it is, to keep you from havin' a good +time just because I am an old helpless side o' beef. 'Tis not in me +heart to play dog in the manger, Bertie. If ye'd like to go, do so. +Lucius will take ye."</p> + +<p>"Nit," she curtly replied; "you rest up, and we'll go to-morrow night. +We might take another turn and see the town by electric light; you could +kind o' lean back in the car and take it easy."</p> + +<p>This they did; and it was more moving, more appalling, to the girl than +by day. The fury of traffic on Broadway, the crowds of people, the +endless strings of brilliantly lighted street-cars, the floods of +'busses, auto-cars, cabs, and carriages poured in upon the girl's +receptive brain a tide of perceptions of the city's wealth, power, and +complexity of social life which amazed while it exalted her. The idea +that she might share in all this dazzled her. "We could live here," she +thought; "the Captain's income would keep us just anyway we wanted to +live." But a vision of her own beautiful house under the shadow of the +great peak came back to reproach her. Her horses and dogs awaited her. +This tumultuous island was only a place to visit, after all.</p> + +<p>"Do you suppose this goes on every night?" she said to Haney, as they +turned off Broadway.</p> + +<p>"I reckon it does," he said. "How is that, Lucius?" he asked. "Is this a +special performance, or does the old town do this every night?"</p> + +<p>"In the season, yes, sir. It's the last week of the Opera, and it'll be +quieter now till November."</p> + +<p>They returned to their hotel with a sense of having touched the ultimate +in civic splendor, human pride, and social complexity. New York had met +most of their ideals. They were glad it was on American soil and in the +nation's metropolis; but, after all, it remained alien and mysterious, +of a rank with Paris and London—the gateway city of the nation, where +the Old World meets and mingles with the New.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA MAKES A PROMISE</h3> + + +<p>As for Marshall Haney, as he went about New York and Brooklyn in search +of his relations, he was astounded at the translation of the Irish +laborer into something else. "In my time, when I left Troy, all the work +in the streets was done by 'micks,' as they called 'em. Now they're +gone—whisked away as ye'd sweep away a swarm of red ants, and here's +these black Dagos in their places. Where's the Irishman gone—up or +down? That's what's eatin' me. Is he dead or translated to a higher +speer? 'Tis a mysterious dispensation, and troubles me much."</p> + +<p>He found a good many Donahues in Brooklyn, and plenty of them +barkeepers; and after he'd pulled up half a dozen times at these +"joints" Bertha began to pout. She didn't like such places; and as they +were riding in a showy auto-car (the grandest Lucius could secure), they +were pretty middling noticeable. At last she said, more sharply than she +had ever spoken to him before: "Mart, I don't want any more of this. If +you want to visit all the saloons in Brooklyn, I don't. Here's where I +get out."</p> + +<p>He was instantly remorseful. "I was thinkin' of that myself, Bertie. +Lucius and I will go on alone. We'll send you back to the hotel in the +'mobile whilst we take a hack."</p> + +<p>Half doubting, half glad, she consented to this arrangement, and was +soon whirling back towards the ferry, her guilty feeling giving place to +a sense of relief, as if a huge weight had been lifted from her +shoulders—for a moment. She began to understand that half the pleasure +she had taken in her hours with Moss and Humiston lay in the freedom +from her husband's over-shadowing presence. He was not a man to be +ignored, as she had seen wives ignore and put aside their meek partners. +Marshall Haney even yet was a dominating personality, even though his +family affairs were so insistent and so difficult to manage or explain. +If the father came her joy in her home would be gone, and yet she had no +right to refuse him shelter.</p> + +<p>At the same time she was less sure of her place in the world, now that +she was alone. She had the feeling that if anything were to happen—if +the motorman should demand his pay at the door, or the hotel-keeper +refuse to go her bond, she would be helpless. The Captain, for all his +shortcomings and physical disability, was master of every situation. He +had been schooled by stern powers, and his capabilities of defence were +still equal to almost any need.</p> + +<p>On the ferry-boat she found herself surrounded by the swarms of people +who are forever calculating expenditures, who never desert a garment, +and who finger a nickel lovingly; and she caught them looking at her as +upon one of those who enjoy without earning it the product of their +toil. They made way for her, as she got down and walked to the railing, +as they would have done for a millionaire's daughter, a little surlily, +and she divined without understanding this enmity, but was too exalted +by the glittering bay, with its romance of ship and sea and shore and +town, to very much mind what her threadbare fellow-passengers thought of +her. These dark-hulled, ocean-going vessels, these alien flags, widened +her horizon—deepened her sense of the earth's wonder and the wide-flung +nerves of national interest. From this sea-level she looked up in fancy +to her brother's ranch near Sibley as at a cabin on a mountain-side. How +still and faint and far it seemed at the moment!</p> + +<p>At the word of the chauffeur she climbed back into her car, returning to +the isolation which money now provided for her. And so, girt about with +velvet and costly wood and gilding, she rode up through the tearing +throngs of the wharf, whirling past cars and trucks, outspeeding cabs +and carriages, protected by a gambler's name, royally isolated and +defensible by his money. As she spun through Fifth Avenue, so smooth of +pave, so crowded, so sparkling, so far-reaching in its suggestions of +security and power, the girl's soul entered upon a new and fierce phase +of its struggle.</p> + +<p>It was a larger and more absorbing fairy story than any in the <i>Arabian +Nights</i>. Without Marshall Haney, without the gold he brought, she could +never have even looked upon this scene. She would at this moment have +been standing inside her little counter at the Golden Eagle, selling +cigars to some brakeman or cowboy. Ed Winchell would be coming to ask +her, as usual, to marry him, and her mother would still be toiling in +the hot kitchen or be at rest in her grave. Did ever Aladdin's lamp +translate its owner farther or lift him higher? Was not her refusal to +be Marshall Haney's wife the basest ingratitude?</p> + +<p>Not merely so, but the girl felt in herself potentialities not yet drawn +upon, unlimited capabilities leading towards the accomplishment of good. +Money had not merely the magic of exalting, educating, refining, and +ennobling the individual (herself); it had radiating, transforming power +for others. It could diffuse warmth like a flame, and send forth joy +like a bell. "With it I am safe, strong: I can help the poor. Without it +I am only a struggling girl, like millions of others, with no chance and +no power to aid those who suffer." But at this point her love re-entered +and her sense of right was confused. After all the heart ruled.</p> + +<p>At the hotel entrance the head porter was waiting to help her out, and +the chauffeur, without a word or look of reminder, puffed away, secure +in the reputation Lucius had given to Haney. As she went to her room the +maid met her with gentle solicitude, and, after attending to her needs, +considerately withdrew, leaving her deep-sunk in troubled musing.</p> + +<p>Up to the coming of Ben Fordyce she had accepted all that Haney gave her +as from one good friend to another. Once having satisfied herself that +the money was clean of any taint from gambling-hall and saloon, she had +not hesitated to use it. But now something was rising within her which +changed the current of her purpose. Haney was no longer before the bar +of her conscience; the soul under question was her own. Dimly, yet with +ever-growing definiteness, she saw the moment of decision approach. She +must soon decide whether to continue on the smooth, broad highway with +Haney, or to return to the mountain-trail from which he had taken her.</p> + +<p>While still she sat sombrely looking out over the city's roofs, +Humiston's card was brought to her, and at the moment, in her loneliness +and doubt, he seemed like an old friend. "Tell him to come up," she +said, with instant cordiality, and her face shone with innocent pleasure +when she met him. "I'm mighty glad to see you," she frankly said, in +greeting.</p> + +<p>He misconceived her feeling, and took advantage of it to retain her +hand. "I assure you I am delighted to find <i>you</i> again."</p> + +<p>"I thought you'd forgot us."</p> + +<p>His eyes expressed a bold admiration as he answered: "I have done +nothing but remember you. I've been in Pittsburg (only got back to town +yesterday), and here I am." He looked about. "Where is the Captain?"</p> + +<p>She withdrew her hand. "He's out looking for his father. He'll return +soon. He's liable to look in any minute now."</p> + +<p>"You are lovelier than ever. How is the Captain?"</p> + +<p>"Pretty well. He gets tired fairly easy, but he feels better than he +did."</p> + +<p>His look of eager intensity embarrassed her. After a little pause, he +remarked: "I am holding you to your promise. Can't you come over to my +studio this afternoon?"</p> + +<p>"No, not to-day. I must be here when the Captain comes. He may bring the +old father along, and he'd feel lost if I should be gone. Maybe I could +come to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Don't bring the Captain unless you have to—he'll be bored," he said, +in the hope that she would get his full meaning. "I want to introduce +you to some friends of mine."</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't do that!" she protested. "I'm afraid of your friends—they're +all so way-wised while I am hardly bridle-broke."</p> + +<p>"You need not fear," he replied; "you are most to be envied. No one can +have more than health, wealth, and youth and beauty. I would not +hesitate to introduce you anywhere." His admiration was so outspoken, so +choicely worded, that she could not distrust him, though Mrs. Moss had +more than once hinted to her that he was not to be entirely honored. "He +isn't a man to be careless with," she had once said, and yet he seemed +so high-minded, so profoundly concerned with the beautiful world of art. +How could a single-hearted Western girl believe ill of him? He could +not be evil in the ways in which men were wicked in Sibley. His +sensitive face was too weary and his eyes too sad.</p> + +<p>He was adroit enough to make his call short, and withdrew, leaving a +very pleasant impression in her mind. She felt distinctly less lonely, +now that she knew he was in the city, and she was still at the window +musing about him when Haney returned, bringing his father with him.</p> + +<p>The elder Haney interested and amused her in spite of her +perplexities—he was so quaintly of the old type of Irishman and so +absurdly small to be the father of a giant. He carried a shrewd and +kindly face, withered and toothless, yet not without a certain charm of +line. Mart's fine profile was like his sire's, only larger, bolder, and +calmer.</p> + +<p>With a chuckle he introduced him. "Bertie, this is me worthless old +dad." And Patrick, though he was sidling and side-stepping with the +awkwardness of a cat on wet ice, still retained his Celtic +self-possession.</p> + +<p>"Lave Mart to slander the soorce av aal his good qualities," he +retorted. "He was iver an uncivil divil to me—after the day he first +thrun me down, the big gawk."</p> + +<p>Mart took the little man by the collar and twirled him about. "Luk at +'im! Did he ever feel the like of such cloes in his life?"</p> + +<p>Patrick grinned a wide, silent, mirthful grimace. "Sure me heart is +warmed wid 'em. I feel as well trussed as me lady's footman."</p> + +<p>It was plain that every thread on the old man was new. Mart explained. +"I stripped him to the buff and built him up plumb to his necktie, which +is green—the wan thing he would have to his own taste. To-morrow we go +to the tooth-factory."</p> + +<p>"'Tis a waste of good money," interjected Patrick. "I ate soup."</p> + +<p>"Soup be damned! Ye've many a steak to eat with me, ye contrary little +baboon. 'Tis a pity if I can't do as I like with me own. Do as I say, +and be gay."</p> + +<p>Patrick cackled again, and his little twinkling eyes were half hid. "Ye +may load me with jewels and goold, me lad, but divil a once do I allow a +man wid a feet-lathe boring-machine to enter me head."</p> + +<p>"Ye have nothing to bore, ye old jackass! Divil a rock is left to +prospect in—so don't fuss."</p> + +<p>Bertha interjected a question. "Where did you find him?"</p> + +<p>"Marking up in a pool-room. Nice place for the father of Captain Haney! +'Come out o' that,' I says, 'or fight me.' And the old fox showed gooms +at me, and says he: 'I notice ye're crippled, Mart. I think I'll jest +take what ye owe me out of yer hide.'" They both chuckled at the +recollection of it. Then Mart went on: "I'll not disgrace me wife by +telling what the old tramp had on. I tuck him by the shoulder and I +said: 'Have ye anny Sunday clothes?' I said. 'Narry a thread,' says he. +'Come along with me,' I says. 'You can't visit my wife in the hotel till +every thread on yer corpus is changed,' for Donahue keeps a dirty place. +So here he is—scrubbed, fumigated, barbered, and tailored; and when he +gets his cellulide teeth he'll make as slick a little Irishman as ever +left the old sod." Here his face became sadly tender. "I wish the mother +was alive, too; I'd make her rustle in silks, so I would. Heaven rest +her!"</p> + +<p>The father's face grew suddenly accusing in line. "Ye waited too long, +ye vagabond. Yer change of heart comes too late."</p> + +<p>"I know it—I know it! But I could never find time till a man with a +shotgun pointed the way to it. Now I have all the time there is, and +she's gone."</p> + +<p>In this moment of passing shadow Bertha caught a glimpse of the +significance of the scene—of the wonder, almost alarm, which filled the +old man's heart as he stood there scared of the flaming splendor of the +room into which the sunlight fell, exaggerating its gold and pink and +green, but bringing out the excellence of the furnishing, the richness +of the silk tapestry.</p> + +<p>The old man touched a gilded chair tenderly, and Mart cried out: "Lay +hold, man, 'twill not rub off! Sit down and look about ye! Out with your +new pipe and smoke up!"</p> + +<p>He took a seat with forced confidence, and looked about him. "I wish +Donahue and Kate could see this."</p> + +<p>Mart turned a quietly humorous eye on Bertha. "Not this trip. I couldn't +manage Kate," he explained. "She looks like Fan—only more so; and she +has a litter o' young Donahues would make ye wonder could the world have +room for them all."</p> + +<p>Haney the elder had something more than the bog-trotter in him, for as +he grew towards a little more assurance that Mart would not be thrown +out of his hotel for non-payment of bills, he settled down to enjoy his +glass of rare whiskey and a costly cigar with an assumption of ease that +almost deceived the maid, though Lucius, being in the secret, watched +him anxiously for fear he might expectorate on the rug.</p> + +<p>Mart had some "p'otographs" of his house in the Springs, and showed them +to Patrick. "Do ye see yerself smokin' a pipe on that porch?"</p> + +<p>"I do not," the father energetically replied. "I see meself goin' the +rounds of that garden with a waterin'-pot and a pair of shears."</p> + +<p>"I thought ye was a bricklayer, or is it a billiard-marker?" asked Mart, +with quizzical look.</p> + +<p>"I can turn me hand to anny honest work," he replied, with dignity. "An' +can ye say as much?"</p> + +<p>"I cannot," confessed Mart. "Had ye put a club to me back and foorced me +to a trade, sure I'd be layin' brick in Troy this day."</p> + +<p>This retort fairly blinded the sturdy little father. The charge was +false, and yet here sat Mart—a gentleman. While still he puzzled over +the dangerous acknowledgment involved in his son's accusation, Mart +turned to Bertha. "Do ye mind the old man's spendin' the rest of his +days with us, darlin'?"</p> + +<p>"You're the doctor, Mart. It's your house, not mine."</p> + +<p>He felt the change in her. "Oh no, it isn't; it's <i>our</i> house. I never +would have had it only for you." He paused a moment. "The dad is a +well-meaning old rascal, and I'll go bail he don't do mischief."</p> + +<p>Patrick took this up. "He is so, and he means to kape to his own way of +life. If I go West, me b'y, 'tis on wages as a gardener—and, bedad, +I'll draw 'em reg'ler, too. I'd like well to go West ('twould rejice me +to see Fan and McArdle), and I don't object to spendin' a year with you +in Coloraydo, but don't think Patrick Haney is to be pinsioner on anny +one, not even his son."</p> + +<p>Bertha's heart vibrated in sympathy with this note of independence, and +she heartily said: "I hope you will come, Mr. Haney. The Captain is +alone a good deal, and you'd be a comfort to him."</p> + +<p>"I'll consider," the old man said. "I must have time to rea-lize it," he +quaintly added. "I must smoke me pipe in me own garret once more, and +talk it all over with Kate and the Donahues." He refused to stay to +dinner with them (which was a relief to Lucius), and went away jaunty as +a bucko from County Clare.</p> + +<p>He was no sooner gone from the room than Bertha turned to her husband, +and said: "Mart, I want to talk things over with you."</p> + +<p>Something in her voice, as well as in the words, made him turn quickly +and regard her anxiously.</p> + +<p>"What about? What is it, darlin'?"</p> + +<p>"I have something on my mind, and I've got to spit it out before I can +rest to-night. I've just about decided to leave you. I don't feel right +livin' with you."</p> + +<p>He looked at her steadily, but a gray pallor began to show on his face. +He asked, quietly: "Do ye mean to go fer good?"</p> + +<p>Her heart was beating fast, but she bravely faced him. "Yes, Mart, I +don't feel right living with you, and spending your money the way I've +been doing."</p> + +<p>"Why not? It isn't mine—it's yours. Ye airn every cent ye spend."</p> + +<p>"No, I don't!" she cried, passionately. "Now that you're getting better +and Lucius has come, I'm not even a nurse."</p> + +<p>"I'll send him away."</p> + +<p>"No, no; he's worth more than I am."</p> + +<p>"I'll not listen to such talk, Bertie. Ye well know you're the thing +most precious to me. I can't live without ye." His voice thickened. "For +God A'mighty's sake, don't say such things; they make me heart shake! Me +teeth are chatterin' this minute! Ye're jokin'; say you don't mean it."</p> + +<p>"But I do. Don't you see that I can't stay and let you do things for me +like this"—she indicated their apartment—"when I do so little to earn +it all? Mart, I've got to be honest about it. I can't let you spend any +more money on me. Help your own people, and let me go. I do nothing to +pay for what you do for me. It's better for me to go."</p> + +<p>She could not bring herself to be as explicit as she should have been, +but he was not far from understanding her real meaning, as he brokenly +replied: "I've been afraid of this, my girl. I've thought of it all. The +money I spend fer ye is but a small part of my debt. You say you do +nothing for me. Why, darlin', every time you come into the room or smile +at me you do much for me! I'm a selfish old wolf, but I'm not so bad as +you think I am. If anny nice young felly comes along—a good square +man—I'll get off the track; but I want you to let me stay near you as +long as I live." His voice was hoarse with pleading. "Ye're all I have +in the world; all I live for now is to make you happy. Don't pull away +now, when me old heart has grown all round ye. I can't live and I +daren't die without ye—now that's the eternal truth. Darlin', promise +ye won't go—yet awhile."</p> + +<p>Wordless, as full of pain as he, she sat silently weeping, unable to +carry out her resolution—unable to express the change which had come +into her life.</p> + +<p>He went on. "I mark the difference between us. I see ye goin' up while I +am goin' down. My heart is big with pride in ye. You belong with people +like the Congdons and the Mosses—whilst I am only an old broken-down +skate. I'm worse than you know. I went down to Sibley first with hell in +me heart towards you, but that soon passed away—I loved ye as a man +should love the girl he marries—and I love ye now as I love the saints. +I wouldn't mar your young life fer anything in this world—'tis me wish +to lave you as beautiful and fresh as I found you, and to give you all I +have besides—so stay with me, if you can, till the other man comes." +Here a new thought intruded. "Has he come now? Tell me if he has. Did ye +find him in Chicago? Be honest, darlin'."</p> + +<p>"No, no!" she answered. "It isn't that. It's just because—because it +don't seem right."</p> + +<p>"Then ye must stay with me," he said, "and don't worry about not doing +things for me. You do things for me every minute—just by being in the +world. If I can see ye or hear ye I'm satisfied. An' don't cut me off +from spending money for ye, for that's half me fun. How else can I pay +ye for your help to me? I've been troubled by your face ever since we +left home. You don't smile as ye used to do. Don't ye like it here? If +ye don't we'll go back. Shall we do that?"</p> + +<p>She, overwhelmed by his generosity, could only nod.</p> + +<p>His face cleared. "Very well, the procession will head west whenever you +say the word. I hope you don't object to the old father. If ye do—"</p> + +<p>"Oh no; I like him."</p> + +<p>"Then we'll take him; but, remember, I'll let no one come into our home +that will trouble you. I'd as soon have a cinder in me eye as a man I +don't like sitting beside me fire; and if the old man is a burden to ye, +out he goes." He rose, and came painfully to where she sat, and in a +voice of humble sorrow, slowly said: "I don't ask ye to love +me—now—I'm not worth it; and once I thought I'd like a son to bear my +name, but 'tis better not. I'll never lay that burden upon ye. All I ask +is the touch of yer hand now and then, and your presence when I come to +die—I'm scared to die alone. 'Twill be a dark, long journey for old +Mart, and he wants your face to remember when he sets forth."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII</h2> + +<h3>THE SERPENT'S COIL</h3> + + +<p>Lofty as Jerome Humiston talked, and poetic as his face seemed to Bertha +Haney, he was at heart infinitely more destructive than any man she had +ever known; for he took a satanic delight in proving that all women were +alike in their frailty. He had reached also that period of decay wherein +the libertine demands novelty—where struggle is essential, and to +conquer easily is to fail of the joy of victory.</p> + +<p>He, too, had rushed to the conclusion that this girl had married an old +and broken gambler for his money, and that she was of those to be easily +won. Her air of demure reserve piqued him—pleased him. "She is no silly +kitten," he mentally remarked, after their second meeting. "She's in for +a big career. With beauty and youth and barrels of money she will go +far, and I will be her guide—unless I have lost my cunning. She will +share her fortune with me some day, and I will teach her to live."</p> + +<p>He met her at the door of his studio next day with a grave and tender +smile. "I'm glad you've come," he said, "but I'll have to confess that I +have very little to show you here. My pictures are all down at the +gallery, and some of them not yet hung. Next week they will all be in +place. But sit down while I boil some tea. My friends who own this +work-shop are out; they'll be in soon."</p> + +<p>"I don't believe I can stay to-day. The Captain is below."</p> + +<p>"Please do sit down for a moment. I'll be hurt if you don't."</p> + +<p>The studio was a big bare barn of a place with a few broad canvases upon +the walls—not a bit like Humiston; and he explained that his stay in +America being short, he could not afford to have a studio of his own. +"I'm glad you came. You must let me take you to see my 'show' next week. +Your fresh, young, Western eyes are just what I need." This was false, +for he was impatient of all criticism. "I need comfort," he added, +wearily smiling. "I didn't sell enough in the West to pay my railway +fare."</p> + +<p>He seemed ill as well as sad, and Bertha felt sorry for him. "Won't you +come with us for a ride?"</p> + +<p>"I'd rather have you stay and talk with me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I can't do that! The Captain is waiting for me. He said to bring +you."</p> + +<p>"But I don't want to go. I hate automobiles. I hate seeing sights. I +despise this town. I've a grouch against everything in America—except +you. Let me go down and tell the Captain to take his spin alone."</p> + +<p>"No, no," she sharply said. "I keep my word. I said I'd be back in a few +minutes, and I'm going."</p> + +<p>He sighed resignedly. "Very well; but you'll let me come to see you?"</p> + +<p>"Why, cert! Come to dinner any day. We don't browse around much outside +the hotel. We're mostly always feeding at six."</p> + +<p>"I'll come, and you must not fail to let me show you my pictures."</p> + +<p>"Sure thing! I want to buy one to take home with me."</p> + +<p>He assumed great candor. "I won't say that your ability to buy one of my +pictures is not of interest to me, for it is; but quite aside from that, +there is something in you that appeals to me. You make me think better +of the West—of America. I feel that you will find something in my +pictures which the critics miss." Then, with mournful abruptness, he +added: "No doubt Joe told you of my unhappy marriage—"</p> + +<p>"No, he didn't."</p> + +<p>"My wife cares nothing for my work. She takes no interest in anything +but the frippery side of life. That's what appeals to me in you—you are +so aspiring. I feel that you have such wonderful possibilities. You +would spur a man to big things."</p> + +<p>They were both standing as if he had forgotten where he was, and she, +embarrassed but fascinated by his words, and especially held by his +voice, dared not make a motion till he released her. He looked round +him. "I don't wonder you dislike this room; it's horribly cold and +depressing to me. I can't work here. I wish you could see my den in +Paris. Perhaps you will let me show it to you some day. All my happiest +days have been spent in France. I am more French than American now."</p> + +<p>He took her hand again, and with a return to his studiedly cheerful +manner called her to witness that she had promised to come to see his +paintings. "And please remember that I am going to take you at your word +and dine with you—perhaps this very night."</p> + +<p>"All right, come along," she replied, and went away filled with wonder +at the familiar, almost humble attitude he had assumed towards her.</p> + +<p>He did indeed dine with them that night, and quite won the Captain to a +belief in him. "Come again," he heartily said. And the great artist +feelingly answered: "I mean to, for, strange to say, I am almost as +lonesome in this big town as anybody could be." This was a lie, but +Haney's sympathy was roused. "There'll always be an empty chair for +you," he repeated, with a feeling that he, too, was encouraging art.</p> + +<p>Humiston pursued this game with singular and joyous skill. He talked of +the West and of politics with the Captain, and of love and art and his +essentially lonely life to Bertha. He returned often to the wish that +they might meet in Paris. "A trip abroad would do you infinite good," he +insisted. "What you need is three years of life in Paris. With your +beauty and money, and, above all, with your personal magnetism, you +could reign like a queen. I wonder that you don't go. It would be worth +more to you than any other possible schooling. I don't know of anything +in this world that would give me greater pleasure than to show you +Paris."</p> + +<p>Bertha's silence in face of these approaches deceived him. The throbbing +of her bosom, the fall of her eyelashes, were due to instinctive +distrust of him. That he was more dangerous than the rough miners and +cowboys of the West she could not believe, and yet she drew back in +growing fear of one who openly claimed the right to plow athwart all the +barriers of law and custom. His mind's flight was like that of the +eagle—now rising to the sun in exultation, now falling to the gray sea +to slay. At times she felt a kind of gratitude that he should be willing +to sit beside her and talk—he, so skilled, so learned, so famous.</p> + +<p>The Chicago papers were still filled with criticism of his work and his +theories, and this discussion, as well as the appearance of his portrait +in the magazines, had made of him a very exalted person in little Mrs. +Haney's eyes, and the interest he took in her was too subtly flattering +not to affect her. He seemed fond of the Captain, too, and often joined +them in their trips about the city, and the fellows who had known +Humiston in Paris and who did not know Bertha nodded knowingly. "Jerry's +amusing himself, as usual. I wonder who she is?"</p> + +<p>He explained his poverty one day as he sat with her in the little +gallery where his paintings were hung. "The fact is, while other men +have been painting to order and doing 'stunts' for the Salon, I've gone +on refining, seeking new shades, new allurements, subordinating line to +color, story to harmony, till my work is sublimated beyond my public. +The people that bought my things once can't follow me; it is only now +and then that a man, or a woman <i>feels</i> what I'm after—and so I live. I +hold all things beautiful to paint, America does not."</p> + +<p>He liked her all the better because she did not try to say what she +thought of his pictures, and when she insisted on taking one of them +home he quickly stopped her. "I'm not asking you to take pity on me," he +sharply said. And in this lay the subtlest touch of flattery he had yet +used: the idea that she, an ignorant mountain girl, could be accused of +patronizing a man so distinguished, so gifted as he, moved her in spite +of all warnings. Why should she not use her money to help this wonderful +artist?</p> + +<p>She insisted on a picture, and asked him to select one for her. "I've +got a big house out in the Springs, and I'd like something of yours."</p> + +<p>"Not out of this collection," he declared. "These are not the ones on +which my fame rests. The ones that represent me are in the cellar."</p> + +<p>Her eyes were wide in question. "What do you mean by that?"</p> + +<p>"American dealers won't include my best things in the exhibit—they are +too 'direct.' They are stored over here in a warehouse. I'd like to show +them to you. Will you come?" he asked, with eager eyes.</p> + +<p>And she, with a sense of being distinguished above the great public, +consented. Humiston rose animatedly. "Let's go over and see them now."</p> + +<p>His gentle <i>camaraderie</i>, his eagerness, touched Bertha, and when he +took her arm to help her into the elevator or to make sure she did not +stumble at the crossing she was stirred—not as Ben's hand had moved +her, but her blood nevertheless palpably quickened. Was it not wonderful +that she, so lately from the mountains, should be walking here in the +midst of the thronging multitudes of a great city street in the company +of one of the chief artists of the world?</p> + +<p>Humiston, crafty, cruel, unscrupulous, returned to his abuse of the +city, and explained to her that American dealers had no real +appreciation of art. "They sell anything that will sell, any cheap daub, +and yet they dared to refuse to exhibit my best things! It was the same +in Pittsburg and Buffalo; they're all alike. But what can you expect of +these densely material towns? Beauty means only prettiness to them."</p> + +<p>The salesman of the shop, accustomed to seeing Humiston pass in and out +with friends, paid no special heed to the painter as he led Bertha into +the farther room, where a few of his pictures hung among a dozen others. +No one was in the gallery, and just as she was wondering where the other +paintings could be, he opened a door (which was cut out of the wall and +partly concealed by paintings), and smilingly said: "Here is the inner +temple. Enter."</p> + +<p>She obeyed with a little hesitation, for the storeroom was not well +lighted, and she had a wild bird's distrust of dark, enclosing walls.</p> + +<p>Humiston shut the door behind him and followed her, plaintively saying: +"Isn't it hard lines to have to bring my friends into this hole to show +my masterpieces?" And by this she inferred that there was nothing +unusual in the experience.</p> + +<p>It was a long, bare hall, filled with boxes and littered with bits of +excelsior, and Bertha looked about her uneasily while Humiston bent over +some canvases stacked on the floor. He seemed to be selecting one with +care. An electric lamp was swinging from the ceiling, and under it stood +a large easel, and on this he placed a canvas, and, stepping back with +eyes fixed on her, said with spirit: "This is one of my best. It was in +the new Salon—here is the number. And yet it may not be exhibited in +this rotten town."</p> + +<p>Bertha inwardly recoiled from the canvas, for it was a painting of a +nude figure of a girl at the bath. The critics had said, "It is naked, +rather than nude," and the dealers objected to it on this ground, and to +the Western girl it was both shocking and ugly. Before she had caught +her breath he continued, in a tone that was at once a seduction and a +defence: "There is nothing more beautiful in the world than the female +form; it is the flower of flowers. Why should it not be painted?" And +then, while still he argued for the return of the Greek's love of +beauty, covering his moral depravity with the mantle of the philosopher, +he placed another canvas before her—something so unrefined, so animal, +so destructive of womanly modesty and of all reserve, that any one +looking upon it would instantly know that the man who had painted it was +a degenerate demon—an associate of dissolute models, an anarchist in +the world of women. It was fit only for the banquet-halls of the damned.</p> + +<p>Bertha stared at it—fascinated by the sense of the tempter's nearness. +It was as if a satyr had suddenly revealed his lawless soul to her. Her +thinking for an instant chained her feet, and her silence emboldened +him.</p> + +<p>Even as she turned to flee she felt his arm about her waist, his breath +upon her cheek. "Don't go!" he pleaded, and in his eyes was the same +look she had seen in the face of Charles Haney. At last he stood +revealed. His artist soul could stoop as low in purpose as a drunken +tramp. Beating him off with her strong hands, she ran down the hall and +burst into the brilliantly lighted exhibition room such a picture of +affrighted, outraged girlhood that the salesman stared upon her in +wonder. His look of surprise warned Bertha of her danger. Composing +herself by tremendous effort of the will, she closed the door and walked +slowly out into the street, her brain in a tumult of anger and shame.</p> + +<p>It seemed at the moment as if every man she had ever known was a +brute-demon seeking to destroy her. She understood now the reason for +the great painter's flattering deference to her opinion. From the first +he had sought to blind her. His ways were subtler than those of Charles +Haney and his like, but his soul was no higher; it was indeed more +ignoble, for he was of those who claim to dispense learning and light. +Pretending to add beauty to the world, he was ready to feed himself at +the cost of a woman's soul. She recalled Mrs. Moss' hints about his life +in Paris, and understood at last that he had wilfully misread her homage +and trust. A realization of this perfidy filled her with a fury of hate +and disgust. Was Ben Fordyce like all the rest? Did his candor, his +sweetness of smile, but veil another mode of approach? Was his kiss as +vile in its disloyalty, his embrace as remorseless in its design?</p> + +<p>She walked back along the shining avenue to her hotel with drooping +head. She knew the worst of Humiston now. She burned with helpless wrath +as she dwelt upon his assumptions of superiority. She hated the whole +glittering, unresting, lavish city at the moment, and her soul longed +for the silence of the peaks to the west. She turned to her husband as +one who seeks a tower of refuge in time of war.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXIII</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA'S FLIGHT</h3> + + +<p>Before she had fairly recovered her poise next day Lucius brought to her +a letter from Humiston—a suave, impudent note wherein he expressed the +hope that she was well, and went on to plead in veiled phrase: "I'm +sorry you did not stay to see the rest of my pictures. I meant it all as +a compliment to your innate good taste and purity of thought. I expected +you to see them as I painted them—in pure artistic delight. You +misunderstood me. I hope you will let me see you again. You must +remember you promised to let me make a portrait sketch of you."</p> + +<p>Although not skilled in polite duplicity, Bertha was able to read +beneath the serene insolence of these lines something so diabolically +relentless that she turned cold with fear and repulsion. She had no +experience which fitted her to deal with such a pursuer, and she +shuddered at the rustling of the paper in her hand as she had once +quivered in breathless terror of a rattlesnake stirring in the leaves +near the door of her tent. Her first impulse was to lay the whole affair +before the Captain, but the knowledge of his deadly temper when roused +decided her to slip out at the other side of this fearsome thicket and +leave the serpent in possession. She longed to return to the West. The +little group of people in the Springs allured her; they were to be +trusted. Congdon and Crego and Ben—these men she knew and respected. +Her joy of the big outside Eastern world had begun to pass, and she +dreaded to encounter again the bold eyes and coarse compliments of the +men who loaf about the hotels and clubs.</p> + +<p>She turned to Haney as he came into her room, and said: "Mart, I want to +go home—to-day."</p> + +<p>"All right, Bertie, I'm ready—or will be, as soon as I pick up the old +father. But don't you want to see that show we've got tickets for?"</p> + +<p>"No, I've had enough of this old town. I'm crazy to go home."</p> + +<p>"Home it is, then." He called sharply; "Lucius!" The man appeared, +impassive, noiseless, unhurried. The Captain issued his orders: "Thrun +me garbage into a thrunk, and call some one to help the missus; we're +goin' to hit the sunset trail to-night. 'Phone me old dad besides, and +have him come over at wanst. Here we emigrate westward by the next +express."</p> + +<p>The man quietly took control of the situation, and in a few moments the +Captain's commands were being carried out with the precision of a +military camp.</p> + +<p>Bertha, alarmed by Humiston's letter, refused to go down to the public +dining-room. A fear that she might encounter the painter possessed her, +and the thought of him was at once a shame and torment; therefore, she +had her luncheon sent up, and Lucius himself found time to wait upon +them.</p> + +<p>As they were in the midst of their meal, Haney remarked rather than +asked: "Of course, you're going back with us, Lucius."</p> + +<p>"I have thought of it, sir, but it isn't in our contract."</p> + +<p>"We can put it in," said Bertha.</p> + +<p>"We can't do without you now," added Mart.</p> + +<p>Lucius seemed pleased. "Thank you for that, Captain. I don't +particularly care for the West, but I find service with you agreeable."</p> + +<p>Haney chuckled. "Service, do ye call it? Sure, man, 'tis you are in +command. I'm but a high private in the rear rank."</p> + +<p>Lucius's yellow face flushed and his eyes wavered. "I hope I haven't +assumed—"</p> + +<p>"Assumed! No, 'tis we who are obligated. We need you as bad as a +plainsman needs a guide in the green timber; and if you don't mind a +steady job of looking after us social tenderfeet, I'm willing to make it +right with you—and Mrs. Haney feels just the way I do."</p> + +<p>"Sure, Mart—only trouble with Lucius is, he leaves so little for me to +do. He's <i>too</i> handy—if anything."</p> + +<p>"That'll wear off," replied Haney. "Well, then, it's all settled but the +price, and I reckon we can fix that. If I can't pay cash, I'll let you +in on the mine."</p> + +<p>Lucius smiled. "Thank you, Captain; it's not entirely a question of pay +with me; my wants are few."</p> + +<p>Bertha seized the moment to put a question she had been minded many +times to ask. "Lucius, what's your plan? You can't intend to do this all +your life? Tell us your ambition—maybe we can help you."</p> + +<p>He looked away, and a deeper shadow fell over his face. "I had ambitions +once, Mrs. Haney, but my color was against me. Yes, I think I'll stay as +I am. There is a certain security in being valet. You white people know +exactly where to find me, and I know just how to meet you. In my +profession it was different—I was always being cursed for presumption."</p> + +<p>"What was your profession?" asked Haney.</p> + +<p>"I studied law—and practised for a year or two in Washington; but I +didn't like my position; I was neither white nor colored, so when I got +a good chance I went out to service with a senator as body-servant." He +stopped abruptly as though that were all of his tale.</p> + +<p>Haney said: "Well, if you can put up with an ignorant old hill-climber +like meself, I'll be grateful, and I'll try not rub your fur the wrong +way."</p> + +<p>Lucius became very earnest for the first time. "There, sir, is one point +upon which I must insist. If I go with you, you are to treat me just as +you have been doing—as a trusted servant. I'm sorry I told you anything +about myself. My service thus far has been very pleasant, very +satisfactory, and unless we can go on in the same way, I must leave."</p> + +<p>"Very well," replied Haney. "It's all settled—you're adjutant-general +of the Haneys' forces."</p> + +<p>After Lucius went away Bertha said, thoughtfully: "I wish he hadn't told +us that; I can't order him around the way I've been doing."</p> + +<p>Haney smiled. "Did ye order him around? I niver chanced to hear ye do +anything but ask him questions. 'Lucius, will ye do this?' 'Lucius, +won't ye do that?'"</p> + +<p>Bertha was troubled, and found herself embarrassed by the mulatto's +services. She now perceived sadness beneath the quiet lines of his face +and hard-won culture in the tones of his voice. The essential tragedy of +his defeat grew more poignant to her as she watched him getting the +trunks strapped, surrounded by maids and porters. How could she have +misread his manner? He was performing his duties, not with quiet gusto, +but in the spirit of the trained nurse.</p> + +<p>This mountain girl had always regarded Illinois as "the East," but after +a few weeks in New York City she now looked away to Chicago as a Western +town. She was glad to face the sunset sky again, and yet as she wheeled +away to the train she acknowledged a regret. Under the skilful guidance +of Lucius she had seen a great deal of the splendid and furious +Manhattan. She had gazed with unenvious admiration on the palaces of +upper Fifth Avenue and the Park. Together with Haney she had spun up +Riverside Drive, past Grant's Tomb, and on through Washington Heights, +with joy of the far-spreading panorama. She had visited the Battery and +sailed the shining way to Staten Island in silent awe of the ship-filled +bay. She had heard the sunset-guns thunder at Fort Hamilton, and had +threaded the mazes of the Brooklyn Navy-Yard, and each day the +mast-hemmed island widened in grandeur and thickened with threads of +human purpose, making the America she knew very simple, very quiet, and +very remote.</p> + +<p>Night by night she had gone to the music-halls and theatres, and her +mind had been powerfully wrought upon by what she had seen and heard. In +all these trips Haney had heroically accompanied his wife, though he +frequently dropped asleep in his seat; and he, too, left the city with +regret, though he said, "Thank God, I'm out of it," as they settled into +their seats in the ferry. "'Tis not the night traffic that wears me +down—I'm used to being on the night shift; 'tis the wild pace Lucius +sets by day. Faith, 'twas the aquarium in the morning and the circus in +the afternoon. Me dreams have been wan long procession of misbegotten +fish, ballet-dancers, dirty monkeys, and big elephants the nights. 'Tis +a great city, but I am ready to return to me peaceful perch above the +faro-board; I think 'twould rest me soul to see a game of craps."</p> + +<p>"Why didn't you order Lucius to let up on the sight-seeing business?" +Bertha said.</p> + +<p>"And expose me weak knees to me nigger? No, no, Mike."</p> + +<p>"I wanted you to let me rummage about alone."</p> + +<p>"You did. But I could not allow that, neyther. So long as I can sit the +road-cart or run me arms into a biled shirt I'll stay by, darlin'. 'Tis +not safe for you to go about alone in the hell-broth of these Eastern +streets. Besides, while I'm losin' weight I'm lighter on me feet than +when I came. I've enjoyed me trip, but it does seem sinful to think of +our big house standing empty and the horses 'stockin'' in their stalls, +and I'm glad we're edgin' along homeward."</p> + +<p>"So am I," Bertha heartily agreed, even as she looked lovingly back upon +the mighty walls and towers which filled the sky behind her. It was a +gloriously exciting place to live in, after all. "Some day I may come +back," she promised herself, but the thought of Humiston lurking like a +wolf in the shadow came to make her going more and more like an escape.</p> + +<p>The elder Haney amused her by his frank comment on everything that was +strange to him. His new teeth, which did not fit him very securely, +troubled him greatly, and he spoke with one hand held alertly, ready to +catch them if they fell, but his smile was a radiant grin, and his +shrewd old face was good to look at as he faced the splendors of the +limited express.</p> + +<p>"'Tis foine as a bar-room," said he. "To be whisked about over the world +like this is no hairdship. Bedad, if I'd known how aisy it was I'd a +visited McArdle befoore." He pretended to believe that everybody +travelled this way, and that Mart was merely doing the ordinary in the +matter of meals and state-room; and as he wandered from end to end of +the train and found only luxurious coaches, and people taking their +ease, he had all the best of the argument. Lucius he regarded as a man +of his own level, and they held long confabulations together—the +colored man accepting this comradeship in the spirit of democracy in +which it was given. Mart, for his part, sat looking out of the window, +dreaming of the past.</p> + +<p>As she neared Chicago next day Bertha thought with pleasure of seeing +the Mosses again. Now that Humiston was eliminated, she had only the +pleasantest memories of the people she had met in the smoky city. It was +as if in a dark forest of lofty trees she had found a pleasant mead on +which the warm sunlight fell. The mellow charm of the studios was made +all the more appealing by reason of the drab and desolate waste through +which she was forced to pass to attain the light and laughter of those +high places.</p> + +<p>Chicago had grown more gloomily impressive, and at the same time—by +reason of her knowledge of the larger plans and mightier enterprises of +New York—it seemed simpler, and Bertha re-entered the hotel which had +once dazzled her in confidence, finding it cheerful and familiar. She +liked it all the better because it was less pretentious. It gave her a +pleasant sense of getting back home to have the men in buttons smile and +say, "Glad to see you, Mrs. Haney." The head clerk was very cordial; he +even found time to come out and shake hands. "I can't give you precisely +your old quarters," he said, "but I can fix you out on the next floor. +I'm sure you'll be very comfortable." Thereupon she took up her quietly +luxurious life at the point where she had dropped it some weeks before.</p> + +<p>There lay in this Western girl a strongly marked tendency towards the +culture and refinement of the East; and, though she had grown up far +from anything æsthetic in home-life, she instinctively knew and loved +the beautiful in nature, the right thing in art; and now that she was +about to leave the East for the West—perhaps to abandon the town for +the village—she found herself aching with a hunger which had hitherto +been unconscious. She was torn with desire to go and a longing to stay. +New York, Paris, the world, was open before her if only she were content +to take Marshall Haney's money and use it to these ends.</p> + +<p>That night as she lay in her bed hearing the rumble and jar of the +city's traffic, her mind recalled and dwelt upon the wonderful scenes, +especially the beautiful pictures which her eyes had gleaned from the +East. The magical, glittering spread of Manhattan harbor, the silver +sweep of the Hudson at West Point, the mighty panorama from Grant's +Tomb, the silken sheen of Fifth Avenue on a rainy night, the crash and +glitter of upper Broadway, the splendid halls of art, literature, and +especially of music and the drama—all these came back one by one to +claim a place beside her peaks and cañons, sharing the glory of the +purple deeps and the snowy heights of the mountains she had hitherto +loved so single-heartedly and so well.</p> + +<p>She saw Sibley now for what it was—a village almost barren of beauty—a +good, kindly, homey place, but so little and so dull! To go back there +to live was quite impossible. "If I quit Mart I must find something to +do here—in the East. I can't stand Sibley."</p> + +<p>She longed for the Springs because of her home there and because of +Ben—but she realized that it possessed, after all, but very limited +opportunities for the purchase of culture. The great centres had begun +to exercise dominion over her. She had ever been a lonely little soul, +with no confidante of her own sex. Speech had never been fluent with +her, and she was still elliptical, curt, and in a sense inexpressive. +She had no chatter, and the ways of women were in many directions alien +to her. Miss Franklin had been her teacher, and yet, while respecting +her, she had never learned to love her. Next to Ben Fordyce she leaned +upon the judgment and sympathy of the sculptor, whose fine eyes were +aglow with a high purpose. She was certain that he was both good and +wise.</p> + +<p>Mart was much amused at his father, who refused to sleep a second night +at the hotel. "It's too far from the street," said he. "I think I'll go +stay with Fan if ye'll lay out the course that leads to her dure." So +Lucius went with him, bearing a message from Haney: "Tell Fan I'll be +over to see her to-morrow. I'm too tired to go to-day," and the father +hurried away in joyous relief.</p> + +<p>"'Tis unnatural to see a son of mine in such Babylonish splendor," he +confided to Lucius. "Faith, it gives me a turn every time I see him +unwind a bill from that big wad he carries in his pocket. 'Tis like +palin' a red onion to him—nothing more."</p> + +<p>The Captain was up early next day, and eager to see how his sister was +getting along in her new house, and to please him Bertha went with him. +The transposition of the McArdles, like most charitable enterprises, had +not been entirely a success. The children had blubbered at being torn +away from their playmates and the alleys and runways which they +infested. They were like lusty rats suddenly let loose in a fine new +barn with no dark corners, no burrows, no rotten planks, chips, or +coal-heaps to dig into or hide beneath. The alleys in Glenwood were +leafy lanes, the streets parked and concreted, and the school-yard +unnaturally clean and shaded by fine young trees—which no one was +allowed to climb.</p> + +<p>Furthermore, there was work to do in the garden—and this was onerous to +the boys. Then, too, they had to fight their battles all over again. +However, they did this with pleasure, establishing dreadful reputations +among the neat, knickerbocker "sissies" who were foolish enough to cross +them. Dress, Mrs. McArdle declared, was now a real trial. The girls had +to be "in trim all the time," and the boys were as violently in contrast +to their fellows as a litter of brindle barn-kits beside a well-groomed +tabby-cat's family. "I'm clean worn out with it, Mart," she confessed. +"We've been here two weeks the day, and the children howlin' the whole +time to go back and McArdle workin' himself to the figger of a spoon +with a mind to polish the lawn and get the garden into seed."</p> + +<p>But Mart only smiled. "'Tis good discipline, Fan."</p> + +<p>Haney senior was delighted with his daughter's household. "Faith, the +roar and tumble of the whelps brings back to me me own wife and childer. +Them was good days. 'Twas hard skirmishin' some weeks for bacon and +p'taties, but I got 'em someway, and you ate ivery flick of it—snappin' +and snarlin', but happy as a box of pups."</p> + +<p>His son and daughter looked at each other and laughed; then Mart said: +"'Tis a sad memory the father has, a most inconvenient and embarrassing +mind."</p> + +<p>They all stayed to dinner, and Bertha rolled up her sleeves and helped +in the kitchen while the Captain went to market with Lucius. McArdle +having got a half-day off, came home highly wrought up again at thought +of meeting Captain Haney and his handsome wife. He looked distinctly +less care-worn, though he confessed that it was hard to rise at the hour +necessary to reach his work at seven. Bertha's heart warmed to him. In a +certain dreamy, speculative turn of eye he was like her father—a man +inventing new forms as naturally as other minds copy worn models. He was +gaining in conversational powers, as he came to know Mart better, and +took occasion to lay before him the plans for several inventions, small +in themselves, but of possible value, so Lucius said.</p> + +<p>There was something hearty, wholesome, and satisfying in this visit, and +Bertha went away with increased liking for the McArdles. "I'm glad you +gave them a boost, Mart," she said, as they left the house, "and you +fixed it fine. Mac talked to me a half-hour explaining that you hadn't +put it on a charity basis—just sold the house on long time."</p> + +<p>"That was Lucius's idea. Wasn't it, Lucius?"</p> + +<p>Lucius did not appear to hear.</p> + +<p>They were whirring down an avenue bordered by elms in expanding leaf, +the sky was filled with big white clouds like those which come and go +over the great domes of the Rockies, and the air was warm and sweet, not +yet dusked by the city's chimneys. Bertha's heart rose on joyous wing. +"Let's call and take the Mosses for a ride," she suggested.</p> + +<p>"With all the pleasure in the world," he replied; and when they drew up +before the side door of the huge block, Bertha sprang out and hurried in +without waiting for Lucius to accompany her.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Moss came to the studio door, and Bertha's shining face so wrought +upon her that she seized her and kissed her with sincere pleasure. "Joe, +here's Mrs. Haney."</p> + +<p>Moss was modelling a small figure on a stand near one of the windows, +but left his work and came towards her with beaming smile. "What a +coincidence! We were just discussing you. How do you do? Shake my +arm—my hands are muddy." She took his outbent wrist and shook it with +frank heartiness. He explained: "I said you'd come back; Julia declared, +'No. Once she tastes the glories of New York, good-bye to Chicago and +the West.'"</p> + +<p>Bertha interrupted: "I want you to lay off and go out for a whirl in our +machine."</p> + +<p>"How gay!" cried Moss. "I ought to be working, for my rent is coming +due; but what's the diff? Here goes! Come on, Julia, we'll shut up shop +and let art wag."</p> + +<p>Julia was doubtful. "You know you promised—"</p> + +<p>"Of course I did—that's the prerogative of the artist. Come on, now; +I'll work to-night."</p> + +<p>"To-night is the Hall's circus party."</p> + +<p>"So it is! Well, no matter. I'm hungry for some whizzing, lashing, cool, +clear air."</p> + +<p>Dodging behind a screen in the corner, like an actor "doing a stunt," he +reappeared a few moments later with clean hands, wearing a gray jacket +and cap. "Hurry, hurry!" he called. He was like a lad invited to go +fishing or swimming.</p> + +<p>"I've been all 'balled up' since you went away," he explained—"took a +contract to produce a certain line of ornamental reliefs; it never pays +to be mercenary. But there it is! I was greedy, I went out for +money—now behold me in the grasp of a business agreement. Can't sleep, +can't breathe country air—had to work all day Sunday."</p> + +<p>"It'll pay some of our debts, though," explained Mrs. Moss, "and buy the +children's summer suits."</p> + +<p>"Summer suits! Why summer suits? I only had one complete suit a year +when I was a child—and that was a buff."</p> + +<p>All the way down the elevator he gazed admiringly at Bertha. "My, my! +how fit you look. Julia, why don't you get a hat and cloak like that?"</p> + +<p>"Why don't I? Do you know why?" Then as they came out in sight of the +'mobile she said, "Why don't you furnish me an auto-car like this?"</p> + +<p>"I will," he said, as though the notion had just risen in his mind. +"I'll secure one this week."</p> + +<p>Mart, who had taken a seat with Lucius, was touched and warmed by their +hearty greeting, and they rolled away up the street as merry as +school-children—even the self-contained Lucius smiled at Joe's odd +turns of speech. Bertha's heart swelled with the keen delight of giving +pleasure to her friends. This was, indeed, the chief of all the wondrous +powers of money—it enabled one to be hospitable, to possess a home +wherein visitors were always welcome, to own a car in which dear friends +could ride; for the moment her resolution to give it all up weakened.</p> + +<p>Moss was delirious with joy as they went sweeping up the Lake Shore +Drive. He took off his cap and stood up in the car in order to drink +deep of the wind that came over the water, crisp and clean and +crystalline.</p> + +<p>On the park mead the boys were playing ball, and the combination of +green grass and soft and feathery foliage was very beautiful. The +water-fowl were out, the captive cranes crying, and the drives were full +of carriages and cars. It was all very cheering, with death and winter +far away.</p> + +<p>Moss, sobering somewhat, began to set forth his plan for making Chicago +a new and greater Venice by bringing the lake into all the city +boulevards and spanning these waterways with stately bridges of a new +type, "designed by Joe Moss, of course," he added; "'twould make Venice +look like a faded print in a lovely old song-book."</p> + +<p>His talk took hold of Bertha's imagination—not because she cared to see +Chicago adorned, but because he was so singularly altruistic in his +concernments. That a man should live to make the world more beautiful +was a wondrous discovery for her. He was not specially troubled about +the physical welfare or the morals of the average citizen, but the +city's grossness, its willingness to perpetuate ugly forms, rasped him, +angered him.</p> + +<p>She was eager to tell him of her own change of view, but waited till +their ride was over and they were seated in the studio and a moment's +private conversation was possible. Tingling with the stimulus of his +fragmentary exclamations, she impulsively began: "If I were a poor girl +who wanted to earn a living in the world, what would you advise me to +do?"</p> + +<p>"Get married!" His answer was jocular, but, observing her displeasure, +he added: "I'm sorry I said that in just that tone, but at the same time +I really mean it. A woman can do other things, but marry she must if she +is to fulfil her place in the world—and be happy."</p> + +<p>She was balked and disappointed, he perceived, and he was forced to go +further: "I certainly wouldn't advise any girl to study painting or +sculpture in the hope of making a living by it. The only side of art +that isn't hopelessly out of the running is the decorative—home +decoration is a sure and worthy profession. People don't feel keen need +of sculpture, but they do like pretty walls and nice furniture. I know +several highly successful women decorators—but I wouldn't advise that +work for any one as an easy way to make a living, for the decorative +sense is either a gift at birth or acquired after hard study."</p> + +<p>"Do they teach it over there?" She nodded towards the lake. "I liked it +over there," she said, wistfully. "You see I didn't get much of a show +at school. I began to stay out to help mother when I was fourteen. I +missed a whole lot. I'd kind o' like to make it up now if I could."</p> + +<p>Moss was eager to probe a little deeper. "Your life is thrillingly +romantic to us—the kind of thing we read of. Congdon writes that you +have a superb home. I should think you'd hate to leave it, even for a +visit."</p> + +<p>Her hands strained together as if in resistance to an impulse of +pleading; then she answered: "Yes—but then, you see, it isn't really +mine—it's the Captain's."</p> + +<p>"Yours by marriage."</p> + +<p>"That's what people say—but I don't know. Sometimes I think I have no +right to any part of it. You have to earn what you own, don't you?"</p> + +<p>What was this doubt at her heart? The unexplained emotion in her voice +moved him profoundly. He cautiously approached. "Of course, we know +Frank Congdon—he likes to 'string' us Easterners and we take his yarns +with due discount. I suppose Captain Haney, like many other Western men, +is ready to try his luck now and again, and in that sense really is a +gambler."</p> + +<p>She faced him squarely. "No, he has been the real thing. He kept a +saloon—when I first knew him, but he gave it all up for me. I wouldn't +promise to marry him till he did. Everybody out there knows his career, +and most people think he got his money underhand, but he tells me he +didn't, and I take his word. Every dollar he spends on me or on our home +comes out of some mines he owns. I told him I wouldn't touch a dollar of +the saloon money—and I won't. Some folks think I don't care, but I do. +I don't like the saloon business, and he got out and he's livin' +straight now, as straight as any man. It's pretty hard on him, too, +though he won't admit it. He must get awful sick of sittin' round the +way he does. I tell him he needn't cut out all his old cronies on my +account. He says he ain't sufferin', but it's like shuttin' a bronco up +in the corral and lettin' the herd go back into the hills."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps he thinks you're better fun than any of his cronies."</p> + +<p>She ignored the implied compliment and went on:</p> + +<p>"All the same, it's drawin' mighty close lines on him. You can't take a +man living a free-and-easy life the way he was and wing him all at once +and tie him down to a chair without seein' some suffering. Don't you +know it?"</p> + +<p>"Does he complain?"</p> + +<p>"Not a whimper. Sometimes I wish he would. No, he just waits—but I'm +afraid he'll get lonesome some day and break loose and go back to the +game."</p> + +<p>In this way the sculptor had come very close to her secret, and she was +trembling to deeper confidence, when he said, very gently: "Of course, +it does seem a little strange to me that one so young and charming as +you are should be married to a man of his type, but I suppose he was a +handsome figure before his—accident."</p> + +<p>Her eyes glowed. "He was one of the grandest-looking men! I never liked +his trade—and I mistrusted him, at first; but when he cut himself out +of the whole business—for me—I couldn't help likin' him; he was so +big-hearted and free-handed. We needed his help, all right. Mother was +sick, and my brother's ranch was playing to hard luck. But don't think I +married him for his money—I liked him then, and, besides—well, I +<i>thought</i> I was doing the right thing—but now—well, I'm guessing." She +ended abruptly, and in the tremor of that final word Moss read her +secret. She had never loved her husband. Pity and a kind of loyalty to +her word had carried her to his side, and now a sense of duty bound her +there.</p> + +<p>With sincere sympathy, he said: "We all do wrong at times that good may +come out of it. You could not foresee the future—the best of us can +<i>only guess</i> at the effect of any action. You did the best you knew at +the moment. The question you have to face now has only slight relation +to the past. No one can enter wholly into another's perplexity—I'm not +even sure of a single one of my inferences—but if you are thinking +of—separation, I would say, meet this crisis as bravely as you met the +other. But I don't believe we should decide any such question selfishly. +I am not of those who always seek the side on which lies personal +happiness, because a happiness that is essentially selfish won't last. +The Captain lives only for you—any one can see that. What he does for +you springs from deep affection. What would happen to him—if you left +him?"</p> + +<p>He paused a moment and watched her subduing her tears; then added: "I +won't say I was unprepared for what you've said, for the entire +relationship, from our first meeting, seemed too abnormal to be +altogether happy. Money will buy a great many desirable things, but it +has its limits. At the same time, it is too much to expect of you—If +your feeling for him has changed—"</p> + +<p>His delicacy, his sympathy for her, was made apparent by the unusual +hesitation of his speech, and she would have broken down completely had +not Julia Moss called out: "Joe, turn on the lights—it's getting dark."</p> + +<p>Conscious of Bertha's emotion, he did not immediately do as he was +bidden. "I wish you'd talk this over with Julia," he ended gently; +"she's a very wise little woman."</p> + +<p>Bertha shook her head. "I didn't intend to talk it over with you. I +don't know what possessed me. I had no business to say what I did."</p> + +<p>He reassured her. "All you've told me and the part I've guessed is quite +safe. I will not even permit Julia to share your confidence till you are +willing to speak to her yourself."</p> + +<p>As he slowly lighted the studio Bertha was surprised and a little +troubled to find that two or three other visitors had slipped in through +the dusk, and were grouped about the tea-table, and that the Captain was +again the centre of an eager-eyed group. "They treat him as if he were +an Eskimo," she thought bitterly, and rose to join the circle and +protect him from their inquisition.</p> + +<p>Haney was feeling extremely well, and talked with so much of his old +time vigor and slash of epithet that his little audience was quite +entranced. He enlarged upon the experiences of a year he had spent in +Alaska. "Mining up there in them days made gambling slow business," he +said. (He had told Bertha that he had made an attempt to get out of "the +trade," but she was content to have him put it on less self-righteous +grounds.) He contrived to make his hearers feel very keenly the +pitiless, long-drawn ferocity of that sunless winter. He made it plain +why men in that far land came together in vile dens to drink and gamble, +and Moss glowed with the wonder and delight of those great boys who +could rush away to the arctic edge of the world and die with laughing +curses on their lips.</p> + +<p>"What did you all do it for?" he asked, bluntly. "For money?"</p> + +<p>"Partly—but more for the love of doing something hard. No man but a +miser punishes himself for love of gold—it's for love of what the stuff +will buy, that men fight the snows."</p> + +<p>While Haney talked of these things Bertha's eyes were musingly turned on +the face of the sculptor, and her mind was far from the scenes which +Mart so vividly described. This side of his life no longer amused +her—on the contrary she shrank from any disclosure of his savage +career. She was now as unjust in her criticism as she had been fond in +her admiration, and when with darkening brow she cut short his garrulous +flow of narrative Julia perceived her displeasure.</p> + +<p>Haney apologized, handsomely. "It's natural for the ould bedraggled +eagle in the cage with a club on his wrist to dream of the circles he +used to cut and the fish he set claw to. In them days I feared no man's +weight, and no night or stream. 'Twas all joyous battle to me, and now, +as I sit here on velvet with only to snap me fingers for anything I +want, I look back at thim fierce old times with a sneaking kind o' wish +to live 'em all over again. Bertie knows me weakness. I would talk +forever did she lave me go on; but 'tis no blame to her—it was a cruel, +bad, careless life."</p> + +<p>"When I come West," said Moss, sincerely, "we'll go camping together, +and every night by the fire we'll smoke and you can tell me all about +your journeys. I assure you they are epic to me."</p> + +<p>Dr. Brent, a little later, put in a private word to Bertie. "Now you're +going back into the high country and you'll find it necessary to watch +the Captain pretty closely. I suspect he'll find his heart thumping +briskly when he reaches the Springs. He may stand that altitude all +right, but don't let him go higher. He will be taking chances if he goes +above six thousand feet. You'd better have Steel of Denver come down and +examine him to see how he stands the first few days. I mention Steel +because I know him—I've no doubt there are plenty of good men in the +Springs."</p> + +<p>"What'll I do if he's worse?"</p> + +<p>"Bring him back here or go to sea level—only beware of high passes."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXIV</h2> + +<h3>THE HANEYS RETURN TO THE PEAKS</h3> + + +<p>The forces that really move most men are the small, concrete, individual +experiences of life. The death of a child is of more account to its +parents than the fall of a republic. Napoleon did not forget Josephine +in his Italian campaigns, and Grant, inflexible commander of a +half-million men, never failed, even in the Wilderness, to remember the +plain little woman whose fireside fortunes were so closely interwoven +with his epoch-making wars.</p> + +<p>As Ben Fordyce lost interest in the question of labor and capital and +the political struggles of the state (because they were of less account +than his own combat with the powers of darkness), so Bertha had little +thought of the abstract, the sociologic, in her uneasiness—the strife +was individual, the problems personal—and at last, weary of question, +of doubt, she yielded once more to the protecting power which lay in +Haney's gold and permitted herself to enjoy its use, its command of men. +There was something like intoxication in this sense of supremacy, this +freedom from ceaseless calculation, and to rise above the doubt in which +she had been plunged was like suddenly acquiring wings.</p> + +<p>She accepted any chance to penetrate the city's life, determined to +secure all that she could of its light and luxury, and in return +intrusted Lucius with plans for luncheons and dinners, which he carried +out with lavish hand.</p> + +<p>Mart seconded all her resolutions with hearty voice. "There's nothing +too good for the Haneys!" he repeatedly chuckled.</p> + +<p>In the midst of other gayeties she had the McArdles over to mid-day +dinner one Saturday, and afterwards took them all, a noisy gang, to the +theatre—Patrick Haney as much of a boy as his grandsons, McArdle alone +being unhappy as well as uneasy.</p> + +<p>She went about the shops, buying with reckless hand treasures for the +house in the Springs, and this gave her husband more satisfaction than +any other extravagance, for each article seemed a gage of the permanency +of his home. In support of her mood he urged her to even larger +expenditures. "Buy, buy like a queen," he often commanded, as she mused +upon some choice. "Take the best!"</p> + +<p>There was instruction as well as a guilty delight in all this conjuring +with a magic check-book, and Bertha grew in grace and dignity in her +rôle as hostess. Her circle of acquaintances widened, but the Mosses, +her first friends in the city, were not displaced in her affections. To +them she continued to play the generous fairy in as many pleasant ways +as they would permit. The theatre continued to be her delight, as well +as her school of life, and a box-party followed nearly every dinner. She +was like a child in the catholicity of her appetite, for she devoured +Shakespearian bread, Ibsen roasts, and comic opera cream-puffs with +almost equal gusto—and mentally thrived upon the mixture. To the +outsider she seemed one of the most fortunate women in the world.</p> + +<p>And yet every day made her less tolerant of the crippled old man at her +side. She did not pout or sulk or answer him shortly, but she often +forgot him—failed to answer him—not out of petulance or disgust, but +because her mind was busy with other people. Gradually, without +realizing it, she got into the habit of leaving him to amuse himself, as +he best could, for she knew he did not specially care for the pursuits +which gave her the keenest joy. In consequence of this unintentional +neglect he very naturally fell more and more into the hands of the +bar-room spongers who loitered about the hotel corridors. He dreaded +loneliness, and it was to keep his companions about him that he became a +spendthrift in liquors. Sternly and deliberately temperate during his +long career as a gambler, he fell at last into drinking to excess, and +on one unhappy afternoon returned to Bertha quite plainly drunk.</p> + +<p>She was both startled and disgusted by this sign of weakness, and he was +not so blinded by the mist of his potations but that he perceived the +shrinking reluctance of her touch as she aided Lucius in lifting him +into the bed. His inert, lumpish form was at the moment hideously +repulsive to her, and physical contact with him a dreaded thing. What +was left if he lost that self-control which had made him admirable? She +had always been able to qualify his other shortcomings by saying, "Well, +anyhow, he don't drink." She could boast of this no longer.</p> + +<p>It was a most miserable night for her. At dinner she was forced to lie +about him (for the first time), and she did it so badly that Joe Moss +divined her trouble and came generously to her aid with a long and +amusing story about Whistler.</p> + +<p>The play to which she took her guests did not help her to laughter, for +it set forth with diabolic skill the life of a woman who loathed her +husband, dreaded maternity, and hated herself—a baffling, marvellously +intricate and searching play—meat for well people, not for those +mentally ill at ease or morally unstable. Of a truth, Bertha saw but +half of it and comprehended less, for she could not forget the leaden +hands and flushed face of the man she called husband—and whom she had +left in his bed to sleep away his hours of intoxication. She pitied him +now—but in a new fashion. Her compassion was mixed with contempt, and +that showed more clearly than any other feeling could the depth to which +Marshall Haney had sunk.</p> + +<p>When she came home at midnight she listened at his door, but did not +enter, for Lucius—skilled in all such matters—reported the Captain to +be "all right."</p> + +<p>She went to her own room in a more darkly tragic mood than she had ever +known before. Her punishment, her time for trouble, had begun. "I reckon +I'm due to pay for my fun," she said to herself, "but not in the way +I've been figuring on." Haney seemed at the moment a complete physical +ruin, and the change which his helplessness wrought in her was most +radical.</p> + +<p>His deeply penitent mood next morning hurt and repelled her almost as +much as his maudlin jocularity of the night before. She would have +preferred a brazen levity to this humble confession. "'Twas me boast," +he sadly asserted, "that no man ever caught me with me eyes full of sand +and me tongue twisted—and now look at me! 'Tis what comes of having +nothing to do but trade lies with a lot of flat-bottomed loafers in a +gaudy bar-room. But don't worry, darlin', right here old Mart pulls up. +You'll not see anny more of this. Forget it, dear-heart—won't you now?"</p> + +<p>She promised, of course, but the chasm between them was widened, and a +fear of his again yielding to temptation cut short her stay in the city, +for Lucius warningly explained: "The Captain is settling into a corner +of the bar-room with a gang of sponging blackguards around him, and +every day makes it less easy for him to break away. I'd advise going +home," he ended, quietly. "The Springs is a safer place for him now."</p> + +<p>The hyenas were beginning to prowl around the disabled lion, and this +the faithful servant knew even better than the wife.</p> + +<p>"All right, home we go," she replied, and the thought of "home" was both +sweet and perilous.</p> + +<p>Haney met her decision with pathetic, instant joy. "I'm ready, I was +only waitin'," he said. "After all, your own shack is better than a +pearl palace in anny town, and it's gettin' hot besides."</p> + +<p>Bertha parted from the Mosses with keen sorrow. Joe had come to be like +an elder brother to her—a brother and a teacher, and, next to Ben +Fordyce, was more often in her thought than any other human being. She +had lost part of her awe of him, but her affection had deepened as she +came to understand the essential manliness and simplicity of his +character. He redeemed the artist-world from the shame men like Humiston +had put upon it.</p> + +<p>As she entered for the last time the studio in which she had spent so +many happy hours and from whose atmosphere of work and high endeavor she +had derived so much mental and moral development she was sad, and this +sadness lent a beauty to her face that it had never before attained. She +looked older, too; and contrasting her with the girl who had first +looked in at his door, Moss could scarcely believe that less than half a +year had affected this change in her. He was too keen an observer not to +know that part of this was due to a refining taste in hats and gowns, +but beneath all these superficial traits she had grown swiftly in the +expression of security and power.</p> + +<p>He greeted her as usual with a frank nod and (his hands being free from +clay) advanced to shake hands. "Don't tell me you've come to say +good-bye."</p> + +<p>"That's what," she curtly said. "It's up to me to take the Captain home. +He's getting into bad habits lying around this hotel."</p> + +<p>His face clouded. "I've been afraid of that," he answered, gently. "Yes, +you'd better go home. It's harder for a man to have a good, easy time +than it is for a woman. But sit down, Julia will be in soon; you mustn't +go without seeing her."</p> + +<p>After some further talk on trains and other common-places she became +abruptly personal. "I've been having a whole lot of fun buying things +and planting dollars, but I'm beginning to see an end to that kind of +business. After you've got your house filled up with furniture and +jimcracks, what you going to do then?"</p> + +<p>"Burn 'em."</p> + +<p>"And begin all over again? You can't buy out the town. It's a real +circus for a while, but I can see there's a limit to it. Once you find +out you can just go down here to one of these jewelry-stores and order +anything you want—you don't want anything. Here I am with a lot of +money that ain't mine, having a gay whirl spending it, but I can see my +finish right now. To go on in this line would take all the fun out of +life. What am I to do?"</p> + +<p>Moss took a seat and looked at her thoughtfully. "I don't know. I used +to think if I had money I'd start out and 'do good to people,' but I'm +not at all sure that charity isn't all a damned impertinence. A couple +of years ago I would have said go in for 'Neighborhood Settlements,' +free libraries, 'Noonday Rests,' 'Open-air Funds,' and all the rest of +it, but now I ask, 'Why?' We've had our wave of altruism, and I'm +inclined to think a wave of selfishness would do us all good—but you're +too young to be bothered with these problems. Go home and be happy while +you can. Enjoy your gold while it glitters. Work is my only fun—real, +enduring fun—and I'm not a bit sure <i>that</i> will last. Whatever you do, +be yourself. Don't try to be what you think I or some one else would +like to have you. I like you because you are so straight-forwardly +yourself; I shall be heart-broken if you take on the disease of the age +and begin to prate of your duty."</p> + +<p>She listened to him with only partial comprehension of his meaning, but +she answered: "I was brought up to think duty was the whole works."</p> + +<p>"Yes, and your teacher meant duty to God, duty to others. Well, there's +duty to one's self. The war of money and duty is the biggest mix of our +day. It's simpler to be poor; then all you've got to worry about is +bread and shoes and shingles."</p> + +<p>"That's just it. Sometimes I wish I was back in the Golden Eagle, where +I—" she ended in mid-sentence.</p> + +<p>He laughed. "You sound like a middle-aged financier who mourns (tattooed +with dollar-marks) for the days when he used to husk corn at seventy +cents a day." She saw the humor of this, but was aware that without a +knowledge of Ben Fordyce Joe could not understand her problem, therefore +she abandoned her search for light and leading. "Well, anyhow, right +here I quit what you fellows call civilization. I hate to lose you and +Julia and the rest of the folks, but it's me to the high hills. You'll +never know how much you've helped me."</p> + +<p>"I hope you'll never know how thoroughly we've <i>done</i> you. An +evil-minded person would say we'd worked you for dinners and drives most +shameful. However, if you have enjoyed our company as thoroughly as +we've delighted in your champagne and birds, we'll cry quits. All my +theories of art and life I advance <i>gratis</i>. I ought to do something +handsome for you—you've listened so divinely."</p> + +<p>Underneath his banter Moss was sincerely moved. It was hard to say +good-bye to this curious, earnest, seeking mind, this unspoiled child in +whose face the world was being reflected as in a magical mirror. He +loved her with frank affection—a pure passion that was more intimate +than fraternal love and more exalted, in a sense, than the selfish, +devouring passion of the suitor. It would have been difficult for him to +say what his relationship to her at the moment was. It was more than +friendship, more than brotherly care, and yet it was definably less than +that of the lover.</p> + +<p>Julia came in and was quite as outspoken in her regret, and both refused +to say good-bye at the moment. "We'll see you at the station," they +said, and Bertha went away, feeling the pain of parting less keen by +reason of this promise.</p> + +<p>Afterwards, as the hour for departure came near, she hoped they would +not come. It was less difficult to say "I'll see you again" than to +utter the curt "good-bye" which means so much in Anglo-Saxon life.</p> + +<p>They came, however, together with several others of her friends, but in +the bustle and confusion of the depot not much of sentiment could be +uttered, and, though she felt that she was going for a long stay, she +was prodigal of promises to return soon.</p> + +<p>Patrick Haney was there, but refused to go with them. "Sure I'm at the +jumpin'-off place now, and to immigrate furder would be to put meself in +the hands of the murtherin' redskins." His talk was the touch of comedy +which the situation needed. "Av ye don't mind I'll stay wid Fan," he +said, a little more seriously, to Haney, who replied:</p> + +<p>"All right, 'tis as Fan says," and so they entered the train for the +upward climb.</p> + +<p>Haney himself had only joy of the return. He sat at one of the windows +of the library car and studied the prairie swells with a faint, musing +smile, till the darkness fell, and was up early next morning, eager and +curious, to see how the increasing altitude would affect him. Only +towards the end of the second day after eating his dinner did he begin +to feel oppressed.</p> + +<p>"I smell the altitude," he confessed—"me breath is shortenin' a bit, +but 'tis good to see the peaks again."</p> + +<p>In this long ride the girl-wife dwelt dangerously on the bright face of +Ben Fordyce. It was the thought of seeing him again that came at last to +steal away her regret at parting from her Eastern friends. The splendor +of the Eastern world faded at last, and she, too, soared gladly towards +the mountains. Every doubt was swallowed up in a pleasure which was at +once pure and beyond her control.</p> + +<p>Ben would be at the station, she was certain, for Lucius had wired to +him the time of their arrival, and he had instantly replied. "I'll be +there, and very glad to see you"—these words, few and simple, were +addressed to Marshall Haney, but they thrilled her almost as if Ben had +spoken them to her. Was he as glad to have her return as she was to meet +him again?</p> + +<p>"A fine lad," remarked Haney, as he pocketed the envelope. "I wonder +does he marry soon? He'd better decide now. I reckon Alice is not long +for this climate—poor girl!"</p> + +<p>His remark, so simple in itself, pierced to the centre of Bertha's +momentary self-deception. "I have no right to think of him. He belongs +to Alice Heath!" But the feeling that she herself belonged to Marshall +Haney was gone. That she owed him service was true, but since the night +of his drunkenness she had definitely and finally abandoned all thought +of being his wife, soul to soul, in the rite that sanctifies law. True, +he had kept his word, he had not offended again, but the mischief was +done. To return to the plane on which they had stood when she gave her +promise was impossible.</p> + +<p>The day and the hour were such as make the plain lover content with his +world. The earth, a mighty robe of closely woven velvet, mottled softly +in variant greens, swept away to the west, under a soaring convexity of +saffron sky, towards a cloudy altar whereon small wisps of vapor were +burning down to golden embers, while beneath lay the dark-blue Rampart +range. It was a world for horsemen, for free rovers, and for swift and +tireless desert-kine. The course of winds, it lay, a play-ground for +tempests that formed along the great divide and swept down over the +antlike homes of men, acknowledging no barrier, exultant of their +strength of wing and the weight of their horizon-touching armament.</p> + +<p>Bertha loved this land, but only because it was an approach to the +hills. She would have shuddered at its desolate, limitless sweep, +treeless, shelterless, had not the dim forms of the distant peaks she +loved so well rose just beyond. She lost her doubt as they approached, +welcoming them as the gates of home. She forgot all save the swelling +tide of longing in her heart.</p> + +<p>As the train drew slowly in she caught sight of Ben's intent face among +the throng, and was moved to the point of beating upon the window. He +seemed care-worn and older in this glimpse, but at sight of her his +sunny smile came back radiantly to his lips and glinted like sunshine +from his eyes. In tremulous voice she called: "<i>There he is!</i>"</p> + +<p>Self-revelation lay in this ecstatic cry and in the glad haste which +kept her on her feet; but Haney, unsuspicious, content, found no cause +for jealousy in her innocent and unrestrained delight at getting home.</p> + +<p>Progress down the aisle seemed intolerably slow, for the passengers +ahead of her, stubbornly sluggish, barred her way, but at last she stood +looking into her lover's face, her eager hand pressed between his palms.</p> + +<p>"Welcome home!" he called, and drew her to him as if moved almost beyond +his control with desire to clasp her to his bosom. In that instant they +forgot all their doubts and scruples—overpowered by the sense of each +other's nearness.</p> + +<p>She was the first to recover her self-command, and, pushing him away +with a quick, decisive gesture, turned to aid Mart, whom Lucius was +bringing slowly down the step.</p> + +<p>Her heart was still laboring painfully as she faced Congdon, but she +contrived to return his greeting as he remarked with quizzical glance, +"I hope you'll not find our little town dull, Mrs. Haney."</p> + +<p>Dull! She wanted to scream out her joy. She felt like racing to the big +black team to throw her arms about their necks. Dull! There was no other +spot in all the world so exalting as this small town and its +over-peering peaks.</p> + +<p>"Where is Mrs. Congdon?" she succeeded in asking at last.</p> + +<p>"She has visitors and couldn't come," he answered. "But where's that +'mobile we've heard so much about?"</p> + +<p>"Coming by fast freight."</p> + +<p>"Freight! From all I've heard of your doings in Chicago I expected it to +come as excess baggage."</p> + +<p>It was cool, delicious green dusk—not dark—with a small sickle of moon +in the west, and as they drove up the broad avenue towards home the +town, the universe, was strangely sweet and satisfying. It seemed as +though she had been gone an age—so much had come to her—so thick was +the crowd of new experiences standing between her going and her +return—so swiftly had her mind expanded in these months of vivid city +life. "I'll never go away again," she said to Ben. "This country suits +me."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad to hear you say that," he answered, softly. In the most +natural way he had put Congdon with Haney in the rear seat and had taken +the place beside Bertha, and this nearness filled her with pleasure and +an unwonted confusion. How big he was! and how splendid his clear, +youthful profile seemed as it gleamed silver-white in the light of the +big street-lamps. Never had his magnetic young body acted upon her so +powerfully, so dangerously. His firm arm touching her own was at once a +delight and a dread. She was all woman at last, awake, palpitant with +love's full-flooding tide—bewildered, dizzy with rapture. Speech was +difficult and her thought had neither sequence nor design.</p> + +<p>Fordyce was under restraint also, and the burden of the talk fell upon +Congdon, who proceeded in his amusingly hit-or-miss way to detail the +important or humorous happenings, of the town, and so they rolled along +up the wide avenue to the big stone steps before the looming, lamp-lit +palace which they called home.</p> + +<p>Ben sprang out first, glad of another opportunity to take Bertha's hand, +a clasp that put the throbbing pain back in her bosom—filling her with +a kind of fear of him as well as of herself—and without waiting for the +Captain she ran up the walk towards the wide doorway where Miss Franklin +stood in smiling welcome.</p> + +<p>Her greeting over, the young wife danced about the hall, crying: "Oh, +isn't it big and fine! And aren't you glad it's our own!" She appeared +overborne by a returning sense of security and ownership, and ran from +room to room with all the ecstasy and abandon of a child—but she +stopped suddenly in the middle of her own chamber as if a remorseless +hand were clutching at her heart. "But it is <i>not</i> mine!—I must give it +all up!"</p> + +<p>Thrusting this intruding thought away, she hurried back to the library, +where the men were seated at ease, sipping some iced liquor in gross +content.</p> + +<p>Haney was beaming. "It makes me over new to sniff this air again," he +was saying. "'Tis a bad plan to let go your hold on mountain air. Me +lungs have contracted a trifle, but they'll expand again. I'll be riding +a horse in a month."</p> + +<p>Ben was sympathetic, but had eyes only for Bertha, whose improvement (in +mind as in bearing) astonished and delighted him. Her trip, coming just +at the period when her observation was keenest and her memory most +tenacious, had subtly, swiftly ripened her. Wrought upon by a thousand +pictures, moved by strange words and faces, unconsciously changing to +the color of each new conception, deriving sweetness and charm from +every chance-heard strain of music and poetry, she had opened like a +rose.</p> + +<p>The middle-aged are prone to go about the world carrying their habits, +their prejudices, and their ailments with them to return as they went +forth; but youth like Bertha's adventures out into the world eager to be +built upon, ready to be transformed from child to adult, as it would +seem, in a day.</p> + +<p>"She has achieved new distinction!" Ben exulted as he watched her moving +about the room, so supple, so powerful, and so graceful, but, though he +was careful not to utter one word of praise, he could not keep the glow +of admiration from his eyes.</p> + +<p>An hour later as he said good-night and went away with Congdon, his +heart burned with secret, rebellious fire. "Was it not hateful that this +glorious girl should be doomed to live out the sweetest, most alluring +of her years with a gross and crippled old man?" To leave her under the +same roof with Mart Haney seemed like exposing her to profanation and +despair.</p> + +<p>They were hardly out of the gate before Congdon broke forth in open +praise of her. "When Mart dies, what a witching morsel for some man!"</p> + +<p>Fordyce did not answer on the instant, and when he did his voice was +constrained. "You don't think he's in immediate danger of it—do you?"</p> + +<p>"Quite the contrary. He looks to be on the upgrade; but it's a safe bet +she outlives him, and then think of her with a hundred thousand dollars +a year to spend! Talk about honey-pots!—and flies!" After a moment's +silence he added, musingly: "Funny how one's ideas change. A year ago I +thought she was deeply indebted to him; now I feel that with all his +money he can't possibly repay her for what she's giving up on his +account. And yet his chink has made her what she is. Money is a weird +power when applied to a woman. Tiled bath-rooms, silk stockings and +bonnets work wonders with the sex. She's improved mightily on this +trip."</p> + +<p>After leaving Congdon, Ben went to his apartment and telephoned Alice to +say that the Haneys had arrived and that he had left them under their +own roof in good repair.</p> + +<p>"How is the Captain's health?" she asked, with the morbid interest of +the invalid gossip.</p> + +<p>"He feels the altitude a little, but that is probably only temporary. +They both seem very glad to get home."</p> + +<p>"He's made a mistake. He can't live here—I am perfectly sure of it. How +is she?"</p> + +<p>"Very well—and beautifully dressed, which is the main thing," he added, +with a slight return of his humor. "They asked after you very +particularly."</p> + +<p>Unable to sleep, he went out to walk the night, blind envy in his brain +and a hot hunger in his heart, moved as he had never been moved before +at thought of Haney's nearness to that glowing girl. Their union was +monstrous, incredible.</p> + +<p>He no longer attempted to deceive himself. He loved this young wife +whose expanding personality had enthralled him from their first meeting. +It was not alone that she was possessed of bodily charm—she called to +him through the mysterious ways which lead the one man to the +predestined woman. The affection he had borne towards Alice Heath was +but the violet ray of friendship compared to the lambent, leaping, red +flame of his passion for Bertha Haney. She represented to him the +mysterious potency and romance of the West—typifying its amazing +resiliency, its limitless capability of adaptation. In a way that seemed +roundabout and strange, but which was, after all, very simple and very +direct, she had lifted her family as well as herself out of poverty back +into the comfort which was their right. Odd, masculine, unexpected of +phrase, she had never been awkward or cheap. Congdon was right, she was +capable of high things. She made mistakes, of course, but they were not +those which a shallow personality would make—they sprang rather from +the overflow of a vigorous and abounding imagination.</p> + +<p>"All she needs is contact with people of the right sort. She is capable +of the highest culture," he concluded.</p> + +<p>That she was more vital to him than any other woman in the world he now +knew, but he acknowledged nothing base in this confession. He was not +seeking ways to possess her of his love—on the contrary, he was +resolved to conduct himself so nobly that she would again trust and +respect him. "My love is honorable," he said. "I will go forward as in +the beginning—why should I not?—enjoying her companionship as any +honest man may do."</p> + +<p>The question of his relation to Alice was not so easily settled. She had +come to irritate him now. Her changeable, swift-witted, moody, +hysterical invalidism had begun to wear upon him intolerably. Everything +she did was wrong. It was brutal even to admit this, but he could no +longer conceal it either from himself or from her. It was deeply, sadly +painful to recall the promise, the complete confidence and happiness +with which they had both started towards the West. How sure of her +recovery they had been, how gay and confident of purpose! Now she not +only refused to listen to his demand for an early marriage, but hampered +and annoyed him in a hundred ways. As he walked the silent night he was +forced to acknowledge that she had been right in delaying their union. +And yet how dependent upon him she was. Her life was so tragically +inwound with his that to think of shaking away her hand seemed the act +of a sordid egoist.</p> + +<p>"And even were I free, nothing is solved."</p> + +<p>The situation took on the insoluble and the tragic. In the fashion of +well-bred, soundly nurtured American youth he had thought of such +complications only as subjects for novelists. "There must be +concealment, but not duplicity, in my attitude," he decided. He longed +for the constant light of Bertha's face, the frequent touch of her hand. +Her laughter was so endlessly charming, her step so firm, so light, so +graceful. The grace of her bosom—the sweeping line of her side—</p> + +<p>He stopped there. In that direction lay danger. "She trusts me, and I +will repay her trust. She has chosen me to be her adviser, putting her +wealth in my hands!—Well, why not? We will see whether an honorable man +cannot carry forward even so difficult a relationship as this. I will +visit her every day, I will enjoy her hospitality as freely as Congdon, +and I will fulfil my promise to Alice—if she asks it of me."</p> + +<p>But deep under the sombre resolution lay an unuttered belief in his +future, in his happiness—for this is the prerogative of youth. The dim +mountains, the sinking crescent moon, and the silence of the plain all +seemed somehow to prophesy both happiness and peace.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXV" id="CHAPTER_XXV"></a>CHAPTER XXV</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA'S DECISION</h3> + + +<p>It was good to wake in her old room and see the morning light breaking +in golden waves against the peaks, to hear her dogs bay and to listen to +the murmuring voice of the fountains on the lawn. It was deliciously +luxurious to sit at breakfast on the vine-clad porch with the shining +new coffee-boiler before her, while Miss Franklin expressed her +admiration of the napery and china which the Mosses had helped her to +select.</p> + +<p>It was glorious to go romping with the dogs about the garden, and most +intoxicating to mount her horse and ride away upon the mesa, mad with +speed and ecstatic of the wind. No one could have kept pace with her +that first day at home. She ran from one thing to the other. She +unpacked and spread out all her treasures. She telegraphed her mother +and 'phoned her friends. She gave direction to the servants and examined +every thing from the horses' hoofs to the sewing-machine. She went over +the house from top to bottom to see that it was in order. She was crazy +with desire of doing. Her mid-day meal was a mere touch-and-go lunch, +but when at last she was seated in her carriage with Haney and Miss +Franklin she fell back in her seat, saying, "I feel kind o' sleepy and +tired."</p> + +<p>"I should think you would!" exclaimed her teacher.</p> + +<p>"Of all the galloping creatures you are the most wonderful. I hope +you're not to keep this up."</p> + +<p>Haney put in a quiet word. "She will <i>not</i>. Sure, she cannot. There'll +be nothin' left for to-morrow."</p> + +<p>Their ride was in the nature of a triumphal progress. Many people who +had hesitated about bowing to them hitherto took this morning to unbend, +and Mart observed, with a good deal of satisfaction: "The town seems +powerful cordial. I think I'll launch me boom for the Senate."</p> + +<p>At the bank-door, where the carriage waited while Bertha transacted some +business within, he held a veritable reception, and the swarming +tourists, looking upon the sleek and shining team and the gray +mustached, dignified old man leaning from his seat to shake hands, +wondered who the local magnate was, and those who chanced to look in at +the window were still more interested in the handsome girl in whose +honor the president of the bank left his mahogany den.</p> + +<p>In truth, Bertha had won, almost without striving for it, the +recognition of the town. Those who had never really established anything +against her seized upon this return as the moment of capitulation. There +was no mystery about her life. She was known now, and no one really knew +anything evil of her—why should she be condemned?</p> + +<p>In such wise the current of comment now set, and Mrs. Haney found +herself approached by ladies who had hitherto passed her without so much +as a nod. She took it all composedly, and in answer to their invitations +bluntly answered: "The Captain ain't up to going out much, and I don't +like to leave him alone. Come and see us."</p> + +<p>She was composed with all save Fordyce, who now produced in her a kind +of breathlessness which frightened her. She longed for, yet dreaded, his +coming, and for several days avoided direct conversation with him. He +respected this reserve in her, but was eager to get her comment on the +East.</p> + +<p>"How did you like New York," he asked one night as they were all in the +garden awaiting dinner.</p> + +<p>"It scared me," she answered. "Made me feel like a lady-bug in a +clover-huller; but it never phased the Captain," she added, with a +smile. "'There's nothin' too good for the Haneys,' says he, and we sure +went the pace. We turned Lucius loose. We spent money wicked—enough to +buy out a full-sized hotel."</p> + +<p>Her quaint, shrewd comment on her extravagances amused Ben exceedingly, +and by keeping to a line of questioning he drew from her nearly all her +salient experiences—excepting, of course, her grapple with the +degenerate artist.</p> + +<p>"Lucius turned out the jewel they said he was?"</p> + +<p>She responded with enthusiasm. "I should say he did! He knew everything +we wanted to know and more too. We'd have wandered around like a couple +of Utes if it hadn't been for him. <i>When in doubt ask Lucius</i>, was our +motto."</p> + +<p>She told stories of the elder Haney and the McArdles, and described the +trials of the children in their new home till Ben laughingly said: "It's +hard to run somebody else's life—I've found that out."</p> + +<p>And Haney admitted with a chuckle that Mac was "a little bewildered, +like a hen with a red rag on her tail—divided in his mind like. As for +Dad, he still thinks me a burglar on an improved plan."</p> + +<p>They also talked of Bertha's studies, for Miss Franklin began at once to +give her daily instruction in certain arts which she considered +necessary to women of Mrs. Haney's position, and always at the moment of +meeting they spoke of Alice—that is to say, Haney with invariable +politeness asked after her health, and quite as regularly Ben replied: +"Not very well." Once he added: "I can hardly get her out any more. She +seems more and more despondent."</p> + +<p>This report profoundly troubled Bertha, and the sight of Alice's drawn +and tragic face made her miserable. There was something in the sick +woman's gaze which awed her, and she was careful not to be left alone +with her. The thought of her suffering and its effect on Ben threw a +dark shadow over the brightness of her world. She was filled, also, with +a growing uneasiness by reason of Mart's change of attitude towards +herself. In the excitement of his home-coming he seemed about to regain +a large part of his former health and spirits. His eyes brightened, his +smile became more frequent, the appealing lines of his brow smoothed +out, and save for an occasional shortening of the breath his condition +appeared to be improving.</p> + +<p>This access of vitality was apparent to Bertha, and should have brought +joy to her as to him; but it did not, for with returning vitality his +attitude towards her became less of the invalid and more of the lover. +He said nothing directly—at first—but she was able to interpret all +too well the meaning of his jocular remarks and his wistful glances. +Once he called her attention to the returning strength in his arm. "The +ould man is not dead yet," he exulted, lifting his disabled arm and +clinching his fist. "I feel younger than at any time since me accident," +and as he spoke she perceived something of the lion in the light of his +eyes.</p> + +<p>One night as she was passing his chair he reached for her and caught her +and drew her down upon his knee. "Sit ye down a wink. Ye're always on +the move like a flibberty-bidget."</p> + +<p>She struggled free of his embrace, her face clouded with alarm and +anger. "Don't be a fool," she said, harshly.</p> + +<p>He released her, saying, humbly: "Don't be angry, darlin', 'tis foolish +of me, an ould crippled wolf, to be thinking of matin' with a fawn like +y'rself. I don't blame ye. Go your ways."</p> + +<p>She went to her room, with his voice—so humbly penitent and +resigned—lingering in her ears, trembling with the weight of the burden +which his amorous mood had laid upon her.</p> + +<p>She resented his action the more because life at the moment was so full +of joy. Each morning was filled with pleasant duties, and each afternoon +they drove to the office to discuss the mines with Ben, and in the +evening he called to sit for an hour or two on the porch, smoking, +talking, till Mart grew sleepy and yawned. These meetings were +deliciously, calmly delightful, for Mrs. Gilman or Miss Franklin was +always present, and, though the talk was general, Ben talked for her +ears at times, but always impersonally, and she honored him for his +delicacy, his reserve, his respect for her position as a married woman, +recognizing the care with which he avoided everything which might +embarrass her.</p> + +<p>And now, by force of Mart's humble suing, her half-forgotten scruples +were revived. Her uneasiness began again. A decision was finally and +definitely thrust upon her. Instantly she was beset by all her doubts +and desires, and the sky darkened with clouds of trouble.</p> + +<p>To make Mart happy was still her wish, but the way was not so easy of +choice, nor so simple to follow as it had once seemed. The briers were +thick before her feet. There was so much of personal gratification, so +much of selfish pleasure, in remaining his companion, warmed and +defended by all the comfort and dignity which his wealth had brought to +her, that it seemed a kind of treachery to halt with her duty half done. +To be his spouse, to become the mother of his children, this alone would +entitle her to his bounty. "I can't do it!" she cried out—"I can't, I +can't!" And yet not to do his will was to remain a pensioner and to be +under indictment as an adventuress.</p> + +<p>She had read somewhere these words from a great philosopher: "The woman +who bears a child to any man should instantly be lawfully seized of +one-half his goods, for by that sublime act she takes her life in her +hand as truly as the soldier who charges upon an invading host. The +anguish of maternity should sanctify every woman."</p> + +<p>On the other side of her hedge lay enticing freedom. It seemed at times +as though to be again in the little office of the Golden Eagle Hotel +would be a more perfect happiness than this she now enjoyed—but that, +too, was illusory. How could she repay the money she had used? The +moment she left Marshall Haney she would not only be poor, she would be +profoundly in his debt. Where could she find the money to repay him and +to make her schooling possible?</p> + +<p>Perplexity was in her darkened eyes. Happiness and sorrow, doubt and +delight grew along each path—thickly interwoven—and decision became +each day more difficult. It was hateful to lie under the charge of +having married merely for a gambler's money, and yet to plunge her +mother and herself back into poverty would seem to others the act of one +insane. As she pondered the problem of her life she lost all of her +girlish lightness of heart and lay in her luxurious bed a brooding, +troubled woman.</p> + +<p>She could have gone on indefinitely with the half-filial, half-fraternal +relationship into which she and Mart had fallen, but the thought of that +other most intimate, most elemental union which his touch had made more +definite than ever before produced in her a shudder of repulsion, of +positive loathing. She could no longer endure the clasp of his hand, and +in spite of herself she was forced, by contrasting experience, to +acknowledge the allurement which lay in Ben Fordyce's handsome face and +strong and graceful body.</p> + +<p>"I must go away—for a while at least. I'll go back to the ranch and +think it over."</p> + +<p>And yet even the ranch was partly Haney's! How could she escape from her +indebtedness to him? To what could she turn to make a living? To leave +this big house and her horses, her garden, her dresses and jewels, +required heroic resolution, but what of the long days of toil and +dulness to which she must return?</p> + +<p>Worn with the ceaseless alternations of these thoughts, she fell into a +dream that was half a waking vision. She thought she had just packed a +bag with the gown she wore the night she came to Haney's rescue, when he +came shuffling into her room and said: "Where are you goin', darlin'?"</p> + +<p>She replied: "To the ranch—to think things over."</p> + +<p>The tears came to his eyes, and he said: "'Tis the sun out of me sky +when ye go, Bertie. Do not stay long."</p> + +<p>She promised to be back soon, but rode away with settled intent never to +return.</p> + +<p>No one knew her on the train, for she had drawn her veil close and sat +very still. It seemed that she went near the mine in some strange way, +and at the switch Williams got on the train to stop her and persuade her +to return. He was terribly agitated. "Didn't you know Mart is sick?" he +said, in a tone of reproach. It seemed as if a broad river of years +flowed between herself and the girl who used to see this queer little +man enter her hotel door—but he was unchanged. "You can't do this +thing!" he went on, his lips trembling with emotion.</p> + +<p>"What thing?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Fordyce tells me you're going to throw poor old Mart overboard."</p> + +<p>"That's my notion—I can't be his wife, and so I'm getting out," she +answered.</p> + +<p>"But, girl, you can't do that!" and he swore in his excitement. "Mart +needs you—we all need you. It'll kill him."</p> + +<p>"I can't help it!" she answered, with infinite weariness in throat and +brain. "I pass it up, and go back to my brother."</p> + +<p>"I don't see why."</p> + +<p>"Because I've no right to Mart's money."</p> + +<p>"You're crazy to think of such a thing. You a queen! Who's goin' to +catch the money when you drop it?" he asked, and helplessly added: "I +don't believe you. You're kiddin', you're tryin' us out."</p> + +<p>"I'm doing nothing to earn this luxury."</p> + +<p>"Doing nothing! My God, you've made Mart Haney over new. You've +converted him—as they say, you've redeemed him. Let me tell you +something, little sister, Mart worships you. It does him good just to +<i>see</i> you. You don't expect the moon to fry bacon, do you? Stars don't +run pumps! Mart is satisfied. Every time you speak to him or pass by him +he gets happy all the way through—I know, for I feel just the same."</p> + +<p>There was something in his eloquence that went to the heart of the +dreaming girl. If any one in her world was to be trusted it was this +ugly little man, who never presumed to ask even a smile for himself, and +whose unswerving loyalty to Mart made her own flight a base and cruel +act; and yet even as he pleaded his face faded and she fancied herself +stepping from the train in Sibley, unnoticed by even the hackmen, who +used to bring the humbler passengers of each train to the door of the +Golden Eagle Hotel.</p> + +<p>She walked up the sidewalk, surprised to find it changed to brick. The +hotel was gone, and in its place stood a saloon marked, "Haney's Place." +This hardened her heart again. "That settles it!" she said, bitterly. +"He's gone back to his old business."</p> + +<p>The road out to the ranch seemed very long and hot, but she had no +money, not a cent left with which to hire a carriage, and she kept +saying to herself: "If Mart knew this, he'd send Lucius and the machine. +I reckon he'd be sorry to see me walking in this dust. It's a good thing +I have my old brown dress on." She passed lovingly, regretfully over the +splendid gowns which hung in her wardrobe. "What will become of them?" +she asked. "Fan can't wear them." This called up a vision of Fan and her +eldest daughter, sweeping about in her splendor, her opera-cloak only +half encompassing the mother, while the girl swished over the floor in +the gown she had worn at her last dinner in the East. She laughed and +cried at the same time—it was painful to see them thus abused.</p> + +<p>Then she seemed suddenly to enter the grove of twisted, hag-like cedars +which stood upon the mesa back of the ranch-house. "By-and-by I will +look like this," she dreamed, and laid her hand on one that was ragged +and gnarled and gray with a thousand years of sun and wind, and even as +she stood there, with the old crones moaning round her, Ben suddenly +confronted her.</p> + +<p>Her first impulse was for flight, so sad and bitter was his face. She +began to pity him. His boyhood seemed to have slipped from him like a +gay cloak, revealing the stern man beneath.</p> + +<p>He met her gravely, self-containedly, yet with restrained passion, and +his voice was sternly calm as he began: "I have come to ask you what you +wish to do with Marshall Haney's inheritance? I will not be a party to +your action. I helped him plan out his will, and he said he could trust +you to do the right thing, and I have come to tell you that his will +must be yours."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"He is dead!" he replied.</p> + +<p>Her heart turned to ice at the sound of his words, so clear, succinct, +and piercing; then the cedars began to wail and wail, and sway in +eldrich grief, but she who felt most remorse could not utter a sound to +prove her own despair; and in the tumult her dream ended abruptly, and +she woke to hear the night wind whistling weirdly through the screen of +her open window.</p> + +<p>She lay in silence, shuddering with the subsiding terror of her vision, +till she came to a full realization of the fact that it was all but a +night terror and that Mart was still alive and her decision not yet +irrevocably made.</p> + +<p>She shuddered again—not in grief, but in terror—as she relived the +vivid hour of self-chosen poverty which her dream had brought her. Yes, +the magic of wealth had spoiled her for Sibley and the ranch. To go back +there was impossible. "I will try the East," she said. "The Mosses will +help me." And yet to return to Chicago—after having played the grand +lady—would be bitterly hard. Suppose her friends should meet her with +cold eyes and hesitating words? Suppose they, too, had loved her money +and not herself? Suppose even Joe, who seemed as true as Williams, +should prove to be a selfish sycophant. Ah yes, it would be a different +city with the magic of Haney's money no longer hers to command.</p> + +<p>In this hour of deepest misery and despair the sheen of his gold +returned like sunlight after a storm; and yet, even as she permitted +herself to imagine how sweetly the new day would dawn with her +determination to remain the mistress of this great house, the old fear, +the new disgust, returned to plague her. Her love for Ben Fordyce came +also—and the knowledge that Alice was dying of a broken heart because +of Ben's growing indifference—all these perplexities made the coming of +sunlight a mockery.</p> + +<p>She rose to the new day quite as undecided as before and more deeply +saddened. One thing was plain—Ben should come no more to visit her—for +Alice's sake he must keep the impersonal attitude of the legal adviser. +In that way alone could even the semblance of peace be won.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXVI</h2> + +<h3>ALICE VISITS HANEY</h3> + + +<p>Alice Heath was dying of something far subtler than "the White Death," +to which Haney so often referred. Tortured by Ben's studied tenderness +when at her side, she suffered doubly when he was away, knowing all too +well that his keenest pleasure now lay in Bertha's companionship. Her +doubt darkened into despair. In certain moments of exaltation she rose +to such heights of impersonal passion as to acknowledge fully, +generously, the claims of youth and health—admitting that she and +Marshall Haney were the offenders and not the young lovers, whose desire +for happiness was but an irresistible manifestation of the mystic force +which binds the generations together.</p> + +<p>"Why do we not quietly take ourselves off and make them happy?" she +asked herself. "Of what selfish quality is our love? Here am I only a +spiteful, hopeless invalid—I hate myself, I despise my body and +everything I am. I loathe my wrinkled face, my shrivelled hands, my flat +chest. I am fit only to be bride to death. I'm tired of the world—tired +of everything—and yet I do not die. Why can't I die?"</p> + +<p>These moods never soared high enough (or sank quite low enough) to +permit the final severing stroke, and she ended each of them in a flood +of tears, filled with ever-greater longing for the beautiful young lover +whose heart had wandered away from her. It was hard not to welcome him +when he came, but infinitely harder to send him away, for life held no +other solace, the day no other aim.</p> + +<p>In her saner moments she was aware of her own misdemeanor. She knew that +her morbid questioning, her ceaseless grievings were wearing away her +vital force, and that no doctor could ever again medicine her to sweet +sleep, that no wind or cloud would bring coolness to her burning brain. +"I am no longer worthy of any man's love," she admitted to her higher +self.</p> + +<p>She did not question Ben's honor—he was of those who keep faith. "He +has no hope of ever being other than the distant lover of Bertha Haney, +and he is ready to fulfil his word to me, but I will not permit him to +bind himself to me. It would be a crime to lay upon him the burden of a +wife old before her time, sterile and doomed to a slow decline." She +revolted, too, at the thought of having a husband, whose heart was +elsewhere, whose restless desire could not be held within the circuit of +his wife's arms—and yet she could not give him up.</p> + +<p>As her flesh lost its weight and her blood its warmth, her mind burned +with even more mysterious brightness, sending out rays of such perilous +sublimation that she was able to perceive, as no earthly inhabitant +should do, the jealously guarded secrets of those surrounding her, and +on the night of Bertha's struggle against her fate she divined in some +supersensuous way the tumult in the young wife's mind.</p> + +<p>She laughed at first with a cruel, bitter delight, but at last her +nobler self conquered and she resolved to have private speech with +Haney. She perceived a danger in the ever-deepening passion of the young +lovers. She began to fear that their love might soon break over all +barriers, and this she was still sane enough of thought and generous +enough of soul to wish to prevent.</p> + +<p>Her decision to act was hastened by a slurring paragraph in the morning +paper wherein veiled allusion was made to "a developing scandal." She +lay abed all the forenoon brooding over it, and when she rose it was to +dress for her visit to Haney. Sick as she was and almost hysterical with +her mood, she ordered a carriage and drove to the gambler's house, +hoping to find him alone, determined upon an interview.</p> + +<p>It chanced that he was sitting in his place upon the porch watching the +gardener spraying a tree. He greeted his visitor most cordially, +inviting her to a seat. "Bertie is down town, but she'll be back soon."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad she is away, Captain Haney, for I have something to say to you +alone."</p> + +<p>"Have you, indeed? Very well, I've nothing to do but listen—'tis not +for me to boss the gardener."</p> + +<p>She looked about with uneasy eyes, finding it very difficult to begin +her attack. "How much you've improved the place," she remarked, +irrelevantly, her voice betraying the deepest agitation.</p> + +<p>He looked at her white face in astonishment. "How are ye, the day, +miss?"</p> + +<p>"I'm better, thank you, but a little out of breath—I walked too fast, I +think."</p> + +<p>"Does the altitude make your heart jump, too?" he asked, solicitously.</p> + +<p>"No, my trouble is all in my mind—I mean my lungs," she answered. Then, +with a ghastly attempt at sprightliness, she added: "Now let's have a +nice long talk about symptoms—it's so comforting. How are <i>you</i> feeling +these days?"</p> + +<p>Haney answered with unwonted dejection. "I'm not so well to-day, worse +luck. This is me day for thinkin' the doctors are right. They all agree +that me heart's overworked up here." His dejection was really due to +Bertha's moody silence.</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry to hear that. Do they think you may live safely at +sea-level?"</p> + +<p>"They say so. Me own feeling is that the climate is not to blame. 'Tis +age. I'm like a hollow-hearted tree, ready to fall with the first puff +of ill wind. I've never been a man since that devil blew me to pieces."</p> + +<p>She put her right hand upon his arm. "Is it not a shame that you and I +should stand in the way of two fine, wholesome, young people—shutting +them off from happiness?"</p> + +<p>He turned a glance upon her quite too penetrating to be borne. "You +mane—what?—who?"</p> + +<p>"I mean Bertha."</p> + +<p>"Do I stand in the way of her happiness?"</p> + +<p>She met the question squarely, speaking with tense, drawn lips. "Yes, +just as I do in Ben's way. We're neither of us fit to be married, and +they are."</p> + +<p>His eyes wavered. "That's true. I'm no mate for her—and yet I think +I've made her happy." He was silent a moment, then faltered: "Ye lay +your hand on a sore spot—ye do, surely. 'Tis true I've tried to have +the money make up for me other shortcomings." He ended almost humbly.</p> + +<p>"Money can do much, but it can't buy happiness."</p> + +<p>"That's true, too—but 'tis able to buy comfort, and that's next door to +happiness in the long-run, I'm thinkin'. But I'm watchin' her, and I +don't intend to stand in her way, miss. I've told her so, and when the +conquering lad comes along I mane to get out of the road."</p> + +<p>"Have you said that?" Her face reached towards his with sudden +intensity, and a snakelike brilliancy glittered in her eyes. "You've +gone as far as that?"</p> + +<p>"I have."</p> + +<p>"Then act, for the time has come to make your promise good. Bertha +already loves a man as every girl should love who marries happily, and +the gossips are even now busy with her name."</p> + +<p>He was hard hit, and slowly said: "I don't believe it! Who is the +man?—tell me!" He demanded this in a tone that was not to be denied.</p> + +<p>She delivered her sentence quickly. "She loves Ben. Haven't you seen it? +She has loved him from their first meeting. I have known it for a long +time, almost from the first; now everybody knows it, and the society +reporters are beginning their innuendoes. The next thing will be her +picture in the sensational press, and a scandal. Don't you know this? It +must not happen! We must make way for them—you and I. We cumber the +path."</p> + +<p>He sank back into his seat and studied her from beneath his overhanging +eyebrows as intently, as alertly, as silently as he was wont to do when +watching the faces of his opponents in a game of high hazard. There was +something uncanny, almost elfish, in the woman's voice and eyes, and yet +even before her words were fully uttered the truth stood revealed to +him. His eyes lost their stern glare, his hands, which had clutched the +arms of his chair, relaxed. "Are you sure?" he asked again, but more +gently. "You've got to be sure," he ended, almost in menace.</p> + +<p>"You may trust a jealous woman," she answered. "I don't blame +them—observe that. We are the ones to blame—we who are crippled and in +the way, and it is our duty to take ourselves off. What is the use of +spoiling their lives just for a few years of selfish gratification of +our own miserable selves?"</p> + +<p>He felt about for comfort. "They are young; they can wait," he +stammered, huskily.</p> + +<p>"But they <i>won't</i> wait!" she replied. "Love like theirs can't wait. +Don't you understand? They are in danger of forgetting themselves? Can't +you see it? Ben talks of nothing else, dreams of nothing else but her, +and she is fighting temptation every day, and shows it. It's all so +plain to me that I can't bear to see them together. They have loved each +other from the very first night they met—I felt it that day we first +rode together. I've watched her grow into Ben's life till she absorbs +his every thought. He's a good boy, and I want to keep him so. He +respects your claim, and he is trying to be loyal to me, but he can't +hold out. I am ready to sacrifice myself, but that would not save him. +He loves your wife, and until you free her he is in danger of wronging +her and himself and you. I've given up. There is nothing more on this +earth for me! What do <i>you</i> expect to gain by holding to a wife's +garment when she—the woman—is gone?"</p> + +<p>The wildness in her eyes and voice profoundly affected Haney, who was +without subtlety in affairs of the heart. The women he had known had +been mainly coarse-fibred or of brutish directness of passion and +purpose, and this woman's words and tone at once confused and appalled +him. All she said of his unworthiness as a husband was true. He had gone +to Sibley at first to win Bertha at less cost than making her his +wife—but of that he had repented, and on his death-bed (as he thought) +he had sought to endow her with his gold. Since then he had lived, but +only as half a man. Up to this moment he had hoped to regain his health, +but now every hope died within him.</p> + +<p>Part of this he admitted at once, but he ended brokenly: "'Tis a hard +task you set for me. She's the vein of me bosom. 'Tis easy talkin', but +the doin' is like takin' y'r heart in your two hands and throwin' it +away. I knew she liked the lad—I had no doubt the lad liked her—but I +did not believe she'd go to him so. I can't believe it yet—but I will +not stand in her way. As I told her, I did not expect to tie her to an +old hulk; I thought I was dying when I married her, and I only had the +ceremony then to make sure that me money should feed her and protect her +from the storms of the world. I wanted to take her out of a hole where +she was sore pressed, and I wanted to make her people comfortable. I've +brought her to this house. Me money has always been to her hand. It +rejoices me to see her spend it, and I've been hoping that these +things—me money—would make up for me poor, old, crippled body. I've +been a rough man. I lived as men who have no ties have always +lived—till I met her, then I quit the game. I put aside everything that +could make her ashamed. I'm no toad, miss—I know she has that in her +soul that can take her out of my level. Were I twenty years younger and +a well man I could folly her—but 'tis no use debating now. I'll talk +with her this night—" He paused abruptly and turned upon her with +piercing inquiry: "Have you discussed this with Ben?"</p> + +<p>She was beginning to tremble in face of the storm which she foresaw +looming before her. "No—I lacked the courage."</p> + +<p>A faintly bitter smile stirred his upper lip. "Shall I tell him what you +have said to me?"</p> + +<p>"No, no!" she exclaimed, in sudden affright, "I will tell him."</p> + +<p>"Be sure ye do. As for these editors, I have me own way of dealing with +them. I will soon know whether you are right or wrong. Ye're a sick +woman, and such, they say, have queer fancies. You admit you're jealous, +and I've heard that jealous women are built of hell-fire and vitriol. +Anyhow, you've not shaken me faith in me girl—but ye have in Ben, for I +know the heart of man. We're all alike when it comes to the question of +women."</p> + +<p>"Please don't misunderstand me—it is to keep them both what they are, +good and true, that I come to you—we must not tempt them to evil."</p> + +<p>"I understand what you say, miss, and I think you're honest, but you may +be mistaken. I saw her meet-up with fine young fellies in the East; I +could see they admired her—but she turned them down easily. She's no +weak-minded chippy, as I know on me own account—the more shame to me."</p> + +<p>"Of course she turns others down, for the reason that Ben fills her +heart." She began to weary of her self-imposed task.</p> + +<p>He, too, was tired. "We'll see, we'll see," he repeated musingly, and +gazed away towards the cloud-enshrouded peaks in sombre silence—the +lines of his lips as sorrowful as those of an old lion dying in the +desert, arrow-smitten and alone. He had forgotten the hand that pierced +his heart.</p> + +<p>Thus dismissed, she rose, her eyes burning like deep opals in the +parchment setting of her skin.</p> + +<p>"Life is so cruel!" she said. "I have wished a thousand times that love +had never come to me. Love means only sorrow at the end. Ben has been my +life, my only interest—and now—as he begins to forget—Oh, I can't +bear it! It will kill me!" She sank back into her chair, and, burying +her face, sobbed with such passion that her slight frame shook in the +tempest of it.</p> + +<p>Haney turned and looked at her in silence—profoundly stirred to pity by +her sobs, no longer doubting the reality of her despair. When he spoke +his voice was brokenly sweet and very tender.</p> + +<p>"'Tis a bitter world, miss, and me heart bleeds for such as you. 'Tis +well ye have a hope of paradise, for, if all you say is true, ye must go +from this world cheated and hungry like meself. Ye have one comfort that +I have not—'tis not your own doing. Ye've not misspent your life as I +have done. What does it all show but that life is a game where each man, +good or bad, takes his chance. The cards fall against you and against me +without care of what we are. I can only say I take me chances as I take +the rain and the sun."</p> + +<p>Her paroxysm passed and she rose again, drawing her veil closely over +her face. "Good-bye. We will never meet again."</p> + +<p>"Don't say that," he said, struggling painfully to his feet. "Never is a +long time, and good-bye a cruel, sad word to say. Let's call it 'so +long' and better luck."</p> + +<p>"You are not angry with me?" she turned to ask.</p> + +<p>"Not at all, miss—I thank ye fer opening me eyes to me selfishness."</p> + +<p>"Good-bye."</p> + +<p>"So long! And may ye have better luck in the new deal, miss."</p> + +<p>As she turned at the gate she saw him standing as she had left him, his +brow white and sad and stern, his shoulders drooping as if his strength +and love of life had suddenly been withdrawn.</p> + +<p>While still in this mood she sent word to Ben that she wished to see him +at once, and he responded without delay.</p> + +<p>He was appalled by the change in her. Her interview with Haney had +profoundly weakened her, chilled her. She was like some exquisite lamp +whose golden flame had grown suddenly dim, and Fordyce was filled with +instant, remorseful tenderness. His sense of duty sprang to arms, and +without waiting for her to begin he said: "I hate to think of you as a +pensioner in this house. You should be in your own home—our home—where +I could take care of you. Come, let me take you out of this private +hospital—that's what it is."</p> + +<p>She struggled piteously to assure him that she would be back to par in a +few days, but he was thoroughly alarmed and refused to listen to further +delay.</p> + +<p>"Your surroundings are bad, you need a change."</p> + +<p>She read him to the soul, knew that this argument sprang not from love, +but from pity and self-accusation; therefore, forcing a light tone, she +answered: "I don't feel able to take command of a cook and second girl +just yet, Bennie dear; besides, you're all wrong about this being a bad +atmosphere for me. I'm horribly comfortable here, my own sister couldn't +be kinder than Julia is. No, no, wait a few months longer till you get +settled a little more securely in business; I may pick up a volt or two +more of electricity by that time." Then as she saw his face darken and a +tremor run over his flesh, she lost her self-control and broke forth +with sudden, bitter intensity: "Why don't you throw me over and marry +some nice girl with a healthy body and sane mind? Why cheat yourself and +me?"</p> + +<p>He recoiled before her question, too amazed to do more than exclaim +against her going on.</p> + +<p>She was not to be checked. "Let us be honest with ourselves. You know +perfectly well I'm never going to get better—I do, if you don't. I may +linger on in this way for years, but I will never be anything but a +querulous invalid. Now that's the bitter truth. You mustn't marry me—I +won't let you!" Then her mood changed. "And yet it's so hard to go on +alone—even for a little way."</p> + +<p>Her eyes closed on her hot tears, her head drooped, and Ben, putting his +arm about her neck and pressing her quivering face against his breast, +reproached her very tenderly: "I won't let you say such things, +dearest—you must not! You're not yourself to-day."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, I am! My mind is very clear, too horribly clear. Ben dear, I +mean all I say—you shall not link yourself to me. I have no delusions +now. I'll never be well again—and you must know it."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, you will! Don't give up! You're only tired to-day. You're +really much better than you were last week."</p> + +<p>"No, I'm not! Let us not deceive ourselves any longer. The change of +climate has not done me good. We waited too long. It has all been a +mistake. Let me go back to Chester—I'm afraid to die out here. I can't +bear the thought of being buried in this soil. It's so bleak and lonely +and alien. I want to go back to the sweet, kindly hills—perhaps I can +reconcile myself to death there—to sink into the earth on this plain is +too dreadful."</p> + +<p>He struggled against the weight of her sorrowful pleadings. "This is +only a mood, dearest; you are over-tired and things look black to you—I +have such days—everybody has these hours of depression, but we must +fight them. It would be so much better for us both if I were your +husband, then I could be with you and watch over you every hour. I could +help you fight these dismal moods. It would be my hourly care. Come, +let's go out and seriously set to work to find a cottage."</p> + +<p>She was silenced for the moment, but when he had finished his +counter-plea she looked up at him with deep-set glance and quietly said: +"Ben, it's all wrong. It was wrong from the very beginning. You are +lashing yourself into uttering these beautiful words, and you do not +realize what you are saying. I am too old for you—Now listen—it's +true! I'm twenty years older in spirit. I haven't been really well for +ten years. You talk of fighting this. Haven't I fought? I've danced when +I should have been in bed. I've had a premonition of early decay for +years—that's why I've been so reckless of my strength. I couldn't bear +to let my youth pass dully—and now it's gone! Wait!—I've deceived you +in other ways. I've been full of black thoughts, I've been jealous and +selfish all along. You deserve the loveliest girl in the world, and it +is a cruel shame for me to stand in the way of your happiness just to +have you light my darkness for a few hours. I know what you want to +say—you think you can be happy with me. Ben, it's only your foolish +sense of honor that keeps you loyal to me—I don't want that—I won't +have it! Take back your pledge." She pushed away from him and twisted a +ring from her finger. "Take this, dear boy, you are absolutely free. Go +and be happy."</p> + +<p>He drew back from her hand in pain and bewilderment. "Alice, you are +crazy to say such things to me." He studied her with suffering in his +eyes. "You are delirious. I am going to send the doctor to you at once."</p> + +<p>"No, I'm not delirious. I know only too well what I'm saying—I have +made my decision. I will never wear this ring again." She turned his +words against himself. "You must not marry a crazy woman."</p> + +<p>"I didn't mean that—you know what I meant. All you say is morbid and +unreasonable, and I will not listen to it. You are clouded by some sick +fancy to-day, and I will go away and send a physician to cure you of +your madness."</p> + +<p>She thrust the ring into his hand and rose, her face tense, her eyes +wonderfully big and luminous. She seemed at the moment to renew her +health and to recover the imperious grace of her radiant youth as she +exaltedly said: "Now I am free! You must ask me all over again—and when +you do, I will say <i>no</i>."</p> + +<p>He sat looking up at her, too bewildered, too much alarmed to find words +for reply. He really thought that she had gone suddenly mad—and yet all +that she said was frightfully reasonable. In his heart he knew that she +was uttering the truth. Their marriage was now impossible—a bridal veil +over that face was horrifying to think upon.</p> + +<p>She went on: "Now run away—I'm going to cry in a moment and I don't +want you to see me do it. Please go!"</p> + +<p>He rose stiffly, and when he spoke his voice was quivering with anxiety. +"I am going to send Julia to you instantly."</p> + +<p>"No, you're not. I won't see her if you do. She can't help me—nobody +can, but you—and I won't let you even see me any more. I'm going home +to Chester to-morrow; so kiss me good-bye—and go."</p> + +<p>He kissed her and went blindly out, their engagement ring tightly +clinched in his hand. It seemed as if a wide, cold, gray cloud had (for +the first time) entirely covered his sunny, youthful world.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXVII"></a>CHAPTER XXVII</h2> + +<h3>MARSHALL HANEY'S SENTENCE</h3> + + +<p>After Alice Heath's carriage had driven away, Haney returned to his +chair, and with eyes fixed upon the distant peaks gave himself up to a +review of all that the sick woman had said, and entered also upon a +forecast of the game.</p> + +<p>He was not entirely unprepared for her revelation. He was, indeed, too +wise not to know that Bertha must sometime surely find in another and +younger man her heart's hunger, but his wish had set that dark day far +away in the future. Moreover, he had relied on her promise to confide in +him, and it hurt him to think that she had not fulfilled her pledge; yet +even in this he sought excuses for her.</p> + +<p>"She may love him without knowing it. Anyhow, he's a fine young lad, far +better for her than an old shoulder-shot cayuse like meself." His sense +of unworthiness became the solvent of other and sweeter emotions. His +wealth no longer seemed capable of bridging the deep chasm widening +between them.</p> + +<p>This day had shown a black sky to him, even before Alice Heath's +disturbing call, for Bertha had been darkly brooding at breakfast, and +silent at lunch, and immediately after rising from the table had gone +away alone, without a word of explanation to any member of her +household. She had not even taken her dogs with her, and her face was +set and almost sullen as she passed out of the door and down the walk. +All this was so unlike her that Mart was greatly troubled. It gave +weight and significance to every word of Alice Heath's warning.</p> + +<p>Bertha was gone till nearly six o'clock, and her mood seemed no whit +lightened as she entered the gate and came slowly up the walk. To Mart's +humbly spoken query, "What troubles ye, darlin'?" she made no reply, but +went at once to her room.</p> + +<p>The old gambler seemed pitiably helpless and forlorn as he sat there in +his accustomed chair waiting her return. The bees and birds were busy +among the vines, and all the well-oiled machinery of his splendid home +was going forward to the end that his sweet girl-wife should be served. +If she were unhappy, of what value were these soft rugs, these savory +dishes, this shining silver? There was, in truth, something mocking and +terrifying in the swift, well-trained action of the servants, who went +about their tasks unmoved and apparently unacquainted with any change in +the mind of their young mistress.</p> + +<p>In the kitchen the cook was carefully compounding the soup while +watching the roast. Lucius, deft and absorbed, was preparing the table, +arranging the coffee service and deciding upon the china. On the seat +under the pear-trees Miss Franklin was chatting with Mrs. Gilman, and in +the barn the coachman could be heard giving the horses their evening +taste of green grass—"and yet how empty, aimless, and foolish it all is +if Bertha is unhappy," thought the master.</p> + +<p>He grew alarmed for fear she would not come down; but at last he heard +her light step on the stairs, and when she came in view his dim eyes +were startled by the transformation in her. She had put on the plainest +of her gowns, and she wore no jewels. By other ways which he felt but +could not analyze she expressed some portentous shift of mood. He could +not define why, but her step scared him, so measured and resolute it +seemed.</p> + +<p>She called to her mother and Miss Franklin and then asked, "Has dinner +been announced?"</p> + +<p>Her tone was quiet and natural, and Mart was relieved. He answered with +attempt at jocularity, "Lucius is this minute winkin' at me over the +soup-tureen."</p> + +<p>As they took seats at the table Mrs. Gilman exclaimed, "Why, dearie, +where did you dig up that old waist?"</p> + +<p>"Will it do to visit Sibley in?"</p> + +<p>"No indeed! I should say not. When you go back there I want you to wear +the best you've got. They'll consider it an insult if you don't."</p> + +<p>A faint smile lighted Bertha's pale face. "I don't think they'll take it +so hard as all that."</p> + +<p>"Are you goin' to Sibley?" asked Mart, an anxious tone in his voice.</p> + +<p>"I thought of it. Mother is going over to-night, and I rather guess I'll +run over with her. I've never been back, you see, since that night."</p> + +<p>There was something ominous in her restraint, in her abstraction of +glance, and especially in her lack of appetite. She took little account +of her guests and seemed profoundly engaged upon some inward +calculation. The beautifully spread table, which would have thrilled her +a few short weeks ago, was powerless to even hold her gaze, and it was +Lucius (deft and watchful) who brought the meal to a successful +conclusion—for the mother was awed and helpless in the presence of the +queenly daughter whom wealth had translated into something almost too +high and shining for her to lay hand upon.</p> + +<p>Miss Franklin did her best, but she was not a person of light and +dancing intellectual feet, and she had never understood Haney, anyhow. +Altogether it was a dismal and difficult half-hour.</p> + +<p>When the coffee came on Bertha rose abruptly, saying, "Come out into the +garden, Mart, I've got something to say to you."</p> + +<p>He obeyed with a sense of being called to account, and as they walked +slowly across the grass, which the light of a vivid orange sunset had +made transcendently green, he glanced to the west with foreboding that +this was the last time he should look upon the kingly peak at sunset +time. A flaming helmet of cloud shone upon the chief, and all the lesser +heights were a deep, purple bank out of which each serrate summit rose +without perspective, sharply set against the other like a monstrous +silhouette of cardboard.</p> + +<p>It should have been indeed a very sweet and odorous and peaceful hour. +The murmur of the water from the fountain had the lulling sound of a +hive of bees as they settle to rest, and to the suffering man it seemed +impossible that this, his cherished world, could change to the black +chaos which the loss of his adorable wife would bring upon it.</p> + +<p>The settee was of wire, and curved so that when they had taken seats +they faced each other, and the sight of her, so slender, so graceful, so +womanly, filled him with a fury of hate against the assassin who had +torn him to pieces, making him old before his time, a cripple, impotent, +inert, and scarred.</p> + +<p>Bertha did not wait for him to begin, and her first words smote like +bullets. "Mart, I'm going back to Sibley."</p> + +<p>He looked at her with startled eyes—his brow wrinkling into sorrowful +lines. "For how long?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know—it may be a good while. I'm going away to think things +over." Then she added, firmly, "I may not come back at all, Mart."</p> + +<p>"For God's sake, don't say that, girlie! You don't mean that!" His voice +was husky with the agony that filled his throat. "I can't live without +ye now. Don't go—that way."</p> + +<p>"I've <i>got</i> to go, Mart. My mind ain't made up to this proposition. I +don't know about living with you any more."</p> + +<p>"Why not? What's the matter, darlin'? Can't ye put up with me a little +longer? I know I'm only a piece of a man—but tell me the truth. Can't +you stay with me—as we are?"</p> + +<p>She met him with the truth, but not the whole truth. "Everybody thinks I +married you for your money, Mart—it ain't true—but the evidence is all +against me. The only way to prove it a lie is to just naturally pull out +and go back to work. I hate to leave, so long as you—feel about me as +you do—but, Mart, I'm 'bleeged' to do it. My mind is so stirred up—I +don't enjoy anything any more. I used to like everything in the +house—all my nice things—the dresses and trinkets you gave me. It was +fun to run the kitchen—now it all goes against the grain some way. Fact +is, none of it seems mine."</p> + +<p>His eyes were wet with tears as he said: "It's all my fault. It's all +because of what I said last night—"</p> + +<p>She stopped him. "No, it ain't that—it ain't your fault, it's mine. +Something's gone wrong with <i>me</i>. I love this home, and my dogs and +horses and all—and yet I can't enjoy 'em any more. They don't belong to +me—now that's the fact, Mart."</p> + +<p>"I'll make 'em yours, darlin', I'll deed 'em all over to you."</p> + +<p>"No, no, that won't do it. My mind has got to change. It's all in my +mind. Don't you see? I've got to get away from the whole outfit and +think it all out. If I can come back I will, but you mustn't bank on my +return, Mart. You mustn't be surprised if I settle on the other side of +the range."</p> + +<p>"I know," he said, sadly. "I know your reason and I don't blame you. +'Tis not for an old derelict like me to hold you—but you must let me +give you some of me money—'tis of no value to me now. If ye do not let +me share it with you me heart will break entirely."</p> + +<p>"I haven't a right to a cent of it, Mart—I owe you more than I can ever +pay. No, I can't afford to take another cent."</p> + +<p>In the pause which followed his face took on a look of new resolution. +"Bertie, I've had something happen to me to-day. I've learned something +I should have known long since."</p> + +<p>Her look of surprise deepened into dismay as he went on: "I know what's +the matter with you, girlie. 'Tis after seeing Ben your face always +shines. You love him, Bertie—and I don't blame you—"</p> + +<p>A carriage driving up to the gate brought diversion, and she sprang up, +her face flushed, her eyes big and scared. "There comes Dr. Steele! I'd +plumb forgot about his call."</p> + +<p>"So had I," he answered, as he rose to meet his visitor.</p> + +<p>Dr. Steele, a gray-haired, vigorous man, entered the gate and came +hurriedly up the path, something fateful in his stride. He greeted them +both casually, smilelessly. "I've got to get that next train," he +announced, mechanically looking at his watch, "and that leaves me just +twenty minutes in which to thump you."</p> + +<p>Bertha was in awe of this blunt, tactless man of science, and as they +moved towards the house listened in chilled silence while he continued: +"Brent writes me that you were doing pretty well down by the lake. Why +didn't you stay? He says he advised you not to come back."</p> + +<p>"This is me home," answered Haney, simply.</p> + +<p>Lucius took Bertha's place at Mart's shoulder and the three men went +into the library, leaving her to wait outside in anxious solitude. There +was something in the doctor's manner which awed her, filled her with new +conceptions, new duties.</p> + +<p>Steele was one of these cold-blooded practitioners who do not believe in +the old-fashioned manner. "Cheery suggestion" was nonsense to him. His +examination was to Bertha, as to Haney, a dreaded ordeal. However, Brent +had advised it, and they had agreed to submit to it, and now here he +was, and upon his judgment she must rest.</p> + +<p>For half an hour she waited in the hall, almost without moving, so +far-reaching did this verdict promise to be. Her anxiety deepened into +fear as Steele came out of the room and walked rapidly towards her. +"He's a very sick man," he burst forth, irritably. "Get him away from +here as quickly as you can—but don't excite him. Don't let him exert +himself at all till you reach a lower altitude. Keep him quiet and +peaceful, and don't let him clog himself up with starchy food—and above +all, keep liquors away from him. He shouldn't have come back here at +all. Brent warned him that he couldn't live up here. Slide him down to +sea-level—if he'll go—and take care of him. His heart will run along +all right if he don't overtax it. He'll last for years at sea-level."</p> + +<p>"He hates to leave—he says he won't leave," she explained.</p> + +<p>The man of science shrugged his shoulders. "All right! He can take his +choice of roads"—he used an expressive gesture—"up or down. One leads +to the New Jerusalem and is short—as he'll find out if he stays here. +Good-night! I must get that train."</p> + +<p>"Wait a minute!" she called after him. "Is there anything I can do? Did +you leave any medicine?"</p> + +<p>He turned and came back. "Yes, a temporary stimulant, but medicine is of +little use. If you can get away to-morrow, you do it."</p> + +<p>She stood a few minutes at the library door listening, waiting, and at +last (hearing no sound), opened the door decisively and went in.</p> + +<p>Haney, ghastly pale, in limp dejection, almost in collapse, was seated +in an easy-chair, with Lucius holding a glass to his lips. He was +stripped to his undershirt and looked like a defeated, gray old +gladiator, fallen helpless in the arena, deserted by all the world save +his one faithful servant—and Bertha's heart was wrenched with a deep +pang of pity and remorse as she gazed at him. The doctor's warning +became a command. To desert him in returning health was bad enough, to +desert him now was impossible.</p> + +<p>Running to him, all her repugnance gone, all her tenderness awake, she +put her arm about his shoulders. "Oh, Mart, did he hurt you? Are you +worse?"</p> + +<p>He raised dim eyes to her, eyes that seemed already filmed with death's +opaque curtains, but bravely, slowly smiled. "I'm down but not out, +darlin'. That brute of a doctor jolted me hard; I nearly took the +count—but I'm—still in the ring. Harness me up, Lucius. I'll show that +sawbones the power of mind over matter—the ould croaker!"</p> + +<p>He recovered rapidly and was soon able to stagger to his feet. Then, +with a return of his wonted humor, he stretched out his big right arm. +"I'm not to be put out of business by wan punch from an old puddin' like +Steele. I am not the 'stiff' he thinks. He had me agin the ropes, 'tis +true, but I'll surprise him yet."</p> + +<p>"What did he say?" she persisted in demanding.</p> + +<p>He shook his head. "That's bechune the two of us," he nodded warningly +at Lucius. "For one thing, he says me heart can't stand the high +country. 'It's you to the deep valley,' says he."</p> + +<p>Her decision was ready. "All right, then <i>we go</i>!"</p> + +<p>He faced her quickly. "Did ye say WE, Bertie? Did ye say it, +sweetheart?"</p> + +<p>"I did, Mart—I've changed my mind once more. I'm goin' to stick by +you—till you're settled somewhere. I won't leave till you're better."</p> + +<p>The tears blinded his eyes again, and his lips twitched. "You're God's +own angel, Bertie, but I don't deserve it. No, stay you here—I'm not +worth your sacrifice. No, no, I can't have it! Stay here with Ben and +look after the mines."</p> + +<p>Her face settled in lines that were not girlish as she repeated: "It's +up to me to go, and I'm going, Mart! I didn't realize how bad it was for +you here—I didn't, really!"</p> + +<p>"It's all wrong, I'm afraid—all wrong," he answered, "but the Lord +knows I need you worse than ever."</p> + +<p>"Shut off on all that!" she commanded. "Lucius, help me take him outside +where the air is better."</p> + +<p>Mart put the man away. "One is enough," he said, brusquely; and so, +leaning on his strong, young wife, he went slowly out into the dusk +where the mother and Miss Franklin were sitting, quite unconscious of +the deep significance of the doctor's visit. "Not a word to them," +warned Haney—"at any rate, not to-night."</p> + +<p>They were now both facing the pain of instantly abandoning all these +beautiful and ministering material conditions which money had called +round them. It seemed so foolish, so incredibly silly—this mandate of +the physician. Could any place on the earth be more healthful, more +helpful to human life than this wide-porched, cool-halled house, this +garden, this air? What difference could a few thousand feet make on the +heart's action?</p> + +<p>The thought of putting away all hope of seeing Ben Fordyce came at last +to overtop all Bertha's other regrets as the lordly peak overrode the +clouds—and yet she was determined to go. Very quietly she told her +mother that she had decided to put off her visit to Sibley, and at 10:30 +she drove down to the station and sent her away composedly. At the +moment she was glad to get her out of the town, so that she should not +share in the grief of next day's departure. To Miss Franklin she then +confided the doctor's warning, and together they began to pack.</p> + +<p>Haney, with lowering brow and bleeding heart, went to his bed denouncing +himself. "I have no right to her. 'Tis the time for me to step out. If +the doctor knows his business, 'tis only a matter of a few weeks, +anyhow, when my seat in the game will be empty. Why not stay here in me +own home and so end it all comfortably?"</p> + +<p>This was so simple—and yet he spent most of the night fighting the +desire to live out those years the doctor had promised him. It was so +sweet to sit opposite that dear girl-face of a morning, to feel her hand +on his hair—now and again. "She's only a child—she can wait ten years +and still be young." But then came the thought: "'Tis harder for her to +wait than it is for me to go. 'Tis mere selfishness. What can I do in +the world? I have no interest in the game outside of her. No, Mart, the +consumptive is right, 'tis up to you to slip away, genteel and quiet, so +that your widow will not be troubled by anny gossip."</p> + +<p>To use the pistol was easy, the handle fitted his hand, but to die so +that no shock or shame would come to her, that was his problem. "I will +not leave her the widow of a suicide," he resolved. "I must go so sly, +so casual-like, that no one will be able to point the finger at her or +Ben."</p> + +<p>"Can I visit the mine once more?" he had asked Steele. "No," the doctor +had replied. "To go a thousand feet higher than this would be fatal."</p> + +<p>As he mused on this he began to feel the wonder of the body in which he +dwelt. That a machine so bulky and so gross could be so delicate that a +change in the pressure of the atmosphere might be fatal astonished him. +"I'll soon know," he said, "for I cross the range to-morrow."</p> + +<p>The dark shadow of the unseen world, once so dim and far, now rose +formidable as a mountain on the horizon of his thought. It was so +difficult to leave the house in which he had found peace and a strange +kind of happiness (the happiness of a soldier home on parole, +convalescent and content under the apple-trees)—it was very hard—and +the tenderness, the care, to which his little wife had returned and +which filled his heart with sweetness, added to his irresolution.</p> + +<p>He fell into deep sleep at last, still in debate with himself.</p> + +<p>He woke quietly next morning, like a child, and as his eyes took in the +big room in which he had slept for a year, surrounded by such luxury as +he had never dreamed of having (even for a day), life seemed very easy +of continuance, and Steele a mistaken egotist, a foul destroyer of men's +peace; but as he rose to dress and saw himself in the glass, the figure +he presented decided his hand. Was this Mart Haney—this unshaven, +haggard, and wrinkled old man?</p> + +<p>Leaning close to the mirror, he studied his face as if it were a mask. +Deep creases ran down on either side of the nose, giving to his gaze the +morose expression of an aged, slavering mastiff. His nerveless cheeks +depended. His neck was stringy. Puffy sacs lay under the eyes, and the +ashen pallor of his skin told how the heart was laboring to maintain +life's red current in its round.</p> + +<p>As he looked his decision was taken. "Mart, the game has run mostly in +your favor for twenty-five years—but 'tis agin ye now. The quiet old +gentleman with the bony grin holds the winning fist. Lay down your cards +and quit the board this day, like a man. Why drag on like this for a +year or two more, a burden to yourself and a curse to her."</p> + +<p>And yet, though crippled and gray, death was somehow more dreadful to +him at this moment than when in his remorseless and powerful young +manhood he had looked again and again into the murderous eyes of those +who were eager to shed his blood. He shivered at the thought of the dark +river, as those whose limbs having grown pale and thin dread the cold +wind of the night.</p> + +<p>"I wonder is the mother over there waitin' fer me?" he half whispered. +"If ye are, your soul will be floating far above me in the light, while +I—burdened by me sins—must wallow below in purgatory. But I go, and +the divil take his toll."</p> + +<p>There was not much preparation to be made. His will was written, fully +attested, and filed in a safe place. His small personal belongings he +was willing to leave in Bertha's hands. It was hardest of all to vanish +without a word of good-bye to any soul, but this was essential to his +plan. "No one must suspect design in me departure," he muttered. "I must +drop out—<i>by accident</i>. I must cut loose during the day, too—no night +trips for me—in a way that will look natural. If Steele knows his +business, Mart Haney will go out of the game on the summit, if not, 'tis +easy for a cripple to stagger and fall from a rock. Thank God, I leave +her as I found her—small credit to me in that."</p> + +<p>Lucius, coming in soon after, found his master unexpectedly cheerful and +vigorous.</p> + +<p>In answer to his query, the gambler said: "I take me medicine, Lucius, +like a Cheyenne. 'Tis all in the game. Some man must lose in order that +another may win. The wheel rolls and the board is charged in favor of +the bank. Damn the man that squeals when the cards fall fair."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVIII" id="CHAPTER_XXVIII"></a>CHAPTER XXVIII</h2> + +<h3>VIRTUE TRIUMPHS</h3> + + +<p>Mart maintained his deceptive cheer at the breakfast-table, and the +haggard look of the earlier hour passed away as he resolutely attacked +his chop. He spoke of his exile in a tone of resignation—mixed with +humor. "Sure, the old dad will have the laugh on us. He told us this was +the jumpin'-off place."</p> + +<p>"What will we do about the house?" asked Bertha. "Will we sell or rent?"</p> + +<p>"Nayther. Lave it as it is," replied he quickly. "So long as I live I +want to feel 'tis here ready for ye whinever ye wish to use it. 'Tis not +mine. Without you I never would have had it, and I want no other +mistress in it. Sure, every chair, every picture on the walls is there +because of ye. 'Tis all you, and no one else shall mar it while I live."</p> + +<p>This was the note which was most piercing in her ears, and she hastened +to stop it by remarking the expense of maintaining the place—its +possible decay and the like; but to all this he doggedly replied: "I +care not. I'd rather burn it and all there is in it than turn it over to +some other woman. Go you to Ben and tell him my will concerning it."</p> + +<p>This gave a new turn to her thought. "I don't want to do that. Why don't +you go and tell him yourself?"</p> + +<p>"Didn't the doctor say I must save meself worry? I hate to ask ye to +shoulder the heavy end of this proposition." His face lost its forced +smile. "I'm a sick man, darlin'; I know it now, and I must save meself +all I can. Ye may send Lucius down and bring him up, or we'll drive down +and see him; maybe the ride would do me good, but I can't climb them +stairs ag'in."</p> + +<p>The temptation to see Ben once more, alone in the bright office, proved +too great for Bertha's resolution, and she answered: "All right, I'll +go, but only to bring him down to you. You must give the orders about +the house."</p> + +<p>In spite of his iron determination to be of good cheer in her presence, +Mart's lips quivered with pain of parting as he looked round the +splendid dining-room, into which the sunlight was pouring. Suddenly he +broke forth: "Ye <i>must</i> stay here, darlin'—never mind me. 'Tis a sin +and a shame to ask ye to lave all this to go with a poor old—"</p> + +<p>"Stop that!" she called, sharply. "I won't listen to any such talk," and +he said no more.</p> + +<p>They decided to go down about ten o'clock, when the daily tide of his +life rode highest. This hour suited his own plan, for a train left for +the mountains not long after, and he had resolved to make his escape +while Bertha was with Ben in the office. "There will be no need of any +change in the house," he thought, "but 'twill do no hurt for them to +talk it all over."</p> + +<p>For an hour or two he hobbled about the yard and garden, taking a final +look at the horses and dogs, and his face was very lax and gray and his +voice broken as he talked with his men, who had learned of the doctor's +orders, and were awkwardly silent with sympathy. He soon grew tired and +came back to the porch to rest and wait for the hour of his departure. +Settling into his accustomed chair, which faced directly upon the +mountains over which the sun, wearing to the south, was beginning to +hang its vivid shadows, he sat like a man of bronze. The clouds which +each day clothed the scarred and naked peaks with a mantle of ermine and +purple, were already assembling. The range assumed a new and +overpowering grandeur in his eyes, for it typified the Big Divide, which +lay between him and the country of the soundless, dawnless night.</p> + +<p>Up that deep fold which lay between the chieftain and his consort to the +north ran the western way—a trail with no returning footprints; and the +thought made his heart beat painfully, while a sense of the wonder and +the terror of death came to him. He was going away as the wounded +grizzly crawls to the thicket to die, unseen of his kind, even of his +mate.</p> + +<p>To never return! To mount and mount, each league separating him forever +from the mansion he had come to enjoy, the wife he loved better than his +own life. "I cannot believe it," he whispered, "and yet I must make it +so."</p> + +<p>Then he began to wonder, grimly, just when his heart would fail, just +where it would burst like a rotten cinch. "Will it be on the train? +Suppose I last to the coal-switch, then I must climb to the mine. +Suppose I live to reach the mine, then what? Oh, well, 'tis easy to slip +from the cliff."</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, out under the trees, the gardener was spading turf, the +lawn-mower was purring briskly and as though no sentence of death had +been passed upon the master of the place. In this Haney saw the world's +action typified. The individual is of little value—the race alone +counts.</p> + +<p>He shuffled down to meet the carriage at the gate, and Lucius helped him +in before Bertha could reach him, and they drove off down the street so +exactly in their usual way that Bertha was moved to say: "I don't +believe it! I can't realize we're quitting this town to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"No more can I, but I reckon it's good-bye all the same—for me, anyhow. +I despise meself for asking ye to go, darlin'—I <i>don't</i> ask it. Stay +you! I'm not demanding anything at all. 'Tis fitter for me to go alone. +Stay on, darlin'—'twill comfort me to lave ye safe and happy here."</p> + +<p>She shook her head with quite as much determination as he. "No, Mart, my +mind is made up—I know my job, and I'm going to muckle to it like a +little lady, so don't fuss."</p> + +<p>The air was beautifully clear and bracing, and a minute later Haney +remarked, sadly: "I reckon the doctor knows his trade, but 'tis bitter +nonsense to me when a man says the murky wind of the low country is +better for a sick man than this."</p> + +<p>She was very tender at heart as she replied: "I'm afraid he's right, +Mart. I could see you weren't so well here; but I was selfish—I tried +to argue different. You'll be better down below, that's dead certain."</p> + +<p>"Well, the bets are all laid and the wheel spinning. I'm ready to take +me exile—but I hate to drag ye down with me."</p> + +<p>"Don't worry about me," she answered, with intent to reassure him. "To +be honest, I kind o' like the East."</p> + +<p>At the door of Ben's office building she got out, leaving him in the +carriage. As she looked back at him from the doorway something which +seemed like anguish in his face moved her, and she returned to the wheel +to say, "Never mind, Mart, we'll buy a new home down there."</p> + +<p>He was struggling as if with the pangs of death, but he said, "'Tis +childish, I know, but I hate to say good-bye to it all."</p> + +<p>She patted his hand as if soothing a child, and, turning, mounted the +stairway. How weak and old he seemed at the moment!</p> + +<p>Fordyce was at work. She could hear his typewriter click laboriously (he +was his own typist as yet), and she stood for a moment in the hall with +hand pressed hard upon her bosom, the full significance of this last +visit overwhelming her. Here was the end of her own happiness—the +beginning of long-drawn misery and heart-hunger. Her blood beat +tumultuously in her throat, and each throb was a physical, smothering +pain.</p> + +<p>At last she grew calmer and knocked. Ben opened the door, and his face +shone with joy. "You're late!" he reproachfully exclaimed; then, as he +peered into the hall, he asked, "Where's the Captain?"</p> + +<p>She was very white as she answered: "He can't come up this morning. He +ain't able."</p> + +<p>"Is he worse?" His face expressed swift concern.</p> + +<p>"Yes—Dr. Steele came last night and examined him—"</p> + +<p>"What did he say?"</p> + +<p>"He told us to 'get out' of here—quick."</p> + +<p>He drew her in and shut the door. "Tell me all about it. What is the +matter?"</p> + +<p>"It's his heart. He can't stand it here. We've got to get away—down the +slope—to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Not to stay?"</p> + +<p>"That's what Steele says. Mart's in bad shape."</p> + +<p>He searched her face with earnest gaze. "I can't understand that. He +seemed so happy and so much better, too."</p> + +<p>"He's been a good deal worse than he let on, or else he fooled himself. +The doctor found his heart jumping cogs right along."</p> + +<p>"And he positively ordered you to go below?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—he scared me. He said Mart might die any minute—if he stayed."</p> + +<p>In the silence that followed his face became almost as white as her own, +for he understood and shared her temptation. At last he said, slowly, +"And you are going with him?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I must. Don't you see I must?"</p> + +<p>He understood, too. Haney had refused to go without her, and to stay +would be to shorten his life.</p> + +<p>"How did the Captain take it?" he asked with effort.</p> + +<p>"Mighty hard at first, but he's fairly cheerful to-day. He wants to +leave me here—but I'm going with him. It's my business to be where he +is," she added. "He sure needs me now."</p> + +<p>"What are you going to do with the house?"</p> + +<p>"Leave it just as it is. He won't sell it or rent it. He wants you to +look after all his business just the same—"</p> + +<p>"I can't do that."</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>"Because I don't intend to stay here." As he spoke his excitement +mounted. "My little world was all askew before you came. You've put the +finishing-touch to it. I'm ready to make my own will at this moment."</p> + +<p>"You mustn't talk that way," she admonished. "I don't like to see you +lose your grip." Her words were commonplace, but her hesitating, +tremulous voice betrayed her and exalted him. "I'm—we are depending on +you."</p> + +<p>His face, his eyes, filled her with light. She forgot all the rest of +the world for the moment, and he, looking upon her with a knowledge that +she loved him and was about to leave him, spoke fatefully—as if the +words came forth in spite of his will. "You don't seem to realize how +deeply I'm going to miss you. You cannot know how much your presence +means to me here in this small town. I will not stay on without the hope +of seeing you. If you go, I will not remain here another day."</p> + +<p>She fought against the feeling of pride, of joy, which these words gave +her. "You mustn't say that—you've got to stay with Alice."</p> + +<p>"Alice!" his voice rose. "Alice has given me back my ring and is going +home. When you are gone, what is left in this town for me?" He rose and +walked up and down, a choking sob in his throat. "My God! It's horrible +to feel our good days ending in a crash like this. What does it all +mean? I refuse to admit that our shining little world is only a house of +cards. Are we never to see each other again? I refuse to say good-bye. I +won't have it so!" He faced her again with curt inquiry. "Where are you +going to live?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know—maybe in Chicago—maybe in New York."</p> + +<p>"No matter where it is, I will come to you. I cannot lose you out of my +life—I will not!"</p> + +<p>"No, you mustn't do that. It ain't square to Mart—I can't see you any +more—now."</p> + +<p>He seized upon the significance of that little final word. "What do you +mean by <i>now</i>? Do you mean because Mart is worse? Or do you mean that I +have forfeited your good-will by my own action?" He came closer to her +and his voice was low and insistent as he continued: "Or do you +mean—something very sweet and comforting to me? Do you love me, Bertie? +Do you? Is that your meaning?"</p> + +<p>She struggled against him as she answered: "I don't know—Yes, I do +know—it ain't right for me—for you to say these things to me while I +am Mart Haney's wife."</p> + +<p>He caught at her hands and looked upon her with face grown older and +graver as he bitterly wailed: "Why couldn't we have met before you went +to him? You must not go with him now, for you are mine at heart, you +belong to me."</p> + +<p>She rose with instinctive desire to flee, but he held her hands in both +of his and hurried on: "You do love me! I am sure of it! Why try to +conceal it? You would marry me if you were free?" His eyes pierced her +as he proceeded, transformed by the power of his own plea. "We belong to +each other—don't you know we do? I am sorry for Alice, but I do not +love her—I never loved her as I love you. She understands this. That is +why she has returned my ring—there is nothing further for me to say to +her. As for Marshall Haney I pity him, as you do, but he has no right to +claim you."</p> + +<p>"He don't claim me. He wants me to stay here."</p> + +<p>"Then why don't you?"</p> + +<p>"Because he needs me."</p> + +<p>"So do I need you."</p> + +<p>"But not the way—I mean he is sick and helpless."</p> + +<p>He drew her closer. "You must not go. I will not let you go. You're a +part of my life now." His words ceased, but his eyes called with burning +intensity.</p> + +<p>She struggled, not against him, but in opposition to something within +herself which seemed about to overwhelm her will. It was so easy to +listen, to yield—and so hard to free her hands and turn away, but the +thought of Haney waiting, and a knowledge of his confident trust in her, +brought back her sterner self.</p> + +<p>"No!" she cried out sharply, imperiously. "I won't have it! You mustn't +touch me again, not while he lives! You mustn't even see me again!"</p> + +<p>He understood and respected her resolution, but could not release her at +the moment. "Won't you kiss me good-bye?"</p> + +<p>She drew her hands away. "No, it's all wrong, and you know it! I'll +despise you if you touch me again! Good-bye!"</p> + +<p>Thereupon his clean, bright, honorable soul responded to her reproof, +rose to dominion over the flesh, and he said: "Forgive me. I didn't mean +to tempt you to anything wrong. Good-bye!" and so they parted in such +anguish as only lovers know when farewells seem final, and their empty +hearts, calling for a word of promise, are denied.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIX" id="CHAPTER_XXIX"></a>CHAPTER XXIX</h2> + +<h3>MARSHALL HANEY'S LAST TRAIL</h3> + + +<p>Marshall Haney was a brave man, and his resolution was fully taken, but +that final touch of Bertha's hand upon his arm very nearly unnerved him. +His courage abruptly fell away, and, leaning back against the cushions +of his carriage, with closed eyelids (from which the hot tears dripped), +he gave himself up to the temptation of a renewal of his life. It was +harder to go, infinitely harder, because of that impulsive, sweet +caress. Her face was so beautiful, too, with that upward, tender, +pitying look upon it!</p> + +<p>While still he sat weak and hesitant, a roughly dressed man of large and +decisive movement stopped and greeted him. "Hello, Mart, how are you +this fine day?"</p> + +<p>Haney put his tragic mask away with a stroke of his hand, and hastily +replied: "Comin' along, Dan, comin' along. How are things up on the +peak?"</p> + +<p>"Still pretty mixed," replied the miner, lightly; then, with a further +look around, he stepped a little nearer the wheel. "Hell's about to +break loose again, Mart."</p> + +<p>"What's the latest?"</p> + +<p>"I can't go into details, and I mustn't be seen talking with you, but +Williams is in for trouble. Tell him to reverse engine for a few weeks. +Good-day," and he walked off, leaving the impression of having been sent +to convey a friendly warning.</p> + +<p>Haney seized upon this message. His resolution returned. His voice took +on edge and decision. "Oscar," he called quickly, "drive me down to the +station, I want to get that ten-thirty-seven train."</p> + +<p>As the driver chirruped to his horses and swung out into the street, +Marshall Haney, with full understanding that this was to be his eternal +farewell, turned and looked up, hoping to catch a last glimpse of his +wife's sweet face at the window. A sign, a smile, a beckoning, and his +purpose might still have faltered, but the recall did not take place, +and facing the west he became again the man of will. When the carriage +drew up to the platform he gave orders to his coachman as quietly as +though this were his usual morning ride. "Now, Oscar, you heard what +that friend of mine said?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"Well, forget it."</p> + +<p>"Very well, sir."</p> + +<p>"But tell Mrs. Haney I've gone up to the mine. You can say to her that +Williams sent for me. You can tell her, but to no one else, what you +heard Dan say. You understand?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"All right, that stands. Now you go home and wait till about +twelve-thirty. Then go down for Mrs. Haney."</p> + +<p>The coachman, a stolid, reliable man, well trained to his duties, did +not offer to assist his master, but sat in most approved alertness upon +his box while Haney painfully descended to the walk.</p> + +<p>The train was about to move, and the conductor had already signalled the +engineer to "go ahead," but at sight of the gambler, whom he knew, +stopped the train and helped Haney aboard. "A minute more and you would +have been left. Going up to the mine, I reckon?"</p> + +<p>They were still on the platform as Mart answered, "Yes, I'm due to take +a hand in the game up there." He said this with intent to cover his +trail.</p> + +<p>He was all but breathless as he dropped into a seat near the door. The +sense of leaden weakness with which he had come to struggle daily had +deepened at the moment into a smothering pain which threatened to blind +him.</p> + +<p>"I must be quiet," he thought—"I will not die in the car." There seemed +something disgraceful, something ignominious in such a death.</p> + +<p>Gradually his fear of this misfortune grew less. "What does it matter +where death comes or when it comes? The quicker the better for all +concerned."</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, he opened the little phial of medicine which Steele had +given him and swallowed two of the pellets. That they were a powerful +stimulant of the heart he knew, but that an overdose would kill he only +suspected from Steele's word of caution.</p> + +<p>They were, indeed, magical in their effect. His brain cleared, his pulse +grew stronger, and the feeling of benumbing weakness which dismayed him +passed away.</p> + +<p>The conductor, on his round, found him sitting silently at the window, +very pale and very stern, his eyes fixed upon the brawling stream along +whose winding course the railway climbed. While noting the number of +Mart's pass the official leaned over and spoke in a low voice, but Haney +heard what he said as through a mist. He was no longer moved by the +sound of the bugle. A labor war was temporary, like a storm in the +pines. It might arrest the mining for a few weeks or a month, but +through it all, no matter what happened, deep down in the earth lay +Bertha's wealth, secure of any marauder. So much he was able to reason +out.</p> + +<p>One or two of the passengers who knew him drew near, civilly inquiring +as to his health, and to each one he explained that he was on the gain +and that he was going up to the camp to study conditions for himself. +They were all greatly excited by the news of battle, but they did not +succeed in conveying their emotion to Haney. With impassive countenance +he listened, and at the end remarked: "'Tis all of a stripe to me, boys. +I'm like the soldier on the battle-field with both legs shot off. I hear +the shouting and the tumult, but I'm out of the running."</p> + +<p>Without understanding his mood, they withdrew, leaving him alone. His +mind went back to Bertha. "What will she do when she finds me gone? She +will not be scared at first. She will wire to stop me; but no +matter—before she can reach me, I'll be high in the hills."</p> + +<p>He could not prevent his mind from dwelling on her. He tried to fix his +thoughts upon his life as a boyish adventurer, but could not keep to +those earlier periods of his career. All of his days before meeting her +seemed base or trivial or purposeless. She filled his memory to the +exclusion of all other loves and desires. She was at once his wife and +his child. He possessed a thousand bright pictures of her swift and +graceful body, her sunny smile, her sweet, grave eyes. He recalled the +first time he saw her on the street in Sibley, and groaned to think how +basely he had planned against her. "She never knew that, thank God!" he +said, fervently.</p> + +<p>Then came that unforgetable drive to the ranch, when she put her hand in +his—and on this hour he dwelt long, searching his mind deeply in order +that no grain of its golden store of incident should escape him. His +throat again began to ache with a full sense of the loss he was +inflicting upon himself. "'Tis a lonely trail I'm takin' for your sake, +darlin'," he whispered, "but 'tis all for the best."</p> + +<p>Slowly the train creaked and circled up the heights, following the sharp +turnings of the stream, passing small towns which were in effect summer +camps of pleasure-seekers, on and upward into the moist heights where +the grass was yet green and the slopes gay with flowers. A mood of +exaltation came upon the doomed man as he rose. This was the place to +die—up here where the affairs of men sank into insignificance like the +sound of the mills and the rumble of trains. Here the centuries circled +like swallows and the personal was lost in the ocean of silence.</p> + +<p>At one of these towns which stood almost at the summit of the pass the +conductor brought a telegram, and Mart seized it with eager, trembling +hands. It was (as he expected) a warning from Bertha. She implored him +to let the mine go and to return by the next train.</p> + +<p>He was too nerveless of fingers to put the sheet back within its +envelope, and so thrust it, a crumpled mass, into his pocket. It was as +if her hand was at his shoulder, her voice in his ear, but he did not +falter. To go back now would be but a renewal of his torture. There +could not come a better time to go—to go and leave no suspicion of his +purpose behind him.</p> + +<p>Just over the summit, at a bare little station, the train was held for +orders, and Haney, who was again suffocating and almost blind, took +another dose of the mysterious drug, and with its effect returned to a +dim perception of his surroundings. He was able vaguely to recall that a +trail which began just back of the depot mounted the hill towards his +largest mine. A desire to see Williams, his faithful partner, his most +loyal friend, came over him, and, rising to his feet, he painfully crept +down the aisle to the rear of the car and dropped off unnoticed, just as +the conductor's warning cry started a rush for the train.</p> + +<p>As the last coach disappeared round the turn the essential bleak +loneliness of the place returned. The station seemed deserted by every +human being, even the operator was lost to sight, and the gambler, +utterly solitary, with clouded brain and laboring breath, turned towards +the height, his left leg dragging like a shackle.</p> + +<p>For the first half-mile the way was easy, and by moving slowly he +suffered less pain than he had expected. Around him the frost-smitten +aspens were shivering in the wind, their sparse leaves dangling like +coins of red-and-yellow gold, and all the billowing land below, to the +west, was iridescent with green and flame-color and crimson. A voiceless +regret, a dim, wide-reaching, wistful sadness came over him, but did not +shake his resolution. He had but to look down at his crippled body to +know that the beauty of the world was no longer his to enjoy. His days +were now but days of pain.</p> + +<p>He had always loved the heights. From the time he had first sighted this +range he had never failed to experience a peculiar exaltation as he +mounted above the ranch and the mine. Gambler and night-owl though he +had been, he had often spent his afternoons on horseback riding high +above the camps, and now some small part of his love of the upper air +came back to lead him towards his grave. With face turned to the +solitudes of the snows, with ever-faltering steps, he commenced his +challenging march towards death.</p> + +<p>At the first sharp up-raise in the way his heart began to pound and he +swayed blindly to and fro, unable to proceed. For an instant he looked +down in dismay at the rocky, waiting earth, a most inhospitable grave. A +few minutes' rest against a tree, and his brain cleared. "Higher—I must +go higher," he said to himself; "they'll find me here."</p> + +<p>As he rose he could see the town spread wide on the hill-tops beneath +him—the cabins mere cubes, the mill a child's toy. He could discern men +like ants moving to and fro as if in some special excitement—but he did +not concern himself with the cause. His one thought was to mount—to +blend with the firs and the rocks. He drew the phial from his pocket and +held it in his hand in readiness, with a dull fear that the chemical +would prove too small, too weak, to end his pain.</p> + +<p>It was utterly silent and appallingly lonely on this side of the great +peak. Hunters were few and prospectors were seldom seen. These +upward-looping trails led to no mine—only to abandoned prospect +holes—for no mineral had ever been found on the western slope. The +copses held no life other than a few minute squirrels, and no sound +broke the silence save the insolent cry of an occasional jay or +camp-bird. To die here was surely to die alone and to lie alone, as the +fallen cedar lies, wrought upon by the wind and the snows and the rain.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, his suicidal idea persisted. It had become the one final, +overpowering, directing resolution. There is no passion more persistent +than that which leads to self-destruction. In the midst of the blinding +swirl of his thought he maintained his purpose to put himself above the +world of human effort and to become a brother of the clod, to mix +forever with the mould.</p> + +<p>Slowly he dragged himself upward, foot by foot, seeking the friendly +shelter and obscurity of a grove of firs just above him. Twice he sank +to his knees, a numbing pain at the base of his brain, his breath +roaring, his lips dry, but each time he rose and struggled on, eager to +reach the green and grateful shelter of the forest, filled with desire +to thrust himself into its solitude; and when at last he felt the chill +of the shadow and realized that he was surely hidden from all the world, +he turned, poised for an instant on a mound where the trail doubled +sharply, gave one long, slow glance around, then hurled himself down the +rocky slope. Even as he leaped his heart seemed to burst and he fell +like a clod and lay without further motion. It was as if he had been +smitten in flight by a rifle-ball.</p> + +<p>Around him the small animals of the wood frolicked, and the jay called +inquiringly, but he neither saw nor heard. He was himself but a gasping +creature, with reason entirely engaged in the blind struggle which the +physical organism was instinctively making to continue in its wonted +ways. All the world and all his desires, save a longing for his fair +young wife, were lost out of his mind, and he thought of Bertha only in +a dim and formless way—feeling his need of her and dumbly wondering why +she did not come. In final, desperate agony, he lifted the phial of +strychnine to his lips, hoping that it might put an end to his +suffering; but before this act was completed a sweet, devouring flood of +forgetfulness swept over him, his hand dropped, and the unopened bottle +rolled away out of his reach. Then the golden sunlight darkened out of +his sky, and he died—as the desert lion dies—alone.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>When they found him two days later he lay with his head pillowed upon +his left arm, his right hand outspread upon the pine leaves—palm upward +as if to show its emptiness. A bird—the roguish gray magpie—had stolen +away the phial as if in consideration of the dead man's wish, and no +sign of his last despairing act was visible to those who looked into his +face. His going was well planned. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Money Magic + A Novel + +Author: Hamlin Garland + +Release Date: October 23, 2009 [EBook #30318] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONEY MAGIC *** + + + + +Produced by David Yingling, Bethanne M. Simms, Mary Meehan +and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at +http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + MONEY MAGIC + + By HAMLIN GARLAND + + +SUNSET EDITION + +HARPER & BROTHERS +NEW YORK AND LONDON + +COPYRIGHT 1907 BY HAMLIN GARLAND + + + + +[Illustration: HE ROSE AND WALKED UP AND DOWN] + + + + +CONTENTS + + + I. THE CLERK OF THE GOLDEN EAGLE + + II. MARSHALL HANEY CHANGES HEART + + III. BERTHA YIELDS TO TEMPTATION + + IV. HANEY MEETS AN AVENGER + + V. BERTHA'S UPWARD FLIGHT + + VI. THE HANEY PALACE + + VII. BERTHA REPULSES AN ENEMY + + VIII. BERTHA RECEIVES AN INVITATION + + IX. BERTHA MEETS BEN FORDYCE + + X. BEN FORDYCE CALLS ON HORSEBACK + + XI. BEN BECOMES ADVISER TO MRS. HANEY + + XII. ALICE HEATH HAS A VISION + + XIII. BERTHA'S YELLOW CART + + XIV. THE JOLLY SEND-OFF + + XV. MART'S VISIT TO HIS SISTER + + XVI. A DINNER AND A PLAY + + XVII. BERTHA BECOMES A PATRON OF ART + + XVIII. BERTHA'S PORTRAIT IS DISCUSSED + + XIX. THE FARTHER EAST + + XX. BERTHA MEETS MANHATTAN + + XXI. BERTHA MAKES A PROMISE + + XXII. THE SERPENT'S COIL + + XXIII. BERTHA'S FLIGHT + + XXIV. THE HANEYS RETURN TO THE PEAKS + + XXV. BERTHA'S DECISION + + XXVI. ALICE VISITS HANEY + + XXVII. MARSHALL HANEY'S SENTENCE + + XXVIII. VIRTUE TRIUMPHS + + XXIX. MARSHALL HANEY'S LAST TRAIL + + + + +MONEY MAGIC + + + + +CHAPTER I + +THE CLERK OF THE GOLDEN EAGLE + + +Sibley Junction is in the sub-tropic zone of Colorado. It lies in a hot, +dry, but immensely productive valley at an altitude of some four +thousand feet above the sea, a village laced with irrigating ditches, +shaded by big cotton-wood-trees, and beat upon by a genial, +generous-minded sun. The boarders at the Golden Eagle Hotel can sit on +the front stoop and see the snow-filled ravines of the mountains to the +south, and almost hear the thunder crashing round old Uncompahgre, even +when the broad leaves above their heads are pulseless and the heat of +the mid-day light is a cataract of molten metal. + +It is, as I have said, a productive land, for upon this ashen, +cactus-spotted, repellent flat men have directed the cool, sweet water +of the upper world, and wherever this life-giving fluid touches the soil +grass and grain spring up like magic. + +For all its wild and beautiful setting, Sibley is now a town of farmers +and traders rather than of miners. The wagons entering the gates are +laden with wheat and melons and peaches rather than with ore and +giant-powder, and the hotels are frequented by ranchers of prosaic +aspect, by passing drummers for shoes and sugars, and by the barbers and +clerks of near-by shops. It is, in fact, a bit of slow-going village +life dropped between the diabolism of Cripple Creek and the decay of +Creede. + +Nevertheless, now and then a genuine trailer from the heights, or +cow-man from the mesas, does drop into town on some transient business +and, with his peculiar speech and stride, remind the lazy town-loafers +of the vigorous life going on far above them. Such types nearly always +put up at the Eagle Hotel, which was a boarding-house advanced to the +sidewalk of the main street and possessing a register. + +At the time of this story trade was good at the Eagle for two reasons. +Mrs. Gilman was both landlady and cook, and an excellent cook, and, what +was still more alluring, Bertha, her pretty daughter, was day-clerk and +general manager. Customers of the drummer type are very loyal to their +hotels, and amazingly sensitive to female charm--therefore Bertha, who +would have been called an attractive girl anywhere, was widely known and +tenderly recalled by every brakeman on the line. She was tall and +straight, with brown hair and big, candid, serious eyes--wistful when in +repose, boyishly frank and direct as she stood behind her desk attending +to business, or smiling as she sped her parting guests at the door. + +"I know Bertie ought to be in school," Mrs. Gilman said one day to a +sympathetic guest. "But what can I do? We got to live. I didn't come out +here for my health, but goodness knows I never expected to slave away in +a hot kitchen in this way. If Mr. Gilman had lived--" + +It was her habit to leave her demonstrations--even her +sentences--unfinished, a peculiarity arising partly from her need of +hastening to prevent some pot from boiling over and partly from her +failing powers. She had been handsome once--but the heat of the stove, +the steam of the washtub, and the vexation and prolonged effort of her +daily life had warped and faded and battered her into a pathetic wreck +of womanhood. + +"I'm going to quit this thing as soon as I get my son's ranch paid for. +You see--" + +She did not finish this, but her friend understood. Bertha's time for +schooling was past. She had already entered upon the maiden's land of +dreams--of romance. The men who had hitherto courted her, +half-laughingly, half-guiltily, knowing that she was a child, had at +last dropped all subterfuge. To them she was a "girl," with all that +this word means to males not too scrupulous of the rights of women. + +"I oughtn't to quit now when business is so good," Mrs. Gilman returned +to the dining-room to add. "I'm full all the time and crowded on +Saturday. More and more of the boys come down the line on purpose to +stay over Sunday. If I can stick it out a little while--" + +The reason why "the boys came down the line to stay over Sunday," was +put into words one day by Winchell, the barber, who took his meals at +the Eagle. + +He was a cleanly shaven young man of twenty-four or five, with a +carefully tended brown mustache which drooped below the corners of his +mouth. + +He began by saying to Bertha: + +"I wish I could get out of my business. Judas, but I get tired of it! +When I left the farm I never s'posed I'd find myself nailed down to the +floor of a barber-shop, but here I am and making good money. How'd you +like to go on a ranch?" he asked, meaningly. + +"I don't believe I'd like it. Too lonesome," she replied, without any +attempt to coquette with the hidden meaning of his question. "I kind o' +like this hotel business. I enjoy having new people sifting along every +day. Seems like I couldn't bear to step out into private life again, +I've got so used to this public thing. I only wish mother didn't have to +work so hard--that's all that troubles me at the present time." + +Her speech was quite unlike the birdlike chatter with which girls of her +age entertain a lover. She spoke rather slowly and with the gravity of a +man of business, and her blunt phrases made her smile the more +bewitching and her big, brown eyes the more girlish. She did not giggle +or flush--she only looked past his smirking face out into the street +where the sun's rays lay like flame. And yet she was profoundly moved by +the man, for he was a handsome fellow in a sleek way. + +"Just the same, you oughtn't to be clerk," said the barber. "It's no +place for a girl, anyway. Housekeeping is all right, but this clerking +is too public." + +"Oh, I don't know! We have a mighty nice run of custom, and I don't see +anything bad about it. I've met a lot of good fellows by being here." + +The barber was silent for a moment, then pulled out his watch. "Well, +I've got to get back." He dropped his voice. "Don't let 'em get gay with +you. Remember, I've got a mortgage on you. If any of 'em gets fresh you +let me know--they won't repeat it." + +"Don't you worry," she replied, with a confident smile. "I can take care +of myself. I grew up in Colorado. I'm no tenderfoot." + +This boast, so childish, so full of pathetic self-assertion, was still +on her lips when a couple of men came out of the dining-room and paused +to buy some cigars at the counter. One of them was at first sight a very +handsome man of pronounced Western sort. He wore a long, gray frock-coat +without vest, and a dark-blue, stiffly starched shirt, over which a red +necktie fluttered. His carriage was erect, his hands large of motion, +and his profile very fine in its bold lines. His eyes were gray and in +expression cold and penetrating, his nose was broad, and the corners of +his mouth bitter. He could not be called young, and yet he was not even +middle-aged. His voice was deep, and harsh in accent, but as he spoke to +the girl a certain sweetness came into it. + +"Well, Babe, here I am again. Couldn't get along without coming down to +spend Sunday--seems like Williams must go to church on Sunday or lose +his chance o' grace." + +His companion, a short man with a black mustache that almost made a +circle about his mouth, grinned in silence. + +Bertha replied, "I think I'll take a forenoon off to-morrow, Captain +Haney, and see that you both go to mass for once in your life." + +The big man looked at her with sudden intensity. "If you'll take +me--I'll go." There was something in his voice and eyes that startled +the girl. She drew back a little, but smiled bravely, carrying out the +jest. + +"I'll call you on that. Unless you take water, you go to church +to-morrow." + +The big man shoved his companion away and, leaning across the counter, +said, in a low and deeply significant tone: + +"There ain't a thing in this world that you can't do with Mart +Haney--not a thing. That's what I came down here to tell you--you can +boss my ranch any day." + +The girl was visibly alarmed, but as she still stood fascinated by his +eyes and voice, struggling to recover her serenity, another group of +diners came noisily past, and the big man, with a parting look, went out +and took a seat on one of the chairs which stood in a row upon the walk. +The hand which held the cigar visibly trembled, and his companion said: + +"Be careful, Mart--" + +Haney silenced him with a look. "You're on the outside here, partner." + +"I didn't mean to butt in--" + +"I understand, but this is a matter between that little girl and me," +replied the big man in a tone that, while friendly, ended all further +remark on the part of his companion, who rose, after a little pause, and +walked away. + +Haney remained seated, buried in thought, amazed at the fever which his +encounter with the girl had put into his blood. + +It was true that he had been coming down every Saturday for +weeks--leaving his big saloon on the best evening in the week for a +chance to see this child--this boyish school-girl. In a savage, selfish, +and unrestrained way he loved her, and had determined to possess her--to +buy her if necessary. He knew something of the toil through which the +weary mother plodded, and he watched her bend and fade with a certainty +that she would one day be on his side. + +When at home and afar from her, he felt capable of seizing the girl--of +carrying her back with him as the old-time savage won his bride; but +when he looked into her clear, calm eyes his villiany, his resolution +fell away from him. He found himself not merely a man of the nearer +time, but a Catholic--in training at least--and the words he had planned +to utter fell dead on his lips. Libertine though he was, there were +lines over which even his lawlessness could not break. + +He was a desperate character--a man of violence--and none too delicate +in his life among women; but away back in his boyhood his good Irish +mother had taught him to fight fair and to protect the younger and +weaker children, and this training led to the most curious and +unexpected acts in his business as a gambler. + +"I will not have boys at my lay-out," he once angrily said, to Williams, +his partner, "and I will not have women there. I've sins enough to +answer for without these. Cut 'em out!" He was oddly generous now and +then, and often returned to a greenhorn money enough to get home on. +"Stay on the farm, me lad--'tis better to milk a cow with a mosquito on +the back of your neck than to fill a cell at Cańon City." + +In other ways he was inexorable, taking the hazards of the game with his +visitors and raking in their money with cold eyes and a steady hand. He +collected all notes remorselessly--and it was in this way that he had +acquired his interests in "The Bottom Dollar" and "The Flora" +mines--"prospects" at the time, but immensely valuable at the present. +It was, indeed, this new and measurably respectable wealth which had +determined him upon pressing his suit with Bertha. As he sat there he +came to a most momentous conclusion. "Why not marry the girl and live +honest?" he asked himself; and being moved by the memory of her +sweetness and humor, he said, "I will," and the resolution filled his +heart with a strange delight. + +He presented the matter first to the mother, not with any intention of +doing the right thing, but merely because she happened into the room +before the girl returned, and because he was overflowing with his +new-found grace. + +Mrs. Gilman came in wiping her face on her apron--as his mother used to +do--and this touched him almost like a caress. He rose and offered her a +chair, which she accepted, highly flattered. + +"It must seem warm to you down here, Captain?" she remarked, as she took +a seat beside him. + +"It does. I wouldn't need to suffer it if you were doing business in +Cripple. I can't leave go your Johnny-cake and pie; 'tis the kind that +mother didn't make--for she was Irish." + +"I've thought of going up there," she replied, matter-of-factly, "but I +can't stand the altitude, I'm afraid--and then down here we have my +son's little ranch to furnish us eggs and vegetables." + +"That's an advantage," he admitted; "but on the peak no one expects +vegetables--it's still a matter of ham and eggs." + +"Is that so?" she asked, concernedly. + +"'Tis indeed. I live at the Palace Hotel, and I know. However, 'tis not +of that I intended to speak, Mrs. Gilman. I'm distressed to see you +working so hard this warm weather. You need a rest--a vacation, I'm +thinkin'." + +"You're mighty neighborly, Captain, to say so, but I don't see any way +of taking it." + +"Furthermore, your daughter is too fine to be clerkin' here day by day. +She should be in a home of her own." + +"She ought to be in school," sighed the mother, "but I don't see my way +to hiring anybody to fill her place--it would take a man to do her +work." + +"It would so. She's a rare little business woman. Let me see, how old is +she?" + +"Eighteen next November." + +"She seems like a woman of twenty." + +"I couldn't run for a week without her," answered the mother, rolling +down her sleeves in acknowledgment that they had entered upon a real +conversation. + +"She's a little queen," declared Haney. + +It was very hot and the flies were buzzing about, but the big gambler +had no mind to these discomforts, so intent was he upon bringing his +proposal before the mother. Straightened in his chair and fixing a keen +glance upon her face, he began his attack. "'Tis folly to allow anything +to trouble you, my dear woman--if anny debt presses, let me know, and +I'll lift it for ye." + +The weary mother felt the sincerity of his offer, and replied, with much +feeling: "You're mighty good, Captain Haney, but we're more than holding +our own, and another year will see the ranch clear. I'm just as much +obliged to you, though; you're a true friend." + +"But I don't like to think of you here for another year--and Bertie +should not stand here another day with every Tom, Dick, and Harry +passin' their blarney with her. She's fitter to be mistress of a big +house of her own, an' 'tis that I've the mind to give her; and I can, +for I'm no longer on the ragged edge. I own two of the best mines on the +hill, and I want her to share me good-fortune with me." + +Mrs. Gilman, worn out as she was, was still quick where her daughter's +welfare was concerned, and she looked at the big man with wonder and +inquiry, and a certain accusation in her glance. + +"What do you mean, Captain?" + +The big gambler was at last face to face with his decision, and with but +a moment's hesitation replied, "As my wife, I mean, of course." + +She sank back in her chair and looked at him with eyes of consternation. +"Why, Captain Haney! Do you really mean that?" + +"I do!" He had a feeling at the moment that he had always been honorable +in his intentions. + +"But--but--you're so old--I mean so much older--" + +"I know I am, and I'm rough. I don't deny that. I'm forty, but then I'm +what they call well preserved," he smiled, winningly, "and I'll soon +have an income of wan hundred thousand dollars a year." + +This turned the current of her emotion--she gasped. "One hundred +thousand dollars!" + +He held up a warning hand. "Sh! now that's between us. There are those +younger than I, 'tis true, but there is a kind of saving grace in money. +I can take you all out of this daily tile like winkin'--all you need to +do is to say the wan word and we'll have a house in Colorado Springs or +Denver--or even in New York. For what did you think I left me business +on the busiest day of every week? It was to see your sweet daughter, and +I came this time to ask her to go back with me." + +"What did she say?" + +"She has not said. We had no time to talk. What I propose now is that we +take a drive out to the ranch and talk it over. Williams will fill her +place here. In fact, the house is mine. I bought it this morning." + +The poor woman sat like one in a stupor, comprehending little of what he +said. The room seemed to be revolving. The earth had given way beneath +her feet and the heavens were opening. Her first sensation was one of +terror. She feared a man of such power--a man who could in a single +moment, by a wave of his hand, upset her entire world. His enormous +wealth dazzled her even while she doubted it. How could it be true while +he sat there talking to her--and she in her apron and her hair in +disorder? She rose hurriedly with instinct to make herself presentable +enough to carry on this conversation. As she stood weakly, she +apologized incoherently. + +"Captain, I appreciate your kindness--you've always been a good +customer--one I liked to do for--but I'm all upset--I can't get my +wits--" + +"No hurry, madam," he said, with a generous intent. "To-morrow is +coming. Don't hurry at all--at all." + +She hurried out, leaving him alone--with the clock, the cat, and the +hostler, who was spraying the sidewalk under the cotton-wood-trees. +Quivering with fear of the girl's refusal, the gambler rose and went out +into the sunsmit streets to commune with this new-found self. + +Life was no longer simple for Mrs. Gilman. It was, indeed, filled with a +wind of terror. Haney's promise of relief from want was very sweet, yet +disturbingly empty, like the joy of dreams, and yet his words took her +breath--clouded her judgment, befogged her insight. + +She went back to the dining-room, where her daughter sat eating dinner, +with a numbness in her limbs and a sense of dizziness in her brain, and +dropping into a chair at the table gasped out: + +"Do you know--what Captain Haney just said to me?" + +"Not being a mind-reader, I don't," replied the girl, calmly, though she +was moved by her mother's white, awed face. + +"He wants you!" + +Bertha flushed and braced both hands against the table as she replied, +"Well, he can't have me!" + +With the opposition in her daughter's tone, Mrs. Gilman was suddenly +moved to argue. + +"Think what it means, Bertie! He's rich. Did you know that? He owns two +mines." + +"I know he is a gambler and runs two saloons. You see, the boys keep me +posted, and I'm not marrying a gambler--not this summer," she ended, +decisively. + +"But he's going to give that up, he says." He hadn't said this, but she +was sure he would. "His income is a hundred thousand dollars a year. +Think of that!" + +"I don't want to think of it," the girl answered, frowning slightly. "It +makes my head ache. Nobody has a right to so much money. How did he get +it?" + +"Out of his mine--and oh, Bertie, he says if you'll speak the word we +needn't do another day's work in this hot, greasy old place! The house +is his, anyway. Did you know that?" + +Bertha eyed her mother closely--with cool, bright, accusing eyes--for a +moment, then she softened. "Poor old mammy, it's pretty tough lines on +you--no two ways about that. You've got the heavy end of the job. I'd +marry most anybody to give you a rest--but, mother, Captain Haney is +forty, if he's a day, and he's a hard citizen. He has been a gambler all +his life. You can't expect me to marry a sport like him. And then +there's Ed." + +The mother's face changed. "A barber!" she exclaimed, scornfully. + +"Yes, he's a barber now, but he's going to make a break soon and get +into something else." + +"Don't bank on Ed, Bertie; he'll never be anything more than he is now. +No man ever got anywhere who started in as a barber." + +"Would you rather I married a gambler and a sure-shot? They tell me +Haney has killed his man." + +"That may be all talk. Well, anyhow, he wants to see you and talk it +over; and oh, Bertie, it does seem a wonderful chance--and my heart's so +bad to-day it seems as though I couldn't see to another meal! I don't +want you to marry him if you don't want to--I'm not asking you to. You +know I'm not. But he is a noble-looking man--and I get awfully +discouraged sometimes. It scares me to think of dying and leaving you +without any security." + +One of the waiters, half-dead with curiosity, was edging near, under +pretense of brushing the table, and so the mistress rose and took up the +burdens of her stewardship. + +"But we'll talk it over to-night. Don't be hasty." + +"I won't," replied the girl. + +She was by no means as unmoved as she gave out. She had always admired +and liked Captain Haney, though he never moved her in the same way that +the young barber did (for Ed Winchell had youth as well as comeliness, +and there is a divine suppleness in youth), yet he had been a welcome +guest. "A hundred thousand dollars a year! And yet he's been coming to +our little hotel for a year--to see me!" + +This consideration was the one that moved her most. All the bland words, +the jocular phrases of his singular wooing came back to her now, +weighted with deep significance. She had called it "joshing," and had +put it all aside, just as she had parried the rude jests of the brakemen +of her acquaintance. Now she saw that he had been in earnest. + +She was wise beyond her years, this calm-faced, keen-eyed girl, trained +by adversity to take care of herself. She knew instinctively that she +lived surrounded by wolves, and, much as she admired the big frame and +bold profile of Captain Haney, she had placed him among her enemies. His +coming always pleased her but at the same time put her upon the +defensive. + +Strange to say, she enjoyed her position there in her battered little +hotel. "If it weren't for poor old mother--" She arrested herself and +went back to the counter with a certain timidity, a self-consciousness +new to her, fearing to face the gambler now that she knew his intent was +honorable. + +The room was empty, all the men having gone out upon the walk to escape +the heat, and she took her seat behind her desk and gave herself up to a +consideration of the life to which the possession of so much wealth +would introduce her. She could have unlimited new gowns, she could +travel, and she could rescue her mother from drudgery and worry. These +things she could discern--but of the larger life which money could open +to her she could only vaguely dream. + +The first effect of marrying Marshall Haney would be to cut short her +life in Sibley; the second, the establishment of a home in the great +camps about them. + +As she looked around the dingy room buzzing with flies, she experienced +a premonitory pang of the pain she would suffer in going out of its +doors forever. + +When Haney came back an hour later, he read in the cold, serious look +she gave him a warning, therefore he spoke but a few words on +commonplace subjects, and returned to his seat on the walk to await a +change in her mood. + +This meekness on the part of a powerful man moved the girl, and a little +later she went to the doorway and said to the crowd generally, "It's a +wonder some fellow wouldn't open a cantaloupe or something." + +Haney put his finger to his mouth and whistled to the grocer opposite. +He came on the run, alert for trade. + +"Roll up a couple of big melons," called Haney, largely. "We're all +drying to cinders over here." + +The loafers cheered, but the girl said, in a lower voice, "I was only +joking." + +"What you say goes," he replied, with significance. + +She did not stay to see the melons cut, but went back to her desk, and +he brought a choice slice in to her. + +She took it, but she said, "You mustn't think you own me--not yet." Her +tone was resentful. "I don't want you to say things like that--before +people." + +"Like what?" he asked. + +She did not answer. + +He went on: "I don't mean to assume anything, God knows. I'm only +waitin' and hopin'. I'll go away if you want me to and let you think it +over alone." + +"I wish you would," she said, realizing that this committed her to at +least a consideration of his proposal. + +He held out his hand. "Good-bye--till next Saturday." + +She put her small, brown hand in his. He crushed it hard and his bold +face softened. "I need you, my girl. Sure I do!" And in his eyes was +something very winning. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +MARSHALL HANEY CHANGES HEART + + +It was well for Haney that Bertie did not see him as he sat above his +gambling boards, watchful, keen-eyed, grim of visage, for she would have +trembled in fear of him. "Haney's" was both saloon and gambling hall. In +the front, on the right, ran the long bar with its shining brass and +polished mahogany (he prided himself on having the best bar west of +Denver), and in the rear, occupying both sides of the room, stood two +long rows of faro and roulette outfits, together with card-tables and +dice-boards. It was the largest and most prosperous gambling hall in the +camps, and always of an evening was crowded with gamesters and those who +came as lookers-on. + +On the right side, in a raised seat about midway of the hall, Haney +usually sat, a handsome figure, in broad white hat, immaculate linen, +and well-cut frock-coat, his face as pale as that of a priest in the +glare of the big electric light. On the other side, and directly +opposite, Williams kept corresponding "lookout" over the dealers and the +crowd. He was a bold man who attempted any shenanigan with Mart Haney, +and the games of his halls were reported honest. + +To think of a young and innocent girl married to this remorseless +gambler, scarred with the gun and the knife, was a profanation of +maidenhood--and yet, as he fell now and then into a dream, he took on a +kind of savage beauty which might allure and destroy a woman. Whatever +else he was, he was neither commonplace nor mean. The visitors to whom +he was pointed out as "a type of our modern Western desperado" +invariably acknowledged that he looked the part. His smile was of +singular sweetness--all the more alluring because of its rarity--and the +warm clasp of his big, soft hand had made him sheriff in San Juan +County, and his bravery and his love of fair play were well known and +admired among the miners. + +The sombre look in his face, which resembled that of a dreaming leopard, +was due to the new and secret plans with which his mind was now engaged. +"If she takes me, I quit this business," he had promised himself. "She +despises me in it, and so does the mother, and so I reckon 'tis up to me +to clean house." + +Then he thought of his own mother, who had the same prejudice, and who +would not have taken a cent of his earnings. "I see no harm in the +business," he said. "Men will drink and they will gamble, and I might as +well serve their wish as any other--better, indeed, for no man can +accuse me of dark ways nor complain of the order of me house. I am a +business man the same as him that runs a grocery store; but 'tis no +matter, she dislikes it, and that ends it. She's a clear-headed wan," he +thought, with a glow of admiration for her. "She's the captain." + +He no longer thought of her as his victim--as something to be ruthlessly +enjoyed--he trembled before her, big and brave and relentless as he was +in the world of men. "What has come over me?" he asked himself. "Sure +she has me on me knees--the witch. Me mind is filled with her." + +All through the week his agents were at work attempting to sell his +saloons. "I'm ready to close out at a moment's notice," he declared. + +At times, as he sat in his place, he lost consciousness of the crowding, +rough-hatted, intent men and the monotonous calls of the dealers. The +click of balls, the buzz of low-toned comment died out of his ears--he +was back in Troy, looking for his father, whom he had not seen or +written to in twenty years. He saw himself, with a dainty little woman +on his arm, taking the boat to New York. "I will go to the biggest hotel +in the city; the girl shall have the best the old town has. Nothing will +be too good for her--" + +He roused himself to a touch on his elbow. One of his agents had a new +offer for the two saloons. It was still less than he considered the +business worth, but in his softened mood he said, "It goes!" + +"Make out your papers," replied the other man, with almost equal +brevity. + +During the rest of the evening the gambler sat above his lay-out with +mingled feelings of relief and regret. After all, he was in command +here. He knew this business, and he loved the companionship and the +admiration of the men who dropped round by his side to discuss the camp +or the weather, or to invite him to join a hunting trip. He felt himself +to be one of the chief men of the town, and that he could at any time +become their Representative if he chose. For some years (he couldn't +have told why) he had taken on a thrift unknown to him before, and had +been attending strictly to business. He now saw that it must have been +from a foreknowledge of Bertha. In him the superstitions of both miner +and gambler mingled. The cards had run against him for three years, now +they were falling in his favor. "I will take advantage of them," he +declared. + +Slowly the crowd thinned out, and at one o'clock only a few inveterate +poker-players and one or two young fellows who were still "bucking" the +roulette wheel remained and, calling one of his men to take charge, +Haney nodded to Williams and they went out on the street. + +As he reached the cold, crisp, deliciously rarefied air outside, he took +off his hat and involuntarily looked up at the stars blazing thick in +the deep-blue midnight sky. With solemn voice he said to his partner: +"Well, 'Spot,' right here Mart Haney's saloon business ends. We're all +in." + +Williams felt that his partner was acting rashly. "Oh, I wouldn't say +that! You may get into it again." + +"No--the little girl and her mother won't stand for it, and, besides, +what's the use? I don't need to do it, and if I'm ever going to see the +world now is my chance. I'm goin' back East to discover how many +brothers and sisters I have livin'. The old father is dodderin 'round +somewheres back there. I'll surprise him, too. Now, have those papers +all made out ready to sign by eleven o'clock to-morrow. I'm goin' down +the valley on the noon train." + +"All right, Mart, but you're makin' a mistake." + +"Never you mind, me bucko. 'Tis me own game, and the mines will take all +the gray matter you can spare." + +As the big man was walking away towards his hotel a woman met him. +"Hello, Mart!" + +"Hello, Mag; what's doing?" + +She was humped and bedraggled, and her face looked white in the +moonlight. "Nothing. Stake a fellow to a hot soup, won't you?" + +"Sure thing, Mag." He handed her a five-dollar gold piece. "Is it as bad +as that? What's t' old man doin' these days?" + +"Servin' time," she answered, bitterly. + +"Oh, so he is!" replied Haney, hastily. "I'd forgotten. Well, take care +o' yourself," he added, genially, walking on in instant forgetfulness of +the woman's misery, for his mind was turned upon the talk which his +younger brother Charley had given him not long before in Denver. + +It was not a cheerful conversation, for Charley flippantly confessed +that he didn't hold any family reunions, and that all he knew of his +brothers he gained by chance. "They're all great boozers," he said, in +summing them up. "Tim is a ward heeler in Buffalo--came to see me at the +stage-door loaded to the gunnels. Tom is a greasy, three-fingered +brakeman on the Central. Fannie married a carpenter and has about +seventeen young ones. Mary died, you know?" + +"No, I didn't know." + +"Yes, died about four years ago. She was like mother--a nice girl. Dad +sent me a paper with a notice of her death. He never writes, but now and +then, when Tim has a fight or Tom gets drunk and slips into the criminal +column, I hear of them." + +Charles did not say so, but Mart knew that he was lumped among the other +poverty-stricken, worthless members of the family. He did not at the +time undeceive his brother, but now that he was no longer a gambler and +saloon-keeper, now that he was rich, he resolved not only to let his +father know of his good-fortune and his change of life, but also (and +this was due to Bertie's influence) he earnestly desired to help his +family out of their mire. + +"We had good stuff in us," he said, "but we went wrong after the mother +left us." + +As he walked on down the street a strange radiance came into the world. +The distant peaks of the Sangre de Cristo range rose in dim and shadowy +majesty to the south, and, wondering, astonished at the emotion stirring +in his heart, the regenerated desperado turned to see the moon lifting +above the crown of the great peak to the east. For the first time in +many years his heart was filled with a sense of the beauty of the world. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +BERTHA YIELDS TO TEMPTATION + + +Bertie looked older and graver when Haney entered the Eagle Hotel, and +his heart expanded with a tenderness that was partly paternal. She +seemed so young and looked so pale and troubled. + +She greeted him unsmilingly and calmly handed him the pen with which to +register. + +"How are you all?" he asked, with genuine concern. + +"Pretty bum. Mother gave out this week. It's the heat, I guess. Hottest +weather we've had since I came to town." + +"Why didn't you let me know?" + +She avoided his question. "We're too low here at Junction. Mother ought +to go a couple of thousand feet higher. She needs rest and a change. +I've sent her out to the ranch." + +"You're not running the house alone?" + +"Why, cert!--that is, except my brother's wife is taking mother's place +in the kitchen. I'm runnin' the rest of it just as I've been doin' for +three years." + +He looked his admiration before he uttered it. "You're a wonder!" + +"Don't you think it! How does it happen you're down to-day? You said +Saturday." + +"I've sold out--signed the deeds to-day. I'm out of the liquor trade +forever." + +She nodded gravely. "I'm glad of that. I don't like the business--not a +little bit." + +He took this as an encouragement. "I knew you didn't. Well, I'm neither +saloon-keeper nor gambler from this day. I'm a miner and a +capitalist--and all I have is yours," he added, in a lover's voice, +bending a keen glance upon her. + +The girl was standing very straight behind her desk, and her face did +not change, but her eyes shifted before his gaze. "You'd better go in to +supper while the biscuit are hot," she advised, coolly. + +He had tact enough to take his dismissal without another word or glance, +and after he had gone she still stood there in the same rigid pose, but +her face was softer and clouded with serious meditation. It was +wonderful to think of this rich and powerful man changing his whole life +for her. + +Winchell, the young barber, came in hurriedly, his face full of +accusation and alarm. "Was that Haney who just came in?" he asked, +truculently. + +"Yes, he's at supper--want to see him?" + +"See him? No! And I don't want _you_ to see him! He's too free with you, +Bert; I don't like it." + +She smiled a little, curious smile. "Don't mix it up with _him_, Ed--I'd +hate to see your remains afterwards." + +"Bert, see here! You've been funny with me lately." (By funny he meant +unaccountable.) "And your mother has been hinting things at me--and now +here is Haney leaving his business to come down the middle of the week. +What's the meaning of it?" + +"It isn't the middle of the week. It's Friday," she corrected him. + +He went on: "I know what he keeps coming to see you for, but for God's +sake don't you think of marrying an old tout and gambler like him." + +"He isn't old, and he isn't a gambler any more," she significantly +retorted. + +"What do you mean?" + +"He's sold out--clean as a whistle." + +"Don't you believe it! It's a trick to get you to think better of him. +Bert, don't you dare to go back on me," he cried out, warningly--"don't +you dare!" + +The girl suddenly ceased smiling, and asserted herself. "See here, Ed, +you'd better not try to boss me. I won't stand for it. What license have +you got to pop in here every few minutes and tell me what's what? You +'tend to your business and you'll get ahead faster." + +He stammered with rage and pain. "If you throw me down--fer that--old +tout, I'll kill you both." + +The girl looked at him in silence for a long time, and into her brain +came a new, swift, and revealing concept of his essential littleness and +weakness. His beauty lost its charm, and a kind of disgust rose in her +throat as she slowly said, with cutting scorn: + +"If you really meant that!--but you don't, you're only talking to hear +yourself talk. Now you shut up and run away. This is no place for +chewing the rag, anyway--this is my busy day." + +For a moment the man's face expressed the rage of a wild-cat and his +hands clinched. "Don't you do it--that's all!" he finally snarled. +"You'll wish you hadn't." + +"Run away, little boy," she said, irritably. "You make me tired. I don't +feel like being badgered by anybody, and, besides, I'm not mortgaged to +anybody just yet." + +His mood changed. "Bertie, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be fresh. But +don't talk to me that way, it uses me all up." + +"Well, then, stop puffing and blowing. I've troubles of my own, with +mother sick and a new cook in the kitchen." + +"Excuse me, Bert; I'll never do it again." + +"That's all right." + +"But it riled me like the devil to think--" he began again. + +"Don't think," she curtly interrupted; "cut hair." + +Perceiving that she was in evil mood for his plea, he turned away so +sadly that the girl relented a little and called out: + +"Say, Ed!" He turned and came back. "See here! I didn't intend to hurt +your feelings, but this is one of my touchy days, and you got on the +wrong side of me. I'm sorry. Here's my hand--now shake, and run." + +His face lightened, and he smiled, displaying his fine, white teeth. +"You're a world-beater, sure thing, and I'm going to get you yet!" + +"Cut it out!" she slangily retorted, sharply, withdrawing her hand. + +"You'll see!" he shouted, laughing back at her, full of hope again. + +She was equally curt with two or three others who brazenly tried to buy +a smile with their cigars. "Do business, boys; this is my day to sell +goods," she said, and they took the hint. + +When Haney came out from his supper, he stepped quietly in behind the +counter and said: "I'll take your place. Get your grub. Then put on your +hat and we'll drive out to see how the mother is." The girl acknowledged +a sense of relief as she left him in charge and went to her seat in the +far corner of the dining-room--a relief and a dangerous relaxation. It +was, after all, a pleasure to feel that a strong, sure hand was +out-stretched in sympathy--and she was tired. Even as she sat waiting +for her tea the collapse came, and bowing her head to her hands she +shook with silent sobs. + +The waitresses stared, and young Mrs. Gilman came hurrying. "What's the +matter, Bertie; are you sick?" + +"Oh no--but I'm worried--about mother." + +"You haven't heard anything--?" + +"No, but she looked so old and so worn when she went away. She ought to +have quit here a month ago." + +"Well, I wouldn't worry. It's cooler out to the ranch, and the air is so +pure she'll pick up right away--you'll see." + +"I hope so, but she ought to take it easy the rest of her days. She's +done work enough--and I'm kind o' discouraged myself." + +Slowly she recovered her self-possession. She drank her tea in +abstracted silence, and at last she said: "I'm going out there, Cassie; +you'll have to look after things. I'll get some of the boys to 'tend the +office." + +"You're not going alone?" + +"No, Mart Haney is going to drive me." + +"Oh!" There was a look of surprise and consternation in the face of the +young wife, but she only asked, "You'll be back to-night?" + +"Yes, if mother is no worse." + +Haney had the smartest "rig" in town waiting for her as she came out, +but as he looked at her white dress and pretty hat of flowers and tulle +he apologized for its shortcomings--"'Tis lined with cream-colored satin +it _should_ be." + +She colored a little at this, but quickly replied: "Blarney. Anybody'd +know you were an Irishman." + +"I am, and proud of it." + +"I want to take the doctor out to see mother." + +"Not in this rig," he protested. + +She smiled. "Why not? No, but I want to go round to his office and leave +a call." + +"I'll go round the world fer you," he replied. + +The air was deliciously cool and fragrant now that the sun was sinking, +and the town was astir with people. It was the social hour when the heat +and toil of the day were over, and all had leisure to turn wondering +eyes upon Haney and his companion. The girl felt her position keenly. +She was aware that a single appearance of this kind was equivalent to an +engagement in the minds of her acquaintances, but as she shyly glanced +at her lover's handsome face, and watched his powerful and skilled hands +upon the reins, her pride in him grew. She acknowledged his kindness, +and was tired and ready to lean upon his strength. + +"When did your mother quit?" he asked, after they had left the town +behind. + +"Sunday night. You see, we had a big rush all day, and on top of that, +about twelve o'clock, an alarm of fire next door. So she got no sleep. +Monday morning she didn't get up, Tuesday she dressed but was too +miserable to work, so finally I just packed her off to the ranch." + +"That was right--only you should have sent for me." + +She was silent, and her heart began to beat with a knowledge of the +demand he was about to make. She felt weak and unprotected here--in the +office they were on more equal terms--but she enjoyed in a subconscious +way the swift rush of the horses, the splendor of the sunset, and the +quiet authority in his voice--even as she lifted eyes to the mesa +towards which they were driving he began to speak. + +"You know my mind, little girl. I don't mean to ask you till +to-morrow--that's the day set--but I want to say that I've been cleaning +house all the week, thinkin' of you. I'm to be a leading citizen from +this day on. You won't need to apologize for me. I've never been a +drinking man, but I have been a reckless devil. I don't deny that I've +planted a wide field of wild oats. However, all that I put away from +this hour. 'Tis true I'm forty, but that's not old--I'm no older than I +was at twenty-one, sure--and, besides, you're young enough to make up." +He smiled, and again she acknowledged the charm of his face when he +smiled. "You'll see me grow younger whilst you grow older, and so wan +day we'll be of an age." + +Her customary readiness of reply had left her, and she still sat in +silence, a sob in her throat, a curious numbness in her limbs. + +He seemed to feel that she did not wish to talk. "If you come into +partnership with me you need never worry about the question of bread or +rent or clothes, and that's worth considerin'--Which road now?" + +She silently pointed to the left, and they drew near the foot of the +great mesa whose level top was cutting the sun in half. + +The miner was filled with grateful homage. "'Tis a great world!" he +exclaimed, softly. "Sure, 'tis only yesterday that I found it out, and +lifting me head took a look at the hills and the stars for the first +time in twenty years. 'Tis a new road I'm enterin'--whether you come to +me or not." + +All this was wonderful to the girl. Could it be that she was capable of +changing the life of a powerful man like this? It filled her with a +sense of duty as well as exaltation, an emotion that made a woman of +her. She seemed suddenly to have put the hotel and all its worriments +far, far behind her. + +Seized by an impulse to acquaint her with his family, Haney began to +tell about his father and his attempts to govern his five sons. "We were +devils," he admitted--"broncos, if ever such walked on two legs. We +wouldn't go to school--not wan of us except Charley; he did pretty +well--and we fished and played ball and went to the circus--" He +chuckled. "I left home the first time with a circus. I wanted to be a +lion-tamer, but had to content meself with driving the cook wagon. Then +I struck West, and I've never been back and I've never seen the old man +since, but now I've made me pile, I think I'll go home and hunt him up +and buy him new spectacles; it's ace to the three-spot he's using the +same horn-rimmed ones he wore when I left." + +Bertha was interested. "How long did you stay with the circus?" + +"Not very long. I got homesick and went back, but the next time I left, +I left for fair. I've been everywhere but East since. I've been in +Colorado mostly. 'Tis a good State." + +"I like it--but I'd like to see the rest of the country." + +"You can. If you join hands with me we'll go round the ball together." + +She did not follow this lead. "I've been to Denver once--went on one of +these excursion tickets." + +"How did you like it there?" + +"Pretty good; but I got awful tired, and the grub at the hotel was the +worst ever--it was a cheap place, of course. Didn't dare to look in the +door of the big places." + +"You can have a whole soot of rooms at the Royal Flush--if you will." + +Again she turned away. "I can't imagine anybody rich enough to live at +such hotels--There's our ranch." + +"Shy as a coyote, ain't it?" he commented, as he looked where she +pointed. "I'd prefer the Eagle House to that." + +"I love it out here," she said. "I helped plant the trees." + +"Did you? Then I want the place. I want everything your pretty hands +planted." + +"Oh, rats!" was her reproving comment, and it made him laugh at his own +sentimental speech. + +The ranch house stood at the foot of the mesa near a creek that came out +of a narrow gorge and struck out upon the flat valley. It was a little +house--a shack merely, surrounded by a few out-buildings, all looking as +temporary as an Indian encampment, but there were trees--thriftily +green--and some stacks of grain to testify to the energy and good +husbandry of the owner. + +Mrs. Gilman was lying in a corner room, close to the stream which +rippled through the little orchard, and its gentle murmur had been a +comfort to her--it carried her back to her home in Oxford County (State +of Maine), where her early girlhood had been spent. At times it seemed +that she was in the little, old, gray house in the valley, and that her +father's sharp voice might come at any moment to break her delicious +drowse. + +Her breakdown had been caused as much by her mental turmoil as by her +overtaxing duties. She was confronted by a mighty temptation (through +her daughter) at a time when she was too weak and too ill to carry +forward her ordinary duties. To urge this marriage upon Bertha would be +to bring it about. That she knew, for the girl had said, "I'll do it if +you say so, mother." + +"I don't want you to do it if you'd rather not," had been her weak +answer. + +Bertie entered quietly, in a singularly mature, almost manly way, and +bending to her mother, asked cordially, "Well, how are you to-day?" + +The sick woman took her daughter's hand and drew it to her tear-wet +cheek. "Oh, my baby! I can't bear to leave you now." + +"Don't talk that way, mother. You're not going to leave me. The doctor +is coming out to see you, and everything is going all right at the +house, so don't you worry. You set to work to get well. That's your +little stunt. I'll look after the rest of it." + +Bertie had never been one to bestow caresses, even on her parents, and +her only sign of deep feeling now lay in the tremble of her voice. She +drew her hand away, and putting her arm about her mother's neck patted +her cheek. "Cassie's doing well," she said, abruptly, "and the girls are +fine. They brace right up to the situation, and--and everybody's nice to +us. I reckon a dozen of the church ladies called yesterday to ask how +you were--and Captain Haney came down to-day on purpose to find out how +things were going." + +The sufferer's eyes opened wide. "Bert, he's with you!" + +"Yes, he drove me out here," answered the girl, quietly. "He's come for +an answer to his proposition. It's up to us to decide right now." + +The mother broke into a whimper. "Oh, darling, I don't know what to +think. I'm afraid to leave this to you--it's an awful temptation to a +girl. I guess I've decided against it. He ain't the kind of man you +ought to marry." + +She hushed her mother's wail. "Sh! He'll hear you," she said, solemnly. +"There are lots o' worse men than Mart Haney." + +"But he's so old--for you." + +"He's no boy, that's true, but we went all over that. The new fact in +the case is this: he's sold out up there--cleared out his saloon +business--and all for _me_. Think o' that--and I hadn't given him a word +of encouragement, either! Now that speaks well for him, don't you +think?" + +The mother nodded. "Yes, it surely does, but then--" + +The girl went on: "Well, now, it ain't as though I hated him, for I +don't--I like him, I've always liked him. He's the handsomest man I +know, and he's treated me right from the very start. He didn't come down +to hurry me or crowd me at all, so he says. Well, I told him I wouldn't +answer yet awhile--time isn't really up till to-morrow. I can take +another week if I want to." + +The mother lay in silence for a few moments, and then with closed eyes, +streaming with hot tears, she again prayed silently to God to guide her +girl in the right path. When she opened her eyes the tall form of +Marshall Haney towered over her, so handsome, so full of quiet power +that he seemed capable of anything. His face was strangely sweet as he +said: "You must not fret about anything another minute. You've but to +lie quiet and get strong." He put his broad, soft, warm, and muscular +hand down upon her two folded ones, and added: "Let me do fer ye as I +would fer me own mother. 'Twill not commit ye to a thing." He seemed to +understand her mood--perhaps he had overheard her plea. "I'm not asking +a decision till you are well, but I wish you would trust me now--I could +do so much more fer you and the girl. Here's the doctor, so put the +whole thing by for the present. I ask nothing till you are well." + +If this was policy on his part it was successful; for the poor tortured +mother's heart was touched and her nerves soothed by his voice, as well +as by the touch of his hand, and when they left the house she was in +peaceful sleep, and the doctor's report was reassuring. "But she must +have rest," he said, positively, "and freedom from care." + +"She shall have it," said Haney, with equal decision. + +This bluff kindness, joined to the allurement of his powerful form, +profoundly affected the girl. Her heart went out towards him in +admiration and trust, and as they were on the way home she turned +suddenly to him, and said: + +"You're good to me--and you were good to mother; you needn't wait till +to-morrow for my answer. I'll do as you want me to--some time--not +now--next spring, maybe." + +He put his arm about her and kissed her, his eyes dim with a new and +softening emotion. + +"You've made Mart Haney over new--so you have! As sure as God lets me +live, I'll make you happy. You shall live like a queen." + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +HANEY MEETS AN AVENGER + + +Haney took the train back to his mountain town in a mood which made him +regard his action as that of a stranger. Whenever he recalled Bertha's +trusting clasp of his hand he felt like removing his hat--the stir of +his heart was close akin to religious reverence. "Faith, an' she's +taking a big risk," he said. "But I'll not see her lose out," he added, +with a return of the gambler's phrase. "She has stacked her chips on the +right spot this time." + +With all his brute force, his clouded sense of justice, this gambler, +this saloon-man, was not without qualifying characteristics. He was a +Celt, and in almost every Celt there is hidden a poet. Quick to wrath, +quick to jest and fierce in his loves was he, as is the typical Irishman +whom England has not yet succeeded in changing to her own type. +Moreover, he was an American as well as a Celt (and the American is the +most sentimental of men--it is said); and now that he had been surprised +into honorable matrimony he began to arrange his affairs for his wife's +pleasure and glory. The words in which she had accepted him lingered in +his ears like phrases of a little hesitating song. For her he had sold +his gambling halls, for her he was willing at the moment to abandon the +associates of a lifetime. + +He was sitting in the car dreamily smoking, his hat drawn low over his +brows, when an acquaintance passing through the car stopped with a word +of greeting. Ordinarily Haney would have been glad of his company, but +he made a place for him at this time with grudging slowness. + +"How are ye, Slater? Set ye down." + +"I hear you've sold your saloons," Slater began, as he settled into +place. + +Haney nodded, without smiling. + +His neighbor grinned. "You don't seem very sociable to-day, Mart?" + +"I'm not," Haney replied, bluntly. + +"I just dropped down beside you to say that young Wilkinson went broke +in your place last night and has it in for you. He's plum fuzzy with +drink, and you better look sharp or he'll do you. He's been on the +rampage for two days--crazy as a loon." + +"Why does he go after me?" Haney asked, irritably. "I'm out of it. 'Tis +like the fool tenderfoot. Don't he know I had nothing to do with his +bust-up?" + +"He don't seem to--or else he's so locoed he's forgot it. All I know is +he's full of some pizen notion against you, and I thought I'd put you on +your guard." + +They talked on about this a few minutes, and then Slater rose, leaving +Haney to himself. But his tender mood was gone. His brow was knit. He +began to understand that a man could not run a bad business for twenty +years, and then at a day's notice clear himself of all its trailing evil +consequences. "I'll vamoose," he said to himself, with resolution. "I'll +put me mines in order, and go down into the valley and take the girl +with me--God bless her! We'll take a little turn as far as New York. +I'll put long miles between the two of us and all this sporting record +of mine. She don't like it, and I'll quit it. I'll begin a new life +entirely." And a glow of new-found virtue filled his heart. Of Wilkinson +he had no fear--only disgust. "Why should the fool pursue me?" he +repeated. "He took his chances and lost out. If he weren't a 'farmer' +he'd drop it." + +He ate his supper at the hotel in the same abstraction, and then, still +grave with plans for his new career, went out into the street to find +Williams, his partner. It was inevitable that he should bring up at the +bar of his former saloon; no other place in the town was so much like +home, after all. Habit drew him to its familiar walls. He was glad to +find a couple of old friends there, and they, having but just heard of +the sale of his outfit, hastened to greet and congratulate him. Of his +greatest good-fortune, of his highest conquest, they, of course, knew +nothing, and he was not in a mood to tell them of it. + +The bar-room was nearly empty, for the reason that the miners had not +yet finished their evening meal, and Haney and his two cronies had just +taken their second round of drinks when the side door was burst +violently open, and a man, white and wild, with a double-barrelled +shotgun in his hand, abruptly entered. Darting across the floor, he +thrust the muzzle of his weapon almost against Haney's breast and fired, +uttering a wild curse at the moment of recoil. + +The tall gambler reeled under the shock, swinging half way about, his +hands clutching at the railing, a look of anguish and surprise upon his +face. The assassin, intent, alert, would have fired again had not a +by-stander felled him to the floor. The room filled instantly with +excited men eager to strike, vociferous with hate; but Haney, with one +palm pressed to his breast, stood silent--curiously silent--his lips +white with his effort at self-control. + +At length two of his friends seized him, tenderly asking: "How is it, +old man? Are you hurt bad?" + +His lips moved--they listened--as he faintly whispered: "He's got me, +boys. Here's where I quit." + +"Don't say that, Mart. You'll pull through," said his friend, chokingly. +Then with ferocious impatience he yelled: "Somebody get the doctor! Damn +it all, get moving! Don't you see him bleed?" + +Haney moved his head feebly. "Lay me down, Pete--I'm torn to pieces--I'm +all in, I'm afraid. Get me little girl--that's all I ask." + +Very gently they took him in their arms and laid him on one of the +gambling-tables in the rear room, while the resolute barkeeper pushed +the crowd out. + +Again Haney called, impatiently, almost fiercely: "Send for +Bertie--quick!" + +The men looked at each other in wonder, and one of them tapped his brow +significantly, for no one knew of his latest love-affair. While still +they stared Williams came rushing wildly in. All gave way to him, and +the young doctor who followed him was greeted with low words of +satisfaction. To his partner, whom he recognized, Haney repeated his +command: "Send for Bertie." With a hurried scrawl Williams put down the +girl's name and address on a piece of paper, and shouted: "Here! +Somebody take this and rush it. Tell her to come quick as the Lord will +let her." Then, with the tenderness of a brother, he bent to Haney. "How +is it, Mart?" + +Mart did not reply. His supreme desire attended to, he sank into a +patient immobility that approached stupor, while the surgeon worked with +intent haste to stop the flow of blood. The wound was most barbarous, +and Williams' eyes filled with tears as he looked upon that magnificent +torso mangled by buckshot. He loved his big partner--Haney was indeed +his highest enthusiasm, his chief object of adoration, and to see him +riddled in this way was devil's work. He lost hope. "It's all over with +Mart Haney," he said, chokingly, a few minutes later to the men crowding +the bar-room--and then his rage against the assassin broke forth. He +became the tiger seeking the blood of him who had slain his mate. His +curses rose to primitive ferocity. "Where is he?" he asked. + +To him stepped a man--one whose voice was quiet but intense. "We've +attended to his case, Williams. He's toeing the moonlight from a +lamp-post. Want to see?" + +For an instant his rage flared out against these officious friends who +had cheated him of his share in the swift delight of the avenger. Then +tears again misted his eyes, and with a dignity and pathos which had +never graced his speech before he pronounced a slow eulogy upon his +friend: "No man had a right to accuse Mart Haney of any trick. He took +his chances, fair and square. He had no play with crooked cards or +'doctored' wheels. It was all 'above board' with him. He was dead game +and a sport, you all know that, and now to be ripped to bits with +buckshot--just when he was takin' a wife--is hellish." + +His voice faltered, and in the dead silence which followed this +revelation of Haney's secret he turned and re-entered the inner room, to +watch beside his friend. + +The hush which lay over the men at the bar lasted till the barkeeper +softly muttered: "Boys, that's news to me. It does make it just too +tough." Then those who had hitherto opposed the lynching of the murderer +changed their minds and directed new malediction against him, and those +who had handled the rope took keener comfort and greater honor to +themselves. + +"Who is the woman?" asked one of those who waited. + +This question remained unanswered till the messenger to the telegraph +office returned. Even then little beyond her name was revealed, but each +of the watchers began to pray that she might reach the dying man before +his eyes should close forever. "He can't live till sunrise," said one, +"and there is no train from the Junction till morning. She can't get +here without a special. Did you order a special for her?" + +"No, I didn't think of it," the messenger replied, with a sense of +shortcoming. + +"It must be done!" + +"I'll attend to that," said Slater. "I know the superintendent. I'll +wire him to see her--and bring her." + +"Well, be quick about it. Expense don't count now." + +It was beautiful to see how these citizens, rough and sordid as many of +them were, rose to the poetic value of the situation. As one of them, +who had seen (and loved) the girl, told of her youth and beauty, they +all stood in rigidly silent attention. "She's hardly more than a child," +he explained, "but you never saw a more level-headed little business +woman in your life. She runs the Golden Eagle Hotel at Junction, and +does it alone. That's what caught Mart, you see. She's as straight as a +Ute, and her eyes are clear as agates. She's a little captain--just the +mate for Mart. She'll save him if anybody can." + +"Will she come? Can she get away?" + +"Of course she'll come. She'll ride an engine or jump a flat-car to get +here. You can depend on a woman in such things. She don't stop to +calculate, she ain't that kind. She comes--you can bet high on that. I'm +only worrying for fear Mart won't hold out till she gets here." + +Meanwhile, every man in the room where Haney lay, sat in silence, with +an air of waiting--waiting for the inevitable end. The bleeding had been +checked, but the sufferer's breathing was painful and labored, and the +doctor, sitting close beside him, was studying means to prolong life--he +had given up hope of saving it. With stiffened lips Haney repeated now +and again: "Keep me alive till she comes, doctor. She must marry +me--here. I want her to have all I've got--_everything_!" + +At another time he said: "Get the judge--have everything ready!" + +They understood. He wished to dower his love with his wealth, to place +in her hands his will, beyond the reach of any contestant, and this +resolution through the hours of his agony, through the daze of his +weakness persisted heroically--till even the doctor's throat filled with +sympathetic emotion, as he thought of the young maiden soon to be thrust +into this tragic drama. He answered, soothingly: "I'll do all I can, +Mart. There's a lot of vitality in you yet. We won't give up. You'll +pull through, with her help." + +To this Haney made no reply, and the hours passed with ghostly step. It +was a most moving experience for the young doctor to look round that +wide room littered with scattered cards, the wheels of chance motionless +at the hazard where the last gambler's bet had ended. In the "lookout's +chair," where Haney himself used to sit, an unseen arbiter now gloomed, +watching a game where life was the forfeit. A spectral finger seemed to +rest upon the blood-red spot of every board. No sound came from the +drinking-saloon in front. The miners had all withdrawn. Only the +barkeeper and a few personal friends kept willing vigil. + +About nine o'clock an answering telegram came to Slater: "Girl just +leaving on special. Will make all speed possible." + +Haney faintly smiled when Williams read this message to him. "I knew +it," he whispered, "she'll come." Then his lips set in a grim line. "And +I'll be here when she comes." Thereafter he had the look of a man who +hangs with hooked fingers in iron resolution above an abyss, husbanding +every resource--forcing himself to think only of the blue sky above him. + +A little later the priest knocked at the door and asked to see the dying +man, but to this request Haney shook his head and whispered. "No, no; +I've no strength to waste--'tis good of him. Wait! Tell him to be +here--to marry us--" And with this request the priest was forced to be +content. "May the Lord God be merciful to him!" he exclaimed fervently, +as he turned away. + +Once again, about midnight, the wounded man roused up to say: "The +ceremony must be legal--I want no lawsuits after. The girl must be +protected." He was thinking of his brothers, of his own kind, rapacious +and selfish. Every safeguard must be thrown around his sweetheart's +life. + +"We'll attend to that," answered Williams, who seemed able to read his +partner's thoughts. "We'll take every precaution. He wants the judge to +be present as well as the priest," he explained to the doctor, "so that +if the girl would rather she can be married by the Court as well as by +the Church." + +Every man in the secret realized fully that the girl was being endowed +with an immense fortune, and that she would inevitably be the quarry of +every self-seeking relative whose interest would be served by attacking +her rights in the premises. "The lawsuits must be cut out," was +Williams' order to the judge. "Mart's brothers are a wolfish lot. We +don't want any loose ends for them to catch on to." + +From time to time messages flashed between the oncoming train and the +faithful watchers. "It's all up grade, but Johnson is breaking all +records. At this rate she'll reach here by daylight," said Slater. "But +that's a long time for Mart to wait on that rough bed," he added to +Williams, with deep sympathy in his voice. + +"I know that, but to move him would hasten his death. The doctor is +afraid to even turn him. Besides, Mart himself won't have it. 'I'm +better here,' he says. So we've propped him into the easiest position +possible. There's nothing to do but wait for the girl." + + + + +CHAPTER V + +BERTHA'S UPWARD FLIGHT + + +Bertha was eating her supper, after a hard day's work in her little +hotel, when a little yellow envelope was handed to her. The words of the +message were few, but they were meaning-full: "Come at once. Mart hurt, +not expected to live." It was signed by Williams. While still she sat +stunned and hesitant, under the weight of this demand, another and much +more explicit telegram came: "Johnson, superintendent, is ordered to +fetch you with special train. Don't delay. Mart needs you--is calling +for you. Come at once!" + +The phrase "is calling for you" reached her heart--decided her. She +rose, and, with a word of explanation to her housekeeper, put on her +hat, and threw a cloak over her arm. "I've got to go to Cripple. Captain +Haney is sick, and I've got to go to him. I don't know when I'll be +back," she said. "Get along the best you can." Her face was white but +calm, and her manner deliberate. "Send word to mother that Mart is hurt, +and I've gone up to see him. Tell her not to worry." + +To her night clerk, who had come on duty, she quietly remarked: "I +reckon you'll have to look after things to-morrow. I'll try to get back +the day after. If I don't, Lem Markham will take my place." While still +she stood arranging the details of her business a short, dark man +stepped inside the door, and very kindly and gravely explained his +errand. "I'm Johnson, the division superintendent. They've telegraphed +me for a special, and I'm going to take you up myself. Mart is a friend +of mine," he added, with some feeling. + +She thanked him with a look and a quick clasp of his hand, and together +they hurried into the street and down to the station, where a locomotive +coupled to a single coach stood panting like a fierce animal, a cloud of +spark-lit smoke rolling from its low stack. The coach was merely a short +caboose; but the girl stepped into it without a moment's hesitation, and +the engine took the track like a spirited horse. As the fireman got up +speed the car began to rock and roll violently, and Johnson remarked to +the girl: "I guess you'd better take my chair; it's bolted to the floor, +and you can hang on when we go round the curves." + +She obeyed instantly, and with her small hands gripping the arm-rests of +the rude seat cowered in silence, while the clambering monster rushed +and roared over the level lands and labored up the grades, shrieking now +and again, as if in mingled pain and warning. Johnson and the brakeman, +for the most part, kept to the lookout in the turret, and the girl rode +alone--rode far, passing swiftly from girlhood to womanhood, so full of +enforced meditation were the hours of that ride. It seemed that she was +leaving something sweet and care-free behind her, and it was certain +that she was about to face death. She had one perfectly clear +conception, and that was that the man who had been most kind to her, and +to whom she had given her promise of marriage, was dying and needed +her--was calling for her through the night. + +Burdened with responsibility from her childhood, accustomed to make her +own decisions, she had responded to this prayer, knowing dimly that this +journey denoted a new and portentous experience--a fundamental change in +her life. + +She had admired and liked Haney from the first, but her feeling even yet +was very like that of a boy for a man of heroic statue--her regard had +very little of woman's passion in it. She was appalled and benumbed by +the thought that she was soon to look upon him lying prone. That she +might soon be called upon to meet those bold eyes closing in death she +had been warned, and yet she did not shrink from it. The nurse, latent +in every woman, rose in her, and she ached with desire of haste, longing +to lay her hand upon the suffering man in some healing way. His +kindness, his gentleness, during the days of his final courtship had +sunk deep--his generosity had been so full, so free, so unhesitating. + +She thought of her mother, and as a fuller conception of the alarm and +anxiety she would feel came to her, she decided to send her a telegram. +"She will know it was my duty to go," she decided. "As for the +hotel--what does it matter now?" Nothing seemed to matter, indeed, save +the speed of her chariot. + +The night was long, interminably long. Once and again Johnson came down +out of his perch, and spoke a few clumsy words of well-meaning +encouragement, but found her unresponsive. Her brain was too busy with +taking leave of old conceptions and in mastering new duties to be +otherwise than vaguely grateful to her companions. Her mind was clear on +one other point--this journey committed her to Marshall Haney. There +could be no further hesitation. "Some time, soon, if he lives, I must +marry him," she thought, and the conception troubled her with a new +revelation of what that relationship might mean. She felt suddenly very +small, very weak, and very helpless. "He must be good to me," she +murmured. And then, as the words of his prayer to her came back, she +added: "And I'll be good to him." + +Far and farther below her shone the lights in the little hotel, and the +busy and jocund scenes of her girlish life receded swiftly. At this +moment her desk and the little sitting-room where the men lounged seemed +a haven of peace and plenty, and the car, rocking and plunging through +the night, was like a ship rising and falling on wild seas under unknown +stars. + + * * * * * + +The clear light of the mountain dawn was burnishing brass into gold as +the locomotive with its tolling bell slid up the level track at the end +of its run, and came to a stealthy halt beside the small station. + +"Here we are!" called Johnson from his turret, and Bertha rose, stiff +and sore with the long night's ride, her resolution cooled to a kind of +passive endurance. "I'm ready!" she called back. + +Williams met her at the step. "It's all right, sis. Mart's still +here--and waiting for you." + +Instantly, at sight of his ugly, familiar, friendly face, she became +alert, clear-brained. "How is he?" + +"Pretty bad." + +"What's it all about? How did it happen?" + +"I'll clear that up as we go," he replied, and led the way to a +carriage. + +Once inside, she turned her keen gaze upon him. "Now go +ahead--straight." + +He did so in the blunt terms of a man whose life had been always on the +border, and who has no nice shading in act or word. + +"Is he dying?" she asked at the first pause. + +"I'm afraid he is, sister," he replied, gently. "That's what's made the +night seem long to us; but you're here and it's all right now." + +That she was to look on him dying had been persistently in her mind, but +that she was to see him mangled by an assassin added horror to her +dread. In spite of her intrepid manner, she was still girl enough to +shudder at the sight of blood. + +Williams went on. "He's weak, too weak to talk much, and so I'm going to +tell you what he wants. He wants you to marry him before he dies." + +The girl drew away. "Not this minute--to-night?" + +"Yes; he wants to give you legal rights to all he has, and you've got to +do it quick. No tellin' what may happen." His voice choked as he said +this. + +Bertha's blood chilled with dismay. Her throat filled and her bosom +swelled with the effort she made at self-control, and Williams, watching +her with bright eyes of admiration, hurried on to the end. "Everything +is ready. There is a priest, if you want him, and Judge Brady with a +civil ceremony, if that will please you better, or we'll get a +Protestant minister; it's for you to say. Only the knot must be tied +good and tight. I told the boys you'd take a priest for Mart's sake. He +says: 'Make it water-proof.' He means so that no will-breaking brothers +or cousins can stack the cards agin you. And now it's up to you, little +sister. He has only a few hours anyway, and I don't see that you can +refuse, specially as it makes his dying--" He stopped there. + +The street was silent as they drew up to the saloon door, and only +Slater and one or two of his friends were present when Bertha walked +into the bar-room, erect as a boy, her calm, sweet face ashen white in +the electric light. For an instant; she stood there in the middle of the +floor alone, her big dark eyes searching every face. Then Judge Brady, a +kindly, gray-haired man, advanced, and took her hand. "We're very glad +to see you," he gravely said, introducing himself. Williams, who had +entered the inner room, returned instantly to say: "Come, he's waiting." + +Without a word the bride entered the presence of her groom, and the +doctor, bending low to the gambler, said: "Be careful now, Mart. Don't +try to rise. Be perfectly still. Bertie has come." + +Haney turned with a smile--a tender, humorous smile--and whispered: +"Bertie, acushla mavourneen, come to me!" + +Then the watchers withdrew, leaving them alone, and the girl, bending +above him, kissed him. "Oh, Captain, can't I do something? I _must_ do +something." + +"Yes, darlin', ye can. You can marry me this minute, and ye shall. I'm +dyin', girl--so the doctor says. I don't feel it that way; but, anyhow, +we take no chances. All I have is for you, and so--" + +She put her hand ever his lips. "You must be quiet. I understand, and I +will do it--but only to make you well." She turned to the door, and her +voice was clear as she said to those who waited: "I am ready." + +"Will you have Father Kearney?" asked Williams. + +She turned towards Haney. "Just as he says." + +The stricken miner, ghastly with the pain brought on by movement, +responded to the doctor's question, only by a whisper: "The +priest--first." + +The girl heard, and her fine, clear glance rested upon the face of the +priest. Tears were on her cheeks, but a kind of exultation was in her +tone as she said: "I am willing, father." + +With a look which denoted his appreciation of the girl's courage, the +priest stepped forward and led her to her place beside her bridegroom. +She took Haney's big nerveless hand in her firm grasp, and together they +listened to the solemn words which made them husband and wife. It seemed +that the gambler was passing into the shadow during the opening prayer, +but his whispered responses came at the proper pauses, and only when the +final benediction was given, and the priest and the judge fell back +before the rush of the young doctor, did the wounded man's eyes close in +final collapse. He had indeed reached the end of his endurance. + +The young wife spoke then, imperiously, almost fiercely, asking: "Why is +he lying here? This is no place for him." + +The doctor explained. "We were afraid to move him--till you came. In +fact, he wouldn't let me move him. If you say so now, we will take him +up." With these words the watchers shifted their responsibility to her +shoulders, uttering sighs of deep relief. Whatever happened now, Mart's +will had been secured. At her command they lifted the table on which her +husband lay, and the wife walked beside it, unheeding the throngs of +silent men walling her path. Every one made way for her, waited upon +her, eager to serve her, partly because she was Marshall Haney's wife, +but more because of her youth and the brave heart which looked from her +clear and candid eyes. + +She showed no hesitation now, gave out no word of weakness; on the +contrary, she commanded with certainty and precision, calling to her aid +all that the city afforded. Not till she had summoned the best surgeons +and was sure that everything had been done that could be done did she +permit herself to relax--or to think of rest or her mother. + +When she had sunk to sleep upon a couch beside her husband's bed, +Williams, with a note of deep admiration, demanded of the surgeon: +"Ain't she a little Captain? Mart can't die now, can he? He's got too +much to live for." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +THE HANEY PALACE + + +One day early in the following summer a tall, thin man, with one +helpless side, entered the big luminous hall of the Antlers Hotel at the +Springs, upheld by a stalwart attendant, and accompanied by a +sweet-faced, calm-lipped young woman. This was Marshall Haney and his +young wife Bertha, down from the mountain for the first time since his +illness, and those who knew their story and recognized them, stood aside +with a thrill of pity for the man and a look of admiration for the girl, +whose bravery and devotion had done so much to bring her husband back to +life and to a growing measure of his former strength. + +Marshall Haney was, indeed, but a poor hulk of his stalwart self. One +lung had been deeply torn, his left shoulder was almost wholly disabled, +and he walked with a stoop and shuffle; but his physical weakening was +not more marked than his mental mellowing. He was softened--"gentled," +as the horsemen say. His eyes were larger, and his face, once so stern +and masterful, gave out an appealing expression by reason of the deep +horizontal wrinkles which had developed in his brow. He had grown a +mustache, and this being gray gave him an older look--older and more +military. It was plain, also, that he leaned upon his keen-eyed, +impassive little wife, who never for one moment lost her hold upon +herself or her surroundings. Her flashing glances took note of +everything about her, and her lips were close-set and firm. + +Williams, ugly and wordless as ever, followed them with a proud smile +till they entered the handsome suite of rooms which had been reserved +for them. "There's nothing too good for Marshall Haney and his +side-partner," he exulted to the bell-boy. + +Thereupon, Mart, with a look of reverence at his young bride, replied: +"She's airned it--and more!" + +A sigh was in his voice and a singular appeal in his big eyes as he sank +into an easy-chair. "I believe I do feel better down here; my heart +seems to work aisier. I'm going to get well now, darlin'." + +"Of course you are," she answered, in the tone of a daughter; then +added, with a smile: "I like it here. Why not settle?" + +To her Colorado Springs was a dazzling social centre. The beauty of the +homes along its wide streets, the splendor of its private carriages, +affected her almost as deeply as the magnitude and glory of Denver +itself; but she was not of those who display their weaknesses and +diffidence. She ate her first dinner in the lofty Antlers dining-hall +with quiet dignity, and would not have been particularly noticed but for +Haney, who was well-known to the waiters of the hotel. Her association +with him had made her a marked figure in their mountain towns, and she +was accustomed to comment. + +She met the men who addressed her with entire fearlessness and candor +(she was afraid only of women in good clothes), speaking with the easy +slanginess of a herder, using naturally and unconsciously the most +picturesque phrases of the West. Her speech was incisive and +unhesitating, yet not swift. She never chattered, but "you bet" and "all +right" were authorized English so far as she was concerned. "They say +you can't beat this town anywhere for society, and I sure like the looks +of what we've seen. Suppose we hang around this hotel for a while--not +too long, for it's mighty expensive." Here she smiled--a quick, flashing +smile. "You see, I can't get used to spending money--I'm afraid all the +time I'll wake up. It's just like a dream I used to have of finding +chink--I always came to before I had a chance to handle it and see if it +was real." + +Haney answered, indulgently: "'Tis all real, Bertie. I'll show you that +when I'm meself again." + +"Oh, I believe it--at least, part of the time," she retorted. "But I'll +have to flash a roll to do it--checks are no good. I could sign a +million checks and not have 'em seem like real money. I'm from Missouri +when it comes to cash." + +Mrs. Gilman, who had always stood in bewilderment and wonder of her +daughter, was entirely subject now. She and Williams usually moved in +silence, like adoring subjects in the presence of their sovereigns. They +had no doubts whatsoever concerning the power and primacy of gold; and +as for Haney himself, his unquestioning confidence in his little wife's +judgment had come to be like an article of religious faith. + +After breakfast on the second day of her stay Bertha ordered a carriage, +and they drove about the town in the brilliant morning sunshine, looking +for a place to build. She resembled a little home-seeking sparrow. Every +cosey cottage was to her an almost irresistible allurement. "There's a +dandy place, Captain," she called several times. "Wouldn't you like a +house like that?" + +He, with larger notions, shook his head each time. "Too small, Bertie. +We've the right to a fine big place--like that, now." He nodded towards +a stately gray-stone mansion, with the sign "For Sale" planted on its +lawn. + +She was aghast. "Gee! what would we do with a state-house like that?" + +"Live in it, sure." + +"It would need four chamber-maids and two hired men to take care of a +place like that. And think of the money it would spoil to stock it with +furniture!" Nevertheless, she gazed at it longingly. "I'd sure like that +big garden and that porch. You could sit on that porch and see the +mountains, couldn't you? But my ears and whiskers, the expense of +keeping it!" + +They passed on to other and less palatial possibilities, and returned to +the hotel undecided. The two women, bewildered and weary, diverged and +discussed the matter of dress till the mid-day meal. + +"I like being rich," remarked the young wife, as they took their seats +in the lovely dining-room, and looked about at the tables so shining, so +dainty. "It would be fun to run a house like this, don't you think?" She +addressed her mother. + +"Good gracious, no! Think of the bill for help and the worry of looking +after all this silver! No, it's too splendid for us." + +Haney still retained enough of his ancient humor to smile at them. "I'd +rather see you manage that big stone house with the porch which I'm +going to buy." + +"You don't mean it?" said Bertha, while Mrs. Gilman stared at him over +her soup. + +He went on quietly. "Sure! Me mind's made up. You want the garden and I +like the porch; so 'phone the agent after dinner, and we'll go up and +see to it this very afternoon." + +Bertha's bosom heaved with excitement, and her eyes expanded. "I'd like +just once to see the _inside_ of a house like that. It must be half as +big as this hotel--but to own it! You're crazy, Captain." + +The remote possibility of walking through that wonderful mansion took +away the young wife's appetite, and she became silent and reflective in +the face of a delicious fried chicken. The magic of her husband's wealth +began to make itself most potently felt. + +Haney insisted on smoking a cigar in the lobby. Bertha took her mother +away to talk over the tremendous decision which was about to be thrust +upon them. "We want a house," said she, decisively, "but not a palace +like that. What would we do with it? It scares me up a tree to think of +it." + +"I guess he was only joking," Mrs. Gilman agreed. + +"I can see the porch would be fine for him," Bertha went on. "But, +jiminy spelter, we'd all be lost in the place!" + +Haney called Williams to his side, and told him of the house. "It's a +big place, but I want it. Go you and see the agent. My little girl needs +a roof, and why not the best?" + +"Sure!" replied Williams, with conviction. "She's entitled to a castle. +You round up the women, and I'll do the rest." + +The house proved to be even more splendid and spacious than its exterior +indicated, and Bertha walked its wide halls with breathless delight. +After a hurried survey of the interior, they came out upon the broad +veranda, and lingered long in awe and wonder of the outlook. To the west +lay a glorious garden of fruits and flowers; a fountain was playing over +the rich green grass; high above the tops of the pear and peach trees +(which made a little copse) rose the purple peaks of the Rampart range. + +"Oh, isn't it great!" exclaimed Bertha. + +Haney turned to the agent with a tense look on his pale face--a look of +exultant power. + +"Make out your papers," said he, quietly. "We take the place--as it +stands." + +Bertha was overwhelmed by this flourish of the enchanter's wand--but +only for a moment. No sooner was the contract signed than she roused +herself as to a new business venture. "Well, now, the first thing is +furniture. Let's see! There is some carpets and curtains in the place, +isn't there? And a steel range. It's up to me to rustle the balance of +the outfit together right lively." + +And so she set to work quite as she would have done in outfitting a new +hotel--so many beds, so many chairs in a room, so many dressers, and +soon had a long list made out and the order placed. + +She spent every available moment of her time for the next two days +getting the kitchen and dining-room in running order, and when she had +two beds ready insisted on moving in. "We can kind o' camp out in the +place till we get stocked up. I'm crazy to be under our own roof." + +Haney, almost as eager as she, consented, and on the third day they +drove up to the door, dismissed their hired coachman, and stepped inside +the gate--master and mistress of an American chateau. + +Mart turned, and, with misty eyes and a voice choked with happiness, +said: "Well, darlin', we have it now--the palace of the fairy stories." + +"It's great," she repeated, musingly; "but I can't make it seem like a +home--mebbe it'll change when I get it filled with furniture, but the +garden is sure all right." + +They took their first meal on the porch overlooking the mountains, +listening to the breeze in the vines. It was heavenly sweet after the +barren squalor of their Cripple Creek home, and they did little but gaze +and dream. + +"We need a team," Bertha said, at last. + +"Buy one," replied Haney. + +So Bertha bought a carriage and a fine black span. This expenditure +involved a coachman, and to fill that position an old friend of +Williams'--a talkative and officious old miner--was employed. She next +secured a Chinese cook, the best to be had, and a girl to do the +chamber-work. They were all busy as hornets, and Bertha lived in a glow +of excitement every waking hour of the day--though she did not show it. + +Haney's check-book was quite as wonderful in its way as Aladdin's lamp, +and little by little the women permitted themselves to draw upon its +magic. The shining span of blacks, with flowing manes and champing bits, +became a feature of the avenue as the women drove up and down on their +never-ending quest for household luxuries--they had gone beyond mere +necessities. Mart usually went with them, sitting in the carriage while +they "visited" with the grocery clerks and furniture dealers. They were +very popular with these people, as was natural. + +"Little Mrs. Haney" became at once the subject of endless +comment--mostly unfavorable; for Mart's saloon-made reputation was +well-known, and the current notion of a woman who would marry him was +not high. She was reported, in the alien circles of the town, to be a +vulgar little chamber-maid who had taken a gambler for his money at a +time when he was supposed to be on his death-bed, and her elevation to +the management of a palatial residence was pointed out as being +"peculiarly Western-American." + +The men, however, were much more tolerant of judgment than their women. +They had become more or less hardened to seeing crude miners luxuriating +in sudden, accidental wealth; therefore, they nodded good-humoredly at +Haney and tipped their hats to his pretty wife with smiles. As bankers, +tradesmen, and taxpayers generally they could not afford to neglect a +citizen possessed of so much wealth and circumstance. + +Mrs. Gilman presented a letter of introduction to the nearest church of +her own persuasion, and went to service quite as unassumingly as in +Sibley, and was greeted by a few of the ladies there cordially and +without hint of her son-in-law's connections. Two or three, including +the pastor's wife, made special effort to cultivate her acquaintance by +calling immediately, but they were not of those who attracted Bertha; +and though she showed them about the house and answered their questions, +she did not promise to call. "We're too busy," she explained. "I haven't +got more than half the rooms into shape, and, besides, we're to have my +brother's folks down from the Junction--we're on the hustle all day +long." + +This was true. She had been quite besieged by her former neighbors in +Sibley, who found it convenient to "put up with the Haneys" while +visiting the town. They were, in fact, very curious to study her in her +new and splendid setting; and though some of them peeked and peered amid +the beds, and thumped the mattresses in vulgar curiosity, the young +housewife merely laughed. All her life had been spent among folk of this +directly inquisitive sort. She expected them to act as they did, and, +being a hearty and generous soul, as well as a very democratic one, she +sent them away happy. + +Indeed, she won praise from all who came to know her. But that small +part of the Springs--alien and exclusive--which considered itself higher +if not better than the rest of the Western world, looked askance at "the +gambler's wife and her freak friends," and Mrs. Crego, who was inclined +to be very censorious, alluded to the Haneys as "beggars on horseback" +as she met them on the boulevard. + +Of all this critical comment Bertha remained, happily, unconscious, and +it is probable that she would soon have won her way to a decent circle +of friends had not Charles Haney descended upon them like a plague. Mart +had been receiving letters from this brother, but had said nothing to +Bertha of his demands. "Charles despised me when he met me in Denver," +he explained to Williams. "I was busted at the time, ye mind." He +winked. "And now when he reads in the papers that Mart Haney is rich, he +comes down on me like a hawk on a June bug. 'Tis no matter. He may +come--I'll not cast him out. But he does not play with me +double-eagles--not he!" + +Charles Haney was not fitted to raise his brother's wife in the social +scale, for he belonged to that marked, insistent variety of actor to be +distinguished on trains and in the lobbies of hotels--a fat, sleek, +loud-voiced comedian, who enacted scenes from his unwritten plays while +ladling his soup, and who staggered and fell across chairs in +illustration of highly emotional lines and, what was worse, he was of +those who regard every unescorted woman as fair game. Bold of glance and +brassy of smile, he began to make eyes at his sister-in-law from their +first meeting. + +She amazed him. He had expected a woman of his own class--an +adventuress, painted, designing; and to find this sweet little +girl--"why, she's too good for Mart," he concluded, and shifted his +hollow pretensions of sympathy from his brother to his sister-in-law. +Before the first evening of his visit closed he sought opportunity to +tell her, in hypocritic sadness, that Mart was a doomed man, and that +she would soon be free of him. Bertha was disturbed by his gaze and +repelled by his touch, but tried to like him on Mart's account. His +mouthing disgusted her, and the good-will with which Haney greeted his +brother turned into bitterness as the boaster and low wit began to +display himself. + +"We all grew up in the street or in the saloon," Haney sadly remarked, +"and you finished your education in the variety theatre, I'm thinking." + +The actor took this as a joke, and with a grin retorted: "That's better +than running a faro-layout." + +"I dunno; a good quiet game has its power to educate a man," replied the +gambler. + +That night, as she was preparing the Captain for bed, he remarked, with +a sigh: "Life is a quare game! I mind Charley well as a cute little +yellow-haired divil, always laughing, always in mischief, and me chasin' +after him--a big slob of a boy. I used to carry him up an' down the +tenement stairs. I learned him to skate--and now here he is drinkin' +himself puffy, whilst I am an old broken-down hack at forty-five." He +looked up at her with a sheen of tears in his eyes. "Darlin', 'tis a +shame to be leanin' on you." + +She put her arm around his big grizzled head and drew it to her. + +"You can lean hard, Mart. I'm standin' by." + +"No, I'll not lean too hard," he answered. "I don't want your fine, +straight back to stoop. I make no demands. I'll not spoil your young +life. I'm not worth it. You're free to go when you can't stand me any +longer." + +"Now, now, no more of that!" she warned. "When I have cause to knock, +you won't need no ear-trumpet. Put up your hoof." He obeyed, and, +stooping swiftly, she began to unlace the shoe which he could no longer +reach. Her manner was that of a daughter who tyrannizes over an +indulgent father. Her admiration and gratitude, so boyish once, were now +replaced by an affection in which the element of sex had small place, +and his love for her sprang also from a source far removed from the +fierce instinct which first led him to seek her subduing. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +BERTHA REPULSES AN ENEMY + + +Charles Haney had no scruples. From the moment of his first meeting with +his brother's young wife he determined to make himself "solid" with her. +Convinced that Mart was not long for this world, he set to work to win +Bertha's favor, for this was the only way to harvest the golden fortune +she controlled. + +"Mart is just fool enough and contrary enough to leave every cent of his +money to her." Here he placed one finger against his brow. "Carlos, here +is where you get busy. It's us to the haberdasher. We shine." + +Notwithstanding all his boasting, he was not only an actor out of an +engagement, but flat broke, badly dressed, and in sorry disrepute with +managers. "I've been playing in a stock company in San Francisco," he +had explained, "and I'm now on my way to New York to produce a play of +my own. Hence these tears. I need an 'angel.'" + +He distinctly said "the first of the month" in this announcement, but as +the days went by he only settled deeper into the snug corners of the +Haney home, making no further mention of his triumphal eastward +progress. On the contrary, he had the air of a regular boarder, and +turned up promptly for meals, rotund and glowing in the opulence of his +brother's hospitality. + +On the strength of his name he found favor with the tailors, and +bourgeoned forth a few days later in the best cloth the shops afforded, +and strutted and plumed himself like a turkey-cock before Bertha, +keeping up meanwhile a pretension of sympathy and good-fellowship with +Mart. + +In this he miscalculated; for Bertha, youthful as she seemed, was +accustomed, as she would say, to "standing off mashers," and her +impassive face and keen, steady eyes fairly disconcerted the libertine. +"For Mart's sake, we'll put up with him," she said to her mother. "He's +a loafer; but I can see the Captain kind o' likes to have him +around--for old times' sake, I reckon." + +This was true. When alone with his brother, Charles dropped his +egotistic brag and dramatic bluster, and touched craftily upon the +dare-devil, boyish life they had led together. He was shrewd enough to +see and understand that this was his most ingratiating rōle, and he +played it "to the limit," as Bertha would have said. + +And yet no one in the house realized how his presence reacted against +Bertha. + +"What are we to think of a girl so obtuse that she permits a man like +this fat, disgusting actor to dangle about her?" asked Mrs. Crego of her +husband, who was Haney's legal adviser. + +"He's her husband's brother, you know," argued Crego. + +"All the same, I can't understand her. She looks nice and sweet, and you +say she is so; and yet here she is married to a notorious gambler, and +associating with mountebanks and all sorts of malodorous people. Why, +I've seen her riding down the street with the upholsterer, and Mrs. +Congdon told me that she saw her stop her carriage in front of a cigar +store and talk with a barber in a white jacket for at least ten +minutes." + +Crego laughed. "What infamy! However, I can't believe even the +upholsterer will finally corrupt her. The fact is, my dear, we're all +getting to be what some of my clients call 'too a-ristocratic.' Bertha +Haney is sprung from good average American stock, and has associated +with the kind of people you abhor all her life. She hasn't begun to draw +any of your artificial distinctions. I hope she never will. Her barber +friend is on the same level with the clerks and grocery-men of the town. +They're all human, you know. She's the true democrat. I confess I like +the girl. Her ability is astonishing. Williams and Haney both take her +opinion quite as weightily as my own." + +Mrs. Crego was impressed. "Well, I'll call on her if you really think I +_ought_ to do so." + +"I don't. I withdraw my suggestion. I deprecate your calling--in that +spirit. I doubt if she expects you to call. I hardly think she has +awakened to any slights put upon her by your set. Indeed, she seems +quite happy in the society of Thomas, Richard, and Harry." + +"Don't be brutal, Allen." + +"I'm not. The girl is now serene--that's the main thing; and you might +raise up doubts and discontents in her mind." + +"I certainly shall not go near her so long as that odious actor is +hanging about. His smirk at me the other day made me ill." + +This conversation was typical of many others in homes of equal culture, +for Bertha's position as well as her face and manner piqued curiosity. +After all, the town was a small place--just large enough to give gossip +room to play in--and the sheen of Mrs. Haney's wealth made her +conspicuous from afar, while her youth and boyish beauty had been the +subject of admiring club talk from the very first. Haney was only an old +and wounded animal, whose mate was free to choose anew. + +"It makes me ache to see the girl go wrong," said Mrs. Frank Congdon, +wife of a resident portrait-painter, also in delicate health (she was +speaking to Mrs. Crego). "Think of that great house--Frank says she runs +it admirably--filled with tinkers and tailors and candlestick-makers, +not to mention touts and gamblers--when she might be entertaining--well, +us, for example!" She laughed at the unbending face of her friend; then +went on: "Dr. Cronk says the mother is a sweet old lady and of good New +England family--a constitutional Methodist, he calls her. I wish she +kept better company." + +"But what can you expect of a girl brought up in a pigsty. Her mother +was mistress of a little miners' hotel in Junction City, Allen says, and +the girl boasts of it." + +Mrs. Congdon smiled. "I'm dying to talk with her. She's far and away the +most interesting of our newly rich, and I like her face. Frank has +called, you know?" + +"Has he?" + +"On business, of course. She has decided to have him paint her husband's +picture. She's taken her first step upward, you see." + +"I should think she'd be content to have her saloon-keeper husband's +face fade out of her memory." + +"Frank is enthusiastic. I'm not a bit sure that he didn't suggest the +portrait. He is shameless when he takes a fancy to a face. He's wild to +paint them both and call it 'The Lion Tamer and the Lion.' He considers +Haney a great character. It seems he saw him in Cripple Creek once, and +was vastly taken by his pose. His being old and sad now--his face is one +of the saddest I ever saw--makes it all the more interesting to Frank. +So I'm going to call--in fact, we're going to lunch there soon." + +"Oh, well, yes. You artists can do anything, and it's all right. You +must come over immediately afterwards and tell me all about it, won't +you?" + +At this Mrs. Congdon laughed, but, being of generous mind, consented. + +Crego was right. Bertha had not yet begun to take on trouble about her +social position. She had carried to her big house in the Springs all the +ideas and usages of Sibley Junction--that was all. She acknowledged her +obligations as a householder, carrying forward the New England +democratic traditions. To be next door made any one a neighbor, with the +right to run in to inspect your house and furniture and to give advice. +The fact that near-at-hand residents did not avail themselves of this +privilege troubled her very little at first, so busy was she with her +own affairs; but it was inevitable that the talk of her mother's church +associates should sooner or later open her eyes to the truth that the +distinctions which she had read about as existing in New York and +Chicago were present in her own little city. "Mrs. Crego and her set are +too stuck up to associate with common folks," was the form in which the +revelation came to her. + +From one loose-tongued sister she learned, also, that she and the +Captain were subjects of earnest prayer in the sewing-circle, and that +her husband's Catholicism was a source of deep anxiety, not to say +proselyting hostility, on the part of the pastor and his wife, while +from another of these officious souls she learned that the Springs, +beautiful as it was, so sunlit, so pure of air, was a centre of marital +infelicity, wherein the devil reigned supreme. + +Her mother's pastor called, and was very outspoken as to Mart and +Charles--both of whom needed the Lord's grace badly. He expressed great +concern for Bertha's spiritual welfare, and openly prayed for her +husband, whose nominal submission to the Catholic Church seemed not +merely blindness to his own sin, but a danger to the young wife. + +Haney, however, though wounded and suffering, was still a lion in +resolution, and his glance checked the exhortation which the minister +one day nerved himself to utter. "I do not interfere with any man's +faith," said he, "and I do not intend to be put to school by you nor any +other livin'. I was raised a Catholic, and for the sake of me mother I +call meself wan to this day, and as I am so I shall die." And the +finality of his voice won him freedom from further molestation. + +Bertha's concern for her creed was hardly more poignant than Haney's, +and they never argued; but she did begin to give puzzled thought to the +social complications which opened out day by day before her. Charles, +embittered by his failures, enlightened her still more profoundly. He +had a certain shrewdness of comment at times which bit. "Wouldn't it jar +you," said he one day, "to see this little town sporting a 'Smart Set' +and quoting _Town Topics_ like a Bible? Why, some of these dinky little +two-spot four-flushers draw the line on me because I'm an actor! What +d'ye think o' that? I don't mind your Methodist sistern walking wide of +me, but it's another punch when these dubs who are smoking my cigars at +the club fail to invite me to their houses." + +Bertha looked at him reflectively throughout this speech, putting a +different interpretation on the neglect he complained of. She had gone +beyond disliking him, she despised him (for he was growing bolder each +day in his addresses), and took every precaution that he should not be +alone with her; and she rose one morning with the determination to tell +Mart that she would not endure his brother's presence another day. But +his pleasure in Charles' company was too genuine to be disturbed, and so +she endured. + +The actor's talk was largely concerned with the scandal-mongery of the +town, and very soon the young wife knew that Mrs. May, whose husband was +"in the last stages," was in love with young Mr. June, and that Mr. +Frost, whose wife was "weakly," was going about shamelessly with Miss +Bloom, and all this comment came to her ears freighted with its worst +significance. Vile suggestion dripped from Charles Haney's reckless +tongue. + +This was deep-laid policy with him. His purpose was to undermine her +loyalty as a wife. His approaches had no charm, no finesse. Presuming on +his relationship, he caught at her hand as she passed, or took a seat +beside her if he found her alone on a sofa. At such moments she was +furious with him, and once she struck his hand away with such violence +that she suffered acute pain for several hours afterwards. + +His attentions--which were almost assaults--came at last to destroy a +large part of her joy in her new home. Her drives, when he sat beside +her, were a torture, and yet she could not bring herself to accuse him +before the crippled man, who really suffered from loneliness whenever +she was out of the house or busy in her household work. He had never +been given to reading, and was therefore pathetically dependent upon +conversation for news and amusement. He was much at home, too, for his +maiming was still so fresh upon him that he shrank from exhibiting +himself on the street or at the clubs (there are no saloons in the +Springs). Crego, whom he liked exceedingly, was very busy, and Williams +was away at the mines for the most part, and so, in spite of Bertha's +care, he often sat alone on the porch, a pitiful shadow of the man who +paid court to the clerk of the Golden Eagle. + +Sometimes he followed the women around the house like a dog, watching +them at their dusting and polishing. "You'll strain yourself, Captain," +Bertha warningly cried out whenever he laid hold of a chair or brush. +And so each time he went back to his library to smoke, and wait until +his wife's duties were ended. At such hours his brother was a comfort. +He was not a fastidious man, even with the refinement which had come +from his sickness and his marriage, and the actor (so long as he cast no +imputations on any friend) could talk as freely as he pleased. + +Slowly, day by day, Charles regained Mart's interest and a measure of +his confidence. Having learned what to avoid and what to emphasize, he +now deplored the drink habits of his brothers, and gently suggested that +the old father needed help. They played cards occasionally during such +times as household cares drew Bertha away, and held much discussion of +mines and mining--though here Mart was singularly reticent, and afforded +little information about his own affairs. His trust in Charles did not +go so far as that. With Crego, however, he freely discussed his +condition, for the lawyer had written his new will, and was in +possession of it. + +"I'm like a battered old tin can," he said once. "Did ye ever try to put +a tin can back into shape? Ye cannot. If ye push it back here, it bulges +there. The doctors are tryin' hard to take the kinks out o' me, but 'tis +impossible--I see that--but I may live on for a long time. Already me +mind misgives me about Bertie--she's too young to be tied up to a +shoulder-shotten old plug like mesilf." + +To this Crego soothingly responded. "I don't think you need to worry. +She's as happy as a blackbird in spring." + +Once he said to Bertha: "I niver intended to limp around like this. I +niver thought to be the skate I am this day," and his despondency +darkened his face as he spoke. "I could not blame you if you threw me +out. I'm only a big nuisance." + +"You will be if you talk like that," she briskly answered, and that is +all she seemed to make of his protest. She had indeed been reared in an +atmosphere of loyalty to marriage as well as of chastity, and she never +for a moment considered her vows weakened by her husband's broken frame. + +This fidelity Charles discovered to his own confusion one night as he +came home inflamed by liquor and reckless of hand, to find her sitting +alone in the library writing a letter. It was not late, but Mart, +feeling tired, had gone to bed, and Mrs. Gilman was in Sibley. + +Bertha looked up as he entered, and without observing that he was drunk, +went on with her writing, which was ever a painful ceremony with her. +Dropping his coat where he stood, and with his hat awry on the red globe +of his head, the dastard staggered towards her, his eyes lit with a +glare of reckless desire. + +"Say," he began, "this is luck. I want 'o talk with you, Bertie. I want +'o find out why you run away from me? What's the matter with me, +anyhow?" + +She realized now the foul, satyr-like mood of the man, and sprang up +tense and strong, silently confronting him. + +He mumbled with a grin: "You're a peach! What's the matter? Why don't +you like me? Ain't I all right? I'm a gentleman." + +His words were babble, but the look in his eyes, the loose slaver of his +lips, both scared and angered her, and as he pushed against her, +clumsily trying to hook his arm about her waist, she struck him sharply +with the full weight of her arm and shoulder, and he tottered and fell +sprawling. With a curse in his teeth he caught at a chair, recovered his +balance, and faced her with a look of fury that would have appalled one +less experienced than she. + +"You little fool," he snarled, "don't you do that again!" + +"_Stop!_" She did not lift her voice, but the word arrested him. "Do you +want to die?" The word _die_ pierced the mist of his madness. "What do +you think Mart will say to this?" + +He shivered and grew pale under the force of his brother's name uttered +in that tone. He began to melt, subsiding into a jelly-mass of fear. + +"Don't tell Mart, for Christ's sake! I didn't mean nothing. Don't do it, +I beg--I beg!" + +She looked at him and seemed to grow in years as she searched his +wretched body for its soul. "If you don't pull out of this house +to-morrow I'll let him know just the kind of dead-head boarder you are. +You haven't fooled me any--not for a minute. I've put up with you for +his sake, but to-night settles it. You go! I've stood a lot from you, +but your meal-ticket is no good after to-morrow morning--you _sabe_? +It's you to the outside to-morrow. Now get out, or I call Mart." + +He turned and shuffled from the room, leaving his battered hat at her +feet. + +She waited till she heard him close his door; then, with a look of +disgust on her face, picked up his hat and coat, and hung them on the +rack in the hall. "I'm sorry for Mart," she said to herself. "He _was_ +company for him, but I can't stand the loafer a day longer. I hope I +never see him again." + + * * * * * + +He did not get down to breakfast, and for this she was glad; but he +sought opportunity a little later to plead for clemency. "Give me +another chance. I was drunk. I didn't mean it." + +She remained inexorable. "Not for a second," she succinctly replied. "I +don't care how you fix it with Mart. Smooth it up as best you can, but +fly this coop." And her face expressed such contempt that he crept away, +flabby and faltering, to his brother. + +"I've been telegraphed for, and must go," he said. "And, by the way, I +need a little ready mon to carry me to the little old town. As soon as I +get to work I'll send you a check." + +Mart handed him the money in silence, and waited till he had folded and +put away the bills. Then he said: "Charles, you was always the smart one +of the family, and ye'd be all right now if ye'd pass the booze and get +down to hard work. It's _time_ ye were off, for ye've done nothin' but +loaf and drink here. I've enjoyed your talk--part of the time; but I can +see ye'd grow onto me here like a wart, and that's bad for you and bad +for me, and so I'm glad ye're going." + +"Can't you--" He was going to ask for a position--something easy with +big pay--when he saw that such a request would make his telegram a lie. + +As he hesitated Mart continued: "No, I'll back no play for ye. I'm a +gambler, but I take no chances of that kind. If you see the old father, +write and tell me how he is." + +Charles, though filled with rising fury, was sober enough to know in +what danger he stood, and forcing a smile to his face, shook hands and +went out to his carriage--alone. + +As Mart met Bertha a few minutes later he remarked, with calm +directness: "There goes a cheap rounder and a sponge. I've been a +gambler and a saloon-keeper, but I never got the notion that I could +live without doin' something. Charles was a smart lad, but the divil has +him by the neck, and to give money is to give him drink." + +Bertha remained silent, her own indictment was so much more severe. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +BERTHA RECEIVES AN INVITATION + + +Colorado Springs lies in a shallow valley, under a genial sun, at almost +the exact level of the summit of Mt. Washington. From the railway train, +as it crawls over the hills to the east, it looks like a toy village, +but is, in fact, a busy little city. To ride along its wide and leafy +streets in summer, to breathe its crystalline airs in winter, is to lose +belief in the necessity of disease. The grave seems afar off. + +And yet it was built, and is now supported, by those who, fearing death, +fled the lower, miasmatic levels of the world, and who, having abandoned +all hope (or desire) of return, are loyally developing and adorning +their adopted home. These fugitives are for the most part contented +exiles--men as well as women--who have come to enjoy their enforced stay +here beside the peaks; and their devotion to the town and its +surroundings is unmistakably sincere, for they believe that the climate +and the water have prolonged their lives. + +Not all even of these seekers for health are ill, or even weakly, at +present; on the contrary, many of them are stalwart hands at golf, and +others are seasoned horsemen. In addition to those who are resident in +their own behalf are many husbands attendant upon ailing wives, and +blooming wives called to the care of weazened and querulous husbands, +and parents who came bringing a son or daughter on whom the pale shadow +of the White Death had fallen. But, after all, these Easterners color +but they do not dominate the life of the town, which is a market-place +for a wide region, and a place of comfort for well-to-do miners. It is, +also, a Western town, with all a Western town's customary activities, +and the traveller would hardly know it for a health resort, so cheerful +and lively is the aspect of its streets, where everything denotes +comfort and content. + +In addition to the elements denoted above, it is also taken to be a +desirable social centre and a charming place of residence for men like +Marshall Haney, who, having made their pile in the mountain camps, have +a reasonable desire to put their gold in evidence--"to get some good of +their dust," as Williams might say. Here and there along the principal +avenues are luxurious homes--absurdly pretentious in some +instances--which are pointed out to visitors as the residences of the +big miners. They are especially given to good horses also, and ride or +drive industriously, mixing very little with the more cultured and +sophisticated of their neighbors, for whom they furnish a never-ending +comedy of manners. "A beautiful mixture for a novelist," Congdon often +said. + +Yes, the town has its restricted "Smart Set," in imitation of New York +city, and its literary and artistic groups (small, of course), and its +staid circle of wealth and privilege, and within defined limits and at +certain formal civic functions these various elements meet and interfuse +genially if not sincerely. However, the bitter fact remains that the +microcosm is already divided into classes and masses in a way which +would be humorous if it were not so deeply significant of a deplorable +change in American life. Squire Crego, in discussing this very matter +with Frank Congdon, the portrait-painter, put it thus: "This division of +interest is inevitable. What can you do? The wife of the man who cobbles +my shoes or the daughter of the grocer who supplies my sugar is, in the +eyes of God, undoubtedly of the same value as my own wife, but they +don't _interest_ me. As a social democrat, I may wish sincerely to do +them good, but, confound it, to wish to do them good is an impertinence. +And when I've tried to bring these elements together in my house I have +always failed. Mrs. Crego, while being most gracious and cordial, has, +nevertheless, managed to make the upholsterer chilly, and to freeze the +grocer's wife entirely out of the picture." + +"There's one comfort: it isn't a matter of money. If it were, where +would the Congdons be?" + +"No, it isn't really a matter of money, and in a certain sense it isn't +a matter of brains. It's a question of--" + +"_Savoir faire._" + +"Precisely. You haven't a cent, so you say frequently--" Congdon stopped +him, gravely. + +"I owe you fifty--I was just going down into my jeans to pay it, when I +suddenly recalled--" + +"Don't interrupt the court. You haven't a cent, we'll say, but you go +everywhere and are welcome. Why?" + +"That's just it. Why? If you really want to know, I'll tell you. It's +all on account of Lee. Lee is a mighty smart girl. She has a cinch on +the gray matter of this family." + +"You do yourself an injustice." + +"Thank you." + +Crego pursued his argument. "There isn't any place that a man of your +type can't go if you want to, because you take something with you. You +mix. And Haney, for example--to return to the concrete again--Haney +would make a most interesting guest at one's dinner-table, but the wife, +clever as she is, is impossible--or, at least, Mrs. Crego thinks she +is." + +Congdon fixed a finger pistol-wise and impressively said: "That little +Mrs. Haney is a wonder. Don't make any mistake about her. She'll climb." + +"I'm not making the mistake, it's Mrs. Crego. I've asked her to call on +the girl, but she evades the issue by asking: 'What's the use? Her +interests are not ours, and I don't intend to cultivate her as a freak.' +So there we stand." + +Congdon looked thoughtful. "She may be right, but I don't think so. The +girl interests me, because I think I see in her great possibilities." + +"Her abilities certainly are remarkable. She needs but one statement of +a point in law. She seems never to forget a word I say. Sometimes this +realization is embarrassing. When she fixes those big wistful eyes on me +I feel bound to give her my choicest diction and my soundest judgments. +Haney, too, for all his wild career, attaches my sympathy. You're +painting his portrait--why don't you and Lee give them a dinner?" + +"Good thought! I told Lee this morning that it was a shame to draw the +line on that little girl just because that rotten, bad brother-in-law of +hers was base enough to slur her at the club. But, as you say, women +can't be driv. However, I think Lee can manage a dinner if anybody can. +As you say, we're only artists, and artists can do anything--except +borrow money. However, if you want to know, Lee says that this barber +lover of Mrs. Haney's has done more to queer her with our set than +anything else. They think her tastes are low." + +"That incident is easily explained. Winchell knew her in Sibley, and +though he has undoubtedly followed her over here for love of her, he +seems a decent fellow, and I don't believe intends any harm. I will +admit her stopping outside his door to talk with him was unconventional, +but I can't believe that she was aware of any impropriety in the act. +Nevertheless, that did settle the matter with Helen. 'You can dine with +them any day if you wish,' she says, 'but--' And there the argument +rests." + +"Of course, you and I can put the matter on a basis of trade courtesy," +said Congdon; "but I confess they interest me enormously, and I would +like to do them some little favor for their own sakes. Poor Haney will +never be more of a man than he is to-day, and that little girl is going +to earn all the money she gets before she is done with him." + +And so they parted, and Congdon went home to renew the discussion with +his wife. "You must call. It's only the decent thing to do, now that the +portrait is nearly done," he said. + +"I don't mind the calling, Frank," she briskly replied, "and I don't +much mind giving a little dinner, but I don't want to get the girl on my +mind. She has so much to learn, and I haven't the time nor energy to +teach her." + +Congdon waved his finger. "Don't you grow pale over that," said he. +"That girl's no fool--she's capable of development. She will amaze you +yet." + +"Well, consider it settled. I'll call this afternoon and ask her to +dinner; but don't expect me to advise her and follow her up. Now, who'll +we ask to meet her--the Cregos?" + +"Yes, I'd thought of them." + +"Oh, I know all about it. You needn't stammer. You and Allen are getting +a good deal out of the Haneys, and want to be decent in return. Well, I +think well of you for it, and I'll do my mite. I'll have young Fordyce +in, and Alice; being Quakers and 'plain people,' they won't mind. Ben is +crazy to see the rough side of Western life, anyway. Now run away, +little boy, and leave the whole business to me." + +As Crego had said, the Congdons were privileged characters in the +Springs. They were at once haughty with the pride of esthetic +cleverness, and humble with the sense of their unworthiness in the wide +old-world of art. Lee was contemptuous of wealth when they had a pot of +beans in the house, and Frank was imperiously truculent when borrowing +ten dollars from a friend or demanding an advance of cash from a +prospective patron. They both came of long lines of native American +ancestry, and not only felt themselves as good as anybody, but a little +better than most. They gave wit for champagne, art instruction for +automobile rides, and never-failing good humor for house-room and the +blazing fires of roomy hearths. + +Mrs. Congdon, of direct Virginian ancestry, was named Lee by a +state's-rights mother, who sent her abroad to "study art." She ended by +pretending to be a sculptor--and she still did occasionally model a +figurine of her friends or her friends' babies; mainly, she was the +aider and abettor of her husband, a really clever portrait-painter, +whose ill health had driven him from New York to Colorado, and who was +making a precarious living in the Springs--precarious for the reason +that on bright days he would rather play golf than handle a brush, and +on dark days he _couldn't_ see to paint (so he said). In truth, he was +not well, and his slender store of strength did not permit him to do as +he would. To cover the real seriousness of his case he loudly admitted +his laziness and incompetency. + +Lee was a devoted wife, and when she realized that his interest in the +Haneys was deep and genuine her slight opposition gave way. It meant a +couple of thousand dollars to Frank, but money was the least of their +troubles--credit seemed to come along when they needed it most, and each +of them had become "trustful to the point of idiocy," Mrs. Crego was +accustomed to say. Mrs. Crego really took charge of their affairs, and +when they needed food helped them to it. + +Starting for the Haneys on the street-car that very afternoon, Lee +reached the gate just as Bertie was helping Mart into his carriage. +There was something so genuine and so touching in this picture of the +slender young wife supporting her big and crippled husband that Mrs. +Congdon's nerves thrilled and her face softened. Plainly this +consideration on the part of Mrs. Haney was habitual and ungrudging. + +Bertie, as she faced her caller, saw only a pale little woman with +flashing eyes and smiling mouth, whose dress was as neat as a man's and +almost as plain (Lee prided herself on not being "artistic" in dress), +and so waited for further information. + +"How do you do, Mrs. Haney?" Lee began. "I'm Mrs. Congdon." + +Bertha threw the rug over Mart's knees before turning to offer her hand. +"I'm glad to meet you," she responded, with gravity. "I've seen you on +the street." + +Lee couldn't quite make out whether this remark was intended for +reproach or not, but she went on, quickly: "I was just about to call. +Indeed, I came to ask you and Mr. Haney to dine with us on Thursday." +She nodded and smiled at Mart, who sat with impassive countenance +listening with attention--his piercing eyes making her rather +uncomfortable. "We dine at seven. I hope you can come." + +Bertha looked up at her husband. "What do you say, Captain?" + +"I don't see any objection," he answered, without warmth. + +Bertha turned, with still passive countenance. "All right," she said, +"we'll be there. Won't you jump in and take a ride with us?" + +Lee, burning with mingled flames of resentment and humor, replied: +"Thank you, I have another call to make--Thursday, then, at seven +o'clock." + +"We'll connect. Much obliged," replied Bertha, and sprang into the +carriage. "Go ahead, Dan. Good-day, Mrs. Congdon." + +Lee stood for an instant in amazement at this easy, not to say +indifferent, acceptance of her tremendous offering. "Well, if that isn't +cool!" she gasped, and walked on thoughtfully. + +Humor dominated her at last, and when she entered Mrs. Crego's house she +was flushed with laughter, and recounted the words of the interview with +so many subtle interpretations of her own that Mrs. Crego was delighted. + +Mrs. Congdon did not spare herself. "Helen, she made me feel like a +bill-collector! 'All right,' said she, 'I'll be there,' and left me +standing in the middle of the street. You've got to come now, Helen, to +preserve my dignity." + +"I'm wild to come, really. I want to see what she'll do to us +'professional people.' Maybe she will patronize us too." + +When Lee told Frank about it at night he failed to laugh as heartily as +she had expected. "That's all very funny, the way you tell it, but as a +matter of fact the girl did all she knew. She accepted your invitation +and civilly asked you to take a ride. What more could mortal woman +proffer?" + +"She might have invited me into the house." + +"Not at the moment. It was Mart's hour for a drive, and you were +interfering with one of her duties. I think she treated you very well." + +"Anyhow, she's coming, and so is Helen. It tickled Helen nearly into +fits, of course, and she's coming--just to see me 'put to it to manage +these wet valley bronchos.'" + +"The girl may look like a bronk, but she's got good blood in her. She'll +hold her own anywhere," replied Congdon, with conviction. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +BERTHA MEETS BEN FORDYCE + + +For all her impassivity, Bertha was really elated by this invitation, +for she liked Congdon, and had a very high opinion of his powers. She +experienced no special dread of the dinner, for it appeared to her at +the moment to be a simple sitting down to eat with some friendly people. +She was not in awe of Mrs. Congdon, however much she might admire her +husband's skill, and she knew their home. It was a small house on a side +street, and did not compare for a moment with her own establishment, in +which she had begun to take a settled pride. + +As they rode away she was mentally casting up in her mind a choice of +clothes, when Haney remarked: "Bertie, I don't believe I'll go to that +dinner." + +"Why not?" + +"Well, I'm not as handy with a cold deck as I used to be, and I don't +think I ought to put me lame foot into another man's lap." + +"You're all right, Captain, and, besides, I'll be close by to help out +in case you run up against a hard knock in the steak. Course you'll +go--I want you to get out and see the people. Why, you haven't taken a +meal out of the house since we moved, except that one at the Casino. You +need more doin'." + +Haney was in a dejected mood. "So do you. I'm a heavy handicap to you, +Bertie, sure I am. As I see ye settin' there bloomin' as a rose and feel +me own age a-creepin' on me, I know I should be takin' me _congé_ out of +self-respect--just to give you open road." + +"Stop that!" she warningly cried. "Hello, there's Ed! He seems in a +rush. Wonder what's eating him?" + +Winchell, dressed in a new suit of clothes, darted from the sidewalk to +the carriage, his face shining. "Say, folks, I'm called East. Old man +died yesterday, and I've got to go home." He was breathing hard with +excitement. + +"Get in and tell us about it," commanded Bertha. + +He climbed up beside the driver, and turned on his seat to continue. +"Yes, I've got to go; and, say, the old man was well off. I don't do no +more barberin', I tell you that. I'm goin' to study law. I'm comin' back +here just as soon as things are settled up. I've been talking with a +fellow here--Lawyer Hansall; he says he'll take me in and give me a +chance. No more barberin' for me, you hear me!" + +"'Tis a poor business, but a necessary," remarked Haney. + +Bertha was sympathetic. "I'm glad you're goin' to get a raise. Of +course, I'm sorry about your father." + +"I understand--so am I. But he's gone, and it's up to me to think of +myself. I know you always despised my trade." + +"No, I didn't. Men have to be shaved and clipped. It's like +dish-washin', somebody has to do it. We can't all sit in the parlor." + +Winchell acknowledged the force of this. "Well, I always felt sneakin' +about it, I'll admit, but that was because I was raised a farmer, and +barbers were always cheap skates with us. We didn't use 'em much, in +fact. Well, it's all up now, and when I come back I want you to forget I +ever cut hair. A third of the old farm is mine, and that will pay my +board while I study." + +Neither Haney nor his young wife was surprised by this movement on his +part any more than he was surprised at their rise to wealth and luxury; +both were in accordance with the American tradition. But as they rode +down the street certain scornful Easterners (schooled in European +conventions) smiled to see the wife of an Irish millionaire gambler in +earnest conversation with a barber. + +Mrs. Crego, driving down-town with Mrs. Congdon, stared in astonishment, +then turned to Lee. "And you ask me to meet such a woman at dinner!" she +exclaimed, and her tone expressed a kind of bewilderment. + +Lee laughed. "You can't fail me now. Don't be hasty. Trust in Frank." + +"I'd hate to have my dinner partners selected by Frank Congdon. I draw +the line at barbers." + +"You're a snob, Helen. If you were really as narrow as you sound I'd cut +you dead! Furthermore, the barber isn't invited." + +"I can't understand such people." + +"I can. She don't know any better. You impute a low motive where there +is nothing worse than ignorance. As Frank says, the girl is a perfectly +natural outgrowth of a little town. I hope our dinner won't spoil her." + +Mrs. Congdon had put the dinner-hour early, and when the Haneys drove up +in their glittering new carriage, drawn by two splendid black horses, +she too had a moment of bewilderment, but her sense of humor prevailed. +"Frank," she said, "you can't patronize a turnout like that--not in my +presence." + +"To-night art's name is mud," he replied, with conviction, and hastened +down the steps to help Haney up. + +The gambler waved his proffered arm aside. "I'm not so bad as all that," +said he. "I let me little Corporal help me--sometimes for love of it, +not because I nade it." + +He was still gaunt and pale, but his eyes were of unconquerable fire, +and the lift of his head from the shoulders was still leopard-like. He +was dressed in a black frock-coat, with a cream-colored vest and gray +trousers, and looked very well indeed--quite irreproachable. + +Bertha was clad in black also--a close-fitting, high-necked gown which +made her fair skin shine like fire-flushed ivory, and her big serious +eyes and vivid lips completed the charm of her singular beauty. Her +bosom had lost some of its girlish flatness, but the lines of her hips +and thighs still resembled those of a boy, and the pose of her head was +like that of an athlete. + +"Won't you come in and take off your hat?" asked Mrs. Congdon. And she +followed without reply, leaving the two men on the porch. + +Without appearing to do so she saw everything in the house, which was +hardly more than an artistic camp, so far as the first floor was +concerned. Navajo rugs were on the floor, Moqui plaques starred the +walls, and Acoma ollas perched upon book-shelves of thick plank. The +chairs were rude, rough, and bolted at the joints. The room made a +pleasant impression on Bertha, though she could not have told why. The +ceiling was dark, the walls green, the woodwork stained pine, and yet it +had charm. + +Mrs. Congdon explained meanwhile that Frank had made the big +centre-table of plank, and the book-shelves as well. "He likes to tinker +at such things," she said. "Whenever he gets blue or cross I set him to +shifting the dresser or making a book-shelf, and he cheers up like mad. +He's a regular kid anyway--always doing the things he ought not to do." + +In this way she tried to put her guest at her ease, while Bertha sat +looking at her in an absent-minded way, apparently neither frightened +nor embarrassed--on the contrary, she seemed to be thinking of something +else. At last, to force a reply, Mrs. Congdon asked: "How do you like my +husband's portrait of Mr. Haney?" + +"I don't know," she slowly replied. "It looks like him, and then again +it don't. I guess I'm not up to hand paintin's. Enlarged photographs are +about my size." + +"You're disappointed, then?" + +"Well, yes, I don't know but I am. I didn't think it was going to look +just that way. Mr. Congdon says blue shadows are under anybody's ears in +the light, but I can't see 'em on the Captain, and I do see 'em in the +picture; that's what gets me twisted. When I look at the picture I can't +see nothin' else." + +Her hostess laughed. "I know just how you feel, but that's the insolence +of the painter--he puts on canvas what _he_ sees, not what his patron +sees. The more money you pay for a portrait the more insolent the +artist." + +At this moment Mrs. Crego came in, and (as she said afterwards) was +presented to the gambler's wife "as though I were a nobody and she a +visiting countess." Bertha rose, offered her hand, like a boy, in +silence; she stood very straight, with very cold and unmistakably +suspicious face. And Alice Heath, who entered with Mrs. Crego, shared +this chill reception. + +Bertha, in truth, instantly and cordially hated Mrs. Crego; but she +pitied the younger woman, in whom she detected another fugitive fighting +a losing battle with disease. Miss Heath was very fair and very frail, +with burning deep-blue eyes and a lovely mouth. She greeted Bertha with +such sincere pleasure that the girl inclined to her instantly, and they +went out on the porch together. Alice put her hand on Bertha's arm, +saying: "I've wanted to meet you, Mr. Congdon has told us so much of +you. Your life seems very romantic to me." + +The men all rose to meet Mrs. Congdon, and before Bertha had time to +recover from the effect of the girl's words she found herself confronted +by Ben Fordyce, who looked like a college boy, athletic and smiling. He +was tall and broad-chested, with a round blond face and yellow hair. His +manner was frank, and his voice deep. His hand, broad and strong, was +hardened by the tennis-racket and calloused by the golf-stick, and +somehow its leathery clasp pleased the girl. The roughness of his palm +made him less alien than either Congdon or Crego. + +They went out to dinner immediately, and as she walked beside Mart she +felt the young athlete's eyes resting upon her face, and the knowledge +of this troubled her unaccountably. Mrs. Congdon seated him opposite her +at the table, and he continued to stare at her with the frankest +curiosity. She returned his gaze at last with a certain defiance, but +found no offence in his eyes, which were round as his face, and of a +sincere, steady gray. He was smooth-shaven, and his blond hair was +rather short. All these peculiarities appeared one by one in the +intervals between her attentions to Mart and her study of the +furnishings of the table, which was decorated with candles and flowers +in a way quite new to her. + +Fordyce was as fine as he looked. Nothing equivocal was in "that +magnificent boy," as his friends called him, and his interest in little +Mrs. Haney was that of the Easterner who, having been told that strange +things take place in the West, is disappointed if they do not happen +under his nose. He had heard much of the Haneys from Congdon, and had +been especially impressed with the story of Bertha's midnight ride to +the bedside of the dying gambler. The wedding in the saloon, her +devotion to the wounded man, their descent upon the Springs, and their +domestication in a stone palace--all appealed to his imagination. Such +things could not happen in Chester; they were of the mountain West, and +most satisfying to his taste. + +Bertha, on her part, had to admit that the people at the table were most +kindly, even considerate. They made her husband the centre of interest, +and passed politely over all his disastrous attempts to use his left +hand. There were no awkward pauses, for, excepting one or two slips of +tongue, Haney rose to the occasion. He was big enough and self-contained +enough not to apologize for what he had been or what he was, and under +Congdon's skilful guidance told of his experiences as amateur miner and +gambler, growing humorous as the wine mellowed and lightened his +reminiscences. He felt the sympathy of his audience. All listened +delightedly with no accusation in their eyes--except in the case of Mrs. +Crego, who still breathed, so it seemed to Bertha, a certain contempt +and inner repugnance. + +Young Fordyce glowed with delight in these tales, reading beneath the +terse lines of Haney's slang something epic, detecting a perfect +willingness to take any chance. The fact that his bravery led to nothing +conventionally noble or moral did not detract from the inherent interest +of the tale; on the contrary, the young fellow, being of unusual +imaginative reach and freedom, took pleasure in the thought that a man +would risk his life again and again merely for the excitement of it. +Occasionally he glanced at Judge Crego, to find him looking upon Haney +with thoughtful glance. It was a little like listening to a prisoner's +confession of guilt (as he afterwards said), but to him, as to Congdon, +it was a most interesting monologue. + +It added enormously to the romance, so far as Ben Fordyce was concerned, +to look across the table at the grave, watchful face of the girl who +unfolded her husband's napkin or cut up his roast with deft hand--always +careful not to interrupt his talk. + +As he thought of the quiet Quaker neighborhood from which he came, and +contrasted these singular and powerfully defined personalities with the +"men of weight" and the demure maidens of his acquaintance, Ben's blood +tingled with a sense of the bigness and strangeness of the greater +America. The West was no longer a nation; it was a world. To be in it at +last was a delight as well as an education. + +Bertha, on her part, felt no strangeness in her position. Her marriage +was a logical outcome of her life and surroundings. The incomprehensible +lay in the shining women about her. Their ideas of life, their comment, +puzzled her. Their clothes were of a kind which her own money could buy, +but their manners, their grace of speech, their gestures, came of +something besides money. Mrs. Crego was especially formidable, and made +her feel the inadequacy of the black gown which she had thought very +fine when she selected it, ready made, in a Denver store. She did not +know that Mrs. Crego had dressed "very simply," at the suggestion of her +hostess; but she did feel a certain condescension of manner, even in +Alice, and was glad the Captain absorbed so much of the table-talk. + +Her time of trial came when the ladies rose and, at Mrs. Congdon's +suggestion, returned to the porch, leaving the men to finish their +cigars. Not one of Ben's little courtesies towards the women escaped +her. His acquiescence, Congdon's tone of exaggerated respect, Crego's +compliments, were all new to her, and in a certain sense she resented +them. She doubted their sincerity a little, notwithstanding their +grateful charm. + +Alice took her to herself and this was a great relief; for she feared +Mrs. Crego's sharp tongue, and was not entirely sure of her hostess. + +Laying a slim hand on her arm, the Eastern girl began: "I am fascinated +by you, Mrs. Haney. You have had such an interesting life, and you have +such an opportunity for doing good." + +Bertha looked at her in blank surprise. "What do you mean?" + +"With your great wealth you can accomplish so much. Had you thought of +that?" + +"No, I hadn't." The answer was blunt. "I've been so busy getting settled +and looking after the Captain, I haven't had time to think of anything +else." + +"Oh, of course; but by and by you'll begin to look about you for things +to help--I mean hospitals and charities, and all that. The only time +when I envy great wealth is when I see some wrong which money can right. +Mr. Fordyce is a lawyer, but not a very famous one--he's only +twenty-eight; and while we are likely to have all we really need, we +can't begin to do what we'd like to do for others. I suppose Mrs. +Congdon has told you of us?" + +"Where do you live?" + +"We live in Chester, but Mr. Fordyce has an office in Philadelphia. We +have been engaged a long time, but I couldn't think of marrying while I +was so ill. I'm afraid I stayed so long that not even this climate can +help me." + +This was indeed Bertha's conviction, and her untactful silence said as +much. Therefore, Alice hastened on to other more general topics. She was +very sprightly, but Bertha maintained a determined silence through it +all, quite unable to understand the girl's confidences. + +When the men came out Alice took Haney to herself, and they seemed to +enjoy each other's society very keenly; indeed, their mutual absorption +became so complete that Ben remarked upon it to Bertha. "Miss Heath has +been crazy to meet your husband, Mrs. Haney. His adventurous life +appeals to her, as to me, very deeply. We don't mean to be offensive, +but to us you seem typical of the West." + +What he said at this time made less impression on her than the way in +which he spoke. The light of an electric street-lamp fell upon his face, +revealing its charming lines. On his fine hand a ring gleamed. Autumn +insects were singing sleepily in the grass and from the trees. The +laughter of girls came from the dusk of neighboring lawns, and over all +descended the magical light of a harvest moon, flecking the surface of +the little garden with shadows almost as definite as those cast by the +flaming white globes of the street-lamps. It is on such nights that the +heart of youth expands with longing and sadness. + +Crego and Congdon fell into hot argument (their usual method of +conversation), leaving the young people to themselves, and, Ben with +intent to provoke the grave little wife to laughter, told a funny story +which reflected on Congdon's improvidence. + +Bertha was really grateful, for she felt herself at a great disadvantage +among these fluent and interesting folk, who talked like the characters +in novels. Their jests, their comment, meant little to her; but their +gestures, their graceful attitudes, their courtesies to each other, +meant much. They were something more than polite; they were considerate +in a way which showed their thoughtfulness to be deeply grounded in +habitual action. They used slang, but they used it as a garnish, not as +a habit of speech. Expressions which she had read in books, but had +never before heard spoken, flowed from their lips. Their sentences were +built up for effect; in Crego's case this was more or less expected, but +the phrases of Fordyce and Congdon were still more disconcerting. The +art of their stories was a revelation of the neatness and precision of +cultivated speech. + +When Mrs. Congdon led the way back into the house Ben stepped to Alice's +side, saying, in a low tone: "I hope you haven't taken a chill. I beg +your pardon, dearest; I should have watched you more closely." + +Once within-doors Mrs. Congdon insisted on Ben's singing, which he did +with smiling readiness, expressing, however, a profound ignorance of +music. "I never take my songs as seriously as my friends seem to do," he +explained to Bertha. "Music with me is a gift rather than an +acquirement." + +His voice was indeed fresh and sweet, and he sang--as Bertha had never +heard any one sing--certain love ballads, whose despairing cadences were +made the more profoundly piercing, someway, by his happy boyish face and +handsomely clothed and powerful figure. "'But I and my True Love Will +Never Meet Again!'" seemed to be a fatalistic cry rather than a wail of +sadness as it came from his lips, but its melody sank deep into the +girl's heart. She sat in rigid absorption, her eyes fixed upon the +splendid young singer as a child looks upon some new and complicated +toy. The grace with which he pronounced his words, the spread of his +splendid chest, his easy pose, his self-depreciating shrugs enthralled +her. Surely this was one of the young princes of the earth. His voice +came to her freighted with the passion of ideal manhood. + +He sang other songs--tunes not worthy of him--but ended with a ballad +called "Fair Springtide," by MacDowell--a song so stern, so strange, so +inexorably sad that the singer himself grew grave at last and rose to +his best. Bertha was thrilled to the heart, saddened yet exalted by his +voice. Her horizon--her emotional horizon--was of a sudden extended, and +she caught glimpses of strange lands and dim peaks of fabled mountains; +and when the singer declared himself at an end she sat benumbed while +the others cheered--her hands folded on her lap. It seemed a profanation +to applaud. + +Haney gloomed in silence also, but not for the same reason. "I might +have sung like that once," he thought, for he had been choir-boy in his +ragamuffin youth, and had regained a fine tenor voice at eighteen. Age +and neglect had ruined it, however. For ten years he had not attempted +to sing a note. This youth made him dream of the past--as it caused +Bertha to forecast the future. + +While young Fordyce was putting away his music the Captain struggled to +his feet, and Bertha, seeing a sudden paleness overspread his face, +hastened to him. + +"I reckon we'd better be going," she said to Mrs. Congdon, with blunt +directness. + +"It's early yet," replied her hostess. + +Haney replied: "Not for cripples. Time was when I could sit all night in +the 'lookout's chair,' but not now. Ten o'clock finds me wishful towards +the bed." He said this with a faint smile. But the pathos of it, the +truth of it, went to Bertha's heart, as it did to Mrs. Congdon's. Not +merely was his body maimed, but his mind had correspondingly been +weakened by that tearing charge of shot. + +Something of his native Celtic gallantry came back to him as he said: +"Sure, Mrs. Congdon, we've had a fine evening. You must come to see us +soon." + +Ben was addressing himself to Bertha. "Do you ever ride?" + +"I used to--I don't now. You see, the Captain can't stand the jolt of a +horse, so we mostly drive." + +"I was about to say that Alice and I would be glad to have you join us. +We ride every morning--a very gentle pace, I assure you, for I'm no +rough-rider, and, besides, she sets the pace." + +Bertha's face was pale and her eyes darkly luminous as she falteringly +answered. "I'd like to--but--Perhaps I can some time. I'm much obliged," +and then she gave him her hand in parting. + +Mrs. Congdon was subtly moved by something in the girl's face as she +said good-night, and to her invitation to come and see her cordially +responded: "I certainly shall do so." + + * * * * * + +Little Mrs. Haney rode away from her first dinner party in the silence +of one whose thoughts are too swift and too new to find speech. Her +brain, sensitive as that of a babe, had caught and ineffaceably retained +a million impressions which were to influence all her after life. The +most vivid and most powerful of these impressions rose from the glowing +beauty of young Fordyce, whose like she had never seen; but as +background to him was the lovely room, the shining table, the grace and +charm of the conversation, and, dominating all, the music--quite the +best she had ever heard. The evening--so simple, almost commonplace, to +her hostess--was of unspeakable significance to the uncultured girl. + +She did not wish to talk, and when Haney spoke she made no reply to his +comment. "A fine bunch of people," he repeated. "They sure treated us +right. Crego's the fine man--we do well to make him our lawyer." As +Bertha again failed to respond he resumed, with a little chuckle: "But +Mrs. Crego is saying, 'I dunno--them Haneys is queer cattle.' And the +little sick lady, sure she was as interested in me talk as Patsy +McGonnigle. She drug out o' me some of me wildest scrapes. Poor little +girl, 'twill soon be all up with her.... It's a fine young fellow she +has. A Quaker by training, she says. My! my! What a prizefighter he'd +make if his mind ran that way! Think of a Quaker with a chest like +that--'tis something ferocious! He can sing, too, can't he? A fine +lad--as fine as iver I see. Think of shoulders like his all wasted on a +man of peace. I'm afraid the little lady will never put on the ring if +she waits till she gets well." + +To this Bertha listened intently, but gave out no sign of interest. She +was eager to be alone, eager to review all that had happened--all that +had been said. + +For the first time since her marriage she felt Haney's presence to be +just the least bit of a burden; and when they entered the house she +urged his immediate retirement, though he was disposed to sit in the +library and talk. "They were high-class," he said, again. "I never +supposed I could make easy camp with such people. They sure treated us +noble. They made us feel at home.... We must have some liquor like that. +I've always despised wine and those that took it; but, bedad! I see +there are two sides to that question. 'Tis not so thin as I thought it." + +Bertha at last got him safely bestowed, and was free to seek her own +apartment, which she did at once. Her chamber, which adjoined her +husband's to the west (he liked the morning sun), was a big room, and +the young wife looked like a doll as she dropped into a broad tufted +chair which stood in a square bay-window, and with folded hands looked +out upon the ghostly shapes of the great peaks, snow-covered and +moonlit. + +A thousand revelations of character as well as of manners lay in that +short evening's contact with cultivated and thoughtful people. It argued +much for her ancestry, for her own latent powers, that she responded +with such bewildering readiness to the suggestions which rose like +sparks of fire from that radiant hour. + +She had been made to feel dimly, vaguely, but multitudinously, the +fibres and reaches of another world--the world of art, and that +indefinable thing which the books call culture; and finally, in that +splendid young Quaker, she was brought to know a man who could be +jocular without being coarse, and whose glance was as sincere as it was +flattering and alluring. + +She did not think of him as husband to Alice Heath, who seemed so much +older in spirit as in body (more like an elder sister than a bride +elect), and his consideration of her was that of brother rather than the +devotion of a lover. How far he stood removed from Ed Winchell and the +young fellows of Sibley! "And yet I can understand him," she thought. +"He ain't funny, like Mr. Congdon. He don't say queer things, and he +don't make game of people. And he don't orate like Judge Crego. He isn't +laughing at us now, the way the others are. I bet they're havin' a good +time over our blunders." + +She saw Marshall Haney in a new light also. For the first time he seemed +like an old man, sitting there, supine, garrulous, in the midst of those +self-contained people. "Gosh! how he did talk! He took too much wine, I +reckon, but that didn't make all the difference." In truth, his +imperiousness, his contempt, had been melted and charmed away by the +genial smiles of his auditors. Even Mrs. Crego had listened with a show +of interest. It was as if a lonely old man had at last found +companionship. + +What did all this mean? "Are they interested in him only because he's +what they call a desperado? Did they ask us there to hear him tell +stories of his wild life?" Questions of this kind also troubled her. + +The moon slid behind the mountain range while still the girl sat with +pale face and wide dark eyes thinking, thinking, the wings of her +expanding soul fluttering with vague unrest. Only once in a lifetime can +such an experience come to a human being. Her swift ride to Marshall +Haney's side that summer night--now so far away--was momentous, but its +import was simple compared with the experiences through which she had +just passed. + +She rose at last, chilled and stiffened, and went to her bed with a +sense of foreboding rather than of new-found happiness. + + * * * * * + +Mart rose late next morning. "I had a bad night," he explained. "The +mixed liquors I tuck got into me wound, I guess. It woke me twice, +achin' and burnin'. You're lookin' tired yersilf, little girl. This high +life seems to be wearin' on the both of us." + + + + +CHAPTER X + +BEN FORDYCE CALLS ON HORSEBACK + + +Ben Fordyce and his affianced bride rode home talking of the Haneys. +"Aren't they deliciously Western!" she said. + +"Mrs. Haney certainly is a quaint little thing," he replied, quite +soberly; "she's like a quail--so bright-eyed, and so still. I think her +devotion to her old husband very beautiful. She's more like a daughter +than a wife, don't you think so?" + +"They're great fun if you don't feel sorry for him as I do," Alice +thoughtfully responded. "They say he was magnificent as a gambler. He +admitted to me to-night that he longed to go back to the camp, but that +he had promised his wife and mother-in-law not to do so. I never ran a +gambling-saloon, but I can imagine it would be exciting as a play all +the time, can't you? Here, as he said to me, he can only sit in the sun +like a lizard on a log. It must seem wonderful to her--having all this +money and that big castle of a house. Don't you think so? Wasn't she +reticent! She hardly uttered a word the whole evening. Some way I feel +sorry for them both. They can't be happy. Don't you see that? It is +plain she doesn't love him as a wife should, while he worships her. When +she's away he is helpless. 'I'm no gairdner,' he said, pathetically; 'I +was raised on the cobble-stones. I wouldn't know a growin' cabbage from +a squash.' So you see he can't pass his time in gardening." + +Ben's reply was a question. "I wonder if she would ride with us?" + +"Perhaps we would do better not to follow up the acquaintance, Ben. It's +all very interesting to meet them as we did to-night, but they are +impossible socially--that you must admit. If there is any possibility of +our settling down here I suppose we must be careful to do the right +thing from the start." + +Ben was a little irritated by this. "If I'm to settle here as a lawyer I +can't draw social distinctions of that sort." + +"Certainly not--as a lawyer. Of course, you ought to know Haney; but for +me to ride or drive with Mrs. Haney is quite a different matter. +However, I don't really care. She attracts me, and, so far as I know, is +just a nice little uncultivated woman. We might call on her in the +morning, and see if she can go with us. It will commit us; but really, +Ben, I am not going to drag Eastern conventions into this fresh big +country. I'm willing to risk the Haneys." + +"I'm glad you take that view of it," said Ben. + + * * * * * + +Bertha was in the yard when they rode up to the gate next morning. +Dressed in a white sweater and a short skirt, and holding biscuits for a +handsome collie to snatch from her hand, she made a charming picture of +young and vigorous life. Her slim body was as strong and supple as the +dog's, and her face glowed like a child's. Haney, sitting on the porch, +was watching her with a proud smile. + +Alice glanced at her lover with admiration in her eyes. "What a glorious +creature she really is!" + +Seeing visitors at her gate, Bertha came down without confusion to say +good-morning, and to ask them to dismount. + +Ben, with doffed cap, replied by saying: "We've come to ask you to ride +with us." + +Bertha looked up at him composedly. "Haven't a saddle, and I don't know +that any of our horses are broken. But come again to-morrow, and I'll +have an outfit." + +"There's no time like the present. Let me ride down to the barn and +bring one up," volunteered Ben. + +"Don't need to do that, I'll 'phone. I didn't really expect you," she +explained. "Get off and come in a few minutes, and I'll see what I can +hustle together for an outfit. I haven't rode a lick since I left +Sibley." + +Ben helped Alice to dismount, and Bertha led her to the house while he +tethered the horses. + +"What a superb place you have here!" exclaimed Alice. "It is one of the +best in the city." + +"We bought it for the porch," calmly replied the girl. "The Captain +likes to sit where he can see the mountains. I'm not entirely done with +the outfitting yet, but it beats a barn." + +Haney rose as they drew near, and smilingly greeted his visitors. "I +should be out gatherin' the peanuts and harvestin' the egg-plants, but +the dinner last night, not mentionin' Congdon's pink liquor, kept me +awake till two." + +"Moral: Stick to Irish whiskey--or Scotch," laughed Ben. + +"I will. These strange liquors are not for strong men like ourselves." + +Ben took a seat at his invitation, while Bertha went in to 'phone for a +horse and to "dig up" a riding-skirt. Alice was eager to see the +interior of the house, but held her curiosity in check by walking about +the beautiful garden, which ran to the very edge of a deep ravine. The +trees hid the base of the mountain peaks, whose immitigable crags took +on added majesty from the play of the delicate near-by branches against +their distant rugged slopes. + +"You have a magnificent outlook here, Captain Haney." + +"'Tis so, and I try to be content with it; but it's hard for one who has +roamed the air like a hawk all his life to be content with ridin' a +wooden horse. I couldn't endure it if it weren't for me wife." + +His big form rested in his chair with a ponderous inertness which was a +telltale witness to his essential helplessness. His left hand still +failed to participate in the movements of his right, and yet, as he +showed, he could, by special effort of will, use it. "I'm gaining all +the time--but slowly," he went on. "I want to make a trip back up to the +mines, and I think I'll be able to do it soon." He put aside his own +troubles. "And you, miss, I hope the climate is doing you good?" + +"Oh, indeed, yes," she brightly responded. "I feel stronger every day." + +Ben at the moment experienced a sharp pang of uneasiness and pain, for +Alice was looking particularly worn and thin and yellow; and when Bertha +returned, flushed with her haste, the contrast between them was quite as +distressing as that between the withered, dying rose and the opening, +fragrant bud. The young man's heart rose to his throat. "We have waited +too long," he thought, and resolved to again urge upon her a new +treatment which they had discussed. + +"Come in and see the house," said Bertha, in brusque invitation. "It +isn't ship-shape yet. I wanted to do it all myself, but I find it's a +big proposition to go up against. It sure is. But I like it. I'd like +nothing better than running a big hotel--not too big, but just big +enough. I tell the Captain that when our mines 'pinch out' I'll go to +Denver and start a hotel." + +She was quite communicative, but not at ease as she led them from room +to room. Her manner was rather that of one seeking to conceal +trepidation, and her fluency seemed a little out of character. + +In fact, she was trying to make the best possible impression on these +people, whose sincere interest she felt; but with Ben's eyes fixed upon +her so constantly, and a knowledge of Alice's delicate wit to trouble, +she was more deeply embarrassed than ever before in her life. It was not +her habit to blush or stammer, and she did not do so now, but she was +carried out of her wonted reticence. + +"As I say, we bought the place for the porch. I didn't realize what I +was being let into--if I had I might have shied. We're practically lost +in the place. Except when some of the people come down from camp, we're +alone. My mother helps out some, but she's up at the ranch a good deal." +She opened the library door, and led the way before an easel, on which +stood a huge canvas. "Here's the picture Mr. Congdon is paintin' of the +Captain. I wanted him taken with his hat on, but Mr. Congdon said no, +and his word went. I don't know whether I like this or not. It's got me +twisted." + +Congdon had been after psychology rather than costume, that was evident +at a glance, for the clothing counted for little in the portrait. Out of +the shadow the face peered sadly, yet with a kind of ferocity, too--a +look which made Alice Heath recoil from the man. In a certain way the +artist had taken advantage of Mart's helplessness and loneliness. He had +caught the sadness, sullenness, and remorselessness of his sitter rather +than his gay, good-tempered smile. The face of this man was concerned +with the past, not with the future; and yet on its surface it was a good +likeness, as Ben said, and had both power and distinction. "I think it a +cracker-jack piece of work," he ended. + +Bertha replied: "I suppose it is, and yet I can't see it. I'd rather it +looked the way the Captain used to when he came down to the Junction. +I'm sorry to have his sickness painted in that way." + +"That can't be helped. These artists are queer cattle; you can't drive +'em," Ben remarked. + +Bertha smiled. "He wants to paint me now. 'Not on your life' says I. +'You'd be doing double stunts with my freckles, and I won't stand for +it.'" She laughed. "No sir-ree, I don't let any artist tip my freckles +edgewise just to see how flip he is at it. I like Mr. Congdon, but I +don't trust him--he's too much of a joker." + +Thereupon she led the way to the second floor, and showed them the +furniture, which was mostly very costly and very bad, and at last said: +"The third story is pretty empty yet. I don't know just what I'm going +to do with it." She was looking at Alice. "I wish you'd come over and +help me decide some day." + +"What fun!" cried Alice, speaking on the impulse. "I'd like to very +much." + +"You see," Bertha went on, "my folks have always been purty poor, and +I've lived in jay towns all my life; and when I came here I didn't know +any more about life in a city than a duck does of mining. I had it all +to learn, and they's a whole lot yet that I don't know." She smiled +quaintly, then grew sober. "And what's worse, I haven't any one to tell +me--except Mr. Congdon, and he's such a josher I don't trust him. He did +give me a few points on the library, which ain't so bad, we think; but +all the rest of it I had to dig out myself, and it's slow work. But I +guess we better go down; my horse will be here in a few minutes." Then, +with lowered voice, she added: "I can't stay out but a little while. The +Captain dreads to have me leave him even to go down-town. I hadn't ought +to go at all." + +Ben began to perceive a real slavery in her life, and reassured her. +"I'm glad you're coming. It will do you good, and it will be a pleasure +to us too. We'll only be away an hour." + +As they returned to the porch, Bertha put her hand on Haney's shoulder, +in the manner of one man to another, saying: "I'm going for a little +ride with these people, Captain, if you don't mind." + +"Not a whiff," he answered. "I'll be here when you come back." Again a +subtle cadence in his voice so belied his smile that Alice's heart +responded to it. + +Bertha's horse proved to be a spirited animal, but she mounted him with +the ease and celerity of a boy--riding astride, in the mountain fashion. +"I haven't a long skirt," she carelessly remarked to Alice. That was all +the explanation she offered, and Ben thought he had never seen anything +more alert, more graceful, than her slim figure poised alertly in the +saddle, her face glowing, her hair blown across her face. + +Alice, a timid rider, admired them both from her position, which was +always behind, though they tried to accommodate their pace to hers. A +pang of envy that was almost jealousy pierced her heart as she looked at +them--so young, so vigorous, and so blithe. + +"I should be sitting with Captain Haney on the porch," she thought, with +bitterness. "I am out of place here." + +The words which passed between Bertha and her cavalier meant little, but +their glances meant much. It was, indeed, a fateful ride. The liking, +the deep interest, born of their first meeting, swept irresistibly into +admiration. Their faces turned towards each other, youth to youth, as +naturally as flowers swing towards the light. + +They fell into argument over saddles, over the difference between his +manner of riding and her own. Her speech, so direct, so full of quaint +slang, enchanted him, and Alice soon found herself the third party. And +when they were for pushing into a gallop she acknowledged herself a +clog. Concealing her disgust of herself under a bright smile, she called +out: "Why don't you people gallop ahead, and let me jog along at my own +gait?" + +"Oh no," replied Ben, "we don't want to do that. Are you tired?" He +became anxious at once. + +"No, no! Please go! Mrs. Haney wants to race--I can see that; and I'd +really like to see her ride--she sits her horse so beautifully." + +"Very well," Ben acquiesced, "we'll take a run ahead, and come back to +you." + +Thereupon they set off, Bertha leading in a rushing gallop up a fine +road which wound along a ravine, towards the top of a broad mesa. Alice, +with slack rein in her small hand, rode slowly on in the vivid sunlight, +a chill shadow rolling in upon her soul. As young as her lover in years, +she nevertheless seemed at the moment twice his age. Everything +interested him. Nothing interested her. He was never tired mentally or +physically, and his smooth, unwrinkled face still reflected the morning +sunlight of the world. "He is still the boy, while I am old and wrinkled +and nerveless," she bitterly confessed. + +When they returned to her at the top of the mesa, flushed and laughing, +her pain had deepened into despair. Up to that moment she had checked +disease with a belief that some day she was to recover her health, that +some day her wrinkles would be smoothed out and her cheeks resume their +youthful charm; but now she knew herself as she was--a broken thing. The +divine glow and grace of youth would never again come to her, while this +vigorous and joyous girl would grow in womanly charm from month to +month. "She is going to be very beautiful," she admitted; and even in +the midst of her own discouragement she could not but admire Bertha's +skill with the horse. She rode in the manner of a cowboy, holding her +hands high and guiding her horse by pulling the reins across his neck. +Ben was receiving lessons from her--absorbed and jocular. + +At the top of the mesa they all halted to look away over the +landscape--a gray-green, tumbled land, out of which fantastic red rocks +rose, and over which, to the west, the snowy peaks loomed. Ben drew a +deep breath of joy. It seemed that the world had never been so +beautiful. "Isn't it magnificent!" he cried. "I like this country! +Alice, let's make our home here." + +She smiled a little constrainedly. "Just as you say, dear." + +"Why shouldn't we, when the climate is doing you so much good?" + +The horse that Bertha rode was prancing and foaming, eager for a renewal +of the race, and Ben, seeing it, cried out: "Shall we go round by the +hanging rock?" + +"I'm willing!" answered Bertha, her eyes shining with excitement. + +Alice shook her head. "I think I'll let you young things go your own +gait, and I'll poke along back towards home." + +Ben rode near her, searching her face anxiously. "You're not tired--are +you, sweetness?" + +"No, but I would be if I took that big circuit. But never mind me, I +like to poke." + +"Very well," he answered, quite relieved, "we'll meet you at the +bridge." And off they dashed with furious clatter, leaving her to slowly +retrace her lonely way, feeling very tired, very old, and very sad. + +Bertha was perfectly, perilously happy. It was almost her first escape +from the brooding care and weight of Haney's presence. She felt as she +used to feel when speeding away on swift gallop to the ranch with some +companion as care-free as herself. Since that fateful day when her +mother fell ill and Marshall Haney asked her to marry him, she had not +been permitted an hour's holiday. Even when absent from her husband her +mind carried an inescapable picture of his loneliness and helplessness, +and no complete relaxation had come with her temporary freedom. This +day, this hour, she was suddenly free from care, from pain, from all +uneasiness. + +She considered this feeling due to the saddle and to the clear air of +the morning. "I will ride every day," she declared to Ben, with shining +face, as they drew their horses to a walk. "I don't know when I've +enjoyed a ride so much. I can't see why I haven't been out before. I +used to ride a good lot; lately I've dropped it." + +"We'll call for you every morning," he replied. "As Alice gets stronger, +we can go up into the cańons and take long rides." + +"I'll tell you what we'll do," she said; "we'll let her ride in the cart +with the Captain, and take our dinner, and we'll all go up the North +Cańon some day, and eat picnic dinner there." + +"Good idea," he said, accepting her disposition of Alice without even +mental dissent. "That will be jolly fun." + +They planned this and other excursions, with no sense of leaving any one +behind or of cutting across conventional boundaries. Their native +honesty and innocence of any ill intention prevented even a suspicion of +danger, and by the time they joined Alice at the bridge they were on +terms of intimacy and good-fellowship which seemed to rise from years of +long acquaintance. Ben had promised to help her select a horse, and she +had agreed to bring the Captain to call on Alice, who was staying with +some friends not far away. + +This change in Bertha's manner extended to Alice, who returned it in +kind. The guilelessness which shone from the young wife's clear eyes was +unmistakable. She was growing handsome, too. The flush of blood in her +cheeks had submerged her freckles, and Alice began to realize how the +poor child's devotion to Marshall Haney had reacted against her native +good health. "She is but a child even now," she thought. + +Haney was sitting on the porch where they had left him, the collie at +his feet, but at sight of them returning he rose and hobbled slowly down +the walk, his heart filled with tenderness and admiration for his wife. +He had never ridden with her, but he had once seen her mounted, and one +of his expressed wishes had been that he might be able to sit a saddle +once more and ride by her side. + +"Come in and stay to dinner!" he called, hospitably, and Bertha eagerly +seconded the invitation. + +But Alice replied: "I'm pretty tired; I think I'll go home. You can stay +if you like, Ben." + +Ben, smitten with sudden contrition, quickly said: "Oh no; I will go +with you. I'm afraid you've ridden too far." + +She protested against this, for Bertha's relief. "Not at all. It's a +good tiredness. It's been great fun." + +And with promises of another expedition of the same sort they rode away, +while Bertha and Haney remained at the gate to examine the new horse. + +As little Mrs. Haney re-entered the house with her husband the day +seemed to lose its magical brightness, and to decline to a humdrum, +shadowless flare. The house became cold and gloomy and the day empty. +For the first time since its purchase she mentally asked herself: "What +will I do now?" It was as if some ruling motive had suddenly been +withdrawn from her life. + +This empty, aching spot remained with her all through the day, even when +she took Haney for his drive down-town, and only disappeared for a few +moments as they met young Fordyce on the street. It troubled her as she +returned to the house, and she was glad that Williams came in to take +supper with them, for his talk of the mine diverted her and deeply +interested her husband. + +Williams eyed his boss critically. "You're gainin', Captain. You'll soon +be able to make camp again." + +"I hope so, but the doctor says my heart's affected and it wouldn't be +safe for me to go any higher--for a while." + +Williams smiled at Bertha. "Better send the missus, then. The men all +have a great idea of her. They say she's a kind of mascot. McGonnigle +asks me every time what she thinks of our new shaft. I've a kind of +reverence for her judgment myself. They say women kind o' feel their way +to a conclusion. Now, I'd like her to pass judgment on our work in _The +Diamond Ace_." + +"I'd like to go up," said Bertha. But, in truth, she was no longer +thinking of the mine: she was considering how she might make her table +look as pretty as Mrs. Congdon's. Her first dissatisfaction with her own +way of life filled her mind. "I must have some of those candles," she +said to herself, while the men were still intent upon the mine. Her +first step towards social conformity was at this moment taken. + +She felt herself akin to these people, and this assertion, subconscious +and unuttered, brought something between Marshall Haney and herself. It +was not merely that she was younger and clearer of record, but she was +perfectly certain that with education she could hold her own with the +Congdons or any one else. "If my father had lived, I wouldn't be the +ignoramus I am to-day." But she had no plan for acquiring the knowledge +she needed other than by reading books. She resolved to read every day, +though each hour so spent must be taken from her husband, now piteously +dependent upon her. + +He managed his morning paper very well, but when she read aloud to him +he almost always went to sleep. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +BEN BECOMES ADVISER TO MRS. HANEY + + +Bertha was astir early the next morning, and quite ready to join the +Fordyces as soon as breakfast was over; but they did not come. She +waited and watched the whole forenoon, and when at twelve o'clock they +had neither called nor sent word, her day suddenly sank into +nothingness, like a collapsed balloon, and she faced her tasks with a +weakness of will not native to her. + +Haney and Williams were both down street discussing some business matter +with Crego, and this left her hours the more empty and unsatisfactory. +As the dinner-hour drew near she drove to fetch her husband, hoping for +a glimpse of the Fordyces on the way, but even this comfort was denied +her, and she ached with dull pain which she could not analyze. + +As Haney settled himself in the carriage, he said: "Well, little woman, +did ye have a good ride?" + +"I didn't go," she responded, with curt emphasis. + +"Ye did not--Why not?" + +"I had too much to do." This was a prevarication which she instantly +repented. "Besides, they didn't turn up." + +"I'm sorry. I was hoping you'd had a good try at the new horse. Ye must +mount him for me to see this afternoon." Later he said: "I'm feeling +better each day now; soon I'll be able to take that trip East. Do you +get ready at your ease." + +The thought of this trip, hitherto so wonderful in its possibilities, +afforded her no pleasure; it scarcely interested her. And when another +day went by with no further call or word from Ben Fordyce, she began to +lose faith in her new-found friends and in herself. + +"They had enough of me," she said, bitterly. "I'm not their style." And +in this lay her first acknowledgment of money's inefficiency: it cannot +buy the friends you really care for. + +On the third day Fordyce called her up on the 'phone to say that Alice +had been ill. "Our ride that day was a little too much for her," he +explained, "but she will be all right again soon. I think we can go +again to-morrow." + +This explanation brought sunshine back into the Haney castle, and its +mistress went about the halls singing softly. In the afternoon, as she +and Mart were starting on their "constitutional" she proposed that they +call to see how Alice was. This Haney was glad to do. "I liked the +little woman," said he; "she's sharp as a tack. And, besides, she +listened to me gabble," he added. + +Miss Heath was stopping in the home of a friend--a rather handsome +house, in the midst of thick shrubbery; and they found her wrapped in a +blanket and sitting on the porch in a steamer-chair, with Ben reading to +her. They were both instant and cordial in their demands that the +Captain alight and come in, and Ben went down the walk to get him, while +Alice, with envious, wistful eyes answered the glowing girl: "Oh no, I +don't think the ride did me any harm. I have these little back-sets now +and then. I'm glad you came." + +"How thin her hands are," thought Bertha. And she saw, too, that the +delicate face was wrinkled and withered. + +Reading compassion in the girl's glance, Alice continued, brightly: +"I'll be up to-morrow. I'm like a cork--nothing permanently depresses +me. I'm suffering just now from an error of thought!" + +Bertha only smiled, and the gleam of her teeth, white and even as rows +of corn, produced in her face the effect of innocent humor like that of +a child. Then she said: "I've bought a new horse." + +"Have you, indeed?" + +"Yes, and I've been expecting you to ride up to the line fence and call +me out--I wanted to show him to you. He's a cracker-jack, all right." + +"We'll come over in a day or two. I never stay _down_ more than three +days." + +Haney, lumbering round the corner of the house, called out, mellowly: +"Here you are! Now don't move a hair." He bent and offered a broad white +hand. "How are ye the day?" + +"Better, thank you. Ben, put a chair beside me; I want to talk to +Captain Haney. He was interrupted the other night in the very middle of +one of his best stories, and I'm going to insist on his finishing it." + +Haney faced Bertha with a look of humorous amazement on his face. "Think +o' that, now! She remembers one of my best." + +"Indeed I do, Captain, and I can tell you just where you left off. You +had just sighted the camp of the robbers." + +Haney clicked with his tongue, as if listening to a child. "There now! I +must have been taking more grape-juice than was good for me to start on +that story, for it's all about meself and the great man I thought I was +in those days." + +"I love to hear about people who can ride a hundred miles in a night, +and live on roots and berries, and capture men who bristle with +revolvers. Please go on. Ben, you needn't listen if you don't want to. +You can show Mrs. Haney the automobile or the garden." + +Ben laughed. "I like to hear Captain Haney talk quite as well as +anybody, but I'll be glad to show Mrs. Haney any of your neighbors' +things she cares to see." + +Alice turned to Bertha. "I suppose the Captain's tales are all old songs +in your ears?" + +"No, they're mostly all new to me. The Captain never tells stories to +me." + +Haney winked. "She knows me too well. She wouldn't believe them." + +"Go on, please," said Alice. And so Haney took up the thread, though he +protested. "'Tis a tale for candle-light," he explained. + +Ben was studying Bertha with renewed admiration. "Where did she get that +exquisite profile?" he thought. + +The story was again interrupted by a group of callers, among them Mrs. +Crego, and though Alice loyally stood by the Haneys and introduced them +boldly, Mrs. Crego's cold nod and something that went out from the eyes +of her companions made Bertha suffer, and she went away with a feeling +of antagonism in her heart. Did these people consider her beneath their +respect? + +Haney remarked as they rode away: "If black eyes could freeze, sure we'd +be shiverin' this minute. Did ye see Mrs. Crego pucker up when she +sighted us?" + +"I did, and it settled her for me," replied Bertha. + +The intimacy thus established between the Haneys and the Congdon circle +furnished the gossip of the "upper ten" with vital material for +discussion. Mrs. Crego most decidedly disapproved of their calling, and +advised Alice Heath against any further connection with the gambler's +wife. + +"What good can it possibly lead to? It's only curiosity on your part, +and it isn't right to disturb the girl's ideals--if she has any." + +To this Alice made no reply, but Ben stoutly defended the young wife. +"She would have been as good as any of us with the same education. The +poor little thing has had to work since her childhood, and that has cut +off all training. As for Haney, he isn't a bad man. I suppose he argues +that as some one must keep a gambling-house, it is best to have a good +man do it." + +The sense of being to a degree freed from the ordinary restraints of +social life made Alice very tolerant. But, as it chanced, they did not +go out the next day; indeed, it was several days before they again rode +up to the Haney gate. They found Bertha dressed and ready for them (as +she had been each morning), and when she came out to them her heart was +glowing and her face alight. + +"We've come to see the new horse!" called Ben. + +Haney was at the gate with a smile of satisfaction on his face when the +horse was brought round. "There is a steed worth the riding!" he +boasted. "I told Bertie to get the best. I would not have her riding a +'skate' like that one the other morning. She'll keep ye company this +day." + +Ben exclaimed, with admiration: "I see you know horse-kind, Captain!" + +"I do," responded Haney. "And now be off, and remember you take dinner +with us to-day." + +As they moved away he took his customary seat on the porch to wait for +their return--patient in outward seeming, but lonely and a little +resentful within. + +Bertha suggested a ride up the Bear Cańon, but Ben was quick to say: +"That is too far, I fear, for Alice." + +Bertha's glance at Alice revealed again, but in clearer lines, the +sickness and weariness and the hopelessness of the elder woman's face, +and Ben's consideration and watchful care of her took something out of +the ride. The rapture, the careless gayety, of their first gallop was +gone. + +An impatience rose in the girl's soul. With the cruelty of youth she +unconsciously accused the other, resenting the interference with her own +plans and pleasures. She felt cheated because Ben permitted himself no +racing, no circuits with her--and yet outwardly and in reality she was +deeply sympathetic. She pitied while she accused and resented. + +Their ride was short and unsatisfying. But as her guests remained for +luncheon--Bertha was learning to call it that--the outing ended in a +rare delight; for while "the two invalids" sat on the piazza, Bertha +showed Ben her garden and stables, and the greenhouses she was building, +and this hour was one of almost perfect peace. + +Ben, once outside Alice's depressing presence, grew gay and +single-minded in his enjoyment of his hostess and her surroundings. + +"It must seem like Aladdin and his wonderful lamp to you," he said, as +they stood watching the workmen putting in the glass to the greenhouses. +"All you have to do is rub it, and miracles happen." + +"That's just what it does," she answered, with gravity. "I give myself a +knock in the head every time I write out a check, just to see if I am +awake; but I can see I'll get used to it in time. That's the funny +thing: a feller can get used to anything. The trouble with me is I don't +know what to do nor how to do it. I ought to be learning things: I ought +to go to school, but I can't. You see, I had to buckle down to work +before I finished the high-school, and I don't know a thing except +running a hotel. I wish you'd give me a few pointers." + +"I'll do what I can, but I am afraid my advice wouldn't be very +pertinent. What can I help you on?" + +"Well, I don't know. Alice"--she spoke the word with a little +hesitation--"said something to me the other day about charity, and all +that. Well, now, I'm helping mother's church--a little--and I'm helping +up at Sibley, but I don't know what else to do. I suppose I ought to do +some good with the money that's rolling in on us. I've got my house +pretty well stocked and fitted up, and I'm about stumped. I can't sit +down, and just eat and sleep, ride and drive, can I?" + +"There are women who do that and nothing else." + +"Well, I can't. I've always had something to do. I like to play as well +as the next one, but I don't believe I could spend my time here just +sitting around." + +"It's no small matter to run such a house as this." + +"Well, there's something in that; but the point is, what's it all for? +We're alone in it most of the time, and it don't seem right. Another +thing, most of our old friends fight shy of us now. I invite 'em in, and +they come, but they don't stay--they don't seem comfortable. They are +all wall-eyed to see the place once, but they don't say 'hello' as they +used to. And the people next door here--well, they don't neighbor at +all. You and the Congdons are the only people, except a few of mother's +church folks, who even call. Now, what's the matter?" + +He was now quite as serious as she. "I suppose your own folks feel that +your wealth is a barrier." + +"Why should they? I treat 'em just the same as ever. I'm not the kind to +go back on my friends because I'm Marshall Haney's wife. If I'd earned +this money I might put on airs; but I haven't--I've just married into +it." + +"How did you come to do it?" he asked, quickly--almost accusingly. + +Her tone again faltered, and her eyes fell. "Well, it was like this: +Mother was sick and getting old, and I was kind o' tired and +discouraged, and the Captain was mighty nice and kind to us; and then +I--And so when the word came that he was hurt--and wanted me--I went." +Here she looked up at him. "And I did right, don't you think so?" + +He was twisting a twig in his fingers. "Oh yes, certainly. You've been a +great comfort to him. You saved his life probably, and he really is a +fine man in spite of--" He broke off. + +She took up his phrase. "In spite of his business. I know, that was +mother's main objection to him. But, you see, he cleaned all out of that +before I married him. He hasn't touched a card since." + +He was almost apologetic. "I've been brought up to despise gamblers--I'm +a Quaker, you know, by family. But I like Captain Haney, and I can see +that from his point of view a 'straight game,' as he calls it, is not a +crime." + +"Yes, that's one good thing in his favor--he never let a crooked deal +pass in his place. But, after all, I can't forget that he was a gambler, +and other people can't, and his record is dead against us here." Her +face was dark as she resumed. "I'm a gambler's wife. Ain't that so? +Didn't you hear of me in that way? Weren't you warned against us?" + +His honest eyes quailed a little. "It is true your husband is called a +gambler rather than a miner." + +"Well, he was. That's right, but he isn't now. I'm not complaining about +the part that can't be helped, but I want to do something to show we are +in line to-day, and so does the Captain. We want to make our money +count, and if you can tell us what to do we'll be mightily obliged." + +The young Quaker was more profoundly enthralled by this unexpected +confession of the girl than by any other word she could have uttered. +His own knowledge of life was neither wide nor deep, and his sense of +responsibility not especially keen; and yet he experienced a thrill of +pleasure and a certain lift of spirit as he stood looking down at +her--the attitude of confidential spiritual adviser began at the moment +to yield a sweet satisfaction as well as an agreeable realization of +power. How much Haney's mines were pouring forth he did not know, but +their wealth was said to be enormous. Every day added to the +potentiality of this gray-eyed girl who stood so trustfully, so like a +pupil, before him. + +He spoke with emotion. "I'll do what I can to advise you and help you, +and so will Alice. Allen Crego is a good man--he has your legal +business, I believe?" + +"Yes, I think he's square, and I like him. But I can't go to Mrs. Crego; +she despises us--that's one good reason." She smiled faintly. "But it +ain't legal advice I want--it's something else. I don't know what it is. +Our minister isn't the man, either. I guess I want somebody that knows +life, and that ain't either a lawyer or a minister. I want some one to +take our affairs in hand. I need all kinds of advice. Won't you give it +to me?" + +He smiled. "I'd like to help, but I am only a lawyer--and a very young +one at that." + +"I don't think of you as a lawyer; you're more than that to us." + +"What am I, then?" + +The color danced along her cheek as she uttered a phrase so current in +the West that it has a certain humorous sound: "You're a gentleman and a +scholar." + +"Thank you. But I fear you mean by that that I take life very easily." + +She grew serious again. "No, I don't. Anybody can see you're honest. I +trust you more than I do Judge Crego, and so does the Captain. You can +tell us things we want to know. We both know a little about business, +but we don't know much about other things. That's where we both fall +down." + +This frank expression of regard brought about a moment of emotional +tension, and Ben hesitated before replying. At last he said: "I hope I +shall always deserve your confidence. I wish I had the wisdom you credit +me with. I wonder what I can tell you?" + +"Tell me what you would do if you were in my place." + +Quick as a sunbeam his smile flashed out. "Be your own good, joyous +self. Whatever you do, don't lose what you are now--the quality which +attracted Alice and me to you. Don't try to be like other rich people." + +The sight of the Captain and Alice walking slowly towards them cut short +the further admission of his own careless inexperience, and they all +took seats beneath a big pear-tree which shaded a semicircular wire +settee. + +Haney had been confessing a little of his loneliness. "I will not +believe that me work in the world is done. 'Tis true, I took very little +care of me good days; but I was happy in me business, such as it was. Me +little wife there saves me from the blue divils when she's about, but +when I'm alone, sure it's deep in the dumps I go. Sometimes me mind +misgives me, to think of her tied to an old stump of a tree like me! But +maybe she's right--maybe I'm to recover me powers and be of use." + +To this Alice could only reply, as comfortingly as she could: "You've +given her a good deal, Captain." + +"So I have, but I mean to give more. As soon as I'm able to travel we're +going down the hill to see the world. Sometimes when we sit on our porch +and talk of it, it seems as if I could see the whole of the States +spread out before us--Chicago, Washington, New York, and all to choose +from. I can't get over the surprise of having the stream of money keep +comin'. I used to work hard--you may not believe that, but 'twas so. I +used to have long days and nights of watching. 'Twas work of a kind, +though you may not admire the kind. And now I have nothing to do but sit +and twist me two thumbs--and one of them bog-spavined, at that." + +To this Alice had made no reply, for they were within earshot of Ben and +Bertha. Haney called out: "Sure, it must be near dinner-time, Bertie!--I +mean luncheon, ma'am--I'm lately instructed." + +They all laughed in tune to his humor, and Bertha replied: "No more +twelve-o'clock dinners for us, Captain." + +Haney groaned. "This fashionable life will be the death of me. Sure, I +eat and talk by rule a'ready. Where it will end I dunno." + +Happily the bell soon relieved the strain, but the talk at the table +continued to be very personal--it could not be prevented, for each of +these four people was at a turning-point in his or her life. Haney, +feeling the slow tide of returning vigor in his limbs, was in trouble +thinking of what he was to do. Bertha, just beginning to tremble beneath +the mysterious stir of an all-demanding love, was uneasy, feverish, and +self-conscious. Alice, sensing the approach of weakness and decay, yet +struggling against it, was inwardly in despair. While Ben, hitherto +careless, facing life with unwrinkled brow, was appreciating, for the +first time, the positive responsibilities of manhood. Bertha's expressed +wish to employ his best judgment exalted him while it troubled him. + +For a time the burden of the conversation was his. Haney was in a +reflective mood, and Bertha busied with the table service, which she was +trying to raise to the level of her honored guests, was distracted. +Alice, tired and a little dispirited, added nothing to the youthful +spirit of the meal. + +At last, just when the conversation seemed about to flag out, Haney, +lifting his head, began in a new tone: "Mr. Fordyce, my little girl and +I have decided we want you to take Crego's place as our lawyer. I hope +you'll be able to do it." + +Alice looked up in surprise. "But you don't mean to take it from Mr. +Crego?" + +Haney's face grew hard. "I am under no obligation to Crego, and I prefer +to have as me lawyer a man who can neighbor with me, and whose wife is +not above nodding when me own wife passes by." + +Alice hastened to defend the Cregos. "You mustn't be unjust to Mrs. +Crego." + +"I'm not," said Haney, "nor to Crego either. I've paid for his time, and +paid well--as I'm willing to pay for yours." He turned to Ben. "I need +advice, and I want to feel free to go for it." + +Ben replied: "I'd like to accept your business, Captain, but you see it +would not be professional for me to profit at the expense of my friend, +and, besides, I haven't really settled here yet." + +Haney looked disappointed. "I thought ye had. Well, I am going to cut +loose from Crego anyhow, and I shall tell him why." + +Bertha cried out: "No, don't do that." + +He acquiesced. "Very well, then I won't tell him why; but I'm going to +quit him! So if you don't care to take on me business, I'll give it to +Jim Beringer. It pays a good bit of money, and will pay more. I'll make +it profitable to ye." + +Alice looked at Ben. "Of course, if he is going to leave Mr. Crego +anyway--" + +"But that would mean making our permanent home here, and setting up an +office." + +"Well, why not? I can't live in the East any more; that we have tested. +I am willing to decide now. It would give you a start here, and, +besides, I think you can be of use to the Captain." + +Ben still hesitated. "It seems rather treacherous to Crego some way. But +if you have definitely decided against him--" + +"We have," said Bertha. "We talked it all over yesterday. We want you." + +Haney's face was very grave now. "There is one thing more, Mr. Fordyce. +Mart Haney's reputation must be taken into account. It won't do you anny +good to be associated with him. I don't know that it will do you anny +harm, but I'm dom sure it will do you no good to be associated with me." + +Alice interposed, quickly. "A lawyer can't choose his clients--at least, +a _young_ lawyer can't." + +Haney ignored the implications of her speech. "I'm not tryin' to cover +up me tracks," said he. "I was a gambler for thirty years. Me whole life +has been a game of chance. There are many who think gambling one of the +high crimes an' misdemeanors, but I think a square game between men is +defensible. I am a gambler by nature. Why shouldn't I be? I grew up a +fat squab of a boy rollin' about on the pavin'-stones of Troy. 'Twas all +luck, bedad, whether I lived or died. I lived, it fell out, and when I +had learned to read I read wild-West stories. Of course, that led me to +go West and jine the Indians, and by stealin' rides and beggin' me bread +I reached Dodge City. 'Twas all chance that I didn't die on the way. Me +mother, poor soul, was worried and I knew it, and finally I put me fist +to it and wrote her a letter to say I was all right. She wrote beggin' +me to return, which I did a couple of years later; but Troy was too slow +for me then, and again I pulled out. I was always takin' risks. Danger +was me delight. I had no trade, but I had faith in me luck. I won--I +almost always won. And so I came to be a gambler along with bein' +sheriff and city marshal, and the like o' that, in one mountain town or +another, but I always played fair. A man who plays a square game is a +gambler. The man who deals underhand is a crook. I'm no crook. I love +the game. To know that the cards are stacked against the other player +takes all the fun out of the deck for me. I want the other felly to have +an equal chance with me--else 'tis no game, but a hold-up. No man ever +rightfully accused me of dealing against him. Yes, 'tis true, me world +is a world of risk." He looked at Alice. "Sure, the Look-Out up +above--if there is such--is there to see that we all have a show for our +ace. If anything interferes with that the game is a crooked one." + +Alice began to perceive something big and admirable in this man's +spirit. She was not of his faith--quite the contrary. She was a +fatalist. Nothing happened in her world. But she was imaginative enough +to understand his point of view. + +Haney went on. "I know all the tricks. I lairned them, not to use in the +game, but to keep them _out_ of the game. I had too much faith in me +luck to ever weaken." + +"Did you never lose?" asked Ben. + +"Many the time, indeed, but only for a short streak. Take this mine, for +instance. A man comes into me house full of confidence in himself, +plays, and goes broke. The fury of the game bein' in him, he says: 'I'll +put me prospect hole against five hundred dollars.' 'Roll the wheel,' +says I, and I won his hole in the ground. 'Twas me luck. That prospect +turned out a mine. 'Twas his luck to lose. He was a full-grown man; he +knew the game and went into it with his eyes open. Truth was, he +considered the mine a 'dead horse,' and was hopin' to take a fall out o' +me. Me little girl here is disturbed about the way the mine came to us, +but she needn't be. 'Twas all in the game. I'm sayin' 'twas in the game +that another crazy fool should blow me to pieces--I don't complain. I +take me chances. Now"--here he faced Ben, and his grave tone +lightened--"as I understand it, you're not a rich man?" + +Ben flushed a little. "No, I haven't earned much so far; but it's up to +me to get busy." + +"And ye expect to marry soon?" + +This question sent a thrill to the heart of each of the three young +people listening--a thrill of fear, of doubt. And Ben said, slowly, +perceiving Haney's fatherly good-will: "Yes, we expect to set up +housekeeping, as the old-fashioned people say, as soon as Alice is a +little stronger." + +"Very well, then," Haney went on like one who has made his point, +"here's _your_ chance. Your fee with me will pay your coal bills anyway. +We're likely to take a good dale of your time, but you'll lose nothing +by that." + +Bertha, with big yearning eyes fixed upon Ben's face, waited in a quiver +of hope as he replied: "Of course, Captain Haney, I can't subscribe to +your defense of gambling, and if you were still a gambler, in the strict +sense of the word, I couldn't accept this position, for it is something +more than legal. But as you have given up all connection with cards and +liquor selling, I see no reason why I should not accept your +offer--provided I can be of service in the manner you expect." He looked +across the table at Bertha, and reading there the same entreaty which +she had expressed in the garden, he added, firmly and definitely: "Yes, +I will accept, and be very much obliged to you." + +Haney extended his hand, and they silently clasped palms in the compact. + +They parted in a glow of mutual confidence and liking, and Alice's voice +quivered as she thanked their host. "I think it very fine of you, +Captain Haney. This may be the means of establishing Mr. Fordyce in +business here." + +His eyes twinkled in reply. "I will do all I can to help him, for he +takes me eye." + +Ben's last glance and the pressure of his hand left in Bertha's brain a +glow which remained with her all the rest of the day, and she carolled +like a robin as she trod her swift way about the house. + +The next morning, as they sat at breakfast, Mart briskly said: "Well, +little woman, I've decided, now that I have a man I can trust with me +business, to make the trip East. As soon as he has the mines in hand +we'll start. Can you be ready to go Monday week?" + +"Sure thing," she answered, quickly. But even as she spoke a nameless +pang that was neither joy nor exultation shot through her heart. For the +first time she realized that she had lost her keen desire to explore the +glittering plain which lay below her feet. A fairer world, a perfectly +satisfying world, was opening before her in the high country which was +her home. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +ALICE HEATH HAS A VISION + + +This change of legal adviser, while very important to Ben Fordyce and +the Haneys, did not seem to trouble Allen Crego very much. As a matter +of fact, he was about to run for Congress, and had all the business he +could attend to anyway. He liked the young Quaker, and responded "All +right" in the frank Western fashion, sending the Haneys away quite as +solidly friendly as before. To Ben he was most cordial. "I'm glad you're +going to settle here, and I'm specially glad you've got a retainer; for +the field is overcrowded, and it may take a long time for you to get a +place. We old fellows who came down along with the pioneers have an +immense advantage. I wish you every success." And he meant it. + +Only when he got home to Mrs. Crego did he come to realize what a +horrible injury he had permitted "a young and inexperienced Eastern boy" +to do himself. "This connection will ostracize them both," his wife +said. + +He answered a little wearily. "Oh, now, my dear, I think you take your +social Medes and Persians too seriously. We lawyers can't afford to +inquire into the private affairs of our clients too closely--especially +if they are derived from the pioneer West. Ben Fordyce doesn't become +responsible for Haney's past; it is a business and not a social +arrangement." + +"That's like a man," she responded; "they never see anything till it +bumps their noses. They've both called on the Haneys and gone riding +with them--or with the girl. They've even eaten luncheon there!" + +"How dreadful! Mrs. Crego, you shock me!" + +"If any evil comes of this--and there will be sorrow in it--you'll be +morally responsible. In the old days it didn't matter, but now nobody +who is anybody in this town can associate with people like the Haneys +and not be hurt by it." + +The judge ceased to smile. "Now, let this end the discussion. Fordyce +has sense enough to take care of himself. He's just the man for +Haney--he has time, good nature, and splendid connections. I am glad to +be rid of the business, and I am delighted to think this young fellow +has pleased Haney--" + +"It isn't Haney. Don't you see? It's that girl. She has urged it--I'm +perfectly sure." + +"Stop right there!" he commanded, sharply. "I don't want to hear a word +of your insinuations. I'm tired of them. I'm ashamed of you." And he +took up his paper and walked away from her. + +She was defeated at the moment, but hurried to the Congdons with her +news. Lee looked quite serious enough. "I don't believe I like that +either. What do you think, Frank?" + +"All depends on Ben. If he makes it a business deal and keeps it so all +right; if he don't, it may go against him in the town, as Helen says." + +"Don't you think you'd better go see him and have a talk?" + +"Nixie!" he answered, in swift negation. "Little Willie don't want to +tackle that delicate job. I'm subtle, but not so subtle as that. Alice +Heath knows all we know and more, and you can bet they've talked the +whole thing over." + +"But they may not realize the position of the Haneys." + +"They may not; but I suspect they think they can carry any connection +they choose to make, and I mostly think they can--ten generations of +Quaker ancestry--" + +"But the people there don't know their ancestry." + +"Well, go talk to them. I abdicate. Besides, I like the Haneys." + +Mrs. Crego now laid her joker on the table. "Here's the point. That girl +is _taken_ with Ben--it's all her plan." + +Congdon started. "Sh! Don't say that out loud, Nell. That little wife is +true as steel." + +"I don't care. My prophetic soul--" + +Lee put in. "Prophetic pollywogs! Why, Helen, the girl is as simple and +straightforward as a boy of twelve." + +"She seems that way, but I could see she was wonderfully attracted by +Ben and his singing that night here." + +"That may be; so was I. Anyhow, I agree with Frank: it would be cruel to +say such a thing--even if it were so, which I don't for an instant +believe. At the same time, I admit the connection will make talk and may +create a prejudice. Maybe we'd better see Ben." She looked at her +husband. + +He waved a protesting finger before his face. "Not on your life! Ben and +I are friends. I like him immensely--too much to think of running such a +frightful risk of offending him. If you interfere you do so at your own +peril." + +Lee finally acquiesced in his judgment, and Mrs. Crego went home more +deeply troubled than her acquaintance with Alice Heath would seem to +warrant. "Helen's an estimable person," said Frank Congdon, "and on the +whole I like her; but I wish she didn't take quite so much evil for +granted." + +So as no one warned Ben Fordyce, he went gayly forward and hired a +couple of nice rooms in a sightly block, and hung out a gilded sign. "I +am a citizen of Colorado now," he said to the Captain and Bertha the +first time they called at his office. + +Alice was there, and they were deep in discussion of the merits of a +pile of new rugs which were to match the wall-paper. Ben stoutly stood +for the "ox-blood" and she for the "old gold." Ben explained. "The +entire extravagance of this office is due to her." He pointed an +accusing finger at Alice, who nodded shamelessly. "I was all for +second-hand stuff, both for economy's sake and to show I'd been in +practice a long time." + +"You'd need a battered second-hand set of whiskers to match," she +replied, and they all laughed at the notion. "No, Captain, being sure +Ben couldn't deceive anybody as to his age and experience, I argued for +signs of prosperity. New-born success has its weight, you know." + +"Sure it has." + +"People like silken rugs and mahogany furniture, even in the West." + +"They do," Haney agreed. + +Bertha, standing silently by, was vaguely resenting Alice's presence. +This feeling was not defined, but it was strong enough to darken her +face and take the sparkle out of her eyes. She would have liked to do +this work of fitting up his rooms; and he, on his part, saw that she was +in sombre mood, and sought opportunity to come to where she stood. "I'm +being congratulated on all sides for becoming a citizen of Colorado. +It's quite like being initiated into some new club. In an Eastern town +they'd let me jolly well alone. I'm going to like it immensely, I know, +and it's really due to you." + +She found words difficult at the moment. His face and voice dazzled her +like an open door towards sunshine, and after a moment's pause she +looked round the room, saying: "It's going to be fine." + +"I want it comfy, so that you and the Captain will feel like coming down +often. We have a great deal to talk over before I shall really have a +full understanding of your affairs. I'm going to bone into my books +hard," he added, boyishly. "To tell the truth, I've taken life pretty +easy. You see, my father left me a regular income, big enough to support +me while I was studying law, but not enough to marry on." She couldn't +have told why, but this subject troubled her and confused her. She +turned away again as he continued: "Alice has a little, not much, in her +own right, and so it is really up to me to settle down and get to work. +Please don't think you are taking the time of a rich and busy man like +Crego. I am very grateful to you. It will enable us to plan a home here +in the West." + +Again that keen pang went through her heart, and he, looking towards +Alice, so worn and drooping, was touched with dismay, almost fear. + +She was talking to the Captain, but was furtively watching Bertie and +Ben. "How erect and radiant and happy they are," she thought, and a +doubt of the girl came into her mind. "She is so untrained and so +young!" And in this mental exclamation she put her first fear that Ben +might find his position as legal adviser complicated by the admiration +of the Captain's wife. + +Something weirdly intuitive had come to Alice Heath in these later +years. As her health declined and her flesh purified, she had come to +possess uncanny powers of vision, and at times seemed to read the very +innermost thoughts of those about her. The loss of her beauty, which had +been exquisite as that of a rose, had made her morbid--which she knew +and struggled against. She forecast the future, and this is disquieting +to any one. "Here at this moment," she often said to herself, "my world +is flooded with sunshine--a static world in appearance. But how will it +be ten years from now? The clock ticks, the sun passes, the universal +sway of death extends." With the same acuteness with which she read +other minds she read her own; but knowing that such imaginings were +unnatural and distressing, she fought against them; yet they came in +spite of herself. And the picture of Bertha standing there beside Ben +filled her with a prophetic vision of what the girl-wife was to become: +"She will grow in grace and in dignity, in understanding. She's of good +stock. She's like a man in her power to raise herself above lowly +conditions. Why are there not female Lincolns? There are, and she is one +of them. Nearly all our great men were born and reared under conditions +ruder than those which surrounded this girl. Why can't she rise? She +will rise--and then--" + +She did not pursue the clew further, for the Captain was speaking. "And +you, miss, can be of just as great service to me wife. She's alone with +me here in this town, and I'm a heavy load for her to carry. I am so. +Now that her house is in order the days are long. The people she'd like +to know don't drop in, and I suspect it's because she's Mart Haney's +wife." + +She resumed her sprightly manner. "Oh no; I'm afraid if she were a poor +girl she'd find these same people still more indifferent." + +"True, miss. But would they act the same if she were Mart Haney's +widow?" + +She flashed a deep-piercing, wondering glance at him. "Ah, that would be +different. And yet," she hastened to say, "that would not make her +acceptable to the really best people." + +"What would, miss?" he asked, simply. "I'm a rough man, and I've led a +rough life. I begin to see things now that I never saw before. What +would give Bertha standing among the people you speak of?" + +"Education, character. By character I mean she must be a personality." + +"That she is!" He was emphatic in this. + +"She certainly is a fascinating girl, and she promises to be a still +more interesting woman." + +"I'm not a wooden-head, miss. As a gambler, it was me business to read +men's faces. I see more than my little girl gives me credit for. I think +I know why Mrs. Crego can't see us as we pass by, and I was wise to them +friends of yours the other day when they curled their tails and showed +their teeth at sight of us. It's because Bertie is the wife of a +gambler. Isn't that so, now?" + +She rose with a start, for Bertha was coming towards them. "Hush! don't +talk about it any more--at present." And at this moment there passed +before her eyes a vision of this big man, crushed and writhing on a +mountain-side, among deep green ferns. It lasted but an instant, like +the memory of an event in childhood; a spot transient as a +shadow--disconnected, without precursor or sequence; like a cloud over +the wheat it gloomed a moment and was gone, and she gave herself up to +the influence of the sunny room and Ben's joyous plans. + +This vision came back to her when she was alone in her own room an hour +later, and stayed with her persistently. What did it mean? Did it +presage an accident to him, or had it arisen from a vague knowledge of +the cause of his wounding? + +This singular and distressing rule governed her dreams of the future. +They were all of sorrow, death, physical calamities; never, or very +rarely, of health and happiness; therefore, she seldom spoke of them. +"Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof," her father was wont to +say, and she had come to the same conclusion. Besides her faith in her +predictive dreams was by no means fixed. She had reached but one +comforting conclusion, and that was negative. If no vision came to +reveal the future of any friend, she rested secure in the belief that he +or she at least was to be free of disaster. It was a sweet and +comforting fact to remember that no vision of Ben's future had ever +entered her consciousness. She did not even dream of him. And this was +still more wonderful, for she had always understood that those we love +are ever in our thoughts in slumber. + +For some reason the day had been most wearing, and to dress for dinner +was an effort. But she made herself as lovely as she could for Ben's +sake--and for the sake of the Congdons with whom they were to dine. "We +are to be alone," Lee had 'phoned, "for I want to talk with you like a +Dutch aunt." + +Alice knew as well as if Lee had spoken it what was coming. They were +going to protest against Ben's intimacy with the Haneys. And as soon as +they were in their carriage she warned Ben. "You want to be on your +guard to-night. The Congdons are going to advise you against accepting +this retainer from Captain Haney." + +He was too happy to do more than jokingly reply: "Too late! Bribe is in +hand, and money mostly spent. What I want to ask you is more important. +When are we to start our 'love in a cottage' idyl? It really looks +possible now. Isn't it beautiful to think we can really keep house out +here and pay our way?" + +"Oh, Ben!"--there was a wail in her voice--"I don't seem to gain as I +should! I'm completely tired out to-night." + +He was all concern instantly, and putting his arm about her, tenderly +exclaimed: "Dear heart, it was my fault. You shouldn't have gone down at +all." + +"But don't you see how revealing it is? If I can't go down to your +office to superintend the arrangement of a few rugs and chairs, how can +I keep a house--your house--in order? No, dear boy, we mustn't think of +it--not now; perhaps by spring, but certainly not now." + +He was both saddened and perplexed, and yet his disappointment was not +so keen as it had been when she had put off their wedding-day the first +time, and when she turned a white, despairing face up to him, saying +wildly: "Oh, Benny, why don't you give me up and marry some nice young +girl?" He only took her in his arms and shut her lips with a kiss. + +"No more such talk," he said; "you're tired and a little morbid. Lee's +lecture will do you good. I hope she gets after you for letting yourself +down into these detestable moods." + +Signs of their troubled ride were on their faces as they entered the +Congdon sitting-room (which also served as hall), and Lee put her arm +about her guest with compassion uppermost in her heart. "You don't look +a bit well to-night. What have you been doing?" + +"Nothing. That's the worst of it. If I'd been scrubbing floors or +cleaning silver I'd feel that I had a right to be tired, but I've only +been down to Ben's new office overseeing the laying of three rugs. I +didn't lift a hand, and now look at me!" + +When they were in the privacy of Lee's dressing-room the hostess studied +her guest critically. "You've something on your mind," she announced. + +"I always have something on my mind." + +"I know you do, and if you're ever going to get well you must get it off +your mind. Do I know what it is?" + +"If you don't, you ought to. Since this retainer from Captain Haney, Ben +is urging an immediate marriage." + +Lee Congdon was an unconquerable realist and truth-teller, and she could +not at the moment utter any other than a divergent word. "We got you +here to-night to talk over that Haney business. We don't entirely like +it; at least, I don't. Frank has no responsibility, never had. Haney is +not a bad man, and she isn't a bit low or common; but folks think she +is. And it's going to hurt you both, I'm afraid, to have anything to do +socially with them." + +"Oh, socially!" Alice cried, in disgust. "I thought we were coming to +the big and boundless West, where such things don't count." + +"You have, and you haven't. The Springs is a little of the West, a +little of England, and a good deal of the East. It's a foolish town in +some ways, and I warn you lots of nice people will find it inconvenient +to call on you for fear of meeting Mrs. Haney." + +"Oh, rats!" + +"Absurd, isn't it? I'm glad you put on that dress. You don't look tired +now; your cheeks are blazing." + +"With wrath--not health." + +"At me?" + +"Oh no. At these people who assume to dictate whom we shall know." + +"They don't do that, dear; they only think you're paying too much for +Ben's new office. But come down to dinner; we'll fight this out later." + +Congdon was outspoken in his admiration. "By the Lord, the climate is +getting in its work! Why, Alice, you're radiant. You're ten years +younger to-night!" + +"That's because I'm angry." + +"What about?" + +"Your townspeople. Lee has made me feel as if I were the club-bar topic +to-night." + +Congdon became solemn--grim as a brazen image. "Mrs. Congdon, you've +been making some of your tactful remarks." + +"I have not. I've been talking straight from the shoulder, as I advise +you to do." + +He capitulated. "After the turkey. Come on, Ben, we're in for a lecture +by the Professor-Doctor Lee Congdon." + +Under the influence of his humor they took seats about the pretty, +candle-lit table as gay a group as the city held--apparently; for Alice +was of that temperament which responds quickly and buoyantly to humor, +and Frank Congdon never took anything quite seriously--except his +portrait-painting. He could do a cake-walk with any one, but he would +not discuss art with the unsympathetic. He always had a new story to +tell of his amazing experience. Something was always happening to him. +Other men come and go up and down the whole earth without an adventure, +but no sooner does Frank Congdon slip out of the door than the +fates--generally the humorous ones--pounce upon him. Drunken women claim +him for a son. Sheriffs arrest him in the mountains and transport him +long distances, only to find him the wrong man. Confused Swedish mothers +give him babies to hold in the cars, and rush out just in time to get +left. And these tales lose nothing in his recount of them. + +In the present instance he took up half the dinner-hour with a +description of his latest mishap. A neighbor's cook had suddenly gone +mad, and had charged him with putting a spell over her. "Somebody calls +me up on the 'phone this morning: 'Is this Frank Congdon?'... 'Yes.' ... +'Hello, Frank, this is Henry. What you been doing to my cook?' ... 'What +does she say I have?' ... 'Says you've hypnotized her--put a spell over +her.' ... 'I pass.' ... 'Fact; she's crazy as a bed-bug, and we can't do a +thing with her--and she was _such_ a good girl. How could you, +Frank?' ... 'I never saw the creature in my life.' ... 'Well, you'll see +her now. You're to come right over and remove this spell, or we won't +have any breakfast.'" Here Congdon looked solemnly round at his guests. +"Now wouldn't that convulse a body? I didn't know her name; on my word, +I couldn't remember how she looked. But my curiosity was roused, and +over I toddled. It was all true. Karen was in the kitchen, armed with +the jig-saw bread-knife and calling for me. Henry was all for my +appearing suddenly at the door ą la Svengali, and with a majestic wave +of the hand lift the cloud from her brain. 'Not on your tintype,' says +I; 'I guess this is a case for the police. If I put this spell on that +hell-cat it must have been by "absent treatment" during sleep, and it's +me to my studio again.' ... 'No you don't,' said Henry. 'You stay till +this incubus is cleared away. It ain't reasonable to suppose that an +ignorant maid like this is going to charge a complete stranger with a +crime of this kind unless--' + +"'That's what I say. It isn't reasonable, I refuse to believe it.' Just +then something seemed to break loose in the back part of the house. +Wash-boilers seemed to be falling on the kitchen range, and wild yells +made Mrs. Henry turn pale. + +"'That's your work, monster!' shrieked Henry. + +"'Is it?' I said. 'My opinion is she's broke into your wine-cellar. It's +you to the police.' + +"'Go calm her. Come, it's a fine chance to experiment.' + +"'So it is--with a cannon. Do you mean to tell me seriously that she +thinks I've hypnotized her?' + +"Then he got down to business, and assured me that he was telling the +truth. This interested me, and I thought I'd chance opening the +door--particularly as everything was quiet inside." + +His company was very tense now, so vividly had he set the whole scene +before them. "I opened the door, and found her standing at the far side +of the room, her hair in ropes and her eyes wild. She was 'bug-house' +all right. 'Karen,' I said, in my most hypnotic voice, 'I lift the +spell. You are free. Go back to work.'" + +"What happened?" asked Alice, breathless with excitement. + +His face was grave and his voice sad. "Not a thing! My Svengali pass +didn't work. I was as the idle wind to her. Therefore, I withdrew and +'phoned the police." + +"What an extraordinary thing," said Ben. + +Mrs. Congdon brightly answered: "It would be for any one else, but I'm +so used to that now I don't mind. Whenever the telephone bell rings I +expect to hear that Frank is sued for breach of promise, or arrested for +burglary, or some little thing like that. If he were only a novelist +he'd make our everlasting fortune. But I know why he started this +story--he wants to head off my talk with you about the Haneys, and I +don't intend to let him do it. Have you taken on Haney's legal +business?" + +"Yes." + +"For good and all?" + +"Yes. He's advanced me part of my fee, and I've spent it for desks, +rugs, and office rent. I think I may say the offer is accepted." + +"I'm sorry," she said, simply. + +Her husband objected. "I don't see why. Haney is a man of large means, +his mines are paying hugely, and he needs some one to look after the +investment side of his income, and to keep tab on the output of the +mines, and to be ready to settle any legal points that may come up. +Ben's just the boy to do this." + +Lee was firm. "That's one side of it. But these young people should not +start in wrong. Haney's past is said to be criminal, and Mrs. Haney is +called low--" + +Congdon hotly interrupted. "Who says so? It's a lie!" + +"That's the talk over town. It was all right for Crego to transact their +business, for he is an old and well-known lawyer here; but it's +different with Ben, who is just starting." + +Ben laughed. "Yes, it is different. Crego didn't need the job, and I +do." + +"How bad do you need it?" she asked. + +"Well, it makes it possible for us to marry at once and settle here." He +looked at Alice with a renewal of the admiration he had felt for her in +the days of their dancing feet. She shrank from his gaze, and Mrs. +Congdon perceived it. + +"You're not so poor as all that," she stated rather than asked. + +"I don't suppose we're likely to need bread of a sort, but I don't feel +able to buy or rent and keep house--or I didn't till Haney made this +offer." + +"How did he come to make it?" + +His fair skin flushed at her question, for he couldn't quite bring +himself to tell the whole truth. He knew the decision came from Bertha, +and at the moment, and for the first time, he saw how it might be +misconstrued. He evaded her. "Modesty forbids, but I suppose it must +come out. It is all due to my open-faced Waterbury countenance. He +thinks I am at once able and honest." + +"There you have it, Lee. Haney knows a good thing when he sees it." + +Mrs. Congdon, putting the rest of her lecture aside for future use, +said: "Well, if it's all settled, then I've no more to say. Probably I'm +too fussy about what the town thinks, anyway." + +"Precisely my contention, Mrs. Congdon," replied her husband. + +She was audaciously frank and truth-seeking, but she could not say to +any one but her husband that Little Mrs. Haney, expanding into a +dangerously attractive woman, was already in love with Ben Fordyce. +"There are limits to advice, after all," she said to Frank, when they +were alone. + +"I'm glad you recognize the limit in this case," he replied, "but I +don't intend to worry. Ben is all right, and the girl has got to have +her tragedy sooner or later. If it isn't Ben, it will be somebody else. +A wonder it wasn't with me." + +"Oh, I don't know." She laughed. "I feel very secure about you." + +"Am I such a bad shape?" he asked, with comical inflection. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +BERTHA'S YELLOW CART + + +Ben found his office a most cheerful and pleasant resort--just what he +needed. And each morning as soon as his breakfast was eaten, he went to +his desk to write, to read his morning paper, and to glance at the law +journals. He called this "studying." About eleven o'clock the Haneys +regularly drove down, and they went over some paper, or some proposal +for investment, or Williams came in with a report of the mines. This +filled in the time till lunch. Not infrequently he got into the +carriage, and they rode up to get Alice to fill out the table. In the +afternoon they sometimes went out to the mesas, and it was this almost +daily habit of driving and lunching with the Haneys which infuriated +Mrs. Crego (who really loved Alice) and troubled Lee Congdon (who was, +as she said, frankly in love with Ben). Gossips were already discussing +the outcome of it all. + +"Just such a situation as that has produced a murderess," said Mrs. +Crego to the judge one night. But he only shook his paper and scowled +under its cover, refusing to say one word further concerning the Haneys. + +Alice, studying Ben with those uncanny eyes of hers, saw him slowly +yielding to the charm of Bertha's personality, which was maturing +rapidly under the influence of her love. She was as silent as ever, but +her manner was less boyish. The swell of her bosom, the glow that came +into her face, had their counterparts in the unconsciously acquired +feminine grace of her bearing. She was giving up many of the phrases +which jarred on polite ears, and she did this, naturally, by reason of +her association with Alice. She saw and took on many of the little +niceties of the older woman's way of eating and drinking. + +At Lee Congdon's suggestion, she abandoned the cross-saddle. It required +a great deal of character to give up the free and natural way of riding +(the way in which all women rode until these latter days), and to assume +the helpless, cramped, and twisted position the side-saddle demands; but +she did it in the feeling that Ben liked her better for the change. And +he did. She could see approval in his eyes when she rode out for the +first time in conventional riding-skirt, looking very slim and strong +and graceful. "I can't stand for the 'hard hat,'" she confessed. "I'll +wear a cap or a sombrero, but no skillet for me." + +These were perfect days for the girl-wife. Under these genial suns, with +such companionship, such daily food, she rushed towards maturity like +some half-wild colt brought suddenly from the sere range into abundant +and peaceful pasture, the physical side of her being rounded out, +glowing with the fires of youth, at the same time that the poor old +Captain sank slowly but surely into inactivity and feebleness. She did +not perceive his decline, for he talked bravely of his future, and +called her attention to his increasing weight, which was indeed a sign +of his growing inertness. + +And so the months passed with no one of the little group but Alice +suffering, for Mart had attained a kind of resignation to his condition. +He still talked of going up to the camp, but the doctor and Bertha +persuaded him to wait, and so he endured as patiently as he could, and +if he suffered, gave little direct sign of it. + +Alice, fully alive now to the gossip of the town (thanks to Mrs. Crego), +found herself helpless in the matter. She believed the young people to +be--as they were--innocent of all disloyalty, and she could not assume +the rōle of the jealous woman. She was frightened at thought of the +suffering before them all, and it was in this fear that she said to Ben +one day: "Boy, you're giving up a deal of time to the Haneys." + +He answered, promptly. "They pay me for it." + +"I know they do. But, dearest, you ought to take more time to study--to +prepare yourself for other clients--when they come." + +He laughed. "They're not likely to come right away, and, besides, I do +get in an hour or two every day." + +"But you ought to study _six_ hours every day. Aren't the traditions of +Lincoln and Daniel Webster all to that effect: work all day with the ax, +and study in the light of pine knots all night?" + +He took her words as lightly as they were spoken. "Something like that. +But I'm no Daniel Webster; I'm not sure I want to go in for criminal law +at all." + +She spoke, sharply. "You mustn't think of getting your fees too easy, +Ben. I don't think any good lawyer wins without work. Do you?" + +"I didn't mean that," he hastened to say. "You do me an injustice. I +really read more than you think, and my memory is tenacious, you know. +Besides, I can't refuse to give the Haneys the most of my time; for they +are my only clients, and the Captain is most generous." + +"The mornings ought to be enough," she hazarded. + +"I know what you mean. I do go out with them afternoons a good deal, but +I consider that a part of my duty. They are so helpless socially. You've +always felt that yourself." + +"I feel it now, Bennie boy, but we mustn't neglect all friends for them. +Other people don't know that you do this as a matter of business, and of +course you can't tell any one; for if the Haneys heard of it they would +be cut to the heart. Do they put it on a business basis?" + +"They never mention it. Bertha isn't given to talking subtleties, as you +know, and the Captain takes it all as it comes these days." + +It hurt her to hear him speak of Mrs. Haney in that off-hand, habitual +way, and she foretold further misconception on the part of Mrs. Crego in +case he should forget--as he was likely to do--and allude to "Bertha" in +her presence. But how could she tell him not to do that? She merely +said: "I like Mrs. Haney, and I feel sorry for her--I mean I'm sorry she +can't have a place in the town to which she is really entitled. She is +improving very rapidly." + +"Isn't she!" he cried out. "That little thing is reading right through +the town library--a book every other day, she tells me." + +"Novels, I fear." + +"No; that's the remarkable thing. She's reading history and biography. +Isn't it too bad she couldn't have had Bryn Mawr or Vassar? I've advised +her to have in some one of the university people to coach her. I've +suggested Miss Franklin. I wish you'd uphold me in it." + +He had never told Alice of the talk in the garden that day, nor of the +look in Bertha's eyes which decided him to assume the position of mentor +as well as legal adviser, and he did not now intimate more than a casual +supervision of her reading. As a matter of fact, he was directing her +daily life as absolutely as a husband--more absolutely, in fact; for she +obeyed his slightest wish or most minute suggestion. He withheld these +facts from Alice, not from any perceived disloyalty to her, but from his +feeling that his advice to Bertha was paid for and professional, and +therefore not to be spread wide before any one. He did not conceal +anything; he merely outlined without filling in the bare suggestion. + +He not merely gave his fair client lists of books, he talked with her +upon them, and so far as he was able spoke seriously and conscientiously +about them. She seized upon his suggestion, and got Miss Franklin, one +of the teachers of the schools, to come in now and again of an evening +to help her, and, being fond of music, she bought a piano and began to +take lessons. All of which (Lee Congdon would have said) threatened to +render her commonplace and uninteresting; but Alice Heath felt quite +differently about that. + +"No; the more that girl gets, the more she'll have, Lee. As Ben says, +she's the kind that if she were a boy would turn out a big self-made +man. That's a little twisted as to grammar, but you see what I mean. Sex +is one of the ultimate mysteries, isn't it? Now, why didn't I inherit my +father's ability?" + +"You did, only you never use it. But this girl hasn't your father to +draw from." + +"No; but her father was an educated man--a civil engineer, she tells me, +who came out here for one of the big railroads. He was something of an +inventor, too. That's the reason he died poor--they nearly all do." + +"But the mother?" + +"Well, she's weak and tiresome now, but she's by no means common. She's +broken by hard work, but she's naturally refined. No, the girl isn't so +bad; it's the frightful girlhood she endured in that little hotel. I +think it's wonderful that she could associate with the people she +did--barbers and railway hands, and all that--and be what she is to-day. +If she had married a man like young Bennett, for example, she would have +gone far." + +"She can't go far with Haney chained to her wrist," said the blunt Mrs. +Congdon. + +"But think what will happen when she is his widow!" + +"And his legatee!" + +"Precisely." + +"She'll cut a wide swath. She's going to be handsome." + +They had reached a danger-point, for Lee was on the verge of saying +something about Ben's infatuation; but she didn't, and Alice knew why +she didn't, for she asked, rather abruptly: "Won't you come over +Thursday night? I'm going to take the Haneys to dinner at the hotel." +She flushed under Lee's gaze. "It's really Bennie's party, and I'm going +to make it as pretty as I can." + +"Alice, I don't understand you. Why do you do this?" + +"Because I must. She and the Captain are going East on a visit, and Ben +wants to give them a 'jolly send-off,' as he calls it. Besides, I like +the girl." + +Lee mused in silence for a few moments. "I guess you're right. Of course +I'll come. Who else will?" + +"Several of Ben's new friends and the Cregos--" + +"Not the missus?" + +"Yes; she comes because she's consumed with curiosity. Oh, it really +promises to be smart!" + +Congdon came in just in time to hear these words, "Who promises to be +smart--Mrs. Haney?" + +The women laughed. "Another person going about with a mind full of Mrs. +Haney." + +"Well, why not? I just passed her on the street in her new dog-cart, and +she was ripping good to look at. Say, that girl is too swift for this +town. You people better keep close to her if you want to know what's +doing in gowns and cloaks. Did you ever see such development in your +life? Say, girls, I always believed in clothes. But, my eyes! I didn't +think cotton and wool and leather could make such a change. Who is +putting her on?" + +"The cart is a new development," said Alice. "I hope it wasn't yellow?" + +"Well, it was." + +"The Captain was in it?" + +"Not on your life. The Captain was at home in the easy-chair by the +fire." + +The women looked at each other. Then Lee said: "The beginning of the +end. Poor old Captain." + +Congdon was loyalty itself. "Now don't you jump at conclusions. Yes, she +pulled up, and I went out to see her. She gave me her hand in the old +way, and said; 'Isn't this a joke. The Captain ordered it from Chicago. +He saw a picture in one of my magazines of a girl driving one of these +things, and here I am. You don't think they'll charge me a special +license, do you?' Oh, she's all right. Don't you worry about her. Then +she said: 'What I don't like about it is the Captain can't ride in it. +I'm not going to keep it,' she said." + +"That was for effect," remarked Lee. + +"Don't be nasty, Mrs. Congdon. You can't look into her big serious eyes +and say such things." + +Lee looked at Alice. "Oh, well, if it comes down to 'big serious eyes,' +then all criticism is valueless. Aren't men curious? Character is +nothing, intellect is nothing--it's all a question of whether we're +good-lookin' or not. Sometimes I'm discouraged. An artist husband is so +hard to please." + +"I didn't use to be, dovey," he replied, with a mischievous gleam. + +"He means when he took me. I'm used to his slurs. Just think, Alice, I +accepted this man fresh from Paris, with all his sins of omission and +commission upon him, and now he reviles me to my teeth." She patted the +hand he slipped round her neck. "Tell us more about Mrs. Haney. How was +she dressed?" + +"In perfect good taste--almost too good. She looked like one of Joe +Meyer's early posters. Gee! but she was snappy in drawing. She carries +that sort of thing well--she's so clean and nifty in line. If she could +have a year in Paris--wow!--well, us to Fifth Avenue, sure thing!" + +"All depends on what is at the bottom of that girl's soul," retorted +Lee, sententiously. "A light woman with money is a flighty combination. +I don't pretend to say what your little Mrs. Haney is at bottom. Thus +far I like her. I talk about her freely, but I defend her in public. +But, at the same time, fifty thousand dollars a year is a corrupting +power." + +Congdon gravely assented to this. "You're perfectly right; that's the +reason I keep our income down to fifteen hundred. I'd hate to see you +look like a ready-made cloak advertisement." + +Alice rose rather wearily. "Thursday night, you said?" + +"Yes; and I guess, following the latest bulletin concerning Mr. Haney, +we better put on our swellest ginghams." + +Alice, on her way home, continued to think of Mrs. Haney; indeed, she +was seldom out of her mind. And she had a feeling of having known her +for a long time--since girlhood; and yet less than a year had passed +since that dinner at Lee Congdon's. Spring was coming; the hint of it +was in the sweet air, and in the clear piping of a prairie lark in a +vacant lot. Spring! And how long it had been since Ben had referred to +their marriage! Perhaps he took it for granted. "Perhaps he sees in me +only failing health, and dares not speak." + +She was not gaining; that she knew, and so did Lee. She had stayed too +long in the raw climate of her native city. "He must not marry me!" she +despairingly cried. "I must not let him ruin his life in that way!" And +she sank back in the corner of her carriage with wrinkled, pallid face, +and quivering lips; for Bertha was passing up the avenue, driving a +smart-stepping cob, in her cart, and in the seat beside her, as radiant +as herself, sat Ben Fordyce. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +THE JOLLY SEND-OFF + + +The Mrs. Haney who came to Alice Heath's dinner at the Antlers was in +outward seeming an entirely different person from the constrained young +wife who stepped into Lee Congdon's home that night of her first dinner. +She was gowned now in that severe good taste which betokens a +high-priced "ladies' tailor" combined with very judicious criticism. Her +critic she had found in Miss Franklin, a young lady from the university +who had passed easily and naturally from teaching history and etiquette +up to the higher function of advising as to the cut and color of gowns. +Bertha's black velvet was this time a close-clasping sheath which +revealed her slender figure, and delicately and modestly disclosed the +growing grace of her bosom. She wore, too, some jewels of diamond and +turquoise--not showy (her mentor had taken great pains to warn her of +all that). And she was not merely irreproachable, she was radiant, as +she slowly entered with the Captain, who, having submitted like a martyr +to evening dress, was uneasy as a colt in harness, and more than usually +uncertain of step. + +Ben's eyes expanded with surprise and his heart warmed with pride as he +greeted her. "You are beautiful!" he exclaimed to her, and the tone of +his exclamation as well as the words exalted her. Her brain filled with +a mist of gold. She hardly felt the floor beneath her feet. To be called +beautiful--and by him--had been outside the circle of her most daring +hope, and the repetition of this word in her mind was like the clash of +musical bells--entrancing her. Mechanically she took her place at his +right hand, silently, and with a far-away look, listening to the merry +clamor of the table. She hardly knew what she ate or what any one +said--except when Ben spoke to her. But she was aware of the Captain +down at Alice's right, and wondered vaguely how he was getting on with +his napkin and his fork. + +The first words that really roused her and stopped the musing smile on +her lips were spoken by Ben in a lower voice--half-laughing, but tender +also. "You mustn't stay away too long. I'll feel as if I weren't earning +my salary while you're gone." + +"I wish you were going too," she said. She had thought this many times, +but had not permitted herself to utter it. "Why can't you--and +Alice--come with us?" + +"I can't afford it, for one thing. The Captain spoke of it, but it's out +of the question." + +"He'll pay you wages just the same." + +"I wouldn't want pay. No, it isn't that; but Alice isn't able to go, and +I can't think of going without her." + +This was a good reason, and Bertha, looking towards Alice, saw in her +face the pain which masks itself in color and movement. The dinner-table +was exquisite and the company gay, and Bertha felt herself a part of the +great world of dignity and beauty, where eating is made to seem a +graceful art, and wine is only a bit of color and not a lure. She +vaguely comprehended that this little party was of a tone and quality of +the best the world over--that it was of a part and interfused with the +dining customs of London and Paris and New York. "It will be _au fait_," +Miss Franklin had said, sententiously, "for Alice Heath _knows_." + +Mrs. Crego, who sat nearly opposite, stared at the girl in stupefaction. +"She makes me feel dowdy," she had confessed to Lee in the +dressing-room. "Why didn't you warn me to come in my best? Who has been +coaching her? Alice Heath, I suppose." She now wondered as sharply over +the girl's manner; for Bertha, carried out of herself by Ben's word of +praise, felt no desire to drink or to eat, and her reticence and the +delicacy of her appetite conferred a distinction which concealed her +lack of small talk, and protected her from the criticism to which +exuberance of manner ordinarily exposed her. + +She was deeply impressed, too, with Ben's management of the waiters, and +with the ease and skill with which he supported Alice in carrying +forward the courses. It was a revelation of training which instructed +her absurdly, for her mind was quick to link and compare. It leaped so +swiftly and so subtilely along connecting lines of thought that a hint +alone sufficed to set in motion a hundred latent memories and inherited +aptitudes. Her father had been a man of native refinement, and she +possessed unstirred deeps of character, as Alice now well understood. +And from her end of the table she glanced often at the sweetly smiling +girl-wife whose beauty abashed Haney. At last she said to him: "Your +wife is very lovely to-night, Captain." + +He hesitated a moment; then replied, slowly: "She is. She's as fine as +anny queen!" Then after another pause, added: "And the more shame to me, +being what I am! She's a good girl, miss, true as steel. Never a word of +complaint or a frown. She bears with me like an angel." + +"You're doing a great deal for her." + +His face lightened. "So she says. I mean to do more. I mean to show her +the world. That's the only comfort I have; my money is giving her nice +clothes and a home as good as anny, and to-night I feel 'tis giving her +friends." + +"But she is worth while, even without the money." + +"True," he quickly said. "But I take comfort in the consideration that +had I not carried her away she'd be in Sibley Junction this night." + +"Sibley Junction! Can this radiant young creature sitting there at the +head of my table be the clerk of the Golden Eagle Hotel?" thought Alice. +"Money is magical! No wonder we all work for it--and worship it!" + +The dinner was both early and short, in order that Bertha and the +Captain might take the train at ten o'clock. And as they were to have +the drawing-room in the sleeping-car (Ben's suggestion), they went +directly to the coach in their party clothes. And so it happened that +this little woman, who had never occupied a berth in a Pullman, entered +her compartment in the robes of a princess. + +Alice had suggested a maid, but Bertha would not hear to that; but she +was willing that their coachman should go along to help the Captain. Ben +had interposed here, and said: "You need some one used to travelling. I +know a colored fellow who is out of service just now, and would like to +come to you. He's a good, reliable man, and a fine nurse." So she had +engaged him. He was on the platform as they drove up--a slight, quiet +man, of gentle speech and indeterminable age, who took charge of the +Captain at once, as if he had been his servant for years. + +Alice said good-bye at the carriage door, but Ben went with them into +the coach. And in the excitement of getting to the train and into the +car Bertha had been able to forget the sick feeling about her heart. But +now, as he turned and said, "It's nearly time to start," and held out +his hand in parting, a desolation, a loneliness, a helpless hunger swept +over her, the like of which had never anguished her before. + +"I wish you were going too!" she faltered, her speech broken and full of +sad cadences. + +He, too, was tense with emotion as he answered: "I wish I were, but I +can't--I must not!" Then, with the gesture of a brother, he bent and +kissed her and turned away, blind to everything else but his pain, and, +so stumbling and shaken, vanished from her sight. + +For a moment she remained standing in the aisle, the touch of his lips +still clinging to her cheek, surprised, full of bewildered defence; +then, as reckless of on-lookers as he had been, she rushed to the window +in swift attempt to catch a final glimpse of him. But in vain; he had +hurried away without looking back, her look of wonder and surprise still +dazzling him with its significance. A kiss with him, as with her, had +never been a thing lightly given or received, and this caress, so simple +to others, sprang from an impulse that was elemental. That he had both +shocked and angered her he fully believed; but the arch of her brows, +the wistful curve of her lips, and the pretty, almost childish, push of +her hands against his breast were still so appealingly vivid that he +entered the carriage and took his seat beside Alice with a kind of +rebellious joy hot in his blood. + +However, as his passion ebbed his uneasiness deepened, and he went to +his room that night with a feeling that his connection with the Haneys, +so profitable and so pleasant, was in danger of being irremediably +broken off. "She will be justified in refusing ever to see me again," he +groaned. And in this spirit of self-condemnation and loneliness he took +up his work next day. + +Bertha's self-revelation was slower. She was so young and so innately +honest and good that no sense of guilt attached to the pleasure she felt +in the sudden revelation that this splendid young man loved her--a +pleasure which grew as the first shock of the parting, the pain, and the +surprise wore away. "He likes me! He said I was beautiful! He kissed +me!" These were the rounds in the ladder of her ascent, and she was +carried high, only to fall into despair. For was she not leaving him and +all the pleasant people she had come so recently to know--hurrying away +into darkness with a crippled man, old before his time, out into a world +of which she knew little--for which, at this moment, she cared nothing? + +She went back, a few moments later, with this sorrow written on her +face, to find Lucius, the colored man, deftly preparing the Captain for +bed. The old borderer looked up with a smile, in which shame and sadness +mingled. "Well, Bertie, I didn't think I'd come to this--me, that could +once sit in me saddle and pick a dollar out o' the dust. But so it is." + +"I'll take care of you!" she cried, in swift contrition. Turning almost +fiercely to the valet, she said: "You can go, I'll 'tend to him!" + +The Captain stopped her gently. "No, darlin', Ben's right; I'm too +clumsy and heavy for you. I need just such a handy man. Now, now! Let +be!... Go ahead, Lucius, strip off these monkey-fixens, and dom the man +that gets me into them again." + +Efficient as she was, the girl could not but admit that Lucius was +better able to serve her husband than herself. He was both deft and +strong; and though the swaying of the car troubled his master, he +steadied him and guided him and stowed him away as featly as if it were +the fiftieth instead of the first time; then, with a few words of +explanation to the wife, he quietly withdrew, and shut the door with a +final touch of considerate care which was new to her. + +She would have been less troubled by him had he been a black man, but he +was not. He seemed more like a Spaniard, and his grizzled mustache, +yellowish skin, and big dreamy black eyes lent him a curious +distinction, and the thought that he was to take her place as crutch and +cane to the Captain gave her a sense of uselessness which she had not, +up to this moment, confessed. + +His suggestions, combined to the minute instructions of Miss Franklin, +enabled her to get to her bunk in fair order, but no sleep came to her +for hours. She longed for her mother more childishly than at any time +since her marriage. She reproached herself for not bringing Miss +Franklin. "Why did I come at all?" she wailed, in final accusation. + +There had been a time when the thought of this trip--of Chicago, New +York, and Washington--was big in her mind, but it was so no longer. +These great cities were but names--empty sounds compared to the +realities she was leaving: her splendid house, her horses and dogs--and +her daily joy in Ben Fordyce. She did not put these visits in their +highest place, not even when remembering his parting kiss, but she dwelt +upon the inspiriting morning drives, the talks in the mellow-tinted, +sunshine-lighted office. She recalled the lunches they took together and +the occasional wild gallops up the cańon--these she treasured as the +golden realities, for the loss of which she was even now heart-sick. + +One thought alone steadied her--gave her a kind of resignation: the +Captain wanted to find his sisters, to revisit the scenes of his youth, +and it was her duty to go with him. And in this somewhat dreary comfort +she fell asleep at last. + +She was awakened next morning by a pleasant voice saying: "The first +call for breakfast has been made, Mrs. Haney." And she looked up to find +Lucius peering in at the door with serious, kindly eyes. He added, +formally: "If I can assist you in any way call me, and please let me +know when you are ready to have me come in." + +His speech was so precise and his manner so perfect that Bertha was +puzzled and a little embarrassed by them. It seemed abnormal to have a +hired servant so polished, so thoughtful. She dressed hurriedly, while +the Captain yawned and talked between his yawning. "That yellow chap is +sure handy. I wish I'd had him before; 'twould have saved you a power o' +work and worry. Did ye sleep last night?" + +"Not very well. I hope you did. You can't complain of the bunk." + +"'Tis luxurious--'tis so! But there's nothing like the west side of +Colorado Avenue, after all, or a bed of pine boughs beside a roaring +mountain stream. 'Twas a fine little supper Ben gave us last night." + +The level lands awed and depressed the mountain girl. They seemed to +type the flat and desolate spiritual world into which she was entering, +and the ride seemed interminable, carrying her every hour farther from +the scenes and sounds to which her love clung. She was bitterly +homesick, and nothing seemed to promise comfort. She gazed with +lack-lustre eyes on the towns and rivers along the way, and she entered +the great inland metropolis by the lake with dread and a deepening sense +of her inexperience and youth. + +On the neighboring track stood the return sleepers headed for the hills, +and she acknowledged a wild desire to take her place among the jocund +folk who stood on the observation-platform exchanging good-byes with +friends. Thunderous, smothering, and vast the city seemed as they drove +through it on their way to the hotel, and upon reaching her room she +flung herself down on her bed and sobbed in a frenzy of homesickness. + +Haney, who had never before perceived a tear on her face, was startled, +and stood in puzzled pain looking down at her, while the tactful Lucius +went about the unpacking of the trunks, confident that the shower would +soon be over. + +"What's the ail of it?" asked the Captain. "Tell me, darlin'. Are ye +sick?" + +She shook her head from side to side, like a suffering and weary child, +and made no further answer. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +MART'S VISIT TO HIS SISTER + + +Bertha woke next morning with a sense of weariness and desolation still +at her heart, but she dressed and went to breakfast with Haney at an +hour so early that the dining-room was nearly empty. Lucius, with quiet +insistence upon the importance of his employers, had secured a place at +a window overlooking the lake, and was glad to see his mistress brighten +as her eyes swept the burnished shoreless expanse. + +Haney, still troubled by her languid air and gloomy face, took heart, +and talked of what Chicago was in the days when he saw it and what it +was now. "People say it don't improve. But listen: when I was here the +Palmer House was the newly built wonder of the West, the streets were +tinkling with bobtail horse-cars. And now look at it!" + +Bertha went back to her room, still in nerveless and despondent mood, +not knowing what to do. The Captain proposed the usual round. "We'll +take an auto-car, and go to the parks, and inspect the Lake Shore Drive +and the Potter Palmer castle. Then we'll go down and see where the +World's Fair was. Then we'll visit the Wheat Pit. 'Tis all there is, +bedad." + +Lucius, who had been answering the 'phone in the hall, came in at the +moment to say; "A lady wishes to speak with Mrs. Haney." + +"A lady! Who?" + +"A certain Mrs. Brent--a friend of Miss Franklin's." + +Bertha's face darkened. "Oh I'd forgot all about her. Miss Franklin gave +me a letter to her," she explained, as she went out. + +She had no wish to see Mrs. Brent. On the contrary, she had an aversion +to seeing or doing anything. But there was something compelling in the +cool, sweet, quiet voice which came over the line, and before realizing +it she had promised to meet her at eleven o'clock. + +Mrs. Brent then added: "I am consumed with desire to see you, for Dor--I +mean Miss Franklin--has been writing to me about you. You're just in +time to come to a little dinner of mine--don't make any engagement for +to-morrow night. I'm coming down immediately." + +Bertha quite gravely answered, "All right, I'll be here," and hung up +the receiver, committed to an interview that became formidable, now that +the sweetness of the voice had died out of her ears. + +"Who was it?" asked the Captain. + +"A friend of Miss Franklin's--sounds just like her voice, but I think +she's only a cousin. She wants to see me, and I've promised to be here +at eleven." + +The Captain looked a little disappointed. "Well, we can take a spin up +the lake. Lucius, go hire a buckboard and we're off." + +"There's an auto-car waiting, sir. I ordered it half an hour ago." + +The gambler looked at him humorously. "Ye must be a mind-reader." + +A tap on the door called the man out, and when he returned he bore a +telegram. "For you, Captain," he said, presenting it on the salver. + +The gambler took it with sudden apprehension in his face. "I hope +there's no trouble at the mine," he muttered. + +Bertha, leaning over his shoulder, read it first. "It's from Ben!" she +called, joyously. "Ain't it just like him?" + +This message seemed a little bit foolish to Haney. + + "Just to say hello! All well here. Have a good time. + "FORDYCE." + +To Bertha it made all the difference between sunshine and shadow. She +thrilled to it as if it had been a voice. "He knew I'd be homesick, and +so he sent this to cheer me up," she said. And in this she was right. +Her shoulders lifted and her face cleared. "Come on, Captain, if we're +going." + +As they came down the elevator, men in buttons met them, and attended +them to the door, and turned them over to still other uniformed +attendants, who were fain to help them into the auto-car; for Lucius had +managed to convey to the hotel a proper sense of his employer's money +value. He himself was always close to his master's side, for lately +Haney had taken to stumbling at unexpected moments, and his increasing +bulk made a fall a real danger. + +A thrill of delight, of elation, ran through the young wife as she +glanced up and down Chicago's proudest avenue. It conformed to her +notion of a city. The level park, flooded with spring sunshine, was +walled on the west by massive buildings, while to the east stretched the +shining lake. From here the city seemed truly cosmopolitan. It had +dignity and wealth of color, and to the girl from Sibley Junction was +completely satisfying--almost inspiring. + +It was uplifting also to be attended to a splendid auto-car by willing, +alert servants, and to feel that the passers-by were all envious of her +careless ease. Bertha forgot her homesickness, and took her seat in the +spirit of one who is determined to have the worth of her money (for once +anyhow), and the pedestrians, if they had any definite notion of her at +all, probably said: "There goes a rich old cattle king and his pretty +daughter. It's money that makes the 'mobile go." + +She held to this pose for half an hour, while they threaded the tumult +of Wabash Avenue, and, crossing the river, swept up the Lake Shore +Drive. But the lake filled her with other thoughts. "I wish we had this +at the Springs," she said. "This is fine!" + +"We have our share," answered he. "If we had this at our door, there +wouldn't be anything left to go to." + +They whizzed through the park, and down another avenue into the thick +tangle of traffic, which scared them both, and so back to the hotel, the +Captain saying: "My! my! but she has grown. 'Tis twenty years since I +took this turn." + +In some strange way Bertha had drawn courage, resolution, pride, and +ambition from what she saw on this short ride. That she was in a car and +mistress of it was in itself a marvellous distinction, and the thought +of what she would have been--as a "round-tripper" from Sibley +Junction--added to her pleasure and pride. She was always doing sums in +her head now. Thus: "Suppose our excursion does cost twenty dollars per +day; that's only one hundred and fifty per week, six hundred per month, +and our income is ten times that, and more." She had not risen above the +habit of calculation, but she was fast rising to higher levels of +expenditure. + +She met Mrs. Brent with something of this mood in her manner, but was +instantly softened and won by her visitor, who did not in the least +resemble Miss Franklin in appearance, though her voice was wonderfully +the same. Her eyes were wide, her brow serene, and her lips smiling. + +"Why, you're a child," she said--"a mere babe! Dorothy didn't tell me +that." + +Bertha stiffened a little, and Mrs. Brent laughingly added: "Please +don't be offended--I am really surprised." And then her manner became so +winning that before the Western girl realized it she had given her +consent to join a dinner-party the following night. "Come early, for we +are to go to the theatre afterwards. I'll have some of the university +people in to see you. Miss Franklin has made us all eager to meet you." + +Bertha had a dim perception that this eagerness to meet her was +curiosity, but her loyalty to her teacher and the charm of her visitor +kept her from openly rebelling. + +The Captain was not so easily persuaded. "'Tis poor business for me," he +said. "Time was when I went to bed like a wolf--when the time served; +but now I'm as regular to me couch as a one-legged duck. However, to +keep me wife in tune, I'll go or come, as the case may be." + +Mrs. Brent did not attempt to be funny with this wounded bear, and they +parted very good friends. + +As her visitor was going, Bertha suddenly said, "Wait a minute," and, +going to her hand-bag, brought out an envelope addressed in Congdon's +big scrawling hand. "Do you know these people?" + +Mrs. Brent glanced at it. "Why, yes, Joe Moss is an artist. He's +well-known here, and you'll like him. His wife is a very talented woman, +and will be of great advantage to you. They know all the 'artistic +gang,' as they call themselves, and they live a delightfully Bohemian +life. They're right near here, and if I were you I'd go in to see them. +I'd thought of having the Mosses to-morrow night, and this settles it. +They must come. Good-bye till to-morrow at 7 P.M." And she went out, +leaving the girl in a glow of increasing good-will. + +Haney was looking over a list of names and addresses which Lucius had +brought to him, and as Bertha returned he put his finger on one, and +said: "I believe, on me soul, that this Patrick McArdle is me second +sister's husband. 'Patrick McArdle, pattern-maker.' Sure, Charles said +he was in a stove foundry. 'Tis over on the West Side, Lucius says. How +would it do to slide over and see?" + +"I'm agreeable," she carelessly answered, her mind full of Mrs. Brent +and the dinner. + +Lucius interposed a word. "It's a very poor neighborhood, Captain. We +can hardly get to it with a machine." + +"Well, then we'll drive. I want to make a stab at finding my sister +anyhow." + +Lucius submitted, but plainly disapproved of the whole connection. On +the way Haney talked of his sister Fanny. "She was a bouncing, +jolly-tempered girl, always down at the heels, but good to me. She was +two years older, and was mother's main guy, as the sailors say. She was +fairly industrious, though none of us ever worked just for the fun of +it. Fan married all the other girls off to saloon-keepers or aldermen, +which is all the same in pay, and then ended up by takin' a man far +older than herself, who was not very strong and not very smart. He makes +patterns in sand for the leaves and acorns you see on stove doors. For +all we know, he may have made them that's on your new range at home." + +The mention of that range brought to Bertha's mind a picture of her +lovely kitchen, so light and bright and shining, and another spasm of +homesickness and doubt seized her. "Mart, we had no business to come +away and leave that house and all our nice things in it." + +"Miss Franklin will see after it." + +"But how can she? She's gone nearly all day. And, besides, she's not up +to housekeeping--it ain't her line. I feel like going right back this +minute!" + +This feeling of dismay was increased by the glimpses of the grimy West +Side, into which they were plunging every moment deeper. After leaving +the asphalt pavement the noise increased till they were unable to make +each other hear without shouting, and so they sat in silence while the +driver turned corners and dodged carts and cars till at last he turned +abruptly into a side-street, and, driving slowly along over a rotting +block pavement, drew up before a small, two-story frame house--a relic +of the old-time city. + +The yards were full of children, who all stopped their play to stare at +this carriage, especially impressed by Lucius, who sat very erect on the +seat beside the driver, resolutely doing a very disagreeable duty. At +the door he got down and said: "Now, Captain, you give me a pointer or +two, and I'll find out whether this is your McArdle or not." + +"Just ask if Mrs. McArdle was Fan Haney, of Troy. That'll cover the +specification," he answered. + +By this time a large, fair-haired, slovenly woman had opened the door, +and, with truculent voice, called out: "Who do you want to find?" + +"Fan Haney, of Troy," answered the Captain. + +"That's me," the woman retorted. + +"Ye are so! Very well, thin, consider yourself under arrest this +minute," said Haney, beginning to clamber out of the carriage. + +The woman stared a moment; then a slow grin developed on her face so +like to Haney's own that Bertha laughed. The lost sister was found. + +As Haney neared her, he called out: "Well, Fan, ye're the same old +sloven ye were when I used to kick your shins in Troy for soapin' me +mouth." + +"Mart Haney, by the piper!" she exclaimed, wiping her lips and hands in +anticipation of a caress. "Where did ye borry the funeral wagon?" + +He shook her hand--the kiss was out of his inclination--and responded in +the same vein of mockery: "A friend of mine died the day, and I broke +out of the procession to pay a call. Divil a bit the dead man cares." + +"Who's with you in the carriage?" + +"Mrs. Haney, bedad." + +"Naw, it is not!" + +"Sure thing!" + +"She's too young and pretty--and Mart, ye're lame! And, howly saints, +man, ye look old! I wouldn't have known ye but fer the mouth and the +eyes of ye. Ye have the same old grin." + +"The same to you." + +"I get little chance to practise it these days." + +"'Tis the same here." + +"But how came ye hurt?" + +"A felly with a grievance poured a load of buckshot into me side, and +one of them lodged in me spine, so they say." + +She clicked her tongue in ready sympathy. "Dear, dear! But come in and +sit ye down. Ask yer girl to come in--I'm not perticular." + +"She's me lawful wife," he said, and his tone changed her manner into +something like sweetness and dignity. + +"Go ye in, Mart. I'll fetch her." + +As the young wife sat in her carriage before this wretched little home +and watched that slatternly sister of her husband approach, she rose on +a wave of self-appreciation. Haney lost in dignity and power by this +association. For the first time in her life the girl acknowledged a +fixed difference between her blood and that of Mart Haney. She was +disgusted and ashamed as Mrs. McArdle, coming to the carriage side, said +bluffly: "'Tis a poor parlor I have, Mrs. Haney, but if ye'll light out +and come in I'll send for Pat. He'll be wantin' to see ye both." + +Bertha would have given a good deal to avoid this visit, but seeing no +way to escape she stepped from the carriage under the keen scrutiny of +her hostess and walked up the rickety steps with something of the same +squeamish care she would have shown on entering a cow-barn. + +"Here, Benny!" called Mrs. McArdle. "Run you to Dad and tell him me +brother Mart has come, and to hurry home. Off wid ye now!" + +The poverty of this city working-man's home was plain to see. It struck +in upon Bertha with the greater power by reason of her six months of +luxury. It was not a dirty home, but it was cluttered and hap-hazard. +The old wooden chairs were worn with scouring, but littered with +children's rags of clothing. The smell of boiling cabbage was in the +air, for dinner-time was nigh. There were three rooms on the +ground-floor and one of these was living-room and dining-room, the other +the kitchen, and a small bedroom showed through an open door. For all +its disorder it gave out a familiar odor of homeliness which profoundly +moved Haney. + +"Ye've grown like the mother, Fan. And I do believe some of these chairs +are her's." + +"They are. When Dad broke up the house and went to live with Kate I put +in a bid for the stuff and I brought some of it out here with me." + +"I'm glad ye did. That old rocker now--sure it's the very one we used to +fight for. I'll give ye twenty-five dollars for it, Fan." + +"Ye can have it for the askin', Mart," she generously replied--tears of +pleasure in her eyes. "Sure, after all the tales I heard of ye--it's to +see you takin' fine to the mother's chair. She was a good mother to us, +Mart." + +"She was!" he answered. + +"And if the old Dad had been as much of a man as she was, we'd all stand +in better light to-day I'm thinkin'--though the father did the best he +knew." + +"The worst he did was to let us all run wild. A club about our shoulders +now and then would have kept our tempers sweeter." + +Bertha, in rich new garments, seemed as alien to the scene as any fine +lady visiting among the slums. She was struggling, too, between disgust +of her sister-in-law's slovenly house and untidy dress, and the good +humor, tender sentiment and innate motherliness of her nature. There was +charm in her voice and in her big gray eyes. Irish to the core, she +could storm at one child and coo with another an instant later. She was +like Mart, or rather Mart became every moment more of her kind and less +of the bold and remorseless desperado he had once seemed to be. The +deeper they dug into the past the more of his essential kinship to this +woman he discovered. He greeted her children with kindly interest, +leaving a dollar in each chubby, dirty fist, and when McArdle came into +the room Fan had quite conquered her awe of Bertha's finery. + +McArdle was a small bent man, with a black beard, a pale serious face +and speculative eyes. He looked like a wondering, rather cautious animal +as he came in. He wore a cheap gray suit and a celluloid collar, and was +as careless in his way as his wife. It was plain that he was gentle, +absent-minded, and industrious. + +He listened to his wife's voluble explanations in silence, inwardly +digesting all that was said, then shook hands--still without a word. And +when all these preliminaries were over he laid his hat aside and ran his +fingers through his thin hair with a perplexed and troubled gesture, +asking, irrelevantly: "How's the weather out there?" + +Nobody saw the humor of this but his wife, who explained: "Pat is a +fiend on the weather. He was raised on a farm, ye see, and he can't get +over it. I say to him: 'What difference does the state o' the weather +make to you, that's under a roof all day?' But divil a change does it +make in him. The first thing in the morning he turns to the weather +report." + +McArdle's eyes showed traces of a smile. "If it weren't for the papers +and the weather reports, me days would be alike. But sit by," he added, +hospitably, waving his hand towards the table, on which the dinner was +steaming. + +They were drawing up to the board when a puffing and blowing, and the +furious clatter of feet announced the inrushing of the children. + +Not the mother's shrill whooping, but the sight of the strange guests, +transformed them into mutes. The carriage outside had filled them with +wild alarms, but the sight of their parents alive, and entertaining +guests of shining quality, was almost as satisfyingly unusual as death +and a funeral. + +They were a noisy, hearty throng, and Bertha's heart went out to poor +Patrick McArdle, who sat amid the uproar, silent, patient, the heroic +breadwinner for them all. No wonder he was old before his time. Slowly +her antipathy died out. She began to find excuses even for the mother. +To feed such a herd of little pigs and calves, even out of wooden +troughs, would require much labor; to keep them buttoned, combed, and +fit for school was an appalling task. "Mart must help these folks," she +said to herself. + +McArdle had nothing to say during the meal, and Bertha could see that +his family did not expect him to do more than answer a plain question. +Indeed, the children created a hubbub that quite cut off any connected +intercourse, and Fan, with a grin of despair, at last said: "They'll be +gorged in a few minutes, and then we'll have peace." + +"This is what lack of money means," Bertha was thinking. And her house, +her automobile, her horses, became at the moment as priceless, as +remote, as crown jewels and papal palaces. Then, conversely, she grew to +a larger conception of the possibilities which lay in sixty thousand +dollars a year. Not only did it lift her and all hers above the heat and +mire and distress of the world of toil, it enabled them to help others. + +Swiftly the children filled their stomachs, and, seizing each a piece of +cake or pie, withdrew, leaving the old folks and their guests in peace. + +Thereupon, McArdle, taking a pipe from his pocket and knocking it +absent-mindedly on the seat of the chair, dryly remarked: "Now that we +can hear ourselves think, let's have it all over again. Who air ye, and +why air ye here?" + +Being told a second time that this was his brother-in-law, a miner from +Colorado, he shook hands all over again, and accepted Mart's cigar with +careful fingers, as if fearing to drop and break the precious thing. + +Bertha said: "I think we'd better be going, Captain. Our carriage is +outside." + +"Gracious Peter," cried Mrs. McArdle, "I forgot all about it! Is he by +the day or by the hour?" + +Mart answered, with an amused smile. "Well, now, I don't know. I think +by the hour." + +"Ye're makin' a big bluff, Mart. We're properly impressed," said his +sister. "Go pay him off, and save the money." + +McArdle put in a query. "You must have a good thing out there?" + +"'Tis enough to pay me carriage hire," answered Mart. And his tone +satisfied McArdle, who, with reflective eye on Bertha, puffed away at +his cigar, while Mart gave his promise to call again. "I'll come over +and get you all, and take you to the theatre in me auto-car," he said, +as he rose. "But we must be going now." + +Fan was beginning to perceive in him more and more of the man of power +and substance, and her manner changed. "Ye were always the smartest of +the lot of us, Mart." + +"No, I was not. Charles was the bright boy." + +"So he was, but he was lazy. That was why he took up with +play-acting--'tis an easy job." + +"Even that is too much work for him," remarked McArdle. + +"I reckon that's right," laughed Mart, as he turned towards the door. + +"Come again, if ye find time," called Fan, as they went down the steps. + +McArdle, with his cigar in his hand, waved it in a sign of parting. And +so their visit to the McArdles closed. + +Mart turned to his silent and thoughtful wife, and said, with a great +deal of meaning in his voice: "Well, now, what do you think of that for +a fine litter of pups?" + +"They seem hearty." + +"They do. 'Tis on such that the future of the ray-public rests." And +then he added: "Sure, Bertie, it gripped me heart to see the mother's +old chair!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +A DINNER AND A PLAY + + +Lucius seemed to know the city very well, and to have a list of its +principal citizens in his memory. He knew the best places to shop and +the selectest places to eat, and Bertha soon came to ask his advice +about other and more intimate affairs. She showed him Mrs. Brent's card, +and explained that they were going out there to dinner. + +"I know the locality," he said, much impressed, "and I think I know the +house. It's likely to be quietly swell, and you'd better wear your best +gown." + +"The black dress," said Haney, who was a deeply concerned witness. "I +like that." + +Lucius was respectful, but firm. "You are very well in that, Mrs. Haney. +But if I were you I'd have a new gown; you'll need it. I know just the +saleslady to fit you out." + +"But I've only worn the black dress once!" she exclaimed, in dismay. + +Lucius explained that people who went out much in the city made a point +of not wearing the same gown in the same circle a second time. "And as +you only have two presentable evening gowns, you certainly need +another." + +Haney joined in, emphatically. "Sure thing! What's the good of money if +you don't use it to buy things?" + +Tremulous with the excitement of it, she went with the Captain to +several of the largest and most sumptuous establishments on State +Street. And Lucius, who accompanied them, ostensibly to be of service to +his master, was of the greatest service to his mistress, he was so +quiet, so unobtrusive, so thoroughly the footman in appearance, so +helpful, and so masterful, in fact; a faint shake of his head, a nod, a +gesture decided momentous questions. + +The girl, sitting there surrounded by scurrying clerks and saleswomen, +had a return of her bewilderment and doubt. "Can it be true that I can +buy any of these cloaks and hats?" she asked herself. What was the magic +that had made her lightest wish realizable? When a splendid cloak fell +round her shoulders, and she looked in the glass at the tall figure +there, she glowed with pride. + +"Madam carries a cloak beautifully," the saleswoman said, with +sincerity. "This is our smartest model--perfectly exclusive and new. +Only such a figure as the madam's properly sets it off." + +While the women were making measurements for some slight alterations, +Lucius said: "It would be nice if you decided on that automobile, and +took Mrs. Haney to the dinner in it." + +Haney's face lighted up. "I will! Sh! not a word. We'll surprise her." + +"If you don't mind I'll hustle up a footman's livery." + +"So do. Anything goes--for her, Lucius." + +Bertha thought she had already rubbed the side of her wonderful lamp to +a polish. But under the almost hypnotic spell of her West-Indian +attendant she bought shoes, hats, hosiery, and toilet articles till her +room looked "like Christmas morning," as Haney said, and yet there was +little that could be called foolish or tawdry. She wore little jewelry, +having resisted Haney's attempt to load her with rings and necklaces. +Miss Franklin had impressed upon her the need of being "simple." When +she put on her dinner-dress and faced him, Mart Haney was humbled to +earth. "Sure, ye're beautiful as an angel!" he exulted, as if addressing +a saint. And as she swept before the tall glass and saw her radiant self +therein, she thought of Ben, and her face flamed with lovely color. "I +wish he could see me now!" she inwardly exclaimed. + +Miss Franklin, in writing to her friend, Mrs. Brent, had said: "In a +sense, the Haneys are 'impossible'--he is an ex-gambler, and she is the +daughter of a woman who kept a miner's boarding-house in the mountains. +But this sounds worse than it really is. I like the Captain. Whatever he +was in the days before his accident I don't know--they say he was a +terror. But when I entered the family he was as he is now--a pathetic +figure. He isn't really old; but he's horribly crippled, and takes it +very hard. He is kindness itself to his wife and to every one round him, +and will be grateful for anything you do for him. Bertha is young but +maturing very rapidly, and there's no telling where she will stop. She's +been studying with me, and I've told her you will advise her while she's +in Chicago. You needn't go far with her if you don't want to. The +Hallidays and Voughts won't mind the back pages of the Haney history, +and you needn't say anything about the Captain's career if you don't +want to. He's a big mine-owner now, and is out of the gambling and +saloon business altogether. Bertha is perfectly eligible in herself. And +as many of us started on farms or poor little villages, we can't afford +to take on any airs over her. She's of good parentage, and as true as +steel. She likes the Captain, and is devoted to him." + +Dr. Brent was not connected with the university, but his wife's brother +had been a student there, and was now an instructor in one of the +scientific departments. And Mrs. Brent's charm of manner and the +Doctor's easy-going hospitality made their fine little Kenwood home the +centre of a certain intellectual Bohemia on the borders of the +institution, and the "artistic gang" occasionally met and genially +interfused with the professors round the big Brent fireplace. Being rich +in his own right, Brent took his practice in such moderation as to be of +the highest effectiveness when he consented to operate, and was in +demand for difficult surgical cases. He was slender, blond, and languid +of movement--not in the least suggestive of the Western hustle of +Chicago, and yet he was born within twenty miles of the court-house. +Indeed, it was the spread of the city which had enriched his father's +estate, and which now permitted him to work when he felt like it, and to +assemble round his hearthstone--an actual stone, by the way--the people +he liked best. The amount of hickory wood he burned was stupendous. + +Mrs. Brent was known as "the audacious hostess," because she was not +afraid to invite anybody who interested her. "You take your reputation +in your hand," her friends often said to those about to make their first +call. "You may meet an actor from New York or a stone-mason from the +West Side--one never knows." Their house was an adaptation of the +"mission style" of California and possessed one big room on the first +floor which their friends called Congress Hall. + +Miss Franklin was certain that this circle would enjoy the Captain once +he became at ease, and she really hoped Mrs. Brent would "advise the +girl," and, as she put it, "Help her to get at the pleasant side of +Chicago. She's very rich and she's intelligent, but she is very raw! +She's very like a boy, but she's worth while. She wanted me to come with +her, but I could have done so only by giving up here and going as her +companion, and that I'm not ready to do--at present." + +After carefully considering all these points, Mrs. Brent 'phoned her +friends, being careful to explain that Dorothy Franklin had sent her +"some fleecy specimens of Colorado society," and that she was asking a +few of "the bold and fearless" among her set to meet them. + +"Who are the guests of honor?" she was asked by each favored one. + +Each received the same reply: "Marshall Haney, the gambler prince of +Cripple Creek, and his bride, Dead-shot Nell, biscuit-shooter, from +Honey Gulch." + +"Honest?" + +"Hope to die!" + +"It's too good to be true! Of course I'll come. Do we have a quiet game +after dinner?" + +"Ah, no, that would be too cruel--to Captain Haney. No; we go to the +theatre. So be on hand at 7 P.M., sharp." + +In this way she had prepared her friends to be surprised by Bertha's +good looks and the Captain's tame and courteous manner, but was herself +soundly jarred when her "wild-West people" came up to the door in an +auto-car that must have cost five or six thousand dollars, and when a +colored footman, in bottle-green uniform, leaped out to open the door +for them (it was Lucius in his new suit--he was playing all the parts). +Brent, with a comical look at his wife, remarked: "I suppose this is in +lieu of broncos?" + +"They _are_ branching out!" she gasped. "And see her clothes!" + +She might well exclaim, for Bertha, in her long cloak, her head bare, +and her pretty dress showing, did not in the least resemble the picture +Miss Franklin had drawn; neither did she resemble the demure, almost +sullen girl Mrs. Brent had met in the hotel. The Captain, too, for the +second time in his life, wore evening dress, but citing to his sombrero; +so that he resembled a Tennessee congressman at the Inaugural Ball as he +came slowly up the short walk, and Mrs. Brent deeply regretted that no +one was present to take the shock with herself and the doctor. + +The maid at the door, who knew nothing of the wild reputation of the +Haneys, guided them up-stairs to their respective dressing-rooms, and +helped to remove their wraps so expeditiously that they were on their +way back to the first floor before any other guests arrived. Bertha was +delighted but not awed by the fine room into which they were ushered, +for was not her own house larger and more splendid? She had grown +accustomed to big things--it was the tasteful beauty of the room that +moved her. + +In the side of the room a big plain brick fireplace was filled with a +crackling fire, and in the light of it stood her host and hostess. +Bertha was glad to find them alone--she had expected to face a room full +of people. She was not specially attracted to Dr. Brent, and remained so +coldly restrained that he was quite baffled and turned away to the +Captain, who sought the fire, saying: "This looks good. I feel the cold +now--I don't know why I should." + +This opened the way to a very confidential talk on wounds and diet. + +Bertha's new gown of pale blue made her look very young and very sweet, +and the eager guests were sadly disappointed in her--that is to say, the +ladies were; the men seemed quite content with her as she was. They took +the "biscuit-shooter" description to be a piece of fooling on Mrs. +Brent's part, and as they had no time after dinner to get the Captain +started they remained quite convinced that he, too, had been maligned in +their hostess's description. + +As a result, Mrs. Brent and her other guests were forced to do the +talking, for Bertha had not only warned Mart against reminiscence, but +had determined to keep a tight hold on her own tongue; and though she +listened with the alertness of a bird, she answered only in curt phrase, +making "yes" and "no" do their full duty. She perceived that the people +round her were of intellectual companionship to the Crego and Congdon +circles, and these young men, so easy and graceful of manner, reminded +her of Ben. None of them were entirely strange to her now, and yet she +dimly apprehended something uncomplimentary veiled beneath their polite +regard. She did not entirely trust any of them--not even her host. +Indeed, she liked Mrs. Brent less than at their first meeting in the +hotel. + +The dinner was rather hurried, and they would have been late had it not +been for Haney's new auto-car, which carried six, and made two trips to +the station unnecessary. It was fine to see the Captain put his machine +at the disposal of his hostess. "I told Lucius to wait," he boasted, "I +thought we might need him." + +Dr. Brent succeeded at last in drawing his pretty guest into +conversation by remarking on the Captain's color. "He's feeding +improperly, if you don't mind my saying so. He's putting on weight, he +tells me, but feels cold and nerveless. Cut him down on starchy foods. +How long is it since he was hurt?" + +"About eight months." + +"Must have been a tearing beast of an accident to wing a man of his +frame." + +"It was. Tore his whole side to pieces." + +"Who put him together--Steele, of Denver?" + +"No, a man in Cripple." + +"Sure he was the right man?" + +"He was the best I could get." + +"You arouse my professional egotism. I'd like to examine the Captain if +you don't object--not for any fee, you understand. But a fellow of his +build and years--he tells me he's only forty-five--" + +"Only forty-five," thought the girl. "What strange ideas these older +people have! And Ben was twenty-six." Just what the doctor said +afterwards she didn't hear, for she was thinking of the swift, wide arc +of change through which her mind had swung from the time when Marshall +Haney first came to Sibley--so grand of stride, so erect, so powerful. +He, too, seemed young then; now he was old--old and feeble--a man to be +advised, protected, humored. She dimly understood, too, that +corresponding change had come to her; that she was far away from the +girl who had stood behind the counter defending herself against the +love-making of the bummers and drummers among her patrons--and yet she +was the same, after all. "I've not changed as much as he has," was her +conclusion. And she enjoyed the gayety and beauty of her companions, but +she said little to express it. + +The play that night appalled her by its fury of passion, its mockery of +woman, its cynical disbelief in man. With startling abruptness and in +most colloquial method it delineated the beginning of a young wife's +wrong-doing, and when the lover caught the innocent, ensnared woman to +his bosom a flaming sword seemed to have been plunged into Bertha's own +breast. She quivered and flushed. And when the actress displayed the +awakened conscience of the erring one, putting into words as well as +into facial expression her feeling of guilt and remorse, the girl-wife +in the box shrank and whitened, her big eyes fixed upon the sobbing, +suffering character before her, defending herself against the dramatist +as against an enemy. He was a liar! There was no wrong in Ben's kiss and +no remorse in her own heart as she remembered the caress. "Even if he +loves me, that doesn't make him horrible!" + +The dramatist went remorselessly on. He showed the husband--old, coarse, +brutal. He put him in sharpest relief in order that the woman should be +tempted to her ruin, and in the end the lover--virile, handsome and +unscrupulous--wins the tortured woman's soul--and they flee, leaving the +usual note behind. + +"What can you expect?" remarked the cynical friend of the injured +husband. "Given a young and lovely wife like Rose and an old limping +warrior like you, and an elopement follows as a matter of course, Q. E. +D." And so the curtain fell. + +Relentless realist in the first act, the dramatist in the second act +began to hedge. He made the life of the erring woman conventionally +miserable. Her lover beat her, neglected her, and finally deserted her. +And in the last act she crawled back into her husband's home like a +starved cat to die, while he, scarred old beast, cried out: "The wages +of sin is death!" Whether the writer intended this scene to be ironical +or not, the effect was to awaken a murmur of laughter among the +ill-restrained of the auditors. But Bertha, hot with anger towards both +author and players, could not join in Mrs. Brent's smiling comment: +"Isn't that comical!" + +The doctor coolly said: "A good conventional British ending. Why didn't +he clap a pair of wings on the old reprobate and run him up on a wire, +the way they used to do in translating little Eva in 'Uncle Tom's +Cabin'?" + +Afterwards Mrs. Brent proposed that they go to a German restaurant and +have some beer and skittles; but this struck harshly on Bertha, who +still palpitated with the passion of the play. "I reckon we'd better +not. The Captain is pretty tired, and, if you don't mind, we'll quit +now." + +Without saying "I've had a lovely time," she shook hands all round, and, +taking her husband's arm, moved off into the street, leaving her hostess +a little uneasy and wholly perplexed. Mrs. Brent's joke about the +Captain and his wife had, as the doctor expressed it, "queered the whole +affair." + +"But how did she know?" + +"She's a good deal sharper than you gave her credit for being," he +replied. "You Easterners never can learn to take diamonds in the rough." + +Bertha's mind was in tumult, and she wished to be alone. Mart irritated +her. She refused to talk to him about the play or the dinner, and, +turning him over to Lucius, went at once to her own bed. Thus far she +had not attempted to closely analyze her relationship to Marshall Haney. +He had been to her a good friend rather than a husband, a companion who +needed her, and who had given her everything she asked for. Keenly +forward, almost precocious on the calculative side, she had remained +singularly untroubled on the emotional side. She knew that certain +problems of sex existed in the world, and she was only mentally aware of +temptations--she had never really felt them. Now all at once her whole +nature awoke. Her mind engaged a legion of vaguely defined enemies. Out +of the shadow stepped words of no weight, of no significance hitherto, +encircling her, panoplied with meaning. The half-heard comment of the +camp, the dimly perceived gossip of the Springs, the flattering looks of +the artists--all helped her to see herself as she was: a handsome young +girl, like that on the stage, married to a crippled middle-aged man of +evil history. + +"But he is good to me," she argued against her new self. "I was poor, +and he has made me rich; and all I've done is to nurse him and keep +house for him." With this thought came a realization that she had never +been a full and complete wife to him. And with a flush of shame and +repulsion she added: "And now I never can be. No matter if he were to +become as straight, as strong, and as handsome as he was in those days, +I cannot love him as a wife should." + +Once having admitted this feeling of repulsion, once having clearly +perceived the vast distance between herself and her husband, the +repulsion deepened, the separating space widened. He seemed ten years +older as they met next morning, and his face was heavy and his frame +lax. Her pity had not lessened, but it was mixed now with a qualifying +emotion which she had not yet acknowledged to be disgust. His skin was +waxy white and his jowls drooping. "I'm not at all up to the work," he +said, with a return of his humor. "'Tis a killing pace we've struck, +Bertie, and the old man must take the flag if you keep it up." + +"I don't intend to keep it up," she answered, shortly. "I think we'd +better go home." At the word "home" a little thrill went through her. It +was so bright and big and desirable, that mansion under the purple +peaks. + +"No; I must go trail up me old dad, and leave him provided for. Fan +doesn't even know his address (the more shame to her), but I'll find +him. If ye're tired and would rather go home, I'll go on alone." + +"Oh no, you mustn't do that!" she exclaimed instantly, feeling the +sincerity of his desire to please her. "I'll go, but we mustn't stay +long." And she took up the direction of his life again. The mood of the +night had passed away, leaving only a clearer perception of his growing +age and helplessness. + +"You must let Dr. Brent examine you," she said, a little later. "He +don't think your lameness is caused by your wound. He says you're out of +condition." + +He looked at her with shadowed face and sorrowful eyes. "I'm only a poor +old skate, wind-broken and lazy. Ye have the right to cut me loose any +time." + +"You mustn't talk like that," she said, sharply. "When I want to cut +loose I'll let you know." + +"I hold ye to that," he answered, with intent look. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +BERTHA BECOMES A PATRON OF ART + + +Bertha, deeply engrossed in the conceptions called up by this visit, did +not feel like calling upon the Mosses, even though they were almost next +door. She was troubled, too, with a feeling of helplessness in the use +of a pen. She wanted to write to Fordyce, but was afraid to do so, +knowing that a letter would disclose her ignorance of polite forms; but +this, instead of discouraging her, roused her to a determination to +learn. This was the saving clause in her character. She acknowledged +shortcomings, but not defeats. Here again she was of the spirit that +lifts the self-made man. + +The Congdons had been most generous of letters of introduction, and in +addition to those to Mrs. Brent and the Mosses, Bertha was in possession +of two or three envelopes addressed to people in New York City, +presumably artists also, as they bore the names of certain studios. The +note to Moss was unaffected and simple in itself, quite innocent of any +qualification, but the letter which had privately preceded it was in the +true Congdon vein, and Moss, like Mrs. Brent, did not delay his call. +His card was in the Haney box when they returned. "Sorry to miss you. +Come into my studio at five if you can," he had pencilled on the back. + +"Your artistic bunch," Congdon had written, "won't mind meeting one of +the most successful and picturesque of our gamblers, Marshall Haney, +especially as the walls of his big house are bare and his wife is +pretty. They are ripping types, old man; not in the 'best society,' you +understand, but I know you'll like 'em. Be as good to 'em as you can +without involving anybody. Little Mrs. Haney is a corker. Good start on +a self-made career. They're both unsophisticated in a way, and a little +real sympathy will drag their secret history to the light. Do a sketch +of her for me. She's likely to be famous. Haney is rolling in dough +these days--(miner)--and she's bound for some whooping big thing, I +don't know what, but she's like a country boy with a stirring ambition. +It wouldn't surprise me to see her on Fifth Avenue one of these days. +With these few burning words I commend them into your plastic hands. +Don't let Sammy paint her, for God's sake. Oh yes, I worked 'em for a +couple of canvases. What do you think. In this buoyant climate we all +move. Yours in the velvet." + +With such a letter before him Joe Moss awaited his amazing guests with +impatience, cautioning the few who were in the secret not to dodge when +the Captain reached for his pocket-handkerchief. "And, above all, you +are to praise Colorado and condemn the East as a place of residence." +Joe prided himself on his _savoir faire_ and on his apparel, which had +nothing about it to distinguish the sculptor. "In fact," he often said, +"there _are_ people who say I'm not a sculptor. Be that as it may, I +manage by daily care to look like a clerk in a hardware store." + +And he did. He customarily wore a suit of pepper and salt, neat and +trig, a "bowler hat" (as they say in London), a ready-made four-in-hand +tie, and a small pearl scarf-pin. "No more fuzzy hair for me, no red +tie, no dandruff," he had said on his return from Paris. "Right here we +melt into the undistinguishable ocean of the millions, unless we can be +distinguished by reason of our sculpture." He always included Julia, his +wife, in this way (although she never "modelled a lick"), for she wrote +all his letters, made out all his checks, and took charge of him +generally. Some said his success was due to her management. She was a +dark-eyed, smiling little woman, exquisite in her dress and brisk in her +manner. + +Their studio occupied the whole north side of the attic of a big office +building in the heart of the city's traffic. "We want to be in the midst +of trade, but above it," Moss explained to those who wondered at his +choice of location. "Sculpture, as I see it, is a part of architecture. +I'm not above modelling a door-knocker if they'll only let me do it my +way. Sculpture was a part of life in the old days, and we don't want to +make it a thing too 'precious' now. I want to get close to the business +men, not to avoid them. I like the roar of trade." + +The Haneys, therefore, led by the sagacious Lucius, soon found +themselves in the Wisconsin Block, and shooting aloft in a bronze +elevator that seemed fired from a cannon ("express to the 10th floor"), +with nothing to suggest art in the men or in the signs about them. On +the thirteenth story they alighted, and, walking up one flight of +stairs, found themselves at the end of a bright hall, before a door +which bore, in simple gold letters, "Jos. Moss, Sculptor." Bertha heard +laughter within, and her heart misgave her. It was not easy for her to +meet these artist folk. Of business men, miners, railway managers she +was unafraid, but these people who joke and bully-rag each other and +talk high philosophy one minute and gossip the next, like the Congdons, +were "pretty swift" for her. After a moment's pause she said to the +Captain, "They can't kill us; here goes!" and knocked gently. + +Moss himself opened the door, and his cordial, "How de do, Mrs. Haney," +established him in her mind at once as a good fellow. He was quite as +direct as Congdon. "I'm glad to see you," he said to the Captain. "Come +in." He looked keenly at Lucius, who composedly explained himself. "The +Captain is a little lame, and I just came along to see that he got here +all right. I'll be back at 5.30." + +The door opened into a big room, which was darkened at the windows and +lighted by shaded electric globes. It was cool and bare in effect. +Around a small table in a far corner a half-dozen people were sitting. +Mrs. Moss, who was pouring tea, rose in her place at the tea-urn as her +husband approached, and cordially shook hands with her guests. "I'm very +glad you came. Please tell me how you'll have your tea," she said. + +Bertha was accustomed to take her tea "any old way," and said so, being +influenced by Mrs. Moss' candid eyes and merry smile. Haney, with a +queer feeling of being on the stage as a character in a play, sank +heavily into the chair at his hostess' right hand and said: "I never +took tea in my life, but I'm not dodgin' anything you mix." + +Joe earnestly protested. "Don't do it, Captain, there's some Scotch down +cellar." + +Mrs. Moss indicated one or two other dimly seen faces about her and +introduced their owners in a most casual manner while she compounded a +hot drink for her Western guest. + +"How long have you been in our horrible town, Mr. Haney?" she asked, +heedful of Joe's warning. + +"One day, ma'am." + +"You're just 'passing through,' I presume--that's the way all Colorado +people do." + +Haney smiled. He was getting the drift of her remarks. "'Tis natural, +ma'am; for, you see, 'tis a long run and a heavy grade, and hard to +side-track on the way." + +Bertha, to whom Moss addressed himself, was candidly looking about +her--profoundly interested in what she saw. Dim forms in bronze and +plaster stood on shelves, brackets, and pedestals, and at the end of the +long room a big group of figures writhed as if in mortal combat. It was +a work-shop--that was evident even to her--with one small nook devoted +to tea and talk. + +"Would you like to poke about?" he asked, anticipating her request. + +"Yes, I would," she bluntly replied. + +"There isn't much to see," he said. "I'm the kind of sculptor who works +on order. I believe in the 'art for service' idea, and when I get an +order I fill it as well as I can, make it as beautiful as I can, and +send it out on its mission. I'd like to model mantel-pieces and +andirons, because they are seen and actually influence people's lives. +What I started to say was this: my stuff all goes out--my real stuff; my +fool failures stay by me--this thing, for instance." He indicated the +big clump of nude forms. "I had an 'idea' when I started, but it was too +ambitious and too literary. Moreover, it isn't democratic. It don't gibe +with the present. I'd be a wild-animal sculptor if I knew enough about +them." + +It was a profoundly moving experience for this raw mountain-bred girl to +stand there beside that colossal group while the man who had modelled it +took her into his confidence. There was no affectation in Moss's candor. +He had come to a swift conclusion that Congdon had attempted to let him +into a trap, for Bertha's reticence and dignity quite reassured him. If +she had uttered a single one of the banal compliments with which +visitors "kill" artists he would have stopped short; but she didn't, she +only looked, and something in her face profoundly interested him. +Suddenly she turned and said: + +"Tell me what it means." + +"It don't mean anything--now. Originally I intended it to mean 'The +Conquest of Art by the Spirit of Business,' or something like that. I +started it when I was fresh from Paris, and wore a red tie and a pointed +beard. I keep it as a record of the folly into which exotic instruction +will lead a man. If I were to go at it now I'd turn the whole thing +around--I'd make it 'Art Inspiring Business.'" + +Bertha did not follow his thought entirely, but she felt herself in the +presence of a serious problem and listening to something deep down in +the heart of a strong man. Here was another world--not an altogether +strange world, for Congdon had also talked to her of his work--but a +world so far removed from her own life that it seemed some other planet. +"How well he talks," she thought. "Like a book." + +"How charming she is," he was thinking. And the alert, aspiring pose of +her head made his thumb nervously munch at the bit of clay he had picked +up. + +They wandered up and down the long room while he showed her tiles for +mantel decoration, bronze cats' heads for door-knobs, and curious and +lovely figures for lamps and ash-trays. "I take a shy at 'most +everything," he explained. + +"Do you sell these?" she asked, indicating some designs for electric +desk-lamps. + +He smiled. "Sometimes--not as often as I'd like to." + +"How much are they?" + +"Fifty dollars each." + +"I'll take them both," she said, and her pulse leaped with the pride of +being a patron of art. + +"Now see here, Mrs. Haney, I'm not displaying these to you as a +salesman--not that I'm so very delicate about offering my things, but I +try to wait till a second visit." He really did feel mean about it. +"Don't take 'em--wait till to-morrow. They're pretty middling bad +anyway. They're supposed to be mountain lions, but as a matter of fact I +never saw a mountain lion outside the Zoo." + +"They're lions, all right. I want 'em, and I know the Captain will like +'em." She stepped back to call Haney. But finding him surrounded by all +of the other callers (they had "got him going" telling stories of his +wild life in the West), she turned to the sculptor with a smile, saying: +"Never mind, _I_ know they're what he needs--if he don't." And Moss, +recalling Congdon's description of the Haneys' material condition, +answered: "Very well, if you insist; but I really feel as though I had +played a confidence game on you." + +"Can you fix 'em up with lights?" she asked, eager as a child. "I mean +right now." + +"Certainly." He unscrewed a couple of small bulbs from a near-by +bracket, and, putting them into place on the lamps, turned on the +current. She laughed out in delight. One of the lions was playing with +the stem which supported the light. As if rising from a sleep, he lay +upholding the globe on one high-raised paw. The other--a counterpart, or +nearly so in pose--had a different expression. The cub was snarling and +clutching at the light, as if it were a bird about to escape. + +"I had an idea of putting them on the corners of a mantel to light a +piece of low relief," he explained, "but I never got at the relief. It +ought to be characteristic Western scenery, and I've never seen the +West. Shameful, isn't it?" + +"I want you to do that mantel for me," she said. "I don't know what you +mean by 'low relief,' but I know it would be up to these, and they are +_right_!" + +"Your trust in me is beautiful, Mrs. Haney, and maybe I'll come out this +summer and try to meet it." + +"I wish you would," she said, and she meant it. "I'll show you +Colorado." + +"If you're starting to be a patron of art, Mrs. Haney, don't overlook +Congdon; he's a first-class man." He became humorous again. "We're +moving swiftly, but I'm going to tell you that he wanted me to make a +sketch of you. If you'll be so good as to give me two or three sittings, +I'll do something we can send out to him--if you wish." + +"What do you mean by a sketch?" + +"Something like this." And, leading her before a curious, half-human, +veiled object, he began to unwind damp yellow cloths till at last the +head of a young woman appeared on a small revolving stand. It was very +dainty, very sweet, and smiling. + +Bertha was puzzled. "It ain't your wife, and yet it looks like her." + +"It is my wife's sister--a quick study from life--just the kind of thing +Frank wants. Will you sit for me A couple of mornings will answer." He +was eager to do her now. Her profile, so clear, so firm, so strangely +boyish, pleased him. He could feel the "snap" that the sketch would have +when it was done. + +Bertha considered. She owed a great deal to the Congdons, and she liked +this man. Her homesickness at the moment was abated, and to stay two, or +even three, days in Chicago promised at the moment to be not so +dreadful, after all. + +"Yes, I'll do it," she decided. "I don't know what Mr. Congdon will do +with a picture of me, but that's his funeral." And her laughing lip made +her seem again the untaught girl she really was. + +As they went back to the group around the Captain, Julia Moss treated +her husband to a glance of commiseration, thinking him a bored and +defeated man. "You've missed the Captain's racy talk," she whispered. + +Haney was enjoying himself very well in the "centre of the stage," and +doing himself credit. Never in his life had he known a keener audience +than these artists, who studied him from every point of view. + +"Yes," Haney was saying, "'tis possible to bust a bank if the game is +straight--that is, at faro; but most machine games are built so that +'the house'--that is, the bank--is protected. My machines was always +straight. I'd as soon turn a sausage-grinder as run a wheel that was +'fixed' in me favor." + +Bertha did not like this talk of his abandoned trade, and her cheeks +burned as she put her hand on his shoulder. "I reckon we'd better be +going." + +He recovered himself. "Of course I quit all that when I married," he +explained, and dutifully rose. + +"Oh, Mrs. Haney," pleaded Mrs. Moss, "don't take him away! We were just +getting light on the game of faro. Please sit down again." + +Bertha resented this tone. "No, we've got to go. Glad to have met you." +She nodded towards the men who had risen. "Much obliged," she said again +to Moss. "I'll send for them things to-morrow." + +Mrs. Moss cordially insisted on their coming again. + +"She's going to pose for me," reported Moss. "To-morrow morning at ten?" +he inquired. + +"Ten suits me as well as any time," Bertha replied. + +Mrs. Moss beamed at Haney. "You come, too, Captain. I want to know more +about those delightful games of chance." + +Bertha went back to her hotel with throbbing brain. The day had been so +full of experience! She was tired out and fairly bewildered by it all. + +As her excitement ebbed and she had time to recover her own point of +view, Colorado, her home, the Springs, and the memory of her own people +came rushing back upon her, making the city and all it contained but a +handful of east wind. Ben's kiss burned vividly again upon her lips. +"Was it wrong of him to say what he did?" she began to ask herself. A +good-bye kiss would not have so deeply stirred her; it was his face, his +voice, his intensely uttered words which deeply thrilled her, even now, +as she recalled them one by one. "You are beautiful and I love you." +These were the most important words to a woman, and they had come at +last to her. + +Then her cheek flushed with shame of her husband as she remembered his +gambling talk at the studio. "Why _must_ he always go back to that?" she +asked, hotly. + +They ate their dinner in the big dining-room surrounded by waiters, +while the Captain discussed his sister and her family. "I'll do +something for Fan," he said. "She's a different sort from Charles. +McArdle seems a hard-workin' chap, the kind that a little help wouldn't +spile. What do you think of buyin' them a bit of a house somewhere?" + +Bertha listened with a languor of interest new to her, and when he +repeated his question and asked her if she were tired, she answered: +"Yes; and I think I'll go to bed early to-night. It's been a hard day." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +BERTHA'S PORTRAIT IS DISCUSSED + + +Joe Moss was delighted with the Haneys, for they talked of their native +West as people should talk. They were as absolute in their convictions +as a Kentuckian. For them there was no other "God's country," and as it +was his latest dream to go West and "do a big thing on a cliff or +something" he put off every other engagement to enjoy their racy speech. +He said at the first sitting: "I've had an idea of working the +Thorwaldsen trick: find some fine site out there, some wall of rock +close to the railway, and hew out a monster grizzly or mountain lion. +The railway could then advertise it, you see; trains could stop there +'five minutes to permit a view of Moss's Lion'; they could use a cut of +it on all their folders. If there was a spring near by they could +advertise the water and bottle it, a picture of my lion on the label. +Ah, it is a fine scheme!" + +"'Tis so," said Haney. "I wonder nobody thought of it before." + +"It takes a Yankee, after all, to plan new suspender buttons," the +sculptor replied. And all the time he talked his hands were dabbling, +his thumbs gouging, his dibble cutting and smoothing. + +Haney watched him with amused glance. "Sure, I didn't know ye went at it +so. I thought ye chipped each picture out o' stone." And when the +process of molding in plaster was explained to him, he said: "'Tis like +McArdle's trade entirely. He takes a rise in the world since I know he's +an artist like yourself." + +"What is his 'line'?" + +"Pattern-maker for a stove foundry." + +Moss beamed. "Just what I'd like to be if they'd only pay a little more +wages and furnish a better place to work." + +Bertha never knew when he was in earnest, so habitually mocking was his +tone. But she grew towards a perception of his ideal, and dimly +apprehended in him a mind far beyond any she had ever known. Mrs. Moss, +almost as reticent as Mrs. Haney herself, came and went about the studio +brightly, briskly, keeping vigilant eye on her husband's mail, +moistening his "mud ladies," and defending him from inopportune callers, +insistent beggars, and wandering models. Bertha, though sitting with the +stolid patience of a Mississippi clam-fisher, was thinking at express +speed. Her mind was of that highly developed type where a hint sets in +motion a score of related cognitions, and a word here and there in +Moss's rambling remarks instructed her like a flash of light. She was at +school, in a high sense, and improving her time. The sketch was +expanding into a carefully studied portrait bust and Moss was happy. + +One day a fellow-artist came in casually, and they both squinted, +measured, and compared the portrait and herself with the calm absorption +of a couple of prize-pig committeemen at a cattle-show. "You see, this +line is shorter," the stranger said, almost laying his finger on +Bertha's neck. "Not so straight, as you've got it. That's a fine line--" + +"I know it is!" + +"And you don't want to spoil it. I don't like your fad for cutting down +the bust. The neck is nothing but a connecting link between the head and +the bust. Now here you have a charming and youthful head and face--let +the neck at least suggest the woman below." + +"Oh yes, that's good logic, provided you're after that. But what I want +here is spring-time--just a fresh, alert, lovely fragment. This pure +line must be kept free from any earthiness." + +"I suppose you know what you want; I won't say you don't. But if I were +painting her, I'd get that sweeping line there that ends by suggesting +the summer." + +They talked disjointedly, elliptically, and of course mainly of the +clay; and yet Bertha grew each moment more clearly aware that they +considered her not merely interesting but beautiful, and this was a most +momentous and developing assurance. She had hoped to be called +"good-looking," but no one thus far (excepting Ben Fordyce) had ever +called her beautiful; and these judgments on the part of Joe Moss and +his brother artist were made the more moving by reason of their +precision of knowledge and their professional candor. They spoke as +freely in discussion of her charm as if she were deaf and dumb. + +The painter, who had been introduced in a careless way as "Mr. Humiston, +of New York," turned to Bertha at last, and, assuming the ordinary +politeness of a human being, said: "I'd like to make a study of you, +too, Mrs. Haney, if you'll permit. I can bring my canvas in here and +work with Joe, so that it needn't be any trouble to you." + +Bertha, her wealth still new upon her, had no suspicion of the motives +of those who addressed her, was deeply flattered by this request, and as +Moss made no objection, she consented. + +The only thing that troubled Moss was her growing tendency to lapse into +troubled thought. "Remember, now, you're the crocus, the first violet, +or something like that--not the last rose of summer. Don't think, don't +droop! There, that's right! What have you to think or droop about? When +you're as old and blasé as Humiston there, you'll have a right to ponder +the mysteries, but not now. You and I are young, thank God!" + +Humiston was dabbling at his small canvas swiftly, lightly, as unmoved +by his fellow-artist as if his voice were the wind in the casement. He +was a tall, sickly looking man with grizzled hair, and pale, deeply +lined face. He was fresh from Paris with a small exhibition of his +pictures, which were very advanced, as Mrs. Moss privately explained to +Bertha. "And he's rather bitter against Americans because they don't +appreciate his work. But Joe asks: 'Why should they?' They're +undemocratic--little high-keyed 'precious' bits; pictures for other +artists, not real paintings, or they are unacceptable otherwise. He's a +wonderful technician, though, and he'll make an exquisite sketch of +you." + +The Western girl-wife was completely fascinated by this small, dusky, +dim, and richly colored heart of the fierce and terrible city whose +material bulk alone is known to the world. To go from the crash and roar +of the savage streets into this studio was like climbing from the level +of the water in the Black Cańon to the sunlit, grassy peaks where the +Indian pink blossoms in silence. She was of the aspiring nature. She had +commonly played with children older than herself. She had read books she +could not understand. She had always reached upward, and here she found +herself surrounded by men and women who excited her imagination as +Congdon had done. They helped her forget the doubt of herself and her +future, which was gnawing almost ceaselessly in her brain, and she was +sorry when Moss said to her: "Come in once more, to-morrow, and see me +do the real sculptor's act. No, don't look at it" (he flung a cloth over +his work); "you may look at it to-morrow." + +"May I see my picture?" she asked of Humiston. + +He turned the easel towards her without a word. + +"Good work!" cried Moss. + +Mrs. Moss came from her dark corner. "I knew you'd do something +exquisite." + +Bertha looked at it in silence. It was as lovely in color as a flower, a +dream-girl, not Bertha Haney. And at last she said: "It's fine, but it +isn't me." + +Humiston broke forth almost violently. "Of course it isn't you; it's the +way you look to me. I never paint people as they look to themselves nor +to their friends. I am painting my impression of you." + +"Do you really see me like that?" she both asked and exclaimed. And at +the moment she was more moving than she had ever been before, and +Humiston, in a voice of anguish, cried: + +"My God, why didn't I do her like that?" And he fell to coughing so +violently that Bertha shuddered. + +Moss defended himself. "I couldn't do her in _all_ her fine poses," he +complained. "I had to select. Why didn't you do her that way yourself?" + +The painter put his short-hand sketch away with a sigh. "If you venture +as far as New York, I hope you and the Captain will visit my studio," he +said. + +With no suspicion of being passed from hand to hand, she promised to +send him her address, and said: "I'd like to see the pictures you have +here." + +Moss became abusive. "Now see here, Jerry, I can't let you take Mrs. +Haney to that show of yours. I'll go myself to point out their weak +points." + +"I know their weak points a bloody sight better than you do," answered +Humiston, readily. + +"If you do you don't speak of 'em." + +"Why should I? You don't call out the defects of your 'hardware,' do +you?" + +Mrs. Moss interposed. "That's just what he does do, and it hurts trade. +I think I'll take Mrs. Haney over to see the pictures myself." + +Humiston brightened. "Very well; but you must all lunch with me. You're +about the only civilized people I know in this crazy town, and I need +you." + +"No," said Bertha. "It's our treat. You all come over and eat with us." + +Haney, who had been keeping in the background, now came forward. "I +second that motion," he heartily said. "We don't get a chance every day +to feed a bunch of artists." + +"You can have that pleasure any day here," said Moss. "Our noses are +always over the bars, waiting." + +When she emerged from the gallery an hour later Bertha enjoyed an +exalted sense of having been carried through some upper, serener world, +where business, politics, and fashion had little place. It was "only a +dip," as Mrs. Moss said--just to show the way; but it set the girl's +brain astir with half-formed, disconnected aspirations. Only as she +re-entered the hotel (the centre of obsequious servants) did she become +again the wife of Marshall Haney, and Mrs. Moss, noting the eager +attention of the waiters, was amazed and delighted at the look of calm +command which came over the girl's face. + +"Art is fine and sweet as a side issue," said Julia to her husband, as +they were going in, "but money makes the porters jump." + +Bertha, composed and serious, seated her guests at a table which had +been reserved for her near a window and charmingly decorated with +flowers. She put Moss at her left hand and Humiston at her right, and as +the Eastern man settled into place, he said: "Really, now, this isn't so +bad." His experienced eye had noted the swift flocking of the waiters, +and with cynical amusement he commented upon it. "These people must +_smell_ of money!" and in his heart acknowledged that he and Moss were +not so very different from the servitors, after all. "They're out for +tens, we're after thousands; that's the main point of difference." + +Bertha, once the cutlets were served, was able to give attention to the +talk--Humiston's talk (he was celebrated as a monologist), for he had +resumed the discussion into which he and Moss had fallen. "I don't +believe in helping people to study art. I don't believe in charity. This +interfering with the laws of the universe that kill off the crippled and +the weakly is pure sentimentalism that will fill the world with +deformed, diseased, and incapable persons." + +"You're a vile reactionary!" cried Moss. + +"I am not--I'm for the future. I want to see the world full of beauty." + +"Physical beauty?" + +"Yes, physical beauty. I want to see vice and crime and crooked limbs +and low brows die out--not perpetuated. I believe in educating the +people to the lovely in line and color." + +As he pursued this line of inexorable argument Bertha looked at him in +wonder. Did he mean what he said? His burning eyes seemed sincere--and +yet he did not fail to accept a second helping of the mushrooms. There +was power in the man. He pushed the walls of her intellectual world very +wide apart. He came from a strange, chaotic region--from a land where +ordinary modes and motives seemed lost or perverted. He took a delight +in shocking them all. Morality was a convention--a hypocritic agreement +on the part of the few to reserve freedom to themselves at the expense +of the many. "Art is impossible to little people, to those who starve +the big side of their nature, for fear of Mrs. Grundy. Look at the real +people--Rachel, Wagner, Turner, Bernhardt, and a thousand others. Were +they bound by the marriage laws? What will these crowds of tiny men and +petty women do who come from the country parlors and corn-shocks of the +West? They will puddle around a little while, paint and muddle a few +petty things, then marry and go back to the ironing-board and the furrow +where they belong. What's the matter with American art? It's too cursed +normal, that's what. It's too neat and sweet and restrained--no license, +no "go" to it. What's the matter with you, to be personal?" + +"Too well balanced." + +"Precisely. You _talk_ like a man of power, but model like a cursed +niggling prude. You're bitten with the new madness. You're the Bryan of +art. 'The dear people' is your cry. Damn the people! They don't know a +good thing when they see it. Why consider the millions? Consider the +few, those who have the taste and the dollars. That's the way all the +big men of the past had to do. Look at Rubens and Michael Angelo and +Titian--all the big bunch; they were all frank, gross feeders, lovers of +beauty, defiant of conventions." + +He had forgotten where he sat, but he was not neglecting his hostess. He +took a satanic satisfaction in seeing her lovely eyes widen and glow as +he went on. Subtly flattering her by including her among the very few +who could understand his ideals, he seemed to draw her apart to his +side--appealing to her for support against the coarse and foolish hosts +represented by the Mosses, while Marshall Haney sat in a kind of stupor, +his eyes alone speaking, as if to ask: "What the divil is the little man +with the cough so hot about?" + +Moss, accustomed to Humiston's savage diatribes, roared out objections +or laughed him to scorn, while Mrs. Moss tried her best to turn the mad +artist's mind upon more suitable subjects. He had been deeply hurt and +financially distressed by the failure of his exhibits in Pittsburg and +Chicago, and was now taking it out on his friends. His passion, his +bitter, vengeful cry against the ignorant masses of the world was +something Bertha had read about, but never felt; but she quivered now +with the half-disclosed fury of the disappointed austere soul. + +Could it be possible that this savage man, so worn and ill, had painted +those dim, vague pictures of flower-like girls whose limbs were involved +in blossoming vines? + +He concluded at last: "The only place in the world to-day for an artist +is Paris. In no other city can he live his own life in frank fulness, +and find patrons who see the subtlest meaning of a line." + +Bertha was tired of all this--mentally weary and confused; and she felt +very grateful to Mrs. Moss, who came to the rescue the moment Humiston +paused. + +"There, Mrs. Haney, that is the end of Professor Jerry Spoopendyke's +lecture on the undesirability of America as a place of residence--_for +him_. Of course, he don't mind selling his pictures just to enlighten +our night of ignorance, but as for going to Sunday-school or keeping the +decalogue, that's our job." + +Humiston had the grace to smile. "I beg your pardon, Mrs. Haney, I have +been a fool. But that monkey over there--Joe Moss--provoked me with his +accursed heresies about the democracy of art. Art has no democracy, and +democracy will never have an art--" + +"There, there!" warned Moss, "you said all that before." + +The painter wrenched himself away and turned to Bertha. "You _are_ +coming to New York, Mrs. Haney?" + +"I don't know," she said. "We may." + +"If you do, don't fail to let me know. I would like to see you." + +"All right," said Bertha, "I'll send you a line." And her frank smile +made him sorry to say good-bye even for the day. + +As Mart was going up the elevator he sighed and said: "It takes all +kinds of people to make up a world--Mr. Hummockstone is wan of the +t'others. He has a grouch agin the universe. Sure but he's been housin' +a gnawin' serpent. How 'twill all end I dunno." + +When alone in her room, Bertha's mind again reverted to Ben Fordyce. As +she compared him with Humiston, he seemed handsomer and more boyishly +frank than ever. What did Joe Moss mean by calling Mr. Humiston "blasé." +She had seen that word in novels and it always meant something wicked. +How could this weary, sick man be wicked? She pitied him and wished to +help him. "Why should he take so much interest in me? He don't have to. +Of course the Mosses are nice to me on Congdon's account, but why does +this great artist want me to come to his studio in New York? He talks +poor, so maybe he wants me to buy some of his pictures." That her money +was a lure for wasps she did not yet realize. That the waiters and +clerks buzzed round her because she was rich, she knew; but that these +men, who talked of beauty and the higher life, could flatter her with +attentions with a base motive was incredible. + +She was shrewd as her Yankee forbears, but she was also an idealist, and +these artist folk now seemed to her the highest types she had ever known +or was likely to know. She felt the mystery and the power in Humiston's +personality, and his bitter and rebellious, almost blasphemous, words +were counterpoised by his paintings, which she acknowledged to be +beautiful--too beautiful for her to comprehend. He looked like a man of +sorrow and weary of battle, and she longed to know more about him. When +he was not fierce he was melancholy; evidently his life had been a +failure. "Why shouldn't I buy some of his pictures?" she asked herself. + +Hitherto the answer to any such question had been, "Can we afford it?" +but now another and deeper query came in answer, like an echo: "Is it +right to spend Mart Haney's money? I am only his trained nurse, not his +wife," and she now knew that she could not be his wife. She shrank from +the weight of his hand, and each day made clearer the wide spaces of +years, of family, of ideals, which lay between them. The kiss Ben +Fordyce had pressed upon her lips had brought this revelation. But of +this she was not yet aware; she was only conscious of a growing dread of +the future. Her duties as his nurse were lightening. Lucius, indeed, now +took many of her tasks upon himself, and she no longer helped him with +his shoes or coat, and, what was still more significant, she could not +calmly think of going back to these wifely services. + +She dwelt treacherously on Haney's own admission: that she had been in a +sense entrapped. He had believed himself a dying man at the time, and +she had been too excited, too exalted by the lurid romance of the scene +to be clear about anything save the wish and the will to save him; and +now she knew that at bottom of all her willingness to serve him lay the +consciousness that he was on his death-bed. Afterwards he had been to +her only a big-hearted, generous friend, in need of love and +companionship. This understanding had made it easy for her to prepare +his meals, to help him, as a nurse would help him, to dress and undress. +She had lost all of the fear and much of the admiration in which she +used to greet him as he swung into the office of her little hotel. He +had become to her an invalid, a child to be jollied and humored, and yet +respected; for no one could have been kinder or more scrupulously just +than he. And it was the recollection of all his acts of self-sacrifice +and loving patience which gave her assurance that he would never require +obedience, though he might sue for it. + +Her danger lay in herself. "If he _does_ ask me to be his real +wife--then I must either agree or leave. It won't be right for me to +take all these benefits unless--" + +And with this thought, the big house in the Springs, the sleek horses, +their shining carriages, the auto-car, her dresses, the service of the +big hotel, and the consideration her husband's money gave to her, all +assumed a new and corrupting lustre. She was growing accustomed to +luxury and the thought of giving it up made her shiver like one who +faces a plunge into a dark night and an icy river. Besides, her +sacrifice would involve others. Her mother, her brother, were already +roundly ensnared in Mart's bounty. + +Her head was aching with it all, when a comforting thought came to her. +It was not necessary to decide it at that moment, and with a sigh of +relief she threw it aside and sat down to write a letter to her mother. + +"I ought to have written before, but I've been jumped right into the +middle of things here. The letters Frank Congdon gave me took me into an +artistic bunch about as gay and queer as Frank is, but they've been +mighty nice to me. I've been setting for my bust to Mr. Moss, who is a +sculptor. He has a big studio clear on the top of one of the tallest +blocks here and has some dandy lamps and things. I've bought some to +bring back. I met a Mr. Humiston there from New York, and he made a +sketch of me--wants me to see his studio in New York. I don't know +whether I'll go on or let Mart go with Lucius. Lucius is all right--I +don't see how I got on without him. He knows everything. I wish I had +half the education he's got. He's up on all the society ways and puts me +on. For instance, he told me the nice thing would be to give a dinner to +this artist push and to the people that Dorothy give me a letter to, and +I'm going to do it. Lucius will look out for the whole thing. You should +see the way the waiters tend. I reckon Lucius has told 'em we're made of +money. I'm afraid we're getting spoilt, Muzz. It would be pretty tough +to go back to the hotel now, wouldn't it? + +"We went to see Mart's sister, Fanny. Her house was a sight. It was +clean enough, but littered--well, litter is no name for it--but she's a +good old thing and so is McArdle. He sat and looked at us the whole time +like a turkey blind in one eye--never said a word the whole time but +'pass the p-taties.' I liked him though. He's a kind of sculptor, +too--makes patterns for all these little acorns and leaves and +do-funnies on stoves. They've got forty-'leven children and need help +and I'm perfectly willing Mart should help 'em. We're looking up houses +now. He's going to buy a place for 'em on the west side. Wednesday night +I went to see the Doctor Brents, Dorothy's friends. They had a +dinner--very nice, but they all kind o' sat 'round and waited for us to +perform. I guess they thought we were mountain lions. But they didn't +make much out o' me. They was one chap there with goggles who looked at +Mart like an undertaker. He's a scientific doctor--one of these fellers +that invent new ways of doing things. His name is Halliday. I liked Dr. +Brent pretty well--but Mrs. Brent only so-so. The doctor wants to +'dagnose' Mart's case--says it won't cost a cent. We all went to a show +at night and the Captain was just about petered to a point. He's better +though. The lower altitude helps his circulation. I guess his heart _is_ +affected. He's afraid now he won't ever be able to go back to the mines. +He wants to slide on to New York and see his father and wants me to +go--but I'd rather come home--I'm homesick for the hills. They're nice +to me here--but I want to see the old Peak once more. Tell" (here she +wrote "Ben" and blotted it) "tell Mr. Fordyce that we're all right and +to keep us posted every day. We see by the papers that the mine-owners +are going to throw the unions out of business. If they try that they'll +be war again. We'll be home soon--or at least I will. I'm getting +home-sicker every minute as I write." + +She added a postscript. "Don't show my letters to _any one_. I wish I'd +'a' had a little more schooling." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +THE FARTHER EAST + + +Haney visibly brightened as the days went by, and took long rides in his +auto, sometimes with Bertha, sometimes alone with Lucius, and now and +then with some old acquaintance, who, having seen his name in the paper, +ventured to call. They were not very savory characters, to tell the +truth, and he did not always introduce them to Bertha, but as his health +improved he called upon a few of the more reputable of them, +billiard-table agents, and the like of that, and to these proudly +exhibited his wife. + +Bertha had hitherto accepted this with boyish tolerance, but now it +irritated her. Some of these visitors presumed on her husband's past and +treated her with a certain freedom of tone and looseness of tongue which +made plain even to her unsuspecting nature that they put no high value +on her virtue--in fact, one fellow went so far as to facetiously ask, +"Where did Mart find you? Are there any more out there?" And she felt +the insult, though she did not know how to resent it. + +Haney, so astute in many things, saw nothing out of the way in this +off-hand treatment of his wife. He would have killed the man who dared +to touch her, and yet he stood smilingly by while some chance +acquaintance treated her as if she had been picked out of a Denver +gutter. This threw Bertha upon her own defence, and at last she made +even impudence humble itself. She carried herself like a young warrior, +sure of her power and quick of defence. + +She refused to invite her husband's friends to lunch, and the first real +argument she had thus far held with him came about in this way. She +said, "Yes, you can ask Mr. Black or Mr. Brown to dinner, but I won't +set at the same table with them." + +"Why not?" he asked. + +"Because they're not the kind of men I want to eat with," she bluntly +replied. "They're just a little too coarse for me." + +"They're good business men and have fine homes--" + +"Do they invite you to their homes?" + +"They do not," he admitted, "but they may--after our dinner." + +"Lucius says it's their business to lead out--and he knows. I don't mind +your lunching these dubs every day if you want to, but I keep clear of +'em. I tell you those!" + +And so it fell out that while she was going about with the Mosses and +their kind, Mart was explaining to Black and Brown that his wife "was a +little shy." "You see she grew up in the hills like a doe antelope, and +it's hard for her to get wonted to the noise of a great city," he +laboriously set forth, but at heart he did not blame her. He was coming +to find them a little "coarse" himself. + +Humiston was deeply enthralled by Bertha's odd speech, her beauty, her +calm use of money, and lingered on day by day, spending nearly all his +time at Moss's studio or at the hotel, seeking Mrs. Haney's company. He +had never met her like, and confessed as much to Moss, who jocularly +retorted: "That's saying a good deal--for you've seen quite a few." + +Humiston ignored this thrust. "She has beauty, imagination, and immense +possibilities. She don't know herself. When she wakes up to her power, +then look out! She can't go on long with this old, worn-out gambler." + +"Oh, Haney isn't such a beast as you make him out. Bertha told me he had +never crossed her will. He's really very kind and generous." + +"That may be true, and yet he's a mill-stone about her neck. It's a +shame--a waste of beauty--for the girl is a beauty." + +It was with a sense of relief that Moss heard Bertha say to his wife: "I +guess I've had enough of this. It's me to the high ground to-morrow." + +"Aren't you going on to the metropolis?" + +"I don't think it. I'm hungry for the peaks--and, besides, our horses +need exercise. I think I'll pull out for the West to-morrow and leave +the Captain and Lucius to go East together. I don't believe I need New +York." + +To this arrangement Haney reluctantly consented. "You're missin' a whole +lot, Bertie. I don't feel right in goin' on to Babylon without ye. I +reckon you'd better reconsider the motion. However, I'll not be gone +long, and if I find the old Dad hearty I may bring him home with me. +He's liable to be livin' with John Donahue. Charles said he was a +shiffless whelp, and there's no telling how he's treating the old man. +Anyhow, I'll let you know." + +She relented a little. "Ma'be I ought to go. I hate to see you starting +off alone." + +"Sure now! don't ye worry, darling. Lucius is handy as a bootjack, and +we'll get along fine. Besides, I may come back immegitly, for them +mine-owners are cooking a hell-broth for us all. Havin' a governor on +their side now, they must set out to show their power." + +Ben kept them supplied with home papers, and as Bertha took up one of +these journals she found herself played upon by familiar forms and +faces. The very names of the streets were an appeal. She saw herself +sporting with her hounds, riding with Fordyce over the flowery Mesa, or +facing him in his sun-bright office discussing the world's events and +deciding upon their own policies and expenditures. She grew very +homesick as these pleasant, familiar pictures freshened in her vision, +and her faith in Ben's honesty and essential goodness came back to her. +Moreover her mind was not at rest regarding Haney; much as she longed to +go home, she felt it her duty to remain with him, and as she lay in her +bed she thought of him with much the same pity a daughter feels for a +disabled father. "He's given me a whole lot--I ought to stay by him." + +She admitted also a flutter of fear at thought of meeting Ben Fordyce +alone, and this unformulated distrust of herself decided her at last to +go on with Mart and to have him for shield and armor when she returned +to the Springs. + +There are certain ways in which books instruct women--and men, too, for +that matter--but there are other and more vital processes in which only +experience (individual or inherited) teaches. In her desultory reading, +little Mrs. Haney, like every other citizen, had taken imaginative part +in many murders, seductions, and marital infidelities; and yet the +motives for such deeds had never before seemed human. Now the dark +places in the divorce trials, the obscure charges in the testimony of +deserted wives, were suddenly illumined. She realized how easy it would +be to make trouble between Mart and herself. She understood the stain +those strangers in the car could put upon her, and she trembled at the +mere thought of Mart's inquiring eyes when he should know of it. Why +should he know of it? It was all over and done with. There was only one +thing to do--forget it. + +Surely life was growing complex. With bewildering swiftness the +experiences of a woman of the world were advancing upon her, and she, +with no brother or father to be her guard, or friend to give her +character, with a husband whose very name and face were injuries, was +finding men in the centres of culture quite as predatory as among the +hills, where Mart Haney's fame still made his glance a warning. These +few weeks in Chicago had added a year to her development, but she dared +not face Ben Fordyce alone--not just yet--not till her mind had cleared. + +In the midst of her doubt of herself and of him a message came which +made all other news of no account. He was on his way to Chicago to +consult Mart (so the words ran), but in her soul she knew he was coming +to see her. Was it to test her? Had he taken silence for consent? Was he +about to try her faith in him and her loyalty to her husband? + +His telegram read: "Coming on important business." That might mean +concerning the mine--on the surface; but beneath ran something more +vital to them both than any mine or labor war, something which developed +in the girl both fear and wonder--fear of the power that came from his +eyes, wonder of the world his love had already opened to her. What was +the meaning of this mad, sweet riot of the blood--this forgetfulness of +all the rest of the world--this longing which was both pleasure and +pain, doubt and delight, which turned her face to the West as though +through a long, shining vista she saw love's messenger speeding towards +her? + +Sleep kept afar, and she lay restlessly turning till long after +midnight, and when she slept she dreamed, not of him, but of Sibley and +her mother and the toil-filled, untroubled days of her girlhood. She +rose early next morning and awaited his coming with more of physical +weakness as well as of uncertainty of mind than she had ever known +before. + +Haney was also up and about, an hour ahead of his schedule, sure that +Ben's business concerned the mine. "It's the labor war breaking out +again," he repeated. "I feel it in my bones. If it is, back I go, for +the boys will be nading me." + +They went to the station in their auto-car, but, at Bertha's suggestion, +Mart sent Lucius in to meet their attorney and to direct him where to +find them. The young wife had a feeling that to await him at the gate +might give him a false notion of her purpose. She grew faint and her +throat contracted as if a strong hand clutched it as she saw his tall +form advancing, but almost instantly his frank and eager face, his clear +glance, his simple and cordial greeting disarmed her, transmuted her +half-shaped doubts into golden faith. He was true and good--of that she +was completely reassured. Her spirits soared, and the glow came back to +her cheek. + +Fordyce, looking up at her, was filled with astonishment at the picture +of grace and ease which she presented, as she leaned to take his hand. +She shone, unmistakable mistress of the car, while Haney filled the rōle +of trusted Irish coachman. + +As he climbed in, the young lawyer remarked merrily, "I don't know +whether I approve of this extravagance or not." He tapped the car door. + +"It's mighty handy for the Captain," she replied. "You see he can't get +round in the street-cars very well, and he says this is cheaper than +cabs in the long run." + +"It has never proved economical to me; but it _is_ handy," he answered, +with admiration of her growing mastery of wealth. + +And so with something fiercely beating in their hearts these youthful +warriors struggled to be true to others--fighting against themselves as +against domestic traitors, while they talked of the mine, the state +judiciary, the operators, and the unions. Their words were impersonal, +prosaic of association, but their eyes spoke of love as the diamond +speaks of light. Ben's voice, carefully controlled, was vibrant with the +poetry that comes but once in the life of a man, and she listened in +that perfect content which makes gold and glory but the decorations of +the palace where adoration dwells. + +The great, smoky, thunderous city somehow added to the sweetness of the +meeting--made it the more precious, like a song in a tempest. It seemed +to Ben Fordyce as if he had never really lived before. The very need of +concealment gave his unspoken passion a singular quality--a tang of the +wilding, the danger-some, which his intimacy with Alice had never +possessed. + +The Haneys' suite of rooms at the hotel called for comment. "Surely +Haney is feeling the power of money--but why not; who has a better right +to lovely things than Bertha?" Then aloud he repeated: "How well you're +looking--both of you! City life agrees with you. I never saw you look so +well." + +This remark, innocent on its surface, brought self-consciousness to +Bertha, for the light of his glance expressed more than admiration; and +even as they stood facing each other, alive to the same disturbing +flush, Lucius called Haney from the room, leaving them alone together. +The moment of Ben's trial had come. + +For a few seconds the young wife waited in breathless silence for him to +speak, a sense of her own wordlessness lying like a weight upon her. +Into the cloud of her confusion his voice came bringing confidence and +calm. "I feel that you have forgiven me--your eyes seem to say so. I +couldn't blame you if you despised me. I won't say my feeling has +changed, for it hasn't. It may be wrong to say so--it is wrong, but I +can't help it. Please tell me that you forgive me. I will be happier if +you do, and I will never offend again." His accent was at once softly +pleading and manly, and, as she raised her eyes to his in restored +self-confidence, she murmured a quaint, short, reassuring phrase: "Oh, +that's all right!" Her glance, so shy, so appealing, united to the +half-humorous words of her reply, were so surely of the Mountain-West +that Ben was quite swept from the high ground of his resolution, and his +hands leaped towards her with an almost irresistible embracing impulse. +"You sweet girl!" he exclaimed. + +"Don't!" she said, starting back in alarm--"don't!" + +His face changed instantly, the clear candor of his voice reassured her. +"Don't be afraid. I mean what I said. You need have no fear that I--that +my offence will be repeated;" then, with intent to demonstrate his +self-command, he abruptly changed the subject. "The Congdons sent their +love to you, and Miss Franklin commissioned me to tell you that she will +give you all her time next summer--if you wish her to do so." + +She was glad of this message and added: "I need her, sure thing. Every +day I spend here makes me seem like Mary Ann--I don't see how people can +talk as smooth as they do. I'm crazy to get to school again and make up +for lost time. Joe Moss makes me feel like a lead quarter. Being here +with all these nice people and not able to talk with them is no fun. +Couldn't I whirl in and go to school somewhere back here?" + +"Oh no, that isn't necessary. You are getting your education by +association--you are improving very fast." + +Her face lighted up. "Am I? Do you mean it?" + +"I do mean it. No one would know--to see you here--that you had not +enjoyed all the advantages." + +"Oh yes, but I'm such a bluff. When I open my mouth they all begin to +grin. They're onto my game all right." + +He smiled. "That's because of your picturesque phrases--they like to +hear you speak. I assure you no one would think of calling you awkward +or--or lacking in--in charm." + +Haney's return cut short this defensive dialogue, and with a sense of +relief Bertha retreated--almost fled to her room--leaving the two men to +discuss their business. + +At the moment she had no wish to participate in a labor controversy. She +was entirely the woman at last, roused to the overpowering value of her +own inheritance. Her desire to manage, to calculate, to plan her +husband's affairs was gone, and in its place was a willingness to +submit, a wish for protection which she had not hitherto acknowledged. +She brooded for a time on Ben's words, then hurriedly began to +dress--with illogical desire to make herself beautiful in his eyes. As +she re-entered the room she caught Haney's repeated declaration--"I will +be loyal to the men"--and Ben's reply. + +"Very well, I'll go back and do the best I can to keep them in line, but +Williams says the governor is entirely on the side of the +mine-operators." + +"Does he?" retorted Haney. "Well, you say to the governor that Mart +Haney was a gambler and saloon-keeper during the other 'war,' and now +that he's a mine-owner, with money to hire a regiment of deppyties, his +heart is with the red-neckers--just where it was. Owning a paying mine +has not changed me heart to a stone." + +Ben, as well as Bertha, understood the pride he took in not whiffling +with the shift of wind, but at the same time he considered it a foolish +kind of loyalty. "Very well, I'll take the six-o'clock train to-night in +order to be on hand." + +"What's the rush?" said Haney; "stay on a day or two and see the town +with us--'tis a great show." + +Bertha, re-entering at this moment in her shining gown, put the young +attorney's Spartan resolution to rout. He stammered: "I ought to be on +the ground before the mine-owners begin to open fire, and, +besides--Alice is not very well." + +At the mention of Alice's name Bertha's glance wavered and her eyelids +fell. She did not urge him to stay, and Haney spoke up, heartily: "I'm +sorry to hear she's not well. She was pretty as a rose the night of the +dinner." + +"She lives on her nerves," Ben replied, falling into sadness. "One day +she's up in the clouds and dancing, the next she's flat in her bed in a +darkened room unwilling to see anybody." + +"'Tis the way of the White Death," thought Haney, but he spoke +hopefully: "Well, spring is here and a long summer before her--she'll be +herself against October." + +"I trust so," said Ben, but Bertha could see that he was losing hope and +that his life was being darkened by the presence of the death angel. + +Haney changed the current of all their thinking by saying to Bertha: "If +you are minded to go home, now is your chance, acushla. You can return +with Mr. Fordyce, while Lucius and I go on to New York the morning." + +"No, no!" she cried out in a panic. "No, I am going with you--I want to +see New York myself," she added, in justification. The thought of the +long journey with Ben Fordyce filled her with a kind of terror, a +feeling she had never known before. She needed protection against +herself. + +"Very well," said Haney, "that's settled. Now let's show Mr. Fordyce the +town." + +Ben put aside his doubt and went forth with them, resolute to make a +merry day of it. He seemed to regain all his care-free temper, but +Bertha remained uneasy and at times abnormally distraught. She spoke +with effort and listened badly, so busily was she wrought upon by +unbidden thoughts. The question of her lover's disloyalty to Alice +Heath, strange to say, had not hitherto troubled her--so selfishly, so +childishly had her own relationship to him filled her mind. She now saw +that Alice Heath was as deeply concerned in Ben's relationship to her as +Haney, and the picture of the poor, pale, despairing lady, worn with +weeping, persistently came between her and the scenes Mart pointed out +on their trips about the city. Did Alice know--did she suspect? Was that +why she was sinking lower and lower into the shadow? + +With these questions to be answered, as well as those she had already +put to herself concerning Mart, she could not enjoy the day's outing. +She rode through the parks with cold hands and white lips, and sat amid +the color and bustle and light of the dining-room with only spasmodic +return of her humorous, girlish self. The love which shone from Ben's +admiring eyes only added to her uneasiness. + +She was very lovely in a new gown that disclosed her firm, rounded young +bosom, like a rosebud within its calyx--the distraction upon her brow +somehow adding to the charm of her face--and Ben thought her the most +wonderful girl he had ever known, so outwardly at ease and in command +was she. "Could any one," he thought, "be more swiftly adaptable?" + +They went to the theatre, and her beauty and her curiously unsmiling +face aroused the admiration and curiosity of many others of those who +saw her. At last, under the influence of the music, her eyes lost their +shadow and grew tender and wistful. She ceased to question herself and +gave herself up to the joy of the moment. The play and the +melody--hackneyed to many of those present--appealed to her imagination, +liberating her from the earth and all its concerns. She turned to Ben +with eyes of rapture, saying, "Isn't it lovely!" + +And he, to whom the music was outworn and a little shoddy, instantly +agreed. "Yes, it is very beautiful," and he meant it, for her pleasure +in it brought back a knowledge of the charm it had once possessed. + +They dined together at the hotel, but the thought of Ben's departure +brought a pang into Bertha's heart, and she fell back into her uneasy, +distracted musing. She was being tempted, through her husband, who +repeated with the half-forgetfulness of age and weakness, "You'd better +go back with Mr. Fordyce, Bertie," but there was something stronger than +her individual will in her reply--some racial resolution which came down +the line of her good ancestry, and with almost angry outcry she +answered: + +"There's no use talking that! I'm going with you," and with this she +ended the outward siege, but the inward battle was not closed till she +had taken and dropped the hand her lover held out in parting next +morning, and even then she turned away, with his eyes and the tender +cadences of his voice imprinted so vividly on her memory that she could +not banish them, and she set face towards the farther East with the +contest of duty and desire still going forward in her blood. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +BERTHA MEETS MANHATTAN + + +It was a green land in which she woke. The leaves were just putting +forth their feathery fronds of foliage, and the shorn lawns, the waving +floods of growing wheat, and the smooth slopes of pastures presented +pleasant pictures to the mountain-born girl. These thickly peopled +farm-lands, the almost contiguous villages, the constant passing of +trains roused in her a surprise and wonder which left her silent. Such +weight of human life, such swarming populations, appalled her. How did +they all live? + +At breakfast Haney was in unusual flow of spirits. "'Twas here I rode +the trucks of a freight-car," he said once and again. "In this town I +slept all night on a bench in the depot.... I know every tie from here +to Syracuse. I wonder is the station agent living yet. 'Twould warm me +heart to toss him out ten dollars for that night's lodging. Them was the +great days! In Syracuse I worked for a livery-stableman as hostler, and +I would have gone hungry but for the scullion Maggie. Cross-eyed was +Maggie, but her heart beat warm for the lad in the loft, and many's the +plates of beef and bowls of hot soup she handed to me--poor girl! I'd +like to know where she is; had I the power of locomotion I'd look her +up, too." + +Again Bertha was brought face to face with the great sacrifice she was +obscurely contemplating. The magic potency of money was brought before +her eyes as she contrasted the ragged, homeless boy with the man who sat +beside her. The fact that he had not earned the money only made its +magic the more clearly inherent in the gold itself. It panoplied the +thief's carriage. It made dwarfs admirable, and gave dignity and honor +to the lowly. It made it possible for Marshall Haney to retrace in royal +splendor the perilous and painful journey he had made into the West some +thirty years ago--rewarding with regal generosity those who threw him a +broken steak or a half-eaten roll--and she could imaginatively enter +into the exquisite pleasure this largess gave the man. + +"And there was Father McBreen," he resumed, with a chuckle--"'sure the +mark of Satan is on the b'y,' he used to say every time my mother told +him of one of my divilments. And he was right. All the same, I'd like to +drop in on him and surprise him with a check"--at the moment he forgot +that he was old and a cripple--"just to let him know the divil hadn't +claimed me yet. I'd like to show him me wife." He put his hand on her +arm and smiled. "Sure the old man would revise his prediction could he +see you; he might say the divil had got _you_--but he couldn't pity +me." + +She turned him aside from this by saying: "I reckon New York is a great +deal bigger than Chicago. Mr. Moss says it makes any other town seem +like a county seat. I'm dead leery of it. I want to see it, but it just +naturally locoes me to think of it." + +"'Tis the only place to spend money--so the boys tell me. I've never +been there but once, and then only for three days. I went on to get a +man when I was sheriff in San Juan. I saw it then mostly as a wonderful +fine swamp to lose a thief in." + +"Did you get your man?" she asked, with formal interest. + +"I did so--and nearly died for want of sleep on the way home; he was a +desprit character, was black Hosay; but I linked him to me arm and tuck +chances." + +Once she had listened to these stories with eager interest; now they +were but empty boasting--so deeply inwrought was her soul with matters +that more nearly concerned her woman's need and woman's nature. The +potency of gold!--could any magic be greater? They lived like folk in a +flying palace (with books and papers, easy-chairs and card-tables), +eating carefully cooked meals, served by attendants as considerate and +as constant as those at their own fireside. The broad windows gave +streaming panorama of town and country, hill and river, and the young +wife accepted it all with the haughty air of one who is wearied with +splendor, but inwardly the knowledge that it all came to Haney (as to +her) unearned troubled her. Luck was his God, but she, while accepting +from him these marvellous, shining gifts, had another God--one derived +from her Saxon ancestors, one to whom luxury was akin to harlotry. + +They left the train at Albany and went to the best hotel in the city to +spend the night. "To-morrow I'll see if I can find anybody who knows +where the old dad is," said Haney. "'Tis too late, and I'm too weary to +do it to-night." + +Bertha was tired, too--mentally wearied, and glad of a chance to be +alone. She went at once to her room, leaving the Captain and Lucius busy +with the Troy directory. + +Haney set about his search next day with the eager zeal of a lad. He +took an almost childish pleasure in displaying his good-fortune. Through +Lucius he hired an auto-car as good as the one he had left in Chicago, +and together he and Bertha rode into his native town, up into the bleak, +brick-paved ward through which he had roamed when a cub. It had changed, +of course, as all things American must, but it was so much the same, +after all, that he could point out the alleys where he used to toss +pennies and play cards and fight. Every corner was historic to him. +"Phil O'Brien used to keep saloon here--and I've earned many a dime +sweepin' out for his barkeeper. I was never a drunken lad," he gravely +said; "I don't know why--I had all the chance there was. I've been +moderate of drink all me life. No, I won't say that--I'll say I tuck it +as it came, with no fear and no favor. When playin', I always let it +alone--it spiled me nerve--I let the other felly do the drinkin'." + +Some of the signs were unchanged, and he sent Lucius in to ask the +proprietor of the "Hoosac Market" to step out; and when he appeared, a +plump man with close-clipped gray hair and smoothly shaven face, he +shouted, "'Tis old Otto--just the man I nade. Howdy, Otto Siegel?" + +Siegel shaded his eyes and looked up at Haney. "You haff the edventege +off me alretty." + +"I'm Mart Haney--you remember Mart Haney." + +Siegel grasped the situation. "Sure! Vy, how you vass dis dime, eh! +Vell, vell--you gome pack in style, ain't it? Your daughter--yes?" + +"My wife," said Haney. + +Siegel raised a fat arm, which a dirty blue undershirt imperfectly +draped, and Bertha shook hands with curt politeness. "Vell, vell, Mart, +you must haff struck a cold-mine by now, hah?" + +"That's what." + +"Vell, vell! and I licked you fer hookin' apples off me vonce--aind dot +right?" + +Mart grinned. "I reckon that's so. I said I'd cut you in two when I grew +up; all boys say such things, but I reckon your whalin' did me good. But +what I want to know is this, can you tell me where to find the old man?" + +"Your fader? He's in Brooklyn--so I heart. I don't know. My, my! he'll +be clad to see you--" + +"You don't know his address?" + +"No, I heart he was livin' mit your sister Kate." + +"Donahue's in a saloon, I reckon." + +"Always. He tondt know nodding else. You can fint him in the +directory--Chon Donahue, barkeep." + +"All right. Much obleeged." Haney looked around. "I don't suppose any of +the boys are livin' here now?" + +"Von or two. Chake Schmidt iss a boliceman, Harry Sullivan iss in te +vater-vorks department, ant a few oders. Mostly dey are scattered; some +are teadt--many are teadt," he added, on second thought. + +"Well, good-luck," and Haney reached down to shake hands again, and the +machine began to whiz. "Tell all the boys 'How.'" + +For half an hour they ran about the streets at his direction, while he +talked on about his youthful joys and sorrows. "You wouldn't suppose a +lad could have any fun in such a place as this," he said, musingly, "but +I did. I was a careless, go-divil pup, and had a power of friends, and +these alleys and bare brick walls were the only play-ground we had. You +can't cheat a boy--he's goin' to have a good time if he has three grains +of corn in his belly and a place to sleep when he's tired. I was all +right till me old dad started to put me into the factory to work; then I +broke loose. I could work for an hour or two as hard as anny one; but a +whole long day--not for Mart! Right there I decided to emigrate and grow +up with the Injuns." + +Bertha listened to his musing comment with a new light upon his life. +She had little cause for the feeling of disgust which came to her while +studying the scenes of his boyhood--her own childhood had been almost as +humble, almost as cheerless--and yet she could not prevent a sinking at +the heart. The gambler, so picturesque in his wickedness, was becoming +commonplace. He rose from such petty conditions, after all. + +Thus far the question of his family relations had not troubled her very +much, for, aside from the chance coming of Charles, she had had little +opportunity of knowing anything about the Haneys, and they had seemed a +very long way off; but now, as she was rushing down upon New York City, +with the promise of not only finding the father, but of taking him back +with them to live, she began to doubt. His character was of the greatest +importance, in view of his taking a seat beside their fire. + +It was singular, it was bewildering, this change in her estimate of +Marshall Haney. The deeper he sank in reminiscent meditation the farther +he withdrew from the bold and splendid freebooter he had once seemed to +her. She was now unjust to him for he was still capable of what his kind +call "standing pat." The rough-and-ready borderman was still housed +under the same thatch of hair with the sentimental old Irishman, and yet +it would have sorely puzzled the keenest observer to discover the +relationship of that handsome, rather serious-browed, richly clothed +young woman and her big, elderly, garrulous companion. Bertha was not +easy to classify, in herself, for she gave out an air of reserve not +readily accounted for. She looked to be the well-clothed, carefully +reared American girl, but her gestures, the silent, unsmiling way in +which she received what was said to her--something indefinably alert and +self-masterful without being self-conscious--gave her a mysterious +charm. + +She was profoundly absorbed in the great, historic river on her right, +and yet she did not cry out as other girls of her age would have done. +She read her folder and kept vigilant eyes upon all the passing points +of interest--even as Haney rumbled on about Charles and his father and +Kate--more than half distraught by the vague recollections she had of +her school histories and geographies. How little she knew! "I must +buckle down to some kind of study," she repeatedly said to herself, as +if it helped her to a more inflexible resolution. + +Soon the mighty city and its fabled sea-shore began to scare her soul +with vague alarms and exultations. Manhattan was as remote to her as +London, and as splendidly alien as Paris. It was, indeed, both London +and Paris to her. Its millions of people appalled her. How could so many +folk live in one place? + +Again the magic power of money bucklered her. It was good to think that +they were to go to the best hotels, and that she had no need to trouble +herself about anything, for Lucius settled everything. He telegraphed +for rooms, he assembled all their baggage and tipped their porters: and +when they rushed into the long tunnel in Harlem he was free to take the +Captain by the arm and help him to the forward end of the car ready to +alight, leaving Bertha to follow without so much as a satchel to burden +her arm. Haney had accepted Lucius' assurance that the Park Palace was +the smart hostelry, and to this they drove as to some unknown inn in a +foreign capital. + +It was gorgeous enough to belong in the tale of Aladdin's lamp--a +palace, in very truth, with entrance-hall in keeping with the +glittering, roaring Avenue through which they drove, and which was to +Bertha quite as strange as a boulevard in Berlin would have been. Lucius +conducted them into the reception-room with an air of proprietorship, +and soon had waiters, maids and bell-boys "jumping." His management was +masterful. He knew just what time to give each man, and just how much to +say concerning his master and mistress. He conveyed to the clerk that +while Captain Haney didn't want any foolish display, he liked things +comfortable round him, and the colored man's tone, as he spoke that word +"comfortable," was far-reaching in effect. The best available places +were put at his command. + +Bertha accepted it all with cold impassivity; it was only a little +higher gloss, a little more glitter than they had suffered in Chicago; +and she was getting used to seeing men in braid and buttons "hustle" +when she came near. The suite of rooms to which they were conducted +looked out on Fifth Avenue, as Lucius proudly explained; and from their +windows he designated some of the houses of the millionaires who receive +the homage of the less rich (and of the very poor) which only nobility +can command in Europe. Bertha betrayed no eager interest in these +notables, but she was very deeply impressed by the far-famed Avenue, +which was already thickening with the daily five-o'clock parade of +carriages, auto-cars, and pedestrians. + +Lucius explained this custom, and said: "If you'd like to go out I'll +get a car." + +"Let's do it!" she exclaimed to Haney. + +"Sure! get one. These smell-wagons must have been invented for cripples +like me." + +Bertha took that ride in the spirit of one who never expects to do it +again, and so deeply did the city print itself upon her memory that she +was able to recall years afterwards a hundred of its glittering points, +angles, and facets. She felt herself up-borne by money. Without Haney's +bank-book she would have been merely one of those minute insects who +timidly sought to cross the street, and yet philosophers marvel at the +race men make for gold! So long as silken parasols and automobiles mad +with pride are keenly enjoyed, so long will Americans--and all others +who have them not--struggle for them; for they are not only the signs of +distinction and luxury, they are delights. A private car is not merely +display; it is comfort. To have a suite of rooms at the Park Palace is +not all show; it makes for homely ease, cleanliness, repose. And these +people riding imperiously to and fro in Fifth Avenue buy not merely +diamonds, but well-cooked food, warm and shining raiment, and freedom +from the scramble on the pave. + +Some understanding of all this was beating home to Bertha's head and +heart. She had as yet no keen desire for the glitter of wealth, but its +grateful shelter, its power to defend and nurture, were qualities which +had begun to make its lure almost irresistible. Haney liked the +auto-car, not for its red and gold (which delighted Lucius), but for its +handiness in taking him about the city. It saved him from climbing in +and out of a high car door; it was swifter and safer than a carriage; +therefore, he was ready to purchase its speed and convenience. He cared +little for the sensation he would create in riding up to his sister's +door in Brooklyn, though he chuckled mightily at the thought of what his +old dad would say; and as they claimed a place among the millionaires he +broke into a sly smile. "If ever a bog-trotter landed at Castle Garden, +me father was wan o' them. I can remember the hat he wore. 'Twas a +'stovepipe,' sure enough. It had no rim at all at all! It was fuzzy as a +cat. If he didn't have a green vest it was a wonder. He took me to see a +play once just to show me how he did look. He was onto his own curves, +was old dad. I hope he's livin' yet. I'd like to take him up the Avenue +in this car and hear the speel he'd put up." + +Bertha was in growing uneasiness, and when alone at the close of her +wonderful ride through this marvellous city, so clean, so vast, so +packed with stores of all things rich and beautiful, she went to her +room in a blur of doubt. Now that an unspoken, half-formed resolution to +free herself was in her mind, she realized that every extravagance like +this ride, these gorgeous rooms, sank her deeper into helpless +indebtedness to Marshall Haney. And this knowledge now took away the +keen edge of her delight, making her food bitter and her pillow hot. + +In the midst of her troubled thinking, Lucius knocked at the door to +ask: "Will you go down to dinner or shall I have it sent up?" + +"Oh no, I'll go down." + +"They dress for dinner, ma'am." + +"Do they? What'll I wear?" + +He considered a moment. "Any light silk--semi-dress will do. I'll send a +maid in to help you." + +"No, I don't need a maid. They're a nuisance," she quickly answered. + +Lucius' attitude towards her was more than respectful--it was paternal; +for she made no more secret of her early condition than Haney, and the +colored man enjoyed serving them. He seemed perfectly happy in advising, +cautioning, directing them, and was deeply impressed with their powers +of adaptability--was, in truth, developing a genuine affection for them +both. He was a lonely little man, Bertha had learned, with no near kin +in the States, and the fact that he came from an Island in the sea made +him less of a "nigger" to the Captain, who had the usual amount of +prejudice against both black and red men. + +The high-keyed, sumptuous dining-hall was filled with small tables +exquisitely furnished, and the carpets underfoot, thick-piled and +deep-toned, gave a singular solemnity to the function of eating. It was +a temple raised to the glory of terrapin and "alligator pears"; and as +the Captain moved slowly across the aisles, closely attended by a +zealous waiter he smiled and said to his wife: "This is a long ways from +Sibley and the Golden Eagle, Bertie, don't you think?" + +"It sure is," she replied, and her laughing lips and big pansy-purple +eyes made her seem very young and very gay again. + +Around her men and women in evening dress were feeding subduedly, while +bevies of hawklike waiters swooped and circled, bearing platters, +tureens, and baskets of iced wine-bottles. It made the hotel at Chicago +appear like a plain, old-fashioned tavern, so remote, so European, so +lavish, and yet so exaggeratedly quiet, was this service. Some of the +women at the tables were spangled like the queens of the stage; mainly +they were not only gloriously gowned, but in harmony with the sumptuous +beauty around them. Their adornments made Bertha feel very rural and +very shy. + +"I wish I was younger," the Captain said, "I'd take ye to the theatre +to-night, but I'm too tired. I could go for a couple of hours, but--to +miss me sleep--" + +"Don't think of it," she hastened to command. "I don't want to go. I'm +just about all in, myself." + +"'Tis a shame, darlin', surely it is, to keep you from havin' a good +time just because I am an old helpless side o' beef. 'Tis not in me +heart to play dog in the manger, Bertie. If ye'd like to go, do so. +Lucius will take ye." + +"Nit," she curtly replied; "you rest up, and we'll go to-morrow night. +We might take another turn and see the town by electric light; you could +kind o' lean back in the car and take it easy." + +This they did; and it was more moving, more appalling, to the girl than +by day. The fury of traffic on Broadway, the crowds of people, the +endless strings of brilliantly lighted street-cars, the floods of +'busses, auto-cars, cabs, and carriages poured in upon the girl's +receptive brain a tide of perceptions of the city's wealth, power, and +complexity of social life which amazed while it exalted her. The idea +that she might share in all this dazzled her. "We could live here," she +thought; "the Captain's income would keep us just anyway we wanted to +live." But a vision of her own beautiful house under the shadow of the +great peak came back to reproach her. Her horses and dogs awaited her. +This tumultuous island was only a place to visit, after all. + +"Do you suppose this goes on every night?" she said to Haney, as they +turned off Broadway. + +"I reckon it does," he said. "How is that, Lucius?" he asked. "Is this a +special performance, or does the old town do this every night?" + +"In the season, yes, sir. It's the last week of the Opera, and it'll be +quieter now till November." + +They returned to their hotel with a sense of having touched the ultimate +in civic splendor, human pride, and social complexity. New York had met +most of their ideals. They were glad it was on American soil and in the +nation's metropolis; but, after all, it remained alien and mysterious, +of a rank with Paris and London--the gateway city of the nation, where +the Old World meets and mingles with the New. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +BERTHA MAKES A PROMISE + + +As for Marshall Haney, as he went about New York and Brooklyn in search +of his relations, he was astounded at the translation of the Irish +laborer into something else. "In my time, when I left Troy, all the work +in the streets was done by 'micks,' as they called 'em. Now they're +gone--whisked away as ye'd sweep away a swarm of red ants, and here's +these black Dagos in their places. Where's the Irishman gone--up or +down? That's what's eatin' me. Is he dead or translated to a higher +speer? 'Tis a mysterious dispensation, and troubles me much." + +He found a good many Donahues in Brooklyn, and plenty of them +barkeepers; and after he'd pulled up half a dozen times at these +"joints" Bertha began to pout. She didn't like such places; and as they +were riding in a showy auto-car (the grandest Lucius could secure), they +were pretty middling noticeable. At last she said, more sharply than she +had ever spoken to him before: "Mart, I don't want any more of this. If +you want to visit all the saloons in Brooklyn, I don't. Here's where I +get out." + +He was instantly remorseful. "I was thinkin' of that myself, Bertie. +Lucius and I will go on alone. We'll send you back to the hotel in the +'mobile whilst we take a hack." + +Half doubting, half glad, she consented to this arrangement, and was +soon whirling back towards the ferry, her guilty feeling giving place to +a sense of relief, as if a huge weight had been lifted from her +shoulders--for a moment. She began to understand that half the pleasure +she had taken in her hours with Moss and Humiston lay in the freedom +from her husband's over-shadowing presence. He was not a man to be +ignored, as she had seen wives ignore and put aside their meek partners. +Marshall Haney even yet was a dominating personality, even though his +family affairs were so insistent and so difficult to manage or explain. +If the father came her joy in her home would be gone, and yet she had no +right to refuse him shelter. + +At the same time she was less sure of her place in the world, now that +she was alone. She had the feeling that if anything were to happen--if +the motorman should demand his pay at the door, or the hotel-keeper +refuse to go her bond, she would be helpless. The Captain, for all his +shortcomings and physical disability, was master of every situation. He +had been schooled by stern powers, and his capabilities of defence were +still equal to almost any need. + +On the ferry-boat she found herself surrounded by the swarms of people +who are forever calculating expenditures, who never desert a garment, +and who finger a nickel lovingly; and she caught them looking at her as +upon one of those who enjoy without earning it the product of their +toil. They made way for her, as she got down and walked to the railing, +as they would have done for a millionaire's daughter, a little surlily, +and she divined without understanding this enmity, but was too exalted +by the glittering bay, with its romance of ship and sea and shore and +town, to very much mind what her threadbare fellow-passengers thought of +her. These dark-hulled, ocean-going vessels, these alien flags, widened +her horizon--deepened her sense of the earth's wonder and the wide-flung +nerves of national interest. From this sea-level she looked up in fancy +to her brother's ranch near Sibley as at a cabin on a mountain-side. How +still and faint and far it seemed at the moment! + +At the word of the chauffeur she climbed back into her car, returning to +the isolation which money now provided for her. And so, girt about with +velvet and costly wood and gilding, she rode up through the tearing +throngs of the wharf, whirling past cars and trucks, outspeeding cabs +and carriages, protected by a gambler's name, royally isolated and +defensible by his money. As she spun through Fifth Avenue, so smooth of +pave, so crowded, so sparkling, so far-reaching in its suggestions of +security and power, the girl's soul entered upon a new and fierce phase +of its struggle. + +It was a larger and more absorbing fairy story than any in the _Arabian +Nights_. Without Marshall Haney, without the gold he brought, she could +never have even looked upon this scene. She would at this moment have +been standing inside her little counter at the Golden Eagle, selling +cigars to some brakeman or cowboy. Ed Winchell would be coming to ask +her, as usual, to marry him, and her mother would still be toiling in +the hot kitchen or be at rest in her grave. Did ever Aladdin's lamp +translate its owner farther or lift him higher? Was not her refusal to +be Marshall Haney's wife the basest ingratitude? + +Not merely so, but the girl felt in herself potentialities not yet drawn +upon, unlimited capabilities leading towards the accomplishment of good. +Money had not merely the magic of exalting, educating, refining, and +ennobling the individual (herself); it had radiating, transforming power +for others. It could diffuse warmth like a flame, and send forth joy +like a bell. "With it I am safe, strong: I can help the poor. Without it +I am only a struggling girl, like millions of others, with no chance and +no power to aid those who suffer." But at this point her love re-entered +and her sense of right was confused. After all the heart ruled. + +At the hotel entrance the head porter was waiting to help her out, and +the chauffeur, without a word or look of reminder, puffed away, secure +in the reputation Lucius had given to Haney. As she went to her room the +maid met her with gentle solicitude, and, after attending to her needs, +considerately withdrew, leaving her deep-sunk in troubled musing. + +Up to the coming of Ben Fordyce she had accepted all that Haney gave her +as from one good friend to another. Once having satisfied herself that +the money was clean of any taint from gambling-hall and saloon, she had +not hesitated to use it. But now something was rising within her which +changed the current of her purpose. Haney was no longer before the bar +of her conscience; the soul under question was her own. Dimly, yet with +ever-growing definiteness, she saw the moment of decision approach. She +must soon decide whether to continue on the smooth, broad highway with +Haney, or to return to the mountain-trail from which he had taken her. + +While still she sat sombrely looking out over the city's roofs, +Humiston's card was brought to her, and at the moment, in her loneliness +and doubt, he seemed like an old friend. "Tell him to come up," she +said, with instant cordiality, and her face shone with innocent pleasure +when she met him. "I'm mighty glad to see you," she frankly said, in +greeting. + +He misconceived her feeling, and took advantage of it to retain her +hand. "I assure you I am delighted to find _you_ again." + +"I thought you'd forgot us." + +His eyes expressed a bold admiration as he answered: "I have done +nothing but remember you. I've been in Pittsburg (only got back to town +yesterday), and here I am." He looked about. "Where is the Captain?" + +She withdrew her hand. "He's out looking for his father. He'll return +soon. He's liable to look in any minute now." + +"You are lovelier than ever. How is the Captain?" + +"Pretty well. He gets tired fairly easy, but he feels better than he +did." + +His look of eager intensity embarrassed her. After a little pause, he +remarked: "I am holding you to your promise. Can't you come over to my +studio this afternoon?" + +"No, not to-day. I must be here when the Captain comes. He may bring the +old father along, and he'd feel lost if I should be gone. Maybe I could +come to-morrow." + +"Don't bring the Captain unless you have to--he'll be bored," he said, +in the hope that she would get his full meaning. "I want to introduce +you to some friends of mine." + +"Oh, don't do that!" she protested. "I'm afraid of your friends--they're +all so way-wised while I am hardly bridle-broke." + +"You need not fear," he replied; "you are most to be envied. No one can +have more than health, wealth, and youth and beauty. I would not +hesitate to introduce you anywhere." His admiration was so outspoken, so +choicely worded, that she could not distrust him, though Mrs. Moss had +more than once hinted to her that he was not to be entirely honored. "He +isn't a man to be careless with," she had once said, and yet he seemed +so high-minded, so profoundly concerned with the beautiful world of art. +How could a single-hearted Western girl believe ill of him? He could +not be evil in the ways in which men were wicked in Sibley. His +sensitive face was too weary and his eyes too sad. + +He was adroit enough to make his call short, and withdrew, leaving a +very pleasant impression in her mind. She felt distinctly less lonely, +now that she knew he was in the city, and she was still at the window +musing about him when Haney returned, bringing his father with him. + +The elder Haney interested and amused her in spite of her +perplexities--he was so quaintly of the old type of Irishman and so +absurdly small to be the father of a giant. He carried a shrewd and +kindly face, withered and toothless, yet not without a certain charm of +line. Mart's fine profile was like his sire's, only larger, bolder, and +calmer. + +With a chuckle he introduced him. "Bertie, this is me worthless old +dad." And Patrick, though he was sidling and side-stepping with the +awkwardness of a cat on wet ice, still retained his Celtic +self-possession. + +"Lave Mart to slander the soorce av aal his good qualities," he +retorted. "He was iver an uncivil divil to me--after the day he first +thrun me down, the big gawk." + +Mart took the little man by the collar and twirled him about. "Luk at +'im! Did he ever feel the like of such cloes in his life?" + +Patrick grinned a wide, silent, mirthful grimace. "Sure me heart is +warmed wid 'em. I feel as well trussed as me lady's footman." + +It was plain that every thread on the old man was new. Mart explained. +"I stripped him to the buff and built him up plumb to his necktie, which +is green--the wan thing he would have to his own taste. To-morrow we go +to the tooth-factory." + +"'Tis a waste of good money," interjected Patrick. "I ate soup." + +"Soup be damned! Ye've many a steak to eat with me, ye contrary little +baboon. 'Tis a pity if I can't do as I like with me own. Do as I say, +and be gay." + +Patrick cackled again, and his little twinkling eyes were half hid. "Ye +may load me with jewels and goold, me lad, but divil a once do I allow a +man wid a feet-lathe boring-machine to enter me head." + +"Ye have nothing to bore, ye old jackass! Divil a rock is left to +prospect in--so don't fuss." + +Bertha interjected a question. "Where did you find him?" + +"Marking up in a pool-room. Nice place for the father of Captain Haney! +'Come out o' that,' I says, 'or fight me.' And the old fox showed gooms +at me, and says he: 'I notice ye're crippled, Mart. I think I'll jest +take what ye owe me out of yer hide.'" They both chuckled at the +recollection of it. Then Mart went on: "I'll not disgrace me wife by +telling what the old tramp had on. I tuck him by the shoulder and I +said: 'Have ye anny Sunday clothes?' I said. 'Narry a thread,' says he. +'Come along with me,' I says. 'You can't visit my wife in the hotel till +every thread on yer corpus is changed,' for Donahue keeps a dirty place. +So here he is--scrubbed, fumigated, barbered, and tailored; and when he +gets his cellulide teeth he'll make as slick a little Irishman as ever +left the old sod." Here his face became sadly tender. "I wish the mother +was alive, too; I'd make her rustle in silks, so I would. Heaven rest +her!" + +The father's face grew suddenly accusing in line. "Ye waited too long, +ye vagabond. Yer change of heart comes too late." + +"I know it--I know it! But I could never find time till a man with a +shotgun pointed the way to it. Now I have all the time there is, and +she's gone." + +In this moment of passing shadow Bertha caught a glimpse of the +significance of the scene--of the wonder, almost alarm, which filled the +old man's heart as he stood there scared of the flaming splendor of the +room into which the sunlight fell, exaggerating its gold and pink and +green, but bringing out the excellence of the furnishing, the richness +of the silk tapestry. + +The old man touched a gilded chair tenderly, and Mart cried out: "Lay +hold, man, 'twill not rub off! Sit down and look about ye! Out with your +new pipe and smoke up!" + +He took a seat with forced confidence, and looked about him. "I wish +Donahue and Kate could see this." + +Mart turned a quietly humorous eye on Bertha. "Not this trip. I couldn't +manage Kate," he explained. "She looks like Fan--only more so; and she +has a litter o' young Donahues would make ye wonder could the world have +room for them all." + +Haney the elder had something more than the bog-trotter in him, for as +he grew towards a little more assurance that Mart would not be thrown +out of his hotel for non-payment of bills, he settled down to enjoy his +glass of rare whiskey and a costly cigar with an assumption of ease that +almost deceived the maid, though Lucius, being in the secret, watched +him anxiously for fear he might expectorate on the rug. + +Mart had some "p'otographs" of his house in the Springs, and showed them +to Patrick. "Do ye see yerself smokin' a pipe on that porch?" + +"I do not," the father energetically replied. "I see meself goin' the +rounds of that garden with a waterin'-pot and a pair of shears." + +"I thought ye was a bricklayer, or is it a billiard-marker?" asked Mart, +with quizzical look. + +"I can turn me hand to anny honest work," he replied, with dignity. "An' +can ye say as much?" + +"I cannot," confessed Mart. "Had ye put a club to me back and foorced me +to a trade, sure I'd be layin' brick in Troy this day." + +This retort fairly blinded the sturdy little father. The charge was +false, and yet here sat Mart--a gentleman. While still he puzzled over +the dangerous acknowledgment involved in his son's accusation, Mart +turned to Bertha. "Do ye mind the old man's spendin' the rest of his +days with us, darlin'?" + +"You're the doctor, Mart. It's your house, not mine." + +He felt the change in her. "Oh no, it isn't; it's _our_ house. I never +would have had it only for you." He paused a moment. "The dad is a +well-meaning old rascal, and I'll go bail he don't do mischief." + +Patrick took this up. "He is so, and he means to kape to his own way of +life. If I go West, me b'y, 'tis on wages as a gardener--and, bedad, +I'll draw 'em reg'ler, too. I'd like well to go West ('twould rejice me +to see Fan and McArdle), and I don't object to spendin' a year with you +in Coloraydo, but don't think Patrick Haney is to be pinsioner on anny +one, not even his son." + +Bertha's heart vibrated in sympathy with this note of independence, and +she heartily said: "I hope you will come, Mr. Haney. The Captain is +alone a good deal, and you'd be a comfort to him." + +"I'll consider," the old man said. "I must have time to rea-lize it," he +quaintly added. "I must smoke me pipe in me own garret once more, and +talk it all over with Kate and the Donahues." He refused to stay to +dinner with them (which was a relief to Lucius), and went away jaunty as +a bucko from County Clare. + +He was no sooner gone from the room than Bertha turned to her husband, +and said: "Mart, I want to talk things over with you." + +Something in her voice, as well as in the words, made him turn quickly +and regard her anxiously. + +"What about? What is it, darlin'?" + +"I have something on my mind, and I've got to spit it out before I can +rest to-night. I've just about decided to leave you. I don't feel right +livin' with you." + +He looked at her steadily, but a gray pallor began to show on his face. +He asked, quietly: "Do ye mean to go fer good?" + +Her heart was beating fast, but she bravely faced him. "Yes, Mart, I +don't feel right living with you, and spending your money the way I've +been doing." + +"Why not? It isn't mine--it's yours. Ye airn every cent ye spend." + +"No, I don't!" she cried, passionately. "Now that you're getting better +and Lucius has come, I'm not even a nurse." + +"I'll send him away." + +"No, no; he's worth more than I am." + +"I'll not listen to such talk, Bertie. Ye well know you're the thing +most precious to me. I can't live without ye." His voice thickened. "For +God A'mighty's sake, don't say such things; they make me heart shake! Me +teeth are chatterin' this minute! Ye're jokin'; say you don't mean it." + +"But I do. Don't you see that I can't stay and let you do things for me +like this"--she indicated their apartment--"when I do so little to earn +it all? Mart, I've got to be honest about it. I can't let you spend any +more money on me. Help your own people, and let me go. I do nothing to +pay for what you do for me. It's better for me to go." + +She could not bring herself to be as explicit as she should have been, +but he was not far from understanding her real meaning, as he brokenly +replied: "I've been afraid of this, my girl. I've thought of it all. The +money I spend fer ye is but a small part of my debt. You say you do +nothing for me. Why, darlin', every time you come into the room or smile +at me you do much for me! I'm a selfish old wolf, but I'm not so bad as +you think I am. If anny nice young felly comes along--a good square +man--I'll get off the track; but I want you to let me stay near you as +long as I live." His voice was hoarse with pleading. "Ye're all I have +in the world; all I live for now is to make you happy. Don't pull away +now, when me old heart has grown all round ye. I can't live and I +daren't die without ye--now that's the eternal truth. Darlin', promise +ye won't go--yet awhile." + +Wordless, as full of pain as he, she sat silently weeping, unable to +carry out her resolution--unable to express the change which had come +into her life. + +He went on. "I mark the difference between us. I see ye goin' up while I +am goin' down. My heart is big with pride in ye. You belong with people +like the Congdons and the Mosses--whilst I am only an old broken-down +skate. I'm worse than you know. I went down to Sibley first with hell in +me heart towards you, but that soon passed away--I loved ye as a man +should love the girl he marries--and I love ye now as I love the saints. +I wouldn't mar your young life fer anything in this world--'tis me wish +to lave you as beautiful and fresh as I found you, and to give you all I +have besides--so stay with me, if you can, till the other man comes." +Here a new thought intruded. "Has he come now? Tell me if he has. Did ye +find him in Chicago? Be honest, darlin'." + +"No, no!" she answered. "It isn't that. It's just because--because it +don't seem right." + +"Then ye must stay with me," he said, "and don't worry about not doing +things for me. You do things for me every minute--just by being in the +world. If I can see ye or hear ye I'm satisfied. An' don't cut me off +from spending money for ye, for that's half me fun. How else can I pay +ye for your help to me? I've been troubled by your face ever since we +left home. You don't smile as ye used to do. Don't ye like it here? If +ye don't we'll go back. Shall we do that?" + +She, overwhelmed by his generosity, could only nod. + +His face cleared. "Very well, the procession will head west whenever you +say the word. I hope you don't object to the old father. If ye do--" + +"Oh no; I like him." + +"Then we'll take him; but, remember, I'll let no one come into our home +that will trouble you. I'd as soon have a cinder in me eye as a man I +don't like sitting beside me fire; and if the old man is a burden to ye, +out he goes." He rose, and came painfully to where she sat, and in a +voice of humble sorrow, slowly said: "I don't ask ye to love +me--now--I'm not worth it; and once I thought I'd like a son to bear my +name, but 'tis better not. I'll never lay that burden upon ye. All I ask +is the touch of yer hand now and then, and your presence when I come to +die--I'm scared to die alone. 'Twill be a dark, long journey for old +Mart, and he wants your face to remember when he sets forth." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +THE SERPENT'S COIL + + +Lofty as Jerome Humiston talked, and poetic as his face seemed to Bertha +Haney, he was at heart infinitely more destructive than any man she had +ever known; for he took a satanic delight in proving that all women were +alike in their frailty. He had reached also that period of decay wherein +the libertine demands novelty--where struggle is essential, and to +conquer easily is to fail of the joy of victory. + +He, too, had rushed to the conclusion that this girl had married an old +and broken gambler for his money, and that she was of those to be easily +won. Her air of demure reserve piqued him--pleased him. "She is no silly +kitten," he mentally remarked, after their second meeting. "She's in for +a big career. With beauty and youth and barrels of money she will go +far, and I will be her guide--unless I have lost my cunning. She will +share her fortune with me some day, and I will teach her to live." + +He met her at the door of his studio next day with a grave and tender +smile. "I'm glad you've come," he said, "but I'll have to confess that I +have very little to show you here. My pictures are all down at the +gallery, and some of them not yet hung. Next week they will all be in +place. But sit down while I boil some tea. My friends who own this +work-shop are out; they'll be in soon." + +"I don't believe I can stay to-day. The Captain is below." + +"Please do sit down for a moment. I'll be hurt if you don't." + +The studio was a big bare barn of a place with a few broad canvases upon +the walls--not a bit like Humiston; and he explained that his stay in +America being short, he could not afford to have a studio of his own. +"I'm glad you came. You must let me take you to see my 'show' next week. +Your fresh, young, Western eyes are just what I need." This was false, +for he was impatient of all criticism. "I need comfort," he added, +wearily smiling. "I didn't sell enough in the West to pay my railway +fare." + +He seemed ill as well as sad, and Bertha felt sorry for him. "Won't you +come with us for a ride?" + +"I'd rather have you stay and talk with me." + +"Oh, I can't do that! The Captain is waiting for me. He said to bring +you." + +"But I don't want to go. I hate automobiles. I hate seeing sights. I +despise this town. I've a grouch against everything in America--except +you. Let me go down and tell the Captain to take his spin alone." + +"No, no," she sharply said. "I keep my word. I said I'd be back in a few +minutes, and I'm going." + +He sighed resignedly. "Very well; but you'll let me come to see you?" + +"Why, cert! Come to dinner any day. We don't browse around much outside +the hotel. We're mostly always feeding at six." + +"I'll come, and you must not fail to let me show you my pictures." + +"Sure thing! I want to buy one to take home with me." + +He assumed great candor. "I won't say that your ability to buy one of my +pictures is not of interest to me, for it is; but quite aside from that, +there is something in you that appeals to me. You make me think better +of the West--of America. I feel that you will find something in my +pictures which the critics miss." Then, with mournful abruptness, he +added: "No doubt Joe told you of my unhappy marriage--" + +"No, he didn't." + +"My wife cares nothing for my work. She takes no interest in anything +but the frippery side of life. That's what appeals to me in you--you are +so aspiring. I feel that you have such wonderful possibilities. You +would spur a man to big things." + +They were both standing as if he had forgotten where he was, and she, +embarrassed but fascinated by his words, and especially held by his +voice, dared not make a motion till he released her. He looked round +him. "I don't wonder you dislike this room; it's horribly cold and +depressing to me. I can't work here. I wish you could see my den in +Paris. Perhaps you will let me show it to you some day. All my happiest +days have been spent in France. I am more French than American now." + +He took her hand again, and with a return to his studiedly cheerful +manner called her to witness that she had promised to come to see his +paintings. "And please remember that I am going to take you at your word +and dine with you--perhaps this very night." + +"All right, come along," she replied, and went away filled with wonder +at the familiar, almost humble attitude he had assumed towards her. + +He did indeed dine with them that night, and quite won the Captain to a +belief in him. "Come again," he heartily said. And the great artist +feelingly answered: "I mean to, for, strange to say, I am almost as +lonesome in this big town as anybody could be." This was a lie, but +Haney's sympathy was roused. "There'll always be an empty chair for +you," he repeated, with a feeling that he, too, was encouraging art. + +Humiston pursued this game with singular and joyous skill. He talked of +the West and of politics with the Captain, and of love and art and his +essentially lonely life to Bertha. He returned often to the wish that +they might meet in Paris. "A trip abroad would do you infinite good," he +insisted. "What you need is three years of life in Paris. With your +beauty and money, and, above all, with your personal magnetism, you +could reign like a queen. I wonder that you don't go. It would be worth +more to you than any other possible schooling. I don't know of anything +in this world that would give me greater pleasure than to show you +Paris." + +Bertha's silence in face of these approaches deceived him. The throbbing +of her bosom, the fall of her eyelashes, were due to instinctive +distrust of him. That he was more dangerous than the rough miners and +cowboys of the West she could not believe, and yet she drew back in +growing fear of one who openly claimed the right to plow athwart all the +barriers of law and custom. His mind's flight was like that of the +eagle--now rising to the sun in exultation, now falling to the gray sea +to slay. At times she felt a kind of gratitude that he should be willing +to sit beside her and talk--he, so skilled, so learned, so famous. + +The Chicago papers were still filled with criticism of his work and his +theories, and this discussion, as well as the appearance of his portrait +in the magazines, had made of him a very exalted person in little Mrs. +Haney's eyes, and the interest he took in her was too subtly flattering +not to affect her. He seemed fond of the Captain, too, and often joined +them in their trips about the city, and the fellows who had known +Humiston in Paris and who did not know Bertha nodded knowingly. "Jerry's +amusing himself, as usual. I wonder who she is?" + +He explained his poverty one day as he sat with her in the little +gallery where his paintings were hung. "The fact is, while other men +have been painting to order and doing 'stunts' for the Salon, I've gone +on refining, seeking new shades, new allurements, subordinating line to +color, story to harmony, till my work is sublimated beyond my public. +The people that bought my things once can't follow me; it is only now +and then that a man, or a woman _feels_ what I'm after--and so I live. I +hold all things beautiful to paint, America does not." + +He liked her all the better because she did not try to say what she +thought of his pictures, and when she insisted on taking one of them +home he quickly stopped her. "I'm not asking you to take pity on me," he +sharply said. And in this lay the subtlest touch of flattery he had yet +used: the idea that she, an ignorant mountain girl, could be accused of +patronizing a man so distinguished, so gifted as he, moved her in spite +of all warnings. Why should she not use her money to help this wonderful +artist? + +She insisted on a picture, and asked him to select one for her. "I've +got a big house out in the Springs, and I'd like something of yours." + +"Not out of this collection," he declared. "These are not the ones on +which my fame rests. The ones that represent me are in the cellar." + +Her eyes were wide in question. "What do you mean by that?" + +"American dealers won't include my best things in the exhibit--they are +too 'direct.' They are stored over here in a warehouse. I'd like to show +them to you. Will you come?" he asked, with eager eyes. + +And she, with a sense of being distinguished above the great public, +consented. Humiston rose animatedly. "Let's go over and see them now." + +His gentle _camaraderie_, his eagerness, touched Bertha, and when he +took her arm to help her into the elevator or to make sure she did not +stumble at the crossing she was stirred--not as Ben's hand had moved +her, but her blood nevertheless palpably quickened. Was it not wonderful +that she, so lately from the mountains, should be walking here in the +midst of the thronging multitudes of a great city street in the company +of one of the chief artists of the world? + +Humiston, crafty, cruel, unscrupulous, returned to his abuse of the +city, and explained to her that American dealers had no real +appreciation of art. "They sell anything that will sell, any cheap daub, +and yet they dared to refuse to exhibit my best things! It was the same +in Pittsburg and Buffalo; they're all alike. But what can you expect of +these densely material towns? Beauty means only prettiness to them." + +The salesman of the shop, accustomed to seeing Humiston pass in and out +with friends, paid no special heed to the painter as he led Bertha into +the farther room, where a few of his pictures hung among a dozen others. +No one was in the gallery, and just as she was wondering where the other +paintings could be, he opened a door (which was cut out of the wall and +partly concealed by paintings), and smilingly said: "Here is the inner +temple. Enter." + +She obeyed with a little hesitation, for the storeroom was not well +lighted, and she had a wild bird's distrust of dark, enclosing walls. + +Humiston shut the door behind him and followed her, plaintively saying: +"Isn't it hard lines to have to bring my friends into this hole to show +my masterpieces?" And by this she inferred that there was nothing +unusual in the experience. + +It was a long, bare hall, filled with boxes and littered with bits of +excelsior, and Bertha looked about her uneasily while Humiston bent over +some canvases stacked on the floor. He seemed to be selecting one with +care. An electric lamp was swinging from the ceiling, and under it stood +a large easel, and on this he placed a canvas, and, stepping back with +eyes fixed on her, said with spirit: "This is one of my best. It was in +the new Salon--here is the number. And yet it may not be exhibited in +this rotten town." + +Bertha inwardly recoiled from the canvas, for it was a painting of a +nude figure of a girl at the bath. The critics had said, "It is naked, +rather than nude," and the dealers objected to it on this ground, and to +the Western girl it was both shocking and ugly. Before she had caught +her breath he continued, in a tone that was at once a seduction and a +defence: "There is nothing more beautiful in the world than the female +form; it is the flower of flowers. Why should it not be painted?" And +then, while still he argued for the return of the Greek's love of +beauty, covering his moral depravity with the mantle of the philosopher, +he placed another canvas before her--something so unrefined, so animal, +so destructive of womanly modesty and of all reserve, that any one +looking upon it would instantly know that the man who had painted it was +a degenerate demon--an associate of dissolute models, an anarchist in +the world of women. It was fit only for the banquet-halls of the damned. + +Bertha stared at it--fascinated by the sense of the tempter's nearness. +It was as if a satyr had suddenly revealed his lawless soul to her. Her +thinking for an instant chained her feet, and her silence emboldened +him. + +Even as she turned to flee she felt his arm about her waist, his breath +upon her cheek. "Don't go!" he pleaded, and in his eyes was the same +look she had seen in the face of Charles Haney. At last he stood +revealed. His artist soul could stoop as low in purpose as a drunken +tramp. Beating him off with her strong hands, she ran down the hall and +burst into the brilliantly lighted exhibition room such a picture of +affrighted, outraged girlhood that the salesman stared upon her in +wonder. His look of surprise warned Bertha of her danger. Composing +herself by tremendous effort of the will, she closed the door and walked +slowly out into the street, her brain in a tumult of anger and shame. + +It seemed at the moment as if every man she had ever known was a +brute-demon seeking to destroy her. She understood now the reason for +the great painter's flattering deference to her opinion. From the first +he had sought to blind her. His ways were subtler than those of Charles +Haney and his like, but his soul was no higher; it was indeed more +ignoble, for he was of those who claim to dispense learning and light. +Pretending to add beauty to the world, he was ready to feed himself at +the cost of a woman's soul. She recalled Mrs. Moss' hints about his life +in Paris, and understood at last that he had wilfully misread her homage +and trust. A realization of this perfidy filled her with a fury of hate +and disgust. Was Ben Fordyce like all the rest? Did his candor, his +sweetness of smile, but veil another mode of approach? Was his kiss as +vile in its disloyalty, his embrace as remorseless in its design? + +She walked back along the shining avenue to her hotel with drooping +head. She knew the worst of Humiston now. She burned with helpless wrath +as she dwelt upon his assumptions of superiority. She hated the whole +glittering, unresting, lavish city at the moment, and her soul longed +for the silence of the peaks to the west. She turned to her husband as +one who seeks a tower of refuge in time of war. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +BERTHA'S FLIGHT + + +Before she had fairly recovered her poise next day Lucius brought to her +a letter from Humiston--a suave, impudent note wherein he expressed the +hope that she was well, and went on to plead in veiled phrase: "I'm +sorry you did not stay to see the rest of my pictures. I meant it all as +a compliment to your innate good taste and purity of thought. I expected +you to see them as I painted them--in pure artistic delight. You +misunderstood me. I hope you will let me see you again. You must +remember you promised to let me make a portrait sketch of you." + +Although not skilled in polite duplicity, Bertha was able to read +beneath the serene insolence of these lines something so diabolically +relentless that she turned cold with fear and repulsion. She had no +experience which fitted her to deal with such a pursuer, and she +shuddered at the rustling of the paper in her hand as she had once +quivered in breathless terror of a rattlesnake stirring in the leaves +near the door of her tent. Her first impulse was to lay the whole affair +before the Captain, but the knowledge of his deadly temper when roused +decided her to slip out at the other side of this fearsome thicket and +leave the serpent in possession. She longed to return to the West. The +little group of people in the Springs allured her; they were to be +trusted. Congdon and Crego and Ben--these men she knew and respected. +Her joy of the big outside Eastern world had begun to pass, and she +dreaded to encounter again the bold eyes and coarse compliments of the +men who loaf about the hotels and clubs. + +She turned to Haney as he came into her room, and said: "Mart, I want to +go home--to-day." + +"All right, Bertie, I'm ready--or will be, as soon as I pick up the old +father. But don't you want to see that show we've got tickets for?" + +"No, I've had enough of this old town. I'm crazy to go home." + +"Home it is, then." He called sharply; "Lucius!" The man appeared, +impassive, noiseless, unhurried. The Captain issued his orders: "Thrun +me garbage into a thrunk, and call some one to help the missus; we're +goin' to hit the sunset trail to-night. 'Phone me old dad besides, and +have him come over at wanst. Here we emigrate westward by the next +express." + +The man quietly took control of the situation, and in a few moments the +Captain's commands were being carried out with the precision of a +military camp. + +Bertha, alarmed by Humiston's letter, refused to go down to the public +dining-room. A fear that she might encounter the painter possessed her, +and the thought of him was at once a shame and torment; therefore, she +had her luncheon sent up, and Lucius himself found time to wait upon +them. + +As they were in the midst of their meal, Haney remarked rather than +asked: "Of course, you're going back with us, Lucius." + +"I have thought of it, sir, but it isn't in our contract." + +"We can put it in," said Bertha. + +"We can't do without you now," added Mart. + +Lucius seemed pleased. "Thank you for that, Captain. I don't +particularly care for the West, but I find service with you agreeable." + +Haney chuckled. "Service, do ye call it? Sure, man, 'tis you are in +command. I'm but a high private in the rear rank." + +Lucius's yellow face flushed and his eyes wavered. "I hope I haven't +assumed--" + +"Assumed! No, 'tis we who are obligated. We need you as bad as a +plainsman needs a guide in the green timber; and if you don't mind a +steady job of looking after us social tenderfeet, I'm willing to make it +right with you--and Mrs. Haney feels just the way I do." + +"Sure, Mart--only trouble with Lucius is, he leaves so little for me to +do. He's _too_ handy--if anything." + +"That'll wear off," replied Haney. "Well, then, it's all settled but the +price, and I reckon we can fix that. If I can't pay cash, I'll let you +in on the mine." + +Lucius smiled. "Thank you, Captain; it's not entirely a question of pay +with me; my wants are few." + +Bertha seized the moment to put a question she had been minded many +times to ask. "Lucius, what's your plan? You can't intend to do this all +your life? Tell us your ambition--maybe we can help you." + +He looked away, and a deeper shadow fell over his face. "I had ambitions +once, Mrs. Haney, but my color was against me. Yes, I think I'll stay as +I am. There is a certain security in being valet. You white people know +exactly where to find me, and I know just how to meet you. In my +profession it was different--I was always being cursed for presumption." + +"What was your profession?" asked Haney. + +"I studied law--and practised for a year or two in Washington; but I +didn't like my position; I was neither white nor colored, so when I got +a good chance I went out to service with a senator as body-servant." He +stopped abruptly as though that were all of his tale. + +Haney said: "Well, if you can put up with an ignorant old hill-climber +like meself, I'll be grateful, and I'll try not rub your fur the wrong +way." + +Lucius became very earnest for the first time. "There, sir, is one point +upon which I must insist. If I go with you, you are to treat me just as +you have been doing--as a trusted servant. I'm sorry I told you anything +about myself. My service thus far has been very pleasant, very +satisfactory, and unless we can go on in the same way, I must leave." + +"Very well," replied Haney. "It's all settled--you're adjutant-general +of the Haneys' forces." + +After Lucius went away Bertha said, thoughtfully: "I wish he hadn't told +us that; I can't order him around the way I've been doing." + +Haney smiled. "Did ye order him around? I niver chanced to hear ye do +anything but ask him questions. 'Lucius, will ye do this?' 'Lucius, +won't ye do that?'" + +Bertha was troubled, and found herself embarrassed by the mulatto's +services. She now perceived sadness beneath the quiet lines of his face +and hard-won culture in the tones of his voice. The essential tragedy of +his defeat grew more poignant to her as she watched him getting the +trunks strapped, surrounded by maids and porters. How could she have +misread his manner? He was performing his duties, not with quiet gusto, +but in the spirit of the trained nurse. + +This mountain girl had always regarded Illinois as "the East," but after +a few weeks in New York City she now looked away to Chicago as a Western +town. She was glad to face the sunset sky again, and yet as she wheeled +away to the train she acknowledged a regret. Under the skilful guidance +of Lucius she had seen a great deal of the splendid and furious +Manhattan. She had gazed with unenvious admiration on the palaces of +upper Fifth Avenue and the Park. Together with Haney she had spun up +Riverside Drive, past Grant's Tomb, and on through Washington Heights, +with joy of the far-spreading panorama. She had visited the Battery and +sailed the shining way to Staten Island in silent awe of the ship-filled +bay. She had heard the sunset-guns thunder at Fort Hamilton, and had +threaded the mazes of the Brooklyn Navy-Yard, and each day the +mast-hemmed island widened in grandeur and thickened with threads of +human purpose, making the America she knew very simple, very quiet, and +very remote. + +Night by night she had gone to the music-halls and theatres, and her +mind had been powerfully wrought upon by what she had seen and heard. In +all these trips Haney had heroically accompanied his wife, though he +frequently dropped asleep in his seat; and he, too, left the city with +regret, though he said, "Thank God, I'm out of it," as they settled into +their seats in the ferry. "'Tis not the night traffic that wears me +down--I'm used to being on the night shift; 'tis the wild pace Lucius +sets by day. Faith, 'twas the aquarium in the morning and the circus in +the afternoon. Me dreams have been wan long procession of misbegotten +fish, ballet-dancers, dirty monkeys, and big elephants the nights. 'Tis +a great city, but I am ready to return to me peaceful perch above the +faro-board; I think 'twould rest me soul to see a game of craps." + +"Why didn't you order Lucius to let up on the sight-seeing business?" +Bertha said. + +"And expose me weak knees to me nigger? No, no, Mike." + +"I wanted you to let me rummage about alone." + +"You did. But I could not allow that, neyther. So long as I can sit the +road-cart or run me arms into a biled shirt I'll stay by, darlin'. 'Tis +not safe for you to go about alone in the hell-broth of these Eastern +streets. Besides, while I'm losin' weight I'm lighter on me feet than +when I came. I've enjoyed me trip, but it does seem sinful to think of +our big house standing empty and the horses 'stockin'' in their stalls, +and I'm glad we're edgin' along homeward." + +"So am I," Bertha heartily agreed, even as she looked lovingly back upon +the mighty walls and towers which filled the sky behind her. It was a +gloriously exciting place to live in, after all. "Some day I may come +back," she promised herself, but the thought of Humiston lurking like a +wolf in the shadow came to make her going more and more like an escape. + +The elder Haney amused her by his frank comment on everything that was +strange to him. His new teeth, which did not fit him very securely, +troubled him greatly, and he spoke with one hand held alertly, ready to +catch them if they fell, but his smile was a radiant grin, and his +shrewd old face was good to look at as he faced the splendors of the +limited express. + +"'Tis foine as a bar-room," said he. "To be whisked about over the world +like this is no hairdship. Bedad, if I'd known how aisy it was I'd a +visited McArdle befoore." He pretended to believe that everybody +travelled this way, and that Mart was merely doing the ordinary in the +matter of meals and state-room; and as he wandered from end to end of +the train and found only luxurious coaches, and people taking their +ease, he had all the best of the argument. Lucius he regarded as a man +of his own level, and they held long confabulations together--the +colored man accepting this comradeship in the spirit of democracy in +which it was given. Mart, for his part, sat looking out of the window, +dreaming of the past. + +As she neared Chicago next day Bertha thought with pleasure of seeing +the Mosses again. Now that Humiston was eliminated, she had only the +pleasantest memories of the people she had met in the smoky city. It was +as if in a dark forest of lofty trees she had found a pleasant mead on +which the warm sunlight fell. The mellow charm of the studios was made +all the more appealing by reason of the drab and desolate waste through +which she was forced to pass to attain the light and laughter of those +high places. + +Chicago had grown more gloomily impressive, and at the same time--by +reason of her knowledge of the larger plans and mightier enterprises of +New York--it seemed simpler, and Bertha re-entered the hotel which had +once dazzled her in confidence, finding it cheerful and familiar. She +liked it all the better because it was less pretentious. It gave her a +pleasant sense of getting back home to have the men in buttons smile and +say, "Glad to see you, Mrs. Haney." The head clerk was very cordial; he +even found time to come out and shake hands. "I can't give you precisely +your old quarters," he said, "but I can fix you out on the next floor. +I'm sure you'll be very comfortable." Thereupon she took up her quietly +luxurious life at the point where she had dropped it some weeks before. + +There lay in this Western girl a strongly marked tendency towards the +culture and refinement of the East; and, though she had grown up far +from anything ęsthetic in home-life, she instinctively knew and loved +the beautiful in nature, the right thing in art; and now that she was +about to leave the East for the West--perhaps to abandon the town for +the village--she found herself aching with a hunger which had hitherto +been unconscious. She was torn with desire to go and a longing to stay. +New York, Paris, the world, was open before her if only she were content +to take Marshall Haney's money and use it to these ends. + +That night as she lay in her bed hearing the rumble and jar of the +city's traffic, her mind recalled and dwelt upon the wonderful scenes, +especially the beautiful pictures which her eyes had gleaned from the +East. The magical, glittering spread of Manhattan harbor, the silver +sweep of the Hudson at West Point, the mighty panorama from Grant's +Tomb, the silken sheen of Fifth Avenue on a rainy night, the crash and +glitter of upper Broadway, the splendid halls of art, literature, and +especially of music and the drama--all these came back one by one to +claim a place beside her peaks and cańons, sharing the glory of the +purple deeps and the snowy heights of the mountains she had hitherto +loved so single-heartedly and so well. + +She saw Sibley now for what it was--a village almost barren of beauty--a +good, kindly, homey place, but so little and so dull! To go back there +to live was quite impossible. "If I quit Mart I must find something to +do here--in the East. I can't stand Sibley." + +She longed for the Springs because of her home there and because of +Ben--but she realized that it possessed, after all, but very limited +opportunities for the purchase of culture. The great centres had begun +to exercise dominion over her. She had ever been a lonely little soul, +with no confidante of her own sex. Speech had never been fluent with +her, and she was still elliptical, curt, and in a sense inexpressive. +She had no chatter, and the ways of women were in many directions alien +to her. Miss Franklin had been her teacher, and yet, while respecting +her, she had never learned to love her. Next to Ben Fordyce she leaned +upon the judgment and sympathy of the sculptor, whose fine eyes were +aglow with a high purpose. She was certain that he was both good and +wise. + +Mart was much amused at his father, who refused to sleep a second night +at the hotel. "It's too far from the street," said he. "I think I'll go +stay with Fan if ye'll lay out the course that leads to her dure." So +Lucius went with him, bearing a message from Haney: "Tell Fan I'll be +over to see her to-morrow. I'm too tired to go to-day," and the father +hurried away in joyous relief. + +"'Tis unnatural to see a son of mine in such Babylonish splendor," he +confided to Lucius. "Faith, it gives me a turn every time I see him +unwind a bill from that big wad he carries in his pocket. 'Tis like +palin' a red onion to him--nothing more." + +The Captain was up early next day, and eager to see how his sister was +getting along in her new house, and to please him Bertha went with him. +The transposition of the McArdles, like most charitable enterprises, had +not been entirely a success. The children had blubbered at being torn +away from their playmates and the alleys and runways which they +infested. They were like lusty rats suddenly let loose in a fine new +barn with no dark corners, no burrows, no rotten planks, chips, or +coal-heaps to dig into or hide beneath. The alleys in Glenwood were +leafy lanes, the streets parked and concreted, and the school-yard +unnaturally clean and shaded by fine young trees--which no one was +allowed to climb. + +Furthermore, there was work to do in the garden--and this was onerous to +the boys. Then, too, they had to fight their battles all over again. +However, they did this with pleasure, establishing dreadful reputations +among the neat, knickerbocker "sissies" who were foolish enough to cross +them. Dress, Mrs. McArdle declared, was now a real trial. The girls had +to be "in trim all the time," and the boys were as violently in contrast +to their fellows as a litter of brindle barn-kits beside a well-groomed +tabby-cat's family. "I'm clean worn out with it, Mart," she confessed. +"We've been here two weeks the day, and the children howlin' the whole +time to go back and McArdle workin' himself to the figger of a spoon +with a mind to polish the lawn and get the garden into seed." + +But Mart only smiled. "'Tis good discipline, Fan." + +Haney senior was delighted with his daughter's household. "Faith, the +roar and tumble of the whelps brings back to me me own wife and childer. +Them was good days. 'Twas hard skirmishin' some weeks for bacon and +p'taties, but I got 'em someway, and you ate ivery flick of it--snappin' +and snarlin', but happy as a box of pups." + +His son and daughter looked at each other and laughed; then Mart said: +"'Tis a sad memory the father has, a most inconvenient and embarrassing +mind." + +They all stayed to dinner, and Bertha rolled up her sleeves and helped +in the kitchen while the Captain went to market with Lucius. McArdle +having got a half-day off, came home highly wrought up again at thought +of meeting Captain Haney and his handsome wife. He looked distinctly +less care-worn, though he confessed that it was hard to rise at the hour +necessary to reach his work at seven. Bertha's heart warmed to him. In a +certain dreamy, speculative turn of eye he was like her father--a man +inventing new forms as naturally as other minds copy worn models. He was +gaining in conversational powers, as he came to know Mart better, and +took occasion to lay before him the plans for several inventions, small +in themselves, but of possible value, so Lucius said. + +There was something hearty, wholesome, and satisfying in this visit, and +Bertha went away with increased liking for the McArdles. "I'm glad you +gave them a boost, Mart," she said, as they left the house, "and you +fixed it fine. Mac talked to me a half-hour explaining that you hadn't +put it on a charity basis--just sold the house on long time." + +"That was Lucius's idea. Wasn't it, Lucius?" + +Lucius did not appear to hear. + +They were whirring down an avenue bordered by elms in expanding leaf, +the sky was filled with big white clouds like those which come and go +over the great domes of the Rockies, and the air was warm and sweet, not +yet dusked by the city's chimneys. Bertha's heart rose on joyous wing. +"Let's call and take the Mosses for a ride," she suggested. + +"With all the pleasure in the world," he replied; and when they drew up +before the side door of the huge block, Bertha sprang out and hurried in +without waiting for Lucius to accompany her. + +Mrs. Moss came to the studio door, and Bertha's shining face so wrought +upon her that she seized her and kissed her with sincere pleasure. "Joe, +here's Mrs. Haney." + +Moss was modelling a small figure on a stand near one of the windows, +but left his work and came towards her with beaming smile. "What a +coincidence! We were just discussing you. How do you do? Shake my +arm--my hands are muddy." She took his outbent wrist and shook it with +frank heartiness. He explained: "I said you'd come back; Julia declared, +'No. Once she tastes the glories of New York, good-bye to Chicago and +the West.'" + +Bertha interrupted: "I want you to lay off and go out for a whirl in our +machine." + +"How gay!" cried Moss. "I ought to be working, for my rent is coming +due; but what's the diff? Here goes! Come on, Julia, we'll shut up shop +and let art wag." + +Julia was doubtful. "You know you promised--" + +"Of course I did--that's the prerogative of the artist. Come on, now; +I'll work to-night." + +"To-night is the Hall's circus party." + +"So it is! Well, no matter. I'm hungry for some whizzing, lashing, cool, +clear air." + +Dodging behind a screen in the corner, like an actor "doing a stunt," he +reappeared a few moments later with clean hands, wearing a gray jacket +and cap. "Hurry, hurry!" he called. He was like a lad invited to go +fishing or swimming. + +"I've been all 'balled up' since you went away," he explained--"took a +contract to produce a certain line of ornamental reliefs; it never pays +to be mercenary. But there it is! I was greedy, I went out for +money--now behold me in the grasp of a business agreement. Can't sleep, +can't breathe country air--had to work all day Sunday." + +"It'll pay some of our debts, though," explained Mrs. Moss, "and buy the +children's summer suits." + +"Summer suits! Why summer suits? I only had one complete suit a year +when I was a child--and that was a buff." + +All the way down the elevator he gazed admiringly at Bertha. "My, my! +how fit you look. Julia, why don't you get a hat and cloak like that?" + +"Why don't I? Do you know why?" Then as they came out in sight of the +'mobile she said, "Why don't you furnish me an auto-car like this?" + +"I will," he said, as though the notion had just risen in his mind. +"I'll secure one this week." + +Mart, who had taken a seat with Lucius, was touched and warmed by their +hearty greeting, and they rolled away up the street as merry as +school-children--even the self-contained Lucius smiled at Joe's odd +turns of speech. Bertha's heart swelled with the keen delight of giving +pleasure to her friends. This was, indeed, the chief of all the wondrous +powers of money--it enabled one to be hospitable, to possess a home +wherein visitors were always welcome, to own a car in which dear friends +could ride; for the moment her resolution to give it all up weakened. + +Moss was delirious with joy as they went sweeping up the Lake Shore +Drive. He took off his cap and stood up in the car in order to drink +deep of the wind that came over the water, crisp and clean and +crystalline. + +On the park mead the boys were playing ball, and the combination of +green grass and soft and feathery foliage was very beautiful. The +water-fowl were out, the captive cranes crying, and the drives were full +of carriages and cars. It was all very cheering, with death and winter +far away. + +Moss, sobering somewhat, began to set forth his plan for making Chicago +a new and greater Venice by bringing the lake into all the city +boulevards and spanning these waterways with stately bridges of a new +type, "designed by Joe Moss, of course," he added; "'twould make Venice +look like a faded print in a lovely old song-book." + +His talk took hold of Bertha's imagination--not because she cared to see +Chicago adorned, but because he was so singularly altruistic in his +concernments. That a man should live to make the world more beautiful +was a wondrous discovery for her. He was not specially troubled about +the physical welfare or the morals of the average citizen, but the +city's grossness, its willingness to perpetuate ugly forms, rasped him, +angered him. + +She was eager to tell him of her own change of view, but waited till +their ride was over and they were seated in the studio and a moment's +private conversation was possible. Tingling with the stimulus of his +fragmentary exclamations, she impulsively began: "If I were a poor girl +who wanted to earn a living in the world, what would you advise me to +do?" + +"Get married!" His answer was jocular, but, observing her displeasure, +he added: "I'm sorry I said that in just that tone, but at the same time +I really mean it. A woman can do other things, but marry she must if she +is to fulfil her place in the world--and be happy." + +She was balked and disappointed, he perceived, and he was forced to go +further: "I certainly wouldn't advise any girl to study painting or +sculpture in the hope of making a living by it. The only side of art +that isn't hopelessly out of the running is the decorative--home +decoration is a sure and worthy profession. People don't feel keen need +of sculpture, but they do like pretty walls and nice furniture. I know +several highly successful women decorators--but I wouldn't advise that +work for any one as an easy way to make a living, for the decorative +sense is either a gift at birth or acquired after hard study." + +"Do they teach it over there?" She nodded towards the lake. "I liked it +over there," she said, wistfully. "You see I didn't get much of a show +at school. I began to stay out to help mother when I was fourteen. I +missed a whole lot. I'd kind o' like to make it up now if I could." + +Moss was eager to probe a little deeper. "Your life is thrillingly +romantic to us--the kind of thing we read of. Congdon writes that you +have a superb home. I should think you'd hate to leave it, even for a +visit." + +Her hands strained together as if in resistance to an impulse of +pleading; then she answered: "Yes--but then, you see, it isn't really +mine--it's the Captain's." + +"Yours by marriage." + +"That's what people say--but I don't know. Sometimes I think I have no +right to any part of it. You have to earn what you own, don't you?" + +What was this doubt at her heart? The unexplained emotion in her voice +moved him profoundly. He cautiously approached. "Of course, we know +Frank Congdon--he likes to 'string' us Easterners and we take his yarns +with due discount. I suppose Captain Haney, like many other Western men, +is ready to try his luck now and again, and in that sense really is a +gambler." + +She faced him squarely. "No, he has been the real thing. He kept a +saloon--when I first knew him, but he gave it all up for me. I wouldn't +promise to marry him till he did. Everybody out there knows his career, +and most people think he got his money underhand, but he tells me he +didn't, and I take his word. Every dollar he spends on me or on our home +comes out of some mines he owns. I told him I wouldn't touch a dollar of +the saloon money--and I won't. Some folks think I don't care, but I do. +I don't like the saloon business, and he got out and he's livin' +straight now, as straight as any man. It's pretty hard on him, too, +though he won't admit it. He must get awful sick of sittin' round the +way he does. I tell him he needn't cut out all his old cronies on my +account. He says he ain't sufferin', but it's like shuttin' a bronco up +in the corral and lettin' the herd go back into the hills." + +"Perhaps he thinks you're better fun than any of his cronies." + +She ignored the implied compliment and went on: + +"All the same, it's drawin' mighty close lines on him. You can't take a +man living a free-and-easy life the way he was and wing him all at once +and tie him down to a chair without seein' some suffering. Don't you +know it?" + +"Does he complain?" + +"Not a whimper. Sometimes I wish he would. No, he just waits--but I'm +afraid he'll get lonesome some day and break loose and go back to the +game." + +In this way the sculptor had come very close to her secret, and she was +trembling to deeper confidence, when he said, very gently: "Of course, +it does seem a little strange to me that one so young and charming as +you are should be married to a man of his type, but I suppose he was a +handsome figure before his--accident." + +Her eyes glowed. "He was one of the grandest-looking men! I never liked +his trade--and I mistrusted him, at first; but when he cut himself out +of the whole business--for me--I couldn't help likin' him; he was so +big-hearted and free-handed. We needed his help, all right. Mother was +sick, and my brother's ranch was playing to hard luck. But don't think I +married him for his money--I liked him then, and, besides--well, I +_thought_ I was doing the right thing--but now--well, I'm guessing." She +ended abruptly, and in the tremor of that final word Moss read her +secret. She had never loved her husband. Pity and a kind of loyalty to +her word had carried her to his side, and now a sense of duty bound her +there. + +With sincere sympathy, he said: "We all do wrong at times that good may +come out of it. You could not foresee the future--the best of us can +_only guess_ at the effect of any action. You did the best you knew at +the moment. The question you have to face now has only slight relation +to the past. No one can enter wholly into another's perplexity--I'm not +even sure of a single one of my inferences--but if you are thinking +of--separation, I would say, meet this crisis as bravely as you met the +other. But I don't believe we should decide any such question selfishly. +I am not of those who always seek the side on which lies personal +happiness, because a happiness that is essentially selfish won't last. +The Captain lives only for you--any one can see that. What he does for +you springs from deep affection. What would happen to him--if you left +him?" + +He paused a moment and watched her subduing her tears; then added: "I +won't say I was unprepared for what you've said, for the entire +relationship, from our first meeting, seemed too abnormal to be +altogether happy. Money will buy a great many desirable things, but it +has its limits. At the same time, it is too much to expect of you--If +your feeling for him has changed--" + +His delicacy, his sympathy for her, was made apparent by the unusual +hesitation of his speech, and she would have broken down completely had +not Julia Moss called out: "Joe, turn on the lights--it's getting dark." + +Conscious of Bertha's emotion, he did not immediately do as he was +bidden. "I wish you'd talk this over with Julia," he ended gently; +"she's a very wise little woman." + +Bertha shook her head. "I didn't intend to talk it over with you. I +don't know what possessed me. I had no business to say what I did." + +He reassured her. "All you've told me and the part I've guessed is quite +safe. I will not even permit Julia to share your confidence till you are +willing to speak to her yourself." + +As he slowly lighted the studio Bertha was surprised and a little +troubled to find that two or three other visitors had slipped in through +the dusk, and were grouped about the tea-table, and that the Captain was +again the centre of an eager-eyed group. "They treat him as if he were +an Eskimo," she thought bitterly, and rose to join the circle and +protect him from their inquisition. + +Haney was feeling extremely well, and talked with so much of his old +time vigor and slash of epithet that his little audience was quite +entranced. He enlarged upon the experiences of a year he had spent in +Alaska. "Mining up there in them days made gambling slow business," he +said. (He had told Bertha that he had made an attempt to get out of "the +trade," but she was content to have him put it on less self-righteous +grounds.) He contrived to make his hearers feel very keenly the +pitiless, long-drawn ferocity of that sunless winter. He made it plain +why men in that far land came together in vile dens to drink and gamble, +and Moss glowed with the wonder and delight of those great boys who +could rush away to the arctic edge of the world and die with laughing +curses on their lips. + +"What did you all do it for?" he asked, bluntly. "For money?" + +"Partly--but more for the love of doing something hard. No man but a +miser punishes himself for love of gold--it's for love of what the stuff +will buy, that men fight the snows." + +While Haney talked of these things Bertha's eyes were musingly turned on +the face of the sculptor, and her mind was far from the scenes which +Mart so vividly described. This side of his life no longer amused +her--on the contrary she shrank from any disclosure of his savage +career. She was now as unjust in her criticism as she had been fond in +her admiration, and when with darkening brow she cut short his garrulous +flow of narrative Julia perceived her displeasure. + +Haney apologized, handsomely. "It's natural for the ould bedraggled +eagle in the cage with a club on his wrist to dream of the circles he +used to cut and the fish he set claw to. In them days I feared no man's +weight, and no night or stream. 'Twas all joyous battle to me, and now, +as I sit here on velvet with only to snap me fingers for anything I +want, I look back at thim fierce old times with a sneaking kind o' wish +to live 'em all over again. Bertie knows me weakness. I would talk +forever did she lave me go on; but 'tis no blame to her--it was a cruel, +bad, careless life." + +"When I come West," said Moss, sincerely, "we'll go camping together, +and every night by the fire we'll smoke and you can tell me all about +your journeys. I assure you they are epic to me." + +Dr. Brent, a little later, put in a private word to Bertie. "Now you're +going back into the high country and you'll find it necessary to watch +the Captain pretty closely. I suspect he'll find his heart thumping +briskly when he reaches the Springs. He may stand that altitude all +right, but don't let him go higher. He will be taking chances if he goes +above six thousand feet. You'd better have Steel of Denver come down and +examine him to see how he stands the first few days. I mention Steel +because I know him--I've no doubt there are plenty of good men in the +Springs." + +"What'll I do if he's worse?" + +"Bring him back here or go to sea level--only beware of high passes." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +THE HANEYS RETURN TO THE PEAKS + + +The forces that really move most men are the small, concrete, individual +experiences of life. The death of a child is of more account to its +parents than the fall of a republic. Napoleon did not forget Josephine +in his Italian campaigns, and Grant, inflexible commander of a +half-million men, never failed, even in the Wilderness, to remember the +plain little woman whose fireside fortunes were so closely interwoven +with his epoch-making wars. + +As Ben Fordyce lost interest in the question of labor and capital and +the political struggles of the state (because they were of less account +than his own combat with the powers of darkness), so Bertha had little +thought of the abstract, the sociologic, in her uneasiness--the strife +was individual, the problems personal--and at last, weary of question, +of doubt, she yielded once more to the protecting power which lay in +Haney's gold and permitted herself to enjoy its use, its command of men. +There was something like intoxication in this sense of supremacy, this +freedom from ceaseless calculation, and to rise above the doubt in which +she had been plunged was like suddenly acquiring wings. + +She accepted any chance to penetrate the city's life, determined to +secure all that she could of its light and luxury, and in return +intrusted Lucius with plans for luncheons and dinners, which he carried +out with lavish hand. + +Mart seconded all her resolutions with hearty voice. "There's nothing +too good for the Haneys!" he repeatedly chuckled. + +In the midst of other gayeties she had the McArdles over to mid-day +dinner one Saturday, and afterwards took them all, a noisy gang, to the +theatre--Patrick Haney as much of a boy as his grandsons, McArdle alone +being unhappy as well as uneasy. + +She went about the shops, buying with reckless hand treasures for the +house in the Springs, and this gave her husband more satisfaction than +any other extravagance, for each article seemed a gage of the permanency +of his home. In support of her mood he urged her to even larger +expenditures. "Buy, buy like a queen," he often commanded, as she mused +upon some choice. "Take the best!" + +There was instruction as well as a guilty delight in all this conjuring +with a magic check-book, and Bertha grew in grace and dignity in her +rōle as hostess. Her circle of acquaintances widened, but the Mosses, +her first friends in the city, were not displaced in her affections. To +them she continued to play the generous fairy in as many pleasant ways +as they would permit. The theatre continued to be her delight, as well +as her school of life, and a box-party followed nearly every dinner. She +was like a child in the catholicity of her appetite, for she devoured +Shakespearian bread, Ibsen roasts, and comic opera cream-puffs with +almost equal gusto--and mentally thrived upon the mixture. To the +outsider she seemed one of the most fortunate women in the world. + +And yet every day made her less tolerant of the crippled old man at her +side. She did not pout or sulk or answer him shortly, but she often +forgot him--failed to answer him--not out of petulance or disgust, but +because her mind was busy with other people. Gradually, without +realizing it, she got into the habit of leaving him to amuse himself, as +he best could, for she knew he did not specially care for the pursuits +which gave her the keenest joy. In consequence of this unintentional +neglect he very naturally fell more and more into the hands of the +bar-room spongers who loitered about the hotel corridors. He dreaded +loneliness, and it was to keep his companions about him that he became a +spendthrift in liquors. Sternly and deliberately temperate during his +long career as a gambler, he fell at last into drinking to excess, and +on one unhappy afternoon returned to Bertha quite plainly drunk. + +She was both startled and disgusted by this sign of weakness, and he was +not so blinded by the mist of his potations but that he perceived the +shrinking reluctance of her touch as she aided Lucius in lifting him +into the bed. His inert, lumpish form was at the moment hideously +repulsive to her, and physical contact with him a dreaded thing. What +was left if he lost that self-control which had made him admirable? She +had always been able to qualify his other shortcomings by saying, "Well, +anyhow, he don't drink." She could boast of this no longer. + +It was a most miserable night for her. At dinner she was forced to lie +about him (for the first time), and she did it so badly that Joe Moss +divined her trouble and came generously to her aid with a long and +amusing story about Whistler. + +The play to which she took her guests did not help her to laughter, for +it set forth with diabolic skill the life of a woman who loathed her +husband, dreaded maternity, and hated herself--a baffling, marvellously +intricate and searching play--meat for well people, not for those +mentally ill at ease or morally unstable. Of a truth, Bertha saw but +half of it and comprehended less, for she could not forget the leaden +hands and flushed face of the man she called husband--and whom she had +left in his bed to sleep away his hours of intoxication. She pitied him +now--but in a new fashion. Her compassion was mixed with contempt, and +that showed more clearly than any other feeling could the depth to which +Marshall Haney had sunk. + +When she came home at midnight she listened at his door, but did not +enter, for Lucius--skilled in all such matters--reported the Captain to +be "all right." + +She went to her own room in a more darkly tragic mood than she had ever +known before. Her punishment, her time for trouble, had begun. "I reckon +I'm due to pay for my fun," she said to herself, "but not in the way +I've been figuring on." Haney seemed at the moment a complete physical +ruin, and the change which his helplessness wrought in her was most +radical. + +His deeply penitent mood next morning hurt and repelled her almost as +much as his maudlin jocularity of the night before. She would have +preferred a brazen levity to this humble confession. "'Twas me boast," +he sadly asserted, "that no man ever caught me with me eyes full of sand +and me tongue twisted--and now look at me! 'Tis what comes of having +nothing to do but trade lies with a lot of flat-bottomed loafers in a +gaudy bar-room. But don't worry, darlin', right here old Mart pulls up. +You'll not see anny more of this. Forget it, dear-heart--won't you now?" + +She promised, of course, but the chasm between them was widened, and a +fear of his again yielding to temptation cut short her stay in the city, +for Lucius warningly explained: "The Captain is settling into a corner +of the bar-room with a gang of sponging blackguards around him, and +every day makes it less easy for him to break away. I'd advise going +home," he ended, quietly. "The Springs is a safer place for him now." + +The hyenas were beginning to prowl around the disabled lion, and this +the faithful servant knew even better than the wife. + +"All right, home we go," she replied, and the thought of "home" was both +sweet and perilous. + +Haney met her decision with pathetic, instant joy. "I'm ready, I was +only waitin'," he said. "After all, your own shack is better than a +pearl palace in anny town, and it's gettin' hot besides." + +Bertha parted from the Mosses with keen sorrow. Joe had come to be like +an elder brother to her--a brother and a teacher, and, next to Ben +Fordyce, was more often in her thought than any other human being. She +had lost part of her awe of him, but her affection had deepened as she +came to understand the essential manliness and simplicity of his +character. He redeemed the artist-world from the shame men like Humiston +had put upon it. + +As she entered for the last time the studio in which she had spent so +many happy hours and from whose atmosphere of work and high endeavor she +had derived so much mental and moral development she was sad, and this +sadness lent a beauty to her face that it had never before attained. She +looked older, too; and contrasting her with the girl who had first +looked in at his door, Moss could scarcely believe that less than half a +year had affected this change in her. He was too keen an observer not to +know that part of this was due to a refining taste in hats and gowns, +but beneath all these superficial traits she had grown swiftly in the +expression of security and power. + +He greeted her as usual with a frank nod and (his hands being free from +clay) advanced to shake hands. "Don't tell me you've come to say +good-bye." + +"That's what," she curtly said. "It's up to me to take the Captain home. +He's getting into bad habits lying around this hotel." + +His face clouded. "I've been afraid of that," he answered, gently. "Yes, +you'd better go home. It's harder for a man to have a good, easy time +than it is for a woman. But sit down, Julia will be in soon; you mustn't +go without seeing her." + +After some further talk on trains and other common-places she became +abruptly personal. "I've been having a whole lot of fun buying things +and planting dollars, but I'm beginning to see an end to that kind of +business. After you've got your house filled up with furniture and +jimcracks, what you going to do then?" + +"Burn 'em." + +"And begin all over again? You can't buy out the town. It's a real +circus for a while, but I can see there's a limit to it. Once you find +out you can just go down here to one of these jewelry-stores and order +anything you want--you don't want anything. Here I am with a lot of +money that ain't mine, having a gay whirl spending it, but I can see my +finish right now. To go on in this line would take all the fun out of +life. What am I to do?" + +Moss took a seat and looked at her thoughtfully. "I don't know. I used +to think if I had money I'd start out and 'do good to people,' but I'm +not at all sure that charity isn't all a damned impertinence. A couple +of years ago I would have said go in for 'Neighborhood Settlements,' +free libraries, 'Noonday Rests,' 'Open-air Funds,' and all the rest of +it, but now I ask, 'Why?' We've had our wave of altruism, and I'm +inclined to think a wave of selfishness would do us all good--but you're +too young to be bothered with these problems. Go home and be happy while +you can. Enjoy your gold while it glitters. Work is my only fun--real, +enduring fun--and I'm not a bit sure _that_ will last. Whatever you do, +be yourself. Don't try to be what you think I or some one else would +like to have you. I like you because you are so straight-forwardly +yourself; I shall be heart-broken if you take on the disease of the age +and begin to prate of your duty." + +She listened to him with only partial comprehension of his meaning, but +she answered: "I was brought up to think duty was the whole works." + +"Yes, and your teacher meant duty to God, duty to others. Well, there's +duty to one's self. The war of money and duty is the biggest mix of our +day. It's simpler to be poor; then all you've got to worry about is +bread and shoes and shingles." + +"That's just it. Sometimes I wish I was back in the Golden Eagle, where +I--" she ended in mid-sentence. + +He laughed. "You sound like a middle-aged financier who mourns (tattooed +with dollar-marks) for the days when he used to husk corn at seventy +cents a day." She saw the humor of this, but was aware that without a +knowledge of Ben Fordyce Joe could not understand her problem, therefore +she abandoned her search for light and leading. "Well, anyhow, right +here I quit what you fellows call civilization. I hate to lose you and +Julia and the rest of the folks, but it's me to the high hills. You'll +never know how much you've helped me." + +"I hope you'll never know how thoroughly we've _done_ you. An +evil-minded person would say we'd worked you for dinners and drives most +shameful. However, if you have enjoyed our company as thoroughly as +we've delighted in your champagne and birds, we'll cry quits. All my +theories of art and life I advance _gratis_. I ought to do something +handsome for you--you've listened so divinely." + +Underneath his banter Moss was sincerely moved. It was hard to say +good-bye to this curious, earnest, seeking mind, this unspoiled child in +whose face the world was being reflected as in a magical mirror. He +loved her with frank affection--a pure passion that was more intimate +than fraternal love and more exalted, in a sense, than the selfish, +devouring passion of the suitor. It would have been difficult for him to +say what his relationship to her at the moment was. It was more than +friendship, more than brotherly care, and yet it was definably less than +that of the lover. + +Julia came in and was quite as outspoken in her regret, and both refused +to say good-bye at the moment. "We'll see you at the station," they +said, and Bertha went away, feeling the pain of parting less keen by +reason of this promise. + +Afterwards, as the hour for departure came near, she hoped they would +not come. It was less difficult to say "I'll see you again" than to +utter the curt "good-bye" which means so much in Anglo-Saxon life. + +They came, however, together with several others of her friends, but in +the bustle and confusion of the depot not much of sentiment could be +uttered, and, though she felt that she was going for a long stay, she +was prodigal of promises to return soon. + +Patrick Haney was there, but refused to go with them. "Sure I'm at the +jumpin'-off place now, and to immigrate furder would be to put meself in +the hands of the murtherin' redskins." His talk was the touch of comedy +which the situation needed. "Av ye don't mind I'll stay wid Fan," he +said, a little more seriously, to Haney, who replied: + +"All right, 'tis as Fan says," and so they entered the train for the +upward climb. + +Haney himself had only joy of the return. He sat at one of the windows +of the library car and studied the prairie swells with a faint, musing +smile, till the darkness fell, and was up early next morning, eager and +curious, to see how the increasing altitude would affect him. Only +towards the end of the second day after eating his dinner did he begin +to feel oppressed. + +"I smell the altitude," he confessed--"me breath is shortenin' a bit, +but 'tis good to see the peaks again." + +In this long ride the girl-wife dwelt dangerously on the bright face of +Ben Fordyce. It was the thought of seeing him again that came at last to +steal away her regret at parting from her Eastern friends. The splendor +of the Eastern world faded at last, and she, too, soared gladly towards +the mountains. Every doubt was swallowed up in a pleasure which was at +once pure and beyond her control. + +Ben would be at the station, she was certain, for Lucius had wired to +him the time of their arrival, and he had instantly replied. "I'll be +there, and very glad to see you"--these words, few and simple, were +addressed to Marshall Haney, but they thrilled her almost as if Ben had +spoken them to her. Was he as glad to have her return as she was to meet +him again? + +"A fine lad," remarked Haney, as he pocketed the envelope. "I wonder +does he marry soon? He'd better decide now. I reckon Alice is not long +for this climate--poor girl!" + +His remark, so simple in itself, pierced to the centre of Bertha's +momentary self-deception. "I have no right to think of him. He belongs +to Alice Heath!" But the feeling that she herself belonged to Marshall +Haney was gone. That she owed him service was true, but since the night +of his drunkenness she had definitely and finally abandoned all thought +of being his wife, soul to soul, in the rite that sanctifies law. True, +he had kept his word, he had not offended again, but the mischief was +done. To return to the plane on which they had stood when she gave her +promise was impossible. + +The day and the hour were such as make the plain lover content with his +world. The earth, a mighty robe of closely woven velvet, mottled softly +in variant greens, swept away to the west, under a soaring convexity of +saffron sky, towards a cloudy altar whereon small wisps of vapor were +burning down to golden embers, while beneath lay the dark-blue Rampart +range. It was a world for horsemen, for free rovers, and for swift and +tireless desert-kine. The course of winds, it lay, a play-ground for +tempests that formed along the great divide and swept down over the +antlike homes of men, acknowledging no barrier, exultant of their +strength of wing and the weight of their horizon-touching armament. + +Bertha loved this land, but only because it was an approach to the +hills. She would have shuddered at its desolate, limitless sweep, +treeless, shelterless, had not the dim forms of the distant peaks she +loved so well rose just beyond. She lost her doubt as they approached, +welcoming them as the gates of home. She forgot all save the swelling +tide of longing in her heart. + +As the train drew slowly in she caught sight of Ben's intent face among +the throng, and was moved to the point of beating upon the window. He +seemed care-worn and older in this glimpse, but at sight of her his +sunny smile came back radiantly to his lips and glinted like sunshine +from his eyes. In tremulous voice she called: "_There he is!_" + +Self-revelation lay in this ecstatic cry and in the glad haste which +kept her on her feet; but Haney, unsuspicious, content, found no cause +for jealousy in her innocent and unrestrained delight at getting home. + +Progress down the aisle seemed intolerably slow, for the passengers +ahead of her, stubbornly sluggish, barred her way, but at last she stood +looking into her lover's face, her eager hand pressed between his palms. + +"Welcome home!" he called, and drew her to him as if moved almost beyond +his control with desire to clasp her to his bosom. In that instant they +forgot all their doubts and scruples--overpowered by the sense of each +other's nearness. + +She was the first to recover her self-command, and, pushing him away +with a quick, decisive gesture, turned to aid Mart, whom Lucius was +bringing slowly down the step. + +Her heart was still laboring painfully as she faced Congdon, but she +contrived to return his greeting as he remarked with quizzical glance, +"I hope you'll not find our little town dull, Mrs. Haney." + +Dull! She wanted to scream out her joy. She felt like racing to the big +black team to throw her arms about their necks. Dull! There was no other +spot in all the world so exalting as this small town and its +over-peering peaks. + +"Where is Mrs. Congdon?" she succeeded in asking at last. + +"She has visitors and couldn't come," he answered. "But where's that +'mobile we've heard so much about?" + +"Coming by fast freight." + +"Freight! From all I've heard of your doings in Chicago I expected it to +come as excess baggage." + +It was cool, delicious green dusk--not dark--with a small sickle of moon +in the west, and as they drove up the broad avenue towards home the +town, the universe, was strangely sweet and satisfying. It seemed as +though she had been gone an age--so much had come to her--so thick was +the crowd of new experiences standing between her going and her +return--so swiftly had her mind expanded in these months of vivid city +life. "I'll never go away again," she said to Ben. "This country suits +me." + +"I'm glad to hear you say that," he answered, softly. In the most +natural way he had put Congdon with Haney in the rear seat and had taken +the place beside Bertha, and this nearness filled her with pleasure and +an unwonted confusion. How big he was! and how splendid his clear, +youthful profile seemed as it gleamed silver-white in the light of the +big street-lamps. Never had his magnetic young body acted upon her so +powerfully, so dangerously. His firm arm touching her own was at once a +delight and a dread. She was all woman at last, awake, palpitant with +love's full-flooding tide--bewildered, dizzy with rapture. Speech was +difficult and her thought had neither sequence nor design. + +Fordyce was under restraint also, and the burden of the talk fell upon +Congdon, who proceeded in his amusingly hit-or-miss way to detail the +important or humorous happenings, of the town, and so they rolled along +up the wide avenue to the big stone steps before the looming, lamp-lit +palace which they called home. + +Ben sprang out first, glad of another opportunity to take Bertha's hand, +a clasp that put the throbbing pain back in her bosom--filling her with +a kind of fear of him as well as of herself--and without waiting for the +Captain she ran up the walk towards the wide doorway where Miss Franklin +stood in smiling welcome. + +Her greeting over, the young wife danced about the hall, crying: "Oh, +isn't it big and fine! And aren't you glad it's our own!" She appeared +overborne by a returning sense of security and ownership, and ran from +room to room with all the ecstasy and abandon of a child--but she +stopped suddenly in the middle of her own chamber as if a remorseless +hand were clutching at her heart. "But it is _not_ mine!--I must give it +all up!" + +Thrusting this intruding thought away, she hurried back to the library, +where the men were seated at ease, sipping some iced liquor in gross +content. + +Haney was beaming. "It makes me over new to sniff this air again," he +was saying. "'Tis a bad plan to let go your hold on mountain air. Me +lungs have contracted a trifle, but they'll expand again. I'll be riding +a horse in a month." + +Ben was sympathetic, but had eyes only for Bertha, whose improvement (in +mind as in bearing) astonished and delighted him. Her trip, coming just +at the period when her observation was keenest and her memory most +tenacious, had subtly, swiftly ripened her. Wrought upon by a thousand +pictures, moved by strange words and faces, unconsciously changing to +the color of each new conception, deriving sweetness and charm from +every chance-heard strain of music and poetry, she had opened like a +rose. + +The middle-aged are prone to go about the world carrying their habits, +their prejudices, and their ailments with them to return as they went +forth; but youth like Bertha's adventures out into the world eager to be +built upon, ready to be transformed from child to adult, as it would +seem, in a day. + +"She has achieved new distinction!" Ben exulted as he watched her moving +about the room, so supple, so powerful, and so graceful, but, though he +was careful not to utter one word of praise, he could not keep the glow +of admiration from his eyes. + +An hour later as he said good-night and went away with Congdon, his +heart burned with secret, rebellious fire. "Was it not hateful that this +glorious girl should be doomed to live out the sweetest, most alluring +of her years with a gross and crippled old man?" To leave her under the +same roof with Mart Haney seemed like exposing her to profanation and +despair. + +They were hardly out of the gate before Congdon broke forth in open +praise of her. "When Mart dies, what a witching morsel for some man!" + +Fordyce did not answer on the instant, and when he did his voice was +constrained. "You don't think he's in immediate danger of it--do you?" + +"Quite the contrary. He looks to be on the upgrade; but it's a safe bet +she outlives him, and then think of her with a hundred thousand dollars +a year to spend! Talk about honey-pots!--and flies!" After a moment's +silence he added, musingly: "Funny how one's ideas change. A year ago I +thought she was deeply indebted to him; now I feel that with all his +money he can't possibly repay her for what she's giving up on his +account. And yet his chink has made her what she is. Money is a weird +power when applied to a woman. Tiled bath-rooms, silk stockings and +bonnets work wonders with the sex. She's improved mightily on this +trip." + +After leaving Congdon, Ben went to his apartment and telephoned Alice to +say that the Haneys had arrived and that he had left them under their +own roof in good repair. + +"How is the Captain's health?" she asked, with the morbid interest of +the invalid gossip. + +"He feels the altitude a little, but that is probably only temporary. +They both seem very glad to get home." + +"He's made a mistake. He can't live here--I am perfectly sure of it. How +is she?" + +"Very well--and beautifully dressed, which is the main thing," he added, +with a slight return of his humor. "They asked after you very +particularly." + +Unable to sleep, he went out to walk the night, blind envy in his brain +and a hot hunger in his heart, moved as he had never been moved before +at thought of Haney's nearness to that glowing girl. Their union was +monstrous, incredible. + +He no longer attempted to deceive himself. He loved this young wife +whose expanding personality had enthralled him from their first meeting. +It was not alone that she was possessed of bodily charm--she called to +him through the mysterious ways which lead the one man to the +predestined woman. The affection he had borne towards Alice Heath was +but the violet ray of friendship compared to the lambent, leaping, red +flame of his passion for Bertha Haney. She represented to him the +mysterious potency and romance of the West--typifying its amazing +resiliency, its limitless capability of adaptation. In a way that seemed +roundabout and strange, but which was, after all, very simple and very +direct, she had lifted her family as well as herself out of poverty back +into the comfort which was their right. Odd, masculine, unexpected of +phrase, she had never been awkward or cheap. Congdon was right, she was +capable of high things. She made mistakes, of course, but they were not +those which a shallow personality would make--they sprang rather from +the overflow of a vigorous and abounding imagination. + +"All she needs is contact with people of the right sort. She is capable +of the highest culture," he concluded. + +That she was more vital to him than any other woman in the world he now +knew, but he acknowledged nothing base in this confession. He was not +seeking ways to possess her of his love--on the contrary, he was +resolved to conduct himself so nobly that she would again trust and +respect him. "My love is honorable," he said. "I will go forward as in +the beginning--why should I not?--enjoying her companionship as any +honest man may do." + +The question of his relation to Alice was not so easily settled. She had +come to irritate him now. Her changeable, swift-witted, moody, +hysterical invalidism had begun to wear upon him intolerably. Everything +she did was wrong. It was brutal even to admit this, but he could no +longer conceal it either from himself or from her. It was deeply, sadly +painful to recall the promise, the complete confidence and happiness +with which they had both started towards the West. How sure of her +recovery they had been, how gay and confident of purpose! Now she not +only refused to listen to his demand for an early marriage, but hampered +and annoyed him in a hundred ways. As he walked the silent night he was +forced to acknowledge that she had been right in delaying their union. +And yet how dependent upon him she was. Her life was so tragically +inwound with his that to think of shaking away her hand seemed the act +of a sordid egoist. + +"And even were I free, nothing is solved." + +The situation took on the insoluble and the tragic. In the fashion of +well-bred, soundly nurtured American youth he had thought of such +complications only as subjects for novelists. "There must be +concealment, but not duplicity, in my attitude," he decided. He longed +for the constant light of Bertha's face, the frequent touch of her hand. +Her laughter was so endlessly charming, her step so firm, so light, so +graceful. The grace of her bosom--the sweeping line of her side-- + +He stopped there. In that direction lay danger. "She trusts me, and I +will repay her trust. She has chosen me to be her adviser, putting her +wealth in my hands!--Well, why not? We will see whether an honorable man +cannot carry forward even so difficult a relationship as this. I will +visit her every day, I will enjoy her hospitality as freely as Congdon, +and I will fulfil my promise to Alice--if she asks it of me." + +But deep under the sombre resolution lay an unuttered belief in his +future, in his happiness--for this is the prerogative of youth. The dim +mountains, the sinking crescent moon, and the silence of the plain all +seemed somehow to prophesy both happiness and peace. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +BERTHA'S DECISION + + +It was good to wake in her old room and see the morning light breaking +in golden waves against the peaks, to hear her dogs bay and to listen to +the murmuring voice of the fountains on the lawn. It was deliciously +luxurious to sit at breakfast on the vine-clad porch with the shining +new coffee-boiler before her, while Miss Franklin expressed her +admiration of the napery and china which the Mosses had helped her to +select. + +It was glorious to go romping with the dogs about the garden, and most +intoxicating to mount her horse and ride away upon the mesa, mad with +speed and ecstatic of the wind. No one could have kept pace with her +that first day at home. She ran from one thing to the other. She +unpacked and spread out all her treasures. She telegraphed her mother +and 'phoned her friends. She gave direction to the servants and examined +every thing from the horses' hoofs to the sewing-machine. She went over +the house from top to bottom to see that it was in order. She was crazy +with desire of doing. Her mid-day meal was a mere touch-and-go lunch, +but when at last she was seated in her carriage with Haney and Miss +Franklin she fell back in her seat, saying, "I feel kind o' sleepy and +tired." + +"I should think you would!" exclaimed her teacher. + +"Of all the galloping creatures you are the most wonderful. I hope +you're not to keep this up." + +Haney put in a quiet word. "She will _not_. Sure, she cannot. There'll +be nothin' left for to-morrow." + +Their ride was in the nature of a triumphal progress. Many people who +had hesitated about bowing to them hitherto took this morning to unbend, +and Mart observed, with a good deal of satisfaction: "The town seems +powerful cordial. I think I'll launch me boom for the Senate." + +At the bank-door, where the carriage waited while Bertha transacted some +business within, he held a veritable reception, and the swarming +tourists, looking upon the sleek and shining team and the gray +mustached, dignified old man leaning from his seat to shake hands, +wondered who the local magnate was, and those who chanced to look in at +the window were still more interested in the handsome girl in whose +honor the president of the bank left his mahogany den. + +In truth, Bertha had won, almost without striving for it, the +recognition of the town. Those who had never really established anything +against her seized upon this return as the moment of capitulation. There +was no mystery about her life. She was known now, and no one really knew +anything evil of her--why should she be condemned? + +In such wise the current of comment now set, and Mrs. Haney found +herself approached by ladies who had hitherto passed her without so much +as a nod. She took it all composedly, and in answer to their invitations +bluntly answered: "The Captain ain't up to going out much, and I don't +like to leave him alone. Come and see us." + +She was composed with all save Fordyce, who now produced in her a kind +of breathlessness which frightened her. She longed for, yet dreaded, his +coming, and for several days avoided direct conversation with him. He +respected this reserve in her, but was eager to get her comment on the +East. + +"How did you like New York," he asked one night as they were all in the +garden awaiting dinner. + +"It scared me," she answered. "Made me feel like a lady-bug in a +clover-huller; but it never phased the Captain," she added, with a +smile. "'There's nothin' too good for the Haneys,' says he, and we sure +went the pace. We turned Lucius loose. We spent money wicked--enough to +buy out a full-sized hotel." + +Her quaint, shrewd comment on her extravagances amused Ben exceedingly, +and by keeping to a line of questioning he drew from her nearly all her +salient experiences--excepting, of course, her grapple with the +degenerate artist. + +"Lucius turned out the jewel they said he was?" + +She responded with enthusiasm. "I should say he did! He knew everything +we wanted to know and more too. We'd have wandered around like a couple +of Utes if it hadn't been for him. _When in doubt ask Lucius_, was our +motto." + +She told stories of the elder Haney and the McArdles, and described the +trials of the children in their new home till Ben laughingly said: "It's +hard to run somebody else's life--I've found that out." + +And Haney admitted with a chuckle that Mac was "a little bewildered, +like a hen with a red rag on her tail--divided in his mind like. As for +Dad, he still thinks me a burglar on an improved plan." + +They also talked of Bertha's studies, for Miss Franklin began at once to +give her daily instruction in certain arts which she considered +necessary to women of Mrs. Haney's position, and always at the moment of +meeting they spoke of Alice--that is to say, Haney with invariable +politeness asked after her health, and quite as regularly Ben replied: +"Not very well." Once he added: "I can hardly get her out any more. She +seems more and more despondent." + +This report profoundly troubled Bertha, and the sight of Alice's drawn +and tragic face made her miserable. There was something in the sick +woman's gaze which awed her, and she was careful not to be left alone +with her. The thought of her suffering and its effect on Ben threw a +dark shadow over the brightness of her world. She was filled, also, with +a growing uneasiness by reason of Mart's change of attitude towards +herself. In the excitement of his home-coming he seemed about to regain +a large part of his former health and spirits. His eyes brightened, his +smile became more frequent, the appealing lines of his brow smoothed +out, and save for an occasional shortening of the breath his condition +appeared to be improving. + +This access of vitality was apparent to Bertha, and should have brought +joy to her as to him; but it did not, for with returning vitality his +attitude towards her became less of the invalid and more of the lover. +He said nothing directly--at first--but she was able to interpret all +too well the meaning of his jocular remarks and his wistful glances. +Once he called her attention to the returning strength in his arm. "The +ould man is not dead yet," he exulted, lifting his disabled arm and +clinching his fist. "I feel younger than at any time since me accident," +and as he spoke she perceived something of the lion in the light of his +eyes. + +One night as she was passing his chair he reached for her and caught her +and drew her down upon his knee. "Sit ye down a wink. Ye're always on +the move like a flibberty-bidget." + +She struggled free of his embrace, her face clouded with alarm and +anger. "Don't be a fool," she said, harshly. + +He released her, saying, humbly: "Don't be angry, darlin', 'tis foolish +of me, an ould crippled wolf, to be thinking of matin' with a fawn like +y'rself. I don't blame ye. Go your ways." + +She went to her room, with his voice--so humbly penitent and +resigned--lingering in her ears, trembling with the weight of the burden +which his amorous mood had laid upon her. + +She resented his action the more because life at the moment was so full +of joy. Each morning was filled with pleasant duties, and each afternoon +they drove to the office to discuss the mines with Ben, and in the +evening he called to sit for an hour or two on the porch, smoking, +talking, till Mart grew sleepy and yawned. These meetings were +deliciously, calmly delightful, for Mrs. Gilman or Miss Franklin was +always present, and, though the talk was general, Ben talked for her +ears at times, but always impersonally, and she honored him for his +delicacy, his reserve, his respect for her position as a married woman, +recognizing the care with which he avoided everything which might +embarrass her. + +And now, by force of Mart's humble suing, her half-forgotten scruples +were revived. Her uneasiness began again. A decision was finally and +definitely thrust upon her. Instantly she was beset by all her doubts +and desires, and the sky darkened with clouds of trouble. + +To make Mart happy was still her wish, but the way was not so easy of +choice, nor so simple to follow as it had once seemed. The briers were +thick before her feet. There was so much of personal gratification, so +much of selfish pleasure, in remaining his companion, warmed and +defended by all the comfort and dignity which his wealth had brought to +her, that it seemed a kind of treachery to halt with her duty half done. +To be his spouse, to become the mother of his children, this alone would +entitle her to his bounty. "I can't do it!" she cried out--"I can't, I +can't!" And yet not to do his will was to remain a pensioner and to be +under indictment as an adventuress. + +She had read somewhere these words from a great philosopher: "The woman +who bears a child to any man should instantly be lawfully seized of +one-half his goods, for by that sublime act she takes her life in her +hand as truly as the soldier who charges upon an invading host. The +anguish of maternity should sanctify every woman." + +On the other side of her hedge lay enticing freedom. It seemed at times +as though to be again in the little office of the Golden Eagle Hotel +would be a more perfect happiness than this she now enjoyed--but that, +too, was illusory. How could she repay the money she had used? The +moment she left Marshall Haney she would not only be poor, she would be +profoundly in his debt. Where could she find the money to repay him and +to make her schooling possible? + +Perplexity was in her darkened eyes. Happiness and sorrow, doubt and +delight grew along each path--thickly interwoven--and decision became +each day more difficult. It was hateful to lie under the charge of +having married merely for a gambler's money, and yet to plunge her +mother and herself back into poverty would seem to others the act of one +insane. As she pondered the problem of her life she lost all of her +girlish lightness of heart and lay in her luxurious bed a brooding, +troubled woman. + +She could have gone on indefinitely with the half-filial, half-fraternal +relationship into which she and Mart had fallen, but the thought of that +other most intimate, most elemental union which his touch had made more +definite than ever before produced in her a shudder of repulsion, of +positive loathing. She could no longer endure the clasp of his hand, and +in spite of herself she was forced, by contrasting experience, to +acknowledge the allurement which lay in Ben Fordyce's handsome face and +strong and graceful body. + +"I must go away--for a while at least. I'll go back to the ranch and +think it over." + +And yet even the ranch was partly Haney's! How could she escape from her +indebtedness to him? To what could she turn to make a living? To leave +this big house and her horses, her garden, her dresses and jewels, +required heroic resolution, but what of the long days of toil and +dulness to which she must return? + +Worn with the ceaseless alternations of these thoughts, she fell into a +dream that was half a waking vision. She thought she had just packed a +bag with the gown she wore the night she came to Haney's rescue, when he +came shuffling into her room and said: "Where are you goin', darlin'?" + +She replied: "To the ranch--to think things over." + +The tears came to his eyes, and he said: "'Tis the sun out of me sky +when ye go, Bertie. Do not stay long." + +She promised to be back soon, but rode away with settled intent never to +return. + +No one knew her on the train, for she had drawn her veil close and sat +very still. It seemed that she went near the mine in some strange way, +and at the switch Williams got on the train to stop her and persuade her +to return. He was terribly agitated. "Didn't you know Mart is sick?" he +said, in a tone of reproach. It seemed as if a broad river of years +flowed between herself and the girl who used to see this queer little +man enter her hotel door--but he was unchanged. "You can't do this +thing!" he went on, his lips trembling with emotion. + +"What thing?" she asked. + +"Fordyce tells me you're going to throw poor old Mart overboard." + +"That's my notion--I can't be his wife, and so I'm getting out," she +answered. + +"But, girl, you can't do that!" and he swore in his excitement. "Mart +needs you--we all need you. It'll kill him." + +"I can't help it!" she answered, with infinite weariness in throat and +brain. "I pass it up, and go back to my brother." + +"I don't see why." + +"Because I've no right to Mart's money." + +"You're crazy to think of such a thing. You a queen! Who's goin' to +catch the money when you drop it?" he asked, and helplessly added: "I +don't believe you. You're kiddin', you're tryin' us out." + +"I'm doing nothing to earn this luxury." + +"Doing nothing! My God, you've made Mart Haney over new. You've +converted him--as they say, you've redeemed him. Let me tell you +something, little sister, Mart worships you. It does him good just to +_see_ you. You don't expect the moon to fry bacon, do you? Stars don't +run pumps! Mart is satisfied. Every time you speak to him or pass by him +he gets happy all the way through--I know, for I feel just the same." + +There was something in his eloquence that went to the heart of the +dreaming girl. If any one in her world was to be trusted it was this +ugly little man, who never presumed to ask even a smile for himself, and +whose unswerving loyalty to Mart made her own flight a base and cruel +act; and yet even as he pleaded his face faded and she fancied herself +stepping from the train in Sibley, unnoticed by even the hackmen, who +used to bring the humbler passengers of each train to the door of the +Golden Eagle Hotel. + +She walked up the sidewalk, surprised to find it changed to brick. The +hotel was gone, and in its place stood a saloon marked, "Haney's Place." +This hardened her heart again. "That settles it!" she said, bitterly. +"He's gone back to his old business." + +The road out to the ranch seemed very long and hot, but she had no +money, not a cent left with which to hire a carriage, and she kept +saying to herself: "If Mart knew this, he'd send Lucius and the machine. +I reckon he'd be sorry to see me walking in this dust. It's a good thing +I have my old brown dress on." She passed lovingly, regretfully over the +splendid gowns which hung in her wardrobe. "What will become of them?" +she asked. "Fan can't wear them." This called up a vision of Fan and her +eldest daughter, sweeping about in her splendor, her opera-cloak only +half encompassing the mother, while the girl swished over the floor in +the gown she had worn at her last dinner in the East. She laughed and +cried at the same time--it was painful to see them thus abused. + +Then she seemed suddenly to enter the grove of twisted, hag-like cedars +which stood upon the mesa back of the ranch-house. "By-and-by I will +look like this," she dreamed, and laid her hand on one that was ragged +and gnarled and gray with a thousand years of sun and wind, and even as +she stood there, with the old crones moaning round her, Ben suddenly +confronted her. + +Her first impulse was for flight, so sad and bitter was his face. She +began to pity him. His boyhood seemed to have slipped from him like a +gay cloak, revealing the stern man beneath. + +He met her gravely, self-containedly, yet with restrained passion, and +his voice was sternly calm as he began: "I have come to ask you what you +wish to do with Marshall Haney's inheritance? I will not be a party to +your action. I helped him plan out his will, and he said he could trust +you to do the right thing, and I have come to tell you that his will +must be yours." + +"What do you mean?" she asked. + +"He is dead!" he replied. + +Her heart turned to ice at the sound of his words, so clear, succinct, +and piercing; then the cedars began to wail and wail, and sway in +eldrich grief, but she who felt most remorse could not utter a sound to +prove her own despair; and in the tumult her dream ended abruptly, and +she woke to hear the night wind whistling weirdly through the screen of +her open window. + +She lay in silence, shuddering with the subsiding terror of her vision, +till she came to a full realization of the fact that it was all but a +night terror and that Mart was still alive and her decision not yet +irrevocably made. + +She shuddered again--not in grief, but in terror--as she relived the +vivid hour of self-chosen poverty which her dream had brought her. Yes, +the magic of wealth had spoiled her for Sibley and the ranch. To go back +there was impossible. "I will try the East," she said. "The Mosses will +help me." And yet to return to Chicago--after having played the grand +lady--would be bitterly hard. Suppose her friends should meet her with +cold eyes and hesitating words? Suppose they, too, had loved her money +and not herself? Suppose even Joe, who seemed as true as Williams, +should prove to be a selfish sycophant. Ah yes, it would be a different +city with the magic of Haney's money no longer hers to command. + +In this hour of deepest misery and despair the sheen of his gold +returned like sunlight after a storm; and yet, even as she permitted +herself to imagine how sweetly the new day would dawn with her +determination to remain the mistress of this great house, the old fear, +the new disgust, returned to plague her. Her love for Ben Fordyce came +also--and the knowledge that Alice was dying of a broken heart because +of Ben's growing indifference--all these perplexities made the coming of +sunlight a mockery. + +She rose to the new day quite as undecided as before and more deeply +saddened. One thing was plain--Ben should come no more to visit her--for +Alice's sake he must keep the impersonal attitude of the legal adviser. +In that way alone could even the semblance of peace be won. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +ALICE VISITS HANEY + + +Alice Heath was dying of something far subtler than "the White Death," +to which Haney so often referred. Tortured by Ben's studied tenderness +when at her side, she suffered doubly when he was away, knowing all too +well that his keenest pleasure now lay in Bertha's companionship. Her +doubt darkened into despair. In certain moments of exaltation she rose +to such heights of impersonal passion as to acknowledge fully, +generously, the claims of youth and health--admitting that she and +Marshall Haney were the offenders and not the young lovers, whose desire +for happiness was but an irresistible manifestation of the mystic force +which binds the generations together. + +"Why do we not quietly take ourselves off and make them happy?" she +asked herself. "Of what selfish quality is our love? Here am I only a +spiteful, hopeless invalid--I hate myself, I despise my body and +everything I am. I loathe my wrinkled face, my shrivelled hands, my flat +chest. I am fit only to be bride to death. I'm tired of the world--tired +of everything--and yet I do not die. Why can't I die?" + +These moods never soared high enough (or sank quite low enough) to +permit the final severing stroke, and she ended each of them in a flood +of tears, filled with ever-greater longing for the beautiful young lover +whose heart had wandered away from her. It was hard not to welcome him +when he came, but infinitely harder to send him away, for life held no +other solace, the day no other aim. + +In her saner moments she was aware of her own misdemeanor. She knew that +her morbid questioning, her ceaseless grievings were wearing away her +vital force, and that no doctor could ever again medicine her to sweet +sleep, that no wind or cloud would bring coolness to her burning brain. +"I am no longer worthy of any man's love," she admitted to her higher +self. + +She did not question Ben's honor--he was of those who keep faith. "He +has no hope of ever being other than the distant lover of Bertha Haney, +and he is ready to fulfil his word to me, but I will not permit him to +bind himself to me. It would be a crime to lay upon him the burden of a +wife old before her time, sterile and doomed to a slow decline." She +revolted, too, at the thought of having a husband, whose heart was +elsewhere, whose restless desire could not be held within the circuit of +his wife's arms--and yet she could not give him up. + +As her flesh lost its weight and her blood its warmth, her mind burned +with even more mysterious brightness, sending out rays of such perilous +sublimation that she was able to perceive, as no earthly inhabitant +should do, the jealously guarded secrets of those surrounding her, and +on the night of Bertha's struggle against her fate she divined in some +supersensuous way the tumult in the young wife's mind. + +She laughed at first with a cruel, bitter delight, but at last her +nobler self conquered and she resolved to have private speech with +Haney. She perceived a danger in the ever-deepening passion of the young +lovers. She began to fear that their love might soon break over all +barriers, and this she was still sane enough of thought and generous +enough of soul to wish to prevent. + +Her decision to act was hastened by a slurring paragraph in the morning +paper wherein veiled allusion was made to "a developing scandal." She +lay abed all the forenoon brooding over it, and when she rose it was to +dress for her visit to Haney. Sick as she was and almost hysterical with +her mood, she ordered a carriage and drove to the gambler's house, +hoping to find him alone, determined upon an interview. + +It chanced that he was sitting in his place upon the porch watching the +gardener spraying a tree. He greeted his visitor most cordially, +inviting her to a seat. "Bertie is down town, but she'll be back soon." + +"I'm glad she is away, Captain Haney, for I have something to say to you +alone." + +"Have you, indeed? Very well, I've nothing to do but listen--'tis not +for me to boss the gardener." + +She looked about with uneasy eyes, finding it very difficult to begin +her attack. "How much you've improved the place," she remarked, +irrelevantly, her voice betraying the deepest agitation. + +He looked at her white face in astonishment. "How are ye, the day, +miss?" + +"I'm better, thank you, but a little out of breath--I walked too fast, I +think." + +"Does the altitude make your heart jump, too?" he asked, solicitously. + +"No, my trouble is all in my mind--I mean my lungs," she answered. Then, +with a ghastly attempt at sprightliness, she added: "Now let's have a +nice long talk about symptoms--it's so comforting. How are _you_ feeling +these days?" + +Haney answered with unwonted dejection. "I'm not so well to-day, worse +luck. This is me day for thinkin' the doctors are right. They all agree +that me heart's overworked up here." His dejection was really due to +Bertha's moody silence. + +"I'm sorry to hear that. Do they think you may live safely at +sea-level?" + +"They say so. Me own feeling is that the climate is not to blame. 'Tis +age. I'm like a hollow-hearted tree, ready to fall with the first puff +of ill wind. I've never been a man since that devil blew me to pieces." + +She put her right hand upon his arm. "Is it not a shame that you and I +should stand in the way of two fine, wholesome, young people--shutting +them off from happiness?" + +He turned a glance upon her quite too penetrating to be borne. "You +mane--what?--who?" + +"I mean Bertha." + +"Do I stand in the way of her happiness?" + +She met the question squarely, speaking with tense, drawn lips. "Yes, +just as I do in Ben's way. We're neither of us fit to be married, and +they are." + +His eyes wavered. "That's true. I'm no mate for her--and yet I think +I've made her happy." He was silent a moment, then faltered: "Ye lay +your hand on a sore spot--ye do, surely. 'Tis true I've tried to have +the money make up for me other shortcomings." He ended almost humbly. + +"Money can do much, but it can't buy happiness." + +"That's true, too--but 'tis able to buy comfort, and that's next door to +happiness in the long-run, I'm thinkin'. But I'm watchin' her, and I +don't intend to stand in her way, miss. I've told her so, and when the +conquering lad comes along I mane to get out of the road." + +"Have you said that?" Her face reached towards his with sudden +intensity, and a snakelike brilliancy glittered in her eyes. "You've +gone as far as that?" + +"I have." + +"Then act, for the time has come to make your promise good. Bertha +already loves a man as every girl should love who marries happily, and +the gossips are even now busy with her name." + +He was hard hit, and slowly said: "I don't believe it! Who is the +man?--tell me!" He demanded this in a tone that was not to be denied. + +She delivered her sentence quickly. "She loves Ben. Haven't you seen it? +She has loved him from their first meeting. I have known it for a long +time, almost from the first; now everybody knows it, and the society +reporters are beginning their innuendoes. The next thing will be her +picture in the sensational press, and a scandal. Don't you know this? It +must not happen! We must make way for them--you and I. We cumber the +path." + +He sank back into his seat and studied her from beneath his overhanging +eyebrows as intently, as alertly, as silently as he was wont to do when +watching the faces of his opponents in a game of high hazard. There was +something uncanny, almost elfish, in the woman's voice and eyes, and yet +even before her words were fully uttered the truth stood revealed to +him. His eyes lost their stern glare, his hands, which had clutched the +arms of his chair, relaxed. "Are you sure?" he asked again, but more +gently. "You've got to be sure," he ended, almost in menace. + +"You may trust a jealous woman," she answered. "I don't blame +them--observe that. We are the ones to blame--we who are crippled and in +the way, and it is our duty to take ourselves off. What is the use of +spoiling their lives just for a few years of selfish gratification of +our own miserable selves?" + +He felt about for comfort. "They are young; they can wait," he +stammered, huskily. + +"But they _won't_ wait!" she replied. "Love like theirs can't wait. +Don't you understand? They are in danger of forgetting themselves? Can't +you see it? Ben talks of nothing else, dreams of nothing else but her, +and she is fighting temptation every day, and shows it. It's all so +plain to me that I can't bear to see them together. They have loved each +other from the very first night they met--I felt it that day we first +rode together. I've watched her grow into Ben's life till she absorbs +his every thought. He's a good boy, and I want to keep him so. He +respects your claim, and he is trying to be loyal to me, but he can't +hold out. I am ready to sacrifice myself, but that would not save him. +He loves your wife, and until you free her he is in danger of wronging +her and himself and you. I've given up. There is nothing more on this +earth for me! What do _you_ expect to gain by holding to a wife's +garment when she--the woman--is gone?" + +The wildness in her eyes and voice profoundly affected Haney, who was +without subtlety in affairs of the heart. The women he had known had +been mainly coarse-fibred or of brutish directness of passion and +purpose, and this woman's words and tone at once confused and appalled +him. All she said of his unworthiness as a husband was true. He had gone +to Sibley at first to win Bertha at less cost than making her his +wife--but of that he had repented, and on his death-bed (as he thought) +he had sought to endow her with his gold. Since then he had lived, but +only as half a man. Up to this moment he had hoped to regain his health, +but now every hope died within him. + +Part of this he admitted at once, but he ended brokenly: "'Tis a hard +task you set for me. She's the vein of me bosom. 'Tis easy talkin', but +the doin' is like takin' y'r heart in your two hands and throwin' it +away. I knew she liked the lad--I had no doubt the lad liked her--but I +did not believe she'd go to him so. I can't believe it yet--but I will +not stand in her way. As I told her, I did not expect to tie her to an +old hulk; I thought I was dying when I married her, and I only had the +ceremony then to make sure that me money should feed her and protect her +from the storms of the world. I wanted to take her out of a hole where +she was sore pressed, and I wanted to make her people comfortable. I've +brought her to this house. Me money has always been to her hand. It +rejoices me to see her spend it, and I've been hoping that these +things--me money--would make up for me poor, old, crippled body. I've +been a rough man. I lived as men who have no ties have always +lived--till I met her, then I quit the game. I put aside everything that +could make her ashamed. I'm no toad, miss--I know she has that in her +soul that can take her out of my level. Were I twenty years younger and +a well man I could folly her--but 'tis no use debating now. I'll talk +with her this night--" He paused abruptly and turned upon her with +piercing inquiry: "Have you discussed this with Ben?" + +She was beginning to tremble in face of the storm which she foresaw +looming before her. "No--I lacked the courage." + +A faintly bitter smile stirred his upper lip. "Shall I tell him what you +have said to me?" + +"No, no!" she exclaimed, in sudden affright, "I will tell him." + +"Be sure ye do. As for these editors, I have me own way of dealing with +them. I will soon know whether you are right or wrong. Ye're a sick +woman, and such, they say, have queer fancies. You admit you're jealous, +and I've heard that jealous women are built of hell-fire and vitriol. +Anyhow, you've not shaken me faith in me girl--but ye have in Ben, for I +know the heart of man. We're all alike when it comes to the question of +women." + +"Please don't misunderstand me--it is to keep them both what they are, +good and true, that I come to you--we must not tempt them to evil." + +"I understand what you say, miss, and I think you're honest, but you may +be mistaken. I saw her meet-up with fine young fellies in the East; I +could see they admired her--but she turned them down easily. She's no +weak-minded chippy, as I know on me own account--the more shame to me." + +"Of course she turns others down, for the reason that Ben fills her +heart." She began to weary of her self-imposed task. + +He, too, was tired. "We'll see, we'll see," he repeated musingly, and +gazed away towards the cloud-enshrouded peaks in sombre silence--the +lines of his lips as sorrowful as those of an old lion dying in the +desert, arrow-smitten and alone. He had forgotten the hand that pierced +his heart. + +Thus dismissed, she rose, her eyes burning like deep opals in the +parchment setting of her skin. + +"Life is so cruel!" she said. "I have wished a thousand times that love +had never come to me. Love means only sorrow at the end. Ben has been my +life, my only interest--and now--as he begins to forget--Oh, I can't +bear it! It will kill me!" She sank back into her chair, and, burying +her face, sobbed with such passion that her slight frame shook in the +tempest of it. + +Haney turned and looked at her in silence--profoundly stirred to pity by +her sobs, no longer doubting the reality of her despair. When he spoke +his voice was brokenly sweet and very tender. + +"'Tis a bitter world, miss, and me heart bleeds for such as you. 'Tis +well ye have a hope of paradise, for, if all you say is true, ye must go +from this world cheated and hungry like meself. Ye have one comfort that +I have not--'tis not your own doing. Ye've not misspent your life as I +have done. What does it all show but that life is a game where each man, +good or bad, takes his chance. The cards fall against you and against me +without care of what we are. I can only say I take me chances as I take +the rain and the sun." + +Her paroxysm passed and she rose again, drawing her veil closely over +her face. "Good-bye. We will never meet again." + +"Don't say that," he said, struggling painfully to his feet. "Never is a +long time, and good-bye a cruel, sad word to say. Let's call it 'so +long' and better luck." + +"You are not angry with me?" she turned to ask. + +"Not at all, miss--I thank ye fer opening me eyes to me selfishness." + +"Good-bye." + +"So long! And may ye have better luck in the new deal, miss." + +As she turned at the gate she saw him standing as she had left him, his +brow white and sad and stern, his shoulders drooping as if his strength +and love of life had suddenly been withdrawn. + +While still in this mood she sent word to Ben that she wished to see him +at once, and he responded without delay. + +He was appalled by the change in her. Her interview with Haney had +profoundly weakened her, chilled her. She was like some exquisite lamp +whose golden flame had grown suddenly dim, and Fordyce was filled with +instant, remorseful tenderness. His sense of duty sprang to arms, and +without waiting for her to begin he said: "I hate to think of you as a +pensioner in this house. You should be in your own home--our home--where +I could take care of you. Come, let me take you out of this private +hospital--that's what it is." + +She struggled piteously to assure him that she would be back to par in a +few days, but he was thoroughly alarmed and refused to listen to further +delay. + +"Your surroundings are bad, you need a change." + +She read him to the soul, knew that this argument sprang not from love, +but from pity and self-accusation; therefore, forcing a light tone, she +answered: "I don't feel able to take command of a cook and second girl +just yet, Bennie dear; besides, you're all wrong about this being a bad +atmosphere for me. I'm horribly comfortable here, my own sister couldn't +be kinder than Julia is. No, no, wait a few months longer till you get +settled a little more securely in business; I may pick up a volt or two +more of electricity by that time." Then as she saw his face darken and a +tremor run over his flesh, she lost her self-control and broke forth +with sudden, bitter intensity: "Why don't you throw me over and marry +some nice girl with a healthy body and sane mind? Why cheat yourself and +me?" + +He recoiled before her question, too amazed to do more than exclaim +against her going on. + +She was not to be checked. "Let us be honest with ourselves. You know +perfectly well I'm never going to get better--I do, if you don't. I may +linger on in this way for years, but I will never be anything but a +querulous invalid. Now that's the bitter truth. You mustn't marry me--I +won't let you!" Then her mood changed. "And yet it's so hard to go on +alone--even for a little way." + +Her eyes closed on her hot tears, her head drooped, and Ben, putting his +arm about her neck and pressing her quivering face against his breast, +reproached her very tenderly: "I won't let you say such things, +dearest--you must not! You're not yourself to-day." + +"Oh yes, I am! My mind is very clear, too horribly clear. Ben dear, I +mean all I say--you shall not link yourself to me. I have no delusions +now. I'll never be well again--and you must know it." + +"Oh yes, you will! Don't give up! You're only tired to-day. You're +really much better than you were last week." + +"No, I'm not! Let us not deceive ourselves any longer. The change of +climate has not done me good. We waited too long. It has all been a +mistake. Let me go back to Chester--I'm afraid to die out here. I can't +bear the thought of being buried in this soil. It's so bleak and lonely +and alien. I want to go back to the sweet, kindly hills--perhaps I can +reconcile myself to death there--to sink into the earth on this plain is +too dreadful." + +He struggled against the weight of her sorrowful pleadings. "This is +only a mood, dearest; you are over-tired and things look black to you--I +have such days--everybody has these hours of depression, but we must +fight them. It would be so much better for us both if I were your +husband, then I could be with you and watch over you every hour. I could +help you fight these dismal moods. It would be my hourly care. Come, +let's go out and seriously set to work to find a cottage." + +She was silenced for the moment, but when he had finished his +counter-plea she looked up at him with deep-set glance and quietly said: +"Ben, it's all wrong. It was wrong from the very beginning. You are +lashing yourself into uttering these beautiful words, and you do not +realize what you are saying. I am too old for you--Now listen--it's +true! I'm twenty years older in spirit. I haven't been really well for +ten years. You talk of fighting this. Haven't I fought? I've danced when +I should have been in bed. I've had a premonition of early decay for +years--that's why I've been so reckless of my strength. I couldn't bear +to let my youth pass dully--and now it's gone! Wait!--I've deceived you +in other ways. I've been full of black thoughts, I've been jealous and +selfish all along. You deserve the loveliest girl in the world, and it +is a cruel shame for me to stand in the way of your happiness just to +have you light my darkness for a few hours. I know what you want to +say--you think you can be happy with me. Ben, it's only your foolish +sense of honor that keeps you loyal to me--I don't want that--I won't +have it! Take back your pledge." She pushed away from him and twisted a +ring from her finger. "Take this, dear boy, you are absolutely free. Go +and be happy." + +He drew back from her hand in pain and bewilderment. "Alice, you are +crazy to say such things to me." He studied her with suffering in his +eyes. "You are delirious. I am going to send the doctor to you at once." + +"No, I'm not delirious. I know only too well what I'm saying--I have +made my decision. I will never wear this ring again." She turned his +words against himself. "You must not marry a crazy woman." + +"I didn't mean that--you know what I meant. All you say is morbid and +unreasonable, and I will not listen to it. You are clouded by some sick +fancy to-day, and I will go away and send a physician to cure you of +your madness." + +She thrust the ring into his hand and rose, her face tense, her eyes +wonderfully big and luminous. She seemed at the moment to renew her +health and to recover the imperious grace of her radiant youth as she +exaltedly said: "Now I am free! You must ask me all over again--and when +you do, I will say _no_." + +He sat looking up at her, too bewildered, too much alarmed to find words +for reply. He really thought that she had gone suddenly mad--and yet all +that she said was frightfully reasonable. In his heart he knew that she +was uttering the truth. Their marriage was now impossible--a bridal veil +over that face was horrifying to think upon. + +She went on: "Now run away--I'm going to cry in a moment and I don't +want you to see me do it. Please go!" + +He rose stiffly, and when he spoke his voice was quivering with anxiety. +"I am going to send Julia to you instantly." + +"No, you're not. I won't see her if you do. She can't help me--nobody +can, but you--and I won't let you even see me any more. I'm going home +to Chester to-morrow; so kiss me good-bye--and go." + +He kissed her and went blindly out, their engagement ring tightly +clinched in his hand. It seemed as if a wide, cold, gray cloud had (for +the first time) entirely covered his sunny, youthful world. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +MARSHALL HANEY'S SENTENCE + + +After Alice Heath's carriage had driven away, Haney returned to his +chair, and with eyes fixed upon the distant peaks gave himself up to a +review of all that the sick woman had said, and entered also upon a +forecast of the game. + +He was not entirely unprepared for her revelation. He was, indeed, too +wise not to know that Bertha must sometime surely find in another and +younger man her heart's hunger, but his wish had set that dark day far +away in the future. Moreover, he had relied on her promise to confide in +him, and it hurt him to think that she had not fulfilled her pledge; yet +even in this he sought excuses for her. + +"She may love him without knowing it. Anyhow, he's a fine young lad, far +better for her than an old shoulder-shot cayuse like meself." His sense +of unworthiness became the solvent of other and sweeter emotions. His +wealth no longer seemed capable of bridging the deep chasm widening +between them. + +This day had shown a black sky to him, even before Alice Heath's +disturbing call, for Bertha had been darkly brooding at breakfast, and +silent at lunch, and immediately after rising from the table had gone +away alone, without a word of explanation to any member of her +household. She had not even taken her dogs with her, and her face was +set and almost sullen as she passed out of the door and down the walk. +All this was so unlike her that Mart was greatly troubled. It gave +weight and significance to every word of Alice Heath's warning. + +Bertha was gone till nearly six o'clock, and her mood seemed no whit +lightened as she entered the gate and came slowly up the walk. To Mart's +humbly spoken query, "What troubles ye, darlin'?" she made no reply, but +went at once to her room. + +The old gambler seemed pitiably helpless and forlorn as he sat there in +his accustomed chair waiting her return. The bees and birds were busy +among the vines, and all the well-oiled machinery of his splendid home +was going forward to the end that his sweet girl-wife should be served. +If she were unhappy, of what value were these soft rugs, these savory +dishes, this shining silver? There was, in truth, something mocking and +terrifying in the swift, well-trained action of the servants, who went +about their tasks unmoved and apparently unacquainted with any change in +the mind of their young mistress. + +In the kitchen the cook was carefully compounding the soup while +watching the roast. Lucius, deft and absorbed, was preparing the table, +arranging the coffee service and deciding upon the china. On the seat +under the pear-trees Miss Franklin was chatting with Mrs. Gilman, and in +the barn the coachman could be heard giving the horses their evening +taste of green grass--"and yet how empty, aimless, and foolish it all is +if Bertha is unhappy," thought the master. + +He grew alarmed for fear she would not come down; but at last he heard +her light step on the stairs, and when she came in view his dim eyes +were startled by the transformation in her. She had put on the plainest +of her gowns, and she wore no jewels. By other ways which he felt but +could not analyze she expressed some portentous shift of mood. He could +not define why, but her step scared him, so measured and resolute it +seemed. + +She called to her mother and Miss Franklin and then asked, "Has dinner +been announced?" + +Her tone was quiet and natural, and Mart was relieved. He answered with +attempt at jocularity, "Lucius is this minute winkin' at me over the +soup-tureen." + +As they took seats at the table Mrs. Gilman exclaimed, "Why, dearie, +where did you dig up that old waist?" + +"Will it do to visit Sibley in?" + +"No indeed! I should say not. When you go back there I want you to wear +the best you've got. They'll consider it an insult if you don't." + +A faint smile lighted Bertha's pale face. "I don't think they'll take it +so hard as all that." + +"Are you goin' to Sibley?" asked Mart, an anxious tone in his voice. + +"I thought of it. Mother is going over to-night, and I rather guess I'll +run over with her. I've never been back, you see, since that night." + +There was something ominous in her restraint, in her abstraction of +glance, and especially in her lack of appetite. She took little account +of her guests and seemed profoundly engaged upon some inward +calculation. The beautifully spread table, which would have thrilled her +a few short weeks ago, was powerless to even hold her gaze, and it was +Lucius (deft and watchful) who brought the meal to a successful +conclusion--for the mother was awed and helpless in the presence of the +queenly daughter whom wealth had translated into something almost too +high and shining for her to lay hand upon. + +Miss Franklin did her best, but she was not a person of light and +dancing intellectual feet, and she had never understood Haney, anyhow. +Altogether it was a dismal and difficult half-hour. + +When the coffee came on Bertha rose abruptly, saying, "Come out into the +garden, Mart, I've got something to say to you." + +He obeyed with a sense of being called to account, and as they walked +slowly across the grass, which the light of a vivid orange sunset had +made transcendently green, he glanced to the west with foreboding that +this was the last time he should look upon the kingly peak at sunset +time. A flaming helmet of cloud shone upon the chief, and all the lesser +heights were a deep, purple bank out of which each serrate summit rose +without perspective, sharply set against the other like a monstrous +silhouette of cardboard. + +It should have been indeed a very sweet and odorous and peaceful hour. +The murmur of the water from the fountain had the lulling sound of a +hive of bees as they settle to rest, and to the suffering man it seemed +impossible that this, his cherished world, could change to the black +chaos which the loss of his adorable wife would bring upon it. + +The settee was of wire, and curved so that when they had taken seats +they faced each other, and the sight of her, so slender, so graceful, so +womanly, filled him with a fury of hate against the assassin who had +torn him to pieces, making him old before his time, a cripple, impotent, +inert, and scarred. + +Bertha did not wait for him to begin, and her first words smote like +bullets. "Mart, I'm going back to Sibley." + +He looked at her with startled eyes--his brow wrinkling into sorrowful +lines. "For how long?" + +"I don't know--it may be a good while. I'm going away to think things +over." Then she added, firmly, "I may not come back at all, Mart." + +"For God's sake, don't say that, girlie! You don't mean that!" His voice +was husky with the agony that filled his throat. "I can't live without +ye now. Don't go--that way." + +"I've _got_ to go, Mart. My mind ain't made up to this proposition. I +don't know about living with you any more." + +"Why not? What's the matter, darlin'? Can't ye put up with me a little +longer? I know I'm only a piece of a man--but tell me the truth. Can't +you stay with me--as we are?" + +She met him with the truth, but not the whole truth. "Everybody thinks I +married you for your money, Mart--it ain't true--but the evidence is all +against me. The only way to prove it a lie is to just naturally pull out +and go back to work. I hate to leave, so long as you--feel about me as +you do--but, Mart, I'm 'bleeged' to do it. My mind is so stirred up--I +don't enjoy anything any more. I used to like everything in the +house--all my nice things--the dresses and trinkets you gave me. It was +fun to run the kitchen--now it all goes against the grain some way. Fact +is, none of it seems mine." + +His eyes were wet with tears as he said: "It's all my fault. It's all +because of what I said last night--" + +She stopped him. "No, it ain't that--it ain't your fault, it's mine. +Something's gone wrong with _me_. I love this home, and my dogs and +horses and all--and yet I can't enjoy 'em any more. They don't belong to +me--now that's the fact, Mart." + +"I'll make 'em yours, darlin', I'll deed 'em all over to you." + +"No, no, that won't do it. My mind has got to change. It's all in my +mind. Don't you see? I've got to get away from the whole outfit and +think it all out. If I can come back I will, but you mustn't bank on my +return, Mart. You mustn't be surprised if I settle on the other side of +the range." + +"I know," he said, sadly. "I know your reason and I don't blame you. +'Tis not for an old derelict like me to hold you--but you must let me +give you some of me money--'tis of no value to me now. If ye do not let +me share it with you me heart will break entirely." + +"I haven't a right to a cent of it, Mart--I owe you more than I can ever +pay. No, I can't afford to take another cent." + +In the pause which followed his face took on a look of new resolution. +"Bertie, I've had something happen to me to-day. I've learned something +I should have known long since." + +Her look of surprise deepened into dismay as he went on: "I know what's +the matter with you, girlie. 'Tis after seeing Ben your face always +shines. You love him, Bertie--and I don't blame you--" + +A carriage driving up to the gate brought diversion, and she sprang up, +her face flushed, her eyes big and scared. "There comes Dr. Steele! I'd +plumb forgot about his call." + +"So had I," he answered, as he rose to meet his visitor. + +Dr. Steele, a gray-haired, vigorous man, entered the gate and came +hurriedly up the path, something fateful in his stride. He greeted them +both casually, smilelessly. "I've got to get that next train," he +announced, mechanically looking at his watch, "and that leaves me just +twenty minutes in which to thump you." + +Bertha was in awe of this blunt, tactless man of science, and as they +moved towards the house listened in chilled silence while he continued: +"Brent writes me that you were doing pretty well down by the lake. Why +didn't you stay? He says he advised you not to come back." + +"This is me home," answered Haney, simply. + +Lucius took Bertha's place at Mart's shoulder and the three men went +into the library, leaving her to wait outside in anxious solitude. There +was something in the doctor's manner which awed her, filled her with new +conceptions, new duties. + +Steele was one of these cold-blooded practitioners who do not believe in +the old-fashioned manner. "Cheery suggestion" was nonsense to him. His +examination was to Bertha, as to Haney, a dreaded ordeal. However, Brent +had advised it, and they had agreed to submit to it, and now here he +was, and upon his judgment she must rest. + +For half an hour she waited in the hall, almost without moving, so +far-reaching did this verdict promise to be. Her anxiety deepened into +fear as Steele came out of the room and walked rapidly towards her. +"He's a very sick man," he burst forth, irritably. "Get him away from +here as quickly as you can--but don't excite him. Don't let him exert +himself at all till you reach a lower altitude. Keep him quiet and +peaceful, and don't let him clog himself up with starchy food--and above +all, keep liquors away from him. He shouldn't have come back here at +all. Brent warned him that he couldn't live up here. Slide him down to +sea-level--if he'll go--and take care of him. His heart will run along +all right if he don't overtax it. He'll last for years at sea-level." + +"He hates to leave--he says he won't leave," she explained. + +The man of science shrugged his shoulders. "All right! He can take his +choice of roads"--he used an expressive gesture--"up or down. One leads +to the New Jerusalem and is short--as he'll find out if he stays here. +Good-night! I must get that train." + +"Wait a minute!" she called after him. "Is there anything I can do? Did +you leave any medicine?" + +He turned and came back. "Yes, a temporary stimulant, but medicine is of +little use. If you can get away to-morrow, you do it." + +She stood a few minutes at the library door listening, waiting, and at +last (hearing no sound), opened the door decisively and went in. + +Haney, ghastly pale, in limp dejection, almost in collapse, was seated +in an easy-chair, with Lucius holding a glass to his lips. He was +stripped to his undershirt and looked like a defeated, gray old +gladiator, fallen helpless in the arena, deserted by all the world save +his one faithful servant--and Bertha's heart was wrenched with a deep +pang of pity and remorse as she gazed at him. The doctor's warning +became a command. To desert him in returning health was bad enough, to +desert him now was impossible. + +Running to him, all her repugnance gone, all her tenderness awake, she +put her arm about his shoulders. "Oh, Mart, did he hurt you? Are you +worse?" + +He raised dim eyes to her, eyes that seemed already filmed with death's +opaque curtains, but bravely, slowly smiled. "I'm down but not out, +darlin'. That brute of a doctor jolted me hard; I nearly took the +count--but I'm--still in the ring. Harness me up, Lucius. I'll show that +sawbones the power of mind over matter--the ould croaker!" + +He recovered rapidly and was soon able to stagger to his feet. Then, +with a return of his wonted humor, he stretched out his big right arm. +"I'm not to be put out of business by wan punch from an old puddin' like +Steele. I am not the 'stiff' he thinks. He had me agin the ropes, 'tis +true, but I'll surprise him yet." + +"What did he say?" she persisted in demanding. + +He shook his head. "That's bechune the two of us," he nodded warningly +at Lucius. "For one thing, he says me heart can't stand the high +country. 'It's you to the deep valley,' says he." + +Her decision was ready. "All right, then _we go_!" + +He faced her quickly. "Did ye say WE, Bertie? Did ye say it, +sweetheart?" + +"I did, Mart--I've changed my mind once more. I'm goin' to stick by +you--till you're settled somewhere. I won't leave till you're better." + +The tears blinded his eyes again, and his lips twitched. "You're God's +own angel, Bertie, but I don't deserve it. No, stay you here--I'm not +worth your sacrifice. No, no, I can't have it! Stay here with Ben and +look after the mines." + +Her face settled in lines that were not girlish as she repeated: "It's +up to me to go, and I'm going, Mart! I didn't realize how bad it was for +you here--I didn't, really!" + +"It's all wrong, I'm afraid--all wrong," he answered, "but the Lord +knows I need you worse than ever." + +"Shut off on all that!" she commanded. "Lucius, help me take him outside +where the air is better." + +Mart put the man away. "One is enough," he said, brusquely; and so, +leaning on his strong, young wife, he went slowly out into the dusk +where the mother and Miss Franklin were sitting, quite unconscious of +the deep significance of the doctor's visit. "Not a word to them," +warned Haney--"at any rate, not to-night." + +They were now both facing the pain of instantly abandoning all these +beautiful and ministering material conditions which money had called +round them. It seemed so foolish, so incredibly silly--this mandate of +the physician. Could any place on the earth be more healthful, more +helpful to human life than this wide-porched, cool-halled house, this +garden, this air? What difference could a few thousand feet make on the +heart's action? + +The thought of putting away all hope of seeing Ben Fordyce came at last +to overtop all Bertha's other regrets as the lordly peak overrode the +clouds--and yet she was determined to go. Very quietly she told her +mother that she had decided to put off her visit to Sibley, and at 10:30 +she drove down to the station and sent her away composedly. At the +moment she was glad to get her out of the town, so that she should not +share in the grief of next day's departure. To Miss Franklin she then +confided the doctor's warning, and together they began to pack. + +Haney, with lowering brow and bleeding heart, went to his bed denouncing +himself. "I have no right to her. 'Tis the time for me to step out. If +the doctor knows his business, 'tis only a matter of a few weeks, +anyhow, when my seat in the game will be empty. Why not stay here in me +own home and so end it all comfortably?" + +This was so simple--and yet he spent most of the night fighting the +desire to live out those years the doctor had promised him. It was so +sweet to sit opposite that dear girl-face of a morning, to feel her hand +on his hair--now and again. "She's only a child--she can wait ten years +and still be young." But then came the thought: "'Tis harder for her to +wait than it is for me to go. 'Tis mere selfishness. What can I do in +the world? I have no interest in the game outside of her. No, Mart, the +consumptive is right, 'tis up to you to slip away, genteel and quiet, so +that your widow will not be troubled by anny gossip." + +To use the pistol was easy, the handle fitted his hand, but to die so +that no shock or shame would come to her, that was his problem. "I will +not leave her the widow of a suicide," he resolved. "I must go so sly, +so casual-like, that no one will be able to point the finger at her or +Ben." + +"Can I visit the mine once more?" he had asked Steele. "No," the doctor +had replied. "To go a thousand feet higher than this would be fatal." + +As he mused on this he began to feel the wonder of the body in which he +dwelt. That a machine so bulky and so gross could be so delicate that a +change in the pressure of the atmosphere might be fatal astonished him. +"I'll soon know," he said, "for I cross the range to-morrow." + +The dark shadow of the unseen world, once so dim and far, now rose +formidable as a mountain on the horizon of his thought. It was so +difficult to leave the house in which he had found peace and a strange +kind of happiness (the happiness of a soldier home on parole, +convalescent and content under the apple-trees)--it was very hard--and +the tenderness, the care, to which his little wife had returned and +which filled his heart with sweetness, added to his irresolution. + +He fell into deep sleep at last, still in debate with himself. + +He woke quietly next morning, like a child, and as his eyes took in the +big room in which he had slept for a year, surrounded by such luxury as +he had never dreamed of having (even for a day), life seemed very easy +of continuance, and Steele a mistaken egotist, a foul destroyer of men's +peace; but as he rose to dress and saw himself in the glass, the figure +he presented decided his hand. Was this Mart Haney--this unshaven, +haggard, and wrinkled old man? + +Leaning close to the mirror, he studied his face as if it were a mask. +Deep creases ran down on either side of the nose, giving to his gaze the +morose expression of an aged, slavering mastiff. His nerveless cheeks +depended. His neck was stringy. Puffy sacs lay under the eyes, and the +ashen pallor of his skin told how the heart was laboring to maintain +life's red current in its round. + +As he looked his decision was taken. "Mart, the game has run mostly in +your favor for twenty-five years--but 'tis agin ye now. The quiet old +gentleman with the bony grin holds the winning fist. Lay down your cards +and quit the board this day, like a man. Why drag on like this for a +year or two more, a burden to yourself and a curse to her." + +And yet, though crippled and gray, death was somehow more dreadful to +him at this moment than when in his remorseless and powerful young +manhood he had looked again and again into the murderous eyes of those +who were eager to shed his blood. He shivered at the thought of the dark +river, as those whose limbs having grown pale and thin dread the cold +wind of the night. + +"I wonder is the mother over there waitin' fer me?" he half whispered. +"If ye are, your soul will be floating far above me in the light, while +I--burdened by me sins--must wallow below in purgatory. But I go, and +the divil take his toll." + +There was not much preparation to be made. His will was written, fully +attested, and filed in a safe place. His small personal belongings he +was willing to leave in Bertha's hands. It was hardest of all to vanish +without a word of good-bye to any soul, but this was essential to his +plan. "No one must suspect design in me departure," he muttered. "I must +drop out--_by accident_. I must cut loose during the day, too--no night +trips for me--in a way that will look natural. If Steele knows his +business, Mart Haney will go out of the game on the summit, if not, 'tis +easy for a cripple to stagger and fall from a rock. Thank God, I leave +her as I found her--small credit to me in that." + +Lucius, coming in soon after, found his master unexpectedly cheerful and +vigorous. + +In answer to his query, the gambler said: "I take me medicine, Lucius, +like a Cheyenne. 'Tis all in the game. Some man must lose in order that +another may win. The wheel rolls and the board is charged in favor of +the bank. Damn the man that squeals when the cards fall fair." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +VIRTUE TRIUMPHS + + +Mart maintained his deceptive cheer at the breakfast-table, and the +haggard look of the earlier hour passed away as he resolutely attacked +his chop. He spoke of his exile in a tone of resignation--mixed with +humor. "Sure, the old dad will have the laugh on us. He told us this was +the jumpin'-off place." + +"What will we do about the house?" asked Bertha. "Will we sell or rent?" + +"Nayther. Lave it as it is," replied he quickly. "So long as I live I +want to feel 'tis here ready for ye whinever ye wish to use it. 'Tis not +mine. Without you I never would have had it, and I want no other +mistress in it. Sure, every chair, every picture on the walls is there +because of ye. 'Tis all you, and no one else shall mar it while I live." + +This was the note which was most piercing in her ears, and she hastened +to stop it by remarking the expense of maintaining the place--its +possible decay and the like; but to all this he doggedly replied: "I +care not. I'd rather burn it and all there is in it than turn it over to +some other woman. Go you to Ben and tell him my will concerning it." + +This gave a new turn to her thought. "I don't want to do that. Why don't +you go and tell him yourself?" + +"Didn't the doctor say I must save meself worry? I hate to ask ye to +shoulder the heavy end of this proposition." His face lost its forced +smile. "I'm a sick man, darlin'; I know it now, and I must save meself +all I can. Ye may send Lucius down and bring him up, or we'll drive down +and see him; maybe the ride would do me good, but I can't climb them +stairs ag'in." + +The temptation to see Ben once more, alone in the bright office, proved +too great for Bertha's resolution, and she answered: "All right, I'll +go, but only to bring him down to you. You must give the orders about +the house." + +In spite of his iron determination to be of good cheer in her presence, +Mart's lips quivered with pain of parting as he looked round the +splendid dining-room, into which the sunlight was pouring. Suddenly he +broke forth: "Ye _must_ stay here, darlin'--never mind me. 'Tis a sin +and a shame to ask ye to lave all this to go with a poor old--" + +"Stop that!" she called, sharply. "I won't listen to any such talk," and +he said no more. + +They decided to go down about ten o'clock, when the daily tide of his +life rode highest. This hour suited his own plan, for a train left for +the mountains not long after, and he had resolved to make his escape +while Bertha was with Ben in the office. "There will be no need of any +change in the house," he thought, "but 'twill do no hurt for them to +talk it all over." + +For an hour or two he hobbled about the yard and garden, taking a final +look at the horses and dogs, and his face was very lax and gray and his +voice broken as he talked with his men, who had learned of the doctor's +orders, and were awkwardly silent with sympathy. He soon grew tired and +came back to the porch to rest and wait for the hour of his departure. +Settling into his accustomed chair, which faced directly upon the +mountains over which the sun, wearing to the south, was beginning to +hang its vivid shadows, he sat like a man of bronze. The clouds which +each day clothed the scarred and naked peaks with a mantle of ermine and +purple, were already assembling. The range assumed a new and +overpowering grandeur in his eyes, for it typified the Big Divide, which +lay between him and the country of the soundless, dawnless night. + +Up that deep fold which lay between the chieftain and his consort to the +north ran the western way--a trail with no returning footprints; and the +thought made his heart beat painfully, while a sense of the wonder and +the terror of death came to him. He was going away as the wounded +grizzly crawls to the thicket to die, unseen of his kind, even of his +mate. + +To never return! To mount and mount, each league separating him forever +from the mansion he had come to enjoy, the wife he loved better than his +own life. "I cannot believe it," he whispered, "and yet I must make it +so." + +Then he began to wonder, grimly, just when his heart would fail, just +where it would burst like a rotten cinch. "Will it be on the train? +Suppose I last to the coal-switch, then I must climb to the mine. +Suppose I live to reach the mine, then what? Oh, well, 'tis easy to slip +from the cliff." + +Meanwhile, out under the trees, the gardener was spading turf, the +lawn-mower was purring briskly and as though no sentence of death had +been passed upon the master of the place. In this Haney saw the world's +action typified. The individual is of little value--the race alone +counts. + +He shuffled down to meet the carriage at the gate, and Lucius helped him +in before Bertha could reach him, and they drove off down the street so +exactly in their usual way that Bertha was moved to say: "I don't +believe it! I can't realize we're quitting this town to-morrow." + +"No more can I, but I reckon it's good-bye all the same--for me, anyhow. +I despise meself for asking ye to go, darlin'--I _don't_ ask it. Stay +you! I'm not demanding anything at all. 'Tis fitter for me to go alone. +Stay on, darlin'--'twill comfort me to lave ye safe and happy here." + +She shook her head with quite as much determination as he. "No, Mart, my +mind is made up--I know my job, and I'm going to muckle to it like a +little lady, so don't fuss." + +The air was beautifully clear and bracing, and a minute later Haney +remarked, sadly: "I reckon the doctor knows his trade, but 'tis bitter +nonsense to me when a man says the murky wind of the low country is +better for a sick man than this." + +She was very tender at heart as she replied: "I'm afraid he's right, +Mart. I could see you weren't so well here; but I was selfish--I tried +to argue different. You'll be better down below, that's dead certain." + +"Well, the bets are all laid and the wheel spinning. I'm ready to take +me exile--but I hate to drag ye down with me." + +"Don't worry about me," she answered, with intent to reassure him. "To +be honest, I kind o' like the East." + +At the door of Ben's office building she got out, leaving him in the +carriage. As she looked back at him from the doorway something which +seemed like anguish in his face moved her, and she returned to the wheel +to say, "Never mind, Mart, we'll buy a new home down there." + +He was struggling as if with the pangs of death, but he said, "'Tis +childish, I know, but I hate to say good-bye to it all." + +She patted his hand as if soothing a child, and, turning, mounted the +stairway. How weak and old he seemed at the moment! + +Fordyce was at work. She could hear his typewriter click laboriously (he +was his own typist as yet), and she stood for a moment in the hall with +hand pressed hard upon her bosom, the full significance of this last +visit overwhelming her. Here was the end of her own happiness--the +beginning of long-drawn misery and heart-hunger. Her blood beat +tumultuously in her throat, and each throb was a physical, smothering +pain. + +At last she grew calmer and knocked. Ben opened the door, and his face +shone with joy. "You're late!" he reproachfully exclaimed; then, as he +peered into the hall, he asked, "Where's the Captain?" + +She was very white as she answered: "He can't come up this morning. He +ain't able." + +"Is he worse?" His face expressed swift concern. + +"Yes--Dr. Steele came last night and examined him--" + +"What did he say?" + +"He told us to 'get out' of here--quick." + +He drew her in and shut the door. "Tell me all about it. What is the +matter?" + +"It's his heart. He can't stand it here. We've got to get away--down the +slope--to-morrow." + +"Not to stay?" + +"That's what Steele says. Mart's in bad shape." + +He searched her face with earnest gaze. "I can't understand that. He +seemed so happy and so much better, too." + +"He's been a good deal worse than he let on, or else he fooled himself. +The doctor found his heart jumping cogs right along." + +"And he positively ordered you to go below?" + +"Yes--he scared me. He said Mart might die any minute--if he stayed." + +In the silence that followed his face became almost as white as her own, +for he understood and shared her temptation. At last he said, slowly, +"And you are going with him?" + +"Yes, I must. Don't you see I must?" + +He understood, too. Haney had refused to go without her, and to stay +would be to shorten his life. + +"How did the Captain take it?" he asked with effort. + +"Mighty hard at first, but he's fairly cheerful to-day. He wants to +leave me here--but I'm going with him. It's my business to be where he +is," she added. "He sure needs me now." + +"What are you going to do with the house?" + +"Leave it just as it is. He won't sell it or rent it. He wants you to +look after all his business just the same--" + +"I can't do that." + +"Why not?" + +"Because I don't intend to stay here." As he spoke his excitement +mounted. "My little world was all askew before you came. You've put the +finishing-touch to it. I'm ready to make my own will at this moment." + +"You mustn't talk that way," she admonished. "I don't like to see you +lose your grip." Her words were commonplace, but her hesitating, +tremulous voice betrayed her and exalted him. "I'm--we are depending on +you." + +His face, his eyes, filled her with light. She forgot all the rest of +the world for the moment, and he, looking upon her with a knowledge that +she loved him and was about to leave him, spoke fatefully--as if the +words came forth in spite of his will. "You don't seem to realize how +deeply I'm going to miss you. You cannot know how much your presence +means to me here in this small town. I will not stay on without the hope +of seeing you. If you go, I will not remain here another day." + +She fought against the feeling of pride, of joy, which these words gave +her. "You mustn't say that--you've got to stay with Alice." + +"Alice!" his voice rose. "Alice has given me back my ring and is going +home. When you are gone, what is left in this town for me?" He rose and +walked up and down, a choking sob in his throat. "My God! It's horrible +to feel our good days ending in a crash like this. What does it all +mean? I refuse to admit that our shining little world is only a house of +cards. Are we never to see each other again? I refuse to say good-bye. I +won't have it so!" He faced her again with curt inquiry. "Where are you +going to live?" + +"I don't know--maybe in Chicago--maybe in New York." + +"No matter where it is, I will come to you. I cannot lose you out of my +life--I will not!" + +"No, you mustn't do that. It ain't square to Mart--I can't see you any +more--now." + +He seized upon the significance of that little final word. "What do you +mean by _now_? Do you mean because Mart is worse? Or do you mean that I +have forfeited your good-will by my own action?" He came closer to her +and his voice was low and insistent as he continued: "Or do you +mean--something very sweet and comforting to me? Do you love me, Bertie? +Do you? Is that your meaning?" + +She struggled against him as she answered: "I don't know--Yes, I do +know--it ain't right for me--for you to say these things to me while I +am Mart Haney's wife." + +He caught at her hands and looked upon her with face grown older and +graver as he bitterly wailed: "Why couldn't we have met before you went +to him? You must not go with him now, for you are mine at heart, you +belong to me." + +She rose with instinctive desire to flee, but he held her hands in both +of his and hurried on: "You do love me! I am sure of it! Why try to +conceal it? You would marry me if you were free?" His eyes pierced her +as he proceeded, transformed by the power of his own plea. "We belong to +each other--don't you know we do? I am sorry for Alice, but I do not +love her--I never loved her as I love you. She understands this. That is +why she has returned my ring--there is nothing further for me to say to +her. As for Marshall Haney I pity him, as you do, but he has no right to +claim you." + +"He don't claim me. He wants me to stay here." + +"Then why don't you?" + +"Because he needs me." + +"So do I need you." + +"But not the way--I mean he is sick and helpless." + +He drew her closer. "You must not go. I will not let you go. You're a +part of my life now." His words ceased, but his eyes called with burning +intensity. + +She struggled, not against him, but in opposition to something within +herself which seemed about to overwhelm her will. It was so easy to +listen, to yield--and so hard to free her hands and turn away, but the +thought of Haney waiting, and a knowledge of his confident trust in her, +brought back her sterner self. + +"No!" she cried out sharply, imperiously. "I won't have it! You mustn't +touch me again, not while he lives! You mustn't even see me again!" + +He understood and respected her resolution, but could not release her at +the moment. "Won't you kiss me good-bye?" + +She drew her hands away. "No, it's all wrong, and you know it! I'll +despise you if you touch me again! Good-bye!" + +Thereupon his clean, bright, honorable soul responded to her reproof, +rose to dominion over the flesh, and he said: "Forgive me. I didn't mean +to tempt you to anything wrong. Good-bye!" and so they parted in such +anguish as only lovers know when farewells seem final, and their empty +hearts, calling for a word of promise, are denied. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +MARSHALL HANEY'S LAST TRAIL + + +Marshall Haney was a brave man, and his resolution was fully taken, but +that final touch of Bertha's hand upon his arm very nearly unnerved him. +His courage abruptly fell away, and, leaning back against the cushions +of his carriage, with closed eyelids (from which the hot tears dripped), +he gave himself up to the temptation of a renewal of his life. It was +harder to go, infinitely harder, because of that impulsive, sweet +caress. Her face was so beautiful, too, with that upward, tender, +pitying look upon it! + +While still he sat weak and hesitant, a roughly dressed man of large and +decisive movement stopped and greeted him. "Hello, Mart, how are you +this fine day?" + +Haney put his tragic mask away with a stroke of his hand, and hastily +replied: "Comin' along, Dan, comin' along. How are things up on the +peak?" + +"Still pretty mixed," replied the miner, lightly; then, with a further +look around, he stepped a little nearer the wheel. "Hell's about to +break loose again, Mart." + +"What's the latest?" + +"I can't go into details, and I mustn't be seen talking with you, but +Williams is in for trouble. Tell him to reverse engine for a few weeks. +Good-day," and he walked off, leaving the impression of having been sent +to convey a friendly warning. + +Haney seized upon this message. His resolution returned. His voice took +on edge and decision. "Oscar," he called quickly, "drive me down to the +station, I want to get that ten-thirty-seven train." + +As the driver chirruped to his horses and swung out into the street, +Marshall Haney, with full understanding that this was to be his eternal +farewell, turned and looked up, hoping to catch a last glimpse of his +wife's sweet face at the window. A sign, a smile, a beckoning, and his +purpose might still have faltered, but the recall did not take place, +and facing the west he became again the man of will. When the carriage +drew up to the platform he gave orders to his coachman as quietly as +though this were his usual morning ride. "Now, Oscar, you heard what +that friend of mine said?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Well, forget it." + +"Very well, sir." + +"But tell Mrs. Haney I've gone up to the mine. You can say to her that +Williams sent for me. You can tell her, but to no one else, what you +heard Dan say. You understand?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"All right, that stands. Now you go home and wait till about +twelve-thirty. Then go down for Mrs. Haney." + +The coachman, a stolid, reliable man, well trained to his duties, did +not offer to assist his master, but sat in most approved alertness upon +his box while Haney painfully descended to the walk. + +The train was about to move, and the conductor had already signalled the +engineer to "go ahead," but at sight of the gambler, whom he knew, +stopped the train and helped Haney aboard. "A minute more and you would +have been left. Going up to the mine, I reckon?" + +They were still on the platform as Mart answered, "Yes, I'm due to take +a hand in the game up there." He said this with intent to cover his +trail. + +He was all but breathless as he dropped into a seat near the door. The +sense of leaden weakness with which he had come to struggle daily had +deepened at the moment into a smothering pain which threatened to blind +him. + +"I must be quiet," he thought--"I will not die in the car." There seemed +something disgraceful, something ignominious in such a death. + +Gradually his fear of this misfortune grew less. "What does it matter +where death comes or when it comes? The quicker the better for all +concerned." + +Nevertheless, he opened the little phial of medicine which Steele had +given him and swallowed two of the pellets. That they were a powerful +stimulant of the heart he knew, but that an overdose would kill he only +suspected from Steele's word of caution. + +They were, indeed, magical in their effect. His brain cleared, his pulse +grew stronger, and the feeling of benumbing weakness which dismayed him +passed away. + +The conductor, on his round, found him sitting silently at the window, +very pale and very stern, his eyes fixed upon the brawling stream along +whose winding course the railway climbed. While noting the number of +Mart's pass the official leaned over and spoke in a low voice, but Haney +heard what he said as through a mist. He was no longer moved by the +sound of the bugle. A labor war was temporary, like a storm in the +pines. It might arrest the mining for a few weeks or a month, but +through it all, no matter what happened, deep down in the earth lay +Bertha's wealth, secure of any marauder. So much he was able to reason +out. + +One or two of the passengers who knew him drew near, civilly inquiring +as to his health, and to each one he explained that he was on the gain +and that he was going up to the camp to study conditions for himself. +They were all greatly excited by the news of battle, but they did not +succeed in conveying their emotion to Haney. With impassive countenance +he listened, and at the end remarked: "'Tis all of a stripe to me, boys. +I'm like the soldier on the battle-field with both legs shot off. I hear +the shouting and the tumult, but I'm out of the running." + +Without understanding his mood, they withdrew, leaving him alone. His +mind went back to Bertha. "What will she do when she finds me gone? She +will not be scared at first. She will wire to stop me; but no +matter--before she can reach me, I'll be high in the hills." + +He could not prevent his mind from dwelling on her. He tried to fix his +thoughts upon his life as a boyish adventurer, but could not keep to +those earlier periods of his career. All of his days before meeting her +seemed base or trivial or purposeless. She filled his memory to the +exclusion of all other loves and desires. She was at once his wife and +his child. He possessed a thousand bright pictures of her swift and +graceful body, her sunny smile, her sweet, grave eyes. He recalled the +first time he saw her on the street in Sibley, and groaned to think how +basely he had planned against her. "She never knew that, thank God!" he +said, fervently. + +Then came that unforgetable drive to the ranch, when she put her hand in +his--and on this hour he dwelt long, searching his mind deeply in order +that no grain of its golden store of incident should escape him. His +throat again began to ache with a full sense of the loss he was +inflicting upon himself. "'Tis a lonely trail I'm takin' for your sake, +darlin'," he whispered, "but 'tis all for the best." + +Slowly the train creaked and circled up the heights, following the sharp +turnings of the stream, passing small towns which were in effect summer +camps of pleasure-seekers, on and upward into the moist heights where +the grass was yet green and the slopes gay with flowers. A mood of +exaltation came upon the doomed man as he rose. This was the place to +die--up here where the affairs of men sank into insignificance like the +sound of the mills and the rumble of trains. Here the centuries circled +like swallows and the personal was lost in the ocean of silence. + +At one of these towns which stood almost at the summit of the pass the +conductor brought a telegram, and Mart seized it with eager, trembling +hands. It was (as he expected) a warning from Bertha. She implored him +to let the mine go and to return by the next train. + +He was too nerveless of fingers to put the sheet back within its +envelope, and so thrust it, a crumpled mass, into his pocket. It was as +if her hand was at his shoulder, her voice in his ear, but he did not +falter. To go back now would be but a renewal of his torture. There +could not come a better time to go--to go and leave no suspicion of his +purpose behind him. + +Just over the summit, at a bare little station, the train was held for +orders, and Haney, who was again suffocating and almost blind, took +another dose of the mysterious drug, and with its effect returned to a +dim perception of his surroundings. He was able vaguely to recall that a +trail which began just back of the depot mounted the hill towards his +largest mine. A desire to see Williams, his faithful partner, his most +loyal friend, came over him, and, rising to his feet, he painfully crept +down the aisle to the rear of the car and dropped off unnoticed, just as +the conductor's warning cry started a rush for the train. + +As the last coach disappeared round the turn the essential bleak +loneliness of the place returned. The station seemed deserted by every +human being, even the operator was lost to sight, and the gambler, +utterly solitary, with clouded brain and laboring breath, turned towards +the height, his left leg dragging like a shackle. + +For the first half-mile the way was easy, and by moving slowly he +suffered less pain than he had expected. Around him the frost-smitten +aspens were shivering in the wind, their sparse leaves dangling like +coins of red-and-yellow gold, and all the billowing land below, to the +west, was iridescent with green and flame-color and crimson. A voiceless +regret, a dim, wide-reaching, wistful sadness came over him, but did not +shake his resolution. He had but to look down at his crippled body to +know that the beauty of the world was no longer his to enjoy. His days +were now but days of pain. + +He had always loved the heights. From the time he had first sighted this +range he had never failed to experience a peculiar exaltation as he +mounted above the ranch and the mine. Gambler and night-owl though he +had been, he had often spent his afternoons on horseback riding high +above the camps, and now some small part of his love of the upper air +came back to lead him towards his grave. With face turned to the +solitudes of the snows, with ever-faltering steps, he commenced his +challenging march towards death. + +At the first sharp up-raise in the way his heart began to pound and he +swayed blindly to and fro, unable to proceed. For an instant he looked +down in dismay at the rocky, waiting earth, a most inhospitable grave. A +few minutes' rest against a tree, and his brain cleared. "Higher--I must +go higher," he said to himself; "they'll find me here." + +As he rose he could see the town spread wide on the hill-tops beneath +him--the cabins mere cubes, the mill a child's toy. He could discern men +like ants moving to and fro as if in some special excitement--but he did +not concern himself with the cause. His one thought was to mount--to +blend with the firs and the rocks. He drew the phial from his pocket and +held it in his hand in readiness, with a dull fear that the chemical +would prove too small, too weak, to end his pain. + +It was utterly silent and appallingly lonely on this side of the great +peak. Hunters were few and prospectors were seldom seen. These +upward-looping trails led to no mine--only to abandoned prospect +holes--for no mineral had ever been found on the western slope. The +copses held no life other than a few minute squirrels, and no sound +broke the silence save the insolent cry of an occasional jay or +camp-bird. To die here was surely to die alone and to lie alone, as the +fallen cedar lies, wrought upon by the wind and the snows and the rain. + +Nevertheless, his suicidal idea persisted. It had become the one final, +overpowering, directing resolution. There is no passion more persistent +than that which leads to self-destruction. In the midst of the blinding +swirl of his thought he maintained his purpose to put himself above the +world of human effort and to become a brother of the clod, to mix +forever with the mould. + +Slowly he dragged himself upward, foot by foot, seeking the friendly +shelter and obscurity of a grove of firs just above him. Twice he sank +to his knees, a numbing pain at the base of his brain, his breath +roaring, his lips dry, but each time he rose and struggled on, eager to +reach the green and grateful shelter of the forest, filled with desire +to thrust himself into its solitude; and when at last he felt the chill +of the shadow and realized that he was surely hidden from all the world, +he turned, poised for an instant on a mound where the trail doubled +sharply, gave one long, slow glance around, then hurled himself down the +rocky slope. Even as he leaped his heart seemed to burst and he fell +like a clod and lay without further motion. It was as if he had been +smitten in flight by a rifle-ball. + +Around him the small animals of the wood frolicked, and the jay called +inquiringly, but he neither saw nor heard. He was himself but a gasping +creature, with reason entirely engaged in the blind struggle which the +physical organism was instinctively making to continue in its wonted +ways. All the world and all his desires, save a longing for his fair +young wife, were lost out of his mind, and he thought of Bertha only in +a dim and formless way--feeling his need of her and dumbly wondering why +she did not come. In final, desperate agony, he lifted the phial of +strychnine to his lips, hoping that it might put an end to his +suffering; but before this act was completed a sweet, devouring flood of +forgetfulness swept over him, his hand dropped, and the unopened bottle +rolled away out of his reach. Then the golden sunlight darkened out of +his sky, and he died--as the desert lion dies--alone. + + * * * * * + +When they found him two days later he lay with his head pillowed upon +his left arm, his right hand outspread upon the pine leaves--palm upward +as if to show its emptiness. A bird--the roguish gray magpie--had stolen +away the phial as if in consideration of the dead man's wish, and no +sign of his last despairing act was visible to those who looked into his +face. His going was well planned. Self-murder was never written opposite +the name of Marshall Haney. + +THE END + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Money Magic, by Hamlin Garland + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONEY MAGIC *** + +***** This file should be named 30318-8.txt or 30318-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/0/3/1/30318/ + +Produced by David Yingling, Bethanne M. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Money Magic + A Novel + +Author: Hamlin Garland + +Release Date: October 23, 2009 [EBook #30318] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONEY MAGIC *** + + + + +Produced by David Yingling, Bethanne M. Simms, Mary Meehan +and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at +http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + + + +<h1>MONEY MAGIC</h1> + +<h2>By HAMLIN GARLAND</h2> + +<h3>SUNSET EDITION</h3> + +<h3>HARPER & BROTHERS<br /> +NEW YORK AND LONDON</h3> + +<h3>COPYRIGHT 1907 BY HAMLIN GARLAND</h3> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> + +<div class="figcenter"> +<img src="images/frontis.jpg" alt=""/> +</div> + +<h3>HE ROSE AND WALKED UP AND DOWN</h3> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> + +<!-- Autogenerated TOC. Modify or delete as required. --> +<p> +<a href="#CHAPTER_I">CHAPTER I. <span class="smcap">The Clerk of the Golden Eagle</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_II">CHAPTER II. <span class="smcap">Marshall Haney Changes Heart</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_III">CHAPTER III. <span class="smcap">Bertha Yields to Temptation</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IV">CHAPTER IV. <span class="smcap">Haney Meets an Avenger</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_V">CHAPTER V. <span class="smcap">Bertha's Upward Flight</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VI">CHAPTER VI. <span class="smcap">The Haney Palace</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VII">CHAPTER VII. <span class="smcap">Bertha Repulses an Enemy</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">CHAPTER VIII. <span class="smcap">Bertha Receives an Invitation</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IX">CHAPTER IX. <span class="smcap">Bertha Meets Ben Fordyce</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_X">CHAPTER X. <span class="smcap">Ben Fordyce Calls on Horseback</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XI">CHAPTER XI. <span class="smcap">Ben Becomes Adviser to Mrs. Haney</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XII">CHAPTER XII. <span class="smcap">Alice Heath Has a Vision</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">CHAPTER XIII. <span class="smcap">Bertha's Yellow Cart</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">CHAPTER XIV. <span class="smcap">The Jolly Send-off</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XV">CHAPTER XV. <span class="smcap">Mart's Visit to His Sister</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">CHAPTER XVI. <span class="smcap">A Dinner and a Play</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">CHAPTER XVII. <span class="smcap">Bertha Becomes a Patron of Art</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">CHAPTER XVIII. <span class="smcap">Bertha's Portrait is Discussed</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">CHAPTER XIX. <span class="smcap">The Farther East</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XX">CHAPTER XX. <span class="smcap">Bertha Meets Manhattan</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">CHAPTER XXI. <span class="smcap">Bertha Makes a Promise</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">CHAPTER XXII. <span class="smcap">The Serpent's Coil</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">CHAPTER XXIII. <span class="smcap">Bertha's Flight</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">CHAPTER XXIV. <span class="smcap">The Haneys Return to the Peaks</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">CHAPTER XXV. <span class="smcap">Bertha's Decision</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">CHAPTER XXVI. <span class="smcap">Alice Visits Haney</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">CHAPTER XXVII. <span class="smcap">Marshall Haney's Sentence</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIII">CHAPTER XXVIII. <span class="smcap">Virtue Triumphs</span></a><br /> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIX">CHAPTER XXIX. <span class="smcap">Marshall Haney's Last Trail</span></a><br /> +</p> +<!-- End Autogenerated TOC. --> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>MONEY MAGIC</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_I" id="CHAPTER_I"></a>CHAPTER I</h2> + +<h3>THE CLERK OF THE GOLDEN EAGLE</h3> + + +<p>Sibley Junction is in the sub-tropic zone of Colorado. It lies in a hot, +dry, but immensely productive valley at an altitude of some four +thousand feet above the sea, a village laced with irrigating ditches, +shaded by big cotton-wood-trees, and beat upon by a genial, +generous-minded sun. The boarders at the Golden Eagle Hotel can sit on +the front stoop and see the snow-filled ravines of the mountains to the +south, and almost hear the thunder crashing round old Uncompahgre, even +when the broad leaves above their heads are pulseless and the heat of +the mid-day light is a cataract of molten metal.</p> + +<p>It is, as I have said, a productive land, for upon this ashen, +cactus-spotted, repellent flat men have directed the cool, sweet water +of the upper world, and wherever this life-giving fluid touches the soil +grass and grain spring up like magic.</p> + +<p>For all its wild and beautiful setting, Sibley is now a town of farmers +and traders rather than of miners. The wagons entering the gates are +laden with wheat and melons and peaches rather than with ore and +giant-powder, and the hotels are frequented by ranchers of prosaic +aspect, by passing drummers for shoes and sugars, and by the barbers and +clerks of near-by shops. It is, in fact, a bit of slow-going village +life dropped between the diabolism of Cripple Creek and the decay of +Creede.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, now and then a genuine trailer from the heights, or +cow-man from the mesas, does drop into town on some transient business +and, with his peculiar speech and stride, remind the lazy town-loafers +of the vigorous life going on far above them. Such types nearly always +put up at the Eagle Hotel, which was a boarding-house advanced to the +sidewalk of the main street and possessing a register.</p> + +<p>At the time of this story trade was good at the Eagle for two reasons. +Mrs. Gilman was both landlady and cook, and an excellent cook, and, what +was still more alluring, Bertha, her pretty daughter, was day-clerk and +general manager. Customers of the drummer type are very loyal to their +hotels, and amazingly sensitive to female charm—therefore Bertha, who +would have been called an attractive girl anywhere, was widely known and +tenderly recalled by every brakeman on the line. She was tall and +straight, with brown hair and big, candid, serious eyes—wistful when in +repose, boyishly frank and direct as she stood behind her desk attending +to business, or smiling as she sped her parting guests at the door.</p> + +<p>"I know Bertie ought to be in school," Mrs. Gilman said one day to a +sympathetic guest. "But what can I do? We got to live. I didn't come out +here for my health, but goodness knows I never expected to slave away in +a hot kitchen in this way. If Mr. Gilman had lived—"</p> + +<p>It was her habit to leave her demonstrations—even her +sentences—unfinished, a peculiarity arising partly from her need of +hastening to prevent some pot from boiling over and partly from her +failing powers. She had been handsome once—but the heat of the stove, +the steam of the washtub, and the vexation and prolonged effort of her +daily life had warped and faded and battered her into a pathetic wreck +of womanhood.</p> + +<p>"I'm going to quit this thing as soon as I get my son's ranch paid for. +You see—"</p> + +<p>She did not finish this, but her friend understood. Bertha's time for +schooling was past. She had already entered upon the maiden's land of +dreams—of romance. The men who had hitherto courted her, +half-laughingly, half-guiltily, knowing that she was a child, had at +last dropped all subterfuge. To them she was a "girl," with all that +this word means to males not too scrupulous of the rights of women.</p> + +<p>"I oughtn't to quit now when business is so good," Mrs. Gilman returned +to the dining-room to add. "I'm full all the time and crowded on +Saturday. More and more of the boys come down the line on purpose to +stay over Sunday. If I can stick it out a little while—"</p> + +<p>The reason why "the boys came down the line to stay over Sunday," was +put into words one day by Winchell, the barber, who took his meals at +the Eagle.</p> + +<p>He was a cleanly shaven young man of twenty-four or five, with a +carefully tended brown mustache which drooped below the corners of his +mouth.</p> + +<p>He began by saying to Bertha:</p> + +<p>"I wish I could get out of my business. Judas, but I get tired of it! +When I left the farm I never s'posed I'd find myself nailed down to the +floor of a barber-shop, but here I am and making good money. How'd you +like to go on a ranch?" he asked, meaningly.</p> + +<p>"I don't believe I'd like it. Too lonesome," she replied, without any +attempt to coquette with the hidden meaning of his question. "I kind o' +like this hotel business. I enjoy having new people sifting along every +day. Seems like I couldn't bear to step out into private life again, +I've got so used to this public thing. I only wish mother didn't have to +work so hard—that's all that troubles me at the present time."</p> + +<p>Her speech was quite unlike the birdlike chatter with which girls of her +age entertain a lover. She spoke rather slowly and with the gravity of a +man of business, and her blunt phrases made her smile the more +bewitching and her big, brown eyes the more girlish. She did not giggle +or flush—she only looked past his smirking face out into the street +where the sun's rays lay like flame. And yet she was profoundly moved by +the man, for he was a handsome fellow in a sleek way.</p> + +<p>"Just the same, you oughtn't to be clerk," said the barber. "It's no +place for a girl, anyway. Housekeeping is all right, but this clerking +is too public."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know! We have a mighty nice run of custom, and I don't see +anything bad about it. I've met a lot of good fellows by being here."</p> + +<p>The barber was silent for a moment, then pulled out his watch. "Well, +I've got to get back." He dropped his voice. "Don't let 'em get gay with +you. Remember, I've got a mortgage on you. If any of 'em gets fresh you +let me know—they won't repeat it."</p> + +<p>"Don't you worry," she replied, with a confident smile. "I can take care +of myself. I grew up in Colorado. I'm no tenderfoot."</p> + +<p>This boast, so childish, so full of pathetic self-assertion, was still +on her lips when a couple of men came out of the dining-room and paused +to buy some cigars at the counter. One of them was at first sight a very +handsome man of pronounced Western sort. He wore a long, gray frock-coat +without vest, and a dark-blue, stiffly starched shirt, over which a red +necktie fluttered. His carriage was erect, his hands large of motion, +and his profile very fine in its bold lines. His eyes were gray and in +expression cold and penetrating, his nose was broad, and the corners of +his mouth bitter. He could not be called young, and yet he was not even +middle-aged. His voice was deep, and harsh in accent, but as he spoke to +the girl a certain sweetness came into it.</p> + +<p>"Well, Babe, here I am again. Couldn't get along without coming down to +spend Sunday—seems like Williams must go to church on Sunday or lose +his chance o' grace."</p> + +<p>His companion, a short man with a black mustache that almost made a +circle about his mouth, grinned in silence.</p> + +<p>Bertha replied, "I think I'll take a forenoon off to-morrow, Captain +Haney, and see that you both go to mass for once in your life."</p> + +<p>The big man looked at her with sudden intensity. "If you'll take +me—I'll go." There was something in his voice and eyes that startled +the girl. She drew back a little, but smiled bravely, carrying out the +jest.</p> + +<p>"I'll call you on that. Unless you take water, you go to church +to-morrow."</p> + +<p>The big man shoved his companion away and, leaning across the counter, +said, in a low and deeply significant tone:</p> + +<p>"There ain't a thing in this world that you can't do with Mart +Haney—not a thing. That's what I came down here to tell you—you can +boss my ranch any day."</p> + +<p>The girl was visibly alarmed, but as she still stood fascinated by his +eyes and voice, struggling to recover her serenity, another group of +diners came noisily past, and the big man, with a parting look, went out +and took a seat on one of the chairs which stood in a row upon the walk. +The hand which held the cigar visibly trembled, and his companion said:</p> + +<p>"Be careful, Mart—"</p> + +<p>Haney silenced him with a look. "You're on the outside here, partner."</p> + +<p>"I didn't mean to butt in—"</p> + +<p>"I understand, but this is a matter between that little girl and me," +replied the big man in a tone that, while friendly, ended all further +remark on the part of his companion, who rose, after a little pause, and +walked away.</p> + +<p>Haney remained seated, buried in thought, amazed at the fever which his +encounter with the girl had put into his blood.</p> + +<p>It was true that he had been coming down every Saturday for +weeks—leaving his big saloon on the best evening in the week for a +chance to see this child—this boyish school-girl. In a savage, selfish, +and unrestrained way he loved her, and had determined to possess her—to +buy her if necessary. He knew something of the toil through which the +weary mother plodded, and he watched her bend and fade with a certainty +that she would one day be on his side.</p> + +<p>When at home and afar from her, he felt capable of seizing the girl—of +carrying her back with him as the old-time savage won his bride; but +when he looked into her clear, calm eyes his villiany, his resolution +fell away from him. He found himself not merely a man of the nearer +time, but a Catholic—in training at least—and the words he had planned +to utter fell dead on his lips. Libertine though he was, there were +lines over which even his lawlessness could not break.</p> + +<p>He was a desperate character—a man of violence—and none too delicate +in his life among women; but away back in his boyhood his good Irish +mother had taught him to fight fair and to protect the younger and +weaker children, and this training led to the most curious and +unexpected acts in his business as a gambler.</p> + +<p>"I will not have boys at my lay-out," he once angrily said, to Williams, +his partner, "and I will not have women there. I've sins enough to +answer for without these. Cut 'em out!" He was oddly generous now and +then, and often returned to a greenhorn money enough to get home on. +"Stay on the farm, me lad—'tis better to milk a cow with a mosquito on +the back of your neck than to fill a cell at Cañon City."</p> + +<p>In other ways he was inexorable, taking the hazards of the game with his +visitors and raking in their money with cold eyes and a steady hand. He +collected all notes remorselessly—and it was in this way that he had +acquired his interests in "The Bottom Dollar" and "The Flora" +mines—"prospects" at the time, but immensely valuable at the present. +It was, indeed, this new and measurably respectable wealth which had +determined him upon pressing his suit with Bertha. As he sat there he +came to a most momentous conclusion. "Why not marry the girl and live +honest?" he asked himself; and being moved by the memory of her +sweetness and humor, he said, "I will," and the resolution filled his +heart with a strange delight.</p> + +<p>He presented the matter first to the mother, not with any intention of +doing the right thing, but merely because she happened into the room +before the girl returned, and because he was overflowing with his +new-found grace.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gilman came in wiping her face on her apron—as his mother used to +do—and this touched him almost like a caress. He rose and offered her a +chair, which she accepted, highly flattered.</p> + +<p>"It must seem warm to you down here, Captain?" she remarked, as she took +a seat beside him.</p> + +<p>"It does. I wouldn't need to suffer it if you were doing business in +Cripple. I can't leave go your Johnny-cake and pie; 'tis the kind that +mother didn't make—for she was Irish."</p> + +<p>"I've thought of going up there," she replied, matter-of-factly, "but I +can't stand the altitude, I'm afraid—and then down here we have my +son's little ranch to furnish us eggs and vegetables."</p> + +<p>"That's an advantage," he admitted; "but on the peak no one expects +vegetables—it's still a matter of ham and eggs."</p> + +<p>"Is that so?" she asked, concernedly.</p> + +<p>"'Tis indeed. I live at the Palace Hotel, and I know. However, 'tis not +of that I intended to speak, Mrs. Gilman. I'm distressed to see you +working so hard this warm weather. You need a rest—a vacation, I'm +thinkin'."</p> + +<p>"You're mighty neighborly, Captain, to say so, but I don't see any way +of taking it."</p> + +<p>"Furthermore, your daughter is too fine to be clerkin' here day by day. +She should be in a home of her own."</p> + +<p>"She ought to be in school," sighed the mother, "but I don't see my way +to hiring anybody to fill her place—it would take a man to do her +work."</p> + +<p>"It would so. She's a rare little business woman. Let me see, how old is +she?"</p> + +<p>"Eighteen next November."</p> + +<p>"She seems like a woman of twenty."</p> + +<p>"I couldn't run for a week without her," answered the mother, rolling +down her sleeves in acknowledgment that they had entered upon a real +conversation.</p> + +<p>"She's a little queen," declared Haney.</p> + +<p>It was very hot and the flies were buzzing about, but the big gambler +had no mind to these discomforts, so intent was he upon bringing his +proposal before the mother. Straightened in his chair and fixing a keen +glance upon her face, he began his attack. "'Tis folly to allow anything +to trouble you, my dear woman—if anny debt presses, let me know, and +I'll lift it for ye."</p> + +<p>The weary mother felt the sincerity of his offer, and replied, with much +feeling: "You're mighty good, Captain Haney, but we're more than holding +our own, and another year will see the ranch clear. I'm just as much +obliged to you, though; you're a true friend."</p> + +<p>"But I don't like to think of you here for another year—and Bertie +should not stand here another day with every Tom, Dick, and Harry +passin' their blarney with her. She's fitter to be mistress of a big +house of her own, an' 'tis that I've the mind to give her; and I can, +for I'm no longer on the ragged edge. I own two of the best mines on the +hill, and I want her to share me good-fortune with me."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gilman, worn out as she was, was still quick where her daughter's +welfare was concerned, and she looked at the big man with wonder and +inquiry, and a certain accusation in her glance.</p> + +<p>"What do you mean, Captain?"</p> + +<p>The big gambler was at last face to face with his decision, and with but +a moment's hesitation replied, "As my wife, I mean, of course."</p> + +<p>She sank back in her chair and looked at him with eyes of consternation. +"Why, Captain Haney! Do you really mean that?"</p> + +<p>"I do!" He had a feeling at the moment that he had always been honorable +in his intentions.</p> + +<p>"But—but—you're so old—I mean so much older—"</p> + +<p>"I know I am, and I'm rough. I don't deny that. I'm forty, but then I'm +what they call well preserved," he smiled, winningly, "and I'll soon +have an income of wan hundred thousand dollars a year."</p> + +<p>This turned the current of her emotion—she gasped. "One hundred +thousand dollars!"</p> + +<p>He held up a warning hand. "Sh! now that's between us. There are those +younger than I, 'tis true, but there is a kind of saving grace in money. +I can take you all out of this daily tile like winkin'—all you need to +do is to say the wan word and we'll have a house in Colorado Springs or +Denver—or even in New York. For what did you think I left me business +on the busiest day of every week? It was to see your sweet daughter, and +I came this time to ask her to go back with me."</p> + +<p>"What did she say?"</p> + +<p>"She has not said. We had no time to talk. What I propose now is that we +take a drive out to the ranch and talk it over. Williams will fill her +place here. In fact, the house is mine. I bought it this morning."</p> + +<p>The poor woman sat like one in a stupor, comprehending little of what he +said. The room seemed to be revolving. The earth had given way beneath +her feet and the heavens were opening. Her first sensation was one of +terror. She feared a man of such power—a man who could in a single +moment, by a wave of his hand, upset her entire world. His enormous +wealth dazzled her even while she doubted it. How could it be true while +he sat there talking to her—and she in her apron and her hair in +disorder? She rose hurriedly with instinct to make herself presentable +enough to carry on this conversation. As she stood weakly, she +apologized incoherently.</p> + +<p>"Captain, I appreciate your kindness—you've always been a good +customer—one I liked to do for—but I'm all upset—I can't get my +wits—"</p> + +<p>"No hurry, madam," he said, with a generous intent. "To-morrow is +coming. Don't hurry at all—at all."</p> + +<p>She hurried out, leaving him alone—with the clock, the cat, and the +hostler, who was spraying the sidewalk under the cotton-wood-trees. +Quivering with fear of the girl's refusal, the gambler rose and went out +into the sunsmit streets to commune with this new-found self.</p> + +<p>Life was no longer simple for Mrs. Gilman. It was, indeed, filled with a +wind of terror. Haney's promise of relief from want was very sweet, yet +disturbingly empty, like the joy of dreams, and yet his words took her +breath—clouded her judgment, befogged her insight.</p> + +<p>She went back to the dining-room, where her daughter sat eating dinner, +with a numbness in her limbs and a sense of dizziness in her brain, and +dropping into a chair at the table gasped out:</p> + +<p>"Do you know—what Captain Haney just said to me?"</p> + +<p>"Not being a mind-reader, I don't," replied the girl, calmly, though she +was moved by her mother's white, awed face.</p> + +<p>"He wants you!"</p> + +<p>Bertha flushed and braced both hands against the table as she replied, +"Well, he can't have me!"</p> + +<p>With the opposition in her daughter's tone, Mrs. Gilman was suddenly +moved to argue.</p> + +<p>"Think what it means, Bertie! He's rich. Did you know that? He owns two +mines."</p> + +<p>"I know he is a gambler and runs two saloons. You see, the boys keep me +posted, and I'm not marrying a gambler—not this summer," she ended, +decisively.</p> + +<p>"But he's going to give that up, he says." He hadn't said this, but she +was sure he would. "His income is a hundred thousand dollars a year. +Think of that!"</p> + +<p>"I don't want to think of it," the girl answered, frowning slightly. "It +makes my head ache. Nobody has a right to so much money. How did he get +it?"</p> + +<p>"Out of his mine—and oh, Bertie, he says if you'll speak the word we +needn't do another day's work in this hot, greasy old place! The house +is his, anyway. Did you know that?"</p> + +<p>Bertha eyed her mother closely—with cool, bright, accusing eyes—for a +moment, then she softened. "Poor old mammy, it's pretty tough lines on +you—no two ways about that. You've got the heavy end of the job. I'd +marry most anybody to give you a rest—but, mother, Captain Haney is +forty, if he's a day, and he's a hard citizen. He has been a gambler all +his life. You can't expect me to marry a sport like him. And then +there's Ed."</p> + +<p>The mother's face changed. "A barber!" she exclaimed, scornfully.</p> + +<p>"Yes, he's a barber now, but he's going to make a break soon and get +into something else."</p> + +<p>"Don't bank on Ed, Bertie; he'll never be anything more than he is now. +No man ever got anywhere who started in as a barber."</p> + +<p>"Would you rather I married a gambler and a sure-shot? They tell me +Haney has killed his man."</p> + +<p>"That may be all talk. Well, anyhow, he wants to see you and talk it +over; and oh, Bertie, it does seem a wonderful chance—and my heart's so +bad to-day it seems as though I couldn't see to another meal! I don't +want you to marry him if you don't want to—I'm not asking you to. You +know I'm not. But he is a noble-looking man—and I get awfully +discouraged sometimes. It scares me to think of dying and leaving you +without any security."</p> + +<p>One of the waiters, half-dead with curiosity, was edging near, under +pretense of brushing the table, and so the mistress rose and took up the +burdens of her stewardship.</p> + +<p>"But we'll talk it over to-night. Don't be hasty."</p> + +<p>"I won't," replied the girl.</p> + +<p>She was by no means as unmoved as she gave out. She had always admired +and liked Captain Haney, though he never moved her in the same way that +the young barber did (for Ed Winchell had youth as well as comeliness, +and there is a divine suppleness in youth), yet he had been a welcome +guest. "A hundred thousand dollars a year! And yet he's been coming to +our little hotel for a year—to see me!"</p> + +<p>This consideration was the one that moved her most. All the bland words, +the jocular phrases of his singular wooing came back to her now, +weighted with deep significance. She had called it "joshing," and had +put it all aside, just as she had parried the rude jests of the brakemen +of her acquaintance. Now she saw that he had been in earnest.</p> + +<p>She was wise beyond her years, this calm-faced, keen-eyed girl, trained +by adversity to take care of herself. She knew instinctively that she +lived surrounded by wolves, and, much as she admired the big frame and +bold profile of Captain Haney, she had placed him among her enemies. His +coming always pleased her but at the same time put her upon the +defensive.</p> + +<p>Strange to say, she enjoyed her position there in her battered little +hotel. "If it weren't for poor old mother—" She arrested herself and +went back to the counter with a certain timidity, a self-consciousness +new to her, fearing to face the gambler now that she knew his intent was +honorable.</p> + +<p>The room was empty, all the men having gone out upon the walk to escape +the heat, and she took her seat behind her desk and gave herself up to a +consideration of the life to which the possession of so much wealth +would introduce her. She could have unlimited new gowns, she could +travel, and she could rescue her mother from drudgery and worry. These +things she could discern—but of the larger life which money could open +to her she could only vaguely dream.</p> + +<p>The first effect of marrying Marshall Haney would be to cut short her +life in Sibley; the second, the establishment of a home in the great +camps about them.</p> + +<p>As she looked around the dingy room buzzing with flies, she experienced +a premonitory pang of the pain she would suffer in going out of its +doors forever.</p> + +<p>When Haney came back an hour later, he read in the cold, serious look +she gave him a warning, therefore he spoke but a few words on +commonplace subjects, and returned to his seat on the walk to await a +change in her mood.</p> + +<p>This meekness on the part of a powerful man moved the girl, and a little +later she went to the doorway and said to the crowd generally, "It's a +wonder some fellow wouldn't open a cantaloupe or something."</p> + +<p>Haney put his finger to his mouth and whistled to the grocer opposite. +He came on the run, alert for trade.</p> + +<p>"Roll up a couple of big melons," called Haney, largely. "We're all +drying to cinders over here."</p> + +<p>The loafers cheered, but the girl said, in a lower voice, "I was only +joking."</p> + +<p>"What you say goes," he replied, with significance.</p> + +<p>She did not stay to see the melons cut, but went back to her desk, and +he brought a choice slice in to her.</p> + +<p>She took it, but she said, "You mustn't think you own me—not yet." Her +tone was resentful. "I don't want you to say things like that—before +people."</p> + +<p>"Like what?" he asked.</p> + +<p>She did not answer.</p> + +<p>He went on: "I don't mean to assume anything, God knows. I'm only +waitin' and hopin'. I'll go away if you want me to and let you think it +over alone."</p> + +<p>"I wish you would," she said, realizing that this committed her to at +least a consideration of his proposal.</p> + +<p>He held out his hand. "Good-bye—till next Saturday."</p> + +<p>She put her small, brown hand in his. He crushed it hard and his bold +face softened. "I need you, my girl. Sure I do!" And in his eyes was +something very winning.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_II" id="CHAPTER_II"></a>CHAPTER II</h2> + +<h3>MARSHALL HANEY CHANGES HEART</h3> + + +<p>It was well for Haney that Bertie did not see him as he sat above his +gambling boards, watchful, keen-eyed, grim of visage, for she would have +trembled in fear of him. "Haney's" was both saloon and gambling hall. In +the front, on the right, ran the long bar with its shining brass and +polished mahogany (he prided himself on having the best bar west of +Denver), and in the rear, occupying both sides of the room, stood two +long rows of faro and roulette outfits, together with card-tables and +dice-boards. It was the largest and most prosperous gambling hall in the +camps, and always of an evening was crowded with gamesters and those who +came as lookers-on.</p> + +<p>On the right side, in a raised seat about midway of the hall, Haney +usually sat, a handsome figure, in broad white hat, immaculate linen, +and well-cut frock-coat, his face as pale as that of a priest in the +glare of the big electric light. On the other side, and directly +opposite, Williams kept corresponding "lookout" over the dealers and the +crowd. He was a bold man who attempted any shenanigan with Mart Haney, +and the games of his halls were reported honest.</p> + +<p>To think of a young and innocent girl married to this remorseless +gambler, scarred with the gun and the knife, was a profanation of +maidenhood—and yet, as he fell now and then into a dream, he took on a +kind of savage beauty which might allure and destroy a woman. Whatever +else he was, he was neither commonplace nor mean. The visitors to whom +he was pointed out as "a type of our modern Western desperado" +invariably acknowledged that he looked the part. His smile was of +singular sweetness—all the more alluring because of its rarity—and the +warm clasp of his big, soft hand had made him sheriff in San Juan +County, and his bravery and his love of fair play were well known and +admired among the miners.</p> + +<p>The sombre look in his face, which resembled that of a dreaming leopard, +was due to the new and secret plans with which his mind was now engaged. +"If she takes me, I quit this business," he had promised himself. "She +despises me in it, and so does the mother, and so I reckon 'tis up to me +to clean house."</p> + +<p>Then he thought of his own mother, who had the same prejudice, and who +would not have taken a cent of his earnings. "I see no harm in the +business," he said. "Men will drink and they will gamble, and I might as +well serve their wish as any other—better, indeed, for no man can +accuse me of dark ways nor complain of the order of me house. I am a +business man the same as him that runs a grocery store; but 'tis no +matter, she dislikes it, and that ends it. She's a clear-headed wan," he +thought, with a glow of admiration for her. "She's the captain."</p> + +<p>He no longer thought of her as his victim—as something to be ruthlessly +enjoyed—he trembled before her, big and brave and relentless as he was +in the world of men. "What has come over me?" he asked himself. "Sure +she has me on me knees—the witch. Me mind is filled with her."</p> + +<p>All through the week his agents were at work attempting to sell his +saloons. "I'm ready to close out at a moment's notice," he declared.</p> + +<p>At times, as he sat in his place, he lost consciousness of the crowding, +rough-hatted, intent men and the monotonous calls of the dealers. The +click of balls, the buzz of low-toned comment died out of his ears—he +was back in Troy, looking for his father, whom he had not seen or +written to in twenty years. He saw himself, with a dainty little woman +on his arm, taking the boat to New York. "I will go to the biggest hotel +in the city; the girl shall have the best the old town has. Nothing will +be too good for her—"</p> + +<p>He roused himself to a touch on his elbow. One of his agents had a new +offer for the two saloons. It was still less than he considered the +business worth, but in his softened mood he said, "It goes!"</p> + +<p>"Make out your papers," replied the other man, with almost equal +brevity.</p> + +<p>During the rest of the evening the gambler sat above his lay-out with +mingled feelings of relief and regret. After all, he was in command +here. He knew this business, and he loved the companionship and the +admiration of the men who dropped round by his side to discuss the camp +or the weather, or to invite him to join a hunting trip. He felt himself +to be one of the chief men of the town, and that he could at any time +become their Representative if he chose. For some years (he couldn't +have told why) he had taken on a thrift unknown to him before, and had +been attending strictly to business. He now saw that it must have been +from a foreknowledge of Bertha. In him the superstitions of both miner +and gambler mingled. The cards had run against him for three years, now +they were falling in his favor. "I will take advantage of them," he +declared.</p> + +<p>Slowly the crowd thinned out, and at one o'clock only a few inveterate +poker-players and one or two young fellows who were still "bucking" the +roulette wheel remained and, calling one of his men to take charge, +Haney nodded to Williams and they went out on the street.</p> + +<p>As he reached the cold, crisp, deliciously rarefied air outside, he took +off his hat and involuntarily looked up at the stars blazing thick in +the deep-blue midnight sky. With solemn voice he said to his partner: +"Well, 'Spot,' right here Mart Haney's saloon business ends. We're all +in."</p> + +<p>Williams felt that his partner was acting rashly. "Oh, I wouldn't say +that! You may get into it again."</p> + +<p>"No—the little girl and her mother won't stand for it, and, besides, +what's the use? I don't need to do it, and if I'm ever going to see the +world now is my chance. I'm goin' back East to discover how many +brothers and sisters I have livin'. The old father is dodderin 'round +somewheres back there. I'll surprise him, too. Now, have those papers +all made out ready to sign by eleven o'clock to-morrow. I'm goin' down +the valley on the noon train."</p> + +<p>"All right, Mart, but you're makin' a mistake."</p> + +<p>"Never you mind, me bucko. 'Tis me own game, and the mines will take all +the gray matter you can spare."</p> + +<p>As the big man was walking away towards his hotel a woman met him. +"Hello, Mart!"</p> + +<p>"Hello, Mag; what's doing?"</p> + +<p>She was humped and bedraggled, and her face looked white in the +moonlight. "Nothing. Stake a fellow to a hot soup, won't you?"</p> + +<p>"Sure thing, Mag." He handed her a five-dollar gold piece. "Is it as bad +as that? What's t' old man doin' these days?"</p> + +<p>"Servin' time," she answered, bitterly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, so he is!" replied Haney, hastily. "I'd forgotten. Well, take care +o' yourself," he added, genially, walking on in instant forgetfulness of +the woman's misery, for his mind was turned upon the talk which his +younger brother Charley had given him not long before in Denver.</p> + +<p>It was not a cheerful conversation, for Charley flippantly confessed +that he didn't hold any family reunions, and that all he knew of his +brothers he gained by chance. "They're all great boozers," he said, in +summing them up. "Tim is a ward heeler in Buffalo—came to see me at the +stage-door loaded to the gunnels. Tom is a greasy, three-fingered +brakeman on the Central. Fannie married a carpenter and has about +seventeen young ones. Mary died, you know?"</p> + +<p>"No, I didn't know."</p> + +<p>"Yes, died about four years ago. She was like mother—a nice girl. Dad +sent me a paper with a notice of her death. He never writes, but now and +then, when Tim has a fight or Tom gets drunk and slips into the criminal +column, I hear of them."</p> + +<p>Charles did not say so, but Mart knew that he was lumped among the other +poverty-stricken, worthless members of the family. He did not at the +time undeceive his brother, but now that he was no longer a gambler and +saloon-keeper, now that he was rich, he resolved not only to let his +father know of his good-fortune and his change of life, but also (and +this was due to Bertie's influence) he earnestly desired to help his +family out of their mire.</p> + +<p>"We had good stuff in us," he said, "but we went wrong after the mother +left us."</p> + +<p>As he walked on down the street a strange radiance came into the world. +The distant peaks of the Sangre de Cristo range rose in dim and shadowy +majesty to the south, and, wondering, astonished at the emotion stirring +in his heart, the regenerated desperado turned to see the moon lifting +above the crown of the great peak to the east. For the first time in +many years his heart was filled with a sense of the beauty of the world.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_III" id="CHAPTER_III"></a>CHAPTER III</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA YIELDS TO TEMPTATION</h3> + + +<p>Bertie looked older and graver when Haney entered the Eagle Hotel, and +his heart expanded with a tenderness that was partly paternal. She +seemed so young and looked so pale and troubled.</p> + +<p>She greeted him unsmilingly and calmly handed him the pen with which to +register.</p> + +<p>"How are you all?" he asked, with genuine concern.</p> + +<p>"Pretty bum. Mother gave out this week. It's the heat, I guess. Hottest +weather we've had since I came to town."</p> + +<p>"Why didn't you let me know?"</p> + +<p>She avoided his question. "We're too low here at Junction. Mother ought +to go a couple of thousand feet higher. She needs rest and a change. +I've sent her out to the ranch."</p> + +<p>"You're not running the house alone?"</p> + +<p>"Why, cert!—that is, except my brother's wife is taking mother's place +in the kitchen. I'm runnin' the rest of it just as I've been doin' for +three years."</p> + +<p>He looked his admiration before he uttered it. "You're a wonder!"</p> + +<p>"Don't you think it! How does it happen you're down to-day? You said +Saturday."</p> + +<p>"I've sold out—signed the deeds to-day. I'm out of the liquor trade +forever."</p> + +<p>She nodded gravely. "I'm glad of that. I don't like the business—not a +little bit."</p> + +<p>He took this as an encouragement. "I knew you didn't. Well, I'm neither +saloon-keeper nor gambler from this day. I'm a miner and a +capitalist—and all I have is yours," he added, in a lover's voice, +bending a keen glance upon her.</p> + +<p>The girl was standing very straight behind her desk, and her face did +not change, but her eyes shifted before his gaze. "You'd better go in to +supper while the biscuit are hot," she advised, coolly.</p> + +<p>He had tact enough to take his dismissal without another word or glance, +and after he had gone she still stood there in the same rigid pose, but +her face was softer and clouded with serious meditation. It was +wonderful to think of this rich and powerful man changing his whole life +for her.</p> + +<p>Winchell, the young barber, came in hurriedly, his face full of +accusation and alarm. "Was that Haney who just came in?" he asked, +truculently.</p> + +<p>"Yes, he's at supper—want to see him?"</p> + +<p>"See him? No! And I don't want <i>you</i> to see him! He's too free with you, +Bert; I don't like it."</p> + +<p>She smiled a little, curious smile. "Don't mix it up with <i>him</i>, Ed—I'd +hate to see your remains afterwards."</p> + +<p>"Bert, see here! You've been funny with me lately." (By funny he meant +unaccountable.) "And your mother has been hinting things at me—and now +here is Haney leaving his business to come down the middle of the week. +What's the meaning of it?"</p> + +<p>"It isn't the middle of the week. It's Friday," she corrected him.</p> + +<p>He went on: "I know what he keeps coming to see you for, but for God's +sake don't you think of marrying an old tout and gambler like him."</p> + +<p>"He isn't old, and he isn't a gambler any more," she significantly +retorted.</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"He's sold out—clean as a whistle."</p> + +<p>"Don't you believe it! It's a trick to get you to think better of him. +Bert, don't you dare to go back on me," he cried out, warningly—"don't +you dare!"</p> + +<p>The girl suddenly ceased smiling, and asserted herself. "See here, Ed, +you'd better not try to boss me. I won't stand for it. What license have +you got to pop in here every few minutes and tell me what's what? You +'tend to your business and you'll get ahead faster."</p> + +<p>He stammered with rage and pain. "If you throw me down—fer that—old +tout, I'll kill you both."</p> + +<p>The girl looked at him in silence for a long time, and into her brain +came a new, swift, and revealing concept of his essential littleness and +weakness. His beauty lost its charm, and a kind of disgust rose in her +throat as she slowly said, with cutting scorn:</p> + +<p>"If you really meant that!—but you don't, you're only talking to hear +yourself talk. Now you shut up and run away. This is no place for +chewing the rag, anyway—this is my busy day."</p> + +<p>For a moment the man's face expressed the rage of a wild-cat and his +hands clinched. "Don't you do it—that's all!" he finally snarled. +"You'll wish you hadn't."</p> + +<p>"Run away, little boy," she said, irritably. "You make me tired. I don't +feel like being badgered by anybody, and, besides, I'm not mortgaged to +anybody just yet."</p> + +<p>His mood changed. "Bertie, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be fresh. But +don't talk to me that way, it uses me all up."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, stop puffing and blowing. I've troubles of my own, with +mother sick and a new cook in the kitchen."</p> + +<p>"Excuse me, Bert; I'll never do it again."</p> + +<p>"That's all right."</p> + +<p>"But it riled me like the devil to think—" he began again.</p> + +<p>"Don't think," she curtly interrupted; "cut hair."</p> + +<p>Perceiving that she was in evil mood for his plea, he turned away so +sadly that the girl relented a little and called out:</p> + +<p>"Say, Ed!" He turned and came back. "See here! I didn't intend to hurt +your feelings, but this is one of my touchy days, and you got on the +wrong side of me. I'm sorry. Here's my hand—now shake, and run."</p> + +<p>His face lightened, and he smiled, displaying his fine, white teeth. +"You're a world-beater, sure thing, and I'm going to get you yet!"</p> + +<p>"Cut it out!" she slangily retorted, sharply, withdrawing her hand.</p> + +<p>"You'll see!" he shouted, laughing back at her, full of hope again.</p> + +<p>She was equally curt with two or three others who brazenly tried to buy +a smile with their cigars. "Do business, boys; this is my day to sell +goods," she said, and they took the hint.</p> + +<p>When Haney came out from his supper, he stepped quietly in behind the +counter and said: "I'll take your place. Get your grub. Then put on your +hat and we'll drive out to see how the mother is." The girl acknowledged +a sense of relief as she left him in charge and went to her seat in the +far corner of the dining-room—a relief and a dangerous relaxation. It +was, after all, a pleasure to feel that a strong, sure hand was +out-stretched in sympathy—and she was tired. Even as she sat waiting +for her tea the collapse came, and bowing her head to her hands she +shook with silent sobs.</p> + +<p>The waitresses stared, and young Mrs. Gilman came hurrying. "What's the +matter, Bertie; are you sick?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no—but I'm worried—about mother."</p> + +<p>"You haven't heard anything—?"</p> + +<p>"No, but she looked so old and so worn when she went away. She ought to +have quit here a month ago."</p> + +<p>"Well, I wouldn't worry. It's cooler out to the ranch, and the air is so +pure she'll pick up right away—you'll see."</p> + +<p>"I hope so, but she ought to take it easy the rest of her days. She's +done work enough—and I'm kind o' discouraged myself."</p> + +<p>Slowly she recovered her self-possession. She drank her tea in +abstracted silence, and at last she said: "I'm going out there, Cassie; +you'll have to look after things. I'll get some of the boys to 'tend the +office."</p> + +<p>"You're not going alone?"</p> + +<p>"No, Mart Haney is going to drive me."</p> + +<p>"Oh!" There was a look of surprise and consternation in the face of the +young wife, but she only asked, "You'll be back to-night?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, if mother is no worse."</p> + +<p>Haney had the smartest "rig" in town waiting for her as she came out, +but as he looked at her white dress and pretty hat of flowers and tulle +he apologized for its shortcomings—"'Tis lined with cream-colored satin +it <i>should</i> be."</p> + +<p>She colored a little at this, but quickly replied: "Blarney. Anybody'd +know you were an Irishman."</p> + +<p>"I am, and proud of it."</p> + +<p>"I want to take the doctor out to see mother."</p> + +<p>"Not in this rig," he protested.</p> + +<p>She smiled. "Why not? No, but I want to go round to his office and leave +a call."</p> + +<p>"I'll go round the world fer you," he replied.</p> + +<p>The air was deliciously cool and fragrant now that the sun was sinking, +and the town was astir with people. It was the social hour when the heat +and toil of the day were over, and all had leisure to turn wondering +eyes upon Haney and his companion. The girl felt her position keenly. +She was aware that a single appearance of this kind was equivalent to an +engagement in the minds of her acquaintances, but as she shyly glanced +at her lover's handsome face, and watched his powerful and skilled hands +upon the reins, her pride in him grew. She acknowledged his kindness, +and was tired and ready to lean upon his strength.</p> + +<p>"When did your mother quit?" he asked, after they had left the town +behind.</p> + +<p>"Sunday night. You see, we had a big rush all day, and on top of that, +about twelve o'clock, an alarm of fire next door. So she got no sleep. +Monday morning she didn't get up, Tuesday she dressed but was too +miserable to work, so finally I just packed her off to the ranch."</p> + +<p>"That was right—only you should have sent for me."</p> + +<p>She was silent, and her heart began to beat with a knowledge of the +demand he was about to make. She felt weak and unprotected here—in the +office they were on more equal terms—but she enjoyed in a subconscious +way the swift rush of the horses, the splendor of the sunset, and the +quiet authority in his voice—even as she lifted eyes to the mesa +towards which they were driving he began to speak.</p> + +<p>"You know my mind, little girl. I don't mean to ask you till +to-morrow—that's the day set—but I want to say that I've been cleaning +house all the week, thinkin' of you. I'm to be a leading citizen from +this day on. You won't need to apologize for me. I've never been a +drinking man, but I have been a reckless devil. I don't deny that I've +planted a wide field of wild oats. However, all that I put away from +this hour. 'Tis true I'm forty, but that's not old—I'm no older than I +was at twenty-one, sure—and, besides, you're young enough to make up." +He smiled, and again she acknowledged the charm of his face when he +smiled. "You'll see me grow younger whilst you grow older, and so wan +day we'll be of an age."</p> + +<p>Her customary readiness of reply had left her, and she still sat in +silence, a sob in her throat, a curious numbness in her limbs.</p> + +<p>He seemed to feel that she did not wish to talk. "If you come into +partnership with me you need never worry about the question of bread or +rent or clothes, and that's worth considerin'—Which road now?"</p> + +<p>She silently pointed to the left, and they drew near the foot of the +great mesa whose level top was cutting the sun in half.</p> + +<p>The miner was filled with grateful homage. "'Tis a great world!" he +exclaimed, softly. "Sure, 'tis only yesterday that I found it out, and +lifting me head took a look at the hills and the stars for the first +time in twenty years. 'Tis a new road I'm enterin'—whether you come to +me or not."</p> + +<p>All this was wonderful to the girl. Could it be that she was capable of +changing the life of a powerful man like this? It filled her with a +sense of duty as well as exaltation, an emotion that made a woman of +her. She seemed suddenly to have put the hotel and all its worriments +far, far behind her.</p> + +<p>Seized by an impulse to acquaint her with his family, Haney began to +tell about his father and his attempts to govern his five sons. "We were +devils," he admitted—"broncos, if ever such walked on two legs. We +wouldn't go to school—not wan of us except Charley; he did pretty +well—and we fished and played ball and went to the circus—" He +chuckled. "I left home the first time with a circus. I wanted to be a +lion-tamer, but had to content meself with driving the cook wagon. Then +I struck West, and I've never been back and I've never seen the old man +since, but now I've made me pile, I think I'll go home and hunt him up +and buy him new spectacles; it's ace to the three-spot he's using the +same horn-rimmed ones he wore when I left."</p> + +<p>Bertha was interested. "How long did you stay with the circus?"</p> + +<p>"Not very long. I got homesick and went back, but the next time I left, +I left for fair. I've been everywhere but East since. I've been in +Colorado mostly. 'Tis a good State."</p> + +<p>"I like it—but I'd like to see the rest of the country."</p> + +<p>"You can. If you join hands with me we'll go round the ball together."</p> + +<p>She did not follow this lead. "I've been to Denver once—went on one of +these excursion tickets."</p> + +<p>"How did you like it there?"</p> + +<p>"Pretty good; but I got awful tired, and the grub at the hotel was the +worst ever—it was a cheap place, of course. Didn't dare to look in the +door of the big places."</p> + +<p>"You can have a whole soot of rooms at the Royal Flush—if you will."</p> + +<p>Again she turned away. "I can't imagine anybody rich enough to live at +such hotels—There's our ranch."</p> + +<p>"Shy as a coyote, ain't it?" he commented, as he looked where she +pointed. "I'd prefer the Eagle House to that."</p> + +<p>"I love it out here," she said. "I helped plant the trees."</p> + +<p>"Did you? Then I want the place. I want everything your pretty hands +planted."</p> + +<p>"Oh, rats!" was her reproving comment, and it made him laugh at his own +sentimental speech.</p> + +<p>The ranch house stood at the foot of the mesa near a creek that came out +of a narrow gorge and struck out upon the flat valley. It was a little +house—a shack merely, surrounded by a few out-buildings, all looking as +temporary as an Indian encampment, but there were trees—thriftily +green—and some stacks of grain to testify to the energy and good +husbandry of the owner.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gilman was lying in a corner room, close to the stream which +rippled through the little orchard, and its gentle murmur had been a +comfort to her—it carried her back to her home in Oxford County (State +of Maine), where her early girlhood had been spent. At times it seemed +that she was in the little, old, gray house in the valley, and that her +father's sharp voice might come at any moment to break her delicious +drowse.</p> + +<p>Her breakdown had been caused as much by her mental turmoil as by her +overtaxing duties. She was confronted by a mighty temptation (through +her daughter) at a time when she was too weak and too ill to carry +forward her ordinary duties. To urge this marriage upon Bertha would be +to bring it about. That she knew, for the girl had said, "I'll do it if +you say so, mother."</p> + +<p>"I don't want you to do it if you'd rather not," had been her weak +answer.</p> + +<p>Bertie entered quietly, in a singularly mature, almost manly way, and +bending to her mother, asked cordially, "Well, how are you to-day?"</p> + +<p>The sick woman took her daughter's hand and drew it to her tear-wet +cheek. "Oh, my baby! I can't bear to leave you now."</p> + +<p>"Don't talk that way, mother. You're not going to leave me. The doctor +is coming out to see you, and everything is going all right at the +house, so don't you worry. You set to work to get well. That's your +little stunt. I'll look after the rest of it."</p> + +<p>Bertie had never been one to bestow caresses, even on her parents, and +her only sign of deep feeling now lay in the tremble of her voice. She +drew her hand away, and putting her arm about her mother's neck patted +her cheek. "Cassie's doing well," she said, abruptly, "and the girls are +fine. They brace right up to the situation, and—and everybody's nice to +us. I reckon a dozen of the church ladies called yesterday to ask how +you were—and Captain Haney came down to-day on purpose to find out how +things were going."</p> + +<p>The sufferer's eyes opened wide. "Bert, he's with you!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, he drove me out here," answered the girl, quietly. "He's come for +an answer to his proposition. It's up to us to decide right now."</p> + +<p>The mother broke into a whimper. "Oh, darling, I don't know what to +think. I'm afraid to leave this to you—it's an awful temptation to a +girl. I guess I've decided against it. He ain't the kind of man you +ought to marry."</p> + +<p>She hushed her mother's wail. "Sh! He'll hear you," she said, solemnly. +"There are lots o' worse men than Mart Haney."</p> + +<p>"But he's so old—for you."</p> + +<p>"He's no boy, that's true, but we went all over that. The new fact in +the case is this: he's sold out up there—cleared out his saloon +business—and all for <i>me</i>. Think o' that—and I hadn't given him a word +of encouragement, either! Now that speaks well for him, don't you +think?"</p> + +<p>The mother nodded. "Yes, it surely does, but then—"</p> + +<p>The girl went on: "Well, now, it ain't as though I hated him, for I +don't—I like him, I've always liked him. He's the handsomest man I +know, and he's treated me right from the very start. He didn't come down +to hurry me or crowd me at all, so he says. Well, I told him I wouldn't +answer yet awhile—time isn't really up till to-morrow. I can take +another week if I want to."</p> + +<p>The mother lay in silence for a few moments, and then with closed eyes, +streaming with hot tears, she again prayed silently to God to guide her +girl in the right path. When she opened her eyes the tall form of +Marshall Haney towered over her, so handsome, so full of quiet power +that he seemed capable of anything. His face was strangely sweet as he +said: "You must not fret about anything another minute. You've but to +lie quiet and get strong." He put his broad, soft, warm, and muscular +hand down upon her two folded ones, and added: "Let me do fer ye as I +would fer me own mother. 'Twill not commit ye to a thing." He seemed to +understand her mood—perhaps he had overheard her plea. "I'm not asking +a decision till you are well, but I wish you would trust me now—I could +do so much more fer you and the girl. Here's the doctor, so put the +whole thing by for the present. I ask nothing till you are well."</p> + +<p>If this was policy on his part it was successful; for the poor tortured +mother's heart was touched and her nerves soothed by his voice, as well +as by the touch of his hand, and when they left the house she was in +peaceful sleep, and the doctor's report was reassuring. "But she must +have rest," he said, positively, "and freedom from care."</p> + +<p>"She shall have it," said Haney, with equal decision.</p> + +<p>This bluff kindness, joined to the allurement of his powerful form, +profoundly affected the girl. Her heart went out towards him in +admiration and trust, and as they were on the way home she turned +suddenly to him, and said:</p> + +<p>"You're good to me—and you were good to mother; you needn't wait till +to-morrow for my answer. I'll do as you want me to—some time—not +now—next spring, maybe."</p> + +<p>He put his arm about her and kissed her, his eyes dim with a new and +softening emotion.</p> + +<p>"You've made Mart Haney over new—so you have! As sure as God lets me +live, I'll make you happy. You shall live like a queen."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IV" id="CHAPTER_IV"></a>CHAPTER IV</h2> + +<h3>HANEY MEETS AN AVENGER</h3> + + +<p>Haney took the train back to his mountain town in a mood which made him +regard his action as that of a stranger. Whenever he recalled Bertha's +trusting clasp of his hand he felt like removing his hat—the stir of +his heart was close akin to religious reverence. "Faith, an' she's +taking a big risk," he said. "But I'll not see her lose out," he added, +with a return of the gambler's phrase. "She has stacked her chips on the +right spot this time."</p> + +<p>With all his brute force, his clouded sense of justice, this gambler, +this saloon-man, was not without qualifying characteristics. He was a +Celt, and in almost every Celt there is hidden a poet. Quick to wrath, +quick to jest and fierce in his loves was he, as is the typical Irishman +whom England has not yet succeeded in changing to her own type. +Moreover, he was an American as well as a Celt (and the American is the +most sentimental of men—it is said); and now that he had been surprised +into honorable matrimony he began to arrange his affairs for his wife's +pleasure and glory. The words in which she had accepted him lingered in +his ears like phrases of a little hesitating song. For her he had sold +his gambling halls, for her he was willing at the moment to abandon the +associates of a lifetime.</p> + +<p>He was sitting in the car dreamily smoking, his hat drawn low over his +brows, when an acquaintance passing through the car stopped with a word +of greeting. Ordinarily Haney would have been glad of his company, but +he made a place for him at this time with grudging slowness.</p> + +<p>"How are ye, Slater? Set ye down."</p> + +<p>"I hear you've sold your saloons," Slater began, as he settled into +place.</p> + +<p>Haney nodded, without smiling.</p> + +<p>His neighbor grinned. "You don't seem very sociable to-day, Mart?"</p> + +<p>"I'm not," Haney replied, bluntly.</p> + +<p>"I just dropped down beside you to say that young Wilkinson went broke +in your place last night and has it in for you. He's plum fuzzy with +drink, and you better look sharp or he'll do you. He's been on the +rampage for two days—crazy as a loon."</p> + +<p>"Why does he go after me?" Haney asked, irritably. "I'm out of it. 'Tis +like the fool tenderfoot. Don't he know I had nothing to do with his +bust-up?"</p> + +<p>"He don't seem to—or else he's so locoed he's forgot it. All I know is +he's full of some pizen notion against you, and I thought I'd put you on +your guard."</p> + +<p>They talked on about this a few minutes, and then Slater rose, leaving +Haney to himself. But his tender mood was gone. His brow was knit. He +began to understand that a man could not run a bad business for twenty +years, and then at a day's notice clear himself of all its trailing evil +consequences. "I'll vamoose," he said to himself, with resolution. "I'll +put me mines in order, and go down into the valley and take the girl +with me—God bless her! We'll take a little turn as far as New York. +I'll put long miles between the two of us and all this sporting record +of mine. She don't like it, and I'll quit it. I'll begin a new life +entirely." And a glow of new-found virtue filled his heart. Of Wilkinson +he had no fear—only disgust. "Why should the fool pursue me?" he +repeated. "He took his chances and lost out. If he weren't a 'farmer' +he'd drop it."</p> + +<p>He ate his supper at the hotel in the same abstraction, and then, still +grave with plans for his new career, went out into the street to find +Williams, his partner. It was inevitable that he should bring up at the +bar of his former saloon; no other place in the town was so much like +home, after all. Habit drew him to its familiar walls. He was glad to +find a couple of old friends there, and they, having but just heard of +the sale of his outfit, hastened to greet and congratulate him. Of his +greatest good-fortune, of his highest conquest, they, of course, knew +nothing, and he was not in a mood to tell them of it.</p> + +<p>The bar-room was nearly empty, for the reason that the miners had not +yet finished their evening meal, and Haney and his two cronies had just +taken their second round of drinks when the side door was burst +violently open, and a man, white and wild, with a double-barrelled +shotgun in his hand, abruptly entered. Darting across the floor, he +thrust the muzzle of his weapon almost against Haney's breast and fired, +uttering a wild curse at the moment of recoil.</p> + +<p>The tall gambler reeled under the shock, swinging half way about, his +hands clutching at the railing, a look of anguish and surprise upon his +face. The assassin, intent, alert, would have fired again had not a +by-stander felled him to the floor. The room filled instantly with +excited men eager to strike, vociferous with hate; but Haney, with one +palm pressed to his breast, stood silent—curiously silent—his lips +white with his effort at self-control.</p> + +<p>At length two of his friends seized him, tenderly asking: "How is it, +old man? Are you hurt bad?"</p> + +<p>His lips moved—they listened—as he faintly whispered: "He's got me, +boys. Here's where I quit."</p> + +<p>"Don't say that, Mart. You'll pull through," said his friend, chokingly. +Then with ferocious impatience he yelled: "Somebody get the doctor! Damn +it all, get moving! Don't you see him bleed?"</p> + +<p>Haney moved his head feebly. "Lay me down, Pete—I'm torn to pieces—I'm +all in, I'm afraid. Get me little girl—that's all I ask."</p> + +<p>Very gently they took him in their arms and laid him on one of the +gambling-tables in the rear room, while the resolute barkeeper pushed +the crowd out.</p> + +<p>Again Haney called, impatiently, almost fiercely: "Send for +Bertie—quick!"</p> + +<p>The men looked at each other in wonder, and one of them tapped his brow +significantly, for no one knew of his latest love-affair. While still +they stared Williams came rushing wildly in. All gave way to him, and +the young doctor who followed him was greeted with low words of +satisfaction. To his partner, whom he recognized, Haney repeated his +command: "Send for Bertie." With a hurried scrawl Williams put down the +girl's name and address on a piece of paper, and shouted: "Here! +Somebody take this and rush it. Tell her to come quick as the Lord will +let her." Then, with the tenderness of a brother, he bent to Haney. "How +is it, Mart?"</p> + +<p>Mart did not reply. His supreme desire attended to, he sank into a +patient immobility that approached stupor, while the surgeon worked with +intent haste to stop the flow of blood. The wound was most barbarous, +and Williams' eyes filled with tears as he looked upon that magnificent +torso mangled by buckshot. He loved his big partner—Haney was indeed +his highest enthusiasm, his chief object of adoration, and to see him +riddled in this way was devil's work. He lost hope. "It's all over with +Mart Haney," he said, chokingly, a few minutes later to the men crowding +the bar-room—and then his rage against the assassin broke forth. He +became the tiger seeking the blood of him who had slain his mate. His +curses rose to primitive ferocity. "Where is he?" he asked.</p> + +<p>To him stepped a man—one whose voice was quiet but intense. "We've +attended to his case, Williams. He's toeing the moonlight from a +lamp-post. Want to see?"</p> + +<p>For an instant his rage flared out against these officious friends who +had cheated him of his share in the swift delight of the avenger. Then +tears again misted his eyes, and with a dignity and pathos which had +never graced his speech before he pronounced a slow eulogy upon his +friend: "No man had a right to accuse Mart Haney of any trick. He took +his chances, fair and square. He had no play with crooked cards or +'doctored' wheels. It was all 'above board' with him. He was dead game +and a sport, you all know that, and now to be ripped to bits with +buckshot—just when he was takin' a wife—is hellish."</p> + +<p>His voice faltered, and in the dead silence which followed this +revelation of Haney's secret he turned and re-entered the inner room, to +watch beside his friend.</p> + +<p>The hush which lay over the men at the bar lasted till the barkeeper +softly muttered: "Boys, that's news to me. It does make it just too +tough." Then those who had hitherto opposed the lynching of the murderer +changed their minds and directed new malediction against him, and those +who had handled the rope took keener comfort and greater honor to +themselves.</p> + +<p>"Who is the woman?" asked one of those who waited.</p> + +<p>This question remained unanswered till the messenger to the telegraph +office returned. Even then little beyond her name was revealed, but each +of the watchers began to pray that she might reach the dying man before +his eyes should close forever. "He can't live till sunrise," said one, +"and there is no train from the Junction till morning. She can't get +here without a special. Did you order a special for her?"</p> + +<p>"No, I didn't think of it," the messenger replied, with a sense of +shortcoming.</p> + +<p>"It must be done!"</p> + +<p>"I'll attend to that," said Slater. "I know the superintendent. I'll +wire him to see her—and bring her."</p> + +<p>"Well, be quick about it. Expense don't count now."</p> + +<p>It was beautiful to see how these citizens, rough and sordid as many of +them were, rose to the poetic value of the situation. As one of them, +who had seen (and loved) the girl, told of her youth and beauty, they +all stood in rigidly silent attention. "She's hardly more than a child," +he explained, "but you never saw a more level-headed little business +woman in your life. She runs the Golden Eagle Hotel at Junction, and +does it alone. That's what caught Mart, you see. She's as straight as a +Ute, and her eyes are clear as agates. She's a little captain—just the +mate for Mart. She'll save him if anybody can."</p> + +<p>"Will she come? Can she get away?"</p> + +<p>"Of course she'll come. She'll ride an engine or jump a flat-car to get +here. You can depend on a woman in such things. She don't stop to +calculate, she ain't that kind. She comes—you can bet high on that. I'm +only worrying for fear Mart won't hold out till she gets here."</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, every man in the room where Haney lay, sat in silence, with +an air of waiting—waiting for the inevitable end. The bleeding had been +checked, but the sufferer's breathing was painful and labored, and the +doctor, sitting close beside him, was studying means to prolong life—he +had given up hope of saving it. With stiffened lips Haney repeated now +and again: "Keep me alive till she comes, doctor. She must marry +me—here. I want her to have all I've got—<i>everything</i>!"</p> + +<p>At another time he said: "Get the judge—have everything ready!"</p> + +<p>They understood. He wished to dower his love with his wealth, to place +in her hands his will, beyond the reach of any contestant, and this +resolution through the hours of his agony, through the daze of his +weakness persisted heroically—till even the doctor's throat filled with +sympathetic emotion, as he thought of the young maiden soon to be thrust +into this tragic drama. He answered, soothingly: "I'll do all I can, +Mart. There's a lot of vitality in you yet. We won't give up. You'll +pull through, with her help."</p> + +<p>To this Haney made no reply, and the hours passed with ghostly step. It +was a most moving experience for the young doctor to look round that +wide room littered with scattered cards, the wheels of chance motionless +at the hazard where the last gambler's bet had ended. In the "lookout's +chair," where Haney himself used to sit, an unseen arbiter now gloomed, +watching a game where life was the forfeit. A spectral finger seemed to +rest upon the blood-red spot of every board. No sound came from the +drinking-saloon in front. The miners had all withdrawn. Only the +barkeeper and a few personal friends kept willing vigil.</p> + +<p>About nine o'clock an answering telegram came to Slater: "Girl just +leaving on special. Will make all speed possible."</p> + +<p>Haney faintly smiled when Williams read this message to him. "I knew +it," he whispered, "she'll come." Then his lips set in a grim line. "And +I'll be here when she comes." Thereafter he had the look of a man who +hangs with hooked fingers in iron resolution above an abyss, husbanding +every resource—forcing himself to think only of the blue sky above him.</p> + +<p>A little later the priest knocked at the door and asked to see the dying +man, but to this request Haney shook his head and whispered. "No, no; +I've no strength to waste—'tis good of him. Wait! Tell him to be +here—to marry us—" And with this request the priest was forced to be +content. "May the Lord God be merciful to him!" he exclaimed fervently, +as he turned away.</p> + +<p>Once again, about midnight, the wounded man roused up to say: "The +ceremony must be legal—I want no lawsuits after. The girl must be +protected." He was thinking of his brothers, of his own kind, rapacious +and selfish. Every safeguard must be thrown around his sweetheart's +life.</p> + +<p>"We'll attend to that," answered Williams, who seemed able to read his +partner's thoughts. "We'll take every precaution. He wants the judge to +be present as well as the priest," he explained to the doctor, "so that +if the girl would rather she can be married by the Court as well as by +the Church."</p> + +<p>Every man in the secret realized fully that the girl was being endowed +with an immense fortune, and that she would inevitably be the quarry of +every self-seeking relative whose interest would be served by attacking +her rights in the premises. "The lawsuits must be cut out," was +Williams' order to the judge. "Mart's brothers are a wolfish lot. We +don't want any loose ends for them to catch on to."</p> + +<p>From time to time messages flashed between the oncoming train and the +faithful watchers. "It's all up grade, but Johnson is breaking all +records. At this rate she'll reach here by daylight," said Slater. "But +that's a long time for Mart to wait on that rough bed," he added to +Williams, with deep sympathy in his voice.</p> + +<p>"I know that, but to move him would hasten his death. The doctor is +afraid to even turn him. Besides, Mart himself won't have it. 'I'm +better here,' he says. So we've propped him into the easiest position +possible. There's nothing to do but wait for the girl."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_V" id="CHAPTER_V"></a>CHAPTER V</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA'S UPWARD FLIGHT</h3> + + +<p>Bertha was eating her supper, after a hard day's work in her little +hotel, when a little yellow envelope was handed to her. The words of the +message were few, but they were meaning-full: "Come at once. Mart hurt, +not expected to live." It was signed by Williams. While still she sat +stunned and hesitant, under the weight of this demand, another and much +more explicit telegram came: "Johnson, superintendent, is ordered to +fetch you with special train. Don't delay. Mart needs you—is calling +for you. Come at once!"</p> + +<p>The phrase "is calling for you" reached her heart—decided her. She +rose, and, with a word of explanation to her housekeeper, put on her +hat, and threw a cloak over her arm. "I've got to go to Cripple. Captain +Haney is sick, and I've got to go to him. I don't know when I'll be +back," she said. "Get along the best you can." Her face was white but +calm, and her manner deliberate. "Send word to mother that Mart is hurt, +and I've gone up to see him. Tell her not to worry."</p> + +<p>To her night clerk, who had come on duty, she quietly remarked: "I +reckon you'll have to look after things to-morrow. I'll try to get back +the day after. If I don't, Lem Markham will take my place." While still +she stood arranging the details of her business a short, dark man +stepped inside the door, and very kindly and gravely explained his +errand. "I'm Johnson, the division superintendent. They've telegraphed +me for a special, and I'm going to take you up myself. Mart is a friend +of mine," he added, with some feeling.</p> + +<p>She thanked him with a look and a quick clasp of his hand, and together +they hurried into the street and down to the station, where a locomotive +coupled to a single coach stood panting like a fierce animal, a cloud of +spark-lit smoke rolling from its low stack. The coach was merely a short +caboose; but the girl stepped into it without a moment's hesitation, and +the engine took the track like a spirited horse. As the fireman got up +speed the car began to rock and roll violently, and Johnson remarked to +the girl: "I guess you'd better take my chair; it's bolted to the floor, +and you can hang on when we go round the curves."</p> + +<p>She obeyed instantly, and with her small hands gripping the arm-rests of +the rude seat cowered in silence, while the clambering monster rushed +and roared over the level lands and labored up the grades, shrieking now +and again, as if in mingled pain and warning. Johnson and the brakeman, +for the most part, kept to the lookout in the turret, and the girl rode +alone—rode far, passing swiftly from girlhood to womanhood, so full of +enforced meditation were the hours of that ride. It seemed that she was +leaving something sweet and care-free behind her, and it was certain +that she was about to face death. She had one perfectly clear +conception, and that was that the man who had been most kind to her, and +to whom she had given her promise of marriage, was dying and needed +her—was calling for her through the night.</p> + +<p>Burdened with responsibility from her childhood, accustomed to make her +own decisions, she had responded to this prayer, knowing dimly that this +journey denoted a new and portentous experience—a fundamental change in +her life.</p> + +<p>She had admired and liked Haney from the first, but her feeling even yet +was very like that of a boy for a man of heroic statue—her regard had +very little of woman's passion in it. She was appalled and benumbed by +the thought that she was soon to look upon him lying prone. That she +might soon be called upon to meet those bold eyes closing in death she +had been warned, and yet she did not shrink from it. The nurse, latent +in every woman, rose in her, and she ached with desire of haste, longing +to lay her hand upon the suffering man in some healing way. His +kindness, his gentleness, during the days of his final courtship had +sunk deep—his generosity had been so full, so free, so unhesitating.</p> + +<p>She thought of her mother, and as a fuller conception of the alarm and +anxiety she would feel came to her, she decided to send her a telegram. +"She will know it was my duty to go," she decided. "As for the +hotel—what does it matter now?" Nothing seemed to matter, indeed, save +the speed of her chariot.</p> + +<p>The night was long, interminably long. Once and again Johnson came down +out of his perch, and spoke a few clumsy words of well-meaning +encouragement, but found her unresponsive. Her brain was too busy with +taking leave of old conceptions and in mastering new duties to be +otherwise than vaguely grateful to her companions. Her mind was clear on +one other point—this journey committed her to Marshall Haney. There +could be no further hesitation. "Some time, soon, if he lives, I must +marry him," she thought, and the conception troubled her with a new +revelation of what that relationship might mean. She felt suddenly very +small, very weak, and very helpless. "He must be good to me," she +murmured. And then, as the words of his prayer to her came back, she +added: "And I'll be good to him."</p> + +<p>Far and farther below her shone the lights in the little hotel, and the +busy and jocund scenes of her girlish life receded swiftly. At this +moment her desk and the little sitting-room where the men lounged seemed +a haven of peace and plenty, and the car, rocking and plunging through +the night, was like a ship rising and falling on wild seas under unknown +stars.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>The clear light of the mountain dawn was burnishing brass into gold as +the locomotive with its tolling bell slid up the level track at the end +of its run, and came to a stealthy halt beside the small station.</p> + +<p>"Here we are!" called Johnson from his turret, and Bertha rose, stiff +and sore with the long night's ride, her resolution cooled to a kind of +passive endurance. "I'm ready!" she called back.</p> + +<p>Williams met her at the step. "It's all right, sis. Mart's still +here—and waiting for you."</p> + +<p>Instantly, at sight of his ugly, familiar, friendly face, she became +alert, clear-brained. "How is he?"</p> + +<p>"Pretty bad."</p> + +<p>"What's it all about? How did it happen?"</p> + +<p>"I'll clear that up as we go," he replied, and led the way to a +carriage.</p> + +<p>Once inside, she turned her keen gaze upon him. "Now go +ahead—straight."</p> + +<p>He did so in the blunt terms of a man whose life had been always on the +border, and who has no nice shading in act or word.</p> + +<p>"Is he dying?" she asked at the first pause.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid he is, sister," he replied, gently. "That's what's made the +night seem long to us; but you're here and it's all right now."</p> + +<p>That she was to look on him dying had been persistently in her mind, but +that she was to see him mangled by an assassin added horror to her +dread. In spite of her intrepid manner, she was still girl enough to +shudder at the sight of blood.</p> + +<p>Williams went on. "He's weak, too weak to talk much, and so I'm going to +tell you what he wants. He wants you to marry him before he dies."</p> + +<p>The girl drew away. "Not this minute—to-night?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; he wants to give you legal rights to all he has, and you've got to +do it quick. No tellin' what may happen." His voice choked as he said +this.</p> + +<p>Bertha's blood chilled with dismay. Her throat filled and her bosom +swelled with the effort she made at self-control, and Williams, watching +her with bright eyes of admiration, hurried on to the end. "Everything +is ready. There is a priest, if you want him, and Judge Brady with a +civil ceremony, if that will please you better, or we'll get a +Protestant minister; it's for you to say. Only the knot must be tied +good and tight. I told the boys you'd take a priest for Mart's sake. He +says: 'Make it water-proof.' He means so that no will-breaking brothers +or cousins can stack the cards agin you. And now it's up to you, little +sister. He has only a few hours anyway, and I don't see that you can +refuse, specially as it makes his dying—" He stopped there.</p> + +<p>The street was silent as they drew up to the saloon door, and only +Slater and one or two of his friends were present when Bertha walked +into the bar-room, erect as a boy, her calm, sweet face ashen white in +the electric light. For an instant; she stood there in the middle of the +floor alone, her big dark eyes searching every face. Then Judge Brady, a +kindly, gray-haired man, advanced, and took her hand. "We're very glad +to see you," he gravely said, introducing himself. Williams, who had +entered the inner room, returned instantly to say: "Come, he's waiting."</p> + +<p>Without a word the bride entered the presence of her groom, and the +doctor, bending low to the gambler, said: "Be careful now, Mart. Don't +try to rise. Be perfectly still. Bertie has come."</p> + +<p>Haney turned with a smile—a tender, humorous smile—and whispered: +"Bertie, acushla mavourneen, come to me!"</p> + +<p>Then the watchers withdrew, leaving them alone, and the girl, bending +above him, kissed him. "Oh, Captain, can't I do something? I <i>must</i> do +something."</p> + +<p>"Yes, darlin', ye can. You can marry me this minute, and ye shall. I'm +dyin', girl—so the doctor says. I don't feel it that way; but, anyhow, +we take no chances. All I have is for you, and so—"</p> + +<p>She put her hand ever his lips. "You must be quiet. I understand, and I +will do it—but only to make you well." She turned to the door, and her +voice was clear as she said to those who waited: "I am ready."</p> + +<p>"Will you have Father Kearney?" asked Williams.</p> + +<p>She turned towards Haney. "Just as he says."</p> + +<p>The stricken miner, ghastly with the pain brought on by movement, +responded to the doctor's question, only by a whisper: "The +priest—first."</p> + +<p>The girl heard, and her fine, clear glance rested upon the face of the +priest. Tears were on her cheeks, but a kind of exultation was in her +tone as she said: "I am willing, father."</p> + +<p>With a look which denoted his appreciation of the girl's courage, the +priest stepped forward and led her to her place beside her bridegroom. +She took Haney's big nerveless hand in her firm grasp, and together they +listened to the solemn words which made them husband and wife. It seemed +that the gambler was passing into the shadow during the opening prayer, +but his whispered responses came at the proper pauses, and only when the +final benediction was given, and the priest and the judge fell back +before the rush of the young doctor, did the wounded man's eyes close in +final collapse. He had indeed reached the end of his endurance.</p> + +<p>The young wife spoke then, imperiously, almost fiercely, asking: "Why is +he lying here? This is no place for him."</p> + +<p>The doctor explained. "We were afraid to move him—till you came. In +fact, he wouldn't let me move him. If you say so now, we will take him +up." With these words the watchers shifted their responsibility to her +shoulders, uttering sighs of deep relief. Whatever happened now, Mart's +will had been secured. At her command they lifted the table on which her +husband lay, and the wife walked beside it, unheeding the throngs of +silent men walling her path. Every one made way for her, waited upon +her, eager to serve her, partly because she was Marshall Haney's wife, +but more because of her youth and the brave heart which looked from her +clear and candid eyes.</p> + +<p>She showed no hesitation now, gave out no word of weakness; on the +contrary, she commanded with certainty and precision, calling to her aid +all that the city afforded. Not till she had summoned the best surgeons +and was sure that everything had been done that could be done did she +permit herself to relax—or to think of rest or her mother.</p> + +<p>When she had sunk to sleep upon a couch beside her husband's bed, +Williams, with a note of deep admiration, demanded of the surgeon: +"Ain't she a little Captain? Mart can't die now, can he? He's got too +much to live for."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VI" id="CHAPTER_VI"></a>CHAPTER VI</h2> + +<h3>THE HANEY PALACE</h3> + + +<p>One day early in the following summer a tall, thin man, with one +helpless side, entered the big luminous hall of the Antlers Hotel at the +Springs, upheld by a stalwart attendant, and accompanied by a +sweet-faced, calm-lipped young woman. This was Marshall Haney and his +young wife Bertha, down from the mountain for the first time since his +illness, and those who knew their story and recognized them, stood aside +with a thrill of pity for the man and a look of admiration for the girl, +whose bravery and devotion had done so much to bring her husband back to +life and to a growing measure of his former strength.</p> + +<p>Marshall Haney was, indeed, but a poor hulk of his stalwart self. One +lung had been deeply torn, his left shoulder was almost wholly disabled, +and he walked with a stoop and shuffle; but his physical weakening was +not more marked than his mental mellowing. He was softened—"gentled," +as the horsemen say. His eyes were larger, and his face, once so stern +and masterful, gave out an appealing expression by reason of the deep +horizontal wrinkles which had developed in his brow. He had grown a +mustache, and this being gray gave him an older look—older and more +military. It was plain, also, that he leaned upon his keen-eyed, +impassive little wife, who never for one moment lost her hold upon +herself or her surroundings. Her flashing glances took note of +everything about her, and her lips were close-set and firm.</p> + +<p>Williams, ugly and wordless as ever, followed them with a proud smile +till they entered the handsome suite of rooms which had been reserved +for them. "There's nothing too good for Marshall Haney and his +side-partner," he exulted to the bell-boy.</p> + +<p>Thereupon, Mart, with a look of reverence at his young bride, replied: +"She's airned it—and more!"</p> + +<p>A sigh was in his voice and a singular appeal in his big eyes as he sank +into an easy-chair. "I believe I do feel better down here; my heart +seems to work aisier. I'm going to get well now, darlin'."</p> + +<p>"Of course you are," she answered, in the tone of a daughter; then +added, with a smile: "I like it here. Why not settle?"</p> + +<p>To her Colorado Springs was a dazzling social centre. The beauty of the +homes along its wide streets, the splendor of its private carriages, +affected her almost as deeply as the magnitude and glory of Denver +itself; but she was not of those who display their weaknesses and +diffidence. She ate her first dinner in the lofty Antlers dining-hall +with quiet dignity, and would not have been particularly noticed but for +Haney, who was well-known to the waiters of the hotel. Her association +with him had made her a marked figure in their mountain towns, and she +was accustomed to comment.</p> + +<p>She met the men who addressed her with entire fearlessness and candor +(she was afraid only of women in good clothes), speaking with the easy +slanginess of a herder, using naturally and unconsciously the most +picturesque phrases of the West. Her speech was incisive and +unhesitating, yet not swift. She never chattered, but "you bet" and "all +right" were authorized English so far as she was concerned. "They say +you can't beat this town anywhere for society, and I sure like the looks +of what we've seen. Suppose we hang around this hotel for a while—not +too long, for it's mighty expensive." Here she smiled—a quick, flashing +smile. "You see, I can't get used to spending money—I'm afraid all the +time I'll wake up. It's just like a dream I used to have of finding +chink—I always came to before I had a chance to handle it and see if it +was real."</p> + +<p>Haney answered, indulgently: "'Tis all real, Bertie. I'll show you that +when I'm meself again."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I believe it—at least, part of the time," she retorted. "But I'll +have to flash a roll to do it—checks are no good. I could sign a +million checks and not have 'em seem like real money. I'm from Missouri +when it comes to cash."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gilman, who had always stood in bewilderment and wonder of her +daughter, was entirely subject now. She and Williams usually moved in +silence, like adoring subjects in the presence of their sovereigns. They +had no doubts whatsoever concerning the power and primacy of gold; and +as for Haney himself, his unquestioning confidence in his little wife's +judgment had come to be like an article of religious faith.</p> + +<p>After breakfast on the second day of her stay Bertha ordered a carriage, +and they drove about the town in the brilliant morning sunshine, looking +for a place to build. She resembled a little home-seeking sparrow. Every +cosey cottage was to her an almost irresistible allurement. "There's a +dandy place, Captain," she called several times. "Wouldn't you like a +house like that?"</p> + +<p>He, with larger notions, shook his head each time. "Too small, Bertie. +We've the right to a fine big place—like that, now." He nodded towards +a stately gray-stone mansion, with the sign "For Sale" planted on its +lawn.</p> + +<p>She was aghast. "Gee! what would we do with a state-house like that?"</p> + +<p>"Live in it, sure."</p> + +<p>"It would need four chamber-maids and two hired men to take care of a +place like that. And think of the money it would spoil to stock it with +furniture!" Nevertheless, she gazed at it longingly. "I'd sure like that +big garden and that porch. You could sit on that porch and see the +mountains, couldn't you? But my ears and whiskers, the expense of +keeping it!"</p> + +<p>They passed on to other and less palatial possibilities, and returned to +the hotel undecided. The two women, bewildered and weary, diverged and +discussed the matter of dress till the mid-day meal.</p> + +<p>"I like being rich," remarked the young wife, as they took their seats +in the lovely dining-room, and looked about at the tables so shining, so +dainty. "It would be fun to run a house like this, don't you think?" She +addressed her mother.</p> + +<p>"Good gracious, no! Think of the bill for help and the worry of looking +after all this silver! No, it's too splendid for us."</p> + +<p>Haney still retained enough of his ancient humor to smile at them. "I'd +rather see you manage that big stone house with the porch which I'm +going to buy."</p> + +<p>"You don't mean it?" said Bertha, while Mrs. Gilman stared at him over +her soup.</p> + +<p>He went on quietly. "Sure! Me mind's made up. You want the garden and I +like the porch; so 'phone the agent after dinner, and we'll go up and +see to it this very afternoon."</p> + +<p>Bertha's bosom heaved with excitement, and her eyes expanded. "I'd like +just once to see the <i>inside</i> of a house like that. It must be half as +big as this hotel—but to own it! You're crazy, Captain."</p> + +<p>The remote possibility of walking through that wonderful mansion took +away the young wife's appetite, and she became silent and reflective in +the face of a delicious fried chicken. The magic of her husband's wealth +began to make itself most potently felt.</p> + +<p>Haney insisted on smoking a cigar in the lobby. Bertha took her mother +away to talk over the tremendous decision which was about to be thrust +upon them. "We want a house," said she, decisively, "but not a palace +like that. What would we do with it? It scares me up a tree to think of +it."</p> + +<p>"I guess he was only joking," Mrs. Gilman agreed.</p> + +<p>"I can see the porch would be fine for him," Bertha went on. "But, +jiminy spelter, we'd all be lost in the place!"</p> + +<p>Haney called Williams to his side, and told him of the house. "It's a +big place, but I want it. Go you and see the agent. My little girl needs +a roof, and why not the best?"</p> + +<p>"Sure!" replied Williams, with conviction. "She's entitled to a castle. +You round up the women, and I'll do the rest."</p> + +<p>The house proved to be even more splendid and spacious than its exterior +indicated, and Bertha walked its wide halls with breathless delight. +After a hurried survey of the interior, they came out upon the broad +veranda, and lingered long in awe and wonder of the outlook. To the west +lay a glorious garden of fruits and flowers; a fountain was playing over +the rich green grass; high above the tops of the pear and peach trees +(which made a little copse) rose the purple peaks of the Rampart range.</p> + +<p>"Oh, isn't it great!" exclaimed Bertha.</p> + +<p>Haney turned to the agent with a tense look on his pale face—a look of +exultant power.</p> + +<p>"Make out your papers," said he, quietly. "We take the place—as it +stands."</p> + +<p>Bertha was overwhelmed by this flourish of the enchanter's wand—but +only for a moment. No sooner was the contract signed than she roused +herself as to a new business venture. "Well, now, the first thing is +furniture. Let's see! There is some carpets and curtains in the place, +isn't there? And a steel range. It's up to me to rustle the balance of +the outfit together right lively."</p> + +<p>And so she set to work quite as she would have done in outfitting a new +hotel—so many beds, so many chairs in a room, so many dressers, and +soon had a long list made out and the order placed.</p> + +<p>She spent every available moment of her time for the next two days +getting the kitchen and dining-room in running order, and when she had +two beds ready insisted on moving in. "We can kind o' camp out in the +place till we get stocked up. I'm crazy to be under our own roof."</p> + +<p>Haney, almost as eager as she, consented, and on the third day they +drove up to the door, dismissed their hired coachman, and stepped inside +the gate—master and mistress of an American chateau.</p> + +<p>Mart turned, and, with misty eyes and a voice choked with happiness, +said: "Well, darlin', we have it now—the palace of the fairy stories."</p> + +<p>"It's great," she repeated, musingly; "but I can't make it seem like a +home—mebbe it'll change when I get it filled with furniture, but the +garden is sure all right."</p> + +<p>They took their first meal on the porch overlooking the mountains, +listening to the breeze in the vines. It was heavenly sweet after the +barren squalor of their Cripple Creek home, and they did little but gaze +and dream.</p> + +<p>"We need a team," Bertha said, at last.</p> + +<p>"Buy one," replied Haney.</p> + +<p>So Bertha bought a carriage and a fine black span. This expenditure +involved a coachman, and to fill that position an old friend of +Williams'—a talkative and officious old miner—was employed. She next +secured a Chinese cook, the best to be had, and a girl to do the +chamber-work. They were all busy as hornets, and Bertha lived in a glow +of excitement every waking hour of the day—though she did not show it.</p> + +<p>Haney's check-book was quite as wonderful in its way as Aladdin's lamp, +and little by little the women permitted themselves to draw upon its +magic. The shining span of blacks, with flowing manes and champing bits, +became a feature of the avenue as the women drove up and down on their +never-ending quest for household luxuries—they had gone beyond mere +necessities. Mart usually went with them, sitting in the carriage while +they "visited" with the grocery clerks and furniture dealers. They were +very popular with these people, as was natural.</p> + +<p>"Little Mrs. Haney" became at once the subject of endless +comment—mostly unfavorable; for Mart's saloon-made reputation was +well-known, and the current notion of a woman who would marry him was +not high. She was reported, in the alien circles of the town, to be a +vulgar little chamber-maid who had taken a gambler for his money at a +time when he was supposed to be on his death-bed, and her elevation to +the management of a palatial residence was pointed out as being +"peculiarly Western-American."</p> + +<p>The men, however, were much more tolerant of judgment than their women. +They had become more or less hardened to seeing crude miners luxuriating +in sudden, accidental wealth; therefore, they nodded good-humoredly at +Haney and tipped their hats to his pretty wife with smiles. As bankers, +tradesmen, and taxpayers generally they could not afford to neglect a +citizen possessed of so much wealth and circumstance.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Gilman presented a letter of introduction to the nearest church of +her own persuasion, and went to service quite as unassumingly as in +Sibley, and was greeted by a few of the ladies there cordially and +without hint of her son-in-law's connections. Two or three, including +the pastor's wife, made special effort to cultivate her acquaintance by +calling immediately, but they were not of those who attracted Bertha; +and though she showed them about the house and answered their questions, +she did not promise to call. "We're too busy," she explained. "I haven't +got more than half the rooms into shape, and, besides, we're to have my +brother's folks down from the Junction—we're on the hustle all day +long."</p> + +<p>This was true. She had been quite besieged by her former neighbors in +Sibley, who found it convenient to "put up with the Haneys" while +visiting the town. They were, in fact, very curious to study her in her +new and splendid setting; and though some of them peeked and peered amid +the beds, and thumped the mattresses in vulgar curiosity, the young +housewife merely laughed. All her life had been spent among folk of this +directly inquisitive sort. She expected them to act as they did, and, +being a hearty and generous soul, as well as a very democratic one, she +sent them away happy.</p> + +<p>Indeed, she won praise from all who came to know her. But that small +part of the Springs—alien and exclusive—which considered itself higher +if not better than the rest of the Western world, looked askance at "the +gambler's wife and her freak friends," and Mrs. Crego, who was inclined +to be very censorious, alluded to the Haneys as "beggars on horseback" +as she met them on the boulevard.</p> + +<p>Of all this critical comment Bertha remained, happily, unconscious, and +it is probable that she would soon have won her way to a decent circle +of friends had not Charles Haney descended upon them like a plague. Mart +had been receiving letters from this brother, but had said nothing to +Bertha of his demands. "Charles despised me when he met me in Denver," +he explained to Williams. "I was busted at the time, ye mind." He +winked. "And now when he reads in the papers that Mart Haney is rich, he +comes down on me like a hawk on a June bug. 'Tis no matter. He may +come—I'll not cast him out. But he does not play with me +double-eagles—not he!"</p> + +<p>Charles Haney was not fitted to raise his brother's wife in the social +scale, for he belonged to that marked, insistent variety of actor to be +distinguished on trains and in the lobbies of hotels—a fat, sleek, +loud-voiced comedian, who enacted scenes from his unwritten plays while +ladling his soup, and who staggered and fell across chairs in +illustration of highly emotional lines and, what was worse, he was of +those who regard every unescorted woman as fair game. Bold of glance and +brassy of smile, he began to make eyes at his sister-in-law from their +first meeting.</p> + +<p>She amazed him. He had expected a woman of his own class—an +adventuress, painted, designing; and to find this sweet little +girl—"why, she's too good for Mart," he concluded, and shifted his +hollow pretensions of sympathy from his brother to his sister-in-law. +Before the first evening of his visit closed he sought opportunity to +tell her, in hypocritic sadness, that Mart was a doomed man, and that +she would soon be free of him. Bertha was disturbed by his gaze and +repelled by his touch, but tried to like him on Mart's account. His +mouthing disgusted her, and the good-will with which Haney greeted his +brother turned into bitterness as the boaster and low wit began to +display himself.</p> + +<p>"We all grew up in the street or in the saloon," Haney sadly remarked, +"and you finished your education in the variety theatre, I'm thinking."</p> + +<p>The actor took this as a joke, and with a grin retorted: "That's better +than running a faro-layout."</p> + +<p>"I dunno; a good quiet game has its power to educate a man," replied the +gambler.</p> + +<p>That night, as she was preparing the Captain for bed, he remarked, with +a sigh: "Life is a quare game! I mind Charley well as a cute little +yellow-haired divil, always laughing, always in mischief, and me chasin' +after him—a big slob of a boy. I used to carry him up an' down the +tenement stairs. I learned him to skate—and now here he is drinkin' +himself puffy, whilst I am an old broken-down hack at forty-five." He +looked up at her with a sheen of tears in his eyes. "Darlin', 'tis a +shame to be leanin' on you."</p> + +<p>She put her arm around his big grizzled head and drew it to her.</p> + +<p>"You can lean hard, Mart. I'm standin' by."</p> + +<p>"No, I'll not lean too hard," he answered. "I don't want your fine, +straight back to stoop. I make no demands. I'll not spoil your young +life. I'm not worth it. You're free to go when you can't stand me any +longer."</p> + +<p>"Now, now, no more of that!" she warned. "When I have cause to knock, +you won't need no ear-trumpet. Put up your hoof." He obeyed, and, +stooping swiftly, she began to unlace the shoe which he could no longer +reach. Her manner was that of a daughter who tyrannizes over an +indulgent father. Her admiration and gratitude, so boyish once, were now +replaced by an affection in which the element of sex had small place, +and his love for her sprang also from a source far removed from the +fierce instinct which first led him to seek her subduing.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VII" id="CHAPTER_VII"></a>CHAPTER VII</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA REPULSES AN ENEMY</h3> + + +<p>Charles Haney had no scruples. From the moment of his first meeting with +his brother's young wife he determined to make himself "solid" with her. +Convinced that Mart was not long for this world, he set to work to win +Bertha's favor, for this was the only way to harvest the golden fortune +she controlled.</p> + +<p>"Mart is just fool enough and contrary enough to leave every cent of his +money to her." Here he placed one finger against his brow. "Carlos, here +is where you get busy. It's us to the haberdasher. We shine."</p> + +<p>Notwithstanding all his boasting, he was not only an actor out of an +engagement, but flat broke, badly dressed, and in sorry disrepute with +managers. "I've been playing in a stock company in San Francisco," he +had explained, "and I'm now on my way to New York to produce a play of +my own. Hence these tears. I need an 'angel.'"</p> + +<p>He distinctly said "the first of the month" in this announcement, but as +the days went by he only settled deeper into the snug corners of the +Haney home, making no further mention of his triumphal eastward +progress. On the contrary, he had the air of a regular boarder, and +turned up promptly for meals, rotund and glowing in the opulence of his +brother's hospitality.</p> + +<p>On the strength of his name he found favor with the tailors, and +bourgeoned forth a few days later in the best cloth the shops afforded, +and strutted and plumed himself like a turkey-cock before Bertha, +keeping up meanwhile a pretension of sympathy and good-fellowship with +Mart.</p> + +<p>In this he miscalculated; for Bertha, youthful as she seemed, was +accustomed, as she would say, to "standing off mashers," and her +impassive face and keen, steady eyes fairly disconcerted the libertine. +"For Mart's sake, we'll put up with him," she said to her mother. "He's +a loafer; but I can see the Captain kind o' likes to have him +around—for old times' sake, I reckon."</p> + +<p>This was true. When alone with his brother, Charles dropped his +egotistic brag and dramatic bluster, and touched craftily upon the +dare-devil, boyish life they had led together. He was shrewd enough to +see and understand that this was his most ingratiating rôle, and he +played it "to the limit," as Bertha would have said.</p> + +<p>And yet no one in the house realized how his presence reacted against +Bertha.</p> + +<p>"What are we to think of a girl so obtuse that she permits a man like +this fat, disgusting actor to dangle about her?" asked Mrs. Crego of her +husband, who was Haney's legal adviser.</p> + +<p>"He's her husband's brother, you know," argued Crego.</p> + +<p>"All the same, I can't understand her. She looks nice and sweet, and you +say she is so; and yet here she is married to a notorious gambler, and +associating with mountebanks and all sorts of malodorous people. Why, +I've seen her riding down the street with the upholsterer, and Mrs. +Congdon told me that she saw her stop her carriage in front of a cigar +store and talk with a barber in a white jacket for at least ten +minutes."</p> + +<p>Crego laughed. "What infamy! However, I can't believe even the +upholsterer will finally corrupt her. The fact is, my dear, we're all +getting to be what some of my clients call 'too a-ristocratic.' Bertha +Haney is sprung from good average American stock, and has associated +with the kind of people you abhor all her life. She hasn't begun to draw +any of your artificial distinctions. I hope she never will. Her barber +friend is on the same level with the clerks and grocery-men of the town. +They're all human, you know. She's the true democrat. I confess I like +the girl. Her ability is astonishing. Williams and Haney both take her +opinion quite as weightily as my own."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Crego was impressed. "Well, I'll call on her if you really think I +<i>ought</i> to do so."</p> + +<p>"I don't. I withdraw my suggestion. I deprecate your calling—in that +spirit. I doubt if she expects you to call. I hardly think she has +awakened to any slights put upon her by your set. Indeed, she seems +quite happy in the society of Thomas, Richard, and Harry."</p> + +<p>"Don't be brutal, Allen."</p> + +<p>"I'm not. The girl is now serene—that's the main thing; and you might +raise up doubts and discontents in her mind."</p> + +<p>"I certainly shall not go near her so long as that odious actor is +hanging about. His smirk at me the other day made me ill."</p> + +<p>This conversation was typical of many others in homes of equal culture, +for Bertha's position as well as her face and manner piqued curiosity. +After all, the town was a small place—just large enough to give gossip +room to play in—and the sheen of Mrs. Haney's wealth made her +conspicuous from afar, while her youth and boyish beauty had been the +subject of admiring club talk from the very first. Haney was only an old +and wounded animal, whose mate was free to choose anew.</p> + +<p>"It makes me ache to see the girl go wrong," said Mrs. Frank Congdon, +wife of a resident portrait-painter, also in delicate health (she was +speaking to Mrs. Crego). "Think of that great house—Frank says she runs +it admirably—filled with tinkers and tailors and candlestick-makers, +not to mention touts and gamblers—when she might be entertaining—well, +us, for example!" She laughed at the unbending face of her friend; then +went on: "Dr. Cronk says the mother is a sweet old lady and of good New +England family—a constitutional Methodist, he calls her. I wish she +kept better company."</p> + +<p>"But what can you expect of a girl brought up in a pigsty. Her mother +was mistress of a little miners' hotel in Junction City, Allen says, and +the girl boasts of it."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Congdon smiled. "I'm dying to talk with her. She's far and away the +most interesting of our newly rich, and I like her face. Frank has +called, you know?"</p> + +<p>"Has he?"</p> + +<p>"On business, of course. She has decided to have him paint her husband's +picture. She's taken her first step upward, you see."</p> + +<p>"I should think she'd be content to have her saloon-keeper husband's +face fade out of her memory."</p> + +<p>"Frank is enthusiastic. I'm not a bit sure that he didn't suggest the +portrait. He is shameless when he takes a fancy to a face. He's wild to +paint them both and call it 'The Lion Tamer and the Lion.' He considers +Haney a great character. It seems he saw him in Cripple Creek once, and +was vastly taken by his pose. His being old and sad now—his face is one +of the saddest I ever saw—makes it all the more interesting to Frank. +So I'm going to call—in fact, we're going to lunch there soon."</p> + +<p>"Oh, well, yes. You artists can do anything, and it's all right. You +must come over immediately afterwards and tell me all about it, won't +you?"</p> + +<p>At this Mrs. Congdon laughed, but, being of generous mind, consented.</p> + +<p>Crego was right. Bertha had not yet begun to take on trouble about her +social position. She had carried to her big house in the Springs all the +ideas and usages of Sibley Junction—that was all. She acknowledged her +obligations as a householder, carrying forward the New England +democratic traditions. To be next door made any one a neighbor, with the +right to run in to inspect your house and furniture and to give advice. +The fact that near-at-hand residents did not avail themselves of this +privilege troubled her very little at first, so busy was she with her +own affairs; but it was inevitable that the talk of her mother's church +associates should sooner or later open her eyes to the truth that the +distinctions which she had read about as existing in New York and +Chicago were present in her own little city. "Mrs. Crego and her set are +too stuck up to associate with common folks," was the form in which the +revelation came to her.</p> + +<p>From one loose-tongued sister she learned, also, that she and the +Captain were subjects of earnest prayer in the sewing-circle, and that +her husband's Catholicism was a source of deep anxiety, not to say +proselyting hostility, on the part of the pastor and his wife, while +from another of these officious souls she learned that the Springs, +beautiful as it was, so sunlit, so pure of air, was a centre of marital +infelicity, wherein the devil reigned supreme.</p> + +<p>Her mother's pastor called, and was very outspoken as to Mart and +Charles—both of whom needed the Lord's grace badly. He expressed great +concern for Bertha's spiritual welfare, and openly prayed for her +husband, whose nominal submission to the Catholic Church seemed not +merely blindness to his own sin, but a danger to the young wife.</p> + +<p>Haney, however, though wounded and suffering, was still a lion in +resolution, and his glance checked the exhortation which the minister +one day nerved himself to utter. "I do not interfere with any man's +faith," said he, "and I do not intend to be put to school by you nor any +other livin'. I was raised a Catholic, and for the sake of me mother I +call meself wan to this day, and as I am so I shall die." And the +finality of his voice won him freedom from further molestation.</p> + +<p>Bertha's concern for her creed was hardly more poignant than Haney's, +and they never argued; but she did begin to give puzzled thought to the +social complications which opened out day by day before her. Charles, +embittered by his failures, enlightened her still more profoundly. He +had a certain shrewdness of comment at times which bit. "Wouldn't it jar +you," said he one day, "to see this little town sporting a 'Smart Set' +and quoting <i>Town Topics</i> like a Bible? Why, some of these dinky little +two-spot four-flushers draw the line on me because I'm an actor! What +d'ye think o' that? I don't mind your Methodist sistern walking wide of +me, but it's another punch when these dubs who are smoking my cigars at +the club fail to invite me to their houses."</p> + +<p>Bertha looked at him reflectively throughout this speech, putting a +different interpretation on the neglect he complained of. She had gone +beyond disliking him, she despised him (for he was growing bolder each +day in his addresses), and took every precaution that he should not be +alone with her; and she rose one morning with the determination to tell +Mart that she would not endure his brother's presence another day. But +his pleasure in Charles' company was too genuine to be disturbed, and so +she endured.</p> + +<p>The actor's talk was largely concerned with the scandal-mongery of the +town, and very soon the young wife knew that Mrs. May, whose husband was +"in the last stages," was in love with young Mr. June, and that Mr. +Frost, whose wife was "weakly," was going about shamelessly with Miss +Bloom, and all this comment came to her ears freighted with its worst +significance. Vile suggestion dripped from Charles Haney's reckless +tongue.</p> + +<p>This was deep-laid policy with him. His purpose was to undermine her +loyalty as a wife. His approaches had no charm, no finesse. Presuming on +his relationship, he caught at her hand as she passed, or took a seat +beside her if he found her alone on a sofa. At such moments she was +furious with him, and once she struck his hand away with such violence +that she suffered acute pain for several hours afterwards.</p> + +<p>His attentions—which were almost assaults—came at last to destroy a +large part of her joy in her new home. Her drives, when he sat beside +her, were a torture, and yet she could not bring herself to accuse him +before the crippled man, who really suffered from loneliness whenever +she was out of the house or busy in her household work. He had never +been given to reading, and was therefore pathetically dependent upon +conversation for news and amusement. He was much at home, too, for his +maiming was still so fresh upon him that he shrank from exhibiting +himself on the street or at the clubs (there are no saloons in the +Springs). Crego, whom he liked exceedingly, was very busy, and Williams +was away at the mines for the most part, and so, in spite of Bertha's +care, he often sat alone on the porch, a pitiful shadow of the man who +paid court to the clerk of the Golden Eagle.</p> + +<p>Sometimes he followed the women around the house like a dog, watching +them at their dusting and polishing. "You'll strain yourself, Captain," +Bertha warningly cried out whenever he laid hold of a chair or brush. +And so each time he went back to his library to smoke, and wait until +his wife's duties were ended. At such hours his brother was a comfort. +He was not a fastidious man, even with the refinement which had come +from his sickness and his marriage, and the actor (so long as he cast no +imputations on any friend) could talk as freely as he pleased.</p> + +<p>Slowly, day by day, Charles regained Mart's interest and a measure of +his confidence. Having learned what to avoid and what to emphasize, he +now deplored the drink habits of his brothers, and gently suggested that +the old father needed help. They played cards occasionally during such +times as household cares drew Bertha away, and held much discussion of +mines and mining—though here Mart was singularly reticent, and afforded +little information about his own affairs. His trust in Charles did not +go so far as that. With Crego, however, he freely discussed his +condition, for the lawyer had written his new will, and was in +possession of it.</p> + +<p>"I'm like a battered old tin can," he said once. "Did ye ever try to put +a tin can back into shape? Ye cannot. If ye push it back here, it bulges +there. The doctors are tryin' hard to take the kinks out o' me, but 'tis +impossible—I see that—but I may live on for a long time. Already me +mind misgives me about Bertie—she's too young to be tied up to a +shoulder-shotten old plug like mesilf."</p> + +<p>To this Crego soothingly responded. "I don't think you need to worry. +She's as happy as a blackbird in spring."</p> + +<p>Once he said to Bertha: "I niver intended to limp around like this. I +niver thought to be the skate I am this day," and his despondency +darkened his face as he spoke. "I could not blame you if you threw me +out. I'm only a big nuisance."</p> + +<p>"You will be if you talk like that," she briskly answered, and that is +all she seemed to make of his protest. She had indeed been reared in an +atmosphere of loyalty to marriage as well as of chastity, and she never +for a moment considered her vows weakened by her husband's broken frame.</p> + +<p>This fidelity Charles discovered to his own confusion one night as he +came home inflamed by liquor and reckless of hand, to find her sitting +alone in the library writing a letter. It was not late, but Mart, +feeling tired, had gone to bed, and Mrs. Gilman was in Sibley.</p> + +<p>Bertha looked up as he entered, and without observing that he was drunk, +went on with her writing, which was ever a painful ceremony with her. +Dropping his coat where he stood, and with his hat awry on the red globe +of his head, the dastard staggered towards her, his eyes lit with a +glare of reckless desire.</p> + +<p>"Say," he began, "this is luck. I want 'o talk with you, Bertie. I want +'o find out why you run away from me? What's the matter with me, +anyhow?"</p> + +<p>She realized now the foul, satyr-like mood of the man, and sprang up +tense and strong, silently confronting him.</p> + +<p>He mumbled with a grin: "You're a peach! What's the matter? Why don't +you like me? Ain't I all right? I'm a gentleman."</p> + +<p>His words were babble, but the look in his eyes, the loose slaver of his +lips, both scared and angered her, and as he pushed against her, +clumsily trying to hook his arm about her waist, she struck him sharply +with the full weight of her arm and shoulder, and he tottered and fell +sprawling. With a curse in his teeth he caught at a chair, recovered his +balance, and faced her with a look of fury that would have appalled one +less experienced than she.</p> + +<p>"You little fool," he snarled, "don't you do that again!"</p> + +<p>"<i>Stop!</i>" She did not lift her voice, but the word arrested him. "Do you +want to die?" The word <i>die</i> pierced the mist of his madness. "What do +you think Mart will say to this?"</p> + +<p>He shivered and grew pale under the force of his brother's name uttered +in that tone. He began to melt, subsiding into a jelly-mass of fear.</p> + +<p>"Don't tell Mart, for Christ's sake! I didn't mean nothing. Don't do it, +I beg—I beg!"</p> + +<p>She looked at him and seemed to grow in years as she searched his +wretched body for its soul. "If you don't pull out of this house +to-morrow I'll let him know just the kind of dead-head boarder you are. +You haven't fooled me any—not for a minute. I've put up with you for +his sake, but to-night settles it. You go! I've stood a lot from you, +but your meal-ticket is no good after to-morrow morning—you <i>sabe</i>? +It's you to the outside to-morrow. Now get out, or I call Mart."</p> + +<p>He turned and shuffled from the room, leaving his battered hat at her +feet.</p> + +<p>She waited till she heard him close his door; then, with a look of +disgust on her face, picked up his hat and coat, and hung them on the +rack in the hall. "I'm sorry for Mart," she said to herself. "He <i>was</i> +company for him, but I can't stand the loafer a day longer. I hope I +never see him again."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>He did not get down to breakfast, and for this she was glad; but he +sought opportunity a little later to plead for clemency. "Give me +another chance. I was drunk. I didn't mean it."</p> + +<p>She remained inexorable. "Not for a second," she succinctly replied. "I +don't care how you fix it with Mart. Smooth it up as best you can, but +fly this coop." And her face expressed such contempt that he crept away, +flabby and faltering, to his brother.</p> + +<p>"I've been telegraphed for, and must go," he said. "And, by the way, I +need a little ready mon to carry me to the little old town. As soon as I +get to work I'll send you a check."</p> + +<p>Mart handed him the money in silence, and waited till he had folded and +put away the bills. Then he said: "Charles, you was always the smart one +of the family, and ye'd be all right now if ye'd pass the booze and get +down to hard work. It's <i>time</i> ye were off, for ye've done nothin' but +loaf and drink here. I've enjoyed your talk—part of the time; but I can +see ye'd grow onto me here like a wart, and that's bad for you and bad +for me, and so I'm glad ye're going."</p> + +<p>"Can't you—" He was going to ask for a position—something easy with +big pay—when he saw that such a request would make his telegram a lie.</p> + +<p>As he hesitated Mart continued: "No, I'll back no play for ye. I'm a +gambler, but I take no chances of that kind. If you see the old father, +write and tell me how he is."</p> + +<p>Charles, though filled with rising fury, was sober enough to know in +what danger he stood, and forcing a smile to his face, shook hands and +went out to his carriage—alone.</p> + +<p>As Mart met Bertha a few minutes later he remarked, with calm +directness: "There goes a cheap rounder and a sponge. I've been a +gambler and a saloon-keeper, but I never got the notion that I could +live without doin' something. Charles was a smart lad, but the divil has +him by the neck, and to give money is to give him drink."</p> + +<p>Bertha remained silent, her own indictment was so much more severe.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_VIII" id="CHAPTER_VIII"></a>CHAPTER VIII</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA RECEIVES AN INVITATION</h3> + + +<p>Colorado Springs lies in a shallow valley, under a genial sun, at almost +the exact level of the summit of Mt. Washington. From the railway train, +as it crawls over the hills to the east, it looks like a toy village, +but is, in fact, a busy little city. To ride along its wide and leafy +streets in summer, to breathe its crystalline airs in winter, is to lose +belief in the necessity of disease. The grave seems afar off.</p> + +<p>And yet it was built, and is now supported, by those who, fearing death, +fled the lower, miasmatic levels of the world, and who, having abandoned +all hope (or desire) of return, are loyally developing and adorning +their adopted home. These fugitives are for the most part contented +exiles—men as well as women—who have come to enjoy their enforced stay +here beside the peaks; and their devotion to the town and its +surroundings is unmistakably sincere, for they believe that the climate +and the water have prolonged their lives.</p> + +<p>Not all even of these seekers for health are ill, or even weakly, at +present; on the contrary, many of them are stalwart hands at golf, and +others are seasoned horsemen. In addition to those who are resident in +their own behalf are many husbands attendant upon ailing wives, and +blooming wives called to the care of weazened and querulous husbands, +and parents who came bringing a son or daughter on whom the pale shadow +of the White Death had fallen. But, after all, these Easterners color +but they do not dominate the life of the town, which is a market-place +for a wide region, and a place of comfort for well-to-do miners. It is, +also, a Western town, with all a Western town's customary activities, +and the traveller would hardly know it for a health resort, so cheerful +and lively is the aspect of its streets, where everything denotes +comfort and content.</p> + +<p>In addition to the elements denoted above, it is also taken to be a +desirable social centre and a charming place of residence for men like +Marshall Haney, who, having made their pile in the mountain camps, have +a reasonable desire to put their gold in evidence—"to get some good of +their dust," as Williams might say. Here and there along the principal +avenues are luxurious homes—absurdly pretentious in some +instances—which are pointed out to visitors as the residences of the +big miners. They are especially given to good horses also, and ride or +drive industriously, mixing very little with the more cultured and +sophisticated of their neighbors, for whom they furnish a never-ending +comedy of manners. "A beautiful mixture for a novelist," Congdon often +said.</p> + +<p>Yes, the town has its restricted "Smart Set," in imitation of New York +city, and its literary and artistic groups (small, of course), and its +staid circle of wealth and privilege, and within defined limits and at +certain formal civic functions these various elements meet and interfuse +genially if not sincerely. However, the bitter fact remains that the +microcosm is already divided into classes and masses in a way which +would be humorous if it were not so deeply significant of a deplorable +change in American life. Squire Crego, in discussing this very matter +with Frank Congdon, the portrait-painter, put it thus: "This division of +interest is inevitable. What can you do? The wife of the man who cobbles +my shoes or the daughter of the grocer who supplies my sugar is, in the +eyes of God, undoubtedly of the same value as my own wife, but they +don't <i>interest</i> me. As a social democrat, I may wish sincerely to do +them good, but, confound it, to wish to do them good is an impertinence. +And when I've tried to bring these elements together in my house I have +always failed. Mrs. Crego, while being most gracious and cordial, has, +nevertheless, managed to make the upholsterer chilly, and to freeze the +grocer's wife entirely out of the picture."</p> + +<p>"There's one comfort: it isn't a matter of money. If it were, where +would the Congdons be?"</p> + +<p>"No, it isn't really a matter of money, and in a certain sense it isn't +a matter of brains. It's a question of—"</p> + +<p>"<i>Savoir faire.</i>"</p> + +<p>"Precisely. You haven't a cent, so you say frequently—" Congdon stopped +him, gravely.</p> + +<p>"I owe you fifty—I was just going down into my jeans to pay it, when I +suddenly recalled—"</p> + +<p>"Don't interrupt the court. You haven't a cent, we'll say, but you go +everywhere and are welcome. Why?"</p> + +<p>"That's just it. Why? If you really want to know, I'll tell you. It's +all on account of Lee. Lee is a mighty smart girl. She has a cinch on +the gray matter of this family."</p> + +<p>"You do yourself an injustice."</p> + +<p>"Thank you."</p> + +<p>Crego pursued his argument. "There isn't any place that a man of your +type can't go if you want to, because you take something with you. You +mix. And Haney, for example—to return to the concrete again—Haney +would make a most interesting guest at one's dinner-table, but the wife, +clever as she is, is impossible—or, at least, Mrs. Crego thinks she +is."</p> + +<p>Congdon fixed a finger pistol-wise and impressively said: "That little +Mrs. Haney is a wonder. Don't make any mistake about her. She'll climb."</p> + +<p>"I'm not making the mistake, it's Mrs. Crego. I've asked her to call on +the girl, but she evades the issue by asking: 'What's the use? Her +interests are not ours, and I don't intend to cultivate her as a freak.' +So there we stand."</p> + +<p>Congdon looked thoughtful. "She may be right, but I don't think so. The +girl interests me, because I think I see in her great possibilities."</p> + +<p>"Her abilities certainly are remarkable. She needs but one statement of +a point in law. She seems never to forget a word I say. Sometimes this +realization is embarrassing. When she fixes those big wistful eyes on me +I feel bound to give her my choicest diction and my soundest judgments. +Haney, too, for all his wild career, attaches my sympathy. You're +painting his portrait—why don't you and Lee give them a dinner?"</p> + +<p>"Good thought! I told Lee this morning that it was a shame to draw the +line on that little girl just because that rotten, bad brother-in-law of +hers was base enough to slur her at the club. But, as you say, women +can't be driv. However, I think Lee can manage a dinner if anybody can. +As you say, we're only artists, and artists can do anything—except +borrow money. However, if you want to know, Lee says that this barber +lover of Mrs. Haney's has done more to queer her with our set than +anything else. They think her tastes are low."</p> + +<p>"That incident is easily explained. Winchell knew her in Sibley, and +though he has undoubtedly followed her over here for love of her, he +seems a decent fellow, and I don't believe intends any harm. I will +admit her stopping outside his door to talk with him was unconventional, +but I can't believe that she was aware of any impropriety in the act. +Nevertheless, that did settle the matter with Helen. 'You can dine with +them any day if you wish,' she says, 'but—' And there the argument +rests."</p> + +<p>"Of course, you and I can put the matter on a basis of trade courtesy," +said Congdon; "but I confess they interest me enormously, and I would +like to do them some little favor for their own sakes. Poor Haney will +never be more of a man than he is to-day, and that little girl is going +to earn all the money she gets before she is done with him."</p> + +<p>And so they parted, and Congdon went home to renew the discussion with +his wife. "You must call. It's only the decent thing to do, now that the +portrait is nearly done," he said.</p> + +<p>"I don't mind the calling, Frank," she briskly replied, "and I don't +much mind giving a little dinner, but I don't want to get the girl on my +mind. She has so much to learn, and I haven't the time nor energy to +teach her."</p> + +<p>Congdon waved his finger. "Don't you grow pale over that," said he. +"That girl's no fool—she's capable of development. She will amaze you +yet."</p> + +<p>"Well, consider it settled. I'll call this afternoon and ask her to +dinner; but don't expect me to advise her and follow her up. Now, who'll +we ask to meet her—the Cregos?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I'd thought of them."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I know all about it. You needn't stammer. You and Allen are getting +a good deal out of the Haneys, and want to be decent in return. Well, I +think well of you for it, and I'll do my mite. I'll have young Fordyce +in, and Alice; being Quakers and 'plain people,' they won't mind. Ben is +crazy to see the rough side of Western life, anyway. Now run away, +little boy, and leave the whole business to me."</p> + +<p>As Crego had said, the Congdons were privileged characters in the +Springs. They were at once haughty with the pride of esthetic +cleverness, and humble with the sense of their unworthiness in the wide +old-world of art. Lee was contemptuous of wealth when they had a pot of +beans in the house, and Frank was imperiously truculent when borrowing +ten dollars from a friend or demanding an advance of cash from a +prospective patron. They both came of long lines of native American +ancestry, and not only felt themselves as good as anybody, but a little +better than most. They gave wit for champagne, art instruction for +automobile rides, and never-failing good humor for house-room and the +blazing fires of roomy hearths.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Congdon, of direct Virginian ancestry, was named Lee by a +state's-rights mother, who sent her abroad to "study art." She ended by +pretending to be a sculptor—and she still did occasionally model a +figurine of her friends or her friends' babies; mainly, she was the +aider and abettor of her husband, a really clever portrait-painter, +whose ill health had driven him from New York to Colorado, and who was +making a precarious living in the Springs—precarious for the reason +that on bright days he would rather play golf than handle a brush, and +on dark days he <i>couldn't</i> see to paint (so he said). In truth, he was +not well, and his slender store of strength did not permit him to do as +he would. To cover the real seriousness of his case he loudly admitted +his laziness and incompetency.</p> + +<p>Lee was a devoted wife, and when she realized that his interest in the +Haneys was deep and genuine her slight opposition gave way. It meant a +couple of thousand dollars to Frank, but money was the least of their +troubles—credit seemed to come along when they needed it most, and each +of them had become "trustful to the point of idiocy," Mrs. Crego was +accustomed to say. Mrs. Crego really took charge of their affairs, and +when they needed food helped them to it.</p> + +<p>Starting for the Haneys on the street-car that very afternoon, Lee +reached the gate just as Bertie was helping Mart into his carriage. +There was something so genuine and so touching in this picture of the +slender young wife supporting her big and crippled husband that Mrs. +Congdon's nerves thrilled and her face softened. Plainly this +consideration on the part of Mrs. Haney was habitual and ungrudging.</p> + +<p>Bertie, as she faced her caller, saw only a pale little woman with +flashing eyes and smiling mouth, whose dress was as neat as a man's and +almost as plain (Lee prided herself on not being "artistic" in dress), +and so waited for further information.</p> + +<p>"How do you do, Mrs. Haney?" Lee began. "I'm Mrs. Congdon."</p> + +<p>Bertha threw the rug over Mart's knees before turning to offer her hand. +"I'm glad to meet you," she responded, with gravity. "I've seen you on +the street."</p> + +<p>Lee couldn't quite make out whether this remark was intended for +reproach or not, but she went on, quickly: "I was just about to call. +Indeed, I came to ask you and Mr. Haney to dine with us on Thursday." +She nodded and smiled at Mart, who sat with impassive countenance +listening with attention—his piercing eyes making her rather +uncomfortable. "We dine at seven. I hope you can come."</p> + +<p>Bertha looked up at her husband. "What do you say, Captain?"</p> + +<p>"I don't see any objection," he answered, without warmth.</p> + +<p>Bertha turned, with still passive countenance. "All right," she said, +"we'll be there. Won't you jump in and take a ride with us?"</p> + +<p>Lee, burning with mingled flames of resentment and humor, replied: +"Thank you, I have another call to make—Thursday, then, at seven +o'clock."</p> + +<p>"We'll connect. Much obliged," replied Bertha, and sprang into the +carriage. "Go ahead, Dan. Good-day, Mrs. Congdon."</p> + +<p>Lee stood for an instant in amazement at this easy, not to say +indifferent, acceptance of her tremendous offering. "Well, if that isn't +cool!" she gasped, and walked on thoughtfully.</p> + +<p>Humor dominated her at last, and when she entered Mrs. Crego's house she +was flushed with laughter, and recounted the words of the interview with +so many subtle interpretations of her own that Mrs. Crego was delighted.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Congdon did not spare herself. "Helen, she made me feel like a +bill-collector! 'All right,' said she, 'I'll be there,' and left me +standing in the middle of the street. You've got to come now, Helen, to +preserve my dignity."</p> + +<p>"I'm wild to come, really. I want to see what she'll do to us +'professional people.' Maybe she will patronize us too."</p> + +<p>When Lee told Frank about it at night he failed to laugh as heartily as +she had expected. "That's all very funny, the way you tell it, but as a +matter of fact the girl did all she knew. She accepted your invitation +and civilly asked you to take a ride. What more could mortal woman +proffer?"</p> + +<p>"She might have invited me into the house."</p> + +<p>"Not at the moment. It was Mart's hour for a drive, and you were +interfering with one of her duties. I think she treated you very well."</p> + +<p>"Anyhow, she's coming, and so is Helen. It tickled Helen nearly into +fits, of course, and she's coming—just to see me 'put to it to manage +these wet valley bronchos.'"</p> + +<p>"The girl may look like a bronk, but she's got good blood in her. She'll +hold her own anywhere," replied Congdon, with conviction.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_IX" id="CHAPTER_IX"></a>CHAPTER IX</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA MEETS BEN FORDYCE</h3> + + +<p>For all her impassivity, Bertha was really elated by this invitation, +for she liked Congdon, and had a very high opinion of his powers. She +experienced no special dread of the dinner, for it appeared to her at +the moment to be a simple sitting down to eat with some friendly people. +She was not in awe of Mrs. Congdon, however much she might admire her +husband's skill, and she knew their home. It was a small house on a side +street, and did not compare for a moment with her own establishment, in +which she had begun to take a settled pride.</p> + +<p>As they rode away she was mentally casting up in her mind a choice of +clothes, when Haney remarked: "Bertie, I don't believe I'll go to that +dinner."</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I'm not as handy with a cold deck as I used to be, and I don't +think I ought to put me lame foot into another man's lap."</p> + +<p>"You're all right, Captain, and, besides, I'll be close by to help out +in case you run up against a hard knock in the steak. Course you'll +go—I want you to get out and see the people. Why, you haven't taken a +meal out of the house since we moved, except that one at the Casino. You +need more doin'."</p> + +<p>Haney was in a dejected mood. "So do you. I'm a heavy handicap to you, +Bertie, sure I am. As I see ye settin' there bloomin' as a rose and feel +me own age a-creepin' on me, I know I should be takin' me <i>congé</i> out of +self-respect—just to give you open road."</p> + +<p>"Stop that!" she warningly cried. "Hello, there's Ed! He seems in a +rush. Wonder what's eating him?"</p> + +<p>Winchell, dressed in a new suit of clothes, darted from the sidewalk to +the carriage, his face shining. "Say, folks, I'm called East. Old man +died yesterday, and I've got to go home." He was breathing hard with +excitement.</p> + +<p>"Get in and tell us about it," commanded Bertha.</p> + +<p>He climbed up beside the driver, and turned on his seat to continue. +"Yes, I've got to go; and, say, the old man was well off. I don't do no +more barberin', I tell you that. I'm goin' to study law. I'm comin' back +here just as soon as things are settled up. I've been talking with a +fellow here—Lawyer Hansall; he says he'll take me in and give me a +chance. No more barberin' for me, you hear me!"</p> + +<p>"'Tis a poor business, but a necessary," remarked Haney.</p> + +<p>Bertha was sympathetic. "I'm glad you're goin' to get a raise. Of +course, I'm sorry about your father."</p> + +<p>"I understand—so am I. But he's gone, and it's up to me to think of +myself. I know you always despised my trade."</p> + +<p>"No, I didn't. Men have to be shaved and clipped. It's like +dish-washin', somebody has to do it. We can't all sit in the parlor."</p> + +<p>Winchell acknowledged the force of this. "Well, I always felt sneakin' +about it, I'll admit, but that was because I was raised a farmer, and +barbers were always cheap skates with us. We didn't use 'em much, in +fact. Well, it's all up now, and when I come back I want you to forget I +ever cut hair. A third of the old farm is mine, and that will pay my +board while I study."</p> + +<p>Neither Haney nor his young wife was surprised by this movement on his +part any more than he was surprised at their rise to wealth and luxury; +both were in accordance with the American tradition. But as they rode +down the street certain scornful Easterners (schooled in European +conventions) smiled to see the wife of an Irish millionaire gambler in +earnest conversation with a barber.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Crego, driving down-town with Mrs. Congdon, stared in astonishment, +then turned to Lee. "And you ask me to meet such a woman at dinner!" she +exclaimed, and her tone expressed a kind of bewilderment.</p> + +<p>Lee laughed. "You can't fail me now. Don't be hasty. Trust in Frank."</p> + +<p>"I'd hate to have my dinner partners selected by Frank Congdon. I draw +the line at barbers."</p> + +<p>"You're a snob, Helen. If you were really as narrow as you sound I'd cut +you dead! Furthermore, the barber isn't invited."</p> + +<p>"I can't understand such people."</p> + +<p>"I can. She don't know any better. You impute a low motive where there +is nothing worse than ignorance. As Frank says, the girl is a perfectly +natural outgrowth of a little town. I hope our dinner won't spoil her."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Congdon had put the dinner-hour early, and when the Haneys drove up +in their glittering new carriage, drawn by two splendid black horses, +she too had a moment of bewilderment, but her sense of humor prevailed. +"Frank," she said, "you can't patronize a turnout like that—not in my +presence."</p> + +<p>"To-night art's name is mud," he replied, with conviction, and hastened +down the steps to help Haney up.</p> + +<p>The gambler waved his proffered arm aside. "I'm not so bad as all that," +said he. "I let me little Corporal help me—sometimes for love of it, +not because I nade it."</p> + +<p>He was still gaunt and pale, but his eyes were of unconquerable fire, +and the lift of his head from the shoulders was still leopard-like. He +was dressed in a black frock-coat, with a cream-colored vest and gray +trousers, and looked very well indeed—quite irreproachable.</p> + +<p>Bertha was clad in black also—a close-fitting, high-necked gown which +made her fair skin shine like fire-flushed ivory, and her big serious +eyes and vivid lips completed the charm of her singular beauty. Her +bosom had lost some of its girlish flatness, but the lines of her hips +and thighs still resembled those of a boy, and the pose of her head was +like that of an athlete.</p> + +<p>"Won't you come in and take off your hat?" asked Mrs. Congdon. And she +followed without reply, leaving the two men on the porch.</p> + +<p>Without appearing to do so she saw everything in the house, which was +hardly more than an artistic camp, so far as the first floor was +concerned. Navajo rugs were on the floor, Moqui plaques starred the +walls, and Acoma ollas perched upon book-shelves of thick plank. The +chairs were rude, rough, and bolted at the joints. The room made a +pleasant impression on Bertha, though she could not have told why. The +ceiling was dark, the walls green, the woodwork stained pine, and yet it +had charm.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Congdon explained meanwhile that Frank had made the big +centre-table of plank, and the book-shelves as well. "He likes to tinker +at such things," she said. "Whenever he gets blue or cross I set him to +shifting the dresser or making a book-shelf, and he cheers up like mad. +He's a regular kid anyway—always doing the things he ought not to do."</p> + +<p>In this way she tried to put her guest at her ease, while Bertha sat +looking at her in an absent-minded way, apparently neither frightened +nor embarrassed—on the contrary, she seemed to be thinking of something +else. At last, to force a reply, Mrs. Congdon asked: "How do you like my +husband's portrait of Mr. Haney?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know," she slowly replied. "It looks like him, and then again +it don't. I guess I'm not up to hand paintin's. Enlarged photographs are +about my size."</p> + +<p>"You're disappointed, then?"</p> + +<p>"Well, yes, I don't know but I am. I didn't think it was going to look +just that way. Mr. Congdon says blue shadows are under anybody's ears in +the light, but I can't see 'em on the Captain, and I do see 'em in the +picture; that's what gets me twisted. When I look at the picture I can't +see nothin' else."</p> + +<p>Her hostess laughed. "I know just how you feel, but that's the insolence +of the painter—he puts on canvas what <i>he</i> sees, not what his patron +sees. The more money you pay for a portrait the more insolent the +artist."</p> + +<p>At this moment Mrs. Crego came in, and (as she said afterwards) was +presented to the gambler's wife "as though I were a nobody and she a +visiting countess." Bertha rose, offered her hand, like a boy, in +silence; she stood very straight, with very cold and unmistakably +suspicious face. And Alice Heath, who entered with Mrs. Crego, shared +this chill reception.</p> + +<p>Bertha, in truth, instantly and cordially hated Mrs. Crego; but she +pitied the younger woman, in whom she detected another fugitive fighting +a losing battle with disease. Miss Heath was very fair and very frail, +with burning deep-blue eyes and a lovely mouth. She greeted Bertha with +such sincere pleasure that the girl inclined to her instantly, and they +went out on the porch together. Alice put her hand on Bertha's arm, +saying: "I've wanted to meet you, Mr. Congdon has told us so much of +you. Your life seems very romantic to me."</p> + +<p>The men all rose to meet Mrs. Congdon, and before Bertha had time to +recover from the effect of the girl's words she found herself confronted +by Ben Fordyce, who looked like a college boy, athletic and smiling. He +was tall and broad-chested, with a round blond face and yellow hair. His +manner was frank, and his voice deep. His hand, broad and strong, was +hardened by the tennis-racket and calloused by the golf-stick, and +somehow its leathery clasp pleased the girl. The roughness of his palm +made him less alien than either Congdon or Crego.</p> + +<p>They went out to dinner immediately, and as she walked beside Mart she +felt the young athlete's eyes resting upon her face, and the knowledge +of this troubled her unaccountably. Mrs. Congdon seated him opposite her +at the table, and he continued to stare at her with the frankest +curiosity. She returned his gaze at last with a certain defiance, but +found no offence in his eyes, which were round as his face, and of a +sincere, steady gray. He was smooth-shaven, and his blond hair was +rather short. All these peculiarities appeared one by one in the +intervals between her attentions to Mart and her study of the +furnishings of the table, which was decorated with candles and flowers +in a way quite new to her.</p> + +<p>Fordyce was as fine as he looked. Nothing equivocal was in "that +magnificent boy," as his friends called him, and his interest in little +Mrs. Haney was that of the Easterner who, having been told that strange +things take place in the West, is disappointed if they do not happen +under his nose. He had heard much of the Haneys from Congdon, and had +been especially impressed with the story of Bertha's midnight ride to +the bedside of the dying gambler. The wedding in the saloon, her +devotion to the wounded man, their descent upon the Springs, and their +domestication in a stone palace—all appealed to his imagination. Such +things could not happen in Chester; they were of the mountain West, and +most satisfying to his taste.</p> + +<p>Bertha, on her part, had to admit that the people at the table were most +kindly, even considerate. They made her husband the centre of interest, +and passed politely over all his disastrous attempts to use his left +hand. There were no awkward pauses, for, excepting one or two slips of +tongue, Haney rose to the occasion. He was big enough and self-contained +enough not to apologize for what he had been or what he was, and under +Congdon's skilful guidance told of his experiences as amateur miner and +gambler, growing humorous as the wine mellowed and lightened his +reminiscences. He felt the sympathy of his audience. All listened +delightedly with no accusation in their eyes—except in the case of Mrs. +Crego, who still breathed, so it seemed to Bertha, a certain contempt +and inner repugnance.</p> + +<p>Young Fordyce glowed with delight in these tales, reading beneath the +terse lines of Haney's slang something epic, detecting a perfect +willingness to take any chance. The fact that his bravery led to nothing +conventionally noble or moral did not detract from the inherent interest +of the tale; on the contrary, the young fellow, being of unusual +imaginative reach and freedom, took pleasure in the thought that a man +would risk his life again and again merely for the excitement of it. +Occasionally he glanced at Judge Crego, to find him looking upon Haney +with thoughtful glance. It was a little like listening to a prisoner's +confession of guilt (as he afterwards said), but to him, as to Congdon, +it was a most interesting monologue.</p> + +<p>It added enormously to the romance, so far as Ben Fordyce was concerned, +to look across the table at the grave, watchful face of the girl who +unfolded her husband's napkin or cut up his roast with deft hand—always +careful not to interrupt his talk.</p> + +<p>As he thought of the quiet Quaker neighborhood from which he came, and +contrasted these singular and powerfully defined personalities with the +"men of weight" and the demure maidens of his acquaintance, Ben's blood +tingled with a sense of the bigness and strangeness of the greater +America. The West was no longer a nation; it was a world. To be in it at +last was a delight as well as an education.</p> + +<p>Bertha, on her part, felt no strangeness in her position. Her marriage +was a logical outcome of her life and surroundings. The incomprehensible +lay in the shining women about her. Their ideas of life, their comment, +puzzled her. Their clothes were of a kind which her own money could buy, +but their manners, their grace of speech, their gestures, came of +something besides money. Mrs. Crego was especially formidable, and made +her feel the inadequacy of the black gown which she had thought very +fine when she selected it, ready made, in a Denver store. She did not +know that Mrs. Crego had dressed "very simply," at the suggestion of her +hostess; but she did feel a certain condescension of manner, even in +Alice, and was glad the Captain absorbed so much of the table-talk.</p> + +<p>Her time of trial came when the ladies rose and, at Mrs. Congdon's +suggestion, returned to the porch, leaving the men to finish their +cigars. Not one of Ben's little courtesies towards the women escaped +her. His acquiescence, Congdon's tone of exaggerated respect, Crego's +compliments, were all new to her, and in a certain sense she resented +them. She doubted their sincerity a little, notwithstanding their +grateful charm.</p> + +<p>Alice took her to herself and this was a great relief; for she feared +Mrs. Crego's sharp tongue, and was not entirely sure of her hostess.</p> + +<p>Laying a slim hand on her arm, the Eastern girl began: "I am fascinated +by you, Mrs. Haney. You have had such an interesting life, and you have +such an opportunity for doing good."</p> + +<p>Bertha looked at her in blank surprise. "What do you mean?"</p> + +<p>"With your great wealth you can accomplish so much. Had you thought of +that?"</p> + +<p>"No, I hadn't." The answer was blunt. "I've been so busy getting settled +and looking after the Captain, I haven't had time to think of anything +else."</p> + +<p>"Oh, of course; but by and by you'll begin to look about you for things +to help—I mean hospitals and charities, and all that. The only time +when I envy great wealth is when I see some wrong which money can right. +Mr. Fordyce is a lawyer, but not a very famous one—he's only +twenty-eight; and while we are likely to have all we really need, we +can't begin to do what we'd like to do for others. I suppose Mrs. +Congdon has told you of us?"</p> + +<p>"Where do you live?"</p> + +<p>"We live in Chester, but Mr. Fordyce has an office in Philadelphia. We +have been engaged a long time, but I couldn't think of marrying while I +was so ill. I'm afraid I stayed so long that not even this climate can +help me."</p> + +<p>This was indeed Bertha's conviction, and her untactful silence said as +much. Therefore, Alice hastened on to other more general topics. She was +very sprightly, but Bertha maintained a determined silence through it +all, quite unable to understand the girl's confidences.</p> + +<p>When the men came out Alice took Haney to herself, and they seemed to +enjoy each other's society very keenly; indeed, their mutual absorption +became so complete that Ben remarked upon it to Bertha. "Miss Heath has +been crazy to meet your husband, Mrs. Haney. His adventurous life +appeals to her, as to me, very deeply. We don't mean to be offensive, +but to us you seem typical of the West."</p> + +<p>What he said at this time made less impression on her than the way in +which he spoke. The light of an electric street-lamp fell upon his face, +revealing its charming lines. On his fine hand a ring gleamed. Autumn +insects were singing sleepily in the grass and from the trees. The +laughter of girls came from the dusk of neighboring lawns, and over all +descended the magical light of a harvest moon, flecking the surface of +the little garden with shadows almost as definite as those cast by the +flaming white globes of the street-lamps. It is on such nights that the +heart of youth expands with longing and sadness.</p> + +<p>Crego and Congdon fell into hot argument (their usual method of +conversation), leaving the young people to themselves, and, Ben with +intent to provoke the grave little wife to laughter, told a funny story +which reflected on Congdon's improvidence.</p> + +<p>Bertha was really grateful, for she felt herself at a great disadvantage +among these fluent and interesting folk, who talked like the characters +in novels. Their jests, their comment, meant little to her; but their +gestures, their graceful attitudes, their courtesies to each other, +meant much. They were something more than polite; they were considerate +in a way which showed their thoughtfulness to be deeply grounded in +habitual action. They used slang, but they used it as a garnish, not as +a habit of speech. Expressions which she had read in books, but had +never before heard spoken, flowed from their lips. Their sentences were +built up for effect; in Crego's case this was more or less expected, but +the phrases of Fordyce and Congdon were still more disconcerting. The +art of their stories was a revelation of the neatness and precision of +cultivated speech.</p> + +<p>When Mrs. Congdon led the way back into the house Ben stepped to Alice's +side, saying, in a low tone: "I hope you haven't taken a chill. I beg +your pardon, dearest; I should have watched you more closely."</p> + +<p>Once within-doors Mrs. Congdon insisted on Ben's singing, which he did +with smiling readiness, expressing, however, a profound ignorance of +music. "I never take my songs as seriously as my friends seem to do," he +explained to Bertha. "Music with me is a gift rather than an +acquirement."</p> + +<p>His voice was indeed fresh and sweet, and he sang—as Bertha had never +heard any one sing—certain love ballads, whose despairing cadences were +made the more profoundly piercing, someway, by his happy boyish face and +handsomely clothed and powerful figure. "'But I and my True Love Will +Never Meet Again!'" seemed to be a fatalistic cry rather than a wail of +sadness as it came from his lips, but its melody sank deep into the +girl's heart. She sat in rigid absorption, her eyes fixed upon the +splendid young singer as a child looks upon some new and complicated +toy. The grace with which he pronounced his words, the spread of his +splendid chest, his easy pose, his self-depreciating shrugs enthralled +her. Surely this was one of the young princes of the earth. His voice +came to her freighted with the passion of ideal manhood.</p> + +<p>He sang other songs—tunes not worthy of him—but ended with a ballad +called "Fair Springtide," by MacDowell—a song so stern, so strange, so +inexorably sad that the singer himself grew grave at last and rose to +his best. Bertha was thrilled to the heart, saddened yet exalted by his +voice. Her horizon—her emotional horizon—was of a sudden extended, and +she caught glimpses of strange lands and dim peaks of fabled mountains; +and when the singer declared himself at an end she sat benumbed while +the others cheered—her hands folded on her lap. It seemed a profanation +to applaud.</p> + +<p>Haney gloomed in silence also, but not for the same reason. "I might +have sung like that once," he thought, for he had been choir-boy in his +ragamuffin youth, and had regained a fine tenor voice at eighteen. Age +and neglect had ruined it, however. For ten years he had not attempted +to sing a note. This youth made him dream of the past—as it caused +Bertha to forecast the future.</p> + +<p>While young Fordyce was putting away his music the Captain struggled to +his feet, and Bertha, seeing a sudden paleness overspread his face, +hastened to him.</p> + +<p>"I reckon we'd better be going," she said to Mrs. Congdon, with blunt +directness.</p> + +<p>"It's early yet," replied her hostess.</p> + +<p>Haney replied: "Not for cripples. Time was when I could sit all night in +the 'lookout's chair,' but not now. Ten o'clock finds me wishful towards +the bed." He said this with a faint smile. But the pathos of it, the +truth of it, went to Bertha's heart, as it did to Mrs. Congdon's. Not +merely was his body maimed, but his mind had correspondingly been +weakened by that tearing charge of shot.</p> + +<p>Something of his native Celtic gallantry came back to him as he said: +"Sure, Mrs. Congdon, we've had a fine evening. You must come to see us +soon."</p> + +<p>Ben was addressing himself to Bertha. "Do you ever ride?"</p> + +<p>"I used to—I don't now. You see, the Captain can't stand the jolt of a +horse, so we mostly drive."</p> + +<p>"I was about to say that Alice and I would be glad to have you join us. +We ride every morning—a very gentle pace, I assure you, for I'm no +rough-rider, and, besides, she sets the pace."</p> + +<p>Bertha's face was pale and her eyes darkly luminous as she falteringly +answered. "I'd like to—but—Perhaps I can some time. I'm much obliged," +and then she gave him her hand in parting.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Congdon was subtly moved by something in the girl's face as she +said good-night, and to her invitation to come and see her cordially +responded: "I certainly shall do so."</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Little Mrs. Haney rode away from her first dinner party in the silence +of one whose thoughts are too swift and too new to find speech. Her +brain, sensitive as that of a babe, had caught and ineffaceably retained +a million impressions which were to influence all her after life. The +most vivid and most powerful of these impressions rose from the glowing +beauty of young Fordyce, whose like she had never seen; but as +background to him was the lovely room, the shining table, the grace and +charm of the conversation, and, dominating all, the music—quite the +best she had ever heard. The evening—so simple, almost commonplace, to +her hostess—was of unspeakable significance to the uncultured girl.</p> + +<p>She did not wish to talk, and when Haney spoke she made no reply to his +comment. "A fine bunch of people," he repeated. "They sure treated us +right. Crego's the fine man—we do well to make him our lawyer." As +Bertha again failed to respond he resumed, with a little chuckle: "But +Mrs. Crego is saying, 'I dunno—them Haneys is queer cattle.' And the +little sick lady, sure she was as interested in me talk as Patsy +McGonnigle. She drug out o' me some of me wildest scrapes. Poor little +girl, 'twill soon be all up with her.... It's a fine young fellow she +has. A Quaker by training, she says. My! my! What a prizefighter he'd +make if his mind ran that way! Think of a Quaker with a chest like +that—'tis something ferocious! He can sing, too, can't he? A fine +lad—as fine as iver I see. Think of shoulders like his all wasted on a +man of peace. I'm afraid the little lady will never put on the ring if +she waits till she gets well."</p> + +<p>To this Bertha listened intently, but gave out no sign of interest. She +was eager to be alone, eager to review all that had happened—all that +had been said.</p> + +<p>For the first time since her marriage she felt Haney's presence to be +just the least bit of a burden; and when they entered the house she +urged his immediate retirement, though he was disposed to sit in the +library and talk. "They were high-class," he said, again. "I never +supposed I could make easy camp with such people. They sure treated us +noble. They made us feel at home.... We must have some liquor like that. +I've always despised wine and those that took it; but, bedad! I see +there are two sides to that question. 'Tis not so thin as I thought it."</p> + +<p>Bertha at last got him safely bestowed, and was free to seek her own +apartment, which she did at once. Her chamber, which adjoined her +husband's to the west (he liked the morning sun), was a big room, and +the young wife looked like a doll as she dropped into a broad tufted +chair which stood in a square bay-window, and with folded hands looked +out upon the ghostly shapes of the great peaks, snow-covered and +moonlit.</p> + +<p>A thousand revelations of character as well as of manners lay in that +short evening's contact with cultivated and thoughtful people. It argued +much for her ancestry, for her own latent powers, that she responded +with such bewildering readiness to the suggestions which rose like +sparks of fire from that radiant hour.</p> + +<p>She had been made to feel dimly, vaguely, but multitudinously, the +fibres and reaches of another world—the world of art, and that +indefinable thing which the books call culture; and finally, in that +splendid young Quaker, she was brought to know a man who could be +jocular without being coarse, and whose glance was as sincere as it was +flattering and alluring.</p> + +<p>She did not think of him as husband to Alice Heath, who seemed so much +older in spirit as in body (more like an elder sister than a bride +elect), and his consideration of her was that of brother rather than the +devotion of a lover. How far he stood removed from Ed Winchell and the +young fellows of Sibley! "And yet I can understand him," she thought. +"He ain't funny, like Mr. Congdon. He don't say queer things, and he +don't make game of people. And he don't orate like Judge Crego. He isn't +laughing at us now, the way the others are. I bet they're havin' a good +time over our blunders."</p> + +<p>She saw Marshall Haney in a new light also. For the first time he seemed +like an old man, sitting there, supine, garrulous, in the midst of those +self-contained people. "Gosh! how he did talk! He took too much wine, I +reckon, but that didn't make all the difference." In truth, his +imperiousness, his contempt, had been melted and charmed away by the +genial smiles of his auditors. Even Mrs. Crego had listened with a show +of interest. It was as if a lonely old man had at last found +companionship.</p> + +<p>What did all this mean? "Are they interested in him only because he's +what they call a desperado? Did they ask us there to hear him tell +stories of his wild life?" Questions of this kind also troubled her.</p> + +<p>The moon slid behind the mountain range while still the girl sat with +pale face and wide dark eyes thinking, thinking, the wings of her +expanding soul fluttering with vague unrest. Only once in a lifetime can +such an experience come to a human being. Her swift ride to Marshall +Haney's side that summer night—now so far away—was momentous, but its +import was simple compared with the experiences through which she had +just passed.</p> + +<p>She rose at last, chilled and stiffened, and went to her bed with a +sense of foreboding rather than of new-found happiness.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Mart rose late next morning. "I had a bad night," he explained. "The +mixed liquors I tuck got into me wound, I guess. It woke me twice, +achin' and burnin'. You're lookin' tired yersilf, little girl. This high +life seems to be wearin' on the both of us."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_X" id="CHAPTER_X"></a>CHAPTER X</h2> + +<h3>BEN FORDYCE CALLS ON HORSEBACK</h3> + + +<p>Ben Fordyce and his affianced bride rode home talking of the Haneys. +"Aren't they deliciously Western!" she said.</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Haney certainly is a quaint little thing," he replied, quite +soberly; "she's like a quail—so bright-eyed, and so still. I think her +devotion to her old husband very beautiful. She's more like a daughter +than a wife, don't you think so?"</p> + +<p>"They're great fun if you don't feel sorry for him as I do," Alice +thoughtfully responded. "They say he was magnificent as a gambler. He +admitted to me to-night that he longed to go back to the camp, but that +he had promised his wife and mother-in-law not to do so. I never ran a +gambling-saloon, but I can imagine it would be exciting as a play all +the time, can't you? Here, as he said to me, he can only sit in the sun +like a lizard on a log. It must seem wonderful to her—having all this +money and that big castle of a house. Don't you think so? Wasn't she +reticent! She hardly uttered a word the whole evening. Some way I feel +sorry for them both. They can't be happy. Don't you see that? It is +plain she doesn't love him as a wife should, while he worships her. When +she's away he is helpless. 'I'm no gairdner,' he said, pathetically; 'I +was raised on the cobble-stones. I wouldn't know a growin' cabbage from +a squash.' So you see he can't pass his time in gardening."</p> + +<p>Ben's reply was a question. "I wonder if she would ride with us?"</p> + +<p>"Perhaps we would do better not to follow up the acquaintance, Ben. It's +all very interesting to meet them as we did to-night, but they are +impossible socially—that you must admit. If there is any possibility of +our settling down here I suppose we must be careful to do the right +thing from the start."</p> + +<p>Ben was a little irritated by this. "If I'm to settle here as a lawyer I +can't draw social distinctions of that sort."</p> + +<p>"Certainly not—as a lawyer. Of course, you ought to know Haney; but for +me to ride or drive with Mrs. Haney is quite a different matter. +However, I don't really care. She attracts me, and, so far as I know, is +just a nice little uncultivated woman. We might call on her in the +morning, and see if she can go with us. It will commit us; but really, +Ben, I am not going to drag Eastern conventions into this fresh big +country. I'm willing to risk the Haneys."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you take that view of it," said Ben.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>Bertha was in the yard when they rode up to the gate next morning. +Dressed in a white sweater and a short skirt, and holding biscuits for a +handsome collie to snatch from her hand, she made a charming picture of +young and vigorous life. Her slim body was as strong and supple as the +dog's, and her face glowed like a child's. Haney, sitting on the porch, +was watching her with a proud smile.</p> + +<p>Alice glanced at her lover with admiration in her eyes. "What a glorious +creature she really is!"</p> + +<p>Seeing visitors at her gate, Bertha came down without confusion to say +good-morning, and to ask them to dismount.</p> + +<p>Ben, with doffed cap, replied by saying: "We've come to ask you to ride +with us."</p> + +<p>Bertha looked up at him composedly. "Haven't a saddle, and I don't know +that any of our horses are broken. But come again to-morrow, and I'll +have an outfit."</p> + +<p>"There's no time like the present. Let me ride down to the barn and +bring one up," volunteered Ben.</p> + +<p>"Don't need to do that, I'll 'phone. I didn't really expect you," she +explained. "Get off and come in a few minutes, and I'll see what I can +hustle together for an outfit. I haven't rode a lick since I left +Sibley."</p> + +<p>Ben helped Alice to dismount, and Bertha led her to the house while he +tethered the horses.</p> + +<p>"What a superb place you have here!" exclaimed Alice. "It is one of the +best in the city."</p> + +<p>"We bought it for the porch," calmly replied the girl. "The Captain +likes to sit where he can see the mountains. I'm not entirely done with +the outfitting yet, but it beats a barn."</p> + +<p>Haney rose as they drew near, and smilingly greeted his visitors. "I +should be out gatherin' the peanuts and harvestin' the egg-plants, but +the dinner last night, not mentionin' Congdon's pink liquor, kept me +awake till two."</p> + +<p>"Moral: Stick to Irish whiskey—or Scotch," laughed Ben.</p> + +<p>"I will. These strange liquors are not for strong men like ourselves."</p> + +<p>Ben took a seat at his invitation, while Bertha went in to 'phone for a +horse and to "dig up" a riding-skirt. Alice was eager to see the +interior of the house, but held her curiosity in check by walking about +the beautiful garden, which ran to the very edge of a deep ravine. The +trees hid the base of the mountain peaks, whose immitigable crags took +on added majesty from the play of the delicate near-by branches against +their distant rugged slopes.</p> + +<p>"You have a magnificent outlook here, Captain Haney."</p> + +<p>"'Tis so, and I try to be content with it; but it's hard for one who has +roamed the air like a hawk all his life to be content with ridin' a +wooden horse. I couldn't endure it if it weren't for me wife."</p> + +<p>His big form rested in his chair with a ponderous inertness which was a +telltale witness to his essential helplessness. His left hand still +failed to participate in the movements of his right, and yet, as he +showed, he could, by special effort of will, use it. "I'm gaining all +the time—but slowly," he went on. "I want to make a trip back up to the +mines, and I think I'll be able to do it soon." He put aside his own +troubles. "And you, miss, I hope the climate is doing you good?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, indeed, yes," she brightly responded. "I feel stronger every day."</p> + +<p>Ben at the moment experienced a sharp pang of uneasiness and pain, for +Alice was looking particularly worn and thin and yellow; and when Bertha +returned, flushed with her haste, the contrast between them was quite as +distressing as that between the withered, dying rose and the opening, +fragrant bud. The young man's heart rose to his throat. "We have waited +too long," he thought, and resolved to again urge upon her a new +treatment which they had discussed.</p> + +<p>"Come in and see the house," said Bertha, in brusque invitation. "It +isn't ship-shape yet. I wanted to do it all myself, but I find it's a +big proposition to go up against. It sure is. But I like it. I'd like +nothing better than running a big hotel—not too big, but just big +enough. I tell the Captain that when our mines 'pinch out' I'll go to +Denver and start a hotel."</p> + +<p>She was quite communicative, but not at ease as she led them from room +to room. Her manner was rather that of one seeking to conceal +trepidation, and her fluency seemed a little out of character.</p> + +<p>In fact, she was trying to make the best possible impression on these +people, whose sincere interest she felt; but with Ben's eyes fixed upon +her so constantly, and a knowledge of Alice's delicate wit to trouble, +she was more deeply embarrassed than ever before in her life. It was not +her habit to blush or stammer, and she did not do so now, but she was +carried out of her wonted reticence.</p> + +<p>"As I say, we bought the place for the porch. I didn't realize what I +was being let into—if I had I might have shied. We're practically lost +in the place. Except when some of the people come down from camp, we're +alone. My mother helps out some, but she's up at the ranch a good deal." +She opened the library door, and led the way before an easel, on which +stood a huge canvas. "Here's the picture Mr. Congdon is paintin' of the +Captain. I wanted him taken with his hat on, but Mr. Congdon said no, +and his word went. I don't know whether I like this or not. It's got me +twisted."</p> + +<p>Congdon had been after psychology rather than costume, that was evident +at a glance, for the clothing counted for little in the portrait. Out of +the shadow the face peered sadly, yet with a kind of ferocity, too—a +look which made Alice Heath recoil from the man. In a certain way the +artist had taken advantage of Mart's helplessness and loneliness. He had +caught the sadness, sullenness, and remorselessness of his sitter rather +than his gay, good-tempered smile. The face of this man was concerned +with the past, not with the future; and yet on its surface it was a good +likeness, as Ben said, and had both power and distinction. "I think it a +cracker-jack piece of work," he ended.</p> + +<p>Bertha replied: "I suppose it is, and yet I can't see it. I'd rather it +looked the way the Captain used to when he came down to the Junction. +I'm sorry to have his sickness painted in that way."</p> + +<p>"That can't be helped. These artists are queer cattle; you can't drive +'em," Ben remarked.</p> + +<p>Bertha smiled. "He wants to paint me now. 'Not on your life' says I. +'You'd be doing double stunts with my freckles, and I won't stand for +it.'" She laughed. "No sir-ree, I don't let any artist tip my freckles +edgewise just to see how flip he is at it. I like Mr. Congdon, but I +don't trust him—he's too much of a joker."</p> + +<p>Thereupon she led the way to the second floor, and showed them the +furniture, which was mostly very costly and very bad, and at last said: +"The third story is pretty empty yet. I don't know just what I'm going +to do with it." She was looking at Alice. "I wish you'd come over and +help me decide some day."</p> + +<p>"What fun!" cried Alice, speaking on the impulse. "I'd like to very +much."</p> + +<p>"You see," Bertha went on, "my folks have always been purty poor, and +I've lived in jay towns all my life; and when I came here I didn't know +any more about life in a city than a duck does of mining. I had it all +to learn, and they's a whole lot yet that I don't know." She smiled +quaintly, then grew sober. "And what's worse, I haven't any one to tell +me—except Mr. Congdon, and he's such a josher I don't trust him. He did +give me a few points on the library, which ain't so bad, we think; but +all the rest of it I had to dig out myself, and it's slow work. But I +guess we better go down; my horse will be here in a few minutes." Then, +with lowered voice, she added: "I can't stay out but a little while. The +Captain dreads to have me leave him even to go down-town. I hadn't ought +to go at all."</p> + +<p>Ben began to perceive a real slavery in her life, and reassured her. +"I'm glad you're coming. It will do you good, and it will be a pleasure +to us too. We'll only be away an hour."</p> + +<p>As they returned to the porch, Bertha put her hand on Haney's shoulder, +in the manner of one man to another, saying: "I'm going for a little +ride with these people, Captain, if you don't mind."</p> + +<p>"Not a whiff," he answered. "I'll be here when you come back." Again a +subtle cadence in his voice so belied his smile that Alice's heart +responded to it.</p> + +<p>Bertha's horse proved to be a spirited animal, but she mounted him with +the ease and celerity of a boy—riding astride, in the mountain fashion. +"I haven't a long skirt," she carelessly remarked to Alice. That was all +the explanation she offered, and Ben thought he had never seen anything +more alert, more graceful, than her slim figure poised alertly in the +saddle, her face glowing, her hair blown across her face.</p> + +<p>Alice, a timid rider, admired them both from her position, which was +always behind, though they tried to accommodate their pace to hers. A +pang of envy that was almost jealousy pierced her heart as she looked at +them—so young, so vigorous, and so blithe.</p> + +<p>"I should be sitting with Captain Haney on the porch," she thought, with +bitterness. "I am out of place here."</p> + +<p>The words which passed between Bertha and her cavalier meant little, but +their glances meant much. It was, indeed, a fateful ride. The liking, +the deep interest, born of their first meeting, swept irresistibly into +admiration. Their faces turned towards each other, youth to youth, as +naturally as flowers swing towards the light.</p> + +<p>They fell into argument over saddles, over the difference between his +manner of riding and her own. Her speech, so direct, so full of quaint +slang, enchanted him, and Alice soon found herself the third party. And +when they were for pushing into a gallop she acknowledged herself a +clog. Concealing her disgust of herself under a bright smile, she called +out: "Why don't you people gallop ahead, and let me jog along at my own +gait?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no," replied Ben, "we don't want to do that. Are you tired?" He +became anxious at once.</p> + +<p>"No, no! Please go! Mrs. Haney wants to race—I can see that; and I'd +really like to see her ride—she sits her horse so beautifully."</p> + +<p>"Very well," Ben acquiesced, "we'll take a run ahead, and come back to +you."</p> + +<p>Thereupon they set off, Bertha leading in a rushing gallop up a fine +road which wound along a ravine, towards the top of a broad mesa. Alice, +with slack rein in her small hand, rode slowly on in the vivid sunlight, +a chill shadow rolling in upon her soul. As young as her lover in years, +she nevertheless seemed at the moment twice his age. Everything +interested him. Nothing interested her. He was never tired mentally or +physically, and his smooth, unwrinkled face still reflected the morning +sunlight of the world. "He is still the boy, while I am old and wrinkled +and nerveless," she bitterly confessed.</p> + +<p>When they returned to her at the top of the mesa, flushed and laughing, +her pain had deepened into despair. Up to that moment she had checked +disease with a belief that some day she was to recover her health, that +some day her wrinkles would be smoothed out and her cheeks resume their +youthful charm; but now she knew herself as she was—a broken thing. The +divine glow and grace of youth would never again come to her, while this +vigorous and joyous girl would grow in womanly charm from month to +month. "She is going to be very beautiful," she admitted; and even in +the midst of her own discouragement she could not but admire Bertha's +skill with the horse. She rode in the manner of a cowboy, holding her +hands high and guiding her horse by pulling the reins across his neck. +Ben was receiving lessons from her—absorbed and jocular.</p> + +<p>At the top of the mesa they all halted to look away over the +landscape—a gray-green, tumbled land, out of which fantastic red rocks +rose, and over which, to the west, the snowy peaks loomed. Ben drew a +deep breath of joy. It seemed that the world had never been so +beautiful. "Isn't it magnificent!" he cried. "I like this country! +Alice, let's make our home here."</p> + +<p>She smiled a little constrainedly. "Just as you say, dear."</p> + +<p>"Why shouldn't we, when the climate is doing you so much good?"</p> + +<p>The horse that Bertha rode was prancing and foaming, eager for a renewal +of the race, and Ben, seeing it, cried out: "Shall we go round by the +hanging rock?"</p> + +<p>"I'm willing!" answered Bertha, her eyes shining with excitement.</p> + +<p>Alice shook her head. "I think I'll let you young things go your own +gait, and I'll poke along back towards home."</p> + +<p>Ben rode near her, searching her face anxiously. "You're not tired—are +you, sweetness?"</p> + +<p>"No, but I would be if I took that big circuit. But never mind me, I +like to poke."</p> + +<p>"Very well," he answered, quite relieved, "we'll meet you at the +bridge." And off they dashed with furious clatter, leaving her to slowly +retrace her lonely way, feeling very tired, very old, and very sad.</p> + +<p>Bertha was perfectly, perilously happy. It was almost her first escape +from the brooding care and weight of Haney's presence. She felt as she +used to feel when speeding away on swift gallop to the ranch with some +companion as care-free as herself. Since that fateful day when her +mother fell ill and Marshall Haney asked her to marry him, she had not +been permitted an hour's holiday. Even when absent from her husband her +mind carried an inescapable picture of his loneliness and helplessness, +and no complete relaxation had come with her temporary freedom. This +day, this hour, she was suddenly free from care, from pain, from all +uneasiness.</p> + +<p>She considered this feeling due to the saddle and to the clear air of +the morning. "I will ride every day," she declared to Ben, with shining +face, as they drew their horses to a walk. "I don't know when I've +enjoyed a ride so much. I can't see why I haven't been out before. I +used to ride a good lot; lately I've dropped it."</p> + +<p>"We'll call for you every morning," he replied. "As Alice gets stronger, +we can go up into the cañons and take long rides."</p> + +<p>"I'll tell you what we'll do," she said; "we'll let her ride in the cart +with the Captain, and take our dinner, and we'll all go up the North +Cañon some day, and eat picnic dinner there."</p> + +<p>"Good idea," he said, accepting her disposition of Alice without even +mental dissent. "That will be jolly fun."</p> + +<p>They planned this and other excursions, with no sense of leaving any one +behind or of cutting across conventional boundaries. Their native +honesty and innocence of any ill intention prevented even a suspicion of +danger, and by the time they joined Alice at the bridge they were on +terms of intimacy and good-fellowship which seemed to rise from years of +long acquaintance. Ben had promised to help her select a horse, and she +had agreed to bring the Captain to call on Alice, who was staying with +some friends not far away.</p> + +<p>This change in Bertha's manner extended to Alice, who returned it in +kind. The guilelessness which shone from the young wife's clear eyes was +unmistakable. She was growing handsome, too. The flush of blood in her +cheeks had submerged her freckles, and Alice began to realize how the +poor child's devotion to Marshall Haney had reacted against her native +good health. "She is but a child even now," she thought.</p> + +<p>Haney was sitting on the porch where they had left him, the collie at +his feet, but at sight of them returning he rose and hobbled slowly down +the walk, his heart filled with tenderness and admiration for his wife. +He had never ridden with her, but he had once seen her mounted, and one +of his expressed wishes had been that he might be able to sit a saddle +once more and ride by her side.</p> + +<p>"Come in and stay to dinner!" he called, hospitably, and Bertha eagerly +seconded the invitation.</p> + +<p>But Alice replied: "I'm pretty tired; I think I'll go home. You can stay +if you like, Ben."</p> + +<p>Ben, smitten with sudden contrition, quickly said: "Oh no; I will go +with you. I'm afraid you've ridden too far."</p> + +<p>She protested against this, for Bertha's relief. "Not at all. It's a +good tiredness. It's been great fun."</p> + +<p>And with promises of another expedition of the same sort they rode away, +while Bertha and Haney remained at the gate to examine the new horse.</p> + +<p>As little Mrs. Haney re-entered the house with her husband the day +seemed to lose its magical brightness, and to decline to a humdrum, +shadowless flare. The house became cold and gloomy and the day empty. +For the first time since its purchase she mentally asked herself: "What +will I do now?" It was as if some ruling motive had suddenly been +withdrawn from her life.</p> + +<p>This empty, aching spot remained with her all through the day, even when +she took Haney for his drive down-town, and only disappeared for a few +moments as they met young Fordyce on the street. It troubled her as she +returned to the house, and she was glad that Williams came in to take +supper with them, for his talk of the mine diverted her and deeply +interested her husband.</p> + +<p>Williams eyed his boss critically. "You're gainin', Captain. You'll soon +be able to make camp again."</p> + +<p>"I hope so, but the doctor says my heart's affected and it wouldn't be +safe for me to go any higher—for a while."</p> + +<p>Williams smiled at Bertha. "Better send the missus, then. The men all +have a great idea of her. They say she's a kind of mascot. McGonnigle +asks me every time what she thinks of our new shaft. I've a kind of +reverence for her judgment myself. They say women kind o' feel their way +to a conclusion. Now, I'd like her to pass judgment on our work in <i>The +Diamond Ace</i>."</p> + +<p>"I'd like to go up," said Bertha. But, in truth, she was no longer +thinking of the mine: she was considering how she might make her table +look as pretty as Mrs. Congdon's. Her first dissatisfaction with her own +way of life filled her mind. "I must have some of those candles," she +said to herself, while the men were still intent upon the mine. Her +first step towards social conformity was at this moment taken.</p> + +<p>She felt herself akin to these people, and this assertion, subconscious +and unuttered, brought something between Marshall Haney and herself. It +was not merely that she was younger and clearer of record, but she was +perfectly certain that with education she could hold her own with the +Congdons or any one else. "If my father had lived, I wouldn't be the +ignoramus I am to-day." But she had no plan for acquiring the knowledge +she needed other than by reading books. She resolved to read every day, +though each hour so spent must be taken from her husband, now piteously +dependent upon her.</p> + +<p>He managed his morning paper very well, but when she read aloud to him +he almost always went to sleep.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XI" id="CHAPTER_XI"></a>CHAPTER XI</h2> + +<h3>BEN BECOMES ADVISER TO MRS. HANEY</h3> + + +<p>Bertha was astir early the next morning, and quite ready to join the +Fordyces as soon as breakfast was over; but they did not come. She +waited and watched the whole forenoon, and when at twelve o'clock they +had neither called nor sent word, her day suddenly sank into +nothingness, like a collapsed balloon, and she faced her tasks with a +weakness of will not native to her.</p> + +<p>Haney and Williams were both down street discussing some business matter +with Crego, and this left her hours the more empty and unsatisfactory. +As the dinner-hour drew near she drove to fetch her husband, hoping for +a glimpse of the Fordyces on the way, but even this comfort was denied +her, and she ached with dull pain which she could not analyze.</p> + +<p>As Haney settled himself in the carriage, he said: "Well, little woman, +did ye have a good ride?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't go," she responded, with curt emphasis.</p> + +<p>"Ye did not—Why not?"</p> + +<p>"I had too much to do." This was a prevarication which she instantly +repented. "Besides, they didn't turn up."</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry. I was hoping you'd had a good try at the new horse. Ye must +mount him for me to see this afternoon." Later he said: "I'm feeling +better each day now; soon I'll be able to take that trip East. Do you +get ready at your ease."</p> + +<p>The thought of this trip, hitherto so wonderful in its possibilities, +afforded her no pleasure; it scarcely interested her. And when another +day went by with no further call or word from Ben Fordyce, she began to +lose faith in her new-found friends and in herself.</p> + +<p>"They had enough of me," she said, bitterly. "I'm not their style." And +in this lay her first acknowledgment of money's inefficiency: it cannot +buy the friends you really care for.</p> + +<p>On the third day Fordyce called her up on the 'phone to say that Alice +had been ill. "Our ride that day was a little too much for her," he +explained, "but she will be all right again soon. I think we can go +again to-morrow."</p> + +<p>This explanation brought sunshine back into the Haney castle, and its +mistress went about the halls singing softly. In the afternoon, as she +and Mart were starting on their "constitutional" she proposed that they +call to see how Alice was. This Haney was glad to do. "I liked the +little woman," said he; "she's sharp as a tack. And, besides, she +listened to me gabble," he added.</p> + +<p>Miss Heath was stopping in the home of a friend—a rather handsome +house, in the midst of thick shrubbery; and they found her wrapped in a +blanket and sitting on the porch in a steamer-chair, with Ben reading to +her. They were both instant and cordial in their demands that the +Captain alight and come in, and Ben went down the walk to get him, while +Alice, with envious, wistful eyes answered the glowing girl: "Oh no, I +don't think the ride did me any harm. I have these little back-sets now +and then. I'm glad you came."</p> + +<p>"How thin her hands are," thought Bertha. And she saw, too, that the +delicate face was wrinkled and withered.</p> + +<p>Reading compassion in the girl's glance, Alice continued, brightly: +"I'll be up to-morrow. I'm like a cork—nothing permanently depresses +me. I'm suffering just now from an error of thought!"</p> + +<p>Bertha only smiled, and the gleam of her teeth, white and even as rows +of corn, produced in her face the effect of innocent humor like that of +a child. Then she said: "I've bought a new horse."</p> + +<p>"Have you, indeed?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and I've been expecting you to ride up to the line fence and call +me out—I wanted to show him to you. He's a cracker-jack, all right."</p> + +<p>"We'll come over in a day or two. I never stay <i>down</i> more than three +days."</p> + +<p>Haney, lumbering round the corner of the house, called out, mellowly: +"Here you are! Now don't move a hair." He bent and offered a broad white +hand. "How are ye the day?"</p> + +<p>"Better, thank you. Ben, put a chair beside me; I want to talk to +Captain Haney. He was interrupted the other night in the very middle of +one of his best stories, and I'm going to insist on his finishing it."</p> + +<p>Haney faced Bertha with a look of humorous amazement on his face. "Think +o' that, now! She remembers one of my best."</p> + +<p>"Indeed I do, Captain, and I can tell you just where you left off. You +had just sighted the camp of the robbers."</p> + +<p>Haney clicked with his tongue, as if listening to a child. "There now! I +must have been taking more grape-juice than was good for me to start on +that story, for it's all about meself and the great man I thought I was +in those days."</p> + +<p>"I love to hear about people who can ride a hundred miles in a night, +and live on roots and berries, and capture men who bristle with +revolvers. Please go on. Ben, you needn't listen if you don't want to. +You can show Mrs. Haney the automobile or the garden."</p> + +<p>Ben laughed. "I like to hear Captain Haney talk quite as well as +anybody, but I'll be glad to show Mrs. Haney any of your neighbors' +things she cares to see."</p> + +<p>Alice turned to Bertha. "I suppose the Captain's tales are all old songs +in your ears?"</p> + +<p>"No, they're mostly all new to me. The Captain never tells stories to +me."</p> + +<p>Haney winked. "She knows me too well. She wouldn't believe them."</p> + +<p>"Go on, please," said Alice. And so Haney took up the thread, though he +protested. "'Tis a tale for candle-light," he explained.</p> + +<p>Ben was studying Bertha with renewed admiration. "Where did she get that +exquisite profile?" he thought.</p> + +<p>The story was again interrupted by a group of callers, among them Mrs. +Crego, and though Alice loyally stood by the Haneys and introduced them +boldly, Mrs. Crego's cold nod and something that went out from the eyes +of her companions made Bertha suffer, and she went away with a feeling +of antagonism in her heart. Did these people consider her beneath their +respect?</p> + +<p>Haney remarked as they rode away: "If black eyes could freeze, sure we'd +be shiverin' this minute. Did ye see Mrs. Crego pucker up when she +sighted us?"</p> + +<p>"I did, and it settled her for me," replied Bertha.</p> + +<p>The intimacy thus established between the Haneys and the Congdon circle +furnished the gossip of the "upper ten" with vital material for +discussion. Mrs. Crego most decidedly disapproved of their calling, and +advised Alice Heath against any further connection with the gambler's +wife.</p> + +<p>"What good can it possibly lead to? It's only curiosity on your part, +and it isn't right to disturb the girl's ideals—if she has any."</p> + +<p>To this Alice made no reply, but Ben stoutly defended the young wife. +"She would have been as good as any of us with the same education. The +poor little thing has had to work since her childhood, and that has cut +off all training. As for Haney, he isn't a bad man. I suppose he argues +that as some one must keep a gambling-house, it is best to have a good +man do it."</p> + +<p>The sense of being to a degree freed from the ordinary restraints of +social life made Alice very tolerant. But, as it chanced, they did not +go out the next day; indeed, it was several days before they again rode +up to the Haney gate. They found Bertha dressed and ready for them (as +she had been each morning), and when she came out to them her heart was +glowing and her face alight.</p> + +<p>"We've come to see the new horse!" called Ben.</p> + +<p>Haney was at the gate with a smile of satisfaction on his face when the +horse was brought round. "There is a steed worth the riding!" he +boasted. "I told Bertie to get the best. I would not have her riding a +'skate' like that one the other morning. She'll keep ye company this +day."</p> + +<p>Ben exclaimed, with admiration: "I see you know horse-kind, Captain!"</p> + +<p>"I do," responded Haney. "And now be off, and remember you take dinner +with us to-day."</p> + +<p>As they moved away he took his customary seat on the porch to wait for +their return—patient in outward seeming, but lonely and a little +resentful within.</p> + +<p>Bertha suggested a ride up the Bear Cañon, but Ben was quick to say: +"That is too far, I fear, for Alice."</p> + +<p>Bertha's glance at Alice revealed again, but in clearer lines, the +sickness and weariness and the hopelessness of the elder woman's face, +and Ben's consideration and watchful care of her took something out of +the ride. The rapture, the careless gayety, of their first gallop was +gone.</p> + +<p>An impatience rose in the girl's soul. With the cruelty of youth she +unconsciously accused the other, resenting the interference with her own +plans and pleasures. She felt cheated because Ben permitted himself no +racing, no circuits with her—and yet outwardly and in reality she was +deeply sympathetic. She pitied while she accused and resented.</p> + +<p>Their ride was short and unsatisfying. But as her guests remained for +luncheon—Bertha was learning to call it that—the outing ended in a +rare delight; for while "the two invalids" sat on the piazza, Bertha +showed Ben her garden and stables, and the greenhouses she was building, +and this hour was one of almost perfect peace.</p> + +<p>Ben, once outside Alice's depressing presence, grew gay and +single-minded in his enjoyment of his hostess and her surroundings.</p> + +<p>"It must seem like Aladdin and his wonderful lamp to you," he said, as +they stood watching the workmen putting in the glass to the greenhouses. +"All you have to do is rub it, and miracles happen."</p> + +<p>"That's just what it does," she answered, with gravity. "I give myself a +knock in the head every time I write out a check, just to see if I am +awake; but I can see I'll get used to it in time. That's the funny +thing: a feller can get used to anything. The trouble with me is I don't +know what to do nor how to do it. I ought to be learning things: I ought +to go to school, but I can't. You see, I had to buckle down to work +before I finished the high-school, and I don't know a thing except +running a hotel. I wish you'd give me a few pointers."</p> + +<p>"I'll do what I can, but I am afraid my advice wouldn't be very +pertinent. What can I help you on?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I don't know. Alice"—she spoke the word with a little +hesitation—"said something to me the other day about charity, and all +that. Well, now, I'm helping mother's church—a little—and I'm helping +up at Sibley, but I don't know what else to do. I suppose I ought to do +some good with the money that's rolling in on us. I've got my house +pretty well stocked and fitted up, and I'm about stumped. I can't sit +down, and just eat and sleep, ride and drive, can I?"</p> + +<p>"There are women who do that and nothing else."</p> + +<p>"Well, I can't. I've always had something to do. I like to play as well +as the next one, but I don't believe I could spend my time here just +sitting around."</p> + +<p>"It's no small matter to run such a house as this."</p> + +<p>"Well, there's something in that; but the point is, what's it all for? +We're alone in it most of the time, and it don't seem right. Another +thing, most of our old friends fight shy of us now. I invite 'em in, and +they come, but they don't stay—they don't seem comfortable. They are +all wall-eyed to see the place once, but they don't say 'hello' as they +used to. And the people next door here—well, they don't neighbor at +all. You and the Congdons are the only people, except a few of mother's +church folks, who even call. Now, what's the matter?"</p> + +<p>He was now quite as serious as she. "I suppose your own folks feel that +your wealth is a barrier."</p> + +<p>"Why should they? I treat 'em just the same as ever. I'm not the kind to +go back on my friends because I'm Marshall Haney's wife. If I'd earned +this money I might put on airs; but I haven't—I've just married into +it."</p> + +<p>"How did you come to do it?" he asked, quickly—almost accusingly.</p> + +<p>Her tone again faltered, and her eyes fell. "Well, it was like this: +Mother was sick and getting old, and I was kind o' tired and +discouraged, and the Captain was mighty nice and kind to us; and then +I—And so when the word came that he was hurt—and wanted me—I went." +Here she looked up at him. "And I did right, don't you think so?"</p> + +<p>He was twisting a twig in his fingers. "Oh yes, certainly. You've been a +great comfort to him. You saved his life probably, and he really is a +fine man in spite of—" He broke off.</p> + +<p>She took up his phrase. "In spite of his business. I know, that was +mother's main objection to him. But, you see, he cleaned all out of that +before I married him. He hasn't touched a card since."</p> + +<p>He was almost apologetic. "I've been brought up to despise gamblers—I'm +a Quaker, you know, by family. But I like Captain Haney, and I can see +that from his point of view a 'straight game,' as he calls it, is not a +crime."</p> + +<p>"Yes, that's one good thing in his favor—he never let a crooked deal +pass in his place. But, after all, I can't forget that he was a gambler, +and other people can't, and his record is dead against us here." Her +face was dark as she resumed. "I'm a gambler's wife. Ain't that so? +Didn't you hear of me in that way? Weren't you warned against us?"</p> + +<p>His honest eyes quailed a little. "It is true your husband is called a +gambler rather than a miner."</p> + +<p>"Well, he was. That's right, but he isn't now. I'm not complaining about +the part that can't be helped, but I want to do something to show we are +in line to-day, and so does the Captain. We want to make our money +count, and if you can tell us what to do we'll be mightily obliged."</p> + +<p>The young Quaker was more profoundly enthralled by this unexpected +confession of the girl than by any other word she could have uttered. +His own knowledge of life was neither wide nor deep, and his sense of +responsibility not especially keen; and yet he experienced a thrill of +pleasure and a certain lift of spirit as he stood looking down at +her—the attitude of confidential spiritual adviser began at the moment +to yield a sweet satisfaction as well as an agreeable realization of +power. How much Haney's mines were pouring forth he did not know, but +their wealth was said to be enormous. Every day added to the +potentiality of this gray-eyed girl who stood so trustfully, so like a +pupil, before him.</p> + +<p>He spoke with emotion. "I'll do what I can to advise you and help you, +and so will Alice. Allen Crego is a good man—he has your legal +business, I believe?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I think he's square, and I like him. But I can't go to Mrs. Crego; +she despises us—that's one good reason." She smiled faintly. "But it +ain't legal advice I want—it's something else. I don't know what it is. +Our minister isn't the man, either. I guess I want somebody that knows +life, and that ain't either a lawyer or a minister. I want some one to +take our affairs in hand. I need all kinds of advice. Won't you give it +to me?"</p> + +<p>He smiled. "I'd like to help, but I am only a lawyer—and a very young +one at that."</p> + +<p>"I don't think of you as a lawyer; you're more than that to us."</p> + +<p>"What am I, then?"</p> + +<p>The color danced along her cheek as she uttered a phrase so current in +the West that it has a certain humorous sound: "You're a gentleman and a +scholar."</p> + +<p>"Thank you. But I fear you mean by that that I take life very easily."</p> + +<p>She grew serious again. "No, I don't. Anybody can see you're honest. I +trust you more than I do Judge Crego, and so does the Captain. You can +tell us things we want to know. We both know a little about business, +but we don't know much about other things. That's where we both fall +down."</p> + +<p>This frank expression of regard brought about a moment of emotional +tension, and Ben hesitated before replying. At last he said: "I hope I +shall always deserve your confidence. I wish I had the wisdom you credit +me with. I wonder what I can tell you?"</p> + +<p>"Tell me what you would do if you were in my place."</p> + +<p>Quick as a sunbeam his smile flashed out. "Be your own good, joyous +self. Whatever you do, don't lose what you are now—the quality which +attracted Alice and me to you. Don't try to be like other rich people."</p> + +<p>The sight of the Captain and Alice walking slowly towards them cut short +the further admission of his own careless inexperience, and they all +took seats beneath a big pear-tree which shaded a semicircular wire +settee.</p> + +<p>Haney had been confessing a little of his loneliness. "I will not +believe that me work in the world is done. 'Tis true, I took very little +care of me good days; but I was happy in me business, such as it was. Me +little wife there saves me from the blue divils when she's about, but +when I'm alone, sure it's deep in the dumps I go. Sometimes me mind +misgives me, to think of her tied to an old stump of a tree like me! But +maybe she's right—maybe I'm to recover me powers and be of use."</p> + +<p>To this Alice could only reply, as comfortingly as she could: "You've +given her a good deal, Captain."</p> + +<p>"So I have, but I mean to give more. As soon as I'm able to travel we're +going down the hill to see the world. Sometimes when we sit on our porch +and talk of it, it seems as if I could see the whole of the States +spread out before us—Chicago, Washington, New York, and all to choose +from. I can't get over the surprise of having the stream of money keep +comin'. I used to work hard—you may not believe that, but 'twas so. I +used to have long days and nights of watching. 'Twas work of a kind, +though you may not admire the kind. And now I have nothing to do but sit +and twist me two thumbs—and one of them bog-spavined, at that."</p> + +<p>To this Alice had made no reply, for they were within earshot of Ben and +Bertha. Haney called out: "Sure, it must be near dinner-time, Bertie!—I +mean luncheon, ma'am—I'm lately instructed."</p> + +<p>They all laughed in tune to his humor, and Bertha replied: "No more +twelve-o'clock dinners for us, Captain."</p> + +<p>Haney groaned. "This fashionable life will be the death of me. Sure, I +eat and talk by rule a'ready. Where it will end I dunno."</p> + +<p>Happily the bell soon relieved the strain, but the talk at the table +continued to be very personal—it could not be prevented, for each of +these four people was at a turning-point in his or her life. Haney, +feeling the slow tide of returning vigor in his limbs, was in trouble +thinking of what he was to do. Bertha, just beginning to tremble beneath +the mysterious stir of an all-demanding love, was uneasy, feverish, and +self-conscious. Alice, sensing the approach of weakness and decay, yet +struggling against it, was inwardly in despair. While Ben, hitherto +careless, facing life with unwrinkled brow, was appreciating, for the +first time, the positive responsibilities of manhood. Bertha's expressed +wish to employ his best judgment exalted him while it troubled him.</p> + +<p>For a time the burden of the conversation was his. Haney was in a +reflective mood, and Bertha busied with the table service, which she was +trying to raise to the level of her honored guests, was distracted. +Alice, tired and a little dispirited, added nothing to the youthful +spirit of the meal.</p> + +<p>At last, just when the conversation seemed about to flag out, Haney, +lifting his head, began in a new tone: "Mr. Fordyce, my little girl and +I have decided we want you to take Crego's place as our lawyer. I hope +you'll be able to do it."</p> + +<p>Alice looked up in surprise. "But you don't mean to take it from Mr. +Crego?"</p> + +<p>Haney's face grew hard. "I am under no obligation to Crego, and I prefer +to have as me lawyer a man who can neighbor with me, and whose wife is +not above nodding when me own wife passes by."</p> + +<p>Alice hastened to defend the Cregos. "You mustn't be unjust to Mrs. +Crego."</p> + +<p>"I'm not," said Haney, "nor to Crego either. I've paid for his time, and +paid well—as I'm willing to pay for yours." He turned to Ben. "I need +advice, and I want to feel free to go for it."</p> + +<p>Ben replied: "I'd like to accept your business, Captain, but you see it +would not be professional for me to profit at the expense of my friend, +and, besides, I haven't really settled here yet."</p> + +<p>Haney looked disappointed. "I thought ye had. Well, I am going to cut +loose from Crego anyhow, and I shall tell him why."</p> + +<p>Bertha cried out: "No, don't do that."</p> + +<p>He acquiesced. "Very well, then I won't tell him why; but I'm going to +quit him! So if you don't care to take on me business, I'll give it to +Jim Beringer. It pays a good bit of money, and will pay more. I'll make +it profitable to ye."</p> + +<p>Alice looked at Ben. "Of course, if he is going to leave Mr. Crego +anyway—"</p> + +<p>"But that would mean making our permanent home here, and setting up an +office."</p> + +<p>"Well, why not? I can't live in the East any more; that we have tested. +I am willing to decide now. It would give you a start here, and, +besides, I think you can be of use to the Captain."</p> + +<p>Ben still hesitated. "It seems rather treacherous to Crego some way. But +if you have definitely decided against him—"</p> + +<p>"We have," said Bertha. "We talked it all over yesterday. We want you."</p> + +<p>Haney's face was very grave now. "There is one thing more, Mr. Fordyce. +Mart Haney's reputation must be taken into account. It won't do you anny +good to be associated with him. I don't know that it will do you anny +harm, but I'm dom sure it will do you no good to be associated with me."</p> + +<p>Alice interposed, quickly. "A lawyer can't choose his clients—at least, +a <i>young</i> lawyer can't."</p> + +<p>Haney ignored the implications of her speech. "I'm not tryin' to cover +up me tracks," said he. "I was a gambler for thirty years. Me whole life +has been a game of chance. There are many who think gambling one of the +high crimes an' misdemeanors, but I think a square game between men is +defensible. I am a gambler by nature. Why shouldn't I be? I grew up a +fat squab of a boy rollin' about on the pavin'-stones of Troy. 'Twas all +luck, bedad, whether I lived or died. I lived, it fell out, and when I +had learned to read I read wild-West stories. Of course, that led me to +go West and jine the Indians, and by stealin' rides and beggin' me bread +I reached Dodge City. 'Twas all chance that I didn't die on the way. Me +mother, poor soul, was worried and I knew it, and finally I put me fist +to it and wrote her a letter to say I was all right. She wrote beggin' +me to return, which I did a couple of years later; but Troy was too slow +for me then, and again I pulled out. I was always takin' risks. Danger +was me delight. I had no trade, but I had faith in me luck. I won—I +almost always won. And so I came to be a gambler along with bein' +sheriff and city marshal, and the like o' that, in one mountain town or +another, but I always played fair. A man who plays a square game is a +gambler. The man who deals underhand is a crook. I'm no crook. I love +the game. To know that the cards are stacked against the other player +takes all the fun out of the deck for me. I want the other felly to have +an equal chance with me—else 'tis no game, but a hold-up. No man ever +rightfully accused me of dealing against him. Yes, 'tis true, me world +is a world of risk." He looked at Alice. "Sure, the Look-Out up +above—if there is such—is there to see that we all have a show for our +ace. If anything interferes with that the game is a crooked one."</p> + +<p>Alice began to perceive something big and admirable in this man's +spirit. She was not of his faith—quite the contrary. She was a +fatalist. Nothing happened in her world. But she was imaginative enough +to understand his point of view.</p> + +<p>Haney went on. "I know all the tricks. I lairned them, not to use in the +game, but to keep them <i>out</i> of the game. I had too much faith in me +luck to ever weaken."</p> + +<p>"Did you never lose?" asked Ben.</p> + +<p>"Many the time, indeed, but only for a short streak. Take this mine, for +instance. A man comes into me house full of confidence in himself, +plays, and goes broke. The fury of the game bein' in him, he says: 'I'll +put me prospect hole against five hundred dollars.' 'Roll the wheel,' +says I, and I won his hole in the ground. 'Twas me luck. That prospect +turned out a mine. 'Twas his luck to lose. He was a full-grown man; he +knew the game and went into it with his eyes open. Truth was, he +considered the mine a 'dead horse,' and was hopin' to take a fall out o' +me. Me little girl here is disturbed about the way the mine came to us, +but she needn't be. 'Twas all in the game. I'm sayin' 'twas in the game +that another crazy fool should blow me to pieces—I don't complain. I +take me chances. Now"—here he faced Ben, and his grave tone +lightened—"as I understand it, you're not a rich man?"</p> + +<p>Ben flushed a little. "No, I haven't earned much so far; but it's up to +me to get busy."</p> + +<p>"And ye expect to marry soon?"</p> + +<p>This question sent a thrill to the heart of each of the three young +people listening—a thrill of fear, of doubt. And Ben said, slowly, +perceiving Haney's fatherly good-will: "Yes, we expect to set up +housekeeping, as the old-fashioned people say, as soon as Alice is a +little stronger."</p> + +<p>"Very well, then," Haney went on like one who has made his point, +"here's <i>your</i> chance. Your fee with me will pay your coal bills anyway. +We're likely to take a good dale of your time, but you'll lose nothing +by that."</p> + +<p>Bertha, with big yearning eyes fixed upon Ben's face, waited in a quiver +of hope as he replied: "Of course, Captain Haney, I can't subscribe to +your defense of gambling, and if you were still a gambler, in the strict +sense of the word, I couldn't accept this position, for it is something +more than legal. But as you have given up all connection with cards and +liquor selling, I see no reason why I should not accept your +offer—provided I can be of service in the manner you expect." He looked +across the table at Bertha, and reading there the same entreaty which +she had expressed in the garden, he added, firmly and definitely: "Yes, +I will accept, and be very much obliged to you."</p> + +<p>Haney extended his hand, and they silently clasped palms in the compact.</p> + +<p>They parted in a glow of mutual confidence and liking, and Alice's voice +quivered as she thanked their host. "I think it very fine of you, +Captain Haney. This may be the means of establishing Mr. Fordyce in +business here."</p> + +<p>His eyes twinkled in reply. "I will do all I can to help him, for he +takes me eye."</p> + +<p>Ben's last glance and the pressure of his hand left in Bertha's brain a +glow which remained with her all the rest of the day, and she carolled +like a robin as she trod her swift way about the house.</p> + +<p>The next morning, as they sat at breakfast, Mart briskly said: "Well, +little woman, I've decided, now that I have a man I can trust with me +business, to make the trip East. As soon as he has the mines in hand +we'll start. Can you be ready to go Monday week?"</p> + +<p>"Sure thing," she answered, quickly. But even as she spoke a nameless +pang that was neither joy nor exultation shot through her heart. For the +first time she realized that she had lost her keen desire to explore the +glittering plain which lay below her feet. A fairer world, a perfectly +satisfying world, was opening before her in the high country which was +her home.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XII" id="CHAPTER_XII"></a>CHAPTER XII</h2> + +<h3>ALICE HEATH HAS A VISION</h3> + + +<p>This change of legal adviser, while very important to Ben Fordyce and +the Haneys, did not seem to trouble Allen Crego very much. As a matter +of fact, he was about to run for Congress, and had all the business he +could attend to anyway. He liked the young Quaker, and responded "All +right" in the frank Western fashion, sending the Haneys away quite as +solidly friendly as before. To Ben he was most cordial. "I'm glad you're +going to settle here, and I'm specially glad you've got a retainer; for +the field is overcrowded, and it may take a long time for you to get a +place. We old fellows who came down along with the pioneers have an +immense advantage. I wish you every success." And he meant it.</p> + +<p>Only when he got home to Mrs. Crego did he come to realize what a +horrible injury he had permitted "a young and inexperienced Eastern boy" +to do himself. "This connection will ostracize them both," his wife +said.</p> + +<p>He answered a little wearily. "Oh, now, my dear, I think you take your +social Medes and Persians too seriously. We lawyers can't afford to +inquire into the private affairs of our clients too closely—especially +if they are derived from the pioneer West. Ben Fordyce doesn't become +responsible for Haney's past; it is a business and not a social +arrangement."</p> + +<p>"That's like a man," she responded; "they never see anything till it +bumps their noses. They've both called on the Haneys and gone riding +with them—or with the girl. They've even eaten luncheon there!"</p> + +<p>"How dreadful! Mrs. Crego, you shock me!"</p> + +<p>"If any evil comes of this—and there will be sorrow in it—you'll be +morally responsible. In the old days it didn't matter, but now nobody +who is anybody in this town can associate with people like the Haneys +and not be hurt by it."</p> + +<p>The judge ceased to smile. "Now, let this end the discussion. Fordyce +has sense enough to take care of himself. He's just the man for +Haney—he has time, good nature, and splendid connections. I am glad to +be rid of the business, and I am delighted to think this young fellow +has pleased Haney—"</p> + +<p>"It isn't Haney. Don't you see? It's that girl. She has urged it—I'm +perfectly sure."</p> + +<p>"Stop right there!" he commanded, sharply. "I don't want to hear a word +of your insinuations. I'm tired of them. I'm ashamed of you." And he +took up his paper and walked away from her.</p> + +<p>She was defeated at the moment, but hurried to the Congdons with her +news. Lee looked quite serious enough. "I don't believe I like that +either. What do you think, Frank?"</p> + +<p>"All depends on Ben. If he makes it a business deal and keeps it so all +right; if he don't, it may go against him in the town, as Helen says."</p> + +<p>"Don't you think you'd better go see him and have a talk?"</p> + +<p>"Nixie!" he answered, in swift negation. "Little Willie don't want to +tackle that delicate job. I'm subtle, but not so subtle as that. Alice +Heath knows all we know and more, and you can bet they've talked the +whole thing over."</p> + +<p>"But they may not realize the position of the Haneys."</p> + +<p>"They may not; but I suspect they think they can carry any connection +they choose to make, and I mostly think they can—ten generations of +Quaker ancestry—"</p> + +<p>"But the people there don't know their ancestry."</p> + +<p>"Well, go talk to them. I abdicate. Besides, I like the Haneys."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Crego now laid her joker on the table. "Here's the point. That girl +is <i>taken</i> with Ben—it's all her plan."</p> + +<p>Congdon started. "Sh! Don't say that out loud, Nell. That little wife is +true as steel."</p> + +<p>"I don't care. My prophetic soul—"</p> + +<p>Lee put in. "Prophetic pollywogs! Why, Helen, the girl is as simple and +straightforward as a boy of twelve."</p> + +<p>"She seems that way, but I could see she was wonderfully attracted by +Ben and his singing that night here."</p> + +<p>"That may be; so was I. Anyhow, I agree with Frank: it would be cruel to +say such a thing—even if it were so, which I don't for an instant +believe. At the same time, I admit the connection will make talk and may +create a prejudice. Maybe we'd better see Ben." She looked at her +husband.</p> + +<p>He waved a protesting finger before his face. "Not on your life! Ben and +I are friends. I like him immensely—too much to think of running such a +frightful risk of offending him. If you interfere you do so at your own +peril."</p> + +<p>Lee finally acquiesced in his judgment, and Mrs. Crego went home more +deeply troubled than her acquaintance with Alice Heath would seem to +warrant. "Helen's an estimable person," said Frank Congdon, "and on the +whole I like her; but I wish she didn't take quite so much evil for +granted."</p> + +<p>So as no one warned Ben Fordyce, he went gayly forward and hired a +couple of nice rooms in a sightly block, and hung out a gilded sign. "I +am a citizen of Colorado now," he said to the Captain and Bertha the +first time they called at his office.</p> + +<p>Alice was there, and they were deep in discussion of the merits of a +pile of new rugs which were to match the wall-paper. Ben stoutly stood +for the "ox-blood" and she for the "old gold." Ben explained. "The +entire extravagance of this office is due to her." He pointed an +accusing finger at Alice, who nodded shamelessly. "I was all for +second-hand stuff, both for economy's sake and to show I'd been in +practice a long time."</p> + +<p>"You'd need a battered second-hand set of whiskers to match," she +replied, and they all laughed at the notion. "No, Captain, being sure +Ben couldn't deceive anybody as to his age and experience, I argued for +signs of prosperity. New-born success has its weight, you know."</p> + +<p>"Sure it has."</p> + +<p>"People like silken rugs and mahogany furniture, even in the West."</p> + +<p>"They do," Haney agreed.</p> + +<p>Bertha, standing silently by, was vaguely resenting Alice's presence. +This feeling was not defined, but it was strong enough to darken her +face and take the sparkle out of her eyes. She would have liked to do +this work of fitting up his rooms; and he, on his part, saw that she was +in sombre mood, and sought opportunity to come to where she stood. "I'm +being congratulated on all sides for becoming a citizen of Colorado. +It's quite like being initiated into some new club. In an Eastern town +they'd let me jolly well alone. I'm going to like it immensely, I know, +and it's really due to you."</p> + +<p>She found words difficult at the moment. His face and voice dazzled her +like an open door towards sunshine, and after a moment's pause she +looked round the room, saying: "It's going to be fine."</p> + +<p>"I want it comfy, so that you and the Captain will feel like coming down +often. We have a great deal to talk over before I shall really have a +full understanding of your affairs. I'm going to bone into my books +hard," he added, boyishly. "To tell the truth, I've taken life pretty +easy. You see, my father left me a regular income, big enough to support +me while I was studying law, but not enough to marry on." She couldn't +have told why, but this subject troubled her and confused her. She +turned away again as he continued: "Alice has a little, not much, in her +own right, and so it is really up to me to settle down and get to work. +Please don't think you are taking the time of a rich and busy man like +Crego. I am very grateful to you. It will enable us to plan a home here +in the West."</p> + +<p>Again that keen pang went through her heart, and he, looking towards +Alice, so worn and drooping, was touched with dismay, almost fear.</p> + +<p>She was talking to the Captain, but was furtively watching Bertie and +Ben. "How erect and radiant and happy they are," she thought, and a +doubt of the girl came into her mind. "She is so untrained and so +young!" And in this mental exclamation she put her first fear that Ben +might find his position as legal adviser complicated by the admiration +of the Captain's wife.</p> + +<p>Something weirdly intuitive had come to Alice Heath in these later +years. As her health declined and her flesh purified, she had come to +possess uncanny powers of vision, and at times seemed to read the very +innermost thoughts of those about her. The loss of her beauty, which had +been exquisite as that of a rose, had made her morbid—which she knew +and struggled against. She forecast the future, and this is disquieting +to any one. "Here at this moment," she often said to herself, "my world +is flooded with sunshine—a static world in appearance. But how will it +be ten years from now? The clock ticks, the sun passes, the universal +sway of death extends." With the same acuteness with which she read +other minds she read her own; but knowing that such imaginings were +unnatural and distressing, she fought against them; yet they came in +spite of herself. And the picture of Bertha standing there beside Ben +filled her with a prophetic vision of what the girl-wife was to become: +"She will grow in grace and in dignity, in understanding. She's of good +stock. She's like a man in her power to raise herself above lowly +conditions. Why are there not female Lincolns? There are, and she is one +of them. Nearly all our great men were born and reared under conditions +ruder than those which surrounded this girl. Why can't she rise? She +will rise—and then—"</p> + +<p>She did not pursue the clew further, for the Captain was speaking. "And +you, miss, can be of just as great service to me wife. She's alone with +me here in this town, and I'm a heavy load for her to carry. I am so. +Now that her house is in order the days are long. The people she'd like +to know don't drop in, and I suspect it's because she's Mart Haney's +wife."</p> + +<p>She resumed her sprightly manner. "Oh no; I'm afraid if she were a poor +girl she'd find these same people still more indifferent."</p> + +<p>"True, miss. But would they act the same if she were Mart Haney's +widow?"</p> + +<p>She flashed a deep-piercing, wondering glance at him. "Ah, that would be +different. And yet," she hastened to say, "that would not make her +acceptable to the really best people."</p> + +<p>"What would, miss?" he asked, simply. "I'm a rough man, and I've led a +rough life. I begin to see things now that I never saw before. What +would give Bertha standing among the people you speak of?"</p> + +<p>"Education, character. By character I mean she must be a personality."</p> + +<p>"That she is!" He was emphatic in this.</p> + +<p>"She certainly is a fascinating girl, and she promises to be a still +more interesting woman."</p> + +<p>"I'm not a wooden-head, miss. As a gambler, it was me business to read +men's faces. I see more than my little girl gives me credit for. I think +I know why Mrs. Crego can't see us as we pass by, and I was wise to them +friends of yours the other day when they curled their tails and showed +their teeth at sight of us. It's because Bertie is the wife of a +gambler. Isn't that so, now?"</p> + +<p>She rose with a start, for Bertha was coming towards them. "Hush! don't +talk about it any more—at present." And at this moment there passed +before her eyes a vision of this big man, crushed and writhing on a +mountain-side, among deep green ferns. It lasted but an instant, like +the memory of an event in childhood; a spot transient as a +shadow—disconnected, without precursor or sequence; like a cloud over +the wheat it gloomed a moment and was gone, and she gave herself up to +the influence of the sunny room and Ben's joyous plans.</p> + +<p>This vision came back to her when she was alone in her own room an hour +later, and stayed with her persistently. What did it mean? Did it +presage an accident to him, or had it arisen from a vague knowledge of +the cause of his wounding?</p> + +<p>This singular and distressing rule governed her dreams of the future. +They were all of sorrow, death, physical calamities; never, or very +rarely, of health and happiness; therefore, she seldom spoke of them. +"Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof," her father was wont to +say, and she had come to the same conclusion. Besides her faith in her +predictive dreams was by no means fixed. She had reached but one +comforting conclusion, and that was negative. If no vision came to +reveal the future of any friend, she rested secure in the belief that he +or she at least was to be free of disaster. It was a sweet and +comforting fact to remember that no vision of Ben's future had ever +entered her consciousness. She did not even dream of him. And this was +still more wonderful, for she had always understood that those we love +are ever in our thoughts in slumber.</p> + +<p>For some reason the day had been most wearing, and to dress for dinner +was an effort. But she made herself as lovely as she could for Ben's +sake—and for the sake of the Congdons with whom they were to dine. "We +are to be alone," Lee had 'phoned, "for I want to talk with you like a +Dutch aunt."</p> + +<p>Alice knew as well as if Lee had spoken it what was coming. They were +going to protest against Ben's intimacy with the Haneys. And as soon as +they were in their carriage she warned Ben. "You want to be on your +guard to-night. The Congdons are going to advise you against accepting +this retainer from Captain Haney."</p> + +<p>He was too happy to do more than jokingly reply: "Too late! Bribe is in +hand, and money mostly spent. What I want to ask you is more important. +When are we to start our 'love in a cottage' idyl? It really looks +possible now. Isn't it beautiful to think we can really keep house out +here and pay our way?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Ben!"—there was a wail in her voice—"I don't seem to gain as I +should! I'm completely tired out to-night."</p> + +<p>He was all concern instantly, and putting his arm about her, tenderly +exclaimed: "Dear heart, it was my fault. You shouldn't have gone down at +all."</p> + +<p>"But don't you see how revealing it is? If I can't go down to your +office to superintend the arrangement of a few rugs and chairs, how can +I keep a house—your house—in order? No, dear boy, we mustn't think of +it—not now; perhaps by spring, but certainly not now."</p> + +<p>He was both saddened and perplexed, and yet his disappointment was not +so keen as it had been when she had put off their wedding-day the first +time, and when she turned a white, despairing face up to him, saying +wildly: "Oh, Benny, why don't you give me up and marry some nice young +girl?" He only took her in his arms and shut her lips with a kiss.</p> + +<p>"No more such talk," he said; "you're tired and a little morbid. Lee's +lecture will do you good. I hope she gets after you for letting yourself +down into these detestable moods."</p> + +<p>Signs of their troubled ride were on their faces as they entered the +Congdon sitting-room (which also served as hall), and Lee put her arm +about her guest with compassion uppermost in her heart. "You don't look +a bit well to-night. What have you been doing?"</p> + +<p>"Nothing. That's the worst of it. If I'd been scrubbing floors or +cleaning silver I'd feel that I had a right to be tired, but I've only +been down to Ben's new office overseeing the laying of three rugs. I +didn't lift a hand, and now look at me!"</p> + +<p>When they were in the privacy of Lee's dressing-room the hostess studied +her guest critically. "You've something on your mind," she announced.</p> + +<p>"I always have something on my mind."</p> + +<p>"I know you do, and if you're ever going to get well you must get it off +your mind. Do I know what it is?"</p> + +<p>"If you don't, you ought to. Since this retainer from Captain Haney, Ben +is urging an immediate marriage."</p> + +<p>Lee Congdon was an unconquerable realist and truth-teller, and she could +not at the moment utter any other than a divergent word. "We got you +here to-night to talk over that Haney business. We don't entirely like +it; at least, I don't. Frank has no responsibility, never had. Haney is +not a bad man, and she isn't a bit low or common; but folks think she +is. And it's going to hurt you both, I'm afraid, to have anything to do +socially with them."</p> + +<p>"Oh, socially!" Alice cried, in disgust. "I thought we were coming to +the big and boundless West, where such things don't count."</p> + +<p>"You have, and you haven't. The Springs is a little of the West, a +little of England, and a good deal of the East. It's a foolish town in +some ways, and I warn you lots of nice people will find it inconvenient +to call on you for fear of meeting Mrs. Haney."</p> + +<p>"Oh, rats!"</p> + +<p>"Absurd, isn't it? I'm glad you put on that dress. You don't look tired +now; your cheeks are blazing."</p> + +<p>"With wrath—not health."</p> + +<p>"At me?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no. At these people who assume to dictate whom we shall know."</p> + +<p>"They don't do that, dear; they only think you're paying too much for +Ben's new office. But come down to dinner; we'll fight this out later."</p> + +<p>Congdon was outspoken in his admiration. "By the Lord, the climate is +getting in its work! Why, Alice, you're radiant. You're ten years +younger to-night!"</p> + +<p>"That's because I'm angry."</p> + +<p>"What about?"</p> + +<p>"Your townspeople. Lee has made me feel as if I were the club-bar topic +to-night."</p> + +<p>Congdon became solemn—grim as a brazen image. "Mrs. Congdon, you've +been making some of your tactful remarks."</p> + +<p>"I have not. I've been talking straight from the shoulder, as I advise +you to do."</p> + +<p>He capitulated. "After the turkey. Come on, Ben, we're in for a lecture +by the Professor-Doctor Lee Congdon."</p> + +<p>Under the influence of his humor they took seats about the pretty, +candle-lit table as gay a group as the city held—apparently; for Alice +was of that temperament which responds quickly and buoyantly to humor, +and Frank Congdon never took anything quite seriously—except his +portrait-painting. He could do a cake-walk with any one, but he would +not discuss art with the unsympathetic. He always had a new story to +tell of his amazing experience. Something was always happening to him. +Other men come and go up and down the whole earth without an adventure, +but no sooner does Frank Congdon slip out of the door than the +fates—generally the humorous ones—pounce upon him. Drunken women claim +him for a son. Sheriffs arrest him in the mountains and transport him +long distances, only to find him the wrong man. Confused Swedish mothers +give him babies to hold in the cars, and rush out just in time to get +left. And these tales lose nothing in his recount of them.</p> + +<p>In the present instance he took up half the dinner-hour with a +description of his latest mishap. A neighbor's cook had suddenly gone +mad, and had charged him with putting a spell over her. "Somebody calls +me up on the 'phone this morning: 'Is this Frank Congdon?'... 'Yes.' ... +'Hello, Frank, this is Henry. What you been doing to my cook?' ... 'What +does she say I have?' ... 'Says you've hypnotized her—put a spell over +her.' ... 'I pass.' ... 'Fact; she's crazy as a bed-bug, and we can't do a +thing with her—and she was <i>such</i> a good girl. How could you, +Frank?' ... 'I never saw the creature in my life.' ... 'Well, you'll see +her now. You're to come right over and remove this spell, or we won't +have any breakfast.'" Here Congdon looked solemnly round at his guests. +"Now wouldn't that convulse a body? I didn't know her name; on my word, +I couldn't remember how she looked. But my curiosity was roused, and +over I toddled. It was all true. Karen was in the kitchen, armed with +the jig-saw bread-knife and calling for me. Henry was all for my +appearing suddenly at the door à la Svengali, and with a majestic wave +of the hand lift the cloud from her brain. 'Not on your tintype,' says +I; 'I guess this is a case for the police. If I put this spell on that +hell-cat it must have been by "absent treatment" during sleep, and it's +me to my studio again.' ... 'No you don't,' said Henry. 'You stay till +this incubus is cleared away. It ain't reasonable to suppose that an +ignorant maid like this is going to charge a complete stranger with a +crime of this kind unless—'</p> + +<p>"'That's what I say. It isn't reasonable, I refuse to believe it.' Just +then something seemed to break loose in the back part of the house. +Wash-boilers seemed to be falling on the kitchen range, and wild yells +made Mrs. Henry turn pale.</p> + +<p>"'That's your work, monster!' shrieked Henry.</p> + +<p>"'Is it?' I said. 'My opinion is she's broke into your wine-cellar. It's +you to the police.'</p> + +<p>"'Go calm her. Come, it's a fine chance to experiment.'</p> + +<p>"'So it is—with a cannon. Do you mean to tell me seriously that she +thinks I've hypnotized her?'</p> + +<p>"Then he got down to business, and assured me that he was telling the +truth. This interested me, and I thought I'd chance opening the +door—particularly as everything was quiet inside."</p> + +<p>His company was very tense now, so vividly had he set the whole scene +before them. "I opened the door, and found her standing at the far side +of the room, her hair in ropes and her eyes wild. She was 'bug-house' +all right. 'Karen,' I said, in my most hypnotic voice, 'I lift the +spell. You are free. Go back to work.'"</p> + +<p>"What happened?" asked Alice, breathless with excitement.</p> + +<p>His face was grave and his voice sad. "Not a thing! My Svengali pass +didn't work. I was as the idle wind to her. Therefore, I withdrew and +'phoned the police."</p> + +<p>"What an extraordinary thing," said Ben.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Congdon brightly answered: "It would be for any one else, but I'm +so used to that now I don't mind. Whenever the telephone bell rings I +expect to hear that Frank is sued for breach of promise, or arrested for +burglary, or some little thing like that. If he were only a novelist +he'd make our everlasting fortune. But I know why he started this +story—he wants to head off my talk with you about the Haneys, and I +don't intend to let him do it. Have you taken on Haney's legal +business?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"For good and all?"</p> + +<p>"Yes. He's advanced me part of my fee, and I've spent it for desks, +rugs, and office rent. I think I may say the offer is accepted."</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry," she said, simply.</p> + +<p>Her husband objected. "I don't see why. Haney is a man of large means, +his mines are paying hugely, and he needs some one to look after the +investment side of his income, and to keep tab on the output of the +mines, and to be ready to settle any legal points that may come up. +Ben's just the boy to do this."</p> + +<p>Lee was firm. "That's one side of it. But these young people should not +start in wrong. Haney's past is said to be criminal, and Mrs. Haney is +called low—"</p> + +<p>Congdon hotly interrupted. "Who says so? It's a lie!"</p> + +<p>"That's the talk over town. It was all right for Crego to transact their +business, for he is an old and well-known lawyer here; but it's +different with Ben, who is just starting."</p> + +<p>Ben laughed. "Yes, it is different. Crego didn't need the job, and I +do."</p> + +<p>"How bad do you need it?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Well, it makes it possible for us to marry at once and settle here." He +looked at Alice with a renewal of the admiration he had felt for her in +the days of their dancing feet. She shrank from his gaze, and Mrs. +Congdon perceived it.</p> + +<p>"You're not so poor as all that," she stated rather than asked.</p> + +<p>"I don't suppose we're likely to need bread of a sort, but I don't feel +able to buy or rent and keep house—or I didn't till Haney made this +offer."</p> + +<p>"How did he come to make it?"</p> + +<p>His fair skin flushed at her question, for he couldn't quite bring +himself to tell the whole truth. He knew the decision came from Bertha, +and at the moment, and for the first time, he saw how it might be +misconstrued. He evaded her. "Modesty forbids, but I suppose it must +come out. It is all due to my open-faced Waterbury countenance. He +thinks I am at once able and honest."</p> + +<p>"There you have it, Lee. Haney knows a good thing when he sees it."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Congdon, putting the rest of her lecture aside for future use, +said: "Well, if it's all settled, then I've no more to say. Probably I'm +too fussy about what the town thinks, anyway."</p> + +<p>"Precisely my contention, Mrs. Congdon," replied her husband.</p> + +<p>She was audaciously frank and truth-seeking, but she could not say to +any one but her husband that Little Mrs. Haney, expanding into a +dangerously attractive woman, was already in love with Ben Fordyce. +"There are limits to advice, after all," she said to Frank, when they +were alone.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad you recognize the limit in this case," he replied, "but I +don't intend to worry. Ben is all right, and the girl has got to have +her tragedy sooner or later. If it isn't Ben, it will be somebody else. +A wonder it wasn't with me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know." She laughed. "I feel very secure about you."</p> + +<p>"Am I such a bad shape?" he asked, with comical inflection.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIII" id="CHAPTER_XIII"></a>CHAPTER XIII</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA'S YELLOW CART</h3> + + +<p>Ben found his office a most cheerful and pleasant resort—just what he +needed. And each morning as soon as his breakfast was eaten, he went to +his desk to write, to read his morning paper, and to glance at the law +journals. He called this "studying." About eleven o'clock the Haneys +regularly drove down, and they went over some paper, or some proposal +for investment, or Williams came in with a report of the mines. This +filled in the time till lunch. Not infrequently he got into the +carriage, and they rode up to get Alice to fill out the table. In the +afternoon they sometimes went out to the mesas, and it was this almost +daily habit of driving and lunching with the Haneys which infuriated +Mrs. Crego (who really loved Alice) and troubled Lee Congdon (who was, +as she said, frankly in love with Ben). Gossips were already discussing +the outcome of it all.</p> + +<p>"Just such a situation as that has produced a murderess," said Mrs. +Crego to the judge one night. But he only shook his paper and scowled +under its cover, refusing to say one word further concerning the Haneys.</p> + +<p>Alice, studying Ben with those uncanny eyes of hers, saw him slowly +yielding to the charm of Bertha's personality, which was maturing +rapidly under the influence of her love. She was as silent as ever, but +her manner was less boyish. The swell of her bosom, the glow that came +into her face, had their counterparts in the unconsciously acquired +feminine grace of her bearing. She was giving up many of the phrases +which jarred on polite ears, and she did this, naturally, by reason of +her association with Alice. She saw and took on many of the little +niceties of the older woman's way of eating and drinking.</p> + +<p>At Lee Congdon's suggestion, she abandoned the cross-saddle. It required +a great deal of character to give up the free and natural way of riding +(the way in which all women rode until these latter days), and to assume +the helpless, cramped, and twisted position the side-saddle demands; but +she did it in the feeling that Ben liked her better for the change. And +he did. She could see approval in his eyes when she rode out for the +first time in conventional riding-skirt, looking very slim and strong +and graceful. "I can't stand for the 'hard hat,'" she confessed. "I'll +wear a cap or a sombrero, but no skillet for me."</p> + +<p>These were perfect days for the girl-wife. Under these genial suns, with +such companionship, such daily food, she rushed towards maturity like +some half-wild colt brought suddenly from the sere range into abundant +and peaceful pasture, the physical side of her being rounded out, +glowing with the fires of youth, at the same time that the poor old +Captain sank slowly but surely into inactivity and feebleness. She did +not perceive his decline, for he talked bravely of his future, and +called her attention to his increasing weight, which was indeed a sign +of his growing inertness.</p> + +<p>And so the months passed with no one of the little group but Alice +suffering, for Mart had attained a kind of resignation to his condition. +He still talked of going up to the camp, but the doctor and Bertha +persuaded him to wait, and so he endured as patiently as he could, and +if he suffered, gave little direct sign of it.</p> + +<p>Alice, fully alive now to the gossip of the town (thanks to Mrs. Crego), +found herself helpless in the matter. She believed the young people to +be—as they were—innocent of all disloyalty, and she could not assume +the rôle of the jealous woman. She was frightened at thought of the +suffering before them all, and it was in this fear that she said to Ben +one day: "Boy, you're giving up a deal of time to the Haneys."</p> + +<p>He answered, promptly. "They pay me for it."</p> + +<p>"I know they do. But, dearest, you ought to take more time to study—to +prepare yourself for other clients—when they come."</p> + +<p>He laughed. "They're not likely to come right away, and, besides, I do +get in an hour or two every day."</p> + +<p>"But you ought to study <i>six</i> hours every day. Aren't the traditions of +Lincoln and Daniel Webster all to that effect: work all day with the ax, +and study in the light of pine knots all night?"</p> + +<p>He took her words as lightly as they were spoken. "Something like that. +But I'm no Daniel Webster; I'm not sure I want to go in for criminal law +at all."</p> + +<p>She spoke, sharply. "You mustn't think of getting your fees too easy, +Ben. I don't think any good lawyer wins without work. Do you?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't mean that," he hastened to say. "You do me an injustice. I +really read more than you think, and my memory is tenacious, you know. +Besides, I can't refuse to give the Haneys the most of my time; for they +are my only clients, and the Captain is most generous."</p> + +<p>"The mornings ought to be enough," she hazarded.</p> + +<p>"I know what you mean. I do go out with them afternoons a good deal, but +I consider that a part of my duty. They are so helpless socially. You've +always felt that yourself."</p> + +<p>"I feel it now, Bennie boy, but we mustn't neglect all friends for them. +Other people don't know that you do this as a matter of business, and of +course you can't tell any one; for if the Haneys heard of it they would +be cut to the heart. Do they put it on a business basis?"</p> + +<p>"They never mention it. Bertha isn't given to talking subtleties, as you +know, and the Captain takes it all as it comes these days."</p> + +<p>It hurt her to hear him speak of Mrs. Haney in that off-hand, habitual +way, and she foretold further misconception on the part of Mrs. Crego in +case he should forget—as he was likely to do—and allude to "Bertha" in +her presence. But how could she tell him not to do that? She merely +said: "I like Mrs. Haney, and I feel sorry for her—I mean I'm sorry she +can't have a place in the town to which she is really entitled. She is +improving very rapidly."</p> + +<p>"Isn't she!" he cried out. "That little thing is reading right through +the town library—a book every other day, she tells me."</p> + +<p>"Novels, I fear."</p> + +<p>"No; that's the remarkable thing. She's reading history and biography. +Isn't it too bad she couldn't have had Bryn Mawr or Vassar? I've advised +her to have in some one of the university people to coach her. I've +suggested Miss Franklin. I wish you'd uphold me in it."</p> + +<p>He had never told Alice of the talk in the garden that day, nor of the +look in Bertha's eyes which decided him to assume the position of mentor +as well as legal adviser, and he did not now intimate more than a casual +supervision of her reading. As a matter of fact, he was directing her +daily life as absolutely as a husband—more absolutely, in fact; for she +obeyed his slightest wish or most minute suggestion. He withheld these +facts from Alice, not from any perceived disloyalty to her, but from his +feeling that his advice to Bertha was paid for and professional, and +therefore not to be spread wide before any one. He did not conceal +anything; he merely outlined without filling in the bare suggestion.</p> + +<p>He not merely gave his fair client lists of books, he talked with her +upon them, and so far as he was able spoke seriously and conscientiously +about them. She seized upon his suggestion, and got Miss Franklin, one +of the teachers of the schools, to come in now and again of an evening +to help her, and, being fond of music, she bought a piano and began to +take lessons. All of which (Lee Congdon would have said) threatened to +render her commonplace and uninteresting; but Alice Heath felt quite +differently about that.</p> + +<p>"No; the more that girl gets, the more she'll have, Lee. As Ben says, +she's the kind that if she were a boy would turn out a big self-made +man. That's a little twisted as to grammar, but you see what I mean. Sex +is one of the ultimate mysteries, isn't it? Now, why didn't I inherit my +father's ability?"</p> + +<p>"You did, only you never use it. But this girl hasn't your father to +draw from."</p> + +<p>"No; but her father was an educated man—a civil engineer, she tells me, +who came out here for one of the big railroads. He was something of an +inventor, too. That's the reason he died poor—they nearly all do."</p> + +<p>"But the mother?"</p> + +<p>"Well, she's weak and tiresome now, but she's by no means common. She's +broken by hard work, but she's naturally refined. No, the girl isn't so +bad; it's the frightful girlhood she endured in that little hotel. I +think it's wonderful that she could associate with the people she +did—barbers and railway hands, and all that—and be what she is to-day. +If she had married a man like young Bennett, for example, she would have +gone far."</p> + +<p>"She can't go far with Haney chained to her wrist," said the blunt Mrs. +Congdon.</p> + +<p>"But think what will happen when she is his widow!"</p> + +<p>"And his legatee!"</p> + +<p>"Precisely."</p> + +<p>"She'll cut a wide swath. She's going to be handsome."</p> + +<p>They had reached a danger-point, for Lee was on the verge of saying +something about Ben's infatuation; but she didn't, and Alice knew why +she didn't, for she asked, rather abruptly: "Won't you come over +Thursday night? I'm going to take the Haneys to dinner at the hotel." +She flushed under Lee's gaze. "It's really Bennie's party, and I'm going +to make it as pretty as I can."</p> + +<p>"Alice, I don't understand you. Why do you do this?"</p> + +<p>"Because I must. She and the Captain are going East on a visit, and Ben +wants to give them a 'jolly send-off,' as he calls it. Besides, I like +the girl."</p> + +<p>Lee mused in silence for a few moments. "I guess you're right. Of course +I'll come. Who else will?"</p> + +<p>"Several of Ben's new friends and the Cregos—"</p> + +<p>"Not the missus?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; she comes because she's consumed with curiosity. Oh, it really +promises to be smart!"</p> + +<p>Congdon came in just in time to hear these words, "Who promises to be +smart—Mrs. Haney?"</p> + +<p>The women laughed. "Another person going about with a mind full of Mrs. +Haney."</p> + +<p>"Well, why not? I just passed her on the street in her new dog-cart, and +she was ripping good to look at. Say, that girl is too swift for this +town. You people better keep close to her if you want to know what's +doing in gowns and cloaks. Did you ever see such development in your +life? Say, girls, I always believed in clothes. But, my eyes! I didn't +think cotton and wool and leather could make such a change. Who is +putting her on?"</p> + +<p>"The cart is a new development," said Alice. "I hope it wasn't yellow?"</p> + +<p>"Well, it was."</p> + +<p>"The Captain was in it?"</p> + +<p>"Not on your life. The Captain was at home in the easy-chair by the +fire."</p> + +<p>The women looked at each other. Then Lee said: "The beginning of the +end. Poor old Captain."</p> + +<p>Congdon was loyalty itself. "Now don't you jump at conclusions. Yes, she +pulled up, and I went out to see her. She gave me her hand in the old +way, and said; 'Isn't this a joke. The Captain ordered it from Chicago. +He saw a picture in one of my magazines of a girl driving one of these +things, and here I am. You don't think they'll charge me a special +license, do you?' Oh, she's all right. Don't you worry about her. Then +she said: 'What I don't like about it is the Captain can't ride in it. +I'm not going to keep it,' she said."</p> + +<p>"That was for effect," remarked Lee.</p> + +<p>"Don't be nasty, Mrs. Congdon. You can't look into her big serious eyes +and say such things."</p> + +<p>Lee looked at Alice. "Oh, well, if it comes down to 'big serious eyes,' +then all criticism is valueless. Aren't men curious? Character is +nothing, intellect is nothing—it's all a question of whether we're +good-lookin' or not. Sometimes I'm discouraged. An artist husband is so +hard to please."</p> + +<p>"I didn't use to be, dovey," he replied, with a mischievous gleam.</p> + +<p>"He means when he took me. I'm used to his slurs. Just think, Alice, I +accepted this man fresh from Paris, with all his sins of omission and +commission upon him, and now he reviles me to my teeth." She patted the +hand he slipped round her neck. "Tell us more about Mrs. Haney. How was +she dressed?"</p> + +<p>"In perfect good taste—almost too good. She looked like one of Joe +Meyer's early posters. Gee! but she was snappy in drawing. She carries +that sort of thing well—she's so clean and nifty in line. If she could +have a year in Paris—wow!—well, us to Fifth Avenue, sure thing!"</p> + +<p>"All depends on what is at the bottom of that girl's soul," retorted +Lee, sententiously. "A light woman with money is a flighty combination. +I don't pretend to say what your little Mrs. Haney is at bottom. Thus +far I like her. I talk about her freely, but I defend her in public. +But, at the same time, fifty thousand dollars a year is a corrupting +power."</p> + +<p>Congdon gravely assented to this. "You're perfectly right; that's the +reason I keep our income down to fifteen hundred. I'd hate to see you +look like a ready-made cloak advertisement."</p> + +<p>Alice rose rather wearily. "Thursday night, you said?"</p> + +<p>"Yes; and I guess, following the latest bulletin concerning Mr. Haney, +we better put on our swellest ginghams."</p> + +<p>Alice, on her way home, continued to think of Mrs. Haney; indeed, she +was seldom out of her mind. And she had a feeling of having known her +for a long time—since girlhood; and yet less than a year had passed +since that dinner at Lee Congdon's. Spring was coming; the hint of it +was in the sweet air, and in the clear piping of a prairie lark in a +vacant lot. Spring! And how long it had been since Ben had referred to +their marriage! Perhaps he took it for granted. "Perhaps he sees in me +only failing health, and dares not speak."</p> + +<p>She was not gaining; that she knew, and so did Lee. She had stayed too +long in the raw climate of her native city. "He must not marry me!" she +despairingly cried. "I must not let him ruin his life in that way!" And +she sank back in the corner of her carriage with wrinkled, pallid face, +and quivering lips; for Bertha was passing up the avenue, driving a +smart-stepping cob, in her cart, and in the seat beside her, as radiant +as herself, sat Ben Fordyce.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIV" id="CHAPTER_XIV"></a>CHAPTER XIV</h2> + +<h3>THE JOLLY SEND-OFF</h3> + + +<p>The Mrs. Haney who came to Alice Heath's dinner at the Antlers was in +outward seeming an entirely different person from the constrained young +wife who stepped into Lee Congdon's home that night of her first dinner. +She was gowned now in that severe good taste which betokens a +high-priced "ladies' tailor" combined with very judicious criticism. Her +critic she had found in Miss Franklin, a young lady from the university +who had passed easily and naturally from teaching history and etiquette +up to the higher function of advising as to the cut and color of gowns. +Bertha's black velvet was this time a close-clasping sheath which +revealed her slender figure, and delicately and modestly disclosed the +growing grace of her bosom. She wore, too, some jewels of diamond and +turquoise—not showy (her mentor had taken great pains to warn her of +all that). And she was not merely irreproachable, she was radiant, as +she slowly entered with the Captain, who, having submitted like a martyr +to evening dress, was uneasy as a colt in harness, and more than usually +uncertain of step.</p> + +<p>Ben's eyes expanded with surprise and his heart warmed with pride as he +greeted her. "You are beautiful!" he exclaimed to her, and the tone of +his exclamation as well as the words exalted her. Her brain filled with +a mist of gold. She hardly felt the floor beneath her feet. To be called +beautiful—and by him—had been outside the circle of her most daring +hope, and the repetition of this word in her mind was like the clash of +musical bells—entrancing her. Mechanically she took her place at his +right hand, silently, and with a far-away look, listening to the merry +clamor of the table. She hardly knew what she ate or what any one +said—except when Ben spoke to her. But she was aware of the Captain +down at Alice's right, and wondered vaguely how he was getting on with +his napkin and his fork.</p> + +<p>The first words that really roused her and stopped the musing smile on +her lips were spoken by Ben in a lower voice—half-laughing, but tender +also. "You mustn't stay away too long. I'll feel as if I weren't earning +my salary while you're gone."</p> + +<p>"I wish you were going too," she said. She had thought this many times, +but had not permitted herself to utter it. "Why can't you—and +Alice—come with us?"</p> + +<p>"I can't afford it, for one thing. The Captain spoke of it, but it's out +of the question."</p> + +<p>"He'll pay you wages just the same."</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't want pay. No, it isn't that; but Alice isn't able to go, and +I can't think of going without her."</p> + +<p>This was a good reason, and Bertha, looking towards Alice, saw in her +face the pain which masks itself in color and movement. The dinner-table +was exquisite and the company gay, and Bertha felt herself a part of the +great world of dignity and beauty, where eating is made to seem a +graceful art, and wine is only a bit of color and not a lure. She +vaguely comprehended that this little party was of a tone and quality of +the best the world over—that it was of a part and interfused with the +dining customs of London and Paris and New York. "It will be <i>au fait</i>," +Miss Franklin had said, sententiously, "for Alice Heath <i>knows</i>."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Crego, who sat nearly opposite, stared at the girl in stupefaction. +"She makes me feel dowdy," she had confessed to Lee in the +dressing-room. "Why didn't you warn me to come in my best? Who has been +coaching her? Alice Heath, I suppose." She now wondered as sharply over +the girl's manner; for Bertha, carried out of herself by Ben's word of +praise, felt no desire to drink or to eat, and her reticence and the +delicacy of her appetite conferred a distinction which concealed her +lack of small talk, and protected her from the criticism to which +exuberance of manner ordinarily exposed her.</p> + +<p>She was deeply impressed, too, with Ben's management of the waiters, and +with the ease and skill with which he supported Alice in carrying +forward the courses. It was a revelation of training which instructed +her absurdly, for her mind was quick to link and compare. It leaped so +swiftly and so subtilely along connecting lines of thought that a hint +alone sufficed to set in motion a hundred latent memories and inherited +aptitudes. Her father had been a man of native refinement, and she +possessed unstirred deeps of character, as Alice now well understood. +And from her end of the table she glanced often at the sweetly smiling +girl-wife whose beauty abashed Haney. At last she said to him: "Your +wife is very lovely to-night, Captain."</p> + +<p>He hesitated a moment; then replied, slowly: "She is. She's as fine as +anny queen!" Then after another pause, added: "And the more shame to me, +being what I am! She's a good girl, miss, true as steel. Never a word of +complaint or a frown. She bears with me like an angel."</p> + +<p>"You're doing a great deal for her."</p> + +<p>His face lightened. "So she says. I mean to do more. I mean to show her +the world. That's the only comfort I have; my money is giving her nice +clothes and a home as good as anny, and to-night I feel 'tis giving her +friends."</p> + +<p>"But she is worth while, even without the money."</p> + +<p>"True," he quickly said. "But I take comfort in the consideration that +had I not carried her away she'd be in Sibley Junction this night."</p> + +<p>"Sibley Junction! Can this radiant young creature sitting there at the +head of my table be the clerk of the Golden Eagle Hotel?" thought Alice. +"Money is magical! No wonder we all work for it—and worship it!"</p> + +<p>The dinner was both early and short, in order that Bertha and the +Captain might take the train at ten o'clock. And as they were to have +the drawing-room in the sleeping-car (Ben's suggestion), they went +directly to the coach in their party clothes. And so it happened that +this little woman, who had never occupied a berth in a Pullman, entered +her compartment in the robes of a princess.</p> + +<p>Alice had suggested a maid, but Bertha would not hear to that; but she +was willing that their coachman should go along to help the Captain. Ben +had interposed here, and said: "You need some one used to travelling. I +know a colored fellow who is out of service just now, and would like to +come to you. He's a good, reliable man, and a fine nurse." So she had +engaged him. He was on the platform as they drove up—a slight, quiet +man, of gentle speech and indeterminable age, who took charge of the +Captain at once, as if he had been his servant for years.</p> + +<p>Alice said good-bye at the carriage door, but Ben went with them into +the coach. And in the excitement of getting to the train and into the +car Bertha had been able to forget the sick feeling about her heart. But +now, as he turned and said, "It's nearly time to start," and held out +his hand in parting, a desolation, a loneliness, a helpless hunger swept +over her, the like of which had never anguished her before.</p> + +<p>"I wish you were going too!" she faltered, her speech broken and full of +sad cadences.</p> + +<p>He, too, was tense with emotion as he answered: "I wish I were, but I +can't—I must not!" Then, with the gesture of a brother, he bent and +kissed her and turned away, blind to everything else but his pain, and, +so stumbling and shaken, vanished from her sight.</p> + +<p>For a moment she remained standing in the aisle, the touch of his lips +still clinging to her cheek, surprised, full of bewildered defence; +then, as reckless of on-lookers as he had been, she rushed to the window +in swift attempt to catch a final glimpse of him. But in vain; he had +hurried away without looking back, her look of wonder and surprise still +dazzling him with its significance. A kiss with him, as with her, had +never been a thing lightly given or received, and this caress, so simple +to others, sprang from an impulse that was elemental. That he had both +shocked and angered her he fully believed; but the arch of her brows, +the wistful curve of her lips, and the pretty, almost childish, push of +her hands against his breast were still so appealingly vivid that he +entered the carriage and took his seat beside Alice with a kind of +rebellious joy hot in his blood.</p> + +<p>However, as his passion ebbed his uneasiness deepened, and he went to +his room that night with a feeling that his connection with the Haneys, +so profitable and so pleasant, was in danger of being irremediably +broken off. "She will be justified in refusing ever to see me again," he +groaned. And in this spirit of self-condemnation and loneliness he took +up his work next day.</p> + +<p>Bertha's self-revelation was slower. She was so young and so innately +honest and good that no sense of guilt attached to the pleasure she felt +in the sudden revelation that this splendid young man loved her—a +pleasure which grew as the first shock of the parting, the pain, and the +surprise wore away. "He likes me! He said I was beautiful! He kissed +me!" These were the rounds in the ladder of her ascent, and she was +carried high, only to fall into despair. For was she not leaving him and +all the pleasant people she had come so recently to know—hurrying away +into darkness with a crippled man, old before his time, out into a world +of which she knew little—for which, at this moment, she cared nothing?</p> + +<p>She went back, a few moments later, with this sorrow written on her +face, to find Lucius, the colored man, deftly preparing the Captain for +bed. The old borderer looked up with a smile, in which shame and sadness +mingled. "Well, Bertie, I didn't think I'd come to this—me, that could +once sit in me saddle and pick a dollar out o' the dust. But so it is."</p> + +<p>"I'll take care of you!" she cried, in swift contrition. Turning almost +fiercely to the valet, she said: "You can go, I'll 'tend to him!"</p> + +<p>The Captain stopped her gently. "No, darlin', Ben's right; I'm too +clumsy and heavy for you. I need just such a handy man. Now, now! Let +be!... Go ahead, Lucius, strip off these monkey-fixens, and dom the man +that gets me into them again."</p> + +<p>Efficient as she was, the girl could not but admit that Lucius was +better able to serve her husband than herself. He was both deft and +strong; and though the swaying of the car troubled his master, he +steadied him and guided him and stowed him away as featly as if it were +the fiftieth instead of the first time; then, with a few words of +explanation to the wife, he quietly withdrew, and shut the door with a +final touch of considerate care which was new to her.</p> + +<p>She would have been less troubled by him had he been a black man, but he +was not. He seemed more like a Spaniard, and his grizzled mustache, +yellowish skin, and big dreamy black eyes lent him a curious +distinction, and the thought that he was to take her place as crutch and +cane to the Captain gave her a sense of uselessness which she had not, +up to this moment, confessed.</p> + +<p>His suggestions, combined to the minute instructions of Miss Franklin, +enabled her to get to her bunk in fair order, but no sleep came to her +for hours. She longed for her mother more childishly than at any time +since her marriage. She reproached herself for not bringing Miss +Franklin. "Why did I come at all?" she wailed, in final accusation.</p> + +<p>There had been a time when the thought of this trip—of Chicago, New +York, and Washington—was big in her mind, but it was so no longer. +These great cities were but names—empty sounds compared to the +realities she was leaving: her splendid house, her horses and dogs—and +her daily joy in Ben Fordyce. She did not put these visits in their +highest place, not even when remembering his parting kiss, but she dwelt +upon the inspiriting morning drives, the talks in the mellow-tinted, +sunshine-lighted office. She recalled the lunches they took together and +the occasional wild gallops up the cañon—these she treasured as the +golden realities, for the loss of which she was even now heart-sick.</p> + +<p>One thought alone steadied her—gave her a kind of resignation: the +Captain wanted to find his sisters, to revisit the scenes of his youth, +and it was her duty to go with him. And in this somewhat dreary comfort +she fell asleep at last.</p> + +<p>She was awakened next morning by a pleasant voice saying: "The first +call for breakfast has been made, Mrs. Haney." And she looked up to find +Lucius peering in at the door with serious, kindly eyes. He added, +formally: "If I can assist you in any way call me, and please let me +know when you are ready to have me come in."</p> + +<p>His speech was so precise and his manner so perfect that Bertha was +puzzled and a little embarrassed by them. It seemed abnormal to have a +hired servant so polished, so thoughtful. She dressed hurriedly, while +the Captain yawned and talked between his yawning. "That yellow chap is +sure handy. I wish I'd had him before; 'twould have saved you a power o' +work and worry. Did ye sleep last night?"</p> + +<p>"Not very well. I hope you did. You can't complain of the bunk."</p> + +<p>"'Tis luxurious—'tis so! But there's nothing like the west side of +Colorado Avenue, after all, or a bed of pine boughs beside a roaring +mountain stream. 'Twas a fine little supper Ben gave us last night."</p> + +<p>The level lands awed and depressed the mountain girl. They seemed to +type the flat and desolate spiritual world into which she was entering, +and the ride seemed interminable, carrying her every hour farther from +the scenes and sounds to which her love clung. She was bitterly +homesick, and nothing seemed to promise comfort. She gazed with +lack-lustre eyes on the towns and rivers along the way, and she entered +the great inland metropolis by the lake with dread and a deepening sense +of her inexperience and youth.</p> + +<p>On the neighboring track stood the return sleepers headed for the hills, +and she acknowledged a wild desire to take her place among the jocund +folk who stood on the observation-platform exchanging good-byes with +friends. Thunderous, smothering, and vast the city seemed as they drove +through it on their way to the hotel, and upon reaching her room she +flung herself down on her bed and sobbed in a frenzy of homesickness.</p> + +<p>Haney, who had never before perceived a tear on her face, was startled, +and stood in puzzled pain looking down at her, while the tactful Lucius +went about the unpacking of the trunks, confident that the shower would +soon be over.</p> + +<p>"What's the ail of it?" asked the Captain. "Tell me, darlin'. Are ye +sick?"</p> + +<p>She shook her head from side to side, like a suffering and weary child, +and made no further answer.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XV" id="CHAPTER_XV"></a>CHAPTER XV</h2> + +<h3>MART'S VISIT TO HIS SISTER</h3> + + +<p>Bertha woke next morning with a sense of weariness and desolation still +at her heart, but she dressed and went to breakfast with Haney at an +hour so early that the dining-room was nearly empty. Lucius, with quiet +insistence upon the importance of his employers, had secured a place at +a window overlooking the lake, and was glad to see his mistress brighten +as her eyes swept the burnished shoreless expanse.</p> + +<p>Haney, still troubled by her languid air and gloomy face, took heart, +and talked of what Chicago was in the days when he saw it and what it +was now. "People say it don't improve. But listen: when I was here the +Palmer House was the newly built wonder of the West, the streets were +tinkling with bobtail horse-cars. And now look at it!"</p> + +<p>Bertha went back to her room, still in nerveless and despondent mood, +not knowing what to do. The Captain proposed the usual round. "We'll +take an auto-car, and go to the parks, and inspect the Lake Shore Drive +and the Potter Palmer castle. Then we'll go down and see where the +World's Fair was. Then we'll visit the Wheat Pit. 'Tis all there is, +bedad."</p> + +<p>Lucius, who had been answering the 'phone in the hall, came in at the +moment to say; "A lady wishes to speak with Mrs. Haney."</p> + +<p>"A lady! Who?"</p> + +<p>"A certain Mrs. Brent—a friend of Miss Franklin's."</p> + +<p>Bertha's face darkened. "Oh I'd forgot all about her. Miss Franklin gave +me a letter to her," she explained, as she went out.</p> + +<p>She had no wish to see Mrs. Brent. On the contrary, she had an aversion +to seeing or doing anything. But there was something compelling in the +cool, sweet, quiet voice which came over the line, and before realizing +it she had promised to meet her at eleven o'clock.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Brent then added: "I am consumed with desire to see you, for Dor—I +mean Miss Franklin—has been writing to me about you. You're just in +time to come to a little dinner of mine—don't make any engagement for +to-morrow night. I'm coming down immediately."</p> + +<p>Bertha quite gravely answered, "All right, I'll be here," and hung up +the receiver, committed to an interview that became formidable, now that +the sweetness of the voice had died out of her ears.</p> + +<p>"Who was it?" asked the Captain.</p> + +<p>"A friend of Miss Franklin's—sounds just like her voice, but I think +she's only a cousin. She wants to see me, and I've promised to be here +at eleven."</p> + +<p>The Captain looked a little disappointed. "Well, we can take a spin up +the lake. Lucius, go hire a buckboard and we're off."</p> + +<p>"There's an auto-car waiting, sir. I ordered it half an hour ago."</p> + +<p>The gambler looked at him humorously. "Ye must be a mind-reader."</p> + +<p>A tap on the door called the man out, and when he returned he bore a +telegram. "For you, Captain," he said, presenting it on the salver.</p> + +<p>The gambler took it with sudden apprehension in his face. "I hope +there's no trouble at the mine," he muttered.</p> + +<p>Bertha, leaning over his shoulder, read it first. "It's from Ben!" she +called, joyously. "Ain't it just like him?"</p> + +<p>This message seemed a little bit foolish to Haney.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"Just to say hello! All well here. Have a good time.</p> + +<p>"<span class="smcap">Fordyce.</span>"</p></div> + +<p>To Bertha it made all the difference between sunshine and shadow. She +thrilled to it as if it had been a voice. "He knew I'd be homesick, and +so he sent this to cheer me up," she said. And in this she was right. +Her shoulders lifted and her face cleared. "Come on, Captain, if we're +going."</p> + +<p>As they came down the elevator, men in buttons met them, and attended +them to the door, and turned them over to still other uniformed +attendants, who were fain to help them into the auto-car; for Lucius had +managed to convey to the hotel a proper sense of his employer's money +value. He himself was always close to his master's side, for lately +Haney had taken to stumbling at unexpected moments, and his increasing +bulk made a fall a real danger.</p> + +<p>A thrill of delight, of elation, ran through the young wife as she +glanced up and down Chicago's proudest avenue. It conformed to her +notion of a city. The level park, flooded with spring sunshine, was +walled on the west by massive buildings, while to the east stretched the +shining lake. From here the city seemed truly cosmopolitan. It had +dignity and wealth of color, and to the girl from Sibley Junction was +completely satisfying—almost inspiring.</p> + +<p>It was uplifting also to be attended to a splendid auto-car by willing, +alert servants, and to feel that the passers-by were all envious of her +careless ease. Bertha forgot her homesickness, and took her seat in the +spirit of one who is determined to have the worth of her money (for once +anyhow), and the pedestrians, if they had any definite notion of her at +all, probably said: "There goes a rich old cattle king and his pretty +daughter. It's money that makes the 'mobile go."</p> + +<p>She held to this pose for half an hour, while they threaded the tumult +of Wabash Avenue, and, crossing the river, swept up the Lake Shore +Drive. But the lake filled her with other thoughts. "I wish we had this +at the Springs," she said. "This is fine!"</p> + +<p>"We have our share," answered he. "If we had this at our door, there +wouldn't be anything left to go to."</p> + +<p>They whizzed through the park, and down another avenue into the thick +tangle of traffic, which scared them both, and so back to the hotel, the +Captain saying: "My! my! but she has grown. 'Tis twenty years since I +took this turn."</p> + +<p>In some strange way Bertha had drawn courage, resolution, pride, and +ambition from what she saw on this short ride. That she was in a car and +mistress of it was in itself a marvellous distinction, and the thought +of what she would have been—as a "round-tripper" from Sibley +Junction—added to her pleasure and pride. She was always doing sums in +her head now. Thus: "Suppose our excursion does cost twenty dollars per +day; that's only one hundred and fifty per week, six hundred per month, +and our income is ten times that, and more." She had not risen above the +habit of calculation, but she was fast rising to higher levels of +expenditure.</p> + +<p>She met Mrs. Brent with something of this mood in her manner, but was +instantly softened and won by her visitor, who did not in the least +resemble Miss Franklin in appearance, though her voice was wonderfully +the same. Her eyes were wide, her brow serene, and her lips smiling.</p> + +<p>"Why, you're a child," she said—"a mere babe! Dorothy didn't tell me +that."</p> + +<p>Bertha stiffened a little, and Mrs. Brent laughingly added: "Please +don't be offended—I am really surprised." And then her manner became so +winning that before the Western girl realized it she had given her +consent to join a dinner-party the following night. "Come early, for we +are to go to the theatre afterwards. I'll have some of the university +people in to see you. Miss Franklin has made us all eager to meet you."</p> + +<p>Bertha had a dim perception that this eagerness to meet her was +curiosity, but her loyalty to her teacher and the charm of her visitor +kept her from openly rebelling.</p> + +<p>The Captain was not so easily persuaded. "'Tis poor business for me," he +said. "Time was when I went to bed like a wolf—when the time served; +but now I'm as regular to me couch as a one-legged duck. However, to +keep me wife in tune, I'll go or come, as the case may be."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Brent did not attempt to be funny with this wounded bear, and they +parted very good friends.</p> + +<p>As her visitor was going, Bertha suddenly said, "Wait a minute," and, +going to her hand-bag, brought out an envelope addressed in Congdon's +big scrawling hand. "Do you know these people?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Brent glanced at it. "Why, yes, Joe Moss is an artist. He's +well-known here, and you'll like him. His wife is a very talented woman, +and will be of great advantage to you. They know all the 'artistic +gang,' as they call themselves, and they live a delightfully Bohemian +life. They're right near here, and if I were you I'd go in to see them. +I'd thought of having the Mosses to-morrow night, and this settles it. +They must come. Good-bye till to-morrow at 7 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>" And she went out, +leaving the girl in a glow of increasing good-will.</p> + +<p>Haney was looking over a list of names and addresses which Lucius had +brought to him, and as Bertha returned he put his finger on one, and +said: "I believe, on me soul, that this Patrick McArdle is me second +sister's husband. 'Patrick McArdle, pattern-maker.' Sure, Charles said +he was in a stove foundry. 'Tis over on the West Side, Lucius says. How +would it do to slide over and see?"</p> + +<p>"I'm agreeable," she carelessly answered, her mind full of Mrs. Brent +and the dinner.</p> + +<p>Lucius interposed a word. "It's a very poor neighborhood, Captain. We +can hardly get to it with a machine."</p> + +<p>"Well, then we'll drive. I want to make a stab at finding my sister +anyhow."</p> + +<p>Lucius submitted, but plainly disapproved of the whole connection. On +the way Haney talked of his sister Fanny. "She was a bouncing, +jolly-tempered girl, always down at the heels, but good to me. She was +two years older, and was mother's main guy, as the sailors say. She was +fairly industrious, though none of us ever worked just for the fun of +it. Fan married all the other girls off to saloon-keepers or aldermen, +which is all the same in pay, and then ended up by takin' a man far +older than herself, who was not very strong and not very smart. He makes +patterns in sand for the leaves and acorns you see on stove doors. For +all we know, he may have made them that's on your new range at home."</p> + +<p>The mention of that range brought to Bertha's mind a picture of her +lovely kitchen, so light and bright and shining, and another spasm of +homesickness and doubt seized her. "Mart, we had no business to come +away and leave that house and all our nice things in it."</p> + +<p>"Miss Franklin will see after it."</p> + +<p>"But how can she? She's gone nearly all day. And, besides, she's not up +to housekeeping—it ain't her line. I feel like going right back this +minute!"</p> + +<p>This feeling of dismay was increased by the glimpses of the grimy West +Side, into which they were plunging every moment deeper. After leaving +the asphalt pavement the noise increased till they were unable to make +each other hear without shouting, and so they sat in silence while the +driver turned corners and dodged carts and cars till at last he turned +abruptly into a side-street, and, driving slowly along over a rotting +block pavement, drew up before a small, two-story frame house—a relic +of the old-time city.</p> + +<p>The yards were full of children, who all stopped their play to stare at +this carriage, especially impressed by Lucius, who sat very erect on the +seat beside the driver, resolutely doing a very disagreeable duty. At +the door he got down and said: "Now, Captain, you give me a pointer or +two, and I'll find out whether this is your McArdle or not."</p> + +<p>"Just ask if Mrs. McArdle was Fan Haney, of Troy. That'll cover the +specification," he answered.</p> + +<p>By this time a large, fair-haired, slovenly woman had opened the door, +and, with truculent voice, called out: "Who do you want to find?"</p> + +<p>"Fan Haney, of Troy," answered the Captain.</p> + +<p>"That's me," the woman retorted.</p> + +<p>"Ye are so! Very well, thin, consider yourself under arrest this +minute," said Haney, beginning to clamber out of the carriage.</p> + +<p>The woman stared a moment; then a slow grin developed on her face so +like to Haney's own that Bertha laughed. The lost sister was found.</p> + +<p>As Haney neared her, he called out: "Well, Fan, ye're the same old +sloven ye were when I used to kick your shins in Troy for soapin' me +mouth."</p> + +<p>"Mart Haney, by the piper!" she exclaimed, wiping her lips and hands in +anticipation of a caress. "Where did ye borry the funeral wagon?"</p> + +<p>He shook her hand—the kiss was out of his inclination—and responded in +the same vein of mockery: "A friend of mine died the day, and I broke +out of the procession to pay a call. Divil a bit the dead man cares."</p> + +<p>"Who's with you in the carriage?"</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Haney, bedad."</p> + +<p>"Naw, it is not!"</p> + +<p>"Sure thing!"</p> + +<p>"She's too young and pretty—and Mart, ye're lame! And, howly saints, +man, ye look old! I wouldn't have known ye but fer the mouth and the +eyes of ye. Ye have the same old grin."</p> + +<p>"The same to you."</p> + +<p>"I get little chance to practise it these days."</p> + +<p>"'Tis the same here."</p> + +<p>"But how came ye hurt?"</p> + +<p>"A felly with a grievance poured a load of buckshot into me side, and +one of them lodged in me spine, so they say."</p> + +<p>She clicked her tongue in ready sympathy. "Dear, dear! But come in and +sit ye down. Ask yer girl to come in—I'm not perticular."</p> + +<p>"She's me lawful wife," he said, and his tone changed her manner into +something like sweetness and dignity.</p> + +<p>"Go ye in, Mart. I'll fetch her."</p> + +<p>As the young wife sat in her carriage before this wretched little home +and watched that slatternly sister of her husband approach, she rose on +a wave of self-appreciation. Haney lost in dignity and power by this +association. For the first time in her life the girl acknowledged a +fixed difference between her blood and that of Mart Haney. She was +disgusted and ashamed as Mrs. McArdle, coming to the carriage side, said +bluffly: "'Tis a poor parlor I have, Mrs. Haney, but if ye'll light out +and come in I'll send for Pat. He'll be wantin' to see ye both."</p> + +<p>Bertha would have given a good deal to avoid this visit, but seeing no +way to escape she stepped from the carriage under the keen scrutiny of +her hostess and walked up the rickety steps with something of the same +squeamish care she would have shown on entering a cow-barn.</p> + +<p>"Here, Benny!" called Mrs. McArdle. "Run you to Dad and tell him me +brother Mart has come, and to hurry home. Off wid ye now!"</p> + +<p>The poverty of this city working-man's home was plain to see. It struck +in upon Bertha with the greater power by reason of her six months of +luxury. It was not a dirty home, but it was cluttered and hap-hazard. +The old wooden chairs were worn with scouring, but littered with +children's rags of clothing. The smell of boiling cabbage was in the +air, for dinner-time was nigh. There were three rooms on the +ground-floor and one of these was living-room and dining-room, the other +the kitchen, and a small bedroom showed through an open door. For all +its disorder it gave out a familiar odor of homeliness which profoundly +moved Haney.</p> + +<p>"Ye've grown like the mother, Fan. And I do believe some of these chairs +are her's."</p> + +<p>"They are. When Dad broke up the house and went to live with Kate I put +in a bid for the stuff and I brought some of it out here with me."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad ye did. That old rocker now—sure it's the very one we used to +fight for. I'll give ye twenty-five dollars for it, Fan."</p> + +<p>"Ye can have it for the askin', Mart," she generously replied—tears of +pleasure in her eyes. "Sure, after all the tales I heard of ye—it's to +see you takin' fine to the mother's chair. She was a good mother to us, +Mart."</p> + +<p>"She was!" he answered.</p> + +<p>"And if the old Dad had been as much of a man as she was, we'd all stand +in better light to-day I'm thinkin'—though the father did the best he +knew."</p> + +<p>"The worst he did was to let us all run wild. A club about our shoulders +now and then would have kept our tempers sweeter."</p> + +<p>Bertha, in rich new garments, seemed as alien to the scene as any fine +lady visiting among the slums. She was struggling, too, between disgust +of her sister-in-law's slovenly house and untidy dress, and the good +humor, tender sentiment and innate motherliness of her nature. There was +charm in her voice and in her big gray eyes. Irish to the core, she +could storm at one child and coo with another an instant later. She was +like Mart, or rather Mart became every moment more of her kind and less +of the bold and remorseless desperado he had once seemed to be. The +deeper they dug into the past the more of his essential kinship to this +woman he discovered. He greeted her children with kindly interest, +leaving a dollar in each chubby, dirty fist, and when McArdle came into +the room Fan had quite conquered her awe of Bertha's finery.</p> + +<p>McArdle was a small bent man, with a black beard, a pale serious face +and speculative eyes. He looked like a wondering, rather cautious animal +as he came in. He wore a cheap gray suit and a celluloid collar, and was +as careless in his way as his wife. It was plain that he was gentle, +absent-minded, and industrious.</p> + +<p>He listened to his wife's voluble explanations in silence, inwardly +digesting all that was said, then shook hands—still without a word. And +when all these preliminaries were over he laid his hat aside and ran his +fingers through his thin hair with a perplexed and troubled gesture, +asking, irrelevantly: "How's the weather out there?"</p> + +<p>Nobody saw the humor of this but his wife, who explained: "Pat is a +fiend on the weather. He was raised on a farm, ye see, and he can't get +over it. I say to him: 'What difference does the state o' the weather +make to you, that's under a roof all day?' But divil a change does it +make in him. The first thing in the morning he turns to the weather +report."</p> + +<p>McArdle's eyes showed traces of a smile. "If it weren't for the papers +and the weather reports, me days would be alike. But sit by," he added, +hospitably, waving his hand towards the table, on which the dinner was +steaming.</p> + +<p>They were drawing up to the board when a puffing and blowing, and the +furious clatter of feet announced the inrushing of the children.</p> + +<p>Not the mother's shrill whooping, but the sight of the strange guests, +transformed them into mutes. The carriage outside had filled them with +wild alarms, but the sight of their parents alive, and entertaining +guests of shining quality, was almost as satisfyingly unusual as death +and a funeral.</p> + +<p>They were a noisy, hearty throng, and Bertha's heart went out to poor +Patrick McArdle, who sat amid the uproar, silent, patient, the heroic +breadwinner for them all. No wonder he was old before his time. Slowly +her antipathy died out. She began to find excuses even for the mother. +To feed such a herd of little pigs and calves, even out of wooden +troughs, would require much labor; to keep them buttoned, combed, and +fit for school was an appalling task. "Mart must help these folks," she +said to herself.</p> + +<p>McArdle had nothing to say during the meal, and Bertha could see that +his family did not expect him to do more than answer a plain question. +Indeed, the children created a hubbub that quite cut off any connected +intercourse, and Fan, with a grin of despair, at last said: "They'll be +gorged in a few minutes, and then we'll have peace."</p> + +<p>"This is what lack of money means," Bertha was thinking. And her house, +her automobile, her horses, became at the moment as priceless, as +remote, as crown jewels and papal palaces. Then, conversely, she grew to +a larger conception of the possibilities which lay in sixty thousand +dollars a year. Not only did it lift her and all hers above the heat and +mire and distress of the world of toil, it enabled them to help others.</p> + +<p>Swiftly the children filled their stomachs, and, seizing each a piece of +cake or pie, withdrew, leaving the old folks and their guests in peace.</p> + +<p>Thereupon, McArdle, taking a pipe from his pocket and knocking it +absent-mindedly on the seat of the chair, dryly remarked: "Now that we +can hear ourselves think, let's have it all over again. Who air ye, and +why air ye here?"</p> + +<p>Being told a second time that this was his brother-in-law, a miner from +Colorado, he shook hands all over again, and accepted Mart's cigar with +careful fingers, as if fearing to drop and break the precious thing.</p> + +<p>Bertha said: "I think we'd better be going, Captain. Our carriage is +outside."</p> + +<p>"Gracious Peter," cried Mrs. McArdle, "I forgot all about it! Is he by +the day or by the hour?"</p> + +<p>Mart answered, with an amused smile. "Well, now, I don't know. I think +by the hour."</p> + +<p>"Ye're makin' a big bluff, Mart. We're properly impressed," said his +sister. "Go pay him off, and save the money."</p> + +<p>McArdle put in a query. "You must have a good thing out there?"</p> + +<p>"'Tis enough to pay me carriage hire," answered Mart. And his tone +satisfied McArdle, who, with reflective eye on Bertha, puffed away at +his cigar, while Mart gave his promise to call again. "I'll come over +and get you all, and take you to the theatre in me auto-car," he said, +as he rose. "But we must be going now."</p> + +<p>Fan was beginning to perceive in him more and more of the man of power +and substance, and her manner changed. "Ye were always the smartest of +the lot of us, Mart."</p> + +<p>"No, I was not. Charles was the bright boy."</p> + +<p>"So he was, but he was lazy. That was why he took up with +play-acting—'tis an easy job."</p> + +<p>"Even that is too much work for him," remarked McArdle.</p> + +<p>"I reckon that's right," laughed Mart, as he turned towards the door.</p> + +<p>"Come again, if ye find time," called Fan, as they went down the steps.</p> + +<p>McArdle, with his cigar in his hand, waved it in a sign of parting. And +so their visit to the McArdles closed.</p> + +<p>Mart turned to his silent and thoughtful wife, and said, with a great +deal of meaning in his voice: "Well, now, what do you think of that for +a fine litter of pups?"</p> + +<p>"They seem hearty."</p> + +<p>"They do. 'Tis on such that the future of the ray-public rests." And +then he added: "Sure, Bertie, it gripped me heart to see the mother's +old chair!"</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVI" id="CHAPTER_XVI"></a>CHAPTER XVI</h2> + +<h3>A DINNER AND A PLAY</h3> + + +<p>Lucius seemed to know the city very well, and to have a list of its +principal citizens in his memory. He knew the best places to shop and +the selectest places to eat, and Bertha soon came to ask his advice +about other and more intimate affairs. She showed him Mrs. Brent's card, +and explained that they were going out there to dinner.</p> + +<p>"I know the locality," he said, much impressed, "and I think I know the +house. It's likely to be quietly swell, and you'd better wear your best +gown."</p> + +<p>"The black dress," said Haney, who was a deeply concerned witness. "I +like that."</p> + +<p>Lucius was respectful, but firm. "You are very well in that, Mrs. Haney. +But if I were you I'd have a new gown; you'll need it. I know just the +saleslady to fit you out."</p> + +<p>"But I've only worn the black dress once!" she exclaimed, in dismay.</p> + +<p>Lucius explained that people who went out much in the city made a point +of not wearing the same gown in the same circle a second time. "And as +you only have two presentable evening gowns, you certainly need +another."</p> + +<p>Haney joined in, emphatically. "Sure thing! What's the good of money if +you don't use it to buy things?"</p> + +<p>Tremulous with the excitement of it, she went with the Captain to +several of the largest and most sumptuous establishments on State +Street. And Lucius, who accompanied them, ostensibly to be of service to +his master, was of the greatest service to his mistress, he was so +quiet, so unobtrusive, so thoroughly the footman in appearance, so +helpful, and so masterful, in fact; a faint shake of his head, a nod, a +gesture decided momentous questions.</p> + +<p>The girl, sitting there surrounded by scurrying clerks and saleswomen, +had a return of her bewilderment and doubt. "Can it be true that I can +buy any of these cloaks and hats?" she asked herself. What was the magic +that had made her lightest wish realizable? When a splendid cloak fell +round her shoulders, and she looked in the glass at the tall figure +there, she glowed with pride.</p> + +<p>"Madam carries a cloak beautifully," the saleswoman said, with +sincerity. "This is our smartest model—perfectly exclusive and new. +Only such a figure as the madam's properly sets it off."</p> + +<p>While the women were making measurements for some slight alterations, +Lucius said: "It would be nice if you decided on that automobile, and +took Mrs. Haney to the dinner in it."</p> + +<p>Haney's face lighted up. "I will! Sh! not a word. We'll surprise her."</p> + +<p>"If you don't mind I'll hustle up a footman's livery."</p> + +<p>"So do. Anything goes—for her, Lucius."</p> + +<p>Bertha thought she had already rubbed the side of her wonderful lamp to +a polish. But under the almost hypnotic spell of her West-Indian +attendant she bought shoes, hats, hosiery, and toilet articles till her +room looked "like Christmas morning," as Haney said, and yet there was +little that could be called foolish or tawdry. She wore little jewelry, +having resisted Haney's attempt to load her with rings and necklaces. +Miss Franklin had impressed upon her the need of being "simple." When +she put on her dinner-dress and faced him, Mart Haney was humbled to +earth. "Sure, ye're beautiful as an angel!" he exulted, as if addressing +a saint. And as she swept before the tall glass and saw her radiant self +therein, she thought of Ben, and her face flamed with lovely color. "I +wish he could see me now!" she inwardly exclaimed.</p> + +<p>Miss Franklin, in writing to her friend, Mrs. Brent, had said: "In a +sense, the Haneys are 'impossible'—he is an ex-gambler, and she is the +daughter of a woman who kept a miner's boarding-house in the mountains. +But this sounds worse than it really is. I like the Captain. Whatever he +was in the days before his accident I don't know—they say he was a +terror. But when I entered the family he was as he is now—a pathetic +figure. He isn't really old; but he's horribly crippled, and takes it +very hard. He is kindness itself to his wife and to every one round him, +and will be grateful for anything you do for him. Bertha is young but +maturing very rapidly, and there's no telling where she will stop. She's +been studying with me, and I've told her you will advise her while she's +in Chicago. You needn't go far with her if you don't want to. The +Hallidays and Voughts won't mind the back pages of the Haney history, +and you needn't say anything about the Captain's career if you don't +want to. He's a big mine-owner now, and is out of the gambling and +saloon business altogether. Bertha is perfectly eligible in herself. And +as many of us started on farms or poor little villages, we can't afford +to take on any airs over her. She's of good parentage, and as true as +steel. She likes the Captain, and is devoted to him."</p> + +<p>Dr. Brent was not connected with the university, but his wife's brother +had been a student there, and was now an instructor in one of the +scientific departments. And Mrs. Brent's charm of manner and the +Doctor's easy-going hospitality made their fine little Kenwood home the +centre of a certain intellectual Bohemia on the borders of the +institution, and the "artistic gang" occasionally met and genially +interfused with the professors round the big Brent fireplace. Being rich +in his own right, Brent took his practice in such moderation as to be of +the highest effectiveness when he consented to operate, and was in +demand for difficult surgical cases. He was slender, blond, and languid +of movement—not in the least suggestive of the Western hustle of +Chicago, and yet he was born within twenty miles of the court-house. +Indeed, it was the spread of the city which had enriched his father's +estate, and which now permitted him to work when he felt like it, and to +assemble round his hearthstone—an actual stone, by the way—the people +he liked best. The amount of hickory wood he burned was stupendous.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Brent was known as "the audacious hostess," because she was not +afraid to invite anybody who interested her. "You take your reputation +in your hand," her friends often said to those about to make their first +call. "You may meet an actor from New York or a stone-mason from the +West Side—one never knows." Their house was an adaptation of the +"mission style" of California and possessed one big room on the first +floor which their friends called Congress Hall.</p> + +<p>Miss Franklin was certain that this circle would enjoy the Captain once +he became at ease, and she really hoped Mrs. Brent would "advise the +girl," and, as she put it, "Help her to get at the pleasant side of +Chicago. She's very rich and she's intelligent, but she is very raw! +She's very like a boy, but she's worth while. She wanted me to come with +her, but I could have done so only by giving up here and going as her +companion, and that I'm not ready to do—at present."</p> + +<p>After carefully considering all these points, Mrs. Brent 'phoned her +friends, being careful to explain that Dorothy Franklin had sent her +"some fleecy specimens of Colorado society," and that she was asking a +few of "the bold and fearless" among her set to meet them.</p> + +<p>"Who are the guests of honor?" she was asked by each favored one.</p> + +<p>Each received the same reply: "Marshall Haney, the gambler prince of +Cripple Creek, and his bride, Dead-shot Nell, biscuit-shooter, from +Honey Gulch."</p> + +<p>"Honest?"</p> + +<p>"Hope to die!"</p> + +<p>"It's too good to be true! Of course I'll come. Do we have a quiet game +after dinner?"</p> + +<p>"Ah, no, that would be too cruel—to Captain Haney. No; we go to the +theatre. So be on hand at 7 <span class="smcap">p.m.</span>, sharp."</p> + +<p>In this way she had prepared her friends to be surprised by Bertha's +good looks and the Captain's tame and courteous manner, but was herself +soundly jarred when her "wild-West people" came up to the door in an +auto-car that must have cost five or six thousand dollars, and when a +colored footman, in bottle-green uniform, leaped out to open the door +for them (it was Lucius in his new suit—he was playing all the parts). +Brent, with a comical look at his wife, remarked: "I suppose this is in +lieu of broncos?"</p> + +<p>"They <i>are</i> branching out!" she gasped. "And see her clothes!"</p> + +<p>She might well exclaim, for Bertha, in her long cloak, her head bare, +and her pretty dress showing, did not in the least resemble the picture +Miss Franklin had drawn; neither did she resemble the demure, almost +sullen girl Mrs. Brent had met in the hotel. The Captain, too, for the +second time in his life, wore evening dress, but citing to his sombrero; +so that he resembled a Tennessee congressman at the Inaugural Ball as he +came slowly up the short walk, and Mrs. Brent deeply regretted that no +one was present to take the shock with herself and the doctor.</p> + +<p>The maid at the door, who knew nothing of the wild reputation of the +Haneys, guided them up-stairs to their respective dressing-rooms, and +helped to remove their wraps so expeditiously that they were on their +way back to the first floor before any other guests arrived. Bertha was +delighted but not awed by the fine room into which they were ushered, +for was not her own house larger and more splendid? She had grown +accustomed to big things—it was the tasteful beauty of the room that +moved her.</p> + +<p>In the side of the room a big plain brick fireplace was filled with a +crackling fire, and in the light of it stood her host and hostess. +Bertha was glad to find them alone—she had expected to face a room full +of people. She was not specially attracted to Dr. Brent, and remained so +coldly restrained that he was quite baffled and turned away to the +Captain, who sought the fire, saying: "This looks good. I feel the cold +now—I don't know why I should."</p> + +<p>This opened the way to a very confidential talk on wounds and diet.</p> + +<p>Bertha's new gown of pale blue made her look very young and very sweet, +and the eager guests were sadly disappointed in her—that is to say, the +ladies were; the men seemed quite content with her as she was. They took +the "biscuit-shooter" description to be a piece of fooling on Mrs. +Brent's part, and as they had no time after dinner to get the Captain +started they remained quite convinced that he, too, had been maligned in +their hostess's description.</p> + +<p>As a result, Mrs. Brent and her other guests were forced to do the +talking, for Bertha had not only warned Mart against reminiscence, but +had determined to keep a tight hold on her own tongue; and though she +listened with the alertness of a bird, she answered only in curt phrase, +making "yes" and "no" do their full duty. She perceived that the people +round her were of intellectual companionship to the Crego and Congdon +circles, and these young men, so easy and graceful of manner, reminded +her of Ben. None of them were entirely strange to her now, and yet she +dimly apprehended something uncomplimentary veiled beneath their polite +regard. She did not entirely trust any of them—not even her host. +Indeed, she liked Mrs. Brent less than at their first meeting in the +hotel.</p> + +<p>The dinner was rather hurried, and they would have been late had it not +been for Haney's new auto-car, which carried six, and made two trips to +the station unnecessary. It was fine to see the Captain put his machine +at the disposal of his hostess. "I told Lucius to wait," he boasted, "I +thought we might need him."</p> + +<p>Dr. Brent succeeded at last in drawing his pretty guest into +conversation by remarking on the Captain's color. "He's feeding +improperly, if you don't mind my saying so. He's putting on weight, he +tells me, but feels cold and nerveless. Cut him down on starchy foods. +How long is it since he was hurt?"</p> + +<p>"About eight months."</p> + +<p>"Must have been a tearing beast of an accident to wing a man of his +frame."</p> + +<p>"It was. Tore his whole side to pieces."</p> + +<p>"Who put him together—Steele, of Denver?"</p> + +<p>"No, a man in Cripple."</p> + +<p>"Sure he was the right man?"</p> + +<p>"He was the best I could get."</p> + +<p>"You arouse my professional egotism. I'd like to examine the Captain if +you don't object—not for any fee, you understand. But a fellow of his +build and years—he tells me he's only forty-five—"</p> + +<p>"Only forty-five," thought the girl. "What strange ideas these older +people have! And Ben was twenty-six." Just what the doctor said +afterwards she didn't hear, for she was thinking of the swift, wide arc +of change through which her mind had swung from the time when Marshall +Haney first came to Sibley—so grand of stride, so erect, so powerful. +He, too, seemed young then; now he was old—old and feeble—a man to be +advised, protected, humored. She dimly understood, too, that +corresponding change had come to her; that she was far away from the +girl who had stood behind the counter defending herself against the +love-making of the bummers and drummers among her patrons—and yet she +was the same, after all. "I've not changed as much as he has," was her +conclusion. And she enjoyed the gayety and beauty of her companions, but +she said little to express it.</p> + +<p>The play that night appalled her by its fury of passion, its mockery of +woman, its cynical disbelief in man. With startling abruptness and in +most colloquial method it delineated the beginning of a young wife's +wrong-doing, and when the lover caught the innocent, ensnared woman to +his bosom a flaming sword seemed to have been plunged into Bertha's own +breast. She quivered and flushed. And when the actress displayed the +awakened conscience of the erring one, putting into words as well as +into facial expression her feeling of guilt and remorse, the girl-wife +in the box shrank and whitened, her big eyes fixed upon the sobbing, +suffering character before her, defending herself against the dramatist +as against an enemy. He was a liar! There was no wrong in Ben's kiss and +no remorse in her own heart as she remembered the caress. "Even if he +loves me, that doesn't make him horrible!"</p> + +<p>The dramatist went remorselessly on. He showed the husband—old, coarse, +brutal. He put him in sharpest relief in order that the woman should be +tempted to her ruin, and in the end the lover—virile, handsome and +unscrupulous—wins the tortured woman's soul—and they flee, leaving the +usual note behind.</p> + +<p>"What can you expect?" remarked the cynical friend of the injured +husband. "Given a young and lovely wife like Rose and an old limping +warrior like you, and an elopement follows as a matter of course, Q. E. +D." And so the curtain fell.</p> + +<p>Relentless realist in the first act, the dramatist in the second act +began to hedge. He made the life of the erring woman conventionally +miserable. Her lover beat her, neglected her, and finally deserted her. +And in the last act she crawled back into her husband's home like a +starved cat to die, while he, scarred old beast, cried out: "The wages +of sin is death!" Whether the writer intended this scene to be ironical +or not, the effect was to awaken a murmur of laughter among the +ill-restrained of the auditors. But Bertha, hot with anger towards both +author and players, could not join in Mrs. Brent's smiling comment: +"Isn't that comical!"</p> + +<p>The doctor coolly said: "A good conventional British ending. Why didn't +he clap a pair of wings on the old reprobate and run him up on a wire, +the way they used to do in translating little Eva in 'Uncle Tom's +Cabin'?"</p> + +<p>Afterwards Mrs. Brent proposed that they go to a German restaurant and +have some beer and skittles; but this struck harshly on Bertha, who +still palpitated with the passion of the play. "I reckon we'd better +not. The Captain is pretty tired, and, if you don't mind, we'll quit +now."</p> + +<p>Without saying "I've had a lovely time," she shook hands all round, and, +taking her husband's arm, moved off into the street, leaving her hostess +a little uneasy and wholly perplexed. Mrs. Brent's joke about the +Captain and his wife had, as the doctor expressed it, "queered the whole +affair."</p> + +<p>"But how did she know?"</p> + +<p>"She's a good deal sharper than you gave her credit for being," he +replied. "You Easterners never can learn to take diamonds in the rough."</p> + +<p>Bertha's mind was in tumult, and she wished to be alone. Mart irritated +her. She refused to talk to him about the play or the dinner, and, +turning him over to Lucius, went at once to her own bed. Thus far she +had not attempted to closely analyze her relationship to Marshall Haney. +He had been to her a good friend rather than a husband, a companion who +needed her, and who had given her everything she asked for. Keenly +forward, almost precocious on the calculative side, she had remained +singularly untroubled on the emotional side. She knew that certain +problems of sex existed in the world, and she was only mentally aware of +temptations—she had never really felt them. Now all at once her whole +nature awoke. Her mind engaged a legion of vaguely defined enemies. Out +of the shadow stepped words of no weight, of no significance hitherto, +encircling her, panoplied with meaning. The half-heard comment of the +camp, the dimly perceived gossip of the Springs, the flattering looks of +the artists—all helped her to see herself as she was: a handsome young +girl, like that on the stage, married to a crippled middle-aged man of +evil history.</p> + +<p>"But he is good to me," she argued against her new self. "I was poor, +and he has made me rich; and all I've done is to nurse him and keep +house for him." With this thought came a realization that she had never +been a full and complete wife to him. And with a flush of shame and +repulsion she added: "And now I never can be. No matter if he were to +become as straight, as strong, and as handsome as he was in those days, +I cannot love him as a wife should."</p> + +<p>Once having admitted this feeling of repulsion, once having clearly +perceived the vast distance between herself and her husband, the +repulsion deepened, the separating space widened. He seemed ten years +older as they met next morning, and his face was heavy and his frame +lax. Her pity had not lessened, but it was mixed now with a qualifying +emotion which she had not yet acknowledged to be disgust. His skin was +waxy white and his jowls drooping. "I'm not at all up to the work," he +said, with a return of his humor. "'Tis a killing pace we've struck, +Bertie, and the old man must take the flag if you keep it up."</p> + +<p>"I don't intend to keep it up," she answered, shortly. "I think we'd +better go home." At the word "home" a little thrill went through her. It +was so bright and big and desirable, that mansion under the purple +peaks.</p> + +<p>"No; I must go trail up me old dad, and leave him provided for. Fan +doesn't even know his address (the more shame to her), but I'll find +him. If ye're tired and would rather go home, I'll go on alone."</p> + +<p>"Oh no, you mustn't do that!" she exclaimed instantly, feeling the +sincerity of his desire to please her. "I'll go, but we mustn't stay +long." And she took up the direction of his life again. The mood of the +night had passed away, leaving only a clearer perception of his growing +age and helplessness.</p> + +<p>"You must let Dr. Brent examine you," she said, a little later. "He +don't think your lameness is caused by your wound. He says you're out of +condition."</p> + +<p>He looked at her with shadowed face and sorrowful eyes. "I'm only a poor +old skate, wind-broken and lazy. Ye have the right to cut me loose any +time."</p> + +<p>"You mustn't talk like that," she said, sharply. "When I want to cut +loose I'll let you know."</p> + +<p>"I hold ye to that," he answered, with intent look.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVII" id="CHAPTER_XVII"></a>CHAPTER XVII</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA BECOMES A PATRON OF ART</h3> + + +<p>Bertha, deeply engrossed in the conceptions called up by this visit, did +not feel like calling upon the Mosses, even though they were almost next +door. She was troubled, too, with a feeling of helplessness in the use +of a pen. She wanted to write to Fordyce, but was afraid to do so, +knowing that a letter would disclose her ignorance of polite forms; but +this, instead of discouraging her, roused her to a determination to +learn. This was the saving clause in her character. She acknowledged +shortcomings, but not defeats. Here again she was of the spirit that +lifts the self-made man.</p> + +<p>The Congdons had been most generous of letters of introduction, and in +addition to those to Mrs. Brent and the Mosses, Bertha was in possession +of two or three envelopes addressed to people in New York City, +presumably artists also, as they bore the names of certain studios. The +note to Moss was unaffected and simple in itself, quite innocent of any +qualification, but the letter which had privately preceded it was in the +true Congdon vein, and Moss, like Mrs. Brent, did not delay his call. +His card was in the Haney box when they returned. "Sorry to miss you. +Come into my studio at five if you can," he had pencilled on the back.</p> + +<p>"Your artistic bunch," Congdon had written, "won't mind meeting one of +the most successful and picturesque of our gamblers, Marshall Haney, +especially as the walls of his big house are bare and his wife is +pretty. They are ripping types, old man; not in the 'best society,' you +understand, but I know you'll like 'em. Be as good to 'em as you can +without involving anybody. Little Mrs. Haney is a corker. Good start on +a self-made career. They're both unsophisticated in a way, and a little +real sympathy will drag their secret history to the light. Do a sketch +of her for me. She's likely to be famous. Haney is rolling in dough +these days—(miner)—and she's bound for some whooping big thing, I +don't know what, but she's like a country boy with a stirring ambition. +It wouldn't surprise me to see her on Fifth Avenue one of these days. +With these few burning words I commend them into your plastic hands. +Don't let Sammy paint her, for God's sake. Oh yes, I worked 'em for a +couple of canvases. What do you think. In this buoyant climate we all +move. Yours in the velvet."</p> + +<p>With such a letter before him Joe Moss awaited his amazing guests with +impatience, cautioning the few who were in the secret not to dodge when +the Captain reached for his pocket-handkerchief. "And, above all, you +are to praise Colorado and condemn the East as a place of residence." +Joe prided himself on his <i>savoir faire</i> and on his apparel, which had +nothing about it to distinguish the sculptor. "In fact," he often said, +"there <i>are</i> people who say I'm not a sculptor. Be that as it may, I +manage by daily care to look like a clerk in a hardware store."</p> + +<p>And he did. He customarily wore a suit of pepper and salt, neat and +trig, a "bowler hat" (as they say in London), a ready-made four-in-hand +tie, and a small pearl scarf-pin. "No more fuzzy hair for me, no red +tie, no dandruff," he had said on his return from Paris. "Right here we +melt into the undistinguishable ocean of the millions, unless we can be +distinguished by reason of our sculpture." He always included Julia, his +wife, in this way (although she never "modelled a lick"), for she wrote +all his letters, made out all his checks, and took charge of him +generally. Some said his success was due to her management. She was a +dark-eyed, smiling little woman, exquisite in her dress and brisk in her +manner.</p> + +<p>Their studio occupied the whole north side of the attic of a big office +building in the heart of the city's traffic. "We want to be in the midst +of trade, but above it," Moss explained to those who wondered at his +choice of location. "Sculpture, as I see it, is a part of architecture. +I'm not above modelling a door-knocker if they'll only let me do it my +way. Sculpture was a part of life in the old days, and we don't want to +make it a thing too 'precious' now. I want to get close to the business +men, not to avoid them. I like the roar of trade."</p> + +<p>The Haneys, therefore, led by the sagacious Lucius, soon found +themselves in the Wisconsin Block, and shooting aloft in a bronze +elevator that seemed fired from a cannon ("express to the 10th floor"), +with nothing to suggest art in the men or in the signs about them. On +the thirteenth story they alighted, and, walking up one flight of +stairs, found themselves at the end of a bright hall, before a door +which bore, in simple gold letters, "Jos. Moss, Sculptor." Bertha heard +laughter within, and her heart misgave her. It was not easy for her to +meet these artist folk. Of business men, miners, railway managers she +was unafraid, but these people who joke and bully-rag each other and +talk high philosophy one minute and gossip the next, like the Congdons, +were "pretty swift" for her. After a moment's pause she said to the +Captain, "They can't kill us; here goes!" and knocked gently.</p> + +<p>Moss himself opened the door, and his cordial, "How de do, Mrs. Haney," +established him in her mind at once as a good fellow. He was quite as +direct as Congdon. "I'm glad to see you," he said to the Captain. "Come +in." He looked keenly at Lucius, who composedly explained himself. "The +Captain is a little lame, and I just came along to see that he got here +all right. I'll be back at 5.30."</p> + +<p>The door opened into a big room, which was darkened at the windows and +lighted by shaded electric globes. It was cool and bare in effect. +Around a small table in a far corner a half-dozen people were sitting. +Mrs. Moss, who was pouring tea, rose in her place at the tea-urn as her +husband approached, and cordially shook hands with her guests. "I'm very +glad you came. Please tell me how you'll have your tea," she said.</p> + +<p>Bertha was accustomed to take her tea "any old way," and said so, being +influenced by Mrs. Moss' candid eyes and merry smile. Haney, with a +queer feeling of being on the stage as a character in a play, sank +heavily into the chair at his hostess' right hand and said: "I never +took tea in my life, but I'm not dodgin' anything you mix."</p> + +<p>Joe earnestly protested. "Don't do it, Captain, there's some Scotch down +cellar."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Moss indicated one or two other dimly seen faces about her and +introduced their owners in a most casual manner while she compounded a +hot drink for her Western guest.</p> + +<p>"How long have you been in our horrible town, Mr. Haney?" she asked, +heedful of Joe's warning.</p> + +<p>"One day, ma'am."</p> + +<p>"You're just 'passing through,' I presume—that's the way all Colorado +people do."</p> + +<p>Haney smiled. He was getting the drift of her remarks. "'Tis natural, +ma'am; for, you see, 'tis a long run and a heavy grade, and hard to +side-track on the way."</p> + +<p>Bertha, to whom Moss addressed himself, was candidly looking about +her—profoundly interested in what she saw. Dim forms in bronze and +plaster stood on shelves, brackets, and pedestals, and at the end of the +long room a big group of figures writhed as if in mortal combat. It was +a work-shop—that was evident even to her—with one small nook devoted +to tea and talk.</p> + +<p>"Would you like to poke about?" he asked, anticipating her request.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I would," she bluntly replied.</p> + +<p>"There isn't much to see," he said. "I'm the kind of sculptor who works +on order. I believe in the 'art for service' idea, and when I get an +order I fill it as well as I can, make it as beautiful as I can, and +send it out on its mission. I'd like to model mantel-pieces and +andirons, because they are seen and actually influence people's lives. +What I started to say was this: my stuff all goes out—my real stuff; my +fool failures stay by me—this thing, for instance." He indicated the +big clump of nude forms. "I had an 'idea' when I started, but it was too +ambitious and too literary. Moreover, it isn't democratic. It don't gibe +with the present. I'd be a wild-animal sculptor if I knew enough about +them."</p> + +<p>It was a profoundly moving experience for this raw mountain-bred girl to +stand there beside that colossal group while the man who had modelled it +took her into his confidence. There was no affectation in Moss's candor. +He had come to a swift conclusion that Congdon had attempted to let him +into a trap, for Bertha's reticence and dignity quite reassured him. If +she had uttered a single one of the banal compliments with which +visitors "kill" artists he would have stopped short; but she didn't, she +only looked, and something in her face profoundly interested him. +Suddenly she turned and said:</p> + +<p>"Tell me what it means."</p> + +<p>"It don't mean anything—now. Originally I intended it to mean 'The +Conquest of Art by the Spirit of Business,' or something like that. I +started it when I was fresh from Paris, and wore a red tie and a pointed +beard. I keep it as a record of the folly into which exotic instruction +will lead a man. If I were to go at it now I'd turn the whole thing +around—I'd make it 'Art Inspiring Business.'"</p> + +<p>Bertha did not follow his thought entirely, but she felt herself in the +presence of a serious problem and listening to something deep down in +the heart of a strong man. Here was another world—not an altogether +strange world, for Congdon had also talked to her of his work—but a +world so far removed from her own life that it seemed some other planet. +"How well he talks," she thought. "Like a book."</p> + +<p>"How charming she is," he was thinking. And the alert, aspiring pose of +her head made his thumb nervously munch at the bit of clay he had picked +up.</p> + +<p>They wandered up and down the long room while he showed her tiles for +mantel decoration, bronze cats' heads for door-knobs, and curious and +lovely figures for lamps and ash-trays. "I take a shy at 'most +everything," he explained.</p> + +<p>"Do you sell these?" she asked, indicating some designs for electric +desk-lamps.</p> + +<p>He smiled. "Sometimes—not as often as I'd like to."</p> + +<p>"How much are they?"</p> + +<p>"Fifty dollars each."</p> + +<p>"I'll take them both," she said, and her pulse leaped with the pride of +being a patron of art.</p> + +<p>"Now see here, Mrs. Haney, I'm not displaying these to you as a +salesman—not that I'm so very delicate about offering my things, but I +try to wait till a second visit." He really did feel mean about it. +"Don't take 'em—wait till to-morrow. They're pretty middling bad +anyway. They're supposed to be mountain lions, but as a matter of fact I +never saw a mountain lion outside the Zoo."</p> + +<p>"They're lions, all right. I want 'em, and I know the Captain will like +'em." She stepped back to call Haney. But finding him surrounded by all +of the other callers (they had "got him going" telling stories of his +wild life in the West), she turned to the sculptor with a smile, saying: +"Never mind, <i>I</i> know they're what he needs—if he don't." And Moss, +recalling Congdon's description of the Haneys' material condition, +answered: "Very well, if you insist; but I really feel as though I had +played a confidence game on you."</p> + +<p>"Can you fix 'em up with lights?" she asked, eager as a child. "I mean +right now."</p> + +<p>"Certainly." He unscrewed a couple of small bulbs from a near-by +bracket, and, putting them into place on the lamps, turned on the +current. She laughed out in delight. One of the lions was playing with +the stem which supported the light. As if rising from a sleep, he lay +upholding the globe on one high-raised paw. The other—a counterpart, or +nearly so in pose—had a different expression. The cub was snarling and +clutching at the light, as if it were a bird about to escape.</p> + +<p>"I had an idea of putting them on the corners of a mantel to light a +piece of low relief," he explained, "but I never got at the relief. It +ought to be characteristic Western scenery, and I've never seen the +West. Shameful, isn't it?"</p> + +<p>"I want you to do that mantel for me," she said. "I don't know what you +mean by 'low relief,' but I know it would be up to these, and they are +<i>right</i>!"</p> + +<p>"Your trust in me is beautiful, Mrs. Haney, and maybe I'll come out this +summer and try to meet it."</p> + +<p>"I wish you would," she said, and she meant it. "I'll show you +Colorado."</p> + +<p>"If you're starting to be a patron of art, Mrs. Haney, don't overlook +Congdon; he's a first-class man." He became humorous again. "We're +moving swiftly, but I'm going to tell you that he wanted me to make a +sketch of you. If you'll be so good as to give me two or three sittings, +I'll do something we can send out to him—if you wish."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by a sketch?"</p> + +<p>"Something like this." And, leading her before a curious, half-human, +veiled object, he began to unwind damp yellow cloths till at last the +head of a young woman appeared on a small revolving stand. It was very +dainty, very sweet, and smiling.</p> + +<p>Bertha was puzzled. "It ain't your wife, and yet it looks like her."</p> + +<p>"It is my wife's sister—a quick study from life—just the kind of thing +Frank wants. Will you sit for me A couple of mornings will answer." He +was eager to do her now. Her profile, so clear, so firm, so strangely +boyish, pleased him. He could feel the "snap" that the sketch would have +when it was done.</p> + +<p>Bertha considered. She owed a great deal to the Congdons, and she liked +this man. Her homesickness at the moment was abated, and to stay two, or +even three, days in Chicago promised at the moment to be not so +dreadful, after all.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I'll do it," she decided. "I don't know what Mr. Congdon will do +with a picture of me, but that's his funeral." And her laughing lip made +her seem again the untaught girl she really was.</p> + +<p>As they went back to the group around the Captain, Julia Moss treated +her husband to a glance of commiseration, thinking him a bored and +defeated man. "You've missed the Captain's racy talk," she whispered.</p> + +<p>Haney was enjoying himself very well in the "centre of the stage," and +doing himself credit. Never in his life had he known a keener audience +than these artists, who studied him from every point of view.</p> + +<p>"Yes," Haney was saying, "'tis possible to bust a bank if the game is +straight—that is, at faro; but most machine games are built so that +'the house'—that is, the bank—is protected. My machines was always +straight. I'd as soon turn a sausage-grinder as run a wheel that was +'fixed' in me favor."</p> + +<p>Bertha did not like this talk of his abandoned trade, and her cheeks +burned as she put her hand on his shoulder. "I reckon we'd better be +going."</p> + +<p>He recovered himself. "Of course I quit all that when I married," he +explained, and dutifully rose.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mrs. Haney," pleaded Mrs. Moss, "don't take him away! We were just +getting light on the game of faro. Please sit down again."</p> + +<p>Bertha resented this tone. "No, we've got to go. Glad to have met you." +She nodded towards the men who had risen. "Much obliged," she said again +to Moss. "I'll send for them things to-morrow."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Moss cordially insisted on their coming again.</p> + +<p>"She's going to pose for me," reported Moss. "To-morrow morning at ten?" +he inquired.</p> + +<p>"Ten suits me as well as any time," Bertha replied.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Moss beamed at Haney. "You come, too, Captain. I want to know more +about those delightful games of chance."</p> + +<p>Bertha went back to her hotel with throbbing brain. The day had been so +full of experience! She was tired out and fairly bewildered by it all.</p> + +<p>As her excitement ebbed and she had time to recover her own point of +view, Colorado, her home, the Springs, and the memory of her own people +came rushing back upon her, making the city and all it contained but a +handful of east wind. Ben's kiss burned vividly again upon her lips. +"Was it wrong of him to say what he did?" she began to ask herself. A +good-bye kiss would not have so deeply stirred her; it was his face, his +voice, his intensely uttered words which deeply thrilled her, even now, +as she recalled them one by one. "You are beautiful and I love you." +These were the most important words to a woman, and they had come at +last to her.</p> + +<p>Then her cheek flushed with shame of her husband as she remembered his +gambling talk at the studio. "Why <i>must</i> he always go back to that?" she +asked, hotly.</p> + +<p>They ate their dinner in the big dining-room surrounded by waiters, +while the Captain discussed his sister and her family. "I'll do +something for Fan," he said. "She's a different sort from Charles. +McArdle seems a hard-workin' chap, the kind that a little help wouldn't +spile. What do you think of buyin' them a bit of a house somewhere?"</p> + +<p>Bertha listened with a languor of interest new to her, and when he +repeated his question and asked her if she were tired, she answered: +"Yes; and I think I'll go to bed early to-night. It's been a hard day."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XVIII" id="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a>CHAPTER XVIII</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA'S PORTRAIT IS DISCUSSED</h3> + + +<p>Joe Moss was delighted with the Haneys, for they talked of their native +West as people should talk. They were as absolute in their convictions +as a Kentuckian. For them there was no other "God's country," and as it +was his latest dream to go West and "do a big thing on a cliff or +something" he put off every other engagement to enjoy their racy speech. +He said at the first sitting: "I've had an idea of working the +Thorwaldsen trick: find some fine site out there, some wall of rock +close to the railway, and hew out a monster grizzly or mountain lion. +The railway could then advertise it, you see; trains could stop there +'five minutes to permit a view of Moss's Lion'; they could use a cut of +it on all their folders. If there was a spring near by they could +advertise the water and bottle it, a picture of my lion on the label. +Ah, it is a fine scheme!"</p> + +<p>"'Tis so," said Haney. "I wonder nobody thought of it before."</p> + +<p>"It takes a Yankee, after all, to plan new suspender buttons," the +sculptor replied. And all the time he talked his hands were dabbling, +his thumbs gouging, his dibble cutting and smoothing.</p> + +<p>Haney watched him with amused glance. "Sure, I didn't know ye went at it +so. I thought ye chipped each picture out o' stone." And when the +process of molding in plaster was explained to him, he said: "'Tis like +McArdle's trade entirely. He takes a rise in the world since I know he's +an artist like yourself."</p> + +<p>"What is his 'line'?"</p> + +<p>"Pattern-maker for a stove foundry."</p> + +<p>Moss beamed. "Just what I'd like to be if they'd only pay a little more +wages and furnish a better place to work."</p> + +<p>Bertha never knew when he was in earnest, so habitually mocking was his +tone. But she grew towards a perception of his ideal, and dimly +apprehended in him a mind far beyond any she had ever known. Mrs. Moss, +almost as reticent as Mrs. Haney herself, came and went about the studio +brightly, briskly, keeping vigilant eye on her husband's mail, +moistening his "mud ladies," and defending him from inopportune callers, +insistent beggars, and wandering models. Bertha, though sitting with the +stolid patience of a Mississippi clam-fisher, was thinking at express +speed. Her mind was of that highly developed type where a hint sets in +motion a score of related cognitions, and a word here and there in +Moss's rambling remarks instructed her like a flash of light. She was at +school, in a high sense, and improving her time. The sketch was +expanding into a carefully studied portrait bust and Moss was happy.</p> + +<p>One day a fellow-artist came in casually, and they both squinted, +measured, and compared the portrait and herself with the calm absorption +of a couple of prize-pig committeemen at a cattle-show. "You see, this +line is shorter," the stranger said, almost laying his finger on +Bertha's neck. "Not so straight, as you've got it. That's a fine line—"</p> + +<p>"I know it is!"</p> + +<p>"And you don't want to spoil it. I don't like your fad for cutting down +the bust. The neck is nothing but a connecting link between the head and +the bust. Now here you have a charming and youthful head and face—let +the neck at least suggest the woman below."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, that's good logic, provided you're after that. But what I want +here is spring-time—just a fresh, alert, lovely fragment. This pure +line must be kept free from any earthiness."</p> + +<p>"I suppose you know what you want; I won't say you don't. But if I were +painting her, I'd get that sweeping line there that ends by suggesting +the summer."</p> + +<p>They talked disjointedly, elliptically, and of course mainly of the +clay; and yet Bertha grew each moment more clearly aware that they +considered her not merely interesting but beautiful, and this was a most +momentous and developing assurance. She had hoped to be called +"good-looking," but no one thus far (excepting Ben Fordyce) had ever +called her beautiful; and these judgments on the part of Joe Moss and +his brother artist were made the more moving by reason of their +precision of knowledge and their professional candor. They spoke as +freely in discussion of her charm as if she were deaf and dumb.</p> + +<p>The painter, who had been introduced in a careless way as "Mr. Humiston, +of New York," turned to Bertha at last, and, assuming the ordinary +politeness of a human being, said: "I'd like to make a study of you, +too, Mrs. Haney, if you'll permit. I can bring my canvas in here and +work with Joe, so that it needn't be any trouble to you."</p> + +<p>Bertha, her wealth still new upon her, had no suspicion of the motives +of those who addressed her, was deeply flattered by this request, and as +Moss made no objection, she consented.</p> + +<p>The only thing that troubled Moss was her growing tendency to lapse into +troubled thought. "Remember, now, you're the crocus, the first violet, +or something like that—not the last rose of summer. Don't think, don't +droop! There, that's right! What have you to think or droop about? When +you're as old and blasé as Humiston there, you'll have a right to ponder +the mysteries, but not now. You and I are young, thank God!"</p> + +<p>Humiston was dabbling at his small canvas swiftly, lightly, as unmoved +by his fellow-artist as if his voice were the wind in the casement. He +was a tall, sickly looking man with grizzled hair, and pale, deeply +lined face. He was fresh from Paris with a small exhibition of his +pictures, which were very advanced, as Mrs. Moss privately explained to +Bertha. "And he's rather bitter against Americans because they don't +appreciate his work. But Joe asks: 'Why should they?' They're +undemocratic—little high-keyed 'precious' bits; pictures for other +artists, not real paintings, or they are unacceptable otherwise. He's a +wonderful technician, though, and he'll make an exquisite sketch of +you."</p> + +<p>The Western girl-wife was completely fascinated by this small, dusky, +dim, and richly colored heart of the fierce and terrible city whose +material bulk alone is known to the world. To go from the crash and roar +of the savage streets into this studio was like climbing from the level +of the water in the Black Cañon to the sunlit, grassy peaks where the +Indian pink blossoms in silence. She was of the aspiring nature. She had +commonly played with children older than herself. She had read books she +could not understand. She had always reached upward, and here she found +herself surrounded by men and women who excited her imagination as +Congdon had done. They helped her forget the doubt of herself and her +future, which was gnawing almost ceaselessly in her brain, and she was +sorry when Moss said to her: "Come in once more, to-morrow, and see me +do the real sculptor's act. No, don't look at it" (he flung a cloth over +his work); "you may look at it to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"May I see my picture?" she asked of Humiston.</p> + +<p>He turned the easel towards her without a word.</p> + +<p>"Good work!" cried Moss.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Moss came from her dark corner. "I knew you'd do something +exquisite."</p> + +<p>Bertha looked at it in silence. It was as lovely in color as a flower, a +dream-girl, not Bertha Haney. And at last she said: "It's fine, but it +isn't me."</p> + +<p>Humiston broke forth almost violently. "Of course it isn't you; it's the +way you look to me. I never paint people as they look to themselves nor +to their friends. I am painting my impression of you."</p> + +<p>"Do you really see me like that?" she both asked and exclaimed. And at +the moment she was more moving than she had ever been before, and +Humiston, in a voice of anguish, cried:</p> + +<p>"My God, why didn't I do her like that?" And he fell to coughing so +violently that Bertha shuddered.</p> + +<p>Moss defended himself. "I couldn't do her in <i>all</i> her fine poses," he +complained. "I had to select. Why didn't you do her that way yourself?"</p> + +<p>The painter put his short-hand sketch away with a sigh. "If you venture +as far as New York, I hope you and the Captain will visit my studio," he +said.</p> + +<p>With no suspicion of being passed from hand to hand, she promised to +send him her address, and said: "I'd like to see the pictures you have +here."</p> + +<p>Moss became abusive. "Now see here, Jerry, I can't let you take Mrs. +Haney to that show of yours. I'll go myself to point out their weak +points."</p> + +<p>"I know their weak points a bloody sight better than you do," answered +Humiston, readily.</p> + +<p>"If you do you don't speak of 'em."</p> + +<p>"Why should I? You don't call out the defects of your 'hardware,' do +you?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Moss interposed. "That's just what he does do, and it hurts trade. +I think I'll take Mrs. Haney over to see the pictures myself."</p> + +<p>Humiston brightened. "Very well; but you must all lunch with me. You're +about the only civilized people I know in this crazy town, and I need +you."</p> + +<p>"No," said Bertha. "It's our treat. You all come over and eat with us."</p> + +<p>Haney, who had been keeping in the background, now came forward. "I +second that motion," he heartily said. "We don't get a chance every day +to feed a bunch of artists."</p> + +<p>"You can have that pleasure any day here," said Moss. "Our noses are +always over the bars, waiting."</p> + +<p>When she emerged from the gallery an hour later Bertha enjoyed an +exalted sense of having been carried through some upper, serener world, +where business, politics, and fashion had little place. It was "only a +dip," as Mrs. Moss said—just to show the way; but it set the girl's +brain astir with half-formed, disconnected aspirations. Only as she +re-entered the hotel (the centre of obsequious servants) did she become +again the wife of Marshall Haney, and Mrs. Moss, noting the eager +attention of the waiters, was amazed and delighted at the look of calm +command which came over the girl's face.</p> + +<p>"Art is fine and sweet as a side issue," said Julia to her husband, as +they were going in, "but money makes the porters jump."</p> + +<p>Bertha, composed and serious, seated her guests at a table which had +been reserved for her near a window and charmingly decorated with +flowers. She put Moss at her left hand and Humiston at her right, and as +the Eastern man settled into place, he said: "Really, now, this isn't so +bad." His experienced eye had noted the swift flocking of the waiters, +and with cynical amusement he commented upon it. "These people must +<i>smell</i> of money!" and in his heart acknowledged that he and Moss were +not so very different from the servitors, after all. "They're out for +tens, we're after thousands; that's the main point of difference."</p> + +<p>Bertha, once the cutlets were served, was able to give attention to the +talk—Humiston's talk (he was celebrated as a monologist), for he had +resumed the discussion into which he and Moss had fallen. "I don't +believe in helping people to study art. I don't believe in charity. This +interfering with the laws of the universe that kill off the crippled and +the weakly is pure sentimentalism that will fill the world with +deformed, diseased, and incapable persons."</p> + +<p>"You're a vile reactionary!" cried Moss.</p> + +<p>"I am not—I'm for the future. I want to see the world full of beauty."</p> + +<p>"Physical beauty?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, physical beauty. I want to see vice and crime and crooked limbs +and low brows die out—not perpetuated. I believe in educating the +people to the lovely in line and color."</p> + +<p>As he pursued this line of inexorable argument Bertha looked at him in +wonder. Did he mean what he said? His burning eyes seemed sincere—and +yet he did not fail to accept a second helping of the mushrooms. There +was power in the man. He pushed the walls of her intellectual world very +wide apart. He came from a strange, chaotic region—from a land where +ordinary modes and motives seemed lost or perverted. He took a delight +in shocking them all. Morality was a convention—a hypocritic agreement +on the part of the few to reserve freedom to themselves at the expense +of the many. "Art is impossible to little people, to those who starve +the big side of their nature, for fear of Mrs. Grundy. Look at the real +people—Rachel, Wagner, Turner, Bernhardt, and a thousand others. Were +they bound by the marriage laws? What will these crowds of tiny men and +petty women do who come from the country parlors and corn-shocks of the +West? They will puddle around a little while, paint and muddle a few +petty things, then marry and go back to the ironing-board and the furrow +where they belong. What's the matter with American art? It's too cursed +normal, that's what. It's too neat and sweet and restrained—no license, +no "go" to it. What's the matter with you, to be personal?"</p> + +<p>"Too well balanced."</p> + +<p>"Precisely. You <i>talk</i> like a man of power, but model like a cursed +niggling prude. You're bitten with the new madness. You're the Bryan of +art. 'The dear people' is your cry. Damn the people! They don't know a +good thing when they see it. Why consider the millions? Consider the +few, those who have the taste and the dollars. That's the way all the +big men of the past had to do. Look at Rubens and Michael Angelo and +Titian—all the big bunch; they were all frank, gross feeders, lovers of +beauty, defiant of conventions."</p> + +<p>He had forgotten where he sat, but he was not neglecting his hostess. He +took a satanic satisfaction in seeing her lovely eyes widen and glow as +he went on. Subtly flattering her by including her among the very few +who could understand his ideals, he seemed to draw her apart to his +side—appealing to her for support against the coarse and foolish hosts +represented by the Mosses, while Marshall Haney sat in a kind of stupor, +his eyes alone speaking, as if to ask: "What the divil is the little man +with the cough so hot about?"</p> + +<p>Moss, accustomed to Humiston's savage diatribes, roared out objections +or laughed him to scorn, while Mrs. Moss tried her best to turn the mad +artist's mind upon more suitable subjects. He had been deeply hurt and +financially distressed by the failure of his exhibits in Pittsburg and +Chicago, and was now taking it out on his friends. His passion, his +bitter, vengeful cry against the ignorant masses of the world was +something Bertha had read about, but never felt; but she quivered now +with the half-disclosed fury of the disappointed austere soul.</p> + +<p>Could it be possible that this savage man, so worn and ill, had painted +those dim, vague pictures of flower-like girls whose limbs were involved +in blossoming vines?</p> + +<p>He concluded at last: "The only place in the world to-day for an artist +is Paris. In no other city can he live his own life in frank fulness, +and find patrons who see the subtlest meaning of a line."</p> + +<p>Bertha was tired of all this—mentally weary and confused; and she felt +very grateful to Mrs. Moss, who came to the rescue the moment Humiston +paused.</p> + +<p>"There, Mrs. Haney, that is the end of Professor Jerry Spoopendyke's +lecture on the undesirability of America as a place of residence—<i>for +him</i>. Of course, he don't mind selling his pictures just to enlighten +our night of ignorance, but as for going to Sunday-school or keeping the +decalogue, that's our job."</p> + +<p>Humiston had the grace to smile. "I beg your pardon, Mrs. Haney, I have +been a fool. But that monkey over there—Joe Moss—provoked me with his +accursed heresies about the democracy of art. Art has no democracy, and +democracy will never have an art—"</p> + +<p>"There, there!" warned Moss, "you said all that before."</p> + +<p>The painter wrenched himself away and turned to Bertha. "You <i>are</i> +coming to New York, Mrs. Haney?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know," she said. "We may."</p> + +<p>"If you do, don't fail to let me know. I would like to see you."</p> + +<p>"All right," said Bertha, "I'll send you a line." And her frank smile +made him sorry to say good-bye even for the day.</p> + +<p>As Mart was going up the elevator he sighed and said: "It takes all +kinds of people to make up a world—Mr. Hummockstone is wan of the +t'others. He has a grouch agin the universe. Sure but he's been housin' +a gnawin' serpent. How 'twill all end I dunno."</p> + +<p>When alone in her room, Bertha's mind again reverted to Ben Fordyce. As +she compared him with Humiston, he seemed handsomer and more boyishly +frank than ever. What did Joe Moss mean by calling Mr. Humiston "blasé." +She had seen that word in novels and it always meant something wicked. +How could this weary, sick man be wicked? She pitied him and wished to +help him. "Why should he take so much interest in me? He don't have to. +Of course the Mosses are nice to me on Congdon's account, but why does +this great artist want me to come to his studio in New York? He talks +poor, so maybe he wants me to buy some of his pictures." That her money +was a lure for wasps she did not yet realize. That the waiters and +clerks buzzed round her because she was rich, she knew; but that these +men, who talked of beauty and the higher life, could flatter her with +attentions with a base motive was incredible.</p> + +<p>She was shrewd as her Yankee forbears, but she was also an idealist, and +these artist folk now seemed to her the highest types she had ever known +or was likely to know. She felt the mystery and the power in Humiston's +personality, and his bitter and rebellious, almost blasphemous, words +were counterpoised by his paintings, which she acknowledged to be +beautiful—too beautiful for her to comprehend. He looked like a man of +sorrow and weary of battle, and she longed to know more about him. When +he was not fierce he was melancholy; evidently his life had been a +failure. "Why shouldn't I buy some of his pictures?" she asked herself.</p> + +<p>Hitherto the answer to any such question had been, "Can we afford it?" +but now another and deeper query came in answer, like an echo: "Is it +right to spend Mart Haney's money? I am only his trained nurse, not his +wife," and she now knew that she could not be his wife. She shrank from +the weight of his hand, and each day made clearer the wide spaces of +years, of family, of ideals, which lay between them. The kiss Ben +Fordyce had pressed upon her lips had brought this revelation. But of +this she was not yet aware; she was only conscious of a growing dread of +the future. Her duties as his nurse were lightening. Lucius, indeed, now +took many of her tasks upon himself, and she no longer helped him with +his shoes or coat, and, what was still more significant, she could not +calmly think of going back to these wifely services.</p> + +<p>She dwelt treacherously on Haney's own admission: that she had been in a +sense entrapped. He had believed himself a dying man at the time, and +she had been too excited, too exalted by the lurid romance of the scene +to be clear about anything save the wish and the will to save him; and +now she knew that at bottom of all her willingness to serve him lay the +consciousness that he was on his death-bed. Afterwards he had been to +her only a big-hearted, generous friend, in need of love and +companionship. This understanding had made it easy for her to prepare +his meals, to help him, as a nurse would help him, to dress and undress. +She had lost all of the fear and much of the admiration in which she +used to greet him as he swung into the office of her little hotel. He +had become to her an invalid, a child to be jollied and humored, and yet +respected; for no one could have been kinder or more scrupulously just +than he. And it was the recollection of all his acts of self-sacrifice +and loving patience which gave her assurance that he would never require +obedience, though he might sue for it.</p> + +<p>Her danger lay in herself. "If he <i>does</i> ask me to be his real +wife—then I must either agree or leave. It won't be right for me to +take all these benefits unless—"</p> + +<p>And with this thought, the big house in the Springs, the sleek horses, +their shining carriages, the auto-car, her dresses, the service of the +big hotel, and the consideration her husband's money gave to her, all +assumed a new and corrupting lustre. She was growing accustomed to +luxury and the thought of giving it up made her shiver like one who +faces a plunge into a dark night and an icy river. Besides, her +sacrifice would involve others. Her mother, her brother, were already +roundly ensnared in Mart's bounty.</p> + +<p>Her head was aching with it all, when a comforting thought came to her. +It was not necessary to decide it at that moment, and with a sigh of +relief she threw it aside and sat down to write a letter to her mother.</p> + +<p>"I ought to have written before, but I've been jumped right into the +middle of things here. The letters Frank Congdon gave me took me into an +artistic bunch about as gay and queer as Frank is, but they've been +mighty nice to me. I've been setting for my bust to Mr. Moss, who is a +sculptor. He has a big studio clear on the top of one of the tallest +blocks here and has some dandy lamps and things. I've bought some to +bring back. I met a Mr. Humiston there from New York, and he made a +sketch of me—wants me to see his studio in New York. I don't know +whether I'll go on or let Mart go with Lucius. Lucius is all right—I +don't see how I got on without him. He knows everything. I wish I had +half the education he's got. He's up on all the society ways and puts me +on. For instance, he told me the nice thing would be to give a dinner to +this artist push and to the people that Dorothy give me a letter to, and +I'm going to do it. Lucius will look out for the whole thing. You should +see the way the waiters tend. I reckon Lucius has told 'em we're made of +money. I'm afraid we're getting spoilt, Muzz. It would be pretty tough +to go back to the hotel now, wouldn't it?</p> + +<p>"We went to see Mart's sister, Fanny. Her house was a sight. It was +clean enough, but littered—well, litter is no name for it—but she's a +good old thing and so is McArdle. He sat and looked at us the whole time +like a turkey blind in one eye—never said a word the whole time but +'pass the p-taties.' I liked him though. He's a kind of sculptor, +too—makes patterns for all these little acorns and leaves and +do-funnies on stoves. They've got forty-'leven children and need help +and I'm perfectly willing Mart should help 'em. We're looking up houses +now. He's going to buy a place for 'em on the west side. Wednesday night +I went to see the Doctor Brents, Dorothy's friends. They had a +dinner—very nice, but they all kind o' sat 'round and waited for us to +perform. I guess they thought we were mountain lions. But they didn't +make much out o' me. They was one chap there with goggles who looked at +Mart like an undertaker. He's a scientific doctor—one of these fellers +that invent new ways of doing things. His name is Halliday. I liked Dr. +Brent pretty well—but Mrs. Brent only so-so. The doctor wants to +'dagnose' Mart's case—says it won't cost a cent. We all went to a show +at night and the Captain was just about petered to a point. He's better +though. The lower altitude helps his circulation. I guess his heart <i>is</i> +affected. He's afraid now he won't ever be able to go back to the mines. +He wants to slide on to New York and see his father and wants me to +go—but I'd rather come home—I'm homesick for the hills. They're nice +to me here—but I want to see the old Peak once more. Tell" (here she +wrote "Ben" and blotted it) "tell Mr. Fordyce that we're all right and +to keep us posted every day. We see by the papers that the mine-owners +are going to throw the unions out of business. If they try that they'll +be war again. We'll be home soon—or at least I will. I'm getting +home-sicker every minute as I write."</p> + +<p>She added a postscript. "Don't show my letters to <i>any one</i>. I wish I'd +'a' had a little more schooling."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XIX" id="CHAPTER_XIX"></a>CHAPTER XIX</h2> + +<h3>THE FARTHER EAST</h3> + + +<p>Haney visibly brightened as the days went by, and took long rides in his +auto, sometimes with Bertha, sometimes alone with Lucius, and now and +then with some old acquaintance, who, having seen his name in the paper, +ventured to call. They were not very savory characters, to tell the +truth, and he did not always introduce them to Bertha, but as his health +improved he called upon a few of the more reputable of them, +billiard-table agents, and the like of that, and to these proudly +exhibited his wife.</p> + +<p>Bertha had hitherto accepted this with boyish tolerance, but now it +irritated her. Some of these visitors presumed on her husband's past and +treated her with a certain freedom of tone and looseness of tongue which +made plain even to her unsuspecting nature that they put no high value +on her virtue—in fact, one fellow went so far as to facetiously ask, +"Where did Mart find you? Are there any more out there?" And she felt +the insult, though she did not know how to resent it.</p> + +<p>Haney, so astute in many things, saw nothing out of the way in this +off-hand treatment of his wife. He would have killed the man who dared +to touch her, and yet he stood smilingly by while some chance +acquaintance treated her as if she had been picked out of a Denver +gutter. This threw Bertha upon her own defence, and at last she made +even impudence humble itself. She carried herself like a young warrior, +sure of her power and quick of defence.</p> + +<p>She refused to invite her husband's friends to lunch, and the first real +argument she had thus far held with him came about in this way. She +said, "Yes, you can ask Mr. Black or Mr. Brown to dinner, but I won't +set at the same table with them."</p> + +<p>"Why not?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Because they're not the kind of men I want to eat with," she bluntly +replied. "They're just a little too coarse for me."</p> + +<p>"They're good business men and have fine homes—"</p> + +<p>"Do they invite you to their homes?"</p> + +<p>"They do not," he admitted, "but they may—after our dinner."</p> + +<p>"Lucius says it's their business to lead out—and he knows. I don't mind +your lunching these dubs every day if you want to, but I keep clear of +'em. I tell you those!"</p> + +<p>And so it fell out that while she was going about with the Mosses and +their kind, Mart was explaining to Black and Brown that his wife "was a +little shy." "You see she grew up in the hills like a doe antelope, and +it's hard for her to get wonted to the noise of a great city," he +laboriously set forth, but at heart he did not blame her. He was coming +to find them a little "coarse" himself.</p> + +<p>Humiston was deeply enthralled by Bertha's odd speech, her beauty, her +calm use of money, and lingered on day by day, spending nearly all his +time at Moss's studio or at the hotel, seeking Mrs. Haney's company. He +had never met her like, and confessed as much to Moss, who jocularly +retorted: "That's saying a good deal—for you've seen quite a few."</p> + +<p>Humiston ignored this thrust. "She has beauty, imagination, and immense +possibilities. She don't know herself. When she wakes up to her power, +then look out! She can't go on long with this old, worn-out gambler."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Haney isn't such a beast as you make him out. Bertha told me he had +never crossed her will. He's really very kind and generous."</p> + +<p>"That may be true, and yet he's a mill-stone about her neck. It's a +shame—a waste of beauty—for the girl is a beauty."</p> + +<p>It was with a sense of relief that Moss heard Bertha say to his wife: "I +guess I've had enough of this. It's me to the high ground to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Aren't you going on to the metropolis?"</p> + +<p>"I don't think it. I'm hungry for the peaks—and, besides, our horses +need exercise. I think I'll pull out for the West to-morrow and leave +the Captain and Lucius to go East together. I don't believe I need New +York."</p> + +<p>To this arrangement Haney reluctantly consented. "You're missin' a whole +lot, Bertie. I don't feel right in goin' on to Babylon without ye. I +reckon you'd better reconsider the motion. However, I'll not be gone +long, and if I find the old Dad hearty I may bring him home with me. +He's liable to be livin' with John Donahue. Charles said he was a +shiffless whelp, and there's no telling how he's treating the old man. +Anyhow, I'll let you know."</p> + +<p>She relented a little. "Ma'be I ought to go. I hate to see you starting +off alone."</p> + +<p>"Sure now! don't ye worry, darling. Lucius is handy as a bootjack, and +we'll get along fine. Besides, I may come back immegitly, for them +mine-owners are cooking a hell-broth for us all. Havin' a governor on +their side now, they must set out to show their power."</p> + +<p>Ben kept them supplied with home papers, and as Bertha took up one of +these journals she found herself played upon by familiar forms and +faces. The very names of the streets were an appeal. She saw herself +sporting with her hounds, riding with Fordyce over the flowery Mesa, or +facing him in his sun-bright office discussing the world's events and +deciding upon their own policies and expenditures. She grew very +homesick as these pleasant, familiar pictures freshened in her vision, +and her faith in Ben's honesty and essential goodness came back to her. +Moreover her mind was not at rest regarding Haney; much as she longed to +go home, she felt it her duty to remain with him, and as she lay in her +bed she thought of him with much the same pity a daughter feels for a +disabled father. "He's given me a whole lot—I ought to stay by him."</p> + +<p>She admitted also a flutter of fear at thought of meeting Ben Fordyce +alone, and this unformulated distrust of herself decided her at last to +go on with Mart and to have him for shield and armor when she returned +to the Springs.</p> + +<p>There are certain ways in which books instruct women—and men, too, for +that matter—but there are other and more vital processes in which only +experience (individual or inherited) teaches. In her desultory reading, +little Mrs. Haney, like every other citizen, had taken imaginative part +in many murders, seductions, and marital infidelities; and yet the +motives for such deeds had never before seemed human. Now the dark +places in the divorce trials, the obscure charges in the testimony of +deserted wives, were suddenly illumined. She realized how easy it would +be to make trouble between Mart and herself. She understood the stain +those strangers in the car could put upon her, and she trembled at the +mere thought of Mart's inquiring eyes when he should know of it. Why +should he know of it? It was all over and done with. There was only one +thing to do—forget it.</p> + +<p>Surely life was growing complex. With bewildering swiftness the +experiences of a woman of the world were advancing upon her, and she, +with no brother or father to be her guard, or friend to give her +character, with a husband whose very name and face were injuries, was +finding men in the centres of culture quite as predatory as among the +hills, where Mart Haney's fame still made his glance a warning. These +few weeks in Chicago had added a year to her development, but she dared +not face Ben Fordyce alone—not just yet—not till her mind had cleared.</p> + +<p>In the midst of her doubt of herself and of him a message came which +made all other news of no account. He was on his way to Chicago to +consult Mart (so the words ran), but in her soul she knew he was coming +to see her. Was it to test her? Had he taken silence for consent? Was he +about to try her faith in him and her loyalty to her husband?</p> + +<p>His telegram read: "Coming on important business." That might mean +concerning the mine—on the surface; but beneath ran something more +vital to them both than any mine or labor war, something which developed +in the girl both fear and wonder—fear of the power that came from his +eyes, wonder of the world his love had already opened to her. What was +the meaning of this mad, sweet riot of the blood—this forgetfulness of +all the rest of the world—this longing which was both pleasure and +pain, doubt and delight, which turned her face to the West as though +through a long, shining vista she saw love's messenger speeding towards +her?</p> + +<p>Sleep kept afar, and she lay restlessly turning till long after +midnight, and when she slept she dreamed, not of him, but of Sibley and +her mother and the toil-filled, untroubled days of her girlhood. She +rose early next morning and awaited his coming with more of physical +weakness as well as of uncertainty of mind than she had ever known +before.</p> + +<p>Haney was also up and about, an hour ahead of his schedule, sure that +Ben's business concerned the mine. "It's the labor war breaking out +again," he repeated. "I feel it in my bones. If it is, back I go, for +the boys will be nading me."</p> + +<p>They went to the station in their auto-car, but, at Bertha's suggestion, +Mart sent Lucius in to meet their attorney and to direct him where to +find them. The young wife had a feeling that to await him at the gate +might give him a false notion of her purpose. She grew faint and her +throat contracted as if a strong hand clutched it as she saw his tall +form advancing, but almost instantly his frank and eager face, his clear +glance, his simple and cordial greeting disarmed her, transmuted her +half-shaped doubts into golden faith. He was true and good—of that she +was completely reassured. Her spirits soared, and the glow came back to +her cheek.</p> + +<p>Fordyce, looking up at her, was filled with astonishment at the picture +of grace and ease which she presented, as she leaned to take his hand. +She shone, unmistakable mistress of the car, while Haney filled the rôle +of trusted Irish coachman.</p> + +<p>As he climbed in, the young lawyer remarked merrily, "I don't know +whether I approve of this extravagance or not." He tapped the car door.</p> + +<p>"It's mighty handy for the Captain," she replied. "You see he can't get +round in the street-cars very well, and he says this is cheaper than +cabs in the long run."</p> + +<p>"It has never proved economical to me; but it <i>is</i> handy," he answered, +with admiration of her growing mastery of wealth.</p> + +<p>And so with something fiercely beating in their hearts these youthful +warriors struggled to be true to others—fighting against themselves as +against domestic traitors, while they talked of the mine, the state +judiciary, the operators, and the unions. Their words were impersonal, +prosaic of association, but their eyes spoke of love as the diamond +speaks of light. Ben's voice, carefully controlled, was vibrant with the +poetry that comes but once in the life of a man, and she listened in +that perfect content which makes gold and glory but the decorations of +the palace where adoration dwells.</p> + +<p>The great, smoky, thunderous city somehow added to the sweetness of the +meeting—made it the more precious, like a song in a tempest. It seemed +to Ben Fordyce as if he had never really lived before. The very need of +concealment gave his unspoken passion a singular quality—a tang of the +wilding, the danger-some, which his intimacy with Alice had never +possessed.</p> + +<p>The Haneys' suite of rooms at the hotel called for comment. "Surely +Haney is feeling the power of money—but why not; who has a better right +to lovely things than Bertha?" Then aloud he repeated: "How well you're +looking—both of you! City life agrees with you. I never saw you look so +well."</p> + +<p>This remark, innocent on its surface, brought self-consciousness to +Bertha, for the light of his glance expressed more than admiration; and +even as they stood facing each other, alive to the same disturbing +flush, Lucius called Haney from the room, leaving them alone together. +The moment of Ben's trial had come.</p> + +<p>For a few seconds the young wife waited in breathless silence for him to +speak, a sense of her own wordlessness lying like a weight upon her. +Into the cloud of her confusion his voice came bringing confidence and +calm. "I feel that you have forgiven me—your eyes seem to say so. I +couldn't blame you if you despised me. I won't say my feeling has +changed, for it hasn't. It may be wrong to say so—it is wrong, but I +can't help it. Please tell me that you forgive me. I will be happier if +you do, and I will never offend again." His accent was at once softly +pleading and manly, and, as she raised her eyes to his in restored +self-confidence, she murmured a quaint, short, reassuring phrase: "Oh, +that's all right!" Her glance, so shy, so appealing, united to the +half-humorous words of her reply, were so surely of the Mountain-West +that Ben was quite swept from the high ground of his resolution, and his +hands leaped towards her with an almost irresistible embracing impulse. +"You sweet girl!" he exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Don't!" she said, starting back in alarm—"don't!"</p> + +<p>His face changed instantly, the clear candor of his voice reassured her. +"Don't be afraid. I mean what I said. You need have no fear that I—that +my offence will be repeated;" then, with intent to demonstrate his +self-command, he abruptly changed the subject. "The Congdons sent their +love to you, and Miss Franklin commissioned me to tell you that she will +give you all her time next summer—if you wish her to do so."</p> + +<p>She was glad of this message and added: "I need her, sure thing. Every +day I spend here makes me seem like Mary Ann—I don't see how people can +talk as smooth as they do. I'm crazy to get to school again and make up +for lost time. Joe Moss makes me feel like a lead quarter. Being here +with all these nice people and not able to talk with them is no fun. +Couldn't I whirl in and go to school somewhere back here?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, that isn't necessary. You are getting your education by +association—you are improving very fast."</p> + +<p>Her face lighted up. "Am I? Do you mean it?"</p> + +<p>"I do mean it. No one would know—to see you here—that you had not +enjoyed all the advantages."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, but I'm such a bluff. When I open my mouth they all begin to +grin. They're onto my game all right."</p> + +<p>He smiled. "That's because of your picturesque phrases—they like to +hear you speak. I assure you no one would think of calling you awkward +or—or lacking in—in charm."</p> + +<p>Haney's return cut short this defensive dialogue, and with a sense of +relief Bertha retreated—almost fled to her room—leaving the two men to +discuss their business.</p> + +<p>At the moment she had no wish to participate in a labor controversy. She +was entirely the woman at last, roused to the overpowering value of her +own inheritance. Her desire to manage, to calculate, to plan her +husband's affairs was gone, and in its place was a willingness to +submit, a wish for protection which she had not hitherto acknowledged. +She brooded for a time on Ben's words, then hurriedly began to +dress—with illogical desire to make herself beautiful in his eyes. As +she re-entered the room she caught Haney's repeated declaration—"I will +be loyal to the men"—and Ben's reply.</p> + +<p>"Very well, I'll go back and do the best I can to keep them in line, but +Williams says the governor is entirely on the side of the +mine-operators."</p> + +<p>"Does he?" retorted Haney. "Well, you say to the governor that Mart +Haney was a gambler and saloon-keeper during the other 'war,' and now +that he's a mine-owner, with money to hire a regiment of deppyties, his +heart is with the red-neckers—just where it was. Owning a paying mine +has not changed me heart to a stone."</p> + +<p>Ben, as well as Bertha, understood the pride he took in not whiffling +with the shift of wind, but at the same time he considered it a foolish +kind of loyalty. "Very well, I'll take the six-o'clock train to-night in +order to be on hand."</p> + +<p>"What's the rush?" said Haney; "stay on a day or two and see the town +with us—'tis a great show."</p> + +<p>Bertha, re-entering at this moment in her shining gown, put the young +attorney's Spartan resolution to rout. He stammered: "I ought to be on +the ground before the mine-owners begin to open fire, and, +besides—Alice is not very well."</p> + +<p>At the mention of Alice's name Bertha's glance wavered and her eyelids +fell. She did not urge him to stay, and Haney spoke up, heartily: "I'm +sorry to hear she's not well. She was pretty as a rose the night of the +dinner."</p> + +<p>"She lives on her nerves," Ben replied, falling into sadness. "One day +she's up in the clouds and dancing, the next she's flat in her bed in a +darkened room unwilling to see anybody."</p> + +<p>"'Tis the way of the White Death," thought Haney, but he spoke +hopefully: "Well, spring is here and a long summer before her—she'll be +herself against October."</p> + +<p>"I trust so," said Ben, but Bertha could see that he was losing hope and +that his life was being darkened by the presence of the death angel.</p> + +<p>Haney changed the current of all their thinking by saying to Bertha: "If +you are minded to go home, now is your chance, acushla. You can return +with Mr. Fordyce, while Lucius and I go on to New York the morning."</p> + +<p>"No, no!" she cried out in a panic. "No, I am going with you—I want to +see New York myself," she added, in justification. The thought of the +long journey with Ben Fordyce filled her with a kind of terror, a +feeling she had never known before. She needed protection against +herself.</p> + +<p>"Very well," said Haney, "that's settled. Now let's show Mr. Fordyce the +town."</p> + +<p>Ben put aside his doubt and went forth with them, resolute to make a +merry day of it. He seemed to regain all his care-free temper, but +Bertha remained uneasy and at times abnormally distraught. She spoke +with effort and listened badly, so busily was she wrought upon by +unbidden thoughts. The question of her lover's disloyalty to Alice +Heath, strange to say, had not hitherto troubled her—so selfishly, so +childishly had her own relationship to him filled her mind. She now saw +that Alice Heath was as deeply concerned in Ben's relationship to her as +Haney, and the picture of the poor, pale, despairing lady, worn with +weeping, persistently came between her and the scenes Mart pointed out +on their trips about the city. Did Alice know—did she suspect? Was that +why she was sinking lower and lower into the shadow?</p> + +<p>With these questions to be answered, as well as those she had already +put to herself concerning Mart, she could not enjoy the day's outing. +She rode through the parks with cold hands and white lips, and sat amid +the color and bustle and light of the dining-room with only spasmodic +return of her humorous, girlish self. The love which shone from Ben's +admiring eyes only added to her uneasiness.</p> + +<p>She was very lovely in a new gown that disclosed her firm, rounded young +bosom, like a rosebud within its calyx—the distraction upon her brow +somehow adding to the charm of her face—and Ben thought her the most +wonderful girl he had ever known, so outwardly at ease and in command +was she. "Could any one," he thought, "be more swiftly adaptable?"</p> + +<p>They went to the theatre, and her beauty and her curiously unsmiling +face aroused the admiration and curiosity of many others of those who +saw her. At last, under the influence of the music, her eyes lost their +shadow and grew tender and wistful. She ceased to question herself and +gave herself up to the joy of the moment. The play and the +melody—hackneyed to many of those present—appealed to her imagination, +liberating her from the earth and all its concerns. She turned to Ben +with eyes of rapture, saying, "Isn't it lovely!"</p> + +<p>And he, to whom the music was outworn and a little shoddy, instantly +agreed. "Yes, it is very beautiful," and he meant it, for her pleasure +in it brought back a knowledge of the charm it had once possessed.</p> + +<p>They dined together at the hotel, but the thought of Ben's departure +brought a pang into Bertha's heart, and she fell back into her uneasy, +distracted musing. She was being tempted, through her husband, who +repeated with the half-forgetfulness of age and weakness, "You'd better +go back with Mr. Fordyce, Bertie," but there was something stronger than +her individual will in her reply—some racial resolution which came down +the line of her good ancestry, and with almost angry outcry she +answered:</p> + +<p>"There's no use talking that! I'm going with you," and with this she +ended the outward siege, but the inward battle was not closed till she +had taken and dropped the hand her lover held out in parting next +morning, and even then she turned away, with his eyes and the tender +cadences of his voice imprinted so vividly on her memory that she could +not banish them, and she set face towards the farther East with the +contest of duty and desire still going forward in her blood.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XX" id="CHAPTER_XX"></a>CHAPTER XX</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA MEETS MANHATTAN</h3> + + +<p>It was a green land in which she woke. The leaves were just putting +forth their feathery fronds of foliage, and the shorn lawns, the waving +floods of growing wheat, and the smooth slopes of pastures presented +pleasant pictures to the mountain-born girl. These thickly peopled +farm-lands, the almost contiguous villages, the constant passing of +trains roused in her a surprise and wonder which left her silent. Such +weight of human life, such swarming populations, appalled her. How did +they all live?</p> + +<p>At breakfast Haney was in unusual flow of spirits. "'Twas here I rode +the trucks of a freight-car," he said once and again. "In this town I +slept all night on a bench in the depot.... I know every tie from here +to Syracuse. I wonder is the station agent living yet. 'Twould warm me +heart to toss him out ten dollars for that night's lodging. Them was the +great days! In Syracuse I worked for a livery-stableman as hostler, and +I would have gone hungry but for the scullion Maggie. Cross-eyed was +Maggie, but her heart beat warm for the lad in the loft, and many's the +plates of beef and bowls of hot soup she handed to me—poor girl! I'd +like to know where she is; had I the power of locomotion I'd look her +up, too."</p> + +<p>Again Bertha was brought face to face with the great sacrifice she was +obscurely contemplating. The magic potency of money was brought before +her eyes as she contrasted the ragged, homeless boy with the man who sat +beside her. The fact that he had not earned the money only made its +magic the more clearly inherent in the gold itself. It panoplied the +thief's carriage. It made dwarfs admirable, and gave dignity and honor +to the lowly. It made it possible for Marshall Haney to retrace in royal +splendor the perilous and painful journey he had made into the West some +thirty years ago—rewarding with regal generosity those who threw him a +broken steak or a half-eaten roll—and she could imaginatively enter +into the exquisite pleasure this largess gave the man.</p> + +<p>"And there was Father McBreen," he resumed, with a chuckle—"'sure the +mark of Satan is on the b'y,' he used to say every time my mother told +him of one of my divilments. And he was right. All the same, I'd like to +drop in on him and surprise him with a check"—at the moment he forgot +that he was old and a cripple—"just to let him know the divil hadn't +claimed me yet. I'd like to show him me wife." He put his hand on her +arm and smiled. "Sure the old man would revise his prediction could he +see you; he might say the divil had got <i>you</i>—but he couldn't pity +me."</p> + +<p>She turned him aside from this by saying: "I reckon New York is a great +deal bigger than Chicago. Mr. Moss says it makes any other town seem +like a county seat. I'm dead leery of it. I want to see it, but it just +naturally locoes me to think of it."</p> + +<p>"'Tis the only place to spend money—so the boys tell me. I've never +been there but once, and then only for three days. I went on to get a +man when I was sheriff in San Juan. I saw it then mostly as a wonderful +fine swamp to lose a thief in."</p> + +<p>"Did you get your man?" she asked, with formal interest.</p> + +<p>"I did so—and nearly died for want of sleep on the way home; he was a +desprit character, was black Hosay; but I linked him to me arm and tuck +chances."</p> + +<p>Once she had listened to these stories with eager interest; now they +were but empty boasting—so deeply inwrought was her soul with matters +that more nearly concerned her woman's need and woman's nature. The +potency of gold!—could any magic be greater? They lived like folk in a +flying palace (with books and papers, easy-chairs and card-tables), +eating carefully cooked meals, served by attendants as considerate and +as constant as those at their own fireside. The broad windows gave +streaming panorama of town and country, hill and river, and the young +wife accepted it all with the haughty air of one who is wearied with +splendor, but inwardly the knowledge that it all came to Haney (as to +her) unearned troubled her. Luck was his God, but she, while accepting +from him these marvellous, shining gifts, had another God—one derived +from her Saxon ancestors, one to whom luxury was akin to harlotry.</p> + +<p>They left the train at Albany and went to the best hotel in the city to +spend the night. "To-morrow I'll see if I can find anybody who knows +where the old dad is," said Haney. "'Tis too late, and I'm too weary to +do it to-night."</p> + +<p>Bertha was tired, too—mentally wearied, and glad of a chance to be +alone. She went at once to her room, leaving the Captain and Lucius busy +with the Troy directory.</p> + +<p>Haney set about his search next day with the eager zeal of a lad. He +took an almost childish pleasure in displaying his good-fortune. Through +Lucius he hired an auto-car as good as the one he had left in Chicago, +and together he and Bertha rode into his native town, up into the bleak, +brick-paved ward through which he had roamed when a cub. It had changed, +of course, as all things American must, but it was so much the same, +after all, that he could point out the alleys where he used to toss +pennies and play cards and fight. Every corner was historic to him. +"Phil O'Brien used to keep saloon here—and I've earned many a dime +sweepin' out for his barkeeper. I was never a drunken lad," he gravely +said; "I don't know why—I had all the chance there was. I've been +moderate of drink all me life. No, I won't say that—I'll say I tuck it +as it came, with no fear and no favor. When playin', I always let it +alone—it spiled me nerve—I let the other felly do the drinkin'."</p> + +<p>Some of the signs were unchanged, and he sent Lucius in to ask the +proprietor of the "Hoosac Market" to step out; and when he appeared, a +plump man with close-clipped gray hair and smoothly shaven face, he +shouted, "'Tis old Otto—just the man I nade. Howdy, Otto Siegel?"</p> + +<p>Siegel shaded his eyes and looked up at Haney. "You haff the edventege +off me alretty."</p> + +<p>"I'm Mart Haney—you remember Mart Haney."</p> + +<p>Siegel grasped the situation. "Sure! Vy, how you vass dis dime, eh! +Vell, vell—you gome pack in style, ain't it? Your daughter—yes?"</p> + +<p>"My wife," said Haney.</p> + +<p>Siegel raised a fat arm, which a dirty blue undershirt imperfectly +draped, and Bertha shook hands with curt politeness. "Vell, vell, Mart, +you must haff struck a cold-mine by now, hah?"</p> + +<p>"That's what."</p> + +<p>"Vell, vell! and I licked you fer hookin' apples off me vonce—aind dot +right?"</p> + +<p>Mart grinned. "I reckon that's so. I said I'd cut you in two when I grew +up; all boys say such things, but I reckon your whalin' did me good. But +what I want to know is this, can you tell me where to find the old man?"</p> + +<p>"Your fader? He's in Brooklyn—so I heart. I don't know. My, my! he'll +be clad to see you—"</p> + +<p>"You don't know his address?"</p> + +<p>"No, I heart he was livin' mit your sister Kate."</p> + +<p>"Donahue's in a saloon, I reckon."</p> + +<p>"Always. He tondt know nodding else. You can fint him in the +directory—Chon Donahue, barkeep."</p> + +<p>"All right. Much obleeged." Haney looked around. "I don't suppose any of +the boys are livin' here now?"</p> + +<p>"Von or two. Chake Schmidt iss a boliceman, Harry Sullivan iss in te +vater-vorks department, ant a few oders. Mostly dey are scattered; some +are teadt—many are teadt," he added, on second thought.</p> + +<p>"Well, good-luck," and Haney reached down to shake hands again, and the +machine began to whiz. "Tell all the boys 'How.'"</p> + +<p>For half an hour they ran about the streets at his direction, while he +talked on about his youthful joys and sorrows. "You wouldn't suppose a +lad could have any fun in such a place as this," he said, musingly, "but +I did. I was a careless, go-divil pup, and had a power of friends, and +these alleys and bare brick walls were the only play-ground we had. You +can't cheat a boy—he's goin' to have a good time if he has three grains +of corn in his belly and a place to sleep when he's tired. I was all +right till me old dad started to put me into the factory to work; then I +broke loose. I could work for an hour or two as hard as anny one; but a +whole long day—not for Mart! Right there I decided to emigrate and grow +up with the Injuns."</p> + +<p>Bertha listened to his musing comment with a new light upon his life. +She had little cause for the feeling of disgust which came to her while +studying the scenes of his boyhood—her own childhood had been almost as +humble, almost as cheerless—and yet she could not prevent a sinking at +the heart. The gambler, so picturesque in his wickedness, was becoming +commonplace. He rose from such petty conditions, after all.</p> + +<p>Thus far the question of his family relations had not troubled her very +much, for, aside from the chance coming of Charles, she had had little +opportunity of knowing anything about the Haneys, and they had seemed a +very long way off; but now, as she was rushing down upon New York City, +with the promise of not only finding the father, but of taking him back +with them to live, she began to doubt. His character was of the greatest +importance, in view of his taking a seat beside their fire.</p> + +<p>It was singular, it was bewildering, this change in her estimate of +Marshall Haney. The deeper he sank in reminiscent meditation the farther +he withdrew from the bold and splendid freebooter he had once seemed to +her. She was now unjust to him for he was still capable of what his kind +call "standing pat." The rough-and-ready borderman was still housed +under the same thatch of hair with the sentimental old Irishman, and yet +it would have sorely puzzled the keenest observer to discover the +relationship of that handsome, rather serious-browed, richly clothed +young woman and her big, elderly, garrulous companion. Bertha was not +easy to classify, in herself, for she gave out an air of reserve not +readily accounted for. She looked to be the well-clothed, carefully +reared American girl, but her gestures, the silent, unsmiling way in +which she received what was said to her—something indefinably alert and +self-masterful without being self-conscious—gave her a mysterious +charm.</p> + +<p>She was profoundly absorbed in the great, historic river on her right, +and yet she did not cry out as other girls of her age would have done. +She read her folder and kept vigilant eyes upon all the passing points +of interest—even as Haney rumbled on about Charles and his father and +Kate—more than half distraught by the vague recollections she had of +her school histories and geographies. How little she knew! "I must +buckle down to some kind of study," she repeatedly said to herself, as +if it helped her to a more inflexible resolution.</p> + +<p>Soon the mighty city and its fabled sea-shore began to scare her soul +with vague alarms and exultations. Manhattan was as remote to her as +London, and as splendidly alien as Paris. It was, indeed, both London +and Paris to her. Its millions of people appalled her. How could so many +folk live in one place?</p> + +<p>Again the magic power of money bucklered her. It was good to think that +they were to go to the best hotels, and that she had no need to trouble +herself about anything, for Lucius settled everything. He telegraphed +for rooms, he assembled all their baggage and tipped their porters: and +when they rushed into the long tunnel in Harlem he was free to take the +Captain by the arm and help him to the forward end of the car ready to +alight, leaving Bertha to follow without so much as a satchel to burden +her arm. Haney had accepted Lucius' assurance that the Park Palace was +the smart hostelry, and to this they drove as to some unknown inn in a +foreign capital.</p> + +<p>It was gorgeous enough to belong in the tale of Aladdin's lamp—a +palace, in very truth, with entrance-hall in keeping with the +glittering, roaring Avenue through which they drove, and which was to +Bertha quite as strange as a boulevard in Berlin would have been. Lucius +conducted them into the reception-room with an air of proprietorship, +and soon had waiters, maids and bell-boys "jumping." His management was +masterful. He knew just what time to give each man, and just how much to +say concerning his master and mistress. He conveyed to the clerk that +while Captain Haney didn't want any foolish display, he liked things +comfortable round him, and the colored man's tone, as he spoke that word +"comfortable," was far-reaching in effect. The best available places +were put at his command.</p> + +<p>Bertha accepted it all with cold impassivity; it was only a little +higher gloss, a little more glitter than they had suffered in Chicago; +and she was getting used to seeing men in braid and buttons "hustle" +when she came near. The suite of rooms to which they were conducted +looked out on Fifth Avenue, as Lucius proudly explained; and from their +windows he designated some of the houses of the millionaires who receive +the homage of the less rich (and of the very poor) which only nobility +can command in Europe. Bertha betrayed no eager interest in these +notables, but she was very deeply impressed by the far-famed Avenue, +which was already thickening with the daily five-o'clock parade of +carriages, auto-cars, and pedestrians.</p> + +<p>Lucius explained this custom, and said: "If you'd like to go out I'll +get a car."</p> + +<p>"Let's do it!" she exclaimed to Haney.</p> + +<p>"Sure! get one. These smell-wagons must have been invented for cripples +like me."</p> + +<p>Bertha took that ride in the spirit of one who never expects to do it +again, and so deeply did the city print itself upon her memory that she +was able to recall years afterwards a hundred of its glittering points, +angles, and facets. She felt herself up-borne by money. Without Haney's +bank-book she would have been merely one of those minute insects who +timidly sought to cross the street, and yet philosophers marvel at the +race men make for gold! So long as silken parasols and automobiles mad +with pride are keenly enjoyed, so long will Americans—and all others +who have them not—struggle for them; for they are not only the signs of +distinction and luxury, they are delights. A private car is not merely +display; it is comfort. To have a suite of rooms at the Park Palace is +not all show; it makes for homely ease, cleanliness, repose. And these +people riding imperiously to and fro in Fifth Avenue buy not merely +diamonds, but well-cooked food, warm and shining raiment, and freedom +from the scramble on the pave.</p> + +<p>Some understanding of all this was beating home to Bertha's head and +heart. She had as yet no keen desire for the glitter of wealth, but its +grateful shelter, its power to defend and nurture, were qualities which +had begun to make its lure almost irresistible. Haney liked the +auto-car, not for its red and gold (which delighted Lucius), but for its +handiness in taking him about the city. It saved him from climbing in +and out of a high car door; it was swifter and safer than a carriage; +therefore, he was ready to purchase its speed and convenience. He cared +little for the sensation he would create in riding up to his sister's +door in Brooklyn, though he chuckled mightily at the thought of what his +old dad would say; and as they claimed a place among the millionaires he +broke into a sly smile. "If ever a bog-trotter landed at Castle Garden, +me father was wan o' them. I can remember the hat he wore. 'Twas a +'stovepipe,' sure enough. It had no rim at all at all! It was fuzzy as a +cat. If he didn't have a green vest it was a wonder. He took me to see a +play once just to show me how he did look. He was onto his own curves, +was old dad. I hope he's livin' yet. I'd like to take him up the Avenue +in this car and hear the speel he'd put up."</p> + +<p>Bertha was in growing uneasiness, and when alone at the close of her +wonderful ride through this marvellous city, so clean, so vast, so +packed with stores of all things rich and beautiful, she went to her +room in a blur of doubt. Now that an unspoken, half-formed resolution to +free herself was in her mind, she realized that every extravagance like +this ride, these gorgeous rooms, sank her deeper into helpless +indebtedness to Marshall Haney. And this knowledge now took away the +keen edge of her delight, making her food bitter and her pillow hot.</p> + +<p>In the midst of her troubled thinking, Lucius knocked at the door to +ask: "Will you go down to dinner or shall I have it sent up?"</p> + +<p>"Oh no, I'll go down."</p> + +<p>"They dress for dinner, ma'am."</p> + +<p>"Do they? What'll I wear?"</p> + +<p>He considered a moment. "Any light silk—semi-dress will do. I'll send a +maid in to help you."</p> + +<p>"No, I don't need a maid. They're a nuisance," she quickly answered.</p> + +<p>Lucius' attitude towards her was more than respectful—it was paternal; +for she made no more secret of her early condition than Haney, and the +colored man enjoyed serving them. He seemed perfectly happy in advising, +cautioning, directing them, and was deeply impressed with their powers +of adaptability—was, in truth, developing a genuine affection for them +both. He was a lonely little man, Bertha had learned, with no near kin +in the States, and the fact that he came from an Island in the sea made +him less of a "nigger" to the Captain, who had the usual amount of +prejudice against both black and red men.</p> + +<p>The high-keyed, sumptuous dining-hall was filled with small tables +exquisitely furnished, and the carpets underfoot, thick-piled and +deep-toned, gave a singular solemnity to the function of eating. It was +a temple raised to the glory of terrapin and "alligator pears"; and as +the Captain moved slowly across the aisles, closely attended by a +zealous waiter he smiled and said to his wife: "This is a long ways from +Sibley and the Golden Eagle, Bertie, don't you think?"</p> + +<p>"It sure is," she replied, and her laughing lips and big pansy-purple +eyes made her seem very young and very gay again.</p> + +<p>Around her men and women in evening dress were feeding subduedly, while +bevies of hawklike waiters swooped and circled, bearing platters, +tureens, and baskets of iced wine-bottles. It made the hotel at Chicago +appear like a plain, old-fashioned tavern, so remote, so European, so +lavish, and yet so exaggeratedly quiet, was this service. Some of the +women at the tables were spangled like the queens of the stage; mainly +they were not only gloriously gowned, but in harmony with the sumptuous +beauty around them. Their adornments made Bertha feel very rural and +very shy.</p> + +<p>"I wish I was younger," the Captain said, "I'd take ye to the theatre +to-night, but I'm too tired. I could go for a couple of hours, but—to +miss me sleep—"</p> + +<p>"Don't think of it," she hastened to command. "I don't want to go. I'm +just about all in, myself."</p> + +<p>"'Tis a shame, darlin', surely it is, to keep you from havin' a good +time just because I am an old helpless side o' beef. 'Tis not in me +heart to play dog in the manger, Bertie. If ye'd like to go, do so. +Lucius will take ye."</p> + +<p>"Nit," she curtly replied; "you rest up, and we'll go to-morrow night. +We might take another turn and see the town by electric light; you could +kind o' lean back in the car and take it easy."</p> + +<p>This they did; and it was more moving, more appalling, to the girl than +by day. The fury of traffic on Broadway, the crowds of people, the +endless strings of brilliantly lighted street-cars, the floods of +'busses, auto-cars, cabs, and carriages poured in upon the girl's +receptive brain a tide of perceptions of the city's wealth, power, and +complexity of social life which amazed while it exalted her. The idea +that she might share in all this dazzled her. "We could live here," she +thought; "the Captain's income would keep us just anyway we wanted to +live." But a vision of her own beautiful house under the shadow of the +great peak came back to reproach her. Her horses and dogs awaited her. +This tumultuous island was only a place to visit, after all.</p> + +<p>"Do you suppose this goes on every night?" she said to Haney, as they +turned off Broadway.</p> + +<p>"I reckon it does," he said. "How is that, Lucius?" he asked. "Is this a +special performance, or does the old town do this every night?"</p> + +<p>"In the season, yes, sir. It's the last week of the Opera, and it'll be +quieter now till November."</p> + +<p>They returned to their hotel with a sense of having touched the ultimate +in civic splendor, human pride, and social complexity. New York had met +most of their ideals. They were glad it was on American soil and in the +nation's metropolis; but, after all, it remained alien and mysterious, +of a rank with Paris and London—the gateway city of the nation, where +the Old World meets and mingles with the New.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXI" id="CHAPTER_XXI"></a>CHAPTER XXI</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA MAKES A PROMISE</h3> + + +<p>As for Marshall Haney, as he went about New York and Brooklyn in search +of his relations, he was astounded at the translation of the Irish +laborer into something else. "In my time, when I left Troy, all the work +in the streets was done by 'micks,' as they called 'em. Now they're +gone—whisked away as ye'd sweep away a swarm of red ants, and here's +these black Dagos in their places. Where's the Irishman gone—up or +down? That's what's eatin' me. Is he dead or translated to a higher +speer? 'Tis a mysterious dispensation, and troubles me much."</p> + +<p>He found a good many Donahues in Brooklyn, and plenty of them +barkeepers; and after he'd pulled up half a dozen times at these +"joints" Bertha began to pout. She didn't like such places; and as they +were riding in a showy auto-car (the grandest Lucius could secure), they +were pretty middling noticeable. At last she said, more sharply than she +had ever spoken to him before: "Mart, I don't want any more of this. If +you want to visit all the saloons in Brooklyn, I don't. Here's where I +get out."</p> + +<p>He was instantly remorseful. "I was thinkin' of that myself, Bertie. +Lucius and I will go on alone. We'll send you back to the hotel in the +'mobile whilst we take a hack."</p> + +<p>Half doubting, half glad, she consented to this arrangement, and was +soon whirling back towards the ferry, her guilty feeling giving place to +a sense of relief, as if a huge weight had been lifted from her +shoulders—for a moment. She began to understand that half the pleasure +she had taken in her hours with Moss and Humiston lay in the freedom +from her husband's over-shadowing presence. He was not a man to be +ignored, as she had seen wives ignore and put aside their meek partners. +Marshall Haney even yet was a dominating personality, even though his +family affairs were so insistent and so difficult to manage or explain. +If the father came her joy in her home would be gone, and yet she had no +right to refuse him shelter.</p> + +<p>At the same time she was less sure of her place in the world, now that +she was alone. She had the feeling that if anything were to happen—if +the motorman should demand his pay at the door, or the hotel-keeper +refuse to go her bond, she would be helpless. The Captain, for all his +shortcomings and physical disability, was master of every situation. He +had been schooled by stern powers, and his capabilities of defence were +still equal to almost any need.</p> + +<p>On the ferry-boat she found herself surrounded by the swarms of people +who are forever calculating expenditures, who never desert a garment, +and who finger a nickel lovingly; and she caught them looking at her as +upon one of those who enjoy without earning it the product of their +toil. They made way for her, as she got down and walked to the railing, +as they would have done for a millionaire's daughter, a little surlily, +and she divined without understanding this enmity, but was too exalted +by the glittering bay, with its romance of ship and sea and shore and +town, to very much mind what her threadbare fellow-passengers thought of +her. These dark-hulled, ocean-going vessels, these alien flags, widened +her horizon—deepened her sense of the earth's wonder and the wide-flung +nerves of national interest. From this sea-level she looked up in fancy +to her brother's ranch near Sibley as at a cabin on a mountain-side. How +still and faint and far it seemed at the moment!</p> + +<p>At the word of the chauffeur she climbed back into her car, returning to +the isolation which money now provided for her. And so, girt about with +velvet and costly wood and gilding, she rode up through the tearing +throngs of the wharf, whirling past cars and trucks, outspeeding cabs +and carriages, protected by a gambler's name, royally isolated and +defensible by his money. As she spun through Fifth Avenue, so smooth of +pave, so crowded, so sparkling, so far-reaching in its suggestions of +security and power, the girl's soul entered upon a new and fierce phase +of its struggle.</p> + +<p>It was a larger and more absorbing fairy story than any in the <i>Arabian +Nights</i>. Without Marshall Haney, without the gold he brought, she could +never have even looked upon this scene. She would at this moment have +been standing inside her little counter at the Golden Eagle, selling +cigars to some brakeman or cowboy. Ed Winchell would be coming to ask +her, as usual, to marry him, and her mother would still be toiling in +the hot kitchen or be at rest in her grave. Did ever Aladdin's lamp +translate its owner farther or lift him higher? Was not her refusal to +be Marshall Haney's wife the basest ingratitude?</p> + +<p>Not merely so, but the girl felt in herself potentialities not yet drawn +upon, unlimited capabilities leading towards the accomplishment of good. +Money had not merely the magic of exalting, educating, refining, and +ennobling the individual (herself); it had radiating, transforming power +for others. It could diffuse warmth like a flame, and send forth joy +like a bell. "With it I am safe, strong: I can help the poor. Without it +I am only a struggling girl, like millions of others, with no chance and +no power to aid those who suffer." But at this point her love re-entered +and her sense of right was confused. After all the heart ruled.</p> + +<p>At the hotel entrance the head porter was waiting to help her out, and +the chauffeur, without a word or look of reminder, puffed away, secure +in the reputation Lucius had given to Haney. As she went to her room the +maid met her with gentle solicitude, and, after attending to her needs, +considerately withdrew, leaving her deep-sunk in troubled musing.</p> + +<p>Up to the coming of Ben Fordyce she had accepted all that Haney gave her +as from one good friend to another. Once having satisfied herself that +the money was clean of any taint from gambling-hall and saloon, she had +not hesitated to use it. But now something was rising within her which +changed the current of her purpose. Haney was no longer before the bar +of her conscience; the soul under question was her own. Dimly, yet with +ever-growing definiteness, she saw the moment of decision approach. She +must soon decide whether to continue on the smooth, broad highway with +Haney, or to return to the mountain-trail from which he had taken her.</p> + +<p>While still she sat sombrely looking out over the city's roofs, +Humiston's card was brought to her, and at the moment, in her loneliness +and doubt, he seemed like an old friend. "Tell him to come up," she +said, with instant cordiality, and her face shone with innocent pleasure +when she met him. "I'm mighty glad to see you," she frankly said, in +greeting.</p> + +<p>He misconceived her feeling, and took advantage of it to retain her +hand. "I assure you I am delighted to find <i>you</i> again."</p> + +<p>"I thought you'd forgot us."</p> + +<p>His eyes expressed a bold admiration as he answered: "I have done +nothing but remember you. I've been in Pittsburg (only got back to town +yesterday), and here I am." He looked about. "Where is the Captain?"</p> + +<p>She withdrew her hand. "He's out looking for his father. He'll return +soon. He's liable to look in any minute now."</p> + +<p>"You are lovelier than ever. How is the Captain?"</p> + +<p>"Pretty well. He gets tired fairly easy, but he feels better than he +did."</p> + +<p>His look of eager intensity embarrassed her. After a little pause, he +remarked: "I am holding you to your promise. Can't you come over to my +studio this afternoon?"</p> + +<p>"No, not to-day. I must be here when the Captain comes. He may bring the +old father along, and he'd feel lost if I should be gone. Maybe I could +come to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Don't bring the Captain unless you have to—he'll be bored," he said, +in the hope that she would get his full meaning. "I want to introduce +you to some friends of mine."</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't do that!" she protested. "I'm afraid of your friends—they're +all so way-wised while I am hardly bridle-broke."</p> + +<p>"You need not fear," he replied; "you are most to be envied. No one can +have more than health, wealth, and youth and beauty. I would not +hesitate to introduce you anywhere." His admiration was so outspoken, so +choicely worded, that she could not distrust him, though Mrs. Moss had +more than once hinted to her that he was not to be entirely honored. "He +isn't a man to be careless with," she had once said, and yet he seemed +so high-minded, so profoundly concerned with the beautiful world of art. +How could a single-hearted Western girl believe ill of him? He could +not be evil in the ways in which men were wicked in Sibley. His +sensitive face was too weary and his eyes too sad.</p> + +<p>He was adroit enough to make his call short, and withdrew, leaving a +very pleasant impression in her mind. She felt distinctly less lonely, +now that she knew he was in the city, and she was still at the window +musing about him when Haney returned, bringing his father with him.</p> + +<p>The elder Haney interested and amused her in spite of her +perplexities—he was so quaintly of the old type of Irishman and so +absurdly small to be the father of a giant. He carried a shrewd and +kindly face, withered and toothless, yet not without a certain charm of +line. Mart's fine profile was like his sire's, only larger, bolder, and +calmer.</p> + +<p>With a chuckle he introduced him. "Bertie, this is me worthless old +dad." And Patrick, though he was sidling and side-stepping with the +awkwardness of a cat on wet ice, still retained his Celtic +self-possession.</p> + +<p>"Lave Mart to slander the soorce av aal his good qualities," he +retorted. "He was iver an uncivil divil to me—after the day he first +thrun me down, the big gawk."</p> + +<p>Mart took the little man by the collar and twirled him about. "Luk at +'im! Did he ever feel the like of such cloes in his life?"</p> + +<p>Patrick grinned a wide, silent, mirthful grimace. "Sure me heart is +warmed wid 'em. I feel as well trussed as me lady's footman."</p> + +<p>It was plain that every thread on the old man was new. Mart explained. +"I stripped him to the buff and built him up plumb to his necktie, which +is green—the wan thing he would have to his own taste. To-morrow we go +to the tooth-factory."</p> + +<p>"'Tis a waste of good money," interjected Patrick. "I ate soup."</p> + +<p>"Soup be damned! Ye've many a steak to eat with me, ye contrary little +baboon. 'Tis a pity if I can't do as I like with me own. Do as I say, +and be gay."</p> + +<p>Patrick cackled again, and his little twinkling eyes were half hid. "Ye +may load me with jewels and goold, me lad, but divil a once do I allow a +man wid a feet-lathe boring-machine to enter me head."</p> + +<p>"Ye have nothing to bore, ye old jackass! Divil a rock is left to +prospect in—so don't fuss."</p> + +<p>Bertha interjected a question. "Where did you find him?"</p> + +<p>"Marking up in a pool-room. Nice place for the father of Captain Haney! +'Come out o' that,' I says, 'or fight me.' And the old fox showed gooms +at me, and says he: 'I notice ye're crippled, Mart. I think I'll jest +take what ye owe me out of yer hide.'" They both chuckled at the +recollection of it. Then Mart went on: "I'll not disgrace me wife by +telling what the old tramp had on. I tuck him by the shoulder and I +said: 'Have ye anny Sunday clothes?' I said. 'Narry a thread,' says he. +'Come along with me,' I says. 'You can't visit my wife in the hotel till +every thread on yer corpus is changed,' for Donahue keeps a dirty place. +So here he is—scrubbed, fumigated, barbered, and tailored; and when he +gets his cellulide teeth he'll make as slick a little Irishman as ever +left the old sod." Here his face became sadly tender. "I wish the mother +was alive, too; I'd make her rustle in silks, so I would. Heaven rest +her!"</p> + +<p>The father's face grew suddenly accusing in line. "Ye waited too long, +ye vagabond. Yer change of heart comes too late."</p> + +<p>"I know it—I know it! But I could never find time till a man with a +shotgun pointed the way to it. Now I have all the time there is, and +she's gone."</p> + +<p>In this moment of passing shadow Bertha caught a glimpse of the +significance of the scene—of the wonder, almost alarm, which filled the +old man's heart as he stood there scared of the flaming splendor of the +room into which the sunlight fell, exaggerating its gold and pink and +green, but bringing out the excellence of the furnishing, the richness +of the silk tapestry.</p> + +<p>The old man touched a gilded chair tenderly, and Mart cried out: "Lay +hold, man, 'twill not rub off! Sit down and look about ye! Out with your +new pipe and smoke up!"</p> + +<p>He took a seat with forced confidence, and looked about him. "I wish +Donahue and Kate could see this."</p> + +<p>Mart turned a quietly humorous eye on Bertha. "Not this trip. I couldn't +manage Kate," he explained. "She looks like Fan—only more so; and she +has a litter o' young Donahues would make ye wonder could the world have +room for them all."</p> + +<p>Haney the elder had something more than the bog-trotter in him, for as +he grew towards a little more assurance that Mart would not be thrown +out of his hotel for non-payment of bills, he settled down to enjoy his +glass of rare whiskey and a costly cigar with an assumption of ease that +almost deceived the maid, though Lucius, being in the secret, watched +him anxiously for fear he might expectorate on the rug.</p> + +<p>Mart had some "p'otographs" of his house in the Springs, and showed them +to Patrick. "Do ye see yerself smokin' a pipe on that porch?"</p> + +<p>"I do not," the father energetically replied. "I see meself goin' the +rounds of that garden with a waterin'-pot and a pair of shears."</p> + +<p>"I thought ye was a bricklayer, or is it a billiard-marker?" asked Mart, +with quizzical look.</p> + +<p>"I can turn me hand to anny honest work," he replied, with dignity. "An' +can ye say as much?"</p> + +<p>"I cannot," confessed Mart. "Had ye put a club to me back and foorced me +to a trade, sure I'd be layin' brick in Troy this day."</p> + +<p>This retort fairly blinded the sturdy little father. The charge was +false, and yet here sat Mart—a gentleman. While still he puzzled over +the dangerous acknowledgment involved in his son's accusation, Mart +turned to Bertha. "Do ye mind the old man's spendin' the rest of his +days with us, darlin'?"</p> + +<p>"You're the doctor, Mart. It's your house, not mine."</p> + +<p>He felt the change in her. "Oh no, it isn't; it's <i>our</i> house. I never +would have had it only for you." He paused a moment. "The dad is a +well-meaning old rascal, and I'll go bail he don't do mischief."</p> + +<p>Patrick took this up. "He is so, and he means to kape to his own way of +life. If I go West, me b'y, 'tis on wages as a gardener—and, bedad, +I'll draw 'em reg'ler, too. I'd like well to go West ('twould rejice me +to see Fan and McArdle), and I don't object to spendin' a year with you +in Coloraydo, but don't think Patrick Haney is to be pinsioner on anny +one, not even his son."</p> + +<p>Bertha's heart vibrated in sympathy with this note of independence, and +she heartily said: "I hope you will come, Mr. Haney. The Captain is +alone a good deal, and you'd be a comfort to him."</p> + +<p>"I'll consider," the old man said. "I must have time to rea-lize it," he +quaintly added. "I must smoke me pipe in me own garret once more, and +talk it all over with Kate and the Donahues." He refused to stay to +dinner with them (which was a relief to Lucius), and went away jaunty as +a bucko from County Clare.</p> + +<p>He was no sooner gone from the room than Bertha turned to her husband, +and said: "Mart, I want to talk things over with you."</p> + +<p>Something in her voice, as well as in the words, made him turn quickly +and regard her anxiously.</p> + +<p>"What about? What is it, darlin'?"</p> + +<p>"I have something on my mind, and I've got to spit it out before I can +rest to-night. I've just about decided to leave you. I don't feel right +livin' with you."</p> + +<p>He looked at her steadily, but a gray pallor began to show on his face. +He asked, quietly: "Do ye mean to go fer good?"</p> + +<p>Her heart was beating fast, but she bravely faced him. "Yes, Mart, I +don't feel right living with you, and spending your money the way I've +been doing."</p> + +<p>"Why not? It isn't mine—it's yours. Ye airn every cent ye spend."</p> + +<p>"No, I don't!" she cried, passionately. "Now that you're getting better +and Lucius has come, I'm not even a nurse."</p> + +<p>"I'll send him away."</p> + +<p>"No, no; he's worth more than I am."</p> + +<p>"I'll not listen to such talk, Bertie. Ye well know you're the thing +most precious to me. I can't live without ye." His voice thickened. "For +God A'mighty's sake, don't say such things; they make me heart shake! Me +teeth are chatterin' this minute! Ye're jokin'; say you don't mean it."</p> + +<p>"But I do. Don't you see that I can't stay and let you do things for me +like this"—she indicated their apartment—"when I do so little to earn +it all? Mart, I've got to be honest about it. I can't let you spend any +more money on me. Help your own people, and let me go. I do nothing to +pay for what you do for me. It's better for me to go."</p> + +<p>She could not bring herself to be as explicit as she should have been, +but he was not far from understanding her real meaning, as he brokenly +replied: "I've been afraid of this, my girl. I've thought of it all. The +money I spend fer ye is but a small part of my debt. You say you do +nothing for me. Why, darlin', every time you come into the room or smile +at me you do much for me! I'm a selfish old wolf, but I'm not so bad as +you think I am. If anny nice young felly comes along—a good square +man—I'll get off the track; but I want you to let me stay near you as +long as I live." His voice was hoarse with pleading. "Ye're all I have +in the world; all I live for now is to make you happy. Don't pull away +now, when me old heart has grown all round ye. I can't live and I +daren't die without ye—now that's the eternal truth. Darlin', promise +ye won't go—yet awhile."</p> + +<p>Wordless, as full of pain as he, she sat silently weeping, unable to +carry out her resolution—unable to express the change which had come +into her life.</p> + +<p>He went on. "I mark the difference between us. I see ye goin' up while I +am goin' down. My heart is big with pride in ye. You belong with people +like the Congdons and the Mosses—whilst I am only an old broken-down +skate. I'm worse than you know. I went down to Sibley first with hell in +me heart towards you, but that soon passed away—I loved ye as a man +should love the girl he marries—and I love ye now as I love the saints. +I wouldn't mar your young life fer anything in this world—'tis me wish +to lave you as beautiful and fresh as I found you, and to give you all I +have besides—so stay with me, if you can, till the other man comes." +Here a new thought intruded. "Has he come now? Tell me if he has. Did ye +find him in Chicago? Be honest, darlin'."</p> + +<p>"No, no!" she answered. "It isn't that. It's just because—because it +don't seem right."</p> + +<p>"Then ye must stay with me," he said, "and don't worry about not doing +things for me. You do things for me every minute—just by being in the +world. If I can see ye or hear ye I'm satisfied. An' don't cut me off +from spending money for ye, for that's half me fun. How else can I pay +ye for your help to me? I've been troubled by your face ever since we +left home. You don't smile as ye used to do. Don't ye like it here? If +ye don't we'll go back. Shall we do that?"</p> + +<p>She, overwhelmed by his generosity, could only nod.</p> + +<p>His face cleared. "Very well, the procession will head west whenever you +say the word. I hope you don't object to the old father. If ye do—"</p> + +<p>"Oh no; I like him."</p> + +<p>"Then we'll take him; but, remember, I'll let no one come into our home +that will trouble you. I'd as soon have a cinder in me eye as a man I +don't like sitting beside me fire; and if the old man is a burden to ye, +out he goes." He rose, and came painfully to where she sat, and in a +voice of humble sorrow, slowly said: "I don't ask ye to love +me—now—I'm not worth it; and once I thought I'd like a son to bear my +name, but 'tis better not. I'll never lay that burden upon ye. All I ask +is the touch of yer hand now and then, and your presence when I come to +die—I'm scared to die alone. 'Twill be a dark, long journey for old +Mart, and he wants your face to remember when he sets forth."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXII" id="CHAPTER_XXII"></a>CHAPTER XXII</h2> + +<h3>THE SERPENT'S COIL</h3> + + +<p>Lofty as Jerome Humiston talked, and poetic as his face seemed to Bertha +Haney, he was at heart infinitely more destructive than any man she had +ever known; for he took a satanic delight in proving that all women were +alike in their frailty. He had reached also that period of decay wherein +the libertine demands novelty—where struggle is essential, and to +conquer easily is to fail of the joy of victory.</p> + +<p>He, too, had rushed to the conclusion that this girl had married an old +and broken gambler for his money, and that she was of those to be easily +won. Her air of demure reserve piqued him—pleased him. "She is no silly +kitten," he mentally remarked, after their second meeting. "She's in for +a big career. With beauty and youth and barrels of money she will go +far, and I will be her guide—unless I have lost my cunning. She will +share her fortune with me some day, and I will teach her to live."</p> + +<p>He met her at the door of his studio next day with a grave and tender +smile. "I'm glad you've come," he said, "but I'll have to confess that I +have very little to show you here. My pictures are all down at the +gallery, and some of them not yet hung. Next week they will all be in +place. But sit down while I boil some tea. My friends who own this +work-shop are out; they'll be in soon."</p> + +<p>"I don't believe I can stay to-day. The Captain is below."</p> + +<p>"Please do sit down for a moment. I'll be hurt if you don't."</p> + +<p>The studio was a big bare barn of a place with a few broad canvases upon +the walls—not a bit like Humiston; and he explained that his stay in +America being short, he could not afford to have a studio of his own. +"I'm glad you came. You must let me take you to see my 'show' next week. +Your fresh, young, Western eyes are just what I need." This was false, +for he was impatient of all criticism. "I need comfort," he added, +wearily smiling. "I didn't sell enough in the West to pay my railway +fare."</p> + +<p>He seemed ill as well as sad, and Bertha felt sorry for him. "Won't you +come with us for a ride?"</p> + +<p>"I'd rather have you stay and talk with me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I can't do that! The Captain is waiting for me. He said to bring +you."</p> + +<p>"But I don't want to go. I hate automobiles. I hate seeing sights. I +despise this town. I've a grouch against everything in America—except +you. Let me go down and tell the Captain to take his spin alone."</p> + +<p>"No, no," she sharply said. "I keep my word. I said I'd be back in a few +minutes, and I'm going."</p> + +<p>He sighed resignedly. "Very well; but you'll let me come to see you?"</p> + +<p>"Why, cert! Come to dinner any day. We don't browse around much outside +the hotel. We're mostly always feeding at six."</p> + +<p>"I'll come, and you must not fail to let me show you my pictures."</p> + +<p>"Sure thing! I want to buy one to take home with me."</p> + +<p>He assumed great candor. "I won't say that your ability to buy one of my +pictures is not of interest to me, for it is; but quite aside from that, +there is something in you that appeals to me. You make me think better +of the West—of America. I feel that you will find something in my +pictures which the critics miss." Then, with mournful abruptness, he +added: "No doubt Joe told you of my unhappy marriage—"</p> + +<p>"No, he didn't."</p> + +<p>"My wife cares nothing for my work. She takes no interest in anything +but the frippery side of life. That's what appeals to me in you—you are +so aspiring. I feel that you have such wonderful possibilities. You +would spur a man to big things."</p> + +<p>They were both standing as if he had forgotten where he was, and she, +embarrassed but fascinated by his words, and especially held by his +voice, dared not make a motion till he released her. He looked round +him. "I don't wonder you dislike this room; it's horribly cold and +depressing to me. I can't work here. I wish you could see my den in +Paris. Perhaps you will let me show it to you some day. All my happiest +days have been spent in France. I am more French than American now."</p> + +<p>He took her hand again, and with a return to his studiedly cheerful +manner called her to witness that she had promised to come to see his +paintings. "And please remember that I am going to take you at your word +and dine with you—perhaps this very night."</p> + +<p>"All right, come along," she replied, and went away filled with wonder +at the familiar, almost humble attitude he had assumed towards her.</p> + +<p>He did indeed dine with them that night, and quite won the Captain to a +belief in him. "Come again," he heartily said. And the great artist +feelingly answered: "I mean to, for, strange to say, I am almost as +lonesome in this big town as anybody could be." This was a lie, but +Haney's sympathy was roused. "There'll always be an empty chair for +you," he repeated, with a feeling that he, too, was encouraging art.</p> + +<p>Humiston pursued this game with singular and joyous skill. He talked of +the West and of politics with the Captain, and of love and art and his +essentially lonely life to Bertha. He returned often to the wish that +they might meet in Paris. "A trip abroad would do you infinite good," he +insisted. "What you need is three years of life in Paris. With your +beauty and money, and, above all, with your personal magnetism, you +could reign like a queen. I wonder that you don't go. It would be worth +more to you than any other possible schooling. I don't know of anything +in this world that would give me greater pleasure than to show you +Paris."</p> + +<p>Bertha's silence in face of these approaches deceived him. The throbbing +of her bosom, the fall of her eyelashes, were due to instinctive +distrust of him. That he was more dangerous than the rough miners and +cowboys of the West she could not believe, and yet she drew back in +growing fear of one who openly claimed the right to plow athwart all the +barriers of law and custom. His mind's flight was like that of the +eagle—now rising to the sun in exultation, now falling to the gray sea +to slay. At times she felt a kind of gratitude that he should be willing +to sit beside her and talk—he, so skilled, so learned, so famous.</p> + +<p>The Chicago papers were still filled with criticism of his work and his +theories, and this discussion, as well as the appearance of his portrait +in the magazines, had made of him a very exalted person in little Mrs. +Haney's eyes, and the interest he took in her was too subtly flattering +not to affect her. He seemed fond of the Captain, too, and often joined +them in their trips about the city, and the fellows who had known +Humiston in Paris and who did not know Bertha nodded knowingly. "Jerry's +amusing himself, as usual. I wonder who she is?"</p> + +<p>He explained his poverty one day as he sat with her in the little +gallery where his paintings were hung. "The fact is, while other men +have been painting to order and doing 'stunts' for the Salon, I've gone +on refining, seeking new shades, new allurements, subordinating line to +color, story to harmony, till my work is sublimated beyond my public. +The people that bought my things once can't follow me; it is only now +and then that a man, or a woman <i>feels</i> what I'm after—and so I live. I +hold all things beautiful to paint, America does not."</p> + +<p>He liked her all the better because she did not try to say what she +thought of his pictures, and when she insisted on taking one of them +home he quickly stopped her. "I'm not asking you to take pity on me," he +sharply said. And in this lay the subtlest touch of flattery he had yet +used: the idea that she, an ignorant mountain girl, could be accused of +patronizing a man so distinguished, so gifted as he, moved her in spite +of all warnings. Why should she not use her money to help this wonderful +artist?</p> + +<p>She insisted on a picture, and asked him to select one for her. "I've +got a big house out in the Springs, and I'd like something of yours."</p> + +<p>"Not out of this collection," he declared. "These are not the ones on +which my fame rests. The ones that represent me are in the cellar."</p> + +<p>Her eyes were wide in question. "What do you mean by that?"</p> + +<p>"American dealers won't include my best things in the exhibit—they are +too 'direct.' They are stored over here in a warehouse. I'd like to show +them to you. Will you come?" he asked, with eager eyes.</p> + +<p>And she, with a sense of being distinguished above the great public, +consented. Humiston rose animatedly. "Let's go over and see them now."</p> + +<p>His gentle <i>camaraderie</i>, his eagerness, touched Bertha, and when he +took her arm to help her into the elevator or to make sure she did not +stumble at the crossing she was stirred—not as Ben's hand had moved +her, but her blood nevertheless palpably quickened. Was it not wonderful +that she, so lately from the mountains, should be walking here in the +midst of the thronging multitudes of a great city street in the company +of one of the chief artists of the world?</p> + +<p>Humiston, crafty, cruel, unscrupulous, returned to his abuse of the +city, and explained to her that American dealers had no real +appreciation of art. "They sell anything that will sell, any cheap daub, +and yet they dared to refuse to exhibit my best things! It was the same +in Pittsburg and Buffalo; they're all alike. But what can you expect of +these densely material towns? Beauty means only prettiness to them."</p> + +<p>The salesman of the shop, accustomed to seeing Humiston pass in and out +with friends, paid no special heed to the painter as he led Bertha into +the farther room, where a few of his pictures hung among a dozen others. +No one was in the gallery, and just as she was wondering where the other +paintings could be, he opened a door (which was cut out of the wall and +partly concealed by paintings), and smilingly said: "Here is the inner +temple. Enter."</p> + +<p>She obeyed with a little hesitation, for the storeroom was not well +lighted, and she had a wild bird's distrust of dark, enclosing walls.</p> + +<p>Humiston shut the door behind him and followed her, plaintively saying: +"Isn't it hard lines to have to bring my friends into this hole to show +my masterpieces?" And by this she inferred that there was nothing +unusual in the experience.</p> + +<p>It was a long, bare hall, filled with boxes and littered with bits of +excelsior, and Bertha looked about her uneasily while Humiston bent over +some canvases stacked on the floor. He seemed to be selecting one with +care. An electric lamp was swinging from the ceiling, and under it stood +a large easel, and on this he placed a canvas, and, stepping back with +eyes fixed on her, said with spirit: "This is one of my best. It was in +the new Salon—here is the number. And yet it may not be exhibited in +this rotten town."</p> + +<p>Bertha inwardly recoiled from the canvas, for it was a painting of a +nude figure of a girl at the bath. The critics had said, "It is naked, +rather than nude," and the dealers objected to it on this ground, and to +the Western girl it was both shocking and ugly. Before she had caught +her breath he continued, in a tone that was at once a seduction and a +defence: "There is nothing more beautiful in the world than the female +form; it is the flower of flowers. Why should it not be painted?" And +then, while still he argued for the return of the Greek's love of +beauty, covering his moral depravity with the mantle of the philosopher, +he placed another canvas before her—something so unrefined, so animal, +so destructive of womanly modesty and of all reserve, that any one +looking upon it would instantly know that the man who had painted it was +a degenerate demon—an associate of dissolute models, an anarchist in +the world of women. It was fit only for the banquet-halls of the damned.</p> + +<p>Bertha stared at it—fascinated by the sense of the tempter's nearness. +It was as if a satyr had suddenly revealed his lawless soul to her. Her +thinking for an instant chained her feet, and her silence emboldened +him.</p> + +<p>Even as she turned to flee she felt his arm about her waist, his breath +upon her cheek. "Don't go!" he pleaded, and in his eyes was the same +look she had seen in the face of Charles Haney. At last he stood +revealed. His artist soul could stoop as low in purpose as a drunken +tramp. Beating him off with her strong hands, she ran down the hall and +burst into the brilliantly lighted exhibition room such a picture of +affrighted, outraged girlhood that the salesman stared upon her in +wonder. His look of surprise warned Bertha of her danger. Composing +herself by tremendous effort of the will, she closed the door and walked +slowly out into the street, her brain in a tumult of anger and shame.</p> + +<p>It seemed at the moment as if every man she had ever known was a +brute-demon seeking to destroy her. She understood now the reason for +the great painter's flattering deference to her opinion. From the first +he had sought to blind her. His ways were subtler than those of Charles +Haney and his like, but his soul was no higher; it was indeed more +ignoble, for he was of those who claim to dispense learning and light. +Pretending to add beauty to the world, he was ready to feed himself at +the cost of a woman's soul. She recalled Mrs. Moss' hints about his life +in Paris, and understood at last that he had wilfully misread her homage +and trust. A realization of this perfidy filled her with a fury of hate +and disgust. Was Ben Fordyce like all the rest? Did his candor, his +sweetness of smile, but veil another mode of approach? Was his kiss as +vile in its disloyalty, his embrace as remorseless in its design?</p> + +<p>She walked back along the shining avenue to her hotel with drooping +head. She knew the worst of Humiston now. She burned with helpless wrath +as she dwelt upon his assumptions of superiority. She hated the whole +glittering, unresting, lavish city at the moment, and her soul longed +for the silence of the peaks to the west. She turned to her husband as +one who seeks a tower of refuge in time of war.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIII" id="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a>CHAPTER XXIII</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA'S FLIGHT</h3> + + +<p>Before she had fairly recovered her poise next day Lucius brought to her +a letter from Humiston—a suave, impudent note wherein he expressed the +hope that she was well, and went on to plead in veiled phrase: "I'm +sorry you did not stay to see the rest of my pictures. I meant it all as +a compliment to your innate good taste and purity of thought. I expected +you to see them as I painted them—in pure artistic delight. You +misunderstood me. I hope you will let me see you again. You must +remember you promised to let me make a portrait sketch of you."</p> + +<p>Although not skilled in polite duplicity, Bertha was able to read +beneath the serene insolence of these lines something so diabolically +relentless that she turned cold with fear and repulsion. She had no +experience which fitted her to deal with such a pursuer, and she +shuddered at the rustling of the paper in her hand as she had once +quivered in breathless terror of a rattlesnake stirring in the leaves +near the door of her tent. Her first impulse was to lay the whole affair +before the Captain, but the knowledge of his deadly temper when roused +decided her to slip out at the other side of this fearsome thicket and +leave the serpent in possession. She longed to return to the West. The +little group of people in the Springs allured her; they were to be +trusted. Congdon and Crego and Ben—these men she knew and respected. +Her joy of the big outside Eastern world had begun to pass, and she +dreaded to encounter again the bold eyes and coarse compliments of the +men who loaf about the hotels and clubs.</p> + +<p>She turned to Haney as he came into her room, and said: "Mart, I want to +go home—to-day."</p> + +<p>"All right, Bertie, I'm ready—or will be, as soon as I pick up the old +father. But don't you want to see that show we've got tickets for?"</p> + +<p>"No, I've had enough of this old town. I'm crazy to go home."</p> + +<p>"Home it is, then." He called sharply; "Lucius!" The man appeared, +impassive, noiseless, unhurried. The Captain issued his orders: "Thrun +me garbage into a thrunk, and call some one to help the missus; we're +goin' to hit the sunset trail to-night. 'Phone me old dad besides, and +have him come over at wanst. Here we emigrate westward by the next +express."</p> + +<p>The man quietly took control of the situation, and in a few moments the +Captain's commands were being carried out with the precision of a +military camp.</p> + +<p>Bertha, alarmed by Humiston's letter, refused to go down to the public +dining-room. A fear that she might encounter the painter possessed her, +and the thought of him was at once a shame and torment; therefore, she +had her luncheon sent up, and Lucius himself found time to wait upon +them.</p> + +<p>As they were in the midst of their meal, Haney remarked rather than +asked: "Of course, you're going back with us, Lucius."</p> + +<p>"I have thought of it, sir, but it isn't in our contract."</p> + +<p>"We can put it in," said Bertha.</p> + +<p>"We can't do without you now," added Mart.</p> + +<p>Lucius seemed pleased. "Thank you for that, Captain. I don't +particularly care for the West, but I find service with you agreeable."</p> + +<p>Haney chuckled. "Service, do ye call it? Sure, man, 'tis you are in +command. I'm but a high private in the rear rank."</p> + +<p>Lucius's yellow face flushed and his eyes wavered. "I hope I haven't +assumed—"</p> + +<p>"Assumed! No, 'tis we who are obligated. We need you as bad as a +plainsman needs a guide in the green timber; and if you don't mind a +steady job of looking after us social tenderfeet, I'm willing to make it +right with you—and Mrs. Haney feels just the way I do."</p> + +<p>"Sure, Mart—only trouble with Lucius is, he leaves so little for me to +do. He's <i>too</i> handy—if anything."</p> + +<p>"That'll wear off," replied Haney. "Well, then, it's all settled but the +price, and I reckon we can fix that. If I can't pay cash, I'll let you +in on the mine."</p> + +<p>Lucius smiled. "Thank you, Captain; it's not entirely a question of pay +with me; my wants are few."</p> + +<p>Bertha seized the moment to put a question she had been minded many +times to ask. "Lucius, what's your plan? You can't intend to do this all +your life? Tell us your ambition—maybe we can help you."</p> + +<p>He looked away, and a deeper shadow fell over his face. "I had ambitions +once, Mrs. Haney, but my color was against me. Yes, I think I'll stay as +I am. There is a certain security in being valet. You white people know +exactly where to find me, and I know just how to meet you. In my +profession it was different—I was always being cursed for presumption."</p> + +<p>"What was your profession?" asked Haney.</p> + +<p>"I studied law—and practised for a year or two in Washington; but I +didn't like my position; I was neither white nor colored, so when I got +a good chance I went out to service with a senator as body-servant." He +stopped abruptly as though that were all of his tale.</p> + +<p>Haney said: "Well, if you can put up with an ignorant old hill-climber +like meself, I'll be grateful, and I'll try not rub your fur the wrong +way."</p> + +<p>Lucius became very earnest for the first time. "There, sir, is one point +upon which I must insist. If I go with you, you are to treat me just as +you have been doing—as a trusted servant. I'm sorry I told you anything +about myself. My service thus far has been very pleasant, very +satisfactory, and unless we can go on in the same way, I must leave."</p> + +<p>"Very well," replied Haney. "It's all settled—you're adjutant-general +of the Haneys' forces."</p> + +<p>After Lucius went away Bertha said, thoughtfully: "I wish he hadn't told +us that; I can't order him around the way I've been doing."</p> + +<p>Haney smiled. "Did ye order him around? I niver chanced to hear ye do +anything but ask him questions. 'Lucius, will ye do this?' 'Lucius, +won't ye do that?'"</p> + +<p>Bertha was troubled, and found herself embarrassed by the mulatto's +services. She now perceived sadness beneath the quiet lines of his face +and hard-won culture in the tones of his voice. The essential tragedy of +his defeat grew more poignant to her as she watched him getting the +trunks strapped, surrounded by maids and porters. How could she have +misread his manner? He was performing his duties, not with quiet gusto, +but in the spirit of the trained nurse.</p> + +<p>This mountain girl had always regarded Illinois as "the East," but after +a few weeks in New York City she now looked away to Chicago as a Western +town. She was glad to face the sunset sky again, and yet as she wheeled +away to the train she acknowledged a regret. Under the skilful guidance +of Lucius she had seen a great deal of the splendid and furious +Manhattan. She had gazed with unenvious admiration on the palaces of +upper Fifth Avenue and the Park. Together with Haney she had spun up +Riverside Drive, past Grant's Tomb, and on through Washington Heights, +with joy of the far-spreading panorama. She had visited the Battery and +sailed the shining way to Staten Island in silent awe of the ship-filled +bay. She had heard the sunset-guns thunder at Fort Hamilton, and had +threaded the mazes of the Brooklyn Navy-Yard, and each day the +mast-hemmed island widened in grandeur and thickened with threads of +human purpose, making the America she knew very simple, very quiet, and +very remote.</p> + +<p>Night by night she had gone to the music-halls and theatres, and her +mind had been powerfully wrought upon by what she had seen and heard. In +all these trips Haney had heroically accompanied his wife, though he +frequently dropped asleep in his seat; and he, too, left the city with +regret, though he said, "Thank God, I'm out of it," as they settled into +their seats in the ferry. "'Tis not the night traffic that wears me +down—I'm used to being on the night shift; 'tis the wild pace Lucius +sets by day. Faith, 'twas the aquarium in the morning and the circus in +the afternoon. Me dreams have been wan long procession of misbegotten +fish, ballet-dancers, dirty monkeys, and big elephants the nights. 'Tis +a great city, but I am ready to return to me peaceful perch above the +faro-board; I think 'twould rest me soul to see a game of craps."</p> + +<p>"Why didn't you order Lucius to let up on the sight-seeing business?" +Bertha said.</p> + +<p>"And expose me weak knees to me nigger? No, no, Mike."</p> + +<p>"I wanted you to let me rummage about alone."</p> + +<p>"You did. But I could not allow that, neyther. So long as I can sit the +road-cart or run me arms into a biled shirt I'll stay by, darlin'. 'Tis +not safe for you to go about alone in the hell-broth of these Eastern +streets. Besides, while I'm losin' weight I'm lighter on me feet than +when I came. I've enjoyed me trip, but it does seem sinful to think of +our big house standing empty and the horses 'stockin'' in their stalls, +and I'm glad we're edgin' along homeward."</p> + +<p>"So am I," Bertha heartily agreed, even as she looked lovingly back upon +the mighty walls and towers which filled the sky behind her. It was a +gloriously exciting place to live in, after all. "Some day I may come +back," she promised herself, but the thought of Humiston lurking like a +wolf in the shadow came to make her going more and more like an escape.</p> + +<p>The elder Haney amused her by his frank comment on everything that was +strange to him. His new teeth, which did not fit him very securely, +troubled him greatly, and he spoke with one hand held alertly, ready to +catch them if they fell, but his smile was a radiant grin, and his +shrewd old face was good to look at as he faced the splendors of the +limited express.</p> + +<p>"'Tis foine as a bar-room," said he. "To be whisked about over the world +like this is no hairdship. Bedad, if I'd known how aisy it was I'd a +visited McArdle befoore." He pretended to believe that everybody +travelled this way, and that Mart was merely doing the ordinary in the +matter of meals and state-room; and as he wandered from end to end of +the train and found only luxurious coaches, and people taking their +ease, he had all the best of the argument. Lucius he regarded as a man +of his own level, and they held long confabulations together—the +colored man accepting this comradeship in the spirit of democracy in +which it was given. Mart, for his part, sat looking out of the window, +dreaming of the past.</p> + +<p>As she neared Chicago next day Bertha thought with pleasure of seeing +the Mosses again. Now that Humiston was eliminated, she had only the +pleasantest memories of the people she had met in the smoky city. It was +as if in a dark forest of lofty trees she had found a pleasant mead on +which the warm sunlight fell. The mellow charm of the studios was made +all the more appealing by reason of the drab and desolate waste through +which she was forced to pass to attain the light and laughter of those +high places.</p> + +<p>Chicago had grown more gloomily impressive, and at the same time—by +reason of her knowledge of the larger plans and mightier enterprises of +New York—it seemed simpler, and Bertha re-entered the hotel which had +once dazzled her in confidence, finding it cheerful and familiar. She +liked it all the better because it was less pretentious. It gave her a +pleasant sense of getting back home to have the men in buttons smile and +say, "Glad to see you, Mrs. Haney." The head clerk was very cordial; he +even found time to come out and shake hands. "I can't give you precisely +your old quarters," he said, "but I can fix you out on the next floor. +I'm sure you'll be very comfortable." Thereupon she took up her quietly +luxurious life at the point where she had dropped it some weeks before.</p> + +<p>There lay in this Western girl a strongly marked tendency towards the +culture and refinement of the East; and, though she had grown up far +from anything æsthetic in home-life, she instinctively knew and loved +the beautiful in nature, the right thing in art; and now that she was +about to leave the East for the West—perhaps to abandon the town for +the village—she found herself aching with a hunger which had hitherto +been unconscious. She was torn with desire to go and a longing to stay. +New York, Paris, the world, was open before her if only she were content +to take Marshall Haney's money and use it to these ends.</p> + +<p>That night as she lay in her bed hearing the rumble and jar of the +city's traffic, her mind recalled and dwelt upon the wonderful scenes, +especially the beautiful pictures which her eyes had gleaned from the +East. The magical, glittering spread of Manhattan harbor, the silver +sweep of the Hudson at West Point, the mighty panorama from Grant's +Tomb, the silken sheen of Fifth Avenue on a rainy night, the crash and +glitter of upper Broadway, the splendid halls of art, literature, and +especially of music and the drama—all these came back one by one to +claim a place beside her peaks and cañons, sharing the glory of the +purple deeps and the snowy heights of the mountains she had hitherto +loved so single-heartedly and so well.</p> + +<p>She saw Sibley now for what it was—a village almost barren of beauty—a +good, kindly, homey place, but so little and so dull! To go back there +to live was quite impossible. "If I quit Mart I must find something to +do here—in the East. I can't stand Sibley."</p> + +<p>She longed for the Springs because of her home there and because of +Ben—but she realized that it possessed, after all, but very limited +opportunities for the purchase of culture. The great centres had begun +to exercise dominion over her. She had ever been a lonely little soul, +with no confidante of her own sex. Speech had never been fluent with +her, and she was still elliptical, curt, and in a sense inexpressive. +She had no chatter, and the ways of women were in many directions alien +to her. Miss Franklin had been her teacher, and yet, while respecting +her, she had never learned to love her. Next to Ben Fordyce she leaned +upon the judgment and sympathy of the sculptor, whose fine eyes were +aglow with a high purpose. She was certain that he was both good and +wise.</p> + +<p>Mart was much amused at his father, who refused to sleep a second night +at the hotel. "It's too far from the street," said he. "I think I'll go +stay with Fan if ye'll lay out the course that leads to her dure." So +Lucius went with him, bearing a message from Haney: "Tell Fan I'll be +over to see her to-morrow. I'm too tired to go to-day," and the father +hurried away in joyous relief.</p> + +<p>"'Tis unnatural to see a son of mine in such Babylonish splendor," he +confided to Lucius. "Faith, it gives me a turn every time I see him +unwind a bill from that big wad he carries in his pocket. 'Tis like +palin' a red onion to him—nothing more."</p> + +<p>The Captain was up early next day, and eager to see how his sister was +getting along in her new house, and to please him Bertha went with him. +The transposition of the McArdles, like most charitable enterprises, had +not been entirely a success. The children had blubbered at being torn +away from their playmates and the alleys and runways which they +infested. They were like lusty rats suddenly let loose in a fine new +barn with no dark corners, no burrows, no rotten planks, chips, or +coal-heaps to dig into or hide beneath. The alleys in Glenwood were +leafy lanes, the streets parked and concreted, and the school-yard +unnaturally clean and shaded by fine young trees—which no one was +allowed to climb.</p> + +<p>Furthermore, there was work to do in the garden—and this was onerous to +the boys. Then, too, they had to fight their battles all over again. +However, they did this with pleasure, establishing dreadful reputations +among the neat, knickerbocker "sissies" who were foolish enough to cross +them. Dress, Mrs. McArdle declared, was now a real trial. The girls had +to be "in trim all the time," and the boys were as violently in contrast +to their fellows as a litter of brindle barn-kits beside a well-groomed +tabby-cat's family. "I'm clean worn out with it, Mart," she confessed. +"We've been here two weeks the day, and the children howlin' the whole +time to go back and McArdle workin' himself to the figger of a spoon +with a mind to polish the lawn and get the garden into seed."</p> + +<p>But Mart only smiled. "'Tis good discipline, Fan."</p> + +<p>Haney senior was delighted with his daughter's household. "Faith, the +roar and tumble of the whelps brings back to me me own wife and childer. +Them was good days. 'Twas hard skirmishin' some weeks for bacon and +p'taties, but I got 'em someway, and you ate ivery flick of it—snappin' +and snarlin', but happy as a box of pups."</p> + +<p>His son and daughter looked at each other and laughed; then Mart said: +"'Tis a sad memory the father has, a most inconvenient and embarrassing +mind."</p> + +<p>They all stayed to dinner, and Bertha rolled up her sleeves and helped +in the kitchen while the Captain went to market with Lucius. McArdle +having got a half-day off, came home highly wrought up again at thought +of meeting Captain Haney and his handsome wife. He looked distinctly +less care-worn, though he confessed that it was hard to rise at the hour +necessary to reach his work at seven. Bertha's heart warmed to him. In a +certain dreamy, speculative turn of eye he was like her father—a man +inventing new forms as naturally as other minds copy worn models. He was +gaining in conversational powers, as he came to know Mart better, and +took occasion to lay before him the plans for several inventions, small +in themselves, but of possible value, so Lucius said.</p> + +<p>There was something hearty, wholesome, and satisfying in this visit, and +Bertha went away with increased liking for the McArdles. "I'm glad you +gave them a boost, Mart," she said, as they left the house, "and you +fixed it fine. Mac talked to me a half-hour explaining that you hadn't +put it on a charity basis—just sold the house on long time."</p> + +<p>"That was Lucius's idea. Wasn't it, Lucius?"</p> + +<p>Lucius did not appear to hear.</p> + +<p>They were whirring down an avenue bordered by elms in expanding leaf, +the sky was filled with big white clouds like those which come and go +over the great domes of the Rockies, and the air was warm and sweet, not +yet dusked by the city's chimneys. Bertha's heart rose on joyous wing. +"Let's call and take the Mosses for a ride," she suggested.</p> + +<p>"With all the pleasure in the world," he replied; and when they drew up +before the side door of the huge block, Bertha sprang out and hurried in +without waiting for Lucius to accompany her.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Moss came to the studio door, and Bertha's shining face so wrought +upon her that she seized her and kissed her with sincere pleasure. "Joe, +here's Mrs. Haney."</p> + +<p>Moss was modelling a small figure on a stand near one of the windows, +but left his work and came towards her with beaming smile. "What a +coincidence! We were just discussing you. How do you do? Shake my +arm—my hands are muddy." She took his outbent wrist and shook it with +frank heartiness. He explained: "I said you'd come back; Julia declared, +'No. Once she tastes the glories of New York, good-bye to Chicago and +the West.'"</p> + +<p>Bertha interrupted: "I want you to lay off and go out for a whirl in our +machine."</p> + +<p>"How gay!" cried Moss. "I ought to be working, for my rent is coming +due; but what's the diff? Here goes! Come on, Julia, we'll shut up shop +and let art wag."</p> + +<p>Julia was doubtful. "You know you promised—"</p> + +<p>"Of course I did—that's the prerogative of the artist. Come on, now; +I'll work to-night."</p> + +<p>"To-night is the Hall's circus party."</p> + +<p>"So it is! Well, no matter. I'm hungry for some whizzing, lashing, cool, +clear air."</p> + +<p>Dodging behind a screen in the corner, like an actor "doing a stunt," he +reappeared a few moments later with clean hands, wearing a gray jacket +and cap. "Hurry, hurry!" he called. He was like a lad invited to go +fishing or swimming.</p> + +<p>"I've been all 'balled up' since you went away," he explained—"took a +contract to produce a certain line of ornamental reliefs; it never pays +to be mercenary. But there it is! I was greedy, I went out for +money—now behold me in the grasp of a business agreement. Can't sleep, +can't breathe country air—had to work all day Sunday."</p> + +<p>"It'll pay some of our debts, though," explained Mrs. Moss, "and buy the +children's summer suits."</p> + +<p>"Summer suits! Why summer suits? I only had one complete suit a year +when I was a child—and that was a buff."</p> + +<p>All the way down the elevator he gazed admiringly at Bertha. "My, my! +how fit you look. Julia, why don't you get a hat and cloak like that?"</p> + +<p>"Why don't I? Do you know why?" Then as they came out in sight of the +'mobile she said, "Why don't you furnish me an auto-car like this?"</p> + +<p>"I will," he said, as though the notion had just risen in his mind. +"I'll secure one this week."</p> + +<p>Mart, who had taken a seat with Lucius, was touched and warmed by their +hearty greeting, and they rolled away up the street as merry as +school-children—even the self-contained Lucius smiled at Joe's odd +turns of speech. Bertha's heart swelled with the keen delight of giving +pleasure to her friends. This was, indeed, the chief of all the wondrous +powers of money—it enabled one to be hospitable, to possess a home +wherein visitors were always welcome, to own a car in which dear friends +could ride; for the moment her resolution to give it all up weakened.</p> + +<p>Moss was delirious with joy as they went sweeping up the Lake Shore +Drive. He took off his cap and stood up in the car in order to drink +deep of the wind that came over the water, crisp and clean and +crystalline.</p> + +<p>On the park mead the boys were playing ball, and the combination of +green grass and soft and feathery foliage was very beautiful. The +water-fowl were out, the captive cranes crying, and the drives were full +of carriages and cars. It was all very cheering, with death and winter +far away.</p> + +<p>Moss, sobering somewhat, began to set forth his plan for making Chicago +a new and greater Venice by bringing the lake into all the city +boulevards and spanning these waterways with stately bridges of a new +type, "designed by Joe Moss, of course," he added; "'twould make Venice +look like a faded print in a lovely old song-book."</p> + +<p>His talk took hold of Bertha's imagination—not because she cared to see +Chicago adorned, but because he was so singularly altruistic in his +concernments. That a man should live to make the world more beautiful +was a wondrous discovery for her. He was not specially troubled about +the physical welfare or the morals of the average citizen, but the +city's grossness, its willingness to perpetuate ugly forms, rasped him, +angered him.</p> + +<p>She was eager to tell him of her own change of view, but waited till +their ride was over and they were seated in the studio and a moment's +private conversation was possible. Tingling with the stimulus of his +fragmentary exclamations, she impulsively began: "If I were a poor girl +who wanted to earn a living in the world, what would you advise me to +do?"</p> + +<p>"Get married!" His answer was jocular, but, observing her displeasure, +he added: "I'm sorry I said that in just that tone, but at the same time +I really mean it. A woman can do other things, but marry she must if she +is to fulfil her place in the world—and be happy."</p> + +<p>She was balked and disappointed, he perceived, and he was forced to go +further: "I certainly wouldn't advise any girl to study painting or +sculpture in the hope of making a living by it. The only side of art +that isn't hopelessly out of the running is the decorative—home +decoration is a sure and worthy profession. People don't feel keen need +of sculpture, but they do like pretty walls and nice furniture. I know +several highly successful women decorators—but I wouldn't advise that +work for any one as an easy way to make a living, for the decorative +sense is either a gift at birth or acquired after hard study."</p> + +<p>"Do they teach it over there?" She nodded towards the lake. "I liked it +over there," she said, wistfully. "You see I didn't get much of a show +at school. I began to stay out to help mother when I was fourteen. I +missed a whole lot. I'd kind o' like to make it up now if I could."</p> + +<p>Moss was eager to probe a little deeper. "Your life is thrillingly +romantic to us—the kind of thing we read of. Congdon writes that you +have a superb home. I should think you'd hate to leave it, even for a +visit."</p> + +<p>Her hands strained together as if in resistance to an impulse of +pleading; then she answered: "Yes—but then, you see, it isn't really +mine—it's the Captain's."</p> + +<p>"Yours by marriage."</p> + +<p>"That's what people say—but I don't know. Sometimes I think I have no +right to any part of it. You have to earn what you own, don't you?"</p> + +<p>What was this doubt at her heart? The unexplained emotion in her voice +moved him profoundly. He cautiously approached. "Of course, we know +Frank Congdon—he likes to 'string' us Easterners and we take his yarns +with due discount. I suppose Captain Haney, like many other Western men, +is ready to try his luck now and again, and in that sense really is a +gambler."</p> + +<p>She faced him squarely. "No, he has been the real thing. He kept a +saloon—when I first knew him, but he gave it all up for me. I wouldn't +promise to marry him till he did. Everybody out there knows his career, +and most people think he got his money underhand, but he tells me he +didn't, and I take his word. Every dollar he spends on me or on our home +comes out of some mines he owns. I told him I wouldn't touch a dollar of +the saloon money—and I won't. Some folks think I don't care, but I do. +I don't like the saloon business, and he got out and he's livin' +straight now, as straight as any man. It's pretty hard on him, too, +though he won't admit it. He must get awful sick of sittin' round the +way he does. I tell him he needn't cut out all his old cronies on my +account. He says he ain't sufferin', but it's like shuttin' a bronco up +in the corral and lettin' the herd go back into the hills."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps he thinks you're better fun than any of his cronies."</p> + +<p>She ignored the implied compliment and went on:</p> + +<p>"All the same, it's drawin' mighty close lines on him. You can't take a +man living a free-and-easy life the way he was and wing him all at once +and tie him down to a chair without seein' some suffering. Don't you +know it?"</p> + +<p>"Does he complain?"</p> + +<p>"Not a whimper. Sometimes I wish he would. No, he just waits—but I'm +afraid he'll get lonesome some day and break loose and go back to the +game."</p> + +<p>In this way the sculptor had come very close to her secret, and she was +trembling to deeper confidence, when he said, very gently: "Of course, +it does seem a little strange to me that one so young and charming as +you are should be married to a man of his type, but I suppose he was a +handsome figure before his—accident."</p> + +<p>Her eyes glowed. "He was one of the grandest-looking men! I never liked +his trade—and I mistrusted him, at first; but when he cut himself out +of the whole business—for me—I couldn't help likin' him; he was so +big-hearted and free-handed. We needed his help, all right. Mother was +sick, and my brother's ranch was playing to hard luck. But don't think I +married him for his money—I liked him then, and, besides—well, I +<i>thought</i> I was doing the right thing—but now—well, I'm guessing." She +ended abruptly, and in the tremor of that final word Moss read her +secret. She had never loved her husband. Pity and a kind of loyalty to +her word had carried her to his side, and now a sense of duty bound her +there.</p> + +<p>With sincere sympathy, he said: "We all do wrong at times that good may +come out of it. You could not foresee the future—the best of us can +<i>only guess</i> at the effect of any action. You did the best you knew at +the moment. The question you have to face now has only slight relation +to the past. No one can enter wholly into another's perplexity—I'm not +even sure of a single one of my inferences—but if you are thinking +of—separation, I would say, meet this crisis as bravely as you met the +other. But I don't believe we should decide any such question selfishly. +I am not of those who always seek the side on which lies personal +happiness, because a happiness that is essentially selfish won't last. +The Captain lives only for you—any one can see that. What he does for +you springs from deep affection. What would happen to him—if you left +him?"</p> + +<p>He paused a moment and watched her subduing her tears; then added: "I +won't say I was unprepared for what you've said, for the entire +relationship, from our first meeting, seemed too abnormal to be +altogether happy. Money will buy a great many desirable things, but it +has its limits. At the same time, it is too much to expect of you—If +your feeling for him has changed—"</p> + +<p>His delicacy, his sympathy for her, was made apparent by the unusual +hesitation of his speech, and she would have broken down completely had +not Julia Moss called out: "Joe, turn on the lights—it's getting dark."</p> + +<p>Conscious of Bertha's emotion, he did not immediately do as he was +bidden. "I wish you'd talk this over with Julia," he ended gently; +"she's a very wise little woman."</p> + +<p>Bertha shook her head. "I didn't intend to talk it over with you. I +don't know what possessed me. I had no business to say what I did."</p> + +<p>He reassured her. "All you've told me and the part I've guessed is quite +safe. I will not even permit Julia to share your confidence till you are +willing to speak to her yourself."</p> + +<p>As he slowly lighted the studio Bertha was surprised and a little +troubled to find that two or three other visitors had slipped in through +the dusk, and were grouped about the tea-table, and that the Captain was +again the centre of an eager-eyed group. "They treat him as if he were +an Eskimo," she thought bitterly, and rose to join the circle and +protect him from their inquisition.</p> + +<p>Haney was feeling extremely well, and talked with so much of his old +time vigor and slash of epithet that his little audience was quite +entranced. He enlarged upon the experiences of a year he had spent in +Alaska. "Mining up there in them days made gambling slow business," he +said. (He had told Bertha that he had made an attempt to get out of "the +trade," but she was content to have him put it on less self-righteous +grounds.) He contrived to make his hearers feel very keenly the +pitiless, long-drawn ferocity of that sunless winter. He made it plain +why men in that far land came together in vile dens to drink and gamble, +and Moss glowed with the wonder and delight of those great boys who +could rush away to the arctic edge of the world and die with laughing +curses on their lips.</p> + +<p>"What did you all do it for?" he asked, bluntly. "For money?"</p> + +<p>"Partly—but more for the love of doing something hard. No man but a +miser punishes himself for love of gold—it's for love of what the stuff +will buy, that men fight the snows."</p> + +<p>While Haney talked of these things Bertha's eyes were musingly turned on +the face of the sculptor, and her mind was far from the scenes which +Mart so vividly described. This side of his life no longer amused +her—on the contrary she shrank from any disclosure of his savage +career. She was now as unjust in her criticism as she had been fond in +her admiration, and when with darkening brow she cut short his garrulous +flow of narrative Julia perceived her displeasure.</p> + +<p>Haney apologized, handsomely. "It's natural for the ould bedraggled +eagle in the cage with a club on his wrist to dream of the circles he +used to cut and the fish he set claw to. In them days I feared no man's +weight, and no night or stream. 'Twas all joyous battle to me, and now, +as I sit here on velvet with only to snap me fingers for anything I +want, I look back at thim fierce old times with a sneaking kind o' wish +to live 'em all over again. Bertie knows me weakness. I would talk +forever did she lave me go on; but 'tis no blame to her—it was a cruel, +bad, careless life."</p> + +<p>"When I come West," said Moss, sincerely, "we'll go camping together, +and every night by the fire we'll smoke and you can tell me all about +your journeys. I assure you they are epic to me."</p> + +<p>Dr. Brent, a little later, put in a private word to Bertie. "Now you're +going back into the high country and you'll find it necessary to watch +the Captain pretty closely. I suspect he'll find his heart thumping +briskly when he reaches the Springs. He may stand that altitude all +right, but don't let him go higher. He will be taking chances if he goes +above six thousand feet. You'd better have Steel of Denver come down and +examine him to see how he stands the first few days. I mention Steel +because I know him—I've no doubt there are plenty of good men in the +Springs."</p> + +<p>"What'll I do if he's worse?"</p> + +<p>"Bring him back here or go to sea level—only beware of high passes."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIV" id="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a>CHAPTER XXIV</h2> + +<h3>THE HANEYS RETURN TO THE PEAKS</h3> + + +<p>The forces that really move most men are the small, concrete, individual +experiences of life. The death of a child is of more account to its +parents than the fall of a republic. Napoleon did not forget Josephine +in his Italian campaigns, and Grant, inflexible commander of a +half-million men, never failed, even in the Wilderness, to remember the +plain little woman whose fireside fortunes were so closely interwoven +with his epoch-making wars.</p> + +<p>As Ben Fordyce lost interest in the question of labor and capital and +the political struggles of the state (because they were of less account +than his own combat with the powers of darkness), so Bertha had little +thought of the abstract, the sociologic, in her uneasiness—the strife +was individual, the problems personal—and at last, weary of question, +of doubt, she yielded once more to the protecting power which lay in +Haney's gold and permitted herself to enjoy its use, its command of men. +There was something like intoxication in this sense of supremacy, this +freedom from ceaseless calculation, and to rise above the doubt in which +she had been plunged was like suddenly acquiring wings.</p> + +<p>She accepted any chance to penetrate the city's life, determined to +secure all that she could of its light and luxury, and in return +intrusted Lucius with plans for luncheons and dinners, which he carried +out with lavish hand.</p> + +<p>Mart seconded all her resolutions with hearty voice. "There's nothing +too good for the Haneys!" he repeatedly chuckled.</p> + +<p>In the midst of other gayeties she had the McArdles over to mid-day +dinner one Saturday, and afterwards took them all, a noisy gang, to the +theatre—Patrick Haney as much of a boy as his grandsons, McArdle alone +being unhappy as well as uneasy.</p> + +<p>She went about the shops, buying with reckless hand treasures for the +house in the Springs, and this gave her husband more satisfaction than +any other extravagance, for each article seemed a gage of the permanency +of his home. In support of her mood he urged her to even larger +expenditures. "Buy, buy like a queen," he often commanded, as she mused +upon some choice. "Take the best!"</p> + +<p>There was instruction as well as a guilty delight in all this conjuring +with a magic check-book, and Bertha grew in grace and dignity in her +rôle as hostess. Her circle of acquaintances widened, but the Mosses, +her first friends in the city, were not displaced in her affections. To +them she continued to play the generous fairy in as many pleasant ways +as they would permit. The theatre continued to be her delight, as well +as her school of life, and a box-party followed nearly every dinner. She +was like a child in the catholicity of her appetite, for she devoured +Shakespearian bread, Ibsen roasts, and comic opera cream-puffs with +almost equal gusto—and mentally thrived upon the mixture. To the +outsider she seemed one of the most fortunate women in the world.</p> + +<p>And yet every day made her less tolerant of the crippled old man at her +side. She did not pout or sulk or answer him shortly, but she often +forgot him—failed to answer him—not out of petulance or disgust, but +because her mind was busy with other people. Gradually, without +realizing it, she got into the habit of leaving him to amuse himself, as +he best could, for she knew he did not specially care for the pursuits +which gave her the keenest joy. In consequence of this unintentional +neglect he very naturally fell more and more into the hands of the +bar-room spongers who loitered about the hotel corridors. He dreaded +loneliness, and it was to keep his companions about him that he became a +spendthrift in liquors. Sternly and deliberately temperate during his +long career as a gambler, he fell at last into drinking to excess, and +on one unhappy afternoon returned to Bertha quite plainly drunk.</p> + +<p>She was both startled and disgusted by this sign of weakness, and he was +not so blinded by the mist of his potations but that he perceived the +shrinking reluctance of her touch as she aided Lucius in lifting him +into the bed. His inert, lumpish form was at the moment hideously +repulsive to her, and physical contact with him a dreaded thing. What +was left if he lost that self-control which had made him admirable? She +had always been able to qualify his other shortcomings by saying, "Well, +anyhow, he don't drink." She could boast of this no longer.</p> + +<p>It was a most miserable night for her. At dinner she was forced to lie +about him (for the first time), and she did it so badly that Joe Moss +divined her trouble and came generously to her aid with a long and +amusing story about Whistler.</p> + +<p>The play to which she took her guests did not help her to laughter, for +it set forth with diabolic skill the life of a woman who loathed her +husband, dreaded maternity, and hated herself—a baffling, marvellously +intricate and searching play—meat for well people, not for those +mentally ill at ease or morally unstable. Of a truth, Bertha saw but +half of it and comprehended less, for she could not forget the leaden +hands and flushed face of the man she called husband—and whom she had +left in his bed to sleep away his hours of intoxication. She pitied him +now—but in a new fashion. Her compassion was mixed with contempt, and +that showed more clearly than any other feeling could the depth to which +Marshall Haney had sunk.</p> + +<p>When she came home at midnight she listened at his door, but did not +enter, for Lucius—skilled in all such matters—reported the Captain to +be "all right."</p> + +<p>She went to her own room in a more darkly tragic mood than she had ever +known before. Her punishment, her time for trouble, had begun. "I reckon +I'm due to pay for my fun," she said to herself, "but not in the way +I've been figuring on." Haney seemed at the moment a complete physical +ruin, and the change which his helplessness wrought in her was most +radical.</p> + +<p>His deeply penitent mood next morning hurt and repelled her almost as +much as his maudlin jocularity of the night before. She would have +preferred a brazen levity to this humble confession. "'Twas me boast," +he sadly asserted, "that no man ever caught me with me eyes full of sand +and me tongue twisted—and now look at me! 'Tis what comes of having +nothing to do but trade lies with a lot of flat-bottomed loafers in a +gaudy bar-room. But don't worry, darlin', right here old Mart pulls up. +You'll not see anny more of this. Forget it, dear-heart—won't you now?"</p> + +<p>She promised, of course, but the chasm between them was widened, and a +fear of his again yielding to temptation cut short her stay in the city, +for Lucius warningly explained: "The Captain is settling into a corner +of the bar-room with a gang of sponging blackguards around him, and +every day makes it less easy for him to break away. I'd advise going +home," he ended, quietly. "The Springs is a safer place for him now."</p> + +<p>The hyenas were beginning to prowl around the disabled lion, and this +the faithful servant knew even better than the wife.</p> + +<p>"All right, home we go," she replied, and the thought of "home" was both +sweet and perilous.</p> + +<p>Haney met her decision with pathetic, instant joy. "I'm ready, I was +only waitin'," he said. "After all, your own shack is better than a +pearl palace in anny town, and it's gettin' hot besides."</p> + +<p>Bertha parted from the Mosses with keen sorrow. Joe had come to be like +an elder brother to her—a brother and a teacher, and, next to Ben +Fordyce, was more often in her thought than any other human being. She +had lost part of her awe of him, but her affection had deepened as she +came to understand the essential manliness and simplicity of his +character. He redeemed the artist-world from the shame men like Humiston +had put upon it.</p> + +<p>As she entered for the last time the studio in which she had spent so +many happy hours and from whose atmosphere of work and high endeavor she +had derived so much mental and moral development she was sad, and this +sadness lent a beauty to her face that it had never before attained. She +looked older, too; and contrasting her with the girl who had first +looked in at his door, Moss could scarcely believe that less than half a +year had affected this change in her. He was too keen an observer not to +know that part of this was due to a refining taste in hats and gowns, +but beneath all these superficial traits she had grown swiftly in the +expression of security and power.</p> + +<p>He greeted her as usual with a frank nod and (his hands being free from +clay) advanced to shake hands. "Don't tell me you've come to say +good-bye."</p> + +<p>"That's what," she curtly said. "It's up to me to take the Captain home. +He's getting into bad habits lying around this hotel."</p> + +<p>His face clouded. "I've been afraid of that," he answered, gently. "Yes, +you'd better go home. It's harder for a man to have a good, easy time +than it is for a woman. But sit down, Julia will be in soon; you mustn't +go without seeing her."</p> + +<p>After some further talk on trains and other common-places she became +abruptly personal. "I've been having a whole lot of fun buying things +and planting dollars, but I'm beginning to see an end to that kind of +business. After you've got your house filled up with furniture and +jimcracks, what you going to do then?"</p> + +<p>"Burn 'em."</p> + +<p>"And begin all over again? You can't buy out the town. It's a real +circus for a while, but I can see there's a limit to it. Once you find +out you can just go down here to one of these jewelry-stores and order +anything you want—you don't want anything. Here I am with a lot of +money that ain't mine, having a gay whirl spending it, but I can see my +finish right now. To go on in this line would take all the fun out of +life. What am I to do?"</p> + +<p>Moss took a seat and looked at her thoughtfully. "I don't know. I used +to think if I had money I'd start out and 'do good to people,' but I'm +not at all sure that charity isn't all a damned impertinence. A couple +of years ago I would have said go in for 'Neighborhood Settlements,' +free libraries, 'Noonday Rests,' 'Open-air Funds,' and all the rest of +it, but now I ask, 'Why?' We've had our wave of altruism, and I'm +inclined to think a wave of selfishness would do us all good—but you're +too young to be bothered with these problems. Go home and be happy while +you can. Enjoy your gold while it glitters. Work is my only fun—real, +enduring fun—and I'm not a bit sure <i>that</i> will last. Whatever you do, +be yourself. Don't try to be what you think I or some one else would +like to have you. I like you because you are so straight-forwardly +yourself; I shall be heart-broken if you take on the disease of the age +and begin to prate of your duty."</p> + +<p>She listened to him with only partial comprehension of his meaning, but +she answered: "I was brought up to think duty was the whole works."</p> + +<p>"Yes, and your teacher meant duty to God, duty to others. Well, there's +duty to one's self. The war of money and duty is the biggest mix of our +day. It's simpler to be poor; then all you've got to worry about is +bread and shoes and shingles."</p> + +<p>"That's just it. Sometimes I wish I was back in the Golden Eagle, where +I—" she ended in mid-sentence.</p> + +<p>He laughed. "You sound like a middle-aged financier who mourns (tattooed +with dollar-marks) for the days when he used to husk corn at seventy +cents a day." She saw the humor of this, but was aware that without a +knowledge of Ben Fordyce Joe could not understand her problem, therefore +she abandoned her search for light and leading. "Well, anyhow, right +here I quit what you fellows call civilization. I hate to lose you and +Julia and the rest of the folks, but it's me to the high hills. You'll +never know how much you've helped me."</p> + +<p>"I hope you'll never know how thoroughly we've <i>done</i> you. An +evil-minded person would say we'd worked you for dinners and drives most +shameful. However, if you have enjoyed our company as thoroughly as +we've delighted in your champagne and birds, we'll cry quits. All my +theories of art and life I advance <i>gratis</i>. I ought to do something +handsome for you—you've listened so divinely."</p> + +<p>Underneath his banter Moss was sincerely moved. It was hard to say +good-bye to this curious, earnest, seeking mind, this unspoiled child in +whose face the world was being reflected as in a magical mirror. He +loved her with frank affection—a pure passion that was more intimate +than fraternal love and more exalted, in a sense, than the selfish, +devouring passion of the suitor. It would have been difficult for him to +say what his relationship to her at the moment was. It was more than +friendship, more than brotherly care, and yet it was definably less than +that of the lover.</p> + +<p>Julia came in and was quite as outspoken in her regret, and both refused +to say good-bye at the moment. "We'll see you at the station," they +said, and Bertha went away, feeling the pain of parting less keen by +reason of this promise.</p> + +<p>Afterwards, as the hour for departure came near, she hoped they would +not come. It was less difficult to say "I'll see you again" than to +utter the curt "good-bye" which means so much in Anglo-Saxon life.</p> + +<p>They came, however, together with several others of her friends, but in +the bustle and confusion of the depot not much of sentiment could be +uttered, and, though she felt that she was going for a long stay, she +was prodigal of promises to return soon.</p> + +<p>Patrick Haney was there, but refused to go with them. "Sure I'm at the +jumpin'-off place now, and to immigrate furder would be to put meself in +the hands of the murtherin' redskins." His talk was the touch of comedy +which the situation needed. "Av ye don't mind I'll stay wid Fan," he +said, a little more seriously, to Haney, who replied:</p> + +<p>"All right, 'tis as Fan says," and so they entered the train for the +upward climb.</p> + +<p>Haney himself had only joy of the return. He sat at one of the windows +of the library car and studied the prairie swells with a faint, musing +smile, till the darkness fell, and was up early next morning, eager and +curious, to see how the increasing altitude would affect him. Only +towards the end of the second day after eating his dinner did he begin +to feel oppressed.</p> + +<p>"I smell the altitude," he confessed—"me breath is shortenin' a bit, +but 'tis good to see the peaks again."</p> + +<p>In this long ride the girl-wife dwelt dangerously on the bright face of +Ben Fordyce. It was the thought of seeing him again that came at last to +steal away her regret at parting from her Eastern friends. The splendor +of the Eastern world faded at last, and she, too, soared gladly towards +the mountains. Every doubt was swallowed up in a pleasure which was at +once pure and beyond her control.</p> + +<p>Ben would be at the station, she was certain, for Lucius had wired to +him the time of their arrival, and he had instantly replied. "I'll be +there, and very glad to see you"—these words, few and simple, were +addressed to Marshall Haney, but they thrilled her almost as if Ben had +spoken them to her. Was he as glad to have her return as she was to meet +him again?</p> + +<p>"A fine lad," remarked Haney, as he pocketed the envelope. "I wonder +does he marry soon? He'd better decide now. I reckon Alice is not long +for this climate—poor girl!"</p> + +<p>His remark, so simple in itself, pierced to the centre of Bertha's +momentary self-deception. "I have no right to think of him. He belongs +to Alice Heath!" But the feeling that she herself belonged to Marshall +Haney was gone. That she owed him service was true, but since the night +of his drunkenness she had definitely and finally abandoned all thought +of being his wife, soul to soul, in the rite that sanctifies law. True, +he had kept his word, he had not offended again, but the mischief was +done. To return to the plane on which they had stood when she gave her +promise was impossible.</p> + +<p>The day and the hour were such as make the plain lover content with his +world. The earth, a mighty robe of closely woven velvet, mottled softly +in variant greens, swept away to the west, under a soaring convexity of +saffron sky, towards a cloudy altar whereon small wisps of vapor were +burning down to golden embers, while beneath lay the dark-blue Rampart +range. It was a world for horsemen, for free rovers, and for swift and +tireless desert-kine. The course of winds, it lay, a play-ground for +tempests that formed along the great divide and swept down over the +antlike homes of men, acknowledging no barrier, exultant of their +strength of wing and the weight of their horizon-touching armament.</p> + +<p>Bertha loved this land, but only because it was an approach to the +hills. She would have shuddered at its desolate, limitless sweep, +treeless, shelterless, had not the dim forms of the distant peaks she +loved so well rose just beyond. She lost her doubt as they approached, +welcoming them as the gates of home. She forgot all save the swelling +tide of longing in her heart.</p> + +<p>As the train drew slowly in she caught sight of Ben's intent face among +the throng, and was moved to the point of beating upon the window. He +seemed care-worn and older in this glimpse, but at sight of her his +sunny smile came back radiantly to his lips and glinted like sunshine +from his eyes. In tremulous voice she called: "<i>There he is!</i>"</p> + +<p>Self-revelation lay in this ecstatic cry and in the glad haste which +kept her on her feet; but Haney, unsuspicious, content, found no cause +for jealousy in her innocent and unrestrained delight at getting home.</p> + +<p>Progress down the aisle seemed intolerably slow, for the passengers +ahead of her, stubbornly sluggish, barred her way, but at last she stood +looking into her lover's face, her eager hand pressed between his palms.</p> + +<p>"Welcome home!" he called, and drew her to him as if moved almost beyond +his control with desire to clasp her to his bosom. In that instant they +forgot all their doubts and scruples—overpowered by the sense of each +other's nearness.</p> + +<p>She was the first to recover her self-command, and, pushing him away +with a quick, decisive gesture, turned to aid Mart, whom Lucius was +bringing slowly down the step.</p> + +<p>Her heart was still laboring painfully as she faced Congdon, but she +contrived to return his greeting as he remarked with quizzical glance, +"I hope you'll not find our little town dull, Mrs. Haney."</p> + +<p>Dull! She wanted to scream out her joy. She felt like racing to the big +black team to throw her arms about their necks. Dull! There was no other +spot in all the world so exalting as this small town and its +over-peering peaks.</p> + +<p>"Where is Mrs. Congdon?" she succeeded in asking at last.</p> + +<p>"She has visitors and couldn't come," he answered. "But where's that +'mobile we've heard so much about?"</p> + +<p>"Coming by fast freight."</p> + +<p>"Freight! From all I've heard of your doings in Chicago I expected it to +come as excess baggage."</p> + +<p>It was cool, delicious green dusk—not dark—with a small sickle of moon +in the west, and as they drove up the broad avenue towards home the +town, the universe, was strangely sweet and satisfying. It seemed as +though she had been gone an age—so much had come to her—so thick was +the crowd of new experiences standing between her going and her +return—so swiftly had her mind expanded in these months of vivid city +life. "I'll never go away again," she said to Ben. "This country suits +me."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad to hear you say that," he answered, softly. In the most +natural way he had put Congdon with Haney in the rear seat and had taken +the place beside Bertha, and this nearness filled her with pleasure and +an unwonted confusion. How big he was! and how splendid his clear, +youthful profile seemed as it gleamed silver-white in the light of the +big street-lamps. Never had his magnetic young body acted upon her so +powerfully, so dangerously. His firm arm touching her own was at once a +delight and a dread. She was all woman at last, awake, palpitant with +love's full-flooding tide—bewildered, dizzy with rapture. Speech was +difficult and her thought had neither sequence nor design.</p> + +<p>Fordyce was under restraint also, and the burden of the talk fell upon +Congdon, who proceeded in his amusingly hit-or-miss way to detail the +important or humorous happenings, of the town, and so they rolled along +up the wide avenue to the big stone steps before the looming, lamp-lit +palace which they called home.</p> + +<p>Ben sprang out first, glad of another opportunity to take Bertha's hand, +a clasp that put the throbbing pain back in her bosom—filling her with +a kind of fear of him as well as of herself—and without waiting for the +Captain she ran up the walk towards the wide doorway where Miss Franklin +stood in smiling welcome.</p> + +<p>Her greeting over, the young wife danced about the hall, crying: "Oh, +isn't it big and fine! And aren't you glad it's our own!" She appeared +overborne by a returning sense of security and ownership, and ran from +room to room with all the ecstasy and abandon of a child—but she +stopped suddenly in the middle of her own chamber as if a remorseless +hand were clutching at her heart. "But it is <i>not</i> mine!—I must give it +all up!"</p> + +<p>Thrusting this intruding thought away, she hurried back to the library, +where the men were seated at ease, sipping some iced liquor in gross +content.</p> + +<p>Haney was beaming. "It makes me over new to sniff this air again," he +was saying. "'Tis a bad plan to let go your hold on mountain air. Me +lungs have contracted a trifle, but they'll expand again. I'll be riding +a horse in a month."</p> + +<p>Ben was sympathetic, but had eyes only for Bertha, whose improvement (in +mind as in bearing) astonished and delighted him. Her trip, coming just +at the period when her observation was keenest and her memory most +tenacious, had subtly, swiftly ripened her. Wrought upon by a thousand +pictures, moved by strange words and faces, unconsciously changing to +the color of each new conception, deriving sweetness and charm from +every chance-heard strain of music and poetry, she had opened like a +rose.</p> + +<p>The middle-aged are prone to go about the world carrying their habits, +their prejudices, and their ailments with them to return as they went +forth; but youth like Bertha's adventures out into the world eager to be +built upon, ready to be transformed from child to adult, as it would +seem, in a day.</p> + +<p>"She has achieved new distinction!" Ben exulted as he watched her moving +about the room, so supple, so powerful, and so graceful, but, though he +was careful not to utter one word of praise, he could not keep the glow +of admiration from his eyes.</p> + +<p>An hour later as he said good-night and went away with Congdon, his +heart burned with secret, rebellious fire. "Was it not hateful that this +glorious girl should be doomed to live out the sweetest, most alluring +of her years with a gross and crippled old man?" To leave her under the +same roof with Mart Haney seemed like exposing her to profanation and +despair.</p> + +<p>They were hardly out of the gate before Congdon broke forth in open +praise of her. "When Mart dies, what a witching morsel for some man!"</p> + +<p>Fordyce did not answer on the instant, and when he did his voice was +constrained. "You don't think he's in immediate danger of it—do you?"</p> + +<p>"Quite the contrary. He looks to be on the upgrade; but it's a safe bet +she outlives him, and then think of her with a hundred thousand dollars +a year to spend! Talk about honey-pots!—and flies!" After a moment's +silence he added, musingly: "Funny how one's ideas change. A year ago I +thought she was deeply indebted to him; now I feel that with all his +money he can't possibly repay her for what she's giving up on his +account. And yet his chink has made her what she is. Money is a weird +power when applied to a woman. Tiled bath-rooms, silk stockings and +bonnets work wonders with the sex. She's improved mightily on this +trip."</p> + +<p>After leaving Congdon, Ben went to his apartment and telephoned Alice to +say that the Haneys had arrived and that he had left them under their +own roof in good repair.</p> + +<p>"How is the Captain's health?" she asked, with the morbid interest of +the invalid gossip.</p> + +<p>"He feels the altitude a little, but that is probably only temporary. +They both seem very glad to get home."</p> + +<p>"He's made a mistake. He can't live here—I am perfectly sure of it. How +is she?"</p> + +<p>"Very well—and beautifully dressed, which is the main thing," he added, +with a slight return of his humor. "They asked after you very +particularly."</p> + +<p>Unable to sleep, he went out to walk the night, blind envy in his brain +and a hot hunger in his heart, moved as he had never been moved before +at thought of Haney's nearness to that glowing girl. Their union was +monstrous, incredible.</p> + +<p>He no longer attempted to deceive himself. He loved this young wife +whose expanding personality had enthralled him from their first meeting. +It was not alone that she was possessed of bodily charm—she called to +him through the mysterious ways which lead the one man to the +predestined woman. The affection he had borne towards Alice Heath was +but the violet ray of friendship compared to the lambent, leaping, red +flame of his passion for Bertha Haney. She represented to him the +mysterious potency and romance of the West—typifying its amazing +resiliency, its limitless capability of adaptation. In a way that seemed +roundabout and strange, but which was, after all, very simple and very +direct, she had lifted her family as well as herself out of poverty back +into the comfort which was their right. Odd, masculine, unexpected of +phrase, she had never been awkward or cheap. Congdon was right, she was +capable of high things. She made mistakes, of course, but they were not +those which a shallow personality would make—they sprang rather from +the overflow of a vigorous and abounding imagination.</p> + +<p>"All she needs is contact with people of the right sort. She is capable +of the highest culture," he concluded.</p> + +<p>That she was more vital to him than any other woman in the world he now +knew, but he acknowledged nothing base in this confession. He was not +seeking ways to possess her of his love—on the contrary, he was +resolved to conduct himself so nobly that she would again trust and +respect him. "My love is honorable," he said. "I will go forward as in +the beginning—why should I not?—enjoying her companionship as any +honest man may do."</p> + +<p>The question of his relation to Alice was not so easily settled. She had +come to irritate him now. Her changeable, swift-witted, moody, +hysterical invalidism had begun to wear upon him intolerably. Everything +she did was wrong. It was brutal even to admit this, but he could no +longer conceal it either from himself or from her. It was deeply, sadly +painful to recall the promise, the complete confidence and happiness +with which they had both started towards the West. How sure of her +recovery they had been, how gay and confident of purpose! Now she not +only refused to listen to his demand for an early marriage, but hampered +and annoyed him in a hundred ways. As he walked the silent night he was +forced to acknowledge that she had been right in delaying their union. +And yet how dependent upon him she was. Her life was so tragically +inwound with his that to think of shaking away her hand seemed the act +of a sordid egoist.</p> + +<p>"And even were I free, nothing is solved."</p> + +<p>The situation took on the insoluble and the tragic. In the fashion of +well-bred, soundly nurtured American youth he had thought of such +complications only as subjects for novelists. "There must be +concealment, but not duplicity, in my attitude," he decided. He longed +for the constant light of Bertha's face, the frequent touch of her hand. +Her laughter was so endlessly charming, her step so firm, so light, so +graceful. The grace of her bosom—the sweeping line of her side—</p> + +<p>He stopped there. In that direction lay danger. "She trusts me, and I +will repay her trust. She has chosen me to be her adviser, putting her +wealth in my hands!—Well, why not? We will see whether an honorable man +cannot carry forward even so difficult a relationship as this. I will +visit her every day, I will enjoy her hospitality as freely as Congdon, +and I will fulfil my promise to Alice—if she asks it of me."</p> + +<p>But deep under the sombre resolution lay an unuttered belief in his +future, in his happiness—for this is the prerogative of youth. The dim +mountains, the sinking crescent moon, and the silence of the plain all +seemed somehow to prophesy both happiness and peace.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXV" id="CHAPTER_XXV"></a>CHAPTER XXV</h2> + +<h3>BERTHA'S DECISION</h3> + + +<p>It was good to wake in her old room and see the morning light breaking +in golden waves against the peaks, to hear her dogs bay and to listen to +the murmuring voice of the fountains on the lawn. It was deliciously +luxurious to sit at breakfast on the vine-clad porch with the shining +new coffee-boiler before her, while Miss Franklin expressed her +admiration of the napery and china which the Mosses had helped her to +select.</p> + +<p>It was glorious to go romping with the dogs about the garden, and most +intoxicating to mount her horse and ride away upon the mesa, mad with +speed and ecstatic of the wind. No one could have kept pace with her +that first day at home. She ran from one thing to the other. She +unpacked and spread out all her treasures. She telegraphed her mother +and 'phoned her friends. She gave direction to the servants and examined +every thing from the horses' hoofs to the sewing-machine. She went over +the house from top to bottom to see that it was in order. She was crazy +with desire of doing. Her mid-day meal was a mere touch-and-go lunch, +but when at last she was seated in her carriage with Haney and Miss +Franklin she fell back in her seat, saying, "I feel kind o' sleepy and +tired."</p> + +<p>"I should think you would!" exclaimed her teacher.</p> + +<p>"Of all the galloping creatures you are the most wonderful. I hope +you're not to keep this up."</p> + +<p>Haney put in a quiet word. "She will <i>not</i>. Sure, she cannot. There'll +be nothin' left for to-morrow."</p> + +<p>Their ride was in the nature of a triumphal progress. Many people who +had hesitated about bowing to them hitherto took this morning to unbend, +and Mart observed, with a good deal of satisfaction: "The town seems +powerful cordial. I think I'll launch me boom for the Senate."</p> + +<p>At the bank-door, where the carriage waited while Bertha transacted some +business within, he held a veritable reception, and the swarming +tourists, looking upon the sleek and shining team and the gray +mustached, dignified old man leaning from his seat to shake hands, +wondered who the local magnate was, and those who chanced to look in at +the window were still more interested in the handsome girl in whose +honor the president of the bank left his mahogany den.</p> + +<p>In truth, Bertha had won, almost without striving for it, the +recognition of the town. Those who had never really established anything +against her seized upon this return as the moment of capitulation. There +was no mystery about her life. She was known now, and no one really knew +anything evil of her—why should she be condemned?</p> + +<p>In such wise the current of comment now set, and Mrs. Haney found +herself approached by ladies who had hitherto passed her without so much +as a nod. She took it all composedly, and in answer to their invitations +bluntly answered: "The Captain ain't up to going out much, and I don't +like to leave him alone. Come and see us."</p> + +<p>She was composed with all save Fordyce, who now produced in her a kind +of breathlessness which frightened her. She longed for, yet dreaded, his +coming, and for several days avoided direct conversation with him. He +respected this reserve in her, but was eager to get her comment on the +East.</p> + +<p>"How did you like New York," he asked one night as they were all in the +garden awaiting dinner.</p> + +<p>"It scared me," she answered. "Made me feel like a lady-bug in a +clover-huller; but it never phased the Captain," she added, with a +smile. "'There's nothin' too good for the Haneys,' says he, and we sure +went the pace. We turned Lucius loose. We spent money wicked—enough to +buy out a full-sized hotel."</p> + +<p>Her quaint, shrewd comment on her extravagances amused Ben exceedingly, +and by keeping to a line of questioning he drew from her nearly all her +salient experiences—excepting, of course, her grapple with the +degenerate artist.</p> + +<p>"Lucius turned out the jewel they said he was?"</p> + +<p>She responded with enthusiasm. "I should say he did! He knew everything +we wanted to know and more too. We'd have wandered around like a couple +of Utes if it hadn't been for him. <i>When in doubt ask Lucius</i>, was our +motto."</p> + +<p>She told stories of the elder Haney and the McArdles, and described the +trials of the children in their new home till Ben laughingly said: "It's +hard to run somebody else's life—I've found that out."</p> + +<p>And Haney admitted with a chuckle that Mac was "a little bewildered, +like a hen with a red rag on her tail—divided in his mind like. As for +Dad, he still thinks me a burglar on an improved plan."</p> + +<p>They also talked of Bertha's studies, for Miss Franklin began at once to +give her daily instruction in certain arts which she considered +necessary to women of Mrs. Haney's position, and always at the moment of +meeting they spoke of Alice—that is to say, Haney with invariable +politeness asked after her health, and quite as regularly Ben replied: +"Not very well." Once he added: "I can hardly get her out any more. She +seems more and more despondent."</p> + +<p>This report profoundly troubled Bertha, and the sight of Alice's drawn +and tragic face made her miserable. There was something in the sick +woman's gaze which awed her, and she was careful not to be left alone +with her. The thought of her suffering and its effect on Ben threw a +dark shadow over the brightness of her world. She was filled, also, with +a growing uneasiness by reason of Mart's change of attitude towards +herself. In the excitement of his home-coming he seemed about to regain +a large part of his former health and spirits. His eyes brightened, his +smile became more frequent, the appealing lines of his brow smoothed +out, and save for an occasional shortening of the breath his condition +appeared to be improving.</p> + +<p>This access of vitality was apparent to Bertha, and should have brought +joy to her as to him; but it did not, for with returning vitality his +attitude towards her became less of the invalid and more of the lover. +He said nothing directly—at first—but she was able to interpret all +too well the meaning of his jocular remarks and his wistful glances. +Once he called her attention to the returning strength in his arm. "The +ould man is not dead yet," he exulted, lifting his disabled arm and +clinching his fist. "I feel younger than at any time since me accident," +and as he spoke she perceived something of the lion in the light of his +eyes.</p> + +<p>One night as she was passing his chair he reached for her and caught her +and drew her down upon his knee. "Sit ye down a wink. Ye're always on +the move like a flibberty-bidget."</p> + +<p>She struggled free of his embrace, her face clouded with alarm and +anger. "Don't be a fool," she said, harshly.</p> + +<p>He released her, saying, humbly: "Don't be angry, darlin', 'tis foolish +of me, an ould crippled wolf, to be thinking of matin' with a fawn like +y'rself. I don't blame ye. Go your ways."</p> + +<p>She went to her room, with his voice—so humbly penitent and +resigned—lingering in her ears, trembling with the weight of the burden +which his amorous mood had laid upon her.</p> + +<p>She resented his action the more because life at the moment was so full +of joy. Each morning was filled with pleasant duties, and each afternoon +they drove to the office to discuss the mines with Ben, and in the +evening he called to sit for an hour or two on the porch, smoking, +talking, till Mart grew sleepy and yawned. These meetings were +deliciously, calmly delightful, for Mrs. Gilman or Miss Franklin was +always present, and, though the talk was general, Ben talked for her +ears at times, but always impersonally, and she honored him for his +delicacy, his reserve, his respect for her position as a married woman, +recognizing the care with which he avoided everything which might +embarrass her.</p> + +<p>And now, by force of Mart's humble suing, her half-forgotten scruples +were revived. Her uneasiness began again. A decision was finally and +definitely thrust upon her. Instantly she was beset by all her doubts +and desires, and the sky darkened with clouds of trouble.</p> + +<p>To make Mart happy was still her wish, but the way was not so easy of +choice, nor so simple to follow as it had once seemed. The briers were +thick before her feet. There was so much of personal gratification, so +much of selfish pleasure, in remaining his companion, warmed and +defended by all the comfort and dignity which his wealth had brought to +her, that it seemed a kind of treachery to halt with her duty half done. +To be his spouse, to become the mother of his children, this alone would +entitle her to his bounty. "I can't do it!" she cried out—"I can't, I +can't!" And yet not to do his will was to remain a pensioner and to be +under indictment as an adventuress.</p> + +<p>She had read somewhere these words from a great philosopher: "The woman +who bears a child to any man should instantly be lawfully seized of +one-half his goods, for by that sublime act she takes her life in her +hand as truly as the soldier who charges upon an invading host. The +anguish of maternity should sanctify every woman."</p> + +<p>On the other side of her hedge lay enticing freedom. It seemed at times +as though to be again in the little office of the Golden Eagle Hotel +would be a more perfect happiness than this she now enjoyed—but that, +too, was illusory. How could she repay the money she had used? The +moment she left Marshall Haney she would not only be poor, she would be +profoundly in his debt. Where could she find the money to repay him and +to make her schooling possible?</p> + +<p>Perplexity was in her darkened eyes. Happiness and sorrow, doubt and +delight grew along each path—thickly interwoven—and decision became +each day more difficult. It was hateful to lie under the charge of +having married merely for a gambler's money, and yet to plunge her +mother and herself back into poverty would seem to others the act of one +insane. As she pondered the problem of her life she lost all of her +girlish lightness of heart and lay in her luxurious bed a brooding, +troubled woman.</p> + +<p>She could have gone on indefinitely with the half-filial, half-fraternal +relationship into which she and Mart had fallen, but the thought of that +other most intimate, most elemental union which his touch had made more +definite than ever before produced in her a shudder of repulsion, of +positive loathing. She could no longer endure the clasp of his hand, and +in spite of herself she was forced, by contrasting experience, to +acknowledge the allurement which lay in Ben Fordyce's handsome face and +strong and graceful body.</p> + +<p>"I must go away—for a while at least. I'll go back to the ranch and +think it over."</p> + +<p>And yet even the ranch was partly Haney's! How could she escape from her +indebtedness to him? To what could she turn to make a living? To leave +this big house and her horses, her garden, her dresses and jewels, +required heroic resolution, but what of the long days of toil and +dulness to which she must return?</p> + +<p>Worn with the ceaseless alternations of these thoughts, she fell into a +dream that was half a waking vision. She thought she had just packed a +bag with the gown she wore the night she came to Haney's rescue, when he +came shuffling into her room and said: "Where are you goin', darlin'?"</p> + +<p>She replied: "To the ranch—to think things over."</p> + +<p>The tears came to his eyes, and he said: "'Tis the sun out of me sky +when ye go, Bertie. Do not stay long."</p> + +<p>She promised to be back soon, but rode away with settled intent never to +return.</p> + +<p>No one knew her on the train, for she had drawn her veil close and sat +very still. It seemed that she went near the mine in some strange way, +and at the switch Williams got on the train to stop her and persuade her +to return. He was terribly agitated. "Didn't you know Mart is sick?" he +said, in a tone of reproach. It seemed as if a broad river of years +flowed between herself and the girl who used to see this queer little +man enter her hotel door—but he was unchanged. "You can't do this +thing!" he went on, his lips trembling with emotion.</p> + +<p>"What thing?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"Fordyce tells me you're going to throw poor old Mart overboard."</p> + +<p>"That's my notion—I can't be his wife, and so I'm getting out," she +answered.</p> + +<p>"But, girl, you can't do that!" and he swore in his excitement. "Mart +needs you—we all need you. It'll kill him."</p> + +<p>"I can't help it!" she answered, with infinite weariness in throat and +brain. "I pass it up, and go back to my brother."</p> + +<p>"I don't see why."</p> + +<p>"Because I've no right to Mart's money."</p> + +<p>"You're crazy to think of such a thing. You a queen! Who's goin' to +catch the money when you drop it?" he asked, and helplessly added: "I +don't believe you. You're kiddin', you're tryin' us out."</p> + +<p>"I'm doing nothing to earn this luxury."</p> + +<p>"Doing nothing! My God, you've made Mart Haney over new. You've +converted him—as they say, you've redeemed him. Let me tell you +something, little sister, Mart worships you. It does him good just to +<i>see</i> you. You don't expect the moon to fry bacon, do you? Stars don't +run pumps! Mart is satisfied. Every time you speak to him or pass by him +he gets happy all the way through—I know, for I feel just the same."</p> + +<p>There was something in his eloquence that went to the heart of the +dreaming girl. If any one in her world was to be trusted it was this +ugly little man, who never presumed to ask even a smile for himself, and +whose unswerving loyalty to Mart made her own flight a base and cruel +act; and yet even as he pleaded his face faded and she fancied herself +stepping from the train in Sibley, unnoticed by even the hackmen, who +used to bring the humbler passengers of each train to the door of the +Golden Eagle Hotel.</p> + +<p>She walked up the sidewalk, surprised to find it changed to brick. The +hotel was gone, and in its place stood a saloon marked, "Haney's Place." +This hardened her heart again. "That settles it!" she said, bitterly. +"He's gone back to his old business."</p> + +<p>The road out to the ranch seemed very long and hot, but she had no +money, not a cent left with which to hire a carriage, and she kept +saying to herself: "If Mart knew this, he'd send Lucius and the machine. +I reckon he'd be sorry to see me walking in this dust. It's a good thing +I have my old brown dress on." She passed lovingly, regretfully over the +splendid gowns which hung in her wardrobe. "What will become of them?" +she asked. "Fan can't wear them." This called up a vision of Fan and her +eldest daughter, sweeping about in her splendor, her opera-cloak only +half encompassing the mother, while the girl swished over the floor in +the gown she had worn at her last dinner in the East. She laughed and +cried at the same time—it was painful to see them thus abused.</p> + +<p>Then she seemed suddenly to enter the grove of twisted, hag-like cedars +which stood upon the mesa back of the ranch-house. "By-and-by I will +look like this," she dreamed, and laid her hand on one that was ragged +and gnarled and gray with a thousand years of sun and wind, and even as +she stood there, with the old crones moaning round her, Ben suddenly +confronted her.</p> + +<p>Her first impulse was for flight, so sad and bitter was his face. She +began to pity him. His boyhood seemed to have slipped from him like a +gay cloak, revealing the stern man beneath.</p> + +<p>He met her gravely, self-containedly, yet with restrained passion, and +his voice was sternly calm as he began: "I have come to ask you what you +wish to do with Marshall Haney's inheritance? I will not be a party to +your action. I helped him plan out his will, and he said he could trust +you to do the right thing, and I have come to tell you that his will +must be yours."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"He is dead!" he replied.</p> + +<p>Her heart turned to ice at the sound of his words, so clear, succinct, +and piercing; then the cedars began to wail and wail, and sway in +eldrich grief, but she who felt most remorse could not utter a sound to +prove her own despair; and in the tumult her dream ended abruptly, and +she woke to hear the night wind whistling weirdly through the screen of +her open window.</p> + +<p>She lay in silence, shuddering with the subsiding terror of her vision, +till she came to a full realization of the fact that it was all but a +night terror and that Mart was still alive and her decision not yet +irrevocably made.</p> + +<p>She shuddered again—not in grief, but in terror—as she relived the +vivid hour of self-chosen poverty which her dream had brought her. Yes, +the magic of wealth had spoiled her for Sibley and the ranch. To go back +there was impossible. "I will try the East," she said. "The Mosses will +help me." And yet to return to Chicago—after having played the grand +lady—would be bitterly hard. Suppose her friends should meet her with +cold eyes and hesitating words? Suppose they, too, had loved her money +and not herself? Suppose even Joe, who seemed as true as Williams, +should prove to be a selfish sycophant. Ah yes, it would be a different +city with the magic of Haney's money no longer hers to command.</p> + +<p>In this hour of deepest misery and despair the sheen of his gold +returned like sunlight after a storm; and yet, even as she permitted +herself to imagine how sweetly the new day would dawn with her +determination to remain the mistress of this great house, the old fear, +the new disgust, returned to plague her. Her love for Ben Fordyce came +also—and the knowledge that Alice was dying of a broken heart because +of Ben's growing indifference—all these perplexities made the coming of +sunlight a mockery.</p> + +<p>She rose to the new day quite as undecided as before and more deeply +saddened. One thing was plain—Ben should come no more to visit her—for +Alice's sake he must keep the impersonal attitude of the legal adviser. +In that way alone could even the semblance of peace be won.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVI" id="CHAPTER_XXVI"></a>CHAPTER XXVI</h2> + +<h3>ALICE VISITS HANEY</h3> + + +<p>Alice Heath was dying of something far subtler than "the White Death," +to which Haney so often referred. Tortured by Ben's studied tenderness +when at her side, she suffered doubly when he was away, knowing all too +well that his keenest pleasure now lay in Bertha's companionship. Her +doubt darkened into despair. In certain moments of exaltation she rose +to such heights of impersonal passion as to acknowledge fully, +generously, the claims of youth and health—admitting that she and +Marshall Haney were the offenders and not the young lovers, whose desire +for happiness was but an irresistible manifestation of the mystic force +which binds the generations together.</p> + +<p>"Why do we not quietly take ourselves off and make them happy?" she +asked herself. "Of what selfish quality is our love? Here am I only a +spiteful, hopeless invalid—I hate myself, I despise my body and +everything I am. I loathe my wrinkled face, my shrivelled hands, my flat +chest. I am fit only to be bride to death. I'm tired of the world—tired +of everything—and yet I do not die. Why can't I die?"</p> + +<p>These moods never soared high enough (or sank quite low enough) to +permit the final severing stroke, and she ended each of them in a flood +of tears, filled with ever-greater longing for the beautiful young lover +whose heart had wandered away from her. It was hard not to welcome him +when he came, but infinitely harder to send him away, for life held no +other solace, the day no other aim.</p> + +<p>In her saner moments she was aware of her own misdemeanor. She knew that +her morbid questioning, her ceaseless grievings were wearing away her +vital force, and that no doctor could ever again medicine her to sweet +sleep, that no wind or cloud would bring coolness to her burning brain. +"I am no longer worthy of any man's love," she admitted to her higher +self.</p> + +<p>She did not question Ben's honor—he was of those who keep faith. "He +has no hope of ever being other than the distant lover of Bertha Haney, +and he is ready to fulfil his word to me, but I will not permit him to +bind himself to me. It would be a crime to lay upon him the burden of a +wife old before her time, sterile and doomed to a slow decline." She +revolted, too, at the thought of having a husband, whose heart was +elsewhere, whose restless desire could not be held within the circuit of +his wife's arms—and yet she could not give him up.</p> + +<p>As her flesh lost its weight and her blood its warmth, her mind burned +with even more mysterious brightness, sending out rays of such perilous +sublimation that she was able to perceive, as no earthly inhabitant +should do, the jealously guarded secrets of those surrounding her, and +on the night of Bertha's struggle against her fate she divined in some +supersensuous way the tumult in the young wife's mind.</p> + +<p>She laughed at first with a cruel, bitter delight, but at last her +nobler self conquered and she resolved to have private speech with +Haney. She perceived a danger in the ever-deepening passion of the young +lovers. She began to fear that their love might soon break over all +barriers, and this she was still sane enough of thought and generous +enough of soul to wish to prevent.</p> + +<p>Her decision to act was hastened by a slurring paragraph in the morning +paper wherein veiled allusion was made to "a developing scandal." She +lay abed all the forenoon brooding over it, and when she rose it was to +dress for her visit to Haney. Sick as she was and almost hysterical with +her mood, she ordered a carriage and drove to the gambler's house, +hoping to find him alone, determined upon an interview.</p> + +<p>It chanced that he was sitting in his place upon the porch watching the +gardener spraying a tree. He greeted his visitor most cordially, +inviting her to a seat. "Bertie is down town, but she'll be back soon."</p> + +<p>"I'm glad she is away, Captain Haney, for I have something to say to you +alone."</p> + +<p>"Have you, indeed? Very well, I've nothing to do but listen—'tis not +for me to boss the gardener."</p> + +<p>She looked about with uneasy eyes, finding it very difficult to begin +her attack. "How much you've improved the place," she remarked, +irrelevantly, her voice betraying the deepest agitation.</p> + +<p>He looked at her white face in astonishment. "How are ye, the day, +miss?"</p> + +<p>"I'm better, thank you, but a little out of breath—I walked too fast, I +think."</p> + +<p>"Does the altitude make your heart jump, too?" he asked, solicitously.</p> + +<p>"No, my trouble is all in my mind—I mean my lungs," she answered. Then, +with a ghastly attempt at sprightliness, she added: "Now let's have a +nice long talk about symptoms—it's so comforting. How are <i>you</i> feeling +these days?"</p> + +<p>Haney answered with unwonted dejection. "I'm not so well to-day, worse +luck. This is me day for thinkin' the doctors are right. They all agree +that me heart's overworked up here." His dejection was really due to +Bertha's moody silence.</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry to hear that. Do they think you may live safely at +sea-level?"</p> + +<p>"They say so. Me own feeling is that the climate is not to blame. 'Tis +age. I'm like a hollow-hearted tree, ready to fall with the first puff +of ill wind. I've never been a man since that devil blew me to pieces."</p> + +<p>She put her right hand upon his arm. "Is it not a shame that you and I +should stand in the way of two fine, wholesome, young people—shutting +them off from happiness?"</p> + +<p>He turned a glance upon her quite too penetrating to be borne. "You +mane—what?—who?"</p> + +<p>"I mean Bertha."</p> + +<p>"Do I stand in the way of her happiness?"</p> + +<p>She met the question squarely, speaking with tense, drawn lips. "Yes, +just as I do in Ben's way. We're neither of us fit to be married, and +they are."</p> + +<p>His eyes wavered. "That's true. I'm no mate for her—and yet I think +I've made her happy." He was silent a moment, then faltered: "Ye lay +your hand on a sore spot—ye do, surely. 'Tis true I've tried to have +the money make up for me other shortcomings." He ended almost humbly.</p> + +<p>"Money can do much, but it can't buy happiness."</p> + +<p>"That's true, too—but 'tis able to buy comfort, and that's next door to +happiness in the long-run, I'm thinkin'. But I'm watchin' her, and I +don't intend to stand in her way, miss. I've told her so, and when the +conquering lad comes along I mane to get out of the road."</p> + +<p>"Have you said that?" Her face reached towards his with sudden +intensity, and a snakelike brilliancy glittered in her eyes. "You've +gone as far as that?"</p> + +<p>"I have."</p> + +<p>"Then act, for the time has come to make your promise good. Bertha +already loves a man as every girl should love who marries happily, and +the gossips are even now busy with her name."</p> + +<p>He was hard hit, and slowly said: "I don't believe it! Who is the +man?—tell me!" He demanded this in a tone that was not to be denied.</p> + +<p>She delivered her sentence quickly. "She loves Ben. Haven't you seen it? +She has loved him from their first meeting. I have known it for a long +time, almost from the first; now everybody knows it, and the society +reporters are beginning their innuendoes. The next thing will be her +picture in the sensational press, and a scandal. Don't you know this? It +must not happen! We must make way for them—you and I. We cumber the +path."</p> + +<p>He sank back into his seat and studied her from beneath his overhanging +eyebrows as intently, as alertly, as silently as he was wont to do when +watching the faces of his opponents in a game of high hazard. There was +something uncanny, almost elfish, in the woman's voice and eyes, and yet +even before her words were fully uttered the truth stood revealed to +him. His eyes lost their stern glare, his hands, which had clutched the +arms of his chair, relaxed. "Are you sure?" he asked again, but more +gently. "You've got to be sure," he ended, almost in menace.</p> + +<p>"You may trust a jealous woman," she answered. "I don't blame +them—observe that. We are the ones to blame—we who are crippled and in +the way, and it is our duty to take ourselves off. What is the use of +spoiling their lives just for a few years of selfish gratification of +our own miserable selves?"</p> + +<p>He felt about for comfort. "They are young; they can wait," he +stammered, huskily.</p> + +<p>"But they <i>won't</i> wait!" she replied. "Love like theirs can't wait. +Don't you understand? They are in danger of forgetting themselves? Can't +you see it? Ben talks of nothing else, dreams of nothing else but her, +and she is fighting temptation every day, and shows it. It's all so +plain to me that I can't bear to see them together. They have loved each +other from the very first night they met—I felt it that day we first +rode together. I've watched her grow into Ben's life till she absorbs +his every thought. He's a good boy, and I want to keep him so. He +respects your claim, and he is trying to be loyal to me, but he can't +hold out. I am ready to sacrifice myself, but that would not save him. +He loves your wife, and until you free her he is in danger of wronging +her and himself and you. I've given up. There is nothing more on this +earth for me! What do <i>you</i> expect to gain by holding to a wife's +garment when she—the woman—is gone?"</p> + +<p>The wildness in her eyes and voice profoundly affected Haney, who was +without subtlety in affairs of the heart. The women he had known had +been mainly coarse-fibred or of brutish directness of passion and +purpose, and this woman's words and tone at once confused and appalled +him. All she said of his unworthiness as a husband was true. He had gone +to Sibley at first to win Bertha at less cost than making her his +wife—but of that he had repented, and on his death-bed (as he thought) +he had sought to endow her with his gold. Since then he had lived, but +only as half a man. Up to this moment he had hoped to regain his health, +but now every hope died within him.</p> + +<p>Part of this he admitted at once, but he ended brokenly: "'Tis a hard +task you set for me. She's the vein of me bosom. 'Tis easy talkin', but +the doin' is like takin' y'r heart in your two hands and throwin' it +away. I knew she liked the lad—I had no doubt the lad liked her—but I +did not believe she'd go to him so. I can't believe it yet—but I will +not stand in her way. As I told her, I did not expect to tie her to an +old hulk; I thought I was dying when I married her, and I only had the +ceremony then to make sure that me money should feed her and protect her +from the storms of the world. I wanted to take her out of a hole where +she was sore pressed, and I wanted to make her people comfortable. I've +brought her to this house. Me money has always been to her hand. It +rejoices me to see her spend it, and I've been hoping that these +things—me money—would make up for me poor, old, crippled body. I've +been a rough man. I lived as men who have no ties have always +lived—till I met her, then I quit the game. I put aside everything that +could make her ashamed. I'm no toad, miss—I know she has that in her +soul that can take her out of my level. Were I twenty years younger and +a well man I could folly her—but 'tis no use debating now. I'll talk +with her this night—" He paused abruptly and turned upon her with +piercing inquiry: "Have you discussed this with Ben?"</p> + +<p>She was beginning to tremble in face of the storm which she foresaw +looming before her. "No—I lacked the courage."</p> + +<p>A faintly bitter smile stirred his upper lip. "Shall I tell him what you +have said to me?"</p> + +<p>"No, no!" she exclaimed, in sudden affright, "I will tell him."</p> + +<p>"Be sure ye do. As for these editors, I have me own way of dealing with +them. I will soon know whether you are right or wrong. Ye're a sick +woman, and such, they say, have queer fancies. You admit you're jealous, +and I've heard that jealous women are built of hell-fire and vitriol. +Anyhow, you've not shaken me faith in me girl—but ye have in Ben, for I +know the heart of man. We're all alike when it comes to the question of +women."</p> + +<p>"Please don't misunderstand me—it is to keep them both what they are, +good and true, that I come to you—we must not tempt them to evil."</p> + +<p>"I understand what you say, miss, and I think you're honest, but you may +be mistaken. I saw her meet-up with fine young fellies in the East; I +could see they admired her—but she turned them down easily. She's no +weak-minded chippy, as I know on me own account—the more shame to me."</p> + +<p>"Of course she turns others down, for the reason that Ben fills her +heart." She began to weary of her self-imposed task.</p> + +<p>He, too, was tired. "We'll see, we'll see," he repeated musingly, and +gazed away towards the cloud-enshrouded peaks in sombre silence—the +lines of his lips as sorrowful as those of an old lion dying in the +desert, arrow-smitten and alone. He had forgotten the hand that pierced +his heart.</p> + +<p>Thus dismissed, she rose, her eyes burning like deep opals in the +parchment setting of her skin.</p> + +<p>"Life is so cruel!" she said. "I have wished a thousand times that love +had never come to me. Love means only sorrow at the end. Ben has been my +life, my only interest—and now—as he begins to forget—Oh, I can't +bear it! It will kill me!" She sank back into her chair, and, burying +her face, sobbed with such passion that her slight frame shook in the +tempest of it.</p> + +<p>Haney turned and looked at her in silence—profoundly stirred to pity by +her sobs, no longer doubting the reality of her despair. When he spoke +his voice was brokenly sweet and very tender.</p> + +<p>"'Tis a bitter world, miss, and me heart bleeds for such as you. 'Tis +well ye have a hope of paradise, for, if all you say is true, ye must go +from this world cheated and hungry like meself. Ye have one comfort that +I have not—'tis not your own doing. Ye've not misspent your life as I +have done. What does it all show but that life is a game where each man, +good or bad, takes his chance. The cards fall against you and against me +without care of what we are. I can only say I take me chances as I take +the rain and the sun."</p> + +<p>Her paroxysm passed and she rose again, drawing her veil closely over +her face. "Good-bye. We will never meet again."</p> + +<p>"Don't say that," he said, struggling painfully to his feet. "Never is a +long time, and good-bye a cruel, sad word to say. Let's call it 'so +long' and better luck."</p> + +<p>"You are not angry with me?" she turned to ask.</p> + +<p>"Not at all, miss—I thank ye fer opening me eyes to me selfishness."</p> + +<p>"Good-bye."</p> + +<p>"So long! And may ye have better luck in the new deal, miss."</p> + +<p>As she turned at the gate she saw him standing as she had left him, his +brow white and sad and stern, his shoulders drooping as if his strength +and love of life had suddenly been withdrawn.</p> + +<p>While still in this mood she sent word to Ben that she wished to see him +at once, and he responded without delay.</p> + +<p>He was appalled by the change in her. Her interview with Haney had +profoundly weakened her, chilled her. She was like some exquisite lamp +whose golden flame had grown suddenly dim, and Fordyce was filled with +instant, remorseful tenderness. His sense of duty sprang to arms, and +without waiting for her to begin he said: "I hate to think of you as a +pensioner in this house. You should be in your own home—our home—where +I could take care of you. Come, let me take you out of this private +hospital—that's what it is."</p> + +<p>She struggled piteously to assure him that she would be back to par in a +few days, but he was thoroughly alarmed and refused to listen to further +delay.</p> + +<p>"Your surroundings are bad, you need a change."</p> + +<p>She read him to the soul, knew that this argument sprang not from love, +but from pity and self-accusation; therefore, forcing a light tone, she +answered: "I don't feel able to take command of a cook and second girl +just yet, Bennie dear; besides, you're all wrong about this being a bad +atmosphere for me. I'm horribly comfortable here, my own sister couldn't +be kinder than Julia is. No, no, wait a few months longer till you get +settled a little more securely in business; I may pick up a volt or two +more of electricity by that time." Then as she saw his face darken and a +tremor run over his flesh, she lost her self-control and broke forth +with sudden, bitter intensity: "Why don't you throw me over and marry +some nice girl with a healthy body and sane mind? Why cheat yourself and +me?"</p> + +<p>He recoiled before her question, too amazed to do more than exclaim +against her going on.</p> + +<p>She was not to be checked. "Let us be honest with ourselves. You know +perfectly well I'm never going to get better—I do, if you don't. I may +linger on in this way for years, but I will never be anything but a +querulous invalid. Now that's the bitter truth. You mustn't marry me—I +won't let you!" Then her mood changed. "And yet it's so hard to go on +alone—even for a little way."</p> + +<p>Her eyes closed on her hot tears, her head drooped, and Ben, putting his +arm about her neck and pressing her quivering face against his breast, +reproached her very tenderly: "I won't let you say such things, +dearest—you must not! You're not yourself to-day."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, I am! My mind is very clear, too horribly clear. Ben dear, I +mean all I say—you shall not link yourself to me. I have no delusions +now. I'll never be well again—and you must know it."</p> + +<p>"Oh yes, you will! Don't give up! You're only tired to-day. You're +really much better than you were last week."</p> + +<p>"No, I'm not! Let us not deceive ourselves any longer. The change of +climate has not done me good. We waited too long. It has all been a +mistake. Let me go back to Chester—I'm afraid to die out here. I can't +bear the thought of being buried in this soil. It's so bleak and lonely +and alien. I want to go back to the sweet, kindly hills—perhaps I can +reconcile myself to death there—to sink into the earth on this plain is +too dreadful."</p> + +<p>He struggled against the weight of her sorrowful pleadings. "This is +only a mood, dearest; you are over-tired and things look black to you—I +have such days—everybody has these hours of depression, but we must +fight them. It would be so much better for us both if I were your +husband, then I could be with you and watch over you every hour. I could +help you fight these dismal moods. It would be my hourly care. Come, +let's go out and seriously set to work to find a cottage."</p> + +<p>She was silenced for the moment, but when he had finished his +counter-plea she looked up at him with deep-set glance and quietly said: +"Ben, it's all wrong. It was wrong from the very beginning. You are +lashing yourself into uttering these beautiful words, and you do not +realize what you are saying. I am too old for you—Now listen—it's +true! I'm twenty years older in spirit. I haven't been really well for +ten years. You talk of fighting this. Haven't I fought? I've danced when +I should have been in bed. I've had a premonition of early decay for +years—that's why I've been so reckless of my strength. I couldn't bear +to let my youth pass dully—and now it's gone! Wait!—I've deceived you +in other ways. I've been full of black thoughts, I've been jealous and +selfish all along. You deserve the loveliest girl in the world, and it +is a cruel shame for me to stand in the way of your happiness just to +have you light my darkness for a few hours. I know what you want to +say—you think you can be happy with me. Ben, it's only your foolish +sense of honor that keeps you loyal to me—I don't want that—I won't +have it! Take back your pledge." She pushed away from him and twisted a +ring from her finger. "Take this, dear boy, you are absolutely free. Go +and be happy."</p> + +<p>He drew back from her hand in pain and bewilderment. "Alice, you are +crazy to say such things to me." He studied her with suffering in his +eyes. "You are delirious. I am going to send the doctor to you at once."</p> + +<p>"No, I'm not delirious. I know only too well what I'm saying—I have +made my decision. I will never wear this ring again." She turned his +words against himself. "You must not marry a crazy woman."</p> + +<p>"I didn't mean that—you know what I meant. All you say is morbid and +unreasonable, and I will not listen to it. You are clouded by some sick +fancy to-day, and I will go away and send a physician to cure you of +your madness."</p> + +<p>She thrust the ring into his hand and rose, her face tense, her eyes +wonderfully big and luminous. She seemed at the moment to renew her +health and to recover the imperious grace of her radiant youth as she +exaltedly said: "Now I am free! You must ask me all over again—and when +you do, I will say <i>no</i>."</p> + +<p>He sat looking up at her, too bewildered, too much alarmed to find words +for reply. He really thought that she had gone suddenly mad—and yet all +that she said was frightfully reasonable. In his heart he knew that she +was uttering the truth. Their marriage was now impossible—a bridal veil +over that face was horrifying to think upon.</p> + +<p>She went on: "Now run away—I'm going to cry in a moment and I don't +want you to see me do it. Please go!"</p> + +<p>He rose stiffly, and when he spoke his voice was quivering with anxiety. +"I am going to send Julia to you instantly."</p> + +<p>"No, you're not. I won't see her if you do. She can't help me—nobody +can, but you—and I won't let you even see me any more. I'm going home +to Chester to-morrow; so kiss me good-bye—and go."</p> + +<p>He kissed her and went blindly out, their engagement ring tightly +clinched in his hand. It seemed as if a wide, cold, gray cloud had (for +the first time) entirely covered his sunny, youthful world.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVII" id="CHAPTER_XXVII"></a>CHAPTER XXVII</h2> + +<h3>MARSHALL HANEY'S SENTENCE</h3> + + +<p>After Alice Heath's carriage had driven away, Haney returned to his +chair, and with eyes fixed upon the distant peaks gave himself up to a +review of all that the sick woman had said, and entered also upon a +forecast of the game.</p> + +<p>He was not entirely unprepared for her revelation. He was, indeed, too +wise not to know that Bertha must sometime surely find in another and +younger man her heart's hunger, but his wish had set that dark day far +away in the future. Moreover, he had relied on her promise to confide in +him, and it hurt him to think that she had not fulfilled her pledge; yet +even in this he sought excuses for her.</p> + +<p>"She may love him without knowing it. Anyhow, he's a fine young lad, far +better for her than an old shoulder-shot cayuse like meself." His sense +of unworthiness became the solvent of other and sweeter emotions. His +wealth no longer seemed capable of bridging the deep chasm widening +between them.</p> + +<p>This day had shown a black sky to him, even before Alice Heath's +disturbing call, for Bertha had been darkly brooding at breakfast, and +silent at lunch, and immediately after rising from the table had gone +away alone, without a word of explanation to any member of her +household. She had not even taken her dogs with her, and her face was +set and almost sullen as she passed out of the door and down the walk. +All this was so unlike her that Mart was greatly troubled. It gave +weight and significance to every word of Alice Heath's warning.</p> + +<p>Bertha was gone till nearly six o'clock, and her mood seemed no whit +lightened as she entered the gate and came slowly up the walk. To Mart's +humbly spoken query, "What troubles ye, darlin'?" she made no reply, but +went at once to her room.</p> + +<p>The old gambler seemed pitiably helpless and forlorn as he sat there in +his accustomed chair waiting her return. The bees and birds were busy +among the vines, and all the well-oiled machinery of his splendid home +was going forward to the end that his sweet girl-wife should be served. +If she were unhappy, of what value were these soft rugs, these savory +dishes, this shining silver? There was, in truth, something mocking and +terrifying in the swift, well-trained action of the servants, who went +about their tasks unmoved and apparently unacquainted with any change in +the mind of their young mistress.</p> + +<p>In the kitchen the cook was carefully compounding the soup while +watching the roast. Lucius, deft and absorbed, was preparing the table, +arranging the coffee service and deciding upon the china. On the seat +under the pear-trees Miss Franklin was chatting with Mrs. Gilman, and in +the barn the coachman could be heard giving the horses their evening +taste of green grass—"and yet how empty, aimless, and foolish it all is +if Bertha is unhappy," thought the master.</p> + +<p>He grew alarmed for fear she would not come down; but at last he heard +her light step on the stairs, and when she came in view his dim eyes +were startled by the transformation in her. She had put on the plainest +of her gowns, and she wore no jewels. By other ways which he felt but +could not analyze she expressed some portentous shift of mood. He could +not define why, but her step scared him, so measured and resolute it +seemed.</p> + +<p>She called to her mother and Miss Franklin and then asked, "Has dinner +been announced?"</p> + +<p>Her tone was quiet and natural, and Mart was relieved. He answered with +attempt at jocularity, "Lucius is this minute winkin' at me over the +soup-tureen."</p> + +<p>As they took seats at the table Mrs. Gilman exclaimed, "Why, dearie, +where did you dig up that old waist?"</p> + +<p>"Will it do to visit Sibley in?"</p> + +<p>"No indeed! I should say not. When you go back there I want you to wear +the best you've got. They'll consider it an insult if you don't."</p> + +<p>A faint smile lighted Bertha's pale face. "I don't think they'll take it +so hard as all that."</p> + +<p>"Are you goin' to Sibley?" asked Mart, an anxious tone in his voice.</p> + +<p>"I thought of it. Mother is going over to-night, and I rather guess I'll +run over with her. I've never been back, you see, since that night."</p> + +<p>There was something ominous in her restraint, in her abstraction of +glance, and especially in her lack of appetite. She took little account +of her guests and seemed profoundly engaged upon some inward +calculation. The beautifully spread table, which would have thrilled her +a few short weeks ago, was powerless to even hold her gaze, and it was +Lucius (deft and watchful) who brought the meal to a successful +conclusion—for the mother was awed and helpless in the presence of the +queenly daughter whom wealth had translated into something almost too +high and shining for her to lay hand upon.</p> + +<p>Miss Franklin did her best, but she was not a person of light and +dancing intellectual feet, and she had never understood Haney, anyhow. +Altogether it was a dismal and difficult half-hour.</p> + +<p>When the coffee came on Bertha rose abruptly, saying, "Come out into the +garden, Mart, I've got something to say to you."</p> + +<p>He obeyed with a sense of being called to account, and as they walked +slowly across the grass, which the light of a vivid orange sunset had +made transcendently green, he glanced to the west with foreboding that +this was the last time he should look upon the kingly peak at sunset +time. A flaming helmet of cloud shone upon the chief, and all the lesser +heights were a deep, purple bank out of which each serrate summit rose +without perspective, sharply set against the other like a monstrous +silhouette of cardboard.</p> + +<p>It should have been indeed a very sweet and odorous and peaceful hour. +The murmur of the water from the fountain had the lulling sound of a +hive of bees as they settle to rest, and to the suffering man it seemed +impossible that this, his cherished world, could change to the black +chaos which the loss of his adorable wife would bring upon it.</p> + +<p>The settee was of wire, and curved so that when they had taken seats +they faced each other, and the sight of her, so slender, so graceful, so +womanly, filled him with a fury of hate against the assassin who had +torn him to pieces, making him old before his time, a cripple, impotent, +inert, and scarred.</p> + +<p>Bertha did not wait for him to begin, and her first words smote like +bullets. "Mart, I'm going back to Sibley."</p> + +<p>He looked at her with startled eyes—his brow wrinkling into sorrowful +lines. "For how long?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know—it may be a good while. I'm going away to think things +over." Then she added, firmly, "I may not come back at all, Mart."</p> + +<p>"For God's sake, don't say that, girlie! You don't mean that!" His voice +was husky with the agony that filled his throat. "I can't live without +ye now. Don't go—that way."</p> + +<p>"I've <i>got</i> to go, Mart. My mind ain't made up to this proposition. I +don't know about living with you any more."</p> + +<p>"Why not? What's the matter, darlin'? Can't ye put up with me a little +longer? I know I'm only a piece of a man—but tell me the truth. Can't +you stay with me—as we are?"</p> + +<p>She met him with the truth, but not the whole truth. "Everybody thinks I +married you for your money, Mart—it ain't true—but the evidence is all +against me. The only way to prove it a lie is to just naturally pull out +and go back to work. I hate to leave, so long as you—feel about me as +you do—but, Mart, I'm 'bleeged' to do it. My mind is so stirred up—I +don't enjoy anything any more. I used to like everything in the +house—all my nice things—the dresses and trinkets you gave me. It was +fun to run the kitchen—now it all goes against the grain some way. Fact +is, none of it seems mine."</p> + +<p>His eyes were wet with tears as he said: "It's all my fault. It's all +because of what I said last night—"</p> + +<p>She stopped him. "No, it ain't that—it ain't your fault, it's mine. +Something's gone wrong with <i>me</i>. I love this home, and my dogs and +horses and all—and yet I can't enjoy 'em any more. They don't belong to +me—now that's the fact, Mart."</p> + +<p>"I'll make 'em yours, darlin', I'll deed 'em all over to you."</p> + +<p>"No, no, that won't do it. My mind has got to change. It's all in my +mind. Don't you see? I've got to get away from the whole outfit and +think it all out. If I can come back I will, but you mustn't bank on my +return, Mart. You mustn't be surprised if I settle on the other side of +the range."</p> + +<p>"I know," he said, sadly. "I know your reason and I don't blame you. +'Tis not for an old derelict like me to hold you—but you must let me +give you some of me money—'tis of no value to me now. If ye do not let +me share it with you me heart will break entirely."</p> + +<p>"I haven't a right to a cent of it, Mart—I owe you more than I can ever +pay. No, I can't afford to take another cent."</p> + +<p>In the pause which followed his face took on a look of new resolution. +"Bertie, I've had something happen to me to-day. I've learned something +I should have known long since."</p> + +<p>Her look of surprise deepened into dismay as he went on: "I know what's +the matter with you, girlie. 'Tis after seeing Ben your face always +shines. You love him, Bertie—and I don't blame you—"</p> + +<p>A carriage driving up to the gate brought diversion, and she sprang up, +her face flushed, her eyes big and scared. "There comes Dr. Steele! I'd +plumb forgot about his call."</p> + +<p>"So had I," he answered, as he rose to meet his visitor.</p> + +<p>Dr. Steele, a gray-haired, vigorous man, entered the gate and came +hurriedly up the path, something fateful in his stride. He greeted them +both casually, smilelessly. "I've got to get that next train," he +announced, mechanically looking at his watch, "and that leaves me just +twenty minutes in which to thump you."</p> + +<p>Bertha was in awe of this blunt, tactless man of science, and as they +moved towards the house listened in chilled silence while he continued: +"Brent writes me that you were doing pretty well down by the lake. Why +didn't you stay? He says he advised you not to come back."</p> + +<p>"This is me home," answered Haney, simply.</p> + +<p>Lucius took Bertha's place at Mart's shoulder and the three men went +into the library, leaving her to wait outside in anxious solitude. There +was something in the doctor's manner which awed her, filled her with new +conceptions, new duties.</p> + +<p>Steele was one of these cold-blooded practitioners who do not believe in +the old-fashioned manner. "Cheery suggestion" was nonsense to him. His +examination was to Bertha, as to Haney, a dreaded ordeal. However, Brent +had advised it, and they had agreed to submit to it, and now here he +was, and upon his judgment she must rest.</p> + +<p>For half an hour she waited in the hall, almost without moving, so +far-reaching did this verdict promise to be. Her anxiety deepened into +fear as Steele came out of the room and walked rapidly towards her. +"He's a very sick man," he burst forth, irritably. "Get him away from +here as quickly as you can—but don't excite him. Don't let him exert +himself at all till you reach a lower altitude. Keep him quiet and +peaceful, and don't let him clog himself up with starchy food—and above +all, keep liquors away from him. He shouldn't have come back here at +all. Brent warned him that he couldn't live up here. Slide him down to +sea-level—if he'll go—and take care of him. His heart will run along +all right if he don't overtax it. He'll last for years at sea-level."</p> + +<p>"He hates to leave—he says he won't leave," she explained.</p> + +<p>The man of science shrugged his shoulders. "All right! He can take his +choice of roads"—he used an expressive gesture—"up or down. One leads +to the New Jerusalem and is short—as he'll find out if he stays here. +Good-night! I must get that train."</p> + +<p>"Wait a minute!" she called after him. "Is there anything I can do? Did +you leave any medicine?"</p> + +<p>He turned and came back. "Yes, a temporary stimulant, but medicine is of +little use. If you can get away to-morrow, you do it."</p> + +<p>She stood a few minutes at the library door listening, waiting, and at +last (hearing no sound), opened the door decisively and went in.</p> + +<p>Haney, ghastly pale, in limp dejection, almost in collapse, was seated +in an easy-chair, with Lucius holding a glass to his lips. He was +stripped to his undershirt and looked like a defeated, gray old +gladiator, fallen helpless in the arena, deserted by all the world save +his one faithful servant—and Bertha's heart was wrenched with a deep +pang of pity and remorse as she gazed at him. The doctor's warning +became a command. To desert him in returning health was bad enough, to +desert him now was impossible.</p> + +<p>Running to him, all her repugnance gone, all her tenderness awake, she +put her arm about his shoulders. "Oh, Mart, did he hurt you? Are you +worse?"</p> + +<p>He raised dim eyes to her, eyes that seemed already filmed with death's +opaque curtains, but bravely, slowly smiled. "I'm down but not out, +darlin'. That brute of a doctor jolted me hard; I nearly took the +count—but I'm—still in the ring. Harness me up, Lucius. I'll show that +sawbones the power of mind over matter—the ould croaker!"</p> + +<p>He recovered rapidly and was soon able to stagger to his feet. Then, +with a return of his wonted humor, he stretched out his big right arm. +"I'm not to be put out of business by wan punch from an old puddin' like +Steele. I am not the 'stiff' he thinks. He had me agin the ropes, 'tis +true, but I'll surprise him yet."</p> + +<p>"What did he say?" she persisted in demanding.</p> + +<p>He shook his head. "That's bechune the two of us," he nodded warningly +at Lucius. "For one thing, he says me heart can't stand the high +country. 'It's you to the deep valley,' says he."</p> + +<p>Her decision was ready. "All right, then <i>we go</i>!"</p> + +<p>He faced her quickly. "Did ye say WE, Bertie? Did ye say it, +sweetheart?"</p> + +<p>"I did, Mart—I've changed my mind once more. I'm goin' to stick by +you—till you're settled somewhere. I won't leave till you're better."</p> + +<p>The tears blinded his eyes again, and his lips twitched. "You're God's +own angel, Bertie, but I don't deserve it. No, stay you here—I'm not +worth your sacrifice. No, no, I can't have it! Stay here with Ben and +look after the mines."</p> + +<p>Her face settled in lines that were not girlish as she repeated: "It's +up to me to go, and I'm going, Mart! I didn't realize how bad it was for +you here—I didn't, really!"</p> + +<p>"It's all wrong, I'm afraid—all wrong," he answered, "but the Lord +knows I need you worse than ever."</p> + +<p>"Shut off on all that!" she commanded. "Lucius, help me take him outside +where the air is better."</p> + +<p>Mart put the man away. "One is enough," he said, brusquely; and so, +leaning on his strong, young wife, he went slowly out into the dusk +where the mother and Miss Franklin were sitting, quite unconscious of +the deep significance of the doctor's visit. "Not a word to them," +warned Haney—"at any rate, not to-night."</p> + +<p>They were now both facing the pain of instantly abandoning all these +beautiful and ministering material conditions which money had called +round them. It seemed so foolish, so incredibly silly—this mandate of +the physician. Could any place on the earth be more healthful, more +helpful to human life than this wide-porched, cool-halled house, this +garden, this air? What difference could a few thousand feet make on the +heart's action?</p> + +<p>The thought of putting away all hope of seeing Ben Fordyce came at last +to overtop all Bertha's other regrets as the lordly peak overrode the +clouds—and yet she was determined to go. Very quietly she told her +mother that she had decided to put off her visit to Sibley, and at 10:30 +she drove down to the station and sent her away composedly. At the +moment she was glad to get her out of the town, so that she should not +share in the grief of next day's departure. To Miss Franklin she then +confided the doctor's warning, and together they began to pack.</p> + +<p>Haney, with lowering brow and bleeding heart, went to his bed denouncing +himself. "I have no right to her. 'Tis the time for me to step out. If +the doctor knows his business, 'tis only a matter of a few weeks, +anyhow, when my seat in the game will be empty. Why not stay here in me +own home and so end it all comfortably?"</p> + +<p>This was so simple—and yet he spent most of the night fighting the +desire to live out those years the doctor had promised him. It was so +sweet to sit opposite that dear girl-face of a morning, to feel her hand +on his hair—now and again. "She's only a child—she can wait ten years +and still be young." But then came the thought: "'Tis harder for her to +wait than it is for me to go. 'Tis mere selfishness. What can I do in +the world? I have no interest in the game outside of her. No, Mart, the +consumptive is right, 'tis up to you to slip away, genteel and quiet, so +that your widow will not be troubled by anny gossip."</p> + +<p>To use the pistol was easy, the handle fitted his hand, but to die so +that no shock or shame would come to her, that was his problem. "I will +not leave her the widow of a suicide," he resolved. "I must go so sly, +so casual-like, that no one will be able to point the finger at her or +Ben."</p> + +<p>"Can I visit the mine once more?" he had asked Steele. "No," the doctor +had replied. "To go a thousand feet higher than this would be fatal."</p> + +<p>As he mused on this he began to feel the wonder of the body in which he +dwelt. That a machine so bulky and so gross could be so delicate that a +change in the pressure of the atmosphere might be fatal astonished him. +"I'll soon know," he said, "for I cross the range to-morrow."</p> + +<p>The dark shadow of the unseen world, once so dim and far, now rose +formidable as a mountain on the horizon of his thought. It was so +difficult to leave the house in which he had found peace and a strange +kind of happiness (the happiness of a soldier home on parole, +convalescent and content under the apple-trees)—it was very hard—and +the tenderness, the care, to which his little wife had returned and +which filled his heart with sweetness, added to his irresolution.</p> + +<p>He fell into deep sleep at last, still in debate with himself.</p> + +<p>He woke quietly next morning, like a child, and as his eyes took in the +big room in which he had slept for a year, surrounded by such luxury as +he had never dreamed of having (even for a day), life seemed very easy +of continuance, and Steele a mistaken egotist, a foul destroyer of men's +peace; but as he rose to dress and saw himself in the glass, the figure +he presented decided his hand. Was this Mart Haney—this unshaven, +haggard, and wrinkled old man?</p> + +<p>Leaning close to the mirror, he studied his face as if it were a mask. +Deep creases ran down on either side of the nose, giving to his gaze the +morose expression of an aged, slavering mastiff. His nerveless cheeks +depended. His neck was stringy. Puffy sacs lay under the eyes, and the +ashen pallor of his skin told how the heart was laboring to maintain +life's red current in its round.</p> + +<p>As he looked his decision was taken. "Mart, the game has run mostly in +your favor for twenty-five years—but 'tis agin ye now. The quiet old +gentleman with the bony grin holds the winning fist. Lay down your cards +and quit the board this day, like a man. Why drag on like this for a +year or two more, a burden to yourself and a curse to her."</p> + +<p>And yet, though crippled and gray, death was somehow more dreadful to +him at this moment than when in his remorseless and powerful young +manhood he had looked again and again into the murderous eyes of those +who were eager to shed his blood. He shivered at the thought of the dark +river, as those whose limbs having grown pale and thin dread the cold +wind of the night.</p> + +<p>"I wonder is the mother over there waitin' fer me?" he half whispered. +"If ye are, your soul will be floating far above me in the light, while +I—burdened by me sins—must wallow below in purgatory. But I go, and +the divil take his toll."</p> + +<p>There was not much preparation to be made. His will was written, fully +attested, and filed in a safe place. His small personal belongings he +was willing to leave in Bertha's hands. It was hardest of all to vanish +without a word of good-bye to any soul, but this was essential to his +plan. "No one must suspect design in me departure," he muttered. "I must +drop out—<i>by accident</i>. I must cut loose during the day, too—no night +trips for me—in a way that will look natural. If Steele knows his +business, Mart Haney will go out of the game on the summit, if not, 'tis +easy for a cripple to stagger and fall from a rock. Thank God, I leave +her as I found her—small credit to me in that."</p> + +<p>Lucius, coming in soon after, found his master unexpectedly cheerful and +vigorous.</p> + +<p>In answer to his query, the gambler said: "I take me medicine, Lucius, +like a Cheyenne. 'Tis all in the game. Some man must lose in order that +another may win. The wheel rolls and the board is charged in favor of +the bank. Damn the man that squeals when the cards fall fair."</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXVIII" id="CHAPTER_XXVIII"></a>CHAPTER XXVIII</h2> + +<h3>VIRTUE TRIUMPHS</h3> + + +<p>Mart maintained his deceptive cheer at the breakfast-table, and the +haggard look of the earlier hour passed away as he resolutely attacked +his chop. He spoke of his exile in a tone of resignation—mixed with +humor. "Sure, the old dad will have the laugh on us. He told us this was +the jumpin'-off place."</p> + +<p>"What will we do about the house?" asked Bertha. "Will we sell or rent?"</p> + +<p>"Nayther. Lave it as it is," replied he quickly. "So long as I live I +want to feel 'tis here ready for ye whinever ye wish to use it. 'Tis not +mine. Without you I never would have had it, and I want no other +mistress in it. Sure, every chair, every picture on the walls is there +because of ye. 'Tis all you, and no one else shall mar it while I live."</p> + +<p>This was the note which was most piercing in her ears, and she hastened +to stop it by remarking the expense of maintaining the place—its +possible decay and the like; but to all this he doggedly replied: "I +care not. I'd rather burn it and all there is in it than turn it over to +some other woman. Go you to Ben and tell him my will concerning it."</p> + +<p>This gave a new turn to her thought. "I don't want to do that. Why don't +you go and tell him yourself?"</p> + +<p>"Didn't the doctor say I must save meself worry? I hate to ask ye to +shoulder the heavy end of this proposition." His face lost its forced +smile. "I'm a sick man, darlin'; I know it now, and I must save meself +all I can. Ye may send Lucius down and bring him up, or we'll drive down +and see him; maybe the ride would do me good, but I can't climb them +stairs ag'in."</p> + +<p>The temptation to see Ben once more, alone in the bright office, proved +too great for Bertha's resolution, and she answered: "All right, I'll +go, but only to bring him down to you. You must give the orders about +the house."</p> + +<p>In spite of his iron determination to be of good cheer in her presence, +Mart's lips quivered with pain of parting as he looked round the +splendid dining-room, into which the sunlight was pouring. Suddenly he +broke forth: "Ye <i>must</i> stay here, darlin'—never mind me. 'Tis a sin +and a shame to ask ye to lave all this to go with a poor old—"</p> + +<p>"Stop that!" she called, sharply. "I won't listen to any such talk," and +he said no more.</p> + +<p>They decided to go down about ten o'clock, when the daily tide of his +life rode highest. This hour suited his own plan, for a train left for +the mountains not long after, and he had resolved to make his escape +while Bertha was with Ben in the office. "There will be no need of any +change in the house," he thought, "but 'twill do no hurt for them to +talk it all over."</p> + +<p>For an hour or two he hobbled about the yard and garden, taking a final +look at the horses and dogs, and his face was very lax and gray and his +voice broken as he talked with his men, who had learned of the doctor's +orders, and were awkwardly silent with sympathy. He soon grew tired and +came back to the porch to rest and wait for the hour of his departure. +Settling into his accustomed chair, which faced directly upon the +mountains over which the sun, wearing to the south, was beginning to +hang its vivid shadows, he sat like a man of bronze. The clouds which +each day clothed the scarred and naked peaks with a mantle of ermine and +purple, were already assembling. The range assumed a new and +overpowering grandeur in his eyes, for it typified the Big Divide, which +lay between him and the country of the soundless, dawnless night.</p> + +<p>Up that deep fold which lay between the chieftain and his consort to the +north ran the western way—a trail with no returning footprints; and the +thought made his heart beat painfully, while a sense of the wonder and +the terror of death came to him. He was going away as the wounded +grizzly crawls to the thicket to die, unseen of his kind, even of his +mate.</p> + +<p>To never return! To mount and mount, each league separating him forever +from the mansion he had come to enjoy, the wife he loved better than his +own life. "I cannot believe it," he whispered, "and yet I must make it +so."</p> + +<p>Then he began to wonder, grimly, just when his heart would fail, just +where it would burst like a rotten cinch. "Will it be on the train? +Suppose I last to the coal-switch, then I must climb to the mine. +Suppose I live to reach the mine, then what? Oh, well, 'tis easy to slip +from the cliff."</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, out under the trees, the gardener was spading turf, the +lawn-mower was purring briskly and as though no sentence of death had +been passed upon the master of the place. In this Haney saw the world's +action typified. The individual is of little value—the race alone +counts.</p> + +<p>He shuffled down to meet the carriage at the gate, and Lucius helped him +in before Bertha could reach him, and they drove off down the street so +exactly in their usual way that Bertha was moved to say: "I don't +believe it! I can't realize we're quitting this town to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"No more can I, but I reckon it's good-bye all the same—for me, anyhow. +I despise meself for asking ye to go, darlin'—I <i>don't</i> ask it. Stay +you! I'm not demanding anything at all. 'Tis fitter for me to go alone. +Stay on, darlin'—'twill comfort me to lave ye safe and happy here."</p> + +<p>She shook her head with quite as much determination as he. "No, Mart, my +mind is made up—I know my job, and I'm going to muckle to it like a +little lady, so don't fuss."</p> + +<p>The air was beautifully clear and bracing, and a minute later Haney +remarked, sadly: "I reckon the doctor knows his trade, but 'tis bitter +nonsense to me when a man says the murky wind of the low country is +better for a sick man than this."</p> + +<p>She was very tender at heart as she replied: "I'm afraid he's right, +Mart. I could see you weren't so well here; but I was selfish—I tried +to argue different. You'll be better down below, that's dead certain."</p> + +<p>"Well, the bets are all laid and the wheel spinning. I'm ready to take +me exile—but I hate to drag ye down with me."</p> + +<p>"Don't worry about me," she answered, with intent to reassure him. "To +be honest, I kind o' like the East."</p> + +<p>At the door of Ben's office building she got out, leaving him in the +carriage. As she looked back at him from the doorway something which +seemed like anguish in his face moved her, and she returned to the wheel +to say, "Never mind, Mart, we'll buy a new home down there."</p> + +<p>He was struggling as if with the pangs of death, but he said, "'Tis +childish, I know, but I hate to say good-bye to it all."</p> + +<p>She patted his hand as if soothing a child, and, turning, mounted the +stairway. How weak and old he seemed at the moment!</p> + +<p>Fordyce was at work. She could hear his typewriter click laboriously (he +was his own typist as yet), and she stood for a moment in the hall with +hand pressed hard upon her bosom, the full significance of this last +visit overwhelming her. Here was the end of her own happiness—the +beginning of long-drawn misery and heart-hunger. Her blood beat +tumultuously in her throat, and each throb was a physical, smothering +pain.</p> + +<p>At last she grew calmer and knocked. Ben opened the door, and his face +shone with joy. "You're late!" he reproachfully exclaimed; then, as he +peered into the hall, he asked, "Where's the Captain?"</p> + +<p>She was very white as she answered: "He can't come up this morning. He +ain't able."</p> + +<p>"Is he worse?" His face expressed swift concern.</p> + +<p>"Yes—Dr. Steele came last night and examined him—"</p> + +<p>"What did he say?"</p> + +<p>"He told us to 'get out' of here—quick."</p> + +<p>He drew her in and shut the door. "Tell me all about it. What is the +matter?"</p> + +<p>"It's his heart. He can't stand it here. We've got to get away—down the +slope—to-morrow."</p> + +<p>"Not to stay?"</p> + +<p>"That's what Steele says. Mart's in bad shape."</p> + +<p>He searched her face with earnest gaze. "I can't understand that. He +seemed so happy and so much better, too."</p> + +<p>"He's been a good deal worse than he let on, or else he fooled himself. +The doctor found his heart jumping cogs right along."</p> + +<p>"And he positively ordered you to go below?"</p> + +<p>"Yes—he scared me. He said Mart might die any minute—if he stayed."</p> + +<p>In the silence that followed his face became almost as white as her own, +for he understood and shared her temptation. At last he said, slowly, +"And you are going with him?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I must. Don't you see I must?"</p> + +<p>He understood, too. Haney had refused to go without her, and to stay +would be to shorten his life.</p> + +<p>"How did the Captain take it?" he asked with effort.</p> + +<p>"Mighty hard at first, but he's fairly cheerful to-day. He wants to +leave me here—but I'm going with him. It's my business to be where he +is," she added. "He sure needs me now."</p> + +<p>"What are you going to do with the house?"</p> + +<p>"Leave it just as it is. He won't sell it or rent it. He wants you to +look after all his business just the same—"</p> + +<p>"I can't do that."</p> + +<p>"Why not?"</p> + +<p>"Because I don't intend to stay here." As he spoke his excitement +mounted. "My little world was all askew before you came. You've put the +finishing-touch to it. I'm ready to make my own will at this moment."</p> + +<p>"You mustn't talk that way," she admonished. "I don't like to see you +lose your grip." Her words were commonplace, but her hesitating, +tremulous voice betrayed her and exalted him. "I'm—we are depending on +you."</p> + +<p>His face, his eyes, filled her with light. She forgot all the rest of +the world for the moment, and he, looking upon her with a knowledge that +she loved him and was about to leave him, spoke fatefully—as if the +words came forth in spite of his will. "You don't seem to realize how +deeply I'm going to miss you. You cannot know how much your presence +means to me here in this small town. I will not stay on without the hope +of seeing you. If you go, I will not remain here another day."</p> + +<p>She fought against the feeling of pride, of joy, which these words gave +her. "You mustn't say that—you've got to stay with Alice."</p> + +<p>"Alice!" his voice rose. "Alice has given me back my ring and is going +home. When you are gone, what is left in this town for me?" He rose and +walked up and down, a choking sob in his throat. "My God! It's horrible +to feel our good days ending in a crash like this. What does it all +mean? I refuse to admit that our shining little world is only a house of +cards. Are we never to see each other again? I refuse to say good-bye. I +won't have it so!" He faced her again with curt inquiry. "Where are you +going to live?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know—maybe in Chicago—maybe in New York."</p> + +<p>"No matter where it is, I will come to you. I cannot lose you out of my +life—I will not!"</p> + +<p>"No, you mustn't do that. It ain't square to Mart—I can't see you any +more—now."</p> + +<p>He seized upon the significance of that little final word. "What do you +mean by <i>now</i>? Do you mean because Mart is worse? Or do you mean that I +have forfeited your good-will by my own action?" He came closer to her +and his voice was low and insistent as he continued: "Or do you +mean—something very sweet and comforting to me? Do you love me, Bertie? +Do you? Is that your meaning?"</p> + +<p>She struggled against him as she answered: "I don't know—Yes, I do +know—it ain't right for me—for you to say these things to me while I +am Mart Haney's wife."</p> + +<p>He caught at her hands and looked upon her with face grown older and +graver as he bitterly wailed: "Why couldn't we have met before you went +to him? You must not go with him now, for you are mine at heart, you +belong to me."</p> + +<p>She rose with instinctive desire to flee, but he held her hands in both +of his and hurried on: "You do love me! I am sure of it! Why try to +conceal it? You would marry me if you were free?" His eyes pierced her +as he proceeded, transformed by the power of his own plea. "We belong to +each other—don't you know we do? I am sorry for Alice, but I do not +love her—I never loved her as I love you. She understands this. That is +why she has returned my ring—there is nothing further for me to say to +her. As for Marshall Haney I pity him, as you do, but he has no right to +claim you."</p> + +<p>"He don't claim me. He wants me to stay here."</p> + +<p>"Then why don't you?"</p> + +<p>"Because he needs me."</p> + +<p>"So do I need you."</p> + +<p>"But not the way—I mean he is sick and helpless."</p> + +<p>He drew her closer. "You must not go. I will not let you go. You're a +part of my life now." His words ceased, but his eyes called with burning +intensity.</p> + +<p>She struggled, not against him, but in opposition to something within +herself which seemed about to overwhelm her will. It was so easy to +listen, to yield—and so hard to free her hands and turn away, but the +thought of Haney waiting, and a knowledge of his confident trust in her, +brought back her sterner self.</p> + +<p>"No!" she cried out sharply, imperiously. "I won't have it! You mustn't +touch me again, not while he lives! You mustn't even see me again!"</p> + +<p>He understood and respected her resolution, but could not release her at +the moment. "Won't you kiss me good-bye?"</p> + +<p>She drew her hands away. "No, it's all wrong, and you know it! I'll +despise you if you touch me again! Good-bye!"</p> + +<p>Thereupon his clean, bright, honorable soul responded to her reproof, +rose to dominion over the flesh, and he said: "Forgive me. I didn't mean +to tempt you to anything wrong. Good-bye!" and so they parted in such +anguish as only lovers know when farewells seem final, and their empty +hearts, calling for a word of promise, are denied.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHAPTER_XXIX" id="CHAPTER_XXIX"></a>CHAPTER XXIX</h2> + +<h3>MARSHALL HANEY'S LAST TRAIL</h3> + + +<p>Marshall Haney was a brave man, and his resolution was fully taken, but +that final touch of Bertha's hand upon his arm very nearly unnerved him. +His courage abruptly fell away, and, leaning back against the cushions +of his carriage, with closed eyelids (from which the hot tears dripped), +he gave himself up to the temptation of a renewal of his life. It was +harder to go, infinitely harder, because of that impulsive, sweet +caress. Her face was so beautiful, too, with that upward, tender, +pitying look upon it!</p> + +<p>While still he sat weak and hesitant, a roughly dressed man of large and +decisive movement stopped and greeted him. "Hello, Mart, how are you +this fine day?"</p> + +<p>Haney put his tragic mask away with a stroke of his hand, and hastily +replied: "Comin' along, Dan, comin' along. How are things up on the +peak?"</p> + +<p>"Still pretty mixed," replied the miner, lightly; then, with a further +look around, he stepped a little nearer the wheel. "Hell's about to +break loose again, Mart."</p> + +<p>"What's the latest?"</p> + +<p>"I can't go into details, and I mustn't be seen talking with you, but +Williams is in for trouble. Tell him to reverse engine for a few weeks. +Good-day," and he walked off, leaving the impression of having been sent +to convey a friendly warning.</p> + +<p>Haney seized upon this message. His resolution returned. His voice took +on edge and decision. "Oscar," he called quickly, "drive me down to the +station, I want to get that ten-thirty-seven train."</p> + +<p>As the driver chirruped to his horses and swung out into the street, +Marshall Haney, with full understanding that this was to be his eternal +farewell, turned and looked up, hoping to catch a last glimpse of his +wife's sweet face at the window. A sign, a smile, a beckoning, and his +purpose might still have faltered, but the recall did not take place, +and facing the west he became again the man of will. When the carriage +drew up to the platform he gave orders to his coachman as quietly as +though this were his usual morning ride. "Now, Oscar, you heard what +that friend of mine said?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"Well, forget it."</p> + +<p>"Very well, sir."</p> + +<p>"But tell Mrs. Haney I've gone up to the mine. You can say to her that +Williams sent for me. You can tell her, but to no one else, what you +heard Dan say. You understand?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"All right, that stands. Now you go home and wait till about +twelve-thirty. Then go down for Mrs. Haney."</p> + +<p>The coachman, a stolid, reliable man, well trained to his duties, did +not offer to assist his master, but sat in most approved alertness upon +his box while Haney painfully descended to the walk.</p> + +<p>The train was about to move, and the conductor had already signalled the +engineer to "go ahead," but at sight of the gambler, whom he knew, +stopped the train and helped Haney aboard. "A minute more and you would +have been left. Going up to the mine, I reckon?"</p> + +<p>They were still on the platform as Mart answered, "Yes, I'm due to take +a hand in the game up there." He said this with intent to cover his +trail.</p> + +<p>He was all but breathless as he dropped into a seat near the door. The +sense of leaden weakness with which he had come to struggle daily had +deepened at the moment into a smothering pain which threatened to blind +him.</p> + +<p>"I must be quiet," he thought—"I will not die in the car." There seemed +something disgraceful, something ignominious in such a death.</p> + +<p>Gradually his fear of this misfortune grew less. "What does it matter +where death comes or when it comes? The quicker the better for all +concerned."</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, he opened the little phial of medicine which Steele had +given him and swallowed two of the pellets. That they were a powerful +stimulant of the heart he knew, but that an overdose would kill he only +suspected from Steele's word of caution.</p> + +<p>They were, indeed, magical in their effect. His brain cleared, his pulse +grew stronger, and the feeling of benumbing weakness which dismayed him +passed away.</p> + +<p>The conductor, on his round, found him sitting silently at the window, +very pale and very stern, his eyes fixed upon the brawling stream along +whose winding course the railway climbed. While noting the number of +Mart's pass the official leaned over and spoke in a low voice, but Haney +heard what he said as through a mist. He was no longer moved by the +sound of the bugle. A labor war was temporary, like a storm in the +pines. It might arrest the mining for a few weeks or a month, but +through it all, no matter what happened, deep down in the earth lay +Bertha's wealth, secure of any marauder. So much he was able to reason +out.</p> + +<p>One or two of the passengers who knew him drew near, civilly inquiring +as to his health, and to each one he explained that he was on the gain +and that he was going up to the camp to study conditions for himself. +They were all greatly excited by the news of battle, but they did not +succeed in conveying their emotion to Haney. With impassive countenance +he listened, and at the end remarked: "'Tis all of a stripe to me, boys. +I'm like the soldier on the battle-field with both legs shot off. I hear +the shouting and the tumult, but I'm out of the running."</p> + +<p>Without understanding his mood, they withdrew, leaving him alone. His +mind went back to Bertha. "What will she do when she finds me gone? She +will not be scared at first. She will wire to stop me; but no +matter—before she can reach me, I'll be high in the hills."</p> + +<p>He could not prevent his mind from dwelling on her. He tried to fix his +thoughts upon his life as a boyish adventurer, but could not keep to +those earlier periods of his career. All of his days before meeting her +seemed base or trivial or purposeless. She filled his memory to the +exclusion of all other loves and desires. She was at once his wife and +his child. He possessed a thousand bright pictures of her swift and +graceful body, her sunny smile, her sweet, grave eyes. He recalled the +first time he saw her on the street in Sibley, and groaned to think how +basely he had planned against her. "She never knew that, thank God!" he +said, fervently.</p> + +<p>Then came that unforgetable drive to the ranch, when she put her hand in +his—and on this hour he dwelt long, searching his mind deeply in order +that no grain of its golden store of incident should escape him. His +throat again began to ache with a full sense of the loss he was +inflicting upon himself. "'Tis a lonely trail I'm takin' for your sake, +darlin'," he whispered, "but 'tis all for the best."</p> + +<p>Slowly the train creaked and circled up the heights, following the sharp +turnings of the stream, passing small towns which were in effect summer +camps of pleasure-seekers, on and upward into the moist heights where +the grass was yet green and the slopes gay with flowers. A mood of +exaltation came upon the doomed man as he rose. This was the place to +die—up here where the affairs of men sank into insignificance like the +sound of the mills and the rumble of trains. Here the centuries circled +like swallows and the personal was lost in the ocean of silence.</p> + +<p>At one of these towns which stood almost at the summit of the pass the +conductor brought a telegram, and Mart seized it with eager, trembling +hands. It was (as he expected) a warning from Bertha. She implored him +to let the mine go and to return by the next train.</p> + +<p>He was too nerveless of fingers to put the sheet back within its +envelope, and so thrust it, a crumpled mass, into his pocket. It was as +if her hand was at his shoulder, her voice in his ear, but he did not +falter. To go back now would be but a renewal of his torture. There +could not come a better time to go—to go and leave no suspicion of his +purpose behind him.</p> + +<p>Just over the summit, at a bare little station, the train was held for +orders, and Haney, who was again suffocating and almost blind, took +another dose of the mysterious drug, and with its effect returned to a +dim perception of his surroundings. He was able vaguely to recall that a +trail which began just back of the depot mounted the hill towards his +largest mine. A desire to see Williams, his faithful partner, his most +loyal friend, came over him, and, rising to his feet, he painfully crept +down the aisle to the rear of the car and dropped off unnoticed, just as +the conductor's warning cry started a rush for the train.</p> + +<p>As the last coach disappeared round the turn the essential bleak +loneliness of the place returned. The station seemed deserted by every +human being, even the operator was lost to sight, and the gambler, +utterly solitary, with clouded brain and laboring breath, turned towards +the height, his left leg dragging like a shackle.</p> + +<p>For the first half-mile the way was easy, and by moving slowly he +suffered less pain than he had expected. Around him the frost-smitten +aspens were shivering in the wind, their sparse leaves dangling like +coins of red-and-yellow gold, and all the billowing land below, to the +west, was iridescent with green and flame-color and crimson. A voiceless +regret, a dim, wide-reaching, wistful sadness came over him, but did not +shake his resolution. He had but to look down at his crippled body to +know that the beauty of the world was no longer his to enjoy. His days +were now but days of pain.</p> + +<p>He had always loved the heights. From the time he had first sighted this +range he had never failed to experience a peculiar exaltation as he +mounted above the ranch and the mine. Gambler and night-owl though he +had been, he had often spent his afternoons on horseback riding high +above the camps, and now some small part of his love of the upper air +came back to lead him towards his grave. With face turned to the +solitudes of the snows, with ever-faltering steps, he commenced his +challenging march towards death.</p> + +<p>At the first sharp up-raise in the way his heart began to pound and he +swayed blindly to and fro, unable to proceed. For an instant he looked +down in dismay at the rocky, waiting earth, a most inhospitable grave. A +few minutes' rest against a tree, and his brain cleared. "Higher—I must +go higher," he said to himself; "they'll find me here."</p> + +<p>As he rose he could see the town spread wide on the hill-tops beneath +him—the cabins mere cubes, the mill a child's toy. He could discern men +like ants moving to and fro as if in some special excitement—but he did +not concern himself with the cause. His one thought was to mount—to +blend with the firs and the rocks. He drew the phial from his pocket and +held it in his hand in readiness, with a dull fear that the chemical +would prove too small, too weak, to end his pain.</p> + +<p>It was utterly silent and appallingly lonely on this side of the great +peak. Hunters were few and prospectors were seldom seen. These +upward-looping trails led to no mine—only to abandoned prospect +holes—for no mineral had ever been found on the western slope. The +copses held no life other than a few minute squirrels, and no sound +broke the silence save the insolent cry of an occasional jay or +camp-bird. To die here was surely to die alone and to lie alone, as the +fallen cedar lies, wrought upon by the wind and the snows and the rain.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, his suicidal idea persisted. It had become the one final, +overpowering, directing resolution. There is no passion more persistent +than that which leads to self-destruction. In the midst of the blinding +swirl of his thought he maintained his purpose to put himself above the +world of human effort and to become a brother of the clod, to mix +forever with the mould.</p> + +<p>Slowly he dragged himself upward, foot by foot, seeking the friendly +shelter and obscurity of a grove of firs just above him. Twice he sank +to his knees, a numbing pain at the base of his brain, his breath +roaring, his lips dry, but each time he rose and struggled on, eager to +reach the green and grateful shelter of the forest, filled with desire +to thrust himself into its solitude; and when at last he felt the chill +of the shadow and realized that he was surely hidden from all the world, +he turned, poised for an instant on a mound where the trail doubled +sharply, gave one long, slow glance around, then hurled himself down the +rocky slope. Even as he leaped his heart seemed to burst and he fell +like a clod and lay without further motion. It was as if he had been +smitten in flight by a rifle-ball.</p> + +<p>Around him the small animals of the wood frolicked, and the jay called +inquiringly, but he neither saw nor heard. He was himself but a gasping +creature, with reason entirely engaged in the blind struggle which the +physical organism was instinctively making to continue in its wonted +ways. All the world and all his desires, save a longing for his fair +young wife, were lost out of his mind, and he thought of Bertha only in +a dim and formless way—feeling his need of her and dumbly wondering why +she did not come. In final, desperate agony, he lifted the phial of +strychnine to his lips, hoping that it might put an end to his +suffering; but before this act was completed a sweet, devouring flood of +forgetfulness swept over him, his hand dropped, and the unopened bottle +rolled away out of his reach. Then the golden sunlight darkened out of +his sky, and he died—as the desert lion dies—alone.</p> + +<hr style='width: 45%;' /> + +<p>When they found him two days later he lay with his head pillowed upon +his left arm, his right hand outspread upon the pine leaves—palm upward +as if to show its emptiness. A bird—the roguish gray magpie—had stolen +away the phial as if in consideration of the dead man's wish, and no +sign of his last despairing act was visible to those who looked into his +face. His going was well planned. Self-murder was never written opposite +the name of Marshall Haney.</p> + +<h3>THE END</h3> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Money Magic, by Hamlin Garland + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONEY MAGIC *** + +***** This file should be named 30318-h.htm or 30318-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/0/3/1/30318/ + +Produced by David Yingling, Bethanne M. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Money Magic + A Novel + +Author: Hamlin Garland + +Release Date: October 23, 2009 [EBook #30318] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONEY MAGIC *** + + + + +Produced by David Yingling, Bethanne M. Simms, Mary Meehan +and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at +http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + MONEY MAGIC + + By HAMLIN GARLAND + + +SUNSET EDITION + +HARPER & BROTHERS +NEW YORK AND LONDON + +COPYRIGHT 1907 BY HAMLIN GARLAND + + + + +[Illustration: HE ROSE AND WALKED UP AND DOWN] + + + + +CONTENTS + + + I. THE CLERK OF THE GOLDEN EAGLE + + II. MARSHALL HANEY CHANGES HEART + + III. BERTHA YIELDS TO TEMPTATION + + IV. HANEY MEETS AN AVENGER + + V. BERTHA'S UPWARD FLIGHT + + VI. THE HANEY PALACE + + VII. BERTHA REPULSES AN ENEMY + + VIII. BERTHA RECEIVES AN INVITATION + + IX. BERTHA MEETS BEN FORDYCE + + X. BEN FORDYCE CALLS ON HORSEBACK + + XI. BEN BECOMES ADVISER TO MRS. HANEY + + XII. ALICE HEATH HAS A VISION + + XIII. BERTHA'S YELLOW CART + + XIV. THE JOLLY SEND-OFF + + XV. MART'S VISIT TO HIS SISTER + + XVI. A DINNER AND A PLAY + + XVII. BERTHA BECOMES A PATRON OF ART + + XVIII. BERTHA'S PORTRAIT IS DISCUSSED + + XIX. THE FARTHER EAST + + XX. BERTHA MEETS MANHATTAN + + XXI. BERTHA MAKES A PROMISE + + XXII. THE SERPENT'S COIL + + XXIII. BERTHA'S FLIGHT + + XXIV. THE HANEYS RETURN TO THE PEAKS + + XXV. BERTHA'S DECISION + + XXVI. ALICE VISITS HANEY + + XXVII. MARSHALL HANEY'S SENTENCE + + XXVIII. VIRTUE TRIUMPHS + + XXIX. MARSHALL HANEY'S LAST TRAIL + + + + +MONEY MAGIC + + + + +CHAPTER I + +THE CLERK OF THE GOLDEN EAGLE + + +Sibley Junction is in the sub-tropic zone of Colorado. It lies in a hot, +dry, but immensely productive valley at an altitude of some four +thousand feet above the sea, a village laced with irrigating ditches, +shaded by big cotton-wood-trees, and beat upon by a genial, +generous-minded sun. The boarders at the Golden Eagle Hotel can sit on +the front stoop and see the snow-filled ravines of the mountains to the +south, and almost hear the thunder crashing round old Uncompahgre, even +when the broad leaves above their heads are pulseless and the heat of +the mid-day light is a cataract of molten metal. + +It is, as I have said, a productive land, for upon this ashen, +cactus-spotted, repellent flat men have directed the cool, sweet water +of the upper world, and wherever this life-giving fluid touches the soil +grass and grain spring up like magic. + +For all its wild and beautiful setting, Sibley is now a town of farmers +and traders rather than of miners. The wagons entering the gates are +laden with wheat and melons and peaches rather than with ore and +giant-powder, and the hotels are frequented by ranchers of prosaic +aspect, by passing drummers for shoes and sugars, and by the barbers and +clerks of near-by shops. It is, in fact, a bit of slow-going village +life dropped between the diabolism of Cripple Creek and the decay of +Creede. + +Nevertheless, now and then a genuine trailer from the heights, or +cow-man from the mesas, does drop into town on some transient business +and, with his peculiar speech and stride, remind the lazy town-loafers +of the vigorous life going on far above them. Such types nearly always +put up at the Eagle Hotel, which was a boarding-house advanced to the +sidewalk of the main street and possessing a register. + +At the time of this story trade was good at the Eagle for two reasons. +Mrs. Gilman was both landlady and cook, and an excellent cook, and, what +was still more alluring, Bertha, her pretty daughter, was day-clerk and +general manager. Customers of the drummer type are very loyal to their +hotels, and amazingly sensitive to female charm--therefore Bertha, who +would have been called an attractive girl anywhere, was widely known and +tenderly recalled by every brakeman on the line. She was tall and +straight, with brown hair and big, candid, serious eyes--wistful when in +repose, boyishly frank and direct as she stood behind her desk attending +to business, or smiling as she sped her parting guests at the door. + +"I know Bertie ought to be in school," Mrs. Gilman said one day to a +sympathetic guest. "But what can I do? We got to live. I didn't come out +here for my health, but goodness knows I never expected to slave away in +a hot kitchen in this way. If Mr. Gilman had lived--" + +It was her habit to leave her demonstrations--even her +sentences--unfinished, a peculiarity arising partly from her need of +hastening to prevent some pot from boiling over and partly from her +failing powers. She had been handsome once--but the heat of the stove, +the steam of the washtub, and the vexation and prolonged effort of her +daily life had warped and faded and battered her into a pathetic wreck +of womanhood. + +"I'm going to quit this thing as soon as I get my son's ranch paid for. +You see--" + +She did not finish this, but her friend understood. Bertha's time for +schooling was past. She had already entered upon the maiden's land of +dreams--of romance. The men who had hitherto courted her, +half-laughingly, half-guiltily, knowing that she was a child, had at +last dropped all subterfuge. To them she was a "girl," with all that +this word means to males not too scrupulous of the rights of women. + +"I oughtn't to quit now when business is so good," Mrs. Gilman returned +to the dining-room to add. "I'm full all the time and crowded on +Saturday. More and more of the boys come down the line on purpose to +stay over Sunday. If I can stick it out a little while--" + +The reason why "the boys came down the line to stay over Sunday," was +put into words one day by Winchell, the barber, who took his meals at +the Eagle. + +He was a cleanly shaven young man of twenty-four or five, with a +carefully tended brown mustache which drooped below the corners of his +mouth. + +He began by saying to Bertha: + +"I wish I could get out of my business. Judas, but I get tired of it! +When I left the farm I never s'posed I'd find myself nailed down to the +floor of a barber-shop, but here I am and making good money. How'd you +like to go on a ranch?" he asked, meaningly. + +"I don't believe I'd like it. Too lonesome," she replied, without any +attempt to coquette with the hidden meaning of his question. "I kind o' +like this hotel business. I enjoy having new people sifting along every +day. Seems like I couldn't bear to step out into private life again, +I've got so used to this public thing. I only wish mother didn't have to +work so hard--that's all that troubles me at the present time." + +Her speech was quite unlike the birdlike chatter with which girls of her +age entertain a lover. She spoke rather slowly and with the gravity of a +man of business, and her blunt phrases made her smile the more +bewitching and her big, brown eyes the more girlish. She did not giggle +or flush--she only looked past his smirking face out into the street +where the sun's rays lay like flame. And yet she was profoundly moved by +the man, for he was a handsome fellow in a sleek way. + +"Just the same, you oughtn't to be clerk," said the barber. "It's no +place for a girl, anyway. Housekeeping is all right, but this clerking +is too public." + +"Oh, I don't know! We have a mighty nice run of custom, and I don't see +anything bad about it. I've met a lot of good fellows by being here." + +The barber was silent for a moment, then pulled out his watch. "Well, +I've got to get back." He dropped his voice. "Don't let 'em get gay with +you. Remember, I've got a mortgage on you. If any of 'em gets fresh you +let me know--they won't repeat it." + +"Don't you worry," she replied, with a confident smile. "I can take care +of myself. I grew up in Colorado. I'm no tenderfoot." + +This boast, so childish, so full of pathetic self-assertion, was still +on her lips when a couple of men came out of the dining-room and paused +to buy some cigars at the counter. One of them was at first sight a very +handsome man of pronounced Western sort. He wore a long, gray frock-coat +without vest, and a dark-blue, stiffly starched shirt, over which a red +necktie fluttered. His carriage was erect, his hands large of motion, +and his profile very fine in its bold lines. His eyes were gray and in +expression cold and penetrating, his nose was broad, and the corners of +his mouth bitter. He could not be called young, and yet he was not even +middle-aged. His voice was deep, and harsh in accent, but as he spoke to +the girl a certain sweetness came into it. + +"Well, Babe, here I am again. Couldn't get along without coming down to +spend Sunday--seems like Williams must go to church on Sunday or lose +his chance o' grace." + +His companion, a short man with a black mustache that almost made a +circle about his mouth, grinned in silence. + +Bertha replied, "I think I'll take a forenoon off to-morrow, Captain +Haney, and see that you both go to mass for once in your life." + +The big man looked at her with sudden intensity. "If you'll take +me--I'll go." There was something in his voice and eyes that startled +the girl. She drew back a little, but smiled bravely, carrying out the +jest. + +"I'll call you on that. Unless you take water, you go to church +to-morrow." + +The big man shoved his companion away and, leaning across the counter, +said, in a low and deeply significant tone: + +"There ain't a thing in this world that you can't do with Mart +Haney--not a thing. That's what I came down here to tell you--you can +boss my ranch any day." + +The girl was visibly alarmed, but as she still stood fascinated by his +eyes and voice, struggling to recover her serenity, another group of +diners came noisily past, and the big man, with a parting look, went out +and took a seat on one of the chairs which stood in a row upon the walk. +The hand which held the cigar visibly trembled, and his companion said: + +"Be careful, Mart--" + +Haney silenced him with a look. "You're on the outside here, partner." + +"I didn't mean to butt in--" + +"I understand, but this is a matter between that little girl and me," +replied the big man in a tone that, while friendly, ended all further +remark on the part of his companion, who rose, after a little pause, and +walked away. + +Haney remained seated, buried in thought, amazed at the fever which his +encounter with the girl had put into his blood. + +It was true that he had been coming down every Saturday for +weeks--leaving his big saloon on the best evening in the week for a +chance to see this child--this boyish school-girl. In a savage, selfish, +and unrestrained way he loved her, and had determined to possess her--to +buy her if necessary. He knew something of the toil through which the +weary mother plodded, and he watched her bend and fade with a certainty +that she would one day be on his side. + +When at home and afar from her, he felt capable of seizing the girl--of +carrying her back with him as the old-time savage won his bride; but +when he looked into her clear, calm eyes his villiany, his resolution +fell away from him. He found himself not merely a man of the nearer +time, but a Catholic--in training at least--and the words he had planned +to utter fell dead on his lips. Libertine though he was, there were +lines over which even his lawlessness could not break. + +He was a desperate character--a man of violence--and none too delicate +in his life among women; but away back in his boyhood his good Irish +mother had taught him to fight fair and to protect the younger and +weaker children, and this training led to the most curious and +unexpected acts in his business as a gambler. + +"I will not have boys at my lay-out," he once angrily said, to Williams, +his partner, "and I will not have women there. I've sins enough to +answer for without these. Cut 'em out!" He was oddly generous now and +then, and often returned to a greenhorn money enough to get home on. +"Stay on the farm, me lad--'tis better to milk a cow with a mosquito on +the back of your neck than to fill a cell at Canon City." + +In other ways he was inexorable, taking the hazards of the game with his +visitors and raking in their money with cold eyes and a steady hand. He +collected all notes remorselessly--and it was in this way that he had +acquired his interests in "The Bottom Dollar" and "The Flora" +mines--"prospects" at the time, but immensely valuable at the present. +It was, indeed, this new and measurably respectable wealth which had +determined him upon pressing his suit with Bertha. As he sat there he +came to a most momentous conclusion. "Why not marry the girl and live +honest?" he asked himself; and being moved by the memory of her +sweetness and humor, he said, "I will," and the resolution filled his +heart with a strange delight. + +He presented the matter first to the mother, not with any intention of +doing the right thing, but merely because she happened into the room +before the girl returned, and because he was overflowing with his +new-found grace. + +Mrs. Gilman came in wiping her face on her apron--as his mother used to +do--and this touched him almost like a caress. He rose and offered her a +chair, which she accepted, highly flattered. + +"It must seem warm to you down here, Captain?" she remarked, as she took +a seat beside him. + +"It does. I wouldn't need to suffer it if you were doing business in +Cripple. I can't leave go your Johnny-cake and pie; 'tis the kind that +mother didn't make--for she was Irish." + +"I've thought of going up there," she replied, matter-of-factly, "but I +can't stand the altitude, I'm afraid--and then down here we have my +son's little ranch to furnish us eggs and vegetables." + +"That's an advantage," he admitted; "but on the peak no one expects +vegetables--it's still a matter of ham and eggs." + +"Is that so?" she asked, concernedly. + +"'Tis indeed. I live at the Palace Hotel, and I know. However, 'tis not +of that I intended to speak, Mrs. Gilman. I'm distressed to see you +working so hard this warm weather. You need a rest--a vacation, I'm +thinkin'." + +"You're mighty neighborly, Captain, to say so, but I don't see any way +of taking it." + +"Furthermore, your daughter is too fine to be clerkin' here day by day. +She should be in a home of her own." + +"She ought to be in school," sighed the mother, "but I don't see my way +to hiring anybody to fill her place--it would take a man to do her +work." + +"It would so. She's a rare little business woman. Let me see, how old is +she?" + +"Eighteen next November." + +"She seems like a woman of twenty." + +"I couldn't run for a week without her," answered the mother, rolling +down her sleeves in acknowledgment that they had entered upon a real +conversation. + +"She's a little queen," declared Haney. + +It was very hot and the flies were buzzing about, but the big gambler +had no mind to these discomforts, so intent was he upon bringing his +proposal before the mother. Straightened in his chair and fixing a keen +glance upon her face, he began his attack. "'Tis folly to allow anything +to trouble you, my dear woman--if anny debt presses, let me know, and +I'll lift it for ye." + +The weary mother felt the sincerity of his offer, and replied, with much +feeling: "You're mighty good, Captain Haney, but we're more than holding +our own, and another year will see the ranch clear. I'm just as much +obliged to you, though; you're a true friend." + +"But I don't like to think of you here for another year--and Bertie +should not stand here another day with every Tom, Dick, and Harry +passin' their blarney with her. She's fitter to be mistress of a big +house of her own, an' 'tis that I've the mind to give her; and I can, +for I'm no longer on the ragged edge. I own two of the best mines on the +hill, and I want her to share me good-fortune with me." + +Mrs. Gilman, worn out as she was, was still quick where her daughter's +welfare was concerned, and she looked at the big man with wonder and +inquiry, and a certain accusation in her glance. + +"What do you mean, Captain?" + +The big gambler was at last face to face with his decision, and with but +a moment's hesitation replied, "As my wife, I mean, of course." + +She sank back in her chair and looked at him with eyes of consternation. +"Why, Captain Haney! Do you really mean that?" + +"I do!" He had a feeling at the moment that he had always been honorable +in his intentions. + +"But--but--you're so old--I mean so much older--" + +"I know I am, and I'm rough. I don't deny that. I'm forty, but then I'm +what they call well preserved," he smiled, winningly, "and I'll soon +have an income of wan hundred thousand dollars a year." + +This turned the current of her emotion--she gasped. "One hundred +thousand dollars!" + +He held up a warning hand. "Sh! now that's between us. There are those +younger than I, 'tis true, but there is a kind of saving grace in money. +I can take you all out of this daily tile like winkin'--all you need to +do is to say the wan word and we'll have a house in Colorado Springs or +Denver--or even in New York. For what did you think I left me business +on the busiest day of every week? It was to see your sweet daughter, and +I came this time to ask her to go back with me." + +"What did she say?" + +"She has not said. We had no time to talk. What I propose now is that we +take a drive out to the ranch and talk it over. Williams will fill her +place here. In fact, the house is mine. I bought it this morning." + +The poor woman sat like one in a stupor, comprehending little of what he +said. The room seemed to be revolving. The earth had given way beneath +her feet and the heavens were opening. Her first sensation was one of +terror. She feared a man of such power--a man who could in a single +moment, by a wave of his hand, upset her entire world. His enormous +wealth dazzled her even while she doubted it. How could it be true while +he sat there talking to her--and she in her apron and her hair in +disorder? She rose hurriedly with instinct to make herself presentable +enough to carry on this conversation. As she stood weakly, she +apologized incoherently. + +"Captain, I appreciate your kindness--you've always been a good +customer--one I liked to do for--but I'm all upset--I can't get my +wits--" + +"No hurry, madam," he said, with a generous intent. "To-morrow is +coming. Don't hurry at all--at all." + +She hurried out, leaving him alone--with the clock, the cat, and the +hostler, who was spraying the sidewalk under the cotton-wood-trees. +Quivering with fear of the girl's refusal, the gambler rose and went out +into the sunsmit streets to commune with this new-found self. + +Life was no longer simple for Mrs. Gilman. It was, indeed, filled with a +wind of terror. Haney's promise of relief from want was very sweet, yet +disturbingly empty, like the joy of dreams, and yet his words took her +breath--clouded her judgment, befogged her insight. + +She went back to the dining-room, where her daughter sat eating dinner, +with a numbness in her limbs and a sense of dizziness in her brain, and +dropping into a chair at the table gasped out: + +"Do you know--what Captain Haney just said to me?" + +"Not being a mind-reader, I don't," replied the girl, calmly, though she +was moved by her mother's white, awed face. + +"He wants you!" + +Bertha flushed and braced both hands against the table as she replied, +"Well, he can't have me!" + +With the opposition in her daughter's tone, Mrs. Gilman was suddenly +moved to argue. + +"Think what it means, Bertie! He's rich. Did you know that? He owns two +mines." + +"I know he is a gambler and runs two saloons. You see, the boys keep me +posted, and I'm not marrying a gambler--not this summer," she ended, +decisively. + +"But he's going to give that up, he says." He hadn't said this, but she +was sure he would. "His income is a hundred thousand dollars a year. +Think of that!" + +"I don't want to think of it," the girl answered, frowning slightly. "It +makes my head ache. Nobody has a right to so much money. How did he get +it?" + +"Out of his mine--and oh, Bertie, he says if you'll speak the word we +needn't do another day's work in this hot, greasy old place! The house +is his, anyway. Did you know that?" + +Bertha eyed her mother closely--with cool, bright, accusing eyes--for a +moment, then she softened. "Poor old mammy, it's pretty tough lines on +you--no two ways about that. You've got the heavy end of the job. I'd +marry most anybody to give you a rest--but, mother, Captain Haney is +forty, if he's a day, and he's a hard citizen. He has been a gambler all +his life. You can't expect me to marry a sport like him. And then +there's Ed." + +The mother's face changed. "A barber!" she exclaimed, scornfully. + +"Yes, he's a barber now, but he's going to make a break soon and get +into something else." + +"Don't bank on Ed, Bertie; he'll never be anything more than he is now. +No man ever got anywhere who started in as a barber." + +"Would you rather I married a gambler and a sure-shot? They tell me +Haney has killed his man." + +"That may be all talk. Well, anyhow, he wants to see you and talk it +over; and oh, Bertie, it does seem a wonderful chance--and my heart's so +bad to-day it seems as though I couldn't see to another meal! I don't +want you to marry him if you don't want to--I'm not asking you to. You +know I'm not. But he is a noble-looking man--and I get awfully +discouraged sometimes. It scares me to think of dying and leaving you +without any security." + +One of the waiters, half-dead with curiosity, was edging near, under +pretense of brushing the table, and so the mistress rose and took up the +burdens of her stewardship. + +"But we'll talk it over to-night. Don't be hasty." + +"I won't," replied the girl. + +She was by no means as unmoved as she gave out. She had always admired +and liked Captain Haney, though he never moved her in the same way that +the young barber did (for Ed Winchell had youth as well as comeliness, +and there is a divine suppleness in youth), yet he had been a welcome +guest. "A hundred thousand dollars a year! And yet he's been coming to +our little hotel for a year--to see me!" + +This consideration was the one that moved her most. All the bland words, +the jocular phrases of his singular wooing came back to her now, +weighted with deep significance. She had called it "joshing," and had +put it all aside, just as she had parried the rude jests of the brakemen +of her acquaintance. Now she saw that he had been in earnest. + +She was wise beyond her years, this calm-faced, keen-eyed girl, trained +by adversity to take care of herself. She knew instinctively that she +lived surrounded by wolves, and, much as she admired the big frame and +bold profile of Captain Haney, she had placed him among her enemies. His +coming always pleased her but at the same time put her upon the +defensive. + +Strange to say, she enjoyed her position there in her battered little +hotel. "If it weren't for poor old mother--" She arrested herself and +went back to the counter with a certain timidity, a self-consciousness +new to her, fearing to face the gambler now that she knew his intent was +honorable. + +The room was empty, all the men having gone out upon the walk to escape +the heat, and she took her seat behind her desk and gave herself up to a +consideration of the life to which the possession of so much wealth +would introduce her. She could have unlimited new gowns, she could +travel, and she could rescue her mother from drudgery and worry. These +things she could discern--but of the larger life which money could open +to her she could only vaguely dream. + +The first effect of marrying Marshall Haney would be to cut short her +life in Sibley; the second, the establishment of a home in the great +camps about them. + +As she looked around the dingy room buzzing with flies, she experienced +a premonitory pang of the pain she would suffer in going out of its +doors forever. + +When Haney came back an hour later, he read in the cold, serious look +she gave him a warning, therefore he spoke but a few words on +commonplace subjects, and returned to his seat on the walk to await a +change in her mood. + +This meekness on the part of a powerful man moved the girl, and a little +later she went to the doorway and said to the crowd generally, "It's a +wonder some fellow wouldn't open a cantaloupe or something." + +Haney put his finger to his mouth and whistled to the grocer opposite. +He came on the run, alert for trade. + +"Roll up a couple of big melons," called Haney, largely. "We're all +drying to cinders over here." + +The loafers cheered, but the girl said, in a lower voice, "I was only +joking." + +"What you say goes," he replied, with significance. + +She did not stay to see the melons cut, but went back to her desk, and +he brought a choice slice in to her. + +She took it, but she said, "You mustn't think you own me--not yet." Her +tone was resentful. "I don't want you to say things like that--before +people." + +"Like what?" he asked. + +She did not answer. + +He went on: "I don't mean to assume anything, God knows. I'm only +waitin' and hopin'. I'll go away if you want me to and let you think it +over alone." + +"I wish you would," she said, realizing that this committed her to at +least a consideration of his proposal. + +He held out his hand. "Good-bye--till next Saturday." + +She put her small, brown hand in his. He crushed it hard and his bold +face softened. "I need you, my girl. Sure I do!" And in his eyes was +something very winning. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +MARSHALL HANEY CHANGES HEART + + +It was well for Haney that Bertie did not see him as he sat above his +gambling boards, watchful, keen-eyed, grim of visage, for she would have +trembled in fear of him. "Haney's" was both saloon and gambling hall. In +the front, on the right, ran the long bar with its shining brass and +polished mahogany (he prided himself on having the best bar west of +Denver), and in the rear, occupying both sides of the room, stood two +long rows of faro and roulette outfits, together with card-tables and +dice-boards. It was the largest and most prosperous gambling hall in the +camps, and always of an evening was crowded with gamesters and those who +came as lookers-on. + +On the right side, in a raised seat about midway of the hall, Haney +usually sat, a handsome figure, in broad white hat, immaculate linen, +and well-cut frock-coat, his face as pale as that of a priest in the +glare of the big electric light. On the other side, and directly +opposite, Williams kept corresponding "lookout" over the dealers and the +crowd. He was a bold man who attempted any shenanigan with Mart Haney, +and the games of his halls were reported honest. + +To think of a young and innocent girl married to this remorseless +gambler, scarred with the gun and the knife, was a profanation of +maidenhood--and yet, as he fell now and then into a dream, he took on a +kind of savage beauty which might allure and destroy a woman. Whatever +else he was, he was neither commonplace nor mean. The visitors to whom +he was pointed out as "a type of our modern Western desperado" +invariably acknowledged that he looked the part. His smile was of +singular sweetness--all the more alluring because of its rarity--and the +warm clasp of his big, soft hand had made him sheriff in San Juan +County, and his bravery and his love of fair play were well known and +admired among the miners. + +The sombre look in his face, which resembled that of a dreaming leopard, +was due to the new and secret plans with which his mind was now engaged. +"If she takes me, I quit this business," he had promised himself. "She +despises me in it, and so does the mother, and so I reckon 'tis up to me +to clean house." + +Then he thought of his own mother, who had the same prejudice, and who +would not have taken a cent of his earnings. "I see no harm in the +business," he said. "Men will drink and they will gamble, and I might as +well serve their wish as any other--better, indeed, for no man can +accuse me of dark ways nor complain of the order of me house. I am a +business man the same as him that runs a grocery store; but 'tis no +matter, she dislikes it, and that ends it. She's a clear-headed wan," he +thought, with a glow of admiration for her. "She's the captain." + +He no longer thought of her as his victim--as something to be ruthlessly +enjoyed--he trembled before her, big and brave and relentless as he was +in the world of men. "What has come over me?" he asked himself. "Sure +she has me on me knees--the witch. Me mind is filled with her." + +All through the week his agents were at work attempting to sell his +saloons. "I'm ready to close out at a moment's notice," he declared. + +At times, as he sat in his place, he lost consciousness of the crowding, +rough-hatted, intent men and the monotonous calls of the dealers. The +click of balls, the buzz of low-toned comment died out of his ears--he +was back in Troy, looking for his father, whom he had not seen or +written to in twenty years. He saw himself, with a dainty little woman +on his arm, taking the boat to New York. "I will go to the biggest hotel +in the city; the girl shall have the best the old town has. Nothing will +be too good for her--" + +He roused himself to a touch on his elbow. One of his agents had a new +offer for the two saloons. It was still less than he considered the +business worth, but in his softened mood he said, "It goes!" + +"Make out your papers," replied the other man, with almost equal +brevity. + +During the rest of the evening the gambler sat above his lay-out with +mingled feelings of relief and regret. After all, he was in command +here. He knew this business, and he loved the companionship and the +admiration of the men who dropped round by his side to discuss the camp +or the weather, or to invite him to join a hunting trip. He felt himself +to be one of the chief men of the town, and that he could at any time +become their Representative if he chose. For some years (he couldn't +have told why) he had taken on a thrift unknown to him before, and had +been attending strictly to business. He now saw that it must have been +from a foreknowledge of Bertha. In him the superstitions of both miner +and gambler mingled. The cards had run against him for three years, now +they were falling in his favor. "I will take advantage of them," he +declared. + +Slowly the crowd thinned out, and at one o'clock only a few inveterate +poker-players and one or two young fellows who were still "bucking" the +roulette wheel remained and, calling one of his men to take charge, +Haney nodded to Williams and they went out on the street. + +As he reached the cold, crisp, deliciously rarefied air outside, he took +off his hat and involuntarily looked up at the stars blazing thick in +the deep-blue midnight sky. With solemn voice he said to his partner: +"Well, 'Spot,' right here Mart Haney's saloon business ends. We're all +in." + +Williams felt that his partner was acting rashly. "Oh, I wouldn't say +that! You may get into it again." + +"No--the little girl and her mother won't stand for it, and, besides, +what's the use? I don't need to do it, and if I'm ever going to see the +world now is my chance. I'm goin' back East to discover how many +brothers and sisters I have livin'. The old father is dodderin 'round +somewheres back there. I'll surprise him, too. Now, have those papers +all made out ready to sign by eleven o'clock to-morrow. I'm goin' down +the valley on the noon train." + +"All right, Mart, but you're makin' a mistake." + +"Never you mind, me bucko. 'Tis me own game, and the mines will take all +the gray matter you can spare." + +As the big man was walking away towards his hotel a woman met him. +"Hello, Mart!" + +"Hello, Mag; what's doing?" + +She was humped and bedraggled, and her face looked white in the +moonlight. "Nothing. Stake a fellow to a hot soup, won't you?" + +"Sure thing, Mag." He handed her a five-dollar gold piece. "Is it as bad +as that? What's t' old man doin' these days?" + +"Servin' time," she answered, bitterly. + +"Oh, so he is!" replied Haney, hastily. "I'd forgotten. Well, take care +o' yourself," he added, genially, walking on in instant forgetfulness of +the woman's misery, for his mind was turned upon the talk which his +younger brother Charley had given him not long before in Denver. + +It was not a cheerful conversation, for Charley flippantly confessed +that he didn't hold any family reunions, and that all he knew of his +brothers he gained by chance. "They're all great boozers," he said, in +summing them up. "Tim is a ward heeler in Buffalo--came to see me at the +stage-door loaded to the gunnels. Tom is a greasy, three-fingered +brakeman on the Central. Fannie married a carpenter and has about +seventeen young ones. Mary died, you know?" + +"No, I didn't know." + +"Yes, died about four years ago. She was like mother--a nice girl. Dad +sent me a paper with a notice of her death. He never writes, but now and +then, when Tim has a fight or Tom gets drunk and slips into the criminal +column, I hear of them." + +Charles did not say so, but Mart knew that he was lumped among the other +poverty-stricken, worthless members of the family. He did not at the +time undeceive his brother, but now that he was no longer a gambler and +saloon-keeper, now that he was rich, he resolved not only to let his +father know of his good-fortune and his change of life, but also (and +this was due to Bertie's influence) he earnestly desired to help his +family out of their mire. + +"We had good stuff in us," he said, "but we went wrong after the mother +left us." + +As he walked on down the street a strange radiance came into the world. +The distant peaks of the Sangre de Cristo range rose in dim and shadowy +majesty to the south, and, wondering, astonished at the emotion stirring +in his heart, the regenerated desperado turned to see the moon lifting +above the crown of the great peak to the east. For the first time in +many years his heart was filled with a sense of the beauty of the world. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +BERTHA YIELDS TO TEMPTATION + + +Bertie looked older and graver when Haney entered the Eagle Hotel, and +his heart expanded with a tenderness that was partly paternal. She +seemed so young and looked so pale and troubled. + +She greeted him unsmilingly and calmly handed him the pen with which to +register. + +"How are you all?" he asked, with genuine concern. + +"Pretty bum. Mother gave out this week. It's the heat, I guess. Hottest +weather we've had since I came to town." + +"Why didn't you let me know?" + +She avoided his question. "We're too low here at Junction. Mother ought +to go a couple of thousand feet higher. She needs rest and a change. +I've sent her out to the ranch." + +"You're not running the house alone?" + +"Why, cert!--that is, except my brother's wife is taking mother's place +in the kitchen. I'm runnin' the rest of it just as I've been doin' for +three years." + +He looked his admiration before he uttered it. "You're a wonder!" + +"Don't you think it! How does it happen you're down to-day? You said +Saturday." + +"I've sold out--signed the deeds to-day. I'm out of the liquor trade +forever." + +She nodded gravely. "I'm glad of that. I don't like the business--not a +little bit." + +He took this as an encouragement. "I knew you didn't. Well, I'm neither +saloon-keeper nor gambler from this day. I'm a miner and a +capitalist--and all I have is yours," he added, in a lover's voice, +bending a keen glance upon her. + +The girl was standing very straight behind her desk, and her face did +not change, but her eyes shifted before his gaze. "You'd better go in to +supper while the biscuit are hot," she advised, coolly. + +He had tact enough to take his dismissal without another word or glance, +and after he had gone she still stood there in the same rigid pose, but +her face was softer and clouded with serious meditation. It was +wonderful to think of this rich and powerful man changing his whole life +for her. + +Winchell, the young barber, came in hurriedly, his face full of +accusation and alarm. "Was that Haney who just came in?" he asked, +truculently. + +"Yes, he's at supper--want to see him?" + +"See him? No! And I don't want _you_ to see him! He's too free with you, +Bert; I don't like it." + +She smiled a little, curious smile. "Don't mix it up with _him_, Ed--I'd +hate to see your remains afterwards." + +"Bert, see here! You've been funny with me lately." (By funny he meant +unaccountable.) "And your mother has been hinting things at me--and now +here is Haney leaving his business to come down the middle of the week. +What's the meaning of it?" + +"It isn't the middle of the week. It's Friday," she corrected him. + +He went on: "I know what he keeps coming to see you for, but for God's +sake don't you think of marrying an old tout and gambler like him." + +"He isn't old, and he isn't a gambler any more," she significantly +retorted. + +"What do you mean?" + +"He's sold out--clean as a whistle." + +"Don't you believe it! It's a trick to get you to think better of him. +Bert, don't you dare to go back on me," he cried out, warningly--"don't +you dare!" + +The girl suddenly ceased smiling, and asserted herself. "See here, Ed, +you'd better not try to boss me. I won't stand for it. What license have +you got to pop in here every few minutes and tell me what's what? You +'tend to your business and you'll get ahead faster." + +He stammered with rage and pain. "If you throw me down--fer that--old +tout, I'll kill you both." + +The girl looked at him in silence for a long time, and into her brain +came a new, swift, and revealing concept of his essential littleness and +weakness. His beauty lost its charm, and a kind of disgust rose in her +throat as she slowly said, with cutting scorn: + +"If you really meant that!--but you don't, you're only talking to hear +yourself talk. Now you shut up and run away. This is no place for +chewing the rag, anyway--this is my busy day." + +For a moment the man's face expressed the rage of a wild-cat and his +hands clinched. "Don't you do it--that's all!" he finally snarled. +"You'll wish you hadn't." + +"Run away, little boy," she said, irritably. "You make me tired. I don't +feel like being badgered by anybody, and, besides, I'm not mortgaged to +anybody just yet." + +His mood changed. "Bertie, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be fresh. But +don't talk to me that way, it uses me all up." + +"Well, then, stop puffing and blowing. I've troubles of my own, with +mother sick and a new cook in the kitchen." + +"Excuse me, Bert; I'll never do it again." + +"That's all right." + +"But it riled me like the devil to think--" he began again. + +"Don't think," she curtly interrupted; "cut hair." + +Perceiving that she was in evil mood for his plea, he turned away so +sadly that the girl relented a little and called out: + +"Say, Ed!" He turned and came back. "See here! I didn't intend to hurt +your feelings, but this is one of my touchy days, and you got on the +wrong side of me. I'm sorry. Here's my hand--now shake, and run." + +His face lightened, and he smiled, displaying his fine, white teeth. +"You're a world-beater, sure thing, and I'm going to get you yet!" + +"Cut it out!" she slangily retorted, sharply, withdrawing her hand. + +"You'll see!" he shouted, laughing back at her, full of hope again. + +She was equally curt with two or three others who brazenly tried to buy +a smile with their cigars. "Do business, boys; this is my day to sell +goods," she said, and they took the hint. + +When Haney came out from his supper, he stepped quietly in behind the +counter and said: "I'll take your place. Get your grub. Then put on your +hat and we'll drive out to see how the mother is." The girl acknowledged +a sense of relief as she left him in charge and went to her seat in the +far corner of the dining-room--a relief and a dangerous relaxation. It +was, after all, a pleasure to feel that a strong, sure hand was +out-stretched in sympathy--and she was tired. Even as she sat waiting +for her tea the collapse came, and bowing her head to her hands she +shook with silent sobs. + +The waitresses stared, and young Mrs. Gilman came hurrying. "What's the +matter, Bertie; are you sick?" + +"Oh no--but I'm worried--about mother." + +"You haven't heard anything--?" + +"No, but she looked so old and so worn when she went away. She ought to +have quit here a month ago." + +"Well, I wouldn't worry. It's cooler out to the ranch, and the air is so +pure she'll pick up right away--you'll see." + +"I hope so, but she ought to take it easy the rest of her days. She's +done work enough--and I'm kind o' discouraged myself." + +Slowly she recovered her self-possession. She drank her tea in +abstracted silence, and at last she said: "I'm going out there, Cassie; +you'll have to look after things. I'll get some of the boys to 'tend the +office." + +"You're not going alone?" + +"No, Mart Haney is going to drive me." + +"Oh!" There was a look of surprise and consternation in the face of the +young wife, but she only asked, "You'll be back to-night?" + +"Yes, if mother is no worse." + +Haney had the smartest "rig" in town waiting for her as she came out, +but as he looked at her white dress and pretty hat of flowers and tulle +he apologized for its shortcomings--"'Tis lined with cream-colored satin +it _should_ be." + +She colored a little at this, but quickly replied: "Blarney. Anybody'd +know you were an Irishman." + +"I am, and proud of it." + +"I want to take the doctor out to see mother." + +"Not in this rig," he protested. + +She smiled. "Why not? No, but I want to go round to his office and leave +a call." + +"I'll go round the world fer you," he replied. + +The air was deliciously cool and fragrant now that the sun was sinking, +and the town was astir with people. It was the social hour when the heat +and toil of the day were over, and all had leisure to turn wondering +eyes upon Haney and his companion. The girl felt her position keenly. +She was aware that a single appearance of this kind was equivalent to an +engagement in the minds of her acquaintances, but as she shyly glanced +at her lover's handsome face, and watched his powerful and skilled hands +upon the reins, her pride in him grew. She acknowledged his kindness, +and was tired and ready to lean upon his strength. + +"When did your mother quit?" he asked, after they had left the town +behind. + +"Sunday night. You see, we had a big rush all day, and on top of that, +about twelve o'clock, an alarm of fire next door. So she got no sleep. +Monday morning she didn't get up, Tuesday she dressed but was too +miserable to work, so finally I just packed her off to the ranch." + +"That was right--only you should have sent for me." + +She was silent, and her heart began to beat with a knowledge of the +demand he was about to make. She felt weak and unprotected here--in the +office they were on more equal terms--but she enjoyed in a subconscious +way the swift rush of the horses, the splendor of the sunset, and the +quiet authority in his voice--even as she lifted eyes to the mesa +towards which they were driving he began to speak. + +"You know my mind, little girl. I don't mean to ask you till +to-morrow--that's the day set--but I want to say that I've been cleaning +house all the week, thinkin' of you. I'm to be a leading citizen from +this day on. You won't need to apologize for me. I've never been a +drinking man, but I have been a reckless devil. I don't deny that I've +planted a wide field of wild oats. However, all that I put away from +this hour. 'Tis true I'm forty, but that's not old--I'm no older than I +was at twenty-one, sure--and, besides, you're young enough to make up." +He smiled, and again she acknowledged the charm of his face when he +smiled. "You'll see me grow younger whilst you grow older, and so wan +day we'll be of an age." + +Her customary readiness of reply had left her, and she still sat in +silence, a sob in her throat, a curious numbness in her limbs. + +He seemed to feel that she did not wish to talk. "If you come into +partnership with me you need never worry about the question of bread or +rent or clothes, and that's worth considerin'--Which road now?" + +She silently pointed to the left, and they drew near the foot of the +great mesa whose level top was cutting the sun in half. + +The miner was filled with grateful homage. "'Tis a great world!" he +exclaimed, softly. "Sure, 'tis only yesterday that I found it out, and +lifting me head took a look at the hills and the stars for the first +time in twenty years. 'Tis a new road I'm enterin'--whether you come to +me or not." + +All this was wonderful to the girl. Could it be that she was capable of +changing the life of a powerful man like this? It filled her with a +sense of duty as well as exaltation, an emotion that made a woman of +her. She seemed suddenly to have put the hotel and all its worriments +far, far behind her. + +Seized by an impulse to acquaint her with his family, Haney began to +tell about his father and his attempts to govern his five sons. "We were +devils," he admitted--"broncos, if ever such walked on two legs. We +wouldn't go to school--not wan of us except Charley; he did pretty +well--and we fished and played ball and went to the circus--" He +chuckled. "I left home the first time with a circus. I wanted to be a +lion-tamer, but had to content meself with driving the cook wagon. Then +I struck West, and I've never been back and I've never seen the old man +since, but now I've made me pile, I think I'll go home and hunt him up +and buy him new spectacles; it's ace to the three-spot he's using the +same horn-rimmed ones he wore when I left." + +Bertha was interested. "How long did you stay with the circus?" + +"Not very long. I got homesick and went back, but the next time I left, +I left for fair. I've been everywhere but East since. I've been in +Colorado mostly. 'Tis a good State." + +"I like it--but I'd like to see the rest of the country." + +"You can. If you join hands with me we'll go round the ball together." + +She did not follow this lead. "I've been to Denver once--went on one of +these excursion tickets." + +"How did you like it there?" + +"Pretty good; but I got awful tired, and the grub at the hotel was the +worst ever--it was a cheap place, of course. Didn't dare to look in the +door of the big places." + +"You can have a whole soot of rooms at the Royal Flush--if you will." + +Again she turned away. "I can't imagine anybody rich enough to live at +such hotels--There's our ranch." + +"Shy as a coyote, ain't it?" he commented, as he looked where she +pointed. "I'd prefer the Eagle House to that." + +"I love it out here," she said. "I helped plant the trees." + +"Did you? Then I want the place. I want everything your pretty hands +planted." + +"Oh, rats!" was her reproving comment, and it made him laugh at his own +sentimental speech. + +The ranch house stood at the foot of the mesa near a creek that came out +of a narrow gorge and struck out upon the flat valley. It was a little +house--a shack merely, surrounded by a few out-buildings, all looking as +temporary as an Indian encampment, but there were trees--thriftily +green--and some stacks of grain to testify to the energy and good +husbandry of the owner. + +Mrs. Gilman was lying in a corner room, close to the stream which +rippled through the little orchard, and its gentle murmur had been a +comfort to her--it carried her back to her home in Oxford County (State +of Maine), where her early girlhood had been spent. At times it seemed +that she was in the little, old, gray house in the valley, and that her +father's sharp voice might come at any moment to break her delicious +drowse. + +Her breakdown had been caused as much by her mental turmoil as by her +overtaxing duties. She was confronted by a mighty temptation (through +her daughter) at a time when she was too weak and too ill to carry +forward her ordinary duties. To urge this marriage upon Bertha would be +to bring it about. That she knew, for the girl had said, "I'll do it if +you say so, mother." + +"I don't want you to do it if you'd rather not," had been her weak +answer. + +Bertie entered quietly, in a singularly mature, almost manly way, and +bending to her mother, asked cordially, "Well, how are you to-day?" + +The sick woman took her daughter's hand and drew it to her tear-wet +cheek. "Oh, my baby! I can't bear to leave you now." + +"Don't talk that way, mother. You're not going to leave me. The doctor +is coming out to see you, and everything is going all right at the +house, so don't you worry. You set to work to get well. That's your +little stunt. I'll look after the rest of it." + +Bertie had never been one to bestow caresses, even on her parents, and +her only sign of deep feeling now lay in the tremble of her voice. She +drew her hand away, and putting her arm about her mother's neck patted +her cheek. "Cassie's doing well," she said, abruptly, "and the girls are +fine. They brace right up to the situation, and--and everybody's nice to +us. I reckon a dozen of the church ladies called yesterday to ask how +you were--and Captain Haney came down to-day on purpose to find out how +things were going." + +The sufferer's eyes opened wide. "Bert, he's with you!" + +"Yes, he drove me out here," answered the girl, quietly. "He's come for +an answer to his proposition. It's up to us to decide right now." + +The mother broke into a whimper. "Oh, darling, I don't know what to +think. I'm afraid to leave this to you--it's an awful temptation to a +girl. I guess I've decided against it. He ain't the kind of man you +ought to marry." + +She hushed her mother's wail. "Sh! He'll hear you," she said, solemnly. +"There are lots o' worse men than Mart Haney." + +"But he's so old--for you." + +"He's no boy, that's true, but we went all over that. The new fact in +the case is this: he's sold out up there--cleared out his saloon +business--and all for _me_. Think o' that--and I hadn't given him a word +of encouragement, either! Now that speaks well for him, don't you +think?" + +The mother nodded. "Yes, it surely does, but then--" + +The girl went on: "Well, now, it ain't as though I hated him, for I +don't--I like him, I've always liked him. He's the handsomest man I +know, and he's treated me right from the very start. He didn't come down +to hurry me or crowd me at all, so he says. Well, I told him I wouldn't +answer yet awhile--time isn't really up till to-morrow. I can take +another week if I want to." + +The mother lay in silence for a few moments, and then with closed eyes, +streaming with hot tears, she again prayed silently to God to guide her +girl in the right path. When she opened her eyes the tall form of +Marshall Haney towered over her, so handsome, so full of quiet power +that he seemed capable of anything. His face was strangely sweet as he +said: "You must not fret about anything another minute. You've but to +lie quiet and get strong." He put his broad, soft, warm, and muscular +hand down upon her two folded ones, and added: "Let me do fer ye as I +would fer me own mother. 'Twill not commit ye to a thing." He seemed to +understand her mood--perhaps he had overheard her plea. "I'm not asking +a decision till you are well, but I wish you would trust me now--I could +do so much more fer you and the girl. Here's the doctor, so put the +whole thing by for the present. I ask nothing till you are well." + +If this was policy on his part it was successful; for the poor tortured +mother's heart was touched and her nerves soothed by his voice, as well +as by the touch of his hand, and when they left the house she was in +peaceful sleep, and the doctor's report was reassuring. "But she must +have rest," he said, positively, "and freedom from care." + +"She shall have it," said Haney, with equal decision. + +This bluff kindness, joined to the allurement of his powerful form, +profoundly affected the girl. Her heart went out towards him in +admiration and trust, and as they were on the way home she turned +suddenly to him, and said: + +"You're good to me--and you were good to mother; you needn't wait till +to-morrow for my answer. I'll do as you want me to--some time--not +now--next spring, maybe." + +He put his arm about her and kissed her, his eyes dim with a new and +softening emotion. + +"You've made Mart Haney over new--so you have! As sure as God lets me +live, I'll make you happy. You shall live like a queen." + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +HANEY MEETS AN AVENGER + + +Haney took the train back to his mountain town in a mood which made him +regard his action as that of a stranger. Whenever he recalled Bertha's +trusting clasp of his hand he felt like removing his hat--the stir of +his heart was close akin to religious reverence. "Faith, an' she's +taking a big risk," he said. "But I'll not see her lose out," he added, +with a return of the gambler's phrase. "She has stacked her chips on the +right spot this time." + +With all his brute force, his clouded sense of justice, this gambler, +this saloon-man, was not without qualifying characteristics. He was a +Celt, and in almost every Celt there is hidden a poet. Quick to wrath, +quick to jest and fierce in his loves was he, as is the typical Irishman +whom England has not yet succeeded in changing to her own type. +Moreover, he was an American as well as a Celt (and the American is the +most sentimental of men--it is said); and now that he had been surprised +into honorable matrimony he began to arrange his affairs for his wife's +pleasure and glory. The words in which she had accepted him lingered in +his ears like phrases of a little hesitating song. For her he had sold +his gambling halls, for her he was willing at the moment to abandon the +associates of a lifetime. + +He was sitting in the car dreamily smoking, his hat drawn low over his +brows, when an acquaintance passing through the car stopped with a word +of greeting. Ordinarily Haney would have been glad of his company, but +he made a place for him at this time with grudging slowness. + +"How are ye, Slater? Set ye down." + +"I hear you've sold your saloons," Slater began, as he settled into +place. + +Haney nodded, without smiling. + +His neighbor grinned. "You don't seem very sociable to-day, Mart?" + +"I'm not," Haney replied, bluntly. + +"I just dropped down beside you to say that young Wilkinson went broke +in your place last night and has it in for you. He's plum fuzzy with +drink, and you better look sharp or he'll do you. He's been on the +rampage for two days--crazy as a loon." + +"Why does he go after me?" Haney asked, irritably. "I'm out of it. 'Tis +like the fool tenderfoot. Don't he know I had nothing to do with his +bust-up?" + +"He don't seem to--or else he's so locoed he's forgot it. All I know is +he's full of some pizen notion against you, and I thought I'd put you on +your guard." + +They talked on about this a few minutes, and then Slater rose, leaving +Haney to himself. But his tender mood was gone. His brow was knit. He +began to understand that a man could not run a bad business for twenty +years, and then at a day's notice clear himself of all its trailing evil +consequences. "I'll vamoose," he said to himself, with resolution. "I'll +put me mines in order, and go down into the valley and take the girl +with me--God bless her! We'll take a little turn as far as New York. +I'll put long miles between the two of us and all this sporting record +of mine. She don't like it, and I'll quit it. I'll begin a new life +entirely." And a glow of new-found virtue filled his heart. Of Wilkinson +he had no fear--only disgust. "Why should the fool pursue me?" he +repeated. "He took his chances and lost out. If he weren't a 'farmer' +he'd drop it." + +He ate his supper at the hotel in the same abstraction, and then, still +grave with plans for his new career, went out into the street to find +Williams, his partner. It was inevitable that he should bring up at the +bar of his former saloon; no other place in the town was so much like +home, after all. Habit drew him to its familiar walls. He was glad to +find a couple of old friends there, and they, having but just heard of +the sale of his outfit, hastened to greet and congratulate him. Of his +greatest good-fortune, of his highest conquest, they, of course, knew +nothing, and he was not in a mood to tell them of it. + +The bar-room was nearly empty, for the reason that the miners had not +yet finished their evening meal, and Haney and his two cronies had just +taken their second round of drinks when the side door was burst +violently open, and a man, white and wild, with a double-barrelled +shotgun in his hand, abruptly entered. Darting across the floor, he +thrust the muzzle of his weapon almost against Haney's breast and fired, +uttering a wild curse at the moment of recoil. + +The tall gambler reeled under the shock, swinging half way about, his +hands clutching at the railing, a look of anguish and surprise upon his +face. The assassin, intent, alert, would have fired again had not a +by-stander felled him to the floor. The room filled instantly with +excited men eager to strike, vociferous with hate; but Haney, with one +palm pressed to his breast, stood silent--curiously silent--his lips +white with his effort at self-control. + +At length two of his friends seized him, tenderly asking: "How is it, +old man? Are you hurt bad?" + +His lips moved--they listened--as he faintly whispered: "He's got me, +boys. Here's where I quit." + +"Don't say that, Mart. You'll pull through," said his friend, chokingly. +Then with ferocious impatience he yelled: "Somebody get the doctor! Damn +it all, get moving! Don't you see him bleed?" + +Haney moved his head feebly. "Lay me down, Pete--I'm torn to pieces--I'm +all in, I'm afraid. Get me little girl--that's all I ask." + +Very gently they took him in their arms and laid him on one of the +gambling-tables in the rear room, while the resolute barkeeper pushed +the crowd out. + +Again Haney called, impatiently, almost fiercely: "Send for +Bertie--quick!" + +The men looked at each other in wonder, and one of them tapped his brow +significantly, for no one knew of his latest love-affair. While still +they stared Williams came rushing wildly in. All gave way to him, and +the young doctor who followed him was greeted with low words of +satisfaction. To his partner, whom he recognized, Haney repeated his +command: "Send for Bertie." With a hurried scrawl Williams put down the +girl's name and address on a piece of paper, and shouted: "Here! +Somebody take this and rush it. Tell her to come quick as the Lord will +let her." Then, with the tenderness of a brother, he bent to Haney. "How +is it, Mart?" + +Mart did not reply. His supreme desire attended to, he sank into a +patient immobility that approached stupor, while the surgeon worked with +intent haste to stop the flow of blood. The wound was most barbarous, +and Williams' eyes filled with tears as he looked upon that magnificent +torso mangled by buckshot. He loved his big partner--Haney was indeed +his highest enthusiasm, his chief object of adoration, and to see him +riddled in this way was devil's work. He lost hope. "It's all over with +Mart Haney," he said, chokingly, a few minutes later to the men crowding +the bar-room--and then his rage against the assassin broke forth. He +became the tiger seeking the blood of him who had slain his mate. His +curses rose to primitive ferocity. "Where is he?" he asked. + +To him stepped a man--one whose voice was quiet but intense. "We've +attended to his case, Williams. He's toeing the moonlight from a +lamp-post. Want to see?" + +For an instant his rage flared out against these officious friends who +had cheated him of his share in the swift delight of the avenger. Then +tears again misted his eyes, and with a dignity and pathos which had +never graced his speech before he pronounced a slow eulogy upon his +friend: "No man had a right to accuse Mart Haney of any trick. He took +his chances, fair and square. He had no play with crooked cards or +'doctored' wheels. It was all 'above board' with him. He was dead game +and a sport, you all know that, and now to be ripped to bits with +buckshot--just when he was takin' a wife--is hellish." + +His voice faltered, and in the dead silence which followed this +revelation of Haney's secret he turned and re-entered the inner room, to +watch beside his friend. + +The hush which lay over the men at the bar lasted till the barkeeper +softly muttered: "Boys, that's news to me. It does make it just too +tough." Then those who had hitherto opposed the lynching of the murderer +changed their minds and directed new malediction against him, and those +who had handled the rope took keener comfort and greater honor to +themselves. + +"Who is the woman?" asked one of those who waited. + +This question remained unanswered till the messenger to the telegraph +office returned. Even then little beyond her name was revealed, but each +of the watchers began to pray that she might reach the dying man before +his eyes should close forever. "He can't live till sunrise," said one, +"and there is no train from the Junction till morning. She can't get +here without a special. Did you order a special for her?" + +"No, I didn't think of it," the messenger replied, with a sense of +shortcoming. + +"It must be done!" + +"I'll attend to that," said Slater. "I know the superintendent. I'll +wire him to see her--and bring her." + +"Well, be quick about it. Expense don't count now." + +It was beautiful to see how these citizens, rough and sordid as many of +them were, rose to the poetic value of the situation. As one of them, +who had seen (and loved) the girl, told of her youth and beauty, they +all stood in rigidly silent attention. "She's hardly more than a child," +he explained, "but you never saw a more level-headed little business +woman in your life. She runs the Golden Eagle Hotel at Junction, and +does it alone. That's what caught Mart, you see. She's as straight as a +Ute, and her eyes are clear as agates. She's a little captain--just the +mate for Mart. She'll save him if anybody can." + +"Will she come? Can she get away?" + +"Of course she'll come. She'll ride an engine or jump a flat-car to get +here. You can depend on a woman in such things. She don't stop to +calculate, she ain't that kind. She comes--you can bet high on that. I'm +only worrying for fear Mart won't hold out till she gets here." + +Meanwhile, every man in the room where Haney lay, sat in silence, with +an air of waiting--waiting for the inevitable end. The bleeding had been +checked, but the sufferer's breathing was painful and labored, and the +doctor, sitting close beside him, was studying means to prolong life--he +had given up hope of saving it. With stiffened lips Haney repeated now +and again: "Keep me alive till she comes, doctor. She must marry +me--here. I want her to have all I've got--_everything_!" + +At another time he said: "Get the judge--have everything ready!" + +They understood. He wished to dower his love with his wealth, to place +in her hands his will, beyond the reach of any contestant, and this +resolution through the hours of his agony, through the daze of his +weakness persisted heroically--till even the doctor's throat filled with +sympathetic emotion, as he thought of the young maiden soon to be thrust +into this tragic drama. He answered, soothingly: "I'll do all I can, +Mart. There's a lot of vitality in you yet. We won't give up. You'll +pull through, with her help." + +To this Haney made no reply, and the hours passed with ghostly step. It +was a most moving experience for the young doctor to look round that +wide room littered with scattered cards, the wheels of chance motionless +at the hazard where the last gambler's bet had ended. In the "lookout's +chair," where Haney himself used to sit, an unseen arbiter now gloomed, +watching a game where life was the forfeit. A spectral finger seemed to +rest upon the blood-red spot of every board. No sound came from the +drinking-saloon in front. The miners had all withdrawn. Only the +barkeeper and a few personal friends kept willing vigil. + +About nine o'clock an answering telegram came to Slater: "Girl just +leaving on special. Will make all speed possible." + +Haney faintly smiled when Williams read this message to him. "I knew +it," he whispered, "she'll come." Then his lips set in a grim line. "And +I'll be here when she comes." Thereafter he had the look of a man who +hangs with hooked fingers in iron resolution above an abyss, husbanding +every resource--forcing himself to think only of the blue sky above him. + +A little later the priest knocked at the door and asked to see the dying +man, but to this request Haney shook his head and whispered. "No, no; +I've no strength to waste--'tis good of him. Wait! Tell him to be +here--to marry us--" And with this request the priest was forced to be +content. "May the Lord God be merciful to him!" he exclaimed fervently, +as he turned away. + +Once again, about midnight, the wounded man roused up to say: "The +ceremony must be legal--I want no lawsuits after. The girl must be +protected." He was thinking of his brothers, of his own kind, rapacious +and selfish. Every safeguard must be thrown around his sweetheart's +life. + +"We'll attend to that," answered Williams, who seemed able to read his +partner's thoughts. "We'll take every precaution. He wants the judge to +be present as well as the priest," he explained to the doctor, "so that +if the girl would rather she can be married by the Court as well as by +the Church." + +Every man in the secret realized fully that the girl was being endowed +with an immense fortune, and that she would inevitably be the quarry of +every self-seeking relative whose interest would be served by attacking +her rights in the premises. "The lawsuits must be cut out," was +Williams' order to the judge. "Mart's brothers are a wolfish lot. We +don't want any loose ends for them to catch on to." + +From time to time messages flashed between the oncoming train and the +faithful watchers. "It's all up grade, but Johnson is breaking all +records. At this rate she'll reach here by daylight," said Slater. "But +that's a long time for Mart to wait on that rough bed," he added to +Williams, with deep sympathy in his voice. + +"I know that, but to move him would hasten his death. The doctor is +afraid to even turn him. Besides, Mart himself won't have it. 'I'm +better here,' he says. So we've propped him into the easiest position +possible. There's nothing to do but wait for the girl." + + + + +CHAPTER V + +BERTHA'S UPWARD FLIGHT + + +Bertha was eating her supper, after a hard day's work in her little +hotel, when a little yellow envelope was handed to her. The words of the +message were few, but they were meaning-full: "Come at once. Mart hurt, +not expected to live." It was signed by Williams. While still she sat +stunned and hesitant, under the weight of this demand, another and much +more explicit telegram came: "Johnson, superintendent, is ordered to +fetch you with special train. Don't delay. Mart needs you--is calling +for you. Come at once!" + +The phrase "is calling for you" reached her heart--decided her. She +rose, and, with a word of explanation to her housekeeper, put on her +hat, and threw a cloak over her arm. "I've got to go to Cripple. Captain +Haney is sick, and I've got to go to him. I don't know when I'll be +back," she said. "Get along the best you can." Her face was white but +calm, and her manner deliberate. "Send word to mother that Mart is hurt, +and I've gone up to see him. Tell her not to worry." + +To her night clerk, who had come on duty, she quietly remarked: "I +reckon you'll have to look after things to-morrow. I'll try to get back +the day after. If I don't, Lem Markham will take my place." While still +she stood arranging the details of her business a short, dark man +stepped inside the door, and very kindly and gravely explained his +errand. "I'm Johnson, the division superintendent. They've telegraphed +me for a special, and I'm going to take you up myself. Mart is a friend +of mine," he added, with some feeling. + +She thanked him with a look and a quick clasp of his hand, and together +they hurried into the street and down to the station, where a locomotive +coupled to a single coach stood panting like a fierce animal, a cloud of +spark-lit smoke rolling from its low stack. The coach was merely a short +caboose; but the girl stepped into it without a moment's hesitation, and +the engine took the track like a spirited horse. As the fireman got up +speed the car began to rock and roll violently, and Johnson remarked to +the girl: "I guess you'd better take my chair; it's bolted to the floor, +and you can hang on when we go round the curves." + +She obeyed instantly, and with her small hands gripping the arm-rests of +the rude seat cowered in silence, while the clambering monster rushed +and roared over the level lands and labored up the grades, shrieking now +and again, as if in mingled pain and warning. Johnson and the brakeman, +for the most part, kept to the lookout in the turret, and the girl rode +alone--rode far, passing swiftly from girlhood to womanhood, so full of +enforced meditation were the hours of that ride. It seemed that she was +leaving something sweet and care-free behind her, and it was certain +that she was about to face death. She had one perfectly clear +conception, and that was that the man who had been most kind to her, and +to whom she had given her promise of marriage, was dying and needed +her--was calling for her through the night. + +Burdened with responsibility from her childhood, accustomed to make her +own decisions, she had responded to this prayer, knowing dimly that this +journey denoted a new and portentous experience--a fundamental change in +her life. + +She had admired and liked Haney from the first, but her feeling even yet +was very like that of a boy for a man of heroic statue--her regard had +very little of woman's passion in it. She was appalled and benumbed by +the thought that she was soon to look upon him lying prone. That she +might soon be called upon to meet those bold eyes closing in death she +had been warned, and yet she did not shrink from it. The nurse, latent +in every woman, rose in her, and she ached with desire of haste, longing +to lay her hand upon the suffering man in some healing way. His +kindness, his gentleness, during the days of his final courtship had +sunk deep--his generosity had been so full, so free, so unhesitating. + +She thought of her mother, and as a fuller conception of the alarm and +anxiety she would feel came to her, she decided to send her a telegram. +"She will know it was my duty to go," she decided. "As for the +hotel--what does it matter now?" Nothing seemed to matter, indeed, save +the speed of her chariot. + +The night was long, interminably long. Once and again Johnson came down +out of his perch, and spoke a few clumsy words of well-meaning +encouragement, but found her unresponsive. Her brain was too busy with +taking leave of old conceptions and in mastering new duties to be +otherwise than vaguely grateful to her companions. Her mind was clear on +one other point--this journey committed her to Marshall Haney. There +could be no further hesitation. "Some time, soon, if he lives, I must +marry him," she thought, and the conception troubled her with a new +revelation of what that relationship might mean. She felt suddenly very +small, very weak, and very helpless. "He must be good to me," she +murmured. And then, as the words of his prayer to her came back, she +added: "And I'll be good to him." + +Far and farther below her shone the lights in the little hotel, and the +busy and jocund scenes of her girlish life receded swiftly. At this +moment her desk and the little sitting-room where the men lounged seemed +a haven of peace and plenty, and the car, rocking and plunging through +the night, was like a ship rising and falling on wild seas under unknown +stars. + + * * * * * + +The clear light of the mountain dawn was burnishing brass into gold as +the locomotive with its tolling bell slid up the level track at the end +of its run, and came to a stealthy halt beside the small station. + +"Here we are!" called Johnson from his turret, and Bertha rose, stiff +and sore with the long night's ride, her resolution cooled to a kind of +passive endurance. "I'm ready!" she called back. + +Williams met her at the step. "It's all right, sis. Mart's still +here--and waiting for you." + +Instantly, at sight of his ugly, familiar, friendly face, she became +alert, clear-brained. "How is he?" + +"Pretty bad." + +"What's it all about? How did it happen?" + +"I'll clear that up as we go," he replied, and led the way to a +carriage. + +Once inside, she turned her keen gaze upon him. "Now go +ahead--straight." + +He did so in the blunt terms of a man whose life had been always on the +border, and who has no nice shading in act or word. + +"Is he dying?" she asked at the first pause. + +"I'm afraid he is, sister," he replied, gently. "That's what's made the +night seem long to us; but you're here and it's all right now." + +That she was to look on him dying had been persistently in her mind, but +that she was to see him mangled by an assassin added horror to her +dread. In spite of her intrepid manner, she was still girl enough to +shudder at the sight of blood. + +Williams went on. "He's weak, too weak to talk much, and so I'm going to +tell you what he wants. He wants you to marry him before he dies." + +The girl drew away. "Not this minute--to-night?" + +"Yes; he wants to give you legal rights to all he has, and you've got to +do it quick. No tellin' what may happen." His voice choked as he said +this. + +Bertha's blood chilled with dismay. Her throat filled and her bosom +swelled with the effort she made at self-control, and Williams, watching +her with bright eyes of admiration, hurried on to the end. "Everything +is ready. There is a priest, if you want him, and Judge Brady with a +civil ceremony, if that will please you better, or we'll get a +Protestant minister; it's for you to say. Only the knot must be tied +good and tight. I told the boys you'd take a priest for Mart's sake. He +says: 'Make it water-proof.' He means so that no will-breaking brothers +or cousins can stack the cards agin you. And now it's up to you, little +sister. He has only a few hours anyway, and I don't see that you can +refuse, specially as it makes his dying--" He stopped there. + +The street was silent as they drew up to the saloon door, and only +Slater and one or two of his friends were present when Bertha walked +into the bar-room, erect as a boy, her calm, sweet face ashen white in +the electric light. For an instant; she stood there in the middle of the +floor alone, her big dark eyes searching every face. Then Judge Brady, a +kindly, gray-haired man, advanced, and took her hand. "We're very glad +to see you," he gravely said, introducing himself. Williams, who had +entered the inner room, returned instantly to say: "Come, he's waiting." + +Without a word the bride entered the presence of her groom, and the +doctor, bending low to the gambler, said: "Be careful now, Mart. Don't +try to rise. Be perfectly still. Bertie has come." + +Haney turned with a smile--a tender, humorous smile--and whispered: +"Bertie, acushla mavourneen, come to me!" + +Then the watchers withdrew, leaving them alone, and the girl, bending +above him, kissed him. "Oh, Captain, can't I do something? I _must_ do +something." + +"Yes, darlin', ye can. You can marry me this minute, and ye shall. I'm +dyin', girl--so the doctor says. I don't feel it that way; but, anyhow, +we take no chances. All I have is for you, and so--" + +She put her hand ever his lips. "You must be quiet. I understand, and I +will do it--but only to make you well." She turned to the door, and her +voice was clear as she said to those who waited: "I am ready." + +"Will you have Father Kearney?" asked Williams. + +She turned towards Haney. "Just as he says." + +The stricken miner, ghastly with the pain brought on by movement, +responded to the doctor's question, only by a whisper: "The +priest--first." + +The girl heard, and her fine, clear glance rested upon the face of the +priest. Tears were on her cheeks, but a kind of exultation was in her +tone as she said: "I am willing, father." + +With a look which denoted his appreciation of the girl's courage, the +priest stepped forward and led her to her place beside her bridegroom. +She took Haney's big nerveless hand in her firm grasp, and together they +listened to the solemn words which made them husband and wife. It seemed +that the gambler was passing into the shadow during the opening prayer, +but his whispered responses came at the proper pauses, and only when the +final benediction was given, and the priest and the judge fell back +before the rush of the young doctor, did the wounded man's eyes close in +final collapse. He had indeed reached the end of his endurance. + +The young wife spoke then, imperiously, almost fiercely, asking: "Why is +he lying here? This is no place for him." + +The doctor explained. "We were afraid to move him--till you came. In +fact, he wouldn't let me move him. If you say so now, we will take him +up." With these words the watchers shifted their responsibility to her +shoulders, uttering sighs of deep relief. Whatever happened now, Mart's +will had been secured. At her command they lifted the table on which her +husband lay, and the wife walked beside it, unheeding the throngs of +silent men walling her path. Every one made way for her, waited upon +her, eager to serve her, partly because she was Marshall Haney's wife, +but more because of her youth and the brave heart which looked from her +clear and candid eyes. + +She showed no hesitation now, gave out no word of weakness; on the +contrary, she commanded with certainty and precision, calling to her aid +all that the city afforded. Not till she had summoned the best surgeons +and was sure that everything had been done that could be done did she +permit herself to relax--or to think of rest or her mother. + +When she had sunk to sleep upon a couch beside her husband's bed, +Williams, with a note of deep admiration, demanded of the surgeon: +"Ain't she a little Captain? Mart can't die now, can he? He's got too +much to live for." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +THE HANEY PALACE + + +One day early in the following summer a tall, thin man, with one +helpless side, entered the big luminous hall of the Antlers Hotel at the +Springs, upheld by a stalwart attendant, and accompanied by a +sweet-faced, calm-lipped young woman. This was Marshall Haney and his +young wife Bertha, down from the mountain for the first time since his +illness, and those who knew their story and recognized them, stood aside +with a thrill of pity for the man and a look of admiration for the girl, +whose bravery and devotion had done so much to bring her husband back to +life and to a growing measure of his former strength. + +Marshall Haney was, indeed, but a poor hulk of his stalwart self. One +lung had been deeply torn, his left shoulder was almost wholly disabled, +and he walked with a stoop and shuffle; but his physical weakening was +not more marked than his mental mellowing. He was softened--"gentled," +as the horsemen say. His eyes were larger, and his face, once so stern +and masterful, gave out an appealing expression by reason of the deep +horizontal wrinkles which had developed in his brow. He had grown a +mustache, and this being gray gave him an older look--older and more +military. It was plain, also, that he leaned upon his keen-eyed, +impassive little wife, who never for one moment lost her hold upon +herself or her surroundings. Her flashing glances took note of +everything about her, and her lips were close-set and firm. + +Williams, ugly and wordless as ever, followed them with a proud smile +till they entered the handsome suite of rooms which had been reserved +for them. "There's nothing too good for Marshall Haney and his +side-partner," he exulted to the bell-boy. + +Thereupon, Mart, with a look of reverence at his young bride, replied: +"She's airned it--and more!" + +A sigh was in his voice and a singular appeal in his big eyes as he sank +into an easy-chair. "I believe I do feel better down here; my heart +seems to work aisier. I'm going to get well now, darlin'." + +"Of course you are," she answered, in the tone of a daughter; then +added, with a smile: "I like it here. Why not settle?" + +To her Colorado Springs was a dazzling social centre. The beauty of the +homes along its wide streets, the splendor of its private carriages, +affected her almost as deeply as the magnitude and glory of Denver +itself; but she was not of those who display their weaknesses and +diffidence. She ate her first dinner in the lofty Antlers dining-hall +with quiet dignity, and would not have been particularly noticed but for +Haney, who was well-known to the waiters of the hotel. Her association +with him had made her a marked figure in their mountain towns, and she +was accustomed to comment. + +She met the men who addressed her with entire fearlessness and candor +(she was afraid only of women in good clothes), speaking with the easy +slanginess of a herder, using naturally and unconsciously the most +picturesque phrases of the West. Her speech was incisive and +unhesitating, yet not swift. She never chattered, but "you bet" and "all +right" were authorized English so far as she was concerned. "They say +you can't beat this town anywhere for society, and I sure like the looks +of what we've seen. Suppose we hang around this hotel for a while--not +too long, for it's mighty expensive." Here she smiled--a quick, flashing +smile. "You see, I can't get used to spending money--I'm afraid all the +time I'll wake up. It's just like a dream I used to have of finding +chink--I always came to before I had a chance to handle it and see if it +was real." + +Haney answered, indulgently: "'Tis all real, Bertie. I'll show you that +when I'm meself again." + +"Oh, I believe it--at least, part of the time," she retorted. "But I'll +have to flash a roll to do it--checks are no good. I could sign a +million checks and not have 'em seem like real money. I'm from Missouri +when it comes to cash." + +Mrs. Gilman, who had always stood in bewilderment and wonder of her +daughter, was entirely subject now. She and Williams usually moved in +silence, like adoring subjects in the presence of their sovereigns. They +had no doubts whatsoever concerning the power and primacy of gold; and +as for Haney himself, his unquestioning confidence in his little wife's +judgment had come to be like an article of religious faith. + +After breakfast on the second day of her stay Bertha ordered a carriage, +and they drove about the town in the brilliant morning sunshine, looking +for a place to build. She resembled a little home-seeking sparrow. Every +cosey cottage was to her an almost irresistible allurement. "There's a +dandy place, Captain," she called several times. "Wouldn't you like a +house like that?" + +He, with larger notions, shook his head each time. "Too small, Bertie. +We've the right to a fine big place--like that, now." He nodded towards +a stately gray-stone mansion, with the sign "For Sale" planted on its +lawn. + +She was aghast. "Gee! what would we do with a state-house like that?" + +"Live in it, sure." + +"It would need four chamber-maids and two hired men to take care of a +place like that. And think of the money it would spoil to stock it with +furniture!" Nevertheless, she gazed at it longingly. "I'd sure like that +big garden and that porch. You could sit on that porch and see the +mountains, couldn't you? But my ears and whiskers, the expense of +keeping it!" + +They passed on to other and less palatial possibilities, and returned to +the hotel undecided. The two women, bewildered and weary, diverged and +discussed the matter of dress till the mid-day meal. + +"I like being rich," remarked the young wife, as they took their seats +in the lovely dining-room, and looked about at the tables so shining, so +dainty. "It would be fun to run a house like this, don't you think?" She +addressed her mother. + +"Good gracious, no! Think of the bill for help and the worry of looking +after all this silver! No, it's too splendid for us." + +Haney still retained enough of his ancient humor to smile at them. "I'd +rather see you manage that big stone house with the porch which I'm +going to buy." + +"You don't mean it?" said Bertha, while Mrs. Gilman stared at him over +her soup. + +He went on quietly. "Sure! Me mind's made up. You want the garden and I +like the porch; so 'phone the agent after dinner, and we'll go up and +see to it this very afternoon." + +Bertha's bosom heaved with excitement, and her eyes expanded. "I'd like +just once to see the _inside_ of a house like that. It must be half as +big as this hotel--but to own it! You're crazy, Captain." + +The remote possibility of walking through that wonderful mansion took +away the young wife's appetite, and she became silent and reflective in +the face of a delicious fried chicken. The magic of her husband's wealth +began to make itself most potently felt. + +Haney insisted on smoking a cigar in the lobby. Bertha took her mother +away to talk over the tremendous decision which was about to be thrust +upon them. "We want a house," said she, decisively, "but not a palace +like that. What would we do with it? It scares me up a tree to think of +it." + +"I guess he was only joking," Mrs. Gilman agreed. + +"I can see the porch would be fine for him," Bertha went on. "But, +jiminy spelter, we'd all be lost in the place!" + +Haney called Williams to his side, and told him of the house. "It's a +big place, but I want it. Go you and see the agent. My little girl needs +a roof, and why not the best?" + +"Sure!" replied Williams, with conviction. "She's entitled to a castle. +You round up the women, and I'll do the rest." + +The house proved to be even more splendid and spacious than its exterior +indicated, and Bertha walked its wide halls with breathless delight. +After a hurried survey of the interior, they came out upon the broad +veranda, and lingered long in awe and wonder of the outlook. To the west +lay a glorious garden of fruits and flowers; a fountain was playing over +the rich green grass; high above the tops of the pear and peach trees +(which made a little copse) rose the purple peaks of the Rampart range. + +"Oh, isn't it great!" exclaimed Bertha. + +Haney turned to the agent with a tense look on his pale face--a look of +exultant power. + +"Make out your papers," said he, quietly. "We take the place--as it +stands." + +Bertha was overwhelmed by this flourish of the enchanter's wand--but +only for a moment. No sooner was the contract signed than she roused +herself as to a new business venture. "Well, now, the first thing is +furniture. Let's see! There is some carpets and curtains in the place, +isn't there? And a steel range. It's up to me to rustle the balance of +the outfit together right lively." + +And so she set to work quite as she would have done in outfitting a new +hotel--so many beds, so many chairs in a room, so many dressers, and +soon had a long list made out and the order placed. + +She spent every available moment of her time for the next two days +getting the kitchen and dining-room in running order, and when she had +two beds ready insisted on moving in. "We can kind o' camp out in the +place till we get stocked up. I'm crazy to be under our own roof." + +Haney, almost as eager as she, consented, and on the third day they +drove up to the door, dismissed their hired coachman, and stepped inside +the gate--master and mistress of an American chateau. + +Mart turned, and, with misty eyes and a voice choked with happiness, +said: "Well, darlin', we have it now--the palace of the fairy stories." + +"It's great," she repeated, musingly; "but I can't make it seem like a +home--mebbe it'll change when I get it filled with furniture, but the +garden is sure all right." + +They took their first meal on the porch overlooking the mountains, +listening to the breeze in the vines. It was heavenly sweet after the +barren squalor of their Cripple Creek home, and they did little but gaze +and dream. + +"We need a team," Bertha said, at last. + +"Buy one," replied Haney. + +So Bertha bought a carriage and a fine black span. This expenditure +involved a coachman, and to fill that position an old friend of +Williams'--a talkative and officious old miner--was employed. She next +secured a Chinese cook, the best to be had, and a girl to do the +chamber-work. They were all busy as hornets, and Bertha lived in a glow +of excitement every waking hour of the day--though she did not show it. + +Haney's check-book was quite as wonderful in its way as Aladdin's lamp, +and little by little the women permitted themselves to draw upon its +magic. The shining span of blacks, with flowing manes and champing bits, +became a feature of the avenue as the women drove up and down on their +never-ending quest for household luxuries--they had gone beyond mere +necessities. Mart usually went with them, sitting in the carriage while +they "visited" with the grocery clerks and furniture dealers. They were +very popular with these people, as was natural. + +"Little Mrs. Haney" became at once the subject of endless +comment--mostly unfavorable; for Mart's saloon-made reputation was +well-known, and the current notion of a woman who would marry him was +not high. She was reported, in the alien circles of the town, to be a +vulgar little chamber-maid who had taken a gambler for his money at a +time when he was supposed to be on his death-bed, and her elevation to +the management of a palatial residence was pointed out as being +"peculiarly Western-American." + +The men, however, were much more tolerant of judgment than their women. +They had become more or less hardened to seeing crude miners luxuriating +in sudden, accidental wealth; therefore, they nodded good-humoredly at +Haney and tipped their hats to his pretty wife with smiles. As bankers, +tradesmen, and taxpayers generally they could not afford to neglect a +citizen possessed of so much wealth and circumstance. + +Mrs. Gilman presented a letter of introduction to the nearest church of +her own persuasion, and went to service quite as unassumingly as in +Sibley, and was greeted by a few of the ladies there cordially and +without hint of her son-in-law's connections. Two or three, including +the pastor's wife, made special effort to cultivate her acquaintance by +calling immediately, but they were not of those who attracted Bertha; +and though she showed them about the house and answered their questions, +she did not promise to call. "We're too busy," she explained. "I haven't +got more than half the rooms into shape, and, besides, we're to have my +brother's folks down from the Junction--we're on the hustle all day +long." + +This was true. She had been quite besieged by her former neighbors in +Sibley, who found it convenient to "put up with the Haneys" while +visiting the town. They were, in fact, very curious to study her in her +new and splendid setting; and though some of them peeked and peered amid +the beds, and thumped the mattresses in vulgar curiosity, the young +housewife merely laughed. All her life had been spent among folk of this +directly inquisitive sort. She expected them to act as they did, and, +being a hearty and generous soul, as well as a very democratic one, she +sent them away happy. + +Indeed, she won praise from all who came to know her. But that small +part of the Springs--alien and exclusive--which considered itself higher +if not better than the rest of the Western world, looked askance at "the +gambler's wife and her freak friends," and Mrs. Crego, who was inclined +to be very censorious, alluded to the Haneys as "beggars on horseback" +as she met them on the boulevard. + +Of all this critical comment Bertha remained, happily, unconscious, and +it is probable that she would soon have won her way to a decent circle +of friends had not Charles Haney descended upon them like a plague. Mart +had been receiving letters from this brother, but had said nothing to +Bertha of his demands. "Charles despised me when he met me in Denver," +he explained to Williams. "I was busted at the time, ye mind." He +winked. "And now when he reads in the papers that Mart Haney is rich, he +comes down on me like a hawk on a June bug. 'Tis no matter. He may +come--I'll not cast him out. But he does not play with me +double-eagles--not he!" + +Charles Haney was not fitted to raise his brother's wife in the social +scale, for he belonged to that marked, insistent variety of actor to be +distinguished on trains and in the lobbies of hotels--a fat, sleek, +loud-voiced comedian, who enacted scenes from his unwritten plays while +ladling his soup, and who staggered and fell across chairs in +illustration of highly emotional lines and, what was worse, he was of +those who regard every unescorted woman as fair game. Bold of glance and +brassy of smile, he began to make eyes at his sister-in-law from their +first meeting. + +She amazed him. He had expected a woman of his own class--an +adventuress, painted, designing; and to find this sweet little +girl--"why, she's too good for Mart," he concluded, and shifted his +hollow pretensions of sympathy from his brother to his sister-in-law. +Before the first evening of his visit closed he sought opportunity to +tell her, in hypocritic sadness, that Mart was a doomed man, and that +she would soon be free of him. Bertha was disturbed by his gaze and +repelled by his touch, but tried to like him on Mart's account. His +mouthing disgusted her, and the good-will with which Haney greeted his +brother turned into bitterness as the boaster and low wit began to +display himself. + +"We all grew up in the street or in the saloon," Haney sadly remarked, +"and you finished your education in the variety theatre, I'm thinking." + +The actor took this as a joke, and with a grin retorted: "That's better +than running a faro-layout." + +"I dunno; a good quiet game has its power to educate a man," replied the +gambler. + +That night, as she was preparing the Captain for bed, he remarked, with +a sigh: "Life is a quare game! I mind Charley well as a cute little +yellow-haired divil, always laughing, always in mischief, and me chasin' +after him--a big slob of a boy. I used to carry him up an' down the +tenement stairs. I learned him to skate--and now here he is drinkin' +himself puffy, whilst I am an old broken-down hack at forty-five." He +looked up at her with a sheen of tears in his eyes. "Darlin', 'tis a +shame to be leanin' on you." + +She put her arm around his big grizzled head and drew it to her. + +"You can lean hard, Mart. I'm standin' by." + +"No, I'll not lean too hard," he answered. "I don't want your fine, +straight back to stoop. I make no demands. I'll not spoil your young +life. I'm not worth it. You're free to go when you can't stand me any +longer." + +"Now, now, no more of that!" she warned. "When I have cause to knock, +you won't need no ear-trumpet. Put up your hoof." He obeyed, and, +stooping swiftly, she began to unlace the shoe which he could no longer +reach. Her manner was that of a daughter who tyrannizes over an +indulgent father. Her admiration and gratitude, so boyish once, were now +replaced by an affection in which the element of sex had small place, +and his love for her sprang also from a source far removed from the +fierce instinct which first led him to seek her subduing. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +BERTHA REPULSES AN ENEMY + + +Charles Haney had no scruples. From the moment of his first meeting with +his brother's young wife he determined to make himself "solid" with her. +Convinced that Mart was not long for this world, he set to work to win +Bertha's favor, for this was the only way to harvest the golden fortune +she controlled. + +"Mart is just fool enough and contrary enough to leave every cent of his +money to her." Here he placed one finger against his brow. "Carlos, here +is where you get busy. It's us to the haberdasher. We shine." + +Notwithstanding all his boasting, he was not only an actor out of an +engagement, but flat broke, badly dressed, and in sorry disrepute with +managers. "I've been playing in a stock company in San Francisco," he +had explained, "and I'm now on my way to New York to produce a play of +my own. Hence these tears. I need an 'angel.'" + +He distinctly said "the first of the month" in this announcement, but as +the days went by he only settled deeper into the snug corners of the +Haney home, making no further mention of his triumphal eastward +progress. On the contrary, he had the air of a regular boarder, and +turned up promptly for meals, rotund and glowing in the opulence of his +brother's hospitality. + +On the strength of his name he found favor with the tailors, and +bourgeoned forth a few days later in the best cloth the shops afforded, +and strutted and plumed himself like a turkey-cock before Bertha, +keeping up meanwhile a pretension of sympathy and good-fellowship with +Mart. + +In this he miscalculated; for Bertha, youthful as she seemed, was +accustomed, as she would say, to "standing off mashers," and her +impassive face and keen, steady eyes fairly disconcerted the libertine. +"For Mart's sake, we'll put up with him," she said to her mother. "He's +a loafer; but I can see the Captain kind o' likes to have him +around--for old times' sake, I reckon." + +This was true. When alone with his brother, Charles dropped his +egotistic brag and dramatic bluster, and touched craftily upon the +dare-devil, boyish life they had led together. He was shrewd enough to +see and understand that this was his most ingratiating role, and he +played it "to the limit," as Bertha would have said. + +And yet no one in the house realized how his presence reacted against +Bertha. + +"What are we to think of a girl so obtuse that she permits a man like +this fat, disgusting actor to dangle about her?" asked Mrs. Crego of her +husband, who was Haney's legal adviser. + +"He's her husband's brother, you know," argued Crego. + +"All the same, I can't understand her. She looks nice and sweet, and you +say she is so; and yet here she is married to a notorious gambler, and +associating with mountebanks and all sorts of malodorous people. Why, +I've seen her riding down the street with the upholsterer, and Mrs. +Congdon told me that she saw her stop her carriage in front of a cigar +store and talk with a barber in a white jacket for at least ten +minutes." + +Crego laughed. "What infamy! However, I can't believe even the +upholsterer will finally corrupt her. The fact is, my dear, we're all +getting to be what some of my clients call 'too a-ristocratic.' Bertha +Haney is sprung from good average American stock, and has associated +with the kind of people you abhor all her life. She hasn't begun to draw +any of your artificial distinctions. I hope she never will. Her barber +friend is on the same level with the clerks and grocery-men of the town. +They're all human, you know. She's the true democrat. I confess I like +the girl. Her ability is astonishing. Williams and Haney both take her +opinion quite as weightily as my own." + +Mrs. Crego was impressed. "Well, I'll call on her if you really think I +_ought_ to do so." + +"I don't. I withdraw my suggestion. I deprecate your calling--in that +spirit. I doubt if she expects you to call. I hardly think she has +awakened to any slights put upon her by your set. Indeed, she seems +quite happy in the society of Thomas, Richard, and Harry." + +"Don't be brutal, Allen." + +"I'm not. The girl is now serene--that's the main thing; and you might +raise up doubts and discontents in her mind." + +"I certainly shall not go near her so long as that odious actor is +hanging about. His smirk at me the other day made me ill." + +This conversation was typical of many others in homes of equal culture, +for Bertha's position as well as her face and manner piqued curiosity. +After all, the town was a small place--just large enough to give gossip +room to play in--and the sheen of Mrs. Haney's wealth made her +conspicuous from afar, while her youth and boyish beauty had been the +subject of admiring club talk from the very first. Haney was only an old +and wounded animal, whose mate was free to choose anew. + +"It makes me ache to see the girl go wrong," said Mrs. Frank Congdon, +wife of a resident portrait-painter, also in delicate health (she was +speaking to Mrs. Crego). "Think of that great house--Frank says she runs +it admirably--filled with tinkers and tailors and candlestick-makers, +not to mention touts and gamblers--when she might be entertaining--well, +us, for example!" She laughed at the unbending face of her friend; then +went on: "Dr. Cronk says the mother is a sweet old lady and of good New +England family--a constitutional Methodist, he calls her. I wish she +kept better company." + +"But what can you expect of a girl brought up in a pigsty. Her mother +was mistress of a little miners' hotel in Junction City, Allen says, and +the girl boasts of it." + +Mrs. Congdon smiled. "I'm dying to talk with her. She's far and away the +most interesting of our newly rich, and I like her face. Frank has +called, you know?" + +"Has he?" + +"On business, of course. She has decided to have him paint her husband's +picture. She's taken her first step upward, you see." + +"I should think she'd be content to have her saloon-keeper husband's +face fade out of her memory." + +"Frank is enthusiastic. I'm not a bit sure that he didn't suggest the +portrait. He is shameless when he takes a fancy to a face. He's wild to +paint them both and call it 'The Lion Tamer and the Lion.' He considers +Haney a great character. It seems he saw him in Cripple Creek once, and +was vastly taken by his pose. His being old and sad now--his face is one +of the saddest I ever saw--makes it all the more interesting to Frank. +So I'm going to call--in fact, we're going to lunch there soon." + +"Oh, well, yes. You artists can do anything, and it's all right. You +must come over immediately afterwards and tell me all about it, won't +you?" + +At this Mrs. Congdon laughed, but, being of generous mind, consented. + +Crego was right. Bertha had not yet begun to take on trouble about her +social position. She had carried to her big house in the Springs all the +ideas and usages of Sibley Junction--that was all. She acknowledged her +obligations as a householder, carrying forward the New England +democratic traditions. To be next door made any one a neighbor, with the +right to run in to inspect your house and furniture and to give advice. +The fact that near-at-hand residents did not avail themselves of this +privilege troubled her very little at first, so busy was she with her +own affairs; but it was inevitable that the talk of her mother's church +associates should sooner or later open her eyes to the truth that the +distinctions which she had read about as existing in New York and +Chicago were present in her own little city. "Mrs. Crego and her set are +too stuck up to associate with common folks," was the form in which the +revelation came to her. + +From one loose-tongued sister she learned, also, that she and the +Captain were subjects of earnest prayer in the sewing-circle, and that +her husband's Catholicism was a source of deep anxiety, not to say +proselyting hostility, on the part of the pastor and his wife, while +from another of these officious souls she learned that the Springs, +beautiful as it was, so sunlit, so pure of air, was a centre of marital +infelicity, wherein the devil reigned supreme. + +Her mother's pastor called, and was very outspoken as to Mart and +Charles--both of whom needed the Lord's grace badly. He expressed great +concern for Bertha's spiritual welfare, and openly prayed for her +husband, whose nominal submission to the Catholic Church seemed not +merely blindness to his own sin, but a danger to the young wife. + +Haney, however, though wounded and suffering, was still a lion in +resolution, and his glance checked the exhortation which the minister +one day nerved himself to utter. "I do not interfere with any man's +faith," said he, "and I do not intend to be put to school by you nor any +other livin'. I was raised a Catholic, and for the sake of me mother I +call meself wan to this day, and as I am so I shall die." And the +finality of his voice won him freedom from further molestation. + +Bertha's concern for her creed was hardly more poignant than Haney's, +and they never argued; but she did begin to give puzzled thought to the +social complications which opened out day by day before her. Charles, +embittered by his failures, enlightened her still more profoundly. He +had a certain shrewdness of comment at times which bit. "Wouldn't it jar +you," said he one day, "to see this little town sporting a 'Smart Set' +and quoting _Town Topics_ like a Bible? Why, some of these dinky little +two-spot four-flushers draw the line on me because I'm an actor! What +d'ye think o' that? I don't mind your Methodist sistern walking wide of +me, but it's another punch when these dubs who are smoking my cigars at +the club fail to invite me to their houses." + +Bertha looked at him reflectively throughout this speech, putting a +different interpretation on the neglect he complained of. She had gone +beyond disliking him, she despised him (for he was growing bolder each +day in his addresses), and took every precaution that he should not be +alone with her; and she rose one morning with the determination to tell +Mart that she would not endure his brother's presence another day. But +his pleasure in Charles' company was too genuine to be disturbed, and so +she endured. + +The actor's talk was largely concerned with the scandal-mongery of the +town, and very soon the young wife knew that Mrs. May, whose husband was +"in the last stages," was in love with young Mr. June, and that Mr. +Frost, whose wife was "weakly," was going about shamelessly with Miss +Bloom, and all this comment came to her ears freighted with its worst +significance. Vile suggestion dripped from Charles Haney's reckless +tongue. + +This was deep-laid policy with him. His purpose was to undermine her +loyalty as a wife. His approaches had no charm, no finesse. Presuming on +his relationship, he caught at her hand as she passed, or took a seat +beside her if he found her alone on a sofa. At such moments she was +furious with him, and once she struck his hand away with such violence +that she suffered acute pain for several hours afterwards. + +His attentions--which were almost assaults--came at last to destroy a +large part of her joy in her new home. Her drives, when he sat beside +her, were a torture, and yet she could not bring herself to accuse him +before the crippled man, who really suffered from loneliness whenever +she was out of the house or busy in her household work. He had never +been given to reading, and was therefore pathetically dependent upon +conversation for news and amusement. He was much at home, too, for his +maiming was still so fresh upon him that he shrank from exhibiting +himself on the street or at the clubs (there are no saloons in the +Springs). Crego, whom he liked exceedingly, was very busy, and Williams +was away at the mines for the most part, and so, in spite of Bertha's +care, he often sat alone on the porch, a pitiful shadow of the man who +paid court to the clerk of the Golden Eagle. + +Sometimes he followed the women around the house like a dog, watching +them at their dusting and polishing. "You'll strain yourself, Captain," +Bertha warningly cried out whenever he laid hold of a chair or brush. +And so each time he went back to his library to smoke, and wait until +his wife's duties were ended. At such hours his brother was a comfort. +He was not a fastidious man, even with the refinement which had come +from his sickness and his marriage, and the actor (so long as he cast no +imputations on any friend) could talk as freely as he pleased. + +Slowly, day by day, Charles regained Mart's interest and a measure of +his confidence. Having learned what to avoid and what to emphasize, he +now deplored the drink habits of his brothers, and gently suggested that +the old father needed help. They played cards occasionally during such +times as household cares drew Bertha away, and held much discussion of +mines and mining--though here Mart was singularly reticent, and afforded +little information about his own affairs. His trust in Charles did not +go so far as that. With Crego, however, he freely discussed his +condition, for the lawyer had written his new will, and was in +possession of it. + +"I'm like a battered old tin can," he said once. "Did ye ever try to put +a tin can back into shape? Ye cannot. If ye push it back here, it bulges +there. The doctors are tryin' hard to take the kinks out o' me, but 'tis +impossible--I see that--but I may live on for a long time. Already me +mind misgives me about Bertie--she's too young to be tied up to a +shoulder-shotten old plug like mesilf." + +To this Crego soothingly responded. "I don't think you need to worry. +She's as happy as a blackbird in spring." + +Once he said to Bertha: "I niver intended to limp around like this. I +niver thought to be the skate I am this day," and his despondency +darkened his face as he spoke. "I could not blame you if you threw me +out. I'm only a big nuisance." + +"You will be if you talk like that," she briskly answered, and that is +all she seemed to make of his protest. She had indeed been reared in an +atmosphere of loyalty to marriage as well as of chastity, and she never +for a moment considered her vows weakened by her husband's broken frame. + +This fidelity Charles discovered to his own confusion one night as he +came home inflamed by liquor and reckless of hand, to find her sitting +alone in the library writing a letter. It was not late, but Mart, +feeling tired, had gone to bed, and Mrs. Gilman was in Sibley. + +Bertha looked up as he entered, and without observing that he was drunk, +went on with her writing, which was ever a painful ceremony with her. +Dropping his coat where he stood, and with his hat awry on the red globe +of his head, the dastard staggered towards her, his eyes lit with a +glare of reckless desire. + +"Say," he began, "this is luck. I want 'o talk with you, Bertie. I want +'o find out why you run away from me? What's the matter with me, +anyhow?" + +She realized now the foul, satyr-like mood of the man, and sprang up +tense and strong, silently confronting him. + +He mumbled with a grin: "You're a peach! What's the matter? Why don't +you like me? Ain't I all right? I'm a gentleman." + +His words were babble, but the look in his eyes, the loose slaver of his +lips, both scared and angered her, and as he pushed against her, +clumsily trying to hook his arm about her waist, she struck him sharply +with the full weight of her arm and shoulder, and he tottered and fell +sprawling. With a curse in his teeth he caught at a chair, recovered his +balance, and faced her with a look of fury that would have appalled one +less experienced than she. + +"You little fool," he snarled, "don't you do that again!" + +"_Stop!_" She did not lift her voice, but the word arrested him. "Do you +want to die?" The word _die_ pierced the mist of his madness. "What do +you think Mart will say to this?" + +He shivered and grew pale under the force of his brother's name uttered +in that tone. He began to melt, subsiding into a jelly-mass of fear. + +"Don't tell Mart, for Christ's sake! I didn't mean nothing. Don't do it, +I beg--I beg!" + +She looked at him and seemed to grow in years as she searched his +wretched body for its soul. "If you don't pull out of this house +to-morrow I'll let him know just the kind of dead-head boarder you are. +You haven't fooled me any--not for a minute. I've put up with you for +his sake, but to-night settles it. You go! I've stood a lot from you, +but your meal-ticket is no good after to-morrow morning--you _sabe_? +It's you to the outside to-morrow. Now get out, or I call Mart." + +He turned and shuffled from the room, leaving his battered hat at her +feet. + +She waited till she heard him close his door; then, with a look of +disgust on her face, picked up his hat and coat, and hung them on the +rack in the hall. "I'm sorry for Mart," she said to herself. "He _was_ +company for him, but I can't stand the loafer a day longer. I hope I +never see him again." + + * * * * * + +He did not get down to breakfast, and for this she was glad; but he +sought opportunity a little later to plead for clemency. "Give me +another chance. I was drunk. I didn't mean it." + +She remained inexorable. "Not for a second," she succinctly replied. "I +don't care how you fix it with Mart. Smooth it up as best you can, but +fly this coop." And her face expressed such contempt that he crept away, +flabby and faltering, to his brother. + +"I've been telegraphed for, and must go," he said. "And, by the way, I +need a little ready mon to carry me to the little old town. As soon as I +get to work I'll send you a check." + +Mart handed him the money in silence, and waited till he had folded and +put away the bills. Then he said: "Charles, you was always the smart one +of the family, and ye'd be all right now if ye'd pass the booze and get +down to hard work. It's _time_ ye were off, for ye've done nothin' but +loaf and drink here. I've enjoyed your talk--part of the time; but I can +see ye'd grow onto me here like a wart, and that's bad for you and bad +for me, and so I'm glad ye're going." + +"Can't you--" He was going to ask for a position--something easy with +big pay--when he saw that such a request would make his telegram a lie. + +As he hesitated Mart continued: "No, I'll back no play for ye. I'm a +gambler, but I take no chances of that kind. If you see the old father, +write and tell me how he is." + +Charles, though filled with rising fury, was sober enough to know in +what danger he stood, and forcing a smile to his face, shook hands and +went out to his carriage--alone. + +As Mart met Bertha a few minutes later he remarked, with calm +directness: "There goes a cheap rounder and a sponge. I've been a +gambler and a saloon-keeper, but I never got the notion that I could +live without doin' something. Charles was a smart lad, but the divil has +him by the neck, and to give money is to give him drink." + +Bertha remained silent, her own indictment was so much more severe. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +BERTHA RECEIVES AN INVITATION + + +Colorado Springs lies in a shallow valley, under a genial sun, at almost +the exact level of the summit of Mt. Washington. From the railway train, +as it crawls over the hills to the east, it looks like a toy village, +but is, in fact, a busy little city. To ride along its wide and leafy +streets in summer, to breathe its crystalline airs in winter, is to lose +belief in the necessity of disease. The grave seems afar off. + +And yet it was built, and is now supported, by those who, fearing death, +fled the lower, miasmatic levels of the world, and who, having abandoned +all hope (or desire) of return, are loyally developing and adorning +their adopted home. These fugitives are for the most part contented +exiles--men as well as women--who have come to enjoy their enforced stay +here beside the peaks; and their devotion to the town and its +surroundings is unmistakably sincere, for they believe that the climate +and the water have prolonged their lives. + +Not all even of these seekers for health are ill, or even weakly, at +present; on the contrary, many of them are stalwart hands at golf, and +others are seasoned horsemen. In addition to those who are resident in +their own behalf are many husbands attendant upon ailing wives, and +blooming wives called to the care of weazened and querulous husbands, +and parents who came bringing a son or daughter on whom the pale shadow +of the White Death had fallen. But, after all, these Easterners color +but they do not dominate the life of the town, which is a market-place +for a wide region, and a place of comfort for well-to-do miners. It is, +also, a Western town, with all a Western town's customary activities, +and the traveller would hardly know it for a health resort, so cheerful +and lively is the aspect of its streets, where everything denotes +comfort and content. + +In addition to the elements denoted above, it is also taken to be a +desirable social centre and a charming place of residence for men like +Marshall Haney, who, having made their pile in the mountain camps, have +a reasonable desire to put their gold in evidence--"to get some good of +their dust," as Williams might say. Here and there along the principal +avenues are luxurious homes--absurdly pretentious in some +instances--which are pointed out to visitors as the residences of the +big miners. They are especially given to good horses also, and ride or +drive industriously, mixing very little with the more cultured and +sophisticated of their neighbors, for whom they furnish a never-ending +comedy of manners. "A beautiful mixture for a novelist," Congdon often +said. + +Yes, the town has its restricted "Smart Set," in imitation of New York +city, and its literary and artistic groups (small, of course), and its +staid circle of wealth and privilege, and within defined limits and at +certain formal civic functions these various elements meet and interfuse +genially if not sincerely. However, the bitter fact remains that the +microcosm is already divided into classes and masses in a way which +would be humorous if it were not so deeply significant of a deplorable +change in American life. Squire Crego, in discussing this very matter +with Frank Congdon, the portrait-painter, put it thus: "This division of +interest is inevitable. What can you do? The wife of the man who cobbles +my shoes or the daughter of the grocer who supplies my sugar is, in the +eyes of God, undoubtedly of the same value as my own wife, but they +don't _interest_ me. As a social democrat, I may wish sincerely to do +them good, but, confound it, to wish to do them good is an impertinence. +And when I've tried to bring these elements together in my house I have +always failed. Mrs. Crego, while being most gracious and cordial, has, +nevertheless, managed to make the upholsterer chilly, and to freeze the +grocer's wife entirely out of the picture." + +"There's one comfort: it isn't a matter of money. If it were, where +would the Congdons be?" + +"No, it isn't really a matter of money, and in a certain sense it isn't +a matter of brains. It's a question of--" + +"_Savoir faire._" + +"Precisely. You haven't a cent, so you say frequently--" Congdon stopped +him, gravely. + +"I owe you fifty--I was just going down into my jeans to pay it, when I +suddenly recalled--" + +"Don't interrupt the court. You haven't a cent, we'll say, but you go +everywhere and are welcome. Why?" + +"That's just it. Why? If you really want to know, I'll tell you. It's +all on account of Lee. Lee is a mighty smart girl. She has a cinch on +the gray matter of this family." + +"You do yourself an injustice." + +"Thank you." + +Crego pursued his argument. "There isn't any place that a man of your +type can't go if you want to, because you take something with you. You +mix. And Haney, for example--to return to the concrete again--Haney +would make a most interesting guest at one's dinner-table, but the wife, +clever as she is, is impossible--or, at least, Mrs. Crego thinks she +is." + +Congdon fixed a finger pistol-wise and impressively said: "That little +Mrs. Haney is a wonder. Don't make any mistake about her. She'll climb." + +"I'm not making the mistake, it's Mrs. Crego. I've asked her to call on +the girl, but she evades the issue by asking: 'What's the use? Her +interests are not ours, and I don't intend to cultivate her as a freak.' +So there we stand." + +Congdon looked thoughtful. "She may be right, but I don't think so. The +girl interests me, because I think I see in her great possibilities." + +"Her abilities certainly are remarkable. She needs but one statement of +a point in law. She seems never to forget a word I say. Sometimes this +realization is embarrassing. When she fixes those big wistful eyes on me +I feel bound to give her my choicest diction and my soundest judgments. +Haney, too, for all his wild career, attaches my sympathy. You're +painting his portrait--why don't you and Lee give them a dinner?" + +"Good thought! I told Lee this morning that it was a shame to draw the +line on that little girl just because that rotten, bad brother-in-law of +hers was base enough to slur her at the club. But, as you say, women +can't be driv. However, I think Lee can manage a dinner if anybody can. +As you say, we're only artists, and artists can do anything--except +borrow money. However, if you want to know, Lee says that this barber +lover of Mrs. Haney's has done more to queer her with our set than +anything else. They think her tastes are low." + +"That incident is easily explained. Winchell knew her in Sibley, and +though he has undoubtedly followed her over here for love of her, he +seems a decent fellow, and I don't believe intends any harm. I will +admit her stopping outside his door to talk with him was unconventional, +but I can't believe that she was aware of any impropriety in the act. +Nevertheless, that did settle the matter with Helen. 'You can dine with +them any day if you wish,' she says, 'but--' And there the argument +rests." + +"Of course, you and I can put the matter on a basis of trade courtesy," +said Congdon; "but I confess they interest me enormously, and I would +like to do them some little favor for their own sakes. Poor Haney will +never be more of a man than he is to-day, and that little girl is going +to earn all the money she gets before she is done with him." + +And so they parted, and Congdon went home to renew the discussion with +his wife. "You must call. It's only the decent thing to do, now that the +portrait is nearly done," he said. + +"I don't mind the calling, Frank," she briskly replied, "and I don't +much mind giving a little dinner, but I don't want to get the girl on my +mind. She has so much to learn, and I haven't the time nor energy to +teach her." + +Congdon waved his finger. "Don't you grow pale over that," said he. +"That girl's no fool--she's capable of development. She will amaze you +yet." + +"Well, consider it settled. I'll call this afternoon and ask her to +dinner; but don't expect me to advise her and follow her up. Now, who'll +we ask to meet her--the Cregos?" + +"Yes, I'd thought of them." + +"Oh, I know all about it. You needn't stammer. You and Allen are getting +a good deal out of the Haneys, and want to be decent in return. Well, I +think well of you for it, and I'll do my mite. I'll have young Fordyce +in, and Alice; being Quakers and 'plain people,' they won't mind. Ben is +crazy to see the rough side of Western life, anyway. Now run away, +little boy, and leave the whole business to me." + +As Crego had said, the Congdons were privileged characters in the +Springs. They were at once haughty with the pride of esthetic +cleverness, and humble with the sense of their unworthiness in the wide +old-world of art. Lee was contemptuous of wealth when they had a pot of +beans in the house, and Frank was imperiously truculent when borrowing +ten dollars from a friend or demanding an advance of cash from a +prospective patron. They both came of long lines of native American +ancestry, and not only felt themselves as good as anybody, but a little +better than most. They gave wit for champagne, art instruction for +automobile rides, and never-failing good humor for house-room and the +blazing fires of roomy hearths. + +Mrs. Congdon, of direct Virginian ancestry, was named Lee by a +state's-rights mother, who sent her abroad to "study art." She ended by +pretending to be a sculptor--and she still did occasionally model a +figurine of her friends or her friends' babies; mainly, she was the +aider and abettor of her husband, a really clever portrait-painter, +whose ill health had driven him from New York to Colorado, and who was +making a precarious living in the Springs--precarious for the reason +that on bright days he would rather play golf than handle a brush, and +on dark days he _couldn't_ see to paint (so he said). In truth, he was +not well, and his slender store of strength did not permit him to do as +he would. To cover the real seriousness of his case he loudly admitted +his laziness and incompetency. + +Lee was a devoted wife, and when she realized that his interest in the +Haneys was deep and genuine her slight opposition gave way. It meant a +couple of thousand dollars to Frank, but money was the least of their +troubles--credit seemed to come along when they needed it most, and each +of them had become "trustful to the point of idiocy," Mrs. Crego was +accustomed to say. Mrs. Crego really took charge of their affairs, and +when they needed food helped them to it. + +Starting for the Haneys on the street-car that very afternoon, Lee +reached the gate just as Bertie was helping Mart into his carriage. +There was something so genuine and so touching in this picture of the +slender young wife supporting her big and crippled husband that Mrs. +Congdon's nerves thrilled and her face softened. Plainly this +consideration on the part of Mrs. Haney was habitual and ungrudging. + +Bertie, as she faced her caller, saw only a pale little woman with +flashing eyes and smiling mouth, whose dress was as neat as a man's and +almost as plain (Lee prided herself on not being "artistic" in dress), +and so waited for further information. + +"How do you do, Mrs. Haney?" Lee began. "I'm Mrs. Congdon." + +Bertha threw the rug over Mart's knees before turning to offer her hand. +"I'm glad to meet you," she responded, with gravity. "I've seen you on +the street." + +Lee couldn't quite make out whether this remark was intended for +reproach or not, but she went on, quickly: "I was just about to call. +Indeed, I came to ask you and Mr. Haney to dine with us on Thursday." +She nodded and smiled at Mart, who sat with impassive countenance +listening with attention--his piercing eyes making her rather +uncomfortable. "We dine at seven. I hope you can come." + +Bertha looked up at her husband. "What do you say, Captain?" + +"I don't see any objection," he answered, without warmth. + +Bertha turned, with still passive countenance. "All right," she said, +"we'll be there. Won't you jump in and take a ride with us?" + +Lee, burning with mingled flames of resentment and humor, replied: +"Thank you, I have another call to make--Thursday, then, at seven +o'clock." + +"We'll connect. Much obliged," replied Bertha, and sprang into the +carriage. "Go ahead, Dan. Good-day, Mrs. Congdon." + +Lee stood for an instant in amazement at this easy, not to say +indifferent, acceptance of her tremendous offering. "Well, if that isn't +cool!" she gasped, and walked on thoughtfully. + +Humor dominated her at last, and when she entered Mrs. Crego's house she +was flushed with laughter, and recounted the words of the interview with +so many subtle interpretations of her own that Mrs. Crego was delighted. + +Mrs. Congdon did not spare herself. "Helen, she made me feel like a +bill-collector! 'All right,' said she, 'I'll be there,' and left me +standing in the middle of the street. You've got to come now, Helen, to +preserve my dignity." + +"I'm wild to come, really. I want to see what she'll do to us +'professional people.' Maybe she will patronize us too." + +When Lee told Frank about it at night he failed to laugh as heartily as +she had expected. "That's all very funny, the way you tell it, but as a +matter of fact the girl did all she knew. She accepted your invitation +and civilly asked you to take a ride. What more could mortal woman +proffer?" + +"She might have invited me into the house." + +"Not at the moment. It was Mart's hour for a drive, and you were +interfering with one of her duties. I think she treated you very well." + +"Anyhow, she's coming, and so is Helen. It tickled Helen nearly into +fits, of course, and she's coming--just to see me 'put to it to manage +these wet valley bronchos.'" + +"The girl may look like a bronk, but she's got good blood in her. She'll +hold her own anywhere," replied Congdon, with conviction. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +BERTHA MEETS BEN FORDYCE + + +For all her impassivity, Bertha was really elated by this invitation, +for she liked Congdon, and had a very high opinion of his powers. She +experienced no special dread of the dinner, for it appeared to her at +the moment to be a simple sitting down to eat with some friendly people. +She was not in awe of Mrs. Congdon, however much she might admire her +husband's skill, and she knew their home. It was a small house on a side +street, and did not compare for a moment with her own establishment, in +which she had begun to take a settled pride. + +As they rode away she was mentally casting up in her mind a choice of +clothes, when Haney remarked: "Bertie, I don't believe I'll go to that +dinner." + +"Why not?" + +"Well, I'm not as handy with a cold deck as I used to be, and I don't +think I ought to put me lame foot into another man's lap." + +"You're all right, Captain, and, besides, I'll be close by to help out +in case you run up against a hard knock in the steak. Course you'll +go--I want you to get out and see the people. Why, you haven't taken a +meal out of the house since we moved, except that one at the Casino. You +need more doin'." + +Haney was in a dejected mood. "So do you. I'm a heavy handicap to you, +Bertie, sure I am. As I see ye settin' there bloomin' as a rose and feel +me own age a-creepin' on me, I know I should be takin' me _conge_ out of +self-respect--just to give you open road." + +"Stop that!" she warningly cried. "Hello, there's Ed! He seems in a +rush. Wonder what's eating him?" + +Winchell, dressed in a new suit of clothes, darted from the sidewalk to +the carriage, his face shining. "Say, folks, I'm called East. Old man +died yesterday, and I've got to go home." He was breathing hard with +excitement. + +"Get in and tell us about it," commanded Bertha. + +He climbed up beside the driver, and turned on his seat to continue. +"Yes, I've got to go; and, say, the old man was well off. I don't do no +more barberin', I tell you that. I'm goin' to study law. I'm comin' back +here just as soon as things are settled up. I've been talking with a +fellow here--Lawyer Hansall; he says he'll take me in and give me a +chance. No more barberin' for me, you hear me!" + +"'Tis a poor business, but a necessary," remarked Haney. + +Bertha was sympathetic. "I'm glad you're goin' to get a raise. Of +course, I'm sorry about your father." + +"I understand--so am I. But he's gone, and it's up to me to think of +myself. I know you always despised my trade." + +"No, I didn't. Men have to be shaved and clipped. It's like +dish-washin', somebody has to do it. We can't all sit in the parlor." + +Winchell acknowledged the force of this. "Well, I always felt sneakin' +about it, I'll admit, but that was because I was raised a farmer, and +barbers were always cheap skates with us. We didn't use 'em much, in +fact. Well, it's all up now, and when I come back I want you to forget I +ever cut hair. A third of the old farm is mine, and that will pay my +board while I study." + +Neither Haney nor his young wife was surprised by this movement on his +part any more than he was surprised at their rise to wealth and luxury; +both were in accordance with the American tradition. But as they rode +down the street certain scornful Easterners (schooled in European +conventions) smiled to see the wife of an Irish millionaire gambler in +earnest conversation with a barber. + +Mrs. Crego, driving down-town with Mrs. Congdon, stared in astonishment, +then turned to Lee. "And you ask me to meet such a woman at dinner!" she +exclaimed, and her tone expressed a kind of bewilderment. + +Lee laughed. "You can't fail me now. Don't be hasty. Trust in Frank." + +"I'd hate to have my dinner partners selected by Frank Congdon. I draw +the line at barbers." + +"You're a snob, Helen. If you were really as narrow as you sound I'd cut +you dead! Furthermore, the barber isn't invited." + +"I can't understand such people." + +"I can. She don't know any better. You impute a low motive where there +is nothing worse than ignorance. As Frank says, the girl is a perfectly +natural outgrowth of a little town. I hope our dinner won't spoil her." + +Mrs. Congdon had put the dinner-hour early, and when the Haneys drove up +in their glittering new carriage, drawn by two splendid black horses, +she too had a moment of bewilderment, but her sense of humor prevailed. +"Frank," she said, "you can't patronize a turnout like that--not in my +presence." + +"To-night art's name is mud," he replied, with conviction, and hastened +down the steps to help Haney up. + +The gambler waved his proffered arm aside. "I'm not so bad as all that," +said he. "I let me little Corporal help me--sometimes for love of it, +not because I nade it." + +He was still gaunt and pale, but his eyes were of unconquerable fire, +and the lift of his head from the shoulders was still leopard-like. He +was dressed in a black frock-coat, with a cream-colored vest and gray +trousers, and looked very well indeed--quite irreproachable. + +Bertha was clad in black also--a close-fitting, high-necked gown which +made her fair skin shine like fire-flushed ivory, and her big serious +eyes and vivid lips completed the charm of her singular beauty. Her +bosom had lost some of its girlish flatness, but the lines of her hips +and thighs still resembled those of a boy, and the pose of her head was +like that of an athlete. + +"Won't you come in and take off your hat?" asked Mrs. Congdon. And she +followed without reply, leaving the two men on the porch. + +Without appearing to do so she saw everything in the house, which was +hardly more than an artistic camp, so far as the first floor was +concerned. Navajo rugs were on the floor, Moqui plaques starred the +walls, and Acoma ollas perched upon book-shelves of thick plank. The +chairs were rude, rough, and bolted at the joints. The room made a +pleasant impression on Bertha, though she could not have told why. The +ceiling was dark, the walls green, the woodwork stained pine, and yet it +had charm. + +Mrs. Congdon explained meanwhile that Frank had made the big +centre-table of plank, and the book-shelves as well. "He likes to tinker +at such things," she said. "Whenever he gets blue or cross I set him to +shifting the dresser or making a book-shelf, and he cheers up like mad. +He's a regular kid anyway--always doing the things he ought not to do." + +In this way she tried to put her guest at her ease, while Bertha sat +looking at her in an absent-minded way, apparently neither frightened +nor embarrassed--on the contrary, she seemed to be thinking of something +else. At last, to force a reply, Mrs. Congdon asked: "How do you like my +husband's portrait of Mr. Haney?" + +"I don't know," she slowly replied. "It looks like him, and then again +it don't. I guess I'm not up to hand paintin's. Enlarged photographs are +about my size." + +"You're disappointed, then?" + +"Well, yes, I don't know but I am. I didn't think it was going to look +just that way. Mr. Congdon says blue shadows are under anybody's ears in +the light, but I can't see 'em on the Captain, and I do see 'em in the +picture; that's what gets me twisted. When I look at the picture I can't +see nothin' else." + +Her hostess laughed. "I know just how you feel, but that's the insolence +of the painter--he puts on canvas what _he_ sees, not what his patron +sees. The more money you pay for a portrait the more insolent the +artist." + +At this moment Mrs. Crego came in, and (as she said afterwards) was +presented to the gambler's wife "as though I were a nobody and she a +visiting countess." Bertha rose, offered her hand, like a boy, in +silence; she stood very straight, with very cold and unmistakably +suspicious face. And Alice Heath, who entered with Mrs. Crego, shared +this chill reception. + +Bertha, in truth, instantly and cordially hated Mrs. Crego; but she +pitied the younger woman, in whom she detected another fugitive fighting +a losing battle with disease. Miss Heath was very fair and very frail, +with burning deep-blue eyes and a lovely mouth. She greeted Bertha with +such sincere pleasure that the girl inclined to her instantly, and they +went out on the porch together. Alice put her hand on Bertha's arm, +saying: "I've wanted to meet you, Mr. Congdon has told us so much of +you. Your life seems very romantic to me." + +The men all rose to meet Mrs. Congdon, and before Bertha had time to +recover from the effect of the girl's words she found herself confronted +by Ben Fordyce, who looked like a college boy, athletic and smiling. He +was tall and broad-chested, with a round blond face and yellow hair. His +manner was frank, and his voice deep. His hand, broad and strong, was +hardened by the tennis-racket and calloused by the golf-stick, and +somehow its leathery clasp pleased the girl. The roughness of his palm +made him less alien than either Congdon or Crego. + +They went out to dinner immediately, and as she walked beside Mart she +felt the young athlete's eyes resting upon her face, and the knowledge +of this troubled her unaccountably. Mrs. Congdon seated him opposite her +at the table, and he continued to stare at her with the frankest +curiosity. She returned his gaze at last with a certain defiance, but +found no offence in his eyes, which were round as his face, and of a +sincere, steady gray. He was smooth-shaven, and his blond hair was +rather short. All these peculiarities appeared one by one in the +intervals between her attentions to Mart and her study of the +furnishings of the table, which was decorated with candles and flowers +in a way quite new to her. + +Fordyce was as fine as he looked. Nothing equivocal was in "that +magnificent boy," as his friends called him, and his interest in little +Mrs. Haney was that of the Easterner who, having been told that strange +things take place in the West, is disappointed if they do not happen +under his nose. He had heard much of the Haneys from Congdon, and had +been especially impressed with the story of Bertha's midnight ride to +the bedside of the dying gambler. The wedding in the saloon, her +devotion to the wounded man, their descent upon the Springs, and their +domestication in a stone palace--all appealed to his imagination. Such +things could not happen in Chester; they were of the mountain West, and +most satisfying to his taste. + +Bertha, on her part, had to admit that the people at the table were most +kindly, even considerate. They made her husband the centre of interest, +and passed politely over all his disastrous attempts to use his left +hand. There were no awkward pauses, for, excepting one or two slips of +tongue, Haney rose to the occasion. He was big enough and self-contained +enough not to apologize for what he had been or what he was, and under +Congdon's skilful guidance told of his experiences as amateur miner and +gambler, growing humorous as the wine mellowed and lightened his +reminiscences. He felt the sympathy of his audience. All listened +delightedly with no accusation in their eyes--except in the case of Mrs. +Crego, who still breathed, so it seemed to Bertha, a certain contempt +and inner repugnance. + +Young Fordyce glowed with delight in these tales, reading beneath the +terse lines of Haney's slang something epic, detecting a perfect +willingness to take any chance. The fact that his bravery led to nothing +conventionally noble or moral did not detract from the inherent interest +of the tale; on the contrary, the young fellow, being of unusual +imaginative reach and freedom, took pleasure in the thought that a man +would risk his life again and again merely for the excitement of it. +Occasionally he glanced at Judge Crego, to find him looking upon Haney +with thoughtful glance. It was a little like listening to a prisoner's +confession of guilt (as he afterwards said), but to him, as to Congdon, +it was a most interesting monologue. + +It added enormously to the romance, so far as Ben Fordyce was concerned, +to look across the table at the grave, watchful face of the girl who +unfolded her husband's napkin or cut up his roast with deft hand--always +careful not to interrupt his talk. + +As he thought of the quiet Quaker neighborhood from which he came, and +contrasted these singular and powerfully defined personalities with the +"men of weight" and the demure maidens of his acquaintance, Ben's blood +tingled with a sense of the bigness and strangeness of the greater +America. The West was no longer a nation; it was a world. To be in it at +last was a delight as well as an education. + +Bertha, on her part, felt no strangeness in her position. Her marriage +was a logical outcome of her life and surroundings. The incomprehensible +lay in the shining women about her. Their ideas of life, their comment, +puzzled her. Their clothes were of a kind which her own money could buy, +but their manners, their grace of speech, their gestures, came of +something besides money. Mrs. Crego was especially formidable, and made +her feel the inadequacy of the black gown which she had thought very +fine when she selected it, ready made, in a Denver store. She did not +know that Mrs. Crego had dressed "very simply," at the suggestion of her +hostess; but she did feel a certain condescension of manner, even in +Alice, and was glad the Captain absorbed so much of the table-talk. + +Her time of trial came when the ladies rose and, at Mrs. Congdon's +suggestion, returned to the porch, leaving the men to finish their +cigars. Not one of Ben's little courtesies towards the women escaped +her. His acquiescence, Congdon's tone of exaggerated respect, Crego's +compliments, were all new to her, and in a certain sense she resented +them. She doubted their sincerity a little, notwithstanding their +grateful charm. + +Alice took her to herself and this was a great relief; for she feared +Mrs. Crego's sharp tongue, and was not entirely sure of her hostess. + +Laying a slim hand on her arm, the Eastern girl began: "I am fascinated +by you, Mrs. Haney. You have had such an interesting life, and you have +such an opportunity for doing good." + +Bertha looked at her in blank surprise. "What do you mean?" + +"With your great wealth you can accomplish so much. Had you thought of +that?" + +"No, I hadn't." The answer was blunt. "I've been so busy getting settled +and looking after the Captain, I haven't had time to think of anything +else." + +"Oh, of course; but by and by you'll begin to look about you for things +to help--I mean hospitals and charities, and all that. The only time +when I envy great wealth is when I see some wrong which money can right. +Mr. Fordyce is a lawyer, but not a very famous one--he's only +twenty-eight; and while we are likely to have all we really need, we +can't begin to do what we'd like to do for others. I suppose Mrs. +Congdon has told you of us?" + +"Where do you live?" + +"We live in Chester, but Mr. Fordyce has an office in Philadelphia. We +have been engaged a long time, but I couldn't think of marrying while I +was so ill. I'm afraid I stayed so long that not even this climate can +help me." + +This was indeed Bertha's conviction, and her untactful silence said as +much. Therefore, Alice hastened on to other more general topics. She was +very sprightly, but Bertha maintained a determined silence through it +all, quite unable to understand the girl's confidences. + +When the men came out Alice took Haney to herself, and they seemed to +enjoy each other's society very keenly; indeed, their mutual absorption +became so complete that Ben remarked upon it to Bertha. "Miss Heath has +been crazy to meet your husband, Mrs. Haney. His adventurous life +appeals to her, as to me, very deeply. We don't mean to be offensive, +but to us you seem typical of the West." + +What he said at this time made less impression on her than the way in +which he spoke. The light of an electric street-lamp fell upon his face, +revealing its charming lines. On his fine hand a ring gleamed. Autumn +insects were singing sleepily in the grass and from the trees. The +laughter of girls came from the dusk of neighboring lawns, and over all +descended the magical light of a harvest moon, flecking the surface of +the little garden with shadows almost as definite as those cast by the +flaming white globes of the street-lamps. It is on such nights that the +heart of youth expands with longing and sadness. + +Crego and Congdon fell into hot argument (their usual method of +conversation), leaving the young people to themselves, and, Ben with +intent to provoke the grave little wife to laughter, told a funny story +which reflected on Congdon's improvidence. + +Bertha was really grateful, for she felt herself at a great disadvantage +among these fluent and interesting folk, who talked like the characters +in novels. Their jests, their comment, meant little to her; but their +gestures, their graceful attitudes, their courtesies to each other, +meant much. They were something more than polite; they were considerate +in a way which showed their thoughtfulness to be deeply grounded in +habitual action. They used slang, but they used it as a garnish, not as +a habit of speech. Expressions which she had read in books, but had +never before heard spoken, flowed from their lips. Their sentences were +built up for effect; in Crego's case this was more or less expected, but +the phrases of Fordyce and Congdon were still more disconcerting. The +art of their stories was a revelation of the neatness and precision of +cultivated speech. + +When Mrs. Congdon led the way back into the house Ben stepped to Alice's +side, saying, in a low tone: "I hope you haven't taken a chill. I beg +your pardon, dearest; I should have watched you more closely." + +Once within-doors Mrs. Congdon insisted on Ben's singing, which he did +with smiling readiness, expressing, however, a profound ignorance of +music. "I never take my songs as seriously as my friends seem to do," he +explained to Bertha. "Music with me is a gift rather than an +acquirement." + +His voice was indeed fresh and sweet, and he sang--as Bertha had never +heard any one sing--certain love ballads, whose despairing cadences were +made the more profoundly piercing, someway, by his happy boyish face and +handsomely clothed and powerful figure. "'But I and my True Love Will +Never Meet Again!'" seemed to be a fatalistic cry rather than a wail of +sadness as it came from his lips, but its melody sank deep into the +girl's heart. She sat in rigid absorption, her eyes fixed upon the +splendid young singer as a child looks upon some new and complicated +toy. The grace with which he pronounced his words, the spread of his +splendid chest, his easy pose, his self-depreciating shrugs enthralled +her. Surely this was one of the young princes of the earth. His voice +came to her freighted with the passion of ideal manhood. + +He sang other songs--tunes not worthy of him--but ended with a ballad +called "Fair Springtide," by MacDowell--a song so stern, so strange, so +inexorably sad that the singer himself grew grave at last and rose to +his best. Bertha was thrilled to the heart, saddened yet exalted by his +voice. Her horizon--her emotional horizon--was of a sudden extended, and +she caught glimpses of strange lands and dim peaks of fabled mountains; +and when the singer declared himself at an end she sat benumbed while +the others cheered--her hands folded on her lap. It seemed a profanation +to applaud. + +Haney gloomed in silence also, but not for the same reason. "I might +have sung like that once," he thought, for he had been choir-boy in his +ragamuffin youth, and had regained a fine tenor voice at eighteen. Age +and neglect had ruined it, however. For ten years he had not attempted +to sing a note. This youth made him dream of the past--as it caused +Bertha to forecast the future. + +While young Fordyce was putting away his music the Captain struggled to +his feet, and Bertha, seeing a sudden paleness overspread his face, +hastened to him. + +"I reckon we'd better be going," she said to Mrs. Congdon, with blunt +directness. + +"It's early yet," replied her hostess. + +Haney replied: "Not for cripples. Time was when I could sit all night in +the 'lookout's chair,' but not now. Ten o'clock finds me wishful towards +the bed." He said this with a faint smile. But the pathos of it, the +truth of it, went to Bertha's heart, as it did to Mrs. Congdon's. Not +merely was his body maimed, but his mind had correspondingly been +weakened by that tearing charge of shot. + +Something of his native Celtic gallantry came back to him as he said: +"Sure, Mrs. Congdon, we've had a fine evening. You must come to see us +soon." + +Ben was addressing himself to Bertha. "Do you ever ride?" + +"I used to--I don't now. You see, the Captain can't stand the jolt of a +horse, so we mostly drive." + +"I was about to say that Alice and I would be glad to have you join us. +We ride every morning--a very gentle pace, I assure you, for I'm no +rough-rider, and, besides, she sets the pace." + +Bertha's face was pale and her eyes darkly luminous as she falteringly +answered. "I'd like to--but--Perhaps I can some time. I'm much obliged," +and then she gave him her hand in parting. + +Mrs. Congdon was subtly moved by something in the girl's face as she +said good-night, and to her invitation to come and see her cordially +responded: "I certainly shall do so." + + * * * * * + +Little Mrs. Haney rode away from her first dinner party in the silence +of one whose thoughts are too swift and too new to find speech. Her +brain, sensitive as that of a babe, had caught and ineffaceably retained +a million impressions which were to influence all her after life. The +most vivid and most powerful of these impressions rose from the glowing +beauty of young Fordyce, whose like she had never seen; but as +background to him was the lovely room, the shining table, the grace and +charm of the conversation, and, dominating all, the music--quite the +best she had ever heard. The evening--so simple, almost commonplace, to +her hostess--was of unspeakable significance to the uncultured girl. + +She did not wish to talk, and when Haney spoke she made no reply to his +comment. "A fine bunch of people," he repeated. "They sure treated us +right. Crego's the fine man--we do well to make him our lawyer." As +Bertha again failed to respond he resumed, with a little chuckle: "But +Mrs. Crego is saying, 'I dunno--them Haneys is queer cattle.' And the +little sick lady, sure she was as interested in me talk as Patsy +McGonnigle. She drug out o' me some of me wildest scrapes. Poor little +girl, 'twill soon be all up with her.... It's a fine young fellow she +has. A Quaker by training, she says. My! my! What a prizefighter he'd +make if his mind ran that way! Think of a Quaker with a chest like +that--'tis something ferocious! He can sing, too, can't he? A fine +lad--as fine as iver I see. Think of shoulders like his all wasted on a +man of peace. I'm afraid the little lady will never put on the ring if +she waits till she gets well." + +To this Bertha listened intently, but gave out no sign of interest. She +was eager to be alone, eager to review all that had happened--all that +had been said. + +For the first time since her marriage she felt Haney's presence to be +just the least bit of a burden; and when they entered the house she +urged his immediate retirement, though he was disposed to sit in the +library and talk. "They were high-class," he said, again. "I never +supposed I could make easy camp with such people. They sure treated us +noble. They made us feel at home.... We must have some liquor like that. +I've always despised wine and those that took it; but, bedad! I see +there are two sides to that question. 'Tis not so thin as I thought it." + +Bertha at last got him safely bestowed, and was free to seek her own +apartment, which she did at once. Her chamber, which adjoined her +husband's to the west (he liked the morning sun), was a big room, and +the young wife looked like a doll as she dropped into a broad tufted +chair which stood in a square bay-window, and with folded hands looked +out upon the ghostly shapes of the great peaks, snow-covered and +moonlit. + +A thousand revelations of character as well as of manners lay in that +short evening's contact with cultivated and thoughtful people. It argued +much for her ancestry, for her own latent powers, that she responded +with such bewildering readiness to the suggestions which rose like +sparks of fire from that radiant hour. + +She had been made to feel dimly, vaguely, but multitudinously, the +fibres and reaches of another world--the world of art, and that +indefinable thing which the books call culture; and finally, in that +splendid young Quaker, she was brought to know a man who could be +jocular without being coarse, and whose glance was as sincere as it was +flattering and alluring. + +She did not think of him as husband to Alice Heath, who seemed so much +older in spirit as in body (more like an elder sister than a bride +elect), and his consideration of her was that of brother rather than the +devotion of a lover. How far he stood removed from Ed Winchell and the +young fellows of Sibley! "And yet I can understand him," she thought. +"He ain't funny, like Mr. Congdon. He don't say queer things, and he +don't make game of people. And he don't orate like Judge Crego. He isn't +laughing at us now, the way the others are. I bet they're havin' a good +time over our blunders." + +She saw Marshall Haney in a new light also. For the first time he seemed +like an old man, sitting there, supine, garrulous, in the midst of those +self-contained people. "Gosh! how he did talk! He took too much wine, I +reckon, but that didn't make all the difference." In truth, his +imperiousness, his contempt, had been melted and charmed away by the +genial smiles of his auditors. Even Mrs. Crego had listened with a show +of interest. It was as if a lonely old man had at last found +companionship. + +What did all this mean? "Are they interested in him only because he's +what they call a desperado? Did they ask us there to hear him tell +stories of his wild life?" Questions of this kind also troubled her. + +The moon slid behind the mountain range while still the girl sat with +pale face and wide dark eyes thinking, thinking, the wings of her +expanding soul fluttering with vague unrest. Only once in a lifetime can +such an experience come to a human being. Her swift ride to Marshall +Haney's side that summer night--now so far away--was momentous, but its +import was simple compared with the experiences through which she had +just passed. + +She rose at last, chilled and stiffened, and went to her bed with a +sense of foreboding rather than of new-found happiness. + + * * * * * + +Mart rose late next morning. "I had a bad night," he explained. "The +mixed liquors I tuck got into me wound, I guess. It woke me twice, +achin' and burnin'. You're lookin' tired yersilf, little girl. This high +life seems to be wearin' on the both of us." + + + + +CHAPTER X + +BEN FORDYCE CALLS ON HORSEBACK + + +Ben Fordyce and his affianced bride rode home talking of the Haneys. +"Aren't they deliciously Western!" she said. + +"Mrs. Haney certainly is a quaint little thing," he replied, quite +soberly; "she's like a quail--so bright-eyed, and so still. I think her +devotion to her old husband very beautiful. She's more like a daughter +than a wife, don't you think so?" + +"They're great fun if you don't feel sorry for him as I do," Alice +thoughtfully responded. "They say he was magnificent as a gambler. He +admitted to me to-night that he longed to go back to the camp, but that +he had promised his wife and mother-in-law not to do so. I never ran a +gambling-saloon, but I can imagine it would be exciting as a play all +the time, can't you? Here, as he said to me, he can only sit in the sun +like a lizard on a log. It must seem wonderful to her--having all this +money and that big castle of a house. Don't you think so? Wasn't she +reticent! She hardly uttered a word the whole evening. Some way I feel +sorry for them both. They can't be happy. Don't you see that? It is +plain she doesn't love him as a wife should, while he worships her. When +she's away he is helpless. 'I'm no gairdner,' he said, pathetically; 'I +was raised on the cobble-stones. I wouldn't know a growin' cabbage from +a squash.' So you see he can't pass his time in gardening." + +Ben's reply was a question. "I wonder if she would ride with us?" + +"Perhaps we would do better not to follow up the acquaintance, Ben. It's +all very interesting to meet them as we did to-night, but they are +impossible socially--that you must admit. If there is any possibility of +our settling down here I suppose we must be careful to do the right +thing from the start." + +Ben was a little irritated by this. "If I'm to settle here as a lawyer I +can't draw social distinctions of that sort." + +"Certainly not--as a lawyer. Of course, you ought to know Haney; but for +me to ride or drive with Mrs. Haney is quite a different matter. +However, I don't really care. She attracts me, and, so far as I know, is +just a nice little uncultivated woman. We might call on her in the +morning, and see if she can go with us. It will commit us; but really, +Ben, I am not going to drag Eastern conventions into this fresh big +country. I'm willing to risk the Haneys." + +"I'm glad you take that view of it," said Ben. + + * * * * * + +Bertha was in the yard when they rode up to the gate next morning. +Dressed in a white sweater and a short skirt, and holding biscuits for a +handsome collie to snatch from her hand, she made a charming picture of +young and vigorous life. Her slim body was as strong and supple as the +dog's, and her face glowed like a child's. Haney, sitting on the porch, +was watching her with a proud smile. + +Alice glanced at her lover with admiration in her eyes. "What a glorious +creature she really is!" + +Seeing visitors at her gate, Bertha came down without confusion to say +good-morning, and to ask them to dismount. + +Ben, with doffed cap, replied by saying: "We've come to ask you to ride +with us." + +Bertha looked up at him composedly. "Haven't a saddle, and I don't know +that any of our horses are broken. But come again to-morrow, and I'll +have an outfit." + +"There's no time like the present. Let me ride down to the barn and +bring one up," volunteered Ben. + +"Don't need to do that, I'll 'phone. I didn't really expect you," she +explained. "Get off and come in a few minutes, and I'll see what I can +hustle together for an outfit. I haven't rode a lick since I left +Sibley." + +Ben helped Alice to dismount, and Bertha led her to the house while he +tethered the horses. + +"What a superb place you have here!" exclaimed Alice. "It is one of the +best in the city." + +"We bought it for the porch," calmly replied the girl. "The Captain +likes to sit where he can see the mountains. I'm not entirely done with +the outfitting yet, but it beats a barn." + +Haney rose as they drew near, and smilingly greeted his visitors. "I +should be out gatherin' the peanuts and harvestin' the egg-plants, but +the dinner last night, not mentionin' Congdon's pink liquor, kept me +awake till two." + +"Moral: Stick to Irish whiskey--or Scotch," laughed Ben. + +"I will. These strange liquors are not for strong men like ourselves." + +Ben took a seat at his invitation, while Bertha went in to 'phone for a +horse and to "dig up" a riding-skirt. Alice was eager to see the +interior of the house, but held her curiosity in check by walking about +the beautiful garden, which ran to the very edge of a deep ravine. The +trees hid the base of the mountain peaks, whose immitigable crags took +on added majesty from the play of the delicate near-by branches against +their distant rugged slopes. + +"You have a magnificent outlook here, Captain Haney." + +"'Tis so, and I try to be content with it; but it's hard for one who has +roamed the air like a hawk all his life to be content with ridin' a +wooden horse. I couldn't endure it if it weren't for me wife." + +His big form rested in his chair with a ponderous inertness which was a +telltale witness to his essential helplessness. His left hand still +failed to participate in the movements of his right, and yet, as he +showed, he could, by special effort of will, use it. "I'm gaining all +the time--but slowly," he went on. "I want to make a trip back up to the +mines, and I think I'll be able to do it soon." He put aside his own +troubles. "And you, miss, I hope the climate is doing you good?" + +"Oh, indeed, yes," she brightly responded. "I feel stronger every day." + +Ben at the moment experienced a sharp pang of uneasiness and pain, for +Alice was looking particularly worn and thin and yellow; and when Bertha +returned, flushed with her haste, the contrast between them was quite as +distressing as that between the withered, dying rose and the opening, +fragrant bud. The young man's heart rose to his throat. "We have waited +too long," he thought, and resolved to again urge upon her a new +treatment which they had discussed. + +"Come in and see the house," said Bertha, in brusque invitation. "It +isn't ship-shape yet. I wanted to do it all myself, but I find it's a +big proposition to go up against. It sure is. But I like it. I'd like +nothing better than running a big hotel--not too big, but just big +enough. I tell the Captain that when our mines 'pinch out' I'll go to +Denver and start a hotel." + +She was quite communicative, but not at ease as she led them from room +to room. Her manner was rather that of one seeking to conceal +trepidation, and her fluency seemed a little out of character. + +In fact, she was trying to make the best possible impression on these +people, whose sincere interest she felt; but with Ben's eyes fixed upon +her so constantly, and a knowledge of Alice's delicate wit to trouble, +she was more deeply embarrassed than ever before in her life. It was not +her habit to blush or stammer, and she did not do so now, but she was +carried out of her wonted reticence. + +"As I say, we bought the place for the porch. I didn't realize what I +was being let into--if I had I might have shied. We're practically lost +in the place. Except when some of the people come down from camp, we're +alone. My mother helps out some, but she's up at the ranch a good deal." +She opened the library door, and led the way before an easel, on which +stood a huge canvas. "Here's the picture Mr. Congdon is paintin' of the +Captain. I wanted him taken with his hat on, but Mr. Congdon said no, +and his word went. I don't know whether I like this or not. It's got me +twisted." + +Congdon had been after psychology rather than costume, that was evident +at a glance, for the clothing counted for little in the portrait. Out of +the shadow the face peered sadly, yet with a kind of ferocity, too--a +look which made Alice Heath recoil from the man. In a certain way the +artist had taken advantage of Mart's helplessness and loneliness. He had +caught the sadness, sullenness, and remorselessness of his sitter rather +than his gay, good-tempered smile. The face of this man was concerned +with the past, not with the future; and yet on its surface it was a good +likeness, as Ben said, and had both power and distinction. "I think it a +cracker-jack piece of work," he ended. + +Bertha replied: "I suppose it is, and yet I can't see it. I'd rather it +looked the way the Captain used to when he came down to the Junction. +I'm sorry to have his sickness painted in that way." + +"That can't be helped. These artists are queer cattle; you can't drive +'em," Ben remarked. + +Bertha smiled. "He wants to paint me now. 'Not on your life' says I. +'You'd be doing double stunts with my freckles, and I won't stand for +it.'" She laughed. "No sir-ree, I don't let any artist tip my freckles +edgewise just to see how flip he is at it. I like Mr. Congdon, but I +don't trust him--he's too much of a joker." + +Thereupon she led the way to the second floor, and showed them the +furniture, which was mostly very costly and very bad, and at last said: +"The third story is pretty empty yet. I don't know just what I'm going +to do with it." She was looking at Alice. "I wish you'd come over and +help me decide some day." + +"What fun!" cried Alice, speaking on the impulse. "I'd like to very +much." + +"You see," Bertha went on, "my folks have always been purty poor, and +I've lived in jay towns all my life; and when I came here I didn't know +any more about life in a city than a duck does of mining. I had it all +to learn, and they's a whole lot yet that I don't know." She smiled +quaintly, then grew sober. "And what's worse, I haven't any one to tell +me--except Mr. Congdon, and he's such a josher I don't trust him. He did +give me a few points on the library, which ain't so bad, we think; but +all the rest of it I had to dig out myself, and it's slow work. But I +guess we better go down; my horse will be here in a few minutes." Then, +with lowered voice, she added: "I can't stay out but a little while. The +Captain dreads to have me leave him even to go down-town. I hadn't ought +to go at all." + +Ben began to perceive a real slavery in her life, and reassured her. +"I'm glad you're coming. It will do you good, and it will be a pleasure +to us too. We'll only be away an hour." + +As they returned to the porch, Bertha put her hand on Haney's shoulder, +in the manner of one man to another, saying: "I'm going for a little +ride with these people, Captain, if you don't mind." + +"Not a whiff," he answered. "I'll be here when you come back." Again a +subtle cadence in his voice so belied his smile that Alice's heart +responded to it. + +Bertha's horse proved to be a spirited animal, but she mounted him with +the ease and celerity of a boy--riding astride, in the mountain fashion. +"I haven't a long skirt," she carelessly remarked to Alice. That was all +the explanation she offered, and Ben thought he had never seen anything +more alert, more graceful, than her slim figure poised alertly in the +saddle, her face glowing, her hair blown across her face. + +Alice, a timid rider, admired them both from her position, which was +always behind, though they tried to accommodate their pace to hers. A +pang of envy that was almost jealousy pierced her heart as she looked at +them--so young, so vigorous, and so blithe. + +"I should be sitting with Captain Haney on the porch," she thought, with +bitterness. "I am out of place here." + +The words which passed between Bertha and her cavalier meant little, but +their glances meant much. It was, indeed, a fateful ride. The liking, +the deep interest, born of their first meeting, swept irresistibly into +admiration. Their faces turned towards each other, youth to youth, as +naturally as flowers swing towards the light. + +They fell into argument over saddles, over the difference between his +manner of riding and her own. Her speech, so direct, so full of quaint +slang, enchanted him, and Alice soon found herself the third party. And +when they were for pushing into a gallop she acknowledged herself a +clog. Concealing her disgust of herself under a bright smile, she called +out: "Why don't you people gallop ahead, and let me jog along at my own +gait?" + +"Oh no," replied Ben, "we don't want to do that. Are you tired?" He +became anxious at once. + +"No, no! Please go! Mrs. Haney wants to race--I can see that; and I'd +really like to see her ride--she sits her horse so beautifully." + +"Very well," Ben acquiesced, "we'll take a run ahead, and come back to +you." + +Thereupon they set off, Bertha leading in a rushing gallop up a fine +road which wound along a ravine, towards the top of a broad mesa. Alice, +with slack rein in her small hand, rode slowly on in the vivid sunlight, +a chill shadow rolling in upon her soul. As young as her lover in years, +she nevertheless seemed at the moment twice his age. Everything +interested him. Nothing interested her. He was never tired mentally or +physically, and his smooth, unwrinkled face still reflected the morning +sunlight of the world. "He is still the boy, while I am old and wrinkled +and nerveless," she bitterly confessed. + +When they returned to her at the top of the mesa, flushed and laughing, +her pain had deepened into despair. Up to that moment she had checked +disease with a belief that some day she was to recover her health, that +some day her wrinkles would be smoothed out and her cheeks resume their +youthful charm; but now she knew herself as she was--a broken thing. The +divine glow and grace of youth would never again come to her, while this +vigorous and joyous girl would grow in womanly charm from month to +month. "She is going to be very beautiful," she admitted; and even in +the midst of her own discouragement she could not but admire Bertha's +skill with the horse. She rode in the manner of a cowboy, holding her +hands high and guiding her horse by pulling the reins across his neck. +Ben was receiving lessons from her--absorbed and jocular. + +At the top of the mesa they all halted to look away over the +landscape--a gray-green, tumbled land, out of which fantastic red rocks +rose, and over which, to the west, the snowy peaks loomed. Ben drew a +deep breath of joy. It seemed that the world had never been so +beautiful. "Isn't it magnificent!" he cried. "I like this country! +Alice, let's make our home here." + +She smiled a little constrainedly. "Just as you say, dear." + +"Why shouldn't we, when the climate is doing you so much good?" + +The horse that Bertha rode was prancing and foaming, eager for a renewal +of the race, and Ben, seeing it, cried out: "Shall we go round by the +hanging rock?" + +"I'm willing!" answered Bertha, her eyes shining with excitement. + +Alice shook her head. "I think I'll let you young things go your own +gait, and I'll poke along back towards home." + +Ben rode near her, searching her face anxiously. "You're not tired--are +you, sweetness?" + +"No, but I would be if I took that big circuit. But never mind me, I +like to poke." + +"Very well," he answered, quite relieved, "we'll meet you at the +bridge." And off they dashed with furious clatter, leaving her to slowly +retrace her lonely way, feeling very tired, very old, and very sad. + +Bertha was perfectly, perilously happy. It was almost her first escape +from the brooding care and weight of Haney's presence. She felt as she +used to feel when speeding away on swift gallop to the ranch with some +companion as care-free as herself. Since that fateful day when her +mother fell ill and Marshall Haney asked her to marry him, she had not +been permitted an hour's holiday. Even when absent from her husband her +mind carried an inescapable picture of his loneliness and helplessness, +and no complete relaxation had come with her temporary freedom. This +day, this hour, she was suddenly free from care, from pain, from all +uneasiness. + +She considered this feeling due to the saddle and to the clear air of +the morning. "I will ride every day," she declared to Ben, with shining +face, as they drew their horses to a walk. "I don't know when I've +enjoyed a ride so much. I can't see why I haven't been out before. I +used to ride a good lot; lately I've dropped it." + +"We'll call for you every morning," he replied. "As Alice gets stronger, +we can go up into the canons and take long rides." + +"I'll tell you what we'll do," she said; "we'll let her ride in the cart +with the Captain, and take our dinner, and we'll all go up the North +Canon some day, and eat picnic dinner there." + +"Good idea," he said, accepting her disposition of Alice without even +mental dissent. "That will be jolly fun." + +They planned this and other excursions, with no sense of leaving any one +behind or of cutting across conventional boundaries. Their native +honesty and innocence of any ill intention prevented even a suspicion of +danger, and by the time they joined Alice at the bridge they were on +terms of intimacy and good-fellowship which seemed to rise from years of +long acquaintance. Ben had promised to help her select a horse, and she +had agreed to bring the Captain to call on Alice, who was staying with +some friends not far away. + +This change in Bertha's manner extended to Alice, who returned it in +kind. The guilelessness which shone from the young wife's clear eyes was +unmistakable. She was growing handsome, too. The flush of blood in her +cheeks had submerged her freckles, and Alice began to realize how the +poor child's devotion to Marshall Haney had reacted against her native +good health. "She is but a child even now," she thought. + +Haney was sitting on the porch where they had left him, the collie at +his feet, but at sight of them returning he rose and hobbled slowly down +the walk, his heart filled with tenderness and admiration for his wife. +He had never ridden with her, but he had once seen her mounted, and one +of his expressed wishes had been that he might be able to sit a saddle +once more and ride by her side. + +"Come in and stay to dinner!" he called, hospitably, and Bertha eagerly +seconded the invitation. + +But Alice replied: "I'm pretty tired; I think I'll go home. You can stay +if you like, Ben." + +Ben, smitten with sudden contrition, quickly said: "Oh no; I will go +with you. I'm afraid you've ridden too far." + +She protested against this, for Bertha's relief. "Not at all. It's a +good tiredness. It's been great fun." + +And with promises of another expedition of the same sort they rode away, +while Bertha and Haney remained at the gate to examine the new horse. + +As little Mrs. Haney re-entered the house with her husband the day +seemed to lose its magical brightness, and to decline to a humdrum, +shadowless flare. The house became cold and gloomy and the day empty. +For the first time since its purchase she mentally asked herself: "What +will I do now?" It was as if some ruling motive had suddenly been +withdrawn from her life. + +This empty, aching spot remained with her all through the day, even when +she took Haney for his drive down-town, and only disappeared for a few +moments as they met young Fordyce on the street. It troubled her as she +returned to the house, and she was glad that Williams came in to take +supper with them, for his talk of the mine diverted her and deeply +interested her husband. + +Williams eyed his boss critically. "You're gainin', Captain. You'll soon +be able to make camp again." + +"I hope so, but the doctor says my heart's affected and it wouldn't be +safe for me to go any higher--for a while." + +Williams smiled at Bertha. "Better send the missus, then. The men all +have a great idea of her. They say she's a kind of mascot. McGonnigle +asks me every time what she thinks of our new shaft. I've a kind of +reverence for her judgment myself. They say women kind o' feel their way +to a conclusion. Now, I'd like her to pass judgment on our work in _The +Diamond Ace_." + +"I'd like to go up," said Bertha. But, in truth, she was no longer +thinking of the mine: she was considering how she might make her table +look as pretty as Mrs. Congdon's. Her first dissatisfaction with her own +way of life filled her mind. "I must have some of those candles," she +said to herself, while the men were still intent upon the mine. Her +first step towards social conformity was at this moment taken. + +She felt herself akin to these people, and this assertion, subconscious +and unuttered, brought something between Marshall Haney and herself. It +was not merely that she was younger and clearer of record, but she was +perfectly certain that with education she could hold her own with the +Congdons or any one else. "If my father had lived, I wouldn't be the +ignoramus I am to-day." But she had no plan for acquiring the knowledge +she needed other than by reading books. She resolved to read every day, +though each hour so spent must be taken from her husband, now piteously +dependent upon her. + +He managed his morning paper very well, but when she read aloud to him +he almost always went to sleep. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +BEN BECOMES ADVISER TO MRS. HANEY + + +Bertha was astir early the next morning, and quite ready to join the +Fordyces as soon as breakfast was over; but they did not come. She +waited and watched the whole forenoon, and when at twelve o'clock they +had neither called nor sent word, her day suddenly sank into +nothingness, like a collapsed balloon, and she faced her tasks with a +weakness of will not native to her. + +Haney and Williams were both down street discussing some business matter +with Crego, and this left her hours the more empty and unsatisfactory. +As the dinner-hour drew near she drove to fetch her husband, hoping for +a glimpse of the Fordyces on the way, but even this comfort was denied +her, and she ached with dull pain which she could not analyze. + +As Haney settled himself in the carriage, he said: "Well, little woman, +did ye have a good ride?" + +"I didn't go," she responded, with curt emphasis. + +"Ye did not--Why not?" + +"I had too much to do." This was a prevarication which she instantly +repented. "Besides, they didn't turn up." + +"I'm sorry. I was hoping you'd had a good try at the new horse. Ye must +mount him for me to see this afternoon." Later he said: "I'm feeling +better each day now; soon I'll be able to take that trip East. Do you +get ready at your ease." + +The thought of this trip, hitherto so wonderful in its possibilities, +afforded her no pleasure; it scarcely interested her. And when another +day went by with no further call or word from Ben Fordyce, she began to +lose faith in her new-found friends and in herself. + +"They had enough of me," she said, bitterly. "I'm not their style." And +in this lay her first acknowledgment of money's inefficiency: it cannot +buy the friends you really care for. + +On the third day Fordyce called her up on the 'phone to say that Alice +had been ill. "Our ride that day was a little too much for her," he +explained, "but she will be all right again soon. I think we can go +again to-morrow." + +This explanation brought sunshine back into the Haney castle, and its +mistress went about the halls singing softly. In the afternoon, as she +and Mart were starting on their "constitutional" she proposed that they +call to see how Alice was. This Haney was glad to do. "I liked the +little woman," said he; "she's sharp as a tack. And, besides, she +listened to me gabble," he added. + +Miss Heath was stopping in the home of a friend--a rather handsome +house, in the midst of thick shrubbery; and they found her wrapped in a +blanket and sitting on the porch in a steamer-chair, with Ben reading to +her. They were both instant and cordial in their demands that the +Captain alight and come in, and Ben went down the walk to get him, while +Alice, with envious, wistful eyes answered the glowing girl: "Oh no, I +don't think the ride did me any harm. I have these little back-sets now +and then. I'm glad you came." + +"How thin her hands are," thought Bertha. And she saw, too, that the +delicate face was wrinkled and withered. + +Reading compassion in the girl's glance, Alice continued, brightly: +"I'll be up to-morrow. I'm like a cork--nothing permanently depresses +me. I'm suffering just now from an error of thought!" + +Bertha only smiled, and the gleam of her teeth, white and even as rows +of corn, produced in her face the effect of innocent humor like that of +a child. Then she said: "I've bought a new horse." + +"Have you, indeed?" + +"Yes, and I've been expecting you to ride up to the line fence and call +me out--I wanted to show him to you. He's a cracker-jack, all right." + +"We'll come over in a day or two. I never stay _down_ more than three +days." + +Haney, lumbering round the corner of the house, called out, mellowly: +"Here you are! Now don't move a hair." He bent and offered a broad white +hand. "How are ye the day?" + +"Better, thank you. Ben, put a chair beside me; I want to talk to +Captain Haney. He was interrupted the other night in the very middle of +one of his best stories, and I'm going to insist on his finishing it." + +Haney faced Bertha with a look of humorous amazement on his face. "Think +o' that, now! She remembers one of my best." + +"Indeed I do, Captain, and I can tell you just where you left off. You +had just sighted the camp of the robbers." + +Haney clicked with his tongue, as if listening to a child. "There now! I +must have been taking more grape-juice than was good for me to start on +that story, for it's all about meself and the great man I thought I was +in those days." + +"I love to hear about people who can ride a hundred miles in a night, +and live on roots and berries, and capture men who bristle with +revolvers. Please go on. Ben, you needn't listen if you don't want to. +You can show Mrs. Haney the automobile or the garden." + +Ben laughed. "I like to hear Captain Haney talk quite as well as +anybody, but I'll be glad to show Mrs. Haney any of your neighbors' +things she cares to see." + +Alice turned to Bertha. "I suppose the Captain's tales are all old songs +in your ears?" + +"No, they're mostly all new to me. The Captain never tells stories to +me." + +Haney winked. "She knows me too well. She wouldn't believe them." + +"Go on, please," said Alice. And so Haney took up the thread, though he +protested. "'Tis a tale for candle-light," he explained. + +Ben was studying Bertha with renewed admiration. "Where did she get that +exquisite profile?" he thought. + +The story was again interrupted by a group of callers, among them Mrs. +Crego, and though Alice loyally stood by the Haneys and introduced them +boldly, Mrs. Crego's cold nod and something that went out from the eyes +of her companions made Bertha suffer, and she went away with a feeling +of antagonism in her heart. Did these people consider her beneath their +respect? + +Haney remarked as they rode away: "If black eyes could freeze, sure we'd +be shiverin' this minute. Did ye see Mrs. Crego pucker up when she +sighted us?" + +"I did, and it settled her for me," replied Bertha. + +The intimacy thus established between the Haneys and the Congdon circle +furnished the gossip of the "upper ten" with vital material for +discussion. Mrs. Crego most decidedly disapproved of their calling, and +advised Alice Heath against any further connection with the gambler's +wife. + +"What good can it possibly lead to? It's only curiosity on your part, +and it isn't right to disturb the girl's ideals--if she has any." + +To this Alice made no reply, but Ben stoutly defended the young wife. +"She would have been as good as any of us with the same education. The +poor little thing has had to work since her childhood, and that has cut +off all training. As for Haney, he isn't a bad man. I suppose he argues +that as some one must keep a gambling-house, it is best to have a good +man do it." + +The sense of being to a degree freed from the ordinary restraints of +social life made Alice very tolerant. But, as it chanced, they did not +go out the next day; indeed, it was several days before they again rode +up to the Haney gate. They found Bertha dressed and ready for them (as +she had been each morning), and when she came out to them her heart was +glowing and her face alight. + +"We've come to see the new horse!" called Ben. + +Haney was at the gate with a smile of satisfaction on his face when the +horse was brought round. "There is a steed worth the riding!" he +boasted. "I told Bertie to get the best. I would not have her riding a +'skate' like that one the other morning. She'll keep ye company this +day." + +Ben exclaimed, with admiration: "I see you know horse-kind, Captain!" + +"I do," responded Haney. "And now be off, and remember you take dinner +with us to-day." + +As they moved away he took his customary seat on the porch to wait for +their return--patient in outward seeming, but lonely and a little +resentful within. + +Bertha suggested a ride up the Bear Canon, but Ben was quick to say: +"That is too far, I fear, for Alice." + +Bertha's glance at Alice revealed again, but in clearer lines, the +sickness and weariness and the hopelessness of the elder woman's face, +and Ben's consideration and watchful care of her took something out of +the ride. The rapture, the careless gayety, of their first gallop was +gone. + +An impatience rose in the girl's soul. With the cruelty of youth she +unconsciously accused the other, resenting the interference with her own +plans and pleasures. She felt cheated because Ben permitted himself no +racing, no circuits with her--and yet outwardly and in reality she was +deeply sympathetic. She pitied while she accused and resented. + +Their ride was short and unsatisfying. But as her guests remained for +luncheon--Bertha was learning to call it that--the outing ended in a +rare delight; for while "the two invalids" sat on the piazza, Bertha +showed Ben her garden and stables, and the greenhouses she was building, +and this hour was one of almost perfect peace. + +Ben, once outside Alice's depressing presence, grew gay and +single-minded in his enjoyment of his hostess and her surroundings. + +"It must seem like Aladdin and his wonderful lamp to you," he said, as +they stood watching the workmen putting in the glass to the greenhouses. +"All you have to do is rub it, and miracles happen." + +"That's just what it does," she answered, with gravity. "I give myself a +knock in the head every time I write out a check, just to see if I am +awake; but I can see I'll get used to it in time. That's the funny +thing: a feller can get used to anything. The trouble with me is I don't +know what to do nor how to do it. I ought to be learning things: I ought +to go to school, but I can't. You see, I had to buckle down to work +before I finished the high-school, and I don't know a thing except +running a hotel. I wish you'd give me a few pointers." + +"I'll do what I can, but I am afraid my advice wouldn't be very +pertinent. What can I help you on?" + +"Well, I don't know. Alice"--she spoke the word with a little +hesitation--"said something to me the other day about charity, and all +that. Well, now, I'm helping mother's church--a little--and I'm helping +up at Sibley, but I don't know what else to do. I suppose I ought to do +some good with the money that's rolling in on us. I've got my house +pretty well stocked and fitted up, and I'm about stumped. I can't sit +down, and just eat and sleep, ride and drive, can I?" + +"There are women who do that and nothing else." + +"Well, I can't. I've always had something to do. I like to play as well +as the next one, but I don't believe I could spend my time here just +sitting around." + +"It's no small matter to run such a house as this." + +"Well, there's something in that; but the point is, what's it all for? +We're alone in it most of the time, and it don't seem right. Another +thing, most of our old friends fight shy of us now. I invite 'em in, and +they come, but they don't stay--they don't seem comfortable. They are +all wall-eyed to see the place once, but they don't say 'hello' as they +used to. And the people next door here--well, they don't neighbor at +all. You and the Congdons are the only people, except a few of mother's +church folks, who even call. Now, what's the matter?" + +He was now quite as serious as she. "I suppose your own folks feel that +your wealth is a barrier." + +"Why should they? I treat 'em just the same as ever. I'm not the kind to +go back on my friends because I'm Marshall Haney's wife. If I'd earned +this money I might put on airs; but I haven't--I've just married into +it." + +"How did you come to do it?" he asked, quickly--almost accusingly. + +Her tone again faltered, and her eyes fell. "Well, it was like this: +Mother was sick and getting old, and I was kind o' tired and +discouraged, and the Captain was mighty nice and kind to us; and then +I--And so when the word came that he was hurt--and wanted me--I went." +Here she looked up at him. "And I did right, don't you think so?" + +He was twisting a twig in his fingers. "Oh yes, certainly. You've been a +great comfort to him. You saved his life probably, and he really is a +fine man in spite of--" He broke off. + +She took up his phrase. "In spite of his business. I know, that was +mother's main objection to him. But, you see, he cleaned all out of that +before I married him. He hasn't touched a card since." + +He was almost apologetic. "I've been brought up to despise gamblers--I'm +a Quaker, you know, by family. But I like Captain Haney, and I can see +that from his point of view a 'straight game,' as he calls it, is not a +crime." + +"Yes, that's one good thing in his favor--he never let a crooked deal +pass in his place. But, after all, I can't forget that he was a gambler, +and other people can't, and his record is dead against us here." Her +face was dark as she resumed. "I'm a gambler's wife. Ain't that so? +Didn't you hear of me in that way? Weren't you warned against us?" + +His honest eyes quailed a little. "It is true your husband is called a +gambler rather than a miner." + +"Well, he was. That's right, but he isn't now. I'm not complaining about +the part that can't be helped, but I want to do something to show we are +in line to-day, and so does the Captain. We want to make our money +count, and if you can tell us what to do we'll be mightily obliged." + +The young Quaker was more profoundly enthralled by this unexpected +confession of the girl than by any other word she could have uttered. +His own knowledge of life was neither wide nor deep, and his sense of +responsibility not especially keen; and yet he experienced a thrill of +pleasure and a certain lift of spirit as he stood looking down at +her--the attitude of confidential spiritual adviser began at the moment +to yield a sweet satisfaction as well as an agreeable realization of +power. How much Haney's mines were pouring forth he did not know, but +their wealth was said to be enormous. Every day added to the +potentiality of this gray-eyed girl who stood so trustfully, so like a +pupil, before him. + +He spoke with emotion. "I'll do what I can to advise you and help you, +and so will Alice. Allen Crego is a good man--he has your legal +business, I believe?" + +"Yes, I think he's square, and I like him. But I can't go to Mrs. Crego; +she despises us--that's one good reason." She smiled faintly. "But it +ain't legal advice I want--it's something else. I don't know what it is. +Our minister isn't the man, either. I guess I want somebody that knows +life, and that ain't either a lawyer or a minister. I want some one to +take our affairs in hand. I need all kinds of advice. Won't you give it +to me?" + +He smiled. "I'd like to help, but I am only a lawyer--and a very young +one at that." + +"I don't think of you as a lawyer; you're more than that to us." + +"What am I, then?" + +The color danced along her cheek as she uttered a phrase so current in +the West that it has a certain humorous sound: "You're a gentleman and a +scholar." + +"Thank you. But I fear you mean by that that I take life very easily." + +She grew serious again. "No, I don't. Anybody can see you're honest. I +trust you more than I do Judge Crego, and so does the Captain. You can +tell us things we want to know. We both know a little about business, +but we don't know much about other things. That's where we both fall +down." + +This frank expression of regard brought about a moment of emotional +tension, and Ben hesitated before replying. At last he said: "I hope I +shall always deserve your confidence. I wish I had the wisdom you credit +me with. I wonder what I can tell you?" + +"Tell me what you would do if you were in my place." + +Quick as a sunbeam his smile flashed out. "Be your own good, joyous +self. Whatever you do, don't lose what you are now--the quality which +attracted Alice and me to you. Don't try to be like other rich people." + +The sight of the Captain and Alice walking slowly towards them cut short +the further admission of his own careless inexperience, and they all +took seats beneath a big pear-tree which shaded a semicircular wire +settee. + +Haney had been confessing a little of his loneliness. "I will not +believe that me work in the world is done. 'Tis true, I took very little +care of me good days; but I was happy in me business, such as it was. Me +little wife there saves me from the blue divils when she's about, but +when I'm alone, sure it's deep in the dumps I go. Sometimes me mind +misgives me, to think of her tied to an old stump of a tree like me! But +maybe she's right--maybe I'm to recover me powers and be of use." + +To this Alice could only reply, as comfortingly as she could: "You've +given her a good deal, Captain." + +"So I have, but I mean to give more. As soon as I'm able to travel we're +going down the hill to see the world. Sometimes when we sit on our porch +and talk of it, it seems as if I could see the whole of the States +spread out before us--Chicago, Washington, New York, and all to choose +from. I can't get over the surprise of having the stream of money keep +comin'. I used to work hard--you may not believe that, but 'twas so. I +used to have long days and nights of watching. 'Twas work of a kind, +though you may not admire the kind. And now I have nothing to do but sit +and twist me two thumbs--and one of them bog-spavined, at that." + +To this Alice had made no reply, for they were within earshot of Ben and +Bertha. Haney called out: "Sure, it must be near dinner-time, Bertie!--I +mean luncheon, ma'am--I'm lately instructed." + +They all laughed in tune to his humor, and Bertha replied: "No more +twelve-o'clock dinners for us, Captain." + +Haney groaned. "This fashionable life will be the death of me. Sure, I +eat and talk by rule a'ready. Where it will end I dunno." + +Happily the bell soon relieved the strain, but the talk at the table +continued to be very personal--it could not be prevented, for each of +these four people was at a turning-point in his or her life. Haney, +feeling the slow tide of returning vigor in his limbs, was in trouble +thinking of what he was to do. Bertha, just beginning to tremble beneath +the mysterious stir of an all-demanding love, was uneasy, feverish, and +self-conscious. Alice, sensing the approach of weakness and decay, yet +struggling against it, was inwardly in despair. While Ben, hitherto +careless, facing life with unwrinkled brow, was appreciating, for the +first time, the positive responsibilities of manhood. Bertha's expressed +wish to employ his best judgment exalted him while it troubled him. + +For a time the burden of the conversation was his. Haney was in a +reflective mood, and Bertha busied with the table service, which she was +trying to raise to the level of her honored guests, was distracted. +Alice, tired and a little dispirited, added nothing to the youthful +spirit of the meal. + +At last, just when the conversation seemed about to flag out, Haney, +lifting his head, began in a new tone: "Mr. Fordyce, my little girl and +I have decided we want you to take Crego's place as our lawyer. I hope +you'll be able to do it." + +Alice looked up in surprise. "But you don't mean to take it from Mr. +Crego?" + +Haney's face grew hard. "I am under no obligation to Crego, and I prefer +to have as me lawyer a man who can neighbor with me, and whose wife is +not above nodding when me own wife passes by." + +Alice hastened to defend the Cregos. "You mustn't be unjust to Mrs. +Crego." + +"I'm not," said Haney, "nor to Crego either. I've paid for his time, and +paid well--as I'm willing to pay for yours." He turned to Ben. "I need +advice, and I want to feel free to go for it." + +Ben replied: "I'd like to accept your business, Captain, but you see it +would not be professional for me to profit at the expense of my friend, +and, besides, I haven't really settled here yet." + +Haney looked disappointed. "I thought ye had. Well, I am going to cut +loose from Crego anyhow, and I shall tell him why." + +Bertha cried out: "No, don't do that." + +He acquiesced. "Very well, then I won't tell him why; but I'm going to +quit him! So if you don't care to take on me business, I'll give it to +Jim Beringer. It pays a good bit of money, and will pay more. I'll make +it profitable to ye." + +Alice looked at Ben. "Of course, if he is going to leave Mr. Crego +anyway--" + +"But that would mean making our permanent home here, and setting up an +office." + +"Well, why not? I can't live in the East any more; that we have tested. +I am willing to decide now. It would give you a start here, and, +besides, I think you can be of use to the Captain." + +Ben still hesitated. "It seems rather treacherous to Crego some way. But +if you have definitely decided against him--" + +"We have," said Bertha. "We talked it all over yesterday. We want you." + +Haney's face was very grave now. "There is one thing more, Mr. Fordyce. +Mart Haney's reputation must be taken into account. It won't do you anny +good to be associated with him. I don't know that it will do you anny +harm, but I'm dom sure it will do you no good to be associated with me." + +Alice interposed, quickly. "A lawyer can't choose his clients--at least, +a _young_ lawyer can't." + +Haney ignored the implications of her speech. "I'm not tryin' to cover +up me tracks," said he. "I was a gambler for thirty years. Me whole life +has been a game of chance. There are many who think gambling one of the +high crimes an' misdemeanors, but I think a square game between men is +defensible. I am a gambler by nature. Why shouldn't I be? I grew up a +fat squab of a boy rollin' about on the pavin'-stones of Troy. 'Twas all +luck, bedad, whether I lived or died. I lived, it fell out, and when I +had learned to read I read wild-West stories. Of course, that led me to +go West and jine the Indians, and by stealin' rides and beggin' me bread +I reached Dodge City. 'Twas all chance that I didn't die on the way. Me +mother, poor soul, was worried and I knew it, and finally I put me fist +to it and wrote her a letter to say I was all right. She wrote beggin' +me to return, which I did a couple of years later; but Troy was too slow +for me then, and again I pulled out. I was always takin' risks. Danger +was me delight. I had no trade, but I had faith in me luck. I won--I +almost always won. And so I came to be a gambler along with bein' +sheriff and city marshal, and the like o' that, in one mountain town or +another, but I always played fair. A man who plays a square game is a +gambler. The man who deals underhand is a crook. I'm no crook. I love +the game. To know that the cards are stacked against the other player +takes all the fun out of the deck for me. I want the other felly to have +an equal chance with me--else 'tis no game, but a hold-up. No man ever +rightfully accused me of dealing against him. Yes, 'tis true, me world +is a world of risk." He looked at Alice. "Sure, the Look-Out up +above--if there is such--is there to see that we all have a show for our +ace. If anything interferes with that the game is a crooked one." + +Alice began to perceive something big and admirable in this man's +spirit. She was not of his faith--quite the contrary. She was a +fatalist. Nothing happened in her world. But she was imaginative enough +to understand his point of view. + +Haney went on. "I know all the tricks. I lairned them, not to use in the +game, but to keep them _out_ of the game. I had too much faith in me +luck to ever weaken." + +"Did you never lose?" asked Ben. + +"Many the time, indeed, but only for a short streak. Take this mine, for +instance. A man comes into me house full of confidence in himself, +plays, and goes broke. The fury of the game bein' in him, he says: 'I'll +put me prospect hole against five hundred dollars.' 'Roll the wheel,' +says I, and I won his hole in the ground. 'Twas me luck. That prospect +turned out a mine. 'Twas his luck to lose. He was a full-grown man; he +knew the game and went into it with his eyes open. Truth was, he +considered the mine a 'dead horse,' and was hopin' to take a fall out o' +me. Me little girl here is disturbed about the way the mine came to us, +but she needn't be. 'Twas all in the game. I'm sayin' 'twas in the game +that another crazy fool should blow me to pieces--I don't complain. I +take me chances. Now"--here he faced Ben, and his grave tone +lightened--"as I understand it, you're not a rich man?" + +Ben flushed a little. "No, I haven't earned much so far; but it's up to +me to get busy." + +"And ye expect to marry soon?" + +This question sent a thrill to the heart of each of the three young +people listening--a thrill of fear, of doubt. And Ben said, slowly, +perceiving Haney's fatherly good-will: "Yes, we expect to set up +housekeeping, as the old-fashioned people say, as soon as Alice is a +little stronger." + +"Very well, then," Haney went on like one who has made his point, +"here's _your_ chance. Your fee with me will pay your coal bills anyway. +We're likely to take a good dale of your time, but you'll lose nothing +by that." + +Bertha, with big yearning eyes fixed upon Ben's face, waited in a quiver +of hope as he replied: "Of course, Captain Haney, I can't subscribe to +your defense of gambling, and if you were still a gambler, in the strict +sense of the word, I couldn't accept this position, for it is something +more than legal. But as you have given up all connection with cards and +liquor selling, I see no reason why I should not accept your +offer--provided I can be of service in the manner you expect." He looked +across the table at Bertha, and reading there the same entreaty which +she had expressed in the garden, he added, firmly and definitely: "Yes, +I will accept, and be very much obliged to you." + +Haney extended his hand, and they silently clasped palms in the compact. + +They parted in a glow of mutual confidence and liking, and Alice's voice +quivered as she thanked their host. "I think it very fine of you, +Captain Haney. This may be the means of establishing Mr. Fordyce in +business here." + +His eyes twinkled in reply. "I will do all I can to help him, for he +takes me eye." + +Ben's last glance and the pressure of his hand left in Bertha's brain a +glow which remained with her all the rest of the day, and she carolled +like a robin as she trod her swift way about the house. + +The next morning, as they sat at breakfast, Mart briskly said: "Well, +little woman, I've decided, now that I have a man I can trust with me +business, to make the trip East. As soon as he has the mines in hand +we'll start. Can you be ready to go Monday week?" + +"Sure thing," she answered, quickly. But even as she spoke a nameless +pang that was neither joy nor exultation shot through her heart. For the +first time she realized that she had lost her keen desire to explore the +glittering plain which lay below her feet. A fairer world, a perfectly +satisfying world, was opening before her in the high country which was +her home. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +ALICE HEATH HAS A VISION + + +This change of legal adviser, while very important to Ben Fordyce and +the Haneys, did not seem to trouble Allen Crego very much. As a matter +of fact, he was about to run for Congress, and had all the business he +could attend to anyway. He liked the young Quaker, and responded "All +right" in the frank Western fashion, sending the Haneys away quite as +solidly friendly as before. To Ben he was most cordial. "I'm glad you're +going to settle here, and I'm specially glad you've got a retainer; for +the field is overcrowded, and it may take a long time for you to get a +place. We old fellows who came down along with the pioneers have an +immense advantage. I wish you every success." And he meant it. + +Only when he got home to Mrs. Crego did he come to realize what a +horrible injury he had permitted "a young and inexperienced Eastern boy" +to do himself. "This connection will ostracize them both," his wife +said. + +He answered a little wearily. "Oh, now, my dear, I think you take your +social Medes and Persians too seriously. We lawyers can't afford to +inquire into the private affairs of our clients too closely--especially +if they are derived from the pioneer West. Ben Fordyce doesn't become +responsible for Haney's past; it is a business and not a social +arrangement." + +"That's like a man," she responded; "they never see anything till it +bumps their noses. They've both called on the Haneys and gone riding +with them--or with the girl. They've even eaten luncheon there!" + +"How dreadful! Mrs. Crego, you shock me!" + +"If any evil comes of this--and there will be sorrow in it--you'll be +morally responsible. In the old days it didn't matter, but now nobody +who is anybody in this town can associate with people like the Haneys +and not be hurt by it." + +The judge ceased to smile. "Now, let this end the discussion. Fordyce +has sense enough to take care of himself. He's just the man for +Haney--he has time, good nature, and splendid connections. I am glad to +be rid of the business, and I am delighted to think this young fellow +has pleased Haney--" + +"It isn't Haney. Don't you see? It's that girl. She has urged it--I'm +perfectly sure." + +"Stop right there!" he commanded, sharply. "I don't want to hear a word +of your insinuations. I'm tired of them. I'm ashamed of you." And he +took up his paper and walked away from her. + +She was defeated at the moment, but hurried to the Congdons with her +news. Lee looked quite serious enough. "I don't believe I like that +either. What do you think, Frank?" + +"All depends on Ben. If he makes it a business deal and keeps it so all +right; if he don't, it may go against him in the town, as Helen says." + +"Don't you think you'd better go see him and have a talk?" + +"Nixie!" he answered, in swift negation. "Little Willie don't want to +tackle that delicate job. I'm subtle, but not so subtle as that. Alice +Heath knows all we know and more, and you can bet they've talked the +whole thing over." + +"But they may not realize the position of the Haneys." + +"They may not; but I suspect they think they can carry any connection +they choose to make, and I mostly think they can--ten generations of +Quaker ancestry--" + +"But the people there don't know their ancestry." + +"Well, go talk to them. I abdicate. Besides, I like the Haneys." + +Mrs. Crego now laid her joker on the table. "Here's the point. That girl +is _taken_ with Ben--it's all her plan." + +Congdon started. "Sh! Don't say that out loud, Nell. That little wife is +true as steel." + +"I don't care. My prophetic soul--" + +Lee put in. "Prophetic pollywogs! Why, Helen, the girl is as simple and +straightforward as a boy of twelve." + +"She seems that way, but I could see she was wonderfully attracted by +Ben and his singing that night here." + +"That may be; so was I. Anyhow, I agree with Frank: it would be cruel to +say such a thing--even if it were so, which I don't for an instant +believe. At the same time, I admit the connection will make talk and may +create a prejudice. Maybe we'd better see Ben." She looked at her +husband. + +He waved a protesting finger before his face. "Not on your life! Ben and +I are friends. I like him immensely--too much to think of running such a +frightful risk of offending him. If you interfere you do so at your own +peril." + +Lee finally acquiesced in his judgment, and Mrs. Crego went home more +deeply troubled than her acquaintance with Alice Heath would seem to +warrant. "Helen's an estimable person," said Frank Congdon, "and on the +whole I like her; but I wish she didn't take quite so much evil for +granted." + +So as no one warned Ben Fordyce, he went gayly forward and hired a +couple of nice rooms in a sightly block, and hung out a gilded sign. "I +am a citizen of Colorado now," he said to the Captain and Bertha the +first time they called at his office. + +Alice was there, and they were deep in discussion of the merits of a +pile of new rugs which were to match the wall-paper. Ben stoutly stood +for the "ox-blood" and she for the "old gold." Ben explained. "The +entire extravagance of this office is due to her." He pointed an +accusing finger at Alice, who nodded shamelessly. "I was all for +second-hand stuff, both for economy's sake and to show I'd been in +practice a long time." + +"You'd need a battered second-hand set of whiskers to match," she +replied, and they all laughed at the notion. "No, Captain, being sure +Ben couldn't deceive anybody as to his age and experience, I argued for +signs of prosperity. New-born success has its weight, you know." + +"Sure it has." + +"People like silken rugs and mahogany furniture, even in the West." + +"They do," Haney agreed. + +Bertha, standing silently by, was vaguely resenting Alice's presence. +This feeling was not defined, but it was strong enough to darken her +face and take the sparkle out of her eyes. She would have liked to do +this work of fitting up his rooms; and he, on his part, saw that she was +in sombre mood, and sought opportunity to come to where she stood. "I'm +being congratulated on all sides for becoming a citizen of Colorado. +It's quite like being initiated into some new club. In an Eastern town +they'd let me jolly well alone. I'm going to like it immensely, I know, +and it's really due to you." + +She found words difficult at the moment. His face and voice dazzled her +like an open door towards sunshine, and after a moment's pause she +looked round the room, saying: "It's going to be fine." + +"I want it comfy, so that you and the Captain will feel like coming down +often. We have a great deal to talk over before I shall really have a +full understanding of your affairs. I'm going to bone into my books +hard," he added, boyishly. "To tell the truth, I've taken life pretty +easy. You see, my father left me a regular income, big enough to support +me while I was studying law, but not enough to marry on." She couldn't +have told why, but this subject troubled her and confused her. She +turned away again as he continued: "Alice has a little, not much, in her +own right, and so it is really up to me to settle down and get to work. +Please don't think you are taking the time of a rich and busy man like +Crego. I am very grateful to you. It will enable us to plan a home here +in the West." + +Again that keen pang went through her heart, and he, looking towards +Alice, so worn and drooping, was touched with dismay, almost fear. + +She was talking to the Captain, but was furtively watching Bertie and +Ben. "How erect and radiant and happy they are," she thought, and a +doubt of the girl came into her mind. "She is so untrained and so +young!" And in this mental exclamation she put her first fear that Ben +might find his position as legal adviser complicated by the admiration +of the Captain's wife. + +Something weirdly intuitive had come to Alice Heath in these later +years. As her health declined and her flesh purified, she had come to +possess uncanny powers of vision, and at times seemed to read the very +innermost thoughts of those about her. The loss of her beauty, which had +been exquisite as that of a rose, had made her morbid--which she knew +and struggled against. She forecast the future, and this is disquieting +to any one. "Here at this moment," she often said to herself, "my world +is flooded with sunshine--a static world in appearance. But how will it +be ten years from now? The clock ticks, the sun passes, the universal +sway of death extends." With the same acuteness with which she read +other minds she read her own; but knowing that such imaginings were +unnatural and distressing, she fought against them; yet they came in +spite of herself. And the picture of Bertha standing there beside Ben +filled her with a prophetic vision of what the girl-wife was to become: +"She will grow in grace and in dignity, in understanding. She's of good +stock. She's like a man in her power to raise herself above lowly +conditions. Why are there not female Lincolns? There are, and she is one +of them. Nearly all our great men were born and reared under conditions +ruder than those which surrounded this girl. Why can't she rise? She +will rise--and then--" + +She did not pursue the clew further, for the Captain was speaking. "And +you, miss, can be of just as great service to me wife. She's alone with +me here in this town, and I'm a heavy load for her to carry. I am so. +Now that her house is in order the days are long. The people she'd like +to know don't drop in, and I suspect it's because she's Mart Haney's +wife." + +She resumed her sprightly manner. "Oh no; I'm afraid if she were a poor +girl she'd find these same people still more indifferent." + +"True, miss. But would they act the same if she were Mart Haney's +widow?" + +She flashed a deep-piercing, wondering glance at him. "Ah, that would be +different. And yet," she hastened to say, "that would not make her +acceptable to the really best people." + +"What would, miss?" he asked, simply. "I'm a rough man, and I've led a +rough life. I begin to see things now that I never saw before. What +would give Bertha standing among the people you speak of?" + +"Education, character. By character I mean she must be a personality." + +"That she is!" He was emphatic in this. + +"She certainly is a fascinating girl, and she promises to be a still +more interesting woman." + +"I'm not a wooden-head, miss. As a gambler, it was me business to read +men's faces. I see more than my little girl gives me credit for. I think +I know why Mrs. Crego can't see us as we pass by, and I was wise to them +friends of yours the other day when they curled their tails and showed +their teeth at sight of us. It's because Bertie is the wife of a +gambler. Isn't that so, now?" + +She rose with a start, for Bertha was coming towards them. "Hush! don't +talk about it any more--at present." And at this moment there passed +before her eyes a vision of this big man, crushed and writhing on a +mountain-side, among deep green ferns. It lasted but an instant, like +the memory of an event in childhood; a spot transient as a +shadow--disconnected, without precursor or sequence; like a cloud over +the wheat it gloomed a moment and was gone, and she gave herself up to +the influence of the sunny room and Ben's joyous plans. + +This vision came back to her when she was alone in her own room an hour +later, and stayed with her persistently. What did it mean? Did it +presage an accident to him, or had it arisen from a vague knowledge of +the cause of his wounding? + +This singular and distressing rule governed her dreams of the future. +They were all of sorrow, death, physical calamities; never, or very +rarely, of health and happiness; therefore, she seldom spoke of them. +"Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof," her father was wont to +say, and she had come to the same conclusion. Besides her faith in her +predictive dreams was by no means fixed. She had reached but one +comforting conclusion, and that was negative. If no vision came to +reveal the future of any friend, she rested secure in the belief that he +or she at least was to be free of disaster. It was a sweet and +comforting fact to remember that no vision of Ben's future had ever +entered her consciousness. She did not even dream of him. And this was +still more wonderful, for she had always understood that those we love +are ever in our thoughts in slumber. + +For some reason the day had been most wearing, and to dress for dinner +was an effort. But she made herself as lovely as she could for Ben's +sake--and for the sake of the Congdons with whom they were to dine. "We +are to be alone," Lee had 'phoned, "for I want to talk with you like a +Dutch aunt." + +Alice knew as well as if Lee had spoken it what was coming. They were +going to protest against Ben's intimacy with the Haneys. And as soon as +they were in their carriage she warned Ben. "You want to be on your +guard to-night. The Congdons are going to advise you against accepting +this retainer from Captain Haney." + +He was too happy to do more than jokingly reply: "Too late! Bribe is in +hand, and money mostly spent. What I want to ask you is more important. +When are we to start our 'love in a cottage' idyl? It really looks +possible now. Isn't it beautiful to think we can really keep house out +here and pay our way?" + +"Oh, Ben!"--there was a wail in her voice--"I don't seem to gain as I +should! I'm completely tired out to-night." + +He was all concern instantly, and putting his arm about her, tenderly +exclaimed: "Dear heart, it was my fault. You shouldn't have gone down at +all." + +"But don't you see how revealing it is? If I can't go down to your +office to superintend the arrangement of a few rugs and chairs, how can +I keep a house--your house--in order? No, dear boy, we mustn't think of +it--not now; perhaps by spring, but certainly not now." + +He was both saddened and perplexed, and yet his disappointment was not +so keen as it had been when she had put off their wedding-day the first +time, and when she turned a white, despairing face up to him, saying +wildly: "Oh, Benny, why don't you give me up and marry some nice young +girl?" He only took her in his arms and shut her lips with a kiss. + +"No more such talk," he said; "you're tired and a little morbid. Lee's +lecture will do you good. I hope she gets after you for letting yourself +down into these detestable moods." + +Signs of their troubled ride were on their faces as they entered the +Congdon sitting-room (which also served as hall), and Lee put her arm +about her guest with compassion uppermost in her heart. "You don't look +a bit well to-night. What have you been doing?" + +"Nothing. That's the worst of it. If I'd been scrubbing floors or +cleaning silver I'd feel that I had a right to be tired, but I've only +been down to Ben's new office overseeing the laying of three rugs. I +didn't lift a hand, and now look at me!" + +When they were in the privacy of Lee's dressing-room the hostess studied +her guest critically. "You've something on your mind," she announced. + +"I always have something on my mind." + +"I know you do, and if you're ever going to get well you must get it off +your mind. Do I know what it is?" + +"If you don't, you ought to. Since this retainer from Captain Haney, Ben +is urging an immediate marriage." + +Lee Congdon was an unconquerable realist and truth-teller, and she could +not at the moment utter any other than a divergent word. "We got you +here to-night to talk over that Haney business. We don't entirely like +it; at least, I don't. Frank has no responsibility, never had. Haney is +not a bad man, and she isn't a bit low or common; but folks think she +is. And it's going to hurt you both, I'm afraid, to have anything to do +socially with them." + +"Oh, socially!" Alice cried, in disgust. "I thought we were coming to +the big and boundless West, where such things don't count." + +"You have, and you haven't. The Springs is a little of the West, a +little of England, and a good deal of the East. It's a foolish town in +some ways, and I warn you lots of nice people will find it inconvenient +to call on you for fear of meeting Mrs. Haney." + +"Oh, rats!" + +"Absurd, isn't it? I'm glad you put on that dress. You don't look tired +now; your cheeks are blazing." + +"With wrath--not health." + +"At me?" + +"Oh no. At these people who assume to dictate whom we shall know." + +"They don't do that, dear; they only think you're paying too much for +Ben's new office. But come down to dinner; we'll fight this out later." + +Congdon was outspoken in his admiration. "By the Lord, the climate is +getting in its work! Why, Alice, you're radiant. You're ten years +younger to-night!" + +"That's because I'm angry." + +"What about?" + +"Your townspeople. Lee has made me feel as if I were the club-bar topic +to-night." + +Congdon became solemn--grim as a brazen image. "Mrs. Congdon, you've +been making some of your tactful remarks." + +"I have not. I've been talking straight from the shoulder, as I advise +you to do." + +He capitulated. "After the turkey. Come on, Ben, we're in for a lecture +by the Professor-Doctor Lee Congdon." + +Under the influence of his humor they took seats about the pretty, +candle-lit table as gay a group as the city held--apparently; for Alice +was of that temperament which responds quickly and buoyantly to humor, +and Frank Congdon never took anything quite seriously--except his +portrait-painting. He could do a cake-walk with any one, but he would +not discuss art with the unsympathetic. He always had a new story to +tell of his amazing experience. Something was always happening to him. +Other men come and go up and down the whole earth without an adventure, +but no sooner does Frank Congdon slip out of the door than the +fates--generally the humorous ones--pounce upon him. Drunken women claim +him for a son. Sheriffs arrest him in the mountains and transport him +long distances, only to find him the wrong man. Confused Swedish mothers +give him babies to hold in the cars, and rush out just in time to get +left. And these tales lose nothing in his recount of them. + +In the present instance he took up half the dinner-hour with a +description of his latest mishap. A neighbor's cook had suddenly gone +mad, and had charged him with putting a spell over her. "Somebody calls +me up on the 'phone this morning: 'Is this Frank Congdon?'... 'Yes.' ... +'Hello, Frank, this is Henry. What you been doing to my cook?' ... 'What +does she say I have?' ... 'Says you've hypnotized her--put a spell over +her.' ... 'I pass.' ... 'Fact; she's crazy as a bed-bug, and we can't do a +thing with her--and she was _such_ a good girl. How could you, +Frank?' ... 'I never saw the creature in my life.' ... 'Well, you'll see +her now. You're to come right over and remove this spell, or we won't +have any breakfast.'" Here Congdon looked solemnly round at his guests. +"Now wouldn't that convulse a body? I didn't know her name; on my word, +I couldn't remember how she looked. But my curiosity was roused, and +over I toddled. It was all true. Karen was in the kitchen, armed with +the jig-saw bread-knife and calling for me. Henry was all for my +appearing suddenly at the door a la Svengali, and with a majestic wave +of the hand lift the cloud from her brain. 'Not on your tintype,' says +I; 'I guess this is a case for the police. If I put this spell on that +hell-cat it must have been by "absent treatment" during sleep, and it's +me to my studio again.' ... 'No you don't,' said Henry. 'You stay till +this incubus is cleared away. It ain't reasonable to suppose that an +ignorant maid like this is going to charge a complete stranger with a +crime of this kind unless--' + +"'That's what I say. It isn't reasonable, I refuse to believe it.' Just +then something seemed to break loose in the back part of the house. +Wash-boilers seemed to be falling on the kitchen range, and wild yells +made Mrs. Henry turn pale. + +"'That's your work, monster!' shrieked Henry. + +"'Is it?' I said. 'My opinion is she's broke into your wine-cellar. It's +you to the police.' + +"'Go calm her. Come, it's a fine chance to experiment.' + +"'So it is--with a cannon. Do you mean to tell me seriously that she +thinks I've hypnotized her?' + +"Then he got down to business, and assured me that he was telling the +truth. This interested me, and I thought I'd chance opening the +door--particularly as everything was quiet inside." + +His company was very tense now, so vividly had he set the whole scene +before them. "I opened the door, and found her standing at the far side +of the room, her hair in ropes and her eyes wild. She was 'bug-house' +all right. 'Karen,' I said, in my most hypnotic voice, 'I lift the +spell. You are free. Go back to work.'" + +"What happened?" asked Alice, breathless with excitement. + +His face was grave and his voice sad. "Not a thing! My Svengali pass +didn't work. I was as the idle wind to her. Therefore, I withdrew and +'phoned the police." + +"What an extraordinary thing," said Ben. + +Mrs. Congdon brightly answered: "It would be for any one else, but I'm +so used to that now I don't mind. Whenever the telephone bell rings I +expect to hear that Frank is sued for breach of promise, or arrested for +burglary, or some little thing like that. If he were only a novelist +he'd make our everlasting fortune. But I know why he started this +story--he wants to head off my talk with you about the Haneys, and I +don't intend to let him do it. Have you taken on Haney's legal +business?" + +"Yes." + +"For good and all?" + +"Yes. He's advanced me part of my fee, and I've spent it for desks, +rugs, and office rent. I think I may say the offer is accepted." + +"I'm sorry," she said, simply. + +Her husband objected. "I don't see why. Haney is a man of large means, +his mines are paying hugely, and he needs some one to look after the +investment side of his income, and to keep tab on the output of the +mines, and to be ready to settle any legal points that may come up. +Ben's just the boy to do this." + +Lee was firm. "That's one side of it. But these young people should not +start in wrong. Haney's past is said to be criminal, and Mrs. Haney is +called low--" + +Congdon hotly interrupted. "Who says so? It's a lie!" + +"That's the talk over town. It was all right for Crego to transact their +business, for he is an old and well-known lawyer here; but it's +different with Ben, who is just starting." + +Ben laughed. "Yes, it is different. Crego didn't need the job, and I +do." + +"How bad do you need it?" she asked. + +"Well, it makes it possible for us to marry at once and settle here." He +looked at Alice with a renewal of the admiration he had felt for her in +the days of their dancing feet. She shrank from his gaze, and Mrs. +Congdon perceived it. + +"You're not so poor as all that," she stated rather than asked. + +"I don't suppose we're likely to need bread of a sort, but I don't feel +able to buy or rent and keep house--or I didn't till Haney made this +offer." + +"How did he come to make it?" + +His fair skin flushed at her question, for he couldn't quite bring +himself to tell the whole truth. He knew the decision came from Bertha, +and at the moment, and for the first time, he saw how it might be +misconstrued. He evaded her. "Modesty forbids, but I suppose it must +come out. It is all due to my open-faced Waterbury countenance. He +thinks I am at once able and honest." + +"There you have it, Lee. Haney knows a good thing when he sees it." + +Mrs. Congdon, putting the rest of her lecture aside for future use, +said: "Well, if it's all settled, then I've no more to say. Probably I'm +too fussy about what the town thinks, anyway." + +"Precisely my contention, Mrs. Congdon," replied her husband. + +She was audaciously frank and truth-seeking, but she could not say to +any one but her husband that Little Mrs. Haney, expanding into a +dangerously attractive woman, was already in love with Ben Fordyce. +"There are limits to advice, after all," she said to Frank, when they +were alone. + +"I'm glad you recognize the limit in this case," he replied, "but I +don't intend to worry. Ben is all right, and the girl has got to have +her tragedy sooner or later. If it isn't Ben, it will be somebody else. +A wonder it wasn't with me." + +"Oh, I don't know." She laughed. "I feel very secure about you." + +"Am I such a bad shape?" he asked, with comical inflection. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +BERTHA'S YELLOW CART + + +Ben found his office a most cheerful and pleasant resort--just what he +needed. And each morning as soon as his breakfast was eaten, he went to +his desk to write, to read his morning paper, and to glance at the law +journals. He called this "studying." About eleven o'clock the Haneys +regularly drove down, and they went over some paper, or some proposal +for investment, or Williams came in with a report of the mines. This +filled in the time till lunch. Not infrequently he got into the +carriage, and they rode up to get Alice to fill out the table. In the +afternoon they sometimes went out to the mesas, and it was this almost +daily habit of driving and lunching with the Haneys which infuriated +Mrs. Crego (who really loved Alice) and troubled Lee Congdon (who was, +as she said, frankly in love with Ben). Gossips were already discussing +the outcome of it all. + +"Just such a situation as that has produced a murderess," said Mrs. +Crego to the judge one night. But he only shook his paper and scowled +under its cover, refusing to say one word further concerning the Haneys. + +Alice, studying Ben with those uncanny eyes of hers, saw him slowly +yielding to the charm of Bertha's personality, which was maturing +rapidly under the influence of her love. She was as silent as ever, but +her manner was less boyish. The swell of her bosom, the glow that came +into her face, had their counterparts in the unconsciously acquired +feminine grace of her bearing. She was giving up many of the phrases +which jarred on polite ears, and she did this, naturally, by reason of +her association with Alice. She saw and took on many of the little +niceties of the older woman's way of eating and drinking. + +At Lee Congdon's suggestion, she abandoned the cross-saddle. It required +a great deal of character to give up the free and natural way of riding +(the way in which all women rode until these latter days), and to assume +the helpless, cramped, and twisted position the side-saddle demands; but +she did it in the feeling that Ben liked her better for the change. And +he did. She could see approval in his eyes when she rode out for the +first time in conventional riding-skirt, looking very slim and strong +and graceful. "I can't stand for the 'hard hat,'" she confessed. "I'll +wear a cap or a sombrero, but no skillet for me." + +These were perfect days for the girl-wife. Under these genial suns, with +such companionship, such daily food, she rushed towards maturity like +some half-wild colt brought suddenly from the sere range into abundant +and peaceful pasture, the physical side of her being rounded out, +glowing with the fires of youth, at the same time that the poor old +Captain sank slowly but surely into inactivity and feebleness. She did +not perceive his decline, for he talked bravely of his future, and +called her attention to his increasing weight, which was indeed a sign +of his growing inertness. + +And so the months passed with no one of the little group but Alice +suffering, for Mart had attained a kind of resignation to his condition. +He still talked of going up to the camp, but the doctor and Bertha +persuaded him to wait, and so he endured as patiently as he could, and +if he suffered, gave little direct sign of it. + +Alice, fully alive now to the gossip of the town (thanks to Mrs. Crego), +found herself helpless in the matter. She believed the young people to +be--as they were--innocent of all disloyalty, and she could not assume +the role of the jealous woman. She was frightened at thought of the +suffering before them all, and it was in this fear that she said to Ben +one day: "Boy, you're giving up a deal of time to the Haneys." + +He answered, promptly. "They pay me for it." + +"I know they do. But, dearest, you ought to take more time to study--to +prepare yourself for other clients--when they come." + +He laughed. "They're not likely to come right away, and, besides, I do +get in an hour or two every day." + +"But you ought to study _six_ hours every day. Aren't the traditions of +Lincoln and Daniel Webster all to that effect: work all day with the ax, +and study in the light of pine knots all night?" + +He took her words as lightly as they were spoken. "Something like that. +But I'm no Daniel Webster; I'm not sure I want to go in for criminal law +at all." + +She spoke, sharply. "You mustn't think of getting your fees too easy, +Ben. I don't think any good lawyer wins without work. Do you?" + +"I didn't mean that," he hastened to say. "You do me an injustice. I +really read more than you think, and my memory is tenacious, you know. +Besides, I can't refuse to give the Haneys the most of my time; for they +are my only clients, and the Captain is most generous." + +"The mornings ought to be enough," she hazarded. + +"I know what you mean. I do go out with them afternoons a good deal, but +I consider that a part of my duty. They are so helpless socially. You've +always felt that yourself." + +"I feel it now, Bennie boy, but we mustn't neglect all friends for them. +Other people don't know that you do this as a matter of business, and of +course you can't tell any one; for if the Haneys heard of it they would +be cut to the heart. Do they put it on a business basis?" + +"They never mention it. Bertha isn't given to talking subtleties, as you +know, and the Captain takes it all as it comes these days." + +It hurt her to hear him speak of Mrs. Haney in that off-hand, habitual +way, and she foretold further misconception on the part of Mrs. Crego in +case he should forget--as he was likely to do--and allude to "Bertha" in +her presence. But how could she tell him not to do that? She merely +said: "I like Mrs. Haney, and I feel sorry for her--I mean I'm sorry she +can't have a place in the town to which she is really entitled. She is +improving very rapidly." + +"Isn't she!" he cried out. "That little thing is reading right through +the town library--a book every other day, she tells me." + +"Novels, I fear." + +"No; that's the remarkable thing. She's reading history and biography. +Isn't it too bad she couldn't have had Bryn Mawr or Vassar? I've advised +her to have in some one of the university people to coach her. I've +suggested Miss Franklin. I wish you'd uphold me in it." + +He had never told Alice of the talk in the garden that day, nor of the +look in Bertha's eyes which decided him to assume the position of mentor +as well as legal adviser, and he did not now intimate more than a casual +supervision of her reading. As a matter of fact, he was directing her +daily life as absolutely as a husband--more absolutely, in fact; for she +obeyed his slightest wish or most minute suggestion. He withheld these +facts from Alice, not from any perceived disloyalty to her, but from his +feeling that his advice to Bertha was paid for and professional, and +therefore not to be spread wide before any one. He did not conceal +anything; he merely outlined without filling in the bare suggestion. + +He not merely gave his fair client lists of books, he talked with her +upon them, and so far as he was able spoke seriously and conscientiously +about them. She seized upon his suggestion, and got Miss Franklin, one +of the teachers of the schools, to come in now and again of an evening +to help her, and, being fond of music, she bought a piano and began to +take lessons. All of which (Lee Congdon would have said) threatened to +render her commonplace and uninteresting; but Alice Heath felt quite +differently about that. + +"No; the more that girl gets, the more she'll have, Lee. As Ben says, +she's the kind that if she were a boy would turn out a big self-made +man. That's a little twisted as to grammar, but you see what I mean. Sex +is one of the ultimate mysteries, isn't it? Now, why didn't I inherit my +father's ability?" + +"You did, only you never use it. But this girl hasn't your father to +draw from." + +"No; but her father was an educated man--a civil engineer, she tells me, +who came out here for one of the big railroads. He was something of an +inventor, too. That's the reason he died poor--they nearly all do." + +"But the mother?" + +"Well, she's weak and tiresome now, but she's by no means common. She's +broken by hard work, but she's naturally refined. No, the girl isn't so +bad; it's the frightful girlhood she endured in that little hotel. I +think it's wonderful that she could associate with the people she +did--barbers and railway hands, and all that--and be what she is to-day. +If she had married a man like young Bennett, for example, she would have +gone far." + +"She can't go far with Haney chained to her wrist," said the blunt Mrs. +Congdon. + +"But think what will happen when she is his widow!" + +"And his legatee!" + +"Precisely." + +"She'll cut a wide swath. She's going to be handsome." + +They had reached a danger-point, for Lee was on the verge of saying +something about Ben's infatuation; but she didn't, and Alice knew why +she didn't, for she asked, rather abruptly: "Won't you come over +Thursday night? I'm going to take the Haneys to dinner at the hotel." +She flushed under Lee's gaze. "It's really Bennie's party, and I'm going +to make it as pretty as I can." + +"Alice, I don't understand you. Why do you do this?" + +"Because I must. She and the Captain are going East on a visit, and Ben +wants to give them a 'jolly send-off,' as he calls it. Besides, I like +the girl." + +Lee mused in silence for a few moments. "I guess you're right. Of course +I'll come. Who else will?" + +"Several of Ben's new friends and the Cregos--" + +"Not the missus?" + +"Yes; she comes because she's consumed with curiosity. Oh, it really +promises to be smart!" + +Congdon came in just in time to hear these words, "Who promises to be +smart--Mrs. Haney?" + +The women laughed. "Another person going about with a mind full of Mrs. +Haney." + +"Well, why not? I just passed her on the street in her new dog-cart, and +she was ripping good to look at. Say, that girl is too swift for this +town. You people better keep close to her if you want to know what's +doing in gowns and cloaks. Did you ever see such development in your +life? Say, girls, I always believed in clothes. But, my eyes! I didn't +think cotton and wool and leather could make such a change. Who is +putting her on?" + +"The cart is a new development," said Alice. "I hope it wasn't yellow?" + +"Well, it was." + +"The Captain was in it?" + +"Not on your life. The Captain was at home in the easy-chair by the +fire." + +The women looked at each other. Then Lee said: "The beginning of the +end. Poor old Captain." + +Congdon was loyalty itself. "Now don't you jump at conclusions. Yes, she +pulled up, and I went out to see her. She gave me her hand in the old +way, and said; 'Isn't this a joke. The Captain ordered it from Chicago. +He saw a picture in one of my magazines of a girl driving one of these +things, and here I am. You don't think they'll charge me a special +license, do you?' Oh, she's all right. Don't you worry about her. Then +she said: 'What I don't like about it is the Captain can't ride in it. +I'm not going to keep it,' she said." + +"That was for effect," remarked Lee. + +"Don't be nasty, Mrs. Congdon. You can't look into her big serious eyes +and say such things." + +Lee looked at Alice. "Oh, well, if it comes down to 'big serious eyes,' +then all criticism is valueless. Aren't men curious? Character is +nothing, intellect is nothing--it's all a question of whether we're +good-lookin' or not. Sometimes I'm discouraged. An artist husband is so +hard to please." + +"I didn't use to be, dovey," he replied, with a mischievous gleam. + +"He means when he took me. I'm used to his slurs. Just think, Alice, I +accepted this man fresh from Paris, with all his sins of omission and +commission upon him, and now he reviles me to my teeth." She patted the +hand he slipped round her neck. "Tell us more about Mrs. Haney. How was +she dressed?" + +"In perfect good taste--almost too good. She looked like one of Joe +Meyer's early posters. Gee! but she was snappy in drawing. She carries +that sort of thing well--she's so clean and nifty in line. If she could +have a year in Paris--wow!--well, us to Fifth Avenue, sure thing!" + +"All depends on what is at the bottom of that girl's soul," retorted +Lee, sententiously. "A light woman with money is a flighty combination. +I don't pretend to say what your little Mrs. Haney is at bottom. Thus +far I like her. I talk about her freely, but I defend her in public. +But, at the same time, fifty thousand dollars a year is a corrupting +power." + +Congdon gravely assented to this. "You're perfectly right; that's the +reason I keep our income down to fifteen hundred. I'd hate to see you +look like a ready-made cloak advertisement." + +Alice rose rather wearily. "Thursday night, you said?" + +"Yes; and I guess, following the latest bulletin concerning Mr. Haney, +we better put on our swellest ginghams." + +Alice, on her way home, continued to think of Mrs. Haney; indeed, she +was seldom out of her mind. And she had a feeling of having known her +for a long time--since girlhood; and yet less than a year had passed +since that dinner at Lee Congdon's. Spring was coming; the hint of it +was in the sweet air, and in the clear piping of a prairie lark in a +vacant lot. Spring! And how long it had been since Ben had referred to +their marriage! Perhaps he took it for granted. "Perhaps he sees in me +only failing health, and dares not speak." + +She was not gaining; that she knew, and so did Lee. She had stayed too +long in the raw climate of her native city. "He must not marry me!" she +despairingly cried. "I must not let him ruin his life in that way!" And +she sank back in the corner of her carriage with wrinkled, pallid face, +and quivering lips; for Bertha was passing up the avenue, driving a +smart-stepping cob, in her cart, and in the seat beside her, as radiant +as herself, sat Ben Fordyce. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +THE JOLLY SEND-OFF + + +The Mrs. Haney who came to Alice Heath's dinner at the Antlers was in +outward seeming an entirely different person from the constrained young +wife who stepped into Lee Congdon's home that night of her first dinner. +She was gowned now in that severe good taste which betokens a +high-priced "ladies' tailor" combined with very judicious criticism. Her +critic she had found in Miss Franklin, a young lady from the university +who had passed easily and naturally from teaching history and etiquette +up to the higher function of advising as to the cut and color of gowns. +Bertha's black velvet was this time a close-clasping sheath which +revealed her slender figure, and delicately and modestly disclosed the +growing grace of her bosom. She wore, too, some jewels of diamond and +turquoise--not showy (her mentor had taken great pains to warn her of +all that). And she was not merely irreproachable, she was radiant, as +she slowly entered with the Captain, who, having submitted like a martyr +to evening dress, was uneasy as a colt in harness, and more than usually +uncertain of step. + +Ben's eyes expanded with surprise and his heart warmed with pride as he +greeted her. "You are beautiful!" he exclaimed to her, and the tone of +his exclamation as well as the words exalted her. Her brain filled with +a mist of gold. She hardly felt the floor beneath her feet. To be called +beautiful--and by him--had been outside the circle of her most daring +hope, and the repetition of this word in her mind was like the clash of +musical bells--entrancing her. Mechanically she took her place at his +right hand, silently, and with a far-away look, listening to the merry +clamor of the table. She hardly knew what she ate or what any one +said--except when Ben spoke to her. But she was aware of the Captain +down at Alice's right, and wondered vaguely how he was getting on with +his napkin and his fork. + +The first words that really roused her and stopped the musing smile on +her lips were spoken by Ben in a lower voice--half-laughing, but tender +also. "You mustn't stay away too long. I'll feel as if I weren't earning +my salary while you're gone." + +"I wish you were going too," she said. She had thought this many times, +but had not permitted herself to utter it. "Why can't you--and +Alice--come with us?" + +"I can't afford it, for one thing. The Captain spoke of it, but it's out +of the question." + +"He'll pay you wages just the same." + +"I wouldn't want pay. No, it isn't that; but Alice isn't able to go, and +I can't think of going without her." + +This was a good reason, and Bertha, looking towards Alice, saw in her +face the pain which masks itself in color and movement. The dinner-table +was exquisite and the company gay, and Bertha felt herself a part of the +great world of dignity and beauty, where eating is made to seem a +graceful art, and wine is only a bit of color and not a lure. She +vaguely comprehended that this little party was of a tone and quality of +the best the world over--that it was of a part and interfused with the +dining customs of London and Paris and New York. "It will be _au fait_," +Miss Franklin had said, sententiously, "for Alice Heath _knows_." + +Mrs. Crego, who sat nearly opposite, stared at the girl in stupefaction. +"She makes me feel dowdy," she had confessed to Lee in the +dressing-room. "Why didn't you warn me to come in my best? Who has been +coaching her? Alice Heath, I suppose." She now wondered as sharply over +the girl's manner; for Bertha, carried out of herself by Ben's word of +praise, felt no desire to drink or to eat, and her reticence and the +delicacy of her appetite conferred a distinction which concealed her +lack of small talk, and protected her from the criticism to which +exuberance of manner ordinarily exposed her. + +She was deeply impressed, too, with Ben's management of the waiters, and +with the ease and skill with which he supported Alice in carrying +forward the courses. It was a revelation of training which instructed +her absurdly, for her mind was quick to link and compare. It leaped so +swiftly and so subtilely along connecting lines of thought that a hint +alone sufficed to set in motion a hundred latent memories and inherited +aptitudes. Her father had been a man of native refinement, and she +possessed unstirred deeps of character, as Alice now well understood. +And from her end of the table she glanced often at the sweetly smiling +girl-wife whose beauty abashed Haney. At last she said to him: "Your +wife is very lovely to-night, Captain." + +He hesitated a moment; then replied, slowly: "She is. She's as fine as +anny queen!" Then after another pause, added: "And the more shame to me, +being what I am! She's a good girl, miss, true as steel. Never a word of +complaint or a frown. She bears with me like an angel." + +"You're doing a great deal for her." + +His face lightened. "So she says. I mean to do more. I mean to show her +the world. That's the only comfort I have; my money is giving her nice +clothes and a home as good as anny, and to-night I feel 'tis giving her +friends." + +"But she is worth while, even without the money." + +"True," he quickly said. "But I take comfort in the consideration that +had I not carried her away she'd be in Sibley Junction this night." + +"Sibley Junction! Can this radiant young creature sitting there at the +head of my table be the clerk of the Golden Eagle Hotel?" thought Alice. +"Money is magical! No wonder we all work for it--and worship it!" + +The dinner was both early and short, in order that Bertha and the +Captain might take the train at ten o'clock. And as they were to have +the drawing-room in the sleeping-car (Ben's suggestion), they went +directly to the coach in their party clothes. And so it happened that +this little woman, who had never occupied a berth in a Pullman, entered +her compartment in the robes of a princess. + +Alice had suggested a maid, but Bertha would not hear to that; but she +was willing that their coachman should go along to help the Captain. Ben +had interposed here, and said: "You need some one used to travelling. I +know a colored fellow who is out of service just now, and would like to +come to you. He's a good, reliable man, and a fine nurse." So she had +engaged him. He was on the platform as they drove up--a slight, quiet +man, of gentle speech and indeterminable age, who took charge of the +Captain at once, as if he had been his servant for years. + +Alice said good-bye at the carriage door, but Ben went with them into +the coach. And in the excitement of getting to the train and into the +car Bertha had been able to forget the sick feeling about her heart. But +now, as he turned and said, "It's nearly time to start," and held out +his hand in parting, a desolation, a loneliness, a helpless hunger swept +over her, the like of which had never anguished her before. + +"I wish you were going too!" she faltered, her speech broken and full of +sad cadences. + +He, too, was tense with emotion as he answered: "I wish I were, but I +can't--I must not!" Then, with the gesture of a brother, he bent and +kissed her and turned away, blind to everything else but his pain, and, +so stumbling and shaken, vanished from her sight. + +For a moment she remained standing in the aisle, the touch of his lips +still clinging to her cheek, surprised, full of bewildered defence; +then, as reckless of on-lookers as he had been, she rushed to the window +in swift attempt to catch a final glimpse of him. But in vain; he had +hurried away without looking back, her look of wonder and surprise still +dazzling him with its significance. A kiss with him, as with her, had +never been a thing lightly given or received, and this caress, so simple +to others, sprang from an impulse that was elemental. That he had both +shocked and angered her he fully believed; but the arch of her brows, +the wistful curve of her lips, and the pretty, almost childish, push of +her hands against his breast were still so appealingly vivid that he +entered the carriage and took his seat beside Alice with a kind of +rebellious joy hot in his blood. + +However, as his passion ebbed his uneasiness deepened, and he went to +his room that night with a feeling that his connection with the Haneys, +so profitable and so pleasant, was in danger of being irremediably +broken off. "She will be justified in refusing ever to see me again," he +groaned. And in this spirit of self-condemnation and loneliness he took +up his work next day. + +Bertha's self-revelation was slower. She was so young and so innately +honest and good that no sense of guilt attached to the pleasure she felt +in the sudden revelation that this splendid young man loved her--a +pleasure which grew as the first shock of the parting, the pain, and the +surprise wore away. "He likes me! He said I was beautiful! He kissed +me!" These were the rounds in the ladder of her ascent, and she was +carried high, only to fall into despair. For was she not leaving him and +all the pleasant people she had come so recently to know--hurrying away +into darkness with a crippled man, old before his time, out into a world +of which she knew little--for which, at this moment, she cared nothing? + +She went back, a few moments later, with this sorrow written on her +face, to find Lucius, the colored man, deftly preparing the Captain for +bed. The old borderer looked up with a smile, in which shame and sadness +mingled. "Well, Bertie, I didn't think I'd come to this--me, that could +once sit in me saddle and pick a dollar out o' the dust. But so it is." + +"I'll take care of you!" she cried, in swift contrition. Turning almost +fiercely to the valet, she said: "You can go, I'll 'tend to him!" + +The Captain stopped her gently. "No, darlin', Ben's right; I'm too +clumsy and heavy for you. I need just such a handy man. Now, now! Let +be!... Go ahead, Lucius, strip off these monkey-fixens, and dom the man +that gets me into them again." + +Efficient as she was, the girl could not but admit that Lucius was +better able to serve her husband than herself. He was both deft and +strong; and though the swaying of the car troubled his master, he +steadied him and guided him and stowed him away as featly as if it were +the fiftieth instead of the first time; then, with a few words of +explanation to the wife, he quietly withdrew, and shut the door with a +final touch of considerate care which was new to her. + +She would have been less troubled by him had he been a black man, but he +was not. He seemed more like a Spaniard, and his grizzled mustache, +yellowish skin, and big dreamy black eyes lent him a curious +distinction, and the thought that he was to take her place as crutch and +cane to the Captain gave her a sense of uselessness which she had not, +up to this moment, confessed. + +His suggestions, combined to the minute instructions of Miss Franklin, +enabled her to get to her bunk in fair order, but no sleep came to her +for hours. She longed for her mother more childishly than at any time +since her marriage. She reproached herself for not bringing Miss +Franklin. "Why did I come at all?" she wailed, in final accusation. + +There had been a time when the thought of this trip--of Chicago, New +York, and Washington--was big in her mind, but it was so no longer. +These great cities were but names--empty sounds compared to the +realities she was leaving: her splendid house, her horses and dogs--and +her daily joy in Ben Fordyce. She did not put these visits in their +highest place, not even when remembering his parting kiss, but she dwelt +upon the inspiriting morning drives, the talks in the mellow-tinted, +sunshine-lighted office. She recalled the lunches they took together and +the occasional wild gallops up the canon--these she treasured as the +golden realities, for the loss of which she was even now heart-sick. + +One thought alone steadied her--gave her a kind of resignation: the +Captain wanted to find his sisters, to revisit the scenes of his youth, +and it was her duty to go with him. And in this somewhat dreary comfort +she fell asleep at last. + +She was awakened next morning by a pleasant voice saying: "The first +call for breakfast has been made, Mrs. Haney." And she looked up to find +Lucius peering in at the door with serious, kindly eyes. He added, +formally: "If I can assist you in any way call me, and please let me +know when you are ready to have me come in." + +His speech was so precise and his manner so perfect that Bertha was +puzzled and a little embarrassed by them. It seemed abnormal to have a +hired servant so polished, so thoughtful. She dressed hurriedly, while +the Captain yawned and talked between his yawning. "That yellow chap is +sure handy. I wish I'd had him before; 'twould have saved you a power o' +work and worry. Did ye sleep last night?" + +"Not very well. I hope you did. You can't complain of the bunk." + +"'Tis luxurious--'tis so! But there's nothing like the west side of +Colorado Avenue, after all, or a bed of pine boughs beside a roaring +mountain stream. 'Twas a fine little supper Ben gave us last night." + +The level lands awed and depressed the mountain girl. They seemed to +type the flat and desolate spiritual world into which she was entering, +and the ride seemed interminable, carrying her every hour farther from +the scenes and sounds to which her love clung. She was bitterly +homesick, and nothing seemed to promise comfort. She gazed with +lack-lustre eyes on the towns and rivers along the way, and she entered +the great inland metropolis by the lake with dread and a deepening sense +of her inexperience and youth. + +On the neighboring track stood the return sleepers headed for the hills, +and she acknowledged a wild desire to take her place among the jocund +folk who stood on the observation-platform exchanging good-byes with +friends. Thunderous, smothering, and vast the city seemed as they drove +through it on their way to the hotel, and upon reaching her room she +flung herself down on her bed and sobbed in a frenzy of homesickness. + +Haney, who had never before perceived a tear on her face, was startled, +and stood in puzzled pain looking down at her, while the tactful Lucius +went about the unpacking of the trunks, confident that the shower would +soon be over. + +"What's the ail of it?" asked the Captain. "Tell me, darlin'. Are ye +sick?" + +She shook her head from side to side, like a suffering and weary child, +and made no further answer. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +MART'S VISIT TO HIS SISTER + + +Bertha woke next morning with a sense of weariness and desolation still +at her heart, but she dressed and went to breakfast with Haney at an +hour so early that the dining-room was nearly empty. Lucius, with quiet +insistence upon the importance of his employers, had secured a place at +a window overlooking the lake, and was glad to see his mistress brighten +as her eyes swept the burnished shoreless expanse. + +Haney, still troubled by her languid air and gloomy face, took heart, +and talked of what Chicago was in the days when he saw it and what it +was now. "People say it don't improve. But listen: when I was here the +Palmer House was the newly built wonder of the West, the streets were +tinkling with bobtail horse-cars. And now look at it!" + +Bertha went back to her room, still in nerveless and despondent mood, +not knowing what to do. The Captain proposed the usual round. "We'll +take an auto-car, and go to the parks, and inspect the Lake Shore Drive +and the Potter Palmer castle. Then we'll go down and see where the +World's Fair was. Then we'll visit the Wheat Pit. 'Tis all there is, +bedad." + +Lucius, who had been answering the 'phone in the hall, came in at the +moment to say; "A lady wishes to speak with Mrs. Haney." + +"A lady! Who?" + +"A certain Mrs. Brent--a friend of Miss Franklin's." + +Bertha's face darkened. "Oh I'd forgot all about her. Miss Franklin gave +me a letter to her," she explained, as she went out. + +She had no wish to see Mrs. Brent. On the contrary, she had an aversion +to seeing or doing anything. But there was something compelling in the +cool, sweet, quiet voice which came over the line, and before realizing +it she had promised to meet her at eleven o'clock. + +Mrs. Brent then added: "I am consumed with desire to see you, for Dor--I +mean Miss Franklin--has been writing to me about you. You're just in +time to come to a little dinner of mine--don't make any engagement for +to-morrow night. I'm coming down immediately." + +Bertha quite gravely answered, "All right, I'll be here," and hung up +the receiver, committed to an interview that became formidable, now that +the sweetness of the voice had died out of her ears. + +"Who was it?" asked the Captain. + +"A friend of Miss Franklin's--sounds just like her voice, but I think +she's only a cousin. She wants to see me, and I've promised to be here +at eleven." + +The Captain looked a little disappointed. "Well, we can take a spin up +the lake. Lucius, go hire a buckboard and we're off." + +"There's an auto-car waiting, sir. I ordered it half an hour ago." + +The gambler looked at him humorously. "Ye must be a mind-reader." + +A tap on the door called the man out, and when he returned he bore a +telegram. "For you, Captain," he said, presenting it on the salver. + +The gambler took it with sudden apprehension in his face. "I hope +there's no trouble at the mine," he muttered. + +Bertha, leaning over his shoulder, read it first. "It's from Ben!" she +called, joyously. "Ain't it just like him?" + +This message seemed a little bit foolish to Haney. + + "Just to say hello! All well here. Have a good time. + "FORDYCE." + +To Bertha it made all the difference between sunshine and shadow. She +thrilled to it as if it had been a voice. "He knew I'd be homesick, and +so he sent this to cheer me up," she said. And in this she was right. +Her shoulders lifted and her face cleared. "Come on, Captain, if we're +going." + +As they came down the elevator, men in buttons met them, and attended +them to the door, and turned them over to still other uniformed +attendants, who were fain to help them into the auto-car; for Lucius had +managed to convey to the hotel a proper sense of his employer's money +value. He himself was always close to his master's side, for lately +Haney had taken to stumbling at unexpected moments, and his increasing +bulk made a fall a real danger. + +A thrill of delight, of elation, ran through the young wife as she +glanced up and down Chicago's proudest avenue. It conformed to her +notion of a city. The level park, flooded with spring sunshine, was +walled on the west by massive buildings, while to the east stretched the +shining lake. From here the city seemed truly cosmopolitan. It had +dignity and wealth of color, and to the girl from Sibley Junction was +completely satisfying--almost inspiring. + +It was uplifting also to be attended to a splendid auto-car by willing, +alert servants, and to feel that the passers-by were all envious of her +careless ease. Bertha forgot her homesickness, and took her seat in the +spirit of one who is determined to have the worth of her money (for once +anyhow), and the pedestrians, if they had any definite notion of her at +all, probably said: "There goes a rich old cattle king and his pretty +daughter. It's money that makes the 'mobile go." + +She held to this pose for half an hour, while they threaded the tumult +of Wabash Avenue, and, crossing the river, swept up the Lake Shore +Drive. But the lake filled her with other thoughts. "I wish we had this +at the Springs," she said. "This is fine!" + +"We have our share," answered he. "If we had this at our door, there +wouldn't be anything left to go to." + +They whizzed through the park, and down another avenue into the thick +tangle of traffic, which scared them both, and so back to the hotel, the +Captain saying: "My! my! but she has grown. 'Tis twenty years since I +took this turn." + +In some strange way Bertha had drawn courage, resolution, pride, and +ambition from what she saw on this short ride. That she was in a car and +mistress of it was in itself a marvellous distinction, and the thought +of what she would have been--as a "round-tripper" from Sibley +Junction--added to her pleasure and pride. She was always doing sums in +her head now. Thus: "Suppose our excursion does cost twenty dollars per +day; that's only one hundred and fifty per week, six hundred per month, +and our income is ten times that, and more." She had not risen above the +habit of calculation, but she was fast rising to higher levels of +expenditure. + +She met Mrs. Brent with something of this mood in her manner, but was +instantly softened and won by her visitor, who did not in the least +resemble Miss Franklin in appearance, though her voice was wonderfully +the same. Her eyes were wide, her brow serene, and her lips smiling. + +"Why, you're a child," she said--"a mere babe! Dorothy didn't tell me +that." + +Bertha stiffened a little, and Mrs. Brent laughingly added: "Please +don't be offended--I am really surprised." And then her manner became so +winning that before the Western girl realized it she had given her +consent to join a dinner-party the following night. "Come early, for we +are to go to the theatre afterwards. I'll have some of the university +people in to see you. Miss Franklin has made us all eager to meet you." + +Bertha had a dim perception that this eagerness to meet her was +curiosity, but her loyalty to her teacher and the charm of her visitor +kept her from openly rebelling. + +The Captain was not so easily persuaded. "'Tis poor business for me," he +said. "Time was when I went to bed like a wolf--when the time served; +but now I'm as regular to me couch as a one-legged duck. However, to +keep me wife in tune, I'll go or come, as the case may be." + +Mrs. Brent did not attempt to be funny with this wounded bear, and they +parted very good friends. + +As her visitor was going, Bertha suddenly said, "Wait a minute," and, +going to her hand-bag, brought out an envelope addressed in Congdon's +big scrawling hand. "Do you know these people?" + +Mrs. Brent glanced at it. "Why, yes, Joe Moss is an artist. He's +well-known here, and you'll like him. His wife is a very talented woman, +and will be of great advantage to you. They know all the 'artistic +gang,' as they call themselves, and they live a delightfully Bohemian +life. They're right near here, and if I were you I'd go in to see them. +I'd thought of having the Mosses to-morrow night, and this settles it. +They must come. Good-bye till to-morrow at 7 P.M." And she went out, +leaving the girl in a glow of increasing good-will. + +Haney was looking over a list of names and addresses which Lucius had +brought to him, and as Bertha returned he put his finger on one, and +said: "I believe, on me soul, that this Patrick McArdle is me second +sister's husband. 'Patrick McArdle, pattern-maker.' Sure, Charles said +he was in a stove foundry. 'Tis over on the West Side, Lucius says. How +would it do to slide over and see?" + +"I'm agreeable," she carelessly answered, her mind full of Mrs. Brent +and the dinner. + +Lucius interposed a word. "It's a very poor neighborhood, Captain. We +can hardly get to it with a machine." + +"Well, then we'll drive. I want to make a stab at finding my sister +anyhow." + +Lucius submitted, but plainly disapproved of the whole connection. On +the way Haney talked of his sister Fanny. "She was a bouncing, +jolly-tempered girl, always down at the heels, but good to me. She was +two years older, and was mother's main guy, as the sailors say. She was +fairly industrious, though none of us ever worked just for the fun of +it. Fan married all the other girls off to saloon-keepers or aldermen, +which is all the same in pay, and then ended up by takin' a man far +older than herself, who was not very strong and not very smart. He makes +patterns in sand for the leaves and acorns you see on stove doors. For +all we know, he may have made them that's on your new range at home." + +The mention of that range brought to Bertha's mind a picture of her +lovely kitchen, so light and bright and shining, and another spasm of +homesickness and doubt seized her. "Mart, we had no business to come +away and leave that house and all our nice things in it." + +"Miss Franklin will see after it." + +"But how can she? She's gone nearly all day. And, besides, she's not up +to housekeeping--it ain't her line. I feel like going right back this +minute!" + +This feeling of dismay was increased by the glimpses of the grimy West +Side, into which they were plunging every moment deeper. After leaving +the asphalt pavement the noise increased till they were unable to make +each other hear without shouting, and so they sat in silence while the +driver turned corners and dodged carts and cars till at last he turned +abruptly into a side-street, and, driving slowly along over a rotting +block pavement, drew up before a small, two-story frame house--a relic +of the old-time city. + +The yards were full of children, who all stopped their play to stare at +this carriage, especially impressed by Lucius, who sat very erect on the +seat beside the driver, resolutely doing a very disagreeable duty. At +the door he got down and said: "Now, Captain, you give me a pointer or +two, and I'll find out whether this is your McArdle or not." + +"Just ask if Mrs. McArdle was Fan Haney, of Troy. That'll cover the +specification," he answered. + +By this time a large, fair-haired, slovenly woman had opened the door, +and, with truculent voice, called out: "Who do you want to find?" + +"Fan Haney, of Troy," answered the Captain. + +"That's me," the woman retorted. + +"Ye are so! Very well, thin, consider yourself under arrest this +minute," said Haney, beginning to clamber out of the carriage. + +The woman stared a moment; then a slow grin developed on her face so +like to Haney's own that Bertha laughed. The lost sister was found. + +As Haney neared her, he called out: "Well, Fan, ye're the same old +sloven ye were when I used to kick your shins in Troy for soapin' me +mouth." + +"Mart Haney, by the piper!" she exclaimed, wiping her lips and hands in +anticipation of a caress. "Where did ye borry the funeral wagon?" + +He shook her hand--the kiss was out of his inclination--and responded in +the same vein of mockery: "A friend of mine died the day, and I broke +out of the procession to pay a call. Divil a bit the dead man cares." + +"Who's with you in the carriage?" + +"Mrs. Haney, bedad." + +"Naw, it is not!" + +"Sure thing!" + +"She's too young and pretty--and Mart, ye're lame! And, howly saints, +man, ye look old! I wouldn't have known ye but fer the mouth and the +eyes of ye. Ye have the same old grin." + +"The same to you." + +"I get little chance to practise it these days." + +"'Tis the same here." + +"But how came ye hurt?" + +"A felly with a grievance poured a load of buckshot into me side, and +one of them lodged in me spine, so they say." + +She clicked her tongue in ready sympathy. "Dear, dear! But come in and +sit ye down. Ask yer girl to come in--I'm not perticular." + +"She's me lawful wife," he said, and his tone changed her manner into +something like sweetness and dignity. + +"Go ye in, Mart. I'll fetch her." + +As the young wife sat in her carriage before this wretched little home +and watched that slatternly sister of her husband approach, she rose on +a wave of self-appreciation. Haney lost in dignity and power by this +association. For the first time in her life the girl acknowledged a +fixed difference between her blood and that of Mart Haney. She was +disgusted and ashamed as Mrs. McArdle, coming to the carriage side, said +bluffly: "'Tis a poor parlor I have, Mrs. Haney, but if ye'll light out +and come in I'll send for Pat. He'll be wantin' to see ye both." + +Bertha would have given a good deal to avoid this visit, but seeing no +way to escape she stepped from the carriage under the keen scrutiny of +her hostess and walked up the rickety steps with something of the same +squeamish care she would have shown on entering a cow-barn. + +"Here, Benny!" called Mrs. McArdle. "Run you to Dad and tell him me +brother Mart has come, and to hurry home. Off wid ye now!" + +The poverty of this city working-man's home was plain to see. It struck +in upon Bertha with the greater power by reason of her six months of +luxury. It was not a dirty home, but it was cluttered and hap-hazard. +The old wooden chairs were worn with scouring, but littered with +children's rags of clothing. The smell of boiling cabbage was in the +air, for dinner-time was nigh. There were three rooms on the +ground-floor and one of these was living-room and dining-room, the other +the kitchen, and a small bedroom showed through an open door. For all +its disorder it gave out a familiar odor of homeliness which profoundly +moved Haney. + +"Ye've grown like the mother, Fan. And I do believe some of these chairs +are her's." + +"They are. When Dad broke up the house and went to live with Kate I put +in a bid for the stuff and I brought some of it out here with me." + +"I'm glad ye did. That old rocker now--sure it's the very one we used to +fight for. I'll give ye twenty-five dollars for it, Fan." + +"Ye can have it for the askin', Mart," she generously replied--tears of +pleasure in her eyes. "Sure, after all the tales I heard of ye--it's to +see you takin' fine to the mother's chair. She was a good mother to us, +Mart." + +"She was!" he answered. + +"And if the old Dad had been as much of a man as she was, we'd all stand +in better light to-day I'm thinkin'--though the father did the best he +knew." + +"The worst he did was to let us all run wild. A club about our shoulders +now and then would have kept our tempers sweeter." + +Bertha, in rich new garments, seemed as alien to the scene as any fine +lady visiting among the slums. She was struggling, too, between disgust +of her sister-in-law's slovenly house and untidy dress, and the good +humor, tender sentiment and innate motherliness of her nature. There was +charm in her voice and in her big gray eyes. Irish to the core, she +could storm at one child and coo with another an instant later. She was +like Mart, or rather Mart became every moment more of her kind and less +of the bold and remorseless desperado he had once seemed to be. The +deeper they dug into the past the more of his essential kinship to this +woman he discovered. He greeted her children with kindly interest, +leaving a dollar in each chubby, dirty fist, and when McArdle came into +the room Fan had quite conquered her awe of Bertha's finery. + +McArdle was a small bent man, with a black beard, a pale serious face +and speculative eyes. He looked like a wondering, rather cautious animal +as he came in. He wore a cheap gray suit and a celluloid collar, and was +as careless in his way as his wife. It was plain that he was gentle, +absent-minded, and industrious. + +He listened to his wife's voluble explanations in silence, inwardly +digesting all that was said, then shook hands--still without a word. And +when all these preliminaries were over he laid his hat aside and ran his +fingers through his thin hair with a perplexed and troubled gesture, +asking, irrelevantly: "How's the weather out there?" + +Nobody saw the humor of this but his wife, who explained: "Pat is a +fiend on the weather. He was raised on a farm, ye see, and he can't get +over it. I say to him: 'What difference does the state o' the weather +make to you, that's under a roof all day?' But divil a change does it +make in him. The first thing in the morning he turns to the weather +report." + +McArdle's eyes showed traces of a smile. "If it weren't for the papers +and the weather reports, me days would be alike. But sit by," he added, +hospitably, waving his hand towards the table, on which the dinner was +steaming. + +They were drawing up to the board when a puffing and blowing, and the +furious clatter of feet announced the inrushing of the children. + +Not the mother's shrill whooping, but the sight of the strange guests, +transformed them into mutes. The carriage outside had filled them with +wild alarms, but the sight of their parents alive, and entertaining +guests of shining quality, was almost as satisfyingly unusual as death +and a funeral. + +They were a noisy, hearty throng, and Bertha's heart went out to poor +Patrick McArdle, who sat amid the uproar, silent, patient, the heroic +breadwinner for them all. No wonder he was old before his time. Slowly +her antipathy died out. She began to find excuses even for the mother. +To feed such a herd of little pigs and calves, even out of wooden +troughs, would require much labor; to keep them buttoned, combed, and +fit for school was an appalling task. "Mart must help these folks," she +said to herself. + +McArdle had nothing to say during the meal, and Bertha could see that +his family did not expect him to do more than answer a plain question. +Indeed, the children created a hubbub that quite cut off any connected +intercourse, and Fan, with a grin of despair, at last said: "They'll be +gorged in a few minutes, and then we'll have peace." + +"This is what lack of money means," Bertha was thinking. And her house, +her automobile, her horses, became at the moment as priceless, as +remote, as crown jewels and papal palaces. Then, conversely, she grew to +a larger conception of the possibilities which lay in sixty thousand +dollars a year. Not only did it lift her and all hers above the heat and +mire and distress of the world of toil, it enabled them to help others. + +Swiftly the children filled their stomachs, and, seizing each a piece of +cake or pie, withdrew, leaving the old folks and their guests in peace. + +Thereupon, McArdle, taking a pipe from his pocket and knocking it +absent-mindedly on the seat of the chair, dryly remarked: "Now that we +can hear ourselves think, let's have it all over again. Who air ye, and +why air ye here?" + +Being told a second time that this was his brother-in-law, a miner from +Colorado, he shook hands all over again, and accepted Mart's cigar with +careful fingers, as if fearing to drop and break the precious thing. + +Bertha said: "I think we'd better be going, Captain. Our carriage is +outside." + +"Gracious Peter," cried Mrs. McArdle, "I forgot all about it! Is he by +the day or by the hour?" + +Mart answered, with an amused smile. "Well, now, I don't know. I think +by the hour." + +"Ye're makin' a big bluff, Mart. We're properly impressed," said his +sister. "Go pay him off, and save the money." + +McArdle put in a query. "You must have a good thing out there?" + +"'Tis enough to pay me carriage hire," answered Mart. And his tone +satisfied McArdle, who, with reflective eye on Bertha, puffed away at +his cigar, while Mart gave his promise to call again. "I'll come over +and get you all, and take you to the theatre in me auto-car," he said, +as he rose. "But we must be going now." + +Fan was beginning to perceive in him more and more of the man of power +and substance, and her manner changed. "Ye were always the smartest of +the lot of us, Mart." + +"No, I was not. Charles was the bright boy." + +"So he was, but he was lazy. That was why he took up with +play-acting--'tis an easy job." + +"Even that is too much work for him," remarked McArdle. + +"I reckon that's right," laughed Mart, as he turned towards the door. + +"Come again, if ye find time," called Fan, as they went down the steps. + +McArdle, with his cigar in his hand, waved it in a sign of parting. And +so their visit to the McArdles closed. + +Mart turned to his silent and thoughtful wife, and said, with a great +deal of meaning in his voice: "Well, now, what do you think of that for +a fine litter of pups?" + +"They seem hearty." + +"They do. 'Tis on such that the future of the ray-public rests." And +then he added: "Sure, Bertie, it gripped me heart to see the mother's +old chair!" + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +A DINNER AND A PLAY + + +Lucius seemed to know the city very well, and to have a list of its +principal citizens in his memory. He knew the best places to shop and +the selectest places to eat, and Bertha soon came to ask his advice +about other and more intimate affairs. She showed him Mrs. Brent's card, +and explained that they were going out there to dinner. + +"I know the locality," he said, much impressed, "and I think I know the +house. It's likely to be quietly swell, and you'd better wear your best +gown." + +"The black dress," said Haney, who was a deeply concerned witness. "I +like that." + +Lucius was respectful, but firm. "You are very well in that, Mrs. Haney. +But if I were you I'd have a new gown; you'll need it. I know just the +saleslady to fit you out." + +"But I've only worn the black dress once!" she exclaimed, in dismay. + +Lucius explained that people who went out much in the city made a point +of not wearing the same gown in the same circle a second time. "And as +you only have two presentable evening gowns, you certainly need +another." + +Haney joined in, emphatically. "Sure thing! What's the good of money if +you don't use it to buy things?" + +Tremulous with the excitement of it, she went with the Captain to +several of the largest and most sumptuous establishments on State +Street. And Lucius, who accompanied them, ostensibly to be of service to +his master, was of the greatest service to his mistress, he was so +quiet, so unobtrusive, so thoroughly the footman in appearance, so +helpful, and so masterful, in fact; a faint shake of his head, a nod, a +gesture decided momentous questions. + +The girl, sitting there surrounded by scurrying clerks and saleswomen, +had a return of her bewilderment and doubt. "Can it be true that I can +buy any of these cloaks and hats?" she asked herself. What was the magic +that had made her lightest wish realizable? When a splendid cloak fell +round her shoulders, and she looked in the glass at the tall figure +there, she glowed with pride. + +"Madam carries a cloak beautifully," the saleswoman said, with +sincerity. "This is our smartest model--perfectly exclusive and new. +Only such a figure as the madam's properly sets it off." + +While the women were making measurements for some slight alterations, +Lucius said: "It would be nice if you decided on that automobile, and +took Mrs. Haney to the dinner in it." + +Haney's face lighted up. "I will! Sh! not a word. We'll surprise her." + +"If you don't mind I'll hustle up a footman's livery." + +"So do. Anything goes--for her, Lucius." + +Bertha thought she had already rubbed the side of her wonderful lamp to +a polish. But under the almost hypnotic spell of her West-Indian +attendant she bought shoes, hats, hosiery, and toilet articles till her +room looked "like Christmas morning," as Haney said, and yet there was +little that could be called foolish or tawdry. She wore little jewelry, +having resisted Haney's attempt to load her with rings and necklaces. +Miss Franklin had impressed upon her the need of being "simple." When +she put on her dinner-dress and faced him, Mart Haney was humbled to +earth. "Sure, ye're beautiful as an angel!" he exulted, as if addressing +a saint. And as she swept before the tall glass and saw her radiant self +therein, she thought of Ben, and her face flamed with lovely color. "I +wish he could see me now!" she inwardly exclaimed. + +Miss Franklin, in writing to her friend, Mrs. Brent, had said: "In a +sense, the Haneys are 'impossible'--he is an ex-gambler, and she is the +daughter of a woman who kept a miner's boarding-house in the mountains. +But this sounds worse than it really is. I like the Captain. Whatever he +was in the days before his accident I don't know--they say he was a +terror. But when I entered the family he was as he is now--a pathetic +figure. He isn't really old; but he's horribly crippled, and takes it +very hard. He is kindness itself to his wife and to every one round him, +and will be grateful for anything you do for him. Bertha is young but +maturing very rapidly, and there's no telling where she will stop. She's +been studying with me, and I've told her you will advise her while she's +in Chicago. You needn't go far with her if you don't want to. The +Hallidays and Voughts won't mind the back pages of the Haney history, +and you needn't say anything about the Captain's career if you don't +want to. He's a big mine-owner now, and is out of the gambling and +saloon business altogether. Bertha is perfectly eligible in herself. And +as many of us started on farms or poor little villages, we can't afford +to take on any airs over her. She's of good parentage, and as true as +steel. She likes the Captain, and is devoted to him." + +Dr. Brent was not connected with the university, but his wife's brother +had been a student there, and was now an instructor in one of the +scientific departments. And Mrs. Brent's charm of manner and the +Doctor's easy-going hospitality made their fine little Kenwood home the +centre of a certain intellectual Bohemia on the borders of the +institution, and the "artistic gang" occasionally met and genially +interfused with the professors round the big Brent fireplace. Being rich +in his own right, Brent took his practice in such moderation as to be of +the highest effectiveness when he consented to operate, and was in +demand for difficult surgical cases. He was slender, blond, and languid +of movement--not in the least suggestive of the Western hustle of +Chicago, and yet he was born within twenty miles of the court-house. +Indeed, it was the spread of the city which had enriched his father's +estate, and which now permitted him to work when he felt like it, and to +assemble round his hearthstone--an actual stone, by the way--the people +he liked best. The amount of hickory wood he burned was stupendous. + +Mrs. Brent was known as "the audacious hostess," because she was not +afraid to invite anybody who interested her. "You take your reputation +in your hand," her friends often said to those about to make their first +call. "You may meet an actor from New York or a stone-mason from the +West Side--one never knows." Their house was an adaptation of the +"mission style" of California and possessed one big room on the first +floor which their friends called Congress Hall. + +Miss Franklin was certain that this circle would enjoy the Captain once +he became at ease, and she really hoped Mrs. Brent would "advise the +girl," and, as she put it, "Help her to get at the pleasant side of +Chicago. She's very rich and she's intelligent, but she is very raw! +She's very like a boy, but she's worth while. She wanted me to come with +her, but I could have done so only by giving up here and going as her +companion, and that I'm not ready to do--at present." + +After carefully considering all these points, Mrs. Brent 'phoned her +friends, being careful to explain that Dorothy Franklin had sent her +"some fleecy specimens of Colorado society," and that she was asking a +few of "the bold and fearless" among her set to meet them. + +"Who are the guests of honor?" she was asked by each favored one. + +Each received the same reply: "Marshall Haney, the gambler prince of +Cripple Creek, and his bride, Dead-shot Nell, biscuit-shooter, from +Honey Gulch." + +"Honest?" + +"Hope to die!" + +"It's too good to be true! Of course I'll come. Do we have a quiet game +after dinner?" + +"Ah, no, that would be too cruel--to Captain Haney. No; we go to the +theatre. So be on hand at 7 P.M., sharp." + +In this way she had prepared her friends to be surprised by Bertha's +good looks and the Captain's tame and courteous manner, but was herself +soundly jarred when her "wild-West people" came up to the door in an +auto-car that must have cost five or six thousand dollars, and when a +colored footman, in bottle-green uniform, leaped out to open the door +for them (it was Lucius in his new suit--he was playing all the parts). +Brent, with a comical look at his wife, remarked: "I suppose this is in +lieu of broncos?" + +"They _are_ branching out!" she gasped. "And see her clothes!" + +She might well exclaim, for Bertha, in her long cloak, her head bare, +and her pretty dress showing, did not in the least resemble the picture +Miss Franklin had drawn; neither did she resemble the demure, almost +sullen girl Mrs. Brent had met in the hotel. The Captain, too, for the +second time in his life, wore evening dress, but citing to his sombrero; +so that he resembled a Tennessee congressman at the Inaugural Ball as he +came slowly up the short walk, and Mrs. Brent deeply regretted that no +one was present to take the shock with herself and the doctor. + +The maid at the door, who knew nothing of the wild reputation of the +Haneys, guided them up-stairs to their respective dressing-rooms, and +helped to remove their wraps so expeditiously that they were on their +way back to the first floor before any other guests arrived. Bertha was +delighted but not awed by the fine room into which they were ushered, +for was not her own house larger and more splendid? She had grown +accustomed to big things--it was the tasteful beauty of the room that +moved her. + +In the side of the room a big plain brick fireplace was filled with a +crackling fire, and in the light of it stood her host and hostess. +Bertha was glad to find them alone--she had expected to face a room full +of people. She was not specially attracted to Dr. Brent, and remained so +coldly restrained that he was quite baffled and turned away to the +Captain, who sought the fire, saying: "This looks good. I feel the cold +now--I don't know why I should." + +This opened the way to a very confidential talk on wounds and diet. + +Bertha's new gown of pale blue made her look very young and very sweet, +and the eager guests were sadly disappointed in her--that is to say, the +ladies were; the men seemed quite content with her as she was. They took +the "biscuit-shooter" description to be a piece of fooling on Mrs. +Brent's part, and as they had no time after dinner to get the Captain +started they remained quite convinced that he, too, had been maligned in +their hostess's description. + +As a result, Mrs. Brent and her other guests were forced to do the +talking, for Bertha had not only warned Mart against reminiscence, but +had determined to keep a tight hold on her own tongue; and though she +listened with the alertness of a bird, she answered only in curt phrase, +making "yes" and "no" do their full duty. She perceived that the people +round her were of intellectual companionship to the Crego and Congdon +circles, and these young men, so easy and graceful of manner, reminded +her of Ben. None of them were entirely strange to her now, and yet she +dimly apprehended something uncomplimentary veiled beneath their polite +regard. She did not entirely trust any of them--not even her host. +Indeed, she liked Mrs. Brent less than at their first meeting in the +hotel. + +The dinner was rather hurried, and they would have been late had it not +been for Haney's new auto-car, which carried six, and made two trips to +the station unnecessary. It was fine to see the Captain put his machine +at the disposal of his hostess. "I told Lucius to wait," he boasted, "I +thought we might need him." + +Dr. Brent succeeded at last in drawing his pretty guest into +conversation by remarking on the Captain's color. "He's feeding +improperly, if you don't mind my saying so. He's putting on weight, he +tells me, but feels cold and nerveless. Cut him down on starchy foods. +How long is it since he was hurt?" + +"About eight months." + +"Must have been a tearing beast of an accident to wing a man of his +frame." + +"It was. Tore his whole side to pieces." + +"Who put him together--Steele, of Denver?" + +"No, a man in Cripple." + +"Sure he was the right man?" + +"He was the best I could get." + +"You arouse my professional egotism. I'd like to examine the Captain if +you don't object--not for any fee, you understand. But a fellow of his +build and years--he tells me he's only forty-five--" + +"Only forty-five," thought the girl. "What strange ideas these older +people have! And Ben was twenty-six." Just what the doctor said +afterwards she didn't hear, for she was thinking of the swift, wide arc +of change through which her mind had swung from the time when Marshall +Haney first came to Sibley--so grand of stride, so erect, so powerful. +He, too, seemed young then; now he was old--old and feeble--a man to be +advised, protected, humored. She dimly understood, too, that +corresponding change had come to her; that she was far away from the +girl who had stood behind the counter defending herself against the +love-making of the bummers and drummers among her patrons--and yet she +was the same, after all. "I've not changed as much as he has," was her +conclusion. And she enjoyed the gayety and beauty of her companions, but +she said little to express it. + +The play that night appalled her by its fury of passion, its mockery of +woman, its cynical disbelief in man. With startling abruptness and in +most colloquial method it delineated the beginning of a young wife's +wrong-doing, and when the lover caught the innocent, ensnared woman to +his bosom a flaming sword seemed to have been plunged into Bertha's own +breast. She quivered and flushed. And when the actress displayed the +awakened conscience of the erring one, putting into words as well as +into facial expression her feeling of guilt and remorse, the girl-wife +in the box shrank and whitened, her big eyes fixed upon the sobbing, +suffering character before her, defending herself against the dramatist +as against an enemy. He was a liar! There was no wrong in Ben's kiss and +no remorse in her own heart as she remembered the caress. "Even if he +loves me, that doesn't make him horrible!" + +The dramatist went remorselessly on. He showed the husband--old, coarse, +brutal. He put him in sharpest relief in order that the woman should be +tempted to her ruin, and in the end the lover--virile, handsome and +unscrupulous--wins the tortured woman's soul--and they flee, leaving the +usual note behind. + +"What can you expect?" remarked the cynical friend of the injured +husband. "Given a young and lovely wife like Rose and an old limping +warrior like you, and an elopement follows as a matter of course, Q. E. +D." And so the curtain fell. + +Relentless realist in the first act, the dramatist in the second act +began to hedge. He made the life of the erring woman conventionally +miserable. Her lover beat her, neglected her, and finally deserted her. +And in the last act she crawled back into her husband's home like a +starved cat to die, while he, scarred old beast, cried out: "The wages +of sin is death!" Whether the writer intended this scene to be ironical +or not, the effect was to awaken a murmur of laughter among the +ill-restrained of the auditors. But Bertha, hot with anger towards both +author and players, could not join in Mrs. Brent's smiling comment: +"Isn't that comical!" + +The doctor coolly said: "A good conventional British ending. Why didn't +he clap a pair of wings on the old reprobate and run him up on a wire, +the way they used to do in translating little Eva in 'Uncle Tom's +Cabin'?" + +Afterwards Mrs. Brent proposed that they go to a German restaurant and +have some beer and skittles; but this struck harshly on Bertha, who +still palpitated with the passion of the play. "I reckon we'd better +not. The Captain is pretty tired, and, if you don't mind, we'll quit +now." + +Without saying "I've had a lovely time," she shook hands all round, and, +taking her husband's arm, moved off into the street, leaving her hostess +a little uneasy and wholly perplexed. Mrs. Brent's joke about the +Captain and his wife had, as the doctor expressed it, "queered the whole +affair." + +"But how did she know?" + +"She's a good deal sharper than you gave her credit for being," he +replied. "You Easterners never can learn to take diamonds in the rough." + +Bertha's mind was in tumult, and she wished to be alone. Mart irritated +her. She refused to talk to him about the play or the dinner, and, +turning him over to Lucius, went at once to her own bed. Thus far she +had not attempted to closely analyze her relationship to Marshall Haney. +He had been to her a good friend rather than a husband, a companion who +needed her, and who had given her everything she asked for. Keenly +forward, almost precocious on the calculative side, she had remained +singularly untroubled on the emotional side. She knew that certain +problems of sex existed in the world, and she was only mentally aware of +temptations--she had never really felt them. Now all at once her whole +nature awoke. Her mind engaged a legion of vaguely defined enemies. Out +of the shadow stepped words of no weight, of no significance hitherto, +encircling her, panoplied with meaning. The half-heard comment of the +camp, the dimly perceived gossip of the Springs, the flattering looks of +the artists--all helped her to see herself as she was: a handsome young +girl, like that on the stage, married to a crippled middle-aged man of +evil history. + +"But he is good to me," she argued against her new self. "I was poor, +and he has made me rich; and all I've done is to nurse him and keep +house for him." With this thought came a realization that she had never +been a full and complete wife to him. And with a flush of shame and +repulsion she added: "And now I never can be. No matter if he were to +become as straight, as strong, and as handsome as he was in those days, +I cannot love him as a wife should." + +Once having admitted this feeling of repulsion, once having clearly +perceived the vast distance between herself and her husband, the +repulsion deepened, the separating space widened. He seemed ten years +older as they met next morning, and his face was heavy and his frame +lax. Her pity had not lessened, but it was mixed now with a qualifying +emotion which she had not yet acknowledged to be disgust. His skin was +waxy white and his jowls drooping. "I'm not at all up to the work," he +said, with a return of his humor. "'Tis a killing pace we've struck, +Bertie, and the old man must take the flag if you keep it up." + +"I don't intend to keep it up," she answered, shortly. "I think we'd +better go home." At the word "home" a little thrill went through her. It +was so bright and big and desirable, that mansion under the purple +peaks. + +"No; I must go trail up me old dad, and leave him provided for. Fan +doesn't even know his address (the more shame to her), but I'll find +him. If ye're tired and would rather go home, I'll go on alone." + +"Oh no, you mustn't do that!" she exclaimed instantly, feeling the +sincerity of his desire to please her. "I'll go, but we mustn't stay +long." And she took up the direction of his life again. The mood of the +night had passed away, leaving only a clearer perception of his growing +age and helplessness. + +"You must let Dr. Brent examine you," she said, a little later. "He +don't think your lameness is caused by your wound. He says you're out of +condition." + +He looked at her with shadowed face and sorrowful eyes. "I'm only a poor +old skate, wind-broken and lazy. Ye have the right to cut me loose any +time." + +"You mustn't talk like that," she said, sharply. "When I want to cut +loose I'll let you know." + +"I hold ye to that," he answered, with intent look. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +BERTHA BECOMES A PATRON OF ART + + +Bertha, deeply engrossed in the conceptions called up by this visit, did +not feel like calling upon the Mosses, even though they were almost next +door. She was troubled, too, with a feeling of helplessness in the use +of a pen. She wanted to write to Fordyce, but was afraid to do so, +knowing that a letter would disclose her ignorance of polite forms; but +this, instead of discouraging her, roused her to a determination to +learn. This was the saving clause in her character. She acknowledged +shortcomings, but not defeats. Here again she was of the spirit that +lifts the self-made man. + +The Congdons had been most generous of letters of introduction, and in +addition to those to Mrs. Brent and the Mosses, Bertha was in possession +of two or three envelopes addressed to people in New York City, +presumably artists also, as they bore the names of certain studios. The +note to Moss was unaffected and simple in itself, quite innocent of any +qualification, but the letter which had privately preceded it was in the +true Congdon vein, and Moss, like Mrs. Brent, did not delay his call. +His card was in the Haney box when they returned. "Sorry to miss you. +Come into my studio at five if you can," he had pencilled on the back. + +"Your artistic bunch," Congdon had written, "won't mind meeting one of +the most successful and picturesque of our gamblers, Marshall Haney, +especially as the walls of his big house are bare and his wife is +pretty. They are ripping types, old man; not in the 'best society,' you +understand, but I know you'll like 'em. Be as good to 'em as you can +without involving anybody. Little Mrs. Haney is a corker. Good start on +a self-made career. They're both unsophisticated in a way, and a little +real sympathy will drag their secret history to the light. Do a sketch +of her for me. She's likely to be famous. Haney is rolling in dough +these days--(miner)--and she's bound for some whooping big thing, I +don't know what, but she's like a country boy with a stirring ambition. +It wouldn't surprise me to see her on Fifth Avenue one of these days. +With these few burning words I commend them into your plastic hands. +Don't let Sammy paint her, for God's sake. Oh yes, I worked 'em for a +couple of canvases. What do you think. In this buoyant climate we all +move. Yours in the velvet." + +With such a letter before him Joe Moss awaited his amazing guests with +impatience, cautioning the few who were in the secret not to dodge when +the Captain reached for his pocket-handkerchief. "And, above all, you +are to praise Colorado and condemn the East as a place of residence." +Joe prided himself on his _savoir faire_ and on his apparel, which had +nothing about it to distinguish the sculptor. "In fact," he often said, +"there _are_ people who say I'm not a sculptor. Be that as it may, I +manage by daily care to look like a clerk in a hardware store." + +And he did. He customarily wore a suit of pepper and salt, neat and +trig, a "bowler hat" (as they say in London), a ready-made four-in-hand +tie, and a small pearl scarf-pin. "No more fuzzy hair for me, no red +tie, no dandruff," he had said on his return from Paris. "Right here we +melt into the undistinguishable ocean of the millions, unless we can be +distinguished by reason of our sculpture." He always included Julia, his +wife, in this way (although she never "modelled a lick"), for she wrote +all his letters, made out all his checks, and took charge of him +generally. Some said his success was due to her management. She was a +dark-eyed, smiling little woman, exquisite in her dress and brisk in her +manner. + +Their studio occupied the whole north side of the attic of a big office +building in the heart of the city's traffic. "We want to be in the midst +of trade, but above it," Moss explained to those who wondered at his +choice of location. "Sculpture, as I see it, is a part of architecture. +I'm not above modelling a door-knocker if they'll only let me do it my +way. Sculpture was a part of life in the old days, and we don't want to +make it a thing too 'precious' now. I want to get close to the business +men, not to avoid them. I like the roar of trade." + +The Haneys, therefore, led by the sagacious Lucius, soon found +themselves in the Wisconsin Block, and shooting aloft in a bronze +elevator that seemed fired from a cannon ("express to the 10th floor"), +with nothing to suggest art in the men or in the signs about them. On +the thirteenth story they alighted, and, walking up one flight of +stairs, found themselves at the end of a bright hall, before a door +which bore, in simple gold letters, "Jos. Moss, Sculptor." Bertha heard +laughter within, and her heart misgave her. It was not easy for her to +meet these artist folk. Of business men, miners, railway managers she +was unafraid, but these people who joke and bully-rag each other and +talk high philosophy one minute and gossip the next, like the Congdons, +were "pretty swift" for her. After a moment's pause she said to the +Captain, "They can't kill us; here goes!" and knocked gently. + +Moss himself opened the door, and his cordial, "How de do, Mrs. Haney," +established him in her mind at once as a good fellow. He was quite as +direct as Congdon. "I'm glad to see you," he said to the Captain. "Come +in." He looked keenly at Lucius, who composedly explained himself. "The +Captain is a little lame, and I just came along to see that he got here +all right. I'll be back at 5.30." + +The door opened into a big room, which was darkened at the windows and +lighted by shaded electric globes. It was cool and bare in effect. +Around a small table in a far corner a half-dozen people were sitting. +Mrs. Moss, who was pouring tea, rose in her place at the tea-urn as her +husband approached, and cordially shook hands with her guests. "I'm very +glad you came. Please tell me how you'll have your tea," she said. + +Bertha was accustomed to take her tea "any old way," and said so, being +influenced by Mrs. Moss' candid eyes and merry smile. Haney, with a +queer feeling of being on the stage as a character in a play, sank +heavily into the chair at his hostess' right hand and said: "I never +took tea in my life, but I'm not dodgin' anything you mix." + +Joe earnestly protested. "Don't do it, Captain, there's some Scotch down +cellar." + +Mrs. Moss indicated one or two other dimly seen faces about her and +introduced their owners in a most casual manner while she compounded a +hot drink for her Western guest. + +"How long have you been in our horrible town, Mr. Haney?" she asked, +heedful of Joe's warning. + +"One day, ma'am." + +"You're just 'passing through,' I presume--that's the way all Colorado +people do." + +Haney smiled. He was getting the drift of her remarks. "'Tis natural, +ma'am; for, you see, 'tis a long run and a heavy grade, and hard to +side-track on the way." + +Bertha, to whom Moss addressed himself, was candidly looking about +her--profoundly interested in what she saw. Dim forms in bronze and +plaster stood on shelves, brackets, and pedestals, and at the end of the +long room a big group of figures writhed as if in mortal combat. It was +a work-shop--that was evident even to her--with one small nook devoted +to tea and talk. + +"Would you like to poke about?" he asked, anticipating her request. + +"Yes, I would," she bluntly replied. + +"There isn't much to see," he said. "I'm the kind of sculptor who works +on order. I believe in the 'art for service' idea, and when I get an +order I fill it as well as I can, make it as beautiful as I can, and +send it out on its mission. I'd like to model mantel-pieces and +andirons, because they are seen and actually influence people's lives. +What I started to say was this: my stuff all goes out--my real stuff; my +fool failures stay by me--this thing, for instance." He indicated the +big clump of nude forms. "I had an 'idea' when I started, but it was too +ambitious and too literary. Moreover, it isn't democratic. It don't gibe +with the present. I'd be a wild-animal sculptor if I knew enough about +them." + +It was a profoundly moving experience for this raw mountain-bred girl to +stand there beside that colossal group while the man who had modelled it +took her into his confidence. There was no affectation in Moss's candor. +He had come to a swift conclusion that Congdon had attempted to let him +into a trap, for Bertha's reticence and dignity quite reassured him. If +she had uttered a single one of the banal compliments with which +visitors "kill" artists he would have stopped short; but she didn't, she +only looked, and something in her face profoundly interested him. +Suddenly she turned and said: + +"Tell me what it means." + +"It don't mean anything--now. Originally I intended it to mean 'The +Conquest of Art by the Spirit of Business,' or something like that. I +started it when I was fresh from Paris, and wore a red tie and a pointed +beard. I keep it as a record of the folly into which exotic instruction +will lead a man. If I were to go at it now I'd turn the whole thing +around--I'd make it 'Art Inspiring Business.'" + +Bertha did not follow his thought entirely, but she felt herself in the +presence of a serious problem and listening to something deep down in +the heart of a strong man. Here was another world--not an altogether +strange world, for Congdon had also talked to her of his work--but a +world so far removed from her own life that it seemed some other planet. +"How well he talks," she thought. "Like a book." + +"How charming she is," he was thinking. And the alert, aspiring pose of +her head made his thumb nervously munch at the bit of clay he had picked +up. + +They wandered up and down the long room while he showed her tiles for +mantel decoration, bronze cats' heads for door-knobs, and curious and +lovely figures for lamps and ash-trays. "I take a shy at 'most +everything," he explained. + +"Do you sell these?" she asked, indicating some designs for electric +desk-lamps. + +He smiled. "Sometimes--not as often as I'd like to." + +"How much are they?" + +"Fifty dollars each." + +"I'll take them both," she said, and her pulse leaped with the pride of +being a patron of art. + +"Now see here, Mrs. Haney, I'm not displaying these to you as a +salesman--not that I'm so very delicate about offering my things, but I +try to wait till a second visit." He really did feel mean about it. +"Don't take 'em--wait till to-morrow. They're pretty middling bad +anyway. They're supposed to be mountain lions, but as a matter of fact I +never saw a mountain lion outside the Zoo." + +"They're lions, all right. I want 'em, and I know the Captain will like +'em." She stepped back to call Haney. But finding him surrounded by all +of the other callers (they had "got him going" telling stories of his +wild life in the West), she turned to the sculptor with a smile, saying: +"Never mind, _I_ know they're what he needs--if he don't." And Moss, +recalling Congdon's description of the Haneys' material condition, +answered: "Very well, if you insist; but I really feel as though I had +played a confidence game on you." + +"Can you fix 'em up with lights?" she asked, eager as a child. "I mean +right now." + +"Certainly." He unscrewed a couple of small bulbs from a near-by +bracket, and, putting them into place on the lamps, turned on the +current. She laughed out in delight. One of the lions was playing with +the stem which supported the light. As if rising from a sleep, he lay +upholding the globe on one high-raised paw. The other--a counterpart, or +nearly so in pose--had a different expression. The cub was snarling and +clutching at the light, as if it were a bird about to escape. + +"I had an idea of putting them on the corners of a mantel to light a +piece of low relief," he explained, "but I never got at the relief. It +ought to be characteristic Western scenery, and I've never seen the +West. Shameful, isn't it?" + +"I want you to do that mantel for me," she said. "I don't know what you +mean by 'low relief,' but I know it would be up to these, and they are +_right_!" + +"Your trust in me is beautiful, Mrs. Haney, and maybe I'll come out this +summer and try to meet it." + +"I wish you would," she said, and she meant it. "I'll show you +Colorado." + +"If you're starting to be a patron of art, Mrs. Haney, don't overlook +Congdon; he's a first-class man." He became humorous again. "We're +moving swiftly, but I'm going to tell you that he wanted me to make a +sketch of you. If you'll be so good as to give me two or three sittings, +I'll do something we can send out to him--if you wish." + +"What do you mean by a sketch?" + +"Something like this." And, leading her before a curious, half-human, +veiled object, he began to unwind damp yellow cloths till at last the +head of a young woman appeared on a small revolving stand. It was very +dainty, very sweet, and smiling. + +Bertha was puzzled. "It ain't your wife, and yet it looks like her." + +"It is my wife's sister--a quick study from life--just the kind of thing +Frank wants. Will you sit for me A couple of mornings will answer." He +was eager to do her now. Her profile, so clear, so firm, so strangely +boyish, pleased him. He could feel the "snap" that the sketch would have +when it was done. + +Bertha considered. She owed a great deal to the Congdons, and she liked +this man. Her homesickness at the moment was abated, and to stay two, or +even three, days in Chicago promised at the moment to be not so +dreadful, after all. + +"Yes, I'll do it," she decided. "I don't know what Mr. Congdon will do +with a picture of me, but that's his funeral." And her laughing lip made +her seem again the untaught girl she really was. + +As they went back to the group around the Captain, Julia Moss treated +her husband to a glance of commiseration, thinking him a bored and +defeated man. "You've missed the Captain's racy talk," she whispered. + +Haney was enjoying himself very well in the "centre of the stage," and +doing himself credit. Never in his life had he known a keener audience +than these artists, who studied him from every point of view. + +"Yes," Haney was saying, "'tis possible to bust a bank if the game is +straight--that is, at faro; but most machine games are built so that +'the house'--that is, the bank--is protected. My machines was always +straight. I'd as soon turn a sausage-grinder as run a wheel that was +'fixed' in me favor." + +Bertha did not like this talk of his abandoned trade, and her cheeks +burned as she put her hand on his shoulder. "I reckon we'd better be +going." + +He recovered himself. "Of course I quit all that when I married," he +explained, and dutifully rose. + +"Oh, Mrs. Haney," pleaded Mrs. Moss, "don't take him away! We were just +getting light on the game of faro. Please sit down again." + +Bertha resented this tone. "No, we've got to go. Glad to have met you." +She nodded towards the men who had risen. "Much obliged," she said again +to Moss. "I'll send for them things to-morrow." + +Mrs. Moss cordially insisted on their coming again. + +"She's going to pose for me," reported Moss. "To-morrow morning at ten?" +he inquired. + +"Ten suits me as well as any time," Bertha replied. + +Mrs. Moss beamed at Haney. "You come, too, Captain. I want to know more +about those delightful games of chance." + +Bertha went back to her hotel with throbbing brain. The day had been so +full of experience! She was tired out and fairly bewildered by it all. + +As her excitement ebbed and she had time to recover her own point of +view, Colorado, her home, the Springs, and the memory of her own people +came rushing back upon her, making the city and all it contained but a +handful of east wind. Ben's kiss burned vividly again upon her lips. +"Was it wrong of him to say what he did?" she began to ask herself. A +good-bye kiss would not have so deeply stirred her; it was his face, his +voice, his intensely uttered words which deeply thrilled her, even now, +as she recalled them one by one. "You are beautiful and I love you." +These were the most important words to a woman, and they had come at +last to her. + +Then her cheek flushed with shame of her husband as she remembered his +gambling talk at the studio. "Why _must_ he always go back to that?" she +asked, hotly. + +They ate their dinner in the big dining-room surrounded by waiters, +while the Captain discussed his sister and her family. "I'll do +something for Fan," he said. "She's a different sort from Charles. +McArdle seems a hard-workin' chap, the kind that a little help wouldn't +spile. What do you think of buyin' them a bit of a house somewhere?" + +Bertha listened with a languor of interest new to her, and when he +repeated his question and asked her if she were tired, she answered: +"Yes; and I think I'll go to bed early to-night. It's been a hard day." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +BERTHA'S PORTRAIT IS DISCUSSED + + +Joe Moss was delighted with the Haneys, for they talked of their native +West as people should talk. They were as absolute in their convictions +as a Kentuckian. For them there was no other "God's country," and as it +was his latest dream to go West and "do a big thing on a cliff or +something" he put off every other engagement to enjoy their racy speech. +He said at the first sitting: "I've had an idea of working the +Thorwaldsen trick: find some fine site out there, some wall of rock +close to the railway, and hew out a monster grizzly or mountain lion. +The railway could then advertise it, you see; trains could stop there +'five minutes to permit a view of Moss's Lion'; they could use a cut of +it on all their folders. If there was a spring near by they could +advertise the water and bottle it, a picture of my lion on the label. +Ah, it is a fine scheme!" + +"'Tis so," said Haney. "I wonder nobody thought of it before." + +"It takes a Yankee, after all, to plan new suspender buttons," the +sculptor replied. And all the time he talked his hands were dabbling, +his thumbs gouging, his dibble cutting and smoothing. + +Haney watched him with amused glance. "Sure, I didn't know ye went at it +so. I thought ye chipped each picture out o' stone." And when the +process of molding in plaster was explained to him, he said: "'Tis like +McArdle's trade entirely. He takes a rise in the world since I know he's +an artist like yourself." + +"What is his 'line'?" + +"Pattern-maker for a stove foundry." + +Moss beamed. "Just what I'd like to be if they'd only pay a little more +wages and furnish a better place to work." + +Bertha never knew when he was in earnest, so habitually mocking was his +tone. But she grew towards a perception of his ideal, and dimly +apprehended in him a mind far beyond any she had ever known. Mrs. Moss, +almost as reticent as Mrs. Haney herself, came and went about the studio +brightly, briskly, keeping vigilant eye on her husband's mail, +moistening his "mud ladies," and defending him from inopportune callers, +insistent beggars, and wandering models. Bertha, though sitting with the +stolid patience of a Mississippi clam-fisher, was thinking at express +speed. Her mind was of that highly developed type where a hint sets in +motion a score of related cognitions, and a word here and there in +Moss's rambling remarks instructed her like a flash of light. She was at +school, in a high sense, and improving her time. The sketch was +expanding into a carefully studied portrait bust and Moss was happy. + +One day a fellow-artist came in casually, and they both squinted, +measured, and compared the portrait and herself with the calm absorption +of a couple of prize-pig committeemen at a cattle-show. "You see, this +line is shorter," the stranger said, almost laying his finger on +Bertha's neck. "Not so straight, as you've got it. That's a fine line--" + +"I know it is!" + +"And you don't want to spoil it. I don't like your fad for cutting down +the bust. The neck is nothing but a connecting link between the head and +the bust. Now here you have a charming and youthful head and face--let +the neck at least suggest the woman below." + +"Oh yes, that's good logic, provided you're after that. But what I want +here is spring-time--just a fresh, alert, lovely fragment. This pure +line must be kept free from any earthiness." + +"I suppose you know what you want; I won't say you don't. But if I were +painting her, I'd get that sweeping line there that ends by suggesting +the summer." + +They talked disjointedly, elliptically, and of course mainly of the +clay; and yet Bertha grew each moment more clearly aware that they +considered her not merely interesting but beautiful, and this was a most +momentous and developing assurance. She had hoped to be called +"good-looking," but no one thus far (excepting Ben Fordyce) had ever +called her beautiful; and these judgments on the part of Joe Moss and +his brother artist were made the more moving by reason of their +precision of knowledge and their professional candor. They spoke as +freely in discussion of her charm as if she were deaf and dumb. + +The painter, who had been introduced in a careless way as "Mr. Humiston, +of New York," turned to Bertha at last, and, assuming the ordinary +politeness of a human being, said: "I'd like to make a study of you, +too, Mrs. Haney, if you'll permit. I can bring my canvas in here and +work with Joe, so that it needn't be any trouble to you." + +Bertha, her wealth still new upon her, had no suspicion of the motives +of those who addressed her, was deeply flattered by this request, and as +Moss made no objection, she consented. + +The only thing that troubled Moss was her growing tendency to lapse into +troubled thought. "Remember, now, you're the crocus, the first violet, +or something like that--not the last rose of summer. Don't think, don't +droop! There, that's right! What have you to think or droop about? When +you're as old and blase as Humiston there, you'll have a right to ponder +the mysteries, but not now. You and I are young, thank God!" + +Humiston was dabbling at his small canvas swiftly, lightly, as unmoved +by his fellow-artist as if his voice were the wind in the casement. He +was a tall, sickly looking man with grizzled hair, and pale, deeply +lined face. He was fresh from Paris with a small exhibition of his +pictures, which were very advanced, as Mrs. Moss privately explained to +Bertha. "And he's rather bitter against Americans because they don't +appreciate his work. But Joe asks: 'Why should they?' They're +undemocratic--little high-keyed 'precious' bits; pictures for other +artists, not real paintings, or they are unacceptable otherwise. He's a +wonderful technician, though, and he'll make an exquisite sketch of +you." + +The Western girl-wife was completely fascinated by this small, dusky, +dim, and richly colored heart of the fierce and terrible city whose +material bulk alone is known to the world. To go from the crash and roar +of the savage streets into this studio was like climbing from the level +of the water in the Black Canon to the sunlit, grassy peaks where the +Indian pink blossoms in silence. She was of the aspiring nature. She had +commonly played with children older than herself. She had read books she +could not understand. She had always reached upward, and here she found +herself surrounded by men and women who excited her imagination as +Congdon had done. They helped her forget the doubt of herself and her +future, which was gnawing almost ceaselessly in her brain, and she was +sorry when Moss said to her: "Come in once more, to-morrow, and see me +do the real sculptor's act. No, don't look at it" (he flung a cloth over +his work); "you may look at it to-morrow." + +"May I see my picture?" she asked of Humiston. + +He turned the easel towards her without a word. + +"Good work!" cried Moss. + +Mrs. Moss came from her dark corner. "I knew you'd do something +exquisite." + +Bertha looked at it in silence. It was as lovely in color as a flower, a +dream-girl, not Bertha Haney. And at last she said: "It's fine, but it +isn't me." + +Humiston broke forth almost violently. "Of course it isn't you; it's the +way you look to me. I never paint people as they look to themselves nor +to their friends. I am painting my impression of you." + +"Do you really see me like that?" she both asked and exclaimed. And at +the moment she was more moving than she had ever been before, and +Humiston, in a voice of anguish, cried: + +"My God, why didn't I do her like that?" And he fell to coughing so +violently that Bertha shuddered. + +Moss defended himself. "I couldn't do her in _all_ her fine poses," he +complained. "I had to select. Why didn't you do her that way yourself?" + +The painter put his short-hand sketch away with a sigh. "If you venture +as far as New York, I hope you and the Captain will visit my studio," he +said. + +With no suspicion of being passed from hand to hand, she promised to +send him her address, and said: "I'd like to see the pictures you have +here." + +Moss became abusive. "Now see here, Jerry, I can't let you take Mrs. +Haney to that show of yours. I'll go myself to point out their weak +points." + +"I know their weak points a bloody sight better than you do," answered +Humiston, readily. + +"If you do you don't speak of 'em." + +"Why should I? You don't call out the defects of your 'hardware,' do +you?" + +Mrs. Moss interposed. "That's just what he does do, and it hurts trade. +I think I'll take Mrs. Haney over to see the pictures myself." + +Humiston brightened. "Very well; but you must all lunch with me. You're +about the only civilized people I know in this crazy town, and I need +you." + +"No," said Bertha. "It's our treat. You all come over and eat with us." + +Haney, who had been keeping in the background, now came forward. "I +second that motion," he heartily said. "We don't get a chance every day +to feed a bunch of artists." + +"You can have that pleasure any day here," said Moss. "Our noses are +always over the bars, waiting." + +When she emerged from the gallery an hour later Bertha enjoyed an +exalted sense of having been carried through some upper, serener world, +where business, politics, and fashion had little place. It was "only a +dip," as Mrs. Moss said--just to show the way; but it set the girl's +brain astir with half-formed, disconnected aspirations. Only as she +re-entered the hotel (the centre of obsequious servants) did she become +again the wife of Marshall Haney, and Mrs. Moss, noting the eager +attention of the waiters, was amazed and delighted at the look of calm +command which came over the girl's face. + +"Art is fine and sweet as a side issue," said Julia to her husband, as +they were going in, "but money makes the porters jump." + +Bertha, composed and serious, seated her guests at a table which had +been reserved for her near a window and charmingly decorated with +flowers. She put Moss at her left hand and Humiston at her right, and as +the Eastern man settled into place, he said: "Really, now, this isn't so +bad." His experienced eye had noted the swift flocking of the waiters, +and with cynical amusement he commented upon it. "These people must +_smell_ of money!" and in his heart acknowledged that he and Moss were +not so very different from the servitors, after all. "They're out for +tens, we're after thousands; that's the main point of difference." + +Bertha, once the cutlets were served, was able to give attention to the +talk--Humiston's talk (he was celebrated as a monologist), for he had +resumed the discussion into which he and Moss had fallen. "I don't +believe in helping people to study art. I don't believe in charity. This +interfering with the laws of the universe that kill off the crippled and +the weakly is pure sentimentalism that will fill the world with +deformed, diseased, and incapable persons." + +"You're a vile reactionary!" cried Moss. + +"I am not--I'm for the future. I want to see the world full of beauty." + +"Physical beauty?" + +"Yes, physical beauty. I want to see vice and crime and crooked limbs +and low brows die out--not perpetuated. I believe in educating the +people to the lovely in line and color." + +As he pursued this line of inexorable argument Bertha looked at him in +wonder. Did he mean what he said? His burning eyes seemed sincere--and +yet he did not fail to accept a second helping of the mushrooms. There +was power in the man. He pushed the walls of her intellectual world very +wide apart. He came from a strange, chaotic region--from a land where +ordinary modes and motives seemed lost or perverted. He took a delight +in shocking them all. Morality was a convention--a hypocritic agreement +on the part of the few to reserve freedom to themselves at the expense +of the many. "Art is impossible to little people, to those who starve +the big side of their nature, for fear of Mrs. Grundy. Look at the real +people--Rachel, Wagner, Turner, Bernhardt, and a thousand others. Were +they bound by the marriage laws? What will these crowds of tiny men and +petty women do who come from the country parlors and corn-shocks of the +West? They will puddle around a little while, paint and muddle a few +petty things, then marry and go back to the ironing-board and the furrow +where they belong. What's the matter with American art? It's too cursed +normal, that's what. It's too neat and sweet and restrained--no license, +no "go" to it. What's the matter with you, to be personal?" + +"Too well balanced." + +"Precisely. You _talk_ like a man of power, but model like a cursed +niggling prude. You're bitten with the new madness. You're the Bryan of +art. 'The dear people' is your cry. Damn the people! They don't know a +good thing when they see it. Why consider the millions? Consider the +few, those who have the taste and the dollars. That's the way all the +big men of the past had to do. Look at Rubens and Michael Angelo and +Titian--all the big bunch; they were all frank, gross feeders, lovers of +beauty, defiant of conventions." + +He had forgotten where he sat, but he was not neglecting his hostess. He +took a satanic satisfaction in seeing her lovely eyes widen and glow as +he went on. Subtly flattering her by including her among the very few +who could understand his ideals, he seemed to draw her apart to his +side--appealing to her for support against the coarse and foolish hosts +represented by the Mosses, while Marshall Haney sat in a kind of stupor, +his eyes alone speaking, as if to ask: "What the divil is the little man +with the cough so hot about?" + +Moss, accustomed to Humiston's savage diatribes, roared out objections +or laughed him to scorn, while Mrs. Moss tried her best to turn the mad +artist's mind upon more suitable subjects. He had been deeply hurt and +financially distressed by the failure of his exhibits in Pittsburg and +Chicago, and was now taking it out on his friends. His passion, his +bitter, vengeful cry against the ignorant masses of the world was +something Bertha had read about, but never felt; but she quivered now +with the half-disclosed fury of the disappointed austere soul. + +Could it be possible that this savage man, so worn and ill, had painted +those dim, vague pictures of flower-like girls whose limbs were involved +in blossoming vines? + +He concluded at last: "The only place in the world to-day for an artist +is Paris. In no other city can he live his own life in frank fulness, +and find patrons who see the subtlest meaning of a line." + +Bertha was tired of all this--mentally weary and confused; and she felt +very grateful to Mrs. Moss, who came to the rescue the moment Humiston +paused. + +"There, Mrs. Haney, that is the end of Professor Jerry Spoopendyke's +lecture on the undesirability of America as a place of residence--_for +him_. Of course, he don't mind selling his pictures just to enlighten +our night of ignorance, but as for going to Sunday-school or keeping the +decalogue, that's our job." + +Humiston had the grace to smile. "I beg your pardon, Mrs. Haney, I have +been a fool. But that monkey over there--Joe Moss--provoked me with his +accursed heresies about the democracy of art. Art has no democracy, and +democracy will never have an art--" + +"There, there!" warned Moss, "you said all that before." + +The painter wrenched himself away and turned to Bertha. "You _are_ +coming to New York, Mrs. Haney?" + +"I don't know," she said. "We may." + +"If you do, don't fail to let me know. I would like to see you." + +"All right," said Bertha, "I'll send you a line." And her frank smile +made him sorry to say good-bye even for the day. + +As Mart was going up the elevator he sighed and said: "It takes all +kinds of people to make up a world--Mr. Hummockstone is wan of the +t'others. He has a grouch agin the universe. Sure but he's been housin' +a gnawin' serpent. How 'twill all end I dunno." + +When alone in her room, Bertha's mind again reverted to Ben Fordyce. As +she compared him with Humiston, he seemed handsomer and more boyishly +frank than ever. What did Joe Moss mean by calling Mr. Humiston "blase." +She had seen that word in novels and it always meant something wicked. +How could this weary, sick man be wicked? She pitied him and wished to +help him. "Why should he take so much interest in me? He don't have to. +Of course the Mosses are nice to me on Congdon's account, but why does +this great artist want me to come to his studio in New York? He talks +poor, so maybe he wants me to buy some of his pictures." That her money +was a lure for wasps she did not yet realize. That the waiters and +clerks buzzed round her because she was rich, she knew; but that these +men, who talked of beauty and the higher life, could flatter her with +attentions with a base motive was incredible. + +She was shrewd as her Yankee forbears, but she was also an idealist, and +these artist folk now seemed to her the highest types she had ever known +or was likely to know. She felt the mystery and the power in Humiston's +personality, and his bitter and rebellious, almost blasphemous, words +were counterpoised by his paintings, which she acknowledged to be +beautiful--too beautiful for her to comprehend. He looked like a man of +sorrow and weary of battle, and she longed to know more about him. When +he was not fierce he was melancholy; evidently his life had been a +failure. "Why shouldn't I buy some of his pictures?" she asked herself. + +Hitherto the answer to any such question had been, "Can we afford it?" +but now another and deeper query came in answer, like an echo: "Is it +right to spend Mart Haney's money? I am only his trained nurse, not his +wife," and she now knew that she could not be his wife. She shrank from +the weight of his hand, and each day made clearer the wide spaces of +years, of family, of ideals, which lay between them. The kiss Ben +Fordyce had pressed upon her lips had brought this revelation. But of +this she was not yet aware; she was only conscious of a growing dread of +the future. Her duties as his nurse were lightening. Lucius, indeed, now +took many of her tasks upon himself, and she no longer helped him with +his shoes or coat, and, what was still more significant, she could not +calmly think of going back to these wifely services. + +She dwelt treacherously on Haney's own admission: that she had been in a +sense entrapped. He had believed himself a dying man at the time, and +she had been too excited, too exalted by the lurid romance of the scene +to be clear about anything save the wish and the will to save him; and +now she knew that at bottom of all her willingness to serve him lay the +consciousness that he was on his death-bed. Afterwards he had been to +her only a big-hearted, generous friend, in need of love and +companionship. This understanding had made it easy for her to prepare +his meals, to help him, as a nurse would help him, to dress and undress. +She had lost all of the fear and much of the admiration in which she +used to greet him as he swung into the office of her little hotel. He +had become to her an invalid, a child to be jollied and humored, and yet +respected; for no one could have been kinder or more scrupulously just +than he. And it was the recollection of all his acts of self-sacrifice +and loving patience which gave her assurance that he would never require +obedience, though he might sue for it. + +Her danger lay in herself. "If he _does_ ask me to be his real +wife--then I must either agree or leave. It won't be right for me to +take all these benefits unless--" + +And with this thought, the big house in the Springs, the sleek horses, +their shining carriages, the auto-car, her dresses, the service of the +big hotel, and the consideration her husband's money gave to her, all +assumed a new and corrupting lustre. She was growing accustomed to +luxury and the thought of giving it up made her shiver like one who +faces a plunge into a dark night and an icy river. Besides, her +sacrifice would involve others. Her mother, her brother, were already +roundly ensnared in Mart's bounty. + +Her head was aching with it all, when a comforting thought came to her. +It was not necessary to decide it at that moment, and with a sigh of +relief she threw it aside and sat down to write a letter to her mother. + +"I ought to have written before, but I've been jumped right into the +middle of things here. The letters Frank Congdon gave me took me into an +artistic bunch about as gay and queer as Frank is, but they've been +mighty nice to me. I've been setting for my bust to Mr. Moss, who is a +sculptor. He has a big studio clear on the top of one of the tallest +blocks here and has some dandy lamps and things. I've bought some to +bring back. I met a Mr. Humiston there from New York, and he made a +sketch of me--wants me to see his studio in New York. I don't know +whether I'll go on or let Mart go with Lucius. Lucius is all right--I +don't see how I got on without him. He knows everything. I wish I had +half the education he's got. He's up on all the society ways and puts me +on. For instance, he told me the nice thing would be to give a dinner to +this artist push and to the people that Dorothy give me a letter to, and +I'm going to do it. Lucius will look out for the whole thing. You should +see the way the waiters tend. I reckon Lucius has told 'em we're made of +money. I'm afraid we're getting spoilt, Muzz. It would be pretty tough +to go back to the hotel now, wouldn't it? + +"We went to see Mart's sister, Fanny. Her house was a sight. It was +clean enough, but littered--well, litter is no name for it--but she's a +good old thing and so is McArdle. He sat and looked at us the whole time +like a turkey blind in one eye--never said a word the whole time but +'pass the p-taties.' I liked him though. He's a kind of sculptor, +too--makes patterns for all these little acorns and leaves and +do-funnies on stoves. They've got forty-'leven children and need help +and I'm perfectly willing Mart should help 'em. We're looking up houses +now. He's going to buy a place for 'em on the west side. Wednesday night +I went to see the Doctor Brents, Dorothy's friends. They had a +dinner--very nice, but they all kind o' sat 'round and waited for us to +perform. I guess they thought we were mountain lions. But they didn't +make much out o' me. They was one chap there with goggles who looked at +Mart like an undertaker. He's a scientific doctor--one of these fellers +that invent new ways of doing things. His name is Halliday. I liked Dr. +Brent pretty well--but Mrs. Brent only so-so. The doctor wants to +'dagnose' Mart's case--says it won't cost a cent. We all went to a show +at night and the Captain was just about petered to a point. He's better +though. The lower altitude helps his circulation. I guess his heart _is_ +affected. He's afraid now he won't ever be able to go back to the mines. +He wants to slide on to New York and see his father and wants me to +go--but I'd rather come home--I'm homesick for the hills. They're nice +to me here--but I want to see the old Peak once more. Tell" (here she +wrote "Ben" and blotted it) "tell Mr. Fordyce that we're all right and +to keep us posted every day. We see by the papers that the mine-owners +are going to throw the unions out of business. If they try that they'll +be war again. We'll be home soon--or at least I will. I'm getting +home-sicker every minute as I write." + +She added a postscript. "Don't show my letters to _any one_. I wish I'd +'a' had a little more schooling." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +THE FARTHER EAST + + +Haney visibly brightened as the days went by, and took long rides in his +auto, sometimes with Bertha, sometimes alone with Lucius, and now and +then with some old acquaintance, who, having seen his name in the paper, +ventured to call. They were not very savory characters, to tell the +truth, and he did not always introduce them to Bertha, but as his health +improved he called upon a few of the more reputable of them, +billiard-table agents, and the like of that, and to these proudly +exhibited his wife. + +Bertha had hitherto accepted this with boyish tolerance, but now it +irritated her. Some of these visitors presumed on her husband's past and +treated her with a certain freedom of tone and looseness of tongue which +made plain even to her unsuspecting nature that they put no high value +on her virtue--in fact, one fellow went so far as to facetiously ask, +"Where did Mart find you? Are there any more out there?" And she felt +the insult, though she did not know how to resent it. + +Haney, so astute in many things, saw nothing out of the way in this +off-hand treatment of his wife. He would have killed the man who dared +to touch her, and yet he stood smilingly by while some chance +acquaintance treated her as if she had been picked out of a Denver +gutter. This threw Bertha upon her own defence, and at last she made +even impudence humble itself. She carried herself like a young warrior, +sure of her power and quick of defence. + +She refused to invite her husband's friends to lunch, and the first real +argument she had thus far held with him came about in this way. She +said, "Yes, you can ask Mr. Black or Mr. Brown to dinner, but I won't +set at the same table with them." + +"Why not?" he asked. + +"Because they're not the kind of men I want to eat with," she bluntly +replied. "They're just a little too coarse for me." + +"They're good business men and have fine homes--" + +"Do they invite you to their homes?" + +"They do not," he admitted, "but they may--after our dinner." + +"Lucius says it's their business to lead out--and he knows. I don't mind +your lunching these dubs every day if you want to, but I keep clear of +'em. I tell you those!" + +And so it fell out that while she was going about with the Mosses and +their kind, Mart was explaining to Black and Brown that his wife "was a +little shy." "You see she grew up in the hills like a doe antelope, and +it's hard for her to get wonted to the noise of a great city," he +laboriously set forth, but at heart he did not blame her. He was coming +to find them a little "coarse" himself. + +Humiston was deeply enthralled by Bertha's odd speech, her beauty, her +calm use of money, and lingered on day by day, spending nearly all his +time at Moss's studio or at the hotel, seeking Mrs. Haney's company. He +had never met her like, and confessed as much to Moss, who jocularly +retorted: "That's saying a good deal--for you've seen quite a few." + +Humiston ignored this thrust. "She has beauty, imagination, and immense +possibilities. She don't know herself. When she wakes up to her power, +then look out! She can't go on long with this old, worn-out gambler." + +"Oh, Haney isn't such a beast as you make him out. Bertha told me he had +never crossed her will. He's really very kind and generous." + +"That may be true, and yet he's a mill-stone about her neck. It's a +shame--a waste of beauty--for the girl is a beauty." + +It was with a sense of relief that Moss heard Bertha say to his wife: "I +guess I've had enough of this. It's me to the high ground to-morrow." + +"Aren't you going on to the metropolis?" + +"I don't think it. I'm hungry for the peaks--and, besides, our horses +need exercise. I think I'll pull out for the West to-morrow and leave +the Captain and Lucius to go East together. I don't believe I need New +York." + +To this arrangement Haney reluctantly consented. "You're missin' a whole +lot, Bertie. I don't feel right in goin' on to Babylon without ye. I +reckon you'd better reconsider the motion. However, I'll not be gone +long, and if I find the old Dad hearty I may bring him home with me. +He's liable to be livin' with John Donahue. Charles said he was a +shiffless whelp, and there's no telling how he's treating the old man. +Anyhow, I'll let you know." + +She relented a little. "Ma'be I ought to go. I hate to see you starting +off alone." + +"Sure now! don't ye worry, darling. Lucius is handy as a bootjack, and +we'll get along fine. Besides, I may come back immegitly, for them +mine-owners are cooking a hell-broth for us all. Havin' a governor on +their side now, they must set out to show their power." + +Ben kept them supplied with home papers, and as Bertha took up one of +these journals she found herself played upon by familiar forms and +faces. The very names of the streets were an appeal. She saw herself +sporting with her hounds, riding with Fordyce over the flowery Mesa, or +facing him in his sun-bright office discussing the world's events and +deciding upon their own policies and expenditures. She grew very +homesick as these pleasant, familiar pictures freshened in her vision, +and her faith in Ben's honesty and essential goodness came back to her. +Moreover her mind was not at rest regarding Haney; much as she longed to +go home, she felt it her duty to remain with him, and as she lay in her +bed she thought of him with much the same pity a daughter feels for a +disabled father. "He's given me a whole lot--I ought to stay by him." + +She admitted also a flutter of fear at thought of meeting Ben Fordyce +alone, and this unformulated distrust of herself decided her at last to +go on with Mart and to have him for shield and armor when she returned +to the Springs. + +There are certain ways in which books instruct women--and men, too, for +that matter--but there are other and more vital processes in which only +experience (individual or inherited) teaches. In her desultory reading, +little Mrs. Haney, like every other citizen, had taken imaginative part +in many murders, seductions, and marital infidelities; and yet the +motives for such deeds had never before seemed human. Now the dark +places in the divorce trials, the obscure charges in the testimony of +deserted wives, were suddenly illumined. She realized how easy it would +be to make trouble between Mart and herself. She understood the stain +those strangers in the car could put upon her, and she trembled at the +mere thought of Mart's inquiring eyes when he should know of it. Why +should he know of it? It was all over and done with. There was only one +thing to do--forget it. + +Surely life was growing complex. With bewildering swiftness the +experiences of a woman of the world were advancing upon her, and she, +with no brother or father to be her guard, or friend to give her +character, with a husband whose very name and face were injuries, was +finding men in the centres of culture quite as predatory as among the +hills, where Mart Haney's fame still made his glance a warning. These +few weeks in Chicago had added a year to her development, but she dared +not face Ben Fordyce alone--not just yet--not till her mind had cleared. + +In the midst of her doubt of herself and of him a message came which +made all other news of no account. He was on his way to Chicago to +consult Mart (so the words ran), but in her soul she knew he was coming +to see her. Was it to test her? Had he taken silence for consent? Was he +about to try her faith in him and her loyalty to her husband? + +His telegram read: "Coming on important business." That might mean +concerning the mine--on the surface; but beneath ran something more +vital to them both than any mine or labor war, something which developed +in the girl both fear and wonder--fear of the power that came from his +eyes, wonder of the world his love had already opened to her. What was +the meaning of this mad, sweet riot of the blood--this forgetfulness of +all the rest of the world--this longing which was both pleasure and +pain, doubt and delight, which turned her face to the West as though +through a long, shining vista she saw love's messenger speeding towards +her? + +Sleep kept afar, and she lay restlessly turning till long after +midnight, and when she slept she dreamed, not of him, but of Sibley and +her mother and the toil-filled, untroubled days of her girlhood. She +rose early next morning and awaited his coming with more of physical +weakness as well as of uncertainty of mind than she had ever known +before. + +Haney was also up and about, an hour ahead of his schedule, sure that +Ben's business concerned the mine. "It's the labor war breaking out +again," he repeated. "I feel it in my bones. If it is, back I go, for +the boys will be nading me." + +They went to the station in their auto-car, but, at Bertha's suggestion, +Mart sent Lucius in to meet their attorney and to direct him where to +find them. The young wife had a feeling that to await him at the gate +might give him a false notion of her purpose. She grew faint and her +throat contracted as if a strong hand clutched it as she saw his tall +form advancing, but almost instantly his frank and eager face, his clear +glance, his simple and cordial greeting disarmed her, transmuted her +half-shaped doubts into golden faith. He was true and good--of that she +was completely reassured. Her spirits soared, and the glow came back to +her cheek. + +Fordyce, looking up at her, was filled with astonishment at the picture +of grace and ease which she presented, as she leaned to take his hand. +She shone, unmistakable mistress of the car, while Haney filled the role +of trusted Irish coachman. + +As he climbed in, the young lawyer remarked merrily, "I don't know +whether I approve of this extravagance or not." He tapped the car door. + +"It's mighty handy for the Captain," she replied. "You see he can't get +round in the street-cars very well, and he says this is cheaper than +cabs in the long run." + +"It has never proved economical to me; but it _is_ handy," he answered, +with admiration of her growing mastery of wealth. + +And so with something fiercely beating in their hearts these youthful +warriors struggled to be true to others--fighting against themselves as +against domestic traitors, while they talked of the mine, the state +judiciary, the operators, and the unions. Their words were impersonal, +prosaic of association, but their eyes spoke of love as the diamond +speaks of light. Ben's voice, carefully controlled, was vibrant with the +poetry that comes but once in the life of a man, and she listened in +that perfect content which makes gold and glory but the decorations of +the palace where adoration dwells. + +The great, smoky, thunderous city somehow added to the sweetness of the +meeting--made it the more precious, like a song in a tempest. It seemed +to Ben Fordyce as if he had never really lived before. The very need of +concealment gave his unspoken passion a singular quality--a tang of the +wilding, the danger-some, which his intimacy with Alice had never +possessed. + +The Haneys' suite of rooms at the hotel called for comment. "Surely +Haney is feeling the power of money--but why not; who has a better right +to lovely things than Bertha?" Then aloud he repeated: "How well you're +looking--both of you! City life agrees with you. I never saw you look so +well." + +This remark, innocent on its surface, brought self-consciousness to +Bertha, for the light of his glance expressed more than admiration; and +even as they stood facing each other, alive to the same disturbing +flush, Lucius called Haney from the room, leaving them alone together. +The moment of Ben's trial had come. + +For a few seconds the young wife waited in breathless silence for him to +speak, a sense of her own wordlessness lying like a weight upon her. +Into the cloud of her confusion his voice came bringing confidence and +calm. "I feel that you have forgiven me--your eyes seem to say so. I +couldn't blame you if you despised me. I won't say my feeling has +changed, for it hasn't. It may be wrong to say so--it is wrong, but I +can't help it. Please tell me that you forgive me. I will be happier if +you do, and I will never offend again." His accent was at once softly +pleading and manly, and, as she raised her eyes to his in restored +self-confidence, she murmured a quaint, short, reassuring phrase: "Oh, +that's all right!" Her glance, so shy, so appealing, united to the +half-humorous words of her reply, were so surely of the Mountain-West +that Ben was quite swept from the high ground of his resolution, and his +hands leaped towards her with an almost irresistible embracing impulse. +"You sweet girl!" he exclaimed. + +"Don't!" she said, starting back in alarm--"don't!" + +His face changed instantly, the clear candor of his voice reassured her. +"Don't be afraid. I mean what I said. You need have no fear that I--that +my offence will be repeated;" then, with intent to demonstrate his +self-command, he abruptly changed the subject. "The Congdons sent their +love to you, and Miss Franklin commissioned me to tell you that she will +give you all her time next summer--if you wish her to do so." + +She was glad of this message and added: "I need her, sure thing. Every +day I spend here makes me seem like Mary Ann--I don't see how people can +talk as smooth as they do. I'm crazy to get to school again and make up +for lost time. Joe Moss makes me feel like a lead quarter. Being here +with all these nice people and not able to talk with them is no fun. +Couldn't I whirl in and go to school somewhere back here?" + +"Oh no, that isn't necessary. You are getting your education by +association--you are improving very fast." + +Her face lighted up. "Am I? Do you mean it?" + +"I do mean it. No one would know--to see you here--that you had not +enjoyed all the advantages." + +"Oh yes, but I'm such a bluff. When I open my mouth they all begin to +grin. They're onto my game all right." + +He smiled. "That's because of your picturesque phrases--they like to +hear you speak. I assure you no one would think of calling you awkward +or--or lacking in--in charm." + +Haney's return cut short this defensive dialogue, and with a sense of +relief Bertha retreated--almost fled to her room--leaving the two men to +discuss their business. + +At the moment she had no wish to participate in a labor controversy. She +was entirely the woman at last, roused to the overpowering value of her +own inheritance. Her desire to manage, to calculate, to plan her +husband's affairs was gone, and in its place was a willingness to +submit, a wish for protection which she had not hitherto acknowledged. +She brooded for a time on Ben's words, then hurriedly began to +dress--with illogical desire to make herself beautiful in his eyes. As +she re-entered the room she caught Haney's repeated declaration--"I will +be loyal to the men"--and Ben's reply. + +"Very well, I'll go back and do the best I can to keep them in line, but +Williams says the governor is entirely on the side of the +mine-operators." + +"Does he?" retorted Haney. "Well, you say to the governor that Mart +Haney was a gambler and saloon-keeper during the other 'war,' and now +that he's a mine-owner, with money to hire a regiment of deppyties, his +heart is with the red-neckers--just where it was. Owning a paying mine +has not changed me heart to a stone." + +Ben, as well as Bertha, understood the pride he took in not whiffling +with the shift of wind, but at the same time he considered it a foolish +kind of loyalty. "Very well, I'll take the six-o'clock train to-night in +order to be on hand." + +"What's the rush?" said Haney; "stay on a day or two and see the town +with us--'tis a great show." + +Bertha, re-entering at this moment in her shining gown, put the young +attorney's Spartan resolution to rout. He stammered: "I ought to be on +the ground before the mine-owners begin to open fire, and, +besides--Alice is not very well." + +At the mention of Alice's name Bertha's glance wavered and her eyelids +fell. She did not urge him to stay, and Haney spoke up, heartily: "I'm +sorry to hear she's not well. She was pretty as a rose the night of the +dinner." + +"She lives on her nerves," Ben replied, falling into sadness. "One day +she's up in the clouds and dancing, the next she's flat in her bed in a +darkened room unwilling to see anybody." + +"'Tis the way of the White Death," thought Haney, but he spoke +hopefully: "Well, spring is here and a long summer before her--she'll be +herself against October." + +"I trust so," said Ben, but Bertha could see that he was losing hope and +that his life was being darkened by the presence of the death angel. + +Haney changed the current of all their thinking by saying to Bertha: "If +you are minded to go home, now is your chance, acushla. You can return +with Mr. Fordyce, while Lucius and I go on to New York the morning." + +"No, no!" she cried out in a panic. "No, I am going with you--I want to +see New York myself," she added, in justification. The thought of the +long journey with Ben Fordyce filled her with a kind of terror, a +feeling she had never known before. She needed protection against +herself. + +"Very well," said Haney, "that's settled. Now let's show Mr. Fordyce the +town." + +Ben put aside his doubt and went forth with them, resolute to make a +merry day of it. He seemed to regain all his care-free temper, but +Bertha remained uneasy and at times abnormally distraught. She spoke +with effort and listened badly, so busily was she wrought upon by +unbidden thoughts. The question of her lover's disloyalty to Alice +Heath, strange to say, had not hitherto troubled her--so selfishly, so +childishly had her own relationship to him filled her mind. She now saw +that Alice Heath was as deeply concerned in Ben's relationship to her as +Haney, and the picture of the poor, pale, despairing lady, worn with +weeping, persistently came between her and the scenes Mart pointed out +on their trips about the city. Did Alice know--did she suspect? Was that +why she was sinking lower and lower into the shadow? + +With these questions to be answered, as well as those she had already +put to herself concerning Mart, she could not enjoy the day's outing. +She rode through the parks with cold hands and white lips, and sat amid +the color and bustle and light of the dining-room with only spasmodic +return of her humorous, girlish self. The love which shone from Ben's +admiring eyes only added to her uneasiness. + +She was very lovely in a new gown that disclosed her firm, rounded young +bosom, like a rosebud within its calyx--the distraction upon her brow +somehow adding to the charm of her face--and Ben thought her the most +wonderful girl he had ever known, so outwardly at ease and in command +was she. "Could any one," he thought, "be more swiftly adaptable?" + +They went to the theatre, and her beauty and her curiously unsmiling +face aroused the admiration and curiosity of many others of those who +saw her. At last, under the influence of the music, her eyes lost their +shadow and grew tender and wistful. She ceased to question herself and +gave herself up to the joy of the moment. The play and the +melody--hackneyed to many of those present--appealed to her imagination, +liberating her from the earth and all its concerns. She turned to Ben +with eyes of rapture, saying, "Isn't it lovely!" + +And he, to whom the music was outworn and a little shoddy, instantly +agreed. "Yes, it is very beautiful," and he meant it, for her pleasure +in it brought back a knowledge of the charm it had once possessed. + +They dined together at the hotel, but the thought of Ben's departure +brought a pang into Bertha's heart, and she fell back into her uneasy, +distracted musing. She was being tempted, through her husband, who +repeated with the half-forgetfulness of age and weakness, "You'd better +go back with Mr. Fordyce, Bertie," but there was something stronger than +her individual will in her reply--some racial resolution which came down +the line of her good ancestry, and with almost angry outcry she +answered: + +"There's no use talking that! I'm going with you," and with this she +ended the outward siege, but the inward battle was not closed till she +had taken and dropped the hand her lover held out in parting next +morning, and even then she turned away, with his eyes and the tender +cadences of his voice imprinted so vividly on her memory that she could +not banish them, and she set face towards the farther East with the +contest of duty and desire still going forward in her blood. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +BERTHA MEETS MANHATTAN + + +It was a green land in which she woke. The leaves were just putting +forth their feathery fronds of foliage, and the shorn lawns, the waving +floods of growing wheat, and the smooth slopes of pastures presented +pleasant pictures to the mountain-born girl. These thickly peopled +farm-lands, the almost contiguous villages, the constant passing of +trains roused in her a surprise and wonder which left her silent. Such +weight of human life, such swarming populations, appalled her. How did +they all live? + +At breakfast Haney was in unusual flow of spirits. "'Twas here I rode +the trucks of a freight-car," he said once and again. "In this town I +slept all night on a bench in the depot.... I know every tie from here +to Syracuse. I wonder is the station agent living yet. 'Twould warm me +heart to toss him out ten dollars for that night's lodging. Them was the +great days! In Syracuse I worked for a livery-stableman as hostler, and +I would have gone hungry but for the scullion Maggie. Cross-eyed was +Maggie, but her heart beat warm for the lad in the loft, and many's the +plates of beef and bowls of hot soup she handed to me--poor girl! I'd +like to know where she is; had I the power of locomotion I'd look her +up, too." + +Again Bertha was brought face to face with the great sacrifice she was +obscurely contemplating. The magic potency of money was brought before +her eyes as she contrasted the ragged, homeless boy with the man who sat +beside her. The fact that he had not earned the money only made its +magic the more clearly inherent in the gold itself. It panoplied the +thief's carriage. It made dwarfs admirable, and gave dignity and honor +to the lowly. It made it possible for Marshall Haney to retrace in royal +splendor the perilous and painful journey he had made into the West some +thirty years ago--rewarding with regal generosity those who threw him a +broken steak or a half-eaten roll--and she could imaginatively enter +into the exquisite pleasure this largess gave the man. + +"And there was Father McBreen," he resumed, with a chuckle--"'sure the +mark of Satan is on the b'y,' he used to say every time my mother told +him of one of my divilments. And he was right. All the same, I'd like to +drop in on him and surprise him with a check"--at the moment he forgot +that he was old and a cripple--"just to let him know the divil hadn't +claimed me yet. I'd like to show him me wife." He put his hand on her +arm and smiled. "Sure the old man would revise his prediction could he +see you; he might say the divil had got _you_--but he couldn't pity +me." + +She turned him aside from this by saying: "I reckon New York is a great +deal bigger than Chicago. Mr. Moss says it makes any other town seem +like a county seat. I'm dead leery of it. I want to see it, but it just +naturally locoes me to think of it." + +"'Tis the only place to spend money--so the boys tell me. I've never +been there but once, and then only for three days. I went on to get a +man when I was sheriff in San Juan. I saw it then mostly as a wonderful +fine swamp to lose a thief in." + +"Did you get your man?" she asked, with formal interest. + +"I did so--and nearly died for want of sleep on the way home; he was a +desprit character, was black Hosay; but I linked him to me arm and tuck +chances." + +Once she had listened to these stories with eager interest; now they +were but empty boasting--so deeply inwrought was her soul with matters +that more nearly concerned her woman's need and woman's nature. The +potency of gold!--could any magic be greater? They lived like folk in a +flying palace (with books and papers, easy-chairs and card-tables), +eating carefully cooked meals, served by attendants as considerate and +as constant as those at their own fireside. The broad windows gave +streaming panorama of town and country, hill and river, and the young +wife accepted it all with the haughty air of one who is wearied with +splendor, but inwardly the knowledge that it all came to Haney (as to +her) unearned troubled her. Luck was his God, but she, while accepting +from him these marvellous, shining gifts, had another God--one derived +from her Saxon ancestors, one to whom luxury was akin to harlotry. + +They left the train at Albany and went to the best hotel in the city to +spend the night. "To-morrow I'll see if I can find anybody who knows +where the old dad is," said Haney. "'Tis too late, and I'm too weary to +do it to-night." + +Bertha was tired, too--mentally wearied, and glad of a chance to be +alone. She went at once to her room, leaving the Captain and Lucius busy +with the Troy directory. + +Haney set about his search next day with the eager zeal of a lad. He +took an almost childish pleasure in displaying his good-fortune. Through +Lucius he hired an auto-car as good as the one he had left in Chicago, +and together he and Bertha rode into his native town, up into the bleak, +brick-paved ward through which he had roamed when a cub. It had changed, +of course, as all things American must, but it was so much the same, +after all, that he could point out the alleys where he used to toss +pennies and play cards and fight. Every corner was historic to him. +"Phil O'Brien used to keep saloon here--and I've earned many a dime +sweepin' out for his barkeeper. I was never a drunken lad," he gravely +said; "I don't know why--I had all the chance there was. I've been +moderate of drink all me life. No, I won't say that--I'll say I tuck it +as it came, with no fear and no favor. When playin', I always let it +alone--it spiled me nerve--I let the other felly do the drinkin'." + +Some of the signs were unchanged, and he sent Lucius in to ask the +proprietor of the "Hoosac Market" to step out; and when he appeared, a +plump man with close-clipped gray hair and smoothly shaven face, he +shouted, "'Tis old Otto--just the man I nade. Howdy, Otto Siegel?" + +Siegel shaded his eyes and looked up at Haney. "You haff the edventege +off me alretty." + +"I'm Mart Haney--you remember Mart Haney." + +Siegel grasped the situation. "Sure! Vy, how you vass dis dime, eh! +Vell, vell--you gome pack in style, ain't it? Your daughter--yes?" + +"My wife," said Haney. + +Siegel raised a fat arm, which a dirty blue undershirt imperfectly +draped, and Bertha shook hands with curt politeness. "Vell, vell, Mart, +you must haff struck a cold-mine by now, hah?" + +"That's what." + +"Vell, vell! and I licked you fer hookin' apples off me vonce--aind dot +right?" + +Mart grinned. "I reckon that's so. I said I'd cut you in two when I grew +up; all boys say such things, but I reckon your whalin' did me good. But +what I want to know is this, can you tell me where to find the old man?" + +"Your fader? He's in Brooklyn--so I heart. I don't know. My, my! he'll +be clad to see you--" + +"You don't know his address?" + +"No, I heart he was livin' mit your sister Kate." + +"Donahue's in a saloon, I reckon." + +"Always. He tondt know nodding else. You can fint him in the +directory--Chon Donahue, barkeep." + +"All right. Much obleeged." Haney looked around. "I don't suppose any of +the boys are livin' here now?" + +"Von or two. Chake Schmidt iss a boliceman, Harry Sullivan iss in te +vater-vorks department, ant a few oders. Mostly dey are scattered; some +are teadt--many are teadt," he added, on second thought. + +"Well, good-luck," and Haney reached down to shake hands again, and the +machine began to whiz. "Tell all the boys 'How.'" + +For half an hour they ran about the streets at his direction, while he +talked on about his youthful joys and sorrows. "You wouldn't suppose a +lad could have any fun in such a place as this," he said, musingly, "but +I did. I was a careless, go-divil pup, and had a power of friends, and +these alleys and bare brick walls were the only play-ground we had. You +can't cheat a boy--he's goin' to have a good time if he has three grains +of corn in his belly and a place to sleep when he's tired. I was all +right till me old dad started to put me into the factory to work; then I +broke loose. I could work for an hour or two as hard as anny one; but a +whole long day--not for Mart! Right there I decided to emigrate and grow +up with the Injuns." + +Bertha listened to his musing comment with a new light upon his life. +She had little cause for the feeling of disgust which came to her while +studying the scenes of his boyhood--her own childhood had been almost as +humble, almost as cheerless--and yet she could not prevent a sinking at +the heart. The gambler, so picturesque in his wickedness, was becoming +commonplace. He rose from such petty conditions, after all. + +Thus far the question of his family relations had not troubled her very +much, for, aside from the chance coming of Charles, she had had little +opportunity of knowing anything about the Haneys, and they had seemed a +very long way off; but now, as she was rushing down upon New York City, +with the promise of not only finding the father, but of taking him back +with them to live, she began to doubt. His character was of the greatest +importance, in view of his taking a seat beside their fire. + +It was singular, it was bewildering, this change in her estimate of +Marshall Haney. The deeper he sank in reminiscent meditation the farther +he withdrew from the bold and splendid freebooter he had once seemed to +her. She was now unjust to him for he was still capable of what his kind +call "standing pat." The rough-and-ready borderman was still housed +under the same thatch of hair with the sentimental old Irishman, and yet +it would have sorely puzzled the keenest observer to discover the +relationship of that handsome, rather serious-browed, richly clothed +young woman and her big, elderly, garrulous companion. Bertha was not +easy to classify, in herself, for she gave out an air of reserve not +readily accounted for. She looked to be the well-clothed, carefully +reared American girl, but her gestures, the silent, unsmiling way in +which she received what was said to her--something indefinably alert and +self-masterful without being self-conscious--gave her a mysterious +charm. + +She was profoundly absorbed in the great, historic river on her right, +and yet she did not cry out as other girls of her age would have done. +She read her folder and kept vigilant eyes upon all the passing points +of interest--even as Haney rumbled on about Charles and his father and +Kate--more than half distraught by the vague recollections she had of +her school histories and geographies. How little she knew! "I must +buckle down to some kind of study," she repeatedly said to herself, as +if it helped her to a more inflexible resolution. + +Soon the mighty city and its fabled sea-shore began to scare her soul +with vague alarms and exultations. Manhattan was as remote to her as +London, and as splendidly alien as Paris. It was, indeed, both London +and Paris to her. Its millions of people appalled her. How could so many +folk live in one place? + +Again the magic power of money bucklered her. It was good to think that +they were to go to the best hotels, and that she had no need to trouble +herself about anything, for Lucius settled everything. He telegraphed +for rooms, he assembled all their baggage and tipped their porters: and +when they rushed into the long tunnel in Harlem he was free to take the +Captain by the arm and help him to the forward end of the car ready to +alight, leaving Bertha to follow without so much as a satchel to burden +her arm. Haney had accepted Lucius' assurance that the Park Palace was +the smart hostelry, and to this they drove as to some unknown inn in a +foreign capital. + +It was gorgeous enough to belong in the tale of Aladdin's lamp--a +palace, in very truth, with entrance-hall in keeping with the +glittering, roaring Avenue through which they drove, and which was to +Bertha quite as strange as a boulevard in Berlin would have been. Lucius +conducted them into the reception-room with an air of proprietorship, +and soon had waiters, maids and bell-boys "jumping." His management was +masterful. He knew just what time to give each man, and just how much to +say concerning his master and mistress. He conveyed to the clerk that +while Captain Haney didn't want any foolish display, he liked things +comfortable round him, and the colored man's tone, as he spoke that word +"comfortable," was far-reaching in effect. The best available places +were put at his command. + +Bertha accepted it all with cold impassivity; it was only a little +higher gloss, a little more glitter than they had suffered in Chicago; +and she was getting used to seeing men in braid and buttons "hustle" +when she came near. The suite of rooms to which they were conducted +looked out on Fifth Avenue, as Lucius proudly explained; and from their +windows he designated some of the houses of the millionaires who receive +the homage of the less rich (and of the very poor) which only nobility +can command in Europe. Bertha betrayed no eager interest in these +notables, but she was very deeply impressed by the far-famed Avenue, +which was already thickening with the daily five-o'clock parade of +carriages, auto-cars, and pedestrians. + +Lucius explained this custom, and said: "If you'd like to go out I'll +get a car." + +"Let's do it!" she exclaimed to Haney. + +"Sure! get one. These smell-wagons must have been invented for cripples +like me." + +Bertha took that ride in the spirit of one who never expects to do it +again, and so deeply did the city print itself upon her memory that she +was able to recall years afterwards a hundred of its glittering points, +angles, and facets. She felt herself up-borne by money. Without Haney's +bank-book she would have been merely one of those minute insects who +timidly sought to cross the street, and yet philosophers marvel at the +race men make for gold! So long as silken parasols and automobiles mad +with pride are keenly enjoyed, so long will Americans--and all others +who have them not--struggle for them; for they are not only the signs of +distinction and luxury, they are delights. A private car is not merely +display; it is comfort. To have a suite of rooms at the Park Palace is +not all show; it makes for homely ease, cleanliness, repose. And these +people riding imperiously to and fro in Fifth Avenue buy not merely +diamonds, but well-cooked food, warm and shining raiment, and freedom +from the scramble on the pave. + +Some understanding of all this was beating home to Bertha's head and +heart. She had as yet no keen desire for the glitter of wealth, but its +grateful shelter, its power to defend and nurture, were qualities which +had begun to make its lure almost irresistible. Haney liked the +auto-car, not for its red and gold (which delighted Lucius), but for its +handiness in taking him about the city. It saved him from climbing in +and out of a high car door; it was swifter and safer than a carriage; +therefore, he was ready to purchase its speed and convenience. He cared +little for the sensation he would create in riding up to his sister's +door in Brooklyn, though he chuckled mightily at the thought of what his +old dad would say; and as they claimed a place among the millionaires he +broke into a sly smile. "If ever a bog-trotter landed at Castle Garden, +me father was wan o' them. I can remember the hat he wore. 'Twas a +'stovepipe,' sure enough. It had no rim at all at all! It was fuzzy as a +cat. If he didn't have a green vest it was a wonder. He took me to see a +play once just to show me how he did look. He was onto his own curves, +was old dad. I hope he's livin' yet. I'd like to take him up the Avenue +in this car and hear the speel he'd put up." + +Bertha was in growing uneasiness, and when alone at the close of her +wonderful ride through this marvellous city, so clean, so vast, so +packed with stores of all things rich and beautiful, she went to her +room in a blur of doubt. Now that an unspoken, half-formed resolution to +free herself was in her mind, she realized that every extravagance like +this ride, these gorgeous rooms, sank her deeper into helpless +indebtedness to Marshall Haney. And this knowledge now took away the +keen edge of her delight, making her food bitter and her pillow hot. + +In the midst of her troubled thinking, Lucius knocked at the door to +ask: "Will you go down to dinner or shall I have it sent up?" + +"Oh no, I'll go down." + +"They dress for dinner, ma'am." + +"Do they? What'll I wear?" + +He considered a moment. "Any light silk--semi-dress will do. I'll send a +maid in to help you." + +"No, I don't need a maid. They're a nuisance," she quickly answered. + +Lucius' attitude towards her was more than respectful--it was paternal; +for she made no more secret of her early condition than Haney, and the +colored man enjoyed serving them. He seemed perfectly happy in advising, +cautioning, directing them, and was deeply impressed with their powers +of adaptability--was, in truth, developing a genuine affection for them +both. He was a lonely little man, Bertha had learned, with no near kin +in the States, and the fact that he came from an Island in the sea made +him less of a "nigger" to the Captain, who had the usual amount of +prejudice against both black and red men. + +The high-keyed, sumptuous dining-hall was filled with small tables +exquisitely furnished, and the carpets underfoot, thick-piled and +deep-toned, gave a singular solemnity to the function of eating. It was +a temple raised to the glory of terrapin and "alligator pears"; and as +the Captain moved slowly across the aisles, closely attended by a +zealous waiter he smiled and said to his wife: "This is a long ways from +Sibley and the Golden Eagle, Bertie, don't you think?" + +"It sure is," she replied, and her laughing lips and big pansy-purple +eyes made her seem very young and very gay again. + +Around her men and women in evening dress were feeding subduedly, while +bevies of hawklike waiters swooped and circled, bearing platters, +tureens, and baskets of iced wine-bottles. It made the hotel at Chicago +appear like a plain, old-fashioned tavern, so remote, so European, so +lavish, and yet so exaggeratedly quiet, was this service. Some of the +women at the tables were spangled like the queens of the stage; mainly +they were not only gloriously gowned, but in harmony with the sumptuous +beauty around them. Their adornments made Bertha feel very rural and +very shy. + +"I wish I was younger," the Captain said, "I'd take ye to the theatre +to-night, but I'm too tired. I could go for a couple of hours, but--to +miss me sleep--" + +"Don't think of it," she hastened to command. "I don't want to go. I'm +just about all in, myself." + +"'Tis a shame, darlin', surely it is, to keep you from havin' a good +time just because I am an old helpless side o' beef. 'Tis not in me +heart to play dog in the manger, Bertie. If ye'd like to go, do so. +Lucius will take ye." + +"Nit," she curtly replied; "you rest up, and we'll go to-morrow night. +We might take another turn and see the town by electric light; you could +kind o' lean back in the car and take it easy." + +This they did; and it was more moving, more appalling, to the girl than +by day. The fury of traffic on Broadway, the crowds of people, the +endless strings of brilliantly lighted street-cars, the floods of +'busses, auto-cars, cabs, and carriages poured in upon the girl's +receptive brain a tide of perceptions of the city's wealth, power, and +complexity of social life which amazed while it exalted her. The idea +that she might share in all this dazzled her. "We could live here," she +thought; "the Captain's income would keep us just anyway we wanted to +live." But a vision of her own beautiful house under the shadow of the +great peak came back to reproach her. Her horses and dogs awaited her. +This tumultuous island was only a place to visit, after all. + +"Do you suppose this goes on every night?" she said to Haney, as they +turned off Broadway. + +"I reckon it does," he said. "How is that, Lucius?" he asked. "Is this a +special performance, or does the old town do this every night?" + +"In the season, yes, sir. It's the last week of the Opera, and it'll be +quieter now till November." + +They returned to their hotel with a sense of having touched the ultimate +in civic splendor, human pride, and social complexity. New York had met +most of their ideals. They were glad it was on American soil and in the +nation's metropolis; but, after all, it remained alien and mysterious, +of a rank with Paris and London--the gateway city of the nation, where +the Old World meets and mingles with the New. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +BERTHA MAKES A PROMISE + + +As for Marshall Haney, as he went about New York and Brooklyn in search +of his relations, he was astounded at the translation of the Irish +laborer into something else. "In my time, when I left Troy, all the work +in the streets was done by 'micks,' as they called 'em. Now they're +gone--whisked away as ye'd sweep away a swarm of red ants, and here's +these black Dagos in their places. Where's the Irishman gone--up or +down? That's what's eatin' me. Is he dead or translated to a higher +speer? 'Tis a mysterious dispensation, and troubles me much." + +He found a good many Donahues in Brooklyn, and plenty of them +barkeepers; and after he'd pulled up half a dozen times at these +"joints" Bertha began to pout. She didn't like such places; and as they +were riding in a showy auto-car (the grandest Lucius could secure), they +were pretty middling noticeable. At last she said, more sharply than she +had ever spoken to him before: "Mart, I don't want any more of this. If +you want to visit all the saloons in Brooklyn, I don't. Here's where I +get out." + +He was instantly remorseful. "I was thinkin' of that myself, Bertie. +Lucius and I will go on alone. We'll send you back to the hotel in the +'mobile whilst we take a hack." + +Half doubting, half glad, she consented to this arrangement, and was +soon whirling back towards the ferry, her guilty feeling giving place to +a sense of relief, as if a huge weight had been lifted from her +shoulders--for a moment. She began to understand that half the pleasure +she had taken in her hours with Moss and Humiston lay in the freedom +from her husband's over-shadowing presence. He was not a man to be +ignored, as she had seen wives ignore and put aside their meek partners. +Marshall Haney even yet was a dominating personality, even though his +family affairs were so insistent and so difficult to manage or explain. +If the father came her joy in her home would be gone, and yet she had no +right to refuse him shelter. + +At the same time she was less sure of her place in the world, now that +she was alone. She had the feeling that if anything were to happen--if +the motorman should demand his pay at the door, or the hotel-keeper +refuse to go her bond, she would be helpless. The Captain, for all his +shortcomings and physical disability, was master of every situation. He +had been schooled by stern powers, and his capabilities of defence were +still equal to almost any need. + +On the ferry-boat she found herself surrounded by the swarms of people +who are forever calculating expenditures, who never desert a garment, +and who finger a nickel lovingly; and she caught them looking at her as +upon one of those who enjoy without earning it the product of their +toil. They made way for her, as she got down and walked to the railing, +as they would have done for a millionaire's daughter, a little surlily, +and she divined without understanding this enmity, but was too exalted +by the glittering bay, with its romance of ship and sea and shore and +town, to very much mind what her threadbare fellow-passengers thought of +her. These dark-hulled, ocean-going vessels, these alien flags, widened +her horizon--deepened her sense of the earth's wonder and the wide-flung +nerves of national interest. From this sea-level she looked up in fancy +to her brother's ranch near Sibley as at a cabin on a mountain-side. How +still and faint and far it seemed at the moment! + +At the word of the chauffeur she climbed back into her car, returning to +the isolation which money now provided for her. And so, girt about with +velvet and costly wood and gilding, she rode up through the tearing +throngs of the wharf, whirling past cars and trucks, outspeeding cabs +and carriages, protected by a gambler's name, royally isolated and +defensible by his money. As she spun through Fifth Avenue, so smooth of +pave, so crowded, so sparkling, so far-reaching in its suggestions of +security and power, the girl's soul entered upon a new and fierce phase +of its struggle. + +It was a larger and more absorbing fairy story than any in the _Arabian +Nights_. Without Marshall Haney, without the gold he brought, she could +never have even looked upon this scene. She would at this moment have +been standing inside her little counter at the Golden Eagle, selling +cigars to some brakeman or cowboy. Ed Winchell would be coming to ask +her, as usual, to marry him, and her mother would still be toiling in +the hot kitchen or be at rest in her grave. Did ever Aladdin's lamp +translate its owner farther or lift him higher? Was not her refusal to +be Marshall Haney's wife the basest ingratitude? + +Not merely so, but the girl felt in herself potentialities not yet drawn +upon, unlimited capabilities leading towards the accomplishment of good. +Money had not merely the magic of exalting, educating, refining, and +ennobling the individual (herself); it had radiating, transforming power +for others. It could diffuse warmth like a flame, and send forth joy +like a bell. "With it I am safe, strong: I can help the poor. Without it +I am only a struggling girl, like millions of others, with no chance and +no power to aid those who suffer." But at this point her love re-entered +and her sense of right was confused. After all the heart ruled. + +At the hotel entrance the head porter was waiting to help her out, and +the chauffeur, without a word or look of reminder, puffed away, secure +in the reputation Lucius had given to Haney. As she went to her room the +maid met her with gentle solicitude, and, after attending to her needs, +considerately withdrew, leaving her deep-sunk in troubled musing. + +Up to the coming of Ben Fordyce she had accepted all that Haney gave her +as from one good friend to another. Once having satisfied herself that +the money was clean of any taint from gambling-hall and saloon, she had +not hesitated to use it. But now something was rising within her which +changed the current of her purpose. Haney was no longer before the bar +of her conscience; the soul under question was her own. Dimly, yet with +ever-growing definiteness, she saw the moment of decision approach. She +must soon decide whether to continue on the smooth, broad highway with +Haney, or to return to the mountain-trail from which he had taken her. + +While still she sat sombrely looking out over the city's roofs, +Humiston's card was brought to her, and at the moment, in her loneliness +and doubt, he seemed like an old friend. "Tell him to come up," she +said, with instant cordiality, and her face shone with innocent pleasure +when she met him. "I'm mighty glad to see you," she frankly said, in +greeting. + +He misconceived her feeling, and took advantage of it to retain her +hand. "I assure you I am delighted to find _you_ again." + +"I thought you'd forgot us." + +His eyes expressed a bold admiration as he answered: "I have done +nothing but remember you. I've been in Pittsburg (only got back to town +yesterday), and here I am." He looked about. "Where is the Captain?" + +She withdrew her hand. "He's out looking for his father. He'll return +soon. He's liable to look in any minute now." + +"You are lovelier than ever. How is the Captain?" + +"Pretty well. He gets tired fairly easy, but he feels better than he +did." + +His look of eager intensity embarrassed her. After a little pause, he +remarked: "I am holding you to your promise. Can't you come over to my +studio this afternoon?" + +"No, not to-day. I must be here when the Captain comes. He may bring the +old father along, and he'd feel lost if I should be gone. Maybe I could +come to-morrow." + +"Don't bring the Captain unless you have to--he'll be bored," he said, +in the hope that she would get his full meaning. "I want to introduce +you to some friends of mine." + +"Oh, don't do that!" she protested. "I'm afraid of your friends--they're +all so way-wised while I am hardly bridle-broke." + +"You need not fear," he replied; "you are most to be envied. No one can +have more than health, wealth, and youth and beauty. I would not +hesitate to introduce you anywhere." His admiration was so outspoken, so +choicely worded, that she could not distrust him, though Mrs. Moss had +more than once hinted to her that he was not to be entirely honored. "He +isn't a man to be careless with," she had once said, and yet he seemed +so high-minded, so profoundly concerned with the beautiful world of art. +How could a single-hearted Western girl believe ill of him? He could +not be evil in the ways in which men were wicked in Sibley. His +sensitive face was too weary and his eyes too sad. + +He was adroit enough to make his call short, and withdrew, leaving a +very pleasant impression in her mind. She felt distinctly less lonely, +now that she knew he was in the city, and she was still at the window +musing about him when Haney returned, bringing his father with him. + +The elder Haney interested and amused her in spite of her +perplexities--he was so quaintly of the old type of Irishman and so +absurdly small to be the father of a giant. He carried a shrewd and +kindly face, withered and toothless, yet not without a certain charm of +line. Mart's fine profile was like his sire's, only larger, bolder, and +calmer. + +With a chuckle he introduced him. "Bertie, this is me worthless old +dad." And Patrick, though he was sidling and side-stepping with the +awkwardness of a cat on wet ice, still retained his Celtic +self-possession. + +"Lave Mart to slander the soorce av aal his good qualities," he +retorted. "He was iver an uncivil divil to me--after the day he first +thrun me down, the big gawk." + +Mart took the little man by the collar and twirled him about. "Luk at +'im! Did he ever feel the like of such cloes in his life?" + +Patrick grinned a wide, silent, mirthful grimace. "Sure me heart is +warmed wid 'em. I feel as well trussed as me lady's footman." + +It was plain that every thread on the old man was new. Mart explained. +"I stripped him to the buff and built him up plumb to his necktie, which +is green--the wan thing he would have to his own taste. To-morrow we go +to the tooth-factory." + +"'Tis a waste of good money," interjected Patrick. "I ate soup." + +"Soup be damned! Ye've many a steak to eat with me, ye contrary little +baboon. 'Tis a pity if I can't do as I like with me own. Do as I say, +and be gay." + +Patrick cackled again, and his little twinkling eyes were half hid. "Ye +may load me with jewels and goold, me lad, but divil a once do I allow a +man wid a feet-lathe boring-machine to enter me head." + +"Ye have nothing to bore, ye old jackass! Divil a rock is left to +prospect in--so don't fuss." + +Bertha interjected a question. "Where did you find him?" + +"Marking up in a pool-room. Nice place for the father of Captain Haney! +'Come out o' that,' I says, 'or fight me.' And the old fox showed gooms +at me, and says he: 'I notice ye're crippled, Mart. I think I'll jest +take what ye owe me out of yer hide.'" They both chuckled at the +recollection of it. Then Mart went on: "I'll not disgrace me wife by +telling what the old tramp had on. I tuck him by the shoulder and I +said: 'Have ye anny Sunday clothes?' I said. 'Narry a thread,' says he. +'Come along with me,' I says. 'You can't visit my wife in the hotel till +every thread on yer corpus is changed,' for Donahue keeps a dirty place. +So here he is--scrubbed, fumigated, barbered, and tailored; and when he +gets his cellulide teeth he'll make as slick a little Irishman as ever +left the old sod." Here his face became sadly tender. "I wish the mother +was alive, too; I'd make her rustle in silks, so I would. Heaven rest +her!" + +The father's face grew suddenly accusing in line. "Ye waited too long, +ye vagabond. Yer change of heart comes too late." + +"I know it--I know it! But I could never find time till a man with a +shotgun pointed the way to it. Now I have all the time there is, and +she's gone." + +In this moment of passing shadow Bertha caught a glimpse of the +significance of the scene--of the wonder, almost alarm, which filled the +old man's heart as he stood there scared of the flaming splendor of the +room into which the sunlight fell, exaggerating its gold and pink and +green, but bringing out the excellence of the furnishing, the richness +of the silk tapestry. + +The old man touched a gilded chair tenderly, and Mart cried out: "Lay +hold, man, 'twill not rub off! Sit down and look about ye! Out with your +new pipe and smoke up!" + +He took a seat with forced confidence, and looked about him. "I wish +Donahue and Kate could see this." + +Mart turned a quietly humorous eye on Bertha. "Not this trip. I couldn't +manage Kate," he explained. "She looks like Fan--only more so; and she +has a litter o' young Donahues would make ye wonder could the world have +room for them all." + +Haney the elder had something more than the bog-trotter in him, for as +he grew towards a little more assurance that Mart would not be thrown +out of his hotel for non-payment of bills, he settled down to enjoy his +glass of rare whiskey and a costly cigar with an assumption of ease that +almost deceived the maid, though Lucius, being in the secret, watched +him anxiously for fear he might expectorate on the rug. + +Mart had some "p'otographs" of his house in the Springs, and showed them +to Patrick. "Do ye see yerself smokin' a pipe on that porch?" + +"I do not," the father energetically replied. "I see meself goin' the +rounds of that garden with a waterin'-pot and a pair of shears." + +"I thought ye was a bricklayer, or is it a billiard-marker?" asked Mart, +with quizzical look. + +"I can turn me hand to anny honest work," he replied, with dignity. "An' +can ye say as much?" + +"I cannot," confessed Mart. "Had ye put a club to me back and foorced me +to a trade, sure I'd be layin' brick in Troy this day." + +This retort fairly blinded the sturdy little father. The charge was +false, and yet here sat Mart--a gentleman. While still he puzzled over +the dangerous acknowledgment involved in his son's accusation, Mart +turned to Bertha. "Do ye mind the old man's spendin' the rest of his +days with us, darlin'?" + +"You're the doctor, Mart. It's your house, not mine." + +He felt the change in her. "Oh no, it isn't; it's _our_ house. I never +would have had it only for you." He paused a moment. "The dad is a +well-meaning old rascal, and I'll go bail he don't do mischief." + +Patrick took this up. "He is so, and he means to kape to his own way of +life. If I go West, me b'y, 'tis on wages as a gardener--and, bedad, +I'll draw 'em reg'ler, too. I'd like well to go West ('twould rejice me +to see Fan and McArdle), and I don't object to spendin' a year with you +in Coloraydo, but don't think Patrick Haney is to be pinsioner on anny +one, not even his son." + +Bertha's heart vibrated in sympathy with this note of independence, and +she heartily said: "I hope you will come, Mr. Haney. The Captain is +alone a good deal, and you'd be a comfort to him." + +"I'll consider," the old man said. "I must have time to rea-lize it," he +quaintly added. "I must smoke me pipe in me own garret once more, and +talk it all over with Kate and the Donahues." He refused to stay to +dinner with them (which was a relief to Lucius), and went away jaunty as +a bucko from County Clare. + +He was no sooner gone from the room than Bertha turned to her husband, +and said: "Mart, I want to talk things over with you." + +Something in her voice, as well as in the words, made him turn quickly +and regard her anxiously. + +"What about? What is it, darlin'?" + +"I have something on my mind, and I've got to spit it out before I can +rest to-night. I've just about decided to leave you. I don't feel right +livin' with you." + +He looked at her steadily, but a gray pallor began to show on his face. +He asked, quietly: "Do ye mean to go fer good?" + +Her heart was beating fast, but she bravely faced him. "Yes, Mart, I +don't feel right living with you, and spending your money the way I've +been doing." + +"Why not? It isn't mine--it's yours. Ye airn every cent ye spend." + +"No, I don't!" she cried, passionately. "Now that you're getting better +and Lucius has come, I'm not even a nurse." + +"I'll send him away." + +"No, no; he's worth more than I am." + +"I'll not listen to such talk, Bertie. Ye well know you're the thing +most precious to me. I can't live without ye." His voice thickened. "For +God A'mighty's sake, don't say such things; they make me heart shake! Me +teeth are chatterin' this minute! Ye're jokin'; say you don't mean it." + +"But I do. Don't you see that I can't stay and let you do things for me +like this"--she indicated their apartment--"when I do so little to earn +it all? Mart, I've got to be honest about it. I can't let you spend any +more money on me. Help your own people, and let me go. I do nothing to +pay for what you do for me. It's better for me to go." + +She could not bring herself to be as explicit as she should have been, +but he was not far from understanding her real meaning, as he brokenly +replied: "I've been afraid of this, my girl. I've thought of it all. The +money I spend fer ye is but a small part of my debt. You say you do +nothing for me. Why, darlin', every time you come into the room or smile +at me you do much for me! I'm a selfish old wolf, but I'm not so bad as +you think I am. If anny nice young felly comes along--a good square +man--I'll get off the track; but I want you to let me stay near you as +long as I live." His voice was hoarse with pleading. "Ye're all I have +in the world; all I live for now is to make you happy. Don't pull away +now, when me old heart has grown all round ye. I can't live and I +daren't die without ye--now that's the eternal truth. Darlin', promise +ye won't go--yet awhile." + +Wordless, as full of pain as he, she sat silently weeping, unable to +carry out her resolution--unable to express the change which had come +into her life. + +He went on. "I mark the difference between us. I see ye goin' up while I +am goin' down. My heart is big with pride in ye. You belong with people +like the Congdons and the Mosses--whilst I am only an old broken-down +skate. I'm worse than you know. I went down to Sibley first with hell in +me heart towards you, but that soon passed away--I loved ye as a man +should love the girl he marries--and I love ye now as I love the saints. +I wouldn't mar your young life fer anything in this world--'tis me wish +to lave you as beautiful and fresh as I found you, and to give you all I +have besides--so stay with me, if you can, till the other man comes." +Here a new thought intruded. "Has he come now? Tell me if he has. Did ye +find him in Chicago? Be honest, darlin'." + +"No, no!" she answered. "It isn't that. It's just because--because it +don't seem right." + +"Then ye must stay with me," he said, "and don't worry about not doing +things for me. You do things for me every minute--just by being in the +world. If I can see ye or hear ye I'm satisfied. An' don't cut me off +from spending money for ye, for that's half me fun. How else can I pay +ye for your help to me? I've been troubled by your face ever since we +left home. You don't smile as ye used to do. Don't ye like it here? If +ye don't we'll go back. Shall we do that?" + +She, overwhelmed by his generosity, could only nod. + +His face cleared. "Very well, the procession will head west whenever you +say the word. I hope you don't object to the old father. If ye do--" + +"Oh no; I like him." + +"Then we'll take him; but, remember, I'll let no one come into our home +that will trouble you. I'd as soon have a cinder in me eye as a man I +don't like sitting beside me fire; and if the old man is a burden to ye, +out he goes." He rose, and came painfully to where she sat, and in a +voice of humble sorrow, slowly said: "I don't ask ye to love +me--now--I'm not worth it; and once I thought I'd like a son to bear my +name, but 'tis better not. I'll never lay that burden upon ye. All I ask +is the touch of yer hand now and then, and your presence when I come to +die--I'm scared to die alone. 'Twill be a dark, long journey for old +Mart, and he wants your face to remember when he sets forth." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +THE SERPENT'S COIL + + +Lofty as Jerome Humiston talked, and poetic as his face seemed to Bertha +Haney, he was at heart infinitely more destructive than any man she had +ever known; for he took a satanic delight in proving that all women were +alike in their frailty. He had reached also that period of decay wherein +the libertine demands novelty--where struggle is essential, and to +conquer easily is to fail of the joy of victory. + +He, too, had rushed to the conclusion that this girl had married an old +and broken gambler for his money, and that she was of those to be easily +won. Her air of demure reserve piqued him--pleased him. "She is no silly +kitten," he mentally remarked, after their second meeting. "She's in for +a big career. With beauty and youth and barrels of money she will go +far, and I will be her guide--unless I have lost my cunning. She will +share her fortune with me some day, and I will teach her to live." + +He met her at the door of his studio next day with a grave and tender +smile. "I'm glad you've come," he said, "but I'll have to confess that I +have very little to show you here. My pictures are all down at the +gallery, and some of them not yet hung. Next week they will all be in +place. But sit down while I boil some tea. My friends who own this +work-shop are out; they'll be in soon." + +"I don't believe I can stay to-day. The Captain is below." + +"Please do sit down for a moment. I'll be hurt if you don't." + +The studio was a big bare barn of a place with a few broad canvases upon +the walls--not a bit like Humiston; and he explained that his stay in +America being short, he could not afford to have a studio of his own. +"I'm glad you came. You must let me take you to see my 'show' next week. +Your fresh, young, Western eyes are just what I need." This was false, +for he was impatient of all criticism. "I need comfort," he added, +wearily smiling. "I didn't sell enough in the West to pay my railway +fare." + +He seemed ill as well as sad, and Bertha felt sorry for him. "Won't you +come with us for a ride?" + +"I'd rather have you stay and talk with me." + +"Oh, I can't do that! The Captain is waiting for me. He said to bring +you." + +"But I don't want to go. I hate automobiles. I hate seeing sights. I +despise this town. I've a grouch against everything in America--except +you. Let me go down and tell the Captain to take his spin alone." + +"No, no," she sharply said. "I keep my word. I said I'd be back in a few +minutes, and I'm going." + +He sighed resignedly. "Very well; but you'll let me come to see you?" + +"Why, cert! Come to dinner any day. We don't browse around much outside +the hotel. We're mostly always feeding at six." + +"I'll come, and you must not fail to let me show you my pictures." + +"Sure thing! I want to buy one to take home with me." + +He assumed great candor. "I won't say that your ability to buy one of my +pictures is not of interest to me, for it is; but quite aside from that, +there is something in you that appeals to me. You make me think better +of the West--of America. I feel that you will find something in my +pictures which the critics miss." Then, with mournful abruptness, he +added: "No doubt Joe told you of my unhappy marriage--" + +"No, he didn't." + +"My wife cares nothing for my work. She takes no interest in anything +but the frippery side of life. That's what appeals to me in you--you are +so aspiring. I feel that you have such wonderful possibilities. You +would spur a man to big things." + +They were both standing as if he had forgotten where he was, and she, +embarrassed but fascinated by his words, and especially held by his +voice, dared not make a motion till he released her. He looked round +him. "I don't wonder you dislike this room; it's horribly cold and +depressing to me. I can't work here. I wish you could see my den in +Paris. Perhaps you will let me show it to you some day. All my happiest +days have been spent in France. I am more French than American now." + +He took her hand again, and with a return to his studiedly cheerful +manner called her to witness that she had promised to come to see his +paintings. "And please remember that I am going to take you at your word +and dine with you--perhaps this very night." + +"All right, come along," she replied, and went away filled with wonder +at the familiar, almost humble attitude he had assumed towards her. + +He did indeed dine with them that night, and quite won the Captain to a +belief in him. "Come again," he heartily said. And the great artist +feelingly answered: "I mean to, for, strange to say, I am almost as +lonesome in this big town as anybody could be." This was a lie, but +Haney's sympathy was roused. "There'll always be an empty chair for +you," he repeated, with a feeling that he, too, was encouraging art. + +Humiston pursued this game with singular and joyous skill. He talked of +the West and of politics with the Captain, and of love and art and his +essentially lonely life to Bertha. He returned often to the wish that +they might meet in Paris. "A trip abroad would do you infinite good," he +insisted. "What you need is three years of life in Paris. With your +beauty and money, and, above all, with your personal magnetism, you +could reign like a queen. I wonder that you don't go. It would be worth +more to you than any other possible schooling. I don't know of anything +in this world that would give me greater pleasure than to show you +Paris." + +Bertha's silence in face of these approaches deceived him. The throbbing +of her bosom, the fall of her eyelashes, were due to instinctive +distrust of him. That he was more dangerous than the rough miners and +cowboys of the West she could not believe, and yet she drew back in +growing fear of one who openly claimed the right to plow athwart all the +barriers of law and custom. His mind's flight was like that of the +eagle--now rising to the sun in exultation, now falling to the gray sea +to slay. At times she felt a kind of gratitude that he should be willing +to sit beside her and talk--he, so skilled, so learned, so famous. + +The Chicago papers were still filled with criticism of his work and his +theories, and this discussion, as well as the appearance of his portrait +in the magazines, had made of him a very exalted person in little Mrs. +Haney's eyes, and the interest he took in her was too subtly flattering +not to affect her. He seemed fond of the Captain, too, and often joined +them in their trips about the city, and the fellows who had known +Humiston in Paris and who did not know Bertha nodded knowingly. "Jerry's +amusing himself, as usual. I wonder who she is?" + +He explained his poverty one day as he sat with her in the little +gallery where his paintings were hung. "The fact is, while other men +have been painting to order and doing 'stunts' for the Salon, I've gone +on refining, seeking new shades, new allurements, subordinating line to +color, story to harmony, till my work is sublimated beyond my public. +The people that bought my things once can't follow me; it is only now +and then that a man, or a woman _feels_ what I'm after--and so I live. I +hold all things beautiful to paint, America does not." + +He liked her all the better because she did not try to say what she +thought of his pictures, and when she insisted on taking one of them +home he quickly stopped her. "I'm not asking you to take pity on me," he +sharply said. And in this lay the subtlest touch of flattery he had yet +used: the idea that she, an ignorant mountain girl, could be accused of +patronizing a man so distinguished, so gifted as he, moved her in spite +of all warnings. Why should she not use her money to help this wonderful +artist? + +She insisted on a picture, and asked him to select one for her. "I've +got a big house out in the Springs, and I'd like something of yours." + +"Not out of this collection," he declared. "These are not the ones on +which my fame rests. The ones that represent me are in the cellar." + +Her eyes were wide in question. "What do you mean by that?" + +"American dealers won't include my best things in the exhibit--they are +too 'direct.' They are stored over here in a warehouse. I'd like to show +them to you. Will you come?" he asked, with eager eyes. + +And she, with a sense of being distinguished above the great public, +consented. Humiston rose animatedly. "Let's go over and see them now." + +His gentle _camaraderie_, his eagerness, touched Bertha, and when he +took her arm to help her into the elevator or to make sure she did not +stumble at the crossing she was stirred--not as Ben's hand had moved +her, but her blood nevertheless palpably quickened. Was it not wonderful +that she, so lately from the mountains, should be walking here in the +midst of the thronging multitudes of a great city street in the company +of one of the chief artists of the world? + +Humiston, crafty, cruel, unscrupulous, returned to his abuse of the +city, and explained to her that American dealers had no real +appreciation of art. "They sell anything that will sell, any cheap daub, +and yet they dared to refuse to exhibit my best things! It was the same +in Pittsburg and Buffalo; they're all alike. But what can you expect of +these densely material towns? Beauty means only prettiness to them." + +The salesman of the shop, accustomed to seeing Humiston pass in and out +with friends, paid no special heed to the painter as he led Bertha into +the farther room, where a few of his pictures hung among a dozen others. +No one was in the gallery, and just as she was wondering where the other +paintings could be, he opened a door (which was cut out of the wall and +partly concealed by paintings), and smilingly said: "Here is the inner +temple. Enter." + +She obeyed with a little hesitation, for the storeroom was not well +lighted, and she had a wild bird's distrust of dark, enclosing walls. + +Humiston shut the door behind him and followed her, plaintively saying: +"Isn't it hard lines to have to bring my friends into this hole to show +my masterpieces?" And by this she inferred that there was nothing +unusual in the experience. + +It was a long, bare hall, filled with boxes and littered with bits of +excelsior, and Bertha looked about her uneasily while Humiston bent over +some canvases stacked on the floor. He seemed to be selecting one with +care. An electric lamp was swinging from the ceiling, and under it stood +a large easel, and on this he placed a canvas, and, stepping back with +eyes fixed on her, said with spirit: "This is one of my best. It was in +the new Salon--here is the number. And yet it may not be exhibited in +this rotten town." + +Bertha inwardly recoiled from the canvas, for it was a painting of a +nude figure of a girl at the bath. The critics had said, "It is naked, +rather than nude," and the dealers objected to it on this ground, and to +the Western girl it was both shocking and ugly. Before she had caught +her breath he continued, in a tone that was at once a seduction and a +defence: "There is nothing more beautiful in the world than the female +form; it is the flower of flowers. Why should it not be painted?" And +then, while still he argued for the return of the Greek's love of +beauty, covering his moral depravity with the mantle of the philosopher, +he placed another canvas before her--something so unrefined, so animal, +so destructive of womanly modesty and of all reserve, that any one +looking upon it would instantly know that the man who had painted it was +a degenerate demon--an associate of dissolute models, an anarchist in +the world of women. It was fit only for the banquet-halls of the damned. + +Bertha stared at it--fascinated by the sense of the tempter's nearness. +It was as if a satyr had suddenly revealed his lawless soul to her. Her +thinking for an instant chained her feet, and her silence emboldened +him. + +Even as she turned to flee she felt his arm about her waist, his breath +upon her cheek. "Don't go!" he pleaded, and in his eyes was the same +look she had seen in the face of Charles Haney. At last he stood +revealed. His artist soul could stoop as low in purpose as a drunken +tramp. Beating him off with her strong hands, she ran down the hall and +burst into the brilliantly lighted exhibition room such a picture of +affrighted, outraged girlhood that the salesman stared upon her in +wonder. His look of surprise warned Bertha of her danger. Composing +herself by tremendous effort of the will, she closed the door and walked +slowly out into the street, her brain in a tumult of anger and shame. + +It seemed at the moment as if every man she had ever known was a +brute-demon seeking to destroy her. She understood now the reason for +the great painter's flattering deference to her opinion. From the first +he had sought to blind her. His ways were subtler than those of Charles +Haney and his like, but his soul was no higher; it was indeed more +ignoble, for he was of those who claim to dispense learning and light. +Pretending to add beauty to the world, he was ready to feed himself at +the cost of a woman's soul. She recalled Mrs. Moss' hints about his life +in Paris, and understood at last that he had wilfully misread her homage +and trust. A realization of this perfidy filled her with a fury of hate +and disgust. Was Ben Fordyce like all the rest? Did his candor, his +sweetness of smile, but veil another mode of approach? Was his kiss as +vile in its disloyalty, his embrace as remorseless in its design? + +She walked back along the shining avenue to her hotel with drooping +head. She knew the worst of Humiston now. She burned with helpless wrath +as she dwelt upon his assumptions of superiority. She hated the whole +glittering, unresting, lavish city at the moment, and her soul longed +for the silence of the peaks to the west. She turned to her husband as +one who seeks a tower of refuge in time of war. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +BERTHA'S FLIGHT + + +Before she had fairly recovered her poise next day Lucius brought to her +a letter from Humiston--a suave, impudent note wherein he expressed the +hope that she was well, and went on to plead in veiled phrase: "I'm +sorry you did not stay to see the rest of my pictures. I meant it all as +a compliment to your innate good taste and purity of thought. I expected +you to see them as I painted them--in pure artistic delight. You +misunderstood me. I hope you will let me see you again. You must +remember you promised to let me make a portrait sketch of you." + +Although not skilled in polite duplicity, Bertha was able to read +beneath the serene insolence of these lines something so diabolically +relentless that she turned cold with fear and repulsion. She had no +experience which fitted her to deal with such a pursuer, and she +shuddered at the rustling of the paper in her hand as she had once +quivered in breathless terror of a rattlesnake stirring in the leaves +near the door of her tent. Her first impulse was to lay the whole affair +before the Captain, but the knowledge of his deadly temper when roused +decided her to slip out at the other side of this fearsome thicket and +leave the serpent in possession. She longed to return to the West. The +little group of people in the Springs allured her; they were to be +trusted. Congdon and Crego and Ben--these men she knew and respected. +Her joy of the big outside Eastern world had begun to pass, and she +dreaded to encounter again the bold eyes and coarse compliments of the +men who loaf about the hotels and clubs. + +She turned to Haney as he came into her room, and said: "Mart, I want to +go home--to-day." + +"All right, Bertie, I'm ready--or will be, as soon as I pick up the old +father. But don't you want to see that show we've got tickets for?" + +"No, I've had enough of this old town. I'm crazy to go home." + +"Home it is, then." He called sharply; "Lucius!" The man appeared, +impassive, noiseless, unhurried. The Captain issued his orders: "Thrun +me garbage into a thrunk, and call some one to help the missus; we're +goin' to hit the sunset trail to-night. 'Phone me old dad besides, and +have him come over at wanst. Here we emigrate westward by the next +express." + +The man quietly took control of the situation, and in a few moments the +Captain's commands were being carried out with the precision of a +military camp. + +Bertha, alarmed by Humiston's letter, refused to go down to the public +dining-room. A fear that she might encounter the painter possessed her, +and the thought of him was at once a shame and torment; therefore, she +had her luncheon sent up, and Lucius himself found time to wait upon +them. + +As they were in the midst of their meal, Haney remarked rather than +asked: "Of course, you're going back with us, Lucius." + +"I have thought of it, sir, but it isn't in our contract." + +"We can put it in," said Bertha. + +"We can't do without you now," added Mart. + +Lucius seemed pleased. "Thank you for that, Captain. I don't +particularly care for the West, but I find service with you agreeable." + +Haney chuckled. "Service, do ye call it? Sure, man, 'tis you are in +command. I'm but a high private in the rear rank." + +Lucius's yellow face flushed and his eyes wavered. "I hope I haven't +assumed--" + +"Assumed! No, 'tis we who are obligated. We need you as bad as a +plainsman needs a guide in the green timber; and if you don't mind a +steady job of looking after us social tenderfeet, I'm willing to make it +right with you--and Mrs. Haney feels just the way I do." + +"Sure, Mart--only trouble with Lucius is, he leaves so little for me to +do. He's _too_ handy--if anything." + +"That'll wear off," replied Haney. "Well, then, it's all settled but the +price, and I reckon we can fix that. If I can't pay cash, I'll let you +in on the mine." + +Lucius smiled. "Thank you, Captain; it's not entirely a question of pay +with me; my wants are few." + +Bertha seized the moment to put a question she had been minded many +times to ask. "Lucius, what's your plan? You can't intend to do this all +your life? Tell us your ambition--maybe we can help you." + +He looked away, and a deeper shadow fell over his face. "I had ambitions +once, Mrs. Haney, but my color was against me. Yes, I think I'll stay as +I am. There is a certain security in being valet. You white people know +exactly where to find me, and I know just how to meet you. In my +profession it was different--I was always being cursed for presumption." + +"What was your profession?" asked Haney. + +"I studied law--and practised for a year or two in Washington; but I +didn't like my position; I was neither white nor colored, so when I got +a good chance I went out to service with a senator as body-servant." He +stopped abruptly as though that were all of his tale. + +Haney said: "Well, if you can put up with an ignorant old hill-climber +like meself, I'll be grateful, and I'll try not rub your fur the wrong +way." + +Lucius became very earnest for the first time. "There, sir, is one point +upon which I must insist. If I go with you, you are to treat me just as +you have been doing--as a trusted servant. I'm sorry I told you anything +about myself. My service thus far has been very pleasant, very +satisfactory, and unless we can go on in the same way, I must leave." + +"Very well," replied Haney. "It's all settled--you're adjutant-general +of the Haneys' forces." + +After Lucius went away Bertha said, thoughtfully: "I wish he hadn't told +us that; I can't order him around the way I've been doing." + +Haney smiled. "Did ye order him around? I niver chanced to hear ye do +anything but ask him questions. 'Lucius, will ye do this?' 'Lucius, +won't ye do that?'" + +Bertha was troubled, and found herself embarrassed by the mulatto's +services. She now perceived sadness beneath the quiet lines of his face +and hard-won culture in the tones of his voice. The essential tragedy of +his defeat grew more poignant to her as she watched him getting the +trunks strapped, surrounded by maids and porters. How could she have +misread his manner? He was performing his duties, not with quiet gusto, +but in the spirit of the trained nurse. + +This mountain girl had always regarded Illinois as "the East," but after +a few weeks in New York City she now looked away to Chicago as a Western +town. She was glad to face the sunset sky again, and yet as she wheeled +away to the train she acknowledged a regret. Under the skilful guidance +of Lucius she had seen a great deal of the splendid and furious +Manhattan. She had gazed with unenvious admiration on the palaces of +upper Fifth Avenue and the Park. Together with Haney she had spun up +Riverside Drive, past Grant's Tomb, and on through Washington Heights, +with joy of the far-spreading panorama. She had visited the Battery and +sailed the shining way to Staten Island in silent awe of the ship-filled +bay. She had heard the sunset-guns thunder at Fort Hamilton, and had +threaded the mazes of the Brooklyn Navy-Yard, and each day the +mast-hemmed island widened in grandeur and thickened with threads of +human purpose, making the America she knew very simple, very quiet, and +very remote. + +Night by night she had gone to the music-halls and theatres, and her +mind had been powerfully wrought upon by what she had seen and heard. In +all these trips Haney had heroically accompanied his wife, though he +frequently dropped asleep in his seat; and he, too, left the city with +regret, though he said, "Thank God, I'm out of it," as they settled into +their seats in the ferry. "'Tis not the night traffic that wears me +down--I'm used to being on the night shift; 'tis the wild pace Lucius +sets by day. Faith, 'twas the aquarium in the morning and the circus in +the afternoon. Me dreams have been wan long procession of misbegotten +fish, ballet-dancers, dirty monkeys, and big elephants the nights. 'Tis +a great city, but I am ready to return to me peaceful perch above the +faro-board; I think 'twould rest me soul to see a game of craps." + +"Why didn't you order Lucius to let up on the sight-seeing business?" +Bertha said. + +"And expose me weak knees to me nigger? No, no, Mike." + +"I wanted you to let me rummage about alone." + +"You did. But I could not allow that, neyther. So long as I can sit the +road-cart or run me arms into a biled shirt I'll stay by, darlin'. 'Tis +not safe for you to go about alone in the hell-broth of these Eastern +streets. Besides, while I'm losin' weight I'm lighter on me feet than +when I came. I've enjoyed me trip, but it does seem sinful to think of +our big house standing empty and the horses 'stockin'' in their stalls, +and I'm glad we're edgin' along homeward." + +"So am I," Bertha heartily agreed, even as she looked lovingly back upon +the mighty walls and towers which filled the sky behind her. It was a +gloriously exciting place to live in, after all. "Some day I may come +back," she promised herself, but the thought of Humiston lurking like a +wolf in the shadow came to make her going more and more like an escape. + +The elder Haney amused her by his frank comment on everything that was +strange to him. His new teeth, which did not fit him very securely, +troubled him greatly, and he spoke with one hand held alertly, ready to +catch them if they fell, but his smile was a radiant grin, and his +shrewd old face was good to look at as he faced the splendors of the +limited express. + +"'Tis foine as a bar-room," said he. "To be whisked about over the world +like this is no hairdship. Bedad, if I'd known how aisy it was I'd a +visited McArdle befoore." He pretended to believe that everybody +travelled this way, and that Mart was merely doing the ordinary in the +matter of meals and state-room; and as he wandered from end to end of +the train and found only luxurious coaches, and people taking their +ease, he had all the best of the argument. Lucius he regarded as a man +of his own level, and they held long confabulations together--the +colored man accepting this comradeship in the spirit of democracy in +which it was given. Mart, for his part, sat looking out of the window, +dreaming of the past. + +As she neared Chicago next day Bertha thought with pleasure of seeing +the Mosses again. Now that Humiston was eliminated, she had only the +pleasantest memories of the people she had met in the smoky city. It was +as if in a dark forest of lofty trees she had found a pleasant mead on +which the warm sunlight fell. The mellow charm of the studios was made +all the more appealing by reason of the drab and desolate waste through +which she was forced to pass to attain the light and laughter of those +high places. + +Chicago had grown more gloomily impressive, and at the same time--by +reason of her knowledge of the larger plans and mightier enterprises of +New York--it seemed simpler, and Bertha re-entered the hotel which had +once dazzled her in confidence, finding it cheerful and familiar. She +liked it all the better because it was less pretentious. It gave her a +pleasant sense of getting back home to have the men in buttons smile and +say, "Glad to see you, Mrs. Haney." The head clerk was very cordial; he +even found time to come out and shake hands. "I can't give you precisely +your old quarters," he said, "but I can fix you out on the next floor. +I'm sure you'll be very comfortable." Thereupon she took up her quietly +luxurious life at the point where she had dropped it some weeks before. + +There lay in this Western girl a strongly marked tendency towards the +culture and refinement of the East; and, though she had grown up far +from anything aesthetic in home-life, she instinctively knew and loved +the beautiful in nature, the right thing in art; and now that she was +about to leave the East for the West--perhaps to abandon the town for +the village--she found herself aching with a hunger which had hitherto +been unconscious. She was torn with desire to go and a longing to stay. +New York, Paris, the world, was open before her if only she were content +to take Marshall Haney's money and use it to these ends. + +That night as she lay in her bed hearing the rumble and jar of the +city's traffic, her mind recalled and dwelt upon the wonderful scenes, +especially the beautiful pictures which her eyes had gleaned from the +East. The magical, glittering spread of Manhattan harbor, the silver +sweep of the Hudson at West Point, the mighty panorama from Grant's +Tomb, the silken sheen of Fifth Avenue on a rainy night, the crash and +glitter of upper Broadway, the splendid halls of art, literature, and +especially of music and the drama--all these came back one by one to +claim a place beside her peaks and canons, sharing the glory of the +purple deeps and the snowy heights of the mountains she had hitherto +loved so single-heartedly and so well. + +She saw Sibley now for what it was--a village almost barren of beauty--a +good, kindly, homey place, but so little and so dull! To go back there +to live was quite impossible. "If I quit Mart I must find something to +do here--in the East. I can't stand Sibley." + +She longed for the Springs because of her home there and because of +Ben--but she realized that it possessed, after all, but very limited +opportunities for the purchase of culture. The great centres had begun +to exercise dominion over her. She had ever been a lonely little soul, +with no confidante of her own sex. Speech had never been fluent with +her, and she was still elliptical, curt, and in a sense inexpressive. +She had no chatter, and the ways of women were in many directions alien +to her. Miss Franklin had been her teacher, and yet, while respecting +her, she had never learned to love her. Next to Ben Fordyce she leaned +upon the judgment and sympathy of the sculptor, whose fine eyes were +aglow with a high purpose. She was certain that he was both good and +wise. + +Mart was much amused at his father, who refused to sleep a second night +at the hotel. "It's too far from the street," said he. "I think I'll go +stay with Fan if ye'll lay out the course that leads to her dure." So +Lucius went with him, bearing a message from Haney: "Tell Fan I'll be +over to see her to-morrow. I'm too tired to go to-day," and the father +hurried away in joyous relief. + +"'Tis unnatural to see a son of mine in such Babylonish splendor," he +confided to Lucius. "Faith, it gives me a turn every time I see him +unwind a bill from that big wad he carries in his pocket. 'Tis like +palin' a red onion to him--nothing more." + +The Captain was up early next day, and eager to see how his sister was +getting along in her new house, and to please him Bertha went with him. +The transposition of the McArdles, like most charitable enterprises, had +not been entirely a success. The children had blubbered at being torn +away from their playmates and the alleys and runways which they +infested. They were like lusty rats suddenly let loose in a fine new +barn with no dark corners, no burrows, no rotten planks, chips, or +coal-heaps to dig into or hide beneath. The alleys in Glenwood were +leafy lanes, the streets parked and concreted, and the school-yard +unnaturally clean and shaded by fine young trees--which no one was +allowed to climb. + +Furthermore, there was work to do in the garden--and this was onerous to +the boys. Then, too, they had to fight their battles all over again. +However, they did this with pleasure, establishing dreadful reputations +among the neat, knickerbocker "sissies" who were foolish enough to cross +them. Dress, Mrs. McArdle declared, was now a real trial. The girls had +to be "in trim all the time," and the boys were as violently in contrast +to their fellows as a litter of brindle barn-kits beside a well-groomed +tabby-cat's family. "I'm clean worn out with it, Mart," she confessed. +"We've been here two weeks the day, and the children howlin' the whole +time to go back and McArdle workin' himself to the figger of a spoon +with a mind to polish the lawn and get the garden into seed." + +But Mart only smiled. "'Tis good discipline, Fan." + +Haney senior was delighted with his daughter's household. "Faith, the +roar and tumble of the whelps brings back to me me own wife and childer. +Them was good days. 'Twas hard skirmishin' some weeks for bacon and +p'taties, but I got 'em someway, and you ate ivery flick of it--snappin' +and snarlin', but happy as a box of pups." + +His son and daughter looked at each other and laughed; then Mart said: +"'Tis a sad memory the father has, a most inconvenient and embarrassing +mind." + +They all stayed to dinner, and Bertha rolled up her sleeves and helped +in the kitchen while the Captain went to market with Lucius. McArdle +having got a half-day off, came home highly wrought up again at thought +of meeting Captain Haney and his handsome wife. He looked distinctly +less care-worn, though he confessed that it was hard to rise at the hour +necessary to reach his work at seven. Bertha's heart warmed to him. In a +certain dreamy, speculative turn of eye he was like her father--a man +inventing new forms as naturally as other minds copy worn models. He was +gaining in conversational powers, as he came to know Mart better, and +took occasion to lay before him the plans for several inventions, small +in themselves, but of possible value, so Lucius said. + +There was something hearty, wholesome, and satisfying in this visit, and +Bertha went away with increased liking for the McArdles. "I'm glad you +gave them a boost, Mart," she said, as they left the house, "and you +fixed it fine. Mac talked to me a half-hour explaining that you hadn't +put it on a charity basis--just sold the house on long time." + +"That was Lucius's idea. Wasn't it, Lucius?" + +Lucius did not appear to hear. + +They were whirring down an avenue bordered by elms in expanding leaf, +the sky was filled with big white clouds like those which come and go +over the great domes of the Rockies, and the air was warm and sweet, not +yet dusked by the city's chimneys. Bertha's heart rose on joyous wing. +"Let's call and take the Mosses for a ride," she suggested. + +"With all the pleasure in the world," he replied; and when they drew up +before the side door of the huge block, Bertha sprang out and hurried in +without waiting for Lucius to accompany her. + +Mrs. Moss came to the studio door, and Bertha's shining face so wrought +upon her that she seized her and kissed her with sincere pleasure. "Joe, +here's Mrs. Haney." + +Moss was modelling a small figure on a stand near one of the windows, +but left his work and came towards her with beaming smile. "What a +coincidence! We were just discussing you. How do you do? Shake my +arm--my hands are muddy." She took his outbent wrist and shook it with +frank heartiness. He explained: "I said you'd come back; Julia declared, +'No. Once she tastes the glories of New York, good-bye to Chicago and +the West.'" + +Bertha interrupted: "I want you to lay off and go out for a whirl in our +machine." + +"How gay!" cried Moss. "I ought to be working, for my rent is coming +due; but what's the diff? Here goes! Come on, Julia, we'll shut up shop +and let art wag." + +Julia was doubtful. "You know you promised--" + +"Of course I did--that's the prerogative of the artist. Come on, now; +I'll work to-night." + +"To-night is the Hall's circus party." + +"So it is! Well, no matter. I'm hungry for some whizzing, lashing, cool, +clear air." + +Dodging behind a screen in the corner, like an actor "doing a stunt," he +reappeared a few moments later with clean hands, wearing a gray jacket +and cap. "Hurry, hurry!" he called. He was like a lad invited to go +fishing or swimming. + +"I've been all 'balled up' since you went away," he explained--"took a +contract to produce a certain line of ornamental reliefs; it never pays +to be mercenary. But there it is! I was greedy, I went out for +money--now behold me in the grasp of a business agreement. Can't sleep, +can't breathe country air--had to work all day Sunday." + +"It'll pay some of our debts, though," explained Mrs. Moss, "and buy the +children's summer suits." + +"Summer suits! Why summer suits? I only had one complete suit a year +when I was a child--and that was a buff." + +All the way down the elevator he gazed admiringly at Bertha. "My, my! +how fit you look. Julia, why don't you get a hat and cloak like that?" + +"Why don't I? Do you know why?" Then as they came out in sight of the +'mobile she said, "Why don't you furnish me an auto-car like this?" + +"I will," he said, as though the notion had just risen in his mind. +"I'll secure one this week." + +Mart, who had taken a seat with Lucius, was touched and warmed by their +hearty greeting, and they rolled away up the street as merry as +school-children--even the self-contained Lucius smiled at Joe's odd +turns of speech. Bertha's heart swelled with the keen delight of giving +pleasure to her friends. This was, indeed, the chief of all the wondrous +powers of money--it enabled one to be hospitable, to possess a home +wherein visitors were always welcome, to own a car in which dear friends +could ride; for the moment her resolution to give it all up weakened. + +Moss was delirious with joy as they went sweeping up the Lake Shore +Drive. He took off his cap and stood up in the car in order to drink +deep of the wind that came over the water, crisp and clean and +crystalline. + +On the park mead the boys were playing ball, and the combination of +green grass and soft and feathery foliage was very beautiful. The +water-fowl were out, the captive cranes crying, and the drives were full +of carriages and cars. It was all very cheering, with death and winter +far away. + +Moss, sobering somewhat, began to set forth his plan for making Chicago +a new and greater Venice by bringing the lake into all the city +boulevards and spanning these waterways with stately bridges of a new +type, "designed by Joe Moss, of course," he added; "'twould make Venice +look like a faded print in a lovely old song-book." + +His talk took hold of Bertha's imagination--not because she cared to see +Chicago adorned, but because he was so singularly altruistic in his +concernments. That a man should live to make the world more beautiful +was a wondrous discovery for her. He was not specially troubled about +the physical welfare or the morals of the average citizen, but the +city's grossness, its willingness to perpetuate ugly forms, rasped him, +angered him. + +She was eager to tell him of her own change of view, but waited till +their ride was over and they were seated in the studio and a moment's +private conversation was possible. Tingling with the stimulus of his +fragmentary exclamations, she impulsively began: "If I were a poor girl +who wanted to earn a living in the world, what would you advise me to +do?" + +"Get married!" His answer was jocular, but, observing her displeasure, +he added: "I'm sorry I said that in just that tone, but at the same time +I really mean it. A woman can do other things, but marry she must if she +is to fulfil her place in the world--and be happy." + +She was balked and disappointed, he perceived, and he was forced to go +further: "I certainly wouldn't advise any girl to study painting or +sculpture in the hope of making a living by it. The only side of art +that isn't hopelessly out of the running is the decorative--home +decoration is a sure and worthy profession. People don't feel keen need +of sculpture, but they do like pretty walls and nice furniture. I know +several highly successful women decorators--but I wouldn't advise that +work for any one as an easy way to make a living, for the decorative +sense is either a gift at birth or acquired after hard study." + +"Do they teach it over there?" She nodded towards the lake. "I liked it +over there," she said, wistfully. "You see I didn't get much of a show +at school. I began to stay out to help mother when I was fourteen. I +missed a whole lot. I'd kind o' like to make it up now if I could." + +Moss was eager to probe a little deeper. "Your life is thrillingly +romantic to us--the kind of thing we read of. Congdon writes that you +have a superb home. I should think you'd hate to leave it, even for a +visit." + +Her hands strained together as if in resistance to an impulse of +pleading; then she answered: "Yes--but then, you see, it isn't really +mine--it's the Captain's." + +"Yours by marriage." + +"That's what people say--but I don't know. Sometimes I think I have no +right to any part of it. You have to earn what you own, don't you?" + +What was this doubt at her heart? The unexplained emotion in her voice +moved him profoundly. He cautiously approached. "Of course, we know +Frank Congdon--he likes to 'string' us Easterners and we take his yarns +with due discount. I suppose Captain Haney, like many other Western men, +is ready to try his luck now and again, and in that sense really is a +gambler." + +She faced him squarely. "No, he has been the real thing. He kept a +saloon--when I first knew him, but he gave it all up for me. I wouldn't +promise to marry him till he did. Everybody out there knows his career, +and most people think he got his money underhand, but he tells me he +didn't, and I take his word. Every dollar he spends on me or on our home +comes out of some mines he owns. I told him I wouldn't touch a dollar of +the saloon money--and I won't. Some folks think I don't care, but I do. +I don't like the saloon business, and he got out and he's livin' +straight now, as straight as any man. It's pretty hard on him, too, +though he won't admit it. He must get awful sick of sittin' round the +way he does. I tell him he needn't cut out all his old cronies on my +account. He says he ain't sufferin', but it's like shuttin' a bronco up +in the corral and lettin' the herd go back into the hills." + +"Perhaps he thinks you're better fun than any of his cronies." + +She ignored the implied compliment and went on: + +"All the same, it's drawin' mighty close lines on him. You can't take a +man living a free-and-easy life the way he was and wing him all at once +and tie him down to a chair without seein' some suffering. Don't you +know it?" + +"Does he complain?" + +"Not a whimper. Sometimes I wish he would. No, he just waits--but I'm +afraid he'll get lonesome some day and break loose and go back to the +game." + +In this way the sculptor had come very close to her secret, and she was +trembling to deeper confidence, when he said, very gently: "Of course, +it does seem a little strange to me that one so young and charming as +you are should be married to a man of his type, but I suppose he was a +handsome figure before his--accident." + +Her eyes glowed. "He was one of the grandest-looking men! I never liked +his trade--and I mistrusted him, at first; but when he cut himself out +of the whole business--for me--I couldn't help likin' him; he was so +big-hearted and free-handed. We needed his help, all right. Mother was +sick, and my brother's ranch was playing to hard luck. But don't think I +married him for his money--I liked him then, and, besides--well, I +_thought_ I was doing the right thing--but now--well, I'm guessing." She +ended abruptly, and in the tremor of that final word Moss read her +secret. She had never loved her husband. Pity and a kind of loyalty to +her word had carried her to his side, and now a sense of duty bound her +there. + +With sincere sympathy, he said: "We all do wrong at times that good may +come out of it. You could not foresee the future--the best of us can +_only guess_ at the effect of any action. You did the best you knew at +the moment. The question you have to face now has only slight relation +to the past. No one can enter wholly into another's perplexity--I'm not +even sure of a single one of my inferences--but if you are thinking +of--separation, I would say, meet this crisis as bravely as you met the +other. But I don't believe we should decide any such question selfishly. +I am not of those who always seek the side on which lies personal +happiness, because a happiness that is essentially selfish won't last. +The Captain lives only for you--any one can see that. What he does for +you springs from deep affection. What would happen to him--if you left +him?" + +He paused a moment and watched her subduing her tears; then added: "I +won't say I was unprepared for what you've said, for the entire +relationship, from our first meeting, seemed too abnormal to be +altogether happy. Money will buy a great many desirable things, but it +has its limits. At the same time, it is too much to expect of you--If +your feeling for him has changed--" + +His delicacy, his sympathy for her, was made apparent by the unusual +hesitation of his speech, and she would have broken down completely had +not Julia Moss called out: "Joe, turn on the lights--it's getting dark." + +Conscious of Bertha's emotion, he did not immediately do as he was +bidden. "I wish you'd talk this over with Julia," he ended gently; +"she's a very wise little woman." + +Bertha shook her head. "I didn't intend to talk it over with you. I +don't know what possessed me. I had no business to say what I did." + +He reassured her. "All you've told me and the part I've guessed is quite +safe. I will not even permit Julia to share your confidence till you are +willing to speak to her yourself." + +As he slowly lighted the studio Bertha was surprised and a little +troubled to find that two or three other visitors had slipped in through +the dusk, and were grouped about the tea-table, and that the Captain was +again the centre of an eager-eyed group. "They treat him as if he were +an Eskimo," she thought bitterly, and rose to join the circle and +protect him from their inquisition. + +Haney was feeling extremely well, and talked with so much of his old +time vigor and slash of epithet that his little audience was quite +entranced. He enlarged upon the experiences of a year he had spent in +Alaska. "Mining up there in them days made gambling slow business," he +said. (He had told Bertha that he had made an attempt to get out of "the +trade," but she was content to have him put it on less self-righteous +grounds.) He contrived to make his hearers feel very keenly the +pitiless, long-drawn ferocity of that sunless winter. He made it plain +why men in that far land came together in vile dens to drink and gamble, +and Moss glowed with the wonder and delight of those great boys who +could rush away to the arctic edge of the world and die with laughing +curses on their lips. + +"What did you all do it for?" he asked, bluntly. "For money?" + +"Partly--but more for the love of doing something hard. No man but a +miser punishes himself for love of gold--it's for love of what the stuff +will buy, that men fight the snows." + +While Haney talked of these things Bertha's eyes were musingly turned on +the face of the sculptor, and her mind was far from the scenes which +Mart so vividly described. This side of his life no longer amused +her--on the contrary she shrank from any disclosure of his savage +career. She was now as unjust in her criticism as she had been fond in +her admiration, and when with darkening brow she cut short his garrulous +flow of narrative Julia perceived her displeasure. + +Haney apologized, handsomely. "It's natural for the ould bedraggled +eagle in the cage with a club on his wrist to dream of the circles he +used to cut and the fish he set claw to. In them days I feared no man's +weight, and no night or stream. 'Twas all joyous battle to me, and now, +as I sit here on velvet with only to snap me fingers for anything I +want, I look back at thim fierce old times with a sneaking kind o' wish +to live 'em all over again. Bertie knows me weakness. I would talk +forever did she lave me go on; but 'tis no blame to her--it was a cruel, +bad, careless life." + +"When I come West," said Moss, sincerely, "we'll go camping together, +and every night by the fire we'll smoke and you can tell me all about +your journeys. I assure you they are epic to me." + +Dr. Brent, a little later, put in a private word to Bertie. "Now you're +going back into the high country and you'll find it necessary to watch +the Captain pretty closely. I suspect he'll find his heart thumping +briskly when he reaches the Springs. He may stand that altitude all +right, but don't let him go higher. He will be taking chances if he goes +above six thousand feet. You'd better have Steel of Denver come down and +examine him to see how he stands the first few days. I mention Steel +because I know him--I've no doubt there are plenty of good men in the +Springs." + +"What'll I do if he's worse?" + +"Bring him back here or go to sea level--only beware of high passes." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +THE HANEYS RETURN TO THE PEAKS + + +The forces that really move most men are the small, concrete, individual +experiences of life. The death of a child is of more account to its +parents than the fall of a republic. Napoleon did not forget Josephine +in his Italian campaigns, and Grant, inflexible commander of a +half-million men, never failed, even in the Wilderness, to remember the +plain little woman whose fireside fortunes were so closely interwoven +with his epoch-making wars. + +As Ben Fordyce lost interest in the question of labor and capital and +the political struggles of the state (because they were of less account +than his own combat with the powers of darkness), so Bertha had little +thought of the abstract, the sociologic, in her uneasiness--the strife +was individual, the problems personal--and at last, weary of question, +of doubt, she yielded once more to the protecting power which lay in +Haney's gold and permitted herself to enjoy its use, its command of men. +There was something like intoxication in this sense of supremacy, this +freedom from ceaseless calculation, and to rise above the doubt in which +she had been plunged was like suddenly acquiring wings. + +She accepted any chance to penetrate the city's life, determined to +secure all that she could of its light and luxury, and in return +intrusted Lucius with plans for luncheons and dinners, which he carried +out with lavish hand. + +Mart seconded all her resolutions with hearty voice. "There's nothing +too good for the Haneys!" he repeatedly chuckled. + +In the midst of other gayeties she had the McArdles over to mid-day +dinner one Saturday, and afterwards took them all, a noisy gang, to the +theatre--Patrick Haney as much of a boy as his grandsons, McArdle alone +being unhappy as well as uneasy. + +She went about the shops, buying with reckless hand treasures for the +house in the Springs, and this gave her husband more satisfaction than +any other extravagance, for each article seemed a gage of the permanency +of his home. In support of her mood he urged her to even larger +expenditures. "Buy, buy like a queen," he often commanded, as she mused +upon some choice. "Take the best!" + +There was instruction as well as a guilty delight in all this conjuring +with a magic check-book, and Bertha grew in grace and dignity in her +role as hostess. Her circle of acquaintances widened, but the Mosses, +her first friends in the city, were not displaced in her affections. To +them she continued to play the generous fairy in as many pleasant ways +as they would permit. The theatre continued to be her delight, as well +as her school of life, and a box-party followed nearly every dinner. She +was like a child in the catholicity of her appetite, for she devoured +Shakespearian bread, Ibsen roasts, and comic opera cream-puffs with +almost equal gusto--and mentally thrived upon the mixture. To the +outsider she seemed one of the most fortunate women in the world. + +And yet every day made her less tolerant of the crippled old man at her +side. She did not pout or sulk or answer him shortly, but she often +forgot him--failed to answer him--not out of petulance or disgust, but +because her mind was busy with other people. Gradually, without +realizing it, she got into the habit of leaving him to amuse himself, as +he best could, for she knew he did not specially care for the pursuits +which gave her the keenest joy. In consequence of this unintentional +neglect he very naturally fell more and more into the hands of the +bar-room spongers who loitered about the hotel corridors. He dreaded +loneliness, and it was to keep his companions about him that he became a +spendthrift in liquors. Sternly and deliberately temperate during his +long career as a gambler, he fell at last into drinking to excess, and +on one unhappy afternoon returned to Bertha quite plainly drunk. + +She was both startled and disgusted by this sign of weakness, and he was +not so blinded by the mist of his potations but that he perceived the +shrinking reluctance of her touch as she aided Lucius in lifting him +into the bed. His inert, lumpish form was at the moment hideously +repulsive to her, and physical contact with him a dreaded thing. What +was left if he lost that self-control which had made him admirable? She +had always been able to qualify his other shortcomings by saying, "Well, +anyhow, he don't drink." She could boast of this no longer. + +It was a most miserable night for her. At dinner she was forced to lie +about him (for the first time), and she did it so badly that Joe Moss +divined her trouble and came generously to her aid with a long and +amusing story about Whistler. + +The play to which she took her guests did not help her to laughter, for +it set forth with diabolic skill the life of a woman who loathed her +husband, dreaded maternity, and hated herself--a baffling, marvellously +intricate and searching play--meat for well people, not for those +mentally ill at ease or morally unstable. Of a truth, Bertha saw but +half of it and comprehended less, for she could not forget the leaden +hands and flushed face of the man she called husband--and whom she had +left in his bed to sleep away his hours of intoxication. She pitied him +now--but in a new fashion. Her compassion was mixed with contempt, and +that showed more clearly than any other feeling could the depth to which +Marshall Haney had sunk. + +When she came home at midnight she listened at his door, but did not +enter, for Lucius--skilled in all such matters--reported the Captain to +be "all right." + +She went to her own room in a more darkly tragic mood than she had ever +known before. Her punishment, her time for trouble, had begun. "I reckon +I'm due to pay for my fun," she said to herself, "but not in the way +I've been figuring on." Haney seemed at the moment a complete physical +ruin, and the change which his helplessness wrought in her was most +radical. + +His deeply penitent mood next morning hurt and repelled her almost as +much as his maudlin jocularity of the night before. She would have +preferred a brazen levity to this humble confession. "'Twas me boast," +he sadly asserted, "that no man ever caught me with me eyes full of sand +and me tongue twisted--and now look at me! 'Tis what comes of having +nothing to do but trade lies with a lot of flat-bottomed loafers in a +gaudy bar-room. But don't worry, darlin', right here old Mart pulls up. +You'll not see anny more of this. Forget it, dear-heart--won't you now?" + +She promised, of course, but the chasm between them was widened, and a +fear of his again yielding to temptation cut short her stay in the city, +for Lucius warningly explained: "The Captain is settling into a corner +of the bar-room with a gang of sponging blackguards around him, and +every day makes it less easy for him to break away. I'd advise going +home," he ended, quietly. "The Springs is a safer place for him now." + +The hyenas were beginning to prowl around the disabled lion, and this +the faithful servant knew even better than the wife. + +"All right, home we go," she replied, and the thought of "home" was both +sweet and perilous. + +Haney met her decision with pathetic, instant joy. "I'm ready, I was +only waitin'," he said. "After all, your own shack is better than a +pearl palace in anny town, and it's gettin' hot besides." + +Bertha parted from the Mosses with keen sorrow. Joe had come to be like +an elder brother to her--a brother and a teacher, and, next to Ben +Fordyce, was more often in her thought than any other human being. She +had lost part of her awe of him, but her affection had deepened as she +came to understand the essential manliness and simplicity of his +character. He redeemed the artist-world from the shame men like Humiston +had put upon it. + +As she entered for the last time the studio in which she had spent so +many happy hours and from whose atmosphere of work and high endeavor she +had derived so much mental and moral development she was sad, and this +sadness lent a beauty to her face that it had never before attained. She +looked older, too; and contrasting her with the girl who had first +looked in at his door, Moss could scarcely believe that less than half a +year had affected this change in her. He was too keen an observer not to +know that part of this was due to a refining taste in hats and gowns, +but beneath all these superficial traits she had grown swiftly in the +expression of security and power. + +He greeted her as usual with a frank nod and (his hands being free from +clay) advanced to shake hands. "Don't tell me you've come to say +good-bye." + +"That's what," she curtly said. "It's up to me to take the Captain home. +He's getting into bad habits lying around this hotel." + +His face clouded. "I've been afraid of that," he answered, gently. "Yes, +you'd better go home. It's harder for a man to have a good, easy time +than it is for a woman. But sit down, Julia will be in soon; you mustn't +go without seeing her." + +After some further talk on trains and other common-places she became +abruptly personal. "I've been having a whole lot of fun buying things +and planting dollars, but I'm beginning to see an end to that kind of +business. After you've got your house filled up with furniture and +jimcracks, what you going to do then?" + +"Burn 'em." + +"And begin all over again? You can't buy out the town. It's a real +circus for a while, but I can see there's a limit to it. Once you find +out you can just go down here to one of these jewelry-stores and order +anything you want--you don't want anything. Here I am with a lot of +money that ain't mine, having a gay whirl spending it, but I can see my +finish right now. To go on in this line would take all the fun out of +life. What am I to do?" + +Moss took a seat and looked at her thoughtfully. "I don't know. I used +to think if I had money I'd start out and 'do good to people,' but I'm +not at all sure that charity isn't all a damned impertinence. A couple +of years ago I would have said go in for 'Neighborhood Settlements,' +free libraries, 'Noonday Rests,' 'Open-air Funds,' and all the rest of +it, but now I ask, 'Why?' We've had our wave of altruism, and I'm +inclined to think a wave of selfishness would do us all good--but you're +too young to be bothered with these problems. Go home and be happy while +you can. Enjoy your gold while it glitters. Work is my only fun--real, +enduring fun--and I'm not a bit sure _that_ will last. Whatever you do, +be yourself. Don't try to be what you think I or some one else would +like to have you. I like you because you are so straight-forwardly +yourself; I shall be heart-broken if you take on the disease of the age +and begin to prate of your duty." + +She listened to him with only partial comprehension of his meaning, but +she answered: "I was brought up to think duty was the whole works." + +"Yes, and your teacher meant duty to God, duty to others. Well, there's +duty to one's self. The war of money and duty is the biggest mix of our +day. It's simpler to be poor; then all you've got to worry about is +bread and shoes and shingles." + +"That's just it. Sometimes I wish I was back in the Golden Eagle, where +I--" she ended in mid-sentence. + +He laughed. "You sound like a middle-aged financier who mourns (tattooed +with dollar-marks) for the days when he used to husk corn at seventy +cents a day." She saw the humor of this, but was aware that without a +knowledge of Ben Fordyce Joe could not understand her problem, therefore +she abandoned her search for light and leading. "Well, anyhow, right +here I quit what you fellows call civilization. I hate to lose you and +Julia and the rest of the folks, but it's me to the high hills. You'll +never know how much you've helped me." + +"I hope you'll never know how thoroughly we've _done_ you. An +evil-minded person would say we'd worked you for dinners and drives most +shameful. However, if you have enjoyed our company as thoroughly as +we've delighted in your champagne and birds, we'll cry quits. All my +theories of art and life I advance _gratis_. I ought to do something +handsome for you--you've listened so divinely." + +Underneath his banter Moss was sincerely moved. It was hard to say +good-bye to this curious, earnest, seeking mind, this unspoiled child in +whose face the world was being reflected as in a magical mirror. He +loved her with frank affection--a pure passion that was more intimate +than fraternal love and more exalted, in a sense, than the selfish, +devouring passion of the suitor. It would have been difficult for him to +say what his relationship to her at the moment was. It was more than +friendship, more than brotherly care, and yet it was definably less than +that of the lover. + +Julia came in and was quite as outspoken in her regret, and both refused +to say good-bye at the moment. "We'll see you at the station," they +said, and Bertha went away, feeling the pain of parting less keen by +reason of this promise. + +Afterwards, as the hour for departure came near, she hoped they would +not come. It was less difficult to say "I'll see you again" than to +utter the curt "good-bye" which means so much in Anglo-Saxon life. + +They came, however, together with several others of her friends, but in +the bustle and confusion of the depot not much of sentiment could be +uttered, and, though she felt that she was going for a long stay, she +was prodigal of promises to return soon. + +Patrick Haney was there, but refused to go with them. "Sure I'm at the +jumpin'-off place now, and to immigrate furder would be to put meself in +the hands of the murtherin' redskins." His talk was the touch of comedy +which the situation needed. "Av ye don't mind I'll stay wid Fan," he +said, a little more seriously, to Haney, who replied: + +"All right, 'tis as Fan says," and so they entered the train for the +upward climb. + +Haney himself had only joy of the return. He sat at one of the windows +of the library car and studied the prairie swells with a faint, musing +smile, till the darkness fell, and was up early next morning, eager and +curious, to see how the increasing altitude would affect him. Only +towards the end of the second day after eating his dinner did he begin +to feel oppressed. + +"I smell the altitude," he confessed--"me breath is shortenin' a bit, +but 'tis good to see the peaks again." + +In this long ride the girl-wife dwelt dangerously on the bright face of +Ben Fordyce. It was the thought of seeing him again that came at last to +steal away her regret at parting from her Eastern friends. The splendor +of the Eastern world faded at last, and she, too, soared gladly towards +the mountains. Every doubt was swallowed up in a pleasure which was at +once pure and beyond her control. + +Ben would be at the station, she was certain, for Lucius had wired to +him the time of their arrival, and he had instantly replied. "I'll be +there, and very glad to see you"--these words, few and simple, were +addressed to Marshall Haney, but they thrilled her almost as if Ben had +spoken them to her. Was he as glad to have her return as she was to meet +him again? + +"A fine lad," remarked Haney, as he pocketed the envelope. "I wonder +does he marry soon? He'd better decide now. I reckon Alice is not long +for this climate--poor girl!" + +His remark, so simple in itself, pierced to the centre of Bertha's +momentary self-deception. "I have no right to think of him. He belongs +to Alice Heath!" But the feeling that she herself belonged to Marshall +Haney was gone. That she owed him service was true, but since the night +of his drunkenness she had definitely and finally abandoned all thought +of being his wife, soul to soul, in the rite that sanctifies law. True, +he had kept his word, he had not offended again, but the mischief was +done. To return to the plane on which they had stood when she gave her +promise was impossible. + +The day and the hour were such as make the plain lover content with his +world. The earth, a mighty robe of closely woven velvet, mottled softly +in variant greens, swept away to the west, under a soaring convexity of +saffron sky, towards a cloudy altar whereon small wisps of vapor were +burning down to golden embers, while beneath lay the dark-blue Rampart +range. It was a world for horsemen, for free rovers, and for swift and +tireless desert-kine. The course of winds, it lay, a play-ground for +tempests that formed along the great divide and swept down over the +antlike homes of men, acknowledging no barrier, exultant of their +strength of wing and the weight of their horizon-touching armament. + +Bertha loved this land, but only because it was an approach to the +hills. She would have shuddered at its desolate, limitless sweep, +treeless, shelterless, had not the dim forms of the distant peaks she +loved so well rose just beyond. She lost her doubt as they approached, +welcoming them as the gates of home. She forgot all save the swelling +tide of longing in her heart. + +As the train drew slowly in she caught sight of Ben's intent face among +the throng, and was moved to the point of beating upon the window. He +seemed care-worn and older in this glimpse, but at sight of her his +sunny smile came back radiantly to his lips and glinted like sunshine +from his eyes. In tremulous voice she called: "_There he is!_" + +Self-revelation lay in this ecstatic cry and in the glad haste which +kept her on her feet; but Haney, unsuspicious, content, found no cause +for jealousy in her innocent and unrestrained delight at getting home. + +Progress down the aisle seemed intolerably slow, for the passengers +ahead of her, stubbornly sluggish, barred her way, but at last she stood +looking into her lover's face, her eager hand pressed between his palms. + +"Welcome home!" he called, and drew her to him as if moved almost beyond +his control with desire to clasp her to his bosom. In that instant they +forgot all their doubts and scruples--overpowered by the sense of each +other's nearness. + +She was the first to recover her self-command, and, pushing him away +with a quick, decisive gesture, turned to aid Mart, whom Lucius was +bringing slowly down the step. + +Her heart was still laboring painfully as she faced Congdon, but she +contrived to return his greeting as he remarked with quizzical glance, +"I hope you'll not find our little town dull, Mrs. Haney." + +Dull! She wanted to scream out her joy. She felt like racing to the big +black team to throw her arms about their necks. Dull! There was no other +spot in all the world so exalting as this small town and its +over-peering peaks. + +"Where is Mrs. Congdon?" she succeeded in asking at last. + +"She has visitors and couldn't come," he answered. "But where's that +'mobile we've heard so much about?" + +"Coming by fast freight." + +"Freight! From all I've heard of your doings in Chicago I expected it to +come as excess baggage." + +It was cool, delicious green dusk--not dark--with a small sickle of moon +in the west, and as they drove up the broad avenue towards home the +town, the universe, was strangely sweet and satisfying. It seemed as +though she had been gone an age--so much had come to her--so thick was +the crowd of new experiences standing between her going and her +return--so swiftly had her mind expanded in these months of vivid city +life. "I'll never go away again," she said to Ben. "This country suits +me." + +"I'm glad to hear you say that," he answered, softly. In the most +natural way he had put Congdon with Haney in the rear seat and had taken +the place beside Bertha, and this nearness filled her with pleasure and +an unwonted confusion. How big he was! and how splendid his clear, +youthful profile seemed as it gleamed silver-white in the light of the +big street-lamps. Never had his magnetic young body acted upon her so +powerfully, so dangerously. His firm arm touching her own was at once a +delight and a dread. She was all woman at last, awake, palpitant with +love's full-flooding tide--bewildered, dizzy with rapture. Speech was +difficult and her thought had neither sequence nor design. + +Fordyce was under restraint also, and the burden of the talk fell upon +Congdon, who proceeded in his amusingly hit-or-miss way to detail the +important or humorous happenings, of the town, and so they rolled along +up the wide avenue to the big stone steps before the looming, lamp-lit +palace which they called home. + +Ben sprang out first, glad of another opportunity to take Bertha's hand, +a clasp that put the throbbing pain back in her bosom--filling her with +a kind of fear of him as well as of herself--and without waiting for the +Captain she ran up the walk towards the wide doorway where Miss Franklin +stood in smiling welcome. + +Her greeting over, the young wife danced about the hall, crying: "Oh, +isn't it big and fine! And aren't you glad it's our own!" She appeared +overborne by a returning sense of security and ownership, and ran from +room to room with all the ecstasy and abandon of a child--but she +stopped suddenly in the middle of her own chamber as if a remorseless +hand were clutching at her heart. "But it is _not_ mine!--I must give it +all up!" + +Thrusting this intruding thought away, she hurried back to the library, +where the men were seated at ease, sipping some iced liquor in gross +content. + +Haney was beaming. "It makes me over new to sniff this air again," he +was saying. "'Tis a bad plan to let go your hold on mountain air. Me +lungs have contracted a trifle, but they'll expand again. I'll be riding +a horse in a month." + +Ben was sympathetic, but had eyes only for Bertha, whose improvement (in +mind as in bearing) astonished and delighted him. Her trip, coming just +at the period when her observation was keenest and her memory most +tenacious, had subtly, swiftly ripened her. Wrought upon by a thousand +pictures, moved by strange words and faces, unconsciously changing to +the color of each new conception, deriving sweetness and charm from +every chance-heard strain of music and poetry, she had opened like a +rose. + +The middle-aged are prone to go about the world carrying their habits, +their prejudices, and their ailments with them to return as they went +forth; but youth like Bertha's adventures out into the world eager to be +built upon, ready to be transformed from child to adult, as it would +seem, in a day. + +"She has achieved new distinction!" Ben exulted as he watched her moving +about the room, so supple, so powerful, and so graceful, but, though he +was careful not to utter one word of praise, he could not keep the glow +of admiration from his eyes. + +An hour later as he said good-night and went away with Congdon, his +heart burned with secret, rebellious fire. "Was it not hateful that this +glorious girl should be doomed to live out the sweetest, most alluring +of her years with a gross and crippled old man?" To leave her under the +same roof with Mart Haney seemed like exposing her to profanation and +despair. + +They were hardly out of the gate before Congdon broke forth in open +praise of her. "When Mart dies, what a witching morsel for some man!" + +Fordyce did not answer on the instant, and when he did his voice was +constrained. "You don't think he's in immediate danger of it--do you?" + +"Quite the contrary. He looks to be on the upgrade; but it's a safe bet +she outlives him, and then think of her with a hundred thousand dollars +a year to spend! Talk about honey-pots!--and flies!" After a moment's +silence he added, musingly: "Funny how one's ideas change. A year ago I +thought she was deeply indebted to him; now I feel that with all his +money he can't possibly repay her for what she's giving up on his +account. And yet his chink has made her what she is. Money is a weird +power when applied to a woman. Tiled bath-rooms, silk stockings and +bonnets work wonders with the sex. She's improved mightily on this +trip." + +After leaving Congdon, Ben went to his apartment and telephoned Alice to +say that the Haneys had arrived and that he had left them under their +own roof in good repair. + +"How is the Captain's health?" she asked, with the morbid interest of +the invalid gossip. + +"He feels the altitude a little, but that is probably only temporary. +They both seem very glad to get home." + +"He's made a mistake. He can't live here--I am perfectly sure of it. How +is she?" + +"Very well--and beautifully dressed, which is the main thing," he added, +with a slight return of his humor. "They asked after you very +particularly." + +Unable to sleep, he went out to walk the night, blind envy in his brain +and a hot hunger in his heart, moved as he had never been moved before +at thought of Haney's nearness to that glowing girl. Their union was +monstrous, incredible. + +He no longer attempted to deceive himself. He loved this young wife +whose expanding personality had enthralled him from their first meeting. +It was not alone that she was possessed of bodily charm--she called to +him through the mysterious ways which lead the one man to the +predestined woman. The affection he had borne towards Alice Heath was +but the violet ray of friendship compared to the lambent, leaping, red +flame of his passion for Bertha Haney. She represented to him the +mysterious potency and romance of the West--typifying its amazing +resiliency, its limitless capability of adaptation. In a way that seemed +roundabout and strange, but which was, after all, very simple and very +direct, she had lifted her family as well as herself out of poverty back +into the comfort which was their right. Odd, masculine, unexpected of +phrase, she had never been awkward or cheap. Congdon was right, she was +capable of high things. She made mistakes, of course, but they were not +those which a shallow personality would make--they sprang rather from +the overflow of a vigorous and abounding imagination. + +"All she needs is contact with people of the right sort. She is capable +of the highest culture," he concluded. + +That she was more vital to him than any other woman in the world he now +knew, but he acknowledged nothing base in this confession. He was not +seeking ways to possess her of his love--on the contrary, he was +resolved to conduct himself so nobly that she would again trust and +respect him. "My love is honorable," he said. "I will go forward as in +the beginning--why should I not?--enjoying her companionship as any +honest man may do." + +The question of his relation to Alice was not so easily settled. She had +come to irritate him now. Her changeable, swift-witted, moody, +hysterical invalidism had begun to wear upon him intolerably. Everything +she did was wrong. It was brutal even to admit this, but he could no +longer conceal it either from himself or from her. It was deeply, sadly +painful to recall the promise, the complete confidence and happiness +with which they had both started towards the West. How sure of her +recovery they had been, how gay and confident of purpose! Now she not +only refused to listen to his demand for an early marriage, but hampered +and annoyed him in a hundred ways. As he walked the silent night he was +forced to acknowledge that she had been right in delaying their union. +And yet how dependent upon him she was. Her life was so tragically +inwound with his that to think of shaking away her hand seemed the act +of a sordid egoist. + +"And even were I free, nothing is solved." + +The situation took on the insoluble and the tragic. In the fashion of +well-bred, soundly nurtured American youth he had thought of such +complications only as subjects for novelists. "There must be +concealment, but not duplicity, in my attitude," he decided. He longed +for the constant light of Bertha's face, the frequent touch of her hand. +Her laughter was so endlessly charming, her step so firm, so light, so +graceful. The grace of her bosom--the sweeping line of her side-- + +He stopped there. In that direction lay danger. "She trusts me, and I +will repay her trust. She has chosen me to be her adviser, putting her +wealth in my hands!--Well, why not? We will see whether an honorable man +cannot carry forward even so difficult a relationship as this. I will +visit her every day, I will enjoy her hospitality as freely as Congdon, +and I will fulfil my promise to Alice--if she asks it of me." + +But deep under the sombre resolution lay an unuttered belief in his +future, in his happiness--for this is the prerogative of youth. The dim +mountains, the sinking crescent moon, and the silence of the plain all +seemed somehow to prophesy both happiness and peace. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +BERTHA'S DECISION + + +It was good to wake in her old room and see the morning light breaking +in golden waves against the peaks, to hear her dogs bay and to listen to +the murmuring voice of the fountains on the lawn. It was deliciously +luxurious to sit at breakfast on the vine-clad porch with the shining +new coffee-boiler before her, while Miss Franklin expressed her +admiration of the napery and china which the Mosses had helped her to +select. + +It was glorious to go romping with the dogs about the garden, and most +intoxicating to mount her horse and ride away upon the mesa, mad with +speed and ecstatic of the wind. No one could have kept pace with her +that first day at home. She ran from one thing to the other. She +unpacked and spread out all her treasures. She telegraphed her mother +and 'phoned her friends. She gave direction to the servants and examined +every thing from the horses' hoofs to the sewing-machine. She went over +the house from top to bottom to see that it was in order. She was crazy +with desire of doing. Her mid-day meal was a mere touch-and-go lunch, +but when at last she was seated in her carriage with Haney and Miss +Franklin she fell back in her seat, saying, "I feel kind o' sleepy and +tired." + +"I should think you would!" exclaimed her teacher. + +"Of all the galloping creatures you are the most wonderful. I hope +you're not to keep this up." + +Haney put in a quiet word. "She will _not_. Sure, she cannot. There'll +be nothin' left for to-morrow." + +Their ride was in the nature of a triumphal progress. Many people who +had hesitated about bowing to them hitherto took this morning to unbend, +and Mart observed, with a good deal of satisfaction: "The town seems +powerful cordial. I think I'll launch me boom for the Senate." + +At the bank-door, where the carriage waited while Bertha transacted some +business within, he held a veritable reception, and the swarming +tourists, looking upon the sleek and shining team and the gray +mustached, dignified old man leaning from his seat to shake hands, +wondered who the local magnate was, and those who chanced to look in at +the window were still more interested in the handsome girl in whose +honor the president of the bank left his mahogany den. + +In truth, Bertha had won, almost without striving for it, the +recognition of the town. Those who had never really established anything +against her seized upon this return as the moment of capitulation. There +was no mystery about her life. She was known now, and no one really knew +anything evil of her--why should she be condemned? + +In such wise the current of comment now set, and Mrs. Haney found +herself approached by ladies who had hitherto passed her without so much +as a nod. She took it all composedly, and in answer to their invitations +bluntly answered: "The Captain ain't up to going out much, and I don't +like to leave him alone. Come and see us." + +She was composed with all save Fordyce, who now produced in her a kind +of breathlessness which frightened her. She longed for, yet dreaded, his +coming, and for several days avoided direct conversation with him. He +respected this reserve in her, but was eager to get her comment on the +East. + +"How did you like New York," he asked one night as they were all in the +garden awaiting dinner. + +"It scared me," she answered. "Made me feel like a lady-bug in a +clover-huller; but it never phased the Captain," she added, with a +smile. "'There's nothin' too good for the Haneys,' says he, and we sure +went the pace. We turned Lucius loose. We spent money wicked--enough to +buy out a full-sized hotel." + +Her quaint, shrewd comment on her extravagances amused Ben exceedingly, +and by keeping to a line of questioning he drew from her nearly all her +salient experiences--excepting, of course, her grapple with the +degenerate artist. + +"Lucius turned out the jewel they said he was?" + +She responded with enthusiasm. "I should say he did! He knew everything +we wanted to know and more too. We'd have wandered around like a couple +of Utes if it hadn't been for him. _When in doubt ask Lucius_, was our +motto." + +She told stories of the elder Haney and the McArdles, and described the +trials of the children in their new home till Ben laughingly said: "It's +hard to run somebody else's life--I've found that out." + +And Haney admitted with a chuckle that Mac was "a little bewildered, +like a hen with a red rag on her tail--divided in his mind like. As for +Dad, he still thinks me a burglar on an improved plan." + +They also talked of Bertha's studies, for Miss Franklin began at once to +give her daily instruction in certain arts which she considered +necessary to women of Mrs. Haney's position, and always at the moment of +meeting they spoke of Alice--that is to say, Haney with invariable +politeness asked after her health, and quite as regularly Ben replied: +"Not very well." Once he added: "I can hardly get her out any more. She +seems more and more despondent." + +This report profoundly troubled Bertha, and the sight of Alice's drawn +and tragic face made her miserable. There was something in the sick +woman's gaze which awed her, and she was careful not to be left alone +with her. The thought of her suffering and its effect on Ben threw a +dark shadow over the brightness of her world. She was filled, also, with +a growing uneasiness by reason of Mart's change of attitude towards +herself. In the excitement of his home-coming he seemed about to regain +a large part of his former health and spirits. His eyes brightened, his +smile became more frequent, the appealing lines of his brow smoothed +out, and save for an occasional shortening of the breath his condition +appeared to be improving. + +This access of vitality was apparent to Bertha, and should have brought +joy to her as to him; but it did not, for with returning vitality his +attitude towards her became less of the invalid and more of the lover. +He said nothing directly--at first--but she was able to interpret all +too well the meaning of his jocular remarks and his wistful glances. +Once he called her attention to the returning strength in his arm. "The +ould man is not dead yet," he exulted, lifting his disabled arm and +clinching his fist. "I feel younger than at any time since me accident," +and as he spoke she perceived something of the lion in the light of his +eyes. + +One night as she was passing his chair he reached for her and caught her +and drew her down upon his knee. "Sit ye down a wink. Ye're always on +the move like a flibberty-bidget." + +She struggled free of his embrace, her face clouded with alarm and +anger. "Don't be a fool," she said, harshly. + +He released her, saying, humbly: "Don't be angry, darlin', 'tis foolish +of me, an ould crippled wolf, to be thinking of matin' with a fawn like +y'rself. I don't blame ye. Go your ways." + +She went to her room, with his voice--so humbly penitent and +resigned--lingering in her ears, trembling with the weight of the burden +which his amorous mood had laid upon her. + +She resented his action the more because life at the moment was so full +of joy. Each morning was filled with pleasant duties, and each afternoon +they drove to the office to discuss the mines with Ben, and in the +evening he called to sit for an hour or two on the porch, smoking, +talking, till Mart grew sleepy and yawned. These meetings were +deliciously, calmly delightful, for Mrs. Gilman or Miss Franklin was +always present, and, though the talk was general, Ben talked for her +ears at times, but always impersonally, and she honored him for his +delicacy, his reserve, his respect for her position as a married woman, +recognizing the care with which he avoided everything which might +embarrass her. + +And now, by force of Mart's humble suing, her half-forgotten scruples +were revived. Her uneasiness began again. A decision was finally and +definitely thrust upon her. Instantly she was beset by all her doubts +and desires, and the sky darkened with clouds of trouble. + +To make Mart happy was still her wish, but the way was not so easy of +choice, nor so simple to follow as it had once seemed. The briers were +thick before her feet. There was so much of personal gratification, so +much of selfish pleasure, in remaining his companion, warmed and +defended by all the comfort and dignity which his wealth had brought to +her, that it seemed a kind of treachery to halt with her duty half done. +To be his spouse, to become the mother of his children, this alone would +entitle her to his bounty. "I can't do it!" she cried out--"I can't, I +can't!" And yet not to do his will was to remain a pensioner and to be +under indictment as an adventuress. + +She had read somewhere these words from a great philosopher: "The woman +who bears a child to any man should instantly be lawfully seized of +one-half his goods, for by that sublime act she takes her life in her +hand as truly as the soldier who charges upon an invading host. The +anguish of maternity should sanctify every woman." + +On the other side of her hedge lay enticing freedom. It seemed at times +as though to be again in the little office of the Golden Eagle Hotel +would be a more perfect happiness than this she now enjoyed--but that, +too, was illusory. How could she repay the money she had used? The +moment she left Marshall Haney she would not only be poor, she would be +profoundly in his debt. Where could she find the money to repay him and +to make her schooling possible? + +Perplexity was in her darkened eyes. Happiness and sorrow, doubt and +delight grew along each path--thickly interwoven--and decision became +each day more difficult. It was hateful to lie under the charge of +having married merely for a gambler's money, and yet to plunge her +mother and herself back into poverty would seem to others the act of one +insane. As she pondered the problem of her life she lost all of her +girlish lightness of heart and lay in her luxurious bed a brooding, +troubled woman. + +She could have gone on indefinitely with the half-filial, half-fraternal +relationship into which she and Mart had fallen, but the thought of that +other most intimate, most elemental union which his touch had made more +definite than ever before produced in her a shudder of repulsion, of +positive loathing. She could no longer endure the clasp of his hand, and +in spite of herself she was forced, by contrasting experience, to +acknowledge the allurement which lay in Ben Fordyce's handsome face and +strong and graceful body. + +"I must go away--for a while at least. I'll go back to the ranch and +think it over." + +And yet even the ranch was partly Haney's! How could she escape from her +indebtedness to him? To what could she turn to make a living? To leave +this big house and her horses, her garden, her dresses and jewels, +required heroic resolution, but what of the long days of toil and +dulness to which she must return? + +Worn with the ceaseless alternations of these thoughts, she fell into a +dream that was half a waking vision. She thought she had just packed a +bag with the gown she wore the night she came to Haney's rescue, when he +came shuffling into her room and said: "Where are you goin', darlin'?" + +She replied: "To the ranch--to think things over." + +The tears came to his eyes, and he said: "'Tis the sun out of me sky +when ye go, Bertie. Do not stay long." + +She promised to be back soon, but rode away with settled intent never to +return. + +No one knew her on the train, for she had drawn her veil close and sat +very still. It seemed that she went near the mine in some strange way, +and at the switch Williams got on the train to stop her and persuade her +to return. He was terribly agitated. "Didn't you know Mart is sick?" he +said, in a tone of reproach. It seemed as if a broad river of years +flowed between herself and the girl who used to see this queer little +man enter her hotel door--but he was unchanged. "You can't do this +thing!" he went on, his lips trembling with emotion. + +"What thing?" she asked. + +"Fordyce tells me you're going to throw poor old Mart overboard." + +"That's my notion--I can't be his wife, and so I'm getting out," she +answered. + +"But, girl, you can't do that!" and he swore in his excitement. "Mart +needs you--we all need you. It'll kill him." + +"I can't help it!" she answered, with infinite weariness in throat and +brain. "I pass it up, and go back to my brother." + +"I don't see why." + +"Because I've no right to Mart's money." + +"You're crazy to think of such a thing. You a queen! Who's goin' to +catch the money when you drop it?" he asked, and helplessly added: "I +don't believe you. You're kiddin', you're tryin' us out." + +"I'm doing nothing to earn this luxury." + +"Doing nothing! My God, you've made Mart Haney over new. You've +converted him--as they say, you've redeemed him. Let me tell you +something, little sister, Mart worships you. It does him good just to +_see_ you. You don't expect the moon to fry bacon, do you? Stars don't +run pumps! Mart is satisfied. Every time you speak to him or pass by him +he gets happy all the way through--I know, for I feel just the same." + +There was something in his eloquence that went to the heart of the +dreaming girl. If any one in her world was to be trusted it was this +ugly little man, who never presumed to ask even a smile for himself, and +whose unswerving loyalty to Mart made her own flight a base and cruel +act; and yet even as he pleaded his face faded and she fancied herself +stepping from the train in Sibley, unnoticed by even the hackmen, who +used to bring the humbler passengers of each train to the door of the +Golden Eagle Hotel. + +She walked up the sidewalk, surprised to find it changed to brick. The +hotel was gone, and in its place stood a saloon marked, "Haney's Place." +This hardened her heart again. "That settles it!" she said, bitterly. +"He's gone back to his old business." + +The road out to the ranch seemed very long and hot, but she had no +money, not a cent left with which to hire a carriage, and she kept +saying to herself: "If Mart knew this, he'd send Lucius and the machine. +I reckon he'd be sorry to see me walking in this dust. It's a good thing +I have my old brown dress on." She passed lovingly, regretfully over the +splendid gowns which hung in her wardrobe. "What will become of them?" +she asked. "Fan can't wear them." This called up a vision of Fan and her +eldest daughter, sweeping about in her splendor, her opera-cloak only +half encompassing the mother, while the girl swished over the floor in +the gown she had worn at her last dinner in the East. She laughed and +cried at the same time--it was painful to see them thus abused. + +Then she seemed suddenly to enter the grove of twisted, hag-like cedars +which stood upon the mesa back of the ranch-house. "By-and-by I will +look like this," she dreamed, and laid her hand on one that was ragged +and gnarled and gray with a thousand years of sun and wind, and even as +she stood there, with the old crones moaning round her, Ben suddenly +confronted her. + +Her first impulse was for flight, so sad and bitter was his face. She +began to pity him. His boyhood seemed to have slipped from him like a +gay cloak, revealing the stern man beneath. + +He met her gravely, self-containedly, yet with restrained passion, and +his voice was sternly calm as he began: "I have come to ask you what you +wish to do with Marshall Haney's inheritance? I will not be a party to +your action. I helped him plan out his will, and he said he could trust +you to do the right thing, and I have come to tell you that his will +must be yours." + +"What do you mean?" she asked. + +"He is dead!" he replied. + +Her heart turned to ice at the sound of his words, so clear, succinct, +and piercing; then the cedars began to wail and wail, and sway in +eldrich grief, but she who felt most remorse could not utter a sound to +prove her own despair; and in the tumult her dream ended abruptly, and +she woke to hear the night wind whistling weirdly through the screen of +her open window. + +She lay in silence, shuddering with the subsiding terror of her vision, +till she came to a full realization of the fact that it was all but a +night terror and that Mart was still alive and her decision not yet +irrevocably made. + +She shuddered again--not in grief, but in terror--as she relived the +vivid hour of self-chosen poverty which her dream had brought her. Yes, +the magic of wealth had spoiled her for Sibley and the ranch. To go back +there was impossible. "I will try the East," she said. "The Mosses will +help me." And yet to return to Chicago--after having played the grand +lady--would be bitterly hard. Suppose her friends should meet her with +cold eyes and hesitating words? Suppose they, too, had loved her money +and not herself? Suppose even Joe, who seemed as true as Williams, +should prove to be a selfish sycophant. Ah yes, it would be a different +city with the magic of Haney's money no longer hers to command. + +In this hour of deepest misery and despair the sheen of his gold +returned like sunlight after a storm; and yet, even as she permitted +herself to imagine how sweetly the new day would dawn with her +determination to remain the mistress of this great house, the old fear, +the new disgust, returned to plague her. Her love for Ben Fordyce came +also--and the knowledge that Alice was dying of a broken heart because +of Ben's growing indifference--all these perplexities made the coming of +sunlight a mockery. + +She rose to the new day quite as undecided as before and more deeply +saddened. One thing was plain--Ben should come no more to visit her--for +Alice's sake he must keep the impersonal attitude of the legal adviser. +In that way alone could even the semblance of peace be won. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +ALICE VISITS HANEY + + +Alice Heath was dying of something far subtler than "the White Death," +to which Haney so often referred. Tortured by Ben's studied tenderness +when at her side, she suffered doubly when he was away, knowing all too +well that his keenest pleasure now lay in Bertha's companionship. Her +doubt darkened into despair. In certain moments of exaltation she rose +to such heights of impersonal passion as to acknowledge fully, +generously, the claims of youth and health--admitting that she and +Marshall Haney were the offenders and not the young lovers, whose desire +for happiness was but an irresistible manifestation of the mystic force +which binds the generations together. + +"Why do we not quietly take ourselves off and make them happy?" she +asked herself. "Of what selfish quality is our love? Here am I only a +spiteful, hopeless invalid--I hate myself, I despise my body and +everything I am. I loathe my wrinkled face, my shrivelled hands, my flat +chest. I am fit only to be bride to death. I'm tired of the world--tired +of everything--and yet I do not die. Why can't I die?" + +These moods never soared high enough (or sank quite low enough) to +permit the final severing stroke, and she ended each of them in a flood +of tears, filled with ever-greater longing for the beautiful young lover +whose heart had wandered away from her. It was hard not to welcome him +when he came, but infinitely harder to send him away, for life held no +other solace, the day no other aim. + +In her saner moments she was aware of her own misdemeanor. She knew that +her morbid questioning, her ceaseless grievings were wearing away her +vital force, and that no doctor could ever again medicine her to sweet +sleep, that no wind or cloud would bring coolness to her burning brain. +"I am no longer worthy of any man's love," she admitted to her higher +self. + +She did not question Ben's honor--he was of those who keep faith. "He +has no hope of ever being other than the distant lover of Bertha Haney, +and he is ready to fulfil his word to me, but I will not permit him to +bind himself to me. It would be a crime to lay upon him the burden of a +wife old before her time, sterile and doomed to a slow decline." She +revolted, too, at the thought of having a husband, whose heart was +elsewhere, whose restless desire could not be held within the circuit of +his wife's arms--and yet she could not give him up. + +As her flesh lost its weight and her blood its warmth, her mind burned +with even more mysterious brightness, sending out rays of such perilous +sublimation that she was able to perceive, as no earthly inhabitant +should do, the jealously guarded secrets of those surrounding her, and +on the night of Bertha's struggle against her fate she divined in some +supersensuous way the tumult in the young wife's mind. + +She laughed at first with a cruel, bitter delight, but at last her +nobler self conquered and she resolved to have private speech with +Haney. She perceived a danger in the ever-deepening passion of the young +lovers. She began to fear that their love might soon break over all +barriers, and this she was still sane enough of thought and generous +enough of soul to wish to prevent. + +Her decision to act was hastened by a slurring paragraph in the morning +paper wherein veiled allusion was made to "a developing scandal." She +lay abed all the forenoon brooding over it, and when she rose it was to +dress for her visit to Haney. Sick as she was and almost hysterical with +her mood, she ordered a carriage and drove to the gambler's house, +hoping to find him alone, determined upon an interview. + +It chanced that he was sitting in his place upon the porch watching the +gardener spraying a tree. He greeted his visitor most cordially, +inviting her to a seat. "Bertie is down town, but she'll be back soon." + +"I'm glad she is away, Captain Haney, for I have something to say to you +alone." + +"Have you, indeed? Very well, I've nothing to do but listen--'tis not +for me to boss the gardener." + +She looked about with uneasy eyes, finding it very difficult to begin +her attack. "How much you've improved the place," she remarked, +irrelevantly, her voice betraying the deepest agitation. + +He looked at her white face in astonishment. "How are ye, the day, +miss?" + +"I'm better, thank you, but a little out of breath--I walked too fast, I +think." + +"Does the altitude make your heart jump, too?" he asked, solicitously. + +"No, my trouble is all in my mind--I mean my lungs," she answered. Then, +with a ghastly attempt at sprightliness, she added: "Now let's have a +nice long talk about symptoms--it's so comforting. How are _you_ feeling +these days?" + +Haney answered with unwonted dejection. "I'm not so well to-day, worse +luck. This is me day for thinkin' the doctors are right. They all agree +that me heart's overworked up here." His dejection was really due to +Bertha's moody silence. + +"I'm sorry to hear that. Do they think you may live safely at +sea-level?" + +"They say so. Me own feeling is that the climate is not to blame. 'Tis +age. I'm like a hollow-hearted tree, ready to fall with the first puff +of ill wind. I've never been a man since that devil blew me to pieces." + +She put her right hand upon his arm. "Is it not a shame that you and I +should stand in the way of two fine, wholesome, young people--shutting +them off from happiness?" + +He turned a glance upon her quite too penetrating to be borne. "You +mane--what?--who?" + +"I mean Bertha." + +"Do I stand in the way of her happiness?" + +She met the question squarely, speaking with tense, drawn lips. "Yes, +just as I do in Ben's way. We're neither of us fit to be married, and +they are." + +His eyes wavered. "That's true. I'm no mate for her--and yet I think +I've made her happy." He was silent a moment, then faltered: "Ye lay +your hand on a sore spot--ye do, surely. 'Tis true I've tried to have +the money make up for me other shortcomings." He ended almost humbly. + +"Money can do much, but it can't buy happiness." + +"That's true, too--but 'tis able to buy comfort, and that's next door to +happiness in the long-run, I'm thinkin'. But I'm watchin' her, and I +don't intend to stand in her way, miss. I've told her so, and when the +conquering lad comes along I mane to get out of the road." + +"Have you said that?" Her face reached towards his with sudden +intensity, and a snakelike brilliancy glittered in her eyes. "You've +gone as far as that?" + +"I have." + +"Then act, for the time has come to make your promise good. Bertha +already loves a man as every girl should love who marries happily, and +the gossips are even now busy with her name." + +He was hard hit, and slowly said: "I don't believe it! Who is the +man?--tell me!" He demanded this in a tone that was not to be denied. + +She delivered her sentence quickly. "She loves Ben. Haven't you seen it? +She has loved him from their first meeting. I have known it for a long +time, almost from the first; now everybody knows it, and the society +reporters are beginning their innuendoes. The next thing will be her +picture in the sensational press, and a scandal. Don't you know this? It +must not happen! We must make way for them--you and I. We cumber the +path." + +He sank back into his seat and studied her from beneath his overhanging +eyebrows as intently, as alertly, as silently as he was wont to do when +watching the faces of his opponents in a game of high hazard. There was +something uncanny, almost elfish, in the woman's voice and eyes, and yet +even before her words were fully uttered the truth stood revealed to +him. His eyes lost their stern glare, his hands, which had clutched the +arms of his chair, relaxed. "Are you sure?" he asked again, but more +gently. "You've got to be sure," he ended, almost in menace. + +"You may trust a jealous woman," she answered. "I don't blame +them--observe that. We are the ones to blame--we who are crippled and in +the way, and it is our duty to take ourselves off. What is the use of +spoiling their lives just for a few years of selfish gratification of +our own miserable selves?" + +He felt about for comfort. "They are young; they can wait," he +stammered, huskily. + +"But they _won't_ wait!" she replied. "Love like theirs can't wait. +Don't you understand? They are in danger of forgetting themselves? Can't +you see it? Ben talks of nothing else, dreams of nothing else but her, +and she is fighting temptation every day, and shows it. It's all so +plain to me that I can't bear to see them together. They have loved each +other from the very first night they met--I felt it that day we first +rode together. I've watched her grow into Ben's life till she absorbs +his every thought. He's a good boy, and I want to keep him so. He +respects your claim, and he is trying to be loyal to me, but he can't +hold out. I am ready to sacrifice myself, but that would not save him. +He loves your wife, and until you free her he is in danger of wronging +her and himself and you. I've given up. There is nothing more on this +earth for me! What do _you_ expect to gain by holding to a wife's +garment when she--the woman--is gone?" + +The wildness in her eyes and voice profoundly affected Haney, who was +without subtlety in affairs of the heart. The women he had known had +been mainly coarse-fibred or of brutish directness of passion and +purpose, and this woman's words and tone at once confused and appalled +him. All she said of his unworthiness as a husband was true. He had gone +to Sibley at first to win Bertha at less cost than making her his +wife--but of that he had repented, and on his death-bed (as he thought) +he had sought to endow her with his gold. Since then he had lived, but +only as half a man. Up to this moment he had hoped to regain his health, +but now every hope died within him. + +Part of this he admitted at once, but he ended brokenly: "'Tis a hard +task you set for me. She's the vein of me bosom. 'Tis easy talkin', but +the doin' is like takin' y'r heart in your two hands and throwin' it +away. I knew she liked the lad--I had no doubt the lad liked her--but I +did not believe she'd go to him so. I can't believe it yet--but I will +not stand in her way. As I told her, I did not expect to tie her to an +old hulk; I thought I was dying when I married her, and I only had the +ceremony then to make sure that me money should feed her and protect her +from the storms of the world. I wanted to take her out of a hole where +she was sore pressed, and I wanted to make her people comfortable. I've +brought her to this house. Me money has always been to her hand. It +rejoices me to see her spend it, and I've been hoping that these +things--me money--would make up for me poor, old, crippled body. I've +been a rough man. I lived as men who have no ties have always +lived--till I met her, then I quit the game. I put aside everything that +could make her ashamed. I'm no toad, miss--I know she has that in her +soul that can take her out of my level. Were I twenty years younger and +a well man I could folly her--but 'tis no use debating now. I'll talk +with her this night--" He paused abruptly and turned upon her with +piercing inquiry: "Have you discussed this with Ben?" + +She was beginning to tremble in face of the storm which she foresaw +looming before her. "No--I lacked the courage." + +A faintly bitter smile stirred his upper lip. "Shall I tell him what you +have said to me?" + +"No, no!" she exclaimed, in sudden affright, "I will tell him." + +"Be sure ye do. As for these editors, I have me own way of dealing with +them. I will soon know whether you are right or wrong. Ye're a sick +woman, and such, they say, have queer fancies. You admit you're jealous, +and I've heard that jealous women are built of hell-fire and vitriol. +Anyhow, you've not shaken me faith in me girl--but ye have in Ben, for I +know the heart of man. We're all alike when it comes to the question of +women." + +"Please don't misunderstand me--it is to keep them both what they are, +good and true, that I come to you--we must not tempt them to evil." + +"I understand what you say, miss, and I think you're honest, but you may +be mistaken. I saw her meet-up with fine young fellies in the East; I +could see they admired her--but she turned them down easily. She's no +weak-minded chippy, as I know on me own account--the more shame to me." + +"Of course she turns others down, for the reason that Ben fills her +heart." She began to weary of her self-imposed task. + +He, too, was tired. "We'll see, we'll see," he repeated musingly, and +gazed away towards the cloud-enshrouded peaks in sombre silence--the +lines of his lips as sorrowful as those of an old lion dying in the +desert, arrow-smitten and alone. He had forgotten the hand that pierced +his heart. + +Thus dismissed, she rose, her eyes burning like deep opals in the +parchment setting of her skin. + +"Life is so cruel!" she said. "I have wished a thousand times that love +had never come to me. Love means only sorrow at the end. Ben has been my +life, my only interest--and now--as he begins to forget--Oh, I can't +bear it! It will kill me!" She sank back into her chair, and, burying +her face, sobbed with such passion that her slight frame shook in the +tempest of it. + +Haney turned and looked at her in silence--profoundly stirred to pity by +her sobs, no longer doubting the reality of her despair. When he spoke +his voice was brokenly sweet and very tender. + +"'Tis a bitter world, miss, and me heart bleeds for such as you. 'Tis +well ye have a hope of paradise, for, if all you say is true, ye must go +from this world cheated and hungry like meself. Ye have one comfort that +I have not--'tis not your own doing. Ye've not misspent your life as I +have done. What does it all show but that life is a game where each man, +good or bad, takes his chance. The cards fall against you and against me +without care of what we are. I can only say I take me chances as I take +the rain and the sun." + +Her paroxysm passed and she rose again, drawing her veil closely over +her face. "Good-bye. We will never meet again." + +"Don't say that," he said, struggling painfully to his feet. "Never is a +long time, and good-bye a cruel, sad word to say. Let's call it 'so +long' and better luck." + +"You are not angry with me?" she turned to ask. + +"Not at all, miss--I thank ye fer opening me eyes to me selfishness." + +"Good-bye." + +"So long! And may ye have better luck in the new deal, miss." + +As she turned at the gate she saw him standing as she had left him, his +brow white and sad and stern, his shoulders drooping as if his strength +and love of life had suddenly been withdrawn. + +While still in this mood she sent word to Ben that she wished to see him +at once, and he responded without delay. + +He was appalled by the change in her. Her interview with Haney had +profoundly weakened her, chilled her. She was like some exquisite lamp +whose golden flame had grown suddenly dim, and Fordyce was filled with +instant, remorseful tenderness. His sense of duty sprang to arms, and +without waiting for her to begin he said: "I hate to think of you as a +pensioner in this house. You should be in your own home--our home--where +I could take care of you. Come, let me take you out of this private +hospital--that's what it is." + +She struggled piteously to assure him that she would be back to par in a +few days, but he was thoroughly alarmed and refused to listen to further +delay. + +"Your surroundings are bad, you need a change." + +She read him to the soul, knew that this argument sprang not from love, +but from pity and self-accusation; therefore, forcing a light tone, she +answered: "I don't feel able to take command of a cook and second girl +just yet, Bennie dear; besides, you're all wrong about this being a bad +atmosphere for me. I'm horribly comfortable here, my own sister couldn't +be kinder than Julia is. No, no, wait a few months longer till you get +settled a little more securely in business; I may pick up a volt or two +more of electricity by that time." Then as she saw his face darken and a +tremor run over his flesh, she lost her self-control and broke forth +with sudden, bitter intensity: "Why don't you throw me over and marry +some nice girl with a healthy body and sane mind? Why cheat yourself and +me?" + +He recoiled before her question, too amazed to do more than exclaim +against her going on. + +She was not to be checked. "Let us be honest with ourselves. You know +perfectly well I'm never going to get better--I do, if you don't. I may +linger on in this way for years, but I will never be anything but a +querulous invalid. Now that's the bitter truth. You mustn't marry me--I +won't let you!" Then her mood changed. "And yet it's so hard to go on +alone--even for a little way." + +Her eyes closed on her hot tears, her head drooped, and Ben, putting his +arm about her neck and pressing her quivering face against his breast, +reproached her very tenderly: "I won't let you say such things, +dearest--you must not! You're not yourself to-day." + +"Oh yes, I am! My mind is very clear, too horribly clear. Ben dear, I +mean all I say--you shall not link yourself to me. I have no delusions +now. I'll never be well again--and you must know it." + +"Oh yes, you will! Don't give up! You're only tired to-day. You're +really much better than you were last week." + +"No, I'm not! Let us not deceive ourselves any longer. The change of +climate has not done me good. We waited too long. It has all been a +mistake. Let me go back to Chester--I'm afraid to die out here. I can't +bear the thought of being buried in this soil. It's so bleak and lonely +and alien. I want to go back to the sweet, kindly hills--perhaps I can +reconcile myself to death there--to sink into the earth on this plain is +too dreadful." + +He struggled against the weight of her sorrowful pleadings. "This is +only a mood, dearest; you are over-tired and things look black to you--I +have such days--everybody has these hours of depression, but we must +fight them. It would be so much better for us both if I were your +husband, then I could be with you and watch over you every hour. I could +help you fight these dismal moods. It would be my hourly care. Come, +let's go out and seriously set to work to find a cottage." + +She was silenced for the moment, but when he had finished his +counter-plea she looked up at him with deep-set glance and quietly said: +"Ben, it's all wrong. It was wrong from the very beginning. You are +lashing yourself into uttering these beautiful words, and you do not +realize what you are saying. I am too old for you--Now listen--it's +true! I'm twenty years older in spirit. I haven't been really well for +ten years. You talk of fighting this. Haven't I fought? I've danced when +I should have been in bed. I've had a premonition of early decay for +years--that's why I've been so reckless of my strength. I couldn't bear +to let my youth pass dully--and now it's gone! Wait!--I've deceived you +in other ways. I've been full of black thoughts, I've been jealous and +selfish all along. You deserve the loveliest girl in the world, and it +is a cruel shame for me to stand in the way of your happiness just to +have you light my darkness for a few hours. I know what you want to +say--you think you can be happy with me. Ben, it's only your foolish +sense of honor that keeps you loyal to me--I don't want that--I won't +have it! Take back your pledge." She pushed away from him and twisted a +ring from her finger. "Take this, dear boy, you are absolutely free. Go +and be happy." + +He drew back from her hand in pain and bewilderment. "Alice, you are +crazy to say such things to me." He studied her with suffering in his +eyes. "You are delirious. I am going to send the doctor to you at once." + +"No, I'm not delirious. I know only too well what I'm saying--I have +made my decision. I will never wear this ring again." She turned his +words against himself. "You must not marry a crazy woman." + +"I didn't mean that--you know what I meant. All you say is morbid and +unreasonable, and I will not listen to it. You are clouded by some sick +fancy to-day, and I will go away and send a physician to cure you of +your madness." + +She thrust the ring into his hand and rose, her face tense, her eyes +wonderfully big and luminous. She seemed at the moment to renew her +health and to recover the imperious grace of her radiant youth as she +exaltedly said: "Now I am free! You must ask me all over again--and when +you do, I will say _no_." + +He sat looking up at her, too bewildered, too much alarmed to find words +for reply. He really thought that she had gone suddenly mad--and yet all +that she said was frightfully reasonable. In his heart he knew that she +was uttering the truth. Their marriage was now impossible--a bridal veil +over that face was horrifying to think upon. + +She went on: "Now run away--I'm going to cry in a moment and I don't +want you to see me do it. Please go!" + +He rose stiffly, and when he spoke his voice was quivering with anxiety. +"I am going to send Julia to you instantly." + +"No, you're not. I won't see her if you do. She can't help me--nobody +can, but you--and I won't let you even see me any more. I'm going home +to Chester to-morrow; so kiss me good-bye--and go." + +He kissed her and went blindly out, their engagement ring tightly +clinched in his hand. It seemed as if a wide, cold, gray cloud had (for +the first time) entirely covered his sunny, youthful world. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +MARSHALL HANEY'S SENTENCE + + +After Alice Heath's carriage had driven away, Haney returned to his +chair, and with eyes fixed upon the distant peaks gave himself up to a +review of all that the sick woman had said, and entered also upon a +forecast of the game. + +He was not entirely unprepared for her revelation. He was, indeed, too +wise not to know that Bertha must sometime surely find in another and +younger man her heart's hunger, but his wish had set that dark day far +away in the future. Moreover, he had relied on her promise to confide in +him, and it hurt him to think that she had not fulfilled her pledge; yet +even in this he sought excuses for her. + +"She may love him without knowing it. Anyhow, he's a fine young lad, far +better for her than an old shoulder-shot cayuse like meself." His sense +of unworthiness became the solvent of other and sweeter emotions. His +wealth no longer seemed capable of bridging the deep chasm widening +between them. + +This day had shown a black sky to him, even before Alice Heath's +disturbing call, for Bertha had been darkly brooding at breakfast, and +silent at lunch, and immediately after rising from the table had gone +away alone, without a word of explanation to any member of her +household. She had not even taken her dogs with her, and her face was +set and almost sullen as she passed out of the door and down the walk. +All this was so unlike her that Mart was greatly troubled. It gave +weight and significance to every word of Alice Heath's warning. + +Bertha was gone till nearly six o'clock, and her mood seemed no whit +lightened as she entered the gate and came slowly up the walk. To Mart's +humbly spoken query, "What troubles ye, darlin'?" she made no reply, but +went at once to her room. + +The old gambler seemed pitiably helpless and forlorn as he sat there in +his accustomed chair waiting her return. The bees and birds were busy +among the vines, and all the well-oiled machinery of his splendid home +was going forward to the end that his sweet girl-wife should be served. +If she were unhappy, of what value were these soft rugs, these savory +dishes, this shining silver? There was, in truth, something mocking and +terrifying in the swift, well-trained action of the servants, who went +about their tasks unmoved and apparently unacquainted with any change in +the mind of their young mistress. + +In the kitchen the cook was carefully compounding the soup while +watching the roast. Lucius, deft and absorbed, was preparing the table, +arranging the coffee service and deciding upon the china. On the seat +under the pear-trees Miss Franklin was chatting with Mrs. Gilman, and in +the barn the coachman could be heard giving the horses their evening +taste of green grass--"and yet how empty, aimless, and foolish it all is +if Bertha is unhappy," thought the master. + +He grew alarmed for fear she would not come down; but at last he heard +her light step on the stairs, and when she came in view his dim eyes +were startled by the transformation in her. She had put on the plainest +of her gowns, and she wore no jewels. By other ways which he felt but +could not analyze she expressed some portentous shift of mood. He could +not define why, but her step scared him, so measured and resolute it +seemed. + +She called to her mother and Miss Franklin and then asked, "Has dinner +been announced?" + +Her tone was quiet and natural, and Mart was relieved. He answered with +attempt at jocularity, "Lucius is this minute winkin' at me over the +soup-tureen." + +As they took seats at the table Mrs. Gilman exclaimed, "Why, dearie, +where did you dig up that old waist?" + +"Will it do to visit Sibley in?" + +"No indeed! I should say not. When you go back there I want you to wear +the best you've got. They'll consider it an insult if you don't." + +A faint smile lighted Bertha's pale face. "I don't think they'll take it +so hard as all that." + +"Are you goin' to Sibley?" asked Mart, an anxious tone in his voice. + +"I thought of it. Mother is going over to-night, and I rather guess I'll +run over with her. I've never been back, you see, since that night." + +There was something ominous in her restraint, in her abstraction of +glance, and especially in her lack of appetite. She took little account +of her guests and seemed profoundly engaged upon some inward +calculation. The beautifully spread table, which would have thrilled her +a few short weeks ago, was powerless to even hold her gaze, and it was +Lucius (deft and watchful) who brought the meal to a successful +conclusion--for the mother was awed and helpless in the presence of the +queenly daughter whom wealth had translated into something almost too +high and shining for her to lay hand upon. + +Miss Franklin did her best, but she was not a person of light and +dancing intellectual feet, and she had never understood Haney, anyhow. +Altogether it was a dismal and difficult half-hour. + +When the coffee came on Bertha rose abruptly, saying, "Come out into the +garden, Mart, I've got something to say to you." + +He obeyed with a sense of being called to account, and as they walked +slowly across the grass, which the light of a vivid orange sunset had +made transcendently green, he glanced to the west with foreboding that +this was the last time he should look upon the kingly peak at sunset +time. A flaming helmet of cloud shone upon the chief, and all the lesser +heights were a deep, purple bank out of which each serrate summit rose +without perspective, sharply set against the other like a monstrous +silhouette of cardboard. + +It should have been indeed a very sweet and odorous and peaceful hour. +The murmur of the water from the fountain had the lulling sound of a +hive of bees as they settle to rest, and to the suffering man it seemed +impossible that this, his cherished world, could change to the black +chaos which the loss of his adorable wife would bring upon it. + +The settee was of wire, and curved so that when they had taken seats +they faced each other, and the sight of her, so slender, so graceful, so +womanly, filled him with a fury of hate against the assassin who had +torn him to pieces, making him old before his time, a cripple, impotent, +inert, and scarred. + +Bertha did not wait for him to begin, and her first words smote like +bullets. "Mart, I'm going back to Sibley." + +He looked at her with startled eyes--his brow wrinkling into sorrowful +lines. "For how long?" + +"I don't know--it may be a good while. I'm going away to think things +over." Then she added, firmly, "I may not come back at all, Mart." + +"For God's sake, don't say that, girlie! You don't mean that!" His voice +was husky with the agony that filled his throat. "I can't live without +ye now. Don't go--that way." + +"I've _got_ to go, Mart. My mind ain't made up to this proposition. I +don't know about living with you any more." + +"Why not? What's the matter, darlin'? Can't ye put up with me a little +longer? I know I'm only a piece of a man--but tell me the truth. Can't +you stay with me--as we are?" + +She met him with the truth, but not the whole truth. "Everybody thinks I +married you for your money, Mart--it ain't true--but the evidence is all +against me. The only way to prove it a lie is to just naturally pull out +and go back to work. I hate to leave, so long as you--feel about me as +you do--but, Mart, I'm 'bleeged' to do it. My mind is so stirred up--I +don't enjoy anything any more. I used to like everything in the +house--all my nice things--the dresses and trinkets you gave me. It was +fun to run the kitchen--now it all goes against the grain some way. Fact +is, none of it seems mine." + +His eyes were wet with tears as he said: "It's all my fault. It's all +because of what I said last night--" + +She stopped him. "No, it ain't that--it ain't your fault, it's mine. +Something's gone wrong with _me_. I love this home, and my dogs and +horses and all--and yet I can't enjoy 'em any more. They don't belong to +me--now that's the fact, Mart." + +"I'll make 'em yours, darlin', I'll deed 'em all over to you." + +"No, no, that won't do it. My mind has got to change. It's all in my +mind. Don't you see? I've got to get away from the whole outfit and +think it all out. If I can come back I will, but you mustn't bank on my +return, Mart. You mustn't be surprised if I settle on the other side of +the range." + +"I know," he said, sadly. "I know your reason and I don't blame you. +'Tis not for an old derelict like me to hold you--but you must let me +give you some of me money--'tis of no value to me now. If ye do not let +me share it with you me heart will break entirely." + +"I haven't a right to a cent of it, Mart--I owe you more than I can ever +pay. No, I can't afford to take another cent." + +In the pause which followed his face took on a look of new resolution. +"Bertie, I've had something happen to me to-day. I've learned something +I should have known long since." + +Her look of surprise deepened into dismay as he went on: "I know what's +the matter with you, girlie. 'Tis after seeing Ben your face always +shines. You love him, Bertie--and I don't blame you--" + +A carriage driving up to the gate brought diversion, and she sprang up, +her face flushed, her eyes big and scared. "There comes Dr. Steele! I'd +plumb forgot about his call." + +"So had I," he answered, as he rose to meet his visitor. + +Dr. Steele, a gray-haired, vigorous man, entered the gate and came +hurriedly up the path, something fateful in his stride. He greeted them +both casually, smilelessly. "I've got to get that next train," he +announced, mechanically looking at his watch, "and that leaves me just +twenty minutes in which to thump you." + +Bertha was in awe of this blunt, tactless man of science, and as they +moved towards the house listened in chilled silence while he continued: +"Brent writes me that you were doing pretty well down by the lake. Why +didn't you stay? He says he advised you not to come back." + +"This is me home," answered Haney, simply. + +Lucius took Bertha's place at Mart's shoulder and the three men went +into the library, leaving her to wait outside in anxious solitude. There +was something in the doctor's manner which awed her, filled her with new +conceptions, new duties. + +Steele was one of these cold-blooded practitioners who do not believe in +the old-fashioned manner. "Cheery suggestion" was nonsense to him. His +examination was to Bertha, as to Haney, a dreaded ordeal. However, Brent +had advised it, and they had agreed to submit to it, and now here he +was, and upon his judgment she must rest. + +For half an hour she waited in the hall, almost without moving, so +far-reaching did this verdict promise to be. Her anxiety deepened into +fear as Steele came out of the room and walked rapidly towards her. +"He's a very sick man," he burst forth, irritably. "Get him away from +here as quickly as you can--but don't excite him. Don't let him exert +himself at all till you reach a lower altitude. Keep him quiet and +peaceful, and don't let him clog himself up with starchy food--and above +all, keep liquors away from him. He shouldn't have come back here at +all. Brent warned him that he couldn't live up here. Slide him down to +sea-level--if he'll go--and take care of him. His heart will run along +all right if he don't overtax it. He'll last for years at sea-level." + +"He hates to leave--he says he won't leave," she explained. + +The man of science shrugged his shoulders. "All right! He can take his +choice of roads"--he used an expressive gesture--"up or down. One leads +to the New Jerusalem and is short--as he'll find out if he stays here. +Good-night! I must get that train." + +"Wait a minute!" she called after him. "Is there anything I can do? Did +you leave any medicine?" + +He turned and came back. "Yes, a temporary stimulant, but medicine is of +little use. If you can get away to-morrow, you do it." + +She stood a few minutes at the library door listening, waiting, and at +last (hearing no sound), opened the door decisively and went in. + +Haney, ghastly pale, in limp dejection, almost in collapse, was seated +in an easy-chair, with Lucius holding a glass to his lips. He was +stripped to his undershirt and looked like a defeated, gray old +gladiator, fallen helpless in the arena, deserted by all the world save +his one faithful servant--and Bertha's heart was wrenched with a deep +pang of pity and remorse as she gazed at him. The doctor's warning +became a command. To desert him in returning health was bad enough, to +desert him now was impossible. + +Running to him, all her repugnance gone, all her tenderness awake, she +put her arm about his shoulders. "Oh, Mart, did he hurt you? Are you +worse?" + +He raised dim eyes to her, eyes that seemed already filmed with death's +opaque curtains, but bravely, slowly smiled. "I'm down but not out, +darlin'. That brute of a doctor jolted me hard; I nearly took the +count--but I'm--still in the ring. Harness me up, Lucius. I'll show that +sawbones the power of mind over matter--the ould croaker!" + +He recovered rapidly and was soon able to stagger to his feet. Then, +with a return of his wonted humor, he stretched out his big right arm. +"I'm not to be put out of business by wan punch from an old puddin' like +Steele. I am not the 'stiff' he thinks. He had me agin the ropes, 'tis +true, but I'll surprise him yet." + +"What did he say?" she persisted in demanding. + +He shook his head. "That's bechune the two of us," he nodded warningly +at Lucius. "For one thing, he says me heart can't stand the high +country. 'It's you to the deep valley,' says he." + +Her decision was ready. "All right, then _we go_!" + +He faced her quickly. "Did ye say WE, Bertie? Did ye say it, +sweetheart?" + +"I did, Mart--I've changed my mind once more. I'm goin' to stick by +you--till you're settled somewhere. I won't leave till you're better." + +The tears blinded his eyes again, and his lips twitched. "You're God's +own angel, Bertie, but I don't deserve it. No, stay you here--I'm not +worth your sacrifice. No, no, I can't have it! Stay here with Ben and +look after the mines." + +Her face settled in lines that were not girlish as she repeated: "It's +up to me to go, and I'm going, Mart! I didn't realize how bad it was for +you here--I didn't, really!" + +"It's all wrong, I'm afraid--all wrong," he answered, "but the Lord +knows I need you worse than ever." + +"Shut off on all that!" she commanded. "Lucius, help me take him outside +where the air is better." + +Mart put the man away. "One is enough," he said, brusquely; and so, +leaning on his strong, young wife, he went slowly out into the dusk +where the mother and Miss Franklin were sitting, quite unconscious of +the deep significance of the doctor's visit. "Not a word to them," +warned Haney--"at any rate, not to-night." + +They were now both facing the pain of instantly abandoning all these +beautiful and ministering material conditions which money had called +round them. It seemed so foolish, so incredibly silly--this mandate of +the physician. Could any place on the earth be more healthful, more +helpful to human life than this wide-porched, cool-halled house, this +garden, this air? What difference could a few thousand feet make on the +heart's action? + +The thought of putting away all hope of seeing Ben Fordyce came at last +to overtop all Bertha's other regrets as the lordly peak overrode the +clouds--and yet she was determined to go. Very quietly she told her +mother that she had decided to put off her visit to Sibley, and at 10:30 +she drove down to the station and sent her away composedly. At the +moment she was glad to get her out of the town, so that she should not +share in the grief of next day's departure. To Miss Franklin she then +confided the doctor's warning, and together they began to pack. + +Haney, with lowering brow and bleeding heart, went to his bed denouncing +himself. "I have no right to her. 'Tis the time for me to step out. If +the doctor knows his business, 'tis only a matter of a few weeks, +anyhow, when my seat in the game will be empty. Why not stay here in me +own home and so end it all comfortably?" + +This was so simple--and yet he spent most of the night fighting the +desire to live out those years the doctor had promised him. It was so +sweet to sit opposite that dear girl-face of a morning, to feel her hand +on his hair--now and again. "She's only a child--she can wait ten years +and still be young." But then came the thought: "'Tis harder for her to +wait than it is for me to go. 'Tis mere selfishness. What can I do in +the world? I have no interest in the game outside of her. No, Mart, the +consumptive is right, 'tis up to you to slip away, genteel and quiet, so +that your widow will not be troubled by anny gossip." + +To use the pistol was easy, the handle fitted his hand, but to die so +that no shock or shame would come to her, that was his problem. "I will +not leave her the widow of a suicide," he resolved. "I must go so sly, +so casual-like, that no one will be able to point the finger at her or +Ben." + +"Can I visit the mine once more?" he had asked Steele. "No," the doctor +had replied. "To go a thousand feet higher than this would be fatal." + +As he mused on this he began to feel the wonder of the body in which he +dwelt. That a machine so bulky and so gross could be so delicate that a +change in the pressure of the atmosphere might be fatal astonished him. +"I'll soon know," he said, "for I cross the range to-morrow." + +The dark shadow of the unseen world, once so dim and far, now rose +formidable as a mountain on the horizon of his thought. It was so +difficult to leave the house in which he had found peace and a strange +kind of happiness (the happiness of a soldier home on parole, +convalescent and content under the apple-trees)--it was very hard--and +the tenderness, the care, to which his little wife had returned and +which filled his heart with sweetness, added to his irresolution. + +He fell into deep sleep at last, still in debate with himself. + +He woke quietly next morning, like a child, and as his eyes took in the +big room in which he had slept for a year, surrounded by such luxury as +he had never dreamed of having (even for a day), life seemed very easy +of continuance, and Steele a mistaken egotist, a foul destroyer of men's +peace; but as he rose to dress and saw himself in the glass, the figure +he presented decided his hand. Was this Mart Haney--this unshaven, +haggard, and wrinkled old man? + +Leaning close to the mirror, he studied his face as if it were a mask. +Deep creases ran down on either side of the nose, giving to his gaze the +morose expression of an aged, slavering mastiff. His nerveless cheeks +depended. His neck was stringy. Puffy sacs lay under the eyes, and the +ashen pallor of his skin told how the heart was laboring to maintain +life's red current in its round. + +As he looked his decision was taken. "Mart, the game has run mostly in +your favor for twenty-five years--but 'tis agin ye now. The quiet old +gentleman with the bony grin holds the winning fist. Lay down your cards +and quit the board this day, like a man. Why drag on like this for a +year or two more, a burden to yourself and a curse to her." + +And yet, though crippled and gray, death was somehow more dreadful to +him at this moment than when in his remorseless and powerful young +manhood he had looked again and again into the murderous eyes of those +who were eager to shed his blood. He shivered at the thought of the dark +river, as those whose limbs having grown pale and thin dread the cold +wind of the night. + +"I wonder is the mother over there waitin' fer me?" he half whispered. +"If ye are, your soul will be floating far above me in the light, while +I--burdened by me sins--must wallow below in purgatory. But I go, and +the divil take his toll." + +There was not much preparation to be made. His will was written, fully +attested, and filed in a safe place. His small personal belongings he +was willing to leave in Bertha's hands. It was hardest of all to vanish +without a word of good-bye to any soul, but this was essential to his +plan. "No one must suspect design in me departure," he muttered. "I must +drop out--_by accident_. I must cut loose during the day, too--no night +trips for me--in a way that will look natural. If Steele knows his +business, Mart Haney will go out of the game on the summit, if not, 'tis +easy for a cripple to stagger and fall from a rock. Thank God, I leave +her as I found her--small credit to me in that." + +Lucius, coming in soon after, found his master unexpectedly cheerful and +vigorous. + +In answer to his query, the gambler said: "I take me medicine, Lucius, +like a Cheyenne. 'Tis all in the game. Some man must lose in order that +another may win. The wheel rolls and the board is charged in favor of +the bank. Damn the man that squeals when the cards fall fair." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +VIRTUE TRIUMPHS + + +Mart maintained his deceptive cheer at the breakfast-table, and the +haggard look of the earlier hour passed away as he resolutely attacked +his chop. He spoke of his exile in a tone of resignation--mixed with +humor. "Sure, the old dad will have the laugh on us. He told us this was +the jumpin'-off place." + +"What will we do about the house?" asked Bertha. "Will we sell or rent?" + +"Nayther. Lave it as it is," replied he quickly. "So long as I live I +want to feel 'tis here ready for ye whinever ye wish to use it. 'Tis not +mine. Without you I never would have had it, and I want no other +mistress in it. Sure, every chair, every picture on the walls is there +because of ye. 'Tis all you, and no one else shall mar it while I live." + +This was the note which was most piercing in her ears, and she hastened +to stop it by remarking the expense of maintaining the place--its +possible decay and the like; but to all this he doggedly replied: "I +care not. I'd rather burn it and all there is in it than turn it over to +some other woman. Go you to Ben and tell him my will concerning it." + +This gave a new turn to her thought. "I don't want to do that. Why don't +you go and tell him yourself?" + +"Didn't the doctor say I must save meself worry? I hate to ask ye to +shoulder the heavy end of this proposition." His face lost its forced +smile. "I'm a sick man, darlin'; I know it now, and I must save meself +all I can. Ye may send Lucius down and bring him up, or we'll drive down +and see him; maybe the ride would do me good, but I can't climb them +stairs ag'in." + +The temptation to see Ben once more, alone in the bright office, proved +too great for Bertha's resolution, and she answered: "All right, I'll +go, but only to bring him down to you. You must give the orders about +the house." + +In spite of his iron determination to be of good cheer in her presence, +Mart's lips quivered with pain of parting as he looked round the +splendid dining-room, into which the sunlight was pouring. Suddenly he +broke forth: "Ye _must_ stay here, darlin'--never mind me. 'Tis a sin +and a shame to ask ye to lave all this to go with a poor old--" + +"Stop that!" she called, sharply. "I won't listen to any such talk," and +he said no more. + +They decided to go down about ten o'clock, when the daily tide of his +life rode highest. This hour suited his own plan, for a train left for +the mountains not long after, and he had resolved to make his escape +while Bertha was with Ben in the office. "There will be no need of any +change in the house," he thought, "but 'twill do no hurt for them to +talk it all over." + +For an hour or two he hobbled about the yard and garden, taking a final +look at the horses and dogs, and his face was very lax and gray and his +voice broken as he talked with his men, who had learned of the doctor's +orders, and were awkwardly silent with sympathy. He soon grew tired and +came back to the porch to rest and wait for the hour of his departure. +Settling into his accustomed chair, which faced directly upon the +mountains over which the sun, wearing to the south, was beginning to +hang its vivid shadows, he sat like a man of bronze. The clouds which +each day clothed the scarred and naked peaks with a mantle of ermine and +purple, were already assembling. The range assumed a new and +overpowering grandeur in his eyes, for it typified the Big Divide, which +lay between him and the country of the soundless, dawnless night. + +Up that deep fold which lay between the chieftain and his consort to the +north ran the western way--a trail with no returning footprints; and the +thought made his heart beat painfully, while a sense of the wonder and +the terror of death came to him. He was going away as the wounded +grizzly crawls to the thicket to die, unseen of his kind, even of his +mate. + +To never return! To mount and mount, each league separating him forever +from the mansion he had come to enjoy, the wife he loved better than his +own life. "I cannot believe it," he whispered, "and yet I must make it +so." + +Then he began to wonder, grimly, just when his heart would fail, just +where it would burst like a rotten cinch. "Will it be on the train? +Suppose I last to the coal-switch, then I must climb to the mine. +Suppose I live to reach the mine, then what? Oh, well, 'tis easy to slip +from the cliff." + +Meanwhile, out under the trees, the gardener was spading turf, the +lawn-mower was purring briskly and as though no sentence of death had +been passed upon the master of the place. In this Haney saw the world's +action typified. The individual is of little value--the race alone +counts. + +He shuffled down to meet the carriage at the gate, and Lucius helped him +in before Bertha could reach him, and they drove off down the street so +exactly in their usual way that Bertha was moved to say: "I don't +believe it! I can't realize we're quitting this town to-morrow." + +"No more can I, but I reckon it's good-bye all the same--for me, anyhow. +I despise meself for asking ye to go, darlin'--I _don't_ ask it. Stay +you! I'm not demanding anything at all. 'Tis fitter for me to go alone. +Stay on, darlin'--'twill comfort me to lave ye safe and happy here." + +She shook her head with quite as much determination as he. "No, Mart, my +mind is made up--I know my job, and I'm going to muckle to it like a +little lady, so don't fuss." + +The air was beautifully clear and bracing, and a minute later Haney +remarked, sadly: "I reckon the doctor knows his trade, but 'tis bitter +nonsense to me when a man says the murky wind of the low country is +better for a sick man than this." + +She was very tender at heart as she replied: "I'm afraid he's right, +Mart. I could see you weren't so well here; but I was selfish--I tried +to argue different. You'll be better down below, that's dead certain." + +"Well, the bets are all laid and the wheel spinning. I'm ready to take +me exile--but I hate to drag ye down with me." + +"Don't worry about me," she answered, with intent to reassure him. "To +be honest, I kind o' like the East." + +At the door of Ben's office building she got out, leaving him in the +carriage. As she looked back at him from the doorway something which +seemed like anguish in his face moved her, and she returned to the wheel +to say, "Never mind, Mart, we'll buy a new home down there." + +He was struggling as if with the pangs of death, but he said, "'Tis +childish, I know, but I hate to say good-bye to it all." + +She patted his hand as if soothing a child, and, turning, mounted the +stairway. How weak and old he seemed at the moment! + +Fordyce was at work. She could hear his typewriter click laboriously (he +was his own typist as yet), and she stood for a moment in the hall with +hand pressed hard upon her bosom, the full significance of this last +visit overwhelming her. Here was the end of her own happiness--the +beginning of long-drawn misery and heart-hunger. Her blood beat +tumultuously in her throat, and each throb was a physical, smothering +pain. + +At last she grew calmer and knocked. Ben opened the door, and his face +shone with joy. "You're late!" he reproachfully exclaimed; then, as he +peered into the hall, he asked, "Where's the Captain?" + +She was very white as she answered: "He can't come up this morning. He +ain't able." + +"Is he worse?" His face expressed swift concern. + +"Yes--Dr. Steele came last night and examined him--" + +"What did he say?" + +"He told us to 'get out' of here--quick." + +He drew her in and shut the door. "Tell me all about it. What is the +matter?" + +"It's his heart. He can't stand it here. We've got to get away--down the +slope--to-morrow." + +"Not to stay?" + +"That's what Steele says. Mart's in bad shape." + +He searched her face with earnest gaze. "I can't understand that. He +seemed so happy and so much better, too." + +"He's been a good deal worse than he let on, or else he fooled himself. +The doctor found his heart jumping cogs right along." + +"And he positively ordered you to go below?" + +"Yes--he scared me. He said Mart might die any minute--if he stayed." + +In the silence that followed his face became almost as white as her own, +for he understood and shared her temptation. At last he said, slowly, +"And you are going with him?" + +"Yes, I must. Don't you see I must?" + +He understood, too. Haney had refused to go without her, and to stay +would be to shorten his life. + +"How did the Captain take it?" he asked with effort. + +"Mighty hard at first, but he's fairly cheerful to-day. He wants to +leave me here--but I'm going with him. It's my business to be where he +is," she added. "He sure needs me now." + +"What are you going to do with the house?" + +"Leave it just as it is. He won't sell it or rent it. He wants you to +look after all his business just the same--" + +"I can't do that." + +"Why not?" + +"Because I don't intend to stay here." As he spoke his excitement +mounted. "My little world was all askew before you came. You've put the +finishing-touch to it. I'm ready to make my own will at this moment." + +"You mustn't talk that way," she admonished. "I don't like to see you +lose your grip." Her words were commonplace, but her hesitating, +tremulous voice betrayed her and exalted him. "I'm--we are depending on +you." + +His face, his eyes, filled her with light. She forgot all the rest of +the world for the moment, and he, looking upon her with a knowledge that +she loved him and was about to leave him, spoke fatefully--as if the +words came forth in spite of his will. "You don't seem to realize how +deeply I'm going to miss you. You cannot know how much your presence +means to me here in this small town. I will not stay on without the hope +of seeing you. If you go, I will not remain here another day." + +She fought against the feeling of pride, of joy, which these words gave +her. "You mustn't say that--you've got to stay with Alice." + +"Alice!" his voice rose. "Alice has given me back my ring and is going +home. When you are gone, what is left in this town for me?" He rose and +walked up and down, a choking sob in his throat. "My God! It's horrible +to feel our good days ending in a crash like this. What does it all +mean? I refuse to admit that our shining little world is only a house of +cards. Are we never to see each other again? I refuse to say good-bye. I +won't have it so!" He faced her again with curt inquiry. "Where are you +going to live?" + +"I don't know--maybe in Chicago--maybe in New York." + +"No matter where it is, I will come to you. I cannot lose you out of my +life--I will not!" + +"No, you mustn't do that. It ain't square to Mart--I can't see you any +more--now." + +He seized upon the significance of that little final word. "What do you +mean by _now_? Do you mean because Mart is worse? Or do you mean that I +have forfeited your good-will by my own action?" He came closer to her +and his voice was low and insistent as he continued: "Or do you +mean--something very sweet and comforting to me? Do you love me, Bertie? +Do you? Is that your meaning?" + +She struggled against him as she answered: "I don't know--Yes, I do +know--it ain't right for me--for you to say these things to me while I +am Mart Haney's wife." + +He caught at her hands and looked upon her with face grown older and +graver as he bitterly wailed: "Why couldn't we have met before you went +to him? You must not go with him now, for you are mine at heart, you +belong to me." + +She rose with instinctive desire to flee, but he held her hands in both +of his and hurried on: "You do love me! I am sure of it! Why try to +conceal it? You would marry me if you were free?" His eyes pierced her +as he proceeded, transformed by the power of his own plea. "We belong to +each other--don't you know we do? I am sorry for Alice, but I do not +love her--I never loved her as I love you. She understands this. That is +why she has returned my ring--there is nothing further for me to say to +her. As for Marshall Haney I pity him, as you do, but he has no right to +claim you." + +"He don't claim me. He wants me to stay here." + +"Then why don't you?" + +"Because he needs me." + +"So do I need you." + +"But not the way--I mean he is sick and helpless." + +He drew her closer. "You must not go. I will not let you go. You're a +part of my life now." His words ceased, but his eyes called with burning +intensity. + +She struggled, not against him, but in opposition to something within +herself which seemed about to overwhelm her will. It was so easy to +listen, to yield--and so hard to free her hands and turn away, but the +thought of Haney waiting, and a knowledge of his confident trust in her, +brought back her sterner self. + +"No!" she cried out sharply, imperiously. "I won't have it! You mustn't +touch me again, not while he lives! You mustn't even see me again!" + +He understood and respected her resolution, but could not release her at +the moment. "Won't you kiss me good-bye?" + +She drew her hands away. "No, it's all wrong, and you know it! I'll +despise you if you touch me again! Good-bye!" + +Thereupon his clean, bright, honorable soul responded to her reproof, +rose to dominion over the flesh, and he said: "Forgive me. I didn't mean +to tempt you to anything wrong. Good-bye!" and so they parted in such +anguish as only lovers know when farewells seem final, and their empty +hearts, calling for a word of promise, are denied. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +MARSHALL HANEY'S LAST TRAIL + + +Marshall Haney was a brave man, and his resolution was fully taken, but +that final touch of Bertha's hand upon his arm very nearly unnerved him. +His courage abruptly fell away, and, leaning back against the cushions +of his carriage, with closed eyelids (from which the hot tears dripped), +he gave himself up to the temptation of a renewal of his life. It was +harder to go, infinitely harder, because of that impulsive, sweet +caress. Her face was so beautiful, too, with that upward, tender, +pitying look upon it! + +While still he sat weak and hesitant, a roughly dressed man of large and +decisive movement stopped and greeted him. "Hello, Mart, how are you +this fine day?" + +Haney put his tragic mask away with a stroke of his hand, and hastily +replied: "Comin' along, Dan, comin' along. How are things up on the +peak?" + +"Still pretty mixed," replied the miner, lightly; then, with a further +look around, he stepped a little nearer the wheel. "Hell's about to +break loose again, Mart." + +"What's the latest?" + +"I can't go into details, and I mustn't be seen talking with you, but +Williams is in for trouble. Tell him to reverse engine for a few weeks. +Good-day," and he walked off, leaving the impression of having been sent +to convey a friendly warning. + +Haney seized upon this message. His resolution returned. His voice took +on edge and decision. "Oscar," he called quickly, "drive me down to the +station, I want to get that ten-thirty-seven train." + +As the driver chirruped to his horses and swung out into the street, +Marshall Haney, with full understanding that this was to be his eternal +farewell, turned and looked up, hoping to catch a last glimpse of his +wife's sweet face at the window. A sign, a smile, a beckoning, and his +purpose might still have faltered, but the recall did not take place, +and facing the west he became again the man of will. When the carriage +drew up to the platform he gave orders to his coachman as quietly as +though this were his usual morning ride. "Now, Oscar, you heard what +that friend of mine said?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Well, forget it." + +"Very well, sir." + +"But tell Mrs. Haney I've gone up to the mine. You can say to her that +Williams sent for me. You can tell her, but to no one else, what you +heard Dan say. You understand?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"All right, that stands. Now you go home and wait till about +twelve-thirty. Then go down for Mrs. Haney." + +The coachman, a stolid, reliable man, well trained to his duties, did +not offer to assist his master, but sat in most approved alertness upon +his box while Haney painfully descended to the walk. + +The train was about to move, and the conductor had already signalled the +engineer to "go ahead," but at sight of the gambler, whom he knew, +stopped the train and helped Haney aboard. "A minute more and you would +have been left. Going up to the mine, I reckon?" + +They were still on the platform as Mart answered, "Yes, I'm due to take +a hand in the game up there." He said this with intent to cover his +trail. + +He was all but breathless as he dropped into a seat near the door. The +sense of leaden weakness with which he had come to struggle daily had +deepened at the moment into a smothering pain which threatened to blind +him. + +"I must be quiet," he thought--"I will not die in the car." There seemed +something disgraceful, something ignominious in such a death. + +Gradually his fear of this misfortune grew less. "What does it matter +where death comes or when it comes? The quicker the better for all +concerned." + +Nevertheless, he opened the little phial of medicine which Steele had +given him and swallowed two of the pellets. That they were a powerful +stimulant of the heart he knew, but that an overdose would kill he only +suspected from Steele's word of caution. + +They were, indeed, magical in their effect. His brain cleared, his pulse +grew stronger, and the feeling of benumbing weakness which dismayed him +passed away. + +The conductor, on his round, found him sitting silently at the window, +very pale and very stern, his eyes fixed upon the brawling stream along +whose winding course the railway climbed. While noting the number of +Mart's pass the official leaned over and spoke in a low voice, but Haney +heard what he said as through a mist. He was no longer moved by the +sound of the bugle. A labor war was temporary, like a storm in the +pines. It might arrest the mining for a few weeks or a month, but +through it all, no matter what happened, deep down in the earth lay +Bertha's wealth, secure of any marauder. So much he was able to reason +out. + +One or two of the passengers who knew him drew near, civilly inquiring +as to his health, and to each one he explained that he was on the gain +and that he was going up to the camp to study conditions for himself. +They were all greatly excited by the news of battle, but they did not +succeed in conveying their emotion to Haney. With impassive countenance +he listened, and at the end remarked: "'Tis all of a stripe to me, boys. +I'm like the soldier on the battle-field with both legs shot off. I hear +the shouting and the tumult, but I'm out of the running." + +Without understanding his mood, they withdrew, leaving him alone. His +mind went back to Bertha. "What will she do when she finds me gone? She +will not be scared at first. She will wire to stop me; but no +matter--before she can reach me, I'll be high in the hills." + +He could not prevent his mind from dwelling on her. He tried to fix his +thoughts upon his life as a boyish adventurer, but could not keep to +those earlier periods of his career. All of his days before meeting her +seemed base or trivial or purposeless. She filled his memory to the +exclusion of all other loves and desires. She was at once his wife and +his child. He possessed a thousand bright pictures of her swift and +graceful body, her sunny smile, her sweet, grave eyes. He recalled the +first time he saw her on the street in Sibley, and groaned to think how +basely he had planned against her. "She never knew that, thank God!" he +said, fervently. + +Then came that unforgetable drive to the ranch, when she put her hand in +his--and on this hour he dwelt long, searching his mind deeply in order +that no grain of its golden store of incident should escape him. His +throat again began to ache with a full sense of the loss he was +inflicting upon himself. "'Tis a lonely trail I'm takin' for your sake, +darlin'," he whispered, "but 'tis all for the best." + +Slowly the train creaked and circled up the heights, following the sharp +turnings of the stream, passing small towns which were in effect summer +camps of pleasure-seekers, on and upward into the moist heights where +the grass was yet green and the slopes gay with flowers. A mood of +exaltation came upon the doomed man as he rose. This was the place to +die--up here where the affairs of men sank into insignificance like the +sound of the mills and the rumble of trains. Here the centuries circled +like swallows and the personal was lost in the ocean of silence. + +At one of these towns which stood almost at the summit of the pass the +conductor brought a telegram, and Mart seized it with eager, trembling +hands. It was (as he expected) a warning from Bertha. She implored him +to let the mine go and to return by the next train. + +He was too nerveless of fingers to put the sheet back within its +envelope, and so thrust it, a crumpled mass, into his pocket. It was as +if her hand was at his shoulder, her voice in his ear, but he did not +falter. To go back now would be but a renewal of his torture. There +could not come a better time to go--to go and leave no suspicion of his +purpose behind him. + +Just over the summit, at a bare little station, the train was held for +orders, and Haney, who was again suffocating and almost blind, took +another dose of the mysterious drug, and with its effect returned to a +dim perception of his surroundings. He was able vaguely to recall that a +trail which began just back of the depot mounted the hill towards his +largest mine. A desire to see Williams, his faithful partner, his most +loyal friend, came over him, and, rising to his feet, he painfully crept +down the aisle to the rear of the car and dropped off unnoticed, just as +the conductor's warning cry started a rush for the train. + +As the last coach disappeared round the turn the essential bleak +loneliness of the place returned. The station seemed deserted by every +human being, even the operator was lost to sight, and the gambler, +utterly solitary, with clouded brain and laboring breath, turned towards +the height, his left leg dragging like a shackle. + +For the first half-mile the way was easy, and by moving slowly he +suffered less pain than he had expected. Around him the frost-smitten +aspens were shivering in the wind, their sparse leaves dangling like +coins of red-and-yellow gold, and all the billowing land below, to the +west, was iridescent with green and flame-color and crimson. A voiceless +regret, a dim, wide-reaching, wistful sadness came over him, but did not +shake his resolution. He had but to look down at his crippled body to +know that the beauty of the world was no longer his to enjoy. His days +were now but days of pain. + +He had always loved the heights. From the time he had first sighted this +range he had never failed to experience a peculiar exaltation as he +mounted above the ranch and the mine. Gambler and night-owl though he +had been, he had often spent his afternoons on horseback riding high +above the camps, and now some small part of his love of the upper air +came back to lead him towards his grave. With face turned to the +solitudes of the snows, with ever-faltering steps, he commenced his +challenging march towards death. + +At the first sharp up-raise in the way his heart began to pound and he +swayed blindly to and fro, unable to proceed. For an instant he looked +down in dismay at the rocky, waiting earth, a most inhospitable grave. A +few minutes' rest against a tree, and his brain cleared. "Higher--I must +go higher," he said to himself; "they'll find me here." + +As he rose he could see the town spread wide on the hill-tops beneath +him--the cabins mere cubes, the mill a child's toy. He could discern men +like ants moving to and fro as if in some special excitement--but he did +not concern himself with the cause. His one thought was to mount--to +blend with the firs and the rocks. He drew the phial from his pocket and +held it in his hand in readiness, with a dull fear that the chemical +would prove too small, too weak, to end his pain. + +It was utterly silent and appallingly lonely on this side of the great +peak. Hunters were few and prospectors were seldom seen. These +upward-looping trails led to no mine--only to abandoned prospect +holes--for no mineral had ever been found on the western slope. The +copses held no life other than a few minute squirrels, and no sound +broke the silence save the insolent cry of an occasional jay or +camp-bird. To die here was surely to die alone and to lie alone, as the +fallen cedar lies, wrought upon by the wind and the snows and the rain. + +Nevertheless, his suicidal idea persisted. It had become the one final, +overpowering, directing resolution. There is no passion more persistent +than that which leads to self-destruction. In the midst of the blinding +swirl of his thought he maintained his purpose to put himself above the +world of human effort and to become a brother of the clod, to mix +forever with the mould. + +Slowly he dragged himself upward, foot by foot, seeking the friendly +shelter and obscurity of a grove of firs just above him. Twice he sank +to his knees, a numbing pain at the base of his brain, his breath +roaring, his lips dry, but each time he rose and struggled on, eager to +reach the green and grateful shelter of the forest, filled with desire +to thrust himself into its solitude; and when at last he felt the chill +of the shadow and realized that he was surely hidden from all the world, +he turned, poised for an instant on a mound where the trail doubled +sharply, gave one long, slow glance around, then hurled himself down the +rocky slope. Even as he leaped his heart seemed to burst and he fell +like a clod and lay without further motion. It was as if he had been +smitten in flight by a rifle-ball. + +Around him the small animals of the wood frolicked, and the jay called +inquiringly, but he neither saw nor heard. He was himself but a gasping +creature, with reason entirely engaged in the blind struggle which the +physical organism was instinctively making to continue in its wonted +ways. All the world and all his desires, save a longing for his fair +young wife, were lost out of his mind, and he thought of Bertha only in +a dim and formless way--feeling his need of her and dumbly wondering why +she did not come. In final, desperate agony, he lifted the phial of +strychnine to his lips, hoping that it might put an end to his +suffering; but before this act was completed a sweet, devouring flood of +forgetfulness swept over him, his hand dropped, and the unopened bottle +rolled away out of his reach. Then the golden sunlight darkened out of +his sky, and he died--as the desert lion dies--alone. + + * * * * * + +When they found him two days later he lay with his head pillowed upon +his left arm, his right hand outspread upon the pine leaves--palm upward +as if to show its emptiness. A bird--the roguish gray magpie--had stolen +away the phial as if in consideration of the dead man's wish, and no +sign of his last despairing act was visible to those who looked into his +face. His going was well planned. Self-murder was never written opposite +the name of Marshall Haney. + +THE END + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Money Magic, by Hamlin Garland + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONEY MAGIC *** + +***** This file should be named 30318.txt or 30318.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/0/3/1/30318/ + +Produced by David Yingling, Bethanne M. 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